JUST AROUND THE CORNER
ROMANCE en casserole
BY FANNIE HURST
COPYRIGHT, 1914, BY HARPER & BROTHERS
CONTENTS |
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1.Power
and Horse-power |
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2.Other
People's Shoes |
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3.The
Other Cheek |
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4.Marked
Down |
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5.Breakers
Ahead |
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6.The
Good Provider |
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7.Superman |
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8.The
Paradise Trail |
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9.The
Squall |
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1.POWER AND
HORSE-POWER
IN the Knockerbeck Hotel there are various
parlors; Pompeian rooms lined in marble and pillared in chaste fluted columns;
Louis Quinze corners, gold-leafed and pink-brocaded, principally furnished with
a spindly-legged Vernis-Martin cabinet and a large French clock in the form of
a celestial sphere surmounted by a gold cupid.
There are high-ceilinged
rendezvous rooms, with six arm and two straight chairs chased after the manner
of Gouthière, and a series of small inlaid writing-desks, generously equipped
for an avidious public to whom the crest-embossed stationery of a
four-dollar-a-day-up hotel suggests long-forgotten friends back home.
Just off the lobby is the
Oriental room, thick with arabesque hangings and incense and distinguished by
the famous pair of Chinese famille rose mandarin jars, fifty-three inches high
and enameled with Hoho birds and flowers. In careful contrast the adjoining room,
a Colonial parlor paneled in black walnut and designed by a notorious
architect, is ten degrees lower in temperature and lighted by large rectangular
windows, through whose leaded panes a checkered patch of sunshine filters
across the floor for half an hour each forenoon.
Then there is the manicure
parlor, done in white tile, and stationary wash-stands by the Herman Casky
Hygienic Company, Eighth Avenue.
The oracle of this
particular Delphi was Miss Gertrude Sprunt, white-shirtwaisted, smooth-haired,
and cool-fingered. Miss Sprunt could tell, almost as soon as you stepped out of
the elevator opposite the parlors, the shortest cut to your hand and heart; she
could glance at a pair of cuffs and give the finger-nails a correspondingly
high or domestic finish, and could cater to the manicurial whims of Fifth
Avenue and Four Corners alike. After one digital treat at her clever hands you
enlisted as one of Miss Sprunt's regulars.
This fact was not lost upon
her sister worker, Miss Ethyl Mooney. "Say, Gertie"—Miss Mooney tied
a perky little apron about her trim waist and patted a bow into place—"is
there ever a mornin' that you ain't booked clear through the day?"
Miss Sprunt hung her flat
sailor hat and blue jacket behind the door, placed her hands on her hips, glanced
down the length of her svelte figure, yawned, and patted her mouth with her
hand.
"Not so you could
notice it," she replied, in gapey tones. "I'm booked from nine to
quitting just six days of the week; and, believe me, it's not like taking the
rest cure."
"I guess if I was a
jollier like you, Gert, I'd have a waitin'-list, too, I wish I could get on to
your system."
"Maybe I give
tradin'-stamps," observed Miss Sprunt, flippantly.
"You give 'em some sort
of laughing-gas; but me, I'm of a retiring disposition, and I never could force
myself on nobody."
Miss Gertrude flecked at
herself with a whisk-broom.
"Don't feel bad about
it, Ethyl; just keep on trying."
Miss Ethyl flushed angrily.
"Smarty!" she
said.
"I wasn't trying to be
nasty, Ethyl—you're welcome to an appointment every twenty minutes so far as
I'm concerned."
Miss Ethyl appeared
appeased.
"You know yourself,
Gert, you gotta way about you. A dollar tip ain't nothin' for you. But look at
me—I've forgot there's anything bigger'n a quarter in circulation."
"There's a great deal
in knowing human nature. Why, I can almost tell a fellow's first name by
looking at his half-moons."
"Believe me, Gert, it
ain't your glossy finish that makes the hit; it's a way you've got of making a
fellow think he's the whole show."
"I do try
to make myself agreeable," admitted Miss Sprunt.
"Agreeable! You can
look at a guy with that Oh-I-could-just-listen-to-you-talk-for-ever expression,
and by the time you're through with him he'll want to take his tens out of the
water and sign over his insurance to you."
"Manicuring is a
business like anything else," said Miss Sprunt, by no means displeased.
"You sure do have to cater to the trade."
"Well, believe
me—" began Miss Ethyl.
But Miss Gertrude suddenly
straightened, smiled, and turned toward her table.
Across the hall Mr. James
Barker, the rubbed-down, clean-shaven result of a Russian bath, a Swedish
massage, and a bountiful American breakfast, stepped out of a French-gold
elevator and entered the parlor.
Miss Sprunt placed the backs
of her hands on her hips and cocked her head at the clock.
"Good morning, Mr.
Barker; you're on time to the minute."
Mr. Barker removed his
black-and-white checked cap, deposited three morning editions of evening papers
atop a small glass case devoted to the display of Madame Dupont's beautifying
cold-creams and marvelous cocoa-butters, and rubbed his hands swiftly together
as if generating a spark. A large diamond mounted in a cruelly stretched lion's
mouth glinted on Mr. Barker's left hand; a sister stone glowed like an
acetylene lamp from his scarf.
"On time, eh! Leave it
to your Uncle Fuller to be on time for the big show—a pretty goil can drag me
from the hay quicker'n anything I know of."
Miss Gertrude quirked the
corner of one eye at Miss Ethyl in a scarcely perceptible wink and filled a
glass bowl with warm water.
"That's one thing I
will say for my regular customers—they never keep me waiting; that is the
beauty of having a high-class trade."
She glanced at Mr. Barker
with pleasing insinuation, and they seated themselves vis-à-vis at
the little table.
Miss Sprunt surrounded
herself with the implements of her craft—small porcelain jars of pink and white
cold-creams, cakes of powder in varying degrees of pinkness, vials of opaque
liquids, graduated series of files and scissors, large and small
chamois-covered buffers, and last the round glass bowl of tepid water cloudy
with melting soap.
Mr. Barker extended his
large hand upon the little cushion and sighed in satisfaction.
"Go to it, sis—gimme a
shine like a wind-shield."
She rested his four heavy
fingers lightly in her palm.
"You really don't need
a manicure, Mr. Barker; your hands keep the shine better than most."
"Well, I'll be
hanged—tryin' to learn your Uncle Fuller when to have his own hands polished!
Can you beat it?" Mr. Barker's steel-blue shaved face widened to a broad
grin. "Say, you're a goil after my own heart—a regular little
sixty-horse-power queen."
"I wasn't born
yesterday, Mr. Barker."
"I know you wasn't, but
you can't bluff me off, kiddo. You don't need to give me no high-power shine if
you don't want to, but I've got one dollar and forty minutes' worth of your
time cornered, just the samey."
Miss Sprunt dipped his hands
into tepid water.
"I knew what I said
would not frighten you off, Mr. Barker. I wouldn't have said it if I thought it
would."
Mr. Barker guffawed with
gusto.
"Can you beat the
wimmin?" he cried. "Can you beat the wimmin?"
"You want a high pink
finish, don't you, Mr. Barker?"
"Go as far as you like,
sis; give 'em to me as pink and shiny as a baby's heel."
Miss Sprunt gouged out a
finger-tip of pink cream and applied it lightly to the several members of his
right hand. Her touch was sure and swift.
He regarded her with frankly
admiring eyes.
"You're some little
goil," he said; "you can tell me what I want better than I know
myself."
"That's easy; there
isn't a broker in New York who doesn't want a high pink finish, and I've been
doing brokers, actors, millionaires, bank clerks, and Sixth Avenue swells in
this hotel for three years."
He laughed delightedly, his
eyes almost disappearing behind a fretwork of fine wrinkles.
"What makes you know
I'm a tape-puller, kiddo? Durned if you ain't got my number better than I got
it myself."
"I can tell a broker
from a business man as easy as I can tell a five-carat diamond from a gilt-edge
bond."
He slid farther down on his
chair and regarded her with genuine approval.
"Say, kiddo, I've been
all round the world—took a trip through Egypt in my car last spring that I
could write a book about; but I ain't seen nothin' in the way of skirts that
could touch you with a ten-foot rod."
She flushed.
"Oh, you fellows are
such jolliers!"
"On the level, kiddo,
you're preferred stock all right, and I'd be willin' to take a flyer any
time."
"Say, Mr. Barker, you'd
better quit stirring the candy, or it will turn to sugar."
"Lemme tell you, Miss
Gertie, I ain't guyin', and I'll prove it to you. I'm goin' to take you out in
the swellest little ninety-horse-power speedwagon you ever seen; if you'll gimme
leave I'll set you and me up to-night to the niftiest little dinner-party on
the island, eh?"
She filed rapidly at his
thumb, bringing the nail to a pointed apex.
"I'm very careful about
accepting invitations, Mr. Barker."
"Don't you think I can
tell a genteel goil when I see her? That's why I ain't asked you out the first
time I seen you."
She kept her eyes lowered.
"Of course, since you
put it that way, I'll be pleased to accept your invitation, Mr. Barker."
He struck the table with his
free hand.
"You're a live un, all
right. How about callin' round fer you at six this evenin'?"
She nodded assent.
"Good goil! We'll keep
the speedometer busy, all right!"
She skidded the palms of her
hands over his nails. "There," she said, "that's not a bad
shine."
He straightened his hands
out before him and regarded them in mock scrutiny. "Those are some classy
grabbers," he said; "and you're some classy little woiker."
He watched her replace the
crystal stoppers in their several bottles and fit her various commodities into
place. She ranged the scissors and files in neat graduated rows and blew powder
particles off the cover with prettily pursed lips.
"That'll be about all,
Mr. Barker."
He ambled reluctantly out
from his chair.
"You'll be here at six,
then?"
"Will I be here at six,
sis? Say, will a fish swim?"
He fitted his cap carefully
upon his head and pulled the vizor low over his eyes.
"So long, kiddo!"
He crossed the marble corridor, stepped into the gold elevator, the filigree
door snapped shut, and he shot upward.
Miss Ethyl waited a moment
and then pitched her voice to a careful note of indifference.
"I'll bet the
million-dollar kid asked you to elope with him."
Miss Gertrude tilted her
coiffure forward and ran her amber back-comb through her front hair.
"No," she said,
with the same indifference, "he didn't ask me to elope with him; he just
wanted to know if I'd tour Hester Street with him in his canoe."
"I don't see no medals
on you fer bein' the end man of the minstrel show. Don't let a boat trip to
Coney go to your head; you might get brain-fever."
Gertrude Sprunt cast her
eyes ceilingward.
"Well, one good thing,
your brain will never cause you any trouble, Ethyl."
"Lord, Gert, cut out
the airs! You ain't livin' in the rose suite on the tenth floor; you're only
applyin' nail-polishes and cuticle-lotions down here in the basement."
"There's something else
I'm doing, too," retorted Miss Gertrude, with unruffled amiability.
"I'm minding my own affairs."
They fell to work again
after these happy sallies, and it was late afternoon before there came a
welcome lull.
"Who's your last,
Gert?"
"Mr. Chase." There
were two red spots of excitement burning on Miss Sprunt's cheeks, and her eyes
showed more black than blue.
"Not that little guy
with the Now-I-lay-me-down-to-sleep face? Take it from me, he's a bank clerk or
a library guy. Thank Heaven, I ain't got no cheap skates on my staff!"
Miss Gertrude flushed up to
her eyes.
"He may be a clerk,
but—"
Mr. Chase entered quietly.
There was a gentle, even shrinking smile upon his features, and he carried a
small offering covered with purple tissue-paper, which he placed nervously upon
the edge of the table.
"Good afternoon, Miss
Sprunt." He pushed the greeting toward her. "May I hope that you will
accept these?"
"Oh, Mr. Chase, aren't
you good?" The very quality of her voice was suddenly different, like the
softening of a violin note when you mute the strings.
He drew his chair up to the
table with the quiet satisfaction of a man ready for a well-merited meal.
"You and violets are
inseparable in my mind, Miss Sprunt, because you both suggest the spring."
She laughed in low, rich
tones, and her shirtwaist rose and fell rapidly from short breathing.
"Why," she said,
"that's the very nicest thing any one ever said to me!"
His hand, long-fingered and
virile, drooped over the edge of the bowl into the warm water; he leaned
forward with his chest against the line of the table.
"What do you mean, Miss
Sprunt?"
She took his dripping hand
from the water and dried each finger separately.
"If you had been doing
high pink finishes for three years you'd know the difference when a dull white
came along—I—I mean, I—"
He smoothed away her
embarrassment with a raillery: "By your polish shall ye be known."
"Yes," she
replied, with more seriousness than banter; "that's exactly what I mean.
I'm not used to men whose polish extends beyond their finger-nails."
She worked with her head
bent low, and he regarded the shining coils of her hair.
"How droll you
are!" he said.
She pushed back the
half-moons of his fingers with an orange stick dipped in cold-cream.
"You ought to watch
your cuticle, Mr. Chase, and be more regular about the manicures. Your hands
are more delicate than most."
He started.
"Of course I should pay
more attention to them, but I'm pretty busy and—and—"
"Of course I understand
manicures are expensive luxuries these days."
"Yes."
"I have become so
accustomed to hotel trade that I forgot that some hands may be earning salaries
instead of drawing incomes."
Her manner was unobtrusive,
and he laughed quietly.
"You are quite a
student of types, Miss Sprunt."
"Wouldn't I have to be,
Mr. Chase, me doing as many as a hundred fingers a day, and something different
coming with each ten of them?"
"You are
delightful," he said, letting his amused eyes rest upon her; "but I
fear you've mysterious methods of divination."
"Oh, I don't
know," she said, airily. "Just take you, for example. I don't need an
X-ray to see that there isn't a Fifth Avenue tailor sign stitched inside your
coat. It doesn't take any mind-reader to know that you come in from the Sixth
Avenue entrance and not from the elevator. Besides, when you come to live in a
lobster palace you usually have your claws done to match your shell. I'd have
given you a dull white finish without your even asking for
it."
"I see where I stand
with you, Miss Sprunt."
"Oh, it isn't that, Mr.
Chase. I guess, if the truth was known, the crawfish stand better with me than
the lobsters."
Mr. Chase's fingers closed
lightly over hers.
"I believe you mean
what you say," he said.
"You bet your life I
do!" she said, emphasizing each word with a buff. She looked up, met his
insistent eyes, and laughed in a high, unnatural pitch. "Other hand,
please," she whispered.
When he finally rose to
depart she rose with him, holding her nosegay at arm's-length and tilting her
head.
"It's almost time for
wood violets, Miss Sprunt. I'll try to get you some."
"Oh, don't trouble, Mr.
Chase; these hothouse ones are beauties."
"I—I'll be dropping in
soon again, Miss Sprunt. I think I'll take your advice and be more regular
about my manicures."
"Oh," she said, in
some confusion, "I—I didn't mean that. You can care for them in between
times yourself."
At the Sixth Avenue exit he
paused.
"Good night," he
said, slowly.
"Good night," she
responded, her lips warm and parted like a child's.
When the click of his
footsteps had echoed down the marble corridor Miss Ethyl crossed the room and
indulged in several jerky sniffs at the little floral offering. "Well,
whatta you know about that little tin Willie, bringin' a goil violets in May?
You better stick to the million-dollar kid, Gert; he's the
strawberries-in-December brand."
For once Miss Gertrude did
not retort; her eyes, full of dreams, were gazing past the doorway which had so
recently framed the modest figure of Mr. Chase.
Promptly at six Mr. Barker
appeared for his appointment. He bespoke the last word and epilogue in
sartorial perfection—his suit was a trifle too brown and a trifle too creased
and his carnation a bit too large, but he radiated good cheer and perfume.
Miss Ethyl nudged Miss
Gertrude excitedly.
"Pipe the rig, Gert; he
makes you look like a hole in a doughnut."
He entered, suave as oil.
"Well, sis,
ready?"
"Oh, Mr. Barker, you're
all dressed up—and look at me. I—"
"Ah-h-h, how do you
like it? Some class, eh? Guess your Uncle Fuller ain't some hit—brand-new gear
from tonneau to rear wheels."
Mr. Barker circumvolved on
one heel, holding his coat-tails apart.
"I blew me right fer
this outfit; but it's woith the money, sis."
"If I had known I'd
have gone home and dressed up, too."
"Well, whatta you know
about that?" exclaimed Mr. Barker, observing her up and down. "That
there shroud you're wearing is as classy as anything I've seen up in the lobby
or any place else, and I've been all round the woild some, too. I know the real
thing from the seconds every time."
Miss Gertrude worked into
her gloves.
"I guess it is more
becoming for a girl like me to go plainly."
"Believe me,
kiddo"—Mr. Barker placed his hand blinker-fashion against the side of his
mouth, and his lips took on an oblique slant—"take it from me, kiddo, when
it comes to real feet-on-the-fender comfort, a nineteen-fifty suit with a extry
pair of pants thrown in can make this rig feel like a busted tire."
"Well, Mr. Barker, I'm ready
if you are."
He swung one arm akimbo with
an outward circular movement, clicked his heels together, and straightened his
shoulders until his speckled white vest swelled.
"Hitch on, sis, and
let's show Broadway we're in town!"
Gertrude took a pinch of
sleeve between her gloved fingers; they fell into step. At the door she turned
and nodded over one shoulder.
"Good night, Ethyl
dear," she said, a trifle too sweetly.
A huge mahogany-colored
touring-car caparisoned in nickel and upholstered in darker red panted and
chugged at the Broadway curb. Mr. Barker helped her into the front seat, swung
himself behind the steering-wheel, covered them over with a striped rug, and
turned his shining monster into the flux of Broadway.
Miss Gertrude leaned her
head back against the upholstery and breathed a deep-seated, satisfied sigh.
"This," she said,
"is what I call living."
Mr. Barker grinned and let
out five miles more to the hour.
"I guess this ain't got
the Sixth Avenue 'L' skinned a mile!"
"Two miles," she
said.
"Honest, sis, I could
be arrested for what I think of the 'L.'"
"I know the furnishing
of every third-floor front on the line," she replied, with a dreary
attempt at jocoseness.
"Never mind, kiddo,
I've got my eye on you," he sang, quoting from a street song of the hour.
They sped on silently, the
wind singing in their ears.
"Want the shield
up?"
"The what?"
"The glass front."
"No, thank you, Mr.
Barker; this air is good."
"This old wagon can eat
up the miles, all right, eh? She toured Egypt fer two months and never turned
an ankle."
"To think of having
traveled as you have."
"Me, I'm the best
little traveler you ever seen. More than once I drove this car up a
mountainside. Hold your hat—here goes, kiddo."
"I guess you'll think
I'm slow, but this is the first time I've been in an automobile, except once
when I was sent for in a taxi-cab for a private manicure."
"You think you could
get used to mine, kiddo?" He nudged her elbow with his free arm; she drew
herself back against the cushions.
"The way I feel
now," she said, closing her eyes, "I could ride this way until the
crack of doom."
They drew up before a
flaring, electric-lighted café with an awning extending from the entrance out
to the curb. A footman swung open the door, a doorman relieved Mr. Barker of his
hat and light overcoat, a head waiter steered them through an Arcadia of palms,
flower-banked tables, and small fountains to a mirrored corner, a lackey drew
out their chairs, a pantry boy placed crisp rolls and small pats of sweet
butter beside their plates and filled their tumblers with water from a crystal
bottle, a waiter bent almost double wrote their order on a silver-mounted pad,
and music faint as the symphony of the spheres came to them from a small gold
balcony.
Miss Gertrude removed her
gloves thoughtfully.
"That is what I call
living," she repeated. She leaned forward, her elbows on the table, and
the little bunch of violets at her belt worked out and fell to the floor. An
attendant sprang to recover them.
"Let 'em go," said
Barker. He drew a heavy-headed rose from the embankment between them and wiped
its wet stem. "Here's a posy that's got them beat right."
She took it and pinned it at
her throat. "Thanks," she said, glancing about her with glowing,
interested eyes.
"This place makes
Runey's lunch-room look like a two-weeks-old manicure."
"I told you I was goin'
to show you the time of your life, didn't I? Any goil that goes out with me
ain't with a piker."
"Gee!" said
Gertrude; "if Ethyl could only see me now!"
She sipped her water, and
the ice tinkled against the frail sides of the tumbler. A waiter swung a silver
dome off a platter and served them a steaming and unpronounceable delicacy; a
woman sang from the small gold balcony—life, wine, and jewels sparkled alike.
A page with converging lines
of gilt balls down the front of his uniform passed picture post-cards, showing
the café, from table to table. Gertrude asked for a lead-pencil and wrote one
to a cousin in Montana, and Mr. Barker signed his name beneath hers.
They dallied with pink ices
and French pastries, and he loudly requested the best cigar in the place.
"It's all in knowin'
how to live," he explained. "I've been all over the woild, and there
ain't much I don't know or ain't seen; but you gotta know the right way to go
about things."
"Anybody could tell by
looking at you that you are a man of the world," said Miss Gertrude.
It was eleven o'clock when
they entered the car for the homeward spin. The cool air blew color and verve
into her face; and her hair, responding to the night damp, curled in little
grape-vine tendrils round her face.
"You're some swell
little goil," remarked Mr. Barker, a cigar hung idle from one corner of
his mouth.
"And you are some
driver!" she retorted. "You run a car like a real chauffeur."
"I wouldn't own a car
if I couldn't run it myself," he said. "I ran this car all through
France last fall. There ain't no fun bein' steered like a mollycoddle."
"No one could ever
accuse you of being a mollycoddle, Mr. Barker."
He turned and loosened the
back of her seat until it reclined like a Morris chair. "My own
invention," he said; "to lie back and watch the stars on a clear
night sort of—of gives you a hunch what's goin' on up there."
She looked at him in some
surprise. "You're clever, all right," she said, rather seriously.
"Wait till you know me
better, kiddo. I'll learn you a whole lot about me that'll surprise you."
His hand groped for hers;
she drew it away gently, but her voice was also gentle:
"Here we are home, Mr.
Barker."
In front of her lower West
Side rooming-house he helped her carefully to alight, regarding her
sententiously in the flare of the street lamp.
"You're my style, all
right, kiddo. My speedometer registers you pretty high."
She giggled.
"I'm here to tell you
that you look good to me, and—and—I—anything on fer to-morrow night?"
"No," she said,
softly.
"Are you on?"
She nodded.
"I'll drop in and see
you to-morrow," he said.
"Good," she
replied.
"If nothin' unexpected
comes up to-morrow night we'll take one swell spin out along the Hudson Drive
and have dinner at the Vista. There's some swell scenery out along the Palisade
drive when the moon comes up and shines over the water."
"Oh, Mr. Barker, that
will be heavenly!"
"I'm some on the
soft-soap stuff myself," he said.
"You're full of
surprises," she agreed.
"I'll drop in and see
you to-morrow, kiddo."
"Good night," she
whispered.
"Good night, little
sis," he replied.
They parted with a final
hand-shake; as she climbed up to her room she heard the machine chug away.
The perfume of her rose
floated about her like a delicate mist. She undressed and went to bed into a
dream-world of shimmering women and hidden music, a world chiefly peopled by
deferential waiters and scraping lackeys. All the night through she sped in a
silent mahogany-colored touring-car, with the wind singing in her ears and
lights flashing past like meteors.
When Miss Gertrude arrived
at the Knockerbeck parlors next morning a little violet offering wrapped in
white tissue-paper lay on her desk. They were fresh wood violets, cool and damp
with dew. She flushed and placed them in a small glass vase behind the
cold-cream case.
Her eyes were blue like the
sky when you look straight up, and a smile trembled on her lips. Ten minutes
later Mr. Barker, dust-begrimed and enveloped in a long linen duster, swaggered
in. He peeled off his stout gloves; his fingers were black-rimmed and
grease-splotched.
"Mornin', sis; here's a
fine job for you. Took an unexpected business trip ten miles out, and the
bloomin' spark-plug got to cuttin' up like a balky horse."
He crammed his gloves and
goggles into spacious pockets and looked at Miss Gertrude with warming eyes.
"Durned if you ain't
lookin' pert as a mornin'-glory to-day!"
She took his fingers on her
hand and regarded them reprovingly.
"Shame on you, Mr.
Barker, for getting yourself so mussed up!" cried Miss Sprunt.
"Looks like I need
somebody to take care of me, doan it, sis?"
"Yes," she agreed,
unblushingly.
Once in warm water, his
hands exuded the odor of gasolene. She sniffed like a horse scenting the turf.
"I'd rather have a
whiff of an automobile," she remarked, "than of the best attar of
roses on the market."
"You ain't forgot about
to-night, sis?"
She lowered her eyes.
"No, I haven't
forgotten."
"There ain't nothin'
but a business engagement can keep me off. I gotta big deal on, and I may be
too busy to-night, but we'll go to-morrow sure."
"That'll be all right,
Mr. Barker; business before pleasure."
"I'm pretty sure it'll
be to-night, though. I—I don't like to have to wait too long."
He reached across the table
suddenly and gripped hold of her working arm.
"Say, kiddo, I like
you."
"Silly!" she said,
softly.
"I ain't foolin'."
"I'll be ready at
six," she said, lightly. "If you can't come let me know."
"I ain't the sort to do
things snide," he said. "If I can't come I'll put you wise, all
right."
"You certainly know how
to treat a girl," she said.
"Let me get to likin' a
goil, and there ain't nothin' I won't do for her."
"You sure can run a
machine, Mr. Barker."
"You wait till I let
loose some speed along the Hudson road, and then you'll see some real drivin';
last night wasn't nothin'."
"Oh, Mr. Barker!"
"Call me Jim," he
said.
"Jim," she
repeated, softly, after him.
The day was crowded with
appointments. She worked unceasingly until the nerves at the back of her head
were strained and aching, and tired shadows appeared under her eyes. The
languor of spring oppressed her.
To her surprise, Mr. Chase
appeared at four o'clock. At the sight of him the point of her little scissors
slipped into the unoffending cuticle of the hand she was grooming. She motioned
him to a chair along the wall.
"In just a few minutes,
Mr. Chase."
"Thank you," he
replied, seating himself and watching her with interested, near-sighted eyes.
A nervousness sent the blood
rushing to her head. The low drone of Ethyl's voice talking to a customer, the
tick of the clock, the click and sough of the elevator were thrice magnified.
She could feel the gush of color to her face.
The fat old gentleman whose
fingers she had been administering placed a generous bonus on the table and
ambled out. She turned her burning eyes upon Mr. Chase and spoke slowly to
steady her voice. She was ashamed of her unaccountable nervousness and of the
suffocating dryness in her throat.
"Ready for you, Mr.
Chase."
He came toward her with a
peculiar slowness of movement, a characteristic slowness which was one of the
trivial things which burned his attractiveness into her consciousness. In the
stuffiness of her own little room she had more than once closed her eyes and
deliberately pictured him as he came toward her table, gentle yet eager, with a
deference which was new as it was delightful to her.
As he approached her she
snapped a flexible file between her thumb and forefinger, and watched it
vibrate and come to a jerky stop; then she looked up.
"Good afternoon, Mr.
Chase."
"Good afternoon, Miss
Sprunt. You see, I am following your advice." He took the chair opposite
her.
"I—I want to thank you
for the violets. They are the first real hint of May I've had."
"You knew they came
from me?"
"Yes."
"How?"
"Why—I—why, I just
knew."
She covered her confusion by
removing and replacing crystal bottle-stoppers.
"I'm glad that you knew
they came from me, Miss Sprunt."
"Yes, I knew that they
could come from no one but you—they were so simple and natural and—sweet."
She laughed a pitch too high
and plunged his fingers into water some degrees too hot. He did not wince, but
she did.
"Oh, Mr. Chase, forgive
me. I—I've scalded your fingers."
"Why," he replied,
not taking his eyes from her face, "so you have!" They both laughed.
Across the room Miss Ethyl
coughed twice. "I always say," she observed to her customer, "a
workin'-girl can't be too careful of her actions. That's why I am of a retiring
disposition and don't try to force myself on nobody."
Mr. Chase regarded the
shadows beneath Miss Sprunt's eyes with a pucker between his own.
"You don't get much of
the springtime in here, do you, Miss Sprunt?"
"No," she replied,
smiling faintly. "The only way we can tell the seasons down here is by the
midwinter Elks convention and the cloak drummers who come to buy fur coats in
July."
"You poor little
girl," he said, slowly. "What you need is air—good, wholesome air,
and plenty of it."
"Oh, I get along all
right," she said, biting at her nether lip.
"You're confined too
closely, Miss Sprunt."
"Life isn't all
choice," she replied, briefly.
"Forgive me," he
said.
"I walk home
sometimes," she said.
"You're fond of
walking?"
"Yes, when I'm not too
tired."
"Miss Sprunt,
would—would you walk with me this evening? I know a quiet little place where we
could dine together."
"Oh," she said,
"I—I already have an engagement. I—"
She colored with surprise.
"You have an
engagement?" His tones were suddenly flat.
"No," she replied,
in tones of sudden decision, "I'd be pleased to go with you. I can do what
I planned to-night any other time."
"Thank you, Miss
Sprunt."
Her fingers trembled as she
worked, and his suddenly closed over them.
"You poor, tired little
girl," he repeated.
She gulped down her
emotions.
"Miss Sprunt, this is
neither the time nor the place for me to express myself, yet somehow our great
moments come when we least expect them."
She let her limp fingers
rest in his; she was strangely calm.
"I know it is always a
great pleasure to have you come in, Mr. Chase."
"The first time I
dropped in was chance, Miss Sprunt. You can see for yourself that I am not the
sort of fellow who goes in for the little niceties like manicures. I'm what you
might call the seedy kind. But the second time I dropped in for a manicure was
not accident, nor the third time, nor the tenth—it was you."
"You've been
extravagant all on account of me?" she parried.
"I've been more than
that on account of you, dear girl. I've been consumed night and day by the
sweet thought of you."
"Oh-h-h!" She
placed one hand at her throat.
"Miss Sprunt, I am not
asking anything of you; I simply want you to know me better. I want to begin
to-night to try to teach you to reciprocate the immense regard—the love I feel
for you."
She closed her eyes for a
moment; his firm clasp of her hand tightened.
"You'll think I'm a
bold girl, Mr. Chase; you'll—you'll—"
"Yes?"
"You'll think I'm
everything I ought not to be, but you—you can't teach me what I already
know."
"Gertrude!"
She nodded, swallowing back
unaccountable tears.
"I never let myself
hope, because I didn't think there was a chance, Mr. Chase."
"Dear, is it possible
without knowing me—who, what I am—you—"
"I only know you,"
she said, softly. "That is all that matters."
"My little girl,"
he whispered, regarding her with unshed tears shining in his eyes.
She placed her two hands
over her face for a moment.
"What is it,
dear?"
She burrowed deeper into her
hands.
"I'm so happy,"
she said, between her fingers.
They regarded each other
with almost incredulous eyes, seeking to probe the web of enchantment their
love had woven.
"I do not deserve this
happiness, dearest." But his voice was a pæan of triumph.
"It is I who do not
deserve," she said, in turn. "You are too—too everything for
me."
They talked in whispers
until there were two appointees ranged along the wall. He was loath to go; she
urged him gently.
"I can't work while you
are here, dear; return for me at six—no," she corrected, struck by a
sudden thought, "at six-thirty."
"Let me wait for you,
dearest," he pleaded.
She waggled a playful finger
at him.
"Good-by until
later."
"Until six-thirty,
cruel one."
"Yes."
"There is so much to be
said, Gertrude dear."
"To-night."
He left her lingeringly.
They tried to cover up their fervent, low-voiced farewells with passive faces,
but after he had departed her every feature was lyric.
Juliet might have looked
like that when her love was young.
Mr. Barker arrived, but she
met him diffidently, even shamefacedly. Before she could explain he launched
forth:
"I'm sorry, kiddo, but
we'll have to make it to-morrow night for that ride of ourn. That party I was
tellin' you about is goin' to get busy on that big deal, and I gotta do a lot
of signin' up to-night."
Fate had carved a way for
her with gentle hand.
"That's all right, Mr.
Barker; just don't you feel badly about it." She felt a gush of sympathy
for him; for all humanity.
"You understand, kiddo,
don't you? A feller's got to stick to business as much as pleasure, and we'll
hit the high places to-morrow night, all right, all right. You're the classiest
doll I've met yet."
She swallowed her distaste.
"That's the right idea,
Mr. Barker; business appointments are always important."
"I'll see you to-morrow
mornin', and we'll fix up some swell party."
"Good night, Mr. Barker."
"So long, honey."
Directly after he departed
Miss Ethyl bade her good night in cold, cracky tones.
"The goin's-on in this
parlor don't make it no place for a minister's daughter, Miss Gertie
Sprunt."
"Then you ought to be
glad your father's a policeman," retorted her friend, graciously.
"Good night, dearie."
She hummed as she put her
table in order. At each footstep down the marble corridor her pulse quickened;
she placed her cheeks in her hands, vise-fashion, to feel of their unnatural
heat. When Mr. Chase finally came they met shyly and with certain restraint.
Whispering together like diffident children, they went out, their hands lightly
touching. Broadway was already alight; the cool spring air met them like tonic.
Like an exuberant lad, Mr.
Chase led her to the curb. A huge, mahogany-colored touring-car, caparisoned in
nickel and upholstered in a darker red, vibrated and snorted alongside. A
chauffeur, with a striped rug across his knees, reached back respectfully and
flung open the door. Like an automaton Gertrude placed her small foot upon the
step and paused, her dumfounded gaze confronting the equally stunned eyes of
the chauffeur. Mr. Chase aided and encouraged at her elbow.
"It's all right,
dearest, it's all right; this is your surprise."
"Why," she gasped,
her eyes never leaving the steel-blue shaved face of the
chauffeur—"why—I—"
Mr. Chase regarded her in
some anxiety. "What a surprised little girl you are! I shouldn't have
taken you so unawares." He almost lifted her in.
"This machine is yours,
Mr. Chase?"
"Yes, dear, this
machine is ours."
"You never told me
anything."
"There is little to
tell, Gertrude. I have not used my cars to amount to anything since I'm back
from Egypt. I've been pretty busy with affairs."
"Back from Egypt!"
"Do not look so
helpless, dear. I'm only back three months from a trip round the world, and
I've been putting up with hotel life meanwhile. Then I happened to meet you,
and as long as you had me all sized up I just let it go—that's all, dear."
"You're not the Mr. Adam
Chase who's had the rose suite on the tenth floor all winter?"
"That's me," he
laughed.
Her slowly comprehending
eyes did not leave his face.
"Why, I
thought—I—you—"
"It was my use of the
private elevator on the east side of the building that gave you the Sixth
Avenue idea, and it was too good a joke on me to spoil, dearie."
She regarded him through
blurry eyes.
"What must you think of
me?"
He felt for her hand
underneath the lap-robe.
"Among other
things," he said, "I think that your eyes exactly match the violets I
motored out to get for you this morning at my place ten miles up the
Hudson."
"When did you go,
dear?"
"Before you were up. We
were back before ten, in spite of a spark-plug that gave us some trouble."
"Oh," she said.
The figure at the wheel
squirmed to be off. She lay back faint against the upholstery.
"To think," she
said, "that you should care for me!"
"My own dear
girl!"
He touched a spring and the
back of her seat reclined like a Morris chair.
"Lie back, dear. I
invented that scheme so I can recline at night and watch the stars parade past.
I toured that way all through Egypt."
The figure in the front seat
gripped his wheel.
"Where are we going,
Adam dear?" she whispered.
"This is your night,
Gertrude; give James your orders."
She snuggled deeper into the
dark-red upholstery, and their hands clasped closer beneath the robe.
"James," she said,
in a voice like a bell, "take us to the Vista for dinner; afterward motor
out along the Palisade drive, far out so that we can see the Hudson by moonlight."
2.OTHER
PEOPLE'S SHOES
AT the close of a grilling summer that had
sapped the life from the city as insidiously as fever runs through veins and licks
them up—at the close of a day that had bleached the streets as dry as desert
bones—Abe Ginsburg closed his store half an hour earlier than usual because his
clerk, Miss Ruby Cohn, was enjoying a two days' vacation at the Long Island
Recreation Farm, and because a staggering pain behind his eyes and zigzag down
the back of his neck to his left shoulder-blade made the shelves of shoe-boxes
appear as if they were wavering with the heat-dance of the atmosphere and ready
to cast their neatly arranged stock in a hopeless fuddle on the center of the
floor.
Up-stairs, on an exact level
with the elevated trains that tore past the kitchen windows like speed monsters
annihilating distance, Mrs. Ginsburg poised a pie-pan aloft on the tips of five
fingers and waltzed a knife round the rim of the tin. A ragged ruffle of dough
swung for a moment; she snipped it off, leaving the pie pat and sleek.
Then Mrs. Ginsburg smiled
until a too perfect row of badly executed teeth showed their pink rubber gums,
leaned over the delicate lid of the pie, and with a three-pronged fork pricked
out the doughy inscription—Abe.
Sarah baking cakes for Abraham's prophetic visitors had no more gracious zeal.
The waiting oven filled the
kitchen with its gassy breath; a train hurtled by and rattled the chandeliers,
a stack of plates on a shelf, and a blue-glass vase on the parlor mantel. A
buzz-bell rang three staccato times. Mrs. Ginsburg placed the pie on the
table-edge and hurried down a black aisle of hallway.
Book-agents, harbingers of a
dozen-cabinet-photographs-colored-crayon-thrown-in, and their kin have all
combined to make wary the gentle cliff-dweller. Mrs. Ginsburg opened her door
just wide enough to insert a narrow pencil, placed the tip of her shoe in the
aperture, and leaned her face against the jamb so that from without half an eye
burned through the crack.
"Abie? It ain't you, is
it, Abie?"
"Don't get excited,
mamma!"
"It ain't six o'clock
yet, Abie—something ain't right with you!"
"Don't get excited,
mamma! I just closed early for the heat. For what should I keep open when a
patent-leather shoe burns a hole in your hand?"
"Ach, such a
scare as you give me! If I'd 'a' known it I could have had supper ready. It
wouldn't hurt you to call up-stairs when you close early—no consideration that
boy has got for his mother! Poor papa! If he so much as closed the store ten
minutes earlier he used to call up for me to heat the things—no consideration
that boy has got for his old mother!"
Mr. Ginsburg placed a heavy
hand on each of his mother's shoulders and kissed her while the words were
unfinished and smoking on her lips.
"It's too hot to eat,
mamma. Ain't I asked you every night during this heat not to cook so
much?"
"Just the same, when it
comes to the table I see you eat. I never see you refuse nothing—I bet you come
twice for apple-pie to-night. Is the hall table the place for your cuffs, Abie?
I'm ashamed for the people the way my house looks when you're home—no order
that boy has got! I go now and put my pie in the oven."
"I ain't hungry,
mamma—honest! Don't fix no supper for me—I go in the front room and lay down
for a while. Never have I known such heat as I had it in the store to-day—and
with Miss Ruby gone it was bad enough, I can tell you."
Mrs. Ginsburg reached up
suddenly and turned high a tiny bead of gas-light—it flared for a moment like a
ragged-edged fan and then settled into a sooty flare. In its low-candle-power
light their faces were far away and without outline—like shadows seen through
the mirage of a dream.
"Abie—tell mamma—you
ain't sick, are you? Abie, you look pale."
"Now, mamma, begin to
worry about nothing when—"
"It ain't like you to
come up early, heat or no heat. Ach! I should have known when
he comes up-stairs early it means something. What hurts you, Abie? That's what
I need yet, a sickness! What hurts you, Abie?"
"Mamma, the way you go
on it's enough to make me sick if I ain't. Can't a boy come up-stairs just
because—"
"I know you like a
book; when you close the store and lay down before supper there's something wrong.
Tell me, Abie—"
"All right, then! You
know it so well I can't tell you nothing—all I got is a little tiredness from
the heat."
"Go in and lay down.
Can't you tell mamma what hurts you, Abie? Are you afraid it would give me a
little pleasure if you tell me? No consideration that boy has got for his
mother!"
"Honest, mamma, ain't I
told you three times I ain't nothing but tired?"
"He snaps me up yet
like he was a turtle and me his worst enemy! For what should I worry myself?
For my part, I don't care. I only say, Abie, if there's anything hurts you—you
know how poor papa started to complain just one night like this how he fussed
at me when I wanted the doctor. If there's anything hurts you—"
"There ain't,
mamma."
"Come in and let me fix
the sofa for you. I only say when you close the store early there's something
wrong. That Miss Ruby should go off yet—vacation she has to have—a girl like
that, with her satin shoes and all—comes into the store at nine o'clock 'cause
she runs to the picture shows all night! Yetta Washeim seen her. Vacation yet
she has to have! Twenty years I spent with poor papa in the store, and no
vacation did I have. Lay down, Abie."
"All right, then,"
said Mr. Ginsburg, as if duty were a geological eon, and throwing himself
across the flowered velvet lounge in the parlor. "I'll lay down if it
suits you better."
Mr. Ginsburg was of a cut
that never appears on a classy clothes advertisement or in the silver frame on
the bird's-eye maple dressing-table of sweet sixteen or more; he belonged to
the less ornamented but not unimportant stratum that manufactures the classy
clothes by the hundred thousand, and eventually develops into husbands and
sponsors for full-length double-breasted sealskin coats for the sweet sixteens
and more.
He was as tall as Napoleon,
with a round, un-Napoleonic head, close-shaved so that his short-nap hair grew
tight like moss on a rock, and a beard that defied every hirsute precaution by
pricking darkly through the lower half of his face as phenomenally as the first
grass-blades of spring push out in an hour.
"Let me fix you a
little something, Abie. I got grand broth in the ice-box—all I need to do is to
heat it."
"Ain't I told you I
ain't hungry, mamma?"
"When that boy don't
eat he's sick. I should worry yet! Poor papa! If he'd listened to me he'd be
living to-day. I'm your worst enemy—I am! I work against my own child—that's
the thanks what I get."
Sappho, who never wore a
gingham wrapper and whose throat was unwrinkled and full of music, never sang
more surely than did Mrs. Ginsburg into the heart-cells of her son. He reached
out for her wrapper and drew her to him.
"Aw, mamma, you know I
don't mean nothing; just when you get all worried over nothing it makes me mad.
Come, sit down by me."
"To-night we don't go
up to Washeims'. I care a lot for Yetta's talk—her Beulah this and her Beulah
that! It makes me sick!"
"I'll take you up,
mamma, if you want to go."
"Indeed, you stay where
you are! For their front steps and refreshments I don't need to ride in the
Subway to Harlem anyway."
"What's the difference?
A little evening's pleasure won't hurt you, mamma."
"Such a lunch as she
served last time! I got better right now in my ice-box, and I ain't expecting
company. They can buy and sell us, too, I guess. Sol Washeim don't take a
nine-room house when boys' pants ain't booming—but such a lunch as she served!
You can believe me, I wouldn't have the nerve to. Abie, I see Herschey's got
fall cloth-tops in their windows already."
"Yes?"
"Good business
to-day—not, Abie?—and such heat too! Mrs. Abrahams called across the hallway
just now that she was in for a pair; but you was so busy with a customer she
couldn't wait—that little pink-haired clerk, with her extravagant ways, had to
go off and leave you in the heat! Shoe-buttoners she puts in every box like
they cost nothing. I told her so last week, too."
"She's a grand little
clerk, mamma—such a business head I never seen!"
"Like I couldn't have
come down and helped you to-day! Believe me—when I was in the store with papa,
Abie, we wasn't so up-to-date; but none of 'em got away."
"I should know when
Mrs. Abrahams wants shoes—five times a week she comes in to be sociable."
"I used to say to papa:
'Always leave a customer to go take a new one's shoes off; and then go back and
take your time! Two customers in their stockinged feet is worth more than one
in a new pair of shoes!' Abie, you don't look right. You'll tell me the truth
if you don't feel well, won't you? I always say to have the doctor in time
saves nine. If poor papa had listened to me—"
"I'm all right, mamma.
Why don't you sit down by me? Don't light the gas—for why should you make it
hotter? Come, sit down by me."
"I go put the oven
light out. Apple-pie I was baking for you yet; for myself I don't need supper—I
had coffee at five o'clock."
Dusk entered the little
apartment and crowded the furniture into phantoms; a red signal light from the
skeleton of the elevated road threw a glow as mellow as firelight across the
mantelpiece. Mrs. Ginsburg's canary rustled himself until he swelled up twice
too fat and performed the ever-amazing ritual of thrusting his head within
himself as if he would prey on his own vitals. The cooler breath of night; the
smells of neighboring food; the more frequent rushing of trains, and a
navy-blue sky, pit-marked with small stars, came all at once. In the hallway
Mrs. Ginsburg worked the hook of the telephone impatiently up and down.
"Audubon 6879! Hello!
Washeims' residence? Yetta? Yes, this is Carrie. Ain't it awful? I'm nearly
dead with it. Yetta, Abie ain't feeling so well; so we won't be up to-night.
No—it ain't nothing but the heat; but I worry enough, I can tell you."
"Mamma, don't holler in
the telephone so—she can't hear you when you scream."
"It's always something,
ain't it? That's what I tell him; but he's like his poor papa before him—he's
afraid no one can do nothing but him; his little snip of a clerk he gives a
vacation, but none for himself. I'm glad we ain't going then; you always make
yourself so much trouble. It's too hot to eat, Abie says. Beef with horseradish
sauce I had for supper, too—and apple-pie I baked in the heat for him; but not
a bite will that boy eat! And when he don't eat I know he ain't feeling well.
Who? Beulah? Ain't that grand? Yes, cooking is always good for a girl to know
even if she don't need it. No; I go to work and thicken my gravy with flour and
horseradish. Believe me, I cried enough when I did it! Ach, Yetta,
why should I leave that boy? You can believe me when I tell you that not one
night except when he was took in at the lodge—not one night since poor papa
died—has that boy left me at home alone. Not one step will he take without
me."
"Aw, mamma!"
"Sometimes I say,
'Abie, go out like other boys and see the girls.' But he thinks if he ain't
home to fix the windows and the covers for my rheumatism it ain't right. Yes;
believe me, when your children ain't feeling well it's worry enough."
"Aw, maw, I can take
you up to the Washeims' if you want to go."
"You ought to hear him
in there, Yetta—fussing because I want to keep him laying down. Yes, I go with
you; to-morrow at nine I meet you down by Fulton Street. Up round here they're
forty-two cents. Ain't it so? And I used two whites and a yolk in my pie-dough.
Yes; I hope so too. If not I call a doctor. Nine o'clock! Good-by, Yetta."
"Maw, for me you
shouldn't stay home."
Mrs. Ginsburg flopped into a
rocker beside the flowered velvet couch.
"A little broth,
Abie?"
"No."
"When you don't eat
it's something wrong."
"You needn't fan me,
mamma—I ain't hot now."
Insidious darkness crept
into the room like a cool hand descending on the feverish brow of day; the red
glow shifted farther along the mantel and lay vivid as blood across the blue
vase and the photograph of a grizzled head in a seashell frame. Mrs. Ginsburg
rocked over a loose board in the floor and waved a palm-leaf fan toward the
reclining shadow of her son until he could taste its tape-bound edge.
"Next week to-night
five years since we lost poor papa, Abie—five years! Gott! When
I think of it! Just like his picture he looked up to the last, too—just like
his picture."
"Yes, mamma."
"I ain't so spry as I
used to be, neither, Abie—or, believe me, I would never let you take on a
clerk. Sometimes I think, when the rheumatism gets up round my heart, it won't
be long as I go too. Poor papa! If I could have gone with him! How he always
hated to go alone to places! To the barber he hated to go, till I got so I
could cut it myself."
"Mamma, you ain't got
nothing to worry about."
"I worry enough."
"You can take it as
easy as you want to now—I even want we should have a better apartment. We got
the best little business between here and One Hundred and Twenty-fifth Street!
If poor papa could see it now he wouldn't know it from five years ago. Poor
papa! He wasn't willing to spend on improvements."
"Papa always said you
had a good business head on you, Abie; but I ain't one, neither, for funny
businesses like a clerk. And what you needed them new glass shoe-stands for
when the old ones—"
"Now, mamma, don't
begin on that again."
"When I was down in the
store papa used to say to me: 'Wait till Abie's grown up, mamma! By how his
ears stand out from his head I can tell he's got good business sense.' And to
think that so little of you he had in the store—such a man that deserved the best
of everything! He had to die just when things might have got easy for
him."
"Don't cry, mamma;
everything is for the best."
"You're a good boy,
Abie. Sometimes I think I stand in your way enough."
"Such talk!"
"Any girl would do well
enough for herself to get you. Believe me, Beulah Washeim don't need a new pair
of shoes every two weeks for nothing! Her mother thinks I don't notice it—she's
always braggin' to me how hard her Beulah is on shoes and what a good customer
she makes."
"Beulah Washeim! I
don't even know what last she wears—that's how much I think of Beulah
Washeim."
"Don't let me stand in
your way, Abie. Ain't I often told you, now since you do a grand business and
we're all paid up, don't let your old mother stand in your way?"
"Like you could be in
my way!"
"Once I said to poor
papa, the night we paid the mortgage off and had wine for supper: 'Papa,' I
said, 'we're out of debt now—Gott sei Dank!—except one debt we owe to
some girl when Abie grows up; and that debt we got to pay with money that won't
come from work and struggle and saving; we got to pay that debt with our
boy—with blood-money.' Poor papa! Already he was asleep when I said
it—half a glass of wine, and he was mussy-headed."
"Yes, yes, mamma."
"A girl like Beulah
Washeim I ain't got so much use for neither—with her silk petticoats and silk
stockings; but Sol Washeim's got a grand business there, Abie. They don't move
in a nine-room house from a four-room apartment for nothing."
"For Beulah's weight in
gold I don't want her—the way she looks at me with her eyes and shoots 'em
round like I was a three-ringed circus."
"You're right—for money
you shouldn't marry neither; only I always say it's just as easy to fall in
love with a rich one as a poor one. But I'm the last one to force you. There's
Hannah Rosenblatt—a grand, economical girl!"
"Hannah Rosenblatt—a
girl that teaches school, she pushes on me. I got to get educated yet!"
Mrs. Ginsburg rocked and
fanned rhythmically; her unsubtle lips curled upward with the subtle smile of a
zingaro. The placidity of peace on a mountain-top, shade in a dell, and love in
a garden crept into her tones.
"I just want you to
know I don't stand in your way, Abie. You ain't a child no more; but while I'm
here you got so good a home as you want—not?"
"Sure!"
"Girls you can always
get—not? Girls nowadays ain't what they used to be neither. I'd like to see a
girl do to-day for papa what I did—how I was in the store and kitchen all at
once; then we didn't have no satin-shoe clerks! Girls ain't what they used to
be; in my day working-girls had no time for fine-smelling cologne-water
and—"
"All girls ain't alike,
mamma—satin shoes cost no more nowadays as leather. We got a
dollar-ninety-eight satin pump, you wouldn't believe it—and such a seller! All
girls ain't alike, mamma."
"What you mean,
Abie?"
Mr. Ginsburg turned on the
couch so that his face was close to the wall, and his voice half lost in the
curve of his arm.
"Well, once in a while
you come across a girl that ain't—ain't like the rest of 'em. Well, there ought
to be girls that ain't like the rest of 'em, oughtn't there?"
Mrs. Ginsburg's rocking and
fanning slowed down a bit; a curious moment fell over the little room; a
nerve-tingling quiescence that in its pregnant moment can race the mind back
over an eternity—a silence that is cold with sweat, like the second when a
doctor removes his stethoscope from over a patient's left breast and looks at
him with a film of pity glazing his eyes.
"What you mean, Abie?
Tell mamma what you mean. I ain't the one to stand in your light." Mrs.
Ginsburg's speech clogged in her throat.
"You know you always
got a home with me, mamma. You know, no matter what comes, I always got to tuck
you in bed at night and fix the windows for you. You know you always got with
me the best kind of a home I got to give you. Ain't it?"
His hand crept out and
rested lightly—ever so lightly—on his mother's knee.
"Abie, you never talked
like this before—I won't stand in your way, Abie. If you can make up your mind,
Beulah Washeim or Hannah Rosenblatt, either would be—"
"Aw, mamma, it ain't
them."
Mrs. Ginsburg's hand closed
tightly over her son's; a train swooped past and created a flurry of warm
breeze in the room.
"Who—is—it, Abie? Don't
be afraid to tell mamma."
"Why, mamma, it ain't
no one! Can't a fellow just talk? You started it, didn't you? I was just
talking 'cause you was."
"He scares me yet! No
consideration that boy has got for his mother! Abie, a little broth—you ain't
got no fever, Abie—your head is cool like ice."
"You ain't had no supper
yet, mamma."
"I had coffee at five
o'clock; for myself I never worry. I'm glad enough you feel all right. It's
eight o'clock, Abie—I go me to bed. To-morrow I go to market with Yetta."
"Aw, mamma, now why for
do you—"
"I ain't too proud—such
high-toned notions I ain't got. For what I pay forty-two cents for eggs up here
when I can get 'em for thirty-eight?"
"Be careful, mamma;
don't fall over the chair—you want a light?"
"No. Write me a note
for the milkman, Abie, before you go to bed, and leave it out with the
bottles—half a pint of double cream I want. I make you cream-potatoes for
supper to-morrow. I laid your blue shirt on your bed, Abie—don't go to bed on
it. It's the last time I iron it; but once more you can wear it, then I make
dust-rags. I ironed it soft like you like."
"Yes, mamma."
"Put the cover on the
canary, too, Abie. That night you went to the lodge he chirped and chirped,
just like you was lost and he was crying 'cause me and him was lonely."
"Yes, mamma. Wait till
I light the gas in your room for you—you'll stumble."
"It's too hot for
light; I can see by the Magintys' kitchen light across the air-shaft. What she
does in her kitchen so late I don't know—such housekeeping! Yesterday with my
own eyes I seen her shake a table-cloth out the window with a hole like my hand
in it. She should know what I think of such ways."
Mrs. Ginsburg moved through
the gloom, steering carefully round the phantom furniture. From his place on
the couch her son could hear her moving about her tiny room adjoining the
kitchen. A shoe dropped and, after a satisfying interval, another; the padding
of bare feet across a floor; the tink of a china pitcher against its bowl; the
slam of a drawer; the rusty squeal of spiral bed-springs under pressure.
"Abie, I'm ready."
When Mr. Ginsburg groped
into his mother's room she lay in the casual attitude of sleep, but the yellow
patch of light from the shaft fell across her open eyes and gray wisps of hair
that lay on her pillow like a sickly aura.
"Good night, Abie.
You're a good boy, Abie."
"Good night, mamma. A
sheet ain't enough—you got to have the blue-and-white quilt on you, too."
"Don't, Abie—do you
want to suffocate me? I can't stand so much. Take off the quilt."
"Your rheumatism, you
know, mamma—you'll see how much cooler it will get in the night."
"Ach, Abie,
leave that window all the way up. So hot, and that boy closes me up like—"
"When the lace curtain
blows in it means you're in a draught, mamma—half-way open you can have it, but
not all. Without me to fuss you'd have a fine rheumatism—like it ain't
dangerous for you to sleep where there's enough draught to blow the curtain
in."
"Abie, if you don't
feel good, in two minutes I can get up and heat the broth if—"
"I'm grand, mamma.
Here, I move this chair so the light from Magintys' don't shine in your
eyes."
"What she does in her
kitchen so late I don't know. Good night, Abie. In the dark you look like poor
papa. How he used to fuss round the room at night fixing me just like you—poor
papa, Abie—not? Poor papa?"
"Good night,
mamma."
Mr. Ginsburg leaned over and
kissed his mother lightly on the forehead.
"Double cream did you
say I should write the milkman?"
"Yes—and, Abie, don't
forget to cover the bird."
"Yes. Here, I leave the
door half-way open, mamma. Good night."
"Abie! Abie!"
"Yes?"
