THE SHAPE OF FEAR
AND OTHER GHOSTLY
TALES
by Elia Wilkinson
Peattie
Contents
6.STORY OF AN
OBSTINATE CORPSE 8.THE ROOM OF THE
EVIL THOUGHT |
TIM O'CONNOR—who was
descended from the O'Conors with one N—— started life as a poet and an
enthusiast. His mother had designed him for the priesthood, and at the age of
fifteen, most of his verses had an ecclesiastical tinge, but, somehow or other,
he got into the newspaper business instead, and became a pessimistic gentleman,
with a literary style of great beauty and an income of modest proportions. He
fell in with men who talked of art for art's sake,—though what right they had
to speak of art at all nobody knew,—and little by little his view of life and
love became more or less profane. He met a woman who sucked his heart's blood,
and he knew it and made no protest; nay, to the great amusement of the fellows
who talked of art for art's sake, he went the length of marrying her. He could
not in decency explain that he had the traditions of fine gentlemen behind him
and so had to do as he did, because his friends might not have understood. He
laughed at the days when he had thought of the priesthood, blushed when he ran
across any of those tender and exquisite old verses he had written in his
youth, and became addicted to absinthe and other less peculiar drinks, and to
gaming a little to escape a madness of ennui.
As the years went by he
avoided, with more and more scorn, that part of the world which he denominated
Philistine, and consorted only with the fellows who flocked about Jim
O'Malley's saloon. He was pleased with solitude, or with these convivial wits,
and with not very much else beside. Jim O'Malley was a sort of Irish poem, set
to inspiring measure. He was, in fact, a Hibernian Mæcenas, who knew better
than to put bad whiskey before a man of talent, or tell a trite tale in the
presence of a wit. The recountal of his disquisitions on politics and other
current matters had enabled no less than three men to acquire national
reputations; and a number of wretches, having gone the way of men who talk of
art for art's sake, and dying in foreign lands, or hospitals, or asylums,
having no one else to be homesick for, had been homesick for Jim O'Malley, and
wept for the sound of his voice and the grasp of his hearty hand.
When Tim O'Connor turned
his back upon most of the things he was born to and took up with the life which
he consistently lived till the unspeakable end, he was unable to get rid of
certain peculiarities. For example, in spite of all his debauchery, he
continued to look like the Beloved Apostle. Notwithstanding abject friendships
he wrote limpid and noble English. Purity seemed to dog his heels, no matter
how violently he attempted to escape from her. He was never so drunk that he
was not an exquisite, and even his creditors, who had become inured to his
deceptions, confessed it was a privilege to meet so perfect a gentleman. The
creature who held him in bondage, body and soul, actually came to love him for
his gentleness, and for some quality which baffled her, and made her ache with
a strange longing which she could not define. Not that she ever defined
anything, poor little beast! She had skin the color of pale gold, and yellow
eyes with brown lights in them, and great plaits of straw-colored hair. About
her lips was a fatal and sensuous smile, which, when it got hold of a man's
imagination, would not let it go, but held to it, and mocked it till the day of
his death. She was the incarnation of the Eternal Feminine, with all the
wifeliness and the maternity left out—she was ancient, yet ever young, and
familiar as joy or tears or sin.
She took good care of
Tim in some ways: fed him well, nursed him back to reason after a period of
hard drinking, saw that he put on overshoes when the walks were wet, and looked
after his money. She even prized his brain, for she discovered that it was a
delicate little machine which produced gold. By association with him and his
friends, she learned that a number of apparently useless things had value in
the eyes of certain convenient fools, and so she treasured the autographs of
distinguished persons who wrote to him—autographs which he disdainfully tossed
in the waste basket. She was careful with presentation copies from authors, and
she went the length of urging Tim to write a book himself. But at that he
balked.
“Write a book!” he cried
to her, his gentle face suddenly white with passion. “Who am I to commit such a
profanation?”
She didn't know what he
meant, but she had a theory that it was dangerous to excite him, and so she sat
up till midnight to cook a chop for him when he came home that night.
He preferred to have her
sitting up for him, and he wanted every electric light in their apartments
turned to the full. If, by any chance, they returned together to a dark house,
he would not enter till she touched the button in the hall, and illuminated the
room. Or if it so happened that the lights were turned off in the night time,
and he awoke to find himself in darkness, he shrieked till the woman came
running to his relief, and, with derisive laughter, turned them on again. But
when she found that after these frights he lay trembling and white in his bed,
she began to be alarmed for the clever, gold-making little machine, and to
renew her assiduities, and to horde more tenaciously than ever, those valuable
curios on which she some day expected to realize when he was out of the way,
and no longer in a position to object to their barter.
O'Connor's idiosyncrasy
of fear was a source of much amusement among the boys at the office where he
worked. They made open sport of it, and yet, recognizing him for a sensitive
plant, and granting that genius was entitled to whimsicalities, it was their
custom when they called for him after work hours, to permit him to reach the
lighted corridor before they turned out the gas over his desk. This, they
reasoned, was but a slight service to perform for the most enchanting beggar in
the world.
“Dear fellow,” said Rick
Dodson, who loved him, “is it the Devil you expect to see? And if so, why are
you averse? Surely the Devil is not such a bad old chap.”
“You haven't found him
so?”
“Tim, by heaven, you
know, you ought to explain to me. A citizen of the world and a student of its
purlieus, like myself, ought to know what there is to know! Now you're a man of
sense, in spite of a few bad habits—such as myself, for example. Is this fad of
yours madness?—which would be quite to your credit,—for gadzooks, I like a
lunatic! Or is it the complaint of a man who has gathered too much data on the
subject of Old Rye? Or is it, as I suspect, something more occult, and
therefore more interesting?”
“Rick, boy,” said Tim,
“you're too—inquiring!” And he turned to his desk with a look of delicate
hauteur.
It was the very next
night that these two tippling pessimists spent together talking about certain
disgruntled but immortal gentlemen, who, having said their say and made the
world quite uncomfortable, had now journeyed on to inquire into the nothingness
which they postulated. The dawn was breaking in the muggy east; the bottles
were empty, the cigars burnt out. Tim turned toward his friend with a sharp
breaking of sociable silence.
“Rick,” he said, “do you
know that Fear has a Shape?”
“And so has my nose!”
“You asked me the other
night what I feared. Holy father, I make my confession to you. What I fear is
Fear.”
“That's because you've
drunk too much—or not enough.
“'Come,
fill the cup, and in the fire of Spring
Your
winter garment of repentance fling—'”
“My costume then would
be too nebulous for this weather, dear boy. But it's true what I was saying. I
am afraid of ghosts.”
“For an agnostic that
seems a bit—”
“Agnostic! Yes, so
completely an agnostic that I do not even know that I do not know! God, man, do
you mean you have no ghosts—no—no things which shape themselves? Why, there are
things I have done—”
“Don't think of them, my
boy! See, 'night's candles are burnt out, and jocund day stands tiptoe on the
misty mountain top.'”
Tim looked about him
with a sickly smile. He looked behind him and there was nothing there; stared
at the blank window, where the smoky dawn showed its offensive face, and there
was nothing there. He pushed away the moist hair from his haggard face—that
face which would look like the blessed St. John, and leaned heavily back in his
chair.
“'Yon light is not
daylight, I know it, I,'” he murmured drowsily, “'it is some meteor which the
sun exhales, to be to thee this night—'”
The words floated off in
languid nothingness, and he slept. Dodson arose preparatory to stretching
himself on his couch. But first he bent over his friend with a sense of tragic
appreciation.
“Damned by the skin of
his teeth!” he muttered. “A little more, and he would have gone right, and the
Devil would have lost a good fellow. As it is”—he smiled with his usual
conceited delight in his own sayings, even when they were uttered in
soliloquy—“he is merely one of those splendid gentlemen one will meet with in
hell.” Then Dodson had a momentary nostalgia for goodness himself, but he soon
overcame it, and stretching himself on his sofa, he, too, slept.
That night he and
O'Connor went together to hear “Faust” sung, and returning to the office,
Dodson prepared to write his criticism. Except for the distant clatter of
telegraph instruments, or the peremptory cries of “copy” from an upper room,
the office was still. Dodson wrote and smoked his interminable cigarettes; O' Connor
rested his head in his hands on the desk, and sat in perfect silence. He did
not know when Dodson finished, or when, arising, and absent-mindedly
extinguishing the lights, he moved to the door with his copy in his hands.
Dodson gathered up the hats and coats as he passed them where they lay on a
chair, and called:
“It is done, Tim. Come,
let's get out of this.”
There was no answer, and
he thought Tim was following, but after he had handed his criticism to the city
editor, he saw he was still alone, and returned to the room for his friend. He
advanced no further than the doorway, for, as he stood in the dusky corridor
and looked within the darkened room, he saw before his friend a Shape, white,
of perfect loveliness, divinely delicate and pure and ethereal, which seemed as
the embodiment of all goodness. From it came a soft radiance and a perfume
softer than the wind when “it breathes upon a bank of violets stealing and
giving odor.” Staring at it, with eyes immovable, sat his friend.
It was strange that at
sight of a thing so unspeakably fair, a coldness like that which comes from the
jewel-blue lips of a Muir crevasse should have fallen upon Dodson, or that it
was only by summoning all the manhood that was left in him, that he was able to
restore light to the room, and to rush to his friend. When he reached poor Tim
he was stone-still with paralysis. They took him home to the woman, who nursed
him out of that attack—and later on worried him into another.
When he was able to sit
up and jeer at things a little again, and help himself to the quail the woman
broiled for him, Dodson, sitting beside him, said:
“Did you call that
little exhibition of yours legerdemain, Tim, you sweep? Or are you really the
Devil's bairn?”
“It was the Shape of
Fear,” said Tim, quite seriously.
“But it seemed mild as
mother's milk.”
“It was compounded of
the good I might have done. It is that which I fear.”
He would explain no
more. Later—many months later—he died patiently and sweetly in the madhouse,
praying for rest. The little beast with the yellow eyes had high mass
celebrated for him, which, all things considered, was almost as pathetic as it
was amusing.
Dodson was in Vienna
when he heard of it.
“Sa, sa!” cried he. “I
wish it wasn't so dark in the tomb! What do you suppose Tim is looking at?”
As for Jim O'Malley, he
was with difficulty kept from illuminating the grave with electricity.
2.ON THE NORTHERN ICE
THE winter nights up at
Sault Ste. Marie are as white and luminous as the Milky Way. The silence which
rests upon the solitude appears to be white also. Even sound has been included
in Nature's arrestment, for, indeed, save the still white frost, all things
seem to be obliterated. The stars have a poignant brightness, but they belong
to heaven and not to earth, and between their immeasurable height and the still
ice rolls the ebon ether in vast, liquid billows.
In such a place it is
difficult to believe that the world is actually peopled. It seems as if it
might be the dark of the day after Cain killed Abel, and as if all of humanity's
remainder was huddled in affright away from the awful spaciousness of Creation.
The night Ralph Hagadorn
started out for Echo Bay—bent on a pleasant duty—he laughed to himself, and
said that he did not at all object to being the only man in the world, so long
as the world remained as unspeakably beautiful as it was when he buckled on his
skates and shot away into the solitude. He was bent on reaching his best friend
in time to act as groomsman, and business had delayed him till time was at its
briefest. So he journeyed by night and journeyed alone, and when the tang of
the frost got at his blood, he felt as a spirited horse feels when it gets free
of bit and bridle. The ice was as glass, his skates were keen, his frame fit,
and his venture to his taste! So he laughed, and cut through the air as a sharp
stone cleaves the water. He could hear the whistling of the air as he cleft it.
As he went on and on in
the black stillness, he began to have fancies. He imagined himself enormously
tall—a great Viking of the Northland, hastening over icy fiords to his love.
And that reminded him that he had a love—though, indeed, that thought was
always present with him as a background for other thoughts. To be sure, he had
not told her that she was his love, for he had seen her only a few times, and
the auspicious occasion had not yet presented itself. She lived at Echo Bay
also, and was to be the maid of honor to his friend's bride—which was one more
reason why he skated almost as swiftly as the wind, and why, now and then, he
let out a shout of exultation.
The one cloud that
crossed Hagadorn's sun of expectancy was the knowledge that Marie Beaujeu's
father had money, and that Marie lived in a house with two stories to it, and
wore otter skin about her throat and little satin-lined mink boots on her feet
when she went sledding. Moreover, in the locket in which she treasured a bit of
her dead mother's hair, there was a black pearl as big as a pea. These things
made it difficult—perhaps impossible—for Ralph Hagadorn to say more than, “I
love you.” But that much he meant to say though he were scourged with chagrin
for his temerity.
This determination grew
upon him as he swept along the ice under the starlight. Venus made a glowing
path toward the west and seemed eager to reassure him. He was sorry he could
not skim down that avenue of light which flowed from the love-star, but he was
forced to turn his back upon it and face the black northeast.
It came to him with a
shock that he was not alone. His eyelashes were frosted and his eyeballs
blurred with the cold, so at first he thought it might be an illusion. But when
he had rubbed his eyes hard, he made sure that not very far in front of him was
a long white skater in fluttering garments who sped over the ice as fast as ever
werewolf went.
