THE BEST SHORT STORIES OF 1920
EDITED BY EDWARD J. O'BRIEN
BOSTON SMALL, MAYNARD & COMPANY PUBLISHERS
TO SHERWOOD ANDERSON
BY SHERWOOD ANDERSON
from The Little
Review
"I am in love with
my wife," he said—a superfluous remark, as I had not questioned his
attachment to the woman he had married. We walked for ten minutes and then he
said it again. I turned to look at him. He began to talk and told me the tale I
am now about to set down.
The thing he had on his
mind happened during what must have been the most eventful week of his life. He
was to be married on Friday afternoon. On Friday of the week before he got a
telegram announcing his appointment to a government position. Something else
happened that made him very proud and glad. In secret he was in the habit of
writing verses and during the year before several of them had been printed in
poetry magazines. One of the societies that give prizes for what they think the
best poems published during the year put his name at the head of their list.
The story of his triumph was printed in the newspapers of his home city, and
one of them also printed his picture.
As might have been
expected, he was excited and in a rather highly strung nervous state all during
that week. Almost every evening he went to call on his fiancée, the daughter of
a judge. When he got there the house was filled with people and many letters,
telegrams and packages were being received. He stood a little to one side and
men and women kept coming to speak with him. They congratulated him upon his
success in getting the government position and on his achievement as a poet.
Everyone seemed to be praising him, and when he went home to bed he could not
sleep. On Wednesday evening he went to the theatre and it seemed to him that
people all over the house recognized him. Everyone nodded and smiled. After the
first act five or six men and two women left their seats to gather about him. A
little group was formed. Strangers sitting along the same row of seats
stretched their necks and looked. He had never received so much attention
before, and now a fever of expectancy took possession of him.
As he explained when he
told me of his experience, it was for him an altogether abnormal time. He felt
like one floating in air. When he got into bed after seeing so many people and
hearing so many words of praise his head whirled round and round. When he
closed his eyes a crowd of people invaded his room. It seemed as though the
minds of all the people of his city were centered on himself. The most absurd
fancies took possession of him. He imagined himself riding in a carriage
through the streets of a city. Windows were thrown open and people ran out at
the doors of houses. "There he is. That's him," they shouted, and at
the words a glad cry arose. The carriage drove into a street blocked with
people. A hundred thousand pairs of eyes looked up at him. "There you are!
What a fellow you have managed to make of yourself!" the eyes seemed to be
saying.
My friend could not
explain whether the excitement of the people was due to the fact that he had
written a new poem or whether, in his new government position, he had performed
some notable act. The apartment where he lived at that time was on a street
perched along the top of a cliff far out at the edge of the city and from his
bedroom window he could look down over trees and factory roofs to a river. As
he could not sleep and as the fancies that kept crowding in upon him only made
him more excited, he got out of bed and tried to think.
As would be natural
under such circumstances, he tried to control his thoughts, but when he sat by
the window and was wide awake a most unexpected and humiliating thing happened.
The night was clear and fine. There was a moon. He wanted to dream of the woman
who was to be his wife, think out lines for noble poems or make plans that
would affect his career. Much to his surprise his mind refused to do anything
of the sort.
At a corner of the
street where he lived there was a small cigar store and newspaper stand run by
a fat man of forty and his wife, a small active woman with bright grey eyes. In
the morning he stopped there to buy a paper before going down to the city.
Sometimes he saw only the fat man, but often the man had disappeared and the
woman waited on him. She was, as he assured me at least twenty times in telling
me his tale, a very ordinary person with nothing special or notable about her,
but for some reason he could not explain being in her presence stirred him
profoundly. During that week in the midst of his distraction she was the only
person he knew who stood out clear and distinct in his mind. When he wanted so
much to think noble thoughts, he could think only of her. Before he knew what
was happening his imagination had taken hold of the notion of having a love
affair with the woman.
"I could not
understand myself," he declared, in telling me the story. "At night,
when the city was quiet and when I should have been asleep, I thought about her
all the time. After two or three days of that sort of thing the consciousness
of her got into my daytime thoughts. I was terribly muddled. When I went to see
the woman who is now my wife I found that my love for her was in no way
affected by my vagrant thoughts. There was but one woman in the world I wanted
to live with me and to be my comrade in undertaking to improve my own character
and my position in the world, but for the moment, you see, I wanted this other
woman to be in my arms. She had worked her way into my being. On all sides
people were saying I was a big man who would do big things, and there I was.
That evening when I went to the theatre I walked home because I knew I would be
unable to sleep, and to satisfy the annoying impulse in myself I went and stood
on the sidewalk before the tobacco shop. It was a two story building, and I
knew the woman lived upstairs with her husband. For a long time I stood in the
darkness with my body pressed against the wall of the building and then I
thought of the two of them up there, no doubt in bed together. That made me
furious.
"Then I grew more
furious at myself. I went home and got into bed shaken with anger. There are
certain books of verse and some prose writings that have always moved me
deeply, and so I put several books on a table by my bed.
"The voices in the
books were like the voices of the dead. I did not hear them. The words printed
on the lines would not penetrate into my consciousness. I tried to think of the
woman I loved, but her figure had also become something far away, something
with which I for the moment seemed to have nothing to do. I rolled and tumbled
about in the bed. It was a miserable experience.
"On Thursday
morning I went into the store. There stood the woman alone. I think she knew
how I felt. Perhaps she had been thinking of me as I had been thinking of her.
A doubtful hesitating smile played about the corners of her mouth. She had on a
dress made of cheap cloth, and there was a tear on the shoulder. She must have
been ten years older than myself. When I tried to put my pennies on the glass
counter behind which she stood my hand trembled so that the pennies made a
sharp rattling noise. When I spoke the voice that came out of my throat did not
sound like anything that had ever belonged to me. It barely arose above a thick
whisper. 'I want you,' I said. 'I want you very much. Can't you run away from
your husband? Come to me at my apartment at seven to-night.'
"The woman did come
to my apartment at seven. That morning she did not say anything at all. For a
minute perhaps we stood looking at each other. I had forgotten everything in
the world but just her. Then she nodded her head and I went away. Now that I
think of it I cannot remember a word I ever heard her say. She came to my
apartment at seven and it was dark. You must understand this was in the month
of October. I had not lighted a light and I had sent my servant away.
"During that day I
was no good at all. Several men came to see me at my office, but I got all
muddled up in trying to talk with them. They attributed my rattle-headedness to
my approaching marriage and went away laughing.
"It was on that
morning, just the day before my marriage, that I got a long and very beautiful
letter from my fiancée. During the night before she also had been unable to
sleep and had got out of bed to write the letter. Everything she said in it was
very sharp and real, but she herself, as a living thing, seemed to have receded
into the distance. It seemed to me that she was like a bird, flying far away in
distant skies, and I was like a perplexed bare-footed boy standing in the dusty
road before a farm house and looking at her receding figure. I wonder if you
will understand what I mean?
"In regard to the
letter. In it she, the awakening woman, poured out her heart. She of course knew
nothing of life, but she was a woman. She lay, I suppose, in her bed feeling
nervous and wrought up as I had been doing. She realized that a great change
was about to take place in her life and was glad and afraid too. There she lay
thinking of it all. Then she got out of bed and began talking to me on the bit
of paper. She told me how afraid she was and how glad too. Like most young
women she had heard things whispered. In the letter she was very sweet and
fine. 'For a long time, after we are married, we will forget we are a man and
woman,' she wrote. 'We will be human beings. You must remember that I am
ignorant and often I will be very stupid. You must love me and be very patient
and kind. When I know more, when after a long time you have taught me the way
of life, I will try to repay you. I will love you tenderly and passionately.
The possibility of that is in me, or I would not want to marry at all. I am
afraid but I am also happy. O, I am so glad our marriage time is near at hand.'
"Now you see clearly
enough into what a mess I had got. In my office, after I read my fiancée's
letter, I became at once very resolute and strong. I remember that I got out of
my chair and walked about, proud of the fact that I was to be the husband of so
noble a woman. Right away I felt concerning her as I had been feeling, about
myself before I found out what a weak thing I was. To be sure I took a strong
resolution that I would not be weak. At nine that evening I had planned to run
in to see my fiancée. 'I'm all right now,' I said to myself. 'The beauty of her
character has saved me from myself. I will go home now and send the other woman
away.' In the morning I had telephoned to my servant and told him that I did
not want him to be at the apartment that evening and I now picked up the
telephone to tell him to stay at home.
"Then a thought
came to me. 'I will not want him there in any event,' I told myself. 'What will
he think when he sees a woman coming to my place on the evening before the day
I am to be married?' I put the telephone down and prepared to go home. 'If I
want my servant out of the apartment it is because I do not want him to hear me
talk with the woman. I cannot be rude to her. I will have to make some kind of
an explanation,' I said to myself.
"The woman came at
seven o'clock, and, as you may have guessed, I let her in and forgot the
resolution I had made. It is likely I never had any intention of doing anything
else. There was a bell on my door, but she did not ring, but knocked very
softly. It seems to me that everything she did that evening was soft and quiet
but very determined and quick. Do I make myself clear? When she came I was
standing just within the door, where I had been standing and waiting for a half
hour. My hands were trembling as they had trembled in the morning when her eyes
looked at me and when I tried to put the pennies on the counter in the store.
When I opened the door she stepped quickly in and I took her into my arms. We
stood together in the darkness. My hands no longer trembled. I felt very happy
and strong.
"Although I have
tried to make everything clear I have not told you what the woman I married is
like. I have emphasized, you see, the other woman. I make the blind statement
that I love my wife, and to a man of your shrewdness that means nothing at all.
To tell the truth, had I not started to speak of this matter I would feel more
comfortable. It is inevitable that I give you the impression that I am in love
with the tobacconist's wife. That's not true. To be sure I was very conscious
of her all during the week before my marriage, but after she had come to me at
my apartment she went entirely out of my mind.
"Am I telling the
truth? I am trying very hard to tell what happened to me. I am saying that I
have not since that evening thought of the woman who came to my apartment. Now,
to tell the facts of the case, that is not true. On that evening I went to my
fiancée at nine, as she had asked me to do in her letter. In a kind of way I
cannot explain the other woman went with me. This is what I mean—you see I had
been thinking that if anything happened between me and the tobacconist's wife I
would not be able to go through with my marriage. 'It is one thing or the other
with me,' I had said to myself.
"As a matter of
fact I went to see my beloved on that evening filled with a new faith in the
outcome of our life together. I am afraid I muddle this matter in trying to
tell it. A moment ago I said the other woman, the tobacconist's wife, went with
me. I do not mean she went in fact. What I am trying to say is that something
of her faith in her own desires and her courage in seeing things through went
with me. Is that clear to you? When I got to my fiancée's house there was a
crowd of people standing about. Some were relatives from distant places I had
not seen before. She looked up quickly when I came into the room. My face must
have been radiant. I never saw her so moved. She thought her letter had
affected me deeply, and of course it had. Up she jumped and ran to meet me. She
was like a glad child. Right before the people who turned and looked
inquiringly at us, she said the thing that was in her mind. 'O, I am so happy,'
she cried. 'You have understood. We will be two human beings. We will not have
to be husband and wife.'
"As you may suppose,
everyone laughed, but I did not laugh. The tears came into my eyes. I was so
happy I wanted to shout. Perhaps you understand what I mean. In the office that
day when I read the letter my fiancée had written I had said to myself, 'I will
take care of the dear little woman.' There was something smug, you see, about
that. In her house when she cried out in that way, and when everyone laughed,
what I said to myself was something like this: 'We will take care of
ourselves.' I whispered something of the sort into her ears. To tell you the
truth I had come down off my perch. The spirit of the other woman did that to
me. Before all the people gathered about I held my fiancée close and we kissed.
They thought it very sweet of us to be so affected at the sight of each other.
What they would have thought had they known the truth about me God only knows!
"Twice now I have
said that after that evening I never thought of the other woman at all. That is
partially true but sometimes in the evening when I am walking alone in the
street or in the park as we are walking now, and when evening comes softly and
quickly as it has come to-night, the feeling of her comes sharply into my body
and mind. After that one meeting I never saw her again. On the next day I was
married and I have never gone back into her street. Often however as I am
walking along as I am doing now, a quick sharp earthy feeling takes possession
of me. It is as though I were a seed in the ground and the warm rains of the
spring had come. It is as though I were not a man but a tree.
"And now you see I
am married and everything is all right. My marriage is to me a very beautiful
fact. If you were to say that my marriage is not a happy one I could call you a
liar and be speaking the absolute truth. I have tried to tell you about this
other woman. There is a kind of relief in speaking of her. I have never done it
before. I wonder why I was so silly as to be afraid that I would give you the
impression I am not in love with my wife. If I did not instinctively trust your
understanding I would not have spoken. As the matter stands I have a little
stirred myself up. To-night I shall think of the other woman. That sometimes
occurs. It will happen after I have gone to bed. My wife sleeps in the next
room to mine and the door is always left open. There will be a moon to-night,
and when there is a moon long streaks of light fall on her bed. I shall awake
at midnight to-night. She will be lying asleep with one arm thrown over her
head.
"What is that I am
talking about? A man does not speak of his wife lying in bed. What I am trying
to say is that, because of this talk, I shall think of the other woman
to-night. My thoughts will not take the form they did the week before I was
married. I will wonder what has become of the woman. For a moment I will again
feel myself holding her close. I will think that for an hour I was closer to
her than I have ever been to anyone else. Then I will think of the time when I
will be as close as that to my wife. She is still, you see, an awakening woman.
For a moment I will close my eyes and the quick, shrewd, determined eyes of
that other woman will look into mine. My head will swim and then I will quickly
open my eyes and see again the dear woman with whom I have undertaken to live
out my life. Then I will sleep and when I awake in the morning it will be as it
was that evening when I walked out of my dark apartment after having had the
most notable experience of my life. What I mean to say, you understand, is
that, for me, when I awake, the other woman will be utterly gone."
by EDWINA STANTON
BABCOCK
from Harper's
Magazine
Gargoyle stole up the
piazza steps. His arms were full of field flowers. He stood there staring over
his burden.
A hush fell upon tea-
and card-tables. The younger women on the Strang veranda glanced at one
another. The girl at the piano hesitated in her light stringing of musical
sentences.
John Strang rose.
"Not now, Gargoyle, old man." Taking the flowers from the thin hands,
he laid them on the rug at his wife's feet, then gently motioned the intruder
away. Gargoyle flitted contentedly down the broad steps to the smooth drive,
and was soon hidden by masses of rhododendron on the quadrangle.
Only one guest raised
questioning eyebrows as Strang resumed his seat. This girl glanced over his
shoulder at the aimless child straying off into the trees.
"I should think an
uncanny little person like that would get on Mrs. Strang's nerves; he gives me
the creeps!"
"Yes? Mrs. Strang
is hardly as sensitive as you might suppose. What do you say of a lady who
enjoys putting the worms on her shrinking husband's hook? Not only that, but
who banters the worms, telling them it's all for their own good?"
The mistress of
Heartholm, looking over at the two, shook a deprecating head. But Strang seemed
to derive amusement from the guest's disapproval.
Mockwood, where the
Strangs lived, had its impressiveness partly accounted for by the practical
American name of "residential park." This habitat, covering many
thousands of acres, gave evidence of the usual New World compromise between
fantastic wealth and over-reached restraint. Polished automobiles gliding
noiselessly through massed purple and silver shrubberies, receded into bland
glooms of well-thought-out boscage. The architecture, a judicious mixture of
haughty roofs and opulent chimneys, preened itself behind exclusive screens of
wall and vine, and the entire frontage of Mockwood presented a polished
elegance which did not entirely conceal a silent plausibility of expense.
At Heartholm, the
Strangs' place, alone, had the purely conventional been smitten in its smooth
face. The banker's country home was built on the lines of his own physical
height and mental breadth. Strang had flung open his living-rooms to vistas of
tree branches splashing against the morning blue. His back stairs were as
aspiring as the Apostles' Creed, and his front stairs as soaring as the
Canticle to the Sun. As he had laid out his seven-mile drive on a deer track
leading to a forest spring, so had he spoken for his flowers the word, which,
though it freed them from the prunes and prisms of a landscape gardener, held
them, glorified vassals, to their original masters, sun and rain.
Strang and his love for
untrammeled nature were hard pills for Mockwooders to swallow. Here was a man
who, while he kept one on the alert, was to be deplored; who homesteaded
squirrels, gave rabbits their own licentious ways, was whimsically tolerant of
lichens, mushrooms, and vagabond vines. This was also the man who, when his
gardener's wife gave birth to a deaf and dumb baby, encouraged his own wife to
make a pet of the unfortunate youngster, and when he could walk gave him his
freedom of the Heartholm acres.
It was this sort of
thing, Mockwooders agreed, that "explained" the Strangs. It was the
desultory gossip of fashionable breakfast tables how Evelyn Strang was
frequently seen at the gardener's cottage, talking to the poor mother about her
youngest. The gardener's wife had other children, all strong and hearty. These
went to school, survived the rigors of "regents" examinations, and
were beginning to talk of "accepting" positions. There would never be
any position for little Gargoyle, as John Strang called him, to
"accept."
"Let the child run
about," the village doctors had advised. "Let him run about in the
sun and make himself useful."
But people who "run
about in the sun" are seldom inclined to make themselves useful, and no
one could make Gargoyle so. It would have been as well to try to train woodbine
to draw water or to educate cattails to write Greek. The little boy spent all
of the day idling; it was a curious, Oriental sort of idling. Callers at
Heartholm grew disapprovingly accustomed to the sight of the grotesque face and
figure peering through the shrubberies; they shrugged their shoulders
impatiently, coming upon the recumbent child dreamily gazing at his own
reflection in the lily-pond, looking necromantically out from the molten purple
of a wind-blown beech, or standing at gaze in a clump of iris.
Strang with his amused
laugh fended off all protest and neighborly advice.
"That's Gargoyle's
special variety of hashish. He lives in a flower-harem—in a five-year-old
Solomon's Song. I've often seen the irises kowtowing to him, and his attitude
toward them is distinctly personal and lover-like. If that little chap could
only talk there would be some fun, but what Gargoyle thinks would hardly fit
itself to words—besides, then"—Strang twinkled at the idea—"none of
us would fancy having him around with those natural eyes—that undressed little
mind."
It was in good-humored
explanations like this that the Strangs managed to conceal their real interest
in Gargoyle. They did not remind people of their only child, the brave boy of
seven, who died before they came to Mockwood. Under the common sense that set
the two instantly to work building a new home, creating new associations, lay
the everlasting pain of an old life, when, as parents of a son, they had seemed
to tread springier soil, to breathe keener, more vital air. And, though the
Strangs adhered patiently to the recognized technicalities of Mockwood
existence, they never lost sight of a hope, of which, against the increasing
evidence of worldly logic, their human hearts still made ceaseless frantic
attestation.
Very slowly, but very
constructively, it had become a fierce though governed passion with both—to
learn something of the spiritual life coursing back of the material universe.
Equally slowly and inevitably had the two come to believe that the little
changeling at the lodge held some wordless clue, some unconscious knowledge as
to that outer sphere, that surrounding, peopled ether, in which, under their
apparent rationality, the two had come to believe. Yet the banker and his wife
stood to Mockwooders for no special cult or fad; it was only between themselves
that their quest had become a slowly developing motive.
"Gargoyle was under
the rose-arbor this morning." It was according to custom that Evelyn
Strang would relate the child's latest phase. "He sat there without
stirring such a long time that I was fascinated. I noticed that he never picked
a rose, never smelled one. The early sun fell slanting through their petals
till they glowed like thin little wheels of fire. John dear, it was that
scalloped fire which Gargoyle was staring at. The flowers seemed to lean toward
him, vibrating color and perfumes too delicate for me to hear. I only
saw and smelled the flowers; Gargoyle looked as if he felt them!
Don't laugh; you know we look at flowers because when we were little, people
always said, 'See the pretty flower, smell the pretty flower,' but no one said,
'Listen and see if you can hear the flower grow; be still and see if you can
catch the flower speaking.'"
Strang never did laugh,
never brushed away these fantastic ideas. Settling back in his piazza chair,
his big hands locked together, he would listen, amusing himself with his pet
theory of Gargoyle's "undressed mind."
"By the way,"
he said once, "that reminds me, have you ever seen our young Solomon of
the flower-harem smile?"
"Of course I
haven't; neither have you." Young Mrs. Strang averred it confidently.
"He never has smiled, poor baby, nor cried—his mother told me that long
ago."
The banker kept his eyes
on the treetops; he had his finger-tips nicely balanced before he remarked,
with seeming irrelevance:
"You know that nest
in the tree we call the Siegfried tree?"
She nodded.
"The other day a
bird fell out of it, one of the young ones, pushed out by a housecleaning
mother, I suppose. It killed the poor little feathered gawk. I saw Gargoyle
run, quick as a flash, and pick it up. He pushed open the closing eyes, tried
to place the bird on a hollyhock stalk, to spread its wings, in every way to
give it motion. When, after each attempt, he saw it fall to the ground, he
stood still, looking at it very hard. Suddenly, to my surprise, he seemed to
understand something, to comprehend it fully and delightedly.
He laughed." Strang stopped, looking intently at his wife.
"I can imagine that
laugh," she mused.
Strang shook his head.
"I don't think you can. It—it wasn't pleasant. It was as uncanny as the
rest of the little chap—a long, rattling, eerie sound, as if a tree should
groan or a butterfly curse; but wait—there's more." In his earnestness
Strang sat up, adding, "Then Gargoyle got up and stretched out his hands,
not to the sky, but to the air all around him. It was as if—" Here Strang,
the normal, healthy man of the world, hesitated; it was only the father of the
little boy who had died who admitted in low tones: "You would have said—At
least even I could imagine that Gargoyle—well—that he saw something
like a released principle of life fly happily back to its main source—as if a
little mote like a sunbeam should detach itself from a clod and, disembodied,
dart back to its law of motion."
For a long time they
were silent, listening to the call of an oven-bird far back in the spring
trees. At last Strang got up, filled his pipe, and puffed at it savagely before
he said, "Of course the whole thing's damned nonsense." He repeated
that a little brutally to his wife's silence before in softened voice he added,
"Only, perhaps you're right, Evelyn; perhaps we, too, should be seeing
that kind of thing, understanding what, God knows, we long to understand, if we
had 'undressed minds,' if we hadn't from earliest infancy been smeared all over
with the plaster-of-Paris of 'normal thinking.'"
Time flew swiftly by.
The years at Heartholm were tranquil and happy until Strang, taken by one of
the swift maladies which often come to men of his type, was mortally stricken.
His wife at first seemed to feel only the strange ecstasy that sometimes comes
to those who have beheld death lay its hand on a beloved body. She went coldly,
rigidly, through every detail of the final laying away of the man who had loved
her to the utmost power of his man's heart. Friends waited helplessly, dreading
the furious after-crash of this unnatural mental and bodily endurance. Doctor
Milton, Strang's life-long friend, who had fought for the banker's life,
watched her carefully, but there was no catalepsy, no tranced woman held in a
vise of endurance. Nothing Evelyn Strang did was odd or unnatural, only she
seemed, particularly before the burial, to be waiting intently for some
revelation, toward which her desire burned consumingly, like a powerful flame.
Just before the funeral
Strang's sister came to Doctor Milton.
"Evelyn!" in
whispered response to his concerned look. "Oh, doctor, I cannot think that
this calmness is right for her——" The poor, red-eyed
woman, fighting hard for her own composure, motioned to the room where, with
the cool lattices drawn, and a wave of flowers breaking on his everlasting
sleep, the master of Heartholm lay. "She has gone in there with that
little deaf-and-dumb child. I saw her standing with him, staring all about her.
Somehow it seemed to me that Gargoyle was smiling—that he saw something——!"
For long weeks Doctor
Milton stayed on at Heartholm, caring for Mrs. Strang. From time to time the
physician also studied and questioned Gargoyle. Questioned in verity, for the
practised hand could feel rigid muscles and undeveloped glands that answered
more truthfully than words. Whatever conclusions Milton arrived at, he divulged
to no one but Mrs. Strang. What he had to say roused the desolate woman as
nothing else could have done. To the rest of the world little or nothing was
explained. But, after the consent of the mother at the gardener's cottage had
been gained, Doctor Milton left Heartholm, taking Gargoyle with him.
In the office of Dr.
Pauli Mach, the professional tongue was freed. Milton, with the half-quizzical
earnestness habitual to him, told his story, which was followed by the exchange
of much interesting data.
The two fell back on the
discussion of various schools where Gargoyle might be put under observation. At
last, feeling in the gravely polite attention of the more eminent man a waning
lack of interest, Milton reluctantly concluded the interview.
"I'll write to Mrs.
Strang and tell her your conclusions; she won't accept them—her own husband
humored her in the thing. What John Strang himself believed I never really
knew, but I think he had wisdom in his generation."
Milton stood there,
hesitating; he looked abstractedly at the apathetic little figure of Gargoyle
sitting in the chair.
"We talk of
inherent human nature," said the doctor, slowly, "as if we had all
knowledge concerning the possibilities of that nature's best
and worst. Yet I have sometimes wondered if what we call mentally askew people
are not those that possess attributes which society is not wise enough to help
them use wisely—mightn't such people be like fine-blooded animals who sniff
land and water where no one else suspects any? Given a certain kink in a human
brain, and there might result capacity we ought to consider, even if we can't,
in our admittably systematized civilization, utilize it."
The Swiss doctor nodded,
magnetic eyes and mouth smiling.
"Meanwhile"—in
his slow, careful speech—"meanwhile we do what we can to preserve the type
which from long experience we know wears best."
Milton nodded. He moved
to go, one hand on Gargoyle's unresponsive shoulder, when the office door swung
open.
"Now this is real
trouble," laughed a woman's fresh, deep-chested voice. "Doctor Mach,
it means using one of your tall measuring-glasses or permitting these lovely
things to wilt; some one has inundated us with flowers. I've already filled one
bath-tub; I've even used the buckets in the operating-room."
The head nurse stood
there, white-frocked, smiling, her stout arms full of rosy gladioli and the
lavender and white of Japanese iris. The two doctors started to help her with
the fragrant burden, but not before Gargoyle sprang out of his chair. With a
start, as if shocked into galvanic motion, the boy sat upright. With a
throttled cry he leaped at the surprised woman. He bore down upon her flowers
as if they had been a life-preserver, snatching at them as if to prevent
himself from being sucked under by some strange mental undertow. The
softly-colored bloom might have had some vital magnetizing force for the
child's blood, to which his whole feeble nature responded. Tearing the colored
mass from the surprised nurse's arms, Gargoyle sank to the floor. He sat there
caressing the flowers, smiling, making uncouth efforts to speak. The arms that
raised him were gentle enough. They made no attempt to take from him his
treasures. They sat him on the table, watching the little thin hands move
ardently, yet with a curious deftness and delicacy, amid the sheaf of color. As
the visionary eyes peered first into one golden-hearted lily, then into
another, Milton felt stir, in spite of himself, Strang's old conviction of the
"undressed mind." He said nothing, but stole a glance at the face of
his superior. Doctor Mach was absorbed. He stood the boy on the table before
him. The nurse stripped Gargoyle, then swiftly authoritative fingers traveled
up and down the small, thin frame.
Life at Heartholm went
on very much the same. The tender-hearted observer might have noted that the
gardens held the same flowers year after year, all the perennials and hardy
blooms John Strang had loved. No matter what had been his widow's courageous
acceptance of modern stoicism, the prevailing idea that incurable grief is
merely "morbid," yet, in their own apartments where their own love
had been lived, was every mute image and eloquent trifle belonging to its
broken arc. Here, with Strang's books on occult science, with other books of
her own choosing, the wife lived secretly, unknown of any other human being,
the long vigil of waiting for some sign or word from the spirit of one who by
every token of religion and faith she could not believe dead—only to her
wistful earthly gaze, hidden. She also hid in her heart one strangely
persistent hope—namely, Gargoyle! Letters from Doctor Milton had been full of
significance. The last letter triumphantly concluded:
Your young John Strang
Berber, alias Gargoyle, can talk now, with only one drawback: as yet he doesn't
know any words!
The rapidly aging mother
at the gardener's cottage took worldly pride in what was happening to her
youngest.
"I allus knowed he
was smart," the woman insisted. "My Johnny! To think of him speaking
his mind out like any one else! I allus took his part—I could ha' told 'em he
had his own notions!"
There was no doubt as to
Gargoyle's having the "notions." As the slow process of speech was
taught and the miracle of fitting words to things was given unto John Berber,
alias Gargoyle, it was hard for those watching over him to keep the riotous
perceptions from retarding the growing mechanistics. Close-mouthed the boy was,
and, they said, always would be; but watchful eyes and keen intuitions
penetrated to the silent orgies going on within him. So plainly did the fever
of his education begin to wear on his physical frame that wary Doctor Mach
shook his head. "Here I find too many streams of thought coursing through
one field," said the careful Swiss. "The field thus grows stony and
bears nothing. Give this field only one stream that shall be nourishing."
For other supernormal
developments that "one stream" might have been music or sports. For
Gargoyle it happened to be flowers. The botanist with whom he was sent afield
not only knew his science, but guessed at more than his science. His were the
beatitudes of the blue sky; water, rocks, and trees his only living testament.
Under his tutelage, with the eyes of Doctor Mach ever on his growing body, and
with his own special gifts of concentration and perception, at last came to
Gargoyle the sudden whisper of academic sanction—namely, "genius."
He himself seemed never
to hear this whisper. What things—superimposed on the new teeming world of
material actualities—he did hear, he never told. Few could
reach Berber; among fellow-students he was gay, amiable, up to a certain point
even frivolous; then, as each companion in turn complained, a curtain seemed to
drop, a colorless wrap of unintelligibility enveloped him like a chameleon's
changing skin; the youth, as if he lived another life on another plane, walked
apart.
Doctor Milton, dropping
into the smoking-room of a popular confrère, got a whiff of the prevailing
gossip about his protégé.
"I'll be hanged if
I can associate psychics with a biceps like Berber's; somehow those things seem
the special prerogative of anemic women in white cheese-cloth fooling with
'planchette' and 'currents.'"
"You've got another
guess," a growling neurologist volunteered. "Why shouldn't psychic
freaks have biceps? We keep forgetting that we've dragged our fifty-year-old
carcasses into an entirely new age—a wireless, horseless, man-flying,
star-chasing age. Why, after shock upon shock of scientific discovery,
shouldn't the human brain, like a sensitive plate, be thinned down to keener,
more sensitive, perceptions?"
Some one remarked that
in the case of Berber, born of a simple country woman and her uneducated
husband, this was impossible.
Another man laughed.
"Berber may be a Martian, or perhaps he was originally destined to be the
first man on Jupiter. He took the wrong car and landed on this globe. Why not?
How do we know what agency carries pollen of human life from planet to
planet?"
Milton, smiling at it
all, withdrew. He sat down and wrote a long-deferred letter to Mrs. Strang.
I have asked John Berber
if he would care to revisit his old home. It seemed never to have occurred to
him that he had a home! When I suggested the thing he followed
it up eagerly, as he does every new idea, asking me many keen questions as to
his relatives, who had paid for his education, etc. Of the actual facts of his
cure he knows little except that there was special functioning out of gear, and
that now the wheels have been greased. Doctor Mach is desperately proud of him,
especially of the way in which he responds to normal
diversion-environments and friendships. You must instruct
his mother very carefully as to references to his former condition. It is best
that he should not dwell upon the former condition. Your young friend,
Gargoyle, sees no more spooks. He is rapidly developing into a very remarkable
and unconceited horticulturist!
The first few days at
Mockwood were spent at the little gardener's cottage, from which the other
youngsters had flown. Berber, quietly moving about the tiny rooms, sitting
buried in a scientific book or taking long trips afield, was the recipient of
much maternal flattery. He accepted it all very gently; the young culturist had
an air of quiet consideration for every one and absolutely no consciousness of
himself. He presumed upon no special prerogatives, but set immediately to work
to make himself useful. It was while he was weeding the box borders leading to
the herb-gardens of Heartholm that Mrs. Strang first came upon him. Her eyes,
suddenly confronted with his as he got to his feet, dropped almost guiltily,
but when they sought his face a second time, Evelyn Strang experienced a
disappointment that was half relief. The sunburnt youth, in khaki trousers and
brown-flannel shirt, who knelt by the border before her was John Strang Berber,
Doctor Mach's human masterpiece; this was not "Gargoyle."
"That is hardly
suitable work for a distinguished horticulturist," the mistress of
Heartholm smiled at the wilting piles of pusley and sorrel.
White teeth flashed,
deep eyes kindled. Berber rose and, going to a garden seat, took up some bits
of glass and a folded paper. He showed her fragments of weed pressed upon glass
plates, envelopes of seeds preserved for special analyzation. "There's
still a great undiscovered country in weed chemistry," he eagerly
explained, "perhaps an anodyne for every pain and disease."
"Yes, and deadly
poisons, too, for every failure and grief." The mistress of Heartholm said
it lightly as she took the garden seat, thinking how pleasant it was to watch
the resolute movements and splendid physical development of the once weazened
Gargoyle. She began sorting out her embroidery silks as Berber, the bits of
glass still in his hand, stood before her. He was smiling.
"Yes, deadly
poisons, too," agreeing with a sort of exultation, so blithely, indeed,
that the calmly moving fingers of the mistress of Heartholm were suddenly
arrested. A feeling as powerful and associative as the scent of a strong
perfume stole over Evelyn Strang.
Before she could speak
Berber had resumed his weeding. "It's good to get dictatorship over all
this fight of growing," looking up for her sympathy with hesitance, which,
seen in the light of his acknowledged genius, was the more significant.
"You don't mind my taking Michael's place? He was very busy this morning.
I have no credentials, but my mother seems to think I am a born gardener."
This lack of conceit,
this unassuming practicality, the sort of thing with which Gargoyle's mind had
been carefully inoculated for a long time, baffled, while it reassured Mrs.
Strang. Also the sense of sacred trust placed in her hands made her refrain
from any psychic probing.
For a long while she
found it easy to exert this self-control. The lonely woman, impressed by the
marvelous "cure" of John Berber, magnetized by his youth and sunny
enthusiasms back to the old dreaming pleasure in the Heartholm gardens, might
in the absorbed days to come have forgotten—only there was a man's photograph
in her bedroom, placed where her eyes always rested on it, her hand could bring
it to her lips; the face looking out at her seemed to say but one thing:
"You knew me—I
knew you. What we knew and were to each other had not only to do with our
bodies. Men call me 'dead' but you know that I am not. Why do you not study and
work and pray to learn what I am become, that you may turn to me, that I may
reach to you?"
Mockwooders, dropping in
at Heartholm for afternoon tea, began to accustom themselves to finding Mrs.
Strang sitting near some flower-bed where John Berber worked, or going with him
over his great books of specimens. The smirk the fashionable world reserves for
anything not usual in its experience was less marked in this case than it might
have been in others. Even those who live in "residential parks" are
sometimes forced (albeit with a curious sense of personal injury) to accept the
idea that they who have greatly suffered find relief in "queer" ways.
Mockwooders, assisting at the Heartholm tea-hour, and noting Berber among other
casual guests, merely felt aggrieved and connoted "queerness."
For almost a year, with
the talking over of plans for John Strang's long-cherished idea of a forest
garden at Heartholm, there had been no allusion between mistress and gardener
to that far-off fantasy, the life of little Gargoyle. During the autumn the two
drew plans together for those spots which next spring were to blossom in the
beech glade. They sent to far-off countries for bulbs, experimented in the
Heartholm greenhouses with special soils and fertilizers, and differences of
heat and light; they transplanted, grafted, and redeveloped this and that
woodland native. Unconsciously all formal strangeness wore away, unconsciously
the old bond between Gargoyle and his mistress was renewed.
Thus it was, without the
slightest realization as to what it might lead, that Evelyn Strang one
afternoon made some trifling allusion to Berber's association with the famous
Doctor Mach. As soon as she had done so, fearing from habit for some possible
disastrous result, she tried immediately to draw away from the subject. But the
forbidden spring had been touched—a door that had long been closed between them
swung open. Young Berber, sorting dahlia bulbs into numbered boxes, looked up;
he met her eyes unsuspiciously.
"I suppose,"
thoughtfully, "that that is the man to whom I should feel more grateful
than to any other human being."
The mistress of
Heartholm did not reply. In spite of her tranquil air, Evelyn Strang was
gripped with a sudden apprehension. How much, how little, did Berber know? She
glanced swiftly at him, then bent her head over her embroidery. The colored
stream of Indian summer flowed around them. A late bird poured out his little
cup of song.
"My mother will not
answer my questions." Young Berber, examining two curiously formed bulbs,
shook the earth from them; he stuffed them into his trousers pocket. "But
Michael got talking yesterday and told me—Did you know, Mrs. Strang? I was
thought to be an idiot until I was twelve years old—born deaf and dumb?"
It was asked so
naturally, with a scientific interest as impersonal as if he were speaking of
one of the malformed bulbs in his pocket, that at first his mistress felt no
confusion. Her eyes and hands busying themselves with the vivid silks, she
answered.
"I remember you as
a little pale boy who loved flowers and did such odd, interesting things with
them. Mr. Strang and I were attracted to your mysterious plays.... No, you
never spoke, but we were not sure you could not hear—and"—drawing a swift
little breath—"we were always interested in what—in what—you
seemed—to see!"
There was a pause. He
knelt there, busily sorting the bulbs. Suddenly to the woman sitting on the
garden bench the sun-bathed October gardens seemed alive with the myriad
questioning faces of the fall flowers; wheels and disks like aureoled heads
leaned toward her, mystical fire in their eyes, the colored flames of their
being blown by passionate desire of revelation. "This is your
moment," the flowers seemed to say to her. "Ask him now."
But that she might not
yet speak out her heart to John Berber his mistress was sure. She was reminded
of what Strang had so often said, referring to their lonely quest—that actual
existence was like a forlorn shipwreck of some other life, a mere raft upon
which, like grave buffoons, the ragged survivors went on handing one another
watersoaked bread of faith, glassless binoculars of belief, oblivious of what
radiant coasts or awful headlands might lie beyond the enveloping mists. Soon,
the wistful woman knew, she would be making some casual observations about the
garden, the condition of the soil. Yet, if ever the moment had come to question
him who had once been "Gargoyle," that moment was come now!
Berber lifted on high a
mass of thickly welded bulbs clinging to a single dahlia stalk. He met her gaze
triumphantly.
"Michael says he
planted only a few of this variety, the soft, gold-hearted lavender. See what
increase." The youth plunged supple fingers into the balmy-scented loam,
among the swelling tuber forms. "A beautiful kind of ugliness," he
mused. "I remember I used to think——" The young gardener, as if he felt
that the eyes fixed upon him were grown suddenly too eager, broke abruptly off.
"Go on, John
Berber. What you have to say is always interesting."
It was said calmly, with
almost maternal encouragement, but the fingers absorbed in the bright silks
fumbled and erred. "Used to think"—words such as these filtered like
sunlight to the hope lying deep in Evelyn Strang's heart.
But young Berber leaned
upon his garden fork, looking past her. Over the youth's face crept a curious
expression of wrapt contemplation, of super-occupation, whether induced by her
words or not she could not tell. Furtively Mrs. Strang studied him.... How soon
would he drop that mystical look and turn to her with the casual
"educated" expression she had come to know so well?
Suddenly, nervousness
impelling her, she broke in upon his revery:
"How wonderful,
with such dreams as you must have had, to be educated! How very grateful you
must be to Doctor Mach."
She heard her own words
helplessly, as if in a dream, and, if the unwisdom of this kind of conversation
had impressed the mistress of Heartholm before, now she could have bitten off
her tongue with that needless speech on it. Young Berber, however, seemed
hardly to have heard her; he stood there, the "Gargoyle" look still
in his eyes, gazing past his mistress into some surrounding mystery of air
element. It was to her, watching him, as if those brooding, dilated pupils
might behold, besides infinitesimal mystery of chemical atoms, other
mysteries—colorless pools of air where swam, like sea anemones, radiant forms
of released spirit; invisible life-trees trembling with luminous fruit of
occult being!
When Berber turned this
look, naked as a sword, back to Evelyn Strang, she involuntarily shivered. But
the boy's face was unconscious. His expression changed only to the old casual
regard as he said, very simply:
"You see, I wish
they had not educated me!"
The confession came with
inevitable shock. If she received it with apparent lightness, it was that she
might, with all the powers a woman understands, rise to meet what she felt was
coming. The barrier down, it was comparatively easy to stand in the breach,
making her soft note of deprecation, acknowledging playfully that the stress of
so-called "normal" life must indeed seem a burden to one who had
hitherto talked with flowers, played with shadows. Berber, however, seemed
hardly to hear her; there was no tenseness in the youth's bearing; he merely
gazed thoughtfully past her efforts, repeating:
"No—I wish they had
not taught me. I have not really gained knowledge by being
taught."
Mrs. Strang was
genuinely puzzled. Yet she understood; it was merely theories about
life that he had gained. Again she called to mind a sentence in Doctor
Milton's letter: "I know that you have followed the case in such a way as
to understand what would be your responsibility toward this newly made human
soul." Was it right to question Berber? Could it be actually harmful to
him to go on? And yet was it not her only chance, after years of faithful
waiting?
Trying to keep her voice
steady, she reproached him:
"No? With all that
being educated means, all the gift for humanity?"
The young fellow seemed
not to get her meaning. He picked up the garden fork. Thoughtfully scraping the
damp earth from its prongs, he repeated, "All that it means for
humanity?"
"Why
not"—urging the thing a little glibly—"why not? You can do your part
now; you will help toward the solving of age-long mysteries. You must be
steward of—of"—Mrs. Strang hesitated, then continued, lamely—"of your
special insight. Why—already you have begun—Think of the weed chemistry."
Had he noticed it? There was in her voice a curious note, almost of pleading,
though she tried to speak with authority.
John Berber, once called
"Gargoyle," listened. The youth stood there, his foot resting upon
the fork but not driving it into the ground. He caught her note of anxiety,
laughing in light, spontaneous reassurance, taking her point with ease.
"Oh—I know,"
shrugging his shoulders in true collegian's style. "I understand my lesson."
Berber met her look. "I had the gift of mental unrestraint, if
you choose to call it that," he summed up, "and was of no use in the
world. Now I have the curse of mental restraint and can
participate with others in their curse." Suddenly aware of her helpless
dismay and pain, the boy laughed again, but this time with a slight nervousness
she had never before seen in him. "Why, we are not in earnest, dear Mrs.
Strang." It was with coaxing, manly respect that he reminded her of that.
"We are only joking, playing with an idea.... I think you can trust
me," added John Berber, quietly.
The surprised woman felt
that she could indeed "trust" him; that Berber was absolutely captain
of the self which education had given him; but that from time to time he had been
conscious of another self he had been unwise enough to let her see. She
silently struggled with her own nature, knowing that were she judicious she
would take that moment to rise and leave him. Such action, however, seemed
impossible now. Here was, perhaps, revelation, discovery! All the convictions
of her lonely, brooding life were on her. Temptation again seized her. With her
longing to have some clue to that spirit world she and her husband had believed
in, it seemed forewritten, imperative, inevitable, that she remain. Trying to
control herself, she fumbled desperately on:
"When you were
little, Mr. Strang and I used to notice—we grew to think—that because you had
been shut away from contact with other minds, because you had never been
told what to see, as children are told, 'Look at the fire,'
'See the water,' and so forever regard those things in just that way, not
seeing—other things—Oh, we thought that perhaps—perhaps——"
It was futile,
incoherent; her tongue seemed to dry in her mouth. Besides, the abashed woman
needs must pause before a silence that to her strained sense seemed rebuking.
She glanced furtively up at the youth standing there. It troubled the mistress
of Heartholm to realize that her protégé was staring gravely at her, as if she
had proposed some guilty and shameful thing.
At last Berber, with a
boyish sigh, seemed to shake the whole matter off. He turned to his bulbs; half
at random he caught up a pruning-knife, cutting vindictively into one of them.
For the moment there was silence, then the young gardener called his mistress's
attention to the severed root in his hand.
"A winy-looking
thing, isn't it? See those red fibers? Why shouldn't such roots, and nuts like
those great, burnished horse-chestnuts there—yes, and cattails, and poke-berries,
and skunk cabbages, give forth an entirely new outfit of fruits and
vegetables?" Berber smiled his young ruminating smile; then, with
inevitable courtesy, he seemed to remember that he had not answered her
question. "I am not surprised that you and Mr. Strang thought such things
about me. I wonder that you have not questioned me before—only you see now—I
can't answer!" The boy gave her his slow, serious smile, reminding her.
"You must remember
that I am like a foreigner—only worse off, for foreigners pick up a few words
for their most vital needs, and I have no words at all—for what—for what vital
things I used to know—so that perhaps in time I shall come to forget that I
ever knew anything different from—other persons' knowledge." Berber paused,
regarding his mistress intently, as if wistfully trying to see what she made of
all this. Then he continued:
"One of our
professors at college died, and the men of his class were gloomy; some even
cried, others could not trust themselves to speak of him.... I noticed that
they all called him 'poor' Landworth.... I could see that they felt something
the way I do when I miss out on a chemical experiment, or spoil a valuable
specimen—only more so—a great deal more." The boy knit his brows, puzzling
it all out. "Well, it's queer. I liked that professor, too; he was very
kind to me—but when I saw him dead I felt glad—glad! Why"—Berber looked at
her searchingly—"I grew to be afraid some one would find out how glad!"
The young fellow, still
anxiously searching her face, dropped his voice. "You are the only person
I dare tell this to—for I understand the world—" She noted that he spoke
as if "the world" were a kind of plant whose needs he had fathomed.
"But after that," concluded Berber, speaking as if quite to himself—"after
that I somehow came to see that I had been—well, educated backward."
She moved impatiently;
the youth, seeing the question in her face, answered the demand of its
trembling eagerness, explaining:
"Do you not see—I
have—sometimes known, not 'guessed' nor 'believed,' but known that
death was a wonderful, happy thing—a fulfilment, a satisfaction to him who
dies—but I have been educated backward into a life where people cannot seem to
help regarding it as a sad thing. And——"
"Yes?—Yes?"
breathed the eager woman. "Tell me—tell me——"
But he had come suddenly
to a full stop. As if appalled to find only empty words, or no words at all,
for some astounding knowledge he would communicate to her, he stammered
painfully; then, as if he saw himself caught in guilt, colored furiously.
Evelyn Strang could see the inevitable limitations of his world training creep
slowly over him like cement hardening around the searching roots of his mind.
She marveled. She remembered Strang's pet phrase, "the plaster of Paris of
so-called 'normal thinking.'" Then the youth's helpless appeal came to
her:
"Do you not think
that I am doing wrong to speak of these things?" Berber asked, with
dignity.
The mistress of
Heartholm was silent. Recklessly she put by all Doctor Mach's prophecies. She
could not stop here; her whole soul demanded that she go further. There were
old intuitions—the belief that she and Strang had shared together, that, under
rationalized schemes of thought, knowledge of inestimable hope was being hidden
from the world. Here was this boy of the infinite vision, of the "backward
educated" mind, ready to tell miraculous things of a hidden universe.
Could she strike him dumb? It would be as if Lazarus had come forth from the
open grave and men were to bandage again his ecstatic lips!
Suddenly, as if in
answer to her struggle, Berber spoke. She was aware that he looked at her
curiously with a sort of patient disdain.
"The world is so
sure, so contented, isn't it?" the youth demanded of her, whether in
innocence or irony she could not tell. "People are trained, or they train
themselves, by the millions, to think of things in exactly one way." He
who had once been "Gargoyle" looked piercingly into the eyes of this
one being to whom at least he was not afraid to speak.
"Anything you or I
might guess outside of what other people might accept," the boy reminded
her, austerely, "could be called by just one unpleasant name." He
regarded the face turned to his, recognizing the hunger in it, with a mature
and pitying candor, concluding: "After to-day we must never speak of these
things. I shall never dare, you must never dare—and so—" He who had once
been "Gargoyle" suddenly dropped his head forward on his breast,
muttering—"and so, that is all."
Evelyn Strang rose. She
stood tall and imperious in the waning afternoon light. She was bereaved
mother, anguished wife; she was a dreamer driven out of the temple of the
dream, and what she had to do was desperate. Her voice came hard and resolute.