"Oh, it ain't nothing
at all, Abie—never mind."
"I'm right here, mamma.
Anything you want me to do?"
"Nothing. Good night,
Abie."
"Good night,
mamma."
At eight-fifteen Monday
morning Miss Ruby Cohn blew into the Ginsburg & Son's shoe store like a
breath of thirty-nine-cents-an-ounce perfume shot from a strong-spray atomizer.
The street hung with the strong breath of Mayflower a full second after her
small, tall-heeled feet had crossed its soft asphalt.
At the first whiff Mr.
Ginsburg drew the upper half of his body out from a case of misses' ten-button
welt soles he was unpacking and smiled as if Aurora and spring, and all the
heyday misses that Guido Reni and Botticelli loved to paint, had suddenly
danced into his shop.
"Well, well, Miss Ruby,
are you back?"
Miss Cohn titillated toward
the rear of the store, the tail of a cockatoo titillated at a sharp angle from
her hat, a patent-leather handbag titillated from a long cord at her wrist, and
a smile iridescent as sunlight on spray played about her lips. She placed her
hand blinker-fashion against her mouth as if she would curb the smile.
"Don't tell anybody,
Mr. Ginsburg, and I'll whisper you something. Listen! I ain't back; I'm
shooting porcelain ducks off the shelf in a china shop."
"Ah, you're back again
with your fun, ain't you? Miss Ruby—believe me—I missed you enough. I bet you
had a grand time at the farm!"
Mr. Ginsburg shook hands
with her shyly, with a sudden red in his face, and as if her fingers were holy
with the dust of a butterfly's wings and he feared to brush it off.
"Say, Mr. Ginsburg, you
should have seen me! What I think of a shoe-tree after laying all yesterday
afternoon under a oak-tree next to a brook that made a noise like playing a
tune on wine-glasses, I'd hate to tell you. Say, you're unpacking them
ten-button welts, ain't you? Good! It ain't too soon for the school
stock."
Miss Cohn withdrew two
super-long, sapphire-headed hat-pins from her super-small hat, slid out of a
tan summer-silk jacket, dallied with the froth of white frills at her throat,
ran her fingers through the flame of her hair and turned to Mr. Ginsburg. Her
skin was like thick cream and smattered with large, light-brown freckles, which
enhanced its creaminess as a crescent of black plaster laid against a lady's
cheek makes fairness fairer.
"Well, how's business?
I've come back feeling like I could sell storm rubbers to a mermaid."
"You look grand for
certain, Miss Ruby. They just can't look any grander'n you. Believe me, I
missed you enough! To-day it's cool; but the day before yesterday you can know
I was done up when I closed before six."
"Can you beat it? And I
was laying flat on the grass, with ants running up my sleeves and down my neck
and wishing for my sealskin—it was so cool. I see Herschey's got cloth-tops in
his windows. What's the matter with us springing them patent-tip kids? Say, I
got a swell idea for a window comin' home on the train—lookin' at the
wheat-fields made me think of it."
"Whatta you know about
that? Wheat-fields made her think of a shoe window—like a whip she is—so
sharp!"
"It's a yellow season,
Mr. Ginsburg; and we can use them old-oak stands and have a tan school window
that'll make every plate-glass front between here and One Hundred and
Twenty-fifth Street look like a Sixth Avenue slightly worn display."
"Good! You can have
just what kind of a window you like, Miss Ruby—just anything you—you like.
After such a summer we can afford such a fall window as we want. I see the Busy
Bee's got red-paper poppies in theirs—something like that, maybe, with—"
"Nix on paper flowers
for us! I got a china-silk idea from a little drummer I met up in the
country—one nice little fellow! I wonder if you know him? Simon Leavitt; he
says he sold you goods. Simon Leavitt. Know him?"
"No."
"One nice little
fellow!"
Silence.
"I missed you lots,
Miss Ruby. When Saturday came I said to mamma: 'How I miss that girl! Only one
month she's been with us, but how I miss that girl!' Oh—eh, Miss Ruby!"
Miss Cohn adjusted a pair of
tissue-paper sleevelets and smoothed her smooth tan hips as if she would erase
them entirely; then she looked up at him delicately, and for the instant the
pink aura of her hair and the rise and fall of her too high bosom gave her some
of the fleshly beauty of a Flora.
"Like you had time to
think of me! I bet the Washeim girl was in every other day for a pair of—"
"Now, Miss Ruby,
you—"
"'Sh! There's some one
out front. It's that cashier from Truman's grocery. You finish unpacking that
case, Mr. Ginsburg. I'll wait on her. I bet she wants tango slippers."
Miss Cohn flitted to the
front of the store as rapidly as the span of her narrow skirt would permit, and
Mr. Ginsburg dived deep into the depths of his wooden case. But in his
nostrils, in the creases of his coat, and in the recesses of his heart was the
strong breath of the Mayflower; and in the phantasmagoria of bonfire-colored
hair and cream-colored skin, and the fragrance of his own emotions, he bent so
dreamily over the packing-case that the blood rushed as if by capillary attraction
to his temples; and when he staggered to an upright posture large black
blotches were doing an elf dance before his eyes.
"Mr. Ginsburg! Oh, Mr.
Ginsburg!"
"Yes, Miss Ruby."
From the highest rung of a
ladder, parallel with the top row of a wall of shoe-boxes, Miss Cohn poised
like a humming-bird.
"Say, have we got any
more of them 4567 French heel, chiffon rosette?"
"Yes, Miss Ruby—right
there under the 5678's."
"Sure enough. Never
mind coming out; I can find 'em—yes, here they are."
From her height she smiled
down at him, pushed her ladder leftward along its track, clapped a shoe-box
under her arm, and hurried down, her shoe-buttoner jangling from a pink ribbon
at her waist-line. Mr. Ginsburg delved deeper.
"Mr. Ginsburg!"
"Yes, Miss Ruby."
"Just a moment,
please—there's a lady out here wants low-cuts, and I'm busy with a customer.
Front, please—just this way, madam. I'll have some one to wait on you in a
moment."
Mr. Ginsburg clapped his
hands dry of dust, wriggled into his unlined alpaca coat, brushed his
plush-like hair with his palms, and advanced to the front of the store. His
voice was lubricated with the sweet-oil of willing servitude.
"What can I do for you,
madam? Low-cuts for yourself?"
He straddled a stool and
took the foot in the cup of his hand. Beside him on a similar stool that
brought their heads parallel Miss Ruby smoothed her hand across her customer's
instep.
"Ain't that effect
great, Mr. Ginsburg, with that swell little rosette? I was just telling this
young lady if I had her instep I'd never wear anything but our
dancing-shoes."
"It certainly is
swell," agreed Mr. Ginsburg, peering into the lining of the shoe he
removed to read its size.
The day's tide quickened;
the yellow benches, with ceiling fans purring over them, were filled with rows
of trade who tamped the floor with shiny, untried soles, bent themselves double
to feel of toe and instep, and walked the narrow strip of green felt as if on
clay feet they feared would break.
Came noon and afternoon.
Miss Cohn ascended and descended the ladder with the agility of a street
vender's mechanical toy, shoes tucked under each arm, and a pencil at a violent
angle in the nest of her hair.
"Have we got any more
of them 543 flat heels, Mr. Ginsburg?"
"Yes, Miss Ruby—right
there in back of you."
"Say, you'd think I was
using my eyes for something besides seeing, wouldn't you? Wait on that lady
next, Mr. Ginsburg. She wants white kids."
"Certainly."
"Yes'm; we sell lots of
them russet browns. It's a little shoe that gives satisfaction every time. Mr.
Ginsburg is always ordering more. I wore a pair of them for two years myself.
There ain't no wear-out to them. We carry that in stock, too, and it keeps them
like new—just rub with a flannel cloth—fifteen cents a bottle. Just a moment,
madam; I'll be over to you as soon as I'm finished here. Mr. Ginsburg, take off
that lady's shoe and show her a pair of them dollar-ninety-eight elastic sides
while I finish with this lady. Sure, you can have 'em by five, madam. Name?
Hornschein, 3456 Eighth Avenue? Dollar-eighty out of two. Thank you! Call
again. Now, madam, what can I do for you? Yes, we have them in moccasins in
year-old size—sixty cents, and grand and soft for their little feet. Wait; I'll
see. Mr. Ginsburg, have we got those 672 infants' in pink?"
"Sure thing. Wait, Miss
Ruby—I'll climb for you. I have to go up anyway."
"Aw, you're busy with
your own customers. Don't trouble."
"Nothing's trouble when
it's for you, Miss Ruby. Show her those tassel tops, too."
"Oh, Mr. Ginsburg,
ain't you the kidder, though! Yes'm; the tassel tops are eighty. Ain't they the
cutest little things?"
At six o'clock a medley of
whistles shrieked out the eventide—clarions that ripped upward like sky-rockets
in flight; hard-throated soprano whistles that juggled with the topmost note
like a colorature diva. The oak benches emptied, Mr. Ginsburg raised the front
awning and kicked the carpet-covered brick away from the door, so that it swung
quietly closed; daubed at his wrists and collar-top with a damp handkerchief.
"First breathing space
we've had to-day, ain't it, Miss Ruby?"
Miss Cohn flopped down on a
bench and breathed heavily; her hair lay damp on her temples; the ruffles at
her neck were limp as the ruff of a Pierette the morning after the costume
ball.
"You should worry, Mr.
Ginsburg! With such a business next year at this time you'll have two clerks
and more breathing space than you got breath."
Mr. Ginsburg seated himself
carefully beside her at a wide range, so that a customer for a seven-E last
could have fitted in between them.
"I've built up a good
business here, Miss Ruby. The trouble with poor papa was he was afraid to
spend, and he was afraid of novelties. I couldn't learn him that a windowful of
satin pumps helps swell the storm-rubber sale. Those little dollar-ninety-eights
look swell on your feet, Miss Ruby; you're a good advertisement for the
stock—not?"
"Funny what a hit them
pumps make! Mr. Leavitt was crazy about them, too; but, say, what your mother
thinks of these satin slippers I'd hate to tell you. When she was down the day
before I left she looked at 'em till I got so nervous I tripped over the cracks
between the boards. Say, but wasn't she sore about the new glass fixtures! I
kinda felt like it was my fault, too; but I was strong for 'em because—"
"Mamma's the
old-fashioned kind, Miss Ruby—her and poor papa like the old way of doing
things. She's getting old, Miss Ruby, but she means well. She's a good mother—a
good mother."
"She's sure a grand
woman—carrying soup across to old Levinsky every day, and all."
"She's more'n you know
she is, too, Miss Ruby—little things that woman does I could tell you
about—when she didn't have it so good as now neither."
Miss Ruby dropped her lids
until her eyes were as soft as plush behind the portières of her lashes; her
voice dropped into a throat that might have been lined with that same soft
plush.
"I had a mother for two
days—like I said to Mr. Leavitt the other day up in the country—we was talking
about different things. I says to him, I says, she quit when she looked at
me—just laid down and died when I was two days old. I must have been enough to
scare the daylights out of any one. Next to a pink worm on a fish-hook gimme a
red-headed baby for the horrors! Say, you ought to seen Mr. Leavitt fish! Six
bass he caught in one day—I sat next him and watched; we had 'em fried for
supper. He's some little—"
"What a pleasure you'd
'a' been to your mother, Miss Ruby! Such a girl like you I could wish my own
mother."
"That's just what Mr.
Leavitt used to tell me; but, gee! he was a kidder! I—I oughtta had a mother!
Sometimes I—sometimes in the night when I can't sleep—daytimes you don't care
so much—but sometimes at night I—I just don't care about nothing. With a girl
like me, that ain't even known a mother or father, it ain't always so easy to
keep her head above water."
"Poor little
girl!"
"Since the day I left
the Institootion I been dodging the city and jumping its mud-holes like a lady
trying to cross Sixth Avenue when it's torn up. I—oh, ain't I the silly
one?—treating you to my troubles! Say, I got a swell riddle! I can't give it
like Leavitt—like Simon did; but—"
"Always Mr. Leavitt,
and now it's Simon yet—such a hit as that man made with you—not?"
"Hit! Can't a girl have
a gentleman friend? Can't you have a lady friend—a friend like Miss Washeim,
who comes in for shoes three times—"
"Ruby, can I help it
when she comes in here?"
"Can I help it when I
go to the country and meet Mr. Leavitt?"
"Ruby!"
Mr. Ginsburg slid himself
along the bench until a customer for a AA misses' last would have fitted with
difficulty between, and looked at her as ancient Phidias must have looked at
his Athene.
"Ruby—I can't keep it
back no longer—since you went away on your vacation I've had it inside of me,
but I never knew what it was till you walked back this morning. First, I
thought I was sick with the heat; but now I know it was you—"
"What—what you—"
"I—I invite you to get
married, Ruby. I got a feeling for you like I never had for any girl! I want it
that mamma should have a good girl like you to make it easy for her. I can't
say what I want to say, Ruby; I don't say it so good, but—a girl could do worse
than me—not, Ruby?"
Miss Cohn's fingers closed
over the shoe-hook at her belt until the knuckles sprang out whiter than her
white skin.
"Oh, Mr. Ginsburg! What
would your mamma say? A young man like you, with a grand business and all—you
could do for yourself what you wanted. If you was only a drummer like Simon;
but—"
A wisp of Miss Cohn's hair,
warm as sunset, brushed close to Mr. Ginsburg's lips; he groped for her hand,
because the mist of his emotions was over his eyes.
"Ruby, I invite you to
get married; that's—all I want is that mamma should have it good with me always
like she has it now. She's getting old, Ruby, and I always say what's the
difference if I humor her? When she don't want to move in an apartment with a
marble hall and built-in wash-tubs, I say: All right; we stay over the store.
When she don't like it that I put a telephone in, I tell her I got a friend in
the business put it in for nothing. You could give it to her as good as a
daughter—not, Ruby?"
"She's a grand woman,
Abie; she—"
"Ruby!"
"Oh! Oh!"
In the eventide quiescence
of the shop, with the heliotrope of early dusk about them, and passers-by
flashing by the plate-glass window in a stream that paused neither for love nor
life, Mr. Ginsburg leaned over and gathered Miss Cohn in his arms, pushed back
the hair from her forehead and kissed her thrice—once on each lowered eyelid,
and once on her lips, which were puckered to resemble a rosebud.
"Abie, you—you mustn't!
We're in the store!"
"I should worry!"
"What will—what will
they say?"
"For what they say I
care that much!" cried Mr. Ginsburg, with insouciance. "Ain't I got a
ruby finer than what they got in the finest jewelry store?"
Miss Cohn raised her smooth
cheek from the rough weft of Mr. Ginsburg's sleeve.
"What your mamma will
say I don't know! You that could have Beulah Washeim or Birdie Harburger, or
any of those grand girls that are grand catches—I ain't bringing you nothing,
Abie."
"We're going to make it
grand for mamma, Ruby—that's all I want you to bring me. She'll have it so good
as never in her life. You are going to be a good daughter to her—not,
Ruby?"
"Yes, Abe. If we take a
bigger apartment she can have an outside room, and I can take all the
housekeeping off her hands. Such nut-salad as I can make you never tasted—like
they serve it in the finest restaurant! I got the recipe from my landlady. If
we take a bigger apartment—"
"What mamma wants we
do—how's that? She's so used to having her own way I always say, What's the
difference? When poor papa lived she—"
"Abe, there's your
mamma calling you down the back stairs now—you should go up to your supper. I
must go, too; my landlady gets mad when I'm late—it's half past six already.
Oh, I feel scared! What'll she say when she hears?"
"Scared for what, my
little girl?... Yes, mamma; I'm coming!... There ain't a week passes that mamma
don't say if I find the right girl I should get married. Even the other night,
before I knew it myself, she said it to me. 'Abie,' she always says, 'don't let
me stand in your way!'... Yes, mamma; I'll be right up!... You and her can get
along grand when you two know each other—grand!"
"Your mamma's calling
like she was mad, Abie."
"To-night, Ruby, you
come up to us for supper—we bring her a surprise-party."
"Oh, you ain't going to
tell her to-night—right away—are you?"
"For what I have
secrets from my own mother? She should know the good news. Get your hat, Ruby.
Come on, Ruby-la! Come on!"
"Oh, Abie, you ain't
going to forget to lock the front store door, are you?"
"Ach!—that
should happen to me yet. The things a man don't do when he's engaged! If mamma
should know I forget to lock the store she'd think I've gone crazy with being
in love—you little Ruby-la!"
Mr. Ginsburg hastened to the
front of the store on feet that bounded off the floor like rubber balls, and
switched on the electric show-window display.
"Abe, you got the
double switch on! What you think this is—convention or Christmas week?"
"To-night we celebrate
with double window lights. What's the difference if it costs a little more or a
little less? The night he gets engaged a fellow should afford what he
wants."
"Abe!"
"There now—with two
locks on the door we should worry about burglars! I'm the burglar that's
stealing the ruby, ain't I?... One, two, three—up we go, to mamma and supper.
Watch out for the step there! I want her to see my Ruby—finer than you can buy
in the finest jewelry store!" cried Mr. Ginsburg, clinging proudly to his
metaphor.
Any of three emotions were
crowded into his voice—excitement, trepidation, the love that is beyond
understanding—or the trilogy of them all.
"Come along,
Ruby-la!"
Through the rear of the
store and up a winding back stairway they marched like glorified children; and
at the first landing he must pause and kiss away the words of fear and
nervousness from her lips and look into her diffident eyes with the same
rapture that was Jupiter's when he gazed on Antiope.
"Such a little scarey
she is—like mamma was going to bite!"
At the top of the flight the
door of the apartment stood open; a blob of gas lighted a yellowish way to the
kitchen, and through the yellow Mrs. Ginsburg's voice drifted out to them:
"Once more I call you,
Abie, and then I dish up supper and eat alone—no consideration that boy has got
for his mother! He should know what it is not to have a mother who fixes
him Pfannküchen in this heat! Don't complain to me if
everything is not fit to eat! In the heat I stand and cook, and that boy closes
so late—Abie! Once more I call you and then I dish up. Ab-ie!" Mrs.
Ginsburg's voice rose to an acidulated high C.
"Mamma! Mamma, don't
get so excited—it ain't late. The days get shorter, that's all. Look! I brought
company for supper. We don't stand on no ceremony. Come right in the kitchen,
Ruby."
Mr. Ginsburg pushed Miss
Cohn into the room before him, and Mrs. Ginsburg raised her face from over the
steaming stove-top—the pink of heat and exertion high in her cheek. Reflexly
her hand clutched at the collar of her black wrapper, where it fell away to
reveal the line where the double scallop of her chin met the high swell of her
bosom.
"Miss Cohn! Miss
Cohn!"
"How do you do, Mrs.
Ginsburg? I—"
"Sit right down, Miss
Cohn—or you and Abie go in the front room till I dish up. You must excuse me
the way I holler, but so mad that boy makes me. Just like his poor papa, he
makes a long face if his supper is cold, but not once does he come up on
time."
"All men are alike,
Mrs. Ginsburg—that's what they say about 'em anyway."
"Such a supper we got
you'll have to excuse, Miss Cohn. Abie, take them German papers off the chair.
Miss Cohn can sit out here a minute if she don't mind such heat. If Abie had
taken the trouble to tell me you was coming I'd have fixed—"
"I am glad you don't
fix no extras for me, Mrs. Ginsburg. I like to take just pot-luck."
"Abie likes Pfannküchen and
pot-roast better than the finest I can fix him, and this morning at Fulton
Market I seen such grand green beans; and I said to Yetta, 'I fix 'em
sweet-sour for supper; he likes them so.'"
"I love sweet-sour
beans, too, Mrs. Ginsburg. My landlady fixes all them German dishes
swell."
"Well, you don't mind
that I don't make no extras for you? You had a nice vacation? I tell Abie he
should take one himself—not? He worked hisself sick last week. I was scared
enough about him. Abie, why don't you find a chair for yourself? Why you stand
there like—like—"
Even as she spoke the red
suddenly ran out of Mrs. Ginsburg's face, leaving it the color of oysters
packed in ice.
"Abie!"
For answer Mr. Ginsburg
crossed the room and took his mother in a wide-armed embrace, so that his mouth
was close to her ear. His lips were pale and tinged with a faintly green aura,
like a child's who holds his breath from rage or a lyceum reader's who feels
the icy clutch of stage-panic on him.
"Mamma, we—we—me and
Ruby got a surprise-party for you. Guess, mamma—such a grand surprise for
you!"
Mrs. Ginsburg placed her two
fists against her son's blue shirt-front, threw back her head, and looked into
his eyes; her heavy waist-line swayed backward against his firm embrace;
immediate tears sprang into her eyes.
"Abie! Abie!"
"Mamma, look how happy
you should be! Ain't you always wanted a daughter, mamma? For joy she cries,
Ruby."
"Abie, my boy! Ach,
Miss Cohn, you must excuse me."
"Aw, now, mamma, don't
cry so. Look! You make my shoulder all wet—shame on you! You should laugh like
never in your life! Ruby, you and mamma kiss right away—you should get to know
each other now."
"Ach, Miss Cohn,
you must excuse me. I always told him I mustn't stand in his way; but what that
boy is to me, Miss Cohn—what—what—"
"Ruby—mamma, call her
Ruby. Ain't she your little Ruby as much as mine—now, ain't she?"
"Yes; come here, Ruby,
and let me kiss you. Since poor papa's gone you can never know what that boy
has been to me, Ruby—such a son; not out of the house would he go without me!
It's like I was giving away my heart to give him up—like I was tearing it right
out from inside of me! Ach, but how glad I am for him!"
"Aw, mamma—like you was
giving me up!"
Mr. Ginsburg swallowed with
such difficulty that the tears sprang into his eyes.
"I ain't taking him
away from you, Mrs. Ginsburg—he's your son as much as ever—and more."
"Call her mamma,
Ruby—just like I do."
"Mamma! Just don't you
worry, mamma; it's going to be grand for you and me and all of us."
"Hear her, mamma, how
she talks! Ain't she a girl for you?"
"You—you children
mustn't mind me—I'm an old woman. You go in the front room, and I'll be all right
in a minute—so happy I am for my boy. You bad boy, you—not to tell your mamma
the other night!"
"Mamma, so help me, I
didn't know it myself till I seen her come back to-day so pretty, and all—I
just felt it inside of me all of a sudden."
"Aw, Abe—ain't he the
silly talker, Mrs. Ginsburg?—mamma! You mustn't cry, mamma; we'll make it grand
for you."
"Ain't I the silly one
myself to cry when I'm so happy for you? I'll be all right in a minute—so happy
I am!"
"Ruby, you tell mamma
how grand it'll be."
Miss Cohn placed her arms
about Mrs. Ginsburg's neck, stood on tiptoe, and kissed her on the tear-wet
lips.
"You always got a home
with us, mamma. Me and Abie wouldn't be engaged this minute if it wasn't that
you would always have a home with us."
With one swoop Mr. Ginsburg
gathered the two women in a mutual embrace that strained his arms from their
sockets; his voice was taut, like one who talks through a throat that aches.
"My little mamma and my
little Ruby—ain't it?"
Mrs. Ginsburg dried her eyes
on a corner of her apron and smiled at them with fresh tears forming instantly.
"He's been a good boy,
Ruby. I only want that he should make just so good a husband. I always said the
girl that gets him does well enough for herself. I don't want to brag on my own
child, but—if—"
"Aw, mamma!"
"But, if I do say it
myself, he's been a good boy to his mother."
"Now, mamma, don't
begin—"
"I always said to him,
Ruby, looks in a girl don't count the most—such girls as you see nowadays, with
their big ideas, ain't worth house-room. I always say to him, Ruby, a girl that
ain't ashamed to work and knows the value of a dollar, and can help a young man
save and get a start without such big ideas like apartments and dummy
waiters—"
"Honest, wouldn't you
think this was a funeral! Mamma, to-night we have a party—not? I go down and
get up that bottle of wine!"
"Himmel! My Pfannküchen!
Yes, Abie, run down in the cellar; on the top shelf it is, under the
grape-jelly row—left yet from poor papa's last birthday. Ach, Ruby,
you should have known poor papa—that such a man could have been taken before
his time! Sit down, Ruby, while I dish up."
The tears dried on Mrs.
Ginsburg's cheeks, leaving the ravages of dry paths down them; Mr. Ginsburg's
footsteps clacked down the bare flight of stairs.
"Abie! Oh, Abie!"
"Yes, mamma!"
His voice came up remotely
from two flights down, like a banshee voice drifting through a yellow sheol of
dim-lit hallway.
"Abe, bring up some
dill pickles from the jar—there's a dish in the closet."
"Yes, I bring
them."
Between the two women fell
silence—a silence that in its brief moment spawned the eggs of a thousand
unborn thoughts.
From her corner the girl
regarded the older woman with a nervous diffidence, her small, black-satin feet
curled well inward and round the rungs of the chair.
"I—I hope you ain't mad
at me, Mrs. Ginsburg—you ain't more surprised than me."
A note as thin as sheet tin
crept into Mrs. Ginsburg's voice.
"He's my boy, Ruby, and
what he wants I want. I know you ain't the kind of a girl, Ruby, that won't
help my boy along—not? Extravagant ways and high living never got a young
couple nowheres. Abie should take out a thousand more life insurance now; and,
with economical ways, you got a grand future. For myself I don't care—I ain't
so young any more, and—"
"You always got a home
with us, Mrs. Ginsburg. You won't know yourself, you'll have it so good! If we
move you with us out of this dark little flat we—you won't know yourself,
you'll have it so good!"
"I hope you ain't
starting out with no big ideas, Ruby—this flat ain't so dark but it could be
worse. For young people with good eyes it should do all right. If it was good
enough for Abie's papa and me it—"
Mr. Ginsburg burst into the
kitchen, a wine-bottle tucked under one arm and a white china dish held at
arm's-length.
"Such pickles as mamma
makes, Ruby, you never tasted! You should learn how. You two can get out here
in the kitchen, with your sleeves rolled up to your elbows, and such
housekeeping times you can have! I'll get dill down by Anchute's like last
year—not, mamma?... Come; we sit down now. We can all eat in the kitchen,
mamma. Don't make company out of Ruby—she knows we got a front room to eat in
if we want it. Come and sit down, Ruby, across from mamma, so we get used to it
right away—sit here, you little Ruby-la, you!"
Mr. Ginsburg exuded radiance
like August bricks exude the heat of day. He kissed Miss Cohn playfully under
the pink lobe of each ear and repeated the performance beneath Mrs. Ginsburg's
not so pink lobes; carved the gravy-oozing slices of pot-roast with a hand that
was no less skilful because it trembled under pressure of a sublime agitation.
"Ruby, I learn you
right away—we always got to save mamma the heel of the bread, 'cause she likes
it."
Miss Cohn smiled and
regarded Mr. Ginsburg from the left corner of each eye.
"I wasn't so slow
learning the shoe business, was I, Abe?"
"You look at me so
cute-like, and I'll come over to you right this minute! Look at her, mamma, how
she flirts with me—just like it wasn't all settled."
"Abie, pass Ruby the
beans. Honest, for a beau, you don't know nothing—your papa was a better beau
as you. Pass her the beans. Don't you see she ain't got none? You two with your
love-making! You remind me of me and poor papa; he—he—"
"Now, mamma, don't you go
getting sad again like a funeral."
"I ain't, Abie. I'm—so
happy—for you."
"To-night we just play,
and to-morrow mamma decides when we get married—not, Ruby? We do like she wants
it—to-night we just play. Ruby, pass your glass and mamma's, and we drink to
our three selves with claret."
Mr. Ginsburg poured with
agitated hand, and the red in his face mounted even as the wine in the glass.
"To the two grandest
women in the world! May we all be happy and prosperous from to-night!" Mr.
Ginsburg swung his right arm far from him and brought his glass round to his
lips in a grand semi-circle. "To the two grandest women in the
world!"
Mrs. Ginsburg tipped the
glass against her lips.
"To my two children!
God bless them and poor papa!"
"The first time I ever
seen mamma drink wine, Ruby. She hates it—that shows how much she likes you
already. Eat your dessert, mamma; it'll take the taste away. You like noodle
dumplings? Such dumplings as these you should learn to make, Ruby-la."
"Children, you have had
enough supper?"
"It was a grand supper,
mamma."
They scraped their chairs
backward from the table and smiled satiated, soul-deep smiles. From the
sitting-room a clock chimed the half-hour.
"So late,
children! Ach, how time flies when there's excitement! You and Ruby
go in the parlor—I do the dishes so quick you won't know it."
"Ruby can help you with
the dishes, mamma."
"Sure I can; we can do
'em in a hurry, and then go maybe to a picture show or some place."
"Picture show—nine
o'clock!"
"There's always two
shows, Mrs. Ginsburg—the second don't begin till then. I always go to the
second show—it's always the liveliest."
"Come on, mamma; you
and Ruby do the dishes, and we go. It's a grand night, and for once late hours
won't hurt you."
"Ach, you ain't
got no time for a old lady like me—in the night air I get rheumatism. Abie can
tell you how on cool nights like this I get rheumatism. You two children go.
I'm sleepy already. These few dishes I can do quicker as with you, Ruby."
"Without you we don't
go—me and Ruby won't go then."
"We won't go, then,
like Abe says—we won't go then."
"Abie, if it pleases me
that you go to the picture show for an hour—you can do that much for mamma the
first night you're engaged; some other night maybe I go too. Let me stay at
home, Abie, and get my sleep like always."
"Ah, mamma, you're
afraid. I know you even get scared when the bed-post creaks. We stay home,
too."
"Ruby, for me will you
make him go?"
"Abie, if your mamma
wants you to go for an hour—you go. If she comes, too, we're glad; but many a
night I've stayed in the boarding-house alone. If you was afraid you'd say
so—wouldn't you, Mrs. Ginsburg—mamma?"
"Afraid of what? Nobody
won't steal me!"
"Sure, mamma?"
"Get Ruby's hat and
coat, Abie. Good-by, you children, you! Have a good time. Abie, stop with your
nonsense—on the nose he has to kiss me!"
"Ruby, just as easy we
can stay at home with mamma—not?"
"Sure! Aw, Abe, don't
you know how to hold a girl's coat? So clumsy he is!"
"Good night, Ruby. I
congratulate you on being my daughter. Good night, Ruby—you come
to-morrow."
"Good night,
mamma—to-morrow I see you."
"Good night, mamma. In
less than an hour I be back—before the clock strikes ten. You shouldn't make me
go—I don't like to leave you here."
"Ach, you silly
children! I'm glad for peace by myself. Look! I close the door right on
you."
"Good night, mamma. I
be back by ten."
"Good-by, Abie."
"What?"
"Good night,
children!"
When the clock in the parlor
struck eleven Mrs. Ginsburg wiped dry her last dish, flapped out her damp
dish-towel, and hung it over a cord stretched diagonally across a corner of the
kitchen. Then she closed the cupboard door on the rows of still warm dishes,
slammed down the window and locked it, reached up, turned out the gas, and
groped into her adjoining bedroom.
Reflected light from the
Maginty kitchen lay in an oblong on the floor and climbed half-way on the bed.
By aid of the yellow oblong Mrs. Ginsburg undressed slowly and like a withered
Suzanne, who dared not blush through her wrinkles.
The black wrapper, with empty
arms dangling, she spread across a chair, and atop of it a black cotton
petticoat, sans all the gentle mysteries of lace and frill. Lastly, beside the
bed, in the very attitude of the service of love, she placed her
shoes—expressive shoes, swollen from swollen joints, and full of the capacity
for labor.
Then Mrs. Ginsburg climbed
into bed, knees first, threw backward over the foot-board the blue-and-white
coverlet, and drew the sheet up about her. A fresh-as-water breeze blew inward
the lace curtain, admitting a streak of light across her eyes and a merry
draught about her head. The parlor clock tonged the half-hour.
Silence for a while, then
the black rush of a train, an intermittent little plaint like the chirrup of a
bird in its cage, the squeak of a bed-post, and a succession of the unimportant
noises that belong solely to the mystery of night.
Finally, from under the
sheet, the tremolo of a moan—the sob of a heart that aches and, aching, dares
not break.
3.THE OTHER
CHEEK
Romance has more lives than a cat. Crushed to
earth beneath the double-tube, non-skiddable tires of a sixty-horse-power
limousine, she allows her prancing steed to die in the dust of yesterday and
elopes with the chauffeur.
Love has transferred his
activities from the garden to the electric-heated taxi-cab and suffers fewer
colds in the head. No, romance is not dead—only reincarnated; she rode away in
divided skirt and side-saddle, and motored back in goggles. The tree-bark
messages of the lovers of Arden are the fifty-word night letters of to-day.
The first editions of the
Iliad were writ in the tenderest flesh parts of men's hearts, and truly enough
did Moses blast his sublime messages out of the marble of all time; but why
bury romance with the typewriter as a headstone?
Why, indeed—when up in the
ninth-floor offices of A. L. Gregory, stenographers and expert typewriters—Miss
Goldie Flint, with hair the color of heat-lightning, and wrists that jangled to
the rolled-gold music of three bracelets, could tick-tack a
hundred-word-a-minute love scene that was destined, after her neat carbon
copies were distributed, to wring tears, laughter, and two dollars each from a
tired-business-man audience.
Why, indeed, when the same
slow fires that burned in Giaconda's upslanted eyes and made the world her
lover lay deep in Goldie's own and invariably won her a seat in the six-o'clock
Subway rush, and a bold, bad, flirtatious stare if she ventured to look above
the third button of a man's coat.
Goldie Flint, beneath whose
too-openwork shirt-waist fluttered a heart the tempo of which was love of
life—and love of life on eight dollars a week and ninety per cent. impure food,
and a hall-room, more specifically a standing room, is like a pink rose-bush
that grows in a slack heap and begs its warmth from ashes.
Goldie, however, up in her
ninth-floor offices, and bent to an angle of forty-five degrees over the
dénouement of white-slave drama that promised a standing-room-only run and the
free advertising of censorship, had little time or concern for her various
atrophies.
It was nearly six o'clock,
and she wanted half a yard of pink tulle before the shops closed. Besides, hers
were the problems of the six-million-dollar incorporateds, who hire girls for
six dollars a week; for the small-eyed, large-diamoned birds of prey who haunt
the glove-counters and lace departments of the six-million-dollar incorporateds
with invitations to dinner; and for the night courts, which are struggling to
stanch the open gap of the social wound with medicated gauze instead of a tight
tourniquet.
A yard of pink tulle cut to
advantage would make a fresh yoke that would brighten even a three-year-old,
gasolene-cleaned blouse. Harry Trimp liked pink tulle. Most Harry Trimps do.
At twenty minutes before six
the lead-colored dusk of January crowded into the Gregory typewriting office so
thick that the two figures before the two typewriters faded into the veil of
gloom like a Corot landscape faints into its own mist.
Miss Flint ripped the final
sheet of her second act from the roll of her machine, reached out a dim arm
that was noisy with bracelets, and clicked on the lights. The two figures at
the typewriters, the stationary wash-stand in the corner, a roll-top desk, and
the heat-lightning tints in Miss Flint's hair sprang out in the jaundiced low
candle-power.
"I'm done the second
act, Miss Gregory. May I go now?"
Miss Flint's eyes were
shining with the love-of-life lamps, the mica powder of romance, and a
brilliant anticipation of Harry Trimp. Miss Gregory's were twenty years older
and dulled like glass when you breathed on it.
"Yes; if you got to go
I guess you can."
"Ain't it a swell play,
Miss Gregory? Ain't it grand where he pushes her to the edge of the bridge and
she throws herself down and hugs his knees?"
"Did you red ink your
stage directions in, with the margin wide, like he wants? He was fussy about
the first act."
"Yes'm; and say, ain't
it a swell name for a show—'The Last of the Dee-Moolans'? Give me a show to do
every time, and you can have all your contracts and statements and multigraph
letters. Those love stories that long, narrow fellow brings in are swell to do,
too, if he wa'n't such an old grouch about punctuation. Give me stuff that has
some reading in it every time!"
Miss Gregory sniffed—the
realistic, acidulated sniff of unloved forty and a thin nose.
"The sooner you quit
curlin' your side-hair and begin to learn that life's made up of statements and
multigraphs, instead of love scenes on papier-mâché bridges and flashy fellows
in checked suits and get-rich-quick schemes, the better off you're going to
be."
The light in Goldie's face
died out as suddenly as a Jack-o'-lantern when you blow on the taper.
"Aw, Miss Greg-or-ee!"
Her voice was the downscale wail of an oboe. "Whatta you always picking on
Harry Trimp for? He ain't ever done anything to you—and you said yourself when
he brought them circular letters in that he was one handsome kid."
"Just the same, I knew
when he came in here the second time hanging round you with them blue eyes and
black lashes, and that batch of get-rich-quick letters, he was as phony as his
scarf-pin."
"I glory in a fellow's
spunk that can give up a clerking job and strike out for hisself—that's what I
do!"
"He was fired—that's
how he started out for himself. Ask Mae Pope; she knows a thing or two about
him."
"Aw, Miss—"
"Wait until you have
been dealing with them as long as I have! Once get a line on a man's
correspondence, and you can see through him as easy as through a looking-glass
with the mercury rubbed off."
The walls of Jericho fell at
the blast of a ram's horn. Not so Miss Flint's frailer fortifications.
"The minute a fellow
that doesn't belong to the society of pikers and gets a three-figure salary
comes along, and can take a girl to a restaurant where they begin with
horse-doovries instead of wiping your cutlery on the table-cloth and deciding
whether you want the 'and' with your ham fried or scrambled—the minute a fellow
like that comes along and learns one of us girls that taxi-cabs was made for
something besides dodging, and pink roses for something besides florist
windows—that minute they put on another white-slave play, and your friends
begin to recite the doxology to music. Gee! It's fierce!"
"Gimme that second act,
Goldie. Thank Gawd I can say that in all my years of experience I've never been
made a fool of: and, if I do say it, I had chances in my time!"
"You—you're the safest
girl I know, Miss Gregory."
"What?"
"You're safe if you
know the ropes, Miss Gregory."
"What did you do with
the Rheinhardt statement, Goldie? He'll be in for it any minute."
"It's in your left-hand
drawer, along with those contracts, Miss Gregory. I made two carbons."
Miss Flint slid into her
pressed-plush fourteen-dollar-and-a-half copy of a
fourteen-hundred-fifty-dollar unborn-lamb coat, pulled her curls out from under
the brim of her tight hat, and clasped a dyed-rat tippet about her neck so that
her face flowered above it like a small rose out of its calyx.
The Bacon-Shakespeare
controversy, the Fifth Dimension, and the American Shopgirl and How She Does
Not Look It on Six Dollars a Week, and Milk-Chocolate Lunches are still the
subjects that are flung like serpentine confetti across the pink candle-shades
of four-fork dinners, and are wound like red tape round Uplift Societies and
Ladies' Culture Clubs.
Yet Goldie flourished on
milk-chocolate lunches like the baby-food infants on the backs of magazines
flourish on an add-hot-water-and-serve, twenty-five-cents-a-can substitute for
motherhood.
"Good night, Miss
Gregory."
"Night!"
Goldie closed the door
softly behind her as though tiptoeing away from the buzzing gnats of an
eight-hour day. Simultaneously across the hall the ground-glass door of the Underwriters'
Realty Company swung open with a gust, and Mr. Eddie Bopp, clerk, celibate, and
aspirant for the beyond of each state, bowed himself directly in Goldie's path.
"Ed-die! Ain't you
early to-night, though! Since when are you keeping board-of-directors
hours?"
"I been watching for
you, Goldie."
Eddie needs no introduction.
He solicits coffee orders at your door. The shipping-clerks and dustless-broom
agents and lottery-ticket buyers of the world are made of his stuff. Bronx
apartment houses, with perambulators and imitation marble columns in the
down-stairs foyer, are built for his destiny. He sells you a yard of silk; he
travels to Coney Island on hot Sunday afternoons; he bleaches on the bleachers;
he bookkeeps; he belongs to a building association and wears polka-dot
neckties. He is not above the pink evening edition. Ibsen and eugenics and post
impressionism have never darkened the door of his consciousness. He is the
safe-and-sane strata in the social mountain; not of the base or of the rarefied
heights that carry dizziness.
Yet when Eddie regarded
Goldie there was that in his eyes which transported him far above the
safe-and-sane strata to the only communal ground that men and socialists
admit—the Arcadia of lovers.
"I wasn't going to let
you get by me to-night, Goldie. I ain't walked home with you for so long I
haven't a rag of an excuse left to give Addie."
Miss Flint colored the faint
pink of dawn's first moment.
"I—I got to do some
shopping to-night, Eddie. That's why I quit early. Believe me, Gregory'll make
me pay up to-morrow."
"It won't be the first
time I shopped with you, Goldie."
"No."
"Remember the time we
went down in Tracy's basement for a little alcohol-stove you wanted for your
breakfasts? The girl at the counter thought we—we were spliced."
"Yeh!" Miss
Flint's voice was faint as the thud of a nut to the ground.
They shot down fifteen
fireproof stories in a breath-taking elevator, and then out on the whitest,
brightest Broadway in the world, where the dreary trilogy of Wine, Woman, and
Song is played from noon to dawn, with woman the cheapest of the three.
"How's Addie?"
"She don't complain,
but she gets whiter and whiter—poor kid! I got her some new crutches,
Goldie—swell mahogany ones with silver tips. You ought to see her get round on
them!"
"I—I been so
busy—night-work and—and—"
"She's been asking
about you every night, Goldie. It ain't like you to stay away like this."
Their breaths clouded before
them in the stinging air, and down the length of the enchanted highway lights
sprang out of the gloom and winked at them like naughty eyes.
"What's the matter,
Goldie? You ain't mad at me—us—are you?"
Eddie took her pressed-plush
elbow in the cup of his hand and looked down at her, trying in vain to capture
the bright flame of her glance.
"Nothing's the matter,
Eddie. Why should I be mad? I been busy—that's all."
The tide of home-going New
York caught them in its six-o'clock vortex. Shops emptied and street-cars
filled. A newsboy fell beneath a car, and Broadway parted like a Red Sea for an
overworked ambulance, the mission of which was futile. A lady in a
fourteen-hundred-fifty-dollar unborn-lamb coat and a notorious dog-collar of
pearls stepped out of a wine-colored limousine into the gold-leaf foyer of a
hotel. A ten-story emporium ran an iron grating across its entrance, and ten
watchmen reported for night duty.
"Aw, gee! They're
closed! Ain't that the limit now! Ain't that the limit! I wanted some pink
tulle."
"Poor kid! Don't you
care! You can get it tomorrow—you can work Gregory."
"I—I wanted it for
tonight."
"What?"
"I wanted it for my
yoke."
They turned into the dark
aisle of a side street; the wind lurked around the corner to leap at them.
"Oh-h-h-h!"
He held tight to her arm.
"It's some night—ain't
it, girlie?"
"I should say so!"
"Poor little kid!"
Eddie's voice was suddenly
the lover's, full of that quality which is like unto the ting of a silver bell
after the clapper is quiet.
"You're coming home to
a good hot supper with me, Goldie—ain't you, Goldie? Addie'll like it."
She withdrew her hand from
the curve of his elbow.
"I can't, Eddie—not
tonight. I—tell her I'm coming over real soon."
"Oh!"
"It's sure cold, ain't
it?"
"Goldie, can't you tell
a fellow what's the matter? Can't you tell me why you been dodging me—us—for
two weeks? Can't you tell a fellow—huh, Goldie?"
"Geewhillikins, Eddie!
Ain't I told you it's nothing? There ain't a girl could be a better friend to
Addie than me."
"I know that, Goldie;
but—"
"Didn't we work in the
same office thick as peas for two whole years before her—accident—even before I
knew she had a brother? Ain't I stuck to her right through—ain't I?"
"You know that ain't
what I mean, Goldie. You been a swell friend to poor Addie, stayin' with her
Sundays when you could be havin' a swell time and all; but it's me I'm talking
about, Goldie. Sometimes—sometimes I—"
"Aw!"
"I've never talked
straight out about it before, Goldie; but you—you remember the night—the night
I rigged up like a Christmas tree, and you said I was all the ice-cream in my
white pants—the night Addie was run over and they sent for me?"
"Will I ever forget
it!"
"I was tuning up that
evening to tell you, Goldie—while we were sitting there on your stoop, with the
street-light in our eyes, and you screechin' every time a June-bug bumbled in
your face!"
"Gawd, how I hate bugs!
There was one in Miss Gregory's—"
"I was going to tell
you that night, Goldie, that there was only one girl—one girl for me—and—"
"Yeh; and while we were
sittin' there gigglin' and screechin' at June-bugs poor Addie was provin' that
a street-car fender has got it all over a mangling-machine."
"Yes; it's like she
says about herself—she was payin' her initiation fee for life membership into
the Society of Cripples with a perfectly good hip and a bit of spine."
"Poor Addie! Gawd, how
she loved to dance! She used to spend every noon-hour eatin' marshmallows and
learning me new steps."
The wind soughed in their
ears, and Goldie's skirts blew backward like sails.
"You haven't got a
better friend than Addie right now, girlie! She always says our little flat is
yours. The three of us, Goldie—the three of us could—"
"It's swell for a girl
that ain't got none of her own blood to have a friend like that. Swell, lemme
tell you!"
"Goldie!"
"Yes."
"It's like I said—I've
never talked right out before, but I got a feelin' you're slippin' away from me
like a eel, girlie. You know—aw, you know I ain't much on the elocution stuff;
but if it wasn't for Addie and her accident right now—I'd ask you outright—I
would. You know what I mean!"
"I don't know anything,
Eddie; I'm no mind-reader!"
"Aw, cut it out,
Goldie! You know I'm tied up right now and can't say some of the things I was
going to say that night on the stoop. You know what I mean—with Addie's
doctor's bills and chair and crutches, and all."
"Sure I do, Eddie.
You've got no right to think of anything."
She turned from him so that
her profile was like a white cameo mounted on black velvet.
"You just give me a
little time, Goldie, and I'll be on my feet, all righty. I just want some kind
of understanding between us—that's all."
"Oh—you—I—"
"I got Joe's job
cinched if he goes over to the other firm in March; and by that time, Goldie,
you and me and Addie, on eighty per, could—why, we—"
She swayed back from his
close glance and ran up the first three steps of her rooming-house. Her face
was struck with fear suddenly, as with a white flame out of the sky.
"'Sh-h-h-h-h-h!"
she said. "You mustn't!"
He reached for her hand,
caught it and held it—but like a man who feels the rope sliding through his fingers
and sees his schooner slipping out to sea—slipping out to sea.
"Lemme go, Eddie! I
gotta go—it's late!"
"I know,
Goldie. They been guyin' me at the office about you passin' me up; and it's
right—ain't it? It's—It's him—" She shook her head and tugged for the
freedom of her hand. Tears crowded into her eyes like water to the surface of a
tumbler just before the overflow. "It's him—ain't it,
Goldie?"
"Well, you won't
give—give a girl a chance to say anything. If you'd have given me time I was
comin' over and tell you, and—and tell—"
"Goldie!"
"I was—I was—"
"It's none of my
business, girlie; but—but he ain't fit for you. He—"
"There you go! The
whole crowd of you make me—"
"He ain't fit for no
girl, Goldie! Listen to me, girlie! He's just a regular ladykiller! He can't
keep a job no more'n a week for the life of him! I used to know him when I
worked at Delaney's. Listen to me, Goldie! This here new minin' scheme he's in
ain't even on the level! It ain't none of my business; but, good God, Goldie,
just because a guy's good-lookin' and a swell dresser and—"
She sprang from his grasp
and up the three remaining steps. In the sooty flare of the street lamp she was
like Jeanne d'Arc heeding the vision or a suffragette declaiming on a soap-box
and equal rights.
"You—the whole crowd of
you make me sick! The minute a fellow graduates out of the sixty-dollar-clerk
class, and can afford a twenty-dollar suit, without an extra pair of pants
thrown in, the whole pack of you begin to yowl and yap at his heels like—"
"Goldie! Goldie,
listen—"
"Yes, you do! But I
ain't caring. I know him, and I know what I want. We're goin' to get married
when we're good and ready, and we ain't apologizing to no one! I don't care
what the whole pack of you have to say, except Addie and you; and—and—I—oh—"
Goldie turned and fled into
the house, slamming the front door after her so that the stained-glass panels
rattled—then up four flights, with the breath soughing in her throat and the
fever of agitation racing through her veins.
Her oblong box of a room at
the top of the long flights was cold with a cavern damp and musty with the must
that is as indigenous to rooming-houses as chorus-girls to the English peerage
or insomnia to black coffee.
Even before she lighted her
short-armed gas-jet, however, a sweet, insidious, hothouse fragrance greeted
her faintly through the must, as the memory of mignonette clings to old lace.
Goldie's face softened as if a choir invisible was singing her ragtime from
above her skylight. She lighted her fan of gas with fingers that trembled in a
pleasant frenzy of anticipation, and the tears dried on her face and left
little paths down her cheeks.
A fan of pink roses, fretted
with maidenhair fern and caught with a sash of pink tulle, lay on her coarse
cot coverlet, as though one of her dreams had ventured out of its long night.
What a witch is love!
Pink leaped into Goldie's
cheeks, and into her eyes the light that passeth understanding. Life dropped
its dun-colored cloak and stood suddenly garlanded in pink, wire-stemmed roses.
She buried her face in their
fragrance. She kissed a cool bud, the heart of which was closed. She unwrapped
the pink tulle sash with fingers that were addled—like a child's at the gold
cord of a candy-box—and held the filmy streamer against her bosom in the
outline of a yoke.
In Mrs. McCasky's
boarding-house the onward march of night was as regular as a Swiss watch with
an American movement.
At nine o'clock Mr.
McCasky's tin bucket grated along the hall wall, down two flights of banisters,
across the street, and through the knee-high swinging-doors of Joe's place.
At ten o'clock the Polinis,
on the third-floor back, let down their folding-bed and shivered the chandelier
in Major Florida's second-floor back.
At eleven o'clock Mr.
McCasky's tin bucket grated unevenly along the hall wall, down two flights of
banisters, across the street, and through the knee-high swinging-doors of Joe's
place.
At twelve o'clock the
electric piano in Joe's place ceased to clatter through the night like coal
pouring into an empty steel bin, and Mrs. McCasky lowered the hall light from a
blob the size of a cranberry to a French pea.
At one o'clock the next to
the youngest Polini infant lifted its voice to the skylight, and Mr. Trimp's
night-key waltzed round the front-door lock, scratch-scratching for its hole.
In the dim-lit first-floor
front Mrs. Trimp started from her light doze like a deer in a park, which
vibrates to the fall of a lady's feather fan. The criss-cross from the cane
chair-back was imprinted on one sleep-flushed cheek, and her eyes, dim with the
weariness of the night-watch, flew to the white-china door-knob.
Reader, rest undismayed. Mr.
Trimp entered on the banking-hour legs of a scholar and a gentleman. With a
white carnation in his buttonhole, his hat unbattered in the curve of his arm,
and his blue eyes behind their curtain of black lashes, but slightly watery,
like a thawing ice-pond with a film atop.
"Hello, my little
Goldie-eyes!"
Mr. Trimp flashed his double
deck of girlish-pearlish teeth. When Mr. Trimp smiled Greuze might have wanted
to paint his lips for a child-study. Women tightened up about the throat and
dared to wonder whether he wore a chest-protector and asafetida bag. Old ladies
in street-cars regarded him through the mist of memories, and as if their
motherly fingers itched to run through the heavy yellow hemp of his hair. There
was that in his smile which seemed to provoke hand-painted sofa-pillows and
baby-ribboned coat-hangers, knitted neckties, and cross-stitch slippers. Once
he had posed for an Adonis underwear advertisement.
"Hello, baby! Did you
wait up for your old man?"
Goldie regarded her husband
with eyes that ten months of marriage had dimmed slightly. Her lips were
thinner and tighter and silent.
"I think we landed a
sucker to-night for fifty shares, kiddo. Ain't so bad, is it? And so you waited
up for your tired old man, baby?"
"No!" she said,
the words sparking from her lips like the hiss of a hot iron when you test it
with a moist forefinger. "No; I didn't wait up. I been out with
you—painting the town."
"I couldn't get home
for supper, hon. Me and Cutty—"
"You and Cutty! I
wasn't born yesterday!"
"Me and Cutty had a
sucker out, baby. He'll bite for fifty shares sure!"
"Gee!" she flamed
at him, backing round the rocker from his amorous advances. "Gee! If I was
low enough to be a crook—if I was low enough to try and make a livin' sellin'
dead dirt for pay dirt—I'd be a successful crook, anyway; I'd—"
"Now, Goldie, hon!
Don't—"
"I wouldn't leave my
wife havin' heart failure every time McCasky passes the door—I wouldn't!"
"Now, don't fuss at me,
Goldie. I'm tired—dog-tired. I got some money comin' in to-morrow
that'll—"
"That don't go with me
any more!"
"Sure I have."
"I been set out on the
street too many times before on promises like that; and it was always after a
week of one of these here slow jags. I know them and how they begin. I know
them!"
"'Tain't so this time,
honey. I been—"
"I know them and how
they begin, with your sweet, silky ways. I'd rather have you come staggering
home than like this—with your claws hid. I—I'm afraid of you, I tell you. I
ain't forgot the night up at Hinkey's. You haven't been out with Cutty no more
than I have. You been up to the Crescent, where the Red Slipper is dancing this
week, you—"
Mr. Trimp swayed ever so
slightly—slightly as a silver reed in the lightest breeze that blows—and
regained his balance immediately. His breath, redolent as a garden of spice and
cloves, was close to his wife's neck.
"Baby," he said,
"you better believe your old man. I been out with Cutty, Goldie. We had a
sucker out!"
She sprang back from his
touch, hot tears in her eyes.
"Believe you! I did
till I learnt better. I believed you for four months, sittin' round waiting for
you and your goings-on. You ain't been out with Cutty—you ain't been out with
him one night this week. You been—you—"
Mrs. Trimp's voice rose to a
hysterical crescendo. Her hair, yellow as corn-silk, and caught in a low
chignon at her back, escaped its restraint of pins and fell in a whorl down her
shirt-waist. She was like a young immortal eaten by the corroding acids of
earlier experiences—raw with the vitriol of her deathless destiny.
"You ain't been out
with Cutty. You been—"
The piano-salesman in the
first-floor back knocked against the closed folding-door for the stilly night
that should have been his by right. A distant night-stick struck the asphalt,
and across Harry Trimp's features, like filmy clouds across the moon, floated a
composite death-mask of Henry the Eighth and Othello, and all their
alimony-paying kith. His mouth curved into an expression that did not coincide
with pale hair and light eyes.
He slid from his greatcoat,
a black one with an astrakan collar and bought in three payments, and inclined
closer to his wife, a contumelious quirk on his lips.
"Well, whatta you going
to do about it, kiddo—huh?"
"I—I'm going
to—quit!"
He laughed and let her
squirm from his hold, strolled over to the dresser mirror, pulled his red
four-in-hand upward from its knot and tugged his collar open.
"You're not going to
quit, kiddo! You ain't got the nerve!"
He leaned to the mirror and
examined the even rows of teeth, and grinned at himself like a Hallowe'en
pumpkin to flash whiter their whiteness.
"Ain't I! Which takes
the most nerve, I'd like to know, stickin' to you and your devilishness or
strikin' out for myself like I been raised to do? I was born a worm, and I
ain't never found the cocoon that would change me into a butterfly. I—I had as
swell a job up at Gregory's as a girl ever had. I'm an expert stenographer, I
am! I got a diploma from—"
"Why don't you get your
job back, baby? You been up there twice to my knowin'; maybe the third time'll
be a charm. Don't let me keep you, kiddo."
The sluice-gates of her fear
and anger opened suddenly, and tears rained down her cheeks. She wiped them
away with her bare palm.