He called aloud, but
there was no answer. He shaped his hands and trumpeted through them, but the
silence was as before—it was complete. So then he gave chase, setting his teeth
hard and putting a tension on his firm young muscles. But go however he would,
the white skater went faster. After a time, as he glanced at the cold gleam of
the north star, he perceived that he was being led from his direct path. For a
moment he hesitated, wondering if he would not better keep to his road, but his
weird companion seemed to draw him on irresistibly, and finding it sweet to
follow, he followed.
Of course it came to him
more than once in that strange pursuit, that the white skater was no earthly
guide. Up in those latitudes men see curious things when the hoar frost is on
the earth. Hagadorn's own father—to hark no further than that for an
instance!—who lived up there with the Lake Superior Indians, and worked in the
copper mines, had welcomed a woman at his hut one bitter night, who was gone by
morning, leaving wolf tracks on the snow! Yes, it was so, and John Fontanelle,
the half-breed, could tell you about it any day—if he were alive. (Alack, the
snow where the wolf tracks were, is melted now!)
Well, Hagadorn followed
the white skater all the night, and when the ice flushed pink at dawn, and
arrows of lovely light shot up into the cold heavens, she was gone, and
Hagadorn was at his destination. The sun climbed arrogantly up to his place
above all other things, and as Hagadorn took off his skates and glanced
carelessly lakeward, he beheld a great wind-rift in the ice, and the waves
showing blue and hungry between white fields. Had he rushed along his intended
path, watching the stars to guide him, his glance turned upward, all his body
at magnificent momentum, he must certainly have gone into that cold grave.
How wonderful that it
had been sweet to follow the white skater, and that he followed!
His heart beat hard as
he hurried to his friend's house. But he encountered no wedding furore. His
friend met him as men meet in houses of mourning.
“Is this your wedding
face?” cried Hagadorn. “Why, man, starved as I am, I look more like a
bridegroom than you!”
“There's no wedding
to-day!”
“No wedding! Why, you're
not—”
“Marie Beaujeu died last
night—”
“Marie—”
“Died last night. She
had been skating in the afternoon, and she came home chilled and wandering in
her mind, as if the frost had got in it somehow. She grew worse and worse, and
all the time she talked of you.”
“Of me?”
“We wondered what it
meant. No one knew you were lovers.”
“I didn't know it
myself; more's the pity. At least, I didn't know—”
“She said you were on
the ice, and that you didn't know about the big breaking-up, and she cried to
us that the wind was off shore and the rift widening. She cried over and over
again that you could come in by the old French creek if you only knew—”
“I came in that way.”
“But how did you come to
do that? It's out of the path. We thought perhaps—”
But Hagadorn broke in
with his story and told him all as it had come to pass.
That day they watched
beside the maiden, who lay with tapers at her head and at her feet, and in the
little church the bride who might have been at her wedding said prayers for her
friend. They buried Marie Beaujeu in her bridesmaid white, and Hagadorn was
before the altar with her, as he had intended from the first! Then at midnight
the lovers who were to wed whispered their vows in the gloom of the cold
church, and walked together through the snow to lay their bridal wreaths upon a
grave.
Three nights later,
Hagadorn skated back again to his home. They wanted him to go by sunlight, but
he had his way, and went when Venus made her bright path on the ice.
The truth was, he had
hoped for the companionship of the white skater. But he did not have it. His
only companion was the wind. The only voice he heard was the baying of a wolf
on the north shore. The world was as empty and as white as if God had just
created it, and the sun had not yet colored nor man defiled it.
3.THEIR DEAR LITTLE GHOST
THE first time one
looked at Elsbeth, one was not prepossessed. She was thin and brown, her nose
turned slightly upward, her toes went in just a perceptible degree, and her
hair was perfectly straight. But when one looked longer, one perceived that she
was a charming little creature. The straight hair was as fine as silk, and hung
in funny little braids down her back; there was not a flaw in her soft brown
skin, and her mouth was tender and shapely. But her particular charm lay in a
look which she habitually had, of seeming to know curious things—such as it is
not allotted to ordinary persons to know. One felt tempted to say to her:
“What are these
beautiful things which you know, and of which others are ignorant? What is it
you see with those wise and pellucid eyes? Why is it that everybody loves you?”
Elsbeth was my little
godchild, and I knew her better than I knew any other child in the world. But
still I could not truthfully say that I was familiar with her, for to me her
spirit was like a fair and fragrant road in the midst of which I might walk in
peace and joy, but where I was continually to discover something new. The last
time I saw her quite well and strong was over in the woods where she had gone
with her two little brothers and her nurse to pass the hottest weeks of summer.
I followed her, foolish old creature that I was, just to be near her, for I
needed to dwell where the sweet aroma of her life could reach me.
One morning when I came
from my room, limping a little, because I am not so young as I used to be, and
the lake wind works havoc with me, my little godchild came dancing to me
singing:
“Come with me and I'll
show you my places, my places, my places!”
Miriam, when she chanted
by the Red Sea might have been more exultant, but she could not have been more
bewitching. Of course I knew what “places” were, because I had once been a
little girl myself, but unless you are acquainted with the real meaning of
“places,” it would be useless to try to explain. Either you know “places” or
you do not—just as you understand the meaning of poetry or you do not. There
are things in the world which cannot be taught.
Elsbeth's two tiny
brothers were present, and I took one by each hand and followed her. No sooner
had we got out of doors in the woods than a sort of mystery fell upon the world
and upon us. We were cautioned to move silently, and we did so, avoiding the
crunching of dry twigs.
“The fairies hate
noise,” whispered my little godchild, her eyes narrowing like a cat's.
“I must get my wand
first thing I do,” she said in an awed undertone. “It is useless to try to do
anything without a wand.”
The tiny boys were
profoundly impressed, and, indeed, so was I. I felt that at last, I should, if
I behaved properly, see the fairies, which had hitherto avoided my
materialistic gaze. It was an enchanting moment, for there appeared, just then,
to be nothing commonplace about life.
There was a swale near
by, and into this the little girl plunged. I could see her red straw hat
bobbing about among the tall rushes, and I wondered if there were snakes.
“Do you think there are
snakes?” I asked one of the tiny boys.
“If there are,” he said
with conviction, “they won't dare hurt her.”
He convinced me. I
feared no more. Presently Elsbeth came out of the swale. In her hand was a
brown “cattail,” perfectly full and round. She carried it as queens carry their
sceptres—the beautiful queens we dream of in our youth.
“Come,” she commanded,
and waved the sceptre in a fine manner. So we followed, each tiny boy gripping
my hand tight. We were all three a trifle awed. Elsbeth led us into a dark
underbrush. The branches, as they flew back in our faces, left them wet with
dew. A wee path, made by the girl's dear feet, guided our footsteps. Perfumes
of elderberry and wild cucumber scented the air. A bird, frightened from its
nest, made frantic cries above our heads. The underbrush thickened. Presently
the gloom of the hemlocks was over us, and in the midst of the shadowy green a
tulip tree flaunted its leaves. Waves boomed and broke upon the shore below. There
was a growing dampness as we went on, treading very lightly. A little green
snake ran coquettishly from us. A fat and glossy squirrel chattered at us from
a safe height, stroking his whiskers with a complaisant air.
At length we reached the
“place.” It was a circle of velvet grass, bright as the first blades of spring,
delicate as fine sea-ferns. The sunlight, falling down the shaft between the
hemlocks, flooded it with a softened light and made the forest round about look
like deep purple velvet. My little godchild stood in the midst and raised her
wand impressively.
“This is my place,” she
said, with a sort of wonderful gladness in her tone. “This is where I come to
the fairy balls. Do you see them?”
“See what?” whispered
one tiny boy.
“The fairies.”
There was a silence. The
older boy pulled at my skirt.
“Do YOU see them?” he
asked, his voice trembling with expectancy.
“Indeed,” I said, “I
fear I am too old and wicked to see fairies, and yet—are their hats red?”
“They are,” laughed my
little girl. “Their hats are red, and as small—as small!” She held up the
pearly nail of her wee finger to give us the correct idea.
“And their shoes are
very pointed at the toes?”
“Oh, very pointed!”
“And their garments are
green?”
“As green as grass.”
“And they blow little horns?”
“The sweetest little
horns!”
“I think I see them,” I
cried.
“We think we see them
too,” said the tiny boys, laughing in perfect glee.
“And you hear their
horns, don't you?” my little godchild asked somewhat anxiously.
“Don't we hear their
horns?” I asked the tiny boys.
“We think we hear their
horns,” they cried. “Don't you think we do?”
“It must be we do,” I
said. “Aren't we very, very happy?”
We all laughed softly.
Then we kissed each other and Elsbeth led us out, her wand high in the air.
And so my feet found the
lost path to Arcady.
The next day I was
called to the Pacific coast, and duty kept me there till well into December. A
few days before the date set for my return to my home, a letter came from
Elsbeth's mother.
“Our little girl is gone
into the Unknown,” she wrote—“that Unknown in which she seemed to be forever
trying to pry. We knew she was going, and we told her. She was quite brave, but
she begged us to try some way to keep her till after Christmas. 'My presents
are not finished yet,' she made moan. 'And I did so want to see what I was
going to have. You can't have a very happy Christmas without me, I should
think. Can you arrange to keep me somehow till after then?' We could not
'arrange' either with God in heaven or science upon earth, and she is gone.”
She was only my little
godchild, and I am an old maid, with no business fretting over children, but it
seemed as if the medium of light and beauty had been taken from me. Through
this crystal soul I had perceived whatever was loveliest. However, what was,
was! I returned to my home and took up a course of Egyptian history, and
determined to concern myself with nothing this side the Ptolemies.
Her mother has told me
how, on Christmas eve, as usual, she and Elsbeth's father filled the stockings
of the little ones, and hung them, where they had always hung, by the
fireplace. They had little heart for the task, but they had been prodigal that
year in their expenditures, and had heaped upon the two tiny boys all the
treasures they thought would appeal to them. They asked themselves how they
could have been so insane previously as to exercise economy at Christmas time,
and what they meant by not getting Elsbeth the autoharp she had asked for the
year before.
“And now—” began her
father, thinking of harps. But he could not complete this sentence, of course,
and the two went on passionately and almost angrily with their task. There were
two stockings and two piles of toys. Two stockings only, and only two piles of
toys! Two is very little!
They went away and left
the darkened room, and after a time they slept—after a long time. Perhaps that
was about the time the tiny boys awoke, and, putting on their little dressing
gowns and bed slippers, made a dash for the room where the Christmas things
were always placed. The older one carried a candle which gave out a feeble
light. The other followed behind through the silent house. They were very
impatient and eager, but when they reached the door of the sitting-room they
stopped, for they saw that another child was before them.
It was a delicate little
creature, sitting in her white night gown, with two rumpled funny braids
falling down her back, and she seemed to be weeping. As they watched, she
arose, and putting out one slender finger as a child does when she counts, she
made sure over and over again—three sad times—that there were only two
stockings and two piles of toys! Only those and no more.
The little figure looked
so familiar that the boys started toward it, but just then, putting up her arm
and bowing her face in it, as Elsbeth had been used to do when she wept or was
offended, the little thing glided away and went out. That's what the boys said.
It went out as a candle goes out.
They ran and woke their
parents with the tale, and all the house was searched in a wonderment, and
disbelief, and hope, and tumult! But nothing was found. For nights they
watched. But there was only the silent house. Only the empty rooms. They told
the boys they must have been mistaken. But the boys shook their heads.
“We know our Elsbeth,”
said they. “It was our Elsbeth, cryin' 'cause she hadn't no stockin' an' no
toys, and we would have given her all ours, only she went out—jus' went out!”
Alack!
The next Christmas I
helped with the little festival. It was none of my affair, but I asked to help,
and they let me, and when we were all through there were three stockings and
three piles of toys, and in the largest one was all the things that I could
think of that my dear child would love. I locked the boys' chamber that night,
and I slept on the divan in the parlor off the sitting-room. I slept but
little, and the night was very still—so windless and white and still that I
think I must have heard the slightest noise. Yet I heard none. Had I been in my
grave I think my ears would not have remained more unsaluted.
Yet when daylight came
and I went to unlock the boys' bedchamber door, I saw that the stocking and all
the treasures which I had bought for my little godchild were gone. There was
not a vestige of them remaining!
Of course we told the
boys nothing. As for me, after dinner I went home and buried myself once more
in my history, and so interested was I that midnight came without my knowing
it. I should not have looked up at all, I suppose, to become aware of the time,
had it not been for a faint, sweet sound as of a child striking a stringed
instrument. It was so delicate and remote that I hardly heard it, but so joyous
and tender that I could not but listen, and when I heard it a second time it
seemed as if I caught the echo of a child's laugh. At first I was puzzled. Then
I remembered the little autoharp I had placed among the other things in that
pile of vanished toys. I said aloud:
“Farewell, dear little
ghost. Go rest. Rest in joy, dear little ghost. Farewell, farewell.”
That was years ago, but
there has been silence since. Elsbeth was always an obedient little thing.
4.A SPECTRAL COLLIE
WILLIAM PERCY CECIL
happened to be a younger son, so he left home—which was England—and went to
Kansas to ranch it. Thousands of younger sons do the same, only their
destination is not invariably Kansas.
An agent at Wichita
picked out Cecil's farm for him and sent the deeds over to England before Cecil
left. He said there was a house on the place. So Cecil's mother fitted him out
for America just as she had fitted out another superfluous boy for Africa, and
parted from him with an heroic front and big agonies of mother-ache which she
kept to herself.
