WITHIN
THE TIDES BY JOSEPH CONRAD
TALES
. . . Go, make you ready
- Hamlet to the Players.
London
& toronto, J. M. DENT & SONS
LTD. PARIS: J. M. DENT ET. FILS
First edition – February
1915, Reprinted – April 1915, August 1919
To Mr. and Mrs. RALPH WEDGWOOD
Contents:
1.The Planter of
Malata 2.The Partner 3.The Inn of the Two Witches 4.Because of the Dollars
1.THE PLANTER OF MALATA
CHAPTER I
In the private editorial office of the principal newspaper in a
great colonial city two men were talking. They were both young. The
stouter of the two, fair, and with more of an urban look about him, was the
editor and part-owner of the important newspaper.
The other’s name was Renouard. That he was exercised in his
mind about something was evident on his fine bronzed face. He was a lean,
lounging, active man. The journalist continued the conversation.
“And so you were dining yesterday at old Dunster’s.”
He used the word old not in the endearing sense in which it is
sometimes applied to intimates, but as a matter of sober fact. The
Dunster in question was old. He had been an eminent colonial statesman,
but had now retired from active politics after a tour in Europe and a lengthy
stay in England, during which he had had a very good press indeed. The
colony was proud of him.
“Yes. I dined there,” said Renouard. “Young Dunster
asked me just as I was going out of his office. It seemed to be like a
sudden thought. And yet I can’t help suspecting some purpose behind
it. He was very pressing. He swore that his uncle would be very
pleased to see me. Said his uncle had mentioned lately that the granting
to me of the Malata concession was the last act of his official life.”
“Very touching. The old boy sentimentalises over the past
now and then.”
“I really don’t know why I accepted,” continued the other.
“Sentiment does not move me very easily. Old Dunster was civil to me of
course, but he did not even inquire how I was getting on with my silk
plants. Forgot there was such a thing probably. I must say there
were more people there than I expected to meet. Quite a big party.”
“I was asked,” remarked the newspaper man. “Only I couldn’t
go. But when did you arrive from Malata?”
“I arrived yesterday at daylight. I am anchored out there in
the bay—off Garden Point. I was in Dunster’s office before he had
finished reading his letters. Have you ever seen young Dunster reading
his letters? I had a glimpse of him through the open door. He holds
the paper in both hands, hunches his shoulders up to his ugly ears, and brings
his long nose and his thick lips on to it like a sucking apparatus. A
commercial monster.”
“Here we don’t consider him a monster,” said the newspaper man
looking at his visitor thoughtfully.
“Probably not. You are used to see his face and to see other
faces. I don’t know how it is that, when I come to town, the appearance
of the people in the street strike me with such force. They seem so
awfully expressive.”
“And not charming.”
“Well—no. Not as a rule. The effect is forcible
without being clear. . . . I know that you think it’s because of my solitary
manner of life away there.”
“Yes. I do think so. It is demoralising. You
don’t see any one for months at a stretch. You’re leading an unhealthy
life.”
The other hardly smiled and murmured the admission that true
enough it was a good eleven months since he had been in town last.
“You see,” insisted the other. “Solitude works like a sort
of poison. And then you perceive suggestions in faces—mysterious and
forcible, that no sound man would be bothered with. Of course you do.”
Geoffrey Renouard did not tell his journalist friend that the
suggestions of his own face, the face of a friend, bothered him as much as the
others. He detected a degrading quality in the touches of age which every
day adds to a human countenance. They moved and disturbed him, like the
signs of a horrible inward travail which was frightfully apparent to the fresh
eye he had brought from his isolation in Malata, where he had settled after
five strenuous years of adventure and exploration.
“It’s a fact,” he said, “that when I am at home in Malata I see no
one consciously. I take the plantation boys for granted.”
“Well, and we here take the people in the streets for
granted. And that’s sanity.”
The visitor said nothing to this for fear of engaging a
discussion. What he had come to seek in the editorial office was not
controversy, but information. Yet somehow he hesitated to approach the
subject. Solitary life makes a man reticent in respect of anything in the
nature of gossip, which those to whom chatting about their kind is an everyday
exercise regard as the commonest use of speech.
“You very busy?” he asked.
The Editor making red marks on a long slip of printed paper threw
the pencil down.
“No. I am done. Social paragraphs. This office
is the place where everything is known about everybody—including even a great
deal of nobodies. Queer fellows drift in and out of this room.
Waifs and strays from home, from up-country, from the Pacific. And, by
the way, last time you were here you picked up one of that sort for your assistant—didn’t
you?”
“I engaged an assistant only to stop your preaching about the
evils of solitude,” said Renouard hastily; and the pressman laughed at the
half-resentful tone. His laugh was not very loud, but his plump person
shook all over. He was aware that his younger friend’s deference to his
advice was based only on an imperfect belief in his wisdom—or his
sagacity. But it was he who had first helped Renouard in his plans of
exploration: the five-years’ programme of scientific adventure, of work, of
danger and endurance, carried out with such distinction and rewarded modestly
with the lease of Malata island by the frugal colonial government. And
this reward, too, had been due to the journalist’s advocacy with word and
pen—for he was an influential man in the community. Doubting very much if
Renouard really liked him, he was himself without great sympathy for a certain
side of that man which he could not quite make out. He only felt it
obscurely to be his real personality—the true—and, perhaps, the absurd.
As, for instance, in that case of the assistant. Renouard had given way
to the arguments of his friend and backer—the argument against the unwholesome
effect of solitude, the argument for the safety of companionship even if
quarrelsome. Very well. In this docility he was sensible and even
likeable. But what did he do next? Instead of taking counsel as to
the choice with his old backer and friend, and a man, besides, knowing
everybody employed and unemployed on the pavements of the town, this extraordinary
Renouard suddenly and almost surreptitiously picked up a fellow—God knows
who—and sailed away with him back to Malata in a hurry; a proceeding obviously
rash and at the same time not quite straight. That was the sort of
thing. The secretly unforgiving journalist laughed a little longer and
then ceased to shake all over.
“Oh, yes. About that assistant of yours. . . .”
“What about him,” said Renouard, after waiting a while, with a
shadow of uneasiness on his face.
“Have you nothing to tell me of him?”
“Nothing except. . . .” Incipient grimness vanished out of
Renouard’s aspect and his voice, while he hesitated as if reflecting seriously
before he changed his mind. “No. Nothing whatever.”
“You haven’t brought him along with you by chance—for a change.”
The Planter of Malata stared, then shook his head, and finally
murmured carelessly: “I think he’s very well where he is. But I wish you
could tell me why young Dunster insisted so much on my dining with his uncle
last night. Everybody knows I am not a society man.”
The Editor exclaimed at so much modesty. Didn’t his friend
know that he was their one and only explorer—that he was the man experimenting
with the silk plant. . . .
“Still, that doesn’t tell me why I was invited yesterday.
For young Dunster never thought of this civility before. . . .”
“Our Willie,” said the popular journalist, “never does anything
without a purpose, that’s a fact.”
“And to his uncle’s house too!”
“He lives there.”
“Yes. But he might have given me a feed somewhere
else. The extraordinary part is that the old man did not seem to have
anything special to say. He smiled kindly on me once or twice, and that
was all. It was quite a party, sixteen people.”
The Editor then, after expressing his regret that he had not been
able to come, wanted to know if the party had been entertaining.
Renouard regretted that his friend had not been there. Being
a man whose business or at least whose profession was to know everything that
went on in this part of the globe, he could probably have told him something of
some people lately arrived from home, who were amongst the guests. Young
Dunster (Willie), with his large shirt-front and streaks of white skin shining
unpleasantly through the thin black hair plastered over the top of his head, bore
down on him and introduced him to that party, as if he had been a trained dog
or a child phenomenon. Decidedly, he said, he disliked Willie—one of
these large oppressive men. . . .
A silence fell, and it was as if Renouard were not going to say
anything more when, suddenly, he came out with the real object of his visit to
the editorial room.
“They looked to me like people under a spell.”
The Editor gazed at him appreciatively, thinking that, whether the
effect of solitude or not, this was a proof of a sensitive perception of the
expression of faces.
“You omitted to tell me their name, but I can make a guess.
You mean Professor Moorsom, his daughter and sister—don’t you?”
Renouard assented. Yes, a white-haired lady. But from
his silence, with his eyes fixed, yet avoiding his friend, it was easy to guess
that it was not in the white-haired lady that he was interested.
“Upon my word,” he said, recovering his usual bearing. “It
looks to me as if I had been asked there only for the daughter to talk to me.”
He did not conceal that he had been greatly struck by her
appearance. Nobody could have helped being impressed. She was
different from everybody else in that house, and it was not only the effect of
her London clothes. He did not take her down to dinner. Willie did
that. It was afterwards, on the terrace. . . .
The evening was delightfully calm. He was sitting apart and
alone, and wishing himself somewhere else—on board the schooner for choice,
with the dinner-harness off. He hadn’t exchanged forty words altogether
during the evening with the other guests. He saw her suddenly all by
herself coming towards him along the dimly lighted terrace, quite from a
distance.
She was tall and supple, carrying nobly on her straight body a
head of a character which to him appeared peculiar, something—well—pagan,
crowned with a great wealth of hair. He had been about to rise, but her
decided approach caused him to remain on the seat. He had not looked much
at her that evening. He had not that freedom of gaze acquired by the
habit of society and the frequent meetings with strangers. It was not
shyness, but the reserve of a man not used to the world and to the practice of
covert staring, with careless curiosity. All he had captured by his
first, keen, instantly lowered, glance was the impression that her hair was
magnificently red and her eyes very black. It was a troubling effect, but
it had been evanescent; he had forgotten it almost till very unexpectedly he
saw her coming down the terrace slow and eager, as if she were restraining
herself, and with a rhythmic upward undulation of her whole figure. The
light from an open window fell across her path, and suddenly all that mass of
arranged hair appeared incandescent, chiselled and fluid, with the daring
suggestion of a helmet of burnished copper and the flowing lines of molten
metal. It kindled in him an astonished admiration. But he said
nothing of it to his friend the Editor. Neither did he tell him that her
approach woke up in his brain the image of love’s infinite grace and the sense
of the inexhaustible joy that lives in beauty. No! What he imparted
to the Editor were no emotions, but mere facts conveyed in a deliberate voice
and in uninspired words.
“That young lady came and sat down by me. She said: ‘Are you
French, Mr. Renouard?’”
He had breathed a whiff of perfume of which he said nothing
either—of some perfume he did not know. Her voice was low and
distinct. Her shoulders and her bare arms gleamed with an extraordinary
splendour, and when she advanced her head into the light he saw the admirable
contour of the face, the straight fine nose with delicate nostrils, the
exquisite crimson brushstroke of the lips on this oval without colour.
The expression of the eyes was lost in a shadowy mysterious play of jet and
silver, stirring under the red coppery gold of the hair as though she had been
a being made of ivory and precious metals changed into living tissue.
“. . . I told her my people were living in Canada, but that I was
brought up in England before coming out here. I can’t imagine what
interest she could have in my history.”
“And you complain of her interest?”
The accent of the all-knowing journalist seemed to jar on the
Planter of Malata.
“No!” he said, in a deadened voice that was almost sullen.
But after a short silence he went on. “Very extraordinary. I told
her I came out to wander at large in the world when I was nineteen, almost
directly after I left school. It seems that her late brother was in the
same school a couple of years before me. She wanted me to tell her what I
did at first when I came out here; what other men found to do when they came
out—where they went, what was likely to happen to them—as if I could guess and
foretell from my experience the fates of men who come out here with a hundred
different projects, for hundreds of different reasons—for no reason but
restlessness—who come, and go, and disappear! Preposterous. She
seemed to want to hear their histories. I told her that most of them were
not worth telling.”
The distinguished journalist leaning on his elbow, his head
resting against the knuckles of his left hand, listened with great attention,
but gave no sign of that surprise which Renouard, pausing, seemed to expect.
“You know something,” the latter said brusquely. The all-knowing
man moved his head slightly and said, “Yes. But go on.”
“It’s just this. There is no more to it. I found
myself talking to her of my adventures, of my early days. It couldn’t
possibly have interested her. Really,” he cried, “this is most extraordinary.
Those people have something on their minds. We sat in the light of the
window, and her father prowled about the terrace, with his hands behind his
back and his head drooping. The white-haired lady came to the dining-room
window twice—to look at us I am certain. The other guests began to go
away—and still we sat there. Apparently these people are staying with the
Dunsters. It was old Mrs. Dunster who put an end to the thing. The
father and the aunt circled about as if they were afraid of interfering with
the girl. Then she got up all at once, gave me her hand, and said she
hoped she would see me again.”
While he was speaking Renouard saw again the sway of her figure in
a movement of grace and strength—felt the pressure of her hand—heard the last
accents of the deep murmur that came from her throat so white in the light of
the window, and remembered the black rays of her steady eyes passing off his
face when she turned away. He remembered all this visually, and it was
not exactly pleasurable. It was rather startling like the discovery of a
new faculty in himself. There are faculties one would rather do
without—such, for instance, as seeing through a stone wall or remembering a
person with this uncanny vividness. And what about those two people
belonging to her with their air of expectant solicitude! Really, those
figures from home got in front of one. In fact, their persistence in
getting between him and the solid forms of the everyday material world had
driven Renouard to call on his friend at the office. He hoped that a
little common, gossipy information would lay the ghost of that unexpected
dinner-party. Of course the proper person to go to would have been young
Dunster, but, he couldn’t stand Willie Dunster—not at any price.
In the pause the Editor had changed his attitude, faced his desk,
and smiled a faint knowing smile.
“Striking girl—eh?” he said.
The incongruity of the word was enough to make one jump out of the
chair. Striking! That girl striking! Stri . . .! But
Renouard restrained his feelings. His friend was not a person to give
oneself away to. And, after all, this sort of speech was what he had come
there to hear. As, however, he had made a movement he re-settled himself
comfortably and said, with very creditable indifference, that yes—she was,
rather. Especially amongst a lot of over-dressed frumps. There
wasn’t one woman under forty there.
“Is that the way to speak of the cream of our society; the ‘top of
the basket,’ as the French say,” the Editor remonstrated with mock
indignation. “You aren’t moderate in your expressions—you know.”
“I express myself very little,” interjected Renouard seriously.
“I will tell you what you are. You are a fellow that doesn’t
count the cost. Of course you are safe with me, but will you never learn.
. . .”
“What struck me most,” interrupted the other, “is that she should
pick me out for such a long conversation.”
“That’s perhaps because you were the most remarkable of the men
there.”
Renouard shook his head.
“This shot doesn’t seem to me to hit the mark,” he said
calmly. “Try again.”
“Don’t you believe me? Oh, you modest creature. Well,
let me assure you that under ordinary circumstances it would have been a good
shot. You are sufficiently remarkable. But you seem a pretty acute
customer too. The circumstances are extraordinary. By Jove they
are!”
He mused. After a time the Planter of Malata dropped a
negligent—
“And you know them.”
“And I know them,” assented the all-knowing Editor, soberly, as
though the occasion were too special for a display of professional vanity; a
vanity so well known to Renouard that its absence augmented his wonder and
almost made him uneasy as if portending bad news of some sort.
“You have met those people?” he asked.
“No. I was to have met them last night, but I had to send an
apology to Willie in the morning. It was then that he had the bright idea
to invite you to fill the place, from a muddled notion that you could be of
use. Willie is stupid sometimes. For it is clear that you are the
last man able to help.”
“How on earth do I come to be mixed up in this—whatever it
is?” Renouard’s voice was slightly altered by nervous irritation.
“I only arrived here yesterday morning.”
CHAPTER II
His friend the Editor turned to him squarely. “Willie took
me into consultation, and since he seems to have let you in I may just as well
tell you what is up. I shall try to be as short as I can. But in
confidence—mind!”
He waited. Renouard, his uneasiness growing on him
unreasonably, assented by a nod, and the other lost no time in beginning.
Professor Moorsom—physicist and philosopher—fine head of white hair, to judge
from the photographs—plenty of brains in the head too—all these famous
books—surely even Renouard would know. . . .
Renouard muttered moodily that it wasn’t his sort of reading, and
his friend hastened to assure him earnestly that neither was it his sort—except
as a matter of business and duty, for the literary page of that newspaper which
was his property (and the pride of his life). The only literary newspaper
in the Antipodes could not ignore the fashionable philosopher of the age.
Not that anybody read Moorsom at the Antipodes, but everybody had heard of
him—women, children, dock labourers, cabmen. The only person (besides himself)
who had read Moorsom, as far as he knew, was old Dunster, who used to call
himself a Moorsomian (or was it Moorsomite) years and years ago, long before
Moorsom had worked himself up into the great swell he was now, in every way. .
. Socially too. Quite the fashion in the highest world.
Renouard listened with profoundly concealed attention. “A
charlatan,” he muttered languidly.
“Well—no. I should say not. I shouldn’t wonder though
if most of his writing had been done with his tongue in his cheek. Of
course. That’s to be expected. I tell you what: the only really
honest writing is to be found in newspapers and nowhere else—and don’t you
forget it.”
The Editor paused with a basilisk stare till Renouard had conceded
a casual: “I dare say,” and only then went on to explain that old Dunster,
during his European tour, had been made rather a lion of in London, where he
stayed with the Moorsoms—he meant the father and the girl. The professor
had been a widower for a long time.
“She doesn’t look just a girl,” muttered Renouard. The other
agreed. Very likely not. Had been playing the London hostess to
tip-top people ever since she put her hair up, probably.
“I don’t expect to see any girlish bloom on her when I do have the
privilege,” he continued. “Those people are staying with the
Dunster’s incog., in a manner, you understand—something like
royalties. They don’t deceive anybody, but they want to be left to
themselves. We have even kept them out of the paper—to oblige old
Dunster. But we shall put your arrival in—our local celebrity.”
“Heavens!”
“Yes. Mr. G. Renouard, the explorer, whose indomitable
energy, etc., and who is now working for the prosperity of our country in
another way on his Malata plantation . . . And, by the by, how’s the silk
plant—flourishing?”
“Yes.”
“Did you bring any fibre?”
“Schooner-full.”
“I see. To be transhipped to Liverpool for experimental
manufacture, eh? Eminent capitalists at home very much interested, aren’t
they?”
“They are.”
A silence fell. Then the Editor uttered slowly—“You will be
a rich man some day.”
Renouard’s face did not betray his opinion of that confident
prophecy. He didn’t say anything till his friend suggested in the same
meditative voice—
“You ought to interest Moorsom in the affair too—since Willie has
let you in.”
“A philosopher!”
“I suppose he isn’t above making a bit of money. And he may
be clever at it for all you know. I have a notion that he’s a fairly
practical old cove. . . . Anyhow,” and here the tone of the speaker took on a
tinge of respect, “he has made philosophy pay.”
Renouard raised his eyes, repressed an impulse to jump up, and got
out of the arm-chair slowly. “It isn’t perhaps a bad idea,” he
said. “I’ll have to call there in any case.”
He wondered whether he had managed to keep his voice steady, its
tone unconcerned enough; for his emotion was strong though it had nothing to do
with the business aspect of this suggestion. He moved in the room in
vague preparation for departure, when he heard a soft laugh. He spun
about quickly with a frown, but the Editor was not laughing at him. He
was chuckling across the big desk at the wall: a preliminary of some speech for
which Renouard, recalled to himself, waited silent and mistrustful.
“No! You would never guess! No one would ever guess
what these people are after. Willie’s eyes bulged out when he came to me
with the tale.”
“They always do,” remarked Renouard with disgust. “He’s
stupid.”
“He was startled. And so was I after he told me. It’s
a search party. They are out looking for a man. Willie’s soft
heart’s enlisted in the cause.”
Renouard repeated: “Looking for a man.”
He sat down suddenly as if on purpose to stare. “Did Willie
come to you to borrow the lantern,” he asked sarcastically, and got up again
for no apparent reason.
“What lantern?” snapped the puzzled Editor, and his face darkened
with suspicion. “You, Renouard, are always alluding to things that aren’t
clear to me. If you were in politics, I, as a party journalist, wouldn’t
trust you further than I could see you. Not an inch further. You
are such a sophisticated beggar. Listen: the man is the man Miss Moorsom
was engaged to for a year. He couldn’t have been a nobody, anyhow.
But he doesn’t seem to have been very wise. Hard luck for the young lady.”
He spoke with feeling. It was clear that what he had to tell
appealed to his sentiment. Yet, as an experienced man of the world, he
marked his amused wonder. Young man of good family and connections, going
everywhere, yet not merely a man about town, but with a foot in the two big
F’s.
Renouard lounging aimlessly in the room turned round: “And what
the devil’s that?” he asked faintly.
“Why Fashion and Finance,” explained the Editor. “That’s how
I call it. There are the three R’s at the bottom of the social edifice
and the two F’s on the top. See?”
“Ha! Ha! Excellent! Ha! Ha!” Renouard laughed with
stony eyes.
“And you proceed from one set to the other in this democratic
age,” the Editor went on with unperturbed complacency. “That is if you
are clever enough. The only danger is in being too clever. And I
think something of the sort happened here. That swell I am speaking of
got himself into a mess. Apparently a very ugly mess of a financial
character. You will understand that Willie did not go into details with
me. They were not imparted to him with very great abundance either.
But a bad mess—something of the criminal order. Of course he was
innocent. But he had to quit all the same.”
“Ha! Ha!” Renouard laughed again abruptly, staring as
before. “So there’s one more big F in the tale.”
“What do you mean?” inquired the Editor quickly, with an air as if
his patent were being infringed.
“I mean—Fool.”
“No. I wouldn’t say that. I wouldn’t say that.”
“Well—let him be a scoundrel then. What the devil do I
care.”
“But hold on! You haven’t heard the end of the story.”
Renouard, his hat on his head already, sat down with the
disdainful smile of a man who had discounted the moral of the story.
Still he sat down and the Editor swung his revolving chair right round.
He was full of unction.
“Imprudent, I should say. In many ways money is as dangerous
to handle as gunpowder. You can’t be too careful either as to who you are
working with. Anyhow there was a mighty flashy burst up, a sensation,
and—his familiar haunts knew him no more. But before he vanished he went
to see Miss Moorsom. That very fact argues for his innocence—don’t
it? What was said between them no man knows—unless the professor had the
confidence from his daughter. There couldn’t have been much to say.
There was nothing for it but to let him go—was there?—for the affair had got
into the papers. And perhaps the kindest thing would have been to forget
him. Anyway the easiest. Forgiveness would have been more
difficult, I fancy, for a young lady of spirit and position drawn into an ugly
affair like that. Any ordinary young lady, I mean. Well, the fellow
asked nothing better than to be forgotten, only he didn’t find it easy to do so
himself, because he would write home now and then. Not to any of his friends
though. He had no near relations. The professor had been his
guardian. No, the poor devil wrote now and then to an old retired butler
of his late father, somewhere in the country, forbidding him at the same time
to let any one know of his whereabouts. So that worthy old ass would go
up and dodge about the Moorsom’s town house, perhaps waylay Miss Moorsom’s
maid, and then would write to ‘Master Arthur’ that the young lady looked well
and happy, or some such cheerful intelligence. I dare say he wanted to be
forgotten, but I shouldn’t think he was much cheered by the news. What
would you say?”
Renouard, his legs stretched out and his chin on his breast, said
nothing. A sensation which was not curiosity, but rather a vague nervous
anxiety, distinctly unpleasant, like a mysterious symptom of some malady,
prevented him from getting up and going away.
“Mixed feelings,” the Editor opined. “Many fellows out here
receive news from home with mixed feelings. But what will his feelings be
when he hears what I am going to tell you now? For we know he has not
heard yet. Six months ago a city clerk, just a common drudge of finance,
gets himself convicted of a common embezzlement or something of that
kind. Then seeing he’s in for a long sentence he thinks of making his
conscience comfortable, and makes a clean breast of an old story of tampered
with, or else suppressed, documents, a story which clears altogether the
honesty of our ruined gentleman. That embezzling fellow was in a position
to know, having been employed by the firm before the smash. There was no
doubt about the character being cleared—but where the cleared man was nobody
could tell. Another sensation in society. And then Miss Moorsom
says: ‘He will come back to claim me, and I’ll marry him.’ But he didn’t
come back. Between you and me I don’t think he was much wanted—except by
Miss Moorsom. I imagine she’s used to have her own way. She grew
impatient, and declared that if she knew where the man was she would go to him.
But all that could be got out of the old butler was that the last envelope bore
the postmark of our beautiful city; and that this was the only address of
‘Master Arthur’ that he ever had. That and no more. In fact the
fellow was at his last gasp—with a bad heart. Miss Moorsom wasn’t allowed
to see him. She had gone herself into the country to learn what she
could, but she had to stay downstairs while the old chap’s wife went up to the
invalid. She brought down the scrap of intelligence I’ve told you of.
He was already too far gone to be cross-examined on it, and that very night he
died. He didn’t leave behind him much to go by, did he? Our Willie
hinted to me that there had been pretty stormy days in the professor’s house,
but—here they are. I have a notion she isn’t the kind of everyday young
lady who may be permitted to gallop about the world all by herself—eh?
Well, I think it rather fine of her, but I quite understand that the professor
needed all his philosophy under the circumstances. She is his only child
now—and brilliant—what? Willie positively spluttered trying to describe
her to me; and I could see directly you came in that you had an uncommon
experience.”
Renouard, with an irritated gesture, tilted his hat more forward
on his eyes, as though he were bored. The Editor went on with the remark
that to be sure neither he (Renouard) nor yet Willie were much used to meet
girls of that remarkable superiority. Willie when learning business with
a firm in London, years before, had seen none but boarding-house society, he
guessed. As to himself in the good old days, when he trod the glorious
flags of Fleet Street, he neither had access to, nor yet would have cared for
the swells. Nothing interested him then but parliamentary politics and
the oratory of the House of Commons.
He paid to this not very distant past the tribute of a tender,
reminiscent smile, and returned to his first idea that for a society girl her
action was rather fine. All the same the professor could not be very
pleased. The fellow if he was as pure as a lily now was just about as
devoid of the goods of the earth. And there were misfortunes, however
undeserved, which damaged a man’s standing permanently. On the other
hand, it was difficult to oppose cynically a noble impulse—not to speak of the
great love at the root of it. Ah! Love! And then the lady was
quite capable of going off by herself. She was of age, she had money of
her own, plenty of pluck too. Moorsom must have concluded that it was
more truly paternal, more prudent too, and generally safer all round to let
himself be dragged into this chase. The aunt came along for the same
reasons. It was given out at home as a trip round the world of the usual
kind.
Renouard had risen and remained standing with his heart beating,
and strangely affected by this tale, robbed as it was of all glamour by the
prosaic personality of the narrator. The Editor added: “I’ve been asked
to help in the search—you know.”
Renouard muttered something about an appointment and went out into
the street. His inborn sanity could not defend him from a misty creeping
jealousy. He thought that obviously no man of that sort could be worthy
of such a woman’s devoted fidelity. Renouard, however, had lived long
enough to reflect that a man’s activities, his views, and even his ideas may be
very inferior to his character; and moved by a delicate consideration for that
splendid girl he tried to think out for the man a character of inward
excellence and outward gifts—some extraordinary seduction. But in vain.
Fresh from months of solitude and from days at sea, her splendour presented
itself to him absolutely unconquerable in its perfection, unless by her own
folly. It was easier to suspect her of this than to imagine in the man
qualities which would be worthy of her. Easier and less degrading.
Because folly may be generous—could be nothing else but generosity in her;
whereas to imagine her subjugated by something common was intolerable.
Because of the force of the physical impression he had received
from her personality (and such impressions are the real origins of the deepest
movements of our soul) this conception of her was even inconceivable. But
no Prince Charming has ever lived out of a fairy tale. He doesn’t walk
the worlds of Fashion and Finance—and with a stumbling gait at that.
Generosity. Yes. It was her generosity. But this generosity
was altogether regal in its splendour, almost absurd in its lavishness—or,
perhaps, divine.
In the evening, on board his schooner, sitting on the rail, his
arms folded on his breast and his eyes fixed on the deck, he let the darkness
catch him unawares in the midst of a meditation on the mechanism of sentiment
and the springs of passion. And all the time he had an abiding
consciousness of her bodily presence. The effect on his senses had been
so penetrating that in the middle of the night, rousing up suddenly, wide-eyed
in the darkness of his cabin, he did not create a faint mental vision of her
person for himself, but, more intimately affected, he scented distinctly the
faint perfume she used, and could almost have sworn that he had been awakened
by the soft rustle of her dress. He even sat up listening in the dark for
a time, then sighed and lay down again, not agitated but, on the contrary,
oppressed by the sensation of something that had happened to him and could not
be undone.
CHAPTER III
In the afternoon he lounged into the editorial office, carrying
with affected nonchalance that weight of the irremediable he had felt laid on
him suddenly in the small hours of the night—that consciousness of something
that could no longer be helped. His patronising friend informed him at
once that he had made the acquaintance of the Moorsom party last night.
At the Dunsters, of course. Dinner.
“Very quiet. Nobody there. It was much better for the
business. I say . . .”
Renouard, his hand grasping the back of a chair, stared down at
him dumbly.
“Phew! That’s a stunning girl. . . Why do you want to sit on
that chair? It’s uncomfortable!”
“I wasn’t going to sit on it.” Renouard walked slowly to the
window, glad to find in himself enough self-control to let go the chair instead
of raising it on high and bringing it down on the Editor’s head.
“Willie kept on gazing at her with tears in his boiled eyes.
You should have seen him bending sentimentally over her at dinner.”
“Don’t,” said Renouard in such an anguished tone that the Editor
turned right round to look at his back.
“You push your dislike of young Dunster too far. It’s
positively morbid,” he disapproved mildly. “We can’t be all beautiful
after thirty. . . . I talked a little, about you mostly, to the
professor. He appeared to be interested in the silk plant—if only as a
change from the great subject. Miss Moorsom didn’t seem to mind when I
confessed to her that I had taken you into the confidence of the thing.
Our Willie approved too. Old Dunster with his white beard seemed to give
me his blessing. All those people have a great opinion of you, simply
because I told them that you’ve led every sort of life one can think of before
you got struck on exploration. They want you to make suggestions.
What do you think ‘Master Arthur’ is likely to have taken to?”
“Something easy,” muttered Renouard without unclenching his teeth.
“Hunting man. Athlete. Don’t be hard on the chap.
He may be riding boundaries, or droving cattle, or humping his swag about the
back-blocks away to the devil—somewhere. He may be even prospecting at
the back of beyond—this very moment.”
“Or lying dead drunk in a roadside pub. It’s late enough in
the day for that.”
The Editor looked up instinctively. The clock was pointing
at a quarter to five. “Yes, it is,” he admitted. “But it needn’t
be. And he may have lit out into the Western Pacific all of a sudden—say
in a trading schooner. Though I really don’t see in what capacity.
Still . . . ”
“Or he may be passing at this very moment under this very window.”
“Not he . . . and I wish you would get away from it to where one
can see your face. I hate talking to a man’s back. You stand there
like a hermit on a sea-shore growling to yourself. I tell you what it is,
Geoffrey, you don’t like mankind.”
“I don’t make my living by talking about mankind’s affairs,”
Renouard defended himself. But he came away obediently and sat down in
the arm-chair. “How can you be so certain that your man isn’t down there
in the street?” he asked. “It’s neither more nor less probable than every
single one of your other suppositions.”
Placated by Renouard’s docility the Editor gazed at him for a
while. “Aha! I’ll tell you how. Learn then that we have begun
the campaign. We have telegraphed his description to the police of every
township up and down the land. And what’s more we’ve ascertained
definitely that he hasn’t been in this town for the last three months at least.
How much longer he’s been away we can’t tell.”
“That’s very curious.”
“It’s very simple. Miss Moorsom wrote to him, to the post
office here directly she returned to London after her excursion into the
country to see the old butler. Well—her letter is still lying
there. It has not been called for. Ergo, this town is not his usual
abode. Personally, I never thought it was. But he cannot fail to
turn up some time or other. Our main hope lies just in the certitude that
he must come to town sooner or later. Remember he doesn’t know that the
butler is dead, and he will want to inquire for a letter. Well, he’ll
find a note from Miss Moorsom.”
Renouard, silent, thought that it was likely enough. His
profound distaste for this conversation was betrayed by an air of weariness
darkening his energetic sun-tanned features, and by the augmented dreaminess of
his eyes. The Editor noted it as a further proof of that immoral
detachment from mankind, of that callousness of sentiment fostered by the
unhealthy conditions of solitude—according to his own favourite theory.
Aloud he observed that as long as a man had not given up correspondence he
could not be looked upon as lost. Fugitive criminals had been tracked in
that way by justice, he reminded his friend; then suddenly changed the bearing
of the subject somewhat by asking if Renouard had heard from his people lately,
and if every member of his large tribe was well and happy.
“Yes, thanks.”
The tone was curt, as if repelling a liberty. Renouard did
not like being asked about his people, for whom he had a profound and
remorseful affection. He had not seen a single human being to whom he was
related, for many years, and he was extremely different from them all.
On the very morning of his arrival from his island he had gone to
a set of pigeon-holes in Willie Dunster’s outer office and had taken out from a
compartment labelled “Malata” a very small accumulation of envelopes, a few
addressed to himself, and one addressed to his assistant, all to the care of
the firm, W. Dunster and Co. As opportunity offered, the firm used to
send them on to Malata either by a man-of-war schooner going on a cruise, or by
some trading craft proceeding that way. But for the last four months
there had been no opportunity.
“You going to stay here some time?” asked the Editor, after a
longish silence.
Renouard, perfunctorily, did see no reason why he should make a
long stay.
“For health, for your mental health, my boy,” rejoined the
newspaper man. “To get used to human faces so that they don’t hit you in
the eye so hard when you walk about the streets. To get friendly with
your kind. I suppose that assistant of yours can be trusted to look after
things?”
“There’s the half-caste too. The Portuguese. He knows
what’s to be done.”
“Aha!” The Editor looked sharply at his friend.
“What’s his name?”
“Who’s name?”
“The assistant’s you picked up on the sly behind my back.”
Renouard made a slight movement of impatience.
“I met him unexpectedly one evening. I thought he would do
as well as another. He had come from up country and didn’t seem happy in
a town. He told me his name was Walter. I did not ask him for
proofs, you know.”
“I don’t think you get on very well with him.”
“Why? What makes you think so.”
“I don’t know. Something reluctant in your manner when he’s
in question.”
“Really. My manner! I don’t think he’s a great subject
for conversation, perhaps. Why not drop him?”
“Of course! You wouldn’t confess to a mistake. Not
you. Nevertheless I have my suspicions about it.”
Renouard got up to go, but hesitated, looking down at the seated
Editor.
“How funny,” he said at last with the utmost seriousness, and was
making for the door, when the voice of his friend stopped him.
“You know what has been said of you? That you couldn’t get on
with anybody you couldn’t kick. Now, confess—is there any truth in the
soft impeachment?”
“No,” said Renouard. “Did you print that in your paper.”
“No. I didn’t quite believe it. But I will tell you
what I believe. I believe that when your heart is set on some object you
are a man that doesn’t count the cost to yourself or others. And this
shall get printed some day.”
“Obituary notice?” Renouard dropped negligently.
“Certain—some day.”
“Do you then regard yourself as immortal?”
“No, my boy. I am not immortal. But the voice of the
press goes on for ever. . . . And it will say that this was the secret of your
great success in a task where better men than you—meaning no offence—did fail
repeatedly.”
“Success,” muttered Renouard, pulling-to the office door after him
with considerable energy. And the letters of the word PRIVATE like a row
of white eyes seemed to stare after his back sinking down the staircase of that
temple of publicity.
