THE HOUSE OF COBWEBS AND OTHER
STORIES
BY GEORGE GISSING
1906
CONTENTS
1.THE HOUSE OF COBWEBS
2.A CAPITALIST
3.CHRISTOPHERSON
4.HUMPLEBEE
5.THE SCRUPULOUS FATHER
6.A POOR GENTLEMAN
7.MISS RODNEY'S LEISURE
8.A CHARMING FAMILY
9.A DAUGHTER OF THE LODGE
10.THE RIDING-WHIP
11.FATE AND THE APOTHECARY
12.TOPHAM'S CHANCE
13.A LODGER IN MAZE POND
14.THE SALT OF THE EARTH
15.THE PIG AND WHISTLE
1.THE HOUSE OF COBWEBS
It was five o'clock on a June morning. The dirty-buff blind of the
lodging-house bedroom shone like cloth of gold as the sun's unclouded rays
poured through it, transforming all they illumined, so that things poor and
mean seemed to share in the triumphant glory of new-born day. In the bed lay a
young man who had already been awake for an hour. He kept stirring uneasily,
but with no intention of trying to sleep again. His eyes followed the slow
movement of the sunshine on the wall-paper, and noted, as they never had done
before, the details of the flower pattern, which represented no flower
wherewith botanists are acquainted, yet, in this summer light, turned the
thoughts to garden and field and hedgerow. The young man had a troubled mind,
and his thoughts ran thus:—
'I must have three months at
least, and how am I to live?… Fifteen shillings a week—not quite that, if I
spread my money out. Can one live on fifteen shillings a week—rent, food,
washing?… I shall have to leave these lodgings at once. They're not luxurious,
but I can't live here under twenty-five, that's clear…. Three months to finish
my book. It's good; I'm hanged if it isn't! This time I shall find a publisher.
All I have to do is to stick at my work and keep my mind easy…. Lucky that it's
summer; I don't need fires. Any corner would do for me where I can be quiet and
see the sun…. Wonder whether some cottager in Surrey would house and feed me
for fifteen shillings a week?… No use lying here. Better get up and see how
things look after an hour's walk.'
So the young man arose and
clad himself, and went out into the shining street. His name was Goldthorpe.
His years were not yet three-and-twenty. Since the age of legal independence he
had been living alone in London, solitary and poor, very proud of a
wholehearted devotion to the career of authorship. As soon as he slipped out of
the stuffy house, the live air, perfumed with freshness from meadows and hills
afar, made his blood pulse joyously. He was at the age of hope, and something
within him, which did not represent mere youthful illusion, supported his
courage in the face of calculations such as would have damped sober experience.
With boyish step, so light and springy that it seemed anxious to run and leap,
he took his way through a suburb south of Thames, and pushed on towards the
first rising of the Surrey hills. And as he walked resolve strengthened itself
in his heart. Somehow or other he would live independently through the next
three months. If the worst came to the worst, he could earn bread as clerk or
labourer, but as long as his money lasted he would pursue his purpose, and that
alone. He sang to himself in this gallant determination, happy as if some one
had left him a fortune.
In an ascending road, quiet
and tree-shadowed, where the dwellings on either side were for the most part
old and small, though here and there a brand-new edifice on a larger scale
showed that the neighbourhood was undergoing change such as in our time
destroys the picturesque in all London suburbs, the cheery dreamer chanced to
turn his eyes upon a spot of desolation which aroused his curiosity and set his
fancy at work. Before him stood three deserted houses, a little row once
tenanted by middle-class folk, but now for some time unoccupied and unrepaired.
They were of brick, but the fronts had a stucco facing cut into imitation of
ashlar, and weathered to the sombrest grey. The windows of the ground floor and
of that above, and the fanlights above the doors, were boarded up, a guard
against unlicensed intrusion; the top story had not been thought to stand in
need of this protection, and a few panes were broken. On these dead frontages
could be traced the marks of climbing plants, which once hung their leaves
about each doorway; dry fragments of the old stem still adhered to the stucco.
What had been the narrow strip of fore-garden, railed from the pavement, was now
a little wilderness of coarse grass, docks, nettles, and degenerate shrubs. The
paint on the doors had lost all colour, and much of it was blistered off; the
three knockers had disappeared, leaving indications of rough removal, as
if—which was probably the case—they had fallen a prey to marauders. Standing
full in the brilliant sunshine, this spectacle of abandonment seemed sadder,
yet less ugly, than it would have looked under a gloomy sky. Goldthorpe began
to weave stories about its musty squalor. He crossed the road to make a nearer
inspection; and as he stood gazing at the dishonoured thresholds, at the
stained and cracked boarding of the blind windows, at the rusty paling and the
broken gates, there sounded from somewhere near a thin, shaky strain of music,
the notes of a concertina played with uncertain hand. The sound seemed to come
from within the houses, yet how could that be? Assuredly no one lived under
these crazy roofs. The musician was playing 'Home, Sweet Home,' and as
Goldthorpe listened it seemed to him that the sound was not stationary. Indeed,
it moved; it became more distant, then again the notes sounded more distinctly,
and now as if the player were in the open air. Perhaps he was at the back of
the houses?
On either side ran a narrow passage,
which parted the spot of desolation from inhabited dwellings. Exploring one of
these, Goldthorpe found that there lay in the rear a tract of gardens. Each of
the three lifeless houses had its garden of about twenty yards long. The
bordering wall along the passage allowed a man of average height to peer over
it, and Goldthorpe searched with curious eye the piece of ground which was
nearest to him. Many a year must have gone by since any gardening was done
here. Once upon a time the useful and ornamental had both been represented in
this modest space; now, flowers and vegetables, such of them as survived in the
struggle for existence, mingled together, and all alike were threatened by a
wild, rank growth of grasses and weeds, which had obliterated the beds, hidden
the paths, and made of the whole garden plot a green jungle. But Goldthorpe
gave only a glance at this still life; his interest was engrossed by a human
figure, seated on a campstool near the back wall of the house, and holding a
concertina, whence, at this moment, in slow, melancholy strain, 'Home, Sweet
Home' began to wheeze forth. The player was a middle-aged man, dressed like a
decent clerk or shopkeeper, his head shaded with an old straw hat rather too
large for him, and on his feet—one of which swung as he sat with legs crossed—a
pair of still more ancient slippers, also too large. With head aside, and eyes
looking upward, he seemed to listen in a mild ecstasy to the notes of his
instrument. He had a round face of much simplicity and good-nature,
semicircular eyebrows, pursed little mouth with abortive moustache, and short
thin beard fringing the chinless lower jaw. Having observed this unimposing
person for a minute or two, himself unseen, Goldthorpe surveyed the rear of the
building, anxious to discover any sign of its still serving as human
habitation; but nothing spoke of tenancy. The windows on this side were not
boarded, and only a few panes were broken; but the chief point of contrast with
the desolate front was made by a Virginia creeper, which grew luxuriantly up to
the eaves, hiding every sign of decay save those dim, dusty apertures which
seemed to deny all possibility of life within. And yet, on looking steadily,
did he not discern something at one of the windows on the top story—something
like a curtain or a blind? And had not that same window the appearance of
having been more recently cleaned than the others? He could not be sure;
perhaps he only fancied these things. With neck aching from the strained
position in which he had made his survey over the wall, the young man turned
away. In the same moment 'Home, Sweet Home' came to an end, and, but for the
cry of a milkman, the early-morning silence was undisturbed.
Goldthorpe pursued his walk,
thinking of what he had seen, and wondering what it all meant. On his way back
he made a point of again passing the deserted houses, and again he peered over
the wall of the passage. The man was still there, but no longer seated with the
concertina; wearing a round felt hat instead of the straw, he stood almost
knee-deep in vegetation, and appeared to be examining the various growths about
him. Presently he moved forward, and, with head still bent, approached the
lower end of the garden, where, in a wall higher than that over which Goldthorpe
made his espial, there was a wooden door. This the man opened with a key, and,
having passed out, could be heard to turn a lock behind him. A minute more, and
this short, respectable figure came into sight at the end of the passage.
Goldthorpe could not resist the opportunity thus offered. Affecting to turn a
look of interest towards the nearest roof, he waited until the stranger was
about to pass him, then, with civil greeting, ventured upon a question.
'Can you tell me how these
houses come to be in this neglected state?'
The stranger smiled; a soft,
modest, deferential smile such as became his countenance, and spoke in a
corresponding voice, which had a vaguely provincial accent.
'No wonder it surprises you,
sir. I should be surprised myself. It comes of quarrels and lawsuits.'
'So I supposed. Do you know
who the property belongs to?'
'Well, yes, sir. The fact
is—it belongs to me.'
The avowal was made
apologetically, and yet with a certain timid pride. Goldthorpe exhibited all
the interest he felt. An idea had suddenly sprung up in his mind; he met the
stranger's look, and spoke with the easy good-humour natural to him.
'It seems a great pity that
houses should be standing empty like that. Are they quite uninhabitable?
Couldn't one camp here during this fine summer weather? To tell you the truth,
I'm looking for a room—as cheap a room as I can get. Could you let me one for
the next three months?'
The stranger was astonished.
He regarded the young man with an uneasy smile.
'You are joking, sir.'
'Not a bit of it. Is the
thing quite impossible? Are all the rooms in too bad a state?'
'I won't say that,'
replied the other cautiously, still eyeing his interlocutor with surprised
glances. 'The upper rooms are really not so bad—that is to say, from a humble
point of view. I—I have been looking at them just now. You really mean, sir—?'
'I'm quite in earnest, I
assure you,' cried Goldthorpe cheerily. 'You see I'm tolerably well dressed
still, but I've precious little money, and I want to eke out the little I've
got for about three months. I'm writing a book. I think I shall manage to sell
it when it's done, but it'll take me about three months yet. I don't care what
sort of place I live in, so long as it's quiet. Couldn't we come to terms?'
The listener's visage seemed
to grow rounder in progressive astonishment; his eyes declared an emotion akin
to awe; his little mouth shaped itself as if about to whistle.
'A book, sir? You are
writing a book? You are a literary man?'
'Well, a beginner. I have
poverty on my side, you see.'
'Why, it's like Dr.
Johnson!' cried the other, his face glowing with interest. 'It's like
Chatterton!—though I'm sure I hope you won't end like him, sir. It's like
Goldsmith!—indeed it is!'
'I've got half Oliver's
name, at all events,' laughed the young man. 'Mine is Goldthorpe.'
'You don't say so, sir! What
a strange coincidence! Mine, sir, is Spicer. I—I don't know whether you'd care
to come into my garden? We might talk there—'
In a minute or two they were
standing amid the green jungle, which Goldthorpe viewed with delight. He
declared it the most picturesque garden he had ever seen.
'Why, there are potatoes
growing there. And what are those things? Jerusalem artichokes? And look at
that magnificent thistle; I never saw a finer thistle in my life! And
poppies—and marigolds—and broad-beans—and isn't that lettuce?'
Mr. Spicer was red with
gratification.
'I feel that something might
be done with the garden, sir,' he said. 'The fact is, sir, I've only lately
come into this property, and I'm sorry to say it'll only be mine for a little
more than a year—a year from next midsummer day, sir. There's the explanation
of what you see. It's leasehold property, and the lease is just coming to its
end. Five years ago, sir, an uncle of mine inherited the property from his
brother. The houses were then in a very bad state, and only one of them let,
and there had been lawsuits going on for a long time between the leaseholder
and the ground-landlord—I can't quite understand these matters, they're not at
all in my line, sir; but at all events there were quarrels and lawsuits, and
I'm told one of the tenants was somehow mixed up in it. The fact is, my uncle
wasn't a very well-to-do man, and perhaps he didn't feel able to repair the
houses, especially as the lease was drawing to its end. Would you like to go in
and have a look round?'
They entered by the back
door, which admitted them to a little wash-house. The window was over-spun with
cobwebs, thick, hoary; each corner of the ceiling was cobweb-packed; long,
dusty filaments depended along the walls. Notwithstanding, Goldthorpe noticed
that the house had a water-supply; the sink was wet, the tap above it looked
new. This confirmed a suspicion in his mind, but he made no remark. They passed
into the kitchen. Here again the work of the spider showed thick on every hand.
The window, however, though uncleaned for years, had recently been opened; one
knew that by the torn and ragged condition of the webs where the sashes joined.
And lo! on the window-sill stood a plate, a cup and saucer, a knife, a fork, a
spoon—all of them manifestly new-washed. Goldthorpe affected not to see these
objects; he averted his face to hide an involuntary smile.
'I must light a candle,'
said Mr. Spicer. 'The staircase is quite dark.'
A candle stood ready, with a
box of matches, on the rusty cooking-stove. No fire had burned in the grate for
many a long day; of that the visitor assured himself. Save the objects on the
window-sill, no evidence of human occupation was discoverable. Having struck a
light, Mr. Spicer advanced. In the front passage, on the stairs, on the
landing, every angle and every projection had its drapery of cobwebs. The
stuffy, musty air smelt of cobwebs; so, at all events, did Goldthorpe explain
to himself a peculiar odour which he seemed never to have smelt. It was the
same in the two rooms on the first floor. Through the boarded windows of that
in front penetrated a few thin rays from the golden sky; they gleamed upon dust
and web, on faded, torn wall-paper and a fireplace in ruins.
'I shouldn't recommend you
to take either of these rooms,' said Mr. Spicer, looking
nervously at his companion. 'They really can't be called attractive.'
'Those on the top are
healthier, no doubt,' was the young man's reply. 'I noticed that some of the
window-glass is broken. That must have been good for airing.'
Mr. Spicer grew more and
more nervous. He opened his little round mouth, very much like a fish gasping,
but seemed unable to speak. Silently he led the way to the top story, still
amid cobwebs; the atmosphere was certainly purer up here, and when they entered
the first room they found themselves all at once in such a flood of glorious
sunshine that Goldthorpe shouted with delight.
'Ah, I could live here!
Would it cost much to have panes put in? An old woman with a broom would do the
rest.' He added in a moment, 'But the back windows are not broken, I think?'
'No—I think not—I—no—'
Mr. Spicer gasped and
stammered. He stood holding the candle (its light invisible) so that the grease
dripped steadily on his trousers.
'Let's have a look at the
other,' cried Goldthorpe. 'It gets the afternoon sun, no doubt. And one would
have a view of the garden.'
'Stop, sir!' broke from his
companion, who was red and perspiring. 'There's something I should like to tell
you before you go into that room. I—it—the fact is, sir, that—temporarily—I am
occupying it myself.'
'Oh, I beg your pardon, Mr.
Spicer!'
'Not at all, sir! Don't
mention it, sir. I have a reason—it seemed to me—I've merely put in a bed and a
table, sir, that's all—a temporary arrangement.'
'Yes, yes; I quite
understand. What could be more sensible? If the house were mine, I should do
the same. What's the good of owning a house, and making no use of it?'
Great was Mr. Spicer's
satisfaction.
'See what it is, sir,' he
exclaimed, 'to have to do with a literary man! You are large-minded, sir; you
see things from an intellectual point of view. I can't tell you how it
gratifies me, sir, to have made your acquaintance. Let us go into the back
room.'
With nervous boldness he
threw the door open. Goldthorpe, advancing respectfully, saw that Mr. Spicer
had not exaggerated the simplicity of his arrangements. In a certain measure
the room had been cleaned, but along the angle of walls and ceiling there still
clung a good many cobwebs, and the state of the paper was deplorable. A blind
hung at the window, but the floor had no carpet. In one corner stood a little
camp bed, neatly made for the day; a table and a chair, of the cheapest
species, occupied the middle of the floor, and on the hearth was an oil
cooking-stove.
'It's wonderful how little
one really wants,' remarked Mr. Spicer, 'at all events in weather such as this.
I find that I get along here very well indeed. The only expense I had was for
the water-supply. And really, sir, when one comes to think of it, the situation
is pleasant. If one doesn't mind loneliness—and it happens that I don't. I have
my books, sir—'
He opened the door of a
cupboard containing several shelves. The first thing Goldthorpe's eye fell upon
was the concertina; he saw also sundry articles of clothing, neatly disposed, a
little crockery, and, ranged on the two top shelves, some thirty volumes, all
of venerable aspect.
'Literature, sir,' pursued
Mr. Spicer modestly, 'has always been my comfort. I haven't had very much time
for reading, but my motto, sir, has been nulla dies sine linea.'
It appeared from his
pronunciation that Mr. Spicer was no classical scholar, but he uttered the
Latin words with infinite gusto, and timidly watched their effect upon the
listener.
'This is delightful,' cried
Mr. Goldthorpe. 'Will you let me have the front room? I could work here
splendidly—splendidly! What rent do you ask, Mr. Spicer?'
'Why really, sir, to tell
you the truth I don't know what to say. Of course the windows must be seen to.
The fact is, sir, if you felt disposed to do that at your own expense, and—and
to have the room cleaned, and—and, let us say, to bear half the water-rate
whilst you are here, why, really, I hardly feel justified in asking anything more.'
It was Goldthorpe's turn to
be embarrassed, for, little as he was prepared to pay, he did not like to
accept a stranger's generosity. They discussed the matter in detail, with the
result that for the arrangement which Mr. Spicer had proposed there was
substituted a weekly rent of two shillings, the lease extending over a period
of three months. Goldthorpe was to live quite independently, asking nothing in
the way of domestic service; moreover, he was requested to introduce no other
person to the house, even as casual visitor. These conditions Mr. Spicer set
forth, in a commercial hand, on a sheet of notepaper, and the agreement was
solemnly signed by both contracting parties.
On the way home to breakfast
Goldthorpe reviewed his position now that he had taken this decisive step. It
was plain that he must furnish his room with the articles which Mr. Spicer
found indispensable, and this outlay, be as economical as he might, would tell
upon the little capital which was to support him for three months. Indeed, when
all had been done, and he found himself, four days later, dwelling on the top
story of the house of cobwebs, a simple computation informed him that his total
expenditure, after payment of rent, must not exceed fifteenpence a day. What
matter? He was in the highest spirits, full of energy and hope. His landlord
had been kind and helpful in all sorts of ways, helping him to clean the room,
to remove his property from the old lodgings, to make purchases at the lowest
possible rate, to establish himself as comfortably as circumstances permitted.
And when, on the first morning of his tenancy, he was awakened by a brilliant
sun, the young man had a sensation of comfort and satisfaction quite new in his
experience; for he was really at home; the bed he slept on, the table he ate at
and wrote upon, were his own possessions; he thought with pity of his
lodging-house life, and felt a joyous assurance that here he would do better
work than ever before.
In less than a week Mr.
Spicer and he were so friendly that they began to eat together, taking it in
turns to prepare the meal. Now and then they walked in company, and every
evening they sat smoking (very cheap tobacco) in the wild garden. Little by
little Mr. Spicer revealed the facts of his history. He had begun life, in a
midland town, as a chemist's errand-boy, and by steady perseverance, with a
little pecuniary help from relatives, had at length risen to the position of
chemist's assistant. For five-and-twenty years he practised such rigid economy
that, having no one but himself to provide for, he began to foresee a
possibility of passing his old age elsewhere than in the workhouse. Then befell
the death of his uncle, which was to have important consequences for him. Mr.
Spicer told the story of this exciting moment late one evening, when, kept
indoors by rain, the companions sat together upstairs, one on each side of the
rusty and empty fireplace.
'All my life, Mr.
Goldthorpe, I've thought what a delightful thing it must be to have a house of
one's own. I mean, really of one's own; not only a rented house, but one in
which you could live and die, feeling that no one had a right to turn you out.
Often and often I've dreamt of it, and tried to imagine what the feeling would
be like. Not a large, fine house—oh dear, no! I didn't care how small it might
be; indeed, the smaller the better for a man of my sort. Well, then, you can
imagine how it came upon me when I heard—But let me tell you first that I
hadn't seen my uncle for fifteen years or more. I had always thought him a
well-to-do man, and I knew he wasn't married, but the truth is, it never came
into my head that he might leave me something. Picture me, Mr. Goldthorpe—you
have imagination, sir—standing behind the counter and thinking about nothing
but business, when in comes a young gentleman—I see him now—and asks for Mr.
Spicer. "Spicer is my name, sir," I said. "And you are the
nephew," were his next words, "of the late Mr. Isaac Spicer, of
Clapham, London?" That shook me, sir, I assure you it did, but I hope I
behaved decently. The young gentleman went on to tell me that my uncle had left
no will, and that I was believed to be his next-of-kin, and that if so, I
inherited all his property, the principal part of which was three houses in
London. Now try and think, Mr. Goldthorpe, what sort of state I was in after
hearing that. You're an intellectual man, and you can enter into another's
mind. Three houses! Well, sir, you know what houses those were. I came up to
London at once (it was last autumn), and I saw my uncle's lawyer, and he told
me all about the property, and I saw it for myself. Ah, Mr. Goldthorpe! If ever
a man suffered a bitter disappointment, sir!'
He ended on a little laugh,
as if excusing himself for making so much of his story, and sat for a moment
with head bowed.
'Fate played you a nasty
trick there,' said Goldthorpe. 'A knavish trick.'
'One felt almost justified
in using strong language, sir—though I always avoid it on principle. However, I
must tell you that the houses weren't all. Luckily there was a little money as
well, and, putting it with my own savings, sir, I found it would yield me an
income. When I say an income, I mean, of course, for a man in my position. Even
when I have to go into lodgings, when my houses become the property of the ground-landlord—to
my mind, Mr. Goldthorpe, a very great injustice, but I don't set myself up
against the law of the land—I shall just be able to live. And that's no small
blessing, sir, as I think you'll agree.'
'Rather! It's the height of
human felicity, Mr. Spicer. I envy you vastly.'
'Well, sir, I'm rather
disposed to look at it in that light myself. My nature is not discontented, Mr.
Goldthorpe. But, sir, if you could have seen me when the lawyer began to
explain about the houses! I was absolutely ignorant of the leasehold system;
and at first I really couldn't understand. The lawyer thought me a fool, I
fear, sir. And when I came down here and saw the houses themselves! I'm afraid,
Mr. Goldthorpe, I'm really afraid, sir, I was weak enough to shed a tear.'
They were sitting by the
light of a very small lamp, which did not tend to cheerfulness.
'Come,' cried Goldthorpe,
'after all, the houses are yours for a twelvemonth. Why shouldn't we both live
on here all the time? It'll be a little breezy in winter, but we could have the
fireplaces knocked into shape, and keep up good fires. When I've sold my book
I'll pay a higher rent, Mr. Spicer. I like the old house, upon my word I do!
Come, let us have a tune before we go to bed.'
Smiling and happy, Mr.
Spicer fetched from the cupboard his concertina, and after the usual apology
for what he called his 'imperfect mastery of the instrument,' sat down to play
'Home, Sweet Home.' He had played it for years, and evidently would never
improve in his execution. After 'Home, Sweet Home' came 'The Bluebells of
Scotland,' after that 'Annie Laurie'; and Mr. Spicer's repertory was at an end.
He talked of learning new pieces, but there was not the slightest hope of this
achievement.
Mr. Spicer's mental
development had ceased more than twenty years ago, when, after extreme efforts,
he had attained the qualification of chemist's assistant. Since then the world
had stood still with him. Though a true lover of books, he knew nothing of any
that had been published during his own lifetime. His father, though very poor,
had possessed a little collection of volumes, the very same which now stood in
Mr. Spicer's cupboard. The authors represented in this library were either
English classics or obscure writers of the early part of the nineteenth
century. Knowing these books very thoroughly, Mr. Spicer sometimes indulged in
a quotation which would have puzzled even the erudite. His favourite poet was
Cowper, whose moral sentiments greatly soothed him. He spoke of Byron like some
contemporary who, whilst admitting his lordship's genius, felt an abhorrence of
his life. He judged literature solely from the moral point of view, and was
incapable of understanding any other. Of fiction he had read very little
indeed, for it was not regarded with favour by his parents. Scott was hardly
more than a name to him. And though he avowed acquaintance with one or two
works of Dickens, he spoke of them with an uneasy smile, as if in some doubt as
to their tendency. With these intellectual characteristics, Mr. Spicer
naturally found it difficult to appreciate the attitude of his literary friend,
a young man whose brain thrilled in response to modern ideas, and who regarded
himself as the destined leader of a new school of fiction. Not indiscreet,
Goldthorpe soon became aware that he had better talk as little as possible of
the work which absorbed his energies. He had enough liberality and sense of
humour to understand and enjoy his landlord's conversation, and the simple
goodness of the man inspired him with no little respect. Thus they got along
together remarkably well. Mr. Spicer never ceased to feel himself honoured by
the presence under his roof of one who—as he was wont to say—wielded the pen.
The tradition of Grub Street was for him a living fact. He thought of all
authors as struggling with poverty, and continued to cite eighteenth-century
examples by way of encouraging Goldthorpe and animating his zeal. Whilst the
young man was at work Mr. Spicer moved about the house with soundless
footsteps. When invited into his tenant's room he had a reverential demeanour,
and the sight of manuscript on the bare deal table caused him to subdue his
voice.
The weeks went by, and
Goldthorpe's novel steadily progressed. In London he had only two or three
acquaintances, and from them he held aloof, lest necessity or temptation should
lead to his spending money which he could not spare. The few letters which he
received were addressed to a post-office—impossible to shock the nerves of a
postman by requesting him to deliver correspondence at this dead house, of
which the front door had not been opened for years. The weather was perfect; a
great deal of sunshine, but as yet no oppressive heat, even in the chambers
under the roof. Towards the end of June Mr. Spicer began to amuse himself with
a little gardening. He had discovered in the coal-hole an ancient fork, with
one prong broken and the others rusting away. This implement served him in his
slow, meditative attack on that part of the jungle which seemed to offer least
resistance. He would work for a quarter of an hour, then, resting on his fork,
contemplate the tangled mass of vegetation which he had succeeded in tearing
up.
'Our aim should be,' he said
gravely, when Goldthorpe came to observe his progress, 'to clear the soil round
about those vegetables and flowers which seem worth preserving. These
broad-beans, for instance—they seem to be a very fine sort. And the Jerusalem
artichokes. I've been making inquiry about the artichokes, and I'm told they
are not ready to eat till the autumn. The first frost is said to improve them.
They're fine plants—very fine plants.'
Already the garden had
supplied them with occasional food, but they had to confess that, for the most
part, these wild vegetables lacked savour. The artichokes, now shooting up into
a leafy grove, were the great hope of the future. It would be deplorable to
quit the house before this tuber came to maturity.
'The worst of it is,'
remarked Mr. Spicer one day, when he was perspiring freely, 'that I can't help
thinking of how different it would be if this garden was really my own. The
fact is, Mr. Goldthorpe, I can't put much heart into the work; no, I can't. The
more I reflect, the more indignant I become. Really now, Mr. Goldthorpe,
speaking as an intellectual man, as a man of imagination, could anything be
more cruelly unjust than this leasehold system? I assure you, it keeps me awake
at night; it really does.'
The tenor of his
conversation proved that Mr. Spicer had no intention of leaving the house until
he was legally obliged to do so. More than once he had an interview with his
late uncle's solicitor, and each time he came back with melancholy brow. All
the details of the story were now familiar to him; he knew all about the
lawsuits which had ruined the property. Whenever he spoke of the
ground-landlord, known to him only by name, it was with a severity such as he
never permitted himself on any other subject. The ground-landlord was, to his
mind, an embodiment of social injustice.
'Never in my life, Mr.
Goldthorpe, did I grudge any payment of money as I grudge the ground-rent of
these houses. I feel it as robbery, sir, as sheer robbery, though the sum is so
small. When, in my ignorance, the matter was first explained to me, I wondered
why my uncle had continued to pay this rent, the houses being of no profit to
him. But now I understand, Mr. Goldthorpe; the sense of possession is very
sweet. Property's property, even when it's leasehold and in ruins. I grudge the
ground-rent bitterly, but I feel, sir, that I couldn't bear to lose my houses
until the fatal moment, when lose them I must.'
In August the thermometer
began to mark high degrees. Goldthorpe found it necessary to dispense with coat
and waistcoat when he was working, and at times a treacherous languor whispered
to him of the delights of idleness. After one particularly hot day, he and his
landlord smoked together in the dusking garden, both unusually silent. Mr.
Spicer's eye dwelt upon the great heap of weeds which was resulting from his
labour; an odour somewhat too poignant arose from it upon the close air.
Goldthorpe, who had been rather headachy all day, was trying to think into
perfect clearness the last chapters of his book, and found it difficult.
'You know,' he said all at
once, with an impatient movement, 'we ought to be at the seaside.'
'The seaside?' echoed his
companion, in surprise. 'Ah, it's a long time since I saw the sea, Mr.
Goldthorpe. Why, it must be—yes, it is at least twenty years.'
'Really? I've been there
every year of my life till this. One gets into the way of thinking of luxuries
as necessities. I tell you what it is. If I sell my book as soon as it's done,
we'll have a few days somewhere on the south coast together.'
Mr. Spicer betrayed
uneasiness.
'I should like it much,' he
murmured, 'but I fear, Mr. Goldthorpe, I greatly fear I can't afford it.'
'Oh, but I mean that you
shall go with me as my guest! But for you, Mr.
Spicer, I might never have got my book written at all.'
'I feel it an honour, sir, I
assure you, to have a literary man in my house,' was the genial reply. 'And you
think the work will soon be finished, sir?'
Mr. Spicer always spoke of
his tenant's novel as 'the work'—which on his lips had a very large and
respectful sound.
'About a fortnight more,'
answered Goldthorpe with grave intensity.
The heat continued. As he
lay awake before getting up, eager to finish his book, yet dreading the torrid
temperature of his room, which made the brain sluggish and the hand slow,
Goldthorpe saw how two or three energetic spiders had begun to spin webs once
more at the corners of the ceiling; now and then he heard the long buzzing of a
fly entangled in one of these webs. The same thing was happening in Mr.
Spicer's chamber. It did not seem worth while to brush the new webs away.
'When you come to think of
it, sir,' said the landlord, 'it's the spiders who are the real owners of these
houses. When I go away, they'll be pulled down; they're not fit for human
habitation. Only the spiders are really at home here, and the fact is, sir, I
don't feel I have the right to disturb them. As a man of imagination, Mr.
Goldthorpe, you'll understand my thoughts!'
Only with a great effort was
the novel finished. Goldthorpe had lost his appetite (not, perhaps, altogether
a disadvantage), and he could not sleep; a slight fever seemed to be constantly
upon him. But this work was a question of life and death to him, and he brought
it to an end only a few days after the term he had set himself. The complete
manuscript was exhibited to Mr. Spicer, who expressed his profound sense of the
privilege. Then, without delay, Goldthorpe took it to the publishing house in
which he had most hope.
The young author could now
do nothing but wait, and, under the circumstances, waiting meant torture. His
money was all but exhausted; if he could not speedily sell the book, his
position would be that of a mere pauper. Supported thus long by the artist's
enthusiasm, he fell into despondency, saw the dark side of things. To be sure,
his mother (a widow in narrow circumstances) had written pressing him to take a
holiday 'at home,' but he dreaded the thought of going penniless to his
mother's house, and there, perchance, receiving bad news about his book. An
ugly feature of the situation was that he continued to feel anything but well;
indeed, he felt sure that he was getting worse. At night he suffered severely;
sleep had almost forsaken him. Hour after hour he lay listening to mysterious
noises, strange crackings and creakings through the desolate house; sometimes
he imagined the sound of footsteps in the bare rooms below; even hushed voices,
from he knew not where, chilled his blood at midnight. Since crumbs had begun
to lie about, mice were common; they scampered as if in revelry above the
ceiling, and under the floor, and within the walls. Goldthorpe began to dislike
this strange abode. He felt that under any circumstances it would be impossible
for him to dwell here much longer.
When his last coin was
spent, and he had no choice but to pawn or sell something for a few days'
subsistence, the manuscript came back upon his hands. It had been
judged—declined.
That morning he felt
seriously unwell. After making known the catastrophe to Mr. Spicer—who was
stricken voiceless—he stood silent for a minute or two, then said with quiet
resolve:
'It's all up. I've no money,
and I feel as if I were going to have an illness. I must say good-bye to you,
old friend.'
'Mr. Goldthorpe!' exclaimed
the other solemnly; 'I entreat you, sir, to do nothing rash! Take heart, sir!
Think of Samuel Johnson, think of Goldsmith—'
'The extent of my rashness,
Mr. Spicer, will be to raise enough money on my watch to get down into
Derbyshire. I must go home. If I don't, you'll have the pleasant job of taking
me to a hospital.'
Mr. Spicer insisted on
lending him the small sum he needed. An hour or two later they were at St.
Pancras Station, and before sunset Goldthorpe had found harbourage under his
mother's roof. There he lay ill for more than a month, and convalescent for as
long again. His doctor declared that he must have been living in some very
unhealthy place, but the young man preferred to explain his illness by
overwork. It seemed to him sheer ingratitude to throw blame on Mr. Spicer's
house, where he had been so contented and worked so well until the hot days of
latter August. Mr. Spicer himself wrote kind and odd little letters, giving an
account of the garden, and earnestly hoping that his literary friend would be
back in London to taste the Jerusalem artichokes. But Christmas came and went,
and Goldthorpe was still at his mother's house.
Meanwhile the manuscript had
gone from publisher to publisher, and at length, on a day in January—date ever
memorable in Goldthorpe's life—there arrived a short letter in which a certain
firm dryly intimated their approval of the story offered them, and their
willingness to purchase the copyright for a sum of fifty pounds. The next
morning the triumphant author travelled to London. For two or three days a
violent gale had been blowing, with much damage throughout the country; on his journey
Goldthorpe saw many great trees lying prostrate, beaten, as though scornfully,
by the cold rain which now descended in torrents. Arrived in town, he went to
the house where he had lodged in the time of comparative prosperity, and there
was lucky enough to find his old rooms vacant. On the morrow he called upon the
gracious publishers, and after that, under a sky now become more gentle, he
took his way towards the abode of Mr. Spicer.
Eager to communicate the
joyous news, glad in the prospect of seeing his simple-hearted friend, he went
at a great pace up the ascending road. There were the three houses, looking
drearier than ever in a faint gleam of winter sunshine. There were his old
windows. But—what had happened to the roof? He stood in astonishment and
apprehension, for, just above the room where he had dwelt, the roof was an
utter wreck, showing a great hole, as if something had fallen upon it with
crushing weight. As indeed was the case; evidently the chimney-stack had come
down, and doubtless in the recent gale. Seized with anxiety on Mr. Spicer's
account, he ran round to the back of the garden and tried the door; but it was
locked as usual. He strained to peer over the garden wall, but could discover
nothing that threw light on his friend's fate; he noticed, however, a great
grove of dead, brown artichoke stems, seven or eight feet high. Looking up at
the back windows, he shouted Mr. Spicer's name; it was useless. Then, in
serious alarm, he betook himself to the house on the other side of the passage,
knocked at the door, and asked of the woman who presented herself whether
anything was known of a gentleman who dwelt where the chimney-stack had just
fallen. News was at once forthcoming; the event had obviously caused no small
local excitement. It was two days since the falling of the chimney, which
happened towards evening, when the gale blew its hardest. Mr. Spicer was at
that moment sitting before the fire, and only by a miracle had he escaped
destruction, for an immense weight of material came down through the rotten
roof, and even broke a good deal of the flooring. Had the occupant been
anywhere but close by the fireplace, he must have been crushed to a mummy; as
it was, only a few bricks struck him, inflicting severe bruises on back and
arms. But the shock had been serious. When his shouts from the window at length
attracted attention and brought help, the poor man had to be carried
downstairs, and in a thoroughly helpless state was removed to the nearest
hospital.
'Which room was he in?'
inquired Goldthorpe. 'Back or front?'
'In the front room. The back
wasn't touched.'
Musing on Mr. Spicer's bad
luck—for it seemed as if he had changed from the back to the front room just in
order that the chimney might fall on him—Goldthorpe hastened away to the hospital.
He could not be admitted to-day, but heard that his friend was doing very well;
on the morrow he would be allowed to see him.
So at the visitors' hour
Goldthorpe returned. Entering the long accident ward, he searched anxiously for
the familiar face, and caught sight of it just as it began to beam recognition.
Mr. Spicer was sitting up in bed; he looked pale and meagre, but not seriously
ill; his voice quivered with delight as he greeted the young man.
'I heard of your inquiring
for me yesterday, Mr. Goldthorpe, and I've hardly been able to live for
impatience to see you. How are you, sir? How are you? And what news about
the work, sir?'
'We'll talk about that
presently, Mr. Spicer. Tell me all about your accident. How came you to be in
the front room?'
'Ah, sir,' replied the
patient, with a little shake of the head, 'that indeed was singular. Only a few
days before, I had made a removal from my room into yours. I call it yours,
sir, for I always thought of it as yours; but thank heaven you were not there.
Only a few days before. I took that step, Mr. Goldthorpe, for two reasons:
first, because water was coming through the roof at the back in rather
unpleasant quantities, and secondly, because I hoped to get a little morning
sun in the front. The fact is, sir, my room had been just a little depressing.
Ah, Mr. Goldthorpe, if you knew how I have missed you, sir! But the work—what
news of the work?'
Smiling as though
carelessly, the author made known his good fortune. For a quarter of an hour
Mr. Spicer could talk of nothing else.
'This has completed my
cure!' he kept repeating. 'The work was composed under my roof, my own roof,
sir! Did I not tell you to take heart?'
'And where are you going to
live?' asked Goldthorpe presently. 'You can't go back to the old house.'
'Alas! no, sir. All my life
I have dreamt of the joy of owning a house. You know how the dream was
realised, Mr. Goldthorpe, and you see what has come of it at last. Probably it
is a chastisement for overweening desires, sir. I should have remembered my
position, and kept my wishes within bounds. But, Mr. Goldthorpe, I shall
continue to cultivate the garden, sir. I shall put in spring lettuces, and
radishes, and mustard and cress. The property is mine till midsummer day. You
shall eat a lettuce of my growing, Mr. Goldthorpe; I am bent on that. And how I
grieve that you were not with me at the time of the artichokes—just at the
moment when they were touched by the first frost!'
'Ah! They were really good,
Mr. Spicer?'
'Sir, they seemed good
to me, very good. Just at the moment of the first frost!'
2.A CAPITALIST
Among the men whom I saw occasionally at the little club in
Mortimer Street,—and nowhere else,—was one who drew my attention before I had
learnt his name or knew anything about him. Of middle age, in the fullness of
health and vigour, but slenderly built; his face rather shrewd than
intellectual, interesting rather than pleasing; always dressed as the season's
mode dictated, but without dandyism; assuredly he belonged to the money-spending,
and probably to the money-getting, world. At first sight of him I remember
resenting his cap-à-pie perfection; it struck me as bad form—here in Mortimer
Street, among fellows of the pen and the palette.
'Oh,' said Harvey Munden,
'he's afraid of being taken for one of us. He buys pictures. Not a bad sort, I
believe, if it weren't for his snobbishness.'
'His name?'
'Ireton. Has a house in
Fitzjohn Avenue, and a high-trotting wife.'
Six months later I recalled
this description of Mrs. Ireton. She was the talk of the town, the heroine of
the newest divorce case. By that time I had got to know her husband; perhaps
once a fortnight we chatted at the club, and I found him an agreeable
acquaintance. Before the Divorce Court flashed a light of scandal upon his home,
I felt that there was more in him than could be discovered in casual gossip; I
wished to know him better. Something of shyness marked his manner, and like all
shy men he sometimes appeared arrogant. He had a habit of twisting his
moustache nervously and of throwing quick glances in every direction as he
talked; if he found some one's eye upon him, he pulled himself together and sat
for a moment as if before a photographer. One easily perceived that he was not
a man of liberal education; he had rather too much of the 'society' accent; his
pronunciation of foreign names told a tale. But I thought him good-hearted, and
when the penny-a-liners began to busy themselves with his affairs, I felt sorry
for him.
Nothing to his dishonour
came out in the trial. He and his interesting spouse had evidently lived a
cat-and-dog life throughout the three years of their marriage, but the
countercharges brought against him broke down completely. It was abundantly
proved that he had not kept a harem somewhere near Leicester
Square; that he had not thrown a decanter at Mrs. Ireton. She,
on the other hand, left the court with tattered reputation. Ireton got his
release, and the weekly papers applauded.
But in Mortimer Street we
saw him no more. Some one said that he had gone to live in Paris; some one else
reported that he had purchased an estate in Bucks. Presently he was forgotten.
Some three years went by,
and I was spending the autumn at a village by the New Forest. One day I came
upon a man kneeling under a hedge, examining some object on the ground,—fern or
flower, or perhaps insect. His costume showed that he was no native of the
locality; I took him for a stray townsman, probably a naturalist. He wore a
straw hat and a rough summer suit; a wallet hung from his shoulder. The sound
of my steps on crackling wood caused him to turn and look at me. After a
moment's hesitation I recognised Ireton.
And he knew me; he smiled,
as I had often seen him smile, with a sort of embarrassment. We greeted each
other.
'Look here,' he said at once,
when the handshaking was over, 'can you tell me what this little flower is?'
I stooped, but was unable to
give him the information he desired.
'You don't go in for that
kind of thing?'
'Well, no.'
'I'm having a turn at it. I
want to know the flowers and ferns. I have a book at my lodgings, and I look
the things up when I get home.'
His wallet contained a
number of specimens; he plucked up the little plant by the root, and stowed it
away. I watched him with curiosity. Perhaps I had seen only his public side;
perhaps even then he was capable of dressing roughly, and of rambling for his
pleasure among fields and wood. But such a possibility had never occurred to
me. I wondered whether his brilliant wife had given him a disgust for the ways
of town. If so, he was a more interesting man than I had supposed.
'Where are you staying?' he
asked, after a glance this way and that.
I named the village, two
miles away.
'Working?'
'Idling merely.'
In a few minutes he overcame
his reserve and began to talk of the things which he knew interested me. We
discussed the books of the past season, the exhibitions, the new men in letters
and art. Ireton said that he had been living at a wayside inn for about a week;
he thought of moving on, and, as I had nothing to do, suppose he came over for
a few days to the village where I was camped? I welcomed the proposal.
'There's an inn, I dare say?
I like the little inns in this part of the country. Dirty, of course, and the
cooking hideous; but it's pleasant for a change. I like to be awoke by the cock
crowing, and to see the grubby little window when I open my eyes.'
I began to suspect that he
had come down in the world. Could his prosperity have been due to Mrs. Treton?
Had she carried off the money? He might affect a liking for simple things when
grandeur was no longer in his reach. Yet I remembered that he had undoubtedly
been botanising before he knew of my approach, and such a form of pastime
seemed to prove him sincere.
By chance I witnessed his
arrival the next morning. He drove up in a farmer's trap, his luggage a couple
of large Gladstone-bags. That day and the next we spent many hours together.
His vanity, though not outgrown, was in abeyance; he talked with easy
frankness, yet never of what I much desired to know, his own history and
present position. It was his intellect that he revealed to me. I gathered that
he had given much time to study during the past three years, and incidentally
it came out that he had been living abroad; his improved pronunciation of the
names of French artists was very noticeable. At his age—not less than
forty-five—this advance argued no common mental resources. Whether he had
suffered much, I could not determine; at present he seemed light-hearted
enough.
Certainly there was no
affectation in his pursuit of botany; again and again I saw him glow with
genuine delight when he had identified a plant. After all, this might be in
keeping with his character, for even in the old days he had never exhibited—at
all events to me—a taste for the ignobler luxuries, and he had seemed to me a
very clean-minded man. I never knew any one who refrained so absolutely from
allusion, good or bad, to his friends or acquaintances. He might have stood
utterly alone in the world, a simple spectator of civilisation.
At length I ventured upon a
question.
'You never see any of the
Mortimer Street men?'
'No,' he answered
carelessly, 'I haven't come in their way lately, somehow.'
That evening our ramble led
us into an enclosure where game was preserved. We had lost our way, and Ireton,
scornful of objections, struck across country, making for a small plantation
which he thought he remembered. Here, among the trees, we were suddenly face to
face with an old gentleman of distinguished bearing, who regarded us sternly.
'Is it necessary,' he said,
'to tell you that you are trespassing?'
The tone was severe, but not
offensive. I saw my companion draw himself to his full height.
'Not at all necessary,' he
answered, in a voice that surprised me, it was so nearly insolent. 'We are
making our way to the road as quickly as possible.'
'Then be so good as to take
the turning to the right when you reach the field,' said our admonisher coldly.
And he turned his back upon us.
I looked at Ireton. To my
astonishment he was pallid, the lines of his countenance indicating fiercest
wrath. He marched on in silence till we had reached the field.
'The fellow took us for
cheap-trippers, I suppose,' then burst from his lips.
'Not very likely.'
'Then why the devil did he
speak like that?'
The grave reproof had
exasperated him; he was flushed and his hands trembled. I observed him with the
utmost interest, and it became clear from the angry words he poured forth that
he could not endure to be supposed anything but a gentleman at large. Here was
the old characteristic; it had merely been dormant. I tried to laugh him out of
his irritation, but soon saw that the attempt was dangerous. On the way home he
talked very little; the encounter in the wood had thoroughly upset him.
Next morning he came into my
room with a laugh that I did not like; he seated himself stiffly, looked at me
from beneath his knitted brows, and said in an aggressive tone:
'I have got to know all
about that impudent old fellow.'
'Indeed? Who is he?'
'A poverty-stricken squire,
with an old house and a few acres—the remnants of a large estate gambled away
by his father. I know him by name, and I'm quite sure that he knows me. If I
had offered him my card, as I thought of doing, I dare say his tone would have
changed.'
This pettishness amused me
so much that I pretended to be a little sore myself.
'His poverty, I suppose, has
spoilt his temper.'
'No doubt,—I can understand
that,' he added, with a smile. 'But I don't allow people to treat me like a
tramp. I shall go up and see him this afternoon.'
'And insist on an apology?'
'Oh, there'll be no need of
insisting. The fellow has several unmarried daughters.'
It seemed to me that my
companion was bent on showing his worst side. I returned to my old thoughts of
him; he was snobbish, insolent, generally detestable; but a man to be studied,
and I let him talk as he would.
The reduced squire was Mr.
Humphrey Armitage, of Brackley Hall. For my own part, the demeanour of this
gentleman had seemed perfectly adapted to the occasion; we were strangers
plunging through his preserves, and his tone to us had nothing improper; it was
we who owed an apology. In point of breeding, I felt sure that Ireton could not
compare with Mr. Armitage for a moment, and it seemed to me vastly improbable
that the invader of Brackley Hall would meet with the kind of reception he
anticipated.
I saw Ireton when he set out
to pay his call. His Gladstone-bags had provided him with the costume of
Piccadilly; from shining hat to patent-leather shoes, he was immaculate. Seeing
that he had to walk more than a mile, that the month was September, and that he
could not pretend to have come straight from town, this apparel struck me as
not a little inappropriate; I could only suppose that the man had no social
tact.
At seven in the evening he
again sought me. His urban glories were exchanged for the ordinary attire, but
I at once read in his face that he had suffered no humiliation.
'Come and dine with me at
the inn,' he exclaimed cordially; 'if one may use such a word as dine under
the circumstances.'
'With pleasure.'
'To-morrow I dine with the
Armitages.'
He regarded me with an air
of infinite satisfaction. Surprised, I held my peace. 'It was as I foresaw. The
old fellow welcomed me with open arms. His daughters gave me tea. I had really
a very pleasant time.'
I mused and wondered.
'You didn't expect it; I can
see that.'
'You told me that Mr.
Armitage would recognise your name,' I answered evasively.
'Precisely. Not long ago I
gave him, through an agent, a very handsome price for some pictures he had to
sell.'
Again he looked at me,
watching the effect of his words.
'Of course,' he continued,
'there were ample apologies for his treatment of us yesterday. By the bye, I
take it for granted you don't carry a dress-suit in your bag?'
'Heaven forbid!'
'To be sure—pray don't
misunderstand me. I meant that you had expressly told me of your avoidance of
all such formalities. Therefore you will be glad that I excused you from dining
at the Hall.'
For a moment I felt
uncomfortable, but after all I was glad not to have the
trouble of refusing on my own account.
'Thanks,' I said, 'you did
the right thing.'
We walked over to the inn,
and sat down at a rude but not unsatisfying table. After dinner, Ireton
proposed that we should smoke in the garden. 'It's quiet, and we can talk.' The
sun had just set; the sky was magnificent with afterglow. Ireton's hint about
privacy led me to hope that he was going to talk more confidentially than
hitherto, and I soon found that I was not mistaken.
'Do you know,' he began,
calling me by my name, 'I fancy you have been criticising me—yes, I know you
have. You think I made an ass of myself about that affair in the wood. Well, I
have no doubt I did. Now that it has turned out pleasantly, I can see and admit
that there was nothing to make a fuss about.'
I smiled.
'Very well. Now, you're a
writer. You like to get at the souls of men.
Suppose I show you a bit of mine.'
He had drunk freely of the
potent ale, and was now sipping a strong tumbler of hot whisky. Possibly this
accounted in some measure for his communicativeness.
'Up to the age of
five-and-twenty I was clerk in a drug warehouse. To this day even the faintest
smell of drugs makes my heart sink. If I can help it, I never go into a
chemist's shop. I was getting a pound a week, and I not only lived on it, but
kept up a decent appearance. I always had a good suit of clothes for Sundays
and holidays—made at a tailor's in Holborn. Since he disappeared I've never
been able to find any one who fitted me so well. I paid six-and-six a week for
a top bedroom in a street near Gray's Inn Road. Did you suppose I had gone
through the mill?'
I made no answer, and, after
looking at me for a moment, Ireton resumed:
'Those were damned days! It
wasn't the want of good food and good lodgings that troubled me most,—but the
feeling that I was everybody's inferior. There's no need to tell you how I was
brought up; I was led to expect better things, that's enough. I never got used
to being ordered about. When I was told to do this or that, I answered with a silent
curse,—and I wonder it didn't come out sometimes. That's my nature. If I had
been born the son of a duke, I couldn't have resented a subordinate position
more fiercely than I did. And I used to rack my brain with schemes for getting
out of it. Many a night I have lain awake for hours, trying to hit on some way
of earning my living independently. I planned elaborate forgeries. I read
criminal cases in the newspapers to get a hint that I might work upon. Well,
that only means that I had exhausted all the honest attempts, and found them
all no good. I was in despair, that's all.'