"It's because you took
the life and soul out of me! They don't want me back because I ain't nothin'
but a rag any more. I guess they're ashamed to take me back cause I'm in—in
your class. Ten months of standing for your funny business and dodging
landladies, and waitin' up nights, and watchin' you and your crooked starvation
game would take the life out of any girl. It would! It would!"
"Don't fuss at me any
more, Goldie-eyes. It's gettin' hard for me to keep down; and I don't want—want
to begin gettin' ugly."
Mr. Trimp advanced toward
his wife gently—gently.
"Don't come near me! I
know what's coming; but you ain't going to get me this time with your oily
ways. You're the kind that, walks on a girl with spiked heels and tries to kiss
the sores away. I'm going to quit!"
Mr. Trimp plucked at the
faint hirsute adornment of his upper lip and folded his black-and-white
waistcoat over the back of a chair. He fumbled it a bit.
"Stay where you're put,
you—you bloomin' vest, you!"
"I—I got friends
that'll help me, I have—even if I ain't ever laid eyes on 'em since the day I
married you. I got friends—real friends! Addie'll take me in any
minute, day or night. Eddie Bopp could get me a job in his firm to-morrow if—if
I ask him. I got friends! You've kept me from 'em; but I ain't afraid to look
'em up. I'm not!"
He advanced to where she
stood beneath the waving gas-flame, a pet phrase clung to his lips, and he
stumbled over it.
"My—my
little—pussy-cat!"
"You're drunk!"
"No, I ain't, baby—only
dog-tired. Dog-tired! Don't fuss at me! You just don't know how much I love
you, baby!"
"Who wouldn't fuss, I'd
like to know?"
Her voice was like ice
crackling with thaw. He took her lax waist in his embrace and kissed her on the
brow.
"Don't, honey—don't! Me
and Cutty had a sucker out, I tell you."
"You—you always get
your way with me. You treat me like a dog; but you know you can wind me
round—wind me round."
"Baby! Baby!"
He smoothed her hair away
from her salt-bitten eyes, laid his cheek pat against hers, and murmured to her
through the scratch in his throat, like a parrakeet croons to its mate.
"Pussy-cat!
Pussy!"
The river of difference
between them dried in the warm sun of her forgiveness, and she sobbed on his
shoulder with the exhaustion of a child after a tantrum.
"You won't leave me
alone nights no more, Harry?"
"Thu—thu—thu—such a
little Goldie-eyes!"
"I can't stand for the
worry of the board no more, Harry. McCaskys are gettin' ugly. I ain't got a
decent rag to my back, neither."
"I'm going to take a
shipping-room job next week, honey, and get back in harness. Bill's going to
fix me up. There ain't nothin' in this rotten game, and I'm going to get
out."
"Sure?"
"Sure, Goldie."
"You ain't been
drinking, Harry?"
"Sure I ain't. Me and
Cutty had a rube out, I tell you."
"You'll keep straight,
won't you, Harry? You're killin' me, boy, you are."
"Come, dry your face,
baby."
He reached to his hip-pocket
for his handkerchief, and with it a sparse shower of red and green and pink and
white and blue confetti showered to the floor like snow through a spectrum.
Goldie slid from his embrace and laughed—a laugh frappéd with the ice of scorn
and chilled as her own chilled heart.
"Liar!" she said,
and trembled as she stood.
His lips curled again into
the expression that so ill-fitted his albinism.
"You little cat! You
can bluff me!"
"I knew you was up at
the Crescent Cotillon! I felt it in my bones. I knew you was up there when I
read on the bill-boards that the Red Slipper was dancing there. I knew where
you was every night while I been sittin' here waitin'! I knew—I knew—"
The piano-salesman rapped
against the folding-doors thrice, with distemper and the head of a cane. At
that instant the lower half of Mr. Trimp's face protruded suddenly into a
lantern-jawed facsimile of a blue-ribbon English bull; his hand shot out and
hurled the chair that stood between them half-way across the room, where it
fell on its side against the wash-stand and split a rung.
"You—you little devil,
you!"
The second-floor front beat
a tattoo of remonstrance; but there was a sudden howling as of boiling surf in
Mr. Trimp's ears, and the hot ember of an oath dropped from his lips.
"You little devil! You
been hounding me with the quit game for eight months. Now you gotta quit!"
"I—I—"
"There ain't a man
livin' would stand for your long face and naggin'! If you don't like my
banking-hours and my game and the company I keep you quit, kiddo! Quit! Do you
hear?"
"Will—I—quit?
Well—"
"Yeh; I been up to the
Crescent Confetti—every night this week, just like you say! I been round live
wires, where there ain't no long, white faces shoving board bills and whining
the daylights out of me."
"Oh, you—you ain't
nothing but—"
"Sure, I been up there!
I can get two laughs for every long face you pull on me. You quit if you want
to, kiddo—there ain't no strings to you. Quit—and the sooner the better!"
Mr. Trimp grasped his wife by her taut wrists and jerked her to him until her
head fell backward and the breath jumped out of her throat in a choke.
"Quit—and the sooner the better!"
"Lemme go!
Lem-me-go!"
He tightened his hold and
inclined toward her, so close that their faces almost touched. With his hot
clutches on her wrists and his hot breath in her face it seemed to her that his
eyes fused into one huge Cyclopean circle that spun and spun in the center of
his forehead, like a fiery Catharine Wheel against a night sky.
"Bah! You little
whiteface, you! You played a snide trick on me, anyway—lost your looks the
second month and went dead like a punctured tire! Quit when you want to—there
ain't no strings. Quit now!"
He flung her from him, so
that she staggered backward four steps and struck her right cheek sharply
against the mantel corner. A blue-glass vase fell to the hearth and was
shattered. With the salt of fray on his lips, he kicked at the overturned chair
and slammed a closet door so that the windows rattled. A carpet-covered hassock
lay in his path, and he hurled it across the floor. Goldie edged toward the
wardrobe, hugging the wall like one who gropes in the dark.
"If you're right
bright, kiddo, you'll keep out of my way. You got me crazy to-night—crazy! Do
you hear me, you little—"
"My hat!"
He flung it to her from its
peg, with her jacket, so that they fell crumpled at her feet.
"You're called on your
bluff this time, little one. This is one night it's quits for you—and I ain't
drunk, neither!"
She crowded her rampant
hair, flowing as Ophelia's, into her cheap little boyish hat and fumbled into
her jacket. A red welt, shaped like a tongue of flame, burned diagonally down
her right cheek.
"Keep out of my
way—you! You got me crazy to-night—crazy to-night!"
He watched her from the
opposite side of the room with lowered head, like a bull lunging for onslaught.
She moved toward the door
with the rigidity of an automaton doll, her magnetized eyes never leaving his
reddening face and her hands groping ahead. Her mouth was moist and no older
than a child's; but her skin dead, as if coated over with tallow. She opened
the door slowly, fearing to break the spell—then suddenly slipped through the
aperture and slammed it after her. Then the slam of another door; the scurrying
of feet down cold stone steps that sprung echoes in the deserted street.
The douse of cold air stung
her flaming cheek; a policeman glanced after her; a drunken sailor staggered
out of a black doorway, and her trembling limbs sped faster—a labyrinth of city
streets and rows of blank-faced houses; an occasional pedestrian, who glanced
after her because she wheezed in her throat, and ever so often gathered her
strength and broke into a run; then a close, ill-smelling apartment house, with
a tipsy gas-light mewling in the hall, and a dull-brown door that remained
blank to her knocks and rings. The sobs were rising in her throat, and the
trembling in her limbs shook her as with ague.
A knock that was more of a
pound and a frenzied rattling of the knob! Finally from the inside of the door
a thump-thump down a long hallway—and the door creaked open cautiously,
suspiciously!
In its frame a pale figure,
in the rumpled clothes of one always sitting down and hunched on a pair of
silver-mounted mahogany crutches that slanted from her sides like props.
"Goldie! Little
Goldie!"
"Oh, Addie!
Addie!"
Youth has rebound like a
rubber ball. Batted up against the back fence, she bounces back into the heart
of a rose-bush or into the carefully weeded, radishless radish-bed of the
kitchen garden.
Mrs. Trimp rose from the
couch-bed davenport of the Bopp sitting-dining-sleeping-room, with something of
the old lamps burning in her eyes and a full-lipped mouth to which clung the
memory of smiles. Even Psyche, abandoned by love, smiled a specious smile when
she posed for the scalpel.
Eddie Bopp reached out a
protective arm and drew Goldie by the sleeve of her shirt-waist down to the
couch-bed davenport again.
"Take it easy there,
Goldie. Don't get yourself all excited again."
"But it's just like you
say, Eddie—I got the law on my side. I got him on the grounds of cruelty if—if
I show nothin' but—but this cheek."
"Sure, you have,
Goldie; but you just sit quiet. Addie, come in here and make Goldie behave her
little self."
"I'm all right, Eddie.
Gee! With Addie treating me like I was a queen in a gilt crown, and you
skidding round me like a tire, I feel like cream!"
Eddie regarded her with eyes
that were soft as rose-colored lamps at dusk.
"You poor little
kid!"
Addie hobbled in from the
kitchen.
"I got something you'll
like, Goldie. It's hot and good for you, too."
God alone knew the secret of
Addie. He had fashioned her in clay and water, even as you and me—from the same
earthy compound from which is sprung ward politicians and magic-throated divas,
editors and plumbers, poet laureates and Polish immigrants, kings and French
ballet dancers, propagandists and piece-workers, single-taxers and
suffragettes.
He fashioned her in clay;
and it was as if she came from under the teeth of a Ninth Avenue street-car
fender—broken, but remolded in alabaster, and with the white light of her
stanch spirit shining through—Addie, whose side, up as high as her ribs, was a
flaming furnace and whose smile was sunshine on dew.
"You wouldn't eat no
supper; so I made you some chicken broth, Goldie. You remember when we was
studying shorthand at night school how we used to send Jimmie over to White's
lunch-room for chickenette broth and a slab of milk chocolate?"
"Do I? Gee! You were
the greatest kid, Addie!"
"Eat,
Goldie—gwan."
"I ain't
hungry—honest!"
"Quit standing over
her, Eddie; you make her nervous. Let me feed you, Goldie."
"Gee! Ain't you swell
to me!" Ready tears sprang to her eyes.
"Like you ain't my old
chum, Goldie! It don't seem so long since we were working in the same office
and going to Recreation Pier dances together, does it?"
"Addie! Addie!"
"Do you remember how
you and me and Ed and Charley Snuggs used to walk up and down Ninth Avenue
summer evenings eating ice-cream cones?"
"Do I? Oh, Addie, do
I?"
"I'm glad we had them
ice-cream days, Goldie. They're melted, but the flavor ain't all gone."
Addie's face was large and white and calm-featured, like a Botticelli head.
"You two girls sure was
cut-ups! Remember the night Addie first introduced us, Goldie? You came over to
call for her, and us three went to the wax-works show on Twenty-third Street.
Lordy, how we cut up!"
"And I started to ask
the wax policeman if we was allowed to go past the rail!" They laughed low
in their throats, as if they feared to raise an echo in a vale of tears.
"It's like old times for me to be staying all night with you again, Addie.
It's been so long! He—he used to get mad like anything if I wanted to see any
of the old crowd. He knew they didn't know any good of him. He was always for
the sporty, all-night bunch."
"Poor kid!"
"Don't get her to
talking about it again, Eddie; it gets her all excited."
"He could have turned
me against my own mother, I was that crazy over him."
"That," said
Addie, softly, "was love! And only women can love like that;
and women who do love like that are cursed—and blessed."
"I'm out of it now,
Addie. You won't never send me back to him—you won't ever?"
"There now, dearie,
you're gettin' worked up again. Ain't you right here, safe with us?"
"That night at Hinkey's
was the worst, Goldie," said Eddie. "It makes my blood boil! Why
didn't you quit then; why?"
"I ain't told you all,
neither, Eddie. One night he came home about two o'clock, and I had been—"
"Just quit thinking and
talking about him, Goldie. You're right here, safe with me and Eddie; and he's
going to get you a job when you're feeling stronger. And then, when you're
free—when you're free—"
Addie regarded her brother
with the tender aura of a smile on her lips and a tender implication in her
eyes that scurried like a frightened mouse back into its hole. Eddie flamed
red; and his ears, by a curious physiological process, seemed to take fire and
contemplate instant flight from his head.
"Oh, look, Ad. We got
to get a new back for your chair. The stuffin's all poking through the
velvet."
"So it is, Eddie. It's
a good thing you got your raise, with all these new-fangled dangles we
need."
"To-night's his lodge
night. He never came home till three—till three o'clock, lodge nights."
"There you go,
Goldie—back on the subject, makin' yourself sick."
"Gee!"
"What's the matter,
Goldie?"
"To-night's his lodge.
I could go now and get my things while he ain't there—couldn't I?"
"Swell! I'll take you,
Goldie, and wait outside for you."
"Eddie, can't you see
she ain't in any condition to go running round nights? There's plenty time yet,
Goldie. You can wear my shirt-waists and things. Wait till—"
"I got to get it over
with, Addie; and daytimes Eddie's working, and I'd have to go alone. I—I don't
want to go alone."
"Sure; she can't go
alone, Addie; and she's got to have her things."
Eddie was on his feet and
beside Goldie's palpitating figure, as though he would lay his heart, a living
stepping-stone, at her feet.
"We better go now,
Addie; honest we had! Eddie'll wait outside for me."
"You poor kid! You want
to get it over with, don't you? Get her coat, Eddie, and bring her my sweater
to wear underneath. It's getting colder every minute."
"I ain't scared a bit,
Addie. I'll just go in and pack my things together and hustle out again."
"Here's a sweater,
Goldie, and your coat and hat."
"Take care, children;
and, Goldie, don't forget all the things you need. Just take your time and get
your things together—warm clothes and all."
"I'll be waiting right
outside for you, Goldie."
"I'm ready,
Eddie."
"Don't let her get
excited and worked up, Eddie."
"I ain't scared a bit,
Addie."
"Sure you ain't?"
"Not a bit!"
"Good-by, Addie. Gee,
but you're swell to me!"
"Don't forget to bring
your rubbers, Goldie; going to work on wet mornings you'll need them."
"I—I ain't got
none."
"You can have mine. I—I
don't need them any more."
"Good-by, Ad—leave the
dishes till we come back. I can do 'em swell myself after you two girls have
gone to bed."
"Yes. I'll be waiting,
Goldie; and we'll talk in bed like old times."
"Yes, yes!" It was
as if Addie's frail hands were gripping Goldie's heart and clogging her speech.
"Good-by,
children!"
"Good-by."
"S'long!"
The night air met them with
a whoop and tugged and pulled at Goldie's hat.
"Take my arm, Goldie.
It's some howler, ain't it?"
Their feet clacked on the
cold, dry pavement, and passers-by leaned into the wind.
"He was a great one for
hating the cold, Eddie. Gee, how he hated winter!"
"That's why he wears a
fur-collared coat and you go freezing along in a cheese-cloth jacket, I
guess."
"It always kind of got
on his chest and gave him fever."
"What about you? You
just shivered along and dassent say anything!"
"And I used to fix him
antiphlogistin plasters half the night. When he wasn't mad or drunk he was just
like a kid with the measles! It used to make me laugh so—he'd—"
"Humph!"
"But one night—one
night I got the antiphlogistin too hot while I was straightening up—'cause he
never liked a messy-looking room when he was sick—and he was down and out from
one of his bad nights; and it—and it got too hot, and—" She turned away
and finished her sentence in the teeth of the wind; but Eddie's arm tightened
on hers until she could feel each distinct finger.
"God!" he said.
"I ain't scared a bit,
Eddie."
"For what, I'd like to
know! Ain't I going to be waiting right here across the street?"
"See! That's the room
over there—the dark one, with the shade half-way up. Gee, how I hate it!"
"I'll be waiting right
here in front of Joe's place, Goldie. If you need me just shoot the shade all
the way up."
"I won't need
you."
"Well, then, light the
gas, pull the shade all the way down, and that'll mean all's well."
"Swell!" she said.
"Down comes the shade—and all's well!"
"Good!"
They smiled, and their
breaths clouded between them; and down through the high-walled street the wind
shot javelin-like and stung red into their cheeks, and in Eddie's ears and
round his heart the blood buzzed.
Goldie crossed the street
and went up the steps lightly, her feet grating the brown stone like
fine-grained sandpaper. When she unlocked the front door the cave-like
mustiness and the cold smell of unsunned hallways and the conglomerate of food
smells from below met her at the threshold. Memories like needle-tongued
insects stung her.
The first-floor front she
opened slowly, pausing after every creak of the door; and the gas she fumbled
because her hand trembled, and the match burned close to her fingers before she
found the tip.
She turned up the flame
until it sang, and glanced about her fearfully, with one hand on her bruised
cheek and her underlip caught in by her teeth.
Mr. Trimp's room was as expressive
as a lady's glove still warm from her hand. He might have slipped out of it and
let it lie crumpled, but in his own image.
The fumes of bay-rum and
stale beer struggled for supremacy. The center-table, with a sickening litter
of empty bottles and dead ashes, was dreary as cold mutton in its grease, or a
woman's painted face at crack o' dawn, or the moment when the flavor of love
becomes as tansy.
A red-satin slipper, an
unhygienic drinking-goblet, which has leaked and slopped over full many a non-waterproof
romance, lay on the floor, with its red run into many pinks and its rosette
limp as a wad of paper. Goldie picked her careful way round it. Fear and nausea
and sickness at the heart made her dizzy.
The dresser, with its wavy
mirror, was strewn with her husband's neckties; an uncorked bottle of bay-rum
gave out its last faint fumes.
She opened the first long
drawer with a quivering intake of breath and pulled out a shirt-waist, another,
and yet another, and a coarse white petticoat with a large-holed embroidery
flounce. Then she dragged a suit-case, which was wavy like the mirror, through
the blur of her tears, out from under the bed; and while she fumbled with the
lock the door behind her opened, and her heart rose in her throat with the
sudden velocity of an express elevator shooting up a ten-story shaft.
In the dresser mirror, and
without turning her head or gaining her feet, she looked into the eyes of her
husband.
"Pussy-cat!" he
said, and came toward her with his teeth flashing like Carrara marble in
sunlight.
She sprang to her feet and
backed against the dresser.
"Don't! Don't you come
near me!"
"You don't mean that,
Goldie."
She shivered in her scorn.
"Don't you come near
me! I came—to get my things."
"Oh!" he said, and
tossed his hat on the bed and peeled off his coat. "Help yourself, kiddo.
Go as far as you like."
She fell to tearing at the
contents of her drawer without discrimination, cramming them into her bag and
breathing furiously, like a hare in the torture of the chase. The color sprang
out in her cheeks, and her eyes took fire.
Her husband threw himself,
in his shirt-sleeves and waistcoat, across the bed and watched her idly. Only
her fumbling movements and the sing of the too-high gas broke the silence. He
rose, lowered the flame, and lay down again.
Her little box of poor
trinkets spilled its contents as she packed it; her hair-brush fell from her
trembling fingers and clattered to the floor.
"Can I help you,
Goldie-eyes?"
Silence. He coughed rather
deep in his chest, and she almost brushed his hand as she passed to the clothes
wardrobe. He reached out and caught her wrist.
"Now, Goldie,
you—"
"Don't—don't you touch
me! Let go!"
He drew her down to the bed
beside him.
"Can't you give a
fellow another chance, baby? Can't you?" She tugged for her freedom, but
his clasp was tight as steel and tender as love. "Can't you, baby?"
"You!" she said,
kicking at the sloppy satin slipper at her feet, as if it were a loathsome
thing that crawled. "I—I don't ever want to see you again, you—you—"
"You drove me to it,
pussy; honest you did!"
"You didn't need no
driving. You take to it like a fish to water—nobody can drive you. You just
ain't—no—good!"
"You drove me to it.
When you quit I just went crazy mad. I kicked the skylight—I tore things wide
open. I was that sore for you—honest, baby!"
"I've heard that line
of talk before. I ain't forgot the night at Hinkey's. I ain't forgot nothing.
You or horses can't hold me here!" She wrenched at her wrists.
"I got a job yesterday,
baby. Bill made good. Eighty dollars, honey! Me and Cutty are quits for good.
Ain't that something—now, ain't it?"
"Let me go!"
"Pussy-cat!"
"Let me go, I
say!"
He coughed and turned on his
side toward her.
"You don't mean
it."
"I do! I do! Let go!
Let go!"
She tore herself free and
darted to the wardrobe door. He closed his eyes and his lashes lay low on his
cheeks.
"Before you go, Goldie,
where's the antiphlogistin? I got a chest on me like an ice-wagon."
"Sure, you have. That's
the only time you ever show up before crack of dawn."
He reached out and touched
her wrist.
"I'm hot, ain't
I?"
She placed a reluctant hand
on his brow.
"Fever?"
"It ain't nothing much.
I'll be all right."
"It's just one of your
spells. Stay in bed a couple of days, and you'll soon be ready for another jamboree!"
"Don't fuss at me,
baby."
"It's in the wash-stand
drawer in a little tin can. Don't make the plaster too hot."
"Sure, I won't. I'll
get along all righty."
She threw a shabby cloth
skirt over her arm and a pressed-plush coat that was gray at the elbows and
frayed at the hem. He reached out for the dangling empty sleeve as she passed.
"You was married in
that coat, wasn't you, hon?"
"Yes," she said,
and her lips curled like burning paper; "I was married in that coat."
"Goldie-eyes, you know
I can't get along without my petsie; you know it. There ain't no one can hold a
candle to you, baby!"
"Yes, yes!"
"There ain't! I wish I
was feelin' well enough to tell you how sorry, baby—how sorry a fellow like me
can get. I just wish it, baby—baby—"
She surrendered like a reed
to the curve of a scythe and crumpled in a contortional heap beside the bed.
"You—you always get
me!"
He gathered her up and laid
her head backward on his shoulder, so that her face was foreshortened and close
to his.
"Goldie-eyes," he
said, "I'll make it up to you! I'll make it up to you!" And he made a
motion as though to kiss her where the curls lay on her face, but drew back as
if sickened.
"Good God!" he
said. "Poor little baby!"
Quick as a throb of a heart
she turned her left cheek, smooth as a lily petal, to his lips.
"It's all right,
Harry!" she said, in a voice that was tight. "I'm crazy, I guess;
but, gee, it's great to be crazy!"
"I'll make it up to
you, baby. See if I don't! I'll make it up to you."
She kissed him, and his lips
were hot and dry.
"Lemme fix your
plaster, dearie; you got one of your colds."
"Don't get it too hot,
hon."
"Gee! Lemme straighten
up. Say, ain't you a messer, though! Look at this here wash-stand and those
neckties! Ain't you a messer, though, dearie!"
She crammed the ties into a
dresser drawer, dragged a chair into place, removed a small tin can from the
wash-stand drawer, hung her hat and jacket on their peg, and lowered the shade.
4.MARKED
DOWN
ALONG with radium, parcels post, wireless
telegraphy, and orchestral church music came tight skirts and the hipless
movement.
Adolph Katzenstein placed
his figurative ear to the ground, heard the stealthy whisper of soft messalines
and clinging charmeuse, and sold out the Empire Shirt-waist Company for
twenty-five hundred dollars at a slight loss.
Five years later the
Katzenstein Neat-Fit Petticoat was flaunted in the red and white electric
lights in the lightest part of Broadway, and the figure of an ecstatic girl in
an elastic-top, charmeuse-ruffled petticoat had become as much of an epic in
street-car advertising as the flakiest breakfast food or the safest safety
razor.
Then the Katzensteins moved
from a simplex to a complex apartment, furnished the dining-room in Flemish oak
and the bedroom in white mahogany; Mrs. Katzenstein telephoned to her fancy
grocer's for artichokes instead of buying cabbages from the street-vender, and
Mr. Katzenstein walked with the four fingers of each hand thrust into the
distended front pockets of his trousers.
On the first Tuesday of each
month Mrs. Katzenstein entertained at whist—an antediluvian survival of a
bridgeless era.
At eight o'clock in the
morning of one of these first Tuesdays she entered her daughter's
white-mahogany bedroom, raised the shades with a clatter, and drew back the
curtains.
"Birdie, get up! It's
late, and we got house-cleaning this morning. Papa's been gone already an
hour."
The pink-and-white flowered
comforter on the bed stirred, and two plump arms, with frills of lace falling
backward, raised up like sturdy monoliths in the stretch that accompanies a
yawn.
"Aw—yaw—yaw—mamma!
Can't you let a girl sleep after she's been up late? Tell Tillie she should
begin her sweeping in the hall."
"I should know what
time you got home last night. You sneak in like you was afraid it would give me
some pleasure to wake up and hear about it! Who was there? What did Marcus have
to say?"
"Aw, mamma, let me
sleep—can't you? I'll get up in a minute."
"So close-mouthed she
is—goes to the party with a grand boy like Marcus and comes home like she was
muzzled! Nothing to say! If I was out with a young man so often I could
talk."
"Please, mamma, pull
down the shade."
"'Please, mamma, pull
down the shade!'" mimicked Mrs. Katzenstein, in a high falsetto.
"After I rush round all day yesterday for the pink wreath for her hair,
that's what I hear the next morning—that's the thanks I get!"
Birdie pulled the comforter
up closer about her ears, and the head on the rumpled pillow burrowed deeper.
"And such laziness! I
been up two hours with my Küchen and cheese-pie fixed already
for this afternoon, and my daughter sleeps like a lady! The man that gets her I
don't envy!"
The pink-and-white mound on
the bed heaved like a ship at sea.
"In a minute,
mamma!"
Mrs. Katzenstein jerked up a
filmy gown from across the back of a chair and held it from her at
arm's-length.
"Anybody's too good for
a girl that ain't got no order! I wonder what Marcus Gump would say if he knew
how you treat your things? Her good pink dress that I paid twenty dollars for
the making alone she throws round like it cost nothing! Sack-cloth is too good!
I don't put it away—you can wait on yourself."
However, as she spoke Mrs.
Katzenstein folded the pink gown, with an avalanche of lace flowing from the
bodice, lengthwise in a drawer and smothered it with tissue-paper.
"That a girl like that
shouldn't be ashamed to let her poor old mother wait on her!"
"I'd put it away,
mamma, if you'd just give me time."
"Tuesday, when I have
the ladies and my card party, she sleeps! No consideration that girl has got
for her mother!"
Birdie swung herself to the
side of the bed; her wealth of crow-blue hair fell over her shoulders; sleep
trembled on her lashes.
"I'm up, ain't I? Now
are you satisfied?"
"For all the help you
are to me you might as well stay in bed the rest of the morning. A girl that
can come home from a party and have nothing to say! But for my part I don't
want to know. I guess they had a big blow-out, didn't they?"
Birdie, high-chested as
Juno, with wide, firm shoulders that sloped as must have sloped the shoulders
of Artemis when they tempted Actæon, coiled her hair before the mirror with the
gesture that has belonged to women since first they coiled their hair. Her
cheeks, fleshly but fruit-like in their freshness, might have belonged to a
buxom nymph of the grove.
"I wish you could have
seen the spread Jeanette had, mamma! I brought home the recipe for her lobster
chops. I'll bet if she had one she had six different kinds of ice-cream."
With one swoop Mrs.
Katzenstein flung the snowy avalanche of pillows and sheets over the footboard
of the bed and opened wide both the windows.
"Tillie," she
cried, "bring me the broom. I'll start in Miss Birdie's room while you
finish the breakfast dishes."
"Such an affair as she
had! I said to Marcus, on the way home, it could have been at Delmonico's and
not have been finer."
"You don't say so! Such
is life, ain't it? We knew Simon Lefkowitz when he used to come to papa and buy
for his stock six shirt-waists at a time. Then they didn't live in no
eighty-dollar apartment. Many's the morning I used to meet the old lady at
market. Who else was there?"
"Who? Let me see!
Gertie Glauber was there. She had on that dress Laevitt made; and, believe me,
I liked mine better. Tekla Stein and Morris Adler—you know those Adlers in the
millinery business?"
"Nice people!"
"You couldn't get a pin
between Tekla and him—honest, how that girl worked for him! Selma Blumenthal
was there, too, and I must say she looked grand—those eyes of hers and that
figure! But what those fellows can see in her so much I don't know. Honest,
mamma, she's such a dumbhead she can't talk ten words to a boy."
"Girls don't need so
much brains. I always say it scares the men off. Look at Gussie
Graudenheimer—high school she had to have yet! What good does it do? Not a
thing does that girl have—and her mother worries enough about it, too."
"That's what Marcus
says about her—he says she's too smart for him; he says he'd rather have a girl
nice and sweet than too smart."
Mrs. Katzenstein leaned her
broom in a corner, daubed at the mantelpiece with a flannel cloth, and regarded
her daughter surreptitiously through the mirror.
"You had a nice time
with Marcus last night? You've been out with him five times and still have
nothing to say."
"What's there to say,
mamma? He's a fine boy and shows a girl a grand time. Last night it was
sleeting just a little, and he had to have a taxi-cab. Honest, it was a shame for
the money! Take it from me, Morris Adler walked Tekla. I saw them going to the
Subway."
"Well, what's what? Is
that the end of it?"
"Aw, mamma, how should
I know? I can't read a fellow's mind! All I know is he—he's coming over
to-night."
"Don't you bother with
putting those slippers away, Birdie; you just lie round and take it easy this
morning. When a girl's going to have company in the evening she should rest
up—me and Tillie can do this little work."
Birdie wrapped herself in a
crimson kimono plentifully splotched with large pink and blue and red and green
chrysanthemums and snuggled into a white wicker rocking-chair. Her lips, warmly
curved like a child's, were parted in a smile.
"I don't want
breakfast," she announced. "Irma Friedman quit it and lost five
pounds in two weeks."
"Papa and me were
saying last night, Birdie, we aren't in a hurry to get rid of you; but such a
young man as Marcus Gump any girl can be lucky to get. Aunt Batta said she
heard for sure Loeb Brothers are going to make him manager of their new
factory—think once, manager and three thousand a year!—just double his salary!
Think of putting a young man like him in that big Newark factory!"
"It's surely grand; but
for what does it have to be in a place like Newark?"
"Papa says that boy put
March Hare boys' pants on the market for the Loebs. How grand for his mother
and all, her a widow, to have such a son! Wasn't I right to invite her this
afternoon?"
"I'm the last one to
say a word against Marcus. You ought to heard them last night talking on the
side about him and his new position he might get—just grand! Jeanette's got a
new stitch, mamma. It's not like eyelet or French, but sort of between the two,
and grand for centerpieces. I could embroider a dresser-cover in a week."
"I thought I'd have
sardines this afternoon instead of cold tongue. For why should I make Mrs.
Cohen feel bad that we don't buy at their delicatessen?"
"I'll fix the cut-glass
bowl with fruit for the center of the table."
"It's like papa and me
said last night, Birdie—a girl makes no mistake when she follows her parents'
advice. Marcus Gump's own mother told me when I was introduced to her at
Hirsch's yesterday afternoon, you're the first girl he ever took out more than
two or three times."
Birdie snuggled deeper in her
chair and stretched her arms with the gesture of Aurora greeting the day.
"Mamma," she said,
softly, "what do you think he—he said I looked like last night?"
"What?"
"He said—he said—"
Mrs. Katzenstein paused in
her dusting.
"He—said—Aw, mamma, I
can't go telling it—so silly it sounds."
"Ach! For
nonsense I got no time—such silliness for two grown-up children! That gets you
nowhere. Plain talking is what does it."
But suddenly the thridding
and thudding of Mrs. Katzenstein's machinations died down. It was as if a
steamboat had turned off its power and drifted quietly into its slip. She
tiptoed to the table and straightened the cover, arranged the shades until they
were precisely even one with the other, gave the new-made bed a final pat, and
tiptoed to the door.
"I forgot to order my
finger-rolls for this afternoon," she said.
At two o'clock guests began
to arrive. A heavy sleet clattered against the windows; the sky and the
apartment houses across the way were shrouded in cold gray. Birdie drew the shades
and tweaked on the electric lights; tables were grouped about the parlor, laid
out with decks of cards, pencils and paper, and small glass dishes of candies.
Mother and daughter had
emerged from the morning like moths out of a chrysalis. Mrs. Katzenstein's
black crêpe-de-Chine, with cut-jet trimmings, trailed after her when she
walked. She greeted her guests with effulgence and enthusiasm.
"Come right in, Carrie!
Tillie, take Mrs. Ginsburg's umbrella. I bet you got your winning clothes on
to-day, Carrie; I can always tell it when you wear your willow plume and
furs."
Carrie Ginsburg flopped a
remonstrating and loose-wristed hand at Mrs. Katzenstein.
"Go 'way! That glass
pickle-dish I won at Silverman's three weeks ago is the last luck I had. Your
mamma's the winner—ain't she, Birdie? At my house she always carries off the
prize. I bet I helped furnish her china-closet."
"You should worry, Mrs.
Ginsburg, when your husband owns the Cut-Glass Palace!"
"You can believe me or
not, Birdie, but Aaron's that particular if I take so much as a pin-tray out of
stock he charges it up! When you get such an honest husband it's almost as bad
as the other way. He don't get thanks for it."
"Birdie, take Mrs.
Ginsburg in the middle room and help off with her things. Hello, Mrs.
Silverman! You're a sight for sore eyes. Why wasn't you down at the Ladies'
Auxiliary on Wednesday? It was grand! Doctor Lippman spoke so beautiful, and
there was coffee in the Sunday-school rooms after."
Mrs. Silverman deposited a
large and elaborate muff on the table and unbuttoned her full-length fur coat.
"Such a day as it was
Wednesday! Even to-day my Meena begged me not to come out. 'Mamma,' she said,
'to go out in such sleet and rain for a card party—it's a shame!' Then my Louis
telephoned up from the store that if I went out I should take a cab. What that
boy don't think of!"
"He's a fine boy, Mrs.
Silverman; and such a sweet girl he married."
"It ain't for the
money, Mrs. Katzenstein—believe me, it ain't; but why should I take a cab when
it's only one block away to the Subway? I leave that to my children. Meena's
the stylish one of our family—when it so much as sprinkles that girl has to
have a cab."
"Come right in, Mrs.
Gump; I knew you wouldn't be afraid of a little weather. Here, let me take your
umbrella."
"It's a fine weather
for ducks, Mrs. Katzenstein."
"Just you go right in
the middle room with Birdie and make yourself at home."
"Come right with me,
Mrs. Gump; me and mamma was so afraid maybe you wouldn't come."
Birdie flitted in and out from
parlor to bedroom; the languor of the morning had fallen from her.
"Now, mamma, you and
the ladies sit down at your tables. That's right, Mrs. Mince—you and Mrs.
Kronfeldt play opposites, and Mrs. Ginsburg and Aunt Batta. Don't get excited,
mamma. I'll fix the ladies in their places. Here, Mrs. Weissenheimer, you sit
here between Mrs. Gump and mamma."
"Look at that
goil!" exclaimed Mrs. Mince, seating herself and taking a pinch of
Birdie's firmly molded arm between thumb and forefinger. "I wish you'd look
how thin she's got. Ain't that grand, though! I bet you don't drink water with
your meals?"
"Not a drop, Mrs.
Mince; and no starchy food; no—"
"Mrs. Mince,"
interrupted Mrs. Ginsburg, dealing the cards with skill and rapidity,
"Doctor Adelberg told my sister-in-law that rolling on the floor two
hundred times morning and night had got this diet business beat. All he says
you got to be careful about is no water at meals. But with me it's like Aaron
says—I keep him busy filling up my glass at the table."
"I wish you'd see my
Birdie diet, Carrie! The grandest things she won't eat! Last night for supper
we had potato Pfannküchen, that would melt in your mouth. Not one
will she touch! Her papa says how she lives he don't know."
"I wish my Marcus would
diet a little. I always say to him he's just a little bit too stout—he takes
after his poor father," said Mrs. Gump.
"You can believe me or
not, Mrs. Gump; but, so sure as my name is Mince, I got down from a hundred and
ninety-two to a hundred and seventy-four in two months! Reducing ain't so bad
when you get used to it."
"Honest now, Mrs.
Mince, how I wish my Marcus had such a determination! But that boy loves to
eat—Didn't you see me discard, Mrs. Weissenheimer?"
"Say, it wasn't so
easy! How I worked you can ask my husband. I bend for thirty minutes when I get
up in the morning; and if you think it's easy, try it—a cup of hot water and a
piece of dry toast for breakfast; lettuce salad, no oil, for lunch; and a chop
with dry toast for supper. What I suffered nobody knows!"
"Batta, don't you see I
lead from weakness?"
"I wish you could see
my husband's partner's daughter!" quoth Mrs. Kronfeldt. "I met her on
Fifty-third Street last week, and she was so thin I didn't know her—massage and
diet did it. She ain't feeling so well; but she looks grand—not a sign of
hips!"
From an adjoining table Mrs.
Silverman waved a plump and deprecatory hand.
"Ladies, don't talk to
me about dieting! I know, because I've tried it. Now I eat what I please. It's
standing up twenty minutes after meals that does the reducing. Last summer at
Arverne every lady in the hotel did it, and never did I see anything like it!
Take my word for it that when my husband came down for Saturday and Sunday he
didn't know me!"
"Ach, Mrs.
Silverman, that was almost a grand slam! You should watch my discard!"
"When I came home I had
to have two inches taken out of every skirt-band."
"You don't mean
it!"
"Feel, Birdie, my arm.
Last summer your thumbs wouldn't have met."
"I said to mamma when
we saw you at the matinée last week, Mrs. Silverman, you're grand and
thin!"
"You try a little lemon
in your hot water, Birdie. But you're not too stout—I should say not! You're
grand and tall and can stand it."
"Grand and tall!"
echoed Mrs. Gump.
"It's a wonder she
isn't as thin as a match, Mrs. Gump, the way that girl does society! Last night
it was two o'clock when she got home from Jeanette Lefkowitz's party."
"I wish you'd heard the
grand things Marcus said about you this morning at breakfast, Miss Birdie! I
bet your ears were ringing. It's not often that he talks, either, when he's
been out."
"What's this grand news
I hear, Mrs. Gump, about your son being taken in the firm and made manager of
the new Loeb factory? It's wonderful for a boy to work himself up with a firm
like that."
"There's nothing sure
about it yet, Mrs. Silverman. How such things get out I don't know. Marcus is a
good boy; and, believe me or not, we think he's got a future with the firm. But
you know how it is—there's nothing settled yet, and I don't believe in counting
your chickens before they are hatched."
"I wish it to you, Mrs.
Gump," purred Mrs. Katzenstein. "I wish the good luck to you."
"You don't make it
diamonds, Mrs. Kronfeldt, unless you got to."
"Who made that dress
for you, Birdie? It fits fine."
"That's the dressmaker
on Lenox Avenue I was telling you about, Mrs. Adler," replied Mrs.
Katzenstein, answering for her daughter. "Me and Birdie go to her for
everything. Look at that fit and all!"
"Grand!"
"I'll give you her
address if you don't tell everybody. You know how it is when you begin to
recommend a dressmaker—up in their prices they go, and that's all the thanks
you get."
"You are safe with me,
Mrs. Katzenstein."
"Come here, Birdie!
Turn round for Mrs. Adler—only twelve dollars to make with findings!"
"I'll take her my blue
cloth," said Mrs. Adler.
"You won't regret it.
Just tell her I sent you. If you want you can have the address, too, Mrs.
Gump."
"I got a compliment for
you about the dress you wore last night, Miss Birdie. Wonderful! No trump! This
morning at breakfast Marcus said lots about your pretty dress and pretty ways;
and for him to say that is a lot; not ten words can I get out of him, as a
rule."
"I wish you could hear
Birdie, too, Mrs. Gump! Believe me, she thinks he's a fine boy—and how hard
that girl is to suit you wouldn't believe it!"
"Aw, mamma!"
"Change partners,
ladies!"
Birdie hurried out into the
dining-room; a flush branded her cheeks—Daphne fleeing from Apollo could not
have been more deliciously agitated.
"Tillie," she
directed, "you can make the coffee now and put the finger-rolls on."
A snowy round table was
spread beneath a large, opaline dome of lights, which showered over the feast
like a spray of stars; and in the center a mammoth cut-glass bowl of fruit,
overflowing its sides with trailing bunches of hothouse grapes, and piled to a
fitting climax of oranges, peeled in fanciful flower designs; fat bananas, with
half the skin curled backward; and apples so firm and red that they might have
been lacquered. The guests filed in.
"We haven't got much,
ladies—Tillie, bring in some of the chairs from the parlor—but Birdie says it
isn't style to have such big lunches any more. Sit right down here, Mrs. Gump,
between me and Birdie. Now, ladies, help yourselfs and don't be bashful. Start
the sardines round, Batta."
"What a pretty
centerpiece, Mrs. Katzenstein!"
"Do you like it, Mrs.
Kronfeldt? Birdie made it when the whip-stitch first came out. We got the
doilies, too."
"I think it's good for
a girl to be so practical," said Mrs. Gump, squeezing an arc of a lemon
over her sardine. "If I had a daughter she should know how to do things
round the house, even if she didn't have to use it."
"I'm not the kind to
brag on my children; but, if I do say so myself, my girls can turn their hands
to anything. If the day ever comes—God forbid!—when they should need it they'll
know how."
"Exactly."
"When my Ray got
engaged she made every monogram for her trousseau. I can prove it by Batta what
a trousseau that girl had—and she made every monogram for every piece. She
never comes home with the children to visit that she don't say: 'Mamma, thank
Heaven, Abe is doing so grand and I don't need to—but there ain't a woman in
Kansas City can beat me on housekeeping.'"
"This is delicious
grape-jelly, Mrs. Katzenstein."
"That's some more of
Birdie's doings. Honest, you may believe me or not, Mrs. Gump, but I have to
fight to keep that girl away from the kitchen and housework! Yesterday it was
all I could do to get her to go to Rosie Freund's linen shower; she wanted to
stay home and help me with to-day's Küchen. This morning, after
last night, she was up before eight! Such a child!"
"I suppose you heard of
poor Flora Freund's trouble, didn't you, Salcha?"
"Yes, Batta; you could
have knocked me down with a feather! But Mr. Katzenstein always said the new
store was too big. And such a failure, too!"
"I guess Flora won't
have so many airs now! Down to her feet she got a sealskin coat this
winter."
"I always say to Mr.
Katzenstein we ain't such high-fliers, but we are steady. Try some of that
pickled herring, Mrs. Gump. I put it up myself."
"I guess you heard of
Stella Loeb's engagement, Birdie, didn't you?" inquired Mrs. Mince,
spreading the grape-jelly atop a finger-roll. "To a Mr. Steinfeld from
Cleveland."
"Yes, I hear she's
doing grand; but so is he. To get in with the Loeb Brothers' crowd ain't so
bad."
"Yes, they're all grand
matches!" exclaimed Mrs. Ginsburg. "It's just like Meena says;
they're all gold pocket-book and automobile matches when they're with
out-of-town men; but Cleveland—I don't wish it to her to live in Cleveland—not
that I've ever been there, but I don't envy girls that marry out of New
York."
"My Ray's got it grand
in Kansas City! I wish you could see her closet room and her pantry—as big as
my whole kitchen! A girl could do worse than Kansas City or Cleveland."
"I always say,"
remarked Birdie, "when I get engaged it makes no difference where he
goes."
"That's the right way
to feel, Miss Birdie. Some day, if Marcus should ever marry—and I'm the last
one to stand in his way—if he gets his promotion to the Newark factories and
the girl he picks out don't like Newark, then she's not the right girl,"
said Mrs. Gump.
"Newark," said
Mrs. Katzenstein, "is a grand little town. Whenever we pass through on our
way to Kansas City Birdie always says what a sweet little town it is. Mrs.
Silverman, have another cup of coffee."
The short winter day
sloughed off suddenly, and it was dark when they rose from the table. "So
late!" exclaimed Mrs. Mince. "I got a girl that can't so much as put
on the potatoes. Honest, the servant problem gets woise and woise."
"Sh-h-h!"
cautioned Mrs. Katzenstein, placing her forefinger across her lips and glancing
warningly toward the kitchen. "Tillie," she whispered, "ain't such
a jewel neither; but she's honest, and I'm glad enough to have anybody these
days. Birdie, she's always fussing with me because I do too much in the
kitchen; but why should my husband have his coffee so it don't suit him?
Children don't understand—they're too much for style."
"In my little flat,
with Etta married and gone," chimed in Mrs. Adler, "I'm better off
without a girl. I got a woman to come in and clean three times a week, and me
and Ike go out for our supper. I got it better without the worry of a
girl."
"I give you right. If
I'd listen to Marcus I'd keep a servant, too—a servant when I got my troubles
without one!"
"Ain't that jus' like
papa, Birdie? He always says: 'Salcha, you take it easy now; when one girl
isn't enough keep two'—as if I didn't have enough troubles already!"
"Good-by, Mrs.
Katzenstein!" Mrs. Kronfeldt inserted a tissue-paper-wrapped package
carefully within her muff. "You got good taste in prizes—salts and peppers
always come in handy."
"That's the way me and
Birdie felt when we picked them out—you can't have too many of them."
"And, Birdie, you come
over with your mamma some afternoon when Ruby's home. That girl with her
society and engagements—I never see her myself! This afternoon she saw
vaudeville with Sol Littleberger. He's in off the road."
"Birdie had an
engagement this afternoon, too, with a traveling-man; but I always like to have
her home when I entertain."
"I had a lovely
afternoon, Mrs. Katzenstein. You and Miss Birdie must come and see me—One
Hundred and Forty-first Street ain't so far away that you can't get to
us."
"Me and Birdie can come
almost any afternoon, Mrs. Gump, except Saturday we go to the matinée—we're
great ones for Saturday matinée."
"That's what I call too
bad! On Saturday Marcus comes home early, and he could see you home."
"Well," said Mrs.
Katzenstein, plucking a thread off Mrs. Gump's coat-sleeve, "it's not like
there weren't plenty more Saturdays in the year. I got enough vaudeville shows
this year anyway."
"After the third number
I always say, 'Mamma, let's go!'—don't I, mamma?" said Birdie.
"We can come next
Saturday, all right, Mrs. Gump; but mind, don't you go to any trouble for
us—Birdie's on a diet, and all I want is a cup of coffee. It makes my husband
so mad when I come home and got no appetite."
"Good-by, Mrs.
Ginsburg. Ach, that's right—I forgot; Birdie, write down Maggie's
address for Mrs. Ginsburg. You try her once. She brings home the clothes so
white it's a pleasure to put them away. Tell her I recommended her. I wish you
could see Birdie's shirt-waists come home from the wash—just like new!"
"I'll try her next
week," said Mrs. Ginsburg, buckling her fur neckpiece.
"Give Adolph my love,
Batta. Birdie, help Aunt Batta with her coat. Come over some evening soon.
Good-by, ladies! Come again. Good-by! Be careful of that step there, Mrs. Gump.
Good-by!"
Mrs. Katzenstein clicked the
door softly shut and turned to her daughter. There were high red spots on her
cheeks.
"Well," she
sighed, "I'm glad that's over."
"Me, too; and I'm sorry
enough that Mrs. Gump didn't win those salt-cellars."
"Such a grand woman as
she is—plain and unassuming! He left her real comfortable, too—not much, but
enough for herself. But, to look at her in that plain black dress, you wouldn't
think that she had a son that might be made manager of the Loeb factory, would
you?"
"It is so," agreed
Birdie, nibbling from a half-emptied candy-dish on one of the tables; "and
that's just the way with Marcus last night—it was only accident that he let out
that him and Louis Epstein might have an automobile."
"Plain and unassuming
people!" Mrs. Katzenstein exclaimed.
"I says to him when we
were in the taxi, I says: 'Automobile-riding sure is grand!' Then he says: 'If
something I'm hoping for happens in a couple of days, me and Louis Epstein are
going to buy one of those five-hundred-dollar roadsters together. Then we can
have a swell time together, Birdie!' Just like that he said it."
"You're a good girl,
Birdie, and you deserve the best. To-night you wear your blue. Tillie, come in
and set the chairs straight—nice—Miss Birdie's going to have company. How that
Mrs. Ginsburg got on my nerves, I can't tell you, with her Meena and her
brag!"
"I should say so!"
At eight o'clock Birdie
again posed before her mirror. Her robin's-egg-blue dress where it fell away
from her rather splendid and carefully powdered chest was spangled with small
sequins, which glinted like stars. There was a corresponding galaxy of spangles
arranged bandeau-fashion in her hair. The Blessed Damozel, when she leaned out
from the golden bar of Heaven, wore seven significant stars in her hair. Birdie
also wore stars in her hair, in her eyes, and in her heart and on her bosom.
"I think this dress
makes me look grand and thin, mamma."
"It cost enough."
"Do you like those
silver spangles in my hair? That's the way Bella Block wore hers at the theater
the other night."
"I don't believe in
such fussiness for girls! Your mother before you didn't have it. If you want
you can wear my diamond bow-knot. Have Tillie come in and pin it on you with
the safety-catch. I'm so nervous like a cat!"
"What are you so
nervous about, mamma?"
"Say, Birdie, you know
I'm the last one to talk about such things—but the Gumps don't start things
without intentions. Flora told me herself that Ben Gump got engaged to her
sister the second time he called."
"Aw, mamma!"
"Believe me, if it
should come to us we got no cause to complain. Grand prospects! Grand boy! And
what more do you want? Papa and me, with such a son-in-law, can enjoy our old
age."
"Such talk!"
"You think I let on to
anybody! All I say is to you; but a girl needs advice from her parents. Look at
your sister Ray—she was a smart and sensible girl."
"Abe, with his
stuttering and all!"
"Just the same he is a
good husband to her and makes her a good living. You think she would have got
him if she hadn't fixed things for herself—kind of! Believe me, it was hard
enough for us, then, before papa went into petticoats."
"She can have
him!"
"I always say Ray was a
smart girl. She wasn't no beauty, and the chances didn't come so thick; and now
to walk in her house you wouldn't think she did the courting! A more devoted
boy than Abe I don't know."
"Do you like that bow
at the belt, mamma?"
"Yes.... Tillie,"
called Mrs. Katzenstein, raising her voice, "turn on the lights in the
parlor, and then tell Mr. Katzenstein I said to put on his coat."
"I don't want the
lights on, mamma—it looks better that way."
"You want it to look
like we was stingy with light yet! How does that look—just the gas-logs going!
You tell Mr. Katzenstein, Tillie, that I insist that he should put on his coat
to meet Birdie's company—his newspaper will keep. There's the bell! Tillie, go
to the door."
After a well-timed interval
Birdie entered the soft-lighted parlor; the gas-logs gave out a mellow but
uncertain light. It was as if the spirit of fire were doing an elf dance about
the room—glinting on the polished surface of the floor, glancing on and off the
gilt frame of a wall-picture, and gleaming at its own reflection in the mahogany
table-legs and glass doors of the curio cabinet.
Mr. Gump was seated in a
remote corner, elbows on knees and face in hands, like a Marius mourning among
the ruins of his Carthage.
"Howdy-do, Marcus? Such
a dark corner you pick out! It's just as cheap to sit in the light," said
Birdie.
He rose and came toward her,
squaring his shoulders and tossing his head backward after the manner of a man
throwing off a mood, or of the strong man before he stoops to raise the
thousand-pound bar of iron.
"What's the matter,
Marcus? You aren't sick, are you?"
"Sure I'm not," he
said. "I'm just catching up on sleep."
They shook hands and smiled,
both of them full of the sweet mystery of their new shyness. His hand trembled,
and he released her fingers abruptly.
"Well, how did you get
over last night, Marcus? Honest, you look real tired! Didn't we have the
grandest time? Henrietta called me up this morning and said she nearly split
her sides laughing when you imitated how Mr. Latz sells cigars."
"To-night," he
said, running a hand over the woolly surface of his hair and exhaling loudly,
"I feel as funny as a funeral."
"Marcus," she
said, "honest, you don't look right; you're pale!"
He seated himself on the
divan, with her as his immediate vis-à-vis. The light played over
them.
"You can believe me,
Birdie; somehow when I'm with you I got so many kinds of feelings I don't know
how to tell you."
Nature had been in a
slightly playful mood when she chiseled Mr. Gump. He was a well-set-up young
man—solidly knit and close packed—but five inches short of the stuff that
matinée idols and policemen are made of. Napoleon and Don Quixote lacked those
same five inches.
This facetious mood,
however, was further emphasized in the large, well-formed ears, which flared
away from his head as if alarmed, and in a wide, heavy-set mouth, which seemed
straining to meet those respective ears; yet when Mr. Gump smiled he showed a
double deck of large white teeth, dazzling as snow, and his eyes illuminated,
and small-rayed wrinkles spread out from the corners and gave them geniality.
"Your mamma was here at
the whist this afternoon, Marcus. We think she's a grand woman!"
His face lighted.
"I was afraid she
wouldn't come on account of the weather. I meant to telephone from the factory
to take a cab, but I had a hard day of it. What's the difference, I always say
in a case like that, whether it costs a little more or a little less?
Recreation is good for her."
"It's a terrible night,
isn't it? Papa says even the horses can't walk—it's so slippery."
"I care a lot how
slippery it is when I come to see you, Birdie." He sighed and regarded her
nervously.
"Aw, Marcus!
Jollier!" She colored the red of the deepest peony in the garden and
giggled like water purling over stones.
"You can believe me, I
wish I was jollying! Until I met you it was all right to say that about me; but
now—but—Oh, well, what's the use of talking?"
He rose from the divan in
some agitation, thrust his hands into his pockets, hitched his trousers upward,
and walked away.
Birdie remained on the divan,
observing the rules of the oldest game, clasped her hands on her knees, and
held the silence. When she finally spoke her voice was filtered by the benign
process of understanding.
"Look how easy he gets
mad," she said, querulously; "just like I'm not glad he wasn't
jollying!"
There was a pause; the large
onyx clock on the mantelpiece ticked loudly and impersonally, as if its concern
were solely with time and not with man.
Mr. Gump dilly-dallied
backward and forward on his heels, and gazed at an oak-framed print of two
neck-and-neck horses—a sloe black and a virgin white—rearing at a large zigzag
of lightning.
"A fellow like me ain't
got much chance with a girl like you, anyway. It's like I said to you last
night—if a fellow can't give you what you're used to he'd better keep his hands
off."
"A boy that's going to
manage Loeb Brothers' new factory to talk like that!"
Mr. Gump swung suddenly on
his heel, came toward her, and took her pliant hands in his. In the improvised
caldron of their palms an important chemical reaction suddenly effervesced and
sent the blood fizzing through their veins.
"Birdie," he
began, "I'm not the kind of a fellow to go stringing a girl along. I only
wish I'd 'a' known what I know now sooner; but wishing ain't going to help. I
came up here to-night to tell—"
At the high tide of this
remark the door opened and Birdie turned reluctant eyes upon her parent. Mrs.
Katzenstein, stately as a frigate in low seas, hove in.
"How do you do, Mr.
Gump? No; stay where you are. This is my favorite rocker. Such weather, ain't
it? I telephoned to Mr. Katzenstein twice this afternoon to be sure and wear
his rubbers home. You're looking well, Mr. Gump. When you do well you feel
well—ain't it?"
"That's right," he
agreed, reseating himself. "I'm pretty tired from a hard day; but work
can't hurt anybody."
"Just like Mr.
Katzenstein—ain't it, Birdie? Honest, sometimes I wish there wasn't such a
thing as a petticoat made. How that man works! Believe me, I worry enough about
it. He should make a few dollars less, I tell him."
"You got a swell
apartment here, Mrs. Katzenstein. Some cousins of my poor father's—the Morris
Jacobs—live in this same house."
"Are those Jacobs your
cousins? Such grand people—the knit-underwear Jacobs, Birdie! I never meet the
old lady in the elevator that she don't ask me to come up and see her. It's
terrible the way I don't pay calls. Birdie, we must go up soon."
"Yes, mamma."
