THE
BECKONING HAND
AND OTHER
STORIES
BY
GRANT ALLEN
WITH A
FRONTISPIECE BY TOWNLEY GREEN
London
CHATTO AND
WINDUS, PICCADILLY
1887
PREFACE
Of the thirteen stories included in this volume, "The Gold
Wulfric," "The Two Carnegies," and "John Cann's Treasure"
originally appeared in the pages of the Cornhill; "The Third
Time" and "The Search Party's Find" are from Longman's
Magazine; "Harry's Inheritance" first saw the light in the English
Illustrated; and "Lucretia," "My Uncle's Will,"
"Olga Davidoff's Husband," "Isaline and I," "Professor
Milliter's Dilemma," and "In Strict Confidence," obtained
hospitable shelter between the friendly covers of Belgravia. My
title-piece, "The Beckoning Hand," is practically new, having only
been published before as the Christmas supplement of a provincial newspaper. My
thanks are due to Messrs. Smith and Elder, Longmans, Macmillan, and Chatto and
Windus for kind permission to reprint most of the stories here. If anybody
reads them and likes them, let me take this opportunity (as an unprejudiced
person) of recommending to him my other volume of "Strange Stories,"
which I consider every bit as gruesome as this one. Should I succeed in
attaining the pious ambition of the Fat Boy, and "making your flesh creep,"
then, as somebody once remarked before, "this work will not have been
written in vain."
G. A.
The Nook, Dorking,
Christmas Day, 1886.
CONTENTS: 1.The Beckoning Hand
2.Lucretia 3.The Third Time 4.The Gold Wulfric 5.My Uncle’s Will 6.The Two Carnegies 7.Olga Davidoff’s Husband 8.John Cann’s Treasure 9.Isaline and I 10.Professor Milliter’s Dilemma 11.In Strict Confidence 12.The Search Party’s Find 13.Harry’s Inheritance
1.THE BECKONING HAND
I
I first met Césarine Vivian in the stalls at the Ambiguities
Theatre.
I had promised to take Mrs. Latham and Irene to see the French
plays which were then being acted by Marie Leroux's celebrated Palais Royal
company. I wasn't at the time exactly engaged to poor Irene: it has always been
a comfort to me that I wasn't engaged to her, though I knew Irene herself
considered it practically equivalent to an understood engagement. We had known
one another intimately from childhood upward, for the Lathams were a sort of
second cousins of ours, three times removed: and we had always called one
another by our Christian names, and been very fond of one another in a simple
girlish and boyish fashion as long as we could either of us remember. Still, I
maintain, there was no definite understanding between us; and if Mrs. Latham
thought I had been paying Irene attentions, she must have known that a young
man of two and twenty, with a decent fortune and a nice estate down in
Devonshire, was likely to look about him for a while before he thought of
settling down and marrying quietly.
I had brought the yacht up to London Bridge, and was living on
board in picnic style, and running about town casually, when I took Irene
and her mother to see "Faustine," at the Ambiguities. As soon as we
had got in and taken our places, Irene whispered to me, touching my hand
lightly with her fan, "Just look at the very dark girl on the other side
of you, Harry! Did you ever in your life see anybody so perfectly
beautiful?"
It has always been a great comfort to me, too, that Irene herself
was the first person to call my attention to Césarine Vivian's extraordinary
beauty.
I turned round, as if by accident, and gave a passing glance,
where Irene waved her fan, at the girl beside me. She was beautiful, certainly,
in a terrible, grand, statuesque style of beauty; and I saw at a glimpse that
she had Southern blood in her veins, perhaps Negro, perhaps Moorish, perhaps
only Spanish, or Italian, or Provençal. Her features were proud and somewhat
Jewish-looking; her eyes large, dark, and haughty; her black hair waved slightly
in sinuous undulations as it passed across her high, broad forehead; her
complexion, though a dusky olive in tone, was clear and rich, and daintily
transparent; and her lips were thin and very slightly curled at the delicate
corners, with a peculiarly imperious and almost scornful expression of fixed
disdain. I had never before beheld anywhere such a magnificently repellent
specimen of womanhood. For a second or so, as I looked, her eyes met mine with
a defiant inquiry, and I was conscious that moment of some strange and weird
fascination in her glance that seemed to draw me irresistibly towards her, at
the same time that I hardly dared to fix my gaze steadily upon the piercing
eyes that looked through and through me with their keen penetration.
"She's very beautiful, no doubt," I whispered back to
Irene in a low undertone, "though I must confess I don't exactly like the
look of her. She's a trifle too much of a tragedy queen for my taste: a Lady
Macbeth, or a Beatrice Cenci, or a Clytemnestra. I prefer our simple little
English prettiness to this southern splendour. It's more to our English
liking than these tall and stately Italian enchantresses. Besides, I fancy the
girl looks as if she had a drop or two of black blood somewhere about
her."
"Oh, no," Irene cried warmly. "Impossible, Harry.
She's exquisite: exquisite. Italian, you know, or something of that sort.
Italian girls have always got that peculiar gipsy-like type of beauty."
Low as we spoke, the girl seemed to know by instinct we were
talking about her; for she drew away the ends of her light wrap coldly, in a
significant fashion, and turned with her opera-glass in the opposite direction,
as if on purpose to avoid looking towards us.
A minute later the curtain rose, and the first act of Halévy's
"Faustine" distracted my attention for the moment from the beautiful
stranger.
Marie Leroux took the part of the great empress. She was grand,
stately, imposing, no doubt, but somehow it seemed to me she didn't come up
quite so well as usual that evening to one's ideal picture of the terrible,
audacious, superb Roman woman. I leant over and murmured so to Irene.
"Don't you know why?" Irene whispered back to me with a faint
movement of the play-bill toward the beautiful stranger.
"No," I answered; "I haven't really the slightest
conception."
"Why," she whispered, smiling; "just look beside
you. Could anybody bear comparison for a moment as a Faustine with that
splendid creature in the stall next to you?"
I stole a glance sideways as she spoke. It was quite true. The
girl by my side was the real Faustine, the exact embodiment of the dramatist's
creation; and Marie Leroux, with her stagey effects and her actress's
pretences, could not in any way stand the contrast with the genuine empress who
sat there eagerly watching her.
The girl saw me glance quickly from her towards the actress
and from the actress back to her, and shrank aside, not with coquettish
timidity, but half angrily and half as if flattered and pleased at the implied
compliment. "Papa," she said to the very English-looking gentleman
who sat beyond her, "ce monsieur-ci...." I couldn't catch the end of
the sentence.
She was French, then, not Italian or Spanish; yet a more perfect
Englishman than the man she called "papa" it would be difficult to
discover on a long summer's day in all London.
"My dear," her father whispered back in English,
"if I were you...." and the rest of that sentence also was quite
inaudible to me.
My interest was now fully roused in the beautiful stranger, who
sat evidently with her father and sister, and drank in every word of the play
as it proceeded with the intensest interest. As for me, I hardly cared to look
at the actors, so absorbed was I in my queenly neighbour. I made a bare
pretence of watching the stage every five minutes, and saying a few words now
and again to Irene or her mother; but my real attention was all the time
furtively directed to the girl beside me. Not that I was taken with her; quite
the contrary; she distinctly repelled me; but she seemed to exercise over me
for all that the same strange and indescribable fascination which is often
possessed by some horrible sight that you would give worlds to avoid, and yet
cannot for your life help intently gazing upon.
Between the third and fourth acts Irene whispered to me again,
"I can't keep my eyes off her, Harry. She's wonderfully beautiful. Confess
now: aren't you over head and ears in love with her?"
I looked at Irene's sweet little peaceful English face, and I
answered truthfully, "No, Irene. If I wanted to fall in love, I should
find somebody——"
"Nonsense, Harry," Irene cried, blushing a little, and holding
up her fan before her nervously. "She's a thousand times prettier and
handsomer in every way——"
"Prettier?"
"Than I am."
At that moment the curtain rose, and Marie Leroux came forward
once more with her imperial diadem, in the very act of defying and bearding the
enraged emperor.
It was a great scene. The whole theatre hung upon her words for
twenty minutes. The effect was sublime. Even I myself felt my interest aroused
at last in the consummate spectacle. I glanced round to observe my neighbour.
She sat there, straining her gaze upon the stage, and heaving her bosom with
suppressed emotion. In a second, the spell was broken again. Beside that tall,
dark southern girl, in her queenly beauty, with her flashing eyes and quivering
nostrils, intensely moved by the passion of the play, the mere actress who
mouthed and gesticulated before us by the footlights was as sounding brass and
a tinkling cymbal. My companion in the stalls was the genuine Faustine: the
player on the stage was but a false pretender.
As I looked a cry arose from the wings: a hushed cry at first, a
buzz or hum; rising louder and ever louder still, as a red glare burst upon the
scene from the background. Then a voice from the side boxes rang out suddenly
above the confused murmur and the ranting of the actors "Fire! Fire!"
Almost before I knew what had happened, the mob in the stalls,
like the mob in the gallery, was surging and swaying wildly towards the exits,
in a general struggle for life of the fierce old selfish barbaric pattern.
Dense clouds of smoke rolled from the stage and filled the length and breadth
of the auditorium; tongues of flame licked up the pasteboard scenes and hangings,
like so much paper; women screamed, and fought, and fainted; men pushed one
another aside and hustled and elbowed, in one wild effort to make for the
doors at all hazards to the lives of their neighbours. Never before had I so
vividly realized how near the savage lies to the surface in our best and
highest civilized society. I had to realize it still more vividly and more
terribly afterwards.
One person alone I observed calm and erect, resisting quietly all
pushes and thrusts, and moving with slow deliberateness to the door, as if
wholly unconcerned at the universal noise and hubbub and tumult around her. It
was the dark girl from the stalls beside me.
For myself, my one thought of course was for poor Irene and Mrs.
Latham. Fortunately, I am a strong and well-built man, and by keeping the two
women in front of me, and thrusting hard with my elbows on either side to keep
off the crush, I managed to make a tolerably clear road for them down the
central row of stalls and out on to the big external staircase. The dark girl,
now separated from her father and sister by the rush, was close in front of me.
By a careful side movement, I managed to include her also in our party. She
looked up to me gratefully with her big eyes, and her mouth broke into a charming
smile as she turned and said in perfect English, "I am much obliged to you
for your kind assistance." Irene's cheek was pale as death; but through
the strange young lady's olive skin the bright blood still burned and glowed
amid that frantic panic as calmly as ever.
We had reached the bottom of the steps, and were out into the
front, when suddenly the strange lady turned around and gave a little cry of
disappointment. "Mes lorgnettes! Mes lorgnettes!" she said. Then
glancing round carelessly to me she went on in English: "I have left my
opera-glasses inside on the vacant seat. I think, if you will excuse me, I'll
go back and fetch them."
"It's impossible," I cried, "my dear madam. Utterly
impossible. They'll crush you underfoot. They'll tear you to pieces."
She smiled a strange haughty smile, as if amused at the idea, but
merely answered, "I think not," and tried to pass lightly by me.
I held her arm. I didn't know then she was as strong as I was.
"Don't go," I said imploringly. "They will certainly kill you.
It would be impossible to stem a mob like this one."
She smiled again, and darted back in silence before I could stop
her.
Irene and Mrs. Latham were now fairly out of all danger. "Go
on, Irene," I said loosing her arm. "Policeman, get these ladies
safely out. I must go back and take care of that mad woman."
"Go, go quick," Irene cried. "If you don't go,
she'll be killed, Harry."
I rushed back wildly after her, battling as well as I was able
against the frantic rush of panic-stricken fugitives, and found my companion
struggling still upon the main staircase. I helped her to make her way back
into the burning theatre, and she ran lightly through the dense smoke to the
stall she had occupied, and took the opera-glasses from the vacant place. Then
she turned to me once more with a smile of triumph. "People lose their
heads so," she said, "in all these crushes. I came back on purpose to
show papa I wasn't going to be frightened into leaving my opera-glasses. I
should have been eternally ashamed of myself if I had come away and left them
in the theatre."
"Quick," I answered, gasping for breath. "If you
don't make haste, we shall be choked to death, or the roof itself will fall in
upon us and crush us!"
She looked up where I pointed with a hasty glance, and then made
her way back again quickly to the staircase. As we hurried out, the timbers of
the stage were beginning to fall in, and the engines were already playing
fiercely upon the raging flames. I took her hand and almost dragged her
out into the open. When we reached the Strand, we were both wet through, and
terribly blackened with smoke and ashes. Pushing our way through the dense
crowd, I called a hansom. She jumped in lightly. "Thank you so much,"
she said, quite carelessly. "Will you kindly tell him where to drive?
Twenty-seven, Seymour Crescent."
"I'll see you home, if you'll allow me," I answered.
"Under these circumstances, I trust I may be permitted."
"As you like," she said, smiling enchantingly. "You
are very good. My name is Césarine Vivian. Papa will be very much obliged to
you for your kind assistance."
I drove round to the Lathams' after dropping Miss Vivian at her
father's door, to assure myself of Irene's safety, and to let them know of my
own return unhurt from my perilous adventure. Irene met me on the doorstep,
pale as death still. "Thank heaven," she cried, "Harry, you're
safe back again! And that poor girl? What has become of her?"
"I left her," I said, "at Seymour Crescent."
Irene burst into a flood of tears. "Oh, Harry," she cried,
"I thought she would have been killed there. It was brave of you, indeed,
to help her through with it."
II
Next day, Mr. Vivian called on me at the Oxford and Cambridge, the
address on the card I had given his daughter. I was in the club when he called,
and I found him a pleasant, good-natured Cornishman, with very little that was
strange or romantic in any way about him. He thanked me heartily, but not too
effusively, for the care I had taken of Miss Vivian overnight; and he was not
so overcome with parental emotion as not to smoke a very good Havana, or to
refuse my offer of a brandy and seltzer. We got on very well together, and
I soon gathered from what my new acquaintance said that, though he belonged to
one of the best families in Cornwall, he had been an English merchant in Haiti,
and had made his money chiefly in the coffee trade. He was a widower, I learned
incidentally, and his daughters had been brought up for some years in England,
though at their mother's request they had also passed part of their lives in
convent schools in Paris and Rouen. "Mrs. Vivian was a Haitian, you
know," he said casually: "Catholic of course. The girls are
Catholics. They're good girls, though they're my own daughters; and Césarine,
your friend of last night, is supposed to be clever. I'm no judge myself: I
don't know about it. Oh, by the way, Césarine said she hadn't thanked you half
enough herself yesterday, and I was to be sure and bring you round this
afternoon to a cup of tea with us at Seymour Crescent."
In spite of the impression Mdlle. Césarine had made upon me the
night before, I somehow didn't feel at all desirous of meeting her again. I was
impressed, it is true, but not favourably. There seemed to me something uncanny
and weird about her which made me shrink from seeing anything more of her if I
could possibly avoid it. And as it happened, I was luckily engaged that very
afternoon to tea at Irene's. I made the excuse, and added somewhat pointedly—on
purpose that it might be repeated to Mdlle. Césarine—"Miss Latham is a
very old and particular friend of mine—a friend whom I couldn't for worlds
think of disappointing."
Mr. Vivian laughed the matter off. "I shall catch it from
Césarine," he said good-humouredly, "for not bringing her cavalier to
receive her formal thanks in person. Our West-Indian born girls, you know, are
very imperious. But if you can't, you can't, of course, so there's an end of
it, and it's no use talking any more about it."
I can't say why, but at that moment, in spite of my intense desire
not to meet Césarine again, I felt I would have given whole worlds if he would
have pressed me to come in spite of myself. But, as it happened, he didn't.
At five o'clock, I drove round in a hansom as arranged, to
Irene's, having almost made up my mind, if I found her alone, to come to a
definite understanding with her and call it an engagement. She wasn't alone,
however. As I entered the drawing-room, I saw a tall and graceful lady sitting
opposite her, holding a cup of tea, and with her back towards me. The lady
rose, moved round, and bowed. To my immense surprise, I found it was Césarine.
I noted to myself at the moment, too, that in my heart, though I
had seen her but once before, I thought of her already simply as Césarine. And
I was pleased to see her: fascinated: spell-bound.
Césarine smiled at my evident surprise. "Papa and I met Miss
Latham this afternoon in Bond Street," she said gaily, in answer to my
mute inquiry, "and we stopped and spoke to one another, of course, about
last night; and papa said you couldn't come round to tea with us in the
Crescent, because you were engaged already to Miss Latham. And Miss Latham very
kindly asked me to drive over and take tea with her, as I was so anxious to
thank you once more for your great kindness to me yesterday."
"And Miss Vivian was good enough to waive all ceremony,"
Irene put in, "and come round to us as you see, without further
introduction."
I stopped and talked all the time I was there to Irene; but,
somehow, whatever I said, Césarine managed to intercept it, and I caught myself
quite guiltily looking at her from time to time, with an inexpressible
attraction that I could not account for.
By-and-by, Mr. Vivian's carriage called for Césarine, and I was
left a few minutes alone with Irene.
"Well, what do you think of her?" Irene asked me simply.
I turned my eyes away: I dare not meet hers. "I think she's
very handsome," I replied evasively.
"Handsome! I should think so. She's wonderful. She's
splendid. And doesn't she talk magnificently, too, Harry?"
"She's clever, certainly," I answered shuffling.
"But I don't know why, I mistrust her, Irene."
I rose and stood by the door with my hat in my hand, hesitating
and trembling. I felt as if I had something to say to Irene, and yet I was half
afraid to venture upon saying it. My fingers quivered, a thing very unusual
with me. At last I came closer to her, after a long pause, and said,
"Irene."
Irene started, and the colour flushed suddenly into her cheeks.
"Yes, Harry," she answered tremulously.
I don't know why, but I couldn't utter it. It was but to say
"I love you," yet I hadn't the courage. I stood there like a fool,
looking at her irresolutely, and then—
The door opened suddenly, and Mrs. Latham entered and interrupted
us.
III
I didn't speak again to Irene. The reason was that three days
later I received a little note of invitation to lunch at Seymour Crescent from
Césarine Vivian.
I didn't want to accept it, and yet I didn't know how to help
myself. I went, determined beforehand as soon as ever lunch was over to take
away the yacht to the Scotch islands, and leave Césarine and all her
enchantments for ever behind me. I was afraid of her, that's the fact,
positively afraid of her. I couldn't look her in the face without feeling at
once that she exerted a terrible influence over me.
The lunch went off quietly enough, however. We talked about Haiti
and the West Indies; about the beautiful foliage and the lovely flowers; about
the moonlight nights and the tropical sunsets; and Césarine grew quite
enthusiastic over them all. "You should take your yacht out there some
day, Mr. Tristram," she said softly. "There is no place on earth so
wild and glorious as our own beautiful neglected Haiti."
She lifted her eyes full upon me as she spoke. I stammered out,
like one spell-bound, "I must certainly go, on your recommendation, Mdlle.
Césarine."
"Why Mademoiselle?" she asked quickly. Then, perceiving
I misunderstood her by the start I gave, she added with a blush, "I mean,
why not 'Miss Vivian' in plain English?"
"Because you aren't English," I said confusedly.
"You're Haitian, in reality. Nobody could ever for a moment take you for a
mere Englishwoman."
I meant it for a compliment, but Césarine frowned. I saw I had
hurt her, and why; but I did not apologize. Yet I was conscious of having done
something very wrong, and I knew I must try my best at once to regain my lost
favour with her.
"You will take some coffee after lunch?" Césarine said,
as the dishes were removed.
"Oh, certainly, my dear," her father put in. "You
must show Mr. Tristram how we make coffee in the West Indian fashion."
Césarine smiled, and poured it out—black coffee, very strong, and
into each cup she poured a little glass of excellent pale neat cognac. It
seemed to me that she poured the cognac like a conjuror's trick; but everything
about her was so strange and lurid that I took very little notice of the matter
at that particular moment. It certainly was delicious coffee: I never tasted
anything like it.
After lunch, we went into the drawing-room, and thence Césarine
took me alone into the pretty conservatory. She wanted to show me some of her
beautiful Haitian orchids, she said; she had brought the orchids herself years
ago from Haiti. How long we stood there I could never tell. I seemed as if
intoxicated with her presence. I had forgotten now all about my distrust of
her: I had forgotten all about Irene and what I wished to say to her: I was
conscious only of Césarine's great dark eyes, looking through and through me
with their piercing glance, and Césarine's figure, tall and stately, but very
voluptuous, standing close beside me, and heaving regularly as we looked at the
orchids. She talked to me in a low and dreamy voice; and whether the Château
Larose at lunch had got into my head, or whatever it might be, I felt only
dimly and faintly aware of what was passing around me. I was unmanned with
love, I suppose: but, however it may have been, I certainly moved and spoke
that afternoon like a man in a trance from which he cannot by any effort of his
own possibly awake himself.
"Yes, yes," I overheard Césarine saying at last, as
through a mist of emotion, "you must go some day and see our beautiful
mountainous Haiti. I must go myself. I long to go again. I don't care for this
gloomy, dull, sunless England. A hand seems always to be beckoning me there. I
shall obey it some day, for Haiti—our lovely Haiti, is too beautiful."
Her voice was low and marvellously musical. "Mademoiselle
Césarine," I began timidly.
She pouted and looked at me. "Mademoiselle again," she
said in a pettish way. "I told you not to call me so, didn't I?"
"Well, then, Césarine," I went on boldly. She laughed
low, a little laugh of triumph, but did not correct or check me in any way.
"Césarine," I continued, lingering I know not why over the
syllables of the name, "I will go, as you say. I shall see Haiti. Why
should we not both go together?"
She looked up at me eagerly with a sudden look of hushed inquiry.
"You mean it?" she asked, trembling visibly. "You mean it, Mr.
Tristram? You know what you are saying?"
"Césarine," I answered, "I mean it. I know it. I
cannot go away from you and leave you. Something seems to tie me. I am not my
own master.... Césarine, I love you."
My head whirled as I said the words, but I meant them at the time,
and heaven knows I tried ever after to live up to them.
She clutched my arm convulsively for a moment. Her face was aglow
with a wonderful light, and her eyes burned like a pair of diamonds. "But
the other girl!" she cried. "Her! Miss Latham! The one you call
Irene! You are ... in love with her! Are you not? Tell me!"
"I have never proposed to Irene," I replied slowly.
"I have never asked any other woman but you to marry me, Césarine."
She answered me nothing, but my face was very near hers, and I
bent forward and kissed her suddenly. To my immense surprise, instead of
struggling or drawing away, she kissed me back a fervent kiss, with lips hard
pressed to mine, and the tears trickled slowly down her cheeks in a strange
fashion. "You are mine," she cried. "Mine for ever. I have won
you. She shall not have you. I knew you were mine the moment I looked upon you.
The hand beckoned me. I knew I should get you."
"Come up into my den, Mr. Tristram, and have a smoke,"
my host interrupted in his bluff voice, putting his head in unexpectedly at the
conservatory door. "I think I can offer you a capital Manilla."
The sound woke me as if from some terrible dream, and I followed
him still in a sort of stupor up to the smoking room.
IV
That very evening I went to see Irene. My brain was whirling even
yet, and I hardly knew what I was doing; but the cool air revived me a little,
and by the time I reached the Lathams' I almost felt myself again.
Irene came down to the drawing-room to see me alone. I saw what
she expected, and the shame of my duplicity overcame me utterly.
I took both her hands in mine and stood opposite her, ashamed to
look her in the face, and with the terrible confession weighing me down like a
burden of guilt. "Irene," I blurted out, without preface or comment,
"I have just proposed to Césarine Vivian."
Irene drew back a moment and took a long breath. Then she said,
with a tremor in her voice, but without a tear or a cry, "I expected it,
Harry. I thought you meant it. I saw you were terribly, horribly in love with
her."
"Irene," I cried, passionately and remorsefully flinging
myself upon the sofa in an agony of repentance, "I do not love her. I have
never cared for her. I'm afraid of her, fascinated by her. I love you, Irene,
you and you only. The moment I'm away from her, I hate her, I hate her. For
heaven's sake, tell me what am I to do! I do not love her. I hate her,
Irene."
Irene came up to me and soothed my hair tenderly with her hand.
"Don't, Harry," she said, with sisterly kindliness. "Don't speak
so. Don't give way to it. I know what you feel. I know what you think. But I am
not angry with you. You mustn't talk like that. If she has accepted you, you
must go and marry her. I have nothing to reproach you with: nothing, nothing.
Never say such words to me again. Let us be as we have always been, friends
only."
"Irene," I cried, lifting up my head and looking at her
wildly, "it is the truth: I do not love her, except when I am with her:
and then, some strange enchantment seems to come over me. I don't know what it
is, but I can't escape it. In my heart, Irene, in my heart of hearts, I love
you, and you only. I can never love her as I love you, Irene. My darling, my
darling, tell me how to get myself away from her."
"Hush," Irene said, laying her hand on mine
persuasively. "You're excited to-night, Harry. You are flushed and
feverish. You don't know what you're saying. You mustn't talk so. If you do,
you'll make me hate you and despise you. You must keep your word now, and marry
Miss Vivian."
V
The next six weeks seem to me still like a vague dream: everything
happened so hastily and strangely. I got a note next day from Irene. It was
very short. "Dearest Harry,—Mamma and I think, under the circumstances, it
would be best for us to leave London for a few weeks. I am not angry with you.
With best love, ever yours affectionately, Irene."
I was wild when I received it. I couldn't bear to part so with
Irene. I would find out where they were going and follow them immediately. I
would write a note and break off my mad engagement with Césarine. I must have
been drunk or insane when I made it. I couldn't imagine what I could have been
doing.
On my way round to inquire at the Latham's, a carriage came
suddenly upon me at a sharp corner. A lady bowed to me from it. It was Césarine
with her father. They pulled up and spoke to me. From that moment my doom was
sealed. The old fascination came back at once, and I followed Césarine
blindly home to her house to luncheon, her accepted lover.
In six weeks more we were really married.
The first seven or eight months of our married life passed away
happily enough. As soon as I was actually married to Césarine, that strange
feeling I had at first experienced about her slowly wore off in the closer,
commonplace, daily intercourse of married life. I almost smiled at myself for
ever having felt it. Césarine was so beautiful and so queenly a person, that
when I took her down home to Devonshire, and introduced her to the old manor, I
really found myself immensely proud of her. Everybody at Teignbury was
delighted and struck with her; and, what was a great deal more to the point, I
began to discover that I was positively in love with her myself, into the
bargain. She softened and melted immensely on nearer acquaintance; the Faustina
air faded slowly away, when one saw her in her own home among her own
occupations; and I came to look on her as a beautiful, simple, innocent girl,
delighted with all our country pleasures, fond of a breezy canter on the slopes
of Dartmoor, and taking an affectionate interest in the ducks and chickens,
which I could hardly ever have conceived even as possible when I first saw her
in Seymour Crescent. The imperious, mysterious, terrible Césarine disappeared
entirely, and I found in her place, to my immense relief, that I had married a
graceful, gentle, tender-hearted English girl, with just a pleasant occasional
touch of southern fire and impetuosity.
As winter came round again, however, Césarine's cheeks began to
look a little thinner than usual, and she had such a constant, troublesome
cough, that I began to be a trifle alarmed at her strange symptoms. Césarine
herself laughed off my fears. "It's nothing, Harry," she would say;
"nothing at all, I assure you, dear. A few good rides on the moor will set
me right again. It's all the result of that horrid London. I'm a
country-born girl, and I hate big towns. I never want to live in town again,
Harry."
I called in our best Exeter doctor, and he largely confirmed Césarine's
own simple view of the situation. "There's nothing organically wrong with
Mrs. Tristram's constitution," he said confidently. "No weakness of
the lungs or heart in any way. She has merely run down—outlived her strength a
little. A winter in some warm, genial climate would set her up again, I haven't
the least hesitation in saying."
"Let us go to Algeria with the yacht, Reeney," I
suggested, much reassured.
"Why Algeria?" Césarine replied, with brightening eyes.
"Oh, Harry, why not dear old Haiti? You said once you would go there with
me—you remember when, darling; why not keep your promise now, and go there? I
want to go there, Harry: I'm longing to go there." And she held out her
delicately moulded hand in front of her, as if beckoning me, and drawing me on
to Haiti after her.
"Ah, yes; why not the West Indies?" the Exeter doctor
answered meditatively. "I think I understood you that Mrs. Tristram is
West Indian born. Quite so. Quite so. Her native air. Depend upon it, that's
the best place for her. By all means, I should say, try Haiti."
I don't know why, but the notion for some reason displeased me
immensely. There was something about Césarine's eyes, somehow, when she
beckoned with her hand in that strange fashion, which reminded me exactly of
the weird, uncanny, indescribable impression she had made upon me when I first
knew her. Still I was very fond of Césarine, and if she and the doctor were
both agreed that Haiti would be the very best place for her, it would be
foolish and wrong for me to interfere with their joint wisdom. Depend upon it,
a woman often knows what is the matter with her better than any man, even
her husband, can possibly tell her.
The end of it all was, that in less than a month from that day, we
were out in the yacht on the broad Atlantic, with the cliffs of Falmouth and
the Lizard Point fading slowly behind us in the distance, and the white spray
dashing in front of us, like fingers beckoning us on to Haiti.
VI
The bay of Port-au-Prince is hot and simmering, a deep basin
enclosed in a ringing semicircle of mountains, with scarce a breath blowing on
the harbour, and with tall cocoa-nut palms rising unmoved into the still air
above on the low sand-spits that close it in to seaward. The town itself is
wretched, squalid, and hopelessly ramshackled, a despondent collection of
tumbledown wooden houses, interspersed with indescribable negro huts, mere
human rabbit-hutches, where parents and children herd together, in one
higgledy-piggledy, tropical confusion. I had never in my days seen anything
more painfully desolate and dreary, and I feared that Césarine, who had not
been here since she was a girl of fourteen, would be somewhat depressed at the
horrid actuality, after her exalted fanciful ideals of the remembered Haiti.
But, to my immense surprise, as it turned out, Césarine did not appear at all
shocked or taken aback at the squalor and wretchedness all around her. On the
contrary, the very air of the place seemed to inspire her from the first with
fresh vigour; her cough disappeared at once as if by magic; and the colour
returned forthwith to her cheeks, almost as soon as we had fairly cast anchor
in Haitian waters.
The very first day we arrived at Port-au-Prince, Césarine said to
me, with more shyness than I had ever yet seen her exhibit, "If you
wouldn't mind it, Harry, I should like to go at once, this morning—and see my
grandmother."
I started with astonishment. "Your grandmother,
Césarine!" I cried incredulously. "My darling! I didn't know you had
a grandmother living."
"Yes, I have," she answered, with some slight
hesitation, "and I think if you wouldn't object to it, Harry, I'd rather
go and see her alone, the first time at least, please dearest."
In a moment, the obvious truth, which I had always known in a
vague sort of fashion, but never thoroughly realized, flashed across my mind in
its full vividness, and I merely bowed my head in silence. It was natural she
should not wish me to see her meeting with her Haitian grandmother.
She went alone through the streets of Port-au-Prince, without
inquiry, like one who knew them familiarly of old, and I dogged her footsteps
at a distance unperceived, impelled by the same strange fascination which had
so often driven me to follow Césarine wherever she led me. After a few hundred
yards, she turned out of the chief business place, and down a tumbledown alley
of scattered negro cottages, till she came at last to a rather better house
that stood by itself in a little dusty garden of guava-trees and cocoa-nuts. A
rude paling, built negro-wise of broken barrel-staves, nailed rudely together,
separated the garden from the compound next to it. I slipped into the compound
before Césarine observed me, beckoned the lazy negro from the door of the hut,
with one finger placed as a token of silence upon my lips, dropped a dollar
into his open palm, and stood behind the paling, looking out into the garden
beside me through a hole made by a knot in one of the barrel staves.
Césarine knocked with her hand at the door, and in a moment was
answered by an old negress, tall and bony, dressed in a loose sack-like
gown of coarse cotton print, with a big red bandanna tied around her short grey
hair, and a huge silver cross dangling carelessly upon her bare and wrinkled
black neck. She wore no sleeves, and bracelets of strange beads hung loosely
around her shrunken and skinny wrists. A more hideous old hag I had never in my
life beheld before; and yet I saw, without waiting to observe it, that she had
Césarine's great dark eyes and even white teeth, and something of Césarine's
figure lingered still in her lithe and sinuous yet erect carriage.
"Grand'mère!" Césarine said convulsively, flinging her
arms with wild delight around that grim and withered gaunt black woman. It
seemed to me she had never since our marriage embraced me with half the fervour
she bestowed upon this hideous old African witch creature.
"Hé, Césarine, it is thee, then, my little one," the old
negress cried out suddenly, in her thin high voice and her muffled
Haitian patois. "I did not expect thee so soon, my cabbage.
Thou hast come early. Be the welcome one, my granddaughter."
I reeled with horror as I saw the wrinkled and haggard African
kissing once more my beautiful Césarine. It seemed to me a horrible
desecration. I had always known, of course, since Césarine was a quadroon, that
her grandmother on one side must necessarily have been a full-blooded negress,
but I had never yet suspected the reality could be so hideous, so terrible as
this.
I crouched down speechless against the paling in my disgust and
astonishment, and motioned with my hand to the negro in the hut to remain
perfectly quiet. The door of the house closed, and Césarine disappeared: but I
waited there, as if chained to the spot, under a hot and burning tropical sun,
for fully an hour, unconscious of anything in heaven or earth, save the shock
and surprise of that unexpected disclosure.
At last the door opened again, and Césarine apparently came
out once more into the neighbouring garden. The gaunt negress followed her
close, with one arm thrown caressingly about her beautiful neck and shoulders.
In London, Césarine would not have permitted anybody but a great lady to take
such a liberty with her; but here in Haiti, she submitted to the old negress's
horrid embraces with perfect calmness. Why should she not, indeed! It was her
own grandmother.
They came close up to the spot where I was crouching in the thick
drifted dust behind the low fence, and then I heard rather than saw that
Césarine had flung herself passionately down upon her knees on the ground, and
was pouring forth a muttered prayer, in a tongue unknown to me, and full of
harsh and uncouth gutturals. It was not Latin; it was not even the coarse
Creole French, the negro patois in which I heard the people
jabbering to one another loudly in the streets around me: it was some still
more hideous and barbaric language, a mass of clicks and inarticulate noises,
such as I could never have believed might possibly proceed from Césarine's thin
and scornful lips.
At last she finished, and I heard her speaking again to her
grandmother in the Creole dialect. "Grandmother, you will pray and get me
one. You will not forget me. A boy. A pretty one; an heir to my husband!"
It was said wistfully, with an infinite longing. I knew then why she had grown
so pale and thin and haggard before we sailed away from England.
The old hag answered in the same tongue, but in her shrill
withered note, "You will bring him up to the religion, my little one, will
you?"
Césarine seemed to bow her head. "I will," she said.
"He shall follow the religion. Mr. Tristram shall never know anything
about it."
They went back once more into the house, and I crept away, afraid
of being discovered, and returned to the yacht, sick at heart, not knowing
how I should ever venture again to meet Césarine.
But when I got back, and had helped myself to a glass of sherry to
steady my nerves, from the little flask on Césarine's dressing-table, I thought
to myself, hideous as it all seemed, it was very natural Césarine should wish
to see her grandmother. After all, was it not better, that proud and haughty as
she was, she should not disown her own flesh and blood? And yet, the memory of
my beautiful Césarine wrapped in that hideous old black woman's arms made the
blood curdle in my very veins.
As soon as Césarine returned, however, gayer and brighter than I
had ever seen her, the old fascination overcame me once more, and I determined
in my heart to stifle the horror I could not possibly help feeling. And that evening,
as I sat alone in the cabin with my wife, I said to her, "Césarine, we
have never spoken about the religious question before: but if it should be
ordained we are ever to have any little ones of our own, I should wish them to
be brought up in their mother's creed. You could make them better Catholics, I
take it, than I could ever make them Christians of any sort."
Césarine answered never a word, but to my intense surprise she
burst suddenly into a flood of tears, and flung herself sobbing on the cabin
floor at my feet in an agony of tempestuous cries and writhings.
VII
A few days later, when we had settled down for a three months'
stay at a little bungalow on the green hills behind Port-au-Prince, Césarine
said to me early in the day, "I want to go away to-day, Harry, up into the
mountains, to the chapel of Notre Dame de Bon Secours."
I bowed my head in acquiescence. "I can guess why you
want to go, Reeney," I answered gently. "You want to pray there about
something that's troubling you. And if I'm not mistaken, it's the same thing
that made you cry the other evening when I spoke to you down yonder in the
cabin."
The tears rose hastily once more into Césarine's eyes, and she
cried in a low distressed voice, "Harry, Harry, don't talk to me so. You
are too good to me. You will kill me. You will kill me."
I lifted her head from the table, where she had buried it in her
arms, and kissed her tenderly. "Reeney," I said, "I know how you
feel, and I hope Notre Dame will listen to your prayers, and send you what you
ask of her. But if not, you need never be afraid that I shall love you any the
less than I do at present."
Césarine burst into a fresh flood of tears. "No, Harry,"
she said, "you don't know about it. You can't imagine it. To us, you know,
who have the blood of Africa running in our veins, it is not a mere matter of
fancy. It is an eternal disgrace for any woman of our race and descent not to
be a mother. I cannot help it. It is the instinct of my people. We are all born
so: we cannot feel otherwise."
It was the only time either of us ever alluded in speaking with
one another to the sinister half of Césarine's pedigree.
"You will let me go with you to the mountains, Reeney?"
I asked, ignoring her remark. "You mustn't go so far by yourself, darling."
"No, Harry, you can't come with me. It would make my prayers
ineffectual, dearest. You are a heretic, you know, Harry. You are not Catholic.
Notre Dame won't listen to my prayer if I take you with me on my pilgrimage, my
darling."
I saw her mind was set upon it, and I didn't interfere. She would
be away all night, she said. There was a rest-house for pilgrims attached
to the chapel, and she would be back again at Maisonette (our bungalow) the
morning after.
That afternoon she started on her way on a mountain pony I had
just bought for her, accompanied only by a negro maid. I couldn't let her go
quite unattended through those lawless paths, beset by cottages of half savage
Africans; so I followed at a distance, aided by a black groom, and tracked her
road along the endless hill-sides up to a fork in the way where the narrow
bridle-path divided into two, one of which bore away to leftward, leading, my
guide told me, to the chapel of Notre Dame de Bon Secours.
At that point the guide halted. He peered with hand across his
eyebrows among the tangled brake of tree-ferns with a terrified look; then he
shook his woolly black head ominously. "I can't go on, Monsieur," he
said, turning to me with an unfeigned shudder. "Madame has not taken the
path of Our Lady. She has gone to the left along the other road, which leads at
last to the Vaudoux temple."
I looked at him incredulously. I had heard before of Vaudoux. It
is the hideous African canibalistic witchcraft of the relapsing half-heathen
Haitian negroes. But Césarine a Vaudoux worshipper! It was too ridiculous. The
man must be mistaken: or else Césarine had taken the wrong road by some slight
accident.
Next moment, a horrible unspeakable doubt seized upon me
irresistibly. What was the unknown shrine in her grandmother's garden at which
Césarine had prayed in those awful gutturals? Whatever it was, I would probe
this mystery to the very bottom. I would know the truth, come what might of it.
"Go, you coward!" I said to the negro. "I have no
further need of you. I will make my way alone to the Vaudoux temple."
"Monsieur," the man cried, trembling visibly in every
limb, "they will tear you to pieces. If they ever discover you near the
temple, they will offer you up as a victim to the Vaudoux."
"Pooh," I answered, contemptuous of the fellow's slavish
terror. "Where Madame, a woman, dares to go, I, her husband, am certainly
not afraid to follow her."
"Monsieur," he replied, throwing himself submissively in
the dust on the path before me, "Madame is Creole; she has the blood of
the Vaudoux worshippers flowing in her veins. Nobody will hurt her. She is free
of the craft. But Monsieur is a pure white and uninitiated.... If the Vaudoux
people catch him at their rites, they will rend him in pieces, and offer his blood
as an expiation to the Unspeakable One."
"Go," I said, with a smile, turning my horse's head up
the right-hand path toward the Vaudoux temple. "I am not afraid. I will
come back again to Maisonette to-morrow."
I followed the path through a tortuous maze, beset with prickly
cactus, agave, and fern-brake, till I came at last to a spur of the hill, where
a white wooden building gleamed in front of me, in the full slanting rays of
tropical sunset. A skull was fastened to the lintel of the door. I knew at once
it was the Vaudoux temple.
I dismounted at once, and led my horse aside into the brake,
though I tore his legs and my own as I went with the spines of the cactus
plants; and tying him by the bridle to a mountain cabbage palm, in a spot where
the thick underbrush completely hid us from view, I lay down and waited
patiently for the shades of evening.
It was a moonless night, according to the Vaudoux fashion; and I
knew from what I had already read in West Indian books that the orgies would
not commence till midnight.
From time to time, I rubbed a fusee against my hand without
lighting it, and by the faint glimmer of the phosphorus on my palm, I was able
to read the figures of my watch dial without exciting the attention of the
neighbouring Vaudoux worshippers.
Hour after hour went slowly by, and I crouched there still unseen
among the agave thicket. At last, as the hands of the watch reached together
the point of twelve, I heard a low but deep rumbling noise coming ominously
from the Vaudoux temple. I recognized at once the familiar sound. It was the
note of the bull-roarer, that mystic instrument of pointed wood, whirled by a
string round the head of the hierophant, by whose aid savages in their secret
rites summon to their shrines their gods and spirits. I had often made one
myself for a toy when I was a boy in England.
I crept out through the tangled brake, and cautiously approached
the back of the building. A sentinel was standing by the door in front, a
powerful negro, armed with revolver and cutlas. I skulked round noiselessly to
the rear, and lifting myself by my hands to the level of the one tiny window, I
peered in through a slight scratch on the white paint, with which the glass was
covered internally.
I only saw the sight within for a second. Then my brain reeled,
and my fingers refused any longer to hold me. But in that second, I had read
the whole terrible, incredible truth: I knew what sort of a woman she really
was whom I had blindly taken as the wife of my bosom.
Before a rude stone altar covered with stuffed alligator skins,
human bones, live snakes, and hideous sorts of African superstition, a tall and
withered black woman stood erect, naked as she came from her mother's womb, one
skinny arm raised aloft, and the other holding below some dark object, that
writhed and struggled awfully in her hand on the slab of the altar, even as she
held it. I saw in a flash of the torches behind it was the black hag I had
watched before at the Port-au-Prince cottage.
Beside her, whiter of skin, and faultless of figure, stood a
younger woman, beautiful to behold, imperious and haughty still, like a Greek
statue, unmoved before that surging horrid background of naked black and
cringing savages. Her head was bent, and her hand pressed convulsively against
the swollen veins in her throbbing brow; and I saw at once it was my own wife—a
Vaudoux worshipper—Césarine Tristram.
In another flash, I knew the black woman had a sharp flint knife
in her uplifted hand; and the dark object in the other hand I recognized with a
thrill of unspeakable horror as a negro girl of four years old or thereabouts,
gagged and bound, and lying on the altar.
Before I could see the sharp flint descend upon the naked breast
of the writhing victim, my fingers in mercy refused to bear me, and I fell half
fainting on the ground below, too shocked and unmanned even to crawl away at
once out of reach of the awful unrealizable horror.
But by the sounds within, I knew they had completed their hideous
sacrifice, and that they were smearing over Césarine—my own wife—the woman of
my choice—with the warm blood of the human victim.
Sick and faint, I crept away slowly through the tangled
underbrush, tearing my skin as I went with the piercing cactus spines; untied
my horse from the spot where I had fastened him; and rode him down without
drawing rein, cantering round sharp angles and down horrible ledges, till he
stood at last, white with foam, by the grey dawn, in front of the little piazza
at Maisonette.
VIII
That night, the thunder roared and the lightning played with
tropical fierceness round the tall hilltops away in the direction of the
Vaudoux temple. The rain came down in fearful sheets, and the torrents roared
and foamed in cataracts, and tore away great gaps in the rough paths on the
steep hill-sides. But at eight o'clock in the morning Césarine returned,
drenched with wet, and with a strange frown upon her haughty forehead.
I did not know how to look at her or how to meet her.
"My prayers are useless," she muttered angrily as she entered.
"Some heretic must have followed me unseen to the chapel of Notre Dame de
Bon Secours. The pilgrimage is a failure."
"You are wet," I said, trembling. "Change your
things, Césarine." I could not pretend to speak gently to her.
She turned upon me with a fierce look in her big black eyes. Her
instinct showed her at once I had discovered her secret. "Tell them, and
hang me," she cried fiercely.
It was what the law required me to do. I was otherwise the
accomplice of murder and cannibalism. But I could not do it. Profoundly as I
loathed her and hated her presence, now, I couldn't find it in my heart to give
her up to justice, as I knew I ought to do.
I turned away and answered nothing.
Presently, she came out again from her bedroom, with her wet
things still dripping around her. "Smoke that," she said, handing me
a tiny cigarette rolled round in a leaf of fresh tobacco.
"I will not," I answered with a vague surmise, taking it
from her fingers. "I know the smell. It is manchineal. You cannot any
longer deceive me."
She went back to her bedroom once more. I sat, dazed and
stupefied, in the bamboo chair on the front piazza. What to do, I knew not, and
cared not. I was tied to her for life, and there was no help for it, save by
denouncing her to the rude Haitian justice.
In an hour or more, our English maid came out to speak to me.
"I'm afraid, sir," she said, "Mrs. Tristram is getting
delirious. She seems to be in a high fever. Shall I ask one of these poor black
bodies to go out and get the English doctor?"
I went into my wife's bedroom. Césarine lay moaning piteously on
the bed, in her wet clothes still; her cheeks were hot, and her pulse was high
and thin and feverish. I knew without asking what was the matter with her. It
was yellow fever.
The night's exposure in that terrible climate, and the ghastly
scene she had gone through so intrepidly, had broken down even Césarine's iron
constitution.
I sent for the doctor and had her put to bed immediately. The
black nurse and I undressed her between us. We found next her bosom, tied by a
small red silken thread, a tiny bone, fresh and ruddy-looking. I knew what it
was, and so did the negress. It was a human finger-bone—the last joint of a
small child's fourth finger. The negress shuddered and hid her head. "It
is Vaudoux, Monsieur!" she said. "I have seen it on others. Madame
has been paying a visit, I suppose, to her grandmother."
For six long endless days and nights I watched and nursed that
doomed criminal, doing everything for her that skill could direct or care could
suggest to me: yet all the time fearing and dreading that she might yet
recover, and not knowing in my heart what either of our lives could ever be
like if she did live through it.
A merciful Providence willed it otherwise.
On the sixth day, the fatal vomito negro set
in—the symptom of the last incurable stage of yellow fever—and I knew for
certain that Césarine would die. She had brought her own punishment upon her.
At midnight that evening she died delirious.
Thank God, she had left no child of mine behind her to inherit the
curse her mother's blood had handed down to her!
IX
On my return to London, whither I went by mail direct, leaving the
yacht to follow after me, I drove straight to the Lathams' from Waterloo
Station. Mrs. Latham was out, the servant said, but Miss Irene was in the
drawing-room.
Irene was sitting at the window by herself, working quietly at a
piece of crewel work. She rose to meet me with her sweet simple little English
smile. I took her hand and pressed it like a brother.
"I got your telegram," she said simply. "Harry, I
know she is dead; but I know something terrible besides has happened. Tell me
all. Don't be afraid to speak of it before me. I am not afraid, for my part, to
listen."
I sat down on the sofa beside her, and told her all, without one
word of excuse or concealment, from our last parting to the day of Césarine's
death in Haiti: and she held my hand and listened all the while with breathless
wonderment to my strange story.
At the end I said, "Irene, it has all come and gone between
us like a hideous nightmare. I cannot imagine even now how that terrible woman,
with all her power, could ever for one moment have bewitched me away from you,
my beloved, my queen, my own heart's darling."
Irene did not try to hush me or to stop me in any way. She merely
sat and looked at me steadily, and said nothing.
"It was fascination," I cried. "Infatuation,
madness, delirium, enchantment."
"It was worse than that, Harry," Irene answered, rising
quietly. "It was poison; it was witchcraft; it was sheer African
devilry."
In a flash of thought, I remembered the cup of coffee at Seymour
Crescent, the curious sherry at Port-au-Prince, the cigarette with the
manchineal she had given me on the mountains, and I saw forthwith that Irene
with her woman's quickness had divined rightly. It was more than infatuation;
it was intoxication with African charms and West Indian poisons.
"What a man does in such a woman's hands is not his own
doing," Irene said slowly. "He has no more control of himself in such
circumstances than if she had drugged him with chloroform or opium."
"Then you forgive me, Irene?"
"I have nothing to forgive, Harry. I am grieved for you. I am
frightened." Then bursting into tears, "My darling, my darling; I
love you, I love you!"
2.LUCRETIA
I will acknowledge that I was certainly a very young man in the
year '67; indeed, I was only just turned of twenty, and was inordinately proud
of a slight downy fringe on my upper lip, which I was pleased to speak of as my
moustache. Still, I was a sturdy young fellow enough, in spite of my
consumptive tendencies, and not given to groundless fears in a general way; but
I must allow that I was decidedly frightened by my adventure in the Richmond
Hotel on the Christmas Eve of that aforesaid year of grace. It may be a foolish
reminiscence, yet I dare say you won't mind listening to it.
When I say the Richmond Hotel, you must not understand me to speak
of the Star and Garter in the town of that ilk situated in the county of Surrey,
England. The Richmond where I passed my uncomfortable Christmas Eve stands on
the banks of the pretty St. Francis River in Lower Canada. I had gone out to
the colony in the autumn of that year, to look after a small property of my
mother's near Kamouraska; and I originally intended to spend the winter in
Quebec. But as November and December wore away, and the snow grew deeper and
deeper upon the plains of Abraham, I became gradually aware that a Canadian
winter was not the best adapted tonic in the world for a hearty young man with
a slight hereditary predisposition to consumption. I had seen enough of
Arctic life in Quebec during those two initial months to give me a good idea of
its pleasures and its drawbacks. I had steered by taboggan down the ice-cone at
the Falls of Montmorenci; I had driven a sleigh, tête-à-tête with
a French Canadian belle, to a surprise picnic in a house at Sainte Anne; I had
skated, snow-shoed, and curled to my heart's content; and I had caught my death
of cold on the frozen St. Lawrence, not to mention such minor misfortunes as
getting my nose, ears, and feet frostbitten during a driving party up the banks
of the Chaudière. So a few days before Christmas, I determined to strike south.
I would go for a tour through Virginia and the Carolinas, to escape the cold
weather, waiting for the return of the summer sun to catch a glimpse of Niagara
and the great lakes.
For this purpose I must first go to Montreal; and, that being the
case, what could be more convenient than to spend Christmas Day itself with the
rector at Richmond, to whom I had letters of introduction, his wife being in
fact a first cousin of my mother's? Richmond lies half-way on the Grand Trunk
line between Quebec and Montreal, and it would be more pleasant, by breaking my
journey there, to eat my turkey and plum-pudding in a friend's family than in
that somewhat cheerless hotel, the Dominion Hall. So off I started from the
Point Levy station, at four o'clock on the twenty-fourth of December, hoping to
arrive at my journey's end about one o'clock on Christmas morning.
Now, those were the days, just after the great American civil war,
when gold was almost unknown either in the States or Canada, and everybody used
greasy dollar notes of uncertain and purely local value. Hence I was compelled
to take the money for expenses on my projected tour in the only form of specie
which was available, that of solid silver. A hundred and fifty pounds in silver dollars
amounts to a larger bulk and a heavier weight than you would suppose; and I
thought it safer to carry the sum in my own hands, loosely bundled into a large
leather reticule. Hinc illœ lacrimœ:—that was the real cause of my
night's adventure and of the present story.
When I got into the long open American railway-carriage, with its
comfortable stove and warm foot-bricks, I found only one seat vacant, and that
was a red velvet sofa, opposite to another occupied by a girl of singular
beauty. I can remember to this day exactly how she was dressed. I dare say my lady
readers will think it horribly old-fashioned at the present time, but it was
the very latest and most enchanting style in the year '67. On her head was a
coquettish little cheese-plate bonnet, bound round with one of those warm,
soft, fleecy woollen veils or head-wraps which Canadian girls know as Nubias.
Her dress was a short winter walking costume of the period, trimmed with fur,
and vandyked at the bottom so as to show a glimpse of the quilted down
petticoat underneath. Her little high-heeled boots, displayed by the short
costume, were buttoned far above the ankle, and bound with fur to match the
dress; while a tiny tassel at the side added just a suspicion of Parisian
coquetry. Her cloak was lined with sable, or what seemed so to my
undiscriminating eyes; and her rug was a splendid piece of wolverine skins. As
to her eyes, her lips, her figure, I had rather not attempt them. I can manage
clothes, but not goddesses. Altogether, quite a dream of Canadian beauty, not
devoid of that indefinable grace which goes only with the French blood.
I was not bold in '67, and I would have preferred to take any
other seat rather than face this divine apparition; but there was no help for
it, since all the others were filled: so I sat down a little sheepishly, I dare
say. Almost before we were well out of the station we had got into a
conversation, and it was she who began it.
"You are an Englishman, I think?" she said, looking at
me with a frank and pleasant smile.
"Yes," I answered, colouring, though why I should have
been ashamed of my nationality for that solitary moment of my life I cannot
imagine,—unless, perhaps, because she was a Canadian;
"but how on earth did you discover it?"
"You would have been more warmly wrapped up if you had lived
long in Canada," she replied. "In spite of our stoves and hot bricks,
you'll find yourself very cold before you get to your journey's end."
"Yes," I said; "I suppose it's rather chilly late
at night in these big cars."
"Dreadfully; oh, quite terribly. You ought to have a rug, you
really ought. Won't you let me lend you one? I have another under the seat
here."
"But you brought that for yourself," I interposed.
"You will want it by-and-by, when it gets a little colder."
"Oh no, I shan't. This is warm enough for me; it's wolverine.
You have a mother?"
What an extraordinary question, I thought, and what an unusually
friendly girl! Was she really quite as simple-minded as she seemed, or could
she be the "designing woman" of the novels? Yes, I admitted to her
cautiously that I possessed a maternal parent, who was at that moment safely
drinking her tea in a terrace at South Kensington.
"I have none," she said, with an emphasis on
the personal pronoun, and a sort of appealing look in her big eyes. "But
you should take care of yourself, for her sake. You really must take
my rug. Hundreds, oh, thousands of young
Englishmen come out here, and kill themselves their first winter by
imprudence."
Thus adjured, I accepted the rug with many thanks and apologies,
and wrapped myself warmly up in the corner, with a splendid view of my vis-à-vis.
Exactly at that moment, the ticket collector came round upon his
official tour. Now, on American and Canadian railways, you do not take your
ticket beforehand, but pay your fare to the collector, who walks up and down
through the open cars from end to end, between every station. I lifted up my
bag of silver, which lay on the seat beside me, and imprudently opened it to
take out a few dollars full in sight of my enchanting neighbour. I saw her look
with unaffected curiosity at the heap of coin within, and I was proud at being
able to give such an unequivocal proof of my high respectability—for what
better guarantee of all the noblest moral qualities can any man produce all the
world over than a bag of dollars?
"What a lot of money!" she said, as the collector passed
on. "What can you want with it all in coin?"
"I'm going on a tour in the Southern States," I confided
in reply, "and I thought it better to take specie." (I was very proud
ten or twelve years ago of that word specie.)
"And I suppose those are your initials on the reticule? What
a pretty monogram! Your mother gave you that for a birthday present."
"You must be a conjurer or a clairvoyant," I said,
smiling. "So she did;" and I added that the initials represented my
humble patronymic and baptismal designations.
"My name's Lucretia," said my neighbour artlessly, as a
child might have said it, without a word as to surname or qualifying
circumstances; and from that moment she became to me simply Lucretia. I think
of her as Lucretia to the present day. As she spoke, she pointed to the word
engraved in tiny letters on her pretty silver locket.
I suppose she thought my confidence required a little more
confidence in return, for after a slight pause she repeated once more, "My
name's Lucretia, and I live at Richmond."[Pg 38]
"Richmond!" I cried. "Why, that's just where I'm
going. Do you know the rector?"
"Mr. Pritchard? Oh yes, intimately. He's our greatest friend.
Are you going to stop with him?"
"For a day or two at least, on my way to Montreal. Mrs.
Pritchard is my mother's cousin."
"How delightful! Then we may consider ourselves
acquaintances. But you don't mean to knock them up to-night? They'll all be in
bed long before one o'clock."
"No, I haven't even written to tell them I was coming,"
I answered. "They gave me a general invitation, and said I might drop in
whenever I pleased."
"Then you must stop at the hotel to-night. I'm going there
myself. My people keep the hotel."
Was it possible! I was thunderstruck. I had pictured Lucretia to
myself as at least a countess of the ancien régime, a few of whom
still linger on in Montreal and elsewhere. Her locket, her rugs, her eyes, her
chiselled features, all of them seemed to me redolent of the old French noblesse.
And here it turned out that this living angel was only the daughter of an
inn-keeper! But in that primitive and pleasant Canadian society such things, I
thought, can easily be. No doubt she is the petted child of the house, the one
heiress of the old man's savings; and after spending a winter holiday among the
gaieties of Quebec, she is now returning to pass the Christmas season with her
own family. I will not conceal the fact that I had already fallen over head and
ears in love with Lucretia at first sight, and that frank avowal made me love
her all the more. Besides, these Canadian hotel-keepers are often very rich;
and was not her manner perfect, and was she not an intimate friend of the
rector and his wife? All these things showed at least that she was accustomed
to refined society. I caught myself already speculating as to what my mother
would think of such a match.
In five minutes it was all arranged about the hotel, and I
had got into the midst of a swimming conversation with Lucretia. She told me
about herself and her past; how she had been educated at a convent in Montreal,
and loved the nuns, oh so dearly, though she was a Protestant herself, and only
French on her mother's side. (This, I thought, was well, as a safeguard against
parental prejudice.) She told me all the gossip of Richmond, and whom I should
meet at the rector's, and what a dull little town it was. But Quebec was
delightful, and Montreal—oh, if she could only live in Montreal, it would be
perfect bliss. And so I thought myself, if only Lucretia would live there with
me; but I prudently refrained from saying so, as I thought it rather premature.
Or perhaps I blushed and stammered too much to get the words out. "Had she
ever been in Europe?" No, never, but she would so like it. "Ah, it
would be delightful to spend a month or two in Paris," I suggested, with
internal pictures of a honeymoon floating through my brain. "Yes, that
would be most enjoyable," she answered. Altogether, Lucretia and I kept
chatting uninterruptedly the whole way to Richmond, and the other passengers
must have voted us most unconscionable bores; for they evidently could not
sleep by reason of our incessant talking. We did not sleep,
nor wish to sleep. And I am bound to say that a more frankly enchanting or
seemingly guileless girl than Lucretia I have never met from that day to this.
At last we reached Richmond Depôt (as the Canadians call the
stations), very cold and tired externally, but lively enough as regards the
internal fires. We got out, and looked after our luggage. A sleepy porter
promised to bring it next morning to the hotel. There were no sleighs in
waiting—Richmond is too much of a country station for that—so I took my
reticule in my hand, threw Lucretia's rug across her shoulders, and proceeded
to walk with her to the hotel.
Now, the "Depôt" is in a suburb known as Melbourne, while
Richmond itself lies on the other side of the river St. Francis, here crossed
by a long covered bridge, a sort of rough wooden counterpart of the famous one
at Lucerne. As we passed out into the cold night, it was snowing heavily, and
the frost was very bitter. Lucretia took my arm without a word of prelude, as
naturally as if she were my sister, and guided me through the snow-covered path
to the bridge. When we got under the shelter of the wooden covering, we had to
pass through the long dark gallery, as black as night, heading only for the dim
square of moonlight at the other end. But Lucretia walked and chatted on as
unconcernedly as if she had always been in the habit of traversing that lonely
tunnel-like bridge with a total stranger every evening of her life. I confess I
was surprised. I fancied a prim English girl in a similar situation, and I
began to wonder whether all this artlessness was really as genuine as it
looked.
At the opposite end of the bridge we emerged upon a street of
wooden frame houses. In one of them only was there a light. "That's the
hotel!" said Lucretia, nodding towards it, and again I suffered a thrill
of disappointment. I had pictured to myself a great solid building like the St.
Lawrence Hall at Montreal, forgetting that Richmond was a mere country village;
and here I found a bit of a frame cottage as the whole domain of Lucretia's
supposed father. It was too awful!
We reached the door and entered. Fresh surprises were in store for
me. The passage led into a bar, where half-a-dozen French Canadians were
sitting with bottles and glasses, playing some game of cards. One rather
rough-looking young man jumped up in astonishment as we entered, and exclaimed,
"Why, Lucretia, we didn't expect you for another hour. I meant to take the
sleigh for you." I could have knocked him down for calling her by her
Christian name, but the conviction flashed upon me that this was Lucretia's brother.
He glanced up at the big Yankee clock on the mantelpiece, which pointed to
a quarter past twelve, then pulled out his watch and whistled. "Stopped
three quarters of an hour ago, by Jingo," was his comment. "Why, I
forgot to wind it up. Upon my word, Lucretia, I'm awfully sorry. But who is the
gentleman?"
"A friend of the Pritchards, Tom dear, who wants a bed here
to-night. I couldn't imagine why the sleigh didn't come for me. It's so unlike
you not to remember it." And she gave him a look to melt adamant.
Tom was profuse in his apologies, and made it quite clear that his
intentions at least had been most excellent; besides, he kissed Lucretia with
so much brotherly tenderness that I relented of my desire to knock him down.
Then brother and sister retired for a while, apparently to see after my
bedroom, and I was left alone in the bar.
I cannot say I liked the look of it. The men were drinking whiskey
and playing écarté—two bad things, I thought in my twenty-year-old
propriety. My dear mother hated gambling, which hatred she had instilled into
my youthful mind, and this was evidently a backwoods gambling-house. Moreover,
I carried a bag of silver coin, quite large enough to make it well worth while,
to rob me. The appearances were clearly against Lucretia's home; but surely
Lucretia herself was a guarantee for anything.
Presently Tom returned, and told me my room was ready. I followed
him up the stairs with a beating heart and a heavy reticule. At the top of the
landing Lucretia stood smiling, my candle in her hand, and showed me into the
room. Tom and she looked around to see that all was comfortable, and then they
both shook hands with me, which certainly seemed a curious thing for an
inn-keeper and his sister. As soon as they were gone, I began to look about me
and consider the situation. The room had two doors, but the key was gone from
both. I opened one towards the passage, but found no key outside; the other,
which probably communicated with a neighbouring bedroom, was locked from the
opposite side. Moreover, there had once been a common bolt on this second door,
but it had been removed. I looked close at the screw-holes, and was sure they
were quite fresh. Could the bolt have been taken off while I was waiting in the
bar? All at once it flashed upon my mind that I had been imprudently confiding
in my disclosures to Lucretia. I had told her that I carried a hundred and
fifty pounds in coin, an easy thing to rob and a difficult thing to identify.
She had heard that nobody was aware of my presence in Richmond, except herself
and her brother. I had not written to tell the Pritchards I was coming, and she
knew that I had not told any one of my whereabouts, because I did not decide
where I should go until I talked with her about the matter. No one in Canada
would miss me. If these people chose to murder me for my money (and inn-keepers
often murder their guests, I thought), nobody would think of inquiring or know
where to inquire for me. Weeks would elapse before my mother wrote from England
to ask my whereabouts, and by that time all traces might well be lost. I left
Quebec only telling the people at my hotel that I was going to Montreal. Then I
thought of Lucretia's eagerness to get into conversation, her observation about
my money, her suggestion that I should come to the Richmond Hotel. And how
could she, a small inn-keeper's daughter, afford to get all those fine furs and
lockets by fair means? Did she really know the Pritchards, or was it likely,
considering her position? All these things came across me in a moment. What a
fool I had been ever to think of trusting such a girl!