He finished his whisky and
shouted to the landlord, who presently brought him another glass.
'What's that bird making the
strange noise?'
'A night-jar, I think.'
'Nice to be sitting here,
isn't it? I had rather be here than in the swellest London club. Well, I was
going to tell you how I got out of that beastly life. You know, I'm really a
very quiet fellow. I like simple things; but all my life, till just lately, I
never had a chance of enjoying them; of living as I chose. The one thing I
can't stand is to feel that I am looked down upon. That makes a madman of me.'
He drank, and struck a match
to relight his pipe.
'One Saturday afternoon I
went to an exhibition in Coventry Street. The pictures were for sale, and
admission was free. I have always been fond of water-colours; at that time it
was one of my ambitions to possess a really good bit of landscape in
water-colour but, of course, I knew that the prices were beyond me. Well, I
walked through the gallery, and there was one thing that caught my fancy; I
kept going back to it again and again. It was a bit of sea-coast by Ewart
Merry,—do you know him? He died years ago; his pictures fetch a fairly good
price now. As I was looking at it, the fellow who managed the show came up with
a man and woman to talk about another picture near me; he tried his hardest to
persuade them to buy, but they wouldn't, and I dare say it disturbed his
temper. Seeing him stand there alone, I stepped up to him, and asked the price
of the water-colour. He just gave a look at me, and said, "Too much money
for you."
'Now, you must remember that
I was in my best clothes, and I certainly didn't look like a penniless clerk.
If the fellow had struck a blow at me, I couldn't have been more astonished
than I was by that answer. Astonishment was the first feeling, and it lasted
about a second; then my heart gave a great leap, and began to beat violently,
and for a moment I couldn't see anything, and I felt hot and cold by turns. I
can remember this as well as if it happened yesterday; I must have gone through
it in memory many thousands of times.'
I observed his face, and saw
that even now he suffered from the recollection.
'When he had spoken, the
blackguard turned away. I couldn't move, and the wonder is that I didn't
swallow his insult, and sneak out of the place,—I was so accustomed, you see,
to repress myself. But of a sudden something took hold of me, and pushed me
forward,—it really didn't seem to be my own will. I said, "Wait a
minute"; and the man turned round. Then I stood looking him in the eyes.
"Are you here," I said, "to sell pictures, or to insult people
who come to buy?" I must have spoken in a voice he didn't expect; he couldn't
answer, and stared at me. "I asked you the price of that water-colour, and
you will be good enough to answer me civilly." Those were my very words.
They came without thinking, and afterwards I felt satisfied with myself when I
remembered them. It wouldn't have been unnatural if I had sworn at him, but
this was the turning-point of my life, and I behaved in a way that surprised
myself. At last he replied, "The price is forty guineas," and he was
going off again, but I stopped him. "I will buy it. Take my name and address."
"When will it be paid for?" he asked. "On Monday."
'I followed him to the
table, and he entered my name and address in a book. Then I looked straight at
him again. "Now, you understand," I said, "that that picture is
mine, and I shall either come or send for it about one o'clock on Monday. If I
hadn't wanted it specially, you would have lost a sale by your
impertinence." And I marched out of the room.
'But I was in a fearful
state. I didn't know where I was going,—I walked straight on, street after
street, and just missed being run over half a dozen times. Perspiration dripped
from me. The only thing I knew was that I had triumphed over a damned brute who
had insulted me. I had stopped his mouth; he believed he had made a stupid
mistake; he could never have imagined that a fellow without a sovereign in the
world was speaking to him like that. If I had knocked him down the satisfaction
would have been very slight in comparison.'
The gloom of nightfall had
come upon us, and I could no longer see his face distinctly, but his voice told
me that he still savoured that triumph. He spoke with exultant passion. I was
beginning to understand Ireton.
'Isn't the story
interesting?' he asked, after a pause.
'Very. Pray go on.'
'Well, you mustn't suppose
that it was a mere bit of crazy bravado. I knew how I was going to get the
money—the forty guineas. And as soon as I could command myself, I went to do
the business.
'A fellow-clerk in the drug
warehouse had been badly in want of money not long before that, and I knew he
had borrowed twenty pounds from a loan office, paying it back week by week,
with heavy interest, out of his screw, poor devil. I could do the same. I went
straight off to the lender. It was a fellow called Crowther; he lived in Dean
Street, Soho; in a window on the ground floor there was a card with "Sums
from One pound to a Hundred lent at short notice." I was lucky enough to
find him at home; we did our business in a little back room, where there was a
desk and a couple of chairs, and nothing else but dirt. I expected to find an
oldish man, but he seemed about my own age, and on the whole I didn't dislike
the look of him,—a rather handsome young fellow, fairly well dressed, with a
taking sort of smile. I began by telling him where I was employed, and
mentioned my fellow-clerk, whom he knew. That made him quite cheerful; he
offered me a drink, and we got on very well. But he thought forty guineas a big
sum; would I tell him what I wanted it for? No, I wouldn't do that. Well, how
long would it take me to pay it back? Could I pay a pound a week? No, I
couldn't. He began to shake his head and to look at me thoughtfully. Then he
asked no end of questions, to find out who I was and what people I had
belonging to me, and what my chances were. Then he made me have another drink,
and at last I was persuaded into telling him the whole story. First of all he
stared, and then he laughed; I never saw a man laugh more heartily. At last he
said, "Why didn't you tell me you had value in hand? See here, I'll look
at that picture on Monday morning, and I shouldn't wonder if we can do
business." This alarmed me,—I was afraid he might get talking to the
picture-dealer. But he promised not to say a word about me.
'On Sunday I sent a note to
the warehouse, saying that I should not be able to come to business till Monday
afternoon. It was the first time I had ever done such a thing, and I knew I
could invent some story to excuse myself. Most of that day I spent in bed; I
didn't feel myself, yet it was still a great satisfaction to me that I had got
the better of that brute. On Monday at twelve I kept the appointment in Dean
Street. Crowther hadn't come in, and I sat for a few minutes quaking. When he
turned up, he was quite cheerful. "Look here!" he said, "will
you sell me that picture for thirty pounds?" "What then?" I
asked. "Why, then you can pay me another thirty pounds, and I'll give you
twelve months to do it in. You shall have your forty guineas at once." I
tried to reflect, but I was too agitated. However, I saw that to pay thirty
pounds in a year meant that I must live on about eight shillings a week.
"I don't know how I'm to do it," I said. He looked at me. "Well,
I won't be hard on you. Look here, you shall pay me six bob a week till the
thirty quid's made up. Now, you can do that?" Yes I could do
that, and I agreed. In another ten minutes our business was settled,—my
signature was so shaky that I might safely have disowned it afterwards. Then we
had a drink at a neighbouring pub, and we walked together towards Coventry
Street. Crowther was to wait for me near the picture-dealer's.
'I entered with a bold step,
promising myself pleasure in a new triumph over the brute. But he wasn't there.
I saw only an under-strapper. I had no time to lose, for I must be at business
by two o'clock. I paid the money—notes and gold—and took away the picture under
my arm. Of course, it had been removed from the frame in which I first saw it,
and the assistant wrapped it up for me in brown paper. At the street corner I
surrendered it to Crowther. "Come and see me after business
to-morrow," he said, "I should like to have a bit more talk with
you."
'So I had come out of it
gloriously. I cared nothing about losing the picture, and I didn't grieve over
the six shillings a week that I should have to pay for the next two years. If I
went into that gallery again, I should be treated respectfully—that was
sufficient.'
He laughed, and for a minute
or two we sat silent. From the inn sounded rustic voices; the village worthies
were gathered for their evening conversation.
'That's the best part of my
story,' said Ireton at length. 'What followed is commonplace. Still, you might
like to hear how I bridged the gulf, from fourteen shillings a week to the
position I now hold. Well, I got very intimate with Crowther, and found him
really a very decent fellow. He had a good many irons in the fire. Besides his
loan office, which paid much better than you would imagine, he had a turf
commission agency, which brought him in a good deal of money, and shortly after
I met him he became part proprietor of a club in Soho. He very soon talked to
me in the frankest way of all his doings; I think he was glad to be on friendly
terms with me simply because I was better educated and could behave decently. I
don't think he ever did anything illegal, and he had plenty of good
feeling,—but that didn't prevent him from squeezing eighty per cent, or so out
of many a poor devil who had borrowed to save himself or his family from
starvation. That was all business; he drew the sharpest distinctions between
business and private relations, and was very ignorant. I never knew a man so
superstitious. Every day he consulted signs and omens. For instance, to decide
whether the day was to be lucky for him—in betting and so on—he would stand at
a street corner and count the number of white horses that passed in five
minutes; if he had made up his mind on an even number, and an even number
passed, then he felt safe in following his impulses for the day; if the number
were odd, he would do little or no speculation. When he was going to play cards
for money, he would find a beggar and give him something, even if he had to
walk a great distance to do it. He often used to visit an Italian who kept
fortune-telling canaries, and he always followed the advice he got. It put him
out desperately if he saw the new moon through glass, or over his left
shoulder. There was no end to his superstitions, and, whether by reason of them
or in spite of them, he certainly prospered. When he died, ten or twelve years
ago, he left fifteen thousand pounds.
'I have to thank him for my
own good luck. "Look here," he said to me, "it's only duffers
that go on quill-driving at a quid a week. A fellow like you ought to be doing
better." "Show me the way," I said. And I was ready to do
whatever he told me. I had a furious hunger for money; the adventure in
Coventry Street had thoroughly unsettled me, and I would have turned burglar
rather than go on much longer as a wretched slave, looked down upon by
everybody, and exposed to insult at every corner. I dreamed of money-making,
and woke up feverish with determination. At last Crowther gave me a few jobs to
do for him in my off-time. They weren't very nice jobs, and I shouldn't like to
explain them to you; but they brought me in half a sovereign now and then. I
began to get an insight into the baser modes of filling one's pocket. Then
something happened; my mother died, and I became the owner of a house at
Notting Hill of fifty pounds rental. I talked over my situation with Crowther,
and he advised me, as it turned out, thoroughly well. I was to raise money on
this house,—not to sell it,—and take shares in a new music-hall which Crowther
was connected with. There's no reason why I shouldn't tell you; it was the
Marlborough. I did take shares, and at the end of the second twelve months I
was drawing a dividend of sixty per cent. I have never drawn less than thirty,
and the year before last we touched seventy-five. At present I am a shareholder
in three other halls,—and they don't do badly.
'I suppose it isn't only
good luck; no doubt I have a sort of talent for money-making, but I never knew
it before I met Crowther. By just opening my eyes to the fact that money could
be earned in other ways than at the regular kinds of employment, he gave me a
start, and I went ahead. There isn't a man in the world has suffered more than
I have for want of money, and no one ever worked with a fiercer resolve to get
out of the hell of contemptible poverty. It would fill a book, the history of
my money-making. The first big sum I ever was possessed of came to me at the
age of two-and-thirty, when I sold a proprietary club (the one Crowther had a
share in and which I had ultimately got into my own hands) for nine thousand
pounds; but I owed about half of this. I went on and on, and I got into
society; that came through the Marlborough,—a good story, but
I mustn't tell it. At last I married—a rich woman.'
He paused, and I thought,
but was not quite sure, that I heard him sigh.
'We won't talk about that
either. I shall not marry a rich woman again, that's all. In fact, I don't care
for such people; my best friends, real friends, are all more or less
strugglers, and perhaps there's no harm in saying that it gives me pleasure to
help them when I've a chance. I like to buy a picture of a poor devil artist. I
like to smoke my pipe with good fellows who never go out of their way for
money's sake. All the same, it's a good thing to be well off. But for that,
now, I couldn't make the acquaintance of such people as these at Brackley Hall.
I more than half like them. Old Armitage is a gentleman, and looks back upon
generations of gentlemen, his ancestors. Ah! you can't buy that! And his
daughters are devilish nice girls, with sweet soft voices. I'm glad the old
fellow met us yesterday.'
It was now dark; I looked up
and saw the stars brightening. We sat for another quarter of an hour, each busy
with his own thoughts, then rose and parted for the night.
A week later, when I
returned to London, Ireton was still living at the little inn, and a letter I
received from him at the beginning of October told me he had just left. 'The
country was exquisite that last week,' he wrote;—and it struck me that
'exquisite' was a word he must have caught from some one else's lips.
I heard from him again in
the following January. He wrote from the Isle of
Wight, and informed me that in the spring he was to be married to Miss
Ethel Armitage, second daughter of Humphrey Armitage, Esq., of Brackley
Hall.
3.CHRISTOPHERSON
It was twenty years ago, and on an evening in May. All day long
there had been sunshine. Owing, doubtless, to the incident I am about to
relate, the light and warmth of that long-vanished day live with me still; I
can see the great white clouds that moved across the strip of sky before my
window, and feel again the spring languor which troubled my solitary work in
the heart of London.
Only at sunset did I leave
the house. There was an unwonted sweetness in the air; the long vistas of newly
lit lamps made a golden glow under the dusking flush of the sky. With no
purpose but to rest and breathe, I wandered for half an hour, and found myself
at length where Great Portland Street opens into Marylebone Road. Over the way,
in the shadow of Trinity Church, was an old bookshop, well known to me: the
gas-jet shining upon the stall with its rows of volumes drew me across. I began
turning over pages, and—invariable consequence—fingering what money I had in my
pocket. A certain book overcame me; I stepped into the little shop to pay for
it.
While standing at the stall,
I had been vaguely aware of some one beside me, a man who also was looking over
the books; as I came out again with my purchase, this stranger gazed at me
intently, with a half-smile of peculiar interest. He seemed about to say
something. I walked slowly away; the man moved in the same direction. Just in
front of the church he made a quick movement to my side, and spoke.
'Pray excuse me, sir—don't
misunderstand me—I only wished to ask whether you have noticed the name written
on the flyleaf of the book you have just bought?'
The respectful nervousness
of his voice naturally made me suppose at first that the man was going to beg;
but he seemed no ordinary mendicant. I judged him to be about sixty years of
age; his long, thin hair and straggling beard were grizzled, and a somewhat
rheumy eye looked out from his bloodless, hollowed countenance; he was very
shabbily clad, yet as a fallen gentleman, and indeed his accent made it clear
to what class he originally belonged. The expression with which he regarded me
had so much intelligence, so much good-nature, and at the same time such a
pathetic diffidence, that I could not but answer him in the friendliest way. I
had not seen the name on the flyleaf, but at once I opened the book, and by the
light of a gas-lamp read, inscribed in a very fine hand, 'W. R. Christopherson,
1849.'
'It is my name,' said the
stranger, in a subdued and uncertain voice.
'Indeed? The book used to
belong to you?'
'It belonged to me.' He
laughed oddly, a tremulous little crow of a laugh, at the same time stroking
his head, as if to deprecate disbelief. 'You never heard of the sale of the
Christopherson library? To be sure, you were too young; it was in 1860. I have
often come across books with my name in them on the stalls—often. I had happened
to notice this just before you came up, and when I saw you look at it, I was
curious to see whether you would buy it. Pray excuse the freedom I am taking.
Lovers of books—don't you think—?'
The broken question was
completed by his look, and when I said that I quite understood and agreed with
him he crowed his little laugh.
'Have you a large library?'
he inquired, eyeing me wistfully.
'Oh dear, no. Only a few
hundred volumes. Too many for one who has no house of his own.'
He smiled good-naturedly,
bent his head, and murmured just audibly:
'My catalogue numbered
24,718.'
I was growing curious and
interested. Venturing no more direct questions, I asked whether, at the time he
spoke of, he lived in London.
'If you have five minutes to
spare,' was the timid reply, 'I will show you my house. I mean'—again the
little crowing laugh—'the house which was mine.'
Willingly I walked on with
him. He led me a short distance up the road skirting Regent's Park, and paused
at length before a house in an imposing terrace.
'There,' he whispered, 'I
used to live. The window to the right of the door—that was my library. Ah!'
And he heaved a deep sigh.
'A misfortune befell you,' I
said, also in a subdued voice.
'The result of my own folly.
I had enough for my needs, but thought I needed more. I let myself be drawn
into business—I, who knew nothing of such things—and there came the black
day—the black day.'
We turned to retrace our
steps, and walking slowly, with heads bent, came in silence again to the
church.
'I wonder whether you have
bought any other of my books?' asked Christopherson, with his gentle smile,
when we had paused as if for leave-taking.
I replied that I did not
remember to have come across his name before; then, on an impulse, asked
whether he would care to have the book I carried in my hand; if so, with
pleasure I would give it him. No sooner were the words spoken than I saw the
delight they caused the hearer. He hesitated, murmured reluctance, but soon
gratefully accepted my offer, and flushed with joy as he took the volume.
'I still have a few books,'
he said, under his breath, as if he spoke of something he was ashamed to make
known. 'But it is very rarely indeed that I can add to them. I feel I have not
thanked you half enough.'
We shook hands and parted.
My lodging at that time was
in Camden Town. One afternoon, perhaps a fortnight later, I had walked for an
hour or two, and on my way back I stopped at a bookstall in the High Street.
Some one came up to my side; I looked, and recognised Christopherson. Our greeting
was like that of old friends.
'I have seen you several
times lately,' said the broken gentleman, who looked shabbier than before in
the broad daylight, 'but I—I didn't like to speak. I live not far from here.'
'Why, so do I,' and I added,
without much thinking what I said, 'do you live alone?'
'Alone? oh no. With my
wife.'
There was a curious
embarrassment in his tone. His eyes were cast down and his head moved uneasily.
We began to talk of the
books on the stall, and turning away together continued our conversation.
Christopherson was not only a well-bred but a very intelligent and even learned
man. On his giving some proof of erudition (with the excessive modesty which
characterised him), I asked whether he wrote. No, he had never written anything—never;
he was only a bookworm, he said. Thereupon he crowed faintly and took his
leave.
It was not long before we
again met by chance. We came face to face at a street corner in my
neighbourhood, and I was struck by a change in him. He looked older; a profound
melancholy darkened his countenance; the hand he gave me was limp, and his
pleasure at our meeting found only a faint expression.
'I am going away,' he said
in reply to my inquiring look. 'I am leaving
London.'
'For good?'
'I fear so, and yet'—he made
an obvious effort—'I am glad of it. My wife's health has not been very good
lately. She has need of country air. Yes, I am glad we have decided to go
away—very glad—very glad indeed!'
He spoke with an automatic
sort of emphasis, his eyes wandering, and his hands twitching nervously. I was
on the point of asking what part of the country he had chosen for his retreat,
when he abruptly added:
'I live just over there.
Will you let me show you my books?'
Of course I gladly accepted
the invitation, and a couple of minutes' walk brought us to a house in a decent
street where most of the ground-floor windows showed a card announcing
lodgings. As we paused at the door, my companion seemed to hesitate, to regret
having invited me.
'I'm really afraid it isn't
worth your while,' he said timidly. 'The fact is, I haven't space to show my
books properly.'
I put aside the objection,
and we entered. With anxious courtesy Christopherson led me up the narrow
staircase to the second-floor landing, and threw open a door. On the threshold
I stood astonished. The room was a small one, and would in any case have only
just sufficed for homely comfort, used as it evidently was for all daytime
purposes; but certainly a third of the entire space was occupied by a solid
mass of books, volumes stacked several rows deep against two of the walls and
almost up to the ceiling. A round table and two or three chairs were the only
furniture—there was no room, indeed, for more. The window being shut, and the
sunshine glowing upon it, an intolerable stuffiness oppressed the air. Never
had I been made so uncomfortable by the odour of printed paper and bindings.
'But,' I exclaimed, 'you
said you had only a few books! There must be five times as
many here as I have.'
'I forget the exact number,'
murmured Christopherson, in great agitation. 'You see, I can't arrange them
properly. I have a few more in—in the other room.'
He led me across the
landing, opened another door, and showed me a little bedroom. Here the
encumberment was less remarkable, but one wall had completely disappeared
behind volumes, and the bookishness of the air made it a disgusting thought
that two persons occupied this chamber every night.
We returned to the
sitting-room, Christopherson began picking out books from the solid mass to show
me. Talking nervously, brokenly, with now and then a deep sigh or a crow of
laughter, he gave me a little light on his history. I learnt that he had
occupied these lodgings for the last eight years; that he had been twice
married; that the only child he had had, a daughter by his first wife, had died
long ago in childhood; and lastly—this came in a burst of confidence, with a
very pleasant smile—that his second wife had been his daughter's governess. I
listened with keen interest, and hoped to learn still more of the circumstances
of this singular household.
'In the country,' I
remarked, 'you will no doubt have shelf room?'
At once his countenance
fell; he turned upon me a woebegone eye. Just as I was about to speak again
sounds from within the house caught my attention; there was a heavy foot on the
stairs, and a loud voice, which seemed familiar to me.
'Ah!' exclaimed
Christopherson with a start, 'here comes some one who is going to help me in
the removal of the books. Come in, Mr. Pomfret, come in!'
The door opened, and there
appeared a tall, wiry fellow, whose sandy hair, light blue eyes, jutting
jawbones, and large mouth made a picture suggestive of small refinement but of
vigorous and wholesome manhood. No wonder I had seemed to recognise his voice.
Though we only saw each other by chance at long intervals, Pomfret and I were
old acquaintances.
'Hallo!' he roared out, 'I
didn't know you knew Mr. Christopherson.'
'I'm just as much surprised
to find that you know him!' was my reply.
The old book-lover gazed at
us in nervous astonishment, then shook hands with the newcomer, who greeted him
bluffly, yet respectfully. Pomfret spoke with a strong Yorkshire accent, and
had all the angularity of demeanour which marks the typical Yorkshireman. He
came to announce that everything had been settled for the packing and
transporting of Mr. Christopherson's library; it remained only to decide the
day.
'There's no hurry,'
exclaimed Christopherson. 'There's really no hurry. I'm greatly obliged to you,
Mr. Pomfret, for all the trouble you are taking. We'll settle the date in a day
or two—a day or two.'
With a good-humoured nod
Pomfret moved to take his leave. Our eyes met; we left the house together. Out
in the street again I took a deep breath of the summer air, which seemed sweet
as in a meadow after that stifling room. My companion evidently had a like
sensation, for he looked up to the sky and broadened out his shoulders.
'Eh, but it's a grand day!
I'd give something for a walk on Ilkley Moors.'
As the best substitute within
our reach we agreed to walk across Regent's Park together. Pomfret's business
took him in that direction, and I was glad of a talk about Christopherson. I
learnt that the old book-lover's landlady was Pomfret's aunt. Christopherson's
story of affluence and ruin was quite true. Ruin complete, for at the age of
forty he had been obliged to earn his living as a clerk or something of the
kind. About five years later came his second marriage.
'You know Mrs.
Christopherson?' asked Pomfret.
'No! I wish I did. Why?'
'Because she's the sort of
woman it does you good to know, that's all. She's a lady—my idea of
a lady. Christopherson's a gentleman too, there's no denying it; if he wasn't,
I think I should have punched his head before now. Oh, I know 'em well! why, I
lived in the house there with 'em for several years. She's a lady to the end of
her little finger, and how her husband can 'a borne to see her living the life
she has, it's more than I can understand. By—! I'd have turned burglar, if I
could 'a found no other way of keeping her in comfort.'
'She works for her living,
then?'
'Ay, and for his too. No,
not teaching; she's in a shop in Tottenham Court
Road; has what they call a good place, and earns thirty shillings a week.
It's all they have, but Christopherson buys books out of it.'
'But has he never done
anything since their marriage?'
'He did for the first few
years, I believe, but he had an illness, and that was the end of it. Since then
he's only loafed. He goes to all the book-sales, and spends the rest of his
time sniffing about the second-hand shops. She? Oh, she'd never say a word!
Wait till you've seen her.'
'Well, but,' I asked, 'what
has happened. How is it they're leaving
London?'
'Ay, I'll tell you; I was
coming to that. Mrs. Christopherson has relatives well off—a fat and selfish
lot, as far as I can make out—never lifted a finger to help her until now. One
of them's a Mrs. Keeting, the widow of some City porpoise, I'm told. Well, this
woman has a home down in Norfolk. She never lives there, but a son of hers goes
there to fish and shoot now and then. Well, this is what Mrs. Christopherson
tells my aunt, Mrs. Keeting has offered to let her and her husband live down
yonder, rent free, and their food provided. She's to be housekeeper, in fact, and
keep the place ready for any one who goes down.'
'Christopherson, I can
see, would rather stay where he is.'
'Why, of course, he doesn't
know how he'll live without the bookshops. But he's glad for all that, on his
wife's account. And it's none too soon, I can tell you. The poor woman couldn't
go on much longer; my aunt says she's just about ready to drop, and sometimes,
I know, she looks terribly bad. Of course, she won't own it, not she; she isn't
one of the complaining sort. But she talks now and then about the country—the
places where she used to live. I've heard her, and it gives me a notion of what
she's gone through all these years. I saw her a week ago, just when she had
Mrs. Keeting's offer, and I tell you I scarcely knew who it was! You never saw
such a change in any one in your life! Her face was like that of a girl of
seventeen. And her laugh—you should have heard her laugh!'
'Is she much younger than
her husband?' I asked.
'Twenty years at least.
She's about forty, I think.' I mused for a few moments.
'After all, it isn't an
unhappy marriage?'
'Unhappy?' cried Pomfret.
'Why, there's never been a disagreeable word between them, that I'll warrant.
Once Christopherson gets over the change, they'll have nothing more in the
world to ask for. He'll potter over his books—'
'You mean to tell me,' I
interrupted, 'that those books have all been bought out of his wife's thirty
shillings a week?'
'No, no. To begin with, he
kept a few out of his old library. Then, when he was earning his own living, he
bought a great many. He told me once that he's often lived on sixpence a day to
have money for books. A rum old owl; but for all that he's a gentleman, and you
can't help liking him. I shall be sorry when he's out of reach.'
For my own part, I wished
nothing better than to hear of Christopherson's departure. The story I had
heard made me uncomfortable. It was good to think of that poor woman rescued at
last from her life of toil, and in these days of midsummer free to enjoy the
country she loved. A touch of envy mingled, I confess, with my thought of
Christopherson, who henceforth had not a care in the world, and without
reproach might delight in his hoarded volumes. One could not imagine that he
would suffer seriously by the removal of his old haunts. I promised myself to
call on him in a day or two. By choosing Sunday, I might perhaps be lucky
enough to see his wife.
And on Sunday afternoon I
was on the point of setting forth to pay this visit, when in came Pomfret. He
wore a surly look, and kicked clumsily against the furniture as he crossed the
room. His appearance was a surprise, for, though I had given him my address, I
did not in the least expect that he would come to see me; a certain pride, I
suppose, characteristic of his rugged strain, having always made him shy of
such intimacy.
'Did you ever hear the like
of that!' he shouted, half angrily. 'It's all over. They're not
going! And all because of those blamed books!'
And spluttering and
growling, he made known what he had just learnt at his aunt's home. On the
previous afternoon the Christophersons had been surprised by a visit from their
relatives and would-be benefactress, Mrs. Keeting. Never before had that lady
called upon them; she came, no doubt (this could only be conjectured), to speak
with them of their approaching removal. The close of the conversation (a very
brief one) was overheard by the landlady, for Mrs. Keeting spoke loudly as she
descended the stairs. 'Impossible! Quite impossible! I couldn't think of it!
How could you dream for a moment that I would let you fill my house with musty
old books? Most unhealthy! I never knew anything so extraordinary in my life,
never!' And so she went out to her carriage, and was driven away. And the
landlady, presently having occasion to go upstairs, was aware of a dead silence
in the room where the Christophersons were sitting. She knocked—prepared with
some excuse—and found the couple side by side, smiling sadly. At once they told
her the truth. Mrs. Keeting had come because of a letter in which Mrs. Christopherson
had mentioned the fact that her husband had a good many books, and hoped he
might be permitted to remove them to the house in Norfolk. She came to see the
library—with the result already heard. They had the choice between sacrificing
the books and losing what their relative offered.
'Christopherson refused?' I
let fall.
'I suppose his wife saw that
it was too much for him. At all events, they'd agreed to keep the books and
lose the house. And there's an end of it. I haven't been so riled about anything
for a long time!'
Meantime I had been
reflecting. It was easy for me to understand Christopherson's state of mind,
and without knowing Mrs. Keeting, I saw that she must be a person whose
benefactions would be a good deal of a burden. After all, was Mrs.
Christopherson so very unhappy? Was she not the kind of woman who lived by
sacrifice—one who had far rather lead a life disagreeable to herself than
change it at the cost of discomfort to her husband? This view of the matter
irritated Pomfret, and he broke into objurgations, directed partly against Mrs.
Keeting, partly against Christopherson. It was an 'infernal shame,' that was
all he could say. And after all, I rather inclined to his opinion.
When two or three days had
passed, curiosity drew me towards the Christophersons' dwelling. Walking along
the opposite side of the street, I looked up at their window, and there was the
face of the old bibliophile. Evidently he was standing at the window in
idleness, perhaps in trouble. At once he beckoned to me; but before I could
knock at the house-door he had descended, and came out.
'May I walk a little way
with you?' he asked.
There was worry on his
features. For some moments we went on in silence.
'So you have changed your
mind about leaving London?' I said, as if carelessly.
'You have heard from Mr.
Pomfret? Well—yes, yes—I think we shall stay where we are—for the present.'
Never have I seen a man more
painfully embarrassed. He walked with head bent, shoulders stooping; and
shuffled, indeed, rather than walked. Even so might a man bear himself who felt
guilty of some peculiar meanness.
Presently words broke from
him.
'To tell you the truth,
there's a difficulty about the books.' He glanced furtively at me, and I saw he
was trembling in all his nerves. 'As you see, my circumstances are not
brilliant.' He half-choked himself with a crow. 'The fact is we were offered a
house in the country, on certain conditions, by a relative of Mrs.
Christopherson; and, unfortunately, it turned out that my library is regarded
as an objection—a fatal objection. We have quite reconciled ourselves to
staying where we are.'
I could not help asking,
without emphasis, whether Mrs. Christopherson would have cared for life in the
country. But no sooner were the words out of my mouth than I regretted them, so
evidently did they hit my companion in a tender place.
'I think she would have
liked it,' he answered, with a strangely pathetic look at me, as if he
entreated my forbearance.
'But,' I suggested,
'couldn't you make some arrangements about the books?
Couldn't you take a room for them in another house, for instance?'
Christopherson's face was
sufficient answer; it reminded me of his pennilessness. 'We think no more about
it,' he said. 'The matter is settled—quite settled.'
There was no pursuing the
subject. At the next parting of the ways we took leave of each other.
I think it was not more than
a week later when I received a postcard from Pomfret. He wrote: 'Just as I
expected. Mrs. C. seriously ill.' That was all.
Mrs. C. could, of course,
only mean Mrs. Christopherson. I mused over the message—it took hold of my
imagination, wrought upon my feelings; and that afternoon I again walked along
the interesting street.
There was no face at the
window. After a little hesitation I decided to call at the house and speak with
Pomfret's aunt. It was she who opened the door to me.
We had never seen each
other, but when I mentioned my name and said I was anxious to have news of Mrs.
Christopherson, she led me into a sitting-room, and began to talk confidentially.
She was a good-natured
Yorkshirewoman, very unlike the common London landlady. 'Yes, Mrs.
Christopherson had been taken ill two days ago. It began with a long fainting
fit. She had a feverish, sleepless night; the doctor was sent for; and he had
her removed out of the stuffy, book-cumbered bedroom into another chamber,
which luckily happened to be vacant. There she lay utterly weak and worn, all
but voiceless, able only to smile at her husband, who never moved from the
bedside day or night. He, too,' said the landlady, 'would soon break down: he
looked like a ghost, and seemed "half-crazed."'
'What,' I asked, 'could be
the cause of this illness?'
The good woman gave me an
odd look, shook her head, and murmured that the reason was not far to seek.
'Did she think,' I asked,
'that disappointment might have something to do with it?'
Why, of course she did. For
a long time the poor lady had been all but at the end of her strength,
and this came as a blow beneath which she sank.
'Your nephew and I have talked
about it,' I said. 'He thinks that Mr. Christopherson didn't understand what a
sacrifice he asked his wife to make.'
'I think so too,' was the
reply. 'But he begins to see it now, I can tell you. He says nothing but.'
There was a tap at the door,
and a hurried tremulous voice begged the landlady to go upstairs.
'What is it, sir?' she
asked.
'I'm afraid she's worse,'
said Christopherson, turning his haggard face to me with startled recognition.
'Do come up at once, please.'
Without a word to me he disappeared
with the landlady. I could not go away; for some ten minutes I fidgeted about
the little room, listening to every sound in the house. Then came a footfall on
the stairs, and the landlady rejoined me.
'It's nothing,' she said. 'I
almost think she might drop off to sleep, if she's left quiet. He worries her,
poor man, sitting there and asking her every two minutes how she feels. I've
persuaded him to go to his room, and I think it might do him good if you went
and had a bit o' talk with him.'
I mounted at once to the
second-floor sitting-room, and found Christopherson sunk upon a chair, his head
falling forwards, the image of despairing misery. As I approached he staggered
to his feet. He took my hand in a shrinking, shamefaced way, and could not raise
his eyes. I uttered a few words of encouragement, but they had the opposite
effect to that designed.
'Don't tell me that,' he
moaned, half resentfully. 'She's dying—she's dying—say what they will, I know
it.'
'Have you a good doctor?'
'I think so—but it's too
late—it's too late.'
As he dropped to his chair
again I sat down by him. The silence of a minute or two was broken by a
thunderous rat-tat at the house-door. Christopherson leapt to his feet, rushed
from the room; I, half fearing that he had gone mad, followed to the head of
the stairs.
In a moment he came up
again, limp and wretched as before.
'It was the postman,' he
muttered. 'I am expecting a letter.'
Conversation seeming
impossible, I shaped a phrase preliminary to withdrawal; but Christopherson would
not let me go.
'I should like to tell you,'
he began, looking at me like a dog under punishment, 'that I have done all I
could. As soon as my wife fell ill, and when I saw—I had only begun to think of
it in that way—how she felt the disappointment, I went at once to Mrs.
Keeting's house to tell her that I would sell the books. But she was out of
town. I wrote to her—I said I regretted my folly—I entreated her to forgive me
and to renew her kind offer. There has been plenty of time for a reply, but she
doesn't answer.'
He had in his hand what I
saw was a bookseller's catalogue, just delivered by the postman. Mechanically
he tore off the wrapper and even glanced over the first page. Then, as if
conscience stabbed him, he flung the thing violently away.
'The chance has gone!' he
exclaimed, taking a hurried step or two along the little strip of floor left
free by the mountain of books. 'Of course she said she would rather stay in
London! Of course she said what she knew would please me! When—when did she ever
say anything else! And I was cruel enough—base enough—to let her make the
sacrifice!' He waved his arms frantically. 'Didn't I know what it cost her?
Couldn't I see in her face how her heart leapt at the hope of going to live in
the country! I knew what she was suffering; I knew it, I tell
you! And, like a selfish coward, I let her suffer—I let her drop down and
die—die!'
'Any hour,' I said, 'may
bring you the reply from Mrs. Keeting. Of course it will be favourable, and the
good news—'
'Too late, I have killed
her! That woman won't write. She's one of the vulgar rich, and we offended her
pride; and such as she never forgive.'
He sat down for a moment,
but started up again in an agony of mental suffering.
'She is dying—and there,
there, that's what has killed her!' He gesticulated wildly towards the books.
'I have sold her life for those. Oh!—oh!'
With this cry he seized half
a dozen volumes, and, before I could understand what he was about, he had flung
up the window-sash, and cast the books into the street. Another batch followed;
I heard the thud upon the pavement. Then I caught him by the arm, held him
fast, begged him to control himself.
'They shall all go!' he
cried. 'I loathe the sight of them. They have killed my dear wife!'
He said it sobbing, and at
the last words tears streamed from his eyes. I had no difficulty now in
restraining him. He met my look with a gaze of infinite pathos, and talked on
while he wept.
'If you knew what she has
been to me! When she married me I was a ruined man twenty years older. I have
given her nothing but toil and care. You shall know everything—for years and
years I have lived on the earnings of her labour. Worse than that, I have
starved and stinted her to buy books. Oh, the shame of it! The wickedness of
it! It was my vice—the vice that enslaved me just as if it had been drinking or
gambling. I couldn't resist the temptation—though every day I cried shame upon
myself and swore to overcome it. She never blamed me; never a word—nay, not a
look—of a reproach. I lived in idleness. I never tried to save her that daily
toil at the shop. Do you know that she worked in a shop?—She, with her
knowledge and her refinement leading such a life as that! Think that I have
passed the shop a thousand times, coming home with a book in my hands! I had
the heart to pass, and to think of her there! Oh! Oh!'
Some one was knocking at the
door. I went to open, and saw the landlady, her face set in astonishment, and
her arms full of books.
'It's all right,' I
whispered. 'Put them down on the floor there; don't bring them in. An
accident.'
Christopherson stood behind
me; his look asked what he durst not speak. I said it was nothing, and by
degrees brought him into a calmer state. Luckily, the doctor came before I went
away, and he was able to report a slight improvement. The patient had slept a
little and seemed likely to sleep again. Christopherson asked me to come again
before long—there was no one else, he said, who cared anything about him—and I
promised to call the next day.
I did so, early in the
afternoon. Christopherson must have watched for my coming: before I could raise
the knocker the door flew open, and his face gleamed such a greeting as
astonished me. He grasped my hand in both his.
'The letter has come! We are
to have the house.'
'And how is Mrs.
Christopherson?'
'Better, much better, Heaven
be thanked! She slept almost from the time when you left yesterday afternoon
till early this morning. The letter came by the first post, and I told her—not
the whole truth,' he added, under his breath. 'She thinks I am to be allowed to
take the books with me; and if you could have seen her smile of contentment.
But they will all be sold and carried away before she knows about it; and when
she sees that I don't care a snap of the fingers!'
He had turned into the
sitting-room on the ground floor. Walking about excitedly, Christopherson
gloried in the sacrifice he had made. Already a letter was despatched to a
bookseller, who would buy the whole library as it stood. But would he not keep
a few volumes? I asked. Surely there could be no objection to a few shelves of
books; and how would he live without them? At first he declared vehemently that
not a volume should be kept—he never wished to see a book again as long as he
lived. But Mrs. Christopherson? I urged. Would she not be glad of something to
read now and then? At this he grew pensive. We discussed the matter, and it was
arranged that a box should be packed with select volumes and taken down into
Norfolk together with the rest of their luggage. Not even Mrs. Keeting could
object to this, and I strongly advised him to take her permission for granted.
And so it was done. By
discreet management the piled volumes were stowed in bags, carried downstairs,
emptied into a cart, and conveyed away, so quietly that the sick woman was
aware of nothing. In telling me about it, Christopherson crowed as I had never
heard him; but methought his eye avoided that part of the floor which had
formerly been hidden, and in the course of our conversation he now and then became
absent, with head bowed. Of the joy he felt in his wife's recovery there could,
however, be no doubt. The crisis through which he had passed had made him, in
appearance, a yet older man; when he declared his happiness tears came into his
eyes, and his head shook with a senile tremor.
Before they left London, I
saw Mrs. Christopherson—a pale, thin, slightly made woman, who had never been
what is called good-looking, but her face, if ever face did so, declared a
brave and loyal spirit. She was not joyous, she was not sad; but in her eyes,
as I looked at them again and again, I read the profound thankfulness of one to
whom fate has granted her soul's desire.
4.HUMPLEBEE
The school was assembled for evening prayers, some threescore boys
representing for the most part the well-to-do middle class of a manufacturing
county. At either end of the room glowed a pleasant fire, for it was February
and the weather had turned to frost.
Silence reigned, but on all
the young faces turned to where the headmaster sat at his desk appeared an
unwonted expression, an eager expectancy, as though something out of the
familiar routine were about to happen. When the master's voice at length
sounded, he did not read from the book before him; gravely, slowly, he began to
speak of an event which had that day stirred the little community with profound
emotion.
'Two of our number are this
evening absent. Happily, most happily, absent but for a short time; in our
prayers we shall render thanks to the good Providence which has saved us from a
terrible calamity. I do not desire to dwell upon the circumstance that one of
these boys, Chadwick, had committed worse than an imprudence in venturing upon
the Long Pond; it was in disregard of my injunction; I had distinctly made it
known that the ice was still unsafe. We will speak no more of that. All we can
think of at present is the fact that Chadwick was on the point of losing his
life; that in all human probability he would have been drowned, but for the
help heroically afforded him by one of his schoolfellows. I say heroically, and
I am sure I do not exaggerate; in the absence of Humplebee I may declare that
he nobly perilled his own life to save that of another. It was a splendid bit
of courage, a fine example of pluck and promptitude and vigour. We have all
cause this night to be proud of Humplebee.'
The solemn voice paused.
There was an instant's profound silence. Then, from somewhere amid the rows of
listeners, sounded a clear, boyish note.
'Sir, may we give three
cheers for Humplebee?'
'You may.'
The threescore leapt to
their feet, and volleys of cheering made the schoolroom echo. Then the master
raised his hand, the tumult subsided, and after a few moments of agitated
silence, prayers began.
Next morning there appeared
as usual at his desk a short, thin, red-headed boy of sixteen, whose plain,
freckled face denoted good-humour and a certain intelligence, but would never
have drawn attention amongst the livelier and comelier physiognomies grouped
about him. This was Humplebee. Hitherto he had been an insignificant member of
the school, one of those boys who excel neither at games nor at lessons, of
whom nothing is expected, and rarely, if ever, get into trouble, and who are
liked in a rather contemptuous way. Of a sudden he shone glorious; all tongues
were busy with him, all eyes regarded him, every one wished for the honour of
his friendship. Humplebee looked uncomfortable. He had the sniffy beginnings of
a cold, the result of yesterday's struggle in icy water, and his usual
diffident and monosyllabic inclination were intensified by the position in
which he found himself. Clappings on the shoulder from bigger boys who had been
wont to joke about his name made him flush nervously; to be addressed as
'Humpy,' or 'Beetle,' or 'Buz,' even though in a new tone, seemed to gratify
him as little as before. It was plain that Humplebee would much have liked to
be left alone. He stuck as closely as possible to his desk, and out of
school-time tried to steal apart from the throng.
But an ordeal awaited him.
Early in the afternoon there arrived, from a great town not far away, a
well-dressed and high-complexioned man, whose every look and accent declared
commercial importance. This was Mr. Chadwick, father of the boy who had all but
been drowned. He and the headmaster held private talk, and presently they sent
for Humplebee. Merely to enter the 'study' was at any time Humplebee's dread;
to do so under the present circumstances cost him anguish of spirit.
'Ha! here he is!' exclaimed
Mr. Chadwick, in the voice of bluff geniality which seemed to him appropriate.
'Humplebee, let me shake hands with you! Humplebee, I am proud to make your
acquaintance; prouder still to thank you, to thank you, my boy!'
The lad was painfully
overcome; his hands quivered, he stood like one convicted of disgraceful
behaviour.
'I think you have heard of
me, Humplebee. Leonard has no doubt spoken to you of his father. Perhaps my
name has reached you in other ways?'
'Yes, sir,' faltered the
boy.
'You mean that you know me
as a public man?' urged Mr. Chadwick, whose eyes glimmered a hungry vanity.
'Yes, sir,' whispered
Humplebee.
'Ha! I see you already take
an intelligent interest in things beyond school. They tell me you are sixteen,
Humplebee. Come, now; what are your ideas about the future? I don't mean'—Mr.
Chadwick rolled a laugh—'about the future of mankind, or even the future of the
English race; you and I may perhaps discuss such questions a few years hence.
In the meantime, what are your personal ambitions? In brief, what would you like
to be, Humplebee?'
Under the eye of his master
and of the commercial potentate, Humplebee stood voiceless; he gasped once or
twice like an expiring fish.
'Courage, my boy, courage!'
cried Mr. Chadwick. 'Your father, I believe, destines you for commerce. Is that
your own wish? Speak freely. Speak as though I were a friend you have known all
your life.'
'I should like to please my
father, sir,' jerked from the boy's lips.
'Good! Admirable! That's the
spirit I like, Humplebee. Then you have no marked predilection? That was what I
wanted to discover—well, well, we shall see. Meanwhile, Humplebee, get on with
your arithmetic. You are good at arithmetic, I am sure?'
'Not very, sir.'
'Come, come, that's your
modesty. But I like you none the worse for it, Humplebee. Well, well, get on
with your work, my boy, and we shall see, we shall see.'
Therewith, to his vast
relief, Humplebee found himself dismissed. Later in the day he received a
summons to the bedroom where Mr. Chadwick's son was being carefully nursed. Leonard
Chadwick, about the same age as his rescuer, had never deigned to pay much
attention to Humplebee, whom he regarded as stupid and plebeian; but the boy's
character was marked by a generous impulsiveness, which came out strongly in
the present circumstances.
'Hallo, Humpy!' he cried,
raising himself up when the other entered. 'So you pulled me out of that hole!
Shake hands, Buzzy, old fellow! You've had a talk with my governor, haven't
you? What do you think of him?'
Humplebee muttered something
incoherent.
'My governor's going to make
your fortune, Humpy!' cried Leonard. 'He told me so, and when he says a thing
he means it. He's going to start you in business when you leave school; most
likely you'll go into his own office. How will you like that, Humpy? My
governor thinks no end of you; says you're a brick, and so you are. I shan't
forget that you pulled me out of that hole, old chap. We shall be friends all
our lives, you know. Tell me what you thought of my governor?'
When he was on his legs
again, Leonard continued to treat Humplebee with grateful, if somewhat
condescending, friendliness. In the talks they had together the great man's son
continually expatiated upon his preserver's brilliant prospects. Beyond
possibility of doubt Humplebee would some day be a rich man; Mr. Chadwick had
said so, and whatever he purposed came to pass. To all this Humplebee listened
in a dogged sort of way, now and then smiling, but seldom making verbal answer.
In school he was not quite the same boy as before his exploit; he seemed
duller, less attentive, and at times even incurred reproaches for work ill
done—previously a thing unknown. When the holidays came, no boy was so glad as
Humplebee; his heart sang within him as he turned his back upon the school and
began the journey homeward.
That home was in the town
illuminated by Mr. Chadwick's commercial and municipal brilliance; over a small
draper's shop in one of the outskirt streets stood the name of Humplebee the
draper. About sixty years of age, he had known plenty of misfortune and
sorrows, with scant admixture of happiness. Nowadays things were somewhat
better with him; by dint of severe economy he had put aside two or three
hundred pounds, and he was able, moreover, to give his son (an only child) what
is called a sound education. In the limited rooms above the shop there might
have been a measure of quiet content and hopefulness, but for Mrs. Humplebee.
She, considerably younger than her husband, fretted against their narrow
circumstances, and grudged the money that was being spent—wasted, she called
it—on the boy Harry.
From his father Harry never
heard talk of pecuniary troubles, but the mother lost no opportunity of letting
him know that they were poor, miserably poor; and adding, that if he did not
work hard at school he was simply a cold-hearted criminal, and robbed his
parents of their bread.
But during the last month or
two a change had come upon the household. One day the draper received a visit
from the great Mr. Chadwick, who told a wonderful story of Harry's heroism, and
made proposals sounding so nobly generous that Mr. Humplebee was overcome with
gratitude.
Harry, as his father knew,
had no vocation for the shop; to get him a place in a manufacturer's office
seemed the best thing that could be aimed at, and here was Mr. Chadwick talking
of easy book-keeping, quick advancement, and all manner of vaguely splendid
possibilities in the future. The draper's joy proved Mrs. Humplebee's
opportunity. She put forward a project which had of late been constantly on her
mind and on her lips, to wit, that they should transfer their business into
larger premises, and give themselves a chance of prosperity. Humplebee need no
longer hesitate. He had his little capital to meet the first expenses, and if
need arose there need not be the slightest doubt that Mr. Chadwick would assist
him. A kind gentleman Mr. Chadwick! Had he not expressly desired to see Harry's
mother, and had he not assured her in every way possible of his debt and
gratitude he felt towards all who bore the name of Humplebee? The draper, if he
neglected his opportunity, would be an idiot—a mere idiot.
So, when the boy came home
for his holidays he found two momentous things decided; first, that he should
forthwith enter Mr. Chadwick's office; secondly, that the little shop should be
abandoned and a new one taken in a better neighbourhood.
Now Harry Humplebee had in
his soul a secret desire and a secret abhorrence. Ever since he could read his
delight had been in books of natural history; beasts, birds, and fishes
possessed his imagination, and for nothing else in the intellectual world did
he really care. With poor resources he had learned a great deal of his beloved
subjects. Whenever he could get away into the fields he was happy; to lie still
for hours watching some wild thing, noting its features and its ways, seemed to
him perfect enjoyment. His treasure was a collection, locked in a cupboard at
home, of eggs, skeletons, butterflies, beetles, and I know not what. His father
regarded all this as harmless amusement, his mother contemptuously tolerated it
or, in worse humour, condemned it as waste of time. When at school the boy had
frequent opportunities of pursuing his study, for he was in mid country and
could wander as he liked on free afternoons; but neither the headmaster nor his
assistant thought it worth while to pay heed to Humplebee's predilection. True,
it had been noticed more than once that in writing an 'essay' he showed unusual
observation of natural things; this, however, did not strike his educators as a
matter of any importance; it was not their business to discover what Humplebee
could do, and wished to do, but to make him do things they regarded as
desirable. Humplebee was marked for commerce; he must study compound interest,
and be strong at discount. Yet the boy loathed every such mental effort, and
the name of 'business' made him sick at heart.
How he longed to unbosom
himself to his father! And in the first week of his holiday he had a chance of
doing so, a wonderful chance, such as had never entered his dreams. The town
possessed a museum of Natural History, where, of course, Harry had often spent
leisure hours. Half a year ago a happy chance had brought him into conversation
with the curator, who could not but be struck by the lad's intelligence, and
who took an interest in him. Now they met again; they had one or two long
talks, with the result that, on a Sunday afternoon, the curator of the museum
took the trouble to call upon Mr. Humplebee, to speak with him about his son.