Renouard had no doubt that all the means of publicity would be put
at the service of love and used for the discovery of the loved man. He
did not wish him dead. He did not wish him any harm. We are all
equipped with a fund of humanity which is not exhausted without many and
repeated provocations—and this man had done him no evil. But before
Renouard had left old Dunster’s house, at the conclusion of the call he made
there that very afternoon, he had discovered in himself the desire that the
search might last long. He never really flattered himself that it might
fail. It seemed to him that there was no other course in this world for
himself, for all mankind, but resignation. And he could not help thinking
that Professor Moorsom had arrived at the same conclusion too.
Professor Moorsom, slight frame of middle height, a thoughtful
keen head under the thick wavy hair, veiled dark eyes under straight eyebrows,
and with an inward gaze which when disengaged and arriving at one seemed to
issue from an obscure dream of books, from the limbo of meditation, showed
himself extremely gracious to him. Renouard guessed in him a man whom an
incurable habit of investigation and analysis had made gentle and indulgent;
inapt for action, and more sensitive to the thoughts than to the events of
existence. Withal not crushed, sub-ironic without a trace of acidity, and
with a simple manner which put people at ease quickly. They had a long
conversation on the terrace commanding an extended view of the town and the
harbour.
The splendid immobility of the bay resting under his gaze, with its
grey spurs and shining indentations, helped Renouard to regain his
self-possession, which he had felt shaken, in coming out on the terrace, into
the setting of the most powerful emotion of his life, when he had sat within a
foot of Miss Moorsom with fire in his breast, a humming in his ears, and in a
complete disorder of his mind. There was the very garden seat on which he
had been enveloped in the radiant spell. And presently he was sitting on
it again with the professor talking of her. Near by the patriarchal
Dunster leaned forward in a wicker arm-chair, benign and a little deaf, his big
hand to his ear with the innocent eagerness of his advanced age remembering the
fires of life.
It was with a sort of apprehension that Renouard looked forward to
seeing Miss Moorsom. And strangely enough it resembled the state of mind
of a man who fears disenchantment more than sortilege. But he need not
have been afraid. Directly he saw her in a distance at the other end of
the terrace he shuddered to the roots of his hair. With her approach the
power of speech left him for a time. Mrs. Dunster and her aunt were
accompanying her. All these people sat down; it was an intimate circle
into which Renouard felt himself cordially admitted; and the talk was of the
great search which occupied all their minds. Discretion was expected by
these people, but of reticence as to the object of the journey there could be
no question. Nothing but ways and means and arrangements could be talked
about.
By fixing his eyes obstinately on the ground, which gave him an
air of reflective sadness, Renouard managed to recover his
self-possession. He used it to keep his voice in a low key and to measure
his words on the great subject. And he took care with a great inward
effort to make them reasonable without giving them a discouraging
complexion. For he did not want the quest to be given up, since it would
mean her going away with her two attendant grey-heads to the other side of the
world.
He was asked to come again, to come often and take part in the
counsels of all these people captivated by the sentimental enterprise of a
declared love. On taking Miss Moorsom’s hand he looked up, would have
liked to say something, but found himself voiceless, with his lips suddenly
sealed. She returned the pressure of his fingers, and he left her with
her eyes vaguely staring beyond him, an air of listening for an expected sound,
and the faintest possible smile on her lips. A smile not for him,
evidently, but the reflection of some deep and inscrutable thought.
CHAPTER IV
He went on board his schooner. She lay white, and as if
suspended, in the crepuscular atmosphere of sunset mingling with the ashy gleam
of the vast anchorage. He tried to keep his thoughts as sober, as
reasonable, as measured as his words had been, lest they should get away from
him and cause some sort of moral disaster. What he was afraid of in the
coming night was sleeplessness and the endless strain of that wearisome
task. It had to be faced however. He lay on his back, sighing
profoundly in the dark, and suddenly beheld his very own self, carrying a small
bizarre lamp, reflected in a long mirror inside a room in an empty and
unfurnished palace. In this startling image of himself he recognised
somebody he had to follow—the frightened guide of his dream. He traversed
endless galleries, no end of lofty halls, innumerable doors. He lost
himself utterly—he found his way again. Room succeeded room. At
last the lamp went out, and he stumbled against some object which, when he stooped
for it, he found to be very cold and heavy to lift. The sickly white
light of dawn showed him the head of a statue. Its marble hair was done
in the bold lines of a helmet, on its lips the chisel had left a faint smile,
and it resembled Miss Moorsom. While he was staring at it fixedly, the
head began to grow light in his fingers, to diminish and crumble to pieces, and
at last turned into a handful of dust, which was blown away by a puff of wind
so chilly that he woke up with a desperate shiver and leaped headlong out of
his bed-place. The day had really come. He sat down by the cabin
table, and taking his head between his hands, did not stir for a very long
time.
Very quiet, he set himself to review this dream. The lamp,
of course, he connected with the search for a man. But on closer
examination he perceived that the reflection of himself in the mirror was not
really the true Renouard, but somebody else whose face he could not
remember. In the deserted palace he recognised a sinister adaptation by
his brain of the long corridors with many doors, in the great building in which
his friend’s newspaper was lodged on the first floor. The marble head
with Miss Moorsom’s face! Well! What other face could he have
dreamed of? And her complexion was fairer than Parian marble, than the
heads of angels. The wind at the end was the morning breeze entering
through the open porthole and touching his face before the schooner could swing
to the chilly gust.
Yes! And all this rational explanation of the fantastic made
it only more mysterious and weird. There was something daemonic in that
dream. It was one of those experiences which throw a man out of
conformity with the established order of his kind and make him a creature of
obscure suggestions.
Henceforth, without ever trying to resist, he went every afternoon
to the house where she lived. He went there as passively as if in a
dream. He could never make out how he had attained the footing of
intimacy in the Dunster mansion above the bay—whether on the ground of personal
merit or as the pioneer of the vegetable silk industry. It must have been
the last, because he remembered distinctly, as distinctly as in a dream,
hearing old Dunster once telling him that his next public task would be a
careful survey of the Northern Districts to discover tracts suitable for the
cultivation of the silk plant. The old man wagged his beard at him
sagely. It was indeed as absurd as a dream.
Willie of course would be there in the evening. But he was
more of a figure out of a nightmare, hovering about the circle of chairs in his
dress-clothes like a gigantic, repulsive, and sentimental bat. “Do away
with the beastly cocoons all over the world,” he buzzed in his blurred,
water-logged voice. He affected a great horror of insects of all
kinds. One evening he appeared with a red flower in his
button-hole. Nothing could have been more disgustingly fantastic.
And he would also say to Renouard: “You may yet change the history of our
country. For economic conditions do shape the history of nations.
Eh? What?” And he would turn to Miss Moorsom for approval, lowering
protectingly his spatulous nose and looking up with feeling from under his
absurd eyebrows, which grew thin, in the manner of canebrakes, out of his
spongy skin. For this large, bilious creature was an economist and a
sentimentalist, facile to tears, and a member of the Cobden Club.
In order to see as little of him as possible Renouard began coming
earlier so as to get away before his arrival, without curtailing too much the
hours of secret contemplation for which he lived. He had given up trying
to deceive himself. His resignation was without bounds. He accepted
the immense misfortune of being in love with a woman who was in search of
another man only to throw herself into his arms. With such desperate
precision he defined in his thoughts the situation, the consciousness of which
traversed like a sharp arrow the sudden silences of general conversation.
The only thought before which he quailed was the thought that this could not
last; that it must come to an end. He feared it instinctively as a sick
man may fear death. For it seemed to him that it must be the death of him
followed by a lightless, bottomless pit. But his resignation was not spared
the torments of jealousy: the cruel, insensate, poignant, and imbecile
jealousy, when it seems that a woman betrays us simply by this that she exists,
that she breathes—and when the deep movements of her nerves or her soul become
a matter of distracting suspicion, of killing doubt, of mortal anxiety.
In the peculiar condition of their sojourn Miss Moorsom went out
very little. She accepted this seclusion at the Dunsters’ mansion as in a
hermitage, and lived there, watched over by a group of old people, with the
lofty endurance of a condescending and strong-headed goddess. It was
impossible to say if she suffered from anything in the world, and whether this
was the insensibility of a great passion concentrated on itself, or a perfect
restraint of manner, or the indifference of superiority so complete as to be
sufficient to itself. But it was visible to Renouard that she took some
pleasure in talking to him at times. Was it because he was the only
person near her age? Was this, then, the secret of his admission to the circle?
He admired her voice as well poised as her movements, as her
attitudes. He himself had always been a man of tranquil tones. But
the power of fascination had torn him out of his very nature so completely that
to preserve his habitual calmness from going to pieces had become a terrible
effort.
He used to go from her on board the schooner exhausted, broken,
shaken up, as though he had been put to the most exquisite torture. When
he saw her approaching he always had a moment of hallucination. She was a
misty and fair creature, fitted for invisible music, for the shadows of love,
for the murmurs of waters. After a time (he could not be always staring
at the ground) he would summon up all his resolution and look at her.
There was a sparkle in the clear obscurity of her eyes; and when she turned
them on him they seemed to give a new meaning to life. He would say to
himself that another man would have found long before the happy release of
madness, his wits burnt to cinders in that radiance. But no such luck for
him. His wits had come unscathed through the furnaces of hot suns, of
blazing deserts, of flaming angers against the weaknesses of men and the
obstinate cruelties of hostile nature.
Being sane he had to be constantly on his guard against falling
into adoring silences or breaking out into wild speeches. He had to keep
watch on his eyes, his limbs, on the muscles of his face. Their
conversations were such as they could be between these two people: she a young
lady fresh from the thick twilight of four million people and the artificiality
of several London seasons; he the man of definite conquering tasks, the
familiar of wide horizons, and in his very repose holding aloof from these
agglomerations of units in which one loses one’s importance even to
oneself. They had no common conversational small change. They had
to use the great pieces of general ideas, but they exchanged them
trivially. It was no serious commerce. Perhaps she had not much of
that coin. Nothing significant came from her. It could not be said
that she had received from the contacts of the external world impressions of a
personal kind, different from other women. What was ravishing in her was
her quietness and, in her grave attitudes, the unfailing brilliance of her femininity.
He did not know what there was under that ivory forehead so splendidly shaped,
so gloriously crowned. He could not tell what were her thoughts, her
feelings. Her replies were reflective, always preceded by a short
silence, while he hung on her lips anxiously. He felt himself in the
presence of a mysterious being in whom spoke an unknown voice, like the voice
of oracles, bringing everlasting unrest to the heart.
He was thankful enough to sit in silence with secretly clenched
teeth, devoured by jealousy—and nobody could have guessed that his quiet
deferential bearing to all these grey-heads was the supreme effort of stoicism,
that the man was engaged in keeping a sinister watch on his tortures lest his
strength should fail him. As before, when grappling with other forces of
nature, he could find in himself all sorts of courage except the courage to run
away.
It was perhaps from the lack of subjects they could have in common
that Miss Moorsom made him so often speak of his own life. He did not
shrink from talking about himself, for he was free from that exacerbated, timid
vanity which seals so many vain-glorious lips. He talked to her in his
restrained voice, gazing at the tip of her shoe, and thinking that the time was
bound to come soon when her very inattention would get weary of him. And
indeed on stealing a glance he would see her dazzling and perfect, her eyes
vague, staring in mournful immobility, with a drooping head that made him think
of a tragic Venus arising before him, not from the foam of the sea, but from a
distant, still more formless, mysterious, and potent immensity of mankind.
CHAPTER V
One afternoon Renouard stepping out on the terrace found nobody
there. It was for him, at the same time, a melancholy disappointment and
a poignant relief.
The heat was great, the air was still, all the long windows of the
house stood wide open. At the further end, grouped round a lady’s
work-table, several chairs disposed sociably suggested invisible occupants, a
company of conversing shades. Renouard looked towards them with a sort of
dread. A most elusive, faint sound of ghostly talk issuing from one of
the rooms added to the illusion and stopped his already hesitating
footsteps. He leaned over the balustrade of stone near a squat vase
holding a tropical plant of a bizarre shape. Professor Moorsom coming up
from the garden with a book under his arm and a white parasol held over his
bare head, found him there and, closing the parasol, leaned over by his side
with a remark on the increasing heat of the season. Renouard assented and
changed his position a little; the other, after a short silence, administered
unexpectedly a question which, like the blow of a club on the head, deprived
Renouard of the power of speech and even thought, but, more cruel, left him
quivering with apprehension, not of death but of everlasting torment. Yet
the words were extremely simple.
“Something will have to be done soon. We can’t remain in a
state of suspended expectation for ever. Tell me what do you think of our
chances?”
Renouard, speechless, produced a faint smile. The professor
confessed in a jocular tone his impatience to complete the circuit of the globe
and be done with it. It was impossible to remain quartered on the dear
excellent Dunsters for an indefinite time. And then there were the
lectures he had arranged to deliver in Paris. A serious matter.
That lectures by Professor Moorsom were a European event and that
brilliant audiences would gather to hear them Renouard did not know. All
he was aware of was the shock of this hint of departure. The menace of
separation fell on his head like a thunderbolt. And he saw the absurdity
of his emotion, for hadn’t he lived all these days under the very cloud?
The professor, his elbows spread out, looked down into the garden and went on
unburdening his mind. Yes. The department of sentiment was directed
by his daughter, and she had plenty of volunteered moral support; but he had to
look after the practical side of life without assistance.
“I have the less hesitation in speaking to you about my anxiety,
because I feel you are friendly to us and at the same time you are detached
from all these sublimities—confound them.”
“What do you mean?” murmured Renouard.
“I mean that you are capable of calm judgment. Here the atmosphere
is simply detestable. Everybody has knuckled under to sentiment.
Perhaps your deliberate opinion could influence . . .”
“You want Miss Moorsom to give it up?” The professor turned
to the young man dismally.
“Heaven only knows what I want.”
Renouard leaning his back against the balustrade folded his arms
on his breast, appeared to meditate profoundly. His face, shaded softly
by the broad brim of a planter’s Panama hat, with the straight line of the nose
level with the forehead, the eyes lost in the depth of the setting, and the
chin well forward, had such a profile as may be seen amongst the bronzes of
classical museums, pure under a crested helmet—recalled vaguely a Minerva’s
head.
“This is the most troublesome time I ever had in my life,” exclaimed
the professor testily.
“Surely the man must be worth it,” muttered Renouard with a pang
of jealousy traversing his breast like a self-inflicted stab.
Whether enervated by the heat or giving way to pent up irritation
the professor surrendered himself to the mood of sincerity.
“He began by being a pleasantly dull boy. He developed into
a pointlessly clever young man, without, I suspect, ever trying to understand
anything. My daughter knew him from childhood. I am a busy man, and
I confess that their engagement was a complete surprise to me. I wish
their reasons for that step had been more naïve. But simplicity was out
of fashion in their set. From a worldly point of view he seems to have
been a mere baby. Of course, now, I am assured that he is the victim of
his noble confidence in the rectitude of his kind. But that’s mere
idealising of a sad reality. For my part I will tell you that from the
very beginning I had the gravest doubts of his dishonesty. Unfortunately
my clever daughter hadn’t. And now we behold the reaction.
No. To be earnestly dishonest one must be really poor. This was
only a manifestation of his extremely refined cleverness. The complicated
simpleton. He had an awful awakening though.”
In such words did Professor Moorsom give his “young friend” to
understand the state of his feelings toward the lost man. It was evident
that the father of Miss Moorsom wished him to remain lost. Perhaps the
unprecedented heat of the season made him long for the cool spaces of the
Pacific, the sweep of the ocean’s free wind along the promenade decks, cumbered
with long chairs, of a ship steaming towards the Californian coast. To
Renouard the philosopher appeared simply the most treacherous of fathers.
He was amazed. But he was not at the end of his discoveries.
“He may be dead,” the professor murmured.
“Why? People don’t die here sooner than in Europe. If
he had gone to hide in Italy, for instance, you wouldn’t think of saying that.”
“Well! And suppose he has become morally disintegrated.
You know he was not a strong personality,” the professor suggested
moodily. “My daughter’s future is in question here.”
Renouard thought that the love of such a woman was enough to pull
any broken man together—to drag a man out of his grave. And he thought
this with inward despair, which kept him silent as much almost as his
astonishment. At last he managed to stammer out a generous—
“Oh! Don’t let us even suppose. . .”
The professor struck in with a sadder accent than before—
“It’s good to be young. And then you have been a man of
action, and necessarily a believer in success. But I have been looking
too long at life not to distrust its surprises. Age! Age!
Here I stand before you a man full of doubts and hesitation—spe lentus, timidus
futuri.”
He made a sign to Renouard not to interrupt, and in a lowered
voice, as if afraid of being overheard, even there, in the solitude of the
terrace—
“And the worst is that I am not even sure how far this sentimental
pilgrimage is genuine. Yes. I doubt my own child. It’s true
that she’s a woman. . . . ”
Renouard detected with horror a tone of resentment, as if the
professor had never forgiven his daughter for not dying instead of his
son. The latter noticed the young man’s stony stare.
“Ah! you don’t understand. Yes, she’s clever, open-minded,
popular, and—well, charming. But you don’t know what it is to have moved,
breathed, existed, and even triumphed in the mere smother and froth of life—the
brilliant froth. There thoughts, sentiments, opinions, feelings, actions
too, are nothing but agitation in empty space—to amuse life—a sort of superior
debauchery, exciting and fatiguing, meaning nothing, leading nowhere. She
is the creature of that circle. And I ask myself if she is obeying the
uneasiness of an instinct seeking its satisfaction, or is it a revulsion of
feeling, or is she merely deceiving her own heart by this dangerous trifling
with romantic images. And everything is possible—except sincerity, such
as only stark, struggling humanity can know. No woman can stand that mode
of life in which women rule, and remain a perfectly genuine, simple human
being. Ah! There’s some people coming out.”
He moved off a pace, then turning his head: “Upon my word! I
would be infinitely obliged to you if you could throw a little cold water. . .
” and at a vaguely dismayed gesture of Renouard, he added: “Don’t be
afraid. You wouldn’t be putting out a sacred fire.”
Renouard could hardly find words for a protest: “I assure you that
I never talk with Miss Moorsom—on—on—that. And if you, her father . . . ”
“I envy you your innocence,” sighed the professor. “A father
is only an everyday person. Flat. Stale. Moreover, my child
would naturally mistrust me. We belong to the same set. Whereas you
carry with you the prestige of the unknown. You have proved yourself to
be a force.”
Thereupon the professor followed by Renouard joined the circle of
all the inmates of the house assembled at the other end of the terrace about a
tea-table; three white heads and that resplendent vision of woman’s glory, the
sight of which had the power to flutter his heart like a reminder of the
mortality of his frame.
He avoided the seat by the side of Miss Moorsom. The others
were talking together languidly. Unnoticed he looked at that woman so
marvellous that centuries seemed to lie between them. He was oppressed
and overcome at the thought of what she could give to some man who really would
be a force! What a glorious struggle with this amazon. What noble
burden for the victorious strength.
Dear old Mrs. Dunster was dispensing tea, looking from time to
time with interest towards Miss Moorsom. The aged statesman having eaten
a raw tomato and drunk a glass of milk (a habit of his early farming days, long
before politics, when, pioneer of wheat-growing, he demonstrated the
possibility of raising crops on ground looking barren enough to discourage a
magician), smoothed his white beard, and struck lightly Renouard’s knee with
his big wrinkled hand.
“You had better come back to-night and dine with us quietly.”
He liked this young man, a pioneer, too, in more than one
direction. Mrs. Dunster added: “Do. It will be very quiet. I
don’t even know if Willie will be home for dinner.” Renouard murmured his
thanks, and left the terrace to go on board the schooner. While lingering
in the drawing-room doorway he heard the resonant voice of old Dunster uttering
oracularly—
“. . . the leading man here some day. . . . Like me.”
Renouard let the thin summer portière of the doorway fall behind
him. The voice of Professor Moorsom said—
“I am told that he has made an enemy of almost every man who had
to work with him.”
“That’s nothing. He did his work. . . . Like me.”
“He never counted the cost they say. Not even of lives.”
Renouard understood that they were talking of him. Before he
could move away, Mrs. Dunster struck in placidly—
“Don’t let yourself be shocked by the tales you may hear of him,
my dear. Most of it is envy.”
Then he heard Miss Moorsom’s voice replying to the old lady—
“Oh! I am not easily deceived. I think I may say I
have an instinct for truth.”
He hastened away from that house with his heart full of dread.
CHAPTER VI
On board the schooner, lying on the settee on his back with the
knuckles of his hands pressed over his eyes, he made up his mind that he would
not return to that house for dinner—that he would never go back there any
more. He made up his mind some twenty times. The knowledge that he
had only to go up on the quarter deck, utter quietly the words: “Man the windlass,”
and that the schooner springing into life would run a hundred miles out to sea
before sunrise, deceived his struggling will. Nothing easier! Yet,
in the end, this young man, almost ill-famed for his ruthless daring, the
inflexible leader of two tragically successful expeditions, shrank from that
act of savage energy, and began, instead, to hunt for excuses.
No! It was not for him to run away like an incurable who
cuts his throat. He finished dressing and looked at his own impassive
face in the saloon mirror scornfully. While being pulled on shore in the
gig, he remembered suddenly the wild beauty of a waterfall seen when hardly
more than a boy, years ago, in Menado. There was a legend of a
governor-general of the Dutch East Indies, on official tour, committing suicide
on that spot by leaping into the chasm. It was supposed that a painful
disease had made him weary of life. But was there ever a visitation like
his own, at the same time binding one to life and so cruelly mortal!
The dinner was indeed quiet. Willie, given half an hour’s
grace, failed to turn up, and his chair remained vacant by the side of Miss
Moorsom. Renouard had the professor’s sister on his left, dressed in an
expensive gown becoming her age. That maiden lady in her wonderful preservation
reminded Renouard somehow of a wax flower under glass. There were no
traces of the dust of life’s battles on her anywhere. She did not like
him very much in the afternoons, in his white drill suit and planter’s hat,
which seemed to her an unduly Bohemian costume for calling in a house where
there were ladies. But in the evening, lithe and elegant in his dress
clothes and with his pleasant, slightly veiled voice, he always made her
conquest afresh. He might have been anybody distinguished—the son of a
duke. Falling under that charm probably (and also because her brother had
given her a hint), she attempted to open her heart to Renouard, who was
watching with all the power of his soul her niece across the table. She
spoke to him as frankly as though that miserable mortal envelope, emptied of
everything but hopeless passion, were indeed the son of a duke.
Inattentive, he heard her only in snatches, till the final
confidential burst: “. . . glad if you would express an opinion. Look at
her, so charming, such a great favourite, so generally admired! It would
be too sad. We all hoped she would make a brilliant marriage with
somebody very rich and of high position, have a house in London and in the
country, and entertain us all splendidly. She’s so eminently fitted for
it. She has such hosts of distinguished friends! And then—this
instead! . . . My heart really aches.”
Her well-bred if anxious whisper was covered by the voice of
professor Moorsom discoursing subtly down the short length of the dinner table
on the Impermanency of the Measurable to his venerable disciple. It might
have been a chapter in a new and popular book of Moorsomian philosophy.
Patriarchal and delighted, old Dunster leaned forward a little, his eyes
shining youthfully, two spots of colour at the roots of his white beard; and
Renouard, glancing at the senile excitement, recalled the words heard on those
subtle lips, adopted their scorn for his own, saw their truth before this man
ready to be amused by the side of the grave. Yes! Intellectual
debauchery in the froth of existence! Froth and fraud!
On the same side of the table Miss Moorsom never once looked
towards her father, all her grace as if frozen, her red lips compressed, the
faintest rosiness under her dazzling complexion, her black eyes burning
motionless, and the very coppery gleams of light lying still on the waves and
undulation of her hair. Renouard fancied himself overturning the table,
smashing crystal and china, treading fruit and flowers under foot, seizing her in
his arms, carrying her off in a tumult of shrieks from all these people, a
silent frightened mortal, into some profound retreat as in the age of Cavern
men. Suddenly everybody got up, and he hastened to rise too, finding
himself out of breath and quite unsteady on his feet.
On the terrace the philosopher, after lighting a cigar, slipped
his hand condescendingly under his “dear young friend’s” arm. Renouard
regarded him now with the profoundest mistrust. But the great man seemed
really to have a liking for his young friend—one of those mysterious
sympathies, disregarding the differences of age and position, which in this
case might have been explained by the failure of philosophy to meet a very real
worry of a practical kind.
After a turn or two and some casual talk the professor said
suddenly: “My late son was in your school—do you know? I can imagine that
had he lived and you had ever met you would have understood each other.
He too was inclined to action.”
He sighed, then, shaking off the mournful thought and with a nod
at the dusky part of the terrace where the dress of his daughter made a
luminous stain: “I really wish you would drop in that quarter a few sensible,
discouraging words.”
Renouard disengaged himself from that most perfidious of men under
the pretence of astonishment, and stepping back a pace—
“Surely you are making fun of me, Professor Moorsom,” he said with
a low laugh, which was really a sound of rage.
“My dear young friend! It’s no subject for jokes, to me. . .
You don’t seem to have any notion of your prestige,” he added, walking away
towards the chairs.
“Humbug!” thought Renouard, standing still and looking after
him. “And yet! And yet! What if it were true?”
He advanced then towards Miss Moorsom. Posed on the seat on
which they had first spoken to each other, it was her turn to watch him coming
on. But many of the windows were not lighted that evening. It was
dark over there. She appeared to him luminous in her clear dress, a
figure without shape, a face without features, awaiting his approach, till he
got quite near to her, sat down, and they had exchanged a few insignificant
words. Gradually she came out like a magic painting of charm,
fascination, and desire, glowing mysteriously on the dark background.
Something imperceptible in the lines of her attitude, in the modulations of her
voice, seemed to soften that suggestion of calm unconscious pride which
enveloped her always like a mantle. He, sensitive like a bond slave to
the moods of the master, was moved by the subtle relenting of her grace to an
infinite tenderness. He fought down the impulse to seize her by the hand,
lead her down into the garden away under the big trees, and throw himself at
her feet uttering words of love. His emotion was so strong that he had to
cough slightly, and not knowing what to talk to her about he began to tell her
of his mother and sisters. All the family were coming to London to live
there, for some little time at least.
“I hope you will go and tell them something of me. Something
seen,” he said pressingly.
By this miserable subterfuge, like a man about to part with his
life, he hoped to make her remember him a little longer.
“Certainly,” she said. “I’ll be glad to call when I get
back. But that ‘when’ may be a long time.”
He heard a light sigh. A cruel jealous curiosity made him
ask—
“Are you growing weary, Miss Moorsom?”
A silence fell on his low spoken question.
“Do you mean heart-weary?” sounded Miss Moorsom’s voice.
“You don’t know me, I see.”
“Ah! Never despair,” he muttered.
“This, Mr. Renouard, is a work of reparation. I stand for
truth here. I can’t think of myself.”
He could have taken her by the throat for every word seemed an
insult to his passion; but he only said—
“I never doubted the—the—nobility of your purpose.”
“And to hear the word weariness pronounced in this connection
surprises me. And from a man too who, I understand, has never counted the
cost.”
“You are pleased to tease me,” he said, directly he had recovered
his voice and had mastered his anger. It was as if Professor Moorsom had
dropped poison in his ear which was spreading now and tainting his passion, his
very jealousy. He mistrusted every word that came from those lips on
which his life hung. “How can you know anything of men who do not count
the cost?” he asked in his gentlest tones.
“From hearsay—a little.”
“Well, I assure you they are like the others, subject to
suffering, victims of spells. . . .”
“One of them, at least, speaks very strangely.”
She dismissed the subject after a short silence. “Mr.
Renouard, I had a disappointment this morning. This mail brought me a
letter from the widow of the old butler—you know. I expected to learn
that she had heard from—from here. But no. No letter arrived home
since we left.”
Her voice was calm. His jealousy couldn’t stand much more of
this sort of talk; but he was glad that nothing had turned up to help the
search; glad blindly, unreasonably—only because it would keep her longer in his
sight—since she wouldn’t give up.
“I am too near her,” he thought, moving a little further on the
seat. He was afraid in the revulsion of feeling of flinging himself on
her hands, which were lying on her lap, and covering them with kisses. He
was afraid. Nothing, nothing could shake that spell—not if she were ever
so false, stupid, or degraded. She was fate itself. The extent of
his misfortune plunged him in such a stupor that he failed at first to hear the
sound of voices and footsteps inside the drawing-room. Willie had come
home—and the Editor was with him.
They burst out on the terrace babbling noisily, and then pulling
themselves together stood still, surprising—and as if themselves surprised.
CHAPTER VII
They had been feasting a poet from the bush, the latest discovery
of the Editor. Such discoveries were the business, the vocation, the
pride and delight of the only apostle of letters in the hemisphere, the
solitary patron of culture, the Slave of the Lamp—as he subscribed himself at
the bottom of the weekly literary page of his paper. He had had no difficulty
in persuading the virtuous Willie (who had festive instincts) to help in the
good work, and now they had left the poet lying asleep on the hearthrug of the
editorial room and had rushed to the Dunster mansion wildly. The Editor
had another discovery to announce. Swaying a little where he stood he
opened his mouth very wide to shout the one word “Found!” Behind him
Willie flung both his hands above his head and let them fall
dramatically. Renouard saw the four white-headed people at the end of the
terrace rise all together from their chairs with an effect of sudden panic.
“I tell you—he—is—found,” the patron of letters shouted
emphatically.
“What is this!” exclaimed Renouard in a choked voice. Miss
Moorsom seized his wrist suddenly, and at that contact fire ran through all his
veins, a hot stillness descended upon him in which he heard the blood—or the
fire—beating in his ears. He made a movement as if to rise, but was
restrained by the convulsive pressure on his wrist.
“No, no.” Miss Moorsom’s eyes stared black as night,
searching the space before her. Far away the Editor strutted forward,
Willie following with his ostentatious manner of carrying his bulky and
oppressive carcass which, however, did not remain exactly perpendicular for two
seconds together.
“The innocent Arthur . . . Yes. We’ve got him,” the Editor
became very business-like. “Yes, this letter has done it.”
He plunged into an inside pocket for it, slapped the scrap of
paper with his open palm. “From that old woman. William had it in his
pocket since this morning when Miss Moorsom gave it to him to show me.
Forgot all about it till an hour ago. Thought it was of no
importance. Well, no! Not till it was properly read.”
Renouard and Miss Moorsom emerged from the shadows side by side, a
well-matched couple, animated yet statuesque in their calmness and in their
pallor. She had let go his wrist. On catching sight of Renouard the
Editor exclaimed:
“What—you here!” in a quite shrill voice.
There came a dead pause. All the faces had in them something
dismayed and cruel.
“He’s the very man we want,” continued the Editor. “Excuse
my excitement. You are the very man, Renouard. Didn’t you tell me
that your assistant called himself Walter? Yes? Thought so.
But here’s that old woman—the butler’s wife—listen to this. She writes:
All I can tell you, Miss, is that my poor husband directed his letters to the
name of H. Walter.”
Renouard’s violent but repressed exclamation was lost in a general
murmur and shuffle of feet. The Editor made a step forward, bowed with
creditable steadiness.
“Miss Moorsom, allow me to congratulate you from the bottom of my
heart on the happy—er—issue. . . ”
“Wait,” muttered Renouard irresolutely.
The Editor jumped on him in the manner of their old
friendship. “Ah, you! You are a fine fellow too. With your
solitary ways of life you will end by having no more discrimination than a
savage. Fancy living with a gentleman for months and never
guessing. A man, I am certain, accomplished, remarkable, out of the
common, since he had been distinguished” (he bowed again) “by Miss Moorsom,
whom we all admire.”
She turned her back on him.
“I hope to goodness you haven’t been leading him a dog’s life,
Geoffrey,” the Editor addressed his friend in a whispered aside.
Renouard seized a chair violently, sat down, and propping his
elbow on his knee leaned his head on his hand. Behind him the sister of
the professor looked up to heaven and wrung her hands stealthily. Mrs.
Dunster’s hands were clasped forcibly under her chin, but she, dear soul, was
looking sorrowfully at Willie. The model nephew! In this strange
state! So very much flushed! The careful disposition of the thin
hairs across Willie’s bald spot was deplorably disarranged, and the spot itself
was red and, as it were, steaming.
“What’s the matter, Geoffrey?” The Editor seemed
disconcerted by the silent attitudes round him, as though he had expected all
these people to shout and dance. “You have him on the island—haven’t
you?”
“Oh, yes: I have him there,” said Renouard, without looking up.
“Well, then!” The Editor looked helplessly around as if
begging for response of some sort. But the only response that came was
very unexpected. Annoyed at being left in the background, and also
because very little drink made him nasty, the emotional Willie turned malignant
all at once, and in a bibulous tone surprising in a man able to keep his
balance so well—
“Aha! But you haven’t got him here—not yet!” he
sneered. “No! You haven’t got him yet.”
This outrageous exhibition was to the Editor like the lash to a
jaded horse. He positively jumped.
“What of that? What do you mean?
We—haven’t—got—him—here. Of course he isn’t here! But Geoffrey’s
schooner is here. She can be sent at once to fetch him here.
No! Stay! There’s a better plan. Why shouldn’t you all sail
over to Malata, professor? Save time! I am sure Miss Moorsom would
prefer. . .”
With a gallant flourish of his arm he looked for Miss
Moorsom. She had disappeared. He was taken aback somewhat.
“Ah! H’m. Yes. . . . Why not. A pleasure cruise,
delightful ship, delightful season, delightful errand, del . . . No!
There are no objections. Geoffrey, I understand, has indulged in a
bungalow three sizes too large for him. He can put you all up. It
will be a pleasure for him. It will be the greatest privilege. Any
man would be proud of being an agent of this happy reunion. I am proud of
the little part I’ve played. He will consider it the greatest
honour. Geoff, my boy, you had better be stirring to-morrow bright and
early about the preparations for the trip. It would be criminal to lose a
single day.”
He was as flushed as Willie, the excitement keeping up the effect
of the festive dinner. For a time Renouard, silent, as if he had not
heard a word of all that babble, did not stir. But when he got up it was
to advance towards the Editor and give him such a hearty slap on the back that
the plump little man reeled in his tracks and looked quite frightened for a
moment.
“You are a heaven-born discoverer and a first-rate manager. . .
He’s right. It’s the only way. You can’t resist the claim of
sentiment, and you must even risk the voyage to Malata. . . ” Renouard’s voice
sank. “A lonely spot,” he added, and fell into thought under all these
eyes converging on him in the sudden silence. His slow glance passed over
all the faces in succession, remaining arrested on Professor Moorsom, stony
eyed, a smouldering cigar in his fingers, and with his sister standing by his
side.
“I shall be infinitely gratified if you consent to come.
But, of course, you will. We shall sail to-morrow evening then. And
now let me leave you to your happiness.”
He bowed, very grave, pointed suddenly his finger at Willie who
was swaying about with a sleepy frown. . . . “Look at him. He’s overcome
with happiness. You had better put him to bed . . . ” and disappeared
while every head on the terrace was turned to Willie with varied expressions.
Renouard ran through the house. Avoiding the carriage road
he fled down the steep short cut to the shore, where his gig was waiting.
At his loud shout the sleeping Kanakas jumped up. He leaped in.
“Shove off. Give way!” and the gig darted through the water. “Give
way! Give way!” She flew past the wool-clippers sleeping at their
anchors each with the open unwinking eye of the lamp in the rigging; she flew
past the flagship of the Pacific squadron, a great mass all dark and silent,
heavy with the slumbers of five hundred men, and where the invisible sentries
heard his urgent “Give way! Give way!” in the night. The Kanakas,
panting, rose off the thwarts at every stroke. Nothing could be fast
enough for him! And he ran up the side of his schooner shaking the ladder
noisily with his rush.