The boy bore up the way
a man of his blood ought, but when he went out to the kennel to see Nita, his
collie, he went to pieces somehow, and rolled on the grass with her in his arms
and wept like a booby. But the remarkable part of it was that Nita wept too,
big, hot dog tears which her master wiped away. When he went off she howled
like a hungry baby, and had to be switched before she would give any one a
night's sleep.
When Cecil got over on
his Kansas place he fitted up the shack as cosily as he could, and learned how
to fry bacon and make soda biscuits. Incidentally, he did farming, and sunk a
heap of money, finding out how not to do things. Meantime, the Americans
laughed at him, and were inclined to turn the cold shoulder, and his
compatriots, of whom there were a number in the county, did not prove to his
liking. They consoled themselves for their exiled state in fashions not in
keeping with Cecil's traditions. His homesickness went deeper than theirs,
perhaps, and American whiskey could not make up for the loss of his English
home, nor flirtations with the gay American village girls quite compensate him
for the loss of his English mother. So he kept to himself and had nostalgia as
some men have consumption.
At length the loneliness
got so bad that he had to see some living thing from home, or make a flunk of
it and go back like a cry baby. He had a stiff pride still, though he sobbed
himself to sleep more than one night, as many a pioneer has done before him. So
he wrote home for Nita, the collie, and got word that she would be sent.
Arrangements were made for her care all along the line, and she was properly
boxed and shipped.
As the time drew near
for her arrival, Cecil could hardly eat. He was too excited to apply himself to
anything. The day of her expected arrival he actually got up at five o'clock to
clean the house and make it look as fine as possible for her inspection. Then
he hitched up and drove fifteen miles to get her. The train pulled out just
before he reached the station, so Nita in her box was waiting for him on the
platform. He could see her in a queer way, as one sees the purple centre of a
revolving circle of light; for, to tell the truth, with the long ride in the
morning sun, and the beating of his heart, Cecil was only about half-conscious
of anything. He wanted to yell, but he didn't. He kept himself in hand and
lifted up the sliding side of the box and called to Nita, and she came out.
But it wasn't the man
who fainted, though he might have done so, being crazy homesick as he was, and
half-fed and overworked while he was yet soft from an easy life. No, it was the
dog! She looked at her master's face, gave one cry of inexpressible joy, and
fell over in a real feminine sort of a faint, and had to be brought to like any
other lady, with camphor and water and a few drops of spirit down her throat.
Then Cecil got up on the wagon seat, and she sat beside him with her head on
his arm, and they rode home in absolute silence, each feeling too much for
speech. After they reached home, however, Cecil showed her all over the place,
and she barked out her ideas in glad sociability.
After that Cecil and
Nita were inseparable. She walked beside him all day when he was out with the
cultivator, or when he was mowing or reaping. She ate beside him at table and
slept across his feet at night. Evenings when he looked over the Graphic from
home, or read the books his mother sent him, that he might keep in touch with
the world, Nita was beside him, patient, but jealous. Then, when he threw his
book or paper down and took her on his knee and looked into her pretty eyes, or
frolicked with her, she fairly laughed with delight.
In short, she was
faithful with that faith of which only a dog is capable—that unquestioning
faith to which even the most loving women never quite attain.
However, Fate was
annoyed at this perfect friendship. It didn't give her enough to do, and Fate
is a restless thing with a horrible appetite for variety. So poor Nita died one
day mysteriously, and gave her last look to Cecil as a matter of course; and he
held her paws till the last moment, as a stanch friend should, and laid her away
decently in a pine box in the cornfield, where he could be shielded from public
view if he chose to go there now and then and sit beside her grave.
He went to bed very
lonely, indeed, the first night. The shack seemed to him to be removed endless
miles from the other habitations of men. He seemed cut off from the world, and
ached to hear the cheerful little barks which Nita had been in the habit of
giving him by way of good night. Her amiable eye with its friendly light was
missing, the gay wag of her tail was gone; all her ridiculous ways, at which he
was never tired of laughing, were things of the past.
He lay down, busy with
these thoughts, yet so habituated to Nita's presence, that when her weight
rested upon his feet, as usual, he felt no surprise. But after a moment it came
to him that as she was dead the weight he felt upon his feet could not be hers.
And yet, there it was, warm and comfortable, cuddling down in the familiar way.
He actually sat up and put his hand down to the foot of the bed to discover
what was there. But there was nothing there, save the weight. And that stayed
with him that night and many nights after.
It happened that Cecil
was a fool, as men will be when they are young, and he worked too hard, and
didn't take proper care of himself; and so it came about that he fell sick with
a low fever. He struggled around for a few days, trying to work it off, but one
morning he awoke only to the consciousness of absurd dreams. He seemed to be on
the sea, sailing for home, and the boat was tossing and pitching in a weary
circle, and could make no headway. His heart was burning with impatience, but
the boat went round and round in that endless circle till he shrieked out with
agony.
The next neighbors were
the Taylors, who lived two miles and a half away. They were awakened that
morning by the howling of a dog before their door. It was a hideous sound and
would give them no peace. So Charlie Taylor got up and opened the door,
discovering there an excited little collie.
“Why, Tom,” he called,
“I thought Cecil's collie was dead!”
“She is,” called back
Tom.
“No, she ain't neither,
for here she is, shakin' like an aspin, and a beggin' me to go with her. Come
out, Tom, and see.”
It was Nita, no denying,
and the men, perplexed, followed her to Cecil's shack, where they found him
babbling.
But that was the last of
her. Cecil said he never felt her on his feet again. She had performed her
final service for him, he said. The neighbors tried to laugh at the story at
first, but they knew the Taylors wouldn't take the trouble to lie, and as for
Cecil, no one would have ventured to chaff him.
5.THE HOUSE THAT WAS NOT
BART FLEMING took his
bride out to his ranch on the plains when she was but seventeen years old, and
the two set up housekeeping in three hundred and twenty acres of corn and rye.
Off toward the west there was an unbroken sea of tossing corn at that time of
the year when the bride came out, and as her sewing window was on the side of
the house which faced the sunset, she passed a good part of each day looking
into that great rustling mass, breathing in its succulent odors and listening
to its sibilant melody. It was her picture gallery, her opera, her spectacle,
and, being sensible,—or perhaps, being merely happy,—she made the most of it.
When harvesting time
came and the corn was cut, she had much entertainment in discovering what lay
beyond. The town was east, and it chanced that she had never ridden west. So,
when the rolling hills of this newly beholden land lifted themselves for her
contemplation, and the harvest sun, all in an angry and sanguinary glow sank in
the veiled horizon, and at noon a scarf of golden vapor wavered up and down
along the earth line, it was as if a new world had been made for her.
Sometimes, at the coming of a storm, a whip-lash of purple cloud, full of
electric agility, snapped along the western horizon.
“Oh, you'll see a lot of
queer things on these here plains,” her husband said when she spoke to him of
these phenomena. “I guess what you see is the wind.”
“The wind!” cried Flora.
“You can't see the wind, Bart.”
“Now look here, Flora,”
returned Bart, with benevolent emphasis, “you're a smart one, but you don't
know all I know about this here country. I've lived here three mortal years,
waitin' for you to git up out of your mother's arms and come out to keep me
company, and I know what there is to know. Some things out here is queer—so
queer folks wouldn't believe 'em unless they saw. An' some's so pig-headed they
don't believe their own eyes. As for th' wind, if you lay down flat and squint
toward th' west, you can see it blowin' along near th' ground, like a big
ribbon; an' sometimes it's th' color of air, an' sometimes it's silver an'
gold, an' sometimes, when a storm is comin', it's purple.”
“If you got so tired
looking at the wind, why didn't you marry some other girl, Bart, instead of
waiting for me?”
Flora was more
interested in the first part of Bart's speech than in the last.
“Oh, come on!” protested
Bart, and he picked her up in his arms and jumped her toward the ceiling of the
low shack as if she were a little girl—but then, to be sure, she wasn't much
more.
Of all the things Flora
saw when the corn was cut down, nothing interested her so much as a low
cottage, something like her own, which lay away in the distance. She could not
guess how far it might be, because distances are deceiving out there, where the
altitude is high and the air is as clear as one of those mystic balls of glass
in which the sallow mystics of India see the moving shadows of the future.
She had not known there
were neighbors so near, and she wondered for several days about them before she
ventured to say anything to Bart on the subject. Indeed, for some reason which
she did not attempt to explain to herself, she felt shy about broaching the matter.
Perhaps Bart did not want her to know the people. The thought came to her, as
naughty thoughts will come, even to the best of persons, that some handsome
young men might be “baching” it out there by themselves, and Bart didn't wish
her to make their acquaintance. Bart had flattered her so much that she had
actually begun to think herself beautiful, though as a matter of fact she was
only a nice little girl with a lot of reddish-brown hair, and a bright pair of
reddish-brown eyes in a white face.
“Bart,” she ventured one
evening, as the sun, at its fiercest, rushed toward the great black hollow of
the west, “who lives over there in that shack?”
She turned away from the
window where she had been looking at the incarnadined disk, and she thought she
saw Bart turn pale. But then, her eyes were so blurred with the glory she had
been gazing at, that she might easily have been mistaken.
“I say, Bart, why don't
you speak? If there's any one around to associate with, I should think you'd
let me have the benefit of their company. It isn't as funny as you think,
staying here alone days and days.”
“You ain't gettin'
homesick, be you, sweetheart?” cried Bart, putting his arms around her. “You
ain't gettin' tired of my society, be yeh?”
It took some time to
answer this question in a satisfactory manner, but at length Flora was able to
return to her original topic.
“But the shack, Bart!
Who lives there, anyway?”
“I'm not acquainted with
'em,” said Bart, sharply. “Ain't them biscuits done, Flora?”
Then, of course, she
grew obstinate.
“Those biscuits will
never be done, Bart, till I know about that house, and why you never spoke of
it, and why nobody ever comes down the road from there. Some one lives there I
know, for in the mornings and at night I see the smoke coming out of the
chimney.”
“Do you now?” cried
Bart, opening his eyes and looking at her with unfeigned interest. “Well, do
you know, sometimes I've fancied I seen that too?”
“Well, why not,” cried
Flora, in half anger. “Why shouldn't you?”
“See here, Flora, take
them biscuits out an' listen to me. There ain't no house there. Hello! I didn't
know you'd go for to drop the biscuits. Wait, I'll help you pick 'em up. By
cracky, they're hot, ain't they? What you puttin' a towel over 'em for? Well,
you set down here on my knee, so. Now you look over at that there house. You
see it, don't yeh? Well, it ain't there! No! I saw it the first week I was out
here. I was jus' half dyin', thinkin' of you an' wonderin' why you didn't
write. That was the time you was mad at me. So I rode over there one
day—lookin' up company, so t' speak—and there wa'n't no house there. I spent
all one Sunday lookin' for it. Then I spoke to Jim Geary about it. He laughed
an' got a little white about th' gills, an' he said he guessed I'd have to look
a good while before I found it. He said that there shack was an ole joke.”
“Why—what—”
“Well, this here is th'
story he tol' me. He said a man an' his wife come out here t' live an' put up
that there little place. An' she was young, you know, an' kind o' skeery, and
she got lonesome. It worked on her an' worked on her, an' one day she up an'
killed the baby an' her husband an' herself. Th' folks found 'em and buried 'em
right there on their own ground. Well, about two weeks after that, th' house
was burned down. Don't know how. Tramps, maybe. Anyhow, it burned. At least, I
guess it burned!”
“You guess it burned!”
“Well, it ain't there,
you know.”
“But if it burned the
ashes are there.”
“All right, girlie,
they're there then. Now let's have tea.”
This they proceeded to
do, and were happy and cheerful all evening, but that didn't keep Flora from
rising at the first flush of dawn and stealing out of the house. She looked
away over west as she went to the barn and there, dark and firm against the
horizon, stood the little house against the pellucid sky of morning. She got on
Ginger's back—Ginger being her own yellow broncho—and set off at a hard pace
for the house. It didn't appear to come any nearer, but the objects which had
seemed to be beside it came closer into view, and Flora pressed on, with her
mind steeled for anything. But as she approached the poplar windbreak which
stood to the north of the house, the little shack waned like a shadow before
her. It faded and dimmed before her eyes.
She slapped Ginger's flanks
and kept him going, and she at last got him up to the spot. But there was
nothing there. The bunch grass grew tall and rank and in the midst of it lay a
baby's shoe. Flora thought of picking it up, but something cold in her veins
withheld her. Then she grew angry, and set Ginger's head toward the place and
tried to drive him over it. But the yellow broncho gave one snort of fear,
gathered himself in a bunch, and then, all tense, leaping muscles, made for
home as only a broncho can.
6.STORY OF AN OBSTINATE CORPSE
VIRGIL HOYT is a
photographer's assistant up at St. Paul, and enjoys his work without being
consumed by it. He has been in search of the picturesque all over the West and
hundreds of miles to the north, in Canada, and can speak three or four Indian
dialects and put a canoe through the rapids. That is to say, he is a man of
adventure, and no dreamer. He can fight well and shoot better, and swim so as
to put up a winning race with the Indian boys, and he can sit in the saddle all
day and not worry about it to-morrow.
Wherever he goes, he
carries a camera.