"Yes, we got a nice
little apartment here, Mr. Gump; but for what we pay it might be better. If I
didn't dread the gedinks of moving we could do better for the
money; but we got comfort here, even if it ain't so grand. Sometimes, on
account of Birdie, I say we take a bigger place; but who knows how long she is
at home—not that we're in a hurry with her, but you know how it is when a girl
reaches a certain age."
"Yes, indeed,"
said Mr. Gump.
"I'm in no hurry,"
said Birdie.
"I don't say that,
neither. When a girl meets the right one it's different. Look at Ray—two hours
before she was engaged she didn't know it was going to happen!"
"Come right in, papa.
Mr. Gump is here—so tired he is he hates to come in."
There are a few epics
waiting to be dug out of remote corners. One day an American drama will be born
in a Western shack or under some East Side stairway; one day a prophet will
look within the dingy temple of a Mr. Katzenstein at the warm red heart beating
beneath a hairy chest, and there find a classic rune to the men who moil and
toil, and pay millinery bills with a three-figure check; another day an elegiac
will be written to the men who slip the shoes off their aching feet in the
merciful seclusion of their alternate Wednesday-night subscription boxes and
sit through four hours of Wagner—facing an underdressed daughter, two notes due
on the morrow, and a remote stageful of vocalizing figures especially designed
for his alternate and inquisitional Wednesday nights.
Life had whacked hard at Mr.
Katzenstein, writ across his face in a thousand welts and wrinkles, bent his
knees and fingers, and calloused his hands.
"Good evening, Mr.
Gump—good evening! I say to mamma the young folks got no time for us in here.
I'm right?"
"The more the
merrier!" said Mr. Gump, reseating himself.
"Mr. Katzenstein says
he used to know your father, Mr. Gump."
"Rudolph Gump! I should
say so—yes. Believe me, I wish I had half a dollar for every shirtwaist I
bought off him in my life! Your father and me played side by each down on Cedar
Street before you was born. I knew him longer as you—he was a good silk man,
was Rudolph Gump. Have a cigar, young man?"
"Thanks—I don't
smoke."
"Ain't it wonderful,
though, that in a city like this my husband should know you before you was
born?"
Mrs. Katzenstein clucked her
tongue against the roof of her mouth and patted her hands together. Birdie
regarded the company with polite interest.
"Wonders never
cease!" she said.
"Birdie, go get your
papa his chair out from the dining-room—since he's got lumbago these
straight-backs ain't comfortable for him."
"Let me go for you,
Miss Birdie."
"Oh no, Marcus—I know
just where it is." She smiled at him with her eyes—bright eyes that were
full of warmth and reflected firelight.
Mr. Katzenstein groped in
his side-pocket for a match, ran his tongue horizontally along a cigar, and
puffed it slowly into life.
"How's business?"
he said, between puffs, with the lighted match still applied to the end of his
cigar.
"We can't complain, Mr.
Katzenstein. If this strike don't reach to the piece-workers we can't
complain."
"I hear your firm opens
a new factory."
"Yes; we're going to
put in a line of March Hare neckwear and manufacture it in Newark."
"My wife tells me you
manage the new factory—eh?"
"Oh, I can't say that,
Mr. Katzenstein; in fact—"
"Ach, papa, I
didn't say for sure; the ladies this afternoon—"
"Here's you chair, papa."
Mr. Grump sprang to her aid.
"Thanks, Marcus,"
she said.
"What do you think of
my girl there, Gump? She's a fine one—not?"
"Aw, now, papa, you
quit! What'll Marcus think—such goings-on!"
"How her papa spoils
her, Mr. Gump, you won't believe! Not one thing that girl wants she don't get!
Last week she meets her papa down-town after the matinée and comes home with a
new muff. Yesterday, before he goes down-town, she gets from him a check for
some business like a silver-mesh bag, like the girls are wearing. Just seems
like she has to have everything she sees!"
"All I got to say,
Gump, you should some day have just such a daughter!"
"Papa!"
"Papa!"
"You couldn't wish me
better," said Mr. Gump.
Conversation drifted, and
after a time Birdie regarded her mother with level eyes; then her lids drooped
and slowly raised—as significantly as the red and green eyes that wink and
signal in the black path of the midnight flier.
"Well, papa, we must
excuse ourselves. When young folks get together they have no time for old
ones."
"Now, mamma!"
protested Birdie. "We're glad if you stay."
"I was young once
myself," said Mr. Katzenstein; "and I like 'em yet, Gump! Take it
from me, I like 'em yet! Mamma here thinks I not got an eye for the nice girls
still; but I say what she don't know don't hurt her—eh?"
"I should worry!"
said Mrs. Katzenstein, regarding her husband with gentle eyes. "Put your
hand on my shoulder, papa. All day he makes the hardest work for himself, and
then at night comes home with a lame back."
"Good night, Gump! Come
round and we play pinochle."
"I hope you don't think
we're stingy with light, Mr. Gump. If I had my way they'd all be going; but
Birdie likes only the gas-grate. My Ray was the same way, never a great one for
much light."
"I'm the same,
too," replied Mr. Gump.
"Good night!"
"Good night!"
Birdie remained seated in
the mellow flicker of the fire-dance; its glow lit her large, well-featured
face intermittently and set the stars in her hair scintillating. The quiet of
late evening fell over the room.
"What a grand old pair,
Birdie!"
"Yes," she said,
softly—very softly.
Silence.
"Say—Birdie! Say—"
"What?"
"I didn't say
anything."
"Oh!" The red in
her face ran down into the square-shape neck of her dress.
Silence.
"Aw, look what you did,
Marcus! You burnt the toe of your shoe!"
"Say, Birdie, what I
started to say when your mamma and papa come in—er—"
"Yes?"
"What I started to say
was, so long as a fellow's got intentions it's all right for him to call on a
girl—er—regular, like this." Her soft breathing answered him.
"But—well, I mustn't—I ain't got the right to come round here any
more."
She looked at him like a
startled nymph.
"What is it?"
"So long as I had
intentions it was all right, I say; but—well, now I ain't."
"Ain't what?" Her
breath came more rapidly between her lips.
"I was starting to say
before they came in, Birdie—I came here straight from the office to tell
you—even maw don't know it yet—I've lost out! Loeb's daughter is
engaged, and he's going to put his new son-in-law from Cleveland in the Newark
factory."
"Marcus!"
"Yes! You can't be so
sore as I am—a twenty-eight-hundred-dollar job almost in my hand, and then this
had to happen! The little raise I get now don't help. I can't ask a girl to
marry me on fifteen hundred when I expected twice that much—not a girl like
you!"
Birdie placed the palm of
her hand flat against her cheek; the stars in her eyes had vanished in the
light of understanding.
"Such a mean
trick!" she gasped. "How you've built up their trade for them—and now
such a mean trick!"
"I was so sure all
along, after what Loeb told me last month. Only last week I says to maw I'll
ask you this week right after I know for certain. That sure I—was."
His voice trailed off at the
end. She sat watching the flames, her shoulders slightly stooped and her eyes
quiet.
"You ain't so sorry as
I am, Birdie. Believe me, I could die right now! With you it ain't so bad—you
got plenty good chances yet. But if you knew what feelings I got for you! With
me there ain't no more Birdies."
She turned her head slowly
toward him; her throat throbbing and a delicate pink under her skin.
"I should care,
Marcus!" she said, softly.
"What?"
"I should care!"
she repeated. "We should live little then, if we can't live big—live
little."
"What do you mean,
Birdie?"
She regarded and invited him
with her eyes, and he stood away from her like a tired traveler trying to shut
out the song of the Lorelei!
"Birdie, I ain't got
the right! I—I—you been used to so much. With you it ain't like with most
girls—your mamma and your papa they—"
Even as he spoke they were
somehow in their first embrace, and round their heads came crashing various
castles in Spain, and they sat among the ruins and smiled into each other's
radiant eyes and whispered, with their warm hands touching:
"I don't deserve such a
prize as you, Birdie!"
"Such a scare as you
gave me, Marcus! I thought first you meant—you—meant it was me you didn't
want."
He refuted the thought with
a kiss.
"I ain't good enough
for you, Birdie."
"I ain't good enough
for you, Marcus."
"You can believe me,
Birdie, when he told me to-day it was just like I had died inside."
"It shows it don't pay
to work too hard for such people, Marcus—they don't appreciate it."
"I can get the same
money as now at Lowen-Felsenthal's; they were after me last year."
"You go, Marcus. You
can work up with them; besides, I like the ready-to-wear business better than
boys' pants and neckwear."
"I wanted to start out
with giving you more than you got already, Birdie."
"Believe me, mamma and
papa had no such start as we got. We can afford maybe one of those
three-rooms-and-bath apartments in Harlem—Flossie Marks says they're just
perfect; and mamma and papa lived right in back of the factory—I remember it
myself. Which is worse?"
"That's why I hate it
for them, Birdie; your mamma wants you to have the best like she didn't have—I
hate it for her."
"You come to-morrow
night, and we'll tell them. Just you do like I tell you, and I can fix
it."
He placed his hand against
her forehead, tilted her head backward and kissed her twice on the lips.
"You're my little
Birdie, ain't you—a little birdie like flies in the woods!"
The evening petered out and
too soon waned to its finish. They parted with thrice-told good-nights,
reluctant to break the weft of their enchantment. She closed the door after him
and stood with her back against it; her lips were curved in a perfect smile.
A door creaked, and
footsteps padded down the hall.
"Birdie! Birdie!"
"Yes, mamma!" was
all she said, going toward her parent and hiding her pink face in the flannel
folds of the maternal wrapper.
"God bless you, Birdie!
Such happiness I should wish every mother. Go in, baby, and tell papa. For an
engagement present you get—like Ray—two hundred dollars."
Mrs. Katzenstein's face was
lyric and her voice furry with emotion. She hastened, her night-room slippers
slouching off her feet, into the hall and unhooked the telephone receiver.
"Columbus
5-6-2-4," she whispered, standing on her toes to reach the mouthpiece.
"Bamberger's apartment. Batta! Hello, Batta! I know you ain't in bed yet,
'cause you got the poker crowd—not? Batta, I got news for you! Guess! Yes; it
just happened—such a surprise, you can believe me! Grand! How happy we are you
should know! I want they should start in one of those apartments like yours,
Batta. Five rooms and a sleep-out porch is enough for a beginning. You can tell
who you want—yes; I don't believe in secrets. Batta, who was the woman that
embroidered those towels for your Miriam's trousseau? Yes; both of them gone
now! Ain't that the way with raising children? But I wish every girl such a
young man! Yes, just think, for a firm like Loeb Brothers—manager yet! Batta,
come over the first thing in the morning. Now I got trousseau on my mind again,
I think I go to the same woman for the table-linen. Good night. She's in
talking to her papa—she'll call you to-morrow. Thank you! Good night!
Good-by!... Birdie," she called, through the open doorway, "Mrs.
Ginsburg's number is Plaza 8-5-7, ain't it? You think it too late to call
her?"
"Yes, mamma, and,
anyway, if Aunt Batta knows it that's enough—to-morrow everybody has it."
"Yes," said Mrs.
Katzenstein, submissively; but after a moment she turned to the telephone again
and unhooked the receiver. "Plaza 8-5-7," she said, in muffled tones.
The evening following, Mrs.
Katzenstein greeted her prospective son-in-law with three kisses—one for each
cheek and the third for the very center of his mouth. She batted at him
playfully with her hand.
"You bad boy, you! What
you mean by stealing away our baby? Papa, you come right in here and fight with
him."
"Mrs. Katzenstein, for
you to give me a girl like Birdie, I don't deserve. She's the grandest girl in
the world!"
"He asks me for my
Birdie," said Mr. Katzenstein, pumping the young man's arm up and down;
"but he asks me after it is all settled and everybody but me knows it—even
in the factory to-day I hear about it."
Laughter.
"What could we do,
papa—wake you up last night?"
"He should pay your
bills awhile, and then he won't feel so glad—ain't it, Birdie?" He pinched
his daughter's cheek.
"Marcus took me to
lunch at the Kaiserbräu to-day, papa. He's starting in to pay my bills
already."
"Have a cigar,
Marcus!"
"Thanks, I don't
smoke."
"Well, Marcus, you got
a fine girl; and you're a good boy, making good money."
"I told your mamma
to-day, Marcus; she got the best of it, and I got the best of it,"
chuckled Mrs. Katzenstein.
Marcus regarded Birdie in
some uneasiness, the color drained out of his face.
"Go on, Marcus,"
she said, with a note of reassurance in her voice.
"Everything as you say
is grand and fine, Mr. Katzenstein, except—except—well, to-day at lunch I told
Birdie some news I just heard, which—which maybe won't make you feel so good; I
told her it wasn't too late if she wanted to change her mind about me."
"Ach!"
exclaimed Mrs. Katzenstein, clasping her hands quickly. "Ain't everything
all right?"
"What you mean,
Marcus?" inquired Mr. Katzenstein, glancing up quickly.
"What's wrong? Ain't
everything all right, children?"
"Aw, mamma, it ain't nothing
wrong! Don't get so excited over everything."
"Birdie's right,
mamma—what you so excited about? What is it you got to say, Marcus?"
"I ain't frightened;
but what's the matter, children? This is what we need yet something to happen
when it's all fixed!"
"Well, I told Birdie
about it at lunch to-day, and—"
There was a pause. Birdie
linked her arm within the young man's and regarded her parents like a Nemesis
at the bar.
"It isn't so bad as
Marcus makes out, papa."
"Well, young man?"
questioned Mr. Katzenstein, sharply.
"Well, you don't need
to holler at him, papa."
"I got some bad news
to-day, Mr. Katzenstein. The raise I was expecting I don't get—instead of
twenty-eight hundred dollars I go only to fifteen. Loeb is going to put his
son-in-law, Steinfeld, from Cleveland, in the new factory. I still just got the
city trade."
"I says to Marcus,
papa, it's enough; you and mamma had less than half that much."
"Ach, my poor
baby! My poor baby!"
"I ain't your poor
baby, mamma. It could be worse—believe me—"
"Oh! And I thought he
was going to have that grand position and give it to her so fine—how I told
everybody; how I—"
"Don't get excited,
Salcha! Let's sit quiet and talk it over."
"Such plans as I had
for that girl, papa! I had it all fixed that she should have one of those five
rooms and a sleeping-out porch over Batta! Already I talked to Tillie that she
should go to her."
Mrs. Katzenstein sniffled
and wiped each eye with the back of her hand.
"I'm sorry, Mrs.
Katzenstein."
"That don't get you
nowhere, Mr. Gump. If you had only known this last night! Now what will people
say?"
"Mamma!"
"Nowadays in New York
it ain't like it used to be, Mr. Gump; people can't start in on so little—half
of what you make costs Birdie's clothes. Ach, when I think what
that girl is used to! Every comfort she has—you can't give her like she's used
to, Mr. Gump."
"I told all that to
Birdie, Mrs. Katzenstein—I can't give her what she's got at home, and she
should take her time to decide."
"That's easy enough to
say now after it's in everybody's mouth."
"That Loeb Brothers
should play you such a trick," said Mr. Katzenstein—"a boy that's
built up a trade like you!"
"Ach, my
baby!" sobbed Mrs. Katzenstein. "And now the whole town already knows
it! If only he had known this last night, before it was too late!"
"Salcha, how you
talk!"
"My own husband turns
against me!"
"That they should start
little, mamma, is just so good as they should start big. My boy, you got a good
head; and with a good head and a good heart you got just so good a start as you
need. Go 'way, you foolisher children! You make me sick with your crying
and gedinks!"
"Such a father I got,
Marcus! What did I tell you, how he would act—what did I tell you?"
She kissed her father
lightly on the cheek.
"Go 'way, you
children!" he repeated. "You got it too good as it is—ain't it,
mamma?"
"I guess you're right,
Rudolph; but how I had plans for that girl, papa can tell you, Marcus! You're a
good boy, Marcus, and she's got her heart set on you; but I—I hate it how
everybody can talk now—something to talk about for them all!"
"They should
talk!" said Mr. Katzenstein, lighting a cigar. "And talk and
talk!"
"What I ordered
embroidered linens enough for five rooms now I don't know, Birdie! If you want
him I say you should have him—but how I had plans for that girl!"
"I'll work for her, all
right, Mrs. Katzenstein. It will be five rooms before you know it—this don't
mean, Mrs. Katzenstein—maw!—that I won't ever get up."
"Kiss me, Marcus,"
said Mrs. Katzenstein. "That she should be happy is all I care."
"Now, Marcus, we'll go
up and see Mamma Gump."
"Get ready, little
Birdie," he said.
"Good night, Marcus!
You're a good boy, and you'll be good to our baby. Even if she ain't got it so
grand, she's got a good husband—that's more than Meena Ginsburg's got."
"Run along, you
children," said Mr. Katzenstein. "Here, Marcus, put a cigar in your
pocket—one of Goldstein's ten-cent specials."
"I don't smoke,
paw," said Marcus.
He went out, his arm linked
in Birdie's. Their laughter drifted backward.
Mrs. Katzenstein resumed her
chair in the warm glow of the logs—her full face, with the scallop of double
chin, was suddenly old and lined; her husband drew up his curved-back rocker
beside her.
"Mamma, you shouldn't
take on so. Everything comes for the best."
"You can talk, papa!
Now I had even told Mrs. Ginsburg for sure she should have one of those
Ninety-sixth Street apartments."
"You women folks make
me sick! You should be glad we got our health, mamma, and good men for our
girls."
"I guess you're right,
papa. He's a grand young man!"
"A good boy—ach,
how tired I am!"
"Stretch out your feet,
papa. It's warm by the fire."
The light flickered over
their faces and sent long shadows wavering and dancing back of them.
Mr. Katzenstein settled
deeper in his chair; his head, bald on top and with a fringe of bristles over
the ears, was hunched down between his shoulders.
"You've been a good
mother, Salcha."
"Not such a mother as
you've been a father—me and them girls never wanted for one thing, even when
you couldn't afford it as now."
"Ah—ho!" sighed
Mr. Katzenstein.
"You're tired, papa,
and it's late. Here, I'll unlace your shoes for you."
"No; in a minute I go
to bed—such a back-ache!"
"She's got a good man;
and, like you say, that's the main thing," repeated Mrs. Katzenstein,
intent on self-conviction. "It ain't always the money."
"Ya, ya!"
said Mr. Katzenstein.
"Look at us when we was
down on Grand Street! We was happy—You remember that green-plush dress I had,
papa?"
"Yes, Salcha."
"Don't go to sleep
sitting there, papa; you'll take cold."
Mr. Katzenstein's fingers,
that were never straight, closed over the veined back of his wife's hand.
"In a minute I go to
bed."
"If she had known what
was coming when he asked her last night it might be different; but now it's too
late, and everything is for the best."
"Yes, mamma."
"She's happy—and that's
the main thing."
"Time flies," he
said, with his eyes on the flames. "Only yesterday she was a baby!"
"Ain't it so, papa? We
had 'em, and we suffered for 'em, and now we give 'em up; that's what it means
to raise a family."
"Salcha," he said,
his fingers stroking hers gently, "we're getting old—ain't it, old
lady?"
"Yes," she said,
rocking rhythmically; "twenty-eight years now! We've had good times, and
we've had bad times."
"Good—and—bad—times,"
he repeated.
They watched the flames.
After a while Mr.
Katzenstein's head fell forward on his chest and he dozed lightly.
The clock ticked somberly
and with increasing loudness; twice it traveled its circle, and twice it tonged
the hour. The gas-logs burned steadily and kept the shadows dancing. Off
somewhere a dog bayed; a creak, which is one of the noises that belong solely
to after midnight, came from the direction of one of the windows.
Mr. Katzenstein woke with a
start and jerked his head up.
"Mamma!" he cried,
dazed with sleep. "Mamma! Birdie! Mamma!"
"Yes, papa," she
replied, smiling at him and with her hand still beneath his; "I'm
here."
IN the ink-blue shrieking trail of the
twenty-two-hour Imperial flyer, Slateville lay stark alongside the singing
tracks as if hurtled there like a spark off a speed-hot emery wheel.
The Imperial flyer swooped
through the dun-colored village like the glance of a lovely coquette shoots
through her victim's heart and leaves it bare.
At eight-one the far-off
Imperial voice hallooed through the darkness like a conquering hero whose
vanguard is a waving sword which flashes in the sunlight before he and his
steed come up out of the horizon.
At eight-four a steam yodel
shook the panes and lamp-chimneys of Slateville, a semaphore studded with a
ruby stiffened out against the sky, and a white eye—the size of a
bicycle-wheel—flashed down the tracks.
Then the howl of a fiend,
and a mile-long checkerboard of lighted car-windows, and cinders rattling
against them like hail.
A fire-boweled engine with a
grimy-faced demon leaning out of his red-hot cab, and, on every alternate
night, a green eye with a black pupil which winked a signal from that same
heat-roaring cab and from a dirt-colored frame shanty in a dirt-brown yard,
where a naked tree stretched its thin arms against the sky, an answering eye
which gleamed through a bandana-bound lantern and outlined the Hebe-like
silhouette of a woman in the window.
Then the flash of a
mahogany-lined dining-car with nodding vis-à-vis, pink-shaded
candles and white-coated, black-faded genii of the bowl and weal; an occasional
vague figure peering through cupped hands out from an electric-lighted berth; a
plate-glass observation-car with figures lounging in shallow leather chairs
like oil-kings and merchant princes and only sons in a Fifth Avenue club, and a
great trailing plume of smoke that lingered for a moment and died in the still
tingling air.
For a full half-hour, even
an hour, after the Imperial flyer had gouged through the village the yellow
lights of Slateville burned on behind its unwashed windows, which were half
opaque with train-dust and the grimy finger-prints of children. Then they began
to flick out, here, there—here, there. In a slate-roofed shanty beside the
quarry, in an out-of-balance bookkeeper's office in the Slateville Varnish
Factory, in the Red Trunk general store and post-office, the parson's study, a
maiden's bedroom, in the dirt-colored frame house, another slate-roofed shanty
beside the quarry, another, and yet another. Here, there—here, there.
The clerk in the
signal-tower slumped in his chair, the doctor's tin-tired buggy rattled up a
hilly street that was shaped like a crooked finger, and away beyond the
melancholy stretches of close-bitten grazing-land and runty corn-fields the
flyer shrieked upward, and the miles scuttled the echoes back to Slateville.
On an alternate night that
was as singingly still as the inside of a cup the flyer tore through the
village with the cinders tattooing against its panes and the white eye
searching like a near-sighted cylcopean monster.
But from the red fireman's
cab the green lantern with the black bull's-eye painted on the outward side
dangled unlit, and in the dirt-colored house, behind drawn shades, the
Hebe-like figure was crouched in another woman's arms, and, in the room
adjoining, John Blaney lay dead with a dent in his head.
Who-o-o-p! Who-o-o-p!
"Listen, Cottie,
listen!"
"'Sh-h-h-h,
darlin'."
The crouching women crouched
closer together, a dove-note in the crooning voice of one like the coo of a
mate. "'Sh-h-h, darlin'."
"There it goes, Cottie.
Gawd, just like nothing had happened."
"'Sh-h-h, dearie; lay
still!"
"Listen. The engine's
playin' a different tune on the tracks; it's lighter and smoother."
"Yes—yes—'sh-h-h."
"Just hear, Cottie;
they got the old diner on. I know her screech."
"I hear, dearie."
"And the Cleveland
sleeper wasn't touched, neither. Hear her. They say she didn't even leave the
tracks. He used to say she had a rattle like a dice-box. Just the same, it was
the smooth-runnin' Washington sleeper lit on the engine. Listen, Cottie, oh,
listen! Just like nothin' had happened."
"Don't tremble so,
darlin'. That's life every time—it just rides over its dead."
"He hated the flyer,
oh—oh—"
"Don't take on so,
Della darlin'. He died on his job."
"He hated the flyer;
he—"
"He could have jumped
like Jim Dirkey did, and lived to face the shame of it, but he died on his job.
You can always say your man died on his job, Della darlin'."
Della raised her crouching
head and brushed the hair back from her eyes. Helen's face that launched a
thousand ships was no more fair.
"That he did—didn't he,
Cottie? He died on his job."
"Sure he did,
darlin'—sure he did."
"You remember—you
remember, Cottie, the first night they put him on the flyer?"
"Try to forget it,
Della, and don't go gettin' all excited—there—there."
"I was over home that
night with you and maw, and—and he came in for supper with the news and—and he
was like a funeral about bein' promoted."
"Yes, I remember."
"Even with the extra
pay he was for stickin' to the accommodation, because he loved her
insides."
"And because it was a
chance to spite you."
"But I—I was all for
the flyer. I told him he was afraid of her speed, and he hauled off and nearly
hit me for callin' him a coward before you and maw, and you up and—"
"He was rough with you,
Della, but he wouldn't 'a' dared do it with me there. I had him bluffed, all
righty; he wouldn't 'a' done it with me and maw there."
"Lots maw would 'a'
cared. Poor maw! She never knew nothing else but abuse, herself."
"Paw wasn't so bad,
Della—he always brought home the envelope."
"John—he made me eat the
words when we got home that night; but, just the samey, he—he wouldn't 'a' took
the Imperial, Cottie, if I hadn't nagged him to it—he wouldn't have!"
"Well, what if he
wouldn't? You wouldn't 'a' married him, neither, if he hadn't nagged you to it
when paw died, and he knew you had a stepmother that was devilin' and abusin'
the life out of us—you."
"He used to say, when
he came home with a face as black as a crazy devil's, that coaling the flyer
was just like stoking hell. She ate and ate and bellowed for more. He hated the
flyer, he did. He stoked her with more hate than coal, and I drove him to it,
Cottie. I put the hole in his head."
"Aw, no, dearie! Nobody
ever made John Blaney do nothing he didn't want to do. He's dead now and can't
take up for hisself, but he was hard as nails—even if he was my
brother-in-law."
"'Sh-h-h, Cottie,
little sister."
"I always say, Della,
Gawd knows I ain't got a cinch! I hate the factory like I hate a green devil,
and you know what it is to live around maw's doggin' and abuse, but it's like I
tole Joe the other night: I wouldn't marry the finest man livin' before I'd had
my chance to try out what I had my heart set on. I told him he could save his
breath. I'm goin' to take a chance on gettin' out of this dump—not on tyin' up
to it."
"Joe's a good boy,
Cottie. He's a saint alongside of what John was. Steady fellows and foremen
ain't layin' around loose, dearie. He's a good boy, Cottie—none finer."
"Della! You
ain't—"
"No; I ain't urgin'
you, Cottie. I ain't sayin' you're not right to hold off, but Joe's the finest
boy in these parts, ain't he?"
"That ain't sayin'
much. You wasn't a big-enough gambler, Della. You remember how I begged you the
night before the wedding to hold off. I ain't goin' to make your mistake. You
ought 'a' done what Lily done—took a chance. Tessie says her pictures were all
pasted up outside of Indianapolis last week. Lily Divette in the 'Twinkling
Belles.' If Lily Maloney with her baby face and—"
"I—I stuck to John to
the end, though—didn't I, Cottie? Nobody can say I didn't stick to him—can
they, Cottie?"
"No, no! Now don't go
gettin' excited again, dearie."
"Oh, Gawd, Gawd,
Cottie. I—I feel—so—so—queer!"
"Yes, darlin', I
know!"
The cryptic quiescence of
death hung over the unpainted pine bedchamber and chilled their skin like damp
in a cave seeps through clothing. From the far side of the bed a lamp wavered
against a tin reflector and danced through their hair like firelight in copper;
wind galloped over the flat country, shook the box-shaped house, and whinnied
on every flue.
Cottie, whose head was
Tiziano's Flora yet more radiant, held her sister's equally radiant head close
to her warm bosom, and through the calico of her open-at-the-throat waist, her
heart pumped the organ-prelude of Life—Life in the midst of Death.
"Della
darlin'—don't—don't be afraid to talk to me. Ain't—ain't I your—sister?"
"What—what—"
"I—I know—what you're
thinkin', Della—"
"'Sh-h-h; not
now!"
"You're thinkin' that
you're—that you're free, now, darlin'—free—ain't you?"
"'Sh-h-h-h!"
"Free,
darlin'—think—there ain't nothin' can hold you! A hundred dollars'
benefit-money and—"
"Gawd,
Cottie—Cottie—'sh-h-h! Him layin' in there dead! It—it ain't no time to talk
about that now. Anyways, you're the one to go. I'll stay with maw."
Her words tumbled, and her
tones were galvanized with fear and fear's offspring, superstition. She glanced
toward the half-open door with eyes two shades too dark.
"No, no, Della; you're
the oldest. You go first, and I—I'll stick it out with maw till—she's gettin' feebler
every day, Delia, and I'll be joinin' you some day not far off."
"'Sh-h-h; it ain't
right. I—I'll give her—half the benefit-money, Cottie, but it's a sin to—"
"You and folks make me
sick. If the devil hisself was to die you'd snivel and bury him in priest's
robes. What John was he was—dyin' didn't change
it. Ten days ago you were standin' at this very window answering his signal and
hating him with every swing of the lantern."
"Cottie, you
mustn't!"
"I used to see you sit
across from him at the table, and when he yelled at you or wanted to pet you
I've seen you run your finger-nails into you palms from hatin' him, clear in
till they bled, like you used to do when you was a kid and hated any one, and
now, just because he's dead—"
"Oh, Gawd, I never done
the right thing by him! He was my husband. Look how bare I kept everything from
him. He used to come home from a forty-eight-hour shift and say this house
reminded him of hell with the fire gone out. I never did the right thing by
him."
"He didn't by you,
neither."
"He was my
husband."
"He knew if we'd 'a'
had the money to light out and do like Lily he wouldn't 'a' stood a show of
bein' your husband, though. He knew, from the day they put the bandages on
maw's eyes, thet he was just the only way out for us. He knew one of us had to
quit the factory and stay home with her—and where was the money comin' from? He
knew."
"Yes, he knew, Cottie.
Even on the New York accommodation, that time on the wedding-trip, trouble
began right off. When that fellow on the train got talkin' to me and told me he
could give me a job in the biggest show on Broadway, he nearly hauled off and
raised a row right there on the train when he came back and seen me talkin' to
him."
"If only you'd got the
fellow's name, Della, and his street in New York!"
"How could I, when John
came back and began snarlin' like—"
"Would you know him if
you seen him again, Della? Think, darlin', would you?"
"Would I? In my sleep
I'd know him. He was a short fellow with eyes so little they didn't show when
he laughed, and a mouth full of gold teeth that stuck out like a buck's. And
say, Cottie, for diamonds! A diamond horseshoe scarf-pin as big as a
dollar!"
"There's money in it,
Della. Look at Lily. Tessie says she's diamond rings to her knuckles."
"John knew what took
the life out of me, from that day on. He used to say if he ever laid eyes on
that little bullet-headed, rat-eyed sport, as he called him, he'd shake the
life out of him. Just like that!"
"Faugh! he wouldn't 'a'
had the nerve!"
"Don't you forget he
knew what was eatin' us, Cottie."
"Well, wasn't it our
right—a beauty like you in this dump?"
"And you?"
Their faces, startlingly
alike, were upturned, and in their eyes was the golden fluid of dawn.
"He knew. You remember
that letter Lily wrote when you asked her to get you in her show?"
"Do I?"
"He found it in my
pocket one night and read it, and laughed and laughed. He used to know it by
heart, and he'd cackle it to me whenever he caught me red-eyed from
cryin'."
"That letter she wrote
out of jealousy? He seen that?"
"Yeh! 'Stay home,
dearie,' he used to sing to me, laughin' to split his sides; 'stay home, like
Della did, and make happiness and a home for yourself.'"
"Gawd!"
"Then he'd go off in a
real fit of laughin' again. 'You ain't got no ideas of the breakers ahead,
Cottie dearie,' he'd holler, 'and in this business there ain't many of us got
the strength to fight 'em.'"
"Wasn't that like
him—stealin' a letter!"
"Then he'd laugh some
more, wag his finger at me and make me cry, and keep yellin' 'Breakers ahead!
Breakers ahead!'"
"There, there, dearie;
it's all over, now. He was too dumb and too mean to know that Lily was as
jealous as a snake of me and you—always, even, when we was kids. Sure she don't
want us in her show—we'd walk away with it. John was too dumb to see the letter
was only—"
"'Sh-h-h; it's a sin to
run down the dead."
"Anyway, you never lied
to John like he did to you. I can still hear him that dark night, down by the
quarry, trying to scare you. Lyin' to you about what girls got to buck up
against in the city, that night, when they first put the bandages on maw's
eyes, and he was beggin' and beggin' you to marry him."
"Gawd! I was ashamed to
listen to some of the things he tried to scare me with that night."
"He couldn't answer when
I piped up about his cousin, Tessie Hobbs, that went to St. Louis to learn
millinery and sends home four dollars a week. He couldn't answer that, could
he?"
"No, he couldn't,
Cottie."
A silence—the great stone
silence of a coliseum—closed in about them. Della shivered and burrowed her
head deeper into her sister's lap.
"Aw, Gawd, us talkin'
like this, with him layin' in there!"
"If he wasn't layin' in
there we wouldn't be talkin'."
A shutter swung in on its
hinges.
"There, there! It ain't
nothin' but the wind, Della."
"He was goin' to fix
that shutter to-day when he was off shift. Gawd, he didn't have no more idea of
dyin' than I did!"
"That's just like maw.
Sometimes in the night I can almost hear her stop breathin'—she's so weak, but
she's always talkin' about next year—next year."
"It'll be awful for
you, little sister, with me gone and you alone with her."
"It—it ain't a sin to
say it, Delia. She—she ain't here for long, and I'll be comin' to join you
soon. You'll tell 'em I'm comin'."
"Gawd, how I wish we
was going together, little sister! Leavin' you is just like leavin' my heart.
There's nobody I love like you, Cottie."
"Della darlin', look at
Lily—she went alone."
"I—I ain't afraid—you
got the best voice of us two, but I'll make the way for you, dearie. I'll make
it easier for you to come."
"It won't be
long."
"If I could only have
got his name that time on the train, Cottie!"
"You got Lily's
boardin'-house, dearie. Ain't that something?"
"Oh, darlin'—him layin'
in there!"
"Don't begin that
again, dearie."
"Listen,
Cottie—listen—that can't be the six-thirty accommodation already, is it? It
ain't the funeral-day already, is it?"
"Yes, dearie; but it's
a long way off. See, it's just gettin' light through the crack in the
shade."
"Don't raise it,
Cottie. It's a sin to let in the light, with him layin' there and dead."
"Darlin', it ain't
goin' to hurt him, and the lamp's low. See; there ain't no harm in raisin'
it—look how light it's gettin'!"
Off toward the east dawn
trembled on the edge of eternity and sent up, as if the earth were lighting the
horizon, a pearlish light shotted with pink. A smattering of stars lingered and
trembled as though cold. They paled; dawn grew pinker, and the black village,
with its naked trees standing darkly against the sky, sent up wispy spirals of
smoke. A derrick in the jagged bowl of the quarry moved its giant arms slowly,
and a steam-whistle shrieked.
The New York accommodation
hallooed to the trembling dawn and tore through Slateville.
The sisters pressed their
white faces close to the cold pane and watched it rush into the sunrise. A cock
crowed to the dawn, and, from afar, another. A dirt-team rumbled up the road,
and the steam-whistle from the quarry blew a second reveille.
"You—you take the
accommodation, darlin'. It's cheaper, and you'll be feelin' scary about the
flyer for a while. You can catch it down by Terre Haute at five-thirty-one,
Monday morning—eh, darlin'?"
"So—so soon,
Cottie—only three days after, and him hardly cold."
"Don't let's drag it
out, darlin'."
"Oh, Cottie, I'll be
waitin' for you! There won't be a day that I won't be waitin' for you. There's
nothin' I love like you."
Their faces were close and
wet with tears, and the first ray of sun burnished their heads and whitened
their white bosoms.
"Kiss me, Cottie."
"Della—Della!"
"My little
sister!"
"You're goin',
Della—try to think, darlin', what it means—you're goin'."
"'Sh-h-h,
dearie—'sh-h-h. Yes—I—I'm goin'."
And in the room adjoining
John Blaney lay dead with a dent in his head.
The city has a thousand
throats, its voice is like a storm running on the wind, and like ship-high
waves plunging on ship-high rocks, and like unto the undertone of lost souls
adrift in a sheol of fog and water.
The voice of the city knows
none of the acoustic limitations of architects and prima donnas. Its dome is as
high as fifty-story sky-scrapers, and its sounding-board the bases of a
thousand thousand tired brains.
It penetrates the
Persian-velvet hangings of the most rococo palace toward which the sight-seeing
automobile points its megaphone, and beats against brains neurotic with the
problems of solid-gold-edged bonds and solid-gold cotillion favors. It is the
birth-song of the tenement child and the swan-song of the weak. It travels out
over fields of new-mown hay and sings to the boy at the plow. It shouts to the
victor and whispers to the stranger.
Through the morning bedlam
of alarm-clocks, slamming doors, the rattle of ash-cans, and the internal
disorders of a rooming-house, came the voice a-whispering to Della.
Out from the mouths of babes
and truck-drivers, out from the mouths of débutantes and coal-stokers, out from
the mouths of those who toil and those who spin not. Drifting over the sea of
housetops, up from the steep-walled streets. The laugh of the glad, the taut
laugh of the mad; the lover's sigh, and the convict's sigh—and, beneath, like
arpeggio scales under a melody, the swiftly running gabble-gabble of life.
Della stirred on her cot,
raised her arms, and yawned to the faun-colored oblong of October sky; breathed
in the stale air and salty pungency of bad ventilation and the city's
breakfast-bacon, and swung herself out of bed.
So awoke Adriana, too, with
her hair falling in a torrent over her breasts and her languid limbs unfolding.
She shook her hair backward
with the changeless gesture of women, held her hands at arm's-length, and
regarded them. They were whiter, and the broken nails were shaping themselves
into ovals. A callous ridge along her forefinger, souvenir of a cistern which
pumped reluctantly, was disappearing.
She smiled to herself in the
mirror, like the legendary people who have eyes to see the grass grow must
smile at the secret of each blade.
Then she slid into a
high-necked, long-sleeved wrapper and bound the whorl of her hair in a loose
bun at her neck.
Mrs. Fallows's
minimum-priced, minimum-sized hall bedroom speaks for its nine-by-twelve
"neatly furnished" self. The hall bedrooms of Forty-fourth Street and
Forty-fifth Street and Forty-ad-infinitum Street are furnished in
that same white-iron bed with the dented brass knobs, light-oak, easy-payment
dresser, wash-stand, and square table with a too short fourth leg and shelf
beneath for dust—and above the dresser, slightly askew, a heart-rendering,
art-rendering version of "Narcissus at the Pool," or any of the
well-worn incidents favorite to mythology and lithographers.
But life, like love and the
high cost of living and a good cigar, is comparative. To Della, stretching her
limbs to the morning, Mrs. Fallows's carpeted fourth-floor back, painted
furniture, and a light that sprang into brilliancy at a tweak, was a sybarite's
retreat, eighteen hours removed from wash-day, and rising in the dark, black
mud-roads and a dirt-colored shanty that met the wind broadside and trembled to
its innards.
Two flights below her a
mezzo-soprano struggled for high C; adjoining, an early-morning-throated
barytone leaned out of a doorway and called for a fresh towel. Came three
staccato raps at Della's portal, and enter on the wings of the morning and a
pair of white-topped, French-heeled shoes Miss Ysobel Du Prez, late of the
third road company of the Broadway success, "Oh, Oh, Marietta!" and
with a history in pony ballets that entitled her to a pedigree and honorable
mention.
"Girl, ain't you
dressed yet? What you doin'? Waitin' for your French maid to get your French
lawngerie from the French laundry?"
Miss Du Prez swung herself
atop the trunk and crossed her slim limbs. Chatelaine jewelry jangled;
Herculean perfume dominated the air, and that expressive sobriquet for
soubrette, a fourteen-inch willow-plume, and long as the tail of a male
pheasant, brushed her left shoulder.
Miss Ysobel Du Prez—one of
the ornamental line of tottering caryatids who uphold on their narrow,
whitewashed shoulders the gold-paper thrones of musical-comedy principalities,
and on those same shoulders carry every tradition of that section of Broadway
which Thespis occupies on a ninety-nine-year, privilege-of-renewal lease—the
fumes of grease-paint the incense of her temple, the footlights the white flame
of her sacrifice!
"You gotta do a quick
change if you're going to the offices with me to-day, girl. I gotta be up at
the Empire in the Putney Building by eleven and stop in at the Bijou
first."
Delia shed her comfortable
shroud of repose like Thais dropping her mantle in an Alexandrian theater.
"I must 'a' overslept,
Ysobel. Trying on them duds we bought yesterday up to so late last night done
me up. Three days in New York ain't got me used to the pace."
"You should worry! If I
had your face and figure I'd sleep till the call-boy rapped twice."
"Ah, Ysobel, you with
your cute little face and cute little ways!"
"Soft pedal on the
ingenoo stuff, girl. You know you don't hate yourself. I didn't notice that you
exactly despised anything about you when they called the floor-walker to have a
look at you in that black dress yesterday."
"Honest, Ysobel, I
dreamt about it all night."
"Sure you did! But who
was it steered you into a 'slightly used,' classy place where you could buy a
gown that Mrs. Asterbilt wore once to a reception at the Sultan of Sulu's or
the Prince of Pilsen's or any of that crowd; who steered you in a place where
you could buy a real gown for one-tenth the cost of production?"
"You did, Ysobel. I
don't know what I'd 'a' done if Mrs. Fallows hadn't brought you up."
"That little black
dream that only let you back twenty-nine-fifty cost three hundred if it cost a
cent, and nothing but a snag in the hem and the lace in front as good as new.
Gee, I could show this cheap bunch around here how to dress if I had a month's
advance in hand!"
"Get off the trunk,
Ysobel, and sit here, will you? I want to get it out. Say, if Cottie could see
me with the black hat to match! My little sister I was telling you about
could—"
"Who you got to thank?
Who gave you the right steer? Take it from me, if I hadn't gone along with you,
every store on Sixth Avenue would have X-rayed the corner of your handkerchief
for the thirty-eight dollars tied up in it and body-snatched you for your own
funeral. Even with me along you had a lean like a bent pin for that
made-on-Canal-Street, thirty-two-fifty, red silk they hauled out of the morgue
to show you. I seen you edgin' for that Kokome model."
"Me and Cottie was
always great ones for red. I ought to had the red serge you made so much fun of
dyed for mourning, but Cottie—"
"Red! When you, in a
tight-lookin' black that hugs you like it was wet, and a black hat with a tilt
that Anna Held would buy right off your head, can walk into any office in the
row this morning and land in the show-girl row of any chorus on the bills. If
you think that's an easy stunt, ask any girl in this house."
"I—I ain't scared a bit
now, since I'm going around with you, Ysobel: but gee, if I had to go
alone!"
"Fallows does the same
thing for all of them. When I was in last spring from first pony in a Middle
West company of the 'Merry Whirl'—remind me, and I'll show you my notices—when
I was in last spring Fallows dumped a little doll-eyed soubrette on me that
didn't do a thing, after I dragged her around to the offices, but grab a part
away from me in a Snooky Ookums quartet that Jim Simmons was puttin' out."
"Honest?"
"Sure! A production I'd
been holding off for all season. Me that's made the boards of more stages creak
than she's ever seen!"
"Mrs. Fallows says
you're just the one to show me around, that you are one swell little pony, and
an old one in the offices."
"An old one in the
offices! I don't see Fallows herself suffering from no growing-pains. They
don't come any farther gone to seed than her. She tried to stick to her
soft-shoe act till the office boys of the Consolidated Association for the
Prevention of Cruelty to Managers got up a subscription and bought her this
four-flights' rooming-house to keep her feet busy with. Fallows better lay low
with me or I can do some fancy tongue-work."
"She didn't mean—"
"Easy there, girl!
Didn't I learn you for two hours last night to get the cold-cream on smooth,
first? Smooth—now the powder—more white on the nose—more!"
"Like that?"
"Say, I met Vyette D'Orsay
up in a office yesterday, and she thought I was tryin' out a comedy line on her
when I told her I found one I had to learn how to make up."
"Lily, a girl from our
town, used to powder and—"
"Little more red over
the cheek-bones—see, honey?—like mine—say, if you wanna see swell work you
ought to see me made up for spot—didn't I tell you to work back toward the
ears? There—more—good! Don't give yourself a mouth like a low-comedy gash. Use
the cheese-cloth, honey."
"Look how it
smears!"
"There, a Cupid bow in
the middle is all you need. You got a mouth just the size of a kiss,
anyway."
"John—John used to say
about it that—"
"Good! Say, you're some
little learner—you are! Easy there—always line an eyebrow
downward—there—more—so!"
"So?"
"Say, you got Zaza, Perfecta,
Lillie Russell, and the whole hothouse bunch of them knocked through the glass
ceiling."
Delia leaned to her radiant
reflection in the mirror and smiled through teeth faintly pink from the ruby
richness of her lips.
"You ought to see my
little sister Cottie, Ysobel. When she comes you'll sit up and take real
notice. I ain't even in her class. She can sit on her hair—it's so long—and
it's so gold it's hot-lookin'."
"Before I had typhoid
mine was the same way—you can't put them dresses on over your head, girl. You
gotta climb in—there ain't no room for a overhead act. There! Say, look at that
side-drape, will you! I bet that lace set some dame back ten a yard. Some
class! Don't forget to strike for thirty right off the bat—they'll think more
of you. Say, girl, it's worth the time I'm wasting on you to see Casey's face
when I steer you into there this morning."
"Ain't it—a beauty,
Ysobel! But it's a little tight, kinda—"
"Now begin that again,
will you? Honest, if Vyette could hear that line!"
"Around the knees I
mean, Ysobel. It's hard for me to walk."
"If it was any looser
I'd get a fit of the laughs like I did over that red serge. If it was any
looser—for Gawd's sake, leave that neck open! No, no; down like that! A strip
of real, lily-white, garden-variety neck, and she wants to pin it shut!"
"I—I feel
ashamed—I—I—kinda hate to leave it open."
"Shades of Vyette!
Leave that neck alone, can't you? After all my preachin' yesterday, look where
I landed you. Nowheres!"
"Like that,
Ysobel?"
"Take the pin out,
there; center left like that. Say, girl, I wish you knew about this game what
I've forgot."
"Me, too, Ysobel."
"Say, listen to her
warblin' down there, will you? What's she practisin' for, I wonder—a chaser act
on a four-a-day circuit? Breathe in, girl, you may be a perfect thirty-six, but
you'll never make a tape-measure see it your way."
"Shall I—shall I tell
'em I got a voice, Ysobel? Me and my little sister used to sing in—"
Miss Du Prez glanced up over
Della's shoulder and, by proxy of the mirror, their eyes met. The red of
exertion was high in her face, and one corner of her mouth compressed over
pins, so that her words leaked out as through the lips of a faun.
"Voice! You remind me
of the fellow that went down to Bowling Green to bowl. They got as much room
for voices in musical comedy as a magazine's got for anything besides the
advertisin' pages."
"My little sister's
got—"
"Can you beat it?
'Voice,' she says. You put your voice in your ankles and waist-line, girl, and
it'll get you further. And as for scales like our friend down-stairs, learn to
keep the runners out of your silk stockings first. There, give it the Anna Held
tilt—there—more—so!"
"Oh-h-h,
Ysobel—oh-h-h!"
"Swell, and then some.
Who you got to thank? Who steered you right?"
Like a pale-gold aura of
moonlight spreading out from behind a black cloud sprang Della's hair against
the drooping brim of her hat. She was like a tight-draped, firm-stayed Venus,
lyric in every line, her limbs wrapped in an ephod of grace and a skirt that
restricted her steps like anklets joined by a too short chain.
"Here, put them white
gloves in your bag and save 'em for outside the office doors. Ready?"
"Oh, Ysobel, if my
little sister Cottie could only see me now!"
"Don't forget the lines
I learnt you last night—two years' experience on Western short
circuit—spot-light work, and silent principal—thirty dollars."
"Western short
circuit—Western short circuit!"
"Dancing and first-row
promenade specialty."
"Dancing and
first—"
"Say, you ain't
unlearnt it already, have you?"
"No—no."
Down four flights of narrow,
unlit stairs with their gauzy laughter, lingering in black hall corners, and
then out into a sunlit morning.
At the end of the
tall-walled block, lined on both sides with brownstone, straight-front
phalanxes of rooming-houses, a segment of Broadway, flashing with automobiles,
darting pedestrians, white-façaded buildings, and sun-reflecting windows,
flowed like a mountain stream in spring.
"Gee—Ysobel, look at
that jam, will you!"
"Well, whatta you know!
There goes Vance Dudley! If you want to know what kind of work I do, ask Vance.
Me and him did a duet solo in a two-a-day musical sketch that would have landed
us on Broadway sure if the lead hadn't put in his lady friend when she came in
off the road, flat. I'll show you my notices sometime. That act was good enough
for a Hy Myers house if it had been worked right."
"I bet you're grand,
Ysobel—your cute little feet and all."
"Ask any of 'em around
the offices about me. I could soft-shoe Clarice off the 'Winter Revue' this
minute if—if I wasn't what they call in the profesh a—a tin saint. I kinda got
my ideas about things—"
"About what,
Ysobel?"
"None of them ingenoo
lines again, girl. Leave it to you merry widows to take care of yourselves
every time. There's nothin' I can learn a merry widow. A merry widow can make
Methuselah, herself, feel like a squab when it comes to bein' wise."
"Honest—"
"That baby stare ain't
the kind of a cue to throw me, girl. I can steer you up as far as the offices,
but I'm done after you once get past the office boy."
"I—I don't—"
"After she gets past
the ground-glass door every girl in the business has got to decide for herself.
I decided myself, and look where I got to! Nine years in the business and never
creaked a Broadway board yet. I ain't got the looks to get there on my own
stuff—and what happens? I wake up dead some day doin' short circuit in a Kansas
tank-town. I'll be doin' thirty-a-week, West-of-the-Mississippi stuff to the
bitter end because—because I decided my way and selected the
rocky lane."
"The rocky lane?"
"Sure! The first job I
ever went out for I could 'a' had. Five sides to the part—two songs and a
specialty solo, but, instead, I hit him flop across the cheek with my glove and
walked out, leavin' him staggerin' and my engagement layin' on the floor. I—I
ain't preachin' to you, honey—I'm just tellin'! Every girl in this business has
got to decide for herself—I ain't sayin' one thing or the other."
"Ysobel—hit who across
the cheek—hit who?"
"Take it from me,
honey, and remember I ain't tryin' to sing you the 'Saint's Serenade,' but take
it from me, if I was startin' all over again—way back where you are—I—I'd do
the glove act over again. I would, honey, I would, and I ain't preachin',
neither."
"Honest to Gawd,
Ysobel; I don't know what—"
"Ain't I told you to
cut out that ingenoo with me—honest, it gets on my nerves! Watch out,
there!"
"Gee; that scart
me!"
"Them are
pay-as-you-exit taxi-cabs we're dodging. The chorus-girls' sun-parlors, if you
listen to the Sunday supplements and funny papers."
"The time
we—came—John—was a great one for watchin' them."
"Take it from me that
about all nine out of ten of us gay la-la girls you read about, get out of 'em,
is watchin'. All we know about them is dodgin' them after the show to get home
in a hurry, stick our feet in hot water to get some of the ache out, and fall
into bed too tired to smear the cold-cream off."
"Watch out, there,
Ysobel!"
"The truth about the
chorus-girl would cripple the box-office and put the feature supplements and
press-agents out of business. Here we are, Della—I got to stop off at nine just
a minute, and you wait outside for me; remember when we get up to
eleven—Western circuit, silent principal and—"
"Western
circuit—Western circuit!"
The Putney Building reared
nineteen white-tile, marble-façaded stories straight up from the most expensive
heart-acreage of Broadway and stemmed the Thespian tide that rushed in from
every side and surged against its booking-offices.
A bronze elevator the size
of a Harlem bedroom and crowded to its capacity shot them upward with the
breath-taking flight of a frightened bird.
Ysobel crowded into a corner
and nudged a youthful-looking old man in a blue-and-white striped collar and
too much bay-rum.
"Hello, Eddie!"
"Hello yourself,
Ysobel."
"How are yuh?"
"Ain't braggin'."
"What you doin',
Eddie?"
"Rehearsin' with a
act."
"Musical?"
"No."
"Specialty?"
"No—er—high-class
burlesque—two a day."
"Oh!"
"You workin',
Ysobel?"
"Got three things
danglin'—ain't signed yet. Just came in last week."
"S'long."
"S'long. Come on,
Della. Watch out there, Eddie—a fellow burnt a hole in my friend lookin' at her
like that once."
A titter ran around the
elevator, and the old young man writhed in his blue-striped collar.
"'Sh-h-h, Ysobel;
everybody heard you." A rosily opalescent hue swam high into Della's face
as she stepped out of the elevator, and dyed her neck.
"I should worry! I was
never out with him in a show in my life that he didn't ogle a hole in every
queen he seen. Out in Spokane onct he—"
"Western
circuit—Western circuit—"
They hurried down a curving,
white-tile corridor, rows of doors with eye-like glass panes were lined up on
each side, and the tick-tack of typewriters penetrating. Della's breath came
heavier and faster, and a layer of vivid pink showed through the artificial
red.
"You wait out here a
minute, Della. I wanna step in here, at the Bijou, and see if Louis Rafalsky is
doin' anything this morning. Then we'll shoot up to the Empire—"
"Sure—I—I'll wait,
Ysobel."
She leaned against the wall
and placed her hand over the region of her lace yoke and heart, as if she would
regulate their heaving.
A flash of cerise plume, a
jangle of chatelaine jewelry, and Ysobel disappeared behind one of the doors,
her many-angled silhouette flashing against the far side of the ground glass.
Della breathed in deep and
gulped in her dry, hot throat; her fingers, the damp cold born of nervousness,
curled in toward her warm palms. She daubed at her lips with a handkerchief.
Simultaneously a door
opposite her opened, and a short, bullet-headed figure in a light checked suit,
and a diamond horseshoe scarf-pin that caught the points of light stepped out
into the pale nimbus cast by the white signal-light of an up-going elevator.
With a gasp that caught in
her throat Della darted in her too narrow skirt across the corridor, reached
out, and grasped the light-gray coat-sleeve.
"Look," she cried,
thrusting herself between him and the trellis-work of the elevator-shaft and
throwing back her head so that her bare neck, soft as the breast feathers of a
dove, rose and fell with a dove's agitated breathing, "Look—I'm
here!"
The short figure turned on
his heel and looked up at her, his shoulder-line a full three inches below
hers, and his small, predaceous eyes squinting far back into his head.
"Gad—what?"
"I—I'm here—sir—don't
you remember—me—I'm here."
He regarded her with the
detailed appraisal of the expert, and his glance registered points in her
favor.
"Gad!" he
repeated.
"Don't—you
remember—me—sir—don't—"
"Not bad for a big
girl—are you—eh?"
"Don't you
remember?"
"Sure—you're the little
girl I met out West—didn't I?—two seasons ago with—"
"No—no—no! Don't you
remember me now?"
She tore her hat backward
from its carefully adjusted tilt, so that it revealed the brassy gold of her
hair, and took a step toward him.
"Now don't
you remember?"
"Sure—sure—you're the
little girl from—sure I'd remember a big little girl like you anywhere."
"You remember now? On
the twenty-eight-hour accommodation out of St. Louis. We—I got on at Terre
Haute and sat across from you while he—they made up the berth, and you
said—"
"Could I forget a big
little queen like you! You've grown to a real big girl, ain't you? Come back in
my office, sister. That's how much I think of you—with a whole company waitin'
for me over at the Gotham Theater—come in!"