"It is not all,"
the woman doggedly insisted. The voiceless woe of one who had lost a comrade by
death was on her. In her eyes was fever let loose, a sob, like one of a flock
of imprisoned wild birds fluttered out from the cage of years. "Oh
no—no!" the woman pleaded, more as if to some hidden power of negation
than to the boy before her—"Oh no—no, this cannot be all,
not for me! The world must never be told—it could not understand; but I must
know, I must know." She took desperate steps back and
forth.
"John Berber, if
there is anything in your memory, your knowledge; even if it is only that you
have imagined things—if they are so beautiful or so terrible
that you can never speak of them—for fear—for fear no one would understand, you
might, you might, even then, tell me—Do you not hear? You might tell me.
I authorize it, I command it."
The woman standing in
the autumn gardens clenched her hands. She looked round her into the clear air
at the dense green and gold sunshine filtering through the colored trees, the
softly spread patens of the cosmos, the vivid oriflammes of the chrysanthemums.
Her voice was anguished, as if they two stood at a secret door of which Berber
alone had the key, which for some reason he refused to use.
"I—of all the
world," her whisper insisted. "If you might never speak again—I
should understand."
Berber, his face grown
now quite ashen, looked at her. Something in her expression seemed to transfix
and bind him. Suddenly shutting his teeth together, he stood up, his arms
folded on his broad chest. The afternoon shadows spread pools of darkness
around their feet, the flowers seemed frozen in shapes of colored ice, as his
dark, controlled eyes fixed hers.
"You—you
dare?" the youth breathed, thickly.
She faced him in her
silent daring. Then it seemed to her as if the sky must roll up like a scroll
and the earth collapse into a handful of dust falling through space, for she
knew that little Gargoyle of the "undressed mind"—little Gargoyle,
looking out of John Berber's trained eyes as out of windows of ground glass,
was flitting like a shadow across her own intelligence, trying to tell her what
things he had always known about life and death, and the myriads of worlds
spinning back in their great circles to the Power which had set them spinning.
Not until after the
first halting, insufficient words, in which the boy sought to give his secret
to the woman standing there, did she comprehend anything of the struggle that
went on within him. But when suddenly Berber's arms dropped to his sides and
she saw how he shivered, as if at some unearthly touch on his temples, she was
alert. Color was surging into his face; his features, large, irregular, took on
for the instant a look of speechless, almost demoniac power; he seemed to be
swimming some mental tide before his foot touched the sands of language and he
could helplessly stammer:
"I cannot—It—it
will not come—It is as I told you—I have been taught no words—I cannot say what
I know."
His powerful frame stood
placed among the garden surroundings like that of a breathing statue, and his
amazed companion witnessed this miracle of physical being chained by the
limitations of one environment, while the soul of that being, clairaudient,
clairvoyant, held correspondence with another environment. She saw Berber smile
as if with some exquisite sense of beauty and rapture that he understood, but
could not communicate, then helplessly motion with his hands. But even while
she held her breath, gazing at him, a change came over the radiant features. He
looked at her again, his face worked; at last John Berber with a muffled groan
burst into terrible human tears.
She stood there
helpless, dumfounded at his agony.
"You—you cannot
speak?" she faltered.
For answer he dropped
his face into his strong hands. He stood there, his tall body quivering. And
she knew that her dream was over.
She was forced to
understand. John Berber's long and perfect world training held him in a vise.
His lips were closed upon his secret, and she knew that they would be closed
for evermore.
They remained, silently
questioning each other, reading at last in each other's speechlessness some
comfort in this strange common knowledge, for which, indeed, there were no
human words, which must be forever borne dumbly between them. Then slowly, with
solemn tenderness, the obligation of that unspoken knowledge came into Evelyn
Strang's face. She saw the youth standing there with grief older than the grief
of the world stabbing his heart, drowning his eyes. She laid a quiet hand on
his shoulder.
"I
understand." With all the mother, all the woman in her, she tried to say
it clearly and calmly. "I understand; you need never fear me—and we have
the whole world of flowers to speak for us." She gazed pitifully into the
dark, storming eyes where for that one fleeting instant the old look of "Gargoyle"
had risen, regarding her, until forced back by the trained intelligence Of
"John Berber," which had always dominated, and at last, she knew, had
killed it. "We will make the flowers speak—for us." Again she tried
to speak lightly, comfortingly, but something within the woman snapped shut
like a door. Slowly she returned to the garden seat. For a moment she faltered,
holding convulsively to it, then her eyes, blinded from within, closed.
Yet, later, when the
mistress of Heartholm went back through the autumnal garden to the room where
were the books and treasures of John Strang, she carried something in her hand.
It was a lily bulb from which she and Berber hoped to bring into being a new
and lovely flower. She took it into that room where for so many years the pictured
eyes of her husband had met hers in mute questioning, and stood there for a
moment, looking wistfully about her. Outside a light breeze sprang up, a single
dried leaf rustled against the window-pane. Smiling wistfully upon the little
flower-pot, Mrs. Strang set it carefully away in the dark.
By KONRAD BERCOVICI
from The Dial
That winter had been a
very severe one in Roumania. The Danube froze solid a week before Christmas and
remained tight for five months. It was as if the blue waters were suddenly
turned into steel. From across the river, from the Dobrudja, on sleds pulled by
long-horned oxen, the Tartars brought barrels of frozen honey, quarters of
killed lambs, poultry and game, and returned heavily laden with bags of flour
and rolls of sole leather. The whole day long the crack of whips and the curses
of the drivers rent the icy atmosphere. Whatever their destination, the carters
were in a hurry to reach human habitation before nightfall—before the dreaded
time when packs of wolves came out to prey for food.
In cold, clear nights,
when even the wind was frozen still, the lugubrious howling of the wolf
permitted no sleep. The indoor people spent the night praying for the lives and
souls of the travellers.
All through the winter
there was not one morning but some man or animal was found torn or eaten in our
neighbourhood. The people of the village at first built fires on the shores to
scare the beasts away, but they had to give it up because the thatched roofs of
the huts in the village were set on fire in windy nights by flying sparks. The
cold cowed the fiercest dogs. The wolves, crazed by hunger, grew more daring
from day to day. They showed their heads even in daylight. When Baba Hana, the
old gypsy fortune-teller, ran into the school-house one morning and cried,
"Wolf, wolf in the yard," the teacher was inclined to attribute her
scare to a long drink the night before. But that very night, Stan, the
horseshoer, who had returned late from the inn and had evidently not closed the
door as he entered the smithy, was eaten up by the beasts. And the smithy stood
in the centre of the village! A stone's throw from the inn, and the
thatch-roofed school, and the red painted church! He must have put up a hard
fight, Stan. Three huge dark brown beasts, as big as cows' yearlings, were
found brained. The body of big Stan had disappeared in the stomachs of the rest
of the pack. The high leather boots and the hand that still gripped the handle
of the sledgehammer were the only remains of the man. There was no blood,
either. It had been lapped dry. That stirred the village. Not even enough to
bury him—and he had been a good Christian! But the priest ordered that the
slight remains of Stan be buried, Christian-like. The empty coffin was brought
to the church and all the rites were carried out as if the body of Stan were
there rather than in the stomachs of wild beasts.
But after Stan's death
the weather began to clear as if it had been God's will that such a price be
paid for His clemency. The cold diminished daily and in a few days reports were
brought from everywhere on the shore that the bridge of ice was giving way. Two
weeks before Easter Sunday it was warm enough to give the cows an airing. The
air cleared and the rays of the sun warmed man and beast. Traffic on the frozen
river had ceased. Suddenly one morning a whip cracked, and from the bushes on
the opposite shore of the Danube there appeared following one another six tent
wagons, such as used by travelling gypsies, each wagon drawn by four horses
harnessed side by side.
The people on our side
of the Danube called to warn the travellers that the ice was not thick enough
to hold them. In a few minutes the whole village was near the river, yelling
and cursing like mad. But after they realized that the intention was to cross
the Danube at any cost, the people settled down to watch what was going to
happen. In front of the first wagon walked a tall, grey-bearded man trying the
solidity of the ice with a heavy stick. Flanking the last wagon, in open lines,
walked the male population of the tribe. Behind them came the women and
children. No one said a word. The eyes of the whole village were on the
travellers, for every one felt that they were tempting Providence. Yet each one
knew that Murdo, the chief of the tribe, who was well known to all, in fact to
the whole Dobrudja, would not take such risks with his people without good
reason.
They had crossed to the
middle of the frozen river in steady fashion, when Murdo shouted one word and the
feet of every man and beast stopped short. The crossing of the river had been
planned to the slightest detail. The people on the shore were excited. The
women began to cry and the children to yell. They were driven inland by the
men, who remained to watch what was going on. No assistance was possible.
The tall chief of the
gypsies walked to the left and chose another path on the ice. The movement
continued. Slowly, slowly, in silence the gypsies approached the shore. Again
they halted. Murdo was probing the ice with his stick. We could see that the
feet of the horses were wrapped in bags, and instead of being shod each hoof
was in a cushion made of straw. As Murdo felt his way, a noise at first as of
the tearing of paper, but more distinct with every moment, came from somewhere
in the distance.
"Whoa, whoa, Murdo,
the ice is breaking!" every one began to shout excitedly. The noise grew
louder and louder as it approached. One could hear it coming steadily and gauge
how much nearer it was. The ice was splitting lengthwise in numberless sheets
which broke up in smaller parts and submerged gaily in the water, rising
afterwards and climbing one on top of the other, as in a merry embrace.
"Whoa, whoa, Murdo
... " but there was no time to give warning. With one gesture Murdo had
given his orders. The wagons spread as for a frontal attack; the men seized the
children and with the women at their heels they ran as fast as their legs could
take them. On the shore every one fell to his knees in prayer. The strongest men
closed their eyes, too horrified to watch the outcome. The noise of the
cracking of the ice increased. A loud report, as of a dozen cannon, and the
Danube was a river again—and all, all the gypsies had saved themselves.
It was a gay afternoon,
that afternoon, and a gay night also for the whole village. It drank the inn
out of everything. The gypsies had a royal welcome. To all questions of why he
had dared Providence, Murdo answered, "There was no food for my people and
horses. The Tartars have none to sell."
Murdo and his tribe
became the guests of the village. His people were all lean. The men hardly
carried themselves on their legs. Each one of them had something to nurse. The
village doctor amputated toes and fingers; several women had to be treated for
gangrene. The children of the tribe were the only ones that had not suffered
much. It was Murdo's rule: "Children first, the horses next." The
animals were stabled and taken charge of by the peasants. The gypsies went to
live in the huts of the people in order to warm themselves back to life. Father
liked Murdo, and so the old chief came to live with us. The nights were long.
After supper we all sat in a semicircle around the large fireplace in which a
big log of seasoned oak was always burning.
I had received some
books from a friend of the family who lived in the capital of the country,
Bucharest. Among them was Carlyle's Heroes and Hero-Worship, translated into
French. I was reading it when Murdo approached the table and said, "What a
small Bible my son is reading."
"It is not a Bible,
it is a book of stories, Murdo."
"Stories! Well,
that's another thing."
He looked over my
shoulders into the book. As I turned the page he asked:
"Is everything
written in a book? I mean, is it written what the hero said and what she
answered and how they said it? Is it written all about him and the villain? I
mean are there signs, letters for everything; for laughter, cries, love
gestures? Tell me."
I explained as best I
could and he marvelled. I had to give an example, so I read a full page from a
storybook.
"And is all that
written in the book, my son? It is better than I thought possible, but not so
good as when one tells a story.... It is like cloth woven by a machine, nice
and straight, but it is not like the kind our women weave on the loom—but it is
good; it is better than I thought possible. What are the stories in the book
you are reading? Of love or of sorrow?"
"Of neither, Murdo.
Only about all the great heroes that have lived in this world of cowards."
"About every one of
them?" he asked again. "That's good. It is good to tell the stories
of the heroes."
He returned to the
fireplace to light his pipe; then he came to me again.
"If it is written
in this book about all the great heroes, then there must also be the record of
Ghitza—the great Ghitza, our hero. The greatest that ever lived. See, son, what
is there said about him?"
I turned the pages one
by one to the end of the book and then reported, "Nothing, Murdo. Not even
his name is mentioned."
"Then this book is not
a good book. The man who wrote it did not know every hero ... because not
Alexander of Macedon and not even Napoleon was greater than Ghitza...."
I sat near him at the
fireplace and watched his wrinkled face while Murdo told me the story of Ghitza
as it should be written in the book of heroes where the first place should be
given to the greatest of them all....
About the birth of
people, I, Murdo, the chief of the gypsy tribe which was ruled by the
forefathers of my great-grandfather (who each ruled close to a hundred
years)—about the birth of people, I, Murdo, can say this: That the seed of an
oak gives birth to an oak, and that of a pine to a pine. No matter where the
seed be carried by the winds, if it is the seed of an oak, an oak will grow; if
it is the seed of a pine, a pine. So though it never was known who was the
father of Ghitza, we knew him through his son. Ghitza's mother died because she
bore him, the son of a white man—she, the daughter of the chief of our tribe.
It was Lupu's rule to punish those who bore a child begotten from outside the
tribe. But the child was so charming that he was brought up in the tent of one
of our people. When Ghitza was ten years old, he worked alongside the men; and
there was none better to try a horse before a customer than Ghitza. The oldest
and slowest gathered all the strength it had and galloped and ran when it felt
the bare boy on its back. Old mares frisked about like yearlings when he
approached to mount them.
In his fifteenth summer
he was a man, tall, broad, straight and lissom as a locust tree. His face was
like rich milk and his eyes as black as the night. When he laughed or sang—and
he laughed and sang all the time—his mouth was like a rose in the morning, when
the dewdrops hang on its outer petals. And he was strong and good. If it
happened that a heavy cart was stuck in the mud of the road and the oxen could
not budge it, Ghitza would crawl under the cart, get on all fours, and lift the
cart clear of the mud. Never giving time to the driver to thank him, his work
done, he walked quickly away, whistling a song through a trembling leaf between
his lips. And he was loved by everybody; and the women died just for the looks
of him. The whole tribe became younger and happier because of Ghitza. We
travelled very much those days. Dobrudja belonged yet to the Turks and was
inhabited mostly by Tartars. The villages were far apart and very small, so we
could not stay long in any place.
When Ghitza was twenty,
our tribe, which was then ruled by my mighty grandfather, Lupu, happened to
winter near Cerna Voda, a village on the other side of the Danube. We sold many
horses to the peasants that winter. They had had a fine year. So our people had
to be about the inn a good deal. Ghitza, who was one of the best traders, was
in the inn the whole day. He knew every one. He knew the major and his wife and
the two daughters and chummed with his son. And they all loved Ghitza, because
he was so strong, so beautiful, and so wise. They never called him
"tzigan" because he was fairer than they were. And there was quite a
friendship between him and Maria, the smith's daughter. She was glad to talk to
him and to listen to his stories when he came to the smithy. She helped her
father in his work. She blew the bellows and prepared the shoes for the anvil.
Her hair was as red as the fire and her arms round and strong. She was a sweet
maid to speak to, and even the old priest liked to pinch her arms when she
kissed his hand.
Then came spring and the
first Sunday dance in front of the inn. The innkeeper had brought a special
band of musicians. They were seated on a large table between two trees, and all
around them the village maidens and the young men, locked arm in arm in one
long chain of youth, danced the Hora, turning round and round.
Ghitza had been away to
town, trading. When he came to the inn, the dance was already on. He was
dressed in his best, wearing his new broad, red silken belt with his snow-white
pantaloons and new footgear with silver bells on the ankles and tips. His shirt
was as white and thin as air. On it the deftest fingers of our tribe had
embroidered figures and flowers. On his head Ghitza wore a high black cap made
of finest Astrakhan fur. And he had on his large ear-rings of white gold.
Ghitza watched the dance for a while. Maria's right arm was locked with the arm
of the smith's helper, and her left with the powerful arm of the mayor's son.
Twice the long chain of dancing youths had gone around, and twice Ghitza had
seen her neck and bare arms, and his blood boiled. When she passed him the
third time, he jumped in, broke the hold between Maria and the smith's helper,
and locked his arm in hers.
Death could not have
stopped the dance more suddenly. The musicians stopped playing. The feet
stopped dancing. The arms freed themselves and hung limply.
The smith's helper faced
Ghitza with his arm uplifted.
"You cursed tzigan!
You low-born gypsy! How dare you break into our dance? Our dance!" Other
voices said the same.
Everybody expected
blows, then knives and blood. But Ghitza just laughed aloud and they were all
calmed. He pinned the smith's helper's arm and laughed. Then he spoke to the
people as follows:
"You can see on my
face that I am fairer than any of you. I love Maria, but I will not renounce
the people I am with. I love them. The smith's helper knows that I could kill
him with one blow. But I shall not do it. I could fight a dozen of you
together. You know I can. But I shall not do it. Instead I shall outdance all
of you. Dance each man and woman of the village until she or he falls tired on
the ground. And if I do this I am as you are, and Maria marries me without word
of shame from you."
And as he finished
speaking he grasped the smith's helper around the waist and called to the
musicians:
"Play, play."
For a full hour he
danced around and around with the man while the village watched them and called
to the white man to hold out. But the smith's helper was no match for Ghitza.
He dragged his feet and fell. Ghitza, still fresh and vigorous, grasped another
man and called to the musicians to play an even faster dance than before. When
that one had fallen exhausted to the ground, Ghitza took on a third and a
fourth. Then he began to dance with the maidens. The fiddler's string broke and
the guitar player's fingers were numb. The sun went to rest behind the
mountains and the moon rose in the sky to watch over her little children, the
stars.
But Ghitza was still
dancing. There was no trace of fatigue on his face and no signs of weariness in
his steps. The more he danced, the fresher he became. When he had danced half
of the village tired, and they were all lying on the ground, drinking wine from
earthen urns to refresh themselves, the last string of the fiddle snapped and
the musician reeled from his chair. Only the flute and the guitar kept on.
"Play on, play on,
you children of sweet angels, and I shall give to each of you a young lamb in
the morning," Ghitza urged them. But soon the breath of the flutist gave
way. His lips swelled and blood spurted from his nose. The guitar player's
fingers were so numb he could no longer move them. Then some of the people beat
the rhythm of the dance with their open palms. Ghitza was still dancing on.
They broke all the glasses of the inn and all the bottles beating time to his
dance.
The night wore away. The
cock crew. Early dogs arose and the sun woke and started to climb from behind
the eastern range of mountains. Ghitza laughed aloud as he saw all the dancers
lying on the ground. Even Maria was asleep near her mother. He entered the inn
and woke the innkeeper, who had fallen asleep behind the counter.
"Whoa, whoa, you
old swindler! Wake up! Day is come and I am thirsty."
After a long drink, he
went to his tent to play with the dogs, as he did early every morning.
A little later, toward
noon, he walked over to the smith's shop, shook hands with Maria's father and
kissed the girl on the mouth even as the helper looked on.
"She shall be your
wife, son," the smith said. "She will be waiting for you when your
tribe comes to winter here. And no man shall ever say my daughter married an
unworthy one."
The fame of our tribe
spread rapidly. The tale of Ghitza's feat spread among all the villages and our
tribe was respected everywhere. People no longer insulted us, and many another
of our tribe now danced on Sundays at the inn—yea, our girls and our boys
danced with the other people of the villages. Our trade doubled and tripled. We
bartered more horses in a month than we had at other times in a year. Ghitza's
word was law everywhere. He was so strong his honesty was not doubted. And he
was honest. An honest horse-trader! He travelled far and wide. But if Cerna
Voda was within a day's distance, Ghitza was sure to be there on Sunday to see
Maria.
To brighten such days,
wrestling matches were arranged and bets were made as to how long the strongest
of them could stay with Ghitza. And every time Ghitza threw the other man. Once
in the vise of his two arms, a man went down like a log.
And so it lasted the
whole summer. But in whatever village our tribe happened to be, the women were
running after the boy. Lupu, the chief of the tribe, warned him; told him that
life is like a burning candle and that one must not burn it from both ends at
the same time. But Ghitza only laughed and made merry.
"Lupu, old chief,
didst thou not once say that I was an oak? Why dost thou speak of candles
now?"
And he carried on as
before. And ever so good, and ever so merry, and ever such a good trader.
Our tribe returned to
Cerna Voda early that fall. We had many horses and we felt that Cerna was the
best place for them. Most of them were of the little Tartar kind, so we thought
it well for them to winter in the Danube's valley.
Every Sunday, at the
inn, there were wrestling matches. Young men, the strongest, came from far-away
villages. And they all, each one of them, hit the ground when Ghitza let go his
vise.
One Sunday, when the
leaves had fallen from the trees and the harvest was in, there came a Tartar
horse-trading tribe to Cerna Voda.
And in their midst they
had a big, strong man. Lupu, our chief, met their chief at the inn. They talked
and drank and praised each their horses and men. Thus it happened that the
Tartar chief spoke about his strong man. The peasants crowded nearer to hear
the Tartar's story. Then they talked of Ghitza and his strength. The Tartar
chief did not believe it.
"I bet three of my
horses that my man can down him," the Tartar chief called.
"I take the bet
against a hundred ducats in gold," the innkeeper answered.
"It's a bet,"
the Tartar said.
"Any more horses to
bet?" others called out.
The Tartar paled but he
was a proud chief and soon all his horses and all his ducats were pledged in
bets to the peasants. That whole day and the rest of the week to Sunday,
nothing else was spoken about. The people of our tribe pledged everything they
possessed. The women gave even their ear-rings. The Tartars were rich and proud
and took every bet that was offered. The match was to be on Sunday afternoon in
front of the inn. Ghitza was not in the village at all the whole week. He was
in Constantza, on the shores of the Black Sea, finishing some trade. When he
arrived home on Sunday morning he found the people of the village, our people,
the Tartars, and a hundred carriages that had brought people from the
surrounding villages camped in front of the inn. He jumped down from his horse
and looked about wondering from where and why so many people at once! The men
and the women were in their best clothes and the horses all decorated as for a
fair. The people gave him a rousing welcome. Lupu called Ghitza aside and told
him why the people had gathered. Ghitza was taken aback but laughed instantly
and slapped the chief on the shoulders.
"It will be as you
know, and the Tartars shall depart poor and dishonoured, while we will remain
the kings of the horse trade in the Dobrudja honoured and beloved by all."
Oak that he was! Thus he
spoke, and he had not even seen the other man, the man he was to wrestle. He
only knew he had to maintain the honour of his tribe. At the appointed hour he
came to the inn. The whole tribe was about and around. He had stripped to the
waist. He was good to look at. On the ground were bundles of rich skins near
rolls of cloth that our men and women had bet against the Tartars. Heaps of
gold, rings, watches, ear-rings, and ducats were spread on the tables. Tartar
horses and oxen of our men and the people of the village were trooped together,
the necks tied to one long rope held on one side by one of our men or a
villager and at the other end by a Tartar boy. If Ghitza were thrown, one of
ours had just to let his end of the rope go and all belonged to the other one.
The smithy had pledged all he had, even his daughter, to the winner; and many
another daughter, too, was pledged.
Ghitza looked about and
saw what was at stake: the wealth and honour of his tribe and the wealth and
honour of the village and the surrounding villages.
Then the Tartar came. He
was tall and square. His trunk rested on short, stocky legs, and his face was
black, ugly, and pock-marked. All shouting ceased. The men formed a wide ring
around the two wrestlers. It was so quiet one could hear the slightest noise.
Then the mayor spoke to the Tartars and pointed to the Danube; the inn was
right on its shore.
"If your man is
thrown, this very night you leave our shore, for the other side."
Ghitza kissed Maria and
Lupu, the chief. Then the fight began.
A mighty man was Ghitza
and powerful were his arms and legs. But it was seen from the very first grip
that he had burned the candle at both ends at the same time. He had wasted
himself in carouses. The two men closed one another in their vises and each
tried to crush the other's ribs. Ghitza broke the Tartar's hold and got a grip
on his head and twisted it with all his might. But the neck of the devil was of
steel. It did not yield. Maria began to call to her lover:
"Twist his neck,
Ghitza. My father has pledged me to him if he wins." And many another girl
begged Ghitza to save her from marrying a black devil.
The Tartars, from
another side, kept giving advice to their man. Everybody shrieked like mad, and
even the dogs howled. From Ghitza's body the sweat flowed as freely as a river.
But the Tartar's neck yielded not and his feet were like pillars of steel
embedded in rocks.
"Don't let his head
go, don't let him go," our people cried, when it was plain that all his
strength had gone out of his arms. Achmed's pear-shaped head slipped from
between his arms as the Tartar wound his legs about Ghitza's body and began to
crush him. Ghitza held on with all his strength. His face was blue black. His
nose bled, and from his mouth he spat blood. Our people cried and begged him to
hold on. The eyes of the Tartars shot fire, their white teeth showed from under
their thick lips and they called on Achmed to crush the Giaour. Oh! it seemed
that all was lost. All our wealth, the honour and respect Ghitza had won for
us; the village's wealth and all. And all the maidens were to be taken away as
slaves to the Tartars. One man said aloud so that Ghitza should hear:
"There will not be
a pair of oxen in the whole village to plough with; not a horse to harrow with,
and our maidens are pledged to the black sons of the devil."
Ghitza was being downed.
But, wait ... what happened! With the last of his strength he broke the hold. A
shout rose to rend the skies. Bewildered Achmed lay stupefied and looked on.
Tottering on his feet, in three jumps Ghitza was on the high point of the
shore—a splash—and there was no more Ghitza. He was swallowed by the Danube. No
Tartar had downed him!
And so our people had
back their wealth, and the people of the village theirs. No honour was lost and
the maidens remained in the village—only Maria did not. She followed her lover
even as the people looked on. No one even attempted to stop her. It was her right.
Where was she to find one such as he? She, too, was from the seed of an oak.
"And now, son, I
ask thee—if the book before thee speaks of all the great heroes, why is it that
Ghitza has not been given the place of honour?"
The log was burning in
the fireplace, but I said good night to Murdo. I wanted to dream of the mighty
Ghitza and his Maria. And ever since I have been dreaming of ... her.
By EDNA CLARE BRYNER
from The Dial
A life went on in the
town of Five Points. Five Points, the town was called, because it was laid out
in the form of a star with five points and these points picked it out and
circumscribed it. The Life that was lived there was in this wise. Over the
centre of the town it hung thick and heavy, a great mass of tangled strands of
all the colours that were ever seen, but stained and murky-looking from
something that oozed out no one could tell from which of the entangling cords.
In five directions heavy strands came in to the great knot in the centre and
from it there floated out, now this way, now that, loose threads like
tentacles, seeking to fasten themselves on whatever came within their grasp.
All over the town thin threads criss-crossed back and forth in and out among
the heavy strands making little snarls wherever several souls lived or were
gathered together. One could see, by looking intently, that the tangling
knotted strands and threads were woven into the rough pattern of a star.
Life, trembling through
the mass in the centre, streamed back and forth over the incoming strands,
irregularly and in ever-changing volume, pulling at the smaller knots here and
there in constant disturbance. It swayed the loosely woven mass above the
schoolhouse, shaking out glints of colour from the thin bright cords, golden
yellows and deep blues, vivid reds and greens. It twisted and untwisted the
small black knot above the town hotel. It arose in murky vapour from the large
knots above each of the churches. All over the town it quivered through the
fine entangling threads, making the pattern change in colour, loosening and
tightening the weaving. In this fashion Life came forth from the body which it
inhabited.
This is the way the town
lay underneath it. From a large round of foot-tramped earth five wide streets
radiated out in as many directions for a length of eight or ten houses and
yards. Then the wide dirt street became a narrow road, the narrow board walks
flanking it on either side stopped suddenly and faintly worn paths carried out
their line for a space of three minutes' walk when all at once up rose the wall
of the forest, the road plunged through and was immediately swallowed up. This
is the way it was in all five directions from Five Points.
Round about the town
forests lay thick and dark like the dark heavens around the cities of the sky,
and held it off secure from every other life-containing place. The roads that
pierced the wall of the forest led in deeper and deeper, cutting their way
around shaggy foothills down to swift streams and on and up again to heights,
in and out of obscure notches. They must finally have sprung out again through
another wall of forest to other towns. But as far as Five Points was concerned,
they led simply to lumber mills sitting like chained ravening creatures at safe
distances from one another eating slowly away at the thick woods as if trying
to remove the screen that held the town off to itself.
In the beginning there
was no town at all, but miles and miles of virgin forest clothing the earth that
humped itself into rough-bosomed hills and hummocks. Then the forest was its
own. Birds nested in its dense leafage, fish multiplied in the clear running
streams, wild creatures ranged its fastnesses in security. The trees, touched
by no harsher hand than that which turns the rhythmically changing seasons,
added year by year ring upon ring to their girths.
Suddenly human masters
appeared. They looked at the girth of the trees, appraised the wealth that lay
hidden there, marked the plan of its taking out. They brought in workers,
cleared a space for head-quarters in the midst of their great tracts, cut roads
out through the forest, and wherever swift streams crossed they set mills. The
cleared space they laid out symmetrically in a tree-fringed centre of common
ground encircled by a main street for stores and offices, with streets for
houses leading out to the edge of the clearing. In the south-east corner of the
town they set aside a large square of land against the forest for a
school-house.
Thus Five Points was
made as nearly in the centre of the great uncut region as it could well be and
still be on the narrow-gauge railroad already passing through to make junction
with larger roads. In short order there was a regular town with a station
halfway down the street where the railroad cut through and near it a town hotel
with a bar; a post office, several stores, a candy shop and a dentist's office
fronting the round of earth in the centre; five churches set each on its own
street and as far from the centre of the town as possible; and a six-room
school-house with a flagpole. One mile, two miles, five and six miles distant
in the forest, saw-mills buzzed away, strangely noisy amid their silent clumsy
lumbermen and mill folk.
One after another, all
those diverse persons necessary for carrying on the work of a small community
drifted in. They cut themselves loose from other communities and hastened
hither to help make this new one, each moved by his own particular reason, each
bringing to the making of a Life the threads of his own deep desire. The
threads interlaced with other threads, twisted into strands, knotted with other
strands and the Life formed itself and hung trembling, thick and powerful, over
the town.
The mill owners and
managers came first, bringing strong warp threads for the Life. They had to
have the town to take out their products and bring in supplies. They wanted to
make money as fast as possible. "Let the town go to hell!" they said.
They cared little how the Life went so that it did go. Most of them lived
alternately as heads of families at home two hundred miles away and as
bachelors at their mills and extract works.
Mr. Stillman, owner of
hundreds of acres of forest, was different. He wanted to be near at hand to
watch his timber being taken out slowly and carefully and meanwhile to bring up
his two small sons, healthy and virtuous, far away from city influences. He
made a small farm up in the high south-west segment of the town against the
woods, with orchards and sheep pasture and beehives and a big white farm-house,
solidly built. He became a deacon in the Presbyterian church and one of the
corner-stones of the town.
Mr. Goff, owner of mills
six miles out, kept up a comfortable place in town to serve as a half-way house
between his mills and his home in a city a couple of hundred miles distant. He
believed that his appearance as a regular townsman had a steadying influence on
his workmen, that it gave them faith in him. His placid middle-aged wife
accompanied him back and forth on his weekly visits to the mills and interested
herself in those of his workers who had families.
Mill Manager Henderson
snapped at the chance to run the Company store as well as to manage several
mills. He saw in it something besides food and clothing for his large family of
red-haired girls. Although he lived down at one of the mills he was counted as
a townsman. He was a pillar in the Methodist church and his eldest daughter
played the piano there.
George Brainerd, pudgy
chief clerk of the Company store, was hand in glove with Henderson. He loved
giving all his energies, undistracted by family or other ties, to the task of
making the Company's workers come out at the end of the season in the Company's
debt instead of having cleared a few hundred dollars as they were made to
believe, on the day they were hired, would be the case. The percentage he
received for his cleverness was nothing to him in comparison with the
satisfaction he felt in his ability to manipulate.
Lanky Jim Dunn, the
station agent, thirty-three and unmarried, satisfied his hunger for new places
by coming to Five Points. He hated old settled lines of conduct. As station
agent, he had a hand in everything and on every one that came in and went out
of the town. He held a sort of gauge on the Life of the town. He chaffed all
the girls who came down to see the evening train come in and tipped off the
young men as to what was doing at the town hotel.
Dr. Smelter, thin-lipped
and cold-eyed, elegant in manner and in dress, left his former practice without
regret. He opened his office in Five Points hoping that in a new community
obscure diseases did not flourish. He was certain that lack of skill would not
be as apparent there as in a well-established village.
Rev. Trotman had been
lured hither by the anticipation of a virgin field for saving souls; Rev.
Little, because he dared not let any of his own fold be exposed to the pitfalls
of an opposing creed.
Dave Fellows left off
setting chain pumps in Gurnersville and renewed his teaching experience by
coming to Five Points to be principal of the school. Dick Shelton's wife
dragged her large brood of little girls and her drunken husband along after
Fellows in order to be sure of some one to bring Dick home from the saloon
before he drank up the last penny. It made little difference to her where she
earned the family living by washing.
So they came, one after
another, and filled up the town—Abe Cohen, the Jew clothing dealer, Barringer,
the druggist, Dr. Barton, rival of Dr. Smelter and a far more highly skilled
practitioner, Jake O'Flaherty, the saloon-keeper, Widow Stokes, rag carpet
weaver and gossip, Jeremy Whitling, town carpenter, and his golden-blonde
daughter Lucy, school-teacher, Dr. Sohmer, dentist. Every small community needs
these various souls. No sooner is the earth scraped clean for a new village
than they come, one by one, until the town is complete. So it happened in Five
Points until there came to be somewhat fewer than a thousand souls. There the
town stood.
Stores and offices
completely took up the circle of Main Street and straggled a little down the
residence streets. Under the fringe of trees business hummed where side by side
flourished Grimes' meat shop, the drug store with the dentist's office above,
Henderson's General Store, as the Company store was called, Brinker's grocery
store, the Clothing Emporium, McGilroy's barber shop, Backus' hardware, and the
post office. The Five Points Argus issued weekly its two pages
from the dingy office behind the drug store. Graham's Livery did a big business
down near the station.
Each church had gathered
its own rightful members within its round of Sunday and mid-week services, its
special observances on Christmas, and Easter, and Children's Day. In the spring
of each year a one-ring circus encamped for a day on the common ground in the
centre of the town and drew all the people in orderly array under its tent. On
the Fourth of July the whole town again came together in the centre common, in
fashion less orderly, irrespective of creed or money worth, celebrating the
deeds of their ancestors by drinking lemonade and setting off firecrackers.
After a while no one
could remember when it had been any different. Those who came to town as little
children grew into gawky youths knowing no more about other parts of the world
than their geography books told them. When any one died, a strand in the Life
hanging above the town broke and flapped in the wind, growing more and more
frayed with the passing of time, until after a year or so its tatters were
noticeable only as a sort of roughness upon the pattern. When a child was born,
a thin tentacle from the central mass of strands reached out and fastened
itself upon him, dragging out his desire year by year until the strand was
thick and strong and woven in securely among the old scaly ones.
The folk who lived at
the mills had hardly anything to do with the Life of Five Points. They were
merely the dynamo that kept the Life alive. They were busied down in the woods
making the money for the men who made the town. They came to town only on
Saturday nights. They bought a flannel shirt and provisions at the Company
store, a bag of candy at Andy's for the hotel and then went back to have their
weekly orgy in their own familiar surroundings. They had little effect on the
Life of the town. That was contained almost entirely within the five points
where the road met the forest.
The Life of Five Points
had one fearful enemy. Its home was in the black forest. Without any warning it
was likely to break out upon the town, its long red tongues leaping out,
striving to lick everything into its red gullet. It was a thirsty animal. If
one gave it enough water, it went back into its lair. Five Points had only
drilled wells in back yards. The nearest big stream was a mile away.
Twice already during the
existence of the Life the enemy had started forth from its lair. The first time
was not long after the town had started and the pattern of Life was hardly more
than indicated in the loosely woven threads.
Down in the forest the
people saw a long red tongue leaping. With brooms and staves they ran to meet
it far from their dwellings, beating it with fury. As they felt the heat of its
breath in their faces, they thought of ministers' words in past sermons. Young
desires and aspirations long dormant began to throb into being. They prayed for
safety. They promised to give up their sins. They determined to be hard on
themselves in the performance of daily duties. The Life suspended above them
untwisted its loosely gathered in strands, the strands shone with a golden
light and entwined again in soft forms.
With death-dealing blows
they laid the enemy black and broken about Grant's Mills, a mile away, and then
went back to their homes telling each other how brave they had been. Pride
swelled up their hearts. They boasted that they could take care of themselves.
Old habits slipped back upon their aspirations and crushed them again into
hidden corners. Life gathered up its loose-woven pattern of dull threads and
hung trembling over the town.
Worsting the enemy
brought the people more closely together. Suddenly they seemed to know each
other for the first time. They made changes, entered into bonds, drew lines,
and settled into their ways. Life grew quickly with its strands woven tightly
together into a weaving that would be hard to unloose.
The mill managers made
money. They saw to it that their mills buzzed away continually. They visited
their homes regularly. Mr. Stillman's farm flourished. His apple trees were
bearing. The school children understood that they could always have apples for
the asking. The Stillman boys did not go to school. They had a tutor. Their
father whipped them soundly when they disobeyed him by going to play in the
streets of the town with the other children.
Dave Fellows had finally
persuaded Dick Shelton to take a Cure. Dick Shelton sober, it was discovered,
was a man of culture and knew, into the bargain, all the points of the law. So
he was made Justice of the Peace. His wife stopped taking in washing and spent
her days trying to keep the children out of the front room where Dick tried his
cases.
Dave Fellows himself
gave up the principalship of the school, finding its meagre return insufficient
to meet the needs of an increasing family. Yielding to the persuasion of
Henderson, he became contractor for taking out timber at Trout Creek Mill. He
counted on his two oldest sons to do men's work during the summer when school
was not in session. Fellows moved his family into the very house in which
Henderson had lived. Henderson explained that he had to live in town to be near
a doctor for his ailing wife and sickly girls. The millmen told Dave Fellows
that Henderson was afraid of them because they had threatened him if he kept on
overcharging them at the Company store.
Abe Cohen did a thriving
business in clothing. He had a long list of customers heavily in debt to him
through the promise that they could pay whenever they got ready. He dunned them
openly on the street so that they made a wide detour in order to avoid going
past his store.
Dr. Barton had
established a reputation for kindness of heart as well as skill in practice
that threatened his rival's good will. Helen Barton, the doctor's young
daughter, perversely kept company with her father's rival. Every one felt sorry
for the father but secretly admired Dr. Smelter's diabolic tactics.
Long-forgotten was the
enemy when it came the second time. On a dark night when Five Points lay heavy
in its slumbers, it bore down upon the north side of the town. Some sensitive
sleeper, troubled in his dreams, awoke to see the dreadful red tongues cutting
across the darkness like crimson banners. His cries aroused the town. All the
fathers rushed out against the enemy. The mothers dressed their children and
packed best things in valises ready to flee when there was no longer any hope.
For three days and three
nights the enemy raged, leaping in to eat up one house, two houses, beaten back
and back, creeping up in another place, beaten back again. The school boys took
beaters and screamed at the enemy as they beat.
The older ones
remembered the first coming of the enemy. They said, "It was a
warning!" They prayed while fear shook their aching arms. The Life of the
town writhed and gleams of colour came out of its writhings and a whiteness as
if the red tongues were cleansing away impurities.
The mill managers
brought their men to fight the enemy. "We mustn't let it go," they
said. Mr. Stillman had his two sons helping him. He talked to them while they
fought the enemy together. He spoke of punishment for sin. His sons listened
while the lust of fighting held their bodies.
Helen Barton knelt at
her father's feet where he was fighting the enemy and swore she would never see
Dr. Smelter again. She knew he was a bad man and could never bring her
happiness.
Lyda, eldest daughter in
the Shelton family, gathered her little sisters about her, quieting their
clamours while her mother wrung her hands and said over and over again,
"To happen when your papa was getting on so nicely!" Lyda resolved
that she would put all thoughts of marrying out of her head. She would have to
stop keepin company with Ned Backus, the hardware man's son. It was not fair to
keep company with a man you did not intend to marry. She would stay for ever
with her mother and help care for the children so that her father would have a
peaceful home life and not be tempted.
All about, wherever they
were, people prayed. They prayed until there was nothing left in their hearts
but prayer as there was nothing left in their bodies but a great tiredness.
Then a heavy rain came
and the red tongues drank greedily until they were slaked and became little
short red flickers of light on a soaked black ground. The enemy was conquered.
One street of the town was gone.
People ran to the church
and held thanksgiving services. A stillness brooded over the town. Life hardly
moved; the strands hung slack. Thanksgiving soon changed to revival. Services
lasted a week. The ministers preached terrible sermons, burning with terrible
words. "Repent before it is too late. Twice God has warned this
town." People vowed vows and sang as they had never sung before the hymns
in their church song-books. The strands of Life leapt and contorted themselves
but they could not pull themselves apart.
The revival ended.
Building began. In a few months a street of houses sprang up defiant in yellow
newness. In and out of a pattern little changed from its old accustomed aspect
Life pulsated in great waves over the heavy strands. In and out, up and down,
it rushed, drawing threads tightly together, knotting them in fantastic knots
that only the judgment day could undo.
Mr. Stillman's sons were
now young men. The younger was dying of heart trouble in a hospital in the
city. The father had locked the elder in his room for two weeks on bread and water
until he found out exactly what had happened between his son and the
Barringers' hired girl. Guy Stillman, full-blooded, dark, and handsome, with
high cheek bones like an Indian, declared vehemently that he would never marry
the girl.
Dave Fellows had taken
his sons out of school to help him the year round in the woods.
Sixteen-year-old Lawrence had left home and gone to work in the town barber
shop late afternoons and evenings in order to keep on at his work in the high
school grades just established. He vowed he would never return home to be made
into a lumber-jack. Dave's wife was trying to persuade him to leave Five Points
and go to the city where her family lived. There the children could continue
their schooling and Dave could get work more suited to his ability than
lumbering seemed to be. Dave, too proud to admit that he had not the capacity
for carrying on this work successfully, refused to entertain any thought of
leaving the place. "If my family would stick by me, everything would come out
all right," he always said.
Lyda Shelton still kept
company with Ned Backus. When he begged her to marry him, she put him off
another year until the children were a little better able to care for
themselves. Her next youngest sister had married a dentist from another town
and had not asked her mother to the wedding. Lyda was trying to make it up to
her mother in double devotion.
Helen Barton met Dr.
Smelter once too often and her father made her marry him. She had a child born
dead. Now she was holding clandestine meetings with Mr. Daly, a traveling
salesman, home on one of his quarterly visits to his family. He had promised to
take Helen away with him on his next trip and make a home for her in the city.
It was a sweltering hot
Saturday in the first part of June. Every now and then the wind blew in from
the east picking up the dust in eddies. Abe Cohen's store was closed. His
children wandered up and down the street, celebrating their sabbath in best
clothes and chastened behaviour. Jim Dunn was watching a large consignment of
goods for the Company store being unloaded. He was telling Earl Henderson, the
manager's nephew, how much it would cost him to get in with the poker crowd.
George Brainerd had
finished fixing up the Company's accounts. He whistled as he worked. Dave
Fellows was in debt three hundred dollars to the Company. That would keep him
another year. He was a good workman but a poor manager. Sam Kent was in debt
one hundred dollars. He would have to stay, too. John Simpson had come out
even. He could go if he wanted to. He was a trouble-maker anyway....
Helen Barton sat talking
with Daly in the thick woods up back of the Presbyterian church. They were
planning how to get away undetected on the evening train.... "If she was
good enough for you then, she's good enough now," Mr. Stillman was saying
to his defiant son. "You're not fit for a better woman. You'll take care
of her and that's the end of it...."
Widow Stokes'
half-witted son rode up from the Extract Works on an old bony horse. He brought
word that the enemy was at the Kibbard Mill, two miles beyond the Works. People
were throwing their furniture into the mill pond, he said. Every one laughed.
Mottie Stokes was always telling big stories. The boy, puzzled, went round and
round the town, stopping every one he met, telling his tale. Sweat poured down
his pale face.
At last he rode down to
Trout Creek Mill and told Dave Fellows. Dave got on the old grey mule and came
up to town to find out further news. The townsfolk, loafing under the trees
around Main Street and going about on little errands, shouted when they saw
Dave come in on his mule beside Mottie on the bony horse. "Two of a
kind," was passed round the circle of business and gossip, and sniggering
went with it. Dave suggested that some one go down to see just what had
happened. Jeers answered him. "Believe a fool? Not quite that cracked
yet!" Dave went about uneasily if he had business to attend to, but
keeping an eye searching out in the direction of the Works.
In an hour or so another
rider came panting into town. Back of him straggled families from the mills and
works with whatever belongings they could bring on their backs. Fear came into
the hearts of the citizens of Five Points. They shouted in anger to drive away
their fear. "Why didn't you stay and fight it? What'd you come up here
for?"
"Too big, too
big," cried the lumber folk, gesturing back over their shoulders.
Far off a haze was
gathering and in the haze a redness appeared, growing slowly more and more
distinct. The townsfolk stared in the direction of the Works, unwilling to
believe. Some one shouted, "Better be ready!" Shortly every pump in
the town had its hand and everything that could hold water was being filled for
the oncoming thirsty beast.
Dave Fellows galloped
down the long hills, around curves, across the bridge at the mill and up again
to his home, told his family of the approach of the enemy, directed them to
pack up all the easily moved furniture, harness the two mules and be ready to
flee out through the forest past Goff's Mills to the next station thirty miles
further down the railroad. No one could tell where the enemy would spread. He
would come back the minute that all hope was lost. The boys must stay at home
and take care of the place. "Bring Lawrence back with you," his wife
called after him, and he turned and waved his hand.
When he got back into
town thousands of red tongues were bearing down upon the station street. The
enemy belched forth great hot breaths that swept the sky ahead of it like giant
firecrackers and falling upon the houses to the east of the town ran from one
to another eating its way up the station street towards the centre of the town.
Family after family left their homes, carrying valuables, dragging their small
children, and scattered to the north and south of the advancing enemy. The town
hotel emptied itself quickly of its temporary family. Jim Dunn left the station
carrying the cash box and a bundle of papers.
From building to
building the enemy leaped. Before it fled group after group of persons from
stores and homes. Methodically it went round the circle of shops, the most
rapacious customer the town had ever seen. Quarters of beeves in the meat shop,
bottles of liquids and powders on the drug-store shelves, barrels and boxes of
food in the grocery store, suits of clothing in Abe Cohen's, the leather whips
and carriage robes in the hardware store, all went down its gullet with the
most amazing ease.
Swelled with its
indiscriminate meal, it started hesitantly on its way up the street that led to
the Presbyterian Church. Now people lost their heads and ran hither and
thither, screaming and praying incoherently, dragging their crying children
about from one place to another, pumping water frantically to offer it, an
impotent libation to an insatiable god. They knew that neither the beating of
brooms nor the water from their wells could quench the enemy that was upon
them. Red Judgment Day was at hand.
Meanwhile a peculiar
thing happened. The Life that was hanging above the town lifted itself up, high
up, entire in its pattern, beyond the reach of red tongues, of gusts from hot
gullets—and there it stayed while the enemy raged below.
Dave Fellows harangued
the men who were beating away vainly, pouring buckets of water on unquenchable
tongues. He pointed to the forest up the street back of the Presbyterian
Church. He was telling them that the only thing to do was to call forth another
enemy to come down and do battle with this one before it reached the church.
"Yes, yes," they chorused eagerly.
Craftily they edged
around south of the enemy, scorching their faces against its streaming flank,
and ran swiftly far up the line of forest past the church. There it was even at
that moment that Helen Barton was begging Daly to remember his promise and take
her with him on the evening train....
The men scooped up
leaves and small twigs and bending over invoked their champion to come forth
and do battle for them. Presently it came forth, shooting out little eager red
tongues that danced and leaped, glad to be coming forth, growing larger in
leaps and bounds. Dave Fellows watched anxiously the direction in which the
hissing tongues sprang. "The wind will take it," he said at last.
Fitfully the breeze pressed up against the back of the newly born, pushing more
and more strongly as the tongues sprang higher and higher, until finally it
swept the full-grown monster down the track towards where the other monster was
gorging.