I got up and walked about the room. It was evidently Lucretia's
own bedroom; "part of the decoy," said I to myself sapiently. But
could so beautiful a girl really hurt one? A piece of music was lying on the
dressing-table. I took it up and looked at it casually. Gracious heavens!
it was a song from "Lucrezia Borgia!" Her very name betrayed her! She
too was a Lucretia. I walked over to the mantelpiece. A little ivory miniature
hung above the centre: I gave it a glance as I passed. Incredible! It was the
Beatrice Cenci! Talk of beautiful women! Why, they poison one, they stab one,
they burn one alive, with a smile on their lips. Lucretia must have a taste for
murderesses. Evidently she is a connoisseur.
At least, thought I, I shall sell my life dearly. I could not go
to bed; but I pulled the bedstead over against one of the doors—the locked
one—and I laid the mattress down in front of the other. Then I lay down on the
mattress, my money-bag under my head, and put the poker conveniently by my
side. If they came to rob and murder me, they should at least have a broken
head to account for next day. But I soon got tired of this defensive attitude,
and reflected that, if I must lie awake all night, I might as well have
something to read. So I went over to the little book-case and took down the
first book which came to hand. It bore on the outside the title "Œuvres de
Victor Hugo. Tome Ier. Théâtre." "This, at any rate,"
said I to myself, "will be light and interesting." I returned to my
mattress, opened the volume, and began to read Le Roi s'amuse.
I had never before dipped into that terrible drama, and I devoured
it with a horrid avidity. I read how Triboulet bribed the gipsy to murder the
king; how the gipsy's sister beguiled him into the hut; how the plot was
matured; and how the sack containing the corpse was delivered over to
Triboulet. It was an awful play to read on such a night and in such a place,
with the wind howling round the corners and the snow gathering deeply upon the
window-panes. I was in a considerable state of fright when I began it: I was in
an agony of terror before I had got half-way through. Now and then I heard
footsteps on the stairs: again I could distinguish two voices, one a woman's, whispering
outside the door; a little later, the other door was very slightly opened and
then pushed back again stealthily by a man's hand. Still I read on. At last,
just as I reached the point where Triboulet is about to throw the corpse into
the river, my candle, a mere end, began to sputter in its socket, and after a
few ineffectual flickers suddenly went out, leaving me in the dark till
morning.
I lay down once more, trembling but wearied out. A few minutes
later the voices came again. The further door was opened a second time, and I
saw dimly a pair of eyes (not, I felt sure, Lucretia's) peering in the
gloom, and reflecting the light from the snow on the window. A man's voice said
huskily in an undertone, "It's all right now;" and then there was a
silence. I knew they were coming to murder me. I clutched the poker firmly,
stood on guard over the dollars, and waited the assault. The moment that
intervened seemed like a lifetime.
A minute. Five minutes. A quarter of an hour. They are evidently
trying to take me off my guard. Perhaps they saw the poker; in any case, they
must have felt the bedstead against the door. That would show them that I
expected them. I held my watch to my ear and counted the seconds, then the
minutes, then the hours. When the candle went out it was three o'clock. I
counted up till about half-past five.
After that I must have fallen asleep from very weariness. My head
glided back upon the reticule, and I dozed uneasily until morning. Every now
and then I started in my sleep, but the murderers hung back. When I awoke it
was eight o'clock, and the dollars were still safe under my head. I rose
wearily, washed myself, and arranged the tumbled clothes in which I had slept,
for my portmanteau had not yet arrived from the Depôt. Next, I put back the bed
and mattress, and then I took the dollars and went downstairs to the bar,
hardly knowing whether to laugh at my last night's terror, or to congratulate myself
on my lucky escape from a den of robbers. At the foot of the stairs, whom
should I come across but Lucretia herself!
In a moment the doubt was gone. She was enchanting. Quite a
different style of dress, but equally lovely and suitable. A long figured gown
of some fine woollen material, giving very nearly the effect of a plain neat
print, and made quite simply to fit her perfect little figure. A plain linen
collar, and a quiet silver brooch. Hair tied in a single broad knot above the
head, instead of yesterday's chignon and cheese-plate. Altogether, a model
winter morning costume for a cold climate. And as she advanced frankly, holding
out her hand with a smile, I could have cut my own throat with a pocket-knife
as a merited punishment for daring to distrust her. Such is human nature at the
ripe age of twenty!
"We were so afraid you didn't sleep, Tom and I," she
said with a little tone of anxiety; "we saw a light in your room till so
very late, and Tom opened the door a wee bit once or twice to see if you were
sleeping; but he said you seemed to have pulled the mattress on the floor.
I do hope you weren't ill."
What on earth could I answer? Dare I tell this angel how I had
suspected her? Impossible! "Well," I stammered out, colouring up to
my eyes, "I was rather over-tired, and couldn't get to
rest, so I put the candle on a chair, took a book, and lay on the floor so as
to have a light to read by. But I slept very well after the candle went out,
thank you."
"There were none but French books in the room, though,"
she said quickly: "perhaps you read French?"
"I read Le Roi s'amuse, or part of it," said
I.
"Oh, what a dreadful play to read on Christmas Eve!"
cried Lucretia, with a little deprecating gesture. "But you must come and
have your breakfast."
I followed her into the dining-room, a pretty little bright-looking
room behind the bar. Frightened as I was during the night, I could not fail to
notice how tastefully the bedroom was furnished; but this little salle-à-manger was
far prettier. The paper, the carpet, the furniture, were all models of what cheap
and simple cottage decorations ought to be. They breathed of Lucretia. The
Montreal nuns had evidently taught her what "art at home" meant. The
table was laid, and the white table-cloth, with its bright silver and sprays of
evergreen in the vase, looked delightfully appetising. I began to think I might
manage a breakfast after all.
"How pretty all your things are!" I said to Lucretia.
"Do you think so?" she answered. "I chose them, and
I laid the table."
I looked surprised; but in a moment more I was fairly overwhelmed
when Lucretia left the room for a minute, and then returned carrying a tray
covered with dishes. These she rapidly and dexterously placed upon the table,
and then asked me to take my seat.
"But," said I, hesitating, "am I to understand....
You don't mean to say.... Are you ... going ... to wait upon me?"
Lucretia's face was one smile of innocent amusement from her white
little forehead to her chiselled little chin. "Why, yes," she
answered, laughing, "of course I am. I always wait upon our guests when
I'm at home. And I cooked these salmon cutlets, which I'm sure you'll find nice
if you only try them while they're hot." With which recommendation she
uncovered all the dishes, and displayed a breakfast that might have tempted St.
Anthony. Not being St. Anthony, I can do Lucretia's breakfast the justice to
say that I ate it with unfeigned heartiness.
So my princess was, after all, the domestic manager and assistant
cook of a small country inn! Not a countess, not even a murderess (which is at
least romantic), but only a prosaic housekeeper! Yet she was a
princess for all that. Did she not read Victor Hugo, and play
"Lucrezia Borgia," and spread her own refinement over the village
tavern? In no other country could you find such a strange mixture of culture
and simplicity; but it was new, it was interesting, and it was piquant.
Lucretia in her morning dress officiously insisting upon offering me the
buckwheat pancakes with her own white hands was Lucretia still, and I fell
deeper in love than ever.
After breakfast came a serious difficulty. I must go to the
Pritchards, but before I went, I must pay. Yet, how was I to ask for my bill?
I couldn't demand it of Lucretia. So I sat a while ruminating,
and at last I said, "I wonder how people do when they want to leave this
house."
"Why," said Lucretia, promptly, "they order the
sleigh."
"Yes," I answered sheepishly, "no doubt. But how do
they manage about paying?"
Lucretia smiled. She was so absolutely transparent, and so
accustomed to her simple way of doing business, that I suppose she did not
comprehend my difficulty. "They ask me, of course, and I tell
them what they owe. You owe us half-a-dollar."
Half-a-dollar—two shillings sterling—for a night of romance and
terror, a bed and bedroom, a regal breakfast, and—Lucretia to wait upon one! It
was too ridiculous. And these were the good simple Canadian
villagers whom I had suspected of wishing to rob and murder me! I never felt so
ashamed of my own stupidity in the whole course of my life.
I must pay it somehow, I supposed, but I could not bear to hand
over two shilling pieces into Lucretia's outstretched palm. It was desecration,
it was sheer sacrilege. But Lucretia took the half-dollar with the utmost
calmness, and went out to order the sleigh.
I drove to the rector's, after saying good-bye to Lucretia, with
a clear determination that before I left Richmond she should have consented to
become my wife. Of course there were social differences, but those would be
forgotten in South Kensington, and nobody need ever know what Lucretia had been
in Canada. Besides, she was fit to shine in the society of duchesses—a society
into which I cannot honestly pretend that I habitually penetrate.
The rector and his wife gave me a hearty welcome, and I found Mrs.
Pritchard a good motherly sort of body—just the right woman for helping on a
romantic love-match. So, in the course of the morning, as we walked back from
church, I managed to mention to her casually that a very nice young woman had
come down in the train with me from Quebec.
"You don't mean Lucretia?" cried good Mrs. Pritchard.
"Lucretia," I answered in a cold sort of way, "I
think that was her name. In fact, I remember she told me
so."
"Oh yes, everybody calls her Lucretia—indeed, she's hardly
got any other name. She's the dearest creature in the world, as simple as a
child, yet the most engaging and kind-hearted girl you ever met. She was
brought up by some nuns at Montreal, and being a very clever girl, with a great
deal of taste, she was their favourite pupil, and has turned out a most
cultivated person."
"Does she paint?" I asked, thinking of the Beatrice.
"Oh, beautifully. Her ivory miniatures always take prizes at
the Toronto Exhibition. And she plays and sings charmingly."
"Are they well off?"
"Very, for Canadians. Lucretia has money of her own, and they
have a good farm besides the hotel."
"She said she knew you very well," I ventured to
suggest.
"Oh yes; in fact, she's coming here this evening. We have an
early dinner—you know our simple Canadian habits—and a few friends will drop in
to high tea after evening service. She and Tom will be among them—you met
Tom, of course?"
"I had the pleasure of making Tom's acquaintance at one
o'clock this morning," I answered. "But, excuse my asking it, isn't
it a little odd for you to mix with people in their position?"
The rector smiled and put in his word. "This is a democratic
country," he said; "a mere farmer community, after all. We have
little society in Richmond, and are very glad to know such pleasant intelligent
people as Tom and Lucretia."
"But then, the convenances," I urged,
secretly desiring to have my own position strengthened. "When I got to the
hotel last night, or rather this morning, there were a lot of rough-looking
hulking fellows drinking whiskey and playing cards."
"Ah, I dare say. Old Picard, and young Le Patourel from
Melbourne, and the Post Office people sitting over a quiet game of écarté while
they waited for the last train. The English mail was in last night. As for the
whiskey, that's the custom of the country. We Canadians do nothing without
whiskey. A single glass of Morton's proof does nobody any harm."
And these were my robbers and gamblers? A party of peaceable
farmers and sleepy Post officials, sitting up with a sober glass of toddy and
beguiling the time with écarté for love, in expectation of Her
Majesty's mails. I shall never again go to bed with a poker by my side as long
as I live.
About seven o'clock our friends came in. Lucretia was once more
charming; this time in a long evening dress, a peach-coloured silk with
square-cut boddice, and a little lace cap on her black hair. I dare say I saw
almost the full extent of her wardrobe in those three changes; but the
impression she produced upon me was still that of boundless wealth. However, as
she had money of her own, I no longer wondered at the richness of her
toilette, and I reflected that a comfortable little settlement might help to
outweigh any possible prejudice on my mother's part.
Lucretia was the soul of the evening. She talked, she flirted
innocently with every man in the room (myself included), she played divinely,
and she sang that very song from "Lucrezia Borgia" in a rich
contralto voice. As she rose at last from the piano, I could contain myself no
longer. I must find some opportunity of proposing to her there and then. I
edged my way to the little group where she was standing, flushed with the
compliments on her song, talking to our hostess near the piano. As I approached
from behind, I could hear that they were speaking about me, and I caught a few
words distinctly. I paused to listen. It was very wrong, but twenty is an
impulsive age.
"Oh, a very nice young man indeed," Lucretia was saying;
"and we had a most enjoyable journey down. He talked so simply, and seemed
such an innocent boy, so I took quite a fancy to him." (My heart beat
about two hundred pulsations to the minute.) "Such a clever, intelligent
talker too, full of wide English views and interests, so different from our
narrow provincial Canadian lads." (Oh, Lucretia, I feel sure of you now.
Love at first sight on both sides, evidently!) "And then he spoke to me so
nicely about his mother. I was quite grieved to think he should be travelling
alone on Christmas Eve, and so pleased when I heard he was to spend his
Christmas with you, dear. I thought what I should have felt if——"
I listened with all my ears. What could Lucretia be going to say?
"If one of my own dear boys was grown up, and
passing his Christmas alone in a strange land."
I reeled. The room swam before me. It was too awful. So all
that Lucretia had ever felt was a mere motherly interest in me as a solitary
English boy away from his domestic turkey on the twenty-fifth of December!
Terrible, hideous, blighting fact! Lucretia was married!
The rector's refreshments in the adjoining dining-room only went
to the length of sponge-cake and weak claret-cup. I managed to get away from
the piano without fainting, and swallowed about a quart of the intoxicating
beverage by tumblerfuls. When I had recovered sufficiently from the shock to
trust my tongue, I ventured back into the drawing-room. It struck me then that
I had never yet heard Lucretia's surname. When she and her brother arrived in
the early part of the evening, Mrs. Pritchard had simply introduced them to me
by saying, "I think you know Tom and Lucretia already." Colonial
manners are so unceremonious.
I joined the fatal group once more. "Do you know," I
said, addressing Lucretia with as little tremor in my voice as I could easily
manage, "it's very curious, but I have never heard your surname yet."
"Dear me," cried Lucretia, "I quite forgot. Our
name is Arundel."
"And which is Mr. Arundel?" I continued. "I should
like to make his acquaintance."
"Why," answered Lucretia with a puzzled expression of
face, "you've met him already. Here he is!" And she took a
neighbouring young man in unimpeachable evening dress gently by the arm. He
turned round. It required a moment's consideration to recognize in that tall
and gentlemanly young fellow with the plain gold studs and turndown collar my
rough acquaintance of last night, Tom himself!
I saw it in a flash. What a fool I had been! I might have known
they were husband and wife. Nothing but a pure piece of infatuated
preconception could ever have made me take them for brother and sister. But I
had so fully determined in my own mind to win Lucretia for myself that the
notion of any other fellow having already secured the prize had never struck
me.
It was all the fault of that incomprehensible Canadian society,
with its foolish removal of the natural barriers between classes. My mother was
quite right. I should henceforth be a high-and-dry conservative in all matters
matrimonial, return home in the spring with heart completely healed, and after passing
correctly through a London season, marry the daughter of a general or a
Warwickshire squire, with the full consent of all the high contracting parties,
at St. George's, Hanover Square. With this noble and moral resolution firmly
planted in my bosom, I made my excuses to the rector and his good little wife,
and left Richmond for ever the very next morning, without even seeing Lucretia
once again.
But, somehow, I have never quite forgotten that journey from
Quebec on Christmas Eve; and though I have passed through several London
seasons since that date, and undergone increasingly active sieges from mammas
and daughters, as my briefs on the Oxford Circuit grow more and more numerous,
I still remain a bachelor, with solitary chambers in St. James's. I sometimes
fancy it might have been otherwise if I could only once have met a second
paragon exactly like Lucretia.
3.THE THIRD
TIME
I
If Harry Lewin had never come to Stoke Peveril, Edie Meredith
would certainly have married her cousin Evan.
For Evan Meredith was the sort of man that any girl of Edie's
temperament might very easily fall in love with. Tall, handsome, with delicate,
clear-cut Celtic face, piercing yet pensive black Welsh eyes, and the true
Cymric gifts of music and poetry, Evan Meredith had long been his pretty
cousin's prime favourite among all the young men of all Herefordshire. She had
danced with him over and over again at every county ball; she had talked with
him incessantly at every lawn-tennis match and garden-party; she had whispered
to him quietly on the sofa in the far corner while distinguished amateurs were
hammering away conscientiously at the grand piano; and all the world of
Herefordshire took it for granted that young Mr. Meredith and his second cousin
were, in the delightfully vague slang of society, "almost engaged."
Suddenly, like a flaming meteor across the quiet evening skies,
Harry Lewin burst in all his dashing splendour upon the peaceful and limited
Herefordshire horizon. He came from that land of golden possibilities,
Australia; but he was Irish by descent, and his father had sent him young to
Eton and Oxford, where he picked up the acquaintance of everybody worth
knowing, and a sufficient knowledge of things in general to pass with brilliant
success in English society. In his vacations, having no home of his own to go
to, he had loitered about half the capitals and spas of Europe, so that Vichy
and Carlsbad, Monte Carlo and Spezzia, Berlin and St. Petersburg, were almost
as familiar to him as London and Scarborough. Nobody knew exactly what his
father had been: some said a convict, some a gold-miner, some a bush-ranger;
but whatever he was, he was at least exceedingly rich, and money covers a
multitude of sins quite as well and as effectually as charity. When Harry Lewin
came into his splendid property at his father's death, and purchased the
insolvent Lord Tintern's old estate at Stoke Peveril, half the girls and all
the mothers in the whole of Herefordshire rose at once to a fever of anxiety in
their desire to know upon which of the marriageable young women of the county
the wealthy new-comer would finally bestow himself in holy matrimony.
There was only one girl in the Stoke district who never appeared
in the slightest degree flattered or fluttered by Harry Lewin's polite
attentions, and that girl was Edie Meredith. Though she was only the country
doctor's daughter—"hardly in our set at all, you know," the county
people said depreciatingly—she had no desire to be the mistress of Peveril
Court, and she let Harry Lewin see pretty clearly that she didn't care the
least in the world for that distinguished honour.
It was at a garden party at Stoke Peveril Rectory that Edie
Meredith met one afternoon her cousin Evan and the rich young Irish-Australian.
Harry Lewin had stood talking to her with his easy jaunty manner, so perfectly
self-possessed, so full of Irish courtesy and Etonian readiness, when Evan
Meredith, watching them half angrily out of his dark Welsh eyes from the corner
by the laburnum tree, walked slowly over to interrupt their tête-à-tête of
set purpose. He chose certainly an awkward moment: for his earnest serious face
and figure showed to ill advantage just then and there beside the light-hearted
cheery young Oxonian's. Edie fancied as he strolled up to her that she had
never seen her cousin Evan look so awkward, so countrified, and so awfully
Welsh. (On the border counties, to look like a Welshman is of course almost
criminal.) She wondered she had overlooked till now the fact that his was distinctly
a local and rustic sort of handsomeness. He looked like a Herefordshire
squireen gentleman, while Harry Lewin, with his Irish chivalry and his Oxford
confidence, looked like a cosmopolitan and a man of society.
As Evan came up, glancing blackly at him from under his dark
eyebrows, Harry Lewin moved away carelessly, raising his hat and strolling off
as if quite unconcerned, to make way for the new-comer. Evan nodded to him a
distant nod, and then turned to his cousin Edie.
"You've been talking a great deal with that fellow
Lewin," he said sharply, almost angrily, glancing straight at her with his
big black eyes.
Edie was annoyed at the apparent assumption of a right to
criticise her. "Mr. Lewin's a very agreeable man," she answered
quietly, without taking the least notice of his angry tone. "I always like
to have a chat with him, Evan. He's been everywhere and knows all about
everything—Paris and Vienna, and I don't know where. So very different, of
course, from our Stoke young men, who've never been anywhere in their whole
lives beyond Bristol or Hereford."
"Bristol and Hereford are much better places, I've no doubt,
for a man to be brought up in than Paris or Vienna," Evan Meredith
retorted hastily, the hot blood flushing up at once into his dusky cheek.
"But as you seem to be so very much taken up with your new admirer, Edie,
I'm sure I'm very sorry I happened at such an unpropitious moment to break
in upon your conversation."
"So am I," Edie answered, quietly and with emphasis.
She hardly meant it, though she was vexed with Evan; but Evan took
her immediately at her word. Without another syllable he raised his hat, turned
upon his heel, and left her standing there alone, at some little distance from
her mother, by the edge of the oval grass-plot. It was an awkward position for
a girl to be left in—for everybody would have seen that Evan had retired in
high dudgeon—had not Harry Lewin promptly perceived it, and with quiet tact
managed to return quite casually to her side, and walk back with her to her
mother's protection, so as to hide at once her confusion and her blushes. As
for Evan, he wandered off moodily by himself among the lilacs and arbutus
bushes of the lower shrubbery.
He had been pacing up and down there alone for half an hour or
more, nursing his wrath and jealousy in his angry heart, when he saw between
the lilac branches on the upper walk the flash of Edie's pretty white dress,
followed behind at a discreet distance by the rustle of Mrs. Meredith's black
satin. Edie was walking in front with Harry Lewin, and Mrs. Meredith,
attempting vainly to affect a becoming interest in the rector's conversation,
was doing the proprieties at twenty paces.
As they passed, Evan Meredith heard Harry Lewin's voice murmuring
something in a soft, gentle, persuasive flow, not a word of which he could
catch individually, though the general accent and intonation showed him at once
that Harry was pleading earnestly with his cousin Edie. Evan could have written
her verses—pretty enough verses, too—by the foolscap ream; but though he had
the Welsh gift of rhyme, he hadn't the Irish gift of fluency and eloquence; and
he knew in his own heart that he could never have poured forth to any woman
such a steady, long, impassioned flood of earnest solicitation as Harry
Lewin was that moment evidently pouring forth to his cousin Edie. He held his
breath in silent expectation, and waited ten whole endless seconds—a long
eternity—to catch the tone of Edie's answer.
Instead of the mere tone, he caught distinctly the very words of
that low soft musical reply. Edie murmured after a slight pause: "No, no,
Mr. Lewin, I must not—I cannot. I do not love you."
Evan Meredith waited for no more. He knew partly from that short
but ominous pause, and still more from the half-hearted, hesitating way in
which the nominal refusal was faintly spoken, that his cousin Edie would sooner
or later accept his rival. He walked away, fiercely indignant, and going home,
sat down to his desk, and wrote at white-heat an angry letter, beginning simply
"Edith Meredith," in which he released her formally and
unconditionally from the engagement which both of them declared had never
existed.
Whether his letter expedited Harry Lewin's wooing or not, it is at
least certain that in the end Evan Meredith's judgment was approved by the
result; and before the next Christmas came round again, Edie was married to
Harry Lewin, and duly installed as mistress of Peveril Court.
II
The first three months of Edie Lewin's married life passed away
happily and pleasantly. Harry was always kindness itself to her; and as she saw
more of him, she found in him what she had not anticipated, an unsuspected
depth and earnestness of purpose. She had thought him at first a brilliant,
dashing, clever Irishman; she discovered upon nearer view that he had something
more within him than mere showy external qualities. He was deeply in love with
her: he respected and admired her: and in the midst of all his manly
chivalry of demeanour towards his wife there was a certain indefinable air of
self-restraint and constant watchfulness over his own actions which Edie
noticed with some little wifely pride and pleasure. She had not married a mere
handsome rich young fellow; she had married a man of character and
determination.
About three months after their marriage, Harry Lewin was called
away for the first time to leave his bride. An unexpected letter from his
lawyer in London—immediate business—those bothering Australian shares and
companies! Would Edie forgive him? He would run up for the day only, starting
early and getting back late the same night. It's a long run from Stoke to
London, but you can just manage it if you fit your trains with dexterous
ingenuity. So Harry went, and Edie was left alone, for the first time in her
life, in the big rooms of Peveril Court for a whole day.
That very afternoon Evan Meredith and his father happened to call.
It was Evan's first visit to the bride, for he couldn't somehow make up his
mind to see her earlier. He was subdued, silent, constrained, regretful, but he
said nothing in allusion to the past—nothing but praise of the Peveril Court
grounds, the beauty of the house, the charm of the surroundings, the
magnificence of the old Romneys and Sir Joshuas.
"You have a lovely place, Edie," he said, hesitating a
second before he spoke the old familiar name, but bringing it out quite
naturally at last. "And your husband? I hope I may have the—the pleasure
of seeing him again."
Edie coloured. "He has gone up to town to-day," she
answered simply.
"By himself?"
"By himself, Evan."
Evan Meredith coughed uneasily, and looked at her with a silent
look which said more plainly than words could have said it,
"Already!"
"He will be back this evening," Edie went on
apologetically, answering aloud his unspoken thought. "I—I'm sorry he
isn't here to see you, Evan."
"I'm sorry too, very sorry," Evan answered with a
half-stifled sigh. He didn't mean to let her see the ideas that were passing
through his mind; but his quick, irrepressible Celtic nature allowed the internal
emotions to peep out at once through the thin cloak of that conventionally
polite expression of regret. Edie knew he meant he was very sorry that Harry
should have gone away so soon and left her.
That evening, about ten o'clock, as Edie, sitting alone in the
blue drawing-room, was beginning to wonder when Harry's dogcart would be heard
rolling briskly up the front avenue, there came a sudden double rap at the
front door, and the servant brought in a sealed telegram. Edie tore it open
with some misgiving. It was not from Harry. She read it hastily: "From
Proprietor, Norton's Hotel, Jermyn Street, London, to Mrs. Lewin, Peveril
Court, Stoke Peveril, Herefordshire. Mr. Lewin unfortunately detained in town
by urgent business. He will not be able to return before to-morrow."
Edie laid down the telegram with a sinking heart. In itself there
was nothing so very strange in Harry's being detained by business; men are
always being detained by business; she knew it was a way they had, a masculine
peculiarity. But why had not Harry telegraphed himself? Why had he left the
proprietor of Norton's Hotel to telegraph for him? Why was he at Norton's Hotel
at all? And if he really was there, why could he not have written the telegram
himself? It was very mysterious, perplexing, and inexplicable. Tears came into
Edie's eyes, and she sat long looking at the flimsy pink Government paper, as
if the mere inspection of the hateful message would help her to make out the
meaning of the enclosed mystery.
Soon the question began to occur to her, what should she do for
the night's arrangements? Peveril Court was so big and lonely; she hated the
idea of stopping there alone. Should she have out the carriage and drive round
to spend the night as of old at her mother's? But no; it was late, and the
servants would think it so very odd of her. People would talk about it; they
would say Harry had stopped away from her unexpectedly, and that she had gone
back in a pique to her own home. Young wives, she knew, are always doing those
foolish things, and always regretting them afterwards when they find the whole
county magnifying the molehill into a veritable mountain. Much as she dreaded
it, she must spend the night alone in that big bedroom—the haunted bedroom
where the last of the Peverils died. Poor little Edie! with her simple, small,
village ways, she hated that great rambling house, and all its halls and
staircases and corridors! But there was no help for it. She went tearfully up
to her own room, and flung herself without undressing on the great bed with the
heavy crimson tapestry hangings.
There she lay all night, tossing and turning, crying and
wondering, dozing off at times and starting up again fitfully, but never
putting out the candles on the dressing-table, which had burned away deep in
the sockets by the time morning began to peep through the grey Venetians of the
east window.
III
Next morning Evan Meredith heard accidentally that Harry Lewin had
stopped for the night in London, and had telegraphed unexpectedly to Edie that
he had been detained in town on business.
Evan shook his head with an ominous look. "Poor child,"
he said to himself pityingly; "she would marry a man who
had been brought up in Paris and Vienna!"
And when Harry came back that evening by the late train, Evan
Meredith was loitering casually by the big iron gates of Peveril Court to see
whether Edie's husband was really returning.
There was a very grave and serious look on Harry's face that
surprised and somewhat disconcerted Evan. He somehow felt that Harry's
expression was not that of a careless, dissipated fellow, and he said to
himself, this time a little less confidently: "Perhaps after all I may
have been misjudging him."
Edie was standing to welcome her husband on the big stone steps of
the old manor house. He stepped from the dogcart, not lightly with a spring as
was his usual wont, but slowly and almost remorsefully, like a man who has some
evil tidings to break to those he loves dearest. But he kissed Edie as tenderly
as ever—even more tenderly, she somehow imagined; and he looked at her with
such a genuine look of love that Edie thought it was well worth while for him
to go away for the sake of such a delightful meeting.
"Well, darling," she asked, as she went with him into
the great dining-room, "why didn't you come back to the little wifie, as
you promised yesterday?"
Harry looked her full in the face, not evasively or furtively, but
with a frank, open glance, and answered in a very quiet voice, "I was
detained on business, Edie."
"What business?" Edie asked, a little piqued at the
indefiniteness of the answer.
"Business that absolutely prevented me from returning,"
Harry replied, with a short air of perfect determination.
Edie tried in vain to get any further detail out of him. To all
her questions Harry only answered with the one set and unaltered formula,
"I was detained on important business."
But when she had asked him for the fiftieth time in the
drawing-room that evening, he said at last, not at all angrily, but very
seriously, "It was business, Edie, closely connected with your own
happiness. If I had returned last night, you would have been sorry for it,
sooner or later. I stayed away for your own sake, darling. Please ask me no
more about it."
Edie couldn't imagine what he meant; but he spoke so seriously,
and smoothed her hand with such a tender, loving gesture, that she kissed him
fervently, and brushed away the tears from her swimming eyes without letting
him see them. As for Harry, he sat long looking at the embers in the smouldering
fire, and holding his pretty little wife's hand tight in his without uttering a
single syllable. At last, just as they were rising to go upstairs, he laid his
hand upon the mantelpiece as if to steady himself, and said very earnestly,
"Edie, with God's help, I hope it shall never occur again."
"What, Harry darling? What do you mean? What will never occur
again?"
He paused a moment. "That I should be compelled to stop a
night away from you unexpectedly," he answered then very slowly.
And when he had said it he took up the candle from the little side
table and walked away, with two tears standing in his eyes, to his own
dressing-room.
From that day forth Edie Lewin noticed two things. First, that her
husband seemed to love her even more tenderly and deeply than ever. And second,
that his strange gravity and self-restraint seemed to increase daily upon him.
And Evan Meredith, watching closely his cousin and her husband,
thought to himself with a glow of satisfaction—for he was too generous and too
true in his heart to wish ill to his rival—"After all, he loves her truly;
he is really in love with her. Edie will be rich now, and will have a good
husband. What could I ever have given her compared to what Harry Lewin can give
her? It is better so. I must not regret it."
IV
For five or six months more, life passed as usual at Peveril
Court, or at Harry Lewin's new town house in Curzon Street, Mayfair. The season
came and went pleasantly enough, with its round of dances, theatres, and
dinners; and in the autumn Edie Lewin found herself once more back for the
shooting in dear old Herefordshire. Harry was always by her side, the most
attentive and inseparable of husbands; he seemed somehow to cling to her
passionately, as if he could not bear to be out of her sight for a single
moment. Edie noticed it, and felt grateful for his love. Evan Meredith noticed
it too, and reproached himself bitterly more than once that he should ever so
unworthily have distrusted the man who had been brought up in Paris and Vienna.
One day, however, Harry had ridden from Stoke to Hereford, for the
exercise alone, and Edie expected him back to dinner. But at half-past seven,
just as the gong in the hall was burrr-ing loudly, a telegram arrived once more
for Mrs. Lewin, which Edie tore open with trembling fingers. It was almost
exactly the same mystifying message over again, only this time it was sent by
Harry himself, not by an unknown hotel-keeping deputy. "I have been
suddenly detained here by unexpected business. Do not expect me home before
to-morrow. Shall return as early as possible. God bless you!"
Those last words, so singular in a telegram, roused and
accentuated all Edie's womanly terrors. "God bless you!"—what on
earth could Harry mean by that solemn adjuration under such strange and
mysterious circumstances? There was something very serious the matter, Edie
felt sure; but what it could be she could not even picture to herself. Her
instinctive fears did not take that vulgarly mistrustful form that they
might have taken with many a woman of lower and more suspicious nature; she
knew and trusted Harry far too well for that; she was too absolutely certain of
his whole unshaken love and tenderness; but the very vagueness and
indefiniteness of the fears she felt made them all the harder and more terrible
to bear. When you don't know what it is you dread, your fancy can dress up its
terrors afresh every moment in some still more painful and distressing
disguise.
If Harry had let her know where he was stopping, she would have
ordered the carriage then and there, and driven over to Hereford, not to spy
him out, but to be with him in his trouble or difficulty. That, however, was
clearly impossible, for Harry had merely sent his telegram as from "H.
Lewin, Hereford;" and to go about from hotel to hotel through the county
town, inquiring whether her husband was staying there, would of course have
been open to the most ridiculous misinterpretation. Everybody would have said
she was indeed keeping a tight hand upon him! So with many bitter tears brushed
hastily away, Edie went down in solemn and solitary state to dinner, hating
herself for crying so foolishly, and burning hot with the unpleasant
consciousness that the butler and footman were closely observing her face and
demeanour. If she could have dined quite alone in her own boudoir very
furtively it wouldn't have been quite so dreadful; but to keep up appearances
with a sinking heart before those two eminently respectable and officious
men-servants—it was really enough to choke one.
That night again Edie Lewin never slept for more than a few
troubled minutes together; and whenever she awoke, it was with a start and a
scream, and a vague consciousness of some impending evil.
When Harry came again next day he didn't laugh it off carelessly
and lightly; he didn't soothe her fears and uneasiness with ready kisses and
prompt excuses; he didn't get angry with her and tell her not to ask him
too many questions about his own business: he met her as gravely and earnestly
as before, with the same tender, loving, half self-reproachful tone, and yet
with the same evident desire and intention to love and cherish her more fondly
than ever. Edie was relieved, but she was by no means satisfied. She knew Harry
loved her tenderly, devotedly; but she knew also there was some sort of shadow
or secret looming ominously between them.
Another wife, supposed dead? He would have trusted her and told
her. Another love? Oh, no: she could trust him; it was impossible.
And so the weeks wore away, and Edie wondered all to no purpose.
At last, by dint of constant wondering, she almost wore out the faculty of
wonder, and half ceased to think about it any longer.
But she noticed that from day to day the old bright, brilliant
Irish character was slowly fading out of Harry's nature, and that in its place
there was growing up a settled, noble, not unbecoming earnestness. He seemed
perhaps a trifle less striking and attractive than formerly, but a great deal
worthier of any true woman's enduring love and admiration.
Evan Meredith noticed the change as well. He and Harry had grown
now into real friends. Harry saw and recognized the genuine depth of Evan's
nature. Evan had made amends and apologies to Harry for a single passing
rudeness or two. Both liked the other better for the momentary rivalry and for
the way he had soon forgotten it. "He's a good fellow," Evan said to
his father often, "and Edie, with her quiet, simple English nature, has
made quite another man of him—given him the ballast and the even steadiness he
once wanted."
V
Spring came, and then summer; and with summer, the annual
visitation of garden parties. The Trenches at Malbury Manor were going to give
a garden party, and Harry and Edie drove across to it. Edie took her husband
over in the pony-carriage with the two little greys she loved so well to drive
herself: the very prettiest and best-matched ponies, everybody said, in the
whole county of Hereford.
As they walked about on the lawn together, they met Edie's father
and mother. Somehow, Edie happened to fasten herself accidentally upon her
mother, while Harry strolled away alone, and stood talking with something of
his old brilliancy to one group or another of loungers independently. For
awhile, Edie missed him; he had gone off to look at the conservatories or
something. Then, she saw him chatting with Canon Wilmington and his daughters
over by one of the refreshment tables, and handing them champagne cup and ices,
while he talked with unusual volubility and laughter. Presently he came up to her
again, and to her great surprise said, with a yawn, "Edie, this is getting
dreadfully slow. I can't stand it any longer. I think I shall just slip away
quietly and walk home; you can come after me whenever you like with the ponies!
Good-bye till dinner. God bless you, darling!"
It wasn't a usual form of address with him, and Edie vaguely noted
it in passing, but thought nothing more about the matter after the first
moment. "Good-bye, Harry," she said laughingly. "Perhaps Evan
will see me home. Good-bye."
Harry smiled rather sadly. "Evan has ridden over on one of my
cobs," he answered quietly, "and so I suppose he'll have to ride back
again."
"He's the best fellow that ever lived," Evan said, as
Harry turned away with a friendly nod. "Upon my word, I'm quite ashamed of
the use I make of your husband's stables, Edie."
"Nonsense, Evan; we're always both delighted when you will
use anything of ours as if it were your own."
At six o'clock the ponies were stopping the way, and Edie prepared
to drive home alone. She took the bye-road at the back of the grounds in
preference to the turnpike, because it wouldn't be so crowded or so dusty for
her to drive upon.
They had gone about a mile from the house, and had passed the
Beehive, where a group of half-tipsy fellows was loitering upon the road
outside the tavern, when a few hundred yards further Edie suddenly checked the
greys for no immediately apparent reason.
"Got a stone in his hoof, ma'am?" the groom asked,
looking down curiously at the off horse, and preparing to alight for the
expected emergency.
"No," Edie answered with a sudden shake of her head.
"Look there, William! On the road in front of us! What a disgusting brute.
I nearly ran over him."
The groom looked in the direction where Edie pointed with her
whip, and saw lying on the ground, straight before the horses' heads, a drunken
man, asleep and helpless, with a small pocket flask clasped in his hand, quite
empty.
"Pick him up!" Edie said in a tone of disgust.
"Carry him over and lay him on the side of the road there, will you,
William?"
The man went off to do as he was directed. At that moment, Evan
Meredith, coming up from behind on Harry's cob, called out lightly, "Can I
help you, Edie? What's the matter? Ho! One of those beastly fellows from the Beehive
yonder. Hold a minute, William, you've got a regular job there—more than an
armful. Drunken men are heavy to carry. Wait a bit, and I'll come and help
you."
Ho rode forward, to the groom's side just as the groom raised in
his arms the drunkard's head and exposed to view his down-turned face. Then,
with a sudden cry of horror and pity, Evan Meredith, not faltering for a
moment, drove his heel into his horse's flank, and rode off, speechless with
conflicting emotions, leaving Edie there alone, face to face with her fallen
husband.
It was Harry Lewin.
Apoplexy? Epilepsy? An accident? A sunstroke? No, no. Edie could
comfort herself with none of those instantaneous flashes of conjecture, for his
face and his breath would alone have told the whole story, even if the empty
flask in his drunken hand had not at once confirmed the truth of her first
apprehension. She sat down beside him on the green roadside, buried her poor
face in her trembling hands, and cried silently, silently, silently, for twenty
minutes.
The groom, standing motionless officially beside her, let her
tears have free vent, and knew not what to say or do under such extraordinary
and unprecedented circumstances.
One thing only Edie thought once or twice in the midst of that
awful blinding discovery. Thank God that Evan Meredith had not stopped there to
see her misery and degradation. An Englishman might have remained like a fool,
with the clumsy notion of assisting her in her trouble, and getting him safely
home to Peveril Court for her. Evan, with his quick Welsh perception, had seen
in a second that the only possible thing for her own equals to do on such an
occasion was to leave her alone with her unspeakable wretchedness.
After a while, she came to a little, by dint of crying and pure exhaustion,
and began to think that something must at least be done to hide this terrible
disgrace from the prying eyes of all Herefordshire.
She rose mechanically, without a word, and motioning the groom to
take the feet, she lifted Harry's head—her own husband's head—that drunken
wretch's head—great heavens, which was it? and helped to lay him silently on
the floor of the pony carriage. He was helpless and motionless as a baby. Her
eyes were dry now, and she hardly even shuddered. She got into the carriage
again, covered over the breathing mass of insensible humanity at the bottom
with her light woollen wrapper, and drove on in perfect silence till she
reached Peveril Court. As she drew up in front of the door, the evening was
beginning to close in rapidly. The groom, still silent, jumped from the
carriage, and ran up the steps with his usual drilled accuracy to ring the
bell. Edie beckoned to him imperiously with her hand to stop and come back to
her. He paused, and turned down the steps again to hear what she wished. Edie's
lips were dry; she couldn't utter a word: but she pointed mutely to her
husband's prostrate form, and the groom understood at once that she wished him
to lift Harry out of the carriage. Hastily and furtively they carried him in at
the library door—the first room inside the house—and there they laid him out
upon the sofa, Edie putting one white finger passionately on her lip to enjoin
silence. As soon as that was done, she sat down to the table with marvellous
resolution, and wrote out a cheque for twenty pounds from her own cheque-book.
Then at last she found speech with difficulty. "William," she said,
her dry husky throat almost choking with the effort, "take that, instead
of notice. Go away at once—I'll drive you to the station—go to London, and
never say a single word of this to any one."
William touched his hat in silence, and walked back slowly to the
carriage. Edie, now flushed and feverish, but dry of lips and erect of mien,
turned the key haughtily in the door, and stalked out to the greys once more.
Silently still she drove to the station, and saw William take the London
train. "You shall have a character," she said, very quietly;
"write to me for it. But never say a word of this for your life to
anybody."
William touched his hat once more, and went away, meaning
conscientiously in his own soul to keep this strange and unexpected compact.
Then Edie drove herself back to Peveril Court, feeling that only
Evan Meredith knew besides; and she could surely count at least on Evan's
honour.
But to-morrow! to-morrow! what could she ever do to-morrow?
Hot and tearless still, she rang the drawing-room bell. "Mr.
Lewin will not be home to-night," she said, with no further word of
explanation. "I shall not dine. Tell Watkins to bring me a cup of tea in
my own bedroom."
The maid brought it, and Edie drank it. It moistened her lips and
broke the fever. Then she flung herself passionately upon the bed, and cried,
and cried, and cried, wildly, till late in the evening.
Eleven o'clock came. Twelve o'clock. One. She heard them tolling
out from the old clock-tower, clanging loudly from the church steeple, clinking
and tinkling from all the timepieces in all the rooms of Peveril Court. But
still she lay there, and wept, and sobbed, and thought of nothing. She didn't
even figure it or picture it to herself; her grief and shame and utter
abasement were too profound for mind to fathom. She only felt in a dim, vague,
half-unconscious fashion that Harry—the Harry she had loved and worshipped—was
gone from her for ever and ever.
In his place, there had come that irrational, speechless, helpless
Thing that lay below, breathing heavily in its drunken sleep, down on the
library sofa.
VI
By half-past one the lights had long been out in all the rooms,
and perfect silence reigned throughout the household. Impelled by a wild desire
to see him once more, even though she loathed him, Edie took a bedroom candle
in her hand, and stole slowly down the big staircase.
Loathed him? Loved him—ay, loved him even so. Loved him, and the
more she loved him, the more utterly loathed him.
If it had been any lesser or lower man, she might have forgiven
him. But him—Harry—it was too unspeakable.
Creeping along the passage to the library door, she paused and
listened. Inside, there was a noise of footsteps, pacing up and down the room
hurriedly. He had come to himself, then! He had slept off his drunken
helplessness! She paused and listened again to hear further.
Harry was stalking to and fro across the floor with fiery
eagerness, sobbing bitterly to himself, and pausing every now and then with a
sort of sudden spasmodic hesitation. From time to time she heard him mutter
aloud, "She must have seen me! She must have seen me! They will tell her,
they will tell her! Oh, God! they will tell her!"
Should she unlock the door, and fling herself wildly into his
arms? Her instinct told her to do it, but she faltered and hesitated. A
drunkard! a drunkard! Oh no! she could not. The evil genius conquered the good,
and she checked the impulse that alone could have saved her.
She crept up again, with heart standing still and failing within
her, and flung herself once more upon her own bed.
Two o'clock. Three. Half-past three. A quarter to four.
How long the night seems when you are watching and weeping!
Suddenly, at the quarter-hour just gone, a sharp ring at a bell
disturbed her lethargy—a ring two or three times repeated, which waked the
butler from his sound slumber.
Edie walked out cautiously to the top of the stairs and listened.
The butler stood at the library door and knocked in vain. Edie heard a letter
pushed under the door, and in a muffled voice heard Harry saying, "Give
that letter to your mistress, Hardy—to-morrow morning."
A vague foreboding of evil overcame her. She stole down the stairs
in the blank dark and took the letter without a word from the half-dressed and
wondering butler. Then she glided back to her own room, sat down eagerly by the
dressing-table, and began to read it.
"Edie,
"This is the third time, and I determined with myself that
the third time should be the last one. Once in London; once at Hereford; once
now. I can stand it no longer. My father died a drunkard. My mother died a
drunkard. I cannot resist the temptation. It is better I should not stop here.
I have tried hard, but I am beaten in the struggle. I loved you dearly: I love
you still far too much to burden your life by my miserable presence. I have
left you everything. Evan will make you happier than I could. Forgive me.
"Harry."
She dropped the letter with a scream, and almost would have
fainted.
But even before the faintness could wholly overcome her, another
sound rang out sharper and clearer far from the room below her. It brought her
back to herself immediately. It was the report of a pistol.
Edie and the butler hurried back in breathless suspense to the
library door. It was locked still. Edie took the key from her pocket and turned
it quickly. When they entered, the candles on the mantelpiece were burning
brightly, and Harry Lewin's body, shot through the heart, lay in a pool of
gurgling blood right across the spattered hearthrug.[Pg 74]
4.THE GOLD
WULFRIC
PART I
I
There are only two gold coins of Wulfric of Mercia in existence
anywhere. One of them is in the British Museum, and the other one is in my
possession.
The most terrible incident in the whole course of my career is
intimately connected with my first discovery of that gold Wulfric. It is not
too much to say that my entire life has been deeply coloured by it, and I shall
make no apology therefore for narrating the story in some little detail. I was
stopping down at Lichfield for my summer holiday in July, 1879, when I happened
one day accidentally to meet an old ploughman who told me he had got a lot of
coins at home that he had ploughed up on what he called the "field of
battle," a place I had already recognized as the site of the Mercian
kings' wooden palace.
I went home with him at once in high glee, for I have been a
collector of old English gold and silver coinage for several years, and I was
in hopes that my friendly ploughman's find might contain something good in the
way of Anglo-Saxon pennies or shillings, considering the very promising place
in which he had unearthed it.
As it turned out, I was not mistaken. The little hoard, concealed
within a rude piece of Anglo-Saxon pottery (now No.
127 in case LIX. at the South Kensington Museum), comprised a large number of
common Frankish Merovingian coins (I beg Mr. Freeman's pardon for not calling
them Merwings), together with two or three Kentish pennies of some rarity from
the mints of Ethelbert at Canterbury and Dover. Amongst these minor treasures,
however, my eye at once fell upon a single gold piece, obviously imitated from
the imperial Roman aureus of the pretender Carausius, which I saw immediately
must be an almost unique bit of money of the very greatest numismatic interest.
I took it up and examined it carefully. A minute's inspection fully satisfied
me that it was indeed a genuine mintage of Wulfric of Mercia, the like of which
I had never before to my knowledge set eyes upon.
I immediately offered the old man five pounds down for the whole
collection. He closed with the offer forthwith in the most contented fashion,
and I bought them and paid for them all upon the spot without further parley.
When I got back to my lodgings that evening I could do nothing but
look at my gold Wulfric. I was charmed and delighted at the actual possession
of so great a treasure, and was burning to take it up at once to the British
Museum to see whether even in the national collection they had got another like
it. So being by nature of an enthusiastic and impulsive disposition, I
determined to go up to town the very next day, and try to track down the
history of my Wulfric. "It'll be a good opportunity," I said to
myself, "to kill two birds with one stone. Emily's people haven't gone out
of town yet. I can call there in the morning, arrange to go to the theatre with
them at night, and then drive at once to the Museum and see how much my find is
worth."
Next morning I was off to town by an early train, and before one
o'clock I had got to Emily's.
"Why, Harold," she cried, running down to meet me and
kiss me in the passage (for she had seen me get out of my hansom from the
drawing-room window), "how on earth is it that you're up in town to-day? I
thought you were down at Lichfield still with your Oxford reading party."
"So I am," I answered, "officially at Lichfield;
but I've come up to-day partly to see you, and partly on a piece of business
about a new coin I've just got hold of."
"A coin!" Emily answered, pretending to pout. "Me
and a coin! That's how you link us together mentally, is it? I declare, Harold,
I shall be getting jealous of those coins of yours some day, I'm certain. You
can't even come up to see me for a day, it seems, unless you've got some matter
of a coin as well to bring you to London. Moral: never get engaged to a man
with a fancy for collecting coins and medals."
"Oh, but this is really such a beauty, Emily," I cried
enthusiastically. "Just look at it, now. Isn't it lovely? Do you notice
the inscription—'Wulfric Rex!' I've never yet seen one anywhere else at all
like it."
Emily took it in her hands carelessly. "I don't see any
points about that coin in particular," she answered in her bantering
fashion, "more than about any other old coin that you'd pick up
anywhere."
That was all we said then about the matter. Subsequent events
engrained the very words of that short conversation into the inmost substance
of my brain with indelible fidelity. I shall never forget them to my dying
moment.
I stopped about an hour altogether at Emily's, had lunch, and
arranged that she and her mother should accompany me that evening to the
Lyceum. Then I drove off to the British Museum, and asked for leave to examine
the Anglo-Saxon coins of the Mercian period.
The superintendent, who knew me well enough by sight and repute as
a responsible amateur collector, readily gave me permission to look at a
drawerful of the earliest Mercian gold and silver coinage. I had brought one or
two numismatic books with me, and I sat down to have a good look at those
delightful cases.
After thoroughly examining the entire series and the documentary
evidence, I came to the conclusion that there was just one other gold Wulfric
in existence besides the one I kept in my pocket, and that was the beautiful
and well-preserved example in the case before me. It was described in the last
edition of Sir Theophilus Wraxton's "Northumbrian and Mercian Numismatist"
as an absolutely unique gold coin of Wulfric of Mercia, in imitation of the
well-known aureus of the false emperor Carausius. I turned to the catalogue to
see the price at which it had been purchased by the nation. To my intense
surprise I saw it entered at a hundred and fifty pounds.
I was perfectly delighted at my magnificent acquisition.
On comparing the two examples, however, I observed that, though
both struck from the same die and apparently at the same mint (to judge by the
letter), they differed slightly from one another in two minute accidental
particulars. My coin, being of course merely stamped with a hammer and then cut
to shape, after the fashion of the time, was rather more closely clipped round
the edge than the Museum specimen; and it had also a slight dent on the obverse
side, just below the W of Wulfric. In all other respects the two examples were
of necessity absolutely identical.
I stood for a long time gazing at the case and examining the two
duplicates with the deepest interest, while the Museum keeper (a man of the
name of Mactavish, whom I had often seen before on previous visits) walked
about within sight, as is the rule on all such occasions, and kept a sharp
look-out that I did not attempt to meddle with any of the remaining coins or
cases.
Unfortunately, as it turned out, I had not mentioned to the
superintendent my own possession of a duplicate Wulfric; nor had I called
Mactavish's attention to the fact that I had pulled a coin of my own for
purposes of comparison out of my waistcoat pocket. To say the truth, I was
inclined to be a little secretive as yet about my gold Wulfric, because until I
had found out all that was known about it I did not want anybody else to be
told of my discovery.
At last I had fully satisfied all my curiosity, and was just about
to return the Museum Wulfric to its little round compartment in the neat case
(having already replaced my own duplicate in my waistcoat pocket), when all at
once, I can't say how, I gave a sudden start, and dropped the coin with a jerk
unexpectedly upon the floor of the museum.
It rolled away out of sight in a second, and I stood appalled in
an agony of distress and terror in the midst of the gallery.
Next moment I had hastily called Mactavish to my side, and got him
to lock up the open drawer while we two went down on hands and knees and hunted
through the length and breadth of the gallery for the lost Wulfric.
It was absolutely hopeless. Plain sailing as the thing seemed, we
could see no trace of the missing coin from one end of the room to the other.
At last I leaned in a cold perspiration against the edge of one of
the glass cabinets, and gave it up in despair with a sinking heart. "It's
no use, Mactavish," I murmured desperately; "the thing's lost, and we
shall never find it."
Mactavish looked me quietly in the face. "In that case,
sir," he answered firmly, "by the rules of the Museum I must call the
superintendent." He put his hand, with no undue violence, but in a
strictly official manner, upon my right shoulder. Then he blew a whistle.
"I'm sorry to be rude to you, sir," he went on, apologetically,
"but by the rules of the Museum I can't take my hand off you till the
superintendent gives me leave to release you."
Another keeper answered the whistle. "Send the superintendent,"
Mactavish said quietly. "A coin missing."
In a minute the superintendent was upon the spot. When Mactavish
told him I had dropped the gold Wulfric of Mercia he shook his head very
ominously. "This is a bad business, Mr. Tait," he said gloomily.
"A unique coin, as you know, and one of the most valuable in the whole of
our large Anglo-Saxon collection."
"Is there a mouse-hole anywhere," I cried in agony;
"any place where it might have rolled down and got mislaid or concealed
for the moment?"
The superintendent went down instantly on his own hands and knees,
pulled up every piece of the cocoa-nut matting with minute deliberation,
searched the whole place thoroughly from end to end, but found nothing. He
spent nearly an hour on that thorough search; meanwhile Mactavish never for a
moment relaxed his hold upon me.
At last the superintendent desisted from the search as quite
hopeless, and approached me very politely.
"I'm extremely sorry, Mr. Tait," he said in the most
courteous possible manner, "but by the rules of the Museum I am absolutely
compelled either to search you for the coin or to give you into custody. It
may, you know, have got caught somewhere about your person. No doubt you would
prefer, of the two, that I should look in all your pockets and the folds of
your clothing."
The position was terrible. I could stand it no longer.
"Mr. Harbourne," I said, breaking out once more from
head to foot into a cold sweat, "I must tell you the truth. I have brought
a duplicate gold Wulfric here to-day to compare with the Museum specimen, and I
have got it this very moment in my waistcoat pocket."
The superintendent gazed back at me with a mingled look of
incredulity and pity.
"My dear sir," he answered very gently, "this is
altogether a most unfortunate business, but I'm afraid I must ask you to
let me look at the duplicate you speak of."
I took it, trembling, out of my waistcoat pocket and handed it
across to him without a word. The superintendent gazed at it for a moment in
silence; then, in a tone of the profoundest commiseration, he said slowly,
"Mr. Tait, I grieve to be obliged to contradict you. This is our own
specimen of the gold Wulfric!"
The whole Museum whirled round me violently, and before I knew
anything more I fainted.
II
When I came to I found myself seated in the superintendent's room,
with a policeman standing quietly in the background.
As soon as I had fully recovered consciousness, the superintendent
motioned the policeman out of the room for a while, and then gently forced me to
swallow a brandy and soda.
"Mr. Tait," he said compassionately, after an awkward
pause, "you are a very young man indeed, and, I believe, hitherto of
blameless character. Now, I should be very sorry to have to proceed to
extremities against you. I know to what lengths, in a moment of weakness, the
desire to possess a rare coin will often lead a connoisseur, under stress of
exceptional temptation. I have not the slightest doubt in my own mind that you
did really accidentally drop this coin; that you went down on your knees
honestly intending to find it; that the accident suggested to you the ease with
which you might pick it up and proceed to pocket it; that you yielded
temporarily to that unfortunate impulse; and that by the time I arrived upon
the scene you were already overcome with remorse and horror. I saw as much
immediately in your very countenance. Nevertheless, I determined to give you
the benefit of the doubt, and I searched over the whole place in the most
thorough and conscientious manner.... As you know, I found nothing.... Mr.
Tait, I cannot bear to have to deal harshly with you. I recognize the
temptation and the agony of repentance that instantly followed it. Sir, I give
you one chance. If you will retract the obviously false story that you just now
told me, and confess that the coin I found in your pocket was in fact, as I
know it to be, the Museum specimen, I will forthwith dismiss the constable, and
will never say another word to any one about the whole matter. I don't want to
ruin you, but I can't, of course, be put off with a falsehood. Think the matter
carefully over with yourself. Do you or do you not still adhere to that very
improbable and incredible story?"
Horrified and terror-stricken as I was, I couldn't avoid feeling
grateful to the superintendent for the evident kindness with which he was
treating me. The tears rose at once into my eyes.
"Mr. Harbourne," I cried passionately, "you are
very good, very generous. But you quite mistake the whole position. The story I
told you was true, every word of it. I bought that gold Wulfric from a
ploughman at Lichfield, and it is not absolutely identical with the Museum
specimen which I dropped upon the floor. It is closer clipped round the edges,
and it has a distinct dent upon the obverse side, just below the W of
Wulfric."
The superintendent paused a second, and scanned my face very
closely.
"Have you a knife or a file in your pocket?" he asked in
a much sterner and more official tone.
"No," I replied, "neither—neither."
"You are sure?"
"Certain."
"Shall I search you myself, or shall I give you in
custody?"
"Search me yourself," I answered confidently.
He put his hand quietly into my left-hand breast pocket, and to my
utter horror and dismay drew forth, what I had up to that moment utterly
forgotten, a pair of folding pocket nail-scissors, in a leather case, of course
with a little file on either side.
My heart stood still within me.
"That is quite sufficient, Mr. Tait," the superintendent
went on, severely. "Had you alleged that the Museum coin was smaller than
your own imaginary one you might have been able to put in the facts as good
evidence. But I see the exact contrary is the case. You have stooped to a
disgraceful and unworthy subterfuge. This base deception aggravates your guilt.
You have deliberately defaced a valuable specimen in order if possible to
destroy its identity."
What could I say in return? I stammered and hesitated.
"Mr. Harbourne," I cried piteously, "the
circumstances seem to look terribly against me. But, nevertheless, you are
quite mistaken. Tho missing Wulfric will come to light sooner or later and
prove me innocent."
He walked up and down the room once or twice irresolutely, and
then he turned round to me with a very fixed and determined aspect which fairly
terrified me.
"Mr. Tait," he said, "I am straining every point
possible to save you, but you make it very difficult for me by your continued
falsehood. I am doing quite wrong in being so lenient to you; I am proposing,
in short, to compound a felony. But I cannot bear, without letting you have
just one more chance, to give you in charge for a common robbery. I will let
you have ten minutes to consider the matter; and I beseech you, I beg of you, I
implore you to retract this absurd and despicable lie before it is too late for
ever. Just consider that if you refuse I shall have to hand you over to the
constable out there, and that the whole truth must come out in court, and
must be blazoned forth to the entire world in every newspaper. The policeman is
standing here by the door. I will leave you alone with your own thoughts for
ten minutes."
As he spoke he walked out gravely, and shut the door solemnly
behind him. The clock on the chimney-piece pointed with its hands to twenty
minutes past three.
It was an awful dilemma. I hardly knew how to act under it. On the
one hand, if I admitted for the moment that I had tried to steal the coin, I
could avoid all immediate unpleasant circumstances; and as it would be sure to
turn up again in cleaning the Museum, I should be able at last to prove my
innocence to Mr. Harbourne's complete satisfaction. But, on the other hand, the
lie—for it was a lie—stuck in my throat; I could not humble
myself to say I had committed a mean and dirty action which I loathed with all
the force and energy of my nature. No, no! come what would of it, I must stick
by the truth, and trust to that to clear up everything.
But if the superintendent really insisted on giving me in charge,
how very awkward to have to telegraph about it to Emily! Fancy saying to the
girl you are in love with, "I can't go with you to the theatre this
evening, because I have been taken off to gaol on a charge of stealing a
valuable coin from the British Museum." It was too terrible!
Yet, after all, I thought to myself, if the worst comes to the
worst, Emily will have faith enough in me to know it is ridiculous; and,
indeed, the imputation could in any case only be temporary. As soon as the
thing gets into court I could bring up the Lichfield ploughman to prove my possession
of a gold Wulfric; and I could bring up Emily to prove that I had shown it to
her that very morning. How lucky that I had happened to take it out and let her
look at it! My case was, happily, as plain as a pikestaff. It was only
momentarily that the weight of the evidence seemed so perversely to go against
me.
Turning over all these various considerations in my mind with
anxious hesitancy, the ten minutes managed to pass away almost before I had
thoroughly realized the deep gravity of the situation.
As the clock on the chimney-piece pointed to the half-hour, the
door opened once more, and the superintendent entered solemnly. "Well, Mr.
Tait," he said in an anxious voice, "have you made up your mind to
make a clean breast of it? Do you now admit, after full deliberation, that you
have endeavoured to steal and clip the gold Wulfric?"
"No," I answered firmly, "I do not admit it; and I
will willingly go before a jury of my countrymen to prove my innocence."
"Then God help you, poor boy," the superintendent cried
despondently. "I have done my best to save you, and you will not let me.
Policeman, this is your prisoner. I give him in custody on a charge of stealing
a gold coin, the property of the trustees of this Museum, valued at a hundred
and seventy-five pounds sterling."
The policeman laid his hand upon my wrist. "You will have to
go along with me to the station, sir," he said quietly.
Terrified and stunned as I was by the awfulness of the accusation,
I could not forget or overlook the superintendent's evident reluctance and
kindness. "Mr. Harbourne," I cried, "you have tried to do your
best for me. I am grateful to you for it, in spite of your terrible mistake,
and I shall yet be able to show you that I am innocent."
He shook his head gloomily. "I have done my duty," he
said with a shudder. "I have never before had a more painful one.
Policeman, I must ask you now to do yours."
III
The police are always considerate to respectable-looking
prisoners, and I had no difficulty in getting the sergeant in charge of the
lock-up to telegraph for me to Emily, to say that I was detained by important
business, which would prevent me taking her and her mother to the theatre that
evening. But when I explained to him that my detention was merely temporary, and
that I should be able to disprove the whole story as soon as I went before the
magistrates, he winked most unpleasantly at the constable who had brought me
in, and observed in a tone of vulgar sarcasm, "We have a good many
gentlemen here who says the same, sir—don't we, Jim? but they don't always find
it so easy as they expected when they stands up afore the beak to prove their
statements."
I began to reflect that even a temporary prison is far from being
a pleasant place for a man to stop in.
Next morning they took me up before the magistrate; and as the
Museum authorities of course proved a primâ facie case against
me, and as my solicitor advised me to reserve my defence, owing to the
difficulty of getting up my witness from Lichfield in reasonable time, I was
duly committed for trial at the next sessions of the Central Criminal Court.
I had often read before that people had been committed for trial,
but till that moment I had no idea what a very unpleasant sensation it really
is.
However, as I was a person of hitherto unblemished character, and
wore a good coat made by a fashionable tailor, the magistrate decided to admit
me to bail, if two sureties in five hundred pounds each were promptly
forthcoming for the purpose. Luckily, I had no difficulty in finding friends
who believed in my story; and as I felt sure the lost Wulfric would soon be
found in cleaning the museum, I suffered perhaps a little less acutely
than I might otherwise have done, owing to my profound confidence in the final
triumph of the truth.
Nevertheless, as the case would be fully reported next morning in
all the papers, I saw at once that I must go straight off and explain the
matter without delay to Emily.
I will not dwell upon that painful interview. I will only say that
Emily behaved as I of course knew she would behave. She was horrified and
indignant at the dreadful accusation; and, woman like, she was very angry with
the superintendent. "He ought to have taken your word for it, naturally,
Harold," she cried through her tears. "But what a good thing, anyhow,
that you happened to show the coin to me. I should recognize it anywhere among
ten thousand."
"That's well, darling," I said, trying to kiss away her
tears and cheer her up a little. "I haven't the slightest doubt that when
the trial comes we shall be able triumphantly to vindicate me from this
terrible, groundless accusation."
IV
When the trial did actually come on, the Museum authorities began
by proving their case against me in what seemed the most horribly damning fashion.
The superintendent proved that on such and such a day, in such and such a case,
he had seen a gold coin of Wulfric of Mercia, the property of the Museum. He
and Mactavish detailed the circumstances under which the coin was lost. The
superintendent explained how he had asked me to submit to a search, and how, to
avoid that indignity, I had myself produced from my waistcoat-pocket a gold
coin of Wulfric of Mercia, which I asserted to be a duplicate specimen, and my
own property. The counsel for the Crown proceeded thus with the
examination:—
"Do you recognize the coin I now hand you?"
"I do."
"What is it?"
"The unique gold coin of Wulfric of Mercia, belonging to the
Museum."
"You have absolutely no doubt as to its identity?"
"Absolutely none whatsoever."
"Does it differ in any respect from the same coin as you
previously saw it?"