"I—just got
here—Mr.—Mr.—"
"Myers, if anybody
should ask you. That's who you're dealin' with—Hy Myers, if you should happen
to forget."
"Ain't it funny, Mr.
Myers, my runnin' into you right off. I never thought I'd find you in this
town. My little sister I was tellin' you about will be here soon and—"
"This way!"
"I'm ready to take that
job you was tellin' me about till—"
"In here, sister, where
we can talk business alone."
She followed him back
through the glazed door, through an outer office arranged like a school-room
with aisle-forming desks, and white-shirt-waisted girls and men clerks with
green eye-shades bent double over typewriters and books as big as the marble
tablets on which are writ the debit and credit of all men for all time.
Boys scurried and darted;
telephone bells jangled; and finally the quiet of an inner office, shut off
from the noises like a padded cell, almost entirely carpeted in a leopard's
skin and hung with colored lithographs of many season's comedy queens, whose
dynasties were sprung from caprice and whose papier-mâché thrones had long
since slumped to pulp.
"Now sit here,
sister—here in this chair next to my desk, where I can look at you. Gad, ain't
you grown to be a big girl, though!"
"I'm ready for that job
now, Mr.—Mr. Myers."
"Well—well—well!"
Mr. Myers swung on his
swivel-chair, squinted his eyes further back into his head, and nodded further
appraisal and approval.
"Big little girl—can I
call you that, Queenie? How have you been?"
"I've had a hard time
of it, Mr.—"
"Hold out your hand and
lemme tell your fortune, sister."
"Quit!"
"Dear child—you mustn't
act like that—here—hold out your—"
"Quit!"
"Come now—"
"We want jobs, me and
my little sister—when she gets here. I told you about her, you remember. I—I've
had experience on Western—"
"Naughty—naughty
eyes—devilish eyes! Don't you look at me like that—don't! You big little devil,
you!"
"What is it, sir?"
"Good! Sit there with
the sun on you—you've got hair like—"
"I've had experience
with first-row—"
"Gad!" He swerved
suddenly forward in his chair so that his small feet touched the floor.
"Gad, stand up there—stand over there in that sunshine by the
window!"
"What—"
"Stand up—there, agin
that screen there—"
Dark as a nun in her wimple,
but golden as a sun-flower, she rose as Trilby rose to the eye of Svengali—
"Gad!" he
repeated, bringing his small tight fist down on a littered ash-tray, "by
Gad!"
Wine was suddenly in her
blood.
"You ought to see me
and my little sister when we pose together; we—"
"Take off your hat,
girl."
She stood suddenly quiet, as
if the wine in her blood had seethed and quieted.
"Aw—no—whatta you think
I am—I—"
"Take off your hat, big
little girl, and if you're good to me I'll tell you something. If I hadn't
taken a fancy to you I wouldn't tell you, neither."
She lifted the heavy brim
with both hands and stood in the bar of sunlight.
"Gad!" he
cried—"Gad!" and jerked open a drawer and threw the big bulk of a
typewritten manuscript on the desk before him. "Read that; read that,
sister!" His heavy spatulate finger underlined the caption.
"'The—Red—Widow,' 'The
Red Widow,' by Al Wilson."
He rose and jerked her by
her two wrists so that she flounced toward him, her hair awry and the breath
jumping out of her bosom.
"That's you,
sister—the Red Widow!"
"The Red—Widow?"
"You're goin' out in a
road chorus next week and get broke in. At the end of a season I'm goin' to
feature you in the biggest show that ever I had up my sleeve."
She regarded him with glazed
eyes of one dazed, and backed away from him.
"Me!"
"You—the Red Widow,
sister! You know what a Hy Myers production means, don't you? You know what an
Al Wilson show is, don't you? Add them two. I'll make you make that show or
bust. Stand off there and lemme look at you again—there—so!"
"Quit!"
She sprang back from his
touch and raised her hand with the glove dangling in the attitude of a horseman
cracking his whip. "You—you quit!" Like Dryope changed into a tree,
with the woodiness creeping up her limbs and the glove in her passive hand, she
stood with her arm flung upward. "You quit!"
"Dear child, you
mustn't—"
"I—I'm goin'—lemme
go!"
"Aw, come now, sister;
don't get frisky—I didn't mean to make you sore. Gee! Ain't you a touchy little
devil?"
"I'm goin'."
"If that's your number,
all righty—but you're just kiddin'—you ain't goin' to be too independent in one
of the worst seasons in the business."
She moved toward the door
with her hand outstretched to the knob.
"You better think
twice, sister—but don't lemme keep you—there's other Red Widows as good and
better'n you beatin' like an army at my door this minute. But don't lemme keep
you."
"Will—will you lemme
alone?"
"Sure I will, if it'll
make you feel any better—you cold little queen, you. Nervous as a unbroke colt,
ain't you? Sit down there and watch."
He touched a buzzer, and a
uniformed boy sprang through the door to his elbow.
"Write Al Wilson to
meet me here to-morrow at ten."
"Yes, sir." The
uniform flashed out.
She moved around him
cautiously, not taking her eyes from his face.
"Have I—have I got a
job?"
"Sure you have. I'll
send you out to Frisco in a chorus that'll limber you up, all right, but I
won't let you stay long. I won't let a little queen like you run away for
long."
"Frisco—me—gee!"
"Gad! maybe I won't
neither. How would you like to play right close to home over in Brooklyn? I've
got a chorus over there that'll take the stiffness out of you. I don't want to
let a great, big, beautiful doll like you too far away."
"Frisco—I like
Frisco."
"But hold up your right
hand. Don't you tell nobody I'm pushing you for next season's feature—that's
our little secret—between you and me and Al."
"I was gettin' thirty
dollars."
"Don't you worry about
that, Doll-Doll. You come back here to-morrow at ten. I wanna show Al how the
Red Widow we've been lookin' for dropped right into my hands. He can't squeal
to me no more about types."
"I—I'm going now, Mr.
Myers—to-morrow, then, at ten—"
"Where you goin',
Doll?"
"Home. I guess I've
lost my friend now."
"Wait; I'm going your
way."
"You don't even know
which way I'm goin'."
"Sure I do. I'll drop
you there in my car."
"Oh—I—I want—to walk—I
do."
"None of that, sister.
I'm treatin' you white, and you gotta do the same by me. I won't bite you, you
little scare-cat! I'm goin' to make things happen to you that'll make you wake
up every day pinchin' yourself."
"My little sister, Mr.
Myers, has got me beat on looks."
"But you gotta treat me
white, sister. We can talk business in the car, but you gotta have confidence
in me. I won't bite—you big little girl, you."
"I don't want—to
go—that way, Mr. Myers—I gotta go some place first."
"Comin', sister?"
"I—I—"
"Comin'?"
"Yes."
On its hundredth night
"The Red Widow," playing capacity houses at the Gotham Theater,
presented each lady in the audience a "handsome souvenir" of Red
Widow perfume attractively nestled in a red-satin box with a color picture of
Della Delaney on the label.
To the pretty whifflings and
"ah's!" of every feminine nose present, to the
over-a-million-copies-sold waltz-theme that was puckering the mouth of every
newsboy in New York, to the rustly settling back into chairs, furs, and
standing-room-only attitudes against Corinthian pillars, the hundredth-night,
second-act curtain rose on an audience with an additional sense unexpectedly
gratified and the souvenir-loving soul of every woman present sniffing its
appreciation.
Comedy is a classic prodigal
who has wandered far. Comus has discarded his mantle and donned a red nose, a
split-up-the-back waistcoat, and a pair of clap-sticks.
Harlequin and Cap-and-Bells
have doffed the sock and many colors for the sixty-dollar-a-week rôle of
million-dollar pickle-magnate pursuing a forty-dollar juvenile, who, in turn,
is pursuing the two-hundred-dollar-a-week Red Widow from Act One—summer hotel
at Manhattan Beach to Act Two—tropical isle off the Bay of Bungel.
For the hundredth time the
opening act of "The Red Widow"—a ghoul at the grave of a hundred
musical comedies—sang to its background of white-flannel chorus-men,
drop-curtain of too-blue ocean and jungle of cotton-back palms.
A painted ship idled on a
painted ocean. Trees reared their tropical leaves into a visible drop-net.
It is the Bay—it is the Bay—it is the Ba-a-ayOf Love and
Bunge-e-e-e-l—
announced the two front rows, kicking backward
three times.
It is the Ba-a-a-ayOf Love and Bunge-e-e-el—
agreed the kicked-at, white-flannel background.
A shapely octet in
silk-and-lisle regimentals, black-astrakhan capes flung over one shoulder, and
black-astrakhan hats as high as a majordomo's bent eight silk-and-lisle left
knees with rhythmic regularity. Six ponies in yellow skirts, as effulgent as
inverted chrysanthemums, and led by a black pony with a gold star in her hair,
kicked to the wings and adored the audience. A chain of "Bungel
belles" stretched their thin arms above their heads in a letter O and
prinked about on their toes like bantams in a dust road.
Five trombones, ten violas,
twelve violins, a drum and bass-viol bombardment rose to a high-C climax, with
the chorus scrambling loyally after them like a mountaineer scaling a cliff for
an eaglet's nest.
It is the Bay—it is the Bay—it is the Ba-a-ayOf Love and
Bunge-e-e-l—
shouted the seventy-five of them, receding with
a grape-vine motion into the wings.
Enter Cyrus Hinkelstein,
mayor and pickle-magnate of Brineytown, on the Suwanee, in a too large white
waistcoat, white-duck comedy spats, and a pink-canvas bald head.
He institutes an immediate
search behind tropical vines and along the under sides of palm fronds for the
forty-dollar juvenile who is pursuing the Red Widow from the summer hotel, Act
One to Act Two, tropical isle off the Bay of Bungel.
Enter the Red Widow in a
black, fish-scale gown that calls out the stealthy pencil of every Middle West
dressmaker in the house and rapid calculation from the women with a good memory
and some fish-scales on a discarded basque.
The Red Widow, with a
poinsettia sprawling like a frantic clutch at her heart, and her burnished gold
head rising with the grace of a gold flower out of a vase!
Cyrus assumes a swoon of
delight, throws out a cue—"The date-trees are blooming"—the conductor
raps his baton twice for their feature duet entitled, "Oh, Let Me Die on
Broadway," and the spot-light focuses.
The house clamors for a
fourth encore, but the lights flash on. The pursuing son, in the face of
prolonged applause, white trousers, and a straw katy, bursts upon the scene
with his features in first position for the dénouement.
But the audience clamors on.
The son postpones his expression and leans against a jungle to a fourth encore
of the tuneful Thanatopsis.
On the final curtain of the
hundredth night the company bowed two curtain-calls to the capacity house
busily struggling into wraps and up aisles.
The Red Widow, linked
between the pickle-magnate and the triumphant son, flanked by sextets, octets,
and regimentals, bowed four times over three sheaths of American beauties and a
high-handled basket of carnations.
Then, almost on the drop of
the curtain, the immediate roar of sliding wings, which mingled with the exit
strains of the orchestra, like a Debussy right-hand theme defying the left, and
the rumble of forests, retreating.
Scene-shifters, to whom
every encore is a knell, demolished whole kingdoms at a lunge, half a hundred
satin slippers flashed up a spiral staircase to chorus dressing-rooms, the Red
Widow flung the trail of the gown she had on—so carelessly dragged across the
tarpaulin terra firma of Bungel—across one bare arm and darted through the door
with a red star painted on the panel.
Her dressing-room, hung in
vivid chintz, with a canopied table replacing the make-up shelf, and a passing
show of signed photographs tacked along the wall, was as fantastic as Gnomes'
Cave.
A wildness of chiffon and
sleazy silk hung from the wall-hooks, a pair of gauze aeroplane wings hovered
across a chair, and, atop a trunk, impertinent as a Pierette, the black pony
was removing the gold star from her hair.
"Warm house to-night,
Del. I sent Sibbie across to the hotel with your flowers."
"Yeh—best house
yet."
"But gee! it's a wonder
he wouldn't give away kerosene."
"Rotten stuff."
"It made me so dizzy I
nearly flopped like a seal in the pony prance. He must 'a' bought it by the
keg."
"I told him it was
strong enough to run his new motor-boat. Gawd, ain't I tired! How'd the
aeroplane song go, Ysobel?"
"Swell! But leave it to
Billy to hog your act every time. I seen him grab a laugh when the propellers
was workin'."
"Undo me, Ysobel? Why'd
you let Sibbie go? Can't you let me get used to having a maid, hon'?"
"Poor kid, you're dead,
ain't you? But you gotta go with him to-night or he'll howl."
Della lowered her beaded
lashes over eyes that smarted, and raised her arms like Niobe entreating fate.
"Sure, I gotta go. He's
been bragging about this hundredth-night blow-out for a month."
"Quit squirming, Del!
Hold still, can't you?"
"Five recalls on 'Let
me die,' Ysobel."
"You never went
better."
Della slid out of her gown
and into a gold-colored kimono embroidered in black flying swans, and creamed
off her make-up in long, even strokes.
"Look, he wants me to
wear that silver-fox coat and the cloth-of-silver gown. Honest, it's so heavy I
nearly fainted in it the other night. Lots he cares!"
"It'll be a swell blow,
Del. The hundredth night he gave when Perfecta was starring was town talk. He
don't stop at nothin'."
"No, he don't stop at
nothin'."
"He gimme a look
to-night when I came off from the prance. He'd gimme notice in a minute if he
didn't need me. He knows that ballet would fall like a bride's biscuit without
me."
"Sure it would! He
likes your work, hon'. I never pulled any strings for you, neither. He just
seen your try-out and liked it swell."
"Sure he did, but he's
that jealous of you! He was dead sore when you brought me down here to dress
with you. Gee, you're tired, ain't you, dearie?"
"Dog-tired! That
staircase waltz always does me up."
"Lay your head down
here a minute. Ain't that just life, though? Here we are kicking just like a
year ago in Fallows's 'Neatly Furnished.'"
"I ain't kickin',
Ysobel. I wake up every morning pinchin' myself."
"Gawd, if you gotta
long face, what ought the rest of us to have? You're the luckiest girl any of
us knows. Did you see what the new Yellow Book says about you?
'The Titian-headed Venus de Meelo'—how's that—huh?"
"Just the same, you
wouldn't change places with me, Ysobel! Don't wriggle out of answering me! Now,
would you?"
"Watch out, you're
mussing up your beauty curls. Here, lemme pin that diamond heart on the left
shoulder of your dress. Hurry up, honey, Myers will be here any minute, and you
know how sore he gets if you keep him waitin'."
"Do I?"
"Say, but that silver's
swell on you!"
"Say, Ysobel, wait till
they see my little sister. We could do a twin act that would take 'em off their
feet. That new 'Heavenly Twin' show that Al read us the first act of, with
Cottie and me featured, and you doin' the Columbine—gee—"
"'Sh-h-h-h!
There—he—is—knockin'."
"It can't be Hy
already. I—I ain't dressed yet, Hy—just a minute! Oh, it's a telegram, Ysobel;
take it, like a good girl."
"Say, it ain't another
from Third Row Bobbie, is it? You ought to tip him off that he's wastin' his
pin-money on you, hon'."
Della ripped the flap, read,
and very suddenly sat down on the silver-fox coat. The color drained out of her
face, and her breath came irregularly as if her heart had missed a beat.
"Della—Del—darlin'—what's
the matter?"
"Oh, Gawd!"
"What,
darlin'—what?"
"Read!"
Ysobel peered across the
bare shoulder, her slim silk legs tiptoed and her neck arched.
Maw buried yesterday. Money
you sent for her birthday paid funeral. Am ready. Wire directions.
Cottie.
"Aw—aw, Del
darlin'—honest, I—I don't know what to say, only it—only—it ain't like she was
your real mother, Del darlin'. You can't be hard hit over a
blind old dame that used to make it hot as sixty for you."
"Poor old soul—she
lived like a rat and—died like one, I guess."
"With you sending her
money all the time—nixy!"
"Like a rat! Poor old
maw."
Della's voice was far
removed, like one who speaks through the film of a trance.
"When my old dame died
I felt bad, too, but Gawd knows she wasn't peaches and cream to have around the
house. And look, darlin'—Cottie's comin' now—look—Cottie's comin'!"
"Cottie—Cottie—comin'?"
"Sure she is—see, read,
honey—'Am ready.'"
"Oh, Gawd, Ysobel, now
that it's come I—I'm scared—she—she's such a kid—she—Ysobel—I—I'm
scared—I—"
"'Sh-h-h. There he is
knockin', Del. Try and smile, hon'. You know how sore a long face makes him.
Maybe you won't have to go to-night, now—smile, darlin'—smile! Come in!"
The door opened with a
fling, and enter Mr. Hy Myers, an unlighted cigar at a sharp oblique in one
corner of his mouth, hat slightly askew, and a full-length overcoat flung open
to reveal a mink lining and studded shirt-front.
"Gad," he said,
dallying backward on his heels, his thumbs in the arm-circles of his waistcoat,
and regarding the shining silver figure—"Gad, girl, you're all
right."
Della drew back against the
dressing-table and twirled the rings on her fingers.
"I—I got bad news, Hy.
I can't go to-night. Here, read for yourself."
He reached for the paper,
passing Ysobel as if she belonged to the trappings of the room.
"I—I can't—go to-night,
Hy."
He read with the sharp eyes
of a gray hawk of the world, and drew his coat together in a gesture of
buttoning up.
"Don't pull any of that
stuff on me, Beauty. Just because the old devil you've been tellin' me
about—"
"Oh—you—you—"
"Them ain't real
tears—you'd be laughin' in your sleeve if you had any on. Come on; step lively,
Beauty. I ain't givin' this blow-out to be made a fool out of. Give her a daub
of color there, Du Prez."
"Hy! She was my
stepmother, and—"
"Come, Beauty, what you
actin' up for? Ain't that doll you've been piping about all these months comin'
now that the old woman is out of the way? Bring her on and lemme have a look at
her. If she's in your class, lemme look her over."
"Gimme—a minute, Hy.
I—I just wanna send—a wire."
"Sure; tell her to come
on. I'll send it for you. I'll look her over, and—"
"No—no! Let Ysobel send
it. You do it, Ysobel. Here, gimme your pen, Hy."
She wrote with her breath
half a moan in her throat, and her bosom heaving and flashing the diamond
heart.
"Send it right off,
Ysobel darlin'—read it and send it off, darlin'."
She daubed a rabbit's foot
under each eye and slid into the silver-fox coat.
"Read it, darlin', and
send it."
Ysobel read slowly like a
child spelling out its task.
Breakers—ahead. Stay at
home, dearie.
Della.
Through eyes that were
magnified through the glaze of tears Ysobel burrowed her head in the silver-fox
collar.
"Oh, Del—Del
darlin'—I'm wise—but, oh, my darlin'."
"Come on. Whatta you
think this is, a soul-kiss scene—you two?"
"Comin',
Hy—comin'."
"Della darlin'."
"Good night, Ysobel;
lemme go, dearie—lemme go."
Then out through a labyrinth
of stacked scenery, with her elbow in the cup of his hand, and the silver
shimmering in the gloom.
"Gad, you will have
that scrawny little hanger-on around and gettin' on my nerves! If I weren't
always humorin' the daylights out of you she wouldn't spoil a ballet of mine
for fifteen minutes, she—"
"It's darn little I ask
out of you, but you gotta lemme have her—you gotta lemme have that much, or the
whole blame show can—"
"Keep cool, there,
Tragedy Queen, and watch your step! I don't want you limpin' in there to-night
with a busted ankle on top of your long face."
They high-stepped through a
dirty passageway stacked with stage bric-à-brac, out into a whiff of night air,
across a pavement, and into a wine-colored limousine.
He climbed in after her,
throwing open the great fur collar of his coat and lighting his cigar.
They plunged forward into
the white flare of Broadway, and within her plate-glass inclosure she was like
a doomed queen riding to her destiny.
"Light up there, Dolly!
No long face to-night! The crowd's going to be there waitin' for you. Look at
me, you little devil—you little devil!"
"Gawd, what are you
made of? Ain't you got no feelings?"
"Tush! You ain't real
on that talk. I know you better'n you know yourself. Ain't I told you that you
can bring the little sister on and lemme look her over? There's nothin' I
wouldn't do for you, Beauty. You got me crazy to-night over you. Eh! Pretty
soft for a little hayseed like you!"
She smiled suddenly, flashed
her teeth, cooed in her throat, and reared her white throat out of its fur like
a swan rears its head out of its snowy neck.
"I—I'll be all right in
a minute, Hy. Just lemme sit quiet a second, Hy. I—I'm dog-tired, encores and
all. Gimme a little while to tune up—before—we get there. Just a minute,
Hy."
"That's more like it.
Look at me, Beauty. Do you love me, eh?"
"Easy on that stuff,
Hy. They might chain your wrists for ravin'."
"I'm ravin' crazy over
you to-night, that's what I am. Love me, eh—do you, Beauty?"
She receded from his
approaching face close back against the upholstery, and within the satin-down
interior of her muff her fingers clasped each other until the nails bit into
her palms and broke the flesh.
"Don't make me sore
to-night, Queenie. I ain't in the humor. Gowann, answer like a good girl. Love
me?"
"Aw, Hy, quit your
kiddin'."
"No, no; none of that;
come on, Silver Queen. I'll give you six to answer—love me?"
"Aw, now—"
"One—two—three—four—five—"
"Yes."
6.THE GOOD
PROVIDER
Like a suckling to the warmth of the mother, the township of
Newton nestled pat against the flank of the city and drew from her through the
arteries of electric trains and interurbans, elevated roads and motor-cars.
Such clots coagulate around
the city in the form of Ferndales and Glencoves, Yorkvilles and Newtons, and
from them have sprung full-grown the joke paper and the electric lawn-mower,
the five-hundred-dollars-down bungalow, and the flower-seed catalogue.
The instinct to return to nature
lies deep in men like music that slumbers in harp-strings, but the return to
nature via the five-forty-six accommodation is fraught with
chance.
Nature cannot abide the
haunts of men; she faints upon the asphalt bosom of the city. But to abide in
the haunts of nature men's hearts bleed. Behind that asphaltic bosom and behind
faces too tired to smile, hearts bud and leafen when millinery and open
street-cars announce the spring. Behind that asphaltic bosom the murmur of the
brook is like an insidious underground stream, and when for a moment it gushes
to the surface men pay the five hundred dollars down and inclose return postage
for the flower-seed catalogue.
The commuter lives with his
head in the rarefied atmosphere of his thirty-fifth-story office, his heart in
the five-hundred-dollars-down plot of improved soil, and one eye on the
time-table.
For longer than its most
unprogressive dared hope, the township of Newton lay comfortable enough without
the pale, until one year the interurban reached out steel arms and scooped her
to the bosom of the city.
Overnight, as it were, the
inoculation was complete. Bungalows and one-story, vine-grown real-estate
offices sprang up on large, light-brown tracts of improved property, traffic
sold by the book. The new Banner Store, stirred by the heavy, three-trolley
interurban cars and the new proximity of the city, swung a three-color electric
sign across the sidewalk and instituted a trading-stamp system. But in spite of
the three-color electric sign and double the advertising space in the
Newton Weekly Gazette, Julius Binswanger felt the suction of the
city drawing at his strength, and at the close of the second summer he took
invoice and frowned at what he saw.
The frown remained an
indelible furrow between his eyes. Mrs. Binswanger observed it across the
family table one Saturday, and paused in the epic rite of ladling soup out of a
tureen, a slight pucker on her large, soft-fleshed face.
"Honest, Julius, when
you come home from the store nights right away I get the blues."
Mr. Binswanger glanced up
from his soup and regarded his wife above the bulging bib of his napkin. Late
sunshine percolated into the dining-room through a vine that clambered up the
screen door and flecked a design like coarse lace across his inquiring
features.
"Right away you get
what, Becky?"
"Right away I get the
blues. A long face you've had for so long I can't remember."
"Ya, ya, Becky,
something you got to have to talk about. A long face she puts on me yet,
children."
"Ain't I right, Poil;
ain't I, Izzy? Ask your own children!"
Mr. Isadore Binswanger
shrugged his custom-made shoulders until the padding bulged like the muscles of
a heavy-weight champion, and tossed backward the mane of his black pompadour.
"Ma, I keep my mouth
closed. Every time I open it I put my foot in it."
Mr. Binswanger waggled a
rheumatic forefinger.
"A dude like you with a
red-and-white shirt like I wouldn't keep in stock ain't—"
"See, ma, you started
something."
"'Sh-h-h! Julius! For
your own children I'm ashamed. Once a week Izzy comes out to supper, and like a
funeral it is. For your own children to be afraid to open their mouths ain't
nothing to be proud of. Right now your own daughter is afraid to begin to tell
you something—something what's happened. Ain't it, Poil?"
Miss Pearl Binswanger tugged
a dainty bite out of a slice of bread, and showed the oval of her teeth against
the clear, gold-olive of her skin. The same scarf of sunshine fell like a
Spanish shawl across her shoulders, and lay warm on her little bosom and across
her head, which was small and dark as Giaconda's.
"I ain't saying
nothing, am I, mamma? The minute I try to talk to papa about—about moving to
the city or anything, he gets excited like the store was on fire."
"Ya, ya, more as that I
get excited over such nonsenses."
"No, to your papa you
children say nothing. It's me that gets my head dinned full. Your children,
Julius, think that for me you do anything what I ask you; but I don't see it.
Pass your papa the dumplings, Poil. Can I help it that he carries on him a face
like a funeral?"
"Na, na, Becky; for why
should I have a long face? To-morrow I buy me a false face like on Valentine's
Day, and then you don't have to look at me no more."
"See! Right away mad he
gets with me. Izzy, them noodles I made only on your account; in the city you
don't get 'em like that, huh? Some more Kartoffel Salad,
Julius?"
"Ya, but not so much!
My face don't suit my wife and children yet, that's the latest."
"Three times a day all
week, Izzy, I ask your papa if he don't feel right. 'Yes,' he says, always
'yes.' Like I says to Poil, what's got him since he's in the new store I don't
know."
"Ach, you—the
whole three of you make me sick! What you want me to do, walk the tight rope to
show what a good humor I got?"
"No; we want, Julius,
that you should come home every night with a long face on you till for the
neighbors I'm ashamed."
"A little more Kartoffel
Salad, Becky? Not so much!"
"Like they don't talk
enough about us already. With a young lady in the house we live out here where
the dogs won't bark at us."
"I only wish all girls
had just so good a home as Pearlie."
"Aw, papa, that ain't
no argument! I'd rather live in a coop in the city, where a girl can have some
life, than in a palace out in this hole."
"Hole, she calls a room
like this! A dining-room set she sits on what her grandfather made with his own
hands out of the finest cherry wood—"
"For a young girl can
you blame her? She feels like if she lived in the city she would meet people
and Izzy's friends. Talk for yourself, Poil."
"I—"
"Boys like Ignatz
Landauer and Max Teitlebaum, what he meets at the Young Men's Association. Talk
for yourself, Poil."
"I—"
"Poil's got a tenant
for the house, Julius. I ain't afraid to tell you."
"I don't listen to such
nonsense."
"From the real-estate
offices they sent 'em, Julius, and Poil took 'em through. Furnished off our
hands they take it for three months, till their bungalow is done for 'em. Forty
dollars for a house like ours on the wrong side of town away from the
improvements ain't so bad. A grand young couple, no children. Izzy thinks it's
a grand idea, too, Julius. He says if we move to the city he don't have to live
in such a dark little hall-room no more. To the hotel he can come with us on
family rates just so cheap. Ain't it, Izzy?"
Mr. Isadore Binswanger broke
his conspiracy of silence gently, like a skeptic at breakfast taps his
candle-blown egg with the tip of a silver spoon once, twice, thrice, then opens
it slowly, suspiciously.
"I said, pa, that with
forty dollars a month rent from the house, and—"
"In my own house, where
I belong and can afford, I stay. I'm an old man, and—"
"Not so fast, pa, not
so fast! I only said that with forty dollars from the house for three months
this winter you can live almost as cheap in the city as here. And for me to
come out every Saturday night to take Pearlie to the theater ain't such a
cinch, neither. Take a boy like Max Teitlebaum, he likes her well enough to
take her to the theater hisself, but by the time he gets out here for her he
ain't go no enjoyment left in him."
"When a young man likes
well enough a young lady, a forty-five-minutes street-car ride is like
nothing."
"Aw, papa, in
story-books such talk is all right, but when a young man has got to change cars
at Low Bridge and wait for the Owl going home it don't work out so easy—does it
Izzy, does it, mamma?"
"For three years, pa,
even before I got my first job in the city, always mamma and Pearlie been
wantin' a few months away."
"With my son in the
city losing every two months his job I got enough city to last me so long as I
live. When in my store I need so bad a good young man for the new-fashioned
advertising and stock, to the city he has to go for a salesman's job. When a
young man can't get along in business with his old father I don't go running
after him in the city."
"Pa, for heaven's sakes
don't begin that! I'm sick of listening to it. Newton ain't no place for a
fellow to waste his time in."
"What else you do in
the city, I like to know!"
"Julius, leave Izzy
alone when one night a week he comes home."
"For my part you don't
need to move to the city. I only said to Pearlie and ma, when they asked me,
that a few months in a family hotel like the Wellington can't bust you. For me
to come out home every Saturday night to take Pearlie into the theater ain't no
cinch. In town there's plenty of grand boys that I know who live at the
Wellington—Ignatz Landauer, Max Teitlebaum, and all that crowd. Yourself I've
heard you say how much you like Max."
"For why, when
everybody is moving out to Newton, we move away?"
"That's just it, papa,
now with the interurban boom you got the chance to sublet. Ain't it, mamma and
Izzy?"
"Sure it—"
"Ya, ya; I know just
what's coming, but for me Newton is good enough."
"What about your
children, Julius? You ain't the only one in the family."
"Twenty-five year I've
lived in this one place since the store was only so big as this room, and on
this house we didn't have a second story. A home that I did everything but
build with my own hands I don't move out of so easy. Such ideas you let your
children pump you with, Becky."
"See, children, you say
he can't never refuse me nothing; listen how he won't let me get in a word
crossways before he snaps me off. If we sublet, Julius, we—"
"Sublet we don't
neither! I should ride forty-five minutes into the city after my hard day's
work, when away from the city forty-five minutes every one else is riding. My
house is my house, my yard is my yard. I don't got no ideas like my high-toned
son and daughter for a hotel where to stretch your feet you got to pay for the
space."
"Listen to your papa,
children, even before I got my mouth open good how he talks back to a wife that
nursed him through ten years of bronchitis. All he thinks I'm good enough for
is to make poultices and rub on his chest goose grease."
"Ach, Becky,
don't fuss so with your old man. Look, even the cat you got scared. Here,
Billy—here, kitty, kitty."
"Ain't I asked you
often enough, Julius, not to feed on the carpet a piece of meat to the cat?
'Sh-h-h-h, Billy, scat! All that I'm good enough for is to clean up. How he
talks to his wife yet!"
Miss Binswanger caught her
breath on the crest of a sob and pushed her untouched plate toward the center
of the table; tears swam on a heavy film across her eyes and thickened her gaze
and voice.
"This—ain't—no—hole
for—for a girl to live in."
"All I wish is you
should never live in a worse."
"I ain't got nothin'
here, papa, but sit and sit and sit on the porch every night with you and
mamma. When Izzy comes out once a week to take me to a show, how he fusses and
fusses you hear for yourselves. For a girl nearly—twenty—it ain't no
joke."
"It ain't, papa; it
ain't no joke for me to have to take her in and out every week, lemme tell
you."
"Eat your supper, Poil;
not eating don't get you nowheres with your papa."
"I—I don't want
nothin'."
A tear wiggle—waggled down
Miss Binswanger's smooth cheek, and she fumbled at her waist-line for her
handkerchief.
"I—I—I just wish
sometimes I—was dead."
Mr. Binswanger shot his bald
head outward suddenly, as a turtle darts forward from its case, and rapped the
table noisily with his fist clutched around an upright fork, and his voice
climbing to a falsetto.
"I—I wish in my life I
had never heard the name of the city."
"Now, Julius, don't begin."
"Ruination it has
brought me. My boy won't stay by me in the store so he can't gallivant in the
city; my goil won't talk to me no more for madness because we ain't in the
city; my wife eats out of me my heart because we ain't in the city. For supper
every night when I come home tired from the store all I get served to me is the
city. I can't swallow no more! Money you all think I got what grows on trees,
just because I give all what I got. You should know how tight—how tight I got
to squeeze for it."
Mrs. Binswanger threw her
arms apart in a wide gesture of helplessness.
"See, children, just as
soon as I say a word, mad like a wet hen he gets and right away puts on a poor
mouth."
"Mad yet I shouldn't
get with such nonsense. Too good they both got it. Always I told you how we
spoilt 'em."
"Don't holler so,
pa."
"Don't tell me what to
do! You with your pretty man suit and your hair and finger-nails polished like
a shoe-shine. You go to the city, and I stay home where I belong in my own
house."
"His house—always his
house!"
"Ya, a eight-room house
and running water she's got if she wants to have company. Your mamma didn't
have no eight rooms and finished attic when she was your age. In back of a feed
store she sat me. Too good you got it, I say. New hard-wood floors down-stairs
didn't I have to put in, and electric light on the porch so your company don't
break his neck? Always something new, and now no more I can't eat a meal in
peace."
"'Sh-h-h-h,
Julius!"
"I should worry that
the Teitlebaums and the Landauers live in a fine family hotel in Seventy-second
Street. Such people with big stores in Sixth Avenue can buy and sell us. Not
even if I could afford it would I want to give up my house and my porch, where
I can smoke my pipe, and my comforts that I worked for all my life, and move to
the city in rooms so little and so far up I can't afford to pay for 'em. I
should give up my chickens and my comforts!"
"Your comforts, always
your comforts! Do I think of my comforts?"
"Ma, don't you and pa
begin now with your fussing. Like cats you are one minute and the next like
doves."
"Don't boss me in my
own house, Izzy! So afraid your papa is that he won't get all the comforts
what's coming to him. I wish you was so good to me as you are to that cat,
Julius—twice I asked you not to feed him on the carpet. Scat, Billy!"
"Pass me some noodles,
maw."
"Good ones, eh,
Izzy?"
"Fine, maw."
"I ask you, is it more
comfortable, Julius, for me to be cooped up in the city in rooms that all
together ain't as big as my kitchen? No, but of my children I think too besides
my own comforts."
"Ya, ya; now, Becky,
don't get excited. Look at your mamma, Pearlie; shame on her, eh? How mad she
gets at me till blue like her wrapper her face gets."
"My house and my yard
so smooth like your hand, and my big porch and my new laundry with patent
wringer is more to me as a hotel in the city. But when I got a young lady
daughter with no attentions and no prospects I can't think always of my own
comforts."
"Ya, ya, Becky; don't
get excited."
"Don't ya—ya me,
neither."
"Ach, old lady,
that only means how much I love you."
"We got a young lady
daughter; do you want that she should sit and sit and sit till for ever we got
a daughter, only she ain't young no more. I tell you out here ain't no place
for a young goil—what has she got?"
"Yes, papa; what have I
got? The trees for company!"
"Do you see, Julius, in
the new bungalows any families moving in with young ladies? Would even your son
Isadore what ain't a young lady stay out here when he was old enough to get
hisself a job in the city?"
"That a boy should
leave his old father like that!"
"Wasn't you always
kickin' to me, pa, that there wasn't a future in the business after the
transaction came—wasn't you?"
"No more arguments you
get with me!"
"What chance, Julius, I
ask you, has a goil like Poil got out here in Newton? To sit on the front porch
nights with Meena Schlossman don't get her nowheres; to go to the
moving—pictures with Eddie Goldstone, what can't make salt for hisself, ain't
nothing for a goil that hopes to do well for herself. If she only looks out of
the corner of her eye at Mike Donnely three fits right away you take!"
"Gott, that's
what we need yet!"
"See, even when I
mention it, look at him, Poil, how red he gets! But should she sit and sit?"
"Ach, such talk
makes me sick. Plenty girls outside the city gets better husbands as in it. Na,
na, mamma, did you find me in the city?"
"Ach, Julius,
stop foolin'. When I got you for a husband enough trouble I found for
myself."
"In my business like it
goes down every day, Becky, I ain't got the right to make a move."
"See, the poor mouth
again! Just so soon as we begin to talk about things. A man that can afford
only last March to take out a new five-thousand-dollar life-insurance
policy—"
"'Sh-h-h-h, Becky."
"For why shouldn't your
children know it? Yes, up-stairs in my little green box along with my cameo
ear-rings and gold watch-chain I got it put away, children. A new
life-insurance policy on light-blue paper, with a red seal I put only last
week. When a man that never had any insurance before takes it out so easy he
can afford it."
"Not—not because I
could afford it I took it, Becky, but with business low I squeeze myself a
little to look ahead."
"Only since we got the
new store you got so tight. Now you got more you don't let it go so easy. A
two-story brick with plate-glass fronts now, and always a long face."
"A long face! You
should be worried like I with big expenses and big stock and little business.
Why you think I take out a policy so late at such a terrible premium? Why? So
when I'm gone you got something besides debts!"
"Just such a poor mouth
you had, Julius, when we wanted on the second story."
"I ask you, Becky: one
thing that you and the children ever wanted ain't I found a way to get it for
you? I ask you?"
"Ya, but a woman that
was always economical like me you didn't need to refuse. Never for myself I
asked for things."
"Ach, ma and pa,
don't begin that on the one night a week I'm home."
"So economical all my
life I been. Till Izzy was ashamed to go to school in 'em I made him pants out
of yours. You been a good husband, but I been just as good a wife, and don't
you forget it!"
"Na, na, old lady;
don't get excited again. But right here at my table, even while I hate you
should have to know it, Becky, in front of your children I say it, I—I'm all
mortgaged up, even on this house I'm—"
"On the old store you
was mortgaged, too. In a business a man has got to raise money on his assets.
Didn't you always say that yourself? Business is business."
"But I ain't got the
business no more, Becky. I—I ain't said nothing, but—but next week I close out
the trimmed hats, Becky."
"Papa!"
"Trimmed hats! Julius,
your finest department."
"For why I keep a
department that don't pay its salt? I ain't like you three; looks ain't
everything."
"I know. I know. Ten
years ago the biggest year what we ever had you closed out the rubber coats,
too, right in the middle of the season. A poor mouth you'd have, Julius, if
right now you was eating gold dumplings instead of chicken dumplings."
"Na, na, Becky; don't
pick on your old man."
"Since we been married
I—"
"Aw, ma and pa, go hire
a hall."
Suddenly Miss Binswanger
clattered down her fork and pushed backward from the table; tears streamed
toward the corners of her mouth.
"That's always the way!
What's the use of getting off the track? All we want to say, papa, is we got a
chance like we never had before to sublet. Forty dollars a month, and no
children. For three months we could live in the city on family rates, and maybe
for three months I'd know I was alive. A—a girl's got feelings, papa! And,
honest, it—it ain't no trip, papa—what's forty-five minutes on the car with
your newspaper?—honest, papa, it ain't."
Mr. Isadore Binswanger
drained a glass of water.
"Give 'er a chance, pa.
The boys'll show her a swell time in the city—Max Teitlebaum and all that
crowd. It ain't no fun for me traipsin' out after her, lemme tell you."
Mr. Binswanger pushed back
his chair and rose from the table. His eyes, the wet-looking eyes of age and
asthma, retreated behind a network of wrinkles as intricate as overhead wiring.
"I wish," he
cried, "I was as far as the bottom of the ocean away from such nonsense as
I find in my own family. Up to my neck I'm full. Like wolfs you are! On my neck
I can feel your breath hot like a furnace. Like wolfs you drive me till I—I
can't stand it no more. All what I ask is my peace—my little house, my little
pipe, my little porch, and not even my peace can I have. You—you're a pack of
wolfs, I tell you—even your fangs I can see, and—and I—I wish I was so far away
as the bottom of the ocean."
He shambled toward the door
on legs bent to the cruel curve of rheumatism. The sun had dropped into a
bursting west, and was as red as a mist of blood. Its reflection lay on the
smooth lawn and hung in the dark shadows of quiet trees, and through the
fulvous haze of evening's first moment came the chirruping of crickets.
"I wish I was so far
away as the bottom of the ocean."
The tight-springed screen
door sprang shut on his words, and his footsteps shambled across the wide ledge
of porch. A silence fell across the little dining-table, and Miss Binswanger
wiped at fresh tears, but her mother threw her a confident gesture of
reassurance.
"Don't say no more now
for a while, children."
Mr. Isadore Binswanger
inserted a toothpick between his lips and stretched his limbs out at a
hypotenuse from the chair.
"I'm done. I knew the
old man would jump all over me."
"Izzy, you and Poil go
on now; for the theater you won't catch the seven-ten car if you don't hurry.
Leave it to me, Poil; I can tell by your papa's voice we got him won. How he
fusses like just now don't make no difference; you know how your papa is. Here,
Poil, lemme help you with your coat."
"I—I don't want to go,
mamma!"
"Ach, now, Poil,
you—"
"If you're coming with
me you'd better get a hustle. I ain't going to hang around this graveyard all
evening."
Her brother rose to his
slightly corpulent five feet five and shook his trousers into their careful
creases. His face was a soft-fleshed rather careless replica of his mother's,
with a dimple-cleft chin, and a delicate down of beard that made his shaving a
manly accomplishment rather than a hirsute necessity.
"Here on the sideboard
is your hat, Poil—powder a little around your eyes. Just leave papa to me,
Poil. Ach, how sweet that hat with them roses out of stock looks on
you! Come out here the side way—ach, how nice it is out here on the
porch! How short the days get—dark nearly already at seven! Good-by, children.
Izzy, take your sister by the arm; the whole world don't need to know you're
her brother."
"Leave the door on the
latch, mamma."
"Have a good time,
children. Ain't you going to say good-by to your papa, Poil? Your worst enemy
he ain't. Julius, leave Billy alone—honest, he likes that cat better as his
family. Tell your papa good-by, Poil."
"I—said—good-by."
"She should say good-by
to me only if she wants to. Izzy, when you go out the gate drive back that
rooster—I'll wring his little gallivantin' neck if he don't stop roosting in
that bush!"
"Good night, children;
take good care of the cars."
"Good night,
mamma...papa."
The gate clicked shut, and
the two figures moved into the mist of growing gloom; over their heads the
trees met and formed across the brick sidewalk a roof as softly dark as the
ceiling of a church. Birds chirped.
Mrs. Binswanger leaned her
wide, uncorseted figure against a pillar and watched them until a curve in the
avenue cut her view, then she dragged a low wicker rocker across the veranda.
"We can sit out on the
porch a while yet, Julius. Not like midsummer it is for your rheumatism."
"Ya, ya. My slippers,
Becky."
"Here."
"Ya, ya."
"Look across the yard,
will you, Julius. The Schlossmans are still at the supper-table. Fruit gelatin
they got. I seen it cooling on the fence. We got new apples on the side-yard
tree, you wouldn't believe, Julius. To-morrow I make pies."
"Ya, ya."
The light tulle of early
evening hung like a veil, and through it the sad fragrance of burning leaves,
which is autumn's incense, drifted from an adjoining lawn.
"'Sh-h-h-h,
chickey—sh-h-h-h! Back in the yard I can't keep that rooster, Julius. And
to-day for thirty cents I had that paling in the garden fence fixed, too.
Honest, to keep a yard like ours going is an expense all the time. People in
the city without yards is lucky."
"In all Newton there
ain't one like ours. Look, Becky, at that white-rose bush flowering so late
just like she was a bride."
"When Izzy was home
always, we didn't have the expense of weeding."
"Now when he comes home
all he does is change neckties and make trouble."
"Ach, my moon
vines! Don't get your chair so close, Julius. Look how those white flowers open
right in your face. One by one like big stars coming out."
"M-m-m-m and smell,
Becky, how good!"
"Here, lemme pull them
heavy shoes off for you, papa. Listen, there goes that oriole up in the
cherry-tree again. Listen to the thrills he's got in him. Pull, Julius; I ain't
no derrick!"
"Ah-h-h, how good it
feels to get 'em off! Now light my pipe, Becky. Always when you light it,
better it tastes. Hold—there—make out of your hand a cup—there—pu-pu-pu—there!
Now sit down by me, Becky!"
"Move over."
"Ach, Becky,
when we got our little home like this, with a yard so smooth as my hand, where
we don't need shoes or collars, and with our own fruit right under our noses,
for why ain't you satisfied?"
"For myself, Julius,
believe me it's too good, but for Poil we—"
"Look all what you can
see right here from our porch! Look there through the trees at the river; right
in front of our eyes it bends for us. Look what a street we live on. We should
worry it ain't in the booming part. Quiet like a temple, with trees on it older
as you and me together."
"The caterpillars is
bad this year, Julius; trees ain't so cheap, neither. In the city such worries
they ain't got."
"For what with a place
like this, Becky, with running water and—"
"It's Poil, Julius. Not
a thing a beau-ti-fool girl like Poil has out here."
"Nonsense. It's a sin
she should want a better place as this. Ain't she got a plush parlor and a
piano and—"
"It's like Izzy says,
Julius: there's too many fine goils in the city for the boys to come out here
on a forty-five-minute ride. What boys has she got out here, Mike Donnely
and—"
"Ach!"
"That's what we need;
just something like that should happen to us. But, believe me, it's happened
before when a girl ain't got no better to pick from. How I worry about it you
should know."
"Becky, with even such
talk you make me sick."
"Mark my word, it's
happened before, Julius! That's why I say, Julius, a few months in the city
this winter and she could meet the right young man. Take a boy like Max
Teitlebaum. Yourself you said how grand and steady he is. Twice with Izzy he's
been out here, and not once his eyes off Poil did he take."
"Teitlebaum, with a
store twice so big as ours on Sixth Avenue, don't need to look for us—twice
they can buy and sell us."
"Is—that—so! To me that
makes not one difference. Put Poil in the city, where it don't take an hour to
get to be, and, ach, almost anything could happen! Not once did he
take his eyes off her—such a grand, quiet boy, too."
"When a young man's got
thoughts, forty-five minutes' street-car ride don't keep him away."
"Nonsense! I always say
I never feel hungry till I see in front of me a good meal. If I have to get
dressed and go out and market for it I don't want it. It's the same with
marriage. You got to work up in the young man the appetite. What they don't see
they don't get hungry for. They got to get eyes bigger as their stomachs first."
"Such talk makes me
sick. Suppose she don't get married, ain't she got a good home and—"
"An old maid you want
yet! A beau-ti-fool goil like our Poil he wants to make out of her an old maid,
or she should break her parents' hearts with a match like Mike Donnely—"
"Becky."
"Aw, Julius, now we got
the chance to rent for three months. Say we live them three months at the
Wellington Hotel. Say it costs us a little more; everybody always says what a
grand provider you are, Julius; let them say a little more, Julius."
"I—I ain't got the
money, Becky, I tell you. For me to refuse what you want is like I stick a
knife in my heart, but I got poor business, Becky."
"Maybe in the end,
Julius, it's the cheapest thing we ever done."
"I can't afford it,
Becky."
"For only three months
we can go, Julius."
"I got notes, Becky,
notes already twice extended. If I don't meet in March God knows where—"
"Ya, ya, Julius; all
that talk I know by heart!"
"I ain't getting no
younger neither, Becky. Hardly through the insurance examination I could get. I
ain't so strong no more. When I get big worries I don't sleep so good. I ain't
so well nights, Becky."
"Always the imagination
sickness, Julius."
"I ain't so well, I
tell you, Becky."
"Last time when all you
had was the neuralgia, and you came home from the store like you was dying, Dr.
Ellenburg told me hisself right here on this porch that never did he know a man
so nervous of dying like you."
"I can't help it,
Becky."
"If I was so afraid
like you of dying, Julius, not one meal could I enjoy. A healthy man like you
with nothing but the rheumatism and a little asthma. Only last week you came
home pale like a ghost with a pain in your side, when it wasn't nothing but
where your pipe burnt a hole in your pants pocket to give me some more mending
to do."
"Just for five minutes
you should have felt that pain!"
"Honest, Julius, to be
a coward like you for dying it ain't nice—honest, it ain't."
"Always, Becky, when I
think I ain't always going to be with you and the children such a feeling comes
over me."
"Ach, Julius, be
quiet! Without you I might just as well be dead, too."
"I'm getting old,
Becky; sixty-six ain't no spring chicken no more."
"That's right, Julius;
stick knives in me."
"Life is short, Becky;
we must be happy while we got each other."
"Life is short,
Julius, and for our children we should do all what we can. We can't always be
with them, Julius. We—we must do the right thing by 'em. Like you say we—we're
getting old—together, Julius. We don't want nothing to reproach ourselves
with."
"Ya, ya, Becky."
Darkness fell thickly, like
blue velvet portières swinging together, and stars sprang out in a clear sky.
They rocked in silence,
their heads touching. The gray cat, with eyes like opals, sprang into the
hollow of Mr. Binswanger's arm.
"Billy, you come to sit
by mamma and me? Ni-ce Bil-ly!"
"We go in now, papa; in
the damp you get rheumatism."
"Ya, ya, Becky—hear how
he purrs, like an engine."
"Come on, papa; damper
every minute it gets."
He rose with his rheumatic
jerkiness, placed the cat gently on all fours on the floor, and closed his
fingers around the curve of his wife's outstretched arm.
"When—when we go—go to
the city, Becky, we don't sublet Billy; we—we take him with us, not,
Becky?"
"Yes, papa."
"Ya, ya, Becky."
The chief sponsors for the
family hotel are neurasthenia and bridge whist, the inability of the homemaker
and the debility of the housekeeper.
Under these invasions Hestia
turns out the gas-logs, pastes a To Let sign on the windows, locks the front
door behind her, and gives the key to the auctioneer.
The family holds out the
dining-room clock and a pair of silver candlesticks that came over on the
stupendously huge cargo which time and curio dealers have piled upon the good
ship Mayflower; engages a three-room suite on the ninth floor of a
European-plan hotel, and inaugurates upon the sly American paradox of
housekeeping in non-housekeeping apartments.
The Wellington Hotel was a
rococo haven for such refugees from the modern social choler, and its doors
flew open and offered them a family rate, excellent cuisine, quarantine.
Excellent cuisine, however,
is a clever but spiceless parody on home cookery.
Mr. Binswanger read his
evening menu with the furrow deepening between his eyes.
"Such a soup they got!
Mulla-ga-what?"
"'Shh-h-h, papa;
mullagatawny! Rice soup."
"Mullagatawny! Fine
mess!"
"'Shh-h-h, Julius;
don't talk so loud. Does the whole dining-room got to know you don't know
nothing?"
Mrs. Binswanger took nervous
résumé of the red-and-gold, bright-lighted dining-room.
"For a plate of noodles
soup, Becky, they can have all their mullagatawny! Fifteen cents for a plate of
soup, Becky, and at home for that you could make a whole pot full twice so
good."
"'Sh-h-h-h, papa."
"Don't 'sh-h-h-h-h me
no more neither, Pearlie. Five months, from October to February, I been shooed
like I was one of our roosters at home got over in Schlossman's yard. There,
you read for me, Izzy; such language I don't know."
Isadore took up a card and
crinkled one eye in a sly wink toward his mother and sister.
"Rinderbrust und
Kartoffel Salad, pa, mit Apful Küchen und Kaletraufschnitt."
"Ya, ya, make fun yet!
A square meal like that should happen to me yet in a highway-robbery place like
this."
Mrs. Binswanger straightened
her large-bosomed, stiff-corseted figure in its large-design, black-lace
basque, and pulled gently at her daughter's flesh-colored chiffon sleeve, which
fell from her shoulders like angels' wings.
"Look across the room,
Poil. There's Max just coming in the dining-room with his mother. Always the
first thing he looks over at our table. Bow, Julius; don't you see across the
room the Teitlebaums coming in? I guess old man Teitlebaum is out on the road
again."
Miss Binswanger flushed the
same delicate pink as her chiffon, and showed her oval teeth in a vivid smile.
"Ain't he silly,
though, to-night, mamma! Look, when he holds up two fingers at me it means
first he takes his mother up to her pinochle club, and then by nine o'clock he
comes back to me."
"How good that woman
has got it! Look, Poil, another waist she's wearing again."
"Look how he pulls out
the chair for his mother, Izzy. It would hurt you to do that for me and mamma,
wouldn't it?"
"Say, missy, I learnt
manners two years before you ever done anything but hold down the front porch
out on Newton Avenue. I'd been meetin' Max Teitlebaum and Ignatz Landauer and
that crowd over at the Young Men's Association before you'd ever been to the
movie with anybody except Meena Schlossman."
"I don't see that all
your good start got you anywheres."
"Don't let swell
society go to your head, missy. You ain't got Max yet, neither. You ought to be
ashamed to be so crazy about a boy. Wait till I tell you something when we get
up-stairs that'll take some of your kink out, missy."
"Children, children,
hush your fussing! Julius, don't read all the names off the bill of fare."
Miss Binswanger regarded her
brother under level brows, and threw him a retort that sizzed across the table
like drops of water on a hot stove-top.
"Anyways, if I was a
fellow that couldn't keep a job more than two months at a time I'd lay quiet. I
wouldn't be out of a job all the time, and beggin' my father to set me up in
business when I was always getting fired from every place I worked."
"Children!"
"Well, he always starts
with me, mamma."
"Izzy, ain't you got no
respect for your sister? For Gawd's sakes take that bill of fare away from your
papa, Izzy. He'll burn a hole in it. Always the prices he reads out loud till
so embarrassed I get. No ears and eyes he has for anything else. He reads and
reads, but enough he don't eat to keep alive a bird."
Mr. Binswanger drew his
spectacles off his nose, snapped them into a worn-leather case and into his
vest pocket; a wan smile lay on his lips.
"I got only eyes for
you, Becky, eh? All dressed up, ain't you?—black lace yet! What you think of
your mamma, children? Young she gets, not?"
"Ach,
Julius!"
The little bout of
tenderness sent a smile around the table, and behind the veil of her lashes
Miss Binswanger sent the arrow of a glance across the room.
"Honest, mamma, I
wonder if Max sees anything green on me."
"He sees something
sweet on you, maybe, Poil. Izzy, pass your papa some radishes. Not a thing does
that man eat, and such an appetite he used to have."
"Radishes better as
these we get in our yard at home. Ten cents for six radishes! Against my
appetite it goes to eat 'em, when in my yard at home—"
"Home, always
home!"
"Papa, please don't put
your napkin in your collar like a bib. Mamma, make him take it out. Honest,
even for the waiter I'm ashamed. How he watches us, too, and laffs behind the
tray."
"Leave me alone,
Pearlie. My shirt-front I don't use for no bib! Laundry rates in this hold-up
place ain't so cheap."
"Mamma, please make him
take it out."
"Julius!"
"Look, papa, at the
Teitlebaums and Schoenfeldts, laughing at us, papa. Look now at him, mamma;
just for to spite me he bends over and drinks his soup out loud out of the tip
of his spoon—please, papa."
Mr. Binswanger jerked his
napkin from its mooring beneath each ear and peered across at his daughter with
his face as deeply creased as a raisin.
"I wish," he said,
low in his throat, and with angry emphasis quivering his lips behind the gray
and black bristles of his mustache—"ten times a day I wish I was back in
my little house in Newton, where I got my comfort and my peace—you children I
got to thank for this, you children."
Mr. Isadore Binswanger
replaced his spoon in his soup-plate and leaned back against his chair.
"Aw now, papa, for
God's sakes don't begin!"
"You good-for-nothing,
you! With your hair combed up straight on your head like a girl's, and a
pleated shirt like I'd be ashamed to carry in stock, you got no put-in! If I
give you five thousand dollars for a business for yourself you don't care so
much what kind of manners I got. Five thousand dollars he asks me for to go in
business when he ain't got it in him to keep a job for six months."