“The world,” Hoyt is in
the habit of saying to those who sit with him when he smokes his pipe, “was
created in six days to be photographed. Man—and particularly woman—was made for
the same purpose. Clouds are not made to give moisture nor trees to cast shade.
They have been created in order to give the camera obscura something to do.”
In short, Virgil Hoyt's
view of the world is whimsical, and he likes to be bothered neither with the
disagreeable nor the mysterious. That is the reason he loathes and detests
going to a house of mourning to photograph a corpse. The bad taste of it
offends him, but above all, he doesn't like the necessity of shouldering, even
for a few moments, a part of the burden of sorrow which belongs to some one
else. He dislikes sorrow, and would willingly canoe five hundred miles up the
cold Canadian rivers to get rid of it. Nevertheless, as assistant photographer,
it is often his duty to do this very kind of thing.
Not long ago he was sent
for by a rich Jewish family to photograph the remains of the mother, who had
just died. He was put out, but he was only an assistant, and he went. He was
taken to the front parlor, where the dead woman lay in her coffin. It was
evident to him that there was some excitement in the household, and that a
discussion was going on. But Hoyt said to himself that it didn't concern him,
and he therefore paid no attention to it.
The daughter wanted the
coffin turned on end in order that the corpse might face the camera properly,
but Hoyt said he could overcome the recumbent attitude and make it appear that
the face was taken in the position it would naturally hold in life, and so they
went out and left him alone with the dead.
The face of the deceased
was a strong and positive one, such as may often be seen among Jewish matrons.
Hoyt regarded it with some admiration, thinking to himself that she was a woman
who had known what she wanted, and who, once having made up her mind, would
prove immovable. Such a character appealed to Hoyt. He reflected that he might
have married if only he could have found a woman with strength of character
sufficient to disagree with him. There was a strand of hair out of place on the
dead woman's brow, and he gently pushed it back. A bud lifted its head too high
from among the roses on her breast and spoiled the contour of the chin, so he
broke it off. He remembered these things later with keen distinctness, and that
his hand touched her chill face two or three times in the making of his
arrangements.
Then he took the
impression, and left the house.
He was busy at the time
with some railroad work, and several days passed before he found opportunity to
develop the plates. He took them from the bath in which they had lain with a
number of others, and went energetically to work upon them, whistling some very
saucy songs he had learned of the guide in the Red River country, and trying to
forget that the face which was presently to appear was that of a dead woman. He
had used three plates as a precaution against accident, and they came up well.
But as they developed, he became aware of the existence of something in the
photograph which had not been apparent to his eye in the subject. He was
irritated, and without attempting to face the mystery, he made a few prints and
laid them aside, ardently hoping that by some chance they would never be called
for.
However, as luck would
have it,—and Hoyt's luck never had been good,—his employer asked one day what
had become of those photographs. Hoyt tried to evade making an answer, but the
effort was futile, and he had to get out the finished prints and exhibit them.
The older man sat staring at them a long time.
“Hoyt,” he said, “you're
a young man, and very likely you have never seen anything like this before. But
I have. Not exactly the same thing, perhaps, but similar phenomena have come my
way a number of times since I went in the business, and I want to tell you
there are things in heaven and earth not dreamt of—”
“Oh, I know all that
tommy-rot,” cried Hoyt, angrily, “but when anything happens I want to know the
reason why and how it is done.”
“All right,” answered
his employer, “then you might explain why and how the sun rises.”
But he humored the young
man sufficiently to examine with him the baths in which the plates were
submerged, and the plates themselves. All was as it should be; but the mystery
was there, and could not be done away with.
Hoyt hoped against hope
that the friends of the dead woman would somehow forget about the photographs;
but the idea was unreasonable, and one day, as a matter of course, the daughter
appeared and asked to see the pictures of her mother.
“Well, to tell the
truth,” stammered Hoyt, “they didn't come out quite—quite as well as we could
wish.”
“But let me see them,”
persisted the lady. “I'd like to look at them anyhow.”
“Well, now,” said Hoyt,
trying to be soothing, as he believed it was always best to be with women,—to
tell the truth he was an ignoramus where women were concerned,—“I think it
would be better if you didn't look at them. There are reasons why—” he ambled
on like this, stupid man that he was, till the lady naturally insisted upon
seeing the pictures without a moment's delay.
So poor Hoyt brought
them out and placed them in her hand, and then ran for the water pitcher, and
had to be at the bother of bathing her forehead to keep her from fainting.
For what the lady saw
was this: Over face and flowers and the head of the coffin fell a thick veil,
the edges of which touched the floor in some places. It covered the features so
well that not a hint of them was visible.
“There was nothing over
mother's face!” cried the lady at length.
“Not a thing,”
acquiesced Hoyt. “I know, because I had occasion to touch her face just before
I took the picture. I put some of her hair back from her brow.”
“What does it mean,
then?” asked the lady.
“You know better than I.
There is no explanation in science. Perhaps there is some in—in psychology.”
“Well,” said the young
woman, stammering a little and coloring, “mother was a good woman, but she
always wanted her own way, and she always had it, too.”
“Yes.”
“And she never would
have her picture taken. She didn't admire her own appearance. She said no one
should ever see a picture of her.”
“So?” said Hoyt,
meditatively. “Well, she's kept her word, hasn't she?”
The two stood looking at
the photographs for a time. Then Hoyt pointed to the open blaze in the grate.
“Throw them in,” he
commanded. “Don't let your father see them—don't keep them yourself. They
wouldn't be agreeable things to keep.”
“That's true enough,”
admitted the lady. And she threw them in the fire. Then Virgil Hoyt brought out
the plates and broke them before her eyes.
And that was the end of
it—except that Hoyt sometimes tells the story to those who sit beside him when
his pipe is lighted.
7.A CHILD OF THE RAIN
IT was the night that
Mona Meeks, the dressmaker, told him she didn't love him. He couldn't believe
it at first, because he had so long been accustomed to the idea that she did,
and no matter how rough the weather or how irascible the passengers, he felt a
song in his heart as he punched transfers, and rang his bell punch, and
signalled the driver when to let people off and on.
Now, suddenly, with no
reason except a woman's, she had changed her mind. He dropped in to see her at
five o'clock, just before time for the night shift, and to give her two red
apples he had been saving for her. She looked at the apples as if they were
invisible and she could not see them, and standing in her disorderly little
dressmaking parlor, with its cuttings and scraps and litter of fabrics, she
said:
“It is no use, John. I
shall have to work here like this all my life—work here alone. For I don't love
you, John. No, I don't. I thought I did, but it is a mistake.”
“You mean it?” asked
John, bringing up the words in a great gasp.
“Yes,” she said, white
and trembling and putting out her hands as if to beg for his mercy. And
then—big, lumbering fool—he turned around and strode down the stairs and stood
at the corner in the beating rain waiting for his car. It came along at length,
spluttering on the wet rails and spitting out blue fire, and he took his shift
after a gruff “Good night” to Johnson, the man he relieved.
He was glad the rain was
bitter cold and drove in his face fiercely. He rejoiced at the cruelty of the
wind, and when it hustled pedestrians before it, lashing them, twisting their
clothes, and threatening their equilibrium, he felt amused. He was pleased at
the chill in his bones and at the hunger that tortured him. At least, at first
he thought it was hunger till he remembered that he had just eaten. The hours
passed confusedly. He had no consciousness of time. But it must have been
late,—near midnight,—judging by the fact that there were few persons visible
anywhere in the black storm, when he noticed a little figure sitting at the far
end of the car. He had not seen the child when she got on, but all was so
curious and wild to him that evening—he himself seemed to himself the most
curious and the wildest of all things—that it was not surprising that he should
not have observed the little creature.
She was wrapped in a
coat so much too large that it had become frayed at the bottom from dragging on
the pavement. Her hair hung in unkempt stringiness about her bent shoulders, and
her feet were covered with old arctics, many sizes too big, from which the
soles hung loose.
Beside the little figure
was a chest of dark wood, with curiously wrought hasps. From this depended a
stout strap by which it could be carried over the shoulders. John Billings
stared in, fascinated by the poor little thing with its head sadly drooping
upon its breast, its thin blue hands relaxed upon its lap, and its whole
attitude so suggestive of hunger, loneliness, and fatigue, that he made up his
mind he would collect no fare from it.
“It will need its nickel
for breakfast,” he said to himself. “The company can stand this for once. Or,
come to think of it, I might celebrate my hard luck. Here's to the brotherhood
of failures!” And he took a nickel from one pocket of his great-coat and
dropped it in another, ringing his bell punch to record the transfer.
The car plunged along in
the darkness, and the rain beat more viciously than ever in his face. The night
was full of the rushing sound of the storm. Owing to some change of temperature
the glass of the car became obscured so that the young conductor could no
longer see the little figure distinctly, and he grew anxious about the child.
“I wonder if it's all
right,” he said to himself. “I never saw living creature sit so still.”
He opened the car door,
intending to speak with the child, but just then something went wrong with the
lights. There was a blue and green flickering, then darkness, a sudden halting
of the car, and a great sweep of wind and rain in at the door. When, after a
moment, light and motion reasserted themselves, and Billings had got the door
together, he turned to look at the little passenger. But the car was empty.
It was a fact. There was
no child there—not even moisture on the seat where she had been sitting.
“Bill,” said he, going
to the front door and addressing the driver, “what became of that little kid in
the old cloak?”
“I didn't see no kid,”
said Bill, crossly. “For Gawd's sake, close the door, John, and git that
draught off my back.”
“Draught!” said John,
indignantly, “where's the draught?”
“You've left the hind
door open,” growled Bill, and John saw him shivering as a blast struck him and
ruffled the fur on his bear-skin coat. But the door was not open, and yet John
had to admit to himself that the car seemed filled with wind and a strange
coldness.
However, it didn't
matter. Nothing mattered! Still, it was as well no doubt to look under the
seats just to make sure no little crouching figure was there, and so he did.
But there was nothing. In fact, John said to himself, he seemed to be getting
expert in finding nothing where there ought to be something.
He might have stayed in
the car, for there was no likelihood of more passengers that evening, but
somehow he preferred going out where the rain could drench him and the wind
pommel him. How horribly tired he was! If there were only some still place away
from the blare of the city where a man could lie down and listen to the sound
of the sea or the storm—or if one could grow suddenly old and get through with
the bother of living—or if—
The car gave a sudden
lurch as it rounded a curve, and for a moment it seemed to be a mere chance
whether Conductor Billings would stay on his platform or go off under those
fire-spitting wheels. He caught instinctively at his brake, saved himself, and
stood still for a moment, panting.
“I must have dozed,” he
said to himself.
Just then, dimly,
through the blurred window, he saw again the little figure of the child, its
head on its breast as before, its blue hands lying in its lap and the curious
box beside it. John Billings felt a coldness beyond the coldness of the night
run through his blood. Then, with a half-stifled cry, he threw back the door,
and made a desperate spring at the corner where the eerie thing sat.
And he touched the green
carpeting on the seat, which was quite dry and warm, as if no dripping,
miserable little wretch had ever crouched there.
He rushed to the front
door.
“Bill,” he roared, “I
want to know about that kid.”
“What kid?”
“The same kid! The wet
one with the old coat and the box with iron hasps! The one that's been sitting
here in the car!”
Bill turned his surly
face to confront the young conductor.
“You've been drinking,
you fool,” said he. “Fust thing you know you'll be reported.”
The conductor said not a
word. He went slowly and weakly back to his post and stood there the rest of
the way leaning against the end of the car for support. Once or twice he
muttered:
“The poor little brat!”
And again he said, “So you didn't love me after all!”
He never knew how he
reached home, but he sank to sleep as dying men sink to death. All the same,
being a hearty young man, he was on duty again next day but one, and again the
night was rainy and cold.
It was the last run, and
the car was spinning along at its limit, when there came a sudden soft shock.
John Billings knew what that meant. He had felt something of the kind once
before. He turned sick for a moment, and held on to the brake. Then he summoned
his courage and went around to the side of the car, which had stopped. Bill,
the driver, was before him, and had a limp little figure in his arms, and was
carrying it to the gaslight. John gave one look and cried:
“It's the same kid,
Bill! The one I told you of!”
True as truth were the
ragged coat dangling from the pitiful body, the little blue hands, the thin
shoulders, the stringy hair, the big arctics on the feet. And in the road not
far off was the curious chest of dark wood with iron hasps.
“She ran under the car
deliberate!” cried Bill. “I yelled to her, but she looked at me and ran
straight on!”
He was white in spite of
his weather-beaten skin.
“I guess you wasn't
drunk last night after all, John,” said he.
“You—you are sure the
kid is—is there?” gasped John.
“Not so damned sure!”
said Bill.
But a few minutes later
it was taken away in a patrol wagon, and with it the little box with iron
hasps.
8.THE ROOM OF THE EVIL THOUGHT
THEY called it the room
of the Evil Thought. It was really the pleasantest room in the house, and when
the place had been used as the rectory, was the minister's study. It looked out
on a mournful clump of larches, such as may often be seen in the old-fashioned
yards in Michigan, and these threw a tender gloom over the apartment.
There was a wide
fireplace in the room, and it had been the young minister's habit to sit there
hours and hours, staring ahead of him at the fire, and smoking moodily. The
replenishing of the fire and of his pipe, it was said, would afford him
occupation all the day long, and that was how it came about that his parochial
duties were neglected so that, little by little, the people became dissatisfied
with him, though he was an eloquent young man, who could send his congregation
away drunk on his influence. However, the calmer pulsed among his parish began to
whisper that it was indeed the influence of the young minister and not that of
the Holy Ghost which they felt, and it was finally decided that neither animal
magnetism nor hypnotism were good substitutes for religion. And so they let him
go.