"Yes. It has been clipped round the edge with a sharp
instrument, and a slight dent has been made by pressure on the obverse side,
just below the W of Wulfric."
"Did you suspect the prisoner at the bar of having mutilated
it?"
"I did, and I asked him whether he had a knife in his
possession. He answered no. I then asked him whether he would submit to be
searched for a knife. He consented, and on my looking in his pocket I found the
pair of nail-scissors I now produce, with a small file on either side."
"Do you believe the coin might have been clipped with those
scissors?"
"I do. The gold is very soft, having little alloy in its
composition; and it could easily be cut by a strong-wristed man with a knife or
scissors."
As I listened, I didn't wonder that the jury looked as if they
already considered me guilty: but I smiled to myself when I thought how utterly
Emily's and the ploughman's evidence would rebut this unworthy suspicion.
The next witness was the Museum cleaner. His evidence at first
produced nothing fresh, but just at last, counsel set before him a paper,
containing a few scraps of yellow metal, and asked him triumphantly whether he
recognized them. He answered yes.
There was a profound silence. The court was interested and
curious. I couldn't quite understand it all, but I felt a terrible sinking.
"What are they?" asked the hostile barrister.
"They are some fragments of gold which I found in shaking the
cocoa-nut matting on the floor of gallery 27 the Saturday after the attempted
theft."
I felt as if a mine had unexpectedly been sprung beneath me. How
on earth those fragments of soft gold could ever have got there I couldn't
imagine; but I saw the damaging nature of this extraordinary and inexplicable
coincidence in half a second.
My counsel cross-examined all the witnesses for the prosecution,
but failed to elicit anything of any value from any one of them. On the
contrary, his questions put to the metallurgist of the Mint, who was called to
prove the quality of the gold, only brought out a very strong opinion to the
effect that the clippings were essentially similar in character to the metal
composing the clipped Wulfric.
No wonder the jury seemed to think the case was going decidedly
against me.
Then my counsel called his witnesses. I listened in the
profoundest suspense and expectation.
The first witness was the ploughman from Lichfield. He was a
well-meaning but very puzzle-headed old man, and he was evidently frightened at
being confronted by so many clever wig-wearing barristers.
Nevertheless, my counsel managed to get the true story out of him
at last with infinite patience, dexterity, and skill. The old man told us
finally how he had found the coins and sold them to me for five pounds; and how
one of them was of gold, with a queer head and goggle eyes pointed full face
upon its surface.
When he had finished, the counsel for the Crown began his
cross-examination. He handed the ploughman a gold coin. "Did you ever
see that before?" he asked quietly.
"To be sure I did," the man answered, looking at it
open-mouthed.
"What is it?"
"It's the bit I sold Mr. Tait there—the bit as I got out o'
the old basin."
Counsel turned triumphantly to the judge. "My lord," he
said, "this thing to which the witness swears is a gold piece of Ethelwulf
of Wessex, by far the commonest and cheapest gold coin of the whole Anglo-Saxon
period."
It was handed to the jury side by side with the Wulfric of Mercia;
and the difference, as I knew myself, was in fact extremely noticeable. All
that the old man could have observed in common between them must have been
merely the archaic Anglo-Saxon character of the coinage.
As I heard that, I began to feel that it was really all over.
My counsel tried on the re-examination to shake the old man's
faith in his identification, and to make him transfer his story to the Wulfric
which he had actually sold me. But it was all in vain. The ploughman had
clearly the dread of perjury for ever before his eyes, and wouldn't go back for
any consideration upon his first sworn statement. "No, no, mister,"
he said over and over again in reply to my counsel's bland suggestion,
"you ain't going to make me forswear myself for all your cleverness."
The next witness was Emily. She went into the box pale and
red-eyed, but very confident. My counsel examined her admirably; and she stuck
to her point with womanly persistence, that she had herself seen the clipped
Wulfric, and no other coin, on the morning of the supposed theft. She knew it
was so, because she distinctly remembered the inscription, "Wulfric
Rex," and the peculiar way the staring open eyes were represented
with barbaric puerility.
Counsel for the Crown would only trouble the young lady with two
questions. The first was a painful one, but it must be asked in the interests
of justice. Were she and the prisoner at the bar engaged to be married to one
another?
The answer came, slowly and timidly, "Yes."
Counsel drew a long breath, and looked her hard in the face. Could
she read the inscription on that coin now produced?—handing her the Ethelwulf.
Great heavens! I saw at once the plot to disconcert her, but was
utterly powerless to warn her against it.
Emily looked at it long and steadily. "No," she said at
last, growing deadly pale and grasping the woodwork of the witness-box
convulsively; "I don't know the character in which it is written."
Of course not: for the inscription was in the peculiar semi-runic
Anglo-Saxon letters! She had never read the words "Wulfric Rex"
either. I had read them to her, and she had carried them away vaguely in her
mind, imagining no doubt that she herself had actually deciphered them.
There was a slight pause, and I felt my blood growing cold within
me. Then the counsel for the Crown handed her again the genuine Wulfric, and
asked her whether the letters upon it which she professed to have read were or
were not similar to those of the Ethelwulf.
Instead of answering, Emily bent down her head between her hands,
and burst suddenly into tears.
I was so much distressed at her terrible agitation that I forgot
altogether for the moment my own perilous position, and I cried aloud, "My
lord, my lord, will you not interpose to spare her any further questions?"
"I think," the judge said to the counsel for the Crown,
"you might now permit the witness to stand down."
"I wish to re-examine, my lord," my counsel put in
hastily.
"No," I said in his ear, "no. Whatever comes of it,
not another question. I had far rather go to prison than let her suffer this
inexpressible torture for a single minute longer."
Emily was led down, still crying bitterly, into the body of the
court, and the rest of the proceedings went on uninterrupted.
The theory of the prosecution was a simple and plausible one. I
had bought a common Anglo-Saxon coin, probably an Ethelwulf, valued at about
twenty-two shillings, from the old Lichfield ploughman. I had thereupon
conceived the fraudulent idea of pretending that I had a duplicate of the rare
Wulfric. I had shown the Ethelwulf, clipped in a particular fashion, to the
lady whom I was engaged to marry. I had then defaced and altered the genuine
Wulfric at the Museum into the same shape with the aid of my pocket
nail-scissors. And I had finally made believe to drop the coin accidentally
upon the floor, while I had really secreted it in my waistcoat pocket. The
theory for the defence had broken down utterly. And then there was the damning
fact of the gold scrapings found in the cocoa-nut matting of the British
Museum, which was to me the one great inexplicable mystery in the whole
otherwise comprehensible mystification.
I felt myself that the case did indeed look very black against me.
But would a jury venture to convict me on such very doubtful evidence?
The jury retired to consider their verdict. I stood in suspense in
the dock, with my heart loudly beating. Emily remained in the body of the court
below, looking up at me tearfully and penitently.
After twenty minutes the jury retired.
"Guilty or not guilty?"
The foreman answered aloud, "Guilty."
There was a piercing cry in the body of the court, and in a moment
Emily was carried out half fainting and half hysterical.
The judge then calmly proceeded to pass sentence. He dwelt upon
the enormity of my crime in one so well connected and so far removed from the
dangers of mere vulgar temptations. He dwelt also upon the vandalism of which I
had been guilty—myself a collector—in clipping and defacing a valuable and
unique memorial of antiquity, the property of the nation. He did not wish to be
severe upon a young man of hitherto blameless character; but the national
collection must be secured against such a peculiarly insidious and cunning form
of depredation. The sentence of the court was that I should be kept in—
Five years' penal servitude.
Crushed and annihilated as I was, I had still strength to utter a
single final word. "My lord," I cried, "the missing Wulfric will
yet be found, and will hereafter prove my perfect innocence."
"Remove the prisoner," said the judge, coldly.
They took me down to the courtyard unresisting, where the prison
van was standing in waiting.
On the steps I saw Emily and her mother, both crying bitterly.
They had been told the sentence already, and were waiting to take a last
farewell of me.
"Oh, Harold!" Emily cried, flinging her arms around me
wildly, "it's all my fault! It's my fault only! By my foolish stupidity
I've lost your case. I've sent you to prison. Oh, Harold, I can never forgive
myself. I've sent you to prison. I've sent you to prison."
"Dearest," I said, "it won't be for long. I shall
soon be free again. They'll find the Wulfric sooner or later, and then of
course they'll let me out again."
"Harold," she cried, "oh, Harold, Harold, don't you
see? Don't you understand? This is a plot against you. It isn't lost. It
isn't lost. That would be nothing. It's stolen; it's stolen!"
A light burst in upon me suddenly, and I saw in a moment the full
depth of the peril that surrounded me.
PART II
I
It was some time before I could sufficiently accustom myself to my
new life in the Isle of Portland to be able to think clearly and distinctly
about the terrible blow that had fallen upon me. In the midst of all the petty
troubles and discomforts of prison existence, I had no leisure at first fully
to realize the fact that I was a convicted felon with scarcely a hope—not of
release; for that I cared little—but of rehabilitation.
Slowly, however, I began to grow habituated to the new hard life
imposed upon me, and to think in my cell of the web of circumstance which had
woven itself so irresistibly around me.
I had only one hope. Emily knew I was innocent. Emily suspected,
like me, that the Wulfric had been stolen. Emily would do her best, I felt
certain, to heap together fresh evidence, and unravel this mystery to its very
bottom.
Meanwhile, I thanked Heaven for the hard mechanical daily toil of
cutting stone in Portland prison. I was a strong athletic young fellow enough.
I was glad now that I had always loved the river at Oxford; my arms were stout and
muscular. I was able to take my part in the regular work of the gang to which I
belonged. Had it been otherwise—had I been set down to some quiet sedentary
occupation, as first-class misdemeanants often are, I should have worn my heart
out soon with thinking perpetually of poor Emily's terrible trouble.
When I first came, the Deputy-Governor, knowing my case well (had
there not been leaders about me in all the papers?), very kindly asked me
whether I would wish to be given work in the book-keeping department, where
many educated convicts were employed as clerks and assistants. But I begged
particularly to be put into an outdoor gang, where I might have to use my limbs
constantly, and so keep my mind from eating itself up with perpetual thinking.
The Deputy-Governor immediately consented, and gave me work in a quarrying
gang, at the west end of the island, near Deadman's Bay on the edge of the
Chesil.
For three months I worked hard at learning the trade of a
quarryman, and succeeded far better than any of the other new hands who were
set to learn at the same time with me. Their heart was not in it; mine was.
Anything to escape that gnawing agony.
The other men in the gang were not agreeable or congenial
companions. They taught me their established modes of intercommunication, and
told me several facts about themselves, which did not tend to endear them to
me. One of them, 1247, was put in for the manslaughter of his wife by kicking;
he was a low-browed, brutal London drayman, and he occupied the next cell to
mine, where he disturbed me much in my sleepless nights by his loud snoring.
Another, a much slighter and more intelligent-looking man, was a skilled
burglar, sentenced to fourteen years for "cracking a crib" in the
neighbourhood of Hampstead. A third was a sailor, convicted of gross cruelty to
a defenceless Lascar. They all told me the nature of their crimes with a brutal
frankness which fairly surprised me; but when I explained to them in return
that I had been put in upon a false accusation, they treated my remarks with a
galling contempt that was absolutely unsupportable. After a short time I ceased
to communicate with my fellow-prisoners in any way, and remained shut up with
my own thoughts in utter isolation.
By-and-by I found that the other men in the same gang were
beginning to dislike me strongly, and that some among them actually whispered
to one another—what they seemed to consider a very strong point indeed against
me—that I must really have been convicted by mistake, and that I was a regular
stuck-up sneaking Methodist. They complained that I worked a great deal too
hard, and so made the other felons seem lazy by comparison; and they also
objected to my prompt obedience to our warder's commands, as tending to set up
an exaggerated and impossible standard of discipline.
Between this warder and myself, on the other hand, there soon
sprang up a feeling which I might almost describe as one of friendship. Though
by the rules of the establishment we could not communicate with one another except
upon matters of business, I liked him for his uniform courtesy, kindliness, and
forbearance; while I could easily see that he liked me in return, by contrast
with the other men who were under his charge. He was one of those persons whom
some experience of prisons then and since has led me to believe less rare than
most people would imagine—men in whom the dreary life of a prison warder,
instead of engendering hardness of heart and cold unsympathetic sternness, has
engendered a certain profound tenderness and melancholy of spirit. I grew quite
fond of that one honest warder, among so many coarse and criminal faces; and I
found, on the other hand, that my fellow-prisoners hated me all the more
because, as they expressed it in their own disgusting jargon, I was sucking up
to that confounded dog of a barker. It happened once, when I was left for a few
minutes alone with the warder, that he made an attempt for a moment, contrary
to regulations, to hold a little private conversation with me.
"1430," he said in a low voice, hardly moving his lips,
for fear of being overlooked, "what is your outside name?"
I answered quietly, without turning to look at him, "Harold
Tait."
He gave a little involuntary start. "What!" he cried.
"Not him that took a coin from the British Museum?"
I bridled up angrily. "I did not take it," I cried with
all my soul. "I am innocent, and have been put in here by some terrible
error."
He was silent for half a second. Then he said musingly, "Sir,
I believe you. You are speaking the truth. I will do all I can to make things
easy for you."
That was all he said then. But from that day forth he always spoke
to me in private as "Sir," and never again as "1430."
An incident arose at last out of this condition of things which
had a very important effect upon my future position.
One day, about three months after I was committed to prison, we
were all told off as usual to work in a small quarry on the cliff-side
overhanging the long expanse of pebbly beach known as the Chesil. I had reason
to believe afterwards that a large open fishing boat lying upon the beach below
at the moment had been placed there as part of a concerted scheme by the
friends of the Hampstead burglar; and that it contained ordinary clothing for
all the men in our gang, except myself only. The idea was evidently that the
gang should overpower the warder, seize the boat, change their clothes
instantly, taking turns about meanwhile with the navigation, and make straight
off for the shore at Lulworth, where they could easily disperse without much
chance of being recaptured. But of all this I was of course quite ignorant at
the time, for they had not thought well to intrust their secret to the ears of
the sneaking virtuous Methodist.
A few minutes after we arrived at the quarry, I was working with
two other men at putting a blast in, when I happened to look round quite
accidentally, and to my great horror, saw 1247, the brutal wife-kicker,
standing behind with a huge block of stone in his hands, poised just above the
warder's head, in a threatening attitude. The other men stood around waiting
and watching. I had only just time to cry out in a tone of alarm, "Take
care, warder, he'll murder you!" when the stone descended upon the
warder's head, and he fell at once, bleeding and half senseless, upon the
ground beside me. In a second, while he shrieked and struggled, the whole gang
was pressing savagely and angrily around him.
There was no time to think or hesitate. Before I knew almost what
I was doing, I had seized his gun and ammunition, and, standing over his
prostrate body, I held the men at bay for a single moment. Then 1247 advanced
threateningly, and tried to put his foot upon the fallen warder.
I didn't wait or reflect one solitary second. I drew the trigger,
and fired full upon him. The bang sounded fiercely in my ears, and for a moment
I could see nothing through the smoke of the rifle.
With a terrible shriek he fell in front of me, not dead, but
seriously wounded.
"The boat, the boat," the others cried loudly.
"Knock him down! Kill him! Take the boat, all of you."
At that moment the report of my shot had brought another warder
hastily to the top of the quarry.
"Help, help!" I cried. "Come quick, and save us.
These brutes are trying to murder our warder!"
The man rushed back to call for aid; but the way down the zigzag
path was steep and tortuous, and it was some time before they could manage to
get down and succour us.
Meanwhile the other convicts pressed savagely around us, trying to
jump upon the warder's body and force their way past to the beach beneath us. I
fired again, for the rifle was double-barrelled; but it was impossible to
reload in such a tumult, so, after the next shot, which hit no one, I laid
about me fiercely with the butt end of the gun, and succeeded in knocking down
four of the savages, one after another. By that time the warders from above had
safely reached us, and formed a circle of fixed bayonets around the rebellious
prisoners.
"Thank God!" I cried, flinging down the rifle, and
rushing up to the prostrate warder. "He is still alive. He is breathing!
He is breathing!"
"Yes," he murmured in a faint voice, "I am alive,
and I thank you for it. But for you, sir, these fellows here would certainly
have murdered me."
"You are badly wounded yourself, 1430," one of the other
warders said to me, as the rebels were rapidly secured and marched off sullenly
back to prison. "Look, your own arm is bleeding fiercely."
Then for the first time I was aware that I was one mass of wounds
from head to foot, and that I was growing faint from loss of blood. In
defending the fallen warder I had got punched and pummelled on every side, just
the same as one used to get long ago in a bully at football when I was a boy at
Rugby, only much more seriously.
The warders brought down seven stretchers: one for me; one for the
wounded warder; one for 1247, whom I had shot; and four for the convicts whom I
had knocked over with the butt end of the rifle. They carried us up on them,
strongly guarded, in a long procession.
At the door of the infirmary the Governor met us.
"1430," he said to me, in a very kind voice, "you have behaved
most admirably. I saw you myself quite distinctly from my drawing-room windows.
Your bravery and intrepidity are well deserving of the highest recognition."
"Sir," I answered, "I have only tried to do my
duty. I couldn't stand by and see an innocent man murdered by such a pack of
bloodthirsty ruffians."
The Governor turned aside a little surprised. "Who is
1430?" he asked quietly.
A subordinate, consulting a book, whispered my name and supposed
crime to him confidentially. The Governor nodded twice, and seemed to be
satisfied.
"Sir," the wounded warder said faintly from his
stretcher, "1430 is an innocent man unjustly condemned, if ever there was
one."
II
On the Thursday week following, when my wounds were all getting
well, the whole body of convicts was duly paraded at half-past eleven in front
of the Governor's house.
The Governor came out, holding an official-looking paper in his
right hand. "No. 1430," he said in a loud voice, "stand
forward." And I stood forward.
"No. 1430, I have the pleasant duty of informing you, in face
of all your fellow-prisoners, that your heroism and self-devotion in saving the
life of Warder James Woollacott, when he was attacked and almost overpowered on
the twentieth of this month by a gang of rebellious convicts, has been reported
to Her Majesty's Secretary of State for the Home Department; and that on his
recommendation Her Majesty has been graciously pleased to grant you a Free
Pardon for the remainder of the time during which you were sentenced to penal
servitude."
For a moment I felt quite stunned and speechless. I reeled on my
feet so much that two of the warders jumped forward to support me. It was a
great thing to have at least one's freedom. But in another minute the real
meaning of the thing came clearer upon me, and I recoiled from the bare sound
of those horrid words, a free pardon. I didn't want to be pardoned like a
convicted felon: I wanted to have my innocence proved before the eyes of all England.
For my own sake, and still more for Emily's sake, rehabilitation was all I
cared for.
"Sir," I said, touching my cap respectfully, and
saluting the Governor according to our wonted prison discipline, "I am
very greatly obliged to you for your kindness in having made this
representation to the Home Secretary; but I feel compelled to say I cannot
accept a free pardon. I am wholly guiltless of the crime of which I have been
convicted; and I wish that instead of pardoning me the Home Secretary would
give instructions to the detective police to make a thorough investigation of
the case, with the object of proving my complete innocence. Till that is done,
I prefer to remain an inmate of Portland Prison. What I wish is not pardon, but
to be restored as an honest man to the society of my equals."
The Governor paused for a moment, and consulted quietly in an
undertone with one or two of his subordinates. Then he turned to me with great
kindness, and said in a loud voice, "No. 1430, I have no power any longer
to detain you in this prison, even if I wished to do so, after you have once
obtained Her Majesty's free pardon. My duty is to dismiss you at once, in
accordance with the terms of this document. However, I will communicate the
substance of your request to the Home Secretary, with whom such a petition, so
made, will doubtless have the full weight that may rightly attach to it. You
must now go with these warders, who will restore you your own clothes, and then
formally set you at liberty. But if there is anything further you would wish to
speak to me about, you can do so afterward in your private capacity as a free
man at two o'clock in my own office."
I thanked him quietly and then withdrew. At two o'clock I duly presented
myself in ordinary clothes at the Governor's office.
We had a long and confidential interview, in the course of which I
was able to narrate to the Governor at full length all the facts of my
strange story exactly as I have here detailed them. He listened to me with the
greatest interest, checking and confirming my statements at length by reference
to the file of papers brought to him by a clerk. When I had finished my whole
story, he said to me quite simply, "Mr. Tait, it may be imprudent of me in
my position and under such peculiar circumstances to say so, but I fully and
unreservedly believe your statement. If anything that I can say or do can be of
any assistance to you in proving your innocence, I shall be very happy indeed
to exert all my influence in your favour."
I thanked him warmly with tears in my eyes.
"And there is one point in your story," he went on,
"to which I, who have seen a good deal of such doubtful cases, attach the
very highest importance. You say that gold clippings, pronounced to be similar
in character to the gold Wulfric, were found shortly after by a cleaner at the
Museum on the cocoa-nut matting of the floor where the coin was examined by
you?"
I nodded, blushing crimson. "That," I said, "seems
to me the strangest and most damning circumstance against me in the whole
story."
"Precisely," the Governor answered quietly. "And if
what you say is the truth (as I believe it to be), it is also the circumstance
which best gives us a clue to use against the real culprit. The person who
stole the coin was too clever by half, or else not quite clever enough for his
own protection. In manufacturing that last fatal piece of evidence against you
he was also giving you a certain clue to his own identity."
"How so?" I asked, breathless.
"Why, don't you see? The thief must in all probability have
been somebody connected with the Museum. He must have seen you comparing the
Wulfric with your own coin. He must have picked it up and carried it off secretly
at the moment you dropped it. He must have clipped the coin to manufacture
further hostile evidence. And he must have dropped the clippings afterwards on
the cocoa-nut matting in the same gallery on purpose in order to heighten the
suspicion against you."
"You are right," I cried, brightening up at the luminous
suggestion—"you are right, obviously. And there is only one man who could
have seen and heard enough to carry out this abominable plot—Mactavish!"
"Well, find him out and prove the case against him, Mr.
Tait," the Governor said warmly, "and if you send him here to us I
can promise you that he will be well taken care of."
I bowed and thanked him, and was about to withdraw, but he held
out his hand to me with perfect frankness.
"Mr. Tait," he said, "I can't let you go away so. Let
me have your hand in token that you bear us no grudge for the way we have
treated you during your unfortunate imprisonment, and that I, for my part, am
absolutely satisfied of the truth of your statement."
III
The moment I arrived in London I drove straight off without delay
to Emily's. I had telegraphed beforehand that I had been granted a free pardon,
but had not stopped to tell her why or under what conditions.
Emily met me in tears in the passage. "Harold! Harold!"
she cried, flinging her arms wildly around me. "Oh, my darling! my
darling! how can I ever say it to you? Mamma says she won't allow me to see you
here any longer."
It was a terrible blow, but I was not unprepared for it. How could
I expect that poor, conventional, commonplace old lady to have any faith in me
after all she had read about me in the newspapers?
"Emily," I said, kissing her over and over again
tenderly, "you must come out with me, then, this very minute, for I want
to talk with you over matters of importance. Whether your mother wishes it or
not, you must come out with me this very minute."
Emily put on her bonnet hastily and walked out with me into the
streets of London. It was growing dark, and the neighbourhood was a very quiet
one; or else perhaps even my own Emily would have felt a little ashamed of
walking about the streets of London with a man whose hair was still cropped
short around his head like a common felon's.
I told her all the story of my release, and Emily listened to it
in profound silence.
"Harold!" she cried, "my darling Harold!"
(when I told her the tale of my desperate battle over the fallen warder),
"you are the bravest and best of men. I knew you would vindicate yourself
sooner or later. What we have to do now is to show that Mactavish stole the Wulfric.
I know he stole it; I read it at the trial in his clean-shaven villain's face.
I shall prove it still, and then you will be justified in the eyes of
everybody."
"But how can we manage to communicate meanwhile,
darling?" I cried eagerly. "If your mother won't allow you to see me,
how are we ever to meet and consult about it?"
"There's only one way, Harold—only one way; and as things now
stand you mustn't think it strange of me to propose it. Harold, you must marry
me immediately, whether mamma will let us or not!"
"Emily!" I cried, "my own darling! your confidence
and trust in me makes me I can't tell you how proud and happy. That you should
be willing to marry me even while I am under such a cloud as this gives me a
greater proof of your love than anything else you could possibly do for me.
But, darling, I am too proud to take you at your word. For your sake,
Emily, I will never marry you until all the world has been compelled
unreservedly to admit my innocence."
Emily blushed and cried a little. "As you will, Harold,
dearest," she answered, trembling, "I can afford to wait for you. I
know that in the end the truth will be established."
IV
A week or two later I was astonished one morning at receiving a
visit in my London lodgings from the warder Woollacott, whose life I had been
happily instrumental in saving at Portland Prison.
"Well, sir," he said, grasping my hand warmly and
gratefully, "you see I haven't yet entirely recovered from that terrible
morning. I shall bear the marks of it about me for the remainder of my
lifetime. The Governor says I shall never again be fit for duty, so they've
pensioned me off very honourable."
I told him how pleased I was that he should have been liberally
treated, and then we fell into conversation about myself and the means of
re-establishing my perfect innocence.
"Sir," said he, "I shall have plenty of leisure,
and shall be comfortably off now. If there's anything that I can do to be of
service to you in the matter, I shall gladly do it. My time is entirely at your
disposal."
I thanked him warmly, but told him that the affair was already in
the hands of the regular detectives, who had been set to work upon it by the
Governor's influence with the Home Secretary.
By-and-by I happened to mention confidentially to him my
suspicions of the man Mactavish. An idea seemed to occur to the warder
suddenly; but he said not a word to me about it at the time. A few days later,
however, he came back to me quietly and said, in a confidential tone of
voice, "Well, sir, I think we may still manage to square him."
"Square who, Mr. Woollacott? I don't understand you."
"Why, Mactavish, sir. I found out he had a small house near
the Museum, and his wife lets a lodging there for a single man. I've gone and
taken the lodging, and I shall see whether in the course of time something or
other doesn't come out of it."
I smiled and thanked him for his enthusiasm in my cause; but I
confess I didn't see how anything on earth of any use to me was likely to arise
from this strange proceeding on his part.
V
It was that same week, I believe, that I received two other
unexpected visitors. They came together. One of them was the Superintendent of
Coins at the British Museum; the other was the well-known antiquary and great
authority upon the Anglo-Saxon coinage, Sir Theophilus Wraxton.
"Mr. Tait," the superintendent began, not without some
touch of natural shamefacedness in his voice and manner, "I have reason to
believe that I may possibly have been mistaken in my positive identification of
the coin you showed me that day at the Museum as our own specimen of the gold
Wulfric. If I was mistaken, then I have unintentionally done
you a most grievous wrong; and for that wrong, should my suspicions turn out
ill-founded, I shall owe you the deepest and most heartfelt apologies. But the
only reparation I can possibly make you is the one I am doing to-day by
bringing here my friend Sir Theophilus Wraxton. He has a communication of some
importance to make to you; and if he is right, I can only beg your pardon
most humbly for the error I have committed in what I believed to be the
discharge of my duties."
"Sir," I answered, "I saw at the time you were the
victim of a mistake, as I was the victim of a most unfortunate concurrence of
circumstances; and I bear you no grudge whatsoever for the part you bore in
subjecting me to what is really in itself a most unjust and unfounded
suspicion. You only did what you believed to be your plain duty; and you did it
with marked reluctance, and with every desire to leave me every possible
loophole of escape from what you conceived as a momentary yielding to a vile
temptation. But what is it that Sir Theophilus Wraxton wishes to tell me?"
"Well, my dear sir," the old gentleman began, warmly,
"I haven't the slightest doubt in the world myself that you have been
quite unwarrantably disbelieved about a plain matter of fact that ought at once
to have been immediately apparent to anybody who knew anything in the world
about the gold Anglo-Saxon coinage. No reflection in the world upon you,
Harbourne, my dear friend—no reflection in the world upon you in the matter;
but you must admit that you've been pig-headedly hasty in jumping to a
conclusion, and ignorantly determined in sticking to it against better
evidence. My dear sir, I haven't the very slightest doubt in the world that the
coin now in the British Museum is not the one which I have
seen there previously, and which I have figured in the third volume of my
'Early Northumbrian and Mercian Numismatist!' Quite otherwise; quite otherwise,
I assure you."
"How do you recognize that it is different, sir?" I
cried excitedly. "The two coins were struck at just the same mint from the
same die, and I examined them closely together, and saw absolutely no
difference between them, except the dent and the amount of the clipping."
"Quite true, quite true," the old gentleman replied with
great deliberation. "But look here, sir. Here is the drawing I took of the
Museum Wulfric fourteen years ago, for the third volume of my 'Northumbrian
Numismatist.' That drawing was made with the aid of careful measurements, which
you will find detailed in the text at page 230. Now, here again is the
duplicate Wulfric—permit me to call it your Wulfric; and if
you will compare the two you'll find, I think, that though your Wulfric is a
great deal smaller than the original one, taken as a whole, yet on one
diameter, the diameter from the letter U in Wulfric to the letter R in Rex, it
is nearly an eighth of an inch broader than the specimen I have there figured.
Well, sir, you may cut as much as you like off a coin, and make it smaller; but
hang me if by cutting away at it for all your lifetime you can make it an
eighth of an inch broader anyhow, in any direction."
I looked immediately at the coin, the drawing, and the
measurements in the book, and saw at a glance that Sir Theophilus was right.
"How on earth did you find it out?" I asked the bland
old gentleman, breathlessly.
"Why, my dear sir, I remembered the old coin perfectly,
having been so very particular in my drawing and measurement; and the moment I
clapped eyes on the other one yesterday, I said to my good friend Harbourne,
here: 'Harbourne,' said I, 'somebody's been changing your Wulfric in the case
over yonder for another specimen.' 'Changing it!' said Harbourne: 'not a bit of
it; clipping it, you mean.' 'No, no, my good fellow,' said I: 'do you suppose I
don't know the same coin again when I see it, and at my time of life too? This
is another coin, not the same one clipped. It's bigger across than the old one
from there to there.' 'No, it isn't,' says he. 'But it is,' I answer. 'Just you
look in my "Northumbrian and Mercian" and see if it isn't so.' 'You
must be mistaken,' says Harbourne. 'If I am, I'll eat my head,' says I. Well,
we get down the 'Numismatist' from the bookshelf then and there; and sure
enough, it turns out just as I told him. Harbourne turned as white as a ghost,
I can tell you, as soon as he discovered it. 'Why,' says he, 'I've sent a poor
young fellow off to Portland Prison, only three or four months ago, for
stealing that very Wulfric.' And then he told me all the story. 'Very well,'
said I, 'then the only thing you've got to do is just to go and call on him
to-morrow, and let him know that you've had it proved to you, fairly proved to
you, that this is not the original Wulfric.'"
"Sir Theophilus," I said, "I'm much obliged to you.
What you point out is by far the most important piece of evidence I've yet had
to offer. Mr. Harbourne, have you kept the gold clippings that were found that
morning on the cocoa-nut matting?"
"I have, Mr. Tait," the superintendent answered
anxiously. "And Sir Theophilus and I have been trying to fit them upon the
coin in the Museum shelves; and I am bound to admit I quite agree with him that
they must have been cut off a specimen decidedly larger in one diameter and
smaller in another than the existing one—in short, that they do not fit the
clipped Wulfric now in the Museum."
VI
It was just a fortnight later that I received quite unexpectedly a
telegram from Rome directed to me at my London lodgings. I tore it open
hastily; it was signed by Emily, and contained only these few words: "We
have found the Museum Wulfric. The superintendent is coming over to identify
and reclaim it. Can you manage to run across immediately with him?"
For a moment I was lost in astonishment, delight, and fear. How
and why had Emily gone over to Rome? Who could she have with her to take
care of her and assist her? How on earth had she tracked the missing coin to
its distant hiding-place? It was all a profound mystery to me; and after my
first outburst of joy and gratitude, I began to be afraid that Emily might have
been misled by her eagerness and anxiety into following up the traces of the
wrong coin.
However, I had no choice but to go to Rome and see the matter
ended; and I went alone, wearing out my soul through that long journey with
suspense and fear; for I had not managed to hit upon the superintendent, who,
through his telegram being delivered a little the sooner, had caught a train
six hours earlier than the one I went by.
As I arrived at the Central Station at Rome, I was met, to my
surprise, by a perfect crowd of familiar faces. First, Emily herself rushed to
me, kissed me, and assured me a hundred times over that it was all right, and
that the missing coin was undoubtedly recovered. Then, the superintendent, more
shamefaced than ever, and very grave, but with a certain moisture in his eyes,
confirmed her statement by saying that he had got the real Museum Wulfric
undoubtedly in his pocket. Then Sir Theophilus, who had actually come across
with Lady Wraxton on purpose to take care of Emily, added his assurances and
congratulations. Last of all, Woollacott, the warder, stepped up to me and said
simply, "I'm glad, sir, that it was through me as it all came out so right
and even."
"Tell me how it all happened," I cried, almost faint
with joy, and still wondering whether my innocence had really been proved
beyond all fear of cavil.
Then Woollacott began, and told me briefly the whole story. He had
consulted with the superintendent and Sir Theophilus, without saying a word to
me about it, and had kept a close watch upon all the letters that came for
Mactavish. A rare Anglo-Saxon coin is not a chattel that one can easily
get rid of every day; and Woollacott shrewdly gathered from what Sir Theophilus
had told him that Mactavish (or whoever else had stolen the coin) would be
likely to try to dispose of it as far away from England as possible, especially
after all the comments that had been made on this particular Wulfric in the
English newspapers. So he took every opportunity of intercepting the postman at
the front door, and looking out for envelopes with foreign postage stamps. At
last one day a letter arrived for Mactavish with an Italian stamp and a
cardinal's red hat stamped like a crest on the flap of the envelope. Woollacott
was certain that things of that sort didn't come to Mactavish every day about
his ordinary business. Braving the penalties for appropriating a letter, he
took the liberty to open this suspicious communication, and found it was a note
from Cardinal Trevelyan, the Pope's Chamberlain, and a well-known collector of
antiquities referring to early Church history in England, and that it was in
reply to an offer of Mactavish's to send the Cardinal for inspection a rare
gold coin not otherwise specified. The Cardinal expressed his readiness to see
the coin, and to pay a hundred and fifty pounds for it, if it proved to be rare
and genuine as described. Woollacott felt certain that this communication must
refer to the gold Wulfric. He therefore handed the letter to Mrs. Mactavish
when the postman next came his rounds, and waited to see whether Mactavish any
day afterwards went to the post to register a small box or packet. Meanwhile he
communicated with Emily and the superintendent, being unwilling to buoy me up
with a doubtful hope until he was quite sure that their plan had succeeded. The
superintendent wrote immediately to the Cardinal, mentioning his suspicions,
and received a reply to the effect that he expected a coin of Wulfric to be
sent him shortly. Sir Theophilus, who had been greatly interested in the
question of the coin, kindly offered to take Emily over to Rome, in order
to get the criminating piece, as soon as it arrived, from Cardinal Trevelyan.
That was, in turn, the story that they all told me, piece by piece, in the
Central Station at Rome that eventful morning.
"And Mactavish?" I asked of the superintendent eagerly.
"Is in custody in London already," he answered somewhat
sternly. "I had a warrant out against him before I left town on this
journey."
At the trial the whole case was very clearly proved against him,
and my innocence was fully established before the face of all my
fellow-countrymen. A fortnight later my wife and I were among the rocks and
woods at Ambleside; and when I returned to London, it was to take a place in
the department of coins at the British Museum, which the superintendent begged
of me to accept as some further proof in the eyes of everybody that the
suspicion he had formed in the matter of the Wulfric was a most unfounded and
wholly erroneous one. The coin itself I kept as a memento of a terrible
experience; but I have given up collecting on my own account entirely, and am
quite content nowadays to bear my share in guarding the national collection
from other depredators of the class of Mactavish.
5.MY
UNCLE'S WILL.
I
"My dear Mr. Payne," said my deceased uncle's lawyer
with an emphatic wag of his forefinger, "I assure you there's no help for
it. The language of the will is perfectly simple and explicit. Either you must
do as your late uncle desired, or you must let the property go to the
representative of his deceased wife's family."
"But surely, Blenkinsopp," I said deprecatingly,
"we might get the Court of Chancery to set it aside, as being contrary to
public policy, or something of that sort. I know you can get the Court of
Chancery to affirm almost anything you ask them, especially if it's something a
little abstruse and out of the common; it gratifies the Court's opinion of its
own acumen. Now, clearly, it's contrary to public policy that a man should go
and make his own nephew ridiculous by his last will and testament, isn't it?"
Mr. Blenkinsopp shook his head vigorously. "Bless my soul,
Mr. Payne," he answered, helping himself to a comprehensive pinch from his
snuff-box (an odious habit, confined, I believe, at the present day to family
solicitors), "bless my soul, my dear sir, the thing's simply impossible.
Here's your uncle, the late Anthony Aikin, Esquire, deceased, a person of sound
mind and an adult male above the age of twenty-one years—to be quite
accurate, œtatis suœ, seventy-eight—makes his will, and duly
attests the same in the presence of two witnesses; everything quite in order:
not a single point open to exception in any way. Well, he gives and bequeaths
to his nephew, Theodore Payne, gentleman—that's you—after a few unimportant
legacies, the bulk of his real and personal estate, provided only that you
adopt the surname of Aikin, prefixed before and in addition to your own surname
of Payne. But,—and this is very important,—if you don't choose to adopt and use
the said surname of Aikin, in the manner hereinbefore recited, then and in that
case, my dear sir—why, then and in that case, as clear as currant jelly, the
whole said residue of his real and personal estate is to go to the heir or
heirs-at-law of the late Amelia Maria Susannah Aikin, wife of the said Anthony Aikin,
Esquire, deceased. Nothing could be simpler or plainer in any way, and there's
really nothing on earth for you to do except to choose between the two
alternatives so clearly set before you by your deceased uncle."
"But look here, you know, Blenkinsopp," I said
appealingly, "no fellow can really be expected to go and call himself
Aikin-Payne, now can he? It's positively too ridiculous. Mightn't I stick the
Payne before the Aikin, and call myself Payne-Aikin, eh? That wouldn't be quite
so absurdly suggestive of a perpetual toothache. But Aikin-Payne! Why, the
comic papers would take it up immediately. Every footman in London would grin
audibly when he announced me. I fancy I hear the fellows this very moment:
flinging open the door with a violent attempt at seriousness, and shouting out,
'Mr. Haching-Pain, ha, ha, ha!' with a loud guffaw behind the lintel. It would
be simply unendurable!"
"My dear sir," answered the unsympathetic Blenkinsopp
(most unsympathetic profession, an attorney's, really), "the law doesn't
take into consideration the question of the probable conduct of footmen. It
must be Aikin-Payne or nothing. I admit the collocation does sound a
little ridiculous, to be sure; but your uncle's will is perfectly unequivocal
upon the subject—in fact, ahem! I drew it up myself, to say the truth; and
unless you call yourself Aikin-Payne, 'in the manner hereinbefore recited,'
then and in that case, observe (there's no deception), then and in that case
the heir or heirs-at-law of the late Amelia Maria Susannah aforesaid will be
entitled to benefit under the will as fully in every respect as if the property
was bequeathed directly to him, her, or them, by name, and to no other
person."
"And who the dickens are these heirs-at-law,
Blenkinsopp?" I ventured to ask after a moment's pause, during which the
lawyer had refreshed himself with another prodigious sniff from his snuff-box.
"Who the dickens are they, Mr. Payne? I should say Mr.
Aikin-Payne, ahem—why, how the dickens should I know, sir? You don't suppose I
keep a genealogical table and full pedigree of all the second cousins of all my
clients hung up conspicuously in some spare corner of my brain, do you, eh?
Upon my soul I really haven't the slightest notion. All I know about them is
that the late Mrs. Amelia Maria Susannah Aikin, deceased, had one sister, who
married somebody or other somewhere, against Mr. Anthony Aikin's wishes, and
that he never had anything further to say to her at any time. 'But where she's
gone and how she fares, nobody knows and nobody cares,' sir, as the poet justly
remarks."
I was not previously acquainted with the poet's striking
observation on this matter, but I didn't stop to ask Mr. Blenkinsopp in what
author's work these stirring lines had originally appeared. I was too much
occupied with other thoughts at that moment to pursue my investigations into
their authorship and authenticity. "Upon my word, Blenkinsopp," I
said, "I've really half a mind to shy the thing up and go on with my
schoolmastering."
Mr. Blenkinsopp shrugged his shoulders. "Believe me, my dear
young friend," he said sententiously, "twelve hundred a year is not
to be sneezed at. Without inquiring too precisely into the exact state of your
existing finances, I should be inclined to say your present engagement can't be
worth to you more than three hundred a year."
I nodded acquiescence. "The exact figure," I murmured.
"And your private means are?"
"Non-existent," I answered frankly.
"Then, my dear sir, excuse such plainness of speech in a man
of my profession; but if you throw it up you will be a perfect fool, sir; a
perfect fool, I assure you."
"But perhaps, Blenkinsopp, the next-of-kin won't step in to
claim it!"
"Doesn't matter a bit, my dear fellow. Executors are bound to
satisfy themselves before paying you over your legacy that you have assumed and
will use the name of Aikin before and in addition to your own name of Payne, in
the manner hereinbefore recited. There's no getting over that in any way."
I sighed aloud. "Twelve hundred a year is certainly very
comfortable," I said. "But it's a confounded bore that one should
have a condition tacked on to it which will make one a laughing-stock for life
to all the buffoons and idiots of one's acquaintance."
Blenkinsopp nodded in modified assent. "After all," he
answered, "I wouldn't mind taking it on the same terms myself."
"Well," said I, "che sara sara. If it must
be, it must be; and you may put an advertisement into the Times accordingly.
Tell the executors that I accept the condition."
II
"I won't stop in town," said I to myself, "to be
chaffed by all the fellows at the club and in the master's room at St.
Martin's. I'll run over on the Continent until the wags (confound them) have
forgotten all about it. I'm a sensitive man, and if there's anything on earth I
hate it's cheap and easy joking and punning on a name or a personal peculiarity
which lays itself open obviously to stupid buffoonery. Of course I shall chuck
up the schoolmastering now;—it's an odious trade at any time—and I may as well
take a pleasant holiday while I'm about it. Let me see—Nice or Cannes or
Florence would be the best thing at this time of year. Escape the November fogs
and January frosts. Let's make it Cannes, then, and try the first effect of my
new name upon the corpus vile of the Cannois."
So I packed up my portmanteau hurriedly, took the 7.45 to Paris,
and that same evening found myself comfortably ensconced in a wagon lit,
making my way as fast as the Lyons line would carry me en route for
the blue Mediterranean.
The Hôtel du Paradis at Cannes is a very pleasant and well managed
place, where I succeeded in making myself perfectly at home. I gave my full
name to the concierge boldly. "Thank Heaven," I
thought, "Aikin-Payne will sound to her just as good a label to one's back
as Howard or Cholmondely. She won't see the absurdity of the combination."
She was a fat Vaudoise Swiss by origin, and she took it without moving a
muscle. But she answered me in very tolerable English—me, who thought my
Parisian accent unimpeachable! "Vary well, sirr, your lettares shall be
sent to your apartments." I saw there was the faintest twinkle of a smile
about the corner of her mouth, and I felt that even she, a mere foreigner, a
Swiss concierge, perceived at once the incongruity of the two
surnames. Incongruity! that's the worst of it! Would that they were
incongruous! But it's their fatal and obvious congruity with one another that
makes their juxtaposition so ridiculous. Call a man Payne, and I venture to
say, though I was to the manner born, and it's me that says it as oughtn't to
say it, you couldn't find a neater or more respectable surname in all England:
call him plain Aikin, and though that perhaps is less aristocratic, it's
redeemed by all the associations of childhood with the earliest literature we
imbibed through the innocuous pages of "Evenings at Home:" but join
the two together, in the order of alphabetical precedence, and you get an
Aikin-Payne, which is a thing to make a sensitive man, compelled to bear it for
a lifetime, turn permanently red like a boiled lobster. My uncle must have done
it on purpose, in order to inflict a deadly blow on what he would doubtless
have called my confounded self-conceit!
However, I changed my tourist suit for a black cutaway, and made
my way down to the salle-à-manger. The dinner was good in itself,
and was enlivened for me by the presence of an extremely pretty girl of, say
nineteen, who sat just opposite, and whose natural protector I soon managed to
draw casually into a general conversation. I say her natural protector,
because, though I took him at the time for her father, I discovered afterwards
that he was really her uncle. Experience has taught me that when you sit
opposite a pretty girl at an hotel, you ought not to open fire by directing
your observations to herself in person; you should begin diplomatically by
gaining the confidence of her male relations through the wisdom or the
orthodoxy of your political and social opinions. Mr. Shackleford—that, I found
afterwards, was the uncle's name—happened to be a fiery Tory, while I have the
personal misfortune to be an equally rabid Radical: but on
this occasion I successfully dissembled, acquiescing with vague generality in
his denunciation of my dearest private convictions; and by the end of dinner we
had struck up quite an acquaintance with one another.
"Ruby," said the aunt to the pretty girl, as soon as
dinner was over, "shall we take a stroll out in the gardens?"
Ruby! what a charming name really. I wonder, now, what is her
surname? And what a beautiful graceful figure, as she rises from the table, and
throws her little pale blue Indian silk scarf around her pretty shoulders!
Clearly, Ruby is a person whose acquaintance I ought to cultivate.
"Uncle won't come, of course," said Ruby, with a
pleasant smile (what teeth!). "The evening air would be too much for him.
You know," she added, looking across to me, "almost everybody at
Cannes is in the invalid line, and mustn't stir out after sunset. Aunt and I
are unfashionable enough to be quite strong, and to go in for a stroll by
moonlight."
"I happen to be equally out of the Cannes fashion," I
said, directing my observation, with great strategic skill, rather to the aunt
than to Miss Ruby in person; "and if you will allow me I should be very
glad to accompany you."
So we turned out on the terrace of the Paradis, and walked among
the date-palms and prickly pears that fill the pretty tropical garden. It was a
lovely moonlight evening in October; and October is still almost a summer month
in the Riviera. The feathery branches of the palms stood out in clear-cut
outline against the pale moonlit sky; the white houses of Cannes gleamed with
that peculiarly soft greenish Mediterranean tint in the middle distance; and
the sea reflected the tremulous shimmer in the background, between the jagged
sierra of the craggy Esterel and the long low outline of the Ile Ste. Marguerite.
Altogether, it was an ideal poet's evening, the very evening to stroll for the
first time with a beautiful girl through the charmed alleys of a Provençal
garden!
Ruby Estcourt—she gave me her name before long—was quite as
pleasant to talk to as she was beautiful and graceful to behold. Fortunately,
her aunt was not one of the race of talkative old ladies, and she left the mass
of the conversation entirely to Ruby and myself. In the course of half an hour
or so spent in pacing up and down that lovely terrace, I had picked out, bit by
bit, all that I most wanted to know about Ruby Estcourt. She was an orphan, without
brothers or sisters, and evidently without any large share of this world's
goods; and she lived with her aunt and uncle, who were childless people, and
who usually spent the summer in Switzerland, retiring to the Riviera every
winter for the benefit of Mr. Shackleford's remaining lung. Quite simple and
unaffected Ruby seemed, though she had passed most of her lifetime in the
too-knowing atmosphere of Continental hotels, among that cosmopolitan public
which is so very sharp-sighted that it fancies it can see entirely through such
arrant humbug as honour in men and maidenly reserve in women. Still, from that
world Ruby Estcourt had somehow managed to keep herself quite unspotted; and a
simpler, prettier, more natural little fairy you wouldn't find anywhere in the
English villages of half a dozen counties.
It was all so fresh and delightful to me—the palms, the
Mediterranean, the balmy evening air, the gleaming white town, and pretty Ruby
Estcourt—that I walked up and down on the terrace as long as they would let me;
and I was really sorry when good Mrs. Shackleford at last suggested that it was
surely getting time for uncle's game of cribbage. As they turned to go, Ruby
said good evening, and then, hesitating for a moment as to my name, said quite
simply and naturally, "Why, you haven't yet told us who you are, have
you?"
I coloured a little—happily invisible by moonlight—as I answered,
"That was an omission on my part, certainly. When you told me you were
Miss Estcourt, I ought to have mentioned in return that my own name was
Aikin-Payne, Theodore Aikin-Payne, if you please: may I give you a card?"
"Aching Pain!" Ruby said, with a smile. "Did I hear
you right? Aching Pain, is it? Oh, what a very funny name!"
I drew myself up as stiffly as I was able. "Not Aching
Pain," I said, with a doleful misgiving in my heart—it was clear everybody
would put that odd misinterpretation upon it for the rest of my days. "Not
Aching Pain, but Aikin-Payne, Miss Estcourt. A-i-k-i-n, Aikin, the Aikins of
Staffordshire; P-a-y-n-e, Payne, the Paynes of Surrey. My original surname was
Payne, a surname that I venture to say I'm a little proud of; but my uncle, Mr.
Aikin, from whom I inherit property," I thought that was rather a good way
of putting it, "wished me to adopt his family name in addition to my
own—in fact, made it a condition, sine quâ non, of my receiving the
property."
"Payne—Aikin," Ruby said, turning the names over to
herself slowly. "Ah, yes, I see. Excuse my misapprehension, Mr.—Mr.
Aikin-Payne. It was very foolish of me; but really, you know, it does sound
so very ludicrous, doesn't it now?"
I bit my lip, and tried to smile back again. Absurd that a man
should be made miserable about such a trifle; and yet I will freely confess
that at that moment, in spite of my uncle's twelve hundred a year, I felt
utterly wretched. I bowed to pretty little Ruby as well as I was able, and took
a couple more turns by myself hurriedly around the terrace.
Was it only fancy, or did I really detect, as Ruby Estcourt said
the two names over to herself just now, that she seemed to find the combination
a familiar one? I really didn't feel sure about it; but it certainly did
sound as if she had once known something about the Paynes or the Aikins. Ah,
well! there are lots of Paynes and Aikins in the world, no doubt; but alas!
there is only one of them doomed to go through life with the absurd label of an
Aikin-Payne fastened upon his unwilling shoulders.
III
"Good morning, Mr.—Mr. Aikin-Payne," said Ruby Estcourt,
stumbling timidly over the name, as we met in the salle-à-manger at
breakfast next day. "I hope you don't feel any the worse for the chilly
air last evening."
I bowed slightly. "You seem to have some difficulty in
remembering my full name, Miss Estcourt," I said suggestively.
"Suppose you call me simply Mr. Payne. I've been accustomed to it till
quite lately, and to tell you the truth, I don't altogether relish the new
addition."
"I should think not, indeed," Ruby answered frankly.
"I never heard such a ridiculous combination in all my life before. I'm
sure your uncle must have been a perfect old bear to impose it upon you."
"It was certainly rather cruel of him," I replied, as
carelessly as I could, "or at least rather thoughtless. I dare say,
though, the absurdity of the two names put together never struck him. What are
you going to do with yourselves to-day, Mr. Shackleford? Everybody at Cannes
has nothing to do but to amuse themselves, I suppose?"
Mr. Shackleford answered that they were going to drive over in the
morning to Vallauris, and that if I cared to share a carriage with them, he
would be happy to let me accompany his party. Nothing could have suited my book
better. I was alone, I wanted society and amusement, and I had never seen a
prettier girl than Ruby Estcourt. Here was the very thing I needed, ready
cut out to my hand by propitious fortune. I found out as time went on that Mr.
Shackleford, being a person of limited income, and a bad walker, had only one
desire in life, which was to get somebody else to pay half his carriage fares
for him by arrangement. We went to a great many places together, and he always
divided the expenses equally between us, although I ought only to have paid a
quarter, as his party consisted of three people, while I was one solitary
bachelor. This apparent anomaly he got over on the ingenious ground that if I
had taken a carriage by myself it would have cost me just twice as much.
However, as I was already decidedly anxious for pretty little Ruby Estcourt's
society, this question of financial detail did not weigh heavily upon me.
Besides, a man who has just come into twelve hundred a year can afford to be
generous in the matter of hackney carriages.
We had a delightful drive along the shore of that beautiful blue
gulf to Vallauris, and another delightful drive back again over the hills to
the Paradis. True, old Mr. Shackleford proved rather a bore through his anxiety
to instruct me in the history and technical nature of keramic ware in general,
and of the Vallauris pottery in particular, when I wanted rather to be admiring
the glimpses of Bordighera and the Cap St. Martin and the snow-clad summits of
the Maritime Alps with Ruby Estcourt. But in spite of all drawbacks—and old Mr.
Shackleford with his universal information really was a
serious drawback—I thoroughly enjoyed that first morning by the lovely
Mediterranean. Ruby herself was absolutely charming. Such a light, bright,
fairy-like little person, moving among the priceless vases and tazzas at
Clément Massier's as if she were an embodied zephyr, too gentle even to knock
them over with a whiff of her little Rampoor shawl—but there, I can't describe
her, and I won't attempt it. Ruby, looking over my shoulder at this moment,
says I always was an old stupid: so that, you see, closes the question.
An old stupid I certainly was for the next fortnight. Old Mr.
Shackleford, only too glad to have got hold of a willing victim in the
carriage-sharing fraud, dragged me about the country to every available point
of view or object of curiosity within ten miles of the Square Brougham. Ruby
usually accompanied us; and as the two old people naturally occupied the seat
of honour at the back of the carriage, why, of course Ruby and I had to sit
together with our backs to the horses—a mode of progression which I had never
before known to be so agreeable. Every evening, Ruby and I walked out on the
terrace in the moonlight; and I need hardly say that the moon, in spite of her
pretended coldness, is really the most romantic and sentimental satellite in
the whole solar system. To cut a long story short, by the end of the fortnight
I was very distinctly in love with Ruby; and if you won't think the avowal a
conceited one, I venture to judge by the sequel that Ruby was almost equally in
love with me.
One afternoon, towards the close of my second week at Cannes, Ruby
and I were sitting together on the retired seat in the grounds beside the pond
with the goldfish. It was a delicious sunny afternoon, with the last touch of
southern summer in the air, and Ruby was looking even prettier than usual, in
her brocade pattern print dress, and her little straw hat with the scarlet
poppies. (Ruby always dressed—I may say dresses—in the very simplest yet most
charming fashion). There was something in the time and place that moved me to
make a confession I had for some time been meditating; so I looked straight in
her face, and not being given to long speeches, I said to her just this,
"Ruby, you are the sweetest girl I ever saw in my life. Will you marry me?"
Ruby only looked at me with a face full of merriment, and burst
out laughing. "Why, Mr. Payne," she said (she had dropped that
hideous prefix long ago), "you've hardly known me yet a fortnight, and
here you come to me with a regular declaration. How can I have had time to
think about my answer to such a point-blank question?"
"If you like, Ruby," I answered, "we can leave it
open for a little; but it occurs to me you might as well say 'yes' at once: for
if we leave it open, common sense teaches me that you probably mean to say yes
in the long-run." And to clench the matter outright, I thought it best to
stoop across and kiss Ruby just once, by way of earnest. Ruby took the kiss
calmly and sedately; so then I knew the matter was practically settled.
"But there's one thing, Mr. Payne, I must really insist
upon," Ruby said very quietly; "and that is that I mustn't be called
Mrs. Aikin-Payne. If I marry you at all, I must marry you as plain Mr. Payne
without any Aikin. So that's clearly understood between us."
Here was a terrible condition indeed! I reasoned with Ruby, I
explained to Ruby, I told Ruby that if she positively insisted upon it I must
go back to my three hundred a year and my paltry schoolmastership, and must
give up my uncle Aikin's money. Ruby would hear of no refusal.
"You have always the alternative of marrying somebody else,
you know, Mr. Payne," she said with her most provoking and bewitching
smile; "but if you really do want to marry me, you know the
conditions."
"But, Ruby, you would never care to live upon a miserable
pittance of three hundred a year! I hate the name as much as you do, but I
think I should try to bear it for the sake of twelve hundred a year and perfect
comfort."
No, Ruby was inexorable. "Take me or leave me," she said
with provoking calmness, "but if you take me, give up your uncle's
ridiculous suggestion. You can have three days to make your mind up. Till then,
let us hear no more about the subject."
IV
During those three days I kept up a brisk fire of telegrams with
old Blenkinsopp in Chancery Lane; and at the end of them I came mournfully to
the conclusion that I must either give up Ruby or give up the twelve hundred a
year. If I had been a hero of romance I should have had no difficulty at all in
deciding the matter: I would have nobly refused the money off-hand, counting it
as mere dross compared with the loving heart of a beautiful maiden. But
unfortunately I am not a hero of romance; I am only an ordinary graduate of an
English university. Under these circumstances, it did seem to me very hard that
I must throw away twelve hundred a year for a mere sentimental fancy. And yet,
on the other hand, not only did I hate the name myself, but I couldn't bear to
impose it on Ruby; and as to telling Ruby that I wouldn't have her, because I
preferred the money, that was clearly quite impossible. The more I looked the
thing in the face, the more certain it appeared that I must relinquish my dream
of wealth and go back (with Ruby) to my schoolmastering and my paltry three hundred.
After all, lots of other fellows marry on that sum; and to say the truth, I
positively shrank myself from going through life under the ridiculous guise of
an Aikin-Payne.
The upshot of it all was that at the end of the three days, I took
Ruby a little walk alone among the olive gardens behind the shrubbery.
"Ruby," I said to her, falteringly, "you're the most fantastic,
self-willed, imperious little person I ever met with, and I want to make just
one more appeal to you. Won't you reconsider your decision, and take me in
spite of the surname?"
Ruby grubbed up a little weed with the point of her parasol, and
looked away from me steadfastly as she answered with her immovable and annoying
calmness, "No, Mr. Payne, I really can't reconsider the matter in any way.
It was you who took three days to make your mind up. Have you made it up yet or
not, pray?"
"I have made it up, Ruby."
"And you mean——?" she said interrogatively, with a faint
little tremor in her voice which I had never before noticed, and which thrilled
through me with the ecstasy of a first discovery.
"And I mean," I answered, "to marry you, Ruby, if
you will condescend to take me, and let my Uncle Aikin's money go to Halifax.
Can you manage, Ruby, to be happy, as a poor schoolmaster's wife in a very tiny
cottage?"
To my joy and surprise, Ruby suddenly seized both my hands in
hers, kissed me twice of her own accord, and began to cry as if nothing could
stop her. "Then you do really and truly love me," she said through
her tears, holding fast to my hands all the time; "then you're really
willing to make this great sacrifice for me!"
"Ruby," I said, "my darling, don't excite yourself
so. And indeed it isn't a very great sacrifice either, for I hate the name so
much I hardly know whether I could ever have endured to bear it."
"You shan't bear it," Ruby cried, eagerly, now laughing
and clapping her hands above me. "You shan't bear it, and yet you shall
have your Uncle Aikin's money all the same for all that."
"Why, what on earth do you mean, Ruby?" I asked in
amazement. "Surely, my darling, you can't understand how strict the terms
of the will actually are. I'm afraid you have been deluding yourself into a
belief in some impossible compromise. But you must make your mind up to one
thing at once, that unless I call myself Aikin-Payne, you'll have to live
the rest of your life as a poor schoolmaster's wife. The next-of-kin will be
sharp enough in coming down upon the money."
Ruby looked at me and laughed and clapped her hands again.
"But what would you say, Mr. Payne," she said with a smile that dried
up all her tears, "what would you say if you heard that the next-of-kin
was—who do you think?—why me, sir, me, Ruby Estcourt?"
I could hardly believe my ears. "You, Ruby?" I cried in
my astonishment. "You! How do you know? Are you really sure of it?"
Ruby put a lawyer's letter into my hand, signed by a famous firm
in the city. "Read that," she said simply. I read it through, and saw
in a moment that what Ruby said was the plain truth of it.
"So you want to do your future husband out of the twelve
hundred a year!" I said, smiling and kissing her.
"No," Ruby answered, as she pressed my hand gently.
"It shall be settled on you, since I know you were ready to give it up for
my sake. And there shall be no more Aikin-Paynes henceforth and for ever."
There was never a prettier or more blushing bride than dear little
Ruby that day six weeks.
6.THE TWO CARNEGIES
I
"Harold," said Ernest Carnegie to his twin-brother at
breakfast one morning, "have you got a tooth aching slightly to-day?"
"Yes, by Jove, I have!" Harold answered, laying down
the Times, and looking across the table with interest to his
brother; "which one was yours?"
"The third from the canine on the upper left side,"
Ernest replied quickly. "And yours?"
"Let me see. This is the canine, isn't it? One, two, three;
yes. The same, of course. It's really a very singular coincidence. How about
the time? Was that as usual?"
"I'll tell you in a minute. Mine came on the day of the
Guthries' hop. I was down at Brighton that morning. What date? Let me think;
why, the 9th, I'm certain. To-day's what, mother?"
"The 23rd," said Harold, glancing for confirmation at
the paper. "The law works itself out once more as regularly as if by
machinery. I'm just a fortnight later than you, Ernest, as always."
Ernest drummed upon the table with his finger for a minute.
"I'm afraid you'll have it rather badly to-day, Harold," he said,
after a pause. "Mine got unbearable towards midday, and if I hadn't
had it looked to in the afternoon, I couldn't have danced a single dance to
save my life that evening. I advise you to go round to the dentist's
immediately, and try to get it stopped before it goes any further."
Harold finished his cup of coffee, and looked out of the window
blankly at the fog outside. "It's an awful thought," he said at last,
"this living, as we two do, by clockwork! Everybody else lives exactly the
same way, but they don't have their attention called to it, as we do. Just to think
that from the day you and I were born, Ernest, it was written in the very
fabric of our constitutions that when we were twenty-three years and five
months old, the third molar in our upper left jaws should begin to fail us!
It's really appalling in its unanswerable physical fatalism, when ones comes to
think upon it."
"So I said to myself at the Guthries', the morning it began
to give me a twinge," said Ernest, in the self-same tone. "It seemed
to me such a terrible idea that in a fortnight's time, as certain as the sun,
the very same tooth in your head would begin to go, as the one that was going
in mine. It's too appalling, really."
"But do you actually mean to say," asked pretty little
Nellie Holt, the visitor, newly come the day before from Cheshire, "that
whenever one of you gets a toothache, the other one gets a toothache in the
same tooth a fortnight later?"
"Not a toothache only," Ernest answered—he was studying
for his degree as a physician, and took this department upon himself as by
right—"but every other disease or ailment whatsoever. We're like two
clocks wound up to strike at fixed moments; only, we're not wound up to strike
exactly together. I'm fourteen days in advance of Harold, so to speak, and
whatever happens to me to-day will happen to him, in all probability, exactly a
fortnight later."
"How very extraordinary!" said Nellie, looking quickly,
from one handsome clear-cut face to its exact counterpart in the other.
"And yet not so extraordinary, after all,—when one comes to think how very
much alike you both are."
"Ah, that's not all," said Ernest, slowly; "it's
something that goes a good deal deeper than that, Miss Holt. Consider that
every one of us is born with a certain fixed and recognizable constitution,
which we inherit from our fathers and mothers. In us, from our birth upward,
are the seeds of certain diseases, the possibilities of certain actions and
achievements. One man is born with hereditary consumption; another man with
hereditary scrofula; a third with hereditary genius or hereditary drunkenness,
each equally innate in the very threads and strands of his system. And it's all
bound to come out, sooner or later, in its own due and appointed time. Here's a
fellow whose father had gout at forty: he's born with such a constitution that,
as the hands on his life-dial reach forty, out comes the gout in his feet,
wherever he may be, as certain as fate. It's horrible to think of, but it's the
truth, and there's no good in disguising it."
Nellie Holt shuddered slightly. "What a dreadful materialistic
creed, Mr. Carnegie," she said, looking at him with a half-frightened air.
"It's almost as bad as Mohammedan fatalism."