"The last job
wasn't—"
"Right now in this
highway-robbery hotel you got me into, I got to pay your board for you—if you
want five thousand dollars from me you got to get rid of me some way, for my
insurance policy is all I can say. And sometimes I wish you would—easier for me
it would be."
"Julius!"
His son crumpled his napkin
and tossed it toward the center of the table. His soft, moist lips were twisted
in anger, and his voice, under cover of a whisper, trembled with that same
anger.
"For what little board
you've paid for me I can't hear about it no more. I'll go out and—"
"'Sh-h-h, Izzy—'sh-h-h,
papa, all over the dining-room they can hear you, 'sh-h-h!"
"Home I ain't never
denied my children—open doors they get always in my house but in a
highway-robbery hotel, where I can't afford—"
"We got the cheapest
family rates here. Such rates we get here, children, and highway robbery your
father calls it!"
"Five months we been in
the city, and three months already a empty house standing out there waiting,
and nothing from it coming in. A house I love like my life, a house what me and
your mamma wish we was back in every minute of the day!"
"I only said, Julius,
for myself I like my little home best, but—"
"I ain't got the
strength for the street-car ride no more. I ain't got appetite for this sloppy
American food no more. I can't breathe no more in that coop up-stairs. Right
now you should know how my feet hurt for slippers; a collar I got to wear to
supper when like a knife it cuts me. I can't afford this. I got such troubles
with business I only wish for one day you should have 'em. I want my little
house, my porch, my vines, and my chickens. I want my comforts. My son ain't my
boss."
Isadore pushed back from the
table, his jaw low and sullen.
"I ain't going to sit
through a meal and be abused like—like I was a—"
"You ain't got to sit;
stand up, then."
"Izzy—for God's sakes,
Izzy, the people! Julius, so help me if I come down to a meal with you again.
Look, Julius, for God's sake—the Teitlebaums are watching us—the people! Smile
at me, Poil, like we was joking. Izzy, if you leave this table now I—I can't
stand it! Laugh, Poil, like we was having our little fun among us."
The women exchanged the
ghastly simulacrum of a smile, and the meal resumed in silence. Only small
beads sprang out on the shiny surface of Mr. Binswanger's head like dewdrops on
the glossy surface of leaves, and twice his fork slipped and clattered from his
hand.
"So excited you get
right away, Julius. Nervous as a cat you are."
"I—I ain't got the
strength no more, Becky. Pink sleeping-tablets I got to take yet to make me
sleep. I ain't got the strength."
"'Shh-h-h, Julius;
don't get excited. In the spring we go home. You don't want, Julius, to spoil
everything right this minute. Ain't it enough the way our Poil has come out in
these five months? Such a grand time that goil has had this winter. Do you want
that the Teitlebaums should know all our business and spoil things?"
"I—I wish sometimes
that name I had never heard in my life. In my days a young girl—"
"'Shh-h-h, Julius; we
won't talk about it now—we change the subject."
"I—"
"Look over there, will
you, Poil? Always extras the Teitlebaums have on their table. Paprica, and what
is that red stuff? Chili sauce! Such service we don't get. Pink carnations on
their table, too. To-morrow at the desk I complain. Our money is just as good
as theirs."
Miss Binswanger raised her harried
eyes from her plate and smiled at her mother; she was like a dark red rose,
trembling, titillating, and with dewy eyes.
"Don't stare so,
mamma."
"Izzy, are you going to
stay home to-night? One night it won't hurt you. Like you run around nights to
dance-halls ain't nothing to be proud of."
"Now start something,
mamma, so pa can jump on me again. If Pearlie and Max are going to use the
front room this evening, what shall I do? Sit in a corner till he's gone and I
can go to bed?"
"I should care if he goes
to dance-halls or not. What I say, Becky, don't make no difference to my son.
Take how I begged him to hold on his job!"
"If you're done your
dessert wait till we get up-stairs, papa. The dining-room knows already enough
of our business."
Miss Binswanger pushed back
from the table to her feet. Tears rose in a sheer film across her eyes, but she
smiled with her lips and led the procession of her family from the gabbling
dining-room, her small, dark head held upward by the check-rein of scorched
pride and the corner of her tear-dimmed glance for the remote table with the
centerpiece of pink carnations.
By what seemed demoniac
aforethought the Binswanger three-room suite was rigidly impervious to
sunlight, air, and daylight. Its infinitesimal sitting-room, which the jerking
backward of a couch-cover transformed into Mr. Isadore Binswanger's bedchamber,
afforded a one-window view of a long, narrow shaft which rose ten stories from
a square of asphalt courtyard, up from which the heterogeneous fumes of cookery
wafted like smoke through a legitimate flue.
Mr. Binswanger dropped into
a veteran arm-chair that had long since finished duty in the deluxe suite, and
breathed onward through a beard as close-napped as Spanish moss.
He was suddenly old and as
withered as an aspen leaf trembling on its rotten stem. Vermiculate cords of
veins ran through the flesh like the chirography of pain written in the blue of
an indelible pencil; yellow crow's-feet, which rayed outward from his eyes,
were deep as claw-prints in damp clay.
"Becky, help me off
with my shoes; heavy like lead they feel."
"Poil, unlace your
papa's shoes. Since I got to dress for dinner I can't stoop no more."
Miss Binswanger tugged
daintily at her father's boots, staggering backward at each pull.
"Ach, go way,
Pearlie! Better than that I can do myself."
"See, mamma; nothing
suits him."
Mrs. Binswanger regarded her
husband's batrachian sallowness with anxious eyes; her large bosom heaved under
its showy lace yoke, and her short, dimpled hands twirled at their rings.
"To-night, Julius, if
you don't do like the doctor says I telephone him to come. That a man should be
such a coward! It don't do you no good to take only one sleeping-tablet; two,
he said, is what you need."
"Too much
sleeping-powder is what killed old man Knauss."
"Ach, Julius,
you heard yourself what Dr. Ellenburg said. Six of the little pink tablets he
said it would take to kill a man. How can two of 'em hurt you? Already by the
bed I got the box of 'em waiting, Julius, with an orange so they don't even
taste."
"It ain't doctors and
their gedinks, Becky, can do me good. Pink tablets can't make me
sleep. I—ach, Becky, I'm tired—tired."
Isadore rose from the
couch-bed and punched his head-print out of the cushion.
"Lay here, pa."
"Na, na, I go me to
bed. Such a thing full of lumps don't rest me like a sofa at home. Na, I go me
to bed, Becky."
Isadore relaxed to the couch
once more, pillowed his head on interlaced hands, yawned to the ceiling, blew
two columns of cigarette-smoke through his nostrils, and watched them curl
upward.
"This ain't so worse,
pa."
"I go me to bed."
"For a little while,
Julius, can't you stay up? At nine o'clock comes Max to see Poil. I always say
a young man thinks more of a young girl when her parents stay in the room a
minute."
Isadore fitted his thumbs in
his waistcoat armholes and flung one reclining limb over the other.
"What Max Teitlebaum
thinks of Pearlie I already know. To-day he invited me to lunch with him."
"Izzy!"
"Izzy! Why you been so
close-mouthed?"
Mrs. Binswanger threw her
short, heavy arm full length across the table-top and leaned toward her son, so
that the table-lamp lighted her face with its generous scallop of chin and
exacerbated the concern in her eyes.
"You had lunch to-day
with Max Teitlebaum, and about Poil you talked!"
"That's what I
said."
Miss Binswanger leaned
forward in her low rocker, suddenly pink as each word had been a fillip to her
blood, and a faint terra-cotta ran under the olive of her skin, lighting it.
"Like—fun—you—did!"
"All right then, missy,
I'm lyin', and won't say no more."
"I didn't mean it,
Izzy!"
"Izzy, tell your sister
what he said."
"Well, right to my face
she contradicts me."
"Please, Izzy!"
"Well, he—he likes you,
all righty—"
"Did he say that about
me, honest, Izz?"
Her breath came sweet as
thyme between her open lips, and her eyes could not meet her mother's gaze,
which burned against her lids.
"See, Poil! Wake up a
minute, papa, and listen. When I mentioned Max Teitlebaum, papa, you always
said a grand boy like one of the Teitlebaum boys, with such prospects, ain't
got no time for a goil like our Poil. Always I told you that you got to work up
the appetite. See, papa, how things work out! See, Poil! What else did he have
to say, Izzy—he likes her, eh?"
Isadore turned on his side
and flecked a rim of ash off his cigarette with a manicured forefinger.
"Don't get excited too
soon, ma. He didn't come out plain and say anything, but I guess a boy like Max
Teitlebaum thinks we don't need a brick house to fall on us."
"What you mean,
Izzy?"
"What I mean? Say,
ain't it as plain as the nose on your face? You don't need two brick houses to
fall on you, do you?"
Mrs. Binswanger admitted to
a mental phthisis, and threw out her hands in a gesture of helplessness.
"Believe me, Izzy,
maybe I am dumb. So bad my head works when your papa worries me, but what you
mean I don't know."
"Me neither,
Izzy!"
"Say, there ain't much
to tell. He likes Pearlie—that much he wasn't bashful to me about. He likes
Pearlie, and he wants to go in the general store and ladies' furnishing goods
business. Just clothing like his father's store he hates. Why should he stay in
a business, he says, that is already built up? His two married brothers, he
says, is enough with his father in the one business."
"Such an ambitious boy
always anxious to do for hisself. I wish, Izzy, you had some of his ambitions.
You hear, Poil, in the same business as papa he wants to go?"
Mrs. Binswanger rocked
complacently, a smile crawled across her lips, and she nodded rhythmically to
the tilting of her rocking-chair, her eyes closed in the pleasant
phantasmagoria of a dream.
Mr. Binswanger slumped lower
in his chair.
"A good head for
business that Max Teitlebaum has on him. Like your mamma says, Izzy, you should
have one just half so good."
"There you go again,
pa, pickin', pickin'! If you'd give a fellow a start and lend him a little
capital—I'd have some ambition, too, and start for myself."
Mr. Binswanger leaped
forward full stretch, as a jetty of flame shoots through a stream of oil.
"For yourself! On what?
From where would I get it? Cut it out from my heart? Two months already I
begged you to come out by me in the store and see if you can't help start
something to get back the trade—How we need young blood in the store to
get—"
"Aw, I—"
"Five thousand dollars
I give you for to lose in the ladies' ready-to-wear. Another white elephant we
need in the family yet. Not five thousand dollars outside my insurance I got to
my name, and even if I did have it I wouldn't—"
"Julius!"
"I mean it, so help me!
Even if I did have it, not a cent to a boy what don't listen to his old
father."
"For God's sakes, pa,
quit your hollering; if you ain't got it to your name I'm sorry for
Pearlie."
"For me?"
"You think, pa, a boy
like Max Teitlebaum, a boy that banker Finburg's daughter is crazy after, is
getting married only because you got a nice daughter?"
"What do you mean,
Izzy?"
"The woods are full of
'em just as nice. I didn't need no brick house to fall on me to-day at lunch.
He didn't come right out and say nothing, but when he said he wanted to get in
a business he could build up, right away I seen what he meant."
"What?"
"Sure I seen it. I
guess his father gives him six or seven thousand dollars to get his start, and
just so much he wants from the girl's side. He can get it easy, too. If—if
you'd fork over, pa, I—him and I could start maybe together and—"
"You—you—"
"Your papa, Izzy, can
do for his girl just like the best can do for theirs Julius, can't you?"
"Gott in Himmel! I—I—you—you
pack of wolfs, you!"
"Such names you can't
call your wife, Julius! Just let me tell you that! Such names you can't call
me!"
Anger trembled in Mrs.
Binswanger's vocal cords like current running over a wire. But Mr. Binswanger
sprang suddenly to his feet and crashed the white knuckles of his clenched fist
down on the table with a force that broke the flesh. The red lights of anger
lay mirrored in the pool of his eyes like danger lanterns on a dark bridge are
reflected in black water.
"Wolfs—wolfs, all of
you! You—you—to-night you got me where I am at an end! To-night you got
to know—I—I can't keep it in no more—you got—to know to-night—to-night!"
His voice caught in a tight
knot of strangulation; he was dithering and palsied.
"To-night—you—you got
to know!"
A sudden trembling took Mrs.
Binswanger.
"For God's sakes, know
what, Julius—know what?"
"I'm done for! I'm gone
under! Till it happened you wouldn't believe me. Two years I seen it coming,
two years I been fightin' and fightin'—fightin' it by myself! And now for
yourselves you look in the papers two weeks from to-morrow, the first of March,
and see—I'm done for—I'm gone under, I—"
"Julius—my God, you—you
ain't, Julius, you ain't!"
His voice rose like a gale.
"I'm gone under—I ain't
got twenty cents on the dollar. I'm gone, Becky. Beat up! To-morrow two weeks
the creditors, they're on me! My last extension expires, and they're on me. I
been fightin' and fightin'. Twenty cents on the dollar I can't meet, Becky—I
can't, Becky, I can't! I been fightin' and fightin', but I can't, Becky—I—can't!
I'm gone!"
"Pa."
"Julius, Julius, for
God's sakes, you—you don't mean it, Julius—you—don't—mean it—you're fooling
us—Julius!"
Small, cold tears welled to
the corners of his eyes.
"I'm gone, Becky—and
now he—he wants the shirt off my back—he can have it, God knows. But—but—ach,
Becky—I—I wish I could have saved you—but that a man twice so
strong as his father—ach, Gott, what—what's the use? I'm gone, Becky,
gone!"
Mr. Isadore Binswanger swung
to his feet and regarded his parent with the dazed eyes of a sleepwalker
awakening on a perilous ledge.
"Aw, pa, for—for God's
sake, why didn't you tell a fellow? I—we—aw, pa, I—I can knuckle down if I got
to. Gee whiz! how was a fellow to know? You—you been cuttin' up about
everything since—since we was kids; aw, pa—please—gimme a chance, pa, I can
knuckle down—pa—pa!"
He approached the racked
form of his father as if he would throw himself a stepping-stone at his feet,
and then because his voice stuck in his throat and ached until the tears sprang
to his eyes he turned suddenly and went out of the room, slamming the door
behind him.
The echo hung for a moment.
Miss Binswanger lay whitely
in her chair, weakened as if the blood had flowed out of her heart. From the
granitoid square at the base of the air-shaft came the rattle of after-dinner
dishes and the babble of dialect. Mr. Binswanger wept the tears of physical
weakness.
"I—I'm gone, Becky.
What you want for Poil I can't do. I'm gone under. We got to start over again.
It was the interurban done it, Becky. I needed new capital to meet the new
competition. I—I could have stood up under it then, Becky, but—but—"
"Ach, my
husband—for myself I don't care. Ach, my husband."
"I—I'm gone,
Becky—gone."
He rose to his feet and
shambled feebly to his bedroom, his fingers feeling of the furniture for
support, and his breath coming in the long wheezes of dry tears. And in the
cradle of her mother's arms Miss Binswanger wept the hot tears of black
despair; they seeped through the showy lace yoke and scalded her mother's
heart.
"Oh, my baby! Ach,
my husband! A good man like him, a good man like him!"
"Don't cry, mamma,
don't—cry."
"Nothing he ever
refused me, and now when we should be able to do for our children and—"
"Don't cry, mamma,
don't cry."
"If—if he had the money—for
a boy like Max—he'd give it, Poil. Such a good husband—such—ach, I go me
in to papa now—poor papa. I've been bad, Poil; we must make it up to him;
we—"
"'Sh-h-h!"
"We got to start over
again, Poil—to the bone I'll work my fingers, I—"
"'Shh-h-h, mamma,'sh-h-h—somebody's
knocking."
They raised their
tear-ravaged faces in the attitude of listening, their eyes salt-bitten and
glazed.
"It's—it's Izzy, baby.
See how sorry he gets right away. He ain't a bad boy, Poil, only always I've
spoilt him. Come in, my boy—come in, and go in to your papa."
The door swung open and
fanned backward the stale air in a sharp gust, and the women sprang apart
mechanically as automatons, the sagging, open-mouthed vacuity of surprise on
Mrs. Binswanger's face, the tears still wet on her daughter's cheeks and lying
lightly on her lashes like dew.
"Mr. Teitlebaum."
"Max!"
Mr. Teitlebaum hesitated at
the threshold, the flavor of his amorous spirit tasty on his lips and curving
them into a smile.
"That's my name! Hello,
Pearlie girlie! How-dye-do, Mrs. Binswanger—what what—"
He regarded them with dark,
quiet eyes, the quick red of embarrassment running high in his face and under
his tight-fitting cap of close-nap black hair.
"Ah, excuse me; I might
have known. I—I'm too early. Like my mother says, I was in such a hurry to—to
get back here again I—I nearly got out and pushed the Subway—I—you must excuse
me. I—"
"No, no; sit down, Mr.
Teitlebaum. Pearlie ain't feelin' so well this evening; she's all right now,
though. Such a cold she's got, ain't you, Poil?"
"Yes—yes. Such a cold I
got. Sit—sit down, Max."
He regarded her with the
rims of his eyes stretched wide in anxiety.
"Down at supper so well
you looked, Pearlie; I says to my mother, like a flower you looked."
A fog of tears rose sheer
before her.
"Her papa, Mr.
Teitlebaum, he ain't so well, neither. Just now he went to bed, and he—he said
to you I should give his excuses."
"So! Ain't that too
bad, now!"
"Sit down, Max, there,
next to mamma."
He leaned across the table
toward the little huddle of her figure, the gentle villanelle of his emotions
writ frankly across his features.
"Pearlie—"
"She'll be all right in
a minute, Mr. Teitlebaum—like her papa she is, always so afraid of a little
sickness."
"Pearlie, ain't you
going to look at me?"
She sprang from his light
hand on her shoulder, and the tears grew to little globules, trembled, fell.
Then a sudden rod of resolution straightened her back.
"We—I been lying to
you, Max; I ain't—sick!"
"Poil!"
"I—I think I know,
little Pearlie!"
"Poil!"
"No, no; it's best we
tell the truth, mamma."
"Ya, ya. Oh, my—"
"We—we're in big
trouble, Max. Business trouble. The store, ever—ever since the traction—it
ain't been the same."
"I know, little
Pearlie. I—"
"Wait a minute, Max.
We—we ain't what you maybe think we are. To-morrow two weeks we got to meet
creditors and extension notes. We can't pay with even twenty cents on the
dollar. We're gone under, Max!"
"I—"
"We ain't got it to
meet them with. Papa—if a man like papa couldn't make it go nobody could—"
"Such a man, Mr.
Teitlebaum, so honest, so—"
"Shh-h-h, mamma."
"It's our—my fault,
Max. He was afraid even last year, but I—even then I was the one that wanted
the expense of the city. Mamma didn't want it—he didn't—it—was me—I—I—"
"My fault, too, Poil—ach,
Gott, my fault! How I drove him! How I drove him!"
"We—we got to go back
home, Max. We're going back and help him to begin over again. We—we been
driving him like a pack of wolves. He never could refuse nobody nothing. If he
thought mamma wanted the moon up he was ready to go for it; even when we was
kids he—"
"Ach, my
husband, such a good provider he's always been! Such a husband!"
"Always we got our way
out of him. But to- night—to-night, Max, right here in this chair all little he
looked all of a sudden. So little! His back all crooked and all tired and—and I
done it, Max—I ain't what you think I am—oh, God, I done it!"
"Ach, my—"
"Don't cry, mamma.
'Sh-h-h-h! Ain't you ashamed, with Mr. Teitlebaum standing right here? You must
excuse her, Max, so terrible upset she is. 'Sh-h-h-h, mamma—'sh-h-h-h! We're
going back home and begin over again. 'Sh-h-h-h! You won't have to dress for
supper no more like you hate. We'll be home in time for your
strawberry-preserves season, mamma, and rhubarb stew out of the garden, like
papa loves. 'Sh-h-h-h! You must excuse her, Max—you must excuse me, too,
to-night—you—come some other time—please."
"Pearlie!" He came
closer to the circle of light, and his large features came out boldly.
"Pearlie, don't you cry neither, little girl—"
"I—I ain't."
"All what you tell me I
know already."
"Max!"
"Mr. Teitlebaum!"
"You must excuse me,
Mrs. Binswanger, but in nearly the same line of business news like that travels
faster than you think. Only to-day I heard for sure—how—shaky things stand. You
got my sympathies, Mrs. Binswanger, but—but such a failure don't need to
happen."
Mrs. Binswanger clutched two
hands around a throat too dry to swallow.
"He can't stand it. He
isn't strong enough. It will kill him. Always so honest to the last penny he's
been, Mr. Teitlebaum, but never when he used to complain would I believe him.
Always a great one for a poor mouth he was, Mr. Teitlebaum, even when he had
it. So plain he always was, and now I—I've broke him—I—I—"
"'Sh-h-h-h, mamma! Do
you want papa should hear you in the next room? 'Sh-h-h-h! Please, you must
excuse her, Max."
"Pearlie"—he
placed his hand lightly on her shoulder—"Pearlie—Mrs. Binswanger, you must
excuse me, too, but I got to say it—while—while I got the courage. Can't you
guess it, little Pearlie? I'm in love with you. I'm in love with you, Pearlie,
since the first month you came to this hotel to live."
"Max!"
"Ach, Gott!"
"I only got this to say
to you: I love you, little Pearlie. To-day, when I heard the news, I was sorry,
Pearlie, and—and glad, too. It made things look easier for me. Right away I
invited Izzy to lunch so like a school-boy I could hint. I—two years I been
wanting to get out of the store, Pearlie, where there ain't a chance for me to
build up nothing. Like I told Izzy to-day, I want to find a run-down business
that needs building up where I can accomplish things."
"Max!"
"I wanted him to know
what I meant, but like—like a school-boy so mixed up I got. Eight thousand
dollars I got laying for a opening. This failure—this failure don't need to
happen, Pearlie. With new capital and new blood we don't need to be afraid of
tractions and competitions—with me and Izzy, and my eight thousand dollars put
in out there, we—we—but this ain't no time to talk business. I—you must excuse
me, Mrs. Binswanger, but—but—"
"Poil, my baby!
Max!"
"I love you, Pearlie
girlie. Ever since we been in the same hotel together, when I seen you every
day fresh like a flower and so fine, I—I been heels over head in love with you,
Pearlie. You should know how my father and my married brothers tease me. I—I
love you, Pearlie—"
She relaxed to his
approaching arms, and let her head fall back to his shoulder so that her face,
upturned to his, was like a dark flower, and he kissed her where the tears lay
wet on her petal-smooth cheeks and on her lips that trembled.
"Max!"
"My little
girlie!"
Mrs. Binswanger groped
through tear-blinded eyes.
"This—this—ain't no
place for a—old woman, children—this—this—ach, what I'm sayin' I don't
know! Like in a dream I feel."
"Me, too, mamma; me,
too. Like a dream. Ah, Max!"
"I tiptoe in and
surprise papa, children. I surprise papa. Ach, my children, my
children, like in a dream I feel."
She smiled at them with the
tears streaming from her face like rain down a window-pane, opened the door to
the room adjoining gently, and closed it more gently behind her. Her face was
bathed in a peace that swam deep in her eyes like reflected moonlight trailing
down on a lagoon, her lips trembled in the hysteria of too many emotions. She
held the silence for a moment, and remained with her wide back to the door,
peering across the dim-lit room at the curve-backed outline of her husband's
figure, hunched in a sitting posture on the side of the bed.
Beside him on the white
coverlet a green tin box with a convex top like a miniature trunk lay on one
end, its contents, bits of old-fashioned jewelry, and a folded blue document
with a splashy red seal, scattered about the bed.
She could hear him wheeze
out the moany, long-drawn breaths that characterized his sleepless nights, his
face the color of old ivory, wry and etched in the agony of carrying his
trembling palm closer, closer to his mouth.
Suddenly Mrs. Binswanger
cried out, a cry that was born in the unexplored regions of her heart, wild, primordial,
full of terror.
It was as if fear had
churned her blood too thick to flow, and through her paralysis tore the spasm
of a half-articulate shriek.
"Jule—Jule-ius—Jule-ius!"
His hand jerked from his
lips reflexly, so that the six small pink tablets in the trembling palm rolled
to the corners of the room. His blood-driven face fell backward against the
pillow, and he relaxed frankly into short, dry sobs, hollow and hacking like
the coughing of a cat. His feet lay in the little heap of jewelry and across
the crumpled insurance policy.
"Becky—it—it's all what
I—I could do—it's—it—"
"Oh, my God! Oh, my
God!"
She dragged her trembling
limbs across the room to his side. She held him to her so close that the showy
lace yoke transformed its imprint from her bosom to the flesh of his cheek. She
could feel his sobs of hysteria beating against her breast, and her own tears
flowed.
They racked her like a storm
tearing on the mad wings of a gale; they scalded down her cheeks into the
furrows of her neck. She held him tight in the madness of panic and exultation,
and his arm crept around her wide waist, and his tired head relaxed to her
breast, and her hands were locked tight about him and would not let him go.
"We—we're going home,
Julius—we—we're going home."
"Ya, ya, Becky,
it's—it's all right. Ya, ya, Becky."
7.SUPERMAN
THE canker of the city is loneliness. It
flourishes—an insidious paradox—where men meet nose to nose in Subway rushes
and live layer on layer in thousand-tenant tenement houses. It thrives in
three-dollars-a-week fourth-floor back rooms, so thinly partitioned that the
crumple of the rejection-slip and the sobs of the class poetess from Molino, Missouri,
percolate to the four-dollars-a-week fourth-floor front and fuddle the piano
salesman's evening game of solitaire. It is a malignant parasite, which eats
through the thin walls of hall bedrooms and the thick walls of gold bedrooms,
and eats out the hearts it finds there, leaving them black and empty, like
untenanted houses.
Sometimes love sees the To
Let sign, hangs white Swiss curtains at the window, paints the shutters green,
plants a bed of red geraniums in the front yard, and moves in. Again, no tenant
applies; the house mildews with the damp of its own emptiness; children run
when they pass it after dark; and the threshold decays. The heart must be
tenanted or it falls out of repair and rots. Doctors called in the watches of
the night to resuscitate such hearts climb out of bed reluctantly. It is a
malady beyond the ken of the stethoscope.
One such heart beat in a
woman's breast so rapidly that it crowded out her breath; and she pushed the
cotton coverlet back from her bosom, rose to her elbow, and leaned out beyond
her bed into the darkness of the room.
"Jimmie? Essie? That
you, Jimmie?"
The thumping of her heart
answered her, and the loud ticking of a clock that was inaudible during the day
suddenly filled the third-floor rear room of the third-floor rear apartment.
The continual din of the street slumped to the intermittent din of late
evening; the last graphophone in the building observed the nine-o'clock silence
clause of the lease at something after ten, and scratched its last syncopated dance
theme into the tired recording disk of the last tired brain. An upholstered
chair, sunk in the room's pool of darkness, trembled on its own tautened
springs, and the woman trembled of that same tautness and leaned farther out.
"Who's there? That you,
Jimmie?"
Tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock!
She huddled the coverlet up
under her chin and lay back on her pillow, but with her body so rigid that only
half her weight relaxed to the mattress; and behind her tight-closed eyes
flaming wheels revolved against the lids. Tears ran backward toward her ears
like spectacle-frames and soaked into the pillow, a mouse with a thousand feet
scurried between the walls.
"Essie? Jimmie, that
you?"
Tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock!
More tears leaked out from
her closed eyes and found their way to her mouth, so that she could taste their
salt. Then for a slight moment she dozed, with her body at full stretch and
hardly raising the coverlet, and her thin cheek cupped in the palm of her thin
hand. The mouse scurried in a light rain of falling plaster, and she woke with
her pulse pounding in her ears.
"Jimmie? Jimmie? Who's
there?"
Tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock!
Sobs trembled through her
and set the bed-springs vibrating, and she buried her head under her flat
pillow and fell to counting the immemorial procession of phantom sheep that
graze the black grasses of the Land of Wakeful Hours and lead their sleepless
shepherds through the long, long, long pastures of the night.
"Three hundred 'n'
five; three hundred 'n' six; three hundred 'n' seven; three hundred
'n'—Jimmie?"
A key scratched at the outer
lock, and she sprang two-thirds from the bed, dragging the coverlet from its
moorings.
"Jimmie, that
you?"
"Sure, ma!
'Smatter?"
She relaxed as though her
muscles had suddenly snapped, her tense toes and fingers uncurled, and the
blood flowed back.
"I—Nothin', Jimmie; I
was just wondering if that was you."
"No, ma; it ain't
me—it's my valet coming home from a dance at his Pressing Club. You ain't sick,
are you, ma?"
"No. What time is it,
Jimmie? It's so dark."
"You been havin' one of
your spells again, ma?"
"No, no, Jimmie."
"Didn't you promise to
keep a light going?"
"I'm all right."
"Ouch! Geewhillikins,
ma, if you'd burn half a dime's worth of gas till me and Essie get home from
work nights we'd save it in wear and tear on our shins. I ain't got no more
hips left than a snake."
"It's a waste, Jimmie
boy; gas comes so high."
"You should worry, ma!
Watch me light 'er up!"
"Be careful in there,
Jimmie! Stand on a chair. I got a little supper spread out on the table for
Essie and her friend. You take a sandwich yourself—"
"Forty cents in tips
to-day, ma."
"Forty cents!"
"Yeh; and a dame in
Seventieth Street gimme a quarter and hugged the daylights out of me till my
brass buttons made holes in me and cried brineys all over the telegram, and
made me read it out loud twice, once for each ear: 'Unhurt, Sweetheart, and
homeward bound—Bill.' Can you beat it? Five cents a word!"
"Jimmie, wasn't you
glad to carry her a message like that?"
"It's a paying
business, ma, if you're lucky enough to deal only in good news."
A chair squealed on its
castors, a patch of light sprang through the transom, and the chocolate-ocher
bedroom and its chocolate-ocher furniture emerged into a chocolate-ocher
half-light.
"Jimmie?"
"Huh?"
"I'm—I wish—Oh,
nothin'!"
"Ain't you feelin'
right, in there, ma?"
"Yes, Jimmie; but—but
come in and talk to your old mother awhile, my boy."
"Surest thing you know!
Say, these are some sandwiches! You must 'a' struck pay-dirt in your sardine-mine,
ma."
"They're for her
gen'l'man friend, Jimmie."
The door flung open and
threw an island of light pat on the bed. In the gauzy stream the face on the
pillow, with the skin drawn over the cheeks tight as a vellum on a snare-drum,
was vague as a head by Carriere after he had begun to paint through the sad
film of his growing blindness.
"Jimmie, my boy!"
"Hello, ma!"
"Ain't your cheeks
cold, though, Jimmie? It's right sharp out, ain't it? And Essie in her thin
coat! You—you're a little late to-night, ain't you, Jimmie?"
He drew his loose-jointed
figure up from over the bedside; and his features, half-formed as a sculptor's
head just emerging from the marble, took on the easy petulance of youth, and he
wiped the moist lips' print off his downy cheek with the back of his hand.
"Ah, there you go
again! You been layin' here frettin' and countin' the minutes again, ain't you?
Gee, it makes a fellow sore when he just can't get home no sooner!"
"No, no, Jimmie; I been
layin' here sleepin' sound ever since I went to bed. I woke up for the first
time just now. I'm all right, Jimmie, only—only—"
"Honest, ma, you ought
to ask the company to put me in short-pants uniform, day duty, carrying
telegrams of the day's catechism to Sunday-school classes."
"I—Don't fuss at me,
Jimmie! I—I guess I must 'a' had one of them smothering spells, and I didn't
wait up for Essie and Joe to-night. I'm all right now, Jimmie—all right."
He placed his heavy hand on
her brow in half-understanding sympathy.
"Geewhillikins, why
don't you tell a fellow? You want some of that black medicine, ma. You—gee!—you
ain't lookin' kinda blue-like round the gills, are you? Old man Gibbs said we
should send for him right away if—"
"No, no, Jimmie; I'm
all right now."
"Look! I brought you a
carnation one of the operators gimme—one swell little queen, too. You want some
of that black medicine, ma?"
"I'm all right now,
Jimmie. It was just earlier in the evening I kinda had a spell. Ain't that pink
pretty, though! Here, put it in the glass, and gimme a French kiss. Always
ashamed like a big baby when it comes to kissin', ain't you? Ashamed to even
kiss your old ma!"
"Aw!" He shuffled
his feet and bent over her, with the red mounting above the gold collar of his
uniform.
"And such a mamma-boy
you used to be before you had to get out and hustle—such a mamma-boy, and now
ashamed to give your old ma a kiss!"
"Ashamed nothin'! Here,
ma, I'll smooth your hair for you the wrong way like Essie used to do when you
came home from the store dead after the semiannual clearings."
"No, no, Jimmie; these
days I ain't got no more hair left to smooth."
"You look good to
me."
"Aw, Jimmie, quit
stringing your old ma. How can a stack o' bones look good to anybody?"
"You do."
"Your papa used to say
so, too, Jimmie; but in them days my hair was natural curly—little cute,
springy curls like Essie's. The first day he seen me he fell for 'em; and the
night before he died, Jimmie, with you and Essie asleep in your folding-cribs
and me little thinkin' that the next week I'd be back in the department
clerking again, he took me in his arms and—"
"Yes, yes; I know,
ma—but didn't old man Gibbs say not to get excited? Lay back and don't talk,
ma. I can feel your heart beatin' way down in your hands."
"You're all tired out,
ain't you, Jimmie?—too tired to listen to my talk; but you're going to wait up
for your sister's young man to-night, ain't you, my boy? Go wet your hair and
smooth it down. You'll wanna see him, Jimmie."
"Fine chance."
"Sure he's coming
to-night, Jimmie. I got their supper all waitin'; and, see, there's my flowered
wrapper at the foot of the bed, so I can get up and go in when—"
"Aw, cut out the
comedy, ma! She ain't comin' straight home after the show any more'n a crooked
road; and if she does he ain't coming with her."
"Jimmie, she promised
sure to-night."
"Didn't she promise
last night and the night before and the night before that?"
"But this afternoon
when she left for the matinée, Jimmie, I wasn't feelin' so well, and she
promised so sure."
"Them girl ushers down
there is too lively a bunch for her, ma. Ushin' in a theayter is next to bein'
in the chorus—only—"
"Jimmie!"
"Sure it is—only it
ain't so good one way, and it ain't so bad another. This new-fangled girl
ushin' gets my goat, anyways. It ain't doin' her any good."
"Oh, Gawd, Jimmie,
don't I know it? I hated to see her take it—her so little and cute and pretty
and all! Night-work ain't nothin' for our Essie."
"Sure it ain't!"
"But what could we do,
Jimmie? After I gave out, her six a week in the notions wasn't a drop in the
bucket. What else could we do, Jimmie?"
"Just you wait, ma!
This time next year life'll be one long ice-cream soda for you and her. Wait
till my dynamo gets to charging like I want her to—I'll be runnin' this whole
shebang with a bang!"
"You're a good boy,
Jimmie; but a kid of seventeen ain't expected to have shoulders for
three."
"Just the samey, I
showed a draft of my dynamo to the head operator, ma, and he's comin' up Sunday
to have a look. Leave it here on the table just like it is, ma. You'll be
ridin' in your Birdsong self-charging electric automobile yet!"
She let her fingers wander
up and down his cheek and across his shoulders and into his uneven nappy hair.
"Poor Jimmie! If only
you had the trainin'! Miss Maisie was up from the store to-day in her noon-hour
and seen it standing here next to my bed; and she thought it was such a
pretty-lookin' dynamo, with its copper wires and all."
"You didn't let
her—"
"No—honest, Jimmie!
See—it ain't been touched; I didn't even let her go near the table's edge. She
wanted to know when I was comin' back to the store—she says the corsets have
run down since they got the new head saleslady, Jimmie."
"If I'd 'a' been here
I'd 'a' told her you ain't going back."
"Sometimes I—I think I
ain't, neither, Jimmie."
"What?"
"Nothin'."
"When you get well, ma,
then I—"
"Then I'm going back on
my job, Jimmie. Eighteen years—not countin' the three years your papa lived—at
doing one thing sort of makes you married to it. I got my heart as set as
always, Jimmie, on gettin' you in at the Electric Training School next door. If
I hadn't broke down—"
"Nix for mine,
ma!"
"Every day I sit by the
window, Jimmie, and see the young engineers and electricians who board there
goin' to work; and it breaks my heart to think of you, with your mind for
inventions, runnin' the streets—a messenger boy—just when I was beginnin' to
get where I could do for you."
"Aw, cut that, ma!
Don't I work round on my dynamo every morning till I go on duty? Wouldn't I
look swell with an electricity book under my arm? I'd feel like Battling John
drinking tea out of an egg-shell."
"The trainin'-school's
the place for you, Jimmie. If you'd only take the dynamo over to the
superintendent and show him where you're stuck he'd help you, Jimmie. I been
beggin' you so long, and if only you wasn't so stubborn!"
"I ain't got the nerve
buttin' in over there; it's for fellows who got swell jobs already."
"There's classes for
boys, too, Jimmie; the janitor told me. Just go to-morrow and show your dynamo.
It won't hurt nothin', and maybe they'll know just what the trouble is—it's
only a little thing, Jimmie—three times in succession it worked last night,
didn't it? It won't hurt to go, Jimmie—just to go and show it."
"Nix; I ain't got the
nerve. You just wait! I ain't got the trainin'; but didn't I sell my double
lens the day after I got the patent? Didn't I make that twenty-five just like
battin' your eye?"
"The janitor says you
was robbed in it, Jimmie."
"We should worry!
Didn't we get a rockin'-chair and a string of beads and a tool-chest out of
it?"
"It ain't you worries
me so much, Jimmie. Here, put your head here on the pillow next to me, Jimmie.
My heart's actin' up to-night. It ain't you worries me you're a man like your
papa was and can hit back; but Essie—if only Essie—"
"You don't handle her
right, ma; you're too easy-going with her. Since she went on her new job she's
gettin' too gay—too gay!"
"Jimmie!"
"Sure she is. Like I
told her last night when she came in all hours from dancing—if she didn't take
that war-paint off her face I'd get her in a corner and rub it off till—"
"I've begged her and
begged her, Jimmie, just as hard as I ever begged you about the dynamo, to wash
her face of it. It's eatin' me, Jimmie—eatin' me! There wasn't a girl in the
store that didn't envy that girl her complexion. Oh, Gawd, Jimmie, it ain't
paint alone—it's where it can lead to."
"She needs an old-time
spankin'."
"Them girls down at the
theayter where she works put them ideas in her head. It's only of late with
her, Jimmie. Wasn't she like a little baby when I had her across from me in the
notions?"
"She's gotta keep her
face clean or I'll—"
"She needs somebody
strong like her papa was to handle her, Jimmie. She's stubborn in ways, like
you, and needs somebody older, my boy—somebody strong that can handle her and
love her all at once."
"She's gotta quit
sneakin' home at all hours. She don't pay no attention to me; but she's gotta
quit or I—I'll go down and smash up that whole theayter crowd of 'em!"
"If she'd 'a' had a
father to grow up under it would 'a' been different. He was one of the
strongest men in the power-house, Jimmie. Mechanics make strong men, my boy,
and that's why my heart's set on you, Jimmie, takin' up where he left
off."
"It's that job of hers,
ma; it ain't no hang-out for her down there round the lights. She's gettin' too
gay. I'll smash that ticket-speculator to gelatin if he don't show up or leave
her alone!"
"'Sh-h-h, Jimmie! He's
her young man; she says he's a upright and honorable young man with
intentions."
"Where she hidin' him,
then?"
"He—he's bashful about
comin', Jimmie. Last night on her knees right here by this bed she told me,
Jimmie, with her eyes like saucers, that he's said everything but come right
out and ask her."
"What's the matter? Is
he tongue-tied?"
"A fine fellow, she
says, Jimmie—up to date as a new dime, makin' from thirty to forty a week. Get
that, Jimmie? Gawd—forty a week! On forty a week, Jimmie, what they could do
for themselves and for you!"
"I wanna look him over
first. I knew a fellow in that game got forty a week and ninety days once,
too."
"Jimmie!"
"There's a bunch of
speculators used to hang round the Forty-second Street telegraph office, with
one eye always on the cop and the other always open for rubes. They was all
hunchbacks from dodging the law."
"He ain't one of them
kind, Jimmie."
"Then why don't he have
a roof over his head instead of doing sidewalk business?"
"Ticket-speculatin' is
like any other business, Essie says. Profit is profit, whether you make it on a
sheet of music, a washboard, or a theayter ticket."
"Then why don't he show
his face round here, instead of runnin' her round night after night when she
ought to be home sleepin'?"
"Gawd, Jimmie! I don't
know, except what she says. I just feel like I couldn't stand her not bringing
him to-night—like—like I couldn't stand it, Jimmie."
"Lay easy there,
ma."
"They're young, I
guess, and gotta have life; but I lay here with it in front of me all night,
long after she gets home and is sleepin' here next to me as light as a daisy. She's
so little and pretty, Jimmie."
"I wanna get my glims
on him—"
"What, Jimmie?"
"I wanna see him."
"Me, too, Jimmie. I
wouldn't care much about anything else if I could see him once; and if he is
big and strong like your father was—"
"That gang don't come
big and strong. They got big heads and little necks."
"The kind of fellow
that would know how to treat you when you got stubborn, and would put his hand
on your shoulder and not try to drive you. If he was a man like that, Jimmie,
the kind you and Essie needs, I—I'd stop fightin'; I'd fold my hands and say to
God: 'Ready! Ready right this minute!'"
"Ready for what,
ma?"
"Ready, Jimmie, my boy.
Just hands folded and ready—that's all."
"Aw, cut it, can't you,
ma? I—ma, quit scarin' a fellow. Quit battin' your eyes like that. Tryin' to
flirt with me, ain't you, ma? Quit it, now! Lemme get you some of that black
medicine—you're gettin' one of your spells. Lemme run down-stairs and send
Lizzie Marks for old man Gibbs?"
"No, no, Jimmie—don't
leave me! Hold me, my boy, so I can feel your face. Don't cry, Jimmie; there
ain't nothin' to cry about."
"Cut the comedy, ma! I
ain't cryin'; I'm sweatin'."
"Jimmie, are—you—there?
I feel so—so heavy."
"Sure I am, ma—right
here, holding you in my arms. Feel! There's the scar where old Gibbs sewed my
face the time I got hit with a bat—feel, ma—see, it's me."
"What's that, Jimmie,
on the foot of the bed movin'?"
"See, ma—that's your
flowered glad-rag. You're go-goin' to put it on when Essie and her gen'l'man
friend come in. It ain't movin'; I shoved it."
"Don't muss it,
Jimmie."
"No. See, I smoothed
out its tail—it's a sash for you, ma."
"Jimmie, you won't
leave me? It gets so dark and—the mice—"
"You couldn't pry me
away with a crowbar, ma! I'll hold you till you yell leggo. Lemme go for old
Gibbs, ma; you're breathing heavy as a pump."
"No, no, Jimmie; don't
leave me."
"Sure I won't; but
you're all twitchin' and jumpin', ma. Just leave me run down and send Lizzie
Marks for him."
"No, no, Jimmie; I'm
all right."
"Sure, ma? You—you're
actin' up so funny."
"It ain't nothin'—only
I'm an old woman, Jimmie. All of a sudden I got old and broke. It ain't the
same in the department, Jimmie, with Essie gone from the notions across the
aisle. Always when we were overstocked in the corsets she—she—Essie—"
"Aw, ma, you ain't
talkin' straight. Lemme have old man Gibbs."
"I'm talking straight,
Jimmie. Ain't I layin' right here in your arms and ain't my hair caught round
one of your brass buttons?—quit pullin', Jimmie! Essie's hair is so bright,
Jimmie. I can see it shinin' in the dark when she's sleepin'."
"Some hair the kid's
got! Remember the night you took me and her to—"
"'Sh-h-h-h! Ain't that
them coming? Ain't it, Jimmie? I ain't equal to gettin' up, Jimmie. Bring 'em
in here and tell—"
"Like fun it's them!
Whatta you bet right now they're holding down a table for two at the Palais du
Danse? Swell joint!"
"Oh, Gawd,
Jimmie!"
"I was kiddin', ma—only
kiddin'. Open your eyes, ma. Gwan! Be a sport and open up! Remember, ma, when I
was a kid, how I used to make you laff and laff, makin' a noise like a
banjo—plunka-plunk-plunk-plunk-plunka-plunk?"
"Yes, Jimmie."
"I knew I'd get a laff
out of you—plunka-plunk-plunka-plunk!"
"Yes, Jimmie, my boy!
Go on! I like to lay here and remember back. Essie was always grabbin' your
spoon—I used to slap her little hands and—"
"Ma, open your eyes!
Don't go off in one of 'em again."
"See, they're open,
Jimmie! I can see your gold buttons shinin' and shinin'—I ain't sleepin'; I'm
only waitin'."
"She ain't had time to
get home yet, ma. They gotta pick up programs and turn in lost articles and
all."
"Put your arms round
me, Jimmie. I keep slippin' and slippin'."
"Lemme run for old man
Gibbs, ma? Please!"
"No, no, Jimmie. Sing
like you used to when you was a little kid, Jimmie; I used to laff and
laff."
"Plunka-plunk-plunk-plunk!"
"'Sh-h-h! There's the
chimes—you won't never tell me the right time nights, when I ask you,
Jimmie."
"It ain't late,
ma."
"'Sh-h-h! What time is
that? Listen!"
"It's early. Don't you
count chimes, ma—it's a sign of snow to count 'em, and Essie's got her thin
jacket on. Listen! This is a swell one I know: Plunk! Plunk! Plunk!
Plunk!"
"'Sh-h-h, Jimmie!
One—two—three—four—five—six—seven—eight—nine—ten—"
"See, it ain't
late."
"'Leven! You can't cheat
me; I heard the last one."
"'Leven already? Well,
whatta you know about that? Them chimes is always ahead of themselves."
"Jimmie, my boy, quit
playin' with your old ma."
"They'll be comin' soon
now."
"Don't leave me,
Jimmie."
"Sure, I
won't—see!"
"Jimmie! Jim-mie—"
"Ma! Ma, for Gawd's
sakes, open your eyes! Ma darlin'—please—please—"
"Sing, Jimmie, like—a
banjo."
"Plunka-plunk-plunka-plunk!"
On that last boom of eleven
the Stuyvesant Theater swung its doors outward as the portals of a cuckoo clock
fly open on the hour, and women in fur-collared, brocaded coats, which wrapped
them to the ankles, and carefully curved smiles that Watteau knew so well and
Thackeray knew too well, streamed out into the radium-white flare of Broadway,
their delicate fingers resting lightly on the tired arms of tired business men,
whose faces were like wood-carving and whose wide white shirt-fronts covered
their hearts like slabs.
Almost before the last
limousine door had slammed, and the last tired business man had felt the light
compelling pressure of the delicate finger-tips on his arm and turned his tired
eyes from the white lights to the whiter lights of cafés and gold-leaf hotels,
the interior of the Stuyvesant Theater, warm and perfumed as the interior of a
jewel-box, blinked into soft darkness. Small figures, stealthy espions of
the night, padded down thick-carpeted aisles flashing their pocket searchlights
now here, now there, folding rows of velvet seats against velvet backs,
reaching for discarded programs and seat-checks, gathering up the dainty debris
of petals fallen from too-blown roses, an occasional webby handkerchief, an odd
glove, a ribbon.
Then the dull-red eyes above
the fire-exits blinked out, the sea of twilight deepened, and the small
searchlights flashed brighter and whiter, glow-worms in a pit of night.
"For Pete's sakes! Tell
Ed to give back them lights; my lamp's burnt out."
"Oh, hurry up, Essie!
You girls up there in the balcony would kick if you was walkin' a tight rope
stretched between the top stories of two Flatiron Buildings."
"It's easy enough for
you to talk down there in the orchestra, Lulu Pope. Carriage shoes don't muss
up the place like Subway shoes."
"Gimme the balcony in
preference to the orchestra every time."
"What about us girls
'way up here in the chutes? Whatta you say about us, Lulu Pope—playin'
handmaids to the gallery gods?"
"Chutes the same. I
used to be in the chutes over at the Olympic, and six nights out of the week I
carried water up the aisles without a stop. Lookin' each row in the eye,
too!"
"Like fun!"
"Sure's my name's Lulu
Pope! Me an' a girl named Della Bradenwald used to play Animal or Vegetable
Kingdom every entr'acte with the fireman."
"Oh-h-h! Say, Loo, you
oughtta see what I found up here in Box E!"
"Leave it to Essie
Birdsong for a find! What is it this time—the diamond star the blonde queen in
Upper E was wearin'?"
"A right-hand, number
five and a half—white stitchin'."
"Can you beat it? And
you ain't never had a claim yet at the box-office."
"I knew my luck would break,
Lulu. My little brother Jimmie says if you break a comb your luck breaks with
it. I broke one this morning. Whatta you bet now I begin to match every one of
my five left-hand gloves, without a claim from the office?"
"Lucky kid!"
Conversation curved from
gallery to loge box, and from loge to balcony.
"Gee! Look at this
amber butterfly! I seen it in her hair when I steered her down the aisle. She
must be stuck on something about this show—third time this week, and not on
paper, neither."
"Amber, is it, Sadie?
I'll trade you for the tortoise-shell one I found in G 4; amber'll go swell
with my hair."
"Whatta you bet she
claims it?"
"Nix."
"Say, did you hear
Wheelan flivver her big scene to-night? I was dozin' in the foyer and she
tripped over her cue so hard she woke me up."
"I should say so! I was
standing next to the old man, and he let out a line of talk that was some
fireworks; he said a super in the mob scene could take her place and beat her
at pickin' up cues."
"Ready, Sadie?"
"Yes; wait till I turn
in one gent's muffler and a red curl."
"Are you done up there,
too, Essie?"
"Yes; but you needn't
wait for me, Loo. If you're in a hurry I'll see you down in the
locker-room."
Seats slammed; laughter
drifted; searchlights danced and flashed out as though suddenly doused with
water; and the gold, crystal, velvet, and marble interior of the Stuyvesant
Theater suddenly vanished into its imminent wimple of blackness.
In the bare-walled
locker-room Miss Essie Birdsong leaned to her reflection in the twelve-inch
wavy mirror and ran a fine pencil-line along the curves of her eyebrows.
"Is this right,
Loo?"
"Swell! Your eyes look
two shades darker."
"Gee!"
Miss Birdsong smiled and
leaned closer.
"The girls all out,
Loo?"
"Yeh; hurry up and
lemme have that mirror, Ess—Harry gets as glum as glue if I keep him
waiting."
Miss Pope adjusted a
too-small hat with a too-long pheasant's wing cocked at a too-rakish angle on
her brass-colored hair, and powdered at her powdered cheek-bones.
"Here—you can have the
mirror first, Loo. I—I ain't in a hurry to-night. You and Harry better go on
and not wait round for me."
Miss Pope placed her long,
bird-like hands on her slim hips and slumped inward at the waist-line; her eyes
had the peculiar lambency of the blue flame that plays on the surface of cognac
and leaves it cold.
"What's hurtin' you,
Ess? The whole week you been makin' this play to dodge me and Harry. If you
don't like our company, Doll-doll, me and Harry can manage to worry along
somehow."
"Oh, Lulu, it—it ain't
that, and you know it."
"You're all alike.
Didn't my last chum, Della Bradenwald, do the same thing? I interdooced her to
a gen'l'man friend of mine, a slick little doorman for a two-day show, and what
did she do? Scat! After the second day it was good-by, Loo-Loo! They went
kitin' it off together and dropped me and Harry like parachutes!"
"Loo, darlin', honest,
me and Joe just love goin' round dancin' with you and Harry; but—but—"
"Then what's hurtin'
you?"
"It's ma again, Loo.
She looked like she was ready for one of her spells when I left; she's been
worse again these two days, and the doctor says we mustn't get her excited—her
heart's bum, Loo."
"Say, I used to have
heart failure myself, and I know a swell cure—Hartley's Heart's Ease. Honest,
when I was over at the Olympic I used to go dead like a tire. Lend me your
eyestick, Ess."
"You'll laff, Loo; but
she's daffy for me and Joe to come home after the show; she's never seen him at
all, and—"
"Oh, Gawd, I gotta
flashlight of Joe!"
"When ma and I was
clerkin' the girls and fellows always used to come to our flat, Loo; and, say,
for fun! Ma was as lively as any of us in those days; and we'd have sardine
sandwiches, and my kid brother used to imitate all kinds of music and actors;
and we used to laff and laff until they'd knock on the ceiling from up-stairs
and ma'd pack the whole lot of 'em home. Why don't you and Harry come up
to-night, too, Loo? And we'll have a little doin's."
"Nothin' doin', Beauty.
There's a Free-for-All Tango Contest round at the Poppy Garden to-night; and,
believe me, I wouldn't mind winning that pink ivory manicure set. All I gotta
ask is one thing, Ess! Bring me a snapshot of Joe doing the fireside act!"
The glaze of unshed tears
sprang over Miss Birdsong's eyes like gauzy clouds across a summer sky.
"I—that's just it, Loo.
I can't get him to come. Sometimes I think maybe it's just because he's
stringing me along; and I—he—he was your friend first, Loo. Ain't he ever said
anything to you about me—about—aw, you know what I mean, Loo?"
"He's hipped on you,
girl. I know Joe Ullman like I know the floor-plan of this theater."
"Honest, Loo, do you
think so?"
"Sure! Gawd! I knew Joe
when I was making sateen daisies in a artificial-flower loft on Twenty-second
Street; and him and my brother was clerkin' in a cigar store on Twenty-third
and running a neat little book on the side."
"A book?"
"Yes, dearie—a pretty
picture-book."
"Joe never told
me."
"He ain't always been
the thirty-dollar-a-week kid he is now—take it from me. Just the same, you can
thank me for interdoocing you to the sharpest little fellow that's selling
tickets on the sidewalks of this great and wicked city."
"I always tell him he
ought to save more—taxis and all he has to have, that spendy he is!"
"Sidewalk speculatin'
is a good pastime if you're sharp enough; and I always tell Joe he's got a edge
on him like a razor."
"Like a razor! Aw, Loo,
you talk like he was a barber."
"Sure, he's that sharp!
Take Harry now: he's as slick as a watermelon-seed when it comes to pickin' a
sheet of music with a whistle in it; but put him in a game like Joe's, with the
law cross-eyed from winkin' and frownin' at the same time, and he'd lose his
nerve."
"It ain't a game, Loo.
Joe says there ain't a reason why a fellow can't sell a theater ticket at a
profit, just like Harry sells a sheet of music. Sidewalks are free for
all."
"Leave it to Joe to
stretch the language like a rubber band. His middle name is Gutta-Percha."
"He was your friend
first."
"He is yet, Beauty—even
if you have grabbed him. I like him—he's one good sport; but with Joe's gift
for tongue-work he could make a jury believe a Bowery jewelry store ought to
have a habeas corpus for every body it snatches; he could rob
a cradle and get a hero medal for it."
"I—sometimes I—I don't
know how to take him, Loo. We've been goin' together steady now; and sometimes
I think he—he likes me, and sometimes I think he don't."
"Take it from me, you
got him going. I never knew him to take a five-evenings-a-week lease on
anybody's time."
"Six."
"Six! For all I know,
you—you're keepin' things from me. Lemme see your left hand—whatta you blushing
for, Beauty? Whatta you blushing for?"
"Aw, Loo!"
"Say, how does this
jacket look, Ess? Half them judges over there at the Poppy watch your clothes
more'n your feet."
"Swell!"
"Well, is this where me
and Harry exit, Beauty?"
"Yeh; you go ahead,
Loo. I—I'll tell Joe you and Harry went on ahead to-night."
"I gotta half bottle of
Hartley's Heart's Ease at home, Ess. Tell your old lady to have it on me. Don't
you worry, kiddo. I used to have heart trouble so bad I'd breathe like a fish
at a shore dinner—and look at me now! I'll bring it to-morrow—a tablespoonful
before meals."
