POOR,
DEAR MARGARET KIRBY
AND OTHER STORIES
THE WORKS OF KATHLEEN NORRIS VOLUME III
This book is Jim's,—this page shall bear
Its witness to my love for him.
Best of small brothers anywhere,
Who would not do as much for Jim?
CONTENTS
1.POOR, DEAR MARGARET
KIRBY 2.BRIDGING THE YEARS 3.THE TIDE-MARSH
4.WHAT HAPPENED TO
ALANNA 5.THE FRIENDSHIP OF
ALANNA 6."S IS FOR
SHIFTLESS SUSANNA" 7.THE LAST CAROLAN 8.MAKING ALLOWANCES
FOR MAMMA 9.THE MEASURE OF
MARGARET COPPERED 10.MISS MIX, KIDNAPPER 11.SHANDON WATERS 12.GAYLEY THE
TROUBADOUR 13.DR. BATES AND MISS
SALLY 14.THE GAY DECEIVER 15.THE RAINBOW'S END
16.ROSEMARY'S
STEPMOTHER 17.AUSTIN'S GIRL 18.RISING WATER
1.POOR, DEAR MARGARET
KIRBY
I
"You and I have been married nearly seven years," Margaret Kirby reflected bitterly, "and I suppose we are as near hating each other as two civilized people ever were!"
She did not say it aloud. The Kirbys had long ago given up any
discussion of their attitude to each other. But as the thought came into her
mind she eyed her husband—lounging moodily in her motor-car, as they swept home
through the winter twilight—with hopeless, mutinous irritation.
What was the matter, she wondered, with John and Margaret
Kirby—young, handsome, rich, and popular? What had been wrong with their
marriage, that brilliantly heralded and widely advertised event? Whose fault
was it that they two could not seem to understand each other, could not seem to
live out their lives together in honorable and dignified companionship, as
generations of their forebears had done?
"Perhaps everyone's marriage is more or less like ours,"
Margaret mused miserably. "Perhaps there's no such thing as a happy
marriage."
Almost all the women that she knew admitted unhappiness of one
sort or another, and discussed their domestic troubles freely. Margaret had
never sunk to that; it would not even have been a relief to a nature as
self-sufficient and as cold as hers. But for years she had felt that her
marriage tie was an irksome and distasteful bond, and only that afternoon she
had been stung by the bitter fact that the state of affairs between her husband
and herself was no secret from their world. A certain audacious newspaper had
boldly hinted that there would soon be a sensational separation in the Kirby
household, whose beautiful mistress would undoubtedly follow her first unhappy
marital experience with another—and, it was to be hoped, a more
fortunate—marriage.
Margaret had laughed when the article was shown her, with the easy
flippancy that is the stock in trade of her type of society woman; but the
arrow had reached her very soul, nevertheless.
So it had come to that, had it? She and John had failed! They were
to be dragged through the publicity, the humiliations, that precede the
sundering of what God has joined together. They had drifted, as so many
hundreds and thousands of men and women drift, from the warm, glorious
companionship of the honeymoon, to quarrels, to truces, to discussion, to a
recognition of their utter difference in point of view, and to this final
independent, cool adjustment, that left their lives as utterly separated as if
they had never met.
Yet she had done only what all the women she knew had done,
Margaret reminded herself in self-justification. She had done it a little more
brilliantly, perhaps; she had spent more money, worn handsomer jewels and
gowns; she had succeeded in idling away her life in that utter leisure that was
the ideal of them all, whether they were quite able to achieve it or not. Some
women had to order their dinners, had occasionally to go about in hired
vehicles, had to consider the cost of hats and gowns; but Margaret, the envied,
had her own carriage and motor-car, her capable housekeeper, her yearly trip to
Paris for uncounted frocks and hats.
All the women she knew were useless, boasting rather of what they
did not have to do than of what they did, and Margaret was more successfully
useless than the others. But wasn't that the lot of a woman who is rich, and
marries a richer man? Wasn't it what married life should be?
"I don't know what makes me nervous to-night," Margaret
said to herself finally, settling back comfortably in her furs. "Perhaps I
only imagine John is going to make one of his favorite scenes when we get home.
Probably he hasn't seen the article at all. I don't care, anyway! If it SHOULD
come to a divorce, why, we know plenty of people who are happier that way.
Thank Heaven, there isn't a child to complicate things!"
Five feet away from her, as the motor-car waited before crossing
the park entrance, a tall man and a laughing girl were standing, waiting to
cross the street.
"But aren't we too late for gallery seats?" Margaret
heard the girl say, evidently deep in an important choice.
"Oh, no!" the man assured her eagerly.
"Then I choose the fifty-cent dinner and 'Hoffman' by all means,"
she decided joyously.
Margaret looked after them, a sudden pain at her heart. She did
not know what the pain was. She thought she was pitying that young husband and
wife; but her thoughts went back to them as she entered her own warm, luxurious
rooms a few moments later.
"Fifty-cent dinner!" she murmured. "It must be
awful!"
To her surprise, her husband followed her into her room, without
knocking, and paid no attention to the very cold stare with which she greeted
him.
"Sit down a minute, Margaret, will you?" he said,
"and let your woman go. I want to speak to you."
Angry to feel herself a little at loss, Margaret nodded to the
maid, and said in a carefully controlled tone:
"I am dining at the Kelseys', John. Perhaps some other
time—"
Her husband, a thin, tall man, prematurely gray, was pacing the
floor nervously, his hands plunged deep in his coat pockets. He cleared his
throat several times before he spoke. His voice was sharp, and his words were
delivered quickly:
"It's come to this, Margaret—I'm very sorry to have to tell
you, but things have finally reached the point where it's—it's got to come out!
Bannister and I have been nursing it along; we've done all that we could. I
went down to Washington and saw Peterson, but it's no use! We turn it all
over—the whole thing—to the creditors to-morrow!" His voice rose suddenly;
it was shocking to see the control suddenly fail. "I tell you it's all up,
Margaret! It's the end of me! I won't face it!"
He dropped into a chair, but suddenly sprang up again, and began
to walk about the room.
"Now, you can do just what you think wise," he resumed
presently, in the advisory, quiet tones he usually used to her. "You can
always have the income of your Park Avenue house; your Aunt Paul will be glad
enough to go abroad with you, and there are personal things—the house silver
and the books—that you can claim. I've lain awake nights planning—" His
voice shook again, but he gained his calm after a moment. "I want to ask
you not to work yourself up over it," he added.
There was a silence. Margaret regarded him in stony fury. She was
deadly white.
"Do you mean that Throckmorton, Kirby, & Son have—has
failed?" she asked. "Do you mean that my money—the money that my
father left me—is GONE? Does Mr. Bannister say so? Why—why has it never
occurred to you to warn me?"
"I did warn you. I did try to tell you, in July—why, all the
world knew how things were going!"
If, on the last word, there crept into his voice the plea that
even a strong man makes to his women for sympathy, for solace, Margaret's eyes
killed it. John, turning to go, gave her what consolation he could.
"Margaret, I can only say I'm sorry. I tried—Bannister knows
how I tried to hold my own. But I was pretty young when your father died, and
there was no one to help me learn. I'm glad it doesn't mean actual suffering
for you. Some day, perhaps, we'll get some of it back. God knows I hope so.
I've not meant much to you. Your marriage has cost you pretty dear. But I'm
going to do the only thing I can for you."
Silence followed. Margaret presently roused herself.
"I suppose this can be kept from the papers? We needn't be
discussed and pointed at in the streets?" she asked heavily, her face a
mask of distaste.
"That's impossible," said John, briefly.
"To some people nothing is impossible," Margaret said.
Her husband turned again without a word, and left her. Afterward
she remembered the sick misery in his eyes, the whiteness of his face.
What did she do then? She didn't know. Did she go at once to the
dressing-table? Did she ring for Louise, or was she alone as she slowly got
herself into a loose wrapper and unpinned her hair?
How long was it before she heard that horrible cry in the hall?
What was it—that, or the voices and the flying footsteps, that brought her,
shaken and gasping, to her feet?
She never knew. She only
knew that she was in John's dressing-room, and that the servants were
clustered, a sobbing, terrified group, in the doorway. John's head, heavy, with
shut eyes, was on her shoulder; John's limp body was in her arms. They were
telling her that this was the bottle he had emptied, and that he was dead.
II
It was a miracle that
they had got her husband to the hospital alive, the doctors told Margaret, late
that night. His life could be only a question of moments. It was extraordinary
that he should live through the night, they told her the next morning; but it
could not last more than a few hours now. It was impossible for John Kirby to
live, they said; but John Kirby lived.
He lived, to struggle through agonies undreamed of, back to days
of new pain. There were days and weeks and months when he lay, merely
breathing, now lightly, now just a shade more deeply.
There came a day when great doctors gathered about him to exult
that he undoubtedly, indisputably winced when the hypodermic needle hurt him.
There was a great day, in late summer, when he muttered something. Then came
relapses, discouragements, the bitter retracing of steps.
On Christmas Day he opened his eyes, and said to the grave, thin
woman who sat with her hand in his:
"Margaret!"
He slipped off again too quickly to know that she had broken into
tears and fallen on her knees beside him.
After a while he sat up, and was read to, and finally wept because
the nurses told him that some day he would want to get up and walk about again.
His wife came every day, and he clung to her like a child. Sometimes, watching
her, a troubled thought would darken his eyes; but on a day when they first
spoke of the terrible past, she smiled at him the motherly smile that he was
beginning so to love, and told him that all business affairs could wait. And he
believed her.
One glorious spring afternoon, when the park looked deliriously
fresh and green from the hospital windows, John received permission to extend
his little daily walk beyond the narrow garden. With an invalid's impatience,
he bemoaned the fact that his wife would not be there that day to accompany him
on his first trip into the world.
His nurse laughed at him.
"Don't you think you're well enough to go and make a little
call on Mrs. Kirby?" she suggested brightly. "She's only two blocks
away, you know. She's right here on Madison Avenue. Keep in the sunlight and
walk slowly, and be sure to come back before it's cold, or I'll send the police
after you."
Thus warned, John started off, delighted at the independence that
he was gaining day after day. He walked the two short blocks with the care that
only convalescents know; a little confused by the gay, jarring street noises,
the wide light and air about him.
He found the address, but somehow the big, gloomy double house
didn't look like Margaret. There was a Mrs. Kirby there, the maid assured him,
however, and John sat down in a hopelessly ugly drawing-room to wait for her.
Instead, there came in a cheerful little woman who introduced herself as Mrs.
Kippam. She was of the chattering, confidential type so often found in her
position.
"Now, you wanted Mrs. Kirby, didn't you?" she said
regretfully. "She's out. I'm the housekeeper here, and I thought if it was
just a question of rooms, maybe I'd do as well?"
"There's some mistake," said John; and he was still weak
enough to feel himself choke at the disappointment. "I want Mrs. John
Kirby—a very beautiful Mrs. Kirby, who is quite prominent in—"
"Oh, yes, indeed!" said Mrs. Kippam, lowering her voice
and growing confidential. "That's the same one. Her husband failed, and
all but killed himself, you know—you've read about it in the papers? She sold
everything she had, you know, to help out the firm, and then she came here—"
"Bought out an interest in this?" said John, very
quietly, in his winning voice.
"Well, she just came here as a regular guest at first,"
said Mrs. Kippam, with a cautious glance at the door. "I was running it
then; but I'd got into awful debt, and my little boy was sick, and I got to
telling her my worries. Well, she was looking for something to do—a companion
or private secretary position—but she didn't find it, and she had so many good
ideas about this house, and helped me out so, just talking things over, that
finally I asked her if she wouldn't be my partner. And she was glad to; she was
just about worried to death by that time."
"I thought Mrs. Kirby had property—investments in her own
name?" John said.
"Oh, she did, but she put everything right back into the
firm," said Mrs. Kippam. "Lots of her old friends went back on her
for doing it," the little woman went on, in a burst of loyal anger.
"However," she added, very much enjoying her listener's close
attention, "I declare my luck seemed to change the day she took hold!
First thing was that her friends, and a lot that weren't her friends, came here
out of curiosity, and that advertised the place. Then she slaves day and night,
goes right into the kitchen herself and watches things; and she has such a way
with the help—she knows how to manage them. And the result is that we've got
the house packed for next winter, and we'll have as many as thirty people here
all summer long. I feel like another person," the tears suddenly brimmed
her weak, kind eyes, and she fumbled with her handkerchief. "You'll think
I'm crazy running on this way!" said little Mrs. Kippam, "but
everything has gone so good. My Lesty is much better, and as things are now I
can get him into the country next year; and I feel like I owed it all to Margaret
Kirby!"
John tried to speak, but the room was wheeling about him. As he
raised his trembling hand to his eyes, a shadow fell across the doorway, and
Margaret came in. Tired, shabby, laden with bundles, she stood blinking at him
a moment; and then, with a sudden cry of tenderness and pity, she was on her
knees by his side.
"Margaret! Margaret!" he whispered. "What have you
done?"
She did not answer, but gathered him close in her strong arms, and they kissed each other with wet eyes.
III
A few weeks later John came to the boarding-house, nervous, discouraged, still weak. Despite Margaret's bravery, they both felt the position a strained and uncomfortable one. As day after day proved his utter unfitness for a fresh business start in the cruel, jarring competition of the big city, John's spirits nagged pitifully. He hated the boarding-house.
"It's only the bridge that takes us over the river," his
wife reminded him.
But when a little factory in a little town, half a day's journey
away, offered John a manager's position, at a salary that made them both smile,
she let him accept it without a murmur.
Her courage lasted until he was on the train, travelling toward
the new town and the new position. But as she walked back to her own business,
a sort of nausea seized her. The big, heroic fight was over; John's life was
saved, and the debt reduced to a reasonable burden. But the deadly monotony was
ahead, the drudgery of days and days of hateful labor, the struggle—for what?
When could they ever take their place again in the world that they knew? Who
could ever work up again from debts like these? Would John always be the weak,
helpless convalescent, or would he go back to the old type, the bored, silent
man of clubs and business?
Margaret turned a grimy corner, and was joined by one of her
boarders, a cheerful little army wife.
"Well, we'll miss Mr. Kirby, I'm sure," said little Mrs.
Camp, as they mounted the steps. "And by the way, Mrs. Kirby, you won't
mind if I ask if we mayn't just now and then have some of the new towels on our
floor—will you? We never get anything but the old, thin towels. Of course, it's
Alma's fault; but I think every one ought to take a turn at the new towels as
well as the old, don't you?"
"I'll speak to Alma," said Margaret, turning her key.
A lonely, busy autumn fellowed, and a winter of hard and thankless
work.
"I feel like a plumber's wife," smiled Margaret to Mrs.
Kippam, when in November John wrote her of a "raise."
But when he came down for two days at Christmastime, she noticed
that he was brown, cheerful, and amazingly strong. They were as shy as lovers
on this little holiday, Margaret finding that her old maternal,
half-patronizing attitude toward her husband did not fit the case at all, and
John almost as much at a loss.
In April she went up to Applebridge, and they spent a whole day
roaming about in the fresh spring fields together.
"It's really a delicious little place," she confided to
Mrs. Kippam when she returned. "The sort of place where kiddies carry
their lunches to school, and their mothers put up preserves, and everybody has
a surrey and an old horse. John's quite a big man up there."
After the April visit came a long break, for John went to Chicago
in the July fortnight they had planned to spend together; and when he at last
came to New York for another Christmas, Margaret was in bed with a bad throat,
and could only whisper her questions. So another winter struggled by, and
another spring, and when summer came Margaret found that it was almost
impossible to break away from her increasing responsibilities.
But on a fragrant, soft October day she found herself getting off
the early train in the little station; and as a big man waved his hat to her,
and they turned to walk down the road together, they smiled into each other's
eyes like two children.
"Were you surprised at the letter?" said John.
"Not so much surprised as glad," said Margaret, coloring
like a girl.
They presently turned off the main road, and entered a certain
gate. Beyond the gate was an old, overgrown garden, and beyond that a house—a
broad, shabby house; and beyond that again an orchard, and barns and outhouses.
John took a key from his pocket, and they opened the front door.
Roses, looking in the back door, across a bare, wide stretch of hall, smiled at
them. The sunlight fell everywhere in clear squares on the bare floors. It
brightened the big kitchen, and glinted in the pantry, still faintly redolent
of apples stored on shelves. It crept into the attic, and touched the scored
casement where years ago a dozen children had recorded their heights and ages.
Margaret and John came out on the porch again, and she turned to
him with brimming eyes. It suddenly swept over her, with a thankfulness too
deep for realization, that this would be her world. She would sit on this wide
porch, waiting for him in the summer afternoons; she would go about from room
to room on the happy, commonplace journeys of house-keeping; would keep the
fire blazing against John's return. And in the years to come perhaps there
would be other voices about the old house; there would be little shining heads
to keep the sunlight always there.
"Well, Margaret, do you like it?" said John, his arm
about her, his face radiant with pride and happiness.
"Like it!" said Margaret. "Why, it's home!"
IV
So the Kirbys
disappeared from the world. Sometimes a newcomer at Margaret's club would ask
about the great portrait that hung over the library fireplace—the portrait of a
cold-eyed woman with beautiful pearls about her beautiful throat. Then the
history of poor, dear Margaret Kirby would be reviewed—its triumphs, its
glories, Margaret's brilliant marriage, her beauty, her wit. These only led to
the final tragic scenes that had ended it all.
"And now she is grubbing away dear knows where!" her
biographer would say carelessly. "Absolutely, they might as well be
buried!"
But about seven years after the Kirbys' disappearance, it happened
that four of Margaret's old intimates—the T. Illington Frarys and the Josiah
Dunnings—were taking a little motor trip in the Dunnings' big car, through the
northern part of the State. Just outside the little village of Applebridge,
something mysterious and annoying happened to the car, which stopped short, and
after some discussion it was decided that the ladies should wait therein, while
the men walked back in search of help.
Mrs. Dunning and Mrs. Frary, settling themselves comfortably in
the tonneau for a long wait, puzzled themselves a little over the name of
Applebridge.
"I can just remember hearing of it," said Mrs. Dunning,
sleepily, "but when or where or how I don't know."
They opened their books. A brilliant May afternoon throbbed,
hummed, sparkled all about them. The big wheels of the motor were deep in grass
and blossoms. On either side of the road, fields were gay with bees and
butterflies. Larks looped the blackberry-vines with quick flights; mustard-tops
showed their pale gold under the apple-blossoms.
Here and there a white cloud drifted in the deep, clear blue of
the sky. There had been rains a day or two before, and in the fragrant air
still hung a little chill, a haunting suggestion of wet earth and refreshed
blossoms. Somewhere near, but out of sight, a flooded creek was tumbling
noisily over its shallows.
Suddenly the Sunday stillness was broken by voices. The two women
in the motor looked at each other, listening. They heard a woman's voice,
singing; then a small boyish voice, then a man's voice. The speakers, whoever
they were, apparently settled down in the meadow, not more than a dozen yards
away, for a breathing space. A tangle of vines and bushes screened them from
the motor-car.
"Mother, are me and Billy going to turn the freezer?"
said a child's voice, and a man asked:
"Tired, old lady?"
"No, not at all. It's been a delicious walk," said the
woman. The two sitting in the motor gasped. "Yes, yes, yes, lovey,"
the woman's voice went on, "you and Bill may turn, if Mary doesn't mind.
Be careful of my fern, Jack!" And then, in German: "Aren't they
lovely in all the grass and flowers, John?"
"Margaret!" breathed Mrs. Frary. "Poor, dear
Margaret Kirby!"
"I hope they don't go by this way," whispered Mrs.
Dunning, after an astounded second. "One's been so rude—don't you
know—forgetting her!"
"She probably won't know us," Mrs. Frary whispered back,
adjusting her veil in a stealthy way.
Mrs. Frary was right. The Kirbys presently passed with only a
cursory glance at the swathed occupants of the motor-car. They were laughing
like a lot of children as they scrambled through the hedge. John—a big, broad
John, as strong and brisk as a boy—carried a tiny barefoot girl on his
shoulder. Margaret, her beauty more startling than ever under the sweep of a
gypsy hat; her splendid figure a little broader, but still magnificent under
the cotton gown; her arms full of flowers and ferns, was escorted by two more
children, sturdy little boys, who doubled and redoubled on their tracks like
puppies. The tiny barefoot girl, in her father's arms, was only a tangle of
blue gingham and drifting strands of silky hair; but the boys were splendidly
alert little lads, and their high voices loitered in the air after the radiant,
chattering little caravan had quite disappeared.
"Well!" said Mrs. Dunning, then.
"Poor, dear Margaret Kirby!" was on Mrs. Frary's lips;
but she didn't say it.
She and Mrs. Dunning stared at each other a long minute, utterly at a loss. Then they reopened their books.
2.BRIDGING THE YEARS
The rain had stopped;
and after long days of downpour, there seemed at last to be a definite change.
Anne Warriner, standing at one of the dining-room windows, with the tiny
Virginia in her arms, could find a decided brightening in the western sky.
Roofs—the roofs that made a steep sky-line above the hills of old San
Francisco—glinted in the light. The glimpse of the bay that had not yet been
lost between the walls of fast-encroaching new buildings, was no longer dull,
and beaten level by the rain, but showed cold, and ruffled, and steely-blue;
there was even a whitecap or two dancing on the crests out toward Alcatraz. A
rising wind made the ivy twinkle cheerfully against the old-fashioned brick
wall that bounded the Warriners' backyard.
"I believe the storm is really over!" Anne said,
thankfully, half aloud, "to-morrow will be fair!"
"Out to-morrow?" said Diego, hopefully. He was wedged in
between his mother and the window-sill, and studying earth and sky as
absorbedly as she.
"Out to-morrow, sweetheart," his mother promised. And
she wondered if it was too late to take the babies out to-day.
But it was nearly four o'clock now; even the briefest airing was
out of the question. By the time the baby was dressed, coated, and hooded, and
little Diego buttoned into gaiters and reefer, and Anne herself had changed her
house gown for street wear, and pinned on her hat and veil, and Helma, summoned
from her ironing, had bumped Virginia's coach down the back porch steps, and
around the wet garden path to the front door,—by the time all this was
accomplished, the short winter daylight would be almost gone, she knew, and the
crowded hour that began with the children's baths, and that ended their little
day with bread-and-milky kisses to Daddy when he came in, and prayers, and
cribs, would have arrived.
Anne sighed. She would have been glad to get out into the cool
winter afternoon, herself, after a long, quiet day in the warm house. It was
just the day and hour for a brisk walk, with one's hands plunged deep in the
pockets of a heavy coat, and one's hat tied snugly against the wind. Twenty
minutes of such walking, she thought longingly, would have shaken her out of
the little indefinable mood of depression that had been hanging over her all
day. She could have climbed the steep street on which the cottage faced, and
caught the freshening ocean breeze full in her face at the corner; she could
have looked down on the busy little thoroughfares of the Chinese quarter just
below, and the swarming streets of the Italian colony beyond, and beyond that
again to the bay, dotted now with the brown sails of returning fishing smacks,
and crossed and recrossed by the white wakes of ferry-boats. For the Warriners'
cottage clung to the hill just above the busy, picturesque foreign colonies,
and the cheerful unceasing traffic of the piers. It was in a hopelessly
unfashionable part of the city now; its old, dignified neighbors—French and
Spanish houses of plaster and brick, with deep gardens where willow and pepper
trees, and fuchsias, and great clumps of calla lilies had once flourished—were
all gone, replaced by modern apartment houses. But it had been one of the
city's show places fifty years before, when its separate parts had been brought
whole "around the Horn" from some much older city, and when homesick
pioneer wives and mothers had climbed the board-walk that led to its gate, just
to see, and perhaps to cry over, the painted china door-knobs, the colored
glass fan-light in the hall, the iron-railed balconies, and slender, carved
balustrade that took their hungry hearts back to the decorous, dear old world
they had left so far behind them.
Jimmy and Anne Warriner had stumbled upon the Jackson Street
cottage five years ago, just before their marriage, and after an ecstatic,
swift inspection of it, had raced like children to the agent, to crowd into his
willing hand a deposit on the first month's rent. Anne had never kept house
before, she had no eyes for obsolete plumbing, uneven floors, for the dark
cellar sacred to cats and rubbish. She and Jim chattered rapturously of French
windows, of brick garden walks, of how plain little net curtains and Anne's big
brass bowl full of nasturtiums would look on the landing of the absurd little
stairway that led from the square hall to two useless little chambers above.
"Jimski—this floor oiled, and the rug laid cross-wise! And
old tapestry papers from Fredericks! And the spindle-chair and Fanny's clock in
the hall!"
"And the davenport in the dining-room, Anne,—there's no room
in here, and your tea-table at the fireplace, with your copper blazer on
it!"
"Oh, Jim, we'll have a place people will talk about!"
Anne would sigh happily, after one of these outbursts. And when they made their
last inspection before really coming to take possession of the cottage, she
came very close to him,—Anne was several inches shorter than her big
husband-to-be, and when she got as close as this to Jim she had to tip her
serious little face up quite far, which Jim found attractive,—and said, in a
little, breathless voice:
"It's going to be like a home from the very start, isn't it,
Jim? And aren't you glad, Jim, that we aren't doing EXACTLY what every one else
does, that you and I, who ARE a little different, Jim, are going to KEEP a
little different? I mean that you really did do unusual work at college, and
you really are of a fine family, and I am a Pendeering, and have travelled a
lot, and been through Vassar,—don't you know, Jim? You don't think it's
conceited for us to think we aren't quite the usual type, just between
ourselves? Do you?"
Jim implied wordlessly that he did not. And whatever Jim thought
himself, he was quite sincere in saying that he believed Anne to be peerless
among her kind.
So they came to Jackson Street, and Anne made it quite as quaint
and charming as her dreams. For a year they could not find a flaw in it.
Then little enchanting James Junior came, nick-named Diego for
convenience, who fitted so perfectly into the picture, with his checked
gingham, and his mop of yellow hair. Anne gallantly went on with her little
informal luncheons and dinners, but she had to apologize for an untrained maid
now, and interrupt these festivities with flying visits to the crib in the big
bedroom that opened out of the dining-room. And then, very soon after Diego,
Virginia was born—surely the most radiant, laughing baby that ever brought her
joyous little presence into any home anywhere. But with Virginia's coming, life
grew very practical for Anne, very different from what it had been in her vague
hopes and plans of years ago.
The cottage was no longer quite comfortable, to begin with. The
garden, shadowed heavily by buildings on both sides, was undeniably damp, and
the fascinating railing of the little balconies was undeniably mouldy. The
bath-room, despite its delightful size, and the ivy that rapped outside its
window, was not a modern bath-room. The backyard, once sacred to geraniums and
grass, and odd pots of shrubs, was sunny for the children's playing, to be
sure, but no longer picturesque after their sturdy little boots had trampled it
down, and with lines of their little clothes intersecting it. Anne began to
think seriously of the big apartments all about, hitherto regarded as enemies,
but perhaps the solution, after all. The modern flats were delightfully airy,
high up in the sun, their floors were hard-wood, their bath-rooms tiled, their
kitchens all tempting enamel, and nickel plate, and shining new wood. One had
gas to cook with, furnace heat, hall service, and the joy of the lift.
"What if we do have to endure a dining-room with red paper
and black woodwork, Jim," she would say, "and have near-Tiffany
shades and a hall two feet square? It would be so COMFORTABLE!"
But if Jim agreed,—"we'll have a look at some of them on
Sunday," Anne would hesitate.
"They're so horribly commonplace; they're just what every one
else has!" she would mourn.
Commonplace,—Anne said the word over to herself sometimes, in the
long hours that she spent alone with the children. That was what her life had
become. The inescapable daily routine left her no time for unnecessary
prettiness. She met each day bravely, only to find herself beaten and exhausted
every night. It was puzzling, it was sometimes a little depressing. Anne
reflected that she had always been busy, she was indeed a little dynamo of
energy, her college years and the years of travel had been crowded with
interests and enterprises. But she had never been tired before; she had never
felt, as she felt now, that she could fall asleep at the dinner table for sheer
weariness, and that no trial was more difficult to bear than Jim's cheerful
announcement that the Deanes might be in later for a call, or the Weavers wanted
them to come over for a game of bridge.
And what did she accomplish, after all? she thought sometimes.
What mark did her busy days leave upon her life? She dressed and undressed the
children, she bathed, rocked, amused them; indeed, she was so adoring a mother
that sometimes whole precious fractions of hours slipped by while she was
watching them, laughing at them, catching the little unresponsive soft cheeks
to hers for the kisses that interfered so seriously with their important little
goings and comings. She sewed on buttons and made puddings for Jim, she went
for aimless walks, pushing Jinny before her in the go-cart, and guiding the
chattering Diego with her free hand. She paused long in the market,
uncomfortably undecided between the expensive steak Jim liked so much, and the
sausages that meant financial balm to her own harassed soul. She commenced
letters to her mother that drifted about half-written until Jinny captured and
destroyed them. She sewed up rents in cloth lions and elephants, and turned page
after page of the children's cloth books. Same and eventless, the months went
by,—it was March, and the last of the rains,—it was July, and she and Jim were
taking the children off for long Sundays in Sausalito, or on the Piedmont
hills,—it was October, with the usual letter from Mother about Thanksgiving,—it
was Christmas-time again! The seasons raced through their familiar surprises,
and were gone. Anne had a desperate sense of wanting to halt them; just to
think, just to realize what life meant, and what she could do to make it nearer
her dreams.
So the first five years of their marriage slipped by, but toward
the end with a perceptible brightening of the prospect in every direction. Not
in one day, nor in one week, did the change come; it was just that things went
well for Jim at the office, that the children were daily growing less helpless
and more enchanting, that Anne was beginning to take an interest in the theatre
again, and was charming in a new suit and a really extravagant hat. The
Warriners began to spend their Sunday afternoons with real estate agents in
Berkeley—not this year, perhaps, but certainly next, they told each other, they
could CONSIDER that lovely one, with the two baths, and such a view, or the
smaller one, nearer the station, don't you remember, Jim? where there was a
sleeping-porch, and the garden all laid out? They would bring the children up
in the open air and sunshine, and find neighbors, and strike roots, in the
lovely college town.
Then suddenly, there were hard times again. Anne's health became
poor, she was fitful and depressed, quite unlike her usual sunshiny self.
Sometimes Jim found her in tears,—"It's nothing, dearest! Only I'm so
MISERABLE all the time!" Sometimes she—Anne, the hopeful!—was filled with
forebodings for herself and the child that was to come. No unnecessary expense
could be incurred now, with this fresh, inevitable expense approaching.
Especial concessions must be made to Helma, should Helma really stay; the whole
little household was like a ship that shortens sail, and makes all snug against
a storm. As a further complication, business matters began to go badly for Jim.
Salaries were cut, new rules made, and an unpopular manager installed at the
office. Anne struggled bravely to hide her mental and physical discomfort from
Jim. Jim, cut to the heart to have to add anything to her care just now,
touched her with a thousand little tendernesses; a joke over the burned
pudding, a little name she had not heard since honeymoon days, a hundred
barefoot expeditions about the bedroom in the dark, when Jinny awoke crying in
the night, or Diego could not sleep because he was so "firsty."
Tender and intimate days these, but the strain of them told on both husband and
wife.
Things were at this point on the particular dark afternoon that
found Anne with the two children at the window. All three were still staring
out into the early dusk when Helma came in from the kitchen with an armful of
damp little garments:
"Ef aye sprad dese hare, dey be dray en no tayme?"
suggested Helma.
"Oh, yes! Spread them here by all means; then you can get a
good start with your ironing to-morrow!" Anne agreed, rousing herself from
her revery. "Put them all around the fire. And I MUST straighten this
room!" she said, half to herself; "it's getting on to five!"
Followed by the stumbling children, she went briskly about the
room, reducing it to order with a practised hand. Toys were piled in a large
basket, scraps tossed into the fire, sewing materials gathered together and put
out of sight, the rugs laid smoothly, the window-shades drawn. Anne
"brushed up" the floor, pushed chairs against the wall, put a
shovelful of coals on the fire, and finally took her rocker at the hearth, and
sat with Virginia in her arms, and Diego beside her, while two silver bowls of
bread and milk were finished to the last drop.
"There!" said she, pleasantly warmed by these exertions,
"now for nighties! And Daddy can come as soon as he likes."
But Virginia was fretful and sleepy now, and did not want to be
put down. So Diego manfully departed kitchenward with the empty bowls, and
Anne, baby, rocker, and all, hitched her way across the room to the old chest
of drawers by the hall door, and managed to secure the small sleeping garments
with the little daughter still in her arms. She had hitched her way back to the
fireplace again, and was very busy with buttons and strings, when Helma,
appearing in the doorway, announced a visitor.
"Who?" said Anne, puzzled. "Did the bell ring? I
didn't hear it. What is it?"
"Jantl'man," said Helma.
"A gentleman?" Anne, very much at a loss, got up, and
carrying Jinny, and followed by the barefoot Diego, went to the door. She had a
reassuring and instant impression that it was a very fine—even a
magnificent—old man, who was standing in the twilight of the little hall. Anne
had never seen him before, but there was no question in her heart as to his
reception, even at this first glance.
"How do you do?" she said, a little fluttered, but
cordial, too. "Will you come in here by the fire? The sitting-room is so
cold."
"Thank you," said her caller, easily, with a little
inclination of his head that seemed to acknowledge her hospitality. He put his
hat, a shining, silk hat, upon the hall table, and followed her into the
dining-room. Anne found, when she turned to give him the big chair, that he had
pulled off his big gloves, too, and that Diego had put a confident, small hand
into his.
He sat down comfortably, a big, square-built man, with rosy color,
hair that was already silvered, and a fast-silvering mustache, and keen, kind
eyes as blue as Virginia's. In the expression of these eyes, and in the lines
about his fine mouth, was that suggestion of simple friendliness and sympathy
that no man, woman, or child can long resist. Anne found herself already
deciding that she LIKED this man. She went on with Jinny's small toilet, even
while she wondered about her caller, and while she decided that Jim should have
an overcoat of exactly this big, generous cut, and of exactly this delightful,
warm-looking rough cloth, some day.
"Perhaps this is a bad hour to disturb these little
people?" said the caller, smiling, but with something in his manner and in
his rather deliberate and well-chosen speech, of the dignity and courtesy of an
older generation.
"Oh, no, indeed!" Anne assured him. "I'm going
right on with them, you see!"
Jinny, deliciously drowsy, gave the stranger a slow yet approving
smile, from the safety of Anne's arms. Diego went to lay a small hand upon the
gentleman's knee.
"This is my shoe," said Diego, frankly exhibiting a worn
specimen, "and Baby has shoes, too, blue ones. And Baby cried in the night
when the mirror fell down, didn't she, mother? And she broke her bowl, and
bited on the pieces, and blood came down on her bib—"
"All our tragedies!" laughed Anne.
"Didn't that hurt her mouth?" said the caller,
interestedly, lifting Diego into the curve of his arm.
Diego rested his golden mop comfortably against the big shoulder.
"It hurt her teef," he said dreamily, and subsided.
As if it were quite natural that the child should be there, the
gentleman eyed Anne over the little head.
"I've not told you my name, madam," said he. "I am
Charles Rideout. Not that that conveys anything to you, I suppose—?"
"But it does, as it happens!" Anne said, surprised and pleased.
"Jim—my husband, is with the Rogers-Wiley Company, and I think they do a
good deal of cement work for Rideout & Company."
"Surely," assented the man, "and your husband's
name is—?"
"Warriner,—James Warriner," Anne supplied.
"Ah—? I don't place him," Mr. Rideout said thoughtfully.
"There are so many. Well, Mrs. Warriner," he turned his smiling,
bright eyes to her again, from the fire, "I am intruding on you this
afternoon for a reason that I hope you will find easy to forgive in an old man.
I must tell you first that my wife and I used to live in this house, a good
many years ago. We moved away from it—let me see—we left this house something
like twenty-six or—eight years ago. But we've talked a hundred times of coming
back here some day, and having a little look about 'little Ten-Twelve,' as we
always used to call it. I see your number's changed. But"—his gesture was
almost apologetic—"we are busy people. Mrs. Rideout likes to live in the
country a great part of the time; this neighborhood is inaccessible now—time
goes by, and, in short, we haven't ever come back. But this was home to us for
a good many years." He was speaking in a lower voice now, his eyes on the
fire. "Yes, ma'am. Yes, ma'am," he said gently, "I brought Rose
here a bride—thirty-three years ago."
"Well, but fancy!" said Anne, her face radiant,
"just as we did! No wonder we said the house looked as if people had been
happy in it!"
"There was a Frenchwoman here then," said Mr. Rideout,
thoughtfully, "a queer woman! She played fast and loose until I didn't
know whether we'd ever really get the place or not. This neighborhood was full
of just such houses then, although I remember Rose used to make great capital
out of the fact that ours was the only brick one among them. This house came around
the Horn from Philadelphia, as a matter of fact, and"—his eyes, twinkling
with indulgent amusement, met Anne's,—"and you know that before a lady has
got a baby to boast of, she's going to do a little boasting about her new
house!"
Anne laughed. "Perhaps she boasted about her husband,
too," she said, "as I do, when Jimmy isn't anywhere around."
She liked the tender look, that had in it just a touch of pleased
embarrassment with which he shook his head.
"Well, well, perhaps she did. Perhaps she did. She was very
merry; pleased with everything; to this day my wife always sees the cheerful
side of things first. A great gift, that. She danced about this house as if it
were another toy, and she a little girl. We thought it a very, very lovely
little home." His eyes travelled about the low walls. "I got to
thinking of it to-day, wondered if it were still standing. I stood at your gate
a little while,—the path is the same, and the steps, and some of the old
trees,—a japonica, I remember, and the lemon verbenas. Finally, I found myself
ringing your bell."
"I'm so glad you did!" Anne said. "There are lots
of old trees and shrubs in the backyard, too, that you and your wife might
remember. We think it is the dearest little house in the world, except that now
we are rather anxious to get the children out of the city."
"Yes, yes," he agreed with interest, "much better
for them somewhere across the bay. I remember that finally we moved into the
country—Alameda. The boy was a baby, then, and the two little girls very small.
It was quite a move! Quite a move! We got one load started, and then had to
wait and wait here—it was raining, too!—for the men to come for the other load.
My wife's sister had gone ahead with the girls, but I remember Rose and I and
the baby waiting and waiting,—with the baby's little coat and cap on top of a
box, ready to be put on. Finally, I got Rose a carriage, to go to the
ferry,—quite a luxury in those days!" he interrupted himself, with a
smile.
"And did the children love it,—the country?" said Anne,
wistfully.
"Made them over!" said he, nodding reflectively.
"Yes. I remember that the day after we moved was a Sunday, and we had
quite a patch of lawn over there that I thought needed cutting. I shall never
forget those little girls tumbling about in the cut grass, and Rose watching
from the steps, with the baby in her lap. It made us all over." His voice
fell again, and he stared smilingly into the fire.
"The children were born here, then?" said Anne.
"The little girls, yes. And the oldest boy. Afterward there
was another boy, and a little girl—" he paused. "A little girl whom
we lost," he finished gravely.
"Both these babies were born here," Anne said, after a
moment. Her caller looked from one child to the other with an expression of
interest and understanding that no childless man can ever wear.
"Our Rose was born here, our first girl," he said.
"Sometimes a foggy morning even now will bring that morning back to me. My
wife was very ill, and I remember creeping out of her room, when she had gone
to sleep, and hearing the fog-horns outside,—it was early morning. We had an
old woman taking care of her,—no trained nurses in those days!—and she was
sitting here by this fireplace, with the tiny girl in her lap. Do you
know—" his smile met Anne's—"do you know, I was so tired, and we had
been so frightened for Rose, and it seemed to me that I had been up and moving
about through unfamiliar things for so many, many hours, that I had almost
forgotten the baby! I remember that it came to me with a shock that Rose was
safe, and asleep, and that morning had come, and breakfast was ready, and here
was the baby, the same baby we had been so placidly expecting and planning for,
and that, in short, it was all right, and all over!"
"Oh, I KNOW!" Anne laid an impulsive hand for a second
on his, and the eyes of the young wife, and of the man who had been a young
father thirty years before, met in wonderful understanding. "That's—that's
the way it is," said Anne, a little lamely, with a swift thought for another
foggy morning, when the familiar horn, the waking noises of the city, had
fallen strangely on her own senses, after the terror and triumph of the night.
Neither spoke for a moment. Diego's voice broke cheerily into the pause.
"I can undress myself," he announced, with modest
complacence.
"Can you?" said Charles Rideout. "How about
buttons?"
"I can't do buttons," Diego qualified firmly.
"Well, I think—I can—remember—how to unbutton—a boy!"
said the man, with his pleasant deliberation, as he began on the button that was
always catching itself on Diego's hair. Diego cheerfully extended little arms
and legs in turn for the disrobing process. Presently a small heap of garments
lay on the floor, and the children were quite delicious in baggy blue flannels.
All the four were laughing and absorbed, when James Senior came in a few
minutes later, and found them.
"Jim," said his wife, eagerly, rising to greet him, and
to bring him, cold and ruddy, to the fireplace, "this is Mr. Rideout,
dear!"
"How do you do, sir?" said Jim, stretching out his hand,
and with a smile on his tired, keen, young face. "Don't get up. I see that
my boy is making himself at home."
"Yes, sir; we've been having a great time getting
undressed," said the visitor.
"Jim," Anne went on radiantly, "Mr. Rideout and HIS
wife lived here years ago, when THEY were just married, and their children were
born here too!"
"No—is that so!" Jim was as much pleased and surprised
as Anne, as he settled himself with Virginia's web of silky hair against his
shoulder. "Built it, perhaps, Mr. Rideout?"
"No. No, it was eight or ten years old, then. I used to pass
it, walking to the office. We had a little office down on Meig's pier then. As
a matter of fact, my wife never saw it until I brought her home to it. She was
the only child of a widow, very formal Southern people, and we weren't engaged
very long. So my brother and I furnished the house; used—" his eyes
twinkled—"used to buy our pictures in a lump. We decided we needed about
four to each room, and we'd go to a dealer's, and pick out a dozen of 'em, and
ask him to make us a price!"
"Just like men!" said the woman.
"I suppose so. I know that some of those pictures disappeared
after Rose had been here a while! And we had linen curtains—"
"Not linen!" protested Anne.
"Very—pretty—little—ruffled—curtains they were," he
affirmed seriously. "Linen, with blue bands, in this bedroom, and red
bands upstairs. And things—things—" he made a vague gesture—"things
on the dressing-tables and bed to match 'em! I remember that on our wedding day,
when I brought Rose home, we had a little maid here, and dinner was all ready,
but no, Rose must run up and down stairs looking at everything in her little
wedding dress—" Suddenly came another pause. The room was dark now, but
for the firelight. Little Jinny was asleep in her father's arms, Diego blinking
manfully. Neither husband nor wife, whose hands had found each other, cared to
break the silence. But after a while Anne said:
"What WAS her wedding dress?"
Instantly roused, the guest raised bright, pleased eyes.
"The ladies' question, Warriner," said he. "It was
silk, my dear, her first silk gown. Yellowish, or brownish, it was. And she had
one of those little ruffled capes the ladies used to wear. And a little
bonnet—"
"A BONNET!"
"A bonnet she had trimmed herself. I remember watching her,
when we were engaged, making that trimming. You don't see it any more, but that
year all the girls were making it. They made little bunches of grapes out of
dried peas covered with chamois skin—"
"Oh, not really!" ejaculated Anne.
"Indeed, they did. Then they covered their bonnets with them,
and with leaves cut out of the chamois skin. They were charming, too. My wife
wore that bonnet a long time. She trimmed it over and over." He sighed,
but there was a shade of longing as well as pity in his eyes. "We were
young," he said thoughtfully; "I was but twenty-five; we had our hard
times. The babies came pretty fast. Rose wasn't very strong. I worked too hard,
got broken down a little, and expenses went right on, you know—"
"You bet I know!" Jim said, with his pleasant laugh, and
a glance for Anne.
"Well," said Charles Rideout, looking keenly from one to
the other, "thank God for it, you young people! It never comes back! The
days when you shoulder your troubles cheerfully together,—they come to their
end! And they are"—he shook his head—"they are very wonderful to look
back to! I remember a certain day," he went on reminiscently, "when
we had paid the last of the doctor's bills, and Rose met me down town for a
little celebration. We had had five or six years of pretty hard sailing then.
We bought her new gloves that day, I remember, and—shoes, I think it was, and I
got a hat, and a book I'd been wanting. We went to a little French restaurant
to dinner, with all our bundles. And that, that, my dear,—" he said,
smiling at Anne,—"seemed to be the turning point. We got into the country
next year, picked out a little house. And then, the rest of it all followed; we
had two maids, a surrey, I was put into the superintendent's place—" a
sweep of the fine hand dismissed the details. "No man and wife, who do
what we did," said he, gravely, "who live modestly, and work hard,
and love each other and their children, can FAIL. That's one of the blessed
things of life."
Jim cleared his throat, but did not speak. Anne was frankly unable
to speak.
"And now I mustn't keep these children out of bed any
longer," said the older man. "This has been a—a lovely afternoon for
me. I wish Mrs. Rideout had been with me." He stood up. "Shall I give
you this little fellow, Mrs. Warriner?"
"We'll put the babies down," said Jim, rising, too,
"and then, perhaps, you'd like to look about the house, Mr. Rideout?"
"But I know how a lady feels about having her house
inspected—" hesitated the caller, with his bright, fatherly look for Anne.
"Oh, please do!" she urged them.
So the gas was lighted, and they all went into the bedroom, where
Anne tucked the children into their cribs. She stayed there while the others
went on their tour of inspection, patting her son's small, warm body in the
darkness, and listening with a smile to the visitor's cheerful comments in
kitchen and hallway, and Jim's answering laugh.
When she came blinking out into the lighted dining-room, the men
were upstairs, and Helma, to Anne's astonishment, was showing in another
caller,—and another Charles Rideout, as Anne's puzzled glance at the card in
her hand, assured her. This was a tall young man, a little dishevelled, in a
big storm coat, and with dark rings about his eyes.
"I beg your pardon, madam," said he, abruptly, "but
was my father, Mr. Charles Rideout, here this afternoon?"
"Why, he's upstairs with my husband now!" Anne said,
strangely disquieted by the young man's manner.
"Thank God!" said the newcomer, briefly. And he wiped
his forehead with his handkerchief, and drew a deep short breath.
"He—I must apologize to you for breaking in upon you this
way," said young Rideout, "but he came out in the car this afternoon,
and we didn't know where he had gone. He made the chauffeur wait at the corner
at the bottom of the hill, and the fool man waited an hour before it occurred
to him to telephone me at the house. I came at once."
"He's been here all that time," Anne said. "He's
all right. Your mother and father used to live here, you know, years ago. In
this same house."
"Yes, I know we did. I think I was born here," said
Charles Rideout, Junior. "I had a sort of feeling that he had come here,
as soon as Bates telephoned. Dear old dad! He and mother have told us about
this place a hundred times! They were talking about it for a couple of hours a
few nights ago." He looked about the room as his father had done.
"They were very happy here. There—" he smiled a little bashfully at
Anne—"there never was a pair of lovers like mother and dad!" he said.
Then he cleared his throat. "Did my father tell you—?" he began, and
stopped.
"No," Anne said, troubled. He had told them a great
deal, but not—she felt sure—not this, whatever it was.
"That's why we worried about him," said his son, his
honest, distressed eyes meeting hers. "You see—you see—we're in trouble at
the house—my mother—my mother left us, last night—"
"Dead?" whispered Anne.
"She's been ill a good while," said the young man,
"but we thought—She's been so ill before! A day or two ago the rest of us
knew it, and we wired for my married sister, but we couldn't get dad to realize
it. He never left her, and he's not been eating, and he'd tell all the doctors
what serious sicknesses she'd gotten over before—" And with a suddenly
shaking lip and filling eyes, he turned his back on Anne, and went to the
window.
"Ah!" said Anne, pitifully. And for a full moment there
was silence.
Then Charles Rideout, the younger, came back to her, pushing his
handkerchief into his coat pocket; and with a restored self-control.
"Too bad to bother you with our troubles," he said, with
a little smile like his father's. "To us, of course, it seems like the end
of the world, but I am sorry to distress YOU! Dad just doesn't seem to grasp
it, he hasn't been excited, you know, but he doesn't seem to understand. I
don't know that any of us do!" he finished simply.
"Here they are!" Anne said warningly, as the two other
men came down the stairs.
"Hello, Dad!" said young Rideout, easily and cheerfully,
"I came to bring you home!"
"This is MY boy, Mrs. Warriner," said his father;
"you see he's turned the tables, and is looking after me! I'm glad you
came, Charley. I've been telling your good husband, Mrs. Warriner," he
said, in a lower tone, "that we—that I—"
"Yes, I know!" Anne said, with her ready tenderness, and
a little gasp like a child's.
"So you will realize what impulse brought me here
to-day," the older man went on; "I was talking to my wife of this
house only a day or two ago." His voice had become almost inaudible, and
the three young people knew he had forgotten them. "Only a day or two
ago," he repeated musingly. And then, to his son, he added wistfully,
"I don't seem to get it through my head, my boy. For a while to-day, I
forgot—I forgot. The heart—" he said, with his little old-world touch of
dignity—"the heart does not learn things as quickly as the mind, Mrs.
Warriner."
Anne had found something wistful and appealing in his smile
before, now it seemed to her heartbreaking. She nodded, without speaking.
"Dear old Dad," said Charles Rideout, affectionately.
"You are tired out. You've been doing too much, sir, you want sleep and
rest."
"Surely—surely," said his father, a little heavily.
Father and son shook hands with Jim and Anne, and the older man said gravely,
"God bless you both!" as he and his son went down the wet path, in
the shaft of light from the hall door. At the gate the boy put his arm tenderly
about his father's shoulders.
"Oh, Anne, Anne," said her husband as she clung to him
when the door was shut, "I couldn't live one day without YOU, my dearest!
But don't—don't cry. Don't let it make you blue,—he HAD his happiness, you
know,—he has his children left!"
Anne tightened her arms about his neck.
"I am crying a little for sorrow, Jim, dearest!" she sobbed, burying her face in his shoulder. "But I believe it is mostly—mostly for joy and gratitude, Jim!"
"What are you going
to wear to-night in case you CAN go, Mary Bell?" said Ellen Brewster in
her lowest tones.
"Come upstairs and I'll show you," said Mary Bell
Barber, glancing, as they tiptoed out of the room, toward the kitchen's sunny
big west window, where the invalid mother lay in uneasy slumber.
"My new white looks grand," said Ellen on the stairs.
"I made it empire."
Mary Bell said nothing. She opened the door of her spacious bare
bedroom, where tree shadows lay like a pattern on the faded carpet, and the
sinking sun found worn places in the clean white curtains. On the bed lay a
little ruffled pink gown, a petticoat foamy with lace, white stockings, and
white slippers. Mary Bell caught up the gown and held the shoulders against her
own, regarding the older girl meanwhile with innocent, exultant eyes. Ellen was
impressed.
"Well, for pity's sake—if you haven't done wonders with that
dress!" she ejaculated admiringly. "What on earth did you do to
it?"
"Well—first I thought it was too far gone," confessed
Mary Bell, laying it down tenderly, "and I wished I hadn't been in such a
hurry to get my new hat. But I ripped it all up and washed it, and I took these
little roses off my year-before-last hat, and got a new pattern,—and I tell you
I WORKED! Wait until you see it on! I just finished pressing it this
afternoon."
"Oh, say—I hope you can go now, after all this!" said
Ellen, earnestly.
The other girl's face clouded.
"I'll never get over it if I don't!" she said. "It
seems to me I never wanted to go anywhere so much in all my life! But some
one's got to stay with mama."
"I'd go crazy,—not KNOWING!" said Ellen. "Who are
you going to ask?"
"There it is!" said Mary Bell. "Until yesterday I
thought, of course, Gran'ma Scott would come. Then Mary died, and she went up
to Dayne. So I went over and asked Bernie; her baby isn't but three weeks old,
you know, and I thought she might bring it over here. Mama would love to have
it! But late last night Tom came over, and he said Bernie was so crazy to go,
they were going to take the baby along!"
"You poor thing!" said the sympathetic listener.
"I was nearly crazy!" said Mary Bell, crimping a pink
ruffle with careful finger-tips. "I was working on this when he came, and
after he'd gone I crumpled it all up and cried all over it! Well, I guess I
didn't sleep much, and finally, I got up early, and wrote a letter to Aunt
Matty, in Sacramento, and I ran over to Dinwoodie's with it this morning, and
asked Lew if he was going up there to-day. He said he was, and he took the note
for Aunt Mat. I told her about the dance, and that every one was going, and
asked her to come back with Lew. He said he'd see her first thing!"
"Oh, she will!" said Ellen, confidently. "But, say,
Mary Bell, why don't you walk over to the hotel with me now and ask Johnnie if
she'll stay if your aunt doesn't come? I don't believe she and Walt are
going."
"They mightn't want to leave the hotel on account of drummers
on the night train," said Mary Bell, dubiously. "And that's the very
time mama gets most scared. She's always afraid there are boes on the
train."
"Boes!" said Ellen, scornfully, "what could a bo
do!"
"Well, I WILL go over and talk to Johnnie," said Mary
Bell, with sudden hope. "I'm going to get all ready except my dress, in
case Aunt Mat comes," she confided eagerly, when she had kissed the drowsy
mother, and they were on their way.
"Say, did you know that Jim Carr is going to-night with
Carrie Parmalee?" said Ellen, significantly, as the girls crossed the
clean, bare dooryard, under the blossoming locust trees.
Mary Bell's heart grew cold,—sank. She had hoped, if she DID go,
that some chance might make her escort no other than Jim Carr.
"It'll make me sick if she gets him," said Ellen,
frankly. Although engaged herself, she felt an unabated interest in the
love-affairs about her.
"Is he going to drive her over?" asked Mary Bell,
clearing her throat.
"No, thank the Lord for that!" said Ellen, piously.
"No. It's all Mrs. Parmalee's doing, anyway! His horse is lame, and I
guess she thought it was a good chance! He'll drive over there with Gus and
mama and papa and Sadie and Mar'gret; and I guess he'll get enough of 'em,
too!"
Mary Bell breathed again. He hadn't asked Carrie, anyway. And if
she, Mary Bell, really went to the dance, and the pink frock looked well, and
Jim Carr saw all the other boys crowding about her for dances—
The rosy dream brought them to the steps of the American Palace
Hotel, for Deaneville was only a village, and a brisk walker might have circled
it in twenty minutes. The hideous brown hotel, with its long porches, was the
largest building in the place, except for hay barns, and fruit storehouses.
Three or four saloons, a "social hall," the "general
store," and the smithy, formed the main street, and diverging from it
scattered the wide shady lanes that led to old homesteads and orchards.
"Johnnie," Walt Larabee's little black-eyed manager and
wife, and the most beloved of Deaneville matrons, was in the bare, odorous
hallway. She was clad in faded blue denim overalls, and a floating transparent
kimono of some cheap stuff. Her coal-black hair was rigidly puffed and pinned,
and ornamented with two coquettish red roses, and her thin cheeks were rouged.
"Well, say—don't you girls think you're the whole
thing!" said the lady, blithely. "Not for a minute! Walt and me are
going to this dance, too!"
She waved toward them one of the slippers she was cleaning.
"Walt said somethin' about it yes'day," continued Mrs.
Larabee, with relish, "but I said no; no twelve-mile drive for me, with a
young baby! But some folks we know came down on the morning train—you girls
have heard me speak of Ed and Lizzie Purdy?"
"Oh, yes!" said Mary Bell, sick with one more
disappointment.
"Well," pursued Johnnie, "they had dinner here, and
come t' talk it over, Lizzie was wild to go, and Ed got Walt all worked up, and
nothing would do but we must get out our old carryall, and take their Thelma
and my Maxine along! Well, LAUGH—we were like a lot of kids! I'm crazy to dance
just once in Pitcher's barn. We're going up early, and have our supper up
there."
"We're going to do that, too," said Ellen, with pleasant
anticipation. "Ma and I always help set tables, and so on! It's lots of
fun!"
Mary Bell's face grew sober as she listened. It WOULD be fun to be
one of the gay party in the big barn, in the twilight, and to have her share of
the unpacking and arranging, and the excitement of arriving wagons and groups.
The great supper of cold chicken and boiled eggs and fruit and pickles, the
fifty varieties of cake, would be spread downstairs; and upstairs the musicians
would be tuning their instruments as early as seven o'clock, and the eager boys
and girls trying their steps, and changing cards. And then there would be
feasting and laughing and talking, and, above all, dancing until dawn!
"Beg pardon, Johnnie?" she stammered.
"Well, looks like some one round here is in love, or
something!" said Johnnie, freshly. "I never had it that bad, did you,
Ellen? Ellen's been telling me how you're fixed, Mary Bell," she went on
with deep concern, "and I was suggestin' that you run over to the general
store, and ask Mis' Rowe—or I should say, Mis' Bates," she corrected
herself with a grin, and the girls laughed—"if she won't sleep at your
house tonight. Chess'll tend store. It'll be something fierce if you don't go,
Mary Bell, so you run along and ask the bride!" laughed Johnnie.
"I believe I would," approved Ellen, and the girls
accordingly crossed the grassy, uneven street to the store.
An immense gray-haired woman was in the doorway.
"Well, is it ribbon or stockings, or what?" said she,
smiling. "The place has gone crazy! There ain't going to be a soul here
but me to-night."
Mary Bell was silent. Ellen spoke.
"Chess ain't going, is he?" she asked.
The old woman shook with laughter.
"Chess ain't nothing but a regular kid," she said.
"He was dying to go, but he knew I couldn't, and he never said a word.
Finally, my boy Tom and his wife, and Len and Josie and the children, they all
drove by on their way to Pitcher's; and Len—he's a good deal older'n Chess, you
know—he says to me, 'You'd oughter leave Chess come along with the rest of us,
ma; jest because he's married ain't no reason he's forgot how to dance!' Well,
I burst right out laughing, and I says, 'Why didn't he say he wanted to go?'
and Chess run upstairs for his other suit, and off they all went!"
There was nothing for it, then, but to wait for Lew Dinwoodie and
the news from Aunt Mat.
Mary Bell walked slowly back through the fragrant lanes, passed
now and then by a surrey loaded with joyous passengers already bound for
Pitcher's barn. She was at her own gate, when a voice calling her whisked her
about as if by magic.
"Hello, Mary Bell!" said Jim Carr, joining her. But she
looked so pretty in her blue cotton dress, with the yellow level of a field of
mustard-tops behind her, and beyond that the windbreak of gold-tipped
eucalyptus trees, that he went on almost confusedly, "You—you look terribly
pretty in that dress! Is that what you're going to wear?"
"This!" laughed Mary Bell. And she raised her dancing
eyes, to grow a little confused in her turn. Nature, obedient to whose law
blossoms were whitening the fruit trees, wheat pricking through the damp earth,
robins mating in the orchards, had laid the first thread of her great bond upon
these two. They smiled silently at each other.
"I'm not even sure I'm going!" said Mary Bell, ruefully.
The sudden look of concern in his face went straight to her heart.
Jim Carr really cared, then, that she couldn't go! Big, clever, kindly Jim
Carr, who was superintendent at the power-house, and a comparative newcomer in
Deaneville, was an important personage.
"Not going!" said Jim, blankly. "Oh, say—why
not!"
Mary Bell explained. But Jim was encouraging.
"Why, of course your aunt will come!" he assured her
sturdily. "She'll know what it means to you. You'll go up with the
Dickeys, won't you? I'm going up early, with the Parmalees, but I'll look out
for you! I've got to hunt up my kid brother now; he's got to sleep at
Montgomery's to-night. I don't want him alone at the hotel, if Johnnie isn't
there. If you happen to see him, will you tell him?"
"All right," said Mary Bell. And her spirits were
sufficiently braced by his encouragement to enable her to call cheerfully after
him, "See you later, Jim!"
"See you later!" he shouted back, and Mary Bell went
back to the kitchen with a lightened heart. Aunt Mat wouldn't—COULDN'T—fail
her!
She carried a carefully prepared tray in to her mother at five
o'clock, and sat beside her while the invalid slowly finished her milk-toast
and tea, and the cookies and jelly Mary Bell was famous for. The girl chatted
cheerfully.
"You don't feel very badly about the dance, do you,
deary?" said Mrs. Barber, as the gentle young hands settled her
comfortably for the night.
"Not a speck!" answered Mary Bell, bravely, as she
kissed her.
"Bernie and Johnnie going—married women!" said the old
lady, sleepily. "I never heard such nonsense! Don't you go out of call,
will you, dear?"
Mary Bell was eating her own supper, ten minutes later, when the
train whistled, and she ran, breathless, to the road, to meet Lew Dinwoodie.
"What did Aunt Matty say, Lew?" called Mary Bell,
peering behind him into the closed surrey, for a glimpse of the old lady.
The man stared at her with a falling jaw.
"Well, I guess I owe you one for this, Mary Bell!" he
stammered. "I'll eat my shirt if I thought of your note again!"
It was too much. Mary Bell began to dislodge little particles of
dried mud carefully from the wheel, her eyes swimming, her breast rising.
"Right in her part of town, too!" pursued the contrite
messenger; "but, as I say—"
Mary Bell did not hear him. After a while he was gone, and she was
sitting on the steps, hopeless, dispirited, tired. She sombrely watched the
departing surreys and phaetons. "I could have gone with them—or with
them!" she would think, when there was an empty seat.
The Parmalees went by; two carriage loads. Jim Carr was in the
phaeton with Carrie at his side. All the others were in the surrey.
"I'm keeping 'em where I can have an eye on 'em!" Mrs.
Parmalee called out, pointing to the phaeton.
Everybody waved, and Mary Bell waved back. But when they were
gone, she dropped her head on her arms.
Dusk came; the village was very still. A train thundered by, and
Potter's windmill creaked and splashed,—creaked and splashed. A cow-bell
clanked in the lane, and Mary Bell looked up to see the Dickeys' cow dawdle by,
her nose sniffing idly at the clover, her downy great bag leaving a trail of
foam on the fresh grass. From up the road came the faint approaching rattle of
wheels.
Wheels?
The girl looked toward the sound curiously. Who drove so
recklessly? She noticed a bank of low clouds in the east, and felt a puff of
cool air on her cheek.
"It feels like rain!" she said, watching the wagon as it
came near. "That's Henderson's mare, and that's their wooden-legged hired
man! Why, what is it?"
The last words were cried aloud, for the galloping old horse and
driver were at the gate now, and eyes less sharp than Mary Bell's would have
detected something wrong.
"What IS it?" she cried again, at the gate. The man
pulled up sharply.
"Say, ain't there a man here, nowhere?" he demanded
abruptly. "I've been banging at every house along the way; ain't there a
soul in the place?"
"Dance!" explained Mary Bell. "The Ladies'
Improvement Society in Pitcher's new barn. Why! what is it? Mrs. Henderson
sick?"
"No, ma'am!" said the old fellow, "but things is
pretty serious down there!" He jerked his hand over his shoulder.
"There's some little fellers,—four or five of 'em!—seems they took a boat
to-day, to go ducking, and they're lost in the tide-marsh! My God—an' I never
thought of the dance!" He gave a despairing glance at the quiet street.
"I come here to get twenty men—or thirty—for the search!" he said
heavily. "I don't know what to do, now!"
Mary Bell had turned very white.