"No, not so bad as that," Ernest Carnegie answered;
"not nearly so bad as that. The Oriental belief holds that powers above
you compel your life against your will: we modern scientific thinkers only hold
that your own inborn constitution determines your whole life for you, will
included. But whether we like it or dislike it, Miss Holt, there are the facts,
and nobody can deny them. If you'd lived with a twin-sister, as Harold and I
have lived together for twenty-three years, you'd see that the clocks go as
they are set, with fixed and predestined regularity. Twins, you know, are
almost exactly alike in all things, and in the absolute coincidence of their
constitutions you can see the inexorable march of disease, and the inexorable
unfolding of the predetermined life-history far better than in any other
conceivable case. I'm a scientific man myself, you see, and I have such an opportunity
of watching it all as no other man ever yet had before me."
"My dear," said Mrs. Carnegie, the mother, from the head
of the table, "you've no idea how curiously their two lives have always
resembled one other. When they were babies, they were so much alike that we had
to tie red and blue ribbons round their necks to distinguish them. Ernest was
red and Harold blue—no, Ernest was blue and Harold red: at least, I'm not quite
certain which way it was, but I know we have a note of it in the family Bible,
for Mr. Carnegie made it at the time for fear we should get confused between
them when we were bathing them. So we put the ribbons on the moment they were
christened, and never took them both off together for a second, even to bathe
them, so as to prevent accidents. Well, do you know, dear, from the time they
were babies, they were always alike in everything; but Ernest was always a
fortnight before Harold. He said "Mamma" one day, and just a
fortnight later Harold said the very same word. Then Ernest said
"sugar," and so did Harold in another fortnight. Ernest began to
toddle a fortnight the earliest. They took the whooping cough and the measles
in the same order; and they cut all their teeth so, too, the same teeth first
on each side, and just at a fortnight's distance from one another. It's really
quite an extraordinary coincidence."
"The real difficulty would be," said Harold, "to
find anything in which we didn't exactly resemble one another. Well, now I must
be off to this horrid office with the Pater. Are you ready, Pater? I'll call in
at Estwood's in the course of the morning, Ernest, and tell him to look after
my teeth. I don't want to miss the Balfours' party this evening. Curious that
we should be going to a party this evening too. That isn't
fated in our constitutions, anyhow, is it, Ernest? Good morning, Miss Holt; the
first waltz, remember. Come along, Pater." And he went out, followed
immediately by his father.
"I must be going too," said Ernest, looking at his
watch; "I have an appointment with Dowson at Guy's at half-past ten—a very
interesting case: hereditary cataract; three brothers, all of them get it, each
as he reaches twelve years old, and Dowson has performed the operation on two,
and is going to perform it on the other this very day. Good morning, Miss Holt;
the second waltz for me; you won't forget, will you?"
"How awfully alike they really are, Mrs. Carnegie," said
Nellie, as they were left alone. "I'm sure I shall never be able to tell
them apart. I don't even know their names yet. The one that has just gone out,
the one that's going to be a doctor—that's Mr. Harold, isn't it?"
"Oh no, dear," Mrs. Carnegie answered, putting her arm
round Nellie's waist affectionately, "that's Ernest. Harold's the lawyer.
You'll soon learn the difference between them. You can tell Ernest easily,
because he usually wears a horrid thing for a scarf-pin, an ivory skull and
cross-bones: he wears it, he says, just to distinguish him professionally from
Harold. Indeed, that was partly why Mr. Carnegie was so anxious that Harold
should go into his own office; so as to make a distinction of profession
between them. If Harold had followed his own bent, he would have been a doctor
too; they're both full of what they call physiological ideas—dreadful things, I
think them. But Mr. Carnegie thought as they were so very much alike already we
ought to do something to give them some individuality, as he says: for if they
were both to be doctors or both solicitors, you know, there'd really be no
knowing them apart, even for ourselves; and I assure you, my dear, as it
is now even they're exactly like one person."
"Are they as alike in character, then, as they are in
face?" asked Nellie.
"Alike in character! My dear, they're absolutely identical.
Whatever the one thinks, or says, or does, the other thinks, says, and does at
the same time, independently. Why, once Ernest went over to Paris for a week's
holiday, while Harold went on some law business of his father's to Brussels.
Would you believe it, when they came back they'd each got a present for the
other. Ernest had seen a particular Indian silver cigar-case in a shop on the
Boulevards, and he brought it home as a surprise for Harold. Well, Harold had
bought an exactly similar one in the Montagne de la Cour, and brought it home
as a surprise for Ernest. And what was odder still, each of them had had the
other's initials engraved upon the back in some sort of heathenish Oriental
characters."
"How very queer," said Nellie. "And yet they seem
very fond of one another. As a rule, one's always told that people who are
exactly alike in character somehow don't get on together."
"My dear child, they're absolutely inseparable. Their
devotion to one another's quite unlimited. You see they've been brought up
together, played together, sympathized with one another in all their troubles
and ailments, and are sure of a response from each other about everything. It
was the greatest trouble of their lives when Mr. Carnegie decided that Harold
must become a solicitor for the sake of the practice. They couldn't bear at
first to be separated all day; and when they got home in the evening, Ernest
from the hospital and Harold from the office, they met almost like a pair of
lovers. They've talked together about their work so much that Harold knows
almost as much medicine now as Ernest, while Ernest's quite at home, his
father declares, in 'Benjamin on Sales,' and 'Chitty on Contract.' It's quite
delightful to see how fond they are of one another."
At five o'clock Ernest Carnegie returned from his hospital. He
brought two little bunches of flowers with him—some lilies of the valley and a
carnation—and he handed them with a smile, one to his sister and one to pretty
little Nellie. "I thought you'd like them for this evening, Miss
Holt," he said. "I chose a carnation on purpose, because I fancied it
would suit your hair."
"Oh, Ernest," said his sister, "you ought to have
got a red camelia. That's the proper thing for a brunette like Nellie."
"Nonsense, Edie," Ernest answered, "I hate
camelias. Ugliest flowers out: so stiff and artificial. One might as well wear
a starchy gauze thing from the milliner's."
"I'm so glad you brought Nellie Holt a flower. She's a sweet
girl, Ernest, isn't she?" said Mrs. Carnegie a minute or two later, as
Edie and Nelly ran upstairs. "I wish either of you two boys could take a
fancy to a nice girl like her, now."
"My dear mother," Ernest answered, turning up his eyes
appealingly. "A little empty-headed, pink-and-white thing like that! I
don't know what Harold thinks, but she'd never do for me, at any rate. Very
pretty to look at, very timid to talk to, very nice and shrinking, and all that
kind of thing, I grant you; but nothing in her. Whenever I marry, I shall marry
a real live woman, not a dainty piece of delicate empty drapery."
At six o'clock, Mr. Carnegie and Harold came in from the office.
Harold carried in his hand two little button-hole bouquets, of a few white
lilies and a carnation. "Miss Holt," he said, as he entered the
drawing-room, "I've brought you and Edie a flower to wear at the Balfours'
this evening. This is for you, Edie, with the pale pink; the dark will suit
Miss Holt's hair best."
Edie looked at Ernest, and smiled significantly. "Why didn't
you get us camelias, Harold?" she asked, with a faint touch of mischief in
her tone.
"Camelias! My dear girl, what a question! I gave Miss Holt
credit for better taste than liking camelias. Beastly things, as stiff and
conventional as dahlias or sunflowers. You might just as well have a wax rose
from an artificial flower-maker while you are about it."
Edie laughed and looked at Nellie. "See here," she said,
taking up Ernest's bunches from the little specimen vases where she had put
them to keep them fresh in water, "somebody else has thought of the
flowers already."
Harold laughed, too, a little uneasily. "Aha," he said,
"I see Ernest has been beforehand with me as usual. I'm always a day too
late. It seems to me I'm the Esau of this duet, and Ernest's the Jacob. Well,
Miss Holt, you must take the will for the deed; and after all, one will do for
your dress and the other for your hair, won't they?"
"Harold," said his father, as they went upstairs
together to dress for dinner, "Nellie Holt's a very nice girl, and I've
reason to believe—you know I don't judge these matters without documentary
evidence—I have reason to believe that she'll come into the greater part of old
Stanley Holt's money. She's his favourite niece, and she benefits largely, as I
happen to know, under his will. Verbum sap., my dear boy; she's a
pretty girl, and has sweet manners. In my opinion, she'd make——"
"My dear Pater," Harold exclaimed, interrupting him,
"for Heaven's sake don't say so. Pretty enough, I grant you; and no doubt
old Stanley Holt's money would be a very nice thing in its way; but just
seriously consider now, if you were a young man yourself, what on earth could
you see in Nellie Holt to attract your love or admiration? Why, she shrinks and
blushes every time she speaks to you. No, no, whenever I marry I should like to
marry a girl of some presence and some character."
"Well, well," said his father, pausing a second at his
bedroom door, "perhaps if she don't suit you, Harold, she'll suit
Ernest."
"I should have thought, Pater, you knew us two better than
that by this time."
"But, my dear Harold, you can't both marry the same
woman!"
"No, we can't, Pater, but it's my opinion we shall both fall
unanimously in love with her, at any rate, whenever we happen to see her."
II
The Balfours were very rich people—city people; "something in
the stockbroking or bankruptcy line, I believe," Ernest Carnegie told
Nelly Holt succinctly as they drove round in the brougham with his sister; and
their dance was of the finest modern moneyed fashion. "Positively reeks
with Peruvian bonds and Deferred Egyptians, doesn't it?" said Harold, as
they went up the big open staircase and through the choice exotic flowers on
the landing. "Old Balfour has so much money, they say, that if he tries
his hardest he can't spend his day's income in the twenty-four hours. He had a
good hard try at it once. Prince of Wales or somebody came to a concert for
some sort of public purpose—hospital, or something—and old B. got the whole
thing up on the tallest possible scale of expenditure. Spent a week in
preparation. Had in dozens of powdered footmen; ordered palms and orange-trees
in boxes from Nice; hung electric lights all over the drawing-room; offered
Pattalini and Goldoni three times as much for their services as the total
receipts for the charity were worth; and at the end of it all he called in a
crack accountant to reckon up the cost of the entertainment. Well, he found,
with all his efforts, he'd positively lived fifty pounds within his week's
income. Extraordinary, isn't it?"
"Very extraordinary indeed," said Nellie, "if it's
quite true, you know."
"You owe me the first waltz," Harold said, without
noticing the reservation. "Don't forget it, please, Miss Holt."
"I say, Balfour," Ernest Carnegie observed to the son of
the house, shortly after they had entered the ballroom, "who's that
beautiful tall dark girl over there? No, not the pink one, that other girl
behind her in the deep red satin."
"She? oh, she's nothing in particular," Harry Balfour
answered carelessly (the girl in pink was worth eighty thousand, and her figure
cast into the shade all her neighbours in Harry Balfour's arithmetical eyes).
"Her name's Walters, Isabel Walters, daughter of a lawyer fellow—no
offence meant to your profession, Carnegie. Let me see: you are the
lawyer, aren't you? No knowing you two fellows apart, you know, especially when
you've got white ties on."
"No, I'm not the lawyer fellow," Ernest answered
quietly; "I'm the doctor fellow. But it doesn't at all matter; we're used
to it. Would you mind introducing me to Miss Walters?"
"Certainly not. Come along. I believe she's a very nice girl
in her way, you know, and dances capitally; but not exactly in our set, you
see; not exactly in our set."
"I should have guessed as much to look at her," Ernest
answered, with a faint undertone of sarcasm in his voice that was quite thrown
away upon Harry Balfour. And he walked across the room after his host to ask
Isabel Walters for the first waltz.
"Tall," he thought to himself as he looked at her:
"dark, fine face, beautiful figure, large eyes; makes her own dresses;
strange sort of person to meet at the Balfours' dances."
Isabel Walters danced admirably. Isabel Walters talked cleverly.
Isabel Walters had a character and an individuality of her own. In five minutes
she had told Ernest Carnegie that she was the Poor Relation, and in that
quality she was asked once yearly to one of the Balfours' Less Distinguished
dances. "This is a Less Distinguished," she said quickly; "but I
suppose you go to the More Distinguished too?"
"On the contrary," Ernest answered, laughing;
"though I didn't know the nature of the difference before, I've no doubt
that I have to thank the fact of my being Less Distinguished myself for the
pleasure of meeting you here this evening."
Isabel smiled quietly. "It's a family distinction only,"
she said. "Of course the Balfours wouldn't like the people they ask to
know it. But we always notice the difference ourselves. My mother, you know,
was the first Mrs. Balfour's half-sister. But in those days, I need hardly tell
you, Mr. Balfour hadn't begun to do great things in Grand Trunk Preferences. Do
you know anything about Grand Trunk Preferences?"
"Absolutely nothing," Ernest replied. "But, to come
down to a more practical question: Are you engaged for the next Lancers?"
"A square dance. Oh, why a square dance? I hate square
dances."
"I like them," said Ernest. "You can talk
better."
"And yet you waltz capitally. As a rule, I notice the men who
like square dances are the sticks who can't waltz without upsetting one. No,
I'm not engaged for the next Lancers. Yes, with pleasure."
Ernest went off to claim little Nellie Holt from his brother.
"By Jove, Ernest," Harold said, as he met him again a
little later in the evening, "that's a lovely girl you were dancing with
just now. Who is she?"
"A Miss Walters," Ernest answered drily.
"I'll go and get introduced to her," Harold went on,
looking at his brother with a searching glance. "She's the finest girl in
the room, and I should like to dance with her."
"You think so?" said Ernest. And he turned away a little
coldly to join a group of loungers by the doorway.
"This is not our Lancers yet, Mr.
Carnegie," Isabel said, as Harold stalked up to her with her cousin by his
side. "Ours is number seven."
"I'm not the same Mr. Carnegie," Harold said, smiling,
"though I see I need no introduction now. I'm number seven's brother, and
I've come to ask whether I may have the pleasure of dancing number six with
you."
Isabel looked up at him in doubt. "You are joking,
surely," she said. "You danced with me just now, the first
waltz."
"You see my brother over by the door," Harold answered.
"But we're quite accustomed to be taken for one another. Pray don't
apologize; we're used to it."
Before the end of the evening Isabel Walters had danced three
times with Ernest Carnegie, and twice with Harold. Before the end of the
evening, too, Ernest and Harold were both at once deeply in love with her. She
was not perhaps what most men would call a lovable girl; but she was handsome,
clever, dashing, and decidedly original. Now, to both the Carnegies alike,
there was no quality in a woman so admirable as individuality. Perhaps it was
their own absolute identity of tastes and emotions that made them prize the
possession of a distinct personality by others so highly; but in any case,
there was no denying the fact that they were both head over ears in love with
Isabel Walters.
"She's a splendid girl, Edie," said Harold, as he went
down with his sister to the cab in which he was to take her home; "a
splendid girl; just the sort of girl I should like to marry."
"Not so nice by half as Nellie Holt," said Edie simply.
"But there, brothers never do marry the girls their sisters want them
to."
"Very unreasonable of the brothers, no doubt," Harold
replied, with a slight curl of his lip: "but possibly explicable upon the
ground that a man prefers choosing a wife who'll suit himself to choosing one
who'll suit his sisters."
"Mother," said Ernest, as he took her down to the
brougham, with little Nellie Holt on his other arm, "that's a splendid
girl, that Isabel Walters. I haven't met such a nice girl as that for a long
time."
"I know a great many nicer," his mother answered,
glancing half unconsciously towards Nellie, "but boys never do marry as
their parents would wish them."
"They do not, mother dear," said Ernest quietly.
"It's a strange fact, but I dare say it's partly dependent upon the
general principle that a man is more anxious to live happily with his own wife
than to provide a model daughter-in-law for his father and mother."
"Isabel," Mrs. Walters said to her daughter, as they
took their seats in the cab that was waiting for them at the door, "what
on earth did you mean by dancing five times in one evening with that young man
with the light moustache? And who on earth is he, tell me?"
"He's two people, mamma," Isabel answered seriously;
"and I danced three times with one of him, and twice with the other, I
believe; at least so he told me. His name's Carnegie, and half of him's called
Ernest and the other half Harold, though which I danced with which time I'm
sure I can't tell you. He's a pair of twins, in fact, one a doctor and one a
lawyer; and he talks just the same sort of talk in either case, and is an
extremely nice young man altogether. I really like him immensely."
"Carnegie!" said Mrs. Walters, turning the name over
carefully. "Two young Carnegies! How very remarkable! I remember somebody
was speaking to me about them, and saying they were absolutely
indistinguishable. Not sons of Mr. Carnegie, your uncle's solicitor, are
they?"
"Yes; so Harry Balfour told me."
"Then, Isabel, they're very well off, I understand. I hope
people won't think you danced five times in the evening with only one of them.
They ought to wear some distinctive coat or something to prevent
misapprehensions. Which do you like best, the lawyer or the doctor?"
"I like them both exactly the same, mamma. There isn't any
difference at all between them, to like one of them better than the other for.
They both seem very pleasant and very clever. And as I haven't yet discovered
which is which, and didn't know from one time to another which I was dancing
with, I can't possibly tell you which I prefer of two identicals. And as to
coats, mamma, you know you couldn't expect one of them to wear a grey tweed
suit in a ballroom, just to show he isn't the other one."
In the passage at the Carnegies', Ernest and Harold stopped one
moment, candle in hand, to compare notes with one another before turning into
their bedrooms. There was an odd constraint about their manner to each other
that they had never felt before during their twenty-three years of life
together.
"Well?" said Ernest, inquiringly, looking in a
hesitating way at his brother.
"Well?" Harold echoed, in the same tone.
"What did you think of it all, Harold?"
"I think, Ernest, I shall propose to Miss Walters."
There was a moment's silence, and a black look gathered slowly on
Ernest Carnegie's brow. Then he said very deliberately, "You are in a
great hurry coming to conclusions, Harold. You've seen very little of her yet;
and remember, it was I who first discovered her!"
Harold glanced at him angrily and half contemptuously.
"You discovered her first!" he said.
"Yes, and you are always beforehand with me; but you shall not be
beforehand with me this time. I shall propose to her at once, to prevent your
anticipating me. So now you know my intentions plainly, and you can govern
yourself accordingly."
Ernest looked back at him with a long look from head to foot.
"It is war then," he said, "Harold; war, you will
have it? We are rivals?"
"Yes, rivals," Harold answered; "and war to the
knife if so you wish it."
"War?"
"War!"
"Good night, Harold."
"Good night, Ernest."
And they turned in to their bedrooms, in anger with one another,
for the first time since they had quarrelled in boyish fashion over tops and
marbles years ago together.
III
That night the two Carnegies slept very little. They were both in
love, very seriously in love; and anybody who has ever been in the same
condition must have noticed that the symptoms, which may have been very
moderate or undecided during the course of the evening, become rapidly more
pronounced and violent as you lie awake in the solitude of your chamber through
the night watches. But more than that, they had both begun to feel
simultaneously the stab of jealousy. Each of them had been very much taken
indeed by Isabel Walters; still, if they had seen no chance of a rival looming
in the distance, they might have been content to wait a little, to see a little
more of her, to make quite sure of their own affection before plunging headlong
into a declaration. After all, it's very absurd to ask a girl to be your
companion for life on the strength of an acquaintanceship which has extended
over the time occupied by three dances in a single evening. But then, thought
each, there was the chance of Ernest's proposing to her, or of Harold's
proposing to her, before I do. That idea made precipitancy positively
imperative; and by the next morning each of the young men had fully made up his
mind to take the first opportunity of asking Isabella Walters to be his wife.
Breakfast passed off very silently, neither of the twins speaking
much to one another; but nobody noticed their reticence much; for the morning
after the occasional orgy or dance is apt to prove a very limp affair indeed in
professional homes, where dances are not of nightly occurrence. After
breakfast, Harold went off quickly to the office, and Ernest, having bespoken a
holiday at the hospital, joined his sister and Nellie Holt in the library.
"Do you know, Ernest," Edie said to him, mindful of her
last night's conversation with her other brother, "I really believe Harold
has fallen desperately in love at first sight with that tall Miss
Walters."
"I can easily believe it," Ernest answered testily;
"she's very handsome and very clever."
Edie raised her eyebrows a little. "But it's awfully foolish,
Ernest, to fall in love blindfold in that way, isn't it now?" she said,
with a searching look at her brother. "He can't possibly know what sort of
a girl she really is from half an hour's conversation in a ballroom."
"For my part, I don't at all agree with you, Edie," said
Ernest, in his coldest manner. "I don't believe there's any right way of
falling in love except at first sight. If a girl is going to please you, she
ought to please you instantaneously and instinctively; at least, so I think. It
isn't a thing to be thought about and reasoned about, but a thing to be felt
and apprehended intuitively. I couldn't reason myself into marrying a
girl, and what's more, I don't want to."
He sat down to the table, took out a sheet or two of initialed
notepaper, and began writing a couple of letters. One of them, which he marked
"Private" in the corner, ran as follows:—
"My dear Miss Walters,
"Perhaps you will think it very odd of me to venture upon
writing to you on the strength of such a very brief and casual acquaintance as
that begun last night; but I have a particular reason for doing so, which I
think I can justify to you when I see you. You mentioned to me that you were
asked to the Montagus' steam-launch expedition up the river from Surbiton
to-morrow; but I understood you to say you did not intend to accept the
invitation. I write now to beg of you to be there, as I am going, and I am
particularly anxious to meet you and have a little conversation with you on a
subject of importance. I know you are not a very conventional person, and
therefore I think you will excuse me for asking this favour of you. Please
don't take the trouble to write in reply; but answer by going to the Montagus',
and I shall then be able to explain this very queer letter. In haste,
"Yours very truly,
"Ernest Carnegie."
He read this note two or three times over to himself, looking not
very well satisfied with its contents; and then at last, with the air of a man
who determines to plunge and stake all upon a single venture, he folded it up
and put it in its envelope. "It'll mystify her a little, no doubt,"
he thought to himself; "and being a woman, she'll be naturally anxious to
unravel the mystery. But of course she'll know I mean to make her an offer, and perhaps she'll think me a perfect idiot for not doing it
outright, instead of beating about the bush in this incomprehensible fashion.
However, it's too cold-blooded, proposing to a girl on paper; I very much
prefer the vivâ voce system. It's only till to-morrow; and I
doubt if Harold will manage to be beforehand with me in that time. He'll be
deep in business all morning, and have no leisure to think about her. Anyhow,
all's fair in love and war; he said it should be war; and I'll try to steal a
march upon him, for all his lawyer's quibbles and quiddits."
He took another sheet from his blotting-book, and wrote a second
note, much more rapidly than the first one. It ran after this fashion—
"Dear Mrs. Montagu,—
"Will you think it very rude of me if I ask you to let me be
one of your party on your expedition up the river to-morrow? I heard of it from
your son Algernon last night at the Balfours', and I happen to be very anxious
to meet one of the ladies you have invited. Now, I know you're kindness itself
to all your young friends in all these little matters, and I'm sure you won't
be angry with me for so coolly inviting myself. If I hadn't felt perfect
confidence in your invariable goodness, I wouldn't have ventured to do so.
Please don't answer unless you've no room for me, but expect me to turn up at
half-past two.
"Yours very sincerely,
"Ernest Carnegie.
"P.S.—We might call at Lady Portlebury's lawn, and look over
the conservatories."
"Now, that's bold, but judicious," Ernest said to
himself, admiringly, as he held the letter at arm's-length, after blotting it.
"She might have been angry at my inviting myself, though I don't think she
would be; but I'm sure she'll be only too delighted if I offer to take her
guests over Aunt Portlebury's conservatories. The postscript's a stroke of
genius. What a fuss these people will make, even over the widow of a stupid old
cavalry officer, because her husband happens to have been knighted. It's all
the better that she's a widow, indeed. The delicious vagueness of the title
'Lady' is certainly one of its chief recommendations. Sir Antony being out of
the way, Mrs. Montagu's guests can't really tell but that poor dear old Aunt
Portlebury may be a real live Countess." And he folded his second letter
up with the full satisfaction of an approving conscience.
When Isabel Walters received Ernest Carnegie's mysterious note,
she was certainly mystified by it as he had expected, and also not a little
gratified. He meant to propose to her, that was certain; and there was never a
woman in the whole world who was not flattered by a handsome young man's marked
attentions. It was a very queer letter, no doubt; but it had been written
skilfully enough to suit the particular personality of Isabel Walters: for
Ernest Carnegie was a keen judge of character, and he flattered himself that he
knew how to adapt his correspondence to the particular temperament of the
persons he happened to be addressing. And though Isabel had no very distinct
idea of what the two Carnegies were severally like (it could hardly have been
much more distinct if she had known them both intimately), she felt they were
two very good-looking, agreeable young men, and she was not particularly averse
to the attentions of either. After all, upon what straws we all usually hang
our love-making! We see one another once or twice under exceptionally deceptive
circumstances; we are struck at first sight with something that attracts us on
either side; we find the attraction is mutual; we flounder at once into a
declaration of undying attachment; we get married, and on the whole we
generally find we were right after all, in spite of our precipitancy, and
we live happily ever afterwards. So it was not really very surprising that
Isabel Walters, getting such a note from one of the two handsome young Mr.
Carnegies, should have been in some doubt which of the two identicals it
actually was, and yet should have felt indefinitely pleased and flattered at
the implied attention. Which was Ernest and which Harold could only mean to
her, when she came to think on it, which was the one she danced with first last
night, and which the one she danced with second. She decided in her own mind
that it would be better for her to go to the Montagus' picnic to-morrow, but to
say nothing about it to her mother. "Mamma wouldn't understand the
letter," she said to herself complacently; "she's so conventional;
and when I come back to-morrow I can tell her one of the young Carnegies was
there, and that he proposed to me. She need never know there was any
appointment."
IV
At six o'clock, Harold Carnegie returned from the office. He, too,
had been thinking all day of Isabel Walters, and the moment he got home he went
into the library to write a short note to her, before Ernest had, as usual,
forestalled him. As he did so he happened to see a few words dimly transferred
to the paper in the blotting-book. They were in Ernest's handwriting, and he
was quite sure the four first words read, "My dear Miss Walters."
Then Ernest had already been beforehand with him, after all! But not by a
fortnight: that was one good point; not this time by a fortnight! He would be
even with him yet; he would catch up this anticipatory twin-brother of his, by
force or fraud, rather than let him steal away Isabel Walters from him once and
for ever. "All's fair in love and war," he muttered to himself,
taking up the blotting-book carefully, and tearing out the tell-tale leaf
in a furtive fashion. "Thank Heaven, Ernest writes a thick black hand, the
same as I do; and I shall probably be able to read it by holding it up to the
light." In his own soul Harold Carnegie loathed himself for such an act of
petty meanness; but he did it; with love and jealousy goading him on, and the
fear of his own twin-brother stinging him madly, he did it; remorsefully and
shamefacedly, but still did it.
He took the page up to his own bedroom, and held it up to the
window-pane. Blurred and indistinct, the words nevertheless came out legibly in
patches here and there, so that with a little patient deciphering Harold could
spell out the sense of both letters, though they crossed one another obliquely
at a slight angle. "Very brief and casual acquaintance ... Montagus'
steam-launch expedition up the river from Surbiton to-morrow ... am going and
am particularly anxious to meet you ... this favour of you...." "So
that's his plan, is it?" Harold said to himself. "Softly, softly, Mr.
Ernest, I think I can checkmate you! What's this in the one to Mrs. Montagu?
'Expect me to turn up at half-past two.' Aha, I thought so! Checkmate, Mr.
Ernest, checkmate: a scholar's mate for you! He'll be at the hospital till
half-past one; then he'll take the train to Clapham Junction, expecting to
catch the South-Western at 2.10. But to-morrow's the first of the month; the
new time-tables come into force; I've got one and looked it out already. The
South-Western now leaves at 2.4, three minutes before Mr. Ernest's train
arrives at Clapham Junction. I have him now, I have him now, depend upon it.
I'll go down instead of him. I'll get the party under way at once. I'll
monopolize Isabel, pretty Isabel. I'll find my opportunity at Aunt
Portlebury's, and Ernest won't get down to Surbiton till the 2.50 train. Then
he'll find his bird flown already. Aha! that'll make him angry. Checkmate,
my young friend, checkmate. You said it should be war, and war you shall have
it. I thank thee, friend, for teaching me that word. Rivals now, you said; yes,
rivals. 'Dolus an virtus, quis in hoste requirat?' Why, that comes out of the
passage about Androgeos! An omen, a good omen. There's nothing like war for
quickening the intelligence. I haven't looked at a Virgil since I was in the
sixth form; and yet the line comes back to me now, after five years, as pat as
the Catechism."
Chuckling to himself at the fraud to stifle conscience (for he had
a conscience), Harold Carnegie dressed hastily for dinner, and went down
quickly in a state of feverish excitement. Dinner passed off grimly enough. He
knew Ernest had written to Isabel; and Ernest guessed from the other's excited,
triumphant manner (though he tried hard to dissemble the note of triumph in it)
that Harold must have written too—perhaps forestalling him by a direct
proposal. In a dim way Mrs. Carnegie guessed vaguely that some coldness had
arisen between her two boys, the first time for many years; and so she held her
peace for the most part, or talked in asides to Nellie Holt and her daughter.
The conversation was therefore chiefly delegated to Mr. Carnegie himself, who
discoursed with much animation about the iniquitous nature of the new act for
reducing costs in actions for the recovery of small debts—a subject calculated
to arouse the keenest interest in the minds of Nellie and Edie.
Next morning, Harold Carnegie started for the office with
prospective victory elate in his very step, and yet with the consciousness of
his own mean action grinding him down to the pavement as he walked along it.
What a dirty, petty, dishonourable subterfuge! and still he would go through
with it. What a self-degrading bit of treachery! and yet he would carry it out.
"Pater," he said, as he walked along, "I mean to take a holiday
this afternoon. I'm going to the Montagus' water-party."
"Very inconvenient, Harold, my boy; 'Wilkins versus the
Great Northern Railway Company' coming on for hearing; and, besides, Ernest's
going there too. They won't want a pair of you, will they?"
"Can't help it, Pater," Harold answered. "I have
particular business at Surbiton, much more important to me than 'Wilkins versus
the Great Northern Railway Company.'"
His father looked at him keenly. "Ha!" he said, "a
lady in the case, is there? Very well, my boy, if you must you must, and that's
the end of it. A young man in love never does make an efficient lawyer. Get it
over quickly, pray; get it over quickly, that's all I beg of you."
"I shall get it over, I promise you," Harold answered,
"this very afternoon."
The father whistled. "Whew," he said, "that's sharp
work, too, Harold, isn't it? You haven't even told me her name yet. This is
really very sudden." But as Harold volunteered no further information, Mr.
Carnegie, who was a shrewd man of the world, held it good policy to ask him
nothing more about it for the present; and so they walked on the rest of the
way to the father's office in unbroken silence.
At one o'clock, Harold shut up his desk at the office and ran down
to Surbiton. At Clapham Junction he kept a sharp look-out for Ernest, but
Ernest was not there. Clearly, as Harold anticipated, he hadn't learnt the
alteration in the time-tables, and wouldn't reach Clapham Junction till the
train for Surbiton had started.
At Surbiton, Harold pushed on arrangements as quickly as possible,
and managed to get the party off before Ernest arrived upon the scene. Mrs.
Montagu, seeing "one of the young Carnegies" duly to hand, and never
having attempted to discriminate between them in any way, was perfectly happy
at the prospect of getting landed at Lady Portlebury's without any minute
investigation of the intricate question of Christian names. The Montagus
were nouveaux riches in the very act of pushing themselves
into fashionable society; and a chance of invading the Portlebury lawn was
extremely welcome to them upon any terms whatsoever.
Isabel Walters was looking charming. A light morning dress became
her even better than the dark red satin of the night before last; and she
smiled at Harold with the smile of a mutual confidence when she took his hand,
in a way that made his heart throb fast within him. From that moment forward,
he forgot Ernest and the unworthy trick he was playing, and thought wholly and
solely of Isabel Walters.
What a handsome young man he was, really, and how cleverly and
brilliantly he talked all the way up to Portlebury Lodge! Everybody listened to
him; he was the life and soul of the party. Isabel felt more flattered than
ever at his marked attention. He was the doctor, wasn't he? No, the lawyer.
Well, really, how impossible it was to distinguish and remember them. And so
well connected, too. If he were to propose to her, now, she could afford to be
so condescending to Amy Balfour.
At Lady Portlebury's lawn the steam-launch halted, and Harold
managed to get Isabel alone among the walks, while his aunt escorted the main
body of visitors thus thrust upon her hands over the conservatories. Eager and
hasty, now, he lost no time in making the best of the situation.
"I guessed as much, of course, from your letter, Mr.
Carnegie," Isabel said, playing with her fan with downcast eyes, as he
pressed his offer upon her; "and I really didn't know whether it was right
of me to come here without showing it to mamma and asking her advice about it.
But I'm quite sure I oughtn't to give you an answer at once, because I've seen
so very little of you. Let us leave the question open for a little. It's
asking so much to ask one for a definite reply on such a very short
acquaintance."
"No, no, Miss Walters," Harold said quickly. "For
Heaven's sake, give me an answer now, I beg of you—I implore you. I must have
an answer at once, immediately. If you can't love me at first sight, for my own
sake—as I loved you the moment I saw you—you can never, never, never love me!
Doubt and hesitation are impossible in true love. Now, or refuse me for ever!
Surely you must know in your own heart whether you can love me or not; if your
heart tells you that you can, then trust it—trust it—don't argue and reason
with it, but say at once you will make me happy for ever."
"Mr. Carnegie," Isabel said, lifting her eyes for a
moment, "I do think, perhaps—I don't know—but perhaps, after a little
while, I could love you. I like you very much; won't that do for the present?
Why are you in such a hurry for an answer? Why can't you give me a week or two
to decide in?"
"Because," said Harold, desperately, "if I give you
a week my brother will ask you, and perhaps you will marry him instead of me.
He's always before me in everything, and I'm afraid he'll be before me in this.
Say you'll have me, Miss Walters—oh, do say you'll have me, and save me from
the misery of a week's suspense!"
"But, Mr. Carnegie, how can I say anything when I haven't yet
made up my own mind about it? Why, I hardly know you yet from your
brother."
"Ah, that's just it," Harold cried, in a voice of
positive pain. "You won't find any difference at all between us, if you
come to know us; and then perhaps you'll be induced to marry my brother. But
you know this much already, that here am I, begging and pleading before you
this very minute, and surely you won't send me away with my prayer
unanswered!"
There was such a look of genuine anguish and passion in his
face that Isabel Walters, already strongly prepossessed in his favour, could
resist no longer. She bent her head a little, and whispered very softly,
"I will promise, Mr. Carnegie; I will promise."
Harold seized her hand eagerly, and covered it with kisses.
"Isabel," he cried in a fever of joy, "you have promised. You
are mine—mine—mine. You are mine, now and for ever!"
Isabel bowed her head, and felt a tear standing dimly in her eye,
though she brushed it away hastily. "Yes," she said gently; "I
will be yours. I think—I think—I feel sure I can love you."
Harold took her ungloved hand tenderly in his, and drew a ring off
her finger. "Before I give you mine," he said, "you will let me
take this one? I want it for a keepsake and a memorial."
Isabel whispered, "Yes."
Harold drew another ring from his pocket and slipped it softly on
her third finger. Isabel saw by the glitter that there was a diamond in it.
Harold had bought it the day before for that very purpose. Then he took from a
small box a plain gold locket, with the letter H raised on it. "I want you
to wear this," he said, "as a keepsake for me."
"But why H?" Isabel asked him, looking a little puzzled.
"Your name's Ernest, isn't it?"
Harold smiled as well as he was able. "How absurd it
is!" he said, with an effort at gaiety. "This ridiculous similarity
pursues us everywhere. No, my name's Harold."
Isabel stood for a moment surprised and hesitating. She really
hardly knew for the second which brother she ought to consider herself engaged
to. "Then it wasn't you who wrote to me?" she said, with a tone of
some surprise and a little start of astonishment.
"No, I certainly didn't write to you; but I came here to-day
expecting to see you, and meaning to ask you to be my wife. I learned from my
brother ("there can be no falsehood in putting it that way," he
thought vainly to himself) that you were to be here; and I determined to seize
the opportunity. Ernest meant to have come, too, but I believe he must have
lost the train at Clapham Junction." That was all literally true, and yet
it sounded simple and plausible enough.
Isabel looked at him with a puzzled look, and felt almost
compelled to laugh, the situation was so supremely ridiculous. It took a moment
to think it all out rationally. Yet, after all, though the letter came from the
other brother, Ernest, it was this particular brother, Harold, she had been
talking to and admiring all the day; it was this particular brother, Harold,
who had gained her consent, and whom she had promised to love and to marry. And
at that moment it would have been doing Isabel Walters an injustice not to
admit that in her own soul she did then and there really love Harold Carnegie.
"Harold," she said slowly, as she took the locket and
hung it round her neck, "Harold. Yes, now I know. Then, Harold Carnegie, I
shall take your locket and wear it always as a keepsake from you." And she
looked up at him with a smile in which there was something more than mere
passing coquettish fancy. You see, he was really terribly in earnest; and the
very fact that he should have been so anxious to anticipate his brother, and
should have anticipated him successfully, made her woman's heart go forth
toward him instinctively. As Harold himself said, he was there bodily present
before her; while Ernest, the writer of the mysterious letter, was nothing more
to her in reality than a name and a shadow. Harold had asked her, and won her;
and she was ready to love and cleave to Harold from that day forth for that
very reason. What woman of them all has a better reason to give in the last
resort for the faith that is in her?
V
Meanwhile, at Clapham Junction, Ernest Carnegie had arrived three
minutes too late for the Surbiton train, and had been forced to wait for the
2.40. Of that he thought little: they would wait for him, he knew, if they
waited an hour; for Mrs. Montagu would not for worlds have missed the chance of
showing her guests round Lady Portlebury's gardens. So he settled himself down
comfortably in the snug corner of his first-class carriage, and ran down by the
later train in perfect confidence that he would find the steam launch waiting.
"No, sir, they've gone up the river in the launch, sir,"
said the man who opened the door for him; "and, I beg pardon, sir, but I
thought you were one of the party."
In a moment Ernest's fancy, quickened by his jealousy, jumped
instinctively at the true meaning of the man's mistake. "What," he
said, "was there a gentleman very like me, in a grey coat and straw
hat—same ribbon as this one?"
"Yes, sir. Exactly, sir. Well, indeed, I should have said it
was yourself, sir; but I suppose it was the other Mr. Carnegie."
"It was!" Ernest answered between his clenched teeth,
almost inarticulate with anger. "It was he. Not a doubt of it. Harold! I
see it all. The treachery—the base treachery! How long have they been gone, I
say? How long, eh?"
"About half an hour, sir; they went up towards Henley,
sir."
Ernest Carnegie turned aside, reeling with wrath and indignation.
That his brother, his own familiar twin-brother, should have played him this
abominable, disgraceful trick! The meanness of it! The deceit of it! The petty
spying and letter-opening of it! For somehow or other—inconceivable
how—Harold must have opened his brother's letters. And then, quick as
lightning, for those two brains jumped together, the thought of the
blotting-book flashed across Ernest's mind. Why, he had noticed this morning
that a page was gone out of it. He must have read the letters. And then the
trains! Harold always got a time-table on the first of each month, with his
cursed methodical lawyer ways. And he had never told him about the change of
service. The dirty low trick! The mean trick! Even to think of it made Ernest
Carnegie sick at heart and bitterly indignant.
In a minute he saw it all and thought it all out. Why did he—how
did he? Why, he knew as clearly as if he could read Harold's thoughts, exactly
how the whole vile plot had first risen upon him, and worked itself out within
his traitorous brain. How? Ah, how? That was the bitterest, the most horrible,
the deadliest part of it all. Ernest Carnegie knew, because he felt in his own
inmost soul that, had he been put in the same circumstances, he would himself
have done exactly as Harold had done.
Yes, exactly in every respect. Harold must have seen the words in
the blotting-book, "My dear Miss Walters"—Ernest remembered how
thickly and blackly he had written—must have seen those words; and in their
present condition, either of the twins, jealous, angry, suspicious, half driven
by envy of one another out of their moral senses, would have torn out the page
then and there and read it all. He, too, would have kept silence about the
train; he would have gone down to Surbiton; he would have proposed to Isabel
Walters; he would have done in everything exactly as he knew Harold must have
done it; but that did not make his anger and loathing for his brother any the
weaker. On the contrary, it only made them all the more terrible. His
consciousness of his own equal potential meanness roused his rage against Harold
to a white heat. He would have done the same himself, no doubt; yes; but
Harold, the mean, successful, actually accomplishing villain—Harold had really
gone down and done it all in positive fact and reality.
Flushing scarlet and blanching white alternately with the
fierceness of his anger, Ernest Carnegie turned down, all on fire, to the
river's edge. Should he take a boat and row up after them to prevent the
supplanter at least from proposing to Isabel unopposed? That would at any rate
give him something to do—muscular work for his arms, if nothing else, to
counteract the fire within him; but on second thoughts, no, it would be quite
useless. The steam launch had had a good start of him, and no oarsman could
catch up with it now by any possibility. So he walked about up and down near
the river, chafing in soul and nursing his wrath against Harold for three long
weary hours. And all that time Harold, false-hearted, fair-spoken,
mean-spirited Harold, was enjoying himself and playing the gallant to Isabel
Walters!
Minute by minute the hours wore away, and with every minute
Ernest's indignation grew deeper and deeper. At last he heard the snort of the
steam-launch ploughing its way lustily down the river, and he stood on the bank
waiting for the guilty Harold to disembark.
As Harold stepped from the launch, and gave his hand to Isabel, he
saw the white and bloodless face of his brother looking up at him
contemptuously and coldly from beside the landing. Harold passed ashore and
close by him, but Ernest never spoke a word. He only looked a moment at Isabel,
and said to her with enforced calmness, "You got my letter, Miss
Walters?"
Isabel, hardly comprehending the real solemnity of the occasion,
answered with a light smile, "I did, Mr. Carnegie, but you didn't keep
your appointment. Your brother came, and he has been beforehand with you."
And she touched his hand lightly and went on to join her hostess.
Still Ernest Carnegie said nothing, but walked on, as black as
night, beside his brother. Neither spoke a word; but after the shaking of hands
and farewells were over, both turned together to the railway station. The
carriage was crowded, and so Ernest still held his tongue.
At last, when they reached home and stood in the passage together,
Ernest looked at his brother with a look of withering scorn, and, livid with
anger, found his voice at last.
"Harold Carnegie," he said, in a low husky tone,
"you are a mean intercepter of other men's letters; a sneaking supplanter
of other men's appointments; a cur and a traitor whom I don't wish any longer
to associate with. I know what you have done, and I know how you have done it.
You have kept my engagement with Isabel Walters by reading the impression of my
notes on the blotting-book. You are unfit for a gentleman to speak to, and I
cast you off, now and for ever."
Harold looked at him defiantly, but said never a word.
"Harold Carnegie," Ernest said again, "I could
hardly believe your treachery until it was forced upon me. This is the last
time I shall ever speak to you."
Harold looked at him again, this time perhaps with a tinge of
remorse in his expression, and said nothing but, "Oh, Ernest."
Ernest made a gesture with his hands as though he would repel him.
"Don't come near me," he said; "Harold Carnegie, don't touch me!
Don't call me by my name! I will have nothing more to say or do with you."
Harold turned away in dead silence, and went to his own room,
trembling with conscious humiliation and self-reproach. But he did not attempt
to make the only atonement in his power by giving up Isabel Walters. That would
have been too much for human nature.
VI
When Harold Carnegie was finally married to Isabel Walters, Ernest
stopped away from the wedding, and would have nothing whatever to say either to
bride or bridegroom. He would leave his unnatural brother, he said, solely and
entirely to the punishment of his own guilty conscience.
Still, he couldn't rest quiet in his father's house after Harold
was gone, so he took himself small rooms near the hospital, and there he lived
his lonely life entirely by himself, a solitary man, brooding miserably over
his own wrongs and Harold's treachery. There was only one single woman in the
world, he said, with whom he could ever have been really happy—Isabel Walters:
and Harold had stolen Isabel Walters away from him by the basest treason. Once
he could have loved Isabel, and her only; now, because she was Harold's wife,
he bitterly hated her. Yes, hated her! With a deadly hatred he hated both of
them.
Months went by slowly for Ernest Carnegie, in the dull drudgery of
his hopeless professional life, for he cared nothing now for ambition or
advancement; he lived wholly in the past, nursing his wrath, and devouring his
own soul in angry regretfulness. Months went by, and at last Harold's wife gave
birth to a baby—a boy, the exact image of his father and his uncle. Harold
looked at the child in the nurse's arms, and said remorsefully, "We will
call him Ernest. It is all we can do now, Isabel. We will call him Ernest, after
my dear lost brother." So they called him Ernest, in the faint hope that
his uncle's heart might relent a little; and Harold wrote a letter full of deep
and bitter penitence to his brother, piteously begging his forgiveness for the
grievous wrong he had wickedly and deliberately done him. But Ernest still
nursed his righteous wrath silently in his own
bosom, and tore up the letter into a thousand fragments, unanswered.
When the baby was five months old, Edie Carnegie came round
hurriedly one morning to Ernest's lodgings near the hospital. "Ernest,
Ernest," she cried, running up the stairs in great haste, "we want
you to come round and see Harold. We're afraid he's very ill. Don't say you
won't come and see him!"
Ernest Carnegie listened and smiled grimly. "Very ill,"
he muttered, with a dreadful gleam in his eyes. "Very ill, is he? and I
have had nothing the matter with me! How curious! Very ill! I ought to have had
the same illness a fortnight ago. Ha, ha! The cycle is broken! The clocks have
ceased to strike together! His marriage has altered the run of his
constitution—mine remains the same steady striker as ever. I thought it would!
I thought it would! Perhaps he'll die, now, the mean, miserable traitor!"
Edie Carnegie looked at him in undisguised horror. "Oh,
Ernest," she cried, with the utmost dismay; "your own brother! Your
own brother! Surely you'll come and see him, and tell us what's the
matter."
"Yes, I'll come and see him," Ernest answered, unmoved,
taking up his hat. "I'll come and see him, and find out what's the
matter." But there was an awful air of malicious triumph in his tone,
which perfectly horrified his trembling sister.
When Ernest reached his brother's house, he went at once to
Harold's bedside, and without a word of introduction or recognition he began
inquiring into the nature of his symptoms, exactly as he would have done with
any unknown and ordinary patient. Harold told him them all, simply and
straightforwardly, without any more preface than he would have used with any
other doctor. When Ernest had finished his diagnosis, he leaned back carelessly
in his easy chair, folded his arms sternly, and said in a perfectly cold,
clear, remorseless voice, "Ah, I thought so; yes, yes, I thought so. It's
a serious functional disorder of the heart; and there's very little hope indeed
that you'll ever recover from it. No hope at all, I may say; no hope at all,
I'm certain. The thing has been creeping upon you, creeping upon you,
evidently, for a year past, and it has gone too far now to leave the faintest
hope of ultimate recovery."
Isabel burst into tears at the words—calmly spoken as though they
were perfectly indifferent to both speaker and hearers; but Harold only rose up
fiercely in the bed, and cried in a tone of the most imploring agony, "Oh,
Ernest, Ernest, if I must die, for Heaven's sake, before I die, say you forgive
me, do say, do say you forgive me. Oh, Ernest, dear Ernest, dear brother
Ernest, for the sake of our long, happy friendship, for the sake of the days
when we loved one another with a love passing the love of women, do, do say you
will at last forgive me."
Ernest rose and fumbled nervously for a second with the edge of
his hat. "Harold Carnegie," he said at last, in a voice trembling
with excitement, "I can never forgive you. You acted a mean, dirty part,
and I can never forgive you. Heaven may, perhaps it will; but as for me, I can
never, never, never forgive you!"
Harold fell back feebly and wearily upon the pillows.
"Ernest, Ernest," he cried, gasping, "you might forgive me! you
ought to forgive me! you must forgive me! and I'll tell you why. I didn't want
to say it, but now you force me. I know it as well as if I'd seen you do it. In
my place, I know to a certainty, Ernest, you'd have done exactly as I did.
Ernest Carnegie, you can't look me straight in the face and tell me that you
wouldn't have acted exactly as I did."
That terrible unspoken truth, long known, but never confessed,
even to himself, struck like a knife on Ernest's heart. He raised his hat
blindly, and walked with unsteady steps out of the sick-room. At that
moment, his own conscience smote him with awful vividness. Looking into the
inmost recesses of his angry heart, he felt with a shudder that Harold had
spoken the simple truth, and he dared not lie by contradicting him. In Harold's
place he would have done exactly as Harold did! And that was just what made his
deathless anger burn all the more fiercely and fervidly against his brother!
Groping his way down the stairs alone in a stunned and dazzled
fashion, Ernest Carnegie went home in his agony to his lonely lodgings, and sat
there solitary with his own tempestuous thoughts for the next eight-and-forty
hours. He did not undress or lie down to sleep, though he dozed a little at
times uneasily in his big arm-chair; he did not eat or drink much; he merely
paced up and down his room feverishly, and sent his boy round at intervals of
an hour or two to know how the doctor thought Mr. Harold Carnegie was getting
on. The boy returned every time with uniformly worse and worse reports. Ernest
rubbed his hands in horrid exultation: "Ah," he said to himself,
eagerly, "he will die! he will die! he will pay the penalty of his dirty
treachery! He has brought it all upon himself by marrying that wicked woman! He
deserves it every bit for his mean conduct."
On the third morning, Edie came round again, this time with her
mother. Both had tears in their eyes, and they implored Ernest with sobs and
entreaties to come round and see Harold once more before he died. Harold was
raving and crying for him in his weakness and delirium. But Ernest was like
adamant. He would not go to see him, he said, not if they went down bodily on
their knees before him.
At midday, the boy went again, and stayed a little longer than
usual. When he returned, he brought back word that Mr. Harold Carnegie had died
just as the clock was striking the hour. Ernest listened with a look of terror
and dismay, and then broke down into a terrible fit of
sobbing and weeping. When Edie came round a little later to tell him that all
was over, she found him crying like a child in his own easy chair, and
muttering to himself in a broken fashion how dearly he and Harold had loved one
another years ago, when they were both happy children together.
Edie took him round to his brother's house, and there, over the
deaf and blind face that lay cold upon the pillows, he cried the cry that he
would not cry over his living, imploring brother. "Oh, Harold,
Harold," he groaned in his broken agony, "I forgive you, I forgive
you. I too sinned as you did. What you would do, I would do. It was bound up in
both our natures. In your place I would have done as you did. But now the curse
of Cain is upon me! A worse curse than Cain's is upon me! I have more than
killed my brother!"
For a day or two Ernest went back, heart-broken, to his father's
house, and slept once more in the old room where he used to sleep so long, next
door to Harold's. At the end of three days, he woke once from one of his short
snatches of sleep with a strange fluttering feeling in his left side. He knew
in a moment what it was. It was the same disease that Harold had died of.
"Thank Heaven!" he said to himself eagerly, "thank
Heaven, thank Heaven for that! Then I didn't wholly kill him! His blood isn't
all upon my poor unhappy head. After all, his marriage didn't quite upset the
harmony of the two clocks; it only made the slower one catch up for a while and
pass the faster. I'm a fortnight later in striking than Harold this time;
that's all. In three days more the clock will run down, and I shall die as he
did."
And, true to time, in three days more, as the clock struck twelve,
Ernest Carnegie died as his brother Harold had done before him, with the
agonized cry for forgiveness trembling on his fevered lips—who knows whether
answered or unanswered?
7.OLGA
DAVIDOFF'S HUSBAND
I
Tobolsk, though a Siberian metropolis, is really a very pleasant
place to pass a winter in. Like the western American cities, where everybody
has made his money easily and spends it easily, it positively bubbles over with
bad champagne, cheap culture, advanced thought, French romances, and all the
other most recent products of human industry and ingenuity. Everybody
eats pâté de foie gras, quotes Hartmann and Herbert Spencer, uses
electric bells, believes in woman's rights, possesses profound views about the
future of Asia, and had a grandfather who was a savage Samoyede or an ignorant
Buriat. Society is extremely cultivated, and if you scratch it ever so little,
you see the Tartar. Nevertheless, it considers itself the only really polite
and enlightened community on the whole face of this evolving terrestrial
planet.
The Davidoffs, however, who belonged to the most advanced section
of mercantile society in all Tobolsk, were not originally Siberians, or even
Russians, by birth or nationality. Old Mr. Davidoff, the grandfather, who
founded the fortunes of the family in St. Petersburg, was a Welsh Davids; and
he had altered his name by the timely addition of a Slavonic suffix in order to
conciliate the national susceptibilities of Orthodox Russia. His son,
Dimitri, whom for the same reason he had christened in honour of a Russian
saint, removed the Russian branch of the house to Tobolsk (they were in the
Siberian fur-trade), and there marrying a German lady of the name of Freytag,
had one daughter and heiress, Olga Davidoff, the acknowledged belle of
Tobolskan society. It was generally understood in Tobolsk that the Davidoffs
were descended from Welsh princes (as may very likely have been the case—though
one would really like to know what has become of all the descendants of Welsh
subjects), if indeed they were not even remotely connected with the Prince of
Wales himself in person.
The winter of 1873 (as everybody will remember) was a very cold
one throughout Siberia. The rivers froze unusually early, and troikas had
entirely superseded torosses on all the roads as early as the very beginning of
October. Still, Tobolsk was exceedingly gay for all that; in the warm houses of
the great merchants, with their tropical plants kept at summer heat by stoves
and flues all the year round, nobody noticed the exceptional rigour of that
severe season. Balls and dances followed one another in quick succession, and
Olga Davidoff, just twenty, enjoyed herself as she had never before done in all
her lifetime. It was such a change to come to the concentrated gaities and
delights of Tobolsk after six years of old Miss Waterlow's Establishment for
Young Ladies, at The Laurels, Clapham.
That winter, for the first time, Baron Niaz, the Buriat, came to
Tobolsk.
Exquisitely polished in manners, and very handsome in face and
bearing, there was nothing of the Tartar anywhere visible about Baron Niaz. He
had been brought up in Paris, at a fashionable Lycée, and he spoke French with
perfect fluency, as well as with some native sparkle and genuine cleverness.
His taste in music was unimpeachable: even Madame Davidoff, née Freytag,
candidly admitted that his performances upon the violin were singularly
brilliant, profound, and appreciative. Moreover, though a Buriat chief, he was
a most undoubted nobleman: at the Governor's parties he took rank, by patent of
the Emperor Nicholas, as a real Russian baron of the first water. To be sure,
he was nominally a Tartar; but what of that? His mother and his grandmother, he
declared, had both been Russian ladies; and you had only to look at him to see
that there was scarcely a drop of Tartar blood still remaining anywhere in him.
If the half-caste negro is a brown mulatto, the quarter-caste a light quadroon,
and the next remove a practically white octoroon, surely Baron Niaz, in spite
of his remote Buriat great-grandfathers, might well pass for an ordinary
everyday civilized Russian.
Olga Davidoff was fairly fascinated by the accomplished young
baron. She met him everywhere, and he paid her always the most marked and
flattering attention. He was a Buriat, to be sure: but at Tobolsk, you know——.
Well, one mustn't be too particular about these little questions of origin in
an Asiatic city.
It was at the Governor's dance, just before Christmas, that the
Baron got his first good chance of talking with her for ten minutes alone among
the fan palms and yuccas in the big conservatory. There was a seat in the far
corner beside the flowering oleander, where the Baron led her after the fourth
waltz, and leant over her respectfully as she played with her Chinese fan, half
trembling at the declaration she knew he was on the point of making to her.
"Mademoiselle Davidoff," the Baron began in French, with
a lingering cadence as he pronounced her name, and a faint tremor in his voice
that thrilled responsively through her inmost being; "Mademoiselle
Davidoff, I have been waiting long for this opportunity of speaking to you alone,
because I have something of some importance—to me at least, mademoiselle—about
which I wish to confer with you. Mademoiselle, will you do me the honour
to listen to me patiently a minute or two? The matter about which I wish to
speak to you is one that may concern yourself, too, more closely than you at
first imagine."
What a funny way to begin proposing to one! Olga Davidoff's heart
beat violently as she answered as unconcernedly as possible, "I shall be
glad, M. le Baron, I'm sure, to listen to any communication that you may wish
to make to me."
"Mademoiselle," the young man went on almost timidly—how
handsome he looked as he stood there bending over her in his semi-barbaric
Tartar uniform!—"mademoiselle, the village where I live in our own country
is a lonely one among the high mountains. You do not know the Buriat country—it
is wild, savage, rugged, pine-clad, snow-clad, solitary, inaccessible, but very
beautiful. Even the Russians do not love it; but we love it, we others, who are
to the manner born. We breathe there the air of liberty, and we prefer our own
brawling streams and sheer precipices to all the artificial stifling
civilization of Paris and St. Petersburg."
Olga looked at him and smiled quietly. She saw at once how he
wished to break it to her, and held her peace like a wise maiden.
"Yes, mademoiselle," the young man went on, flooding her
each moment with the flashing light from his great luminous eyes; "my
village in the Buriat country lies high up beside the eternal snows. But though
we live alone there, so far from civilization that we seldom see even a passing
traveller, our life is not devoid of its own delights and its own interests. I
have my own people all around me; I live in my village as a little prince among
his own subjects. My people are few, but they are very faithful. Mademoiselle
has been educated in England, I believe?"
"Yes," Olga answered. "In London, M. le Baron. I am
of English parentage, and my father sent me there to keep up the connection
with his old fatherland, where one branch of our House is still
established."
"Then, mademoiselle, you will doubtless have read the tales
of Walter Scott?"
Olga smiled curiously. "Yes," she said, amused at
his naïveté, "I have certainly read them." She began to
think that after all the handsome young Buriat couldn't mean really to propose
to her.
"Well, you know, in that case, what was the life of a
Highland chieftain in Scotland, when the Highland chieftains were still
practically all but independent. That, mademoiselle, is exactly the life of a
modern Buriat nobleman under the Russian empire. He has his own little
territory and his own little people; he lives among them in his own little
antiquated fortress; he acknowledges nominally the sovereignty of the most
orthodox Czar, and even perhaps exchanges for a Russian title the Tartar
chieftainship handed down to him in unbroken succession from his earliest
forefathers. But in all the rest he still remains essentially independent. He
rules over a little principality of his own, and cares not a fig in his own
heart for czar, or governor, or general, or minister."
"This is rather treasonable talk for the Governor's
palace," Olga put in, smiling quietly. "If we were not already in
Tobolsk we might both, perhaps, imagine we should be sent to Siberia."
The Baron laughed, and showed his two rows of pearly white teeth
to the best advantage. "They might send me to the mines," he said,
"for aught I care, mademoiselle. I could get away easily enough from
village to village to my own country; and once there, it would be easier for
the Czar to take Constantinople and Bagdad and Calcutta than to track and
dislodge Alexander Niaz in his mountain fortress."
Alexander Niaz! Olga noted the name to herself hurriedly. He was
converted then! he was an orthodox Christian! That at least was a good thing,
for so many of these Buriats are still nothing more than the most degraded
Schamanists and heathens!
"But, mademoiselle," the young man went on again,
playing more nervously now than ever with the jewelled hilt of his dress sword,
"there is one thing still wanting to my happiness among our beautiful
Siberian mountains. I have no lovely châtelaine to help me guard my little
feudal castle. Mademoiselle, the Buriat women are not fit allies for a man who
has been brought up among the civilization and the learning of the great
Western cities. He needs a companion who can sympathize with his higher tastes:
who can speak with him of books, of life, of art, of music. Our Buriat women
are mere household drudges; to marry one of them would be utterly impossible.
Mademoiselle, my father and my grandfather came away from their native wilds to
seek a lady who would condescend to love them, in the polite society of
Tobolsk. I have gone farther afield: I have sought in Paris, Berlin, Vienna,
St. Petersburg. But I saw no lady to whose heart my heart responded, till I
came back once more to old Tobolsk. There, mademoiselle, there I saw one whom I
recognized at once as fashioned for me by heaven. Mademoiselle Davidoff,—I
tremble to ask you, but—I love you,—will you share my exile?"
Olga looked at the handsome young man with unconcealed joy and
admiration. "Your exile!" she murmured softly, to gain time for a
moment. "And why your exile, M. le Baron?"
"Mademoiselle," the young Buriat continued very
earnestly, "I do not wish to woo or wed you under false pretences. Before
you give me an answer, you must understand to what sort of life it is that I
venture to invite you. Our mountains are very lonely: to live there would
be indeed an exile to you, accustomed to the gaieties and the vortex of
London." (Olga smiled quietly to herself, as she thought for a second of
the little drawing-room at The Laurels, Clapham.) "But if you can consent
to live in it with me, I will do my best to make it as easy for you as
possible. You shall have music, books, papers, amusements—but not
society—during the six months of summer which we must necessarily pass at my
mountain village; you shall visit Tobolsk, Moscow, Petersburg, London—which you
will—during the six months of holiday in winter; above all, you shall have the
undying love and devotion of one who has never loved another woman—Alexander
Niaz.... Mademoiselle, you see the conditions. Can you accept them? Can you
condescend of your goodness to love me—to marry me?"
Olga Davidoff lifted her fan with an effort and answered faintly,
"M. le Baron, you are very flattering. I—I will try my best to deserve
your goodness."
Niaz took her pretty little hand in his with old-fashioned politeness,
and raised it chivalrously to his trembling lips. "Mademoiselle," he
said, "you have made me eternally happy. My life shall be passed in trying
to prove my gratitude to you for this condescension."
"I think," Olga answered, shaking from head to foot,
"I think, M. le Baron, you had better take me back into the next room to
my mother."
II
Olga Davidoff's wedding was one of the most brilliant social
successes of that Tobolsk season. Davidoff père surpassed himself in the
costliness of his exotics, the magnificence of his presents, the reckless
abundance of his Veuve Clicquot. Madame Davidoff successfully caught the
Governor and the General, and the English traveller from India viâ the
Himalayas. The Baron looked as gorgeous as he was handsome in his half
Russian, half Tartar uniform and his Oriental display of pearls and diamonds.
Olga herself was the prettiest and most blushing bride ever seen in Tobolsk, a
simple English girl, fresh from the proprieties of The Laurels at Clapham,
among all that curious mixed cosmopolitan society of semi-civilized Siberians,
Catholic Poles, and orthodox Russians.
As soon as the wedding was fairly over, the bride and bridegroom
started off by toross to make their way across the southern plateau to the
Baron's village.
It was a long and dreary drive, that wedding tour, in a jolting
carriage over Siberian roads, resting at wayside posting-houses, bad enough
while they were still on the main line of the Imperial mails, but degenerating
into true Central-Asian caravanserais when once they had got off the beaten
track into the wild neighbourhood of the Baron's village. Nevertheless, Olga
Davidoff bore up against the troubles and discomforts of the journey with a
brave heart, for was not the Baron always by her side? and who could be kinder,
or gentler, or more thoughtful than her Buriat husband? Yes, it was a long and
hard journey, up among those border mountains of the Chinese and Tibetan
frontier; but Olga felt at home at last when, after three weeks of incessant
jolting, they arrived at the Buriat mountain stronghold, under cover of the
night; and Niaz led her straightway to her own pretty little European boudoir,
which he had prepared for her beforehand at immense expense and trouble in his
upland village.
The moment they entered, Olga saw a pretty little room, papered
and carpeted in English fashion, with a small piano over in the corner, a lamp
burning brightly on the tiny side-table, and a roaring fire of logs blazing and
crackling upon the simple stone hearth. A book or two lay upon the shelf at the
side: she glanced casually at their titles as she passed, and saw that
they were some of Tourgénieff's latest novels, a paper-covered Zola fresh from
Paris, a volume each of Tennyson, Browning, Carlyle, and Swinburne, a Demidoff,
an Emile Augier, a Revue des Deux Mondes, and a late number of an
English magazine. She valued these things at once for their own sakes, but
still more because she felt instinctively that Niaz had taken the trouble to
get them there for her beforehand in this remote and uncivilized corner. She
turned to the piano: a light piece by Sullivan lay open before her, and a
number of airs from Chopin, Schubert, and Mendelssohn were scattered loosely on
the top one above the other. Her heart was too full to utter a word, but she
went straight up to her husband, threw her arms tenderly around his neck, and
kissed him with the utmost fervour. Niaz smoothed her wavy fair hair gently
with his hand, and his eyes sparkled with conscious pleasure as he returned her
caress and kissed her forehead.