"Good night, Loo. I'll
see you Monday."
"Put on a little more
color there, Doll, or you'll never get nothin' out of him. You look as scared
as an oyster. Lordy, you can handle him easy! Lemme know what happens. S'long!
S'long!"
"Good night, Loo!"
Miss Birdsong brushed at her
soft cheeks with the pink tip of a rabbit's foot, and the color sprang out to
match the rose-colored sateen facing of her hat. Her lips opened in a faint
smile; and after a careful interval she scrambled into her jacket, flung a
good-night kiss to the doorman, and hurried through the gloomy foyer.
No sham like the sham of the
theater! Its marble façade is classic as a temple, and its dirty gray-brick
rear opens out on a cat-infested alley. The perfumes of the auditorium are the
fumes of the wings. Thespis wears a custom-made coat of many colors, but his
undershirt is sackcloth.
Miss Birdsong stepped out of
a gold and mauve hallway, through a grimy side-door, and into an area as black
as a pit; and out from its blackest shadows a figure rose to meet her.
"Joe?"
"Yeh; where's Loo and
Harry?"
"I dunno; they—they
went on."
"Hurry up, Beauty. I
ain't so much of a favorite round this theater that I can bask in this sunny
spot."
"I didn't mean to keep
you waitin' so long, Joe."
"Believe me, you're the
foist little girl I ever hung round an usher's exit for."
"Honest, am I,
Joe?"
"Surest thing! The
stage-door is my pace, and for nothing short of head-liners, neither. I gotta
like a girl pretty well to hang round on the wrong side of the footlights for
her, sweetness."
"Joe, I—I wish I knew
if you was kiddin'."
"Kiddin' nothin'!"
They emerged into the white
shower from a score of arc-lights; and Mr. Joe Ullman, an apotheosis of a
classy-clothes tailor's dearest dream, in his brown suit, brown-bordered silk
handkerchief nicely apparent, brown derby hat and tan-top shoes, turned his
bulldog toes and fox-terrier eyes to the north, where against a fulvous sky the
Palais du Danse spelled itself in ruby and emerald incandescents with the
carefully planned effect of green moonlight floating in a mist of blood.
"Joe"—she dragged
gently at his coat-sleeve, and a warm pink spread out from under the area of
rouge—"Joe, you know what you promised for to-night?"
"What, kiddo? The sky's
my limit. I'll taxi you till the meter gives out. I'll buy you—"
"You have promised so
long, Joe. Come on! Let's go up home to-night. Be a sport, and let's go. Ma's
got a midnight supper waitin', and—"
"The doctor says home
cookin's bad for me, sweetness."
He cocked his hat slightly
askew, stroked a chin as blue as a priest's, and winked down at her.
"Honest, sweetness, I'm
going to buy you a phonograph record of 'Home Sweet Home Ain't Sweet Enough for
Me'—"
"She's waitin' up for
us, Joe; she ain't hardly able to be up, but she's waitin', Joe."
"Ain't I told you I'm
going up with you some night when I'm in the humor for it? I feel like a
ninety-horse-power dancer to-night, Doll. Whatta you bet I sold more seats for
your show to-night than the box-office? Whatta you bet?"
"Joe—you
promised."
"Sure, and I'm going to
keep it; but I'm wearin' a celluloid collar to-night, hon, and the fireside
ain't no place for me. I wouldn't wanna blow your mamma to smithereens."
"Joe!"
"I wouldn't—honest,
sweetness, I wouldn't."
"Joe, comin' to our
house ain't like bein' company—honest! When the boys and girls from the store
used to come over we'd roll back the carpets, and ma'd play on an old comb and
Jimmie'd make a noise like a banjo, and—"
"Hear! Hear! You sound
like 'Way Down East' gone into vaudeville."
"Come on up to-night,
Joe—like you promised."
"We'll talk it over a
little later, sweetness. Midnight ain't no time to call on your best girl's
dame. What'll she be thinkin' of us buttin' in there for midnight supper?
To-morrow night's Sunday—that'll be more like it."
"She got it waitin' for
us, Joe. All week she been fixing every night, and us not comin'. She knows
it's the only time we got, Joe. She says she'd rather have us come home after
the show than go kiting round like this. Honest, Joe, she's regular sport
herself. She used to be the life of her department; the girls used to laff and
laff at her cuttings-up. She's achin' to see you, Joe. She knows I we—she don't
talk about nothin' else, Joe; and she's sick—it scares me to think how sick
maybe she is." He leaned to her upturned face; tears trembled on her
lashes and in her voice. "Please, Joe!"
"To-morrow night, sure,
little Essie Birdsong. Gawd, what a name! Why didn't they call you—"
"They always used to
call us the Songbirds at the store."
"Look, will you?
Read—'Tango Contest next Monday night!' Are you game, little one? We'd won the
last if they'd kept the profesh off the floor. Come on! Let's go in and
practise for it."
"Not to-night, Joe,
please. We're only four blocks from home, and it ain't right, our keepin'
company like this every night for three months and not goin'. It ain't
right."
He paused in the sea of
green moonlight before the gold threshold of the Palais du Danse, whose
caryatides were faun-eyed Mænads and Ægipans. The gold figure of a Cybele in a
gold chariot raced with eight reproductions of herself in an octagonal
mirror-lined foyer, and a steady stream of Corybantes bought admission tickets
at twenty-five cents a Corybant.
Phrygian music, harlequined
to meet the needs of Forty-second Street and its anchorites, flared and receded
with the opening and closing of gilded doors.
"Come on, girlie!
To-morrow night we'll do the fireside proper."
"You never—nev-er do
anything I ask you to, Joe. You jolly me along and jolly me along, and then—do
nothing."
He released her suddenly,
plunged his hands into his pockets, and slumped in his shoulders.
"I don't, don't I?
That's the way with you girls—a fellow ties hisself up like a broken arm in a
sling, and that's the thanks he gets! Ain't I quit playin' pool? Didn't I swear
to you on your little old Sunday-school book to cut out pool? Didn't the whole
gang gimme the laff? Ain't I cuttin' everything—ain't I?—pool and cards—pool
and all?"
"I know, Joe;
but—"
"You gotta quit naggin'
me about the fireside game, sis. I'm going to meet your dame some day—sure I
am; but you gotta let me take my time. You gotta let me do it my way—you gotta
quit naggin' me. A fellow can't stand for it."
"She's sick, Joe."
"Sure she is; and
to-morrow night we'll buy her an oyster loaf or something and take it home to
her. How's that, kiddo?"
"That ain't what she
wants, Joe—it's us."
"I just ain't
home-broke—that's all's the matter with me. Put me in a parlor, and I get
weak-kneed as a cat—bashful as a banshee! You gotta let me do it my way,
Peaches and Cream. Just like a twenty-five-cent order of 'em you look, with
them eyes and cheeks and hair. To-morrow night, sweetness—huh?"
"Honest, Joe?"
"Cross my heart and bet
on a dark horse!"
She slid her hand into the
curve of his elbow, her incertitude vanishing behind the filmy cloud of a
smile.
"All right, Joe;
to-morrow night, sure. You walk as far as home with me now, and—"
"Gawd bless my soul!
You ain't going to leave me at the church, are you?"
"I gotta go right home,
Joe."
"Gee! Why didn't you
tell a fellow? I could have tied up ten times over for a Saturday night.
There's a little dancer over at the Orpheum would have let out a six-inch smile
for the pleasure of my company to-night. Gee! you're a swell little
sport—nix!"
"Joe!"
"Come on in for ten
minutes, and if you're right good I'll shoot you home in a taxi-cab just as
quick as if we went now. Just ten minutes, sweetness."
"No more, Joe."
"Cross my heart and bet
on a dark horse—just ten minutes."
She smiled at him from the
corners of her shadowed eyes and stepped into the tessellated foyer.
"Satisfied now, Mr.
Smarty?" she said, smiling at eight reflections of herself and swaying to
the rippling flute notes and violin phrases that wandered out to meet them.
"You're all right,
sweetness!"
Within the Sheban elegance
of the overlighted, overheated, overgilded dining and dance hall his pressure
of her arm tightened and the blood ran in her veins a searing flame.
"Gee! Look at the jam,
Joe!"
"Over there's a table
for two, sweet—right under them green lights."
"Say, whatta you know
about that? There's that same blonde girl, Joe, we been seein' everywhere.
Honest, she follows us round every place we go—her and that fellow that was
dancing up at the Crescent last night—remember?"
They drew up before a
marble-topped table, one of a phalanx that flanked a wide-open space of
hard-wood floor, like coping round a sunken pool; and his eyes took a rapid
résumé of the polyphonic room.
"Good crowd out
to-night, sweetness. They all know us, too."
"Yes."
"Wanna dance and show
'em we're in condition?"
"No, Joe."
The music flared suddenly;
chairs were pushed back from their tables, leaving food and drink in the
attitude of waiting. A bolder couple or two ventured out on the shining
floor-space, hesitant like a premonitory ripple on the water before the coming
of the wind; another and yet another. And almost instanter there was the
intricate maze of a crowded floor—women swaying, men threading in, out, around.
"What'll you have to
drink, sweetness?"
"Lemonade,
please."
"I know a better one
than that."
"What?"
"Condensed milk!"
"Silly! I just can't
get used to them bitter-tasting things you try out on me."
"You're all right,
little Lemonade Girl!"
He leaned across the table
and peered under the pink sateen. Its reflection lay like a blush of pleasure
across her features, and she kept her gaze averted, with a pretty malaise trembling
through her.
"You're all right,
little Peaches and Cream."
"You—you're all right,
too, Joe."
"You mean that,
sweetness?"
"I mean it if you mean
it."
"Do I mean it! Say, do
I give a little queen like you my company eight nights out of seven for the fun
of kiddin' myself along?"
"I know you ain't, Joe;
that's what I keep tellin' ma."
"Sittin' there screwing
your lips at me like that! You got a mouth just like—just like red fruit, like
a cherry that would bust all over the place if a bird took a peck at it."
Her bosom, little as
Juliet's, rose to his words, and she giggled after the immemorial fashion of
women.
"Oh, Joe! If only—if
only—if only—"
"If only what,
sweetness?"
"If only—"
"Huh?"
"Aw, I can't say
it."
"Whistle it, then, sweetness."
"It don't do us no good
to talk about things, Joe. We—we never get anywhere."
"What's the use o'
talking, then, sweetness? Here's your lemonade. I wish I was in the baby-food
class—'pon my soul I do! Look, sweetness; this is the stuff, though. Look at
its color, will you? Red as a moonshiner's eye! Here, waiter, leave that
siphon; I might wanna shoot up the place."
"You promised, Joe,
not—"
"Sure; I ain't goin'
to, neither. Did I keep my pool promise? Ain't heard a ball click for weeks!
Will I keep this one? Watch! Two's my limit, Peaches. I'd swear off sleepin' if
you wanted me to."
"Would you, Joe? That's
what I want you to tell ma when—"
"Aw, there you go
again! Honest, the minute a fellow feels hisself warming up inside you begin
tryin' to reach up to the church-tower and ring the bells."
"Joe!"
"Sure you do."
"You make me ashamed
when you talk like that."
"Then cut it,
sweetness. Come on; let's finish out this dance."
"It worries her so,
Joe. She asks and asks till I—I don't know what to say no more when I see her
wastin' away and all. I—Gawd, I don't know!"
"For Gawd's sakes,
don't leak any tears here, Ess! This gang here knows me. Ain't I told you I
like you, girl? I like you well enough to do anything your little heart
de-sires; but this ain't the place to talk about it."
"That's what you always
say, Joe; no place is the place."
"Gee, ain't it swell
enough just the way we are—just like it is, us knocking round together? I ain't
your settling-down kind, sister. You're one little winner, and I like your
style o' sweetness, but I ain't what you'd call a homesteader."
"Joe!"
"Sure; I mean it. I
like you well enough to do any little thing your heart desires; but I never
look far ahead, hon. I'm near-sighted."
"What—what about
me?"
"I ain't got nothing
saved up—not a dime. You tell your dame—you tell her we—we just understand each
other. Huh? How's that? That's fair enough, ain't it?"
"Whatta you mean, Joe?
You always say that; but please, Joe, please tell me what you mean?"
"Listen, kiddo. Say,
listen to that trot they're playin', will you? Come on, sis; be a sport!
To-morrow night we'll talk about anything your little heart desires. Come on,
one round! Don't make me sore."
"Aw, no, Joe; I gotta
go."
"One round,
sweetness—see, I'll pay the check. See, two rounds round, and we'll light out
for home. Look, they're all watchin' for us—two rounds, sweetness."
"One, you just said,
Joe."
"One, then, little
mouse."
They rose to the
introductory titillation of violins; she slid into his embrace with a little
fluid movement, and they slithered out on the shining floor. A light murmur
like the rustle of birds' wings went after them, and couples leaned from their
tables to watch the perfect syncopation of their steps. His slightly
crepuscular eyes took on the sheen of mica; the color ran high in her face, and
her lips parted.
"They sit up and take
notice when we slide out, don't they, little one?"
"Yes."
"Some class to my
trotting, ain't there, sweetness?"
"Yeh. Look, Joe; we
gotta go after this round—it's nearly twelve."
"Twice round,
sweetness, and then we go. If we ain't got the profesh beat on that Argentine
Dip I'll give ten orchestra seats to charity and let any box-office in this
town land me for what I'm worth."
"Joe!"
"Aw, I was only
kiddin'. They got as much chance with me as a man with Saint Vitus's dance has
of landing a trout. Gee, you're pretty to-night, sweetness!"
"Sweetness
yourself!"
"Peaches and
Cream!"
"Come on, Joe; this is
twice round."
"Once more,
sweetness—just once more! See, you got me hypnotized; my feet won't stop. See,
they keep going and going. See, I can't stop. Whoa! Whoa! Honest, I can't quit!
Whoa! We gotta go round once more, sweetness. I—just—can't—stop!"
"Just once more,
Joe."
At one o'clock the gas-flame
in the hallway outside the rear third-floor apartment flared sootily and waned
to a weary bead as the pressure receded. Through the opacity of the sudden fog
the formal-faced door faded into the gloom, and Miss Essie Birdsong pushed the
knob stealthily inch by inch to save the squeak.
"Plunk-plunk-plunka-plunka-plunk-plunk!
Essie?"
"'Sh-h-h-h! Yes,
Jimmie—it's only me. Why you makin' that noise? Why's the light burning?
What's—"
"Essie! Essie, is that
you and—"
"Ma dearie, you—What's
the matter? You ain't sick, are you? What's—what's wrong, Jimmie? Please,
what's wrong?"
She stood with her back to
the door, her face struck with fear suddenly, as with white forked lightning,
and her breath coming on every alternate heart-beat.
"Ma! Jimmie! For Gawd's
sakes, what's the matter?"
The transitional falsetto of
her brother's voice came to her gritty as slate scratching slate, and cold,
prickly flesh sprang out over her.
"Don't come in here!
You—you and your friend stay out there a minute till ma kinda gets her breath
back; she—she's all right—ain't you, ma? You and your friend just wait just a
minute, Ess."
"Me and—-"
"Yeh; both of you wait.
Nothing ain't wrong—is it, ma? There, just lay back on the pillow a minute, ma.
Gwan; be a sport! Look, your cheek's all red from restin' on my shoulder so
long. Lemme go a minute and bring Essie and her gen'l'man friend in to see you.
Gee! After you been waitin' and waitin' you—you ain't goin' to give out the
last minute. There ain't nothin' to be scared about, ma. Lemme go in just a
minute. Here it is, ma; don't break it—seven years' bad luck for smashin' a
hand-mirror. Here; you look swell, ma—swell!"
"Tell him it ain't like
me to give out like this. Take them bottles and that ice away, Jimmie—throw my
flowered wrapper over my shoulders. There! Now tell him, Jimmie, it ain't like
me."
"Surest thing, ma.
Watch me!"
He emerged from the bedroom
suddenly, his face twisted and his whispering voice like cold iron under the
stroke of an anvil, and Essie trembled as she stood.
"Jimmie!"
"You—you devil, you! Where
is he?"
She edged away from him with
limbs that seemed as though they took root at every step and she must tear each
foot from the carpet.
"To-morrow night he's
comin' sure, Jimmie; he couldn't to-night, he—couldn't."
Jimmie's lips drew back from
his gums as though too dry to cover them.
"You—you street-runner,
you!"
"Jimmie!"
"You—you—you—"
"For Gawd's sakes,
she'll hear you, Jimmie!"
"You devil, you! You've
killed her, I tell you! I've been holdin' her in there for two hours, with the
sweat standing out on her like water—you—"
"Oh, Gawd! Jimmie,
lemme run for old man Gibbs; lemme—"
"Oh no, you don't!
Lizzie Marks down-stairs is gone for him—but that ain't goin' to help none;
what she wants is you—you and your low-down sneaking friend; and
she's goin' to have him, too."
"He's gone, Jimmie.
What—"
"You can't come home
here to-night without him—you can't! You better run after him, and run after
him quick. You can't come home here to-night without him, I tell you! Whatta
you going to do about it—huh? Whatta you going to do? Quick! What?"
She trembled so she grasped
the back of a chair for support, and tears ricocheted down her cheeks.
"I can't, Jimmie! He's
gone by now; he's gone by now—out of sight. I can't! Please, Jimmie! I'll tell
her! I'll tell her! Don't—don't you dare come near me! I'll go, Jimmie—I'll go.
'Sh-h-h!"
"You gotta get him—you
can't come here to-night without him. I ain't goin' to stand for her not seeing
him to-night. I—I don't care how you get him, but you ain't going to kill her!
You gotta get him, or I'll—"
"Jimmie—'sh-h-h!"
"Jimmie, tell him it
ain't like me to give out like this. Tell—"
"Yes, ma."
"Yes, ma—we're comin'.
Joe's waitin' down at the door. I'll run down and bring him up; he—he's so
bashful. In a minute, ma darlin'."
She flung open the door and
fled, racing down two flights of stairs, with her steps clattering after her in
an avalanche, and out into a quiet street, which sprung echoes of her flying
feet.
After midnight every
pedestrian becomes a simulacrum, wrapped in a black domino of mystery and a
starry ephod of romance. A homeward-bound pedestrian is a faun in evening
dress. Fat-and-forty leans from her window to hurtle a can at a night-yelling
cat and becomes a demoiselle leaning out from the golden bar of Heaven.
In the inspissated gloom of
the street occasional silhouettes hurried in silent haste; and a block ahead of
her, just emerging into a string of shop lights, she could distinguish the
uneven-shouldered outline of Joe Ullman and the unmistakable silhouette of his slightly
askew hat.
She sobbed in her throat and
made a cup of her hands to halloo; but her voice would not come, and she ran
faster.
A policeman glanced after
her and struck asphalt. A dog yapped at her tall heels. Even as she sped, her
face upturned and her mouth dry and open, the figure swerved suddenly into a
red-lighted doorway with a crescent burning above it; and, with her eyes on
that Mecca, she pulled at her strength and gathered more speed.
The crescent grew in size
and redness, and its lettering sprang out; and suddenly she stopped, as
suddenly as an engine jerking up before a washout.
Crescent Pool and Billiard Room—
Open All Night
And her heart folded inward
like the petals of a moonflower.
Stretched to the limit of
their resilience, the nerves act reflexly. The merest second of incertitude,
and then automatically she swung about, turned her blood-driven face toward the
place from whence she came and groped her way homeward as Polymestor must have
groped after being blinded in the presence of Hecuba.
Tears hot from the geyser of
shame and pain magnified her eyes like high-power spectacle-lenses; and when
she reached the dim entrance of the cliff dwelling she called home an edge of
ice stiffened round her heart and her feet would not enter.
A silhouette lurched round a
black corner and zigzagged toward her, and she held herself flat as a lath
against the building until it and its drunken song had lurched round another
corner; a couple hurried past with interlinked arms; their laughter light as
foam. More silhouettes—a flat-chested woman, who wore her shame with the
conscious speciousness of a prisoner promenading in his stripes; a loutish
fellow, who whistled as he hurried and vaulted up the steps of the Electric
Institute three steps at a bound; an old man with an outline like a crooked
finger; a shawled woman; a cab lined with vague faces, and streamers of
laughter floating back from it; and, standing darkly against the cold wall,
Essie, with the tears drying on her cheeks, and her whole being suddenly
galvanized by a new thought.
A momentary lull in the
drippy streamlet of pedestrians; she leaned out into the darkness and peered
up, then down the aisle of street. A shadow came gliding toward her, and she
stepped forward; but when the street-lamp fell on the cold eyes and cuttlefish
stare she huddled back into her corner until the steps had receded like the
stick-taps of a blind man.
Two women in the
professional garb of nurses twinkled past, twitting each to each like sparrows;
a man whose face was narrow and dark, bespeaking in his ancestry a Latin breed,
kept close to the shadow of the buildings; and, with her finger-nails cutting
her palms, she stepped out from her lair directly in his path and clasped her
hands tighter to keep them from trembling.
"You—please!"
He glanced down at her
yellowish face, with the daubed-on red standing out frankly, tossed her a sneer
and a foreign expression, and brushed by. She darted back as though he had
struck at her, and panic closed her in.
A young giant, tall as a
Scandinavian out of Valhalla, with wide shoulders, a wide stride, and
heavy-soled, laced-to-the-knee boots that clattered loudly, ran up the steps of
the Electric Institute, and she flashed across the sidewalk, her arm reaching
out.
"You—please!"
He paused, with the street
lamp full on his smiling mouth and wide-apart, smiling eyes, one foot in the
act of ascending, after the manner of tailors' fashion-plates, which are for
ever in the casual attitude of mounting stairs.
"You—please!
Please—"
"Aw, little lady, go
home and go to bed. This ain't no time and place for a little thing like you.
Here, take this and go home, little girl."
She arrested his arm on its
way to his pocket, her breath crowding out her words, and the stinging red of
shame burning through her rouge.
"No, no! For Gawd's
sakes, no! It's—my mother—"
He brought his feet down to
a level.
"Your mother?"
"Yes; she's sick—maybe
dyin'. I—please—she wants to see somebody that can't—can't—"
"What, little
lady?"
"She's sick—dyin'
maybe. She wants to see somebody that can't—can't—"
"Take your time, little
lady—can't what?"
"Can't come."
"Who can't come?"
"He—my young—he's a
young man. She's never seen him; and if—please, if you'd come and act
super—just like you was fillin' in at a show; if you'd act like my young man
just for a minute—please! My friend, he can't come—he can never come;
but she—she wants him. You come, please! You come, please!"
She tugged at his arm, and
he descended another step and peered into the exacerbated anxiety of her face.
"On the level, little
lady?"
"Please—just for a
minute! For somebody that's sick—maybe dyin'. Just tell her you're my young
man—tell her everything's all right—everything's comin' all right for all of
us, for her and—and my little brother, and—and me—you and me—like you was my
young man, please, lovin' and all. And tell her how pretty her poor hair is and
how everything's goin'—goin' to be all right. Come, please—it's just next
door."
"Why, you poor little
thing! I ain't much on play-actin'; and look at my hands all black from the
power-house!"
"Please! That ain't
nothin'. It'll be only a minute. Just kinda say things after me and don't let
her know—don't let her know that I—I ain't got any young man. Don't let her
know!"
"You poor little thing,
you—shaking like a leaf! Lead the way; but not so fast, little lady—you'll give
out."
She cried and laughed her
relief and dragged him across the sidewalk; and every step up the two flights
she struggled to keep her hysterical voice within the veil of a whisper.
"Just say everythin'
right after me. You—you're my young man and real sweet on me; and we're going
to get—you know; everythin' is goin' to be fine, and my little brother's going
to the Electric Institute, and everythin's goin' to be swell. Be right lovin'
to her, sir—she's so sick. Oh, Gawd, I—"
"Don't cry, little
girl."
"I ain't cryin'."
"Careful; don't
stumble."
"Don't you stumble.
Can you see? The landing's so dark."
"Yes; I can see by the
shine of your hair, little lady."
"'Sh-h-h-h!"
The door stood open at the
angle she had left it, and by proxy of the slab of mirror over the mantelpiece
she could see her mother's head propped against her brother's gold-braided
shoulder, and the bright eyes shining out like a gazelle's in the dark.
"Essie?"
"We are here, ma—me and
Joe." She threw a last appeal over her shoulder and led the way into the
bedroom; her companion followed, stooping to accommodate his height to the
doorway.
"Ma dearie, this is
Joe."
"Joe! It ain't like me,
Joe, not to get up; but I just ain't got the strength—to-night, Joe."
He bent his six-feet-two
over the bed and smiled at her from close range.
"Well, well, well! So
this is ma dear, dearie?"
"That's her, Joe."
"This won't do one bit,
ma. Me and the little lady's got to get you cured up in a hurry—don't we,
little lady?"
"Ma dearie, Joe's been
wantin' and wantin' to come for so long."
"For so long I been
wantin' to come, ma dearie; but—"
"But he's so bashful.
Ain't you, Joe? Bashful as a banshee."
"Bashful ain't no name
for me, ma. I'd shy at a baby."
"Honest, ma dearie,
he's as shy as anything."
"If I wasn't, wouldn't
I have been up to see my little lady's mother long ago—wouldn't I? Ain't you
going to shake hands with me, ma dearie?"
She held up a hand as light
as a leaf, and he took it in a wide, gentle clasp that enveloped it.
"Ma dearie!"
Her violet lids
fluttered, and she lay back from the gold-braided shoulder to her pillow, but
smiling.
"I like your hand,
Joe; I like it."
"I want you to,
ma."
"We—I was afraid,
Joe, I wouldn't, you never comin' at all. Shake it, Jimmie, and see."
"Aw!"
"It's a strong
hand, like your papa's was, Essie. Shake it, Jimmie. I feel just like cryin',
it's so good. Shake it, Jimmie."
Across the chasm of
youth's prejudice Jimmie held out a reluctant hand.
"And this is the big
brother, is it, little lady?"
"That's what he
calls hisself, Joe—he calls me his little sister."
"He's gotta be a
big brother to her, Joe; she's so—so little."
"Shake, old man;
and take off that grouch. Over where I live a fellow'd be fined ten cents for
that scowl. If we got anything to square, you and me'll square it outside after
school. What do you say to that, ma dearie? Ain't it right?"
"Jimmie's tired
out, Joe."
"Like fun I
am!"
"He's been proppin'
me up all these hours so I could breathe easier—plunkin' and doin' all his
funny kid stunts for his old ma, Essie—plunkin' like a banjo, and plunkin'. I
liked it. Sometimes it was like I was floatin' in a skiff with your papa on
Sunday afternoons in the park, Essie. I liked it. He's all tired out—ain't you,
Jimmie, my boy?"
"Naw!"
"He's sore at his
sister, Joe. But he's a good boy and smart; you wouldn't believe
it, Joe, but when it comes to mechanics he—he's just grand."
"Aw, cut it, ma! I
ain't strikin' to make a hit."
"He's only tired,
Joe, and don't mean nothin' he says."
"Naw; I'm only
tryin' my voice out for grand opery!"
"You're a regular
sorehead with me, ain't you, old man?"
"Aw!"
"He ain't easy at
makin' up with strangers, Joe; but he's a smart one. See that on the table?
That's his self-chargin' dynamo; it's a great invention, Joe, the janitor says.
You tell him about it, Jimmie."
"There ain't
nothin' to tell."
"Don't believe it,
Joe; the janitor's a electrician, and he says—"
"Aw!"
"See! There it is,
Joe."
"Aw, I don't want
everybody pokin' and nosin'!"
"Lemme have a look
at it, old man. I know something about dynamos myself. Say, that looks like a
neat little idea. How does she work?"
"See—you generate
right down in here. See? She worked that time, ma."
"Jimminycracks!
Where'd you get your juice and—Well, well! Whatta you know about that? Don't
even have to reverse. I guess that storage down there ain't some stunt!"
"See, Jimmie, my
boy! I told you it was a grand invention. Hear what Joe says?"
"Say, kid, you
bring that—take that over to the Institute to-morrow. I know a fellow over
there'll protect your rights and work that out with you swell."
"See, Jimmie,
your—your old ma was right!"
"Aw, the generator
don't always work like that—only about four times out of six. I'm kinda stuck
on the—"
"Say, kid, what you
wanna do is protect your rights on that, and—and bring it over—take it over to
the Institute. You'll give 'em the jolt of their lives over there. I know a
fellow's been chasin' this idea ten years, and you're fifty per cent. closer to
the bull's-eye than he is."
"Hear, Jimmie!
Hear, Essie! Just like I been sayin'. I been beggin' and beggin' him, Joe, but
he—he's so stubborn; and—"
"Aw, ma, cut it,
can't you?"
"He's so stubborn
about it, Joe."
"There's no use
tryin' to force him, ma; but he's gotta good idea there if he handles it
right."
"Aw, she ain't
finished yet—she don't spark right."
"That what I'm
telling you, kid. What you need is a laboratory, where you've got the stuff to
work with and men who can give you a steer where you need it, and—"
"Aw!"
"I'll go over with
you. I know a fellow over there—he's the guy that helped Kinney win his
transmitter prize. You'll give him the jolt of his life, old man. Huh, kid?
Wanna go over?" He placed his hand on the gold-braided shoulder and smiled
down. "Huh? You on, old man?"
"Aw, I ain't much
for buttin' in places."
"Are you on,
Jimmie? It's your chance, old man."
"Aw!"
"Jimmie! Jimmie, my
boy, I—"
"Aw, I said I was
on, didn't I, ma?"
"Sure, he said he
was on, ma dearie. Shake on it, old man!"
"Jimmie! Jimmie, my
boy—honest!—it's just like your papa was talkin'! Don't leggo my hand, Joe.
Layin' here with my eyes shut, it's just like he was talkin' hisself. He's—he's
like your papa was, Essie, big and strong."
"Yes,
darlin'."
"Is that the
doctor? Is Lizzie Marks come back? Is that—"
"No; not yet,
ma."
"You're all tired
out, Essie baby. Look at your little face! Go wash it, baby, and cool it off
before old man Gibbs comes."
"It ain't hot,
ma."
"He brought you
into the world, Essie baby, and I don't want him to see it—to see it
all—all—"
"I'm all right, ma.
Lemme stay by you."
"Go wash your face,
Ess. Ma says go wash your face."
"You shut up,
Jimmie Birdsong—it ain't your face!"
"You know all
righty, missy, why she wants you to wash it—you know—"
"Ma, he keeps
fussin' with me! Jimmie, please don't."
"Aw, I ain't,
neither, ma. She's always peckin' at me. I—I ain't mad at her; but I want her
to wash that—that stuff off her face."
"Jimmie!"
Her lips quivered, and
she glanced toward the stranger, with her lips drooping over her eyes like
curtains to her shame; and he smiled at her with eyes as soft as spring rain,
his voice a caress.
"Go, little lady.
You're all tired out and too pretty and too sweet not to wash your face
and—cool it off."
"She's gotta go, or
I'll get her in a corner and rub—"
"I'm goin', ain't
I, Jimmie? Honest, the minute we make up you begin pickin' a fuss again."
"Oh, my
children!"
"Oh, Gawd, there
she goes off again! Why don't old man Gibbs come? Lay her down, Joe; she can't
breathe that way. Look! Her hands are all blue-like. Hold her up, Joe! Oh,
Gawd, why don't old man Gibbs come? She's all shakin'—all shakin'!"
"No, I ain't. What
you cryin' there at the foot of the bed for, Essie? It ain't no time to cry
now, darlin'. It's like it says on the crocheted lamp-mat your papa's aunt did
for us—'God is Good!' Where is that mat, Essie? I—I ain't seen it round
for—so—long. God is good! God—is—good! Where is that mat, Essie?"
"It's round
somewheres, ma. It's old and worn out—in the rag-bag, maybe."
"Well get it out,
Essie."
"Yes, ma."
"Promise,
Essie!"
"Sure, ma; we'll
get it out and keep it out."
"Oh, Joe, why did
you keep us waitin' and waitin'? She's so little and pretty. Look at her
dimples, Joe, even when she's cryin'. The prettiest girl in the notions, she
was; and I—I been so scared for her, Joe. Why did you keep us waitin' and
waitin'?"
"Me and the little
girl was slow in getting here, ma; but we—we're here for good now—ain't we,
little lady? Little lady with the hair just like ma's!"
"She gets it from
me, Joe. Her papa used to say her hair was like the copper trimmings of his
machines. Such machines he kept, Joe! His boss told me hisself they were just
like looking-glasses, Essie, come closer, darlin'. You won't forget the
lamp-mat, will you, darlin'—the lamp-mat?"
"Oh no, ma. Oh,
Gawd! Ma, you ain't mad at me? Please—please! Honest, ma, your little Essie
didn't know."
"Ma knows we didn't
know, little lady. She ain't mad at us. She's glad that everything's going to
be all right now; and you and her and Jimmie and me are—"
"Oh, my
children!"
She smiled and slipped
her fingers between her daughter's face and the coverlet.
"Look up, Essie! I
feel so light! I feel so light! It's like it says on the lamp-mat—just like it
says, Essie."
"Ma! Ma darlin',
open your eyes!"
"Ma!"
"Here, Jimmie, lend
a hand! Lemme hold her up—so! No; don't give her any more of that black stuff,
Jimmie, old man. Wait till the doctor comes. Let her lie quiet on my arm—just
like that; and hand me that ammonia-bottle there, Essie, like a sweet little
lady. See there! She's coming round all right. Who says she ain't coming to?
Now, ma—now!"
"Joe, don't leggo
me!"
"Sure I won't, ma
dearie."
She warmed to life
slightly, and the tears seeped through her closed eyes, and she felt of his
supporting arm down the length of his sleeve.
"Joe! Essie, that
you?"
"Ma darlin', we're
all here."
"Don't cry, little
lady. See, she's coming out of it all right. Here, gimme a lift, Jimmie. See
there! She's got her breath all right again."
They laid her back on
the pillow, and she folded her hands lightly, ever so lightly, like lilies, one
atop the other.
"Children!
Children, I'm ready."
"Ready for what,
ma? Some more black medicine?"
"Just ready,
Jimmie, my boy! Here, Joe; hold my hand. It's like his was, children—big and
strong."
"Aw, ma! Come on!
Perk up!"
"I am, Jimmie, my
boy."
"Perk up for sure,
I mean. Gee, ain't there enough to perk about? Look at Joe and Ess—enough to
give a fellow the Willies, pipin' at each other like sugar'd melt in their mouths!"
"My Jimmie's a
great one for teasin' his sister, Joe."
"And look at me,
ma—ain't I going to take my dynamo over to the Institute? And ain't the whole
bunch of us right here next to your bed? And just look, ma—look at the two of
'em turning to sugar right this minute from lovin' each other! Ain't it the
limit? Look at us, ma—all here and fine as silkworms."
"Yes, yes, Jimmie;
that's why I feel so light. I never felt so light before. It's like it says on
the lamp-mat, Jimmie—just like it says. I'm ready for sure, my darlin's."
"Oh, Gawd, ma—ready
for what? Look at us, ma dearie—all three of us standing here—ready for what,
dearie?"
"You tell 'em, Joe;
you—you're big and strong."
"I—I don't know,
ma. I don't think I—I know for sure, dearie."
"Ready for what,
ma? Tell us, darlin'."
She turned her face
toward them, a smile printed on her lips.
"Just ready,
children."
At five o'clock the
Broadway store braced itself for the last lap of a nine-hour day. Girls with
soul-and-body weariness writ across their faces in the sure chirography of
hair-line wrinkles stood pelican-fashion, first on one leg and then on the
other, to alternate the strain.
Floor-walkers directed
shoppers with less of the well-oiled suavity of the morning; a
black-and-white-haired woman behind the corset-counter whitened, sickened, and
was revived in the emergency-room; the jewelry department covered its trays
with a tan canvas sheeting; the stream of shoppers thinned to a trickle.
Across from the notions
and buttons the umbrella department suddenly bloomed forth with a sale of
near-silk, wooden-handled umbrellas; farther down, a special table of
three-ninety-eight rubberette mackintoshes was pushed out into mid-aisle.
Miss Tillie Prokes
glanced up at the patch of daylight over the silk-counters—a light rain was
driving against the window.
"Honest, now, Mame,
wouldn't that take the curl out of your hair?"
"What's hurtin'
you?"
"Rainin' like a
needle shower, and I got to wear my new tan coat to-night, 'cause I told him in
the letter I'd wear a tannish-lookin' jacket with a red bow on the left lapel,
so he'd know me when I come in the drug store."
Mame placed the backs of
her hands on her hips, breathed inward like a soprano testing her diaphragm,
and leaned against a wooden spool-case.
"It is rainin'
like sixty, ain't it? Say, can you beat it? Watch the old man put Myrtle out in
the aisle at the mackintosh-table—there! Didn't I tell you! Gee! I bet she
could chew a diamond, she's so mad."
"She ain't as mad
as me; but I'm going to wear my tan if it gets soaked."
Tillie sold a packet of
needles and regarded the patch of window with a worried pucker on her small,
wren-like face.
"Honest, ain't it a
joke, Til?—you havin' the nerve to answer that ad and all! You better be pretty
white to me, or I'll snitch! I'll tell Angie you're writin' pink notes to Box
25, Evenin' News—Mr. Box 25! Say, can you beat it!"
Mame laughed in her throat,
smoothed her frizzed blonde hair, sold a paper of pins and an emery heart.
"Like fun you'll
tell Angie! I got it all fixed to tell her I'm going to the picture-show with
you and George to-night."
"Before I'd let a
old grouch like her lord it over me! It ain't like she was your sister or
relation, or something—but just because you live together. Nix on that for
mine."
"She don't think a
girl's got a right to be young or nothin'! Look at me—a regular stick-at-home.
Gee! a girl's got to have something."
"Sure she does!
Ain't that what I've been tryin' to preach to you ever since we've been
chumming together? You ain't a real old maid yet—you got real takin' ways about
you and all; you ought to be havin' a steady of your own."
"Don't I know
it?"
"Look how you got
to do now—just because she never lets you go to dances or nothin' with us
girls."
"She ain't never
had it, and she don't want me to have it."
"Say, tell it to
the Danes! She ain't got them snappy black eyes of hers for nothin'. Whatta you
live with her for? There ain't a girl up in the corsets that's got any use for
her."
"She's been pretty
white to me, just the samey—raised me and all when I didn't have no one. She's
got her faults; but I kinda got the habit of livin' with her now—I got to
stick."
"Gee! even a
stepmother like Carrie's'll let her have fun once in a while. It's Angie's own
fault that you got to meet 'em in drug stores and take chances on ads and
all."
"I'm just answerin'
that ad for fun—I ain't in earnest."
"I've always been
afraid of matrimonial ads and things like that. You know I was the first one to
preach your gettin' out and gettin' spry—that's me all over! I believe in bein'
spry; but I always used to say to maw before I was keepin' steady with George,
'Ads ain't safe.'"
"I ain't
afraid."
"Lola Flint, over
in the jewelry, answered one once—'Respectable young man would like to make the
acquaintance of a genteel young lady; red hair preferred.' And when she seen
him he had only one eye, and his left arm shot off."
"I ain't afraid. Say,
if Effie Jones Lipkind can answer one, with her behind-the-counter stoop and
squint, and get away with it, there ain't no reason why there ain't more grand
fellows like Gus Lipkind writin' ads."
"Come out of the
dark room, Til! Effie had two hundred saved up."
"I ain't ashamed of
not havin' any steadies. Where's a straight-walkin' girl like me goin' to get
'em? Look at that rain, will you!—and me tellin' him I'd be there in tan, with
red ribbon on the lapel!"
"Paper says rain
for three days, too. Angie's a old devil, all-righty, or you could meet him in
your flat."
"He's going to wear
a white carnation and a piece of fern on his left coat lapel; and if he don't
look good I ain't going up."
"What did he call
hisself—'a bachelor of refined and retiring habits'? Thank Gawd!—if I do say
it—George is refined, but he ain't over-retirin'. It's the retirin' kind that
like to sit at home in their carpet slippers instead of goin' to a
picture-show. Straighten that bin of pearl buttons, will you, Til? Say, how my
feet do burn to-night! It's the weather—I might 'a' known it was goin' to
rain."
Tillie ran a nervous
finger down inside her collar; there was a tremolo in her quail-like voice.
"A fellow that
writes a grand little letter like him can't be so bad—and it's better to have
'em retirin'-like than too fresh. Listen! It's real poetry-like: 'Meet me in
the Sixth Avenue Drug Store, Miss 27. I'll have a white carnation and a piece
of fern in my left buttonhole, and a smile that won't come off; and when I spy
the yellow jacket I'm comin' up and say, "Hello!" And if I look good
I want you to say "Hello!" back.' ... The invisible hair-pins only
come by the box, ma'am. Umbrellas across the aisle, ma'am.... That ain't so bad
for a start, is it, Mame?... Ten cents a box, ma'am."
"You got your
nerve, all-righty, Til—but, gee! I glory in your spunk. If I was tied to a old
devil like Angie I'd try it, too. Is the back of my collar all right, Til? Look
at Myrtle out there, will you—how she's lovin' that mackintosh sale!"
"Water spots tan,
don't it?" said Tillie, balancing her cash-book.
At six o'clock the store
finished its last lap with a hysterical singing of electric bells, grillingly
intense and too loud, like a woman who laughs with a sob in her throat.
Tillie untied her black
alpaca apron, snapped a rubber band about her cash-book, concealed it beneath
the notion-shelves, and brushed her black-serge skirt with a whisk-broom
borrowed from stock.
"Good night, Mame!
I guess you're waitin' for George, ain't you? See you in the morning. I'll have
lots to tell you, too."
"Good night, Til!
Remember, if he turns out to be a model for a classy-clothes haberdashery, it
was me put you on to the idea."
Tillie pressed a
black-felt sailor tight down on her head until only a rim of brown hair
remained, slid into her black jacket, and hurried out with an army of workers
treading at her slightly run-down heels and nerves.
Youth, even the fag-end
of Youth, is like a red-blooded geranium that fights to bloom though
transplanted from a garden bed to a tin can in a cellar window. A faint-as-dawn
pink persisted in flowing underneath the indoor white of Miss Prokes's
cheeks—the last rosy shadow of a maltreated girlhood, which too long had defied
the hair-line wrinkles, the notion-counter with the not-to-be-used stool behind
it, nine hours of arc-light substitute for the sunshine on the hillside and the
green shade of the dell.
At the doors a
taupe-colored dusk and a cold November rain closed round her like a wet
blanket. She shrank back against the building and let the army tramp past her.
They dissolved into the stream like a garden hose spraying the ocean.
Broadway was black and
shining as polished gunmetal, with reflections of its million lights staggering
down into the wet asphalt. Umbrellas hurried and bobbed as if an army of giant
mushrooms had suddenly insurrected; cabs skidded, honked, dodged, and doubled
their rates; home-going New York bought evening papers, paid as it entered, and
strap-hung its way to Bronx and Harlem firesides.
The fireside of the
Bronx is the steam-radiator. Its lullabies are sung before a gilded three-coil
heater; its shaving-water and kettle are heated on that same contrivance. It is
as much of an epic in apartment living as condensed milk and
folding-davenports.
All of which has little
enough to do with Miss Tillie Prokes, except that in her lifetime she had
hammered probably a caskful of nails into the tops of condensed-milk cans. Also
she could unfold her own red-velours davenport; cold-cream her face;
sugar-water her hair and put it up in kids; climb into bed and fall asleep with
a despatch that might have made more than one potentate, counting sheep in his
hair-mattressed four-poster, aguish with envy.
Miss Prokes yawned as
she waited and regarded a brilliantly illuminated display window of
curve-fingered ladies in exquisite waxen attitudes and nineteen-fifty
crêpe-de-Chine gowns. Her breath clouded the plate-glass, and she drew her
initials in the circle and yawned again.
With the last driblet of
employees from the store a woman cut diagonally through a group and hurried
toward Miss Prokes.
"Come on,
Tillie!"
"Gee! I was afraid
you wouldn't have a umbrella, Angie. What made you so late? The rest of the
corsets have gone long ago."
"Oh, I just stopped
a minute to take a milk-and- rose-leaves bath—they're doin' it in our best
families this year."
Tillie glanced at her
companion sharply.
"What's the matter,
Angie? You ain't had one of your spells again, have you? Your voice sounds so
full of breath and all."
Angie pushed a strand of
black-and-white hair up under her nest-like hat. Her small, black eyes were too
far back; and her face was slightly creased and yellow, like an old college
diploma when it is fished out of the trunk to show the grandchildren.
"I just keeled over
like a tenpin—that's all! It came on so sudden—while I was sellin' a dame a
dollar-ninety-eight hipless—that even old Higgs was scared and went up to the
emergency-room with me hisself."
"Oh, Angie—ain't
that a shame, now!"
Tillie linked her arm in
the older woman's and, with their joint umbrella slanted against the
fine-ribbed rain, they plunged into the surge of the street. Wind scudded the
rain along the sidewalks; electric signs, all blurred and streaky through the
mist, were dimmed, like gas-light seen through tears.
"We better ride
home to-night, Angie—you with one of your spells, and this weather and
all."
"You must 'a' been
clipping your gilt-edge bonds this afternoon instead of sellin' buttons! It
would take more'n only a bad heart and a rainstorm and a pair of thin soles to
make me ride five blocks."
"I—I'll take your
turn to-night for fixin' supper. You ain't feelin' well, Angie—I'll take your
turn to-night."
They turned into a
high-walled, black, cross-town street. The wind turned with them and beat
javelin-like against their backs and blew their skirts forward, then shifted
and blew against their breathing.
"Gawd!" said
the older woman, lowering their umbrella against the onslaught. "Honest,
sometimes I wish I wuz dead and out of it. Whatta we get out of livin',
anyway?"
"Aw, Angie!"
"I do wish
it!"
They leaned into the
wind.
"I—I don't mind
rain much. Me and Mame and George are going to the Gem to-night—they're showing
the airship pictures over there. I ain't goin' unless you're feelin' all right,
though. They've got the swellest pictures in town over there."
"It's much you care
about leavin' me alone or not when you can run round nights like a—like
a—"
"Don't begin,
Angie. A girl's got to have fun once in a while! Gee! the way you been holding
on to me! I—I ain't even met the fellows like the other girls. All you think I
like to do is sit home nights and sew. Look at the other girls. Look at Mamie
Plute—she's five years younger'n me—only twenty-three; and she—"
"That's the thanks
I get for protectin' and watchin' and raisin' and—"
"Aw, Angie,
I—"
"Don't Angie
me!"
"I—I ain't a
kid—the way you fuss at me!"
They turned into their
apartment house. A fire-escape ran zigzag down its front, and on each side of
the entrance ash-cans stood sentinel. At each landing of their four flights up
a blob of gas-light filled the hallway with dim yellow fog, and from the cracks
of closed doors came the heterogeneous smells of steam, hot vapors, and
damp—the intermittent crying of children.
After the first and
second flights Miss Angie paused and leaned against the wall. Her breath came
from between her dry lips like pants from an engine, and beneath her eyes the
parchment skin wrinkled and hung in small sacs like those under the eyes of a
veteran pelican.
"You take your time
comin', Angie. I'll go ahead and light up and put on some coffee for you—some
real hot coffee."
Tillie ran lightly up
the stairs. Through the opacity of the fog her small, dark face was outlined as
dimly as a ghost's, with somber eyes burning in the sockets. Theirs was the
last of a long hall of closed doors—drab-looking doors with perpendicular
panels and white-china knobs.
Tillie fitted in her
key, groped along the shadowy mantel for a match, and lighted a side
gas-bracket. Her dripping umbrella traced a wet path on the carpet. She carried
it out into the kitchenette and leaned it in a corner of the sink. When Angie
faltered in a moment later a blue-granite coffee-pot was already beginning to
bubble on the two-burner gas-stove and the gentle sizzle of frying bacon sent a
bluish haze through the rooms.
"Say, Angie, how
you want your egg?"
"I don't want
none."
"Sure you do! I'll
fry it and bring it in to you." Angie flopped down on the davenport. Her
skirt hung thick and dank about her ankles, and the back of her coat and her
sleeve-tops were rain-spotted and wet-wool smelling where the umbrella had
failed to protect her.
She unbuttoned the coat
and the front of her shirt-waist, unlaced her shoes and kicked them off her
feet. In the sallow light her face, the ocher wallpaper, the light oak
center-table, the matting on the floor, and the small tin trunk were of a
color. She took up her shoes in one hand, her coat in the other, and slouched
off to a small one-window box of a room, with an unmade cot and a straight
chair two-thirds filling it.
Happy the biographers
whose Desdemonas burrow damask cheeks into silken pillows, whose Prosperines
limp on slim ghost-feet through Lands of Fancy! Angie limped, too; but in her
flat-arched, stockinged feet, and to an unmade, tousled bed. And all the
handmaids of her sex—Love, Romance, and Beauty—were strangely absent; or could
the most sybaritic of biographers find them out?
Only half undressed she
tumbled in, pulled the coverings tight up about her neck, and turned her face
to the wall. Poor Angie! Neither Prosperine, Desdemona, nor any of the Lauras,
Catherines, or Juliets, had ever sold corsets, faced the soul-racking problem
of eight dollars a week, or been untouched by the golden wand that transforms
life into a phantasmagoria of love.
Tillie spread her little
meal on the golden-oak table in the front room.
"Come on, Angie—or
if you ain't feeling well I'll bring you in a bite."
"I ain't
sick."
"Well, if you ain't
sick, for Gawd's sake, where did you get the grouch?"
"I'm comin' in if
you give me time. Where's my wrapper?"
They dined in a
desultory sort of way, with Tillie up and down throughout the meal for a
bread-knife, a cup of water, sugar for Angie's strong coffee.
"If you ain't
feelin' good to-night I won't go, Angie."
"I'm feelin' all
right—I'm used to sittin' home alone."
"If you talk like
that—I won't go, then."
"Sure! You go on!
Don't mind me."
"There's another
corset sale advertised for to-morrow, ain't there? Gee! They don't care how
many sales they spring on the girls down there, do they? Didn't you just have
your semi-annual clearin'?"
"Yes; but they got
a batch of Queenly shapes—two-ninety-eight—they want to get rid of. They're
goin' to discontinue the line and put in the Straight-Front Flexibles."
Angie sipped her coffee
in long draughts. Her black flannel wrapper fell away at the neck to reveal her
unbleached throat, with two knobs for neck-bones.
"Let the dishes be,
Angie—I'll do 'em in the morning. I wonder if it's raining yet? It's sure too
cold to wear my old black. I'll have to wear my tan."
Rain beat a fine tattoo
against the windows. Tillie crossed and peered anxiously out, cupping her eyes
in her hand and straining through the reflecting window-pane at the
undistinguishable sky; her little wren-like movements and eyes were full of
nerves.
"It'll be all right
with an umbrella," she urged—"eh, Angie?"
"Yes."
Tillie hurried to the
little one-window room. There were two carmine spots high on her cheek-bones;
as she dressed herself before a wavy mirror her lips were open and parted like
a child's, and the breath came warm and fast between them.
"I'll be home early
to-night, Angie. You sleep on the davenport. I don't mind the lumps in the
cot."
She frizzed her front
hair with a curling-iron she heated in the fan of the gas-flame, and combed out
the little spring-tight curls until they framed her face like a fuzzy halo. Her
pink lawn waist came high up about her neck in a trig, tight-fitting collar;
and when she finally pressed on her sailor hat, and slid into her warm-looking
tan jacket the small magenta bow on her left coat-lapel heaved up and down with
her bosom.
"Say," she
called through the open doorway, "I wish you'd see those seventy-nine-cent
gloves, Angie—already split! How'd yours wear, huh?"
Silence.
"You care if I wear
yours to-night, Angie?"
Silence.
"Aw, Angie, if
you're sick why don't you say so and not go spoilin' my evening? Gee! If a girl
would listen to you she'd have a swell time of it—she would! A girl's gotta
have life."
She fastened a slender
gold chain with a dangling blue-enamel heart round her neck.
"Aw, I guess I'll
stay home. There ain't no fun in anything, with you poutin' round like
this."
Tillie appeared in the
doorway, gloves in hand. Angie was still at the uncleared table; her cheek lay
on the red-and-white table-cloth, and her face was turned away.
"Angie!"
The room was quiet with
the ear-pressing silence of vacuum. Tillie crossed and, with hands that
trembled a bit, shook the figure at the table. The limp arms slumped deeper, and
the waist-line collapsed like a meal-sack tied in the middle.
"Angie,
honey!" Tillie's hand touched a cheek that was cold, but not with the
chill of autumn.
Then Tillie cried
out—the love-of-life cry of to-day and to-morrow, and all the echoing and re-echoing
yesterdays—and along the dim-lit hall the rows of doors opened as if she had
touched their secret springs.
Hurrying
feet—whispers—far-away faces—strange hands—a professional voice and cold,
shining instruments—the silence of the tomb—a sheet-covered form on the
red-velvet davenport! The fear of the Alone—the fear of the Alone!
Miss Angie's funeral-day
dawned ashen as dusk—a sodden day, with the same autumn rain beating its
one-tone tap against the windows and ricochetting down the panes, like tears down
a woman's cheeks.
At seven three
alarm-clocks behind the various closed doors down the narrow aisle of hallway
sounded a simultaneous call to arms; and a fourth reveille, promptly muffled
beneath a pillow, thridded in the tiny room with the rumpled cot and the wavy
mirror.
Miss Mamie woke
reluctantly, crammed the clock beneath the pillow of her strange bed, and
burrowed a precious moment longer in the tangled bedclothes. Sleep tugged at
her tired lids and oppressed her limbs. She drifted for the merest second,
floating off on the silken weft of a half-conscious dream. Then memory thudded
within her, and the alarm-clock again thudded beneath the pillow.
She sprang out of bed,
brushed the yellow mat of hair out of her eyes, and wriggled into her clothes in
tiptoe haste.
"Til!" she
cried, peering into the darkened room beyond and pitching her voice to a raspy
little whisper. "Why didn't you wake me?"
She veered carefully
round the gloom-shrouded furniture and dim-shaped, black-covered object that
occupied the center of the room, into the kitchenette.
"I didn't mean to
fall asleep, Til; honest, I didn't. Gee! Ain't I a swell friend to have, comin'
to stay with you all night and goin' dead on you? But, honest, Til—may I die if
it ain't so—with you away from the counter all day yesterday, and the
odds-and-ends sale on, I was so tired last night I could 'a' dropped."
Tillie raised the
gas-flame and pushed the coffee-pot forward. Through the wreath of hot steam
her little face was far away and oyster-colored.
"Come on, Mame; I
got your breakfast. Ain't it a day, though? Poor Angie—how she did hate the
rain, and her havin' to be buried in it!"
"Ain't it a
shame?—and her such a good soul! Honest, Til, ain't it funny her being dead?
Think of it—us home from the store and Angie dead! Who'd 'a' thought one of
them heart spells would take her off?"
"I ain't goin' to
let you stay here only up to noon, Mame. There's no use your gettin' docked a
whole day. It's enough for me to go out to the cemetery. You report at noon for
half a day."
"Like fun I'm goin'
to work at noon! You think I'm goin' to quit you and leave you here alone? If
Higgs don't like two of us being away from the counter the old skinflint knows
what he can do! He can regulate our livin' with his stop-watch, but not our
dyin'."
"There ain't
nothin' for you to do round here, Mame—honest, there ain't—except ride 'way out
there in the rain and lose half a day. She—she's all ready in her black-silk
dress—all I got to do is follow her out now."
"Gawd! What a day,
too!"
"Carrie and Lil was
going to stay with me this morning, too; but I says to them, I says, there
wasn't any use gettin' 'em down on us at the store. What's the use of us all
getting docked when you can't do any good here? The undertaker's a nice-mannered
man, and he'll ride—ride out with me."