"There isn't a soul here, Stumpy!" she said, terrified
eyes on his face. "There isn't a man in town! What CAN we do!—Say!"
she cried suddenly, springing to the seat, "drive me over to Mrs. Rowe's;
she's married to Chess Bates, you know, at the store. Go on, Stumpy! What boys
are they?"
"I know the Turner boys and the Dickey boy is three of
'em," said the old man, "and Henderson's own boy, Davy—poor leetle
feller!—and Buddy Hopper, and the Adams boy. They had a couple of guns, and
they was all in this boat of Hopper's, poking round the marsh, and it began to
look like rain, and got dark. Well, she was shipping a little water, and Hopper
and Adams wanted to tie her to the edge and walk up over the marsh, but the
other fellers wanted to go on round the point. So Adams and Hopper left 'em,
and come over the marsh, and walked to the point, but she wasn't there. Well,
they waited and hallooed, but bimeby they got scared, and come flying up to
Henderson's, and Henderson and me—there ain't another man there to-night!—we
run down to the marsh, and yelled, but us two couldn't do nothing! Tide's due
at eleven, and it's going to rain, so I left him, and come in for some men.
Henderson's just about crazy! They lost a boy in that tide-marsh a while
back."
"It's too awful,—it's just murder to let 'em go there!"
said Mary Bell, heart-sick. For no dragon of old ever claimed his prey more
regularly than did the terrible pools and quicksands of the great marsh.
Mrs. Bates was practical. Her old face blanched, but she began to
plan instantly.
"Don't cry, Mary Bell!" said she; "this thing is in
God's hands. He can save the poor little fellers jest as easy with a one-legged
man as he could with a hundred hands. You drive over to the depot, Stumpy, and
tell the operator to plug away at Barville until he gets some one to take a
message to Pitcher's barn. It'll be a good three hours before they even git
this far," she continued doubtfully, as the old man eagerly rattled away,
"and then they've got to get down to Henderson's; but it may be an
all-night search! Now, lemme see who else we can git. Deefy, over to the
saloon, wouldn't be no good. But there's Adams's Chinee boy, he's a good strong
feller; you stop for him, and git Gran'pa Barry, too; he's home to-night!"
"Look here, Mrs. Bates," said Mary Bell, "shall I
go?"
The old woman speculatively measured the girl's superb figure, her
glowing strength, her eager, resolute face. Mary Bell was like a spirited
horse, wild to be given her head.
"You're worth three men," said the storekeeper.
"Got light boots?"
"Yes," said the girl, thrilled and quivering.
"You run git 'em!" said Mrs. Bates, "and git your
good lantern. I'll be gitting another lantern, and some whiskey. Poor little
fellers! I hope to God they're all sneakin' home—afraid of a lickin'!—this very
minute. And Mary Bell, you tell your mother I'll close up, and come and sit
with her!"
It was a sorry search-party, after all, that presently rattled out
of town in the old wagon. On the back seat sat the impassive and good-natured
Chinese boy, and a Swedish cook discovered at the last moment in the railroad
camp and pressed into service. On the front seat Mary Bell was wedged in
between the driver and Grandpa Barry, a thin, sinewy old man, stupid from
sleep. Mary Bell never forgot the silent drive. The evening was turning chilly,
low clouds scudded across the sky, little gusts of wind, heavy with rain, blew
about them. The fall of the horse's feet on the road and the rattle of harness
and wheels were the only sounds to break the brooding stillness that preceded
the storm. After a while the road ran level with the marshes, and they got the
rank salt breeze full in their faces; and in the last light they could see the
glitter of dark water creeping under the rushes. The first flying drops of rain
fell.
"And right over the ridge," said Mary Bell to herself,
"they are dancing!"
A fire had been built at the edge of the marsh, and three figures
ran out from it as they came up: two boys and a heavy middle-aged man. It was
for Mary Bell to tell Henderson that it would be hours before he could look for
other help than this oddly assorted wagonful. The man's disappointment was
pitiful.
"My God—my God!" he said heavily, as the situation
dawned on him, "an' I counted on fifty! Well, 'tain't your fault, Mary
Bell!"
They all climbed out, and faced the trackless darkening stretch of
pools and hummocks, the treacherous, uncertain ground beneath a tangle of
coarse grass. Even with fifty men it would have been an ugly search.
The marsh, like all the marshes thereabout, was intersected at
irregular intervals by decrepit lines of fence-railing, running down from solid
ground to the water's edge, half a mile away. These divisions were necessary
for various reasons. In duck season the hunters who came up from San Francisco
used them both as guides and as property lines, each club shooting over only a
given number of sections. Between seasons the farmers kept them in repair, as a
control for the cattle that strayed into the marsh in dry weather. The distance
between these shaky barriers was some two or three hundred feet. At their far
extremity, the posts were submerged in the restless black water of the bay.
Mary Bell caught Henderson's arm as he stood baffled and silent.
"Mr. Henderson!" she said eagerly, "don't you give
in! While we're waiting for the others we can try for the boys along the
fences! There's no danger, that way! We can go way down into the marsh, holding
on,—and keep calling!"
"That's what I say!" shrilled old Barry, fired by her
tone.
The Chinese boy had already taken hold of a rail, and was warily
following it across the uneven ground.
"They've BEEN there three hours, now!" groaned
Henderson; but even as he spoke he beckoned to the two little boys. Mary Bell
recognized the two survivors.
"You keep those flames so high, rain or no rain,"
Henderson charged them, "that we can see 'em from anywheres!"
A moment later the searchers plunged into the marsh, facing
bravely away from lights and voices and solid earth.
Stumbling and slipping, Mary Bell followed the fence. The rain
slapped her face, and her rubber boots dragged in the shallow water. But she
thought only of five little boys losing hope and courage somewhere in this
confusing waste, and her constant shouting was full of reassurance.
"Nobody would be scared with this fence to hang on to!"
she assured herself, "no matter how fast the tide came in!" She rested
a moment on the rail, glancing back at the distant fire, now only a dull glow,
low against the sky.
Frequently the rail was broken, and dipped treacherously for a few
feet; once it was lacking entirely, and for an awful ten feet she must bridge
the darkness without its help. She stood still, turning her guttering lantern
on waving grasses and sinister pools. "They are all dancing now!" she
said aloud, wonderingly, when she had reached the opposite rail, with a
fast-beating heart. After an endless period of plunging and shouting, she was
at the water's very edge.
There was light enough to see the ruffled, cruel surface of the
river, where its sluggish forces swept into the bay. Idly bumping the grasses
was something that brought Mary Bell's heart into her throat. Then she cried
out in relief, for it was not the thing she feared, but the little deserted
boat, right side up.
"That means they left her!" said Mary Bell, trembling
with nervous terror. She shouted again in the darkness, before turning for the
homeward trip. It seemed very long. Once she thought she must be going
aimlessly back and forth on the same bit of rail, but a moment more brought her
to the missing rail again, and she knew she had been right. Blown by the wind,
struck by the now flying rain, deafened by the gurgling water and the rising
storm, she fought her way back to the fire again. The others were all there,
and with them three cramped and chilled little boys, crying fright and relief,
and clinging to the nearest adult shoulder. The Chinese boy and Grandpa Barry
had found them, standing on a hummock that was still clear of the rising tide,
and shouting with all their weary strength.
"Oh, thank God!" said Mary Bell, her heart rising with
sudden hope.
"We'll get the others, now, please God!" said Henderson,
quietly. "We were working too far over. You said they were all right when
you left them, Lesty?" he said to one of the shivering little lads.
"Ye-es, sir!" chattered Lesty, eagerly, shaking with
nervousness. "They was both all right! Davy wanted to git Billy over to
the fence, so if the tide come up!"—terror swept him again. "Oh, Mr.
Henderson, git 'em—git 'em! Don't leave 'em drowned out there!" he sobbed
frantically, clutching the big man with bony, wet little hands.
"I'm going to try, Lesty!"
Henderson turned back to the marsh, and Mary Bell went too.
"Billy who?" said Mary Bell; but her heart told her,
before Henderson said it, that the answer would be, "Jim Carr's kid
brother!"
"Are you good for this?" said Henderson, when the four
fittest had reached that part of the marsh where the boys had been found.
She met his look courageously, his lantern showing her wet, brave
young face, crossed by dripping strands of hair.
"Sure!" she said.
"Well, God bless you!" he said; "God—bless—you! You
take this fence, I'll go over to that 'n."
The rushing, noisy darkness again. The horrible wind, the
slipping, the plunging again. Again the slow, slow progress; driven and whipped
now by the thought that at this very instant—or this one—the boys might be
giving out, relaxing hold, abandoning hope, and slipping numb and unconscious
into the rising, chuckling water.
Mary Bell did not think of the dance now. But she thought of rest;
of rest in the warm safety of her own home. She thought of the sunny dooryard,
the delicious security of the big kitchen; of her mother, so placid and so
infinitely dear, on her couch; of the serene comings and goings of neighbors
and friends. How wonderful it all seemed! Lights, laughter, peace,—just to be
back among them again, and to rest!
And she was going away from it all, into the blackness. Her
lantern glimmered,—went out. Mary Bell's cramped fingers let it fall. Her heart
pounded with fear of the inky dark.
She clung to the fence with both arms, panting, resting. And while
she hung there, through rain and wind, across darkness and space, she heard a
voice, a gallant, sturdy little voice, desperately calling,—
"Jim! Ji-i-m!"
Like an electric current, strength surged through Mary Bell.
"O God! You've saved 'em, you've got 'em safe!" she
sobbed, plunging frantically forward. And she shouted, "All right—all
right, darling! Hang on, boys! Just HANG ON! Hal-lo, there! Billy! Davy! Here I
am!"
Down in pools, up again, laughing, crying, shouting, Mary Bell
reached them at last, felt the heavenly grasp of hard little hands reaching for
hers in the dark, brushed her face against Billy Carr's wet little cheek, and
flung her arm about Davy Henderson's square shoulders. They had been shouting
and calling for two long hours, not ten feet from the fence.
Incoherent, laughing and crying, they clung together. Davy was
alert and brave, but the smaller boy was heavy with sleep.
"Gee, it's good you came!" said Davy, simply, over and
over.
"You've got your boots on!" she shouted, close to his
ear; "they're too heavy! We've got a long pull back, Davy,—I think we
ought to go stocking feet!"
"Shall we take off our coats, too?" he said sensibly.
They did so, little Billy stumbling as Mary Bell loosened his
hands from the fence. They braced the little fellow as well as they could, and
by shouted encouragement roused him to something like wakefulness.
"Is Jim coming?" he shouted.
Mary Bell assented wildly. "Start, Davy!" she urged.
"We'll keep him between us. Right along the fence! What is it?" For
he had stopped.
"The other fellers?" he said pitifully.
She told him that they were safe, safe at the fire, and she could
hear him break down and begin to cry with the first real hope that the worst
was over.
"We're going to get out of this, ain't we?" he said over
and over. And over and over Mary Bell encouraged him.
"Just one more good spurt, Davy! We'll see the fire any
minute now!"
In wind and darkness and roaring water, they struggled along. The
tide was coming in fast. It was up to Mary Bell's knees; she was almost
carrying Billy.
"What is it, Davy?" she shouted, as he stopped again.
"Miss Mary Bell, aren't we going toward the river!" he
shouted back.
The sickness of utter despair weakened the girl's knees. But for a
moment only. Then she drew the elder boy back, and made him pass her. Neither
one spoke.
"Remember, they may come to meet us!" she would say,
when Davy rested spent and breathless on the rail. The water was pushing about
her waist, and was about his armpits now; to step carelessly into a pool would
be fatal. Billy she was managing to keep above water by letting him step along
the middle rail, when there was a middle rail. They made long rests, clinging
close together.
"They ain't ever coming!" sobbed Davy, hopelessly.
"I can't go no farther!"
Mary Bell managed, by leaning forward, to give him a wet slap,
full in the face. The blow roused the little fellow, and he bravely stumbled
ahead again.
"That's a darling, Davy!" she shouted. A second later
something floating struck her elbow; a boy's rubber boot. It was perhaps the
most dreadful moment of the long fight, when she realized that they were only
where they had started from.
Later she heard herself urging Davy to take just ten steps
more,—just another ten. "Just think, five minutes more and we're safe,
Davy!" some one said. Later, she heard her own voice saying, "Well,
if you can't, then hang on the fence! DON'T let go the fence!" Then there
was silence. Long after, Mary Bell began to cry, and said softly, "God,
God, you know I could do this if I weren't carrying Billy." After that it
was all a troubled dream.
She dreamed that Davy suddenly said, "I can see the
fire!" and that, as she did not stir, he cried it again, this time not so
near. She dreamed that the sound of splashing boots and shouting came down
across the dark water, and that lights smote her eyelids with sharp pain. An
overwhelming dread of effort swept over her. She did not want to move her
aching body, to raise her heavy head. Somebody's arm braced her shoulders; she
toppled against it.
She dreamed that Jim Carr's voice said, "Take the kid, Sing!
He's all right!" and that Jim Carr lifted her up, and shouted out,
"She's almost gone!"
Then some one was carrying her across rough ground, across smooth
ground, to where there was a fire, and blankets, and voices—voices—voices.
"It makes me choke!" That was Mary Bell Barber,
whispering to Jim Carr. But she could not open her eyes.
"But drink it, dearest! Swallow it!" he pleaded.
"You were too late, Jim, we couldn't hold on!" she
whispered pitifully. And then, as the warmth and the stimulant had their
effect, she did open her eyes; and the fire, the ring of faces, the black sky,
and the moon breaking through, all slipped into place.
"Did you come for us, Jim?" she murmured, too tired to
wonder why the big fellow should cry as he put his face against hers.
"I came for you, dear! I came back to sit with you on the
steps. I didn't want to dance without my girl, and that's why I'm here. My
brave little girl!"
Mary Bell leaned against his shoulder contentedly.
"That's right; you rest!" said Jim. "We're all
going home now, and we'll have you tucked away in bed in no time. Mrs. Bates is
all ready for you!"
"Jim," whispered Mary Bell.
"Darling?"—he put his mouth close to the white lips.
"Jim, will you remind Aunty Bates to hang up my party dress real carefully? In all the fuss some one's sure to muss it!" said Mary Bell.
A capped and aproned
maid, with a martyred expression, had twice sounded the dinner-bell in the
stately halls of Costello, before any member of the family saw fit to respond
to it.
Then they all came at once, with a sudden pounding of young feet
on the stairs, an uproar of young voices, and much banging of doors. Jim and
Danny, twins of fourteen, to whom their mother was wont proudly to allude as
"the top o' the line," violently left their own sanctum on the fourth
floor, and coasted down such banisters as lay between that and the dining-room.
Teresa, an angel-faced twelve-year-old in a blue frock, shut 'The Wide, Wide
World' with a sigh, and climbed down from the window-seat in the hall.
Teresa's pious mother, in moments of exultation, loved to compare
and commend her offspring to such of the saints and martyrs as their youthful
virtues suggested. And Teresa at twelve had, as it were, graduated from the
little saints, Agnes and Rose and Cecilia, and was now compared, in her
mother's secret heart, to the gracious Queen of all the Saints. "As she
was when a little girl," Mrs. Costello would add, to herself, to excuse
any undue boldness in the thought.
And indeed, Teresa, as she was to-night, her blue eyes still
clouded with Ellen Montgomery's sorrows, her curls tumbled about her hot
cheeks, would have made a pretty foil in a picture of old Saint Anne.
But this story is about Alanna of the black eyes, the eight years,
the large irregular mouth, the large irregular freckles.
Alanna was outrunning lazy little Leo—her senior, but not her
match at anything—on their way to the dining-room. She was rendering desperate
the two smaller boys, Frank X., Jr., and John Henry Newman Costello, who
staggered hopelessly in her wake. They were all hungry, clean, and
good-natured, and Alanna's voice led the other voices, even as her feet, in
twinkling patent leather, led their feet.
Following the children came their mother, fastening the rich silk
and lace at her wrists as she came. Her handsome kindly face and her big
shapely hands were still moist and glowing from soap and warm water, and the
shining rings of black hair at her temples were moist, too.
"This is all my doin', Dad," said she, comfortably, as
she and her flock entered the dining-room. "Put the soup on, Alma. I'm the
one that was goin' to be prompt at dinner, too!" she added, with a
superintending glance for all the children, as she tied on little John's
napkin.
F.X. Costello, Senior, undertaker by profession, and mayor by an
immense majority, was already at the head of the table.
"Late, eh, Mommie?" said he, good-naturedly. He threw
his newspaper on the floor, cast a householder's critical glance at the lights
and the fire, and pushed his neatly placed knives and forks to right and left
carelessly with both his fat hands.
The room was brilliantly lighted and warm. A great fire roared in
the old-fashioned black marble grate, and electric lights blazed everywhere.
Everything in the room, and in the house, was costly, comfortable, incongruous,
and hideous. The Costellos were very rich, and had been very poor; and certain
people were fond of telling of the queer, ridiculous things they did, in trying
to spend their money. But they were very happy, and thought their immense, ugly
house was the finest in the city, or in the world.
"Well, an' what's the news on the Rialter?" said the
head of the house now, busy with his soup.
"You'll have the laugh on me, Dad," his wife assured
him, placidly. "After all my sayin' that nothing'd take me to Father
Crowley's meetin'!"
"Oh, that was it?" said the mayor. "What's he goin'
to have,—a concert?"
"—AND a fair too!" supplemented Mrs. Costello. There was
an interval devoted on her part to various bibs and trays, and a low aside to
the waitress. Then she went on: "As you know, I went, meanin' to beg off.
On account of baby bein' so little, and Leo's cough, and the paperers bein'
upstairs,—and all! I thought I'd just make a donation, and let it go at that.
But the ladies all kind of hung back—there was very few there—and I got
talkin'—"
"Well,'tis but our dooty, after all," said the mayor,
nodding approval.
"That's all, Frank. Well! So finally Mrs. Kiljohn took the
coffee, and the Lemmon girls took the grab-bag. The Guild will look out for the
concert, and I took one fancy-work booth, and of course the Children of Mary'll
have the other, just like they always do."
"Oh, was Grace there?" Teresa was eager to know.
"Grace was, darlin'."
"And we're to have the fancy-work! You'll help us, won't you,
mother? Goody—I'm in that!" exulted Teresa.
"I'm in that, too!" echoed Alanna, quickly.
"A lot you are, you baby!" said Leo, unkindly.
"You're not a Child of Mary, Alanna," Teresa said
promptly and uneasily.
"Well—WELL—I can help!" protested Alanna, putting up her
lip. Can't I, mother? "CAN'T I, mother?"
"You can help ME, dovey," said her mother, absently.
"I'm not goin' to work as I did for Saint Patrick's Bazaar, Dad, and I
said so! Mrs. O'Connell and Mrs. King said they'd do all the work, if I'd just
be the nominal head. Mary Murray will do us some pillers—leather—with Gibsons
and Indians on them. And I'll have Lizzie Bayne up here for a month, makin' me
aprons and little Jappy wrappers, and so on."
She paused over the cutlets and the chicken pie, which she had
been helping with an amazing attention to personal preference. The young
Costellos chafed at the delay, but their mother's fine eyes saw them not.
"Kelley & Moffat ought to let me have materials at half
price," she reflected aloud. "My bill's two or three hundred a
month!"
"You always say that you're not going to do a thing, and then
get in and make more than any other booth!" said Dan, proudly.
"Oh, not this year, I won't," his mother assured him.
But in her heart she knew she would.
"Aren't you glad it's fancy-work?" said Teresa. "It
doesn't get all sloppy and mussy like ice-cream, does it, mother?"
"Gee, don't you love fairs!" burst out Leo, rapturously.
"Sliding up and down the floor before the dance begins, Dan,
to work in the wax?" suggested Jimmy, in pleasant anticipation. "We
go every day and every night, don't we, mother?"
"Ask your father," said Mrs. Costello, discreetly.
But the Mayor's attention just then was taken by Alanna, who had
left her chair to go and whisper in his ear.
"Why, here's Alanna's heart broken!" said he,
cheerfully, encircling her little figure with a big arm.
Alanna shrank back suddenly against him, and put her wet cheek on
his shoulder.
"Now, whatever is it, darlin'?" wondered her mother,
sympathetically, but without concern. "You've not got a pain, have you,
dear?"
"She wants to help the Children of Mary!" said her
father, tenderly. "She wants to do as much as Tessie does!"
"Oh, but, Dad, she CAN'T!" fretted Teresa. "She's
not a Child of Mary! She oughtn't to want to tag that way. Now all the other
girls' sisters will tag!"
"They haven't got sisters!" said Alanna, red-cheeked of
a sudden.
"Why, Mary Alanna Costello, they have too! Jean has, and
Stella has, and Grace has her little cousins!" protested Teresa,
triumphantly.
"Never mind, baby," said Mrs. Costello, hurriedly.
"Mother'll find you something to do. There now! How'd you like to have a
raffle book on something,—a chair or a piller? And you could get all the names
yourself, and keep the money in a little bag—"
"Oh, my! I wish I could!" said Jim, artfully.
"Think of the last night, when the drawing comes! You'll have the fun of
looking up the winning number in your book, and calling it out, in the
hall."
"Would I, Dad?" said Alanna, softly, but with dawning
interest.
"And then, from the pulpit, when the returns are all
in," contributed Dan, warmly, "Father Crowley will read out your
name,—With Mrs. Frank Costello's booth—raffle of sofa cushion, by Miss Alanna
Costello, twenty-six dollars and thirty-five cents!"
"Oo—would he, Dad?" said Alanna, won to smiles and
dimples by this charming prospect.
"Of course he would!" said her father. "Now go back
to your seat, Machree, and eat your dinner. When Mommer takes you and Tess to
the matinee to-morrow, ask her to bring you in to me first, and you and I'll
step over to Paul's, and pick out a table or a couch, or something. Eh,
Mommie?"
"And what do you say?" said that lady to Alanna, as the
radiant little girl went back to her chair.
Whereupon Alanna breathed a bashful "Thank you, Dad,"
into the ruffled yoke of her frock, and the matter was settled.
The next day she trotted beside her father to Paul's big furniture
store, and after long hesitation selected a little desk of shining brass and
dull oak.
"Now," said her father, when they were back in his
office, and Teresa and Mrs. Costello were eager for the matinee, "here's
your book of numbers, Alanna. And here, I'll tie a pencil and a string to it.
Don't lose it. I've given you two hundred numbers at a quarter each, and mind
the minute any one pays for one, you put their name down on the same
line!"
"Oo,—oo!" said Alanna in pride. "Two hundred!
That's lots of money, isn't it, Dad? That's eleven or fourteen dollars, isn't
it, Dad?"
"That's fifty dollars, goose!" said her father making a
dot with the pencil on the tip of her upturned little nose.
"Oo!" said Teresa, awed. Hatted, furred, and muffed, she
leaned on her father's shoulder.
"Oo—Dad!" whispered Alanna, with scarlet cheeks.
"So NOW!" said her mother, with a little nod of
encouragement and warning. "Put it right in your muff, lovey. Don't lose
it. Dan or Jim will help you count your money, and keep things straight."
"And to begin with, we'll all take a chance!" said the
mayor, bringing his fat palm, full of silver, up from his pocket. "How old
are you, Mommie?"
"I'm thirty-seven,—all but, as well you know, Frank!"
said his wife, promptly.
"Thirty-six AND thirty-seven for you, then!" He wrote
her name opposite both numbers. "And here's the mayor on the same
page,—forty-four! And twelve for Tessie, and eight for this highbinder on my
knee, here! And now we'll have one for little Gertie!"
Gertrude Costello was not yet three months old, her mother said.
"Well, she can have number one, anyway!" said the mayor.
"You make a rejooced rate for one family, I understand, Miss
Costello?"
"I DON'T!" chuckled Alanna, locking her thin little arms
about his neck, and digging her chin into his eye. So he gave her full price,
and she went off with her mother in a state of great content, between rows and
rows of coffins, and cases of plumes, and handles and rosettes, and designs for
monuments.
"Mrs. Church will want some chances, won't she, mother?"
she said suddenly.
"Let Mrs. Church alone, darlin'," advised Mrs. Costello.
"She's not a Catholic, and there's plenty to take chances without
her!"
Alanna reluctantly assented; but she need not have worried. Mrs.
Church voluntarily took many chances, and became very enthusiastic about the
desk.
She was a pretty, clever young woman, of whom all the Costellos
were very fond. She lived with a very young husband, and a very new baby, in a
tiny cottage near the big Irish family, and pleased Mrs. Costello by asking her
advice on all domestic matters and taking it. She made the Costello children
welcome at all hours in her tiny, shining kitchen, or sunny little dining-room.
She made them candy and told them stories. She was a minister's daughter, and
wise in many delightful, girlish, friendly ways.
And in return Mrs. Costello did her many a kindly act, and sent
her almost daily presents in the most natural manner imaginable.
But Mrs. Church made Alanna very unhappy about the raffled desk.
It so chanced that it matched exactly the other furniture in Mrs. Church's
rather bare little drawing-room, and this made her eager to win it. Alanna, at
eight, long familiar with raffles and their ways, realized what a very small
chance Mrs. Church stood of getting the desk. It distressed her very much to
notice that lady's growing certainty of success.
She took chance after chance. And with every chance she warned
Alanna of the dreadful results of her not winning, and Alanna, with a worried
line between her eyes, protested her helplessness afresh.
"She WILL do it, Dad!" the little girl confided to him
one evening, when she and her book and her pencil were on his knee. "And
it WORRIES me so."
"Oh, I hope she wins it," said Teresa, ardently.
"She's not a Catholic, but we're praying for her. And you know people who
aren't Catholics, Dad, are apt to think that our fairs are pretty—pretty
MONEY-MAKING, you know!"
"And if only she could point to that desk," said Alanna,
"and say that she won it at a Catholic fair."
"But she won't," said Teresa, suddenly cold.
"I'm PRAYING she will," said Alanna, suddenly.
"Oh, I don't think you ought, do you, Dad?" said Teresa,
gravely. "Do you think she ought, Mommie? That's just like her pouring her
holy water over the kitten. You oughtn't to do those things."
"I ought to," said Alanna, in a whisper that reached
only her father's ear.
"You suit me, whatever you do," said Mayor Costello;
"and Mrs. Church can take her chances with the rest of us."
Mrs. Church seemed to be quite willing to do so. When at last the
great day of the fair came, she was one of the first to reach the hall, in the
morning, to ask Mrs. Costello how she might be of use.
"Now wait a minute, then!" said Mrs. Costello,
cordially. She straightened up, as she spoke, from an inspection of a box of fancy-work.
"We could only get into the hall this hour gone, my dear, and 'twas a
sight, after the Native Sons' Banquet last night. It'll be a miracle if we get
things in order for to-night. Father Crowley said he'd have three carpenters
here this morning at nine, without fail; but not one's come yet. That's the
way!"
"Oh, we'll fix things," said Mrs. Church, shaking out a
dainty little apron.
Alanna came briskly up, and beamed at her. The little girl was
driving about on all sorts of errands for her mother, and had come in to
report.
"Mother, I went home," she said, in a breathless rush,
"and told Alma four extra were coming to lunch, and here are your big
scissors, and I told the boys you wanted them to go out to Uncle Dan's for
greens, they took the buckboard, and I went to Keyser's for the cheese-cloth,
and he had only eighteen yards of pink, but he thinks Kelley's have more, and
there are the tacks, and they don't keep spool-wire, and the electrician will
be here in ten minutes."
"Alanna, you're the pride of me life," said her mother,
kissing her. "That's all now, dearie. Sit down and rest."
"Oh, but I'd rather go round and see things," said
Alanna, and off she went.
The immense hall was filled with the noise of voices, hammers, and
laughter. Groups of distracted women were forming and dissolving everywhere
around chaotic masses of boards and bunting. Whenever a carpenter started for
the door, or entered it, he was waylaid, bribed, and bullied by the frantic
superintendents of the various booths. Messengers came and went, staggering
under masses of evergreen, carrying screens, rope, suit-cases, baskets, boxes,
Japanese lanterns, freezers, rugs, ladders, and tables.
Alanna found the stage fascinating. Lunch and dinner were to be
served there, for the five days of the fair, and it had been set with many
chairs and tables, fenced with ferns and bamboo. Alanna was charmed to arrange
knives and forks, to unpack oily hams and sticky cakes, and great bowls of
salad, and to store them neatly away in a green room.
The grand piano had been moved down to the floor. Now and then an
audacious boy or two banged on it for the few moments that it took his mother's
voice or hands to reach him. Little girls gently played The Carnival of Venice
or Echoes of the Ball, with their scared eyes alert for reproof. And once two
of the "big" Sodality girls came up, assured and laughing and dusty,
and boldly performed one of their convent duets. Some of the tired women in the
booths straightened up and clapped, and called "encore!"
Teresa was not one of these girls. Her instrument was the violin;
moreover, she was busy and absorbed at the Children of Mary's booth, which by
four o'clock began to blossom all over its white-draped pillars and tables with
ribbons and embroidery and tissue paper, and cushions and aprons and collars,
and all sorts of perfumed prettiness.
The two priests were constantly in evidence, their cassocks and
hands showing unaccustomed dust.
And over all the confusion, Mrs. Costello shone supreme. Her
brisk, big figure, with skirts turned back, and a blue apron still further
protecting them, was everywhere at once; laughter and encouragement marked her
path. She wore a paper of pins on the breast of her silk dress, she had a tack
hammer thrust in her belt. In her apron pockets were string, and wire, and
tacks. A big pair of scissors hung at her side, and a pencil was thrust through
her smooth black hair. She advised and consulted and directed; even with the
priests it was to be observed that her mild, "Well, Father, it seems to
me," always won the day. She led the electricians a life of it; she became
the terror of the carpenters' lives.
Where was the young lady that played the violin going to stay?
Send her up to Mrs. Costello's.—Heavens! We were short a tablecloth! Oh, but Mrs.
Costello had just sent Dan home for one.—How on earth could the Male Quartette
from Tower Town find its way to the hall? Mrs. Costello had promised to tell
Mr. C. to send a carriage for them.
She came up to the Children of Mary's booth about five o'clock.
"Well, if you girls ain't the wonders!" she said to the
tired little Sodalists, in a tone of unbounded admiration and surprise.
"You make me ashamed of me own booth. This is beautiful."
"Oh, do you think so, mother?" said Teresa, wistfully,
clinging to her mother's arm.
"I think it's grand!" said Mrs. Costello, with
conviction. There was a delighted laugh. "I'm going to bring all the
ladies up to see it."
"Oh, I'm so glad!" said all the girls together, reviving
visibly.
"An' the pretty things you got!" went on the cheering
matron. "You'll clear eight hundred if you'll clear a cent. And now put me
down for a chance or two; don't be scared, Mary Riordan; four or five! I'm
goin' to bring Mr. Costeller over here to-night, and don't you let him off too
easy."
Every one laughed joyously.
"Did you hear of Alanna's luck?" said Mrs. Costello.
"When the Bishop got here he took her all around the hall with him, and
between this one and that, every last one of her chances is gone. She couldn't
keep her feet on the floor for joy. The lucky girl! They're waitin' for you,
Tess, darlin', with the buckboard. Go home and lay down awhile before
dinner."
"Aren't you lucky!" said Teresa, as she climbed a few
minutes later into the back seat with Jim, and Dan pulled out the whip.
Alanna, swinging her legs, gave a joyful assent. She was too happy
to talk, but the other three had much to say.
"Mother thinks we'll make eight hundred dollars," said
Teresa.
"GEE!" said the twins together, and Dan added, "If
only Mrs. Church wins that desk now."
"Who's going to do the drawing of numbers?" Jimmy
wondered.
"Bishop," said Dan, "and he'll call down from the
platform, 'Number twenty-six wins the desk.' And then Alanna'll look in her
book, and pipe up and say, 'Daniel Ignatius Costello, the handsomest fellow in
the parish, wins the desk.'"
"Twenty-six is Harry Plummer," said Alanna, seriously,
looking up from her chance book, at which they all laughed.
"But take care of that book," warned Teresa, as she
climbed down. "Oh, I will!" responded Alanna, fervently.
And through the next four happy days she did, and took the
precaution of tying it by a stout cord to her arm.
Then on Saturday, the last afternoon, quite late, when her mother
had suggested that she go home with Leo and Jack and Frank and Gertrude and the
nurses, Alanna felt the cord hanging loose against her hand, and looking down,
saw that the book was gone.
She was holding out her arms for her coat when this took place,
and she went cold all over. But she did not move, and Minnie buttoned her in
snugly, and tied the ribbons of her hat with cold, hard knuckles, without
suspecting anything.
Then Alanna disappeared and Mrs. Costello sent the maids and
babies on without her. It was getting dark and cold for the small Costellos.
But the hour was darker and colder for Alanna. She searched and
she hoped and she prayed in vain. She stood up, after a long hands-and-knees
expedition under the tables where she had been earlier, and pressed her right
hand over her eyes, and said aloud in her misery, "Oh, I CAN'T have lost
it! I CAN'T have. Oh, don't let me have lost it!"
She went here and there as if propelled by some mechanical force,
a wretched, restless little figure. And when the dreadful moment came when she
must give up searching, she crept in beside her mother in the carriage, and
longed only for some honorable death.
When they all went back at eight o'clock, she recommenced her
search feverishly, with that cruel alternation of hope and despair and
weariness that every one knows. The crowds, the lights, the music, the
laughter, and the noise, and the pervading odor of pop-corn were not real, when
a shabby, brown little book was her whole world, and she could not find it.
"The drawing will begin," said Alanna, "and the
Bishop will call out the number! And what'll I say? Every one will look at me;
and HOW can I say I've lost it! Oh, what a baby they'll call me!"
"Father'll pay the money back," she said, in sudden
relief. But the impossibility of that swiftly occurred to her, and she began
hunting again with fresh terror.
"But he can't! How can he? Two hundred names; and I don't
know them, or half of them."
Then she felt the tears coming, and she crept in under some
benches, and cried.
She lay there a long time, listening to the curious hum and buzz above
her. And at last it occurred to her to go to the Bishop, and tell this old,
kind friend the truth.
But she was too late. As she got to her feet, she heard her own
name called from the platform, in the Bishop's voice.
"Where's Alanna Costello? Ask her who has number eighty-three
on the desk. Eighty-three wins the desk! Find little Alanna Costello!"
Alanna had no time for thought. Only one course of action occurred
to her. She cleared her throat.
"Mrs. Will Church has that number, Bishop," she said.
The crowd about her gave way, and the Bishop saw her, rosy,
embarrassed, and breathless.
"Ah, there you are!" said the Bishop. "Who has
it?"
"Mrs. Church, your Grace," said Alanna, calmly this
time.
"Well, did you EVER," said Mrs. Costello to the Bishop.
She had gone up to claim a mirror she had won, a mirror with a gold frame, and
lilacs and roses painted lavishly on its surface.
"Gee, I bet Alanna was pleased about the desk!" said Dan
in the carriage.
"Mrs. Church nearly cried," Teresa said. "But
where'd Alanna go to? I couldn't find her until just a few minutes ago, and
then she was so queer!"
"It's my opinion she was dead tired," said her mother.
"Look how sound she's asleep! Carry her up, Frank. I'll keep her in bed in
the morning."
They kept Alanna in bed for many mornings, for her secret weighed
on her soul, and she failed suddenly in color, strength, and appetite. She grew
weak and nervous, and one afternoon, when the Bishop came to see her, worked
herself into such a frenzy that Mrs. Costello wonderingly consented to her
entreaty that he should not come up.
She would not see Mrs. Church, nor go to see the desk in its new
house, nor speak of the fair in any way. But she did ask her mother who swept
out the hall after the fair.
"I did a good deal meself," said Mrs. Costello, dashing
one hope to the ground. Alanna leaned back in her chair, sick with
disappointment.
One afternoon, about a week after the fair, she was brooding over
the fire. The other children were at the matinee, Mrs. Costello was out, and a violent
storm was whirling about the nursery windows.
Presently, Annie, the laundress, put her frowsy head in at the
door. She was a queer, warm-hearted Irish girl; her big arms were still
streaming from the tub, and her apron was wet.
"Ahl alone?" said Annie, with a broad smile.
"Yes; come in, won't you, Annie?" said little Alanna.
"I cahn't. I'm at the toobs," said Annie, coming in,
nevertheless. "I was doin' all the tableclot's and napkins, an' out drops
your little buke!"
"My—what did you say?" said Alanna, very white.
"Your little buke," said Annie. She laid the chance book
on the table, and proceeded to mend the fire.
Alanna sank back in her chair. She twisted her fingers together,
and tried to think of an appropriate prayer.
"Thank you, Annie," she said weakly, when the laundress
went out. Then she sprang for the book. It slipped twice from her cold little
fingers before she could open it.
"Eighty-three!" she said hoarsely.
"Sixty—seventy—eighty-three!"
She looked and looked and looked. She shut the book and opened it
again, and looked. She laid it on the table, and walked away from it, and then
came back suddenly, and looked. She laughed over it, and cried over it, and
thought how natural it was, and how wonderful it was, all in the space of ten
blissful minutes.
And then, with returning appetite and color and peace of mind, her
eyes filled with pity for the wretched little girl who had watched this same
sparkling, delightful fire so drearily a few minutes ago.
Her small soul was steeped in gratitude. She crooked her arm and put her face down on it, and sank to her knees.
"NEW white dress,
is it?" said Mrs. Costello in bland surprise. "Well, my, my, my!
You'll have Dad and me in the poorhouse!"
She had been knitting a pink and white jacket for somebody's baby,
but now she put it into the silk bag on her knee, dropped it on the floor, and
with one generous sweep of her big arms gathered Alanna into her lap instead.
Alanna was delighted to have at last attracted her mother's whole attention,
after some ten minutes of unregarded whispering in her ear. She settled her
thin little person with the conscious pleasure of a petted cat.
"What do you know about that, Dad?" said Mrs. Costello,
absently, as she stiffened the big bow over Alanna's temple into a more erect
position. "You and Tess could wear your Christmas procession
dresses," she suggested to the little girl.
Teresa, apparently absorbed until this instant in what the young
Costellos never called anything but the "library book," although that
volume changed character and title week after week, now shut it abruptly, came
around the reading-table to her mother's side, and said in a voice full of
pained reminder:
"Mother! EVERY ONE will have new white dresses and blue
sashes for Superior's feast!"
"I bet you Superior won't!" said Jim, frivolously, from
the picture-puzzle he and Dan were reconstructing. Alanna laughed joyously, but
Teresa looked shocked.
"Mother, ought he say that about Superior?" she asked.
"Jimmy, don't you be pert about the Sisters," said his
mother, mildly. And suddenly the Mayor's paper was lowered, and he was looking
keenly at his son over his glasses.
"What did you say, Jim?" said he. Jim was instantly
smitten scarlet and dumb, but Mrs. Costello hastily explained that it was but a
bit of boy's nonsense, and dismissed it by introducing the subject of the new
white dresses.
"Well, well, well! There's nothing like having two girls in
society!" said the Mayor, genially, winding one of Teresa's curls about
his fat finger. "What's this for, now? Somebody graduating?"
"It's Mother Superior's Golden Jubilee," explained
Teresa, "and there will be a reunion of 'lumnae, and plays by the girls,
you know, and duets by the big girls, and needlework by the Spanish girls. And our
room and Sister Claudia's is giving a new chapel window, a dollar a girl, and
Sister Ligouri's room is giving the organ bench."
"And our room is giving a spear," said Alanna,
uncertainly.
"A spear, darlin'?" wondered her mother. "What
would you give that to Superior for?" Jim and Dan looked up expectantly,
the Mayor's mouth twitched. Alanna buried her face in her mother's neck, where
she whispered an explanation.
"Well, of course!" said Mrs. Costello, presently, to the
company at large. Her eye held a warning that her oldest sons did not miss.
"As she says, 'tis a ball all covered with islands and maps, Dad. A globe,
that's the other name for it!"
"Ah, yes, a spear, to be sure!" assented the Mayor,
mildly, and Alanna returned to view.
"But the best of the whole programme is the grandchildren's
part," volunteered Teresa. "You know, Mother, the girls whose mothers
went to Notre Dame are called the 'grandchildren.' Alanna and I are, there are
twenty-two of us in all. And we are going to have a special march and a special
song, and present Superior with a bouquet!"
"And maybe Teresa's going to present it and say the
salutation!" exulted Alanna.
"No, Marg'ret Hammond will," Teresa corrected her
quickly. "Marg'ret's three months older than me. First they were going to
have me, but Marg'ret's the oldest. And she does it awfully nicely, doesn't
she, Alanna? Sister Celia says it's really the most important thing of the day.
And we all stand round Marg'ret while she does it. And the best of it all is,
it's a surprise for Superior!"
"Not a surprise like Christmas surprises," amended
Alanna, conscientiously. "Superior sort of knows we are doing something,
because she hears the girls practising, and she sees us going upstairs to
rehearse. But she will p'tend to be surprised."
"And it's new dresses all 'round, eh?" said her father.
"Oh, yes, we must!" said Teresa, anxiously.
"Well, I'll see about it," promised Mrs. Costello.
"Don't you want to afford the expense, mother?" Alanna
whispered in her ear. Mrs. Costello was much touched.
"Don't you worry about that, lovey!" said she. The Mayor
had presumably returned to his paper, but his absent eyes were fixed far beyond
the printed sheet he still held tilted carefully to the light.
"Marg'ret Hammond—whose girl is that, then?" he asked
presently.
"She's a girl whose mother died," supplied Alanna,
cheerfully. "She's awfully smart. Sister Helen teaches her piano for
nothing,—she's a great friend of mine. She likes me, doesn't she, Tess?"
"She's three years older'n you are, Alanna," said
Teresa, briskly, "and she's in our room! I don't see how you can say she's
a friend of YOURS! Do you, mother?"
"Well," said Alanna, getting red, "she is. She gave
me a rag when I cut me knee, and one day she lifted the cup down for me when
Mary Deane stuck it up on a high nail, so that none of us could get drinks, and
when Sister Rose said, 'Who is talking?' she said Alanna Costello wasn't 'cause
she's sitting here as quiet as a mouse!'"
"All that sounds very kind and friendly to me," said
Mrs. Costello, soothingly.
"I expect that's Doctor Hammond's girl?" said the Mayor.
"No, sir," said Dan. "These are the Hammonds who
live over by the bridge. There's just two kids, Marg'ret and Joe, and their
father. Joe served the eight o'clock Mass with me one week,—you know, Jim, the
week you were sick."
"Sure," said Jim. "Hammond's a nice feller."
Their father scraped his chin with a fat hand.
"I know them," he said ruminatively. Mrs. Costello
looked up.
"That's not the Hammond you had trouble with at the shop, Frank?"
she said.
"Well, I'm thinking maybe it is," her husband admitted.
"He's had a good deal of bad luck one way or another, since he lost his
wife." He turned to Teresa. "You be as nice as you can to little
Marg'ret Hammond, Tess," said he.
"I wonder who the wife was?" said Mrs. Costello.
"If this little girl is a 'grandchild,' I ought to know the mother. Ask
her, Tess."
Teresa hesitated.
"I don't play with her much, mother. And she's sort of
shy," she began.
"I'll ask her," said Alanna, boldly. "I don't care
if she IS going on twelve. She goes up to the chapel every day, and I'll stop
her to-morrow, and ask her! She's always friendly to me."
Mayor Costello had returned to his paper. But a few hours later,
when all the children except Gertrude were settled for the night, and Gertrude,
in a state of milky beatitude, was looking straight into her mother's face
above her with blue eyes heavy with sleep, he enlightened his wife further
concerning the Hammonds.
"He was with me at the shop," said the Mayor, "and I
never was sorrier to let any man go. But it seemed like his wife's death drove
him quite wild. First it was fighting with the other boys, and then drink, and
then complaints here and there and everywhere, and Kelly wouldn't stand for it.
I wish I'd kept him on a bit longer, myself, what with his having the two
children and all. He's got a fine head on him, and a very good way with people
in trouble. Kelly himself was always sending him to arrange about flowers and
carriages and all. Poor lad! And then came the night he was tipsy, and got
locked in the warehouse—"
"I know," said Mrs. Costello, with a pitying shake of
the head, as she gently adjusted the sleeping Gertrude. "Has he had a job
since, Frank?"
"He was with a piano house," said her husband, uneasily,
as he went slowly on with his preparations for the night. "Two children,
has he? And a boy on the altar. 'Tis hard that the children have to pay for
it."
"Alanna'll find out who the wife was. She never fails
me," said Mrs. Costello, turning from Gertrude's crib with sudden decision
in her voice. "And I'll do something, never fear!"
Alanna did not fail. She came home the next day brimming with the
importance of her fulfilled mission.
"Her mother's name was Harmonica Moore!" announced
Alanna, who could be depended upon for unfailing inaccuracy in the matter of
names. Teresa and the boys burst into joyous laughter, but the information was
close enough for Mrs. Costello.
"Monica Moore!" she exclaimed. "Well, for pity's
sake! Of course I knew her, and a sweet, dear girl she was, too. Stop laughing
at Alanna, all of you, or I'll send you upstairs until Dad gets after you. Very
quiet and shy she was, but the lovely singing voice! There wasn't a tune in the
world she wouldn't lilt to you if you asked her. Well, the poor child, I wish
I'd never lost sight of her." She pondered a moment. "Is the boy
still serving Mass at St. Mary's, Dan?" she said then.
"Sure," said Jim. For Dan was absorbed in the task of
restoring Alanna's ruffled feelings by inserting a lighted match into his
mouth.
"Well, that's good," pursued their mother. "You
bring him home to breakfast after Mass any day this week, Jim. And, Tess, you
must bring the little girl in after school. Tell her I knew her dear
mother." Mrs. Costello's eyes, as she returned placidly to the task of
labelling jars upon shining jars of marmalade, shone with their most radiant
expression.
Marg'ret and Joe Hammond were constant visitors in the big
Costello house after that. Their father was away, looking for work, Mrs. Costello
imagined and feared, and they were living with some vague "lady across the
hall." So the Mayor's wife had free rein, and she used it. When Marg'ret
got one of her shapeless, leaky shoes cut in the Costello barn, she was
promptly presented with shining new ones, "the way I couldn't let you get
a cold and die on your father, Marg'ret, dear!" said Mrs. Costello. The
twins' outgrown suits were found to fit Joe Hammond to perfection, "and a
lucky thing I thought of it, Joe, before I sent them off to my sister's
children in Chicago!" observed the Mayor's wife. The Mayor himself heaped
his little guests' plates with the choicest of everything on the table, when
the Hammonds stayed to dinner. Marg'ret frequently came home between Teresa and
Alanna to lunch, and when Joe breakfasted after Mass with Danny and Jim, Mrs.
Costello packed his lunch with theirs, exulting in the chance. The children
became fast friends, and indeed it would have been hard to find better
playfellows for the young Costellos, their mother often thought, than the
clever, appreciative little Hammonds.
Meantime, the rehearsals for Mother Superior's Golden Jubilee
proceeded steadily, and Marg'ret, Teresa, and Alanna could talk of nothing
else. The delightful irregularity of lessons, the enchanting confusion of
rehearsals, the costumes, programme, and decorations were food for endless
chatter. Alanna, because Marg'ret was so genuinely fond of her, lived in the
seventh heaven of bliss, trotting about with the bigger girls, joining in their
plans, and running their errands. The "grandchildren" were to have a
play, entitled "By Nero's Command," in which both Teresa and Marg'ret
sustained prominent parts, and even Alanna was allotted one line to speak. It
became an ordinary thing, in the Costello house, to hear the little girl
earnestly repeating this line to herself at quiet moments, "The lions,—oh,
the lions!" Teresa and Marg'ret, in their turn, frequently rehearsed a
heroic dialogue which began with the stately line, uttered by Marg'ret in the
person of a Roman princess: "My slave, why art thou always so happy at thy
menial work?"
One day Mrs. Costello called the three girls to her sewing-room,
where a brisk young woman was smoothing lengths of snowy lawn on the long
table.
"These are your dresses, girls," said the matron.
"Let Miss Curry get the len'ths and neck measures. And look, here's the
embroidery I got. Won't that make up pretty? The waists will be all insertion,
pretty near."
"Me, too?" said Marg'ret Hammond, catching a rapturous
breath.
"You, too," answered Mrs. Costello in her most
matter-of-fact tone. "You see, you three will be the very centre of the
group, and it'll look very nice, your all being dressed the same—why, Marg'ret,
dear!" she broke off suddenly. For Marg'ret, standing beside her chair,
had dropped her head on Mrs. Costello's shoulder and was crying.
"I worried so about my dress," said she, shakily, wiping
her eyes on the soft sleeve of Mrs. Costello's shirt-waist; when a great deal
of patting, and much smothering from the arms of Teresa and Alanna had almost
restored her equilibrium, "and Joe worried too! I couldn't write and
bother my father. And only this morning I was thinking that I might have to
write and tell Sister Rose that I couldn't be in the exhibition, after all!"
"Well, there, now, you silly girl! You see how much good
worrying does," said Mrs. Costello, but her own eyes were wet.
"The worst of it was," said Marg'ret, red-cheeked, but
brave, "that I didn't want any one to think my father wouldn't give it to
me. For you know"—the generous little explanation tugged at Mrs.
Costello's heart—"you know he would if he COULD!"
"Well, of course he would!" assented that lady, giving
the loyal little daughter a kiss before the delightful business of fitting and
measuring began. The new dresses promised to be the prettiest of their kind,
and harmony and happiness reigned in the sewing-room.
But it was only a day later that Teresa and Alanna returned from
school with faces filled with expressions of utter woe. Indignant, protesting,
tearful, they burst forth the instant they reached their mother's sympathetic
presence with the bitter tale of the day's happenings. Marg'ret Hammond's
father had come home again, it appeared, and he was awfully, awfully cross with
Marg'ret and Joe. They weren't to come to the Costellos' any more, or he'd whip
them. And Marg'ret had been crying, and THEY had been crying, and Sister didn't
know what was the matter, and they couldn't tell her, and the rehearsal was no
FUN!
While their feeling was still at its height, Dan and Jimmy came
in, equally roused by their enforced estrangement from Joe Hammond. Mrs.
Costello was almost as much distressed as the children, and excited and
mutinous argument held the Costello dinner-table that night. The Mayor, his wife
noticed, paid very close attention to the conversation, but he did not allude
to it until they were alone.
"So Hammond'll take no favors from me, Mollie?"
"I suppose that's it, Frank. Perhaps he's been nursing a
grudge all these weeks. But it's cruel hard on the children. From his comin'
back this way, I don't doubt he's out of work, and where Marg'ret'll get her
white dress from now, I don't know!"
"Well, if he don't provide it, Tess'll recite the
salutation," said the Mayor, with a great air of philosophy. But a second
later he added, "You couldn't have it finished up, now, and send it to the
child on the chance?"
His wife shook her head despondently, and for several days went
about with a little worried look in her bright eyes, and a constant dread of the
news that Marg'ret Hammond had dropped out of the exhibition. Marg'ret was sad,
the little girls said, and evidently missing them as they missed her, but up to
the very night of the dress rehearsal she gave no sign of worry on the subject
of a white dress.
Mrs. Costello had offered her immense parlors for the last
rehearsal of the chief performers in the plays and tableaux, realizing that
even the most obligingly blind of Mother Superiors could not appear to ignore
the gathering of some fifty girls in their gala dresses in the convent hall,
for this purpose. Alanna and Teresa were gloriously excited over the prospect,
and flitted about the empty rooms on the evening appointed, buzzing like eager
bees.
Presently a few of the nuns arrived, escorting a score of little
girls, and briskly ready for an evening of serious work. Then some of the older
girls, carrying their musical instruments, came in laughing. Laughter and talk
began to make the big house hum, the nuns ruling the confusion, gathering girls
into groups, suppressing the hilarity that would break out over and over again,
and anxious to clear a corner and begin the actual work. A tall girl, leaning
on the piano, scribbled a crude programme, murmuring to the alert-faced nun
beside her as she wrote:
"Yes, Sister, and then the mandolins and guitars; yes,
Sister, and then Mary Cudahy's recitation; yes, Sister. Is that too near
Loretta's song? All right, Sister, the French play can go in between, and then
Loretta. Yes, Sister."
"Of course Marg'ret'll come, Tess,—or has she come?"
said Mrs. Costello, who was hastily clearing a table in the family sitting-room
upstairs, because it was needed for the stage setting. Teresa, who had just
joined her mother, was breathless.
"Mother! Something awful has happened!"
Mrs. Costello carefully transferred to the book-case the lamp she
had just lifted, dusted her hands together, and turned eyes full of sympathetic
interest upon her oldest daughter,—Teresa's tragedies were very apt to be of
the spirit, and had not the sensational urgency that alarms from the boys or
Alanna commanded.
"What is it then, darlin'?" said she.
"Oh, it's Marg'ret, mother!" Teresa clasped her hands in
an ecstasy of apprehension. "Oh, mother, can't you MAKE her take that
white dress?"
Mrs. Costello sat down heavily, her kind eyes full of regret.
"What more can I do, Tess?" Then, with a grave
headshake, "She's told Sister Rose she has to drop out?"
"Oh, no, mother!" Teresa said distressfully. "It's
worse than that! She's here, and she's rehearsing, and what DO you think she's
wearing for an exhibition dress?"
"Well, how would I know, Tess, with you doing nothing but
bemoaning and bewildering me?" asked her mother, with a sort of resigned
despair. "Don't go round and round it, dovey; what is it at all?"
"It's a white dress," said Teresa, desperately,
"and of course it's pretty, and at first I couldn't think where I'd seen
it before, and I don't believe any of the other girls did. But they will! And I
don't know what Sister will say! She's wearing Joe Hammond's surplice, yes, but
she IS, mother!—it's as long as a dress, you know, and with a blue sash, and
all! It's one of the lace ones, that Mrs. Deane gave all the altar-boys a year
ago, don't you remember? Don't you remember she made almost all of them too small?"
Mrs. Costello sat in stunned silence.
"I never heard the like!" said she, presently. Teresa's
fears awakened anew.
"Oh, will Sister let her wear it, do you think, mother?"
"Well, I don't know, Tess." Mrs. Costello was plainly at
a loss. "Whatever could have made her think of it,—the poor child! I'm
afraid it'll make talk," she added after a moment's troubled silence,
"and I don't know what to do! I wish," finished she, half to herself,
"that I could get hold of her father for about one minute. I'd—"
"What would you do?" demanded Teresa, eagerly, in utter
faith.
"Well, I couldn't do anything!" said her mother, with
her wholesome laugh. "Come, Tess," she added briskly, "we'll go
down. Don't worry, dear; we'll find some way out of it for Marg'ret."
She entered the parlors with her usual genial smile a few minutes
later, and the flow of conversation that never failed her.
"Mary, you'd ought always to wear that Greek-lookin'
dress," said Mrs. Costello, en passant. "Sister, if you don't want me
in any of the dances, I'll take meself out of your way! No, indeed, the Mayor
won't be annoyed by anything, girls, so go ahead with your duets, for he's
taken the boys off to the Orpheum an hour ago, the way they couldn't be at
their tricks upsettin' everything!" And presently she laid her hand on
Marg'ret Hammond's shoulder. "Are they workin' you too hard,
Marg'ret?"
Marg'ret's answer was smiling and ready, but Mrs. Costello read
more truthfully the color on the little face, and the distress in the bright
eyes raised to hers, and sighed as she found a big chair and settled herself
contentedly to watch and listen.
Marg'ret was wearing Joe's surplice, there was no doubt of that.
But, Mrs. Costello wondered, how many of the nuns and girls had noticed it? She
looked shrewdly from one group to another, studying the different faces, and
worried herself with the fancy that certain undertones and quick glances WERE
commenting upon the dress. It was a relief when Marg'ret slipped out of it,
and, with the other girls, assumed the Greek costume she was to wear in the
play. The Mayor's wife, automatically replacing the drawing string in a
cream-colored toga lavishly trimmed with gold paper-braid, welcomed the little
respite from her close watching.
"By Nero's Command" was presently in full swing, and the
room echoed to stately phrases and glorious sentiments, in the high-pitched
clear voices of the small performers. Several minutes of these made all the
more startling a normal tone, Marg'ret Hammond's everyday voice, saying sharply
in a silence:
"Well, then, why don't you SAY it?"
There was an instant hush. And then another voice, that of a girl
named Beatrice Garvey, answered sullenly and loudly:
"I WILL say it, if you want me to!"
The words were followed by a shocked silence. Every one turned to
see the two small girls in the centre of the improvised stage, the other
performers drawing back instinctively. Mrs. Costello caught her breath, and
half rose from her chair. She had heard, as all the girls knew, that Beatrice
did not like Marg'ret, and resented the prominence that Marg'ret had been given
in the play. She guessed, with a quickening pulse, what Beatrice had said.
"What is the trouble, girls?" said Sister Rose's clear
voice severely.
Marg'ret, crimson-cheeked, breathing hard, faced the room
defiantly. She was a gallant and pathetic little figure in her blue draperies.
The other child was plainly frightened at the result of the quarrel.
"Beatrice—?" said the nun, unyieldingly.
"She said I was a thief!" said Marg'ret, chokingly, as Beatrice
did not answer.
There was a general horrified gasp, the nun's own voice when she
spoke again was angry and quick.
"Beatrice, did you say that to Marg'ret?"
"I said—I said—" Beatrice was frightened, but aggrieved
too. "I said I thought it was wrong to wear a surplice, that was made to
wear on the altar, as an exhibition dress, and Marg'ret said, 'Why?' and I said
because I thought it was—something I wouldn't say, and Marg'ret said, did I
mean stealing, and I said, well, yes, I did, and then Marg'ret said right out,
'Well, if you think I'm a thief, why don't you say so?'"
Nobody stirred. The case had reached the open court, and no little
girl present could have given a verdict to save her little soul.
"But—but—" the nun was bewildered, "but whoever did
wear a surplice for an exhibition dress? I never heard of such a thing!"
Something in the silence was suddenly significant. She turned her gaze from the
room, where it had been seeking intelligence from the other nuns and the older
girls, and looked back at the stage.
Marg'ret Hammond had dropped her proud little head, and her eyes
were hidden by the tangle of soft dark hair. Had Sister Rose needed further
evidence, the shocked faces all about would have supplied it.
"Marg'ret," she said, "were you going to wear Joe's
surplice?"
Marg'ret did not answer.
"I'm sure, Sister, I didn't mean—" stammered Beatrice.
Her voice died out uncomfortably.
"Why were you going to do that, Marg'ret?" pursued the
nun, quite at a loss.
Again Marg'ret did not answer.
But Alanna Costello, who had worked her way from a scandalized
crowd of little girls to Marg'ret's side, and who stood now with her small face
one blaze of indignation, and her small person fairly vibrating with the
violence of her breathing, spoke out suddenly. Her brave little voice rang
through the room.
"Well—well—" stammered Alanna, eagerly, "that's not
a bad thing to do! Me and Marg'ret were both going to do it, weren't we,
Marg'ret? We didn't think it would be bad to wear our own brothers' surplices,
did we, Marg'ret? I was going to ask my mother if we couldn't. Joe's is too
little for him, and Leo's would be just right for me, and they're white and
pretty—" She hesitated a second, her loyal little hand clasping Marg'ret's
tight, her eyes ranging the room bravely. She met her mother's look, and gained
fresh impetus from what she saw there. "And MOTHER wouldn't have minded,
would you, mother?" she finished triumphantly.
Every one wheeled to face Mrs. Costello, whose look, as she rose,
was all indulgent.
"Well, Sister, I don't see why they shouldn't," began
her comfortable voice. The tension over the room snapped at the sound of it
like a cut string. "After all," she pursued, now joining the heart of
the group, "a surplice is a thing you make in the house like any other
dress, and you know how girls feel about the things their brothers wear,
especially if they love them! Why," said Mrs. Costello, with a delightful
smile that embraced the room, "there never were sisters more devoted than
Marg'ret and my Alanna! However"—and now a business-like tone crept
in—"however, Sister, dear, if you or Mother Superior has the slightest
objection in the world, why, that's enough for us all, isn't it, girls? We'll
leave it to you, Sister. You're the one to judge." In the look the two
women exchanged, they reached a perfect understanding.
"I think it's very lovely," said Sister Rose, calmly,
"to think of a little girl so devoted to her brother as Margaret is. I
could ask Superior, of course, Mary," she added to Mrs. Costello,
"but I know she would feel that whatever you decide is quite right. So
that's settled, isn't it, girls?"
"Yes, Sister," said a dozen relieved voices, the
speakers glad to chorus assent whether the situation in the least concerned
them or not. Teresa and some of the other girls had gathered about Marg'ret,
and a soothing pur of conversation surrounded them. Mrs. Costello lingered for
a few satisfied moments, and then returned to her chair.
"Come now, girls, hurry!" said Sister Rose. "Take
your places, and let this be a lesson to us not to judge too hastily and
uncharitably. Where were we? Oh, yes, we'll go back to where Grace comes in and
says to Teresa, 'Here, even in the Emperor's very palace, dost dare....' Come,
Grace!"
"I knew, if we all prayed about it, your father'd let
you!" exulted Teresa, the following afternoon, when Marg'ret Hammond was
about to run down the wide steps of the Costello house, in the gathering dusk.
The Mayor came into the entrance hall, his coat pocket bulging with papers, and
his silk hat on the back of his head, to find his wife and daughters bidding
the guest good-by. He was enthusiastically imformed of the happy change of
event.
"Father," said Teresa, before fairly freed from his arms
and his kiss, "Marg'ret's father said she could have her white dress, and
Marg'ret came home with us after rehearsal, and we've been having such
fun!"
"And Marg'ret's father sent you a nice message, Frank,"
said his wife, significantly.
"Well, that's fine. Your father and I had a good talk to-day,
Marg'ret," said the Mayor, cordially. "I had to be down by the
bridge, and I hunted him up. He'll tell you about it. He's going to lend me a
hand at the shop, the way I won't be so busy. 'Tis an awful thing when a man
loses his wife," he added soberly a moment later, as they watched the
little figure run down the darkening street.
"But now we're all good friends again, aren't we,
mother?" said Alanna's buoyant little voice. Her mother tipped her face up
and kissed her.
"You're a good friend,—that I know, Alanna!" said she.
6."S IS FOR SHIFTLESS SUSANNA"
"You look glorious.
What's the special programme you've laid out for this morning, Sue?" said
Susanna's husband, coming upon her in her rose garden early on a certain
perfect October morning.
"I FEEL glorious too" young Mrs. Fairfax said, returning
his kiss and dropping basket and scissors to bestow all her attention upon his
buttonhole rose. "There is no special occasion for all this
extravagance," she added, giving a complacent downward glance at the filmy
embroideries of her gown, and her small whiteshod feet. "In fact, to-day
breaks before me a long and delicious blank. I don't know when I have had such
a Saturday. I shall write letters this morning—or perhaps wash my hair—I don't
know. And then I'll take Mrs. Elliot for a drive this afternoon, or take some
fruit to the Burkes, maybe, and stop for tea at the club. And if you decide to
dine in town, I'll have Emma set my dinner out on the porch and commence my new
Locke. And if you can beat that programme for sheer idle bliss," said
Susanna, "let me hear you do it!"
She finished fastening his rose, stepped back to survey it, and
raised to his eyes her own joyous, honest blue eyes, which still were as candid
as a nice child's. Jim Fairfax, keenly alive to the delight of it, even after
six months of marriage, kissed her again.