The new rector moved
into a smart brick house on the other side of the church, and gave receptions
and dinner parties, and was punctilious about making his calls. The people
therefore liked him very much—so much that they raised the debt on the church
and bought a chime of bells, in their enthusiasm. Every one was lighter of
heart than under the ministration of the previous rector. A burden appeared to
be lifted from the community. True, there were a few who confessed the new man
did not give them the food for thought which the old one had done, but, then,
the former rector had made them uncomfortable! He had not only made them
conscious of the sins of which they were already guilty, but also of those for
which they had the latent capacity. A strange and fatal man, whom women loved
to their sorrow, and whom simple men could not understand! It was generally
agreed that the parish was well rid of him.
“He was a genius,” said
the people in commiseration. The word was an uncomplimentary epithet with them.
When the Hanscoms moved
in the house which had been the old rectory, they gave Grandma Hanscom the room
with the fireplace. Grandma was well pleased. The roaring fire warmed her heart
as well as her chill old body, and she wept with weak joy when she looked at
the larches, because they reminded her of the house she had lived in when she
was first married. All the forenoon of the first day she was busy putting
things away in bureau drawers and closets, but by afternoon she was ready to
sit down in her high-backed rocker and enjoy the comforts of her room.
She nodded a bit before
the fire, as she usually did after luncheon, and then she awoke with an awful
start and sat staring before her with such a look in her gentle, filmy old eyes
as had never been there before. She did not move, except to rock slightly, and
the Thought grew and grew till her face was disguised as by some hideous mask
of tragedy.
By and by the children
came pounding at the door.
“Oh, grandma, let us in,
please. We want to see your new room, and mamma gave us some ginger cookies on
a plate, and we want to give some to you.”
The door gave way under
their assaults, and the three little ones stood peeping in, waiting for
permission to enter. But it did not seem to be their grandma—their own dear
grandma—who arose and tottered toward them in fierce haste, crying:
“Away, away! Out of my
sight! Out of my sight before I do the thing I want to do! Such a terrible
thing! Send some one to me quick, children, children! Send some one quick!”
They fled with feet shod
with fear, and their mother came, and Grandma Hanscom sank down and clung about
her skirts and sobbed:
“Tie me, Miranda. Make
me fast to the bed or the wall. Get some one to watch me. For I want to do an
awful thing!”
They put the trembling
old creature in bed, and she raved there all the night long and cried out to be
held, and to be kept from doing the fearful thing, whatever it was—for she
never said what it was.
The next morning some
one suggested taking her in the sitting-room where she would be with the family.
So they laid her on the sofa, hemmed around with cushions, and before long she
was her quiet self again, though exhausted, naturally, with the tumult of the
previous night. Now and then, as the children played about her, a shadow crept
over her face—a shadow as of cold remembrance—and then the perplexed tears
followed.
When she seemed as well
as ever they put her back in her room. But though the fire glowed and the lamp
burned, as soon as ever she was alone they heard her shrill cries ringing to
them that the Evil Thought had come again. So Hal, who was home from college,
carried her up to his room, which she seemed to like very well. Then he went
down to have a smoke before grandma's fire.
The next morning he was
absent from breakfast. They thought he might have gone for an early walk, and
waited for him a few minutes. Then his sister went to the room that looked upon
the larches, and found him dressed and pacing the floor with a face set and
stern. He had not been in bed at all, as she saw at once. His eyes were
bloodshot, his face stricken as if with old age or sin or—but she could not
make it out. When he saw her he sank in a chair and covered his face with his
hands, and between the trembling fingers she could see drops of perspiration on
his forehead.
“Hal!” she cried, “Hal,
what is it?”
But for answer he threw
his arms about the little table and clung to it, and looked at her with
tortured eyes, in which she fancied she saw a gleam of hate. She ran,
screaming, from the room, and her father came and went up to him and laid his
hands on the boy's shoulders. And then a fearful thing happened. All the family
saw it. There could be no mistake. Hal's hands found their way with frantic
eagerness toward his father's throat as if they would choke him, and the look
in his eyes was so like a madman's that his father raised his fist and felled
him as he used to fell men years before in the college fights, and then dragged
him into the sitting-room and wept over him.
By evening, however, Hal
was all right, and the family said it must have been a fever,—perhaps from
overstudy,—at which Hal covertly smiled. But his father was still too anxious
about him to let him out of his sight, so he put him on a cot in his room, and
thus it chanced that the mother and Grace concluded to sleep together
downstairs.
The two women made a
sort of festival of it, and drank little cups of chocolate before the fire, and
undid and brushed their brown braids, and smiled at each other,
understandingly, with that sweet intuitive sympathy which women have, and Grace
told her mother a number of things which she had been waiting for just such an
auspicious occasion to confide.
But the larches were
noisy and cried out with wild voices, and the flame of the fire grew blue and
swirled about in the draught sinuously, so that a chill crept upon the two.
Something cold appeared to envelop them—such a chill as pleasure voyagers feel
when a berg steals beyond Newfoundland and glows blue and threatening upon
their ocean path.
Then came something else
which was not cold, but hot as the flames of hell—and they saw red, and stared
at each other with maddened eyes, and then ran together from the room and
clasped in close embrace safe beyond the fatal place, and thanked God they had
not done the thing that they dared not speak of—the thing which suddenly came
to them to do.
So they called it the
room of the Evil Thought. They could not account for it. They avoided the
thought of it, being healthy and happy folk. But none entered it more. The door
was locked.
One day, Hal, reading
the paper, came across a paragraph concerning the young minister who had once
lived there, and who had thought and written there and so influenced the lives
of those about him that they remembered him even while they disapproved.
“He cut a man's throat
on board ship for Australia,” said he, “and then he cut his own, without fatal
effect—and jumped overboard, and so ended it. What a strange thing!”
Then they all looked at
one another with subtle looks, and a shadow fell upon them and stayed the blood
at their hearts.
The next week the room
of the Evil Thought was pulled down to make way for a pansy bed, which is quite
gay and innocent, and blooms all the better because the larches, with their
eternal murmuring, have been laid low and carted away to the sawmill.
9.STORY OF THE VANISHING PATIENT
THERE had always been
strange stories about the house, but it was a sensible, comfortable sort of a
neighborhood, and people took pains to say to one another that there was
nothing in these tales—of course not! Absolutely nothing! How could there be?
It was a matter of common remark, however, that considering the amount of money
the Nethertons had spent on the place, it was curious they lived there so
little. They were nearly always away,—up North in the summer and down South in
the winter, and over to Paris or London now and then,—and when they did come
home it was only to entertain a number of guests from the city. The place was
either plunged in gloom or gayety. The old gardener who kept house by himself
in the cottage at the back of the yard had things much his own way by far the
greater part of the time.
Dr. Block and his wife
lived next door to the Nethertons, and he and his wife, who were so absurd as
to be very happy in each other's company, had the benefit of the beautiful
yard. They walked there mornings when the leaves were silvered with dew, and
evenings they sat beside the lily pond and listened for the whip-poor-will. The
doctor's wife moved her room over to that side of the house which commanded a
view of the yard, and thus made the honeysuckles and laurel and clematis and
all the masses of tossing greenery her own. Sitting there day after day with
her sewing, she speculated about the mystery which hung impalpably yet
undeniably over the house.
It happened one night
when she and her husband had gone to their room, and were congratulating
themselves on the fact that he had no very sick patients and was likely to
enjoy a good night's rest, that a ring came at the door.
“If it's any one wanting
you to leave home,” warned his wife, “you must tell them you are all worn out.
You've been disturbed every night this week, and it's too much!”
The young physician went
downstairs. At the door stood a man whom he had never seen before.
“My wife is lying very
ill next door,” said the stranger, “so ill that I fear she will not live till
morning. Will you please come to her at once?”
“Next door?” cried the
physician. “I didn't know the Nethertons were home!”
“Please hasten,” begged
the man. “I must go back to her. Follow as quickly as you can.”
The doctor went back
upstairs to complete his toilet.
“How absurd,” protested
his wife when she heard the story. “There is no one at the Nethertons'. I sit
where I can see the front door, and no one can enter without my knowing it, and
I have been sewing by the window all day. If there were any one in the house,
the gardener would have the porch lantern lighted. It is some plot. Some one
has designs on you. You must not go.”
But he went. As he left
the room his wife placed a revolver in his pocket.
The great porch of the
mansion was dark, but the physician made out that the door was open, and he
entered. A feeble light came from the bronze lamp at the turn of the stairs,
and by it he found his way, his feet sinking noiselessly in the rich carpets.
At the head of the stairs the man met him. The doctor thought himself a tall
man, but the stranger topped him by half a head. He motioned the physician to
follow him, and the two went down the hall to the front room. The place was flushed
with a rose-colored glow from several lamps. On a silken couch, in the midst of
pillows, lay a woman dying with consumption. She was like a lily, white,
shapely, graceful, with feeble yet charming movements. She looked at the doctor
appealingly, then, seeing in his eyes the involuntary verdict that her hour was
at hand, she turned toward her companion with a glance of anguish. Dr. Block
asked a few questions. The man answered them, the woman remaining silent. The
physician administered something stimulating, and then wrote a prescription
which he placed on the mantel-shelf.
“The drug store is
closed to-night,” he said, “and I fear the druggist has gone home. You can have
the prescription filled the first thing in the morning, and I will be over
before breakfast.”
After that, there was no
reason why he should not have gone home. Yet, oddly enough, he preferred to
stay. Nor was it professional anxiety that prompted this delay. He longed to
watch those mysterious persons, who, almost oblivious of his presence, were
speaking their mortal farewells in their glances, which were impassioned and of
unutterable sadness.
He sat as if fascinated.
He watched the glitter of rings on the woman's long, white hands, he noted the
waving of light hair about her temples, he observed the details of her gown of
soft white silk which fell about her in voluminous folds. Now and then the man
gave her of the stimulant which the doctor had provided; sometimes he bathed
her face with water. Once he paced the floor for a moment till a motion of her
hand quieted him.
After a time, feeling
that it would be more sensible and considerate of him to leave, the doctor made
his way home. His wife was awake, impatient to hear of his experiences. She
listened to his tale in silence, and when he had finished she turned her face
to the wall and made no comment.
“You seem to be ill, my
dear,” he said. “You have a chill. You are shivering.”
“I have no chill,” she
replied sharply. “But I—well, you may leave the light burning.”
The next morning before
breakfast the doctor crossed the dewy sward to the Netherton house. The front
door was locked, and no one answered to his repeated ringings. The old gardener
chanced to be cutting the grass near at hand, and he came running up.
“What you ringin' that
door-bell for, doctor?” said he. “The folks ain't come home yet. There ain't
nobody there.”
“Yes, there is, Jim. I
was called here last night. A man came for me to attend his wife. They must
both have fallen asleep that the bell is not answered. I wouldn't be surprised
to find her dead, as a matter of fact. She was a desperately sick woman.
Perhaps she is dead and something has happened to him. You have the key to the
door, Jim. Let me in.”
But the old man was
shaking in every limb, and refused to do as he was bid.
“Don't you never go in
there, doctor,” whispered he, with chattering teeth. “Don't you go for to 'tend
no one. You jus' come tell me when you sent for that way. No, I ain't goin' in,
doctor, nohow. It ain't part of my duties to go in. That's been stipulated by
Mr. Netherton. It's my business to look after the garden.”
Argument was useless.
Dr. Block took the bunch of keys from the old man's pocket and himself unlocked
the front door and entered. He mounted the steps and made his way to the upper
room. There was no evidence of occupancy. The place was silent, and, so far as
living creature went, vacant. The dust lay over everything. It covered the
delicate damask of the sofa where he had seen the dying woman. It rested on the
pillows. The place smelled musty and evil, as if it had not been used for a
long time. The lamps of the room held not a drop of oil.
But on the mantel-shelf
was the prescription which the doctor had written the night before. He read it,
folded it, and put it in his pocket.
As he locked the outside
door the old gardener came running to him.
“Don't you never go up
there again, will you?” he pleaded, “not unless you see all the Nethertons home
and I come for you myself. You won't, doctor?”
“No,” said the doctor.
When he told his wife she
kissed him, and said:
“Next time when I tell
you to stay at home, you must stay!”
10.THE PIANO NEXT DOOR
BABETTE had gone away
for the summer; the furniture was in its summer linens; the curtains were down,
and Babette's husband, John Boyce, was alone in the house. It was the first
year of his marriage, and he missed Babette. But then, as he often said to
himself, he ought never to have married her. He did it from pure selfishness,
and because he was determined to possess the most illusive, tantalizing,
elegant, and utterly unmoral little creature that the sun shone upon. He wanted
her because she reminded him of birds, and flowers, and summer winds, and other
exquisite things created for the delectation of mankind. He neither expected
nor desired her to think. He had half-frightened her into marrying him, had
taken her to a poor man's home, provided her with no society such as she had
been accustomed to, and he had no reasonable cause of complaint when she
answered the call of summer and flitted away, like a butterfly in the morning
sunshine, to the place where the flowers grew.