At the museum was wanted a lad with a taste for natural history, to perform at
first certain easy duties, with the prospect of further advancement here or
elsewhere. It seemed to the curator that Harry was the very boy for the place;
would Mr. Humplebee like to consider this suggestion? Now, if it had been made
to him half a year ago, such an offer would have seemed to Mr. Humplebee well
worth consideration, and he knew that Harry would have heard of it with
delight; as it was, he could not entertain the thought for a moment.
Impossible to run the risk
of offending Mr. Chadwick; moreover, who could hesitate between the modest
possibilities of the museum and such a career as waited the lad under the
protection of his powerful friend? With nervous haste the draper explained how
matters stood, excused himself, and begged that not another word on the subject
might be spoken in his son's hearing.
Harry Humplebee knew what he
had lost; the curator, in talk with him, had already thrown out his suggestion;
at their next meeting he discreetly made known to the boy that other counsels
must prevail. For the first time Harry felt a vehement impulse, prompting him
to speak on his own behalf, to assert and to plead for his own desires. But
courage failed him. He heard his father loud in praise of Mr. Chadwick, intent
upon the gratitude and respect due to that admirable man. He knew how his
mother would exclaim at the mere hint of disinclination to enter the great
man's office. And so he held his peace, though it cost him bitterness of heart
and even secret tears. A long, long time passed before he could bring himself
to enter again the museum doors.
He sat on a stool in Mr.
Chadwick's office, a clerk at a trifling salary. Everything, his father
reminded him, must have a beginning; let him work well and his progress would
be rapid. Two years passed and he was in much the same position; his salary had
increased by one half, but his work remained the same, mechanical, dreary,
hateful to him in its monotony. Meanwhile his father's venture in the new
premises had led to great embarrassments; business did not thrive; the day came
when Mr. Humplebee, trembling and shamefaced, felt himself drawn to beg help of
his son's so-called benefactor. He came away from the interview with empty
hands. Worse than that, he had heard things about Harry which darkened his mind
with a new anxiety.
'I greatly fear,' said Mr.
Chadwick, 'that your son must seek a place in some other office. It's a painful
thing; I wish I could have kept him; but the fact of the matter is that he
shows utter incapacity. I have no fault to find with him otherwise; a good lad;
in a smaller place of business he might do well enough. But he's altogether
below the mark in an office such as mine. Don't distress yourself,
Mr. Humplebee, I beg, I shall make it my care to inquire for suitable openings;
you shall hear from me—you shall hear from me. Pray consider that your son is
under notice to leave this day month. As for the—other matter of which you
spoke, I can only repeat that the truest kindness is only to refuse assistance.
I assure you it is. The circumstances forbid it. Clearly, what you have to do
is to call together your creditors, and arrive at an understanding. It is my
principle never to try to prop up a hopeless concern such as yours evidently
is. Good day to you, Mr. Humplebee; good day.'
A year later several things
had happened. Mr. Humplebee was dead; his penniless widow had gone to live in
another town on the charity of poor relatives, and Harry Humplebee sat in
another office, drawing the salary at which he had begun under Mr. Chadwick,
his home a wretched bedroom in the house of working-folk.
It did not appear to the lad
that he had suffered any injustice. He knew his own inaptitude for the higher
kind of office work, and he had expected his dismissal by Mr. Chadwick long
before it came. What he did resent, and profoundly, was Mr. Chadwick's refusal
to aid his father in that last death-grapple with ruinous circumstance. At the
worst moment Harry wrote a letter to Leonard Chadwick, whom he had never seen
since he left school. He told in simple terms the position of his family, and,
without a word of justifying reminiscence, asked his schoolfellow to help them
if he could. To this letter a reply came from London. Leonard Chadwick wrote
briefly and hurriedly, but in good-natured terms; he was really very sorry
indeed that he could do so little; the fact was, just now he stood on anything
but good terms with his father, who kept him abominably short of cash. He
enclosed five pounds, and, if possible, would soon send more.
'Don't suppose I have
forgotten what I owe you. As soon as ever I find myself in an independent
position you shall have substantial proof of my enduring gratitude. Keep me
informed of your address.'
Humplebee made no second
application, and Leonard Chadwick did not again break silence.
The years flowed on. At
five-and-twenty Humplebee toiled in the same office, but he could congratulate
himself on a certain progress; by dogged resolve he had acquired something like
efficiency in the duties of a commercial clerk, and the salary he now earned
allowed him to contribute to the support of his mother. More or less reconciled
to the day's labour, he had resumed in leisure hours his favourite study; a
free library supplied him with useful books, and whenever it was possible he
went his way into the fields, searching, collecting, observing. But his life
had another interest, which threatened rivalry to this intellectual pursuit.
Humplebee had set eyes upon the maiden destined to be his heart's desire; she
was the daughter of a fellow-clerk, a man who had grown grey in service of the
ledger; timidly he sought to win her kindness, as yet scarce daring to hope,
dreaming only of some happy change of position which might encourage him to
speak. The girl was as timid as himself; she had a face of homely prettiness, a
mind uncultured but sympathetic; absorbed in domestic cares, with few
acquaintances, she led the simplest of lives, and would have been all but
content to live on in gentle hope for a score of years. The two were beginning
to understand each other, for their silence was more eloquent than their
speech.
One summer day—the last day
of his brief holiday—Humplebee was returning by train from a visit to his
mother. Alone in a third-class carriage, seeming to read a newspaper, but in
truth dreaming of a face he hoped to see in a few hours, he suddenly found
himself jerked out of his seat, flung violently forward, bumped on the floor,
and last of all rolled into a sort of bundle, he knew not where. Recovering
from a daze, he said to himself, 'Why, this is an accident—a collision!' Then
he tried to unroll himself, and in the effort found that one of his arms was
useless; more than that, it pained him horribly. He stood up and tottered on to
the seat. Then the carriage-door opened, and a voice shouted—
'Anybody hurt here?'
'I think my arm is broken,'
answered Humplebee.
Two men helped him to
alight. The train had stopped just outside a small station; on a cross line in
front of the engine lay a goods truck smashed to pieces; people were rushing
about with cries and gesticulations.
'Yes, the arm is broken,'
remarked one of the men who had assisted Humplebee. 'It looks as if you were
the only passenger injured.' That proved, indeed, to be the case; no one else
had suffered more than a jolt or a bruise. The crowd clustered about this hero
of the broken arm, expressing sympathy and offering suggestions. Among them was
a well-dressed young man, rather good-looking and of lively demeanour, who seemed
to enjoy the excitement; he, after gazing fixedly at the pain-stricken face,
exclaimed in a voice of wonder—
'By jove! it's Humplebee!'
The sufferer turned towards
him who spoke; his eyes brightened, for he recognised the face of Leonard
Chadwick. Neither one nor the other had greatly altered during the past ten
years; they presented exactly the same contrast of personal characteristic as
when they were at school together. With vehement friendliness Chadwick at once
took upon himself the care of the injured clerk. He shouted for a cab, he found
out where the nearest doctor lived; in a quarter of an hour he had his friend
under the doctor's roof. When the fracture had been set and bandaged, they
travelled on together to their native town, only a few miles distant, Humplebee
knowing for the first time in his life the luxury of a first-class compartment.
On their way Chadwick talked exuberantly. He was delighted at this meeting;
why, one of his purposes in coming north had been to search out Humplebee, whom
he had so long scandalously neglected.
'The fact is, I've been
going through queer times myself. The governor and I can't get along together;
we quarrelled years ago, there's not much chance of our making it up. I've no
doubt that was the real reason of his dismissing you from his office—a mean
thing! The governor's a fine old boy, but he has his nasty side. He's very
tight about money, and I—well, I'm a bit too much the other way, no doubt. He's
kept me in low water, confound him! But I'm independent of him now. I'll tell
you all about it to-morrow, you'll feel better able to talk. Expect me at
eleven in the morning.'
Through a night of physical
suffering Humplebee was supported by a new hope. Chadwick the son, warm-hearted
and generous, made a strong contrast with Chadwick the father, pompous and
insincere. When the young man spoke of his abiding gratitude there was no
possibility of distrusting him, his voice rang true, and his handsome features
wore a delightful frankness. Punctual to his appointment, Leonard appeared next
morning. He entered the poor lodging as if it had been a luxurious residence,
talked suavely and gaily with the landlady, who was tending her invalid, and,
when alone with his old schoolfellow, launched into a detailed account of a great
enterprise in which he was concerned. Not long ago he had become acquainted
with one Geldershaw, a man somewhat older than himself, personally most
attractive, and very keen in business. Geldershaw had just been appointed
London representative of a great manufacturing firm in Germany. It was a most
profitable undertaking, and, out of pure friendship, he had offered a share in
the business to Leonard Chadwick.
'Of course, I put money into
it. The fact is, I have dropped in for a few thousands from a good old aunt,
who has been awfully kind to me since the governor and I fell out. I couldn't
possibly have found a better investment, it means eight or nine per cent, my
boy, at the very least! And look here, Humplebee, of course you can keep
books?'
'Yes, I can,' answered the
listener conscientiously.
'Then, old fellow, a
first-rate place is open to you. We want some one we can thoroughly trust;
you're the very man Geldershaw had in his eye. Would you mind telling me what
screw you get at present?'
'Two pounds ten a week.'
'Ha, ha!' laughed Chadwick
exultantly. 'With us you shall begin at double the figure, and I'll see to it
that you have a rise after the first year. What's more, Humplebee, as soon as
we get fairly going, I promise you a share in the business. Don't say a word,
old boy! My governor treated you abominably. I've been in your debt for ten
years or so, as you know very well, and often enough I've felt deucedly ashamed
of myself. Five pounds a week to begin with, and a certainty of a comfortable
interest in a thriving affair! Come, now, is it agreed?'
Humplebee forgot his pain;
he felt ready to jump out of bed and travel straightway to London.
'And you know,' pursued
Chadwick, when they had shaken hands warmly, 'that you have a claim for damages
on the railway company. Leave that to me; I'll put the thing in train at once,
through my own solicitor. You shall pocket a substantial sum, my boy! Well, I'm
afraid I must be off; I've got my hands full of business. Quite a new thing for
me to have something serious to do; I enjoy it! If I can't see you again before
I go back to town, you shall hear from me in a day or two. Here's my London
address. Chuck up your place here at once, so as to be ready for us as soon as
your arm's all right. Geldershaw shall write you a formal engagement.'
Happily his broken arm was
the left. Humplebee could use his right hand, and did so, very soon after
Chadwick's departure, to send an account of all that had befallen him to his
friend Mary Bowes. It was the first time he had written to her. His letter was
couched in terms of studious respect, with many apologies for the liberty he
took. Of the accident he made light—a few days would see him re-established—but
he dwelt with some emphasis upon the meeting with Leonard Chadwick, and what
had resulted from it.
'I did him a good turn once,
when we were at school together. He is a good, warm-hearted fellow, and has
sought this opportunity of showing that he remembered the old time.'
Thus did Humplebee refer to
the great event of his boyhood. Having despatched the letter, he waited
feverishly for Miss Bowes' reply; but days passed, and still he waited in vain.
Agitation delayed his recovery; he was suffering as he had never suffered in
his life, when there came a letter from London, signed with the name of
Geldershaw, repeating in formal terms the offer made to him by Leonard
Chadwick, and requesting his immediate acceptance or refusal. This plucked him
out of his despondent state, and spurred him to action. With the help of his
landlady he dressed himself, and, having concealed his bandaged arm as well as
possible, drove in a cab to Miss Bowes' dwelling. The hour being before noon,
he was almost sure to find Mary at home, and alone. Trembling with bodily
weakness and the conflict of emotions, he rang the door bell. To his
consternation there appeared Mary's father.
'Hallo! Humplebee!' cried
Mr. Bowes, surprised but friendly. 'Why, I was just going to write to you. Mary
has had scarlet fever. I've been so busy these last ten days, I couldn't even
inquire after you. Of course, I saw about your smash in the newspaper; how are
you getting on?'
The man with the bandaged
arm could not utter a word. Horror-stricken he stared at Mr. Bowes, who had
begun to express a doubt whether it would be prudent for him to enter the
house.
Mary is convalescent; the
anxiety's all over, but—'
Humplebee suddenly seized
the speaker's hand, and in confused words expressed vehement joy. They talked
for a few minutes, parted with cordiality, and Humplebee went home again to
recover from his excitement.
A note from his employers
had replied in terms of decent condolence to the message by which he explained
his enforced absence. To-day he wrote to the principal, announcing his
intention of resigning his post in their office. The response, delivered within
a few hours, was admirably brief and to the point. Mr. Humplebee's place had,
of course, been already taken temporarily by another clerk; it would have been
held open for him, but, in view of his decision, the firm had merely to request
that he would acknowledge the cheque enclosed in payment of his salary up to
date. Not without some shaking of the hand did Humplebee pen this receipt; for
a moment something seemed to come between him and the daylight, and a heaviness
oppressed his inner man. But already he had despatched to London his formal
acceptance of the post at five pounds a week, and in thinking of it his heart
grew joyous. Two hundred and sixty pounds a year! It was beyond the hope of his
most fantastic day-dreams. He was a made man, secure for ever against fears and
worries. He was a man of substance, and need no longer shrink from making known
the hope which ruled his life.
A second letter was written
to Mary Bowes; but not till many copies had been made was it at length
despatched. The writer declared that he looked for no reply until Mary was
quite herself again; he begged only that she would reflect, meanwhile, upon
what he had said, reflect with all her indulgence, all her native goodness and
gentleness. And, indeed, there elapsed nearly a fortnight before the answer
came; and to Humplebee it seemed an endless succession of tormenting days.
Then—
Humplebee behaved like one
distracted. His landlady in good earnest thought he had gone crazy, and was
only reassured when he revealed to her what had happened. Mary Bowes was to be
his wife! They must wait for a year and a half; Mary could not leave her father
quite alone, but in a year and a half Mr. Bowes, who was an oldish man, would
be able to retire on the modest fruit of his economies, and all three could
live together in London. 'What,' cried Humplebee, 'was eighteen months? It
would allow him to save enough out of his noble salary to start housekeeping
with something more than comfort. Blessed be the name of Chadwick!'
When his arm was once more
sound, and Mary's health quite recovered, they met. In their long, long talk
Humplebee was led to tell the story of that winter day when he saved Leonard
Chadwick's life; he related, too, all that had ensued upon his acquaintance
with the great Mr. Chadwick, memories which would never lose all their
bitterness. Mary was moved to tears, and her tears were dried by indignation.
But they agreed that Leonard, after all, made some atonement for his father's
heartless behaviour. Humplebee showed a letter that had come from young
Chadwick a day or two ago; every line spoke generosity of spirit. 'When,' he
asked, 'might they expect their new bookkeeper. They were in full swing;
business promised magnificently. As yet, they had only a temporary office, but
Geldershaw was in treaty for fine premises in the city. The sooner Humplebee
arrived the better; fortune awaited him.'
It was decided that he
should leave for London in two days.
The next evening he came to
spend an hour or two with Mary and her father. On entering the room he at once
observed something strange in the looks with which he was greeted. Mary had a
pale, miserable air, and could hardly speak. Mr. Bowes, after looking at him
fixedly for a moment, exclaimed—
'Have you seen to-day's
paper?'
'I've been too busy,' he
replied. 'What has happened?'
'Isn't your London man
called Geldershaw?'
'Yes,' murmured Humplebee,
with a sinking of the heart.
'Well, the police are after
him; he has bolted. It's a long-firm swindle that he's been up to. You know
what that means? Obtaining goods on false credit, and raising money on them.
What's more, young Chadwick is arrested; he came before the magistrates
yesterday, charged with being an accomplice. Here it is; read it for yourself.'
Humplebee dropped into a
chair. When his eyes undazzled, he read the full report which Mr. Bowes had
summarised. It was the death-blow of his hopes.
'Leonard Chadwick has been a
victim, not a swindler,' sounded from him in a feeble voice. 'You see, he says
that Geldershaw has robbed him of all his money—that he is ruined.'
'He says so,'
remarked Mr. Bowes with angry irony.
'I believe him,' said
Humplebee. His eyes sought Mary's. The girl regarded him steadily, and she
spoke in a low firm voice—'I, too, believe him.'
'Whether or no,' said Mr.
Bowes, thrusting his hands into his pockets, 'the upshot of it is, Humplebee,
that you've lost a good place through trusting him. I had my doubts; but you
were in a hurry, and didn't ask advice. If this had happened a week later, the
police would have laid hands on you as well.'
'So there's something to be
thankful for, at all events,' said Mary.
Again Humplebee met her
eyes. He saw that she would not forsake him.
He had to begin life over
again—that was all.
5.THE SCRUPULOUS FATHER
It was market day in the little town; at one o'clock a rustic
company besieged the table of the Greyhound, lured by savoury odours and the
frothing of amber ale. Apart from three frequenters of the ordinary, in a small
room prepared for overflow, sat two persons of a different stamp—a middle-aged
man, bald, meagre, unimpressive, but wholly respectable in bearing and apparel,
and a girl, evidently his daughter, who had the look of the latter twenties,
her plain dress harmonising with a subdued charm of feature and a timidity of
manner not ungraceful. Whilst waiting for their meal they conversed in an
undertone; their brief remarks and ejaculations told of a long morning's ramble
from the seaside resort some miles away; in their quiet fashion they seemed to
have enjoyed themselves, and dinner at an inn evidently struck them as
something of an escapade. Rather awkwardly the girl arranged a handful of wild
flowers which she had gathered, and put them for refreshment into a tumbler of
water; when a woman entered with viands, silence fell upon the two; after
hesitations and mutual glances, they began to eat with nervous appetite.
Scarcely was their modest
confidence restored, when in the doorway sounded a virile voice, gaily humming,
and they became aware of a tall young man, red-headed, anything but handsome,
flushed and perspiring from the sunny road; his open jacket showed a blue
cotton shirt without waistcoat, in his hand was a shabby straw hat, and thick
dust covered his boots. One would have judged him a tourist of the noisier
class, and his rather loud 'Good morning!' as he entered the room seemed a
serious menace to privacy; on the other hand, the rapid buttoning of his coat,
and the quiet choice of a seat as far as possible from the two guests whom his
arrival disturbed, indicated a certain tact. His greeting had met with the
merest murmur of reply; their eyes on their plates, father and daughter
resolutely disregarded him; yet he ventured to speak again.
'They're busy here to-day.
Not a seat to be had in the other room.'
It was apologetic in
intention, and not rudely spoken. After a moment's delay the bald, respectable
man made a curt response.
'This room is public, I
believe.'
The intruder held his peace.
But more than once he glanced at the girl, and after each furtive scrutiny his
plain visage manifested some disturbance, a troubled thoughtfulness. His one
look at the mute parent was from beneath contemptuous eyebrows.
Very soon another guest
appeared, a massive agricultural man, who descended upon a creaking chair and
growled a remark about the hot weather. With him the red-haired pedestrian
struck into talk. Their topic was beer. Uncommonly good, they agreed, the local
brew, and each called for a second pint. What, they asked in concert, would
England be without her ale? Shame on the base traffickers who enfeebled or
poisoned this noble liquor! And how cool it was—ah! The right sort of cellar!
He of the red hair hinted at a third pewter.
These two were still but
midway in their stout attack on meat and drink, when father and daughter,
having exchanged a few whispers, rose to depart. After leaving the room, the
girl remembered that she had left her flowers behind; she durst not return for
them, and, knowing her father would dislike to do so, said nothing about the
matter.
'A pity!' exclaimed Mr.
Whiston (that was his respectable name) as they strolled away. 'It looked at
first as if we should have such a nice quiet dinner.'
'I enjoyed it all the same,'
replied his companion, whose name was Rose.
'That abominable habit of
drinking!' added Mr. Whiston austerely. He himself had quaffed water, as
always. 'Their ale, indeed! See the coarse, gross creatures it produces!'
He shuddered. Rose, however,
seemed less consentient than usual. Her eyes were on the ground; her lips were
closed with a certain firmness. When she spoke, it was on quite another
subject.
They were Londoners. Mr.
Whiston held the position of draughtsman in the office of a geographical
publisher; though his income was small, he had always practised a rigid
economy, and the possession of a modest private capital put him beyond fear of
reverses. Profoundly conscious of social limits, he felt it a subject for
gratitude that there was nothing to be ashamed of in his calling, which he
might fairly regard as a profession, and he nursed this sense of respectability
as much on his daughter's behalf as on his own. Rose was an only child; her
mother had been dead for years; her kinsfolk on both sides laid claim to the
title of gentlefolk, but supported it on the narrowest margin of independence.
The girl had grown up in an atmosphere unfavourable to mental development, but
she had received a fairly good education, and nature had dowered her with
intelligence. A sense of her father's conscientiousness and of his true
affection forbade her to criticise openly the principles on which he had
directed her life; hence a habit of solitary meditation, which half fostered,
yet half opposed, the gentle diffidence of Rose's character.
Mr. Whiston shrank from
society, ceaselessly afraid of receiving less than his due; privately,
meanwhile, he deplored the narrowness of the social opportunities granted to
his daughter, and was for ever forming schemes for her advantage—schemes which
never passed beyond the stage of nervous speculation. They inhabited a little
house in a western suburb, a house illumined with every domestic virtue; but
scarcely a dozen persons crossed the threshold within a twelvemonth. Rose's two
or three friends were, like herself, mistrustful of the world. One of them had
lately married after a very long engagement, and Rose still trembled from the
excitement of that occasion, still debated fearfully with herself on the
bride's chances of happiness. Her own marriage was an event so inconceivable
that merely to glance at the thought appeared half immodest and wholly
irrational.
Every winter Mr. Whiston
talked of new places which he and Rose would visit when the holidays came
round; every summer he shrank from the thought of adventurous novelty, and
ended by proposing a return to the same western seaside-town, to the familiar
lodgings. The climate suited neither him nor his daughter, who both needed
physical as well as moral bracing; but they only thought of this on finding
themselves at home again, with another long year of monotony before them. And
it was so good to feel welcome, respected; to receive the smiling reverences of
tradesfolk; to talk with just a little well-bred condescension, sure that it
would be appreciated. Mr. Whiston savoured these things, and Rose in this
respect was not wholly unlike him.
To-day was the last of their
vacation. The weather had been magnificent throughout; Rose's cheeks were more
than touched by the sun, greatly to the advantage of her unpretending
comeliness. She was a typical English maiden, rather tall, shapely rather than
graceful, her head generally bent, her movements always betraying the
diffidence of solitary habit. The lips were her finest feature, their perfect
outline indicating sweetness without feebleness of character. Such a girl is at
her best towards the stroke of thirty. Rose had begun to know herself; she
needed only opportunity to act upon her knowledge.
A train would take them back
to the seaside. At the railway station Rose seated herself on a shaded part of
the platform, whilst her father, who was exceedingly short of sight, peered
over publications on the bookstall. Rather tired after her walk, the girl was
dreamily tracing a pattern with the point of her parasol, when some one
advanced and stood immediately in front of her. Startled, she looked up, and
recognised the red-haired stranger of the inn.
'You left these flowers in a
glass of water on the table. I hope I'm not doing a rude thing in asking
whether they were left by accident.'
He had the flowers in his
hand, their stems carefully protected by a piece of paper. For a moment Rose
was incapable of replying; she looked at the speaker; she felt her cheeks burn;
in utter embarrassment she said she knew not what.
'Oh!—thank you! I forgot
them. It's very kind.'
Her hand touched his as she
took the bouquet from him. Without another word the man turned and strode away.
Mr. Whiston had seen nothing
of this. When he approached, Rose held up the flowers with a laugh.
'Wasn't it kind? I forgot
them, you know, and some one from the inn came looking for me.'
'Very good of them, very,'
replied her father graciously. 'A very nice inn, that. We'll go again—some day.
One likes to encourage such civility; it's rare nowadays.'
He of the red hair travelled
by the same train, though not in the same carriage. Rose caught sight of him at
the seaside station. She was vexed with herself for having so scantily
acknowledged his kindness; it seemed to her that she had not really thanked him
at all; how absurd, at her age, to be incapable of common self-command! At the
same time she kept thinking of her father's phrase, 'coarse, gross creatures,'
and it vexed her even more than her own ill behaviour. The stranger was
certainly not coarse, far from gross. Even his talk about beer (she remembered
every word of it) had been amusing rather than offensive. Was he a 'gentleman'?
The question agitated her; it involved so technical a definition, and she felt
so doubtful as to the reply. Beyond doubt he had acted in a gentlemanly way;
but his voice lacked something. Coarse? Gross? No, no, no! Really, her father
was very severe, not to say uncharitable. But perhaps he was thinking of the
heavy agricultural man; oh, he must have been!
Of a sudden she felt very
weary. At the lodgings she sat down in her bedroom, and gazed through the open
window at the sea. A sense of discouragement, hitherto almost unknown, had
fallen upon her; it spoilt the blue sky and the soft horizon. She thought
rather drearily of the townward journey to-morrow, of her home in the suburbs,
of the endless monotony that awaited her. The flowers lay on her lap; she smelt
them, dreamed over them. And then—strange incongruity—she thought of beer!
Between tea and supper she
and her father rested on the beach. Mr. Whiston was reading. Rose pretended to
turn the leaves of a book. Of a sudden, as unexpectedly to herself as to her
companion, she broke silence.
'Don't you think, father,
that we are too much afraid of talking with strangers?'
'Too much afraid?'
Mr. Whiston was puzzled. He
had forgotten all about the incident at the dinner-table.
'I mean—what harm is there
in having a little conversation when one is away from home? At the inn to-day,
you know, I can't help thinking we were rather—perhaps a little too silent.'
'My dear Rose, did you want
to talk about beer?'
She reddened, but answered
all the more emphatically.
'Of course not. But, when
the first gentleman came in, wouldn't it have been natural to exchange a few
friendly words? I'm sure he wouldn't have talked of beer to us'
'The gentleman?
I saw no gentleman, my dear. I suppose he was a small clerk, or something of
the sort, and he had no business whatever to address us.'
'Oh, but he only said good
morning, and apologised for sitting at our table. He needn't have apologised at
all.'
'Precisely. That is just
what I mean,' said Mr. Whiston with self-satisfaction. 'My dear Rose, if I had
been alone, I might perhaps have talked a little, but with you it was
impossible. One cannot be too careful. A man like that will take all sorts of liberties.
One has to keep such people at a distance.
A moment's pause, then Rose
spoke with unusual decision—
'I feel quite sure, father,
that he would not have taken liberties. It seems to me that he knew quite well
how to behave himself.'
Mr. Whiston grew still more
puzzled. He closed his book to meditate this new problem.
'One has to lay down rules,'
fell from him at length, sententiously. 'Our position, Rose, as I have often
explained, is a delicate one. A lady in circumstances such as yours cannot exercise
too much caution. Your natural associates are in the world of wealth;
unhappily, I cannot make you wealthy. We have to guard our self-respect, my
dear child. Really, it is not safe to talk with
strangers—least of all at an inn. And you have only to remember that disgusting
conversation about beer!'
Rose said no more. Her
father pondered a little, felt that he had delivered his soul, and resumed the
book.
The next morning they were
early at the station to secure good places for the long journey to London. Up
to almost the last moment it seemed that they would have a carriage to
themselves. Then the door suddenly opened, a bag was flung on to the seat, and
after it came a hot, panting man, a red-haired man, recognised immediately by
both the travellers.
'I thought I'd missed it!'
ejaculated the intruder merrily.
Mr. Whiston turned his head
away, disgust transforming his countenance. Rose sat motionless, her eyes cast
down. And the stranger mopped his forehead in silence.
He glanced at her; he
glanced again and again; and Rose was aware of every look. It did not occur to
her to feel offended. On the contrary, she fell into a mood of tremulous
pleasure, enhanced by every turn of the stranger's eyes in her direction. At
him she did not look, yet she saw him. Was it a coarse face? she asked herself.
Plain, perhaps, but decidedly not vulgar. The red hair, she thought, was not
disagreeably red; she didn't dislike that shade of colour. He was humming a
tune; it seemed to be his habit, and it argued healthy cheerfulness. Meanwhile
Mr. Whiston sat stiffly in his corner, staring at the landscape, a model of
respectable muteness.
At the first stop another
man entered. This time, unmistakably, a commercial traveller. At once a
dialogue sprang up between him and Rufus. The traveller complained that all the
smoking compartments were full.
'Why,' exclaimed Rufus, with
a laugh, 'that reminds me that I wanted a smoke. I never thought about it till
now; jumped in here in a hurry.'
The traveller's 'line' was
tobacco; they talked tobacco—Rufus with much gusto. Presently the conversation
took a wider scope.
'I envy you,' cried Rufus,
'always travelling about. I'm in a beastly office, and get only a fortnight off
once a year. I enjoy it, I can tell you! Time's up today, worse luck! I've a
good mind to emigrate. Can you give me a tip about the colonies?'
He talked of how he had
spent his holiday. Rose missed not a word, and her blood pulsed in sympathy
with the joy of freedom which he expressed. She did not mind his occasional
slang; the tone was manly and right-hearted; it evinced a certain simplicity of
feeling by no means common in men, whether gentle or other. At a certain moment
the girl was impelled to steal a glimpse of his face. After all, was it really
so plain? The features seemed to her to have a certain refinement which she had
not noticed before.
'I'm going to try for a
smoker,' said the man of commerce, as the train slackened into a busy station.
Rufus hesitated. His eye
wandered.
'I think I shall stay where
I am,' he ended by saying.
In that same moment, for the
first time, Rose met his glance. She saw that his eyes did not at once avert
themselves; they had a singular expression, a smile which pleaded pardon for
its audacity. And Rose, even whilst turning away, smiled in response.
The train stopped. The
commercial traveller alighted. Rose, leaning towards her father, whispered that
she was thirsty; would he get her a glass of milk or of lemonade? Though little
disposed to rush on such errands, Mr. Whiston had no choice but to comply; he
sped at once for the refreshment-room.
And Rose knew what would
happen; she knew perfectly. Sitting rigid, her eyes on vacancy, she felt the
approach of the young man, who for the moment was alone with her. She saw him
at her side: she heard his voice.
'I can't help it. I want to
speak to you. May I?'
Rose faltered a reply.
'It was so kind to bring the
flowers. I didn't thank you properly.'
'It's now or never,' pursued
the young man in rapid, excited tones. 'Will you let me tell you my name? Will
you tell me yours?'
Rose's silence consented.
The daring Rufus rent a page from a pocket-book, scribbled his name and
address, gave it to Rose. He rent out another page, offered it to Rose with the
pencil, and in a moment had secured the precious scrap of paper in his pocket.
Scarce was the transaction completed when a stranger jumped in. The young man
bounded to his own corner, just in time to see the return of Mr. Whiston, glass
in hand.
During the rest of the
journey Rose was in the strangest state of mind. She did not feel in the least
ashamed of herself. It seemed to her that what had happened was wholly natural
and simple. The extraordinary thing was that she must sit silent and with cold
countenance at the distance of a few feet from a person with whom she ardently
desired to converse. Sudden illumination had wholly changed the aspect of life.
She seemed to be playing a part in a grotesque comedy rather than living in a
world of grave realities. Her father's dignified silence struck her as intolerably
absurd. She could have burst into laughter; at moments she was indignant,
irritated, tremulous with the spirit of revolt. She detected a glance of frigid
superiority with which Mr. Whiston chanced to survey the other occupants of the
compartment. It amazed her. Never had she seen her father in such an alien
light. He bent forward and addressed to her some commonplace remark; she barely
deigned a reply. Her views of conduct, of character, had undergone an abrupt
and extraordinary change. Having justified without shadow of argument her own
incredible proceeding, she judged everything and everybody by some new
standard, mysteriously attained. She was no longer the Rose Whiston of
yesterday. Her old self seemed an object of compassion. She felt an unspeakable
happiness, and at the same time an encroaching fear.
The fear predominated; when
she grew aware of the streets of London looming on either hand it became a
torment, an anguish. Small-folded, crushed within her palm, the piece of paper
with its still unread inscription seemed to burn her. Once, twice, thrice she
met the look of her friend. He smiled cheerily, bravely, with evident purpose
of encouragement. She knew his face better than that of any oldest
acquaintance; she saw in it a manly beauty. Only by a great effort of
self-control could she refrain from turning aside to unfold and read what he
had written. The train slackened speed, stopped. Yes, it was London. She must
arise and go. Once more their eyes met. Then, without recollection of any
interval, she was on the Metropolitan Railway, moving towards her suburban
home.
A severe headache sent her
early to bed. Beneath her pillow lay a scrap of paper with a name and address
she was not likely to forget. And through the night of broken slumbers Rose suffered
a martyrdom. No more self-glorification! All her courage gone, all her new
vitality! She saw herself with the old eyes, and was shame-stricken to the very
heart.
Whose the fault? Towards
dawn she argued it with the bitterness of misery. What a life was hers in this
little world of choking respectabilities! Forbidden this, forbidden that;
permitted—the pride of ladyhood. And she was not a lady, after all. What lady
would have permitted herself to exchange names and addresses with a strange man
in a railway carriage—furtively, too, escaping her father's observation? If not
a lady, what was she? It meant the utter failure of her
breeding and education. The sole end for which she had lived was frustrate. A
common, vulgar young woman—well mated, doubtless, with an impudent clerk, whose
noisy talk was of beer and tobacco!
This arrested her. Stung to
the defence of her friend, who, clerk though he might be, was neither impudent
nor vulgar, she found herself driven back upon self-respect. The battle went on
for hours; it exhausted her; it undid all the good effects of sun and sea, and
left her flaccid, pale.
'I'm afraid the journey
yesterday was too much for you,' remarked Mr.
Whiston, after observing her as she sat mute the next evening.
'I shall soon recover,' Rose
answered coldly.
The father meditated with
some uneasiness. He had not forgotten Rose's singular expression of opinion
after their dinner at the inn. His affection made him sensitive to changes in
the girl's demeanour. Next summer they must really find a more bracing resort.
Yes, yes; clearly Rose needed bracing. But she was always better when the cool
days came round.
On the morrow it was his
daughter's turn to feel anxious. Mr. Whiston all at once wore a face of
indignant severity. He was absent-minded; he sat at table with scarce a word;
he had little nervous movements, and subdued mutterings as of wrath. This
continued on a second day, and Rose began to suffer an intolerable agitation.
She could not help connecting her father's strange behaviour with the secret
which tormented her heart.
Had something happened? Had
her friend seen Mr. Whiston, or written to him?
She had awaited with tremors
every arrival of the post. It was probable—more than probable—that he would
write to her; but as yet no letter came. A week passed, and no letter came. Her
father was himself again; plainly she had mistaken the cause of his
perturbation. Ten days, and no letter came.
It was Saturday afternoon.
Mr. Whiston reached home at tea-time. The first glance showed his daughter that
trouble and anger once more beset him. She trembled, and all but wept, for
suspense had overwrought her nerves.
'I find myself obliged to
speak to you on a very disagreeable subject'—thus began Mr. Whiston over the
tea-cups—'a very unpleasant subject indeed. My one consolation is that it will
probably settle a little argument we had down at the seaside.'
As his habit was when
expressing grave opinions (and Mr. Whiston seldom expressed any other), he made
a long pause and ran his fingers through his thin beard. The delay irritated
Rose to the last point of endurance.
'The fact is,' he proceeded
at length, 'a week ago I received a most extraordinary letter—the most impudent
letter I ever read in my life. It came from that noisy, beer-drinking man who
intruded upon us at the inn—you remember. He began by explaining who he was,
and—if you can believe it—had the impertinence to say that he wished to make my
acquaintance! An amazing letter! Naturally, I left it unanswered—the only
dignified thing to do. But the fellow wrote again, asking if I had received his
proposal. I now replied, briefly and severely, asking him, first, how he came
to know my name; secondly, what reason I had given him for supposing that I
desired to meet him again. His answer to this was even more outrageous than the
first offence. He bluntly informed me that in order to discover my name and
address he had followed us home that day from Paddington Station! As if this
was not bad enough, he went on to—really, Rose, I feel I must apologise to you,
but the fact is I seem to have no choice but to tell you what he said. The
fellow tells me, really, that he wants to know me only that he
may come to know you! My first idea was to go with this letter to
the police. I am not sure that I shan't do so even yet; most certainly I shall
if he writes again. The man may be crazy—he may be dangerous. Who knows but he
may come lurking about the house? I felt obliged to warn you of this unpleasant
possibility.'
Rose was stirring her tea;
also she was smiling. She continued to stir and to smile, without consciousness
of either performance.
'You make light of it?'
exclaimed her father solemnly.
'O father, of course I am
sorry you have had this annoyance.'
So little was there of
manifest sorrow in the girl's tone and countenance that Mr. Whiston gazed at
her rather indignantly. His pregnant pause gave birth to one of those
admonitory axioms which had hitherto ruled his daughter's life.
'My dear, I advise you never
to trifle with questions of propriety. Could there possibly be a better
illustration of what I have so often said—that in self-defence we are bound to
keep strangers at a distance?'
'Father'
Rose began firmly, but her
voice failed.
'You were going to say,
Rose?'
She took her courage in both
hands.
'Will you allow me to see
the letters?'
'Certainly. There can be no
objection to that.'
He drew from his pocket the
three envelopes, held them to his daughter. With shaking hand Rose unfolded the
first letter; it was written in clear commercial character, and was signed
'Charles James Burroughs.' When she had read all, the girl said quietly—
'Are you quite sure, father,
that these letters are impertinent?'
Mr. Whiston stopped in the
act of finger-combing his beard.
'What doubt can there be of
it?'
'They seem to me,' proceeded
Rose nervously, 'to be very respectful and very honest.'
'My dear, you astound me! Is
it respectful to force one's acquaintance upon an unwilling stranger? I really
don't understand you. Where is your sense of propriety, Rose? A vulgar, noisy
fellow, who talks of beer and tobacco—a petty clerk! And he has the audacity to
write to me that he wants to—to make friends with my daughter! Respectful?
Honest? Really!'
When Mr. Whiston became
sufficiently agitated to lose his decorous gravity, he began to splutter, and
at such moments he was not impressive. Rose kept her eyes cast down. She felt
her strength once more, the strength of a wholly reasonable and half-passionate
revolt against that tyrannous propriety which Mr. Whiston worshipped.
'Father—'
'Well, my dear?'
'There is only one thing I
dislike in these letters—and that is a falsehood.'
'I don't understand.'
Rose was flushing. Her
nerves grew tense; she had wrought herself to a simple audacity which overcame
small embarrassments.
'Mr. Burroughs says that he
followed us home from Paddington to discover our address. That is not true. He
asked me for my name and address in the train, and gave me his.'
The father gasped.
'He asked—?
You gave—?'
'It was whilst you were away
in the refreshment-room,' proceeded the girl, with singular self-control, in a
voice almost matter-of-fact. 'I ought to tell you, at the same time, that it
was Mr. Burroughs who brought me the flowers from the inn, when I forgot them.
You didn't see him give them to me in the station.'
The father stared.
'But, Rose, what does all
this mean? You—you overwhelm me! Go on, please.
What next?'
'Nothing, father.'
And of a sudden the girl was
so beset with confusing emotions that she hurriedly quitted her chair and
vanished from the room.
Before Mr. Whiston returned
to his geographical drawing on Monday morning, he had held long conversations
with Rose, and still longer with himself. Not easily could he perceive the
justice of his daughter's quarrel with propriety; many days were to pass,
indeed, before he would consent to do more than make inquiries about Charles
James Burroughs, and to permit that aggressive young man to give a fuller
account of himself in writing. It was by silence that Rose prevailed. Having
defended herself against the charge of immodesty, she declined to urge her own
inclination or the rights of Mr. Burroughs; her mute patience did not lack its
effect with the scrupulous but tender parent.
'I am willing to admit, my
dear,' said Mr. Whiston one evening, à propos of nothing at
all, 'that the falsehood in that young man's letter gave proof of a certain
delicacy.'
'Thank you, father,' replied
Rose, very quietly and simply.
It was next morning that the
father posted a formal, proper, self-respecting note of invitation, which bore
results.
6.A POOR GENTLEMAN
It was in the drawing-room, after dinner. Mrs. Charman, the large
and kindly hostess, sank into a chair beside her little friend Mrs. Loring, and
sighed a question.
'How do you like Mr.
Tymperley?'
'Very nice. Just a little
peculiar.'
'Oh, he is peculiar!
Quite original. I wanted to tell you about him before we went down, but there
wasn't time. Such a very old friend of ours. My dear husband and he were at
school together—Harrovians. The sweetest, the most affectionate character! Too
good for this world, I'm afraid; he takes everything so seriously. I shall
never forget his grief at my poor husband's death.—I'm telling Mrs. Loring
about Mr. Tymperley, Ada.'
She addressed her married
daughter, a quiet young woman who reproduced Mrs. Charman's good-natured
countenance, with something more of intelligence, the reflective serenity of a
higher type.
'I'm sorry to see him
looking so far from well,' remarked Mrs. Weare, in reply.
'He never had any colour,
you know, and his life… But I must tell you,' she resumed to Mrs. Loring. 'He's
a bachelor, in comfortable circumstances, and—would you believe it?—he lives
quite alone in one of the distressing parts of London. Where is it, Ada?'
'A poor street in
Islington.'
'Yes. There he lives, I'm
afraid in shocking lodgings—it must be, so unhealthy—just to
become acquainted with the life of poor people, and be helpful to them. Isn't
it heroic? He seems to have given up his whole life to it. One never meets him
anywhere; I think ours is the only house where he's seen. A noble life! He
never talks about it. I'm sure you would never have suspected such a thing from
his conversation at dinner?'
'Not for a moment,' answered
Mrs. Loring, astonished. 'He wasn't very gossipy—I gathered that his chief interests
were fretwork and foreign politics.'
Mrs. Weare laughed. 'The
very man! When I was a little girl he used to make all sorts of pretty things
for me with his fret-saw; and when I grew old enough, he instructed me in the
balance of Power. It's possible, mamma, that he writes leading articles. We
should never hear of it.'
'My dear, anything is
possible with Mr. Tymperley. And such a change, this, after his country life.
He had a beautiful little house near ours, in Berkshire. I really can't help
thinking that my husband's death caused him to leave it. He was so attached to
Mr. Charman! When my husband died, and we left Berkshire, we altogether lost
sight of him—oh, for a couple of years. Then I met him by chance in London. Ada
thinks there must have been some sentimental trouble.'
'Dear mamma,' interposed the
daughter, 'it was you, not I, who suggested that.'
'Was it? Well, perhaps it
was. One can't help seeing that he has gone through something. Of course it may
be only pity for the poor souls he gives his life to. A wonderful man!'
When masculine voices
sounded at the drawing-room door, Mrs. Loring looked curiously for the
eccentric gentleman. He entered last of all. A man of more than middle height,
but much bowed in the shoulders; thin, ungraceful, with an irresolute step and
a shy demeanour; his pale-grey eyes, very soft in expression, looked timidly
this way and that from beneath brows nervously bent, and a self-obliterating
smile wavered upon his lips. His hair had begun to thin and to turn grey, but he
had a heavy moustache, which would better have sorted with sterner lineaments.
As he walked—or sidled—into the room, his hands kept shutting and opening, with
rather ludicrous effect. Something which was not exactly shabbiness, but a lack
of lustre, of finish, singled him among the group of men; looking closer, one
saw that his black suit belonged to a fashion some years old. His linen was
irreproachable, but he wore no sort of jewellery, one little black stud showing
on his front, and, at the cuffs, solitaires of the same simple description.
He drifted into a corner,
and there would have sat alone, seemingly at peace, had not Mrs. Weare
presently moved to a seat beside him.
'I hope you won't be staying
in town through August, Mr. Tymperley?'
'No!—Oh no!—Oh no, I think
not!'
'But you seem uncertain. Do
forgive me if I say that I'm sure you need a change. Really, you know, you
are not looking quite the thing. Now, can't I persuade you to
join us at Lucerne? My husband would be so pleased—delighted to talk with you
about the state of Europe. Give us a fortnight—do!'
'My dear Mrs. Weare, you are
kindness itself! I am deeply grateful. I can't easily express my sense of your
most friendly thoughtfulness. But, the truth is, I am half engaged to other
friends. Indeed, I think I may almost say that I have practically…yes, indeed,
it amounts to that.'
He spoke in a thinly fluting
voice, with a preciseness of enunciation akin to the more feebly clerical, and
with smiles which became almost lachrymose in their expressiveness as he
dropped from phrase to phrase of embarrassed circumlocution. And his long bony
hands writhed together till the knuckles were white.
'Well, so long as you are going
away. I'm so afraid lest your conscientiousness should go too far. You won't benefit
anybody, you know, by making yourself ill.'
'Obviously not!—Ha, ha!—I
assure you that fact is patent to me. Health is a primary consideration.
Nothing more detrimental to one's usefulness than an impaired… Oh, to be sure,
to be sure!'
'There's the strain upon
your sympathies. That must affect one's health, quite apart from an unhealthy
atmosphere.'
'But Islington is not
unhealthy, my dear Mrs. Weare! Believe me, the air has often quite a tonic
quality. We are so high, you must remember. If only we could subdue in some
degree the noxious exhalations of domestic and industrial chimneys!—Oh, I
assure you, Islington has every natural feature of salubrity.'
Before the close of the
evening there was a little music, which Mr. Tymperley seemed much to enjoy. He
let his head fall back, and stared upwards; remaining rapt in that posture for
some moments after the music ceased, and at length recovering himself with a
sigh.
When he left the house, he
donned an overcoat considerably too thick for the season, and bestowed in the
pockets his patent-leather shoes. His hat was a hard felt, high in the crown.
He grasped an ill-folded umbrella, and set forth at a brisk walk, as if for the
neighbouring station. But the railway was not his goal, nor yet the omnibus.
Through the ambrosial night he walked and walked, at the steady pace of one
accustomed to pedestrian exercise: from Notting Hill Gate to the Marble Arch;
from the Marble Arch to New Oxford Street; thence by Theobald's Road to
Pentonville, and up, and up, until he attained the heights of his own
salubrious quarter. Long after midnight he entered a narrow byway, which the
pale moon showed to be decent, though not inviting. He admitted himself with a
latchkey to a little house which smelt of glue, lit a candle-end which he found
in his pocket, and ascended two flights of stairs to a back bedroom, its size
eight feet by seven and a half. A few minutes more, and he lay sound asleep.
Waking at eight o'clock—he
knew the time by a bell that clanged in the neighbourhood—Mr. Tymperley clad
himself with nervous haste. On opening his door, he found lying outside a tray,
with the materials of a breakfast reduced to its lowest terms: half a pint of
milk, bread, butter. At nine o'clock he went downstairs, tapped civilly at the
door of the front parlour, and by an untuned voice was bidden enter. The room
was occupied by an oldish man and a girl, addressing themselves to the day's
work of plain bookbinding.
'Good morning to you, sir,'
said Mr. Tymperley, bending his head. 'Good morning, Miss Suggs. Bright! Sunny!
How it cheers one!'
He stood rubbing his hands,
as one might on a morning of sharp frost. The bookbinder, with a dry nod for
greeting, forthwith set Mr. Tymperley a task, to which that gentleman zealously
applied himself. He was learning the elementary processes of the art. He worked
with patience, and some show of natural aptitude, all through the working hours
of the day.
To this pass had things come
with Mr. Tymperley, a gentleman of Berkshire, once living in comfort and modest
dignity on the fruit of sound investments. Schooled at Harrow, a graduate of
Cambridge, he had meditated the choice of a profession until it seemed, on the
whole, too late to profess anything at all; and, as there was no need of such
exertion, he settled himself to a life of innocent idleness, hard by the
country-house of his wealthy and influential friend, Mr. Charman. Softly the
years flowed by. His thoughts turned once or twice to marriage, but a profound
diffidence withheld him from the initial step; in the end, he knew himself born
for bachelorhood, and with that estate was content. Well for him had he seen as
clearly the delusiveness of other temptations! In an evil moment he listened to
Mr. Charman, whose familiar talk was of speculation, of companies, of shining
percentages. Not on his own account was Mr. Tymperley lured: he had enough and
to spare; but he thought of his sister, married to an unsuccessful provincial
barrister, and of her six children, whom it would be pleasant to help, like the
opulent uncle of fiction, at their entering upon the world. In Mr. Charman he
put blind faith, with the result that one morning he found himself shivering on
the edge of ruin; the touch of confirmatory news, and over he went.
No one was aware of it but
Mr. Charman himself and he, a few days later, lay sick unto death. Mr.
Charman's own estate suffered inappreciably from what to his friend meant sheer
disaster. And Mr. Tymperley breathed not a word to the widow; spoke not a word
to any one at all, except the lawyer, who quietly wound up his affairs, and the
sister whose children must needs go without avuncular aid. During the absence
of his friendly neighbours after Mr. Charman's death, he quietly disappeared.
The poor gentleman was then
close upon forty years old. There remained to him a capital which he durst not
expend; invested, it bore him an income upon which a labourer could scarce have
subsisted. The only possible place of residence—because the only sure place of
hiding—was London, and to London Mr. Tymperley betook himself. Not at once did
he learn the art of combating starvation with minim resources. During his
initiatory trials he was once brought so low, by hunger and humiliation, that
he swallowed something of his pride, and wrote to a certain acquaintance,
asking counsel and indirect help. But only a man in Mr. Tymperley's position
learns how vain is well-meaning advice, and how impotent is social influence.
Had he begged for money, he would have received, no doubt, a cheque, with words
of compassion; but Mr. Tymperley could never bring himself to that.
He tried to make profit of
his former amusement, fretwork, and to a certain extent succeeded, earning in
six months half a sovereign. But the prospect of adding one pound a year to his
starveling dividends did not greatly exhilarate him.
All this time he was of
course living in absolute solitude. Poverty is the great secluder—unless one
belongs to the rank which is born to it; a sensitive man who no longer finds
himself on equal terms with his natural associates, shrinks into loneliness,
and learns with some surprise how very willing people are to forget his
existence. London is a wilderness abounding in anchorites—voluntary or
constrained. As he wandered about the streets and parks, or killed time in museums
and galleries (where nothing had to be paid), Mr. Tymperley often recognised
brethren in seclusion; he understood the furtive glance which met his own, he
read the peaked visage, marked with understanding sympathy the shabby-genteel
apparel. No interchange of confidences between these lurking mortals; they
would like to speak, but pride holds them aloof; each goes on his silent and
unfriended way, until, by good luck, he finds himself in hospital or workhouse,
when at length the tongue is loosed, and the sore heart pours forth its
reproach of the world.