After a while, they went into the next room to dinner—a small
hall, somewhat barbaric in type, but not ill-furnished; and Olga noticed that
the two or three servants were very fierce and savage-looking Buriats of the
most pronounced Tartar type. The dinner was a plain one, plainly served, of
rough country hospitality; but the appointments were all European, and, though
simple, good and sufficient. Niaz had said so much to her of the discomforts of
his mountain stronghold that Olga was quite delighted to find things on the
whole so comparatively civilized, clean, and European.
A few days' sojourn in the fort—it was rather that than a castle
or a village—showed Olga pretty clearly what sort of life she was henceforth to
expect. Her husband's subjects numbered about a hundred and fifty (with as many
more women and children); they rendered him the most implicit obedience, and
they evidently looked upon him entirely as a superior being. They were trained
to a military discipline, and regularly drilled every morning by Niaz in
the queer old semi-Chinese courtyard of the mouldering castle. Olga was so
accustomed to a Russian military régime that this circumstance
never struck her as being anything extraordinary; she regarded it only as part
of the Baron's ancestral habits as a practically independent Tartar chieftain.
Week after week rolled away at the fort, and though Olga had
absolutely no one to whom she could speak except her own husband (for the
Buriats knew no Russian save the word of command), she didn't find time hang
heavily on her hands in the quaint, old-fashioned village. The walks and rides
about were really delightful; the scenery was grand and beautiful to the last
degree; the Chinese-looking houses and Tartar dress were odd and picturesque,
like a scene in a theatre. It was all so absurdly romantic. After all, Olga
said to herself with a smile more than once, it isn't half bad being married to
a Tartar chieftain up in the border mountains, when you actually come to try
it. Only, she confessed in her own heart that she would probably always be very
glad when the winter came again, and she got back from these mountain solitudes
to the congenial gaiety of Tobolsk or Petersburg.
And Niaz—well, Niaz loved her distractedly. No husband on earth
could possibly love a woman better.
Still, Olga could never understand why he sometimes had to leave
her for three or four days together, and why during his absence, when she was
left all alone at night in the solitary fort with those dreadful Buriats, they
kept watch and ward so carefully all the time, and seemed so relieved when Niaz
came back again. But whenever she asked him about it, Niaz only looked grave
and anxious, and replied with a would-be careless wave of the hand that part of
his duty was to guard the frontier, and that the Czar had not conferred a title
and an order upon him for nothing. Olga felt frightened and disquieted on
all such occasions, but somehow felt, from Niaz's manner, that she must not question
him further upon the matter.
One day, after one of these occasional excursions, Niaz came back
in high spirits, and kissed her more tenderly and affectionately than ever.
After dinner, he read to her out of a book of French poems a grand piece of Victor
Hugo's, and then made her sit down to the piano and play him his favourite air
from Der Freischütz twice over. When she had finished, he
leant back in his chair and murmured quietly in French (which they always spoke
together), "And this is in the mountains of Tartary! One would say a
soirée of St. Petersburg or of Paris."
Olga turned and looked at him softly. "What is the time,
dearest Niaz?" she said with a smile. "Shall I be able to play you
still that dance of Pinsuti's?"
Niaz pulled out his watch and answered quickly, "Only ten
o'clock, darling. You have plenty of time still."
Something in the look of the watch he held in his hand struck Olga
as queer and unfamiliar. She glanced at it sideways, and noticed hurriedly that
Niaz was trying to replace it unobserved in his waistcoat pocket. "I
haven't seen that watch before," she said suddenly; "let me look at
it, dear, will you?"
Niaz drew it out and handed it to her with affected nonchalance;
but in the undercurrent of his expression Olga caught a glimpse of a hang-dog
look she had never before observed in it. She turned over the watch and looked
on the back. To her immense surprise, it bore the initials "F. de K."
engraved upon the cover.
"These letters don't belong to you, Niaz," she said,
scanning it curiously.
Niaz moved uneasily in his chair. "No," he answered,
"not to me, Olga. It's—it's an old family relic—an heirloom, in fact. It
belonged to my mother's mother. She was—a Mademoiselle de Kérouac, I
believe, from Morbihan, in Brittany."
Olga's eyes looked him through and through with a strange new-born
suspicion. What could it all mean? She knew he was telling her a falsehood. Had
the watch belonged—to some other lady? What was the meaning of his continued
absences? Could he——but no. It was a man's watch, not a lady's. And if so—why,
if so, then Niaz had clearly told her a falsehood in that too, and must be
trying to conceal something about it.
That night, for the first time, Olga Davidoff began to distrust
her Buriat husband.
Next morning, getting up a little early and walking on the parapet
of the queer old fortress, she saw Niaz in the court below, jumping and
stamping in a furious temper upon something on the ground. To her horror, she
saw that his face was all hideously distorted by anger, and that as he raged
and stamped the Tartar cast in his features, never before visible, came out
quite clearly and distinctly. Olga looked on, and trembled violently, but dared
not speak to him.
A few minutes later Niaz came in to breakfast, gay as usual, with
a fresh flower stuck prettily in the button-hole of his undress coat and a
smile playing unconcernedly around the clear-cut corners of his handsome
thin-lipped mouth.
"Niaz," his wife said to him anxiously, "where is
the watch you showed me last night?"
His face never altered for a moment as he replied, with the same
bland and innocent smile as ever, "My darling, I have broken it all to
little pieces. I saw it annoyed you in some way when I showed it to you
yesterday, and this morning I took it out accidentally in the lower courtyard.
The sight of it put me in a violent temper. 'Cursed thing,' I said, 'you shall
never again step in so cruelly between me and my darling. There, take that, and
that, and that, rascal!' and I stamped it to pieces underfoot in the
courtyard."
Olga turned pale, and looked at him horrified. He smiled again,
and took her wee hand tenderly in his. "Little one," he said,
"you needn't be afraid; it's only our quick Buriat fashion. We lose our
tempers sometimes, but it is soon over. It is nothing. A little whirlwind—and,
pouf, it passes."
"But, Niaz, you said it was a family heirloom!"
"Well, darling, and for your sake I ground it to powder.
Voilà, tout! Come, no more about it; it isn't worth the trouble. Let us go to
breakfast."
III
Some days later Niaz went on an expedition again, "on the
Czar's service for the protection of the frontier," and took more than
half his able-bodied Tartars on the journey with him. Olga had never felt so
lonely before, surrounded now by doubt and mystery in that awful solitary
stronghold. The broken watch weighed gloomily upon her frightened spirits.
Niaz was gone for three days, as often happened, and on the fourth
night, after she had retired to her lonely bedroom, she felt sure she heard his
voice speaking low somewhere in the courtyard.
At the sound she sprang from her bed and went to the window. Yes,
there, down in the far corner of the yard, without lights or noise, and
treading cautiously, she saw Niaz and his men filing quietly in through the dim
gloom, and bringing with them a number of boxes.
Her heart beat fast. Could it be some kind of smuggling? They lay
so near the passes into Turkestan and China, and she knew that the merchant
track from Yarkand to Semi-palatinsk crossed the frontier not far from Niaz's
village.
Huddling on her dress hastily, she issued out alone and terrified,
into the dark courtyard, and sought over the whole place in the black night for
sight of Niaz. She could find him nowhere.
At last she mounted the staircase to the mouldering rampart.
Generally the Tartar guards kept watch there constantly, but to-night the whole
place seemed somehow utterly deserted. She groped her way along till she
reached the far corner by a patch of ground which Niaz had told her was the
Tartar burial-place.
There she came suddenly upon a great crowd of men below on the
plain, running about and shouting wildly, with links and torches. Niaz stood in
the midst, erect and military, with his Russian uniform gleaming fitfully in
the flickering torchlight. In front of him six Turcoman merchants, with their
hands bound behind their backs, knelt upon the ground, and beside him two
Tartars held by either arm a man in European dress, whom Olga recognized at
once as the English traveller from India by way of the Himalayas. Her heart
stood still within her with terror, and she hung there, mute and unseen, upon
the rampart above, wondering what in Heaven's name this extraordinary scene was
going to end in. What could it mean? What could Niaz be doing in it? Great God,
it was too horrible!
A Tartar came forward quietly from the crowd with a curved sword.
At a word from Niaz he raised the sword aloft in the air. One second it glanced
bright in the torchlight; the next second a Turcoman's head lay rolling in the
dust, and a little torrent of blood spurted suddenly from the still kneeling
corpse. Olga opened her mouth to scream at the horrid sight, but happily her
voice at once forsook her as in a dream, and she stood fixed to the spot in a
perfect fascination of awe and terror.
Then the Tartar moved on, obedient to a word and a nod from Niaz,
and raised his sword again above the second Turcoman. In a moment, the second
head too rolled down quietly beside the other. Without a minute's delay,
as though it formed part of his everyday business, the practised headsman went
on quietly to the next in order, and did not stop till all six heads lay grim
and ghastly scattered about unheeded in the dust together. Olga shut her eyes,
sickening, but still could not scream for very horror.
Next, Niaz turned to the English traveller, and said something to
him in his politest manner. Olga couldn't catch the words themselves because of
the distance, but she saw from his gestures that he was apologizing to the Englishman
for his rough treatment. The Englishman in reply drew out and handed to Niaz a
small canvas bag, a purse, and a watch. Niaz took them, bowing politely.
"Hands off," he cried to the Tartars in Russian, and they loosed
their prisoner. Then he made a sign, and the Englishman knelt. In a minute more
his head lay rolling in the dust below, and Niaz, with a placid smile upon his
handsome face, turned to give orders to the surrounding Tartars.
Olga could stand it no more. She dared not scream or let herself
be seen; but she turned round, sick at heart, and groped her way, half
paralyzed by fear, along the mouldering rampart, and then turned in at last to
her own bedroom, where she flung herself upon the bed in her clothes, and lay,
tearless but terrified, the whole night through in blinding misery.
She did not need to have it all explained to her. Niaz was nothing
more, after all, than a savage Buriat robber chieftain.
IV
What a terribly long hypocrisy and suspense those six weeks of
dreary waiting, before an answer to her letter could come from Tobolsk, and the
Governor could send a detachment of the military to rescue her from this nest
of murderous banditti!
How Olga hated herself for still pretending to keep on terms with
Niaz! How she loathed and detested the man with whom she must yet live as wife
for that endless time till the day of her delivery!
And Niaz couldn't help seeing that her manner was changed towards
him, though he flattered himself that she had as yet only a bare suspicion, and
no real knowledge of the horrible truth. What a sad thing that she should ever
even have suspected it! What a pity if he could not keep her here to soothe and
lighten his winter solitude!—for he loved her: yes, he really loved her, and he
needed sympathy and companionship in all the best and highest instincts of his
inner nature. These Buriats, what were they? a miserable set of brutal savages:
mere hard-working robbers and murderers, good enough for the practical rough
work of everyday life (such as knocking Turcoman merchants on the head), but
utterly incapable of appreciating or sympathizing with the better tastes of
civilized humanity. It was a hard calling, that of chieftain to these Tartar
wretches, especially for a man of musical culture brought up in Paris; and he
had hoped that Olga might have helped him through with it by her friendly
companionship. Not, of course, that he ever expected to be able to tell her the
whole truth: women will be women; and coming to a rough country, they can't
understand the necessities laid upon one for rough dealing. No, he could never
have expected her to relish the full details of a borderer's profession, but he
was vexed that she should already begin to suspect its nature on so very short
an acquaintance. He had told her he was like a Highland chieftain of the old
times: did she suppose that the Rob Roys and Roderick Dhus of real life used to
treat their Lowland captives with rose-water and chivalry? After all, women
have really no idea of how things must be managed in the stern realities of
actual existence.
So the six weeks passed slowly away, and Olga waited and
watched, with smiles on her lips, in mute terror.
At last, one day, in broad daylight, without a moment's warning,
or a single premonitory symptom, Olga saw the courtyard suddenly filled with
men in Russian uniforms, and a friend of hers, a major of infantry at Tobolsk,
rushing in at the head of his soldiers upon the Tartar barrack.
In one second, as if by magic, the courtyard had changed into a
roaring battlefield, the Cossacks were firing at the Tartars, and the Tartars
were firing at the Cossacks. There was a din of guns and a smoke of gunpowder;
and high above all, in the Buriat language, she heard the voice of Niaz,
frantically encouraging his men to action, and shouting to them with wild
energy in incomprehensible gutturals.
The surprise had been so complete that almost before Olga realized
the situation the firing began to die away. The fort was carried, and Niaz and
his men stood, disarmed and sullen, with bleeding faces, in the midst of a
hastily formed square of stout Cossacks, among the dead and dying strewn upon
the ground.
Handsome as ever, but how she hated him!
His arm was wounded; and the Russian surgeon led him aside to bind
it up. To Olga's amazement, while the surgeon was actually engaged in binding
it, Niaz turned upon him like a savage dog, and bit his arm till the teeth met
fiercely in the very middle. She shut her eyes, and half fainted with disgust
and horror.
The surgeon shook him off, with an oath; and two Cossacks, coming
up hastily, bound his hands behind his back, and tied his legs, quite
regardless of his wounded condition.
Meanwhile, the Russian major had sought out Olga, "Madame la
Baronne," he said respectfully, "I congratulate you upon your safety
and your recovered freedom. Your father is with us; he will soon be here.
Your letter reached him safely, in spite of its roundabout direction; and the
Governor of Tobolsk despatched us at once upon this errand of release. Baron
Niaz had long been suspected: your letter removed all doubts upon the
subject."
A minute or two later, the Cossacks marched their prisoners out of
the courtyard, two and two, into the great hall of the stronghold.
"I wish to bid farewell to my wife," Niaz cried to the
major, in a loud voice. "I shall be sent to the mines, I suppose, and I
shall never see her again in this world most probably."
The major allowed him to come near within speaking distance, under
guard of two Cossacks.
"Madame la Baronne," he hissed out between his clenched
teeth, "this is your hand. It was your hand that you gave me in marriage;
it was your hand that wrote to betray me. Believe me, madame, come what may,
your hand shall pay the penalty."
So much he said, passionately indeed, but with the offended
dignity of a civilized being. Then the Tartar in him broke through the thin
veneer of European culture, and he lolled his tongue out at her in savage
derision, with a hideous menacing leer like an untamed barbarian. Till that
moment, in spite of the horrible massacre she had seen with her own eyes, Olga
had never suspected what profound depths of vulgar savagery lay unperceived
beneath Alexander Niaz's handsome and aristocratic European features.
One more word he uttered coarsely: a word of foul reproach unfit
to be repeated, which made Olga's cheek turn crimson with wrath and indignation
even in that supreme moment of conflicting passions. She buried her face
between her two hands wildly, and burst into a sudden flood of uncontrollable
tears.
"March him away," cried the major in a stern voice. And
they marched him away, still mocking, with the other prisoners.
That was the last Olga Davidoff then saw of her Buriat husband.
V
After Niaz had been tried and condemned for robbery and murder,
and sent with the usual Russian clemency to the mines of Oukboul, Olga Davidoff
could not bear any longer to live at Tobolsk. It was partly terror, partly
shame, partly pride; but Tobolsk or even St. Petersburg she felt to be
henceforth utterly impossible for her.
So she determined to go back to her kinsfolk in that dear old
quiet England, where there are no Nihilists, and no Tartars, and no exiles, and
where everybody lived so placidly and demurely. She looked back now upon The
Laurels, Clapham, as the ideal home of repose and happiness.
It was not at Clapham, however, that Madame Niaz (as she still
called herself) settled down, but in a quiet little Kentish village, where the
London branch of the Davids family had retired to spend their Russian money.
Frank Davids, the son of the house, was Olga's second cousin; and
when Olga had taken the pretty little rose-covered cottage at the end of the
village, Frank Davids found few things more pleasant in life than to drop in of
an afternoon and have a chat with his Russian kinswoman. Olga lived there alone
with her companion, and in spite of the terrible scenes she had so lately gone
through, she was still a girl, very young, very attractive, and very pretty.
What a wonderfully different life, the lawn-tennis with Frank and
the curate and the Davids girls up at the big house, from the terror and
isolation of the Buriat stronghold! Under the soothing influence of that
placid existence, Olga Davidoff began at last almost to outlive the lasting
effects of that one great horror. Stamped as it was into the very fabric of her
being, she felt it now less poignantly than of old, and sometimes for an hour
or two she even ventured to be careless and happy.
Yet all the time the awful spectre of that robber and murderer
Niaz, who was nevertheless still her wedded husband, rose up before her, day
and night, to prevent her happiness from being ever more than momentary.
And Frank, too, was such a nice, good fellow! Frank had heard from
Madame Davidoff all her story (for madame had come over to see Olga fairly
settled), and he pitied her for her sad romance in such a kind, brotherly
fashion.
Once, and once only, Frank said a word to her that was not exactly
brotherly. They were walking together down the footpath by the mill, and Olga
had been talking to him about that great terror, when Frank asked her, in a
quiet voice, "Olga, why don't you try to get a divorce from that horrible
Niaz?"
Olga looked at him in blank astonishment, and asked in return,
"Why, Frank, what would be the use of that? It would never blot out the
memory of the past, or make that wretch any the less my wedded husband."
"But, Olga, you need a protector sorely. You need somebody to
soothe and remove your lasting terror. And I think I know some one, Olga,—I
know some one who would give his whole life to save you, dearest, from a single
day's fear or unhappiness."
Olga looked up at him like a startled child. "Frank,"
she cried, "dear, dear Frank, you good cousin, never say again another
word like that, or you will make me afraid to walk with you or talk with you
any longer. You are the one friend I have whom I can trust and confide in:
don't drive me away by talking to me of what is so impossible. I hate the
man: I loathe and abhor him with all my heart; but I can never forget that he
is still my husband. I have made my choice, and I must abide by it. Frank,
Frank, promise me,—promise me, that you will never again speak upon the
subject."
Frank's face grew saddened in a moment with a terrible sadness;
but he said in a firm voice, "I promise," and he never broke his word
from that day onward.
VI
Three years passed away quietly in the Kentish village, and every
day Olga's unreasoning terror of Niaz grew gradually fainter and fainter. If
she had known that Niaz had escaped from the mines, after eight months'
imprisonment, and made his way by means of his Tartar friends across the passes
to Tibet and Calcutta, she would not have allowed the sense of security to grow
so strong upon her.
Meanwhile Frank, often in London, had picked up the acquaintance
of a certain M. de Vouillemont, a French gentleman much about at the clubs, of
whose delightful manners and wide acquaintance with the world and men he was
never tired of talking to Olga. "A most charming man, indeed, De
Vouillemont, and very anxious to come down here and see Hazelhurst. Besides,
Olga, he has been even in Russia, and he knows how to talk admirably about
everybody and everything. I've asked him down for Friday evening. Now, do, like
a good girl, break your rule for once, and come and dine with us, although
there's to be a stranger. It's only one, you know, and the girls would be so
delighted if you'd help entertain him, for he speaks hardly any English, and
their French, poor things, is horribly insular and boarding-schooly."
At last, with much reluctance, Olga consented, and on the
Friday she went up to the big house at eight punctually.
Mrs. Davids and the girls were not yet in the drawing-room when
she arrived; but M. de Vouillemont had dressed early, and was standing with his
back to the room, looking intently at some pictures on the wall, as Olga
entered.
As she came in, and the servant shut the door behind her, the
stranger turned slowly. In a moment she recognized him. His complexion was
disguised, so as to make him look darker than before; his black moustache was
shaved off; his hair was differently cut and dressed; but still, as he looked
her in the face, she knew him at once. It was Alexander Niaz!
Petrified with fear, she could neither fly nor scream. She stood
still in the middle of the drawing-room, and stared at him fixedly in an agony
of terror.
Niaz had evidently tracked her down, and come prepared for his
horrid revenge. Without a moment's delay, his face underwent a hideous change,
and from the cultivated European gentleman in evening clothes that he looked
when she entered, he was transformed as if by magic into a grinning, gibbering
Tartar savage, with his tongue lolling out once more, as of old in Siberia, in
hateful derision of her speechless terror.
Seizing her roughly by the arm, he dragged her after him, not so
much unresisting as rigid with horror, to the open fireplace. A marble fender
ran around the tiled hearth. Laying her down upon the rug as if she were dead, he
placed her small right hand with savage glee upon that ready-made block, and
then proceeded deliberately to take out a small steel hatchet from inside his
evening coat. Olga was too terrified even to withdraw her hand. He raised the
axe on high—it flashed a second in the air—a smart throb of pain—a dreadful
crunching of bone and sinew—and Olga's hand fell white and lifeless upon the
tiled hearthplace. Without stopping to look at her for a second, he took
it up brutally in his own, and flung it with a horrible oath into the blazing
fire.
At that moment, the door opened, and Frank entered.
Olga, lying faint and bleeding on the hearth rug, was just able to
look up at him imploringly and utter in a sharp cry of alarm the one word
"Niaz."
Frank sprang upon him like an angry lion.
"I told her her hand should pay the penalty," the Tartar
cried, with a horrible joy bursting wildly from his livid features; "and
now it burns in the fire over yonder, as she herself shall burn next minute for
ever and ever in fire and brimstone."
As he spoke he drew a pistol from his pocket, and pointed it at
her with his finger on the trigger.
Next moment, before he could fire, Frank had seized his hand,
flung the pistol to the farther end of the drawing-room, and forced the Tartar
down upon the floor in a terrible life-and-death struggle.
Niaz's face, already livid, grew purpler and purpler as they
wrestled with one another on the carpet in that deadly effort. His wrath and
vindictiveness gave a mad energy to his limbs and muscles. Should he be baulked
of his fair revenge at last? Should the woman who had betrayed him escape
scot-free with just the loss of a hand, and he himself merely exchange a
Siberian for an English prison? No, no, never! by St. Nicholas, never! Ha,
madame! I will murder you both! The pistol! the pistol! A thousand devils! let
me go! I will kill you yet! I will kill you! I will kill you! Then he gasped,
and grew blacker and purpler—blacker and purpler—blacker—blacker—blacker—ever
blacker. Presently he gasped again. Frank's hand was now upon his mumbling
throat. They rolled over and over in their frantic struggles. Then a long, slow
inspiration. After that, his muscles relaxed. Frank loosed him a little, but
knelt upon his breast heavily still, lest he should rise again in another
paroxysm. But no: he lay quite motionless—quite motionless, and never stirred a
single finger.
Frank felt his heart—no movement; his pulse—quite quiet; his
lips—not a breath perceptible! Then he rose, faint and staggoring, and rang for
the servants.
When the doctor came hurriedly from the village to bandage up the
Russian lady's arm, he immediately pronounced that M. de Vouillemont was
dead—stone dead—not a doubt about it. Probably apoplexy under stress of violent
emotion.
The inquest was a good deal hushed up, owing to the exceedingly
painful circumstances of the case; and to this day very few people about
Torquay (where she now lives) know how Mrs. Frank Davids, the quiet lady who
dresses herself always in black, and has such a beautiful softened
half-frightened expression, came to lose her right hand. But everybody knows
that Mr. Davids is tenderness itself to her, and that she loves him in return
with the most absolute and childlike devotion.
It was worth cutting off her right hand, after all, to be rid of
that awful spectre of Niaz, and to have gained the peaceful love of Frank
Davids.
8.JOHN
CANN'S TREASURE
Cecil Mitford sat at a desk in the Record Office with a stained
and tattered sheet of dark dirty-brown antique paper spread before him in
triumph, and with an eager air of anxious inquiry speaking forth from every
line in his white face and every convulsive twitch at the irrepressible corners
of his firm pallid mouth. Yes, there was no doubt at all about it; the piece of
torn and greasy paper which he had at last discovered was nothing more or less
than John Cann's missing letter. For two years Cecil Mitford had given up all
his spare time, day and night, to the search for that lost fragment of crabbed
seventeenth-century handwriting; and now at length, after so many
disappointments and so much fruitless anxious hunting, the clue to the secret
of John Cann's treasure was lying there positively before him. The young man's
hand trembled violently as he held the paper fast unopened in his feverish
grasp, and read upon its back the autograph endorsement of Charles the Second's
Secretary of State—"Letter in cypher from Io. Cann, the noted Buccaneer,
to his brother Willm, intercepted at Port Royal by his Maties command,
and despatched by General Ed. D'Oyley, his Maties Captain-Genl and
Governor-in-Chief of the Island of Jamaica, to me, H. Nicholas." That was it, beyond the shadow of a doubt; and though
Cecil Mitford had still to apply to the cypher John Cann's own written
key, and to find out the precise import of the directions it contained, he felt
at that moment that the secret was now at last virtually discovered, and that
John Cann's untold thousands of buried wealth were potentially his very own
already.
He was only a clerk in the Colonial Office, was Cecil Mitford, on
a beggarly income of a hundred and eighty a year—how small it seemed now, when
John Cann's money was actually floating before his mind's eye; but he had
brains and industry and enterprise after a fitful adventurous fashion of his
own; and he had made up his mind years before that he would find out the secret
of John Cann's buried treasure, if he had to spend half a lifetime on the
almost hopeless quest. As a boy, Cecil Mitford had been brought up at his
father's rectory on the slopes of Dartmoor, and there he had played from his
babyhood upward among the rugged granite boulders of John Cann's rocks, and had
heard from the farm labourers and the other children around the romantic but
perfectly historical legend of John Cann's treasure. Unknown and incredible
sums in Mexican doubloons and Spanish dollars lay guarded by a strong oaken
chest in a cavern on the hilltop, long since filled up with flints and mould
from the neighbouring summits. To that secure hiding-place the great buccaneer
had committed the hoard gathered in his numberless piratical expeditions,
burying all together under the shadow of a petty porphyritic tor that overhangs
the green valley of Bovey Tracy. Beside the bare rocks that mark the site, a
perfectly distinct pathway is worn by footsteps into the granite platform
underfoot; and that path, little Cecil Mitford had heard with childish awe and
wonder, was cut out by the pacing up and down of old John Cann himself,
mounting guard in the darkness and solitude over the countless treasure that he
had hidden away in the recesses of the pixies' hole beneath.
As young Mitford grew up to man's estate, this story of John
Cann's treasure haunted his quick imagination for many years with wonderful
vividness. When he first came up to London, after his father's death, and took
his paltry clerkship in the Colonial Office—how he hated the place, with its
monotonous drudgery, while John Cann's wealth was only waiting for him to take
it and floating visibly before his prophetic eyes!—the story began for a while
to fade out under the disillusioning realities of respectable poverty and a
petty Government post. But before he had been many months in the West India
department (he had a small room on the third floor, overlooking Downing Street)
a casual discovery made in overhauling the archives of the office suddenly
revived the boyish dream with all the added realism and cool intensity of
maturer years. He came across a letter from John Cann himself to the Protector
Oliver, detailing the particulars of a fierce irregular engagement with a
Spanish privateer, in which the Spaniard had been captured with much booty, and
his vessel duly sold to the highest bidder in Port Royal harbour. This curious
coincidence gave a great shock of surprise to young Mitford. John Cann, then,
was no mythical prehistoric hero, no fairy-king or pixy or barrow-haunter of
the popular fancy, but an actual genuine historical figure, who corresponded
about his daring exploits with no less a personage than Oliver himself! From
that moment forth, Cecil Mitford gave himself up almost entirely to tracing out
the forgotten history of the old buccaneer. He allowed no peace to the learned
person who took care of the State Papers of the Commonwealth at the Record
Office, and he established private relations, by letter, with two or three
clerks in the Colonial Secretary's Office at Kingston, Jamaica, whom he induced
to help him in reconstructing the lost story of John Cann's life.
Bit by bit Cecil Mitford had slowly pieced together a wonderful
mass of information, buried under piles of ragged manuscript and weary reams of
dusty documents, about the days and doings of that ancient terror of the
Spanish Main. John Cann was a Devonshire lad, of the rollicking, roving
seventeenth century, born and bred at Bovey Tracy, on the flanks of Dartmoor,
the last survivor of those sea-dogs of Devon who had sallied forth to conquer
and explore a new Continent under the guidance of Drake, and Raleigh, and
Frobisher, and Hawkins. As a boy, he had sailed with his father in a ship that
bore the Queen's letters of marque and reprisal against the Spanish galleons;
in his middle life, he had lived a strange roaming existence—half pirate and
half privateer, intent upon securing the Protestant religion and punishing the
King's enemies by robbing wealthy Spanish skippers and cutting off the recusant
noses of vile Papistical Cuban slave traders; in his latter days, the fierce,
half-savage old mariner had relapsed into sheer robbery, and had been hunted
down as a public enemy by the Lord Protector's servants, or later still by the
Captains-General and Governors-in-Chief of his Most Sacred Majesty's Dominions
in the West Indies. For what was legitimate warfare in the spacious days of
great Elizabeth, had come to be regarded in the degenerate reign of Charles II.
as rank piracy.
One other thing Cecil Mitford had discovered, with absolute
certainty; and that was that in the summer of 1660, "the year of his Matie's most
happy restoration," as John Cann himself phrased it, the persecuted and
much misunderstood old buccaneer had paid a secret visit to England, and had
brought with him the whole hoard which he had accumulated during sixty years of
lawful or unlawful piracy in the West Indies and the Spanish Main. Concerning
this hoard, which he had concealed somewhere in Devonshire, he kept up a brisk
vernacular correspondence in cypher with his brother William, at Tavistock; and
the key to that cypher, marked outside "A clew to my Bro. John's
secret writing," Cecil Mitford had been fortunate enough to unearth among
the undigested masses of the Record Office. But one letter, the last and most
important of the whole series, containing as he believed the actual statement
of the hiding-place, had long evaded all his research: and that was the letter
which, now at last, after months and months of patient inquiry, lay unfolded
before his dazzled eyes on the little desk in his accustomed corner. It had
somehow been folded up by mistake in the papers relating to the charge against
Cyriack Skinner, of complicity in the Rye House Plot. How it got there nobody
knows, and probably nobody but Cecil Mitford himself could ever have succeeded
in solving the mystery.
As he gazed, trembling, at the precious piece of dusty
much-creased paper, scribbled over in the unlettered schoolboy hand of the wild
old sea-dog, Cecil Mitford could hardly restrain himself for a moment from
uttering a cry. Untold wealth swam before his eyes: he could marry Ethel now,
and let her drive in her own carriage! Ah, what he would give if he might only
shout in his triumph. He couldn't even read the words, he was so excited. But
after a minute or two, he recovered his composure sufficiently to begin
deciphering the crabbed writing, which constant practice and familiarity with
the system enabled him to do immediately, without even referring to the key.
And this was what, with a few minutes' inspection, Cecil Mitford slowly spelled
out of the dirty manuscript:—
"From Jamaica. This 23rd day of Jany,
"in the Yeare of our Lord 1663.
"My deare Bro.,—I did not think to have written you againe,
after the scurvie Trick you have played me in disclosing my Affairs to that
meddlesome Knight that calls himself the King's Secretary: but in truth your
last Letter hath so moved me by your Vileness that I must needs reply
thereto with all Expedicion. These are to assure you, then, that let you pray
how you may, or gloze over your base treatment with fine cozening Words and fair
Promises, you shall have neither lot nor scot in my Threasure, which is indeed
as you surmise hidden away in England, but the Secret whereof I shall impart
neither to you nor to no man. I have give commands, therefore that the Paper
whereunto I have committed the place of its hiding shall be buried with my own
Body (when God please) in the grave-yarde at Port Royal in this Island: so that
you shall never be bettered one Penny by your most Damnable Treachery and
Double-facedness. For I know you, my deare Bro., in very truth for a prating
Coxcomb, a scurvie cowardlie Knave, and a lying Thief of other Men's
Reputations. Therefore, no more herewith from your very humble Servt.,
and Loving Bro.,
"Iohn Cann, Captn"
Cecil Mitford laid the paper down as he finished reading it with a
face even whiter and paler than before, and with the muscles of his mouth
trembling violently with suppressed emotion. At the exact second when he felt
sure he had discovered the momentous secret, it had slipped mysteriously
through his very fingers, and seemed now to float away into the remote
distance, almost as far from his eager grasp as ever. Even there, in the musty
Record Office, before all the clerks and scholars who were sitting about
working carelessly at their desks at mere dilettante historical problems—the
stupid prigs, how he hated them!—he could hardly restrain the expression of his
pent-up feelings at that bitter disappointment in the very hour of his fancied
triumph. Jamaica! How absolutely distant and unapproachable it sounded! How
hopeless the attempt to follow up the clue! How utterly his day-dream had been
dashed to the ground in those three minutes of silent deciphering! He felt
as if the solid earth was reeling beneath him, and he would have given the
whole world if he could have put his face between his two hands on the desk and
cried like a woman before the whole Record Office.
For half an hour by the clock he sat there dazed and motionless,
gazing in a blank disappointed fashion at the sheet of coffee-coloured paper in
front of him. It was late, and workers were dropping away one after another
from the scantily peopled desks. But Cecil Mitford took no notice of them: he
merely sat with his arms folded, and gazed abstractedly at that disappointing,
disheartening, irretrievable piece of crabbed writing. At last an assistant
came up and gently touched his arm. "We're going to close now, sir,"
he said in his unfeeling official tone—just as if it were a mere bit of
historical inquiry he was after—"and I shall be obliged if you'll put back
the manuscripts you've been consulting into F. 27." Cecil Mitford rose
mechanically and sorted out the Cyriack Skinner papers into their proper
places. Then he laid them quietly on the shelf, and walked out into the streets
of London, for the moment a broken-hearted man.
But as he walked home alone that clear warm summer evening, and
felt the cool breeze blowing against his forehead, he began to reflect to
himself that, after all, all was not lost; that in fact things really stood
better with him now than they had stood that very morning, before he lighted
upon John Cann's last letter. He had not discovered the actual hiding-place of
the hoard, to be sure, but he now knew on John Cann's own indisputable
authority, first, that there really was a hidden treasure; second, that the
hiding-place was really in England; and third, that full particulars as to the
spot where it was buried might be found in John Cann's own coffin at Port
Royal, Jamaica. It was a risky and difficult thing to open a coffin, no doubt;
but it was not impossible. No, not impossible. On the whole, putting one
thing with another, in spite of his terrible galling disappointment, he was
really nearer to the recovery of the treasure now than he had ever been in his
life before. Till to-day, the final clue was missing; to-day, it had been
found. It was a difficult and dangerous clue to follow, but still it had been
found.
And yet, setting aside the question of desecrating a grave, how
all but impossible it was for him to get to Jamaica! His small funds had long
ago been exhausted in prosecuting the research, and he had nothing on earth to
live upon now but his wretched salary. Even if he could get three or six
months' leave from the Colonial Office, which was highly improbable, how could
he ever raise the necessary money for his passage out and home, as well as for
the delicate and doubtful operation of searching for documents in John Cann's
coffin? It was tantalising, it was horrible, it was unendurable; but here, with
the secret actually luring him on to discover it, he was to be foiled and
baffled at the last moment by a mere paltry, petty, foolish consideration of
two hundred pounds! Two hundred pounds! How utterly ludicrous! Why, John Cann's
treasure would make him a man of fabulous wealth for a whole lifetime, and he
was to be prevented from realizing it by a wretched matter of two hundred
pounds! He would do anything to get it—for a loan, a mere loan; to be repaid
with cent. per cent. interest; but where in the world, where in the world, was
he ever to get it from?
And then, quick as lightning, the true solution of the whole
difficulty flashed at once across his excited brain. He could borrow all the
money if he chose from Ethel! Poor little Ethel; she hadn't much of her own;
but she had just enough to live very quietly upon with her Aunt Emily; and,
thank Heaven, it wasn't tied up with any of those bothering, meddling
three-per-cent.-loving trustees! She had her little all at her own
disposal, and he could surely get two or three hundred pounds from her to
secure for them both the boundless buried wealth of John Cann's treasure.
Should he make her a confidante outright, and tell her what it was
that he wanted the money for? No, that would be impossible, for though she had
heard all about John Cann over and over again, she had not faith enough in the
treasure—women are so unpractical—to hazard her little scrap of money on it; of
that he felt certain. She would go and ask old Mr. Cartwright's opinion; and old
Mr. Cartwright was one of those penny-wise, purblind, unimaginative old
gentlemen who will never believe in anything until they've seen it. Yet here
was John Cann's money going a-begging, so to speak, and only waiting for him
and Ethel to come and enjoy it. Cecil had no patience with those stupid,
stick-in-the-mud, timid people who can see no further than their own noses. For
Ethel's own sake he would borrow two or three hundred pounds from her, one way
or another, and she would easily forgive him the harmless little deception when
he paid her back a hundredfold out of John Cann's boundless treasure.
II
That very evening, without a minute's delay, Cecil determined to
go round and have a talk with Ethel Sunderland. "Strike while the iron's
hot," he said to himself. "There isn't a minute to be lost; for who
knows but somebody else may find John Cann's treasure before I do?"
Ethel opened the door to him herself; theirs was an old engagement
of long standing, after the usual Government clerk's fashion; and Aunt Emily
didn't stand out so stiffly as many old maids do for the regular proprieties.
Very pretty Ethel looked with her pale face and the red ribbon in her
hair; very pretty, but Cecil feared, as he looked into her dark hazel eyes, a
little wearied and worn-out, for it was her music-lesson day, as he well
remembered. Her music-lesson day! Ethel Sutherland to give music-lessons to
some wretched squealing children at the West-end, when all John Cann's wealth
was lying there, uncounted, only waiting for him and her to take it and enjoy
it! The bare thought was a perfect purgatory to him. He must get that two
hundred pounds to-night, or give up the enterprise altogether.
"Well, Ethel darling," he said tenderly, taking her
pretty little hand in his; "you look tired, dearest. Those horrid children
have been bothering you again. How I wish we were married, and you were well
out of it!"
Ethel smiled a quiet smile of resignation. "They are rather
trying, Cecil," she said gently, "especially on days when one has got
a headache; but, after all, I'm very glad to have the work to do; it helps such
a lot to eke out our little income. We have so very little,
you know, even for two lonely women to live upon in simple little lodgings like
these, that I'm thankful I can do something to help dear Aunt Emily, who's
really goodness itself. You see, after all, I get very well paid indeed for the
lessons."
"Ethel," Cecil Mitford said suddenly, thinking it better
to dash at once into the midst of business; "I've come round this evening
to talk with you about a means by which you can add a great deal with perfect
safety to your little income. Not by lessons, Ethel darling; not by lessons. I
can't bear to see you working away the pretty tips off those dear little
fingers of yours with strumming scales on the piano for a lot of stupid, gawky
school-girls; it's by a much simpler way than that; I know of a perfectly safe
investment for that three hundred that you've got in New Zealand Four per
Cents. Can you not have heard that New Zealand securities are in a very shaky
way just at present?"
"Very shaky, Cecil?" Ethel answered in surprise.
"Why, Mr. Cartwright told me only a week ago they were as safe as the Bank
of England!"
"Mr. Cartwright's an ignorant old martinet," Cecil replied
vigorously. "He thinks because the stock's inscribed and the dividends are
payable in Threadneedle Street that the colony of New Zealand's perfectly
solvent. Now, I'm in the Colonial Office, and I know a great deal better than
that. New Zealand has over-borrowed, I assure you; quite over-borrowed; and a
serious fall is certain to come sooner or later. Mark my words, Ethel darling;
if you don't sell out those New Zealand Fours, you'll find your three hundred
has sunk to a hundred and fifty in rather less than half no time!"
Ethel hesitated, and looked at him in astonishment. "That's
very queer," she said, "for Mr. Cartwright wants me to sell out my
little bit of Midland and put it all into the same New Zealands. He says
they're so safe and pay so well."
"Mr. Cartwright indeed!" Cecil cried contemptuously.
"What means on earth has he of knowing? Didn't he advise you to buy
nothing but three per cents., and then let you get some Portuguese Threes at
fifty, which are really sixes, and exceedingly doubtful securities? What's the
use of trusting a man like that, I should like to know? No, Ethel, if you'll be
guided by me—and I have special opportunities of knowing about these things at
the Colonial Office—you'll sell out your New Zealands, and put them into a much
better investment that I can tell you about. And if I were you, I'd say nothing
about it to Mr. Cartwright."
"But, Cecil, I never did anything in business before without
consulting him! I should be afraid of going quite wrong."
Cecil took her hand in his with real tenderness. Though he was
trying to deceive her—for her own good—he loved her dearly in his heart of
hearts, and hated himself for the deception he was remorsefully practising upon
her. Yet, for her sake, he would go through with it. "You must get
accustomed to trusting me instead of him, darling," he said softly.
"When you are mine for ever, as I hope you will be soon, you will take my
advice, of course, in all such matters, won't you? And you may as well begin by
taking it now. I have great hopes, Ethel, that before very long my
circumstances will be so much improved that I shall be able to marry you—I
hardly know how quickly; perhaps even before next Christmas. But meanwhile,
darling, I have something to break to you that I dare say will grieve you a
little for the moment, though it's for your ultimate good, birdie—for your
ultimate good. The Colonial Office people have selected me to go to Jamaica on
some confidential Government business, which may keep me there for three months
or so. It's a dreadful thing to be away from you so long, Ethel; but if I
manage the business successfully—and I shall, I know—I shall get promoted when
I come back, well promoted, perhaps to the chief clerkship in the Department;
and then we could marry comfortably almost at once."
"To Jamaica! Oh, Cecil! How awfully far! And suppose you were
to get yellow fever or something."
"But I won't, Ethel; I promise you I won't, and I'll
guarantee it with a kiss, birdie; so now, that's settled. And then, consider
the promotion! Only three months, probably, and when I come back, we can be
actually married. It's a wonderful stroke of luck, and I only heard of it this
morning. I couldn't rest till I came and told you."
Ethel wiped a tear away silently, and only answered, "If
you're glad, Cecil dearest, I'm glad too."
"Well now, Ethel," Cecil Mitford went on as gaily as he
could, "that brings me up to the second point. I want you to sell out
these wretched New Zealands, so as to take the money with me to invest on good
mortgages in Jamaica. My experience in West Indian matters—after three years in
the Department—will enable me to lay it out for you at nine per cent.—nine per
cent., observe, Ethel,—on absolute security of landed property. Planters want
money to improve their estates, and can't get it at less than that rate. Your
three hundred would bring you in twenty-seven pounds, Ethel; twenty-seven
pounds is a lot of money!"
What could poor Ethel do? In his plausible, affectionate
manner—and all for her own good, too—Cecil talked her over quickly between love
and business experience, coaxing kisses and nine per cent. interest, endearing
names and knowledge of West Indian affairs, till helpless little Ethel
willingly promised to give up her poor little three hundred, and even arranged
to meet Cecil secretly on Thursday at the Bank of England, about Colonial
Office dinner-hour, to effect the transfer on her own account, without saying a
single word about it to Aunt Emily or Mr. Cartwright. Cecil's conscience—for he had a
conscience, though he did his best to stifle it—gave him a bitter twinge every
now and then, as one question after another drove him time after time into a
fresh bit of deceit; but he tried to smile and smile and be a villain as
unconcernedly and lightly as possible. Once only towards the end of the
evening, when everything was settled, and Cecil had talked about his passage,
and the important business with which he was entrusted, at full length, a gleam
of suspicion seemed to flash for a single second across poor Ethel's deluded
little brains. Jamaica—promotion—three hundred pounds—it was all so sudden and
so connected; could Cecil himself be trying to deceive her, and using her money
for his wild treasure hunt? The doubt was horrible, degrading, unworthy of her
or him; and yet somehow for a single moment she could not help
half-unconsciously entertaining it.
"Cecil," she said, hesitating, and looking into the very
depths of his truthful blue eyes; "you're not concealing anything from me,
are you? It's not some journey connected with John Cann?"
Cecil coughed and cleared his throat uneasily, but by a great
effort he kept his truthful blue eyes still fixed steadily on hers. (He would
have given the world if he might have turned them away, but that would have
been to throw up the game incontinently.) "My darling Ethel," he said
evasively, "how on earth could the Colonial Office have anything to do
with John Cann?"
"Answer me 'yes' or 'no,' Cecil. Do please answer me 'yes' or
'no.'"
Cecil kept his eyes still fixed immovably on hers, and without a
moment's hesitation answered quickly "no." It was an awful wrench,
and his lips could hardly frame the horrid falsehood, but for Ethel's sake he
answered "no."
"Then I know I can trust you, Cecil," she said, laying
her head for forgiveness on his shoulder. "Oh, how wrong it was of me to
doubt you for a second!"
Cecil sighed uneasily, and kissed her white forehead without a
single word.
"After all," he thought to himself, as he walked back to
his lonely lodgings late that evening, "I need never tell her anything
about it. I can pretend, when I've actually got John Cann's treasure, that I
came across the clue accidently while I was in Jamaica; and I can lay out three
hundred of it there in mortgages; and she need never know a single word about
my innocent little deception. But indeed in the pride and delight of so much
money, all our own, she'll probably never think at all of her poor little
paltry three hundred."
III
It was an awfully long time, that eighteen days at sea, on the
Royal Mail Steamship Don, bound for Kingston, Jamaica, with John
Cann's secret for ever on one's mind, and nothing to do all day, by way of
outlet for one's burning energy, but to look, hour after hour, at the
monotonous face of the seething water. But at last the journey was over; and
before Cecil Mitford had been twenty-four hours at Date Tree Hall, the chief
hotel in Kingston, he had already hired a boat and sailed across the baking hot
harbour to Port Royal, to look in the dreary, sandy cemetery for any sign or
token of John Cann's grave.
An old grey-haired negro, digging at a fresh grave, had charge of
the cemetery, and to him Cecil Mitford at once addressed himself, to find out
whether any tombstone about the place bore the name of John Cann. The old man
turned the name over carefully in his stolid brains, and then shook his heavy
grey head with a decided negative. "Massa John Cann, sah," he said
dubiously, "Massa John Cann; it don't nobody buried here by de name ob
Massa John Cann. I sartin, sah, becase I's sexton in dis here cemetry dese
fifty year, an' I know de grabe ob ebbery buckra gentleman dat ebber buried
here since I fuss came."
Cecil Mitford tossed his head angrily. "Since you first
came, my good man," he said with deep contempt. "Since you first
came! Why, John Cann was buried here ages and ages before you yourself were
ever born or thought of."
The old negro looked up at him inquiringly. There is nothing a
negro hates like contempt; and he answered back with a disdainful tone,
"Den I can find out if him ebber was buried here at all, as well as
you, sah. We has register here, we don't ignorant heathen. I has register in de
church ob every pusson dat ebber buried in dis cemetry from de berry
beginnin—from de year ob de great earthquake itself. What year dis Massa John
Cann him die, now? What year him die?"
Cecil pricked up his ears at the mention of the register, and
answered eagerly, "In the year 1669."
The old negro sat down quietly on a flat tomb, and answered with a
smile of malicious triumph, "Den you is ignorant know-nuffin pusson for a
buckra gentleman, for true, sah, if you tink you will find him grabe in dis
here cemetry. Don't you nebber read your history book, dat all Port Royal
drowned in de great earthquake ob de year 1692? We has register here for ebbery
year, from de year 1692 downward; but de grabes, and de cemetry, and de
register, from de year 1692 upward, him all swallowed up entirely in de great
earthquake, bress de Lord!"
Cecil Mitford felt the earth shivering beneath him at that moment,
as verily as the Port Royal folk had felt it shiver in 1692. He clutched at the
headstone to keep him from falling, and sat down hazily on the flat tomb,
beside the grey-headed old negro, like one unmanned and utterly disheartened.
It was all only too true. With his intimate knowledge of John Cann's life, and
of West Indian affairs generally, how on earth could he ever have overlooked
it? John Cann's grave lay buried five fathoms deep, no doubt, under the blue waters
of the Caribbean. And it was for this that he had madly thrown up his Colonial
Office appointment, for this that he had wasted Ethel's money, for this that he
had burdened his conscience with a world of lies; all to find in the end that
John Cann's secret was hidden under five fathoms of tropical lagoon, among the
scattered and waterlogged ruins of Old Port Royal. His fortitude forsook him
for a single moment, and burying his face in his two hands, there, under the sweltering
midday heat of that deadly sandbank, he broke down utterly, and sobbed like a
child before the very eyes of the now softened old negro sexton.
IV
It was not for long, however. Cecil Mitford had at least one
strong quality—indomitable energy and perseverance. All was not yet lost: if
need were, he would hunt for John Cann's tomb in the very submerged ruins of
Old Port Royal. He looked up once more at the puzzled negro, and tried to bear
this bitter downfall of all his hopes with manful resignation.
At that very moment, a tall and commanding-looking man, of about
sixty, with white hair but erect figure, walked slowly from the cocoa-nut grove
on the sand-spit into the dense and tangled precincts of the cemetery. He was a
brown man, a mulatto apparently, but his look and bearing showed him at once to
be a person of education and distinction in his own fashion. The old sexton
rose up respectfully as the stranger approached, and said to him in a very
different tone from that in which he had addressed Cecil Mitford, "Marnin,
sah; marnin, Mr. Barclay. Dis here buckra gentleman from Englan', him come
'quiring in de cemetry after de grabe of pusson dat dead before de great
earthquake. What for him come here like-a-dat on fool's errand, eh, sah? What
for him not larn before him come dat Port Royal all gone drowned in de year
1692?"
The new-comer raised his hat slightly to Cecil Mitford, and spoke
at once in the grave gentle voice of an educated and cultivated mulatto.
"You wanted some antiquarian information about the island, sir; some facts
about some one who died before the Port Royal earthquake? You have luckily
stumbled across the right man to help you; for I think if anything can be
recovered about anybody in Jamaica, I can aid you in recovering it. Whose
grave did you want to see?"
Cecil hardly waited to thank the polite stranger, but blurted out
at once, "The grave of John Cann, who died in 1669."
The stranger smiled quietly. "What! John Cann, the famous
buccaneer?" he said, with evident delight. "Are you interested in
John Cann?"
"I am," Cecil answered hastily. "Do you know
anything about him?"
"I know all about him," the tall mulatto replied.
"All about him in every way. He was not buried at Port Royal at all. He
intended to be, and gave orders to that effect; but his servants had him buried
quietly elsewhere, on account of some dispute with the Governor of the time
being, about some paper which he desired to have placed in his coffin."
"Where, where?" Cecil Mitford gasped out eagerly,
clutching at this fresh straw with all the anxiety of a drowning man.
"At Spanish Town," the stranger answered calmly. "I
know his grave there well to the present day. If you are interested in Jamaican
antiquities, and would like to come over and see it, I shall be happy to show
you the tomb. That is my name." And he handed Cecil Mitford his card, with
all the courteous dignity of a born gentleman.
Cecil took the card and read the name on it: "The Hon.
Charles Barclay, Leigh Caymanas, Spanish Town." How his heart bounded
again that minute! Proof was accumulating on proof, and luck on luck! After
all, he had tracked down John Cann's grave; and the paper was really there,
buried in his coffin. He took the handkerchief from his pocket and wiped his
damp brow with a feeling of unspeakable relief. Ethel was saved, and they might
still enjoy John Cann's treasure.
Mr. Barclay sat down beside him on the stone slab, and began
talking over all he knew about John Cann's life and actions. Cecil affected to
be interested in all he said, though really he could think of one thing only:
the treasure, the treasure, the treasure. But he managed also to let Mr.
Barclay see how much he too knew about the old buccaneer: and Mr. Barclay, who
was a simple-minded learned enthusiast for all that concerned the antiquities
of his native island, was so won over by this display of local knowledge on the
part of a stranger and an Englishman, that he ended by inviting Cecil over to
his house at Spanish Town, to stop as long as he was able. Cecil gladly
accepted the invitation, and that very afternoon, with a beating heart, he took
his place in the lumbering train that carried him over to the final goal of his
Jamaican expedition.
V
In a corner of the Cathedral graveyard at Spanish Town, overhung
by a big spreading mango tree, and thickly covered by prickly scrub of agave
and cactus, the white-haired old mulatto gentleman led Cecil Mitford up to a
water-worn and weathered stone, on which a few crumbling letters alone were
still visible. Cecil kneeled down on the bare ground, regardless of the sharp
cactus spines that stung and tore his flesh, and began clearing the moss and
lichen away from the neglected monument. Yes, his host was right! right, right,
right, indubitably. The first two letters were Io, then a blank where others
were obliterated, and then came ann. That stood clearly
for Iohn Cann. And below he could slowly
make out the words, "Born at ... vey Tra ... Devon...." with an
illegible date, "Died at P ... Royal, May 12, 1669." Oh, great
heavens, yes. John Cann's grave! John Cann's grave! John Cann's grave!
Beyond any shadow or suspicion of mistake, John Cann and his precious secret
lay buried below that mouldering tombstone.
That very evening Cecil Mitford sought out and found the Spanish
Town gravedigger. He was a solemn-looking middle-aged black man, with a keen
smart face, not the wrong sort of man, Cecil Mitford felt sure, for such a job
as the one he contemplated. Cecil didn't beat about the bush or temporise with
him in any way. He went straight to the point, and asked the man outright
whether he would undertake to open John Cann's grave, and find a paper that was
hidden in the coffin. The gravedigger stared at him, and answered slowly,
"I don't like de job, sah; I don't like de job. Perhaps Massa John Cann's
ghost, him come and trouble me for dat: I don't going to do it. What you gib
me, sah; how much you gib me?"
Cecil opened his purse and took out of it ten gold sovereigns.
"I will give you that," he said, "if you can get me the paper
out of John Cann's coffin."
The negro's eyes glistened, but he answered carelessly, "I
don't tink I can do it. I don't want to open grabe by night, and if I open him
by day, de magistrates dem will hab me up for desecration ob interment. But I
can do dis for you, sah. If you like to wait till some buckra gentleman
die—John Cann grabe among de white man side in de grabeyard—I will dig grabe
alongside ob John Cann one day, so let you come yourself in de night and take
what you like out ob him coffin. I don't go meddle with coffin myself, to make
de John Cann duppy trouble me, and magistrate send me off about me
business."
It was a risky thing to do, certainly, but Cecil Mitford closed
with it, and promised the man ten pounds if ever he could recover John Cann's
paper. And then he settled down quietly at Leigh Caymanas with his friendly
host, waiting with eager, anxious expectation—till some white person should die
at Spanish Town.
What an endless aimless time it seemed to wait before anybody
could be comfortably buried! Black people died by the score, of course: there
was a small-pox epidemic on, and they went to wakes over one another's dead
bodies in wretched hovels among the back alleys, and caught the infection and
sickened and died as fast as the wildest imagination could wish them: but then,
they were buried apart by themselves in the pauper part of the Cathedral
cemetery. Still, no white man caught the small-pox, and few mulattoes: they had
all been vaccinated, and nobody got ill except the poorest negroes. Cecil Mitford
waited with almost fiendish eagerness to hear that some prominent white man was
dead or dying.
A month, six weeks, two months, went slowly past, and still nobody
of consequence in all Spanish Town fell ill or sickened. Talk about tropical
diseases! why, the place was abominably, atrociously, outrageously healthy.
Cecil Mitford fretted and fumed and worried by himself, wondering whether he
would be kept there for ever and ever, waiting till some useless nobody chose
to die. The worst of it all was, he could tell nobody his troubles: he had to
pretend to look unconcerned and interested, and listen to all old Mr. Barclay's
stories about Maroons and buccaneers as if he really enjoyed them.
At last, after Cecil had been two full months at Spanish Town, he
heard one morning with grim satisfaction that yellow fever had broken out at
Port Antonio. Now, yellow fever, as he knew full well, attacks only white men,
or men of white blood: and Cecil felt sure that before long there would be
somebody white dead in Spanish Town. Not that he was really wicked or
malevolent or even unfeeling at heart; but his wild desire to discover John
Cann's treasure had now overridden every better instinct of his nature, and had
enslaved him, body and soul, till he could think of nothing in any light save
that of its bearing on his one mad imagination. So he waited a little longer, still
more eagerly than before, till yellow fever should come to Spanish Town.
Sure enough the fever did come in good time, and the very first
person who sickened with it was Cecil Mitford. That was a contingency he had
never dreamt of, and for the time being it drove John Cann's treasure almost
out of his fevered memory. Yet not entirely, even so, for in his delirium he
raved of John Cann and his doubloons till good old Mr. Barclay, nursing at his
bedside like a woman, as a tender-hearted mulatto always will nurse any casual
young white man, shook his head to himself and muttered gloomily that poor Mr.
Mitford had overworked his brain sadly in his minute historical investigations.
For ten days Cecil Mitford hovered fitfully between life and
death, and for ten days good old Mr. Barclay waited on him, morning, noon, and
night, as devotedly as any mother could wait upon her first-born. At the end of
that time he began to mend slowly; and as soon as the crisis was over he forgot
forthwith all about his illness, and thought once more of nothing on earth save
only John Cann's treasure. Was anybody else ill of the fever in Spanish Town?
Yes, two, but not dangerously. Cecil's face fell at that saving clause, and in
his heart he almost ventured to wish it had been otherwise. He was no murderer,
even in thought; but John Cann's treasure! John Cann's treasure! John Cann's
treasure! What would not a man venture to do or pray, in order that he might
become the possessor of John Cann's treasure!
As Cecil began to mend, a curious thing happened at Leigh
Caymanas, contrary to almost all the previous medical experience of the whole
Island. Mr. Barclay, though a full mulatto of half black blood, suddenly
sickened with the yellow fever. He had worn himself out with nursing Cecil, and
the virus seemed to have got into his blood in a way that it would never have
done under other circumstances. And when the doctor came to see him, he declared
at once that the symptoms were very serious. Cecil hated and loathed himself
for the thought; and yet, in a horrid, indefinite way he gloated over the
possibility of his kind and hospitable friend's dying. Mr. Barclay had tended
him so carefully that he almost loved him; and yet, with John Cann's treasure
before his very eyes, in a dim, uncertain, awful fashion, he almost looked
forward to his dying. But where would he be buried? that was the question. Not,
surely, among the poor black people in the pauper corner. A man of his host's
distinction and position would certainly deserve a place among the most exalted
white graves—near the body of Governor Modyford, and not far from the tomb of
John Cann himself.
Day after day Mr. Barclay sank slowly but surely, and Cecil, weak
and hardly convalescent himself, sat watching by his bedside, and nursing him
as tenderly as the good brown man had nursed Cecil himself in his turn a week
earlier. The young clerk was no hard-hearted wretch who could see a kind
entertainer die without a single passing pang; he felt for the grey old mulatto
as deeply as he could have felt for his own brother, if he had had one. Every
time there was a sign of suffering or feebleness, it went to Cecil's heart like
a knife—the very knowledge that on one side of his nature he wished the man to
die made him all the more anxious and careful on the other side to do
everything he could to save him, if possible, or at least to alleviate his
sufferings. Poor old man! it was horrible to see him lying there, parched with
fever and dying by inches; but then—John Cann's treasure! John Cann's treasure!
John Cann's treasure! every shade that passed over the good mulatto's face
brought Cecil Mitford a single step nearer to the final enjoyment of John
Cann's treasure.
VI
On the evening when the Hon. Charles Barclay died, Cecil Mitford
went out, for the first time after his terrible illness, to speak a few words
in private with the negro sexton. He found the man lounging in the soft dust
outside his hut, and ready enough to find a place for the corpse (which would
be buried next morning, with the ordinary tropical haste), close beside the
spot actually occupied by John Cann's coffin. All the rest, the sexton said
with a horrid grin, he would leave to Cecil.
At twelve o'clock of a dark moonless night, Cecil Mitford, still
weak and ill, but trembling only from the remains of his fever, set out
stealthily from the dead man's low bungalow in the outskirts of Spanish Town,
and walked on alone through the unlighted, unpaved streets of the sleeping city
to the Cathedral precinct. Not a soul met or passed him on the way through the
lonely alleys; not a solitary candle burned anywhere in a single window. He
carried only a little dark lantern in his hand, and a very small pick that he
had borrowed that same afternoon from the negro sexton. Stumbling along through
the unfamiliar lanes, he saw at last the great black mass of the gaunt ungainly
Cathedral, standing out dimly against the hardly less black abyss of night that
formed the solemn background. But Cecil Mitford was not awed by place or
season; he could think only of one subject, John Cann's treasure. He groped his
way easily through scrub and monuments to the far corner of the churchyard; and
there, close by a fresh and open grave he saw the well-remembered, half-effaced
letters that marked the mouldering upright slab as John Cann's gravestone.
Without a moment's delay, without a touch of hesitation, without a single tinge
of womanish weakness, he jumped down boldly into the open grave and turned the
light side of his little lantern in the direction of John Cann's
undesecrated coffin.
A few strokes of the pick soon loosened the intervening earth
sufficiently to let him get at a wooden plank on the nearer side of the coffin.
It had mouldered away with damp and age till it was all quite soft and pliable;
and he broke through it with his hand alone, and saw lying within a heap of
huddled bones, which he knew at once for John Cann's skeleton. Under any other
circumstances, such a sight, seen in the dead of night, with all the awesome
accessories of time and place, would have chilled and appalled Cecil Mitford's
nervous blood; but he thought nothing of it all now; his whole soul was
entirely concentrated on a single idea—the search for the missing paper.
Leaning over toward the breach he had made into John Cann's grave, he began
groping about with his right hand on the floor of the coffin. After a moment's
search his fingers came across a small rusty metal object, clasped, apparently,
in the bony hand of the skeleton. He drew it eagerly out; it was a steel
snuff-box. Prising open the corroded hinge with his pocket-knife, he found
inside a small scrap of dry paper. His fingers trembled as he held it to the
dark lantern; oh heavens, success! success! it was, it was—the missing
document!
He knew it in a moment by the handwriting and the cypher! He
couldn't wait to read it till he went home to the dead man's house; so he
curled himself up cautiously in Charles Barclay's open grave, and proceeded to
decipher the crabbed manuscript as well as he was able by the lurid light of
the lantern. Yes, yes, it was all right: it told him with minute and
unmistakable detail the exact spot in the valley of the Bovey where John Cann's
treasure lay securely hidden. Not at John Cann's rocks on the hilltop, as the
local legend untruly affirmed—John Cann had not been such an unguarded fool as
to whisper to the idle gossips of Bovey the spot where he had really buried
his precious doubloons—but down in the valley by a bend of the river, at a
point that Cecil Mitford had known well from his childhood upward. Hurrah!
hurrah! the secret was unearthed at last, and he had nothing more to do than to
go home to England and proceed to dig up John Cann's treasure!
So he cautiously replaced the loose earth on the side of the
grave, and walked back, this time bold and erect, with his dark lantern openly
displayed (for it mattered little now who watched or followed him), to dead
Charles Barclay's lonely bungalow. The black servants were crooning and wailing
over their master's body, and nobody took much notice of the white visitor. If
they had, Cecil Mitford would have cared but little, so long as he carried John
Cann's last dying directions safely folded in his leather pocket-book.
Next day, Cecil Mitford stood once more as a chief mourner beside
the grave he had sat in that night so strangely by himself: and before the week
was over, he had taken his passage for England in the Royal Mail Steamer Tagus,
and was leaving the cocoa-nut groves of Port Royal well behind him on the port
side. Before him lay the open sea, and beyond it, England, Ethel, and John
Cann's treasure.
VII
It had been a long job after all to arrange fully the needful
preliminaries for the actual search after John Cann's buried doubloons. First
of all, there was Ethel's interest to pay, and a horrid story for Cecil to
concoct—all false, of course, worse luck to it—about how he had managed to
invest her poor three hundred to the best advantage. Then there was another
story to make good about three months' extra leave from the Colonial
Office. Next came the question of buying the land where John Cann's treasure
lay hidden, and this was really a matter of very exceptional and peculiar
difficulty. The owner—pig-headed fellow!—didn't want to sell, no matter how
much he was offered, because the corner contained a clump of trees that made a
specially pretty element in the view from his dining-room windows. His dining-room
windows, forsooth! What on earth could it matter, when John Cann's treasure was
at stake, whether anything at all was visible or otherwise from his miserable
dining-room windows? Cecil was positively appalled at the obstinacy and
narrow-mindedness of the poor squireen, who could think of nothing at all in
the whole world but his own ridiculous antiquated windows. However, in the end,
by making his bid high enough, he was able to induce this obstructive old
curmudgeon to part with his triangular little corner of land in the bend of the
river. Even so, there was the question of payment: absurd as it seemed, with
all John Cann's money almost in his hands, Cecil was obliged to worry and
bother and lie and intrigue for weeks together in order to get that paltry
little sum in hard cash for the matter of payment. Still, he raised it in the
end: raised it by inducing Ethel to sell out the remainder of her poor small
fortune, and cajoling Aunt Emily into putting her name to a bill of sale for
her few worthless bits of old-fashioned furniture. At last, after many delays
and vexatious troubles, Cecil found himself the actual possessor of the corner
of land wherein lay buried John Cann's treasure.