He wrote to her every
evening, sitting in the stifling, ugly house, and poured out his soul as if it
were a libation to a goddess. She sometimes answered by telegraph, sometimes by
a perfumed note. He schooled himself not to feel hurt. Why should Babette
write? Does a goldfinch indict epistles; or a humming-bird study composition;
or a glancing, red-scaled fish in summer shallows consider the meaning of
words?
He knew at the beginning
what Babette was—guessed her limitations—trembled when he buttoned her tiny
glove—kissed her dainty slipper when he found it in the closet after she was
gone—thrilled at the sound of her laugh, or the memory of it! That was all. A
mere case of love. He was in bonds. Babette was not. Therefore he was in the
city, working overhours to pay for Babette's pretty follies down at the
seaside. It was quite right and proper. He was a grub in the furrow; she a lark
in the blue. Those had always been and always must be their relative positions.
Having attained a mood
of philosophic calm, in which he was prepared to spend his evenings alone—as
became a grub—and to await with dignified patience the return of his wife, it
was in the nature of an inconsistency that he should have walked the floor of
the dull little drawing-room like a lion in cage. It did not seem in keeping
with the position of superior serenity which he had assumed, that, reading
Babette's notes, he should have raged with jealousy, or that, in the loneliness
of his unkempt chamber, he should have stretched out arms of longing. Even if
Babette had been present, she would only have smiled her gay little smile and
coquetted with him. She could not understand. He had known, of course, from the
first moment, that she could not understand! And so, why the ache, ache, ache
of the heart! Or WAS it the heart, or the brain, or the soul?
Sometimes, when the
evenings were so hot that he could not endure the close air of the house, he
sat on the narrow, dusty front porch and looked about him at his neighbors. The
street had once been smart and aspiring, but it had fallen into decay and
dejection. Pale young men, with flurried-looking wives, seemed to Boyce to
occupy most of the houses. Sometimes three or four couples would live in one
house. Most of these appeared to be childless. The women made a pretence at
fashionable dressing, and wore their hair elaborately in fashions which somehow
suggested boarding-houses to Boyce, though he could not have told why. Every house
in the block needed fresh paint. Lacking this renovation, the householders
tried to make up for it by a display of lace curtains which, at every window,
swayed in the smoke-weighted breeze. Strips of carpeting were laid down the
front steps of the houses where the communities of young couples lived, and
here, evenings, the inmates of the houses gathered, committing mild
extravagances such as the treating of each other to ginger ale, or beer, or
ice-cream.
Boyce watched these
tawdry makeshifts at sociability with bitterness and loathing. He wondered how
he could have been such a fool as to bring his exquisite Babette to this
neighborhood. How could he expect that she would return to him? It was not
reasonable. He ought to go down on his knees with gratitude that she even
condescended to write him.
Sitting one night till
late,—so late that the fashionable young wives with their husbands had retired
from the strips of stair carpeting,—and raging at the loneliness which ate at
his heart like a cancer, he heard, softly creeping through the windows of the
house adjoining his own, the sound of comfortable melody.
It breathed upon his ear
like a spirit of consolation, speaking of peace, of love which needs no reward
save its own sweetness, of aspiration which looks forever beyond the thing of
the hour to find attainment in that which is eternal. So insidiously did it
whisper these things, so delicately did the simple and perfect melodies creep
upon the spirit—that Boyce felt no resentment, but from the first listened as
one who listens to learn, or as one who, fainting on the hot road, hears, far
in the ferny deeps below, the gurgle of a spring.
Then came harmonies more
intricate: fair fabrics of woven sound, in the midst of which gleamed golden
threads of joy; a tapestry of sound, multi-tinted, gallant with story and
achievement, and beautiful things. Boyce, sitting on his absurd piazza, with
his knees jambed against the balustrade, and his chair back against the
dun-colored wall of his house, seemed to be walking in the cathedral of the
redwood forest, with blue above him, a vast hymn in his ears, pungent perfume
in his nostrils, and mighty shafts of trees lifting themselves to heaven, proud
and erect as pure men before their Judge. He stood on a mountain at sunrise, and
saw the marvels of the amethystine clouds below his feet, heard an eternal and
white silence, such as broods among the everlasting snows, and saw an eagle
winging for the sun. He was in a city, and away from him, diverging like the
spokes of a wheel, ran thronging streets, and to his sense came the beat, beat,
beat of the city's heart. He saw the golden alchemy of a chosen race; saw greed
transmitted to progress; saw that which had enslaved men, work at last to their
liberation; heard the roar of mighty mills, and on the streets all the peoples
of earth walking with common purpose, in fealty and understanding. And then,
from the swelling of this concourse of great sounds, came a diminuendo, calm as
philosophy, and from that, nothingness.
Boyce sat still for a
long time, listening to the echoes which this music had awakened in his soul.
He retired, at length, content, but determined that upon the morrow he would
watch—the day being Sunday—for the musician who had so moved and taught him.
He arose early, therefore,
and having prepared his own simple breakfast of fruit and coffee, took his
station by the window to watch for the man. For he felt convinced that the
exposition he had heard was that of a masculine mind. The long, hot hours of
the morning went by, but the front door of the house next to his did not open.
“These artists sleep
late,” he complained. Still he watched. He was too much afraid of losing him to
go out for dinner. By three in the afternoon he had grown impatient. He went to
the house next door and rang the bell. There was no response. He thundered
another appeal. An old woman with a cloth about her head answered the door. She
was very deaf, and Boyce had difficulty in making himself understood.
“The family is in the
country,” was all she would say. “The family will not be home till September.”
“But there is some one
living here?” shouted Boyce.
“I live
here,” she said with dignity, putting back a wisp of dirty gray hair behind her
ear. “It is my house. I sublet to the family.”
“What family?”
But the old creature was
not communicative.
“The family that lives
here,” she said.
“Then who plays the
piano in this house?” roared Boyce. “Do you?”
He thought a shade of
pallor showed itself on her ash-colored cheeks. Yet she smiled a little at the
idea of her playing.
“There is no piano,” she
said, and she put an enigmatical emphasis to the words.
“Nonsense,” cried Boyce,
indignantly. “I heard a piano being played in this very house for hours last
night!”
“You may enter,” said
the old woman, with an accent more vicious than hospitable.
Boyce almost burst into
the drawing-room. It was a dusty and forbidding place, with ugly furniture and
gaudy walls. No piano nor any other musical instrument stood in it. The
intruder turned an angry and baffled face to the old woman, who was smiling
with ill-concealed exultation.
“I shall see the other
rooms,” he announced. The old woman did not appear to be surprised at his
impertinence.
“As you please,” she
said.
So, with the hobbling
creature, with her bandaged head, for a guide, he explored every room of the
house, which being identical with his own, he could do without fear of leaving
any apartment unentered. But no piano did he find!
“Explain,” roared Boyce
at length, turning upon the leering old hag beside him. “Explain! For surely I
heard music more beautiful than I can tell.”
“I know nothing,” she
said. “But it is true I once had a lodger who rented the front room, and that
he played upon the piano. I am poor at hearing, but he must have played well,
for all the neighbors used to come in front of the house to listen, and
sometimes they applauded him, and sometimes they were still. I could tell by
watching their hands. Sometimes little children came and danced. Other times
young men and women came and listened. But the young man died. The neighbors
were angry. They came to look at him and said he had starved to death. It was
no fault of mine. I sold his piano to pay his funeral expenses—and it took
every cent to pay for them too, I'd have you know. But since then, sometimes—still,
it must be nonsense, for I never heard it—folks say that he plays the piano in
my room. It has kept me out of the letting of it more than once. But the family
doesn't seem to mind—the family that lives here, you know. They will be back in
September. Yes.”
Boyce left her nodding
her thanks at what he had placed in her hand, and went home to write it all to
Babette—Babette who would laugh so merrily when she read it!
WHEN Tig Braddock came
to Nora Finnegan he was red-headed and freckled, and, truth to tell, he
remained with these features to the end of his life—a life prolonged by a
lucky, if somewhat improbable, incident, as you shall hear.
Tig had shuffled off his
parents as saurians, of some sorts, do their skins. During the temporary
absence from home of his mother, who was at the bridewell, and the more
extended vacation of his father, who, like Villon, loved the open road and the
life of it, Tig, who was not a well-domesticated animal, wandered away. The
humane society never heard of him, the neighbors did not miss him, and the law
took no cognizance of this detached citizen—this lost pleiad. Tig would have
sunk into that melancholy which is attendant upon hunger,—the only form of
despair which babyhood knows,—if he had not wandered across the path of Nora
Finnegan. Now Nora shone with steady brightness in her orbit, and no sooner had
Tig entered her atmosphere, than he was warmed and comforted. Hunger could not
live where Nora was. The basement room where she kept house was redolent with
savory smells; and in the stove in her front room—which was also her
bedroom—there was a bright fire glowing when fire was needed.
Nora went out washing
for a living. But she was not a poor washerwoman. Not at all. She was a
washerwoman triumphant. She had perfect health, an enormous frame, an abounding
enthusiasm for life, and a rich abundance of professional pride. She believed
herself to be the best washer of white clothes she had ever had the pleasure of
knowing, and the value placed upon her services, and her long connection with
certain families with large weekly washings, bore out this estimate of
herself—an estimate which she never endeavored to conceal.
Nora had buried two
husbands without being unduly depressed by the fact. The first husband had been
a disappointment, and Nora winked at Providence when an accident in a tunnel
carried him off—that is to say, carried the husband off. The second husband was
not so much of a disappointment as a surprise. He developed ability of a
literary order, and wrote songs which sold and made him a small fortune. Then
he ran away with another woman. The woman spent his fortune, drove him to
dissipation, and when he was dying he came back to Nora, who received him
cordially, attended him to the end, and cheered his last hours by singing his
own songs to him. Then she raised a headstone recounting his virtues, which
were quite numerous, and refraining from any reference to those peculiarities
which had caused him to be such a surprise.
Only one actual chagrin
had ever nibbled at the sound heart of Nora Finnegan—a cruel chagrin, with
long, white teeth, such as rodents have! She had never held a child to her
breast, nor laughed in its eyes; never bathed the pink form of a little son or
daughter; never felt a tugging of tiny hands at her voluminous calico skirts!
Nora had burnt many candles before the statue of the blessed Virgin without
remedying this deplorable condition. She had sent up unavailing prayers—she
had, at times, wept hot tears of longing and loneliness. Sometimes in her sleep
she dreamed that a wee form, warm and exquisitely soft, was pressed against her
firm body, and that a hand with tiniest pink nails crept within her bosom. But
as she reached out to snatch this delicious little creature closer, she woke to
realize a barren woman's grief, and turned herself in anguish on her lonely
pillow.
So when Tig came along,
accompanied by two curs, who had faithfully followed him from his home, and
when she learned the details of his story, she took him in, curs and all, and,
having bathed the three of them, made them part and parcel of her home. This
was after the demise of the second husband, and at a time when Nora felt that
she had done all a woman could be expected to do for Hymen.
Tig was a preposterous
baby. The curs were preposterous curs. Nora had always been afflicted with a
surplus amount of laughter—laughter which had difficulty in attaching itself to
anything, owing to the lack of the really comic in the surroundings of the
poor. But with a red-headed and freckled baby boy and two trick dogs in the
house, she found a good and sufficient excuse for her hilarity, and would have
torn the cave where echo lies with her mirth, had that cave not been at such an
immeasurable distance from the crowded neighborhood where she lived.
At the age of four Tig
went to free kindergarten; at the age of six he was in school, and made three
grades the first year and two the next. At fifteen he was graduated from the
high school and went to work as errand boy in a newspaper office, with the
fixed determination to make a journalist of himself.
Nora was a trifle
worried about his morals when she discovered his intellect, but as time went
on, and Tig showed no devotion for any woman save herself, and no consciousness
that there were such things as bad boys or saloons in the world, she began to
have confidence. All of his earnings were brought to her. Every holiday was
spent with her. He told her his secrets and his aspirations. He admitted that
he expected to become a great man, and, though he had not quite decided upon
the nature of his career,—saving, of course, the makeshift of journalism,—it
was not unlikely that he would elect to be a novelist like—well, probably like
Thackeray.
Hope, always a charming
creature, put on her most alluring smiles for Tig, and he made her his
mistress, and feasted on the light of her eyes. Moreover, he was chaperoned, so
to speak, by Nora Finnegan, who listened to every line Tig wrote, and made a
mighty applause, and filled him up with good Irish stew, many colored as the
coat of Joseph, and pungent with the inimitable perfume of “the rose of the
cellar.” Nora Finnegan understood the onion, and used it lovingly. She
perceived the difference between the use and abuse of this pleasant and obvious
friend of hungry man, and employed it with enthusiasm, but discretion. Thus it
came about that whoever ate of her dinners, found the meals of other cooks
strangely lacking in savor, and remembered with regret the soups and stews, the
broiled steaks, and stuffed chickens of the woman who appreciated the onion.
When Nora Finnegan came
home with a cold one day, she took it in such a jocular fashion that Tig felt
not the least concern about her, and when, two days later, she died of
pneumonia, he almost thought, at first, that it must be one of her jokes. She
had departed with decision, such as had characterized every act of her life,
and had made as little trouble for others as possible. When she was dead the
community had the opportunity of discovering the number of her friends.