Strange knowledge comes to a
man in this position. He learns wondrous economies, and will feel a sort of
pride in his ultimate discovery of how little money is needed to support life.
In his old days Mr. Tymperley would have laid it down as an axiom that 'one'
cannot live on less than such-and-such an income; he found that 'a man' can
live on a few coppers a day. He became aware of the prices of things to eat,
and was taught the relative virtues of nutriment. Perforce a vegetarian, he
found that a vegetable diet was good for his health, and delivered to himself
many a scornful speech on the habits of the carnivorous multitude. He of
necessity abjured alcohols, and straightway longed to utter his testimony on a
teetotal platform. These were his satisfactions. They compensate astonishingly
for the loss of many kinds of self-esteem.
But it happened one day
that, as he was in the act of drawing his poor little quarterly salvage at the
Bank of England, a lady saw him and knew him. It was Mr. Charman's widow.
'Why, Mr. Tymperley,
what has become of you all this time? Why have I never heard
from you? Is it true, as some one told me, that you have been living abroad?'
So utterly was he
disconcerted, that in a mechanical way he echoed the lady's last word:
'Abroad.'
'But why didn't you write to
us?' pursued Mrs. Charman, leaving him no time to say more. 'How very unkind!
Why did you go away without a word? My daughter says that we must have
unconsciously offended you in some way. Do explain! Surely there can't have
been anything'
'My dear Mrs. Charman, it is
I alone who am to blame. I…the explanation is difficult; it involves a
multiplicity of detail. I beg you to interpret my unjustifiable behaviour as—as
pure idiosyncrasy.'
'Oh, you must come and see
me. You know that Ada's married? Yes, nearly a year ago. How glad she will be
to see you again. So often she has spoken of you. When can you dine?
To-morrow?'
'With pleasure—with great
pleasure.'
'Delightful!'
She gave her address, and
they parted.
Now, a proof that Mr.
Tymperley had never lost all hope of restitution to his native world lay in the
fact of his having carefully preserved an evening-suit, with the appropriate
patent-leather shoes. Many a time had he been sorely tempted to sell these
seeming superfluities; more than once, towards the end of his pinched quarter,
the suit had been pledged for a few shillings; but to part with the supreme
symbol of respectability would have meant despair—a state of mind alien to Mr.
Tymperley's passive fortitude. His jewellery, even watch and chain, had long
since gone: such gauds are not indispensable to a gentleman's outfit. He now
congratulated himself on his prudence, for the meeting with Mrs. Charman had
delighted as much as it embarrassed him, and the prospect of an evening in
society made his heart glow. He hastened home; he examined his garb of ceremony
with anxious care, and found no glaring defect in it. A shirt, a collar, a
necktie must needs be purchased; happily he had the means. But how explain
himself? Could he confess his place of abode, his startling poverty? To do so
would be to make an appeal to the compassion of his old friends, and from that
he shrank in horror. A gentleman will not, if-it can possibly be avoided,
reveal circumstances likely to cause pain. Must he, then, tell or imply a
falsehood. The whole truth involved a reproach of Mrs. Charman's husband—a
thought he could not bear.
The next evening found him
still worrying over this dilemma. He reached Mrs. Charman's house without
having come to any decision. In the drawing-room three persons awaited him: the
hostess, with her daughter and son-in-law, Mr. and Mrs. Weare. The cordiality
of his reception moved him all but to tears; overcome by many emotions, he lost
his head. He talked at random; and the result was so strange a piece of
fiction, that no sooner had he evolved it than he stood aghast at himself.
It came in reply to the
natural question where he was residing.
'At present'—he smiled
fatuously—'I inhabit a bed-sitting-room in a little street up at Islington.'
Dead silence followed. Eyes
of wonder were fixed upon him. But for those eyes, who knows what confession
Mr. Tymperley might have made? As it was…
'I said, Mrs. Charman, that
I had to confess to an eccentricity. I hope it won't shock you. To be brief, I
have devoted my poor energies to social work. I live among the poor, and as one
of them, to obtain knowledge that cannot be otherwise procured.'
'Oh, how noble!' exclaimed
the hostess.
The poor gentleman's
conscience smote him terribly. He could say no more. To spare his delicacy, his
friends turned the conversation. Then or afterwards, it never occurred to them
to doubt the truth of what he had said. Mrs. Charman had seen him transacting
business at the Bank of England, a place not suggestive of poverty; and he had
always passed for a man somewhat original in his views and ways. Thus was Mr.
Tymperley committed to a singular piece of deception, a fraud which could not
easily be discovered, and which injured only its perpetrator.
Since then about a year had
elapsed. Mr. Tymperley had seen his friends perhaps half a dozen times, his
enjoyment of their society pathetically intense, but troubled by any slightest
allusion to his mode of life. It had come to be understood that he made it a
matter of principle to hide his light under a bushel, so he seldom had to take
a new step in positive falsehood. Of course he regretted ceaselessly the
original deceit, for Mrs. Charman, a wealthy woman, might very well have
assisted him to some not undignified mode of earning his living. As it was, he
had hit upon the idea of making himself a bookbinder, a craft somewhat to his
taste. For some months he had lodged in the bookbinder's house; one day courage
came to him, and he entered into a compact with his landlord, whereby he was to
pay for instruction by a certain period of unremunerated work after he became
proficient. That stage was now approaching. On the whole, he felt much happier
than in the time of brooding idleness. He looked forward to the day when he
would have a little more money in his pocket, and no longer dread the last
fortnight of each quarter, with its supperless nights.
Mrs. Weare's invitation to
Lucerne cost him pangs. Lucerne! Surely it was in some former state of
existence that he had taken delightful holidays as a matter of course. He
thought of the many lovely places he knew, and so many dream-landscapes; the
London streets made them infinitely remote, utterly unreal. His three years of
gloom and hardship were longer than all the life of placid contentment that
came before. Lucerne! A man of more vigorous temper would have been maddened at
the thought; but Mr. Tymperley nursed it all day long, his emotions only
expressing themselves in a little sigh or a sadly wistful smile.
Having dined so well
yesterday, he felt it his duty to expend less than usual on to-day's meals.
About eight o'clock in the evening, after a meditative stroll in the air which
he had so praised, he entered the shop where he was wont to make his modest
purchases. A fat woman behind the counter nodded familiarly to him, with a grin
at another customer. Mr. Tymperley bowed, as was his courteous habit.
'Oblige me,' he said, 'with
one new-laid egg, and a small, crisp lettuce.'
'Only one to-night, eh?'
said the woman.
'Thank you, only one,' he
replied, as if speaking in a drawing-room. 'Forgive me if I express a hope that
it will be, in the strict sense of the word, new-laid. The last, I fancy, had
got into that box by some oversight—pardonable in the press of business.'
'They're always the same,'
said the fat shopkeeper. 'We don't make no mistakes of that kind.'
'Ah! Forgive me! Perhaps I
imagined—'
Egg and lettuce were
carefully deposited in a little handbag he carried, and he returned home. An
hour later, when his meal was finished, and he sat on a straight-backed chair
meditating in the twilight, a rap sounded at his door, and a letter was handed
to him. So rarely did a letter arrive for Mr. Tymperley that his hand shook as
he examined the envelope. On opening it, the first thing he saw was a cheque.
This excited him still more; he unfolded the written sheet with agitation. It
came from Mrs. Weare, who wrote thus:—
'MY DEAR MR. TYMPERLEY,—After our talk last evening, I could not
help thinking of you and your beautiful life of self-sacrifice. I contrasted
the lot of these poor people with my own, which, one cannot but feel, is so
undeservedly blest and so rich in enjoyments. As a result of these thoughts, I
feel impelled to send you a little contribution to your good work—a sort of
thank-offering at the moment of setting off for a happy holiday. Divide the
money, please, among two or three of your most deserving pensioners; or, if you
see fit, give it all to one. I cling to the hope that we may see you at
Lucerne.—With very kind regards.
The cheque was for five
pounds. Mr. Tymperley held it up by the window, and gazed at it. By his present
standards of value five pounds seemed a very large sum. Think of what one could
do with it! His boots—which had been twice repaired—would not decently serve
him much longer. His trousers were in the last stage of presentability. The hat
he wore (how carefully tended!) was the same in which he had come to London
three years ago. He stood in need, verily, of a new equipment from head to
foot; and in Islington five pounds would more than cover the whole expense.
When, pray, was he likely to have such a sum at his free disposal?
He sighed deeply, and stared
about him in the dusk.
The cheque was crossed. For
the first time in his life Mr. Tymperley perceived that the crossing of a
cheque may occasion its recipient a great deal of trouble. How was he to get it
changed? He knew his landlord for a suspicious curmudgeon, and refusal of the
favour, with such a look as Mr. Suggs knew how to give, would be a sore
humiliation; besides, it was very doubtful whether Mr. Suggs could make any use
of the cheque himself. To whom else could he apply? Literally, to no one in
London.
'Well, the first thing to do
was to answer Mrs. Weare's letter. He lit his lamp and sat down at the crazy
little deal table; but his pen dipped several times into the ink before he
found himself able to write.
'Dear Mrs. Weare,'—
Then, so long a pause that
he seemed to be falling asleep. With a jerk, he bent again to his task.
'With
sincere gratitude I acknowledge the receipt of your most kind
and generous donation. The money…'
(Again his hand lay idle for
several minutes.)
'shall be used as you wish, and I will render to you a detailed
account of the benefits conferred by it.'
Never had he found
composition so difficult. He felt that he was expressing himself wretchedly; a
clog was on his brain. It cost him an exertion of physical strength to conclude
the letter. When it was done, he went out, purchased a stamp at a tobacconist's
shop, and dropped the envelope into the post.
Little slumber had Mr.
Tymperley that night. On lying down, he began to wonder where he should find
the poor people worthy of sharing in this benefaction. Of course he had no
acquaintance with the class of persons of whom Mrs. Weare was thinking. In a
sense, all the families round about were poor, but—he asked himself—had poverty
the same meaning for them as for him? Was there a man or woman in this grimy
street who, compared with himself, had any right to be called poor at all? An
educated man forced to live among the lower classes arrives at many interesting
conclusions with regard to them; one conclusion long since fixed in Mr.
Tymperley's mind was that the 'suffering' of those classes is very much
exaggerated by outsiders using a criterion quite inapplicable. He saw around
him a world of coarse jollity, of contented labour, and of brutal apathy. It
seemed to him more than probable that the only person in this street conscious
of poverty, and suffering under it, was himself.
From nightmarish dozing, he
started with a vivid thought, a recollection which seemed to pierce his brain.
To whom did he owe his fall from comfort and self-respect, and all his long
miseries? To Mrs. Weare's father. And, from this point of view, might the
cheque for five pounds be considered as mere restitution? Might it not strictly
be applicable to his own necessities?
Another little gap of
semi-consciousness led to another strange reflection. What if Mrs. Weare (a
sensible woman) suspected, or even had discovered, the truth about him. What if
she secretly meant the money for his own use?
Earliest daylight made this
suggestion look very insubstantial; on the other hand, it strengthened his
memory of Mr. Charman's virtual indebtedness to him. He jumped out of bed to
reach the cheque, and for an hour lay with it in his hand. Then he rose and
dressed mechanically.
After the day's work he
rambled in a street of large shops. A bootmaker's arrested him; he stood before
the window for a long time, turning over and over in his pocket a sovereign—no
small fraction of the ready coin which had to support him until dividend day.
Then he crossed the threshold.
Never did man use less
discretion in the purchase of a pair of boots. His business was transacted in a
dream; he spoke without hearing what he said; he stared at objects without
perceiving them. The result was that not till he had got home, with his easy
old footgear under his arm, did he become aware that the new boots pinched him
most horribly. They creaked too: heavens! how they creaked! But doubtless all
new boots had these faults; he had forgotten; it was so long since he had
bought a pair. The fact was, he felt dreadfully tired, utterly worn out. After
munching a mouthful of supper he crept into bed.
All night long he warred
with his new boots. Footsore, he limped about the streets of a spectral city,
where at every corner some one seemed to lie in ambush for him, and each time
the lurking enemy proved to be no other than Mrs. Weare, who gazed at him with
scornful eyes and let him totter by. The creaking of the boots was an
articulate voice, which ever and anon screamed at him a terrible name. He
shrank and shivered and groaned; but on he went, for in his hand he held a
crossed cheque, which he was bidden to get changed, and no one would change it.
What a night!
When he woke his brain was
heavy as lead; but his meditations were very lucid. Pray, what did he mean by
that insane outlay of money, which he could not possibly afford, on a new (and
detestable) pair of boots? The old would have lasted, at all events, till
winter began. What was in his mind when he entered the shop? Did he intend…?
Merciful powers!
Mr. Tymperley was not much
of a psychologist. But all at once he saw with awful perspicacity the moral
crisis through which he had been living. And it taught him one more truth on
the subject of poverty.
Immediately after his
breakfast he went downstairs and tapped at the door of Mr. Suggs' sitting-room.
'What is it?' asked the
bookbinder, who was eating his fourth large rasher, and spoke with his mouth
full.
'Sir, I beg leave of absence
for an hour or two this morning. Business of some moment demands my attention.'
Mr. Suggs answered, with the
grace natural to his order, 'I s'pose you can do as you like. I don't pay you
nothing.'
The other bowed and
withdrew.
Two days later he again
penned a letter to Mrs. Weare. It ran thus:—
'The money which you so kindly sent, and which I have already
acknowledged, has now been distributed. To ensure a proper use of it, I handed
the cheque, with clear instructions, to a clergyman in this neighbourhood, who
has been so good as to jot down, on the sheet enclosed, a memorandum of his
beneficiaries, which I trust will be satisfactory and gratifying to you.
'But why, you will ask, did I have recourse to a clergyman. Why
did I not use my own experience, and give myself the pleasure of helping poor
souls in whom I have a personal interest—I who have devoted my life to this
mission of mercy?
'The answer is brief and
plain. I have lied to you.
'I am not living in this place of my free will. I
am not devoting myself to works of charity. I am—no, no, I
was—merely a poor gentleman, who, on a certain day, found that he had wasted
his substance in a foolish speculation, and who, ashamed to take his friends
into his confidence, fled to a life of miserable obscurity. You see that I have
added disgrace to misfortune. I will not tell you how very near I came to
something still worse.
'I
have been serving an apprenticeship to a certain handicraft which
will, I doubt not, enable me so to supplement my own
scanty resources
that I shall be in better circum than hitherto. I
entreat you to
forgive me, if you can, and henceforth to forget
Yours
unworthily,
'S.
V. TYMPERLEY.'
7.MISS RODNEY'S LEISURE
A young woman of about eight-and-twenty, in tailor-made costume,
with unadorned hat of brown felt, and irreproachable umbrella; a young woman
who walked faster than any one in Wattleborough, yet never looked hurried; who
crossed a muddy street seemingly without a thought for her skirts, yet somehow
was never splashed; who held up her head like one thoroughly at home in the
world, and frequently smiled at her own thoughts. Those who did not know her
asked who she was; those who had already made her acquaintance talked a good
deal of the new mistress at the High School, by name Miss Rodney. In less than
a week after her arrival in the town, her opinions were cited and discussed by
Wattleborough ladies. She brought with her the air of a University; she knew a
great number of important people; she had a quiet decision of speech and manner
which was found very impressive in Wattleborough drawing-rooms. The
headmistress spoke of her in high terms, and the incumbent of St. Luke's, who
knew her family, reported that she had always been remarkably clever.
A stranger in the town, Miss
Rodney was recommended to the lodgings of Mrs. Ducker, a churchwarden's widow;
but there she remained only for a week or two, and it was understood that she
left because the rooms 'lacked character.' Some persons understood this as an
imputation on Mrs. Ducker, and were astonished; others, who caught a glimpse of
Miss Rodney's meaning, thought she must be 'fanciful.' Her final choice of an
abode gave general surprise, for though the street was one of those which
Wattleborough opinion classed as 'respectable,' the house itself, as Miss
Rodney might have learnt from the incumbent of St. Luke's, in whose parish it
was situated, had objectionable features. Nothing grave could be alleged
against Mrs. Turpin, who regularly attended the Sunday evening service; but her
husband, a carpenter, spent far too much time at 'The Swan With Two Necks'; and
then there was a lodger, young Mr. Rawcliffe, concerning whom Wattleborough had
for some time been too well informed. Of such comments upon her proceeding Miss
Rodney made light; in the aspect of the rooms she found a certain 'quaintness'
which decidedly pleased her. 'And as for Mrs. Grundy,' she added, 'je m'en
fiche? which certain ladies of culture declared to be a polite expression
of contempt.
Miss Rodney never wasted
time, and in matters of business had cultivated a notable brevity. Her
interview with Mrs. Turpin, when she engaged the rooms, occupied perhaps a
quarter of an hour; in that space of time she had sufficiently surveyed the
house, had learnt all that seemed necessary as to its occupants, and had stated
in the clearest possible way her present requirements.
'As a matter of course,' was
her closing remark, 'the rooms will be thoroughly cleaned before I come in. At
present they are filthy.'
The landlady was too much
astonished to reply; Miss Rodney's tones and bearing had so impressed her that
she was at a loss for her usual loquacity, and could only stammer respectfully
broken answers to whatever was asked. Assuredly no one had ever dared to tell
her that her lodgings were 'filthy'—any ordinary person who had ventured upon
such an insult would have been overwhelmed with clamorous retort. But Miss
Rodney, with a pleasant smile and nod, went her way, and Mrs. Turpin stood at
the open door gazing after her, bewildered 'twixt satisfaction and resentment.
She was an easy-going,
wool-witted creature, not ill-disposed, but sometimes mendacious and very
indolent. Her life had always been what it was now—one of slatternly comfort
and daylong gossip, for she came of a small tradesman's family, and had married
an artisan who was always in well-paid work. Her children were two daughters,
who, at seventeen and fifteen, remained in the house with her doing little or
nothing, though they were supposed to 'wait upon the lodgers.' For some months
only two of the four rooms Mrs. Turpin was able to let had been occupied, one
by 'young Mr. Rawcliffe,' always so called, though his age was nearly thirty,
but, as was well known, he belonged to the 'real gentry,' and Mrs. Turpin held
him in reverence on that account. No matter for his little weaknesses—of which
evil tongues, said Mrs. Turpin, of course made the most. He might be irregular
in payment; he might come home 'at all hours,' and make unnecessary noise in
going upstairs; he might at times grumble when his chop was ill-cooked; and, to
tell the truth, he might occasionally be 'a little too free' with the young
ladies—that is to say, with Mabel and Lily Turpin; but all these things were
forgiven him because he was 'a real gentleman,' and spent just as little time
as he liked daily in a solicitor's office.
Miss Rodney arrived early on
Saturday afternoon. Smiling and silent, she saw her luggage taken up to the
bedroom; she paid the cabman; she beckoned her landlady into the parlour, which
was on the ground-floor front.
'You haven't had time yet,
Mrs. Turpin, to clean the rooms?'
The landlady stammered a
half-indignant surprise. Why, she and her daughters had given the room a
thorough turn out. It was done only yesterday, and hours had
been devoted to it.
'I see,' interrupted Miss
Rodney, with quiet decision, 'that our notions of cleanliness differ
considerably. I'm going out now, and I shall not be back till six o'clock. You
will please to clean the bedroom before then. The sitting-room
shall be done on Monday.'
And therewith Miss Rodney
left the house.
On her return she found the
bedroom relatively clean, and, knowing that too much must not be expected at
once, she made no comment. That night, as she sat reading at eleven o'clock, a
strange sound arose in the back part of the house; it was a man's voice,
hilariously mirthful and breaking into rude song. After listening for a few
minutes, Miss Rodney rang her bell, and the landlady appeared.
'Whose Voice is that I
hear?'
'Voice, miss?'
'Who is shouting and
singing?' asked Miss Rodney, in a disinterested tone.
'I'm sorry if it disturbs
you, miss. You'll hear no more.'
'Mrs. Turpin, I asked who it
was.'
'My 'usband, miss. But—'
'Thank you. Good night, Mrs.
Turpin.'
There was quiet for an hour
or more. At something after midnight, when Miss Rodney had just finished
writing half a dozen letters, there sounded a latch-key in the front door, and
some one entered. This person, whoever it was, seemed to stumble about the
passage in the dark, and at length banged against the listener's door. Miss
Rodney started up and flung the door open. By the light of her lamp she saw a
moustachioed face, highly flushed, and grinning.
'Beg pardon,' cried the man,
in a voice which harmonised with his look and
bearing. 'Infernally dark here; haven't got a match. You're
Miss—pardon—forgotten the name—new lodger. Oblige me with a light?
Thanks awfully.'
Without a word Miss Rodney
took a match-box from her chimney-piece, entered the passage, entered the
second parlour—that occupied by Mr. Rawcliffe—and lit a candle which stood on
the table.
'You'll be so kind,' she
said, looking her fellow-lodger in the eyes, 'as not to set the house on fire.'
'Oh, no fear,' he replied,
with a high laugh. 'Quite accustomed. Thanks awfully, Miss—pardon—forgotten the
name.'
But Miss Rodney was back in
her sitting-room, and had closed the door.
Her breakfast next morning
was served by Mabel Turpin, the elder daughter, a stupidly good-natured girl,
who would fain have entered into conversation. Miss Rodney replied to a
question that she had slept well, and added that, when she rang her bell, she
would like to see Mrs. Turpin. Twenty minutes later the landlady entered.
'You wanted me, miss?' she
began, in what was meant for a voice of dignity and reserve. 'I don't really
wait on lodgers myself.'
'We'll talk about that
another time, Mrs. Turpin. I wanted to say, first of all, that you have spoiled
a piece of good bacon and two good eggs. I must trouble you to cook better than
this.'
'I'm very sorry, miss, that
nothing seems to suit you'
'Oh, we shall get right in
time!' interrupted Miss Rodney cheerfully. 'You will find that I have patience.
Then I wanted to ask you whether your husband and your lodger come home
tipsy every night, or only on Saturdays?'
The woman opened her eyes as
wide as saucers, trying hard to look indignant.
'Tipsy, miss?'
'Well, perhaps I should have
said "drunk"; I beg your pardon.'
'All I can say, miss, is
that young Mr. Rawcliffe has never behaved himself in this house
excepting as the gentleman he is. You don't perhaps know that he belongs to a
very high-connected family, miss, or I'm sure you wouldn't'
'I see,' interposed Miss
Rodney. 'That accounts for it. But your husband.
Is he highly connected?'
'I'm sure, miss, nobody
could ever say that my 'usband took too much—not to say really too
much. You may have heard him a bit merry, miss, but where's the harm of a
Saturday night?'
'Thank you. Then it is only
on Saturday nights that Mr. Turpin becomes merry. I'm glad to know that. I
shall get used to these little things.'
But Mrs. Turpin did not feel
sure that she would get used to her lodger. Sunday was spoilt for her by this
beginning. When her husband woke from his prolonged slumbers, and shouted for
breakfast (which on this day of rest he always took in bed), the good woman
went to him with downcast visage, and spoke querulously of Miss Rodney's
behaviour.
'I won't wait
upon her, so there! The girls may do it, and if she isn't satisfied let her
give notice. I'm sure I shan't be sorry. She's given me more trouble in a day
than poor Mrs. Brown did all the months she was here. I won't be
at her beck and call, so there!'
Before night came this
declaration was repeated times innumerable, and as it happened that Miss Rodney
made no demand for her landlady's attendance, the good woman enjoyed a sense of
triumphant self-assertion. On Monday morning Mabel took in the breakfast, and
reported that Miss Rodney had made no remark; but, a quarter of an hour later,
the bell rang, and Mrs. Turpin was summoned. Very red in the face, she obeyed.
Having civilly greeted her, Miss Rodney inquired at what hour Mr. Turpin took
his breakfast, and was answered with an air of surprise that he always left the
house on week-days at half-past seven.
'In that case,' said Miss
Rodney, 'I will ask permission to come into your kitchen at a quarter to eight
to-morrow morning, to show you how to fry bacon and boil eggs. You mustn't
mind. You know that teaching is my profession.'
Mrs. Turpin, nevertheless,
seemed to mind very much. Her generally good-tempered face wore a dogged
sullenness, and she began to mutter something about such a thing never having
been heard of; but Miss Rodney paid no heed, renewed the appointment for the
next morning, and waved a cheerful dismissal.
Talking with a friend that
day, the High School mistress gave a humorous description of her lodgings, and
when the friend remarked that they must be very uncomfortable, and that surely
she would not stay there, Miss Rodney replied that she had the firmest
intention of staying, and, what was more, of being comfortable.
'I'm going to take that
household in hand,' she added. 'The woman is foolish, but can be managed, I
think, with a little patience. I'm going to tackle the drunken
husband as soon as I see my way. And as for the highly connected gentleman
whose candle I had the honour of lighting, I shall turn him out.'
'You have your work set!'
exclaimed the friend, laughing.
'Oh, a little employment for
my leisure! This kind of thing relieves the monotony of a teacher's life, and
prevents one from growing old.'
Very systematically she
pursued her purpose of getting Mrs. Turpin 'in hand.' The two points at which
she first aimed were the keeping clean of her room and the decent preparation
of her meals. Never losing temper, never seeming to notice the landlady's
sullen mood, always using a tone of legitimate authority, touched sometimes
with humorous compassion, she exacted obedience to her directions, but was well
aware that at any moment the burden of a new civilisation might prove too heavy
for the Turpin family and cause revolt. A week went by; it was again Saturday,
and Miss Rodney devoted a part of the morning (there being no school to-day) to
culinary instruction. Mabel and Lily shared the lesson with their mother, but
both young ladies wore an air of condescension, and grimaced at Miss Rodney
behind her back. Mrs. Turpin was obstinately mute. The pride of ignorance
stiffened her backbone and curled her lip.
Miss Rodney's leisure
generally had its task; though as a matter of principle she took daily
exercise, her walking or cycling was always an opportunity for thinking
something out, and this afternoon, as she sped on wheels some ten miles from
Wattleborough, her mind was busy with the problem of Mrs. Turpin's husband.
From her clerical friend of St. Luke's she had learnt that Turpin was at bottom
a decent sort of man, rather intelligent, and that it was only during the last
year or two that he had taken to passing his evenings at the public-house.
Causes for this decline could be suggested. The carpenter had lost his only
son, a lad of whom he was very fond; the boy's death quite broke him down at
the time, and perhaps he had begun to drink as a way for forgetting his
trouble. Perhaps, too, his foolish, slatternly wife bore part of the blame, for
his home had always been comfortless, and such companionship must, in the
long-run, tell on a man. Reflecting upon this, Miss Rodney had an idea, and she
took no time in putting it into practice. When Mabel brought in her tea, she
asked the girl whether her father was at home.
'I think he is, miss,' was
the distant reply—for Mabel had been bidden by her mother to 'show a proper
spirit' when Miss Rodney addressed her.
'You think so? Will you
please make sure, and, if you are right, ask Mr.
Turpin to be so kind as to let me have a word with him.'
Startled and puzzled, the
girl left the room. Miss Rodney waited, but no one came. When ten minutes had
elapsed she rang the bell. A few minutes more and there sounded a heavy foot in
the passage; then a heavy knock at the door, and Mr. Turpin presented himself.
He was a short, sturdy man, with hair and beard of the hue known as ginger, and
a face which told in his favour. Vicious he could assuredly not be, with those
honest grey eyes; but one easily imagined him weak in character, and his
attitude as he stood just within the room, half respectful, half assertive,
betrayed an embarrassment altogether encouraging to Miss Rodney. In her
pleasantest tone she begged him to be seated.
'Thank you, miss,' he
replied, in a deep voice, which sounded huskily, but had nothing of surliness;
'I suppose you want to complain about something, and I'd rather get it over
standing.'
'I was not going to make any
complaint, Mr. Turpin.'
'I'm glad to hear it, miss;
for my wife wished me to say she'd done about all she could, and if things
weren't to your liking, she thought it would be best for all if you suited
yourself in somebody else's lodgings.'
It evidently cost the man no
little effort to deliver his message; there was a nervous twitching about his
person, and he could not look Miss Rodney straight in the face. She, observant
of this, kept a very steady eye on him, and spoke with all possible calmness.
'I have not the least desire
to change my lodgings, Mr. Turpin. Things are going on quite well. There is an
improvement in the cooking, in the cleaning, in everything; and, with a little
patience, I am sure we shall all come to understand one another. What I wanted
to speak to you about was a little practical matter in which you may be able to
help me. I teach mathematics at the High School, and I have an idea that I
might make certain points in geometry easier to my younger girls if I could
demonstrate them in a mechanical way. Pray look here. You see the shapes I have
sketched on this piece of paper; do you think you could make them for me in wood?'
The carpenter was moved to a
show of reluctant interest. He took the paper, balanced himself now on one leg,
now on the other, and said at length that he thought he saw what was wanted.
Miss Rodney, coming to his side, explained in more detail; his interest grew
more active.
'That's Euclid, miss?'
'To be sure. Do you remember
your Euclid?'
'My own schooling never went
as far as that,' he replied, in a muttering voice; 'but my Harry used to do
Euclid at the Grammar School, and I got into a sort of way of doing it with
him.'
Miss Rodney kept a moment's
silence; then quietly and kindly she asked one or two questions about the boy
who had died. The father answered in an awkward, confused way, as if speaking
only by constraint.
'Well, I'll see what I can
do, miss,' he added abruptly, folding the paper to take away. 'You'd like them
soon?'
'Yes. I was going to ask
you, Mr. Turpin, whether you could do them this evening. Then I should have
them for Monday morning.'
Turpin hesitated, shuffled
his feet, and seemed to reflect uneasily; but he said at length that he 'would
see about it,' and, with a rough bow, got out of the room. That night no
hilarious sounds came from the kitchen. On Sunday morning, when Miss Rodney
went into her sitting-room, she found on the table the wooden geometrical
forms, excellently made, just as she wished. Mabel, who came with breakfast,
was bidden to thank her father, and to say that Miss Rodney would like to speak
with him again, if his leisure allowed, after tea-time on Monday. At that hour
the carpenter did not fail to present himself, distrustful still, but less
embarrassed. Miss Rodney praised his work, and desired to pay for it. Oh! that
wasn't worth talking about, said Turpin; but the lady insisted, and money
changed hands. This piece of business transacted, Miss Rodney produced a
Euclid, and asked Turpin to show her how far he had gone in it with his boy
Harry. The subject proved fruitful of conversation. It became evident that the
carpenter had a mathematical bias, and could be readily interested in such
things as geometrical problems. Why should he not take up the subject again?
'Nay, miss,' replied Turpin,
speaking at length quite naturally; 'I shouldn't have the heart. If my Harry
had lived'
But Miss Rodney stuck to the
point, and succeeded in making him promise that he would get out the old Euclid
and have a look at it in his leisure time. As he withdrew, the man had a
pleasant smile on his honest face.
On the next Saturday evening
the house was again quiet.
Meanwhile, relations between
Mrs. Turpin and her lodger were becoming less strained. For the first time in
her life the flabby, foolish woman had to do with a person of firm will and
bright intelligence; not being vicious of temper, she necessarily felt herself
submitting to domination, and darkly surmised that the rule might in some way
be for her good. All the sluggard and the slattern in her, all the obstinacy of
lifelong habits, hung back from the new things which Miss Rodney was forcing
upon her acceptance, but she was no longer moved by active resentment. To be
told that she cooked badly had long ceased to be an insult, and was becoming
merely a worrying truism. That she lived in dirt there seemed no way of
denying, and though every muscle groaned, she began to look upon the physical
exertion of dusting and scrubbing as part of her lot in life. Why she
submitted, Mrs. Turpin could not have told you. And, as was presently to be
seen, there were regions of her mind still unconquered, instincts of resistance
which yet had to come into play.
For, during all this time,
Miss Rodney had had her eye on her fellow-lodger, Mr. Rawcliffe, and the more
she observed this gentleman, the more resolute she became to turn him out of
the house; but it was plain to her that the undertaking would be no easy one.
In the landlady's eyes Mr. Rawcliffe, though not perhaps a faultless specimen
of humanity, conferred an honour on her house by residing in it; the idea of
giving him notice to quit was inconceivable to her. This came out very clearly in
the first frank conversation which Miss Rodney held with her on the topic. It
happened that Mr. Rawcliffe had passed an evening at home, in the company of
his friends. After supping together, the gentlemen indulged in merriment which,
towards midnight, became uproarious. In the morning Mrs. Turpin mumbled a
shamefaced apology for this disturbance of Miss Rodney's repose.
'Why don't you take this
opportunity and get rid of him?' asked the lodger in her matter-of-fact tone.
'Oh, miss!'
'Yes, it's your plain duty
to do so. He gives your house a bad character; he sets a bad example to your
husband; he has a bad influence on your daughters.'
'Oh! miss, I don't think'
'Just so, Mrs. Turpin;
you don't think. If you had, you would long ago have noticed
that his behaviour to those girls is not at all such as it should be. More than
once I have chanced to hear bits of talk, when either Mabel or Lily was in his
sitting-room, and didn't like the tone of it. In plain English, the man is a
blackguard.'
Mrs. Turpin gasped.
'But, miss, you forget what
family he belongs to.'
'Don't be a simpleton, Mrs.
Turpin. The blackguard is found in every rank of life. Now, suppose you go to
him as soon as he gets up, and quietly give him notice. You've no idea how much
better you would feel after it.'
But Mrs. Turpin trembled at
the suggestion. It was evident that no ordinary argument or persuasion would
bring her to such a step. Miss Rodney put the matter aside for the moment.
She had found no difficulty
in getting information about Mr. Rawcliffe. It was true that he belonged to a
family of some esteem in the Wattleborough neighbourhood, but his father had
died in embarrassed circumstances, and his mother was now the wife of a
prosperous merchant in another town. To his stepfather Rawcliffe owed an
expensive education and two or three starts in life. He was in his second year
of articles to a Wattle-borough solicitor, but there seemed little probability
of his ever earning a living by the law, and reports of his excesses which
reached the stepfather's ears had begun to make the young man's position
decidedly precarious. The incumbent of St. Luke's, whom Rawcliffe had more than
once insulted, took much interest in Miss Rodney's design against this common
enemy; he could not himself take active part in the campaign, but he never met
the High School mistress without inquiring what progress she had made. The
conquest of Turpin, who now for several weeks had kept sober, and spent his
evenings in mathematical study, was a most encouraging circumstance; but Miss
Rodney had no thought of using her influence over her landlady's husband to
assail Rawcliffe's position. She would rely upon herself alone, in this as in
all other undertakings.
Only by constant
watchfulness and energy did she maintain her control over Mrs. Turpin, who was
ready at any moment to relapse into her old slatternly ways. It was not enough
to hold the ground that had been gained; there must be progressive conquest;
and to this end Miss Rodney one day broached a subject which had already been
discussed between her and her clerical ally.
'Why do you keep both your
girls at home, Mrs. Turpin?' she asked.
'What should I do with them,
miss? I don't hold with sending girls into shops, or else they've an aunt in
Birmingham, who's manageress of—'
'That isn't my idea,'
interposed Miss Rodney quietly. 'I have been asked if I knew of a girl who
would go into a country-house not far from here as second housemaid, and it
occurred to me that Lily—'
A sound of indignant protest
escaped the landlady, which Miss Rodney, steadily regarding her, purposely
misinterpreted.
'No, no, of course, she is
not really capable of taking such a position. But the lady of whom I am
speaking would not mind an untrained girl, who came from a decent house. Isn't
it worth thinking of?'
Mrs. Turpin was red with
suppressed indignation, but as usual she could not look her lodger defiantly in
the face.
'We're not so poor, miss,'
she exclaimed, 'that we need send our daughters into service,'
'Why, of course not, Mrs.
Turpin, and that's one of the reasons why Lily might suit this lady.'
But here was another rock of
resistance which promised to give Miss Rodney a good deal of trouble. The
landlady's pride was outraged, and after the manner of the inarticulate she
could think of no adequate reply save that which took the form of personal
abuse. Restrained from this by more than one consideration, she stood
voiceless, her bosom heaving.
'Well, you shall think it
over,' said Miss Rodney, 'and we'll speak of it again in a day or two.'
Mrs. Turpin, without another
word, took herself out of the room.
Save for that singular
meeting on Miss Rodney's first night in the house, Mr. Rawcliffe and the
energetic lady had held no intercourse whatever. Their parlours being opposite
each other on the ground floor, they necessarily came face to face now and
then, but the High School mistress behaved as though she saw no one, and the
solicitor's clerk, after one or two attempts at polite formality, adopted a
like demeanour. The man's proximity caused his neighbour a ceaseless
irritation; of all objectionable types of humanity, this loafing and boozing
degenerate was, to Miss Rodney, perhaps the least endurable; his mere
countenance excited her animosity, for feebleness and conceit, things abhorrent
to her, were legible in every line of the trivial features; and a full
moustache, evidently subjected to training, served only as emphasis of foppish
imbecility. 'I could beat him!' she exclaimed more than once within herself,
overcome with contemptuous wrath, when she passed Mr. Rawcliffe. And, indeed,
had it been possible to settle the matter thus simply, no doubt Mr. Rawcliffe's
rooms would very soon have been vacant.
The crisis upon which Miss
Rodney had resolved came about, quite unexpectedly, one Sunday evening. Mrs.
Turpin and her daughters had gone, as usual, to church, the carpenter had gone
to smoke a pipe with a neighbour, and Mr. Rawcliffe believed himself alone in
the house. But Miss Rodney was not at church this evening; she had a headache,
and after tea lay down in her bedroom for a while. Soon impatient of repose,
she got up and went to her parlour. The door, to her surprise, was partly open;
entering—the tread of her slippered feet was noiseless—she beheld an
astonishing spectacle. Before her writing-table, his back turned to her, stood
Mr. Rawcliffe, engaged in the deliberate perusal of a letter which he had found
there. For a moment she observed him; then she spoke.
'What business have you
here?'
Rawcliffe gave such a start
that he almost jumped from the ground. His face, as he put down the letter and
turned, was that of a gibbering idiot; his lips moved, but no sound came from
them.
'What are you doing in my
room?' demanded Miss Rodney, in her severest tones.
'I really beg your pardon—I
really beg—'
'I suppose this is not the
first visit with which you have honoured me?'
'The first—indeed—I assure
you—the very first! A foolish curiosity; I really feel quite ashamed of myself;
I throw myself upon your indulgence.'
The man had become voluble;
he approached Miss Rodney smiling in a sickly way, his head bobbing forward.
'It's something,' she
replied, 'that you have still the grace to feel ashamed. Well, there's no need
for us to discuss this matter; it can have, of course, only one result.
To-morrow morning you will oblige me by giving notice to Mrs. Turpin—a week's
notice.'
'Leave the house?' exclaimed
Rawcliffe.
'On Saturday next—or as much
sooner as you like.'
'Oh! but really—'
'As you please,' said Miss
Rodney, looking him sternly in the face. 'In that case I complain to the
landlady of your behaviour, and insist on her getting rid of you. You ought to
have been turned out long ago. You are a nuisance, and worse than a nuisance.
Be so good as to leave the room.'
Rawcliffe, his shoulders
humped, moved towards the door; but before reaching it he stopped and said
doggedly—
'I can't give
notice.'
'Why not?'
'I owe Mrs. Turpin money.'
'Naturally. But you will go,
all the same.'
A vicious light flashed into
the man's eyes.
'If it comes to that, I
shall not go!'
'Indeed?' said Miss Rodney
calmly and coldly. 'We will see about it. In the meantime, leave the room,
sir!'
Rawcliffe nodded, grinned,
and withdrew.
Late that evening there was
a conversation between Miss Rodney and Mrs. Turpin. The landlady, though
declaring herself horrified at what had happened, did her best to plead for Mr.
Rawcliffe's forgiveness, and would not be brought to the point of promising to
give him notice.
'Very well, Mrs. Turpin,'
said Miss Rodney at length, 'either he leaves the house or I do.'
Resolved, as she was, not to
quit her lodgings, this was a bold declaration. A meeker spirit would have
trembled at the possibility that Mrs. Turpin might be only too glad to free
herself from a subjection which, again and again, had all but driven her to
extremities. But Miss Rodney had the soul of a conqueror; she saw only her
will, and the straight way to it.
'To tell you the truth,
miss,' said the landlady, sore perplexed, 'he's rather backward with his rent—'
'Very foolish of you to have
allowed him to get into your debt. The probability is that he would never pay
his arrears; they will only increase, the longer he stays. But I have no more
time to spare at present. Please understand that by Saturday next it must be
settled which of your lodgers is to go.'
Mrs. Turpin had never been
so worried. The more she thought of the possibility of Miss Rodney's leaving
the house, the less did she like it. Notwithstanding Mr. Rawcliffe's 'family,'
it was growing clear to her that, as a stamp of respectability and a source of
credit, the High School mistress was worth more than the solicitor's clerk.
Then there was the astonishing change that had come over Turpin, owing, it
seemed, to his talk with Miss Rodney; the man spent all his leisure time in 'making
shapes and figuring'—just as he used to do when poor Harry was at the Grammar
School. If Miss Rodney disappeared, it seemed only too probable that Turpin
would be off again to 'The Swan With Two Necks.' On the other hand, the thought
of 'giving notice' to Mr. Rawcliffe caused her something like dismay; how could
she have the face to turn a real gentleman out of her house? Yes, but was it
not true that she had lost money by him—and stood to lose more? She had never
dared to tell her husband of Mr. Rawcliffe's frequent shortcomings in the
matter of weekly payments. When the easy-going young man smiled and nodded, and
said, 'It'll be all right, you know, Mrs. Turpin; you can trust me,
I hope,' she could do nothing but acquiesce. And Mr. Rawcliffe was more and
more disposed to take advantage of this weakness. If she could find courage to
go through with the thing, perhaps she would be glad when it was over.
Three days went by.
Rawcliffe led an unusually quiet and regular life. There came the day on which
his weekly bill was presented. Mrs. Turpin brought it in person at breakfast,
and stood with it in her hand, an image of vacillation. Her lodger made one of
his familiar jokes; she laughed feebly. No; the words would not come to her
lips; she was physically incapable of giving him notice.
'By the bye, Mrs. Turpin,'
said Rawcliffe in an offhand way, as he glanced at the bill, 'how much exactly
do I owe you?'
Pleasantly agitated, his
landlady mentioned the sum.
'Ah! I must settle that. I
tell you what, Mrs. Turpin. Let it stand over for another month, and we'll
square things up at Christmas. Will that suit you?'
And, by way of
encouragement, he paid his week's account on the spot, without a penny of
deduction. Mrs. Turpin left the room in greater embarrassment than ever.
Saturday came. At breakfast
Miss Rodney sent for the landlady, who made a timid appearance just within the
room.
'Good morning, Mrs. Turpin.
What news have you for me? You know what I mean?'
The landlady took a step
forward, and began babbling excuses, explanations, entreaties. She was coldly
and decisively interrupted.
'Thank you, Mrs. Turpin,
that will do. A week to-day I leave.'
With a sound which was half
a sob and half grunt Mrs. Turpin bounced from the room. It was now inevitable
that she should report the state of things to her husband, and that evening
half an hour's circumlocution brought her to the point. Which of the two
lodgers should go? The carpenter paused, pipe in mouth, before him a
geometrical figure over which he had puzzled for a day or two, and about which,
if he could find courage, he wished to consult the High School mistress. He
reflected for five minutes, and uttered an unhesitating decision. Mr. Rawcliffe
must go. Naturally, his wife broke into indignant clamour, and the debate
lasted for an hour or two; but Turpin could be firm when he liked, and he had
solid reasons for preferring to keep Miss Rodney in the house. At four o'clock
Mrs. Turpin crept softly to the sitting-room where her offended lodger was
quietly reading.
'I wanted just to say, miss,
that I'm willing to give Mr. Rawcliffe notice next Wednesday.'
'Thank you, Mrs. Turpin,'
was the cold reply. 'I have already taken other rooms.'
The landlady gasped, and for
a moment could say nothing. Then she besought Miss Rodney to change her mind.
Mr. Rawcliffe should leave, indeed he should, on Wednesday week. But Miss
Rodney had only one reply; she had found other rooms that suited her, and she
requested to be left in peace.
At eleven Mr. Rawcliffe came
home. He was unnaturally sober, for Saturday night, and found his way into the
parlour without difficulty. There in a minute or two he was confronted by his
landlady and her husband: they closed the door behind them, and stood in a
resolute attitude.
'Mr. Rawcliffe,' began Turpin,
'you must leave these lodgings, sir, on
Wednesday next.'
'Hullo! what's all this
about?' cried the other. 'What do you mean,
Turpin?'
The carpenter made plain his
meaning; spoke of Miss Rodney's complaint, of the irregular payment (for his
wife, in her stress, had avowed everything), and of other subjects of
dissatisfaction; the lodger must go, there was an end of it. Rawcliffe, putting
on all his dignity, demanded the legal week's notice; Turpin demanded the sum
in arrear. There was an exchange of high words, and the interview ended with
mutual defiance. A moment after Turpin and his wife knocked at Miss Rodney's
door, for she was still in her parlour. There followed a brief conversation,
with the result that Miss Rodney graciously consented to remain, on the
understanding that Mr. Rawcliffe left the house not later than Wednesday.
Enraged at the treatment he
was receiving, Rawcliffe loudly declared that he would not budge. Turpin warned
him that if he had made no preparations for departure on Wednesday he would be
forcibly ejected, and the door closed against him.
'You haven't the right to do
it,' shouted the lodger. 'I'll sue you for damages.'
'And I,' retorted the
carpenter, 'will sue you for the money you owe me!'
The end could not be
doubtful. Rawcliffe, besides being a poor creature, knew very well that it was
dangerous for him to get involved in a scandal; his stepfather, upon whom he
depended, asked but a fair excuse for cutting him adrift, and more than one
grave warning had come from his mother during the past few months. But he
enjoyed a little blustering, and even at breakfast-time on Wednesday his
attitude was that of contemptuous defiance. In vain had Mrs. Turpin tried to
coax him with maternal suavity; in vain had Mabel and Lily, when serving his
meals, whispered abuse of Miss Rodney, and promised to find some way of getting
rid of her, so that Rawcliffe might return. In a voice loud enough to be heard
by his enemy in the opposite parlour, he declared that no 'cat of a school
teacher should get the better of him.' As a matter of fact,
however, he arranged on Tuesday evening to take a couple of cheaper rooms just
outside the town, and ordered a cab to come for him at eleven next morning.
'You know what the
understanding is, Mr. Rawcliffe,' said Turpin, putting his head into the room
as the lodger sat at breakfast. 'I'm a man of my word.'
'Don't come bawling here!'
cried the other, with a face of scorn.
And at noon the house knew
him no more.
Miss Rodney, on that same
day, was able to offer her landlady a new lodger. She had not spoken of this
before, being resolved to triumph by mere force of will.
'The next thing,' she
remarked to a friend, when telling the story, 'is to pack off one of the girls
into service. I shall manage it by Christmas,' and she added with humorous
complacency, 'it does one good to be making a sort of order in one's own little
corner of the world.'
8.A CHARMING FAMILY
'I must be firm,' said Miss
Shepperson to herself, as she poured out her morning tea with tremulous hand. 'I
must really be very firm with them.'
Firmness was not the most
legible characteristic of Miss Shepperson's physiognomy. A plain woman of
something more than thirty, she had gentle eyes, a twitching forehead, and lips
ever ready for a sympathetic smile. Her attire, a little shabby, a little
disorderly, well became the occupant of furnished lodgings, at twelve and
sixpence a week, in the unpretentious suburb of Acton. She was the daughter of
a Hammersmith draper, at whose death, a few years ago, she had become possessed
of a small house and an income of forty pounds a year; her two elder sisters
were comfortably married to London tradesmen, but she did not see very much of
them, for their ways were not hers, and Miss Shepperson had always been one of
those singular persons who shrink into solitude the moment they feel ill at
ease. The house which was her property had, until of late, given her no trouble
at all; it stood in a quiet part of Hammersmith, and had long been occupied by
good tenants, who paid their rent (fifty pounds) with exemplary punctuality;
repairs, of course, would now and then be called for, and to that end Miss
Shepperson carefully put aside a few pounds every year. Unhappily, the old
tenants were at length obliged to change their abode. The house stood empty for
two months; it was then taken on a three years' lease by a family named
Rymer—really nice people, said Miss Shepperson to herself after her first
interview with them. Mr. Rymer was 'in the City'; Mrs. Rymer, who had two
little girls, lived only for domestic peace—she had been in better
circumstances, but did not repine, and forgot all worldly ambition in the happy
discharge of her wifely and maternal duties. 'A charming family!' was Miss
Shepperson's mental comment when, at their invitation, she had called one
Sunday afternoon soon after they were settled in the house; and, on the way
home to her lodgings, she sighed once or twice, thinking of Mrs. Rymer's
blissful smile and the two pretty children.
The first quarter's rent was
duly paid, but the second quarter-day brought no cheque; and, after the lapse
of a fortnight, Miss Shepperson wrote to make known her ingenuous fear that Mr.
Rymer's letter might have miscarried. At once there came the politest and
friendliest reply. Mr. Rymer (wrote his wife) was out of town, and had been so
overwhelmed with business that the matter of the rent must have altogether
escaped his mind; he would be back in a day or two, and the cheque should be
sent at the earliest possible moment; a thousand apologies for this
unpardonable neglect. Still the cheque did not come; another quarter-day
arrived, and again no rent was paid. It was now a month after Christmas, and
Miss Shepperson, for the first time in her life, found her accounts in serious
disorder. This morning she had a letter from Mrs. Rymer, the latest of a dozen
or so, all in the same strain—
'I really feel quite ashamed
to take up the pen,' wrote the graceful lady, in her delicate hand. 'What must you
think of us! I assure you that never, never before did I find myself in such a
situation. Indeed, I should not have the courage to write at all, but that the
end of our troubles is already in view. It is absolutely certain that,
in a month's time, Mr. Rymer will be able to send you a cheque in complete discharge
of his debt. Meanwhile, I beg you to believe, dear Miss
Shepperson, how very, very grateful I am to you for your most
kind forbearance.' Another page of almost affectionate protests closed with the
touching subscription, 'ever yours, sincerely and gratefully, Adelaide Rymer.'
But Miss Shepperson had
fallen into that state of nervous agitation which impels to a decisive step.