The very first day that Cecil Mitford could call that coveted piece
of ground his own, he could not restrain his eagerness (though he knew it was
imprudent in a land where the unjust law of treasure-trove prevails), but he
must then and there begin covertly digging under the shadow of the three big
willow trees, in the bend of the river. He had eyed and measured the
bearings so carefully already that he knew the very spot to a nail's breadth
where John Cann's treasure was actually hidden. He set to work digging with a
little pick as confidently as if he had already seen the doubloons lying there
in the strong box that he knew enclosed them. Four feet deep he dug, as John
Cann's instructions told him; and then, true to the inch, his pick struck
against a solid oaken box, well secured with clamps of iron. Cecil cleared all
the dirt away from the top, carefully, not hurriedly, and tried with all his
might to lift the box out, but all in vain. It was far too heavy, of course,
for one man's arms to raise: all that weight of gold and silver must be ever so
much more than a single pair of hands could possibly manage. He must try to
open the lid alone, so as to take the gold out, a bit at a time, and carry it
away with him now and again, as he was able, covering the place up carefully in
between, for fear of the Treasury and the Lord of the Manor. How abominably
unjust it seemed to him at that moment—the legal claim of those two indolent
hostile powers! to think that after he, Cecil Mitford, had borne the brunt of
the labour in adventurously hunting up the whole trail of John Cann's secret,
two idle irresponsible participators should come in at the end, if they could,
to profit entirely by his ingenuity and his exertions!
At last, by a great effort, he forced the rusty lock open, and
looked eagerly into the strong oak chest. How his heart beat with slow, deep
throbs at that supreme moment, not with suspense, for he knew he
should find the money, but with the final realization of a great hope long
deferred! Yes, there it lay, in very truth, all before him—great shining coins
of old Spanish gold—gold, gold, gold, arranged in long rows, one coin after
another, over the whole surface of the broad oak box. He had found it, he had
found it, he had really found it! After so much toilsome hunting, after so much
vain endeavour, after so many heart-breaking disappointments, John Cann's
treasure in very truth lay open there actually before him!
For a few minutes, eager and frightened as he was, Cecil Mitford
did not dare even to touch the precious pieces. In the greatness of his joy, in
the fierce rush of his overpowering emotions, he had no time to think of mere
base everyday gold and silver. It was the future and the ideal that he beheld,
not the piled-up heaps of filthy lucre. Ethel was his, wealth was his, honour
was his! He would be a rich man and a great man now and henceforth for ever!
Oh, how he hugged himself in his heart on the wise successful fraud by which he
had induced Ethel to advance him the few wretched hundreds he needed for his
ever-memorable Jamaican journey! How he praised to himself his own courage, and
ingenuity, and determination, and inexhaustible patience! How he laughed down
that foolish conscience of his that would fain have dissuaded him from his
master-stroke of genius. He deserved it all, he deserved it all! Other men
would have flinched before the risk and expense of the voyage to Jamaica, would
have given up the scent for a fool's errand in the cemetery at Port Royal,
would have shrunk from ransacking John Cann's grave at dead of night in the
Cathedral precincts at Spanish Town, would have feared to buy the high-priced
corner of land at Bovey Tracy on a pure imaginative speculation. But he, Cecil
Mitford, had had the boldness and the cleverness to do it every bit, and now,
wisdom was justified of all her children. He sat for five minutes in profound
meditation on the edge of the little pit he had dug, gloating dreamily over the
broad gold pieces, and inwardly admiring his own bravery and foresight and
indomitable resolution. What a magnificent man he really was—a worthy successor
of those great freebooting, buccaneering, filibustering Devonians of the grand
Elizabethan era! To think that the worky-day modern world should ever have
tried to doom him, Cecil Mitford, with his splendid enterprise and glorious
potentialities, to a hundred and eighty a year and a routine clerkship at the
Colonial Office!
After a while, however, mere numerical cupidity began to get the
better of this heroic mood, and Cecil Mitford turned somewhat languidly to the
vulgar task of counting the rows of doubloons. He counted up the foremost row
carefully, and then for the first time perceived, to his intense surprise, that
the row behind was not gold, but mere silver Mexican pistoles. He rubbed his
eyes and looked again, but the fact was unmistakable; there was only one row of
yellow gold in the top layer, and all the rest was merely bright and glittering
silver. Strange that John Cann should have put coins of such small value near
the top of his box: the rest of the gold must certainly be in successive layers
down further. He lifted up the big gold doubloons in the first row, and then,
to his blank horror and amazement, came to—not more gold, not more silver,
but—but—but—ay, incredible as it seemed, appalling, horrifying—a wooden bottom!
Had John Cann, in his care and anxiety, put a layer of solid oak
between each layer of gold and silver? Hardly that, the oak was too thick. In a
moment Cecil Mitford had taken out all the coins of the first tier, and laid
bare the oaken bottom. A few blows of the pick loosened the earth around, and
then, oh horror, oh ghastly disappointment, oh unspeakable heart-sickening
revelation, the whole box came out entire. It was only two inches deep
altogether, including the cover—it was, in fact, a mere shallow tray or saucer,
something like the sort of thin wooden boxes in which sets of dessert-knives or
fish-knives are usually sold for wedding presents!
For the space of three seconds Cecil Mitford could not believe his
eyes, and then, with a sudden flash of awful vividness, the whole terrible
truth flashed at once across his staggering brain. He had found John
Cann's treasure indeed—the John Cann's treasure of base actual reality; but the
John Cann's treasure of his fervid imagination, the John Cann's treasure he had
dreamt of from his boyhood upward, the John Cann's treasure he had risked all
to find and to win, did not exist, could not exist, and never had existed at
all anywhere! It was all a horrible, incredible, unthinkable delusion! The hideous
fictions he had told would every one be now discovered; Ethel would be ruined;
Aunt Emily would be ruined; and they would both know him, not only for a fool,
a dreamer, and a visionary, but also for a gambler, a thief, and a liar.
In his black despair he jumped down into the shallow hole once
more, and began a second time to count slowly over the accursed dollars. The
whole miserable sum—the untold wealth of John Cann's treasure—would amount
altogether to about two hundred and twenty pounds of modern sterling English
money. Cecil Mitford tore his hair as he counted it in impotent self
punishment; two hundred and twenty pounds, and he had expected at least as many
thousands! He saw it all in a moment. His wild fancy had mistaken the poor
outcast hunted-down pirate for a sort of ideal criminal millionaire; he had
erected the ignorant, persecuted John Cann of real life, who fled from the
king's justice to a nest of chartered outlaws in Jamaica, into a great
successful naval commander, like the Drake or Hawkins of actual history. The
whole truth about the wretched solitary old robber burst in upon him now with
startling vividness; he saw him hugging his paltry two hundred pounds to his
miserly old bosom, crossing the sea with it stealthily from Jamaica, burying it
secretly in a hole in the ground at Bovey, quarrelling about it with his
peasant relations in England, as the poor will often quarrel about mere trifles
of money, and dying at last with the secret of that wretched sum hidden in
the snuff-box that he clutched with fierce energy even in his lifeless skeleton
fingers. It was all clear, horribly, irretrievably, unmistakably clear to him
now; and the John Cann that he had once followed through so many chances and
changes had faded away at once into absolute nothingness, now and for ever!
If Cecil Mitford had known a little less about John Cann's life
and exploits he might still perhaps have buoyed himself up with the vain hope
that all the treasure was not yet unearthed—that there were more boxes still
buried in the ground, more doubloons still hidden further down in the
unexplored bosom of the little three-cornered field. But the words of John
Cann's own dying directions were too explicit and clear to admit of any such
gloss or false interpretation. "In a strong oaken chest, bound round with
iron, and buried at four feet of depth in the south-western angle of the Home
Croft, at Bovey," said the document, plainly; there was no possibility of
making two out of it in any way. Indeed, in that single minute, Cecil Mitford's
mind had undergone a total revolution, and he saw the John Cann myth for the
first time in his life now in its true colours. The bubble had burst, the halo
had vanished, the phantom had faded away, and the miserable squalid miserly
reality stood before him with all its vulgar nakedness in their place. The
whole panorama of John Cann's life, as he knew it intimately in all its
details, passed before his mind's eye like a vivid picture, no longer in the
brilliant hues of boyish romance, but in the dingy sordid tones of sober fact.
He had given up all that was worth having in this world for the sake of a poor
gipsy pirate's penny-saving hoard.
A weaker man would have swallowed the disappointment or kept the
delusion still to his dying day. Cecil Mitford was made of stronger mould. The
ideal John Cann's treasure had taken possession of him, body and soul; and now
that John Cann's treasure had faded into utter nonentity—a paltry two
hundred pounds—the whole solid earth had failed beneath his feet, and nothing
was left before him but a mighty blank. A mighty blank. Blank, blank, blank.
Cecil Mitford sat there on the edge of the pit, with his legs dangling over
into the hollow where John Cann's treasure had never been, gazing blankly out into
a blank sky, with staring blank eyeballs that looked straight ahead into
infinite space and saw utterly nothing.
How long he sat there no one knows; but late at night, when the
people at the Red Lion began to miss their guest, and turned out in a body to
hunt for him in the corner field, they found him sitting still on the edge of
the pit he had dug for the grave of his own hopes, and gazing still with
listless eyes into blank vacancy. A box of loose coin lay idly scattered on the
ground beside him. The poor gentleman had been struck crazy, they whispered to
one another; and so indeed he had: not raving mad with acute insanity, but
blankly, hopelessly, and helplessly imbecile. With the loss of John Cann's
treasure the whole universe had faded out for him into abject nihilism. They
carried him home to the inn between them on their arms, and put him to bed
carefully in the old bedroom, as one might put a new-born baby.
The Lord of the Manor, when he came to hear the whole pitiful
story, would have nothing to do with the wretched doubloons; the curse of blood
was upon them, he said, and worse than that; so the Treasury, which has no
sentiments and no conscience, came in at the end for what little there was of
John Cann's unholy treasure.
VIII
In the County Pauper Lunatic Asylum for Devon there was one quiet
impassive patient, who was always pointed out to horror-loving visitors,
because he had once been a gentleman, and had a strange romance hanging to
him still, even in that dreary refuge of the destitute insane. The lady whom he
had loved and robbed—all for her own good—had followed him down from London to
Devonshire; and she and her aunt kept a small school, after some struggling
fashion, in the town close by, where many kind-hearted squires of the neighbourhood
sent their little girls, while they were still very little, for the sake of
charity, and for pity of the sad, sad story. One day a week there was a whole
holiday—Wednesday it was—for that was visiting day at the County Asylum; and
then Ethel Sutherland, dressed in deep mourning, walked round with her aunt to
the gloomy gateway at ten o'clock, and sat as long as she was allowed with the
faded image of Cecil Mitford, holding his listless hand clasped hard in her
pale white fingers, and looking with sad eager anxious eyes for any gleam of
passing recognition in his. Alas, the gleam never came (perhaps it was better
so), Cecil Mitford looked always straight before him at the blank whitewashed
walls, and saw nothing, heard nothing, thought of nothing, from week's end to
week's end.
Ethel had forgiven him all; what will not a loving woman forgive?
Nay, more, had found excuses and palliations for him, which quite glossed over
his crime and his folly. He must have been losing his reason long before he ever
went to Jamaica, she said; for in his right mind he would never have tried to
deceive her or himself in the way he had done. Did he not fancy he was sent out
by the Colonial Office, when he had really gone without leave or mission? And
did he not persuade her to give up her money to him for investment, and after
all never invest it? What greater proofs of insanity could you have than those?
And then that dreadful fever at Spanish Town, and the shock of losing his kind
entertainer, worn out with nursing him, had quite completed the downfall of his
reason. So Ethel Sutherland, in her pure beautiful woman's soul, went on
believing, as steadfastly as ever, in the faith and the goodness of that Cecil
Mitford that had never been. His ideal had faded out before
the first touch of disillusioning fact; hers persisted still,
in spite of all the rudest assaults that the plainest facts could make upon it.
Thank heaven for that wonderful idealising power of a good woman, which enables
her to walk unsullied through this sordid world, unknowing and unseeing.
At last one night, one terrible windy night in December, Ethel
Sutherland was wakened from her sleep in the quiet little school-house by a
fearful glare falling fiercely upon her bedroom window. She jumped up hastily
and rushed to the little casement to look out towards the place whence the
glare came. One thought alone rose instinctively in her white little mind—Could
it be at Cecil's Asylum? Oh, horror, yes; the whole building was in flames, and
if Cecil were taken—even poor mad imbecile Cecil—what, what on earth would then
be left her?
Huddling on a few things hastily, anyhow, Ethel rushed out wildly
into the street, and ran with incredible speed where all the crowd of the town
was running together, towards the blazing Asylum. The mob knew her at once, and
recognized her sad claim; they made a little lane down the surging mass for her
to pass through, till she stood beside the very firemen at the base of the
gateway. It was an awful sight—poor mad wretches raving and imploring at the
windows, while the firemen plied their hose and brought their escapes to bear
as best they were able on one menaced tier after another. But Ethel saw or
heard nothing, save in one third floor window of the right wing, where Cecil Mitford
stood, no longer speechless and imbecile, but calling loudly for help, and
flinging his eager arms wildly about him. The shock had brought him back his
reason, for the moment at least: oh, thank God, thank God, he saw her, he saw
her!
With a sudden wild cry Ethel burst from the firemen who tried to
hold her back, leaped into the burning building and tore up the blazing stairs,
blinded and scorched, but by some miracle not quite suffocated, till she
reached the stone landing on the third story. Turning along the well-known
corridor, now filled with black wreaths of stifling smoke, she reached at last
Cecil's ward, and flung herself madly, wildly into his circling arms. For a
moment they both forgot the awful death that girt them round on every side, and
Cecil, rising one second superior to himself, cried only "Ethel, Ethel,
Ethel, I love you; forgive me!" Ethel pressed his hand in hers gently, and
answered in an agony of joy, "There is nothing to forgive, Cecil; I can
die happy now, now that I have once more heard you say you love me, you love
me."
Hand in hand they turned back towards the blazing staircase, and
reached the window at the end where the firemen were now bringing their
escape-ladder to bear on the third story. The men below beckoned them to come
near and climb out on to the ladder, but just at that moment something behind
seemed incomprehensibly to fascinate and delay Cecil, so that he would not move
a step nearer, though Ethel led him on with all her might. She looked back to
see what could be the reason, and beheld the floor behind them rent by the
flames, and a great gap spreading downward to the treasurer's room. On the
tiled floor a few dozen pence and shillings and other coins lay, white with
heat, among the glowing rubbish; and the whole mass, glittering like gold in
the fierce glare, seemed some fiery cave filled to the brim with fabulous
wealth. Cecil's eye was riveted upon the yawning gap, and the corners of his
mouth twitched horribly as he gazed with intense interest upon the red cinders
and white hot coin beneath him. Instinctively Ethel felt at once that all was
lost, and that the old mania was once more upon him. Clasping her arm tight
round his waist, while the firemen below shouted to her to leave him and
come down as she valued her life, she made one desperate effort to drag him by
main force to the head of the ladder. But Cecil, strong man that he was, threw
her weak little arm impetuously away, as he might have thrown a two-year-old
baby's, and cried to her in a voice trembling with excitement, "See, see,
Ethel, at last, at last; there it is, there it is in good earnest. John Cann's Treasure!"
Ethel seized his arm imploringly once more. "This way,
darling," she cried, in a voice choked by sobs and half stifled with the
smoke. "This way to the ladder."
But Cecil broke from her fiercely, with a wild light in his big
blue eyes, and shouting aloud, "The treasure, the treasure!" leaped
with awful energy into the very centre of the seething fiery abyss. Ethel fell,
fainting with terror and choked by the flames, on to the burning floor of the
third story. The firemen, watching from below, declared next day that that
crazy madman must have died stifled before he touched the heap of white hot
ruins in the central shell, and the poor lady was insensible or dead with
asphyxia full ten minutes before the flames swept past the spot where her
lifeless body was lying immovable.
9.ISALINE
AND I
I
"Well, Mademoiselle Isaline," I said, strolling out into
the garden, "and who is the young cavalier with the black
moustache?"
"What, monsieur," answered Isaline; "you have seen
him? You have been watching from your window? We did not know you had returned
from the Aiguille."
"Oh, yes, I've been back for more than an hour," I replied;
"the snow was so deep on the Col that I gave it up at last, and made up my
mind not to try it without a guide."
"I am so glad," Isaline said demurely. "I had such
fears for monsieur. The Aiguille is dangerous, though it isn't very high, and I
had been very distractedly anxious till monsieur returned."
"Thanks, mademoiselle," I answered, with a little bow.
"Your solicitude for my safety flatters me immensely. But you haven't told
me yet who is the gentleman with the black moustache."
Isaline smiled. "His name is M. Claude," she said;
"M. Claude Tirard, you know; but we don't use surnames much among
ourselves in the Pays de Vaud. He is the schoolmaster of the commune."
"M. Claude is a very happy man, then," I put in. "I
envy his good fortune."
Isaline blushed a pretty blush. "On the contrary," she
answered, "he has just been declaring himself the most miserable of all
mankind. He says his life is not worth having."
"They always say that under those peculiar
circumstances," I said. "Believe me, mademoiselle, there are a great
many men who would be glad to exchange their own indifferently tolerable lot
for M. Claude's unendurable misery."
Isaline said nothing, but she looked at me with a peculiar
inquiring look, as if she would very much like to know exactly what I meant by
it, and how much I meant it.
And what did I mean by it? Not very much after
all, I imagine; for when it comes to retrospect, which one of us is any good at
analyzing his own motives? The fact is, Isaline was a very pretty little girl,
and I had nothing else to do, and I might just as well make myself agreeable to
her as gain the reputation of being a bear of an Englishman. Besides, if there
was the safeguard of M. Claude, a real indigenous suitor, in the background,
there wasn't much danger of my polite attentions being misunderstood.
However, I haven't yet told you how I came to find myself on the
farm at Les Pentes at all. This, then, is how it all came about. I was sick of
the Temple; I had spent four or five briefless years in lounging about Brick
Court and dropping in casually at important cases, just to let the world see I
was the proud possessor of a well-curled wig; but even a wig (which suits my
complexion admirably) palls after five years, and I said to myself that I would
really cut London altogether, and live upon my means somewhere on the
Continent. Very small means, to be sure, but still enough to pull through upon
in Switzerland or the Black Forest. So, just by way of experiment as to how I
liked it, I packed up my fishing-rod and my portmanteau (the first the
most important), took the 7.18 express from the Gare de Lyon for Geneva, and
found myself next afternoon comfortably seated on the verandah of my favourite
hotel at Vevay. The lake is delightful, that we all know; but I wanted to get
somewhere where there was a little fishing; so I struck back at once into the
mountain country round Château d'Oex and Les Avants, and came soon upon the
exact thing I wanted at Les Pentes.
Picture to yourself a great amphitheatre of open alp or mountain
pasture in the foreground, with peaks covered by vivid green pines in the
middle distance, and a background of pretty aiguilles, naked at their base, but
clad near the summit with frozen masses of sparkling ice. Put into the midst of
the amphitheatre a clear green-and-white torrent, with a church surrounded by a
few wooden farmhouses on its slope, and there you have the commune of Les
Pentes. But what was most delightful of all was this, that there was no hotel,
no pension, not even a regular lodging-house. I was the first
stranger to discover the capabilities of the village, and I was free to exploit
them for my own private advantage. By a stroke of luck, it so happened that M.
Clairon, the richest farmer of the place, with a pretty old-fashioned Vaudois
farmhouse, and a pretty, dainty little Vaudoise daughter, was actually willing
to take me in for a mere song per week. I jumped at the chance; and the same
day saw me duly installed in a pretty little room, under the eaves of the pretty
little farmhouse, and with the pretty little daughter politely attending to all
my wants.
Do you know those old-fashioned Vaudois houses, with their big
gable-ends, their deep-thatched roofs, their cobs of maize, and smoked hams,
and other rural wealth, hanging out ostentatiously under the protecting ledges?
If you don't, you can't imagine what a delightful time I had of it at Les
Pentes. The farm was a large one for the Pays de Vaud, and M. Clairon
actually kept two servants; but madame would have been scandalized at the idea
of letting "that Sara" or "that Lisette" wait upon the
English voyager; and the consequence was that Mademoiselle Isaline herself
always came to answer my little tinkling hand-bell. It was a trifle awkward,
for Mademoiselle Isaline was too much of a young lady not to be treated with
deferential politeness; and yet there is a certain difficulty in being
deferentially polite to the person who lays your table for dinner. However, I
made the best of it, and I'm bound to say I managed to get along very
comfortably.
Isaline was one of those pretty, plump, laughing-eyed,
dimple-cheeked, dark little girls that you hardly ever see anywhere outside the
Pays de Vaud. It was almost impossible to look at her without smiling; I'm sure
it was quite impossible for her to look at any one else and not smile at them.
She wore the prettiest little Vaudois caps you ever saw in your life; and she
looked so coquettish in them that you must have been very hard-hearted indeed
if you did not straightway fall head over ears in love with her at first sight.
Besides, she had been to school at Lausanne, and spoke such pretty, delicate,
musical French. Now, my good mother thought badly of my French accent; and when
I told her I meant to spend a summer month or two in western Switzerland, she
said to me, "I do hope, Charlie dear, you will miss no
opportunity of conversing with the people, and improving yourself in colloquial
French a little." I am certainly the most dutiful of sons, and I solemnly
assure you that whenever I was not fishing or climbing I missed no opportunity
whatsoever of conversing with pretty little Isaline.
"Mademoiselle Isaline," I said on this particular
afternoon, "I should much like a cup of tea; can Sara bring me one out
here in the garden?"
"Perfectly, monsieur; I will bring you out the little table
on to the grass plot," said Isaline. "That will arrange things for
you much more pleasantly."
"Not for worlds," I said, running in to get it myself;
but Isaline had darted into the house before me, and brought it out with her
own white little hands on to the tiny lawn. Then she went in again, and soon
reappeared with a Japanese tray—bought at Montreux specially in my honour—and a
set of the funniest little old China tea-things ever beheld in a London
bric-à-brac cabinet.
"Won't you sit and take a cup with me, mademoiselle?" I
asked.
"Ma foi, monsieur," answered Isaline, blushing
again, "I have never tasted any except as pthisane. But you
other English drink it so, don't you? I will try it, for the rest: one learns
always."
I poured her out a cup, and creamed it with some of that delicious
Vaudois cream (no cream in the world so good as what you get in the Pays de
Vaud—you see I am an enthusiast for my adopted country—but that is anticipating
matters), and handed it over to her for her approval. She tasted it with a
little moue. English-women don't make the moue, so,
though I like sticking to my mother tongue, I confess my inability to translate
the word. "Brrrr," she said. "Do you English like that stuff!
Well, one must accommodate one's self to it, I suppose;" and to do her
justice, she proceeded to accommodate herself to it with such distinguished
success that she asked me soon for another cup, and drank it off without even a
murmur.
"And this M. Claude, then," I asked; "he is a
friend of yours? Eh?"
"Passably," she answered, colouring slightly. "You
see, we have not much society at Les Pontes. He comes from the Normal School at
Geneva. He is instructed, a man of education. We see few such here. What would
you have?" She said it apologetically, as though she thought she was
bound to excuse herself for having made M. Claude's acquaintance.
"But you like him very much?"
"Like him? Well, yes; I liked him always well enough. Bat he
is too haughty. He gives himself airs. To-day he is angry with me. He has no
right to be angry with me."
"Mademoiselle," I said, "have you ever read our
Shakespeare?"
"Oh, yes, in English I have read him. I can read English well
enough, though I speak but a little."
"And have you read the 'Tempest'?"
"How? Ariel, Ferdinand, Miranda, Caliban? Oh, yes. It is
beautiful."
"Well, mademoiselle," I said, "do you remember how
Miranda first saw Ferdinand?"
She smiled and blushed again—she was such a little blusher. "I
know what you would say," she said. "You English are blunt. You talk
to young ladies so strangely."
"Well, Mademoiselle Isaline, it seems to me that you at Les
Pentes are like Miranda on the island. You see nobody, and there is nobody here
to see you. You must not go and fall in love, like Miranda, with the very first
man you happen to meet with, because he comes from the Normal School at Geneva.
There are plenty of men in the world, believe me, beside M. Claude."
"Ah, but Miranda and Ferdinand both loved one another,"
said Isaline archly; "and they were married, and both lived happily ever
afterward." I saw at once she was trying to pique me.
"How do you know that?" I asked. "It doesn't say so
in the play. For all I know, Ferdinand lost the crown of Naples through a
revolution, and went and settled down at a country school in Savoy or
somewhere, and took to drinking, and became brutally unsociable, and made
Miranda's life a toil and a burden to her. At any rate, I'm sure of one thing;
he wasn't worthy of her."
What made me go on in this stupid way? I'm sure I don't know. I
certainly didn't mean to marry Isaline myself: ... at least, not definitely:
and yet when you are sitting down at tea on a rustic garden seat, with a pretty
girl in a charming white crimped cap beside you, and you get a chance of
insinuating that other fellows don't think quite as much of her as you do, it
isn't human nature to let slip the opportunity of insinuating it.
"But you don't know M. Claude," said Isaline
practically, "and so you can't tell whether he is worthy
of me or not."
"I'm perfectly certain," I answered, "that he can't
be, even though he were a very paragon of virtue, learning, and manly
beauty."
"If monsieur talks in that way," said Isaline, "I
shall have to go back at once to mamma."
"Wait a moment," I said, "and I will talk however
you wish me. You know, you agree to give me instruction in conversational
French. That naturally includes lessons in conversation with ladies of
exceptional personal attractions. I must practise for every possible
circumstance of life.... So you have read Shakespeare, then. And any other
English books?"
"Oh, many. Scott, and Dickens, and all, except Byron. My papa
says a young lady must not read Byron. But I have read what he has said of our
lake, in a book of extracts. It is a great pleasure to me to look down among
the vines and chestnuts, there, and to think that our lake, which gleams so
blue and beautiful below, is the most famous in poetry of all lakes. You know,
Jean Jacques says, 'Mon lac est le premier,' and so it is."
"Then you have read Jean Jacques too?"
"Oh, mon Dieu, no. My papa says a young lady must especially
not read Jean Jacques. But I know something about him—so much as is convenable.
Hold here! do you see that clump of trees down there by the lake, just above
Clarens? That is Julie's grove—'le bosquet de Julie' we call it. There isn't a
spot along the lake that is not thus famous, that has not its memories and its
associations. It is for that that I could not choose ever to leave the dear old
Pays de Vaud."
"You would not like to live in England, then?" I asked.
(What a fool I was, to be sure.)
"Oh, ma foi, no. That would make one too much shiver, with
your chills, and your fogs, and your winters. I could not stand it. It is cold
here, but at any rate it is sunny.... Well, at least, it would not be
pleasant.... But, after all, that depends.... You have the sun, too, sometimes,
don't you?"
"Isaline!" cried madame from the window. "I want
you to come and help me pick over the gooseberries!" And, to say the
truth, I thought it quite time she should go.
II
A week later, I met M. Claude again. He was a very nice young
fellow, there was not a doubt of that. He was intelligent, well educated,
manly, with all the honest, sturdy, independent Swiss nature clearly visible in
his frank, bright, open face. I have seldom met a man whom I liked better at
first sight than M. Claude, and after he had gone away I felt more than a
little ashamed of myself to think I had been half trying to steal away
Isaline's heart from this good fellow, without really having any deliberate
design upon it myself. It began to strike me that I had been doing a very
dirty, shabby thing.
"Charlie, my boy," I said to myself, as I sat fishing
with bottom bait and dangling my legs over the edge of a pool, "you've
been flirting with this pretty little Swiss girl; and what's worse, you've been
flirting in a very bad sort of way. She's got a lover of her own; and
you've been trying to make her feel dissatisfied with him, for no earthly
reason. You've taken advantage of your position and your fancied London airs
and graces to run down by implication a good fellow who really loves her and
would probably make her an excellent husband. Don't let this occur again,
sir." And having thus virtuously resolved, of course I went away and
flirted with Isaline next morning as vigorously as ever.
During the following fortnight, M. Claude came often, and I could
not disguise from myself the fact that M. Claude did not quite like me. This
was odd, for I liked him very much. I suppose he took me for a potential rival:
men are so jealous when they are in love. Besides, I observed that Isaline
tried not to be thrown too much with him alone; tried to include me in the party
wherever she went with him. Also, I will freely confess that I felt myself
every day more fond of Isaline's society, and I half fancied I caught myself
trepidating a little inwardly now and then when she happened to come up to me.
Absurd to be so susceptible; but such is man.
One lovely day about this time I set out once more to try my hand
(or rather my feet) alone upon the Aiguille. Isaline put me up a nice little
light lunch in my knapsack, and insisted upon seeing that my alpenstock was
firmly shod, and my pedestrian boots in due climbing order. In fact, she loudly
lamented my perversity in attempting to make the ascent without a guide; and
she must even needs walk with me as far as the little bridge over the torrent
beside the snow line, to point me out the road the guides generally took to the
platform at the summit. For myself, I was a practised mountaineer, and felt no
fear for the result. As I left her for the ice, she stood a long time looking
and waving me the right road with her little pocket-handkerchief; while as long
as I could hear her voice she kept on exhorting me to be very careful.
"Ah, if monsieur would only have taken a guide! You don't know how
dangerous that little Aiguille really is."
The sun was shining brightly on the snow; the view across the
valley of the Rhone towards the snowy Alps beyond was exquisite; and the giants
of the Bernese Oberland stood out in gloriously brilliant outline on the other
side against the clear blue summer sky. I went on alone, enjoying myself hugely
in my own quiet fashion, and watching Isaline as she made her way slowly along
the green path, looking round often and again, till she disappeared in the
shadow of the pinewood that girt round the tiny village. On, farther still, up
and up and up, over soft snow for the most part; with very little ice, till at
last, after three hours' hard climbing, I stood on the very summit of the
pretty Aiguille. It was not very high, but it commanded a magnificent view over
either side—the Alps on one hand, the counterchain of the Oberland on the
other, and the blue lake gleaming and glowing through all its length in its
green valley between them. There I sat down on the pure snow in the glittering
sunlight, and ate the lunch that Isaline had provided for me, with much gusto.
Unfortunately, I also drank the pint of white wine from the head of the
lake—Yvorne, we call it, and I grow it now in my own vineyard at Pic de la
Baume—but that is anticipating again: as good a light wine as you will get
anywhere in Europe in these depressing days of blight and phylloxera. Now, a
pint of vin du pays is not too much under ordinary
circumstances for a strong young man in vigorous health, doing a hard day's
muscular work with legs, arms, and sinews: but mountain air is thin and exhilarating
in itself, and it lends a point to a half-bottle of Yvorne which the wine's own
body does not by any means usually possess. I don't mean to say so much light
wine does one any positive harm; but it makes one more careless and easy-going;
gives one a false sense of security, and entices one into paying less heed
to one's footsteps or to suspicious-looking bits of doubtful ice.
Well, after lunch I took a good look at the view with my
field-glass; and when I turned it towards Les Pentes I could make out our
farmhouse distinctly, and even saw Isaline standing on the balcony looking
towards the Aiguille. My heart jumped a little when I thought that she was
probably looking for me. Then I wound my way down again, not by retracing my
steps, but by trying a new path, which seemed to me a more practicable one. It
was not the one Isaline had pointed out, but it appeared to go more directly,
and to avoid one or two of the very worst rough-and-tumble pieces.
I was making my way back, merrily enough, when suddenly I happened
to step on a little bit of loose ice, which slid beneath my feet in a very
uncomfortable manner. Before I knew where I was, I felt myself sliding rapidly
on, with the ice clinging to my heel; and while I was vainly trying to dig my
alpenstock into a firm snowbank, I became conscious for a moment of a sort of
dim indefinite blank. It was followed by a sensation of empty space; and then I
knew I was falling over the edge of something.
Whrrr, whrrr, whrrr, went the air at my ear for a moment; and the
next thing I knew was a jar of pain, and a consciousness of being enveloped in
something very soft. The jar took away all other feeling for a few seconds; I
only knew I was stunned and badly hurt. After a time, I began to be capable of
trying to realize the position; and when I opened my eyes and looked around me,
I recognized that I was lying on my back, and that there was a pervading
sensation of whiteness everywhere about. In point of fact, I was buried in
snow. I tried to move, and to get on my legs again, but two things very
effectually prevented me. In the first place, I could not stir my legs without
giving myself the most intense pain in my spine; and in the second place,
when I did stir them I brought them into contact on the one hand with a solid
wall of rock, and on the other hand with vacant space, or at least with very
soft snow unsupported by a rocky bottom. Gradually, by feeling about with my
arms, I began exactly to realize the gravity of the position. I had fallen over
a precipice, and had lighted on a snow-covered ledge half-way down. My back was
very badly hurt, and I dared not struggle up on to my legs for fear of falling
off the ledge again on the other side. Besides, I was half smothered in the
snow, and even if anybody ever came to look for me (which they would not
probably do till to-morrow) they would not be able to see me, because of the
deep-covering drifts. If I was not extricated that night, I should probably
freeze to death before morning, especially after my pint of wine.
"Confound that Yvorne!" I said to myself savagely. "If ever I
get out of this scrape I'll never touch a drop of the stuff again as long as I
live." I regret to say that I have since broken that solemn promise twice
daily for the past three years.
My one hope was that Isaline might possibly be surprised at my
delay in returning, and might send out one of the guides to find me.
So there I lay a long time, unable even to get out of the snow,
and with every movement causing me a horrid pain in my injured back. Still, I
kept on moving my legs every now and then to make the pain shoot, and so
prevent myself from feeling drowsy. The snow half suffocated me, and I could
only breathe with difficulty. At last, slowly, I began to lose consciousness,
and presently I suppose I fell asleep. To fall asleep in the snow is the first
stage of freezing to death.
III
Noises above me, I think, on the edge of the precipice. Something
coming down, oh, how slowly. Something comes, and fumbles about a yard or so away.
Then I cry out feebly, and the something approaches. M. Claude's hearty voice
calls out cheerily, "Enfin, le voilà!" and I am saved.
They let down ropes and pulled me up to the top of the little
crag, clumsily, so as to cause me great pain: and then three men carried me
home to the farmhouse on a stretcher. M. Claude was one of the three, the
others were labourers from the village.
"How did you know I was lost, M. Claude?" I asked
feebly, as they carried me along on the level.
He did not answer for a moment; then he said, rather gloomily, in
German, "The Fräulein was watching you with a telescope from Les
Pentes." He did not say Fräulein Isaline, and I knew why at once: he did
not wish the other carriers to know what he was talking about.
"And she told you?" I said, in German too.
"She sent me. I did not come of my own accord. I came under
orders." He spoke sternly, hissing out his gutturals in an angry voice.
"M. Claude," I said, "I have done very wrong, and I
ask your forgiveness. You have saved my life, and I owe you a debt of gratitude
for it. I will leave Les Pentes and the Fräulein to-morrow, or at least as soon
as I can safely be moved."
He shook his head bitterly. "It is no use now," he
answered, with a sigh; "the Fräulein does not wish for me. I have asked
her, and she has refused me. And she has been watching you up and down the
Aiguille the whole day with a telescope. When she saw you had fallen, she
rushed out like one distracted, and came to tell me at the school in the
village. It is no use, you have beaten me."
"M. Claude," I said, "I will plead for you. I have
done you wrong, and I ask your forgiveness."
"I owe you no ill-will," he replied, in his honest,
straightforward, Swiss manner. "It is not your fault if you too have
fallen in love with her. How could any man help it? Living in the same house
with her, too! Allons," he went on in French, resuming his alternative
tongue (for he spoke both equally), "we must get on quick and send for the
doctor from Glion to see you."
By the time we reached the farmhouse, I had satisfied myself that
there was nothing very serious the matter with me after all. The soft snow had
broken the force of the concussion. I had strained my spine a good deal, and
hurt the tendons of the thighs and back, but had not broken any bones, nor
injured any vital organ. So when they laid me on the old-fashioned sofa in my
little sitting-room, lighted a fire in the wide hearth, and covered me over
with a few rugs, I felt comparatively happy and comfortable under the circumstances.
The doctor was sent for in hot haste; but on his arrival, he confirmed my own
view of the case, and declared I only needed rest and quiet and a little
arnica.
I was rather distressed, however, when madame came up to see me an
hour later, and assured me that she and monsieur thought I ought to be moved
down as soon as possible into more comfortable apartments at Lausanne, where I
could secure better attendance. I saw in a moment what that meant: they wanted
to get me away from Isaline. "There are no more comfortable quarters in
all Switzerland, I am sure, madame," I said: but madame was inflexible.
There was an English doctor at Lausanne, and to Lausanne accordingly I must go.
Evidently, it had just begun to strike those two good simple people that
Isaline and I could just conceivably manage to fall in love with one another.
Might I ask for Mademoiselle Isaline to bring me up a cup of tea?
Yes, Isaline would bring it in a minute. And when she came in, those usually
laughing black eyes obviously red with crying, I felt my heart sink within me
when I thought of my promise to M. Claude; while I began to be vaguely
conscious that I was really and truly very much in love with pretty little
Isaline on my own account.
She laid the tray on the small table by the sofa, and was going to
leave the room immediately. "Mademoiselle Isaline," I said, trying to
raise myself, and falling back again in pain, "won't you sit with me a
little while? I want to talk with you."
"My mamma said I must come away at once," Isaline
replied demurely. "She is without doubt busy and wants my aid." And
she turned to go towards the door.
"Oh, do come back, mademoiselle," I cried, raising
myself again, and giving myself, oh, such a wrench in the spine: "don't
you see how much it hurts me to sit up?"
She turned back, indecisively, and sat down in the big chair just
beyond the table, handing me the cup, and helping me to cream and sugar. I
plunged at once in medias res.
"You have been crying, mademoiselle," I said, "and
I think I can guess the reason. M. Claude has told me something about it. He
has asked you for your hand, and you have refused him. Is it not so?" This
was a little bit of hypocrisy on my part, I confess, for I knew what she had
been crying about perfectly: but I wished to be loyal to M. Claude.
Isaline blushed and laughed. "I do not cry for M.
Claude," she said. "I may have other matters of my own to cry about.
But M. Claude is very free with his confidences, if he tells such things to a
stranger."
"Listen to me, Mademoiselle Isaline," I said. "Your father
and mother have asked me to leave here to-morrow and go down to Lausanne. I
shall probably never see you again. But before I go, I want to plead with you
for M. Claude. He has saved my life, and I owe him much gratitude. He loves
you; he is a brave man, a good man, a true and earnest man; why will you not
marry him? I feel sure he is a noble fellow, and he will make you a tender
husband. Will you not think better of your decision? I cannot bear to leave Les
Pentes till I know that you have made him happy."
"Truly?"
"Truly."
"And you go away to-morrow?"
"Yes, to-morrow."
"Oh, monsieur!"
There isn't much in those two words; but they may be pronounced
with a good deal of difference in the intonation; and Isaline's intonation did
not leave one in much doubt as to how she used them. Her eyes filled again with
tears, and she half started up to go. Ingrate and wretch that I was, forgetful
of my promise to M. Claude, my eyes filled responsively, and I jumped to catch
her and keep her from going, of course at the expense of another dreadful
wrench to my poor back. "Isaline," I cried, unconsciously dropping
the mademoiselle, and letting her see my brimming eyelids far too obviously,
"Isaline, do wait awhile, I implore you, I beseech you! I have something
to say to you."
She seated herself once more in the big chair. "Well, mon
pauvre monsieur," she cried, "what is it?"
"Isaline," I began, trying it over again; "why
won't you marry M. Claude?"
"Oh, that again. Well," answered Isaline boldly,
"because I do not love him, and I love somebody else. You should not ask a
young lady about these matters. In Switzerland, we do not think it comme
il faut."
"But," I went on, "why do you not love M. Claude?
He has every good quality, and——"
"Every good quality, and—he bores me," answered Isaline.
"Monsieur," she went on archly, "you were asking me the other
day what books I had read in English. Well, I have read Longfellow. Do you
remember Miles Standish?"
I saw what she was driving at, and laughed in spite of myself.
"Yes," I said, "I know what you mean. When John Alden is
pleading with Priscilla on behalf of Miles Standish, Priscilla cuts him short
by saying——"
Isaline finished the quotation herself in her own pretty clipped
English, "Why don't you speak for yourself, John?"
I laughed. She laughed. We both looked at one another; and the
next thing I remember was that I had drawn down Isaline's plump little face
close to mine, and was kissing it vigorously, in spite of an acute darting pain
at each kiss all along my spine and into my marrow-bones. Poor M. Claude was
utterly forgotten.
In twenty minutes I had explained my whole position to Isaline:
and in twenty minutes more, I had monsieur and madame up to explain it all to
them in their turn. Monsieur listened carefully while I told him that I was an
English advocate in no practice to speak of; that I had a few hundreds a year
of my own, partly dependent upon my mother; that I had thoughts of settling
down permanently in Switzerland; and that Isaline was willing, with her
parents' consent, to share my modest competence. Monsieur replied with true
Swiss caution that he would inquire into my statements, and that if they proved
to be as represented, and if I obtained in turn my mother's consent, he would
be happy to hand me over Isaline. "Toutefois," he added quietly,
"it will be perhaps better to rescind your journey to Lausanne. The Glion
doctor is, after all, a sufficiently skilful one." So I waited on in peace
at Les Pontes.
Madame had insisted upon telegraphing the news of my accident to
my mother, lest it should reach her first in the papers ("Je suis mère
moi-même, monsieur," she said, in justification of her conduct). And next
morning we got a telegram in reply from my mother, who evidently imagined she
must hurry over at once if she wished to see her son alive, or at least must
nurse him through a long and dangerous illness. Considering the injuries were a
matter of about three days' sofa, in all probability, this haste was a little
overdone. However, she would arrive by the very first rapide from
Paris; and on the whole I was not sorry, for I was half afraid she might set
her face against my marrying "a foreigner," but I felt quite sure any
one who once saw Isaline could never resist her.
That afternoon, when school was over, M. Claude dropped in to see
how I was getting on. I felt more like a thief at that moment than I ever felt
in my whole life before or since. I knew I must tell him the simple truth; but
I didn't know how to face it. However, as soon as I began, he saved me the
trouble by saying, "You need not mind explaining. Mademoiselle Isaline has
told me all. Yon did your best for me, I feel sure; but she loves you, and she
does not love me. We cannot help these things; they come and go without our
being able to govern them. I am sorry, more than sorry; but I thank you for
your kind offices. Mademoiselle Isaline tells me you said all you could on my
behalf, and nothing on your own. Accept my congratulations on having secured
the love of the sweetest girl in all Switzerland." And he shook my hand
with an honest heartiness that cost me several more twinges both in the spine
and the half-guilty conscience. Yet, after all, it was not my fault.
"Monsieur Claude," I said, "you are an honest
fellow, and a noble fellow, and I trust you will still let me be your
friend."
"Naturally," answered M. Claude, in his frank way. "I
have only done my duty. You have been the lucky one, but I must not bear you a
grudge for that; though it has cost my heart a hard struggle;" and, as he
spoke, the tears came for a moment in his honest blue eyes, though he tried to
brush them away unseen.
"Monsieur Claude," I said, "you are too generous to
me. I can never forgive myself for this."
Before many days my mother came to hand duly; and though her
social prejudices were just a trifle shocked, at first, by the farmhouse, with
its hams and maize, which I had found so picturesque, I judged rightly that
Isaline would soon make an easy conquest of her. My mother readily admitted
that my accent had improved audibly to the naked ear; that Isaline's manners
were simply perfect; that she was a dear, pretty, captivating little thing; and
that on the whole she saw no objections, save one possible one, to my marriage.
"Of course, Charlie," she said, "the Clairons are Protestants;
because, otherwise, I could never think of giving my consent."
This was a poser in its way; for though I knew the village lay
just on the borderland, and some of the people were Catholics while others were
Reformed, I had not the remotest notion to which of the two churches Isaline
belonged. "Upon my soul, mother dear," I said, "it has never
struck me to inquire into Isaline's private abstract opinion on the subject of
the Pope's infallibility or the Geneva Confession. You see, after all, it could
hardly be regarded as an important or authoritative one. However, I'll go at
once and find out."
Happily, as it turned out, the Clairons were Reformed, and so my
mother's one objection fell to the ground immediately. M. Clairon's inquiries
were also satisfactory; and the final result was that Isaline and I were to be
quietly married before the end of the summer. The good father had a nice little
vineyard estate at Pic de la Baume, which he proposed I should undertake to
cultivate; and my mother waited to see us installed in one of the
prettiest little toy châlets to be seen anywhere at the Villeneuve end of the
lovely lake. A happier or sweeter bride than Isaline I defy the whole world,
now or ever, to produce.
From the day of our wedding, almost, Isaline made it the business
of her life to discover a fitting wife for good M. Claude; and in the end she
succeeded in discovering, I will freely admit (since Isaline is not jealous),
the second prettiest and second nicest girl in the whole Pays de Vaud. And what
is more, she succeeded also in getting M. Claude to fall head over ears in love
with her at first sight; to propose to her at the end of a week; and to be
accepted with effusion by Annette herself, and with coldness by her papa, who
thought the question of means a trifle unsatisfactory. But Isaline and I
arranged that Claude should come into partnership in our vineyard business on
easy terms, and give up schoolmastering for ever; and the consequence is that
he and his wife have now got the companion châlet to ours, and between our two
local connections, in Switzerland and England, we are doing one of the best
trades in the new export wine traffic of any firm along the lake. Of course we
have given up growing Yvorne, except for our own use, confining ourselves
entirely to a high-priced vintage-wine, with very careful culture, for our
English business: and I take this opportunity of recommending our famous
phylloxera-proof white Pic de la Baume, London Agents ——. But Isaline says that
looks too much like an advertisement, so I leave off. Still, I can't help
saying that a dearer little wife than Isaline, or a better partner than Claude,
never yet fell to any man's lot. They certainly are an excellent people, these
Vaudois, and I think you would say so too if only you knew them as well as I
do.
10.PROFESSOR
MILLITER'S DILEMMA
The Gospel Evangelists were naturally very proud of Professor
Milliter. A small and despised sect, with not many great, not many rich, not
many noble among them, they could comfort themselves at least with the
reflection that they numbered in their fold one of the most learned and justly
famous of modern English scientific thinkers. It is true, their place of meeting
at Mortiscombe was but an upper chamber in a small cottage; their local
congregation consisted of hardly more than three score members; and their
nickname among their orthodox churchy neighbours was the very opprobrious and
very ridiculous one of "the Shivering Ranters." Still, the Gospel
Evangelists felt it was a great privilege to be permitted the ministrations of
so learned and eloquent a preacher as Professor Milliter. The rector of the
parish was an Oxford M.A., of the usual decorously stereotyped conventional
pattern; but in point even of earthly knowledge and earthly consideration, said
the congregation at Patmos Chapel, "he is not worthy to unloose the
latchet of our pastor's shoe." For Professor Milliter was universally
allowed to be the greatest living authority in England on comparative anatomy,
the rising successor of Cuvier, and Owen, and Milne-Edwards, and Carpenter, in
the general knowledge of animal structure.
Mortiscombe, as everybody knows, is the favourite little suburban
watering-place, close by the busy streets and noisy wharves of a great
English manufacturing centre. It is at Mortiscombe that the Western Counties
College of Science is situated, away from the smoke and bustle of the whirring
city: and it was in the Western Counties College of Science that Cyril Milliter
ably filled the newly founded chair of Comparative Anatomy. When he was first
appointed, indeed, people grumbled a little at the idea of a Professor at the
College undertaking every Sunday to preach in a common conventicle to a low
assembly of vulgar fanatics, as in their charitable Christian fashion they
loved to call the Gospel Evangelists. But Cyril Milliter was a man of character
and determination: he had fully made up his own mind upon theological questions;
and having once cast in his lot with the obscure sect of Gospel Evangelists, to
which his parents had belonged before him, he was not to be turned aside from
his purpose by the coarse gibes of the ordinary public or the cynical
incredulity of more cultivated but scarcely more tolerant polite society.
"Not a Gospel Evangelist really and truly: you must surely be joking, Mr.
Milliter," young ladies said to him at evening parties with undisguised
astonishment; "why, they're just a lot of ignorant mill-hands, you know,
who meet together in an upper room somewhere down in Ford's Passage to hear
sermons from some ignorant lay preacher."
"Quite so," Cyril Milliter would answer quietly;
"and I am the ignorant lay preacher who has been
appointed to deliver those sermons to them. I was brought up among the Gospel
Evangelists as a child, and now that I am a man my mature judgment has made me
still continue among them."
Mortiscombe is well known to be a very advanced and liberal-minded
place; so, after a time, people ceased to talk about the curious singularity of
Cyril Milliter's Sunday occupation. All through the week the young professor
lectured to his class on dry bones and the other cheerful
stock-in-trade of his own department; and on Sundays he walked down erect,
Bible in hand, to his little meeting-room, and there fervently expounded the
Word, as it approved itself to his soul and conscience, before the handful of
earnest artisans who composed his faithful but scanty congregation. A fiery and
enthusiastic preacher was Cyril Milliter, devoured with zeal for what seemed to
him the right doctrine. "There is only one thing worth living for in this
fallen world," he used to say to his little group of attentive hearers,
"and that is Truth. Truth, as it reveals itself in the book of nature,
must be our quest during the working week: Truth, as it reveals itself in the
written Word, must be our quest on these happy blessed seventh-day
Sabbaths." There was a high eager light in his eye as he spoke, mingled with
a clear intellectual honesty in his sharply cut features, which gave at once
the stamp of reality to that plain profession of his simple, manly, earnest
creed.
One other subject, however, beside the pursuit of truth, just at
that moment deeply interested Cyril Milliter; and that subject assumed bodily
form in the pretty little person of Netta Leaworthy. Right in front of Cyril,
as he expounded the Word every Sunday morning, sat a modest, demure, dimpled
English girl, with a complexion like a blushing apple-blossom, and a mouth like
the sunny side of a white-heart cherry. She was only the daughter of an
intelligent mill-hand, a foreman at one of the great factories in the
neighbouring city, was dainty, whitefingered, sweet-voiced little Netta; but
there was a Puritan freshness and demureness and simplicity about her that
fairly won the heart of the enthusiastic young professor. Society at
Mortiscombe had made itself most agreeable to Cyril Milliter, in spite of his
heterodoxy, as Society always does to eligible young bachelors of good
education; and it had thrown its daughters decorously in his way, by asking him
to all its dinners, dances, and at-homes, with most profuse and urgent
hospitality. But in spite of all the wiles of the most experienced among Society's
mothers, Cyril Milliter had positively had the bad taste to fix his choice at
last upon nobody better than simple, unaffected, charming little Netta.
For one sunny Sunday morning, after worship, Cyril had turned out
into the fields behind the Common, for a quiet stroll among the birds and
flowers: when, close by the stile in the upper meadow, he came unexpectedly
upon Netta Leaworthy, alone upon the grass with her own fancies. She was
pulling an ox-eye daisy carelessly to pieces as he passed, and he stopped a
minute unperceived beside the hedge, to watch her deft fingers taking out one
ray after another quickly from the blossom to the words of a foolish childish
charm. Netta blushed crimson when she saw she was observed at that silly
pastime, and Cyril thought to himself he had never seen anything in his life
more lovely than the blushing girl at that moment. Learned and educated as he
was, he had sprung himself from among the ranks of the many, and his heart was
with them still rather than with the rich, the noble, and the mighty. "I
will never marry among the daughters of Heth," he said to himself gently,
as he paused beside her: "I will take to myself rather a wife and a
helpmate from among the Lord's own chosen people."
"Ah, Miss Leaworthy," he went on aloud, smiling
sympathetically at her embarrassment, "you are following up the last
relics of a dying superstition, are you? 'One for money, two for health, Three
for love, and four for wealth.' Is that how the old saw goes? I thought so. And
which of the four blessings now has your daisy promised you I wonder?"
The tone he spoke in was so very different from that which he had
just been using in the chapel at worship that Netta felt instinctively what it
foreboded; and her heart fluttered tremulously as she answered in the quietest voice
she could command, "I haven't finished it yet, Mr. Milliter; I have made
five rounds already, and have a lot of rays left still in the middle of the
daisy."
Cyril took it from her, laughingly, and went on with the rhyme—his
conscience upbraiding him in an undertone of feeling meanwhile for such an
unworthy paltering with old-world superstition—till he had gone twice round the
spell, and finished abruptly with "Three for love!" "Love it
is!" he cried gaily. "A good omen! Miss Leaworthy, we none of us love
superstition: but perhaps after all it is something more than that; there may
be a Hand guiding us from above, even in these everyday trifles! We must never
forget, you know, that every hair of our heads is numbered."
Netta's heart fluttered still more violently within her as he
looked at her so closely. Could it be that really, in spite of everything, the
great, learned, good, clever young professor was going to ask her to be his
wife? Netta had listened to him with joy Sunday after Sunday from his simple
platform pulpit, and had felt in her heart that no man never expounded the
gospel of love as beautifully as he did. She had fancied sometimes—girls cannot
help fancying, be they as modest and retiring as they may—that he really did
like her just a little. And she—she had admired and wondered at him from a
distance. But she could hardly believe even now that that little vague
day-dream which had sometimes floated faintly before her eyes was going to be
actually realized in good earnest. She could answer nothing, her heart beat so;
but she looked down to the ground with a flushed and frightened look which was
more eloquent in its pretty simplicity than all the resources of the most
copious language.
Cyril Milliter's mind, however, was pretty well made up already on
this important matter, and he had been waiting long for just such an
opportunity of asking Netta whether she could love him. And now, even without
asking her, he could feel at once by some subtle inner sense that his
eager question was answered beforehand, and that modest, maidenly little Netta
Leaworthy was quite prepared to love him dearly.
For a moment he stood there looking at her intently, and neither
of them spoke. Then Netta raised her eyes from the ground for a second's flash;
and Cyril's glance caught hers one instant before she bent them down again in
haste to play nervously with the mangled daisy. "Netta," he said, the
name thrilling through his very marrow as he uttered it, "Netta, I love you."
She stood irresolute for a while, listening to the beating of her
own heart, and then her eye caught his once more, timidly, but she spoke never
a syllable.
Cyril took her wee white hand in his—a lady's hand, if ever you
saw one—and raised it with chivalrous tenderness to his lips. Netta allowed him
to raise it and kiss it without resistance. "Then you will let me love
you?" he asked quickly. Netta still did not answer, but throwing herself
back on the bank by the hedgerow began to cry like a frightened child.
Cyril sat down, all tremulous beside her, took the white hand
unresisted in his, and said to her gently, "Oh, Netta, what is this
for?"
Then Netta answered with an effort, through her tears, "Mr.
Milliter, Mr. Milliter, how can you ever tell me of this?"
"Why not, Netta? Why not, my darling? May I not ask you to be
my wife? Will you have me, Netta?"
Netta looked at him timidly, with another blush, and said slowly,
"No, Mr. Milliter; I cannot. I must not."
"Why not, Netta? Oh, why not? Tell me a reason."
"Because it wouldn't be right. Because it wouldn't be fair to
you. Because it wouldn't be true of me. You ought to marry a lady—some one in
your own rank of life, you know. It would be wrong to tie your future down to a
poor nameless nobody like me, when you might marry—marry—almost any lady you
chose in all Mortiscombe."
"Netta, you pain me. You are wronging me. You know I care
nothing for such gewgaws as birth or wealth or rank or station. I would not
marry one of those ladies even if she asked me. And, as to my own position in
life, why, Netta, my position is yours. My parents were poor God-fearing
people, like your parents; and if you will not love me, then, Netta, Netta, I
say it solemnly, I will never, never marry anybody."
Netta answered never a word; but, as any other good girl would do
in her place, once more burst into a flood of tears, and looked at him
earnestly from her swimming eyes in speechless doubt and trepidation.
Perhaps it was wrong of Cyril Milliter—on a Sunday, and in the public
pathway too—but he simply put his strong arm gently round her waist, and kissed
her a dozen times over fervidly without let or hindrance.
Then Netta put him away from her, not too hastily, but with a
lingering hesitation, and said once more, "But, Mr. Milliter, I can never
marry you. You will repent of this yourself by-and-by at your leisure. Just
think, how could I ever marry you, when I should always be too frightened of
you to call you anything but 'Mr. Milliter!'"
"Why, Netta," cried the young professor, with a merry
laugh, "if that's all, you'll soon learn to call me, 'Cyril.'"
"To call you 'Cyril,' Mr. Milliter! Oh dear, no, never. Why,
I've looked at you so often in meeting, and felt so afraid of you, because you
were so learned, and wise, and terrible: and I'm sure I should never learn to
call you by your Christian name, whatever happened."
"And as you can't do that, you won't marry me! I'm delighted
to hear it, Netta—delighted to hear it; for if that's the best reason you can
conjure up against the match, I don't think, little one, I shall find it very
hard to talk you over."
"But, Mr. Milliter, are you quite sure you won't regret it
yourself hereafter? Are you quite sure you won't repent, when you find Society
doesn't treat you as it did, for my sake? Are you quite sure nothing will rise
up hereafter between us, no spectre of class difference, or class prejudice, to
divide our lives and make us unhappy?"
"Never!" Cyril Milliter answered, seizing both her hands
in his eagerly, and looking up with an instinctive glance to the open heaven
above them as witness. "Never, Netta, as long as I live and you live,
shall any shadow of such thought step in for one moment to put us
asunder."
And Netta, too proud and pleased to plead against her own heart
any longer, let him kiss her once again a lover's kiss, and pressed his hand in
answer timidly, and walked back with him blushing towards Mortiscombe, his
affianced bride before the face of high heaven.
When Society at Mortiscombe first learnt that that clever young
Professor Milliter was really going to marry the daughter of some factory
foreman, Society commented frankly upon the matter according to the various
idiosyncrasies and temperaments of its component members. Some of it was
incredulous; some of it was shocked; some of it was cynical; some of it was
satirical; and some of it, shame to say, was spitefully free with suggested
explanations for such very strange and unbecoming conduct. But Cyril Milliter
himself was such a transparently honest and straightforward man, that, whenever
the subject was alluded to in his presence, he shamed the cynicism and the
spitefulness of Society by answering simply, "Yes, I'm going to marry a
Miss Leaworthy, a very good and sweet girl, the daughter of the foreman at the
Tube Works, who is a great friend of mine and a member of my little Sunday
congregation." And, somehow, when once Cyril Milliter had said that in his
quiet natural way to anybody, however cynical, the somebody never cared to talk
any more gossip thenceforward for ever on the subject of the professor's
forthcoming marriage.
Indeed, so fully did the young professor manage to carry public
sentiment with him in the end, that when the wedding-day actually arrived,
almost every carriage in all Mortiscombe was drawn up at the doors of the small
chapel where the ceremony was performed; and young Mrs. Milliter had more
callers during the first fortnight after her honeymoon than she knew well how
to accommodate in their tiny drawing-room. In these matters, Society never
takes any middle course. Either it disapproves of a "mixed marriage"
altogether, in which case it crushes the unfortunate offender sternly under its
iron heel; or else it rapturously adopts the bride into its own magic circle,
in which case she immediately becomes a distinct somebody, in virtue of the
very difference of original rank, and is invited everywhere with empressement as
a perfect acquisition to the local community. This last was what happened with
poor simple blushing little Netta, who found herself after a while so
completely championed by all Mortiscombe that she soon fell into her natural
place in the college circle as if to the manner born. All nice girls, of
whatever class, are potentially ladies (which is more than one can honestly say
for all women of the upper ranks), and after a very short time Netta became one
of the most popular young married women in all Mortiscombe. When once Society
had got over its first disappointment because Cyril Milliter had not rather
married one of its own number, it took to Netta with the greatest cordiality.
After all, there is something so very romantic, you know, in a gentleman
marrying a foreman's daughter; and something so very nice and liberal, too, in
one's own determination to treat her accordingly in every way like a perfect
equal.
And yet, happy as she was, Netta could never be absolutely free
from a pressing fear, a doubt that Cyril might not repent his choice, and
feel sorry in the end for not having married a real lady. That fear pursued her
through all her little triumph, and almost succeeded in making her half jealous
of Cyril whenever she saw him talking at all earnestly (and he was very apt to
be earnest) with other women. "They know so much more than I do," she
thought to herself often; "he must feel so much more at home with them,
naturally, and be able to talk to them about so many things that he can never
possibly talk about with poor little me." Poor girl, it never even
occurred to her that from the higher standpoint of a really learned man like
Cyril Milliter the petty smattering of French and strumming of the piano,
wherein alone these grand girls actually differed from her, were mere useless
surface accomplishments, in no way affecting the inner intelligence or culture,
which were the only things that Cyril regarded in any serious light as worthy
of respect or admiration. As a matter of fact, Netta had learnt infinitely more
from her Bible, her English books, her own heart, and surrounding nature, than
any of these well-educated girls had learnt from their parrot-trained
governesses; and she was infinitely better fitted than any of them to be a life
companion for such a man as Cyril Milliter.
For the first seven or eight months of Netta's married life all
went smoothly enough with the young professor and his pretty wife. But at the
end of that time an event came about which gave Netta a great deal of
unhappiness, and caused her for the very first time since she had ever known
him to have serious doubts about Cyril's affection. And this was just how it
all happened.
One Sunday morning, in the upper chamber at Patmos, Cyril had
announced himself to preach a discourse in opposition to sundry wicked
scientific theories which were then just beginning seriously to convulse the
little world of religious Mortiscombe. Those were the days when Darwin's
doctrine of evolution had lately managed to filter down little by little
to the level of unintelligent society; and the inquiring working-men who made
up Cyril Milliter's little congregation in the upper chamber were all eagerly
reading the "Origin of Species" and the "Descent of Man."
As for Cyril himself, in his austere fashion, he doubted whether any good could
come even of considering such heterodox opinions. They were plainly opposed to
the Truth, he held, both to the Truth as expressed in the written Word, and to
the Truth as he himself clearly read it in the great open book of nature. This
evolution they talked about so glibly was a dream, a romance, a mere baseless figment
of the poor fallible human imagination; all the plain facts of science and of
revelation were utterly irreconcilable with it, and in five years' time it
would be comfortably dead and buried for ever, side by side with a great load
of such other vague and hypothetical rubbish. He could hardly understand, for
his part, how sensible men could bother their heads about such nonsense for a
single moment. Still, as many of his little flock had gone to hear a brilliant
young lecturer who came down from London last week to expound the new doctrine
at the Literary and Philosophical Institute, and as they had been much shaken
in their faith by the lecturer's sophistical arguments and obvious
misrepresentations of scientific principles, he would just lay before them
plainly what science had to say in opposition to these fantastic and immature
theorists. So on Sunday morning next, with Bible in one hand and roll of
carefully executed diagrams in the other (for Cyril Milliter was no
conventional formalist, afraid of shocking the sense of propriety in his
congregation), he went down in militant guise to the upper chamber and
delivered a fervent discourse, intended to smite the Darwinians hip and thigh
with the arms of the Truth—both Scriptural and scientific—to slay the sophists
outright with the sword of the Lord and of Gideon.