"You know, Jim," said Susanna, when they were presently
sauntering with their load of roses toward the house and breakfast,
"apropos of this new dress, I believe I put it on just BECAUSE there was
no real reason for it. It is so delightful sometimes to get into dainty
petties, and silk stockings, and a darling new gown, just as a matter of
course! All my life, you know, I've had just one good outfit at a time, and
sometimes less than that, and all the things I wore every day were so awfully
plain—!"
"I know, my darling," Jim said, a little gravely. For he
was always sorry to remember that there had been long years of poverty and
struggle in Susanna's life before the day when he had found her, an underpaid
librarian in a dark old law library, in a dark old street. Susanna, buoyant,
ambitious, and overworked, had never stopped in her hard daily round long
enough to consider herself pitiful, but she could look back from her rose
garden now to the days before she knew Jim, and join him in a little shudder of
reminiscence.
"I don't believe a long, idle day will ever seem anything but
a joyous holiday to me," she said now. "It seems so curious still,
not to be expected anywhere every morning!"
"Well, you may as well get used to it," Jim told her
smilingly. But a few minutes later, when Susanna was busy with the coffee-pot,
he looked up from a letter to say: "Here's a job for you, after all,
to-day, Sue! This—" and he flattened the crackling sheets beside his
plate, "this is from old Thayer."
"Thayer himself?" Susanna echoed appreciatively. For old
Whitman Thayer, in whose hands lay the giving of contracts far larger than any
that had as yet been handled by Jim or his senior partners in the young firm of
Reid, Polk & Fairfax, Architects, was naturally an enormously important
figure in his and Susanna's world. They spoke of Thayer nearly every night, Jim
reporting to his interested wife that Thayer had "come in," or
"hadn't come in," that Thayer had "seemed pleased," that
Thayer had "jumped" on this, or had "been tickled to death"
with that; and the Fairfax domestic barometer varied accordingly.
"Go ON, Jim," said Susanna, in suspense.
"Why, it seems that his wife—she's awfully sweet and
nice," Jim proceeded, "is coming into town this afternoon, and she
wonders if it would be too much trouble for Mrs. Fairfax to come in and lunch
with her and help her with some shopping."
"Jim, it doesn't say that!" But Susanna's eyes were
kindling with joy at the thought. "Oh, Jim, what a chance! Doesn't that
look as if he really liked you!"
"Liked YOU, you mean," Jim said, giving her the letter.
"Now I call that a very friendly, decent thing for them to do," young
Mr. Fairfax went on musingly. "If you and she like each other, Sue—"
"Oh, don't worry, we will!" Mrs. Fairfax was always sure
of her touch upon a feminine heart.
"Wonder why he didn't think of Mrs. Reid or Mrs. Polk?"
said Jim.
"Oh, Jim, they are sort of—stiff, don't you know?"
Susanna returned to her coffee, seasoning Jim's cup carefully before she added,
with a look of naive pleasure that Jim thought very charming: "You know I
rather THOUGHT that Mr. Thayer liked me just that one day I saw him!"
"Well, you'll like her," Jim prophesied. "She's
very sweet and gentle, not very strong. They live right up the line there
somewhere. She rarely comes into town. Old Thayer is devoted to her, and he
always seems—" Jim hesitated. "I don't know," he went on,
"I may be all wrong about this, Sue, but Thayer always seems to be protecting
her, don't you know? I don't imagine he'd want to run her up against society
women like Jane Reid and Mrs. Polk. You're younger and less affected; you're
approachable. I don't know, but it seems to me that way. Anyway," he
finished with supreme satisfaction, "I wouldn't take anything in the world
for this chance! It shows the old man is really in earnest."
"He says she'll be at the office at eleven," said
Susanna. "That means I must get the ten twenty-two."
"Sure. And take a taxi when you get to town. Got money? Got
the right clothes?"
"Hydrangea hat," Susanna decided aloud. "New
pongee, and pongee coat hung in careless elegance over my arm. As the last
chime of eleven rings I will step into your office—"
"I hope to goodness you will!" said Jim, with an anxious
look. "You'll really get there, won't you, Sue? No slips?"
This might have seemed overemphatic to an unprejudiced outsider.
But no one who really knew Susanna would have blamed her young husband for an
utter disbelief in the likelihood of her getting anywhere at any given time.
Susanna's one glaring fault was a cheerful indifference to the fixed plans of
others. Engagements she forgot, ignored, or cancelled at the last minute;
dinner guests, arriving at her lovely home, never dreamed how often the
consternation of utter surprise was hidden under the hilarious greetings of
hostess and host. Dressmakers and dentists charged Susanna mercilessly for
forgotten appointments; but an adoring circle of friends had formed a sort of
silent conspiracy to save her from herself, and socially she suffered much less
than she deserved.
"But some day you'll get an awful jolt; you'll get the lesson
of your life, Sue," Jim used to say, and Susanna always answered meekly:
"Oh, Jim, I know it!"
"My mother used to have a nursery rhyme about me," she
told Jim on one occasion. "It was one of those 'A is for Amiable Annie'
things, you know; 'K is for Kind little Katie, whose weight is one hundred and
eighty'—you've heard them, of course? Well, 'S was for Shiftless Susanna.' I
know the next line was, 'But such was the charm of her manner'—but I've
forgotten the rest. Whether mother made that up for my especial benefit or not,
I don't know."
"Well, you have the charm all right," Jim was obliged to
confess, for Susanna had an undeniable genius for adjustment and placation.
Nobody was angry long at Susanna, perhaps because so many other people were
always ready to step in gladly and fill any gaps in her programme. She was too
popular to be snubbed. And her excuses were always so reasonable!
"You know I simply lose my mind at the telephone," she
would plead. "I accept anything then—it never occurs to me that we may
have engagements!" Or, "Well, the Jacksons said Thursday," she
would brilliantly elucidate, "and Mrs. Oliver said the twentieth, and it
never OCCURRED to me that it was the same day!"
And she was always willing—this was the maddening part of
Susanna!—to own herself entirely in the wrong, and always ended any
conversation on the subject with a cheerful: "But anyway, I'm improving,
you admit that, don't you, Jim? I'm not nearly as bad as I used to be!"
She said now very seriously: "Jim, darling, you may depend
upon me. I realize what this means, and I am perfectly delighted to have the
chance. At eleven to-day, 'one if by land, and two if by sea,' I'll be at your
office. Trust me!"
"I do, dearest," Jim said. And he went down the drive a
little later, under the blazing glory of the maples with great content in his
heart. Susanna, going about her pretty house briskly, felt so sure of herself
that the day's good work seemed half accomplished already.
She had adjusted the skirt of the pongee suit, and pinned the
hydrangea hat at a fascinating angle when the telephone rang.
Susanna slipped her bare arms into the stiff sleeves of a Mandarin
coat and crossed the hall to the instrument.
"Hello, Susanna!" said the cheerful voice of young Mrs.
Harrington, a neighbor and friend, at the other end of the telephone. "I
just rang up to know if I could come over early and help you out with anything
and whether—"
"Help me out with anything?" Mrs. Fairfax's voice ranged
through delicate shades of surprise to dawning consternation. "Help me out
with what?"
"Why, you told me yourself that this was the day of the
bridge-club lunch at your house!" Mrs. Harrington said, almost
indignantly. But immediately she became mirthful. "Oh, Susanna, Susanna!
You haven't forgotten—oh, you HAVE! Oh, you poor girl, what will you do!
Listen, I could bring a—"
"Oh, my goodness, Ethel—and I've got to go to town!"
Susanna's tone was hushed with a sort of horror. "And those seven women
will be here at half-past twelve! And not ONE thing in the house—"
"Oh, you could get Ludovici as far as the lunch goes, Sue.
But the girls will think it's odd, perhaps. Couldn't you wait and take the one
o'clock?"
"Yes, I'll get Ludovici," Susanna decided hastily.
"No, I couldn't do that. But I'll tell you what I COULD do. If you'll be
an angel, Ethel, and do the honors until I get here, I could lunch early, get
through my business in town, and get the one-fifty train for home—"
"Well, that'll be all right. I'll explain," said the
amiable Mrs. Harrington.
A few minutes later Mrs. Fairfax left the telephone and went down
to the kitchen to explain to Emma and Veronica, the maids, that there would be
a luncheon for eight ladies served by a caterer, in her home, that day, and
that they must simply assist him. She herself must be in town unfortunately,
but Mrs. Harrington had very kindly offered to come over and be hostess and
play the eighth hand of bridge afterward. Emma and Veronica, perhaps more
hardened to these emergencies than are ordinary maids, rose to the occasion,
and Susanna hurried off to her train satisfied that as far as the actual
luncheon was concerned, all would go well. But what the seven women would think
was another story!
"I don't suppose Mrs. Thayer wants to do so very much
shopping," said Susanna to herself, hurrying along. "If I meet her at
eleven and we lunch at one, say, I don't see why I shouldn't get the one-fifty
train home. I'd get here before the girls had fairly started playing bridge,
and explain—somehow one can always explain things so much better in
person—"
"Or suppose we lunched at half-past twelve," her uneasy
thoughts ran on. "That gives us an hour and a half to shop—that ought to
be plenty. But we mustn't lose a minute getting started! Mrs. Thayer will come
up in her motor—that will save us time. We can start right off the instant I
get to Jim's office."
She stopped at the caterer's for a brief but satisfactory interview.
The caterer was an artist, but his enthusiasms this morning were wasted upon
Susanna.
"Yes, yes—cucumber sandwiches by all means," she
assented hastily, "and the ices—just as you like! Plain, I think—or did
you say in cases? I don't care. Only don't fail me, Mr. Ludovici."
Fail her? Mr. Ludovici's lexicon did not know the word. Susanna
breathed more freely as she crossed the sunny village street to the train.
The station platform was deserted and bare. Susanna, accustomed to
a breathless late arrival, could saunter with delightful leisure to the
ticket-seller's window.
"You've not forgotten the new time-table?" said the
agent, pleasantly, when they had exchanged greetings.
"Oh, does the change begin to-day?" Susanna looked
blank.
"October sixteenth, winter schedule," he reminded her
buoyantly. "Going to be lots of engagements missed to-day!"
"But mine is very important and I cannot miss it," said
Susanna, displeased at his levity. "I MUST be in Mr. Fairfax's office at
eleven."
"You won't be more than ten or twelve minutes late,"
said young Mr. Green, consolingly. "You tell Mr. Fairfax it's up to the
N.Y. and E.W."
Susanna smiled perfunctorily, but took her place in the train with
a sinking heart. She would be late, of course, and Jim would be angry, of
course. Late to-day, when every minute counted and the programme allowed for
not an instant's delay! Her eyes on the flying countryside, she rehearsed her
part, found herself eloquently explaining to a pacified Jim, capturing a
gracious Mrs. Thayer, successfully reaching home again, and explaining to an
entirely amiable bridge club.
It could be done, of course, but it meant a pretty full day!
Susanna's mind reverted uneasily to the consideration that she had already
bungled matters. Oh, well, if she was late, she was late, that was all; and if
Jim was furious, why, Jim would simply have to be furious! And she began her
explanations again—
After all, it was but fifteen minutes past eleven when she walked
into her husband's office. But neither Jim nor Mrs. Thayer was there.
"Mr. Fairfax went out not three minutes ago," said the
pretty stenographer in the outer office. Susanna, brought to a full stop,
stared at her blankly.
"Went out!"
"Yes, with Mrs. Thayer to the dentist. He said to say he was
afraid you had missed your train. There's a note."
The note was forthwith produced. Susanna read it frowningly. It
was rather conspicuously headed "Eleven-twelve!"
DEAREST GIRL: Can't wait any longer. Mrs. T. must see her dentist
(Archibald). I'm taking her up. Thayers and we lunch at the Palace at
one-thirty. Wait for me in my office. J. F.
"Oh, what is the matter with everything to-day!" Susanna
burst out in exasperation. "He's wild, of course. When does he ever sign
himself 'J. F.' to me! When did they go?" she asked Miss Perry, briefly,
with an unreasonable wish that she might somehow hold that irreproachable young
woman responsible.
"Just about three minutes ago," said Miss Perry.
"He said that if you had missed your train, you wouldn't be here for more
than an hour, and it was no use waiting."
"You see, it was a changed time-table, and he forgot it just
as I did," explained Susanna, pleased to find him fallible, even to that
extent.
"But HE was on time," fenced Miss Perry, innocently.
"They don't change the business trains," Susanna said
coldly. And she decided that she disliked this girl. She opened a magazine and
sat down by the open window.
The minutes ticked slowly by. The telephone rang, doors opened and
shut, and men came and went through the office. Susanna, opposed in every fibre
of her being to passive waiting, suddenly rose.
"Dr. Archibald is in the First National Bank Building, isn't
he?" she inquired. "I think I'll join Mrs. Thayer up there. There's
no use in my waiting here."
Miss Perry silently verified Dr. Archibald's address in the
telephone book, and to the First National Bank Building Susanna immediately
made her way. It was growing warmer now and the streets seemed noisy and
crowded, but no matter—"If I can only get to them and SEE Jim!"
thought Susanna.
In the pleasant shadiness of Dr. Archibald's office, rising from a
delightful mahogany arm-chair, Susanna presently asked if Mrs. Thayer could be
told that Mrs. Fairfax was there.
"I think Mrs. Thayer is gone," said the attendant
pleasantly. "I'm not sure, but I'll see."
In a few minutes she returned to inform Mrs. Fairfax that Mrs.
Thayer had just come in to have a bridge replaced, and was gone.
"You don't know where?" Susanna's voice was a trifle
husky with repressed emotion. She realized that she was getting a headache.
No, the attendant didn't know where.
So there was nothing for it but to go back to Jim's office, and
back Susanna accordingly went. She walked as fast as she could, conscious of
every separate hot step, and was nervous and headachy when she entered Miss
Perry's presence again.
Mr. Fairfax and Mrs. Thayer had not come in; no, but Miss Perry
reported that Mr. Fairfax had telephoned not ten minutes ago, and seemed very
anxious to get hold of his wife.
"Oh, dear, dear!" lamented Susanna. "And where is
he now?"
Miss Perry couldn't say. "I wrote his message down," she
said, with sympathetic amusement at Susanna's crushed dismay. And, referring to
her notes, she repeated it:
"Mr. Fairfax said that Mrs. Thayer had had an appointment to
see a sick friend in a hospital this afternoon. But she has gone right out
there now instead, so that you and she can go shopping after lunch. You are,
please, to meet Mr. Fairfax and the Thayers at the Palace for luncheon at
half-past one; there'll be a table reserved. Mr. Fairfax has a little business
to attend to just now, but if you don't mind waiting in the office, he thinks
it's the coolest place you could be. He wanted to know if you had the whole
afternoon free—"
"Oh, absolutely!" Susanna assented eagerly. This was not
the time to speak or think of the bridge club.
"And that was all," finished Miss Perry, "except he
said perhaps you would like to look at the plans of the orphanage. Mr. Fairfax
got them out to show to Mr. Thayer this afternoon. I can get them for
you."
"Oh, thank you! I do want to see them!" said Susanna,
gratefully. And she established herself comfortably by the open window, the
orphanage plans, a stiff roll of blue paper, in her lap, her idle eyes
following the noonday traffic in the street below.
What a shame to have to sit here doing nothing, to-day of all
days, for nearly two hours! Susanna thought. Why, she could have met her
luncheon guests, seen that the meal was at least under way, apologized in
person, and then started for town. As it was, they might be angry, and no
wonder! And these were her neighbors and very good friends, after all, the
women upon whose good feeling half the joy of her country home and garden
depended. It was too bad!
She glanced at the blue-prints, but one of her sudden inspirations
turned the page blank. What time was it? Ten minutes of twelve. She referred to
her new timetable. Ten minutes of—why, she could just catch the noon train,
rush home, meet her guests, explain, and come back easily on the one o'clock. But
would it be wise? Why not?
Her thoughts in a jumble, Susanna hastily gathered her small
possessions together, moved to a decision by the always imperative argument
that in a few minutes it would be too late to decide.
"Heavens! I'm glad I thought of that!" she ejaculated,
seating herself in the train as the noon whistles shrilled all over the city. A
moment later she was a trifle disconcerted to find the orphanage plans still in
her hand.
"Well, this is surely one of my crazy days!" Susanna
strapped the stiff sheets firmly to her handbag. "I must not forget to
take those back," she told herself. "Jim will ask for them the very
first thing."
Her house; when she reached it, seemed quiet, seemed empty.
Susanna crossed the porch, wondering, and encountered the maid.
"Emma! Nobody come?"
"Sure you had the wrong day of it," said Emma, beaming.
"Mrs. Harrington fomed about an hour ago, and she says 'tis NEXT Saturday
thin!"
"What do you mean?" said Susanna, sharply.
"'Tis not to-day they're comin', Mrs. Fairfax—"
"Nonsense!" Susanna said under her breath. She flew to
her desk and snatched up the scribbled card of engagements. "Why, it's no
such thing!" she said indignantly. "Of course it's to-day! October
sixteenth, as plain as print." And with her eyes still on the card she
reached for her desk telephone.
"Ethel," said Susanna, a moment later. "Listen,
Ethel, this is Susanna. Ethel, what made you say the club luncheon wasn't
to-day? This is my day to have the girls.... Certainly.... Why, I don't care
what she said, I have it written down!... Why, I think that's very funny.... I
have it written.... No, you can laugh all you want to, but I know I'm right....
No, that's nothing. Jim will eat it all up to-morrow; he says he never gets
enough to eat on Sundays.... But I can't understand, and I don't believe YET
that I... Yes, it's written right here; I've got my eyes on it now! It's the
most extraordinary...."
A little vexed at Mrs. Harrington's unbounded amusement, Susanna
terminated the conversation as soon as was decently possible, and went
kitchenward. In her anxiety not to miss her train back to the city, she refused
Teresa's offer of dainty sandwiches, pastries, and tea, and merely stopped long
enough to brush up her hair and to ascertain by carefully enumerating them out
loud that she had her purse, her gloves, the orphanage plans, and the new
time-table.
"This will seem very funny," said poor Susanna,
gallantly to herself, as she took her seat in the train and tried to ignore a
really sharp headache, "when once I see them! If I can only get hold of
Jim, and if the afternoon goes smoothly, I shan't mind anything!"
Only ten minutes late for her luncheon engagement, Susanna entered
the cool depths of the restaurant and, piloted by an impressed head waiter,
looked confidently for her own party. It was very pleasant here, and the trays
of salads and iced things that were borne continually past her were very
inviting.
But still there was no Mrs. Thayer and no Jim. Susanna waited a
few nervous minutes, sat down, got up again, and finally, at two o'clock, went
out into the blazing, unfriendly streets, and walked the five short squares
that lay between the restaurant and her husband's office. A hot, dusty wind
blew steadily against her; the streets were full of happy girls and men with
suit-cases, bound for the country and a day or two of fresh air and idleness.
Miss Perry was putting the cover on her typewriter as Susanna entered the
office, her own suit-case waiting in a corner. She looked astonished as Susanna
came in.
"My goodness, Mrs. Fairfax!" she ejaculated. "We've
been trying and trying to get you by telephone! Mr. Fairfax was so anxious to
get hold of those orphanage plans. Mr. Thayer wanted—"
"I've been following him about all day," said Susanna,
with an undignified, but uncontrollable gulp. She sat down limply. "WHAT
happened to the luncheon plan?" she asked forlornly. "Where is Mr.
Fairfax?"
Miss Perry, perhaps softened by the sight of Susanna's filling
eyes and tired face, became very sympathetic. "Isn't it TOO bad—I know you
have! But you see Mrs. Thayer couldn't see her friend in the hospital this
morning, so she came right down here and got here not ten minutes after you
left. She said she couldn't wait for you, as she had to be back at the hospital
at two, so she would do a little shopping herself and let the rest wait."
"Well," said Susanna, after a pause in which her very
soul rebelled, "it can't be helped, I suppose! Did Mr. Fairfax go out with
her?"
"He was to take her somewhere for a cup of tea and then he was
going home."
"Going home! But I've just come from there!"
"He thought he'd probably catch you there, I think. He was
anxious to get hold of those plans."
"Oh, I could CRY—" Susanna began despairingly. But
indeed Miss Perry needed no assurance of that. "I could cry!" said
Susanna again. "To-day," she expanded, "has been simply one
miserable accident after another! I hope it'll be a lesson to me! Well—"
She broke off short, for Miss Perry, while kind, was human, and was visibly conscious
that she had promised her brother and sister-in-law to be at their house in
East Auburndale, a populous suburb, long before it was time to put the baby to
bed. "I suppose there's nothing for me to do but go home," finished
Susanna, discontentedly.
"Accidents will happen!" trilled Miss Perry, blithely,
hurrying for her car.
Susanna went thoughtfully home, reflecting soberly upon the events
of the day. If she could but live this episode down, she told herself; but meet
and win Mrs. Thayer somehow in the near future; but bring Jim to the point of
entirely forgetting and forgiving the whole disgraceful day, she would really
reform. She would "keep lists," she would "make notes," and
she would "think twice." In short, she would do all the things that
those who had her good at heart had been advising for the past ten years.
Of course, if the Thayers were resentful—refused to be
placated—Susanna made a little wry mouth. But they wouldn't be!
Still deep in stimulating thoughts of a complete reformation,
Susanna reached home again, crossed the deep-tiled porch with its potted olives
and gay awnings, entered the big hall now dim with afternoon shadows. Now for
Jim—!
But where was Jim?
"Mr. Fairfax is home, Emma?"
"Oh, there you are, Mrs. Fairfax! And us trying and trying to
telefome you! No ma'am, he's not home. He left on the three-twenty. He'd only
come out in a rush for some papers, and he had to get back to town to see some
one at once. There's a note—"
Susanna sat down. Her head was splitting, she was hungry and
exhausted, and, at the effort she made to keep the tears out of her eyes, a
wave of acute pain swept across her forehead. She opened the note.
If you can find a reliable messenger [said the note, without
preamble], I wish you would get those orphanage plans to me at Thornton's office
before six. I have to meet him there at four. The matter is really important,
or I would not trouble you. I'll dine with Thayer at the club. J.F. The pretty
hallway and the glaring strip of light beyond the open garden door swam
suddenly before Susanna's eyes. The hand that held the note trembled.
"I could not be so mean to him!" said Susanna to
herself. "But perhaps he was tired and hot—poor Jim!" And aloud she
said with dignity: "I shall have to take this paper—these plans—in to Mr.
Fairfax, Emma. I'll catch the four-twenty."
"You'll be dead!" said Emma, sympathetically.
"My head aches," Mrs. Fairfax admitted briefly. But when
she was upstairs and alone she found herself suddenly giving way to the long
deferred burst of tears.
After a while she bathed her eyes, brushed her hair, and
substituted a more substantial gown for the pongee. Then she started out once
more, refreshed and more cheerful in spite of herself, and soothed
unconsciously by the quiet close of the lovely autumn afternoon.
Her own gateway was separated by a flight of shallow stone steps
from the road, and Susanna paused there on her way to the train to gather her
skirts safely for the dusty walk. And while she was standing there she found
her gaze suddenly riveted upon a motor-car that, still a quarter of a mile
away, was rapidly descend the slope of the hill, its two occupants fairly
shaken by its violent and rapid approach. The road here was not wide, and
curved on a sharp grade, and Susanna always found the descent of a large car, like
this one, a matter of half-terrified fascination. But surely with this car
there was more than the ordinary danger, she thought, with a sudden sick
thumping at her heart. Surely here was something all wrong! Surely no sane
driver—
"That man is drunk," she said, quite aloud. "He
cannot make it! He can't possibly—ah-h-h!"
Her voice broke on a gasp, and she pressed one hand tight over her
eyes. For with swift and terrible precision the accident had indeed come to
pass. The car skidded, turned, hung for a sickening second on one wheel, struck
the stone of the roadside fence with a horrible grinding jar and toppled
heavily over against the bank.
When Susanna uncovered her eyes again, and before she could move
or cry out in the dumb horror that had taken possession of her, she saw a man
in golfing wear run from the Porters' gate opposite; and another motor, in
which Susanna recognized the figure of a friend and neighbor, Dr. Whitney,
swept up beside the overturned one. When she ran, as she presently found herself
running, to the spot, other men and women had gathered there, drawn from lawns
and porches by this sudden projection of tragedy into the gayety of their
Saturday afternoon.
"Hurt?" gasped Susanna, joining the group.
"The man is—dead, Billy says," said young Mrs. Porter,
in lowered tones, with an agitated clutch of Susanna's arm. "And, poor
thing! she doesn't realize it, and she keeps asking where her chauffeur is and
why he doesn't come to her!"
"Wouldn't you think people would have better sense than to keep
a man like that!" added another neighbor, Dexter Ellis, with a bitterness
born entirely of nervousness. "He was drunk as a lord! Young and I were
just coming out of my side gate—"
Every one talked at once—there was a confusion of excited comment.
Somebody had flung a carriage robe over the silent form of the man as it lay
tumbled in the dust and weeds; Susanna glanced toward it with a shudder.
Somehow she found herself supporting the car's other occupant, the woman, who
was half sitting and half lying on the bank where she had fallen. The woman had
opened her eyes and was looking slowly about the group; she had pushed away the
whiskey the doctor held to her lips, but she looked sick and seemed in pain.
"I had just put the baby down when I heard Dex shout—"
Susanna could hear Mrs. Ellis saying behind her in low tones. "Oh, it is,
it's an outrage—they should have regarded it years ago," said another
voice. "Merest chance in the world that we took the side gate,"
Dexter Ellis was saying, and some man's voice Susanna did not know reiterated
over and over: "Well, I guess he's run his last car, poor fellow; I guess
he's run his last car—"
"You feel better, don't you?" the doctor asked his
patient, encouragingly. "Just open your mouth and swallow this." And
Susanna said gently: "Just try it; you'll feel so much stronger!"
The woman turned upon her a pair of eyes as heavy as a sick
animal's, and moistened her lips. "Arm," she said with difficulty.
"Her arm's broken," said the doctor, in a low tone,
"and I think her leg, too. Kane has gone to wire for the ambulance. We'll
get her right into town."
"You can't take her to town!" Susanna ejaculated,
turning so that she might not be heard by the sufferer. "Take her in to my
house."
"The hospital is really the most comfortable place for her,
Mrs. Fairfax," the doctor said guardedly. "I am afraid there is
internal injury. Her mind seems somewhat confused. You can't undertake the
responsibility—"
"Ah, but you can't jolt the poor thing all the way into
town—" Susanna began again. Mrs. Porter, at her shoulder, interrupted her
in an earnest whisper:
"Sue, dear, it's always done. It won't take very long, and
nobody expects you—"
"I know just how Susanna feels," interrupted Mrs. Ellis,
"but after all, you never can tell—we don't know one thing about
her—"
"She'll be taken good care of," finished the doctor,
soothingly.
"Please—don't let them frighten—my husband—" said the
woman herself, slowly, her distressed eyes moving from one face to another.
"If I could—be moved somewhere before he hears—"
"We won't frighten him," Susanna assured her tenderly.
"But will you tell us your name so we may let him know?"
The injured woman frowned. "I did tell you—didn't I?"
she asked painfully.
"No"—Susanna would use this tone in her nursery some day—"No,
dear, not yet."
"Tell us again," said the doctor, with too obvious an
intention to soothe.
The woman gave him a look full of dignified reproach.
"If I could rest on your porch a little while," she said
to Susanna, ignoring the others rather purposely, "I should be quite
myself again. That will be best. Then I can think—I can't think now. These
people—and my head—"
And she tried to rise, supporting herself with a hand on Susanna's
arm. But with the effort the last vestige of color left her face, and she
slipped, unconscious, back to the grass.
"Dead?" asked Susanna, very white.
"No—no! Only fainted," Dr. Whitney said. "But I
don't like it," he added, his finger at the limp wrist.
"Bring her in, won't you?" Susanna urged with sudden
decision. "I simply can't let her be taken 'way up to town! This
way—"
And, relieved to have it settled, she led them swiftly across the
garden and into the house, flung down the snowy covers of the guest-room bed,
and with Emma's sympathetic help established the stranger therein.
"Trouble," whispered the injured woman apologetically,
when she opened her eyes upon walls and curtains rioting with pink roses, and
felt the delicious softness and freshness of the linen and pillows about her.
"Oh, don't think of that—I love to do it!" Susanna said
honestly, patting her head. "A nurse is coming up from the village to look
out for you, and she and the doctor are going to make you more
comfortable."
The woman, fixing her with a dazed yet curiously intent look,
formed with her lips the words, "God bless you," and wearily shut her
eyes. Susanna, slipping out of the room a few minutes later, said over and over
again to herself, "I don't care—I'm glad I did it!"
Still, it was not very reassuring to hear the big hall clock
strike six, and suddenly to notice the orphanage plans lying where they had
been flung on the hall table.
"I wish it was the middle of next year," said Susanna,
thoughtfully, going out to sink wearily into a porch chair, "or even next
week! I'd pretend to be asleep when Jim came home to-night," she went on
gloomily, "if it wasn't my duty to sit up and explain that there are a
perfect stranger and a trained nurse in the house. Of course, being there as I
was, any humane person would have to do what I did, but it does seem strange,
this day of all days, that I had to be there! And I wish I had thought to send
those plans in by messenger—that would have been one thing the less to worry
about, at least!—What is it, Emma?"
For Emma, mildly repeating some question, had come out to the
porch. "Would you like tea, Mrs. Fairfax? I could bring it out here like
you had it last week with your book."
Susanna brightened. After all, she had not eaten for a long while;
tea would be very welcome. And the porch was delightful, and there was the new
Locke.
"Well, that was my original idea, Emma," said she,
"and although the day has not gone quite as I had planned, still there's
no reason why the idea should be changed. Bring a supper-tea, Emma, lots of
sandwiches—I'm combining three meals in one, Miss Smith," she broke off to
explain smilingly, as the nurse, trimly clad in white, came to the doorway.
"I've not eaten since breakfast. You must have some tea with me. And how
is she? Is her mind clearer?"
"Oh, dear me, yes! She's quite comfortable," Miss Smith
said cheerfully. "Doctor thinks there's no question of internal trouble.
Her arm is broken and her ankle badly wrenched, but that's all. And she's so
grateful to you, Mrs. Fairfax. It seems she has a perfect horror of hospitals,
and she feels that you've done such a remarkably kind thing—taking her in. She
asked to see you, and then we're going to try to make her sleep. Oh, and may I
telephone her husband?"
"Oh, she could give you his name then!" cried Susanna,
in relief. "Oh, I am glad! Indeed, you may telephone. Who is she?"
Miss Smith repeated the name and address.
Susanna, stared at her blankly. Then the most radiant of all her
ready smiles lighted her face.
"Well, this is really the most extraordinary day!" she said softly, after a pause. "I'll come right up, Miss Smith, but perhaps you might let me telephone for you first. I can get her husband easily. I know just where he is. He and my own husband are dining together this evening, as it happens—"
A blazing afternoon of mid-July
lay warmly over the old Carolan house, and over the dusty, neglected gardens
that enclosed it. The heavy wooden railing of the porch, half smothered in dry
vines, was hot to the touch, as were the brick walks that wound between parched
lawns and the ruins of old flowerbeds. The house, despite the charm of its
simple, unpretentious lines, looked shabby and desolate. Only the great
surrounding trees kept, after long years of neglect, their beauty and dignity.
At the end of one of the winding paths was an old fountain. Its
wide stone basin was chipped, and the marble figure above it was discolored by
storm and sun. Weeds—such weeds as could catch a foothold in the shallow layer
of earth—had grown rank and high where once water had brimmed clear and cool,
and great lazy bees boomed among them. Cut in the granite brim, had any one
cared to push back the dry leaves and sifted earth that obscured them, might
have been found the words:
Over land and water blown,
Come back to find your own.
A stone bench, sunk unevenly in the loose soil, stood near the
fountain in the shade of the great elms, and here two women were sitting. One
of them was Mary Moore, the doctor's wife, from the village, a charming little
figure in her gingham gown and wide hat. The other was Jean Carolan, wife of
the estate's owner, and mother of Peter, the last Carolan.
Jean was a beautiful woman, glowing with the bloom of her early
thirties. Her eyes were moving contentedly over house and garden. She gave Mrs.
Moore's hand a sudden impulsive pressure. "Well, here we are, Mary!"
she said, smiling, "just as we always used to plan at St. Mary's—keeping
house in the country near each other, and bringing up our children
together!"
"I never forgot those plans of ours," said the doctor's
wife, her eyes full of pleasant reminiscence. "But here I've been, nearly
eleven years, duly keeping house and raising four small babies in a row. And
what about YOU? You've been gadding all over Europe—never a word about coming
home to Carolan Hall until this year!"
"I know," said Mrs. Carolan, with a charming air of
apology. "Oh, I know! But Sid had to hunt up his references abroad, you
know, and then there was that hideous legal delay. I really have been frantic
to settle down somewhere, for years. And as for poor Peter! The unfortunate
baby has been farmed out in Italy, and boarded in Rome, and flung into English
sanitariums, just as need arose! The marvel is he's not utterly ruined. But
Peter's unique—you'll love him!"
"Who's he like, Jean?"
"Oh, Sidney! He's Carolan all through." With the
careless words a thin veil of shadow fell across her bright face, and there
came a long silence.
Carolan Hall! Jean had never seen it before to-day. Looking at the
garden, and the trees, and the roof that showed beyond, she felt as if she had
not truly seen it until this minute. All its gloomy history, half forgotten,
lightly brushed aside, came back to her slowly now. This was the home of her
husband's shadowed childhood; it was here that those terrible events had taken
place of which he had so seriously told her before their wedding day.
Here old Peter Carolan, her little Peter's great-grandfather, had
come with his two dark boys and his silent wife, eighty years before. A cruel,
passionate man he must have been, for stories presently crept about the county
of the whippings that kept his boys obedient to him. Rumor presently had an
explanation of the wife's shadowed life. There had been a third boy, the
first-born, whom no whippings could make obedient. That boy was dead.
The day came when old Peter's blooded mare refused him obedience,
too, and stood trembling and mutinous before the bars he would have had her
take. He presently had his way, and the lovely, frightened creature went
bravely over. But after that he rode her at that fence day after day, and
sometimes the wood rang for an hour with his shouting and urging before she
would essay the leap. While he forced her, Madam Carolan sat at the one library
window that gave on the road, and knotted her hands together and waited. She
waited, one gusty March evening, until the shouting stopped, and the bewildered
mare came trotting riderless into view. Then she and the maids ran to the wood.
But even after that she still sat at that window at the end of every day, a
familiar figure to all who came and went upon the road.
The sons, Sidney and Laurence, grew up together, passionate,
devoted, and widely loved. Sidney married and went away for a few years; but
presently he came back to his mother and brother, bringing with him the motherless
little Sidney who was Jean's sunny big husband now. This younger Sidney well
remembered the day—and had once told his wife of it—when his father and his
uncle fell to sudden quarrelling in their boat, during a morning's fishing on
the placid river. He remembered, a small watcher on the bank, that the boat
upset, and that, when his uncle reached the shore, it was to work unavailingly
for hours over his father's silent form, which never moved again. The boy was
sent away for a while, but came back to find his uncle a silent, morose shadow,
pacing the lonely garden in unassailable solitude, or riding his horse for
hours in the great woods. Sometimes the little fellow would sit with his
grandmother in the library window, where she watched and waited. Always, as he
went about the garden and yards, he would look for her there, and wave his cap
to her. He missed her, in his unexpressed little-boy fashion, when she sat
there no longer, although she had always been silent and reserved with him.
Then came his years of school and travel, and in one of them he learned that
the Hall was quite empty now. Sidney meant to go back, just to turn over the
old books, and open the old doors, and walk the garden paths again; but,
somehow, he had never come until to-day. And now that he had come, he, and
Jean, and Peter, too, wanted to stay.
Jean sighed.
"You knew Madam Carolan, didn't you, Mary?"
"No—no, I didn't," said Mrs. Moore, coloring uneasily.
"I've seen her, though, as a small girl, at the window. I used to visit
Billy's—my husband's—people when we were both small, you know, and we often
came to these woods."
"I've been thinking of the house and its cheerful
history," said Jean, with a little shudder. "Sweet heritage for
Peterkin!"
"Heritage—nonsense!" said the other woman, hardily.
"Every one tells me that your husband is the gentlest and finest of them
all—and his father was before him. I don't believe such things come down,
anyway."
"Well," smiled Sidney's wife, a little proudly,
"I've never seen the Carolan temper in the nine years we've been
married!"
"Exactly. Besides, it's not a temper—just strong will."
"Sidney has WILL enough," mused Jean.
"Oh, all men have," said the doctor's wife contentedly.
"Billy, now! He won't STAND a locked door. One night—I never shall forget!—the
children locked themselves in the nursery, and Will simply burst the door in.
Nobody makes a fuss or worries over THAT!"
If the illustration was beside the point, neither woman perceived
it.
"There, you see!" said Jean, glad to be quite sure of
conviction. "It never really worries me," she added, after a moment,
"for Peter adores his father, and is only too eager to obey him. If
Peter—and it's impossible!—ever DID really work himself up to disobedience,
why, I suppose he'd get a thrashing,"—she made a wry face,—"and
they'd love each other all the more for it."
"Of course they would," agreed the other cheerfully.
"There must have been some way in which Madam Carolan could
have managed them," pursued Jean, thoughtfully. "The women of that
generation were a poor-spirited lot, I imagine. One isn't quite a child!"
There was another little pause in the hot murmuring silence of the garden, and
then, with a sudden change of manner, she rose to her feet. "Mary! come
and meet Sidney and the kiddy!" she commanded.
"Well, I rather hoped you were going to present them,"
said Mrs. Moore, rising too, and gathering up sunshade and gloves.
They threaded the silent garden paths again, passed the house, and
crossed a neglected stable yard, where a great red motor-car had crushed a path
for itself across dry grass and weeds. In the stable itself they found Sidney
Carolan, the little Peter, and a couple of servants—the chauffeur with oily
hands, and the wrinkled old Italian maid, very gay in scarlet gown and
headdress.
Jean's husband had all the Carolan beauty and charm, and was his
most gracious and radiant self to-day. His sunny cordiality gave Mary no chance
to remember that she had a little feared the writer and critic. But, after the
first moment, her eye was irresistibly drawn to the child.
Tawny-haired, erect, and astonishing in the perfection of his
childish beauty, Peter Carolan advanced her a bronzed, firm little hand, and
gave her with it a smile that seemed all brilliant color—white teeth,
ocean-blue eyes, and poppied cheeks. His square little figure was very boyish
in the thin silk shirt and baggy knickerbockers, and a wide hat, slipping from
his yellow mane, added a last debonair touch to his picturesque little person.
He was flushed, but gracious and at ease.
"You're one of the reasons we came!" he said in a rich
little voice—when his mother's "You've heard me speak of Mrs. Moore,
Peter?" had introduced them. "You have boys, too, haven't you?"
"I have three," said Mrs. Moore, in the rational,
unhurried tone that only very clever people use to children. "Billy is
nine, George seven, Jack is three; and then there's a girl—my Mary."
"I come next to Billy," calculated little Peter, his
eyes very eager.
"You and he will like each other, I hope," said Billy's
mother.
"I hope we will—I hope so!" he assented vivaciously.
"I've been thinking so!"
Mrs. Carolan presently suggested that he go off with Betta to pack
the luncheon things in the car, and the three watched his sturdy, erect little
figure out of sight. Mrs. Moore heard his gay voice break into ready Italian as
they went.
A horde of workmen took possession of Carolan Hall a few days
later, and for happy weeks Jean and Mary followed and directed them. The Moore
children and Peter Carolan explored every fascinating inch of house and garden.
Linen and china were unpacked, old furniture polished, and old paintings
restored.
Mrs. Moore, with her two oldest sons frolicking about her like
excited puppies, came up to Carolan Hall one exquisite morning a month later.
Brush fires were burning in the thinning woods, and the blue, fragrant smoke
drifted in thin veils across the sunlight.
A visit to the circus was afoot, and Peter Carolan, seated on the
porch steps in the full glory of starched blue linen and tan sandals, leaped up
to join his friends in a war-dance of wild anticipation.
Jean came out, also starched and radiant, kissed her guests, piled
some wraps into the waiting motor, and engineered the group into the shaded
dining-room, where the excited children were somehow to be coaxed into eating
their luncheon. Sidney came in late, to smile at them all from the top of the
table.
It was rapidly dawning on the adult consciousness that, above
every other sound, the voices of the children were really reaching inexcusable
heights, when a burst of laughter and a brief struggle between Peter and Billy
Moore resulted in an overturned mug, the usual rapidly spreading pool of milk,
and the usual reckless mopping. Peter's silver mug fell to the floor, and
rolled to the sideboard, where it lay against the carved mahogany base, winking
in the sun.
"Peter!" said Jean, severely. "No, don't ring,
Sidney! He did that by his own carelessness, and mother can't ask poor, busy
Julia to pick up things for boys who are noisy and rude at the table. Go pick
up your mug, dear!"
"Yes. Quite right!" approved Sidney, under his breath.
Peter, who had been laughing violently a moment before seemed
rather inclined to regard the incident as a tribute to his own brilliancy. He
caught his heels in a rung of his chair, raised himself to a standing position,
and turned a bright little face to his mother.
"But—but—but what if I don't WANT to pick it up,
mother?" he said gayly.
The little Moore boys, still bubbling, giggled outright, and
Peter's cheeks grew pink. He was innocently elated with this new role of clown.
"What do you mean?" said Sidney's big voice, very
quietly. There was a pause. Peter slowly turned his eyes toward his father.
"Oh, please, Sidney!" said Jean, a shade impatiently.
"He thinks he has some reason." She turned to Peter. "What do
you mean, dear?" she asked pleasantly.
Peter looked about the group. He was confused and excited at
finding himself so suddenly the centre of attention.
"Well—well—why are you all looking at me?" he asked in
his confident little treble, with his baffling smile.
"Dearie, did you hear mother tell you to get quietly down and
pick up your mug?" demanded Jean, authoritatively.
"Well—well, you know, I don't want to, mother, because Billy
and I were both reaching for that mug," drawled Peter, "and maybe it
was Billy who—"
"Now, look here, son!" said his father, controlling his
impatience with difficulty, "we've had enough of this! You do it because
your mother told you to, and you do it right NOW!"
"And don't let anything spoil this happy day," pleaded
Jean's tender voice.
"Can't I let it stay there, mother?" suggested Peter,
brilliantly, "and have my milk in a glass? I don't want my mug! It can
just lie there—"
His mother unsmilingly interrupted this pleasantly offered
solution.
"Peter! Father and mother are waiting."
"Gee—I'll pick it up!" said Billy Moore, good-naturedly,
slipping to the floor.
Sidney reached for the little boy, and brought him to anchor in
the curve of his big arm, without once glancing at him.
"Thank you, Billy," he said, "but Peter will pick
it up himself. Now, Peter! We don't care who knocked it down, or whose fault it
was. Your mother told you to pick up your mug, and we are waiting to have you
do it. Don't talk about it any more. Nobody thinks it is at all smart or funny
for boys to disobey their mothers!"
"It will take you JUST one second, dear," interpolated
Jean softly, "and then we will all go upstairs and get ready, and forget
all about it."
"Just a little too much c-i-r-c-u-s!" spelled Mrs.
Moore, in the pause.
"Pick it up, son!" said Sidney, very calm.
Peter stopped smiling. He breathed hard and took a firm hold of
his chair.
"Go on. Go ahead!" said his father, briskly,
encouragingly.
The child moved his eyes from the mug to his father's face, but
did not stir.
"Peter?" said Sidney. A white line had come about his
mouth.
For a long moment there was not a sound in the rooms. Julia stood
transfixed at the door. Mrs. Moore's eyes were on her plate. Jean's lips were
shut tight; she was breathing as if she had been running.
"I won't!" said Peter, simply, with a quick breath.
"Sid!" said Jean, hurriedly. "Sidney!"
"Just a moment, Jean," said her husband, without
glancing at her. "You will do it now, or have father punish you to make
you do it," he said to the boy. "Father can't have boys here who
don't obey, you know. Every one obeys. Soldiers have to, engineers have to,
even animals have to. Are you going to do what mother told you to?"
"No," said little Peter. "I said I wouldn't, and
now I won't!"
"He is hot and excited now," said Jean, quickly, in
French, "but I'll take him upstairs and quiet him down. He'll come to his
senses. Leave him to me, dear!"
"Much the wisest thing to do, Sidney," supplemented Mrs.
Moore, in the same tongue.
"Certainly!" said his father, coldly. "Give him
time. Let him understand that if he doesn't obey, it means no circus. That's
reasonable, I think, Jean?"
"Oh, perfectly! Perfectly!" Mrs. Carolan assented
nervously. Nothing more was said as she took the boy's hand and led him away. The
others heard Peter chatting cheerfully as he mounted the stairway a moment
later.
"The boys and I will go down and look at Nellie's
puppies," said Mrs. Moore, acutely uncomfortable.
Her host muttered something about closing his mail.
"But are we going to the circus?" fretted little George
Moore. His mother hardly heard him.
A moment later, Julia, the maid, appealed to her submissively.
"Shall you pick up the cup?" repeated the doctor's wife.
"No. No, indeed, I wouldn't, Julia. Yes, you can clear the table, I think;
we've all finished."
She led her sons down to the fascinating realm of dogs and horses,
vaguely uneasy, yet unwilling to admit her fears. An endless warm half hour
crept by. Then, glancing toward the house, she saw Sidney and Jean deep in conversation
on the porch, and a moment later Sidney came to find her.
The boy was obstinate, he told her briefly—adding, with a look in
his kind eyes that was quite new to her, that Peter had met his match, and
would realize it sooner or later. Mary protested against there being any
further talk of the circus that day, but Sidney would not refuse the
disappointed eyes of the small Moores. In the end, the doctor's family went off
alone in the motor-car.
"Don't worry, Mary," said Sidney, kindly, as he tucked
her in comfortably. "Peter's had nothing but women and servants so far.
Now he's got to learn to obey!"
"But such a baby, Sidney!" she reminded him.
"He's older than I was, Mary, when my poor father and Uncle
Larry—"
"Yes—yes, I know!" she assented hurriedly.
"Good-by!"
"Good-by!" repeated a hardy little voice from an upper
window. Mary looked up to see Peter, composed and smiling, looking down from
the nursery sill.
All the next day, and the next, Mary Moore's thoughts were at the
Hall. She told her husband all about it on the afternoon of the second day, for
no word or sign had come from Jean, and real anxiety began to haunt her. She
and the doctor were roaming about their pretty, shabby garden, Mrs. Moore's
little hand, where she loved to have it, in the crook of his big arm. The
doctor, stopping occasionally to shake a rose post with his free hand, or to
break a dead blossom from its stalk, scowled through the recital, even while
contentedly enjoying his wife, his garden, and his pipe.
Before he could make a definite comment, they were interrupted by
Sidney himself, who brought his big riding horse up close to the fence and
waved his whip with a shout of greeting. The doctor went to meet him, Mary, a
little pale, following.
"Good day to you!" said Sidney Carolan, baring his head
without a smile. "I'm bound to Barville; my editor is there for a few
days, and I may have to dine with him. I stopped to ask if Mary would run in
and see Jean this afternoon. She's feeling a little down."
"Of course I will!" said Mary, heartily.
There was a pause.
"Mary's told you that we're having an ugly time with the
boy?" said Sidney, then, combing his horse's mane with big gloved fingers.
"Too bad!" said the doctor, shaking his head and pursing
his lips.
"No change, Sidney?" Mary asked gravely.
"No. No, I think the little fellow is rather gratified by the
stir he's making. He—oh, Lord knows what he thinks!"
"Give him a good licking," suggested the doctor.
"Oh, I'd lick him fast enough, Bill, if that would bring him
round!" his father said, scowling. "But suppose I do, and it leaves
things just where they are now? That's all I CAN do, and he knows it. His
mother has talked to him; I've talked to him." He looked frowningly at the
seam of his glove. "Well, I mustn't bother you. He's a Carolan, I
suppose—that's all!"
"And you're a Carolan," said the doctor.
"And I'm a Carolan," assented the other, briefly.
Mary found Jean, serious and composed over her sewing, on the cool
north veranda. When they had talked awhile, they went up to see Peter, who was
sprawled on the floor, busy with hundreds of leaden soldiers. He was no longer
gay; there was rather a strained look about his beautiful babyish eyes. But at
Jean's one allusion to the unhappy affair, he flushed and said with nervous
decision:
"Please don't, mother! You know I am sorry; you know I just
CAN'T!"
"He has all his books and toys?" said Mary when they
went downstairs again.
"Oh, yes! Sidney doesn't want him to be sick. He's just to be
shut up on bread and milk until he gives in. I must say, I think Sid is very
gentle," said Jean, leaning back wearily in her chair, with closed eyes.
Her voice dropped perceptibly as she added, "But he says he is going to
thrash him to-morrow."
"I think he ought to," said Mary Moore, sturdily.
"This isn't excitement or showing off any more; it's sheer naughty
obstinacy over a perfectly simple demand!"
"Oh, but I couldn't bear it!" whispered Jean, with a
shudder. A moment later she added sensibly, "But he's right, of course;
Sidney always is."
Peter was duly whipped the next day. It was no light punishment
that Sidney gave his son. Jean's gold-mounted riding-crop had never seen
severer service. The maids, with paling cheeks, gathered together in the
kitchen when Sidney went slowly upstairs with the whip in his hand; and Betta
and her mistress, their hands over their ears, endured a very agony while the
little boy's cries rang through the house. Sidney went for a long and lonely
walk afterward, and later Jean went to her son.
Mrs. Moore heard of this event from her husband, who stopped at
the Hall late that evening, and found Peter asleep, and Jean restless and
headachy. He spent a long and almost silent hour pacing the rose terrace with
Sidney in the cool dark. Late into the night the doctor and his wife lay wakeful,
discussing affairs at the Hall.
After some hesitation, Mrs. Moore went the next day to find Jean.
There was no sound as she approached the house, and she stepped timidly into
the big hall, listening for voices. Presently she went softly to the dining-room,
and stood in the doorway. The room was empty. But Mary's heart rose with a
throb of thanksgiving. Peter's silver mug was in its place on the sideboard.
She went swiftly to the pantry where Julia was cleaning the silver.
"Julia!" she said eagerly, softly, "I notice that
the baby's cup is back. Did he give in?"
The maid, who had started at the interruption, shook her head
gravely.
"No'm. Mrs. Carolan picked it up."
"MRS. Carolan?"
"Yes'm. She seemed quite wildlike this morning," went on
the maid, with the simple freemasonry of troubled times, "and after Peter
went off with Mrs. Butler, she—"
"Oh, he went off? Did his father let him go?" Mary's
voice was full of relief. Mrs. Butler was Jean's cousin, a cheery matron who
had taken a summer cottage at Broadsands, twenty miles away.
Julia's color rose; she looked uneasy.
"Mr. Carolan had to go to Barville quite early," she
evaded uncomfortably, "and when Mrs. Butler asked could she take Peter,
his mother said yes, she could."
"Thank you," Mary said pleasantly, but her heart was
heavy. She went slowly upstairs to find Jean.
Peter's mother was lying in a darkened bedroom, and the face she
turned to the door at Mary's entrance was shockingly white. They exchanged a
long pressure of fingers.
"Headache, Jean, dear?"
"Oh, and heartache!" said Jean, with a pitiful smile.
"Sid thrashed him yesterday!" she added, with suddenly trembling
lips.
"I know." Mary sat down on the edge of the bed and
patted Jean's hand.
"I've let him go with Alice," said Jean, defensively. "I
had to!" She turned on her elbow, her voice rising. "Mary, I didn't
say one word about the whipping, but now—now he threatens to hold him under the
stable pump!" she finished, dropping back wearily against her pillows.
Mrs. Moore caught her breath.
"Ah!" They eyed each other sombrely.
"Mary, would YOU permit it?" demanded Mrs. Carolan,
miserably.
"Jeanie, dearest, I don't know what I'd do!"
After a long silence, Mary slipped from the bedside and went
noiselessly to the door and down the stairs, vague ideas of hot tea in mind. In
the dining-room she was surprised to find Sidney, looking white and exhausted,
and mixing himself something at the sideboard.
"I'm glad you're with Jean," he said directly. "I'm
off to get the boy! The car is to be brought round in a few minutes."
Mrs. Moore went to him, and laid her fingers on his arm.
"Sidney!" she protested sharply, "you must stop
this—not for Peter; he's as naughty as he can be, like all other boys his age
sometimes; but you don't want to kill Jean!" And, to her self-contempt,
she began to cry.
"My dear girl," he said concernedly, "you mustn't
take this matter too hard. Jean knows enough of our family history to
realize—"
"All that is such nonsense!" she protested angrily. But
she saw that he was not listening. He compared his watch with the big
dining-room clock, and then, quite as mechanically picked Peter's mug from the
group of bowls and flagons on the sideboard, studied the chasing absently for a
moment, and, stooping, placed the mug just as it had fallen four days before.
Mary watched as if fascinated.
A moment later she ran upstairs, her heart thundering with a sense
of her own daring. She entered the dark bedroom hurriedly, and leaned over
Jean.
"Jean! Jean, I hate to tell you! But Sidney's going to leave in
a few minutes to bring Peter home. He's going after him."
She had to repeat the message before the meaning of it flashed
into the heavy eyes so near her own. Then Jean gathered her filmy gown
together, and ran to the door.
"He shall not!" she said, panting, and Mary heard her
imperative call, "Sidney! Sidney!" as she ran downstairs. Then she
heard both their voices.
With an intolerable consciousness of eavesdropping, Mrs. Moore
slipped out of the house by the servants' quarters, and crossed the drying lawn
at the back of the house, to gain the old grape arbor beyond. She sat there
with burning cheeks and a fast-beating heart, and gazed with unseeing eyes down
the valley.
Presently she heard the horn and the scraping start of the
motor-car, and a moment later it swept into view on the road below. Sidney was
its only occupant.
Mrs. Moore sat there thinking a long while. Dull clouds banked
themselves in the west, and the rising breeze brought dead leaves about her
feet.
She sat there half an hour—an hour. The afternoon was darkening
toward dusk when she saw the motorcar again still a mile away. Even at this
distance, Mary could see that Peter was sitting beside his father in the
tonneau, and that the little figure was as erect and unyielding as the big one.
She rose to her feet and stood watching the car as it curved and
turned on the winding road that led to the gates of Carolan Hall. Even when the
gates were entered, both figures still faced straight ahead.
Suddenly Sidney leaned toward the chauffeur, and a moment later
the car came to a full stop. Mary watched, mystified. Then Sidney got out, and
stretched a hand to the boy to help him from his place. The simple little
motion, all fatherly, brought the tears to her eyes. A moment later the driver
wheeled the car about, to take it to the garage by the rear roadway, and Sidney
and his son began to walk slowly toward the house, the child's hand still in
his father's. Once or twice they stopped short, and once Mary saw Sidney point
toward the house, and saw, from the turn of Peter's head, that his eyes were
following his father's. Her heart rose with a wild, unreasoning hope.
When a dip in the road hid them, Mary turned toward the house, not
knowing whether to go to Jean or to slip away through the wood. But the instant
her eye fell on Madam Carolan's window she knew what had halted Sidney, and a
wave of heartsickness made her breath come short.
Jean had taken her place there, to watch and wait. She was keeping
the first vigil of her life. Mary could see how the slight figure drooped in
the carved chair; she remembered, with a pang, the other patient, drooping
figure that had stamped itself upon her childish memory so many years ago. The
suffocating tears rose in her throat. A sudden sense of helplessness overwhelmed
her.
Obviously, the watcher had not seen Sidney and Peter. Her head was
resting on her hand, and her heavy eyes were fixed upon some sombre inner
vision that was hers alone.
Mary crossed behind the house, and, as they came up through the
shrubbery, met Sidney and his son at the side door. Sidney's face was tired,
but radiant with a mysterious content. Peter looked white—awed. He was clinging
with both small brown hands to one of his father's firm, big ones.
"I know what you're going to say, Mary," said Sidney, in
a tone curiously gentle, and with his oddly bright smile. "I know she's
there. But we're going to her now, and it's all right. Peter and I have been
talking it over. I saw her there, Mary, and it was like a blow! SHE'S not the
one who must suffer for all this. Peter and I are going to start all over
again, and settle our troubles without hurting a woman; aren't we, Peter?"
The little boy nodded, with his eyes fixed on his father's.
"So the episode is closed, Mary," said Sidney, simply.
"And the next time—if there is a next time!—Peter shall make his own
decision, and abide by what it brings. The mug goes back to its place to-night,
and—and we're going to tell mother that she never need watch and wait and worry
about us again!"
They turned to the steps; but, as the boy ran ahead, Sidney came
back to say in a lower tone:
"I—it may be weakness, Mary, but I can't have Jean doing
what—what SHE did, you know! I tried to give the boy some idea, just now, of
the responsibility of it. Nobody spared my grandmother, but Jean SHALL be
spared, if I never try to control him or save him from himself again!"
"Ah, Sidney," Mary said, "you have done more, in
taking him into your confidence, than any amount of punishing could do!"
"Well, we'll see!" he said, with a weary little shrug.
"I must go to Jeanie now."
As he mounted the steps, Peter reappeared in the darkened doorway.
The child looked like a little knight, with his tawny loose mop of hair and
short tunic, and the uplifted look in his lovely eyes.
"Shall we go to her now, Dad?" said the little treble gallantly. And, as the boy came close to Sidney's side, Mary saw the silver mug glitter in his hand.
At the head of her own
breakfast table,—a breakfast table charmingly littered with dark-blue china and
shining glass, and made springlike by a great bowl of daisies,—Mary Venable sat
alone, trying to read her letters through a bitter blur of tears. She was not
interested in her letters, but something must be done, she thought desperately,
to check this irresistible impulse to put her head down on the table and cry
like a child, and uninteresting letters, if she could only force her eyes to
follow the lines of them, and her brain to follow the meaning, would be as
steadying to the nerves as anything else.
Cry she would NOT; for every reason. Lizzie, coming in to carry
away the plates, would see her, for one thing. It would give her a blazing
headache, for another. It would not help her in the least to solve the problem
ahead of her, for a third and best. She must think it out clearly and
reasonably, and—and—Mary's lip began to quiver again, she would have to do it
all alone. Mamma was the last person in the world who could help her, and
George wouldn't.
For of course the trouble was Mamma again, and George—
Mary wiped her eyes resolutely, finished a glass of water, drew a
deep great breath. Then she rang for Lizzie, and carried her letters to the
shaded, cool little study back of the large drawing-room. Fortified by the
effort this required, she sank comfortably into a deep chair, and began to plan
sensibly and collectedly. Firstly, she reread Mamma's letter.
Mary had seen this letter among others at her plate, only an hour
ago. A deep sigh, reminiscent of the recently suppressed storm, caught her
unawares as she remembered how happy she and George had been over their
breakfast until Mamma's letter was opened. Mary had not wanted to open it,
suggesting carelessly that it might wait until later; she could tell George if
there was anything in it. But George had wanted to hear it read immediately,
and of course there had been something in it. There usually was something
unexpected in Mamma's letters. In this one she broke the news to her daughter
and son-in-law that she hated Milwaukee, she didn't like Cousin Will's house,
children, or self, she had borrowed her ticket money from Cousin Will, and she
was coming home on Tuesday.
Mary had gotten only this far when George, prefacing his remarks
with a forcible and heartfelt "damn," had said some very sharp and
very inconsiderate things of Mamma. He had said—But no, Mary wouldn't go over
that. She would NOT cry again.
The question was, what to do with Mamma now. They had thought her
so nicely settled with Cousin Will and his motherless boys, had packed her off
to Milwaukee only a fortnight ago with such a generous check to cover
incidental expenses, had felt that now, for a year or two at least, she was
anchored. And in so many ways it seemed a special blessing, this particular
summer, to have Mamma out of the way,—comfortable and happy, but out of the
way. For Mary had packed her three babies and their nurse down to the cottage
at Beach Meadow for the summer, and she and George had determined—with only
brief weekend intervals to break it—to try staying in the New York house all
summer.
Ordinarily Mary, too, would have been at Beach Meadow with the
children, seeing George only in the rare intervals when he could run up from
town, two or three times a season perhaps, and really rather more glad than
otherwise to have Mamma with her. But this promised to be a trying and
overworked summer for him, and Mary herself was tired from a winter of close
attention to her nursery, and to them both the plan seemed a most tempting
chance for jolly little dinners together, Sunday and evening trips in the
motor, roof-garden shows and suppers. They had had too little of each other's
undivided society in the three crowded years that had witnessed the arrival of
the twins and baby Mary, there had been infantile illnesses, Mary's own health
had been poor, Mamma had been with them, nurses had been with them, doctors had
been constantly coming and going, nothing had been normal. Both Mary and George
had thought and spoken a hundred times of that one first, happy year of their
marriage, and they wanted to bring back some of its old free charm now. So the
children, with Miss Fox, who was a "treasure" of a trained nurse, and
Myra, whose Irish devotion was maternal in its intensity, were sent away to the
seaside, and they were living on the beach all day, and sleeping in the warm
sea air all night, and hardier and browner and happier every time they rushed
screaming out to welcome mother and daddy and the motor-car for a brief visit.
And Mamma was with Cousin Will. Or at least she HAD been—
Well, there was only one thing certain, Mary decided,—Mamma could
not come to them. That would spoil all the summer they had been planning so
happily. To picnic in the hot city with one beloved companion is one thing, to
keep house there for one's family is quite another. Mamma was not adaptable,
she had her own very definite ideas. She hated a dimly lighted drawing-room,
and interrupted Mary's music—to which George listened in such utter
content—with cheery random remarks, and the slapping of cards at Patience.
Mamma hated silences, she hated town in summer, she made jolly and informal
little expeditions the most discussed and tedious of events. If George,
settling himself happily in some restaurant, suggested enthusiastically a
planked steak, Mamma quite positively wanted some chicken or just a chop for
herself, please. If George suggested red wine, Mamma was longing for just a sip
of Pommerey: "You order it, Georgie, and let it be my treat!"
It never was her treat, but that was the least of it.
No, Mamma simply couldn't come to them now. She would have to go
to Miss Fox and the children. Myra wouldn't like it, and Mamma always
interfered with Miss Fox, and would have to take the second best bedroom, and
George would probably make a fuss, but there was nothing else to do. It
couldn't be helped.
Sometimes in moments of less strain, Mary was amused to remember
that it was through Mamma that she had met George. She, Mary, had gone down
from, her settlement work in hot New York for a little breathing spell at
Atlantic City, where Mamma, who had a very small room at the top of a very
large hotel, was enjoying a financially pinched but entirely carefree
existence. Mary would have preferred sober and unpretentious boarding in some
private family herself, but Mamma loved the big dining-room, the piazzas, the
music, and the crowds of the hotel, and Mary amiably engaged the room next to
hers. They had to climb a flight of stairs above the last elevator stop to
reach their rooms, and rarely saw any one in their corridors except maids and
chauffeurs, but Mamma didn't mind that. She knew a score of Southern people
downstairs who always included her in their good times; her life never lacked
the spice of a mild flirtation. Mamma rarely had to pay for any of her own meals,
except breakfast, and the economy with which she could order a breakfast was a
real surprise to Mary. Mamma swam, motored, danced, walked, gossiped, played
bridge, and golfed like any debutante. Mary, watching her, wondered sometimes
if the father she had lost when a tiny baby, and the stepfather whose marriage
to her mother, and death had followed only a few years later, were any more
real to her mother than the dreams they both were to her.