"You all alone
and—"
"Everything's
fixed—they sent up her benefit money from the store, and I got enough for
expenses and all; and she—she wouldn't want you to. She was a great one herself
for never missin' a day at the store."
Large tears welled in
Tillie's eyes.
"She was a grand
woman!" said Mame, warm tears in her own eyes, taking a bite out of her
slice of bread and washing it down with a swab of coffee. "There—there
wasn't a girl in the corsets wasn't crying yesterday when they was gettin' up
the collection for her flowers."
Tillie's lower lip
quivered, and she set down her coffee untasted.
"She might have
been a man-hater and strict with me, and all that—but what did she have out of
it? She was nothing but a drudge all her life. Since I was a cash-girl she
stuck to me like she—was my mother, all-righty; and once, when I—I had the
mumps, she—she—"
Tillie melted into the
wide-armed embrace of her friend, and together they wept, with the tap-tapping
of the rain on the window behind them, and the coffee-pot boiling over through
the spout, singing as it doused the gas-flames.
"She used to mend
my s-stockings on—on the sly."
"She was always so
careful and all about you keepin' the right company—it was a grand thing for you
that you had her to live with—I always used to say that to maw. And what a
trade she had! She could look at your figure and lace you up in a
straight-front quicker'n any of the young girls in the department."
"I—I know it. Why,
even in the Subway she could tell by just lookin' at a hip whether it was
wearin' one of her double bones or girdle tops. If ever a soul deserved a raise
it was Angie. She'd 'a' got it, too!"
"She was a grand
woman, Til!"
"You tell the girls
at the store, Mame, I—I'm much obliged for the flowers. Angie would have loved
'em, too; but gettin' 'em when she was dead didn't give her the chance to enjoy
them."
"She's up in
Heaven, sitting next to the gold-and-ivory throne, now; and she knows they're
here, Til—she can look right down and see 'em."
"I'm glad they sent
her carnations, then—she loved 'em so!"
"I kinda hate to
leave you at noon, Til—the funeral and all."
"It's all right,
Mame. You can look at her asleep before you go."
They tiptoed to the
front room and raised the shades gently. Angie lay in the cold sleep of death,
her wax-like hands folded on her flat breast, and quiet, as if the grubbing
years had fallen from her like a husk; and in their place a madonna calm, a
sleep, and a forgetting. They regarded her; the sobs rising in their throats.
"She looks just
like she fell asleep, Til—only younger-like. And, say, but that is a swell
coffin, dearie!"
Like Niobe all tears,
Tillie dabbed at her eyes and dewy cheeks.
"She was always
kicking—poor dear!—at having to pay a dime a week to the Mutual Aid; but she'd
be glad if she could see—first-class undertaking and all—everything paid
for."
"I've kicked more'n
once, too, but I'm glad I belong now. Honest, for a dime a week—silver handles
and all. Poor Angie! Poor Angie!"
Poor Angie, indeed! who
never in all the forty-odd years of her life had been so rich; with her head on
a decent satin pillow, and a white carnation at her breast; her black-and-white
dotted foulard dress draped skilfully about her; and her feet, that would never
more ache, resting upward like a doll's in its box!
"Oh, Gawd, ain't I
all alone, though; ain't I, though?"
"Aw, Til!"
"I—I—Oh—"
"Watch out,
honey—you're crushing all the grand white carnations the girls sent! Say,
wouldn't Angie be pleased! 'Rest in Peace,' it says. See, honey! Don't you cry,
for it says for her to rest in peace; and there's the beautiful white dove on
top and all—a swell white bird. Don't you cry, honey."
"I—I won't."
"Me and George
won't forget you. Honest, you never knew any one more sympathizing-like than
George; there ain't a funeral that boy misses if he can help it. He's good at
pall-bearing, too. If it was Sunday instead of Friday that boy would be right
on tap. There, dearie, don't cry."
Again Mame's tears of
real sympathy mingled with her friend's; and they wept in a tight embrace, with
the hot tears seeping through their handkerchiefs.
At eleven o'clock a
carriage and a black hearse embossed in Grecian urns drew up in the rain-swept
street. Windows shrieked upward and heads leaned out. A passing child,
scuttling along the bubbly sidewalks, ran his forefinger along the sweating
glass sides of the hearse, and a buttoned-up, oilskinned driver flecked at him
with his whip. Street-cars grazed close to the carriage-wheels, and once a
grocery's delivery automobile skidded from its course and bumped smartly into
the rear. The horses plunged and backed in their traces.
Mame reached her yellow
head far out of the window.
"They're here, Til.
I wish you could see the hearse—one that any one could be proud to ride in!
Here, let me help you on with your coat, dearie. I hope it's warm enough; but,
anyway, it's black. Say, if Angie could only see how genteel everything is! The
men are comin' up—here, lemme go to the door. Good morning, gen'l'men! Step
right in."
Miss Angie's undertaker
was all that she could have wished—a deep-eyed young man, with his carefully
brushed hair parted to the extreme left and swept sidewise across his head; and
his hand inserted like a Napoleon's between the second and third buttons of his
long, black broadcloth coat.
"Good morning, Miss
Prokes! It's a sad day, ain't it?"
Tears trembled along her
lids.
"Yes, sir, Mr. Lux;
it's a sad day."
"A sad, sad
day," he repeated, stepping farther into the room, with his two attendants
at a respectful distance behind him.
There were no rites.
Tillie mumbled a few lines to herself out of a little Bible with several
faded-ribbon bookmarks dangling from between the pages.
"This was poor
Angie's book. I'll keep it for remembrance."
"Poor Angie!"
said Mame.
"'In the midst of
life we are in death,'" said Mr. Lux. "If you're all ready now we can
start, Miss Prokes. Don't be scared, little missy."
There was a moment of
lead-heavy silence; then the two attendants stepped forward, and Tillie buried
her face and ears on Mame's sympathetic shoulder. And so Angie's little
procession followed her.
"I'm all for going
along, Mr. Lux; but Tillie's that bent on my going back to the store for the
half-day. I—I hate to let her go out there alone and all."
"I'm going out in
the carriage myself, missy. There ain't a thing a soul could do for the little
girl. I'll see that she ain't wantin' for nothin'—a Lux funeral leaves no stone
unturned."
"You—you been awful
good to me, Mame! I'll be back at the store Monday."
"Good-by, honey!
Here, let me hold the umbrella while you get in the carriage. Gawd! ain't this
a day, though? I'll go back up-stairs and straighten up a bit before I go to
the store. Good-by, honey! Just don't you worry."
A few rain-beaten
passersby huddled in the doorway to watch the procession off. Heads leaned
farther from their windows. Within the hearse the Dove of Peace titillated on
its white-carnation pillow as they moved off.
Tillie sank back against
a soft corner of the carriage's black rep upholstery, which was punctured ever
so often with deep-sunk buttons. There was a wide strap dangling beside the
window for an arm-rest, and a strip of looking-glass between the front windows.
"I hope you are
comfortable, little missy. If I say it myself, our carriages are
comfortable—that's one thing about a Lux funeral. There ain't a trust concern
in the business can show finer springs or better tufting. But it's a easy
matter to take cold in this damp. I've seen 'em healthy as a herring go off
just like that!" said Mr. Lux, snapping his fingers to emphasize the
precipitousness of sudden death.
"I ain't much of a
one to take cold—neither was poor Angie. There wasn't a girl in the corsets had
a better constitution than poor Angie. She always ailed a lot with her heart;
but we never thought much of it."
"I thought she was
your sister; but they say she was just your friend."
"Yes; but she was
all I had—all I had."
"Such is
life."
"Such is
life."
They crept through the
city streets, stopping to let cars rumble past them, pulling up sharply before
reckless pedestrians; then a smooth bowling over a bridge as wide as a
boulevard and out into the rain-sopped country, with leafless trees stretching
their black arms against a rain-swollen sky, and the wheels cutting the mud road
like a knife through cold grease.
"Angie would have
loved this ride! She was always hatin' the rich for ridin' when she
couldn't."
"There ain't a
trust company in town can beat my carriages. I got a fifty-dollar, one-carriage
funeral here that can't be beat."
"Everything is
surely fine, Mr. Lux."
"Lemme cover your
knees with this rug, missy. We have one in all the carriages. You look real
worn out, poor little missy. It's a sad day for you. Here, sit over on this
side—it's quit rainin' now, and I'll open the window."
The miles lengthened
between them and the city, the horses were mud-splashed to their flanks. They
turned into a gravel way and up an incline of drive. At its summit the white
monuments of the dead spread in an extensive city before them—a calm city, with
an occasional cross standing boldly against the sky.
"Lots of these were
my funerals," explained Mr. Lux. "That granite block over there—this
marble-base column. I buried old man Snift of the Bronx last July. They've been
four Lux funerals in that family the past two years. His cross over there's the
whitest Carrara in this yard."
Tillie turned her little
tear-ravaged face toward the window, but her eyes were heavy and without life.
"I—I don't know
what I'd do if you wasn't along, Mr. Lux. I—I'm scared."
"I'm here—don't you
worry. Don't you worry. I'm just afraid that little lightweight jacket ain't
warm enough."
"I got a heavier
one; but this is mournin', and it's all I got in black."
"It's not the
outside mournin' that counts for anything, missy; it's the crape you wear on
your heart."
They buried Angie on a
modest hillside, where the early sun could warm her and where the first spring
anemones might find timid place. The soggy, new-turned earth filled up her
grave with muffled thumps that fell dully on Tillie's heart and tortured her
nerve-ends.
"Oh! oh! oh!"
Her near-the-surface tears fell afresh; and when the little bed was completed,
and the pillow of peace placed at its head, she was weak and tremble-lipped,
like a child who has cried itself into exhaustion.
"Ah, little
missy!" said Mr. Lux, breathing outward and passing his hand over his
side-swept hair. "Life is lonely, ain't it? Lonely—lonely!"
"Y-yes," she
said.
The rain had ceased, but
a cold wind flapped Tillie's skirts and wrapped them about her limbs. They were
silhouetted on their little hilltop against the slate-colored sky, and all
about them were the marble monoliths and the Rocks of Ages of the dead.
"Goodbye,
Angie!" she said, through her tears. "Goodbye, Angie!" And they
went down the hillside, with the wind tugging at their hats, into their waiting
carriage, and back as they had come, except that the hearse rolled swifter and
lighter and the raindrops had dried on the glass.
"Oh-ah!" said
Mr. Lux, breathing outward again and blinking his deep-set eyes. "Life is
lonely—lonely, ain't it?—for those like you and me?"
"Lonely," she
repeated.
He patted her little
black handbag, that lay on the seat beside her, timidly, like a man touching a
snapping-turtle.
"You poor, lonely
little missy—and, if you don't mind my saying it, so pretty and all."
"My nose is
red!" she said, dabbing at it with her handkerchief and observing herself
in the strip of mirror.
"Like I care! I've
seen a good many funerals in my day—and give me a healthy red-nose cry every
time! I've had dry funerals and wet ones; and of the two it's the wet ones that
go off easiest. Gimme a wet funeral, and I'll run it off on schedule time, and
have the horses back in the stable to the minute! It's at the dry funerals that
the wimmin go off in swoons and hold up things in every other drug store. I'm
the last one to complain of a red nose, little missy."
"Oh," she
said, catching her breath on the end of a sob, "I know I'm a sight! Poor
Angie—she used to say a lot of women get credit for bein' tender-hearted when
their red noses wasn't from cryin' at all, but from a small size and
tight-lacin'. Poor Angie—to think that only day before yesterday we were going
down to work together! She always liked to walk next to the curb, 'cause she said
that's where the oldest ought to walk."
"'In the midst of
life we are in death,'" said Mr. Lux. The wind stiffened and blew more
sharply still. "Lemme raise that window, little missy. It's gettin' real
Novembery—and you in that thin jacket and all. Hadn't we better stop off and
get you a cup of coffee?"
"When I get home
I'll fix it," she said. "When—I—get—home." She lowered her
faintly purple lids and shivered.
"Poor little
missy!"
Toward the close of
their long drive a heavy dusk came early and shut out the dim afternoon; the
lights of the city began to show whimsically through the haze.
"We're
almost—home," she said.
"Almost; and if you
don't mind I ain't going to leave you all alone up there. I'll go up with you
and kinda stay a few minutes till—till the newness wears off. I know what them
returns home mean. I'd kinda like to stay with you awhile, if you'll let me,
Miss Prokes."
"Oh, Mr. Lux,
you're so kind and all; but some of the girls from the store'll be over this
evening—and Mame and George."
"I'll just come up
a minute, then," said Mr. Lux, "and see if the boys got all the
things out of the flat. Only last week they forgot and left a ebony
coffin-stand at a place."
The din of the city
closed in about them: the streets, already lashed dry by the wind, spread like
a maze as they rolled off the bridge; then the halting and the jerking, the
dodging of streetcars, and finally her own apartment building.
Mr. Lux unlocked the
door and held her arm gently as they entered. The sweet, damp smell of carnations
came out to meet them, and Tillie swayed a bit as she stood.
"Oh!—oh!—oh!"
"Easy there, little
one. It'll be all right. It's pretty bleak at first, but it'll come round all
right." He groped for a match and lit the gas. "There—you set a bit
and take it easy."
A little blue-glass vase
with three fresh white carnations decorated the center of the small table.
"See!" said
Mr. Lux, bent on diverting. "Ain't they pretty? A gentleman friend, I
guess, sent them to cheer you up—not? My! ain't they pretty, though?"
"Just think—Mame
doin' all that for me! Straightening up and going out and getting me them
flowers before she went to work! And—and Angie not here!"
"Little missy, you
need to drink somethin' hot. Ain't there some coffee round, or somethin'?"
"Yes," she
said; "but I—I got to get used to bein' here—bein' here without
Angie—oh!"
"Come now—the
carriage is downstairs yet, and there's a little bakeshop, with a table in the
back, over on Twentieth Street. If you'll let me take you over there it'll fix
you up fine, and then I'll bring you back; and by that time your friends'll be
here, and it won't be so lonesome-like."
She rose to her feet.
"I wanna go,"
she said. "I don't wanna stay here."
"That's the way to
talk!" he said, smiling and showing a flash of strong, even teeth.
"We'll fix you up all right!"
She looked up at him and
half smiled.
"You're so nice to
me and all," she said.
He felt of her
coat-sleeve between his thumb and forefinger.
"Ain't you got
somethin' warmer? It's gettin' cold, and you'll need it."
"Yes; but not—not
mournin'."
"It's the crape of
the heart that counts," he repeated.
"All right,"
she said, like a child. "I'll wear my heavier one." And she walked
half fearfully into the little room adjoining.
When she returned her
face was freshly powdered and the pink rims about her eyes fainter. Her tan
jacket was buttoned snugly about her. She stood for a moment under the bracket
of light and smiled gratefully at him.
"I'm ready."
Mr. Lux stepped toward
her and hooked his arm, like a cotillion leader asking a débutante into the
dinner-hall; then stopped, took another step, and paused again. A quick wave of
red swept over his face.
"Why!" he
began; "why! Well!"
She looked down at her
skirt with a woman's quick consciousness of self.
"I told you,"
she said, with her words falling one over the other; "I told you it wasn't
mournin'! I—I—"
She followed his gaze to
her coat-lapel and to the magenta bow. A hot pink flowed under her skin.
"Oh!" she
cried. "Ain't I the limit? That—that bow was on, and I forgot—me wearin' a
red bow on poor Angie's funeral day! Me—oh—"
Her fingers fumbled at
the bow, and smarting tears stung her eyes. But Mr. Lux stepped to the
blue-glass vase on the table, snapped a white carnation at the neck, and stuck
it in his left coat-lapel; then he tore off a bit of fern and added it as a
lacy background. His deep-set eyes were as mellow as sunlight.
"Hello!" he
whispered, extending both hands and smiling at her until all his teeth showed.
"Hello!"
"Hello!" she
said, like one in a dream.
9.THE SQUALL
LILLY raised the
gas-flame beneath the coffee-pot and poked with a large three-pronged fork at
the snapping chops in the skillet. The spark-spark of frying and the purl of
boiling water grew madder and merrier, and a haze of blue smoke and steam rose
from the little stove.
"I don't see why
you can't stay for supper, Loo."
Miss Lulu Tracy opened
her arms wide—like Juliet greeting the lark—and yawned.
"What's the use
stickin' round?" she said, in gapey tones. "What's the use stickin'
round where I ain't wanted? Charley ain't got no use for me, and you know it.
I'll go over to the room and wait for you."
"Well, I like that!
I guess I can have who I want in my own flat; he isn't bossin' me round—let me
tell you that much." But she did not urge further.
"Oh, my feelin's
ain't hurt, Lil. I jest dropped in on my way home from the store to see how
things was comin' with you."
Lilly banged the little
oven door shut with the toe of her shoe and, holding her brown-checked apron
against her hand for protection, drained hot water from off a pan of jacketed
potatoes—a billow of steam mounted to the ceiling, enveloping her.
"I've made up my
mind, Loo. There's a whole lot of sense in what you've been saying—an' I'm
going to do it."
"Now remember, Lil,
I ain't buttin' in—I ain't the kind that butts into other people's business;
but, when you come down to the store the other day and I seen how blue you was
I got to talkin' before I meant to. That's the way with me when I get to
feelin' sorry for anybody; I ain't always understood."
"You're just right
in everything you said. It ain't like I was a girl that wasn't used to
anything. If I do say so myself, there never was a more popular girl in the
gloves than I was—you know what refined and genteel friends I had, Loo."
"That's what I
always say—some girls could put up with this all right; but a person that had
the swell time an' friends you did—to marry an' have to settle down like
this—it just don't seem right. I always said, the whole time we was chumming
together, you was cut out for a society life if ever a girl was. Of course, I
ain't saying nothing against Charley, but no fellow can expect a girl like you
to stick to this."
Miss Tracy fanned
herself with a folded newspaper; her large, even-featured face glistened with
tiny globules of perspiration; her blond hair had lost some of its crimp.
"Nobody can say I
haven't done my duty by Charley, Loo. If ever a girl had a slow time it's been
me; but I have been holdin' off, hoping he might get into something else. He
ain't never wanted to stick himself; but it just seems like poundin' ragtime is
all he's cut out for."
"A girl's gotta
have life—that's what I always say. Just because you're married ain't no sign
you're an old woman; but I don't want to poke into your business. If you make
up your mind just you come over tonight after he leaves, and you can bunk with
me in the old room, just like we used to. Lordy! wasn't them good old
times?"
"Don't be surprised
to see me, Loo. I ain't never let on to Charley, but it's been in my head a
long time. I'd a whole lot rather be back in the department again than watchin'
these four walls—I would."
"It's a darn shame!
Why, I'd go clean daffy, Lil, if I had to stick round the way you do. What's
the use o' bein' married, I'd like to know!"
"It won't be so
easy to get back in the department, I'm afraid."
"Easy? Why, you can
get your old job back like that!" Miss Tracy snapped her fingers with
gusto. "It was only yesterday that an ancient dame with a glass eye bought
a pair of chamois and asked for you—and Skinny heard her, too. He knows you had
a good, genteel trade—and watch him grab you back! You ain't no dead one if you
have been buried nearly two years."
"Ain't it so, Loo?
Here I have been married going on two years! I ain't never let on even to you
what I've been through. Charley's all right, but—"
"Yes, but I could
tell. You can ask any of the girls down at the store if I wasn't always sayin'
it was a shame for a girl with your looks to 'a' throwed herself away."
Lilly dabbed and swabbed
at the inside of a stew-pan; the irises of her eyes were unnaturally large—a
wisp of hair, dry and electric, drifted across her face. She blew at it,
pursing out her lower lip.
"I've been a
fool!" she said.
"There's
Maisie—been married just as long as you; and honest, Lil, I ain't been to a
dance that I ain't seen her and Buck. Of course, Buck has got his faults, but
when he's sober there ain't nothin' he won't do to give Maisie a swell
time."
Lilly bristled.
"One thing I will say for Charley—I believe in givin' everybody his
dues—Charley's never laid a hand on me; and that's more'n Maisie Cloot can
say!" She finished with some asperity.
"I guess there
ain't none of them perfect when it comes right down to it—ain't it so? I seen
Maisie the week after she had that bad eye, and I never see a sweller seal-ring
than she was wearin'. Buck's rough, but he tries to make up for it—not that I
got anything against Charley."
Miss Tracy took a few
steps that were suggestive of departure.
"I always say, Lil,
it ain't so much the feller as how he treats you. It ain't none of my put-in,
but I'd like to see the man that could make me sit at home alone seven nights
in the week—that's what I would!"
"Well, if you gotta
go, Loo, you gotta go. I'm so excited-like I kind o' hate to have you
leave."
"There's nothin' to
get excited about. It's just like you say: you've been thinkin', and now you've
made up your mind. Now all you got to do is act—you got the note written, ain't
you?"
Lilly took a small
square of yellow paper from her blouse and passed it to her friend.
"Are you sure it
reads all right, Loo?"
Miss Tracy read
carefully:
Dear
Charlie,—You do not need to
come after me, as I am not coming back. I could not stand it—no girl could.
Yours truly,
Lil.
"Yes; that's great.
So long as you ain't sore at him for no other reason, there ain't no use
kickin' up. That just shows him where he stands. There ain't no use
fightin'—just quit!"
Lilly slipped the bit of
paper back into her blouse.
"I'll see you
later," she said, with new determination.
"Now don't let me
influence you. Make up your mind and do what you think is best. Then don't be a
quitter—when I start a thing I always see it through. Give me a girl with
backbone every time. I glory in your spunk!"
"Oh, I got the
spunk, all right, Loo." They linked arms and went through the little
bedroom into the parlor. At the door Miss Tracy lingered.
"Your flat's got
the room beat by a long shot; but I always say it don't make no difference
whether you live in a palace or a cottage, just so you're happy. Gimme one room
and what I want, and you can have all your swell marble-entrance apartments.
Ain't that right?"
"You've hit it,
Loo. Take this here red parlor set—when me and Charley went down to pick it out
I couldn't hardly wait till we got it up in the flat; and now just look! I
can't look red plush in the face no more."
"That's the way of
the world," said Loo. She sucked in her breath and cluck-clucked her
tongue against the roof of her mouth.
"I'll be over about
eight, then—after he goes."
"All right. Bring
what you need, and send for the other stuff. You better put in a party dress;
we might get a date for to-night, for all I know. You know you always brought
me luck when it come to dates. I ain't had a chum since that could bring them
round like you."
"Oh, Loo! I ain't
thinkin' about such things."
"Sure you ain't;
but it won't hurt you to know you're livin', will it?—and to chaperon your
friend?"
"No," admitted
Lil.
"Well, so long!
I'll see you later. Don't let on to Charley I was over. He ain't got no truck
for me."
They embraced.
"Good-by for a
little while, Loo."
"Good-by,
dearie."
Lilly watched her friend
pass down the narrow hall, then she closed the door. Left alone, she crossed to
the window and leaned out well beyond the casement—a Demoiselle whose
three lilies were despair, anger, and fear. The stagnant air, savored with
frying pork, weighted her down with its humidity; her brow puckered into tiny
lines.
Do not, reader, construe
this setting too lightly. The most pungent essay in all literature is devoted
to the succulency of roast pig; Sappho was most lyric after she had rubbed her
wine goblet with garlic-flavored ewe meat. But such kindly reflection was not
Lilly's—fleshpots and life alike were unsavory.
The Nottingham lace
curtains hung limp and motionless round her, and waves of heat deflected from
the asphalt came up heavy as fog. Three stories beneath, Third Avenue
spluttered on the griddle of a merciless August—an exhausted day was duskening
into a scarcely less kind twilight; she could feel the brick wall of the
building exhaling like a furnace.
It was characteristic of
Lilly that, with the thermometer up in three figures and her own mental mercury
well toward the top of the tube, she should strike the one note of relief in a Saharan
aridness. She suggested the drip of clear water in a grotto or the inmost
petals of a tight-closed rose. If her throat ached and strained to keep down
the tears, her neck, where the sheer white collar fell away, was cold and
chaste; if anger and resentment were pounding through her veins the fresh
firmness of her flesh did not betray it.
She leaned her head
against the window-frame and looked down with a certain remoteness upon the
human caldron three stories removed. Lights were beginning to prick out wanly;
the bang and clang of humanity, distant, but none the less insistent, came up
to her in a medley of street-car clangs, shouts, and hum-hum. Children cried.
Upon a fire-escape level
with her own window a child, with bare feet extended over the iron rail, slept
on an improvised bed; from the interior of that same apartment came the wail of
a sick infant. A woman nude to the waist passed to and fro before the open
window, crooning to the bundle she carried in the crook of her arm. Lilly's
mouth hung at the corners.
Came darkness, she
passed out into the kitchen and covered the slow-cooking chops with a tin lid,
lighted the gas-jet, turning the flame down into a mere bead, and resumed her
watch at the front window.
Clear like a clarion a
familiar whistle ripped through the din of the street and came up to her sharp
and undiverted—two clean calls and a long, quavering ritornelle. At that
signal, for the year and a half of their married life, Lilly had unfailingly
fluttered a white handkerchief of greeting from the three flights up. Her arm
contracted reflexly, but she stayed it and stepped back into the frame of the
window, leaning straight and tense against the jamb. Her pulse leaped into the
hundreds as she stood there, her arms hugging her sides and her blouse rising
and falling with the heave of her bosom, her handkerchief a tight little wad in
the palm of her hand.
Again the call, tearing
straight and true to its destination! She remained taut as stretched elastic.
There was a wondering interim—and a third time the signal split the air,
sharp-questioning, insistent. Then a silence.
Lilly darted into the
kitchen and stooped absorbed over the burbling coffee. A key rattled the
front-room lock, and she bent lower over the stove. She heard her name called
sharply; a door slammed, and her husband bounded into the kitchen, his face
streaming perspiration and his collar like a rag about his neck.
"Hello, honey! Gee!
You gimme a scare there fer a minute. I thought the heat might 'a' got
you."
He gathered her in his
arms, pushed back her head, and looked into her reluctant eyes.
"What's the matter,
hon? You ain't sick, are you?"
She wriggled herself
free of his arms and turned to the stove.
"No," she
said, in a monotone, "I ain't sick."
He regarded her with a
worried pucker between his eyes.
"Aw, come on,
Lil—tell a fellow what's the matter, can't you? It ain't like you to be like
this."
"Nothin'!" she
insisted.
"You gimme a swell
turn there fer a minute. They're droppin' like flies to-day—hottest day in five
summers."
Silence.
"Whew!" He
peeled off his coat and hung it, with his imitation Panama hat, behind the
door; his pink shirt showed dark streaks of perspiration; and he tugged at the
rear button of his limp collar.
"Be-e-lieve me, the
pianner business ain't what it's cracked up to be! There ain't a picture house
in town got the Gem beat when it comes to heat. Had to take off the Flyin'
Papinta act to-day and run in an extry picture because two of the kids give out
with the heat. I've played to over ten thousand feet o' films to-day; and
be-e-lieve me, it was some stunt!"
He sluiced his face with
cold water at the sink, and slush-slushed his head in a roller-towel, talking
the while.
"I never seen
the—extry picture—they—run in to cover the—Papinta act; and before I—could keep
up—with the film—I was givin' ragtime fer a funeral. You oughta heard Joe
squeal!" He laughed and threw his arms affectionately across his wife's
shoulder. "Eh—ragtime fer a funeral! Fine pianner-player you got fer a
husband, honey!"
Given a checked suit, a
slender bamboo cane, and a straw Katy slightly askew, Charley might have
epitomized vaudeville. He had once won a silver watch-fob for pre-eminent
buck-dancing at a Coney Island informal, and could sing "Oh, You Great Big
Beautiful Doll!" with nasal perfection.
"Yes, sirree, Lil;
you got a fine pianner-player fer a husband!"
She squirmed away from
his touch and carried the coffee-pot to the little set-for-two table. The chops
steamed from a blue-and-white plate. Her husband, unburdened with subtleties,
straddled his chair and scraped up to the table; his collapsed collar, with two
protruding ends of red necktie, lay on the window-sill; the sleeves of his pink
shirt were rolled back to the elbow.
The meal opened in a
silence broken only by the clat-clat of dishes and the wail of suffering
babies.
"Poor kiddies, they
ain't got a chance in a hundred. Gee! If I had the coin, wouldn't I give them a
handout of fresh air and milk? I'd give every one of the durn little things a
Delmonico banquet. I'd jest as soon get hit in the head as hear them kids
bawl."
Suddenly he glanced up
from his plate and pushed himself from the table; his wife was making
bread-crumbs out of her bread.
"Say, Lil, I ain't
never seen you like this before! Ain't you feeling good? Come on—tell a feller
what's the matter with you."
He rose and came round
to her chair, leaning over its back and taking her cheeks between thumb and
forefinger.
"Come on, Lil;
what's the matter? You ain't sore at me, are you?"
"Can't a girl get
tired once in a while?" she said.
"Poor little
pussy!" He patted her hair and returned to his place. "Guess what I
got!" groping significantly in the direction of his hip-pocket.
"Something you been havin' your heart set on fer a long time. Guess!"
"I dunno," she
said.
"Aw, gwan, kiddo!
Give a guess."
"I can't guess,
Charley."
"Well, then, I'll
give you three guesses."
"I dunno."
"Look—now can
you?"
He showed her the top of
a small, square box tied with blue cord. It bore a jeweler's mark.
"Can you guess now,
Lil? It's something you been aching fer."
"Lemme alone!"
she said.
He looked at her in
frank surprise, slowly replacing the box in his hip-pocket.
"Durned if I know
what's got you!" he muttered.
"Nothing ain't got
me," she insisted.
He brightened.
"Poor little girl!
Never mind; next summer I'm goin' to grab that Atlantic City job I been tellin'
you about. The old man said again yesterday that, jest as sure as he opens his
sheet-music bazar down there next season, it's me fer the keyboard."
"His schemes don't
ever turn out. I know his talk," his wife objected.
"Sure they will
this time, Lil; he's got a feller to back it. He dropped in special to hear me
play the 'Louisanner Rusticanner Rag' to-day; an' honest, Lil, he couldn't keep
his feet still! I sprung that new one on him, too—the 'Giddy Glide'—an' I had
to laugh; the old man nearly jumped over the pianner—couldn't sit quiet! Just
you wait, Lil. I got that job cinched—no more picture-show stuff fer me! It'll
be us fer the board-walk next summer!"
"That's jest what
you said about grabbin' that Coney Island job this season."
"I couldn't help it
that they cut out the pianner at the Concession, could I? The films ain't no
more fun fer me than fer you, honey."
"It's pretty
lonesome for a girl sitting here alone every night. It was bad enough before
you took the twelve-to-two job; but I never have no evenin's nohow."
He looked at her with
wide-open eyes.
"I didn't know you
were sore, Lil—on the real, I didn't! I jest took that café job fer a few weeks
to help along the surprise." His hand went to his hip-pocket.
"Oh," she
said, her lips curling, "I'm sick of that line of talk."
"Lil!"
There was a count-five
pause; and then the old cheeriness came back into his voice.
"I'm going to cut
out the café job, anyway, now that—"
"Oh, never
mind," she said, indifferently. "What's it matter whether you are
home at twelve or two? I ain't had no evenin's for a good long time,
anyhow."
"I guess you're
right. Don't I wish I had some steady clerkin' job, like Bill! But it don't
seem like I am cut out fer anything but pounding ragtime—you knew that, honey,
before we was—" He stopped, reddening.
"No, I didn't! If
I'd known before we was married what I know now, things might be different. How
was I to know that you was goin' to be changed from matinée work to all-night
shows? How was I to know you was goin' to make me put up with a life like this?
When I see other girls that's married out of the department, and me, I jest
wanna die! Look at Sally Lee and Jimmy—they go to vaudyville every week and to
Coney Saturdays. You even kick if I wanna go over to Loo's to spend a
evening!"
"I don't kick, Lil;
I jest don't like to have you running round with that live wire. She ain't your
style."
"That's right—run
down my friends that I worked next to in the gloves fer four years! She was
good enough fer me then. Me and her is old friends, and jest 'cause I'm married
don't make me better'n her."
"I'm sorry I kicked
up about it, honey. Maybe I was wrong."
"She can tell you
that I had swell times when I was in the gloves—even when I was in the notions,
too. There wasn't a night I didn't have a bid for some dance or
something."
"Well, if this
ain't a darn sight better'n pushing gloves at six per I'll—I'll—"
"I'll give you to
understand, Charley Harkins, that I was making eight dollars when I married
you, and everybody said that I'd 'a' been promoted to the jewelry in another
year."
She rose, gathered a
pyramid of dishes, and clattered them into the dish-pan as he talked. He
followed after her.
"Aw, quit your
foolin', Lil, can't you? Don't treat a feller like this when he comes home at
night. I'll get Shorty to take the piano next Saturday, and we'll do Coney from
one end to the other. We only live once, anyway. Come on, Lil; be nice and see
what I got fer you, too."
"Don't treat me
like I was a kid! When I was in the gloves I didn't think nothin' of goin' to
Coney every other night, and you know it, all right."
The red surged back into
his face.
"Yes, you had a
swell time shooting gloves! You used to tell me yourself you was ready to drop
at night."
"Ain't I ready to
drop here?" she flashed back at him. "Am I any better off here doin'
my work in the hottest flat on Third Avenue?"
"Things'll come out
all right, honey. Come on and kiss me before I go."
She submitted to his
embrace passively enough, and at his request retied his necktie round a fresh
collar for him.
"Good night, pussy!
I'll come in soft so as not to wake you—there ain't goin' to be no more of this
two-o'clock business. I'm goin' to cut out the café. Put a glass of milk out
fer me, honey. I'm near dead when I get in."
He struggled into his
coat before the little dressing-table mirror of their bedroom and with a sly
smile slipped the blue-corded box into a top drawer.
"I got a surprise
fer you, Lil—only you ain't in no mood fer it right now."
"I ain't in no
humor for nothin'," she said.
"It's going to be a
scorcher. You take it easy and get rid of these blues you been gettin' here
lately. You ain't got no better friend than your old man or any one who wants
to do more of the right thing by you."
"I'll take a
car-ride over to Loo's to cool off," she said, apathetically.
He opened his lips to
speak; instead he nodded and kissed her twice. Then he hurried out.
After he left her she
sank down on the little divan of highly magnetized red plush and stared into
space. Face to face with her weeks-old resolve, her courage fainted, and a
shudder like ague passed over her. She could hear herself wheeze in her throat;
and her petal-like skin, unrelieved by moisture, was alternately hot and cold.
The low-ceiled room,
dark except for a reflected slant of yellow gas-light coming in from the
kitchen, closed down like an inverted bowl. She went to the window.
On the fire-escape
opposite, the child still slept, one little ghost of a bare foot extending over
the rail. As she watched, a woman's voice from within the apartment cried out
sharply—a panicky cry filled with terror; then a silence—more pregnant than the
call itself. Lily knew, with a dull tugging at her heartstrings, that the babe
had died. Only a week before she and Charley had seen a little life snuffed out
in the apartment above, and she knew the mother-cry. Charley had dressed the
child and cried hot, unashamed tears; then, as now, her own eyes were dry, but
her throat ached.
East Side tradition has
it that every tenth year exacts the largest share of human toil—this might have
been Death's Oberammergau!
Trembling, Lilly turned
and groped her way into the little bedroom; drawers slid open and slammed shut,
tissue-paper rattled, the hasps of a trunk snapped; then came the harsh sing of
water pouring from a faucet. Presently she reappeared in the doorway in a fresh
white blouse and a dark-blue skirt; there were pink cotton rosebuds on her hat
and a long pair of white silk gloves dangling from one hand. In the other she
carried a light wicker hand-satchel.
By the shaft of light
she reread the small square of yellow paper and impaled it carefully, face up,
on the pincushion of their little dressing-table. It poised like a conspicuous
butterfly. Then she went out into the kitchen, poured a glass of milk, placed
it beside a small cake of ice in a correspondingly small refrigerator, turned
off the gas-light, and went out of the apartment without once glancing behind
her.
Miss Lulu Tracy lived in
a lower West Side rooming-house. Lily had once dwelt in that same dingy-fronted
building, in a room which, like her friend's, was reduced to its lowest terms.
The familiar cryptic atmosphere met her as she crossed the threshold. Loo
greeted her effusively.
"Lordy, Lil, I was
afraid you was gettin' cold feet! Sit right down there on the trunk till I get
some of this cold-cream off. I'm ready to drop in my tracks, I am. Three of the
lace-girls fainted to-day and had to be took home. Ain't this room awful?"
Lilly sank in a little
heap on the trunk.
"It is hot,"
she admitted.
"Hot? You look like
a cucumber. Wait'll I get this cold-cream off, and tell me all about it. I'm
here to tell you that you're all right, you are. Give me a game one every time!
But wait till I tell you what's up."
Miss Tracy laved her
face with layers of cold-cream, which she presently removed with a towel.
"Don't I wish I had
your skin, Lil!"
Lilly brightened.
"Quit your kiddin',
Loo," she said. "I ain't used to jollying no more."
"You know yourself
you was the best looker we ever had at the counter. Skinny calls you The Lily
to this day."
"I ain't got the
looks I once had, Loo." But her fair face flushed.
"Wait till you get
round a little—you'll look five years younger." Lilly giggled. "On
the real, Lil, there wasn't a girl in the department didn't expect you to marry
some swell instead of Charley Harkins. If I'd 'a' had your looks I wouldn't
been satisfied with nothin' but the real thing. Look at Tootsie grabbin' old
man Rickman! She can't hold a candle to you."
"Just the samey,
she'd 'a' rather had Charley if she could 'a' got him. I know a thing or two
about that."
Cold-cream removed, Miss
Tracy enveloped her friend in an embrace.
"So you're goin' to
bunk with me to-night! Seems like old times, don't it?"
"Just like old
times," said Lilly.
"Now tell me how
you got away. He didn't get wise, did he?"
"No; I just left
the note, Loo."
"That'll hold him
for a while. You're the real thing, you are! Not that I want to make any
trouble, but a blind man could see that you're a fool to spend your time that
way. Huh! Sellin' gloves ain't no cinch, but if it ain't got being buried alive
beat by a long shot I'll eat my hat!"
Impressed by her
friend's gastronomic heroism, Lilly acquiesced. "You're right. I'll try to
get my job back to-morrow. Maybe it won't be so easy."
"Easy?" cried
Loo. "Why, the easiest thing you ever tried! The gloves haven't forgot
you."
"I hope not,"
sighed Lilly.
"You're game, all
right! I like to see a girl stand up for her rights—there ain't no man livin'
could boss me! I'd like to see the King of Germany hisself coop me up seven
nights in the week an' me stand for it. Not muchy! I got as much fight in me as
any man. That's the kind of a hair-pin I am!"
"I'm like you, Loo.
I got to thinking over what you told me the other day, and you're right: there
ain't no girl would stand for it. Girls gotta have life."
"Of course they do!
And you're going to have some to-night—that's what I got up my sleeve. Mr.
Polly, in the laces, is comin' to take me to the Shippin' Clerks' dance up at
the One Hundred and Fifteenth Street Hall—and you're coming right along with
us."
Lilly lowered her eyes
like a débutante.
"Oh, Loo, I—I can't
go to no dances. I—Charley—I didn't mean—"
"I'd like to know
what harm there is goin' to a dance with me and my gentleman friend? Didn't
Aggie go with us all the time Bill was doin' night-work? Before she got her
divorce there wasn't a week she wasn't somewhere with us. Besides, Polly is a perfect
gentleman."
"But I ain't got
nothin' to wear, Loo."
"Didn't you bring
what I told you?"
"Yes; but—"
"Well, then, you're
goin'. If Charley Harkins don't like it he should have taken you to dances
hisself."
"I ain't been to a
dance since the Ladies' Mask me and Charley went to when he was still playing
matinées. I've almost forgot how."
Her eyes were like
stars.
"Swell dancers like
you used to be don't forget so easy."
"My dress is old,
but it is low-neck."
"It's all right;
and you can wear my forget-me-not wreath in your hair—it'll just match your
dress."
They took the frock from
the wicker bag and held it up.
"That's just fine,
Lil; and you can carry my old fan—I got a new one from a gentleman friend for
Christmas."
"Loo!"
Lulu piled her hair into
an impressive coiffure.
"Oh, Loo, you look
just like that picture that's on cigar-boxes!"
"You got the
littlest waist I ever seen," reciprocated Lulu, regarding Lilly's sylphid
figure with admiring eyes.
"You ought to have
seen me the first year I was working, Loo. I ain't got such a little waist any
more, but I did have some figure then."
They dressed in relays,
taking turns about before the splotched mirror.
"Here, Lil, let me
pin up them sleeves a little. Mame says all the swell waists up in the
ready-to-wears have short sleeves."
"I've had my eye on
a swell silver bracelet in Shank's window, Loo, for a long time; they are so
pretty with elbow-sleeves."
They pecked at each
other like preening birds. At seven Lulu's suitor arrived. They took final dabs
at themselves.
"He ain't such a
nifty looker, Lil, but he sure knows how to treat a girl swell. He ain't none
of your piker kind that runs past a drug store like the soda-fountain was after
him. Why, I've known him to treat to as many as three sodas in an evenin'! And
say, kid, he is some classy dresser—latest jewelry and black-and-white initials
worked on his shirt-sleeves. I met him at a mask, and he give me his
card."
"Does he know you
work?"
"Yes; but he said
he'd rather have a girl tell him she's workin' like I did than to have her
stuff him."
"That's what I used
to say; they find out, anyway."
"Sure they do; the
only time I told a guy I didn't work was that time with you."
"That time you told
Mr. Evans you was goin' to school?"
"Yes; and he up and
said: 'Yes; you go to school! You wrestle with pots, you do, sis.'"
They laughed
reminiscently.
"We sure used to
have swell times together, Lulu."
"Swell times—well,
I guess yes! I never did have the same good times with no chum of the
department since you left."
They descended to meet
Mr. Polly in the lower hall. That gentleman rose from the hat-tree. Four
fingers of a tan glove protruded with studied intent from the breast-pocket of
his coat; his trousers and sleeves were creased as definitely as paper. Mr.
Polly's features were strictly utilitarian—it was his boast that by a peculiar
muscular contraction he could waggle his ears with fidelity to asinine effect.
His mouth was of such
proportions that the slightest smile revealed his teeth back to the molars. He
smiled as he rose from the hat-tree.
"Howdy-do, Mr.
Polly? Is it warm enough for you? I want to make you acquainted with my friend,
Lilly Harkins."
"Pleased to meet
you," said Mr. Polly.
"I didn't think
you'd mind my bringin' a lady friend along to-night. I thought maybe you could
find her a friend up at the hall, Mr. Polly."
He bowed with alacrity.
"Always ready to do
the ladies a favor," he said, extending both arms akimbo and stepping
between them.
Lilly hung back with
becoming reticence.
"I'm afraid I'm
butting in—two's company an' three's a crowd."
They hastened to
reassure her.
"You just make
yourself right at home. I'm always ready to do the ladies a favor, Miss
Harkins."
A startled expression
flashed across Lilly's face. Her friend sprang into the breach like a
life-saver off a pier.
"Miss Harkins
ain't the kind of a girl to sponge on nobody. Mr. Polly knows if she's my
friend she's all right."
"That's the
idea," agreed Mr. Polly. "I like to see girls good friends." The
trio swung down the street.
"That's what I
always say. Why, before Lil was mar—Why, me and Lil never are stingy with our
gentlemen friends. I was always the first one to introduce you—wasn't I,
Lil?"
"Yes; and me the
same way," amended Lilly. "I think it's the right way to be."
"I got a friend comin'
up to the dance to-night, just about your style of a fellow, Miss Harkins. One
nice chap—he's been in the stock-room at Tracy's for years; some little sport,
too."
"Ain't that
grand!" beamed Lulu. "Two couple of us!"
Lilly hummed a little
air as they walked along, both girls receiving the slightest of Mr. Polly's
sallies with effusion.
"Oh, dear; it's
just like going to a show to be with you, Mr. Polly," gasped Lulu, after
the gentleman had waggled his ears beneath his hat until it rose from his head with
magician's skill. "How can you be so comical! You ought to be on the
stage."
"That ain't
nothin'. You ought to see me keep all the girls in the laces laughin'! I
believe in laughin', not cryin'. By the way," he said, elated with
success, "guess this riddle: Why is a doughnut like a
life-preserver?"
Both puckered their
brows and sought in vain for a similarity between those widely diversified
objects. After breathless volunteers the girls owned themselves outwitted; then
Mr. Polly relieved the situation.
"A doughnut is like
a life-preserver," he explained, "because they're both sinkers."
The two gasped with
laughter, Lulu placing a helpful hand on her left hip.
"Oh, Mr.
Polly," she panted, "you're simply killin'!"
"Sim-ply
kill-in'!" echoed Lilly.
They turned into the
dance-hall. Lilly's nostrils widened; the pink flew into her cheeks.
"Oh, say!" she
cried; "I'd rather dance than eat."
Mr. Polly excused
himself and hastened away to find his friend. He returned with a dark young
man, whose sartorial perfection left nothing to be desired. He had been
dancing, and wiped about the edge of his tall collar with a purple-bordered
silk handkerchief.
"Ladies,"
announced Mr. Polly, "I want to introduce you to the swellest dancer on
the floor to-night—you may think I'm kiddin', but I'm not. Miss Tracy and Miss
Harkins, this is my friend, Mr. George Sippy."
Mr. Sippy pirouetted on
one tan oxford and cast his eyes upward. "I'm all fussed," he said;
"but pleased to meet you, ladies."
The girls laughed again.
Then they strolled toward the dance-hall, where the gentleman bought tickets.
Dancing at the One Hundred and Fifteenth Street Hall was five cents the
selection.
The music struck up.
Lulu crossed both hands upon her chest, Mr. Polly clasped her round the waist,
and they moved off with that sinew tension peculiar to dance-halls. Mr. Sippy
turned to Lilly.
"Will you go round,
Miss Harkins?"
They melted into the
embrace of the dance and moved off. When Mr. Sippy danced every faculty was
pressed into service—his head was thrown back and his feet glided like
well-trained automatons.
"Wasn't that just
grand!" breathed Lilly, when the music ceased. She was softly radiant.
"Swell!"
agreed Mr. Sippy, applauding for an encore. "Swell!" He regarded her
with new interest. "You're some dancer, kid," he said.
"Oh, Mr. Sippy, who
could help dancin' good with you?"
They glided away again.
After the waltz they sought the side-lines, where soft drinks were served. A
waiter dabbed at the table-top; Lilly fanned herself and ordered sarsaparilla.
"You don't look
hot—you look cool," said Mr. Sippy, admiringly.
She took a dainty
draught through her straw.
"I'm just
happy—that's all," she replied.
The misery, the
monotony, the wail of the mother, her own desperation—were away back in the
experience of another self. Life had turned on its axis and swung her out of
darkness into light. Girls in lacy waists and with swagger hips laughed into
her eyes; men looked at her with frank admiration. George Sippy leaned toward
her and looked intimately into her face.
"Say," he
said, "Polly must have known I like blondes."
"Oh, and I'm always
wishin' to be a brunette!"
"You're my style,
all right."
"I'll bet you say
that to every girl."
"Nix I do. You can
ask Polly if I ain't hard to suit. I know just what style of girl I like."
"There's a lot in
knowin' just what you like," she said, archly.
"That's some yellow
hair you got," he observed, irrelevantly. "My sister used to have
hair like that."
She felt of her
coiffure.
"Do you like 'em?
You ought to see 'em just after they been washed."
Mr. Sippy expressed a
polite desire to observe the phenomenon. They danced again. Once in the maze of
couples, they caught sight of Lulu and Mr. Polly, and they changed partners;
but after a while they drifted together again.
"Gee!" said
Mr. Sippy. "I'd rather dance with you."
"Ain't that
funny?" said Lilly. "That's just what I was thinkin'."
They looked into each
other's eyes.
"I ain't the kind
of a fellow that takes up with every girl," explained Mr. Sippy, in
self-elucidation.
"That's just what I
like," said Lilly; "that's just the way with me. It ain't everybody I
take a likin' to; but when I do like a person I like 'em."
"Now just look at
me," went on Mr. Sippy. "If I wanted to I could bring a girl down
here every night; but I don't, just because it ain't often I take a fancy to a
girl."
"I like for a
gentleman not to be so common-like."
"I like a person or
I don't like them, that's all." He looked at her ringless hands. "You
ain't keepin' no steady company, are you?"
She colored clear up
into her hair.
"No," she
replied, in a breathy voice.
"Can I have the
pleasure of escorting you to Coney to-morrow night?"
"I'll be pleased to
accept your company," she said.
They danced again, and
her hair brushed his cheek.
"You're some girl, all
right!" he said, holding her close.
She giggled on his
shoulder.
"Gee, but I love to
dance!"
"Say," he
said, looking down at her suspiciously, "is it my dancing you like or
me?"
"Silly!" she
whispered. "I like you and your dancing."
"You're all right, little
one!" he assured her.
When they finally left
the hall the lights were beginning to dim. The four of them went out into the
quiet streets together. The street-cars had ceased to rattle except at long
intervals. They walked in twos, arms interlaced, talking in subdued tones. A
cool breeze had sprung up.
At a corner drug store
they partook of foamy soda-water and scooped, with long-handled spoons,
refreshing mouthfuls of ice-cream from their glasses. Perched on high stools
before an onyx fountain, they regarded themselves in the mirror and smiled at
each other in the reflection.
At Lulu's rooming-house
they lingered again, talking in subdued tones on the brownstone stoop.
"I'll call for you
early to-morrow night, Miss Harkins; and, since we decided to make a party of
it, me and Polly'll call for you and Miss Tracy together."
"That'll be
nice," she said.
"I'm glad you have
no other fellow—I don't like no partnership stuff."
"I love
Coney," she said.
At last they separated,
and the two girls tiptoed up to the terrific heat of their box.
"Phew!" gasped
Lilly. "Ain't this just awful?"
Lulu lighted the gas and
turned ecstatic eyes upon her friend.
"Lil, I always did
say you brought me luck when it came to fellers—I think I got him to-night, all
right."
"Oh, Loo, ain't I
glad!"
"Just feel my hand,
Lil—how excited I am!"
"I'm sure glad for
you, dearie."
"Glad! Girl, you
don't know what I'd give to own a corner of my own, where I'd never have to see
a glove no more!"
She curled up on the
bed, forgetful of everything but her own potential happiness.
"He sure did
everything but pop to-night. Come over here and kiss me, kid."
They kissed.
"My red kimono's on
the top shelf—you undress first; just help yourself." She slumped deeper
in bed. "I guess you didn't make some hit yourself to-night, Miss Harkins—and
I guess I didn't make some hit myself!"
Lulu laughed
immoderately. Lilly fingered the lace at her throat.
"What's the matter?
You ain't sore at the joke, are you, Miss Harkins?"
"No," replied
Lilly; she spoke through a mental and physical nausea—a reaction which laid
violent hold of and sickened her. Lulu loomed to her like a grotesque figure.
The imprint of Mr. Sippy's farewell hand-shake was still moist in her own hand.
"What time is it,
Loo?"
"Well, what do you
know about that? It's ten after one! Gee! don't I wish to-morrow was Sunday?
You gotta climb out early with me if you're goin' to that job."
"One o'clock!"
Lilly's voice caught in terror. "One o'clock! I can't beat Charley home no
more now."
"Whatta you mean? Ain't
you goin' to stay here with me? You ain't quittin' now, are you—after all the
trouble I went to to interdooce you to my gentlemen friends?"
Lilly nodded.
"You been awfully
good, Loo; but I ain't got the nerve. I gotta go back to Charley."
Lulu jerked to a sitting
posture, her feet dangling over the edge of the bed.
"Well, ain't this a
fine come-off! What'll my friends think of me? I always say you never get no
thanks for tryin' to help other people; that's what I get for tryin' to do the
right thing by you."
"It ain't you,
Loo—I had a fine and dandy time."
"Come on, Lil—come
to bed, and you'll be all right in the mornin'. Gee! Won't the girls be glad to
see the beauty back? Come on to bed—it's too late for you to go back to-night,
anyhow; there's time to talk 'bout things in the mornin'. I wouldn't let any
man know I couldn't get along without him! Come on, Lil, and tell me what the
guy to-night was like."
Lilly was pinning on her
hat in an agony of haste.
"I left the note on
the pincushion. If he goes in the kitchen for his milk first, like he does on
hot nights, maybe I can beat him! He may be—"
Her voice trailed down
the hall. She fumbled a little at the street door, hot flushes darting over her
body.
In the street-car Lilly
dug her nails through the silk palms of her gloves and sat on the edge of the
seat, her pulse pounding in her ear. Her voiceless prayer beat against her
brain. She did not see or think beyond the possibility of reaching their
bedroom before her husband.
Charley was due home
now—as she was lumbering across town in a lethargic street-car. Her whole
destiny hung on the frail thread of possibility—the possibility that her
husband would follow his wont of warm nights and browse round the kitchen
larder before entering their room. She drew in a suffocating breath at the
thought of Charley's wrath—she had once seen him on the verge of anger.
To reach home and the
note first! That hope beat against her temples; it flooded her face with color;
it turned her cold and clammy. She left the car a corner too soon and ran the
block, thinking to gain time over the jogging street-car; it passed her
midblock, and she sobbed in her throat.
She turned the corner
sharply. From the street she could see the yellow glow of gas coming from a
side-window of her apartment; the light must come from one of two rooms—her
sick senses could not determine which.
"Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!"
her breath came in long, inarticulate wheezes. "Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!" A
policeman eyed her suspiciously and struck the asphalt with his stick. She
turned into the embrace of the apartment house and ran up the three flights of
stairs with limbs that trembled under her; her cold fingers groped about before
she could muster strength to turn the key in the lock.
Lilly entered
noiselessly. The bedroom was dark. Tears sprang to her eyes. For a moment she
reeled; then she felt along the parlor wall to the middle room. By the shaft of
light from the kitchen she could see the yellow note undisturbed, poised like a
conspicuous butterfly. Her hand closed over it—she crushed it in her palm.
"Charley!" she
called, and entered the kitchen.
Her husband was standing
by the window—his face the white of cold ashes. He looked up at her like a man
coming out of a dream.
"Charley," she
cried, "I was afraid you'd get worried. I went over to Loo's, and we
stayed up and talked so late—I didn't know—"
She stopped at the sight of
his face; her fear returned.
"Charley,
you—you—"
He regarded her, with the
life coming back into his eyes and warming his face.
"It's this heat; this
pesky old heat almost got me!"
"My poor, sweet
boy!" she said, with a sob of relief. "My poor, sweet boy!"
He caressed her weakly, like
a man whose strength has been drained from him.
"You ain't mad at me
because I kicked up at supper, are you, Charley? You know I don't mean what I
say when I'm out of sorts—you know there ain't nobody like my boy!"
He kissed her.
"No; I ain't sore,
honey."
"Here's your milk in
the ice-box. You must have just got in before me. An' let me fix you a sardine
sandwich, lovey."
"I—I ain't hungry, Lil.
I—I can't eat nothin'—honest."
"I want you to,
Charley—you've had a hard day."
"Yes, a hard day!"
he repeated, smiling.
She prepared him a sandwich.
At the sink her foot struck a small, square package bearing a jeweler's stamp.
It might have dropped there from nerveless fingers or been wilfully hurled.
She picked it up
wonderingly. It was neatly tied with blue cord.
"What's this?"
Her husband started.
"That? Oh, that's the
little surprise I was tellin' you 'bout. I started to fix it fer to-morrow;
but—but—" His voice died in his throat.
She opened it with trembling
fingers.
"It's the silver
bracelet!" she cried. "It's the silver bracelet!"
The unshed tears sprang to
her eyes.
"Oh, Charley dear, you
ain't—you ain't—" The tears came like an avalanche down an incline and
choked off her speech.
He folded her to him.
"No, dear; I
ain't!" he soothed.
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