On deck he stumbled and stood still.
Wherefore this haste? To what end, since he knew well before
he started that he had a pursuer from whom there was no escape.
As his foot touched the deck his will, his purpose he had been
hurrying to save, died out within. It had been nothing less than getting
the schooner under-way, letting her vanish silently in the night from amongst
these sleeping ships. And now he was certain he could not do it. It
was impossible! And he reflected that whether he lived or died such an
act would lay him under a dark suspicion from which he shrank. No, there
was nothing to be done.
He went down into the cabin and, before even unbuttoning his
overcoat, took out of the drawer the letter addressed to his assistant; that
letter which he had found in the pigeon-hole labelled “Malata” in young
Dunster’s outer office, where it had been waiting for three months some
occasion for being forwarded. From the moment of dropping it in the
drawer he had utterly forgotten its existence—till now, when the man’s name had
come out so clamorously. He glanced at the common envelope, noted the
shaky and laborious handwriting: H. Walter, Esqre. Undoubtedly the very
last letter the old butler had posted before his illness, and in answer clearly
to one from “Master Arthur” instructing him to address in the future: “Care of
Messrs. W. Dunster and Co.” Renouard made as if to open the envelope, but
paused, and, instead, tore the letter deliberately in two, in four, in
eight. With his hand full of pieces of paper he returned on deck and
scattered them overboard on the dark water, in which they vanished instantly.
He did it slowly, without hesitation or remorse. H. Walter,
Esqre, in Malata. The innocent Arthur—What was his name? The man
sought for by that woman who as she went by seemed to draw all the passion of
the earth to her, without effort, not deigning to notice, naturally, as other
women breathed the air. But Renouard was no longer jealous of her very
existence. Whatever its meaning it was not for that man he had picked up
casually on obscure impulse, to get rid of the tiresome expostulations of a
so-called friend; a man of whom he really knew nothing—and now a dead
man. In Malata. Oh, yes! He was there secure enough,
untroubled in his grave. In Malata. To bury him was the last
service Renouard had rendered to his assistant before leaving the island on
this trip to town.
Like many men ready enough for arduous enterprises Renouard was
inclined to evade the small complications of existence. This trait of his
character was composed of a little indolence, some disdain, and a shrinking
from contests with certain forms of vulgarity—like a man who would face a lion
and go out of his way to avoid a toad. His intercourse with the
meddlesome journalist was that merely outward intimacy without sympathy some
young men get drawn into easily. It had amused him rather to keep that
“friend” in the dark about the fate of his assistant. Renouard had never
needed other company than his own, for there was in him something of the
sensitiveness of a dreamer who is easily jarred. He had said to himself
that the all-knowing one would only preach again about the evils of solitude
and worry his head off in favour of some forlornly useless protégé of
his. Also the inquisitiveness of the Editor had irritated him and had
closed his lips in sheer disgust.
And now he contemplated the noose of consequences drawing tight
around him.
It was the memory of that diplomatic reticence which on the
terrace had stiffled his first cry which would have told them all that the man
sought for was not to be met on earth any more. He shrank from the
absurdity of hearing the all-knowing one, and not very sober at that, turning
on him with righteous reproaches—
“You never told me. You gave me to understand that your
assistant was alive, and now you say he’s dead. Which is it? Were
you lying then or are you lying now?” No! the thought of such a scene was
not to be borne. He had sat down appalled, thinking: “What shall I do
now?”
His courage had oozed out of him. Speaking the truth meant
the Moorsoms going away at once—while it seemed to him that he would give the
last shred of his rectitude to secure a day more of her company. He sat
on—silent. Slowly, from confused sensations, from his talk with the
professor, the manner of the girl herself, the intoxicating familiarity of her
sudden hand-clasp, there had come to him a half glimmer of hope. The
other man was dead. Then! . . . Madness, of course—but he could not give
it up. He had listened to that confounded busybody arranging
everything—while all these people stood around assenting, under the spell of
that dead romance. He had listened scornful and silent. The
glimmers of hope, of opportunity, passed before his eyes. He had only to
sit still and say nothing. That and no more. And what was truth to
him in the face of that great passion which had flung him prostrate in spirit
at her adored feet!
And now it was done! Fatality had willed it! With the
eyes of a mortal struck by the maddening thunderbolt of the gods, Renouard
looked up to the sky, an immense black pall dusted over with gold, on which
great shudders seemed to pass from the breath of life affirming its sway.
CHAPTER VIII
At last, one morning, in a clear spot of a glassy horizon charged
with heraldic masses of black vapours, the island grew out from the sea,
showing here and there its naked members of basaltic rock through the rents of
heavy foliage. Later, in the great spilling of all the riches of sunset,
Malata stood out green and rosy before turning into a violet shadow in the
autumnal light of the expiring day. Then came the night. In the
faint airs the schooner crept on past a sturdy squat headland, and it was pitch
dark when her headsails ran down, she turned short on her heel, and her anchor
bit into the sandy bottom on the edge of the outer reef; for it was too
dangerous then to attempt entering the little bay full of shoals. After
the last solemn flutter of the mainsail the murmuring voices of the Moorsom
party lingered, very frail, in the black stillness.
They were sitting aft, on chairs, and nobody made a move.
Early in the day, when it had become evident that the wind was failing,
Renouard, basing his advice on the shortcomings of his bachelor establishment,
had urged on the ladies the advisability of not going ashore in the middle of
the night. Now he approached them in a constrained manner (it was
astonishing the constraint that had reigned between him and his guests all
through the passage) and renewed his arguments. No one ashore would dream
of his bringing any visitors with him. Nobody would even think of coming
off. There was only one old canoe on the plantation. And landing in
the schooner’s boats would be awkward in the dark. There was the risk of
getting aground on some shallow patches. It would be best to spend the
rest of the night on board.
There was really no opposition. The professor smoking a
pipe, and very comfortable in an ulster buttoned over his tropical clothes, was
the first to speak from his long chair.
“Most excellent advice.”
Next to him Miss Moorsom assented by a long silence. Then in
a voice as of one coming out of a dream—
“And so this is Malata,” she said. “I have often wondered .
. .”
A shiver passed through Renouard. She had wondered!
What about? Malata was himself. He and Malata were one. And
she had wondered! She had . . .
The professor’s sister leaned over towards Renouard. Through
all these days at sea the man’s—the found man’s—existence had not been alluded
to on board the schooner. That reticence was part of the general
constraint lying upon them all. She, herself, certainly had not been
exactly elated by this finding—poor Arthur, without money, without
prospects. But she felt moved by the sentiment and romance of the
situation.
“Isn’t it wonderful,” she whispered out of her white wrap, “to
think of poor Arthur sleeping there, so near to our dear lovely Felicia, and
not knowing the immense joy in store for him to-morrow.”
There was such artificiality in the wax-flower lady that nothing
in this speech touched Renouard. It was but the simple anxiety of his
heart that he was voicing when he muttered gloomily—
“No one in the world knows what to-morrow may hold in store.”
The mature lady had a recoil as though he had said something
impolite. What a harsh thing to say—instead of finding something nice and
appropriate. On board, where she never saw him in evening clothes,
Renouard’s resemblance to a duke’s son was not so apparent to her.
Nothing but his—ah—bohemianism remained. She rose with a sort of ostentation.
“It’s late—and since we are going to sleep on board to-night . .
.” she said. “But it does seem so cruel.”
The professor started up eagerly, knocking the ashes out of his
pipe. “Infinitely more sensible, my dear Emma.”
Renouard waited behind Miss Moorsom’s chair.
She got up slowly, moved one step forward, and paused looking at
the shore. The blackness of the island blotted out the stars with its
vague mass like a low thundercloud brooding over the waters and ready to burst
into flame and crashes.
“And so—this is Malata,” she repeated dreamily, moving towards the
cabin door. The clear cloak hanging from her shoulders, the ivory
face—for the night had put out nothing of her but the gleams of her hair—made
her resemble a shining dream-woman uttering words of wistful inquiry. She
disappeared without a sign, leaving Renouard penetrated to the very marrow by
the sounds that came from her body like a mysterious resonance of an exquisite
instrument.
He stood stock still. What was this accidental touch which
had evoked the strange accent of her voice? He dared not answer that
question. But he had to answer the question of what was to be done
now. Had the moment of confession come? The thought was enough to
make one’s blood run cold.
It was as if those people had a premonition of something. In
the taciturn days of the passage he had noticed their reserve even amongst
themselves. The professor smoked his pipe moodily in retired spots.
Renouard had caught Miss Moorsom’s eyes resting on himself more than once, with
a peculiar and grave expression. He fancied that she avoided all
opportunities of conversation. The maiden lady seemed to nurse a
grievance. And now what had he to do?
The lights on the deck had gone out one after the other. The
schooner slept.
About an hour after Miss Moorsom had gone below without a sign or
a word for him, Renouard got out of his hammock slung in the waist under the
midship awning—for he had given up all the accommodation below to his
guests. He got out with a sudden swift movement, flung off his sleeping
jacket, rolled his pyjamas up his thighs, and stole forward, unseen by the one
Kanaka of the anchor-watch. His white torso, naked like a stripped
athlete’s, glimmered, ghostly, in the deep shadows of the deck. Unnoticed
he got out of the ship over the knight-heads, ran along the back rope, and
seizing the dolphin-striker firmly with both hands, lowered himself into the
sea without a splash.
He swam away, noiseless like a fish, and then struck boldly for
the land, sustained, embraced, by the tepid water. The gentle, voluptuous
heave of its breast swung him up and down slightly; sometimes a wavelet
murmured in his ears; from time to time, lowering his feet, he felt for the
bottom on a shallow patch to rest and correct his direction. He landed at
the lower end of the bungalow garden, into the dead stillness of the
island. There were no lights. The plantation seemed to sleep, as
profoundly as the schooner. On the path a small shell cracked under his
naked heel.
The faithful half-caste foreman going his rounds cocked his ears
at the sharp sound. He gave one enormous start of fear at the sight of
the swift white figure flying at him out of the night. He crouched in
terror, and then sprang up and clicked his tongue in amazed recognition.
“Tse! Tse! The master!”
“Be quiet, Luiz, and listen to what I say.”
Yes, it was the master, the strong master who was never known to
raise his voice, the man blindly obeyed and never questioned. He talked
low and rapidly in the quiet night, as if every minute were precious. On
learning that three guests were coming to stay Luiz clicked his tongue
rapidly. These clicks were the uniform, stenographic symbols of his
emotions, and he could give them an infinite variety of meaning. He listened
to the rest in a deep silence hardly affected by the low, “Yes, master,”
whenever Renouard paused.
“You understand?” the latter insisted. “No preparations are
to be made till we land in the morning. And you are to say that Mr.
Walter has gone off in a trading schooner on a round of the islands.”
“Yes, master.”
“No mistakes—mind!”
“No, master.”
Renouard walked back towards the sea. Luiz, following him,
proposed to call out half a dozen boys and man the canoe.
“Imbecile!”
“Tse! Tse! Tse!”
“Don’t you understand that you haven’t seen me?”
“Yes, master. But what a long swim. Suppose you
drown.”
“Then you can say of me and of Mr. Walter what you like. The
dead don’t mind.”
Renouard entered the sea and heard a faint “Tse! Tse! Tse!” of
concern from the half-caste, who had already lost sight of the master’s dark
head on the overshadowed water.
Renouard set his direction by a big star that, dipping on the
horizon, seemed to look curiously into his face. On this swim back he
felt the mournful fatigue of all that length of the traversed road, which
brought him no nearer to his desire. It was as if his love had sapped the
invisible supports of his strength. There came a moment when it seemed to
him that he must have swum beyond the confines of life. He had a
sensation of eternity close at hand, demanding no effort—offering its
peace. It was easy to swim like this beyond the confines of life looking
at a star. But the thought: “They will think I dared not face them and
committed suicide,” caused a revolt of his mind which carried him on. He
returned on board, as he had left, unheard and unseen. He lay in his
hammock utterly exhausted and with a confused feeling that he had been beyond
the confines of life, somewhere near a star, and that it was very quiet there.
CHAPTER IX
Sheltered by the squat headland from the first morning sparkle of
the sea the little bay breathed a delicious freshness. The party from the
schooner landed at the bottom of the garden. They exchanged insignificant
words in studiously casual tones. The professor’s sister put up a
long-handled eye-glass as if to scan the novel surroundings, but in reality
searching for poor Arthur anxiously. Having never seen him otherwise than
in his town clothes she had no idea what he would look like. It had been
left to the professor to help his ladies out of the boat because Renouard, as
if intent on giving directions, had stepped forward at once to meet the
half-caste Luiz hurrying down the path. In the distance, in front of the
dazzlingly sunlit bungalow, a row of dark-faced house-boys unequal in stature
and varied in complexion preserved the immobility of a guard of honour.
Luiz had taken off his soft felt hat before coming within
earshot. Renouard bent his head to his rapid talk of domestic
arrangements he meant to make for the visitors; another bed in the master’s
room for the ladies and a cot for the gentleman to be hung in the room opposite
where—where Mr. Walter—here he gave a scared look all round—Mr. Walter—had
died.
“Very good,” assented Renouard in an even undertone. “And
remember what you have to say of him.”
“Yes, master. Only”—he wriggled slightly and put one bare
foot on the other for a moment in apologetic embarrassment—“only I—I—don’t like
to say it.”
Renouard looked at him without anger, without any sort of
expression. “Frightened of the dead? Eh? Well—all
right. I will say it myself—I suppose once for all. . . .”
Immediately he raised his voice very much.
“Send the boys down to bring up the luggage.”
“Yes, master.”
Renouard turned to his distinguished guests who, like a personally
conducted party of tourists, had stopped and were looking about them.
“I am sorry,” he began with an impassive face. “My man has
just told me that Mr. Walter . . .” he managed to smile, but didn’t correct
himself . . . “has gone in a trading schooner on a short tour of the islands,
to the westward.”
This communication was received in profound silence.
Renouard forgot himself in the thought: “It’s done!” But the
sight of the string of boys marching up to the house with suit-cases and
dressing-bags rescued him from that appalling abstraction.
“All I can do is to beg you to make yourselves at home . . . with
what patience you may.”
This was so obviously the only thing to do that everybody moved on
at once. The professor walked alongside Renouard, behind the two ladies.
“Rather unexpected—this absence.”
“Not exactly,” muttered Renouard. “A trip has to be made
every year to engage labour.”
“I see . . . And he . . . How vexingly elusive the poor fellow has
become! I’ll begin to think that some wicked fairy is favouring this love
tale with unpleasant attentions.”
Renouard noticed that the party did not seem weighed down by this
new disappointment. On the contrary they moved with a freer step.
The professor’s sister dropped her eye-glass to the end of its chain.
Miss Moorsom took the lead. The professor, his lips unsealed, lingered in
the open: but Renouard did not listen to that man’s talk. He looked after
that man’s daughter—if indeed that creature of irresistible seductions were a
daughter of mortals. The very intensity of his desire, as if his soul
were streaming after her through his eyes, defeated his object of keeping hold
of her as long as possible with, at least, one of his senses. Her moving outlines
dissolved into a misty coloured shimmer of a woman made of flame and shadows,
crossing the threshold of his house.
The days which followed were not exactly such as Renouard had
feared—yet they were not better than his fears. They were accursed in all
the moods they brought him. But the general aspect of things was
quiet. The professor smoked innumerable pipes with the air of a worker on
his holiday, always in movement and looking at things with that mysteriously
sagacious aspect of men who are admittedly wiser than the rest of the
world. His white head of hair—whiter than anything within the horizon
except the broken water on the reefs—was glimpsed in every part of the
plantation always on the move under the white parasol. And once he
climbed the headland and appeared suddenly to those below, a white speck
elevated in the blue, with a diminutive but statuesque effect.
Felicia Moorsom remained near the house. Sometimes she could
be seen with a despairing expression scribbling rapidly in her lock-up
dairy. But only for a moment. At the sound of Renouard’s footsteps
she would turn towards him her beautiful face, adorable in that calm which was
like a wilful, like a cruel ignoring of her tremendous power. Whenever
she sat on the verandah, on a chair more specially reserved for her use,
Renouard would stroll up and sit on the steps near her, mostly silent, and
often not trusting himself to turn his glance on her. She, very still
with her eyes half-closed, looked down on his head—so that to a beholder (such
as Professor Moorsom, for instance) she would appear to be turning over in her
mind profound thoughts about that man sitting at her feet, his shoulders bowed
a little, his hands listless—as if vanquished. And, indeed, the moral
poison of falsehood has such a decomposing power that Renouard felt his old
personality turn to dead dust. Often, in the evening, when they sat
outside conversing languidly in the dark, he felt that he must rest his
forehead on her feet and burst into tears.
The professor’s sister suffered from some little strain caused by
the unstability of her own feelings toward Renouard. She could not tell
whether she really did dislike him or not. At times he appeared to her
most fascinating; and, though he generally ended by saying something shockingly
crude, she could not resist her inclination to talk with him—at least not
always. One day when her niece had left them alone on the verandah she
leaned forward in her chair—speckless, resplendent, and, in her way, almost as
striking a personality as her niece, who did not resemble her in the
least. “Dear Felicia has inherited her hair and the greatest part of her
appearance from her mother,” the maiden lady used to tell people.
She leaned forward then, confidentially.
“Oh! Mr. Renouard! Haven’t you something comforting to
say?”
He looked up, as surprised as if a voice from heaven had spoken
with this perfect society intonation, and by the puzzled profundity of his blue
eyes fluttered the wax-flower of refined womanhood. She continued.
“For—I can speak to you openly on this tiresome subject—only think what a
terrible strain this hope deferred must be for Felicia’s heart—for her nerves.”
“Why speak to me about it,” he muttered feeling half choked
suddenly.
“Why! As a friend—a well-wisher—the kindest of hosts.
I am afraid we are really eating you out of house and home.” She laughed
a little. “Ah! When, when will this suspense be relieved!
That poor lost Arthur! I confess that I am almost afraid of the great moment.
It will be like seeing a ghost.”
“Have you ever seen a ghost?” asked Renouard, in a dull voice.
She shifted her hands a little. Her pose was perfect in its
ease and middle-aged grace.
“Not actually. Only in a photograph. But we have many
friends who had the experience of apparitions.”
“Ah! They see ghosts in London,” mumbled Renouard, not
looking at her.
“Frequently—in a certain very interesting set. But all sorts
of people do. We have a friend, a very famous author—his ghost is a
girl. One of my brother’s intimates is a very great man of science.
He is friendly with a ghost . . . Of a girl too,” she added in a voice as if
struck for the first time by the coincidence. “It is the photograph of
that apparition which I have seen. Very sweet. Most interesting.
A little cloudy naturally. . . . Mr. Renouard! I hope you are not a
sceptic. It’s so consoling to think. . .”
“Those plantation boys of mine see ghosts too,” said Renouard
grimly.
The sister of the philosopher sat up stiffly. What
crudeness! It was always so with this strange young man.
“Mr. Renouard! How can you compare the superstitious fancies
of your horrible savages with the manifestations . . . ”
Words failed her. She broke off with a very faint primly
angry smile. She was perhaps the more offended with him because of that
flutter at the beginning of the conversation. And in a moment with
perfect tact and dignity she got up from her chair and left him alone.
Renouard didn’t even look up. It was not the displeasure of
the lady which deprived him of his sleep that night. He was beginning to
forget what simple, honest sleep was like. His hammock from the ship had
been hung for him on a side verandah, and he spent his nights in it on his
back, his hands folded on his chest, in a sort of half conscious, oppressed
stupor. In the morning he watched with unseeing eyes the headland come
out a shapeless inkblot against the thin light of the false dawn, pass through
all the stages of daybreak to the deep purple of its outlined mass nimbed
gloriously with the gold of the rising sun. He listened to the vague
sounds of waking within the house: and suddenly he became aware of Luiz
standing by the hammock—obviously troubled.
“What’s the matter?”
“Tse! Tse! Tse!”
“Well, what now? Trouble with the boys?”
“No, master. The gentleman when I take him his bath water he
speak to me. He ask me—he ask—when, when, I think Mr. Walter, he come
back.”
The half-caste’s teeth chattered slightly. Renouard got out
of the hammock.
“And he is here all the time—eh?”
Luiz nodded a scared affirmative, but at once protested, “I no see
him. I never. Not I! The ignorant wild boys say they see . .
. Something! Ough!”
He clapped his teeth on another short rattle, and stood there,
shrunk, blighted, like a man in a freezing blast.
“And what did you say to the gentleman?”
“I say I don’t know—and I clear out. I—I don’t like to speak
of him.”
“All right. We shall try to lay that poor ghost,” said
Renouard gloomily, going off to a small hut near by to dress. He was
saying to himself: “This fellow will end by giving me away. The last
thing that I . . . No! That mustn’t be.” And feeling his hand being
forced he discovered the whole extent of his cowardice.
CHAPTER X
That morning wandering about his plantation, more like a
frightened soul than its creator and master, he dodged the white parasol
bobbing up here and there like a buoy adrift on a sea of dark-green
plants. The crop promised to be magnificent, and the fashionable
philosopher of the age took other than a merely scientific interest in the
experiment. His investments were judicious, but he had always some little
money lying by, for experiments.
After lunch, being left alone with Renouard, he talked a little of
cultivation and such matters. Then suddenly:
“By the way, is it true what my sister tells me, that your
plantation boys have been disturbed by a ghost?”
Renouard, who since the ladies had left the table was not keeping
such a strict watch on himself, came out of his abstraction with a start and a
stiff smile.
“My foreman had some trouble with them during my absence.
They funk working in a certain field on the slope of the hill.”
“A ghost here!” exclaimed the amused professor. “Then our
whole conception of the psychology of ghosts must be revised. This island
has been uninhabited probably since the dawn of ages. How did a ghost
come here. By air or water? And why did it leave its native
haunts. Was it from misanthropy? Was he expelled from some
community of spirits?”
Renouard essayed to respond in the same tone. The words died
on his lips. Was it a man or a woman ghost, the professor inquired.
“I don’t know.” Renouard made an effort to appear at
ease. He had, he said, a couple of Tahitian amongst his boys—a
ghost-ridden race. They had started the scare. They had probably
brought their ghost with them.
“Let us investigate the matter, Renouard,” proposed the professor
half in earnest. “We may make some interesting discoveries as to the
state of primitive minds, at any rate.”
This was too much. Renouard jumped up and leaving the room
went out and walked about in front of the house. He would allow no one to
force his hand. Presently the professor joined him outside. He
carried his parasol, but had neither his book nor his pipe with him.
Amiably serious he laid his hand on his “dear young friend’s” arm.
“We are all of us a little strung up,” he said. “For my part
I have been like sister Anne in the story. But I cannot see anything
coming. Anything that would be the least good for anybody—I mean.”
Renouard had recovered sufficiently to murmur coldly his regret of
this waste of time. For that was what, he supposed, the professor had in
his mind.
“Time,” mused Professor Moorsom. “I don’t know that time can
be wasted. But I will tell you, my dear friend, what this is: it is an
awful waste of life. I mean for all of us. Even for my sister, who
has got a headache and is gone to lie down.”
He shook gently Renouard’s arm. “Yes, for all of us!
One may meditate on life endlessly, one may even have a poor opinion of it—but
the fact remains that we have only one life to live. And it is
short. Think of that, my young friend.”
He released Renouard’s arm and stepped out of the shade opening
his parasol. It was clear that there was something more in his mind than
mere anxiety about the date of his lectures for fashionable audiences.
What did the man mean by his confounded platitudes? To Renouard, scared
by Luiz in the morning (for he felt that nothing could be more fatal than to
have his deception unveiled otherwise than by personal confession), this talk
sounded like encouragement or a warning from that man who seemed to him to be
very brazen and very subtle. It was like being bullied by the dead and
cajoled by the living into a throw of dice for a supreme stake.
Renouard went away to some distance from the house and threw
himself down in the shade of a tree. He lay there perfectly still with
his forehead resting on his folded arms, light-headed and thinking. It
seemed to him that he must be on fire, then that he had fallen into a cool
whirlpool, a smooth funnel of water swirling about with nauseating
rapidity. And then (it must have been a reminiscence of his boyhood) he
was walking on the dangerous thin ice of a river, unable to turn back. . . .
Suddenly it parted from shore to shore with a loud crack like the report of a
gun.
With one leap he found himself on his feet. All was peace,
stillness, sunshine. He walked away from there slowly. Had he been
a gambler he would have perhaps been supported in a measure by the mere excitement.
But he was not a gambler. He had always disdained that artificial manner
of challenging the fates. The bungalow came into view, bright and pretty,
and all about everything was peace, stillness, sunshine. . . .
While he was plodding towards it he had a disagreeable sense of
the dead man’s company at his elbow. The ghost! He seemed to be
everywhere but in his grave. Could one ever shake him off? he
wondered. At that moment Miss Moorsom came out on the verandah; and at once,
as if by a mystery of radiating waves, she roused a great tumult in his heart,
shook earth and sky together—but he plodded on. Then like a grave
song-note in the storm her voice came to him ominously.
“Ah! Mr. Renouard. . . ” He came up and smiled, but
she was very serious. “I can’t keep still any longer. Is there time
to walk up this headland and back before dark?”
The shadows were lying lengthened on the ground; all was stillness
and peace. “No,” said Renouard, feeling suddenly as steady as a
rock. “But I can show you a view from the central hill which your father
has not seen. A view of reefs and of broken water without end, and of
great wheeling clouds of sea-birds.”
She came down the verandah steps at once and they moved off.
“You go first,” he proposed, “and I’ll direct you. To the left.”
She was wearing a short nankin skirt, a muslin blouse; he could
see through the thin stuff the skin of her shoulders, of her arms. The
noble delicacy of her neck caused him a sort of transport. “The path
begins where these three palms are. The only palms on the island.”
“I see.”
She never turned her head. After a while she observed: “This
path looks as if it had been made recently.”
“Quite recently,” he assented very low.
They went on climbing steadily without exchanging another word;
and when they stood on the top she gazed a long time before her. The low
evening mist veiled the further limit of the reefs. Above the enormous
and melancholy confusion, as of a fleet of wrecked islands, the restless
myriads of sea-birds rolled and unrolled dark ribbons on the sky, gathered in
clouds, soared and stooped like a play of shadows, for they were too far for
them to hear their cries.
Renouard broke the silence in low tones.
“They’ll be settling for the night presently.” She made no
sound. Round them all was peace and declining sunshine. Near by,
the topmost pinnacle of Malata, resembling the top of a buried tower, rose a
rock, weather-worn, grey, weary of watching the monotonous centuries of the
Pacific. Renouard leaned his shoulders against it. Felicia Moorsom
faced him suddenly, her splendid black eyes full on his face as though she had
made up her mind at last to destroy his wits once and for all. Dazzled,
he lowered his eyelids slowly.
“Mr. Renouard! There is something strange in all this.
Tell me where he is?”
He answered deliberately.
“On the other side of this rock. I buried him there myself.”
She pressed her hands to her breast, struggled for her breath for
a moment, then: “Ohhh! . . . You buried him! . . . What sort of man are you? .
. . You dared not tell! . . . He is another of your victims? . . . You dared
not confess that evening. . . . You must have killed him. What could he
have done to you? . . . You fastened on him some atrocious quarrel and . . .”
Her vengeful aspect, her poignant cries left him as unmoved as the
weary rock against which he leaned. He only raised his eyelids to look at
her and lowered them slowly. Nothing more. It silenced her.
And as if ashamed she made a gesture with her hand, putting away from her that
thought. He spoke, quietly ironic at first.
“Ha! the legendary Renouard of sensitive idiots—the ruthless
adventurer—the ogre with a future. That was a parrot cry, Miss
Moorsom. I don’t think that the greatest fool of them all ever dared hint
such a stupid thing of me that I killed men for nothing. No, I had
noticed this man in a hotel. He had come from up country I was told, and
was doing nothing. I saw him sitting there lonely in a corner like a sick
crow, and I went over one evening to talk to him. Just on impulse.
He wasn’t impressive. He was pitiful. My worst enemy could have
told you he wasn’t good enough to be one of Renouard’s victims. It didn’t
take me long to judge that he was drugging himself. Not drinking.
Drugs.”
“Ah! It’s now that you are trying to murder him,” she cried.
“Really. Always the Renouard of shopkeepers’ legend.
Listen! I would never have been jealous of him. And yet I am
jealous of the air you breathe, of the soil you tread on, of the world that sees
you—moving free—not mine. But never mind. I rather liked him.
For a certain reason I proposed he should come to be my assistant here.
He said he believed this would save him. It did not save him from
death. It came to him as it were from nothing—just a fall. A mere
slip and tumble of ten feet into a ravine. But it seems he had been hurt
before up-country—by a horse. He ailed and ailed. No, he was not a
steel-tipped man. And his poor soul seemed to have been damaged too.
It gave way very soon.”
“This is tragic!” Felicia Moorsom whispered with feeling.
Renouard’s lips twitched, but his level voice continued mercilessly.
“That’s the story. He rallied a little one night and said he
wanted to tell me something. I, being a gentleman, he said, he could
confide in me. I told him that he was mistaken. That there was a
good deal of a plebeian in me, that he couldn’t know. He seemed
disappointed. He muttered something about his innocence and something
that sounded like a curse on some woman, then turned to the wall and—just grew
cold.”
“On a woman,” cried Miss Moorsom indignantly. “What woman?”
“I wonder!” said Renouard, raising his eyes and noting the crimson
of her ear-lobes against the live whiteness of her complexion, the sombre, as
if secret, night-splendour of her eyes under the writhing flames of her
hair. “Some woman who wouldn’t believe in that poor innocence of his. . .
Yes. You probably. And now you will not believe in me—not even in
me who must in truth be what I am—even to death. No! You
won’t. And yet, Felicia, a woman like you and a man like me do not often
come together on this earth.”
The flame of her glorious head scorched his face. He flung
his hat far away, and his suddenly lowered eyelids brought out startlingly his
resemblance to antique bronze, the profile of Pallas, still, austere, bowed a
little in the shadow of the rock. “Oh! If you could only understand
the truth that is in me!” he added.
She waited, as if too astounded to speak, till he looked up again,
and then with unnatural force as if defending herself from some unspoken
aspersion, “It’s I who stand for truth here! Believe in you! In
you, who by a heartless falsehood—and nothing else, nothing else, do you
hear?—have brought me here, deceived, cheated, as in some abominable
farce!” She sat down on a boulder, rested her chin in her hands, in the
pose of simple grief—mourning for herself.
“It only wanted this. Why! Oh! Why is it that
ugliness, ridicule, and baseness must fall across my path.”
On that height, alone with the sky, they spoke to each other as if
the earth had fallen away from under their feet.
“Are you grieving for your dignity? He was a mediocre soul
and could have given you but an unworthy existence.”
She did not even smile at those words, but, superb, as if lifting
a corner of the veil, she turned on him slowly.
“And do you imagine I would have devoted myself to him for such a
purpose! Don’t you know that reparation was due to him from me? A
sacred debt—a fine duty. To redeem him would not have been in my power—I
know it. But he was blameless, and it was for me to come forward.
Don’t you see that in the eyes of the world nothing could have rehabilitated
him so completely as his marriage with me? No word of evil could be whispered
of him after I had given him my hand. As to giving myself up to anything
less than the shaping of a man’s destiny—if I thought I could do it I would
abhor myself. . . .” She spoke with authority in her deep fascinating,
unemotional voice. Renouard meditated, gloomy, as if over some sinister
riddle of a beautiful sphinx met on the wild road of his life.
“Yes. Your father was right. You are one of these
aristocrats . . .”
She drew herself up haughtily.
“What do you say? My father! . . . I an aristocrat.”
“Oh! I don’t mean that you are like the men and women of the
time of armours, castles, and great deeds. Oh, no! They stood on
the naked soil, had traditions to be faithful to, had their feet on this earth
of passions and death which is not a hothouse. They would have been too
plebeian for you since they had to lead, to suffer with, to understand the
commonest humanity. No, you are merely of the topmost layer, disdainful
and superior, the mere pure froth and bubble on the inscrutable depths which
some day will toss you out of existence. But you are you! You are
you! You are the eternal love itself—only, O Divinity, it isn’t your
body, it is your soul that is made of foam.”
She listened as if in a dream. He had succeeded so well in
his effort to drive back the flood of his passion that his life itself seemed
to run with it out of his body. At that moment he felt as one dead
speaking. But the headlong wave returning with tenfold force flung him on
her suddenly, with open arms and blazing eyes. She found herself like a
feather in his grasp, helpless, unable to struggle, with her feet off the
ground. But this contact with her, maddening like too much felicity,
destroyed its own end. Fire ran through his veins, turned his passion to
ashes, burnt him out and left him empty, without force—almost without
desire. He let her go before she could cry out. And she was so used
to the forms of repression enveloping, softening the crude impulses of old
humanity that she no longer believed in their existence as if it were an
exploded legend. She did not recognise what had happened to her.
She came safe out of his arms, without a struggle, not even having felt afraid.
“What’s the meaning of this?” she said, outraged but calm in a
scornful way.
He got down on his knees in silence, bent low to her very feet,
while she looked down at him, a little surprised, without animosity, as if
merely curious to see what he would do. Then, while he remained bowed to
the ground pressing the hem of her skirt to his lips, she made a slight
movement. He got up.
“No,” he said. “Were you ever so much mine what could I do
with you without your consent? No. You don’t conquer a wraith, cold
mist, stuff of dreams, illusion. It must come to you and cling to your
breast. And then! Oh! And then!”
All ecstasy, all expression went out of his face.
“Mr. Renouard,” she said, “though you can have no claim on my
consideration after having decoyed me here for the vile purpose, apparently, of
gloating over me as your possible prey, I will tell you that I am not perhaps
the extraordinary being you think I am. You may believe me. Here I
stand for truth itself.”
“What’s that to me what you are?” he answered. “At a sign
from you I would climb up to the seventh heaven to bring you down to earth for
my own—and if I saw you steeped to the lips in vice, in crime, in mud, I would
go after you, take you to my arms—wear you for an incomparable jewel on my
breast. And that’s love—true love—the gift and the curse of the
gods. There is no other.”
The truth vibrating in his voice made her recoil slightly, for she
was not fit to hear it—not even a little—not even one single time in her
life. It was revolting to her; and in her trouble, perhaps prompted by
the suggestion of his name or to soften the harshness of expression, for she
was obscurely moved, she spoke to him in French.
“Assez! J’ai horreur de tout cela,” she
said.
He was white to his very lips, but he was trembling no more.
The dice had been cast, and not even violence could alter the throw. She
passed by him unbendingly, and he followed her down the path. After a
time she heard him saying:
“And your dream is to influence a human destiny?”
“Yes!” she answered curtly, unabashed, with a woman’s complete
assurance.
“Then you may rest content. You have done it.”
She shrugged her shoulders slightly. But just before
reaching the end of the path she relented, stopped, and went back to him.
“I don’t suppose you are very anxious for people to know how near
you came to absolute turpitude. You may rest easy on that point. I
shall speak to my father, of course, and we will agree to say that he has
died—nothing more.”
“Yes,” said Renouard in a lifeless voice. “He is dead.
His very ghost shall be done with presently.”
She went on, but he remained standing stock still in the
dusk. She had already reached the three palms when she heard behind her a
loud peal of laughter, cynical and joyless, such as is heard in smoking-rooms
at the end of a scandalous story. It made her feel positively faint for a
moment.