On the day of Mary's arrival, mother and daughter came down to the
wide hotel porch, in the cool idle hour before dinner, and took possession of
big rocking-chairs, facing the sea. They were barely seated, when a tall man in
white flannels came smilingly toward them.
"Mrs. Honeywell!" he said, delightedly, and Mary saw her
mother give him a cordial greeting before she said:
"And now, George, I want you to know my little girl,
Ma'y,—Miss Bannister. Ma'y, this is my Southe'n boy I was telling you
about!"
Mary, turning unsmiling eyes, was quite sure the man would be
nearer forty than thirty, as indeed he was, grizzled and rather solid into the
bargain. Mamma's "boys" were rarely less; had he really been at all
youthful, Mamma would have introduced him as "that extr'ornarily
intrusting man I've been telling you about, Ma'y, dear!"
But he was a nice-looking man, and a nice seeming man, except for
his evidently having flirted with Mamma, which proceeding Mary always held
slightly in contempt. Not that he seemed flirtatiously inclined at this
particular moment, but Mary could tell from her mother's manner that their
friendship had been one of those frothy surface affairs into which Mamma seemed
able to draw the soberest of men.
Mr. Venable sat down next to Mary, and they talked of the sea, in
which a few belated bathers were splashing, and of the hot and distant city,
and finally of Mary's work. These topics did not interest Mamma, who carried on
a few gay, restless conversations with various acquaintances on the porch
meanwhile, and retied her parasol bow several times.
Mamma, with her prettily arranged and only slightly retouched
hair, her dashing big hat and smart little gown, her red lips and black eyes,
was an extremely handsome woman, but Mr. Venable even now could not seem to
move his eyes from Mary's nondescript gray eyes, and rather colorless fair
skin, and indefinite, pleasant mouth. Mamma's lines were all compact and trim.
Mary was rather long of limb, even a little GAUCHE in an attractive,
unself-conscious sort of way. But something fine and high, something fresh and
young and earnest about her, made its instant appeal to the man beside her.
"Isn't she just the biggest thing!" Mamma said finally,
with a little affectionate slap for Mary's hand. "Makes me feel so old,
having a great, big girl of twenty-three!"
This was three years short of the fact, but Mary never betrayed
her mother in these little weaknesses. Mr. Venable said, not very
spontaneously, that they could pass for sisters.
"Just hear him, will you!" said Mamma, in gay scorn.
"Why there's seventeen whole years between us! Ma'y was born on the day I
was seventeen. My first husband—dearest fellow ever WAS—used to say he had two
babies and no wife. I never shall forget," Mamma went on youthfully,
"one day when Ma'y was about two months old, and I had her out in the garden.
I always had a nurse,—smartest looking thing you ever saw, in caps and
ribbons!—but she was out, I forget where. Anyway our old Doctor Wallis came in,
and he saw me, with my hair all hanging in curls, and a little blue dress on,
and he called out, 'Look here, Ma'y Lou Duval, ain't you too old to be playin'
with dolls?'"
Mary had often heard this, but she laughed, and Mr. Venable
laughed, too, although he cut short an indication of further reminiscence on
Mamma's part by entering briskly upon the subject of dinner. Would Mrs.
Honeywell and Miss Bannister dine with him, in the piazza, dining-room, that
wasn't too near the music, and was always cool, and then afterward he'd have
the car brought about—? Mary's first smiling shake of the head subsided before
these tempting details. It did sound so cool and restful and attractive! And
after all, why shouldn't one dine with the big, responsible person who was one
of New York's biggest construction engineers, with whom one's mother was on
such friendly terms?
That was the first of many delightful times. George Venable fell
in love with Mary and grew serious for the first time in his life. And Mary
fell in love with George, and grew frivolous for the first time in hers. And in
the breathless joy that attended their discovery of each other, they rather
forgot Mamma.
"Stealing my beau!" said the little lady, accusatively,
one night, when mother and daughter were dressing. Mary turned an uncomfortable
scarlet.
"Oh, don't be such a little goosie!" Mrs. Honeywell said,
with a great hug. And she artlessly added, "My goodness, Mary, I've got
all the beaux I want! I'm only too tickled to have you have one at last!"
By the time the engagement, with proper formality, was announced,
George's attitude toward his prospective mother-in-law had shifted completely.
He was no longer Mamma's gallant squire, but had assumed something of Mary's
tolerant, protective manner toward her. Later, when they were married, this
change went still further, and George became rather scornful of the giddy
little butterfly, casually critical of her in conversations with Mary.
Mrs. Honeywell enjoyed the wedding as if she had been the bride's
younger sister now allowed a first peep at real romance.
"But I'm going to give you one piece of advice, dearie,"
said she, the night before the ceremony. Mary, wrapped in all the mysterious
thoughts of that unreal time, winced inwardly. This was all so new, so sacred,
so inexpressible to her that she felt Mamma couldn't understand it. Of course
she had been married twice herself, but then she was so different.
"It's this," said Mrs. Honeywell, cheerfully, after a
pause. "There'll come a time when you'll simply hate him—"
"Oh, Mamma!" Mary said, with distaste.
"Yes, there will," her mother went on placidly,
"and then you just say to yourself that the best of 'em's only a big boy,
and treat him as you'd treat a boy!"
"All right, darling!" Mary laughed, kissing her. But she
thought to herself that the men Mamma had married were of very different
caliber from George.
Parenthood developed new gravities in George, all life became
purer, sweeter, more simple, with Mary beside him. Through the stress of their
first married years they became more and more closely devoted, marvelled more
and more at the miracle that had brought them together. But Mamma suffered to
this. The atmosphere of gay irresponsibility and gossip that she brought with
her on her frequent visitations became very trying to George. He resented her
shallowness, her youthful gowns, her extravagances. Mary found herself
eternally defending Mamma, in an unobtrusive sort of way, inventing and
assuming congenialities between her and George. It had been an unmitigated
blessing to have the little lady start gayly off for Cousin Will's, only a
month ago—And now here she was again!
Mary sighed, pushed her letters aside, and stared thoughtfully out
of the window. The first of New York's blazing summer days hung heavily over
the gay Drive and the sluggish river. The Jersey hills were blurred with heat.
Dull, brief whistles of river-craft came to her; under the full leafage of
trees on the Drive green omnibuses lumbered; baby carriages, each with its
attendant, were motionless in the shade. Mary drew her desk telephone toward
her, pushed it away again, hesitated over a note. Then she sent for her cook
and discussed the day's meals.
Alone again, she reached a second time for the telephone, waited
for a number, and asked for Mr. Venable.
"George, this is Mary," said Mary, a moment later.
Silence. "George, darling," said Mary, in a rush, "I am so sorry
about Mamma, and I realize how trying it is for you, and I'm so sorry I took
what you said at breakfast that way. Don't worry, dear, we'll settle her
somehow. And I'll spare you all I can! George, would you like me to come down to
the office at six, and have dinner somewhere? She won't be here until tomorrow.
And my new hat has come, and I want to wear it—?" She paused; there was a
moment's silence before George's warm, big voice answered:
"You are absolutely the most adorable angel that ever
breathed, Mary. You make me ashamed of myself. I've been sitting here as BLUE
as indigo. Everything going wrong! Those confounded Carter people got the order
for the Whitely building—you remember I told you about it? It was a
three-million dollar contract.
"Oh, George!" Mary lamented.
"Oh, well, it's not serious, dear. Only I thought we 'had it
nailed.' I'd give a good deal to know how Carter does it. Sometimes I have the
profoundest contempt for that fellow's methods—then he lands something like
this. I don't believe he can handle it, either."
"I hate that man!" said Mary, calmly. George laughed
boyishly.
"Well, you were an angel to telephone," he said.
"Come early, sweetheart, and we'll go up to Macbeth's,—they say it's quite
an extraordinary collection. And don't worry—I'll be nice to Mamma. And wear
your blessed little pink hat—"
Mary went upstairs ten minutes later with a singing heart. Let
Mamma and her attendant problems arrive tomorrow if she must. Today would be
all their own! She began to dress at three o'clock, as pleasantly excited as a
girl. She laid her prettiest white linen gown beside the pink hat on the bed,
selected an especially frilled petticoat, was fastidious over white shoes and
silken stockings.
The big house was very still. Lizzie, hitherto un-compromisingly a
cook, had so far unbent this summer as to offer to fill the place of waitress
as well as her own. Today she had joyously accepted Mary's offer of a whole
unexpected free afternoon and evening. Mary was alone, and rather enjoying it.
She walked, trailing her ruffled wrapper, to one of the windows, and looked
down on the Drive. It was almost deserted.
While she stood there idle and smiling, a taxicab veered to the
curb, hesitated, came to a full stop. Out of it came a small gloved hand with a
parasol clasped in it, a small struggling foot in a gray suede shoe, a small
doubled-up form clad in gray-blue silk, a hat covered with corn-flowers.
Mamma had arrived, as Mamma always did, unexpectedly.
Mary stared at the apparition with a sudden rebellious surge at
her heart. She knew what this meant, but for a moment the full significance of
it seemed too exasperating to be true. Oh, how could she!—spoil their last day
together, upset their plans, madden George afresh, when he was only this moment
pacified! Mary uttered an impatient little sigh as she went down to open the
door; but it was the anticipation of George's vexation—not her own—that stirred
her, and the sight of Mamma was really unwelcome to Mary only because of
George's lack of welcome.
"No Lizzie?" asked Mamma, blithely, when her first
greetings were over, and the case of Cousin Will had been dismissed with a few
emphatic sentences.
"I let her go this afternoon instead of to-morrow, Muddie,
dear. We're going down town to dinner."
"Oh; that's nice,—but I look a perfect fright!" said
Mrs. Honeywell, following Mary upstairs. "Nasty trip! I don't want a thing
but a cup of tea for supper anyway—bit of toast. I'll be glad to get my things
off for a while."
"If you LIKE, Mamma, why don't you just turn in?" Mary
suggested. "It's nearly four now. I'll bring you up some cold meat and tea
and so on."
"Sounds awfully nice," her mother said, getting a thin
little silk wrapper out of her suit-case. "But we'll see,—there's no
hurry. What time are you meeting Georgie?"
"Well, we were going to Macbeth's,—but that's not
important,—we needn't meet him until nearly seven, I suppose," Mary said
patiently, "only I ought to telephone him what we are going to do."
"Oh, telephone that I'll come too, I'll feel fine in half an
hour," Mrs. Honeywell said decidedly.
Mary, unsatisfied with this message, temporized by sitting down in
a deep chair. The room, which had all been made ready for Mamma, was cool and
pleasant. Awnings shaded the open windows; the rugs, the wall-paper, the
chintzes were all in gay and roseate tints. Mrs. Honeywell stretched herself
luxuriously on the bed, both pillows under her head.
"I'm sure she'd be much more comfortable here than tearing
about town this stuffy night!" the daughter reflected, while listening to
an account of Cousin Will's dreadful house, and dreadful children.
It was so easy when Mamma was away to think generously,
affectionately of her, to laugh kindly at the memory of her trying moods. But
it was very different to have Mamma actually about, to humor her whims, listen
to her ceaseless chatter, silently sacrifice to her comfort a thousand comforts
of one's own.
After a half hour of playing listener she went down to telephone
George.
"Oh, damn!" said George, heartily. "And here I've
been hustling through things thinking any minute that you'd come in. Well, this
spoils it all. I'll come home."
"Oh, dearest,—it'll be just a 'pick-up' dinner, then. I don't
know what's in the house. Lizzie's gone," Mary submitted hesitatingly.
"Oh, damn!" George said forcibly, again.
"What does your mother propose to do?" he asked Mary
some hours later, when the rather unsuccessful dinner was over, Mamma had
retired, and he and his wife were in their own rooms. Mary felt impending unpleasantness
in his tone, and battled with a rising sense of antagonism. She tucked her pink
hat into its flowered box, folded the silky tissue paper about it, tied the
strings.
"Why, I don't know, dear!" she said pleasantly, carrying
the box to her wardrobe.
"Does she plan to stay here?" George asked, with a
reasonable air, carefully transferring letters, pocket-book, and watch-case
from one vest to another.
"George, when does Mamma ever plan ANYTHING!" Mary
reminded him, with elaborate gentleness.
There was a short silence. The night was very sultry, and no air
stirred the thin window-curtains. The room, with its rich litter of glass and
silver, its dark wood and bright hangings, seemed somehow hot and crowded. Mary
flung her dark cloud of hair impatiently back, as she sat at her dressing
table. Brushing was too hot a business tonight.
"I confess I think I have a right to ask what your mother
proposes to do," George said presently, with marked politeness.
"Oh, Georgie! DON'T be so ridiculous!" Mary protested impatiently.
"You know what Mamma is!"
"I may be ridiculous," George conceded, magnificently,
"but I fail to see—"
"I don't mean that," Mary said hastily. "But need
we decide tonight?" she added with laudable calm. "It's so HOT,
dearest, and I am so sleepy. Mamma could go to Beach Meadow, I suppose?"
she finished unthinkingly.
This was a wrong move. George was disappearing into his
dressing-room at the moment, and did not turn back. Mary put out all the lights
but one, turned down the beds, settled on her pillows with a great sigh of
relief. But George, returning in a trailing wrapper, was mighty with
resolution.
"I mean to make just one final remark on this subject,
Mary," said George, flashing on three lights with one turn of the wrist,
"but you may as well understand me. I mean it! I don't propose to have
your mother at Beach Meadow, not for a single night—not for a day! She
demoralizes the boys, she has a very bad effect on the nurse. I sympathize with
Miss Fox, and I refuse to allow my children to be given candy, and things
injurious to their constitutions, and to be kept up until late hours, and to
have their first perceptions of honor and truth misled—"
"George!"
"Well," said George, after a brief pause, more mildly,
"I won't have it."
"Then—but she can't stay here, George. It will spoil our
whole summer."
"Exactly," George assented. There was another pause.
"I'll talk to Mamma—she may have some plan," Mary said
at last, with a long sigh.
Mamma had no plan to unfold on the following day, and a week and
then ten days went by without any suggestion of change on her part. The weather
was very hot, and Lizzie complained more than once that Mrs. Honeywell must
have her iced coffee and sandwiches at four and that breakfast, luncheon, and
dinner regularly for three was not at all like getting two meals for two every
day, and besides, there was another bedroom to care for, and the kitchen was
never in order! Mary applied an unfailing remedy to Lizzie's case, and sent for
a charwoman besides. Less easily solved were other difficulties.
George, for example, liked to take long motoring trips out of the
city, on warm summer evenings. He ran his own car, and was never so happy as
when Mary was on the driver's seat beside him, where he could amuse her with
the little news of the day, or repeat to her long and, to Mary, unintelligible
business conversations in which he had borne a part.
But Mamma's return spoiled all this. Obviously, the little lady
couldn't be left to bounce about alone in the tonneau. If Mary joined her there,
George would sit silently, immovably, in the front seat, chewing his cigar, his
eyes on the road. Only when they had a friend or two with them did Mary enjoy
these drives.
Mamma had an unlucky habit of scattering George's valuable books
carelessly about the house, and George was fussy about his books. And she would
sometimes amuse herself by trying roll after roll on the piano-player, until
George, perhaps trying to read in the adjoining library, was almost frantic.
And she mislaid his telephone directory, and took telephone messages for him
that she forgot to deliver, and insisted upon knowing why he was late for
dinner, in spite of Mary's warning, "Let him change and get his breath
Mamma, dear,—he's exhausted. What does it matter, anyway?"
Sometimes Mary's heart would ache for the little, resourceless
lady, drifting aimlessly through her same and stupid days. Mamma had always
been spoiled, loved, amused,—it was too much to expect strength and
unselfishness of her now. And at other times, when she saw the tired droop to
George's big shoulders, and the gallant effort he made to be sweet to Mamma,
George who was so good, and so generous, and who only asked to have his wife
and home quietly to himself after the long day, Mary's heart would burn with
longing to put her arms about him, and go off alone with him somewhere, and
smooth the wrinkles from his forehead, and let him rest.
One warm Sunday in mid-July they all went down to Long Island to
see the rosy, noisy babies. It was a happy day for Mary. George was very
gracious, Mamma charming and complaisant. The weather was perfection, and the
children angelic. They shared the noonday dinner with little George and Richard
and Mary, and motored home through the level light of late afternoon. Slowly
passing through a certain charming colony of summer homes, they were suddenly
hailed.
Out from a shingled bungalow, and across a velvet lawn streamed
three old friends of Mamma's, Mrs. Law'nce Arch'bald, and her daughter,
'Lizabeth Sarah, who was almost Mamma's age, and 'Lizabeth Sarah's husband,
Harry Fairfax. These three were rapturously presented to the Venables by Mrs.
Honeywell, and presently they all went up to the porch for tea.
Mary thought, and she could see George thought, that it was very
pleasant to discuss the delicious Oolong and Maryland biscuit, and Southern
white fruit-cake, while listening to Mamma's happy chatter with her old
friends. The old negress who served tea called Mamma "chile," and
Mrs. Archibald, an aristocratic, elderly woman, treated her as if she were no
more than a girl. Mary thought she had never seen her mother so charming.
"I wonder if the's any reason, Mary Lou'siana, why you can't
just come down here and stay with me this summah?" said Mrs. Archibald,
suddenly. "'Lizabeth Sarah and Harry Fairfax, they're always coming and
going, and Lord knows it would be like havin' one of my own girls back, to me.
We've room, and there's a lot of nice people down hereabouts—"
A chorus arose, Mrs. Honey well protesting joyously that that was
too much imp'sition for any use, 'Lizabeth Sarah and Harry Fairfax violently
favorable to the idea, Mrs. Archibald magnificently overriding objections, Mary
and George trying with laughter to separate jest from earnest. Mrs. Honeywell,
overborne, was dragged upstairs to inspect "her room," old Aunt
Curry, the colored maid and cook, adding her deep-noted welcome to "Miss
Mar' Lou." It was arranged that Mamma should at least spend the night, and
George and Mary left her there, and came happily home together, laughing, over
their little downtown dinner, with an almost parental indulgence, at Mamma.
In the end, Mamma did go down to the Archibald's for an indefinite
stay. Mary quite overwhelmed her with generous contributions to her wardrobe,
and George presented her with a long-coveted chain. The parting took place with
great affection and regret expressed on both sides. But this timely relief was
clouded for Mary when Mamma flitted in to see her a day or two later. Mamma
wondered if Ma'y dearest could possibly let her have two hundred dollars.
"Muddie, you've overdrawn again!" Mary accused her. For
Mamma had an income of a thousand a year.
"No, dear, it's not that. I am a little overdrawn, but it's
not that. But you see Richie Carter lives right next do' to the Arch'balds,"—Mamma's
natural Southern accent was gaining strength every day now,—"and it might
be awkward, meetin' him, don't you know?"
"Awkward?" Mary echoed, frowning.
"Well, you see, Ma'y, love, some years ago I was intimate
with his wife," her mother proceeded with some little embarrassment,
"and so when I met him at the Springs last year, I confided in him
about—laws! I forget what it was exactly, some bills I didn't want to bother
Georgie about, anyway. And he was perfectly charmin' about it I"
"Oh, Mamma!" Mary said in distress, "not Richard
Carter of the Carter Construction Company? Oh, Mamma, you know how George hates
that whole crowd! You didn't borrow money of him!"
"Not that he'd ever speak of it—he'd die first!" Mrs.
Honeywell said hastily.
"I'll have to ask George for it," Mary said after a long
pause, "and he'll be furious." To which Mamma, who was on the point
of departure, agreed, adding thoughtfully, "I'm always glad not to be here
if Georgie's going to fly into a rage."
George did fly into a rage at this piece of news, and said some
scathing things of Mamma, even while he wrote out a check for two hundred
dollars.
"Here, you send it to her," he said bitterly to Mary,
folding the paper with a frown. "I don't feel as if I ever wanted to see
her again. I tell you, Mary, I warn you, my dear, that things can't go on this
way much longer. I never refused her money that I know of, and yet she turns to
this fellow Carter!" He interrupted himself with an exasperated shrug, and
began to walk about the room. "She turns to Carter," he burst out
again angrily, "a man who could hurt me irreparably by letting it get
about that my mother-in-law had to ask him for a petty loan!"
Mary, with a troubled face, was slowly, silently setting up a game
of chess. She took the check, feeling like Becky Sharp, and tucked it into her
blouse.
"Come on, George, dear," she said, after an uneasy
silence. She pushed a white pawn forward. George somewhat unwillingly took his
seat opposite her, but could not easily capture the spirit of the game. He made
a hasty move or two, scowled up at the lights, scowled at the windows that were
already wide open to the sultry night, loosened his collar with two impatient
fingers.
"I'd give a good deal to understand your mother, Mary,"
he burst out suddenly. "I'd give a GREAT deal! Her love of pleasure I can
understand—her utter lack of any possible vestige of business sense I can
understand, although my own mother was a woman who conducted an immense
business with absolute scrupulousness and integrity—"
"Georgie, dear! What has your mother's business ability to do
with poor Mamma!" Mary said patiently, screwing the separated halves of a
knight firmly together.
"It has this to do with it," George said with sudden
heat, "that my mother's principles gave me a pretty clear idea of what a
lady does and does not do! And my mother would have starved before she turned
to a comparative stranger for a personal loan."
"But neither one of her sons could bear to live with her, she
was so cold-blooded," Mary thought, but with heroic self-control she kept
silent. She answered only by the masterly advance of a bishop.
"Queen," she said calmly.
"Queen nothing!" George said, suddenly attentive.
"Give me a piece then," Mary chanted. George gave a
fully aroused attention to the game, and saving it, saved the evening for Mary.
"But please keep Mamma quiet now for a while!" she
prayed fervently in her evening devotions a few hours later. "I can't keep
this up—we'll have serious trouble here. Please make her stay where she is for
a year at least."
Two weeks, three weeks, went peaceably by. The Venables spent a
happy week-end or two with their children. Between these visits they were as
light-hearted as children themselves, in the quiet roominess of the New York
home. Mamma's letters were regular and cheerful, she showed no inclination to
return, and Mary, relieved for the first time since her childhood of pressing
responsibility, bloomed like a rose.
Sometimes she reflected uneasily that Mamma's affairs were only
temporarily settled, after all, and sometimes George made her heart sink with
uncompromising statements regarding the future, but for the most part Mary's
natural sunniness kept her cheerful and unapprehensive.
Almost unexpectedly, therefore, the crash came. It came on a very
hot day, which, following a week of delightfully cool weather, was like a last
flaming hand-clasp from the departing summer. It was a Monday, and had started
wrong with a burned omelette at breakfast, and unripe melons. And the one suit
George had particularly asked to have cleaned and pressed had somehow escaped
Mary's vigilance, and still hung creased and limp in the closet. So George went
off, feeling a little abused, and Mary, feeling cross, too, went slowly about
her morning tasks. Another annoyance was when the telephones had been cut off;
a man with a small black bag mysteriously appearing to disconnect them, and as
mysteriously vanishing when once their separated parts lay useless on the
floor. Mary, idly reading, and comfortably stretched on a couch in her own room
at eleven o'clock, was disturbed by the frantic and incessant ringing of the
front doorbell.
"Lizzie went in to Broadway, I suppose," she reflected
uneasily. "But I oughtn't to go down this way! Let him try again."
"He"—whoever he was—did try again so forcibly and so
many times that Mary, after going to the head of the kitchen stairs to call
Lizzie, with no result, finally ran down the main stairway herself, and
gathering the loose frills of her morning wrapper about her, warily unbolted
the door.
She admitted George, whose face was dark with heat, and whose
voice rasped.
"Where's Lizzie?" he asked, eying Mary's negligee.
"Oh, dearie—and I've been keeping you waiting!" Mary
lamented. "Come into the dining-room, it's cooler. She's marketing."
George dropped into a chair and mopped his forehead.
"No one to answer the telephone?" he pursued, frowning.
"It's disconnected, dear. Georgie, what is it?—you look
sick."
"Well, I am, just about!" George said sternly. Then,
irrelevantly, he demanded: "Mary, did you know your mother had disposed of
her Sunbright shares?"
"Sold her copper stock!" Mary ejaculated, aghast For
Mamma's entire income was drawn from this eminently safe and sane investment,
and Mary and George had never ceased to congratulate themselves upon her good
fortune in getting it at all.
"Two months ago," said George, with a shrewdly observant
eye.
Mary interpreted his expression.
"Certainly I didn't know it!" she said with spirit.
"Didn't, eh? She SAYS you did," George said.
"Mamma does?" Mary was astounded.
"Read that!" Her husband flung a letter on the table.
Mary caught it up, ran through it hastily. It was from Mamma: She
was ending her visit at Rock Bar, the Archibalds were going South rather early,
they had begged her to go, but she didn't want to, and Mary could look for her
any day now. And she was writing to Georgie because she was afraid she'd have
to tell him that she had done an awfully silly thing: she had sold her
Sunbright shares to an awfully attractive young fellow whom Mr. Pierce had sent
to her—and so on and so on. Mary's eye leaped several lines to her own name.
"Mary agreed with me that the Potter electric light stock was just as safe
and they offered seven per cent," wrote Mamma.
"I DO remember now her saying something about the
Potter," Mary said, raising honest, distressed eyes from the letter,
"but with no possible idea that she meditated anything like this!"
George had been walking up and down the room.
"She's lost every cent!" he said savagely. And he flung
both hands out with an air of frenzy before beginning his angry march again.
Mary sat in stony despair.
"Have you heard from her today?" he flung out.
His wife shook her head.
"Well, she's in town," George presently resumed,
"because Bates told me she telephoned the office while I was out this
morning. Now, listen, Mary. I've done all I'm going to do for your mother! And
she's not to enter this house again—do you understand?"
"George!" said Mary.
"She is not going to ENTER MY HOUSE," reiterated George.
"I have often wondered what led to estrangements in families, but by the
Lord, I think there's some excuse in this case! She lies to me, she sets my
judgment at naught, she does the things with my children that I've expressly
asked her not to do, she cultivates the people I loathe, she works you into a
state of nervous collapse—it's too much! Now she's thrown her income
away,—thrown it away! Now I tell you, Mary, I'll support her, if that's what
she expects—"
"Really, George, you are—you are—Be careful!" Mary exclaimed,
roused in her turn. "You forget to whom you are speaking. I admit that
Mamma is annoying, I admit that you have some cause for complaint,—but you
forget to whom you are speaking! I love my mother," said Mary, her feeling
rising with every word. "I won't have her so spoken of! Not have her enter
the house again? Why, do you suppose I am going to meet her in the street, and
send her clothes after her as if she were a discharged servant?"
"She may come here for her clothes," George conceded,
"but she shall not spend another night under my roof. Let her try taking
care of herself for a change!"
There was a silence.
"George, DON'T you see how unreasonable you are?" Mary
said, after a bitter struggle for calm.
"That's final," George said briefly.
"I don't know what you mean by final," his wife answered
with warmth. "If you really think—"
"I won't argue it, my dear. And I won't have my life ruined
by your mother, as thousands of men's lives have been ruined, by just such
unscrupulous irresponsible women!"
"George," said Mary, very white, "I won't turn
against my mother!"
"Then you turn against me," George said in a deadly
calm.
"Do you expect her to board, George, in the same city that I
have my home?" Mary demanded, after a pause.
"Plenty of women do it," George said inflexibly.
"But, George, you know Mamma! She'd simply be here all the
time; it would come to exactly the same thing. She'd come after breakfast, and
you'd have to take her home after dinner. She'd have her clothes made here, and
laundered here, and she'd do all her telephoning..."
"That is exactly what has got to stop," said George.
"I will pay her board at some good place. But I'll pay it... she won't
touch the money. Besides that, she can have an allowance. But she must
understand that she is NOT to come here except when she is especially invited,
at certain intervals."
"George, DEAR, that is absolutely absurd!"
"Very well," George said, flushing, "but if she is
here to-night, I will not come home. I'll dine at the club. When she has gone,
I'll come home again."
Mary's head was awhirl. She scarcely knew where the conversation
was leading then, or what the reckless things they said involved. She was
merely feeling blindly now for the arguments that should give her the
advantage.
"You needn't stay at the club, George," she said,
"for Mamma and I will go down to Beach Meadow. When you have come to your
senses, I'll come back. I'll let Miss Fox go, and Mamma and I will look out for
the children—"
"I warn you," George interrupted her coldly, "that
if you take any such step, you will have a long time to think it over before
you hear from me! I warn you that it has taken much less than this to ruin the
happiness of many a man and woman!"
Mary faced him, breathing hard. This was their first real quarrel.
Brief times of impatience, unsympathy, differences of opinion there had been,
but this—this Mary felt even now—was gravely different. With a feeling
curiously alien and cold, almost hostile, she eyed the face opposite her own;
the strange face that had been so familiar and dear only at breakfast time.
"I WILL go," she said quietly. "I think it will do
us both good."
"Nonsense!" George said. "I won't permit it."
"What will you do, make a public affair of it?"
"No, you know I won't do that. But don't talk like a child,
Mary. Remember, I mean what I say about your mother, and tell her so when she
arrives."
After that, he went away. A long time passed, while Mary sat very
still in the big leather chair at the head of the table. The sunlight shifted,
fell lower,—shone ruby red through a decanter of claret on the sideboard. The
house was very still.
After a while she went slowly upstairs. She dragged a little trunk
from a hall closet, and began quietly, methodically, to pack it with her own
clothes. Now and then her breast rose with a great sob, but she controlled
herself instantly.
"This can't go on," she said aloud to herself.
"It's not today—it's not to-morrow—but it's for all time. I can't keep
this up. I can't worry and apologize, and neglect George, and hurt Mamma's
feelings for the rest of my life. Mamma has always done her best for me, and I
never saw George until five years ago—
"It's not," she went on presently, "as if I were a
woman who takes marriage lightly. I have tried. But I won't desert Mamma. And I
won't—I will NOT!—endure having George talk to me as he did today!"
She would go down to the children, she would rest, she would read
again during the quiet evenings. Days would go by, weeks. But finally George
would write her—would come to her. He must. What else could he do?
Something like terror shook her. Was this the way serious, endless
separations began between men and their wives? Her mind flitted sickly to other
people's troubles: the Waynes, who had separated because Rose liked gayety and
Fred liked domestic peace; the Gardiners, who—well, there never did seem to be
any reason there. Frances and the baby just went to her mother's home, and
stayed home, and after a while people said she and Sid had separated, though
Frances said she would always like Sid as a friend—not very serious reasons,
these! Yet they had proved enough.
Mary paused. Was she playing with fire? Ah, no, she told herself,
it was very different in her case. This was no imaginary case of
"neglect" or "incompatibility." There was the living
trouble,—Mamma. And even if tonight she conceded this point to George, and
Mamma was banished, sooner or later resentment, bitter and uncontrollable,
would rise again, she knew, in her heart. No. She would go. George might do the
yielding.
Once or twice tears threatened her calm. But it was only necessary
to remind herself of what George had said to dry her eyes into angry brilliance
again. Too late now for tears.
At five o'clock the trunk was packed, but Mamma had not yet
arrived. There remained merely to wait for her, and to start with her for Beach
Meadow. Mary's heart was beating fast now, but it was less with regret than
with a nervous fear that something would delay her now. She turned the key in
the trunk lock and straightened up with the sudden realization that her back
was aching.
For a moment she stood, undecided, in the centre of her room.
Should she leave a little note for George, "on his pincushion," or
simply ask Lizzie to say that she had gone to Beach Meadow? He would not follow
her there, she knew; George understood her. He knew of how little use bullying
or coaxing would be. There would be no scenes. She would be allowed to settle
down to an existence that would be happy for Mamma, good for the children,
restful—free from distressing strain—for Mary herself.
With a curious freedom from emotion of any sort, she selected a
hat, and laid her gloves beside it on the bed. Just then the front door, below
her, opened to admit the noise of hurried feet and of joyous laughter. Several
voices were talking at once. Mary, to whom the group was still invisible,
recognized one of these as belonging to Mamma. As she went downstairs, she had
only time for one apprehensive thrill, before Mamma herself ran about the curve
of the stairway, and flung herself into Mary's arms.
Mamma was dressed in corn-colored silk, over which an exquisite
wrap of the same shade fell in rich folds. Her hat was a creation of pale
yellow plumes and hydrangeas, her silk stockings and little boots corn-colored.
She dragged the bewildered Mary down the stairway, and Mary, pausing at the
landing, looked dazedly at her husband, who stood in the hall below with a
dark, middle-aged man whom she had never seen before.
"Here she is!" Mamma cried joyously. "Richie, come
kiss her right this minute! Ma'y, darling, this is your new papa!"
"WHAT!" said Mary, faintly. But before she knew it the
strange man did indeed kiss her, and then George kissed her, and Mamma kissed
her again, and all three shouted with laughter as they went over and over the
story. Mary, in all the surprise and confusion, still found time to marvel at
the sight of George's radiant face.
"Carter—of all people!" said George, with a slap on the
groom's shoulder. "I loved his dea' wife like a sister!" Mamma threw
in parenthetically, displaying to Mary's eyes her little curled-up fist with a
diamond on it quite the width of the finger it adorned. "Strangely
enough," said Mr. Carter, in a deep, dignified boom, "your husband
and I had never met until to-day, Mrs.—ah, Mary—when-" his proud eye
travelled to the corn-colored figure, "when this young lady of mine
introduced us!"
"Though we've exchanged letters, eh?" George grinned,
cutting the wires of a champagne bottle. For they were about the dining-room
table now, and the bride's health was to be drunk.
Mary, managing with some effort to appear calm, outwardly
congratulatory, interested, and sympathetic; and already feeling somewhere far
down in her consciousness an exhilarated sense of amusement and relief at this
latest performance of Mamma's,—was nevertheless chiefly conscious of a deep and
swelling indignation against George.
George! Oh, he could laugh now; he could kiss, compliment, rejoice
with Mamma now, he could welcome and flatter Richard Carter now, although he
had repudiated and insulted the one but a few hours ago, and had for years
found nothing good to say of the other! He could delightedly involve Mary in
his congratulations and happy prophecies now, when but today he had half broken
her heart!
"Lovely!" she said, smiling automatically and rising
with the others when the bridegroom laughingly proposed a toast to the firm
that might some day be "Venable and Carter," and George insisted upon
drinking it standing, and, "Oh, of course, I understand how sudden it all
was, darling!" "Oh, Mamma, won't that be heavenly!" she
responded with apparent rapture to the excited outpourings of the bride. But at
her heart was a cold, dull weight, and her sober eyes went again and again to
her husband's face.
"Oh, no!" she would say to herself, watching him,
"you can't do that, George! You can't change about like a weathercock, and
expect me to change, too, and forget everything that went before! You've chosen
to dig the gulf between us—I'm not like Mamma, I'm not a child—my dignity and
my rights can't be ignored in this fashion!"
No, the matter involved more than Mamma now. George should be
punished; he should have his scare. Things must be all cleared up, explained,
made right between them. A few weeks of absence, a little realization of what
he had done would start their marriage off again on a new footing.
She kissed her mother affectionately at the door, gave the new
relative a cordial clasp with both hands.
"We'll let you know in a week or two where we are," said
Mamma, all girlish confusion and happiness. "You have my suit-case, Rich'?
That's right, dea'. Good-by, you nice things!"
"Good-by, darling!" Mary said. She walked back into the
empty library, seated herself in a great chair, and waited for George.
The front door slammed. George reappeared, chuckling, and rubbing
his hands together. He walked over to a window, held back the heavy curtain,
and watched the departing carriage out of sight.
"There they go!" he said. "Carter and your
mother—married, by Jove! Well, Mary, this is about the best day's work for me
that's come along for some time. Carter was speaking in the carriage only an
hour ago about the possibility of our handling the New Nassau Bridge contract
together. I don't know why not." George mused a moment, smilingly.
"I thought you had an utter contempt for him as a business
man," Mary said stingingly—involuntarily, too, for she had not meant to be
diverted from her original plan of a mere dignified farewell.
"Never for him," George said promptly. "I don't
like some of his people. Burns, his chief construction engineer, for instance.
But I've the greatest respect for him! And your mother!" said George,
laughing again. "And how pretty she looked, too! Well, sir, they walked in
on me this afternoon. I never was so surprised in my life! You know,
Mary," said George, taking his own big leather chair, stretching his legs
out luxuriously, and eying the tip of a cigar critically, "you know that
your mother is an extremely fascinating woman! You'll see now how she'll
blossom out, with a home of her own again—he's got a big house over on the
Avenue somewhere, beside the Bar Kock place—and he runs three or four cars.
Just what your mother loves!"
Mary continued to regard her husband steadily, silently. One look
at the fixed expression of contempt on her face would have enlightened him, but
George was lighting his cigar now, and did not glance at her.
"I'll tell you another thing, Mary," said George, after
a match-scratching-and-puffing interlude, "I'll tell you another thing, my
dear. You're an angel, and you don't notice these things as I do, but, by Jove,
your mother was reaching the point where she pretty nearly made trouble between
us! Fact!" he pursued, with a serious nod. "I get tired, you know,
and nervous, and unreasonable—you must have had it pretty hard sometimes this
month between your mother and me! I get hot—you know I don't mean anything! If
you hadn't the disposition of a saint, things would have come to a head long
ago. Now this very morning I talked to you like a regular kid. Mary, the minute
I got back to the office I was ashamed of myself. Why, ninety-nine women out of
a hundred would have raised the very deuce with me for that! But, by
Jove—" his voice dropped to a pause.
"By Jove," George went on, "you are an angel! Now
tell me the honest truth, old girl, didn't you resent what I said to-day, just
for a minute?"
"I certainly did," Mary responded promptly and quietly,
but with an uncomfortable sense of lessened wrath. "What you said was
absolutely unwarrantable and insulting!"
"I'll BET you did!" said George, giving her a glance
that was a little troubled, and a little wistful, too. "It was insulting,
it was unwarrantable. But, my Lord, Mary, you know how I love your
mother!" he continued eagerly. "She and I are the best of friends. We
rasp each other now and then, but we both love you too much ever to come to
real trouble. I'm no angel, Mary," said George, looking down his cigar
thoughtfully, "but as men go, I'm a pretty decent man. You know how much
time I've spent at the club since we were married. You know the fellows can't
rope me into poker games or booze parties. I love my wife and my kids and my
home. But when I think of you, and realize how unworthy I am of you, by
Heaven—!" He choked, shook his head, finding further speech for a moment
difficult. "There's no man alive who's worthy of you!" he finished.
"The Lord's been very good to me."
Mary's eyes had filled, too. She sat for a minute, trying to
steady her suddenly quivering lips. She looked at George sitting there in the
twilight, and said to herself it was all true. He WAS good, he WAS steady, he
was indeed devoted to her and to the children. But—but he had insulted her, he
had broken her heart, she couldn't let him off without some rebuke.
"You should have thought of these things before you—"
she began, with a very fair imitation of scorn in her voice. But George
interrupted her. His hands were clasped loosely between his knees, his head
hanging dejectedly.
"I know," he said despondently, "I know!"
Mary paused. What she had still to say seemed suddenly flat. And
in the pause her mother's one piece of advice came to her mind. After all it
only mattered that he was unhappy, and he was hers, and she could make him
happy again.
She left her chair, went with a few quick steps to her husband's
side, and knelt, and put her cheek against his shoulder. He gave a great boyish
laugh of relief and pleasure and put his arms about her.
"How old are you, George?" she said.
"How old am I? What on earth—why, I'm forty," he said.
"I was just thinking that the best of you men is only a
little boy, and should be treated as such!" said Mary, kissing him.
"You can treat me as you like," he assured her,
joyously. "And I'm starving. And unless you think there is any likelihood
of Mamma dropping in and spoiling our plan, I would like to take you out to
dinner."
"Well, she might," Mary agreed with a happy laugh, "so I'll simply run for my hat. You never can be sure, with Mamma!"
9.THE MEASURE OF MARGARET COPPERED
Duncan Coppered felt
that his father's second marriage was a great mistake. He never said so; that
would not have been Duncan's way. But he had a little manner of discreetly
compressing his lips, when, the second Mrs. Coppered was mentioned, eying his
irreproachable boots, and raising his handsome brows, that was felt to be
significant. People who knew and admired Duncan—and to know him was to admire
him—realized that he would never give more definite indications of filial
disapproval than these. His exquisite sense of what was due his father's wife
from him would not permit it. But all the more did the silent sympathy of his
friends go out to him.
To Harriet Culver he said the one thing that these friends,
comparing notes, considered indicative of his real feeling. Harriet, who met
him on the Common one cold afternoon, reproached him, during the course of a
slow ride, for his non-appearance at various dinners and teas.
"Well, I've been rather bowled over, don't you know? I've
been getting my bearings," said Duncan, simply.
"Of course you have!" said Harriet, with an expectant
thrill.
"I'd gotten to count on monopolizing the governor,"
pursued Duncan, presently, with a rueful smile. "I shall feel no end in
the way for a while, I'm afraid, Of course, I didn't think Dad would always
keep"-his serious eyes met Harriet's—"always keep my mother's place
empty; but this came rather suddenly, just the same."
"Had your father written you?" said Harriet, confused
between fear of saying the wrong thing and dread of a long silence.
"Oh, yes!" Duncan attempted an indifferent tone.
"He had written me in August about meeting Miss Charteris and her little
brother in Rome, you know, and how much he liked her. Her brother was an
invalid, and died shortly after; and then Dad met her again in Paris, quite
alone, and they were married immediately."
He fell silent. Presently Harriet said daringly:
"She's—clever; she's gifted, isn't she?"
"I think you were very bold to say that, dear!" said
Mrs. Van Winkle, when Harriet repeated this conversation, some hours later, in
the family circle.
"Oh, Aunt Minnie, I had to—to see what he'd say."
"And what did he say?" asked Harriet's mother,
"He looked at me gravely, you know, until I was ashamed of
myself," the girl confessed, "and then he said: 'Why, Hat, you must
know that Mrs. Coppered was a professional actress?'"
"And a very obscure little actress, at that," finished
Mrs. Culver, nodding.
"Pacific Coast stock companies or something like that,"
said Harriet. "Well, and then, after a minute, he said, so sadly, 'That's
what hurts, although I hate myself for letting it make a difference.'"
"Duncan said that?" Mrs. Van Winkle was incredulous.
"Poor boy! With one aunt Mrs. Vincent-Hunter and the other an
English duchess! The Coppereds have always been among Boston's best families.
It's terrible," said Mrs. Culver.
"Well, I think it is," the girl agreed warmly.
"Judge Clyde Potter's grandson, and brought up with the very nicest
people, and sensitive as he is—I think it's just too bad it should be
Duncan!"
"There's no doubt she was an actress, I suppose, Emily?"
"Well," said Harriet's mother, "it's not
denied." She shrugged eloquently.
"Shall you call, mother?"
"Oh, I shall have to once, I suppose. The Coppereds, you
know. Every one will call on her for Carey's sake," said Mrs. Culver,
sighing.
Every one duly called on Mrs. Carey Coppered, when she returned to
Boston; and although she made her mourning an excuse for declining all formal
engagements, she sent out cards for an "at home" on a Friday in
January. She was a thin, graceful woman, with the blue-black Irish eyes that
are set in with a sooty finger, and an unexpectedly rich, deep voice. Her
quiet, almost diffident manner was obviously accentuated just now by her recent
sorrow; but this did not conceal from her husband's friends the fact that the
second Mrs. Coppered was not of their world. Everything charming she might be,
but to the manner born she was not. They would not meet her on her own ground,
she could not meet them on theirs. In her own home she listened like a puzzled,
silenced child to the gay chatter that went on about her.
Duncan stood with his father, at his stepmother's side, on her
afternoon at home, prompting her when names or faces confused her, treating her
with a little air of gracious intimacy eminently becoming and charming under
the circumstances. His tact stood between her and more than one blunder, and it
was to be noticed that she relied upon him even more than upon his father.
Carey Coppered, indeed, hitherto staid and serious, was quite transformed by his
joy and pride in her, and would not have seen a thousand blunders on her part.
The consensus of opinion, among his friends, was that Carey was "really a
little absurd, don't you know?" and that Mrs. Carey was "quite
deliciously odd," and that Duncan was "too wonderful—poor, dear
boy!"
Mrs. Coppered would have agreed that her stepson was wonderful,
but with quite a literal meaning. She found him a real cause for wonder—this
poised, handsome, crippled boy of nineteen, with his tailor, and his tutor, and
his groom, and the heavy social responsibilities that bored him so heartily.
With the honesty of a naturally brilliant mind cultivated by hard experience,
and much solitary reading, she was quite ready to admit that her marriage had
placed her in a new and confusing environment; she wanted only to adapt
herself, to learn the strange laws by which it was controlled. And she would
naturally have turned quite simply to Duncan for help.
But Duncan very gently, very coldly, repelled her. He was
representative of his generation. Things were not LEARNED by the best people;
they were instinctively KNOWN. The girls that Duncan knew—the very children in
their nurseries—never hesitated over the wording of a note of thanks, never
innocently omitted the tipping of a servant, never asked their maid's advice as
to suitable frocks and gloves for certain occasions. All these things, and a
thousand more, his stepmother did, to his cold embarrassment and annoyance.
The result was unfortunate in two ways. Mrs. Coppered shrank under
the unexpressed disapproval into more than her native timidity, rightly
thinking his attitude represented that of all her new world; and Carey, who
worshipped his young wife, perceived at last that Duncan was not championing
his stepmother, and for the first time in his life showed a genuine displeasure
with his son.
This was exquisitely painful to Margaret Coppered. She knew what
father and son had been to each other before her coming; she knew, far better
than Carey, that the boy's adoration of his father was the one vital passion of
his life. Mrs. Ayers, the housekeeper, sometimes made her heartsick with
innocent revelations.
"From the day his mother died, Mrs. Coppered, my dear, when
poor little Master Duncan wasn't but three weeks old, I don't believe he and
his father were separated an hour when they could be together! Mr. Coppered
would take that little owl-faced baby downstairs with him when he came in
before dinner, and 'way into the night they'd be in the library together, the
baby laughing and crowing, or asleep on a pillow on the sofa. Why, the boy
wasn't four when he let the nurse go, and carried the child off for a month's
fishing in Canada! And when we first knew that the hip was bad, Mr. Coppered
gave up his business and for five years in Europe he never let Master Duncan
out of his sight. The games and the books—I should say the child had a million
lead soldiers! The first thing in the morning it'd be, 'Is Dad awake, Paul?'
and he running into the room; and at noon, coming back from his ride, 'Is Dad
home?' Wonderful to him his father's always been."
"That's why I'm afraid he'll never like me," Margaret
was quite simple enough to say wistfully, in response. "He never laughs
out or chatters, as Mr. Coppered says he used to do."
And after such a conversation she would be especially considerate
of Duncan—find some excuse for going upstairs when she heard the click of his
crutch in the hall, so that he might find his father alone in the library, or
excuse herself from a theatre trip so that they might be together.
"Oh, I'm so glad the Poindexters want us!" she said one
night, over her letters.
"Why?" said Carey, amused by her ardor. "We can't
go."
"I know it. But they're such nice people, Carey. Duncan will
be so pleased to have them want me!"
Her husband laughed out suddenly, but a frown followed the laugh.
"You're very patient with the boy, Margaret. I—well, I've not
been very patient lately, I'm afraid. He manages to exasperate me so, with
these grandiose airs, that he doesn't seem the same boy at all!"
Mrs. Coppered came over to take the arm of his chair and put her
white fingers on the little furrow between his eyes.
"It breaks my heart when you hurt him, Carey! He broods over
it so. And, after all, he's only doing what they all—all the people he knows
would do!"
"I thought better things of him," said his father.
"If you go to Yucatan in February, Carey," Margaret
said, "he and I'll be here alone, and then we'll get on much smoother,
you'll see."
"I don't know," he said. "I hate to go this year; I
hate to leave you."
But he went, nevertheless, for the annual visit to his rubber
plantation; and Margaret and Duncan were left alone in the big house for six
weeks. Duncan took especial pains to be considerate of his stepmother in his
father's absence, and showed her that he felt her comfort to be his first care.
He came and went like a polite, unresponsive shadow, spending silent evenings
with her in the library, or acting as an irreproachable and unapproachable
escort when escort was needed. Margaret, watching him, began to despair of ever
gaining his friendship.
Late one wintry afternoon the boy came in from a concert, and was
passing the open door of his step-mother's room when she called him. He found
her standing by one of the big windows, a very girlish figure in her trim
walking-suit and long furs. The face she turned to him, under her wide hat, was
rosy from contact with the nipping spring air.
"Duncan," she said, "I've had such a nice
invitation from Mrs. Gregory."
Duncan's face brightened.
"Mrs. Jim?" said he.
"No, indeed!" exulted Margaret, gayly. "Mrs.
Clement."
"Oh, I say!" said Duncan, smiling too. For if young Mrs.
Jim Gregory's friendship was good, old Mrs. Clement's was much better. For the
first time, he sat down informally in Margaret's room and laid aside his
crutch.
"She's going to take General and Mrs. Wetherbee up to
Snowhill for three or four days," pursued Margaret, "and the Jim
Gregorys and Mr. Fred Gregory and me. Won't your father be pleased? Now,
Duncan, what clothes do I need?"
"Oh, the best you've got," said Duncan, instantly
interested; and, until it was time to dress for dinner, the two were deep in
absorbed consultation.
Duncan was whistling as he went upstairs to dress, and his
stepmother was apparently in high spirits. But twenty minutes later, when he
found her in the library, there was a complete change. Her eyes were worried,
her whole manner distressed, and her voice sharp. She looked up from a telegram
as he came in.
"I've just had a wire from an old friend in New York,"
said she, "and I want you to telephone the answer for me, will you,
Duncan? I've not a moment to spare. I shall have to leave for New York at the
earliest possible minute. After you've telephoned the wire, will you find out
about the trains from South Station? And get my ticket and reservation, will
you? Or send Paul for them—whatever's quickest."
Duncan hardly recognized her. Her hesitation was gone, her
diffidence gone. She did not even look at him as she spoke; his scowl passed
entirely unnoticed. He stood coldly disapproving.
"I don't really see how you can go," he began.
"Mrs. Gregory—"
"Yes, I know!" she agreed hastily. "I telephoned.
She hadn't come in yet, so I had to make it a message—simply that Mrs. Coppered
couldn't manage it tomorrow. She'll be very angry, of course. Duncan, would it
save any time to have Paul take this right to the telegraph station—"
"Surely," Duncan interrupted in turn, "you're not
going to rush off—"
"Oh, surely—surely—surely—I am!" she answered, fretted
by his tone. "Don't tease me, dear boy! I've quite enough to worry over!
I—I"—she pushed her hair childishly off her face—"I wish devoutly
that your father was here. He always knows in a second what's to be done!
But—but fly with this telegram, won't you?" she broke off suddenly.
Duncan went. The performance of his errand was not reassuring. The
telegram was directed to Philip Penrose, at the Colonial Theatre, and read:
Will be with you this evening. Depend on me. Heartsick at news.
MARGARET.
When he went upstairs again, he rapped at his stepmother's door.
Hatted, and with a fur coat over her arm, she opened it.
"Are you taking Fanny?" said Duncan, icily. Fanny, the
maid, middle-aged, loyal, could be trusted with the honor of the Coppereds.
"Heavens, no!" said Mrs. Coppered, vigorously.
"Then I hope you will not object to my escort," said the
boy, flushing.
If he meant it for reproach, it missed its mark. Mrs. Coppered's
surprised look became doubtful, finally changed to relief.
"Why, that's very sweet of you, Duncan," she said
graciously, "especially as I can't tell you what I'm going for, my dear,
for it may not occur. But I think, of all people in the world, you're the one
to go with me!"
Duncan eyed her severely.
"At the same time," he said, "I can't for one
moment pretend—"
"Exactly; so that it's all the nicer of you to volunteer to
come along!" she said briskly. "You'll have to hurry, Duncan. And ask
Paul to come up for my trunk, will you? We leave the house in half an
hour!"
Mrs. Coppered advised her stepson to supply himself with magazines
on the train.
"For I shall have to read," she said, "and perhaps
you won't be able to sleep."
And read she did, with hardly a look or a word for him. She turned
and re-turned the pages of a little paper-covered book, moving her lips and
knitting her brows over it as she read.
Duncan, miserably apprehensive that they would meet some
acquaintance and have to give an explanation of their mad journey, satisfied
himself that there was no such immediate danger, and, assuming a forbidding
expression, sat erect in his seat. But he finally fell into an uneasy sleep,
not rousing himself until the train drew into the Forty-second Street station
late in the evening. His stepmother had made a rough pillow of his overcoat and
put it between his shoulder and the window-frame; but he did not comment upon
it as he slipped it on and followed her through the roaring, chilly station to
a taxicab.
"The Colonial Theatre, as fast as you can!" said she, as
they jumped in. She was obviously nervous, biting her lips and humming under
her breath as she watched the brilliantly lighted streets they threaded so
slowly. Almost before it stopped she was out of the cab, at the entrance of a
Broadway theatre. Duncan, alert and suspicious, read the name "Colonial"
in flaming letters, and learned from a larger sign that Miss Eleanor Forsythe
and an all-star cast were appearing therein in a revival of Reade's "Masks
and Faces."
In the foyer Mrs. Coppered asked authoritatively for the manager.
It was after ten o'clock, the curtain had risen on the last act, and a general
opinion prevailed that Mr. Wyatt had gone home. But Mrs. Coppered's
distinguished air, her magnificent furs, her beauty, all had their effect, and
presently Duncan followed her into the hot, untidy little office where the
manager was to be found.
He was a pleasant, weary-looking man, who wheeled about from his
desk as they came in, and signed the page to place chairs.
"Mr. Wyatt," said Mrs. Coppered, with her pleasantest
smile, "can you give us five minutes?"
"I can give you as many as you like, madam," said the
manager, patiently, but with a most unpromising air.
"Only five!" she reassured him, as they sat down. Then,
with an absolutely businesslike air, she continued: "Mr. Wyatt, you have
Mr. and Mrs. Penrose in your company, I think, both very old friends of mine.
She's playing Mabel Vane,—Mary Archer is the name she uses,—and he's Triplet.
Isn't that so?"
The manager nodded, eying her curiously.
"Mr. Wyatt, you've heard of their trouble, of course? The
accident this morning to their little boy?"
"Ah, yes—yes," said Wyatt. "Of course. Hurt by a
fall, poor little fellow. Very serious. Yes, poor things! Did you want to
see—"
"You know that one of your big surgeons here—I've forgotten
the name!—is to operate on little Phil tomorrow?" asked Mrs. Coppered.
"So Penrose said," assented the manager, slowly,
watching her as if a little surprised at her insistence.
"Mr. Wyatt." said Mrs. Coppered,—and Duncan noticed that
she had turned a little pale,—"Mrs. Penrose wired me news of all this only
a few hours ago. She is half frantic at the idea that she must go on tomorrow
afternoon and evening; yet the understudy is ill, and she felt it was too short
notice to ask you to make a change now. But it occurred to me to come to see you
about it. I want to ask you a favor. I want you to let me play Mrs. Penrose's
part tomorrow afternoon and tomorrow night. I've played Mabel Vane a hundred
times; it's a part I know very well," she went on quickly. "I—I am
not in the least afraid that I can't take it. And then she can be with the
little boy through the operation and afterward—he's only five, you know, at the
unreasonable age when all children want their mothers! Can't that be arranged,
Mr. Wyatt?"
Duncan, holding a horrified breath, fixed his eyes, as he did, on
the manager's face. He was relieved at the inflexible smile he saw there.
"My dear lady," said Wyatt, kindly, "that
is—absolutely—OUT of the question! Anything in reason I will be delighted to do
for Penrose and Miss Archer—but you must surely realize that I can't do
that!"
"But wait!" said Mrs. Coppered, eagerly, not at all
discouraged. "Don't say no yet! I AM an actress, Mr. Wyatt, or was one. I
know the part thoroughly. And the circumstances—the circumstances are unusual,
aren't they?"
While she was speaking the manager was steadily shaking his head.
"I have no doubt you could play the part," said he,
"but I can't upset my whole company by substituting now. Tomorrow is going
to be a big night. The house is completely sold out to the Masons—their
convention week, you know. As it happens, there couldn't be a more inconvenient
time. No, I can't consider it!"
Mrs. Coppered smiled at him. She had a very winning smile.
"It would mean a rehearsal; I suppose THAT would be
inconvenient, to begin with," she said.
"Exactly," said Wyatt. "Friday night. I can't ask
my people to rehearse to-morrow."
"But suppose you put it to them and they were all
willing?" pursued the lady.
"My dear lady, I tell you it's absolutely—" He made a
goaded gesture. Then, making fierce little dashes and dots on his blotter with
his pencil, and eying each one ferociously as he made it, he added irritably,
but in a quieter tone: "You're an actress, eh? Where'd you get your
experience?"
"With various stock companies on the Pacific Coast," she
answered readily. "My name was Margaret Charteris. I don't suppose you
ever heard it?"
"As it happens, I HAVE," he returned, surprised into
interest. "You knew Joe Pitcher, of course. He spoke of you. I remember
the name very well."
"Professor Pitcher!" she exclaimed radiantly. "Of
course I knew him—dear old man! Where is he—still there?"
"Still there," he assented absently. "You married,
I think?"
"I am Mrs. Coppered now—Mrs. Carey Coppered," she said.
The man gave her a suddenly awakened glance.
"Surely," he said thoughtfully. They looked steadily at
each other, and Duncan saw the color come into Margaret's face. There was a
little silence.
Then the manager flung down his pencil, wheeled about in his
chair, and rubbed his hands briskly together.
"Well!" he said. "And you think you can take Miss
Archer's place, Mrs. Coppered?"
"If you will let me."
"Why," he said,—and Duncan would not have believed that
the somewhat heavy face could wear a look so pleasant,—"you are doing so
much, Mrs. Coppered, in stepping into the gap this way, that I'll do my share
if I can! Perhaps I can't arrange it, but we can try. I'll call a rehearsal and
speak to Miss Forsythe to-night. If you know the part, it's just possible that
by going over it now we can get out of a rehearsal tomorrow. She wants to be
with the little boy, eh?" he added musingly. "Yes, I suppose it might
make a big difference, his not being terrified by strangers." And then,
turning toward Margaret, he said warmly and a little awkwardly: "This is a
remarkably kind thing for you to do, Mrs. Coppered."
"Oh, I would do more than that for Mary Penrose," said
she, with a little difficulty. "She knows it. She wired me as a mad last
hope today, and we came as fast as we could, Mr. Coppered and I." And she
introduced Duncan very simply: "My stepson, Mr. Wyatt."
Duncan, fuming, could be silent no longer.
"I hope my—Mrs. Coppered is not serious in offering to do
this," said he, very white, and in a slightly shaking voice. "I
assure you that my father—that every one!—would think it a most extraordinary
thing to do!"
Mrs. Coppered laid her hand lightly on his arm.
"Yes, I know, Duncan!" said she, quickly, soothingly.
"I know how you feel! But—"
Duncan slightly repudiated the touch.
"I can't think how you can consider it!" he said
passionately, but in a low voice. "A thing like this always gets out! You
know—you know how your having been on the stage is regarded by our friends! It
is simply insane—"
He had said a little more than he meant, in his high feeling, and
Margaret's face had grown white.
"I asked you only for your escort, Duncan," she said
gently, but with blazing eyes. There was open hostility in the look they
exchanged.
"I can't see what good my escort does," said the boy,
childishly, "when you won't listen to what you know is true!"
"Nevertheless, I still want it," she answered evenly.
And after a moment Duncan, true to his training, and already a little ashamed
of his ineffectual outburst,—for to waste a display of emotion was, in his
code, a lamentable breach of etiquette,—shrugged his shoulders.
"Still want to stay with it?" said Mr. Wyatt, giving her
a shrewd, friendly look.
"Certainly," she said promptly; but she was breathing
fast.
"Then we might go and talk things over," he said; and a
moment later they were crossing the theatre to the stage door. The final
curtain had fallen only a moment before, but the lights were up, the orchestra
halfway through a swift waltz, and the audience, buttoning coats and struggling
with gloves, was pouring up the aisles. Duncan, through all his anger and
apprehension, felt a little thrill of superiority over these departing
playgoers as he and his stepmother were admitted behind the scenes. He was
young, and the imagined romance of green-rooms and footlights appealed to him.
The company, suddenly summoned, appeared in various stages of
street and stage attire. Peg, a handsome young woman with brilliant color and
golden hair, still wore her brocaded gown and patches, and wore, in addition, a
slightly affronted look at this unprecedented proceeding. The other members of
the cast, yawning, slightly curious, were grouped about in the great draughty
space between the wings that it cost Duncan some little effort to realize was
the stage.
From this group, as Margaret followed the stage manager into the
circle of light, a little woman suddenly detached herself, and, running across
the stage and breaking into sobs as she ran, she was in Margaret's arms in a
second.
"Oh, Meg, Meg, Meg!" she cried, laughing and crying at
the same time. "I knew you'd come! I knew you'd manage it somehow! I've
been praying so—I've been watching the clock! Oh, Meg," she went on
pitifully, fumbling blindly for a handkerchief, "he's been suffering so,
and I had to leave him! They thought he was asleep, but when I tried to loosen
his little hand he woke up!"
"Mary—Mary!" said Mrs. Coppered, soothingly, patting the
bowed shoulder. No one else moved; a breathless attention held the group.
"Of course I came," she went on, with a little triumphant laugh,
"and I think everything's ALL right!"
"Yes, I know," said Mrs. Penrose, with a convulsive
effort at self-control. She caught Margaret's soft big muff, and drew it across
her eyes. "I'm ru-ru-ruining your fur, Margaret!" she said, laughing
through tears, "but—but seeing you this way, and realizing that I could
go—go—go to him now—"
"Mary, you must NOT cry this way," said Mrs. Coppered,
seriously. "You don't want little Phil to see you with red eyes, do you?
Mr. Wyatt and I have been talking it over," she went on, "but it
remains to be seen, dear, if all the members of the company are willing to go
to the trouble." Her apologetic look went around the listening circle.
"It inconveniences every one, you know, and it would mean a rehearsal
tonight—this minute, in fact, when every one's tired and cold." Her voice
was soothing, very low. But the gentle tones carried their message to every one
there. The mortal cleverness of such an appeal struck Duncan sharply, as an
onlooker.
The warm-hearted star, Eleanor Forsythe, whose photographs Duncan
had seen hundreds of times, was the first to respond with a half-indignant
protest that SHE wasn't too tired and cold to do that much for the dear kiddy,
and other volunteers rapidly followed suit. Ten minutes later the still tearful
little mother was actually in a cab whirling through the dark streets toward
the hospital where the child lay, and a rehearsal was in full swing upon the
stage of the Colonial. Only the few actors actually necessary to the scenes in
which Mabel figures need have remained; but a general spirit of sympathetic
generosity kept almost the entire cast. Mr. Penrose, as Triplet, had the brunt
of the dialogue to carry; and he and Margaret, who had quite unaffectedly laid
aside her furs and entered seriously into the work of the evening, remained
after all the others had lingered away, one by one.