Miserable children with faces which revealed two generations of hunger,
homeless boys with vicious countenances, miserable wrecks of humanity, women
with bloated faces, came to weep over Nora's bier, and to lay a flower there,
and to scuttle away, more abjectly lonely than even sin could make them. If the
cats and the dogs, the sparrows and horses to which she had shown kindness,
could also have attended her funeral, the procession would have been, from a
point of numbers, one of the most imposing the city had ever known. Tig used up
all their savings to bury her, and the next week, by some peculiar fatality, he
had a falling out with the night editor of his paper, and was discharged. This
sank deep into his sensitive soul, and he swore he would be an underling no
longer—which foolish resolution was directly traceable to his hair, the color
of which, it will be recollected, was red.
Not being an underling,
he was obliged to make himself into something else, and he recurred passionately
to his old idea of becoming a novelist. He settled down in Nora's basement
rooms, went to work on a battered type-writer, did his own cooking, and
occasionally pawned something to keep him in food. The environment was
calculated to further impress him with the idea of his genius.
A certain magazine
offered an alluring prize for a short story, and Tig wrote one, and rewrote it,
making alterations, revisions, annotations, and interlineations which would
have reflected credit upon Honoré; Balzac himself. Then he wrought all
together, with splendid brevity and dramatic force,—Tig's own words,—and mailed
the same. He was convinced he would get the prize. He was just as much
convinced of it as Nora Finnegan would have been if she had been with him.
So he went about doing
more fiction, taking no especial care of himself, and wrapt in rosy dreams,
which, not being warm enough for the weather, permitted him to come down with
rheumatic fever.
He lay alone in his room
and suffered such torments as the condemned and rheumatic know, depending on
one of Nora's former friends to come in twice a day and keep up the fire for
him. This friend was aged ten, and looked like a sparrow who had been in a
cyclone, but somewhere inside his bones was a wit which had spelled out devotion.
He found fuel for the cracked stove, somehow or other. He brought it in a dirty
sack which he carried on his back, and he kept warmth in Tig's miserable body.
Moreover, he found food of a sort—cold, horrible bits often, and Tig wept when
he saw them, remembering the meals Nora had served him.
Tig was getting better,
though he was conscious of a weak heart and a lamenting stomach, when, to his
amazement, the Sparrow ceased to visit him. Not for a moment did Tig suspect
desertion. He knew that only something in the nature of an act of Providence,
as the insurance companies would designate it, could keep the little bundle of
bones away from him. As the days went by, he became convinced of it, for no
Sparrow came, and no coal lay upon the hearth. The basement window fortunately
looked toward the south, and the pale April sunshine was beginning to make
itself felt, so that the temperature of the room was not unbearable. But Tig
languished; sank, sank, day by day, and was kept alive only by the conviction
that the letter announcing the award of the thousand-dollar prize would
presently come to him. One night he reached a place, where, for hunger and
dejection, his mind wandered, and he seemed to be complaining all night to Nora
of his woes. When the chill dawn came, with chittering of little birds on the
dirty pavement, and an agitation of the scrawny willow “pussies,” he was not
able to lift his hand to his head. The window before his sight was but “a
glimmering square.” He said to himself that the end must be at hand. Yet it was
cruel, cruel, with fame and fortune so near! If only he had some food, he might
summon strength to rally—just for a little while! Impossible that he should
die! And yet without food there was no choice.
Dreaming so of Nora's
dinners, thinking how one spoonful of a stew such as she often compounded would
now be his salvation, he became conscious of the presence of a strong perfume
in the room. It was so familiar that it seemed like a sub-consciousness, yet he
found no name for this friendly odor for a bewildered minute or two. Little by
little, however, it grew upon him, that it was the onion—that fragrant and
kindly bulb which had attained its apotheosis in the cuisine of Nora Finnegan
of sacred memory. He opened his languid eyes, to see if, mayhap, the plant had
not attained some more palpable materialization.
Behold, it was so!
Before him, in a brown earthen dish,—a most familiar dish,—was an onion, pearly
white, in placid seas of gravy, smoking and delectable. With unexpected
strength he raised himself, and reached for the dish, which floated before him
in a halo made by its own steam. It moved toward him, offered a spoon to his
hand, and as he ate he heard about the room the rustle of Nora Finnegan's
starched skirts, and now and then a faint, faint echo of her old-time
laugh—such an echo as one may find of the sea in the heart of a shell.
The noble bulb
disappeared little by little before his voracity, and in contentment greater
than virtue can give, he sank back upon his pillow and slept.
Two hours later the
postman knocked at the door, and receiving no answer, forced his way in. Tig,
half awake, saw him enter with no surprise. He felt no surprise when he put a
letter in his hand bearing the name of the magazine to which he had sent his short
story. He was not even surprised, when, tearing it open with suddenly alert
hands, he found within the check for the first prize—the check he had expected.
All that day, as the
April sunlight spread itself upon his floor, he felt his strength grow. Late in
the afternoon the Sparrow came back, paler, and more bony than ever, and sank,
breathing hard, upon the floor, with his sack of coal.
“I've been sick,” he
said, trying to smile. “Terrible sick, but I come as soon as I could.”
“Build up the fire,” cried
Tig, in a voice so strong it made the Sparrow start as if a stone had struck
him. “Build up the fire, and forget you are sick. For, by the shade of Nora
Finnegan, you shall be hungry no more!”
12.FROM THE LOOM OF THE DEAD
WHEN Urda Bjarnason
tells a tale all the men stop their talking to listen, for they know her to be
wise with the wisdom of the old people, and that she has more learning than can
be got even from the great schools at Reykjavik. She is especially prized by
them here in this new country where the Icelandmen are settled—this America, so
new in letters, where the people speak foolishly and write unthinking books. So
the men who know that it is given to the mothers of earth to be very wise, stop
their six part singing, or their jangles about the free-thinkers, and give
attentive ear when Urda Bjarnason lights her pipe and begins her tale.
She is very old. Her
daughters and sons are all dead, but her granddaughter, who is most
respectable, and the cousin of a physician, says that Urda is twenty-four and a
hundred, and there are others who say that she is older still. She watches all
that the Iceland people do in the new land; she knows about the building of the
five villages on the North Dakota plain, and of the founding of the churches
and the schools, and the tilling of the wheat farms. She notes with suspicion
the actions of the women who bring home webs of cloth from the store, instead
of spinning them as their mothers did before them; and she shakes her head at
the wives who run to the village grocery store every fortnight, imitating the
wasteful American women, who throw butter in the fire faster than it can be
turned from the churn.
She watches yet other
things. All winter long the white snows reach across the gently rolling plains
as far as the eye can behold. In the morning she sees them tinted pink at the
east; at noon she notes golden lights flashing across them; when the sky is
gray—which is not often—she notes that they grow as ashen as a face with the
death shadow on it. Sometimes they glitter with silver-like tips of ocean
waves. But at these things she looks only casually. It is when the blue shadows
dance on the snow that she leaves her corner behind the iron stove, and stands
before the window, resting her two hands on the stout bar of her cane, and
gazing out across the waste with eyes which age has restored after four decades
of decrepitude.
The young Icelandmen
say:
“Mother, it is the
clouds hurrying across the sky that make the dance of the shadows.”
“There are no clouds,”
she replies, and points to the jewel-like blue of the arching sky.
“It is the drifting
air,” explains Fridrik Halldersson, he who has been in the Northern seas. “As
the wind buffets the air, it looks blue against the white of the snow. 'Tis the
air that makes the dancing shadows.”
But Urda shakes her
head, and points with her dried finger, and those who stand beside her see
figures moving, and airy shapes, and contortions of strange things, such as are
seen in a beryl stone.
“But Urda Bjarnason,”
says Ingeborg Christianson, the pert young wife with the blue-eyed twins, “why
is it we see these things only when we stand beside you and you help us to the
sight?”
“Because,” says the
mother, with a steel-blue flash of her old eyes, “having eyes ye will not see!”
Then the men laugh. They like to hear Ingeborg worsted. For did she not jilt
two men from Gardar, and one from Mountain, and another from Winnipeg?
Not even Ingeborg can
deny that Mother Urda tells true things.
“To-day,” says Urda,
standing by the little window and watching the dance of the shadows, “a child
breathed thrice on a farm at the West, and then it died.”
The next week at the
church gathering, when all the sledges stopped at the house of Urda's
granddaughter, they said it was so—that John Christianson's wife Margaret never
heard the voice of her son, but that he breathed thrice in his nurse's arms and
died.
“Three sledges run over
the snow toward Milton,” says Urda; “all are laden with wheat, and in one is a
stranger. He has with him a strange engine, but its purpose I do not know.”
Six hours later the
drivers of three empty sledges stop at the house.
“We have been to Milton
with wheat,” they say, “and Christian Johnson here, carried a photographer from
St. Paul.”
Now it stands to reason
that the farmers like to amuse themselves through the silent and white winters.
And they prefer above all things to talk or to listen, as has been the fashion
of their race for a thousand years. Among all the story-tellers there is none
like Urda, for she is the daughter and the granddaughter and the
great-granddaughter of storytellers. It is given to her to talk, as it is given
to John Thorlaksson to sing—he who sings so as his sledge flies over the snow
at night, that the people come out in the bitter air from their doors to
listen, and the dogs put up their noses and howl, not liking music.
In the little cabin of
Peter Christianson, the husband of Urda's granddaughter, it sometimes happens
that twenty men will gather about the stove. They hang their bear-skin coats on
the wall, put their fur gauntlets underneath the stove, where they will keep
warm, and then stretch their stout, felt-covered legs to the wood fire. The
room is fetid; the coffee steams eternally on the stove; and from her chair in
the warmest corner Urda speaks out to the listening men, who shake their heads
with joy as they hear the pure old Icelandic flow in sweet rhythm from between
her lips. Among the many, many tales she tells is that of the dead weaver, and
she tells it in the simplest language in all the world—language so simple that
even great scholars could find no simpler, and the children crawling on the
floor can understand.
“Jon and Loa lived with
their father and mother far to the north of the Island of Fire, and when the
children looked from their windows they saw only wild scaurs and jagged lava
rocks, and a distant, deep gleam of the sea. They caught the shine of the sea
through an eye-shaped opening in the rocks, and all the long night of winter it
gleamed up at them, like the eye of a dead witch. But when it sparkled and
began to laugh, the children danced about the hut and sang, for they knew the
bright summer time was at hand. Then their father fished, and their mother was
gay. But it is true that even in the winter and the darkness they were happy,
for they made fishing nets and baskets and cloth together,—Jon and Loa and
their father and mother,—and the children were taught to read in the books, and
were told the sagas, and given instruction in the part singing.
“They did not know there
was such a thing as sorrow in the world, for no one had ever mentioned it to
them. But one day their mother died. Then they had to learn how to keep the
fire on the hearth, and to smoke the fish, and make the black coffee. And also
they had to learn how to live when there is sorrow at the heart.
“They wept together at
night for lack of their mother's kisses, and in the morning they were loath to
rise because they could not see her face. The dead cold eye of the sea watching
them from among the lava rocks made them afraid, so they hung a shawl over the
window to keep it out. And the house, try as they would, did not look clean and
cheerful as it had used to do when their mother sang and worked about it.
“One day, when a mist
rested over the eye of the sea, like that which one beholds on the eyes of the
blind, a greater sorrow came to them, for a stepmother crossed the threshold.
She looked at Jon and Loa, and made complaint to their father that they were
still very small and not likely to be of much use. After that they had to rise
earlier than ever, and to work as only those who have their growth should work,
till their hearts cracked for weariness and shame. They had not much to eat,
for their stepmother said she would trust to the gratitude of no other woman's
child, and that she believed in laying up against old age. So she put the few
coins that came to the house in a strong box, and bought little food. Neither
did she buy the children clothes, though those which their dear mother had made
for them were so worn that the warp stood apart from the woof, and there were
holes at the elbows and little warmth to be found in them anywhere.
“Moreover, the quilts on
their beds were too short for their growing length, so that at night either
their purple feet or their thin shoulders were uncovered, and they wept for the
cold, and in the morning, when they crept into the larger room to build the
fire, they were so stiff they could not stand straight, and there was pain at
their joints.
“The wife scolded all
the time, and her brow was like a storm sweeping down from the Northwest. There
was no peace to be had in the house. The children might not repeat to each
other the sagas their mother had taught them, nor try their part singing, nor
make little doll cradles of rushes. Always they had to work, always they were
scolded, always their clothes grew thinner.
“'Stepmother,' cried Loa
one day,—she whom her mother had called the little bird,—'we are a-cold because
of our rags. Our mother would have woven blue cloth for us and made it into
garments.'
“'Your mother is where
she will weave no cloth!' said the stepmother, and she laughed many times.
“All in the cold and
still of that night, the stepmother wakened, and she knew not why. She sat up
in her bed, and knew not why. She knew not why, and she looked into the room,
and there, by the light of a burning fish's tail—'twas such a light the folk
used in those days—was a woman, weaving. She had no loom, and shuttle she had
none. All with her hands she wove a wondrous cloth. Stooping and bending,
rising and swaying with motions beautiful as those the Northern Lights make in
a midwinter sky, she wove a cloth. The warp was blue and mystical to see, the
woof was white, and shone with its whiteness, so that of all the webs the
stepmother had ever seen, she had seen none like to this.