CHAPTER XI
Slowly a complete darkness enveloped Geoffrey Renouard. His
resolution had failed him. Instead of following Felicia into the house,
he had stopped under the three palms, and leaning against a smooth trunk had
abandoned himself to a sense of an immense deception and the feeling of extreme
fatigue. This walk up the hill and down again was like the supreme effort
of an explorer trying to penetrate the interior of an unknown country, the
secret of which is too well defended by its cruel and barren nature.
Decoyed by a mirage, he had gone too far—so far that there was no going
back. His strength was at an end. For the first time in his life he
had to give up, and with a sort of despairing self-possession he tried to
understand the cause of the defeat. He did not ascribe it to that absurd
dead man.
The hesitating shadow of Luiz approached him unnoticed till it
spoke timidly. Renouard started.
“Eh? What? Dinner waiting? You must say I beg to
be excused. I can’t come. But I shall see them to-morrow morning,
at the landing place. Take your orders from the professor as to the
sailing of the schooner. Go now.”
Luiz, dumbfounded, retreated into the darkness. Renouard did
not move, but hours afterwards, like the bitter fruit of his immobility, the
words: “I had nothing to offer to her vanity,” came from his lips in the
silence of the island. And it was then only that he stirred, only to wear
the night out in restless tramping up and down the various paths of the
plantation. Luiz, whose sleep was made light by the consciousness of some
impending change, heard footsteps passing by his hut, the firm tread of the
master; and turning on his mats emitted a faint Tse! Tse! Tse! of deep concern.
Lights had been burning in the bungalow almost all through the night;
and with the first sign of day began the bustle of departure. House boys
walked processionally carrying suit-cases and dressing-bags down to the
schooner’s boat, which came to the landing place at the bottom of the
garden. Just as the rising sun threw its golden nimbus around the purple
shape of the headland, the Planter of Malata was perceived pacing bare-headed
the curve of the little bay. He exchanged a few words with the
sailing-master of the schooner, then remained by the boat, standing very upright,
his eyes on the ground, waiting.
He had not long to wait. Into the cool, overshadowed garden
the professor descended first, and came jauntily down the path in a lively
cracking of small shells. With his closed parasol hooked on his forearm,
and a book in his hand, he resembled a banal tourist more than was permissible
to a man of his unique distinction. He waved the disengaged arm from a
distance, but at close quarters, arrested before Renouard’s immobility, he made
no offer to shake hands. He seemed to appraise the aspect of the man with
a sharp glance, and made up his mind.
“We are going back by Suez,” he began almost boisterously.
“I have been looking up the sailing lists. If the zephirs of your Pacific
are only moderately propitious I think we are sure to catch the mail boat due
in Marseilles on the 18th of March. This will suit me excellently. . .
.” He lowered his tone. “My dear young friend, I’m deeply grateful
to you.”
Renouard’s set lips moved.
“Why are you grateful to me?”
“Ah! Why? In the first place you might have made us
miss the next boat, mightn’t you? . . . I don’t thank you for your
hospitality. You can’t be angry with me for saying that I am truly
thankful to escape from it. But I am grateful to you for what you have
done, and—for being what you are.”
It was difficult to define the flavour of that speech, but
Renouard received it with an austerely equivocal smile. The professor
stepping into the boat opened his parasol and sat down in the stern-sheets
waiting for the ladies. No sound of human voice broke the fresh silence
of the morning while they walked the broad path, Miss Moorsom a little in
advance of her aunt.
When she came abreast of him Renouard raised his head.
“Good-bye, Mr. Renouard,” she said in a low voice, meaning to pass
on; but there was such a look of entreaty in the blue gleam of his sunken eyes
that after an imperceptible hesitation she laid her hand, which was ungloved,
in his extended palm.
“Will you condescend to remember me?” he asked, while an emotion
with which she was angry made her pale cheeks flush and her black eyes sparkle.
“This is a strange request for you to make,” she said,
exaggerating the coldness of her tone.
“Is it? Impudent perhaps. Yet I am not so guilty as
you think; and bear in mind that to me you can never make reparation.”
“Reparation? To you! It is you who can offer me no
reparation for the offence against my feelings—and my person; for what
reparation can be adequate for your odious and ridiculous plot so scornful in
its implication, so humiliating to my pride. No! I don’t want to
remember you.”
Unexpectedly, with a tightening grip, he pulled her nearer to him,
and looking into her eyes with fearless despair—
“You’ll have to. I shall haunt you,” he said firmly.
Her hand was wrenched out of his grasp before he had time to
release it. Felicia Moorsom stepped into the boat, sat down by the side
of her father, and breathed tenderly on her crushed fingers.
The professor gave her a sidelong look—nothing more. But the
professor’s sister, yet on shore, had put up her long-handle double eye-glass
to look at the scene. She dropped it with a faint rattle.
“I’ve never in my life heard anything so crude said to a lady,”
she murmured, passing before Renouard with a perfectly erect head. When,
a moment afterwards, softening suddenly, she turned to throw a good-bye to that
young man, she saw only his back in the distance moving towards the
bungalow. She watched him go in—amazed—before she too left the soil of
Malata.
Nobody disturbed Renouard in that room where he had shut himself
in to breathe the evanescent perfume of her who for him was no more, till late
in the afternoon when the half-caste was heard on the other side of the door.
He wanted the master to know that the trader Janet was
just entering the cove.
Renouard’s strong voice on his side of the door gave him most
unexpected instructions. He was to pay off the boys with the cash in the
office and arrange with the captain of the Janet to take every
worker away from Malata, returning them to their respective homes. An
order on the Dunster firm would be given to him in payment.
And again the silence of the bungalow remained unbroken till, next
morning, the half-caste came to report that everything was done. The
plantation boys were embarking now.
Through a crack in the door a hand thrust at him a piece of paper,
and the door slammed to so sharply that Luiz stepped back. Then
approaching cringingly the keyhole, in a propitiatory tone he asked:
“Do I go too, master?”
“Yes. You too. Everybody.”
“Master stop here alone?”
Silence. And the half-caste’s eyes grew wide with
wonder. But he also, like those “ignorant savages,” the plantation boys,
was only too glad to leave an island haunted by the ghost of a white man.
He backed away noiselessly from the mysterious silence in the closed room, and
only in the very doorway of the bungalow allowed himself to give vent to his
feelings by a deprecatory and pained—
“Tse! Tse! Tse!”
CHAPTER XII
The Moorsoms did manage to catch the homeward mail boat all right,
but had only twenty-four hours in town. Thus the sentimental Willie could
not see very much of them. This did not prevent him afterwards from
relating at great length, with manly tears in his eyes, how poor Miss
Moorsom—the fashionable and clever beauty—found her betrothed in Malata only to
see him die in her arms. Most people were deeply touched by the sad
story. It was the talk of a good many days.
But the all-knowing Editor, Renouard’s only friend and crony,
wanted to know more than the rest of the world. From professional
incontinence, perhaps, he thirsted for a full cup of harrowing detail.
And when he noticed Renouard’s schooner lying in port day after day he sought
the sailing master to learn the reason. The man told him that such were
his instructions. He had been ordered to lie there a month before
returning to Malata. And the month was nearly up. “I will ask you
to give me a passage,” said the Editor.
He landed in the morning at the bottom of the garden and found
peace, stillness, sunshine reigning everywhere, the doors and windows of the
bungalow standing wide open, no sight of a human being anywhere, the plants
growing rank and tall on the deserted fields. For hours the Editor and
the schooner’s crew, excited by the mystery, roamed over the island shouting
Renouard’s name; and at last set themselves in grim silence to explore
systematically the uncleared bush and the deeper ravines in search of his
corpse. What had happened? Had he been murdered by the boys?
Or had he simply, capricious and secretive, abandoned his plantation taking the
people with him. It was impossible to tell what had happened. At
last, towards the decline of the day, the Editor and the sailing master
discovered a track of sandals crossing a strip of sandy beach on the north
shore of the bay. Following this track fearfully, they passed round the
spur of the headland, and there on a large stone found the sandals, Renouard’s
white jacket, and the Malay sarong of chequered pattern which the planter of
Malata was well known to wear when going to bathe. These things made a
little heap, and the sailor remarked, after gazing at it in silence—
“Birds have been hovering over this for many a day.”
“He’s gone bathing and got drowned,” cried the Editor in dismay.
“I doubt it, sir. If he had been drowned anywhere within a
mile from the shore the body would have been washed out on the reefs. And
our boats have found nothing so far.”
Nothing was ever found—and Renouard’s disappearance remained in
the main inexplicable. For to whom could it have occurred that a man
would set out calmly to swim beyond the confines of life—with a steady
stroke—his eyes fixed on a star!
Next evening, from the receding schooner, the Editor looked back
for the last time at the deserted island. A black cloud hung listlessly
over the high rock on the middle hill; and under the mysterious silence of that
shadow Malata lay mournful, with an air of anguish in the wild sunset, as if
remembering the heart that was broken there.
Dec. 1913.
“And that be hanged for a silly yarn. The boatmen here in
Westport have been telling this lie to the summer visitors for years. The
sort that gets taken out for a row at a shilling a head—and asks foolish
questions—must be told something to pass the time away. D’ye know
anything more silly than being pulled in a boat along a beach? . . . It’s like
drinking weak lemonade when you aren’t thirsty. I don’t know why they do
it! They don’t even get sick.”
A forgotten glass of beer stood at his elbow; the locality was a
small respectable smoking-room of a small respectable hotel, and a taste for
forming chance acquaintances accounts for my sitting up late with him.
His great, flat, furrowed cheeks were shaven; a thick, square wisp of white hairs
hung from his chin; its waggling gave additional point to his deep utterance;
and his general contempt for mankind with its activities and moralities was
expressed in the rakish set of his big soft hat of black felt with a large rim,
which he kept always on his head.
His appearance was that of an old adventurer, retired after many
unholy experiences in the darkest parts of the earth; but I had every reason to
believe that he had never been outside England. From a casual remark
somebody dropped I gathered that in his early days he must have been somehow
connected with shipping—with ships in docks. Of individuality he had
plenty. And it was this which attracted my attention at first. But
he was not easy to classify, and before the end of the week I gave him up with
the vague definition, “an imposing old ruffian.”
One rainy afternoon, oppressed by infinite boredom, I went into
the smoking-room. He was sitting there in absolute immobility, which was
really fakir-like and impressive. I began to wonder what could be the
associations of that sort of man, his “milieu,” his private connections, his
views, his morality, his friends, and even his wife—when to my surprise he
opened a conversation in a deep, muttering voice.
I must say that since he had learned from somebody that I was a
writer of stories he had been acknowledging my existence by means of some vague
growls in the morning.
He was essentially a taciturn man. There was an effect of
rudeness in his fragmentary sentences. It was some time before I discovered
that what he would be at was the process by which stories—stories for
periodicals—were produced.
What could one say to a fellow like that? But I was bored to
death; the weather continued impossible; and I resolved to be amiable.
“And so you make these tales up on your own. How do they
ever come into your head?” he rumbled.
I explained that one generally got a hint for a tale.
“What sort of hint?”
“Well, for instance,” I said, “I got myself rowed out to the rocks
the other day. My boatman told me of the wreck on these rocks nearly
twenty years ago. That could be used as a hint for a mainly descriptive
bit of story with some such title as ‘In the Channel,’ for instance.”
It was then that he flew out at the boatmen and the summer
visitors who listen to their tales. Without moving a muscle of his face
he emitted a powerful “Rot,” from somewhere out of the depths of his chest, and
went on in his hoarse, fragmentary mumble. “Stare at the silly rocks—nod
their silly heads [the visitors, I presume]. What do they think a man
is—blown-out paper bag or what?—go off pop like that when he’s hit—Damn silly
yarn—Hint indeed! . . . A lie?”
You must imagine this statuesque ruffian enhaloed in the black rim
of his hat, letting all this out as an old dog growls sometimes, with his head
up and staring-away eyes.
“Indeed!” I exclaimed. “Well, but even if untrue it is a
hint, enabling me to see these rocks, this gale they speak of, the heavy seas,
etc., etc., in relation to mankind. The struggle against natural forces
and the effect of the issue on at least one, say, exalted—”
He interrupted me by an aggressive—
“Would truth be any good to you?”
“I shouldn’t like to say,” I answered, cautiously. “It’s
said that truth is stranger than fiction.”
“Who says that?” he mouthed.
“Oh! Nobody in particular.”
I turned to the window; for the contemptuous beggar was oppressive
to look at, with his immovable arm on the table. I suppose my
unceremonious manner provoked him to a comparatively long speech.
“Did you ever see such a silly lot of rocks? Like plums in a
slice of cold pudding.”
I was looking at them—an acre or more of black dots scattered on
the steel-grey shades of the level sea, under the uniform gossamer grey mist
with a formless brighter patch in one place—the veiled whiteness of the cliff
coming through, like a diffused, mysterious radiance. It was a delicate
and wonderful picture, something expressive, suggestive, and desolate, a
symphony in grey and black—a Whistler. But the next thing said by the
voice behind me made me turn round. It growled out contempt for all
associated notions of roaring seas with concise energy, then went on—
“I—no such foolishness—looking at the rocks out there—more likely
call to mind an office—I used to look in sometimes at one time—office in
London—one of them small streets behind Cannon Street Station. . . ”
He was very deliberate; not jerky, only fragmentary; at times
profane.
“That’s a rather remote connection,” I observed, approaching him.
“Connection? To Hades with your connections. It was an
accident.”
“Still,” I said, “an accident has its backward and forward
connections, which, if they could be set forth—”
Without moving he seemed to lend an attentive ear.
“Aye! Set forth. That’s perhaps what you could
do. Couldn’t you now? There’s no sea life in this connection.
But you can put it in out of your head—if you like.”
“Yes. I could, if necessary,” I said. “Sometimes it
pays to put in a lot out of one’s head, and sometimes it doesn’t. I mean
that the story isn’t worth it. Everything’s in that.”
It amused me to talk to him like this. He reflected audibly
that he guessed story-writers were out after money like the rest of the world
which had to live by its wits: and that it was extraordinary how far people who
were out after money would go. . . Some of them.
Then he made a sally against sea life. Silly sort of life,
he called it. No opportunities, no experience, no variety, nothing.
Some fine men came out of it—he admitted—but no more chance in the world if put
to it than fly. Kids. So Captain Harry Dunbar. Good
sailor. Great name as a skipper. Big man; short side-whiskers going
grey, fine face, loud voice. A good fellow, but no more up to people’s
tricks than a baby.
“That’s the captain of the Sagamore you’re talking
about,” I said, confidently.
After a low, scornful “Of course” he seemed now to hold on the
wall with his fixed stare the vision of that city office, “at the back of
Cannon Street Station,” while he growled and mouthed a fragmentary description,
jerking his chin up now and then, as if angry.
It was, according to his account, a modest place of business, not
shady in any sense, but out of the way, in a small street now rebuilt from end
to end. “Seven doors from the Cheshire Cat public house under the railway
bridge. I used to take my lunch there when my business called me to the
city. Cloete would come in to have his chop and make the girl
laugh. No need to talk much, either, for that. Nothing but the way
he would twinkle his spectacles on you and give a twitch of his thick mouth was
enough to start you off before he began one of his little tales. Funny
fellow, Cloete. C-l-o-e-t-e—Cloete.”
“What was he—a Dutchman?” I asked, not seeing in the least what
all this had to do with the Westport boatmen and the Westport summer visitors
and this extraordinary old fellow’s irritable view of them as liars and
fools. “Devil knows,” he grunted, his eyes on the wall as if not to miss
a single movement of a cinematograph picture. “Spoke nothing but English,
anyway. First I saw him—comes off a ship in dock from the
States—passenger. Asks me for a small hotel near by. Wanted to be
quiet and have a look round for a few days. I took him to a place—friend
of mine. . . Next time—in the City—Hallo! You’re very obliging—have a
drink. Talks plenty about himself. Been years in the States.
All sorts of business all over the place. With some patent medicine
people, too. Travels. Writes advertisements and all that.
Tells me funny stories. Tall, loose-limbed fellow. Black hair up on
end, like a brush; long face, long legs, long arms, twinkle in his specs,
jocular way of speaking—in a low voice. . . See that?”
I nodded, but he was not looking at me.
“Never laughed so much in my life. The beggar—would make you
laugh telling you how he skinned his own father. He was up to that,
too. A man who’s been in the patent-medicine trade will be up to anything
from pitch-and-toss to wilful murder. And that’s a bit of hard truth for
you. Don’t mind what they do—think they can carry off anything and talk
themselves out of anything—all the world’s a fool to them. Business man,
too, Cloete. Came over with a few hundred pounds. Looking for
something to do—in a quiet way. Nothing like the old country, after all,
says he. . . And so we part—I with more drinks in me than I was used to.
After a time, perhaps six months or so, I run up against him again in Mr.
George Dunbar’s office. Yes, that office. It
wasn’t often that I . . . However, there was a bit of his cargo in a ship in
dock that I wanted to ask Mr. George about. In comes Cloete out of the
room at the back with some papers in his hand. Partner. You
understand?”
“Aha!” I said. “The few hundred pounds.”
“And that tongue of his,” he growled. “Don’t forget that
tongue. Some of his tales must have opened George Dunbar’s eyes a bit as
to what business means.”
“A plausible fellow,” I suggested.
“H’m! You must have it in your own way—of course.
Well. Partner. George Dunbar puts his top-hat on and tells me to
wait a moment. . . George always looked as though he were making a few
thousands a year—a city swell. . . Come along, old man! And he and
Captain Harry go out together—some business with a solicitor round the
corner. Captain Harry, when he was in England, used to turn up in his
brother’s office regularly about twelve. Sat in a corner like a good boy,
reading the paper and smoking his pipe. So they go out. . . Model
brothers, says Cloete—two love-birds—I am looking after the tinned-fruit side
of this cozy little show. . . Gives me that sort of talk. Then by-and-by:
What sort of old thing is that Sagamore? Finest ship out—eh?
I dare say all ships are fine to you. You live by them. I tell you
what; I would just as soon put my money into an old stocking. Sooner!”
He drew a breath, and I noticed his hand, lying loosely on the
table, close slowly into a fist. In that immovable man it was startling,
ominous, like the famed nod of the Commander.
“So, already at that time—note—already,” he growled.
“But hold on,” I interrupted. “The Sagamore belonged
to Mundy and Rogers, I’ve been told.”
He snorted contemptuously. “Damn boatmen—know no
better. Flew the firm’s house-flag. That’s another
thing. Favour. It was like this: When old man Dunbar died, Captain
Harry was already in command with the firm. George chucked the bank he
was clerking in—to go on his own with what there was to share after the old
chap. George was a smart man. Started warehousing; then two or
three things at a time: wood-pulp, preserved-fruit trade, and so on. And
Captain Harry let him have his share to work with. . . I am provided for in my
ship, he says. . . But by-and-by Mundy and Rogers begin to sell out to
foreigners all their ships—go into steam right away. Captain Harry gets
very upset—lose command, part with the ship he was fond of—very wretched.
Just then, so it happened, the brothers came in for some money—an old woman
died or something. Quite a tidy bit. Then young George says:
There’s enough between us two to buy the Sagamore with. . .
But you’ll need more money for your business, cries Captain Harry—and the other
laughs at him: My business is going on all right. Why, I can go out and
make a handful of sovereigns while you are trying to get your pipe to draw, old
man. . . Mundy and Rogers very friendly about it: Certainly, Captain. And
we will manage her for you, if you like, as if she were still our own. . . Why,
with a connection like that it was good investment to buy that ship.
Good! Aye, at the time.”
The turning of his head slightly toward me at this point was like
a sign of strong feeling in any other man.
“You’ll mind that this was long before Cloete came into it at
all,” he muttered, warningly.
“Yes. I will mind,” I said. “We generally say: some
years passed. That’s soon done.”
He eyed me for a while silently in an unseeing way, as if
engrossed in the thought of the years so easily dealt with; his own years, too,
they were, the years before and the years (not so many) after Cloete came upon
the scene. When he began to speak again, I discerned his intention to
point out to me, in his obscure and graphic manner, the influence on George
Dunbar of long association with Cloete’s easy moral standards, unscrupulously
persuasive gift of humour (funny fellow), and adventurously reckless
disposition. He desired me anxiously to elaborate this view, and I
assured him it was quite within my powers. He wished me also to
understand that George’s business had its ups and downs (the other brother was
meantime sailing to and fro serenely); that he got into low water at times,
which worried him rather, because he had married a young wife with expensive
tastes. He was having a pretty anxious time of it generally; and just
then Cloete ran up in the city somewhere against a man working a patent
medicine (the fellow’s old trade) with some success, but which, with capital,
capital to the tune of thousands to be spent with both hands on advertising,
could be turned into a great thing—infinitely better-paying than a
gold-mine. Cloete became excited at the possibilities of that sort of
business, in which he was an expert. I understood that George’s partner
was all on fire from the contact with this unique opportunity.
“So he goes in every day into George’s room about eleven, and
sings that tune till George gnashes his teeth with rage. Do shut
up. What’s the good? No money. Hardly any to go on with, let
alone pouring thousands into advertising. Never dare propose to his
brother Harry to sell the ship. Couldn’t think of it. Worry him to
death. It would be like the end of the world coming. And certainly
not for a business of that kind! . . . Do you think it would be a swindle? asks
Cloete, twitching his mouth. . . George owns up: No—would be no better than a
squeamish ass if he thought that, after all these years in business.
“Cloete looks at him hard—Never thought of selling the
ship. Expected the blamed old thing wouldn’t fetch half her insured value
by this time. Then George flies out at him. What’s the meaning,
then, of these silly jeers at ship-owning for the last three weeks? Had
enough of them, anyhow.
“Angry at having his mouth made to water, see. Cloete don’t
get excited. . . I am no squeamish ass, either, says he, very slowly.
’Tisn’t selling your old Sagamore wants. The blamed
thing wants tomahawking (seems the name Sagamore means an
Indian chief or something. The figure-head was a half-naked savage with a
feather over one ear and a hatchet in his belt). Tomahawking, says he.
“What do you mean? asks George. . . Wrecking—it could be managed
with perfect safety, goes on Cloete—your brother would then put in his share of
insurance money. Needn’t tell him exactly what for. He thinks
you’re the smartest business man that ever lived. Make his fortune, too.
. . George grips the desk with both hands in his rage. . . You think my
brother’s a man to cast away his ship on purpose. I wouldn’t even dare
think of such a thing in the same room with him—the finest fellow that ever
lived. . . Don’t make such noise; they’ll hear you outside, says Cloete; and he
tells him that his brother is the salted pattern of all virtues, but all that’s
necessary is to induce him to stay ashore for a voyage—for a holiday—take a
rest—why not? . . . In fact, I have in view somebody up to that sort of game—Cloete
whispers.
“George nearly chokes. . . So you think I am of that sort—you
think me capable—What do you take me for? . . . He almost
loses his head, while Cloete keeps cool, only gets white about the gills. . . I
take you for a man who will be most cursedly hard up before long. . . He goes
to the door and sends away the clerks—there were only two—to take their lunch
hour. Comes back . . . What are you indignant about? Do I want you
to rob the widow and orphan? Why, man! Lloyd’s a corporation, it hasn’t
got a body to starve. There’s forty or more of them perhaps who
underwrote the lines on that silly ship of yours. Not one human being
would go hungry or cold for it. They take every risk into
consideration. Everything I tell you. . . That sort of talk.
H’m! George too upset to speak—only gurgles and waves his arms; so
sudden, you see. The other, warming his back at the fire, goes on.
Wood-pulp business next door to a failure. Tinned-fruit trade nearly
played out. . . You’re frightened, he says; but the law is only meant to
frighten fools away. . . And he shows how safe casting away that ship would
be. Premiums paid for so many, many years. No shadow of suspicion
could arise. And, dash it all! a ship must meet her end some day. . .
“I am not frightened. I am indignant,” says George Dunbar.
“Cloete boiling with rage inside. Chance of a lifetime—his
chance! And he says kindly: Your wife’ll be much more indignant when you
ask her to get out of that pretty house of yours and pile in into a two-pair
back—with kids perhaps, too. . .
“George had no children. Married a couple of years; looked
forward to a kid or two very much. Feels more upset than ever.
Talks about an honest man for father, and so on. Cloete grins: You be
quick before they come, and they’ll have a rich man for father, and no one the
worse for it. That’s the beauty of the thing.
“George nearly cries. I believe he did cry at odd
times. This went on for weeks. He couldn’t quarrel with
Cloete. Couldn’t pay off his few hundreds; and besides, he was used to
have him about. Weak fellow, George. Cloete generous, too. . .
Don’t think of my little pile, says he. Of course it’s gone when we have
to shut up. But I don’t care, he says. . . And then there was George’s
new wife. When Cloete dines there, the beggar puts on a dress suit;
little woman liked it; . . . Mr. Cloete, my husband’s partner; such a clever
man, man of the world, so amusing! . . . When he dines there and they are
alone: Oh, Mr. Cloete, I wish George would do something to improve our
prospects. Our position is really so mediocre. . . And Cloete smiles, but
isn’t surprised, because he had put all these notions himself into her empty
head. . . What your husband wants is enterprise, a little audacity. You can
encourage him best, Mrs. Dunbar. . . She was a silly, extravagant little
fool. Had made George take a house in Norwood. Live up to a lot of
people better off than themselves. I saw her once; silk dress, pretty
boots, all feathers and scent, pink face. More like the Promenade at the
Alhambra than a decent home, it looked to me. But some women do get a
devil of a hold on a man.”
“Yes, some do,” I assented. “Even when the man is the
husband.”
“My missis,” he addressed me unexpectedly, in a solemn,
surprisingly hollow tone, “could wind me round her little finger. I
didn’t find it out till she was gone. Aye. But she was a woman of
sense, while that piece of goods ought to have been walking the streets, and
that’s all I can say. . . You must make her up out of your head. You will
know the sort.”
“Leave all that to me,” I said.
“H’m!” he grunted, doubtfully, then going back to his scornful
tone: “A month or so afterwards the Sagamore arrives
home. All very jolly at first. . . Hallo, George boy! Hallo, Harry,
old man! . . . But by and by Captain Harry thinks his clever brother is not
looking very well. And George begins to look worse. He can’t get
rid of Cloete’s notion. It has stuck in his head. . . There’s nothing
wrong—quite well. . . Captain Harry still anxious. Business going all
right, eh? Quite right. Lots of business. Good business. . .
Of course Captain Harry believes that easily. Starts chaffing his brother
in his jolly way about rolling in money. George’s shirt sticks to his
back with perspiration, and he feels quite angry with the captain. . . The
fool, he says to himself. Rolling in money, indeed! And then he
thinks suddenly: Why not? . . . Because Cloete’s notion has got hold of his
mind.
“But next day he weakens and says to Cloete . . . Perhaps it would
be best to sell. Couldn’t you talk to my brother? and Cloete explains to
him over again for the twentieth time why selling wouldn’t do, anyhow.
No! The Sagamore must be tomahawked—as he would call it;
to spare George’s feelings, maybe. But every time he says the word,
George shudders. . . I’ve got a man at hand competent for the job who will do
the trick for five hundred, and only too pleased at the chance, says Cloete. .
. George shuts his eyes tight at that sort of talk—but at the same time he
thinks: Humbug! There can be no such man. And yet if there was such
a man it would be safe enough—perhaps.
“And Cloete always funny about it. He couldn’t talk about
anything without it seeming there was a great joke in it somewhere. . . Now,
says he, I know you are a moral citizen, George. Morality is mostly funk,
and I think you’re the funkiest man I ever came across in my travels.
Why, you are afraid to speak to your brother. Afraid to open your mouth
to him with a fortune for us all in sight. . . George flares up at this: no, he
ain’t afraid; he will speak; bangs fist on the desk. And Cloete pats him
on the back. . . We’ll be made men presently, he says.
“But the first time George attempts to speak to Captain Harry his
heart slides down into his boots. Captain Harry only laughs at the notion
of staying ashore. He wants no holiday, not he. But Jane thinks of
remaining in England this trip. Go about a bit and see some of her
people. Jane was the Captain’s wife; round-faced, pleasant lady.
George gives up that time; but Cloete won’t let him rest. So he tries
again; and the Captain frowns. He frowns because he’s puzzled. He
can’t make it out. He has no notion of living away from his Sagamore.
. .
“Ah!” I cried. “Now I understand.”
“No, you don’t,” he growled, his black, contemptuous stare turning
on me crushingly.
“I beg your pardon,” I murmured.
“H’m! Very well, then. Captain Harry looks very stern,
and George crumples all up inside. . . He sees through me, he thinks. . . Of
course it could not be; but George, by that time, was scared at his own
shadow. He is shirking it with Cloete, too. Gives his partner to
understand that his brother has half a mind to try a spell on shore, and so
on. Cloete waits, gnawing his fingers; so anxious. Cloete really
had found a man for the job. Believe it or not, he had found him inside
the very boarding-house he lodged in—somewhere about Tottenham Court
Road. He had noticed down-stairs a fellow—a boarder and not a
boarder—hanging about the dark—part of the passage mostly; sort of ‘man of the
house,’ a slinking chap. Black eyes. White face. The woman of
the house—a widow lady, she called herself—very full of Mr. Stafford; Mr.
Stafford this and Mr. Stafford that. . . Anyhow, Cloete one evening takes him
out to have a drink. Cloete mostly passed away his evenings in saloon
bars. No drunkard, though, Cloete; for company; liked to talk to all
sorts there; just habit; American fashion.
“So Cloete takes that chap out more than once. Not very good
company, though. Little to say for himself. Sits quiet and drinks
what’s given to him, eyes always half closed, speaks sort of demure. . . I’ve
had misfortunes, he says. The truth was they had kicked him out of a big
steam-ship company for disgraceful conduct; nothing to affect his certificate,
you understand; and he had gone down quite easily. Liked it, I
expect. Anything’s better than work. Lived on the widow lady who
kept that boarding-house.”
“That’s almost incredible,” I ventured to interrupt. “A man
with a master’s certificate, do you mean?”
“I do; I’ve known them ’bus cads,” he growled,
contemptuously. “Yes. Swing on the tail-board by the strap and
yell, ‘tuppence all the way.’ Through drink. But this Stafford was
of another kind. Hell’s full of such Staffords; Cloete would make fun of
him, and then there would be a nasty gleam in the fellow’s half-shut eye.
But Cloete was generally kind to him. Cloete was a fellow that would be
kind to a mangy dog. Anyhow, he used to stand drinks to that object, and
now and then gave him half a crown—because the widow lady kept Mr. Stafford
short of pocket-money. They had rows almost every day down in the
basement. . .
“It was the fellow being a sailor that put into Cloete’s mind the
first notion of doing away with the Sagamore. He studies him
a bit, thinks there’s enough devil in him yet to be tempted, and one evening he
says to him . . . I suppose you wouldn’t mind going to sea again, for a spell?
. . . The other never raises his eyes; says it’s scarcely worth one’s while for
the miserable salary one gets. . . Well, but what do you say to captain’s wages
for a time, and a couple of hundred extra if you are compelled to come home
without the ship. Accidents will happen, says Cloete. . . Oh! sure to,
says that Stafford; and goes on taking sips of his drink as if he had no
interest in the matter.
“Cloete presses him a bit; but the other observes, impudent and
languid like: You see, there’s no future in a thing like that—is there? . . Oh!
no, says Cloete. Certainly not. I don’t mean this to have any
future—as far as you are concerned. It’s a ‘once for all’
transaction. Well, what do you estimate your future at? he asks. . . The
fellow more listless than ever—nearly asleep.—I believe the skunk was really
too lazy to care. Small cheating at cards, wheedling or bullying his
living out of some woman or other, was more his style. Cloete swears at
him in whispers something awful. All this in the saloon bar of the Horse
Shoe, Tottenham Court Road. Finally they agree, over the second
sixpennyworth of Scotch hot, on five hundred pounds as the price of tomahawking
the Sagamore. And Cloete waits to see what George can do.
“A week or two goes by. The other fellow loafs about the
house as if there had been nothing, and Cloete begins to doubt whether he
really means ever to tackle that job. But one day he stops Cloete at the
door, with his downcast eyes: What about that employment you wished to give me?
he asks. . . You see, he had played some more than usual dirty trick on the
woman and expected awful ructions presently; and to be fired out for
sure. Cloete very pleased. George had been prevaricating to him
such a lot that he really thought the thing was as well as settled. And
he says: Yes. It’s time I introduced you to my friend. Just get
your hat and we will go now. . .
“The two come into the office, and George at his desk sits up in a
sudden panic—staring. Sees a tallish fellow, sort of nasty-handsome face,
heavy eyes, half shut; short drab overcoat, shabby bowler hat, very
careful—like in his movements. And he thinks to himself, Is that how such
a man looks! No, the thing’s impossible. . . Cloete does the
introduction, and the fellow turns round to look behind him at the chair before
he sits down. . . A thoroughly competent man, Cloete goes on . . . The man says
nothing, sits perfectly quiet. And George can’t speak, throat too
dry. Then he makes an effort: H’m! H’m! Oh
yes—unfortunately—sorry to disappoint—my brother—made other arrangements—going
himself.
“The fellow gets up, never raising his eyes off the ground, like a
modest girl, and goes out softly, right out of the office without a
sound. Cloete sticks his chin in his hand and bites all his fingers at
once. George’s heart slows down and he speaks to Cloete. . . This can’t
be done. How can it be? Directly the ship is lost Harry would see
through it. You know he is a man to go to the underwriters himself with
his suspicions. And he would break his heart over me. How can I
play that on him? There’s only two of us in the world belonging to each
other. . .
“Cloete lets out a horrid cuss-word, jumps up, bolts away into his
room, and George hears him there banging things around. After a while he
goes to the door and says in a trembling voice: You ask me for an
impossibility. . . Cloete inside ready to fly out like a tiger and rend him;
but he opens the door a little way and says softly: Talking of hearts, yours is
no bigger than a mouse’s, let me tell you. . . But George doesn’t care—load off
the heart, anyhow. And just then Captain Harry comes in. . . Hallo,
George boy. I am little late. What about a chop at the Cheshire,
now? . . . Right you are, old man. . . And off they go to lunch together.
Cloete has nothing to eat that day.
“George feels a new man for a time; but all of a sudden that
fellow Stafford begins to hang about the street, in sight of the house
door. The first time George sees him he thinks he made a mistake.
But no; next time he has to go out, there is the very fellow skulking on the
other side of the road. It makes George nervous; but he must go out on
business, and when the fellow cuts across the road-way he dodges him. He
dodges him once, twice, three times; but at last he gets nabbed in his very
doorway. . . What do you want? he says, trying to look fierce.
“It seems that ructions had come in the basement of that
boarding-house, and the widow lady had turned on him (being jealous mad), to
the extent of talking of the police. That Mr. Stafford
couldn’t stand; so he cleared out like a scared stag, and there he was, chucked
into the streets, so to speak. Cloete looked so savage as he went to and
fro that he hadn’t the spunk to tackle him; but George seemed a softer kind to
his eye. He would have been glad of half a quid, anything. . . I’ve had
misfortunes, he says softly, in his demure way, which frightens George more
than a row would have done. . . Consider the severity of my disappointment, he
says. . .
“George, instead of telling him to go to the devil, loses his
head. . . I don’t know you. What do you want? he cries, and bolts
up-stairs to Cloete. . . . Look what’s come of it, he gasps; now we are at the
mercy of that horrid fellow. . . Cloete tries to show him that the fellow can
do nothing; but George thinks that some sort of scandal may be forced on,
anyhow. Says that he can’t live with that horror haunting him.