Duncan watched from one of the stage boxes, his vague, romantic
ideas of life behind the footlights rather dashed before the three hours of
hard work were over. This was not very thrilling; this had no especial romantic
charm. The draughts, the dust, the wide, icy space of the stage, the droning
voices, the crisp interruptions, the stupid "business," endlessly
repeated, all seemed equally disenchanting. The stagehands had set the stage
for the next day's opening curtain, and had long ago departed. Duncan was cold,
tired, headachy. He began to realize the edge of a sharp appetite, too; he and
Margaret had barely touched their dinner, back at home those ages ago.
He could have forgiven her, he told himself, bitterly, if this
plunge into her old life had had some little glory in it. If, for instance,
Mrs. Gregory had asked her to play Lady Macbeth or Lady Teazle in amateur
theatricals at home, why one could excuse her for yielding to the old lure. But
this, this secondary part, these commonplace, friendly actors, this tiring
night experience, this eager deference on her part to every one, this pitiful
anxiety to please, where she should, as Mrs. Carey Coppered, have been proudly
commanding and dictatorial—it was all exasperating and disappointing to the
last degree; it was, he told himself, savagely, only what one might have
expected!
Presently, when Duncan was numb in every limb, Margaret began to
button herself into her outer wraps, and, escorted by Penrose, they went to
supper. Duncan hesitated at the door of the cafe.
"This is an awful place, isn't it?" he objected.
"You can't be going in here!"
"One must eat, Duncan!" Mrs. Coppered said blithely,
leading the way. "And all the nice places are closed at this hour!"
Duncan sullenly followed; but, in the flood of reminiscences upon which she and
Penrose instantly embarked, his voice was not missed. Mollified in spite of
himself by delicious food and strong coffee, he watched them, the man's face
bright through its fatigue, his stepmother glowing and brilliant.
"I'll see this through for Dad's sake," said Duncan,
grimly, to himself; "but, when he finds out about it, she'll have to admit
I kicked the whole time!"
At four o'clock they reached the Penroses' hotel, where rooms were
secured for Duncan and Margaret. The boy, dropping with sleep, heard her
cheerfully ask at the desk to be called at seven o'clock.
"I've a cloak to buy," she explained, in answer to his
glance of protest, "and a hairdresser to see, and a hat to find—they may
be difficult to get, too! And I must run out and have just a glimpse of little
Phil, and get to the theatre by noon; there's just a little more going over
that second act to do! But don't you get up."
"I would prefer to," said Duncan, with dignity, taking
his key.
But he did not wake until afternoon, when the thin winter sunlight
was falling in a dazzling oblong on the floor of his room; and even then he
felt a little tired and stiff. He reached for his watch—almost one o'clock!
Duncan's heart stood still. Had SHE overslept?
He sat up a little dazed, and, doing so, saw a note on the little
table by his bed. It was from Margaret, and ran:
DEAR DUNCAN:
If you don't wake by one
they're to call you, for I want you to see Mabel's entrance. I've managed my
hat and cloak, and seen the child—he's quiet and not in pain, thank God. Have
your breakfast, and then come to the box-office; I'll leave a seat for you
there. Or come behind and see me, if you will, for I am terribly nervous and
would like it. So glad you're getting your sleep. MARGAEET.
P.S. Don't worry about
the nerves; I ALWAYS am nervous.
Duncan looked at the note for three silent minutes, sitting on the
edge of his bed.
"I'm sorry. She—she wanted me. I wish I'd waked!" he
said slowly, aloud.
And ten minutes later, during a hurried dressing, he read the note
again, and said, aloud again:
"'Have breakfast'! I wonder if she had HERS?"
He entered the theatre so late, for all his hurry, that the first
act was over and the second well begun, and was barely in his seat before the
now familiar opening words of Mabel Vane's part fell clearly on the silence of
the darkened house.
For a moment Duncan thought, with a great pang of relief, that
some one else was filling his stepmother's place; but he recognized her in
another minute, in spite of rouge and powder and the piquant dress she wore.
His heart stirred with something like pride. She was beautiful in her flowered
hat and the caped coat that showed a foam of lacy frills at the throat; and she
was sure of herself, he realized in a moment, and of her audience. She made a
fresh and appealing figure of the plucky little country bride, and the old
lines fell with delicious naturalness from her lips.
Duncan's heart hardly beat until the fall of the curtain; tears
came to his eyes; and when Margaret shared the applause of the house with the
gracious Peg, he found himself shaking with a violent nervous reaction.
He was still deeply stirred when he went behind the scenes after
the play. His stepmother presently came up from her dressing-room, dressed in
street clothes and anxious to hurry to the hospital and have news of the little
boy.
Duncan called a taxicab, for which she thanked him absently and
with worried eyes; and presently, with her and with the child's father, he
found himself speeding toward the hospital. It was a silent trip. Margaret kept
her ungloved fingers upon Penrose's hand, and said only a cheerful word of
encouragement now and then.
Duncan waited in the cab, when they went into the big building.
She was gone almost half an hour. Darkness came, and a sharp rain began to
fall.
He was half drowsy when she suddenly ran down the long steps and
jumped in beside him. Her face was radiant, in spite of the signs of tears
about her eyes.
"He took the ether like a little soldier!" she said, as
the motor-car slowly wheeled up the wet street. "Mary held his hand all
the while. Everything went splendidly, and he came out of it at about four.
Mary sang him off to sleep, sitting beside him, and she's still there—he hasn't
stirred! Dr. Thorpe is more than well satisfied; he said the little fellow had
nerves of iron! And the other doctor isn't even going to come in again! And
Thorpe says it is LARGELY because he could have his mother!"
But the exhilaration did not last. Presently she leaned her head
back against the seat, and Duncan saw how marked was the pallor of her face,
now that the rouge was gone. There was fatigue in the droop of her mouth, and
in the deep lines etched under her eyes.
"It's after six, Duncan," she said, without opening her
eyes, "so I can't sleep, as I hoped! We'll have to dine, and then go
straight to the theatre!"
"You're tired," said the boy, abruptly. She opened her
eyes at the tone, and forced a smile.
"No—or, yes, I am, a little. My head's been aching. I wish
to-night was over." Suddenly she sighed. "It's been a strain, hasn't
it?" she said. "I knew it would be, but I didn't realize how hard! I
just wanted to do something for them, you know, and this was all I could think
of. And I've been wishing your father had been here; I don't know what he will
say. I don't stop to think—when it's the people I love—" she said
artlessly. "I dread—" she began again, but left the sentence
unfinished, after all, and looked out of the window. "I suspect you're
tired, too!" she went on brightly, after a moment. "I shan't forget
what a comfort it's been to have you with me through this queer experience,
Duncan. I know what it has cost you, my dear."
"Comfort!" echoed Duncan. He tried to laugh, but the
laugh broke itself off gruffly. He found himself catching her hand, putting his
free arm boyishly about her shoulders. "I'm not fit to speak to you,
Margaret!" he said huskily. "You're—you're the best woman I ever
knew! I want you to know I'm sorry—sorry for it all—everything! And as for Dad,
why, he'll think what I think—that you're the only person in the world who'd do
all this for another woman's kid!"
Mrs. Coppered had tried to laugh, too, as she faced him. But the
tears came too quickly. She put her wet face against his rough overcoat and for
a moment gave herself up to the luxury of tears.
"Carey," said his wife, on a certain brilliant Sunday
morning a month later, when he had been at home nearly a month. She put her
head in at the library door. "Carey, will you do me a favor?"
He looked up to smile at her, in her gray gown and flowered hat,
and she came in to take the seat opposite him at the broad table.
"I will. Where are you going?"
"Duncan and I are going to church, and you're to meet us at
the Gregorys' for lunch," she reminded him.
"Yes'm. And what do you two kids want? What's the
favor?"
"Oh!" She became serious. "You remember what I told
you of our New York trip a month ago, Carey? The Penroses, you know?"
"I do."
"Well, Carey, I've discovered that it has been worrying
Duncan ever since you got home, because he thinks I'm keeping it from
you."
"Thinks you haven't told me, eh?"
"Yes. Don't laugh that way, Carey! Yes. And he asked me in
the sweetest little way, a day or two ago, if I wouldn't tell you all about
it."
"What did you do—box his young ears?"
"No." Margaret's eyes laughed, but she shook her head
reprovingly. "I thought it was so DEAR of him to feel that way, yet never
give you even a hint, that I—"
"Well?" smiled her husband, as she paused.
"Well," hesitated Mrs. Coppered. And then in a little
burst she added: "I said, 'Duncan, if you ask me to I WILL tell
him!'"
"And what do you think you gain by THAT, Sapphira?" said
Carey, much amused.
"Why, don't you see? Don't you see it means EVERYTHING to him
to have stood by me in this, and now to clear it all up between us! Don't you
see that it makes him one of us, in a way? He's done his adored father a real
service—"
"And his adored mother, too?"
His tone brought the happy tears to her eyes.
"And the favor?" he said presently.
"Oh! Well, you see, I'm supposed to be 'fessing up the whole
horrible business, Carey, and in a day or two I want you to thank him, just in
some general way,—you'll know how!—for looking out for me so well while you
were away. Will you?"
"I will," he promised slowly.
"He's coming downstairs—so good-by!" said she. She came
around the table to kiss him, and, suddenly smitten with a sense of youth and
well-being and the glory of the spring morning, she added a little wistfully:
"I wonder what I've done to be so happy, Carey—I wonder what
I've ever done to be so loved?"
"I wonder!" said Carey, smiling.
I
"Well, he has done
it now, confound his nerve!" said Anthony Fox, Sr., in a tone of almost
triumphant fury. He spread the loosely written sheets of a long letter on the
breakfast table. "Here I am, just out of a sick-bed!" he pursued
fretfully; "just home from a month's idling abroad, and now I'll have to
go away out to California to lick some sense into that young fool!"
"For Heaven's sake, Tony, don't get yourself all worked
up!" said handsome, stately Mrs. Fox, much more concerned for father than
for son. She sighed resignedly as she folded a flattering request from her club
for an address entitled, "Do We Forget Our Maids?" and gave him her
full attention. "Read me the letter, dear," said she, placidly.
"Of course I always knew some woman would get hold of
him," said Anthony, Sr., fumbling blindly for his mouth with a bit of
toast, his eyes still on the letter; "but, by George, this sounds like
Charlie Ross!"
"Woman!" repeated Mrs. Fox, with a relieved laugh.
"Buddy's in love, is he? Don't worry, Tony, it won't last! Of all boys in
the world he's the least likely to be foolish that way!"
"Of all boys in the world he's the kind that is easiest taken
in!" said his father, dryly, securing the toast at last with a savage
snap. "H-m—she's his landlady! Keeps fancy fowls and takes boarders—ha!
Says they rather hope to be married in June. This has quite a settled tone to
it, for Buddy. I don't like the look of it!"
"Nonsense!" said Mrs. Fox, with dawning uneasiness.
"You don't mean to say he considers himself seriously engaged? At twenty!
And to his landlady, too—I never heard such nonsense! Buddy's in no position to
marry. Who IS the girl, anyway?"
"GIRL is good!" said the reader, bitterly. "She's
thirty-two!"
Mrs. Fox, her hand hovering over a finger-bowl, grew rigid.
"Thirty-two!" she echoed blankly. Then sharply:
"Anthony, do you think you can stop it?"
"I'll do what I can, believe me!" he assured her grimly.
"Yes, sir, she's thirty-two! By the way, Fanny, this letter's already a
month old. Why haven't I had it before?"
"You told them to hold only the office mail while you were travelling,
you know," Mrs. Fox reminded him. "That one evidently has been
following you. Anthony, can Tony marry without your consent?"
"No-o, but of course he's of age in five months, and if she's
got her hooks deep enough into him, she—oh, confound such a complication,
anyway!"
"It looks to me as if she wanted his money," said Mrs.
Fox.
"H-m!" said his father, again deep in the letter.
"That's just occurred to you, has it? Poor old Buddy—poor old Bud!"
"Oh, he'll surely get over it," said Mrs. Fox, uncertainly.
"He may, but you can bet SHE won't! Not before they're
married, anyway. No, Bud's the sort that gets it hard, when he does get
it!" his father said. "There's a final tone about the whole thing
that I don't like. Listen to this!" He quoted from the letter with a
rueful shake of the head. "'I don't know what the darling girl sees in me,
dad, but she has turned down enough other fellows to know her own mind. At last
I realize what Mrs. Browning's wonderful sonnets—'"
"He DOESN'T say that?" ejaculated the listener,
incredulously.
"'She doesn't know I am writing you,'" Mr. Fox read on
grimly, "'because I don't want her to worry about your objecting. But you
won't object when you know her. She doesn't care anything about money, and says
she will stick by me if we have to begin on an eighty-dollar-a-month job. You
don't know how I love her, dad; it has changed my whole life. It's not just
because she's beautiful, and all that. You will say that I am pretty young, but
I know I can count on you for some sort of job to begin with, and things will
work out all right.'"
"H-m!" said Mrs. Fox. "Yes, you're right, Tony.
This is serious!"
"All worked out, you see," said the man, gloomily, as he
drummed absently on the letter.
"Oh, Anthony, I can't help thinking of the Page boy, and that
awful woman! Anthony, shall I go? Could I do any good if I went?"
"No," he said thoughtfully. "No, I'll go myself.
Don't worry, Fanny, there's still time. Isn't it a curious thing that it's a
quiet little fellow like Bud that—well, we'll see what can be done. I'll talk
to this woman. She may think he has money of his own, you know. I'll buy her
off if I can. Perhaps I can get him to go off somewhere with me for a trip.
I'll see. Barker can look me up a train, and things here will have to wait.
You'll see about my things, will you, Fanny—have 'em packed? Oh, and here's the
letter—pretty sick reading you'll find it!"
"Be gentle with him!" said Mrs. Fox, deep in the boy's
letter. "Thirty-two! Why, she might be his mother—in some countries she might,
anyway. Anthony!"—her voice stopped him at the door—"IS her name
Sally Mix?"
"Apparently," he said. "Can you beat it? It sounds
like a drink!"
"Well," said Mrs. Fox, firmly, as if the name clenched the matter, "it must be STOPPED, that's all! Sally Mix! I hope she's WHITE!"
II
Just a week later, in
Palo Alto, California, Anthony Fox slammed the gate of Miss Mix's garden loudly
behind him, and eyed the Mix homestead with disapproval. The house was square
and white, with doors and windows open to spring sunlight and air, and was
surrounded by a garden space of flowers and trees and trim brick walks. The
click of the gate brought a maid to the doorway.
"Mr. Fox won't be here until noon," said the maid, in
answer to his question.
"Does Miss—could I see Miss Mix?" substituted Anthony,
after a moment's thought.
He took a porch chair while she departed to find out.
"If you please," said the maid, suddenly reappearing,
"Miss Mix is setting a Plymouth, and will you step right down?"
"Setting a—" scowled Anthony.
"Plymouth," supplied the maid, mildly.
Anthony eyed her suspiciously, but there was evidently nothing
concealed behind her innocence of manner. Finally he followed the path she
indicated as leading to Miss Mix. He followed it past the house, past clothes
drying on lines, past scattered apple trees with whitewashed trunks, and down a
board walk to the chicken yard.
No one was in sight. Anthony rattled the gate tentatively. A slim,
neat, black Minorca fowl made an insulting remark about him to another hen.
Both chuckled.
"Come in—come in and shut it!" called a clear voice from
the interior of the chicken house.
Anthony's jaw stiffened.
"May I speak to you?" he called, with as much dignity as
a person shouting at an utter stranger across an unfamiliar chicken yard may
command.
"Certainly! Come right in!" called the voice, briskly.
Seeing nothing else to do, Anthony unwillingly crossed the yard,
and stepped into the pleasant, whitewashed gloom of the chicken house. Loose
chaff was scattered on the floor, and whitewashed boxes lined the walls. An
adjoining shed held the roosts, which a few murmuring fowls were looping with
heavy flights.
As he entered, a young woman in blue linen shut a gray hen into a
box, and turned a pleasantly inquiring glance upon him.
"Good morning!" she said, smiling. "I knew you
would want to see the thing sooner or later, so I asked Statia to show you
right down here. Now, there's the trap"—she indicated a mass of loose
chains and metal teeth on the floor—"and here's the key; but it simply
WON'T work!"
Anthony was not following. He was staring at her. She was
extremely pretty; that he had expected. But he had not expected that
she—she—well, he was not prepared for this sort of a woman at all! He must go
slow here. He—she—Bud—
"I beg your pardon," he interrupted himself to stammer
apologetically, "I didn't catch—you were saying—"
"The trap!" she said, smiling.
"Ah, the trap!" repeated Anthony, inanely.
"Certainly!" she said, with a hint of impatience. Then,
as he still stared, she added quickly: "You're the man from Peterson's?
From San Mateo? You came to fix it, didn't you?"
"Not at all," said Anthony, smiling. "I came from
New York."
Light dawned in the girl's eyes. She gave a horrified laugh.
"Well, how stupid of me!" she ejaculated. "Of
course, I thought you were. I'm expecting a man to fix the trap, any day, and
you sent no name. I bought this affair a week ago; there's a coon, or a fox, or
something, that's been coming down from the hills after my pullets; but it
won't work."
"I don't know anything about traps," said Anthony.
He was wondering how he had best introduce himself. The vague
campaign that he had outlined on those restless nights in the train would be
useless here, he had decided. As he spoke, he absently touched the tangled chains
and bolts with his foot.
"Don't do that!" screamed Miss Mix.
At the same second there was a victorious convulsion of metal
teeth, and Anthony found himself frantically jerking at his foot, which was
fast in the trap.
"Oh, you're caught! You are caught!" cried the girl,
distressedly. "Oh, please don't hurt yourself tugging that way—you can't
do it!"
Her eyes, full of concern and sympathy, met his for a second;
then, suddenly, she broke into laughter.
"Why, confound the thing!" said Anthony, in pained surprise,
as he struggled and twisted. "How does it open?"
"It DOESN'T!" choked Miss Mix, her mirth quite beyond
control, as she gave various futile little tugs and twitches at the trap.
"That's the trouble! The key never has had the slightest effect. Oh, I
will NOT laugh this way!" she upbraided herself sternly. "Bu—bu—but
you did look so—" She abruptly turned her back upon him for a moment,
facing him again with perfect calm, although with lashes still wet, and
suspicious little dimples about her mouth. "Now, I'll get you out of it
immediately," she assured him gravely; "and meanwhile I can't tell
you how sorry I am that—just sit on this box, you'll be more comfortable. I'll
run and telephone a plumber, or some one." She paused in the doorway.
"But I don't know your name?"
"Appropriately enough, it's Fox," said he, briefly;
"Anthony Fox."
Miss Mix gasped, opened her mouth, shut it without speaking, and
gasped again. Then she sat down heavily on a box.
"Of New York—I see!" said she, but more as if speaking to
herself than to him. "Tony's father; he's written to you, and you've come
all the way from New York to break it off. I see!" Desperation seemed to
seize her. "Oh, my heavenly day!" she ejaculated. "Why didn't I
think of this? This serves me right, you know," she said seriously,
bringing her attention to bear fully upon Anthony; "but let me tell you,
Mr. Fox, that this is about the worst thing you could have done!"
"The worst!" said Anthony, dully.
He felt utterly stupefied.
"Absolutely," said she, calmly. "You know you only
hasten a thing like this by making an out-and-out fight of it. That's no way to
stop it!"
"Are you Miss Mix?" said Anthony, feebly.
"I am." She nodded impatiently. "Sarah Mix."
"Then you and my son—" Anthony pursued patiently.
"Didn't he write? Aren't you—"
"Engaged? Certainly we are," admitted the lady, with
dignity. "And it would no more than serve you right if we got married,
after all!" she added, with a sudden smile.
Anthony liked the smile. He smiled broadly in return.
"IF you got married! Do you mean you don't intend to?"
"I see I'll have to tell you," said Miss Mix, suddenly
casting hesitation to the winds. "Then we can talk. Yes, we're engaged,
Mr. Fox. What else could I do? Anthony's twenty; one can't treat him quite as
if he were six. He's absolutely unable to take care of himself; and I've always
liked him—always! How COULD I see a girl like Mollie Temple—but of course you
don't know her. She's with the 'Giddy Middy' company, playing in San Francisco
now."
"No, I don't know her," said Mr. Fox, stiffly.
"Well," continued Miss Mix, "her mother lives here
in Palo Alto, and Mollie came home for September. Tony was just what she was
looking for. A secret marriage, a sensational divorce, and alimony—Mollie asks
nothing more of Fate! She made him her slave."
"Lord!" said Anthony.
"Every one was talking about it," continued Miss Mix;
"but I never dreamed of interfering until Thanksgiving, when the Temples
planned a week's house-party in Santa Cruz, and asked Tony to go. That would
have settled it; so I managed to see Tony, and from that day on I may say I
never let go of him. I took him about, I accompanied him when he sang—just
big-sistered him generally! I'm thirty-two, you know, and I never dreamed he
would—but he DID. New Year's night, Mr. Fox. Well, then I either had to say no,
and let him go again, or say yes, and hold him. So I said yes. I couldn't stop
him from planning, and I never dreamed he'd write you! Now, do you begin to
see?"
"I see," said Anthony, huskily.
He cleared his throat.
"Meanwhile," pursued Miss Mix, glowing delightedly in
the sympathy of her listener, "I introduced him to the Rogerses and the
Peppers, and lots of jolly people, who are doing him a world of good. He goes
about—he's developing. And now, just as I began to hope that the time had come
when we could quietly break off our engagement, here YOU are, to make him feel
in honor bound to stick to it!"
"Well, I am—" Anthony left it unfinished. "What can
I do?" he asked meekly.
"We'll find a plan somehow," said Miss Mix, approvingly.
"But you must be got out first!"
"And meanwhile," said Anthony, awkwardly, "I don't
really know how to thank you—"
"Oh, nonsense!" she said lightly. "You forget how
fond I am of him! Now, I'll go up to the house, and—" Her confident voice
faltered, and Anthony was astonished to see a look of dismay cross her face.
"Oh, my goodness gracious heavenly day!" she ejaculated softly.
"Whatever shall we do now? Now we never can get you out!"
"Then I'll stay in," laughed Anthony, philosophically.
Miss Mix echoed his laugh nervously. She glanced across the yard.
"It's that disgusting newspaper contest!" she said.
"That WHAT?"
"Please don't shout!" she begged, sitting down on her
box again, "I'll explain. You see, the San Francisco CALL, one of the big
city dailies, has offered the job of being its local press representative to
the college man who brings in the best newspaper story between now and the
first of May—that's less than ten days. Of course, all the boys have gone crazy
over it. It's a job that a boy could easily hold down with his regular class
work, and it might lead to a permanent position on the paper's staff after
graduation. About ten boys are working furiously for it, and all their friends
are working for them. Tony's helping Jerry Billings, and Jerry has already
taken in a couple of good stories, and has a good chance. This, of course,
would land it!"
"What would?"
"Why, THIS!" She was laughing again. "Can't you
see? Think of the head-lines! Even your New York papers would play it up. Think
of the chance to get funny! 'Old Fox in a Trap!' 'Goes to Bed with the
Chickens!' 'Iron King Plays Chanticleer!'"
"Thunder!" said Anthony, uncomfortably.
"There'd be no end of it, for you or me," said Miss Mix.
"I know this town."
"Yes, you're right!" agreed Anthony. "The idea is
for me to sit here until after the first of May, eh?" he continued
uncertainly.
Her eyes danced.
"Oh, we MAY think of some other way!"
"Tony's not to be trusted, you think?"
"No-o! I wouldn't dare. He's simply mad to have Jerry win.
He'd let it out involuntarily."
"The maid can go for a plumber?"
"Statia? She's working for Joe Bates. And both the boys in
the plumber's shop are in college, anyway."
"You might telephone for a plumber from San Francisco?"
suggested Anthony, afterthought.
"Yes, I could do that." Miss Mix brightened. "No, I
can't, either," she lamented. "Elsie White, the long-distance
operator, is working for Joe Bates, too." She meditated again for a space,
then raised her head, listening. "They're calling me!" she whispered.
With a gesture for silence, she sprang to the door. Outside, some
one shouted:
"O Sally!"
"Hello, Tony!" she called hardily, in answer.
"Lunch, is it? No, don't come down! I'm just coming up!"
With a warning glance over her shoulder for Anthony, she closed the door and was gone.
III
A long hour followed,
the silence broken only by occasional low comments from the chickens, and by
voices and footsteps coming and going on the side of the chicken house where
the street lay. Anthony, his back against the rough wall, his hands in his
pockets, had fallen into a smiling revery when Miss Mix suddenly returned. She
carried a plate of luncheon, and two files.
"We are safe!" she reassured him. "The boys think I
am playing bridge, and I've locked the gate on the inside. Now, files on
parade!"
She tucked the filmy skirts of her white frock about her, sat down
on a box, and began to grate away his bonds without an instant's delay. Her
warm, smooth hands he found very charming to watch. Loose strands of hair fell
across her flushed, smooth cheek. Anthony attacked his lunch with sudden
gayety.
"How much we have to talk about!" he said, observing
contentedly that five minutes' filing made almost no impression upon his
chains. She colored suddenly, but met his eyes with charming gravity.
"Haven't we?" she assented simply.
"Why, no, it won't break his heart, Mr. Fox. I think he'll
even be a little relieved to be able to go on serenely with the Peppers and the
Rogerses. He's having lovely times there!"
"Oh, if his mother had lived, of course I should have written
to her; but I knew you were a very busy man, Mr. Fox. Tony hardly ever speaks
of his Aunt Fanny. She's a great club woman, I know. So I had to do the best I
could."
"Why, I didn't think much about it, I suppose. But I
certainly should have said that Tony's father was more than forty-five!"
"Ye-es, I suppose it might. But—but what a very funny subject
for us to get on! I suppose—look at that white hen coming in, Mr. Fox! She's my
prize winner. Isn't she a beauty?"
"Yes, indeed, he's all of that, dear old Tony! And then, as I
say, he reminded me of—of that other, you know, years ago. I was only nineteen,
hardly more than a child, but the memory is very sweet, and it made me want to
be a good friend to Tony!"
"There's the six o'clock bell, and you're all but free! Now,
I'll let you out by this door, on the street side, and you can find your hotel?
Then, when you call this evening, we needn't say anything of this. It hasn't
been such a long afternoon, has it?"
Just after dinner, as Miss Mix and her youthful fiance were
sitting on the porch in the spring twilight, a visitor entered the garden from
the street. At sight of him, the boy sprang to his feet with a cry of
"Dad!"
Miss Mix was introduced, and to young Tony's delight, she and his
father chatted as comfortably as old friends. Presently, when Jerry Billings
appeared with an invitation for the lady to accompany him to the post office
for possible mail, father and son were left alone together.
Young Anthony beamed at his father's praise of his choice, but his
comments seemed to come more easily on other matters. He told his father of the
Rogers boys, of the Pepper girls, and of tennis and theatricals, and spoke
hopefully of a possible camping trip with these friends.
"When did you think of announcing your engagement, Bud?"
The boy shifted in his chair, and laughed uneasily.
"Sally doesn't want to," he temporized, adding shyly,
after a minute's silence, "and I didn't think you'd be in any hurry,
dad!"
"But look here, son, you wrote that you planned being married
in June!"
There was a pause. Then the boy said:
"I did think so; but now I don't see how we can. Sally sees
that, too. I can't get married until I have a good job, and I've got another
year here. We don't want to tell every one and then have to wait two or three
years, do we, sir?"
"H-m!" said his father. "And yet you don't want to
ask me to support you and your wife for indefinite years, Bud?"
Bud squeezed his father's hand.
"I'll never ask you to do that!" he promised promptly.
IV
A week drifted
pleasantly over the college town, and still no definite step had been taken in
the matter that had carried Anthony Fox over so many weary miles of country. If
business matters in the Eastern city gave him any concern, he gave no sign of
it to young Anthony or Sally, seeming entirely content with the passing moment.
The three were constantly together, except when the boy was in the
class-room. During these intervals Miss Mix piloted her friend's father over
lovely Palo Alto; they visited museum and library together, took drives and
walks. One long evening was spent at the Peppers', where young Anthony was the
centre of a buzzing and hilarious group, and where Sally, with her black
evening gown and her violin, presented an entirely new phase.
On the evening of a certain glorious day, to young Anthony,
sitting in silence on the porch steps, came Sally, who seated herself beside
him.
"Tony," said she, firmly, "what have we decided
about our engagement?"
Young Anthony eyed her expectantly, almost nervously, but he did
not speak.
"We must either announce it or NOT announce it, Tony!"
"Why, you see, Sally," said Anthony, after a pause,
"I wanted to, a while back, but—"
"I know you did," she said heartily, to his great
relief.
"But now," he pursued slowly, "it would look pretty
funny to the Rogerses, and the Peppers, and all, you know. JUST now, I mean.
I've been up there all the time, right in things, and I've never said a
word—"
"Well, well!" said a voice behind them; and to the
unspeakable confusion of both, Jerry Billings rose from a porch chair and came
down to them.
"I couldn't help hearing," explained that gentleman,
joyously. "I was there first. I wish you joy, children. Miss Sally, here's
my best wishes! I never dreamed you two—and yet I knew SOMETHING had brought
father all the way from New York. But I never dreamed of this! This ought to
land me the Call job, all right! Hasn't that occurred to either of you? Why,
nobody has turned in anything to touch it!" He looked at his watch.
"I had better be getting down there, too," he said excitedly.
"Tomorrow's the first of May, by George! and I've got to get any stuff in
by ten. And there I've been sitting, cursing my luck for an hour! Here
goes!"
"Look here, Jerry," began Sally and Anthony together,
"look here—"
"You mean you don't want it announced?" said Mr.
Billings, blankly. A pained look clouded the radiance of his face. "Isn't
it TRUE?"
"We don't wish it announced yet," said Sally, feebly, as
Anthony was silent.
"I call that pretty mean!" ejaculated Mr. Billings,
after a pause. "It's TRUE," he went on aggrievedly. "I landed
it—every old woman in town will be on to it in a few weeks—it's a corking job
for me—every one's wondering what Mr. Fox is doing here—and now you two hang
back, just because you've not had time to tell your friends! Aw, be
sports," he said ingratiatingly. "PLEASE, Miss Sally! I'd do as much
for you two. You know I may not be able to make it at all, next year, if I
haven't a job! I can have it, can't I? I get it, don't I, Tony? What do you two
care—you've got what YOU want—"
"Oh, take your scoop!" half groaned young Anthony Fox.
Sally began to laugh, but it was curiously shaken laughter. Mr.
Billings wisely seized this moment for a rapid departure. Mr. Fox, coming to
the door a moment later, found the others silent on the steps.
"Now we are in for it!" said Sally, ruefully, as they
made room for him between them. "What shall we do? Jerry's got it for the
Call—we couldn't LIE about it! And, oh, we CAN'T have it in print to-morrow!
Can you—can't you stop it?"
"Too late now!" said young Anthony, with a bad attempt
at unconcern.
"Tell me what happened," said his father.
The recent developments were rapidly reviewed, and then Sally,
removing herself and her wide-spreading ruffles to young Anthony's side of the
steps, so that she might from time to time give his hand an affectionate and
enlightening squeeze, confessed the deception of her engagement to him, and,
with her blue eyes very close to his, asked him meekly to forgive her.
Young Anthony's forgiveness was a compound of boyish hurt and
undisguised relief. It is probable that at no moment of their friendship had
she seemed more dear to him.
"But—there's Jerry!" said Sally, suddenly, smitten with
unpleasant recollection in the midst of this harmonious readjustment.
"He—he heard, you know. And we can't deny THAT, and it means so much to
him! He'll have telephoned up to town by this time, and the Call will run it
anyway—newspaper editors are such beasts about those things!"
And again she and young Anthony drooped, and clung to each other's
hands.
"I have been thinking," said the other Anthony, slowly,
"that I see a way out of this. I HOPE I see one! I'd like—I'd like to
discuss it with Miss Sally. If you'll just step down to the—the chicken yard,
Bud, for five minutes, say. We'll call you. And it's just possible that we
can—can arrange matters."
Half an hour later, Jerry Billings succeeded a second time in
getting the city editor of the Call on the long-distance wire.
"Hello, Mr. Watts! Say, about that engagement of young Fox,
Mr. Watts," he began.
"Well, what's the matter with it?" came back the
editor's voice, sharply.
"Nothing's the matter with it," said Jerry, "only
it's better than I thought! It's—it's old Fox that Miss Mix is going to marry!
Old A.F. himself!"
"Who said so?" snapped the other.
"Fox did."
"FOX?"
"Yes, sir. He just telephoned to me. Gave me the whole thing.
Said he wanted it to be published straight."
There was a pregnant silence for a few moments, then:
"This is no jolly, Billings? It's big stuff if it's true, you
know."
"Oh, it's true enough," said Jerry, trying to control
his voice.
"Well, we've got his picture—I'm sure!" said Mr. Watts,
calmly. Then in obedience to Mr. Watts' curt "Hold the wire!" Jerry,
with the receiver pressed to his ear, heard the city editor's voice on another
telephone on his desk talking presumably to the make-up man on the next floor.
"Hello, Frank!" said Watts. "Tell Mike Williams to
run that suffragette stuff on the third page. I've got a big story. I want room
for a double cut and a column on the front!"
Then: "Hello, Billings! You telephone me six hundred words on this thing inside of an hour. No frills you understand. Just give me the straight facts. We'll fix the yarn up here."
"For mercy's sakes,
here comes Shandon Waters!" said Jane Dinwoodie, of the post-office,
leaving her pigeonholes to peer through the one small window of that
unpretentious building. "Mother, here's Shandon Waters driving into town
with the baby!" breathed pretty Mary Dickey, putting an awed face into the
sitting-room. "I declare that looks terrible like Shandon!"
ejaculated Johnnie Larabee, straightening up at her wash-tubs and shading her
eyes with her hand. "Well, what on earth brought her up to town!"
said all Deaneville, crowding to the windows and doorways and halting the march
of the busy Monday morning to watch a mud-spattered cart come bumping up and
down over the holes in the little main street.
The woman—or girl, rather, for she was but twenty—who sat in the
cart was in no way remarkable to the eye. She had a serious, even sullen face,
and a magnificent figure, buttoned just now into a tan ulster that looked
curiously out of keeping with her close, heavy widow's bonnet and hanging veil.
Sprawled luxuriously in her lap, with one fat, idle little hand playing above
her own gauntleted one on the reins, was a splendid child something less than a
year old, snugly coated and capped against the cool air of a California February.
She watched him closely as she drove, not moving her eyes from his little face
even for a glance at the village street.
Poor Dan Waters had been six months in his grave, now, and this
was the first glimpse Deaneville had had of his widow. For an unbroken half
year she had not once left the solitude of the big ranch down by the marsh, or
spoken to any one except her old Indian woman servant and the various
"hands" in her employ.
She had been, in the words of Deaneville, "sorta nutty"
since her husband's death. Indeed, poor Shandon had been "sorta
nutty" all her life. Motherless at six, and allowed by her big, half
civilized father to grow up as wild as the pink mallow that fringed the home
marshes, she was regarded with mingled horror and pity by the well-ordered
Deaneville matrons. Jane Dinwoodie and Mary Dickey could well remember the day
she was brought into the district school, her mutinous black eyes gleaming
under a shock of rough hair, her clumsy little apron tripping her with its
unaccustomed strings. The lonely child had been frantic for companionship, and
her direct, even forceful attempts at friendship had repelled and then amused
the Deaneville children. As unfortunate chance would have it, it was shy,
spoiled, adored little Mary Dickey that Shandon instantly selected for especial
worship, and Mary, already bored by admiration, did not like it. But the little
people would have adjusted matters in their own simple fashion presently had
they been allowed to do so. It was the well-meant interference of the teacher
that went amiss. Miss Larks explained to the trembling little newcomer that she
mustn't smile at Mary, that she mustn't leave her seat to sit with Mary: it was
making poor Mary cry.
Shandon listened to her with rising emotion, a youthful titter or
two from different parts of the room pointing the moral. When the teacher had
finished, she rose with a sudden scream of rage, flung her new slate violently
in one direction, her books in another, and departed, kicking the stove over
with a well-directed foot as she left. Thus she became a byword to virtuous
infancy, and as the years went by, and her wild beauty and her father's wealth
grew apace, Deaneville grew less and less charitable in its judgment of her.
Shandon lived in a houseful of men, her father's adored companion and greatly
admired by the rough cattle men who came yearly to buy his famous stock.
When her father died, a little wave of pity swept over Deaneville,
and more than one kind-hearted woman took the five-mile drive down to the Bell
Ranch ready to console and sympathize. But no one saw her. The girl, eighteen
now, clung more to her solitude than ever, spending whole days and nights in
lonely roaming over the marsh and the low meadows, like some frantic sick
animal.
Only Johnnie Larabee, the warm-hearted little wife of the village
hotel keeper, persevered and was rewarded by Shandon's bitter confidence, given
while they rode up to the ridge to look up some roaming steer, perhaps, or down
by the peach-cutting sheds, while Shandon supervised a hundred
"hands." Shandon laughed now when she recounted the events of those
old unhappy childish days, but Johnnie did not like the laughter. The girl
always asked particularly for Mary Dickey, her admirers, her clothes, her good
times.
"No wonder she acts as if there wasn't anybody else on earth
but her!" would be Shandon's dry comment.
It was Johnnie who "talked straight" to Shandon when big
Dan Waters began to haunt the Bell Ranch, and who was the only witness of their
little wedding, and the only woman to kiss the unbride-like bride.
After that even, Johnnie lost sight of her for the twelve happy
months that Big Dan was spared to her. Little Dan came, welcomed by no more
skillful hands than the gentle big ones of his wondering father and the practised
ones of the old Indian. And Shandon bought hats that were laughed at by all
Deaneville, and was tremulously happy in a clumsy, unused fashion.
And then came the accident that cost Big Dan his life. It was all
a hideous blur to Shandon—a blur that enclosed the terrible, swift trip to
Sacramento, with the blinking little baby in the hollow of her arm, and the
long wait at the strange hospital. It was young Doctor Lowell, of Deaneville,
who decided that only an operation could save Dan, and Doctor Lowell who
performed it. And it was through him that Shandon learned, in the chill dawn,
that the gallant fight was lost. She did not speak again, but, moving like a
sleepwalker, reached blindly for the baby, pushed aside the hands that would
have detained her, and went stumbling out into the street. And since that day
no one in Deaneville had been able to get close enough to speak to her. She did
not go to Dan's funeral, and such sympathizers as tried to find her were
rewarded by only desolate glimpses of the tall figure flitting along the edge
of the marshes like a hunted bird. A month old, little Danny accompanied his
mother on these restless wanderings, and many a time his little mottled hand
was strong enough to bring her safely home when no other would have availed.
Her old Chinese "boy" came into the village once a week,
and paid certain bills punctiliously from a little canvas bag that was stuffed
full of gold pieces; but Fong was not a communicative person, and Deaneville
languished for direct news. Johnnie, discouraged by fruitless attempts to have
a talk with the forlorn young creature, had to content herself with sending
occasional delicacies from her own kitchen and garden to Shandon, and only a
week before this bright February morning had ventured a note, pinned to the
napkin that wrapped a bowl of cream cheese. The note read:
Don't shorten Danny too early, Shandy. Awful easy for babies to
ketch cold this weather.
Of all the loitering curious men and women at doors and windows
and in the street, Johnnie was the only one who dared speak to her to-day. Mrs.
Larabee was dressed in the overalls and jersey that simplified both the
dressing and the labor of busy Monday mornings; her sleek black hair arranged
fashionably in a "turban swirl." She ran out to the cart with a
little cry of welcome, a smile on her thin, brown face that well concealed the
trepidation this unheard-of circumstance caused her. "Lord, make me say
the right thing!" prayed Johnnie, fervently. Mrs. Waters saw her coming,
stopped the big horse, and sat waiting. Her eyes were wild with a sort of
savage terror, and she was trembling violently.
"Well, how do, Shandon?" said Mrs. Larabee, cheerfully.
Then her eyes fell on the child, and she gave a dramatic start. "Never you
tell me this is Danny!" said she, sure of her ground now. "Well,
you—old—buster—you! He's IMMENSE, ain't he, Shandon?"
"Isn't he?" stammered Shandon, nervously.
"He's about the biggest feller for nine months I ever
saw," said Mrs. Larabee, generously. "He could eat Thelma for breakfast!"
"Johnnie—and he ain't quite seven yet!" protested
Shandon, eagerly.
Mrs. Larabee gave her an astonished look, puckered up her
forehead, nodded profoundly.
"That's right," she said. Then she dragged the wriggling
small body from Shandon's lap and held the wondering, soft little face against
her own.
"You come to Aunt Johnnie a minute," said she, "you
fat old muggins! Look at him, Shandon. He knows I'm strange. Yes, 'course you
do! He wants to go back to you, Shandy. Well, what do you know about that? Say,
dearie," continued Mrs. Larabee, in a lower tone, "you've got a
terrible handsome boy, and what's more, he's Dan's image."
Mrs. Waters gathered the child close to her heart. "He's
awful like Dan when he smiles," said she, simply. And for the first time
their eyes met. "Say, thank you, for the redishes and the custard pie and
that cheese, Johnnie," said Shandon, awkwardly, but her eyes thanked this
one friend for much more.
"Aw, shucks!" said Johnnie, gently, as she dislodged a
drying clod of mud from the buggy robe. There was a moment's constrained
silence, then Shandon said suddenly:
"Johnnie, what d'you mean by 'shortening' him?"
"Puttin' him in short clothes, dearie. Thelma's been short
since Gran'ma Larabee come down at Christmas," explained the other,
briskly.
"I never knew about that," said Mrs. Waters, humbly.
"Danny's the first little kid I ever touched. Lizzie Tom tells me what the
Indians do, and for the rest I just watch him. I toast his feet good at the
fire every night, becuz Dan said his mother useter toast his; and whenever the
sun comes out, I take his clothes off and leave him sprawl in it, but I guess I
miss a good deal." She finished with a wistful, half-questioning
inflection, and Mrs. Larabee did not fail her.
"Don't ask me, when he's as big and husky as any two of
mine!" said she, reassuringly. "I guess you do jest about right. But,
Shandy, you've got to shorten him."
"Well, what'll I get?" asked Shandon.
Mrs. Larabee, in her element, considered.
"You'll want about eight good, strong calico rompers,"
she began authoritatively. Then suddenly she interrupted herself. "Say,
why don't you come over to the hotel with me now," she suggested
enthusiastically. "I'm just finishing my wash, and while I wrench out the
last few things you can feed the baby; than I'll show you Thelma's things, and
we can have lunch. Then him and Thel can take their naps, and you 'n' me'll go
over to Miss Bates's and see what we can git. You'll want shoes for him, an' a
good, strong hat—"
"Oh, honest, Johnnie—" Shandon began to protest
hurriedly, in her hunted manner, and with a miserable glance toward the home
road. "Maybe I'll come up next week, now I know what you meant—"
"Shucks! Next week nobody can talk anything but
wedding," said Johnnie, off guard.
"Whose wedding?" Shandon asked, and Johnnie, who would
have preferred to bite her tongue out, had to answer, "Mary
Dickey's."
"Who to?" said Shandon, her face darkening. Johnnie's
voice was very low.
"To the doc', Shandy; to Arnold Lowell."
"Oh!" said Shandon, quietly. "Big wedding, I
suppose, and white dresses, and all the rest?"
"Sure," said Johnnie, relieved at her pleasant interest,
and warming to the subject. "There'll be five generations there. Parker's
making the cake in Sacramento. Five of the girls'll be bridesmaids—Mary Bell
and Carrie and Jane and the two Powell girls. Poor Mrs. Dickey, she feels real
bad. She—"
"She don't want to give Mary up?" said Shandon, in a
hard voice. She began to twist the whip about in its socket. "Well, some
people have everything, it seems. They're pretty, and their folks are crazy
about 'em, and they can stand up and make a fuss over marrying a man who as
good as killed some other woman's husband,—a woman who didn't have any one else
either."
"Shandy," said Johnnie, sharply, "ain't you got
Danny?"
Something like shame softened the girl's stern eyes. She dropped
her face until her lips rested upon the little fluffy fringe that marked the
dividing line between Danny's cap and Danny's forehead.
"Sure I have," she said huskily. "But I've—I've
always sort of had it in for Mary Dickey, Johnnie, I suppose becuz she IS so
perfect, and so cool, and treats me like I was dirt—jest barely sees me, that's
all!"
Johnnie answered at random, for she was suddenly horrified to see
Dr. Lowell and Mary Dickey themselves come out of the post-office. Before she
could send them a frantic signal of warning, the doctor came toward the cart.
"How do you do, Mrs. Waters?" said he, holding out his
hand.
Shandon brought her startled eyes from little Danny's face. The
child, with little eager grunts and frowning concentration, was busy with the
clasp of her pocketbook, and her big, gentle hand had been guarding it from his
little, wild ones. The sight of the doctor's face brought back her bitterest
memories with a sick rush, at a moment when her endurance was strained to the
utmost. HE had decreed that Dan should be operated on, HE had decided that she
should not be with him, HE had come to tell her that the big, protecting arm
and heart were gone forever—and now he had an early buttercup in his
buttonhole, and on his lips the last of the laughter that he had just been
sharing with Mary Dickey! And Mary, the picture of complacent daintiness, was
sauntering on, waiting for him.
Shandon was not a reasonable creature. With a sound between a
snarl and a sob she caught the light driving whip from its socket and brought
the lash fairly across the doctor's smiling face. As he started back, stung
with intolerable pain, she lashed in turn the nervous horse, and in another
moment the cart and its occupants were racketing down the home road again.
"And now we never WILL git no closer to Shandon Waters!"
said Johnnie Larabee, regretfully, for the hundredth time. It was ten days
later, and Mrs. Larabee and Mrs. Cass Dinwoodie were high up on the wet hills,
gathering cream-colored wild iris for the Dickey wedding that night.
"And serve her right, too!" said Mrs. Dinwoodie,
severely. "A great girl like that lettin' fly like a child."
"She's—she's jest the kind to go crazy, brooding as she
does," Mrs. Larabee submitted, almost timidly. She had been subtly
pleading Shandon's cause for the past week, but it was no use. The last outrage
had apparently sealed her fate so far as Deaneville was concerned. Now,
straightening her cramped back and looking off toward the valleys below them,
Mrs. Larabee said suddenly:
"That looks like Shandon down there now."
Mrs. Dinwoodie's eyes followed the pointing finger. She could
distinguish a woman's moving figure, a mere speck on the road far below.
"Sure it is," said she. "Carryin' Dan, too."
"My goo'ness," said Johnnie, uneasily, "I wish she
wouldn't take them crazy walks. I don't suppose she's walking up to town?"
"I don't know why she should," said Mrs. Dinwoodie,
dryly, "with the horses she's got. I don't suppose even Shandon would
attempt to carry that great child that far, cracked as she seems to be!"
"I don't suppose we could drive home down by the marsh
road?" Johnnie asked. Mrs. Dinwoodie looked horrified.
"Johnnie, are you crazy yourself?" she demanded.
"Why, child, Mary's going to be married at half-past seven, and there's
the five-o'clock train now."
The older matron made all haste to "hitch up," sending
not even another look into the already shadowy valley. But Johnnie's thoughts
were there all through the drive home, and even when she started with her
beaming husband and her four young children to the wedding she was still
thinking of Shandon Waters.
The Dickey home was all warmth, merriment, and joyous confusion.
Three or four young matrons, their best silk gowns stretched to bursting over
their swelling bosoms, went busily in and out of the dining-room. In the double
parlors guests were gathering with the laughter and kissing that marked any
coming together of these hard-working folk. Starched and awed little children
sat on the laps of mothers and aunts, blinking at the lamps; the very small
babies were upstairs, some drowsily enjoying a late supper in their mothers'
arms, others already deep in sleep in Mrs. Dickey's bed. The downstairs rooms
and the stairway were decorated with wilting smilax and early fruit-blossoms.
To Deaneville it seemed quite natural that Dr. Lowell, across
whose face the scar of Shandon Waters' whip still showed a dull crimson, should
wait for his bride at the foot of the hall stairway, and that Mary's attendants
should keep up a continual coming and going between the room where she was
dressing and the top of the stairs, and should have a great many remarks to
make to the young men below. Presently a little stir announced the clergyman,
and a moment later every one could hear Mary Dickey's thrilling young voice
from the upper hallway:
"Arnold, mother says was that Dr. Lacey?"
And every one could hear Dr. Lowell's honest, "Yes, dear, it
was," and Mary's fluttered, diminishing, "All right!"
Rain began to beat noisily on the roof and the porches. Johnnie
Larabee came downstairs with Grandpa and Grandma Arnold, and Rosamund Dinwoodie
at the piano said audibly, "Now, Johnnie?"
There was expectant silence in the parlors. The whole house was so
silent in that waiting moment that the sound of sudden feet on the porch and
the rough opening of the hall door were a startlingly loud interruption.
It was Shandon Waters, who came in with a bitter rush of storm and
wet air. She had little Dan in her arms. Drops of rain glittered on her hanging
braids and on the shawl with which the child was wrapped, and beyond her the
wind snarled and screamed like a disappointed animal. She went straight through
the frightened, parting group to Mrs. Larabee, and held out the child.
"Johnnie," she said in a voice of agony, utterly
oblivious of her surroundings, "Johnnie, you've always been my friend!
Danny's sick!"
"Shandon,—for pity's sake!" ejaculated little Mrs.
Larabee, reaching out her arms for Danny, her face shocked and protesting and
pitying all at once, "Why, Shandy, you should have waited for me over at
the hotel," she said, in a lower tone, with a glance at the incongruous
scene. Then pity for the anguished face gained mastery, and she added tenderly,
"Well, you poor child, you, was this where you was walking this afternoon?
My stars, if I'd only known! Why on earth didn't you drive?"
"I couldn't wait!" said Shandon, hoarsely. "We were
out in the woods, and Lizzie she gave Danny some mushrooms. And when I looked
he—his little mouth—" she choked. "And then he began to have sorta
cramps, and kinda doubled up, Johnnie, and he cried so queer, and I jest
started up here on a run. He—JOHNNIE!" terror shook her voice when she saw
the other's face, "Johnnie, is he going to die?" she said.
"Mushrooms!" echoed Mrs. Larabee, gravely, shaking her
head. And a score of other women looking over her shoulder at the child, who
lay breathing heavily with his eyes shut, shook their heads, too.
"You'd better take him right home with me, dearie," Mrs.
Larabee said gently, with a significant glance at the watching circle. "We
oughtn't to lose any time."
Dr. Lowell stepped out beside her and gently took Danny in his
arms.
"I hope you'll let me carry him over there for you, Mrs.
Waters," said he. "There's no question that he's pretty sick. We've
got a hard fight ahead."
There was a little sensation in the room, but Shandon only looked
at him uncomprehendingly. In her eyes there was the dumb thankfulness of the
dog who knows himself safe with friends. She wet her lips and tried to speak.
But before she could do so, the doctor's mother touched his arm half timidly
and said:
"Arnold, you can't very well—surely, it's hardly fair to
Mary—"
"Mary—?" he answered her quickly. He raised his eyes to
where his wife-to-be, in a startled group of white-clad attendants, was
standing halfway down the stairway.
She looked straight at Shandon, and perhaps at no moment in their
lives did the two women show a more marked contrast; Shandon muddy, exhausted,
haggard, her sombre eyes sick with dread, Mary's always fragile beauty more
ethereal than ever under the veil her mother had just caught back with orange
blossoms. Shandon involuntarily flung out her hand toward her in desperate
appeal.
"Couldn't you—could you jest wait till he sees Danny?"
she faltered.
Mary ran down the remaining steps and laid her white hand on
Shandon's.
"If it was ten weddings, we'd wait, Shandon!" said she,
her voice thrilling with the fellowship of wifehood and motherhood to come.
"Don't worry, Shandon. Arnold will fix him. Poor little Danny!" said
Mary, bending over him. "He's not awful sick, is he, Arnold? Mother,"
she said, turning, royally flushed, to her stupefied mother, "every one'll
have to wait. Johnnie and Arnold are going to fix up Shandon's baby."
"I don't see the slightest need of traipsing over to the
hotel," said Mrs. Dickey, almost offended, as at a slight upon her
hospitality. "Take him right up to the spare room, Arnold. There ain't no
noise there, it's in the wing. And one of you chil'ren run and tell Aggie we
want hot water, and—what else? Well, go ahead and tell her that, anyway."
"Leave me carry him up," said one big, gentle father,
who had tucked his own baby up only an hour ago. "I've got a kimmoner in
my bag," old Mrs. Lowell said to Shandon. "It's a-plenty big enough
for you. You git dry and comfortable before you hold him." "Shucks!
Lloydy ate a green cherry when he wasn't but four months old," said one
consoling voice to Shandon. "He's got a lot of fight in him," said
another. "My Olive got an inch screw in her throat," contributed a
third. Mrs. Larabee said in a low tone, with her hand tight upon Shandon's
shaking one, "He'll be jest about fagged out when the doctor's done with
him, dearie, and as hungry as a hunter. Don't YOU git excited, or he'll be sick
all over again."
Crowding solicitously about her, the women got her upstairs and
into dry clothing. This was barely accomplished when Mary Dickey came into the
room, in a little blue cotton gown, to take her to Danny.
"Arnold says he's got him crying, and that's a good sign,
Shandon," said Mary. "And he says that rough walk pro'bly saved
him."
Shandon tried to speak again, but failed again, and the two girls
went out together. Mary presently came back alone, and the lessened but not
uncheerful group downstairs settled down to a vigil. Various reports drifted
from the sick-room, but it was almost midnight before Mrs. Larabee came down
with definite news.
"How is he?" echoed Johnnie, sinking into a chair.
"Give me a cup of that coffee, Mary. That's a good girl. Well, say, it
looks like you can't kill no Deaneville child with mushrooms. He's asleep now.
But say, he was a pretty sick kid! Doc' looks like something the cat brought
home, and I'm about dead, but Danny seems to feel real chipper. And EAT! And of
course that poor girl looks like she'd inherited the earth, as the Scriptures
say. The ice is what you might call broken between the whole crowd of us and
Shandon Waters. She's sitting there holding Danny and smiling softly at any one
who peeks in!" And, her voice thickening suddenly with tears on the last
words, Mrs. Larabee burst out crying and fumbled in her unaccustomed grandeur
for a handkerchief.
Mary Dickey and Arnold Lowell were married just twenty-four hours
later than they had planned, the guests laughing joyously at the wilted
decorations and stale sandwiches. After the ceremony the bride and bridegroom
went softly up stairs, and the doctor had a last approving look at the
convalescent Danny.
Mary, almost oppressed by the sense of her own blessedness on this
day of good wishes and affectionate demonstration, would have gently detached
her husband's arm from her waist as they went to the door, that Shandon might
not be reminded of her own loss and aloneness.
But the doctor, glancing back, knew that in Shandon's thoughts to-day there was no room for sorrow. Her whole body was curved about the child as he lay in her lap, and her adoring look was intent upon him. Danny was smiling up at his mother in a blissful interval, his soft little hand lying upon her contented heart.
Through the tremulous
beauty of the California woods, in the silent April afternoon, came Sammy
Peneyre, riding Clown. The horse chose his own way on the corduroy road, for
the rider was lost in dreams. Clown was a lean old dapple gray so far advanced
in years and ailments that when Doctor Peneyre had bought him, the year before,
the dealer had felt constrained to remark:
"He's better'n he looks, Doc'. You'll get your seven dollars'
worth out of him yet!"
To which the doctor had amiably responded:
"Your saying so makes me wonder if I WILL, Joe. However, I'll
have my boy groom him and feed him, and we'll see!"
But, as Clown had stubbornly refused to respond to grooming and
feeding, he was, like other despised and discarded articles, voted by the
Peneyre family quite good enough for Sammy, and Sammy accepted him gratefully.
The spirit of spring was affecting them both to-day—a brilliant
day after long weeks of rain. Sammy whistled softly. Clown coquetted with the
bit, danced under the touch of the whip, and finally took the steep mountain
road with such convulsive springs as jolted his rider violently from dreams.
"Why, you fool, are you trying to run away?" said Sammy,
suddenly alive to the situation. The road here was a mere shelf on the slope of
the mountain, constantly used by descending lumber teams, and dangerous at all
times. A runaway might easily be fatal. Sammy pulled at the bit; but, at the
first hard tug, the old bridle gave way, and Clown, maddened by a stinging blow
from the loose flying end of the strap, bolted blindly ahead.
Terrified now, Sammy clung to the pommel and shouted. The trees
flew by; great clods of mud were flung up by the horse's feet. From far up the
road could be heard the creaking of a lumber team and the crack of the
lumberman's long whip.
"My Lord!" said Sammy, aloud, in a curious calm,
"we'll never pass THAT!"
And then, like a flash, it was all over. Clown, suddenly freed from
his rider, galloped violently for a moment, stopped, snorted suspiciously,
galloped another twenty feet, and stood still, his broken bridle dangling
rakishly over one eye. Sammy, dragged from the saddle at the crucial instant to
the safety of Anthony Gayley's arms, as he brought his own horse up beside her,
wriggled to the ground.
"That was surely going some!" said Anthony, breathing
hard. "Hurt?"
"No-o!" said Sammy. But she leaned against the tall, big
fellow, as he stood beside her, and was glad of his arm about her shoulders.
They had known each other by sight for years, but this was the
first speech between them. Anthony suddenly realized that the doctor's youngest
daughter, with her shy, dark eyes and loosened silky braids, had grown from an
awkward child into a very pretty girl. Sammy, glancing up, thought—what every
other woman in Wheatfield thought—that Anthony Gayley was the handsomest man
she had ever seen, in his big, loose corduroys, with a sombrero on the back of
his tawny head.
"I was awfully afraid I'd grate against your leg," said
the boy, with his sunny smile; "but I couldn't stop to figure it out. I
just had to hustle!"
"There's a lumber wagon ahead there," Sammy said.
"I'm—I'm very much obliged to you!"
They both laughed. Presently Anthony made the girl mount his own
beautiful mare.
"Ride Duchess home. I'll take your horse," said he.
"Oh, no, indeed; PLEASE don't bother!" protested Sammy,
eagerly.
But Anthony only laughed and gave her a hand up. Sammy settled
herself on the Spanish saddle with a sigh of satisfaction.
"I've always wanted to ride your horse!" said she,
delightedly, as the big muscles moved smoothly under her.
Anthony smiled. "She's the handsomest mare here-abouts,"
said he. "I wouldn't take a thousand dollars for her!"
Sammy watched him deftly repair the broken bridle of the now
docile and crestfallen Clown, and spring to the saddle.
"I'm taking you out of your way!" she pleaded, and he
answered gravely:
"Oh, no; I'll be much happier seeing you safe home."
When they reached her gate, the two changed horses, and Sammy rode
slowly up the dark driveway alone. Even on this brilliant afternoon the old
Peneyre place looked dull and gloomy. Dusty dark pines and eucalyptus trees
grew close about the house. There was no garden, but here and there an unkempt
geranium or rank great bush of marguerites sprawled in the uncut grass, and
rose bushes, long grown wild, stood in spraying clusters that were higher than
a man's head. Pampas trees, dirty and overgrown, outlined the drive at regular
intervals, their shabby plumes uncut from year to year.
The house was heavy, bay-windowed, three-storied. Ugly, immense,
unfriendly, it struck an inharmonious note in the riotous free growth of the
surrounding woods. The dark entrance-hall was flanked by a library full of
obsolete, unread books, and by double drawing-rooms, rarely opened now. All the
windows on the ground floor were darkened by the shrubbery outside and by heavy
red draperies within.
Sammy, entering a side door, seemed to leave the day's brightness
behind her. The air indoors was chill, flat. A half-hearted little coal fire
flickered in the grate, and Koga was cleaning silver at the table. Sammy took
David Copperfield from the mantel and settled herself in a great chair.
"Koga, you go fix Clown now," she suggested.
Koga beamed assent. Departing, he wrestled with a remark:
"Oh! Nise day. I sink so."
Sammy agreed. "You don't have weather like this in Japan in
April!"
"Oh, yis," said Koga, and, drunk with the joy of speech,
he added: "I sink so. Awe time nise in Jap-pon! I sink so."
"All the time nice in Japan?" echoed Sammy, lazily.
"Oh, what a story!"
But Koga was convulsed with innocent mirth. However excruciating
the effort, he had produced a remark in English. He retired, repeating between
spasms of enjoyment: "Oh, I sink so. Awe time nise in Jap-pon!"
The day dragged on, to all outward seeming like all of Sammy's
days. Twilight made her close her book and straighten her bent shoulders. Pong
came in to set the table. The slamming of the hall door announced her father.
Presently Mrs. Moore, the housekeeper, came downstairs. Lamps were
lighted; dinner loitered its leisurely way. After it the doctor set up one of
his endless chess problems on the end of the table, and Sammy returned to David
Copperfield.
"Father, you know Anthony Gayley—that young carpenter in
Torney's shop?"
"I do, my dear."
"Well, Clown ran away to-day, and he really saved me from a
bad smash."
A long pause.
"Ha!" said the doctor, presently. "Set this down,
will you, Sammy? Rook to queen's fourth. Check. Now, knight—any move. No—hold
on. Yes. Knight any move. Now, rook—wait a minute!"
His voice fell, his eyes were fixed. Sammy sighed.
At eight she fell to mending the fire with such vigor that her
colorless little face burned. Then her spine felt chilly. Sammy turned about,
trying to toast evenly; but it couldn't be done. She thought suddenly of her
warm bed, put her finger in her book, kissed her father's bald spot between two
yawns, and went upstairs.
The dreams went, too. There was nothing in this neglected, lonely
day, typical of all her days, to check them. It was delicious, snuggling down
in the chilly sheets, to go on dreaming.
Again she was riding alone in the woods. Again Clown was running
away. Again, big gentle Anthony Gayley was galloping behind her. Again for that
breathless moment she was in his arms. Sammy shut her eyes....
Her father, coming upstairs, wakened her. She lay smiling in the
dark. What had she been thinking of? Oh, yes! And out came the dream horses and
their riders again....
The next day she rode over the same bit of road again, and the day
after, and the day after that. The rides were absolutely uneventful, but sweet
with dreams.
A week later Sammy teased Mrs. Moore into taking her to the Elks'
concert and dance at the Wheatfield Hall over the post-office. When Mrs. Moore
protested at this unheard-of proceeding, the girl used her one unfailing
threat: "Then I'll tell father I want another governess!"
Mrs. Moore hated governesses. There had been no governess at the
doctor's for two years. She looked uneasy. "You've nothing to wear,"
said she.
"I'll wear my embroidered linen," said Sammy, "and
Mary's spangled scarf."
"You oughtn't borrow your sister's things without
permission," said Mrs. Moore, half-heartedly.
"Mary's in New York," said Sammy, recklessly.
"She's not been home for two years, and she may not be back for two more!
She won't care. I'm eighteen, and I've never been to a dance, and I'm
GOING—that's all there is about it!"
And she burst into tears, and presently laughed herself out of
them, and went to her sister's orderly empty room to see what other treasures
besides the spangled scarf Mary had left behind her.
Three months later, on a burning July afternoon, the Wheatfield
"Terrors" played a team from the neighboring town of Copadoro.
Wheatfield's population was reputedly nine hundred, and certainly almost that
number of onlookers had gathered to watch the game. The free seats were packed
with perspiring women in limp summer gowns, and restless, crimson-faced
children; and a shouting, vociferous line of men fringed the field. But in the
"grand stand," where chairs rented for twenty-five cents, there was
still some room.