“Yet the sight delighted
her not, for beyond the drifting web, and beyond the weaver she saw the room
and furniture—aye, saw them through the body of the weaver and the drifting of
the cloth. Then she knew—as the haunted are made to know—that 'twas the mother
of the children come to show her she could still weave cloth. The heart of the
stepmother was cold as ice, yet she could not move to waken her husband at her
side, for her hands were as fixed as if they were crossed on her dead breast.
The voice in her was silent, and her tongue stood to the roof of her mouth.
“After a time the wraith
of the dead mother moved toward her—the wraith of the weaver moved her way—and
round and about her body was wound the shining cloth. Wherever it touched the
body of the stepmother, it was as hateful to her as the touch of a monster out
of sea-slime, so that her flesh crept away from it, and her senses swooned.
“In the early morning
she awoke to the voices of the children, whispering in the inner room as they
dressed with half-frozen fingers. Still about her was the hateful, beautiful
web, filling her soul with loathing and with fear. She thought she saw the task
set for her, and when the children crept in to light the fire—very purple and
thin were their little bodies, and the rags hung from them—she arose and held
out the shining cloth, and cried:
“'Here is the web your
mother wove for you. I will make it into garments!' But even as she spoke the
cloth faded and fell into nothingness, and the children cried:
“'Stepmother, you have
the fever!'
“And then:
“'Stepmother, what makes
the strange light in the room?'
“That day the stepmother
was too weak to rise from her bed, and the children thought she must be going
to die, for she did not scold as they cleared the house and braided their
baskets, and she did not frown at them, but looked at them with wistful eyes.
“By fall of night she
was as weary as if she had wept all the day, and so she slept. But again she
was awakened and knew not why. And again she sat up in her bed and knew not
why. And again, not knowing why, she looked and saw a woman weaving cloth. All
that had happened the night before happened this night. Then, when the morning
came, and the children crept in shivering from their beds, she arose and
dressed herself, and from her strong box she took coins, and bade her husband
go with her to the town.
“So that night a web of
cloth, woven by one of the best weavers in all Iceland, was in the house; and
on the beds of the children were blankets of lamb's wool, soft to the touch and
fair to the eye. After that the children slept warm and were at peace; for now,
when they told the sagas their mother had taught them, or tried their part
songs as they sat together on their bench, the stepmother was silent. For she
feared to chide, lest she should wake at night, not knowing why, and see the
mother's wraith.”
13.A GRAMMATICAL GHOST
THERE was only one
possible objection to the drawing-room, and that was the occasional presence of
Miss Carew; and only one possible objection to Miss Carew. And that was, that
she was dead.
She had been dead twenty
years, as a matter of fact and record, and to the last of her life sacredly
preserved the treasures and traditions of her family, a family bound up—as it
is quite unnecessary to explain to any one in good society—with all that is
most venerable and heroic in the history of the Republic. Miss Carew never
relaxed the proverbial hospitality of her house, even when she remained its
sole representative. She continued to preside at her table with dignity and
state, and to set an example of excessive modesty and gentle decorum to a
generation of restless young women.
It is not likely that
having lived a life of such irreproachable gentility as this, Miss Carew would
have the bad taste to die in any way not pleasant to mention in fastidious
society. She could be trusted to the last, not to outrage those friends who
quoted her as an exemplar of propriety. She died very unobtrusively of an
affection of the heart, one June morning, while trimming her rose trellis, and
her lavender-colored print was not even rumpled when she fell, nor were more
than the tips of her little bronze slippers visible.
“Isn't it dreadful,”
said the Philadelphians, “that the property should go to a very, very distant
cousin in Iowa or somewhere else on the frontier, about whom nobody knows
anything at all?”
The Carew treasures were
packed in boxes and sent away into the Iowa wilderness; the Carew traditions
were preserved by the Historical Society; the Carew property, standing in one
of the most umbrageous and aristocratic suburbs of Philadelphia, was rented to
all manner of folk—anybody who had money enough to pay the rental—and society
entered its doors no more.
But at last, after twenty
years, and when all save the oldest Philadelphians had forgotten Miss Lydia
Carew, the very, very distant cousin appeared. He was quite in the prime of
life, and so agreeable and unassuming that nothing could be urged against him
save his patronymic, which, being Boggs, did not commend itself to the
euphemists. With him were two maiden sisters, ladies of excellent taste and
manners, who restored the Carew china to its ancient cabinets, and replaced the
Carew pictures upon the walls, with additions not out of keeping with the
elegance of these heirlooms. Society, with a magnanimity almost dramatic,
overlooked the name of Boggs—and called.
All was well. At least,
to an outsider all seemed to be well. But, in truth, there was a certain
distress in the old mansion, and in the hearts of the well-behaved Misses
Boggs. It came about most unexpectedly. The sisters had been sitting upstairs,
looking out at the beautiful grounds of the old place, and marvelling at the
violets, which lifted their heads from every possible cranny about the house,
and talking over the cordiality which they had been receiving by those upon
whom they had no claim, and they were filled with amiable satisfaction. Life
looked attractive. They had often been grateful to Miss Lydia Carew for leaving
their brother her fortune. Now they felt even more grateful to her. She had
left them a Social Position—one, which even after twenty years of desuetude,
was fit for use.
They descended the
stairs together, with arms clasped about each other's waists, and as they did
so presented a placid and pleasing sight. They entered their drawing-room with
the intention of brewing a cup of tea, and drinking it in calm sociability in
the twilight. But as they entered the room they became aware of the presence of
a lady, who was already seated at their tea-table, regarding their old
Wedgewood with the air of a connoisseur.
There were a number of
peculiarities about this intruder. To begin with, she was hatless, quite as if
she were a habitué; of the house, and was costumed in a prim lilac-colored lawn
of the style of two decades past. But a greater peculiarity was the resemblance
this lady bore to a faded daguerrotype. If looked at one way, she was perfectly
discernible; if looked at another, she went out in a sort of blur.
Notwithstanding this comparative invisibility, she exhaled a delicate perfume
of sweet lavender, very pleasing to the nostrils of the Misses Boggs, who stood
looking at her in gentle and unprotesting surprise.
“I beg your pardon,”
began Miss Prudence, the younger of the Misses Boggs, “but—”
But at this moment the
Daguerrotype became a blur, and Miss Prudence found herself addressing space.
The Misses Boggs were irritated. They had never encountered any mysteries in
Iowa. They began an impatient search behind doors and portières, and even under
sofas, though it was quite absurd to suppose that a lady recognizing the merits
of the Carew Wedgewood would so far forget herself as to crawl under a sofa.
When they had given up
all hope of discovering the intruder, they saw her standing at the far end of
the drawing-room critically examining a water-color marine. The elder Miss
Boggs started toward her with stern decision, but the little Daguerrotype
turned with a shadowy smile, became a blur and an imperceptibility.
Miss Boggs looked at
Miss Prudence Boggs.
“If there were ghosts,”
she said, “this would be one.”
“If there were ghosts,”
said Miss Prudence Boggs, “this would be the ghost of Lydia Carew.”
The twilight was
settling into blackness, and Miss Boggs nervously lit the gas while Miss
Prudence ran for other tea-cups, preferring, for reasons superfluous to
mention, not to drink out of the Carew china that evening.
The next day, on taking
up her embroidery frame, Miss Boggs found a number of oldfashioned cross-stitches
added to her Kensington. Prudence, she knew, would never have degraded herself
by taking a cross-stitch, and the parlor-maid was above taking such a liberty.
Miss Boggs mentioned the incident that night at a dinner given by an ancient
friend of the Carews.
“Oh, that's the work of
Lydia Carew, without a doubt!” cried the hostess. “She visits every new family
that moves to the house, but she never remains more than a week or two with any
one.”
“It must be that she
disapproves of them,” suggested Miss Boggs.
“I think that's it,”
said the hostess. “She doesn't like their china, or their fiction.”
“I hope she'll
disapprove of us,” added Miss Prudence.
The hostess belonged to
a very old Philadelphian family, and she shook her head.
“I should say it was a
compliment for even the ghost of Miss Lydia Carew to approve of one,” she said
severely.
The next morning, when
the sisters entered their drawing-room there were numerous evidences of an
occupant during their absence. The sofa pillows had been rearranged so that the
effect of their grouping was less bizarre than that favored by the Western
women; a horrid little Buddhist idol with its eyes fixed on its abdomen, had
been chastely hidden behind a Dresden shepherdess, as unfit for the scrutiny of
polite eyes; and on the table where Miss Prudence did work in water colors,
after the fashion of the impressionists, lay a prim and impossible composition
representing a moss-rose and a number of heartsease, colored with that caution
which modest spinster artists instinctively exercise.
“Oh, there's no doubt
it's the work of Miss Lydia Carew,” said Miss Prudence, contemptuously.
“There's no mistaking the drawing of that rigid little rose. Don't you remember
those wreaths and bouquets framed, among the pictures we got when the Carew
pictures were sent to us? I gave some of them to an orphan asylum and burned up
the rest.”
“Hush!” cried Miss
Boggs, involuntarily. “If she heard you, it would hurt her feelings terribly.
Of course, I mean—” and she blushed. “It might hurt her feelings—but how
perfectly ridiculous! It's impossible!”
Miss Prudence held up
the sketch of the moss-rose.
“THAT may be impossible
in an artistic sense, but it is a palpable thing.”
“Bosh!” cried Miss
Boggs.
“But,” protested Miss
Prudence, “how do you explain it?”
“I don't,” said Miss
Boggs, and left the room.
That evening the sisters
made a point of being in the drawing-room before the dusk came on, and of
lighting the gas at the first hint of twilight. They didn't believe in Miss
Lydia Carew—but still they meant to be beforehand with her. They talked with
unwonted vivacity and in a louder tone than was their custom. But as they drank
their tea even their utmost verbosity could not make them oblivious to the fact
that the perfume of sweet lavender was stealing insidiously through the room.
They tacitly refused to recognize this odor and all that it indicated, when
suddenly, with a sharp crash, one of the old Carew tea-cups fell from the
tea-table to the floor and was broken. The disaster was followed by what
sounded like a sigh of pain and dismay.
“I didn't suppose Miss
Lydia Carew would ever be as awkward as that,” cried the younger Miss Boggs,
petulantly.
“Prudence,” said her
sister with a stern accent, “please try not to be a fool. You brushed the cup
off with the sleeve of your dress.”
“Your theory wouldn't be
so bad,” said Miss Prudence, half laughing and half crying, “if there were any
sleeves to my dress, but, as you see, there aren't,” and then Miss Prudence had
something as near hysterics as a healthy young woman from the West can have.
“I wouldn't think such a
perfect lady as Lydia Carew,” she ejaculated between her sobs, “would make
herself so disagreeable! You may talk about good-breeding all you please, but I
call such intrusion exceedingly bad taste. I have a horrible idea that she
likes us and means to stay with us. She left those other people because she did
not approve of their habits or their grammar. It would be just our luck to
please her.”
“Well, I like your
egotism,” said Miss Boggs.
However, the view Miss
Prudence took of the case appeared to be the right one. Time went by and Miss
Lydia Carew still remained. When the ladies entered their drawing-room they
would see the little lady-like Daguerrotype revolving itself into a blur before
one of the family portraits. Or they noticed that the yellow sofa cushion,
toward which she appeared to feel a peculiar antipathy, had been dropped behind
the sofa upon the floor, or that one of Jane Austen's novels, which none of the
family ever read, had been removed from the book shelves and left open upon the
table.
“I cannot become
reconciled to it,” complained Miss Boggs to Miss Prudence. “I wish we had
remained in Iowa where we belong. Of course I don't believe in the thing! No
sensible person would. But still I cannot become reconciled.”
But their liberation was
to come, and in a most unexpected manner.
A relative by marriage
visited them from the West. He was a friendly man and had much to say, so he
talked all through dinner, and afterward followed the ladies to the
drawing-room to finish his gossip. The gas in the room was turned very low, and
as they entered Miss Prudence caught sight of Miss Carew, in company attire,
sitting in upright propriety in a stiff-backed chair at the extremity of the apartment.
Miss Prudence had a
sudden idea.
“We will not turn up the
gas,” she said, with an emphasis intended to convey private information to her
sister. “It will be more agreeable to sit here and talk in this soft light.”
Neither her brother nor
the man from the West made any objection. Miss Boggs and Miss Prudence,
clasping each other's hands, divided their attention between their corporeal
and their incorporeal guests. Miss Boggs was confident that her sister had an
idea, and was willing to await its development. As the guest from Iowa spoke,
Miss Carew bent a politely attentive ear to what he said.
“Ever since Richards
took sick that time,” he said briskly, “it seemed like he shed all
responsibility.” (The Misses Boggs saw the Daguerrotype put up her shadowy head
with a movement of doubt and apprehension.) “The fact of the matter was,
Richards didn't seem to scarcely get on the way he might have been expected
to.” (At this conscienceless split to the infinitive and misplacing of the
preposition, Miss Carew arose trembling perceptibly.) “I saw it wasn't no use
for him to count on a quick recovery—”
The Misses Boggs lost
the rest of the sentence, for at the utterance of the double negative Miss
Lydia Carew had flashed out, not in a blur, but with mortal haste, as when life
goes out at a pistol shot!
The man from the West
wondered why Miss Prudence should have cried at so pathetic a part of his
story:
“Thank Goodness!”
And their brother was
amazed to see Miss Boggs kiss Miss Prudence with passion and energy.
It was the end. Miss Carew returned no more.
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