"For God's sake,
Henry, take me with you, this evening, as you promised," Helen was
imploring Daly. "I can't stay here any longer. My father—I wish now I had
listened to him in the first place, long ago." Daly did not hear her. He
had risen to his feet and holding his head back was drawing in great acrid
breaths. His florid face went white. "What is that?" he said
hoarsely. Through the thick forest red tongues broke out, sweeping towards
them. Helen clutched Daly's arm, screaming. He shook her off and turned to flee
out by the church. There, too, red tongues were leaping, curling back on themselves
in long derisive snarls. Daly turned upon her. "You ..."
The two enemies met at
the church, red tongue leaping against red tongue, crackling jaws breaking on
crackling jaws, sizzling gullet straining against sizzling gullet. A great
noise like the rending of a thousand fibres, a clap of red thunder, as the body
of beast met the body of beast, and both lay crumpled upon the ground together,
their long bodies writhing, bruised, red jaws snapping, red tongue eating red
tongue.
Upon them leaped the
band of men spreading out the whole length of the bodies and beat, beat,
incessantly, desperately, tongue after tongue, hour after hour, beat, beat.
Lingeringly the enemy died, a hard death. Three days it was dying and it had
watchers in plenty. Whenever a red tongue leaped into life, some one was there
to lay it low. In the night-time the men watched, and in the day the women and
girls. The men talked. "We will build it up again in brick," they
said. "That is safer and it looks better, too." The women talked,
too. "I hope Abe will get in some of those new lace curtains," they
said.
Meanwhile families
gathered themselves together. Those whose homes were gone encamped picnic
fashion in the schoolhouse or were taken in by those whose houses were still
standing. Two persons were missing when the muster of the town was finally
taken. They were Helen Barton and Mr. Daly. Jim Dunn said he wasn't sure but he
thought Daly left on the morning train. Daly's wife said he told her he was not
going until evening.
They searched for Helen
far and wide. No trace of her was ever found. Her father stood in front of the
Sunday School on the Sunday following the death of the enemy and made an
eloquent appeal for better life in the town. "The wages of sin is
death," he declared, "death of the soul always, death of the body
sometimes." The people thought him inspired. Widow Stokes whispered to her
neighbour, "It's his daughter he's thinking of."
Dave Fellows was the
only person who left the town. He went back to his wife when he saw that the
town was saved and said, "We might as well move now that we're packed up.
The town is cursed." Two days later they took the train north from a pile
of blackened timbers where the old station had stood. Lawrence went with them.
The enemy had eaten up
all the records in the Company store, and had tried to eat up George Brainerd
while he was attempting to save them. The Company had to accept the workers'
own accounts. George was going about with his arm tied up, planning to keep a
duplicate set of records in a place unassailable by the enemy.
Abe Cohen wailed so
about his losses and his little children that Mr. Stillman set him up in a
brand new stock of clothing. Abe was telling every one, "Buy now. Pay when
you like." And customers came as of old.
Guy Stillman married the
Barringers' hired girl. His father established them in a little home out at the
edge of the town. The nearest neighbour reported that Guy beat his wife.
Lyda married Ned Backus.
"Suppose you had died," she told Ned. "I would never have
forgiven myself. You can work in papa's new grocery store. He's going to start
one as soon as we can get the building done. Mama will have a son to help take
care of her."
Life, its strands
blackened by the strong breath of the enemy, settled down once more over the
town and hung there, secure in its pattern, thick and powerful. Under it brick
stores and buildings rose up and people stood about talking, complacently
planning their days. "It won't come again for a long time," they
said.
By WADSWORTH CAMP
from The
Metropolitan
"I get afraid when
you leave me alone this way at night."
The big man, Tolliver,
patted his wife's head. His coarse laughter was meant to reassure, but, as he
glanced about the living-room of his remote and cheerless house, his eyes were
uneasy. The little boy, just six years old, crouched by the cook-stove,
whimpering over the remains of his supper.
"What are you
afraid of?" Tolliver scoffed.
The stagnant loneliness,
the perpetual drudgery, had not yet conquered his wife's beauty, dark and
desirable. She motioned towards the boy.
"He's afraid, too,
when the sun goes down."
For a time Tolliver
listened to the wind, which assaulted the frame house with the furious voices
of witches demanding admittance.
"It's that——"
he commenced.
She cut him short,
almost angrily.
"It isn't that with
me," she whispered.
He lifted the tin pail
that contained a small bottle of coffee and some sandwiches. He started for the
door, but she ran after him, dragging at his arm.
"Don't go! I'm
afraid!"
The child was quiet now,
staring at them with round, reflective eyes.
"Joe,"
Tolliver said gently, "will be sore if I don't relieve him on time."
She pressed her head
against his coat and clung tighter. He closed his eyes.
"You're afraid of
Joe," he said wearily.
Without looking up, she
nodded. Her voice was muffled.
"He came last night
after you relieved him at the tower. He knocked, and I wouldn't let him in. It
made him mad. He swore. He threatened. He said he'd come back. He said he'd
show us we couldn't kick him out of the house just because he couldn't help
liking me. We never ought to have let him board here at all."
"Why didn't you
tell me before?"
"I was afraid you'd
be fighting each other in the tower; and it didn't seem so bad until dark came
on. Why didn't you complain to the railroad when—when he tried to kiss me the
other night?"
"I thought that was
finished," Tolliver answered slowly, "when I kicked him out, when I
told him I'd punish him if he bothered you again. And I—I was a little ashamed
to complain to the superintendent about that. Don't you worry about Joe, Sally,
I'll talk to him now, before I let him out of the tower. He's due to relieve me
again at midnight, and I'll be home then."
He put on his great
coat. He pulled his cap over his ears. The child spoke in a high, apprehensive
voice.
"Don't go away,
papa."
He stared at the child,
considering.
"Put his things on,
Sally," he directed at last.
"What for?"
"I'll send him back
from the tower with something that will make you feel easier."
Her eyes brightened.
"Isn't that against
the rules?"
"Guess I can afford
to break one for a change," he said. "I'm not likely to need it
myself to-night. Come, Sonny."
The child shrank in the
corner, his pudgy hands raised defensively.
"It's only a little
ways, and Sonny can run home fast," his mother coaxed.
Against his ineffective
reluctance she put on his coat and hat. Tolliver took the child by the hand and
led him, sobbing unevenly, into the wind-haunted darkness. The father chatted
encouragingly, pointing to two or three lights, scattered, barely visible;
beacons that marked unprofitable farms.
It was, in fact, only a
short distance to the single track railroad and the signal tower, near one end
of a long siding. In the heavy, boisterous night the yellow glow from the upper
windows, and the red and green of the switch lamps, close to the ground, had a
festive appearance. The child's sobs drifted away. His father swung him in his
arms, entered the tower, and climbed the stairs. Above, feet stirred
restlessly. A surly voice came down.
"Here at last,
eh?"
When Tolliver's head was
above the level of the flooring he could see the switch levers, and the table,
gleaming with the telegraph instruments, and dull with untidy clips of yellow
paper; but the detail that held him was the gross, expectant face of Joe.
Joe was as large as
Tolliver, and younger. From that commanding position, he appeared gigantic.
"Cutting it pretty
fine," he grumbled.
Tolliver came on up, set
the child down, and took off his overcoat.
"Fact is," he
drawled, "I got held back a minute—sort of unexpected."
His eyes fixed the
impatient man.
"What you planning
to do, Joe, between now and relieving me at midnight?"
Joe shifted his feet.
"Don't know,"
he said uncomfortably. "What you bring the kid for? Want me to drop him at
the house?"
Tolliver shook his head.
He placed his hands on his hips.
"That's one thing I
want to say to you, Joe. Just you keep away from the house. Thought you
understood that when you got fresh with Sally the other night."
Joe's face flushed
angrily.
"Guess I was a fool
to say I was sorry about that. Guess I got to teach you I got a right to go
where I please."
Tolliver shook his head.
"Not to our house,
if we don't want you."
The other leered.
"You so darned sure
Sally don't want me?"
Impulsively Tolliver
stepped forward, closing his fists.
"You drop that sort
of talk, or——"
Joe interrupted,
laughing.
"One thing's sure,
Tolliver. If it came to a fight between me and you I'd be almost ashamed to hit
you."
Through his passion
Tolliver recognized the justice of that appraisal. Physically he was no match
for the younger man.
"Things," he
said softly, "are getting so we can't work here together."
"Then," Joe
flung back, as he went down the stairs, "you'd better be looking for
another job."
Tolliver sighed, turning
to the table. The boy played there, fumbling with the yellow forms. Tolliver
glanced at the top one. He called out quickly to the departing man.
"What's this
special, Joe?"
The other's feet stumped
on the stairs again.
"Forgot," he
said as his head came through the trap. "Some big-wigs coming through on a
special train along about midnight. Division headquarters got nothing definite
yet, but figure we'll have to get her past thirty-three somewheres on this
stretch. So keep awake."
Tolliver with an
increasing anxiety continued to examine the yellow slips.
"And thirty-three's
late, and still losing."
Joe nodded.
"Makes it sort of
uncertain."
"Seems to me,"
Tolliver said, "you might have mentioned it."
"Maybe," Joe
sneered, "you'd like me to stay and do your job."
He went down the stairs
and slammed the lower door.
Tolliver studied the
slips, his ears alert for the rattling of the telegraph sounder. After a time
he replaced the file on the table and looked up. The boy, quite contented now
in the warm, interesting room, stretched his fingers towards the sending key,
with the air of a culprit dazzled into attempting an incredible crime.
"Hands off,
Sonny!" Tolliver said kindly. "You must run back to mother now."
He opened a drawer
beneath the table and drew out a polished six-shooter—railroad property,
designed for the defense of the tower against tramps or bandits. The boy
reached his hand eagerly for it. His father shook his head.
"Not to play with,
Sonny. That's for business. If you promise not to touch it 'till you get home
and hand it to mama, to-morrow I'll give you a nickel."
The child nodded.
Tolliver placed the revolver in the side pocket of the little overcoat, and,
the boy following him, went down stairs.
"You run home fast
as you can," Tolliver directed. "Don't you be afraid. I'll stand
right here in the door 'till you get there. Nothing shall hurt you."
The child glanced back
at the festive lights with an anguished hesitation. Tolliver had to thrust him
away from the tower.
"A nickel in the
morning——" he bribed.
The child commenced to
run. Long after he had disappeared the troubled man heard the sound of tiny
feet scuffling with panic along the road to home.
When the sound had died
away Tolliver slammed the door and climbed the stairs. He studied the yellow
slips again, striving to fix in his mind this problem, involving the safety of
numerous human beings, that would probably become his. He had a fear of
abnormal changes in the schedule. It had been impressed upon every signalman
that thirty-three was the road's most precious responsibility. It was the only
solid Pullman train that passed over the division. This time of year it ran
crowded and was erratic; more often than not, late. That fact created few
difficulties on an ordinary night; but, combined with such uncertainty of
schedule, it worried the entire division, undoubtedly, to have running, also on
an uncertain schedule, and in the opposite direction on that single track, an
eager special carrying important men. The superintendent, of course, would want
to get those flashy trains past each other without delay to either. That was
why these lonely towers, without receiving definite instructions yet, had been
warned to increase watchfulness.
Tolliver's restlessness
grew. He hoped the meeting would take place after Joe had relieved him, or else
to the north or south.
It was difficult,
moreover, for him to fix his mind to-night on his professional responsibility.
His duty towards his family was so much more compelling. While he sat here,
listening to every word beaten out by the sounder, he pictured his wife and
son, alone in the little house nearly a half a mile away. And he wondered,
while he, their only protector, was imprisoned, what Joe was up to.
Joe must have been drunk
when he tried to get in the house last night. Had he been drinking to-night?
The sounder jarred
rapidly.
"LR. LR. LR."
That was for the tower
to the north. It was hard to tell from Joe's manner. Perhaps that would account
for his not having called attention to the approaching presence of the special
on the division.
Pound. Pound. Pound. The
hard striking of the metal had the effect of a trip-hammer on his brain.
"Allen reports
special left Oldtown at 9.45."
Joe had certainly been
drinking that night last week when he had got fresh with Sally.
"Thirty-three still
losing south of Anderson."
He jotted the words down
and sent his O.K.'s while his head, it seemed to him, recoiled physically from
each rapid stroke of the little brass bar.
Sonny, sent by his
mother, had come to tell him that night, panting up the stairs, his eyes wide
and excited. Tolliver had looked from the window towards his home, his face
flushed, his fists clenched, his heart almost choking him. Then he had seen
Joe, loafing along the road in the moonlight, and he had relaxed, scarcely
aware of the abominable choice he had faced.
"NT. NT. NT."
His own call. Tolliver
shrank from the sharp blows. He forced himself to a minute attention. It was
division headquarters.
"Holding twenty-one
here until thirty-three and the special have cleared."
Twenty-one was a
freight. It was a relief to have that off the road for the emergency. He lay
back when the striking at his head had ceased.
It was unfortunate that
Joe and he alone should be employed at the tower. Relieving each other at
regular intervals, they had never been at the house together. Either Tolliver
had been there alone with his wife and his son—or Joe had been. The two men had
seen each other too little, only momentarily in this busy room. They didn't
really know each other.
"LR. LR. LR."
Tolliver shook his head
savagely. It had been a mistake letting Joe board with them at all. Any man
would fall in love with Sally. Yet Tolliver had thought after that definite
quarrel Joe would have known his place; the danger would have ended.
It was probably this
drinking at the country inn where Joe lived now that had made the man brood.
The inn was too small and removed to attract the revenue officers, and the
liquid manufactured and sold there was designed to make a man daring,
irrational, deadly.
Tolliver shrank from the
assaults of the sounder.
Where was Joe now? At
the inn, drinking; or——
He jotted down the
outpourings of the voluble key. More and more it became clear that the special
and thirty-three would meet near his tower, but it would almost certainly be
after midnight when Joe would have relieved him. He watched the clock, often
pressing his fingers against his temples in an attempt to make bearable the
hammering at his brain, unequal and persistent.
While the hands crawled
towards midnight the wind increased, shrieking around the tower as if the
pounding angered it.
Above the shaking of the
windows Tolliver caught another sound, gentle and disturbing, as if countless
fingers tapped softly, simultaneously against the panes.
He arose and raised one
of the sashes. The wind tore triumphantly in, bearing a quantity of snowflakes
that fluttered to the floor, expiring. Under his breath Tolliver swore. He
leaned out, peering through the storm. The red and green signal lamps were
blurred. He shrugged his shoulders. Anyway, Joe would relieve him before the
final orders came, before either train was in the section.
Tolliver clenched his
hands. If Joe didn't come!
He shrank from the force
of his imagination.
He was glad Sally had
the revolver.
He glanced at his watch,
half believing that the clock had stopped.
There at last it was,
both hands pointing straight up—midnight! And Tolliver heard only the storm and
the unbearable strokes of the telegraph sounder. It was fairly definite now.
Both trains were roaring through the storm, destined almost certainly to slip
by each other at this siding within the next hour.
Where was Joe? And Sally
and the boy alone at the house!
Quarter past twelve.
What vast interest could
have made Joe forget his relief at the probable loss of his job?
Tolliver glanced from
the rear window towards his home, smothered in the night and the storm. If he
might only run there quickly to make sure that Sally was all right!
The sounder jarred
furiously. Tolliver half raised his hand, as if to destroy it.
It was the division
superintendent himself at the key.
"NT. NT. NT. Is it
storming bad with you?"
"Pretty
thick."
"Then keep the
fuses burning. For God's sake, don't let the first in over-run his switch. And
clear the line like lightning. Those fellows are driving faster than
hell."
Tolliver's mouth opened,
but no sound came. His face assumed the expression of one who undergoes the
application of some destructive barbarity.
"I get afraid when
you leave me alone this way at night."
He visualized his wife,
beautiful, dark, and desirable, urging him not to go to the tower.
A gust of wind sprang
through the trap door. The yellow slips fluttered. He ran to the trap. He heard
the lower door bang shut. Someone was on the stairs, climbing with difficulty,
breathing hard. A hat, crusted with snow, appeared. There came slowly into the
light Joe's face, ugly and inflamed; the eyes restless with a grave indecision.
Tolliver's first elation
died in new uncertainty.
"Where you
been?" he demanded fiercely.
Joe struggled higher
until he sat on the flooring, his legs dangling through the trap. He laughed in
an ugly and unnatural note; and Tolliver saw that there was more than drink, more
than sleeplessness, recorded in his scarlet face. Hatred was there. It escaped,
too, from the streaked eyes that looked at Tolliver as if through a veil. He
spoke thickly.
"Don't you wish you
knew?"
Tolliver stooped,
grasping the man's shoulders. In each fist he clenched bunches of wet cloth. In
a sort of desperation he commenced to shake the bundled figure.
"You tell me where
you been——"
"NT. NT. NT."
Joe leered.
"Joe! You got to
tell me where you been."
The pounding took
Tolliver's strength. He crouched lower in an effort to avoid it, but each blow
struck as hard as before, forcing into his brain word after word that he
passionately resented. Places, hours, minutes—the details of this vital passage
of two trains in the unfriendly night.
"Switch whichever
arrives first, and hold until the other is through."
It was difficult to
understand clearly, because Joe's laughter persisted, crashing against
Tolliver's brain as brutally as the sounder.
"You got to tell me
if you been bothering Sally."
The hatred and the
cunning of the mottled face grew.
"Why don't you ask
Sally?"
Slowly Tolliver let the
damp cloth slip from his fingers. He straightened, facing more definitely that
abominable choice. He glanced at his cap and overcoat. The lazy clock hands
reminded him that he had remained in the tower nearly half an hour beyond his
time. Joe was right. It was clear he could satisfy himself only by going home
and asking Sally.
"Get up," he
directed. "I guess you got sense enough to know you're on duty."
Joe struggled to his
feet and lurched to the table. Tolliver wondered at the indecision in the
other's eyes, which was more apparent. Joe fumbled aimlessly with the yellow
slips. Tolliver's fingers, outstretched toward his coat, hesitated, as if
groping for an object that must necessarily elude them.
"Special!" Joe
mumbled. "And—Hell! Ain't thirty-three through yet?"
He swayed, snatching at
the edge of the table.
Tolliver lowered his
hands. The division superintendent had pounded out something about fuses. What
had it been exactly? "Keep fuses burning."
With angry gestures he
took his coat and cap down, and put them on while he repeated all the
instructions that had been forced into his brain with the effect of a physical
violence. At the table Joe continued to fumble aimlessly.
"Ain't you
listening?" Tolliver blurted out.
"Huh?"
"Why don't you
light a fuse?"
It was quite obvious
that Joe had heard nothing.
"Fuse!" Joe
repeated.
He stooped to a box
beneath the table. He appeared to lose his balance. He sat on the floor with
his back against the wall, his head drooping.
"What about
fuse?" he murmured.
His eyes closed.
Tolliver pressed the
backs of his hands against his face. If only his suspense might force
refreshing tears as Sonny cried away his infant agonies!
Numerous people asleep
in that long Pullman train, and the special thundering down! Sally and Sonny a
half mile away in the lonely house! And that drink-inspired creature on the
floor—what was he capable of in relation to those unknown, helpless travelers?
But what was he capable of; what had he, perhaps, been capable of towards those
two known ones that Tolliver loved better than all the world?
Tolliver shuddered. As
long as Joe was here Sally and Sonny would not be troubled. But where had Joe
been just now? How had Sally and Sonny fared while Tolliver had waited for that
stumbling step on the stairs? He had to know that, yet how could he? For he
couldn't leave Joe to care for all those lives on the special and thirty-three.
He removed his coat and
cap, and replaced them on the hook. He took a fuse from the box and lighted it.
He raised the window and threw the fuse to the track beneath. It sputtered and
burst into a flame, ruddy, gorgeous, immense. It etched from the night distant
fences and trees. It bent the sparkling rails until they seemed to touch at the
terminals of crimson vistas. If in the storm the locomotive drivers should miss
the switch lamps, set against them, they couldn't neglect this bland banner of
danger, flung across the night.
When Tolliver closed the
window he noticed that the ruddy glow filled the room, rendering sickly and
powerless the yellow lamp wicks. And Tolliver clutched the table edge, for in
this singular and penetrating illumination he saw that Joe imitated the details
of sleep; that beneath half-closed lids, lurked a fanatical wakefulness, and
final resolution where, on entering the tower, he had exposed only indecision.
While Tolliver stared
Joe abandoned his masquerade. Wide-eyed, he got lightly to his feet and started
for the trap.
Instinctively,
Tolliver's hand started for the drawer where customarily the revolver was kept.
Then he remembered, and was sorry he had sent the revolver to Sally. For it was
clear that the poison in Joe's brain was sending him to the house while
Tolliver was chained to the tower. He would have shot, he would have killed, to
have kept the man here. He would do what he could with his hands.
"Where you
going?" he asked hoarsely.
Joe laughed happily.
"To keep Sally
company while you look after the special and thirty-three."
Tolliver advanced
cautiously, watching for a chance. When he spoke his voice had the appealing
quality of a child's.
"It's my time off.
If I do your work you got to stay at least."
Joe laughed again.
"No. It only needs
you to keep all those people from getting killed."
Tolliver sprang then,
but Joe avoided the heavier, clumsier man. He grasped a chair, swinging it over
his head.
"I'll teach
you," he grunted, "to kick me out like dirt. I'll teach you and
Sally."
With violent strength he
brought the chair down. Tolliver got his hands up, but the light chair crashed
them aside and splintered on his head. He fell to his knees, reaching out
blindly. He swayed lower until he lay stretched on the floor, dimly aware of
Joe's descending steps, of the slamming of the lower door, at last of a vicious
pounding at his bruised brain.
"NT. NT. NT."
He struggled to his
knees, his hands at his head.
"No, by God! I
won't listen to you."
"Thirty-three
cleared LR at 12:47."
One tower north!
Thirty-three was coming down on him, but he was only glad that the pounding had
ceased. It commenced again.
"NT. NT. NT.
Special cleared JV at 12:48."
Each rushing towards
each other with only a minute's difference in schedule! That was close—too
close. But what was it he had in his mind?
Suddenly he screamed. He
lurched to his feet and leant against the wall. He knew now. Joe, with those
infused and criminal eyes, had gone to Sally and Sonny—to get even. There could
be nothing in the world as important as that. He must get after Joe. He must
stop him in time.
"NT. NT. NT."
There was something in
his brain about stopping a train in time.
"It only needs you
to keep all those people from getting killed."
Somebody had told him
that. What did it mean? What had altered here in the tower all at once?
There was no longer any
red.
"NT. NT. NT."
"I won't
answer."
Where had he put his cap
and coat. He needed them. He could go without. He could kill a beast without.
His foot trembled on the first step.
"NT. NT. NT. Why
don't you answer? What's wrong. No O. K. Are you burning fuses? Wake up. Send
an O. K."
The sounder crashed
frantically. It conquered him.
He lurched to the table,
touched the key, and stuttered out:
"O. K. NT."
He laughed a little.
They were in his block, rushing at each other, and Joe was alone at the house
with Sally and the child. O. K.!
He lighted another fuse,
flung it from the window, and started with automatic movements for the trap.
Let them crash. Let them
splinter, and burn, and die. What was the lot of them compared with Sally and
Sonny?
The red glare from the
fuse sprang into the room. Tolliver paused, bathed in blood.
He closed his eyes to
shut out the heavy waves of it. He saw women like Sally and children like Sonny
asleep in a train. It gave him an impression that Sally and Sonny were, indeed,
on the train. To keep them safe it would be necessary to retard the special
until thirty-three should be on the siding and he could throw that lever that
would close the switch and make the line safe. He wavered, taking short steps
between the table and the trap. Where were Sally and Sonny? He had to get that
clear in his mind.
A bitter cold sprang up
the trap. He heard the sobbing of a child.
"Sonny!"
It was becoming clear
enough now.
The child crawled up the
steps on his hands and knees. Tolliver took him in his arms, straining at him
passionately.
"What is it, Sonny?
Where's mama?"
"Papa, come quick.
Come quick."
He kept gasping it out
until Tolliver stopped him.
"Joe! Did Joe
come?"
The child nodded. He
caught his breath.
"Joe broke down the
door," he said.
"But mama had the
gun," Tolliver said hoarsely.
The boy shook his head.
"Mama wouldn't let
Sonny play with it. She locked it up in the cupboard. Joe grabbed mama, and she
screamed, and said to run and make you come."
In the tower, partially
smothered by the storm, vibrated a shrill cry. For a moment Tolliver thought
his wife's martyrdom had been projected to him by some subtle means. Then he
knew it was the anxious voice of thirty-three—the pleading of all those
unconscious men and women and little ones. He flung up his arms, releasing the
child, and ran to the table where he lighted another fuse, and threw it to the
track. He peered from the window, aware of the sobbing refrain of his son.
"Come quick! Come
quick! Come quick!"
From far to the south
drifted a fainter sibilation, like an echo of thirty-three's whistle. To the
north a glow increased. The snowflakes there glistened like descending jewels.
It was cutting it too close. It was vicious to crush all that responsibility on
the shoulders of one ignorant man, such a man as himself, or Joe. What good
would it do him to kill Joe now? What was there left for him to do?
He jotted down
thirty-three's orders.
The glow to the north
intensified, swung slightly to the left as thirty-three took the siding. But
she had to hurry. The special was whistling closer—too close. Thirty-three's
locomotive grumbled abreast of him. Something tugged at his coat.
"Papa! Won't you
come quick to mama?"
The dark, heavy cars
slipped by. The red glow of the fuse was overcome by the white light from the
south. The last black Pullman of thirty-three cleared the points. With a
gasping breath Tolliver threw the switch lever.
"It's too late now,
Sonny," he said to the importunate child.
The tower shook. A hot,
white eye flashed by, and a blurred streak of cars. Snow pelted in the window,
stinging Tolliver's face. Tolliver closed the window and picked up
thirty-three's orders. If he had kept the revolver here he could have prevented
Joe's leaving the tower. Why had Sally locked it in the cupboard? At least it
was there now. Tolliver found himself thinking of the revolver as an exhausted
man forecasts sleep.
Someone ran swiftly up
the stairs. It was the engineer of thirty-three, surprised and impatient.
"Where are my
orders, Tolliver? I don't want to lie over here all night."
He paused. His tone
became curious.
"What ails you,
Tolliver?"
Tolliver handed him the
orders, trembling.
"I guess maybe my
wife at the house is dead, or—You'll go see."
The engineer shook his
head.
"You brace up,
Tolliver. I'm sorry if anything's happened to your wife, but we couldn't hold
thirty-three, even for a murder."
Tolliver's trembling
grew. He mumbled incoherently:
"But I didn't
murder all those people——"
"Report to division
headquarters," the engineer advised. "They'll send you help
to-morrow."
He hurried down the
stairs. After a moment the long train pulled out, filled with warm, comfortable
people. The child, his sobbing at an end, watched it curiously. Tolliver tried
to stop his shaking.
There was someone else
on the stairs now, climbing with an extreme slowness. A bare arm reached
through the trap, wavering for a moment uncertainly. Ugly bruises showed on the
white flesh. Tolliver managed to reach the trap. He grasped the arm and drew
into the light the dark hair and the chalky face of his wife. Her wide eyes
stared at him strangely.
"Don't touch
me," she whispered. "What am I going to do?"
"Joe?"
"Why do you tremble
so?" she asked in her colorless voice, without resonance. "Why didn't
you come?"
"Joe?" he
repeated hysterically.
She drew away from him.
"You won't want to
touch me again."
He pointed to the
repellant bruises. She shook her head.
"He didn't hurt me
much," she whispered, "because I—I killed him."
She drew her other hand
from the folds of her wrapper. The revolver dangled from her fingers. It
slipped and fell to the floor. The child stared at it with round eyes, as if he
longed to pick it up.
She covered her face and
shrank against the wall.
"I've killed a
man——"
Through her fingers she
looked at her husband fearfully. After a time she whispered:
"Why don't you say
something?"
His trembling had
ceased. His lips were twisted in a grin. He, too, wondered why he didn't say
something. Because there were no words for what was in his heart.
In a corner he arranged
his overcoat as a sort of a bed for the boy.
"Won't you speak to
me?" she sobbed. "I didn't mean to, but I had to. You got to
understand. I had to."
He went to the table and
commenced to tap vigorously on the key. She ran across and grasped at his arm.
"What you telling
them?" she demanded wildly.
"Why, Sally!"
he said. "What's the matter with you?—To send another man now Joe is
gone."
Truths emerged from his
measureless relief, lending themselves to words. He trembled again for a
moment.
"If I hadn't
stayed! If I'd let them smash! When all along it only needed Joe to keep all
those people from getting killed."
He sat down, caught her
in his arms, drew her to his knee, and held her close.
"You ain't going to
scold?" she asked wonderingly.
He shook his head. He
couldn't say any more just then; but when his tears touched her face she seemed
to understand and to be content.
So, while the boy slept,
they waited together for someone to take Joe's place.
6.THE PARTING GENIUS[7]
By HELEN COALE CREW
from The Midland
"The
parting genius is with sighing sent."
Milton's Hymn on the
Nativity.
It was high noon, blue
and hot. The little town upon the southern slope of the hills that shut in the
great plain glared white in the intense sunlight. The beds of the brooks in the
valleys that cut their way through the hill-clefts were dry and dusty; and the
sole shade visible lay upon the orchard floors, where the thick branches above
cast blue-black shadows upon the golden tangle of grasses at their feet. A soft
murmur of hidden creature-things rose like an invisible haze from earth, and
nothing moved in all the horizon save the black kites high in the blue air and
the white butterflies over the drowsy meadows. The poppies that flecked the
yellow wheat fields drooped heavily, spilling the wine of summer from their
cups. Nature stood at drowsy-footed pause, reluctant to take up again the vital
whirr of living.
At the edge of the
orchard, near the dusty highway, under a huge misshapen olive tree sat a boy,
still as a carven Buddha save that his eyes stood wide, full of dreams. His was
a sensitive face, thoughtful beyond his childish years, full of weariness when
from time to time he closed his eyes, full of dark brooding when the lids
lifted again. Presently he rose to his feet, and his two hands clenched tightly
into fists.
"I hate it!"
he muttered vehemently.
At his side the grasses
stirred and a portion of the blue shadow of the tree detached itself and became
the shadow of a man.
"Hate?"
questioned a golden, care-free voice at his side. "Thou'rt overyoung to
hate. What is it thou dost hate?"
A young man had thrown
himself down in the grass at the boy's side. Shaggy locks hung about his brown
cheeks; his broad, supple chest and shoulders were bare; his eyes were full of
sleepy laughter; and his indolent face was now beautiful, now grotesque, at the
color of his thoughts. From a leathern thong about his neck hung a reed pipe,
deftly fashioned, and a bowl of wood carved about with grape-bunches dangled
from the twisted vine which girdled his waist. In one hand he held a
honey-comb, into which he bit with sharp white teeth, and on one arm he carried
branches torn from fig and almond trees, clustered with green figs and with
nuts. The two looked long at each other, the boy gravely, the man smiling.
"Thou wilt know me
another time," said the man with a throaty laugh. "And I shall know
thee. I have been watching thee a long time—I know not why. But what is it thou
dost hate? For me, I hate nothing. Hate is wearisome."
The boy's gaze fixed
itself upon the bright, insouciant face of the man with a fascination he
endeavored to throw off but could not. Presently he spoke, and his voice was
low and clear and deliberate.
"Hate is
evil," he said.
"I know not what
evil may be," said the man, a puzzled frown furrowing the smooth brow for
a swift moment. "Hunger, now, or lust, or sleep—"
"Hate is the thing
that comes up in my throat and chokes me when I think of tyranny," interrupted
the boy, his eyes darkening.
"Why trouble to
hate?" asked the man. He lifted his pipe to his lips and blew a joyous
succession of swift, unhesitant notes, as throbbing as the heat, as vivid as
the sunshine. His lithe throat bubbled and strained with his effort, and his
warm vitality poured through the mouthpiece of the pipe and issued melodiously
at the farther end. Noon deepened through many shades of hot and slumberous
splendor, the very silence intensified by the brilliant pageant of sound. A great
hawk at sail overhead hung suddenly motionless upon unquivering wings. Every
sheep in the pasture across the road lifted a questioning nose, and the entire
flock moved swiftly nearer on a sudden impulse. And then the man threw down his
pipe, and the silence closed in softly upon the ebbing waves of sound.
"Why trouble to
hate?" he asked again, and sank his shoulder deeper into the warm grass.
His voice was as sleepy as the drone of distant bees, and his dream-filmed eyes
looked out through drooping lids. "I hate nothing. It takes effort. It is
easier to feel friendly with all things—creatures, and men, and gods."
"I hate with a
purpose," said the child, his eyes fixed, and brooding upon an inward
vision. The man rose upon his elbow and gazed curiously at the boy, but the
latter, unheeding, went on with his thoughts. "Some day I shall be a man,
and then I shall kill tyranny. Aye, kill! It is tyranny that I hate. And hatred
I hate; and oppression. But how I shall go about to kill them, that I do not yet
know. I think and think, but I have not yet thought of a way."
"If," said the
man, "thou could'st love as royally as thou could'st hate, what a lover
thou would'st become! For me, I love but lightly, and hate not at all, yet have
I been a man for aeons. How near art thou to manhood?"
"I have lived
nearly twelve years."
Like a flash the man
leaped to his feet and turned his face westward towards the sea with
outstretched arms, and a look and gesture of utter yearning gave poignancy and
spirit to the careless, sleepy grace of his face and figure. He seized the
boy's arm. "See now," he cried, his voice trembling upon the verge of
music, "it is nearly twelve years that I have been a wanderer, shorn of my
strength and my glory! Look you, boy, at the line of hills yonder. Behind those
hills lie the blue sea-ridges, and still beyond, lies the land where I dwelt.
Ye gods, the happy country!" Like a great child he stood, and his breast
broke into sobs, but his eyes glowed with splendid visions. "Apollo's
golden shafts could scarce penetrate the shadowy groves, and Diana's silver
arrows pierced only the tossing treetops. And underfoot the crocus flamed, and
the hyacinth. Flocks and herds fed in pastures rosy with blossoms, and there
were white altars warm with flame in every thicket. There were dances, and mad
revels, and love and laughter"—he paused, and the splendor died from his
face. "And then one starry night—still and clear it was, and white with
frost—fear stalked into the happy haunts, and an ontreading mystery, benign yet
dreadful. And something, I know not what, drove me forth. Aie! Aie! There
is but the moaning of doves when the glad hymns sounded, and cold ashes and
dead drifted leaves on the once warm altars!"
A sharp pull at his
tunic brought his thoughts back to the present. The child drew him urgently
down into the long grass, and laid a finger upon his lip; and at the touch of
the small finger the man trembled through all his length of limbs, and lay
still. Up the road rose a cloud of dust and the sound of determined feet, and
presently a martial figure came in sight, clad in bronze and leather helmet and
cuirass, and carrying an oblong shield and a short, broad-bladed sword of
double edge. Short yet agile, a soldier every inch, he looked neither to the
right nor to the left, but marched steadily and purposefully upon his business.
His splendid muscles, shining with sweat, gleamed satinwise in the hot sun. A
single unit, he was yet a worthy symbol of a world-wide efficiency.
The man and boy beneath
the tree crouched low. "Art afraid?" whispered the man. And the boy
whispered back, "It is he that I hate, and all his kind." His
child-heart beat violently against his side, great beads stood out upon his
forehead, and his hands trembled. "If you but knew the sorrow in the
villages! Aye, in the whole country—because of him! He takes the bread from the
mouths of the pitiful poor—and we are all so poor! The women and babes starve,
but the taxes must be paid. Upon the aged and the crippled, even, fall heavy
burdens. And all because of him and his kind!"
The man looked at the
flushed face and trembling limbs of the boy, and his own face glowed in a
golden smile that was full of a sudden and unaccustomed tenderness. "Why,
see now," he whispered, "that is easily overcome. Look! I will show
thee the way." Lifting himself cautiously, he crouched on all fours in the
grass, slipping and sliding forward so hiddenly that the keen ear and eagle eye
of the approaching soldier took note of no least ripple in the quiet grass by
the roadside. It was the sinuous, silent motion of a snake; and suddenly his
eyes narrowed, his lips drew back from his teeth, his ears pricked forward,
along the ridge of his bare back the hair bristled, and the locks about his
face waved and writhed as though they were the locks of Medusa herself. Ah, and
were those the flanks and feet of a man, or of a beast, that bore him along so
stealthily? The child watched him in a horror of fascination, rooted to the
spot in terror.
With the quickness of a
flash it all happened—the martial traveller taken unaware, the broad-bladed
sword wrenched from his hand by seemingly superhuman strength, a sudden hideous
grip at his throat, blows rained upon his head, sharp sobbing breaths torn from
his panting breast ... a red stain upon the dusty road ... a huddled figure ...
silence. And he who had been a man indeed a few brief, bright years, was no
more now than carrion; and he who through all his boasted aeons had not yet
reached the stature of a man stood above the dead body, his face no longer
menacing, but beautiful with a smiling delight in his deed. And then suddenly
the spell that held the child was broken, and he leaped out upon the murderer
and beat and beat and beat upon him with helpless, puny child-fists, and all a
child's splendid and ineffectual rage. And at that the man turned and thrust
the child from him in utter astonishment, and the boy fell heavily back upon
the road, the second quiet figure lying there. And again the man's face
changed, became vacant, bewildered, troubled; and stooping, he lifted the boy
in his arms, and ran with him westward along the road, through the fields of
dead-ripe wheat, across the stubble of the garnered barley, fleet-footed as a
deer, till he could run no more.
In a little glen of
hickory and oak, through whose misty-mellow depths a small stream trickled, he
paused at last and laid the boy upon a soft and matted bed of thick green
myrtle, and brought water in his two hands to bathe the bruised head,
whimpering the while. Then he chafed the small bare feet and warmed them in his
own warm breast; and gathering handfuls of pungent mint and the sweet-scented
henna, he crushed them and held them to the boy's nostrils. And these devices
failing, he sat disconsolate, the curves of his mobile face falling into
unwonted lines of half-weary, half-sorrowful dejection. "I know not how it
may be," he said to himself, smiling whimsically, "but I seem to have
caught upon my lips the bitter human savor of repentance."
Utter silence held the
little glen. The child lay unconscious, and the man sat with his head in his
hands, as one brooding. When the sun at last neared the place of his setting,
the boy's eyes opened. His gaze fell upon his companion, and crowded and
confused thoughts surged through him. For some time he lay still, finding his
bearings. And at length the hatred that had all day, and for many days, filled
his young breast, melted away in a divine pity and tenderness, and the tears of
that warm melting rolled down his cheeks. The man near him, who had watched in
silence, gently put a questioning finger upon the wet cheeks.
"What is it?"
he asked.
"Repentance,"
said the boy.
"I pity thee.
Repentance is bitter of taste."
"No," said the
boy. "It is warm and sweet. It moves my heart and my understanding."
"What has become of
thy hatred?"
"I shall never hate
again."
"What wilt thou do,
then?"
"I shall
love," said the boy. "Love," he repeated softly. "How
came I never to think of that before?"
"Wilt thou love
tyranny and forbear to kill the tyrant?"
The boy rose to his
feet, and his young slenderness was full of strength and dignity, and his face,
cleared of its sombre brooding, was full of a bright, untroubled decision. The
cypresses upon the hilltops stood no more resolutely erect, the hills
themselves were no more steadfast. "Nay," he said, laughing a little,
boyishly, in pure pleasure at the crystal fixity of his purpose. "Rather
will I love the tyrant, and the tyranny will die of itself. Oh, it is the way!
It is the way! And I could not think of it till now! Not till I saw thee
killing and him bleeding. Then I knew." Then, more gravely, he added,
"I will begin by loving thee."
"Thou hast the
appearance of a young god," said the man slowly, "but if thou wert a
god, thou would'st crush thine enemies, not love them." He sighed, and his
face strengthened into a semblance of power. "I was a god once
myself," he added after some hesitation.
"What is thy
name?" asked the boy.
"They called me
once the Great God Pan. And thou?"
"My father is
Joseph the carpenter. My mother calls me Jesus."
"Ah ..."
said Pan, " ... is it Thou?"
Quietly they looked into
each other's eyes; quietly clasped hands. And with no more words the man turned
westward into the depths of the glen, drawing the sun's rays with him as he
moved, so that the world seemed the darker for his going. And as he went he
blew upon his pipe a tremulous and hesitating melody, piercing sweet and
piercing sorrowful, so that whosoever should hear it should clutch his throat
with tears at the wild pity of it, and the strange and haunting beauty. And the
boy stood still, watching, until the man was lost upon the edge of night. Then
he turned his face eastward, whence the new day comes, carrying forever in his
heart the echoes of a dying song.
By KATHARINE FULLERTON GEROULD
from Scribner's
Magazine
When they carried
Kathleen Somers up into the hills to die where her ancestors had had the habit
of dying—they didn't gad about, those early Somerses; they dropped in their
tracks, and the long grass that they had mowed and stacked and trodden under
their living feet flourished mightily over their graves—it was held to be only
a question of time. I say "to die," not because her case was
absolutely hopeless, but because no one saw how, with her spent vitality, she
could survive her exile. Everything had come at once, and she had gone under.
She had lost her kin, she had lost her money, she had lost her health. Even the
people who make their meat of tragedy—and there are a great many of them in all
enlightened centres of thought—shook their heads and were sorry. They thought
she couldn't live; and they also thought it much, much better that she
shouldn't. For there was nothing left in life for that sophisticated creature
but a narrow cottage in a stony field, with Nature to look at.
Does it sound neurotic
and silly? It wasn't. Conceive her if you can—Kathleen Somers, whom probably
you never knew. From childhood she had nourished short hopes and straightened
thoughts. At least: hopes that depend on the æsthetic passion are short; and
the long perspectives of civilized history are very narrow. Kathleen Somers had
been fed with the Old World: that is to say, her adolescent feet had exercised
themselves in picture-galleries and cathedrals and palaces; she had seen all
the right views, all the right ceremonies, and all the censored
picturesqueness. Don't get any Cook's tourist idea, please, about Miss Somers.
Her mother had died young, and her gifted father had taken her to a hundred
places that the school-teacher on a holiday never gets to and thinks of only in
connection with geography lessons. She had followed the Great Wall of China,
she had stood before the tomb of Tamburlaine, she had shaded her eyes from the
glare of Kaïrouan the Holy, she had chaffered in Tiflis and in Trebizond. All
this before she was twenty-five. At that time her father's health broke, and
they proceeded to live permanently in New York. Her wandering life had steeped
her in delights, but kept her innocent of love-affairs. When you have fed on
historic beauty, on the great plots of the past, the best tenor voices in the
world, it is pretty hard to find a man who doesn't in his own person, leave out
something essential to romance. She had herself no particular beauty, and
therefore the male sex could get on without her. A few fell in love with her,
but she was too enchanted and amused with the world in general to set to work
at the painful process of making a hero out of any one of them. She was a
sweet-tempered creature; her mental snobbishness was not a pose, but perfectly
inevitable; she had a great many friends. As she had a quick wit and the
historic imagination, you can imagine—remembering her bringing up—that she was
an entertaining person when she entered upon middle age: when, that is, she was
proceeding from the earlier to the later thirties.
It was natural that
Kathleen Somers and her father—who was a bit precious and pompous, in spite of
his ironies—should gather about them a homogeneous group. The house was
pleasant and comfortable—they were too sophisticated to be
"periodic"—and there was always good talk going, if you happened to
be the kind that could stand good talk. Of course you had to pass an
examination first. You had at least to show that you "caught on."
They were high-brow enough to permit themselves sudden enthusiasms that would
have damned a low-brow. You mustn't like "Peter Pan," but you might
go three nights running to see some really perfect clog-dancing at a vaudeville
theatre. Do you see what I mean? They were eclectic with a vengeance. It
wouldn't do for you to cultivate the clog-dancer and like
"Peter Pan," because in that case you probably liked the clog-dancer
for the wrong reason—for something other than that sublimated skill which is
art. Of course this is only a wildly chosen example. I never heard either of
them mention "Peter Pan." And the proper hatreds were ever more
difficult than the proper devotions. You might let Shakespeare get on your
nerves, provided you really enjoyed Milton. I wonder if you do see what I mean?
It must be perfect of its kind, its kind being anything under heaven; and it
must never, never, never be sentimental. It must have art, and parti
pris, and point of view, and individuality stamped over it. No, I can't
explain. If you have known people like that, you've known them. If you haven't,
you can scarcely conceive them.
By this time you are
probably hating the Somerses, father and daughter, and I can't help it—or
rather, I've probably brought it about. But when I tell you that I'm not that
sore myself, and that I loved them both dearly and liked immensely to be with
them, you'll reconsider a little, I hope. They were sweet and straight and
generous, both of them, and they knew all about the grand manner. The grand
manner is the most comfortable thing to live with that I know. I used to go
there a good deal, and Arnold Withrow went even more than I did, though he
wasn't even hanging on to Art by the eyelids as I do. (I refer, of course, to
my little habit of writing for the best magazines, whose public considers me
intellectual. So I seem to myself, in the magazines ... "but out in
pantry, good Lord!" Anyhow, I generally knew at least what the Somerses
were talking about—the dears!) Withrow was a stock-broker, and always spent his
vacations in the veritable wilds, camping in virgin forests, or on the edge of
glaciers, or in the dust of American deserts. He had never been to Europe, but
he had been to Buenos Aires. You can imagine what Kathleen Somers and her
father felt about that: they thought him too quaint and barbaric for words; but
still not barbaric enough to be really interesting.
I was just beginning to
suspect that Withrow was in love with Kathleen Somers in the good old
middle-class way, with no drama in it but no end of devotion, when the crash
came. Mr. Somers died, and within a month of his death the railroad the bonds
of which had constituted his long-since diminished fortune went into the hands
of a receiver. There were a pitiful hundreds a year left, besides the ancestral
cottage—which had never even been worth selling. His daughter had an operation,
and the shock of that, plus the shock of his death, plus the
shock of her impoverishment, brought the curtain down with a tremendous rush
that terrified the house. It may make my metaphor clearer if I put it that it
was the asbestos curtain which fell suddenly and violently; not the great
crimson drop that swings gracefully down at the end of a play. It did not mark
the end; it marked a catastrophe in the wings to which the plot must give
place.
Then they carried
Kathleen Somers to the hills.
It was Mildred Thurston
who told me about it first. Withrow would have rushed to the hills, I think,
but he was in British Columbia on an extended trip. He had fought for three
months and got them, and he started just before Kathleen Somers had her sudden
operation. Mildred Thurston (Withrow's cousin, by the way) threw herself nobly
into the breach. I am not going into the question of Mildred Thurston here.
Perhaps if Withrow had been at home, she wouldn't have gone. I don't know.
Anyhow, when she rushed to Kathleen Somers's desolate retreat she did it,
apparently, from pure kindness. She was sure, like every one else, that
Kathleen would die; and that belief purged her, for the time being, of
selfishness and commonness and cheap gayety. I wouldn't take Mildred Thurston's
word about a state of soul; but she was a good dictograph. She came back filled
with pity; filled, at least, with the means of inspiring pity for the exile in
others.
After I had satisfied
myself that Kathleen Somers was physically on the mend, eating and sleeping
fairly, and sitting up a certain amount, I proceeded to more interesting
questions.
"What is it
like?"
"It's
dreadful."
"How
dreadful?"
Mildred's large blue eyes
popped at me with sincere sorrow.
"Well, there's no
plumbing, and no furnace."
"Is it in a
village?"
"It isn't 'in'
anything. It's a mile and a half from a station called Hebron. You have to
change three times to get there. It's half-way up a hill—the house is—and there
are mountains all about, and the barn is connected with the house by a series
of rickety woodsheds, and there are places where the water comes through the
roof. They put pails under to catch it. There are queer little contraptions
they call Franklin stoves in most of the rooms and a brick oven in the kitchen.
When they want anything from the village, Joel Blake gets it, if he doesn't
forget. Ditto wood, ditto everything except meat. Some other hick brings that
along when he has 'killed.' They can only see one house from the front yard,
and that is precisely a mile away by the road. Joel Blake lives nearer, but you
can't see his house. You can't see anything—except the woods and the 'crick'
and the mountains. You can see the farmers when they are haying, but that
doesn't last long."