Three late-comers found seats there when the game was almost
over—Sammy's sister Mary, an extremely handsome young woman in a linen gown and
wide hat, her brother Tom, a correct young man whose ordinary expression
indicated boredom, and their aunt, a magnificent personage in gray silk, with a
gray silk parasol. Their arrival caused some little stir.
"Well, for pit—!" exclaimed a stout matron seated
immediately in front of them. "If it ain't Mary Peneyre—an' Thomas too!
An' Mrs. Bond—for goodness' sake! Well, say, you folks ARE strangers. When 'jew
all get here? Sammy never told me you was coming!"
"How d'you do, Mrs. Pidgeon?" said Sammy's aunt,
cordially. "No, Samantha didn't know it. We came—ah—rather suddenly. Yes,
I've not been in Wheatfield for ten years. We got here on the two o'clock
train."
"Going to stay long, Mary?" said Mrs. Pidgeon, sociably.
"Only a few days," said Miss Peneyre, distantly.
("That's the worst of growing up in a place," she said to herself.
"Every one calls you 'Mary'!") "We are going to take Samantha
back to New York with us," she added.
"Look out you don't find you're a little late," said
Mrs. Pidgeon, with great archness. "I'm surprised you ain't asked me if
there's any news from Sammy. Whole village talking about it."
The three smiles that met her gaze were not so unconcerned as
their wearers fondly hoped. Mrs. Bond ended a tense moment when she exclaimed,
"There's Sammy now!" and indicated to the others the last row of
seats, where a girl in blue, with a blue parasol, was sitting alone. Mrs.
Pidgeon delivered a parting shot. "Sammy might do lots worse than Anthony
Gayley," said she, confidentially. "Carpenter or no carpenter, he's
an elegant fellow. I thought Lizzie Philliber was ace high, an' then folks
talked some of Bootsy White. I guess Bootsy'd like to do some
hair-pulling."
"I dare say it's just a boy-and-girl friendship," said
Mrs. Bond, lightly, but trembling a little and pressing Mary's foot with her
own. When they were climbing over the wooden seats a moment later, on their way
to join Sammy, she added:
"Oh, really, it's insufferable! I'd like to spank that
girl!"
"Apparently the whole village is on," contributed Tom,
bitterly.
A moment later Sammy saw them; and if her welcome was a little
constrained, it was merely because of shyness. She settled down radiantly
between her sister and aunt, with a hand for each.
"Well, this is FUN!" said Sammy. "Did you get my
letter? Were you surprised? Are you all going to stay until September?"
Her happy fusillade of questions distressed them all. Mary said
the unwise thing, trying to laugh, as she had always laughed, at Sammy:
"DON'T talk as if you were going to be married, Sammy! It's
too awful—you don't know how aunty and I feel about it! Why, darling, we want
you to go back with us to New York! Sammy—"
The firm pressure of her aunt's foot against her own stopped her.
"I knew you would feel that way about it, Mary," said
Sammy, very quietly, but with blazing cheeks; "but I am of age, and father
says that Anthony has as much right to ask for the girl he loves as any other
man, and that's all there is to it!"
"You have it all thought out," said Mary, very white;
"but, I must say, I am surprised that a sister of mine, and a
granddaughter of Judge Peters—a girl who could have EVERYTHING!—is content to
marry an ordinary country carpenter! You won't have grandmother's money until
you're twenty-one; there's three years that you will have to cook and sweep and
get your hands rough, and probably bring up—"
"Mary! MARY!" said Mrs. Bond.
"Well, I don't care!" said Mary, unreproved. "And
when she DOES get grandma's money," she grumbled, "what good will it
do her?"
"We won't discuss it, if you please, Mary," said little
Sammy, with dignity.
There was a silence. Tom lighted a cigarette. They watched the
game, Mary fighting tears, Sammy defiant and breathing hard, Mrs. Bond with absent
eyes.
"Stunning fellow who made that run!" said the elder
woman presently. "Who is he, dear?"
"That's Anthony!" said Sammy, shortly, not to be won.
"Anthony!" Mrs. Bond's tone was all affectionate
interest. She put up her lorgnette. "Well, bless his heart! Isn't he good
to look at!" she said.
"He's all hot and dirty now," Sammy said, relenting a
little.
"He's MAGNIFICENT," said Mrs. Bond, firmly. She cut Mary
off from their conversation with a broad shoulder, and pressed Sammy's hand.
"We'll all love him, I'm sure," said she, warmly.
Sammy's lip trembled.
"You WILL, Aunt Anne," said she, a little huskily. Pent
up confidence came with a rush. "I know perfectly well how Mary
feels!" said Sammy, eagerly. "Why, didn't you yourself feel a little
sorry he's a carpenter?"
"Just for a moment," said Aunt Anne.
"I wish MYSELF he wasn't," Sammy pursued; "but he
likes it, and he's making money, and he's liked by EVERY one. He's on the team,
you know, and sings in all the concerts. Wild horses couldn't drag him away
from Wheatfield. And why should he go away and study some profession he
hates," she rushed on resentfully, "when I'm PERFECTLY satisfied with
him as he is? Father asked him if he wouldn't like to study a profession—I
don't see why he SHOULD!"
"Surely," said Mrs. Bond, sympathetically, but quite at
a loss. After a thoughtful moment she added seriously: "But, darling, what
about your trousseau? Why not make it November, say, and take a flying trip to
New York with your old aunty? I want the first bride to have all sorts of
pretty things, you know. No delays,—everything ready-made, not a moment
lost—?"
Sammy hesitated. "You do like him, don't you, Aunt
Anne?" she burst out.
"My dear, I HOPE I'm going to love him!"
"Do—do you mind my talking it over with him before I say I'll
go?" Sammy's eyes shone.
"My darling, no! Take a week to think it over!" Mrs.
Bond had never tried fishing, but she had some of the instincts of the complete
angler.
A mad burst of applause interrupted her, and ended the game.
Strolling from the field in the level, pitiless sunshine, the Peneyres were
joined by young Gayley. He was quite the hero of the hour, stalwart in his
base-ball suit, nodding and shouting greetings in every direction. He
transferred a bat to his left hand to give Mrs. Bond a cheerfully assured
greeting, and, with the freedom of long-gone days when he had played in the
back lot with the Peneyre children, he addressed the young people as
"Mary" and "Tom." If three of the party thought him
decidedly "fresh," Sammy had no such criticism. She evidently adored
her lover.
It was at her suggestion, civilly indorsed by the others, that he
came to the house a few hours later for dinner. It was a painful meal. Mr.
Gayley did not hesitate to monopolize the conversation. He was accustomed to
admiration—too completely accustomed, in fact, to perceive that on this
occasion it was wanting.
After dinner he sang—having quite frankly offered to sing. Mary
played his accompaniments, and Sammy leaned on the closed cover of her mother's
wonderful old grand piano—sadly out of tune in these days!—and watched him.
Tom, frankly rude, went to bed. Mary, determined that the engaged pair should
not be encouraged any further than was unavoidable, stuck gallantly to her
post.
Mrs. Bond sat watching, useless regrets filling her heart. How
sweet the child was! How full of possibilities! How true the gray eyes were!
How stubborn the mouth might be! Sammy's power to do what she willed to do, in
the face of all obstacles, had been notable since her babyhood. Her aunt looked
from the ardent, virginal little head to the florid, handsome face of the
singer, and her heart was sick within her.
Anthony Gayley came to the train to see them off, two weeks later,
and Sammy kissed him good-by before the eyes of all Wheatfield. She had made
her own conditions in consenting to make the Eastern visit. She was going
merely to buy her trousseau; the subject of her engagement was never to be
discussed; and every one—EVERY one—she met was to know at once that she was
going back to Wheatfield immediately to be married in December.
Anthony had agreed to wait until then.
"It isn't as if every one knew it, Kid," he said
sensibly to his fiancee; "it gives me a chance to save a little, and it's
not so hard on mother. Besides, I'm looking out for a partner, and I'll have to
work him in."
"I wonder you don't think of entering some other business,
Anthony," Mrs. Bond said, to this remark. "You're young enough to try
anything. It's such a—it's such hard work, you know."
"I've often thought I'd like to be an actor," said Mr.
Gayley, carelessly; "but there's not much chance to break into that."
"You could take a course of lessons in New York,"
suggested Mary, and Sammy indorsed the idea with an eager look. But Anthony
laughed.
"Not for mine! No, sir. I'll stick to Wheatfield. I was a
year in San Francisco a while back, and it was one lonesome year, believe me.
No place like home and friends for your Uncle Dudley!"
"Don't you meet a bunch of swell Eastern fellows and forget
me," he said to Sammy, as they stood awaiting the train. "I'll be
getting a little home ready for you; I'll—I'll trust you, Kid."
"You may," said Sammy. She looked at the burning, dry
little main street, the white cottages that faced the station from behind their
blazing gardens; she looked at the locust trees that almost hid the church
spire, at the straggling line of eucalyptus trees that followed the country
road to the graveyard a mile away. It was home. It was all she had known of the
world—and she was going away into a terrifying new life. Her eyes brimmed.
"I swear to you that I'll be faithful, Anthony," she
said solemnly. "On my sacred oath, I will!"
And ten minutes later they were on their way. The porter had
pinned her new hat up in a pillow-case and taken it away, and Sammy was
laughing because another porter quite seriously shouted: "Last call for
luncheon in the dining-car!"
"I always knew they did it, but I never supposed they really
DID!" said Sammy, following her aunt through the shaded brightness of the
Pullman to an enchanted table, from which one could see the glorious landscape
flashing by.
It was all like a dream—the cities they fled through, the luxury
of the big house at Sippican, the capped and aproned maids that were so eager
to make one comfortable. The people she met were like dream people; the busy,
useless days seemed too pleasant to be real.
August flashed by, September was gone. With the same magic lack of
effort, they were all in the New York house. Sammy wore her first dinner gown,
wore her first furs, made her youthful conquests right and left.
From the first, she told every one of her engagement. The thought
of it, always in her mind, helped to give her confidence and poise.
"You must have heard of me, you know," said her first
dinner partner, "for your sister's told me a lot about YOU. Piet van
Soop."
"Piet van SOOP!" ejaculated Sammy, seriously.
"Certainly. Don't you think that's a pretty name?"
"But—but that can't be your name," argued Sammy,
smilingly.
"Why can't it?"
"Why, because no one with a name like van Soop to begin with
would name a little darling baby PIET," submitted Sammy.
"Oh, come," said Mr. van Soop. "Your own name, now!
Sammy, as Mary always calls you—that's nothing to boast of, you know, and I'll
bet you were a very darling little baby yourself!"
Sammy laughed joyously, and a dozen fellow guests glanced
sympathetically in the direction of the fresh, childish sound.
"Well, if that's really your name, of course you can't help
it," she conceded, adding, with the naivete that Mr. van Soop already
found delightful: "Wouldn't the COMBINATION be awful, though! Sammy van
Soop!"
"If you'll consider it, I'll endeavor to make it the only
sorrow you have to endure," said Mr. van Soop; and the ensuing laughter
brought them the attention of the whole table.
"No danger!" said Sammy, gayly. "I'm going home in
December, you know, to be married!"
Every one heard it. Mary winced. Mrs. Bond flushed. Tom said a
word that gave his pretty partner a right to an explanation. But Sammy was
apparently cheerful.
Only apparently, however. For that night, when she found herself
in her luxurious room again, she took Anthony's picture from the bureau and
studied it gravely under the lights.
"I said that right out," she said aloud, "and I'll
KEEP ON saying it. Then, when the time comes to go, I simply CAN'T back
out!"
She put the picture back, and sat down at her dressing-table and
stared at her own reflection. Her hair was filleted with silver and tiny roses;
her gown was of exquisite transparent embroidery, and more tiny roses rumpled
the deep lace collar. But even less familiar than this finery were the cheeks
that blazed with so many remembered compliments, the scarlet lips that had
learned to smile so readily, the eyes brilliant with new dreams.
"I feel as if sorrow—SORROW," said little Sammy,
shivering, "were just about two feet behind me, and as if—if it ever
catches up—I'll be the most unhappy girl in the world!"
And she gave herself a little shake and put a firm little
finger-tip on Gabrielle's bell.
"Sammy," said Mr. van Soop, one dull gray afternoon some
weeks later, "I've brought you out for a special purpose to-day."
"Tea?" said Sammy, contentedly.
"Tea, gluttonous one," he admitted, turning his big car
into the park. "But, seriously, I want to ask you about your going
away."
"I don't know that there's anything to say about it,"
said Sammy, carelessly. "I've had a wonderful time, and every one's been
charming. And now I've got to go back."
"Sammy, I've no right to ask you a favor, but I've a
REASON," Piet began. He halted. Both were crimson.
"Yes, yes; I know, Piet," said Sammy, fluttered.
The car slackened, stopped. Their faces were not two feet apart.
"Well! Will you let me BEG you—for your aunt, and sister, and
for—well, for me, and for your own sake, Sammy—will you let me BEG you just to
wait? Here, or there, or anywhere else—will you just WAIT a while?"
Sammy was silent a moment. Then—
"For what reason?" she said.
"Because you may save yourself lifelong unhappiness."
Sammy pondered, her lashes dropped, her hands clasped in her muff.
"Piet," she said gravely, "it's not as bad as that.
No—I'll not be unhappy. I love Wheatfield, and horses, and the old house,
and—" she hesitated, adding more brightly: "and you can MAKE
happiness, you know! Just because it's spring, or it's Thanksgiving, or you've
got a good book! Please go on," she urged suddenly. "We're very
conspicuous here."
They moved slowly along under the bare trees. A sullen sunset
colored the western sky. The drive was filled with motor-cars, and groups of
riders galloped on the muddy bridle-path. It was just dusk. Suddenly, as the
lamplighters went their rounds, all the park bloomed with milky disks of light.
"You see," Sammy went on presently, "I've thought
this all out. Anthony's a good man, and he loves me, and I—well, I've promised.
What RIGHT have I to say calmly that I've changed my mind, and to hurt him and
make him ridiculous before all the people he loves? He knows I'll have money
some day—no, Piet, you needn't look so! That has nothing to do with it! But, of
course, he KNOWS it; and I said we would have a motor,—he's wild for one!—and
entertain, don't you know, and that's what he's waiting for and counting on. He
doesn't DESERVE to be shamed and humiliated. And, besides, it would break his mother's
heart. She's been awfully sweet to me. And it must be a BITTER thing to be told
that you're not good enough for the woman you love. Anthony saved my life, you
know, and I can't break my word. I said: 'On my oath, I'll come back.' And just
because there IS a difference between him—and us," she hesitated,
"he's all the prouder and more sensitive. And it's only a difference in
surface things!" finished Sammy, loyally.
Piet was silent.
"Why, Tom keeps telling me that mother was a Cabot, and
grandfather a judge, and talking Winthrop Colony and Copleys and Gilbert
Stuarts to me!" the girl burst out presently. "As if that wasn't the
very REASON for my being honorable! That's what blood's for!"
Still Piet was silent, his kind, ugly face set and dark.
"And then, you know," said Sammy, with sudden
brightness, "when I get back, and see the dear old place again, and get a
good big breath of AIR,—which we don't have here!—why, it'll all straighten out
and seem right again. My hope is," she added, turning her honest eyes to
the gloomy ones so near her, "my hope is that Anthony will be willing to
wait a while—"
"What makes you think he is likely to?" said Piet,
dryly.
There was a silence. Then he added:
"When do you go?"
"The—the twenty-sixth, I believe. I've got aunty's consent—I
go with the Archibalds to San Francisco."
"And this is—?"
"The twentieth."
For some time after that they wove their way along the sweeping
Parkroads without speaking, and when they did begin to talk to one another
again, the subject was a different one and Mr. van Soop was more cheerful. The
tea hour was a fairly merry one. But when he left Sammy, an hour later, at her
aunt's door, he took off his big glove, and grew a little white, and held out
his hand to her and said:
"I won't see you again, Sammy. I've been thinking it over.
You're right; it's all my own fault. I was very wrong to attempt to persuade
you. But I won't see you again. Good-by."
"Why—!" began Sammy, in astonishment; then she looked
down and stammered, "Oh—," and finally she put her little hand in his
and said simply:
"Good-by."
Therefore it was a surprise to Mr. van Soop to find himself
entering Mrs. Bond's library just twenty-four hours later, and grasping the
hands of the slender young woman who rose from a chair by the fire.
"Sammy! You sent for me?"
Sammy looked very young in a little velvet gown with a skirt short
enough to show the big bows on her slippers. Her eyes had a childishly
bewildered expression.
"I wanted you," she said simply. "I—I've had a
letter from Anthony. It came only an hour ago. I don't know whether to be sorry
or glad. Read it! Read it!"
She sat on a little, low stool by the fire, and Piet flattened the
many loose pages of the letter on his knee and read.
Anthony had written on the glazed, ruled single sheets of the
"Metropolitan Star Hotel"—had covered some twenty of them with his
loose, dashing hand-writing.
MY DEAR SAMMY [wrote
Anthony, with admirable directness]: The boys wanted me to sit in a little game
to-night, but the truth is I have been wanting for a long time to speak to you
of a certain matter, and to-night seems a good chance to get it off my chest. A
man feels pretty rotten writing a letter like this, but I've thought it over
for more than a month now, and I feel that no matter how badly you and I both
feel, the thing to do is not to let things go too far before we think the thing
pretty thoroughly over and make sure that things—
"What the deuce is he getting at?" said Piet, breaking
off suddenly.
"Go on!" said Sammy, bright color in her cheeks.
—make sure that things
are best for the happiness of all parties [resumed Piet]. You see, Sammy [the
letter ran on], as far as I am concerned, I never would have said a word, but I
have been talking things over with a party whose name I will tell you in a
minute, and they feel as if it would be better to write before you come on. I
mean Miss Alma Fay. You don't know her. She is Lucy Barbee's cousin. Lucy and I
had a great case years ago, and she and Tom asked me up to their house a few
weeks ago, and Alma was staying with Lucy. Well, I took her to the Hallowe'en
dance, and it was a keen dance, the swellest we ever had at the hall. Some of
us rowed the girls on the river between the dances; we had a keen time. Well,
after that I took her riding once or twice. She rides the best of any girl I
ever saw; her father has the finest horses in East Wood—I guess he counts for
quite a lot up there, he has the biggest department store and runs his own
motor. Well, Sammy, I never would of written one word of this to you, but when
Alma came to go away we both realized how it was. You know I have often had
cases, as the boys call them, and a girl I was engaged to in Petrie told me
once she hoped some day I'd get MINE. Well, she would be pleased if she knew
that I HAVE. I have not slept since—
"Sammy!" said Piet, suddenly stopping.
"Go on!" said she, again.
But Piet couldn't go on. He glanced at the next page, read,
"Now, Sammy, it is up to you to decide," skipped another page or two
and read, "Neither Alma nor I would ever be happy if—" glanced at a
third; then the leaves fluttered in wild confusion to the floor, and, with
something between a sob and a shout, he caught Sammy in his arms.
"My darling," said Piet, an hour later, "if I
release your right hand for ten minutes, do you think you could write a line to
Mr. Anthony Gayley? I would like to mail it when I go home to dress."
"I was thinking I might wire—" said Sammy, dreamily.
Sometimes Ferdie's jokes
were successful; sometimes they were not. This was one of the jokes that didn't
succeed; but as it led to a chain of circumstances that proved eminently
satisfactory, Ferdie's wife praised him as highly for his share in it as if he
really had done something rather meritorious.
At the time it occurred, however, nobody praised anybody, and
feeling even ran pretty high for a time between Ferdie and Elsie, his wife, and
her sister Sally, and Dr. Bates.
Dr. Samuel Bates was a rising young surgeon, plain, quiet, and
kindly. He was spending a few busy months in California, and writing dutifully
home to friends and patients in Boston that he really could not free his hands
to return just yet. But Sally knew what that meant; she had known business to
keep people in her neighborhood before. So she was studiously unkind to the
doctor, excusing herself to Elsie on the ground that nothing on earth would
ever make her consider a man with fuzzy red hair and low collars.
Sally was a "daughter" and a "dame"; the
doctor was the son of "Bates's Blue-Ribbon Hair Renewer"—awful facts
against which the additional fact that he was rich and she was not, counted
nothing. Sally talked all the time; the doctor was the most silent of men.
Sally was twenty-two, the doctor thirty-five. Sally loved to flirt; the doctor
never paid any attention to women. Altogether, it was the most impossible thing
ever heard of, and Elsie might just as well stop thinking about it!
"It's a wonderful proof of what he feels," said Elsie,
"to have him so gentle when you are rude to him, and so eager to be
friends when you get over it!"
"It's a wonderful example of hair-tonic spirit!" Sally
responded.
"There's a good deal behind that quiet manner," argued
Elsie.
"But NOT the three generations that make a gentleman!"
finished Sally.
Sally was out calling one hot Saturday afternoon when Ferdie, as
was his habit, brought Dr. Bates home with him to the Ferdies' little awninged
and shingled summer home in Sausalito. Elsie, with an armful of delightfully
pink and white baby, led them to the cool side porch, and ordered cool things
to drink. Sally, she said, as they sank into the deep chairs, would be home
directly and join them.
Presently, surely enough, some one ran up the front steps and came
into the wide hall, and Sally's voice called a blithe "Hello!" There
was a little rattle to show that her parasol was flung down, and then the voice
again, this time unmistakably impeded by hat-pins.
"Where's this fam-i-ly? Did the gentlemen come?"
This gave an opening for the sort of thing Ferdie thought he did
very well. He grinned at his guest, and raised a warning finger.
"Hello, Sally!" he called back. "Elsie and I are
out here! Bates couldn't come—operation last minute!"
"What—didn't come?" Sally called back after an instant's
pause. "Well, what has happened to HIM? But, thank goodness, now I can go
to the Bevis dinner to-morrow! Operation? I must say it's mannerly to send a
message the last minute like that!" She hummed a second, and then added
spitefully: "What can you expect of hair-tonic, anyway?" The frozen
group on the porch heard her start slowly upstairs. "Well, I might be
willing to marry him," added Sally, cheerfully, as she mounted, "but
it's a real relief to snatch this glorious afternoon from the burning! Down in
a second—keep me some tea!"
Nobody moved on the porch. The doctor's face was crimson, Elsie's
kind eyes wide with horror. Sally called a final reflection from the first
landing:
"Too bad not to have him see me looking so beautiful!"
she sang frivolously. "Operation—h'm! An important operation—I don't
believe it!"
She proceeded calmly to her room, and was buttoning herself into a
trim linen gown when Elsie burst in, flushed and furious, cast the baby
dramatically upon the bed, and hysterically recounted the effects of her recent
remarks. Sally, at first making a transparent effort to seem amused, and
following it with an equally vain attempt at being dignified, finally became
very angry herself.
"When Ferdie does things like this," said Sally,
heatedly, "I declare I wonder—I was going to say I wonder he has a friend
left in the world! As you say, it's done now, but it makes me so FURIOUS! And I
don't think it shows very much savior faire on your part, Elsie. However, we
won't discuss it! Ferdie will try one joke too many, one of these days, and
then—Now, look here, Elsie," Sally interrupted her tirade to state with
deadly deliberation, "unless that man goes home before dinner, as a man of
any spirit would do, I'm going over to Mary Bevis's, and you can make whatever
apologies you like!"
"Of course he won't go," said Elsie, with spirit.
"The only thing to do is to ignore it entirely. And of course you'll come
down."
Sally had resumed her ruffled calling costume, and was now pinning
on an effective hat. Her mouth was set.
"Please!" pleaded her sister, inserting a gold bracelet
tenderly between George's little jaws, without moving her eyes from Sally.
"I will not!" said Sally. "I never want to see him
again—superior, big, calm codfish—too lofty to care what any one says about
him! I don't like a man you can walk on, anyway!" She began to pack things
in a suit-case—beribboned night-wear, slippers, powder, and small jars.
Presently, hasping these things firmly in, she went to the door, and opened it
a cautious crack.
"Where are they?" she asked.
"I don't know," said Mrs. Ferdie, dispiritedly. "I
think you're very mean!"
The bedrooms of the Ferdies' house opened in charming Southern
fashion upon open balconies, over whose slender rails one could look straight
into the hall below. Sally listened intently.
"What a horrible plan this house is built upon!" she
said heartily. "Nothing in the world is more humiliating than to have to
sneak about one's own house like a thief, afraid of being seen! Where's the
motor—at the side door? Good. I'll run it over to the Bevises' myself, and
Billy can come back with it. That is, I will if I can manage to get to the side
door. Those idiots of men are apparently looking at Ferd's rods and tackle,
right down there in the hall! I can distinctly hear their voices! I wish Ferd
had thought of situations like this when he planned this silly balcony
business! The minute I open this door they'll look up; and I'll stay up here a
week rather than meet them!"
"They'll go out soon," said Elsie, soothingly, as she
removed a shoe-horn from contact with George's mouth.
"I knew Ferd would regret this balcony!" pursued Sally,
eyes to the crack.
"Ferdie's not regretting it!" tittered her sister.
Sally cast her a withering glance. Elsie devoted herself suddenly
to George.
"Go down and lure them into the garden," pleaded Sally,
presently.
Elsie obligingly picked up her son and departed, but Sally,
watching her go, was infuriated to notice that a mild request from George's
nurse, who met them in the hall, apparently drove all thoughts of Sally's
predicament from the little mother's mind, for Elsie went briskly toward the
nursery, and an absolute silence ensued.
Sally went listlessly to the window, where her eye was immediately
caught by a long pruning ladder, leaning against the house a dozen feet away.
Alma, the little waitress, quietly mixing a mayonnaise on the kitchen porch,
was pressed into service, and five minutes later Sally's suit-case was
cautiously lowered, on the end of a Mexican lariat, and Sally was steadying the
top of the ladder against her window-sill. Alma was convulsed with innocent
mirth, but her big, hard hands were effective in steadying the lower end of the
ladder.
Sally, who was desperately afraid of ladders, packed her thin
skirts tightly about her, gave a fearful glance below, and began a nervous
descent. At every alternate rung she paused, unwound her skirts, shut her eyes,
and breathed hard.
"PLEASE don't shake it so!" she said.
"Aye dadden't!" said Alma, merrily.
The ladder slipped an inch, settling a little lower. Sally uttered
a smothered scream. She dared not move her eyes from the rung immediately in
front of them. Her face was flushed, her hair had slipped back from her damp
temples. It seemed to her as if she must already have climbed down several
times the length of the ladder. At every step she had to kick her skirts free.
"Permit me!" said a kind voice in the world of reeling
brick walks and dwarfed gooseberry bushes below her.
Sally, with a thump at her heart, looked down to see Dr. Bates lay
a firm hand upon the rocking ladder.
Speechless, she finished the descent, reeling a little unsteadily
against the doctor's shoulder as she faced about on the walk. Her face was
crimson. To climb down a ladder, with him looking pleasantly up from below, and
then to fall into his very arms! Sally shook out her skirts like a furious hen,
and walked, with one chilly inclination of the head for acknowledgment of his
courtesy, toward the waiting motor.
"Ferdie has promised Bill Bevis that you will spin me over in
the motor," said the doctor, a little timidly, when they reached it.
Sally eyed him stonily.
"Ferd—"
"Why, I had promised Bevis that I would look in to-day,"
pursued the doctor, uncomfortably; "and when they telephoned about it, a
few minutes ago, one of the maids said that she believed that you were going
right over, and would bring me."
"I have changed my mind," said Sally. "Perhaps you
will drive yourself over?"
"I don't know anything about motors," apologized the
doctor, gravely.
"Ferd told one of the maids to say I would?" Sally said
pleasantly. "Very well. Will you get in?"
They got in, Sally driving. They swept in silence past the lawns,
and into the wide, white highway. A watering-cart had just passed, and the air
was fresh and wet. The afternoon was one of exquisite beauty. The steamer from
San Francisco was just in, and the road was filled with other motor-cars and
smart traps. Sally and the doctor nodded and waved to a score of friends.
"I am as sorry as you are," said the doctor, awkwardly,
after the silence had grown very long.
"Don't mention it," said Sally, her face flaming again.
"That's my brother's idea of humor. I—I shall stay at the Bevises'
overnight."
"I—why, I said I would do that!" said Dr. Bates,
hastily. "I just called in to the maid, when she telephoned Bevis, and
said, 'Ask him if he can put me up overnight.' You see, I've got my
things."
"Well, then, I won't," said Sally. Her tone was cold,
but a side glance at his serious face melted her a little. "This is ALL
Ferdie!" she burst out angrily.
"Too bad to make it so important," said the doctor,
regretfully.
"I don't see why you should stay at the Bevises'," said
the girl, fretfully. "It looks very odd—when you had come to us. I—I am
going to Glen Ellen early to-morrow, anyway. I would hate to have the Bevises
suspect—"
"Then I will go back with you," agreed the doctor,
pleasantly.
Sally frowned. She opened her lips, but shut them without
speaking. She had turned the car into a wide gateway, and a moment later they
stopped at a piazza full of young people. The noisy, joyous Bevis girls and
boys swarmed rapturously about them.
After an hour of laughter and shouting, Sally and the doctor rose
to go, accompanied to the motor by all the young people.
"Ah, you just got in, doctor?" said gentle Mrs. Bevis,
with a glance at the suit-cases.
Sally flushed, but the doctor serenely let the misunderstanding
go. There was no good reason to give for the presence of two cases in the car.
"You look quite like an elopement!" said Page Bevis with
a joyous shout.
"Put one of the cases in front, Bates, and rest your feet on
it," suggested the older boy, Kenneth.
As he spoke, he caught up Sally's case, and gave it a mighty swing
from the tonneau to the front seat. In mid-flight, the suit-case opened. Jars
and powders, slippers and beribboned apparel scattered in every direction.
Small silver articles, undeniably feminine in nature, lay on the grass; a
spangled scarf which they had all admired on Sally's slender shoulders had to
be tenderly extricated from the brake.
With shrieks of laughter, the Bevis family righted the case and
repacked it. Sally was frozen with anger.
"Mother SAID she knew you two would run off and get married
quietly some day!" said pretty, audacious Mary Bevis.
"Dearie!" protested her mother. "I only said—I only
thought—I said I thought—Mary, that's very naughty of you! Sally, you know how
innocently one surmises an engagement, or guesses at things!"
"Oh, mother, you're getting in deeper and deeper!" said
her older son. "Never you mind, Sally! You can elope if you want to!"
"San Rafael's the place to go, Sally," said Mary.
"All the elopers get married there. The court-house, you know. No delays
about licenses!"
"They're very naughty," said their mother, beginning to
see how unwelcome this joking was to the visitors. "Are you going straight
home, dear?"
"Straight home!" said the doctor.
"Well, speaking of San Rafael," pursued the matron,
kindly—"can't you two and Elsie and Ferd go with us all to-night, say
about an hour from now, up to Pastori's and have dinner?"
"Oh, thanks!" said Sally, trying to smile naturally.
"I'm afraid not to-night. I've got a headache, and I'm going home to turn
in."
Amid cheerful good-bys, she wheeled the car, and drove it along
rapidly, pursuing thoughts of the Bevis boys hardly short of murderous. The
doctor was silent; but Sally, glancing at him, saw his quiet smile change to an
apologetic look, and hated both the smile and the apology.
They went more slowly on the steep road from the water front to
the hillside. The level light of the sinking sun shone brilliantly on daisies
and nasturtiums at the roadside. Boats, riding at anchor, dipped in the wash of
another incoming steamer. Dr. Bates hummed; but Sally frowned, and he was
immediately hushed.
"Boy looking for you?" he said presently, as a small and
dusty boy rose from a boulder at one side of the road and shouted something
unintelligible.
"Why, I guess he is for me!" said Sally, in the first
natural tone she had used that afternoon.
But the boy, upon being interrogated, said that the telegram was
for "the doc that was visiting up to Miss Sally's house."
Dr. Bates read the little message several times, and absently
dismissed the messenger with a coin, which Sally thought outrageously large,
and a muttered worried word or two.
"Bad news?" she asked.
"In a way," he said quickly. "When's the next train
for San Rafael, Miss Sally? I've got to be there to-night—right away! Do we
have to stand here? Thank you. There's a case Field and I have been watching;
he says that there's got to be an operation at eight—" His voice trailed
off into troubled silence, and he drew out his watch. "Eight!" he
muttered. "It's on seven now!"
"Oh, and you have to operate—horrible for you!" said
Sally, taking the car skilfully toward the railroad station as she spoke.
"But I don't see how you CAN! You've missed the six-thirty train, and
there's not another until after nine. But you can wire Dr. Field that you will
be there the first thing in the morning."
The doctor paid no attention.
"The livery stable is closed, I suppose?" he asked.
"Oh, long ago!"
He ruminated frowningly. Suddenly his face cleared.
"Funny how one thinks of the right solution last!" he
said in relief. "How long would it take you to run me up there? Forty
minutes?"
"I don't see how I could," said Sally, flushing. "I
can take the car home, though, and ask Ferd to do it. But that woman's at the
hotel, isn't she? I couldn't go up there and sit outside, with every one I knew
coming out and wondering why I brought you instead of Ferd! Elsie wouldn't like
it. You must see—"
"It would take us fifteen minutes at least to go up and get
Ferd," objected the doctor, seriously; "and he's not much better than
I am at running it, anyway!"
"Well, I'm sorry," said Sally, shortly, "but I
simply couldn't do it. Dr. Field should have given you more notice. It would
look simply absurd for me to go tearing over these country roads at night—Elsie
would go mad wondering where I was—"
They were in the village now. Troubled and stubborn, Sally stopped
the car, and looked mutinously at her companion. The doctor's rosy face was
flushed under his flaming hair, and in his very blue eyes was a look that
struck her with an almost panicky sensation of surprise. Sally had never seen
any man regard her with an expression of distaste before, but the doctor's look
was actually inimical.
"I feared that you would be the sort of woman to fail one
utterly, like this," he said quietly. "I've often wondered—I've often
said to myself, 'COULD she ever, under any circumstances, throw off that pretty
baby way of hers, and forget that this world was made just for flirting and
dressing and being admired?' By George, I see you can't! I see you can't! Well!
Now, whom can I get to take me up there within the hour?"
He appeared to ponder. Sally sat as if stupefied.
"Don't resent what I say when I'm upset," said the
doctor, absently. "You can't help your limitations, I can't help mine. I
see a young woman—she's just lost a little boy, and she's all her husband has
left—I see her dying because we're too late. You see a few empty-headed women
saying that Sally Reade actually went driving alone, without her dinner, for
three hours, with a man she hardly knew. I am not blaming you. You have never
pretended to be anything but what you are. I blame myself for hoping—thinking—but,
by George, you'd be an utter dead weight on a man if it was ever up to you to
face an epidemic, or run a risk, or do one-twentieth of the things that those
very ancestors of yours, that you're so proud of, used to do!"
Sally set her teeth. She leaned from the car to summon a small
girl loitering on the road.
"You're one of the White children, aren't you?" said she
to the child. "I want you to go up to Mrs. Ferdie Potter's house, and tell
Mrs. Potter that her sister won't be home for several hours, and that I'll
explain later. Now," said Sally, turning superbly to the doctor,
"pull your hat down tight. We're going FAST!"
They were three miles farther on their way before he saw that her
little chin was quivering, and great tears were running down her small face.
Time was precious, but for a few memorable moments they stopped the car again.
Miss Sally and Dr. Bates returned to the sleepy and excited
Ferdies' at one o'clock that night. The light that never was on land or sea
glittered in Sally's wonderful eyes; the doctor was white, shaken, and radiant.
Sally flew to her sister's arms.
"We waited to see—and she came out of it—and she has a fair
fighting chance!" said Sally, joyously; and the look she gave her doctor
made Elsie's heart rise with a bound.
"Runaways," said Elsie, "come in and eat! I never
knew a serious operation to have such a cheering effect on any one
before!"
"It all went so well," said Sally, contentedly, over
chicken and ginger ale. "But, Elsie! Such fun!" she burst out, her
dimples suddenly again in view. "I am disgraced forever! After we had done
everything to make the Bevis crowd think we were eloping, what did we do but
run into the whole crowd at San Anselmo! I wish you could have seen their
faces! We had said we couldn't possibly go; and we were going too fast to stop
and explain!"
"We'll explain to-morrow," said the doctor, so
significantly that Ferdie rose instantly to grasp his hand, and Elsie fell
again upon Sally as if she had never kissed her before.
"Not—not really!" gasped Elsie, turning radiantly from
one to the other.
"Oh, really!" said Sally, with her prettiest color. "He despises me, but he will take the case, anyway! And he has done nothing but mortify and enrage me all day, but I feel that I should miss it if it stopped! So we are going to sacrifice our lives to each other—isn't it edifying and beautiful of us? We'll tell you all about it to-morrow. Jam—Sam?"
After the meat course,
Mrs. Tolley and Min rather languidly removed the main platters and, by reaching
backward, piled the dinner plates on the shining new oak sideboard. Thus room
was made for the salad, which was always mantled in tepid mayonnaise, whether
it was sliced tomatoes, or potatoes, or asparagus. After the salad there was
another partial clearance, and then every available inch of the table was
needed for peach pies and apple sauce and hot gingerbread and raspberries, or
various similar delicacies, and the coffee and yellow cheese and soda-crackers
with which the meal concluded.
By the time these appeared, on a hot summer evening, the wheezing
clock in the kitchen would have struck six,—dinner was early at Kirkwood,—and
the level rays of the sun would be pouring boldly in at the uncurtained western
windows. The dining, room was bare, and not entirely free from flies, despite
an abundance of new green screening at the windows. Relays of new stiff oak
chairs stood against its walls, ready for the sudden need of occasional
visitors. On the walls hung framed enlarged photographs of machinery, and
factories, and scaffoldings, and the like. There was one of laborers and bosses
grouped about great generators and water-wheels in transit, and another of a
monster switchboard, with a smiling young operator, in his apron and overalls,
standing beside it.
Mrs. Tolley sat at the head of the table—a big, joyous, vigorous
widow, who had managed the Company House at Kirkwood ever since its erection
two years before, and who had been an employee of the Light and Power Company,
in one capacity or another, for some five years before that—or ever since, as
she put it, "the juice got pore George." Mrs. Tolley loved every inch
of Kirkwood; for her it was the captured dream.
Min Tolley, sitting next to her mother, loved Kirkwood, too,
because she was going to marry Harry Garvey, who was one of the shift bosses at
the plant. Harry sat next to Min. Then came her brother Roosy, ten years old;
and then the Hopps—Mrs. Lou, and little Lou, spattering rice and potato all
over himself and his chair, and big Lou, silently, deeply admiring them both.
Then there were two empty chairs, for the Chisholms, the resident manager and
superintendent and his sister, at the end of the table; and then Joe Vorse, the
switchboard operator, and his little wife; and then Monk White, another shift
boss; and lastly, at Mrs. Tolley's left, Paul Forster, newly come from New York
to be Mr. Chisholm's stenographer and assistant.
Paul was the first to leave the table that night. He drank his
coffee in three savage gulps, pushed back his crumpled napkin, and rose.
"If you'll excuse me—" he began.
"You're cert'n'y excusable!" said Mrs. Tolley,
elegantly—adding, when the door had closed behind him: "And leave me tell
you right now that somebody was real fond of children to raise YOU!"
"An' I'm not planning to spend the heyday of my girlhood
ironing napkins for you, Pauly Pet!" said Min, reaching for his discarded
napkin and folding it severely into a wooden ring.
Paul did not hear these remarks, but he heard the laughter that
greeted them, and he scowled as he selected a rocker on the front porch. He put
his feet up on the rail, felt in one pocket for tobacco, in another for papers,
and in a third for his match-case, and set himself to the congenial task of
composing a letter in which he should resign from the employ of the Light and
Power Company. It was a question of a broken contract, so it must be
diplomatically worded. Paul had spent the five evenings since his arrival at
Kirkwood in puzzling over the phrasing of that letter.
Below the porch, the hillside, covered with scrub-oak and
chaparral and madrono trees, and the stumps where redwoods had been, dropped
sharply to the little river, which came tumbling down from the wooded mountains
to plunge roaring into one end of the big power-house, and which foamed out at
the other side to continue its mad rush down the valley. The power-house,
looming up an immense crude outline in the twilight, rested on the banks of the
stream and stood in a rough clearing. A great gash in the woods above it showed
whence lumber for buildings and fires came; another ugly gash marked the course
of the "pole line" over the mountain. Near the big building stood
lesser ones, two or three rough little unpainted cottages perched on the hill
above it. There was a "cook-house," and a "bunk-house," and
storage sheds, and Mrs. Tolley's locked provision shed, and the rough shack the
builders lived in while construction was going on, and where the Hopps lived
now, rent free.
Nasturtiums languished here and there, where some of the women had
made an effort to fight the unresponsive red clay. Otherwise, even after two
years, the power-house and its environs looked unfinished, crude, ugly. On all
sides the mountains rose dark and steep, the pointed tops of the redwoods
mounting evenly, tier on tier. Except for the lumber slide and the pole line,
there was no break anywhere, not even a glimpse of the road that wound somehow
out of the canyon—up, up, up, twelve long miles, to the top of the ridge.
And even at the top, Paul reflected bitterly, there was only an
unpainted farm-house, where the stage stopped three times a week with mail.
From there it was a fifty-mile drive to town—a California country town, asleep
in the curve of two sluggish little rivers. And from "town" to San
Francisco it was almost a day's trip, and from San Francisco to the Grand
Central Station at Forty-second Street it was nearly five days more.
Paul shoved his hands in his pockets and began again: "Light
and Power Co.—GENTLEMEN."
Night came swiftly to Kirkwood. For a few wonderful moments the
last of the sunlight lingered, hot and gold, on the upper branches of the
highest trees along the ridge; then suddenly the valley was plunged in soft
twilight, and violet shadows began to tangle themselves about the great shafts
of the redwoods. The heat of the day dropped from the air like a falling veil.
A fine mist spun itself above the river; bats began to wheel on the edge of the
clearing.
With the coming of darkness every window in the place was suddenly
alight. The Company House blazed with it; the great power-house doorway sent a
broad stream of yellow into the deepening shadows of the night; the
"cook-house," where Willy Chow Tong cooked for a score of
"hands" and oilers, showed a thousand golden cracks in its rough
walls. The little cottages on the hill were hidden by the glare from their
dangling porch lights. Light was so plentiful, at this factory of light, that
even the Hopps' barnlike home blazed with a dozen "thirty-twos."
"Nothing like having a little light on the subject, Mr.
Fo'ster," said Mrs. Tolley, coming out to the porch. The Vorses had small
children that they could not leave very long alone; so, when Min and her mother
had reduced the kitchen to orderly, warm, soap-scented darkness every night,
and wound the clock, and hung up their aprons, they went up to the Vorses' to
play "five hundred."
"Seems's if I never could get enough light, myself," the
matron continued agreeably, descending the porch steps. "Before I come
here I never had nothing in my kitchen but an oil lamp and a reflector. Jest as
sure as I'd be dishing up dinner, hot nights, that lamp would begin to flicker
and suck—well, shucks! I'd look up at it and I'd say, 'Well, why don't you go
out? Go ahead!'" Mrs. Tolley laughed joyously. "Well, one night—George—"
she was continuing with relish, when Min pulled at her sleeve and, with a sort
of affectionate impatience, said, "Oh, f've'vens' sakes ma!"
"Yes, I'm coming," said Mrs. Tolley, recalled.
"Wish't you played 'five hundred,' Mr. Fo'ster," she added politely.
"I don't play either that or old maid," said Paul,
distinctly. This remark was taken in good part by the Tolleys.
"Old maid's a real comical game," Min conceded mildly.
"Well, you won't be s'lunsum next week when the Chisholms get
back," said Mrs. Tolley, unaffectedly, gathering up the skirt of her
starched gown to avoid contact with the sudden heavy dews. "He's an awful
nice feller, and she—she's twenty-six, but she's as jolly as a girl. I declare,
I just love Patricia Chisholm."
"Twenty-six, is she?" said Paul, disgustedly, to
himself, when the Tolleys had gone. "Only one woman—of any class, that
is—in this forsaken hole, and she twenty-six!" And he had been thinking of
this Patricia with a good deal of interest, he admitted resentfully. Paul was
twenty-four, and liked slender little girls well under twenty.
"Lord, what a place!" he said, for the hundredth time.
He sat brooding in the darkness, discouraged and homesick. So he
had sat for all his nights at Kirkwood.
The men at the cook-house were playing cards, silently, intently.
The cook, serene and cool, was smoking in the doorway of his cabin. Above the
dull roar of the river Paul could hear Min Tolley's cackle of laughter from the
cottages a hundred yards away, and Mrs. Hopps crooning over her baby.
Presently the night shift went down to the powerhouse, the men
taking great boyish leaps on the steep trail. Some of the lighted windows were
blotted out—the Hopps', the cook-house light. The singing pole line above
Paul's head ceased abruptly, and with a little rising whine the opposite pole
line took up the buzzing currant. That meant that the copper line had been cut
in, and the aluminum one would be "cold" for the night.
Minutes went by, eventless. Half an hour, an hour—still Paul sat
staring into the velvet dark and wrestling with bitter discouragement and
homesickness.
"Lord, what a PLACE!" he said once or twice under his
breath.
Finally, feeling cramped and chilly, he went stiffly indoors,
through the hot, bright halls, that smelled of varnish and matting, to his
room.
The next day was exactly like the five preceding days—hot,
restless, aimless; and the next night Paul sat on the porch again, and listened
to the rush of the river, and Min Tolley's laugh at the "five
hundred" table, and the Hopps' baby's lullaby. And again he composed his
resignation, and calculated that it would take three days for it to reach San
Francisco, and another three for him to receive their acceptance of it—another
week at least of Kirkwood!
On the seventh day the Chisholms rode down the trail that followed
the pole line, and arrived in a hospitable uproar. Alan Chisholm, some five
years older than Paul, was a fine-looking, serious, dark youth, a fellow of not
many words, being given rather to silent appreciation of his sister's chatter
than to speech of his own. Miss Chisholm was very tall, very easy in manner,
and powdered just now to her eyelashes with fine yellow dust. Paul thought her
too tall and too large for beauty, but he liked her voice, and the fashion she
had of crinkling up her eyes when she smiled. He sat on the porch while the
Chisholms went upstairs to brush and change, and thought that the wholesome
noise of their splashing and calling, opening drawers, and banging doors was a
pleasant change from the usual quiet of the house.
Miss Chisholm was the first to reappear. She was followed by Min
and Mrs. Tolley, and was asking questions at a rate that kept both answering at
once. Had her kodak films come? Was Minnie going to have some little sense and
be married in a dress she could get some use out of? How were the guinea-pigs,
the ducks, the vegetables, the caged fox, the "boys" generally,
Roosy's ear, Consuelo Vorse's lame foot? Did Mrs. Tolley know that she had made
a deep impression on the old fellow who drove the stage? "Oh, look at her
blush, Min! Well, really!"
She came, delightfully refreshed by toilet waters and crisp linen,
to take a deep rocker opposite Paul, and leaned luxuriously back, showing very
trim feet shod in white.
"Admit that you've fallen in love with Kirkwood, Mr.
Forster," said she.
"I can't admit anything of the sort," said Paul, firmly,
but smiling because she was so very good to look at. He had to admit that he
had never seen handsomer dark eyes, nor a more tender, more expressive and
characterful mouth than the one that smiled so readily and showed so even a
line of big teeth.
"Oh, you will!" she assured him easily. "There's no
place like Kirkwood, is there, Alan?" she said to her brother, as he came
out. He smiled.
"We don't think there is, Forster. My sister's been crazy
about the place since we got here—that's eighteen months ago; and I'm crazy
about it myself now!"
"Wait until you've slept out on the porch for a while,"
said Miss Chisholm, "and wait until you've got used to a plunge in the pool
before breakfast every morning. Alan, you must take him down to the pool
to-morrow, and I'll listen for his shrieks. Where are you going now—the
power-house? No, thank you, I won't go. I'm going out to find something special
to cook you for your suppers."
The something special was extremely delicious; Paul had a vague
impression that there was fried chicken in it, and mushrooms, and cream, and
sherry. Miss Chisholm served it from a handsome little copper blazer, and also
brewed them her own particular tea, in a Canton tea-pot. Paul found it much
pleasanter at this end of the table. To his surprise, no one resented this
marked favoritism—Mrs. Tolley observing contentedly that her days of messing
for men were over, and Mrs. Vorse remarking that she'd "orghter reely git
out her chafing-dish and do some cooking" herself.
Paul found that Miss Chisholm possessed a leisurely gift of fun;
she was droll, whether she quite meant to be or not. Everybody laughed. Mrs.
Tolley became tearful with mirth.
"Now, this is the nicest part of the day," said
Patricia, when they three had carried their coffee out to the porch and were
seated. "Did you ever watch the twilight come, sitting here, Mr.
Forster?"
"It seems to me I have never done anything else," said
Paul. She gave him a keen glance over her lifted teaspoon; then she drank her
coffee, set the cup down, and said:
"Well! How is that combination of vaudeville and railway
station and zotrope that is known as New York?"
"Oh, the little old berg is all there," said Paul, lightly.
But his heart gave a sick throb. He hoped she would go on talking about it. But
it was some time before any one spoke, and then it was Alan Chisholm, who took
his pipe out of his mouth to say:
"Patricia hates New York."
"I can't imagine any one doing that," Paul said
emphatically.
"Well, there was a time when I thought I couldn't live
anywhere else," said Alan, good-naturedly; "but there's a lot of the
pioneer in any fellow, if he gives it a chance."
"Oh, I had a nice enough time in New York," said Patricia,
lazily, "but it just WEARS YOU OUT to live there; and what do you get out
of it? Now, HERE—well, one's equal to the situation here!"
"And then some," Paul said; and the brother and sister
laughed at his tone.
"But, honestly," said Miss Chisholm, "you take a
little place like Kirkwood, and you don't need a Socialist party. We all eat
the same; we all dress about the same; and certainly, if any one works hard
here, it's Alan, and not the mere hands. Why, last Christmas there wasn't a
person here who didn't have a present—even Willy Chow Tong! Every one had all
the turkey he could eat; every one a fire, and a warm bed, and a lighted house.
Mrs. Tolley gets only fifty dollars a month, and Monk White gets fifty—doesn't
he, Alan? But money doesn't make much difference here. You know how the boys
adore Monk for his voice; and as for Mrs. Tolley, she's queen of the place!
Now, how much of that's true of New York!"
"Oh, well, put it that way—" Paul said, in the tone of
an offended child.
"Apropos of Mrs. Tolley's being queen of the place,"
said Alan to his sister, "it seems she's rubbing it into poor little
Mollie Peavy. Len brought Mollie and the baby down from the ranch a week ago,
and nobody's been near 'em."
"Who said so?" flashed Miss Chisholm, reddening.
"Why, I saw Len to-night, sort of lurking round the
power-house, and he told me he had 'em in that little cottage, across the
creek, where the lumbermen used to live. Said Mollie was in agony because
nobody came near her."
"Oh, that makes me furious!" said Patricia,
passionately. "I'll see about it to-morrow. Nobody went near her? The poor
little thing!"
"Who are they?" said Paul.
"Why, she's a little blonde, sickly-looking thing of
sixteen," explained Miss Chisholm, "and Len's a lumberman. They have
a little blue-nosed, sickly baby; it was born about six weeks ago, at her
father's ranch, above here. She was—she had no mother, the poor child—"
"And in fact, my sister escorted the benefit of clergy to
them about two months ago," said Alan, "and the ladies of the Company
House are very haughty about it."
"They won't be long," predicted Miss Chisholm,
confidently. "The idea! I can forgive Mrs. Hopps, because she's only a kid
herself; but Mrs. Tolley ought to have been big enough! However!"
"This place honestly can't spare you for ten minutes,
Pat," her brother said.
"Well, honestly," she was beginning seriously, when she
saw he was laughing at her, and broke off, with a shamefaced, laughing look for
Paul. Then she announced that she was going down to the power-house, and,
packing her thin white skirts about her, she started off, and they followed.
Paul was not accustomed to seeing a lady in the power-house, and
thought that her enthusiasm was rather nice to watch. She flitted about the
great barnlike structure like a contented child, insisted upon displaying the
trim stock-room to Paul, demanded a demonstration of the switchboard, spread
her pretty hands over the whirling water that showed under the glass of the
water-wheels, and hung, fascinated, over the governors.
"I never get used to it," said Patricia, above the
steady roaring of the river. "Do you realize that you are in one of the
greatest force factories of the world? Look at it!" She swept with a
gesture the monster machinery that shone and glittered all about them. "Do
you realize that people miles and miles away are reading by lights and taking
street-cars that are moved by this? Don't talk to me about the subway and the
Pennsylvania Terminal!"
"Oh, come, now!" said Paul.
"Well!" she flared. "Do you suppose that anything
bigger was ever done in this world than getting these things—these generators
and water-wheels and the corrugated iron for the roof, and the door-knobs and
tiles and standards and switchboard, and everything else, up to the top of the
ridge from Emville and down this side of the ridge? I see that never occurred
to you! Why, you don't KNOW what it was. Struggle, struggle, struggle, day
after day—ropes breaking, and tackle breaking, and roads giving way, and rain
coming! Suppose one of these had slipped off the trail—well, it would have
stayed where it fell. But wait—wait!" she said, interrupting herself with
her delightful smile. "You'll love it as we do one of these days!"
"Not," said Paul to himself, as they started back to the
house.
After that he saw Miss Chisholm every day, and many times a day;
and she was always busy and always cheerful. She wanted her brother and Paul to
ride with her up to the dam for a swim; she wanted to go to the woods for ferns
for Min's wedding; she was going to make candy and they could come in. She
packed delicious suppers, to be eaten in cool places by the creek, and to be
followed by their smoking and her careless snatches of songs; she played poker
quite as well as they; she played old opera scores and sang to them; she had
jig-saw puzzles for slow evenings. She could not begin a game of what Mrs.
Tolley called "halmy," with that good lady, without somehow
attracting the boys to the table, where they hung, championing and criticising.
Paul was more amused than surprised to find Mrs. Peavy having tea with the
other ladies on the porch less than a week later. The little mother looked
scared and shamed; but Mrs. Tolley had the baby, and was bidding him "love
his Auntie Gussie," while she kissed his rounding little cheek. One night,
some four weeks after his arrival, Patricia decided that Paul's room must be
made habitable; and she and Alan and Paul spent an entire busy evening there,
discussing photographs and books, and deciding where to cross the oars, and where
to hang the Navajo blanket, and where to put the college colors. Miss Chisholm,
who had the quality of grace and could double herself up comfortably on the
floor like a child, became thoughtful over the class annual.
"The Dicky, and the Hasty Pudding!" she commented.
"Weren't you the Smarty?"
Paul, who was standing with a well-worn pillow in his hand, turned
and said hungrily:
"Oh, you know Harvard?"
"Why, I'm Radcliffe!" she said simply.
Paul was stupefied.
"Why, but you never SAID so! I thought yours was some Western
college like your brother's!"
"Oh, no; I went to Radcliffe for four years," said she,
casually. Then, tapping a picture thoughtfully, she went on: "There's a
boy whose face looks familiar."
"Well, but—well, but—didn't you love it?" stammered Paul.
"I liked it awfully well," said Patricia. "Alan,
you've got that one a little crooked," she added calmly. Paul decided
disgustedly that he gave her up. His own heart was aching so for old times and
old voices that it was far more pain than pleasure to handle all these
reminders: the photographs, the yacht pennant, the golf-clubs, the rumpled and
torn dominoes, the tumbler with "Cafe Henri" blown in the glass, the
shabby camera, the old Hawaiian banjo. Oh, what fun it had all been, and what
good fellows they were!
"It was lovely, of course," said Patricia, in a
businesslike tone; "but this is real life! Cheer up, Paul," she went
on (they had reached Christian names some weeks before). "I am going to
have two darling girls here for two weeks at Thanksgiving, just from Japan. And
think of the concert next month, with Harry Garvey and Laurette Hopps in a
play, and Mrs. Tolley singing 'What Are the Wild Waves Saying?' Then, if Alan
sends you to Sacramento, you can go to the theatre every night you're there, and
pretend"—her eyes danced mischievously—"that you're going to step out
on Broadway when the curtain goes down, and can look up the street at electric
signs of cocoa and ginger beer and silk petticoats—"
"Oh, don't!" said Paul; and, as if she were a little
ashamed of herself, she began to busy herself with the book-case, and was
particularly sweet for the rest of the evening. But she wouldn't talk
Radcliffe, and Paul wondered if her college days hadn't been happy; she seemed
rather uneasy when he repeatedly brought up the subject.
But a day or two later, when he and she were taking a long ride
and resting their horses by a little stream high up in the hills, she began to
talk of the East; and they let an hour, and then another, go by, while they
compared notes. Paul did most of the talking, and Miss Chisholm listened, with
downcast eyes, flinging little stones from the crumbling bank into the pool the
while.
A lazy leaf or two drifted upon the surface of the water, and
where gold sunlight fell through the thick leafage overhead and touched the
water, brown water-bugs flitted and jerked. Once a great dragon-fly came
through on some mysterious journey, and paused for a palpitating bright second
on a sunny rock. The woods all about were silent in the tense hush of the
summer afternoon; even the horses were motionless, except for an occasional
idle lipping of the underbrush. Now and then a breath of pine, incredibly
sweet, crept from the forest.
Paul watched his companion as he talked. She was, as always, quite
unself-conscious. She sat most becomingly framed by the lofty rise of oak and
redwood and maple trees about her. Her sombrero had slipped back on her braids,
and the honest, untouched beauty of her thoughtful face struck Paul forcibly.
He wondered if she had ever been in love—what her manner would be to the man
she loved.
"What did you come for, Paul?" She was ending some long
sentence with the question.
"Come here?" Paul said. "Oh, Lord, there seemed to
be reasons enough, though I can't remember now why I ever thought I'd
stay."
"You came straight from college?"
"No," he said, a little uneasily; "no. I finished
three years ago. You see, my mother married an awfully rich old guy named
Steele, the last year I was at college; and he gave me a desk in his office. He
has two sons, but they're not my kind. Nice fellows, you know, but they work
twenty hours a day, and don't belong to any clubs,—they'll both die rich, I
guess,—and whenever I was late, or forgot something, or beat it early to catch
a boat, they'd go to the old man. And he'd ask mother to speak to me."
"I see," said Patricia.
"After a while he got me a job with a friend of his in a
Philadelphia iron-works," said the boy; "but that was a ROTTEN job.
So I came back to New York; and I'd written a sketch for an amateur theatrical
thing, and a manager there wanted me to work it up—said he'd produce it. I
tinkered away at that for a while, but there was no money in it, and Steele
sent me out to see how I'd like working in one of the Humboldt lumber camps. I thought
that sounded good. But I got my leg broken the first week, and had to wire him
from the hospital for money. So, when I got well again, he sent me a night wire
about this job, and I went to see Kahn the next day, and came up here."
"I see," she said again. "And you don't think
you'll stay?"
"Honestly, I can't, Patricia. Honest—you don't know what it
is! I could stand Borneo, or Alaska, or any place where the climate and customs
and natives stirred things up once in a while. But this is like being dead!
Why, it just makes me sick to see the word 'New York' on the covers of
magazines—I'm going crazy here."
She nodded seriously.
"Yes, I know. But you've got to do SOMETHING. And since your
course was electrical engineering—! And the next job mayn't be half so easy,
you know—!"
"Well, it'll be a little nearer Broadway, believe me. No, I'm
sorry. I never knew two dandier people than you and your brother, and I like
the work, but—!"
He drew a long breath on the last word, and Miss Chisholm sighed,
too.
"I'm sorry," she said, staring at the big seal ring on
her finger. "I tell you frankly that I think you're making a mistake. I
don't argue for Alan's sake or mine, though we both like you thoroughly, and
your being here would make a big difference this winter. But I think you've
made a good start with the company, and it's a good company, and I think, from
what you've said to-day, and other hints you're given me, that you'd make your
mother very happy by writing her that you think you've struck your groove.
However!"
She got up, brushed the leaves from her skirt, and went to her
horse. They rode home through the columned aisles of the forest almost
silently. The rough, straight trunks of the redwoods rose all about them,
catching gold and red on their thick, fibrous bark from the setting sun. The
horses' feet made no sound on the corduroy roadway.
For several days nothing more was said of Paul's going or staying.
Miss Chisholm went her usual busy round. Paul wrote his letter of resignation
and carried it to the dinner-table one night, hoping to read it later to her,
and win her approval of its finely rounded sentences.
But a heavy mail came down the trail that evening, brought by the
obliging doctor from Emville, who had been summoned to dress the wounds of one
of the line-men who had got too close to the murderous "sixty
thousand" and had been badly burned by "the juice." And after
the letters were read, and the good doctor had made his patient comfortable, he
proved an excellent fourth hand at the game of bridge for which they were
always hungering.
So at one o'clock Paul went upstairs with his letter still
unapproved. He hesitated in the dim upper hallway, wondering if Patricia, who
had left the men to beer and crackers half an hour earlier, had retired, or
was, by happy chance, still gossiping with Mrs. Tolley or Min. While he
loitered in the hall, the door of her room swung slowly open.
Paul had often been in this room, which was merely a kind of
adjunct to the sleeping-porch beyond. He went to the doorway and said,
"Patricia!"
The room, wide and charmingly furnished, was quite empty. On the
deep couch letters were scattered in a wide circle, and in their midst was an
indentation as if some one had been kneeling on the floor with her elbows
there. Paul noticed this with a curious feeling of unease, and then called
softly again, "Patricia!"
No answer. He walked hesitatingly to his own room and to the
window. Why he should have looked down at the dark path with the expectation of
seeing her, he did not know; but it was almost without surprise that he
recognized the familiar white ruffles and dark head moving away in the gloom.
Paul unhesitatingly followed.
He followed her down the trail as far as he had seen her go, and
was standing, a little undecidedly, wondering just which way she had turned,
when his heart was suddenly brought into his throat by the sound of her bitter
sobbing.
A moment later he saw her. She was sitting on a smooth fallen
trunk, and had buried her face in her hands. Paul had never heard such sobs;
they seemed to shake her from head to foot. Hardly would they lessen, bringing
him the hope that her grief, whatever it was, was wearing itself out, when a
fresh paroxysm would shake her, and she would abandon herself to it. This
lasted for what seemed a long, long time.
After a while Paul cleared his throat, but she did not hear him.
And again he stood motionless, waiting and waiting. Finally, when she
straightened up and began to mop her eyes, he said, trembling a little:
"Patricia!"
Instantly she stopped crying.
"Who is that?" she said, with an astonishing control of
her voice. "Is that you, Alan? I'm all right, dear. Did I frighten you? Is
that you, Alan?"
"It's Paul," the boy said, coming nearer.
"Oh—Paul!" she said, relieved. "Does Alan know I'm
here?"
"No," he reassured her; then, affectionately: "What
is it, Pat?"
"Just—just that I happen to be a fool!" she said
huskily, but with an effort at lightness. Paul sat down, beginning to see in
the darkness. "I'm all right now," went on Patricia, hardily. "I
just—I suppose I just had the blues." She put out a smooth hand in the
darkness, and patted Paul's appreciatively. "I'm ashamed of myself!"
said she, catching a little sob, as she spoke, like a child.
"Bad news—in your letters?" he hazarded.