She foresaw the horrors of pecuniary embarrassment. Her faith in the Rymers'
promises was exhausted. This very morning she would go to see Mrs. Rymer, lay
before her the plain facts of the case, and with all firmness—with unmistakable
resolve—make known to her that, if the arrears were not paid within a month,
notice to quit would be given, and the recovery of the debt be sought by legal
process. Fear had made Miss Shepperson indignant; it was wrong and cowardly for
people such as the Rymers to behave in this way to a poor woman who had only
just enough to live upon. She felt sure that they could pay if
they liked; but because she had shown herself soft and patient, they took
advantage of her. She would be firm, very firm.
So, about ten o'clock, Miss
Shepperson put on her best things, and set out for Hammersmith. It was a foggy,
drizzly, enervating day. When Miss Shepperson found herself drawing near to the
house, her courage sank, her heart throbbed painfully, and for a moment she all
but stopped and turned, thinking that it would be much better to put her
ultimatum into writing. Yet there was the house in view, and to turn back would
be deplorable weakness. By word of mouth she could so much better depict the
gravity of her situation. She forced herself onwards. Trembling in every nerve,
she rang the bell, and in a scarce audible gasp she asked for Mrs. Rymer. A
brief delay, and the servant admitted her.
Mrs. Rymer was in the
drawing-room, giving her elder child a piano-lesson, while the younger, sitting
in a baby-chair at the table, turned over a picture-book. The room was
comfortably and prettily furnished; the children were very becomingly dressed;
their mother, a tall woman, of fair complexion and thin, refined face, with
wandering eyes and a forehead rather deeply lined, stepped forward as if in
delight at the unexpected visit, and took Miss Shepperson's ill-gloved hand in
both her own, gazing with tender interest into her eyes.
'How kind of you to have
taken this trouble! You guessed that I really wished to see you. I should have
come to you, but just at present I find it so difficult to get away from home.
I am housekeeper, nursemaid, and governess all in one! Some women would find it
rather a strain, but the dear tots are so good—so good! Cissy, you remember
Miss Shepperson? Of course you do. They look a little pale, I'm afraid; don't
you think so? After the life they were accustomed to—but we won't talk
about that. Tots, school-time is over for this morning. You can't
go out, my poor dears; look at the horrid, horrid weather. Go and sit by the
nursery-fire, and sing "Rain, rain, go away!"'
Miss Shepperson followed the
children with her look as they silently left the room. She knew not how to
enter upon what she had to say. To talk of the law and use threats in this
atmosphere of serene domesticity seemed impossibly harsh. But the necessity of
broaching the disagreeable subject was spared her.
'My husband and I were
talking about you last night,' began Mrs. Rymer, as soon as the door had
closed, in a tone of the friendliest confidence. 'I had an idea; it seems to me
so good. I wonder whether it will to you? You told me, did you not, that you
live in lodgings, and quite alone?'
'Yes,' replied Miss
Shepperson, struggling to command her nerves and betraying uneasy wonder.
'Is it by choice?' asked the
soft-voiced lady, with sympathetic bending of the head. 'Have you no relations
in London? I can't help thinking you must feel very lonely.'
It was not difficult to lead
Miss Shepperson to talk of her circumstances—a natural introduction to the
announcement which she was still resolved to make with all firmness. She
narrated in outline the history of her family, made known exactly how she stood
in pecuniary matters, and ended by saying—
'You see, Mrs. Rymer, that I
have to live as carefully as I can. This house is really all I have to depend
upon, and—and—'
Again she was spared the
unpleasant utterance. With an irresistible smile, and laying her soft hand on
the visitor's ill-fitting glove, Mrs. Rymer began to reveal the happy thought
which had occurred to her. In the house there was a spare room; why should not
Miss Shepperson come and live here—live, that is to say, as a member of the
family? Nothing simpler than to arrange the details of such a plan, which, of
course, must be 'strictly businesslike,' though carried out in a spirit of
mutual goodwill. A certain sum of money was due to her for rent; suppose this
were repaid in the form of board and lodging, which might be reckoned at—should
one say, fifteen shillings a week? At midsummer next an account would be drawn
up, 'in a thoroughly businesslike way,' and whatever then remained due to Miss
Shepperson would be paid at once; after which, if the arrangement proved
agreeable to both sides, it might be continued, cost of board and lodging being
deducted from the rent, and the remainder paid 'with regularity' every quarter.
Miss Shepperson would thus have a home—a real home—with all family comforts,
and Mrs. Rymer, who was too much occupied with house and children to see much
society, would have the advantage of a sympathetic friend under her own roof.
The good lady's voice trembled with joyous eagerness as she unfolded the
project, and her eyes grew large as she waited for the response.
Miss Shepperson felt such
astonishment that she could only reply with incoherencies. An idea so novel and
so strange threw her thoughts into disorder. She was alarmed by the invitation
to live with people who were socially her superiors. On the other hand, the
proposal made appeal to her natural inclination for domestic life; it offered
the possibility of occupation, of usefulness. Moreover, from the pecuniary point
of view, it would be so very advantageous.
'But,' she stammered at
length, when Mrs. Rymer had repeated the suggestion in words even more gracious
and alluring, 'but fifteen shillings is so very little for board and lodging.'
'Oh, don't let that trouble
you, dear Miss Shepperson,' cried the other gaily. 'In a family, so little
difference is made by an extra person. I assure you it is a perfectly
businesslike arrangement; otherwise my husband, who is prudence itself, would
never have sanctioned it. As you know, we are suffering a temporary
embarrassment. I wrote to you yesterday before my husband's return from
business. When he came home, I learnt, to my dismay, that it might be
rather more than a month before he was able to send you a
cheque. I said: "Oh, I must write again to Miss Shepperson. I can't bear
to think of misleading her." Then, as we talked, that idea came to me. As
I think you will believe, Miss Shepperson, I am not a scheming or a selfish
woman; never, never have I wronged any one in my life. This proposal, I cannot
help feeling, is as much for your benefit as for ours. Doesn't it really seem
so to you? Suppose you come up with me and look at the room. It is not in
perfect order, but you will see whether it pleases you.
Curiosity allying itself
with the allurement which had begun to work upon her feelings, Miss Shepperson
timidly rose and followed her smiling guide upstairs. The little spare room on
the second floor was furnished simply enough, but made such a contrast with the
bedchamber in the Acton lodging-house that the visitor could scarcely repress
an exclamation. Mrs. Rymer was voluble with promise of added comforts. She
interested herself in Miss Shepperson's health, and learnt with the utmost
satisfaction that it seldom gave trouble. She inquired as to Miss Shepperson's
likings in the matter of diet, and strongly approved her preference for a
plain, nutritive regimen. From the spare room the visitor was taken into all
the others, and before they went downstairs again Mrs. Rymer had begun to talk
as though the matter were decided.
'You will stay and have
lunch with me,' she said. 'Oh yes, indeed you will; I can't dream of your going
out into this weather till after lunch. Suppose we have the tots into the
drawing-room again? I want them to make friends with you at once. I know you
love children.—Oh, I have known that for a long time!'
Miss Shepperson stayed to
lunch. She stayed to tea. When at length she took her leave, about six o'clock,
the arrangement was complete in every detail. On this day week she would
transfer herself to the Rymers' house, and enter upon her new life.
She arrived on Saturday
afternoon, and was received by the assembled family like a very dear friend or
relative. Mr. Rymer, a well-dressed man, polite, good-natured, with a frequent
falsetto laugh, talked over the teacups in the pleasantest way imaginable, not
only putting Miss Shepperson at ease, but making her feel as if her position as
a member of the household were the most natural thing in the world. His mere pronunciation
of her name gave it a dignity, an importance quite new to Miss Shepperson's
ears. He had a way of shaping his remarks so as to make it appear that the
homely, timid woman was, if anything, rather the superior in rank and
education, and that their simple ways might now and then cause her amusement.
Even the children seemed to do their best to make the newcomer feel at home.
Cissy, whose age was nine, assiduously handed toast and cake with a most
engaging smile, and little Minnie, not quite six, deposited her kitten in Miss
Shepperson's lap, saying prettily, 'You may stroke it whenever you like.'
Miss Shepperson, to be sure,
had personal qualities which could not but appeal to people of discernment. Her
plain features expressed a simplicity and gentleness which more than
compensated for the lack of conventional grace in her manners; she spoke softly
and with obvious frankness, nor was there much fault to find with her phrasing
and accent; dressed a little more elegantly, she would in no way have jarred
with the tone of average middle-class society. If she had not much education,
she was altogether free from pretence, and the possession of property (which
always works very decidedly for good or for evil) saved her from that excess of
deference which would have accentuated her social shortcomings. Undistinguished
as she might seem at the first glance, Miss Shepperson could not altogether be
slighted by any one who had been in her presence for a few minutes. And when,
in the course of the evening, she found courage to converse more freely, giving
her views, for instance, on the great servant question, and on other matters of
domestic interest, it became clear to Mr. and Mrs. Rymer that their landlady,
though a soft-hearted and simple-minded woman, was by no means to be regarded
as a person of no account.
The servant question was to
the front just now, as Mrs. Rymer explained in detail. She, 'of course,' kept
two domestics, but was temporarily making shift with only one, it being so
difficult to replace the cook, who had left a week ago. Did Miss Shepperson
know of a cook, a sensible, trustworthy woman? For the present Mrs. Rymer—she
confessed it with a pleasant little laugh—had to give an eye to the dinner
herself.
'I only hope you won't make
yourself ill, dear,' said Mr. Rymer, bending towards his wife with a look of
well-bred solicitude. 'Miss Shepperson, I beg you to insist that she lies down
a little every afternoon. She has great nervous energy, but isn't really very
strong. You can't think what a relief it will be to me all day to know that
some one is with her.'
On Sunday morning all went
to church together; for, to Mrs. Rymer's great satisfaction, Miss Shepperson
was a member of the orthodox community, and particular about observances. Meals
were reduced to the simplest terms; a restful quiet prevailed in the little
house; in the afternoon, while Mrs. Rymer reposed, Miss Shepperson read to the
children. She it was who—the servant being out—prepared tea. After tea, Mr. and
Mrs. Rymer, with many apologies, left the home together for a couple of hours,
being absolutely obliged to pay a call at some distance, and Miss Shepperson
again took care of the children till the domestic returned.
After breakfast the next
day—it was a very plain meal, merely a rasher and dry toast—the lady of the
house chatted with her friend more confidentially than ever. Their servant, she
said, a good girl but not very robust, naturally could not do all the work of
the house, and, by way of helping, Mrs. Rymer was accustomed to 'see to' her
own bedroom.
'It's really no hardship,'
she said, in her graceful, sweet-tempered way, 'when once you're used to it; in
fact, I think the exercise is good for my health. But, of course, I couldn't
think of asking you to do the same. No doubt you will like to
have a breath of air, as the sky seems clearing.'
What could Miss Shepperson
do but protest that to put her own room in order was such a trifling matter
that they need not speak of it another moment. Mrs. Rymer was confused, vexed,
and wished she had not said a word; but the other made a joke of these
scruples.
'When do the children go
out?' asked Miss Shepperson. 'Do you take them yourself?'
'Oh, always! almost always!
I shall go out with them for an hour at eleven. And yet'—she checked herself,
with a look of worry—'oh, dear me! I must absolutely go shopping, and I do so
dislike to take the tots in that direction. Never mind; the walk must be put
off till the afternoon. It may rain; but—'
Miss Shepperson straightway
offered her services; she would either shop or go out with the children,
whichever Mrs. Rymer preferred. The lady thought she had better do the
shopping—so her friend's morning was pleasantly arranged. In a day or two
things got into a happy routine. Miss Shepperson practically became nursemaid,
with the privilege of keeping her own bedroom in order and of helping in a good
many little ways throughout the domestic day. A fortnight elapsed, and Mrs.
Rymer was still unable to 'suit herself' with a cook, though she had visited,
or professed to visit, many registry-offices and corresponded with many
friends. A week after that the subject of the cook had somehow fallen into
forgetfulness; and, indeed, a less charitably disposed observer than Miss
Shepperson might have doubted whether Mrs. Rymer had ever seriously meant to
engage one at all. The food served on the family table was of the plainest, and
not always superabundant in quantity; but the table itself was tastefully
ordered, and, indeed, no sort of carelessness appeared in any detail of the
household life. Mrs. Rymer was always busy, and without fuss, without
irritation. She had a large correspondence; but it was not often that people
called. No guest was ever invited to lunch or dinner. All this while the master
of the house kept regular hours, leaving home at nine and returning at seven;
if he went out after dinner, which happened rarely, he was always back by
eleven o'clock. No more respectable man than Mr. Rymer; none more
even-tempered, more easily pleased, more consistently polite and amiable. That
he and his wife were very fond of each other appeared in all their talk and
behaviour; both worshipped the children, and, in spite of that, trained them
with a considerable measure of good sense. In the evenings Mr. Rymer sometimes
read aloud, or he would talk instructively of the affairs of the day. The more
Miss Shepperson saw of her friends the more she liked them. Never had she been
the subject of so much kind attention, and in no company had she ever felt so
happily at ease.
Time went on, and it was
near midsummer. Of late Mrs. Rymer had not been very well, and once or twice
Miss Shepperson fancied that her eyes showed traces of tears; it was but
natural that the guest, often preoccupied with the thought of the promised
settlement, should feel a little uneasy. On June 23 Mrs. Rymer chose a suitable
moment, and with her most confidential air, invited Miss Shepperson to an
intimate chat.
'I want to explain to you,'
she said, rather cheerfully than otherwise, 'the exact state of our affairs.
I'm sure it will interest you. We have become such good friends—as I knew we
should. I shall be much easier in mind when you know exactly how we stand.'
Thereupon she spoke of a
certain kinsman of her husband, an old and infirm man, whose decease was expected,
if not from day to day, at all events from week to week. The event would have
great importance for them, as Mr. Rymer was entitled to the reversion of
several thousands of pounds, held in use by his lingering relative.
'Now let me ask you a question,'
pursued the lady in friendship's undertone. 'My husband is quite prepared
to settle with you to-morrow. He wishes to do so, for he feels that your
patience has been most exemplary. But, as we spoke of it last night, an idea
came to me. I can't help thinking it was a happy idea, but I wish to know how
it strikes you. On receiving the sum due to you, you will no doubt place it in
a bank, or in some way invest it. Suppose, now, you leave the money in Mr.
Rymer's hands, receiving his acknowledgment, and allowing him to pay it, with
four per cent, interest, when he enters into possession of his capital? Mind, I
only suggest this; not for a moment would I put pressure upon you. If you have
need of the money, it shall be paid at once. But it struck me
that, knowing us so well now, you might even be glad of such an investment as
this. The event to which we are looking forward may happen very soon; but
it may be delayed. How would you like to leave this money, and
the sums to which you will be entitled under our arrangements, from quarter to
quarter, to increase at compound interest? Let us make a little calculation—'
Miss Shepperson listened
nervously. She was on the point of saying that, on the whole, she preferred
immediate payment; but while she struggled with her moral weakness Mrs. Rymer,
anxiously reading her face, struck another note.
'I mustn't disguise from you
that the money, though such a small sum, would be useful to my husband. Poor
fellow! he has been fighting against adversity for the last year or two, and
I'm sure no man ever struggled more bravely. You would never think, would you?
that he is often kept awake all night by his anxieties. As I tell him, he need
not really be anxious at all, for his troubles will so soon come to an end. But
there is no more honourable man living, and he worries at the thought of owing
money—you can't imagine how he worries! Then, to tell you a great secret—'
A change came upon the
speaker's face; her voice softened to a whisper as she communicated a piece of
delicate domestic news.
'My poor husband,' she
added, 'cannot bear to think that, when it happens, we may be in really
straitened circumstances, and I may suffer for lack of comforts. To tell you
the whole truth, dear Miss Shepperson, I have no doubt that, if you like my
idea, he would at once put aside that money to be ready for an emergency. So,
you see, it is self-interest in me, after all.' Her smile was very sweet. 'But
don't judge me too severely. What I propose is, as you see, really a very good
investment—is it not?'
Miss Shepperson found it
impossible to speak as she wished, and before the conversation came to an end
she saw the matter entirely from her friend's point of view. She had, in truth,
no immediate need of money, and the more she thought of it, the more content
she was to do a kindness to the Rymers, while at the same time benefiting
herself. That very evening Mr. Rymer prepared a legal document, promising to
pay on demand the sum which became due to Miss Shepperson to-morrow, with
compound interest at the rate of four per cent. While signing this, he gravely
expressed his conviction that before Michaelmas the time for payment would have
arrived.
'But if it were next week,'
he added, with a polite movement towards his creditor, 'I should be not a bit
the less grateful to our most kind friend.'
'Oh, but it's purely a
matter of business,' said Miss Shepperson, who was always abashed by such
expressions.
'To be sure,' murmured Mrs.
Rymer. 'Let us look at it in that light. But it shan't prevent us from calling
Miss Shepperson our dearest friend.'
The homely woman blushed and
felt happy.
Towards the end of autumn,
when the domestic crisis was very near, the servant declared herself ill, and
at twenty-four hours' notice quitted the house. As a matter of fact, she had
received no wages for several months; the kindness with which she was otherwise
treated had kept her at her post thus long, but she feared the increase of work
impending, and preferred to go off unpaid. Now for the first time did Mrs.
Rymer's nerves give way. Miss Shepperson found her sobbing by the fireside, the
two children lamenting at such an unwonted spectacle. Where was a new servant
to be found? In a day or two the monthly nurse would be here, and must, of
course, be waited upon. And what was to become of the children? Miss
Shepperson, moved by the calamitous situation, entreated her friend to leave
everything to her. She would find a servant somehow, and meanwhile would keep
the house going with her own hands. Mrs. Rymer sobbed that she was ashamed to
allow such a thing; but the other, braced by a crisis, displayed wonderful
activity and resource. For two days Miss Shepperson did all the domestic
labour; then a maid, of the species known as 'general,' presented herself, and
none too soon, for that same night there was born to the Rymers a third
daughter. But troubles were by no means over. While Mrs. Rymer was ill—very ill
indeed—the new handmaid exhibited a character so eccentric that, after nearly
setting fire to the house while in a state of intoxication, she had to be got
rid of as speedily as possible. Miss Shepperson resolved that, for the present,
there should be no repetition of such disagreeable things. She quietly told Mr.
Rymer that she felt quite able to grapple with the situation herself.
'Impossible!' cried the
master of the house, who, after many sleepless nights and distracted days, had
a haggard, unshorn face, scarcely to be recognised. 'I cannot permit it! I will
go myself'
Then, suddenly turning again
to Miss Shepperson, he grasped her hand, called her his dear friend and
benefactress, and with breaking voice whispered to her—
'I will help you. I can do
the hard work. It's only for a day or two.'
Late that evening he and
Miss Shepperson were in the kitchen together: the one was washing crockery, the
other, who had been filling coal-scuttles, stood with dirty hands and
melancholy visage, his eyes fixed on the floor. Their looks met; Mr. Rymer took
a step forward, smiling with confidential sadness.
'I feel that I ought to
speak frankly,' he said, in a voice as polite and well-tuned as ever. 'I should
like to make known to you the exact state of my affairs.'
'Oh, but Mrs. Rymer has told
me everything,' replied Miss Shepperson, as she dried a tea-cup.
'No; not quite everything,
I'm afraid.' He had a shovel in his hand, and eyed it curiously. 'She has not
told you that I am considerably in debt to various people, and that, not long
ago, I was obliged to raise money on our furniture.'
Miss Shepperson laid down
the tea-cup and gazed anxiously at him, whereupon he began a detailed story of
his misfortunes in business. Mr. Rymer was a commission-agent—that is to say,
he was everything and nothing. Struggle with pecuniary embarrassment was his
normal condition, but only during the last twelvemonth had he fallen under
persistent ill-luck and come to all but the very end of his resources. It would
still be possible for him, he explained, to raise money on the reversion for
which he was waiting, but of such a step he could not dream.
'It would be dishonesty,
Miss Shepperson, and, how unfortunate, I have never yet lost my honour. People
have trusted me, knowing that I am an honest man. I belong to a good family—as,
no doubt, Mrs. Rymer has told you. A brother of mine holds a respected position
in Birmingham, and, if the worst comes to the worst, he will find me
employment. But, as you can well understand, I shrink from that extremity. For
one thing, I am in debt to my brother, and I am resolved to pay what I owe him
before asking for any more assistance. I do not lose courage. You know the
proverb: "Lose heart, lose all." I am blest with an admirable wife,
who stands by me and supports me under every trial. If my wife were to die,
Miss Shepperson—' He faltered; his eyes glistened in the gas 'But no, I won't
encourage gloomy fears. She is a little better to-day, they tell me. We shall
come out of our troubles, and laugh over them by our cheerful fireside—you with
us—you, our dearest and staunchest friend.'
'Yes, we must hope,' said
Miss Shepperson, reassured once more as to her own interests; for a moment her
heart had sunk very low indeed. 'We are all doing our best.'
'You above all,' said Mr.
Rymer, pressing her hand with his coal-blackened fingers. 'I felt obliged to
speak frankly, because you must have thought it strange that I allowed things
to get so disorderly—our domestic arrangements, I mean. The fact is, Miss
Shepperson, I simply don't know how I am going to meet the expenses of this
illness, and I dread the thought of engaging servants. I cannot—I will
not—raise money on my expectations! When the money comes to me, I must be able
to pay all my debts, and have enough left to recommence life with. Don't you
approve this resolution, Miss Shepperson?'
'Oh yes, indeed I do,'
replied the listener heartily.
'And yet, of course,' he
pursued, his eyes wandering, 'we must have a servant—'
Miss Shepperson reflected,
she too with an uneasy look on her face. There was a long silence, broken by a
deep sigh from Mr. Rymer, a sigh which was almost a sob. The other went on
drying her plates and dishes, and said at length that perhaps they might manage
with quite a young girl, who would come for small wages; she herself was
willing to help as much as she could—
'Oh, you shame me, you shame
me!' broke in Mr. Rymer, laying a hand on his forehead, and leaving a black
mark there. 'There is no end to your kindness; but I feel it as a disgrace to
us—to me—that you, a lady of property, should be working here like a servant.
It is monstrous—monstrous!'
At the flattering description
of herself Miss Shepperson smiled; her soft eyes beamed with the light of
contentment.
'Don't you give a thought to
that, Mr. Rymer,' she exclaimed. 'Why, it's a pleasure to me, and it gives me
something to do—it's good for my health. Don't you worry. Think about your
business, and leave me to look after the house. It'll be all right.'
A week later Mrs. Rymer was
in the way of recovery, and her husband went to the City as usual. A servant
had been engaged—a girl of sixteen, who knew as much of housework as London
girls of sixteen generally do; at all events, she could carry coals and wash
steps. But the mistress of the house, it was evident, would for a long time be
unable to do anything whatever; the real maid-of-all-work was Miss Shepperson, who
rose every morning at six o'clock, and toiled in one way or another till weary
bedtime. If she left the house, it was to do needful shopping or to take the
children for a walk. Her reward was the admiration and gratitude of the family;
even little Minnie had been taught to say, at frequent intervals: 'I love Miss
Shepperson because she is good!' The invalid behaved to her as to a sister, and
kissed her cheek morning and evening. Miss Shepperson's name being Dora, the
baby was to be so called, and, as a matter of course, the godmother drew a
sovereign from her small savings to buy little Miss Dora a christening present.
It would not have been easy to find a house in London in which there reigned so
delightful a spirit of harmony and kindliness.
'I was so glad,' said Mrs.
Rymer one day to her friend, the day on which she first rose from bed, 'that my
husband took you into his confidence about our affairs. Now you know
everything, and it is much better. You know that we are very unlucky, but that
no one can breathe a word against our honour. This was the thought that held me
up through my illness. In a very short time all our debts will be paid—every
farthing, and it will be delightful to remember how we struggled, and what we
endured, to keep an honest name. Though,' she added tenderly, 'how we should
have done without you, I really cannot imagine. We might have
sunk—gone down!'
For months Mrs. Rymer led
the life of a feeble convalescent. She ought to have had change of air, but
that was out of the question, for Mr. Rymer's business was as unremunerative as
ever, and with difficulty he provided the household with food. One gleam of
light kept up the courage of the family: the aged relative was known to be so
infirm that he could only leave the house in a bath-chair; every day there
might be news even yet more promising. Meanwhile, the girl of sixteen exercised
her incompetence in the meaner departments of domestic life, and Miss
Shepperson did all the work that required care or common-sense, the duties of
nursemaid alone taking a great deal of her time. On the whole, this employment
seemed to suit her; she had a look of improved health, enjoyed more equable
spirits, and in her manner showed more self-confidence. Once a month she
succeeded in getting a few hours' holiday, and paid a visit to one or the other
of her sisters; but to neither of them did she tell the truth regarding her
position in the house at Hammersmith. Now and then, when every one else under
the roof was asleep, she took from a locked drawer in her bedroom a little
account-book, and busied herself with figures. This she found an enjoyable
moment; it was very pleasant indeed to make the computation of what the Rymers
owed to her, a daily-growing debt of which the payment could not now be long
delayed. She did not feel quite sure with regard to the interest, but the
principal of the debt was very easily reckoned, and it would make a nice little
sum to put by. Certainly Miss Shepperson was not unhappy.
Mrs. Rymer was just able to
resume her normal habits, to write many letters, teach her children, pay visits
in distant parts of London—the care of the baby being still chiefly left to
Miss Shepperson—when, on a pleasant day of spring, a little before lunch-time,
Mr. Rymer rushed into the house, calling in an agitated voice his wife's name.
Miss Shepperson was the only person at home, for Mrs. Rymer had gone out with
the children, the servant accompanying her to wheel baby's perambulator; she
ran up from the kitchen, aproned, with sleeves rolled to the elbow, and met the
excited man as he descended from a vain search in the bedrooms.
'Has it happened?' she
cried—for it seemed to her that there could be only one explanation of Mr.
Rymer's behaviour.
'Yes! He died this
morning—this morning!'
They clasped hands; then, as
an afterthought, their eyes fell, and they stood limply embarrassed.
'It seems shocking to take
the news in this way,' murmured Mr. Rymer; 'but the relief; oh, the relief! And
then, I scarcely knew him; we haven't seen each other for years. I can't help
it! I feel as if I had thrown off a load of tons! Where is Adelaide? Which way
have they gone?'
He rushed out again, to meet
his wife. For several minutes Miss Shepperson stood motionless, in a happy
daze, until she suddenly remembered that chops were at the kitchen fire, and
sped downstairs.
Throughout that day, and,
indeed, for several days to come, Mrs. Rymer behaved very properly indeed; her
pleasant, refined face wore a becoming gravity, and when she spoke of the
deceased she called him poor Mr. So-and-so. She did not attend
the funeral, for baby happened to be ailing, but Mr. Rymer, of course, went.
He, in spite of conscientious effort to imitate his wife's decorum, frequently
betrayed the joy which was in his mind; Miss Shepperson heard him singing as he
got up in the morning, and noticed that he ate with unusual appetite. The house
brightened. Before the end of a week smiles and cheerful remarks ruled in the
family; sorrows were forgotten, and everybody looked forward to the great day
of settlement.
It did not come quickly. In
two months' time Mr. Rymer still waited upon the pleasure of the executors. But
he was not inactive. His brother at Birmingham had suggested 'an opening' in
that city (thus did Mrs. Rymer phrase it), and the commission-agent had decided
to leave London as soon as his affairs were in order. Towards the end of the
third month the family was suffering from hope deferred. Mr. Rymer had once
more a troubled face, and his wife no longer talked to Miss Shepperson in happy
strain of her projects for the future. At length notice arrived that the
executors were prepared to settle with Mr. Rymer; yet, in announcing the fact,
he manifested only a sober contentment, while Mrs. Rymer was heard to sigh.
Miss Shepperson noted these things, and wondered a little, but Mrs. Rymer's
smiling assurance that now at last all was well revived her cheerful
expectations.
With a certain solemnity she
was summoned, a day or two later, to a morning colloquy in the drawing-room.
Mr. Rymer sat in an easy-chair, holding a bundle of papers; Mrs. Rymer sat on
the sofa, the dozing baby on her lap; over against them their friend took her
seat. With a little cough and a rustle of his papers, the polite man began to
speak—
'Miss Shepperson, the day
has come when I am able to discharge my debt to you. You will not misunderstand
that expression—I speak of my debt in money. What I owe to you—what we all owe
to you—in another and a higher sense, can never be repaid. That moral debt must
still go on, and be acknowledged by the unfailing gratitude of a lifetime.'
'Of a lifetime,' repeated
Mrs. Rymer, sweetly murmuring, and casting towards her friend an eloquent
glance.
'Here, however,' resumed her
husband, 'is the pecuniary account. Will you do me the kindness, Miss Shepperson,
to glance it over and see if you find it correct?'
Miss Shepperson took the
paper, which was covered with a very neat array of figures. It was the same
calculation which she herself had so often made, but with interest on the money
due to her correctly computed. The weekly sum of fifteen shillings for board
and lodging had been deducted, throughout the whole time, from the rent due to
her as landlady. Mr. Rymer stood her debtor for not quite thirty pounds.
'It's quite correct,'
said Miss Shepperson, handing back the paper with a pleased smile.
Mr. Rymer turned to his
wife.
'And what do you say,
dear? Do you think it correct?'
Mrs. Rymer shook her head.
'No,' she answered gently,
'indeed I do not.'
Miss Shepperson was
startled. She looked from one to the other, and saw on their faces only the
kindliest expression.
'I really thought it came to
about that,' fell from her lips. 'I couldn't quite reckon the interest—'
'Miss Shepperson,' said Mr.
Rymer impressively, 'do you really think that we should allow you to pay us for
your board and lodging—you, our valued friend—you, who have toiled for us, who
have saved us from endless trouble and embarrassment? That indeed would be a
little too shameless. This account is a mere joke—as I hope you really thought
it. I insist on giving you a cheque for the total amount of the rent due to you
from the day when you first entered this house.'
'Oh, Mr. Rymer!' panted the
good woman, turning pale with astonishment.
'Why, of course!' exclaimed
Mrs. Rymer. 'Do you think it would be possible for us to
behave in any other way? Surely you know us too well, dear Miss Shepperson!'
'How kind you are!' faltered
their friend, unable to decide in herself whether she should accept this
generosity or not—sorely tempted by the money, yet longing to show no less
generous a spirit on her own side. 'I really don't know—'
Mr. Rymer imposed silence
with a wave of the hand, and began talking in a slow, grave way.
'Miss Shepperson, to-day I
may account myself a happy man. Listen to a very singular story. You know that
I was indebted to others besides you. I have communicated with all those
persons; I have drawn up a schedule of everything I owe; and—extraordinary
coincidence!—the sum-total of my debts is exactly that of the reversion upon
which I have entered, minus three pounds fourteen shillings.'
'Strange!' murmured Mrs.
Rymer, as if delightedly.
'I did not know, Miss
Shepperson, that I owed so much. I had forgotten items. And suppose, after all,
the total had exceeded my resources! That indeed would have
been a blow. As it is, I am a happy man; my wife is happy. We pay our debts to
the last farthing, and we begin the world again—with three pounds to the good.
Our furniture must go; I cannot redeem it; no matter. I owe nothing; our honour
is saved!'
Miss Shepperson was aghast.
'But, Mrs. Rymer,' she
began, 'this is dreadful! What are you going to do?'
'Everything is arranged,
dear friend,' Mrs. Rymer replied. 'My husband has a little post in Birmingham,
which will bring him in just enough to support us in the most modest lodgings.
We cannot hope to have a house of our own, for we are determined never again to
borrow—and, indeed, I do not know who would lend to us. We are poor people, and
must live as poor people do. Miss Shepperson, I ask one favour of you. Will you
permit us to leave your house without the customary notice? We should feel very
grateful. To-day I pay Susan, and part with her; to-morrow we must travel to
Birmingham. The furniture will be removed by the people who take possession of it—'
Miss Shepperson was
listening with a bewildered look. She saw Mr. Rymer stand up.
'I will now,' he said, 'pay
you the rent from the day—'
'Oh, Mr. Rymer!' cried the
agitated woman. 'How can I take it? How can I leave you
penniless? I should feel it a downright robbery, that I should!'
'Miss Shepperson,' exclaimed
Mrs. Rymer in soft reproach, 'don't you understand how much better it is to pay
all we owe, even though it does leave us penniless? Why, even darling baby'—she
kissed it—'would say so if she could speak, poor little mite. Of course you
will accept the money; I insist upon it. You won't forget us. We will send you
our address, and you shall hear of your little godchild—'
Her voice broke; she sobbed,
and rebuked herself for weakness, and sobbed again. Meanwhile Mr. Rymer stood
holding out banknotes and gold. The distracted Miss Shepperson made a wild
gesture.
'How can I
take it? How can I? I should be ashamed the longest day I
lived!'
'I must insist,' said Mr.
Rymer firmly; and his wife, calm again, echoed the words. In that moment Miss
Shepperson clutched at the notes and gold, and, with a quick step forward, took
hold of the baby's hand, making the little fingers close upon the money.
'There! I give it to little
Dora—there!'
Mr. Rymer turned away to
hide his emotion. Mrs. Rymer laid baby down on the sofa, and clasped Miss
Shepperson in her arms.
000
A few days later the house
at Hammersmith was vacant. The Rymers wrote from Birmingham that they had found
sufficient, though humble, lodgings, and were looking for a tiny house, which
they would furnish very, very simply with the money given to baby by their ever
dear friend. It may be added that they had told the truth regarding their
position—save as to one detail: Mr. Rymer thought it needless to acquaint Miss
Shepperson with the fact that his brother, a creditor for three hundred pounds,
had generously forgiven the debt.
Miss Shepperson, lodging in
a little bedroom, with an approving conscience to keep her company, hoped that
her house would soon be let again.
9.A DAUGHTER OF THE LODGE
For a score of years the Rocketts had kept the lodge of Brent
Hall. In the beginning Rockett was head gardener; his wife, the daughter of a
shopkeeper, had never known domestic service, and performed her duties at the
Hall gates with a certain modest dignity not displeasing to the stately persons
upon whom she depended. During the lifetime of Sir Henry the best possible
understanding existed between Hall and lodge. Though Rockett's health broke
down, and at length he could work hardly at all, their pleasant home was
assured to the family; and at Sir Henry's death the nephew who succeeded him
left the Rocketts undisturbed. But, under this new lordship, things were not
quite as they had been. Sir Edwin Shale, a middle-aged man, had in his youth
made a foolish marriage; his lady ruled him, not with the gentlest of tongues,
nor always to the kindest purpose, and their daughter, Hilda, asserted her
rights as only child with a force of character which Sir Edwin would perhaps
have more sincerely admired had it reminded him less of Lady Shale.
While the Hall, in Sir
Henry's time, remained childless, the lodge prided itself on a boy and two
girls. Young Rockett, something of a scapegrace, was by the baronet's advice
sent to sea, and thenceforth gave his parents no trouble. The second daughter,
Betsy, grew up to be her mother's help. But Betsy's elder sister showed from
early years that the life of the lodge would afford no adequate scope for her ambitions.
May Rockett had good looks; what was more, she had an intellect which sharpened
itself on everything with which it came in contact. The village school could
never have been held responsible for May Rockett's acquirements and views at
the age of ten; nor could the High School in the neighbouring town altogether
account for her mental development at seventeen. Not without misgivings had the
health-broken gardener and his wife consented to May's pursuit of the higher
learning; but Sir Henry and the kind old Lady Shale seemed to think it the
safer course, and evidently there was little chance of the girl's accepting any
humble kind of employment: in one way or another she must depend for a
livelihood upon her brains. At the time of Sir Edwin's succession Miss Rockett
had already obtained a place as governess, giving her parents to understand
that this was only, of course, a temporary expedient—a paving of the way to
something vaguely, but superbly, independent. Nor was promotion long in coming.
At two-and-twenty May accepted a secretaryship to a lady with a
mission—concerning the rights of womanhood. In letters to her father and mother
she spoke much of the importance of her work, but did not confess how very
modest was her salary. A couple of years went by without her visiting the old
home; then, of a sudden, she made known her intention of coming to stay at the
lodge 'for a week or ten days.' She explained that her purpose was rest;
intellectual strain had begun rather to tell upon her, and a few days of
absolute tranquillity, such as she might expect under the elms of Brent Hall,
would do her all the good in the world. 'Of course,' she added, 'it's
unnecessary to say anything about me to the Shale people. They and I have
nothing in common, and it will be better for us to ignore each other's
existence.'
These characteristic phrases
troubled Mr. and Mrs. Rockett. That the family at the Hall should, if it seemed
good to them, ignore the existence of May was, in the Rocketts' view,
reasonable enough; but for May to ignore Sir Edwin and Lady Shale, who were
just now in residence after six months spent abroad, struck them as a very
grave impropriety. Natural respect demanded that, at some fitting moment, and
in a suitable manner, their daughter should present herself to her feudal
superiors, to whom she was assuredly indebted, though indirectly, for 'the
blessings she enjoyed.' This was Mrs. Rockett's phrase, and the rheumatic,
wheezy old gardener uttered the same opinion in less conventional language.
They had no affection for Sir Edwin or his lady, and Miss Hilda they decidedly
disliked; their treatment at the hands of these new people contrasted
unpleasantly enough with the memory of old times; but a spirit of loyal
subordination ruled their blood, and, to Sir Edwin at all events, they felt gratitude
for their retention at the lodge. Mrs. Rockett was a healthy and capable woman
of not more than fifty, but no less than her invalid husband would she have
dreaded the thought of turning her back on Brent Hall. Rockett had often
consoled himself with the thought that here he should die, here amid the fine
old trees that he loved, in the ivy-covered house which was his only idea of
home. And was it not a reasonable hope that Betsy, good steady girl, should
some day marry the promising young gardener whom Sir Edwin had recently taken
into his service, and so re-establish the old order of things at the lodge?
'I half wish May wasn't
coming,' said Mrs. Rockett after long and anxious thought. 'Last time she was
here she quite upset me with her strange talk.'
'She's a funny girl, and
that's the truth,' muttered Rockett from his old leather chair, full in the
sunshine of the kitchen window. They had a nice little sitting-room; but this,
of course, was only used on Sunday, and no particular idea of comfort attached
to it. May, to be sure, had always used the sitting-room. It was one of the
habits which emphasised most strongly the moral distance between her and her
parents.
The subject being full of
perplexity, they put it aside, and with very mixed feelings awaited their elder
daughter's arrival. Two days later a cab deposited at the lodge Miss May, and
her dress-basket, and her travelling-bag, and her holdall, together with
certain loose periodicals and a volume or two bearing the yellow label of
Mudie. The young lady was well dressed in a severely practical way; nothing
unduly feminine marked her appearance, and in the matter of collar and necktie
she inclined to the example of the other sex; for all that, her soft complexion
and bright eyes, her well-turned figure and light, quick movements, had a
picturesque value which Miss May certainly did not ignore. She manifested no
excess of feeling when her mother and sister came forth to welcome her; a nod,
a smile, an offer of her cheek, and the pleasant exclamation, 'Well, good
people!' carried her through this little scene with becoming dignity.
'You will bring these things
inside, please,' she said to the driver, in her agreeable head-voice, with the
tone and gesture of one who habitually gives orders.
Her father, bent with
rheumatism, stood awaiting her just within. She grasped his hand cordially, and
cried on a cheery note, 'Well, father, how are you getting on? No worse than
usual, I hope?' Then she added, regarding him with her head slightly aside, 'We
must have a talk about your case. I've been going in a little for medicine
lately. No doubt your country medico is a duffer. Sit down, sit down, and make
yourself comfortable. I don't want to disturb any one. About teatime, isn't it,
mother? Tea very weak for me, please, and a slice of lemon with it, if you have
such a thing, and just a mouthful of dry toast.'
So unwilling was May to
disturb the habits of the family that, half an hour after her arrival, the
homely three had fallen into a state of nervous agitation, and could neither
say nor do anything natural to them. Of a sudden there sounded a sharp rapping
at the window. Mrs. Rockett and Betsy started up, and Betsy ran to the door. In
a moment or two she came back with glowing cheeks.
'I'm sure I never heard the
bell!' she exclaimed with compunction. 'Miss
Shale had to get off her bicycle!'
'Was it she who hammered at
the window?' asked May coldly.
'Yes—and she was that
annoyed.'
'It will do her good. A
little anger now and then is excellent for the health.' And Miss Rockett sipped
her lemon-tinctured tea with a smile of ineffable contempt.
The others went to bed at
ten o'clock, but May, having made herself at ease in the sitting-room, sat
there reading until after twelve. Nevertheless, she was up very early next
morning, and, before going out for a sharp little walk (in a heavy shower), she
gave precise directions about her breakfast. She wanted only the simplest
things, prepared in the simplest way, but the tone of her instructions vexed
and perturbed Mrs. Rockett sorely. After breakfast the young lady made a
searching inquiry into the state of her father's health, and diagnosed his
ailments in such learned words that the old gardener began to feel worse than
he had done for many a year. May then occupied herself with correspondence, and
before midday sent her sister out to post nine letters.
'But I thought you were
going to rest yourself?' said her mother, in an irritable voice quite unusual
with her.
'Why, so I am resting!' May
exclaimed. 'If you saw my ordinary morning's work! I suppose you have a London
newspaper? No? How do you live without it? I must run into the
town for one this afternoon.'
The town was three miles
away, but could be reached by train from the village station. On reflection,
Miss Rockett announced that she would use this opportunity for calling on a
lady whose acquaintance she desired to make, one Mrs. Lindley, who in social
position stood on an equality with the family at the Hall, and was often seen
there. On her mother's expressing surprise, May smiled indulgently.
'Why shouldn't I know Mrs.
Lindley? I have heard she's interested in a movement which occupies me a good
deal just now. I know she will be delighted to see me. I can give her a good
deal of first-hand information, for which she will be grateful. You do amuse
me, mother, she added in her blandest tone. 'When will you come to understand
what my position is?'
The Rocketts had put aside
all thoughts of what they esteemed May's duty towards the Hall; they earnestly
hoped that her stay with them might pass unobserved by Lady and Miss Shale,
whom, they felt sure, it would be positively dangerous for the girl to meet.
Mrs. Rockett had not slept for anxiety on this score. The father was also a
good deal troubled; but his wonder at May's bearing and talk had, on the whole,
an agreeable preponderance over the uneasy feeling. He and Betsy shared a
secret admiration for the brilliant qualities which were flashed before their
eyes; they privately agreed that May was more of a real lady than either the
baronet's hard-tongued wife or the disdainful Hilda Shale.
So Miss Rockett took the
early afternoon train, and found her way to Mrs. Lindley's, where she sent in
her card. At once admitted to the drawing-room, she gave a rapid account of
herself, naming persons whose acquaintance sufficiently recommended her. Mrs.
Lindley was a good-humoured, chatty woman, who had a lively interest in
everything 'progressive'; a new religion or a new cycling-costume stirred her
to just the same kind of happy excitement; she had no prejudices, but a decided
preference for the society of healthy, high-spirited, well-to-do people. Miss
Rockett's talk was exactly what she liked, for it glanced at innumerable topics
of the 'advanced' sort, was much concerned with personalities, and avoided all
tiresome precision of argument.
'Are you making a stay
here?' asked the hostess.
'Oh! I am with my people in
the country—not far off,' May answered in an offhand way. 'Only for a day or
two.'
Other callers were admitted,
but Miss Rockett kept the lead in talk; she glowed with self-satisfaction,
feeling that she was really showing to great advantage, and that everybody
admired her. When the door again opened the name announced was 'Miss Shale.'
Stopping in the middle of a swift sentence, May looked at the newcomer, and saw
that it was indeed Hilda Shale, of Brent Hall; but this did not disconcert her.
Without lowering her voice she finished what she was saying, and ended in a
mirthful key. The baronet's daughter had come into town on her bicycle, as was
declared by the short skirt, easy jacket, and brown shoes, which well displayed
her athletic person. She was a tall, strongly built girl of six-and-twenty,
with a face of hard comeliness and magnificent tawny hair. All her movements
suggested vigour; she shook hands with a downward jerk, moved about the room
with something of a stride and, in sitting down, crossed her legs abruptly.
From the first her look had
turned with surprise to Miss Rockett. When, after a minute or two, the hostess
presented that young lady to her, Miss Shale raised her eyebrows a little,
smiled in another direction, and gave a just perceptible nod. May's behaviour
was as nearly as possible the same.
'Do you cycle, Miss
Rockett?' asked Mrs. Lindley.
'No, I don't. The fact is, I
have never found time to learn.'
A lady remarked that
nowadays there was a certain distinction in not cycling; whereupon Miss Shale's
abrupt and rather metallic voice sounded what was meant for gentle irony.
'It's a pity the machines
can't be sold cheaper. A great many people who would like to cycle don't feel
able to afford it, you know. One often hears of such cases out in the country,
and it seems awfully hard lines, doesn't it?'
Miss Rockett felt a warmth
ascending to her ears, and made a violent effort to look unconcerned. She
wished to say something, but could not find the right words, and did not feel
altogether sure of her voice. The hostess, who made no personal application of
Miss Shale's remark, began to discuss the prices of bicycles, and others chimed
in. May fretted under this turn of the conversation. Seeing that it was not
likely to revert to subjects in which she could shine, she rose and offered to
take leave.
'Must you really go?' fell
with conventional regret from the hostess's lips.
'I'm afraid I must,' Miss
Rockett replied, bracing herself under the converging eyes and feeling not
quite equal to the occasion. 'My time is so short, and there are so many people
I wish to see.'
As she left the house, anger
burned in her. It was certain that Hilda Shale would make known her
circumstances. She had fancied this revelation a matter of indifference; but,
after all, the thought stung her intolerably. The insolence of the creature,
with her hint about the prohibitive cost of bicycles! All the harder to bear
because hitting the truth. May would have long ago bought a bicycle had she
been able to afford it. Straying about the main streets of the town, she looked
flushed and wrathful, and could think of nothing but her humiliation.
To make things worse, she
lost count of time, and presently found that she had missed the only train by
which she could return home. A cab would be too much of an expense; she had no
choice but to walk the three or four miles. The evening was close; walking
rapidly, and with the accompaniment of vexatious thoughts, she reached the
gates of the Hall tired perspiring, irritated. Just as her hand was on the gate
a bicycle-bell trilled vigorously behind her, and, from a distance of twenty
yards, a voice cried imperatively—
'Open the gate, please!'
Miss Rockett looked round,
and saw Hilda Shale slowly wheeling forward, in expectation that way would be
made for her. Deliberately May passed through the side entrance, and let the
little gate fall to.
Miss Shale dismounted, admitted
herself, and spoke to May (now at the lodge door) with angry emphasis.
'Didn't you hear me ask you
to open?'
'I couldn't imagine you were
speaking to me,' answered Miss Rockett, with brisk dignity. 'I
supposed some servant of yours was in sight.'
A peculiar smile distorted
Miss Shale's full red lips. Without another word she mounted her machine and
rode away up the elm avenue.
Now Mrs. Rockett had seen
this encounter, and heard the words exchanged: she was lost in consternation.
'What do you
mean by behaving like that, May? Why, I was running out myself to open, and
then I saw you were there, and, of course, I thought you'd do it. There's the
second time in two days Miss Shale has had to complain about us. How could you
forget yourself, to behave and speak like that! Why, you must be crazy, my
girl!'
'I don't seem to get on very
well here, mother,' was May's reply. 'The fact is, I'm in a false position. I
shall go to-morrow morning, and there won't be any more trouble.'
Thus spoke Miss Rockett, as
one who shakes off a petty annoyance—she knew not that the serious trouble was
just beginning. A few minutes later Mrs. Rockett went up to the Hall, bent on
humbly apologising for her daughter's impertinence. After being kept waiting
for a quarter of an hour she was admitted to the presence of the housekeeper,
who had a rather grave announcement to make.
'Mrs. Rockett, I'm sorry to
tell you that you will have to leave the lodge. My lady allows you two months,
though, as your wages have always been paid monthly, only a month's notice is
really called for. I believe some allowance will be made you, but you will hear
about that. The lodge must be ready for its new occupants on the last day of
October.'
The poor woman all but sank.
She had no voice for protest or entreaty—a sob choked her; and blindly she made
her way to the door of the room, then to the exit from the Hall.
'What in the world is the
matter?' cried May, hearing from the sitting-room, whither she had retired, a
clamour of distressful tongues.
She came into the kitchen,
and learnt what had happened.
'And now I hope you're
satisfied!' exclaimed her mother, with tearful wrath. 'You've got us turned out
of our home—you've lost us the best place a family ever had—and I hope it's a
satisfaction to your conceited, overbearing mind! If you'd tried for
it you couldn't have gone to work better. And much you care!
We're below you, we are; we're like dirt under your feet! And your father'll go
and end his life who knows where miserable as miserable can be; and your sister'll
have to go into service; and as for me—'
'Listen, mother!' shouted
the girl, her eyes flashing and every nerve of her body strung. 'If the Shales
are such contemptible wretches as to turn you out just because they're offended
with me, I should have thought you'd have spirit enough to tell
them what you think of such behaviour, and be glad never more to serve such
brutes! Father, what do you say? I'll tell you how it was.'
She narrated the events of
the afternoon, amid sobs and ejaculations from her mother and Betsy. Rockett,
who was just now in anguish of lumbago, tried to straighten himself in his
chair before replying, but sank helplessly together with a groan.
'You can't help yourself,
May,' he said at length. 'It's your nature, my girl. Don't worry. I'll see Sir
Edwin, and perhaps he'll listen to me. It's the women who make all the
mischief. I must try to see Sir Edwin—'
A pang across the loins made
him end abruptly, groaning, moaning, muttering. Before the renewed attack of
her mother May retreated into the sitting-room, and there passed an hour
wretchedly enough. A knock at the door without words called her to supper, but
she had no appetite, and would not join the family circle. Presently the door
opened, and her father looked in.
'Don't worry, my girl,' he
whispered. 'I'll see Sir Edwin in the morning.'
May uttered no reply.