"Is it a beautiful
view?"
"My dear man, don't
ask me what a beautiful view is. My education was neglected."
"Does Kathleen
Somers think it beautiful?"
"She never looks at
it, I believe. The place is all run down, and she sits and wonders when the
wall-paper will drop off. At least, that is what she talks about, when she
talks at all. That, and whether Joel Blake will remember to bring the
groceries. The two women never speak to each other. Kathleen's awfully polite,
but—well, you can't blame her. And I was there in the spring. What it will be
in the winter!—But Kathleen can hardly last so long, I should think."
"Who is the other
woman?"
"An heirloom.
Melora Meigs. Miss Meigs, if you please. You know Mr. Somers's
aunt lived to an extreme old age in the place. Miss Meigs 'did' for her. And
since then she has been living on there. No one wanted the house—the poor
Somerses!—and she was used to it. She's an old thing herself, and of course she
hasn't the nerves of a sloth. Now she 'does' for Kathleen. Of course later
there'll have to be a nurse again. Kathleen mustn't die with only Melora Meigs.
I'm not sure, either, that Melora will last. She all crooked over with
rheumatism."
That was the gist of
what I got out of Mildred Thurston. Letters to Miss Somers elicited no real
response—only a line to say that she wasn't strong enough to write. None of her
other female friends could get any encouragement to visit her. It was perhaps
due to Miss Thurston's mimicry of Melora Meigs—she made quite a
"stunt" of it—that none of them pushed the matter beyond the first
rebuff.
By summer-time I began
to get worried myself. Perhaps I was a little worried, vicariously, for
Withrow. Remember that I thought he cared for her. Miss Thurston's pity for
Kathleen Somers was the kind that shuts the door on the pitied person. If she
had thought Kathleen Somers had a future, she wouldn't have been so kind. I may
give it to you as my private opinion that Mildred Thurston wanted Withrow
herself. I can't swear to it, even now; but I suspected it sufficiently to feel
that some one, for Withrow's sake had better see Kathleen besides his exuberant
and slangy cousin. She danced a little too much on Kathleen Somers's grave. I
determined to go myself, and not to take the trouble of asking vainly for an
invitation. I left New York at the end of June.
With my perfectly
ordinary notions of comfort in traveling, I found that it would take me two
days to get to Hebron. It was beyond all the resorts that people flock to:
beyond, and "cross country" at that. I must have journeyed on at
least three small, one-track railroads after leaving the Pullman at some
junction or other.
It was late afternoon
when I reached Hebron; and nearly an hour later before I could get myself
deposited at Kathleen Somers's door. There was no garden, no porch; only a
long, weed-grown walk up to a stiff front door. An orchard of rheumatic
apple-trees was cowering stiffly to the wind in a far corner of the roughly
fenced-in lot; there was a windbreak of perishing pines.
In the living-room
Kathleen Somers lay on a cheap wicker chaise-longue, staring at a Hindu idol
that she held in her thin hands. She did not stir to greet me; only transferred
her stare from the gilded idol to dusty and ungilded me. She spoke, of course;
the first time in my life, too, that I had ever heard her speak ungently.
"My good man, you
had better go away. I can't put you up."
That was her greeting.
Melora Meigs was snuffling in the hallway outside—listening, I suppose.
"Oh, yes, you can.
If you can't I'm sure Joel Blake will. I've come to stay a while, Miss
Somers."
"Can you eat
porridge and salt pork for supper?"
"I can eat tenpenny
nails, if necessary. Also I can sleep in the barn."
"Melora!" The
old woman entered, crooked and grudging of aspect. "This friend of my
father's and mine has come to see me. Can he sleep in the barn?"
I cannot describe the
hostility with which Melora Meigs regarded me. It was not a pointed and
passionate hatred. That, one could have examined and dealt with. It was,
rather, a vast disgust that happened to include me.
"There's nothing to
sleep on. Barn's empty."
"He could move the
nurse's cot out there, if he really wants to. And I think there's an extra
washstand in the woodshed. You'll hardly need more than one chair, just for a
night," she finished, turning to me.
"Not for any number
of nights, of course," I agreed suavely. I was angry with Kathleen Somers,
I didn't know quite why. I think it was the Hindu idol. Nor had she any right
to address me with insolence, unless she were mad, and she was not that. Her
eyes snapped very sanely. I don't think Kathleen Somers could have made her
voice snap.
Melora Meigs grunted and
left the room. The grunt was neither assent nor dissent; it was only the most inclusive
disapproval: the snarl of an animal, proceeding from the topmost of many layers
of dislike.
"I'll move the
things before dark, I think." I was determined to be cheerful, even if I
had to seem impertinent; though the notion of her sticking me out in the barn
enraged me.
"You won't mind
Melora's locking the door between, of course. We always do. I'm such a cockney,
I'm timid; and Melora's very sweet about it."
It was almost too much,
but I stuck it out. Presently, indeed, I got my way; and moved—yes, actually
lugged and lifted and dragged—the cot, the chair, and the stand out through the
dusty, half-rotted corridors and sheds to the barn. I drew water at the tap in
the yard and washed my perspiring face and neck. Then I had supper with Miss
Somers and Melora Meigs.
After supper my hostess
lighted a candle. "We go to bed very early," she informed me. "I
know you'll be willing to smoke out-of-doors, it's so warm. I doubt if Melora
could bear tobacco in the house. And you won't mind her locking up early. You
can get into the barn from the yard any time, of course. Men are never timid, I
believe; but there's a horn somewhere, if you'd like it. We have breakfast at
six-thirty. Good-night."
Yes, it was Kathleen
Somers's own voice, saying these things to me. I was still enraged, but I must
bide my time. I refused the horn, and went out into the rheumatic orchard to
smoke in dappled moonlight. The pure air soothed me; the great silence restored
my familiar scheme of things. Before I went to bed in the barn, I could see the
humor of this sour adventure. Oh, I would be up at six-thirty!
Of course I wasn't. I
overslept; and by the time I approached the house (the woodshed door was still
locked) their breakfast was long over. I fully expected to fast until the midday
meal, but Kathleen Somers relented. With her own hands she made me coffee over
a little alcohol lamp. Bread and butter had been austerely left on the table.
Miss Somers fetched me eggs, which I ate raw. Then I went out into the orchard
to smoke.
When I came back, I
found Miss Somers as she had been the day before, crouched listlessly in her
long chair fondling her idol. I drew up a horsehair rocking-chair and plunged
in.
"Why do you play
with that silly thing?"
"This?" She
stroked the idol. "It is rather lovely, Father got it in Benares. The
carving is very cunningly done. Look at the nose and mouth. The rank Hinduism
of the thing amuses me. Perhaps it was cruel to bring it up here where there
are no other gods for it to play with. But it's all I've got. They had to sell
everything, you know. When I get stronger, I'll send it back to New York and
sell it too."
"Why did you keep
it out of all the things you had?"
"I don't know. I
think it was the first thing we ever bought in India. And I remember Benares with
so much pleasure. Wasn't it a pity we couldn't have been there when everything
happened?"
"Much better not, I
should think. You needed surgeons."
"Just what I didn't
need! I should have liked to die in a country that had something to say for
itself. I don't feel as though this place had ever existed, except in some
hideous dream."
"It's not hideous.
It's even very beautiful—so wild and untouched; such lovely contours to the
mountains."
"Yes, it's very
untouched." She spoke of it with just the same scorn I had in old days
heard her use for certain novelists. "Scarcely worth the trouble of
touching I should think—shouldn't you?"
"The beauty of it
last night and this morning has knocked me over," I replied hardily.
"Oh, really! How
very interesting!" By which she meant that she was not interested at all.
"You mean that you
would like it landscape-gardened?" Really, she was perverse. She had
turned her back to the view—which was ripping, out of her northern window. I
could tell that she habitually turned her back on it.
"Oh,
landscape-gardened? Well, it would improve it, no doubt. But it would take
generations to do it. The generations that have been here already don't seem to
have accomplished much. Humanly speaking, they have hardly existed at
all."
Kathleen Somers was no
snob in the ordinary sense. She was an angel to peasants. I knew perfectly what
she meant by "humanly." She meant there was no castle on the next
hill.
"Are you incapable
of caring for nature—just scenery?"
"Quite." She
closed her eyes, and stopped her gentle, even stroking of the idol.
"Of course you
never did see America first," I laughed.
Kathleen Somers opened
her eyes and spoke vehemently. "I've seen all there is of it to see, in
transit to better places. Seeing America first! That can be borne. It's seeing
America last that kills me. Seeing nothing else forever, till I die."
"You don't care for
just beauty, regardless," I mused.
"Not a bit. Not
unless it has meant something to man. I'm a humanist, I'm afraid."
Whether she was
gradually developing remorse for my night in the cobwebby barn, I do not know.
But anyhow she grew more gentle, from this point on. She really condescended to
expound.
"I've never loved
nature—she's a brute, and crawly besides. It's what man has done with nature
that counts; it's nature with a human past. Peaks that have been fought for,
and fought on, crossed by the feet of men, stared at by poets and saints. Most
of these peaks aren't even named. Did you know that? Nature! What is Nature
good for, I should like to know, except to kill us all in the end? Don't
Ruskinize to me, my dear man."
"I won't. I
couldn't. But, all the same, beauty is beauty, wherever and whatever. And, look
where you will here, your eyes can't go wrong."
"I never look. I
looked when I first came, and the stupidity, the emptiness, the mere wood and
dirt and rock of it seemed like a personal insult. I should prefer the worst
huddle of a Chinese city, I verily believe."
"You've not
precisely the spirit of the pioneer, I can see."
"I should hope not.
'But, God if a God there be, is the substance of men, which is man.' I have to
stay in the man-made ruts. They're sacred to me. I'll look with pleasure at the
Alps, if only for the sake of Hannibal and Goethe; but I never could look with
pleasure at your untutored Rockies. They're so unintentional, you know. Nature
is nothing until history has touched her. And as for this geological display
outside my windows—you'll kindly permit me to turn my back on it. It's not
peevishness." She lifted her hand protestingly. "Only, for weeks, I
stared myself blind to see the beauty you talk of. I can't see it. That's
honest. I've tried. But there is none that I can see. I am very conventional,
you know, very self-distrustful. I have to wait for a Byron to show it to me. American
mountains—poor hulking things—have never had a poet to look at them. At least,
Poe never wasted his time that way. I don't imagine that Poe would have been
much happier here than I am. I haven't even the thrill of the explorer, for I'm
not the first one to see them. A few thin generations of people have stared at
these hills—and much the hills have done for them! Melora Meigs is the child of
these mountains; and Melora's sense of beauty is amply expressed in the
Orthodox church in Hebron. This landscape, I assure you"—she
smiled—"hasn't made good. So much for the view. It's no use to me,
absolutely no use. I give you full and free leave to take it away with you if
you want it. And I don't think the house is much better. But I'm afraid I shall
have to keep that for Melora Meigs and me to live in." It was her old
smile. The bitterness was all in the words. No, it was not bitterness,
precisely, for it was fundamentally as impersonal as criticism can be. You
would have thought that the mountains were low-brows. I forebore to mention her
ancestors who had lived here: it would have seemed like quibbling. They had
created the situation; but they had only in the most literal sense created her.
"Why don't you get
out?"
"I simply haven't
money enough to live anywhere else. Not money enough for a hall bedroom. This
place belongs to me. The taxes are nothing. The good farming land that went
with it was sold long since. And I'm afraid I haven't the strength to go out
and work for a living. I'm very ineffectual, besides. What could I do even if
health returned to me? I've decided it's more decent to stay here and die on
three dollars a year than to sink my capital in learning stenography."
"You could, I
suppose, be a companion." Of course I did not mean it, but she took it up
very seriously.
"The people who
want companions wouldn't want me. And the one thing this place gives me is
freedom—freedom to hate it, to see it intelligently for what it is. I couldn't
afford my blessed hatreds if I were a companion. And there's no money in it, so
that I couldn't even plan for release. It simply wouldn't do."
Well, of course it
wouldn't do. I had never thought it would. I tried another opening.
"When is Withrow
coming back?"
"I don't know. I
haven't heard from him." She might have been telling a squirrel that she
didn't know where the other squirrel's nuts were.
"He has been far
beyond civilization, I know. But I dare say he'll be back soon. I hope you
won't put him in the barn. I don't mind, of course, but his feelings might be hurt."
"I shall certainly
not let him come," she retorted. "He would have the grace to ask
first, you know."
"I shall make a
point of telling him you want him." But even that could strike no spark
from her. She was too completely at odds with life to care. I realized, too,
after an hour's talk with her, that I had better go—take back my fine
proposition about making a long visit. She reacted to nothing I could offer. I
talked of books and plays, visiting virtuosos and picture exhibitions. Her
comments were what they would always have been, except that she was already
groping for the cue. She had been out of it for months; she had given up the
fight. The best things she said sounded a little stale and precious. Her wit
perished in the face of Nature's stare. Nature was a lady she didn't recognize:
a country cousin she'd never met. She couldn't even "sit and play with
similes." If she lived, she would be an old lady with a clever past: an
intolerable bore. But there was no need to look so far ahead. Kathleen Somers
would die.
Before dinner I
clambered up or down (I don't remember which) to a brook and gathered a bunch
of wild iris for her. She had loved flowers of old; and how deftly she could
place a spray among her treasures! She shuddered. "Take those things away!
How dare you bring It inside the house?" By "It" I knew she
meant the wild natural world. Obediently I took the flowers out and flung them
over the fence. I knew that Kathleen Somers was capable of getting far more
pleasure from their inimitable hue than I; but even that inimitable hue was
poisoned for her because it came from the world that was torturing her—the
world that beat upon her windows, so that she turned her back to the day; that
stormed her ears, so that she closed them even to its silence; that surrounded
her, so that she locked every gate of her mind.
I left, that afternoon,
very desolate and sorry. Certainly I could do nothing for her. I had tried to
shock her, stir her, into another attitude, but in vain. She had been
transplanted to a soil her tender roots could not strike into. She would wither
for a little under the sky, and then perish. "If she could only have
fallen in love!" I thought, as I left her, huddled in her wicker chair. If
I had been a woman, I would have fled from Melora Meigs even into the arms of a
bearded farmer; I would have listened to the most nasal male the hills had
bred. I would have milked cows, to get away from Melora. But I am a crass
creature. Besides, what son of the soil would want her: unexuberant, delicate,
pleasant in strange ways, and foreign to all familiar things? She wouldn't even
fall in love with Arnold Withrow, who was her only chance. For I saw that
Arnold, if he ever came, would, fatally, love the place. She might have put up
with the stock-broking, but she never could have borne his liking the view.
Yes, I was very unhappy as I drove into Hebron; and when I finally achieved the
Pullman at the Junction, I was unhappier still. For I felt towards that Pullman
as the lost child feels toward its nurse; and I knew that Kathleen Somers, ill,
poor, middle-aged, and a woman, was a thousand times more the child of the
Pullman than I.
I have told this in
detail, because I hate giving things at second-hand. Yet there my connection
with Kathleen Somers ceased, and her tragedy deepened before other witnesses.
She stayed on in her hills; too proud to visit her friends, too sane to spend
her money on a flying trip to town, too bruised and faint to fight her fate.
The only thing she tried for was apathy. I think she hoped—when she hoped
anything—that her mind would go, a little: not so much that she would have to
be "put away"; but just enough so that she could see things in a
mist—so that the hated hills might, for all she knew, be Alps, the rocks turn
into castles, the stony fields into vineyards, and Joel Blake into a Tuscan.
Just enough so that she could re-create her world from her blessed memories,
without any sharp corrective senses to interfere. That, I am sure, was what she
fixed her mind upon through the prolonged autumn; bending all her frail
strength to turn her brain ever so little from its rigid attitude to fact.
"Pretending" was no good: it maddened. If her mind would only pretend
without her help! That would be heaven, until heaven really came.... You can't
sympathize with her, probably, you people who have been bred up on every kind
of Nature cult. I can hear you talking about the everlasting hills. Don't you
see, that was the trouble? Her carefully trained imagination was her religion,
and in her own way she was a ritualist. The mountains she faced were
unbaptized: the Holy Ghost had never descended upon them. She was as narrow as
a nun; but she could not help it. And remember, you practical people who love
woodchucks, that she had nothing but the view to make life tolerable. The view
was no mere accessory to a normal existence. She lived, half-ill, in an ugly,
not too comfortable cottage, as far as the moon from any world she understood,
in a solitude acidulated by Melora Meigs. No pictures, no music, no plays, no
talk—and this, the whole year round. Would you like it yourselves, you would-be
savages with Adirondack guides? Books? Well: that was one of life's little
stupidities. She couldn't buy them, and no one knew what to send her. Besides,
books deferred the day when her mind should, ever so little, go back on her.
She didn't encourage gifts of literature. She was no philosopher; and an
abstraction was of no use to her unless she could turn it to a larger
concreteness, somehow enhancing, let us say, a sunset from the Acropolis. I
never loved Kathleen Somers, as men love women, but many a time that year I
would have taken her burden on myself, changed lives with her, if that had been
possible. It never could have been so bad for any of us as for her. Mildred
Thurston would have gone to the church sociables and flirted as grossly as
Hebron conventions permitted; I, at least, could have chopped wood. But to what
account could Kathleen Somers turn her martyrdom?
Withrow felt it, too—not
as I could feel it, for, as I foretold, he thought the place glorious. He went
up in the autumn when everything was crimson and purple and gold. Yet more, in
a sense, than I could feel it, for he did love her as men love women. It shows
you how far gone she was that she turned him down. Many women, in her case,
would have jumped at Withrow for the sake of getting away. But she was so
steeped in her type that she couldn't. She wouldn't have married him before;
and she wasn't going to marry him for the sake of living in New York. She would
have been ashamed to. A few of us who knew blamed her. I didn't, really, though
I had always suspected that she cared for him personally. Kathleen Somers's
love, when it came, would be a very complicated thing. She had seen sex in too
many countries, watched its brazen play on too many stages, within theatres and
without, to have any mawkish illusions. But passion would have to bring a large
retinue to be accepted where she was sovereign. Little as I knew her, I knew
that. Yet I always thought she might have taken him, in that flaming October,
if he hadn't so flagrantly, tactlessly liked the place. He drank the autumn
like wine; he was tipsy with it; and his loving her didn't tend to sober him.
The consequence was that she drew away—as if he had been getting drunk on some
foul African brew that was good only to befuddle woolly heads with; as if, in
other words, he had not been getting drunk like a gentleman.... Anyhow, Arnold
came back with a bad headache. She had found a gentle brutality to fit his
case. He would have been wise, I believe, to bring her away, even if he had had
to chloroform her to do it. But Withrow couldn't have been wise in that way.
Except for his incurable weakness for Nature, he was the most delicate soul
alive.
He didn't talk much to
me about it, beyond telling me that she had refused him. I made out the rest
from his incoherences. He had not slept in the barn, for they could hardly have
let a cat sleep in the barn on such cold nights; but Melora Meigs had
apparently treated him even worse than she had treated me. Kathleen Somers had
named some of the unnamed mountains after the minor prophets; as grimly as if
she had been one of the people they cursed. I thought that a good sign, but
Withrow said he wished she hadn't: she ground the names out so between her
teeth. Some of her state of mind came out through her talk—not much. It was
from one or two casually seen letters that I became aware of her desire to go a
little—just a little—mad.
In the spring Kathleen
Somers had a relapse. It was no wonder. In spite of the Franklin stoves, her
frail body must have been chilled to the bone for many months. Relief settled
on several faces, when we heard—I am afraid it may have settled on mine. She
had been more dead than alive, I judged, for a year; and yet she had not been
able to cure her sanity. That was chronic. Death would have been the kindest
friend that could arrive to her across those detested hills. We—the
"we" is a little vague, but several of us scurried about—sent up a
trained nurse, delaying somewhat for the sake of getting the woman who had been
there before; for she had the advantage of having experienced Melora Meigs
without resultant bloodshed. She was a nice woman, and sent faithful bulletins;
but the bulletins were bad. Miss Somers seemed to have so little resistance:
there was no interest there, she said, no willingness to fight. "The will
was slack." Ah, she little knew Kathleen Somers's will! None of us knew,
for that matter.
The spring came late
that year, and in those northern hills there were weeks of melting snow and
raw, deep slush—the ugliest season we have to face south of the Arctic circle.
The nurse did not want any of her friends to come; she wrote privately, to
those of us who champed at the bit, that Miss Somers was fading away, but not
peacefully; she was better unvisited, unseen. Miss Somers did not wish any one
to come, and the nurse thought it wiser not to force her. Several women were
held back by that, and turned with relief to Lenten opera. The opera, however,
said little to Withrow at the best of times, and he was crazed by the notion of
not seeing her before she achieved extinction. I thought him unwise, for many
reasons: for one, I did not think that Arnold Withrow would bring her peace.
She usually knew what she wanted—wasn't that, indeed, the whole trouble with
her?—and she had said explicitly to the nurse that she didn't want Arnold
Withrow. But by the end of May Withrow was neither to hold nor to bind: he
went. I contented myself with begging him at least not to poison her last hours
by admiring the landscape. I had expected my earnest request to shock him; but,
to my surprise, he nodded understandingly. "I shall curse the whole thing
out like a trooper, if she gives me the chance." And he got into his
daycoach—the Pullmans wouldn't go on until much later—a mistaken and passionate
knight.
Withrow could not see
her the first evening, and he talked long and deeply with the nurse. She had no
hope to give him: she was mystified. It was her opinion that Kathleen Somers's
lack of will was killing her, speedily and surely. "Is there anything for
her to die of?" he asked. "There's nothing, you might say, for her
to live of," was her reply. The nurse disapproved of his
coming, but promised to break the news of his presence to her patient in the
morning.
Spring had by this time
touched the hills. It was that divine first moment when the whole of earth
seems to take a leap in the night; when things are literally new every morning.
Arnold walked abroad late, filling his lungs and nostrils and subduing his
pulses. He was always faunishly wild in the spring; and for years he hadn't had
a chance to seek the season in her haunts. But he turned in before midnight,
because he dreaded the next day supremely. He didn't want to meet that face to
face until he had to. Melora Meigs lowered like a thunderstorm, but she was
held in check by the nurse. I suppose Melora couldn't give notice: there would
be nothing but the poor-farm for her if she did. But she whined and grumbled and
behaved in general like an electrical disturbance. Luckily, she couldn't curdle
the milk.
Withrow waked into a
world of beauty. He walked for an hour before breakfast, through woods all
blurred with buds, down vistas brushed with faint color. But he would have
given the spring and all springs to come for Kathleen Somers, and the bitter
kernel of it was that he knew it. He was sharp-faced and sad (I know how he
looked) when he came back, with a bunch of hepaticas, to breakfast.
The nurse was visibly
trembling. You see, Kathleen Somers's heart had never been absolutely right. It
was a terrible responsibility to let her patient face Withrow. Still, neither
she nor any other woman could have held Withrow off. Besides, as she had truly
said, there was nothing explicitly for Kathleen Somers to die of. It was that
low vitality, that whispering pulse, that listlessness; then, a draught, a
shock, a bit of over-exertion and something real and organic could speedily be
upon her. No wonder the woman was troubled. In point of fact, though she had
taken up Miss Somers's breakfast, she hadn't dared tell her the news. And
finally, after breakfast, she broke down. "I can't do it, Mr.
Withrow," she wailed. "Either you go away or I do."
Withrow knew at first
only one thing: that he wouldn't be the one to go. Then he realized that the
woman had been under a long strain, what with the spring thaws, and a delicate
patient who wouldn't mend—and Melora to fight with, on behalf of all human
decency, every day.
"You go,
then," he said finally. "I'll take care of her."
The nurse stared at him.
Then she thought, presumably, of Kathleen Somers's ineffable delicacy, and
burst out laughing. Hysteria might, in all the circumstances, be forgiven her.
Then they came back to
the imminent question.
"I'll tell her when
I do up her room," she faltered.
"All right. I'll
give you all the time in the world. But she must be told I'm here—unless you
wish me to tell her myself." Withrow went out to smoke. But he did not
wish to succumb again to the intoxication Kathleen Somers so disdained, and
eventually he went into the barn, to shut himself away from temptation. It was
easier to prepare his vilifying phrases there.
To his consternation, he
heard through the gloom the sound of sobbing. The nurse, he saw, after much
peering, sat on a dusty chopping-block, crying unhealthily. He went up to her
and seized her arm. "Have you told her?"
"I can't."
"My good woman,
you'd better leave this afternoon."
"Not"—the tone
itself was firm, through the shaky sobs—"until there is some one to take
my place."
"I'll telegraph for
some one. You shan't see her again. But I will see her at once."
Then the woman's
training asserted itself. She pulled herself together, with a little shake of
self-disgust. "You'll do nothing of the sort. I'll attend to her until I
go. It has been a long strain, and, contrary to custom, I've had no time off.
I'll telegraph to the Registry myself. And if I can't manage until then, I'll
resign my profession." She spoke with sturdy shame.
"That's better."
Withrow approved her. "I'm awfully obliged. But honestly, she has got to
know. I can't stand it, skulking round, much longer. And no matter what happens
to the whole boiling, I'm not going to leave without seeing her."
"I'll tell
her." The nurse rose and walked to the barn-door like a heroine. "But
you must stay here until I come for you."
"I promise. Only
you must come. I give you half an hour."
"I don't need half
an hour, thank you." She had recovered her professional crispness. In the
wide door she stopped. "It's a pity," she said irrelevantly,
"that she can't see how lovely this is." Then she started for the
house.
"I believe
you," muttered Withrow under his breath.
In five minutes the
nurse came back, breathless, half-running. Arnold got up from the
chopping-block, startled. He believed for an instant (as he has since told me)
that it was "all over." With her hand on her beating heart the woman
panted out her words:
"She has come
downstairs in a wrapper. She hasn't been down for weeks. And she has found your
hepaticas."
"Oh, hell!"
Withrow was honestly disgusted. He had never meant to insult Kathleen Somers
with hepaticas. "Is it safe to leave her alone with them?" He hardly
knew what he was saying. But it shows to what a pass Kathleen Somers had come
that he could be frightened at the notion of her being left alone with a bunch
of hepaticas.
"She's all right, I
think. She seemed to like them."
"Oh, Lord!"
Withrow's brain was spinning. "Here, I'll go. If she can stand those
beastly flowers, she can stand me."
"No, she
can't." The nurse had recovered her breath now. "I'll go back and
tell her, very quietly. If she could get down-stairs, she can stand it, I
think. But I'll be very careful. You come in ten minutes. If she isn't fit,
I'll have got her back to bed by that time."
She disappeared, and
Withrow, his back to the view, counted out the minutes. When the large hand of
his watch had quite accomplished its journey, he turned and walked out through
the yard to the side door of the house. Melora Meigs was clattering dish-pans
somewhere beyond, and the noise she made covered his entrance to the
living-room. He drew a deep breath: they were not there. He listened at the
stairs: no sound up there—no sound, at least, to rise above Melora's dish-pans,
now a little less audible. But this time he was not going to wait—for anything.
He already had one foot on the stairs when he heard voices and stopped. For
just one second he paused, then walked cat-like in the direction of the sounds.
The front door was open. On the step stood Kathleen Somers, her back to him,
facing the horizon. A light shawl hung on her shoulders, and the nurse's arm
was very firmly round her waist. They did not hear him, breathing heavily there
in the hall behind them.
He saw Kathleen Somers
raise her arm slowly—with difficulty, it seemed. She pointed at the noble
shoulder of a mountain.
"That is
Habakkuk," said her sweet voice. "I named them all, you know. But I
think Habakkuk is my favorite; though of course he's not so stunning as Isaiah.
Then they run down to Obadiah and Malachi. Joel is just peeping over Habakkuk's
left shoulder. That long bleak range is Jeremiah." She laughed, very
faintly. "You know, Miss Willis, they are really very beautiful. Isn't it
strange, I couldn't see it? For I honestly couldn't. I've been lying there,
thinking. And I found I could remember all their outlines, under snow ... and
this morning it seemed to me I must see how Habakkuk looked in the
spring." She sat down suddenly on the top step; and Miss Willis sat down
too, her arm still about her patient.
"It's very
strange"—Withrow, strain though he did, could hardly make out the words,
they fell so softly—"that I just couldn't see it before. It's only these
last days.... And now I feel as if I wanted to see every leaf on every tree. It
wasn't so last year. They say something to me now. I don't think I should want
to talk with them forever, but you've no idea—you've no idea—how strange and
welcome it is for my eyes to find them beautiful." She seemed almost to murmur
to herself. Then she braced herself slightly against the nurse's shoulder, and
went on, in her light, sweet, ironic voice. "They probably never told
you—but I didn't care for Nature, exactly. I don't think I care for it now, as
some people do, but I can see that this is beautiful. Of course you don't know
what it means to me. It has simply changed the world." She waved her hand
again. "They never got by, before. I always knew that line was line, and
color was color, wherever or whoever. But my eyes went back on me. My father
would have despised me. He wouldn't have preferred Habakkuk, but he would have
done Habakkuk justice from the beginning. Yes, it makes a great deal of
difference to me to see it once, fair and clear. Why"—she drew herself up
as well as she could, so firmly held—"it is a very lovely place. I should
tire of it some time, but I shall not tire of it soon. For a little while, I
shall be up to it. And I know that no one thinks it will be long."
Just then, Withrow's
absurd fate caught him. Breathless, more passionately interested than he had
ever been in his life, he sneezed. He had just time, while the two women were
turning, to wonder if he had ruined it all—if she would faint, or shriek, or
relapse into apathy.
She did none of these
things. She faced him and flushed, standing unsteadily. "How long have you
been cheating me?" she asked coldly. But she held out her hand before she
went upstairs with the nurse's arm still round her.
Later he caught at Miss
Willis excitedly. "Is she better? Is she worse? Is she well? Or is she
going to die?"
"She's shaken. She
must rest. But she's got the hepaticas in water beside her bed. And she told me
to pull the shade up so that she could look out. She has a touch of
temperature—but she often has that. The exertion and the shock would be enough
to give it to her. I found her leaning against the door-jamb. I hadn't a chance
to tell her you were here. I can tell you later whether you'd better go or
stay."
"I'm going to stay.
It's you who are going."
"You needn't telegraph
just yet," the nurse replied dryly. She looked another woman from the
nervous, sobbing creature on the chopping-block.
The end was that Miss
Willis stayed and Arnold Withrow went. Late that afternoon he left Kathleen
Somers staring passionately at the sunset. It was not his moment, and he had
the grace to know it. But he had not had to tell her that the view was beastly;
and, much as he loved her, I think that was a relief to him.
None of us will ever
know the whole of Kathleen Somers's miracle, of course. I believe she told as
much of it as she could when she said that she had lain thinking of the
outlines of the mountains until she felt that she must go out and face them:
stand once more outside, free of walls, and stare about at the whole chain of
the earth-lords. Perhaps the spring, which had broken up the ice-bound streams,
had melted other things besides. Unwittingly—by unconscious cerebration—by the
long inevitable storing of disdained impressions—she had arrived at vision.
That which had been, for her, alternate gibberish and silence, had become an
intelligible tongue. The blank features had stirred and shifted into a
countenance; she saw a face, where she had seen only odds and ends of modelling
grotesquely flung abroad. With no stupid pantheism to befuddle her, she yet
felt the earth a living thing. Wood and stone, which had not even been an idol
for her, now shaped themselves to hold a sacrament. Put it as you please; for I
can find no way to express it to my satisfaction. Kathleen Somers had, for the
first time, envisaged the cosmic, had seen something less passionate, but more
vital, than history. Most of us are more fortunate than she: we take it for
granted that no loom can rival the petal of a flower. But to some creatures the
primitive is a cipher, hard to learn; and blood is spent in the struggle. You
have perhaps seen (and not simply in the old legend) passion come to a statue.
Rare, oh, rare is the necessity for such a miracle. But Kathleen Somers was in
need of one; and I believe it came to her.
The will was slack, the
nurse had said; yet it sufficed to take her from her bed, down the stairs, in
pursuit of the voice—straight out into the newly articulate world. She moved,
frail and undismayed, to the source of revelation. She did not cower back and
demand that the oracle be served up to her by a messenger. A will like that is
not slack.
Now I will shuffle back
into my own skin and tell you the rest of it very briefly and from the rank
outsider's point of view. Even had I possessed the whole of Arnold Withrow's
confidence, I could not deal with the delicate gradations of a lover's mood. He
passed the word about that Kathleen Somers was not going to die—though I
believe he did it with his heart in his mouth, not really assured she wouldn't.
It took some of us a long time to shift our ground and be thankful. Withrow,
with a wisdom beyond his habit, did not go near her until autumn. Reports were
that she was gaining all the time, and that she lived out-of-doors staring at
Habakkuk and his brethren, gathering wild flowers and pressing them between her
palms. She seemed determined to face another winter there alone with Melora,
Miss Willis wrote. Withrow set his jaw when that news came. It was hard on him
to stay away, but she had made it very clear that she wanted her convalescent
summer to herself. When she had to let Miss Willis go—and Miss Willis had
already taken a huge slice of Kathleen's capital—he might come and see her
through the transition. So Withrow sweltered in New York all summer, and waited
for permission.
Then Melora Meigs was
gracious for once. With no preliminary illness, with just a little gasp as the
sun rose over the long range of Jeremiah, she died. Withrow, hearing this, was
off like a sprinter who hears the signal. He found laughter and wit abiding
happily in Kathleen's recovered body. Together they watched the autumn deepen
over the prophets. Habakkuk, all insults forgiven, was their familiar.
So they brought Kathleen
Somers back from the hills to live. It was impossible for her to remain on her
mountainside without a Melora Meigs; and Melora, unlike most tortures, was
unreplaceable. Kathleen's world welcomed her as warmly as if her exile had been
one long suspense: a gentle hyprocrisy we all forgave each other. Some one went
abroad and left an apartment for her use. All sorts of delicate little events
occurred, half accidentally, in her interest. Soon some of us began to gather,
as of old. Marvel of marvels, Withrow had not spoken in that crimson week of
autumn. Without jealousy he had apparently left her to Habakkuk. It was a brief
winter—for Kathleen Somers's body, a kind of spring. You could see her grow,
from week to week: plump out and bloom more vividly. Then, in April, without a
word, she left us—disappeared one morning, with no explicit word to servants.
Withrow once more—poor
Withrow—shot forth, not like a runner, but like a hound on a fresh scent. He
needed no time-tables. He leaped from the telephone to the train.
He found her there, he
told me afterward, sitting on the step, the door unlocked behind her but shut.
Indeed, she never
entered the house again; for Withrow bore her away from the threshold. I do not
think she minded, for she had made her point: she had seen Habakkuk once more,
and Habakkuk had not gone back on her. That was all she needed to know. They
meant to go up in the autumn after their marriage, but the cottage burned to
the ground before they got back from Europe. I do not know that they have ever
been, or whether they ever will go, now. There are still a few exotic places
that Kathleen Withrow has not seen, and Habakkuk can wait. After all, the years
are very brief in Habakkuk's sight. Even if she never needs him again, I do not
think he will mind.
8.THE JUDGMENT OF VULCAN[9]
By LEE FOSTER HARTMAN
from Harper's
Magazine
To dine on the veranda
of the Marine Hotel is the one delightful surprise which Port Charlotte affords
the adventurer who has broken from the customary paths of travel in the South
Seas. On an eminence above the town, solitary and aloof like a monastery, and
nestling deep in its garden of lemon-trees, it commands a wide prospect of sea
and sky. By day, the Pacific is a vast stretch of blue, flat like a floor, with
a blur of distant islands on the horizon—chief among them Muloa, with its
single volcanic cone tapering off into the sky. At night, this smithy of Vulcan
becomes a glow of red, throbbing faintly against the darkness, a capricious and
sullen beacon immeasurably removed from the path of men. Viewed from the
veranda of the Marine Hotel, its vast flare on the horizon seems hardly more
than an insignificant spark, like the glowing cigar-end of some guest strolling
in the garden after dinner.
It may very likely have
been my lighted cigar that guided Eleanor Stanleigh to where I was sitting in
the shadows. Her uncle, Major Stanleigh, had left me a few minutes before, and
I was glad of the respite from the queer business he had involved me in. The
two of us had returned that afternoon from Muloa, where I had taken him in my
schooner, the Sylph, to seek out Leavitt and make some
inquiries—very important inquiries, it seemed, in Miss Stanleigh's behalf.
Three days in Muloa,
under the shadow of the grim and flame-throated mountain, while I was forced to
listen to Major Stanleigh's persistent questionnaire and Leavitt's erratic and
garrulous responses—all this, as I was to discover later, at the instigation of
the Major's niece—had made me frankly curious about the girl.
I had seen her only
once, and then at a distance across the veranda, one night when I had been
dining there with a friend; but that single vision of her remained vivid and
unforgettable—a tall girl of a slender shapeliness, crowned by a mass of
reddish-gold hair that smoldered above the clear olive pallor of her skin. With
that flawless and brilliant coloring she was marked for observation—had
doubtless been schooled to a perfect indifference to it, for the slow, almost
indolent, grace of her movements was that of a woman coldly unmindful of the
gazes lingering upon her. She could not have been more than twenty-six or
-seven, but I got an unmistakable impression of weariness or balked purpose
emanating from her in spite of her youth and glorious physique. I looked up to
see her crossing the veranda to join her uncle and aunt—correct, well-to-do
English people that one placed instantly—and my stare was only one of many that
followed her as she took her seat and threw aside the light scarf that swathed
her bare and gleaming shoulders.
My companion, who
happened to be the editor of the local paper, promptly informed me regarding
her name and previous residence—the gist of some "social item" which
he had already put into print; but these meant nothing, and I could only wonder
what had brought her to such an out-of-the-way part of the world as Port
Charlotte. She did not seem like a girl who was traveling with her uncle and
aunt; one got rather the impression that she was bent on a mission of her own
and was dragging her relatives along because the conventions demanded it. I
hazarded to my companion the notion that a woman like Miss Stanleigh could have
but one of two purposes in this lonely part of the world—she was fleeing from a
lover or seeking one.
"In that
case," rejoined my friend, with the cynical shrug of the newspaper man,
"she has very promptly succeeded. It's whispered that she is going to
marry Joyce—of Malduna Island, you know. Only met him a fortnight ago. Quite a
romance, I'm told."
I lifted my eyebrows at
that, and looked again at Miss Stanleigh. Just at that instant she happened to
look up. It was a wholly indifferent gaze; I am confident that she was no more
aware of me than if I had been one of the veranda posts which her eyes had
chanced to encounter. But in the indescribable sensation of that moment I felt
that here was a woman who bore a secret burden, although, as my informing host
put it, her heart had romantically found its haven only two weeks ago.
She was endeavoring to
get trace of a man named Farquharson, as I was permitted to learn a few days
later. Ostensibly, it was Major Stanleigh who was bent on locating this young
Englishman—Miss Stanleigh's interest in the quest was guardedly withheld—and
the trail had led him a pretty chase around the world until some clue, which I
never clearly understood, brought them to Port Charlotte. The major's immediate
objective was an eccentric chap named Leavitt who had marooned himself in
Muloa. The island offered an ideal retreat for one bent on shunning his own
kind, if he did not object to the close proximity of a restive volcano.
Clearly, Leavitt did not. He had a scientific interest in the phenomena
exhibited by volcanic regions and was versed in geological lore, but the rumors
about Leavitt—practically no one ever visited Muloa—did not stop at that. And,
as Major Stanleigh and I were to discover, the fellow seemed to have developed
a genuine affection for Lakalatcha, as the smoking cone was called by the
natives of the adjoining islands. From long association he had come to know its
whims and moods as one comes to know those of a petulant woman one lives with.
It was a bizarre and preposterous intimacy, in which Leavitt seemed to find a
wholly acceptable substitute for human society, and there was something
repellant about the man's eccentricity. He had various names for the smoking
cone that towered a mile or more above his head: "Old Flame-eater,"
or "Lava-spitter," he would at times familiarly and irreverently call
it; or, again, "The Maiden Who Never Sleeps," or "The
Single-breasted Virgin"—these last, however, always in the musical Malay
equivalent. He had no end of names—romantic, splenetic, of opprobrium, or
outright endearment—to suit, I imagine, Lakalatcha's varying moods. In one
respect they puzzled me—they were of conflicting genders, some feminine and
some masculine, as if in Leavitt's loose-frayed imagination the mountain that
beguiled his days and disturbed his nights were hermaphroditic.
Leavitt as a source of
information regarding the missing Farquharson seemed preposterous when one
reflected how out of touch with the world he had been, but, to my astonishment,
Major Stanleigh's clue was right, for he had at last stumbled upon a man who
had known Farquharson well and who was voluminous about him—quite willingly so.
With the Sylph at anchor, we lay off Muloa for three nights,
and Leavitt gave us our fill of Farquharson, along with innumerable digressions
about volcanoes, neoplatonism, the Single Tax, and what not. There was no
keeping Leavitt to a coherent narrative about the missing Farquharson. He was
incapable of it, and Major Stanleigh and myself had simply to wait in patience
while Leavitt, delighted to have an audience, dumped out for us the fantastic
contents of his mind, odd vagaries, recondite trash, and all. He was always
getting away from Farquharson, but, then, he was unfailingly bound to come back
to him. We had only to wait and catch the solid grains that now and then fell
in the winnowing of that unending stream of chaff. It was a tedious and
exasperating process, but it had its compensations. At times Leavitt could be
as uncannily brilliant as he was dull and boresome. The conviction grew upon me
that he had become a little demented, as if his brain had been tainted by the
sulphurous fumes exhaled by the smoking crater above his head. His mind smoked,
flickered, and flared like an unsteady lamp, blown upon by choking gases, in
which the oil had run low.
But of the wanderer
Farquharson he spoke with precision and authority, for he had shared with
Farquharson his bungalow there in Muloa—a period of about six months, it
seemed—and there Farquharson had contracted a tropic fever and died.
"Well, at last we
have got all the facts," Major Stanleigh sighed with satisfaction when
the Sylph was heading back to Port Charlotte. Muloa, lying
astern, we were no longer watching. Leavitt, at the water's edge, had waved us
a last good-by and had then abruptly turned back into the forest, very likely
to go clambering like a demented goat up the flanks of his beloved volcano and
to resume poking about in its steaming fissures—an occupation of which he never
tired.
"The evidence is
conclusive, don't you think?—the grave, Farquharson's personal effects, those
pages of the poor devil's diary."
I nodded assent. In my
capacity as owner of the Sylph I had merely undertaken to
furnish Major Stanleigh with passage to Muloa and back, but the events of the
last three days had made me a party to the many conferences, and I was now on
terms of something like intimacy with the rather stiff and pompous English
gentleman. How far I was from sharing his real confidence I was to discover
later when Eleanor Stanleigh gave me hers.
"My wife and niece
will be much relieved to hear all this—a family matter, you understand, Mr.
Barnaby," he had said to me when we landed. "I should like to present
you to them before we leave Port Charlotte for home."
But, as it turned out,
it was Eleanor Stanleigh who presented herself, coming upon me quite
unexpectedly that night after our return while I sat smoking in the shadowy
garden of the Marine Hotel. I had dined with the major, after he had explained
that the ladies were worn out by the heat and general developments of the day
and had begged to be excused. And I was frankly glad not to have to endure
another discussion of the deceased Farquharson, of which I was heartily tired
after hearing little else for the last three days. I could not help wondering
how the verbose and pompous major had paraphrased and condensed that inchoate
mass of bioraphy and reminiscence into an orderly account for his wife and
niece. He had doubtless devoted the whole afternoon to it. Sitting under the
cool green of the lemon-trees, beneath a sky powdered with stars, I reflected
that I, at least, was done with Farquharson forever. But I was not, for just
then Eleanor Stanleigh appeared before me.
I was startled to hear
her addressing me by name, and then calmly begging me to resume my seat on the
bench under the arbor. She sat down also, her flame-colored hair and bare
shoulders gleaming in the darkness. She was the soul of directness and candor,
and after a thoughtful, searching look into my face she came to the point at
once. She wanted to hear about Farquharson—from me.
"Of course, my
uncle has given me a very full account of what he learned from Mr. Leavitt, and
yet many things puzzle me—this Mr. Leavitt most of all."
"A queer
chap," I epitomized him. "Frankly, I don't quite make him out, Miss
Stanleigh—marooning himself on that infernal island and seemingly content to
spend his days there."
"Is he so
old?" she caught me up quickly.
"No, he
isn't," I reflected. "Of course, it's difficult to judge ages out
here. The climate, you know. Leavitt's well under forty, I should say. But
that's a most unhealthy spot he has chosen to live in."
"Why does he stay
there?"
I explained about the
volcano. "You can have no idea what an obsession it is with him. There
isn't a square foot of its steaming, treacherous surface that he hasn't been
over, mapping new fissures, poking into old lava-beds, delving into the crater
itself on favorable days——"
"Isn't it
dangerous?"
"In a way, yes. The
volcano itself is harmless enough. It smokes unpleasantly now and then,
splutters and rumbles as if about to obliterate all creation, but for all its
bluster it only manages to spill a trickle or two of fresh lava down its
sides—just tamely subsides after deluging Leavitt with a shower of cinders and
ashes. But Leavitt won't leave it alone. He goes poking into the very crater,
half strangling himself in its poisonous fumes, scorching the shoes off his
feet, and once, I believe, he lost most of his hair and eyebrows—a narrow
squeak. He throws his head back and laughs at any word of caution. To my
notion, it's foolhardy to push a scientific curiosity to that extreme."
"Is it, then, just
scientific curiosity?" mused Miss Stanleigh.
Something in her tone
made me stop short. Her eyes had lifted to mine—almost appealingly, I fancied.
Her innocence, her candor, her warm beauty, which was like a pale
phosphorescence in the starlit darkness—all had their potent effect upon me in
that moment. I felt impelled to a sudden burst of confidence.
"At times I wonder.
I've caught a look in his eyes, when he's been down on his hands and knees,
staring into some infernal vent-hole—a look that is—well, uncanny, as if he
were peering into the bowels of the earth for something quite outside the
conceptions of science. You might think that volcano had worked some spell over
him, turned his mind. He prattles to it or storms at it as if it were a living
creature. Queer, yes; and he's impressive, too, with a sort of magnetic
personality that attracts and repels you violently at the same time. He's like
a cake of ice dipped in alcohol and set aflame. I can't describe him. When he
talks——"
"Does he talk about
himself?"
I had to confess that he
had told us practically not a word. He had discussed everything under heaven in
his brilliant, erratic way, with a fleer of cynicism toward it all, but he had
left himself out completely. He had given us Farquharson with relish, and in
infinite detail, from the time the poor fellow first turned up in Muloa, put
ashore by a native craft. Talking about Farquharson was second only to his
delight in talking about volcanoes. And the result for me had been innumerable
vivid but confused impressions of the young Englishman who had by chance
invaded Leavitt's solitude and had lingered there, held by some attraction,
until he sickened and died. It was like a jumbled mosaic put together again by
inexpert hands.
"Did you get the
impression that the two men had very much in common?"
"Quite the
contrary," I answered. "But Major Stanleigh should know——"
"My uncle never met
Mr. Farquharson."
I was fairly taken aback
at that, and a silence fell between us. It was impossible to divine the drift of
her questions. It was as if some profound mistrust weighed upon her and she was
not so much seeking to interrogate me as she was groping blindly for some
chance word of mine that might illuminate her doubts.
I looked at the girl in
silent wonder, yes, and in admiration of her bronze and ivory beauty in the
full flower of her glorious youth—and I thought of Joyce. I felt that it was
like her to have fallen in love simply but passionately at the mere lifting of
the finger of Fate. It was only another demonstration of the unfathomable
mystery, or miracle, which love is. Joyce was lucky, indeed favored of the
gods, to have touched the spring in this girl's heart which no other man could
reach, and by the rarest of chances—her coming out to this remote corner of the
world. Lucky Joyce! I knew him slightly—a straightforward young fellow, very
simple and whole-souled, enthusiastically absorbed in developing his rubber
lands in Malduna.
Miss Stanleigh remained
lost in thought while her fingers toyed with the pendant of the chain that she
wore. In the darkness I caught the glitter of a small gold cross.
"Mr. Barnaby,"
she finally broke the silence, and paused. "I have decided to tell you
something. This Mr. Farquharson was my husband."