"No, GOOD; that's the trouble!" she said, with her
whimsical smile, but with trembling lips. "You see, all my friends are in
the East, and some of them happened to be at the same house-party at Newport,
and they—they were saying how they missed me," her voice shook a little,
"and—and it seems they toasted me, all standing, and—and—" And
suddenly she gave up the fight for control, and began to cry bitterly again.
"Oh, I'm so HOMESICK!" she sobbed, "and I'm so LONESOME! And I'm
so sick, sick, sick of this place! Oh, I think I'll go crazy if I can't go
home! I bear it and I BEAR it," said Patricia, in a sort of desperate
self-defence, "and then the time comes when I simply CAN'T bear it!"
And again she wept luxuriously, and Paul, in an agony of sympathy, patted her
hand.
"My heart is just breaking!" she burst out again, her
tears and words tumbling over each other. "It—it isn't RIGHT! I want my
friends, and I want my youth—I'll never be twenty-six again! I want to put my
things into a suit-case and go off with the other girls for country visits—and
I want to dance!" She put her head down again, and after a moment Paul
ventured a timid, "Patricia, dear, DON'T."
He thought she had not heard him, but after a moment, he was
relieved to see her resolutely straighten up again, and dry her eyes, and push
up her tumbled hair.
"Well, I really will STOP," she said determinedly.
"This will not do! If Alan even suspected! But, you see, I'm naturally a
sociable person, and I had—well, I don't suppose any girl ever had such a good
time in New York! My aunt did for me just what she did for her own daughters—a
dance at Sherry's, and dinners—! Paul, I'd give a year of my life just to drive
down the Avenue again on a spring afternoon, and bow to every one, and have tea
somewhere, and smell the park—oh, did you ever smell Central Park in the
spring?"
Both were silent. After a long pause Paul said:
"Why DO you stay? You've not got to ask a stepfather for a
job."
"Alan," she answered simply. "No, don't say
that," she interrupted him quickly; "I'm nothing of the sort! But my
mother—my mother, in a way, left Alan and me to each other, and I have never
done anything for Alan. I went to the Eastern aunt, and he stayed here; and
after a while he drifted East—and he had too much money, of course! And I wasn't
half affectionate enough; he had his friends and I had mine! Well then he got
ill, and first it was just a cold and then it was, suddenly—don't you know?—a
question of consultations, and a dry climate, and no dinners or wine or late
hours. And Alan refused—refused flat to go anywhere, until I said I'd LOVE to
come! I'll never forget the night it came over me that I ought to. I am—I
was—engaged, you know?" She paused.
Paul cleared his throat. "No, I didn't know," he said.
"It wasn't announced," said Miss Chisholm. "He's a
good deal older than I. A doctor." There was a long silence. "He said
he would wait, and he will," she said softly, ending it. "It's not
FOREVER, you know. Another year or two, and he'll come for me! Alan's quite a
different person now. Another two years!" She jumped up, with a complete
change of manner. "Well, I'm over my nonsense for another while!"
said she. "And it's getting cold. I can't tell you how I've enjoyed
letting off steam this way, Paul!"
"Whenever we feel this way," he said, giving her a
steadying hand in the dark, "we'll come out for a jaw. But cheer up; we'll
have lots of fun this winter!"
"Oh, lots!" she said contentedly. They entered the dark,
open doorway together.
Patricia went ahead of him up the stairs, and at the top she
turned, and Paul felt her hand for a second on his shoulder, and felt something
brush his forehead that was all fragrance and softness and warmth.
Then she was gone.
Paul went into his room, and stood at the window, staring out into
the dark. Only the door of the power-house glowed smoulderingly, and a broad
band of light fell from Miss Chisholm's window.
He stood there until this last light suddenly vanished. Then he took a letter from his pocket, and began to tear it methodically to pieces. While he did so Paul began to compose another letter, this time to his mother.
"Well, I am
discovered—and lost." Julie, lazily making the announcement after a long
silence, shut her magazine with a sigh of sleepy content; and braced herself
more comfortably against the old rowboat that was half buried in sand at her
back. She turned as she spoke to smile at the woman near her, a frail,
keen-faced little woman luxuriously settled in an invalid's wheeled chair.
"Ann—you know you're not interested in that book. Did you
hear what I said? I'm discovered."
"Well, it was sure to happen, sooner or later, I
suppose." Mrs. Arbuthnot, suddenly summoned from the pages of a novel
brought her gaze promptly to the younger woman's face, with the pitifully alert
interest of the invalid. "You were bound to be recognized by some one,
Ju!"
"Don't worry, a cannon wouldn't wake him!" said Julia,
in reference to Mrs. Arbuthnot's lowered voice, and the solicitous look the
wife had given a great opened beach umbrella three feet away, under which Dr.
Arbuthnot slumbered on the warm sands. "He's forty fathoms deep. No,"
continued the actress, returning aggrievedly to her own affairs, "I
suppose there's no such thing as escaping recognition—even as late in the
season as this, and at such an out-of-the-way place. Of course, I knew,"
she continued crossly, "that various people here had placed me, but I did
rather hope to escape actual introductions!"
"Who is it—some one you know?" Mrs. Arbuthnot adjusted
the pillow at her back, and settled herself enjoyably for a talk.
"Indirectly; it's that little butterfly of a summer girl—the
one Jim calls 'The Dancing Girl'—of all people in the world!" said Julie,
locking her arms comfortably behind her head. "You know how she's been
haunting me, Ann? She's been simply DETERMINED upon an introduction ever since
she placed me as her adored Miss Ives of matinee fame. I imagine she's rather a
nice child—every evidence of money—the ambitious type that longs to do
something big—and is given to desperate hero worship. She's been under my feet
for a week, with a Faithful Tray expression that drives me crazy. I've taken
great pains not to see her."
"And now—?" prompted the other, as the actress fell
silent, and sat staring dreamily at the brilliant sweep of beach and sea before
them.
"Oh—now," Miss Ives took up her narrative briskly.
"Well, a new young man arrived on the afternoon boat and, of course, the
Dancing Girl instantly captivated him. She has one simple yet direct method
with them all," she interrupted herself to digress a little. "She
gets one of her earlier victims to introduce him; they all go down for a swim,
she fascinates him with her daring and her bobbing red cap, she returns to
white linen and leads him down to play tennis—they have tea at the 'Casino,'
and she promises him the second two-step and the first extra that evening. He
is then hers to command," concluded Julie, bringing her amused eyes back
to Mrs. Arbuthnot's face, "for the remainder of his stay!"
"That's exactly what she DOES do," said Mrs. Arbuthnot,
laughing, "but I don't see yet—"
"Oh, I forgot to say," Miss Ives amended hastily,
"that to-day's young man happens to be an acquaintance of mine; at least
his uncle introduced him to me at a tea last winter. She led him by to the
tennis courts an hour ago, and, to my disgust, I recognized him. That's all
Miss Dancing Girl wants. Now—you'll see! They'll come up to our table in the
dining-room to-night, and to-morrow she'll bring up a group of dear friends and
he'll bring up another—to be introduced; and—there we'll be!"
"Oh, not so bad as that, Julie!"
"Oh, yes, indeed, Ann!" pursued Miss Ives with morose
enjoyment. "You don't know how helpless one is. I'll be annoyed to death
for the rest of the month, just so that the Dancing Girl can go back to the
city this winter and say, 'Oh, girls, Julia Ives was staying where mamma and I
were this summer, and she's just a DEAR! She doesn't make up one bit off the
stage, and she dresses just as PLAIN! I saw her every day and got some dandy snapshots.
She's just a darling when you know her.'"
"Well! What an unspoiled modest little soul you are,
Julie!" interrupted the doctor's admiring voice. He wheeled away the
umbrella and, lying luxuriously on his elbows in the sun, beamed at them both
through his glasses.
"Jim," said the actress, severely, "it's positively
indecent—the habit you're getting of evesdropping on Ann and me!"
"It gives me sidelights on your characters," said the
doctor, quite brazenly.
"Ann—don't you call that disgraceful?"
"I certainly do, Ju," his wife agreed warmly. "But
Jim has no sense of honor." Ann Arbuthnot, in the fifteen years of her
married life, had never been able to keep a thrill of adoration out of her
voice when she spoke, however jestingly, of her husband. It trembled there now.
"Well, what's wrong, Julie? Some old admirer turn up?"
asked the doctor, sleepily content to follow any conversational lead, in the
idle pleasantness of the hour.
"No—no!" she corrected him, "just some silly social
complications ahead—which I hate!"
"Be rude," suggested the doctor, pleasantly.
"Now, you know, I'd love that!" said Mrs. Arbuthnot,
youthfully. "I'd simply love to be followed and envied and adored!"
"No, you wouldn't, Ann!" Miss Ives assured her promptly.
"You'd like it, as I did, for a little while. And then the utter
USELESSNESS of it would strike you. Especially from such little complacent,
fluffy whirlings as that Dancing Girl!"
"Yes, and that's the kind of a girl I like," persisted
the other, smiling.
"That's the kind of a girl you WERE, Ann, I've no
doubt," said the actress, vivaciously, "only sweeter. I know she wore
white ruffles and a velvet band on her hair, didn't she, Jim? And roses in her
belt?"
"She did," said the doctor, reminiscently. "I
believe she flirted in her kindergarten days. She was always engaged to ride or
dance or row on the river with the other men—and always splitting her dances,
and forgetting her promises, and wearing the rings and pins of her
adorers."
"And the fun was, Ju," said Mrs. Arbuthnot, girlishly,
with bright color in her cheeks, "that when Jim came there to give two
lectures, you know, all the older girls were crazy about him—and he was ten
years older than I, you know, and I never DREAMED—"
"Oh, you go to, Ann! You never DREAMED!" said Miss Ives,
lazily.
"Honestly, I didn't!" Mrs. Arbuthnot protested. "I
remember my brother Billy saying, 'Babs, you don't think Dr. Arbuthnot is
coming here to see ME, do you?' and then it all came over me! Why, I was only
eighteen."
"And engaged to Billy's chum," said the doctor.
"Well," said the wife, naively, "he knew all along
it wasn't serious."
"You must have been a rose," said Miss Ives, "and I
would have hated you! Now, when I went to dances," she pursued half
seriously, "I sat in one place and smiled fixedly, and watched the other
girls dance. Or I talked with great animation to the chaperons. Ann, I've felt
sometimes that I would gladly die, to have the boys crowd around me just once,
and grab my card and scribble their names all over it. I didn't dress very
well, or dance very well—and I never could talk to boys." She began to
trace a little watercourse in the sand with an exquisite finger tip. "I
was the most unhappy girl on earth, I think! I felt every birthday was a
separate insult—twenty, and twenty-two, and twenty-four! We were poor, and life
was—oh, not dramatic or big!—but just petty and sordid. I used to rage because
the dining-room was the only place for the sewing-machine, and rage because my
bedroom was really a back parlor. Well!—I joined a theatrical company—came
away. And many a night, tired out and discouraged, I've cried myself to sleep
because I'd never have any girlhood again!"
She stopped with a half-apologetic laugh. The doctor was watching
her with absorbed, bright eyes. Mrs. Arbuthnot, unable to imagine youth without
joy and beauty, protested:
"Julie—I don't believe you—you're exaggerating! Do you mean
you didn't go on the stage until you were twenty-four!"
"I was twenty-six. I was leading lady my second season, and
starred my third," said the actress, without enthusiasm. "I was
starred in 'The Jack of Clubs.' It ran a season in New York and gave me my
start. Lud, how tired we all got of it!"
"And then I hope you went back home, Ju, and were
lionized," said the other woman, vigorously.
"Oh, not then! No, I'd been meaning to go—and meaning to
go—all those three years. The little sisters used to write me—such forlorn
little letters!—and mother, too—but I couldn't manage it. And then—the very
night 'Jack' played the three hundredth time, as it happened—I had this long
wire from Sally and Beth. Mother was very ill, wanted me—they'd meet a certain
train, they were counting the hours—"
Miss Ives demolished her watercourse with a single sweep of her
palm. There was a short silence.
"Well!" she said, breaking it. "Mother got well, as
it happened, and I went home two months later. I had the guest room, I
remember. Sally was everything to mother then, and I tried to feel glad. Beth
was engaged. Every one was very flattering and very kind in the intervals left
by engagements and weddings and new babies and family gatherings. Then I came
back to 'Jack,' and we went on the road. And then I broke down and a strange
doctor in a strange hospital put me together again," she went on with a
flashing smile and a sudden change of tone, "and his wholly adorable wife
sent me double white violets! And they—the Arbuthnots, not the violets—were the
nicest thing that ever happened to me!"
"So that was the way of it?" said the doctor.
"That was the way of it."
"And as the Duchess would say, the moral of THAT is—?"
"The moral is for me. Or else it's for little dancing girls,
I don't know which." Miss Ives wiped her eyes openly and, restoring her
handkerchief to its place, announced that she perceived she had been talking
too much.
Presently the Dancing Girl came down from the tennis-court, with
her devoted new captive in tow. The captive, a fat, amiable-looking youth, was
warm and wilted, but the girl was fresh and buoyant as ever. They heard her
allude to the "second two-step" and something was said of the
"supper dance," but her laughing voice stopped as she and her escort
came nearer the actress, and she gave Julie her usual look of mute adoration.
The boy, flushing youthfully, lifted his hat, and Julie bowed briefly.
They were lingering over their coffee two hours later, when the
newly arrived young man made the expected move. He threaded the tables between
his own and the doctor's carefully, the eager Dancing Girl in his wake.
"I don't know whether you remember me, Miss Ives—?" he
began, when he could extend a hand.
Julie turned her splendid, unsmiling eyes toward him.
"Mr. Polk. How do you do? Yes, indeed, I remember you,"
she said, unenthusiastically. "How is Mr. Gilbert?"
"Uncle John? Oh, he's fine!" said young Polk,
rapturously. "I wonder why he didn't tell me you were spending the summer
here!"
"I don't tell any one," said Julie, simply. "My
winters are so crowded that I try to get away from people in the summer."
"Oh!" said the boy, a little blankly. There was an instant's
pause before he added rather uncomfortably:
"Miss Ives—Miss Carter has been so anxious to meet you—"
"How do you do, Miss Carter?" said Julie, promptly,
politely. She gave her young adorer a ready hand. The usually poised Dancing
Girl could not recall at the moment one of the things she had planned to say
when this great moment came. But she thought of them all as she lay in bed that
night, and the conviction that she had bungled the long-wished-for interview
made her burn from her heels to the lobes of her ears. What HAD she said?
Something about having longed for this opportunity, which the actress hadn't
answered, and something about her desperate admiration for Miss Ives, at which
Miss Ives had merely smiled. Other things were said, or half said—the girl
reviewed them mercilessly in the dark—and then the interview had terminated,
rather flatly. Marian Carter writhed at the recollection.
But the morning brought courage. She passed Julie, who was fresh
from a plunge in the ocean, and briskly attacking a late breakfast, on her way
from the dining-room.
"Good morning, Miss Ives! Isn't it a lovely morning?"
"Oh, good morning, Miss Carter. I beg pardon—?"
"I said, 'Isn't it a lovely morning?'"
"Oh—? Yes, quite delightful."
"Miss Ives—but I'm interrupting you?"
Julie gave her book a glance and raised her eyes expectantly to
Miss Carter's face, but did not speak.
"Miss Ives," said Miss Carter, a little confusedly,
"mamma was wondering if you've taken the trip to Fletcher's Forest? We've
our motor-car here, you know, and they serve a very good lunch at the
Inn."
"Oh, thank you, no!" said Julie, positively. "VERY
good of you—but I'm with the Arbuthnots, you know. Thank you, no."
"I hoped you would," said Miss Carter, disappointed.
"I know you use a motor in town," she answered daringly. "You
see I know all about you!"
Miss Ives paid to this confession only the small tribute of raised
eyebrows and an absent smile. She was quite at her ease, but in the little
silence that followed Miss Carter had time to feel baffled—in the way.
"Here is Mrs. Arbuthnot," she said in relief, as Ann came slowly in
on the doctor's arm. Before they reached the table the girl had slipped away.
That afternoon she asked Miss Ives, pausing beside the basking
group on the sands to do so, if she would have tea informally with mamma and a
few friends. Oh—thank you, Miss Ives couldn't, to-day. Thank you. The next day
Miss Carter wondered if Miss Ives would like to spin out to the Point to see
the sunset? No, thank you so much. Miss Ives was just going in. Another day
brought a request for Miss Ives's company at dinner, with just mamma and Mr.
Polk and the Dancing Girl herself. Declined. A fourth day found Miss Carter,
camera in hand, smilingly confronting the actress as she came out on the porch.
"Will you be very cross if I ask you to stand still just a
moment, Miss Ives?" asked the Dancing Girl.
"Oh, I'm afraid I will," said Julie, annoyed. "I
DON'T like to be photographed!" But she was rather disarmed at the speed
with which Miss Carter shut up her little camera.
"I know I bother you," said the girl, with a wistful
sincerity that was most becoming and with a heightened color, "but—but I
just can't seem to help it!" She walked down the steps beside Julie,
laughing almost with vexation at her own weakness. "I've always admired
so—the people who DO things! I've always wanted to do something myself,"
said Miss Carter, awkwardly. "You don't know how unhappy it makes me. You
don't know how I'd love to do something for you!"
"You can, you can let me off being photographed, like a sweet
child!" said Julie, lightly. But twenty minutes later when, very trim and
dainty in her blue bathing suit and scarlet cap, she came out of the bath-house
to join Ann and the doctor on the beach, she reproached herself. She might have
met the stammered little confidence with something warmer than a jesting word,
she thought with a little shame.
"You're not going in again!" protested Ann. "Oh,
CHIL-dren!"
"I am," said Miss Ives, buoyantly. "I
don't know about Jim. At Jim's age every step counts, I suppose. These
fashionable doctors habitually overeat and oversleep, I understand, and it
makes them lazy."
"I AM going in, Ann," said the doctor, with dignity,
rising from the sand and pointedly addressing his wife. A few moments later he
and Julie joyously breasted the sleepy roll of the low breakers, and pushed
their way steadily through the smoother water beyond.
"Oh, that was glorious, Jim!" gasped the actress, as
they gained the raft that was always their goal and pulling herself up to sit
siren-wise upon it. She was breathless, radiant, bubbling with the joy of sun
and air and green water. She took off her cap and let the sunlight beat on her
loosened braids.
"How you love the water, Julie!"
"Yes—best of all. I'm never so satisfied as when I'm in
it!"
"You never look so happy as when you are," he said.
"Oh, these are happy days!" said Julie. "I wish
they could last forever. Just resting and playing—wouldn't you like a year of
it, Jim?"
The doctor eyed her quietly.
"I don't know that I would," he said seriously,
impersonally.
There was a little silence. Then the girl began to pin up her
braids with fingers that trembled a little.
"Ann's waving!" she said presently, and the doctor
caught up her scarlet cap to signal back to the far blur on the beach that was
Ann. He watched the tiny distant groups a moment.
"Here comes your admirer!" said he.
"Where?" Julie was ready at once to slip into the water.
"Oh—finish your hair—take your time! She's just in the
breakers. We'll be off long before she gets here."
"That reminds me, Jim," Miss Ives was quite herself
again, "that when I was in the bath-house a few moments ago your Dancing
Girl and that pretty little girl who is visiting her came into the next room.
You know how flimsy the walls are? I could hear every word they said."
"If you'd been a character in a story, Ju, you'd have felt it
your duty to cough!"
"Well, I didn't," grinned Miss Ives; "not that I
wanted to hear what they were saying. I didn't even know who they were until I
heard little Miss Carter say solemnly, 'Ethel, I used to want mamma to get that
Forty-eighth Street house, and I used to want to do Europe, but I think if I
had ONE wish now, it would be to do something that would MAKE everybody know
me—and everybody talk about me. I'd LOVE to be pointed out wherever I went. I'd
love to have people stare at me. I'd like to be just as popular and just as
famous as Julia Ives!'"
"She HAS got it badly, Ju!" the doctor observed.
"She has. And it will be fuel on the flames to have me start
to swim back to shore while she is swimming as hard as she can to the
raft!" said the lady, tucking the last escaping lock under her cap and
springing up for the plunge that started the home trip.
It was only a little after midnight that night when Julie, lying
wakeful in the sultry summer darkness, was startled by a person in her room.
"It's Emma, Miss Ives," said Mrs. Arbuthnot's maid,
stumbling about, "Mrs. Arbuthnot wants you."
"She's ill!" Julie felt rather than said the words,
instantly alert and alarmed, and reaching for her wrapper and slippers.
"No, ma'am. But the doctor feels like he ought to go down to
the fire, and she's nervous—"
"The fire?"
"Yes'm," said Emma, simply, "the windmill is
afire!"
"And I sleeping through it all!" Miss Ives was still
bewildered, fastening the sash of her cobwebby black Mandarin robe as she
followed Emma through the passage that joined her suite to the Arbuthnots'.
"Ann, dear—Emma tells me the laundry's on fire?" said
she, entering the big room. "I had no idea of it!"
"Nor had we," the doctor's wife rejoined eagerly.
"The first we knew was from Emma. Jim says there's no danger. Do you think
there is?"
"Certainly not, Ann!" Julie laughed. "I'll tell you
what we can do," she added briskly. "We'll wheel you down the hall
here to the window; you can get a splendid view of the whole thing."
The doctor approving, the ladies took up their station at a wide
hall window that commanded the whole scene.
Outside the velvet blackness and silence of the night were
shattered. The great mill, ugly tongues of flame bursting from the door and
windows at its base, was the centre of a talking, shouting, shrill-voiced crowd
that was momentarily, in the mysterious fashion of crowds, gathering size.
"Wonderful sight, isn't it, Ann?"
"Wonderful. Does this cut off our water supply, Emma?"
"No, Mrs. Arbuthnot. They're using the little mill for the
engines now."
"What did they use the big mill for, Emma?"
"The laundry, Miss Ives. And there's a sort of flat on the
second floor where the laundry woman and her husband—he's the man that drives
the 'bus—live."
"Good heavens!" said Ann. "I hope they got
out!"
"Oh, sure," said the maid, comfortably. "It was all
of an hour ago the fire started. They had lots of time."
The three watched for a while in silence. Ann's eyes began to
droop from the bright monotony of the flames.
"I believe I'll wait until the tank falls, Ju? and then go
back to my comfortable bed—Julie, what is it—!"
Her voice rose, keen with terror. The actress, her hand on her
heart, shook her head without turning her eyes from the mill.
For suddenly above the other clamor there had risen one horrible
scream, and now, following it, there was almost a silence.
"Why—what on earth—" panted Miss Ives, looking to Mrs.
Arbuthnot for explanation after an endless interval in which neither stirred.
But again they were interrupted, this time by such an outbreak of shouting and
cries from the watching crowd about the mill as made the night fairly ring.
A moment later the entire top of the mill collapsed, sending a
gush of sparks far up into the night. Then at last the faithfully played hoses
began to gain control.
"Do run down and find out what the shouting was, Emma,"
said Julie. Emma gladly obeyed.
"She'd come back, if anything had happened," said Julie,
some ten minutes later.
"Who—Emma?" Mrs. Arbuthnot was not alarmed. "Oh,
surely!" she yawned, and drew her wraps about her.
"It's all over now. But I suppose it will burn for hours. I
think I'll turn in again," she said.
"I've had enough, too!" Julie said, not quite easy
herself, but glad to find the other so. "Let's decamp."
She wheeled the invalid carefully back to her room, where both
women were still talking when a bell-boy knocked, bringing a message from the
doctor. A woman had been hurt; he would be busy with her for an hour.
"Who was it?" Julie asked him, but the boy, obviously
frantic to return to the fascinations of the fire, didn't know.
It was more than an hour later that the doctor came in. Julie had
been reading to Ann. She shut the book.
"Jim! What on earth has kept you so long?"
"Frighten you, dear?" The doctor was very pale; he
looked, between the dirt and disorder of his clothes, and the anxiety of his
face, like an old man.
"Some one was hurt?" flashed Julie, solicitous at once.
"Has no one told you about it?" he wondered. "Lord!
I should think it would be all over the place by this time!"
He dropped into an easy chair, and sank his head wearily into his
hands.
"Lord—Lord—Lord!" he muttered. Then he looked up at his
wife with the smile that never failed her.
"Jim—no one was killed?"
"Oh, no, dear! No, I'll tell you." He came over and sat
beside her on the bed, patting her hand. The two women watched him with tense,
absorbed faces.
"When I got there," said the doctor, slowly, "there
was quite a crowd—the lower story of the mill was all aflame—and the firemen
were keeping the people back. They'd a ladder up at the second story and
firemen were pitching things out of the windows as fast as they could—chairs,
rugs, pillows, and so on. Finally the last man came out, smoke coming after
him—it was quick work! Now, remember, dear, no one was killed—" he stopped
to pat his wife's hand reassuringly. "Well, just then, at the third-story
windows—it seems the laundress has children—"
"Children!" gasped Miss Ives. "Oh, NO!"
"Yes, four of 'em—the oldest a little fellow of ten, had the
baby in his arms—." The doctor stopped.
"Go ON, Jim!"
"Well, they put the ladder back again, but the sill was
aflame then. No use! Just then the mother and father—poor souls—arrived. They'd
been at a dance in the village. The woman screamed—"
"We heard."
"Ah? The man had to be held, poor fellow! It was—it
was—" Again the doctor stopped, unable to go on. But after a few seconds
he began more briskly: "Well! The mill was connected with this house, you
know, by a little bridge, from the tank floor of the mill to the roof. No one
had thought of it, because every one supposed that there was no one in the
mill. Before the crowd had fairly seen that there WERE children caged up there,
they left the window, and not a minute later we saw them come up the trap-door
by the tank. Lord, how every one yelled."
"They'd thought of it, the darlings!" half sobbed Mrs.
Arbuthnot.
"No, they'd never have thought of it—too terrified, poor
little things. No. We all saw that there was some one—a woman—with them
hurrying them along. I was helping hold the mother or I might have thought it
was the mother. They scampered across that bridge like little squirrels, the
woman with the baby last. By that time the mill was roaring like a furnace
behind them, and the bridge itself burst into flames at the mill end. She—the
woman—must have felt it tottering, for she flung herself the last few feet—but
she couldn't make it. She threw the baby, by some lucky accident, for she
couldn't have known what she was doing, safe to the others, and caught at the
rail, but the whole thing gave way and came down.... I got there about the
first—she'd only fallen some dozen feet, you know, on the flat roof of the
kitchen, but she was all smashed up, poor little girl. We carried her into the
housekeeper's room—and then I saw that it was little Miss Carter—your Dancing
Girl, Ju!"
"Jim! Dead?"
"Oh, no! I don't think she'll die. She's badly burned, of
course—face and hands especially—but it's the spine I'm afraid for. We can tell
better to-morrow. We made her as comfortable as we could. I gave her something
that'll make her sleep. Her mother's with her. But I'm afraid her dancing days
are over."
"Think of it—little Miss Carter!" Julie's voice sounded
dazed.
"But, Jim," Ann said, "what was she doing in the
mill?"
"Why, that's the point," he said. "She wasn't there
when the fire started. She was simply one of the crowd. But when she heard that
the children were there, she ran to the back of the mill, where there was a
straight up-and-down ladder built against the wall outside, so that the tank
could be reached that way. She went up it like a flash—says she never thought
of asking any one else to go. She broke a window and climbed in—she says the
floor was hot to her feet then—and she and the kids ran up the inside flight to
the trap-door. They obeyed her like little soldiers! But the bridge side of the
mill was the side the fire was on, and the wood was rotten, you know—almost
explosive. Half a minute later and they couldn't have made it at all."
"How do you ACCOUNT for such courage in a girl like
that?" marvelled Julie.
"I don't know," he said. "Take it all in all, it
was the most extraordinary thing I ever saw. Apparently she never for one
second thought of herself. She simply ran straight into that hideous
danger—while the rest of us could do nothing but put our hands over our eyes
and pray."
"But she'll live, Jim?" the actress asked, and as he
nodded a thoughtful affirmative, she added: "That's something to be
thankful for, at least!"
"Don't be too sure it is," said Ann.
Ten days later Miss Ives came cheerfully into the sunny, big room
where Marian Carter lay. Bandaged, and strapped, and bound, it was a sorry
little Dancing Girl who turned her serious eyes to the actress's face. But
Julie could be irresistible when she chose, and she chose to be her most
fascinating self to-day. Almost reluctantly at first, later with something of
her old gayety, the Dancing Girl's laugh rang out. It stirred Julie's heart
curiously to hear it, and made the little patient's mother, listening in the
next room, break silently into tears.
"But this is what I really came to bring you," said the
actress, presently, laying a score or more of newspaper clippings on the bed.
"You see you are famous! I had my press-agent watch for these, and they're
coming in at a great rate every mail. You see, here's a nattering likeness of
you in a New York daily, and here you are again, in a Chicago paper!"
"Those aren't of ME," said Marian, smiling.
"It SAYS they are," Julie said. "One says you are
petite and dark, and the other that you are a blond Gibson type. You wouldn't
have believed that your wish could come true so quickly, would you, just the
other day?"
"My wish?" stammered the girl.
"Yes. Don't you remember saying that you wished you could do
something big?" pursued Julie. "You've done a thing that makes the
rest of us feel pretty small, you know. Why, while there was any question of
your getting better, there wasn't a dance given at any of the hotels between
here and Surf Point, and all sorts of people came here with inquiries every
day. This place was absolutely hushed. The maids used to fight for the
privilege of carrying your trays up. None of us thought of anything but 'How is
Miss Carter?' And you'll be 'The young lady who saved those children from the
fire' for the rest of your life wherever you go!"
Miss Carter was watching her gravely.
"You say I got my wish," she said now, her blue eyes
brimming with slow tears, and her lips trembling. "But—but—you see how I
AM, Miss Ives! Dr. Arbuthnot says I MAY be able to walk in a month or two, but
no swimming or riding or dancing for years—perhaps never. And my face—it'll
always be scarred."
Julie laid a gentle hand on the little helpless fingers.
"But that's part of the process, you know, little girl,"
said the actress after a little silence. "I pay one way, perhaps, and you
pay another, but we both pay. Don't you suppose," a smile broke through
the seriousness of her face, "don't you suppose I have my scars,
too?"
Marian dried her eyes. "Scars?"
"When you are pointed out—as you WILL be, wherever you
go—" said Julie, "you'll think to yourself, 'Ah, yes, this is very
lovely and very flattering, but I'll never dance again—I'll never rush into the
waves again, I'll never spend a whole morning on the tennis court,' won't
you?"
The Dancing Girl nodded, her eyes filling again, her lips
trembling.
"And when people stare after me and follow me," said
Julie, "I think to myself—'Oh, this is very flattering, very
delightful—but the young years are gone—the mother who missed me and longed for
me is gone—the little sisters are married, and deep in happy family cares—they
don't need me any more.' I have what I wanted, but I've paid the price! In a
life like mine there's no room for the normal, wonderful ties of a home and
children. Never—" she put her head back against her chair and shut her
eyes—"never that happiness for me!" She finished, her voice lowered
and carefully controlled.
They were both silent awhile. Then Marian stirred her helpless
fingers just enough to deepen their light pressure on Julie's own.
"Thank you," she said shyly. "I see now. I think I begin to understand."
In the sunny
morning-room there prevailed an atmosphere of business. Rosemary, at the desk,
was rapidly writing notes and addressing envelopes. Theodore, a deep wrinkle
crossing his forehead, was struggling to reduce to order a confused heap of
crumpled and illegible papers. Before him lay little heaps of silver and small
gold, which he moved and counted untiringly, referring now and then to various
entries in a large, flat ledger. Mrs. Bancroft, stepmother of these two, was in
a deep chair, with her lap full of letters. Now and then she quoted aloud from
these as she opened and glanced over them. Lastly, Ann Weatherbee, a neighbor,
seated on the floor with her back against Mrs. Bancroft's knee, was sorting a
large hamperful of silver spoons and crumpled napkins into various heaps.
"There!" said Ann, presently. "I've finished the
napkins—or nearly! Tell me, whose are these, Aunt Nell?"
Mrs. Bancroft reached a smooth hand for them and mused over the
monograms.
"B—B—B—?" she reflected. "Both are B's, aren't
they? And different, too. This is Mrs. Bayne's, anyway—I was with her when she
bought these. But these—? Oh, I know now, Ann! That little cousin of the
Potters',—what was her name, Rosemary?"
"Sutter, madam! Guess again."
"No; but her unmarried name, I mean?"
"Oh, Beatty, of course!" supplied Ann. "Aren't you
clever to remember that! I'll tie them up. Oh, and should there only be eleven
of the Whiteley Greek-borders?" she asked presently.
"One was sent home with a cake, dear,—we had too much
cake."
"We always do, somehow," commented Rosemary, absently,
and there was a silence. The last speaker broke it presently, with a long sigh.
"At your next concert, mamma, I shall insist upon having
'please omit flowers' on the tickets," said Rosemary, severely. "I
think I have thanked forty people for 'your exquisite roses'!"
"Poor, overworked little Rosemary!" laughed her
stepmother.
"You can look for a new treasurer, too," said Theodore.
"This sort of thing needs an expert accountant. No ordinary brain...! What
with some of these women rubbing every item out three or four times, and others
using pale green water for ink, nobody could get a balance."
Mrs. Bancroft, smiling serenely, leaned back in her chair,
"Aren't they unkind to me, Ann?" she complained.
"They would expect a poor, forlorn old woman—Now, Rosemary!"
For Rosemary had interrupted her. Seating herself upon the arm of
her stepmother's chair, she laid a firm hand over the speaker's mouth.
"Now she will fish, Ann," said Rosemary, calmly.
"Fish!" said Ann, indignantly. "After last night
she doesn't have to FISH!"
"You bet she doesn't," said Theodore, affectionately.
"Not she! She got enough compliments last night to last her a long
while."
"I was ashamed of myself," confessed
Rosemary, with her slow smile; "for, after all, WE'RE only her family! But
father, Ted, and I went about the whole evening with broad, complacent grins—as
if WE'D been doing something."
"Oh, I was boasting aloud most of the time
that I knew her intimately," Ann added, laughing. "Just being a
neighbor and old friend shed a sort of glory even on me!"
"Oh, well, it was the dearest concert ever," summarized
Rosemary, contentedly. "The papers this morning say that the flowers were
like an opera first night—though I never saw any opera singer
get so many here—and that hundreds were turned away!"
"'Hundreds'!" repeated Mrs. Bancroft, chuckling at the
absurdity of it.
"Well, mamma, the hall WAS packed," Ted reminded her
promptly. He grinned over some amusing memory. "...Old lady Barnes weeping
over 'Nora Creina,'" he added.
"Ann, I didn't tell you that Dad and I met Herr Muller at the
gate this morning," said Rosemary, "shedding tears over the thought
of some of the Franz songs, and blowing his nose on his blue
handkerchief!"
"And you certainly did look stunning, mamma,"
contributed Ted.
"Children... children!" protested Mrs. Bancroft. But the
pleased color flooded her cheeks.
Another busy silence was broken by a triumphant exclamation from
Theodore, who turned about from his table to announce:
"Three hundred and seven dollars, ladies, and thirty-five
cents, with old lady Baker still to hear from, and eight dollars to pay for the
lights."
"WHAT!" said the three women together. Theodore repeated
the sum.
"Nonsense!" cried Rosemary. "It CAN'T be so
much."
Mrs. Bancroft stared dazedly.
"TWO hundred, Ted...?" she suggested.
"Three hundred!" the boy repeated firmly, beaming
sympathetically as both the young women threw themselves upon Mrs. Bancroft,
and smothered her in ecstatic embraces.
"Oh, Aunt Nell," said Ann, almost tearfully, "I
don't know what the girls will SAY. Why, Rose, it'll all but clear the ward.
It's three times what we thought!"
"Your father will be pleased," said Mrs. Bancroft,
winking a little suspiciously. "He's worried so about you girlies assuming
that debt. I must go tell him." She began to gather her letters together.
"Do you know where he is, Ted? Has he come in from his first round?"
she asked.
"She's the dearest...!" said Ann, when the door closed
behind her. "There's nobody quite like your mother."
"Honestly there isn't," assented Rosemary, thoughtfully.
"When you think how unspoiled she is—with that heavenly voice of hers, you
know, and every one so devoted to her. She doesn't do a THING, whether it's
arranging flowers, or apron patterns, or managing the maids, that people don't
admire and copy."
"She can't wait now to tell father the news," commented
Theodore, smiling.
"He'll be perfectly enchanted," said Rosemary. "He
sent her violets last night, and this morning, when we were taking all her
flowers out of the bathtub, and looking at the cards, she gave me such a funny
little grin and said, 'I'll thank the gentleman for these myself, Rose!' Ted
and I roared at her."
"But that was dear," said Ann, romantically.
"She simply does what she likes with Dad," said Ted,
ruminatively. Rosemary, facing the others over the back of her chair, nodded.
Ann had her arms about her knees. They were all idle.
"She got Dad to give me my horse," the boy went on,
"and she'll get him to let us go off to the Greers' next month—you'll see!
I can't think how she does it."
"I can remember the first day she came here," said
Rosemary. She rested her chin in her hands; her eyes were dreamy.
"George! We were the scared, miserable little rats!"
supplemented Theodore. Rosemary smiled pitifully, as if the mother asleep in
her could feel for the children of that long-passed day.
"I was only six," she said, "and when we heard the
wheels we ran—"
"That's right! We ran upstairs," agreed her brother.
"Yes. And she followed us. I can remember the rustling of her
dress.... And she had roses on—she pinned one on Bess's little black frock. And
she carried me down to dinner in her arms, and I sat in her lap."
"And that year you had a party," said Ann. "I
remember that, for I came. And the playhouse was built for Bess's birthday."
"So it was," said Rosemary, struck afresh. "That
was all her doing, too. She just has to want a thing, and it gets done! I'll
never forget Bess's wedding."
"Nor I," said Ann. "It was the most perfect little
wedding I ever saw. Not a hitch anywhere. And wasn't the house a bower? I never
had so much fun at any wedding in my life. Bess was so fresh and gay, and she
and George helped us until the very last minute—do you remember?—gathering the
roses and wrapping the cake. It was all ideal!"
"Bess told me the other day," said Rosemary, soberly,
and in a lowered tone, "that on her wedding-day, when she was dressed, you
know, mamma put on her veil, and pinned on the orange blossoms, and kissed her.
And Bess saw the tears in her eyes. And mamma laughed, and put her arm about
her and said: 'It is silly and wrong of me, dearest, but I was thinking who
might have been doing this for you to-day—of how proud she would have been!'
Then they came down, and Bess was married."
"Wasn't that like her?" said Ann. They were all silent a
moment. Then the visitor jumped up.
"Well, I must trot home to my deserted parent, my
children," she exclaimed briskly. "He rages if he comes in and
doesn't find me. But, if you ask me, I'll be over later to help you, Rose.
Every one in the world will be here for tea. And, meantime, make her rest, Ted.
She looks tired to death."
"I'll see thee home, Mistress," said Ted, gallantly, and
Rosemary was left alone. Her brother, coming in again nearly an hour afterward,
found her still in the same thoughtful attitude, her big eyes fixed upon space.
He knelt, and put his arm about her, and she drooped her soft, cool little
cheek against his, tightening her own arm about his neck. There was a little
silence.
"What is it?" said the boy, presently.
"Nothing, Teddy. But you're SUCH a comfort!"
"Well, but it's SOMETHING, old lady. Out with it!"
Rosemary tumbled his hair with her free hand.
"I was thinking of—mother," she confessed, very low.
His eyes were fast on hers for another short silence.
"Well,"—he spoke as if to a small child—"what were
you thinking, dear?"
"Oh, I was just thinking, Ted, that it's not fair. It isn't
fair," said Rosemary, with a little difficulty. "Not only Dad and
Bess and the maids, but you and I, too, we can't help idolizing mamma. And
sometimes we never think of mother—our own mother!—except as tired and sick and
struggling—that's all I remember, anyway. And mamma is all strength and
sweetness and health."
"I—I know it, old lady."
"Oh, and Ted!—to-day, and sometimes before, it's hurt me so!
I can't feel—I don't want to!—anything but what I do to mamma, but
sometimes—"
She struggled for composure. Her brother cleared his throat.
"She was so wistful for pretty things and good times, even I
can remember that," said Rosemary, with pitiful recollection. "And
she never had them! SHE would have loved to stand there last night, in lace and
pearls, bowing and smiling to every one. She would have loved the applause and
the flowers. And it stings me to think of us, you and I, proud to be mamma's
stepchildren!"
"Dad worshipped mother," submitted the boy,
hesitatingly.
"Yes, of course! But he was working day and night, and they
were poor, and then she was ill. I don't think she managed very well. Those
frightful, sloppy servants we used to have, and smoky fires, and sticky summer
dinners—and three bad little kids crying and leaving screen doors open, and
spilling the syrup! I remember her at the stove, flushed and hot. You think I
don't, but I do!"
"Yes, I do, too," he assented uncomfortably, frowningly.
"And do you remember the Easter eggs, Ted?"
Theodore nodded, wincing.
"She forgot to buy them, you know, and then walked two miles
in the hot spring weather, just to surprise and please us!"
"And then the eggs smashed, didn't they?"
"On the way home, yes. And we cried with fury, little beasts
that we were!" said Rosemary, as if unable to stop the sad little train of
memories. "I can remember that awful Belle that we had, making her drink
some port. I wouldn't kiss her. And she said that she would see if she couldn't
get me another egg the next day. And then Dad came in, and scolded us all so,
and carried her upstairs!"
She suddenly burst out crying, and clung to her brother. And he
let her cry for a while, patting her shoulder and talking to her until control
and even cheerfulness came back, and she could be trusted to go upstairs and
bathe her eyes for lunch.
When the lunch bell rang, Rosemary went downstairs, to find her
stepmother at the wide hall doorway with a yellow telegram in her hand.
"News from Bess," said Mrs. Bancroft, quickly.
"Good news, thank God! George wires that she and the little son are doing
well. The baby came at eleven this morning. Dad's just come in, and he's
telephoning that you and I will come over right after lunch. Think of it! Think
of it!"
"Bess!" said Rosemary, unsteadily. She read the
telegram, and clung a little limply to the firm hand that held it. "Bess's
baby!" she said dazedly.
"Bess's darling baby—think of holding it, Aunt Rose!"
Rosemary's sober eyes flashed joyously.
"Oh, I am—so I am! An aunt! DOESN'T it seem queer?"
"It seems very queer to me," said Mrs. Bancroft, as they
sat down on a wide window-seat to revel in the news, "for I went to see
your mother, on just such a morning, when Bess herself was just a day old—it
seems only a year ago! Bless us, how old we get! Your mother was younger than
I, you know, and I remember that SHE seemed to me mighty young to have a baby!
And now here's her baby's baby! Your mother was like an exquisite child,
Rosey-posy, showing off little Bess. They lived in a little playhouse of a
cottage, with blue curtains, and blue china, and a snubnosed little maid in
blue! I passed it on my way to school,—I had been teaching for seven years or
so, then,—and your mother would call out from the garden and make me come in,
and dance about me like a little witch. She wanted me to taste jam, or to hold
Teddy, or to see her roses—I used to feel sometimes as if all the sunshine in
the world was for Rose! Your father had boarded with my mother for three years
before they were married, you know, and I was fighting the bitterest sort of
heartache over the fact that I liked him and missed him—not that he ever
dreamed it! Perhaps she did, for she was always generous with you babies—loaned
you to me, and was as sweet to me as she could be." Mrs. Bancroft crumpled
the telegram, smiled, and sighed. "Well, it all comes back with another
baby—all those times when we were young, and gay, and unhappy, and working
together. Bess will look back at these days sometime, with the same feeling.
There is nothing in life like youth and work, and hard times and good times,
when people love each other, Rose."
Rosemary suddenly leaned over to kiss her. Her eyes were curiously
satisfied.
"I see where the fairness comes in—I see it now," she said dreamily. But even her stepmother did not catch the whisper or its meaning.
In the blazing heat of a
July afternoon, Mrs. Cyrus Austin Phelps, of Boston, arrived unexpectedly at
the Yerba Buena rancho in California. She was the only passenger to leave the
train at the little sun-burned platform that served as a station, and found not
even a freight agent there, of whom to ask the way to Miss Manzanita Boone's
residence. There were a few glittering lizards whisking about on the dusty
boards, and a few buzzards hanging motionless against the cloudless pale blue
of the sky overhead. Otherwise nothing living was in sight.
The train roared on down the valley, and disappeared. Its last
echo died away. All about was the utter silence of the foot-hills. The even
spires of motionless redwood trees rose, dense and steep, to meet the sky-line
with a shimmer of heat. The sun beat down mercilessly, there was no shadow
anywhere.
Mrs. Phelps, trim, middle-aged, richly and simply dressed, typical
of her native city, was not a woman to be easily disconcerted, but she felt
quite at a loss now. She was already sorry that she had come at all to Yerba
Buena, sorry that, in coming, she had not written Austin to meet her. She
already disliked this wide, silent, half-savage valley, and already felt out of
place here. How could she possibly imagine that there would not be shops,
stables, hotels at the station? What did other people do when they arrived
here? Mrs. Phelps crisply asked these questions of the unanswering woods and
hills.
After a while she sat down on her trunk, though with her small
back erect, and her expression uncompromisingly stern. She was sitting there
when Joe Bettancourt, a Portuguese milkman, happened to come by with his shabby
milk wagon, and his lean, shaggy horses, and—more because Joe, not
understanding English, took it calmly for granted that she wished to drive with
him, than because she liked the arrangement—Mrs. Phelps got him to take her
trunk and herself upon their way. They drove steadily upward, through apple
orchards that stretched in hot zigzag lines, like the spokes of a great wheel,
about them, and through strips of forest, where the corduroy road was springy
beneath the wagon wheels, and past ugly low cow sheds, where the red-brown
cattle were already gathering for the milking.
"You are taking me to Mr. Boone's residence?" Mrs.
Phelps would ask, at two-minute intervals. And Joe, hunched lazily over the
reins, would respond huskily:
"Sure. Thaz th' ole man."
And presently they did turn a corner, and find, in a great gash of
clearing, a low, rambling structure only a little better than the cow sheds,
with wide, unpainted porches all about it, and a straggling line of out-houses
near by. A Chinese cook came out of a swinging door to stare at the arrival,
two or three Portuguese girls, evidently house-servants, entered into a
cheerful, nasal conversation with Joe Bettancourt, from their seats by the
kitchen door, and a very handsome young woman, whom Mrs. Phelps at first
thought merely another servant came running down to the wagon. This young
creature had a well-rounded figure, clad in faded, crisp blue linen, slim
ankles that showed above her heavy buckled slippers, and a loosely-braided
heavy rope of bright hair. Her eyes were a burning blue, the lashes curled like
a doll's lashes, and the brows as even and dark as a doll's, too. She was
extraordinarily pretty, even Mrs. Phelps could find no fault with the bright
perfection of her face.
"Don't say you're Mother Phelps!" cried this young
person, delightedly, lifting the older woman almost bodily from the wagon.
"But I know you are!" she continued joyously. "Do you know who I
am? I'm Manzanita Boone!"
Mrs. Phelps felt her heart grow sick within her. She had thought herself
steeled for any shock,—but not this! Stricken dumb for a moment, she was led
indoors, and found herself listening to a stream of gay chatter, and relieved
of hat and gloves, and answering questions briefly and coldly, while all the
time an agonized undercurrent of protest filled her heart: "He cannot—he
SHALL NOT marry her!"
Austin was up at the mine, of course, but Miss Boone despatched a
messenger for him in all haste. The messenger was instructed to say merely that
Manzanita had something she wanted to show him, but the simple little ruse
failed. Austin guessed what the something was, and before he had fairly
dismounted from his wheeling buckskin, his mother heard his eager voice:
"Mater! Where are you! Where's my mother?"
He came rushing into the ranch-house, and caught her in his arms,
laughing and eager, half wild with the joy of seeing his mother and his girl in
each other's company, and too radiant to suspect that his mother's happiness
was not as great as his own.
"You got my letter about our engagement, mater? Of
course,—and you came right on to meet my girl yourself, didn't you? Good little
mater, that was perfectly great of you! This is just about the best thing that
ever—and isn't she sweet—do you blame me?" He had his arm about Manzanita,
their eyes were together, his tender and proud, the girl's laughing and
shy,—they did not see Mrs. Phelps's expression. "And what did you
think?" Austin rushed on, "Were you surprised? Did you tell Cornelia?
That's good. Did you tell every one—have the home papers had it? You know,
mother," Austin dropped his voice confidentially, "I wasn't sure
you'd be awfully glad,—just at first, you know. I knew you would be the minute
you saw Manz'ita; but I was afraid—But now, it's all right,—and it's just
great!"
"But I thought Yerba Buena was quite a little village,
dear," said Mrs. Phelps, accusingly.
"What's the difference?" said Austin, cheerfully, much
concerned because Manzanita was silently implying that he should remove his arm
from her waist.
"Why, I thought I could stay at a hotel, or at least a
boarding-house—" began his mother. Miss Boone laughed out. She was a noisy
young creature.
"We'll 'phone the Waldorf-Astoria," said she.
"Seriously, Austin—" said Mrs. Phelps, looking annoyed.
"Seriously, mater," he met her distress comfortably,
"you'll stay here at the ranch-house. I live here, you know. Manz'ita'll
love to have you, and you'll get the best meals you ever had since you were
born! This was certainly a corking thing for you to do, mother!" he broke
off joyfully. "And you're looking awfully well!"
"I find you changed, Austin," his mother said, with a
delicate inflection that made the words significant. "You're brown, dear,
and bigger, and—heavier, aren't you?"
"Why don't you say fat?" said Manzanita, with a little
push for her affianced husband. "He was an awfully pasty-looking thing
when he came here," she confided to his mother. "But I fed him up,
didn't I, Aus?" And she rubbed her cheek against his head like a little
friendly pony.
"And he's going to marry her!" Mrs. Phelps said to
herself, heartsick. She felt suddenly old and discouraged and helpless; out of
their zone of youth and love. But on the heels of despair, her courage rose up
again. She would save Austin while there was yet time, if human power could do
it.
The three were sitting in the parlor, a small, square room,
through whose western windows the sinking sun streamed boldly. Mrs. Phelps had
never seen a room like this before. There was no note of quaintness here; no
high-boy, no heavy old mahogany drop-leaf table, no braided rugs or small-paned
windows. There was not even comfort. The chairs were as new and shining as
chairs could be; there was a "mission style" rocker, a golden-oak
rocker, a cherry rocker, heavily upholstered. There was a walnut drop-head
sewing-machine on which a pink saucer of some black liquid fly-poison stood.
There was a "body Brussels" rug on the floor. Lastly, there was an
oak sideboard, dusty, pretentious, with its mirror cut into small sections by
little, empty shelves.
It all seemed like a nightmare to poor little Mrs. Phelps, as she
sat listening to the delighted reminiscences of the young people, who presently
reviewed their entire acquaintanceship for her benefit. It seemed impossible
that this was her Austin, this big-voiced, brown, muscular young man! Austin
had always been slender, and rather silent. Austin had always been so close to
her, so quick to catch her point of view. He had been nearer her even than
Cornelia—
Cornelia! Her heart reached Cornelia's name with a homesick throb.
Cornelia would be home from her club or concert or afternoon at cards now,—Mrs.
Phelps did not worry herself with latitude or longitude,—she would be having
tea in the little drawing-room, under the approving canvases of Copley and Gilbert
Stuart. Her mother could see Cornelia's well-groomed hands busy with the Spode
cups and the heavy old silver spoons; Cornelia's fine, intelligent face and
smooth dark head well set off by a background of rich hangings and soft lights,
polished surfaces, and the dull tones of priceless rugs.
"I beg your pardon?" she said, rousing herself.
"I asked you if you didn't have a cat-fit when you realized
that Aus was going to marry a girl you never saw?" Manzanita repeated with
friendly enjoyment. Mrs. Phelps gave her only a few seconds' steady
consideration for answer, and then pointedly addressed her son.
"It sounds very strange to your mother, to have you called
anything but Austin, my son," she said.
"Manz'ita can't spare the time," he explained, adoring
eyes on the girl, whose beauty, in the level light, was quite startling enough
to hold any man's eyes.
"And you young people are very sure of yourselves, I
suppose?" the mother said, lightly, after a little pause. Austin only
laughed comfortably, but Manzanita's eyes came suddenly to meet those of the
older woman, and both knew that the first gun had been fired. A color that was
not of the sunset burned suddenly in the girl's round cheeks. "She's not
glad we're engaged!" thought Manzanita, with a pang of utter surprise.
"She knows why I came!" Mrs. Phelps said triumphantly to herself.
For Mrs. Phelps was a determined woman, and in some ways a
merciless one. She had been born with Bostonian prejudices strong within her.
She had made her children familiar, in their very nursery days, with the great
names of their ancestors. Cornelia, when a plain, distinguished-looking child
of six, was aware that her nose was "all Slocumb," and her forehead
just like "great-aunt Hannah Maria Rand Babcock's." Austin learned that
he was a Phelps in disposition, but "the image of the Bonds and the
Baldwins." The children often went to distinguished gatherings composed
entirely of their near and distant kinspeople, ate their porridge from silver
bowls a hundred years old, and even at dancing-school were able to discriminate
against the beruffled and white-clad infants whose parents "mother didn't
know." In due time Austin went to a college in whose archives the names of
his kinsmen bore an honorable part; and Cornelia, having skated and studied
German cheerfully for several years, with spectacles on her near-sighted eyes,
her hair in a club, and a metal band across her big white teeth, suddenly
blossomed into a handsome and dignified woman, who calmly selected one Taylor
Putnam Underwood as the most eligible of several possible husbands, and
proceeded to set up an irreproachable establishment of her own.
All this was as it should be. Mrs. Phelps, a bustling little
figure in her handsome rich silks, with her crisp black hair severely arranged,
and her crisp voice growing more and more pleasantly positive as years went by,
fitted herself with dignity into the role of mother-in-law and grandmother.
Cornelia had been married several years. When Austin came home from college,
and while taking him proudly with her on a round of dinners and calls, his
mother naturally cast her eye about her for the pearl of women, who should
become his wife.
Austin, it was understood, was to go into Uncle Hubbard
Frothingham's office. All the young sons and nephews and cousins in the family
started there. When Austin, agreeing in the main to the proposal, suggested
that he be put in the San Francisco branch of the business, Mrs. Phelps was
only mildly disturbed. He had everything to lose and nothing to gain by going
West, she explained, but if he wanted to, let him try California.
So Austin went, and quite distinguished himself in his new work
for about a year. Then suddenly out of a clear sky came the astounding news
that he had left the firm,—actually resigned from Frothingham, Curtis, and
Frothingham!—and had gone up into the mountains, to manage a mine for some
unknown person named Boone! Mrs. Phelps shut her lips into a severe line when
she heard this news, and for several weeks she did not write to Austin. But as
months went by, and he seemed always well and busy, and full of plans for a
visit home, she forgave him, and wrote him twice weekly again,—charming,
motherly letters, in which newspaper clippings and concert programmes likely to
interest him were enclosed, and amateur photographs,—snapshots of Cornelia in
her furs, laughing against a background of snowy Common, snapshots of
Cornelia's children with old Kelly in the motor-car, and of dear Taylor and
Cornelia with Sally Middleton on the yacht. Did Austin remember dear Sally? She
had grown so pretty and had so many admirers.
It was Cornelia who suggested, when the staggering news of
Austin's engagement came to Boston, that her mother should go to California,
stay at some "pretty, quiet farm-house near by," meet this Miss
Manzanita Boone, whoever she was, and quietly effect, as mothers and sisters
have hoped to effect since time began, a change of heart in Austin.
And so she had arrived here, to find that there was no such thing
in the entire valley as the colonial farmhouse of her dreams, to find that, far
from estranging Austin from the Boone family, she must actually be their guest
while she stayed at Yerba Buena, to find that her coming was interpreted by
this infatuated pair to be a sign of her entire sympathy with their plans. And
added to all this, Austin was different, noisier, bigger, younger than she
remembered him: Manzanita was worse than her worst fears, and the rancho,
bounded only by the far-distant mountain ridges, with its canyons, its river,
its wooded valleys and trackless ranges, struck actual terror to her homesick
soul.
"Well, what do you think of her? Isn't she a darling?"
demanded Austin, when he and his mother were alone on the porch, just before
dinner.
"She's very PRETTY, dear. She's not a college girl, of
course?"
"College? Lord, no! Why, she wouldn't even go away to
boarding-school." Austin was evidently proud of her independent spirit.
"She and her brothers went to this little school over here at Eucalyptus,
and I guess Manz'ita ran things pretty much her own way. You'll like the kids.
They have no mother, you know, and old Boone just adores Manzanita. He's a nice
old boy, too."
"Austin, DEAR!" Mrs. Phelps's protest died into a sigh.
"Well, but he is, a fine old fellow," amended Austin.
"And you think she's the sort of woman to make you happy,
dear. Is she musical? Is she fond of books?"
Austin, for the first time, looked troubled.
"Don't you LIKE her, mother?" he asked, astounded.
"Why, I've just met her, dear. I want you to tell me about
her."
"Every one here is crazy about her," Austin said half
sulkily. "She's been engaged four times, and she's only twenty-two!"
"And she TOLD you that, dear? Herself?"
The boy flushed quickly.
"Why shouldn't she?" he said uncomfortably. "Every
one knows it."
His mother fanned for a moment in silence.
"Can you imagine Cornelia—or Sally—engaged four times, and
talking about it?" she asked gently.
"Things are different here," Austin presently submitted,
to which Mrs. Phelps emphatically assented, "Entirely different!"
There was a pause. From the kitchen region came much slamming of
light wire door, and the sound of hissing and steaming, high-keyed remarks from
the Chinese and the Portuguese girls, and now and then the ripple of
Manzanita's laughter. A farm-hand crossed the yard, with pails of milk, and
presently a dozen or more men came down the steep trail that led to the mine.
These were ranch-hands, cow-boys, and road-keepers, strong,
good-natured young fellows, who had their own house and their own cook near the
main ranch-house, and who now began a great washing and splashing, at a bench
under some willow trees, where there were basins and towels. An old Spanish
shepherd, with his dogs, came down from the sheep range; other dogs lounged out
from barns and stables; there was a cheerful stir of reunion and relaxation as
the hot day dropped to its close.
A great hawk flapped across the canyon below the ranch-house, bats
began to wheel in the clear dusk, owls called in the woods. Just before
Manzanita appeared in the kitchen doorway to ring a clamorous bell for some
sixty ear-splitting seconds, her father, an immense old man on a restless
claybank mare, rode into the yard, and the four brothers, Jose, Marty, Allen,
and the little crippled youngest, eight-year-old Rafael, appeared mysteriously
from the shadows, and announced that they were ready for dinner. Martin Boone,
Senior, gave Mrs. Phelps a vigorous welcome.
"Well, sir! I never thought I'd be glad to see the mother of
the fellow who carried off my girl," said Martin Boone, wringing Mrs.
Phelps's aching fingers, "but you and I married in our day, ma'am, and
it's the youngsters' turn. But he'll have to be a pretty fine fellow to satisfy
Manzanita!" And before the lady could even begin the spirited retort that
rose to her lips, he had led the way to the long, overloaded dinner-table.
"I am too terribly heartsick to go into details," wrote
the poor little lady, when Manzanita had left her for the night in her bare,
big bedroom and she had opened her writing-case upon a pine table over which
hung, incongruously enough, a large electric light. "Austin is apparently
blind to everything but her beauty, which is really noticeable, not that it
matters. What is mere beauty beside such refinement as Sally's, for instance,
how far will it go with OUR FRIENDS when they discover that Austin's wife is an
untrained, common little country girl? Even when I tell you that she uses such
words as 'swell,' and 'perfect lady,' and that she asked me who Phillips Brooks
was, and had never heard of William Morris or Maeterlinck you can really form
no idea of her ignorance! And the dinner,—one shudders at the thought of
beginning to teach her of correct service; hors d'oeuvres, finger-bowls,
butter-spreaders, soup-spoons and salad-forks will all be mysteries to her! And
her clothes! A rowdyish-looking little tight-fitting cotton a servant would not
wear, and openwork hose, and silver bangles! It is terrible, TERRIBLE. I don't
know what we can do. She is very clever. I think she suspects already that I do
not approve, although she began at once to call me 'Mother Phelps'—with a
familiarity that is quite typical of her. My one hope is to persuade Austin to
come home with me for a visit, and to keep him there until his wretched infatuation
has died a natural death. What possible charm this part of the world can have
for him is a mystery to me. To compare this barn of a house to your lovely home
is enough to make me long to be there with all my heart. Instead of my
beautiful rooms, and Mary's constant attendance, imagine your mother writing in
a room whose windows have no shades, so that one has the uncomfortable
sensation that any one outside may be looking in. Of course the valley descends
very steeply from the ranch-house, and there are thousands of acres of silent
woods and hills, but I don't like it, nevertheless, and shall undress in the
dark. ...I shall certainly speak seriously to Austin as soon as possible."
But the right moment for approaching Austin on the subject of his
return to Boston did not immediately present itself, and for several days
Manzanita, delighted at having a woman guest, took Mrs. Phelps with her all
over the countryside.
"I like lady friends," said Manzanita once, a little
shyly. "You see it's 'most always men who visit the rancho, and they're no
fun!"
She used to come, uninvited but serene, into her prospective
mother-in-law's room at night, and artlessly confide in her, while she braided
the masses of her glorious hair. She showed Mrs. Phelps the "swell"
pillow she was embroidering to represent an Indian's head, and which she
intended to finish with real beads and real feathers. She was as eagerly
curious as a child about the older woman's dainty toilet accessories,
experimenting with manicure sets and creams and powders with artless pleasure.
"I'm going to have that and do it that way!" she would announce, when
impressed by some particular little nice touch about Cornelia's letters, or
some allusion that gave her a new idea.
"If you ever come to Boston, you will be expected to know all
these things," Mrs. Phelps said to her once, a little curiously.
"Oh, but I'll never go there!" she responded
confidently.
"You will have to," said the other, sharply.
"Austin can hardly spend his whole life here! His friends are there, his
family. All his traditions are there. Those may not mean much to him now, but
in time to come they will mean more."
"We'll make more money than we can spend, right here,"
Manzanita said, in a troubled voice.
"Money is not everything, my dear."
"No—" Manzanita's brown fingers went slowly down to the
last fine strands of the braid she was finishing. Then she said, brightening:
"But I AM everything to Aus! I don't care what I don't know,
or can't do, HE thinks I'm fine!"
And she went off to bed in high spirits. She was too entirely
normal a young woman to let anything worry her very long,—too busy to brood.
The visitor soon learned why the ranch-house parlor presented so dismal an
aspect of unuse. It was because Manzanita was never inside it. The girl's days
were packed to the last instant with duties and pleasures. She needed no
parlor. Even her bedroom was as bare and impersonal as her father's. She was
never idle. Mrs. Phelps more than once saw the new-born child of a rancher's or
miner's wife held in those capable young arms, she saw the children at the mine
gathering about Manzanita, the women leaving their doorways for eager talk with
her. And once, during the Eastern woman's visit, death came to the Yerba Buena,
and Manzanita and young Jose spent the night in one of the ranch-houses, and
walked home, white, tired, and a little sobered, in the early morning, for
breakfast.