Cloete would laugh if he weren’t too weary of it all. Then a thought
strikes him and he changes his tune. . . Well, perhaps! I will go down-stairs
and send him away to begin with. . . He comes back. . . He’s gone. But
perhaps you are right. The fellow’s hard up, and that’s what makes people
desperate. The best thing would be to get him out of the country for a
time. Look here, the poor devil is really in want of employment. I
won’t ask you much this time: only to hold your tongue; and I shall try to get
your brother to take him as chief officer. At this George lays his arms
and his head on his desk, so that Cloete feels sorry for him. But
altogether Cloete feels more cheerful because he has shaken the ghost a bit
into that Stafford. That very afternoon he buys him a suit of blue
clothes, and tells him that he will have to turn to and work for his living
now. Go to sea as mate of the Sagamore. The skunk
wasn’t very willing, but what with having nothing to eat and no place to sleep
in, and the woman having frightened him with the talk of some prosecution or
other, he had no choice, properly speaking. Cloete takes care of him for
a couple of days. . . Our arrangement still stands, says he. Here’s the
ship bound for Port Elizabeth; not a safe anchorage at all. Should she by
chance part from her anchors in a north-east gale and get lost on the beach, as
many of them do, why, it’s five hundred in your pocket—and a quick return
home. You are up to the job, ain’t you?
“Our Mr. Stafford takes it all in with downcast eyes. . . I am a
competent seaman, he says, with his sly, modest air. A ship’s chief mate
has no doubt many opportunities to manipulate the chains and anchors to some
purpose. . . At this Cloete thumps him on the back: You’ll do, my noble
sailor. Go in and win. . .
“Next thing George knows, his brother tells him that he had
occasion to oblige his partner. And glad of it, too. Likes the
partner no end. Took a friend of his as mate. Man had his troubles,
been ashore a year nursing a dying wife, it seems. Down on his luck. . .
George protests earnestly that he knows nothing of the person. Saw him
once. Not very attractive to look at. . . And Captain Harry says in his
hearty way, That’s so, but must give the poor devil a chance. . .
“So Mr. Stafford joins in dock. And it seems that he did
manage to monkey with one of the cables—keeping his mind on Port
Elizabeth. The riggers had all the cable ranged on deck to clean
lockers. The new mate watches them go ashore—dinner hour—and sends the
ship-keeper out of the ship to fetch him a bottle of beer. Then he goes
to work whittling away the forelock of the forty-five-fathom shackle-pin, gives
it a tap or two with a hammer just to make it loose, and of course that cable
wasn’t safe any more. Riggers come back—you know what riggers are: come
day, go day, and God send Sunday. Down goes the chain into the locker
without their foreman looking at the shackles at all. What does he
care? He ain’t going in the ship. And two days later the ship goes
to sea. . . ”
At this point I was incautious enough to breathe out another “I
see,” which gave offence again, and brought on me a rude “No, you don’t”—as
before. But in the pause he remembered the glass of beer at his
elbow. He drank half of it, wiped his mustaches, and remarked grimly—
“Don’t you think that there will be any sea life in this, because
there ain’t. If you’re going to put in any out of your own head, now’s
your chance. I suppose you know what ten days of bad weather in the
Channel are like? I don’t. Anyway, ten whole days go by. One
Monday Cloete comes to the office a little late—hears a woman’s voice in
George’s room and looks in. Newspapers on the desk, on the floor; Captain
Harry’s wife sitting with red eyes and a bag on the chair near her. . . Look at
this, says George, in great excitement, showing him a paper. Cloete’s
heart gives a jump. Ha! Wreck in Westport Bay. The Sagamore gone
ashore early hours of Sunday, and so the newspaper men had time to put in some
of their work. Columns of it. Lifeboat out twice. Captain and
crew remain by the ship. Tugs summoned to assist. If the weather
improves, this well-known fine ship may yet be saved. . . You know the way
these chaps put it. . . Mrs. Harry there on her way to catch a train from
Cannon Street. Got an hour to wait.
“Cloete takes George aside and whispers: Ship saved yet! Oh,
damn! That must never be; you hear? But George looks at him dazed,
and Mrs. Harry keeps on sobbing quietly: . . . I ought to have been with
him. But I am going to him. . . We are all going together, cries Cloete,
all of a sudden. He rushes out, sends the woman a cup of hot bovril from
the shop across the road, buys a rug for her, thinks of everything; and in the
train tucks her in and keeps on talking, thirteen to the dozen, all the way, to
keep her spirits up, as it were; but really because he can’t hold his peace for
very joy. Here’s the thing done all at once, and nothing to pay.
Done. Actually done. His head swims now and again when he thinks of
it. What enormous luck! It almost frightens him. He would
like to yell and sing. Meantime George Dunbar sits in his corner, looking
so deadly miserable that at last poor Mrs. Harry tries to comfort him, and so
cheers herself up at the same time by talking about how her Harry is a prudent
man; not likely to risk his crew’s life or his own unnecessarily—and so on.
“First thing they hear at Westport station is that the life-boat
has been out to the ship again, and has brought off the second officer, who had
hurt himself, and a few sailors. Captain and the rest of the crew, about
fifteen in all, are still on board. Tugs expected to arrive every moment.
“They take Mrs. Harry to the inn, nearly opposite the rocks; she
bolts straight up-stairs to look out of the window, and she lets out a great
cry when she sees the wreck. She won’t rest till she gets on board to her
Harry. Cloete soothes her all he can. . . All right; you try to eat a
mouthful, and we will go to make inquiries.
“He draws George out of the room: Look here, she can’t go on
board, but I shall. I’ll see to it that he doesn’t stop in the ship too
long. Let’s go and find the coxswain of the life-boat. . . George follows
him, shivering from time to time. The waves are washing over the old
pier; not much wind, a wild, gloomy sky over the bay. In the whole world
only one tug away off, heading to the seas, tossed in and out of sight every
minute as regular as clockwork.
“They meet the coxswain and he tells them: Yes! He’s going
out again. No, they ain’t in danger on board—not yet. But the
ship’s chance is very poor. Still, if the wind doesn’t pipe up again and
the sea goes down something might be tried. After some talk he agrees to
take Cloete on board; supposed to be with an urgent message from the owners to
the captain.
“Whenever Cloete looks at the sky he feels comforted; it looks so
threatening. George Dunbar follows him about with a white face and saying
nothing. Cloete takes him to have a drink or two, and by and by he begins
to pick up. . . That’s better, says Cloete; dash me if it wasn’t like walking
about with a dead man before. You ought to be throwing up your cap, man.
I feel as if I wanted to stand in the street and cheer. Your brother is
safe, the ship is lost, and we are made men.
“Are you certain she’s lost? asks George. It would be an
awful blow after all the agonies I have gone through in my mind, since you
first spoke to me, if she were to be got off—and—and—all this temptation to
begin over again. . . For we had nothing to do with this; had we?
“Of course not, says Cloete. Wasn’t your brother himself in
charge? It’s providential. . . Oh! cries George, shocked. . . Well, say
it’s the devil, says Cloete, cheerfully. I don’t mind! You had
nothing to do with it any more than a baby unborn, you great softy, you. . .
Cloete has got so that he almost loved George Dunbar. Well.
Yes. That was so. I don’t mean he respected him. He was just
fond of his partner.
“They go back, you may say fairly skipping, to the hotel, and find
the wife of the captain at the open window, with her eyes on the ship as if she
wanted to fly across the bay over there. . . Now then, Mrs. Dunbar, cries
Cloete, you can’t go, but I am going. Any messages? Don’t be
shy. I’ll deliver every word faithfully. And if you would like to
give me a kiss for him, I’ll deliver that too, dash me if I don’t.
“He makes Mrs. Harry laugh with his patter. . . Oh, dear Mr.
Cloete, you are a calm, reasonable man. Make him behave sensibly.
He’s a bit obstinate, you know, and he’s so fond of the ship, too. Tell
him I am here—looking on. . . Trust me, Mrs. Dunbar. Only shut that
window, that’s a good girl. You will be sure to catch cold if you don’t,
and the Captain won’t be pleased coming off the wreck to find you coughing and
sneezing so that you can’t tell him how happy you are. And now if you can
get me a bit of tape to fasten my glasses on good to my ears, I will be going.
. .
“How he gets on board I don’t know. All wet and shaken and
excited and out of breath, he does get on board. Ship lying over,
smothered in sprays, but not moving very much; just enough to jag one’s nerve a
bit. He finds them all crowded on the deck-house forward, in their shiny
oilskins, with faces like sick men. Captain Harry can’t believe his
eyes. What! Mr. Cloete! What are you doing here, in God’s
name? . . . Your wife’s ashore there, looking on, gasps out Cloete; and after
they had talked a bit, Captain Harry thinks it’s uncommonly plucky and kind of
his brother’s partner to come off to him like this. Man glad to have
somebody to talk to. . . It’s a bad business, Mr. Cloete, he says. And
Cloete rejoices to hear that. Captain Harry thinks he had done his best,
but the cable had parted when he tried to anchor her. It was a great
trial to lose the ship. Well, he would have to face it. He fetches
a deep sigh now and then. Cloete almost sorry he had come on board,
because to be on that wreck keeps his chest in a tight band all the time.
They crouch out of the wind under the port boat, a little apart from the
men. The life-boat had gone away after putting Cloete on board, but was
coming back next high water to take off the crew if no attempt at getting the
ship afloat could be made. Dusk was falling; winter’s day; black sky;
wind rising. Captain Harry felt melancholy. God’s will be
done. If she must be left on the rocks—why, she must. A man should
take what God sends him standing up. . . Suddenly his voice breaks, and he
squeezes Cloete’s arm: It seems as if I couldn’t leave her, he whispers.
Cloete looks round at the men like a lot of huddled sheep and thinks to
himself: They won’t stay. . . Suddenly the ship lifts a little and sets down
with a thump. Tide rising. Everybody beginning to look out for the
life-boat. Some of the men made her out far away and also two more
tugs. But the gale has come on again, and everybody knows that no tug
will ever dare come near the ship.
“That’s the end, Captain Harry says, very low. . . . Cloete thinks
he never felt so cold in all his life. . . And I feel as if I didn’t care to
live on just now, mutters Captain Harry . . . Your wife’s ashore, looking on,
says Cloete . . . Yes. Yes. It must be awful for her to look at the
poor old ship lying here done for. Why, that’s our home.
“Cloete thinks that as long as the Sagamore’s done
for he doesn’t care, and only wishes himself somewhere else. The
slightest movement of the ship cuts his breath like a blow. And he feels
excited by the danger, too. The captain takes him aside. . . The
life-boat can’t come near us for more than an hour. Look here, Cloete,
since you are here, and such a plucky one—do something for me. . . He tells him
then that down in his cabin aft in a certain drawer there is a bundle of
important papers and some sixty sovereigns in a small canvas bag. Asks
Cloete to go and get these things out. He hasn’t been below since the
ship struck, and it seems to him that if he were to take his eyes off her she
would fall to pieces. And then the men—a scared lot by this time—if he
were to leave them by themselves they would attempt to launch one of the ship’s
boats in a panic at some heavier thump—and then some of them bound to get drowned.
. . There are two or three boxes of matches about my shelves in my cabin if you
want a light, says Captain Harry. Only wipe your wet hands before you
begin to feel for them. . .
“Cloete doesn’t like the job, but doesn’t like to show funk,
either—and he goes. Lots of water on the main-deck, and he splashes
along; it was getting dark, too. All at once, by the mainmast, somebody
catches him by the arm. Stafford. He wasn’t thinking of Stafford at
all. Captain Harry had said something as to the mate not being quite
satisfactory, but it wasn’t much. Cloete doesn’t recognise him in his
oilskins at first. He sees a white face with big eyes peering at him. . .
Are you pleased, Mr. Cloete . . . ?
“Cloete is moved to laugh at the whine, and shakes him off.
But the fellow scrambles on after him on the poop and follows him down into the
cabin of that wrecked ship. And there they are, the two of them; can
hardly see each other. . . You don’t mean to make me believe you have had
anything to do with this, says Cloete. . .
“They both shiver, nearly out of their wits with the excitement of
being on board that ship. She thumps and lurches, and they stagger
together, feeling sick. Cloete again bursts out laughing at that wretched
creature Stafford pretending to have been up to something so desperate. . . Is
that how you think you can treat me now? yells the other man all of a sudden. .
.
“A sea strikes the stern, the ship trembles and groans all round
them, there’s the noise of the seas about and overhead, confusing Cloete, and
he hears the other screaming as if crazy. . . Ah, you don’t believe me!
Go and look at the port chain. Parted? Eh? Go and see if it’s
parted. Go and find the broken link. You can’t. There’s no
broken link. That means a thousand pounds for me. No less. A
thousand the day after we get ashore—prompt. I won’t wait till she breaks
up, Mr. Cloete. To the underwriters I go if I’ve to walk to London on my
bare feet. Port cable! Look at her port cable, I will say to
them. I doctored it—for the owners—tempted by a low rascal called Cloete.
“Cloete does not understand what it means exactly. All he
sees is that the fellow means to make mischief. He sees trouble ahead. .
. Do you think you can scare me? he asks,—you poor miserable skunk. . . And
Stafford faces him out—both holding on to the cabin table: No, damn you, you
are only a dirty vagabond; but I can scare the other, the chap in the black
coat. . .
“Meaning George Dunbar. Cloete’s brain reels at the
thought. He doesn’t imagine the fellow can do any real harm, but he knows
what George is; give the show away; upset the whole business he had set his
heart on. He says nothing; he hears the other, what with the funk and
strain and excitement, panting like a dog—and then a snarl. . . A thousand
down, twenty-four hours after we get ashore; day after to-morrow. That’s
my last word, Mr. Cloete. . . A thousand pounds, day after to-morrow, says
Cloete. Oh yes. And to-day take this, you dirty cur. . . He hits
straight from the shoulder in sheer rage, nothing else. Stafford goes
away spinning along the bulk-head. Seeing this, Cloete steps out and
lands him another one somewhere about the jaw. The fellow staggers
backward right into the captain’s cabin through the open door. Cloete,
following him up, hears him fall down heavily and roll to leeward, then slams
the door to and turns the key. . . There! says he to himself, that will stop
you from making trouble.”
“By Jove!” I murmured.
The old fellow departed from his impressive immobility to turn his
rakishly hatted head and look at me with his old, black, lack-lustre eyes.
“He did leave him there,” he uttered, weightily, returning to the
contemplation of the wall. “Cloete didn’t mean to allow anybody, let
alone a thing like Stafford, to stand in the way of his great notion of making
George and himself, and Captain Harry, too, for that matter, rich men.
And he didn’t think much of consequences. These patent-medicine chaps
don’t care what they say or what they do. They think the world’s bound to
swallow any story they like to tell. . . He stands listening for a bit.
And it gives him quite a turn to hear a thump at the door and a sort of muffled
raving screech inside the captain’s room. He thinks he hears his own
name, too, through the awful crash as the old Sagamore rises
and falls to a sea. That noise and that awful shock make him clear out of
the cabin. He collects his senses on the poop. But his heart sinks
a little at the black wildness of the night. Chances that he will get
drowned himself before long. Puts his head down the companion.
Through the wind and breaking seas he can hear the noise of Stafford’s beating
against the door and cursing. He listens and says to himself: No.
Can’t trust him now. . .
“When he gets back to the top of the deck-house he says to Captain
Harry, who asks him if he got the things, that he is very sorry. There
was something wrong with the door. Couldn’t open it. And to tell
you the truth, says he, I didn’t like to stop any longer in that cabin.
There are noises there as if the ship were going to pieces. . . Captain Harry
thinks: Nervous; can’t be anything wrong with the door. But he says:
Thanks—never mind, never mind. . . All hands looking out now for the
life-boat. Everybody thinking of himself rather. Cloete asks
himself, will they miss him? But the fact is that Mr. Stafford had made
such poor show at sea that after the ship struck nobody ever paid any attention
to him. Nobody cared what he did or where he was. Pitch dark,
too—no counting of heads. The light of the tug with the lifeboat in tow
is seen making for the ship, and Captain Harry asks: Are we all there? . . .
Somebody answers: All here, sir. . . Stand by to leave the ship, then, says
Captain Harry; and two of you help the gentleman over first. . . Aye, aye, sir.
. . Cloete was moved to ask Captain Harry to let him stay till last, but the
life-boat drops on a grapnel abreast the fore-rigging, two chaps lay hold of
him, watch their chance, and drop him into her, all safe.
“He’s nearly exhausted; not used to that sort of thing, you
see. He sits in the stern-sheets with his eyes shut. Don’t want to
look at the white water boiling all around. The men drop into the boat
one after another. Then he hears Captain Harry’s voice shouting in the
wind to the coxswain, to hold on a moment, and some other words he can’t catch,
and the coxswain yelling back: Don’t be long, sir. . . What is it? Cloete
asks feeling faint. . . Something about the ship’s papers, says the coxswain,
very anxious. It’s no time to be fooling about alongside, you
understand. They haul the boat off a little and wait. The water
flies over her in sheets. Cloete’s senses almost leave him. He
thinks of nothing. He’s numb all over, till there’s a shout: Here he is!
. . . They see a figure in the fore-rigging waiting—they slack away on the
grapnel-line and get him in the boat quite easy. There is a little
shouting—it’s all mixed up with the noise of the sea. Cloete fancies that
Stafford’s voice is talking away quite close to his ear. There’s a lull
in the wind, and Stafford’s voice seems to be speaking very fast to the
coxswain; he tells him that of course he was near his skipper, was all the time
near him, till the old man said at the last moment that he must go and get the
ship’s papers from aft; would insist on going himself; told him, Stafford, to
get into the life-boat. . . He had meant to wait for his skipper, only there
came this smooth of the seas, and he thought he would take his chance at once.
“Cloete opens his eyes. Yes. There’s Stafford sitting
close by him in that crowded life-boat. The coxswain stoops over Cloete
and cries: Did you hear what the mate said, sir? . . . Cloete’s face feels as
if it were set in plaster, lips and all. Yes, I did, he forces himself to
answer. The coxswain waits a moment, then says: I don’t like it. . . And
he turns to the mate, telling him it was a pity he did not try to run along the
deck and hurry up the captain when the lull came. Stafford answers at
once that he did think of it, only he was afraid of missing him on the deck in
the dark. For, says he, the captain might have got over at once, thinking
I was already in the life-boat, and you would have hauled off perhaps, leaving
me behind. . . True enough, says the coxswain. A minute or so
passes. This won’t do, mutters the coxswain. Suddenly Stafford
speaks up in a sort of hollow voice: I was by when he told Mr. Cloete here that
he didn’t know how he would ever have the courage to leave the old ship; didn’t
he, now? . . . And Cloete feels his arm being gripped quietly in the dark. . .
Didn’t he now? We were standing together just before you went over, Mr.
Cloete? . . .
“Just then the coxswain cries out: I’m going on board to see. . .
Cloete tears his arm away: I am going with you. . .
“When they get aboard, the coxswain tells Cloete to go aft along
one side of the ship and he would go along the other so as not to miss the
captain. . . And feel about with your hands, too, says he; he might have fallen
and be lying insensible somewhere on the deck. . . When Cloete gets at last to
the cabin companion on the poop the coxswain is already there, peering down and
sniffing. I detect a smell of smoke down there, says he. And he
yells: Are you there, sir? . . . This is not a case for shouting, says Cloete,
feeling his heart go stony, as it were. . . Down they go. Pitch dark; the
inclination so sharp that the coxswain, groping his way into the captain’s
room, slips and goes tumbling down. Cloete hears him cry out as though he
had hurt himself, and asks what’s the matter. And the coxswain answers
quietly that he had fallen on the captain, lying there insensible. Cloete
without a word begins to grope all over the shelves for a box of matches, finds
one, and strikes a light. He sees the coxswain in his cork jacket
kneeling over Captain Harry. . . Blood, says the coxswain, looking up, and the
match goes out. . .
“Wait a bit, says Cloete; I’ll make paper spills. . . He had felt
the back of books on the shelves. And so he stands lighting one spill
from another while the coxswain turns poor Captain Harry over. Dead, he
says. Shot through the heart. Here’s the revolver. . . He hands it
up to Cloete, who looks at it before putting it in his pocket, and sees a plate
on the butt with H. Dunbar on it. . . His own, he mutters. . .
Whose else revolver did you expect to find? snaps the coxswain. And look,
he took off his long oilskin in the cabin before he went in. But what’s
this lot of burnt paper? What could he want to burn the ship’s papers
for? . . .
Cloete sees all, the little drawers drawn out, and asks the
coxswain to look well into them. . . There’s nothing, says the man.
Cleaned out. Seems to have pulled out all he could lay his hands on and
set fire to the lot. Mad—that’s what it is—went mad. And now he’s
dead. You’ll have to break it to his wife. . .
“I feel as if I were going mad myself, says Cloete, suddenly, and
the coxswain begs him for God’s sake to pull himself together, and drags him
away from the cabin. They had to leave the body, and as it was they were
just in time before a furious squall came on. Cloete is dragged into the
life-boat and the coxswain tumbles in. Haul away on the grapnel, he
shouts; the captain has shot himself. . .
“Cloete was like a dead man—didn’t care for anything. He let
that Stafford pinch his arm twice without making a sign. Most of Westport
was on the old pier to see the men out of the life-boat, and at first there was
a sort of confused cheery uproar when she came alongside; but after the coxswain
has shouted something the voices die out, and everybody is very quiet. As
soon as Cloete has set foot on something firm he becomes himself again.
The coxswain shakes hands with him: Poor woman, poor woman, I’d rather you had
the job than I. . .
“Where’s the mate?” asks Cloete. He’s the last man who spoke
to the master. . . Somebody ran along—the crew were being taken to the Mission
Hall, where there was a fire and shake-downs ready for them—somebody ran along
the pier and caught up with Stafford. . . Here! The owner’s agent wants
you. . . Cloete tucks the fellow’s arm under his own and walks away with him to
the left, where the fishing-harbour is. . . I suppose I haven’t misunderstood
you. You wish me to look after you a bit, says he. The other hangs
on him rather limp, but gives a nasty little laugh: You had better, he mumbles;
but mind, no tricks; no tricks, Mr. Cloete; we are on land now.
“There’s a police office within fifty yards from here, says
Cloete. He turns into a little public house, pushes Stafford along the
passage. The landlord runs out of the bar. . . This is the mate of the
ship on the rocks, Cloete explains; I wish you would take care of him a bit
to-night. . . What’s the matter with him? asks the man. Stafford leans
against the wall in the passage, looking ghastly. And Cloete says it’s
nothing—done up, of course. . . I will be responsible for the expense; I am the
owner’s agent. I’ll be round in an hour or two to see him.
And Cloete gets back to the hotel. The news had travelled
there already, and the first thing he sees is George outside the door as white
as a sheet waiting for him. Cloete just gives him a nod and they go
in. Mrs. Harry stands at the head of the stairs, and, when she sees only
these two coming up, flings her arms above her head and runs into her
room. Nobody had dared tell her, but not seeing her husband was
enough. Cloete hears an awful shriek. . . Go to her, he says to George.
“While he’s alone in the private parlour Cloete drinks a glass of
brandy and thinks it all out. Then George comes in. . . The landlady’s
with her, he says. And he begins to walk up and down the room, flinging
his arms about and talking, disconnected like, his face set hard as Cloete has
never seen it before. . . What must be, must be. Dead—only brother.
Well, dead—his troubles over. But we are living, he says to Cloete; and I
suppose, says he, glaring at him with hot, dry eyes, that you won’t forget to
wire in the morning to your friend that we are coming in for certain. . .
“Meaning the patent-medicine fellow. . . Death is death and
business is business, George goes on; and look—my hands are clean, he says,
showing them to Cloete. Cloete thinks: He’s going crazy. He catches
hold of him by the shoulders and begins to shake him: Damn you—if you had had
the sense to know what to say to your brother, if you had had the spunk to
speak to him at all, you moral creature you, he would be alive now, he shouts.
“At this George stares, then bursts out weeping with a great
bellow. He throws himself on the couch, buries his face in a cushion, and
howls like a kid. . . That’s better, thinks Cloete, and he leaves him, telling
the landlord that he must go out, as he has some little business to attend to
that night. The landlord’s wife, weeping herself, catches him on the
stairs: Oh, sir, that poor lady will go out of her mind. . .
“Cloete shakes her off, thinking to himself: Oh no! She
won’t. She will get over it. Nobody will go mad about this affair
unless I do. It isn’t sorrow that makes people go mad, but worry.
“There Cloete was wrong. What affected Mrs. Harry was that
her husband should take his own life, with her, as it were, looking on.
She brooded over it so that in less than a year they had to put her into a
Home. She was very, very quiet; just gentle melancholy. She lived
for quite a long time.
“Well, Cloete splashes along in the wind and rain. Nobody in
the streets—all the excitement over. The publican runs out to meet him in
the passage and says to him: Not this way. He isn’t in his room. We
couldn’t get him to go to bed nohow. He’s in the little parlour
there. We’ve lighted him a fire. . . You have been giving him drinks too,
says Cloete; I never said I would be responsible for drinks. How many? .
. . Two, says the other. It’s all right. I don’t mind doing that
much for a shipwrecked sailor. . . Cloete smiles his funny smile: Eh?
Come. He paid for them. . . The publican just blinks. . . Gave you gold,
didn’t he? Speak up! . . . What of that! cries the man. What are
you after, anyway? He had the right change for his sovereign.
“Just so, says Cloete. He walks into the parlour, and there
he sees our Stafford; hair all up on end, landlord’s shirt and pants on, bare
feet in slippers, sitting by the fire. When he sees Cloete he casts his
eyes down.
“You didn’t mean us ever to meet again, Mr. Cloete, Stafford says,
demurely. . . That fellow, when he had the drink he wanted—he wasn’t a
drunkard—would put on this sort of sly, modest air. . . But since the captain
committed suicide, he says, I have been sitting here thinking it out. All
sorts of things happen. Conspiracy to lose the ship—attempted murder—and
this suicide. For if it was not suicide, Mr. Cloete, then I know of a
victim of the most cruel, cold-blooded attempt at murder; somebody who has
suffered a thousand deaths. And that makes the thousand pounds of which
we spoke once a quite insignificant sum. Look how very convenient this
suicide is. . .
“He looks up at Cloete then, who smiles at him and comes quite
close to the table.
“You killed Harry Dunbar, he whispers. . . The fellow glares at
him and shows his teeth: Of course I did! I had been in that cabin for an
hour and a half like a rat in a trap. . . Shut up and left to drown in that
wreck. Let flesh and blood judge. Of course I shot him! I
thought it was you, you murdering scoundrel, come back to settle me. He
opens the door flying and tumbles right down upon me; I had a revolver in my
hand, and I shot him. I was crazy. Men have gone crazy for less.
“Cloete looks at him without flinching. Aha! That’s
your story, is it? . . . And he shakes the table a little in his passion as he
speaks. . . Now listen to mine. What’s this conspiracy? Who’s going
to prove it? You were there to rob. You were rifling his cabin; he
came upon you unawares with your hands in the drawer; and you shot him with his
own revolver. You killed to steal—to steal! His brother and the
clerks in the office know that he took sixty pounds with him to sea.
Sixty pounds in gold in a canvas bag. He told me where they were.
The coxswain of the life-boat can swear to it that the drawers were all
empty. And you are such a fool that before you’re half an hour ashore you
change a sovereign to pay for a drink. Listen to me. If you don’t
turn up day after to-morrow at George Dunbar’s solicitors, to make the proper
deposition as to the loss of the ship, I shall set the police on your
track. Day after to-morrow. . .
“And then what do you think? That Stafford begins to tear
his hair. Just so. Tugs at it with both hands without saying
anything. Cloete gives a push to the table which nearly sends the fellow
off his chair, tumbling inside the fender; so that he has got to catch hold of
it to save himself. . .
“You know the sort of man I am, Cloete says, fiercely. I’ve
got to a point that I don’t care what happens to me. I would shoot you
now for tuppence.
“At this the cur dodges under the table. Then Cloete goes
out, and as he turns in the street—you know, little fishermen’s cottages, all
dark; raining in torrents, too—the other opens the window of the parlour and
speaks in a sort of crying voice—
“You low Yankee fiend—I’ll pay you off some day.
“Cloete passes by with a damn bitter laugh, because he thinks that
the fellow in a way has paid him off already, if he only knew it.”
My impressive ruffian drank what remained of his beer, while his
black, sunken eyes looked at me over the rim.
“I don’t quite understand this,” I said. “In what way?”
He unbent a little and explained without too much scorn that
Captain Harry being dead, his half of the insurance money went to his wife, and
her trustees of course bought consols with it. Enough to keep her
comfortable. George Dunbar’s half, as Cloete feared from the first, did
not prove sufficient to launch the medicine well; other moneyed men stepped in,
and these two had to go out of that business, pretty nearly shorn of
everything.
“I am curious,” I said, “to learn what the motive force of this
tragic affair was—I mean the patent medicine. Do you know?”
He named it, and I whistled respectfully. Nothing less than
Parker’s Lively Lumbago Pills. Enormous property! You know it; all
the world knows it. Every second man, at least, on this globe of ours has
tried it.
“Why!” I cried, “they missed an immense fortune.”
“Yes,” he mumbled, “by the price of a revolver-shot.”
He told me also that eventually Cloete returned to the States,
passenger in a cargo-boat from Albert Dock. The night before he sailed he
met him wandering about the quays, and took him home for a drink. “Funny
chap, Cloete. We sat all night drinking grogs, till it was time for him
to go on board.”
It was then that Cloete, unembittered but weary, told him this
story, with that utterly unconscious frankness of a patent-medicine man stranger
to all moral standards. Cloete concluded by remarking that he, had “had
enough of the old country.” George Dunbar had turned on him, too, in the
end. Cloete was clearly somewhat disillusioned.
As to Stafford, he died, professed loafer, in some East End
hospital or other, and on his last day clamoured “for a parson,” because his
conscience worried him for killing an innocent man. “Wanted somebody to
tell him it was all right,” growled my old ruffian, contemptuously. “He
told the parson that I knew this Cloete who had tried to murder him, and so the
parson (he worked among the dock labourers) once spoke to me about it.
That skunk of a fellow finding himself trapped yelled for mercy. . . Promised
to be good and so on. . . Then he went crazy . . . screamed and threw himself
about, beat his head against the bulkheads . . . you can guess all that—eh? . .
. till he was exhausted. Gave up. Threw himself down, shut his
eyes, and wanted to pray. So he says. Tried to think of some prayer
for a quick death—he was that terrified. Thought that if he had a knife
or something he would cut his throat, and be done with it. Then he
thinks: No! Would try to cut away the wood about the lock. . . He had no
knife in his pocket. . . he was weeping and calling on God to send him a tool
of some kind when suddenly he thinks: Axe! In most ships there is a spare
emergency axe kept in the master’s room in some locker or other. . . Up he
jumps. . . Pitch dark. Pulls at the drawers to find matches and, groping
for them, the first thing he comes upon—Captain Harry’s revolver. Loaded
too. He goes perfectly quiet all over. Can shoot the lock to
pieces. See? Saved! God’s providence! There are boxes
of matches too. Thinks he: I may just as well see what I am about.
“Strikes a light and sees the little canvas bag tucked away at the
back of the drawer. Knew at once what that was. Rams it into his
pocket quick. Aha! says he to himself: this requires more light. So
he pitches a lot of paper on the floor, set fire to it, and starts in a hurry
rummaging for more valuables. Did you ever? He told that East-End
parson that the devil tempted him. First God’s mercy—then devil’s
work. Turn and turn about. . .
“Any squirming skunk can talk like that. He was so busy with
the drawers that the first thing he heard was a shout, Great Heavens. He
looks up and there was the door open (Cloete had left the key in the lock) and
Captain Harry holding on, well above him, very fierce in the light of the
burning papers. His eyes were starting out of his head. Thieving,
he thunders at him. A sailor! An officer! No! A wretch
like you deserves no better than to be left here to drown.
“This Stafford—on his death-bed—told the parson that when he heard
these words he went crazy again. He snatched his hand with the revolver
in it out of the drawer, and fired without aiming. Captain Harry fell
right in with a crash like a stone on top of the burning papers, putting the
blaze out. All dark. Not a sound. He listened for a bit then
dropped the revolver and scrambled out on deck like mad.”
The old fellow struck the table with his ponderous fist.
“What makes me sick is to hear these silly boat-men telling people
the captain committed suicide. Pah! Captain Harry was a man that
could face his Maker any time up there, and here below, too. He wasn’t
the sort to slink out of life. Not he! He was a good man down to
the ground. He gave me my first job as stevedore only three days after I
got married.”
As the vindication of Captain Harry from the charge of suicide
seemed to be his only object, I did not thank him very effusively for his
material. And then it was not worth many thanks in any case.
For it is too startling even to think of such things happening in
our respectable Channel in full view, so to speak, of the luxurious continental
traffic to Switzerland and Monte Carlo. This story to be acceptable
should have been transposed to somewhere in the South Seas. But it would
have been too much trouble to cook it for the consumption of magazine
readers. So here it is raw, so to speak—just as it was told to me—but
unfortunately robbed of the striking effect of the narrator; the most imposing
old ruffian that ever followed the unromantic trade of master stevedore in the
port of London.
Oct. 1910.
3.THE INN OF THE TWO
WITCHES
a find
This tale, episode, experience—call it how you will—was related in
the fifties of the last century by a man who, by his own confession, was sixty
years old at the time. Sixty is not a bad age—unless in perspective, when
no doubt it is contemplated by the majority of us with mixed feelings. It
is a calm age; the game is practically over by then; and standing aside one
begins to remember with a certain vividness what a fine fellow one used to
be. I have observed that, by an amiable attention of Providence, most
people at sixty begin to take a romantic view of themselves. Their very
failures exhale a charm of peculiar potency. And indeed the hopes of the
future are a fine company to live with, exquisite forms, fascinating if you
like, but—so to speak—naked, stripped for a run. The robes of glamour are
luckily the property of the immovable past which, without them, would sit, a
shivery sort of thing, under the gathering shadows.
I suppose it was the romanticism of growing age which set our man
to relate his experience for his own satisfaction or for the wonder of his
posterity. It could not have been for his glory, because the experience
was simply that of an abominable fright—terror he calls it. You would have
guessed that the relation alluded to in the very first lines was in writing.
This writing constitutes the Find declared in the sub-title.
The title itself is my own contrivance, (can’t call it invention), and has the
merit of veracity. We will be concerned with an inn here. As to the
witches that’s merely a conventional expression, and we must take our man’s
word for it that it fits the case.
The Find was made in a box of books bought in London, in a street
which no longer exists, from a second-hand bookseller in the last stage of
decay. As to the books themselves they were at least twentieth-hand, and
on inspection turned out not worth the very small sum of money I
disbursed. It might have been some premonition of that fact which made me
say: “But I must have the box too.” The decayed bookseller assented by
the careless, tragic gesture of a man already doomed to extinction.
A litter of loose pages at the bottom of the box excited my
curiosity but faintly. The close, neat, regular handwriting was not
attractive at first sight. But in one place the statement that in a.d. 1813 the writer was twenty-two
years old caught my eye. Two and twenty is an interesting age in which
one is easily reckless and easily frightened; the faculty of reflection being
weak and the power of imagination strong.
In another place the phrase: “At night we stood in again,”
arrested my languid attention, because it was a sea phrase. “Let’s see
what it is all about,” I thought, without excitement.