Again a silence fell,
heavy and prolonged, in which I sat as if drugged by the night air that hung
soft and perfumed about us. It seemed incredible that in that fleeting instant
she had spoken at all.
"I was young—and
very foolish, I suppose."
With that confession,
spoken with simple dignity, she broke off again. Clearly, some knowledge of the
past she deemed it necessary to impart to me. If she halted over her words, it
was rather to dismiss what was irrelevant to the matter in hand, in which she
sought my counsel.
"I did not see him
for four years—did not wish to.... And he vanished completely.... Four
years!—just a welcome blank!"
Her shoulders lifted and
a little shiver went over her.
"But even a blank
like that can become unendurable. To be always dragging at a chain, and not
knowing where it leads to...." Her hand slipped from the gold cross on her
breast and fell to the other in her lap, which it clutched tightly. "Four
years.... I tried to make myself believe that he was gone forever—was dead. It
was wicked of me."
My murmur of polite
dissent led her to repeat her words.
"Yes, and even
worse than that. During the past month I have actually prayed that he might be
dead.... I shall be punished for it."
I ventured no rejoinder
to these words of self-condemnation. Joyce, I reflected, mundanely, had clearly
swept her off her feet in the ardor of their first meeting and instant love.
"It must be a great
relief to you," I murmured at length, "to have it all definitely
settled at last."
"If I could only
feel that it was!"
I turned in amazement,
to see her leaning a little forward, her hands still tightly clasped in her
lap, and her eyes fixed upon the distant horizon where the red spark of
Lakalatcha's stertorous breathing flamed and died away. Her breast rose and
fell, as if timed to the throbbing of that distant flare.
"I want you to take
me to that island—to-morrow."
"Why, surely, Miss
Stanleigh," I burst forth, "there can't be any reasonable doubt.
Leavitt's mind may be a little flighty—he may have embroidered his story with a
few gratuitous details; but Farquharson's books and things—the material
evidence of his having lived there——"
"And having died
there?"
"Surely Leavitt
wouldn't have fabricated that! If you had talked with him——"
"I should not care
to talk with Mr. Leavitt," Miss Stanleigh cut me short. "I want only
to go and see—if he is Mr. Leavitt."
"If he is Mr.
Leavitt!" For a moment I was mystified, and then in a sudden flash I
understood. "But that's preposterous—impossible!"
I tried to conceive of
Leavitt in so monstrous a rôle, tried to imagine the missing Farquharson still
in the flesh and beguiling Major Stanleigh and myself with so outlandish a
story, devising all that ingenious detail to trick us into a belief in his own
death. It would indeed have argued a warped mind, guided by some unfathomable
purpose.
"I devoutly hope
you are right," Miss Stanleigh was saying, with deliberation. "But it
is not preposterous, and it is not impossible—if you had known Mr. Farquharson
as I have."
It was a discreet
confession. She wished me to understand—without the necessity of words. My
surmise was that she had met and married Farquharson, whoever he was, under the
spell of some momentary infatuation, and that he had proved himself to be an
unspeakable brute whom she had speedily abandoned.
"I am determined to
go to Muloa, Mr. Barnaby," she announced, with decision. "I want you
to make the arrangements, and with as much secrecy as possible. I shall ask my
aunt to go with me."
I assured Miss Stanleigh
that the Sylph was at her service.
Mrs. Stanleigh was a
large bland woman, inclined to stoutness and to making confidences, with an
intense dislike of the tropics and physical discomforts of any sort. How her
niece prevailed upon her to make that surreptitious trip to Muloa, which we set
out upon two days later, I have never been able to imagine. The accommodations
aboard the schooner were cramped, to say the least, and the good lady had a
perfect horror of volcanoes. The fact that Lakalatcha had behind it a record of
a century or more of good conduct did not weigh with her in the least. She was
convinced that it would blow its head off the moment the Sylph got
within range. She was fidgety, talkative, and continually concerned over the
state of her complexion, inspecting it in the mirror of her bag at frequent
intervals and using a powder-puff liberally to mitigate the pernicious effects
of the tropic sun. But once having been induced to make the voyage, I must
admit she stuck manfully by her decision, ensconcing herself on deck with books
and cushions and numerous other necessities to her comfort, and making the best
of the sleeping quarters below. As the captain of the Sylph, she
wanted me to understand that she had intrusted her soul to my charge, declaring
that she would not draw an easy breath until we were safe again in Port
Charlotte.
"This dreadful
business of Eleanor's," was the way she referred to our mission, and she
got round quite naturally to telling me of Farquharson while acquainting me
with her fears about volcanoes. Some years before, Pompeii and Herculaneum had
had a most unsettling effect upon her nerves. Vesuvius was slightly in eruption
at the time. She confessed to never having had an easy moment while in Naples.
And it was in Naples that her niece and Farquharson had met. It had been, as I
surmised, a swift, romantic courtship, in which Farquharson, quite
irreproachable in antecedents and manners, had played the part of an impetuous
lover. Italian skies had done the rest. There was an immediate marriage, in
spite of Mrs. Stanleigh's protests, and the young couple were off on a
honeymoon trip by themselves. But when Mrs. Stanleigh rejoined her husband at
Nice, and together they returned to their home in Sussex, a surprise was in
store for them. Eleanor was already there—alone, crushed, and with lips
absolutely sealed. She had divested herself of everything that linked her to
Farquharson; she refused to adopt her married name.
"I shall bless
every saint in heaven when we have quite done with this dreadful business of
Eleanor's," Mrs. Stanleigh confided to me from her deck-chair. "This
trip that she insists on making herself seems quite uncalled for. But you
needn't think, Captain Barnaby, that I'm going to set foot on that dreadful
island—not even for the satisfaction of seeing Mr. Farquharson's grave—and I'm
shameless enough to say that it would be a satisfaction. If
you could imagine the tenth part of what I have had to put up with, all these
months we've been traveling about trying to locate the wretch! No, indeed—I
shall stay right here on this boat and intrust Eleanor to your care while
ashore. And I should not think it ought to take long, now should it?"
I confessed aloud that I
did not see how it could. If by any chance the girl's secret conjecture about
Leavitt's identity was right, it would be verified in the mere act of coming
face to face with him, and in that event it would be just as well to spare the
unsuspecting aunt the shock of that discovery.
We reached Muloa just
before nightfall, letting go the anchor in placid water under the lee of the
shore while the Sylph swung to and the sails fluttered and
fell. A vast hush lay over the world. From the shore the dark green of the
forest confronted us with no sound or sign of life. Above, and at this close
distance blotting out half the sky over our heads, towered the huge cone of
Lakalatcha with scarred and blackened flanks. It was in one of its querulous
moods. The feathery white plume of steam, woven by the wind into soft,
fantastic shapes, no longer capped the crater; its place had been usurped by
thick, dark fumes of smoke swirling sullenly about. In the fading light I
marked the red, malignant glow of a fissure newly broken out in the side of the
ragged cone, from which came a thin, white trickle of lava.
There was no sign of
Leavitt, although the Sylph must have been visible to him for
several hours, obviously making for the island. I fancied that he must have
been unusually absorbed in the vagaries of his beloved volcano. Otherwise he
would have wondered what was bringing us back again and his tall figure in
shabby white drill would have greeted us from the shore. Instead, there
confronted us only the belt of dark, matted green girdling the huge bulk of
Lakalatcha which soared skyward, sinister, mysterious, eternal.
In the brief twilight
the shore vanished into dim obscurity. Miss Stanleigh, who for the last hour
had been standing by the rail, silently watching the island, at last spoke to
me over her shoulder:
"Is it far
inland—the place? Will it be difficult to find in the dark?"
Her question staggered
me, for she was clearly bent on seeking out Leavitt at once. A strange calmness
overlay her. She paid no heed to Lakalatcha's gigantic, smoke-belching cone,
but, with fingers gripping the rail, scanned the forbidding and inscrutable
forest, behind which lay the answer to her torturing doubt.
I acceded to her wish
without protest. Leavitt's bungalow lay a quarter of a mile distant. There
would be no difficulty in following the path. I would have a boat put over at
once, I announced in a casual way which belied my real feelings, for I was
beginning to share some of her secret tension at this night invasion of
Leavitt's haunts.
This feeling deepened
within me as we drew near the shore. Leavitt's failure to appear seemed
sinister and enigmatic. I began to evolve a fantastic image of him as I
recalled his queer ways and his uncanny tricks of speech. It was as if we were
seeking out the presiding deity of the island, who had assumed the guise of a
Caliban holding unearthly sway over its unnatural processes.
With Williams, the
boatswain, carrying a lantern, we pushed into the brush, following the choked
trail that led to Leavitt's abode. But the bungalow, when we had reached the
clearing and could discern the outlines of the building against the masses of
the forest, was dark and deserted. As we mounted the veranda, the loose boards
creaked hollowly under our tread; the doorway, from which depended a tattered
curtain of coarse burlap, gaped black and empty.
The lantern, lifted high
in the boatswain's hand, cleft at a stroke the darkness within. On the
writing-table, cluttered with papers and bits of volcanic rock, stood a bottle
and half-empty glass. Things lay about in lugubrious disorder, as if the place
had been hurriedly ransacked by a thief. Some of the geological specimens had
tumbled from the table to the floor, and stray sheets of Leavitt's manuscripts
lay under his chair. Leavitt's books, ranged on shelving against the wall,
alone seemed undisturbed. Upon the top of the shelving stood two enormous
stuffed birds, moldering and decrepit, regarding the sudden illumination with
unblinking, bead-like eyes. Between them a small dancing faun in greenish
bronze tripped a Bacchic measure with head thrown back in a transport of
derisive laughter.
For a long moment the
three of us faced the silent, disordered room, in which the little bronze faun
alone seemed alive, convulsed with diabolical mirth at our entrance. Somehow it
recalled to me Leavitt's own cynical laugh. Suddenly Miss Stanleigh made toward
the photographs above the bookshelves.
"This is he,"
she said, taking up one of the faded prints.
"Yes—Leavitt,"
I answered.
"Leavitt?"
Her fingers tightened upon the photograph. Then, abruptly, it fell to the
floor. "Yes, yes—of course." Her eyes closed very slowly, as if an
extreme weakness had seized her.
In the shock of that
moment I reached out to support her, but she checked my hand. Her gray eyes
opened again. A shudder visibly went over her, as if the night air had suddenly
become chill. From the shelf the two stuffed birds regarded us dolefully, while
the dancing faun, with head thrown back in an attitude of immortal art, laughed
derisively.
"Where is he? I
must speak to him," said Miss Stanleigh.
"One might think he
were deliberately hiding," I muttered, for I was at a loss to account for
Leavitt's absence.
"Then find
him," the girl commanded.
I cut short my
speculations to direct Williams to search the hut in the rear of the bungalow,
where, behind bamboo palings, Leavitt's Malay servant maintained an aloof and
mysterious existence. I sat down beside Miss Stanleigh on the veranda steps to
find my hands sooty from the touch of the boards. A fine volcanic ash was
evidently drifting in the air and now to my ear, attuned to the profound stillness,
the wind bore a faint humming sound.
"Do you hear
that?" I whispered. It was like the far-off murmur of a gigantic caldron,
softly a-boil—a dull vibration that seemed to reach us through the ground as
well as through the air.
The girl listened a
moment, and then started up. "I hear voices—somewhere."
"Voices?" I
strained my ears for sounds other than the insistent ferment of the great cone
above our heads. "Perhaps Leavitt——"
"Why do you still
call him Leavitt?"
"Then you're quite
certain——" I began, but an involuntary exclamation from her cut me short.
The light of Williams's
lantern, emerging from behind the bamboo palings, disclosed the burly form of
the boatswain with a shrinking Malay in tow. He was jabbering in his native
tongue, with much gesticulation of his thin arms, and going into contortions at
every dozen paces in a sort of pantomime to emphasize his words. Williams urged
him along unceremoniously to the steps of the veranda.
"Perhaps you can
get the straight of this, Mr. Barnaby," said the boatswain. "He
swears that the flame-devil in the volcano has swallowed his master
alive."
The poor fellow seemed
indeed in a state of complete funk. With his thin legs quaking under him, he
poured forth in Malay a crazed, distorted tale. According to Wadakimba,
Leavitt—or Farquharson, to give him his real name—had awakened the high
displeasure of the flame-devil within the mountain. Had we not observed that
the cone was smoking furiously? And the dust and heavy taint of sulphur in the
air? Surely we could feel the very tremor of the ground under our feet. All
that day the enraged monster had been spouting mud and lava down upon the
white tuan, who had remained in the bungalow, drinking heavily and
bawling out maledictions upon his enemy. At length, in spite of Wadakimba's
efforts to dissuade him, he had set out to climb to the crater, vowing to show
the flame-devil who was master. He had compelled the terrified Wadakimba to go
with him a part of the way. The white tuan—was he really a god, as
he declared himself to be?—had gone alone up the tortuous, fissured slopes, at
times lost to sight in yellowish clouds of gas and steam, while his screams of
vengeance came back to Wadakimba's ears. Overhead, Lakalatcha continued to
rumble and quiver and clear his throat with great showers of mud and stones.
Farquharson must have
indeed parted with his reason to have attempted that grotesque sally. Listening
to Wadakimba's tale, I pictured the crazed man, scorched to tatters, heedless
of bruises and burns, scrambling up that difficult and perilous ascent, and
hurling his ridiculous blasphemy into the flares of smoke and steam that issued
from that vast caldron lit by subterranean fires. At its simmering the whole
island trembled. A mere whiff of the monster's breath and he would have been
snuffed out, annihilated in an instant. According to Wadakimba, the end had
indeed come in that fashion. It was as if the mountain had suddenly given a
deep sigh. The blast had carried away solid rock. A sheet of flame had licked
the spot where Farquharson had been hurled headlong, and he was not.
Wadakimba, viewing all
this from afar, had scuttled off to his hut. Later he had ventured back to the
scene of the tragedy. He had picked up Farquharson's scorched helmet, which had
been blown off to some distance, and he also exhibited a pair of binoculars
washed down by the tide of lava, scarred and twisted by the heat, from which
the lenses had melted away.
I translated for Miss
Stanleigh briefly, while she stood turning over in her hands the twisted and
blackened binoculars, which were still warm. She heard me through without
question or comment, and when I proposed that we get back to the Sylph at
once, mindful of her aunt's distressed nerves, she assented with a nod. She
seemed to have lost the power of speech. In a daze she followed as I led the
way back through the forest.
Major Stanleigh and his
wife deferred their departure for England until their niece should be properly
married to Joyce. At Eleanor's wish, it was a very simple affair, and as
Joyce's bride she was as eager to be off to his rubber-plantation in Malduna as
he was to set her up there as mistress of his household. I had agreed to give
them passage on the Sylph, since the next sailing of the mail-boat
would have necessitated a further fortnight's delay.
Mrs. Stanleigh, with
visions of seeing England again, and profoundly grateful to a benevolent
Providence that had not only brought "this dreadful business of
Eleanor's" to a happy termination, but had averted Lakalatcha's baptism of
fire from descending upon her own head, thanked me profusely and a little
tearfully. It was during the general chorus of farewells at the last moment
before the Sylph cast off. Her last appeal, cried after us
from the wharf where she stood frantically waving a wet handkerchief, was that
I should give Muloa a wide berth.
It brought a laugh from
Joyce. He had discovered the good lady's extreme perturbation in regard to
Lakalatcha, and had promptly declared for spending a day there with his bride.
It was an exceptional opportunity to witness the volcano in its active mood.
Each time that Joyce had essayed this teasing pleasantry, which never failed to
draw Mrs. Stanleigh's protests, I observed that his wife remained silent. I
assumed that she had decided to keep her own counsel in regard to the trip she
had made there.
"I'm trusting you
not to take Eleanor near that dreadful island, Mr. Barnaby," was the
admonition shouted across the widening gap of water.
It was a quite
unnecessary appeal, for Joyce, who was presently sitting with his wife in a
sheltered quarter of the deck, had not the slightest interest in the smoking
cone which was as yet a mere smudge upon the horizon. Eleanor, with one hand in
Joyce's possession, at times watched it with a seemingly vast apathy until some
ardent word from Joyce would draw her eyes back to his and she would lift to
him a smile that was like a caress. The look of weariness and balked purpose
that had once marked her expression had vanished. In the week since she had married
Joyce she seemed to have grown younger and to be again standing on the very
threshold of life with girlish eagerness. She hung on Joyce's every word,
communing with him hour after hour, utterly content, indifferent to all the
world about her.
In the cabin that
evening at dinner, when the two of them deigned to take polite cognizance of my
existence, I announced to Joyce that I proposed to hug the island pretty close
during the night. It would save considerable time.
"Just as you like,
Captain," Joyce replied, indifferently.
"We may get a
shower of ashes by doing so, if the wind should shift." I looked across
the table at Mrs. Joyce.
"But we shall reach
Malduna that much sooner?" she queried.
I nodded. "However,
if you feel any uneasiness, I'll give the island a wide berth." I didn't
like the idea of dragging her—the bride of a week—past that place with its
unspeakable memories, if it should really distress her.
Her eyes thanked me
silently across the table. "It's very kind of you, but"—she chose her
words with significant deliberation—"I haven't a fear in the world, Mr.
Barnaby."
Evening had fallen when
we came up on deck. Joyce bethought himself of some cigars in his state-room
and went back. For the moment I was alone with his wife by the rail, watching the
stars beginning to prick through the darkening sky. The Sylph was
running smoothly, with the wind almost aft; the scud of water past her bows and
the occasional creak of a block aloft were the only sounds audible in the
silence that lay like a benediction upon the sea.
"You may think it
unfeeling of me," she began, quite abruptly, "but all this past
trouble of mine, now that it is ended, I have completely dismissed. Already it
begins to seem like a horrid dream. And as for that island"—her eyes looked
off toward Muloa now impending upon us and lighting up the heavens with its
sudden flare—"it seems incredible that I ever set foot upon it.
"Perhaps you
understand," she went on, after a pause, "that I have not told my
husband. But I have not deceived him. He knows that I was once married, and
that the man is no longer living. He does not wish to know more. Of course he
is aware that Uncle Geoffrey came out here to—to see a Mr. Leavitt, a matter
which he has no idea concerned me. He thanks the stars for whatever it was that
did bring us out here, for otherwise he would not have met me."
"It has turned out
most happily," I murmured.
"It was almost
disaster. After meeting Mr. Joyce—and I was weak enough to let myself become
engaged—to have discovered that I was still chained to a living creature like
that.... I should have killed myself."
"But surely the
courts——"
She shook her head with
decision. "My church does not recognize that sort of freedom."
We were drawing steadily
nearer to Muloa. The mountain was breathing slowly and heavily—a vast flare
that lifted fanlike in the skies and died away. Lightning played fitfully
through the dense mass of smoke and choking gases that hung like a pall over
the great cone. It was like the night sky that overhangs a city of gigantic
blast-furnaces, only infinitely multiplied. The sails of the Sylph caught
the ruddy tinge like a phantom craft gliding through the black night, its
canvas still dyed with the sunset glow. The faces of the crew, turned to watch
the spectacle, curiously fixed and inhuman, were picked out of the gloom by the
same fantastic light. It was as if the schooner, with masts and riggings,
etched black against the lurid sky, sailed on into the Day of Judgment.
It was after midnight.
The Sylph came about, with sails trembling, and lost headway.
Suddenly she vibrated from stem to stern, and with a soft grating sound that
was unmistakable came to rest. We were aground in what should have been clear
water, with the forest-clad shore of Muloa lying close off to port.
The helmsman turned to
me with a look of silly fright on his face, as the wheel revolved useless in
his hands. We had shelved with scarcely a jar sufficient to disturb those
sleeping below, but in a twinkling Jackson, the mate, appeared on deck in his
pajamas, and after a swift glance toward the familiar shore turned to me with
the same dumfounded look that had frozen upon the face of the steersman.
"What do you make
of this?" he exclaimed, as I called for the lead.
"Be quiet about
it," I said to the hands that had started into movement. "Look sharp
now, and make no noise." Then I turned to the mate, who was perplexedly
rubbing one bare foot against the other and measuring with his eye our distance
from the shore. The Sylph should have turned the point of the
island without a mishap, as she had done scores of times.
"It's the volcano
we have to thank for this," was my conjecture. "Its recent activity
has caused some displacement of the sea bottom."
Jackson's head went back
in sudden comprehension. "It's a miracle you didn't plow into it under
full sail."
We had indeed come about
in the very nick of time to avoid disaster. As matters stood I was hopeful.
"With any sort of luck we ought to float clear with the tide."
The mate cocked a
doubtful eye at Lakalatcha, uncomfortably close above our heads, flaming at
intervals and bathing the deck with an angry glare of light. "If she
should begin spitting up a little livelier ..." he speculated with a
shrug, and presently took himself off to his bunk after an inspection below had
shown that none of the schooner's seams had started. There was nothing to do
but to wait for the tide to make and lift the vessel clear. It would be a
matter of three or four hours. I dismissed the helmsman; and the watch forward,
taking advantage of the respite from duty, were soon recumbent in attitudes of
heavy sleep.
The wind had died out
and a heavy torpor lay upon the water. It was as if the stars alone held to
their slow courses above a world rigid and inanimate. The Sylph lay
with a slight list, her spars looking inexpressibly helpless against the sky,
and, as the minutes dragged, a fine volcanic ash, like some mortal pestilence
exhaled by the monster cone, settled down upon the deck, where, forward in the
shadow, the watch curled like dead men.
Alone, I paced back and
forth—countless soft-footed miles, it seemed, through interminable hours, until
at length some obscure impulse prompted me to pause before the open skylight
over the cabin and thrust my head down. A lamp above the dining-table, left to
burn through the night, feebly illuminated the room. A faint snore issued at
regular intervals from the half-open door of the mate's state-room. The door of
Joyce's state-room opposite was also upon the hook for the sake of air.
Suddenly a soft thump
against the side of the schooner, followed by a scrambling noise, made me turn
round. The dripping, bedraggled figure of a man in a sleeping-suit mounted the
rope ladder that hung over the side, and paused, grasping the rail. I had
withdrawn my gaze so suddenly from the glow of the light in the cabin that for
several moments the intruder from out of the sea was only a blurred form with
one leg swung over the rail, where he hung as if spent by his exertions.
Just then the sooty
vapors above the ragged maw of the volcano were rent by a flare of crimson, and
in the fleeting instant of unnatural daylight I beheld Farquharson barefooted,
and dripping with sea-water, confronting me with a sardonic, triumphant smile.
The light faded in a twinkling, but in the darkness he swung his other leg over
the rail and sat perched there, as if challenging the testimony of my senses.
"Farquharson!"
I breathed aloud, utterly dumfounded.
"Did you think I
was a ghost?" I could hear him softly laughing to himself in the interval
that followed. "You should have witnessed Wadakimba's fright at my coming
back from the dead. Well, I'll admit I almost was done for."
Again the volcano
breathed in torment. It was like the sudden opening of a gigantic
blast-furnace, and in that instant I saw him vividly—his thin, saturnine face,
his damp black hair pushed sleekly back, his lips twisted to a cruel smile, his
eyes craftily alert, as if to some ambushed danger continually at hand. He was
watching me with a sort of malicious relish in the shock he had given me.
"It was not your
intention to stop at Muloa," he observed, dryly, for the plight of the
schooner was obvious.
"We'll float clear
with the tide," I muttered.
"But in the
meantime"—there was something almost menacing in his deliberate
pause—"I have the pleasure of this little call upon you."
A head lifted from among
the inert figures and sleepily regarded us before it dropped back into the
shadows. The stranded ship, the recumbent men, the mountain flaming overhead—it
was like a phantom world into which had been suddenly thrust this ghastly and
incredible reality.
"Whatever possessed
you to swim out here in the middle of the night?" I demanded, in a harsh
whisper.
He chose to ignore the
question, while I waited in a chill of suspense. It was inconceivable that he
could be aware of the truth of the situation and deliberately bent on forcing
it to its unspeakable, tragic issue.
"Of late, Captain
Barnaby, we seem to have taken to visiting each other rather frequently, don't
you think?"
It was lightly tossed
off, but not without its evil implication; and I felt his eyes intently fixed
upon me as he sat hunched up on the rail in his sodden sleeping-suit, like some
huge, ill-omened bird of prey.
To get rid of him, to
obliterate the horrible fact that he still existed in the flesh, was the
instinctive impulse of my staggered brain. But the peril of discovery, the
chance that those sleeping below might awaken and hear us, held me in a vise of
indecision.
"If I could bring
myself to reproach you, Captain," he went on, ironically polite, "I
might protest that your last visit to this island savored to a too-inquisitive
intrusion. You'll pardon my frankness. I had convinced you and Major Stanleigh
that Farquharson was dead. To the world at large that should have sufficed.
That I choose to remain alive is my own affair. Your sudden return to
Muloa—with a lady—would have upset everything, if Fate and that inspired fool
of a Malay had not happily intervened. But now, surely, there can be no doubt
that I am dead?"
I nodded assent in a
dumb, helpless way.
"And I have a
notion that even you, Captain Barnaby, will never dispute that fact."
He threw back his head
suddenly—for all the world like the dancing faun—and laughed silently at the
stars.
My tongue was dry in my
mouth as I tried to make some rejoinder. He baffled me completely, and
meanwhile I was in a tingle of fear lest the mate should come up on deck to see
what progress the tide had made, or lest the sound of our voices might waken
the girl in Joyce's state-room.
"I can promise you
that," I attempted to assure him in weak, sepulchral tones. "And now,
if you like, I'll put you ashore in the small boat. You must be getting chilly
in that wet sleeping-suit."
"As a matter of
fact I am, and I was wondering if you would not offer me something to
drink."
"You shall have a
bottle to take along," I promised, with alacrity, but he demurred.
"There is no
sociability in that. And you seem very lonesome here—stuck for two more hours
at least. Come, Captain, fetch your bottle and we will share it together."
He got down from the
rail, stretched his arms lazily above his head, and dropped into one of the
deck chairs that had been placed aft for the convenience of my two passengers.
"And cigars, too,
Captain," he suggested, with a politeness that was almost impertinence.
"We'll have a cozy hour or two out of this tedious wait for the tide to
lift you off."
I contemplated him
helplessly. There was no alternative but to fall in with whatever mad caprice
might seize his brain. If I opposed him, it would lead to high and querulous
words; and the hideous fact of his presence there—of his mere existence—I was
bound to conceal at all hazards.
"I must ask you to
keep quiet," I said, stiffly.
"As a tomb,"
he agreed, and his eyes twinkled disagreeably in the darkness. "You forget
that I am supposed to be in one."
I went stealthily down
into the cabin, where I secured a box of cigars and the first couple of bottles
that my hands laid hold of in the locker. They proved to contain an old Tokay
wine which I had treasured for several years to no particular purpose. The
ancient bottles clinked heavily in my grasp as I mounted again to the deck.
"Now this is
something like," he purred, watching like a cat my every motion as I set
the glasses forth and guardedly drew the cork. He saluted me with a flourish
and drank.
To an onlooker that
pantomime in the darkness would have seemed utterly grotesque. I tasted the
fragrant, heavy wine and waited—waited in an agony of suspense—my ears strained
desperately to catch the least sound from below. But a profound silence
enveloped the schooner, broken only by the occasional rhythmic snore of the
mate.
"You seem rather
ill at ease," Farquharson observed from the depths of the deck chair when
he had his cigar comfortably aglow. "I trust it isn't this little
impromptu call of mine that's disturbing you. After all, life has its unusual
moments, and this, I think, is one of them." He sniffed the bouquet of his
wine and drank. "It is rare moments like this—bizarre, incredible, what
you like—that compensate for the tedium of years."
His disengaged hand had
fallen to the side of the chair, and I now observed in dismay that a scarf
belonging to Joyce's wife had been left lying in the chair, and that his
fingers were absently twisting the silken fringe.
"I wonder that you
stick it out, as you do, on this island," I forced myself to observe,
seeking safety in the commonplace, while my eyes, as if fascinated, watched his
fingers toying with the ends of the scarf. I was forced to accept the innuendo
beneath his enigmatic utterances. His utter baseness and depravity, born
perhaps of a diseased mind, I could understand. I had led him to bait a trap
with the fiction of his own death, but he could not know that it had been already
sprung upon his unsuspecting victims.
He seemed to regard me
with contemptuous pity. "Naturally, you wonder. A mere skipper like
yourself fails to understand—many things. What can you know of life cooped up
in this schooner? You touch only the surface of things just as this confounded
boat of yours skims only the top of the water. Once in a lifetime you may come
to real grips with life—strike bottom, eh?—as your schooner has done now. Then
you're aground and quite helpless. What a pity!"
He lifted his glass and
drank it off, then thrust it out to be refilled. "Life as the world lives
it—bah!" he dismissed it with the scorn of one who counts himself divested
of all illusions. "Life would be an infernal bore if it were not for its
paradoxes. Now you, Captain Barnaby, would never dream that in becoming dead to
the world—in other people's belief—I have become intensely alive. There are
opened up infinite possibilities——"
He drank again and eyed
me darkly, and then went on in his crack-brained way, "What is life but a
challenge to pretense, a constant exercise in duplicity, with so few that come
to master it as an art? Every one goes about with something locked deep in his
heart. Take yourself, Captain Barnaby. You have your secrets—hidden from me,
from all the world—which, if they could be dragged out of you——"
His deep-set eyes bored
through the darkness upon me. Hunched up in the deck chair, with his legs
crossed under him, he was like an animated Buddha venting a dark philosophy and
seeking to undermine my mental balance with his sophistry.
"I'm a plain man of
the sea," I rejoined, bluntly. "I take life as it comes."
He smiled derisively,
drained his glass, and held it out again. "But you have your secrets,
rather clumsily guarded, to be sure——"
"What secrets?"
I cried out, goaded almost beyond endurance.
He seemed to deprecate
the vigor of my retort and lifted a cautioning hand. "Do you want every
one on board to hear this conversation?"
At that moment the
smoke-wrapped cone of Lakalatcha was cleft by a sheet of flame, and we
confronted each other in a sort of blood-red dawn.
"There is no reason
why we should quarrel," he went on, after darkness had enveloped us again.
"But there are times which call for plain speaking. Major Stanleigh is
probably hardly aware of just what he said to me under a little artful
questioning. It seems that a lady who—shall we say, whom we both have the honor
of knowing?—is in love. Love, mark you. It is always interesting to see that
flower bud twice from the same stalk. However, one naturally defers to a lady,
especially when one is very much in her way. Place aux dames, eh?
Exit poor Farquharson! You must admit that his was an altruistic soul. Well,
she has her freedom—if only to barter it for a new bondage. Shall we drink to
the happy future of that romance?"
He lifted to me his
glass with ironical invitation, while I sat aghast and speechless, my heart
pounding against my ribs. This intolerable colloquy could not last forever. I
deliberated what I should do if we were surprised. At the sound of a footfall
or the soft creak of a plank I felt that I might lose all control and leap up
and brain him with the heavy bottle in my grasp. I had an insane desire to
spring at his throat and throttle his infamous bravado, tumble him overboard
and annihilate the last vestige of his existence.
"Come,
Captain," he urged, "you, too, have shared in smoothing the path for
these lovers. Shall we not drink to their happy union?"
A feeling of utter
loathing went over me. I set my glass down. "It would be a more
serviceable compliment to the lady in question if I strangled you on the
spot," I muttered, boldly.
"But you are
forgetting that I am already dead." He threw his head back as if vastly
amused, then lurched forward and held out his glass a little unsteadily to be
refilled.
He gave me a quick, evil
look. "Besides, the noise might disturb your passengers."
I could feel a cold
perspiration suddenly breaking out upon my body. Either the fellow had obtained
an inkling of the truth in some incredible way, or was blindly on the track of
it, guided by some diabolical scent. Under the spell of his eyes I could not
manage the outright lie which stuck in my throat.
"What makes you
think I have passengers?" I parried, weakly.
With intent or not, he
was again fingering the fringe of the scarf that hung over the arm of the
chair.
"It is not your
usual practice, but you have been carrying them lately."
He drained his glass and
sat staring into it, his head drooping a little forward. The heavy wine was
beginning to have its effect upon him, but whether it would provoke him to some
outright violence or drag him down into a stupor, I could not predict. Suddenly
the glass slipped from his fingers and shivered to pieces on the deck. I
started violently at the sound, and in the silence that followed I thought I
heard a footfall in the cabin below.
He looked up at length
from his absorbed contemplation of the bits of broken glass. "We were
talking about love, were we not?" he demanded, heavily.
I did not answer. I was
straining to catch a repetition of the sound from below. Time was slipping
rapidly away, and to sit on meant inevitable discovery. The watch might waken
or the mate appear to surprise me in converse with my nocturnal visitor. It
would be folly to attempt to conceal his presence and I despaired of getting
him back to the shore while his present mood held, although I remembered that
the small boat, which had been lowered after we went aground, was still moored
to the rail amidships.
Refilling my own glass,
I offered it to him. He lurched forward to take it, but the fumes of the wine
suddenly drifted clear of his brain. "You seem very much distressed,"
he observed, with ironic concern. "One might think you were actually
sheltering these precious love-birds."
Perspiration broke out
anew upon my face and neck. "I don't know what you are talking
about," I bluntly tried to fend off his implications. I felt as if I were
helplessly strapped down and that he was about to probe me mercilessly with
some sharp instrument. I strove to turn the direction of his thoughts by
saying, "I understand that the Stanleighs are returning to England."
"The
Stanleighs—quite so," he nodded agreement, and fixed me with a maudlin
stare. Something prompted me to fill his glass again. He drank it off
mechanically. Again I poured, and he obediently drank. With an effort he tried
to pick up the thread of our conversation:
"What did you say?
Oh, the Stanleighs ... yes, yes, of course." He slowly nodded his head and
fell silent. "I was about to say ..." He broke off again and seemed
to ruminate profoundly.... "Love-birds——" I caught the word feebly
from his lips, spoken as if in a daze. The glass hung dripping in his relaxed
grasp.
It was a crucial moment
in which his purpose seemed to waver and die in his clouded brain. A great hope
sprang up in my heart, which was hammering furiously. If I could divert his
fuddled thoughts and get him back to shore while the wine lulled him to
forgetfulness.
I leaned forward to take
the glass which was all but slipping from his hand when Lakalatcha flamed with
redoubled fury. It was as if the mountain had suddenly bared its fiery heart to
the heavens, and a muffled detonation reached my ears.
Farquharson straightened
up with a jerk and scanned the smoking peak, from which a new trickle of
white-hot lava had broken forth in a threadlike waterfall. He watched its
graceful play as if hypnotized, and began babbling to himself in an incoherent
prattle. All his faculties seemed suddenly awake, but riveted solely upon the
heavy laboring of the mountain. He was chiding it in Malay as if it were a
fractious child. When I ventured to urge him back to shore he made no protest,
but followed me into the boat. As I pushed off and took up the oars he had eyes
for nothing but the flaming cone, as if its leaping fires held for him an
Apocalyptic vision.
I strained at the oars
as if in a race, with all eternity at stake, blindly urging the boat ahead
through water that flashed crimson at every stroke. The mountain now flamed
like a beacon, and I rowed for dear life over a sea of blood.
Farquharson sat
entranced before the spectacle, chanting to himself a kind of insane ritual,
like a Parsee fire-worshiper making obeisance before his god. He was rapt away
to some plane of mystic exaltation, to some hinterland of the soul that merged
upon madness. When at length the boat crunched upon the sandy shore he got up
unsteadily from the stern and pointed to the pharos that flamed in the heavens.
"The fire upon the
altar is lit," he addressed me, oracularly, while the fanatic light of a
devotee burned in his eyes. "Shall we ascend and prepare the
sacrifice?"
I leaned over the oars,
panting from my exertions, indifferent to his rhapsody.
"If you'll take my
advice, you'll get back at once to your bungalow and strip off that wet
sleeping-suit," I bluntly counseled him, but I might as well have argued
with a man in a trance.
He leaped over the
gunwale and strode up the beach. Again he struck his priestlike attitude and
invoked me to follow.
"The fire upon the
altar waits," he repeated, solemnly. Suddenly he broke into a shrill laugh
and ran like a deer in the direction of the forest that stretched up the slopes
of the mountain.
The mate's face, thrust
over the rail as I drew alongside the schooner, plainly bespoke his utter
bewilderment. He must have though me bereft of my senses to be paddling about
at that hour of the night. The tide had made, and the Sylph,
righting her listed masts, was standing clear of the shoal. The deck was astir,
and when the command was given to hoist the sails it was obeyed with an uneasy
alacrity. The men worked frantically in a bright, unnatural day, for Lakalatcha
was now continuously aflame and tossing up red-hot rocks to the accompaniment
of dull sounds of explosion.
My first glance about
the deck had been one of relief to note that Joyce and his wife were not there,
although the commotion of getting under sail must have awakened them. A breeze
had sprung up which would prove a fair wind as soon as the Sylph stood
clear of the point. The mate gave a grunt of satisfaction when at length the
schooner began to dip her bow and lay over to her task. Leaving him in charge,
I started to go below, when suddenly Mrs. Joyce, fully dressed, confronted me.
She seemed to have materialized out of the air like a ghost. Her hair glowed
like burnished copper in the unnatural illumination which bathed the deck, but
her face was ashen, and the challenge of her eyes made my heart stop short.
"You have been
awake long?" I ventured to ask.
"Too long," she
answered, significantly, with her face turned away, looking down into the
water. She had taken my arm and drawn me toward the rail. Now I felt her
fingers tighten convulsively. In the droop of her head and the tense curve of
her neck I sensed her mad impulse which the dark water suggested.
"Mrs. Joyce!"
I remonstrated, sharply.
She seemed to go limp
all over at the words. I drew her along the deck for a faltering step or two,
while her eyes continued to brood upon the water rushing past. Suddenly she spoke:
"What other way out
is there?"
"Never that,"
I said, shortly. I urged her forward again. "Is your husband asleep?"
"Thank God,
yes!"
"Then you have been
awake——"
"For over an
hour," she confessed, and I detected the shudder that went over her body.
"The man is
mad——"
"But I am married
to him." She stopped and caught at the rail like a prisoner gripping at
the bars that confine him. "I cannot—cannot endure it! Where are you
taking me? Where can you take me? Don't you see that there is
no escape—from this?"
The Sylph rose
and sank to the first long roll of the open sea.
"When we reach
Malduna——" I began, but the words were only torture.
"I cannot—cannot go
on. Take me back!—to that island. Let me live abandoned—or rather die——"
"Mrs. Joyce, I beg
of you...."
The schooner rose and
dipped again.
For what seemed an
interminable time we paced the deck together while Lakalatcha flamed farther
and farther astern. Her words came in fitful snatches as if spoken in a
delirium, and at times she would pause and grip the rail to stare back,
wild-eyed, at the receding island.
Suddenly she started,
and in a sort of blinding, noonday blaze I saw her face blanch with horror. It
was as if at that moment the heavens had cracked asunder and the night had
fallen away in chaos. Turning, I saw the cone of the mountain lifting skyward
in fragments—and saw no more, for the blinding vision remained seared upon the
retina of my eyes. Across the water, slower paced, came the dread concussion of
sound.
"Good God! It's
carried away the whole island!" I heard the mate's voice bellowing above
the cries of the men. The Sylph scudded before the approaching
storm of fire redescending from the sky....
The first gray of the
dawn disclosed Mrs. Joyce still standing by the rail, her hand nestling within
the arm of her husband, indifferent to the heavy grayish dust that fell in
benediction upon her like a silent shower of snow.
The island of Muloa
remains to-day a charred cinder lapped about by the blue Pacific. At times
gulls circle over its blackened and desolate surface devoid of every vestige of
life. From the squat, truncated mass of Lakalatcha, shorn of half its lordly
height, a feeble wisp of smoke still issues to the breeze, as if Vulcan, tired
of his forge, had banked its fire before abandoning it.
By RUPERT HUGHES
from Collier's
Weekly
A skiff went prowling
along the Avon River in the unhurried English twilight that releases the sunset
with reluctance and defers luxuriously the roll call of the stars.
The skiff floated low,
for the man alone in it was heavy and he was in no greater haste than the
northern night. Which was against the traditions, for he was an American, an
American business man.
He was making his way
through the sky-hued water stealthily lest he disturb the leisure of the swans,
drowsy above their own images; lest he discourage the nightingale trying a few
low flute notes in the cathedral tower of shadow that was a tree above the tomb
of Shakespeare.
The American had never heard
a nightingale and it was his first pilgrimage to the shrine of the
actor-manager whose productions Americans curiously couple with the Bible as
sacred lore.
During the day Joel
Wixon had seen the sights of Stratford with the others from his country and
from England and the Continent. But now he wanted to get close to Shakespeare.
So he hired the skiff and declined the services of the old boat lender.
And now he was stealing
up into the rich gloom the church spread across the river. He was pushing the stern
of the boat foremost so that he could feast his eyes. He was making so little
speed that the only sounds were the choked sob of the water where the boat
cleaved it gently and the tinkle of the drops that fell from the lazy oars with
something of the delicate music of the uncertain nightingale.
Being a successful
business man, Wixon was a suffocated poet. The imagination and the passion and
the orderliness that brought him money were the same energies that would have
made him a success in verse. But lines were not his line, and he was
inarticulate and incoherent when beauty overwhelmed him, as it did in nearly
every form.
He shivered now before
the immediate majesty of the scene, and the historic meanings that enriched it
as with an embroidered arras. Yet he gave out no more words than an Æolian harp
shuddering with ecstasy in a wind too gentle to make it audible.
In such moods he hunted
solitude, for he was ashamed to be seen, afraid to be observed in the raptures
that did not belong in the vocabulary of a business man.
He had talked at noon
about the fact that he and Shakespeare's father were in wool, and he had
annoyed a few modest Americans by comparing the petty amount of the elder
Shakespeare's trade with the vast total pouring from his own innumerable looms
driven with the electricity that the Shakespeares had never dreamed of.
He had redeemed himself
for his pretended brag by a meek admission:
"But I'm afraid my
boy will never write another 'Hamlet.'"
Yet what could he know
of his own son? How little Will Shakespeare's father or his scandalized
neighbors could have fancied that the scapegrace good-for-naught who left the
town for the town's good would make it immortal; and, coming back to die and
lie down forever beside the Avon, would bring a world of pilgrims to a new
Mecca, the shrine of the supreme unique poet of all human time?
A young boy even now was
sauntering the path along the other shore, so lazily tossing pebbles into the
stream that the swans hardly protested. It came upon Wixon with a kind of
silent lightning that Shakespeare had once been such another boy skipping
pebbles across the narrow river and peering up into the trees to find out where
the nightingale lurked.
Perhaps three hundred
years from now some other shrine would claim the pilgrims, the home perhaps of
some American boy now groping through the amber mists of adolescence or some
man as little revered by his own neighbors and rivals as the man Shakespeare
was when he went back to Avon to send back to London his two plays a year to
the theatres.
Being a practical man,
which is a man who strives to make his visions palpable, Wixon thought of his
own home town and the colony of boys that prospered there in the Middle West.
He knew that no one
would seek the town because of his birth there, for he was but a buyer of
fleeces, a carder of wools, a spinner of threads, and a weaver of fabrics to
keep folks' bodies warm. His weaves wore well, but they wore out.
The weavers of words
were the ones whose fabrics lasted beyond the power of time and mocked the
moths. Was there any such spinner in Carthage to give the town eternal blazon
to ears of flesh and blood? There was one who might have been the man if——
Suddenly he felt himself
again in Carthage. There was a river there too; not a little bolt of chatoyant
silk like the Avon, which they would have called a "crick" back
there. Before Carthage ran the incomprehensible floods of old Mississippi
himself, Father of Waters, deep and vast and swift. They had lately swung a
weir across it to make it work—a concrete wall a mile wide and more, and its
tumbling cascades spun no little mill wheels, but swirled thundering turbines
that lighted cities and ran street cars a hundred miles away.
And yet it had no
Shakespeare.
And yet again it might
have had if——
The twilight was so deep
now that he shipped his oars in the gloom and gave himself back to the past.
He was in another
twilight, only it was the counter twilight between star quench and sun blaze.
Two small boys, himself
one of them; his sworn chum, Luke Mellows, the other, meeting in the silent
street just as the day tide seeped in from the east and submerged the stars.
Joel had tied a string
to his big toe and hung it from his window. Luke had done the same. They were
not permitted to explode alarm clocks and ruin the last sweets of sleep in
either home. So they had agreed that the first to wake should rise and dress
with stealth, slip down the dark stairs of his house, into the starlit street
and over to the other's home and pull the toe cord.
On this morning Luke had
been the earlier out, and his triumphant yanks had dragged Joel feet first from
sleep, and from the bed and almost through the window. Joel had howled protests
in shrill whispers down into the gloom, and then, untying his outraged toe, had
limped into his clothes and so to the yard.
The two children, in the
huge world disputed still by the night, had felt an awe of the sky and the
mysteries going on there. The envied man who ran up the streets of evenings
lighting the gas street lamps was abroad again already with his little ladder
and his quick insect-like motions; only, now he was turning out the lights,
just as a similar but invisible being was apparently running around heaven and
putting out the stars.
Joel remembered saying:
"I wonder if they're turnin' off the stars up there to save gas too."
Luke did not like the
joke. He said, using the word "funny" solemnly: "It's funny to
see light putting out light. The stars will be there all day, but we won't be
able to see 'em for the sun."
(Wixon thought of this
now, and of how Shakespeare's fame had drowned out so many stars. A man had
told him that there were hundreds of great writers in Shakespeare's time that
most people never heard of.)
As the boys paused, the
air quivered with a hoarse moo! as of a gigantic cow bellowing for
her lost calf. It was really a steamboat whistling for the bridge to open the
draw and let her through to the south with her raft of logs.
Both of the boys called
the boat by name, knowing her voice: "It's the Bessie May Brown!"
They started on a run to the bluff overlooking the river, their short legs
making a full mile of the scant furlong.
Often as Joel had come
out upon the edge of that bluff on his innumerable journeys to the river for
fishing, swimming, skating, or just staring, it always smote him with the
thrill Balboa must have felt coming suddenly upon the Pacific.
On this morning there
was an unwonted grandeur: the whole vault of the sky was curdled with the dawn,
a reef of solid black in the west turning to purple and to amber and finally in
the east to scarlet, with a few late planets caught in the meshes of the
sunlight and trembling like dew on a spider's web.
And the battle in the
sky was repeated in the sea-like river with all of the added magic of the
current and the eddies and the wimpling rushes of the dawn winds.
On the great slopes were
houses and farmsteads throwing off the night and in the river the Bessie May
Brown, her red light and her green light trailing scarfs of color on the river,
as she chuffed and clanged her bell, and smote the water with her stern wheel.
In the little steeple of the pilot house a priest guided her and her unwieldy
acre of logs between the piers of the bridge whose lanterns were still
belatedly aglow on the girders and again in echo in the flood.
Joel filled his little
chest with a gulp of morning air and found no better words for his rhapsody
than: "Gee, but ain't it great?"
To his amazement, Luke,
who had always been more sensitive than he, shook his head and turned away.
"Gosh, what do you
want for ten cents?" Joel demanded, feeling called upon to defend the
worthiness of the dawn.
Luke began to cry. He
dropped down on his own bare legs in the weeds and twisted his face and his
fists in a vain struggle to fight off unmanly grief.
Joel squatted at his
side and insisted on sharing the secret; and finally Luke forgot the sense of
family honor long enough to yield to the yearning for company in his misery.
"I was up here at
midnight last night, and I don't like this place any more."
"You didn't come
all by yourself? Gee!"
"No, Momma was here
too."
"What she bring you
out here at a time like that for?"
"She didn't know I
was here."
"Didn't know—What
she doin' out here, then?"
"She and Poppa had
a turble quar'l. I couldn't hear what started it, but finely it woke me up and
I listened, and Momma was cryin' and Poppa was swearin'. And at last Momma
said: 'Oh, I might as well go and throw myself in the river,' and Poppa said:
'Good riddance of bad rubbish!' and Momma stopped cryin' and she says: 'All
right!' in an awful kind of a voice, and I heard the front door open and
shut."
"Gee!"
"Well, I jumped
into my shirt and pants and slid down the rain pipe and ran along the street,
and there sure enough was Momma walkin' as fast as she could.