Cyril took for his text a single clause from the twenty-first
verse of the first chapter of Genesis—"Every winged fowl after his
kind." That, he said impressively, was the eternal and immutable Truth
upon the matter. He would confine his attention that morning entirely to this
one aspect of the case—the creation of the class of birds. "In the
beginning," the Word told us, every species of bird had been created as we
now see it, perfect and fully organized after its own kind. There was no room
here for their boasted "development," or their hypothetical
"evolution." The Darwinians would fain force upon them some old
wife's tale about a monstrous lizard which gradually acquired wings and feathers,
till at last, by some quaint Ovidian metamorphosis (into such childish
heathenism had we finally relapsed), it grew slowly into the outward semblance
of a crow or an ostrich. But that was not what the Truth told them. On the
fourth day of creation, simultaneously with the fish and every living creature
that moveth in the ocean, the waters brought forth "fowl that might fly
above the earth in the open firmament of heaven." Such on this subject was
the plain and incontrovertible statement of the inspired writer in the holy
Scripture.
And now, how did science confirm this statement, and scatter at
once to the winds the foolish, brain-spun cobwebs of our windy, vaporous,
modern evolutionists? These diagrams which he held before him would
sufficiently answer that important question. He would show them that there was
no real community of structure in any way between the two classes of birds and
reptiles. Let them observe the tail, the wings, the feathers, the breast-bone,
the entire anatomy, and they would see at once that Darwin's ridiculous,
ill-digested theory was wholly opposed to all the plain and demonstrable facts
of nature. It was a very learned discourse, certainly; very crushing, very
overwhelming, very convincing (when you heard one side only),
and not Netta alone, but the whole congregation of intelligent, inquiring
artisans as well, was utterly carried away by its logic, its clearness, and its
eloquent rhetoric. Last of all, Cyril Milliter raised his two white hands
solemnly before him, and uttered thus his final peroration.
"In conclusion, what proof can they offer us of their
astounding assertions?" he asked, almost contemptuously. "Have they a
single fact, a single jot or tittle of evidence to put in on this matter, as
against the universal voice of authoritative science, from the days of
Aristotle, of Linnæus, or of Cuvier, to the days of Owen, of Lyell, and of
Carpenter? Not one! Whenever they can show me, living or fossil, an organism
which unites in itself in any degree whatsoever the characteristics of birds
and reptiles—an organism which has at once teeth and feathers; or which has a
long lizard-like tail and true wings; or which combines the anatomical
peculiarities I have here assigned to the one class with the anatomical
peculiarities I have here assigned to the other: then, and then only, will I
willingly accede to their absurd hypothesis. But they have not done it. They
cannot do it. They will never do it. A great gulf eternally separates the two
classes. A vast gap intervenes impassably between them. That gulf will never be
lessened, that gap will never be bridged over, until Truth is finally
confounded with falsehood, and the plain facts of nature and the Word are
utterly forgotten in favour of the miserable, inconsistent figments of the poor
fallible human imagination."
As they walked home from worship that morning, Netta felt she had
never before so greatly admired and wondered at her husband. How utterly he had
crushed the feeble theory of these fanciful system-mongers, how clearly he had
shown the absolute folly of their presumptuous and arrogant nonsense! Netta
could not avoid telling him so, with a flush of honest pride in her beautiful
face: and Cyril flushed back immediately with conscious pleasure at her
wifely trust and confidence. But he was tired with the effort, he said, and
must go for a little walk alone in the afternoon: a walk among the fields and
the Downs, where he could commune by himself with the sights and sounds of
truth-telling nature. Netta was half-piqued, indeed, that he should wish even
so to go without her; but she said nothing: and so after their early dinner,
Cyril started away abstractedly by himself, and took the lane behind the
village that led up by steep inclines on to the heavy moorland with its fresh
bracken and its purple heather.
As he walked along hastily, his mind all fiery-full of bones and
fossils, he came at last to the oolite quarry on the broken hillside. Feeling
tired, he turned in to rest awhile in the shade on one of the great blocks of
building stone hewn out by the workmen; and by way of occupation he began to
grub away with his knife, half-unconsciously as he sat, at a long flat slab of
slaty shale that projected a little from the sheer face of the fresh cutting.
As he did so, he saw marks of something very like a bird's feather on its upper
surface. The sight certainly surprised him a little. "Birds in the
oolite," he said to himself quickly; "it's quite impossible! Birds in
the oolite! this is quite a new departure. Besides, such a soft thing as a
feather could never conceivably be preserved in the form of a fossil."
Still, the queer object interested him languidly, by its odd and
timely connection with the subject of his morning sermon; and he looked at it
again a little more closely. By Jove, yes, it was a feather, not a doubt in the
world of that now; he could see distinctly the central shaft of a tail-quill,
and the little barbed branches given off regularly on either side of it. The
shale on which it was impressed was a soft, light-brown mudstone; in fact, a
fragment of lithographic slate, exactly like that employed by lithographers for
making pictures. He could easily see how the thing had happened; the bird
had fallen into the soft mud, long ages since, before the shale had hardened,
and the form of its feathers had been distinctly nature-printed, while it was
still moist, upon its plastic surface. But a bird in the oolite! that was a
real discovery; and, as the Gospel Evangelists were no Sabbatarians, Cyril did
not scruple in the pursuit of Truth to dig away at the thin slab with his
knife, till he egged it out of the rock by dexterous side pressure, and laid it
triumphantly down at last for further examination on the big stone that stood
before him.
Gazing in the first delight of discovery at his unexpected
treasure, he saw in a moment that it was a very complete and exquisitely
printed fossil. So perfect a pictorial representation of an extinct animal he
had never seen before in his whole lifetime; and for the first moment or two he
had no time to do anything else but admire silently the exquisite delicacy and
extraordinary detail of this natural etching. But after a minute, the
professional interest again asserted itself, and he began to look more
carefully into the general nature of its curious and unfamiliar anatomical
structure.
As he looked, Cyril Milliter felt a horrible misgiving arise
suddenly within him. The creature at which he was gazing so intently was not a
bird, it was a lizard. And yet—no—it was not a lizard—it was a bird.
"Why—these are surely feathers—yes, tail feathers—quite unmistakable....
But they are not arranged in a regular fan; the quills stand in pairs, one on
each side of each joint in a long tail, for all the world exactly like a lizard's....
Still, it must be a bird; for, see, these are wings ... and that is certainly a
bird's claw.... But here's the head; great heavens! what's this?... A jaw, with
teeth in it...." Cyril Milliter leaned back, distractedly, and held his
beating forehead between his two pale hands. To most scientific men it would
have been merely the discovery of an interesting intermediate
organism—something sure to make the reputation of a comparative anatomist; to
him, it was an awful and sudden blow dealt unexpectedly from the most deadly
quarter at all his deepest and most sacred principles. Religion, honour, Truth,
the very fundamental basis of the universe itself—all that makes life worth
living for, all that makes the world endurable—was bound up implicitly that
moment for Cyril Milliter in the simple question whether the shadowy creature,
printed in faint grey outline on the slab of shaly oolite before him, was or
was not half bird and half lizard.
It may have been foolish of him: it may have been wrong: it may
have been madness almost; but at that instant he felt dazzled and stunned by
the crushing weight of the blow thus unexpectedly dealt at his whole
preconceived theory of things, and at his entire mental scheme of science and
theology. The universe seemed to swim aimlessly before him: he felt the solid
ground knocked at once from beneath his feet, and found himself in one moment
suspended alone above an awful abyss, a seething and tossing abyss of murky
chaos. He had pinned all his tottering faith absolutely on that single frail
support; and now the support had given way irretrievably beneath him, and blank
atheism, nihilism, utter nothingness, stared him desperately in the face. In
one minute, while he held his head tight between his two palms to keep it from
bursting, and looked with a dull, glazed, vacant eye at the ghastly thing
before him—only a few indistinct fossil bones, but to him the horridest sight
he had ever beheld—a whole world of ideas crowded itself on the instant into
his teeming, swimming brain. If we could compress an infinity of thought into a
single second, said Shelley once, that second would be eternity; and on the
brink of such a compressed eternity Cyril Milliter was then idly sitting. It
seemed to him, as he clasped his forehead tighter and tighter, that the
Truth which he had been seeking, and for which he had been working and fighting
so long, revealed itself to him now and there, at last, in concrete form, as a
visible and tangible Lie. It was no mere petrified lizard that he saw beneath
his eyes, but a whole ruined and shattered system of philosophic theology. His
cosmogony was gone; his cosmos itself was dispersed and disjointed; creation,
nay, the Creator Himself, seemed to fade away slowly into nonentity before him.
He beheld dimly an awful vision of a great nebulous mist, drifting idly before
the angry storm-cyclones of the masterless universe—drifting without a God or a
ruler to guide it; bringing forth shapeless monstrosities one after another on
its wrinkled surface; pregnant with ravine, and rapine, and cruelty; vast,
powerful, illimitable, awful; but without one ray of light, one gleam of love,
one hope of mercy, one hint of divine purpose anywhere to redeem it. It was the
pessimistic nightmare of a Lucretian system, translated hastily into terms of
Cyril Milliter's own tottering and fading theosophy.
He took the thing up again into his trembling hands, and examined
it a second time more closely. No, there could be no shadow of a doubt about
it: his professional skill and knowledge told him that much in a single moment.
Nor could he temporize and palter with the discovery, as some of his elder
brethren would have been tempted to do; his brain was too young, and fresh, and
vigorous, and logical not to permit of ready modification before the evidence
of new facts. Come what might, he must be loyal to the Truth. This thing, this
horrid thing that he held visibly before him, was a fact, a positive fact: a
set of real bones, representing a real animal, that had once lived and breathed
and flown about veritably upon this planet of ours, and that was yet neither a
true bird nor a true lizard, but a half-way house and intermediate link between
those two now widely divergent classes. Cyril Milliter's mind was at once
too honest and too intelligent to leave room for any doubts, or evasions, or
prevarications with itself upon that fundamental subject. He saw quite clearly
and instantly that it was the very thing the possibility of whose existence he
had so stoutly denied that self-same morning. And he could not go back upon his
own words, "Whenever they show me an organism which unites in itself the
characteristics of birds and reptiles, then, and then only, will I accede to
their absurd hypothesis." The organism he had asked for lay now before
him, and he knew himself in fact a converted evolutionist, encumbered with all
the other hideous corollaries which his own peculiar logic had been accustomed
to tack on mentally to that hated creed. He almost felt as if he ought in pure consistency
to go off at once and murder somebody, as the practical outcome of his own
theories. For had he not often boldly asserted that evolutionism was
inconsistent with Theism, and that without Theism, any real morality or any
true right-doing of any kind was absolutely impossible?
At last, after long sitting and anxious pondering, Cyril Milliter
rose to go home, carrying a heavy heart along with him. And then the question
began to press itself practically upon him, What could he ever do with this
horrible discovery? His first impulse was to dash the thing to pieces against
the rock, and go away stealthily, saying naught about the matter to any man.
But his inborn reverence for the Truth made him shrink back in horror, a moment
later, from this suggestion of Satan, as he thought it—this wicked notion of
suppressing a most important and conclusive piece of scientific evidence. His
next idea was simply to leave it where it was, thus shuffling off the
responsibility of publishing it or destroying it upon the next comer who
chanced by accident to enter the quarry. After all, he said to himself,
hypocritically, he wasn't absolutely bound to tell anybody else a word about it;
he could leave it there, and it would be in much the same position, as far as science
was concerned, as it would have been if he hadn't happened to catch sight of it
accidentally as it lay that morning in the mother stone. But again his
conscience told him next moment that such casuistry was dishonest and unworthy;
he had found the thing, and, come what might, he ought to abide by the awful
consequences. If he left it lying there in the quarry, one of the workmen would
probably smash it up carelessly with a blow of his pick to-morrow morning—this
unique survivor of a forgotten world—and to abandon it to such a fate as that
would be at least as wicked as to break it to pieces himself of set purpose,
besides being a great deal more sneakish and cowardly. No, whatever else he
did, it was at any rate his plain duty to preserve the specimen, and to prevent
it from being carelessly or wilfully destroyed.
On the other hand, he couldn't bear, either, to display it openly,
and thereby become, as the matter envisaged itself to his mind, a direct
preacher of evolutionism—that is to say, of irreligion and immorality. With
what face could he ever rise and exhibit at a scientific meeting this evident
proof that the whole universe was a black chaos, a gross materialistic blunder,
a festering mass of blank corruption, without purpose, soul, or informing
righteousness? His entire moral being rose up within him in bitter revolt at
the bare notion of such cold-blooded treachery. To give a long-winded Latin
classificatory name, forsooth, to a thing that would destroy the faith of ages!
At last, after long pondering, he determined to carry the slab carefully home
inside his coat, and hide it away sedulously for the present in the cupboard of
his little physiological laboratory. He would think the matter over, he would
take time to consider, he would ask humbly for light and guidance. But of whom?
Well, well, at any rate, there was no necessity for precipitate action. To
Cyril Milliter's excited fancy, the whole future of human thought and belief
seemed bound up inextricably at that moment in the little slab of lithographic
slate that lay before him; and he felt that he need be in no hurry to let loose
the demon of scepticism and sin (as it appeared to him) into the peaceful midst
of a still happily trusting and unsuspecting humanity.
He put his hand into his pocket, casually, to pull out his
handkerchief for a covering to the thing, and, as he did so, his fingers
happened to touch the familiar clasp of his little pocket Bible. The touch
thrilled him strangely, and inspired him at once with a fresh courage. After
all, he had the Truth there also, and he couldn't surely be doing wrong in
consulting its best and most lasting interests. It was for the sake of the
Truth that he meant for the present to conceal his compromising fossil. So he
wrapped up the slab as far as he was able in his handkerchief, and hid it away,
rather clumsily, under the left side of his coat. It bulged a little, no doubt;
but by keeping his arm flat to his side he was able to cover it over decently
somehow. Thus he walked back quickly to Mortiscombe, feeling more like a thief
with a stolen purse in his pocket than he had ever before felt in the whole
course of his earthly existence.
When he reached his own house, he would not ring, lest Netta
should run to open the door for him, and throw her arms round him, and feel the
horrid thing (how could he show it even to Netta after this morning's sermon?),
but he went round to the back door, opened it softly, and glided as quietly as
he could into the laboratory. Not show it to Netta—that was bad: he had always
hitherto shown her and told her absolutely everything. How about the Truth? He
was doing this, he believed, for the Truth's sake; and yet, the very first
thing that it imposed upon him was the necessity for an ugly bit of unwonted
concealment. Not without many misgivings, but convinced on the whole that
he was acting for the best, he locked the slab of oolite up, hurriedly and
furtively, in the corner cupboard.
He had hardly got it safely locked up out of sight, and seated
himself as carelessly as he could in his easy chair, when Netta knocked softly
at the door. She always knocked before entering, by force of habit, for when
Cyril was performing delicate experiments it often disturbed him, or spoilt the
result, to have the door opened suddenly. Netta had seen him coming, and
wondered why he had slunk round by the back door: now she wondered still more
why he did not "report himself," as he used to call it, by running to
kiss her and announce his return.
"Come in," he said gravely, in answer to the knock; and
Netta entered.
Cyril jumped up and kissed her tenderly, but her quick woman's eye
saw at once that there was something serious the matter. "You didn't ring,
Cyril darling," she said, half reproachfully, "and you didn't come to
kiss your wifie."
"No," Cyril answered, trying to look quite at his ease
(a thing at which the most innocent man in the world is always the worst
possible performer), "I was in a hurry to get back here, as there was
something in the way of my work I wanted particularly to see about."
"Why, Cyril," Netta answered in surprise; "your
work! It's Sunday."
Cyril blushed crimson. "So it is," he answered hastily;
"upon my word, I'd quite forgotten it. Goodness gracious, Netta, shall I
have to go down to meeting and preach again to those people this evening?"
"Preach again? Of course you will, Cyril. You always do,
dear, don't you?"
Cyril started back with a sigh. "I can't go to-night, Netta
darling," he said wearily. "I can't preach to-night. I'm too tired
and out of sorts—I'm not at all in the humour for preaching. We must send
down somehow or other, and put off the brethren."
Netta looked at him in blank dismay. She felt in her heart there
was something wrong, but she wouldn't for worlds ask Cyril what it was, unless
he chose to tell her of his own accord. Still, she couldn't help reading in his
eyes that there was something the matter: and the more she looked into them,
the more poor Cyril winced and blinked and looked the other way in the vain
attempt to seem unconcerned at her searching scrutiny. "I'll send Mary
down with a little written notice," she said at last, "to fix on the
door: 'Mr. Milliter regrets he will be unable, through indisposition, to attend
worship at Patmos this evening.' Will that do, Cyril?"
"Yes," he answered uneasily. "That'll do, darling.
I don't feel quite well, I'm afraid, somehow, after my unusual exertions this
morning."
Netta looked at him hard, but said nothing.
They went into the drawing-room and for a while they both
pretended to be reading. Then the maid brought up the little tea-tray, and
Cyril was obliged to lay down the book he had been using as a screen for his
crimson face, and to look once more straight across the room at Netta.
"Cyril," the little wife began again, as she took over
his cup of tea to his easy chair by the bow window, and set it down quietly on
the tiny round table beside him, "where did you go this afternoon?"
"On the Downs, darling."
"And whom did you meet there?"
"Nobody, Netta."
"Nobody, Cyril?"
"No, nobody."
Netta knew she could trust his word implicitly, and asked him no
further. Still, a dreadful cloud was slowly rising up before her. She felt too
much confidence in Cyril to be really jealous of him in any serious way; but her
fears, womanlike, took that personal shape in which she fancied somebody or
something must be weaning away her husband's love gradually from her. Had he
seen some girl at a distance on the Downs, some one of the Mortiscombe ladies,
with whom perhaps he had had some little flirtation in the days gone by—some
lady whom he thought now would have made him a more suitable, companionable
wife than poor little Netta? Had he wandered about alone, saying to himself
that he had thrown himself away, and sacrificed his future prospects for a
pure, romantic boyish fancy? Had he got tired of her little, simple, homely
ways? Had he come back to the house, heartsick and disappointed, and gone by
himself into the working laboratory on purpose to avoid her? Why was he so
silent? Why did he seem so preoccupied? Why would he not look her straight in
the face? Cyril could have done nothing to be ashamed of, that Netta felt quite
sure about, but why did he behave as if he was ashamed of himself—as if there
was something or other in his mind he couldn't tell her?
Meanwhile, poor Cyril was not less unhappy, though in a very
different and more masculine fashion. He wasn't thinking so much of Netta
(except when she looked at him so hard and curiously), but of the broken gods
of his poor little scientific and theological pantheon. He was passing through
a tempest of doubt and hesitation, compelled to conceal it under the calm
demeanour of everyday life. That horrid, wicked, system-destroying fossil was
never for a moment out of his mind. At times he hated and loathed the godless
thing with all the concentrated force of his ardent nature. Ought he to harbour
it under the shelter of his hospitable roof? Ought he to give it the deadly
chance of bearing its terrible witness before the eyes of an innocent world?
Ought he not to get up rather in the dead of night, and burn it to ashes or
grind it to powder—a cruel, wicked, deceiving, anti-scriptural fossil that
it was? Then again at other times the love of Truth came uppermost once more to
chill his fiery indignation. Could the eternal hills lie to him? Could the
evidence of his own senses deceive him? Was not the creature there palpably and
visibly present, a veritable record of real existence; and ought he not loyally
and reverently to accept its evidence, at whatever violence to his own most
cherished and sacred convictions? If the universe was in reality quite other
than what he had always hitherto thought it; if the doctrines he had first
learned and then taught as certain and holy were proved by plain facts to be
mere ancient and fading delusions, was it not his bounden duty manfully to
resign his life-long day-dream, and to accept the Truth as it now presented
itself to him by the infallible evidence of mute nature, that cannot possibly
or conceivably lie to us?
The evening wore away slowly, and Cyril and Netta said little to
one another, each absorbed in their own thoughts and doubts and perplexities.
At last bedtime came, but not much sleep for either. Cyril lay awake, looking
out into the darkness which seemed now to involve the whole physical and
spiritual world; seeing in fancy a vast chaotic clashing universe, battling and
colliding for ever against itself, without one ray of hope, or light, or
gladness left in it anywhere. Netta lay awake, too, wondering what could have
come over Cyril; and seeing nothing but a darkened world, in which Cyril's love
was taken away from her, and all was cold, and dull, and cheerless. Each in
imagination had lost the keystone of their own particular special universe.
Throughout the next week, Cyril went on mechanically with his
daily work, but struggling all the time against the dreadful doubt that was
rising now irresistibly within him. Whenever he came home from college, he went
straight to his laboratory, locked the door, and took the skeleton out of the
cupboard. It was only a very small skeleton indeed, and a fossil one at
that; but if it had been a murdered man, and he the murderer, it could hardly
have weighed more terribly than it actually did upon Cyril Milliter's mind and
conscience. Yet it somehow fascinated him; and in all his spare time he was
working away at the comparative anatomy of his singular specimen. He had no
doubts at all about it now: he knew it perfectly for what it was—an intermediate
form between birds and reptiles. Meanwhile, he could not dare to talk about it
even to Netta; and Netta, though the feeling that there was something wrong
somewhere deepened upon her daily, would not say a word upon the subject to
Cyril. But she had discovered one thing—that the secret, whatever it was, lay
closed up in the laboratory cupboard; and as her fears exaggerated her doubts,
she grew afraid at last almost to enter the room which held that terrible,
unspeakable mystery.
Thus more than a fortnight passed away, and Cyril and Netta grew
daily less and less at home with one another. At last, one evening, when Cyril
seemed gloomier and more silent than ever, Netta could bear the suspense no
longer. Rising up hastily from her seat, without one word of warning, she went
over to her husband with a half-despairing gesture of alarm, and, flinging her
arms around him with desperate force, she cried passionately through her
blinding tears, "Cyril, Cyril, Cyril, you must tell me
all about it."
"About what, darling?" Cyril asked, trembling with
half-conscious hypocrisy, for he knew in his heart at once what she meant as
well as she did.
"Cyril," she cried again, looking him straight in the
face steadily, "you have a secret that you will not tell me."
"Darling," he answered, smoothing her hair tenderly with
his hand, "it is no secret. It is nothing. You would think nothing of it
if you knew. It's the merest trifle possible. But I can't tell you. I
can not tell you."
"But you must, Cyril," Netta cried bitterly. "You
had never any secret from me, I know, till that dreadful Sunday, when you went
out alone, and wouldn't even let me go with you. Then you came back stealthily
by the back door, and never told me. And you brought something with you: of
that I'm certain. And you've got the something locked up carefully in the
laboratory cupboard. I don't know how I found it all out exactly, but I have
found it out, and I can't bear the suspense any longer, and so you must tell
me all about it. Oh, Cyril, dear Cyril, do, do tell me all about it!"
Cyril faltered—faltered visibly; but even so, he dare not tell
her. His own faith was going too terribly fast already; could he let hers go
too, in one dreadful collapse and confusion? It never occurred to him that the
fossil would mean little or nothing to poor Netta; he couldn't help thinking of
it as though every human being on earth would regard it with the same serious
solemnity and awe as he himself did. "I cannot tell you, Netta," he
said, very gently but very firmly. "No, I dare not tell you. Some day,
perhaps, but not now. I must not tell you."
The answer roused all Netta's worst fears more terribly than ever.
For a moment she almost began to doubt Cyril. In her terror and perplexity she
was still too proud to ask him further; and she went back from her husband,
feeling stung and repulsed by his cruel answer, and made as though she did not
care at all for his strange refusal. She took up a scientific paper from the
heap on the table, and pretended to begin reading it. Cyril rose and tried to
kiss her, but she pushed him away with an impatient gesture. "Never,"
she said haughtily. "Never, Cyril, until you choose to tell me your
private secret."
Cyril sank back gloomily into his chair, folded his hands into
one another in a despondent fashion, and looked hard at the vacant ceiling
without uttering a single word.
As Netta held the paper aimlessly before her that minute, by the
merest chance her eye happened to fall upon her husband's name printed in the
article that lay open casually at the middle page. Even at that supreme moment
of chagrin and torturing doubt, she could not pass by Cyril's name in print
without stopping to read what was said about him. As she did so, she saw that
the article began by hostile criticism of the position he had taken up on the
distinction between birds and reptiles in a recent paper contributed to the
Transactions of the Linnæan Society. She rose from her place silently, put the
paper into his hands and pointed to the paragraph with her white forefinger,
but never uttered a single syllable. Cyril took it from her mechanically, and
read on, not half thinking what he was reading, till he came to a passage which
attracted his attention perforce, because it ran somewhat after this fashion—
"Professor Milliter would have written a little less
confidently had he been aware that almost while his words were passing through
the press a very singular discovery bearing upon this exact subject was being
laid before the Academy of Sciences at Berlin. Dr. Hermann von Meyer has just
exhibited to that body a slab of lithographic slate from the famous oolitic
quarry at Solenhofen, containing the impression of a most remarkable organism,
which he has named Archæopteryx lithographica. This extraordinary
creature has the feathers of a bird with the tail of a lizard; it is entirely
destitute of an os coccygis; it has apparently two conical teeth in
the upper jaw; and its foot is that of a characteristic percher." And so
forth for more than a column, full of those minute anatomical points which
Cyril had himself carefully noticed in the anatomy of his own English specimen.
As he read and re-read that awful paragraph, Netta looking on
at him half angrily all the time, he grew more and more certain every moment
that the German professor had simultaneously made the very same discovery as
himself. He drew a long sigh of relief. The worst was over; the murder was out,
then; it was not to be he who should bear the responsibility of publishing to
the world the existence and peculiarities of that wicked and hateful fossil. A
cold-blooded German geologist had done so already, with no more trace of
remorse and punctiliousness in the business than if it had been the merest old
oyster-shell or spider or commonplace cockroach! He could hardly keep in his
excited feelings; the strain of personal responsibility at least was lightened;
and though the universe remained as black as ever, he could at any rate wash
his own hands of the horrid creature. Unmanly as it may seem, he burst suddenly
into tears, and stepped across the room to throw his arms round Netta's neck.
To his surprise—for he scarcely remembered that she could not yet realize the
situation—Netta repelled him with both hands stretched angrily before her, palm
outwards.
"Netta," he said, imploringly, recognizing immediately
what it was she meant, "come with me now into the laboratory, and see what
it is that I have got in the cupboard."
Netta, all trembling and wondering, followed him in a perfect
flutter of doubt and anxiety. Cyril slowly unlocked the cupboard, then
unfastened a small drawer, and last of all took out a long flat object, wrapped
up mysteriously in a clean handkerchief. He laid it down reluctantly upon the
table, and Netta, amazed and puzzled, beheld a small smooth slab of soft
clay-stone, scored with what seemed like the fossil marks of a few
insignificant bones and feathers. The little woman drew a long breath.
"Well, Cyril?" she said interrogatively, looking at it
in a dubious mood.
"Why, Netta," cried her husband, half angry at her incomprehensible
calmness, "don't you see what it is? It's terrible, terrible!"
"A fossil, Cyril, isn't it? A bird, I should say."
"No, not a bird, Netta; nor yet a lizard; but that half-way
thing, that intermediate link you read about just now over yonder in the
paper."
"But why do you hide it, Cyril? You haven't taken it anywhere
from a museum."
"Oh, Netta! Don't you understand? Don't you see the
implications? It's a creature, half bird and half reptile, and it proves,
absolutely proves, Netta, beyond the faintest possibility of a doubt, that the
evolutionists are quite right—quite scientific. And if it once comes to be
generally recognized, I don't know, I'm sure, what is ever to become of
religion and of science. We shall every one of us have to go and turn
evolutionists!"
It is very sad to relate, but poor Netta, her pent-up feelings all
let loose by the smallness of the evil, as it seemed to her, actually began to
smile, and then to laugh merrily, in the very face of this awful revelation.
"Then you haven't really got tired of me, Cyril?" she cried eagerly.
"You're not in love with somebody else? You don't regret ever having
married me?"
Cyril stared at her in mute surprise. What possible connection
could these questions have with the momentous principles bound up implicitly in
the nature-printed skeleton of Archæopteryx lithographica? It was a
moment or so before he could grasp the association of ideas in her womanly
little brain, and understand the real origin of her natural wife-like fears and
hesitations.
"Oh, Cyril," she said again, after a minute's pause,
looking at the tell-tale fossil with another bright girlish smile, "is it
only that? Only that wretched little creature? Oh, darling, I am so
happy!" And she threw her arms around his neck of her own accord, and
kissed him fervently twice or thrice over.
Cyril was pleased indeed that she had recovered her trust in him
so readily, but amazed beyond measure that she could look at that horrible
anti-scriptural fossil absolutely without the slightest symptom of flinching.
"What a blessed thing it must be," he thought to himself, "to be
born a woman! Here's the whole universe going to rack and ruin, physically and
spiritually, before her very eyes, and she doesn't care a fig as soon as she's
quite satisfied in her own mind that her own particular husband hasn't
incomprehensibly fallen in love with one or other of the Mortiscombe
ladies!" It was gratifying to his personal feelings, doubtless; but it
wasn't at all complimentary, one must admit, to the general constitution of the
universe.
"What ought I to do with it, Netta?" he asked her
simply, pointing to the fossil; glad to have any companionship, even if so
unsympathetic, in his hitherto unspoken doubts and difficulties.
"Do with it? Why, show it to the Geological Society, of
course, Cyril. It's the Truth, you know, dearest, and why on earth should you
wish to conceal it? The Truth shall make you perfect."
Cyril looked at her with mingled astonishment and admiration.
"Oh, Netta," he answered, sighing profoundly, "if only I could
take it as quietly as you do! If only I had faith as a grain of mustard-seed!
But I have been reduced almost to abject despair by this crushing piece of
deadly evidence. It seems to me to proclaim aloud that the evolutionists are
all completely right at bottom, and that everything we have ever loved and
cherished and hoped for, turns out an utter and absolute delusion."
"Then I should say you were still bound, for all that, to
accept the evidence," said Netta quietly. "However, for my part, I
may be very stupid and silly, and all that sort of thing, you know, but it
doesn't seem to me as if it really mattered twopence either way."
Cyril looked at her again with fresh admiration. That was a point
of view that had not yet even occurred to him as within the bounds of
possibility. He had gone on repeating over and over again to his congregation
and to himself that if evolution were true, religion and morality were mere
phantoms, until at last he had ceased to think any other proposition on the
subject could be even thinkable. That a man might instantly accept the evidence
of his strange fossil, and yet be after all an indifferent honest citizen in
spite of it, was an idea that had really never yet presented itself to him. And
he blushed now to think that, in spite of all his frequent professions of utter
fidelity, Netta had proved herself at last more loyal to the Truth in both
aspects than he himself had done. Her simple little womanly faith had never
faltered for a moment in either direction.
That night was a very happy one for Netta: it was a somewhat
happier one than of late, even for Cyril. He had got rid of the cloud between
himself and his wife: he had made at least one person a confidante of his
horrid secret: and, above all, he had learnt that some bold and ruthless German
geologist had taken off his own shoulders the responsibility of announcing the
dreadful discovery.
Still, it was some time before Cyril quite recovered from the
gloomy view of things generally into which his chance unearthing of the strange
fossil had temporarily thrown him. Two things mainly contributed to this
result.
The first was that a few Sundays later he made up his mind he
ought in common honesty to exhibit his compromising fossil to the congregation
in the upper chamber, and make a public recantation of his recent confident but
untenable statements. He did so with much misgiving, impelled by a growing
belief that after all he must trust everything implicitly to the Truth. It cost
him a pang, too, to go back upon his own deliberate words, so lately spoken;
but he faced it out, for the Truth's sake, like an honest man, as he had
always tried to be—save for those few days when the wicked little slab of slate
lay carefully hidden away in the inmost recesses of the laboratory cupboard. To
his immense surprise, once more, the brethren seemed to think little more of it
than Netta herself had done. Perhaps they were not so logical or thorough-going
as the young professor: perhaps they had more of unquestioning faith: perhaps
they had less of solid dogmatic leaven; but in any case they seemed singularly
little troubled by the new and startling geological discovery. However, they
were all much struck by the professor's honesty of purpose in making a
straightforward recantation of his admitted blunder; he had acted honest and
honourable, they said, like a man, and they liked him better for it in the end,
than if he'd preached, and hedged, and shilly-shallied to them about it for a
whole year of Sundays together. Now, the mere fact that his good congregation
didn't mind the fossil much reacted healthily on Cyril Milliter, who began to
suspect that perhaps after all he had been exaggerating the religious importance
of speculative opinions on the precise nature of the cosmogony.
The second thing was that, shortly after the great discovery, he
happened to make the acquaintance of the brilliant young evolutionist from
London, and found to his surprise that on the whole most of their opinions
agreed with remarkable unanimity. True, the young evolutionist was not a Gospel
Evangelist, and did not feel any profound interest in the literal or mystical
interpretation of the first chapter of Genesis. But in all essentials he was as
deeply spiritual as Cyril Milliter himself; and the more Cyril saw of him and
talked with him, the more did he begin to suspect that the truth may in reality
have many facets, and that all men may not happen to see it in exactly the
self-same aspect. It dawned upon him slowly that all the illumination in the
world might not be entirely confined to the narrow circle of the Gospel
Evangelists. Even those terrible evolutionists themselves, it seemed, were not
necessarily wholly given over to cutting throats or robbing churches. They
might have their desires and aspirations, their faith and their hope and their
charity, exactly like other people, only perhaps in a slightly different and
more definite direction. In the end, Cyril and his former bugbear became bosom
friends, and both worked together amicably side by side in the self-same
laboratory at the College of Science.
To this day, Professor Milliter still continues to preach weekly
to the Gospel Evangelists, though both he and they have broadened a good deal,
in a gradual and almost imperceptible fashion, with the general broadening of
ideas and opinions that has been taking place by slow degrees around us during
the last two decades. His views are no doubt a good deal less dogmatic and a
good deal more wide and liberal now than formerly. Netta and he live happily
and usefully together; and over the mantelpiece of his neat little study, in
the cottage at Mortiscombe, stands a slab of polished slate containing a very
interesting oolitic fossil, of which the professor has learnt at last to be
extremely proud, the first discovered and most perfect existing specimen
of Archæopteryx lithographica. He can hardly resist a quiet smile
himself, nowadays, when he remembers how he once kept that harmless piece of
pictured stone wrapt up carefully in a folded handkerchief in his laboratory
cupboard for some weeks together, as though it had been a highly dangerous and
very explosive lump of moral dynamite, calculated to effect at one fell swoop
the complete religious and ethical disintegration of the entire divine
universe.
11.IN
STRICT CONFIDENCE
I
Harry Pallant was never more desperately in love with his wife
Louie than on the night of that delightful dance at the Vernon Ogilvies'. She
wore her pale blue satin, with the low bodice, and her pretty necklet of rough
amber in natural lumps, which her husband had given her for a birthday present
just three days earlier. Harry wasn't rich, and he wasn't able to do everything
that he could have wished for Louie—a young barrister, with no briefs to speak
of, even if he ekes out his petty professional income with literary work, can't
afford to spend very much in the way of personal adornment upon the ladies of
his family—but he loved his pretty little wife dearly, and nothing pleased him
better than to see Louie admired as she ought to be by other people. And that
evening, to be sure, she was looking her very sweetest and prettiest. Flushed a
little with unwonted excitement, in the glow of an innocent girlish flirtation,
as she stood there talking to Hugh Ogilvie in the dim recess by the door of the
conservatory, Harry, watching her unobserved from a nook of the
refreshment-room, thought he had never in his life seen her look more beautiful
or more becomingly animated. Animation suited Louie Pallant, and Hugh Ogilvie
thought so too, as he half whispered his meaningless compliments in her dainty
little ear, and noted the blush that rose quickly to
her soft cheek, and the sudden droop of her long eyelashes above her great open
hazel-grey eyes.
"Hugh's saying something pretty to Louie, I'm sure,"
Harry thought to himself with a smile of pleasure, as he looked across at the
sweet little graceful girlish figure. "I can see it at once in her face,
and in her hands, playing so nervously with the edge of her fan. Dear child,
how she lets one read in her eyes and cheeks her every tiny passing feeling!
Her pretty wee mouth is like an open book! Hugh's telling her confidentially
now that she's the belle of the evening. And so she is; there's not a doubt
about it. Not a girl in the place fit to hold a candle to my Louie; especially
when she blushes—she's sweet when she blushes. Now she's colouring up again. By
Jove, yes, he must be positively making love to her. There's nothing I enjoy so
much as seeing Louie enjoying herself, and being made much of. Too many girls,
bright young girls, when they marry early, as Louie has done, settle down at
once into household drudges, and never seem to get any happiness worth
mentioning out of their lives in any way. I won't let it be so with Louie. Dear
little soul, she shall flit about as much as she likes, and enjoy herself as
the fancy seizes her, like a little butterfly, just like a butterfly. I love to
see it!" And he hugged one clasped hand upon the other silently.
Whence the astute reader will readily infer that Harry Pallant was
still more or less in love with his wife Louie, although they had been married
for five years and upwards.
Presently Louie and Hugh went back into the ballroom, and for the
first time Harry noticed that the music had struck up some minutes since for
the next waltz, for which he was engaged to Hugh's sister, Mrs. Wetherby
Ferrand. He started hastily at the accusing sound, for in watching his wife he
had forgotten his partner. Returning at once in search of Mrs. Ferrand, he
found her sitting disconsolate in a corner waiting for him, and looking
(as was natural) not altogether pleased at his ungallant treatment.
"So you've come at last, Harry!" Mrs. Ferrand said, with
evident pique. They had been friends from childhood, and knew one another well
enough to use both their Christian names and the critical freedom of old
intimacy.
"Yes, Dora, I've come at last," Harry answered, with an
apologetic bow, as he offered her his arm, "and I'm so sorry I've kept you
waiting; but the fact is I was watching Louie. She's been dancing with Hugh,
and she looks perfectly charming, I think, this evening."
Mrs. Ferrand bit her lip. "She does," she answered
coldly, with half a pout. "And you were so busy watching her, it seems,
you forgot all about me, Harry."
Harry laughed. "It was pardonable under the circumstances,
you know, Dora," he said lightly. "If it had been the other way, now,
Louie might have had some excuse for being jealous."
"Who said I was jealous?" Mrs. Ferrand cried, colouring
up. "Jealous of you, indeed! What right have I got to be jealous of you,
Harry? She may dance with Hugh all night long, for all I care for it. She's
danced with him now three times already, and I dare say she'll dance with him
as often again. You men are too conceited. You always think every woman on
earth is just madly in love with you."
"My dear child," Harry answered, with a faint curl of
his lip, "you quite misunderstand me. Heaven knows I at least am not
conceited. What on earth have I got to be conceited of? I never thought any
woman was in love with me in all my life except Louie; and what in the name of
goodness even she can find to fall in love with in me—a fellow like me—positively
passes my humble comprehension."
"She's going to dance the next waltz but one with Hugh,
he tells me," Mrs. Ferrand replied drily, as if changing the conversation.
"Is she? Hugh's an excellent fellow," Harry answered
carelessly, resting for a moment a little aside from the throng, and singling
out Louie at once with his eye among the whirling dancers. "Ah, there she
is, over yonder. Do you see?—there, with that Captain Vandeleur. How sweetly
she dances, Dora! And how splendidly she carries herself! I declare, she's the
very gracefullest girl in all the room here."
Mrs. Ferrand dropped half a mock curtsey. "A polite partner
would have said 'bar one,' Harry," she murmured petulantly. "How
awfully in love with her you are, my dear boy. It must be nice to have a man so
perfectly devoted to one.... And I don't believe either she half appreciates
you. Some women would give their very eyes, do you know, to be as much loved by
any man as she's loved by you, Harry." And she looked at him significantly.
"Well, but Ferrand——"
"Ah, poor Wetherby! Yes, yes; of course, of course, I quite
agree with you. You're always right, Harry. Poor Wetherby is the worthiest of
men, and in his own way does his very best, no doubt, to make me happy. But
there is devotion and devotion, Harry. Il y a fagots et fagots. Poor
dear Wetherby is no more capable——"
"Dora, Dora, for Heaven's sake, I beg of you, no confidences.
As a legal man, I must deprecate all confidences, otherwise than strictly in
the way of business. What got us first into this absurd groove, I wonder? Oh
yes, I remember—Louie's dancing. Shall we go on again? You must have got your
breath by this time. Why, what's the matter, Dora? You look quite pale and
flurried."
"Nothing, Harry. Nothing—nothing, I assure you. Not quite so
tight, please; go quietly—I'm rather tired.... Yes, that'll do, thank you.
The room's so very hot and close this evening. I can hardly breathe, I feel so
stifled. Tight-lacing, I suppose poor dear Wetherby would say. I declare, Louie
isn't dancing any longer. How very odd! She's gone back again now to sit by
Hugh there. What on earth can be the reason, I wonder!"
"Captain Vandeleur's such an awfully bad waltzer, you
know," Harry answered unconcernedly. "I dare say she was glad enough
to make some excuse or other to get away from him. The room's so very hot and
stifling."
"Oh, you think so," and Dora Ferrand gave a quiet little
smile, as one who sees clearly below the surface. "I dare say. And she's
not sorry either to find some good reason for another ten minutes' chat with
Hugh, I fancy."
But Harry, in his innocence, never noticed her plain insinuation.
"He's as blind as a bat," Dora Ferrand thought to herself, half
contemptuously. "Just like poor dear Wetherby! Poor dear Wetherby never
suspects anything! And that girl Louie doesn't half appreciate Harry either.
Just like me, I suppose, with that poor dear stupid old stockbroker.
Stockbroker, indeed! What in the name of all that's sensible could ever have
induced me to go and marry a blind old stick of a wealthy stockbroker? If Harry
and I had only our lives to live again—but there, what's the use of bothering
one's head about it? We've only got one life apiece, and that we generally
begin by making a mull of."
II
Three days later Harry Pallant went down as usual to his rooms in
the Temple, and set to work upon his daily labour. The first envelope he opened
of the batch upon his table was from the editor of the Young People's
Monitor. It contained the week's correspondence. Harry Pallant glanced
over the contents hastily, and singled out a few enclosures from the big budget
with languid curiosity.
Of course everybody knows the Young People's Monitor.
It is one of the most successful among the penny weeklies, and in addition to
its sensational stories and moral essays, it gives advice gratis to all and
sundry in its correspondence columns upon every conceivable subject that our
common peccant or ignorant humanity can possibly inquire about. Now, Harry
Pallant happened to be the particular person employed by the editor of this
omniscient journal to supply the answers to the weekly shoals of anxious
interrogators de omni scibili. His legal learning came in handy for
the purpose, and being a practised London journalist as well, his knowledge of
life stood him in good stead at this strange piece of literary craftsmanship.
But the whole affair was "in strict confidence," as the Monitor announced.
It was a point of honour between himself and the editor that the secret of the
correspondence column should be jealously guarded from all and several; so
Harry Pallant, accustomed, lawyer-like, to keeping secrets, had never mentioned
his connection with the Monitor in this matter even to Louie.
It came as part of his week's work at his chambers in the Temple, and it was
duly finished and sent off to press, without note or comment, on the same day,
in true business-like barrister fashion.
The first letter that Harry opened and listlessly glanced through
with his experienced eye was one of the staple Monitor kind—Stella
or Euphemia had quarrelled, in a moment of pique, with her lover, and was now
dying of anxiety to regain his affections. Harry scribbled a few words of
kindly chaff and sound advice in reply upon a blank sheet of virgin foolscap,
and tossed the torn fragments of letter number one into the capacious mouth of
his waste-paper basket.
The second letter requested the editor's candid opinion upon
a short set of amateur verses therewith enclosed. Harry's candid opinion,
muttered to himself beneath his moustache, was too unparliamentary for
insertion in full; but he toned its verbal expression down a little in his
written copy, and passed on hastily to the others in order.
"Camilla" would like to know, in strict confidence
(thrice underlined), what is the editor's opinion of her style of handwriting.
"A Draper's Assistant" is desirous to learn how the words
"heterogeneous" and "Beethoven" are usually pronounced in
the best society. "Senex," having had a slight difference as to the
buttered toast with his present landlady (in whose house he has lodged for
forty years), would be glad of any advice as to how, at his age, he is to do
without her. "H. J. K." has just read with much surprise a
worthless pamphlet, proving that the inhabitants of the northern divisions of
Staffordshire and Warwickshire are the lost Ten Tribes of Israel, and cannot
imagine how this reckless assertion can be scripturally reconciled with the
plain statements of the prophet Habakkuk, which show that the descendants of
Manasseh are really to be looked for in the county of Sligo. And so forth,
though every variety of male feebleness and feminine futility, in answer to all
which Harry turned off his hasty rejoinder with the dexterous ease acquired of
long practice and familiar experience.
At last he came in due course to a small white envelope, of better
paper and style than the others, marked "17" in red pencil on the
back in the formal hand of the systematic editor. He turned it over with
mechanical carelessness. To his immense amusement and no little surprise, he
saw at once, by the writing of the address, that the note came from his own
Louie!
What could Louie have to ask of advice or information from the
anonymous editor of the Young People's Monitor?
He stood for a moment, with a quiet smile playing about his lips,
thinking to himself that he had often wondered whether he should ever get
a letter thus incognito from any person among his private acquaintances. And
now he had got one from Louie herself. How very funny! How truly ridiculous!
And how odd too that she shouldn't even have told him beforehand she was going
to write for counsel or assistance to the Young People's Monitor!
And then a strange doubt flashed idly for a moment across his
mind—a doubt that he felt immediately ashamed of. What possible subject could
there be on which Louie could want advice and aid from an editor, a stranger,
an unknown and anonymous impersonal entity, rather than from him, Harry, her
own husband, her natural guide, assistant, and counsellor? It was odd, very
odd—nay, even disquieting. Harry hardly knew what to make of the unexpected
episode.
But next moment he had dismissed his doubts, though he stood still
toying with the unopened envelope. He was half afraid to look inside it. Louie
had only written, he felt sure, about some feminine trifle or other, some
foolish point of petty etiquette—how to fold napkins mitre-fashion, or whether
"P.P.O." cards should be turned down at the upper right or the lower
left-hand corner—some absurd detail about which she would have laughed outright
at his personal opinion, but would defer at once to the dignity of print, and
the expressed verdict of the Young People's Monitor. So great is
the power of printer's ink, that if you say a thing face to face, your own wife
even will take no notice of it; but if you set it up in type anonymously, she,
and the world at large to boot, will treat it like an inspired oracle in stone
fallen down direct from the seventh heaven.
And yet somehow Harry Pallant couldn't make up his mind at once to
break open the tiny envelope of that mysterious, incomprehensible letter.
At last he broke it, and read it hurriedly. As he did so a
terrible, ominous pang came across his heart, and the writing, familiar as it
was, swam illegibly in dancing lines before his strained and aching vision.
"Dear Mr. Editor," the letter began, somewhat shakily,
"you give your advice and assistance to many people. Will you give it to
me? Will you help me? Will you save me?
"This is my position. I was married young to a man I did not
love, but liked and respected. I thought love would come afterwards. It never
came. On the contrary, the longer I have lived with him the less I care for
him. Not that he is unkind to me—he is good enough and generous enough in all
conscience; but he inspires me with no affection and no enthusiasm. Till lately
this was all I felt. I did not love him, but I jogged along comfortably
somehow.
"Now, however, I find to my dismay that I am in love—not with
him, but with another man a hundred times more congenial to my tastes and
feelings in every way. I have done no wrong, but I think of him and live in him
all my time. I cannot for a moment dismiss him from my thoughts. Oh, what am I
to do? Tell me, help me!
"I can never love my husband—of that I am certain. I can
never leave off loving the other—of that I am still more confident. Can you
advise me? Can you relieve me? This torture is too terrible. It is killing
me—killing me.
"Yours ever, in strict confidence,
"Egeria."
Harry Pallant gazed at that awful accusing letter in blank horror
and speechless bewilderment. He could not even cry or groan. He could not utter
a word or shed a tear. The shock was so sudden, so crushing, so unexpected, so
irretrievable!
He had never till that moment in the faintest degree doubted that
Louie loved him as he loved her—devotedly, distractedly.
Why, that very morning, before he came away on his journey to the
Temple, Louie had kissed him so tenderly and affectionately, and called him
"darling," and wished he hadn't always to go to that horrid City. How
the memory stung him!
Yes; that was the hardest thought of all. If Louie wrote it, Louie
was a hypocrite. Not only did she not now love him—not only had she never loved
him, but, lowest depth of misery and shame, she had pretended to love him when
in her heart of hearts she hated and despised him. He couldn't believe it. He
wouldn't believe it. In her own words, it was too terrible!
If Louie wrote it? He turned the letter over once more. Ah, yes,
there was no denying it. It was Louie's handwriting—Louie's, Louie's. His brain
reeled, but he could not doubt it or palter over it for a moment. Not even
disguised—her very own handwriting. It was the seal of doom for him, yet he
could not even pretend to disbelieve it.
He sat there long, incapable of realizing the full horror of that
crushing, destroying, annihilating disclosure. It was useless trying to realize
it—thank God for that! It so dazed and stunned and staggered and bewildered him
that he fell for a time into a sort of hopeless lethargy, and felt and saw and
thought of nothing.
At last he roused himself. He must go out. He rose from the table
by the dingy window, took up his hat dreamily in his hand, and walked down the
stairs, out of the gateway, and into the full tide of life and bustle in busy
Fleet Street.
The cooler air upon his forehead and the sight of so many
hurrying, active figures sobered and steadied him. He walked with rapid strides
as far as Charing Cross Station, and then back again. After that, he came
into his chambers once more, sat down resolutely at his table by himself, and
began to write in a trembling shaky hand his answer to "Egeria."
How often he had written a different answer to just the same type
of tragic little letter—an answer of the commonplace conventional morality, a
small set sermon on the duties of wives and the rights of husbands—as though
there was nothing more in that fearful disclosure than the merest fancy; and
now, when at last it touched himself, how profoundly awful in their mockery of
the truth those baldly respectable answers seemed to him!
"Egeria.—Your letter shall be
treated, as you wish, in strict confidence. No one but ourselves shall ever
know of it. You need not fear that H. P. will any longer prove a trouble
to you. By the time you read this you will have learnt, or will shortly learn,
that he is not in a position to cause you further discomfort. This is the only
intimation you will receive of his intention. You will understand what it all
means soon after you read this communication."
He rang the hand-bell on the table for his boy, put the answers
into a long blue envelope, and said mechanically in a dry voice, "To
the Young People's Monitor. For press immediately." The boy
nodded a mute assent, and took them off to the office in silent obedience.
As soon as he was gone Harry Pallant locked the door, flung
himself upon the table with his head buried madly in his arms, and sobbed aloud
in terrible despondency. He had found at least the relief of tears.
There was only one comfort. He was fully insured, and Hugh Ogilvie
was a rich man. Louie at least would be well provided for. He cared for nothing
except for Louie. If Louie was happier—happier without him, what further need
had he got for living?
He had never thought before of Hugh, but now, now, Dora's
words came back to him at once, and he saw it all—he saw it all plainly.
Heaven be praised, they had no children! If they had had
children—well, well, as things now stood, he could do what was best for Louie's
happiness.
III
For the next two days Louie could not imagine what sudden change
had come so inexplicably over Harry Pallant. He was quite as tender and as
gentle as ever, but so silent, sad, and incomprehensible. Louie coaxed him and
petted him in vain; the more she made of him the more Harry seemed to retreat
within himself, and the less could she understand what on earth he was thinking
of.
On the Thursday night, when Harry came back from his work in the
City, he said to Louie in an off-hand tone, "Louie, I think of running
down to-morrow to dear old Bilborough."
"What for, darling?"
"Well, you know, I've been fearfully out of sorts
lately—worried or something—and I think three or four days at the seaside would
be all the better for me—and for you too, darling. Let's go to the Red Lion,
Louie. I've telegraphed down to-night for rooms, and I dare say—I shall get rid
there of whatever's troubling me."
The Red Lion at Bilborough was the hotel at which they had passed
their honeymoon, and where they had often gone at various times since for their
summer holiday. Louie was delighted at the proposed trip, and smoothed her
husband's hair softly with her hand.
"My darling," she said, "I'm so glad you're going
there. I've noticed for the last few days you looked fagged and worried. But
Bilborough's just the right place. Bilborough always sets you up again."
Harry smiled a faint, unhappy smile. "I've no doubt," he
answered evasively, "I shall leave all my trouble behind at Bilborough."
They started by the early train next day, Louie hastily packing
their little portmanteau overnight, and got down to Bilborough before noon. As
soon as they were fairly settled in at the Lion, Harry kissed his wife
tenderly, and, with a quiet persistence in his voice said, on a sudden,
"Louie, I think I shall go and have a swim before lunch-time."
"A swim, Harry! So soon?—already?"
"Yes," Harry answered, with a twitching mouth, and
looking at her nervously. "There's nothing like a swim you know, Louie, to
wash away the cobwebs of London."
"Well, don't be long, darling," Louie said, with some
undisguised anxiety. "I've ordered lunch, remember, for one."
"For one, Louie?" Harry cried with a start. "Why
for one, dearest? I don't understand you.... Oh, I see. How very stupid of me!
Yes, yes, I'll be back by one o'clock.... That is to say, if I'm not back,
don't you wait lunch for me."
He moved uneasily to the door, and then he turned back again with
a timid glance, and drew a newspaper slowly from his pocket. "I've brought
down this morning's Young People's Monitor with me,
Louie," he said, in a tremulous voice, after a short pause. "I know
you sometimes like to see it."
He watched her narrowly to observe the effect, but Louie took it
from him without a visible tremor. "Oh, I'm so glad, Harry," she said
in her natural tone, without betraying the least excitement. "How awfully
kind of you to get it for me! There's something in it I wanted to see
about."
Something in it she wanted to see about! Harry's heart stood still
for a second within him! What duplicity! What temerity! What a terrible
mixture of seeming goodness and perfect composure! And yet it was Louie, and he
couldn't help loving her! He kissed her once more—a long, hard kiss—upon the
forehead, and went out, leaving her there with the paper clasped tightly in her
small white fingers. Though she said nothing he could see that her fingers
trembled as she held it. Yes yes, there could be no doubt about it; she was
eagerly expecting the answer—the fatal answer—the answer to "Egeria"
in the correspondence column.
IV
Louie stood long at the window, with the paper still clutched
eagerly in her hand, afraid to open it and read the answer, and yet longing to
know what the Young People's Monitor had to say in reply to
"Egeria." So she watched Harry go down to the bathing machines and
enter one—it was still early in the season, and he had no need to wait; and
then she watched them turning the windlass and letting it run down upon the
shelving beach; and then she watched Harry swimming out and stemming the waves
in his bold, manly fashion—he was a splendid swimmer; and after that, unable
any longer to restrain her curiosity, she tore the paper open with her finger,
and glanced down the correspondence column till she reached the expected answer
to "Egeria."
She read it over wondering and trembling, with a sudden awful
sense of the editor's omniscience as she saw the letters
"H. P."—her husband's initials—Harry Pallant.
"H. P.!" what could he mean by it? And then a vague dread came
across her soul. What could "Egeria" and the editor of the Young
People's Monitor have to do with Harry Pallant?
She read it over again and again. How terrifying! how mysterious!
how dimly incomprehensible! Who on earth could have told the editor—that
impersonal entity—that "Egeria's" letter had any connection with her
own husband, Harry Pallant? And yet he must have known it—evidently known it.
And she herself had never suspected the allusion. Yes, yes, it was clear to her
now; the man about whom "Egeria" had written was
Harry—Harry—Harry—Harry. Could it have been that that had so troubled him of
late? She couldn't bear to distrust Harry; but it must have been that, and
nothing else. Harry was in love with Dora Ferrand; or, if not, Dora Ferrand was
in love with Harry, and Harry knew it, and was afraid he might yield to her,
and had ran away from her accordingly. He had come to Bilborough on purpose to
escape her—to drag himself away from her—to try to forget her. Oh, Harry,
Harry!—and she loved him so truly. To think he should deceive her—to think he
should keep anything from her! It was too terrible—too terrible! She couldn't
bear to think it, and yet the evidence forced it upon her.
But how did the editor ever come to know about it? And what was
this mysterious, awful message that he gave Dora about Harry Pallant?
"You need not fear that H. P. will any longer prove a
trouble to you." Why? Did Harry mean to leave London altogether? Was he
afraid to trust himself there with Dora Ferrand? Did he fear that she would
steal his heart in spite of him? Oh, Dora, Dora! the shameless creature! When
Louie came to think it all over, her effrontery and her wickedness were
absolutely appalling.
She sat there long, turning the paper over helplessly in her hand,
reading its words every way but the right way, pondering over what Harry had
said to her that morning, putting her own interpretation upon everything, and
forgetting even to unpack her things and make herself ready for lunch in the
coffee-room.
Presently, a crowd upon the beach below languidly attracted
her passing attention. The coastguard from the look-out was gesticulating
frantically, and a group of sailors were seizing in haste upon a boat on the
foreshore. They launched it hurriedly and pulled with all their might outward,
the people on the beach gathering thicker meanwhile, and all looking eagerly
towards some invisible object far out to sea, in the direction of the Race with
the dangerous current. Louie's heart sank ominously within her. At that very
moment the chambermaid of the hotel rushed in with a pale face, and cried out
in merciless haste, "Oh, ma'am, Mrs. Pallant! quick! quick!—he's drowning!
he's drowning! Mr. Pallant's swum too far out, and's got into the Race, and
they've put the boat off to try and save him!"
In a second, half the truth flashed terribly upon Louie Pallant's
distracted intelligence. She saw that it was Harry himself who wrote the
correspondence for the Young People's Monitor, and that he had swum
out to sea of his own accord to the end of his tether, on purpose to drown
himself as if by accident. But she didn't yet perceive, obvious as it seemed,
that Harry thought she herself had written "Egeria's" letter in her
own person. She thought still he was in love with Dora, and had drowned himself
because he couldn't tear himself away from her for ever.
V
They brought Harry Pallant ashore, cold and lifeless, and carried
him up in haste to the hotel. There the village doctor saw him at once, and
detected a faint tremor of the heart. At the end of an hour the lungs began to
act faintly of themselves, and the heart beat a little in some feeble fashion.
With care Harry Pallant came round, but it took a week or two
before he was himself again, and Louie nursed him meanwhile in fear and
trembling, with breathless agony. She had one consolation—Harry loved her. In
the long nights the whole truth dawned upon her, clear and certain. She saw how
Harry had opened the letter, had jumped at once to the natural conclusion, and
had tried to drown himself in order to release her. Oh, why had he not trusted
her? Why had he not asked her? A woman naturally thinks like that; a man knows
in his own soul that a man could never possibly do so.
She dared not tell him yet, for fear of a relapse. She could only
wait and watch, and nurse him tenderly. And all the time she knew he distrusted
her—knew he thought her a hypocrite and a traitor. For Harry's sake she had to
bear it.
At last, one day, when he was getting very much stronger, and
could sit up in a chair and look bitterly out at the sea, she said to him in a
gentle voice, very tentatively, "Harry, Dora Ferrand and her husband have
gone to spend the summer in Norway."
Harry groaned. "How do you know?" he asked. "Has
Hugh written to you? What is it to us? Who told you about it?"
Louie bit her lip hard to keep back the tears. "Dora
telegraphed to me herself," she answered softly. "She telegraphed to
me as soon as ever"—she hesitated a moment—"as soon as ever she saw
your answer to her in the Monitor."
Harry's face grew white with horror. "My answer to her!"
he cried in a ghastly voice, not caring to ask at the moment how Louie came to
know it was he who wrote the answers in the Young People's Monitor.
"My answer to you, you mean, Louie. It was your letter—yours,
not Dora's. You can't deceive me. I read it myself. My poor child, I saw your
handwriting."
It was an awful thing that, in spite of all, he must have it out
with her against his will; but he would not flinch from it—he would settle
it then and there, once and for ever. She had introduced it herself; she had
brought it down upon her own head. He would not flinch from it. It was his duty
to tell her.
Louie laid her hand upon his arm. He did not try to cast it off.
"Harry," she said, imploringly, persuasively, "there is a
terrible mistake here—a terrible misunderstanding. It was unavoidable; you
could not possibly have thought otherwise. But oh, Harry, if you knew the
suffering you have brought upon me, you would not speak so, darling—you would
not speak so."
Harry turned towards her passionately and eagerly. "Then you
didn't want me to die, Louie?" he cried in a hoarse voice. "You
didn't really want to get rid of me?"
Louie withdrew her hand hastily as if she had been stung.
"Harry," she gasped, as well as she was able, "you misunderstood
that letter altogether. It was not mine—it was Dora Ferrand's. Dora wrote it,
and I only copied it. If you will listen a minute I will tell you all, all
about it."
Harry flung himself back half incredulously on his chair, but with
a new-born hope lighting up in part the gloom of his recovered existence.
"I went over to Dora Ferrand's the day after the Ogilvies'
dance," Louie began tremulously, "and I found Dora sitting in her
boudoir writing a letter. I walked up without being announced, and when Dora
saw me she screamed a little, and then she grew as red as fire, and burst out
crying, and tried to hide the letter she was writing. So I went up to her and
began to soothe her, and asked her what it was, and wanted to read it. And Dora
cried for a long time, and wouldn't tell me, and was dreadfully penitent, and
said she was very, very miserable. So I said, 'Dora, is there anything wrong
between you and Mr. Ferrand?' And she said, 'Nothing, Louie; I give you my
word of honour, nothing. Poor Wetherby's as kind to me as anybody could be.
But——' And then she began crying again as if her heart would burst, worse than
ever. And I took her head on my shoulder, and said to her, 'Dora, is it that
you feel you don't love him?' And Dora was in a dreadfully penitent fit, and
she flung herself away from me, and said to me, 'Oh, Louie, don't touch me!
Don't kiss me! Don't come near me! I'm not fit to associate with a girl like
you, dear.... Oh, Louie, I don't love him; and—what's worse—I love somebody
else, darling.' Well, then, of course, I was horribly shocked, and I said,
'Dora, Dora, this is awfully wicked of you!' And Dora cried worse than before,
and sobbed away, and wouldn't be comforted. And there was a copy of the Monitor lying
on the table, and I saw it open at the correspondence, and I said, 'Were you
writing for advice to the Monitor, Dora?' And she looked up and
nodded 'Yes.' So I coaxed her and begged her to show me the letter, and at last
she showed it to me; but she wouldn't tell me who she was in love with, Harry;
and, oh, Harry, my darling, my darling, I never so much as dreamt of its being
you, dear—the thought never even crossed my mind. I ran over everybody I could
imagine she'd taken a fancy to, but I never for a moment thought of you,
darling. I suppose, Harry, I loved you too dearly even to suspect it. And then,
I dare say, Dora saw I didn't suspect it; but, anyhow, she went on and finished
the letter—it was nearly done when I came in to her—and after that she said she
couldn't bear to send it in her own handwriting, for fear anybody should know
her and recognize it. So I said if she liked I'd copy it out for her, for by
that time I was crying just as hard as she was, and so sorry for her and for
poor Mr. Ferrand; and it never struck me that anybody could ever possibly think
that I wrote it about myself. And—and—and that's all, Harry."
Harry listened, conscience-smitten, to the artless recital, which
bore its own truth on the very surface of it, as it fell from Louie's trembling
lips, and then he held her off at arm's length when she tried to fall upon his
neck and kiss him, whispering in a loud undertone, "Oh, Louie, Louie,
don't, don't! I don't deserve it! I have been too wicked—too mistrustful!"
Louie drew forth a letter from her pocket and handed it to him
silently. It was in Dora's handwriting. He read it through in breathless
anxiety.
"Louie,—I dare not call you anything else now. You know it
all by this time. We have heard about Harry's accident from your sister. Nobody
but ourselves knows it was not an accident. And I have seen the answer in
the Monitor. Of course Harry wrote it. I see it all now. You can
never forgive me. It is I who have brought all this misery upon you. I am a
wretched woman. Do not reproach me—I reproach myself more bitterly than
anything you could say would ever reproach me. But don't forgive me and pity me
either. If you forgive me I shall have to kill myself. It's all over now. I
will do the only thing that remains for me—keep out of your way and his for
ever. Poor Wetherby is going to take me for the summer to Norway, as I
telegraphed to you. We are just starting. When we return we shall winter in
Italy. I will leave London in future altogether. Nobody but our three selves
need ever know or suspect the reason. Harry will recover, and you two will be
happy yet. But I—I shall be as miserable for ever, as I truly deserve to be.