Oh! but it was a dull-faced MS., each line resembling every other
line in their close-set and regular order. It was like the drone of a
monotonous voice. A treatise on sugar-refining (the dreariest subject I
can think of) could have been given a more lively appearance. “In a.d. 1813, I was twenty-two years
old,” he begins earnestly and goes on with every appearance of calm, horrible
industry. Don’t imagine, however, that there is anything archaic in my
find. Diabolic ingenuity in invention though as old as the world is by no
means a lost art. Look at the telephones for shattering the little peace
of mind given to us in this world, or at the machine guns for letting with
dispatch life out of our bodies. Now-a-days any blear-eyed old witch if
only strong enough to turn an insignificant little handle could lay low a
hundred young men of twenty in the twinkling of an eye.
If this isn’t progress! . . . Why immense! We have moved on,
and so you must expect to meet here a certain naiveness of contrivance and
simplicity of aim appertaining to the remote epoch. And of course no
motoring tourist can hope to find such an inn anywhere, now. This one,
the one of the title, was situated in Spain. That much I discovered only
from internal evidence, because a good many pages of that relation were
missing—perhaps not a great misfortune after all. The writer seemed to
have entered into a most elaborate detail of the why and wherefore of his
presence on that coast—presumably the north coast of Spain. His
experience has nothing to do with the sea, though. As far as I can make
it out, he was an officer on board a sloop-of-war. There’s nothing
strange in that. At all stages of the long Peninsular campaign many of
our men-of-war of the smaller kind were cruising off the north coast of
Spain—as risky and disagreeable a station as can be well imagined.
It looks as though that ship of his had had some special service
to perform. A careful explanation of all the circumstances was to be
expected from our man, only, as I’ve said, some of his pages (good tough paper
too) were missing: gone in covers for jampots or in wadding for the
fowling-pieces of his irreverent posterity. But it is to be seen clearly
that communication with the shore and even the sending of messengers inland was
part of her service, either to obtain intelligence from or to transmit orders
or advice to patriotic Spaniards, guerilleros or secret juntas of the
province. Something of the sort. All this can be only inferred from
the preserved scraps of his conscientious writing.
Next we come upon the panegyric of a very fine sailor, a member of
the ship’s company, having the rating of the captain’s coxswain. He was
known on board as Cuba Tom; not because he was Cuban however; he was indeed the
best type of a genuine British tar of that time, and a man-of-war’s man for
years. He came by the name on account of some wonderful adventures he had
in that island in his young days, adventures which were the favourite subject
of the yarns he was in the habit of spinning to his shipmates of an evening on
the forecastle head. He was intelligent, very strong, and of proved
courage. Incidentally we are told, so exact is our narrator, that Tom had
the finest pigtail for thickness and length of any man in the Navy. This
appendage, much cared for and sheathed tightly in a porpoise skin, hung half
way down his broad back to the great admiration of all beholders and to the
great envy of some.
Our young officer dwells on the manly qualities of Cuba Tom with
something like affection. This sort of relation between officer and man
was not then very rare. A youngster on joining the service was put under
the charge of a trustworthy seaman, who slung his first hammock for him and
often later on became a sort of humble friend to the junior officer. The
narrator on joining the sloop had found this man on board after some years of
separation. There is something touching in the warm pleasure he remembers
and records at this meeting with the professional mentor of his boyhood.
We discover then that, no Spaniard being forthcoming for the
service, this worthy seaman with the unique pigtail and a very high character
for courage and steadiness had been selected as messenger for one of these
missions inland which have been mentioned. His preparations were not elaborate.
One gloomy autumn morning the sloop ran close to a shallow cove where a landing
could be made on that iron-bound shore. A boat was lowered, and pulled in
with Tom Corbin (Cuba Tom) perched in the bow, and our young man (Mr. Edgar
Byrne was his name on this earth which knows him no more) sitting in the stern
sheets.
A few inhabitants of a hamlet, whose grey stone houses could be
seen a hundred yards or so up a deep ravine, had come down to the shore and
watched the approach of the boat. The two Englishmen leaped ashore.
Either from dullness or astonishment the peasants gave no greeting, and only
fell back in silence.
Mr. Byrne had made up his mind to see Tom Corbin started fairly on
his way. He looked round at the heavy surprised faces.
“There isn’t much to get out of them,” he said. “Let us walk
up to the village. There will be a wine shop for sure where we may find
somebody more promising to talk to and get some information from.”
“Aye, aye, sir,” said Tom falling into step behind his
officer. “A bit of palaver as to courses and distances can do no harm; I
crossed the broadest part of Cuba by the help of my tongue tho’ knowing far
less Spanish than I do now. As they say themselves it was ‘four words and
no more’ with me, that time when I got left behind on shore by the Blanche,
frigate.”
He made light of what was before him, which was but a day’s
journey into the mountains. It is true that there was a full day’s
journey before striking the mountain path, but that was nothing for a man who
had crossed the island of Cuba on his two legs, and with no more than four
words of the language to begin with.
The officer and the man were walking now on a thick sodden bed of
dead leaves, which the peasants thereabouts accumulate in the streets of their
villages to rot during the winter for field manure. Turning his head Mr.
Byrne perceived that the whole male population of the hamlet was following them
on the noiseless springy carpet. Women stared from the doors of the
houses and the children had apparently gone into hiding. The village knew
the ship by sight, afar off, but no stranger had landed on that spot perhaps
for a hundred years or more. The cocked hat of Mr. Byrne, the bushy
whiskers and the enormous pigtail of the sailor, filled them with mute wonder.
They pressed behind the two Englishmen staring like those islanders discovered
by Captain Cook in the South Seas.
It was then that Byrne had his first glimpse of the little cloaked
man in a yellow hat. Faded and dingy as it was, this covering for his head
made him noticeable.
The entrance to the wine shop was like a rough hole in a wall of
flints. The owner was the only person who was not in the street, for he
came out from the darkness at the back where the inflated forms of wine skins
hung on nails could be vaguely distinguished. He was a tall, one-eyed
Asturian with scrubby, hollow cheeks; a grave expression of countenance
contrasted enigmatically with the roaming restlessness of his solitary
eye. On learning that the matter in hand was the sending on his way of
that English mariner toward a certain Gonzales in the mountains, he closed his
good eye for a moment as if in meditation. Then opened it, very lively
again.
“Possibly, possibly. It could be done.”
A friendly murmur arose in the group in the doorway at the name of
Gonzales, the local leader against the French. Inquiring as to the safety
of the road Byrne was glad to learn that no troops of that nation had been seen
in the neighbourhood for months. Not the smallest little detachment of
these impious polizones. While giving these answers the owner
of the wine-shop busied himself in drawing into an earthenware jug some wine
which he set before the heretic English, pocketing with grave abstraction the
small piece of money the officer threw upon the table in recognition of the
unwritten law that none may enter a wine-shop without buying drink. His
eye was in constant motion as if it were trying to do the work of the two; but
when Byrne made inquiries as to the possibility of hiring a mule, it became
immovably fixed in the direction of the door which was closely besieged by the
curious. In front of them, just within the threshold, the little man in
the large cloak and yellow hat had taken his stand. He was a diminutive
person, a mere homunculus, Byrne describes him, in a ridiculously mysterious,
yet assertive attitude, a corner of his cloak thrown cavalierly over his left
shoulder, muffling his chin and mouth; while the broad-brimmed yellow hat hung
on a corner of his square little head. He stood there taking snuff,
repeatedly.
“A mule,” repeated the wine-seller, his eyes fixed on that quaint
and snuffy figure. . . “No, señor officer! Decidedly no mule is to be got
in this poor place.”
The coxswain, who stood by with the true sailor’s air of unconcern
in strange surroundings, struck in quietly—
“If your honour will believe me Shank’s pony’s the best for this
job. I would have to leave the beast somewhere, anyhow, since the captain
has told me that half my way will be along paths fit only for goats.”
The diminutive man made a step forward, and speaking through the
folds of the cloak which seemed to muffle a sarcastic intention—
“Si, señor. They are too honest in this village to have a
single mule amongst them for your worship’s service. To that I can bear
testimony. In these times it’s only rogues or very clever men who can
manage to have mules or any other four-footed beasts and the wherewithal to
keep them. But what this valiant mariner wants is a guide; and here,
señor, behold my brother-in-law, Bernardino, wine-seller, and alcade of this
most Christian and hospitable village, who will find you one.”
This, Mr. Byrne says in his relation, was the only thing to
do. A youth in a ragged coat and goat-skin breeches was produced after
some more talk. The English officer stood treat to the whole village, and
while the peasants drank he and Cuba Tom took their departure accompanied by
the guide. The diminutive man in the cloak had disappeared.
Byrne went along with the coxswain out of the village. He
wanted to see him fairly on his way; and he would have gone a greater distance,
if the seaman had not suggested respectfully the advisability of return so as
not to keep the ship a moment longer than necessary so close in with the shore
on such an unpromising looking morning. A wild gloomy sky hung over their
heads when they took leave of each other, and their surroundings of rank bushes
and stony fields were dreary.
“In four days’ time,” were Byrne’s last words, “the ship will
stand in and send a boat on shore if the weather permits. If not you’ll
have to make it out on shore the best you can till we come along to take you
off.”
“Right you are, sir,” answered Tom, and strode on. Byrne
watched him step out on a narrow path. In a thick pea-jacket with a pair
of pistols in his belt, a cutlass by his side, and a stout cudgel in his hand,
he looked a sturdy figure and well able to take care of himself. He
turned round for a moment to wave his hand, giving to Byrne one more view of
his honest bronzed face with bushy whiskers. The lad in goatskin breeches
looking, Byrne says, like a faun or a young satyr leaping ahead, stopped to
wait for him, and then went off at a bound. Both disappeared.
Byrne turned back. The hamlet was hidden in a fold of the
ground, and the spot seemed the most lonely corner of the earth and as if
accursed in its uninhabited desolate barrenness. Before he had walked
many yards, there appeared very suddenly from behind a bush the muffled up
diminutive Spaniard. Naturally Byrne stopped short.
The other made a mysterious gesture with a tiny hand peeping from
under his cloak. His hat hung very much at the side of his head.
“Señor,” he said without any preliminaries. “Caution! It is a
positive fact that one-eyed Bernardino, my brother-in-law, has at this moment a
mule in his stable. And why he who is not clever has a mule there?
Because he is a rogue; a man without conscience. Because I had to give up
the macho to him to secure for myself a roof to sleep under
and a mouthful of olla to keep my soul in this insignificant
body of mine. Yet, señor, it contains a heart many times bigger than the
mean thing which beats in the breast of that brute connection of mine of which
I am ashamed, though I opposed that marriage with all my power. Well, the
misguided woman suffered enough. She had her purgatory on this earth—God
rest her soul.”
Byrne says he was so astonished by the sudden appearance of that
sprite-like being, and by the sardonic bitterness of the speech, that he was
unable to disentangle the significant fact from what seemed but a piece of
family history fired out at him without rhyme or reason. Not at
first. He was confounded and at the same time he was impressed by the
rapid forcible delivery, quite different from the frothy excited loquacity of
an Italian. So he stared while the homunculus letting his cloak fall
about him, aspired an immense quantity of snuff out of the hollow of his palm.
“A mule,” exclaimed Byrne seizing at last the real aspect of the
discourse. “You say he has got a mule? That’s queer! Why did
he refuse to let me have it?”
The diminutive Spaniard muffled himself up again with great
dignity.
“Quien sabe,” he said coldly, with a shrug of his draped
shoulders. “He is a great politico in everything he does.
But one thing your worship may be certain of—that his intentions are always
rascally. This husband of my defunta sister ought to
have been married a long time ago to the widow with the wooden legs.” [188]
“I see. But remember that, whatever your motives, your
worship countenanced him in this lie.”
The bright unhappy eyes on each side of a predatory nose
confronted Byrne without wincing, while with that testiness which lurks so
often at the bottom of Spanish dignity—
“No doubt the señor officer would not lose an ounce of blood if I
were stuck under the fifth rib,” he retorted. “But what of this poor
sinner here?” Then changing his tone. “Señor, by the necessities of
the times I live here in exile, a Castilian and an old Christian, existing
miserably in the midst of these brute Asturians, and dependent on the worst of
them all, who has less conscience and scruples than a wolf. And being a
man of intelligence I govern myself accordingly. Yet I can hardly contain
my scorn. You have heard the way I spoke. A caballero of parts like
your worship might have guessed that there was a cat in there.”
“What cat?” said Byrne uneasily. “Oh, I see. Something
suspicious. No, señor. I guessed nothing. My nation are not
good guessers at that sort of thing; and, therefore, I ask you plainly whether
that wine-seller has spoken the truth in other particulars?”
“There are certainly no Frenchmen anywhere about,” said the little
man with a return to his indifferent manner.
“Or robbers—ladrones?”
“Ladrones en grande—no! Assuredly not,” was the
answer in a cold philosophical tone. “What is there left for them to do
after the French? And nobody travels in these times. But who can say!
Opportunity makes the robber. Still that mariner of yours has a fierce
aspect, and with the son of a cat rats will have no play. But there is a
saying, too, that where honey is there will soon be flies.”
This oracular discourse exasperated Byrne. “In the name of
God,” he cried, “tell me plainly if you think my man is reasonably safe on his
journey.”
The homunculus, undergoing one of his rapid changes, seized the
officer’s arm. The grip of his little hand was astonishing.
“Señor! Bernardino had taken notice of him. What more
do you want? And listen—men have disappeared on this road—on a certain
portion of this road, when Bernardino kept a meson, an inn, and I,
his brother-in-law, had coaches and mules for hire. Now there are no
travellers, no coaches. The French have ruined me. Bernardino has
retired here for reasons of his own after my sister died. They were three
to torment the life out of her, he and Erminia and Lucilla, two aunts of
his—all affiliated to the devil. And now he has robbed me of my last
mule. You are an armed man. Demand the macho from
him, with a pistol to his head, señor—it is not his, I tell you—and ride after
your man who is so precious to you. And then you shall both be safe, for
no two travellers have been ever known to disappear together in these
days. As to the beast, I, its owner, I confide it to your honour.”
They were staring hard at each other, and Byrne nearly burst into
a laugh at the ingenuity and transparency of the little man’s plot to regain
possession of his mule. But he had no difficulty to keep a straight face
because he felt deep within himself a strange inclination to do that very
extraordinary thing. He did not laugh, but his lip quivered; at which the
diminutive Spaniard, detaching his black glittering eyes from Byrne’s face,
turned his back on him brusquely with a gesture and a fling of the cloak which
somehow expressed contempt, bitterness, and discouragement all at once.
He turned away and stood still, his hat aslant, muffled up to the ears.
But he was not offended to the point of refusing the silver duro which
Byrne offered him with a non-committal speech as if nothing extraordinary had
passed between them.
“I must make haste on board now,” said Byrne, then.
“Vaya usted con Dios,” muttered the gnome. And this
interview ended with a sarcastic low sweep of the hat which was replaced at the
same perilous angle as before.
Directly the boat had been hoisted the ship’s sails were filled on
the off-shore tack, and Byrne imparted the whole story to his captain, who was
but a very few years older than himself. There was some amused
indignation at it—but while they laughed they looked gravely at each
other. A Spanish dwarf trying to beguile an officer of his majesty’s navy
into stealing a mule for him—that was too funny, too ridiculous, too
incredible. Those were the exclamations of the captain. He couldn’t
get over the grotesqueness of it.
“Incredible. That’s just it,” murmured Byrne at last in a
significant tone.
They exchanged a long stare. “It’s as clear as daylight,”
affirmed the captain impatiently, because in his heart he was not
certain. And Tom the best seaman in the ship for one, the good-humouredly
deferential friend of his boyhood for the other, was becoming endowed with a
compelling fascination, like a symbolic figure of loyalty appealing to their
feelings and their conscience, so that they could not detach their thoughts
from his safety. Several times they went up on deck, only to look at the
coast, as if it could tell them something of his fate. It stretched away,
lengthening in the distance, mute, naked, and savage, veiled now and then by
the slanting cold shafts of rain. The westerly swell rolled its
interminable angry lines of foam and big dark clouds flew over the ship in a
sinister procession.
“I wish to goodness you had done what your little friend in the
yellow hat wanted you to do,” said the commander of the sloop late in the
afternoon with visible exasperation.
“Do you, sir?” answered Byrne, bitter with positive anguish.
“I wonder what you would have said afterwards? Why! I might have
been kicked out of the service for looting a mule from a nation in alliance
with His Majesty. Or I might have been battered to a pulp with flails and
pitch-forks—a pretty tale to get abroad about one of your officers—while trying
to steal a mule. Or chased ignominiously to the boat—for you would not
have expected me to shoot down unoffending people for the sake of a mangy mule.
. . And yet,” he added in a low voice, “I almost wish myself I had done it.”
Before dark those two young men had worked themselves up into a
highly complex psychological state of scornful scepticism and alarmed
credulity. It tormented them exceedingly; and the thought that it would
have to last for six days at least, and possibly be prolonged further for an
indefinite time, was not to be borne. The ship was therefore put on the
inshore tack at dark. All through the gusty dark night she went towards
the land to look for her man, at times lying over in the heavy puffs, at others
rolling idle in the swell, nearly stationary, as if she too had a mind of her
own to swing perplexed between cool reason and warm impulse.
Then just at daybreak a boat put off from her and went on tossed
by the seas towards the shallow cove where, with considerable difficulty, an
officer in a thick coat and a round hat managed to land on a strip of shingle.
“It was my wish,” writes Mr. Byrne, “a wish of which my captain
approved, to land secretly if possible. I did not want to be seen either
by my aggrieved friend in the yellow hat, whose motives were not clear, or by
the one-eyed wine-seller, who may or may not have been affiliated to the devil,
or indeed by any other dweller in that primitive village. But
unfortunately the cove was the only possible landing place for miles; and from
the steepness of the ravine I couldn’t make a circuit to avoid the houses.”
“Fortunately,” he goes on, “all the people were yet in their
beds. It was barely daylight when I found myself walking on the thick
layer of sodden leaves filling the only street. No soul was stirring
abroad, no dog barked. The silence was profound, and I had concluded with
some wonder that apparently no dogs were kept in the hamlet, when I heard a low
snarl, and from a noisome alley between two hovels emerged a vile cur with its
tail between its legs. He slunk off silently showing me his teeth as he
ran before me, and he disappeared so suddenly that he might have been the
unclean incarnation of the Evil One. There was, too, something so weird
in the manner of its coming and vanishing, that my spirits, already by no means
very high, became further depressed by the revolting sight of this creature as
if by an unlucky presage.”
He got away from the coast unobserved, as far as he knew, then
struggled manfully to the west against wind and rain, on a barren dark upland,
under a sky of ashes. Far away the harsh and desolate mountains raising
their scarped and denuded ridges seemed to wait for him menacingly. The
evening found him fairly near to them, but, in sailor language, uncertain of
his position, hungry, wet, and tired out by a day of steady tramping over
broken ground during which he had seen very few people, and had been unable to
obtain the slightest intelligence of Tom Corbin’s passage. “On! on! I
must push on,” he had been saying to himself through the hours of solitary
effort, spurred more by incertitude than by any definite fear or definite hope.
The lowering daylight died out quickly, leaving him faced by a
broken bridge. He descended into the ravine, forded a narrow stream by
the last gleam of rapid water, and clambering out on the other side was met by
the night which fell like a bandage over his eyes. The wind sweeping in
the darkness the broadside of the sierra worried his ears by a continuous
roaring noise as of a maddened sea. He suspected that he had lost the
road. Even in daylight, with its ruts and mud-holes and ledges of
outcropping stone, it was difficult to distinguish from the dreary waste of the
moor interspersed with boulders and clumps of naked bushes. But, as he
says, “he steered his course by the feel of the wind,” his hat rammed low on
his brow, his head down, stopping now and again from mere weariness of mind
rather than of body—as if not his strength but his resolution were being
overtaxed by the strain of endeavour half suspected to be vain, and by the
unrest of his feelings.
In one of these pauses borne in the wind faintly as if from very
far away he heard a sound of knocking, just knocking on wood. He noticed that
the wind had lulled suddenly.
His heart started beating tumultuously because in himself he
carried the impression of the desert solitudes he had been traversing for the
last six hours—the oppressive sense of an uninhabited world. When he
raised his head a gleam of light, illusory as it often happens in dense
darkness, swam before his eyes. While he peered, the sound of feeble
knocking was repeated—and suddenly he felt rather than saw the existence of a
massive obstacle in his path. What was it? The spur of a
hill? Or was it a house! Yes. It was a house right close, as
though it had risen from the ground or had come gliding to meet him, dumb and
pallid; from some dark recess of the night. It towered loftily. He
had come up under its lee; another three steps and he could have touched the
wall with his hand. It was no doubt a posada and some
other traveller was trying for admittance. He heard again the sound of
cautious knocking.
Next moment a broad band of light fell into the night through the
opened door. Byrne stepped eagerly into it, whereupon the person outside
leaped with a stifled cry away into the night. An exclamation of surprise
was heard too, from within. Byrne, flinging himself against the half
closed door, forced his way in against some considerable resistance.
A miserable candle, a mere rushlight, burned at the end of a long
deal table. And in its light Byrne saw, staggering yet, the girl he had
driven from the door. She had a short black skirt, an orange shawl, a
dark complexion—and the escaped single hairs from the mass, sombre and thick
like a forest and held up by a comb, made a black mist about her low
forehead. A shrill lamentable howl of: “Misericordia!” came in two voices
from the further end of the long room, where the fire-light of an open hearth
played between heavy shadows. The girl recovering herself drew a hissing
breath through her set teeth.
It is unnecessary to report the long process of questions and
answers by which he soothed the fears of two old women who sat on each side of
the fire, on which stood a large earthenware pot. Byrne thought at once
of two witches watching the brewing of some deadly potion. But all the
same, when one of them raising forward painfully her broken form lifted the
cover of the pot, the escaping steam had an appetising smell. The other
did not budge, but sat hunched up, her head trembling all the time.
They were horrible. There was something grotesque in their
decrepitude. Their toothless mouths, their hooked noses, the meagreness of
the active one, and the hanging yellow cheeks of the other (the still one,
whose head trembled) would have been laughable if the sight of their dreadful
physical degradation had not been appalling to one’s eyes, had not gripped
one’s heart with poignant amazement at the unspeakable misery of age, at the
awful persistency of life becoming at last an object of disgust and dread.
To get over it Byrne began to talk, saying that he was an
Englishman, and that he was in search of a countryman who ought to have passed
this way. Directly he had spoken the recollection of his parting with Tom
came up in his mind with amazing vividness: the silent villagers, the angry
gnome, the one-eyed wine-seller, Bernardino. Why! These two
unspeakable frights must be that man’s aunts—affiliated to the devil.
Whatever they had been once it was impossible to imagine what use
such feeble creatures could be to the devil, now, in the world of the
living. Which was Lucilla and which was Erminia? They were now
things without a name. A moment of suspended animation followed Byrne’s
words. The sorceress with the spoon ceased stirring the mess in the iron
pot, the very trembling of the other’s head stopped for the space of
breath. In this infinitesimal fraction of a second Byrne had the sense of
being really on his quest, of having reached the turn of the path, almost
within hail of Tom.
“They have seen him,” he thought with conviction. Here was
at last somebody who had seen him. He made sure they would deny all
knowledge of the Ingles; but on the contrary they were eager to tell him that
he had eaten and slept the night in the house. They both started talking
together, describing his appearance and behaviour. An excitement quite
fierce in its feebleness possessed them. The doubled-up sorceress
flourished aloft her wooden spoon, the puffy monster got off her stool and
screeched, stepping from one foot to the other, while the trembling of her head
was accelerated to positive vibration. Byrne was quite disconcerted by
their excited behaviour. . . Yes! The big, fierce Ingles went away in the
morning, after eating a piece of bread and drinking some wine. And if the
caballero wished to follow the same path nothing could be easier—in the
morning.
“You will give me somebody to show me the way?” said Byrne.
“Si, señor. A proper youth. The man the caballero saw
going out.”
“But he was knocking at the door,” protested Byrne. “He only
bolted when he saw me. He was coming in.”
“No! No!” the two horrid witches screamed out
together. “Going out. Going out!”
After all it may have been true. The sound of knocking had been
faint, elusive, reflected Byrne. Perhaps only the effect of his
fancy. He asked—
“Who is that man?”
“Her novio.” They screamed pointing to the
girl. “He is gone home to a village far away from here. But he will
return in the morning. Her novio! And she is an
orphan—the child of poor Christian people. She lives with us for the love
of God, for the love of God.”
The orphan crouching on the corner of the hearth had been looking
at Byrne. He thought that she was more like a child of Satan kept there
by these two weird harridans for the love of the Devil. Her eyes were a
little oblique, her mouth rather thick, but admirably formed; her dark face had
a wild beauty, voluptuous and untamed. As to the character of her
steadfast gaze attached upon him with a sensuously savage attention, “to know
what it was like,” says Mr. Byrne, “you have only to observe a hungry cat
watching a bird in a cage or a mouse inside a trap.”
It was she who served him the food, of which he was glad; though
with those big slanting black eyes examining him at close range, as if he had
something curious written on his face, she gave him an uncomfortable
sensation. But anything was better than being approached by these
blear-eyed nightmarish witches. His apprehensions somehow had been
soothed; perhaps by the sensation of warmth after severe exposure and the ease
of resting after the exertion of fighting the gale inch by inch all the
way. He had no doubt of Tom’s safety. He was now sleeping in the
mountain camp having been met by Gonzales’ men.
Byrne rose, filled a tin goblet with wine out of a skin hanging on
the wall, and sat down again. The witch with the mummy face began to talk
to him, ramblingly of old times; she boasted of the inn’s fame in those better
days. Great people in their own coaches stopped there. An
archbishop slept once in the casa, a long, long time ago.
The witch with the puffy face seemed to be listening from her
stool, motionless, except for the trembling of her head. The girl (Byrne
was certain she was a casual gipsy admitted there for some reason or other) sat
on the hearth stone in the glow of the embers. She hummed a tune to
herself, rattling a pair of castanets slightly now and then. At the
mention of the archbishop she chuckled impiously and turned her head to look at
Byrne, so that the red glow of the fire flashed in her black eyes and on her
white teeth under the dark cowl of the enormous overmantel. And he smiled
at her.
He rested now in the ease of security. His advent not having
been expected there could be no plot against him in existence. Drowsiness
stole upon his senses. He enjoyed it, but keeping a hold, so he thought
at least, on his wits; but he must have been gone further than he thought
because he was startled beyond measure by a fiendish uproar. He had never
heard anything so pitilessly strident in his life. The witches had
started a fierce quarrel about something or other. Whatever its origin
they were now only abusing each other violently, without arguments; their
senile screams expressed nothing but wicked anger and ferocious dismay.
The gipsy girl’s black eyes flew from one to the other. Never before had
Byrne felt himself so removed from fellowship with human beings. Before
he had really time to understand the subject of the quarrel, the girl jumped up
rattling her castanets loudly. A silence fell. She came up to the
table and bending over, her eyes in his—
“Señor,” she said with decision, “You shall sleep in the
archbishop’s room.”
Neither of the witches objected. The dried-up one bent
double was propped on a stick. The puffy faced one had now a crutch.
Byrne got up, walked to the door, and turning the key in the
enormous lock put it coolly in his pocket. This was clearly the only
entrance, and he did not mean to be taken unawares by whatever danger there
might have been lurking outside.
When he turned from the door he saw the two witches “affiliated to
the Devil” and the Satanic girl looking at him in silence. He wondered if
Tom Corbin took the same precaution last might. And thinking of him he
had again that queer impression of his nearness. The world was perfectly
dumb. And in this stillness he heard the blood beating in his ears with a
confused rushing noise, in which there seemed to be a voice uttering the words:
“Mr. Byrne, look out, sir.” Tom’s voice. He shuddered; for the
delusions of the senses of hearing are the most vivid of all, and from their
nature have a compelling character.
It seemed impossible that Tom should not be there. Again a
slight chill as of stealthy draught penetrated through his very clothes and
passed over all his body. He shook off the impression with an effort.
It was the girl who preceded him upstairs carrying an iron lamp
from the naked flame of which ascended a thin thread of smoke. Her soiled
white stockings were full of holes.
With the same quiet resolution with which he had locked the door
below, Byrne threw open one after another the doors in the corridor. All
the rooms were empty except for some nondescript lumber in one or two.
And the girl seeing what he would be at stopped every time, raising the smoky
light in each doorway patiently. Meantime she observed him with sustained
attention. The last door of all she threw open herself.
“You sleep here, señor,” she murmured in a voice light like a
child’s breath, offering him the lamp.
“Buenos noches, senorita,” he said politely,
taking it from her.
She didn’t return the wish audibly, though her lips did move a
little, while her gaze black like a starless night never for a moment wavered
before him. He stepped in, and as he turned to close the door she was
still there motionless and disturbing, with her voluptuous mouth and slanting
eyes, with the expression of expectant sensual ferocity of a baffled cat.
He hesitated for a moment, and in the dumb house he heard again the blood
pulsating ponderously in his ears, while once more the illusion of Tom’s voice
speaking earnestly somewhere near by was specially terrifying, because this
time he could not make out the words.
He slammed the door in the girl’s face at last, leaving her in the
dark; and he opened it again almost on the instant. Nobody. She had
vanished without the slightest sound. He closed the door quickly and
bolted it with two heavy bolts.
A profound mistrust possessed him suddenly. Why did the
witches quarrel about letting him sleep here? And what meant that stare
of the girl as if she wanted to impress his features for ever in her mind?
His own nervousness alarmed him. He seemed to himself to be removed very
far from mankind.
He examined his room. It was not very high, just high enough
to take the bed which stood under an enormous baldaquin-like canopy from which
fell heavy curtains at foot and head; a bed certainly worthy of an
archbishop. There was a heavy table carved all round the edges, some
arm-chairs of enormous weight like the spoils of a grandee’s palace; a tall
shallow wardrobe placed against the wall and with double doors. He tried
them. Locked. A suspicion came into his mind, and he snatched the
lamp to make a closer examination. No, it was not a disguised
entrance. That heavy, tall piece of furniture stood clear of the wall by
quite an inch. He glanced at the bolts of his room door. No!
No one could get at him treacherously while he slept. But would he be
able to sleep? he asked himself anxiously. If only he had Tom there—the
trusty seaman who had fought at his right hand in a cutting out affair or two,
and had always preached to him the necessity to take care of himself.
“For it’s no great trick,” he used to say, “to get yourself killed in a hot
fight. Any fool can do that. The proper pastime is to fight the
Frenchies and then live to fight another day.”
Byrne found it a hard matter not to fall into listening to the
silence. Somehow he had the conviction that nothing would break it unless
he heard again the haunting sound of Tom’s voice. He had heard it twice
before. Odd! And yet no wonder, he argued with himself reasonably,
since he had been thinking of the man for over thirty hours continuously and,
what’s more, inconclusively. For his anxiety for Tom had never taken a
definite shape. “Disappear,” was the only word connected with the idea of
Tom’s danger. It was very vague and awful. “Disappear!” What
did that mean?
Byrne shuddered, and then said to himself that he must be a little
feverish. But Tom had not disappeared. Byrne had just heard of
him. And again the young man felt the blood beating in his ears. He
sat still expecting every moment to hear through the pulsating strokes the
sound of Tom’s voice. He waited straining his ears, but nothing
came. Suddenly the thought occurred to him: “He has not disappeared, but
he cannot make himself heard.”
He jumped up from the arm-chair. How absurd! Laying
his pistol and his hanger on the table he took off his boots and, feeling
suddenly too tired to stand, flung himself on the bed which he found soft and
comfortable beyond his hopes.
He had felt very wakeful, but he must have dozed off after all,
because the next thing he knew he was sitting up in bed and trying to recollect
what it was that Tom’s voice had said. Oh! He remembered it
now. It had said: “Mr. Byrne! Look out, sir!” A warning
this. But against what?
He landed with one leap in the middle of the floor, gasped once,
then looked all round the room. The window was shuttered and barred with
an iron bar. Again he ran his eyes slowly all round the bare walls, and
even looked up at the ceiling, which was rather high. Afterwards he went
to the door to examine the fastenings. They consisted of two enormous
iron bolts sliding into holes made in the wall; and as the corridor outside was
too narrow to admit of any battering arrangement or even to permit an axe to be
swung, nothing could burst the door open—unless gunpowder. But while he
was still making sure that the lower bolt was pushed well home, he received the
impression of somebody’s presence in the room. It was so strong that he
spun round quicker than lightning. There was no one. Who could
there be? And yet . . .
It was then that he lost the decorum and restraint a man keeps up
for his own sake. He got down on his hands and knees, with the lamp on
the floor, to look under the bed, like a silly girl. He saw a lot of dust
and nothing else. He got up, his cheeks burning, and walked about
discontented with his own behaviour and unreasonably angry with Tom for not
leaving him alone. The words: “Mr. Byrne! Look out, sir,” kept on
repeating themselves in his head in a tone of warning.
“Hadn’t I better just throw myself on the bed and try to go to
sleep,” he asked himself. But his eyes fell on the tall wardrobe, and he
went towards it feeling irritated with himself and yet unable to desist.
How he could explain to-morrow the burglarious misdeed to the two odious
witches he had no idea. Nevertheless he inserted the point of his hanger
between the two halves of the door and tried to prize them open. They
resisted. He swore, sticking now hotly to his purpose. His mutter:
“I hope you will be satisfied, confound you,” was addressed to the absent
Tom. Just then the doors gave way and flew open.
He was there.
He—the trusty, sagacious, and courageous Tom was there, drawn up
shadowy and stiff, in a prudent silence, which his wide-open eyes by their
fixed gleam seemed to command Byrne to respect. But Byrne was too
startled to make a sound. Amazed, he stepped back a little—and on the
instant the seaman flung himself forward headlong as if to clasp his officer
round the neck. Instinctively Byrne put out his faltering arms; he felt
the horrible rigidity of the body and then the coldness of death as their heads
knocked together and their faces came into contact. They reeled, Byrne
hugging Tom close to his breast in order not to let him fall with a
crash. He had just strength enough to lower the awful burden gently to
the floor—then his head swam, his legs gave way, and he sank on his knees,
leaning over the body with his hands resting on the breast of that man once
full of generous life, and now as insensible as a stone.
“Dead! my poor Tom, dead,” he repeated mentally. The light
of the lamp standing near the edge of the table fell from above straight on the
stony empty stare of these eyes which naturally had a mobile and merry
expression.
Byrne turned his own away from them. Tom’s black silk
neckerchief was not knotted on his breast. It was gone. The
murderers had also taken off his shoes and stockings. And noticing this
spoliation, the exposed throat, the bare up-turned feet, Byrne felt his eyes
run full of tears. In other respects the seaman was fully dressed;
neither was his clothing disarranged as it must have been in a violent
struggle. Only his checked shirt had been pulled a little out the
waistband in one place, just enough to ascertain whether he had a money belt
fastened round his body. Byrne began to sob into his handkerchief.
It was a nervous outburst which passed off quickly.
Remaining on his knees he contemplated sadly the athletic body of as fine a
seaman as ever had drawn a cutlass, laid a gun, or passed the weather earring
in a gale, lying stiff and cold, his cheery, fearless spirit departed—perhaps
turning to him, his boy chum, to his ship out there rolling on the grey seas off
an iron-bound coast, at the very moment of its flight.
He perceived that the six brass buttons of Tom’s jacket had been
cut off. He shuddered at the notion of the two miserable and repulsive
witches busying themselves ghoulishly about the defenceless body of his
friend. Cut off. Perhaps with the same knife which . . . The head
of one trembled; the other was bent double, and their eyes were red and
bleared, their infamous claws unsteady. . . It must have been in this very room
too, for Tom could not have been killed in the open and brought in here
afterwards. Of that Byrne was certain. Yet those devilish crones
could not have killed him themselves even by taking him unawares—and Tom would
be always on his guard of course. Tom was a very wide awake wary man when
engaged on any service. . . And in fact how did they murder him? Who
did? In what way?