"I was afraid to go
near her. I don't know why, but I was. So I just sneaked along after her. The
street was black as pitch 'cep' for the street lamps, and as she passed ever'
one I could see she was still cryin' and stumblin' along like she was blind.
"It was so late we
didn't meet anybody at tall, and there wasn't a light in a single house except
Joneses, where somebody was sick, I guess. But they didn't pay any attention,
and at last she came to the bluff here. And I follered. When she got where she
could see the river she stopped and stood there, and held her arms out like she
was goin' to jump off or fly, or somethin'. The moon was up, and the river was
so bright you could hardly look at it, and Momma stood there with her arms 'way
out like she was on the Cross, or something.
"I was so scared
and so cold I shook like I had a chill. I was afraid she could hear my teeth
chatterin', so I dropped down in the weeds and thistles to keep her from seein'
me. It was just along about here too.
"By and by Momma
kind of broke like somebody had hit her, then she began to cry again and to
walk up and down wringin' her hands. Once or twice she started to run down the
bluff and I started to foller; but she stopped like somebody held her back, and
I sunk down again.
"Then, after a long
time, she shook her head like she couldn't, and turned back. She walked right
by me and didn't see me. I heard her whisperin': 'I can't, I can't. My pore
children!'
"Then she went back
down the street and me after her wishin' I could go up and help her. But I was
afraid she wouldn't want me to know, and I just couldn't go near her."
Luke wept helplessly at
the memory of his poltroonery, and Joel tried roughly to comfort him with
questions.
"Gee! I don't blame
you. I don't guess I could have either. But what was it all about, d'you
s'pose?"
"I don't know.
Momma went to the front door, and it was locked, and she stood a long, long
while before she could bring herself to knock. Then she tapped on it soft like.
And by and by Poppa opened the door and said: 'Oh, you're back, are you?"
Then he turned and walked away, and she went in.
"I could have
killed him with a rock, if she hadn't shut the door. But all I could do was to
climb back up the rain pipe. I was so tired and discouraged I nearly fell and
broke my neck. And I wisht I had have. But there wasn't any more quar'l, only
Momma kind of whimpered once or twice, and Poppa said: 'Oh, for God's sake,
shut up and lea' me sleep. I got to open the store in the mornin', ain't I?' I
didn't do much sleepin', and I guess that's why I woke up first."
That was all of the
story that Joel could learn. The two boys were shut out by the wall of grown-up
life. Luke crouched in bitter moodiness, throwing clods of dirt at early
grasshoppers and reconquering his lost dignity. At last he said: "If you
ever let on to anybody what I told you——"
"Aw, say!" was
Joel's protest. His knighthood as a sworn chum was put in question and he was
cruelly hurt.
Luke took assurance from
his dismay and said in a burst of fury: "Aw, I just said that! I know you
won't tell. But just you wait till I can earn a pile of money. I'll take Momma
away from that old scoundrel so fast it'll make his head swim!" Then he
slumped again. "But it takes so doggone long to grow up, and I don't know
how to earn anything."
Then the morning of the
world caught into its irresistible vivacity the two boys in the morning of
their youth, and before long they had forgotten the irremediable woes of their
elders, as their elders also forgot the problems of national woes and cosmic
despair.
The boys descended the
sidelong path at a jog, brushing the dew and grasshoppers and the birds from
the hazel bushes and the papaw shrubs, and scaring many a dewy rabbit from
cover.
At the bottom of the
bluff the railroad track was the only road along the river, and they began the
tormenting passage over the uneven ties with cinders everywhere for their bare
feet. They postponed as long as they could the delight of breakfast, and then,
sitting on a pile of ties, made a feast of such hard-boiled eggs, cookies,
cheese, and crackers as they had been able to wheedle from their kitchens the
night before.
Their talk that morning
was earnest, as boys' talk is apt to be. They debated their futures as boys are
apt to do. Being American boys, two things characterized their plans: one, that
the sky itself was the only limit to their ambitions; the other, that they must
not follow their fathers' businesses.
Joel's father was an
editor; Luke's kept a hardware store.
So Joel wanted to go into
trade and Luke wanted to be a writer.
The boys wrangled with
the shrill intensity of youth. A stranger passing might have thought them about
to come to blows. But they were simply noisy with earnestness. Their argument
was as unlike one of the debates in Vergil's Eclogues as possible. It was an
antistrophe of twang and drawl:
"Gee, you durned
fool, watcha want gointa business for?"
"Durned fool your
own self! Watcha wanta be a writer for?"
Then they laughed
wildly, struck at each other in mock hostility, and went on with their all-day
walk, returning at night too weary for books or even a game of authors or
checkers.
Both liked to read, and
they were just emerging from the stratum of Old Cap Collier, Nick Carter, the
Kid-Glove Miner, and the Steam Man into "Ivanhoe," "Scottish
Chiefs," and "Cudjo's Cave." They had passed out of the Oliver
Optic, Harry Castlemon, James Otis era.
Joel Wixon read for
excitement; Luke Mellows for information as to the machinery of authorship.
Young as they were, they
went to the theatre—to the op'ra house, which never housed opera.
Joel went often and
without price, since his father, being an editor, had the glorious prerogative
of "comps." Perhaps that was why Luke wanted to be a writer.
Mr. Mellows, as hard as
his own ware, did not believe in the theatre and could not be bullied or wept
into paying for tickets. But Luke became a program boy and got in free, a
precious privilege he kept secret as long as possible, and lost as soon as his
father noticed his absences from home on play nights. Then he was whipped for
wickedness and ordered to give up the theatre forever.
Perhaps Luke would never
suffer again so fiercely as he suffered from that denial. It meant a free
education and a free revel in the frequent performances of Shakespeare, and of
repertory companies that gave such triumphs as "East Lynne" and
"Camille," not to mention the road companies that played the
uproarious "Peck's Bad Boy," "Over the Garden Wall,"
"Skipped by the Light of the Moon," and the Charles Hoyt screamers.
The theatre had been a
cloud-veiled Olympus of mystic exultations, of divine terrors, and of ambrosial
laughter. But it was a bad influence. Mr. Mellows's theories of right and wrong
were as simple and sharp as his own knives: whatever was delightful and
beautiful and laughterful was manifestly wicked, God having plainly devised the
pretty things as baits for the devil's fishhooks.
Joel used to tell Luke
about the plays he saw, and the exile's heart ached with envy. They took long
walks up the river or across the bridge into the wonderlands that were
overflowed in high-water times. And they talked always of their futures.
Boyhood was a torment, a slavery. Heaven was just over the twenty-first
birthday.
Joel got his future, all
but the girl he planned to take with him up the grand stairway of the palace he
foresaw. Luke missed his future, and his girl and all of his dreams.
Between the boys and
their manhood stood, as usual, the fathers, strange monsters, ogres, who seemed
to have forgotten, at the top of the beanstalk, that they had once been boys
themselves down below.
After the early and
unceasing misunderstandings as to motives and standards of honor and dignity
came the civil war over education.
Wouldn't you just know
that each boy would get the wrong dad? Joel's father was proud of Luke and not
of Joel. He had printed some of Luke's poems in the paper and called him a
"precocious" native genius. Joel's father wished that his boy could
have had his neighbor's boy's gift. It was his sorrow that Joel had none of the
artistic leanings that are called "gifts." He regretfully gave him up
as one who would not carry on the torch his father had set out with. He could
not force his child to be a genius, but he insisted that Joel should have an
education. The editor had found himself handicapped by a lack of the mysterious
enrichment that a tour through college gives the least absorbent mind. He was
determined to provide it for his boy, though Joel felt that every moment's
delay in leaping into the commercial arena was so much delay in arriving at
gladiatorial eminence.
Luke's father had had
even less education than Editor Wixon, but he was proud of it. He had never
gone far in the world, but he was one of those men who are automatically proud
of everything they do and derive even from failure or humiliation a savage
conceit.
He made Luke work in his
store or out of it as a delivery boy during vacations from such school terms as
the law required. He saw the value of education enough to make out bills and
write dunning letters. "Books" to him meant the doleful books that
bookkeepers keep.
As for any further
learning, he thought it a waste of time, a kind of wantonness.
He felt that Providence
had intentionally selected a cross for him in the son who was wicked and foolish
enough to want to read stories and see plays and go to school for years instead
of going right into business.
The thought of sending
his boy through a preparatory academy and college and wasting his youth on
nonsense was outrageous. It maddened him to have the boy plead for such folly.
He tried in vain to whip it out of him.
Joel's ideas of
education were exactly those of Mr. Mellows, but he did not like Mr. Mellows
because of the anguish inflicted on Luke. Joel used to beg Luke to run away
from home. But that was impracticable for two reasons: Luke was not of the
runaway sort, but meek, and shy, and obedient to a fault.
Besides, while a boy can
run away from school, he cannot easily run away to school. If he did, he would
be sent back, and if he were not sent back, how was he to pay for his
"tooition" and his board and books and clo'es?
It was Luke's influence
that sent Joel away to boardin' school. He so longed to go himself that Joel
felt it foolish to deny himself the godlike opportunity. So Luke went to school
vicariously in Joel, as he got his other experiences vicariously in books.
At school Joel found so
much to do outside of his classes that he grew content to go all the way. There
was a glee club to manage, also an athletic club; a paper to solicit ads and
subscriptions for; class officers to be elected, with all the delights of
political maneuvering—a world in little to run with all the solemnity and
competition of the adult cosmos. So Joel was happy and lucky and successful in
spite of himself.
The day after Joel took
train up the river to his academy Luke took the position his father secured for
him and entered the little back room where the Butterly Bottling Works kept its
bookkeepers on high stools.
The Butterly soda pop,
ginger ales, and other soft drinks were triumphs of insipidity, and their birch
beer sickened the thirstiest child. But the making and the marketing and even
the drinking of them were matters of high emprise compared to the keeping of
the books.
One of the saddest,
sweetest, greatest stories ever written is Ellis' Pigsispigs Butler's fable of
the contented little donkey that went round and round in the mill and thought
he was traveling far. But that donkey was blind and had no dreams denied.
Luke Mellows was a boy,
a boy that still felt his life in every limb, a boy devoured with fantastic
ambitions. He had a genius within that smothered and struggled till it all but
perished unexpressed. It lived only enough to be an anguish. It hurt him like a
hidden, unmentioned ingrowing toe nail that cuts and bleeds and excruciates the
fleet member it is meant to protect.
When Joel came home for
his first vacation, with the rush of a young colt that has had a good time in
the corral but rejoices in the old pastures, his first cry was for Luke. When
he learned where he was, he hurried to the Bottling Works. He was turned away
with the curt remark that employees could not be seen in business hours. In
those days there were no machines to simplify and verify the bookkeeper's
treadmill task, and business hours were never over.
Joel left word at Luke's
home for Luke to call for him the minute he was free. He did not come that
evening, nor the next. Joel was hurt more than he dared admit.
It was Sunday afternoon
before Luke came round, a different Luke, a lean, wan, worn-out shred of a
youth. His welcome was sickly.
"Gee-min-ent-ly!"
Joel roared. "I thought you was mad at me about something. You never came
near."
"I wanted to
come," Luke croaked, "but nights, I'm too tired to walk anywheres,
and besides, I usually have to go back to the offus."
"Gee, that's damn
tough," said Joel, who had grown from darn to damn.
Thinking to light Luke
up with a congenial theme, Joel heroically forbore to describe the marvels of
academy life, and asked: "What you been readin' lately? A little bit of
everything, I guess, hey?"
"A whole lot of
nothin'," Luke sighed. "I got no strength for readin' by the time I
shut my ledgers. I got to save my eyes, you know. The light's bad in that back
room."
"What you been
writin', then?"
"Miles of figures
and entries about one gross bottles lemon, two gross sassaprilla, one gross
empties returned."
"No more
poetry?"
"No more
nothin'."
Joel was obstinately
cheerful. "Well, you been makin' money, anyways; that's something."
"Yeh. I buy my own
shoes and clo'es now and pay my board and lodgin' at home. And paw puts the two
dollars that's left into the savings bank. I got nearly thirty dollars there
now. I'll soon have enough for a winter soot and overcoat."
"Gee, can't you go
buggy ridin' even with Kit?"
"I could if I had
the time and the price, and if her maw wasn't so poorly that Kitty can't get
away. I go over there Sunday afternoons sometimes, but her maw always hollers
for her to come in. She's afraid to be alone. Kit's had to give up the high
school account of her maw."
"How about her
goin' away to be a great singer?"
Luke grinned at the
insanity of such childish plans. "Oh, that's all off. Kit can't even
practice any more. It makes her mother nervous. And Kit had to give up the church
choir too. You'd hardly know her. She cries a lot about lookin' so scrawny. O'
course I tell her she's pirtier than ever, but that only makes her mad. She
can't go to sociables or dances or picnics, and if she could she's got no
clo'es. We don't have much fun together; just sit and mope, and then I say:
'Well, guess I better mosey on home,' and she says: 'All right; see you again
next Sunday, I s'pose. G'by.'"
The nightingale annoyed
the owl and was hushed, and the poet rimed sums in a daybook.
The world waited for
them and needed them without knowing it; it would have rewarded them with
thrilled attention and wealth and fame. But silence was their portion, silence
and the dark and an ache that had no voice.
Joel listened to Luke's
elegy and groaned: "Gee!"
But he had an optimism
like a powerful spring, and it struck back now with a whirr: "I'll tell
you what, Luke. Just you wait till I'm rich, then I'll give you a job as vice
president, and you can marry Kitty and live on Broadway, in Noo York."
"I've got over
believin' in Sandy Claus," said Luke.
Joel saw little of him
during this vacation and less during the next. Being by nature a hater of
despair, he avoided Luke. He had fits of remorse for this, and once he dared to
make a personal appeal to old Mr. Mellows to send Luke away to school. He was
received with scant courtesy, and only tolerated because he gave the father a
chance to void some of his bile at the worthlessness of Luke.
"He's no good;
that's what's the matter of him. And willful too—he just mopes around because
he wants to show me I'm wrong. But he's only cuttin' off his own nose to spite
his face. I'll learn him who's got the most will power."
Joel was bold enough to
suggest: "Maybe Luke would be differ'nt if you'd let him go to college.
You know, Mr. Mellows, if you'll 'scuse my saying it, there's some natures that
are differ'nt from others. You hitch a race horse up to a plow and you spoil a
good horse and your field both. Seems to me as if, if Luke got a chance to be a
writer or a professor or something, he might turn out to be a wonder. You can't
teach a canary bird to be a hen, you know, and——"
Mr. Mellows locked
himself in that ridiculous citadel of ancient folly. "When you're as old
as I am, Joel, you'll know more. The first thing anybody's got to learn in this
world is to respect their parents."
Joel wanted to say:
"I should think that depended on the parents."
But, of course, he kept
silent, as the young usually do when they hear the old maundering, and he gave
up as he heard the stupid dolt returning to his old refrain: "I left
school when I was twelve years old. Ain't had a day sence, and I can't say as
I've been exactly a failure. Best hardware store in Carthage and holdin' my own
in spite of bad business."
Joel slunk away,
unconvinced but baffled. One summer he brought all his pressure to bear on Luke
to persuade him to run away from his job and strike out for the big city where
the big opportunities grew.
But Luke shook his head.
He lacked initiative. Perhaps that was where his talent was not genius. It
blistered him, but it made no steam.
Shakespeare had known
enough to leave Stratford. He had had to hold horses outside the theatre, and
even then he had organized a little business group of horse holders called
"Shakespeare's boys." He had the business sense, and he forced his
way into the theatre and became a stockholder. Shakespeare was always an
adventurer. He had to work in a butcher's shop, but before he was nineteen he
was already married to a woman of twenty-six, and none too soon for the first
child's sake.
Luke Mellows had not the
courage or the recklessness to marry Kitty, though he had as good a job as
Shakespeare's. Shakespeare would not let a premature family keep him from his
ambition.
He was twenty-one when
he went to London, but he went.
London was a boom town
then, about the size of Trenton, or Grand Rapids, or Spokane, and growing fast.
Boys were running away from the farms and villages as they always have done.
Other boys went to London from Stratford. John Sadler became a big wholesale
grocer and Richard Field a publisher. They had as various reasons then as now.
But the main thing was
that they left home. That might mean a noble or a selfish ambition, but it took
action.
Luke Mellows would not
go. He dreaded to abandon his mother to the father who bullied them both. He
could not bear to leave Kitty alone with the wretched mother who ruled her with
tears.
Other boys ran or walked
away from Carthage, some of them to become failures, and some half successes,
and some of them to acquire riches and power. And other boys stayed at home.
Girls, too, had won
obscurity by inertia or had swung into fame. Some of the girls had stayed at
home and gone wrong there. Some had gone away in disgrace, and redeemed or
damned themselves in larger parishes. There were Aspasias and Joans of Arc in
miniature, minor Florence Nightingales and Melbas and Rosa Bonheurs. But they
had all had to leap from the nest and try their wings. Of those that did not
take the plunge, none made the flight.
Cowardice held some
back, but the purest self-sacrifice others. Joel felt that there ought to be a
heaven for these latter, yet he hoped that there was no hell for the former.
For who can save himself from his own timidity, and who can protect himself
from his own courage?
Given that little spur
of initiative, that little armor of selfish indifference to the clinging hands
at home, and how many a soul might not have reached the stars? Look at the
women who were crowding the rolls of fame of late just because all womankind
had broken free of the apron strings of alleged respectability.
Joel had no proof that
Luke Mellows would have amounted to much. Perhaps, if he had ventured over the
nest's edge, he would have perished on the ground, trampled into dust by the fameward
mob, or devoured by the critics that pounce upon every fledgling and suck the
heart out of all that cannot fling them off.
But Joel could not
surrender his childhood faith that Luke Mellows had been meant for another
Shakespeare. Yet Mellows had never written a play or an act of a play. But, for
that matter, neither had Shakespeare before he went to London. He was only a
poet at first, and some of his poems were pretty poor stuff—if you took
Shakespeare's name off it. And his first poems had to be published by his
fellow townsman Field.
There were the childish
poems by Luke Mellows that Joel's father had published in the Carthage
"Clarion." Joel had forgotten them utterly, and they were probably
meritorious of oblivion. But there was one poem Luke had written that Joel
memorized.
It appeared in the
"Clarion" years after Joel was a success in wool. His father still
sent him the paper, and in one number Joel was rejoiced to read these lines:
THE
ANONYMOUS
By Luke Mellows
Sometimes at night within a wooded park
Like an ocean cavern, fathoms deep in bloom,
Sweet scents, like hymns, from hidden flowers fume,
And make the wanderer happy, though the dark
Obscures their tint, their name, their shapely bloom.
So, in the thick-set chronicles of fame,
There hover deathless feats of souls unknown.
They linger like the fragrant smoke wreaths blown
From liberal sacrifice. Gone face and name;
The deeds, like homeless ghosts, live on alone.
Wixon, seated in the
boat on Avon and lost in such dusk that he could hardly see his hand upon the
idle oar, recited the poem softly to himself, intoning it in the deep voice one
saves for poetry. It sounded wonderful to him in the luxury of hearing his own
voice upon the water and indulging his own memory. The somber mood was perfect,
in accord with the realm of shadow and silence where everything beautiful and
living was cloaked in the general blur.
After he had heard his
voice chanting the last long oh's of the final verse, he was ashamed of his
solemnity, and terrified lest some one might have heard him and accounted him
insane. He laughed at himself for a sentimental fool.
He laughed too as he
remembered what a letter of praise he had dictated to his astonished
stenographer and fired off at Luke Mellows; and at the flippant letter he had
in return.
Lay readers who send
incandescent epistles to poets are apt to receive answers in sardonic prose.
The poet lies a little, perhaps, in a very sane suspicion of his own
transcendencies.
Luke Mellows had
written:
"Dear Old Joel:
"I sure am much
obliged for your mighty handsome letter. Coming to one of the least successful
wool-gatherers in the world from one of the most successful wool distributors,
it deserves to be highly prized. And is. I will have it framed and handed down
to my heirs, of which there are more than there will ever be looms.
"You ask me to tell
you all about myself. It won't take long. When the Butterly Bottlery went bust,
I had no job at all for six months, so I got married to spite my father. And to
please Kit, whose poor mother ceased to suffer about the same time.
"The poor girl was
so used to taking care of a poor old woman who couldn't be left alone that I
became her patient just to keep all her talents from going to waste.
"The steady flow of
children seems to upset the law of supply and demand, for there is certainly no
demand for more of my progeny and there is no supply for them. But somehow they
thrive.
"I am now running
my father's store, as the old gentleman had a stroke and then another. The
business is going to pot as rapidly as you would expect, but I haven't been
able to kill it off quite yet.
"Thanks for
advising me to go on writing immortal poetry. If I were immortal, I might, but
that fool thing was the result of about ten years' hard labor. I tried to make
a sonnet of it, but I gave up at the end of the decade and called it whatever
it is.
"Your father's
paper published it free of charge, and so my income from my poetry has been
one-tenth of nothing per annum. Please don't urge me to do any more. I really
can't afford it.
"The poem was
suggested to me by an ancient fit of blues over the fact that Kit's
once-so-beautiful voice would never be heard in song, and by the fact that her
infinite goodnesses will never meet any recompense or even acknowledgment.
"I was bitter the
first five years, but the last five years I began to feel how rich this dark
old world is in good, brave, sweet, lovable, heartbreakingly beautiful deeds
that simply cast a little fragrance on the dark and are gone. They perfume the
night and the busy daylight dispels them like the morning mists that we used to
watch steaming and vanishing above the old river. The Mississippi is still
here, still rolling along its eternal multitudes of snows and flowers and
fruits and fish and snakes and dead men and boats and trees.
"They go where they
came from, I guess—in and out of nothing and back again.
"It is a matter of
glory to all of us that you are doing so nobly. Keep it up and give us
something to brag about in our obscurity. Don't worry. We are happy enough in
the dark. We have our batlike sports and our owllike prides, and the full sun
would blind us and lose us our way.
"Kit sends you her
love—and blushes as she says it. That is a very daring word for such shy moles
as we are, but I will echo it.
"Yours for old
sake's sake. Luke."
Vaguely remembering this
letter now Joel inhaled a bit of the merciful chloroform that deadens the pain
of thwarted ambition.
The world was full of
men and women like Luke and Kit. Some had given up great hopes because they
were too good to tread others down in their quest. Some had quenched great
talents because they were too fearsome or too weak or too lazy to feed their
lamps with oil and keep them trimmed and alight. Some had stumbled through life
darkly with no gifts of talent, without even appreciation of the talents of
others or of the flowerlike beauties that star the meadows.
Those were the people he
had known. And then there were the people he had not known, the innumerable
caravan that had passed across the earth while he lived, the inconceivable
hosts that had gone before, tribe after tribe, generation upon generation,
nation at the heels of nation, cycle on era on age, and the backward perpetuity
from everlasting unto everlasting. People, people, peoples—poor souls, until
the thronged stars that make a dust of the Milky Way were a lesser mob.
Here in this graveyard
at Stratford lay men who might have overtopped Shakespeare's glory if they had
but "had a mind to." Some of them had been held in higher esteem in
their town. But they were forgotten, their names leveled with the surface of
their fallen tombstones.
Had he not cried out in
his own Hamlet: "O God, I could be bounded in a nutshell and count myself
a king of infinite space, were it not that I have bad dreams—which dreams
indeed are ambition; for the very substance of the ambitious is merely the
shadow of a dream—and I hold ambition of so airy and light a quality that it is
but a shadow's shadow."
After all, the greatest
of men were granted but a lesser oblivion than the least. And in that
overpowering thought there was a strange comfort, the comfort of misery finding
itself in an infinite company.
The night was thick upon
Avon. The swans had gone somewhere. The lights in the houses had a sleepy look.
It was time to go to bed.
Joel yawned with the
luxury of having wearied his heart with emotion. He had thought himself out for
once. It was good to be tired. He put his oars into the stream and, dipping up
reflected stars, sent them swirling in a doomsday chaos after him with the
defiant revenge of a proud soul who scorns the universe that grinds him to
dust.
The old boatman was
surly with waiting. He did not thank the foreigner for his liberal largeness,
and did not answer his good night.
As Wixon left the river
and took the road for his hotel, the nightingale (that forever anonymous
nightingale, only one among the millions of forgotten or throttled songsters)
revolted for a moment or two against the stifling doom and shattered it with a
wordless sonnet of fierce and beautiful protest—"The tawny-throated! What
triumph! hark!—what pain!"
It was as if Luke
Mellows had suddenly found expression in something better than words, something
that any ear could understand, an ache that rang.
Wixon stopped,
transfixed as by flaming arrows. He could not understand what the bird meant or
what he meant, nor could the bird. But as there is no laughter that eases the
heart like unpacking it of its woes in something beyond wording, so there is
nothing that brightens the eyes like tears gushing without shame or restraint.
Joel Wixon felt that it
was a good, sad, mad world, and that he had been very close to Shakespeare—so
close that he heard things nobody had ever found the phrases for—things that
cannot be said but only felt, and transmitted rather by experience than by
expression from one proud worm in the mud to another.
By GRACE SARTWELL MASON
from Scribner's
Magazine
Against an autumn sunset
the steel skeleton of a twenty-story office building in process of construction
stood out black and bizarre. It flung up its beams and girders like stern and
yet airy music, orderly, miraculously strong, and delicately powerful. From the
lower stories, where masons made their music of trowel and hammer, to the top,
where steam-riveters rapped out their chorus like giant locusts in a summer
field, the great building lived and breathed as if all those human energies
that went to its making flowed warm through its steel veins.
In the west window of a
womans' club next door one of the members stood looking out at this building.
Behind her at a tea-table three other women sat talking. For some moments their
conversation had had a plaintive if not an actually rebellious tone. They were
discussing the relative advantages of a man's work and a woman's, and they had
arrived at the conclusion that a man has much the best of it when it comes to a
matter of the day's work.
"Take a man's
work," said Mrs. Van Vechten, pouring herself a second cup of tea.
"He chooses it; then he is allowed to go at it with absolute freedom. He
isn't hampered by the dull, petty details of life that hamper us. He——"
"Details! My dear,
there you are right," broke in Mrs. Bullen. Two men, first Mrs. Bullen's
father and then her husband, had seen to it that neither the biting wind of
adversity nor the bracing air of experience should ever touch her.
"Details! Sometimes I feel as if I were smothered by them. Servants, and
the house, and now these relief societies——"
She was in her turn
interrupted by Cornelia Blair. Cornelia was a spinster with more freedom than
most human beings ever attain, her father having worked himself to death to
leave her well provided for. "The whole fault is the social system,"
she declared. "Because of it men have been able to take the really
interesting work of the world for themselves. They've pushed the dull jobs off
onto us."
"You're right,
Cornelia," cried Mrs. Bullen. She really had nothing to say, but she hated
not saying it. "I've always thought," she went on pensively,
"that it would be so much easier just to go to an office in the morning
and have nothing but business to think of. Don't you feel that way sometimes,
Mrs. Trask?"
The woman in the west
window turned. There was a quizzical gleam in her eyes as she looked at the
other three. "The trouble with us women is we're blind and deaf," she
said slowly. "We talk a lot about men's work and how they have the best of
things in power and freedom, but does it occur to one of us that a man pays for
power and freedom? Sometimes I think that not one of the women of our
comfortable class would be willing to pay what our men pay for the power and
freedom they get."
"What do they
pay?" asked Mrs. Van Vechten, her lip curling.
Mrs. Trask turned back
to the window. "There's something rather wonderful going on out
here," she called. "I wish you'd all come and look."
Just outside the club
window the steel-workers pursued their dangerous task with leisurely and
indifferent competence, while over their head a great derrick served their
needs with uncanny intelligence. It dropped its chain and picked a girder from
the floor. As it rose into space two figures sprang astride either end of it.
The long arm swung up and out; the two "bronco-busters of the sky"
were black against the flame of the sunset. Some one shouted; the signalman
pulled at his rope; the derrick-arm swung in a little with the girder teetering
at the end of the chain. The most interesting moment of the steel-man's job had
come, when a girder was to be jockeyed into place. The iron arm swung the
girder above two upright columns, lowered it, and the girder began to groove
into place. It wedged a little. One of the men inched along, leaned against
space, and wielded his bar. The women stared, for the moment taken out of
themselves. Then, as the girder settled into place and the two men slid down
the column to the floor, the spectators turned back to their tea-table.
"Very
interesting," murmured Mrs. Van Vechten; "but I hardly see how it
concerns us."
A flame leaped in Mary
Trask's face. "It's what we've just been talking about, one of men's jobs.
I tell you, men are working miracles all the time that women never see. We envy
them their power and freedom, but we seldom open our eyes to see what they pay
for them. Look here, I'd like to tell you about an ordinary man and one of his
jobs." She stopped and looked from Mrs. Bullen's perplexity to Cornelia
Blair's superior smile, and her eyes came last to Sally Van Vechten's
rebellious frown. "I'm going to bore you, maybe," she laughed grimly.
"But it will do you good to listen once in a while to something real."
She sat down and leaned
her elbows on the table. "I said that he is an ordinary man," she
began; "what I meant is that he started in like the average, without any
great amount of special training, without money, and without pull of any kind.
He had good health, good stock back of him, an attractive personality, and two
years at a technical school—those were his total assets. He was twenty when he
came to New York to make a place for himself, and he had already got himself
engaged to a girl back home. He had enough money to keep him for about three
weeks, if he lived very economically. But that didn't prevent his feeling a
heady exhilaration that day when he walked up Fifth Avenue for the first time
and looked over his battle-field. He has told me often, with a chuckle at the
audacity of it, how he picked out his employer. All day he walked about with
his eyes open for contractors' signs. Whenever he came upon a building in the
process of construction he looked it over critically, and if he liked the look
of the job he made a note of the contractor's name and address in a little
green book. For he was to be a builder—of big buildings, of course! And that
night, when he turned out of the avenue to go to the cheap boarding-house where
he had sent his trunk, he told himself that he'd give himself five years to set
up an office of his own within a block of Fifth Avenue.
"Next day he walked
into the offices of Weil & Street—the first that headed the list in the
little green book—asked to see Mr. Weil, and, strangely enough, got him, too.
Even in those raw days Robert had a cheerful assurance tempered with rather a
nice deference that often got him what he wanted from older men. When he left
the offices of Weil & Street he had been given a job in the
estimating-room, at a salary that would just keep him from starving. He grew
lean and lost his country color that winter, but he was learning, learning all
the time, not only in the office of Weil & Street, but at night school,
where he studied architecture. When he decided he had got all he could get out
of the estimating and drawing rooms he asked to be transferred to one of the
jobs. They gave him the position of timekeeper on one of the contracts, at a
slight advance in salary.
"A man can get as
much or as little out of being timekeeper as he chooses. Robert got a lot out
of it. He formulated that summer a working theory of the length of time it
should take to finish every detail of a building. He talked with bricklayers,
he timed them and watched them, until he knew how many bricks could be laid in
an hour; and it was the same way with carpenters, fireproofers, painters,
plasterers. He soaked in a thousand practical details of building: he picked
out the best workman in each gang, watched him, talked with him, learned all he
could of that man's particular trick; and it all went down in the little green
book. For at the back of his head was always the thought of the time when he
should use all this knowledge in his own business. Then one day when he had
learned all he could learn from being timekeeper, he walked into Weil's office
again and proposed that they make him one of the firm's superintendents of
construction.
"Old Weil fairly stuttered
with the surprise of this audacious proposition. He demanded to know what
qualifications the young man could show for so important a position, and Robert
told him about the year he had had with the country builder and the three
summer vacations with the country surveyor—which made no impression whatever on
Mr. Weil until Robert produced the little green book. Mr. Weil glanced at some
of the figures in the book, snorted, looked hard at his ambitious timekeeper,
who looked back at him with his keen young eyes and waited. When he left the
office he had been promised a tryout on a small job near the offices, where, as
old Weil said, they could keep an eye on him. That night he wrote to the girl
back home that she must get ready to marry him at a moment's notice."
Mrs. Trask leaned back
in her chair and smiled with a touch of sadness. "The wonder of youth! I
can see him writing that letter, exuberant, ambitious, his brain full of dreams
and plans—and a very inadequate supper in his stomach. The place where he
lived—he pointed it out to me once—was awful. No girl of Rob's class—back home
his folks were 'nice'—would have stood that lodging-house for a night, would
have eaten the food he did, or gone without the pleasures of life as he had
gone without them for two years. But there, right at the beginning, is the
difference between what a boy is willing to go through to get what he wants and
what a girl would or could put up with. And along with a better position came a
man's responsibility, which he shouldered alone.
"'I was horribly
afraid I'd fall down on the job,' he told me long afterward. 'And there wasn't
a living soul I could turn to for help. The thing was up to me alone!'"
Mrs. Trask looked from
Mrs. Bullen to Mrs. Van Vechten. "Mostly they fight alone," she said,
as if she thought aloud. "That's one thing about men we don't always
grasp—the business of existence is up to the average man alone. If he fails or
gets into a tight place he has no one to fall back on, as a woman almost always
has. Our men have a prejudice against taking their business difficulties home
with them. I've a suspicion it's because we're so ignorant they'd have to do
too much explaining! So in most cases they haven't even a sympathetic
understanding to help them over the bad places. It was so with Robert even
after he had married the girl back home and brought her to the city. His idea
was to keep her from all worry and anxiety, and so, when he came home at night
and she asked him if he had had a good day, or if the work had gone well, he
always replied cheerfully that things had gone about the same as usual, even
though the day had been a particularly bad one. This was only at first,
however. The girl happened to be the kind that likes to know things. One night,
when she wakened to find him staring sleepless at the ceiling, the thought
struck her that, after all, she knew nothing of his particular problems, and if
they were partners in the business of living why shouldn't she be an
intelligent member of the firm, even if only a silent one?
"So she began to
read everything she could lay her hands on about the business of building
construction, and very soon when she asked a question it was a fairly
intelligent one, because it had some knowledge back of it. She didn't make the
mistake of pestering him with questions before she had any groundwork of
technical knowledge to build on, and I'm not sure that he ever guessed what she
was up to, but I do know that gradually, as he found that he did not, for
instance, have to draw a diagram and explain laboriously what a caisson was
because she already knew a good deal about caissons, he fell into the habit of
talking out to her a great many of the situations he would have to meet next
day. Not that she offered her advice nor that he wanted it, but what helped was
the fact of her sympathy—I should say her intelligent sympathy, for that is the
only kind that can really help.
"So when his big
chance came along she was ready to meet it with him. If he succeeded she would
be all the better able to appreciate his success; and if he failed she would
never blame him from ignorance. You must understand that his advance was no
meteoric thing. He somehow, by dint of sitting up nights poring over blueprints
and text-books and by day using his wits and his eyes and his native
shrewdness, managed to pull off with fair success his first job as
superintendent; was given other contracts to oversee; and gradually, through
three years of hard work, learning, learning all the time, worked up to
superintending some of the firm's important jobs. Then he struck out for
himself."
Mrs. Trask turned to
look out of the west window. "It sounds so easy," she mused.
"'Struck out for himself.' But I think only a man can quite appreciate how
much courage that takes. Probably, if the girl had not understood where he was
trying to get to, he would have hesitated longer to give up his good, safe
salary; but they talked it over, she understood the hazards of the game, and
she was willing to take a chance. They had saved a tiny capital, and only a
little over five years from the day he had come to New York he opened an office
within a block of Fifth Avenue.
"I won't bore you
with the details of the next two years, when he was getting together his
organization, teaching himself the details of office work, stalking architects
and owners for contracts. He acquired a slight stoop to his shoulders in those
two years and there were days when there was nothing left of his boyishness but
the inextinguishable twinkle in his hazel eyes. There were times when it seemed
to him as if he had put to sea in a rowboat; as if he could never make port;
but after a while small contracts began to come in, and then came along the big
opportunity. Up in a New England city a large bank building was to be built; one
of the directors was a friend of Rob's father, and Rob was given a chance to
put in an estimate. It meant so much to him that he would not let himself count
on getting the contract; he did not even tell the partner at home that he had
been asked to put in an estimate until one day he came tearing in to tell her
that he had been given the job. It seemed too wonderful to be true. The future
looked so dazzling that they were almost afraid to contemplate it. Only
something wildly extravagant would express their emotion, so they chartered a
hansom cab and went gayly sailing up-town on the late afternoon tide of Fifth
Avenue; and as they passed the building on which Robert had got his job as
timekeeper he took off his hat to it, and she blew a kiss to it, and a dreary
old clubman in a window next door brightened visibly!"
Mrs. Trask turned her
face toward the steel skeleton springing up across the way like the magic
beanstalk in the fairy-tale. "The things men have taught themselves to
do!" she cried. "The endurance and skill, the inventiveness, the
precision of science, the daring of human wits, the poetry and fire that go
into the making of great buildings! We women walk in and out of them day after
day, blindly—and this indifference is symbolical, I think, of the way we walk
in and out of our men's lives.... I wish I could make you see that job of young
Robert's so that you would feel in it what I do—the patience of men, the strain
of the responsibility they carry night and day, the things life puts up to them,
which they have to meet alone, the dogged endurance of them...."
Mrs. Trask leaned
forward and traced a complicated diagram on the table-cloth with the point of a
fork. "It was his first big job, you understand, and he had got it in
competition with several older builders. From the first they were all watching
him, and he knew it, which put a fine edge to his determination to put the job
through with credit. To be sure, he was handicapped by lack of capital, but his
past record had established his credit, and when the foundation work was begun
it was a very hopeful young man that watched the first shovelful of earth taken
out. But when they had gone down about twelve feet, with a trench for a
retaining-wall, they discovered that the owners' boring plan was not a
trustworthy representation of conditions; the job was going to be a soft-ground
proposition. Where, according to the owners' preliminary borings, he should
have found firm sand with a normal amount of moisture, Rob discovered sand that
was like saturated oatmeal, and beyond that quicksand and water. Water! Why, it
was like a subterranean lake fed by a young river! With the pulsometer pumps
working night and day they couldn't keep the water out of the test pier he had
sunk. It bubbled in as cheerfully as if it had eternal springs behind it, and
drove the men out of the pier in spite of every effort. Rob knew then what he
was up against. But he still hoped that he could sink the foundations without
compressed air, which would be an immense expense he had not figured on in his
estimate, of course. So he devised a certain kind of concrete crib, the first
one was driven—and when they got it down beneath quicksand and water about
twenty-five feet, it hung up on a boulder! You see, below the stratum of sand like
saturated oatmeal, below the water and quicksand, they had come upon something
like a New England pasture, as thick with big boulders as a bun with currants!
If he had spent weeks hunting for trouble he couldn't have found more than was
offered him right there. It was at this point that he went out and wired a big
New York engineer, who happened to be a friend of his, to come up. In a day or
two the engineer arrived, took a look at the job, and then advised Rob to quit.
"'It's a nasty
job,' he told him. 'It will swallow every penny of your profits and probably
set you back a few thousands. It's one of the worst soft-ground propositions I
ever looked over.'
"Well that night
young Robert went home with a sleep-walking expression in his eyes. He and the
partner at home had moved up to Rockford to be near the job while the
foundation work was going on, so the girl saw exactly what he was up against
and what he had to decide between.
"'I could quit,' he
said that night, after the engineer had taken his train back to New York,
'throw up the job, and the owners couldn't hold me because of their defective
boring plans. But if I quit there'll be twenty competitors to say I've bit off
more than I can chew. And if I go on I lose money; probably go into the hole so
deep I'll be a long time getting out.'
"You see, where his
estimates had covered only the expense of normal foundation work he now found
himself up against the most difficult conditions a builder can face. When the
girl asked him if the owners would not make up the additional cost he grinned
ruefully. The owners were going to hold him to his original estimate; they knew
that with his name to make he would hate to give up; and they were inclined to
be almost as nasty as the job.
"'Then you'll have
all this work and difficulty for nothing?' the girl asked. 'You may actually
lose money on the job?'
"'Looks that way,'
he admitted.
"'Then why do you
go on?' she cried.
"His answer taught
the girl a lot about the way a man looks at his job. 'If I take up the cards I can't
be a quitter,' he said. 'It would hurt my record. And my record is the
equivalent of credit and capital. I can't afford to have any weak spots in it.
I'll take the gaff rather than have it said about me that I've lain down on a
job. I'm going on with this thing to the end.'"
Little shrewd,
reminiscent lines gathered about Mrs. Trask's eyes. "There's something
exhilarating about a good fight. I've always thought that if I couldn't be a
gunner I could get a lot of thrills out of just handing up the ammunition....
Well, Rob went on with the contract. With the first crib hung up on a boulder
and the water coming in so fast they couldn't pump it out fast enough to
dynamite, he was driven to use compressed air, and that meant the hiring of a
compressor, locks, shafting—a terribly costly business—as well as bringing up
to the job a gang of the high-priced labor that works under air. But this was
done, and the first crib for the foundation piers went down slowly, with the
sand-hogs—men that work in the caissons—drilling and blasting their way week
after week through that underground New England pasture. Then, below this
boulder-strewn stratum, instead of the ledge they expected they struck four
feet of rotten rock, so porous that when air was put on it to force the water
back great air bubbles blew up all through the lot, forcing the men out of the
other caissons and trenches. But this was a mere dull detail, to be met by care
and ingenuity like the others. And at last, forty feet below street level, they
reached bed-rock. Forty-six piers had to be driven to this ledge.
"Rob knew now
exactly what kind of a job was cut out for him. He knew he had not only the
natural difficulties to overcome, but he was going to have to fight the owners
for additional compensation. So one day he went into Boston and interviewed a
famous old lawyer.
"'Would you
object,' he asked the lawyer, 'to taking a case against personal friends of
yours, the owners of the Rockford bank building?'
"'Not at all—and if
you're right, I'll lick 'em! What's your case?'
"Rob told him the
whole story. When he finished the famous man refused to commit himself one way
or the other; but he said that he would be in Rockford in a few days, and
perhaps he'd look at Robert's little job. So one day, unannounced, the lawyer
appeared. The compressor plant was hard at work forcing the water back in the
caissons, the pulsometer pumps were sucking up streams of water that flowed
without ceasing into the settling tank and off into the city sewers, the men in
the caissons were sending up buckets full of silt-like gruel. The lawyer
watched operations for a few minutes, then he asked for the owners' boring
plan. When he had examined this he grunted twice, twitched his lower lip
humorously, and said: 'I'll put you out of this. If the owners wanted a
deep-water lighthouse they should have specified one—not a bank building.'
"So the battle of
legal wits began. Before the building was done Joshua Kent had succeeded in
making the owners meet part of the additional cost of the foundation, and
Robert had developed an acumen that stood by him the rest of his life. But
there was something for him in this job bigger than financial gain or loss.
Week after week, as he overcame one difficulty after another, he was learning,
learning, just as he had done at Weil & Street's. His hazel eyes grew
keener, his face thinner. For the job began to develop every freak and whimsy
possible to a growing building. The owner of the department store next door
refused to permit access through his basement, and that added many hundred
dollars to the cost of building the party wall; the fire and telephone
companies were continually fussing around and demanding indemnity because their
poles and hydrants got knocked out of plumb; the thousands of gallons of dirty
water pumped from the job into the city sewers clogged them up, and the city
sued for several thousand dollars' damages; one day the car-tracks in front of
the lot settled and valuable time was lost while the men shored them up; now
and then the pulsometer engines broke down; the sand-hogs all got drunk and
lost much time; an untimely frost spoiled a thousand dollars' worth of concrete
one night. But the detail that required the most handling was the psychological
effect on Rob's subcontractors. These men, observing the expensive preliminary
operations, and knowing that Rob was losing money every day the foundation work
lasted, began to ask one another if the young boss would be able to put the job
through. If he failed, of course they who had signed up with him for various
stages of the work would lose heavily. Panic began to spread among all the
little army that goes to the making of a big building. The terra-cotta-floor
men, the steel men, electricians and painters began to hang about the job with
gloom in their eyes; they wore a path to the architect's door, and he, never
having quite approved of so young a man being given the contract, did little to
allay their apprehensions. Rob knew that if this kept up they'd hurt his
credit, so he promptly served notice on the architect that if his credit was
impaired by false rumors he'd hold him responsible; and he gave each
subcontractor five minutes in which to make up his mind whether he wanted to
quit or look cheerful. To a man they chose to stick by the job; so that detail
was disposed of. In the meantime the sinking of piers for one of the
retaining-walls was giving trouble. One morning at daylight Rob's
superintendent telephoned him to announce that the street was caving in and the
buildings across the way were cracking. When Rob got there he found the men
standing about scared and helpless, while the plate-glass windows of the store
opposite were cracking like pistols and the building settled. It appeared that
when the trench for the south wall had gone down a certain distance water began
to rush in under the sheeting as if from an underground river, and, of course,
undermined the street and the store opposite. The pumps were started like mad,
two gangs were put at work, with the superintendent swearing, threatening, and
pleading to make them dig faster, and at last concrete was poured and the water
stopped. That day Rob and his superintendent had neither breakfast nor lunch;
but they had scarcely finished shoring up the threatened store when the owner
of the store notified Rob that he would sue for damages, and the secretary of
the Y. W. C. A. next door attempted to have the superintendent arrested for
profanity. Rob said that when this happened he and his superintendent solemnly
debated whether they should go and get drunk or start a fight with the
sand-hogs; it did seem as if they were entitled to some emotional outlet, all
the circumstances considered!
"So after months of
difficulties the foundation work was at last finished. I've forgotten to
mention that there was some little difficulty with the eccentricities of the
sub-basement floor. The wet clay ruined the first concrete poured, and little
springs had a way of gushing up in the boiler-room. Also, one night a concrete
shell for the elevator pit completely disappeared—sank out of sight in the soft
bottom. But by digging the trench again and jacking down the bottom and putting
hay under the concrete, the floor was finished; and that detail was settled.
"The remainder of
the job was by comparison uneventful. The things that happened were all more or
less in the day's work, such as a carload of stone for the fourth story
arriving when what the masons desperately needed was the carload for the
second, and the carload for the third getting lost and being discovered after
three days' search among the cripples in a Buffalo freight-yard. And there was
a strike of structural-steel work workers which snarled up everything for a
while; and always, of course, there were the small obstacles and differences
owners and architects are in the habit of hatching up to keep a builder from
getting indifferent. But these things were what every builder encounters and
expects. What Rob's wife could not reconcile herself to was the fact that all
those days of hard work, all those days and nights of strain and
responsibility, were all for nothing. Profits had long since been drowned in
the foundation work; Robert would actually have to pay several thousand dollars
for the privilege of putting up that building! When the girl could not keep
back one wail over this detail her husband looked at her in genuine surprise.
"'Why, it's been
worth the money to me, what I've learned,' he said. 'I've got an education out
of that old hoodoo that some men go through Tech and work twenty years without
getting; I've learned a new wrinkle in every one of the building trades; I've
learned men and I've learned law, and I've delivered the goods. It's been hell,
but I wouldn't have missed it!'"
Mrs. Trask looked
eagerly and a little wistfully at the three faces in front of her. Her own face
was alight. "Don't you see—that's the way a real man looks at his work;
but that man's wife would never have understood it if she hadn't been
interested enough to watch his job. She saw him grow older and harder under that
job; she saw him often haggard from the strain and sleepless because of a dozen
intricate problems; but she never heard him complain and she never saw him any
way but courageous and often boyishly gay when he'd got the best of some
difficulty. And furthermore, she knew that if she had been the kind of a woman
who is not interested in her husband's work he would have kept it to himself,
as most American husbands do. If he had, she would have missed a chance to
learn a lot of things that winter, and she probably wouldn't have known
anything about the final chapter in the history of the job that the two of them
had fallen into the habit of referring to as the White Elephant. They had moved
back to New York then, and the Rockford bank building was within two weeks of
its completion, when at seven o'clock one morning their telephone rang. Rob
answered it and his wife heard him say sharply: 'Well, what are you doing about
it?' And then: 'Keep it up. I'll catch the next train.'
"'What is it?' she
asked, as he turned away from the telephone and she saw his face.
"'The department
store next to the Elephant is burning,' he told her. 'Fireproof? Well, I'm
supposed to have built a fireproof building—but you never can tell.'
"His wife's next
thought was of insurance, for she knew that Robert had to insure the building
himself up to the time he turned it over to the owners. 'The insurance is all
right?' she asked him.