"Your wretched friend,
"D. F."
Harry crumpled up the letter bitterly in his hand. "Poor
soul," he said. "Louie, I forgive her. Can I myself ever hope for
forgiveness?"
Louie flung herself fiercely upon him. "My darling," she
cried, "we will always trust one another in future. You couldn't help it,
Harry. It was impossible for you to have judged otherwise. But oh, my darling,
what I have suffered! Let us forgive her. Harry, and let us love one another
better now.”
12.THE
SEARCH PARTY'S FIND
I can stand it no longer. I must put down my confession on paper,
since there is no living creature left to whom I can confess it.
The snow is drifting fiercer than ever to-day against the cabin;
the last biscuit is almost finished; my fingers are so pinched with cold I can
hardly grasp the pen to write with. But I will write, I must
write, and I am writing. I cannot die with the dreadful story unconfessed upon
my conscience.
It was only an accident, most of you who read this confession
perhaps will say; but in my own heart I know better than that—I know it was a
murder, a wicked murder.
Still, though my hands are very numb, and my head swimming wildly
with delirium, I will try to be coherent, and to tell my story clearly and
collectedly.
000
I was appointed surgeon of the Cotopaxi in June,
1880. I had reasons of my own—sad reasons—for wishing to join an Arctic
expedition. I didn't join it, as most of the other men did, from pure love of
danger and adventure. I am not a man to care for that sort of thing on its own
account. I joined it because of a terrible disappointment.
For two years I had been engaged to Dora—I needn't call her
anything but Dora; my brother, to whom I wish this paper sent, but whom I
daren't address as "Dear Arthur"—how could I, a murderer?—will know
well enough who I mean; and as to other people, it isn't needful they should
know anything about it. But whoever you are, whoever finds this paper, I beg of
you, I implore you, I adjure you, do not tell a word of it to Dora. I cannot
die unconfessed, but I cannot let the confession reach her; if it
does, I know the double shock will kill her. Keep it from her. Tell her only he
is dead—dead at his post, like a brave man, on the Cotopaxi exploring
expedition. For mercy's sake don't tell her that he was murdered, and that I
murdered him.
I had been engaged, I said, two years to Dora. She lived in
Arthur's parish, and I loved her—yes, in those days I loved her purely,
devotedly, innocently. I was innocent then myself, and I really believe good
and well-meaning. I should have been genuinely horrified and indignant if anybody
had ventured to say that I should end by committing a murder.
It was a great grief to me when I had to leave Arthur's parish,
and my father's parish before him, to go up to London and take a post as
surgeon to a small hospital. I couldn't bear being so far away from Dora. And
at first Dora wrote to me almost every day with the greatest affection. (Heaven
forgive me, if I still venture to call her Dora! her, so good and pure and
beautiful, and I, a murderer.) But, after a while, I noticed slowly that Dora's
tone seemed to grow colder and colder, and her letters less and less frequent.
Why she should have begun to cease loving me, I cannot imagine; perhaps she had
a premonition of what possibility of wickedness was really in me. At any rate,
her coldness grew at last so marked that I wrote and asked Arthur whether he
could explain it. Arthur answered me, a little regretfully, and with brotherly
affection (he is a good fellow, Arthur), that he thought he could. He feared—it
was painful to say so—but he feared Dora was beginning to love a newer
lover. A young man had lately come to the village of whom she had seen a great
deal, and who was very handsome and brave and fascinating. Arthur was afraid he
could not conceal from me his impression that Dora and the stranger were very
much taken with one another.
At last, one morning, a letter came to me from Dora. I can put it
in here, because I carried it away with me when I went to Hammerfest to join
the Cotopaxi, and ever since I have kept it sadly in my private
pocket-book.
"Dear Ernest" (she had always called me Ernest since we
had been children together, and she couldn't leave it off even now when she was
writing to let me know she no longer loved me), "Can you forgive me for
what I am going to tell you? I thought I loved you till lately; but then I had
never discovered what love really meant. I have discovered it now, and I find
that, after all, I only liked you very sincerely. You will have guessed before
this that I love somebody else, who loves me in return with all the strength of
his whole nature. I have made a grievous mistake, which I know will render you
terribly unhappy. But it is better so than to marry a man whom I do not really
love with all my heart and soul and affection; better in the end, I am sure,
for both of us. I am too much ashamed of myself to write more to you. Can you
forgive me?
"Yours,
"Dora."
I could not forgive her then, though I loved her too much to be
angry; I was only broken-hearted—thoroughly stunned and broken-hearted. I can
forgive her now, but she can never forgive me, Heaven help me!
I only wanted to get away, anywhere, anywhere, and forget all
about it in a life of danger. So I asked for the post
of surgeon to Sir Paxton Bateman's Cotopaxi expedition a few
weeks afterwards. They wanted a man who knew something about natural history
and deep-sea dredging, and they took me on at once, on the recommendation of a
well-known man of science!
The very day I joined the ship at Hammerfest, in August, I noticed
immediately there was one man on board whose mere face and bearing and manner
were at first sight excessively objectionable to me. He was a handsome young
fellow enough—one Harry Lemarchant, who had been a planter in Queensland, and
who, after being burned up with three years of tropical sunshine was anxious to
cool himself apparently by a long winter of Arctic gloom. Handsome as he was,
with his black moustache and big dark eyes rolling restlessly, I took an
instantaneous dislike to his cruel thin lip and cold proud mouth the moment I
looked upon him. If I had been wise, I would have drawn back from the
expedition at once. It is a foolish thing to bind one's self down to a voyage
of that sort unless you are perfectly sure beforehand that you have at least no
instinctive hatred of any one among your messmates in that long forced
companionship. But I wasn't wise, and I went on with him.
From the first moment, even before I had spoken to him, I disliked
Lemarchant; very soon I grew to hate him. He seemed to me the most recklessly
cruel and devilish creature (God forgive me that I should say it!) I had ever
met with in my whole lifetime. On an Arctic expedition, a man's true nature
soon comes out—mine did certainly—and he lets his companions know more about
his inner self in six weeks than they could possibly learn about him in years
of intercourse under other circumstances. And the second night I was on board
the Cotopaxi I learnt enough to make my blood run cold about
Harry Lemarchant's ideas and feelings.
We were all sitting on deck together, those of us who were
not on duty, and listening to yarns from one another, as idle men will, when
the conversation happened accidentally to turn on Queensland, and Lemarchant
began to enlighten us about his own doings when he was in the colony. He
boasted a great deal about his prowess as a disperser of the black fellows,
which he seemed to consider a very noble sort of occupation. There was nobody
in the colony, he said, who had ever dispersed so many blacks as he had; and he'd
like to be back there, dispersing again, for, in the matter of sport, it beat
kangaroo-hunting, or any other kind of shooting he had ever yet tried his hand
at, all to pieces.
The second-lieutenant, Hepworth Paterson, a nice kind-hearted
young Scotchman, looked up at him a little curiously, and said, "Why, what
do you mean by dispersing, Lemarchant? Driving them off into the bush, I
suppose: isn't that it? Not much fun in that, that I can see, scattering a lot
of poor helpless black naked savages."
Lemarchant curled his lip contemptuously (he didn't think much of
Paterson, because his father was said to be a Glasgow grocer), and answered in
his rapid, dare-devil fashion: "No fun! Isn't there, just! that's all you
know about it, my good fellow. Now I'll give you one example. One day, the
inspector came in and told us there were a lot of blacks camping out on our
estate down by the Warramidgee river. So we jumped on our horses like a shot,
went down there immediately, and began dispersing them. We didn't fire at them,
because the grass and ferns and things were very high, and we might have wasted
our ammunition; but we went at them with native spears, just for all the world
like pig-sticking. You should have seen those black fellows run for their lives
through the long grass—men, women, and little ones together. We rode after
them, full pelt; and as we came up with them, one by one, we just rolled them
over, helter-skelter, as if they'd been antelopes or bears or something.
By-and-by, after a good long charge or two, we'd cleared the place of the big
blacks altogether; but the gins and the children, some of them, lay lurking in
among the grass, you know, and wouldn't come out and give us fair sport, as
they ought to have done, out in the open: children will pack, you see, whenever
they're hard driven, exactly like grouse, after a month or two's steady
shooting. Well, to make them start and show game, of course we just put a match
to the grass; and in a minute the whole thing was in a blaze, right down the
corner to the two rivers. So we turned our horses into the stream, and rode
alongside, half a dozen of us on each river; and every now and then, one of the
young ones would break cover, and slide out quietly into the stream, and try to
swim across without being perceived, and get clean away into the back country.
Then we just made a dash at them with the pig-spears; and sometimes they'd
dive—and precious good divers they are, too, those Queenslanders, I can tell
you; but we waited around till they came up again, and then we stuck them as
sure as houses. That's what we call dispersing the natives over in Queensland:
extending the blessings of civilization to the unsettled parts of the back
country."
He laughed a pleasant laugh to himself quietly as he finished this
atrocious, devilish story, and showed his white teeth all in a row, as if he
thought the whole reminiscence exceedingly amusing.
Of course, we were all simply speechless with horror and
astonishment. Such deliberate brutal murderousness—gracious heavens! what am I
saying? I had half forgotten for the moment that I, too, am a murderer.
"But what had the black fellows done to you?" Paterson
asked with a tone of natural loathing, after we had all sat silent and
horror-stricken in a circle for a moment. "I suppose they'd been behaving
awfully badly to some white people somewhere—massacring women or something—to
get your blood up to such a horrid piece of butchery."
Lemarchant laughed again, a quiet chuckle of conscious
superiority, and only answered: "Behaving badly! Massacring white women!
Lord bless your heart, I'd like to see them! Why, the wretched creatures
wouldn't ever dare to do it. Oh, no, nothing of that sort, I can tell you. And
our blood wasn't up either. We went in for it just by way of something to do,
and to keep our hands in. Of course you can't allow a lot of lazy hulking
blacks to go knocking around in the neighbourhood of an estate, stealing your
fowls and fruit and so forth, without let or hindrance. It's the custom in
Queensland to disperse the black fellows. I've often been out riding with a
friend, and I've seen a nigger skulking about somewhere down in a hollow among
the tree-ferns; and I've just drawn my six-shooter, and said to my friend, 'You
see me disperse that confounded nigger!' and I've dispersed him right off—into
little pieces, too, you may take your oath upon it."
"But do you mean to tell me, Mr. Lemarchant," Paterson
said, looking a deal more puzzled and shocked, "that these poor creatures
had been doing absolutely nothing?"
"Well, now, that's the way of all you home-sticking
sentimentalists," Lemarchant went on, with an ugly simper. "You want
to push on the outskirts of civilization and to see the world colonized, but
you're too squeamish to listen to anything about the only practicable
civilizing and colonizing agencies. It's the struggle for existence, don't you
see: the plain outcome of all the best modern scientific theories. The black
man has got to go to the wall; the white man, with his superior moral and intellectual
nature, has got to push him there. At bottom, it's nothing more than
civilization. Shoot 'em off at once, I say, and get rid of 'em forthwith and
for ever."
"Why," I said, looking at him, with my disgust speaking in
my face (Heaven forgive me!), "I call it nothing less than murder."
Lemarchant laughed, and lit his cigar; but after that, somehow,
the other men didn't much care to talk to him in an ordinary way more than was
necessary for the carrying out of the ship's business.
And yet he was a very gentlemanly fellow, I must admit, and well
read and decently educated. Only there seemed to be a certain natural brutality
about him, under a thin veneer of culture and good breeding, that repelled us
all dreadfully from the moment we saw him. I dare say we shouldn't have noticed
it so much if we hadn't been thrown together so closely as men are on an Arctic
voyage, but then and there it was positively unendurable. We none of us held
any communications with him whenever we could help it; and he soon saw that we
all of us thoroughly disliked and distrusted him.
That only made him reckless and defiant. He knew he was bound to
go the journey through with us now, and he set to work deliberately to shock
and horrify us. Whether all the stories he told us by the ward-room fire in the
evenings were true or not, I can't tell you—I don't believe they all were; but
at any rate he made them seem as brutal and disgusting as the most loathsome
details could possibly make them. He was always apologizing—nay, glorying—in
bloodshed and slaughter, which he used to defend with a show of cultivated
reasoning that made the naked brutality of his stories seem all the more awful
and unpardonable at bottom. And yet one couldn't deny, all the time, that there
was a grace of manner and a show of polite feeling about him which gave him a
certain external pleasantness, in spite of everything. He was always boasting
that women liked him; and I could easily understand how a great many women who
saw him only with his company manners might even think him brave and handsome
and very chivalrous.
I won't go into the details of the expedition. They will be found
fully and officially narrated in the log, which I have hidden in the captain's
box in the hut beside the captain's body. I need only mention here the
circumstances immediately connected with the main matter of this confession.
000
One day, a little while before we got jammed into the ice off the
Liakov Islands, Lemarchant was up on deck with me, helping me to remove from the
net the creatures that we had dredged up in our shallow soundings. As he
stooped to pick out a Leptocardium boreale, I happened to observe
that a gold locket had fallen out of the front of his waistcoat, and showed a
lock of hair on its exposed surface. Lemarchant noticed it too, and with an
awkward laugh put it back hurriedly. "My little girl's keepsake!" he
said in a tone that seemed to me disagreeably flippant about such a subject.
"She gave it to me just before I set off on my way to Hammerfest."
I started in some astonishment. He had a little girl then—a
sweetheart he meant, obviously. If so, Heaven help her! poor soul, Heaven help
her! For any woman to be tied for life to such a creature as that was really
quite too horrible. I didn't even like to think upon it.
I don't know what devil prompted me, for I seldom spoke to him,
even when we were told off on duty together; but I said at last, after a
moment's pause, "If you are engaged to be married, as I suppose you are
from what you say, I wonder you could bear to come away on such a long business
as this, when you couldn't get a word or a letter from the lady you're engaged
to for a whole winter."
He went on picking out the shells and weeds as he answered in a
careless, jaunty tone, "Why, to tell you the truth, Doctor, that was just
about the very meaning of it. We're going to be married next summer, you see,
and for reasons of her papa's—the deuce knows what!—my little girl
couldn't possibly be allowed to marry one week sooner. There I'd been, knocking
about and spooning with her violently for three months nearly; and the more I
spooned, and the more tired I got of it, the more she expected me to go on
spooning. Well, I'm not the sort of man to stand billing and cooing for a whole
year together. At last the thing grew monotonous. I wanted to get an excuse to
go off somewhere, where there was some sort of fun going on, till summer came,
and we could get spliced properly (for she's got some tin, too, and I didn't
want to throw her over); but I felt that if I'd got to keep on spooning and
spooning for a whole winter, without intermission, the thing would really be
one too many for me, and I should have to give it up from sheer weariness. So I
heard of this precious expedition, which is just the sort of adventure I like;
I wrote and volunteered for it; and then I managed to make my little girl and
her dear papa believe that as I was an officer in the naval reserve I was
compelled to go when asked, willy-nilly. 'It's only for half a year, you know,
darling,' and all that sort of thing—you understand the line of country; and
meanwhile I'm saved the bother of ever writing to her, or getting any letters
from her either, which is almost in its way an equal nuisance."
"I see," said I shortly. "Not to put too fine a
point upon it, you simply lied to her."
"Upon my soul," he answered, showing his teeth again,
but this time by no means pleasantly, "you fellows on the Cotopaxi are
really the sternest set of moralists I ever met with outside a book of sermons
or a Surrey melodrama. You ought all to have been parsons, every man Jack of
you; that's just about what you're fit for."
000
On the fourteenth of September we got jammed in the ice, and
the Cotopaxi went to pieces. You will find in the
captain's log how part of us walked across the pack to the Liakov Islands, and
settled ourselves here on Point Sibiriakoff in winter quarters. As to what
became of the other party, which went southwards to the mouth of the Lena, I
know nothing.
It was a hard winter, but by the aid of our stores and an
occasional walrus shot by one of the blue-jackets, we managed to get along till
March without serious illness. Then, one day, after a spell of terrible frost
and snow, the Captain came to me, and said, "Doctor, I wish you'd come and
see Lemarchant, in the other hut here. I'm afraid he's got a bad fever."
I went to see him. So he had. A raging fever.
Fumbling about among his clothes to lay him down comfortably on
the bearskin (for of course we had saved no bedding from the wreck), I happened
to knock out once more the same locket that I had seen when he was emptying the
drag-net. There was a photograph in it of a young lady. The seal-oil lamp
didn't give very much light in the dark hut (it was still the long winter night
on the Liakov Islands), but even so I couldn't help seeing and recognizing the
young lady's features. Great Heaven support me! uphold me! I reeled with horror
and amazement. It was Dora.
Yes; his little girl, that he spoke of so carelessly, that he lied
to so easily, that he meant to marry so cruelly, was my Dora.
I had pitied the woman who was to be Harry Lemarchant's wife even
when I didn't know who she was in any way; I pitied her terribly, with all my
heart, when I knew that she was Dora—my own Dora. If I have become a murderer,
after all, it was to save Dora—to save Dora from that unutterable, abominable
ruffian.
I clutched the photograph in the locket eagerly, and held it up to
the man's eyes. He opened them dreamily. "Is that the lady you are going
to marry?" I asked him, with all the boiling indignation of that
terrible discovery seething and burning in my very face.
He smiled, and took it all in in half a minute. "It is,"
he answered, in spite of the fever, with all his old dare-devil carelessness.
"And now I recollect they told me the fellow she was engaged to was a
doctor in London, and a brother of the parson. By Jove, I never thought of it
before that your name, too, was actually Robinson. That's the worst of having
such a deuced common name as yours; no one ever dreams of recognizing your
relations. Hang it all, if you're the man, I suppose now, out of revenge,
you'll be wanting next to go and poison me."
"You judge others by yourself, I'm afraid," I answered
sternly. Oh, how the words seem to rise up in judgment against me at last, now
the dreadful thing is all over!
I doctored him as well as I was able, hoping all the time in my
inmost soul (for I will confess all now) that he would never recover. Already
in wish I had become a murderer. It was too horrible to think that such a man
as that should marry Dora. I had loved her once and I loved her still; I love
her now; I shall always love her. Murderer as I am, I say it nevertheless, I
shall always love her.
But at last, to my grief and disappointment, the man began to mend
and get better. My doctoring had done him good; and the sailors, though even
they did not love him, had shot him once or twice a small bird, of which we
made fresh soup that seemed to revive him. Yes, yes, he was coming round; and
my cursed medicines had done it all. He was getting well, and he would still go
back to marry Dora.
The very idea put me into such a fever of terror and excitement
that at last I began to exhibit the same symptoms as Lemarchant himself had
done. The Captain saw I was sickening, and feared the fever might prove an
epidemic. It wasn't: I knew that. Mine was brain, Lemarchant's was
intermittent; but the Captain insisted upon disbelieving me. So he put me and
Lemarchant into the same hut, and made all the others clear out, so as to turn
it into a sort of temporary hospital.
Every night I put out from the medicine-chest two quinine powders
apiece, for myself and Lemarchant.
One night, it was the 7th of April (I can't forget it), I woke
feebly from my feverish sleep, and noticed in a faint sort of fashion that
Lemarchant was moving about restlessly in the cabin.
"Lemarchant," I cried authoritatively (for as surgeon I
was, of course, responsible for the health of the expedition), "go back
and lie down upon your bearskin this minute! You're a great deal too weak to go
getting anything for yourself as yet. Go back this minute, sir, and if you want
anything, I'll pull the string, and Paterson'll come and see what you're
after." For we had fixed up a string between the two huts, tied to a box
at the end, as a rough means of communication.
"All right, old fellow," he answered, more cordially
than I had ever yet heard him speak to me. "It's all square, I assure you.
I was only seeing whether you were quite warm and comfortable on your rug
there."
"Perhaps," I thought, "the care I've taken of him
has made him really feel a little grateful to me." So I dozed off and
thought nothing more at the moment about it.
Presently, I heard a noise again, and woke up quietly, without
starting, but just opened my eyes and peered about as well as the dim light of
the little oil-lamp would allow me.
To my great surprise, I could make out somehow that Lemarchant was
meddling with the bottles in the medicine-chest.
"Perhaps," thought I again, "he wants another dose of
quinine. Anyhow, I'm too tired and sleepy to ask him anything just now about
it."
I knew he hated me, and I knew he was unscrupulous, but it didn't
occur to me to think he would poison the man who had just helped him through a
dangerous fever.
At four I woke, as I always did, and proceeded to take one of my
powders. Curiously enough, before I tasted it, the grain appeared to me to be
rather coarser and more granular than the quinine I had originally put there. I
took a pinch between my finger and thumb, and placed it on my tongue by way of
testing it. Instead of being bitter, the powder, I found, was insipid and
almost tasteless.
Could I possibly in my fever and delirium (though I had not
consciously been delirious) have put some other powder instead of the quinine
into the two papers? The bare idea made me tremble with horror. If so, I might
have poisoned Lemarchant, who had taken one of his powders already, and was now
sleeping quietly upon his bearskin. At least, I thought so.
Glancing accidentally to his place that moment, I was vaguely
conscious that he was not really sleeping, but lying with his eyes held half
open, gazing at me cautiously and furtively through his closed eyelids.
Then the horrid truth flashed suddenly across me. Lemarchant was
trying to poison me.
Yes, he had always hated me; and now that he knew I was Dora's
discarded lover, he hated me worse than ever. He had got up and taken a bottle
from the medicine-chest, I felt certain, and put something else instead of my
quinine inside my paper.
I knew his eyes were fixed upon me then, and for the moment I
dissembled. I turned round and pretended to swallow the contents of the packet,
and then lay down upon my rug as if nothing unusual had happened. The fever was
burning me fiercely, but I lay awake, kept up by the excitement, till I
saw that he was really asleep, and then I once more undid the paper.
Looking at it closely by the light of the lamp, I saw a finer
powder sticking closely to the folded edges. I wetted my finger, put it down
and tasted it. Yes, that was quite bitter. That was quinine, not a doubt about
it.
I saw at once what Lemarchant had done. He had emptied out the
quinine and replaced it by some other white powder, probably arsenic. But a
little of the quinine still adhered to the folds in the paper, because he had
been obliged to substitute it hurriedly; and that at once proved that it was no
mistake of my own, but that Lemarchant had really made the deliberate attempt
to poison me.
This is a confession, and a confession only, so I shall make no
effort in any way to exculpate myself for the horrid crime I committed the next
moment. True, I was wild with fever and delirium; I was maddened with the
thought that this wretched man would marry Dora; I was horrified at the idea of
sleeping in the same room with him any longer. But still, I acknowledge it now,
face to face with a lonely death upon this frozen island, it was murder—wilful
murder. I meant to poison him, and I did it.
"He has set this powder for me, the villain," I said to
myself, "and now I shall make him take it without knowing it. How do I
know that it's arsenic or anything else to do him any harm? His blood be upon
his own head, for aught I know about it. What I put there was simply quinine.
If anybody has changed it, he has changed it himself. The pit that he dug for
another, he himself shall fall therein."
I wouldn't even test it, for fear I should find it was arsenic,
and be unable to give it to him innocently and harmlessly.
I rose up and went over to Lemarchant's side. Horror of horrors,
he was sleeping soundly! Yes, the man had tried to poison me; and when he
thought he had seen me swallow his poisonous powder, so callous and hardened
was his nature that he didn't even lie awake to watch the effect of it. He had
dropped off soundly, as if nothing had happened, and was sleeping now, to all
appearance, the sleep of innocence. Being convalescent, in fact, and therefore
in need of rest, he slept with unusual soundness.
I laid the altered powder quietly by his pillow, took away his
that I had laid out in readiness for him, and crept back to my own place
noiselessly. There I lay awake, hot and feverish, wondering to myself hour
after hour when he would ever wake and take it.
At last he woke, and looked over towards me with unusual interest.
"Hullo, Doctor," he said quite genially, "how are you this
morning, eh? getting on well, I hope." It was the first time during all my
illness that he had ever inquired after me.
I lied to him deliberately to keep the delusion up. "I have a
terrible grinding pain in my chest," I said, pretending to writhe. I had
sunk to his level, it seems. I was a liar and a murderer.
He looked quite gay over it, and laughed. "It's
nothing," he said, grinning horribly. "It's a good symptom. I felt
just like that myself, my dear fellow, when I was beginning to recover."
Then I knew he had tried to poison me, and I felt no remorse for
my terrible action. It was a good deed to prevent such a man as that from ever
carrying away Dora—my Dora—into a horrid slavery. Sooner than that he should
marry Dora, I would poison him—I would poison him a thousand times over.
He sat up, took the spoon full of treacle, and poured the powder
as usual into the very middle of it. I watched him take it off at a single gulp
without perceiving the difference, and then I sank back exhausted upon my
roll of sealskins.
000
All that day I was very ill; and Lemarchant, lying tossing beside
me, groaned and moaned in a fearful fashion. At last the truth seemed to dawn
upon him gradually, and he cried aloud to me: "Doctor, Doctor, quick, for
Heaven's sake! you must get me out an antidote. The powders must have got mixed
up somehow, and you've given me arsenic instead of quinine, I'm certain."
"Not a bit of it, Lemarchant," I said, with some
devilish malice; "I've given you one of my own packets, that was lying
here beside my pillow."
He turned as white as a sheet the moment he heard that, and gasped
out horribly, "That—that—why, that was arsenic!" But he never
explained in a single word how he knew it, or where it came from. I knew. I
needed no explanation, and I wanted no lies, so I didn't question him.
I treated him as well as I could for arsenic poisoning, without
saying a word to the captain and the other men about it; for if he died, I
said, it would be by his own act, and if my skill could still avail, he should
have the benefit of it; but the poison had had full time to work before I gave
him the antidote, and he died by seven o'clock that night in fearful agonies.
Then I knew that I was really a murderer.
My fingers are beginning to get horribly numb, and I'm afraid I
shan't be able to write much longer. I must be quick about it, if I want to
finish this confession.
000
After that came my retribution. I have been punished for it, and
punished terribly.
As soon as they all heard Lemarchant was dead—a severe relapse, I
called it—they set to work to carry him out and lay him somewhere. Then for the
first time the idea flashed across my mind that they couldn't possibly
bury him. The ice was too deep everywhere, and underneath it lay the solid rock
of the bare granite islands. There was no snow even, for the wind swept it away
as it fell, and we couldn't so much as decently cover him. There was nothing
for it but to lay him out upon the icy surface.
So we carried the stark frozen body, with its hideous staring eyes
wide open, out by the jutting point of rock behind the hut, and there we placed
it, dressed and upright. We stood it up against the point exactly as if it were
alive, and by-and-by the snow came and froze it to the rock; and there it
stands to this moment, glaring for ever fiercely upon me.
Whenever I went in or out of the hut, for three long months, that
hideous thing stood there staring me in the face with mute indignation. At
night, when I tried to sleep, the murdered man stood there still in the
darkness beside me. O God! I dared not say a word to anybody: but I trembled
every time I passed it, and I knew what it was to be a murderer.
In May, the sun came back again, but still no open water for our
one boat. In June, we had the long day, but no open water. The captain began to
get impatient and despondent, as you will read in the log: he was afraid now we
might never get a chance of making the mouth of the Lena.
By-and-by, the scurvy came (I have no time now for details, my
hands are so cramped with cold), and then we began to run short of provisions.
Soon I had them all down upon my hands, and presently we had to place Paterson's
corpse beside Lemarchant's on the little headland. Then they sank, one after
another—sank of cold and hunger, as you will read in the log—till I alone, who
wanted least to live, was the last left living.
I was left alone with those nine corpses propped up awfully against the naked rock, and one of the nine the
man I had murdered.
May Heaven forgive me for that terrible crime; and for pity's
sake, whoever you may be, keep it from Dora—keep it from Dora!
My brother's address is in my pocket-book.
The fever and remorse alone have given me strength to hold the
pen. My hands are quite numbed now. I can write no longer.
000
There the manuscript ended. Heaven knows what effect it may have
upon all of you, who read it quietly at home in your own easy-chairs in
England; but we of the search party, who took those almost illegible sheets of
shaky writing from the cold fingers of the one solitary corpse within the
frozen cabin on the Liakov Islands—we read them through with such a mingled
thrill of awe and horror and sympathy and pity as no one can fully understand
who has not been upon an Arctic expedition. And when we gathered our sad
burdens up to take them off for burial at home, the corpse to which we gave the
most reverent attention was certainly that of the self-accused murderer.
13.HARRY'S
INHERITANCE
I
Colonel Sir Thomas Woolrych, K.C.B. (retired list), was a soldier
of the old school, much attached to pipe-clay and purchase, and with a low
opinion of competitive examinations, the first six books of Euclid, the local
military centres, the territorial titles of regiments, the latest regulation
pattern in half-dress buttons, and most other confounded new-fangled radical
fal-lal and trumpery in general. Sir Thomas believed as firmly in the wisdom of
our ancestors as he distrusted the wisdom of our nearest descendants, now just
attaining to years of maturity and indiscretion. Especially had he a marked
dislike for this nasty modern shopkeeping habit of leaving all your loose money
lying idly at your banker's, and paying everybody with a dirty little bit of
crumpled paper, instead of pulling out a handful of gold, magnificently, from
your trousers pocket, and flinging the sovereigns boldly down before you upon
the counter like an officer and a gentleman. Why should you let one of those
bloated, overfed, lazy banker-fellows grow rich out of borrowing your money
from you for nothing, without so much as a thank-you, and lending it out again
to some other poor devil of a tradesman (probably in difficulties) at seven per
cent. on short discount? No, no; that was not the way Sir Thomas Woolrych had
been accustomed to live when he was an ensign (sub-lieutenant they
positively call it nowadays) at Ahmednuggur, in the North-West Provinces. In
those days, my dear sir, a man drew his monthly screw by pay-warrant, took the
rupees in solid cash, locked them up carefully in the desk in his bungalow,
helped himself liberally to them while they lasted, and gave IOU's for any
little trifle of cards or horses he might happen to have let himself in for
meanwhile with his brother-officers. IOU's are of course a gentlemanly and
recognized form of monetary engagement, but for bankers' cheques Sir Thomas
positively felt little less than contempt and loathing.
Nevertheless, in his comfortable villa in the park at Cheltenham
(called Futteypoor Lodge, after that famous engagement during the Mutiny which
gave the Colonel his regiment and his K.C.B.-ship) he stood one evening looking
curiously at his big devonport, and muttered to himself with more than one most
military oath, "Hanged if I don't think I shall positively be compelled to
patronize these banker-fellows after all. Somebody must have been helping
himself again to some of my sovereigns."
Sir Thomas was not by nature a suspicious man—he was too frank and
open-hearted himself to think ill easily of others—but he couldn't avoid
feeling certain that somebody had been tampering unjustifiably with the
contents of his devonport. He counted the rows of sovereigns over once more,
very carefully; then he checked the number taken out by the entry in his
pocket-book; and then he leaned back in his chair with a puzzled look, took a
meditative puff or two at the stump of his cigar, and blew out the smoke, in a
long curl that left a sort of pout upon his heavily moustached lip as soon as
he had finished. Not a doubt in the world about it—somebody must have helped
himself again to a dozen sovereigns.
It was a hateful thing to put a watch upon your servants and
dependents, but Sir Thomas felt he must really do it. He reckoned up the
long rows a third time with military precision, entered the particulars once
more most accurately in his pocket-book, sighed a deep sigh of regret at the
distasteful occupation, and locked up the devonport at last with the air of a
man who resigns himself unwillingly to a most unpleasant duty. Then he threw
away the fag-end of the smoked-out cigar, and went up slowly to dress for
dinner.
Sir Thomas's household consisted entirely of himself and his
nephew Harry, for he had never been married, and he regarded all womankind
alike from afar off, with a quaint, respectful, old-world chivalry; but he made
a point of dressing scrupulously every day for dinner, even when alone, as a
decorous formality due to himself, his servants, society, the military
profession, and the convenances in general. If he and his
nephew dined together they dressed for one another; if they dined separately
they dressed all the same, for the sake of the institution. When a man once
consents to eat his evening meal in a blue tie and a morning cutaway, there's
no drawing a line until you finally find him an advanced republican and an
accomplice of those dreadful War Office people who are bent upon allowing the
service to go to the devil. If Colonel Sir Thomas Woolrych, K.C.B., had for a
single night been guilty of such abominable laxity, the whole fabric of society
would have tottered to its base, and gods and footmen would have felt
instinctively that it was all up with the British constitution.
"Harry," Sir Thomas said, as soon they sat down to
dinner together, "are you going out anywhere this evening, my boy?"
Harry looked up a little surlily, and answered after a moment's
hesitation, "Why, yes, uncle, I thought—I thought of going round and
having a game of billiards with Tom Whitmarsh."
Sir Thomas cleared his throat, and hemmed dubiously. "In
that case," he said at last, after a short pause, "I think I'll go
down to the club myself and have a rubber. Wilkins, the carriage at half-past
nine. I'm sorry, Harry, you're going out this evening."
"Why so, uncle? It's only just round to the Whitmarshes', you
know."
Sir Thomas shut one eye and glanced with the other at the light
through his glass of sherry, held up between finger and thumb critically and
suspiciously. "A man may disapprove in toto of the
present system of competitive examinations for the army," he said slowly;
"for my part, I certainly do, and I make no secret of it; admitting a lot
of butchers and bakers and candlestick makers plump into the highest ranks of
the service: no tone, no character, no position, no gentlemanly feeling; a
great mistake—a great mistake; I told them so at the time. I said to them,
'Gentlemen, you are simply ruining the service.' But they took no notice of me;
and what's the consequence? Competitive examination has been the ruin of the
service, exactly as I told them. Began with that; then abolition of purchase;
then local centres; then that abominable strap with the slip buckle—there,
there, Harry, upon my soul, my boy, I can't bear to think of it. But a man may
be opposed, as I said, to the whole present system of competitive examination,
and yet, while that system still unfortunately continues to exist (that is to
say, until a European War convinces all sensible people of the confounded folly
of it), he may feel that his own young men, who are reading up for a direct
commission, ought to be trying their hardest to get as much of this nonsensical
humbug into their heads as possible during the time just before their own
examinations. Now, Harry, I'm afraid you're not reading quite as hard as you
ought to be doing. The crammer's all very well in his way, of course, but
depend upon it, the crammer by himself won't get you through it. What's needed
is private study."
Harry turned his handsome dark eyes upon his uncle—a very dark,
almost gipsy-looking face altogether, Harry's—and answered deprecatingly,
"Well, sir, and don't I go in for private study? Didn't I read up Samson
Agonistes all by myself right through yesterday?"
"I don't know what Samson Something-or-other is," the
old gentleman replied testily. "What the dickens has Samson
Something-or-other got to do with the preparation of a military man, I should
like to know, sir?"
"It's the English Literature book for the exam., you
know," Harry answered, with a quiet smile. "We've got to get it up,
you see, with all the allusions and what-you-may-call-its, for direct
commission. It's a sort of a play, I think I should call it, by John
Milton."
"Oh, it's the English Literature, is it?" the old
Colonel went on, somewhat mollified. "In my time, Harry, we weren't
expected to know anything about English literature. The Articles of War, and
the Officer's Companion, By Authority, that was the kind of literature we used
to be examined in. But nowadays they expect a soldier to be read up in Samson
Something-or-other, do they really? Well, well, let them have their fad, let
them have their fad, poor creatures. Still, Harry, I'm very much afraid you're
wasting your time, and your money also. If I thought you only went to the
Whitmarshes' to see Miss Milly, now, I shouldn't mind so much about it. Miss
Milly is a very charming, sweet young creature, certainly—extremely pretty,
too, extremely pretty—I don't deny it. You're young yet to go making yourself
agreeable, my boy, to a pretty girl like that; you ought to wait for that sort
of thing till you've got your majority, or at least, your company—a young man
reading for direct commission has no business to go stuffing his head cram full
with love and nonsense. No, no; he should leave it all free for fortification,
and the general instructions, and Samson Something-or-other, if soldiers can't
be made nowadays without English literature. But still, I don't so much
object to that, I say—a sweet girl, certainly, Miss Milly—what I do object to
is your knocking about so much at billiard-rooms, and so forth, with that young
fellow Whitmarsh. Not a very nice young fellow, or a good companion for you
either, Harry. I'm afraid, I'm afraid, my boy, he makes you spend a great deal
too much money."
"I've never yet had to ask you to increase my allowance,
sir," the young man answered haughtily, with a curious glance sideways at
his uncle.
"Wilkins," Sir Thomas put in, with a nod to the butler,
"go down and bring up a bottle of the old Madeira. Harry, my boy, don't
let us discuss questions of this sort before the servants. My boy, I've never
kept you short of money in any way, I hope; and if I ever do, I trust you'll
tell me of it, tell me of it immediately."
Harry's dark cheeks burned bright for a moment, but he answered
never a single word, and went on eating his dinner silently, with a very
hang-dog look indeed upon his handsome features.
II
At half-past nine Sir Thomas drove down to the club, and, when he
reached the door, dismissed the coachman. "I shall walk back,
Morton," he said. "I shan't want you again this evening. Don't let
them sit up for me. I mayn't be home till two in the morning."
But as soon as the coachman had had full time to get back again in
perfect safety, Sir Thomas walked straight down the club steps once more, and
up the Promenade, and all the way to Futteypoor Lodge. When he got there, he
opened the door silently with his latch-key, shut it again without the
slightest noise, and walked on tip-toe into the library. It was an awkward sort
of thing to do, certainly, but Sir Thomas was convinced in his own mind that
he ought to do it. He wheeled an easy chair into the recess by the window, in
front of which the curtains were drawn, arranged the folds so that he could see
easily into the room by the slit between them, and sat down patiently to
explore this mystery to the very bottom.
Sir Thomas was extremely loth in his own mind to suspect anybody;
and yet it was quite clear that some one or other must have taken the missing
sovereigns. Twice over money had been extracted. It couldn't have been cook, of
that he felt certain; nor Wilkins either. Very respectable woman, cook—very
respectable butler, Wilkins. Not Morton; oh dear no, quite impossible,
certainly not Morton. Not the housemaid, or the boy: obviously neither;
well-conducted young people, every one of them. But who the dickens could it be
then? for certainly somebody had taken the money. The good old Colonel felt in
his heart that for the sake of everybody's peace of mind it was his bounden
duty to discover the real culprit before saying a single word to anybody about
it.
There was something very ridiculous, of course, not to say
undignified and absurd, in the idea of an elderly field officer, late in Her
Majesty's service, sitting thus for hour after hour stealthily behind his own
curtains, in the dark, as if he were a thief or a burglar, waiting to see
whether anybody came to open his devonport. Sir Thomas grew decidedly wearied
as he watched and waited, and but for his strong sense of the duty imposed upon
him of tracking the guilty person, he would once or twice in the course of the
evening have given up the quest from sheer disgust and annoyance at the
absurdity of the position. But no; he must find out who had done it: so there
he sat, as motionless as a cat watching a mouse-hole, with his eye turned
always in the direction of the devonport, through the slight slit between the
folded curtains.
Ten o'clock struck upon the clock on the mantelpiece—half-past
ten—eleven. Sir Thomas stretched his legs, yawned, and muttered audibly,
"Confounded slow, really." Half-past eleven. Sir Thomas went over
noiselessly to the side table, where the decanters were standing, and helped
himself to a brandy and seltzer, squeezing down the cork of the bottle
carefully with his thumb, to prevent its popping, till all the gas had escaped
piecemeal. Then he crept back, still noiselessly, feeling more like a convicted
thief himself than a Knight Commander of the Most Honourable Order of the Bath,
and wondering when the deuce this pilfering lock-breaker was going to begin his
nightly depredations. Not till after Harry came back most likely. The thief,
whoever he or she was, would probably be afraid to venture into the library
while there was still a chance of Harry returning unexpectedly and disturbing
the whole procedure. But when once Harry had gone to bed, they would all have
heard from Morton that Sir Thomas was going to be out late, and the thief would
then doubtless seize so good an opportunity of helping himself unperceived to
the counted sovereigns.
About half past eleven, there was a sound of steps upon the
garden-walk, and Harry's voice could be heard audibly through the half-open
window. The colonel caught the very words against his will. Harry was talking
with Tom Whitmarsh, who had walked round to see him home; his voice was a
little thick, as if with wine, and he seemed terribly excited (to judge by his
accent) about something or other that had just happened.
"Good night, Tom," the young man was saying, with an
outward show of carelessness barely concealing a great deal of underlying
irritation. "I'll pay you up what I lost to-morrow or the next day. You
shall have your money, don't be afraid about it."
"Oh, it's all right," Tom Whitmarsh's voice answered in
an offhand fashion. "Pay me whenever you like, you know, Woolrych. It
doesn't matter to me when you pay me, this year or next year, so long as I get
it sooner or later."
Sir Thomas listened with a sinking heart. "Play," he
thought to himself. "Play, play, play, already! It was his father's curse,
poor fellow, and I hope it won't be Harry's. It's some comfort to think,
anyhow, that it's only billiards."
"Well, good night, Tom," Harry went on, ringing the bell
as he spoke.
"Good night, Harry. I hope next time the cards won't go so
persistently against you."
The cards! Phew! That was bad indeed. Sir Thomas started. He
didn't object to a quiet after-dinner rubber on his own account, naturally: but
this wasn't whist; oh, no; nothing of the sort. This was evidently serious
playing. He drew a long breath, and felt he must talk very decidedly about the
matter to Harry to-morrow morning.
"Is my uncle home yet, Wilkins?"
"No, sir; he said he wouldn't be back probably till two
o'clock, and we wasn't to sit up for him."
"All right then. Give me a light for a minute in the library.
I'll take a seltzer before I go upstairs, just to steady me."
Sir Thomas almost laughed outright. This was really too
ridiculous. Suppose, after all the waiting, Harry was to come over and discover
him sitting there in the darkness by the window, what a pretty figure he would
cut before him. And besides, the whole thing would have to come out then, and
after all the thief would never be discovered and punished. The Colonel grew
hot and red in the face, and began to wish to goodness he hadn't in the first
place let himself in, in any way, for this ridiculous amateur detective business.
But Harry drank his seltzer standing by the side table, with no
brandy, either; that was a good thing, no brandy. If he'd taken brandy, too, in
his present excited condition, when he'd already certainly had quite as much as
was at all good for him, Sir Thomas would have been
justly and seriously angry. But, after all, Harry was a good boy at bottom, and
knew how to avoid such ugly habits. He took his seltzer and his bedroom candle.
Wilkins turned out the light in the room, and Harry went upstairs by himself
immediately.
Then Wilkins turned the key in the library door, and the old
gentleman began to reflect that this was really a most uncomfortable position
for him to be left in. Suppose they locked him in there till to-morrow morning!
Ah! happy thought; if the worst came to the worst he could get out of the
library window and let himself in at the front door by means of his latch-key.
The servants all filed upstairs, one by one, in an irregular
procession; their feet died away gradually upon the upper landings, and a
solemn silence came at last over the whole household. Sir Thomas's heart began
to beat faster: the excitement of plot interest was growing stronger upon him.
This was the time the thief would surely choose to open the devonport. He should
know now within twenty minutes which it was of all his people, whom he trusted
so implicitly, that was really robbing him.
And he treated them all so kindly, too. Ha, the rascal! he should
catch it well, that he should, whoever he was, as soon as ever Sir Thomas
discovered him.
Not if it were Wilkins, though; not if it were Wilkins. Sir Thomas
hoped it wasn't really that excellent fellow Wilkins. A good old tried and
trusty servant. If any unexpected financial difficulties——
Hush, hush! Quietly now. A step upon the landing.
Coming down noiselessly, noiselessly, noiselessly. Not Wilkins;
not heavy enough for him, surely; no, no, a woman's step, so very light, so
light and noiseless. Sir Thomas really hoped in his heart it wasn't that pretty
delicate-looking girl, the new housemaid. If it was, by Jove, yes, he'd give
her a good lecture then and there, that very minute, about it, offer to
pay her passage quietly out to Canada, and—recommend her to get married
decently, to some good young fellow, on the earliest possible opportunity.
The key turned once more in the lock, and then the door opened
stealthily. Somebody glided like a ghost into the middle of the room. Sir
Thomas, gazing intently through the slit in the curtains, murmured to himself
that now at last he should fairly discover the confounded rascal.
Ha! How absurd! He could hardly help laughing once more at the
ridiculous collapse to his high-wrought expectations. And yet he restrained
himself. It was only Harry! Harry come down, candle in hand, no doubt to get
another glass of seltzer. The Colonel hoped not with brandy. No; not with
brandy. He put the glass up to his dry lips—Sir Thomas could see they were dry
and feverish even from that distance; horrid thing, this gambling!—and he
drained it off at a gulp, like a thirsty man who has tasted no liquor since
early morning.
Then he took up his candle again, and turned—not to the door. Oh,
no. The old gentleman watched him now with singular curiosity, for he was
walking not to the door, but over in the direction of the suspected devonport.
Sir Thomas could hardly even then guess at the truth. It wasn't, no it wasn't,
it couldn't be Harry! not Harry that ... that borrowed the money!
The young man took a piece of stout wire from his pocket with a
terrible look of despair and agony. Sir Thomas's heart melted within him as he
beheld it. He twisted the wire about in the lock with a dexterous pressure, and
it opened easily. Sir Thomas looked on, and the tears rose into his eyes slowly
by instinct; but he said never a word, and watched intently. Harry held the lid
of the devonport open for a moment with one hand, and looked at the rows of
counted gold within. The fingers of the other hand rose slowly and remorsefully
up to the edge of the desk, and there hovered in an undecided fashion. Sir
Thomas watched still, with his heart breaking. Then for a second Harry paused.
He held back his hand and appeared to deliberate. Something within seemed to
have affected him deeply. Sir Thomas, though a plain old soldier, could read
his face well enough to know what it was; he was thinking of the kind words his
uncle had said to him that very evening as they sat together down there at
dinner.
For half a minute the suspense was terrible. Then, with a sudden
impulse, Harry shut the lid of the devonport down hastily; flung the wire with
a gesture of horror and remorse into the fireplace; took up his candle wildly
in his hand; and rushed from the room and up the stairs, leaving the door open
behind him.
Then Sir Thomas rose slowly from his seat in the window corner;
lighted the gas in the centre burner; unlocked the devonport, with tears still
trickling slowly down his face; counted all the money over carefully to make
quite certain; found it absolutely untouched; and flung himself down upon his
knees wildly, between shame, and fear, and relief, and misery. What he said or
what he thought in that terrible moment of conflicting passions is best not
here described or written; but when he rose again his eyes were glistening,
more with forgiveness than with horror (anger there never had been); and being
an old-fashioned old gentleman, he took down his big Bible from the shelf, just
to reassure himself about a text which he thought he remembered somewhere in
Luke: "Joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than
over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance." "Ah,
yes," he said to himself; "he repented; he repented. He didn't take
it. He felt he couldn't after what I said to him." And then, with the
tears still rolling silently down his bronzed checks, he went up stairs to bed,
but not to sleep; for he lay restless on his pillow all night through with
that one terrible discovery weighing like lead upon his tender old bosom.
III
Next morning, after breakfast, Sir Thomas said in a quiet tone of
command to Harry, "My boy, I want to speak to you for a few minutes in the
library."
Harry's cheek grew deadly pale and he caught his breath with
difficulty, but he followed his uncle into the library without a word, and took
his seat at the table opposite him.
"Harry," the old soldier began, as quietly as he was
able, after an awkward pause, "I want to tell you a little—a little about
your father and mother."
Harry's face suddenly changed from white to crimson, for he felt
sure now that what Sir Thomas was going to talk about was not the loss of the
money from the devonport a week earlier; and on the other hand, though he knew
absolutely nothing about his own birth and parentage, he knew at least that there
must have been some sort of mystery in the matter, or else his uncle would
surely long since have spoken to him quite freely of his father and mother.
"My dear boy," the Colonel went on again, in a tremulous
voice, "I think the time has now come when I ought to tell you that you
and I are no relations by blood; you are—you are my nephew by adoption
only."
Harry gave a sudden start of surprise, but said nothing.
"The way it all came about," Sir Thomas went on, playing
nervously with his watch-chain, "was just this. I was in India during the
Mutiny, as you know, and while I was stationed at Boolundshahr, in the
North-West Provinces, just before those confounded niggers—I mean to say,
before the sepoys revolted, your father was adjutant of my regiment at the
same station. He and your mother—well, Harry, your mother lived in a small
bungalow near the cantonments, and there you were born; why, exactly eight
months before the affair at Meerut, you know—the beginning of the Mutiny. Your
father, I'm sorry to say, was a man very much given to high play—in short, if
you'll excuse my putting it so, my boy, a regular gambler. He owed money to
almost every man in the regiment, and amongst others, if I must tell you the
whole truth, to me. In those days I sometimes played rather high myself, Harry;
not so high as your poor father, my boy, for I was always prudent, but a great
deal higher than a young man in a marching regiment has any right to do—a great
deal higher. I left off playing immediately after what I'm just going to tell
you; and from that day to this, Harry, I've never touched a card, except for
whist or cribbage, and never will do, my boy, if I live to be as old as
Methuselah."
The old man paused and wiped his brow for a second with his
capacious handkerchief, while Harry's eyes, cast down upon the ground, began to
fill rapidly with something or other that he couldn't for the life of him
manage to keep out of them.
"On the night before the news from Meerut arrived," the
old soldier went on once more, with his eye turned half away from the trembling
lad, "we played together in the major's rooms, your father and I, with a
few others; and before the end of the evening your father had lost a large sum
to one of his brother-officers. When we'd finished playing, he came to me to my
quarters, and he said 'Woolrych, this is a bad job. I haven't got anything to
pay McGregor with.'
"'All right, Walpole,' I answered him—your father's name was
Captain Walpole, Harry—'I'll lend you whatever's necessary.'
"'No, no, my dear fellow,' he said, 'I won't borrow and
only get myself into worse trouble. I'll take a shorter and easier way out of
it all, you may depend upon it.'
"At the moment I hadn't the slightest idea what he meant, and
so I said no more to him just then about it. But three minutes after he left my
quarters I heard a loud cry, and saw your father in the moonlight out in the
compound. He had a pistol in his hand. Next moment, the report of a shot
sounded loudly down below in the compound, and I rushed out at once to see what
on earth could be matter.
"Your father was lying in a pool of blood, just underneath a
big mango-tree beside the door, with his left jaw shattered to pieces, and his
brain pierced through and through from one side to the other by a bullet from
the pistol.
"He was dead—stone dead. There was no good doctoring him. We
took him up and carried him into the surgeon's room, and none of us had the
courage all that night to tell your mother.
"Next day, news came of the rising at Meerut.
"That same night, while we were all keeping watch and
mounting guard, expecting our men would follow the example of their companions
at head-quarters, there was a sudden din and tumult in the lines, about nine in
the evening, when the word was given to turn in, and McGregor, coming past me,
shouted at the top of his voice, 'It's all up, Woolrych. These black devils
have broken loose at last, and they're going to fire the officers' quarters.'
"Well, Harry, my boy, I needn't tell you all about it at full
length to-day; but in the end, as you know, we fought the men for our own
lives, and held our ground until the detachment came from Etawah to relieve us.
However, before we could get to the Bibi's bungalow—the sepoys used to call
your mother the Bibi, Harry—those black devils had broken in there, and when
next morning early I burst into the ruined place, with three men of the
47th and a faithful havildar, we found your poor mother—well, there, Harry, I
can't bear to think of it, even now, my boy: but she was dead, too, quite dead,
with a hundred sabre-cuts all over her poor blood-stained, hacked-about body.
And in the corner, under the cradle, the eight-month-old baby was lying and
crying—crying bitterly; that was you, Harry."
The young man listened intently, with a face now once more ashy
white, but still he answered absolutely nothing.
"I took you in my arms, my boy," the old Colonel
continued in a softer tone; "and as you were left all alone in the
bungalow there, with no living soul to love or care for you, I carried you away
in my arms myself, to my own quarters. All through the rest of that terrible
campaign I kept you with me, and while I was fighting at Futteypoor, a native
ayah was in charge of you for me. Your poor father had owed me a trifling debt,
and I took you as payment in full, and have kept you with me as my nephew ever
since. That is all your history, Harry."
The young man drew a deep breath, and looked across curiously to
the bronzed face of the simple old officer. Then he asked, a little huskily,
"And why didn't my father's or mother's relations reclaim me, sir? Do they
know that I am still living?"
Sir Thomas coughed, and twirled his watch-chain more nervously and
uneasily than ever. "Well, you see, my boy," he answered at last,
after a long pause, "your mother—I must tell you the whole truth now,
Harry—your mother was a Eurasian, a half-caste lady—very light, almost white,
but still a half-caste, you know, and—and—well, your father's family—didn't
exactly acknowledge the relationship, Harry."
Harry's face burnt crimson once more, and the hot blood rushed
madly to his cheeks, for he felt in a moment the full force of the meaning that
the Colonel wrapped up so awkwardly in that one short embarrassed sentence.
There was another long pause, during which Harry kept his burning
eyes fixed fast upon Sir Thomas, and Sir Thomas looked down uncomfortably at
his boots and said nothing. Then the young man found voice again feebly to ask,
almost in a whisper, one final question.
"Had you ... had you any particular reason for telling me
this story about my birth and my parents at this exact time ... just now,
uncle?"
"I had, Harry. I—I have rather suspected of late ... that ...
that you are falling somehow into ... into your poor father's unhappy vice of
gambling. My boy, my boy, if you inherit his failings in that direction, I hope
his end will be some warning to you to desist immediately."
"And had you ... any reason to suspect me of ... of any other
fault ... of ... of any graver fault ... of anything really very serious,
uncle?"
The Colonel held his head between his hands, and answered very
slowly, as if the words were wrung from him by torture: "If you hadn't
yourself asked me the question point-blank, Harry, I would never have told you
anything about it. Yes, my boy, my dear boy, my poor boy; I know it all ... all
... all ... absolutely."
Harry lifted up his voice in one loud cry and wail of horror, and
darted out of the room without another syllable.
"I know that cry," the Colonel said in his own heart,
trembling. "I have heard it before! It's the very cry poor Walpole gave
that night at Boolundshahr, just before he went out and shot himself!"
IV
Harry had rushed out into the garden; of that, Sir Thomas felt
certain. He followed him hastily, and saw him by the seat under the lime-trees
in the far corner; he had something heavy in his right hand. Sir Thomas came closer and saw to his alarm and horror that it was
indeed the small revolver from the old pistol-stand on the wall of the
vestibule.
Even as the poor old soldier gazed, half petrified, the lad pushed
a cartridge home feverishly into one of the chambers, and raised the weapon,
with a stern resolution, up to his temple. Sir Thomas recognized in that very
moment of awe and terror that it was the exact attitude and action of Harry's
dead father. The entire character and tragedy seemed to have handed itself down
directly from father to son without a single change of detail or circumstance.
The old man darted forward with surprising haste, and caught
Harry's hand just as the finger rested upon the trigger.
"My boy! my boy!" he cried, wrenching the revolver
easily from his trembling grasp, and flinging it, with a great curve, to the
other end of the garden. "Not that way! Not that way! I haven't reproached
you with one word, Harry; but this is a bad return, indeed, for a life devoted
to you. Oh, Harry! Harry! not by shuffling off your responsibilities and
running away from them like a coward, not by that can you ever mend matters in
the state you have got them into, but by living on, and fighting against your
evil impulses and conquering them like a man—that's the way, the right way, to
get the better of them. Promise me, Harry, promise me, my boy, that whatever
comes you won't make away with yourself, as your father did; for my sake, live
on and do better. I'm an old man, an old man, Harry, and I have but you in the
world to care for or think about. Don't let me be shamed in my old age by
seeing the boy I have brought up and loved as a son dying in disgrace, a
poltroon and a coward. Stand by your guns, my boy; stand by your guns, and
fight it out to the last minute."
Harry's arm fell powerless to his side, and he broke down
utterly, in his shame and self-abasement flinging himself wildly upon the seat
beneath the lime-trees and covering his face with his hands to hide the hot
tears that were bursting forth in a feverish torrent.
"I will go," he said at last, in a choking voice,
"I will go, uncle, and talk to Milly."
"Do," the Colonel said, soothing his arm tenderly.
"Do, my boy. She's a good girl, and she'll advise you rightly. Go and
speak to her; but before you go, promise me, promise me."
Harry rose, and tried to shake off Sir Thomas's heavy hand, laid
with a fatherly pressure upon his struggling shoulder. But he couldn't; the old
soldier was still too strong for him. "Promise me," he said once more
caressingly, "promise me; promise me!"
Harry hesitated for a second, in his troubled mind; then, with an
effort, he answered slowly, "I promise, uncle."
Sir Thomas released him, and he rushed wildly away.
"Remember," the Colonel cried aloud, as he went in at the open
folding windows, "remember, Harry, you are on your honour. If you break
parole I shall think very badly, very badly indeed, of you."
But as the old man turned back sadly into his lonely library, he
thought to himself, "I wonder whether I oughtn't to have dealt more
harshly with him! I wonder whether I was right in letting him off so easily for
two such extremely—such extremely grave breaches of military discipline!"
V
"Then you think, Milly, that's what I ought to do? You think
I'd better go and never come back again till I feel quite sure of myself?"
"I think so, Harry, I think so.... I think so.... And yet ...
it's very hard not to see you for so long, Harry."
"But I shall write to you every day, Milly, however long it
may be; and if I conquer myself, why, then, Milly, I shall feel I can come back
fit to marry you. I'm not fit now, and unless I feel that I've put myself straight
with you and my uncle, I'll never come back again—never, never, never!"
Milly's lip trembled, but she only answered bravely, "That's
well, Harry; for then you'll make all the more effort, and for my sake I'm sure
you'll conquer. But, Harry, I wish before you go you'd tell me plainly what
else it is that you've been doing besides playing and losing your uncle's
money."
"Oh, Milly, Milly, I can't—I mustn't. If I were to tell you
that you could never again respect me—you could never love me."
Milly was a wise girl, and pressed him no further. After all,
there are some things it is better for none of us to know about one another,
and this thing was just one of them.
So Harry Walpole went away from Cheltenham, nobody knew whither,
except Milly; not daring to confide the secret of his whereabouts even to his
uncle, nor seeing that sole friend once more before he went, but going away
that very night, on his own resources, to seek his own fortune as best he might
in the great world of London. "Tell my uncle why I have gone," he
said to Milly; "that it is in order to conquer myself; and tell him that
I'll write to you constantly, and that you will let him know from time to time
whether I am well and making progress."
It was a hard time for poor old Sir Thomas, no doubt, those four
years that Harry was away from him, he knew not where, and he was left alone by
himself in his dreary home; but he felt it was best so; he knew Harry was
trying to conquer himself. How Harry lived or what he was doing he never heard;
but once or twice Milly hinted to him that Harry seemed sorely in want of
money, and Sir Thomas gave her some to send him, and every time it was at once
returned, with a very firm but gentle message from Harry to say that he was
able, happily, to do without it, and would not further trouble his uncle. It
was only from Milly that Sir Thomas could learn anything about his dear boy,
and he saw her and asked her about him so often that he learned at last to love
her like a daughter.
Four years rolled slowly away, and at the end of them Sir Thomas
was one day sitting in his little library, somewhat disconsolate, and
reflecting to himself that he ought to have somebody living with him at his
time of life, when suddenly there came a ring and a knock that made him start
with surprise and pleasure, for he recognized them at once as being Harry's.
Next moment, the servant brought him a card, on which was engraved in small
letters, "Dr. H. Walpole," and down in the left-hand corner,
"Surrey Hospital."
Sir Thomas turned the card over and over with a momentary feeling
of disappointment, for he had somehow fancied to himself that Harry had gone
off covering himself with glory among Zulus or Afghans, and he couldn't help
feeling that beside that romantic dream of soldierly rehabilitation a plain
doctor's life was absurdly prosaic. Next moment, Harry himself was grasping his
hand warmly, and prose and poetry were alike forgotten in that one vivid
all-absorbing delight of his boy recovered.
As soon as the first flush of excitement was fairly over, and
Harry had cried regretfully, "Why, uncle, how much older you're
looking!" and Sir Thomas had exclaimed in his fatherly joy, "Why,
Harry, my boy, what a fine fellow you've turned out, God bless me!" Harry
took a little bank bag of sovereigns from his coat pocket and laid it down,
very red, upon the corner of the table. "These are yours, uncle," he
said simply.
Sir Thomas's first impulse was to say, "No, no, my boy; keep
them, keep them, and let us forget all about it," but he checked himself
just in time, for he saw that the best thing all round was to take them quietly
and trouble poor Harry no more with the recollection. "Thank you, my
boy," the old soldier answered, taking them up and pocketing them as though
it were merely the repayment of an ordinary debt. ("The School for the
Orphan Children of Officers in the Army will be all the richer for it," he
thought to himself) "And now tell me, Harry, how have you been living, and
what have you been doing ever since I last saw you?"
"Uncle," Harry cried—he hadn't unlearnt to think of him
and call him by that fond old name, then—"uncle, I've been conquering
myself. From the day I left you I've never touched a card once—not once,
uncle."
"Except, I suppose, for a quiet rubber?" the old Colonel
put in softly.
"Not even for a rubber, uncle," Harry answered, half
smiling; "nor a cue nor a dice-box either, nor anything like them. I've
determined to steer clear of all the dangers that surround me by inheritance,
and I'm not going to begin again as long as I live, uncle."
"That's well, Harry, that's well. And you didn't go in for a
direct commission, then? I was in hopes, my boy, that you would still, in spite
of everything, go into the Queen's service."
Harry's face fell a little. "Uncle," he said, "I'm
sorry to have disappointed you; sorry to have been compelled to run counter to
any little ambitions you might have had for me in that respect; but I felt,
after all you told me that day, that the army would be a very dangerous
profession for me; and though I didn't want to be a coward and run away from
danger, I didn't want to be foolhardy and heedlessly expose myself to it. So I
thought on the whole it would be wiser for me to give up the direct commission business
altogether, and go in at once for being a doctor. It was safer, and therefore
better in the end both for me and for you, uncle."
Sir Thomas took the young man's hand once more, and pressed it
gently with a fatherly pressure. "My boy," he said, "you are
right, quite right—a great deal more right, indeed, than I was. But how on
earth have you found money to keep yourself alive and pay for your education
all these years—tell me Harry?"
Harry's face flushed up again, this time with honest pride, as he
answered bravely, "I've earned enough by teaching and drawing to pay my
way the whole time, till I got qualified. I've been qualified now for nine
months, and got a post as house-surgeon at our hospital; but I've waited to
come and tell you till I'd saved up that money, you know, out of my salary, and
now I'm coming back to settle down in practice here, uncle."
Sir Thomas said nothing, but he rose from his chair and took both
Harry's hands in his with tears. For a few minutes, he looked at him tenderly
and admiringly, then he said in his simple way, "God bless you! God bless
you! I couldn't have done it myself, my boy. I couldn't have done it myself,
Harry."
There was a minute's pause, and then Sir Thomas began again,
"What a secretive little girl that dear little Miss Milly must be, never
to have told me a word of all this, Harry. She kept as quiet about all details
as if she was sworn to the utmost secrecy."
Harry rose and opened the library door. "Milly!" he
called out, and a light little figure glided in from the drawing-room opposite.
"We expect to be married in three weeks, uncle—as soon as the
banns can be published," Harry went on, presenting his future wife as it
were to the Colonel. "Milly's money will just be enough for us to live
upon until I can scrape together a practice, and she has confidence enough in
me to believe that in the end I shall manage to get one."
Sir Thomas drew her down to his chair and kissed her forehead.
"Milly," he said, softly, "you have chosen well. Harry, you have
done wisely. I shall have two children now instead of one. If you are to live
near me I shall be very happy. But, Harry, you have proved yourself well. Now
you must let me buy you a practice."
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