Vaguely repenting what she had done, she at the same time rejoiced in the
recollection of her passage of arms with Miss Shale, and was inclined to
despise her family for their pusillanimous attitude. It seemed to her very
improbable that the expulsion would really be carried out. Lady Shale and Hilda
meant, no doubt, to give the Rocketts a good fright, and then contemptuously
pardon them. She, in any case, would return to London without delay, and make
no more trouble. A pity she had come to the lodge at all; it was no place for
one of her spirit and her attainments.
In the morning she packed.
The train which was to take her back to town left at half-past ten, and after
breakfast she walked into the village to order a cab. Her mother would scarcely
speak to her; Betsy was continually in reproachful tears. On coming back to the
lodge she saw her father hobbling down the avenue, and walked towards him to
ask the result of his supplication. Rockett had seen Sir Edwin, but only to
hear his sentence of exile confirmed. The baronet said he was sorry, but could
not interfere; the matter lay in Lady Shale's hands, and Lady Shale absolutely
refused to hear any excuses or apologies for the insult which had been offered
her daughter.
'It's all up with us,' said
the old gardener, who was pale and trembling after his great effort. 'We must
go. But don't worry, my girl, don't worry.'
Then fright took hold upon
May Rockett. She felt for the first time what she had done. Her heart fluttered
in an anguish of self-reproach, and her eyes strayed as if seeking help. A
minute's hesitation, then, with all the speed she could make, she set off up
the avenue towards the Hall.
Presenting herself at the servants'
entrance, she begged to be allowed to see the housekeeper. Of course her story
was known to all the domestics, half a dozen of whom quickly collected to stare
at her, with more or less malicious smiles. It was a bitter moment for Miss
Rockett, but she subdued herself, and at length obtained the interview she
sought. With a cold air of superiority and of disapproval the housekeeper
listened to her quick, broken sentences. Would it be possible, May asked, for
her to see Lady Shale? She desired to—to apologise for—for rudeness of which
she had been guilty, rudeness in which her family had no part, which they
utterly deplored, but for which they were to suffer severely.
'If you could help me,
ma'am, I should be very grateful—indeed I should—'
Her voice all but broke into
a sob. That 'ma'am' cost her a terrible effort; the sound of it seemed to smack
her on the ears.
'If you will go in-to the
servants' hall and wait,' the housekeeper deigned to say, after reflecting,
'I'll see what can be done.'
And Miss Rockett submitted.
In the servants' hall she sat for a long, long time, observed, but never
addressed. The hour of her train went by. More than once she was on the point
of rising and fleeing; more than once her smouldering wrath all but broke into
flame. But she thought of her father's pale, pain-stricken face, and sat on.
At something past eleven
o'clock a footman approached her, and said curtly, 'You are to go up to my
lady; follow me.' May followed, shaking with weakness and apprehension, burning
at the same time with pride all but in revolt. Conscious of nothing on the way,
she found herself in a large room, where sat the two ladies, who for some
moments spoke together about a topic of the day placidly. Then the elder seemed
to become aware of the girl who stood before her.
'You are Rockett's elder
daughter?'
Oh, the metallic voice of
Lady Shale! How gratified she would have been could she have known how it
bruised the girl's pride!
'Yes, my lady—'
'And why do you want to see
me?'
'I wish to apologise—most
sincerely—to your ladyship—for my behaviour of last evening—'
'Oh, indeed!' the listener
interrupted contemptuously. 'I am glad you have come to your senses. But your
apology must be offered to Miss Shale—if my daughter cares to listen to it.'
May had foreseen this. It
was the bitterest moment of her ordeal. Flushing scarlet, she turned towards
the younger woman.
'Miss Shale, I beg your
pardon for what I said yesterday—I beg you to forgive my rudeness—my
impertinence—'
Her voice would go no
further; there came a choking sound. Miss Shale allowed her eyes to rest
triumphantly for an instant on the troubled face and figure, then remarked to
her mother—
'It's really nothing to me,
as I told you. I suppose this person may leave the room now?'
It was fated that May
Rockett should go through with her purpose and gain her end. But fate alone
(which meant in this case the subtlest preponderance of one impulse over
another) checked her on the point of a burst of passion which would have
startled Lady Shale and Miss Hilda out of their cold-blooded complacency. In
the silence May's blood gurgled at her ears, and she tottered with dizziness.
'You may go,' said Lady
Shale.
But May could not move.
There flashed across her the terrible thought that perhaps she had humiliated
herself for nothing.
'My lady—I hope—will your
ladyship please to forgive my father and mother? I entreat you not to send them
away. We shall all be so grateful to your ladyship if you will overlook—'
'That will do,' said Lady
Shale decisively. 'I will merely say that the sooner you leave the lodge the
better; and that you will do well never again to pass the gates of the Hall.
You may go.'
Miss Rockett withdrew.
Outside, the footman was awaiting her. He looked at her with a grin, and asked
in an undertone, 'Any good?' But May, to whom this was the last blow, rushed
past him, lost herself in corridors, ran wildly hither and thither, tears
streaming from her eyes, and was at length guided by a maidservant into the
outer air. Fleeing she cared not whither, she came at length into a still
corner of the park, and there, hidden amid trees, watched only by birds and
rabbits, she wept out the bitterness of her soul.
By an evening train she
returned to London, not having confessed to her family what she had done, and
suffering still from some uncertainty as to the result. A day or two later
Betsy wrote to her the happy news that the sentence of expulsion was withdrawn,
and peace reigned once more in the ivy-covered lodge. By that time Miss Rockett
had all but recovered her self-respect, and was so busy in her secretaryship
that she could only scribble a line of congratulation. She felt that she had
done rather a meritorious thing, but, for the first time in her life, did not
care to boast of it.
10.THE RIDING-WHIP
It was not easy for Mr. Daffy to leave his shop for the whole day,
but an urgent affair called him to London, and he breakfasted early in order to
catch the 8.30 train. On account of his asthma he had to allow himself plenty
of time for the walk to the station; and all would have been well, but that,
just as he was polishing his silk hat and giving final directions to his
assistant, in stepped a customer, who came to grumble about the fit of a new
coat. Ten good minutes were thus consumed, and with a painful glance at his
watch the breathless tailor at length started. The walk was uphill; the sun was
already powerful; Mr. Daffy reached the station with dripping forehead and
panting as if his sides would burst. There stood the train; he had barely time
to take his ticket and to rush across the platform. As a porter slammed the
carriage-door behind him, he sank upon the seat in a lamentable condition,
gasping, coughing, writhing; his eyes all but started from his head, and his
respectable top-hat tumbled to the floor, where unconsciously he gave it a
kick. A grotesque and distressing sight.
Only one person beheld it,
and this, as it happened, a friend of Mr. Daffy's. In the far corner sat a
large, ruddy-cheeked man, whose eye rested upon the sufferer with a look of
greeting disturbed by compassion. Mr. Lott, a timber-merchant of this town, was
in every sense of the word a more flourishing man than the asthmatic tailor;
his six-feet-something of sound flesh and muscle, his ripe sunburnt complexion,
his attitude of eupeptic and broad-chested ease, left the other, by contrast,
scarce his proverbial fraction of manhood. At a year or two short of fifty, Mr.
Daffy began to be old; he was shoulder-bent, knee-shaky, and had a pallid,
wrinkled visage, with watery, pathetic eye. At fifty turned, Mr. Lott showed a
vigour and a toughness such as few men of any age could rival. For a score of
years the measure of Mr. Lott's robust person had been taken by Mr. Daffy's
professional tape, and, without intimacy, there existed kindly relations
between the two men. Neither had ever been in the other's house, but they had
long met, once a week or so, at the Liberal Club, where it was their habit to
play together a game of draughts. Occasionally they conversed; but it was a
rather one-sided dialogue, for whereas the tailor had a sprightly intelligence
and—so far as his breath allowed—a ready flow of words, the timber-merchant
found himself at a disadvantage when mental activity was called for. The
best-natured man in the world, Mr. Lott would sit smiling and content so long
as he had only to listen; asked his opinion (on anything but timber), he
betrayed by a knitting of the brows, a rolling of the eyes, an inflation of the
cheeks, and other signs of discomposure, the serious effort it cost him to
shape a thought and to utter it. At times Mr. Daffy got on to the subject of
social and political reform, and, after copious exposition, would ask what Mr.
Lott thought. He knew the timber-merchant too well to expect an immediate
reply. There came a long pause, during which Mr. Lott snorted a little,
shuffled in his chair, and stared at vacancy, until at length, with a sudden
smile of relief he exclaimed, 'Do you know my idea!' And the
idea, often rather explosively stated, was generally marked by common-sense of
the bull-headed, British kind.
'Bad this morning,' remarked
Mr. Lott, abruptly but sympathetically, as soon as the writhing tailor could
hear him.
'Rather bad—ugh, ugh!—had to
run—ugh!—doesn't suit me, Mr. Lott,' gasped the other, as he took the silk hat
which his friend had picked up and stroked for him.
'Hot weather trying.'
'I vary so,' panted Mr.
Daffy, wiping his face with a handkerchief. 'Sometimes one things seems to suit
me—ugh, ugh—sometimes another. Going to town, Mr. Lott?'
'Yes.'
The blunt affirmative was
accompanied by a singular grimace, such as might have been caused by the
swallowing of something very unpleasant; and thereupon followed a silence which
allowed Mr. Daffy to recover himself. He sat with his eyes half closed and head
bent, leaning back.
They had a general
acquaintance with each other's domestic affairs. Both were widowers; both lived
alone. Mr. Daffy's son was married, and dwelt in London; the same formula
applied to Mr. Lott's daughter. And, as it happened, the marriages had both
been a subject of parental dissatisfaction. Very rarely had Mr. Lott let fall a
word with regard to his daughter, Mrs. Bowles, but the townsfolk were well
aware that he thought his son-in-law a fool, if not worse; Mrs. Bowles, in the
seven years since her wedding, had only two or three times revisited her
father's house, and her husband never came. A like reticence was maintained by
Mr. Daffy concerning his son Charles Edward, once the hope of his life. At
school the lad had promised well; tailoring could not be thought of for him; he
went into a solicitor's office, and remained there just long enough to assure
himself that he had no turn for the law. From that day he was nothing but an
expense and an anxiety to his father, until—now a couple of years ago—he
announced his establishment in a prosperous business in London, of which Mr.
Daffy knew nothing more than that it was connected with colonial enterprise.
Since that date Charles Edward had made no report of himself, and his father
had ceased to write letters which received no reply.
Presently, Mr. Lott moved so
as to come nearer to his travelling companion, and said in a muttering,
shamefaced way—
'Have you heard any talk
about my daughter lately?'
Mr. Daffy showed
embarrassment.
'Well, Mr. Lott, I'm sorry
to say I have heard something—'
'Who from?'
'Well—it was a friend of
mine—perhaps I won't mention the name—who came and told me something—something
that quite upset me. That's what I'm going to town about, Mr. Lott. I'm—well,
the fact is, I was going to call upon Mr. Bowles.'
'Oh, you were!' exclaimed
the timber-merchant, with gruffness, which referred not to his friend but to
his son-in-law. 'I don't particularly want to see him, but I had
thought of seeing my daughter. You wouldn't mind saying whether it was John
Roper—?'
'Yes, it was.'
'Then we've both heard the
same story, no doubt.'
Mr. Lott leaned back and
stared out of the window. He kept thrusting out his lips and drawing them in
again, at the same time wrinkling his forehead into the frown which signified
that he was trying to shape a thought.
'Mr. Lott,' resumed the
tailor, with a gravely troubled look, 'may I ask if
John Roper made any mention of my son?'
The timber-merchant glared,
and Mr. Daffy, interpreting the look as one of anger, trembled under it.
'I feel ashamed and
miserable!' burst from his lips.
'It's not your fault, Mr.
Daffy,' interrupted the other in a good-natured growl. 'You're not responsible,
no more than for any stranger.'
'That's just what I can't
feel,' exclaimed the tailor, nervously slapping his knee. 'Anyway, it would be
a disgrace to a man to have a son a bookmaker—a blackguard bookmaker. That's
bad enough. But when it comes to robbing and ruining the friends of your own
family—why, I never heard a more disgraceful thing in my life. How I'm going to
stand in my shop, and hold up my head before my customers, I—do—not—know. Of
course, it'll be the talk of the town; we know what the Ropers are when they
get hold of anything. It'll drive me off my head, Mr. Lott, I'm sure it will.'
The timber-merchant
stretched out a great hand, and laid it gently on the excited man's shoulder.
'Don't worry; that never did
any good yet. We've got to find out, first of all, how much of Roper's story is
true. What did he tell you?'
'He said that Mr. Bowles had
been going down the hill for a year or more—that his business was neglected,
that he spent his time at racecourses and in public-houses—and that the cause
of it all was my son. My son? What had my son to do with it?
Why, didn't I know that Charles was a racing and betting man, and a notorious
bookmaker? You can imagine what sort of a feeling that gave me. Roper couldn't
believe it was the first I had heard of it; he said lots of people in the town
knew how Charles was living. Did you know, Mr. Lott?'
'Not I; I'm not much in the
way of gossip.'
'Well, there's what Roper
said. It was last night, and what with that and my cough, I didn't get a wink
of sleep after it. About three o'clock this morning I made up my mind to go to
London at once and see Mr. Bowles. If it's true that he's been robbed and
ruined by Charles, I've only one thing to do—my duty's plain enough. I shall
ask him how much money Charles has had of him, and, if my means are equal to
it, I shall pay every penny back—every penny.'
Mr. Lott's countenance waxed
so grim that one would have thought him about to break into wrath against the
speaker. But it was merely his way of disguising a pleasant emotion.
'I don't think most men
would see it in that way,' he remarked gruffly.
'Whether they would or not,'
exclaimed Mr. Daffy, panting and wriggling, 'it's as plain as plain could be
that there's no other course for a man who respects himself. I couldn't live a
day with such a burden as that on my mind. A bookmaker! A blackguard bookmaker!
To think my son should come to that! You know very well, Mr.
Lott, that there's nothing I hate and despise more than horse-racing. We've
often talked about it, and the harm it does, and the sin and shame it is that
such doings should be permitted—haven't we?'
'Course we have, course we
have,' returned the other, with a nod. But he was absorbed in his own
reflections, and gave only half an ear to the gasping vehemences which Mr.
Daffy poured forth for the next ten minutes. There followed a short silence,
then the strong man shook himself and opened his lips.
'Do you know my idea?'
he blurted out.
'What's that, Mr. Lott?'
'If I were you I wouldn't go
to see Bowles. Better for me to do that. We've only gossip to go upon, and we
know what that often amounts to. Leave Bowles to me, and go and see your son.'
'But I don't even know where
he's living.'
'You don't? That's awkward.
Well then, come along with me to Bowles's place of business; as likely as not,
if we find him, he'll be able to give you your son's address. What do you say
to my idea, Mr. Daffy?'
The tailor assented to this
arrangement, on condition that, if things were found to be as he had heard, he
should be left free to obey his conscience. The stopping of the train at an
intermediate station, where new passengers entered, put an end to the
confidential talk. Mr. Daffy, breathing hard, struggled with his painful
thoughts; the timber-merchant, deeply meditative, let his eyes wander about the
carriage. As they drew near to the London terminus, Mr. Lott bent forward to
his friend.
'I want to buy a present for
my eldest nephew,' he remarked, 'but I can't for the life of me think what it
had better be.'
'Perhaps you'll see
something in a shop-window,' suggested Mr. Daffy.
'Maybe I shall.'
They alighted at Liverpool
Street. Mr. Lott hailed a hansom, and they were driven to a street in
Southwark, where, at the entrance of a building divided into offices, one
perceived the name of Bowles and Perkins. This firm was on the fifth floor, and
Mr. Daffy eyed the staircase with misgiving.
'No need for you to go up,'
said his companion. 'Wait here, and I'll see if
I can get the address.'
Mr. Lott was absent for only
a few minutes. He came down again with his lips hard set, knocking each step
sharply with his walking-stick.
'I've got it,' he said, and
named a southern suburb.
'Have you seen Mr. Bowles?'
'No; he's out of town,' was
the reply. 'Saw his partner.'
They walked side by side for
a short way, then Mr. Lott stopped.
'Do you know my idea?
It's a little after eleven. I'm going to see my daughter, and I dare say I
shall catch the 3.49 home from Liverpool Street. Suppose we take our chance of
meeting there?'
Thus it was agreed. Mr.
Daffy turned in the direction of his son's abode; the timber-merchant went northward,
and presently reached Finsbury Park, where in a house of unpretentious but
decent appearance, dwelt Mr. Bowles. The servant who answered the door wore a
strange look, as if something had alarmed her; she professed not to know
whether any one was at home, and, on going to inquire, shut the door on the
visitor's face. A few minutes elapsed before Mr. Lott was admitted. The hall
struck him as rather bare; and at the entrance of the drawing-room he stopped
in astonishment, for, excepting the window-curtains and a few ornaments, the
room was quite unfurnished. At the far end stood a young woman, her hands
behind her, and her head bent—an attitude indicative of distress or shame.
'Are you moving, Jane?'
inquired Mr. Lott, eyeing her curiously.
His daughter looked at him.
She had a comely face, with no little of the paternal character stamped upon
it; her knitted brows and sullen eyes bespoke a perturbed humour, and her voice
was only just audible.
'Yes, we are moving,
father.'
Mr. Lott's heavy footfall
crossed the floor. He planted himself before her, his hands resting on his
stick.
'What's the matter, Jane?
Where's Bowles?'
'He left town yesterday.
He'll be back to-morrow, I think.'
'You've had the brokers in
the house—isn't that it, eh?'
Mrs. Bowles made no answer,
but her head sank again, and a trembling of her shoulders betrayed the emotion
with which she strove. Knowing that Jane would tell of her misfortunes only
when and how she chose, the father turned away and stood for a minute or two at
the window; then he asked abruptly whether there was not such a thing as a
chair in the house. Mrs. Bowles, who had been on the point of speaking, bade
him come to another room. It was the dining-room, but all the appropriate
furniture had vanished: a couple of bedroom chairs and a deal table served for
present necessities. Here, when they had both sat down, Mrs. Bowles found
courage to break the silence.
'Arthur doesn't know of it.
He went away yesterday morning, and the men came in the afternoon. He had a
promise—a distinct promise—that this shouldn't be done before the end of the
month. By then he hoped to have money.'
'Who's the creditor?'
inquired Mr. Lott, with a searching look at her face.
Mrs. Bowles was mute, her
eyes cast down.
'Is it Charles Daffy?'
Still his daughter kept
silence.
'I thought so,' said the
timber-merchant, and clumped on the floor with his stick. 'You'd better tell me
all about it, Jane. I know something already. Better let us talk it over, my
girl, and see what can be done.'
He waited a moment. Then his
daughter tried to speak, with difficulty overcame a sob, and at length began
her story. She would not blame her husband. He had been unlucky in
speculations, and was driven to a money-lender—his acquaintance, Charles Daffy.
This man, a heartless rascal, had multiplied charges and interest on a small
sum originally borrowed, until it became a crushing debt. He held a bill of
sale on most of their furniture, and yesterday, as if he knew of Bowles's
absence, had made the seizure; he was within his legal rights, but had led the
debtor to suppose that he would not exercise them. Thus far did Jane relate, in
a hard matter-of-fact voice, but with many nervous movements. Her father
listened in grim silence, and, when she ceased, appeared to reflect.
'That's your story!'
he said of a sudden. 'Now, what about the horse-racing?'
'I know nothing of
horse-racing,' was the cold reply.
'Bowles keeps all that to
himself, does he? We'd better have our talk out,
Jane, now that we've begun. Better tell me all you know, my girl.'
Again there was a long
pause; but Mr. Lott had patience, and his dogged persistency at length overcame
the wife's pride. Yes, it was true that Bowles had lost money at races; he had
been guilty of much selfish folly; but the ruin it had brought upon him would
serve as a lesson. He was a wretched and a penitent man; a few days ago he had
confessed everything to his wife, and besought her to pardon him; at present he
was making desperate efforts to recover an honest footing. The business might still
be carried on if some one could be induced to put a little capital into it;
with that in view, Bowles had gone to see certain relatives of his in the
north. If his hope failed, she did not know what was before them; they had
nothing left now but their clothing and the furniture of one or two rooms.
'Would you like to come back
home for a while?' asked Mr. Lott abruptly.
'No, father,' was the not
less abrupt reply. 'I couldn't do that.'
'I'll give no money to
Bowles.'
'He has never asked you, and
never will.'
Mr. Lott glared and
glowered, but, with all that, had something in his face which hinted softness.
The dialogue did not continue much longer; it ended with a promise from Mrs.
Bowles to let her father know whether her husband succeeded or not in re-establishing
himself. Thereupon they shook hands without a word, and Mr. Lott left the
house. He returned to the City, and, it being now nearly two o'clock, made a
hearty meal. When he was in the street again, he remembered the birthday
present he wished to buy for his nephew, and for half an hour he rambled
vaguely, staring into shop-windows. At length something caught his eye; it was
a row of riding-whips, mounted in silver; just the thing, he said to himself,
to please a lad who would perhaps ride to hounds next winter. He stepped in,
chose carefully, and made the purchase. Then, having nothing left to do, he
walked at a leisurely pace towards the railway station.
Mr. Daffy was there before
him; they met at the entrance to the platform from which their train would
start.
'Must you go back by this?'
asked the tailor. 'My son wasn't at home, and won't be till about five o'clock.
I should be terribly obliged, Mr. Lott, if you could stay and go to Clapham
with me. Is it asking too much?'
The timber-merchant gave a
friendly nod, and said it was all the same to him. Then, in reply to anxious
questions, he made brief report of what he had learnt at Finsbury Park. Mr.
Daffy was beside himself with wrath and shame. He would pay every farthing, if
he had to sell all he possessed!
'I'm so glad and so thankful
you will come with me Mr. Lott. He'd care nothing for what I said;
but when he sees you, and hears your opinion of him, it may have
some effect. I beg you to tell him your mind plainly! Let him know what a
contemptible wretch, what a dirty blackguard, he is in the eyes of all decent
folk—let him know it, I entreat you! Perhaps even yet it isn't too late to make
him ashamed of himself.'
They stood amid a rush of
people; the panting tailor clung to his big companion's sleeve. Gruffly
promising to do what he could, Mr. Lott led the way into the street again,
where they planned the rest of their day. By five o'clock they were at Clapham.
Charles Daffy occupied the kind of house which is known as eminently
respectable; it suggested an income of at least a couple of thousand a year. As
they waited for the door to open, Mr. Lott smote gently on his leg with the new
riding-whip. He had been silent and meditative all the way hither.
A smart maidservant
conducted them to the dining-room, and there, in a minute or two, they were
joined by Mr. Charles. No one could have surmised from this gentleman's
appearance that he was the son of the little tradesman who stood before him;
nature had given the younger Mr. Daffy a tall and shapely person, and
experience of life had refined his manners to an easy assurance he would never
have learnt from paternal example. His smooth-shaven visage, so long as it
remained grave, might have been that of an acute and energetic lawyer; his
smile, however, disturbed this impression, for it had a twinkling insolence, a
raffish facetiousness, incompatible with any sober quality. He wore the morning
dress of a City man, with collar and necktie of the latest fashion; his
watchguard was rather demonstrative, and he had two very solid rings on his
left hand.
'Ah, dad, how do you do!' he
exclaimed, on entering, in an affected head-voice. 'Why, what's the matter?'
Mr. Daffy had drawn back,
refusing the offered hand. With an unpleasant smile Charles turned to his other
visitor.
'Mr. Lott, isn't it! You're
looking well, Mr. Lott; but I suppose you didn't come here just to give me the
pleasure of seeing you. I'm rather a busy man; perhaps one or the other of you
will be good enough to break this solemn silence, and let me know what your
game is.'
He spoke with careless
impertinence, and let himself drop on to a chair.
The others remained standing, and Mr. Daffy broke into vehement speech.
'I have come here, Charles,
to ask what you mean by disgracing yourself and dishonouring my name. Only
yesterday, for the first time, I heard of the life you are leading. Is this how
you repay me for all the trouble I took to have you well educated, and to make
you an honest man? Here I find you living in luxury and extravagance—and how?
On stolen money—money as much stolen as if you were a pickpocket or a burglar!
A pleasant thing for me to have all my friends talking about Charles Daffy, the
bookmaker and the moneylender! What right have you to
dishonour your father in this way? I ask, what right have you,
Charles?'
Here the speaker, who had
struggled to gasp his last sentence, was overcome with a violent fit of
coughing. He tottered back and sank on to a sofa.
'Are you here to look after
him?' asked Charles of Mr. Lott, crossing his legs and nodding towards the
sufferer. 'If so, I advise you to take him away before he does himself harm.
You're a lot bigger than he is and perhaps have more sense.'
The timber-merchant stood
with legs slightly apart, holding his stick and the riding-whip horizontally
with both hands. His eyes were fixed upon young Mr. Daffy, and his lips moved
in rather an ominous way; but he made no reply to Charles's smiling remark.
'Mr. Lott,' said the tailor,
in a voice still broken by pants and coughs, 'will you speak or me? Will you
say what you think of him?'
'You'll have to be quick
about it,' interposed Charles, with a glance at his watch. 'I can give you five
minutes; you can say a lot in that time, if you're sound of
wind.'
The timber-merchant's eyes
were very wide, and his cheeks unusually red.
Abruptly he turned to Mr. Daffy.
'Do you know my idea?'
But just as he spoke there
sounded a knock at the door, and the smart maidservant cried out that a
gentleman wished to see her master.
'Who is it?' asked Charles.
The answer came from the
visitor himself, who, pushing the servant aside, broke into the room. It was a
young man of no very distinguished appearance, thin, red-haired, with a pasty
complexion and a scrubby moustache; his clothes were approaching shabbiness,
and he had an unwashed look, due in part to hasty travel on this hot day.
Streaming with sweat, his features distorted with angry excitement, he shouted
as he entered, 'You've got to see me, Daffy; I won't be refused!' In the same
moment his glance discovered the two visitors, and he stopped short. 'Mr. Lott,
you here? I'm glad of it—I'm awfully glad of it. I couldn't have wished
anything better. I don't know who this other gentleman is, but it doesn't
matter. I'm glad to have witnesses—I'm infernally glad! Mr. Lott, you've been
to my house this morning; you know what's happened there. I had to go out of
town yesterday, and this Daffy, this cursed liar and swindler, used the
opportunity to sell up my furniture. He'll tell you he had a legal right. But
he gave me his word not to do anything till the end of the month. And, in any
case, I don't really owe him half the sum he has down against me. I've paid
that black-hearted scoundrel hundreds of pounds—honourably paid him—debts of
honour, and now he has the face to charge me sixty per cent, on money I was
fool enough to borrow from him! Sixty per cent.—what do you think of that, Mr.
Lott? What do you think of it, sir?'
'I'm sorry to say it doesn't
at all surprise me,' answered Mr. Daffy, who perceived that the speaker was Mr.
Lott's son-in-law. 'But I can't sympathise with you very much. If you have
dealings with a book-maker—'
'A blackleg, a blackleg!'
shouted Bowles. 'Bookmakers are respectable men in comparison with him. He's
bled me, the brute! He tempted me on and on— Look here, Mr. Lott, I know as
well as you do that I've been an infernal fool. I've had my eyes opened—now
that it's too late. I hear my wife told you that, and I'm glad she did. I've
been a fool, yes; but I fell into the hands of the greatest scoundrel unhung,
and he's ruined me. You heard from Jane what I was gone about. It's no good. I
came back by the first train this morning without a mouthful of breakfast. It's
all up with me; I'm a cursed beggar—and that thief is the cause of it. And he comes
into my house no better than a burglar—and lays his hands on everything that'll
bring money. Where's the account of that sale, you liar? I'll go to a
magistrate about this.'
Charles Daffy sat in a
reposeful attitude. The scene amused him; he chuckled inwardly from time to
time. But of a sudden his aspect changed; he started up, and spoke with a
snarling emphasis.
'I've had just about enough.
Look here, clear out, all of you! There's the door—go!'
Mr. Daffy moved towards him.
'Is that how you speak to your
father, Charles?' he exclaimed indignantly.
'Yes, it is. Take your hook
with the others; I'm sick of your tommy-rot!'
'Then listen to me before I
go,' cried Mr. Daffy, his short and awkward figure straining in every muscle
for the dignity of righteous wrath. 'I don't know whether you are more a fool
or a knave. Perhaps you really think that there's as much to be said for your
way of earning a living as for any other. I hope you do, for it's a cruel thing
to suppose that my son has turned out a shameless scoundrel. Let me tell you,
then, this business of yours is one that moves every honest and sensible man to
anger and disgust. It matters nothing whether you keep the rules of the
blackguard game, or whether you cheat; the difference between bookmaker and
blackleg is so small that it isn't worth talking about. You live by the plunder
of people who are foolish and vicious enough to fall into your clutches. You're
an enemy of society—that's the plain truth of it; as much an enemy of society
as the forger or the burglar. You live—and live in luxury—by the worst vice of
our time, the vice which is rotting English life, the vice which will be our
national ruin if it goes on much longer. When you were a boy, you've heard me
many a time say all I thought about racing and betting; you've heard me speak
with scorn of the high-placed people who set so vile an example to the classes
below them. If I could have foreseen that you would sink to
such disgrace!'
Charles was standing in an
attitude of contemptuous patience. He looked at his watch and interjected a
remark.
'I can only allow your
eloquence one minute and a half more.'
'That will be enough,'
replied his father sternly. 'The only thing I have to add is, that all the
money you have stolen from Mr. Bowles I, as a simple duty, shall repay. You're
no longer a boy. In the eye of the law I am not responsible for you; but for
very shame I must make good the wrong you have done in this case. I couldn't
stand in my shop day by day, and know that every one was saying, "There's
the man whose son ruined Mr. Lott's son-in-law and sold up his home,"
unless I had done all I could to repair the mischief. I shall ask Mr. Bowles
for a full account of what he has lost to you, and if it's in my power, every
penny shall be made good. He, thank goodness, seems to have learnt his lesson.'
'That I have, Mr. Daffy;
that I have!' cried Bowles.
'There's not much fear
that he'll fall into your clutches again. And I hope, I most
earnestly hope, that before you can do much more harm, you'll overreach
yourself, and the law—stupid as it is—will get hold of you. Remember the father
I was, Charles, and think what it means that the best wish I can now form for
you is that you may come to public disgrace.'
'Does no one applaud?' asked
Charles, looking round the room. 'That's rather unkind, seeing how the speaker
has blown himself. Be off, dad, and don't fool any longer. Bowles, take your
hook. Mr. Lott—'
Charles met the eye of the
timber-merchant, and was unexpectedly mute.
'Well, sir,' said Mr. Lott,
regarding him fixedly, 'and what have you to say to me?'
'Only that my time is too
valuable to be wasted,' continued the other, with an impatient gesture. 'Be
good enough to leave my house.'
'Mr. Lott,' said the tailor
in an exhausted voice, 'I apologise to you for my son's rudeness. I gave you
the trouble of coming here hoping it might shame him, but I'm afraid it's been
no good. Let us go.'
Mr. Lott regarded him
mildly.
'Mr. Daffy,' he said,
'if you don't mind, I should like to have a word in private
with your son. Do you and Mr. Bowles go on to the station, and wait for me;
perhaps I shall catch you up before you get there.'
'I have told you already,
Mr. Lott,' shouted Charles, 'that I can waste no more time on you. I refuse to
talk with you at all.'
'And I, Mr. Charles Daffy,'
was the resolute answer, 'refuse to leave this room till I have had a word with
you.'
'What do you want to say?'
asked Charles brutally.
'Just to let you know an
idea of mine,' was the reply, 'an idea that's come to me whilst I've stood here
listening.'
The tailor and Mr. Bowles
moved towards the door. Charles glanced at them fiercely and insolently, then
turned his look again upon the man who remained. The other two passed out; the
door closed. Mr. Lott, stick and riding-whip still held horizontally, seemed to
be lost in meditation.
'Now,' blurted Charles,
'what is it?'
Mr. Lott regarded him
steadily, and spoke with his wonted deliberation.
'You heard what your father
said about paying that money back?'
'Of course I heard. If he's
idiot enough—'
'Do you know my idea,
young man? You'd better do the honest thing, and repay it yourself.'
Charles stared for a moment,
then sputtered a laugh.
'That's your idea,
is it, Mr. Lott? Well, it isn't mine. So, good morning!'
Again the timber-merchant
seemed to meditate; his eyes wandered from
Charles to the dining-room table.
'Just a minute more,' he
resumed; 'I have another idea—not a new one; an idea that came to me long ago,
when your father first began to have trouble about you. I happened to be in the
shop one day—it was when you were living idle at your father's expense, young
man—and I heard you speak to him in what I call a confoundedly impertinent way.
Thinking it over afterwards, I said to myself: If I had a son who spoke to me
like that, I'd give him the soundest thrashing he'd be ever likely to get. That
was my idea, young man; and as I stood listening to you to-day, it came back
into my mind again. Your father can't thrash you; he hasn't the brawn for it.
But as it's nothing less than a public duty, somebody must, and
so—'
Charles, who had been
watching every movement of the speaker's face, suddenly sprang forward, making
for the door. But Mr. Lott had foreseen this; with astonishing alertness and
vigour he intercepted the fugitive seized him by the scruff of the neck, and,
after a moment's struggle, pinned him face downwards across the end of the
table. His stick he had thrown aside; the riding-whip he held between his
teeth. So brief was this conflict that there sounded only a scuffling of feet
on the floor, and a growl of fury from Charles as he found himself handled like
an infant; then, during some two minutes, one might have thought that a couple
of very strenuous carpet-beaters were at work in the room. For the space of a
dozen switches Charles strove frantically with wild kicks, which wounded only
the air, but all in silence; gripped only the more tightly, he at length
uttered a yell of pain, followed by curses hot and swift. Still the
carpet-beaters seemed to be at work, and more vigorously than ever. Charles
began to roar. As it happened, there were only servants in the house. When the
clamour had lasted long enough to be really alarming, knocks sounded at the
door, which at length was thrown open, and the startled face of a domestic appeared.
At the same moment Mr. Lott, his right arm being weary, brought the castigatory
exercise to an end. Charles rolled to his feet, and began to strike out
furiously with both fists.
'Just as you like, young
man,' said the timber-merchant, as he coolly warded off the blows, 'if you wish
to have it this way too. But, I warn you, it isn't a fair match. Sally, shut
the door and go about your business.'
'Shall I fetch a p'liceman,
sir?' shrilled the servant.
Her master, sufficiently
restored to his senses to perceive that he had not the least chance in a
pugilistic encounter with Mr. Lott, drew back and seemed to hesitate.
'Answer the girl,' said Mr.
Lott, as he picked up his whip and examined its condition. 'Shall we have a
policeman in?'
'Shut the door!' Charles
shouted fiercely.
The men gazed at each other.
Daffy was pale and quivering; his hair in disorder, his waistcoat torn open,
collar and necktie twisted into rags, he made a pitiful figure. The
timber-merchant was slightly heated, but his countenance wore an expression of
calm contentment.
'For the present,' remarked
Mr. Lott, as he took up his hat and stick, 'I think our business is at an end.
It isn't often that a fellow of your sort gets his deserts, and I'm rather
sorry we didn't have the policeman in; a report of the case might do good. I
bid you good day, young man. If I were you I'd sit quiet for an hour or two,
and just reflect—you've a lot to think about.'
So, with a pleasant smile,
the visitor took his leave.
As he walked away he again
examined the riding-whip. 'It isn't often a thing happens so luckily,' he said
to himself. 'First-rate whip; hardly a bit damaged. Harry'll like it none the
worse for my having handselled it.'
At the station he found Mr.
Daffy and Bowles, who regarded him with questioning looks.
'Nothing to be got out of
him,' said Mr. Lott. 'Bowles, I want a talk with you and Jane; it'll be best,
perhaps, if I go back home with you. Mr. Daffy, sorry we can't travel down
together. You'll catch the eight o'clock.'
'I hope you told him plainly
what you thought of him,' said Mr. Daffy, in a voice of indignant shame.
'I did,' answered the
timber-merchant, 'and I don't think he's very likely to forget it.'
11.FATE AND THE APOTHECARY
'Farmiloe. Chemist by Examination.' So did the good man proclaim
himself to a suburb of a city in the West of England. It was one of those
pretty, clean, fresh-coloured suburbs only to be found in the west; a few
dainty little shops, everything about them bright or glistening, scattered
among pleasant little houses with gardens eternally green and all but
perennially in bloom; every vista ending in foliage, and in one direction a far
glimpse of the Cathedral towers, sending forth their music to fall dreamily
upon these quiet roads. The neighbourhood seemed to breathe a tranquil
prosperity. Red-cheeked emissaries of butcher, baker, and grocer, order-book in
hand, knocked cheerily at kitchen doors, and went smiling away; the ponies they
drove were well fed and frisky, their carts spick and span. The church of the parish,
an imposing edifice, dated only from a few years ago, and had cost its noble
founder a sum of money which any church-going parishioner would have named to
you with proper awe. The population was largely female, and every shopkeeper
who knew his business had become proficient in bowing, smiling, and suave
servility.
Mr. Farmiloe, it is to be
feared, had no very profound acquaintance with his business from any point of
view. True, he was 'chemist by examination,' but it had cost him repeated
efforts to reach this unassailable ground and more than one pharmaceutist with
whom he abode as assistant had felt it a measure of prudence to dispense with
his services. Give him time, and he was generally equal to the demands of
suburban customers; hurry or interrupt him, and he showed himself anything but
the man for a crisis. Face and demeanour were against him. He had exceedingly
plain features, and a persistently sour expression; even his smile suggested
sarcasm. He could not tune his voice to the tradesman note, and on the
slightest provocation he became, quite unintentionally, offensive. Such a man
had no chance whatever in this flowery and bowery little suburb.
Yet he came hither with
hopes. One circumstance seemed to him especially favourable: the shop was also
a post-office, and no one could fail to see (it was put most impressively by
the predecessor who sold him the business) how advantageous was this blending
of public service with commercial interest; especially as there was no
telegraphic work to make a skilled assistant necessary. As a matter of course,
people using the post-office would patronise the chemist; and a provincial
chemist can add to his legitimate business sundry pleasant little tradings
which benefit himself without provoking the jealousy of neighbour shopmen. 'It
will be your own fault, my dear sir, if you do not make a very good thing of it
indeed. The sole and sufficient explanation of—of the decline during this last
year or two is my shocking health. I really have not been able
to do justice to the business.'
Necessarily, Mr. Farmiloe
entered into negotiation with the postal authorities; and it was with some
little disappointment that he learnt how very modest could be his direct
remuneration for the responsibilities and labours he undertook. The Post-Office
is a very shrewdly managed department of the public service; it has brought to
perfection the art of obtaining maximum results with a minimum expenditure.
But Mr. Farmiloe remembered the other aspect of the matter; he would benefit so
largely by this ill-paid undertaking that grumbling was foolish. Moreover, the
thing carried dignity with it; he served his Majesty, he served the nation.
And—ha, ha!—how very odd it would be to post one's letters in one's own
post-office. One might really get a good deal of amusement out of the thought,
after business hours. His age was eight-and-thirty. For some years he had
pondered matrimony, though without fixing his affections on any particular
person. It was plain, indeed, that he ought to marry. Every tradesman is made
more respectable by wedlock, and a chemist who, in some degree, resembles a
medical man, seems especially to stand in need of the matrimonial guarantee.
Had it been feasible, Mr. Farmiloe would have brought a wife with him from the
town where he had lived for the past few years, but he was in the difficult
position of knowing not a single marriageable female to whom he could address
himself with hope or with self-respect. Natural shyness had always held him
aloof from reputable women; he felt that he could not recommend himself to
them—he who had such an unlucky aptitude for saying the wrong word or keeping
silence when speech was demanded. With the men of his acquaintance he could
relieve his sense of awkwardness and deficiency by becoming aggressive; in
fact, he had a reputation for cantankerousness, for pugnacity, which kept most
of his equals in some awe of him, and to perceive this was one solace amid many
discontents. Nicely dressed and well-spoken and good-looking women above the
class of domestic servants he worshipped from afar, and only in vivacious
moments pictured himself as the wooer of such a superior being.
It seemed as though fate
could do nothing with Mr. Farmiloe. At six-and-thirty he suffered the shock of
learning that a relative—an old woman to whom he had occasionally written as a
matter of kindness (Farmiloe could do such things)—had left him by will the sum
of £600. It was strictly a shock; it upset his health for several days, and not
for a week or two could he realise the legacy as a fact. Just when he was
beginning to look about him with a new air of confidence, the solicitors who
were managing the little affair for him drily acquainted him with the fact that
his relative's will was contested by other kinsfolk whom the old woman had
passed over, on the ground that she was imbecile and incapable of conducting
her affairs. There followed a law-suit, which consumed many months and cost a
good deal of money; so that, though he won his case, Mr. Farmiloe lost all satisfaction
in his improved circumstances, and was only more embittered against the world
at large.
Then, no sooner had he
purchased his business, than he learnt from smiling neighbours that he had paid
considerably too much for it. His predecessor, beyond a doubt, would have taken
very much less; had, indeed, been on the point of doing so just when Mr.
Farmiloe appeared. This kind of experience is a trial to any man. It threw Mr.
Farmiloe into a silent rage, with the result that two or three customers who
chanced to enter his shop declared that they would never have anything more to
do with such a surly creature.
And now began his torment—a
form of exasperation peculiar to his dual capacity of shopkeeper and manager of
a post-office. All day long he stood on the watch for customers—literally
stood, now behind the counter, now in front of it, his eager and angry eyes
turning to the door whenever the steps of a passer-by sounded without. If the
door opened his nerves began to tingle, and he straightened himself like a
soldier at attention. For a moment he suffered an agony of doubt. Would the
person entering turn to the counter or to the post-office? And seldom was his
hope fulfilled; not one in four of the people who came in was a genuine
customer; the post-office, always the post-office. A stamp, a card, a newspaper
wrapper, a postal-order, a letter to be registered—anything but an honest
purchase across the counter or the blessed tendering of a prescription to make
up. From vexation he passed to annoyance, to rage, to fury; he cursed the
post-office, and committed to eternal perdition the man who had waxed eloquent
upon its advantages.
Of course, he had hired an
errand-boy, and never had errand-boy so little legitimate occupation. Resolved
not to pay him for nothing, Mr. Farmiloe kept him cleaning windows, washing
bottles, and the like, until the lad fairly broke into rebellion. If this was
the sort of work he was engaged for he must have higher wages; he wasn't over
strong and his mother said he must lead an open-air life—that was why he had
taken the place. To be bearded thus in his own shop was too much for Mr.
Farmiloe, he seized the opportunity of giving his wrath full swing, and burst
into a frenzy of vilification. Just as his passion reached its height (he stood
with his back to the door) there entered a lady who wished to make a large
purchase of disinfectants. Alarmed and scandalised at what was going on, she
had no sooner crossed the threshold than she turned again, and hurried away.
Her friends were not long in learning from her that the new chemist was a most
violent man, a most disagreeable person—the very last man one could think of
doing business with.
The home was but poorly
furnished, and Mr. Farmiloe had engaged a very cheap general servant, who involved
him in dirt and discomfort. It was a matter of talk among the neighbouring
tradesmen that the chemist lived in a beggarly fashion. When the dismissed
errand-boy spread the story of how he had been used, people jumped to the
conclusion that Mr. Farmiloe drank. Before long there was a legend that he had
been suffering from an acute attack of delirium tremens.
The post-office, always the
post-office. If he sat down at a meal the shop-bell clanged, and hope springing
eternal, he hurried forth in readiness to make up a packet or concoct a
mixture; but it was an old lady who held him in talk for ten minutes about
rates of postage to South America. When, by rare luck, he had a prescription to
dispense (the hideous scrawl of that pestilent Dr. Bunker) in came somebody
with letters and parcels which he was requested to weigh; and his hand shook so
with rage that he could not resume his dispensing for the next quarter of an
hour. People asked extraordinary questions, and were surprised, offended, when
he declared he could not answer them. When could a letter be delivered at a
village on the north-west coast of Ireland? Was it true that the Post-Office
contemplated a reduction of rates to Hong-Kong? Would he explain in detail the
new system of express delivery? Invariably he betrayed impatience, and
occasionally he lost his temper; people went away exclaiming what a horrid
man he was!
'Mr. What's-your-name,' said
a shopkeeper one day, after receiving a short answer, 'I shall make it my
business to complain of you to the Postmaster-General. I don't come here to be
insulted.'
'Who insulted you?' returned
Farmiloe like a sullen schoolboy.
'Why, you did. And you are
always doing it.'
'I'm not.'
'You are.'
'If I did'—terror stole upon
the chemist's heart—'I didn't mean it, and
I—I'm sure I apologise. It's a way I have.'
'A damned bad way, let me
tell you. I advise you to get out of it.'
'I'm sorry—'
'So you should be.'
And the tradesman walked
off, only half appeased.
Mr. Farmiloe could have shed
tears in his mortification, and for some minutes he stood looking at a bottle
of laudanum, wishing he had the courage to have done with life. Plainly he
could not live very long unless things improved. His ready money was coming to
an end, rents and taxes loomed before him. An awful thought of bankruptcy
haunted him in the early morning hours.
The most frequent visitor to
the post-office was a well-dressed, middle-aged man, who spoke civilly, and did
his business in the fewest possible words. Mr. Farmiloe rather liked the look
of him, and once or twice made conversational overtures, but with no
encouraging result. One day, feeling bolder than usual the chemist ventured to
speak what he had in mind. After supplying the grave gentleman with stamps and
postal-orders, he said, in a tone meant to be conciliatory—
'I don't know whether you
ever have need of mineral waters, sir?'
'Why, yes, sometimes. My
ordinary tradesman supplies them.'
'I thought I'd just mention
that I keep them in stock.'
'Ah—thank you—'
'I've noticed,' went on the
luckless apothecary, his bosom heaving with a sense of his wrongs, 'that you're
a pretty large customer of the post-office, and it seems to me'—he meant to
speak jocosely—'that it would be only fair if you gave me a
turn now and then. I get next to nothing out of this, you know. I
should be much obliged if you—'
The man of few words was
looking at him, half in surprise, half in indignation, and when the chemist
blundered into silence he spoke:—
'I really have nothing to do
with that. As a matter of fact, I was on the point of making a little purchase
in your shop, but I decidedly object to this kind of behaviour, and shall make
my purchase elsewhere.'
He strode solemnly into the
street, and Mr. Farmiloe, unconscious of all about him, glared at vacancy.
Whether from the angry
tradesman, or from some lady with whom Mr. Farmiloe had been abrupt, a
complaint did presently reach the postal authorities, with the result that an
official called at the chemist's shop. The interview was unpleasant. It
happened that Mr. Farmiloe (not for the first time) had just then allowed
himself to run out of certain things always in demand by the public—halfpenny
stamps, for instance. Moreover, his accounts were not in perfect order. This,
he had to hear, was emphatically unbusinesslike, and, in brief, would not do.
'It shall not occur again,
sir,' mumbled the unhappy man. 'But, if you consider my position—'
'Mr. Farmiloe, allow me to
tell you that this is a matter for your own consideration, and
no one else's.'
'True, sir, quite true. Still,
when you come to think of it—I assure you—'
'The only assurance I want
is that the business of the post-office will be properly attended to, and that
assurance I must have. I shall probably call again before long. Good morning.'
It was always with a savage
satisfaction that Mr. Farmiloe heard the clock strike eight on Saturday
evening. His shop remained open till ten, but at eight came the end of the
post-office business. If, as happened, any one entered five minutes too late,
it delighted him to refuse their request. These were the only moments in which
he felt himself a free man. After eating his poor supper, he smoked a pipe or
two of cheap tobacco, brooding; or he fingered the pages of his menacing
account-books; or, very rarely, he walked about the dark country roads, asking
himself, with many a tragi-comic gesture and ejaculation, why he could not get
on like other men.
One afternoon it seemed that
he, at length, had his chance. There entered a maidservant with a prescription
to be made up and sent as soon as possible. A glance at the name delighted Mr.
Farmiloe; it was that of the richest family in the suburbs. The medicine, to be
sure, was only for a governess, but his existence was recognised, and the
patronage of such people would do him good. But for the
never-sufficiently-to-be-condemned handwriting of Dr. Bunker, the prescription
offered no difficulty. Rubbing his palms together, and smiling as he seldom
smiled, he told the domestic that the medicine should be delivered in less than
half an hour.
Scarcely had he begun upon
it, when a lady came in, a lady whom he knew well. Her business was at the
post-office side, and she looked a peremptory demand for his attention.
Inwardly furious, he crossed the shop.
'Be so good as to tell me
what this will cost by book-post.'
It seemed to be a pamphlet.
Giving a glance at one of the open ends, Mr. Farmiloe saw handwriting within,
and his hostility to the woman found vent in a sharp remark.
'There's a written
communication in this. It will be letter rate.'
The lady eyed him with
terrible scorn.
'You will oblige me by
minding your own business. Your remark is the merest impertinence. That packet
consists of MS., and will, therefore, go at book rate. Be so good as to weigh
it at once.'
Mr. Farmiloe lost all control
of himself, and well-nigh screamed.
'No, madam, I will not weigh
it. And let me inform you, as you are so ignorant, that to weigh packets is not
part of my duty. I do it merely to oblige civil persons, and you, madam, are
not one of them.'
The lady instantly turned
and withdrew.
'Damn the post-office!'
yelled Mr. Farmiloe, alone with his errand-boy, and shaking his fist in the
air. 'This very day I write to give it up. I say—damn the
post-office.'
He returned to his
dispensing, completed it, wrapped up the bottle in the customary manner, and
despatched the boy to the house.
Five minutes later a thought
flashed through his mind which put him in a cold sweat. He happened to glance
along the shelf from which he had taken the bottle containing the last ingredient
of the mixture, and it struck him, with all the force of a horrible doubt, that
he had made a mistake. In the irate confusion of his thoughts, he had done the
dispensing almost mechanically. The bottle he ought to have taken down
was that, but had he not actually poured from that other? Of
poisoning there was no fear, but, if indeed he had made a slip, the result
would be a very extraordinary mixture; so surprising, in fact, that the patient
would be sure to speak to Dr. Bunker about it. Good heavens! He felt sure he
had made the mistake.