"But she knew by
the way he turned away from her that the worst of all their bad luck with the
Elephant had happened, and she made him tell her. The insurance had lapsed
about a week before. Rob had not renewed the policy because its renewal would
have meant adding several hundreds to his already serious deficit, and, as he
put it, it seemed to him that everything that could happen to that job had
already happened. But now the last stupendous, malicious catastrophe threatened
him. Both of them knew when he said good-by that morning and hurried out to
catch his train that he was facing ruin. His wife begged him to let her go with
him; at least she would be some one to talk to on that interminable journey;
but he said that was absurd; and, anyway, he had a lot of thinking to do. So he
started off alone.
"At the station
before he left he tried to get the Rockford bank building on the telephone. He
got Rockford and tried for five minutes to make a connection with his
superintendent's telephone in the bank building, until the operator's voice
came to him over the wire: 'I tell you, you can't get that building, mister.
It's burning down!'
"'How do you know?'
he besought her.
"'I just went past
there and I seen it,' her voice came back at him.
"He got on the
train. At first he felt nothing but a queer dizzy vacuum where his brain should
have been; the landscape outside the windows jumbled together like a nightmare
landscape thrown up on a moving-picture screen. For fifty miles he merely sat
rigidly still, but in reality he was plunging down like a drowning man to the
very bottom of despair. And then, like the drowning man, he began to come up to
the surface again. The instinct for self-preservation stirred in him and broke
the grip of that hypnotizing despair. At first slowly and painfully, but at
last with quickening facility, he began to think, to plan. Stations went past;
a man he knew spoke to him and then walked on, staring; but he was deaf and
blind. He was planning for the future. Already he had plumbed, measured, and
put behind him the fact of the fire; what he occupied himself with now was what
he could save from the ashes to make a new start with. And he told me
afterwards that actually, at the end of two hours of the liveliest thinking he
had ever done in his life, he began to enjoy himself! His fighting blood began
to tingle; his head steadied and grew cool; his mind reached out and examined
every aspect of his stupendous failure, not to indulge himself in the weakness
of regret, but to find out the surest and quickest way to get on his feet
again. Figuring on the margins of timetables, going over the contracts he had
in hand, weighing every asset he possessed in the world, he worked out in
minute detail a plan to save his credit and his future. When he got off the
train at Boston he was a man that had already begun life over again; he was a
general that was about to make the first move in a long campaign, every move
and counter-move of which he carried in his brain. Even as he crossed the
station he was rehearsing the speech he was going to make at the meeting of his
creditors he intended to hold that afternoon. Then, as he hastened toward a
telephone-booth, he ran into a newsboy. A headline caught his eye. He snatched
at the paper, read the headlines, standing there in the middle of the room. And
then he suddenly sat down on the nearest bench, weak and shaking.
"On the front page
of the paper was a half-page picture of the Rockford bank building with the
flames curling up against its west wall, and underneath it a caption that he
read over and over before he could grasp what it meant to him. The White
Elephant had not burned; in fact, at the last it had turned into a good
elephant, for it had not only not burned but it had stopped the progress of
what threatened to be a very disastrous conflagration, according to a jubilant
despatch from Rockford. And Robert, reading these lines over and over, felt an
amazing sort of indignant disappointment to think that now he would not have a
chance to put to the test those plans he had so minutely worked out. He was in
the position of a man that has gone through the painful process of readjusting
his whole life; who has mentally met and conquered a catastrophe that fails to
come off. He felt quite angry and cheated for a few minutes, until he regained
his mental balance and saw how absurd he was, and then, feeling rather foolish
and more than a little shaky, he caught a train and went up to Rockford.
"There he found out
that the report had been right; beyond a few cracked wire-glass windows—for
which, as one last painful detail, he had to pay—and a blackened side wall, the
Elephant was unharmed. The men putting the finishing touches to the inside had
not lost an hour's work. All that dreadful journey up from New York had been
merely one last turn of the screw.
"Two weeks later he
turned the Elephant over to the owners, finished, a good, workmanlike job from
roof to foundation-piers. He had lost money on it; for months he had worked
overtime his courage, his ingenuity, his nerve, and his strength. But that did
not matter. He had delivered the goods. I believe he treated himself to an afternoon
off and went to a ball-game; but that was all, for by this time other jobs were
under way, a whole batch of new problems were waiting to be solved; in a week
the Elephant was forgotten."
Mrs. Trask pushed back
her chair and walked to the west window. A strange quiet had fallen upon the
sky-scraper now; the workmen had gone down the ladders, the steam-riveters had
ceased their tapping. Mrs. Trask opened the window and leaned out a little.
Behind her the three
women at the tea-table gathered up their furs in silence. Cornelia Blair looked
relieved and prepared to go on to dinner at another club, Mrs. Bullen avoided
Mrs. Van Vechten's eye. In her rosy face faint lines had traced themselves, as
if vaguely some new perceptiveness troubled her. She looked at her wristwatch
and rose from the table hastily.
"I must run
along," she said. "I like to get home before John does. You going my
way, Sally?"
Mrs. Van Vechten shook
her head absently. There was a frown between her dark brows; but as she stood
fastening her furs her eyes went to the west window, with an expression in them
that was almost wistful. For an instant she looked as if she were going over to
the window beside Mary Trask; then she gathered up her gloves and muff and went
out without a word.
Mary Trask was unaware
of her going. She had forgotten the room behind her and her friends at the
tea-table, as well as the other women drifting in from the adjoining room. She
was contemplating, with her little, absent-minded smile, her husband's name on
the builder's sign halfway up the unfinished sky-scraper opposite.
"Good work, old
Rob," she murmured. Then her hand went up in a quaint gesture that was
like a salute. "To all good jobs and the men behind them!" she added.
By JAMES OPPENHEIM
from The Dial
There is a bitter moment
in youth, and this moment had come to Paul. He had passed his mother's door
without entering or even calling out to her, and had climbed on doggedly to the
top floor. Now he was shut in his sanctuary, his room, sitting at his table.
His head rested on a hand, his dark eyes had an expression of confused anguish,
a look of guilt and sternness mingled.... He could no more have visited his
mother, he told himself, than he could voluntarily have chopped off his hand.
And yet he was amazed at the cruelty in himself, a hard cold cruelty which
prompted the thought: "Even if this means her death or my death, I shall
go through with this."
It was because of such a
feeling that he couldn't talk to his mother. Paul was one of those sensitive
youths who are delivered over to their emotions—swept now and then by
exaltation, now by despair, now by anguish or rage, always excessive, never
fully under control. He was moody, and always seemed unable to say the right
thing or do the right thing. Suddenly the emotion used him as a mere instrument
and came forth in a shameful nakedness. But the present situation was by all
odds the most terrible he had faced: for against the cold cruelty, there
throbbed, warm and unutterably sweet, like a bird in a nest of iron, an intense
childish longing and love....
You see, Paul was
nineteen, the eldest son in a family of four, and his mother was a widow. She
was not poor; they lived in this large comfortable house on a side street east
of Central Park. But neither was she well off, and Paul was very magnanimous;
he had given up college and gone to work as a clerk. Perhaps it wasn't only
magnanimity, but also pride. He was proud to be the oldest son, to play father,
to advise with his mother about the children, to be the man of the house. Yet
he was always a mere child, living, as his two sisters and his brother lived,
in delicate response to his mother's feelings and wishes. And he wanted to be a
good son: he thought nothing was more wonderful than a child who was good to
his mother. She had given all for her children, they in return must give all to
her. But against this spirit of sacrifice there arose a crude, ugly, healthy,
monstrous force, a terrible thing that kept whispering to him: "You can't
live your mother's life: you must live your own life."
Once, when he had said
something conceited, his mother had flashed out at him: "You're utterly
selfish." This stung and humiliated him. Yet this terrible monster in
himself seemed concerned about nothing but self. It seemed a sort of devil
always tempting him to eat of forbidden fruit. Lovely fruit, too. There was
Agnes, for instance: Agnes, a mere girl, with a pigtail down her back, daughter
of the fishman on Third Avenue.
His mother held Agnes in
horror. That her son should be in love with a fishman's daughter! And all the
child in Paul, responding so sensitively to his mother's feelings, agreed to
this. He had contempt for himself, he struggled against the romantic Thousand and
One Nights glamour, which turned Third Avenue into a Lovers' Lane of sparkling
lights. He struggled, vainly. Poetry was his passion: and he steeped himself in
Romeo and Juliet, and in Keats's St. Agnes' Eve and The Pot of Basil.... It was
then the great struggle with his mother began, and the large house became a
gloomy vault, something dank, damp, sombre, something out of Poe, where a
secret duel to the death was being fought, mostly in undertones and sometimes
with sharp cries and stabbing words.
Now, this evening, with
his head in his hand, he knew that the end had already been reached. To pass
his mother's door without a greeting, especially since he was well aware that
she was ill, was so unprecedented, so violent an act, that it seemed to have the
finality of something criminal. His mother had said two days ago: "This
can't go on. It is killing me."
"All right,"
he flashed. "It sha'n't. I'll get out."
"I suppose you'll
marry," she said, "on fifteen a week."
He spoke bitterly:
"I'll get out of
New York altogether. I'll work my way through college...."
She almost sneered at
the suggestion. And this sneer rankled. He telegraphed his friend, at a little
freshwater college, and Samuel telegraphed back: "Come." That day he
drew his money from the bank, and got his tickets for the midnight sleeper. And
he did all this with perfect cruelty....
But now the time had
come to go, and things were different. An autumn wind was blowing out of the
park, doubtless carrying seeds and dead leaves, and gusting down the street,
blowing about the sparkling lamps, eddying in the area-ways, rapping in passing
on the loose windows.... The lights in the houses were all warm, because you
saw only the glowing yellow shades: Third Avenue was lit up and down with
shop-windows, and people were doing late marketing. It was a night when nothing
seemed so sweet, or sane, or comfortable, as a soft-lighted room, and a family
sitting together. Soft voices, familiarity, warm intimacy, the feeling of
security and ease, the unspoken welling of love and understanding: these
belonged to such a night, when the whole world seemed dying and there was only
man to keep the fires burning against death.
And so, out of its tomb,
the little child in Paul stepped out again, beautiful and sweet with love and
longing. And this little child said to him: "Sacrifice—surrender—let the
hard heart melt with pity.... There is no freedom except in love, which gives
all." For a moment Paul's vivid imagination, which presented everything to
him like works of dramatic art, pictured himself going down the steps, as once
he had done, creeping to his mother's bed, flinging himself down, sobbing and
moaning, "Forgive me. Forgive me."
But just then he heard
the stairs creak and thought that his eldest sister was coming up to question
him. His heart began a frightened throbbing: he shook with a guilty fear, and
at once he saved himself with a bitter resurgence of cruel anger. He hated his
sister, he told himself, with a livid hatred. She always sided with his mother.
She was bossy and smart and high and mighty. He knew what he would do. He
jumped up, went to the door, and locked it. So—she could beat her head on the
door, for all he cared!
He packed. He got out
his valise, and filled it with his necessaries. He would let the rest go: the
books, the old clothes. He was going to start life all over again He was going
to wipe out the past....
When he was finished, he
anxiously opened his pocket-book to see if the tickets were safe. He looked at
them. It was now ten o'clock. Two hours—and then the long train would pull out,
and he would be gone.... To-morrow morning they'd come downstairs. His sister
probably would sit at the foot of the table, instead of himself. The table
would seem small with himself gone. Perhaps the house would seem a little
empty. Automatically they would wait for the click of his key in the front door
lock at seven in the evening. He would not come home at all....
His mother might die.
She had told him this was killing her.... It was so easy for him to go, so hard
for her to stay.... She had invested most of her capital of hopes and dreams
and love in him: he was the son; he was the first man. And now he was
shattering the very structure of her life....
Easy for him to go! He
slumped into the chair again, at the table.... The wind blew strongly, and he
knew just how the grey street looked with its spots of yellow sparkling
lamplight; its shadows, its glowing windows.... He knew the smell of the
fish-shop, the strange raw sea-smell, the sight of glittering iridescent
scales, the beauty of lean curved fishes, the red of broiled lobsters, the
pink-cheeked swarthy fishman, the dark loveliness of Agnes.... He had written
to Agnes. His mother didn't know of it, but he was done with Agnes. Agnes meant
nothing to him. She had only been a way out, something to cling to, something
to fight for in this fight for his life....
Fight for his life! Had
he not read of this in books, how the young must slay the old in order that
life might go on, just as the earth must die in autumn so that the seeds of
spring may be planted? Had he not read Ibsen's Master Builder, where the aging
hero hears the dread doom which youth brings, "the younger generation
knocking at the door"? He was the younger generation, he was the young hero.
And now, at once, a vivid dramatization took place in his brain: it unwound
clear as hallucination. He forgot everything else, he sat there as a writer
sits, living his fiction, making strange gestures with face and hands,
muttering words under his breath....
In this phantasy, he saw
himself rising, appearing a little older, a little stronger, and on his face a
look of divine compassion and understanding, yet a firmness inexorable as fate.
He repeated Hamlet's words: "For I am cruel only to be kind." Blame
life, fate, the gods who decree that a man must live his own life: don't blame
me.
He unlocked the door,
crossed the big hall, stepped down the stairs. His mother's door was shut. The
younger generation must knock at it. He knocked. A low, sad voice said:
"Come." He opened the door.
This was the way it
always was: a pin-point of light by the western window, a newspaper pinned to
the glass globe of the gas-jet to shield his mother's eyes, the wide range of
warm shadow, and in the shadow the two beds. But his sister was not in one of
them. His mother was alone....
He went to the
bedside....
"Mother!"
"Paul!"
He took her hand.
"Are you feeling
better?" he asked.
"A little more
quiet, Paul...."
"I am very
glad...."
Now there was
silence.... Then he spoke quietly, honestly, candidly. It was the only way. Why
can't human beings be simple with one another, be sweetly reasonable? Isn't a
little understanding worth more than pride and anger? To understand is to
forgive. Surely any one must know that.
Starting to speak, he sat
down on the chair beside the bed, still holding her hand....
"Mother, come let's
talk to one another. You think perhaps I have stopped loving you. It isn't
true. I love you deeply. All this is breaking my heart. But how can I help it?
Can't you see that I am young, and my life all before me? The best of your life
is behind you. You have lived, I haven't. You have tasted the sweet mysteries
of love, the agonies of death and birth, the terrors of lonely struggle. And I
must have these, too. I am hungry for them. I can't help myself. I am like a
leaf in the wind, like a rain-drop in the storm.... How can you keep me here?
If you compel me, I'll become a shadow, all twisted and broken. I won't be a
man, but a helpless child. Perhaps I shall go out of my mind. And what good
will that do you? You will suffer more if I stay, than if I go. Oh, understand
me, mother, understand me!"
His mother began to cry.
She spoke at first as she always spoke, and then more like a mother in a poem.
"Understand? What
do you understand? You know nothing about life. Oh, I only wish you had
children and your children turned against you! That's the only way that you
will ever learn.... I worked for you so hard. I gave up everything for my
children. And your father died, and I went on alone, a woman with a great
burden.... What sort of life have I had? Sacrifice, toil, tears.... I skimped
along. I wore the same dress year after year, for five, six years.... I hung
over your sickbeds, I taught you at my knees. I have known the bitterness of
child-bearing, and the bitter cry of children.... I have fought alone for my
little ones.... And you, Paul! You who were the darling of my heart, my little
man, you who said you would take your father's place and take care of me and of
your sisters and brother! You who were to repay me for everything; to give me a
future, to comfort my old age, the staff I leaned on, my comfort, my son! I was
proud of you as you grew up: so proud to see your pride, and your ambition. I
knew you would succeed, that you would have fame and power and wealth, and I
should be the proudest mother in the world! This was my dream.... Now I see you
a failure, one who cares for nothing but self-indulgence and pleasure, a
rolling stone, a flitter from place to place, and I—I am an old woman,
deserted, left alone to wither in bitterness.... I gave everything to you—and
you—you give back despair, loneliness, anguish. I gave you life: you turn on me
and destroy me for the gift.... Oh, mother-love! What man will understand
it—the piercing anguish, the roots that clutch the deep heart?... I feel the
chill of death creeping over me...."
The tears rolled down
Paul's cheeks. He pressed her hand now with both of his.
"Oh, mother, but I
do understand! I have understood always, I have tried so hard to help you. I
have tried so hard to be a good son. But this is something greater than I. We
are in the hands of God, mother, and it is the law that the young must leave
the old. Why do parents expect the impossible of their children? Does not the
Bible say, 'You must leave father and mother, and cleave to me'? Didn't you
leave grandmother and grandpa, to go to your husband? Can't you remember when
you were young, and your whole soul carried you away to your own life and your
own future? Mother, let us part with understanding, let us part with
love."
"But when are you
going, Paul?"
"To-night."
His mother flung her
arms about him desperately and clung to him....
"I can't let you
go, Paul," she moaned.
"Oh, mother,"
he sobbed. "This is breaking my heart...."
"It is Agnes you
are going to," she whispered.
"No, mother,"
he cried. "It is not Agnes. I am going to college. I shall never marry. I
shall still take care of you. Think—every vacation I will be back
here...."
She relaxed, lay back,
and his inventions failed. He had a confused sense of soothing her, of
gentleness and reconciliation, of a last good-bye....
And now he sat, head on
hand, slowly realizing again the little gas-lit room, the shaking window, the
autumn wind. A throb of fear pulsed through his heart. He had passed his
mother's door without greeting her. And there was his valise, and here his
tickets. And the time? It was nearly eleven.... A great heaviness of futility
and despair weighed him down. He felt incapable of action. He felt that he had
done some terrible deed—like striking his mother in the face—something
unforgivable, unreversible, struck through and through with finality.... He
felt more and more cold and brutal, with the sullenness of the criminal who
can't undo his crime and won't admit his guilt....
Was it all over, then?
Was he really leaving? Fear, and a prophetic breath of the devastating
loneliness he should yet know, came upon him, paralyzed his mind, made him weak
and aghast. He was going out into the night of death, launching on his frail
raft into the barren boundless ocean of darkness, leaving the last landmarks,
drifting out in utter nakedness and loneliness.... All the future grew black
and impenetrable; but he knew shapes of terror, demons of longing and grief and
guilt loomed there, waiting for him. He knew that he was about to understand a
little of life in a very ancient and commonplace way: the way of experience and
of reality: that at first hand he was to have the taste against his palate of
that bitterness and desolation, that terror and helplessness, which make the
songs and fictions of man one endless tragedy.... Destiny was taking him, as
the jailer who comes to the condemned man's cell on the morning of the
execution. There was no escape. No end, but death....
He was leaving
everything that was comfort in a bleak world, everything that was safe and
tried and known in a world of unthinkable perils and mysteries. Only this he
knew, still a child, still on the inside of his mother's house.... He knew now
how terrible, how deep, how human were the cords that bound him to his mother,
how fierce the love, by the fear and deadly helplessness he felt.... What could
he have been about all these months of darkening the house, of paining his
mother and the children, of bringing matters to such inexorable finalities? Was
he sane? Was he now possessed of some demon, some beast of low desire? Freedom?
What was freedom? Could there be freedom without love?
And now, as he sat
there, there came slow deliberate footsteps on the stairs. There was no
mistaking the sounds. It was Cora, his older sister.... His heart palpitated
wildly, he shook with fear, the colour left his cheeks, and he tried to set his
face and his throat like flint not to betray himself. She came straight on. She
knocked.
"Paul," she
said in a peremptory tone, clothed with all the authority of his mother....
He grew cold all over,
his eyelids narrowed; he felt brutal....
"What is it?"
he asked hard.
"Mother wants you
to come right down."
"I will come,"
he said.
Her footsteps
departed.... He rose slowly, heavily, like the man who must now face the
executioner.... He stuck his pocketbook back in his coat and picked up his
valise. Mechanically he looked about the room. Then he unlocked and opened the
door, shut off the gas, and went into the lighted hall.
And as he descended the
steps he felt ever smaller before the growing terror of the world. Never had he
been more of a child than at this moment: never had he longed more fiercely to
sob and cry out and give over everything.... How had this guilt descended upon
him? What had he done? Why was all this necessary? Who was forcing him through
this strange and frightful experience? He went on, lower and lower....
The door of his mother's
room was a little open. It was all as it had always been—the pin-point of
light, the shading newspaper, the sick-room silence, the warm shadow.... He
paused a second to summon up strength, to combat the monster of fear and guilt
in his heart. He tried with all his little boyish might to smooth out his face,
to set it straight and firm. He pushed the door, set down the valise, entered:
pale, large-eyed, looking hard and desperate.
He did not see his
sister at all, though she sat under the light. His mother he hardly saw: had
the sense of a towel binding her head, and the dim form under the bedclothes.
He stepped clumsily—he was trembling so—to the foot of her bed, and grasped the
brass rail for support....
His mother's voice was
low and thick; a terrible voice. Her throat was swollen, and she could speak
only with difficulty. The voice accused him. It said plainly: "It was you
did this."
She said: "Paul,
this has got to end."
His tongue seemed the
fork of a snake, his words came with such deadly coldness....
"It will end
to-night."
"How ... to-night?"
"I'm leaving....
I'm going west...."
"West....
Where?"
"To Sam's...."
"Oh," said his
mother....
There was a long cruel
silence. He shut his eyes, overcome with a sort of horror.... Then she turned
her face a little away, and he heard the faintly breathed words....
"This is the end of
me...."
Still he said nothing.
She turned toward him, with a groan.
"Have you nothing
to say?"
Again he spoke with
deadly coldness....
"Nothing...."
She waited a moment:
then she spoke....
"You have no
feelings. When you set out to do a thing, you will trample over every one. I
have never been able to do anything with you. You may become a great man, Paul:
but I pity any one who loves you, any one who gets in your path. You will kill
whatever holds you—always.... I was a fool to give birth to you: a great fool
to count on you.... Well, it's over.... You have your way...."
He was amazed: he
trembling there, guilty, afraid, horrified, his whole soul beseeching the
comfort of her arms! He a cold trampler?
He stood, with all the
feeling of one who is falsely condemned, and yet with all the guilt of one who
has sinned....
And then, suddenly, a
wild animal cry came from his mother's throat....
"Oh," she
cried, "how terrible it is to have children!"
His heart echoed her
cry.... The executioner's knife seemed to strike his throat....
He stood a long while in
the silence.... Then his mother turned in the bed, sideways, and covered her
face with the counterpane.... His sister rose up stiffly, whispering:
"She's going to
sleep."
He stood, dead.... He
turned like a wound-up mechanism, went to the door, picked up his valise, and
fumbled his way through the house.... The outer door he shut very softly....
He must take the
Lexington Avenue car. Yes; that was the quickest way. He faced west. The great
wind of autumn came with a glorious gusto, doubtless with flying seeds and
flying leaves, chanting the song of the generations, and of them that die and
of them that are born.
By ARTHUR SOMERS ROCHE
from The
Cosmopolitan
There were many women on
East Fourteenth Street. With the seeing eye of the artist, the dummy-chucker
looked them over and rejected them. Kindly-seeming, generously fat, the cheap
movie houses disgorged them. A dozen alien tongues smote the air, and every one
of them hinted of far lands of poverty, of journeys made and hardships
undergone. No better field for beggary in all Manhattan's bounteous acreage.
But the dummy-chucker
shook his head and shuffled ever westward. These were good souls, but—they
thought in cents. Worse than that, they translated their financial thoughts
into the pitiful coinage of their birthplaces. And in the pocket of the
dummy-chucker rested a silver dollar.
A gaunt man, who towered
high, and whose tongue held the cadences of the wide spaces, had slipped this
dollar into the receptive hand of the dummy-chucker. True, it was almost a
fortnight ago, and the man might have gone back to his Western home—but
Broadway had yielded him up to the dummy-chucker. Broadway might yield up such
another.
At Union Square, the
dummy-chucker turned north. Past the Flatiron Building he shuffled, until, at
length, the Tenderloin unfolded itself before him. These were the happy
hunting-grounds!
Of course—and he glanced
behind him quickly—there were more fly cops on Broadway than on the lower East
Side. One of them had dug his bony fingers between the shabby collar of the
dummy-chucker's coat and the lank hair that hung down his neck. He had yanked
the dummy-chucker to his feet. He had dragged his victim to a patrol-box; he
had taken him to a police station, whence he had been conveyed to Jefferson
Market Court, where a judge had sentenced him to a sojourn on Blackwell's
Island.
That had been ten days
ago. This very day, the municipal ferry had landed the dummy-chucker, with
others of his slinking kind, upon Manhattan's shores again. Not for a long time
would the memory of the Island menu be effaced from the dummy-chucker's palate,
the locked doors be banished from his mental vision.
A man might be arrested
on Broadway, but he might also get the money. Timorously, the dummy-chucker
weighed the two possibilities. He felt the dollar in his pocket. At a street in
the Forties, he turned westward. Beyond Eighth Avenue there was a place where
the shadow of prohibition was only a shadow.
Prices had gone up, but,
as Finisterre Joe's bartender informed him, there was more kick in a glass of
the stuff that cost sixty cents to-day than there had been in a barrel of the
old juice. And, for a good customer, Finisterre Joe's bartender would shade the
price a trifle. The dummy-chucker received two portions of the crudely blended
poison that passed for whisky in exchange for his round silver dollar. It was
with less of a shuffle and more of a stride that he retraced his steps toward
Broadway.
Slightly north of Times
Square, he surveyed his field of action. Across the street, a vaudeville house
was discharging its mirth-surfeited audience. Half a block north, laughing
groups testified that the comedy they had just left had been as funny as its
press-agent claimed. The dummy-chucker shook his head. He moved south, his feet
taking on that shuffle which they had lost temporarily.
"She Loved and
Lost"—that was the name of the picture being run this week at the
Concorde. Outside was billed a huge picture of the star, a lady who received
more money for making people weep than most actors obtain for making them
laugh. The dummy-chucker eyed the picture approvingly. He took his stand before
the main entrance. This was the place! If he tried to do business with a flock
of people that had just seen Charlie Chaplin, he'd fail. He knew! Fat women
who'd left the twins at home with the neighbor's cook in order that they might
have a good cry at the Concorde—these were his mutton-heads.
He reeled slightly as
several flappers passed—just for practise. Ten days on Blackwell's hadn't
spoiled his form. They drew away from him; yet, from their manners, he knew
that they did not suspect him of being drunk. Well, hurrah for prohibition,
after all! Drunkenness was the last thing people suspected of a hard-working
man nowadays. He slipped his hand in his pocket. They were coming now—the fat
women with the babies at home, their handkerchiefs still at their eyes. His
hand slipped to his mouth. His jaws moved savagely. One thing was certain: out
of to-day's stake he'd buy some decent-tasting soap. This awful stuff that he'd
borrowed from the Island——
The stoutest woman
paused; she screamed faintly as the dummy-chucker staggered, pitched forward,
and fell at her short-vamped feet. Excitedly she grasped her neighbor's arm.
"He's gotta
fit!"
The neighbor bent over
the prostrate dummy-chucker.
"Ep'lepsy,"
she announced. "Look at the foam on his lips."
"Aw, the poor
man!"
"Him so
strong-looking, too!"
"Ain't it the
truth? These husky-looking men sometimes are the sickliest."
The dummy-chucker
stirred. He sat up feebly. With his sleeve, he wiped away the foam. Dazedly he
spoke.
"If I had a bite to
eat——"
He looked upward at the
first stout woman. Well and wisely had he chosen his scene. Movie tickets cost
fractions of a dollar. There is always some stray silver in the bead bag of a
movie patron. Into the dummy-chucker's outstretched palm fell pennies, nickels,
dimes, quarters. There was present to-day no big-hearted Westerner with silver
dollars, but here was comparative wealth. Already the dummy-chucker saw himself
again at Finisterre Joe's, this time to purchase no bottled courage but to buy
decantered ease.
"T'ank,
ladies," he murmured. "If I can get a bite to eat and rest up——"
"'Rest up!'"
The shrill jeer of a newsboy broke in upon his pathetic speech. "Rest up
again on the Island! That's the kind of a rest up you'll get, y' big
tramp."
"Can't you see the
man's sick?" The stoutest one turned indignantly upon the newsboy. But the
scoffer held his ground.
"'Sick?' Sure he's
sick! Eatin' soap makes anyone sick. Youse dames is easy. He's chuckin' a
dummy."
"'A dummy?'"
The dummy-chucker sat a
bit straighter.
"Sure, ma'am.
That's his game. He t'rows phony fits. He eats a bit of soap and makes his
mouth foam. Last week, he got pinched right near here——"
But the dummy-chucker
heard no more. He rolled sidewise just as the cry: "Police!" burst
from the woman's lips. He reached the curb, rose, burst through the gathering
crowd, and rounded a corner at full speed.
He was half-way to
Eighth Avenue, and burning lungs had slowed him to a jog-trot, when a motor-car
pulled up alongside the curb. It kept gentle pace with the fugitive. A
shrewd-featured young man leaned from its fashionably sloped wheel.
"Better hop
aboard," he suggested. "That policeman is fat, but he has
speed."
The dummy-chucker
glanced over his shoulder. Looming high as the Woolworth Building, fear
overcoming the dwarfing tendency of distance, came a policeman. The
dummy-chucker leaped to the motor's running-board. He climbed into the vacant
front seat.
"Thanks,
feller," he grunted. "A li'l speed, please."
The young man chuckled.
He rounded the corner into Eighth Avenue and darted north among the trucks.
At Columbus Circle, the
dummy-chucker spoke.
"Thanks again,
friend," he said. "I'll be steppin' off here."
His rescuer glanced at
him.
"Want to earn a
hundred dollars?"
"Quitcher
kiddin'," said the dummy-chucker.
"No, no; this is
serious," said the young man.
The dummy-chucker leaned
luxuriously back in his seat.
"Take me anywhere,
friend," he said.
Half-way round the huge
circle at Fifty-ninth Street, the young man guided the car. Then he shot into
the park. They curved eastward. They came out on Fifth Avenue, somewhere in the
Seventies. They shot eastward another half-block, and then the car stopped in
front of an apartment-house. The young man pressed the button on the
steering-wheel. In response to the short blast of the electric horn, a uniformed
man appeared. The young man alighted. The dummy-chucker followed suit.
"Take the car
around to the garage, Andrews," said the young man. He nodded to the
dummy-chucker. In a daze, the mendicant followed his rescuer. He entered a
gorgeously mirrored and gilded hall. He stepped into an elevator chauffeured by
a West Indian of the haughtiest blood. The dummy-chucker was suddenly conscious
of his tattered garb, his ill-fitting, run-down shoes. He stepped, when they
alighted from the lift, as gingerly as though he trod on tacks.
A servant in livery, as
had been the waiting chauffeur downstairs, opened a door. If he was surprised
at his master's choice of guest, he was too well trained to show it. He did not
rebel even when ordered to serve sandwiches and liquor to the dummy-chucker.
"You seem
hungry," commented the young man.
The dummy-chucker
reached for another sandwich with his left hand while he poured himself a drink
of genuine Scotch with his right.
"And thirsty,"
he grunted.
"Go to it,"
observed his host genially.
The dummy-chucker went
to it for a good ten minutes. Then he leaned back in the heavily upholstered
chair which the man servant had drawn up for him. He stared round him.
"Smoke?" asked
his host.
The dummy-chucker
nodded. He selected a slim panetela and pinched it daintily between the nails
of his thumb and forefinger. His host watched the operation with interest.
"Why?" he
asked.
"Better than
cuttin' the end off," explained the dummy-chucker. "It's a good
smoke," he added, puffing.
"You know tobacco,"
said his host. "Where did you learn?"
"Oh, we all have
our ups and downs," replied the dummy-chucker. "But don't get
nervous. I ain't goin' to tell you that I was a millionaire's son, educated at
Harvard. I'm a bum."
"Doesn't seem to
bother you," said his host.
"It don't,"
asserted the dummy-chucker. "Except when the police butt into my game. I
just got off Blackwell's Island this morning."
"And almost went
back this afternoon."
The dummy-chucker
nodded.
"Almost," he
said. His eyes wandered around the room. "Some dump!" he
stated. Then his manner became business-like. "You mentioned a hundred
dollars—what for?"
The young man shrugged.
"Not hard work. You
merely have to look like a gentleman, and act like——"
"Like a bum?"
asked the dummy-chucker.
"Well, something
like that."
The dummy-chucker passed
his hand across his stubby chin.
"Shoot!" he
said. "Anything short of murder—anything, friend."
His host leaned eagerly
forward.
"There's a
girl—" he began.
The dummy-chucker
nodded.
"There always
is," he interrupted. "I forgot to mention that I bar kidnaping,
too."
"It's barred,"
said the young man. He hitched his chair a trifle nearer his guest. "She's
beautiful. She's young."
"And the money? The
coin? The good red gold?"
"I have enough for
two. I don't care about her money."
"Neither do
I," said the dummy-chucker; "so long as I get my hundred.
Shoot!"
"About a year
ago," resumed the host, "she accepted, after a long courtship, a
young man by the name of—oh, let's call him Jones."
The dummy-chucker
inhaled happily.
"Call him any
darned thing you like," he said cheerily.
"Jones was a
drunkard," said the host.
"And she married
him?" The dummy-chucker's eyebrows lifted slightly.
"No. She told him
that if he'd quit drinking she'd marry him. She stipulated that he go without
drink for one year."
The dummy-chucker
reached for a fresh cigar. He lighted it and leaned back farther in the
comfortable chair.
"Jones,"
continued the young man, "had tried to quit before. He knew himself pretty
well. He knew that, even with war-time prohibition just round the corner, he
couldn't keep away from liquor. Not while he stayed in New York. But a
classmate of his had been appointed head of an expedition that was to conduct
exploration work in Brazil. He asked his classmate for a place in the party.
You see, he figured that in the wilds of Brazil there wouldn't be any chance
for drunkenness."
"A game guy,"
commented the dummy-chucker. "Well, what happened?"
"He died of
jungle-fever two months ago," was the answer. "The news just reached
Rio Janeiro yesterday."
The dummy-chucker lifted
his glass of Scotch.
"To a regular
feller," he said, and drank. He set his glass down gently. "And the
girl? I suppose she's all shot to pieces?"
"She doesn't
know," said the host quietly.
The dummy-chucker's
eyebrows lifted again.
"I begin to get
you," he said. "I'm the messenger from Brazil who breaks the sad news
to her, eh?"
The young man shook his
head.
"The news isn't to
be broken to her—not yet. You see—well, I was Jones' closest friend. He left his
will with me, his personal effects, and all that. So I'm the one that received
the wire of his death. In a month or so, of course, it will be published in the
newspapers—when letters have come from the explorers. But, just now, I'm the
only one that knows it."
"Except me,"
said the dummy-chucker.
The young man smiled
dryly.
"Except you. And
you won't tell. Ever wear evening clothes?"
The dummy-chucker
stiffened. Then he laughed sardonically.
"Oh, yes; when I
was at Princeton. What's the idea?"
His host studied him
carefully.
"Well, with a
shave, and a hair-cut, and a manicure, and the proper clothing, and the right
setting—well, if a person had only a quick glance—that person might think you
were Jones."
The dummy-chucker
carefully brushed the ashes from his cigar upon a tray.
"I guess I'm pretty
stupid to-night. I still don't see it."
"You will,"
asserted his host. "You see, she's a girl who's seen a great deal of the
evil of drink. She has a horror of it. If she thought that Jones had broken his
pledge to her, she'd throw him over."
"'Throw him over?'
But he's dead!" said the dummy-chucker.
"She doesn't know
that," retorted his host.
"Why don't you tell
her?"
"Because I want to
marry her."
"Well, I should
think the quickest way to get her would be to tell her about Jones——"
"You don't happen
to know the girl," interrupted the other. "She's a girl of remarkable
conscience. If I should tell her that Jones died in Brazil, she'd enshrine him
in her memory. He'd be a hero who had died upon the battle-field. More than
that—he'd be a hero who had died upon the battle-field in a war to which she
had sent him. His death would be upon her soul. Her only expiation would be to
be faithful to him forever."
"I won't argue
about it," said the dummy-chucker. "I don't know her. Only—I guess
your whisky has got me. I don't see it at all."
His host leaned eagerly
forward now.
"She's going to the
opera to-night with her parents. But, before she goes, she's going to dine with
me at the Park Square. Suppose, while she's there, Jones should come in.
Suppose that he should come in reeling, noisy, drunk! She'd marry
me to-morrow."
"I'll take your
word for it," said the dummy-chucker. "Only, when she's learned that
Jones had died two months ago in Brazil——"
"She'll be married
to me then," responded the other fiercely. "What I get, I can hold.
If she were Jones' wife, I'd tell her of his death. I'd know that, sooner or
later, I'd win her. But if she learns now that he died while struggling to make
himself worthy of her, she'll never give to another man what she withheld from
him."
"I see," said
the dummy-chucker slowly. "And you want me to——"
"There'll be a
table by the door in the main dining-room engaged in Jones' name. You'll walk
in there at a quarter to eight. You'll wear Jones' dinner clothes. I have them
here. You'll wear the studs that he wore, his cuff-links. More than that,
you'll set down upon the table, with a flourish, his monogrammed flask. You'll
be drunk, noisy, disgraceful——"
"How long will I be
all that—in the hotel?" asked the dummy-chucker dryly.
"That's exactly the
point," said the other. "You'll last about thirty seconds. The girl
and I will be on the far side of the room. I'll take care that she sees you
enter. Then, when you've been quietly ejected, I'll go over to the mâitre
d'hôtel to make inquiries. I'll bring back to the girl the flask which
you will have left upon the table. If she has any doubt that you are Jones, the
flask will dispel it.
"And then?"
asked the dummy-chucker.
"Why, then,"
responded his host, "I propose to her. You see, I think it was pity that
made her accept Jones in the beginning. I think that she cares for me."
"And you really
think that I look enough like Jones to put this over?"
"In the shaded
light of the dining-room, in Jones' clothes—well, I'm risking a hundred dollars
on it. Will you do it?"
The dummy-chucker
grinned.
"Didn't I say I'd
do anything, barring murder? Where are the clothes?"
One hour and a half
later, the dummy-chucker stared at himself in the long mirror in his host's
dressing-room. He had bathed, not as Blackwell's Island prisoners bathe, but in
a luxurious tub that had a head-rest, in scented water, soft as the touch of a
baby's fingers. Then his host's man servant had cut his hair, had shaved him,
had massaged him until color crept into the pale cheeks. The sheerest of
knee-length linen underwear touched a body that knew only rough cotton. Silk
socks, heavy, gleaming, snugly encased his ankles. Upon his feet were correctly
dull pumps. That the trousers were a wee bit short mattered little. In these
dancing-days, trousers should not be too long. And the fit of the coat over his
shoulders—he carried them in a fashion unwontedly straight as he gazed at his
reflection—balanced the trousers' lack of length. The soft shirt-bosom gave
freely, comfortably as he breathed. Its plaited whiteness enthralled him. He
turned anxiously to his host.
"Will I do?"
he asked.
"Better than I'd
hoped," said the other. "You look like a gentleman."
The dummy-chucker
laughed gaily.
"I feel like
one," he declared.
"You understand
what you are to do?" demanded the host.
"It ain't a hard
part to act," replied the dummy-chucker.
"And you can act,"
said the other. "The way you fooled those women in front of the Concorde
proved that you——"
"Sh-sh!"
exclaimed the dummy-chucker reproachfully. "Please don't remind me of what
I was before I became a gentleman."
His host laughed.
"You're all
right." He looked at his watch. "I'll have to leave now. I'll send
the car back after you. Don't be afraid of trouble with the hotel people. I'll
explain that I know you, and fix matters up all right. Just take the table at
the right hand side as you enter——"
"Oh, I've got it
all right," said the dummy-chucker. "Better slip me something on
account. I may have to pay something——"
"You get nothing
now," was the stern answer. "One hundred dollars when I get back
here. And," he added, "if it should occur to you at the hotel that
you might pawn these studs, or the flask, or the clothing for more than a
hundred, let me remind you that my chauffeur will be watching one entrance, my
valet another, and my chef another."
The dummy-chucker
returned his gaze scornfully.
"Do I look,"
he asked, "like the sort of man who'd steal?"
His host shook his head.
"You certainly
don't," he admitted.
The dummy-chucker turned
back to the mirror. He was still entranced with his own reflection, twenty
minutes later, when the valet told him that the car was waiting. He looked like
a millionaire. He stole another glance at himself after he had slipped easily into
the fur-lined overcoat that the valet held for him, after he had set somewhat
rakishly upon his head the soft black-felt hat that was the latest
accompaniment to the dinner coat.
Down-stairs, he spoke to
Andrews, the chauffeur.
"Drive across the
Fifty-ninth Street bridge first."
The chauffeur stared at
him.
"Who you given'
orders to?" he demanded.
The dummy-chucker
stepped closer to the man.
"You heard my
order?"
His hands, busily
engaged in buttoning his gloves, did not clench. His voice was not raised. And
Andrews must have outweighed him by thirty pounds. Yet the chauffeur stepped
back and touched his hat.
"Yes, sir," he
muttered.
The dummy-chucker
smiled.
"The lower
classes," he said to himself, "know rank and position when they see
it."
His smile became a grin
as he sank back in the limousine that was his host's evening conveyance. It
became almost complacent as the car slid down Park Avenue. And when, at length,
it had reached the center of the great bridge that spans the East River, he
knocked upon the glass. The chauffeur obediently stopped the car. The
dummy-chucker's grin was absolutely complacent now.
Down below, there
gleamed lights, the lights of ferries, of sound steamers, and—of Blackwell's
Island. This morning, he had left there, a lying mendicant. To-night, he was a
gentleman. He knocked again upon the glass. Then, observing the speaking-tube,
he said through it languidly:
"The Park Square,
Andrews."
An obsequious doorman
threw open the limousine door as the car stopped before the great hotel. He
handed the dummy-chucker a ticket.
"Number of your
car, sir," he said obsequiously.
"Ah, yes, of
course," said the dummy-chucker. He felt in his pocket. Part of the silver
that the soft-hearted women of the movies had bestowed upon him this afternoon
found repository in the doorman's hand.
A uniformed boy whirled
the revolving door that the dummy-chucker might pass into the hotel.
"The coat-room?
Dining here, sir? Past the news-stand, sir, to your left. Thank you, sir."
The boy's bow was as profound as though the quarter in his palm had been placed
there by a duke.
The girl who received
his coat and hat smiled as pleasantly and impersonally upon the dummy-chucker
as she did upon the whiskered, fine-looking old gentleman who handed her his
coat at the same time. She called the dummy-chucker's attention to the fact
that his tie was a trifle loose.
The dummy-chucker walked
to the big mirror that stands in the corner made by the corridor that parallels
Fifty-ninth Street and the corridor that separates the tea-room from the
dining-room. His clumsy fingers found difficulty with the tie. The fine-looking
old gentleman, adjusting his own tie, stepped closer.
"Beg pardon, sir.
May I assist you?"
The dummy-chucker smiled
a grateful assent. The old gentleman fumbled a moment with the tie.
"I think that's
better," he said. He bowed as one man of the world might to another, and
turned away.
Under his breath, the
dummy-chucker swore gently.
"You'd think, the
way he helped me, that I belonged to the Four Hundred."
He glanced down the
corridor. In the tea-room were sitting groups who awaited late arrivals.
Beautiful women, correctly garbed, distinguished-looking men. Their laughter
sounded pleasantly above the subdued strains of the orchestra. Many of them
looked at the dummy-chucker. Their eyes rested upon him for that well-bred
moment that denotes acceptance.
"One of
themselves," said the dummy-chucker to himself.
Well, why not? Once
again he looked at himself in the mirror. There might be handsomer men present
in this hotel, but—was there any one who wore his clothes better? He turned and
walked down the corridor.
The mâitre
d'hôtel stepped forward inquiringly as the dummy-chucker hesitated in
the doorway.
"A table,
sir?"
"You have one
reserved for me. This right-hand one by the door."
"Ah, yes, of
course, sir. This way, sir."
He turned toward the
table. Over the heads of intervening diners, the dummy-chucker saw his host.
The shaded lights upon the table at which the young man sat revealed, not too
clearly yet well enough, the features of a girl.
"A lady!" said
the dummy-chucker, under his breath. "The real thing!"
As he stood there, the
girl raised her head. She did not look toward the dummy-chucker, could not see
him. But he could see the proud line of her throat, the glory of her golden
hair. And opposite her he could see the features of his host, could note how
illy that shrewd nose and slit of a mouth consorted with the gentle face of the
girl. And then, as the mâitre d'hôtel beckoned, he remembered
that he had left the flask, the monogrammed flask, in his overcoat pocket.
"Just a
moment," he said.
He turned and walked
back toward the corner where was his coat. In the distance, he saw some one,
approaching him, noted the free stride, the carriage of the head, the set of
the shoulders. And then, suddenly, he saw that the "some one" was
himself. The mirror was guilty of the illusion.
Once again he stood
before it, admiring himself. He summoned the face of the girl who was sitting
in the dining-room before his mental vision. And then he turned abruptly to the
check-girl.
"I've changed my
mind," he said. "My coat, please."
He was lounging before
the open fire when three-quarters of an hour later his host was admitted to the
luxurious apartment. Savagely the young man pulled off his coat and approached
the dummy-chucker.
"I hardly expected
to find you here," he said.
The dummy-chucker
shrugged.
"You said the doors
were watched. I couldn't make an easy getaway. So I rode back here in your car.
And when I got here, your man made me wait, so—here we are," he finished
easily.
"'Here we are!'
Yes! But when you were there—I saw you at the entrance to the dining-room—for
God's sake, why didn't you do what you'd agreed to do?"
The dummy-chucker turned
languidly in his chair. He eyed his host curiously.
"Listen,
feller," he said: "I told you that I drew the line at murder, didn't
I?"
"'Murder?' What do
you mean? What murder was involved?"
The dummy-chucker idly
blew a smoke ring.
"Murder of faith in
a woman's heart," he said slowly. "Look at me! Do I look the sort
who'd play your dirty game?"
The young man stood over
him.
"Bannon," he
called. The valet entered the room. "Take the clothes off this—this
bum!" snapped the host. "Give him his rags."
He clenched his fists,
but the dummy-chucker merely shrugged. The young man drew back while his guest
followed the valet into another room.
Ten minutes later, the
host seized the dummy-chucker by the tattered sleeve of his grimy jacket. He
drew him before the mirror.
"Take a look at
yourself, you—bum!" he snapped. "Do you look, now, like the sort of
man who'd refuse to earn an easy hundred?"
The dummy-chucker stared
at himself. Gone was the debonair gentleman of a quarter of an hour ago.
Instead, there leered back at him a pasty-faced, underfed vagrant, dressed in
the tatters of unambitious, satisfied poverty.
"Bannon,"
called the host, "throw him out!"
For a moment, the
dummy-chucker's shoulders squared, as they had been squared when the dinner
jacket draped them. Then they sagged. He offered no resistance when Bannon
seized his collar. And Bannon, the valet, was a smaller man than himself.
He cringed when the
colored elevator-man sneered at him. He dodged when little Bannon, in the
mirrored vestibule raised a threatening hand. And he shuffled as he turned
toward Central Park.
But as he neared
Columbus Circle, his gait quickened. At Finisterre Joe's he'd get a drink. He
tumbled in his pockets. Curse the luck! He'd given every cent of his afternoon
earnings to doormen and pages and coat-room girls!
His pace slackened again
as he turned down Broadway. His feet were dragging as he reached the Concorde
moving-picture theater. His hand, sunk deep in his torn pocket, touched
something. It was a tiny piece of soap.
As the audience filed
sadly out from the teary, gripping drama of "She Loved And Lost," the
dummy-chucker's hand went from his pocket to his lips. He reeled, staggered,
fell. His jaws moved savagely. Foam appeared upon his lips. A fat woman shrank
away from him, then leaned forward in quick sympathy.
"He's gotta
fit!" she cried.
"Ep'lepsy,"
said her companion pityingly.
By ROSE SIDNEY
from The
Pictorial Review
The wind rose in a sharp
gust, rattling the insecure windows and sighing forlornly about the corners of
the house. The door unlatched itself, swung inward hesitatingly, and hung
wavering for a moment on its sagging hinges. A formless cloud of gray fog blew
into the warm, steamy room. But whatever ghostly visitant had paused upon the
threshold, he had evidently decided not to enter, for the catch snapped shut
with a quick, passionate vigor. The echo of the slamming door rang eerily
through the house.