Byrne jumped up, snatched the lamp off the table, and stooped
swiftly over the body. The light revealed on the clothing no stain, no
trace, no spot of blood anywhere. Byrne’s hands began to shake so that he
had to set the lamp on the floor and turn away his head in order to recover
from this agitation.
Then he began to explore that cold, still, and rigid body for a
stab, a gunshot wound, for the trace of some killing blow. He felt all
over the skull anxiously. It was whole. He slipped his hand under
the neck. It was unbroken. With terrified eyes he peered close
under the chin and saw no marks of strangulation on the throat.
There were no signs anywhere. He was just dead.
Impulsively Byrne got away from the body as if the mystery of an
incomprehensible death had changed his pity into suspicion and dread. The
lamp on the floor near the set, still face of the seaman showed it staring at
the ceiling as if despairingly. In the circle of light Byrne saw by the
undisturbed patches of thick dust on the floor that there had been no struggle
in that room. “He has died outside,” he thought. Yes, outside in
that narrow corridor, where there was hardly room to turn, the mysterious death
had come to his poor dear Tom. The impulse of snatching up his pistols
and rushing out of the room abandoned Byrne suddenly. For Tom, too, had
been armed—with just such powerless weapons as he himself possessed—pistols, a
cutlass! And Tom had died a nameless death, by incomprehensible means.
A new thought came to Byrne. That stranger knocking at the
door and fleeing so swiftly at his appearance had come there to remove the
body. Aha! That was the guide the withered witch had promised would
show the English officer the shortest way of rejoining his man. A
promise, he saw it now, of dreadful import. He who had knocked would have
two bodies to deal with. Man and officer would go forth from the house
together. For Byrne was certain now that he would have to die before the
morning—and in the same mysterious manner, leaving behind him an unmarked body.
The sight of a smashed head, of a throat cut, of a gaping gunshot
wound, would have been an inexpressible relief. It would have soothed all
his fears. His soul cried within him to that dead man whom he had never
found wanting in danger. “Why don’t you tell me what I am to look for,
Tom? Why don’t you?” But in rigid immobility, extended on his back,
he seemed to preserve an austere silence, as if disdaining in the finality of
his awful knowledge to hold converse with the living.
Suddenly Byrne flung himself on his knees by the side of the body,
and dry-eyed, fierce, opened the shirt wide on the breast, as if to tear the
secret forcibly from that cold heart which had been so loyal to him in
life! Nothing! Nothing! He raised the lamp, and all the sign
vouchsafed to him by that face which used to be so kindly in expression was a
small bruise on the forehead—the least thing, a mere mark. The skin even
was not broken. He stared at it a long time as if lost in a dreadful
dream. Then he observed that Tom’s hands were clenched as though he had
fallen facing somebody in a fight with fists. His knuckles, on closer
view, appeared somewhat abraded. Both hands.
The discovery of these slight signs was more appalling to Byrne
than the absolute absence of every mark would have been. So Tom had died
striking against something which could be hit, and yet could kill one without
leaving a wound—by a breath.
Terror, hot terror, began to play about Byrne’s heart like a
tongue of flame that touches and withdraws before it turns a thing to
ashes. He backed away from the body as far as he could, then came forward
stealthily casting fearful glances to steal another look at the bruised
forehead. There would perhaps be such a faint bruise on his own
forehead—before the morning.
“I can’t bear it,” he whispered to himself. Tom was for him
now an object of horror, a sight at once tempting and revolting to his
fear. He couldn’t bear to look at him.
At last, desperation getting the better of his increasing horror,
he stepped forward from the wall against which he had been leaning, seized the
corpse under the armpits, and began to lug it over to the bed. The bare
heels of the seaman trailed on the floor noiselessly. He was heavy with
the dead weight of inanimate objects. With a last effort Byrne landed him
face downwards on the edge of the bed, rolled him over, snatched from under
this stiff passive thing a sheet with which he covered it over. Then he
spread the curtains at head and foot so that joining together as he shook their
folds they hid the bed altogether from his sight.
He stumbled towards a chair, and fell on it. The
perspiration poured from his face for a moment, and then his veins seemed to
carry for a while a thin stream of half, frozen blood. Complete terror
had possession of him now, a nameless terror which had turned his heart to
ashes.
He sat upright in the straight-backed chair, the lamp burning at
his feet, his pistols and his hanger at his left elbow on the end of the table,
his eyes turning incessantly in their sockets round the walls, over the
ceiling, over the floor, in the expectation of a mysterious and appalling
vision. The thing which could deal death in a breath was outside that
bolted door. But Byrne believed neither in walls nor bolts now.
Unreasoning terror turning everything to account, his old time boyish
admiration of the athletic Tom, the undaunted Tom (he had seemed to him
invincible), helped to paralyse his faculties, added to his despair.
He was no longer Edgar Byrne. He was a tortured soul
suffering more anguish than any sinner’s body had ever suffered from rack or
boot. The depth of his torment may be measured when I say that this young
man, as brave at least as the average of his kind, contemplated seizing a
pistol and firing into his own head. But a deadly, chilly, langour was
spreading over his limbs. It was as if his flesh had been wet plaster stiffening
slowly about his ribs. Presently, he thought, the two witches will be
coming in, with crutch and stick—horrible, grotesque, monstrous—affiliated to
the devil—to put a mark on his forehead, the tiny little bruise of death.
And he wouldn’t be able to do anything. Tom had struck out at something,
but he was not like Tom. His limbs were dead already. He sat still,
dying the death over and over again; and the only part of him which moved were
his eyes, turning round and round in their sockets, running over the walls, the
floor, the ceiling, again and again till suddenly they became motionless and
stony—starting out of his head fixed in the direction of the bed.
He had seen the heavy curtains stir and shake as if the dead body
they concealed had turned over and sat up. Byrne, who thought the world
could hold no more terrors in store, felt his hair stir at the roots. He
gripped the arms of the chair, his jaw fell, and the sweat broke out on his
brow while his dry tongue clove suddenly to the roof of his mouth. Again
the curtains stirred, but did not open. “Don’t, Tom!” Byrne made effort
to shout, but all he heard was a slight moan such as an uneasy sleeper may
make. He felt that his brain was going, for, now, it seemed to him that
the ceiling over the bed had moved, had slanted, and came level again—and once
more the closed curtains swayed gently as if about to part.
Byrne closed his eyes not to see the awful apparition of the
seaman’s corpse coming out animated by an evil spirit. In the profound
silence of the room he endured a moment of frightful agony, then opened his
eyes again. And he saw at once that the curtains remained closed still,
but that the ceiling over the bed had risen quite a foot. With the last
gleam of reason left to him he understood that it was the enormous baldaquin
over the bed which was coming down, while the curtains attached to it swayed
softly, sinking gradually to the floor. His drooping jaw snapped to—and
half rising in his chair he watched mutely the noiseless descent of the monstrous
canopy. It came down in short smooth rushes till lowered half way or
more, when it took a run and settled swiftly its turtle-back shape with the
deep border piece fitting exactly the edge of the bedstead. A slight
crack or two of wood were heard, and the overpowering stillness of the room
resumed its sway.
Byrne stood up, gasped for breath, and let out a cry of rage and
dismay, the first sound which he is perfectly certain did make its way past his
lips on this night of terrors. This then was the death he had
escaped! This was the devilish artifice of murder poor Tom’s soul had
perhaps tried from beyond the border to warn him of. For this was how he
had died. Byrne was certain he had heard the voice of the seaman, faintly
distinct in his familiar phrase, “Mr. Byrne! Look out, sir!” and again
uttering words he could not make out. But then the distance separating
the living from the dead is so great! Poor Tom had tried. Byrne ran
to the bed and attempted to lift up, to push off the horrible lid smothering
the body. It resisted his efforts, heavy as lead, immovable like a
tombstone. The rage of vengeance made him desist; his head buzzed with
chaotic thoughts of extermination, he turned round the room as if he could find
neither his weapons nor the way out; and all the time he stammered awful
menaces. . .
A violent battering at the door of the inn recalled him to his
soberer senses. He flew to the window pulled the shutters open, and
looked out. In the faint dawn he saw below him a mob of men.
Ha! He would go and face at once this murderous lot collected no doubt
for his undoing. After his struggle with nameless terrors he yearned for
an open fray with armed enemies. But he must have remained yet bereft of
his reason, because forgetting his weapons he rushed downstairs with a wild
cry, unbarred the door while blows were raining on it outside, and flinging it
open flew with his bare hands at the throat of the first man he saw before
him. They rolled over together. Byrne’s hazy intention was to break
through, to fly up the mountain path, and come back presently with Gonzales’
men to exact an exemplary vengeance. He fought furiously till a tree, a
house, a mountain, seemed to crash down upon his head—and he knew no more.
Here Mr. Byrne describes in detail the skilful manner in which he
found his broken head bandaged, informs us that he had lost a great deal of
blood, and ascribes the preservation of his sanity to that circumstance.
He sets down Gonzales’ profuse apologies in full too. For it was Gonzales
who, tired of waiting for news from the English, had come down to the inn with
half his band, on his way to the sea. “His excellency,” he explained,
“rushed out with fierce impetuosity, and, moreover, was not known to us for a
friend, and so we . . . etc., etc. When asked what had become of the
witches, he only pointed his finger silently to the ground, then voiced calmly
a moral reflection: “The passion for gold is pitiless in the very old, señor,”
he said. “No doubt in former days they have put many a solitary traveller
to sleep in the archbishop’s bed.”
“There was also a gipsy girl there,” said Byrne feebly from the
improvised litter on which he was being carried to the coast by a squad of
guerilleros.
“It was she who winched up that infernal machine, and it was she
too who lowered it that night,” was the answer.
“But why? Why?” exclaimed Byrne. “Why should she wish
for my death?”
“No doubt for the sake of your excellency’s coat buttons,” said
politely the saturnine Gonzales. “We found those of the dead mariner
concealed on her person. But your excellency may rest assured that
everything that is fitting has been done on this occasion.”
Byrne asked no more questions. There was still another death
which was considered by Gonzales as “fitting to the occasion.” The
one-eyed Bernardino stuck against the wall of his wine-shop received the charge
of six escopettas into his breast. As the shots rang out the rough bier
with Tom’s body on it went past carried by a bandit-like gang of Spanish patriots
down the ravine to the shore, where two boats from the ship were waiting for
what was left on earth of her best seaman.
Mr. Byrne, very pale and weak, stepped into the boat which carried
the body of his humble friend. For it was decided that Tom Corbin should
rest far out in the bay of Biscay. The officer took the tiller and,
turning his head for the last look at the shore, saw on the grey hillside
something moving, which he made out to be a little man in a yellow hat mounted
on a mule—that mule without which the fate of Tom Corbin would have remained
mysterious for ever.
June, 1913.
CHAPTER I
While we were hanging about near the water’s edge, as sailors
idling ashore will do (it was in the open space before the Harbour Office of a
great Eastern port), a man came towards us from the “front” of business houses,
aiming obliquely at the landing steps. He attracted my attention because
in the movement of figures in white drill suits on the pavement from which he
stepped, his costume, the usual tunic and trousers, being made of light grey
flannel, made him noticeable.
I had time to observe him. He was stout, but he was not
grotesque. His face was round and smooth, his complexion very fair.
On his nearer approach I saw a little moustache made all the fairer by a good
many white hairs. And he had, for a stout man, quite a good chin.
In passing us he exchanged nods with the friend I was with and smiled.
My friend was Hollis, the fellow who had so many adventures and
had known so many queer people in that part of the (more or less) gorgeous East
in the days of his youth. He said: “That’s a good man. I don’t mean
good in the sense of smart or skilful in his trade. I mean a really good man.”
I turned round at once to look at the phenomenon. The
“really good man” had a very broad back. I saw him
signal a sampan to come alongside, get into it, and go off in the direction of
a cluster of local steamers anchored close inshore.
I said: “He’s a seaman, isn’t he?”
“Yes. Commands that biggish dark-green steamer: ‘Sissie—Glasgow.’
He has never commanded anything else but the ‘Sissie—Glasgow,’ only it
wasn’t always the same Sissie. The first he had was about
half the length of this one, and we used to tell poor Davidson that she was a size
too small for him. Even at that time Davidson had bulk. We warned
him he would get callosities on his shoulders and elbows because of the tight
fit of his command. And Davidson could well afford the smiles he gave us
for our chaff. He made lots of money in her. She belonged to a
portly Chinaman resembling a mandarin in a picture-book, with goggles and thin
drooping moustaches, and as dignified as only a Celestial knows how to be.
“The best of Chinamen as employers is that they have such
gentlemanly instincts. Once they become convinced that you are a straight
man, they give you their unbounded confidence. You simply can’t do wrong,
then. And they are pretty quick judges of character, too.
Davidson’s Chinaman was the first to find out his worth, on some theoretical
principle. One day in his counting-house, before several white men he was
heard to declare: ‘Captain Davidson is a good man.’ And that settled
it. After that you couldn’t tell if it was Davidson who belonged to the Chinaman
or the Chinaman who belonged to Davidson. It was he who, shortly before
he died, ordered in Glasgow the new Sissie for Davidson to
command.”
We walked into the shade of the Harbour Office and leaned our
elbows on the parapet of the quay.
“She was really meant to comfort poor Davidson,” continued
Hollis. “Can you fancy anything more naïvely touching than this old
mandarin spending several thousand pounds to console his white man? Well,
there she is. The old mandarin’s sons have inherited her, and Davidson
with her; and he commands her; and what with his salary and trading privileges
he makes a lot of money; and everything is as before; and Davidson even
smiles—you have seen it? Well, the smile’s the only thing which isn’t as
before.”
“Tell me, Hollis,” I asked, “what do you mean by good in this
connection?”
“Well, there are men who are born good just as others are born
witty. What I mean is his nature. No simpler, more scrupulously
delicate soul had ever lived in such a—a—comfortable envelope. How we
used to laugh at Davidson’s fine scruples! In short, he’s thoroughly
humane, and I don’t imagine there can be much of any other sort of goodness
that counts on this earth. And as he’s that with a shade of particular
refinement, I may well call him a ‘really good man.’”
I knew from old that Hollis was a firm believer in the final value
of shades. And I said: “I see”—because I really did see Hollis’s Davidson
in the sympathetic stout man who had passed us a little while before. But
I remembered that at the very moment he smiled his placid face appeared veiled
in melancholy—a sort of spiritual shadow. I went on.
“Who on earth has paid him off for being so fine by spoiling his
smile?”
“That’s quite a story, and I will tell it to you if you
like. Confound it! It’s quite a surprising one, too.
Surprising in every way, but mostly in the way it knocked over poor
Davidson—and apparently only because he is such a good sort. He was
telling me all about it only a few days ago. He said that when he saw these
four fellows with their heads in a bunch over the table, he at once didn’t like
it. He didn’t like it at all. You mustn’t suppose that Davidson is
a soft fool. These men—
“But I had better begin at the beginning. We must go back to
the first time the old dollars had been called in by our Government in exchange
for a new issue. Just about the time when I left these parts to go home
for a long stay. Every trader in the islands was thinking of getting his
old dollars sent up here in time, and the demand for empty French wine
cases—you know the dozen of vermouth or claret size—was something
unprecedented. The custom was to pack the dollars in little bags of a
hundred each. I don’t know how many bags each case would hold. A
good lot. Pretty tidy sums must have been moving afloat just then.
But let us get away from here. Won’t do to stay in the sun. Where
could we—? I know! let us go to those tiffin-rooms over there.”
We moved over accordingly. Our appearance in the long empty
room at that early hour caused visible consternation amongst the China
boys. But Hollis led the way to one of the tables between the windows
screened by rattan blinds. A brilliant half-light trembled on the
ceiling, on the whitewashed walls, bathed the multitude of vacant chairs and
tables in a peculiar, stealthy glow.
“All right. We will get something to eat when it’s ready,”
he said, waving the anxious Chinaman waiter aside. He took his temples
touched with grey between his hands, leaning over the table to bring his face,
his dark, keen eyes, closer to mine.
“Davidson then was commanding the steamer Sissie—the
little one which we used to chaff him about. He ran her alone, with only
the Malay serang for a deck officer. The nearest approach to another
white man on board of her was the engineer, a Portuguese half-caste, as thin as
a lath and quite a youngster at that. For all practical purposes Davidson
was managing that command of his single-handed; and of course this was known in
the port. I am telling you of it because the fact had its influence on
the developments you shall hear of presently.
“His steamer, being so small, could go up tiny creeks and into
shallow bays and through reefs and over sand-banks, collecting produce, where
no other vessel but a native craft would think of venturing. It is a
paying game, often. Davidson was known to visit in her places that no one
else could find and that hardly anybody had ever heard of.
“The old dollars being called in, Davidson’s Chinaman thought that
the Sissie would be just the thing to collect them from small
traders in the less frequented parts of the Archipelago. It’s a good
business. Such cases of dollars are dumped aft in the ship’s lazarette,
and you get good freight for very little trouble and space.
“Davidson, too, thought it was a good idea; and together they made
up a list of his calls on his next trip. Then Davidson (he had naturally
the chart of his voyages in his head) remarked that on his way back he might
look in at a certain settlement up a mere creek, where a poor sort of white man
lived in a native village. Davidson pointed out to his Chinaman that the
fellow was certain to have some rattans to ship.
“‘Probably enough to fill her forward,’ said Davidson. ‘And
that’ll be better than bringing her back with empty holds. A day more or
less doesn’t matter.’
“This was sound talk, and the Chinaman owner could not but
agree. But if it hadn’t been sound it would have been just the
same. Davidson did what he liked. He was a man that could do no
wrong. However, this suggestion of his was not merely a business
matter. There was in it a touch of Davidsonian kindness. For you
must know that the man could not have continued to live quietly up that creek
if it had not been for Davidson’s willingness to call there from time to time.
And Davidson’s Chinaman knew this perfectly well, too. So he only smiled
his dignified, bland smile, and said: ‘All right, Captain. You do what
you like.’
“I will explain presently how this connection between Davidson and
that fellow came about. Now I want to tell you about the part of this
affair which happened here—the preliminaries of it.
“You know as well as I do that these tiffin-rooms where we are
sitting now have been in existence for many years. Well, next day about
twelve o’clock, Davidson dropped in here to get something to eat.
“And here comes the only moment in this story where accident—mere
accident—plays a part. If Davidson had gone home that day for tiffin,
there would be now, after twelve years or more, nothing changed in his kindly,
placid smile.
“But he came in here; and perhaps it was sitting at this very
table that he remarked to a friend of mine that his next trip was to be a
dollar-collecting trip. He added, laughing, that his wife was making
rather a fuss about it. She had begged him to stay ashore and get
somebody else to take his place for a voyage. She thought there was some
danger on account of the dollars. He told her, he said, that there were
no Java-sea pirates nowadays except in boys’ books. He had laughed at her
fears, but he was very sorry, too; for when she took any notion in her head it
was impossible to argue her out of it. She would be worrying herself all
the time he was away. Well, he couldn’t help it. There was no one
ashore fit to take his place for the trip.
“This friend of mine and I went home together in the same
mail-boat, and he mentioned that conversation one evening in the Red Sea while
we were talking over the things and people we had just left, with more or less
regret.
“I can’t say that Davidson occupied a very prominent place.
Moral excellence seldom does. He was quietly appreciated by those who
knew him well; but his more obvious distinction consisted in this, that he was
married. Ours, as you remember, was a bachelor crowd; in spirit anyhow,
if not absolutely in fact. There might have been a few wives in
existence, but if so they were invisible, distant, never alluded to. For
what would have been the good? Davidson alone was visibly married.
“Being married suited him exactly. It fitted him so well
that the wildest of us did not resent the fact when it was disclosed.
Directly he had felt his feet out here, Davidson sent for his wife. She
came out (from West Australia) in the Somerset, under the care of
Captain Ritchie—you know, Monkey-face Ritchie—who couldn’t praise enough her
sweetness, her gentleness, and her charm. She seemed to be the
heaven-born mate for Davidson. She found on arrival a very pretty
bungalow on the hill, ready for her and the little girl they had. Very
soon he got for her a two-wheeled trap and a Burmah pony, and she used to drive
down of an evening to pick up Davidson, on the quay. When Davidson,
beaming, got into the trap, it would become very full all at once.
“We used to admire Mrs. Davidson from a distance. It was a
girlish head out of a keepsake. From a distance. We had not many
opportunities for a closer view, because she did not care to give them to
us. We would have been glad to drop in at the Davidson bungalow, but we
were made to feel somehow that we were not very welcome there. Not that
she ever said anything ungracious. She never had much to say for
herself. I was perhaps the one who saw most of the Davidsons at
home. What I noticed under the superficial aspect of vapid sweetness was
her convex, obstinate forehead, and her small, red, pretty, ungenerous
mouth. But then I am an observer with strong prejudices. Most of us
were fetched by her white, swan-like neck, by that drooping, innocent
profile. There was a lot of latent devotion to Davidson’s wife
hereabouts, at that time, I can tell you. But my idea was that she repaid
it by a profound suspicion of the sort of men we were; a mistrust which
extended—I fancied—to her very husband at times. And I thought then she
was jealous of him in a way; though there were no women that she could be
jealous about. She had no women’s society. It’s difficult for a
shipmaster’s wife unless there are other shipmasters’ wives about, and there
were none here then. I know that the dock manager’s wife called on her;
but that was all. The fellows here formed the opinion that Mrs. Davidson
was a meek, shy little thing. She looked it, I must say. And this
opinion was so universal that the friend I have been telling you of remembered
his conversation with Davidson simply because of the statement about Davidson’s
wife. He even wondered to me: ‘Fancy Mrs. Davidson making a fuss to that
extent. She didn’t seem to me the sort of woman that would know how to
make a fuss about anything.’
“I wondered, too—but not so much. That bumpy
forehead—eh? I had always suspected her of being silly. And I
observed that Davidson must have been vexed by this display of wifely anxiety.
“My friend said: ‘No. He seemed rather touched and
distressed. There really was no one he could ask to relieve him; mainly
because he intended to make a call in some God-forsaken creek, to look up a
fellow of the name of Bamtz who apparently had settled there.’
“And again my friend wondered. ‘Tell me,’ he cried, ‘what
connection can there be between Davidson and such a creature as Bamtz?’
“I don’t remember now what answer I made. A sufficient one
could have been given in two words: ‘Davidson’s goodness.’ That never
boggled at unworthiness if there was the slightest reason for compassion.
I don’t want you to think that Davidson had no discrimination at all.
Bamtz could not have imposed on him. Moreover, everybody knew what Bamtz
was. He was a loafer with a beard. When I think of Bamtz, the first
thing I see is that long black beard and a lot of propitiatory wrinkles at the
corners of two little eyes. There was no such beard from here to
Polynesia, where a beard is a valuable property in itself. Bamtz’s beard
was valuable to him in another way. You know how impressed Orientals are
by a fine beard. Years and years ago, I remember, the grave Abdullah, the
great trader of Sambir, unable to repress signs of astonishment and admiration
at the first sight of that imposing beard. And it’s very well known that
Bamtz lived on Abdullah off and on for several years. It was a unique
beard, and so was the bearer of the same. A unique loafer. He made
a fine art of it, or rather a sort of craft and mystery. One can
understand a fellow living by cadging and small swindles in towns, in large
communities of people; but Bamtz managed to do that trick in the wilderness, to
loaf on the outskirts of the virgin forest.
“He understood how to ingratiate himself with the natives.
He would arrive in some settlement up a river, make a present of a cheap
carbine or a pair of shoddy binoculars, or something of that sort, to the
Rajah, or the head-man, or the principal trader; and on the strength of that
gift, ask for a house, posing mysteriously as a very special trader. He
would spin them no end of yarns, live on the fat of the land, for a while, and
then do some mean swindle or other—or else they would get tired of him and ask
him to quit. And he would go off meekly with an air of injured
innocence. Funny life. Yet, he never got hurt somehow. I’ve
heard of the Rajah of Dongala giving him fifty dollars’ worth of trade goods
and paying his passage in a prau only to get rid of him. Fact. And
observe that nothing prevented the old fellow having Bamtz’s throat cut and the
carcase thrown into deep water outside the reefs; for who on earth would have
inquired after Bamtz?
“He had been known to loaf up and down the wilderness as far north
as the Gulf of Tonkin. Neither did he disdain a spell of civilisation
from time to time. And it was while loafing and cadging in Saigon,
bearded and dignified (he gave himself out there as a bookkeeper), that he came
across Laughing Anne.
“The less said of her early history the better, but something must
be said. We may safely suppose there was very little heart left in her
famous laugh when Bamtz spoke first to her in some low café. She was
stranded in Saigon with precious little money and in great trouble about a kid
she had, a boy of five or six.
“A fellow I just remember, whom they called Pearler Harry, brought
her out first into these parts—from Australia, I believe. He brought her
out and then dropped her, and she remained knocking about here and there, known
to most of us by sight, at any rate. Everybody in the Archipelago had
heard of Laughing Anne. She had really a pleasant silvery laugh always at
her disposal, so to speak, but it wasn’t enough apparently to make her
fortune. The poor creature was ready to stick to any half-decent man if
he would only let her, but she always got dropped, as it might have been
expected.
“She had been left in Saigon by the skipper of a German ship with
whom she had been going up and down the China coast as far as Vladivostok for
near upon two years. The German said to her: ‘This is all over, mein
Taubchen. I am going home now to get married to the girl I got
engaged to before coming out here.’ And Anne said: ‘All right, I’m ready
to go. We part friends, don’t we?’
“She was always anxious to part friends. The German told her
that of course they were parting friends. He looked rather glum at the
moment of parting. She laughed and went ashore.
“But it was no laughing matter for her. She had some notion
that this would be her last chance. What frightened her most was the
future of her child. She had left her boy in Saigon before going off with
the German, in the care of an elderly French couple. The husband was a
doorkeeper in some Government office, but his time was up, and they were
returning to France. She had to take the boy back from them; and after
she had got him back, she did not like to part with him any more.
“That was the situation when she and Bamtz got acquainted
casually. She could not have had any illusions about that fellow.
To pick up with Bamtz was coming down pretty low in the world, even from a
material point of view. She had always been decent, in her way; whereas
Bamtz was, not to mince words, an abject sort of creature. On the other
hand, that bearded loafer, who looked much more like a pirate than a
bookkeeper, was not a brute. He was gentle—rather—even in his cups.
And then, despair, like misfortune, makes us acquainted with strange
bed-fellows. For she may well have despaired. She was no longer
young—you know.
“On the man’s side this conjunction is more difficult to explain,
perhaps. One thing, however, must be said of Bamtz; he had always kept
clear of native women. As one can’t suspect him of moral delicacy, I
surmise that it must have been from prudence. And he, too, was no longer
young. There were many white hairs in his valuable black beard by
then. He may have simply longed for some kind of companionship in his
queer, degraded existence. Whatever their motives, they vanished from
Saigon together. And of course nobody cared what had become of them.
“Six months later Davidson came into the Mirrah Settlement.
It was the very first time he had been up that creek, where no European vessel
had ever been seen before. A Javanese passenger he had on board offered
him fifty dollars to call in there—it must have been some very particular
business—and Davidson consented to try. Fifty dollars, he told me, were
neither here nor there; but he was curious to see the place, and the
little Sissie could go anywhere where there was water enough
to float a soup-plate.
“Davidson landed his Javanese plutocrat, and, as he had to wait a
couple of hours for the tide, he went ashore himself to stretch his legs.
“It was a small settlement. Some sixty houses, most of them
built on piles over the river, the rest scattered in the long grass; the usual
pathway at the back; the forest hemming in the clearing and smothering what
there might have been of air into a dead, hot stagnation.
“All the population was on the river-bank staring silently, as
Malays will do, at the Sissie anchored in the stream.
She was almost as wonderful to them as an angel’s visit. Many of the old
people had only heard vaguely of fire-ships, and not many of the younger
generation had seen one. On the back path Davidson strolled in perfect
solitude. But he became aware of a bad smell and concluded he would go no
farther.
“While he stood wiping his forehead, he heard from somewhere the
exclamation: ‘My God! It’s Davy!’
“Davidson’s lower jaw, as he expressed it, came unhooked at the
crying of this excited voice. Davy was the name used by the associates of
his young days; he hadn’t heard it for many years. He stared about with
his mouth open and saw a white woman issue from the long grass in which a small
hut stood buried nearly up to the roof.
“Try to imagine the shock: in that wild place that you couldn’t
find on a map, and more squalid than the most poverty-stricken Malay settlement
had a right to be, this European woman coming swishing out of the long grass in
a fanciful tea-gown thing, dingy pink satin, with a long train and frayed lace
trimmings; her eyes like black coals in a pasty-white face. Davidson
thought that he was asleep, that he was delirious. From the offensive
village mudhole (it was what Davidson had sniffed just before) a couple of
filthy buffaloes uprose with loud snorts and lumbered off crashing through the
bushes, panic-struck by this apparition.
“The woman came forward, her arms extended, and laid her hands on
Davidson’s shoulders, exclaiming: ‘Why! You have hardly changed at
all. The same good Davy.’ And she laughed a little wildly.
“This sound was to Davidson like a galvanic shock to a
corpse. He started in every muscle. ‘Laughing Anne,’ he said in an
awe-struck voice.
“‘All that’s left of her, Davy. All that’s left of her.’
“Davidson looked up at the sky; but there was to be seen no
balloon from which she could have fallen on that spot. When he brought
his distracted gaze down, it rested on a child holding on with a brown little
paw to the pink satin gown. He had run out of the grass after her.
Had Davidson seen a real hobgoblin his eyes could not have bulged more than at
this small boy in a dirty white blouse and ragged knickers. He had a
round head of tight chestnut curls, very sunburnt legs, a freckled face, and
merry eyes. Admonished by his mother to greet the gentleman, he finished
off Davidson by addressing him in French.
“‘Bonjour.’
“Davidson, overcome, looked up at the woman in silence. She
sent the child back to the hut, and when he had disappeared in the grass, she
turned to Davidson, tried to speak, but after getting out the words, ‘That’s my
Tony,’ burst into a long fit of crying. She had to lean on Davidson’s
shoulder. He, distressed in the goodness of his heart, stood rooted to
the spot where she had come upon him.
“What a meeting—eh? Bamtz had sent her out to see what white
man it was who had landed. And she had recognised him from that time when
Davidson, who had been pearling himself in his youth, had been associating with
Harry the Pearler and others, the quietest of a rather rowdy set.
“Before Davidson retraced his steps to go on board the steamer, he
had heard much of Laughing Anne’s story, and had even had an interview, on the
path, with Bamtz himself. She ran back to the hut to fetch him, and he
came out lounging, with his hands in his pockets, with the detached, casual
manner under which he concealed his propensity to cringe.
Ya-a-as-as. He thought he would settle here permanently—with her.
This with a nod at Laughing Anne, who stood by, a haggard, tragically anxious
figure, her black hair hanging over her shoulders.
“‘No more paint and dyes for me, Davy,’ she struck in, ‘if only
you will do what he wants you to do. You know that I was always ready to
stand by my men—if they had only let me.’
“Davidson had no doubt of her earnestness. It was of Bamtz’s
good faith that he was not at all sure. Bamtz wanted Davidson to promise
to call at Mirrah more or less regularly. He thought he saw an opening to
do business with rattans there, if only he could depend on some craft to bring
out trading goods and take away his produce.
“‘I have a few dollars to make a start on. The people are
all right.’
“He had come there, where he was not known, in a native prau, and
had managed, with his sedate manner and the exactly right kind of yarn he knew
how to tell to the natives, to ingratiate himself with the chief man.
“‘The Orang Kaya has given me that empty house there to live in as
long as I will stay,’ added Bamtz.
“‘Do it, Davy,’ cried the woman suddenly. ‘Think of that
poor kid.’
“‘Seen him? ’Cute little customer,’ said the reformed loafer
in such a tone of interest as to surprise Davidson into a kindly glance.
“‘I certainly can do it,’ he declared. He thought of at
first making some stipulation as to Bamtz behaving decently to the woman, but
his exaggerated delicacy and also the conviction that such a fellow’s promises
were worth nothing restrained him. Anne went a little distance down the
path with him talking anxiously.
“‘It’s for the kid. How could I have kept him with me if I
had to knock about in towns? Here he will never know that his mother was
a painted woman. And this Bamtz likes him. He’s real fond of
him. I suppose I ought to thank God for that.’
“Davidson shuddered at any human creature being brought so low as
to have to thank God for the favours or affection of a Bamtz.
“‘And do you think that you can make out to live here?’ he asked
gently.
“‘Can’t I? You know I have always stuck to men through thick
and thin till they had enough of me. And now look at me! But inside
I am as I always was. I have acted on the square to them all one after
another. Only they do get tired somehow. Oh, Davy! Harry
ought not to have cast me off. It was he that led me astray.’
“Davidson mentioned to her that Harry the Pearler had been dead
now for some years. Perhaps she had heard?
“She made a sign that she had heard; and walked by the side of
Davidson in silence nearly to the bank. Then she told him that her
meeting with him had brought back the old times to her mind. She had not
cried for years. She was not a crying woman either. It was hearing
herself called Laughing Anne that had started her sobbing like a fool.
Harry was the only man she had loved. The others—
“She shrugged her shoulders. But she prided herself on her
loyalty to the successive partners of her dismal adventures. She had
never played any tricks in her life. She was a pal worth having.
But men did get tired. They did not understand women. She supposed
it had to be.
“Davidson was attempting a veiled warning as to Bamtz, but she interrupted
him. She knew what men were. She knew what this man was like.
But he had taken wonderfully to the kid. And Davidson desisted willingly,
saying to himself that surely poor Laughing Anne could have no illusions by
this time. She wrung his hand hard at parting.
“‘It’s for the kid, Davy—it’s for the kid. Isn’t he a bright
little chap?’
CHAPTER II
“All this happened about two years before the day when Davidson,
sitting in this very room, talked to my friend. You will see presently
how this room can get full. Every seat’ll be occupied, and as you notice,
the tables are set close, so that the backs of the chairs are almost
touching. There is also a good deal of noisy talk here about one o’clock.
“I don’t suppose Davidson was talking very loudly; but very likely
he had to raise his voice across the table to my friend. And here
accident, mere accident, put in its work by providing a pair of fine ears close
behind Davidson’s chair. It was ten to one against, the owner of the same
having enough change in his pockets to get his tiffin here. But he
had. Most likely had rooked somebody of a few dollars at cards
overnight. He was a bright creature of the name of Fector, a spare,
short, jumpy fellow with a red face and muddy eyes. He described himself as
a journalist, as certain kind of women give themselves out as actresses in the
dock of a police-court.
“He used to introduce himself to strangers as a man with a mission
to track out abuses and fight them whenever found. He would also hint
that he was a martyr. And it’s a fact that he had been kicked,
horsewhipped, imprisoned, and hounded with ignominy out of pretty well every
place between Ceylon and Shanghai, for a professional blackmailer.
“I suppose, in that trade, you’ve got to have active wits and
sharp ears. It’s not likely that he overheard every word Davidson said
about his dollar collecting trip, but he heard enough to set his wits at work.
“He let Davidson go out, and then hastened away down to the native
slums to a sort of lodging-house kept in partnership by the usual sort of
Portuguese and a very disreputable Chinaman. Macao Hotel, it was called,
but it was mostly a gambling den that one used to warn fellows against.
Perhaps you remember?