Any other man would have
taken down the two bottles in question, and have examined the mouths of them
for traces of moisture. Mr. Farmiloe, a victim of destiny, could do nothing so
reasonable. Heedless of the fact that his shop remained unguarded, he seized
his hat and rushed after the errand-boy. If he could only have a sniff at the
mixture it would either confirm his fear or set his mind at rest. He tore along
the road—and was too late. The boy met him, having just completed his errand.
With a wild curse he sped to
the house, he rushed to the tradesman's door. The medicine just delivered! He
must examine it—he feared there was a mistake—an extraordinary oversight.
The bottle had not yet been
upstairs. Mr. Farmiloe tore off the wrapper, wrenched out the cork, sniffed—and
smiled feebly.
'Thank you. I'm glad to find
there was no mistake. I'll take it back, and have it wrapped
up again, and send it immediately—immediately. And, by the bye'—he fumbled in
his pocket for half-a-crown, still smiling like a detected culprit—'I'm sure
you won't mention this little affair. A new assistant of mine—stupid fellow—I
am going to get rid of him at once. Thank you, thank you.'
Notwithstanding that
half-crown the incident was, of course, talked of through the house before a
quarter of an hour had elapsed. Next day it was the gossip of the suburbs; and
the day after the city itself heard the story. People were alarmed and
scandalised. Why, such a chemist was a public danger! One lady declared that he
ought at once to be 'struck off the roll!'
And so in a sense he was.
Another month and the flowery, bowery little suburb knew him no more. He hid
himself in a great town, living on the wreck of his fortune whilst he sought a
place as an assistant. A leaky pair of boots and a bad east wind found the
vulnerable spot of his constitution. After all, there was just enough money
left to bury him.
12.TOPHAM'S CHANCE
CHAPTER I
On a summer afternoon two surly men sat together in a London
lodging. One of them occupied an easy-chair, smoked a cigarette, and read the
newspaper; the other was seated at the table, with a mass of papers before him,
on which he laboured as though correcting exercises. They were much of an age,
and that about thirty, but whereas the idler was well dressed, his companion
had a seedy appearance and looked altogether like a man who neglected himself.
For half an hour they had not spoken.
Of a sudden the man in the
chair jumped up.
'Well, I have to go into
town,' he said gruffly, 'and it's uncertain when I shall be back. Get that
stuff cleared off, and reply to the urgent letters—mind you write in the proper
tone to Dixon—as soapy as you can make it. Tell Miss Brewer we can't reduce the
fees, but that we'll give her credit for a month. Guarantee the Leicestershire
fellow a pass if he begins at once.'
The other, who listened, bit
the end of his wooden penholder to splinters.
'All right,' he replied.
'But, look here, I want a little money.'
'So do I.'
'Yes, but you're not like
me, without a coin in your pocket. Look here, give me half-a-crown. I have
absolute need of it. Why, I can't even get my hair cut. I'm sick of this
slavery.'
'Then go and do better,'
cried the well-dressed man insolently. 'You were glad enough of the job when I
offered it to you. It's no good your looking to me for money. I can do no more
myself than just live; and as soon as I see a chance, you may be sure I shall
clear out of this rotten business.'
He moved towards the door,
but before opening it stood hesitating.
'Want to get your hair cut,
do you? Well, there's sixpence, and it's all I can spare.'
The door closed. And the man
at the table, leaning back, stared gloomily at the sixpenny piece on the table
before him.
His name was Topham; he had
a university degree and a damaged reputation. Six months ago, when his choice
seemed to be between staying in the streets and turning sandwich-man, luck had
made him acquainted with Mr. Rudolph Starkey, who wrote himself M.A. of Dublin
University and advertised a system of tuition by correspondence. In return for
mere board and lodging Topham became Mr. Starkey's assistant; that is to say,
he did by far the greater part of Mr. Starkey's work. The tutorial business was
but moderately successful; still, it kept its proprietor in cigarettes, and
enabled him to pass some hours a day at a club, where he was convinced that
before long some better chance in life would offer itself to him. Having always
been a lazy dog, Starkey regarded himself as an example of industry unrewarded;
being as selfish a fellow as one could meet, he reproached himself with the
unworldliness of his nature, which had so hindered him in a basely material
age. One of his ventures was a half-moral, half-practical little volume
entitled Success in Life. Had it been either more moral or more
practical, this book would probably have yielded him a modest income, for such
works are dear to the British public; but Rudolph Starkey, M.A., was one of
those men who do everything by halves and snarl over the ineffectual results.
Topham's fault was that of a
man who had followed his instincts but too thoroughly. They brought him to an
end of everything, and, as Starkey said, he had been glad enough to take the
employment which was offered without any inconvenient inquiries. The work which
he undertook he did competently and honestly for some time without a grumble.
Beginning with a certain gratitude to his employer, though without any liking,
he soon grew to detest the man, and had much ado to keep up a show of decent
civility in their intercourse. Of better birth and breeding than Starkey, he
burned with resentment at the scant ceremony with which he was treated, and
loathed the meanness which could exact so much toil for such poor remuneration.
When offering his terms Starkey had talked in that bland way characteristic of
him with strangers.
'I'm really ashamed to
propose nothing better to a man of your standing. But—well, I'm making a start,
you see, and the fact of the matter is that, just at present, I could very well
manage to do all the work myself. Still, if you think it worth your while,
there's no doubt we shall get on capitally together, and, of course, I need not
say, as soon as our progress justifies it, we must come to new arrangements. A
matter of six or seven hours a day will be all I shall ask of you at present.
For my own part, I work chiefly at night.'
CHAPTER II
By the end of the first month Topham was working, not six or
seven, but ten or twelve hours a day, and his spells of labour only lengthened
as time went on. Seeing himself victimised, he one day alluded to the promise
of better terms, but Starkey turned sour.
'You surprise me, Topham.
Here are we, practically partners, doing our best to make this thing a success,
and all at once you spring upon me an unreasonable demand. You know how
expensive these rooms are—for we must have a decent address. If you are
dissatisfied, say so, and give me time to look out for some one else.'
Topham was afraid of the
street, and that his employer well knew. The conversation ended in mutual
sullenness, which thenceforward became the note of their colloquies. Starkey
felt himself a victim of ingratitude, and consequently threw even more work
upon his helpless assistant. That the work was so conscientiously done did not
at all astonish him. Now and then he gave himself the satisfaction of finding
fault: just to remind Topham that his bread depended on another's goodwill.
Congenial indolence grew upon him, but he talked only the more of his ceaseless
exertions. Sometimes in the evening he would throw up his arms, yawn wearily,
and declare that so much toil with such paltry results was a heart-breaking
thing.
Topham stared sullenly at
the sixpence. This was but the latest of many insults, yet never before had he
so tasted the shame of his subjection. Though he was earning a living, and a
right to self-respect, more strenuously than Starkey ever had, this fellow made
him feel like a mendicant. His nerves quivered, he struck the table fiercely,
shouting within himself, 'Brute! Cad!' Then he pocketed the coin and got on
with his duties.
It was toil of a peculiarly
wearisome and enervating kind. Starkey's advertisements, which were chiefly in
the country newspapers, put him in communication with persons of both sexes,
and of any age from seventeen onwards, the characteristic common to them all
being inexperience and intellectual helplessness. Most of these correspondents
desired to pass some examination; a few aimed—or professed to aim—merely at
self-improvement, or what they called 'culture.' Starkey, of course, undertook
tuition in any subject, to any end, stipulating only that his fees should be
paid in advance. Throughout the day his slave had been correcting Latin and
Greek exercises, papers in mathematical or physical science, answers to historical
questions: all elementary and many grotesquely bad. On completing each set he
wrote the expected comment; sometimes briefly, sometimes at considerable
length. He now turned to a bundle of so-called essays, and on opening the first
could not repress a groan. No! This was beyond his strength. He would make up
the parcels for post, write the half-dozen letters that must be sent to-day,
and go out. Had he not sixpence in his pocket?
Just as he had taken this
resolve some one knocked at the sitting-room door, and with the inattention of
a man who expects nothing, Topham bade enter.
'A gen'man asking for Mr.
Starkey, sir,' said the servant.
'All right. Send him in.'
And then entered a man whose
years seemed to be something short of fifty, a hale, ruddy-cheeked, stoutish
man, whose dress and bearing made it probable that he was no Londoner.
'Mr. Starkey, M.A.?' he
inquired, rather nervously, though his smile and his upright posture did not
lack a certain dignity.
'Quite right,' murmured
Topham, who was authorised to represent his principal to any one coming on
business. 'Will you take a seat?'
'You will know my name,'
began the stranger. 'Wigmore—Abraham Wigmore.'
'Very glad to meet you, Mr.
Wigmore. I was on the point of sending your last batch of papers to the post.
You will find, this time, I have been able to praise them unreservedly.'
The listener fairly blushed
with delight; then he grasped his short beard with his left hand and laughed
silently, showing excellent teeth.
'Well, Mr. Starkey,' he
replied at length in a moderately subdued voice, 'I did really think I'd
managed better than usual. But there's much thanks due to you, sir. You've
helped me, Mr. Starkey, you really have. And that's one reason why, happening
to come up to London, I wished to have the pleasure of seeing you; I really did
want to thank you, sir.'
CHAPTER III
Topham was closely observing this singular visitor. He had always
taken 'Abraham Wigmore' for a youth of nineteen or so, some not over-bright,
but plodding and earnest clerk or counter-man in the little Gloucestershire
town from which the correspondent wrote; it astonished him to see this mature
and most respectable person. They talked on. Mr. Wigmore had a slight
west-country accent, but otherwise his language differed little from that of
the normally educated; in every word he revealed a good and kindly, if simple,
nature. At length a slight embarrassment interfered with the flow of his talk,
which, having been solely of tuitional matters, began to take a turn more
personal. Was he taking too much of Mr. Starkey's time? Reassured on this
point, he begged leave to give some account of himself.
'I dare say, Mr. Starkey,
you're surprised to see how old I am. It seems strange to you, no doubt, that
at my age I should be going to school.' He grasped his beard and laughed.
'Well, it is strange, and I'd like to explain it to you. To begin with, I'll
tell you what my age is; I'm seven-and-forty. Only that. But I'm the father of
two daughters—both married. Yes, I was married young myself, and my good wife
died long ago, more's the pity.'
He paused, looked round the
room, stroked his hard-felt hat, Topham murmuring a sympathetic sound.
'Now, as to my business, Mr.
Starkey. I'm a fruiterer and greengrocer. I might have said fruiterer alone; it
sounds more respectable, but the honest truth is, I do sell vegetables as well,
and I want you to know that, Mr. Starkey. Does it make you feel ashamed of me?'
'My dear sir! What business
could be more honourable? I heartily wish I had one as good and as lucrative.'
'Well, that's your kindness,
sir,' said Wigmore, with a pleased smile. 'The fact is, I have done pretty
well, though I'm not by any means a rich man: comfortable, that's all. I gave
my girls a good schooling, and what with that and their good looks, they've
both made what may be called better marriages than might have been expected.
For down in our country, you know, sir, a shopkeeper is one thing, and a
gentleman's another. Now my girls have married gentlemen.'
Again he paused, and with
emphasis. Again Topham murmured, this time congratulation.
'One of them is wife to a
young solicitor; the other to a young gentleman farmer. And they've both gone
to live in another part of the country. I dare say you understand that, Mr.
Starkey?'
The speaker's eyes had
fallen; at the same time a twitching of the brows and hardening of the mouth
changed the expression of his face, marking it with an unexpected sadness, all
but pain.
'Do you mean, Mr. Wigmore,'
asked Topham, 'that your daughters desire to live at a distance from you?'
'Well, I'm sorry to say
that's what I do mean, Mr. Starkey. My son-in-law the solicitor had intended
practising in the town where he was born; instead of that he went to another a
long way off. My son-in-law the gentleman farmer was to have taken a farm close
by us; he altered his mind, and went into another county. You see, sir! It's
quite natural: I find no fault. There's never been an unkind word between any
of us. But—'
He was growing more and more
embarrassed. Evidently the man had something he wished to say, something to
which he had been leading up by this disclosure of his domestic affairs; but he
could not utter his thoughts. Topham tried the commonplaces naturally suggested
by the situation; they were received with gratitude, but still Mr. Wigmore hung
his head and talked vaguely, with hesitations, pauses.
'I've always been what one
may call serious-minded, Mr. Starkey. As a boy I liked reading, and I've always
had a book at hand for my leisure time—the kind of book that does one good.
Just now I'm reading The Christian Year. And since my daughters
married—well, as I tell you, Mr. Starkey, I've done pretty well in
business—there's really no reason why I should keep on in my shop, if I chose
to—to do otherwise.'
'I quite understand,'
interrupted Topham, in whom there began to stir a thought which made his brain
warm. 'You would like to retire from business. And you would like to—well, to
pursue your studies more seriously.'
Again Wigmore looked
grateful, but even yet the burden was not off his mind.
'I know,' he resumed
presently, turning his hat round and round, 'that it sounds a strange thing to
say, but—well, sir, I've always done my best to live as a religious man.'
'Of that I have no doubt
whatever, Mr. Wigmore.'
'Well, then, sir, what I
should like to ask you is this. Do you think, if I gave up the shop and worked
very hard at my studies—with help, of course, with help,—do you think, Mr.
Starkey, that I could hope to get on?'
He was red as a peony; his
voice choked.
'You mean,' put in Topham,
he, too, becoming excited, 'to become a really well-educated man?'
'Yes, sir, yes. But more
than that. I want, Mr. Starkey, to make myself—something—so that my daughters
and my sons-in-law would never feel ashamed of me—so that their children won't
be afraid to talk of their grandfather. I know it's a very bold thought, sir,
but if I could—'
'Speak, Mr. Wigmore,' cried
Topham, quivering with curiosity, 'speak more plainly. What do you wish to
become? With competent help—of course, with competent help—anything is
possible.'
'Really?' exclaimed the
other. 'You mean that, Mr. Starkey? Then, sir'—he leaned forward, blushing,
trembling, gasping—'could I get to be—a curate?'
Topham fell back into his
chair. For two or three minutes he was mute with astonishment; then the very
soul of him sang jubilee.
'My dear Mr. Wigmore,' he
began, restraining himself to an impressive gravity. 'I should be the last man
to speak lightly of the profession of a clergyman or to urge any one to enter
the Church whom I thought unfitted for the sacred office. But in your case, my
good sir, there can be no such misgiving. I entertain no doubt whatever of your
fitness—your moral fitness, and I will go so far as to say that with competent
aid you might, in no very long time, be prepared for the necessary
examination.'
The listener laughed with
delight. He began to talk rapidly, all diffidence subdued. He told how the idea
had first come to him, how he had brooded upon it, how he had worked at
elementary lesson-books, very secretly—then how the sight of Starkey's
advertisement had inspired him with hope.
'Just to get to be a
curate—that's all. I should never be worthy of being a vicar or a rector. I
don't look so high as that, Mr. Starkey. But a curate is a clergyman, and for
my daughters to be able to say their father is in the Church—that would be a
good thing, sir, a good thing!'
He slapped his knee, and
again laughed with joy. Meanwhile Topham seemed to have become pensive, his
head was on his hand.
'Oh,' he murmured at length,
'if I had time to work seriously with you, several hours a day.'
Wigmore looked at him, and
let his eyes fall: 'You are, of course, very busy, Mr. Starkey!'
'Very busy.'
Topham waved his hand at the
paper-covered table, and appeared to sink into despondency. Thereupon Wigmore
cautiously and delicately approached the next thought he had in mind,
Topham—cunning fellow—at one moment facilitating, at another retarding what he
wished to say. It came out at last. Would it be quite impossible for Mr. Starkey
to devote himself to one sole pupil.
CHAPTER IV
'Mr. Wigmore, I will be frank with you. If I asked an equivalent
for the value of my business as a business, I could not expect you to agree to
such a proposal. But, to speak honestly, my health has suffered a good deal
from overwork, and I must take into consideration the great probability that in
any case, before long, I shall be obliged to find some position where the
duties were less exhausting.'
'Good gracious!' exclaimed
the listener. 'Why, you'll kill yoursel, sir.
And I'm bound to say, you look far from well.'
Topham smiled pathetically,
paused a moment as if to reflect, and continued in the same tone of genial
confidence. Let us consider the matter in detail. Do you propose, Mr. Wigmore,
to withdraw from business at once?'
The fruiterer replied that
he could do so at very short notice. Questioned as to his wishes regarding a
place of residence, he declared that he was ready to live in any place where,
being unknown, he could make, as it were, a new beginning.
'You would not feel
impatient,' said Topham, 'if, say, two or three years had to elapse before you
could be ordained?'
'Impatient,' said the other
cheerily. 'Why, if it took ten years I would go through with it. When I make up
my mind about a thing, I'm not easily dismayed. If I could have your help,
sir—'
The necessity of making a
definite proposal turned Topham pale; he was so afraid of asking too much.
Almost in spite of himself, he at length spoke. 'Suppose we say—if I reside
with you—that you pay me a salary of, well, £200 a year?'
The next moment he inwardly
raged. Wigmore's countenance expressed such contentment, that it was plain the
good man would have paid twice that sum.
'Ass!' cried Topham, in his
mind. 'I always undervalue myself.'
000
It was late that evening
when Starkey came home; to his surprise he found that Topham was later still.
In vain he sat writing until past one o'clock. Topham did not appear, and
indeed never came back at all. The overworked corresponding tutor was taking
his ease at the seaside on the strength of a quarter's salary in advance, which
Mr. Wigmore, tremulously anxious to clinch their bargain, had insisted on
paying him. Before leaving London he had written to Starkey, apologising for
his abrupt departure, 'The result of unforeseen circumstances.' He enclosed six
penny stamps in repayment of a sum lent, and added—
'When I think of my great
debt to you I despair of expressing my gratitude. Be assured, however, that the
name of Starkey will always be cherished in my remembrance.'
Under that name Topham dwelt
with the retired shopkeeper, and assiduously discharged his tutorial duties. A
day came when, relying upon the friendship between them, and his pupil's
exultation in the progress achieved, the tutor unbosomed himself. Having heard
the whole story, Wigmore laughed a great deal, and declared that such a fellow
as Starkey was rightly served.
'But,' he inquired, after
reflection, 'how was it the man never wrote to ask why I sent no more work?'
'That asks for further
confession. While at the seaside I wrote, in a disguised hand, a letter
supposed to come from a brother of yours in which I said you were very ill and
must cease your correspondence. Starkey hadn't the decency to reply, but if he
had done so I should have got his letter at the post-office.'
Mr. Wigmore looked troubled
for a moment. However, this too was laughed away, and the pursuit of gentility
went on as rigorously as ever.
But Topham, musing over his
good luck, thought with a shiver on how small an accident it had depended. Had
Starkey been at home when the fruiterer called, he, it was plain, would have
had the offer of this engagement.
'With the result that dear
old Wigmore would have been bled for who knows how many years by a mere
swindler. Whereas he is really being educated, and, for all I know, may some
day adorn the Church of England.' Such thoughts are very consoling.
13.A LODGER IN MAZE POND
Harvey Munden had settled himself in a corner of the club
smoking-room, with a cigar and a review. At eleven o'clock on a Saturday
morning in August he might reasonably expect to be undisturbed. But behold,
there entered a bore, a long-faced man with a yellow waistcoat, much dreaded by
all the members; he stood a while at one of the tables, fingering newspapers
and eyeing the solitary. Harvey heard a step, looked up, and shuddered.
The bore began his attack in
form; Harvey parried with as much resolution as his kindly nature permitted.
'You know that Dr. Shergold
is dying?' fell casually from the imperturbable man.
'Dying?'
Munden was startled into
attention, and the full flow of gossip swept about him. Yes, the great Dr.
Shergold lay dying; there were bulletins in the morning papers; it seemed
unlikely that he would see another dawn.
'Who will benefit by his
decease?' inquired the bore. 'His nephew, do you think?'
'Very possibly.'
'A remarkable man,
that—a most remarkable man. He was at Lady Teasdale's the
other evening, and he talked a good deal. Upon my word, it reminded one of
Coleridge, or Macaulay,—that kind of thing. Certainly most brilliant talk. I
can't remember what it was all about—something literary. A sort of fantasia,
don't you know. Wonderful eloquence. By the bye, I believe he is a great friend
of yours?'
'Oh, we have known each
other for a long time.'
'Somebody was saying that he
had gone in for medicine—walking one of the hospitals—that kind of thing.'
'Yes, he's at Guy's.'
To avoid infinite
questioning, Harvey flung aside his review and went to glance at the Times.
He read the news concerning the great physician. Then, as his pursuer drew near
again, he hastily departed.
By midday he was at London
Bridge. He crossed to the Surrey side, turned immediately to the left, and at a
short distance entered one of the vaulted thoroughfares which run beneath
London Bridge Station. It was like the mouth of some monstrous cavern. Out of
glaring daylight he passed into gloom and chill air; on either side of the way
a row of suspended lamps gave a dull, yellow light, revealing entrances to vast
storehouses, most of them occupied by wine merchants; an alcoholic smell
prevailed over indeterminate odours of dampness. There was great concourse of
drays and waggons; wheels and the clang of giant hoofs made roaring echo, and
above thundered the trains. The vaults, barely illumined with gas-jets, seemed
of infinite extent; dim figures moved near and far, amid huge barrels, cases,
packages; in rooms partitioned off by glass framework men sat writing. A curve
in the tunnel made it appear much longer than it really was; till midway
nothing could be seen ahead but deepening darkness; then of a sudden appeared
the issue, and beyond, greatly to the surprise of any one who should have
ventured hither for the first time, was a vision of magnificent plane-trees,
golden in the August sunshine—one of the abrupt contrasts which are so frequent
in London, and which make its charm for those who wander from the beaten
tracks; a transition from the clangorous cave of commerce to a sunny leafy
quietude, amid old houses—some with quaint tumbling roofs—and byways little
frequented.
The planes grow at the back
of Guy's Hospital, and close by is a short narrow street which bears the name
of Maze Pond. It consists for the most part of homely, flat-fronted dwellings,
where lodgings are let to medical students. At one of these houses Harvey
Munden plied the knocker.
He was answered by a trim,
rather pert-looking girl, who smiled familiarly.
'Mr. Shergold isn't in,
sir,' she said at once, anticipating his question.
'But he will be very soon. Will you step in and wait?'
'I think I will.'
As one who knew the house,
he went upstairs, and entered a sitting-room on the first floor. The girl
followed him.
'I haven't had time to clear
away the breakfast things,' she said, speaking rapidly and with an air. 'Mr.
Shergold was late this mornin'; he didn't get up till nearly ten, an' then he
sat writin' letters. Did he know as you was comin', sir?'
'No; I looked in on the
chance of finding him, or learning where he was.'
'I'm sure he'll be in about
half-past twelve, 'cause he said to me as he was only goin' to get a breath of
air. He hasn't nothing to do at the 'ospital just now.'
'Has he talked of going
away?'
'Going away?' The girl
repeated the words sharply, and examined the speaker's face. 'Oh, he won't be goin'
away just yet, I think.'
Munden returned her look
with a certain curiosity, and watched her as she began to clink together the
things upon the table. Obviously she esteemed herself a person of some
importance. Her figure was not bad, and her features had the trivial prettiness
so commonly seen in London girls of the lower orders,—the kind of prettiness
which ultimately loses itself in fat and chronic perspiration. Her complexion
already began to show a tendency to muddiness, and when her lips parted, they
showed decay of teeth. In dress she was untidy; her hair exhibited a futile
attempt at elaborate arrangement; she had dirty hands.
Disposed to talk, she
lingered as long as possible, but Harvey Munden had no leanings to this kind of
colloquy; when the girl took herself off, he drew a breath of satisfaction, and
smiled the smile of an intellectual man who has outlived youthful follies.
He stepped over to the
lodger's bookcase. There were about a hundred volumes, only a handful of them
connected with medical study. Seeing a volume of his own Munden took it down
and idly turned the pages; it surprised him to discover a great many marginal
notes in pencil, and an examination of these showed him that Shergold must have
gone carefully through the book with an eye to the correction of its style;
adjectives were deleted and inserted, words of common usage removed for others
which only a fine literary conscience could supply, and in places even the
punctuation was minutely changed. Whilst he still pondered this singular
manifestation of critical zeal, the door opened, and Shergold came in.
A man of two-and-thirty,
short, ungraceful, ill-dressed, with features as little commonplace as can be
imagined. He had somewhat a stern look, and on his brow were furrows of care.
Light-blue eyes tended to modify the all but harshness of his lower face; when
he smiled, as on recognising his friend, they expressed a wonderful innocence
and suavity of nature; overshadowed, in thoughtful or troubled mood, by his
heavy eyebrows, they became deeply pathetic. His nose was short and flat, yet
somehow not ignoble; his full lips, bare of moustache, tended to suggest a
melancholy fretfulness. But for the high forehead, no casual observer would
have cared to look at him a second time; but that upper story made the whole
countenance vivid with intellect, as though a light beamed upon it from above.
'You hypercritical beggar!'
cried Harvey, turning with the volume in his hand. 'Is this how you treat the
glorious works of your contemporaries?'
Shergold reddened and was
mute.
'I shall take this away with
me,' pursued the other, laughing. 'It'll be worth a little study.'
'My dear fellow—you won't
take it ill of me—I didn't really mean it as a criticism,' the deep, musical
voice stammered in serious embarrassment.
'Why, wasn't it just this
kind of thing that caused a quarrel between
George Sand and Musset?'
'Yes, yes; but George Sand
was such a peremptory fellow, and Musset such a vapourish young person. Look!
I'll show you what I meant.'
'Thanks,' said Munden, 'I
can find that out for myself.' He thrust the book into his coat-pocket. 'I came
to ask you if you are aware of your uncle's condition.'
'Of course I am.
'When did you see him last?'
'See him?' Shergold's eyes
wandered vaguely. 'Oh, to talk with him, about a month ago.'
'Did you part friendly?'
'On excellent terms. And
last night I went to ask after him. Unfortunately he didn't know any one, but
the nurse said he had been mentioning my name, and in a kind way.'
'Capital! Hadn't you better
walk in that direction this afternoon?'
'Yes, perhaps I had, and
yet, you know, I hate to have it supposed that I am hovering about him.'
'All the same, go.'
Shergold pointed to a chair.
'Sit down a bit. I have been having a talk with Dr. Salmon. He discourages me a
good deal. You know it's far from certain that I shall go on with medicine.'
'Far from certain!' the
other assented, smiling. 'By the bye, I hear that you have been in the world of
late. You were at Lady Teasdale's not long ago.'
'Well—yes—why not?'
Perhaps it was partly his
vexation at the book incident,—Shergold seemed unable to fix his thoughts on
anything; he shuffled in his seat and kept glancing nervously towards the door.
'I was delighted to hear
it,' said his friend. 'That's a symptom of health. Go everywhere; see
everybody—that's worth seeing. They got you to talk, I believe?'
'Who has been telling you?
I'm afraid I talked a lot of rubbish; I had shivers of shame all through a
sleepless night after it. But some one brought up Whistler, and etching, and so
on, and I had a few ideas of which I wanted to relieve my mind. And, after all,
there's a pleasure in talking to intelligent people. Henry Wilt was there with
his daughters. Clever girls, by Jove! And Mrs. Peter Rayne—do you know her?'
'Know of her, that's all.'
'A splendid woman—brains,
brains! Upon my soul, I know no such delight as listening to a really
intellectual woman, when she's also beautiful. I shake with delight—and what
women one does meet, nowadays! Of course the world never saw their like. I have
my idea of Aspasia—but there are lots of grander women in London to-day. One
ought to live among the rich. What a wretched mistake, when one can help it, to
herd with narrow foreheads, however laudable your motive! Since I got back among
the better people my life has been trebled—oh, centupled—in value!'
'My boy,' remarked Munden
quietly, 'didn't I say something to this effect on a certain day nine years
ago?'
'Don't talk of it,' the
other replied, waving his hand in agitation. 'We'll never look back at that.'
'Your room is stuffy,' said
Munden, rising. 'Let us go and have lunch somewhere.'
'Yes, we will! Just a moment
to wash my hands—I've been in the dissecting-room.'
The friends went downstairs.
At the foot they passed the landlady's daughter: she drew back, but, as
Shergold allowed his companion to pass into the street, her voice made itself
heard behind him.
'Shall you want tea, Mr.
Shergold?'
Munden turned sharply and
looked at the girl. Shergold did not look at her, but he delayed for a moment
and appeared to balance the question. Then, in a friendly voice, he said—
'No, thank you. I may not be
back till late in the evening.' And he went on hurriedly.
'Cheeky little beggar that,'
Munden observed, with a glance at his friend.
'Oh, not a bad girl in her
way. They've made me very comfortable. All the same, I shan't grieve when the
day of departure comes.'
It was not cheerful, the
life-story of Henry Shergold. At two-and-twenty he found himself launched upon
the world, with a university education incomplete and about forty pounds in his
pocket. A little management, a little less of boyish pride, and he might have
found the means to go forward to his degree, with pleasant hopes in the
background; but Henry was a Radical, a scorner of privilege, a believer in
human perfectibility. He got a place in an office, and he began to write
poetry—some of which was published and duly left unpaid for. A year later there
came one fateful day when he announced to his friend Harvey Munden that he was
going to be married. His chosen bride was the daughter of a journeyman tailor—a
tall, pale, unhealthy girl of eighteen, whose acquaintance he had made at a
tobacconist's shop, where she served. He was going to marry her on
principle—principle informed with callow passion, the passion of a youth who
has lived demurely, more among books than men. Harvey Munden flew into a rage,
and called upon the gods in protest. But Shergold was not to be shaken. The
girl, he declared, had fallen in love with him during conversations across the
counter; her happiness was in his hands, and he would not betray it. She had
excellent dispositions; he would educate her. The friends quarrelled about it,
and Shergold led home his bride.
With the results which any
sane person could have foretold. The marriage was a hideous disaster; in three
years it brought Shergold to an attempted suicide, for which he had to appear
at the police-court. His relative, the distinguished doctor, who had hitherto
done nothing for him, now came forward with counsel and assistance. Happily the
only child of the union had died at a few weeks old, and the wife, though
making noisy proclamation of rights, was so weary of her husband that she
consented to a separation.
But in less than a year the
two were living together again; Mrs. Shergold had been led by her relatives to
believe that some day the poor fellow would have his uncle's money, and her
wiles ultimately overcame Shergold's resistance. He, now studying law at the
doctor's expense, found himself once more abandoned, and reduced to get his
living as a solicitor's clerk. His uncle had bidden him good-bye on a postcard,
whereon was illegibly scribbled something about 'damned fools.'
He bore the burden for three
more years, then his wife died. One night, after screaming herself speechless
in fury at Shergold's refusal to go with her to a music-hall, she had a fit on
the stairs, and in falling received fatal injuries.
The man was free, but
terribly shattered. Only after a long sojourn abroad, at his kinsman's expense,
did he begin to recover health. He came back and entered himself as a student
at Guy's, greatly to Dr. Shergold's satisfaction. His fees were paid and a
small sum was allowed him to live upon—a very small sum. By degrees some old
acquaintances began to see him, but it was only quite of late that he had
accepted invitations from people of social standing, whom he met at the
doctor's house. The hints of his story that got about made him an interesting
figure, especially to women, and his remarkable gifts were recognised as soon
as circumstances began to give him fair play. All modern things were of
interest to him, and his knowledge, acquired with astonishing facility, formed
the fund of talk which had singular charm alike for those who did and those who
did not understand it. Undeniably shy, he yet, when warmed to a subject, spoke
with nerve and confidence. In days of jabber, more or less impolite, this
appearance of an articulate mortal, with soft manners and totally unaffected,
could not but excite curiosity. Lady Teasdale, eager for the uncommon, chanced
to observe him one evening as he conversed with his neighbour at the
dinner-table; later, in the drawing-room, she encouraged him with flattery of
rapt attention to a display of his powers; she resolved to make him a feature
of her evenings. Fortunately, his kindred with Dr. Shergold made a respectable
introduction, and Lady Teasdale whispered it among matrons that he would
inherit from the wealthy doctor, who had neither wife nor child. He might not be
fair to look upon, but handsome is that handsome has.
And now the doctor lay sick
unto death. Society was out of town, but Lady Teasdale, with a house full of
friends about her down in Hampshire, did not forget her protégé;
she waited with pleasant expectation for the young man's release from poverty.
It came in a day or two. Dr.
Shergold was dead, and an enterprising newspaper announced simultaneously that
the bulk of his estate would pass to Mr. Henry Shergold, a gentleman at present
studying for his uncle's profession. This paragraph caught the eye of Harvey
Munden, who sent a line to his friend, to ask if it was true. In reply he
received a mere postcard: 'Yes. Will see you before long.' But Harvey wanted to
be off to Como, and as business took him into the city, he crossed the river
and sought Maze Pond. Again the door was opened to him by the landlady's
daughter; she stood looking keenly in his face, her eyes smiling and yet
suspicious.
'Mr. Shergold in?' he asked
carelessly.
'No, he isn't.' There was a
strange bluntness about this answer. The girl stood forward, as if to bar the
entrance, and kept searching his face.
'When is he likely to be?'
'I don't know. He didn't say
when he went out.'
A woman's figure appeared in
the background. The girl turned and said sharply, 'All right, mother, it's only
somebody for Mr. Shergold.'
'I'll go upstairs and write
a note,' said Munden, in a rather peremptory voice.
The other drew back and
allowed him to pass, but with evident disinclination. As he entered the room,
he saw that she had followed. He went up to a side-table, on which lay a
blotting-book, with other requisites for writing, and then he stood for a
moment as if in meditation.
'Your name is Emma, isn't
it?' he inquired, looking at the girl with a smile.
'Yes, it is.'
'Well then, Emma, shut the
door, and let's have a talk. Your mother won't mind, will she?' he added slyly.
The girl tossed her head.
'I don't see what it's got
to do with mother.' She closed the door, but did not latch it. 'What do you
want to talk about?'
'You're a very nice girl to
look at, Emma, and I've always admired you when you opened the door to me. I've
always liked your nice, respectful way of speaking, but somehow you don't speak
quite so nicely to-day. What has put you out?'
Her eyes did not quit his
face for a moment; her attitude betokened the utmost keenness of suspicious
observation.
'Nothing's put me out, that
I know of.'
'Yet you don't speak very
nicely—not very respectfully. Perhaps'—he paused—'perhaps Mr. Shergold is going
to leave?'
'P'r'aps he may be.'
'And you're vexed at losing
a lodger.'
He saw her lip curl and then
she laughed.
'You're wrong there.'
'Then what is
it?'
He drew near and made as
though he would advance a familiar arm. Emma started back.
'All right,' she exclaimed,
with an insolent nod. 'I'll tell Mr. Shergold.'
'Tell Mr. Shergold? Why?
What has it to do with him?'
'A good deal.'
'Indeed? For shame, Emma! I
never expected that!'
'What do you mean?' she
retorted hotly. 'You keep your impudence to yourself. If you want to know, Mr.
Shergold is going to marry me—so there!'
The stroke was effectual.
Harvey Munden stood as if transfixed, but he recovered himself before a word
escaped his lips.
'Ah, that alters the case. I
beg your pardon. You won't make trouble between old friends?'
Vanity disarmed the girl's
misgiving. She grinned with satisfaction.
'That depends how you
behave.'
'Oh, you don't know me. But
promise, now; not a word to Shergold.'
She gave a conditional
promise, and stood radiant with her triumph.
'Thanks, that's very good of
you. Well, I won't trouble to leave a note. You shall just tell Shergold that I
am leaving England to-morrow for a holiday. I should like to
see him, of course, and I may possibly look round this evening. If I can't
manage it, just tell him that I think he ought to have given me a chance of
congratulating him. May I ask when it is to be?'
Emma resumed an air of
prudery, 'Before very long, I dessay.'
'I wish you joy. Well, I
mustn't talk longer now, but I'll do my best to look in this evening, and then
we can all chat together.'
He laughed and she laughed
back; and thereupon they parted.
A little after nine that
evening, when only a grey reflex of daylight lingered upon a cloudy sky, Munden
stood beneath the plane-trees by Guy's Hospital waiting. He had walked the
length of Maze Pond and had ascertained that his friend's window as yet showed
no light; Shergold was probably still from home. In the afternoon he had made
inquiry at the house of the deceased doctor, but of Henry nothing was known
there; he left a message for delivery if possible, to the effect that he would
call in at Maze Pond between nine and ten.
At a quarter past the hour
there appeared from the direction of London Bridge a well-known figure, walking
slowly, head bent. Munden moved forward, and, on seeing him, Shergold grasped
his hand feverishly.
'Ha! how glad I am to meet
you, Munden! Come; let us walk this way.' He turned from Maze Pond. 'I got your
message up yonder an hour or two ago. So glad I have met you here, old fellow.'
'Well, your day has come,'
said Harvey, trying to read his friend's features in the gloom.
'He has left me about eighty
thousand pounds,' Shergold replied, in a low, shaken voice. 'I'm told there are
big legacies to hospitals as well. Heavens! how rich he was!'
'When is the funeral?'
'Friday.'
'Where shall you live in the
meantime?'
'I don't know—I haven't
thought about it.'
'I should go to some hotel,
if I were you,' said Munden, 'and I have a proposal to make. If I wait till
Saturday, will you come with me to Como?'
Shergold did not at once
reply. He was walking hurriedly, and making rather strange movements with his
head and arms. They came into the shadow of the vaulted way beneath London
Bridge Station. At this hour the great tunnel was quiet, save when a train
roared above; the warehouses were closed; one or two idlers, of forbidding
aspect, hung about in the murky gaslight, and from the far end came a sound of
children at play.
'You won't be wanted here?'
Munden added.
'No—no—I think not.' There
was agitation in the voice.
'Then you will come?'
'Yes, I will come.' Shergold
spoke with unnecessary vehemence and laughed oddly.
'What's the matter with
you?' his friend asked.
'Nothing—the change of
circumstances, I suppose. Let's get on. Let us go somewhere—I can't help
reproaching myself; I ought to feel or show a decent sobriety; but what was the
old fellow to me? I'm grateful to him.'
'There's nothing else on
your mind?'
Shergold looked up,
startled.
'What do you mean? Why do
you ask?'
They stood together in the
black shadow of an interval between two lamps.
After reflecting for a moment, Munden decided to speak.
'I called at your lodgings
early to-day, and somehow I got into talk with the girl. She was cheeky, and
her behaviour puzzled me. Finally she made an incredible announcement—that you
had asked her to marry you. Of course it's a lie?'
'To marry her?' exclaimed
the listener hoarsely, with an attempt at laughter. 'Do you think that
likely—after all I have gone through?'
'No, I certainly don't. It
staggered me. But what I want to know is, can she cause trouble?'
'How do I know?—a girl will
lie so boldly. She might make a scandal, I suppose; or threaten it, in hope of
getting money out of me.'
'But is there any ground for
a scandal?' demanded Harvey.
'Not the slightest, as you
mean it.'
'I'm glad to hear that. But
she may give you trouble. I see the thing doesn't astonish you very much; no
doubt you were aware of her character.'
'Yes, yes; I know it pretty
well. Come, let us get out of this squalid inferno; how I hate it! Have you had
dinner? I don't want any. Let us go to your rooms, shall we? There'll be a
hansom passing the bridge.'
They walked on in silence,
and when they had found a cab they drove westward, talking only of Dr.
Shergold's affairs. Munden lived in the region of the Squares, hard by the
British Museum; he took his friend into a comfortably furnished room, the walls
hidden with books and prints, and there they sat down to smoke, a bottle of
whisky within easy reach of both. It was plain to Harvey that some mystery lay
in his friend's reserve on the subject of the girl Emma; he was still anxious,
but would not lead the talk to unpleasant things. Shergold drank like a thirsty
man, and the whisky seemed to make him silent. Presently he fell into absolute
muteness, and lay wearily back in his chair.
'The excitement has been too
much for you,' Munden remarked.
Shergold looked at him, with
a painful embarrassment in his features; then suddenly he bent forward.
'Munden, it's I who have lied.
I did ask that girl to marry me.'
'When?'
'Last night.'
'Why?'
'Because for a moment I was
insane.' They stared at each other.
'Has she any hold upon you?'
Munden asked slowly.
'None whatever, except this
frantic offer of mine.'
'Into which she inveigled
you?'
'I can't honestly say she
did; it was entirely my own fault. She has never behaved loosely, or even like
a schemer. I doubt whether she knew anything about my uncle, until I told her
last night.'
He spoke rapidly, in a thick
voice, moving his arms in helpless protestation. His look was one of
unutterable misery.
'Well,' observed Munden,
'the frenzy has at all events passed. You have the common-sense to treat it as
if it had never been; and really I am tempted to believe that it was literal
lunacy. Last night were you drunk?'
'I had drunk nothing.
Listen, and I will tell you all about it. I am a fool about women. I don't know
what it is—certainly not a sensual or passionate nature; mine is nothing of the
sort. It's sheer sentimentality, I suppose. I can't be friendly with a woman
without drifting into mawkish tenderness—there's the simple truth. If I had
married happily, I don't think I should have been tempted to go about
philandering. The society of a wife I loved and respected would be sufficient.
But there's that need in me—the incessant hunger for a woman's sympathy and
affection. Such a hideous mistake as mine when I married would have made a
cynic of most men; upon me the lesson has been utterly thrown away. I mean
that, though I can talk of women rationally enough with a friend, I am at their
mercy when alone with them—at the mercy of the silliest, vulgarest creature.
After all, isn't it very much the same with men in general? The average man—how
does he come to marry? Do you think he deliberately selects? Does he fall in
love, in the strict sense of the phrase, with that one particular girl? No; it
comes about by chance—by the drifting force of circumstances. Not one man in
ten thousand, when he thinks of marriage, waits for the ideal wife—for the
woman who makes capture of his soul or even of his senses. Men marry without
passion. Most of us have a very small circle for choice; the hazard of everyday
life throws us into contact with this girl or that, and presently we begin to
feel either that we have compromised ourselves, or that we might as well save
trouble and settle down as soon as possible, and the girl at hand will do as
well as another. More often than not it is the girl who decides for us. In more
than half the marriages it's the woman who has practically proposed. She puts
herself in a man's way. With her it rests almost entirely whether a man shall
think of her as a possible wife or not. She has endless ways of putting herself
forward without seeming to do so. As often as not, it's mere passivity that
effects the end. She has only to remain seated instead of moving away; to
listen with a smile instead of looking bored; to be at home instead of being
out,—and she is making love to a man. In a Palace of Truth how many husbands
would have to confess that it decidedly surprised them when they found
themselves engaged to be married? The will comes into play only for a moment or
two now and then. Of course it is made to seem responsible, and in a sense
it is responsible, but, in the vast majority of cases, purely
as an animal instinct, confirming the suggestion of circumstances.'
'There's something in all
this,' granted the listener, 'but it doesn't explain the behaviour of a man
who, after frightful experience in marriage—after recovering his freedom—after
finding himself welcomed by congenial society—after inheriting a fortune to use
as he likes—goes and offers himself to an artful hussy in a lodging-house.'
'That's the special case.
Look how it came to pass. Months ago I knew I was drifting into dangerous
relations with that girl. Unfortunately I am not a rascal: I can't think of
girls as playthings; a fatal conscientiousness in an unmarried man of no means.
Day after day we grew more familiar. She used to come up and ask me if I wanted
anything; and of course I knew that she began to come more often than
necessary. When she laid a meal for me, we talked—half an hour at a time. The
mother, doubtless, looked on with approval; Emma had to find a husband, and why
not me as well as another? They knew I was a soft creature—that I never made a
row about anything—was grateful for anything that looked like kindness—and so
on. Just the kind of man to be captured. But no—I don't want to make out that I
am their victim; that's a feeble excuse, and a worthless one. The average man
would either have treated the girl as a servant, and so kept her at her
distance, or else he would have alarmed her by behaviour which suggested
anything you like but marriage. As for me, I hadn't the common-sense to take
either of these courses. I made a friend of the girl; talked to her more and
more confidentially; and at last—fatal moment—told her my history. Yes, I was
ass enough to tell that girl the whole story of my life. Can you conceive such
folly?
'Yet the easiest thing in
the world to understand. We were alone in the house one evening. After trying
to work for about an hour I gave it up. I knew that the mother was out, and I
heard Emma moving downstairs. I was lonely and dispirited—wanted to talk—to
talk about myself to some one who would give a kind ear. So I went down, and
made some excuse for beginning a conversation in the parlour. It lasted a
couple of hours; we were still talking when the mother came back. I didn't
persuade myself that I cared for Emma, even then. Her vulgarisms of speech and
feeling jarred upon me. But she was feminine; she spoke and looked gently, with
sympathy. I enjoyed that evening—and you must bear in mind what I have told you
before, that I stand in awe of refined women. I am their equal, I know; I can
talk with them; their society is an exquisite delight to me;—but when it comes
to thinking of intimacy with one of them—! Perhaps it is my long years of
squalid existence. Perhaps I have come to regard myself as doomed to life on a
lower level. I find it an impossible thing to imagine myself offering
marriage—making love—to a girl such as those I meet in the big houses.'
'You will outgrow that,'
said Munden.
'Yes, yes,—I hope and
believe so. And wouldn't it be criminal to deny myself even the chance, now
that I have money? All to-day I have been tortured like a soul that beholds its
salvation lost by a moment's weakness of the flesh. You can imagine what my
suffering has been; it drove me into sheer lying. I had resolved to deny
utterly that I had asked Emma to marry me—to deny it with a savage boldness,
and take the consequences.'
'A most rational resolve, my
dear fellow. Pray stick to it. But you haven't told me yet how the dizzy
culmination of your madness was reached. You say that you proposed last
night?'
'Yes—and simply for the
pleasure of telling Emma, when she had accepted me, that I had eighty thousand
pounds! You can't understand that? I suppose the change of fortune has made me
a little light-headed; I have been going about with a sense of exaltation which
has prompted me to endless follies. I have felt a desire to be kind to
people—to bestow happiness—to share my joy with others. If I had some of the
doctor's money in my pocket, I should have given away five-pound notes.'
'You contented yourself,'
said Munden, laughing, 'with giving a promissory-note for the whole legacy.'
'Yes; but try to understand.
Emma came up to my room at supper-time, and as usual we talked. I didn't say
anything about my uncle's death—yet I felt the necessity of telling her creep
fatally upon me. There was a conflict in my mind, between common-sense and that
awful sentimentality which is my curse. When Emma came up again after supper,
she mentioned that her mother was gone with a friend to a theatre. "Why
don't you go?" I said. "Oh, I don't go anywhere." "But
after all," I urged consolingly, "August isn't exactly the time for
enjoying the theatre." She admitted it wasn't; but there was the
Exhibition at Earl's Court, she had heard so much of it, and wanted to go.
"Then suppose we go together one of these evenings?"
'You see? Idiot!—and I
couldn't help it. My tongue spoke these imbecile words in spite of my brain.
All very well, if I had meant what another man would; but I didn't, and the
girl knew I didn't. And she looked at me—and then—why, mere brute instinct did
the rest—no, not mere instinct, for it was complicated with that idiot desire
to see how the girl would look, hear what she would say, when she knew that I
had given her eighty thousand pounds. You can't understand?'
'As a bit of morbid
psychology—yes.'
'And the frantic proceeding
made me happy! For an hour or two I behaved as if I loved the girl with all my
soul. And afterwards I was still happy. I walked up and down my bedroom, making
plans for the future—for her education, and so on. I saw all sorts of admirable
womanly qualities in her. I was in love with her, and there's
an end of it!'
Munden mused for a while,
then laid down his pipe.
'Remarkably suggestive,
Shergold, the name of the street in which you have been living. Well, you don't
go back there?'
'No. I have come to my
senses. I shall go to an hotel for to-night, and send presently for all my
things.'
'To be sure, and on
Saturday—or on Friday evening, if you like, we leave
England.'
It was evident that Shergold
rejoiced with trembling.
'But I can't stick to the
lie.' he said. 'I shall compensate the girl. You see, by running away I make
confession that there's something wrong. I shall see a solicitor and put the
matter into his hands.'
'As you please. But let the
solicitor exercise his own discretion as to damages.'
'Damages!' Shergold pondered
the word. 'I suppose she won't drag me into court—make a public ridicule of me?
If so, there's an end of my hopes. I couldn't go among people after that.'
'I don't see why not. But
your solicitor will probably manage the affair.
They have their methods,' Munden added drily.
Early the next morning
Shergold despatched a telegram to Maze Pond, addressed to his landlady. It said
that he would be kept away by business for a day or two. On Friday he attended
his uncle's funeral, and that evening he left Charing Cross with Harvey
Munden, en route for Como.
There, a fortnight later,
Shergold received from his solicitor a communication which put an end to his
feigning of repose and hopefulness. That he did but feign, Harvey Munden felt
assured; signs of a troubled conscience, or at all events of restless nerves,
were evident in all his doing and conversing; now he once more made frank
revelation of his weakness.
'There's the devil to pay.
She won't take money. She's got a lawyer, and is going to bring me into court.
I've authorised Reckitt to offer as much as five thousand pounds,—it's no good.
He says her lawyer has evidently encouraged her to hope for enormous damages,
and then she'll have the satisfaction of making me the town-talk. It's all up
with me, Munden. My hopes are vanished like—what is it in Dante?—il fumo in
aere ed in aqua la schiuma!'
Smoking a Cavour, Munden lay
back in the shadow of the pergola, and seemed to disdain reply.
'Your advice?'
'What's the good of advising
a man born to be fooled? Why, let the —— do her worst!'
Shergold winced.
'We mustn't forget that it's
all my fault.'
'Yes, just as it's your own
fault you didn't die on the day of your birth!'
'I must raise the offer—'
'By all means; offer ten
thousand. I suppose a jury would give her two hundred and fifty.'
'But the scandal—the
ridicule—'
'Face it. Very likely it's
the only thing that would teach you wisdom and save your life.'
'That's one way of looking
at it. I half believe it might be effectual.'
He kept alone for most of
the day. In the evening, from nine to ten, he went upon the lake with Harvey,
but could not talk; his blue eyes were sunk in a restless melancholy, his brows
were furrowed, he kept making short, nervous movements, as though in silent
remonstrance with himself. And when the next morning came, and Harvey Munden
rang the bell for his coffee, a waiter brought him a note addressed in
Shergold's hand. 'I have started for London,' ran the hurriedly written lines.