Manzanita rode and drove horses of which even her brothers were
afraid; she handled a gun well, she chattered enough Spanish, Portuguese,
Indian, and Italian to make herself understood by the ranch hands and
dairy-men. And when there was a housewarming, or a new barn to gather in, she
danced all night with a passionate enjoyment. It might be with Austin, or the
post-office clerk, or a young, sleek-haired rancher, or a miner shining from
soap and water; it mattered not to Manzanita, if he could but dance. And when
she and Mrs. Phelps drove, as they often did, to spend the day with the gentle,
keen, capable women on other ranches thereabout, it was quite the usual thing
to have them bring out bolts of silk or gingham for Manzanita's inspection, and
seriously consult her as to fitting and cutting.
Mrs. Phelps immensely enjoyed these day-long visits, though she
would have denied it; hardly recognized the fact herself. One could grow well
acquainted in a day with the clean, big, bare ranch-houses, the very old people
in the shining kitchens, the three or four capable companionable women who
managed the family; one with a child at her breast, perhaps another getting
ready for her wedding, a third newly widowed, but all dwelling harmoniously
together and sharing alike the care of menfolk and children. They would all
make the Eastern woman warmly welcome, eager for her talk of the world beyond
their mountains, and when she and Manzanita drove away, it was with jars of
specially chosen preserves and delicious cheeses in their hands, pumpkins and
grapes, late apples and perhaps a jug of cider in the little wagon body, and a
loaf of fresh-baked cake or bread still warm in a white napkin. Hospitable
children, dancing about the phaeton, would shout generous offers of
"bunnies" or "kitties," Manzanita would hang at a dangerous
angle over the wheel to accept good-by kisses, and perhaps some old, old woman,
limping out to stand blinking in the sunlight, would lay a fine, transparent,
work-worn hand on Mrs. Phelps and ask her to come again. It was an
"impossible" life, of course, and yet, at the moment, absorbing
enough to the new-comer. And it was at least surprising to find the best of
magazines and books everywhere,—"the advertisements alone seem to keep
them in touch with everything new," wrote Mrs. Phelps.
Her whole attitude toward Manzanita might have softened sometimes,
if long years of custom had not made the little things of life vitally
important to her. A misused or mispronounced word was like a blow to her; inner
forces over which she had no control forced her to discuss it and correct it.
She had a quick, horrified pity for Manzanita's ignorance on matters which
should be part of a lady's instinctive knowledge. She winced at the girl's
cheerful acknowledgement of that ignorance. No woman in Mrs. Phelps's own
circle at home ever for one instant admitted ignorance of any important point
of any sort; what she did not know she could superbly imply was not worth
knowing. Even though she might be secretly enjoying the universal, warm
hospitality of the rancho, Mrs. Phelps never lost sight of the fact that
Manzanita was not the wife for Austin, and that the marriage would be the ruin
of his life. She told herself that her opposition was for Manzanita's happiness
as well as for his, and plotted without ceasing against their plans.
"I've had a really remarkable letter from Uncle William,
dear!" she said, one afternoon, when by some rare chance she was alone
with her son.
"Good for you!" said Austin, absently, clicking the cock
of the gun he was cleaning. "Give the old boy my love when you
write."
"He sends you a message, dear. He wants to know—but you're not
listening," Mrs. Phelps paused. Austin looked up.
"Oh, I'm listening. I hear every word."
"You seem so far from me these days, Austin," said his
mother, plaintively. "But—" she brightened, "I hope dear Uncle
William's plan will change all that. He wants you to come home, dear. He offers
you the junior partnership, Austin." She brought it out very quietly.
"Offers me the—WHAT?"
"The junior partnership,—yes, dear. Think of it, at your age,
Austin! What would your dear father have said! How proud he would have been!
Yes. Stafford has gone into law, you know, and Keith Curtis will live abroad
when Isabel inherits. So you see!"
"Mighty kind of Uncle William," mused Austin, "but
of course there's nothing in it for me!" He avoided her gaze, and went on
cleaning his gun. "I'm fixed here, you know. This suits me."
"I hope you are not serious, my son." Austin knew that
voice. He braced himself for unpleasantness.
"Manzanita," he said simply. There was a throbbing
silence.
"You disappoint one of my lifelong hopes for my only son,
Austin," his mother said very quietly.
"I know it, mother. I'm sorry."
"For the first time, Austin, I wish I had another son. I am
going to beg you—to beg you to believe that I can see your happiness clearer
than you can just now!" Mrs. Phelps's voice was calm, but she was
trembling with feeling.
"Don't put it that way, mater. Anyway, I never liked office
work much, you know."
"Austin, don't think your old mammy is trying to manage
you," Mrs. Phelps was suddenly mild and affectionate. "But THINK,
dear. Taylor says the salary is not less than fifteen thousand. You could have
a lovely home, near me. Think of the opera, of having a really formal dinner
again, of going to Cousin Robert Stokes's for Christmas, and yachting with
Taylor and Gerry."
Austin was still now, evidently he WAS thinking.
"My idea," his mother went on reasonably, "would be
to have you come on with me now, at once. See Uncle William,—we mustn't keep
his kindness waiting, must we?—get used to the new work, make sure of yourself.
Then come back for Manzanita, or have her come on—" She paused, her eyes a
question.
"I'd hate to leave Yerba Buena—" Austin visibly
hesitated.
"But, Austin, you must sooner or later." Mrs. Phelps was
framing a triumphant letter to Cornelia in her mind.
But just then Manzanita came running around the corner of the
house, and seeing them, took the porch steps in two bounds, and came to lean on
Austin's shoulder.
"Austin!" she burst out excitedly. "I want you to
ride straight down to the stock pens,—they've got a thousand steers on the
flats there going through from Portland, and the men say they aren't to leave
the cars to-night! I told them they would HAVE to turn them out and water them,
and they just laughed! Will you go down?" She was breathing hard like an
impatient child, her cheeks two poppies, her eyes blazing. "Will you? Will
you?"
"Sure I will, if you'll do something for me." Austin
pulled her toward him.
"Well, there!" She gave him a child's impersonal kiss.
"You'll make them water them, won't you, Austin?"
"Oh, yes. I'll 'tend to them." Austin got up, his arm
about her. "Look here," said he. "How'd you like to come and
live in Boston?"
Her eyes went quickly from him to his mother.
"I wouldn't!" she said, breathing quickly and defiantly.
"Never?"
"Never, never, never! Unless it was just to visit. Why,
Austin—" her reproachful eyes accused him, "you said we needn't,
ever! You KNOW I couldn't live in a street!"
Austin laughed again. "Well, that settles Uncle
William!" he announced comfortably. "I'll write him to-morrow,
mother. Come on, now, we'll settle this other trouble!"
And he and Manzanita disappeared in the direction of the stable.
Mrs. Phelps sat thinking, deep red spots burning in her cheeks.
Things could not go on this way. Yet she would not give up. She suddenly
determined to try an idea of Cornelia's.
So the word went all over the ranch-house next day that Mrs.
Phelps was ill. The nature of the illness was not specified, but she could not
leave her bed. Austin was all filial sympathy, Manzanita an untiring nurse.
Hong Fat sent up all sorts of kitchen delicacies, the boys brought trout, and
rare ferns, and wild blackberries in from their daily excursions, for her
especial benefit, and before two days were over, every hour found some distant
neighbor at the rancho with offers of sympathy and assistance. An old doctor
came up from Emville at once, and Jose and Marty accompanied him all the twenty
miles back into town for medicines.
But days went by, and the invalid was no better. She lay, quiet
and uncomplaining, in the airy bedroom, while October walked over the mountain
ranges, and the grapes were gathered, and the apples brought in. She took the
doctor's medicine, and his advice, and agreed pleasantly with him that she
would soon be well enough to go home, and would be better off there. But she
would not try to get up.
One afternoon, while she was lying with closed eyes, she heard the
rattle of the doctor's old buggy outside, and heard Manzanita greet him from
where she was labelling jelly glasses on the porch. Mrs. Phelps could trace the
old man's panting approach to a porch chair, and heard Manzanita go into the
house with a promise of lemonade and crullers. In a few minutes she was back
again, and the clink of ice against glass sounded pleasantly in the hot
afternoon.
"Well, how is she?" said the doctor, presently, with a
long, wet gasp of satisfaction.
"She's asleep," answered Manzanita. "I just peeked
in.—There's more of that," she added, in apparent reference to the iced
drink. And then, with a change of tone, she added, "What's the matter with
her, anyway, Doc' Jim?"
To which the old doctor with great simplicity responded:
"You've got me, Manz'ita. I can diagnose as good as any
one," he went on after a pause, "when folks have GOT something. If
you mashed your hand in a food cutter, or c't something poisonous, or come down
with scarlet fever, I'd know what to do for ye. But, these rich women—"
"Well, you know, I could prescribe for her, and cure her,
too," said Manzanita. "All I'd do is tell her she'd got to go home
right off. I'd say that this climate was too bracing for her, or
something."
"Shucks! I did say that," interrupted the doctor.
"Yes, but you didn't say you thought she'd ought to take her
son along in case of need," the girl added significantly. There was a long
pause.
"She don't want ye to marry him, hey?" said the doctor,
ending it.
Manzanita evidently indicated an assent, for he presently resumed
indignantly: "Who does she want for him—Adelina Patti?" He marvelled
over a third glass. "Well, what do you know about that!" he murmured.
Then, "Well, I'll be a long time prescribing that."
"No, I want you to send her off, and send him with her,"
said Manzanita, decidedly, "that's why I'm telling you this. I've thought
it all over. I don't want to be mean about it. She thinks that if he saw his
sister, and his old friends, and his old life, he'd get to hate the Yerba
Buena. At first I laughed at her, and so did Aus. But, I don't know, Doc' Jim,
she may be right!"
"Shucks!" said the doctor, incredulously.
"No, of course she isn't!" the girl said, after a pause.
"I know Aus. But let her take him, and try. Then, if he comes back, she
can't blame me. And—" She laughed. "This is a funny thing," she
said, "for she doesn't like me. But I like her. I have no mother and no
aunts, you know, and I like having an old lady 'round. I always wanted some one
to stay with me, and perhaps, if Aus comes back some day, she'll get to liking
me, too. She'll remember," her tone grew a little wistful, "that I
couldn't help his loving me! And besides—" and the tone was suddenly
confident again—"I AM good—as good as his sister! And I'm learning things.
I learn something new from her every day! And I'd LIKE to feel that he went
away from me—and had to come back!"
"Don't you be a fool," cautioned the doctor. "A
feller gets among his friends for a year or two, and where are ye? Minnie
Ferguson's feller never come back to her and she was a real pretty, good girl,
too."
"Oh, I think he'll come back," the girl said softly, as if
to herself.
"I only hope, if he don't show up on the minute, you'll marry
somebody else so quick it'll make her head spin!" said the doctor,
fervently. Manzanita laughed out, and the sound of it made Mrs. Phelps wince,
and shut her eyes.
"Maybe I will!" the girl said hardily. "You'll
suggest his taking her home, anyway, won't you, Doc' Jim?" she asked.
"Well, durn it, I'd jest as soon," agreed the doctor.
"I don't know as you're so crazy about him!"
"And you'll stay to dinner?" Manzanita instantly changed
the subject. "There's ducks. Of course the season's over, but a string of
them came up to Jose and Marty, and pushed themselves against their guns—you
know how it is."
"Sure, I'll stay," said the doctor. "Go see if
she's awake, Manz'ita, that's a good girl. If she ain't—I'll walk up to the
mine for a spell."
So Manzanita tiptoed to the door of Mrs. Phelps's room and
noiselessly opened it, and smiled when she saw the invalid's open eyes.
"Well, have a nice nap?" she asked, coming to put a
daughterly little hand over the older woman's hand. "Want more light? Your
books have come."
"I'm much better, dear," said Mrs. Phelps. The Boston
woman's tone would always be incisive, her words clear. But she kept
Manzanita's hand. "I think I will get up for dinner. I've been lying here
thinking that I've wasted quite enough time, if we are to have a wedding here
before I go home—"
Manzanita stared at her. Then she knelt down beside the bed and began to cry.
On a certain Thursday afternoon more than a year later, Mrs. Phelps
happened to be alone in her daughter's Boston home. Cornelia was attending the
regular meeting of a small informal club whose reason for being was the study
of American composers. Mrs. Phelps might have attended this, too, or she might
have gone to several other club meetings, or she might have been playing cards,
or making calls, but she had been a little bit out of humor with all these
things of late, and hence was alone in the great, silent house. The rain was
falling heavily outside, and in the library there was a great coal fire. Now
and then a noiseless maid came in and replenished it.
Cornelia was always out in the afternoons. She belonged to a great
many clubs, social, literary, musical and civic clubs, and card clubs. Cornelia
was an exceptionally capable young woman. She had two nice children, in the
selection of whose governesses and companions she exercised very keen judgment,
and she had a fine husband, a Harvard man of course, a silent, sweet-tempered
man some years her senior, whose one passion in life was his yacht, and whose
great desire was that his wife and children should have everything in life of
the very best. Altogether, Cornelia's life was quite perfect, well-ordered,
harmonious, and beautiful. She attended the funeral of a relative or friend
with the same decorous serenity with which she welcomed her nearest and dearest
to a big family dinner at Christmas or Thanksgiving. She knew what life
expected of her, and she gave it with calm readiness.
The library in her beautiful home, where her mother was sitting
now, was like all the other drawing-rooms Cornelia entered. Its mahogany
reading-table bore a priceless lamp, and was crossed by a strip of wonderful
Chinese embroidery. There were heavy antique brass candlesticks on the mantel,
flanking a great mirror whose carved frame showed against its gold rare touches
of Florentine blue. The rugs on the floor were a silken blend of Oriental
tones, the books in the cases were bound in full leather. An oil portrait of
Taylor hung where his wife's dutiful eyes would often find it, lovely pictures
of the children filled silver frames on a low book-case.
Eleanor, the ten-year-old, presently came into the room, with
Fraulein Hinz following her. Eleanor was a nice child, and the only young life
in the house since Taylor Junior had been sent off to boarding-school.
"Here you are, grandmother," said she, with a kiss.
"Uncle Edward brought us home. It's horrid out. Several of the girls
didn't come at all to-day."
"And what have you to do now, dear?" Mrs. Phelps knew
she had something to do.
"German for to-morrow. But it's easy. And then Dorothy's
coming over, for mamma is going out. We'll do our history together, and have
dinner upstairs. She's not to go home until eight!"
"That's nice," said Mrs. Phelps, claiming another kiss
before the child went away. She had grown quite used to seeing Eleanor only for
a moment now and then.
When she was alone again, she sat staring dreamily into the fire,
a smile coming and going in her eyes. She had left Manzanita's letter upstairs,
but after all, she knew the ten closely covered pages by heart. It had come a
week ago, and had been read several times a day since. It was a wonderful
letter.
They wanted her—in California. In fact, they had always wanted
her, from the day she came away. She had stayed to see the new house built, and
had stayed for the wedding, and then had come back to Boston, thinking her duty
to Austin done, and herself free to take up the old life with a clear
conscience. But almost the first letters from the rancho demanded her! Little
Rafael had painfully written to know where he could find this poem and that to
which she had introduced him. Marty had sent her a bird's nest, running over
with ants when it was opened in Cornelia's breakfast-room, but he never knew
that. Jose had written for advice as to seeds for Manzanita's garden. And
Austin had written he missed her, it was "rotten" not to find mater
waiting for them, when they came back from their honeymoon.
But best of all, Manzanita had written, and, ah, it was sweet to
be wanted as Manzanita wanted her! News of all the neighbors, of the women at
the mine, pressed wildflowers, scraps of new gowns, and questions of every
sort; Manzanita's letters brimmed with them. She could have her own rooms, her
own bath, she could have everything she liked, but she must come back!
"I am the only woman here at the house," wrote
Manzanita, "and it's no fun. I'd go about ever so much more, if you were
here to go with me. I want to start a club for the women at the mine, but I
never belonged to a club, and I don't know how. Rose Harrison wants you to come
on in time for her wedding, and Alice has a new baby. And old Mrs. Larabee says
to tell you—"
And so on and on. They didn't forget her, on the Yerba Buena, as
the months went by. Mrs. Phelps grew to look eagerly for the letters. And now
came this one, and the greatest news in the world—! And now, it was as it
should be, Manzanita wanted her more than ever!
Cornelia came in upon her happy musing, to kiss her mother, send
her hat and furs upstairs, ring for tea, and turn on the lights, all in the
space of some sixty seconds.
"It was so interesting to-day, mater," reported
Cornelia. "Cousin Emily asked for you, and Edith and the Butlers sent
love. Helen is giving a bridge lunch for Mrs. Marye; she's come up for Frances'
wedding on the tenth. And Anna's mother is better; the nurse says you can see
her on Wednesday. Don't forget the Shaw lecture Wednesday, though. And there is
to be a meeting of this auxiliary of the political study club,—I don't know
what it's all about, but one feels one must go. I declare," Cornelia
poured a second cup, "next winter I'm going to try to do less. There isn't
a single morning or afternoon that I'm not attending some meeting or going to
some affair. Between pure milk and politics and charities and luncheons,—it's
just too much! Belle says that women do all the work of the world, in these
days—"
"And yet we don't GET AT anything," said Mrs. Phelps, in
her brisk, impatient little way. "I attend meetings, I listen to reports,
I sit on boards—But what comes of it all! Trained nurses and paid workers do
all the actual work—"
"But mother, dear, a great deal will come of it all,"
Cornelia was mildly reproachful. "You couldn't inspect babies and do nursing
yourself, dear! Investigating and tabulating and reporting are very difficult
things to do!"
"Sometimes I think, Cornelia, that the world was much
pleasanter for women when things were more primitive. When they just had
households and babies to look out for, when every one was personally
NEEDED."
"Mother, DEAR!" Cornelia protested indulgently.
"Then we haven't progressed at all since MAYFLOWER days?"
"Oh, perhaps we have!" Mrs. Phelps shrugged doubtfully.
"But I am sometimes sorry," she went on, half to herself, "that
birth and wealth and position have kept me all my life from REAL things! I
can't help my friends in sickness or trouble, Cornelia, I don't know what's
coming on my own table for dinner, or what the woman next door looks like! I
can only keep on the surface of things, dressing a certain way, eating certain
things, writing notes, sending flowers, making calls!"
"All of which our class—the rich and cultivated people of the
world—have been struggling to achieve for generations!" Cornelia reminded
her. "Do you mean you would like to be a laborer's mother, mater, with all
sorts of annoying economies to practice, and all sorts of inconveniences to
contend with?"
"Yes, perhaps I would!" her mother laughed defiantly.
"I can see you've had another letter from California,"
said Cornelia, pleasantly, after a puzzled moment. "You are still a
pioneer in spite of the ten generations, mater. Austin's wife is NOT a lady,
Austin is absolutely different from what he was, the people out there are actually
COMMON, and yet, just because they like to have you, and think you are
intelligent and instructive, you want to go. Go if you want to, but I will
think you are mad if you do! A girl who confused 'La Boheme' with 'The Bohemian
Girl,' and wants an enlarged crayon portrait of Austin in her drawing-room!
Really, it's—well, it's remarkable to me. I don't know what you see in
it!"
"Crayon portraits used to be considered quite attractive, and
may be again," said Mrs. Phelps, mildly. "And some day your children
will think Puccini and Strauss as old-fashioned as you think 'Faust' and
Offenbach. But there are other things, like the things that a woman loves to
do, for instance, when her children are grown, and her husband is dead, that
never change!"
Cornelia was silent, frankly puzzled.
"Wouldn't you rather do nothing than take up the stupid
routine work of a woman who has no money, no position, and no education?"
she asked presently.
"I don't believe I would," her mother answered, smiling.
"Perhaps I've changed. Or perhaps I never sat down and seriously thought
things out before. I took it for granted that our way of doing things was the
only way. Of course I don't expect every one to see it as I do. But it seems to
me now that I belong there. When she first called me 'Mother Phelps,' it made
me angry, but what sweeter thing could she have said, after all? She has no
mother. And she needs one, now. I don't think you have ever needed me in your
life, Cornelia—actually NEEDED me, my hands and my eyes and my brain."
"Oh, you are incorrigible!" said Cornelia, still with an
air of lenience. "Now," she stopped for a kiss, "we're going out
to-night, so I brought you The Patricians to read; it's charming. And you read
it, and be a good mater, and don't think any more about going out to stay on
that awful, uncivilized ranch. Visit there in a year or two, if you like, but
don't strike roots. I'll come in and see you when I'm dressed."
And she was gone. But Mrs. Phelps felt satisfied that enough had
been said to make her begin to realize that she was serious, and she
contentedly resumed her dreaming over the fire.
The years, many or few, stretched pleasantly before her. She
smiled into the coals. She was still young enough to enjoy the thought of
service, of healthy fatigue, of busy days and quiet evenings, and long nights
of deep sleep, with slumbering Yerba Buena lying beneath the moon outside her
open window. There would be Austin close beside her and other friends almost as
near, to whom she would be sometimes necessary, and always welcome.
And there would be Manzanita, and the child,—and after a while,
other children. There would be little bibs to tie, little prayers to hear, deep
consultations over teeth and measles, over morals and manners. And who but
Grandmother could fill Grandmother's place?
Mrs. Phelps leaned back in her chair, and shut her eyes. She saw visions. After a while a tear slipped from between her lashes.
"If only my poor
child had a sensible mother," said Mrs. Tressady, calmly, "I suppose
we would get Big Hong's 'carshen' for him, and that would do perfectly! But I
will not have a Chinese man for Timothy's nurse! It seems all wrong,
somehow."
"Big Hong hasn't got a female cousin, I suppose?" said
Timothy's father; "a Chinese woman wouldn't be so bad." "Oh, I
think it would be as bad—nearly," Mrs. Tressady returned with vivacity.
"Anyway, this particular carshen is a man—'My carshen lun floot
store'—that's who it is!"
"Will you kindly explain what 'My carshen lun floot store'
means?" asked a young man who was lying in a hammock that he lazily moved
now and then by means of a white-shod foot. This was Peter Porter, who, with
his wife, completed the little group on the Tressadys' roomy, shady side porch.
"It means my cousin who runs a fruit store," supplied
Mrs. Porter—a big-boned, superb blonde who was in a deep chair sewing buttons
on Timothy Tressady's new rompers. "Even I can see that—if I'm not a
native of California."
"Yes, that's it," Mrs. Tressady said absently. "Go
back and read those Situations Wanted over again, Jerry," she commanded
with a decisive snip of the elastic she was cunningly inserting into more new
rompers for Timothy.
Jerry Tressady obediently sat up in his steamer chair and
flattened a copy of the Emville Mail upon his knee.
The problem under discussion this morning was that of getting a
nurse for Timothy Tressady, aged two years. Elma, the silent, undemonstrative
Swedish woman who had been with the family since Timothy's birth, had started
back to Stockholm two months ago, and since then at least a dozen
unsatisfactory applicants for her position had taken their turn at the Rising
Water Ranch.
Mrs. Tressady, born and brought up in New York, sometimes sighed
as she thought of her mother's capped and aproned maids; of Aunt Anna's maids; of
her sister Lydia's maids. Sometimes in the hot summer, when the sun hung
directly over the California bungalow for seven hours every day, and the grass
on the low, rolling hills all about was dry and slippery, when Joe Parlona
forgot to drive out from Emville with ice and mail, and Elma complained that
Timmy could not eat his luncheon on the porch because of buzzing "jellow
yackets," Molly Tressady found herself thinking other treasonable
thoughts—thoughts of packing, of final telegrams, of the Pullman sleeper, of
Chicago in a blowing mist of rain, of the Grand Central at twilight, with the
lights of taxicabs beginning to move one by one into the current of
Forty-second Street—and her heart grew sick with longings. And sometimes in
winter, when rain splashed all day from the bungalow eaves, and Beaver Creek
rose and flooded its banks and crept inch by inch toward the garden gate, and
when from the late dawn to the early darkness not a soul came near the
ranch—she would have sudden homesick memories of Fifth Avenue, three thousand
miles away, with its motor-cars and its furred women and its brilliant
tea-rooms. She would suddenly remember the opera-house and the long line of
carriages in the snow, and the boys calling the opera scores.
However, for such moods the quickest cure was a look at
Jerry—strong, brown, vigorous Jerry—tramping the hills, writing his stories,
dreaming over his piano, and sleeping deep and restfully under the great arch
of the stars. Jerry had had a cold four years ago—"just a mean cold,"
had been the doctor's cheerful phrase; but what terror it struck to the hearts
that loved Jerry! Molly's eyes, flashing to his mother's eyes, had said:
"Like his father—like his aunt—like the little sister who died!" And
for the first time Jerry's wife had found herself glad that little Jerry
Junior—he who could barely walk, who had as yet no words—had gone away from
them fearlessly into the great darkness a year before. He might have grown up
to this, too.
So they came to California, and big Jerry's cold did not last very
long in the dry heat of Beaver Creek Valley. He and Molly grew so strong and
brown and happy that they never minded restrictions and inconveniences,
loneliness and strangeness—and when a strong and brown and happy little Timothy
joined the group, Molly renounced forever all serious thoughts of going home.
California became home. Such friends as chance brought their way must be their
only friends; such comfort as the dry little valley and the brown hills could
hold must suffice them now. Molly exulted in sending her mother snapshots of
Timmy picking roses in December, and in heading July letters: "By our open
fire—for it's really cool to-day."
Indeed it was not all uncomfortable and unlovely. All the summer
nights were fresh and cool and fragrant; there were spring days when all the
valley seemed a ravishing compound of rain-cooled air and roses, of buttercups
in the high, sunflecked grass under the apple-trees, crossed and recrossed by
the flashing blue and brown of mating jays and larks. It was not a long drive
to the deep woods; and it was but six miles to Emville, where there was always
the pleasant stir and bustle of a small country town; trains puffing in to
disgorge a dozen travelling agents and their bags; the wire door at the post-office
banging and banging; the maid at the Old Original Imperial Commercial Hotel
coming out on the long porch to ring a wildly clamorous dinner-bell. Molly grew
to love Emville.
Then, two or three times a year, such old friends as the Porters,
homeward bound after the Oriental trip, came their way, and there was delicious
talk at the ranch of old days, of the new theatres, and the new hotels, and the
new fashions. The Tressadys stopped playing double Canfield and polished up
their bridge game; and Big Hong, beaming in his snowy white, served meals that
were a joy to his heart. Hong was a marvellous cook; Hong cared beautifully for
all his domain; and Little Hong took care of the horses, puttered in the
garden, swept, and washed windows. But they needed more help, for there were
times when Molly was busy or headachy or proof-reading for Jerry or riding with
him. Some one must be responsible every second of the day and night for Timmy.
And where to get that some one?
"Aren't they terrors!" said Mrs. Porter in reference to
the nurse-maids that would not come to the ranch on any terms. "What do
they expect anyway?"
"Oh, they get lonesome," Molly said in discouragement,
"and of course it is lonely! But I should think some middle-aged woman or
some widow with a child even—"
"Molly always returns to that possible widow!" said her
husband. "I think we might try two!"
"I would never think of that!" said the mistress of the
ranch firmly. "Four servants always underfoot!"
"Did you ever think of trying a regular trained nurse,
Molly?" Peter Porter asked.
"But then you have them at the table, Peter—and always in the
drawing-room evenings. And no matter how nice they are—"
"That's the worst of that!" agreed Peter.
Jerry Tressady threw the Mail on the floor and sat up.
"Who's this coming up now, Molly?" he asked.
He had lowered his voice, because the white-clad young woman who
was coming composedly up the path between the sunflowers and the overloaded
rose-bushes was already within hearing distance. She was a heavy, well-developed
young person upon closer view, with light-lashed eyes of a guileless, childlike
blue, rosy cheeks, and a mass of bright, shining hair, protected now only by a
parasol. Through the embroidery insertion of her fresh, stiff dress she showed
glimpses of a snowy bosom, and under her crisp skirt a ruffle of white
petticoat and white-shod feet were visible. She was panting from her walk and
wiped her glowing face with her handkerchief before she spoke.
"Howdy-do, folks?" said the new-comer, easily, dropping
upon the steps and fanning herself with the limp handkerchief. "I don't
wonder you keep a motor-car; it's something fierce walking down here! I could
of waited," she went on thoughtfully, "and had my brother brought me
down in the machine, but I hadn't no idea it was so far. I saw your ad in the
paper," she went on, addressing Mrs. Tressady directly, with a sort of
trusting simplicity that was rather pretty, "and I thought you might like
me for your girl."
"Well,—" began Molly, entirely at a loss, for until this
second no suspicion of the young woman's errand had occurred to her. She dared
not look at husband or guests; she fixed her eyes seriously upon the would-be
nurse.
"Of course I wouldn't work for everybody," said the
new-comer hastily and proudly. "I never worked before and mamma thinks I'm
crazy to work now, but I don't think that taking care of a child is anything to
be ashamed of!" The blue eyes flashed dramatically—she evidently enjoyed
this speech. "And what's more, I don't expect any one of my friends to
shun me or treat me any different because I'm a servant—that is, so long as I
act like a lady," she finished in a lower tone. A sound from the hammock
warned Mrs. Tressady; and suggesting in a somewhat unsteady voice that they
talk the matter over indoors, she led the new maid out of sight.
For some twenty minutes the trio on the porch heard the steady
rise and fall of voices indoors; then Molly appeared and asked her husband in a
rather dissatisfied voice what he thought.
"Why, it's what you think, dear. How's she seem?"
"She's competent enough—seems to know all about children, and
I think she'd be strong and willing. She's clean as a pink, too. And she'd come
for thirty and would be perfectly contented, because she lives right near
here—that house just before you come to Emville which says Chickens and
Carpentering Done Here—don't you know? She has a widowed sister who would come
and stay with her at night when we're away." Mrs. Tressady summed it up
slowly.
"Why not try her then, dear? By the way, what's her
name?"
"Darling—Belle Darling."
"Tell her I'm English," said Mr. Porter, rapturously,
"and that over there we call servants—"
"No, but Jerry,"—Mrs. Tressady was serious,—"would
you? She's so utterly untrained. That's the one thing against her. She hasn't
the faintest idea of the way a servant should act. She told me she just loved
the way I wore my hair, and she said she wanted me to meet her friend. Then she
asked me, 'Who'd you name him Timothy for?'"
"Oh, you'd tame her fast enough. Just begin by snubbing her
every chance you get—"
"I see it!" laughed Mrs. Porter, for Mrs. Tressady was a
woman full of theories about the sisterhood of woman, about equality, about a
fair chance for every one—and had never been known to hurt any one's feelings
in the entire course of her life.
Just here Belle stepped through one of the drawing-room French
windows, with dewy, delicious Timothy, in faded pale-blue sleeping-wear, in her
arms.
"This darling little feller was crying," said Belle,
"and I guess he wants some din-din—don't you, lover? Shall I step out and
tell one of those Chinese boys to get it? Listen! From now on I'll have mamma
save all the banty eggs for you, Timmy, and some day I'll take you down there
and show you the rabbits, darling. Would you like that?"
Molly glanced helplessly at her husband.
"How soon could you come, Belle?" asked Jerry, and that
settled it. He had interpreted his wife's look and assumed the responsibility.
Molly found herself glad.
Belle came two days later, with every evidence of content. It soon
became evident that she had adopted the family and considered herself adopted
in turn. Her buoyant voice seemed to leap out of every opened door. She rose
above her duties and floated along on a constant stream of joyous talk.
"We're going to have fried chicken and strawberries—my favorite dinner!" said Belle when Molly was showing her just how she liked the table set. After dinner, cheerfully polishing glasses, she suddenly burst into song as she stood at the open pantry window, some ten feet from the side porch. The words floated out:
"And the band was
bravely playing
The song of the cross and crown—
Nearer, my god, to thee—
As the ship—"
Mrs. Tressady sat up, a stirring shadow among the shadows of the porch.
"I must ask her not to do that," she announced quietly,
and disappeared.
"And I spoke to her about joining in the conversation at
dinner," she said, returning. "She took it very nicely."
Belle's youthful spirits were too high to succumb to one check, however. Five minutes later she burst forth again:
"Ring, ting-a-ling,
ting-a-ling, on your telephone—
And ring me up tonight—"
"Soft pedal, Belle!"
Jerry called.
Belle laughed.
"Sure!" she called back. "I forgot."
Presently the bright blot of light that fell from the pantry
window on the little willow trees vanished silently, and they could hear
Belle's voice in the kitchen.
"Good-natured," said Molly.
"Strong," Mrs. Porter said.
"And pretty as a peach!" said Peter Porter.
"Oh, she'll do!" Jerry Tressady said contentedly.
She was good-natured, strong, and pretty indeed, and she did a
great deal. Timmy's little garments fluttered on the clothes-line before
breakfast; Timmy's room was always in order: Timmy was always dainty and clean.
Belle adored him and the baby returned her affection. They murmured together
for hours down on the river bank or on the shady porch. Belle always seemed
cheerful.
Nor could it be said that Belle did not know her place. She
revelled in her title. "This is Mrs. Tressady's maid," Belle would
say mincingly at the telephone, "and she does not allow her servants to
make engagements for her." "My friends want me to enter my name for a
prize for the most popular girl in the Emville bazaar, Mrs. Tressady; but I
thought I would ask your permission first."
But there was a sort of breezy familiarity about her very
difficult to check. On her second day at the ranch she suddenly came behind
Jerry Tressady seated on the piano bench and slipped a sheet of music before
him.
"Won't you just run over that last chorus for me, Mr.
Tress'dy?" asked Belle. "I have to sing that at a party Thursday
night and I can't seem to get it."
No maid between Washington Square and the Bronx Zoo would have
asked this favor. Yes, but Rising Water Ranch was not within those limits, nor within
several thousand miles of them; so Jerry played the last chorus firmly,
swiftly, without comment, and Belle gratefully withdrew. The Porters, unseen
witnesses of this scene, on the porch, thought this very amusing; but only a
day later Mrs. Porter herself was discovered in the act of buttoning the long
line of buttons that went down the back of one of Belle's immaculate white
gowns.
"Well, what could I do? She suddenly backed up before
me," Mrs. Porter said in self-defence. "Could I tell her to let Hong
button her?"
After dinner on the same day Peter Porter cleared a space before
him on the table and proceeded to a demonstration involving a fork, a wedding
ring, and a piece of string. While the quartet, laughing, were absorbed in the
mysterious swinging of the suspended ring, Belle, putting away her clean
silver, suddenly joined the group.
"I know a better one than that," said she, putting a
glass of water before Mrs. Tressady. "Here—take your ring again. Now
wait—I'll pull out one of your hairs for you. Now swing it over the water
inside the glass. It'll tell your age."
Entirely absorbed in the experiment, her fresh young face close to
theirs, her arms crossed as she knelt by the table, she had eyes only for the
ring.
"We won't keep you from your dishes, Belle," said Molly.
"Oh, I'm all through," said Belle, cheerfully.
"There!" For the ring was beginning to strike the glass with
delicate, even strokes—thirty.
"Now do it again," cried Belle, delightedly, "and
it'll tell your married life!"
Again the ring struck the glass—eight.
"Well, that's very marvellous," said Molly, in genuine
surprise; but when Belle had gone back to her pantry, Mrs. Tressady rose, with
a little sigh, and followed her.
"Call her down?" asked Jerry, an hour later.
"Well, no," the lady admitted, smiling. "No! She
was putting away Timmy's bibs, and she told me that he had seemed a little
upset to-night, she thought; so she gave him just barley gruel and the white of
an egg for supper, and some rhubarb water before he went to bed. And what could
I say? But I will, though!"
During the following week Mrs. Tressady told Belle she must not
rush into a room shouting news—she must enter quietly and wait for an
opportunity to speak; Mrs. Tressady asked her to leave the house by the side
porch and quietly when going out in the evening to drive with her young man;
Mrs. Tressady asked her not to deliver the mail with the announcement:
"Three from New York, an ad from Emville, and one with a five-cent stamp
on it;" she asked her not to shout out from the drive, "White skirt
show?" She said Belle must not ask, "What's he doing?" when
discovering Mr. Tressady deep in a chess problem; Belle must not drop into a
chair when bringing Timmy out to the porch after his afternoon outing; she must
not be heard exclaiming, "Yankee Doodle!" and "What do you know
about that!" when her broom dislodged a spider or her hair caught on the
rose-bushes.
To all of these requests Belle answered, "Sure!" with
great penitence and amiability.
"Sure, Mis' Tress'dy—Say, listen! I can match that insertion
I spilled ink on—in Emville. Isn't that the limit? I can fix it so it'll never
show in the world!"
"I wouldn't stand that girl for—one—minute," said Mrs.
Porter to her husband; but this was some weeks later when the Porters were in a
comfortable Pullman, rushing toward New York.
"I think Molly's afraid of flying in the face of Providence
and discharging her," said Peter Porter—"but praying every day that
she'll go."
This was almost the truth. Belle's loyalty, affection, good nature,
and willingness were beyond price, but Belle's noisiness, her slang, and her
utter lack of training were a sore trial. When November came, with rains that
kept the little household at Rising Water prisoners indoors, Mrs. Tressady
began to think she could not stand Belle much longer.
"My goodness!" Belle would say loudly when sent for to
bring a filled lamp. "Is that other lamp burned out already? Say, listen!
I'll give you the hall lamp while I fill it." "You oughtn't to touch
pie just after one of your headaches!" she would remind her employer in a
respectful aside at dinner. And sometimes when Molly and her husband were busy
in the study a constant stream of conversation would reach them from the
nursery where Belle was dressing Timothy:
"Now where's the boy that's going to let Belle wash his face?
Oh, my, what a good boy! Now, just a minny—minny—minny—that's all. Now give
Belle a sweet, clean kiss—yes, but give Belle a sweet, clean kiss—give Belle a
kiss—oh, Timmy, do you want Belle to cry? Well, then, give her a kiss—give
Belle a sweet kiss—"
When Molly was bathing the boy Belle would come and take a
comfortable chair near by, ready to spring for powder or pins, but otherwise
studying her fingernails or watching the bath with genial interest. Molly found
herself actually lacking in the strength of mind to exact that Belle stand
silently near on these occasions, and so listened to a great many of Belle's
confidences. Belle at home; Belle in the high school; Belle trying a position
in Robbins's candy store and not liking it because she was not used to
freshness—all these Belles became familiar to Molly. Grewsome sicknesses,
famous local crimes, gossip, weddings—Belle touched upon them all; and Molly
was ashamed to find it all interesting, it spite of herself. One day Belle told
Molly of Joe Rogers, and Joe figured daily in the narratives thereafter—Joe,
who drove a carriage, a motor, or a hay wagon, as the occasion required, for
his uncle who owned a livery stable, but whose ambition was to buy out old Scanlon,
the local undertaker, and to marry Belle.
"Joe knows more about embalming than even Owens of Napa
does," confided Belle. "He's got every plat in the cemetery
memorized—and, his uncle having carriages and horses, it would work real well;
but Scanlon wants three thousand for the business and goodwill."
"I wish he had it and you this minute!" Molly would
think. But when she opened Timmy's bureau drawers, to find little suits and
coats and socks in snowy, exquisite order; when Timmy, trim, sweet, and freshly
clad, appeared for breakfast every morning, his fat hand in Belle's, and
"Dea' Booey"—as he called her—figuring prominently in his limited
vocabulary, Molly weakened again.
"Is he mad this morning?" Belle would ask in a whisper
before Jerry appeared. "Say, listen! You just let him think I broke the
decanter!" she suggested one day in loyal protection of Molly. "Why,
I think the world and all of Mr. Tressady!" she assured Molly, when
reproved for speaking of him in this way. "Wasn't it the luckiest thing in
the world—my coming up that day?" she would demand joyously over and over.
Her adoption of and by the family of Tressady was—to her, at least—complete.
In January Uncle George Tressady's estate was finally distributed,
and this meant great financial ease at Rising Water. Belle, Molly said, was
really getting worse and worse as she became more and more at home; and the
time had come to get a nice trained nurse—some one who could keep a
professional eye on Timmy, be a companion to Molly, and who would be quiet and
refined, and gentle in her speech.
"And not a hint to Belle, Jerry," Molly warned him,
"until we see how it is going to work. She'll see presently that we don't
need both."
When Miss Marshall, cool, silent, drab of hair and eye, arrived at
the ranch, Belle was instantly suspicious.
"What's she here for? Who's sick?" demanded Belle,
coming into Mrs. Tressady's room and closing the door behind her, her eyes
bright and hard.
Molly explained diplomatically. Belle must be very polite to the
new-comer; it was just an experiment—"This would be a good chance to hint
that I'm not going to keep both," thought Molly, as Belle listened.
Belle disarmed her completely, however, by coming over to her with
a suddenly bright face and asking in an awed voice:
"Is it another baby? Oh, you don't know how glad I'd be! The
darling, darling little thing!"
Molly felt the tears come into her eyes—a certain warmth creep
about her heart.
"No," she said smiling; "but I'm glad you will love
it if it ever comes!" This was, of course, exactly what she did not mean
to say.
"If we got Miss Marshall because of Uncle George's
money," said Belle, huffily, departing, "I wish he hadn't died! There
isn't a thing in this world for her to do."
Miss Marshall took kindly to idleness—talking a good deal of
previous cases, playing solitaire, and talking freely to Molly of various
internes and patients who admired her. She marked herself at once as unused to
children by calling Timothy "little man," and, except for a vague,
friendly scrutiny of his tray three times a day, did nothing at all—even
leaving the care of her room to Belle.
After a week or two, Miss Marshall went away, to Belle's great
satisfaction, and Miss Clapp came. Miss Clapp was forty, and strong and
serious; she did not embroider or confide in Molly; she sat silent at meals,
chewing firmly, her eyes on her plate. "What would you like me to do
now?" she would ask Molly, gravely, at intervals.
Molly, with Timothy asleep and Belle sweeping, could only murmur:
"Why, just now,—let me see,—perhaps you'd like to write
letters—or just read—"
"And are you going to take little Timothy with you when he
wakes up?"
Molly would evade the uncompromising eyes.
"Why, I think so. The sun's out now. You must come,
too."
Miss Clapp, coming, too, cast a damper on the drive; and she
persisted in talking about the places where she was really needed.
"Imagine a ward with forty little suffering children in it,
Mrs. Tressady! That's real work—that's a real privilege!"
And after a week or two Miss Clapp went joyously back to her real
work with a generous check for her children's ward in her pocket. She kissed
Timothy good-by with the first tenderness she had shown.
"Didn't she make you feel like an ant in an anthill?"
asked Belle, cheerfully watching the departing carriage. "She really
didn't take no interest in Timothy because there wasn't a hundred of him!"
There was a peaceful interval after this, while Molly diligently
advertised for "A competent nurse. One child only. Good salary. Small
family in country."
No nurse, competent or incompetent, replied. Then came the January
morning when Belle casually remarked: "Stupid! You never wound it!"
to the master of the house, who was attempting to start a stopped clock. This
was too much! Mrs. Tressady immediately wrote the letter that engaged Miss
Carter, a highly qualified and high-priced nursery governess who had been
recommended by a friend.
Miss Carter, a rosy, strong, pleasant girl, appeared two days
later in a driving rain and immediately "took hold." She was talkative,
assured in manner, neat in appearance, entirely competent. She drove poor Belle
to frenzy with her supervision of Timothy's trays, baths and clothes,
amusements and sleeping arrangements. Timmy liked her, which was point one in
her favor. Point two was that she liked to have her meals alone, liked to
disappear with a book, could amuse herself for hours in her own room.
The Tressadys, in the privacy of their own room, began to say to
each other: "I like her—she'll do!"
"She's very complacent," Molly would say with a sigh.
"But it's nothing to the way Belle effervesces all over the
place!"
"Oh, I suppose she is simply trying to make a good
impression—that's all." And Mrs. Tressady began to cast about in her mind
for just the words in which to tell Belle that—really—four servants were not
needed at the ranch. Belle was so sulky in these days and so rude to the
new-comer that Molly knew she would have no trouble in finding good reason for
the dismissal.
"Are we going to keep her?" Belle asked scornfully one
morning—to which her mistress answered sharply:
"Belle, kindly do not shout so when you come into my room. Do
you see that I am writing?"
"Gee whiz!" said Belle, sorrowfully, as she went out,
and she visibly drooped all day.
It was decided that as soon as the Tressadys' San Francisco visit
was over, Belle should go. They were going down to the city for a week in early
March—for some gowns for Molly, some dinners, some opera, and one of the talks
with Jerry's doctor that were becoming so delightfully unnecessary.
They left the ranch in a steady, gloomy downpour. Molly did her
packing between discouraged trips to the window, and deluged Belle and Miss
Carter with apprehensive advice that was not at all like her usual trusting
outlook.
"Don't fail to telephone me instantly at the hotel if
anything—but, of course, nothing will," said Molly. "Anyway you know
the doctor's number, Belle, and about a hot-water bag for him if his feet are
cold, and oil the instant he shows the least sign of fever—"
"Cert'n'y!" said Belle, reassuringly.
"This is Monday," said Molly. "We'll be back Sunday
night. Have Little Hong meet us at the Junction. And if it's clear, bring
Timmy."
"Cert'n'y!" said Belle.
"I hate to go in all this rain!" Molly said an hour or
two later from the depths of the motor-car.
Miss Carter was holding Timmy firmly on the sheltered porch
railing. Belle stood on an upper step in the rain. Big Hong beamed from the
shadowy doorway. At the last instant Belle suddenly caught Timmy in her arms
and ran down the wet path.
"Give muddy a reel good kiss for good-by!" commanded
Belle, and Molly hungrily claimed not one, but a score.
"Good-by, my heart's heart!" she said. "Thank you,
Belle." As the carriage whirled away she sighed. "Was there ever such
a good-hearted, impossible creature!"
Back into the house went Belle and Timmy, Miss Carter and Big
Hong. Back came Little Hong with the car. Silence held the ranch; the waning
winter light fell on Timmy, busy with blocks; on Belle darning; on Miss Carter
reading a light novel. The fire blazed, sank to quivering blue, leaped with a
sucking noise about a fresh log, and sank again. At four the lamps were
lighted, the two women fussed amicably together over Timothy's supper. Later,
when he was asleep, Miss Carter, who had no particular fancy for the shadows
that lurked in the corners of the big room and the howling wind on the roof,
said sociably: "Shall we have our dinner on two little tables right here
before the fire, Belle?" And still later, after an evening of desultory
reading and talking, she suggested that they leave their bedroom doors open.
Belle agreed. If Miss Carter was young, Belle was younger still.
The days went by. Hong served them delicious meals. Timmy was
angelic. They unearthed halma, puzzles, fortune-telling cards. The rain fell
steadily; the eaves dripped; the paths were sheets of water.
"It certainly gets on your nerves—doesn't it?" said Miss
Carter, when the darkness came on Thursday night. Belle, from the hall, came
and stood beside her at the fireplace.
"Our 'phone is cut off," said she, uneasily. "The
water must of cut down a pole somewheres. Let's look at the river."
Suddenly horror seemed to seize upon them both. They could not
cross the floor fast enough and plunge fast enough into the night. It was dark
out on the porch, and for a moment or two they could see nothing but the
swimming blackness, and hear nothing but the gurgle and drip of the rain-water
from eaves and roof. The rain had stopped, or almost stopped. A shining fog
seemed to lie flat—high and level over the river-bed.
Suddenly, as they stared, this fog seemed to solidify before their
eyes, seemed curiously to step into the foreground and show itself for what it
was. They saw it was no longer fog, but water—a level spread of dark, silent
water. The Beaver Creek had flooded its banks and was noiselessly, pitilessly
creeping over the world.
"It's the river!" Belle whispered. "Gee whiz, isn't
she high!"
"What is it?" gasped Miss Carter, from whose face every
vestige of color had fled.
"Why, it's the river!" Belle answered, slowly, uneasily.
She held out her hand. "Thank God, the rain's stopped!" she said
under her breath. Then, so suddenly that Miss Carter jumped nervously, she
shouted: "Hong!"
Big Hong came out, and Little Hong. All four stood staring at the
motionless water, which was like some great, menacing presence in the dark—some
devil-fish of a thousand arms, content to bide his time.
The bungalow stood on a little rise of ground in a curve of the
river. On three sides of it, at all seasons, were the sluggish currents of
Beaver Creek, and now the waters met on the fourth side. The garden path that
led to the Emville road ran steeply now into this pool, and the road, sloping
upward almost imperceptibly, emerged from the water perhaps two hundred feet
beyond.
"Him how deep?" asked Hong.
"Well, those hollyhocks at the gate are taller than I
am," Belle said, "and you can't see them at all. I'll bet it's ten
feet deep most of the way."
She had grown very white, and seemed to speak with difficulty.
Miss Carter went into the house, with the dazed look of a woman in a dream, and
knelt at the piano bench.
"Oh, my God—my God—my God!" she said in a low, hoarse
tone, her fingers pressed tightly over her eyes.
"Don't be so scared!" said Belle, hardily, though the
sight of the other woman's terror had made her feel cold and sick at her
stomach. "There's lots of things we can do—"
"There's an attic—"
"Ye-es," Belle hesitated. "But I wouldn't go up
there," she said. "It's just an unfloored place under the roof—no way
out!"
"No—no—no—not there, then!" Miss Carter said heavily,
paler than before. "But what can we do?"
"Why, this water is backing up," Belle said slowly,
"It's not coming downstream, so any minute whatever's holding it back may
burst and the whole thing go at once—or if it stops raining, it won't go any
higher."
"Well, we must get away as fast as we can while there is
time," said Miss Carter, trembling, but more composed. "We could swim
that distance—I swim a little. Then, if we can't walk into Emville, we'll have
to spend the night on the hills. We could reach the hills, I should
think." Her voice broke. "Oh—this is terrible!" she broke out
frantically—and she began to walk the floor.
"Hong, could we get the baby acrost?" asked Belle.
"Oh, the child—of course!" said Miss Carter, under her
breath. Hong shook his head.
"Man come bimeby boat," he suggested. "Me no
swim—Little Hong no swim."
"You can't swim" cried Miss Carter, despairingly, and
covered her face with her hands.
Little Hong now came in to make some earnest suggestion in
Chinese. His uncle, approving it, announced that they two, unable to swim,
would, nevertheless, essay to cross the water with the aid of a floating
kitchen bench, and that they would fly for help. They immediately carried the
bench out into the night.
The two women followed; a hideous need of haste seemed to possess
them all. The rain was falling heavily again.
"It's higher," said Miss Carter, in a dead tone. Belle
eyed the water nervously.
"You couldn't push Timmy acrost on that bench?" she
ventured.
It became immediately evident, however, that the men would be
extremely fortunate in getting themselves across. The two dark, sleek heads
made slow progress on the gloomy water. The bench tipped, turned slowly,
righted itself, and tipped again. Soon they worked their slow way out of sight.
Then came silence—silence!
"She's rising!" said Belle.
Miss Carter went blindly into the house. She was ashen and seemed
to be choking. She sat down.
"They'll be back in no time," said she, in a sick voice.
"Sure!" said Belle, moistening her lips.
There was a long silence. Rain drummed on the roof.
"Do you swim, Belle?" Miss Carter asked after a restless
march about the room.
"Some—I couldn't swim with the baby—"
Miss Carter was not listening. She leaned her head against the
mantelpiece. Suddenly she began to walk again, her eyes wild, her breath
uneven.
"Well, there must be something we can do, Belle!"
"I've been trying to think," said Belle, slowly. "A
bread board wouldn't float, you know, even if the baby would sit on it. We've
not got a barrel—and a box—"
"There must be boxes!" cried the other woman.
"Yes; but the least bit of a tip would half fill a box with
water. No—" Belle shook her head. "I'm not a good enough
swimmer."
Another short silence.
"Belle, does this river rise every winter?"
"Why, yes, I suppose it does. I know one year Emville was
flooded and the shops moved upstairs. There was a family named Wescott living
up near here then—" Belle did not pursue the history of the Westcott family,
and Miss Carter knew why.
"Oh, I think it is criminal for people to build in a place
like this!" Miss Carter burst out passionately. "They're safe
enough—oh, certainly!" she went on with bitter emphasis. "But they
leave us—"
"It shows how little you know us, thinking we'd run any risk
with Timmy—" Belle said stiffly; but she interrupted herself to say
sharply: "Here's the water!"
She went to the door and opened it. The still waters of Beaver
Creek were lapping the porch steps.
Miss Carter made an inarticulate exclamation and went into her
room. Belle, following her to her door, saw her tear off her shoes and
stockings, and change her gown for some brief, dark garment.
"It's every one for himself now!" said Miss Carter,
feverishly. "This is no time for sentiment. If they don't care enough for
their child to—This is my gym suit—I'm thankful I brought it. Don't be utterly
mad, Belle! If the water isn't coming, Timmy'll be all right. If it is, I don't
see why we should be so utterly crazy as not to try to save ourselves. We can
easily swim it, and then we can get help—You've got a bathing suit—go put it
on. My God, Belle, it's not as if we could do anything by staying. If we could,
I'd—"
Belle turned away. When Miss Carter followed her, she found her in
Mrs. Tressady's bedroom, looking down at the sleeping Timmy. Timmy had taken to
bed with him a box of talcum powder wrapped in a towel, as a "doddy."
One fat, firm little hand still held the meaningless toy. He was breathing
heavily, evenly—his little forehead moist, his hair clinging in tendrils about
his face.
"No—of course we can't leave him!" said Miss Carter,
heavily, as the women went back to the living-room. She went frantically from
window to window. "It's stopped raining!" she announced.
"We'll laugh at this to-morrow," said Belle. They went
to the door. A shallow sheet of water, entering, crept in a great circle about
their very feet.
"Oh, no—it's not to be expected; it's too much!" Miss
Carter cried. Without an instant's hesitation she crossed the porch and
splashed down the invisible steps.
"I take as great a chance in going as you do in
staying," she said, with chattering teeth. "If—if it comes any
higher, you'll swim for it—won't you, Belle?"
"Oh, I'd try it with him as a last chance," Belle
answered sturdily. She held a lamp so that its light fell across the water.
"That's right. Keep headed that way!" she said.
"I'm all right!" Miss Carter's small head was bravely
cleaving the smooth dark water. "I'll run all the way and bring back help
in no time," she called back.
When the lamp no longer illumined her, Belle went into the house.
The door would not shut, but the water was not visibly higher. She went in to
Timmy's crib, knelt down beside him, and put her arms about his warm little
body.
Meanwhile Timmy's father and mother, at the hotel, were far from
happy. They stopped for a paper on their way to the opera on Thursday night;
and on their return, finding no later edition procurable, telephoned one of the
newspapers to ask whether there was anything in the reports that the rivers
were rising up round Emville. On Friday morning Jerry, awakening, perceived his
wife half-hidden in the great, rose-colored window draperies, barefoot, still
in her nightgown, and reading a paper.
"Jerry," said she, very quietly, "can we go home
today? I'm worried. Some of the Napa track has been washed away and they say
the water's being pushed back. Can we get the nine o'clock train?"
"But, darling, it must be eight now."
"I know it."
"Why not telephone to Belle, dear, and have them all come
into Emville if you like."
"Oh, Jerry—of course! I never thought of it." She flew
to the telephone on the wall. "The operator says she can't get
them—they're so stupid!" she presently announced.
Jerry took the instrument away from her and the little lady
contentedly began her dressing. When she came out of the dressing-room a few
moments later, her husband was flinging things into his suitcase.
"Get Belle, Jerry?"
"Nope." He spoke cheerfully, but did not meet her eyes.
"Nope. They can't get 'em. Lines seem to be down. I guess we'll take the
nine."
"Jerry,"—Molly Tressady came over to him
quietly,—"what did they tell you?"
"Now, nothing at all—" Jerry began. At his tone terror
sprang to Molly's heart and sank its cruel claws there. There was no special
news from Rising Water he explained soothingly; but, seeing that she was
nervous, and the nine was a through train, and so on—and on—
"Timmy—Timmy—Timmy!" screamed Molly's heart. She could
not see; she could not think or hear, or taste her breakfast. Her little
boy—her little, helpless, sturdy, confident baby, who had never been
frightened, never alone—never anything but warm and safe and doubly, trebly
guarded—
They were crossing a sickening confusion that was the hotel lobby.
They were moving in a taxicab through bright, hideous streets. The next thing
she knew, Jerry was seating her in a parlor car.
"Yes, I know, dear—Of course—Surely!" she said
pleasantly and mechanically when he seemed to expect an answer.—She thought of
how he would have come to meet her; of how the little voice always rang out:
"Dere's my muddy!"
"Raining again!" said Jerry. "It stopped this
morning at two. Oh, yes, really it did. We're almost there now. Hello! Here's
the boy with the morning papers. See, dear, here's the head-line: Rain Stops at
One-fifty—"
But Molly had seen another headline—a big headline that read:
"Loss of Life at Rising Water! Governess of Jerome Tressady's Family Swims
One Mile to Safety!"—and she had fainted away.
She was very brave, very reasonable, when consciousness came back,
but there could be no more pretence. She sat in the demoralized little parlor
of the Emville Hotel—waiting for news—very white, very composed, a terrible
look in her eyes. Jerry came and went constantly; other people constantly came
and went. The flood was falling fast now and barges were being towed down the
treacherous waters of Beaver Creek; refugees—and women and children whom the
mere sight of safety and dry land made hysterical again—were being gathered up.
Emville matrons, just over their own hours of terror, were murmuring about
gowns, about beds, about food: "Lots of room—well, thank God for
that—you're all safe, anyway!" "Yes, indeed; that's the only thing
that counts!" "Well, bless his heart, we'll tell him some day that
when he was a baby—" Molly caught scraps of their talk, their shaken
laughter, their tears; but there was no news of Belle—of Timmy—
"Belle is a splendid, strong country girl, you know,
dear," Jerry said. "Belle would be equal to any emergency!"
"Of course," Molly heard herself say.
Jerry presently came in from one of his trips to draw a chair
close to his wife's and tell her that he had seen Miss Carter.
"Or, at least, I've seen her mother," said Jerry, laying
a restraining hand upon Molly, who sat bolt upright, her breast heaving
painfully—"for she herself is feverish and hysterical, dear. It seems that
she left—Now, my darling, you must be quiet."
"I'm all right, Jerry. Go on! Go on!"
"She says that Hong and Little Hong managed to get away early
in the evening for help. She didn't leave until about midnight, and Belle and
the boy were all right then—"
"Oh, my God!" cried poor Molly.
"Molly, dear, you make it harder."
"Yes, I know." Her penitent hot hand touched his own.
"I know, dear—I'm sorry."
"That's all, dear. The water wasn't very high then. Belle
wouldn't leave Timmy-" Jerry Tressady jumped suddenly to his feet and went
to stare out the window with unseeing eyes. "Miss Carter didn't get into
town here until after daylight," he resumed, "and the mother, poor
soul, is wild with fright over her; but she's all right. Now, Molly, there's a
barge going up as far as Rising Water at four. They say the bungalow is still
cut off, probably, but they'll take us as near as they can. I'm going, and this
Rogers—Belle's friend—will go, too."
"What do you think, Jerry?" she besought him, agonized.
"My darling, I don't know what to think."
"Were—were many lives lost, Jerry?"
"A few, dear."
"Jerry,"—Molly's burning eyes searched his,—"I'm
sane now. I'm not going to faint again; but—but—after little Jerry—I couldn't
bear it and live!"
"God sent us strength for that, Molly."
"Yes, I know!" she said, and burst into bitter tears.
It had been arranged that Molly should wait at the hotel for the
return of the barge; but Jerry was not very much surprised, upon going on
board, to find her sitting, a shadowy ghost of herself, in the shelter of the
boxed supplies that might be needed. He did not protest, but sat beside her;
and Belle's friend, a serious, muscular young man, took his place at her other
side.
The puffing little George Dickey started on her merciful journey
only after some agonizing delays; but Molly did not comment upon them once, nor
did any one of the trio speak throughout the terrible journey. The storm was
gone now, and pale, uncertain sunlight was falling over the altered
landscape—over the yellow, sullen current of the river; over the drowned hills
and partly submerged farms. A broom drifted by; a child's perambulator; a porch
chair. Now and then there was frantic signalling from some little, sober group
of refugees, huddled together on a water-stained porch or travelling slowly
down the heavy roads in a spattered surrey.
"This is as near as we can go," Jerry said presently.
The three were rowed across shallow water and found themselves slowly following
on foot the partly obliterated road they knew so well. A turn of the road
brought the bungalow into view.
There the little house stood, again high above the flood, though
the garden was a drenched waste, and a shallow sheet of water still lay across
the pathway. The sinking sun struck dazzling lights from all the windows; no
living thing was in sight. A terrible stillness held the place!
To the gate they went and across the pool. Then Jerry laid a
restraining hand on his wife's arm.
"Yes'm. You'd 'a' better wait here," said young Rogers,
speaking for the first time. "Belle wouldn't 'a' stayed, you may be sure.
We'll just take a look."
They were not ten feet from the house, now—hesitating, sick with dread. Suddenly on the still air there was borne a sound that stopped them where they stood. It was a voice—Belle's voice—tired and somewhat low, but unmistakably Belle's:
"Then i'll go home,
my crown to wear;
for there's a crown for me—"
"Belle!" screamed Molly.
Somehow she had mounted the steps, crossed the porch, and was at the kitchen
door.
Belle and Timothy were in the kitchen—Timothy's little bib tied
about his neck, Timothy's little person securely strapped in his high chair,
and Timothy's blue bowl, full of some miraculously preserved cereal, before
him. Belle was seated—her arms resting heavily and wearily upon his tray, her
dress stained to the armpits, her face colorless and marked by dark lines. She
turned and sprang up at the sound of voices and feet, and had only time for a
weak smile before she fell quite senseless to the floor. Timmy waved a
welcoming spoon, and shouted lustily: "Dere's my muddy!"
Presently Belle was resting her head upon Joe's big shoulder, and
laughing and crying over the horrors of the night. Timothy was in his mother's
arms, but Molly had a hand free for Belle's hand and did not let it go through
all the hour that followed. Her arms might tighten about the delicious little
form, her lips brush the tumbled little head—but her eyes were all for Belle.
"It wasn't so fierce," said Belle. "The water went
highest at one; and we went to the porch and thought we'd have to swim for
it—didn't we, Timmy? But it stayed still a long time, and it wasn't raining,
and I came in and set Timmy on the mantel—my arms were so tired. It's real
lucky we have a mantel, isn't it?"
"You stood, and held Tim on the mantel: that was it?"
asked Jerry.
"Sure—while we was waiting," said Belle. "I
wouldn't have minded anything, but the waiting was fierce. Timmy was an angel!
He set there and I held him—I don't know—a long time. Then I seen that the
water was going down again; I could tell by the book-case, and I begun to cry.
Timmy kept kissing me—didn't you, lover?" She laughed, with trembling lips
and tearful eyes. "We'll have a fine time cleaning this house," she
broke off, trying to steady her voice; "it's simply awful—everything's
ruined!"
"We'll clean it up for your marriage, Belle," said
Jerry, cheerfully, clearing his throat. "Mrs. Tressady and I are going to
start Mr. Rogers here in business—"
"If you'd loan it to me at interest, sir—" Belle's young
man began hoarsely. Belle laid her hand over Molly's, her voice tender and
comforting—for Molly was weeping again.
"Don't cry, Mis' Tress'dy! It's all over now, and here we are
safe and sound. We've nothing to cry over. Instead," said Belle, solemnly,
"we'd ought to be thanking God that there was a member of the family here
to look out for Timmy, instead of just that hired governess and the Chinee
boys!"
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