“There, the evening before, Fector had met a precious couple, a
partnership even more queer than the Portuguese and the Chinaman. One of
the two was Niclaus—you know. Why! the fellow with a Tartar moustache and
a yellow complexion, like a Mongolian, only that his eyes were set straight and
his face was not so flat. One couldn’t tell what breed he was. A
nondescript beggar. From a certain angle you would think a very bilious
white man. And I daresay he was. He owned a Malay prau and called
himself The Nakhoda, as one would say: The Captain. Aha! Now you
remember. He couldn’t, apparently, speak any other European language than
English, but he flew the Dutch flag on his prau.
“The other was the Frenchman without hands. Yes. The
very same we used to know in ’79 in Sydney, keeping a little tobacco shop at
the lower end of George Street. You remember the huge carcase hunched up
behind the counter, the big white face and the long black hair brushed back off
a high forehead like a bard’s. He was always trying to roll cigarettes on
his knee with his stumps, telling endless yarns of Polynesia and whining and
cursing in turn about ‘mon malheur.’ His hands had been blown away
by a dynamite cartridge while fishing in some lagoon. This accident, I
believe, had made him more wicked than before, which is saying a good deal.
“He was always talking about ‘resuming his activities’ some day,
whatever they were, if he could only get an intelligent companion. It was
evident that the little shop was no field for his activities, and the sickly
woman with her face tied up, who used to look in sometimes through the back
door, was no companion for him.
“And, true enough, he vanished from Sydney before long, after some
trouble with the Excise fellows about his stock. Goods stolen out of a
warehouse or something similar. He left the woman behind, but he must
have secured some sort of companion—he could not have shifted for himself; but
whom he went away with, and where, and what other companions he might have
picked up afterwards, it is impossible to make the remotest guess about.
“Why exactly he came this way I can’t tell. Towards the end
of my time here we began to hear talk of a maimed Frenchman who had been seen
here and there. But no one knew then that he had foregathered with
Niclaus and lived in his prau. I daresay he put Niclaus up to a thing or
two. Anyhow, it was a partnership. Niclaus was somewhat afraid of
the Frenchman on account of his tempers, which were awful. He looked then
like a devil; but a man without hands, unable to load or handle a weapon, can
at best go for one only with his teeth. From that danger Niclaus felt
certain he could always defend himself.
“The couple were alone together loafing in the common-room of that
infamous hotel when Fector turned up. After some beating about the bush,
for he was doubtful how far he could trust these two, he repeated what he had
overheard in the tiffin-rooms.
“His tale did not have much success till he came to mention the
creek and Bamtz’s name. Niclaus, sailing about like a native in a prau,
was, in his own words, ‘familiar with the locality.’ The huge Frenchman,
walking up and down the room with his stumps in the pockets of his jacket,
stopped short in surprise. ‘Comment? Bamtz! Bamtz!’
“He had run across him several times in his life. He
exclaimed: ‘Bamtz! Mais je ne connais que ca!’
And he applied such a contemptuously indecent epithet to Bamtz that when,
later, he alluded to him as ‘une chiffe’ (a mere rag) it sounded quite
complimentary. ‘We can do with him what we like,’ he asserted confidently.
‘Oh, yes. Certainly we must hasten to pay a visit to that—’ (another
awful descriptive epithet quite unfit for repetition). ‘Devil take me if
we don’t pull off a coup that will set us all up for a long time.’
“He saw all that lot of dollars melted into bars and disposed of
somewhere on the China coast. Of the escape after the coup he
never doubted. There was Niclaus’s prau to manage that in.
“In his enthusiasm he pulled his stumps out of his pockets and
waved them about. Then, catching sight of them, as it were, he held them
in front of his eyes, cursing and blaspheming and bewailing his misfortune and
his helplessness, till Niclaus quieted him down.
“But it was his mind that planned out the affair and it was his
spirit which carried the other two on. Neither of them was of the bold
buccaneer type; and Fector, especially, had never in his adventurous life used
other weapons than slander and lies.
“That very evening they departed on a visit to Bamtz in Niclaus’s
prau, which had been lying, emptied of her cargo of cocoanuts, for a day or two
under the canal bridge. They must have crossed the bows of the
anchored Sissie, and no doubt looked at her with interest as the
scene of their future exploit, the great haul, le grand coup!
“Davidson’s wife, to his great surprise, sulked with him for
several days before he left. I don’t know whether it occurred to him
that, for all her angelic profile, she was a very stupidly obstinate
girl. She didn’t like the tropics. He had brought her out there,
where she had no friends, and now, she said, he was becoming
inconsiderate. She had a presentiment of some misfortune, and
notwithstanding Davidson’s painstaking explanations, she could not see why her
presentiments were to be disregarded. On the very last evening before
Davidson went away she asked him in a suspicious manner:
“‘Why is it that you are so anxious to go this time?’
“‘I am not anxious,’ protested the good Davidson. ‘I simply
can’t help myself. There’s no one else to go in my place.’
“‘Oh! There’s no one,’ she said, turning away slowly.
“She was so distant with him that evening that Davidson from a
sense of delicacy made up his mind to say good-bye to her at once and go and
sleep on board. He felt very miserable and, strangely enough, more on his
own account than on account of his wife. She seemed to him much more
offended than grieved.
“Three weeks later, having collected a good many cases of old
dollars (they were stowed aft in the lazarette with an iron bar and a padlock
securing the hatch under his cabin-table), yes, with a bigger lot than he had
expected to collect, he found himself homeward bound and off the entrance of
the creek where Bamtz lived and even, in a sense, flourished.
“It was so late in the day that Davidson actually hesitated whether
he should not pass by this time. He had no regard for Bamtz, who was a
degraded but not a really unhappy man. His pity for Laughing Anne was no
more than her case deserved. But his goodness was of a particularly
delicate sort. He realised how these people were dependent on him, and
how they would feel their dependence (if he failed to turn up) through a long
month of anxious waiting. Prompted by his sensitive humanity, Davidson,
in the gathering dusk, turned the Sissie’s head towards the
hardly discernible coast, and navigated her safety through a maze of shallow
patches. But by the time he got to the mouth of the creek the night had
come.
“The narrow waterway lay like a black cutting through the
forest. And as there were always grounded snaggs in the channel which it
would be impossible to make out, Davidson very prudently turned the Sissie round,
and with only enough steam on the boilers to give her a touch ahead if
necessary, let her drift up stern first with the tide, silent and invisible in
the impenetrable darkness and in the dumb stillness.
“It was a long job, and when at the end of two hours Davidson
thought he must be up to the clearing, the settlement slept already, the whole
land of forests and rivers was asleep.
“Davidson, seeing a solitary light in the massed darkness of the
shore, knew that it was burning in Bamtz’s house. This was unexpected at
this time of the night, but convenient as a guide. By a turn of the screw
and a touch of the helm he sheered the Sissie alongside
Bamtz’s wharf—a miserable structure of a dozen piles and a few planks, of which
the ex-vagabond was very proud. A couple of Kalashes jumped down on it,
took a turn with the ropes thrown to them round the posts, and the Sissie came
to rest without a single loud word or the slightest noise. And just in
time too, for the tide turned even before she was properly moored.
“Davidson had something to eat, and then, coming on deck for a
last look round, noticed that the light was still burning in the house.
“This was very unusual, but since they were awake so late,
Davidson thought that he would go up to say that he was in a hurry to be off
and to ask that what rattans there were in store should be sent on board with
the first sign of dawn.
“He stepped carefully over the shaky planks, not being anxious to
get a sprained ankle, and picked his way across the waste ground to the foot of
the house ladder. The house was but a glorified hut on piles, unfenced
and lonely.
“Like many a stout man, Davidson is very lightfooted. He
climbed the seven steps or so, stepped across the bamboo platform quietly, but
what he saw through the doorway stopped him short.
“Four men were sitting by the light of a solitary candle.
There was a bottle, a jug and glasses on the table, but they were not engaged
in drinking. Two packs of cards were lying there too, but they were not
preparing to play. They were talking together in whispers, and remained
quite unaware of him. He himself was too astonished to make a sound for
some time. The world was still, except for the sibilation of the
whispering heads bunched together over the table.
“And Davidson, as I have quoted him to you before, didn’t like
it. He didn’t like it at all.
“The situation ended with a scream proceeding from the dark,
interior part of the room. ‘O Davy! you’ve given me a turn.’
“Davidson made out beyond the table Anne’s very pale face.
She laughed a little hysterically, out of the deep shadows between the gloomy
mat walls. ‘Ha! ha! ha!’
“The four heads sprang apart at the first sound, and four pairs of
eyes became fixed stonily on Davidson. The woman came forward, having
little more on her than a loose chintz wrapper and straw slippers on her bare
feet. Her head was tied up Malay fashion in a red handkerchief, with a mass
of loose hair hanging under it behind. Her professional, gay, European
feathers had literally dropped off her in the course of these two years, but a
long necklace of amber beads hung round her uncovered neck. It was the
only ornament she had left; Bamtz had sold all her poor-enough trinkets during
the flight from Saigon—when their association began.
“She came forward, past the table, into the light, with her usual
groping gesture of extended arms, as though her soul, poor thing! had gone
blind long ago, her white cheeks hollow, her eyes darkly wild, distracted, as
Davidson thought. She came on swiftly, grabbed him by the arm, dragged
him in. ‘It’s heaven itself that sends you to-night. My Tony’s so
bad—come and see him. Come along—do!’
“Davidson submitted. The only one of the men to move was
Bamtz, who made as if to get up but dropped back in his chair again.
Davidson in passing heard him mutter confusedly something that sounded like
‘poor little beggar.’
“The child, lying very flushed in a miserable cot knocked up out
of gin-cases, stared at Davidson with wide, drowsy eyes. It was a bad
bout of fever clearly. But while Davidson was promising to go on board
and fetch some medicines, and generally trying to say reassuring things, he
could not help being struck by the extraordinary manner of the woman standing
by his side. Gazing with despairing expression down at the cot, she would
suddenly throw a quick, startled glance at Davidson and then towards the other
room.
“‘Yes, my poor girl,’ he whispered, interpreting her distraction
in his own way, though he had nothing precise in his mind. ‘I’m afraid
this bodes no good to you. How is it they are here?’
“She seized his forearm and breathed out forcibly: ‘No good to
me! Oh, no! But what about you! They are after the dollars
you have on board.’
“Davidson let out an astonished ‘How do they know there are any
dollars?’
“She clapped her hands lightly, in distress. ‘So it’s
true! You have them on board? Then look out for yourself.’
“They stood gazing down at the boy in the cot, aware that they
might be observed from the other room.
“‘We must get him to perspire as soon as possible,’ said Davidson
in his ordinary voice. ‘You’ll have to give him hot drink of some
kind. I will go on board and bring you a spirit-kettle amongst other
things.’ And he added under his breath: ‘Do they actually mean murder?’
“She made no sign, she had returned to her desolate contemplation
of the boy. Davidson thought she had not heard him even, when with an
unchanged expression she spoke under her breath.
“‘The Frenchman would, in a minute. The others shirk
it—unless you resist. He’s a devil. He keeps them going.
Without him they would have done nothing but talk. I’ve got chummy with
him. What can you do when you are with a man like the fellow I am with
now. Bamtz is terrified of them, and they know it. He’s in it from
funk. Oh, Davy! take your ship away—quick!’
“‘Too late,’ said Davidson. ‘She’s on the mud already.’
“If the kid hadn’t been in this state I would have run off with
him—to you—into the woods—anywhere. Oh, Davy! will he die?’ she cried
aloud suddenly.
“Davidson met three men in the doorway. They made way for
him without actually daring to face his glance. But Bamtz was the only
one who looked down with an air of guilt. The big Frenchman had remained
lolling in his chair; he kept his stumps in his pockets and addressed Davidson.
“‘Isn’t it unfortunate about that child! The distress of
that woman there upsets me, but I am of no use in the world. I couldn’t
smooth the sick pillow of my dearest friend. I have no hands. Would
you mind sticking one of those cigarettes there into the mouth of a poor,
harmless cripple? My nerves want soothing—upon my honour, they do.’
“Davidson complied with his naturally kind smile. As his
outward placidity becomes only more pronounced, if possible, the more reason
there is for excitement; and as Davidson’s eyes, when his wits are hard at
work, get very still and as if sleepy, the huge Frenchman might have been
justified in concluding that the man there was a mere sheep—a sheep ready for
slaughter. With a ‘merci bien’ he uplifted his huge carcase to
reach the light of the candle with his cigarette, and Davidson left the house.
“Going down to the ship and returning, he had time to consider his
position. At first he was inclined to believe that these men (Niclaus—the
white Nakhoda—was the only one he knew by sight before, besides Bamtz) were not
of the stamp to proceed to extremities. This was partly the reason why he
never attempted to take any measures on board. His pacific Kalashes were
not to be thought of as against white men. His wretched engineer would
have had a fit from fright at the mere idea of any sort of combat.
Davidson knew that he would have to depend on himself in this affair if it ever
came off.
“Davidson underestimated naturally the driving power of the
Frenchman’s character and the force of the actuating motive. To that man
so hopelessly crippled these dollars were an enormous opportunity. With
his share of the robbery he would open another shop in Vladivostok, Haïphong,
Manila—somewhere far away.
“Neither did it occur to Davidson, who is a man of courage, if
ever there was one, that his psychology was not known to the world at large,
and that to this particular lot of ruffians, who judged him by his appearance,
he appeared an unsuspicious, inoffensive, soft creature, as he passed again
through the room, his hands full of various objects and parcels destined for
the sick boy.
“All the four were sitting again round the table. Bamtz not
having the pluck to open his mouth, it was Niclaus who, as a collective voice,
called out to him thickly to come out soon and join in a drink.
“‘I think I’ll have to stay some little time in there, to help her
look after the boy,’ Davidson answered without stopping.
“This was a good thing to say to allay a possible suspicion.
And, as it was, Davidson felt he must not stay very long.
“He sat down on an old empty nail-keg near the improvised cot and
looked at the child; while Laughing Anne, moving to and fro, preparing the hot
drink, giving it to the boy in spoonfuls, or stopping to gaze motionless at the
flushed face, whispered disjointed bits of information. She had succeeded
in making friends with that French devil. Davy would understand that she
knew how to make herself pleasant to a man.
“And Davidson nodded without looking at her.
“The big beast had got to be quite confidential with her.
She held his cards for him when they were having a game. Bamtz!
Oh! Bamtz in his funk was only too glad to see the Frenchman
humoured. And the Frenchman had come to believe that she was a woman who
didn’t care what she did. That’s how it came about they got to talk
before her openly. For a long time she could not make out what game they
were up to. The new arrivals, not expecting to find a woman with Bamtz,
had been very startled and annoyed at first, she explained.
“She busied herself in attending to the boy; and nobody looking
into that room would have seen anything suspicious in those two people
exchanging murmurs by the sick-bedside.
“‘But now they think I am a better man than Bamtz ever was,’ she
said with a faint laugh.
“The child moaned. She went down on her knees, and, bending
low, contemplated him mournfully. Then raising her head, she asked
Davidson whether he thought the child would get better. Davidson was sure
of it. She murmured sadly: ‘Poor kid. There’s nothing in life for
such as he. Not a dog’s chance. But I couldn’t let him go,
Davy! I couldn’t.’
“Davidson felt a profound pity for the child. She laid her
hand on his knee and whispered an earnest warning against the Frenchman.
Davy must never let him come to close quarters. Naturally Davidson wanted
to know the reason, for a man without hands did not strike him as very
formidable under any circumstances.
“‘Mind you don’t let him—that’s all,’ she insisted anxiously,
hesitated, and then confessed that the Frenchman had got her away from the
others that afternoon and had ordered her to tie a seven-pound iron weight (out
of the set of weights Bamtz used in business) to his right stump. She had
to do it for him. She had been afraid of his savage temper. Bamtz
was such a craven, and neither of the other men would have cared what happened
to her. The Frenchman, however, with many awful threats had warned her
not to let the others know what she had done for him. Afterwards he had
been trying to cajole her. He had promised her that if she stood by him
faithfully in this business he would take her with him to Haïphong or some
other place. A poor cripple needed somebody to take care of him—always.
“Davidson asked her again if they really meant mischief. It
was, he told me, the hardest thing to believe he had run up against, as yet, in
his life. Anne nodded. The Frenchman’s heart was set on this
robbery. Davy might expect them, about midnight, creeping on board his
ship, to steal anyhow—to murder, perhaps. Her voice sounded weary, and
her eyes remained fastened on her child.
“And still Davidson could not accept it somehow; his contempt for
these men was too great.
“‘Look here, Davy,’ she said. ‘I’ll go outside with them
when they start, and it will be hard luck if I don’t find something to laugh
at. They are used to that from me. Laugh or cry—what’s the
odds. You will be able to hear me on board on this quiet night.
Dark it is too. Oh! it’s dark, Davy!—it’s dark!’
“‘Don’t you run any risks,’ said Davidson. Presently he
called her attention to the boy, who, less flushed now, had dropped into a
sound sleep. ‘Look. He’ll be all right.’
“She made as if to snatch the child up to her breast, but
restrained herself. Davidson prepared to go. She whispered
hurriedly:
“‘Mind, Davy! I’ve told them that you generally sleep aft in
the hammock under the awning over the cabin. They have been asking me
about your ways and about your ship, too. I told them all I knew. I
had to keep in with them. And Bamtz would have told them if I hadn’t—you
understand?’
“He made a friendly sign and went out. The men about the
table (except Bamtz) looked at him. This time it was Fector who
spoke. ‘Won’t you join us in a quiet game, Captain?’
“Davidson said that now the child was better he thought he would
go on board and turn in. Fector was the only one of the four whom he had,
so to speak, never seen, for he had had a good look at the Frenchman
already. He observed Fector’s muddy eyes, his mean, bitter mouth.
Davidson’s contempt for those men rose in his gorge, while his placid smile,
his gentle tones and general air of innocence put heart into them. They
exchanged meaning glances.
“‘We shall be sitting late over the cards,’ Fector said in his
harsh, low voice.
“‘Don’t make more noise than you can help.’
“‘Oh! we are a quiet lot. And if the invalid shouldn’t be so
well, she will be sure to send one of us down to call you, so that you may play
the doctor again. So don’t shoot at sight.’
“‘He isn’t a shooting man,’ struck in Niclaus.
“‘I never shoot before making sure there’s a reason for it—at any
rate,’ said Davidson.
“Bamtz let out a sickly snigger. The Frenchman alone got up
to make a bow to Davidson’s careless nod. His stumps were stuck immovably
in his pockets. Davidson understood now the reason.
“He went down to the ship. His wits were working actively,
and he was thoroughly angry. He smiled, he says (it must have been the
first grim smile of his life), at the thought of the seven-pound weight lashed
to the end of the Frenchman’s stump. The ruffian had taken that
precaution in case of a quarrel that might arise over the division of the
spoil. A man with an unsuspected power to deal killing blows could take
his own part in a sudden scrimmage round a heap of money, even against
adversaries armed with revolvers, especially if he himself started the row.
“‘He’s ready to face any of his friends with that thing. But
he will have no use for it. There will be no occasion to quarrel about
these dollars here,’ thought Davidson, getting on board quietly. He never
paused to look if there was anybody about the decks. As a matter of fact,
most of his crew were on shore, and the rest slept, stowed away in dark
corners.
“He had his plan, and he went to work methodically.
“He fetched a lot of clothing from below and disposed it in his
hammock in such a way as to distend it to the shape of a human body; then he
threw over all the light cotton sheet he used to draw over himself when
sleeping on deck. Having done this, he loaded his two revolvers and
clambered into one of the boats the Sissie carried right aft,
swung out on their davits. Then he waited.
“And again the doubt of such a thing happening to him crept into
his mind. He was almost ashamed of this ridiculous vigil in a boat.
He became bored. And then he became drowsy. The stillness of the
black universe wearied him. There was not even the lapping of the water
to keep him company, for the tide was out and the Sissie was
lying on soft mud. Suddenly in the breathless, soundless, hot night an
argus pheasant screamed in the woods across the stream. Davidson started
violently, all his senses on the alert at once.
“The candle was still burning in the house. Everything was
quiet again, but Davidson felt drowsy no longer. An uneasy premonition of
evil oppressed him.
“‘Surely I am not afraid,’ he argued with himself.
“The silence was like a seal on his ears, and his nervous inward
impatience grew intolerable. He commanded himself to keep still.
But all the same he was just going to jump out of the boat when a faint ripple
on the immensity of silence, a mere tremor in the air, the ghost of a silvery
laugh, reached his ears.
“Illusion!
“He kept very still. He had no difficulty now in emulating
the stillness of the mouse—a grimly determined mouse. But he could not
shake off that premonition of evil unrelated to the mere danger of the situation.
Nothing happened. It had been an illusion!
“A curiosity came to him to learn how they would go to work.
He wondered and wondered, till the whole thing seemed more absurd than ever.
“He had left the hanging lamp in the cabin burning as usual.
It was part of his plan that everything should be as usual. Suddenly in
the dim glow of the skylight panes a bulky shadow came up the ladder without a
sound, made two steps towards the hammock (it hung right over the skylight),
and stood motionless. The Frenchman!
“The minutes began to slip away. Davidson guessed that the
Frenchman’s part (the poor cripple) was to watch his (Davidson’s) slumbers
while the others were no doubt in the cabin busy forcing off the lazarette
hatch.
“What was the course they meant to pursue once they got hold of
the silver (there were ten cases, and each could be carried easily by two men)
nobody can tell now. But so far, Davidson was right. They were in
the cabin. He expected to hear the sounds of breaking-in every
moment. But the fact was that one of them (perhaps Fector, who had stolen
papers out of desks in his time) knew how to pick a lock, and apparently was
provided with the tools. Thus while Davidson expected every moment to
hear them begin down there, they had the bar off already and two cases actually
up in the cabin out of the lazarette.
“In the diffused faint glow of the skylight the Frenchman moved no
more than a statue. Davidson could have shot him with the greatest
ease—but he was not homicidally inclined. Moreover, he wanted to make
sure before opening fire that the others had gone to work. Not hearing
the sounds he expected to hear, he felt uncertain whether they all were on
board yet.
“While he listened, the Frenchman, whose immobility might have but
cloaked an internal struggle; moved forward a pace, then another.
Davidson, entranced, watched him advance one leg, withdraw his right stump, the
armed one, out of his pocket, and swinging his body to put greater force into
the blow, bring the seven-pound weight down on the hammock where the head of
the sleeper ought to have been.
“Davidson admitted to me that his hair stirred at the roots
then. But for Anne, his unsuspecting head would have been there.
The Frenchman’s surprise must have been simply overwhelming. He staggered
away from the lightly swinging hammock, and before Davidson could make a
movement he had vanished, bounding down the ladder to warn and alarm the other
fellows.
“Davidson sprang instantly out of the boat, threw up the skylight
flap, and had a glimpse of the men down there crouching round the hatch.
They looked up scared, and at that moment the Frenchman outside the door
bellowed out ‘Trahison—trahison!’ They bolted out of the
cabin, falling over each other and swearing awfully. The shot Davidson
let off down the skylight had hit no one; but he ran to the edge of the
cabin-top and at once opened fire at the dark shapes rushing about the
deck. These shots were returned, and a rapid fusillade burst out, reports
and flashes, Davidson dodging behind a ventilator and pulling the trigger till
his revolver clicked, and then throwing it down to take the other in his right
hand.
“He had been hearing in the din the Frenchman’s infuriated yells ‘Tuez-le! tuez-le!’
above the fierce cursing of the others. But though they fired at him they
were only thinking of clearing out. In the flashes of the last shots
Davidson saw them scrambling over the rail. That he had hit more than one
he was certain. Two different voices had cried out in pain. But
apparently none of them were disabled.
“Davidson leaned against the bulwark reloading his revolver
without haste. He had not the slightest apprehension of their coming
back. On the other hand, he had no intention of pursuing them on shore in
the dark. What they were doing he had no idea. Looking to their
hurts probably. Not very far from the bank the invisible Frenchman was
blaspheming and cursing his associates, his luck, and all the world. He
ceased; then with a sudden, vengeful yell, ‘It’s that woman!—it’s that woman
that has sold us,’ was heard running off in the night.
“Davidson caught his breath in a sudden pang of remorse. He
perceived with dismay that the stratagem of his defence had given Anne
away. He did not hesitate a moment. It was for him to save her
now. He leaped ashore. But even as he landed on the wharf he heard
a shrill shriek which pierced his very soul.
“The light was still burning in the house. Davidson,
revolver in hand, was making for it when another shriek, away to his left, made
him change his direction.
“He changed his direction—but very soon he stopped. It was
then that he hesitated in cruel perplexity. He guessed what had
happened. The woman had managed to escape from the house in some way, and
now was being chased in the open by the infuriated Frenchman. He trusted
she would try to run on board for protection.
“All was still around Davidson. Whether she had run on board
or not, this silence meant that the Frenchman had lost her in the dark.
“Davidson, relieved, but still very anxious, turned towards the
river-side. He had not made two steps in that direction when another
shriek burst out behind him, again close to the house.
“He thinks that the Frenchman had lost sight of the poor woman
right enough. Then came that period of silence. But the horrible
ruffian had not given up his murderous purpose. He reasoned that she
would try to steal back to her child, and went to lie in wait for her near the
house.
“It must have been something like that. As she entered the
light falling about the house-ladder, he had rushed at her too soon, impatient
for vengeance. She had let out that second scream of mortal fear when she
caught sight of him, and turned to run for life again.
“This time she was making for the river, but not in a straight
line. Her shrieks circled about Davidson. He turned on his heels,
following the horrible trail of sound in the darkness. He wanted to shout
‘This way, Anne! I am here!’ but he couldn’t. At the horror of this
chase, more ghastly in his imagination than if he could have seen it, the
perspiration broke out on his forehead, while his throat was as dry as
tinder. A last supreme scream was cut short suddenly.
“The silence which ensued was even more dreadful. Davidson
felt sick. He tore his feet from the spot and walked straight before him,
gripping the revolver and peering into the obscurity fearfully. Suddenly
a bulky shape sprang from the ground within a few yards of him and bounded
away. Instinctively he fired at it, started to run in pursuit, and
stumbled against something soft which threw him down headlong.
“Even as he pitched forward on his head he knew it could be
nothing else but Laughing Anne’s body. He picked himself up and,
remaining on his knees, tried to lift her in his arms. He felt her so
limp that he gave it up. She was lying on her face, her long hair
scattered on the ground. Some of it was wet. Davidson, feeling
about her head, came to a place where the crushed bone gave way under his
fingers. But even before that discovery he knew that she was dead.
The pursuing Frenchman had flung her down with a kick from behind, and,
squatting on her back, was battering in her skull with the weight she herself
had fastened to his stump, when the totally unexpected Davidson loomed up in the
night and scared him away.
“Davidson, kneeling by the side of that woman done so miserably to
death, was overcome by remorse. She had died for him. His manhood
was as if stunned. For the first time he felt afraid. He might have
been pounced upon in the dark at any moment by the murderer of Laughing
Anne. He confesses to the impulse of creeping away from that pitiful
corpse on his hands and knees to the refuge of the ship. He even says
that he actually began to do so. . .
“One can hardly picture to oneself Davidson crawling away on all
fours from the murdered woman—Davidson unmanned and crushed by the idea that
she had died for him in a sense. But he could not have gone very
far. What stopped him was the thought of the boy, Laughing Anne’s child,
that (Davidson remembered her very words) would not have a dog’s chance.
“This life the woman had left behind her appeared to Davidson’s
conscience in the light of a sacred trust. He assumed an erect attitude
and, quaking inwardly still, turned about and walked towards the house.
“For all his tremors he was very determined; but that smashed
skull had affected his imagination, and he felt very defenceless in the
darkness, in which he seemed to hear faintly now here, now there, the prowling
footsteps of the murderer without hands. But he never faltered in his
purpose. He got away with the boy safely after all. The house he
found empty. A profound silence encompassed him all the time, except
once, just as he got down the ladder with Tony in his arms, when a faint groan
reached his ears. It seemed to come from the pitch-black space between
the posts on which the house was built, but he did not stop to investigate.
“It’s no use telling you in detail how Davidson got on board with
the burden Anne’s miserably cruel fate had thrust into his arms; how next
morning his scared crew, after observing from a distance the state of affairs
on board, rejoined with alacrity; how Davidson went ashore and, aided by his
engineer (still half dead with fright), rolled up Laughing Anne’s body in a
cotton sheet and brought it on board for burial at sea later. While busy
with this pious task, Davidson, glancing about, perceived a huge heap of white
clothes huddled up against the corner-post of the house. That it was the
Frenchman lying there he could not doubt. Taking it in connection with
the dismal groan he had heard in the night, Davidson is pretty sure that his
random shot gave a mortal hurt to the murderer of poor Anne.
“As to the others, Davidson never set eyes on a single one of
them. Whether they had concealed themselves in the scared settlement, or
bolted into the forest, or were hiding on board Niclaus’s prau, which could be
seen lying on the mud a hundred yards or so higher up the creek, the fact is
that they vanished; and Davidson did not trouble his head about them. He
lost no time in getting out of the creek directly the Sissie floated.
After steaming some twenty miles clear of the coast, he (in his own words)
‘committed the body to the deep.’ He did everything himself. He
weighted her down with a few fire-bars, he read the service, he lifted the
plank, he was the only mourner. And while he was rendering these last
services to the dead, the desolation of that life and the atrocious
wretchedness of its end cried aloud to his compassion, whispered to him in
tones of self-reproach.
“He ought to have handled the warning she had given him in another
way. He was convinced now that a simple display of watchfulness would
have been enough to restrain that vile and cowardly crew. But the fact
was that he had not quite believed that anything would be attempted.
“The body of Laughing Anne having been ‘committed to the deep’
some twenty miles S.S.W. from Cape Selatan, the task before Davidson was to
commit Laughing Anne’s child to the care of his wife. And there poor,
good Davidson made a fatal move. He didn’t want to tell her the whole
awful story, since it involved the knowledge of the danger from which he,
Davidson, had escaped. And this, too, after he had been laughing at her
unreasonable fears only a short time before.
“‘I thought that if I told her everything,’ Davidson explained to
me, ‘she would never have a moment’s peace while I was away on my trips.’
“He simply stated that the boy was an orphan, the child of some people
to whom he, Davidson, was under the greatest obligation, and that he felt
morally bound to look after him. Some day he would tell her more, he
said, and meantime he trusted in the goodness and warmth of her heart, in her
woman’s natural compassion.
“He did not know that her heart was about the size of a parched
pea, and had the proportional amount of warmth; and that her faculty of
compassion was mainly directed to herself. He was only startled and
disappointed at the air of cold surprise and the suspicious look with which she
received his imperfect tale. But she did not say much. She never
had much to say. She was a fool of the silent, hopeless kind.
“What story Davidson’s crew thought fit to set afloat in Malay
town is neither here nor there. Davidson himself took some of his friends
into his confidence, besides giving the full story officially to the Harbour
Master.
“The Harbour Master was considerably astonished. He didn’t
think, however, that a formal complaint should be made to the Dutch Government.
They would probably do nothing in the end, after a lot of trouble and
correspondence. The robbery had not come off, after all. Those
vagabonds could be trusted to go to the devil in their own way. No amount
of fuss would bring the poor woman to life again, and the actual murderer had
been done justice to by a chance shot from Davidson. Better let the
matter drop.
“This was good common sense. But he was impressed.
“‘Sounds a terrible affair, Captain Davidson.’
“‘Aye, terrible enough,’ agreed the remorseful Davidson. But
the most terrible thing for him, though he didn’t know it yet then, was that
his wife’s silly brain was slowly coming to the conclusion that Tony was
Davidson’s child, and that he had invented that lame story to introduce him into
her pure home in defiance of decency, of virtue—of her most sacred feelings.
“Davidson was aware of some constraint in his domestic
relations. But at the best of times she was not demonstrative; and
perhaps that very coldness was part of her charm in the placid Davidson’s
eyes. Women are loved for all sorts of reasons and even for
characteristics which one would think repellent. She was watching him and
nursing her suspicions.
“Then, one day, Monkey-faced Ritchie called on that sweet, shy
Mrs. Davidson. She had come out under his care, and he considered himself
a privileged person—her oldest friend in the tropics. He posed for a
great admirer of hers. He was always a great chatterer. He had got
hold of the story rather vaguely, and he started chattering on that subject,
thinking she knew all about it. And in due course he let out something
about Laughing Anne.
“‘Laughing Anne,’ says Mrs. Davidson with a start. ‘What’s
that?’
“Ritchie plunged into circumlocution at once, but she very soon
stopped him. ‘Is that creature dead?’ she asks.
“‘I believe so,’ stammered Ritchie. ‘Your husband says so.’
“‘But you don’t know for certain?’
“‘No! How could I, Mrs. Davidson!’
“‘That’s all wanted to know,’ says she, and goes out of the room.
“When Davidson came home she was ready to go for him, not with
common voluble indignation, but as if trickling a stream of cold clear water
down his back. She talked of his base intrigue with a vile woman, of
being made a fool of, of the insult to her dignity.
“Davidson begged her to listen to him and told her all the story,
thinking that it would move a heart of stone. He tried to make her
understand his remorse. She heard him to the end, said ‘Indeed!’ and
turned her back on him.
“‘Don’t you believe me?’ he asked, appalled.
“She didn’t say yes or no. All she said was, ‘Send that brat
away at once.’
“‘I can’t throw him out into the street,’ cried Davidson.
‘You don’t mean it.’
“‘I don’t care. There are charitable institutions for such
children, I suppose.’
“‘That I will never do,’ said Davidson.
“‘Very well. That’s enough for me.’
“Davidson’s home after this was like a silent, frozen hell for
him. A stupid woman with a sense of grievance is worse than an unchained
devil. He sent the boy to the White Fathers in Malacca. This was
not a very expensive sort of education, but she could not forgive him for not
casting the offensive child away utterly. She worked up her sense of her
wifely wrongs and of her injured purity to such a pitch that one day, when poor
Davidson was pleading with her to be reasonable and not to make an impossible
existence for them both, she turned on him in a chill passion and told him that
his very sight was odious to her.
“Davidson, with his scrupulous delicacy of feeling, was not the
man to assert his rights over a woman who could not bear the sight of
him. He bowed his head; and shortly afterwards arranged for her to go
back to her parents. That was exactly what she wanted in her outraged
dignity. And then she had always disliked the tropics and had detested
secretly the people she had to live amongst as Davidson’s wife. She took
her pure, sensitive, mean little soul away to Fremantle or somewhere in that
direction. And of course the little girl went away with her too. What
could poor Davidson have done with a little girl on his hands, even if she had
consented to leave her with him—which is unthinkable.
“This is the story that has spoiled Davidson’s smile for him—which
perhaps it wouldn’t have done so thoroughly had he been less of a good fellow.”
Hollis ceased. But before we rose from the table I asked him
if he knew what had become of Laughing Anne’s boy.
He counted carefully the change handed him by the Chinaman waiter,
and raised his head.
“Oh! that’s the finishing touch. He was a bright, taking
little chap, as you know, and the Fathers took very special pains in his
bringing up. Davidson expected in his heart to have some comfort out of
him. In his placid way he’s a man who needs affection. Well, Tony
has grown into a fine youth—but there you are! He wants to be a priest;
his one dream is to be a missionary. The Fathers assure Davidson that it
is a serious vocation. They tell him he has a special disposition for
mission work, too. So Laughing Anne’s boy will lead a saintly life in
China somewhere; he may even become a martyr; but poor Davidson is left out in
the cold. He will have to go downhill without a single human affection
near him because of these old dollars.”
Jan. 1914
Footnote: [188] The gallows, supposed to be widowed
of the last executed criminal and waiting for another.
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