'Don't be uneasy; all I mean to do is to stop the danger of a degrading
publicity; the fear of that is too much for me. I have an
idea, and you shall hear how I get on in a few days.'
The nature of that promising
idea Munden never learnt. His next letter from Shergold came in about ten days;
it informed him very briefly that the writer was 'about to be married,' and
that in less than a week he would have started with his wife on a voyage round
the world. Harvey did not reply; indeed, the letter contained no address.
One day in November he was
accosted at the club by his familiar bore.
'So your friend Shergold is
dead?'
'Dead? I know nothing of
it.'
'Really? They talked of it
last night at Lady Teasdale's. He died a few days ago, at Calcutta. Dysentery,
or something of that kind. His wife cabled to some one or other.'
14.THE SALT OF THE EARTH
Strong and silent the tide of Thames flowed upward, and over it
swept the morning tide of humanity. Through white autumnal mist yellow sunbeams
flitted from shore to shore. The dome, the spires, the river frontages slowly
unveiled and brightened: there was hope of a fair day.
Not that it much concerned
this throng of men and women hastening to their labour. From near and far, by
the league-long highways of South London, hither they converged each morning,
and joined the procession across the bridge; their task was the same to-day as
yesterday, regardless of gleam or gloom. Many had walked such a distance that
they plodded wearily, looking neither to right nor left. The more vigorous
strode briskly on, elbowing their way, or nimbly skipping into the road to gain
advance; yet these also had a fixed gaze, preoccupied or vacant, seldom
cheerful. Here and there a couple of friends conversed; girls, with bag or
parcel and a book for the dinner hour, chattered and laughed; but for the most
part lips were mute amid the clang and roar of heavy-laden wheels.
It was the march of those
who combat hunger with delicate hands: at the pen's point, or from behind the
breastwork of a counter, or trusting to bare wits pressed daily on the
grindstone. Their chief advantage over the sinewy class beneath them lay in the
privilege of spending more than they could afford on house and clothing; with
rare exceptions they had no hope, no chance, of reaching independence; enough
if they upheld the threadbare standard of respectability, and bequeathed it to
their children as a solitary heirloom. The oldest looked the poorest, and
naturally so; amid the tramp of multiplying feet, their steps had begun to lag
when speed was more than ever necessary; they saw newcomers outstrip them, and
trudged under an increasing load.
No eye surveying this
procession would have paused for a moment on Thomas Bird. In costume there was
nothing to distinguish him from hundreds of rather shabby clerks who passed
along with their out-of-fashion chimney-pot and badly rolled umbrella; his gait
was that of a man who takes no exercise beyond the daily walk to and from his
desk; the casual glance could see nothing in his features but patient dullness
tending to good humour. He might be thirty, he might be forty—impossible to
decide. Yet when a ray of sunshine fell upon him, and he lifted his eyes to the
eastward promise, there shone in his countenance something one might vainly
have sought through the streaming concourse of which Thomas Bird was an
unregarded atom. For him, it appeared, the struggling sunlight had a message of
hope. Trouble cleared from his face; he smiled unconsciously and quickened his
steps.
For fifteen years he had
walked to and fro over Blackfriars Bridge, leaving his home in Camberwell at
eight o'clock and reaching it again at seven. Fate made him a commercial clerk
as his father before him; he earned more than enough for his necessities, but
seemed to have reached the limit of promotion, for he had no influential
friends, and he lacked the capacity to rise by his own efforts. There may have
been some calling for which Thomas was exactly suited, but he did not know of
it; in the office he proved himself a trustworthy machine, with no opportunity
of becoming anything else. His parents were dead, his kindred scattered, he
lived, as for several years past, in lodgings. But it never occurred to him to
think of his lot as mournful. A man of sociable instincts, he had many
acquaintances, some of whom he cherished. An extreme simplicity marked his
tastes, and the same characteristic appeared in his conversation; an easy man
to deceive, easy to make fun of, yet impossible to dislike, or despise—unless
by the despicable. He delighted in stories of adventure, of bravery by flood or
field, and might have posed—had he ever posed at all—as something of an
authority on North Pole expeditions and the geography of Polynesia.
He received his salary once
a month, and to-day was pay-day: the consciousness of having earned a certain
number of sovereigns always set his thoughts on possible purchases, and at
present he was revolving the subject of his wardrobe. Certainly it needed
renewal, but Thomas could not decide at which end to begin, head or feet. His
position in a leading house demanded a good hat, the bad weather called for new
boots. Living economically as he did, it should have been a simple matter to
resolve the doubt by purchasing both articles, but, for one reason and another,
Thomas seldom had a surplus over the expenses of his lodgings; in practice he
found it very difficult to save a sovereign for other needs.
When evening released him he
walked away in a cheerful frame of mind, grasping the money in his trousers'
pocket, and all but decided to make some acquisition on the way home. Near
Ludgate Circus some one addressed him over his shoulder.
'Good evening, Tom; pleasant
for the time of year.'
The speaker was a man of
fifty, stout and florid—the latter peculiarity especially marked in his nose;
he looked like a substantial merchant, and spoke with rather pompous geniality.
Thrusting his arm through the clerk's, he walked with him over Blackfriars
Bridge, talking in the friendliest strain of things impersonal. Beyond the
bridge—
'Do you tram it?' he asked,
glancing upwards.
'I think so, Mr. Warbeck,'
answered the other, whose tone to his acquaintance was very respectful.
'Ah! I'm afraid it would
make me late.—Oh, by the bye, Tom, I'm really ashamed—most awkward that this
kind of thing happens so often, but—could you, do you think?—No, no; one
sovereign only. Let me make a note of it by the light of this shop-window.
Really, the total is getting quite considerable. Tut, tut! You shall have a
cheque in a day or two. Oh, it can't run on any longer; I'm completely ashamed
of myself. Entirely temporary—as I explained. A cheque on Wednesday at latest.
Good-bye, Tom.'
They shook hands cordially,
and Mr. Warbeck went off in a hansom. Thomas Bird, changing his mind about the
tram, walked all the way home, and with bent head. One would have thought that
he had just done something discreditable.
He was wondering, not for
the first time, whether Mrs. Warbeck knew or suspected that her husband was in
debt to him. Miss Warbeck—Alma Warbeck—assuredly had never dreamed of such a
thing. The system of casual loans dated from nearly twelve months ago, and the
total was now not much less than thirty pounds. Mr. Warbeck never failed to
declare that he was ashamed of himself, but probably the creditor experienced
more discomfort of that kind. At the first playful demand Thomas felt a shock.
He had known the Warbecks since he was a lad, had always respected them as
somewhat his social superiors, and, as time went on, had recognised that the
difference of position grew wider: he remaining stationary, while his friends
progressed to a larger way of living. But they were, he thought, no less kind
to him; Mrs. Warbeck invited him to the house about once a month, and Alma—Alma
talked with him in such a pleasant, homely way. Did their expenditure outrun
their means? He would never have supposed it, but for the City man's singular
behaviour. About the cheque so often promised he cared little, but with all his
heart he hoped Mrs. Warbeck did not know.
Somewhere near Camberwell
Green, just as he had resumed the debate about his purchases, a middle-aged
woman met him with friendly greeting. Her appearance was that of a decent
shopkeeper's wife.
'I'm so glad I've met you,
Mr. Bird. I know you'll be anxious to hear how our poor friend is getting on.'
She spoke of the daughter of
a decayed tradesman, a weak and overworked girl, who had lain for some weeks in
St. Thomas's Hospital. Mrs. Pritchard, a gadabout infected with philanthropy,
was fond of discovering such cases, and in everyday conversation made the most
of her charitable efforts.
'They'll allow her out in
another week,' she pursued. 'But, of course, she can't expect to be fit for
anything for a time. And I very much doubt whether she'll ever get the right
use of her limbs again. But what we have to think of now is to get her some
decent clothing. The poor thing has positively nothing. I'm going to speak to
Mrs. Doubleday, and a few other people. Really, Mr. Bird, if it weren't that
I've presumed on your good nature so often lately—'
She paused and smiled
unctuously at him.
'I'm afraid I can't do
much,' faltered Thomas, reddening at the vision of a new 'chimney-pot.'
'No, no; of course not. I'm
sure I should never expect—it's only that every little—however little—does help,
you know.'
Thomas thrust a hand into
his pocket and brought out a florin, which Mrs.
Pritchard pursed with effusive thanks.
Certain of this good woman's
critics doubted her competence as a trustee, but Thomas Bird had no such
misgiving. He talked with kindly interest of the unfortunate girl, and wished
her well in a voice that carried conviction.
His lodgings were a pair of
very small, mouldy, and ill-furnished rooms; he took them unwillingly, overcome
by the landlady's doleful story of their long lodgerless condition, and, in the
exercise of a heavenly forbearance, remained year after year. The woman did not
cheat him, and Thomas knew enough of life to respect her for this remarkable
honesty; she was simply an ailing, lachrymose slut, incapable of effort. Her
son, a lad who had failed in several employments from sheer feebleness of mind
and body, practically owed his subsistence to Thomas Bird, whose good offices
had at length established the poor fellow at a hairdresser's. To sit frequently
for an hour at a time, as Thomas did, listening with attention to Mrs. Batty's
talk of her own and her son's ailments, was in itself a marvel of charity. This
evening she met him as he entered, and lighted him into his room.
'There's a letter come for
you, Mr. Bird. I put it down somewheres—why, now, where did I—?
Oh, 'ere it is. You'll be glad to 'ear as Sam did his first shave to-day, an'
his 'and didn't tremble much neither.'
Burning with desire to open
the letter, which he saw was from Mrs. Warbeck, Thomas stood patiently until
the flow of words began to gurgle away amid groans and pantings.
'Well,' he cried gaily,
'didn't I promise Sam a shilling when he'd done his first shave? If I didn't I
ought to have done, and here it is for him.'
Then he hurried into the
bedroom, and read his letter by candle-light. It was a short scrawl on thin,
scented, pink-hued notepaper. Would he do Mrs. Warbeck the 'favour' of looking
in before ten to-night? No explanation of this unusually worded request; and Thomas
fell at once into a tremor of anxiety. With a hurried glance at his watch, he
began to make ready for the visit, struggling with drawers which would neither
open nor shut, and driven to despair by the damp condition of his clean linen.
In this room, locked away
from all eyes but his own, lay certain relics which Thomas worshipped. One was
a photograph of a girl of fifteen. At that age Alma Warbeck promised little
charm, and the photograph allowed her less; but it was then that Thomas Bird
became her bondman, as he had ever since remained. There was also a letter, the
only one that he had ever received from her—'Dear Mr. Bird,—Mamma says will you
buy her some more of those jewjewbs at the shop in the city,
and bring them on Sunday.—Yours sincerely, Alma Warbeck'—written when she was
sixteen, seven years ago. Moreover, there was a playbill, used by Alma on the
single occasion when he accompanied the family to a theatre.
Never had he dared to
breathe a syllable of what he thought—'hoped' would misrepresent him, for
Thomas in this matter had always stifled hope. Indeed, hope would have been
irrational. In the course of her teens Alma grew tall and well proportioned;
not beautiful of feature, but pleasing; not brilliant in personality, but
good-natured; fairly intelligent and moderately ambitious. She was the only
daughter of a dubiously active commission-agent, and must deem it good fortune
if she married a man with three or four hundred a year; but Thomas Bird had no
more than his twelve pounds a month, and did not venture to call himself a
gentleman. In Alma he found the essentials of true ladyhood—perhaps with
reason; he had never heard her say an ill-natured thing, nor seen upon her face
a look which pained his acute sensibilities; she was unpretentious, of equal
temper, nothing of a gossip, kindly disposed. Never for a moment had he
flattered himself that Alma perceived his devotion or cared for him otherwise
than as for an old friend. But thought is free, and so is love. The modest
clerk had made this girl the light of his life, and whether far or near the
rays of that ideal would guide him on his unworldly path.
New shaven and freshly clad,
he set out for the Warbecks' house, which was in a near part of Brixton. Not an
imposing house by any means, but an object of reverence to Thomas Bird. A
servant whom he did not recognise—servants came and went at the
Warbecks'—admitted him to the drawing-room, which was vacant; there, his eyes
wandering about the gimcrack furniture, which he never found in the same arrangement
at two successive visits, he waited till his hostess came in.
Mrs. Warbeck was very stout,
very plain, and rather untidy, yet her countenance made an impression not on
the whole disagreeable; with her wide eyes, slightly parted lips, her homely smile,
and unadorned speech, she counteracted in some measure the effect, upon a
critical observer, of the pretentious ugliness with which she was surrounded.
Thomas thought her a straightforward woman, and perhaps was not misled by his
partiality. Certainly the tone in which she now began, and the tenor of her
remarks, repelled suspicion of duplicity.
'Well, now, Mr. Thomas, I
wish to have a talk.' She had thus styled him since he grew too old to be
called Tom; that is to say, since he was seventeen. He was now thirty-one. 'And
I'm going to talk to you just like the old friends we are. You see? No
nonsense; no beating about the bush. You'd rather have it so, wouldn't you?'
Scarce able to articulate, the visitor showed a cheery assent. 'Yes, I was sure
of that. Now—better come to the point at once—my daughter is—well, no, she
isn't yet, but the fact is I feel sure she'll very soon be engaged.'
The blow was softened by
Thomas's relief at discovering that money would not be the subject of their
talk, yet it fell upon him, and he winced.
'You've expected it,'
pursued the lady, with bluff good-humour. 'Yes, of course you have.' She said
''ave,' a weakness happily unshared by her daughter. 'We don't want it talked
about, but I know you can hold your tongue. Well, it's young Mr. Fisher, of
Nokes, Fisher and Co. We haven't known him long, but he took from the first to
Alma, and I have my reasons for believing that the feeling is mutial,
though I wouldn't for the world let Alma hear me say so.'
Young Mr. Fisher. Thomas knew
of him; a capable business man, and son of a worthy father. He kept his teeth
close, his eyes down.
'And now,' pursued Mrs.
Warbeck, becoming still more genial, 'I'm getting round to the unpleasant side
of the talk, though I don't see that it need be unpleasant.
We're old friends, and where's the use of being friendly if you can't speak
your mind, when speak you must? It comes to this: I just want to ask you quite
straightforward, not to be offended or take it ill if we don't ask you to come
here till this business is over and settled. You see? The fact is, we've told
Mr. Fisher he can look in whenever he likes, and it might happen, you know,
that he'd meet you here, and, speaking like old friends—I think it better not.'
A fire burned in the
listener's cheeks, a noise buzzed in his ears. He understood the motive of this
frank request; humble as ever—never humbler than when beneath this roof—he was
ready to avow himself Mr. Fisher's inferior; but with all his heart he wished
that Mrs. Warbeck had found some other way of holding him aloof from her
prospective son-in-law.
'Of course,' continued the
woman stolidly, 'Alma doesn't know I'm saying this. It's just between our two
selves. I haven't even spoken of it to Mr. Warbeck. I'm quite sure that you'll
understand that we're obliged to make a few changes in the way we've lived.
It's all very well for you and me to be comfortable together, and laugh and
talk about all sorts of things, but with one like Alma in the 'ouse, and the
friends she's making and the company that's likely to come here—now you do see
what I mean, don't you, now? And you won't take it the wrong
way? No, I was sure you wouldn't. There, now, we'll shake 'ands over it, and be
as good friends as ever.' The handshaking was metaphorical merely. Thomas
smiled, and was endeavouring to shape a sentence, when he heard voices out in
the hall.
'There's Alma and her father
back,' said Mrs. Warbeck. 'I didn't think they'd come back so soon; they've
been with some new friends of ours.' Thomas jumped up.
'I can't—I'd rather not see
them, please, Mrs. Warbeck. Can you prevent it?' His voice startled her
somewhat, and she hesitated. A gesture of entreaty sent her from the room. As
the door opened Alma was heard laughing merrily; then came silence. In a minute
or two the hostess returned and the visitor, faltering, 'Thank you. I quite
understand,' quietly left the house.
For three weeks he crossed
and recrossed Blackfriars Bridge without meeting Mr. Warbeck. His look was
perhaps graver, his movements less alert, but he had not noticeably changed;
his life kept its wonted tenor. The florid-nosed gentleman at length came face
to face with him on Ludgate Hill in the dinner-hour—an embarrassment to both.
Speedily recovering self-possession Mr. Warbeck pressed the clerk's hand with
fervour and drew him aside.
'I've been wanting to see
you, Tom. So you keep away from us, do you? I understand. The old lady has
given me a quiet hint. Well, well, you're quite right, and I honour you for it,
Tom. Nothing selfish about you; you keep it all to yourself; I
honour you for it, my dear boy. And perhaps I had better tell you, Alma is to
be married in January. After that, same as before, won't it be?—Have a glass of
wine with me? No time? We must have a quiet dinner together some evening; one
of the old chop houses.—There was something else I wanted to speak about, but I
see you're in a hurry. All right, it'll do next time.'
He waved his hand and was
gone. When next they encountered Mr. Warbeck made bold to borrow ten shillings,
without the most distant allusion to his outstanding debt.
Thomas Bird found comfort in
the assurance that Mrs. Warbeck had kept her secret as the
borrower kept his.
Alma's father was not
utterly dishonoured in his sight.
One day in January, Thomas,
pleading indisposition, left work at twelve. He had a cold and a headache, and
felt more miserable than at any time since his school-days. As he rode home in
an omnibus Mr. and Mrs. Warbeck were entertaining friends at the
wedding-breakfast, and Thomas knew it. For an hour or two in the afternoon he
sat patiently under his landlady's talk, but a fit of nervous exasperation at
length drove him forth, and he did not return till supper-time. Just as he sat
down to a basin of gruel, Mrs. Batty admitted a boy who brought him a message.
'Mother sent me round, Mr. Bird,' said the messenger, 'and she wants to know if
you could just come and see her; it's something about father. He had some work
to do, but he hasn't come home to do it.'
Without speaking Thomas
equipped himself and walked a quarter of a mile to the lodgings of a married
friend of his—a clerk chronically out of work, and too often in liquor. The
wife received him with tears. After eight weeks without earning a penny, her
husband had obtained the job of addressing five hundred envelopes, to be done
at home and speedily. Tempted forth by an acquaintance 'for half a minute' as
he sat down to the task, he had been absent for three hours, and would
certainly return unfit for work.
'It isn't only the money,'
sobbed his wife, 'but it might have got him more work, and now, of course, he's
lost the chance, and we haven't nothing more than a crust of bread left. And—'
Thomas slipped half-a-crown
into her hand and whispered, 'Send Jack before the shops close.' Then, to
escape thanks, he shouted out, 'Where's these blessed envelopes, and where's
the addresses? All right, just leave me this corner of the table and don't
speak to me as long as I sit here.'
Between half-past nine and
half-past twelve, at the rate of eighty an hour, he addressed all but half the
five hundred envelopes. Then his friend appeared, dolefully drunk. Thomas would
not look at him.
'He'll finish the rest by
dinner to-morrow,' said the miserable wife, 'and that's in time.'
So Thomas Bird went home. He
felt better at heart, and blamed himself for his weakness during the day. He
blamed himself often enough for this or that, knowing not that such as he are
the salt of the earth.
15.THE PIG AND WHISTLE
'I possess a capital of thirty thousand pounds. One-third of this
is invested in railway shares, which bear interest at three and a half per
cent.; another third is in Government stock, and produces two and
three-quarters per cent.; the rest is lent on mortgages, at three per cent.
Calculate my income for the present year.'
This kind of problem was
constantly being given out by Mr. Ruddiman, assistant master at Longmeadows
School. Mr. Ruddiman, who had reached the age of five-and-forty, and who never
in his life had possessed five-and-forty pounds, used his arithmetic lesson as
an opportunity for flight of imagination. When dictating a sum in which he
attributed to himself enormous wealth, his eyes twinkled, his slender body
struck a dignified attitude, and he smiled over the class with a certain genial
condescension. When the calculation proposed did not refer to personal income
it generally illustrated the wealth of the nation, in which Mr. Ruddiman had a
proud delight. He would bid his youngsters compute the proceeds of some
familiar tax, and the vast sum it represented rolled from his lips on a note of
extraordinary satisfaction, as if he gloried in this evidence of national
prosperity. His salary at Longmeadows just sufficed to keep him decently clad
and to support him during the holidays. He had been a master here for seven
years, and earnestly hoped that his services might be retained for at least
seven more; there was very little chance of his ever obtaining a better
position, and the thought of being cast adrift, of having to betake himself to
the school agencies and enter upon new engagements, gave Mr. Ruddiman a very
unpleasant sensation. In his time he had gone through hardships such as
naturally befall a teacher without diplomas and possessed of no remarkable
gifts; that he had never broken down in health was the result of an admirable
constitution and of much native cheerfulness. Only at such an establishment as
Longmeadows—an old-fashioned commercial 'academy,' recommended to parents by
the healthiness of its rural situation—could he have hoped to hold his ground
against modern educational tendencies, which aim at obliterating Mr. Ruddiman
and all his kind. Every one liked him; impossible not to like a man so
abounding in kindliness and good humour; but his knowledge was anything but
extensive, and his methods in instruction had a fine flavour of antiquity. Now
and then Mr. Ruddiman asked himself what was to become of him when sickness or
old age forbade his earning even the modest income upon which he could at
present count, but his happy temper dismissed the troublesome reflection. One
thing, however, he had decided; in future he would find some more economical
way of spending his holidays. Hitherto he had been guilty of the extravagance
of taking long journeys to see members of his scattered family, or of going to
the seaside, or of amusing himself (oh, how innocently!) in London. This kind
of thing must really stop. In the coming summer vacation he had determined to
save at least five sovereigns, and he fancied he had discovered a simple way of
doing it.
On pleasant afternoons, when
he was 'off duty,' Mr. Ruddiman liked to have a long ramble by himself about
the fields and lanes. In solitude he was never dull; had you met him during one
of these afternoon walks, more likely than not you would have seen a gentle smile
on his visage as he walked with head bent. Not that his thoughts were
definitely of agreeable things; consciously he thought perhaps of nothing at
all; but he liked the sunshine and country quiet, and the sense of momentary
independence. Every one would have known him for what he was. His dress, his
gait, his countenance, declared the under-master. Mr. Ruddiman never carried a
walking-stick; that would have seemed to him to be arrogating a social position
to which he had no claim. Generally he held his hands together behind him; if
not so, one of them would dip its fingers into a waistcoat pocket and the other
grasp the lapel of his coat. If anything he looked rather less than his age, a
result, perhaps, of having always lived with the young. His features were
agreeably insignificant; his body, though slight of build, had something of
athletic outline, due to long practice at cricket, football, and hockey.
If he had rather more time
than usual at his disposal he walked as far as the Pig and Whistle, a picturesque
little wayside inn, which stood alone, at more than a mile from the nearest
village. To reach the Pig and Whistle one climbed a long, slow ascent, and in
warm weather few pedestrians, or, for the matter of that, folks driving or
riding, could resist the suggestion of the ivy-shadowed porch which admitted to
the quaint parlour. So long was it since the swinging sign had been painted
that neither of Pig nor of Whistle was any trace now discoverable; but over the
porch one read clearly enough the landlord's name: William Fouracres. Only
three years ago had Mr. Fouracres established himself here; Ruddiman remembered
his predecessor, with whom he had often chatted whilst drinking his modest
bottle of ginger beer. The present landlord was a very different sort of man,
less affable, not disposed to show himself to every comer. Customers were
generally served by the landlord's daughter, and with her Mr. Ruddiman had come
to be on very pleasant terms.
But as this remark may
easily convey a false impression, it must be added that Miss Fouracres was a
very discreet, well-spoken, deliberate person, of at least two-and-thirty. Mr.
Ruddiman had known her for more than a year before anything save brief
civilities passed between them. In the second twelvemonth of their acquaintance
they reached the point of exchanging reminiscences as to the weather,
discussing the agricultural prospects of the county, and remarking on the
advantage to rural innkeepers of the fashion of bicycling. In the third year
they were quite intimate; so intimate, indeed, that when Mr. Fouracres chanced
to be absent they spoke of his remarkable history. For the landlord of the Pig
and Whistle had a history worth talking about, and Mr. Ruddiman had learnt it
from the landlord's own lips. Miss Fouracres would never have touched upon the
subject with any one in whom she did not feel confidence; to her it was far
from agreeable, and Mr. Ruddiman established himself in her esteem by taking
the same view of the matter.
Well, one July afternoon,
when the summer vacation drew near, the under-master perspired up the sunny
road with another object than that of refreshing himself at the familiar little
inn. He entered by the ivied porch, and within, as usual, found Miss Fouracres,
who sat behind the bar sewing. Miss Fouracres wore a long white apron, which
protected her dress from neck to feet, and gave her an appearance of great
neatness and coolness. She had a fresh complexion, and features which made no
disagreeable impression. At sight of the visitor she rose, and, as her habit
was, stood with one hand touching her chin, whilst she smiled the discreetest
of modest welcomes.
'Good day, Miss Fouracres,'
said the under-master, after his usual little cough.
'Good day, sir,' was the
reply, in a country voice which had a peculiar note of honesty. Miss Fouracres
had never yet learnt her acquaintance's name.
'Splendid weather for the
crops. I'll take a ginger-beer, if you please.'
'Indeed, that it is, sir.
Ginger-beer; yes, sir.'
Then followed two or three
minutes of silence. Miss Fouracres had resumed her sewing, though not her seat.
Mr. Ruddiman sipped his beverage more gravely than usual.
'How is Mr. Fouracres?' he
asked at length.
'I'm sorry to say, sir,' was
the subdued reply, 'that he's thinking about the Prince.'
'Oh, dear!' sighed Mr.
Ruddiman, as one for whom this mysterious answer had distressing significance.
'That's a great pity.'
'Yes, sir. And I'm sorry to
say,' went on Miss Fouracres, in the same confidential tone, 'that the Prince
is coming here. I don't mean here, sir, to the Pig and Whistle, but
to Woodbury Manor. Father saw it in the newspaper, and since then he's had no
rest, day or night. He's sitting out in the garden. I don't know whether you'd
like to go and speak to him, sir?'
'I will. Yes, I certainly
will. But there's something I should like to ask you about first, Miss
Fouracres. I'm thinking of staying in this part of the country through the
holidays'—long ago he had made known his position—'and it has struck me that
perhaps I could lodge here. Could you let me have a room? Just a bedroom would
be enough.'
'Why, yes, sir,' replied the
landlord's daughter. 'We have two bedrooms, you know, and I've no doubt my
father would be willing to arrange with you.'
'Ah, then I'll mention it to
him. Is he in very low spirits?'
'He's unusual low to-day,
sir. I shouldn't wonder if it did him good to see you, and talk a bit.'
Having finished his
ginger-beer, Mr. Ruddiman walked through the house and passed out into the
garden, where he at once became aware of Mr. Fouracres. The landlord, a man of
sixty, with grizzled hair and large, heavy countenance, sat in a rustic chair
under an apple-tree; beside him was a little table, on which stood a bottle of
whisky and a glass. Approaching, Mr. Ruddiman saw reason to suspect that the
landlord had partaken too freely of the refreshment ready to his hand. Mr.
Fouracres' person was in a limp state; his cheeks were very highly coloured,
and his head kept nodding as he muttered to himself. At the visitor's greeting
he looked up with a sudden surprise, as though he resented an intrusion on his
privacy.
'It's very hot, Mr.
Fouracres,' the under-master went on to remark with cordiality.
'Hot? I dare say it is,'
replied the landlord severely. 'And what else do you expect at this time of the
year, sir?'
'Just so, Mr. Fouracres,
just so!' said the other, as good-humouredly as possible. 'You don't find it
unpleasant?'
'Why should I, sir? It was a
good deal hotter day than this when His Royal
Highness called upon me; a good deal hotter. The Prince didn't complain;
not he. He said to me—I'm speaking of His Royal Highness, you understand;
I hope you understand that, sir?'
'Oh, perfectly!'
'His words were—"Very
seasonable weather, Mr. Fouracres." I'm not likely to forget what he said;
so it's no use you or any one else trying to make out that he didn't say that.
I tell you he did! "Very season weather, Mr.
Fouracres"—calling me by name, just like that. And it's no good you nor
anybody else—'
The effort of repeating the
Prince's utterance with what was meant to be a princely accent proved so
exhausting to Mr. Fouracres that he sank together in his chair and lost all
power of coherent speech. In a moment he seemed to be sleeping. Having watched
him a little while, Mr. Ruddiman spoke his name, and tried to attract his
attention; finding it useless he went back into the inn.
'I'm afraid I shall have to
put it off to another day, was his remark to the landlord's daughter. 'Mr.
Four-acres is—rather drowsy.'
'Ah, sir!' sighed the young
woman. 'I'm sorry to say he's often been like that lately.'
Their eyes met, but only for
an instant. Mr. Ruddiman looked and felt uncomfortable.
'I'll come again very soon,
Miss Fouracres,' he said. 'You might just speak to your father about the room.'
'Thank you, sir. I will,
sir.'
And, with another uneasy
glance, which was not returned, the under-master went his way. Descending
towards Longmeadows, he thought over the innkeeper's story, which may be
briefly related. Some ten years before this Mr. Fouracres occupied a very
comfortable position; he was landlord of a flourishing inn—called an hotel—in a
little town of some importance as an agricultural centre, and seemed perfectly
content with the life and the society natural to a man so circumstanced. His
manners were marked by a certain touch of pompousness, and he liked to dwell
upon the excellence of the entertainment which his house afforded, but these
were innocent characteristics which did not interfere with his reputation as a
sensible and sound man of business. It happened one day that two gentlemen on
horseback, evidently riding for their pleasure, stopped at the inn door, and,
after a few inquiries, announced that they would alight and have lunch. Mr.
Fouracres—who himself received these gentlemen—regarded one of them with much
curiosity, and presently came to the startling conclusion that he was about to
entertain no less a person than the Heir Apparent. He knew that the Prince was
then staying at a great house some ten miles away, and there could be no doubt
that one of his guests had a strong resemblance to the familiar portraits of
His Royal Highness. In his excitement at the supposed discovery, Mr. Fouracres
at once communicated it to those about him, and in a very few minutes half the
town had heard the news. Of course the host would allow no one but himself to
wait at the royal table—which was spread in the inn's best room, guarded
against all intrusion. In vain, however, did he listen for a word from either
of the gentlemen which might confirm his belief; in their conversation no name
or title was used, and no mention made of anything significant. They remained
for an hour. When their horses were brought round for them a considerable crowd
had gathered before the hotel, and the visitors departed amid a demonstration
of exuberant loyalty. On the following day, one or two persons who had been
present at this scene declared that the two gentlemen showed surprise, and
that, though both raised their hats in acknowledgment of the attention they
received, they rode away laughing.
For the morrow brought
doubts. People began to say that the Prince had never been near the town at
all, and that evidence could be produced of his having passed the whole day at
the house where he was a visitor. Mr. Fouracres smiled disdainfully; no
assertion or argument availed to shake his proud assurance that he had
entertained the Heir to the Throne. From that day he knew no peace. Fired with
an extraordinary arrogance, he viewed as his enemy every one who refused to
believe in the Prince's visit; he quarrelled violently with many of his best
friends; he brought insulting accusations against all manner of persons. Before
long the man was honestly convinced that there existed a conspiracy to rob him
of a distinction that was his due. Political animus had, perhaps, something to
do with it, for the Liberal newspaper (Mr. Fouracres was a stout Conservative)
made more than one malicious joke on the subject. A few townsmen stood by the
landlord's side and used their ingenuity in discovering plausible reasons why
the Prince did not care to have it publicly proclaimed that he had visited the
town and lunched at the hotel. These partisans scorned the suggestion that Mr.
Fouracres had made a mistake, but they were unable to deny that a letter, addressed
to the Prince himself, with a view to putting an end to the debate, had
elicited (in a secretarial hand) a brief denial of the landlord's story.
Evidently something very mysterious underlay the whole affair, and there was
much shaking of heads for a long time.
To Mr. Fouracres the result
of the honour he so strenuously vindicated was serious indeed. By way of
defiance to all mockers he wished to change the time-honoured sign of the inn,
and to substitute for it the Prince of Wales's Feathers. On this point he came
into conflict with the owner of the property, and, having behaved very
violently, received notice that his lease, just expiring, would not be renewed.
Whereupon what should Mr. Fouracres do but purchase land and begin to build for
himself an hotel twice as large as that he must shortly quit. On this venture
he used all, and more than all, his means, and, as every one had prophesied, he
was soon a ruined man. In less than three years from the fatal day he turned
his back upon the town where he had known respect and prosperity, and went
forth to earn his living as best he could. After troublous wanderings, on which
he was accompanied by his daughter, faithful and devoted, though she had her
doubts on a certain subject, the decayed publican at length found a place of
rest. A small legacy from a relative had put it in his power to make a new,
though humble, beginning in business; he established himself at the Pig and
Whistle.
The condition in which he
had to-day been discovered by Mr. Ruddiman was not habitual with him. Once a
month, perhaps, his melancholy thoughts drove him to the bottle; for the most
part he led a sullen, brooding life, indifferent to the state of his affairs,
and only animated when he found a new and appreciative listener to the story of
his wrongs. That he had been grievously wronged was Mr. Fouracres' immutable
conviction. Not by His Royal Highness; the Prince knew nothing of the strange
conspiracy which had resulted in Fouracres' ruin; letters addressed to His
Royal Highness were evidently intercepted by underlings, and never came before
the royal eyes. Again and again had Mr. Fouracres written long statements of
his case, and petitioned for an audience. He was now resolved to adopt other
methods; he would use the first opportunity of approaching the Prince's person,
and lifting up his voice where he could not but be heard. He sought no vulgar
gain; his only desire was to have this fact recognised, that he had, indeed,
entertained the Prince, and so put to shame all his scornful enemies. And now
the desired occasion offered itself. In the month of September His Royal
Highness would be a guest at Woodbury Manor, distant only some couple of miles
from the Pig and Whistle. It was the excitement of such a prospect which had
led Mr. Fouracres to undue indulgence under the apple-tree this afternoon.
A week later Mr. Ruddiman
again ascended the hill, and, after listening patiently to the narrative which
he had heard fifty times, came to an arrangement with Mr. Fouracres about the
room he wished to rent for the holidays. The terms were very moderate, and the
under-master congratulated himself on this prudent step. He felt sure that a
couple of months at the Pig and Whistle would be anything but disagreeable. The
situation was high and healthy; the surroundings were picturesque. And for
society, well, there was Miss Fouracres, whom Mr. Ruddiman regarded as a very
sensible and pleasant person.
Of course, no one at
Longmeadows had an inkling of the under-master's intention. On the day of
'breaking up' he sent his luggage, as usual, to the nearest railway station,
and that same evening had it conveyed by carrier to the little wayside inn,
where, much at ease in mind and body, he passed his first night.
He had a few books with him,
but Mr. Ruddiman was not much of a reader. In the garden of the inn, or
somewhere near by, he found a spot of shade, and there, pipe in mouth, was
content to fleet the hours as they did in the golden age. Now and then he tried
to awaken his host's interest in questions of national finance. It was one of
Mr. Ruddiman's favourite amusements to sketch Budgets in anticipation of that
to be presented by the Chancellor of the Exchequer, and he always convinced
himself that his own financial expedients were much superior to those laid
before Parliament. All sorts of ingenious little imposts were constantly
occurring to him, and his mouth watered with delight at the sound of millions
which might thus be added to the national wealth. But to Mr. Fouracres such
matters seemed trivial. A churchwarden between his lips, he appeared to listen,
sometimes giving a nod or a grunt; in reality his thoughts were wandering amid
bygone glories, or picturing a day of brilliant revenge.
Much more satisfactory were
the conversations between Mr. Ruddiman and his host's daughter; they were
generally concerned with the budget, not of the nation, but of the Pig and
Whistle. Miss Fouracres was a woman of much domestic ability; she knew how to
get the maximum of comfort out of small resources. But for her the inn would
have been a wretched little place—as, indeed, it was before her time. Miss
Fouracres worked hard and prudently. She had no help; the garden, the poultry,
all the cares of house and inn were looked after by her alone—except, indeed, a
few tasks beyond her physical strength, which were disdainfully performed by
the landlord. A pony and cart served chiefly to give Mr. Fouracres an airing
when his life of sedentary dignity grew burdensome. One afternoon, when he had
driven to the market town, his daughter and her guest were in the garden
together, gathering broad beans and gossiping with much contentment.
'I wish I could always live
here!' exclaimed Mr. Ruddiman, after standing for a moment with eyes fixed
meditatively upon a very large pod which he had just picked.
Miss Fouracres looked at him
as if in surprise, her left hand clasping her chin.
'Ah, you'd soon get tired of
it, sir.'
'I shouldn't! No, I'm sure I
shouldn't. I like this life. It suits me. I like it a thousand times better
than teaching in a school.'
'That's your fancy, sir.'
As Miss Fouracres spoke a
sound from the house drew her attention; some one had entered the inn.
'A customer?' said Mr.
Ruddiman. 'Let me go and serve him—do let me!'
'But you wouldn't know how,
sir.'
'If it's beer, and that's
most likely, I know well enough. I've watched you so often. I'll go and see.'
With the face of a schoolboy
he ran into the house, and was absent about ten minutes. Then he reappeared,
chinking coppers in his hand and laughing gleefully.
'A cyclist! Pint of
half-and-half! I served him as if I'd done nothing else all my life.'
Miss Fouracres looked at him
with wonder and admiration. She did not laugh; demonstrative mirth was not one
of her characteristics; but for a long time there dwelt upon her good, plain
countenance a half-smile of placid contentment. When they went in together, Mr.
Ruddiman begged her to teach him all the mysteries of the bar, and his request
was willingly granted. In this way they amused themselves until the return of
the landlord, who, as soon as he had stabled his pony, called Mr. Ruddiman
aside, and said in a hoarse whisper—
'The Prince comes
to-morrow!'
'Ha! does he?' was the
answer, in a tone of feigned interest.
'I shall see him. It's all
settled. I've made friends with one of the gardeners at Woodbury Manor, and
he's promised to put me in the way of meeting His Royal Highness. I shall have
to go over there for a day or two, and stay in Woodbury, to be on the spot when
the chance offers.'
Mr. Fouracres had evidently
been making his compact with the aid of strong liquor; he walked unsteadily,
and in other ways betrayed imperfect command of himself. Presently, at the
tea-table, he revealed to his daughter the great opportunity which lay before
him, and spoke of the absence from home it would necessitate.
'Of course you'll do as you
like, father,' replied Miss Fouracres, with her usual deliberation, and quite
good-humouredly, 'but I think you're going on a fool's errand, and that I tell
you plain. If you'd just forget all about the Prince, and settle down quiet at
the Pig and Whistle, it 'ud be a good deal better for you.'
The landlord regarded her
with surprise and scorn. It was the first time that his daughter had ventured
to express herself so unmistakably.
'The Pig and Whistle!' he
exclaimed. 'A pothouse! I who have kept an hotel and entertained His Royal
Highness. You speak like an ignorant woman. Hold your tongue, and don't dare to
let me hear your voice again until to-morrow morning!'
Miss Fouracres obeyed him.
She was absolutely mute for the rest of the evening, save when obliged to
exchange a word or two with rustic company or in the taproom. Her features
expressed uneasiness rather than mortification.
The next day, after an early
breakfast, Mr. Fouracres set forth to the town of Woodbury. He had the face of
a man with a fixed idea, and looked more obstinate, more unintelligent than
ever. To his daughter he had spoken only a few cold words, and his last bidding
to her was 'Take care of the pothouse!' This treatment gave Miss Fouracres much
pain, for she was a softhearted woman, and had never been anything but loyal
and affectionate to her father all through his disastrous years. Moreover, she
liked the Pig and Whistle, and could not bear to hear it spoken of disdainfully.
Before the sound of the cart had died away she had to wipe moisture from her
eyes, and at the moment when she was doing so Mr. Ruddiman came into the
parlour.
'Has Mr. Fouracres gone?'
asked the guest, with embarrassment.
'Just gone, sir,' replied
the young woman, half turned away, and nervously fingering her chin.
'I shouldn't trouble about
it if I were you, Miss Fouracres,' said Mr. Ruddiman in a tone of friendly
encouragement. 'He'll soon be back, he'll soon be back, and you may depend upon
it there'll be no harm done.'
'I hope so, sir, but I've an
uneasy sort of feeling; I have indeed.'
'Don't you worry, Miss
Fouracres. When the Prince has gone away he'll be better.'
Miss Fouracres stood for a
moment with eyes cast down, then, looking gravely at Mr. Ruddiman, said in a
sorrowful voice—
'He calls the Pig and
Whistle a pothouse.'
'Ah, that was wrong of him!'
protested the other, no less earnestly. 'A pothouse, indeed! Why, it's one of
the nicest little inns you could find anywhere. I'm getting fond of the Pig and
Whistle. A pothouse, indeed! No, I call that shameful.'
The listener's eyes shone
with gratification.
'Of course we've got to
remember,' she said more softly, 'that father has known very different things.'
'I don't care what he has
known!' cried Mr. Ruddiman. 'I hope I may never have a worse home than the Pig
and Whistle. And I only wish I could live here all the rest of my life, instead
of going back to that beastly school!'
'Don't you like the school,
Mr. Ruddiman?'
'Oh, I can't say I _dis_like
it. But since I've been living here—well, it's no use thinking of
impossibilities.'
Towards midday the pony and
trap came back, driven by a lad from Woodbury, who had business in this
direction. Miss Fouracres asked him to unharness and stable the pony, and whilst
this was being done Mr. Ruddiman stood by, studiously observant. He had
pleasure in every detail of the inn life. To-day he several times waited upon
passing guests, and laughed exultantly at the perfection he was attaining. Miss
Fouracres seemed hardly less pleased, but when alone she still wore an anxious
look, and occasionally heaved a sigh of trouble.
Mr. Ruddiman, as usual, took
an early supper, and soon after went up to his room. By ten o'clock the house
was closed, and all through the night no sound disturbed the peace of the Pig
and Whistle.
The morrow passed without
news of Mr. Fouracres. On the morning after, just as Mr. Ruddiman was finishing
his breakfast, alone in the parlour, he heard a loud cry of distress from the
front part of the inn. Rushing out to see what was the matter, he found Miss
Fouracres in agitated talk with a man on horseback.
'Ah, what did I say!' she
cried at sight of the guest. 'Didn't I know something was
going to happen? I must go at once—I must put in the pony—'
'I'll do that for you,' said
Mr. Ruddiman. 'But what has happened?'
The horseman, a messenger
from Woodbury, told a strange tale. Very early this morning, a gardener walking
through the grounds at Woodbury Manor, and passing by a little lake or
fishpond, saw the body of a man lying in the water, which at this point was not
three feet in depth. He drew the corpse to the bank, and, in so doing,
recognised his acquaintance, Mr. Fouracres, with whom he had spent an hour or
two at a public-house in Woodbury on the evening before. How the landlord of
the Pig and Whistle had come to this tragic end neither the gardener nor any
one else in the neighbourhood could conjecture.
Mr. Ruddiman set to work at
once on harnessing the pony, while Miss Fouracres, now quietly weeping, went to
prepare herself for the journey. In a very few minutes the vehicle was ready at
the door. The messenger had already ridden away.
'Can you drive yourself,
Miss Fouracres?' asked Ruddiman, looking and speaking with genuine sympathy.
'Oh yes, sir. But I don't
know what to do about the house. I may be away all day. And what about you,
sir?'
'Leave me to look after
myself, Miss Fouracres. And trust me to look after the house too, will you? You
know I can do it. Will you trust me?'
'It's only that I'm ashamed,
sir—'
'Not a bit of it. I'm very
glad, indeed, to be useful; I assure you I am.'
'But your dinner, sir?'
'Why, there's cold meat.
Don't you worry, Miss Fouracres. I'll look after myself, and the house too; see
if I don't. Go at once, and keep your mind at ease on my account, pray do!'
'It's very good of you, sir,
I'm sure it is. Oh, I knew something was going to happen!
Didn't I say so?'
Mr. Ruddiman helped her into
the trap; they shook hands silently, and Miss Fouracres drove away. Before the
turn of the road she looked back. Ruddiman was still watching her; he waved his
hand, and the young woman waved to him in reply.
Left alone, the under-master
took off his coat and put on an apron, then addressed himself to the task of
washing up his breakfast things. Afterwards he put his bedroom in order. About
ten o'clock the first customer came in, and, as luck had it, the day proved a
busier one than usual. No less than four cyclists stopped to make a meal. Mr.
Ruddiman was able to supply them with cold beef and ham; moreover, he cooked
eggs, he made tea—and all this with a skill and expedition which could hardly
have been expected of him. None the less did he think constantly of Miss
Fouracres. About five in the afternoon wheels sounded; aproned and in his
shirt-sleeves, he ran to the door—as he had already done several times at the
sound of a vehicle—and with great satisfaction saw the face of his hostess.
She, too, though her eyes showed she had been weeping long, smiled with
gladness; the next moment she exclaimed distressfully.
'Oh, sir! To think you've
been here alone all day! And in an apron!'
'Don't think about me, Miss
Fouracres. You look worn out, and no wonder. I'll get you some tea at once. Let
the pony stand here a little; he's not so tired as you are. Come in and have
some tea, Miss Fouracres.'
Mr. Ruddiman would not be
denied; he waited upon his hostess, got her a very comfortable tea, and sat
near her whilst she was enjoying it. Miss Fouracres' story of the day's events
still left her father's death most mysterious. All that could be certainly
known was that the landlord of the Pig and Whistle had drunk rather freely with
his friend the gardener at an inn at Woodbury, and towards nine o'clock in the
evening had gone out, as he said, for a stroll before bedtime. Why he entered
the grounds of Woodbury Manor, and how he got into the pond there, no one could
say. People talked of suicide, but Miss Fouracres would not entertain that
suggestion. Of course there was to be an inquest, and one could only await the
result of such evidence as might be forthcoming. During the day Miss Fouracres
had telegraphed to the only relatives of whom she knew anything, two sisters of
her father, who kept a shop in London. Possibly one of them might come to the
funeral.
'Well,' said Mr. Ruddiman,
in a comforting tone, 'all you have to do is to keep quiet. Don't trouble about
anything. I'll look after the business.'
Miss Fouracres smiled at him
through her tears.
'It's very good of you, sir,
but you make me feel ashamed. What sort of a day have you had?'
'Splendid! Look here!'
He exhibited the day's
receipts, a handful of cash, and, with delight decently subdued, gave an
account of all that had happened.
'I like this business!' he
exclaimed. 'Don't you trouble about anything.
Leave it all to me, Miss Fouracres.'
One of the London aunts came
down, and passed several days at the Pig and Whistle. She was a dry, keen,
elderly woman, chiefly interested in the question of her deceased brother's
property, which proved to be insignificant enough. Meanwhile the inquest was
held, and all the countryside talked of Mr. Fouracres, whose story, of course,
was published in full detail by the newspapers. Once more opinions were divided
as to whether the hapless landlord really had or had not entertained His Royal
Highness. Plainly, Mr. Fouracres' presence in the grounds of Woodbury Manor was
due to the fact that the Prince happened to be staying there. In a state of
irresponsibility, partly to be explained by intoxication, partly by the impulse
of his fixed idea, he must have gone rambling in the dark round the Manor, and
there, by accident, have fallen into the water. No clearer hypothesis resulted
from the legal inquiry, and with this all concerned had perforce to be
satisfied. Mr. Fouracres was buried, and, on the day after the funeral, his
sister returned to London. She showed no interest whatever in her niece, who,
equally independent, asked neither counsel nor help.
Mr. Ruddiman and his hostess
were alone together at the Pig and Whistle. The situation had a certain
awkwardness. Familiars of the inn—country-folk of the immediate
neighbourhood—of course began to comment on the state of things, joking among
themselves about Mr. Ruddiman's activity behind the bar. The under-master
himself was in an uneasy frame of mind. When Miss Fouracres' aunt had gone, he
paced for an hour or two about the garden; the hostess was serving cyclists. At
length the familiar voice called to him.
'Will you have your dinner,
Mr. Ruddiman?'
He went in, and, before entering
the parlour, stood looking at a cask of ale which had been tilted forward.
'We must tap the new cask,'
he remarked.
'Yes, sir, I suppose we
must,' replied his hostess, half absently.
'I'll do it at once. Some
more cyclists might come.'
For the rest of the day they
saw very little of each other. Mr. Ruddiman rambled musing. When he came at the
usual hour to supper, guests were occupying the hostess. Having eaten, he went
out to smoke his pipe in the garden, and lingered there—it being a fine, warm night—till
after ten o'clock. Miss Fouracres' voice aroused him from a fit of abstraction.
'I've just locked up, sir.'
'Ah! Yes. It's late.'
They stood a few paces
apart. Mr. Ruddiman had one hand in his waistcoat pocket, the other behind his
back; Miss Fouracres was fingering her chin.
'I've been wondering,' said
the under-master in a diffident voice, 'how you'll manage all alone, Miss
Fouracres.'
'Well, sir,' was the equally
diffident reply, 'I've been wondering too.'
'It won't be easy to manage
the Pig and Whistle all alone.'
'I'm afraid not, sir.'
'Besides, you couldn't live
here in absolute solitude. It wouldn't be safe.'
'I shouldn't quite like it,
sir.'
'But I'm sure you wouldn't
like to leave the Pig and Whistle, Miss
Fouracres?'
'I'd much rather stay, sir,
if I could any way manage it.'
Mr. Ruddiman drew a step
nearer.
'Do you know, Miss
Fouracres, I've been thinking just the same. The fact is, I don't like the
thought of leaving the Pig and Whistle; I don't like it at all. This life suits
me. Could you'—he gave a little laugh—'engage me as your assistant, Miss
Fouracres?'
'Oh, sir!'
'You couldn't?'
'How can you think of such a
thing, sir.'
'Well, then, there's only
one way out of the difficulty that I can see. Do you think—'
Had it not been dark Mr. Ruddiman
would hardly have ventured to make the suggestion which fell from him in a
whisper. Had it not been dark Miss Fouracres would assuredly have hesitated
much longer before giving her definite reply. As it was, five minutes of
conversation solved what had seemed a harder problem than any the under-master
set to his class at Longmeadows, and when these two turned to enter the Pig and
Whistle, they went hand in hand.
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