Mart Brenner's wife laid
down the ladle with which she had been stirring the contents of a pot that was
simmering on the big, black stove, and dragging her crippled foot behind her,
she hobbled heavily to the door.
As she opened it a new
horde of fog-wraiths blew in. The world was a gray, wet blanket. Not a light
from the village below pierced the mist, and the lonely army of tall cedars on
the black hill back of the house was hidden completely.
"Who's there?"
Mrs. Brenner hailed. But her voice fell flat and muffled. Far off on the beach
she could dimly hear the long wail of a fog-horn.
The faint throb of hope
stilled in her breast. She had not really expected to find any one at the door
unless perhaps it should be a stranger who had missed his way at the
cross-roads. There had been one earlier in the afternoon when the fog first
came. But her husband had been at home then and his surly manner quickly cut
short the stranger's attempts at friendliness. This ugly way of Mart's had
isolated them from all village intercourse early in their life on Cedar Hill.
Like a buzzard's nest,
their home hung over the village on the unfriendly sides of the bleak slope.
Visitors were few and always reluctant, even strangers, for the village told
weird tales of Mart Brenner and his kin. The village said that he—and all those
who belonged to him as well—were marked for evil and disaster. Disaster had
truly written itself throughout their history. His mother was mad, a tragic
madness of bloody prophecies and dim fears; his only son a witless creature of
eighteen, who for all his height and bulk, spent his days catching butterflies
in the woods on the hill, and his nights in laboriously pinning them, wings
outspread, upon the bare walls of the house.
The room where the
Brenner family lived its queer, taciturn life was tapestried in gold, the
glowing tapestry of swarms of outspread yellow butterflies sweeping in gilded
tides from the rough floors to the black rafters overhead.
Olga Brenner herself was
no less tragic than her family. On her face, written in the acid of pain, was
the history of the blows and cruelty that had warped her active body. Owing to
her crippled foot, her entire left side sagged hopelessly and her arm swung
away, above it, like a branch from a decayed tree. But more saddening than her
distorted body was the lonely soul that looked out of her tired faded eyes.
She was essentially a
village woman with a profound love of its intimacies and gossip, its
fence-corner neighborliness. The horror with which the village regarded her, as
the wife of Mart Brenner, was an eating sore. It was greater than the tragedy
of her poor, witless son, the hatred of old Mrs. Brenner, and her ever-present
fear of Mart. She had never quite given up her unreasoning hope that some day
some one might come to the house in one of Mart's long, unexplained absences
and sit down and talk with her over a cup of tea. She put away the feeble hope
again as she turned back into the dim room and closed the door behind her.
"Must have been
that bit of wind," she meditated. "It plays queer tricks
sometimes."
She went to the mantel
and lighted the dull lamp. By the flicker she read the face of the clock.
"Tobey's
late!" she exclaimed uneasily. Her mind never rested from its fear for
Tobey. His childlike mentality made him always the same burden as when she had
rocked him hour after hour, a scrawny mite of a baby on her breast.
"It's a fearful
night for him to be out!" she muttered.
"Blood!
Blood!" said a tragic voice from a dark corner by the stove. Barely
visible in the ruddy half-dark of the room a pair of demoniac eyes met hers.
Mrs. Brenner threw her
shriveled and wizened mother-in-law an angry and contemptuous glance.
"Be still!"
she commanded. "'Pears to me that's all you ever say—blood!"
The glittering eyes fell
away from hers in a sullen obedience. But the tragic voice went on intoning
stubbornly, "Blood on his hands! Red! Dripping! I see blood!"
Mrs. Brenner shuddered.
"Seems like you could shut up a spell!" she complained.
The old woman's voice
trailed into a broken and fitful whispering. Olga's commands were the only laws
she knew, and she obeyed them. Mrs. Brenner went back to the stove. But her
eyes kept returning to the clock and thence to the darkening square of window
where the fog pressed heavily into the very room.
Out of the gray silence
came a shattering sound that sent the ladle crashing out of Mrs. Brenner's
nerveless hand and brought a moan from the dozing old woman!
It was a scream, a long,
piercing scream, so intense, so agonized that it went echoing about the room as
tho a disembodied spirit were shrieking under the rafters! It was a scream of
terror, an innocent, a heart-broken scream!
"Tobey!" cried
Mrs. Brenner, her face rigid.
The old woman began to
pick at her ragged skirt, mumbling "Blood! Blood on his hands! I see
it!"
"That was on the
hill," said Mrs. Brenner slowly, steadying her voice.
She put her calloused
hand against her lips and stood listening with agonized intentness. But now the
heavy, foggy silence had fallen again. At intervals came the long, faint wail
of the fog-horn. There was no other sound. Even the old woman in the shadowy
corner had ceased her mouthing.
Mrs. Brenner stood
motionless, with her hand against her trembling lips, her head bent forward for
four of the dull intervals between the siren-call.
Then there came the
sound of steps stumbling around the house. Mrs. Brenner, with her painful
hobble, reached the door before the steps paused there, and threw it open.
The feeble light fell on
the round, vacant face of her son, his inevitable pasteboard box, grim with
much handling, clutched close to his big breast, and in it the soft beating and
thudding of imprisoned wings.
Mrs. Brenner's voice was
scarcely more than a whisper, "Tobey!" but it rose shrilly as she
cried, "Where you been? What was that scream?"
Tobey stumbled past her
headlong into the house, muttering, "I'm cold!"
She shut the door and
followed him to the stove, where he stood shaking himself and beating at his
damp clothes with clumsy fingers.
"What was that
scream?" she asked him tensely. She knotted her rough fingers as she
waited for his answer.
"I dunno," he
grunted sullenly. His thick lower lip shoved itself forward, baby-fashion.
"Where you
been?" she persisted.
As he did not answer she
coaxed him, "Aw, come on, Tobey. Tell ma. Where you been?"
"I been catching
butterflies," he answered. "I got a big one this time," with an
air of triumph.
"Where was you when
you heard the scream?" she asked him cunningly.
He gave a slow shake of
his head. "I dunno," he answered in his dull voice.
A big shiver shook him.
His teeth chattered and he crouched down on his knees before the open
oven-door.
"I'm cold," he
complained. Mrs. Brenner came close to him and laid her hand on his wet, matted
hair. "Tobey's a bad boy," she scolded. "You mustn't go out in
the wet like this. Your hair's soaked."
She got down stiffly on
her lame knees. "Sit down," she ordered, "and I'll take off your
shoes. They're as wet as a dish-rag."
"They're full of
water, too," Tobey grumbled as he sprawled on the floor, sticking one big,
awkward foot into her lap. "The water in there makes me cold."
"You spoil all your
pa's shoes that away," said Mrs. Brenner, her head bent over her task.
"He told you not to go round in the wet with 'em any more. He'll give you
a lashing if he comes in and sees your shoes. I'll have to try and get 'em dry
before he comes home. Anyways," with a breath of deep relief, "I'm
glad it ain't that red clay from the hill. That never comes off."
The boy paid no
attention to her. He was investigating the contents of his box, poking a fat,
dirty forefinger around among its fluttering contents. There was a flash of
yellow wings, and with a crow of triumph the boy shut the lid.
"The big one's just
more than flapping," he chuckled. "I had an awful hard time to catch
him. I had to run and run. Look at him, Ma," the boy urged. She shook her
head.
"I ain't got the
time," she said, almost roughly. "I got to get these shoes off'n you
afore your father gets home, Tobey, or you'll get a awful hiding. Like as not
you'll get it anyways, if he's mad. Better get into bed."
"Naw!" Tobey
protested. "I seen pa already. I want my supper out here! I don't want to
go to bed!"
Mrs. Brenner paused.
"Where was pa?" she asked.
But Tobey's stretch of
coherent thinking was past. "I dunno!" he muttered.
Mrs. Brenner sighed. She
pulled off the sticky shoes and rose stiffly.
"Go get in
bed," she said.
"Aw, Ma, I want to
stay up with my butterflies," the boy pleaded. Two big tears rolled down
his fat cheeks. In his queer, clouded world he had learned one certain fact. He
could almost always move his mother with tears.
But this time she was
firm. "Do as I told you!" she ordered him. "Mebbe if you're in
bed your father won't be thinking about you. And I'll try to dry these shoes
afore he thinks about them." She took the grimy box from his resisting
fingers, and, holding it in one hand, pulled him to his feet and pushed him off
to his bedroom.
When she had closed the
door on his wail she returned and laid the box on the shelf. Then she hurried
to gather up the shoes. Something on her hand as she put it out for the sodden
shoes caught her eye and she straightened, holding her hand up where the feeble
light from the shelf caught it.
"I've cut
myself," she said aloud. "There's blood on my hand. It must 'a' been
on those lacings of Tobey's."
The old woman in the
corner roused. "Blood!" she screeched. "Olga! Blood on his
hands!"
Mrs. Brenner jumped.
"You old screech-owl!" she cried. She wiped her hand quickly on her
dirty apron, and held it up again to see the cut. But there was no cut on her
hand! Where had that blood come from? From Tobey's shoes?
And who was it that had
screamed on the hill? She felt herself enwrapped in a mist of puzzling doubts.
She snatched up the
shoes, searching them with agonized eyes. But the wet and pulpy mass had no
stain. Only the wet sands and the slimy water-weeds of the beach clung to them.
Then where had the blood
come from? It was at this instant that she became conscious of shouts on the
hillside. She limped to the door and held it open a crack. Very faintly she
could see the bobbing lights of torches. A voice carried down to her.
"Here's where I
found his hat. That's why I turned off back of these trees. And right there I
found his body!"
"Are you sure he's
dead?" quavered another voice.
"Stone-dead!"
Olga Brenner shut the
door. But she did not leave it immediately. She stood leaning against it,
clutching the wet shoes, her staring eyes glazing.
Tobey was strong. He had
flown into childish rages sometimes and had hurt her with his undisciplined
strength. Where was Mart? Tobey had seen him. Perhaps they had fought. Her mind
refused to go further. But little subtle undercurrents pressed in on her. Tobey
hated and feared his father. And Mart was always enraged at the sight of his
half-witted son. What had happened? And yet no matter what had
occurred, Tobey had not been on the hill. His shoes bore mute testimony to
that. And the scream had been on the slope. She frowned.
Her body more bent than
ever, she hobbled slowly over to the stove and laid the shoes on the big shelf
above it, spreading them out to the rising heat. She had barely arranged them
when there was again the sound of approaching footsteps. These feet, however,
did not stumble. They were heavy and certain. Mrs. Brenner snatched at the
shoes, gathered them up, and turned to run. But one of the lacings caught on a
nail on the shelf. She jerked desperately at the nail, and the jerking loosened
her hold of both the shoes. With a clatter they fell at her feet.
In that moment Mart
Brenner stood in the doorway. Poverty, avarice, and evil passions had minted
Mart Brenner like a devil's coin. His shaggy head lowered in his powerful
shoulders. His long arms, apelike, hung almost to his knees. Behind him the fog
pressed in, and his rough, bristly hair was beaded with diamonds of moisture.
"Well?" he
snapped. A sardonic smile twisted his face. "Caught you, didn't I?"
He strode forward. His
wife shrank back, but even in her shivering terror she noticed, as one notices
small details in a time of peril, that his shoes were caked with red mud and
that his every step left a wet track on the floor.
"He didn't do 'em
no harm," she babbled. "They're just wet. Please, Mart, they ain't
harmed a mite. Just wet. That's all. Tobey went on the beach with 'em. It won't
take but a little spell to dry 'em."
Her husband stooped and
snatched up the shoes. She shrank into herself, waiting the inevitable torrent
of his passion and the probable blow. Instead, as he stood up he was smiling.
Bewildered, she stared at him in a dull silence.
"No harm done,"
he said, almost amiably. Shaking with relief, she stretched out her hand.
"I'll dry
'em," she said. "Give me your shoes and I'll get the mud off."
Her husband shook his
head. He was still smiling.
"Don't need to dry
'em. I'll put 'em away," he replied, and, still tracking his wet mud, he
went into Tobey's room.
Her fear flowed into
another channel. She dreaded her husband in his black rages, but she feared him
more now in his unusual amiability. Perhaps he would strike Tobey when he saw
him. She strained her ears to listen.
A long silence followed
his exit. But there was no outcry from Tobey, no muttering nor blows. After a
few moments, moving quickly, her husband came out. She raised her heavy eyes to
stare at him. He stopped and looked intently at his own muddy tracks.
"I'll get a rag and
wipe up the mud right off."
As she started toward
the nail where the rag hung, her husband put out a long arm and detained her.
"Leave it be," he said. He smiled again.
She noticed, then, that
he had removed his muddy shoes and wore the wet ones. He had fully laced them,
and she had almost a compassionate moment as she thought how wet and cold his
feet must be.
"You can put your
feet in the oven, Mart, to dry 'em."
Close on her words she
heard the sound of footsteps and a sharp knock followed on the sagging door.
Mart Brenner sat down on a chair close to the stove and lifted one foot into
the oven. "See who's there!" he ordered.
She opened the door and
peered out. A group of men stood on the step, the faint light of the room
picking out face after face that she recognized—Sheriff Munn; Jim Barker, who
kept the grocery in the village; Cottrell Hampstead, who lived in the next
house below them; young Dick Roamer, Munn's deputy; and several strangers.
"Well?" she
asked ungraciously.
"We want to see
Brenner!" one of them said.
She stepped back.
"Come in," she told them. They came in, pulling off their caps, and
stood huddled in a group in the center of the room.
Her husband reluctantly
stood up.
"Evening!" he
said, with his unusual smile. "Bad out, ain't it?"
"Yep!" Munn
replied. "Heavy fog. We're soaked."
Olga Brenner's pitiful
instinct of hospitality rose in her breast.
"I got some hot
soup on the stove. Set a spell and I'll dish you some," she urged.
The men looked at each other
in some uncertainty. After a moment Munn said, "All right, if it ain't too
much bother, Mrs. Brenner."
"Not a bit,"
she cried eagerly. She bustled about, searching her meager stock of chinaware
for uncracked bowls.
"Set down?"
suggested Mart.
Munn sat down with a
sigh, and his companions followed his example. Mart resumed his position before
the stove, lifting one foot into the capacious black maw of the oven.
"Must 'a' got your
feet wet, Brenner?" the sheriff said with heavy jocularity.
Brenner nodded,
"You bet I did," he replied. "Been down on the beach all
afternoon."
"Didn't happen to
hear any unusual noise down there, did you?" Munn spoke with his eyes on
Mrs. Brenner, at her task of ladling out the thick soup. She paused as though
transfixed, her ladle poised in the air.
Munn's eyes dropped from
her face to the floor. There they became fixed on the tracks of red clay.
"No, nothin' but
the sea. It must be rough outside to-night, for the bay was whinin' like a sick
cat," said Mart calmly.
"Didn't hear a
scream, or nothing like that, I suppose?" Munn persisted.
"Couldn't hear a
thing but the water. Why?"
"Oh—nothing,"
said Munn.
Mrs. Brenner finished
pouring out the soup and set the bowls on the table.
Chairs clattered, and
soon the men were eating. Mart finished his soup before the others and sat back
smacking his lips. As Munn finished the last spoonful in his bowl he pulled out
a wicked-looking black pipe, crammed it full of tobacco and lighted it.
Blowing out a big blue
breath of the pleasant smoke, he inquired, "Been any strangers around
to-day?"
Mart scratched his head.
"Yeah. A man come by early this afternoon. He was aiming to climb the
hill. I told him he'd better wait till the sun come out. I don't know whether
he did or not."
"See anybody later—say
about half an hour ago?"
Mart shook his head.
"No. I come up from the beach and I didn't pass nobody."
The sheriff pulled on
his pipe for a moment. "That boy of yours still catching
butterflies?" he asked presently.
Mart scowled. He swung
out a long arm toward the walls with their floods of butterflies. But he did
not answer.
"Uh-huh!" said
Munn, following the gesture with his quiet eyes. He puffed several times before
he spoke again.
"What time did you
come in, Brenner, from the beach?"
Mrs. Brenner closed her
hands tightly, the interlaced fingers locking themselves.
"Oh, about forty
minutes ago, I guess it was. Wasn't it, Olga?" Mart said carelessly.
"Yes." Her
voice was a breath.
"Was your boy out
to-day?"
Mart looked at his wife.
"I dunno."
Munn's glance came to
the wife.
"Yes."
"How long ago did
he come in?"
"About an hour
ago." Her voice was flat and lifeless.
"And where had he
been?" Munn's tone was gentle but insistent.
Her terrified glance
sought Mart's face. "He'd been on the beach!" she said in a defiant
tone.
Mart continued to look
at her, but there was no expression in his face. He still wore his peculiar
affable smile.
"Where did these
tracks come from, on the floor?"
Swift horror fastened
itself on Mrs. Brenner.
"What's that to
you?" she flared.
She heard her husband's
hypocritical and soothing tones, "Now, now, Olga! That ain't the way to
talk to these gentlemen. Tell them who made these tracks."
"You did!" she
cried. All about her she could feel the smoothness of a falling trap.
Mart smiled still more
broadly.
"Look here, Olga,
don't get so warm over it. You're nervous now. Tell the gentlemen who made
those tracks."
She turned to Munn
desperately. "What do you want to know for?" she asked him.
The sharpness of her
voice roused old Mrs. Brenner, drowsing in her corner.
"Blood!" she
cried suddenly. "Blood on his hands!"
In the silence that
followed, the eyes of the men turned curiously toward the old woman and then
sought each other with speculative stares. Mrs. Brenner, tortured by those long
significant glances, said roughly, "That's Mart's mother. She ain't right!
What are you bothering us for?"
Dick Roamer put out a
hand to plead for her, and tapped Munn on the arm. There was something touching
in her frightened old face.
"A man—a stranger
was killed upon the hill," Munn told her.
"What's that got to
do with us?" she countered.
"Not a thing, Mrs.
Brenner, probably, but I've just to make sure where every man in the village
was this afternoon."
Mrs. Brenner's lids
flickered. She felt the questioning intentness of Sheriff Munn's eyes on her
stolid face and she felt that he did not miss the tremor of her eyes.
"Where was your son
this afternoon?"
She smiled defiance.
"I told you, on the beach."
"Whose room is
that?" Munn's forefinger pointed to Tobey's closed door.
"That's Tobey's
room," said his mother.
"The mud tracks go
into that room. Did he make those tracks, Mrs. Brenner?"
"No! Oh, no!
No!" she cried desperately. "Mart made those when he came in. He went
into Tobey's room!"
"How about it, Brenner?"
Mart smiled with an
indulgent air. "Heard what she said, didn't you?"
"Is it true?"
Mart smiled more
broadly. "Olga'll take my hair off if I don't agree with her," he
said.
"Let's see your
shoes, Brenner?"
Without hesitation Mart
lifted one heavy boot and then the other for Munn's inspection. The other
silent men leaned forward to examine them.
"Nothing but pieces
of seaweed," said Cottrell Hampstead.
Munn eyed them. Then he
turned to look at the floor.
"Those are about
the size of your tracks, Brenner. But they were made in red clay. How do you
account for that?"
"Tobey wears my
shoes," said Brenner.
Mrs. Brenner gasped. She
advanced to Munn.
"What you asking
all these questions for?" she pleaded.
Munn did not answer her.
After a moment he asked, "Did you hear a scream this afternoon?"
"Yes," she
answered.
"How long after the
screaming did your son come in?"
She hesitated. What was
the best answer to make? Bewildered, she tried to decide. "Ten minutes or
so," she said.
"Just so,"
agreed Munn. "Brenner, when did you come in?"
A trace of Mart's
sullenness rose in his face. "I told you that once," he said.
"I mean how long
after Tobey?"
"I dunno,"
said Mart.
"How long, Mrs.
Brenner?"
She hesitated again. She
scented a trap. "Oh, 'bout ten to fifteen minutes, I guess," she
said.
Suddenly she burst out
passionately, "What you hounding us for? We don't know nothing about the
man on the hill. You ain't after the rest of the folks in the village like you
are after us. Why you doing it? We ain't done nothing."
Munn made a slight
gesture to Roamer, who rose and went to the door, and opened it. He reached out
into the darkness. Then he turned. He was holding something in his hand, but
Mrs. Brenner could not see what it was.
"You chop your wood
with a short, heavy ax, don't you, Brenner?" said Munn.
Brenner nodded.
"It's marked with
your name, isn't it?"
Brenner nodded again.
"Is this the ax?"
Mrs. Brenner gave a
short, sharp scream. Red and clotted, ever the handle marked with bloody spots,
the ax was theirs.
Brenner started to his
feet. "God!" he yelped, "that's where that ax went! Tobey took
it!" More calmly he proceeded. "This afternoon before I went down on
the beach I thought I'd chop some wood on the hill. But the ax was gone. So after
I'd looked sharp for it and couldn't find it, I gave it up."
"Tobey didn't do
it!" Mrs. Brenner cried thinly. "He's as harmless as a baby! He
didn't do it! He didn't do it!"
"How about those
clay tracks, Mrs. Brenner? There is red clay on the hill where the man was
killed. There is red clay on your floor." Munn spoke kindly.
"Mart tracked in
that clay. He changed shoes with Tobey. I tell you that's the truth." She
was past caring for any harm that might befall her.
Brenner smiled with a
wide tolerance. "It's likely, ain't it, that I'd change into shoes as wet
as these?"
"Those tracks are
Mart's!" Olga reiterated hysterically.
"They lead into
your son's room, Mrs. Brenner. And we find your ax not far from your door, just
where the path starts for the hill." Munn's eyes were grave.
The old woman in the
corner began to whimper, "Blood and trouble! Blood and trouble all my
days! Red on his hands! Dripping! Olga! Blood!"
"But the road to
the beach begins there too," Mrs. Brenner cried, above the cracked voice,
"and Tobey saw his pa before he came home. He said he did. I tell you,
Mart was on the hill. He put on Tobey's shoes. Before God I'm telling you the
truth."
Dick Roamer spoke
hesitatingly, "Mebbe the old woman's right, Munn. Mebbe those tracks are
Brenner's."
Mrs. Brenner turned to
him in wild gratitude.
"You believe me,
don't you?" she cried. The tears dribbled down her face. She saw the
balance turning on a hair. A moment more and it might swing back. She turned
and hobbled swiftly to the shelf. Proof! More proof! She must bring more proof
of Tobey's innocence!
She snatched up his box
of butterflies and came back to Munn.
"This is what Tobey
was doin' this afternoon!" she cried in triumph. "He was catchin'
butterflies! That ain't murder, is it?"
"Nobody catches
butterflies in a fog," said Munn.
"Well, Tobey did.
Here they are." Mrs. Brenner held out the box. Munn took it from her
shaking hand. He looked at it. After a moment he turned it over. His eyes
narrowed. Mrs. Brenner turned sick. The room went swimming around before her in
a bluish haze. She had forgotten the blood on her hand that she had wiped off
before Mart came home. Suppose the blood had been on the box.
The sheriff opened the
box. A bruised butterfly, big, golden, fluttered up out of it. Very quietly the
sheriff closed the box, and turned to Mrs. Brenner.
"Call your
son," he said.
"What do you want
of him? Tobey ain't done nothing. What you tryin' to do to him?"
"There is blood on
this box, Mrs. Brenner."
"Mebbe he cut
himself." Mrs. Brenner was fighting. Her face was chalky white.
"In the box, Mrs.
Brenner, is a gold watch and chain. The man who was killed, Mrs.
Brenner, had a piece of gold chain to match this in his buttonhole. The
rest of it had been torn off."
Olga made no sound. Her
burning eyes turned toward Mart. In them was all of a heart's anguish and
despair.
"Tell 'em, Mart!
Tell 'em he didn't do it!" she finally pleaded.
Mart's face was
inscrutable.
Munn rose. The other men
got to their feet.
"Will you get the
boy or shall I?" the sheriff said directly to Mrs. Brenner.
With a rush Mrs. Brenner
was on her knees before Munn, clutching him about the legs with twining arms.
Tears of agony dripped over her seamed face.
"He didn't do it!
Don't take him! He's my baby! He never harmed anybody! He's my baby!" Then
with a shriek, as Munn unclasped her arms, "Oh, my God! My God!"
Munn helped her to her
feet. "Now, now, Mrs. Brenner, don't take on so," he said awkwardly.
"There ain't going to be no harm come to your boy. It's to keep him from
getting into harm that I'm taking him. The village is a mite worked up over
this murder and they might get kind of upset if they thought Tobey was still
loose. Better go and get him, Mrs. Brenner."
As she stood unheeding,
he went on, "Now, don't be afraid. Nothing'll happen to him. No jedge
would sentence him like a regular criminal. The most that'll happen will be to
put him some safe place where he can't do himself nor no one else any more
harm."
But still Mrs. Brenner's
set expression did not change.
After a moment she shook
off his aiding arm and moved slowly to Tobey's door. She paused there a moment,
resting her hand on the latch, her eyes searching the faces of the men in the
room. With a gesture of dreary resignation she opened the door and entered,
closing it behind her.
Tobey lay in his bed
asleep. His rumpled hair was still damp from the fog. His mother stroked it
softly while her slow tears dropped down on his face with its expression of
peaceful childhood.
"Tobey!" she
called. Her voice broke in her throat. The tears fell faster.
"Huh?" He sat
up, blinking at her.
"Get into your
clothes, now! Right away!" she said.
He stared at her tears.
A dismal sort of foreboding seemed to seize upon him. His face began to pucker.
But he crawled out of his bed and began to dress himself in his awkward
fashion, casting wistful and wondering glances in her direction.
She watched him, her
heart growing heavier and heavier. There was no one to protect Tobey. She could
not make those strangers believe that Mart had changed shoes with Tobey. Neither
could she account for the blood-stained box and the watch with its length of
broken chain. But if Tobey had been on the beach he had not been on the hill,
and if he hadn't been on the hill he couldn't have killed the man they claimed
he had killed. Mart had been on the hill. Her head whirled. Some place fate,
destiny, something had blundered. She wrung her knotted hands together.
Presently Tobey was
dressed. She took him by the hand. Her own hand was shaking, and very cold and
clammy. Her knees were weak as she led him toward the door. She could feel them
trembling so that every step was an effort. And her hand on the knob had barely
strength to turn it. But turn it she did and opened the door.
"Here he is!"
she cried chokingly. She freed her hand and laid it on his shoulder.
"Look at him,"
she moaned. "He couldn't 'a' done it. He's—he's just a boy!"
Sheriff Munn rose. His
men rose with him.
"I'm sorry, Mrs.
Brenner," he said. "Terrible sorry. But you can see how it is. Things
look pretty black for him."
He paused, looked
around, hesitated for a moment. Finally he said, "Well, I guess we'd
better be getting along."
Mrs. Brenner's hand
closed with convulsive force on Tobey's shoulder.
"Tobey!" she
screamed desperately, "where was you this afternoon? All afternoon?"
"On the
beach," mumbled Tobey, shrinking into himself.
"Tobey! Tobey!
Where'd you get blood on the box?"
He looked around. His
cloudy eyes rested on her face helplessly.
"I dunno," he
said.
Her teeth were
chattering now; she laid her hand on his other shoulder.
"Try to remember,
Tobey. Try to remember. Where'd you get the watch, the pretty watch that was in
your box?"
He blinked at her.
"The pretty bright
thing? Where did you get it?"
His eyes brightened. His
lips trembled into a smile.
"I found it some
place," he said. Eagerness to please her shone on his face.
"But where? What
place?" The tears again made rivulets on her cheeks.
He shook his head.
"I dunno."
Mrs. Brenner would not
give up.
"You saw your pa
this afternoon, Tobey?" she coached him softly.
He nodded.
"Where'd you see
him?" she breathed.
He frowned. "I—I
saw pa——" he began, straining to pierce the cloud that covered him.
"Blood!
Blood!" shrieked old Mrs. Brenner. She half-rose, her head thrust forward
on her shriveled neck.
Tobey paused, confused.
"I dunno," he said.
"Did he give you
the pretty bright thing? And did he give you the ax—" she paused and
repeated the word loudly—"the ax to bring home?"
Tobey caught at the
word. "The ax?" he cried. "The ax! Ugh! It was all sticky!"
He shuddered.
"Did pa give you
the ax?"
But the cloud had
settled. Tobey shook his head. "I dunno," he repeated his feeble
denial.
Munn advanced. "No
use, Mrs. Brenner, you see. Tobey, you'll have to come along with us."
Even to Tobey's brain
some of the strain in the atmosphere must have penetrated, for he drew back.
"Naw," he protested sulkily, "I don't want to."
Dick Roamer stepped to
his side. He laid his hand on Tobey's arm. "Come along," he urged.
Mrs. Brenner gave a
smothered gasp. Tobey woke to terror. He turned to run. In an instant the men
surrounded him. Trapped, he stood still, his head lowered in his shoulders.
"Ma!" he
screamed suddenly. "Ma! I don't want to go! Ma!"
He fell on his knees.
Heavy childish sobs racked him. Deserted, terrified, he called upon the only
friend he knew.
"Ma! Please,
Ma!"
Munn lifted him up. Dick
Roamer helped him, and between them they drew him to the door, his heart-broken
calls and cries piercing every corner of the room.
They whisked him out of
Mrs. Brenner's sight as quickly as they could. The other men piled out of the
door, blocking the last vision of her son, but his bleating cries came
shrilling back on the foggy air.
Mart closed the door.
Mrs. Brenner stood where she had been when Tobey had first felt the closing of
the trap and had started to run. She looked as though she might have been
carved there. Her light breath seemed to do little more than lift her flat
chest.
Mart turned from the
door. His eyes glittered. He advanced upon her hungrily like a huge cat upon an
enchanted mouse.
"So you thought
you'd yelp on me, did you?" he snarled, licking his lips. "Thought
you'd put me away, didn't you? Get me behind the bars, eh?"
"Blood!"
moaned the old woman in the corner. "Blood!"
Mart strode to the
table, pulling out from the bosom of his shirt a lumpy package wrapped in his
handkerchief. He threw it down on the table. It fell heavily with a sharp
ringing of coins.
"But I fooled you
this time! Mart wasn't so dull this time, eh?" He turned toward her again.
Between them, disturbed
in his resting-place on the table, the big bruised yellow butterfly raised
himself on his sweeping wings.
Mart drew back a little.
The butterfly flew toward Olga and brushed her face with a velvety softness.
Then Brenner lurched
toward her, his face black with fury, his arm upraised. She stood still,
looking at him with wide eyes in which a gleam of light showed.
"You devil!"
she said, in a little, whispering voice. "You killed that man! You gave
Tobey the watch and the ax! You changed shoes with him! You devil! You
devil!"
He drew back for a blow.
She did not move. Instead she mocked him, trying to smile.
"You whelp!"
she taunted him. "Go on and hit me! I ain't running! And if you don't
break me to bits I'm going to the sheriff and I'll tell him what you said to me
just now. And he'll wonder how you got all that money in your pockets. He knows
we're as poor as church-mice. How you going to explain what you got?"
"I ain't going to
be such a fool as to keep it on me!" Mart crowed with venomous mirth.
"You nor the sheriff nor any one won't find it where I'm going to put
it!"
The broken woman leaned
forward, baiting him. The strange look of exaltation and sacrifice burned in
her faded eyes. "I've got you, Mart!" she jeered. "You're going
to swing yet! I'll even up with you for Tobey! You didn't think I could do it,
did you? I'll show you! You're trapped, I tell you! And I done it!"
She watched Mart swing
around to search the room and the blank window with apprehensive eyes. She
sensed his eerie dread of the unseen. He couldn't see any one. He couldn't hear
a sound. She saw that he was wet with the cold perspiration of fear. It would
enrage him. She counted on that. He turned back to his wife in a white fury.
She leaned toward him, inviting his blows as martyrs welcome the torch that
will make their pile of fagots a blazing bier.
He struck her. Once.
Twice. A rain of blows given in a blind passion that drove her to her knees,
but she clung stubbornly, with rigid fingers to the table-edge. Although she
was dazed she retained consciousness by a sharp effort of her failing will. She
had not yet achieved that for which she was fighting.
The dull thud of the
blows, the confusion, the sight of the blood drove the old woman in the corner
suddenly upright on her tottering feet. Her rheumy eyes glared affrighted at
the sight of the only friend she recognized in all her mad, black world lying
there across the table. She stood swaying in a petrified terror for a moment.
Then with a thin wail, "He's killing her!" she ran around them and
gained the door.
With a mighty effort
Olga Brenner lifted her head so that her face, swollen beyond recognition, was
turned toward her mother-in-law. Her almost sightless eyes fastened themselves
on the old woman.
"Run!" she
cried. "Run to the village!"
The mad woman, obedient
to that commanding voice, flung open the door and lurched over the threshold
and disappeared in the fog. It came to Mart that the woman running through the
night with her wail of terror was the greatest danger he would know. Olga
Brenner saw his look of sick terror. He started to spring after the mad woman,
forgetful of the half-conscious creature on her knees before him.
But as he turned, Olga,
moved by the greatness of her passion, forced strength into her maimed body. With
a straining leap she sprawled herself before him on the floor. He stumbled,
caught for the table, and fell with a heavy crash, striking his head on a
near-by chair. Olga raised herself on her shaking arms and looked at him.
Minute after minute passed, and yet he lay still. A second long ten minutes
ticked itself off on the clock, which Olga could barely see. Then Mart opened
his eyes, sat up, and staggered to his feet.
Before full
consciousness could come to him again, his wife crawled forward painfully and
swiftly coiled herself about his legs. He struggled, still dizzy from his fall,
bent over and tore at her twining arms, but the more he pulled the tighter she
clung, fastening her misshapen fingers in the lacing of his shoes. He swore!
And he became panic-stricken. He began to kick at her, to make lunges toward
the distant door. Kicking and fighting, dragging her clinging body with him at
every move, that body which drew him back one step for every two forward steps
he took, at last he reached the wall. He clutched it, and as his hand slipped
along trying to find a more secure hold he touched the cold iron of a
long-handled pan hanging there.
With a snarl he snatched
it down, raised it over his head, and brought it down upon his wife's back. Her
hands opened spasmodically and fell flat at her sides. Her body rolled over,
limp and broken. And a low whimper came from her bleeding lips.
Satisfied, Mart paused
to regain his breath. He had no way of knowing how long this unequal fight had
been going on. But he was free. The way of escape was open. He laid his hand on
the door.
There were voices. He
cowered, cast hunted glances at the bloody figure on the floor, bit his
knuckles in a frenzy.
As he looked, the eyes
opened in his wife's swollen face, eyes aglow with triumph. "You'll swing
for it, Mart!" she whispered faintly. "And the money's on the table!
Tobey's saved!"
Rough hands were on the
door. A flutter of breath like a sigh of relief crossed her lips and her lids
dropped as the door burst open to a tide of men.
The big yellow butterfly
swung low on his golden wings and came to rest on her narrow, sunken breast.
By FLETA CAMPBELL SPRINGER
from Harper's
Magazine
In the taxi Ayling
suddenly realized that there was no need for all this haste. After twenty-five
years, and a loitering, circuitous journey home—six weeks to the day since he
had said good-by to India—this last-minute rush was, to say the least,
illogical, particularly as there was no one in London waiting for him; no one
who was even aware of his arrival. Indeed, it was likely that there was no one
in London who was aware of his existence, except, perhaps, the clerk of the
club, to whom he had telegraphed ahead for accommodations.
The rigidity of his posture,
straining forward there on his seat, became suddenly painful and absurd. He
tried to relax, but the effort was more than it was worth, and he sat forward
again, looking out.
Yes, things were
familiar enough—but familiar like old photographs one has forgotten the
significance of. The emotion had gone out of them. It was the new things, the
unfamiliar contours, that were most apparent, that seemed to thrust upon his
consciousness the city's gigantic, self-centered indifference. Yet it was just
that quality that he had loved most in London. She had let him alone. She had
been—he recalled the high-flown phrase of his youth—the supremely indifferent
friend! Perhaps, he thought to himself, when one is fifty, one cares less to be
"let alone"; less for indifference as the supreme attribute of a
friend.
He felt a queer sweep of
homesickness for India, whence he had come; but to feel homesick for India was
ridiculous, since he had just come out of India because he was homesick for
England. He had been homesick for England, he had been telling himself, for all
those twenty-five years.
Well! here he was. Home!
Strange he hadn't
thought of the automobiles and the electricity, and the difference they would
make.
The taxi backed
suddenly, gears shifted, and drew up alongside the curb. Looking out, Ayling
recognized the high, familiar street door of the club. Something about it had
been changed, or replaced, he couldn't quite make out what. The driver opened
the door, lifted out Ayling's bag, and deposited it expertly with a swing on
the step. Then he waited respectfully while Ayling fished in his pockets for
change. Having received it, he leaped with great agility to the seat, shifted
gears, chugged, backed and turned, and was abruptly round the corner and out of
sight.
At the desk, Ayling
experienced a momentary surprise to find himself actually expected.
"Mr. Ayling? Yes,
sir. Your room is ready, I believe." The clerk rang a bell, and began to
give instructions about Mr. Ayling's luggage.
Ayling felt that he
ought to ask for some one, inquire if some of the old members were in; but,
standing there, he could not think of a single name except names of a few
non-resident members like himself, men who were at that moment in India.
"Will you go up,
sir?"
"Later," said
Ayling. "Just send up my things."
He crossed the foyer and
entered the lounge. Here, as before in the streets, it was the changes of which
he was most aware—figured hangings in place of the old red velours, the
upholstery renewed on the old chairs and divans. Strangers sat here and there
in the familiar nooks, strangers who looked up at him with a mild curiosity and
returned to their papers or their cigars. He wandered on through the rooms,
seeking—without quite saying so to himself—seeking a familiar face, and found
none. Even the proportions of the rooms seemed changed; he could hardly have
said just how; not much, but slightly, though, all in all, the club was the
same. Names began to come back to him; memories resurrected themselves, rose
out of corners to greet him as he passed. They began to give him a queer sense
of his own unreality, as if he himself were only another memory.... Abruptly he
turned, made his way back to the desk, and asked to be shown to his room. There
he spent an hour puttering aimlessly, adjusting his things, putting in the
time.
Then he dressed and went
down to a solitary dinner. There was a great activity in the club at that hour,
comings and goings, in parties of four and five. He found a kind of dolorous
amusement in seeing now much more at home all the youngsters about him seemed
than he. And he had been at home there when they were in the nursery doing
sums.
Here and there at the
tables were older men, men of his own age, and he reflected that among them
might easily be some of his boyhood friends. He would never know them now. He
searched their faces for a familiar feature, watched them for a gesture he
might recognize. But in the end he gave it up. "Old town," he said to
himself, "old town, by Jove! you've forgotten me!"
That night he went alone
to a theater, walked back through the crowds to the club, and went immediately
to bed. He was grateful to find himself suddenly very tired.
The next morning he rose
late and did not leave his room until noon, when he went down to a solitary
lunch. After lunch he stopped at the clerk's window and inquired about one or
two old members. The clerk looked up the names. After a good deal of inquiry
and fussing about, he ascertained that one of the gentlemen was in China, one
was dead, and a third about whom Ayling also inquired could not be traced at
all. Ayling went out and walked for a while through the streets, but was driven
back to the club by the chill drizzle which suddenly began to descend.
He sat down in a chair
near a window that had been his favorite. Settled there, he remembered the
position of a near-by bell, just under the window-curtain.... Yes, there it
was. He rang, and a waiter came—a rotund, pink-faced, John-Bullish waiter, with
little white tufts on each cheek. Ayling ordered a whisky-and-soda, and when
presently the waiter brought it Ayling asked how long he had been in the
service of the club.
"Thirty-five years,
sir."
Ayling looked at the old
man in astonishment. "Do you remember me?" he asked.
The old waiter, schooled
to remember at first glance if he remembered at all, looked afresh at Ayling.
"I see so many faces, sir—I couldn't just at the moment say—"
"And I
suppose," said Ayling, "you've brought me whisky-and-soda here, to
this very chair, no end of times. What's your name?"
"Chedsey,
sir."
"Seems
familiar—" He shook his head. "You don't recall a Mr.
Ayling—twenty-five or thirty years ago?"
"Ayling, sir? I
recall there was a member of that name.... You're not
Mr. Ayling, sir?"
"We're not very
flattering, either of us, it seems. But then, privilege of the aged, I
suppose."
"Beg pardon, sir.
I'm sorry—I ought to remember you."
"We're wearing
masks, Chedsey, you and I."
"You're right, sir,
I'm afraid."
They regarded each
other, those two, Chedsey, rotund and pink, looking down upon Ayling, long and
lean, with fine wrinkles about his eyes, and hair considerably grayed,
wondering, both of them, why names should be so much more enduring than they
themselves had been.
It was not until Ayling
had begun to ask Chedsey for news of old friends, and chanced almost at once to
mention Lonsdale, that both he and the old waiter exclaimed in the same breath,
"Major Lonsdale!" as if the Major's name had been a key to open the
doors of both their memories.
"And you're young
Mr. Dick Ayling! I remember you perfectly now!" Chedsey beamed. How could
he have failed to remember any one of those gay young friends of the major's?
"And where,"
asked Ayling, "is the major now?"
"Major Lonsdale,
sir—has been gone seven years. Hadn't you heard?"
Lonsdale gone! Lonsdale
dead! Lonsdale had begun life so brilliantly. Ayling did feel left over and
old.
"What
happened?" he asked, and Chedsey, glad to talk of the major, told how he
had left the club to be Major Lonsdale's man just after he came back from the
Boer War. How things hadn't seemed to go well with the major after that; he
lost money—just how, Chedsey didn't say, but gave one to understand that it was
a misfortune beyond the major's control. In the end he was forced to give up
his house, and Chedsey came back to the club. A few years later the major was
taken with pneumonia, quite suddenly, and died. Did Mr. Ayling know Major
Lonsdale's wife?
"Yes," said
Ayling. "What became of Mrs. Lonsdale?"
"Here in London,
sir."
"Wasn't
there," asked Ayling, "a child, a little girl?"
"Ah, Miss Peggy,
sir!" It was plain that "Miss Peggy" was one of Chedsey's
enthusiasms. A young lady now ... and soon to be married to a fine young
gentleman of one of the best Scotch families.... She'll have a title some
day.... Picture in the Sketch recently—perhaps he could find
it for Mr. Ayling.
"Never mind,"
said Ayling, who was not thinking of Miss Peggy at all, but of her parents,
young Major Harry Lonsdale, and his pretty wife.—He remembered her as a
bride—Bessie, the major had called her—a graceful young creature with brown
hair and brown-flecked eyes, already at that age a charming hostess in the fine
old house Harry Lonsdale had inherited from his father.
"They are living in
Cambridge Terrace," Chedsey was saying. "Would Mr. Ayling like the
address?"
Ayling wrote down the
address Chedsey gave him, and put it away in his pocket, with no more definite
idea than that some day, if opportunity offered, he might look her up, for his
old friend's sake.
He began to inquire
about other men—Carrington, Farnsby, Blake. Dead, all three of them—Farnsby
only last spring. Was it some fate that pursued his particular friends? But
those men had all, he reflected, been older than he. And yet, he recalled the
words of his doctor:
"A man's as old as
his arteries. You've been too long out here. Be sensible, Ayling.... Go
home—take it easy—rest. You'll have a long time yet...."
Just a week later, to
the day, Ayling stepped into a telephone-booth, looked up Mrs. Lonsdale's
number, and telephoned. He had not counted upon loneliness.
At forty-five Bessie
Lonsdale had encountered one of those universal experiences which invariably
give us, as individuals, so strong a sense of surprise. She had discovered
suddenly, upon completion of the task to which she had so long given her
energies, that she had become the task; that she no longer had any identity
apart from it. And her consciousness of having arrived at exactly the place
where hundreds before her must have arrived had only added to the strangeness
of her experience.
A week ago she had seen
her twenty-year-old daughter off to the north of Scotland for a month's visit
to the family which she was soon to enter as a bride. It seemed to her that
Peggy had never been so lovely as when she said good-by to her at the station
that day, slim, fragrant, shining-eyed, and looking very patrician indeed in
her smart sable jacket (cut from the luxurious sable cape that had been part of
her mother's trousseau), with the violets pinned into the buttonhole. And
Bessie Lonsdale had seen with pride and no twinge of jealousy the admiration in
the eyes of that aristocratic, if somewhat stern-faced, old lady who was to be
Peggy's mother-in-law, and who, with true Scotch propriety, had come all the
way down to London to take her home with her.
"I don't like
leaving you alone," Peggy had said, as they kissed each other good-by.
"You're going to let yourself be dull."
And her mother had
patted the soft cheek, and replied: "I'm going to enjoy every minute of
it. I mean to have a good rest and get acquainted with myself."
When, a few moments
later, she waved them good-by as the train moved slowly out of the station,
Bessie Lonsdale had turned away with a long-drawn and involuntary sigh—a sigh
of thanksgiving and relief.
Peggy at last was safe!
Her happiness and her future assured. All those years of hoping and holding
steady had come now to this happy end. Ever since her husband's early death
Bessie Lonsdale had centered herself upon the future of her child. She had had
only her few hundred a year saved from the wreck of her husband's affairs, but
she had set her course, and, with an air of sailing in circles for pleasure's
sake, stood clear of the rocks and shoals. She had never borrowed; she had
never apologized; had never been considered a poor relation, or spoken of as
pathetic or "brave." Her little flat was an achievement. It was
astonishing how she had managed at once so much simplicity, so much downright
comfort, and so charming an atmosphere. She had done so much with so little,
yet hers were not anxious rooms, like the rooms of so many women of small
means. They had space, repose, good cheer, even an air of luxury. It was the
home of a gentlewoman who could make a little better than "the best of
things." She had even entertained a little, now and then—more of late, now
that Peggy's education was complete—but this at the cost of many economies in
the right quarter, and many extravagances also rightly placed.
Call this
"climbing" if you will, and a stress upon false values. Bessie Lonsdale
gave herself to no such futile speculations as that. She was too busy at her
task. She was neither so young nor so hypocritical as to pretend that these
things were to be despised. She had done only what every other mother in the
world wishes to do—to guide and protect her child and see her future provided
for; only she had done it more efficiently than most; had brought, perhaps, a
greater fitness or a greater consecration to the task. And the success of her
achievement lay in the art with which she had concealed all trace of effort and
strain. Peggy herself would have been first to laugh at the notion that her
mother had had anything whatever to do with her falling in love with Andrew
McCrae. She believed that it was by the sheer prodigality of the Fates that,
besides being in love with her, romantically, as only a Scotchman can be, young
Andrew McCrae was heir to one of the most substantial fortunes in all the
north, and would succeed to a title one day....
So Bessie Lonsdale had
sighed her deep sigh of peace and gone back to her flat. And because she had
really wanted to be alone she had sent her one faithful old servant away for a
long-postponed visit to country relatives. Then she had sat down to rest, and
to "get acquainted with herself." And in two days she had made her
discovery. There was no "herself." She had been Peggy's mother so
long that Bessie Lonsdale as a separate entity had entirely ceased to exist.
It was at the end of the
week that Ayling telephoned. And, although she had been avoiding even chance
meetings with acquaintances, she found herself asking Ayling, whom she had not
seen for twenty-five years, and whom she had known but slightly then, to come
that day at five to tea. She realized only after she had left the telephone
that it was because his voice had come to her out of that far time before she
had become the mother of Peggy, and because she had a vague sort of hope that
he might help to bring back a bit of the old self she had lost.
She was, when she
thought of it, a little puzzled by his looking her up. Had he and Harry been
such friends?
Promptly at five he
came. At the door they greeted each other with a sudden unexpected warmth. And
while he was clasping her hand and saying how jolly it was, after all this
time, to find her here, and she was saying how nice it was to see him,
how nice of him to look her up, he was thinking to himself that he might have
recognized her by the brown-flecked eyes, and she was thinking, "He's an
old man, older than I—the age Harry would have been——"
"So you've come
home," she said, "to stay?"
"Yes, we all do.
It's what we look forward to out there."
"I know." With
a little hospitable gesture and a step backward she brought him in.
They had not mentioned
the major who was gone, nor had they mentioned the years that had passed since
their last meeting, yet suddenly, without any premonition, those two turned
their eyes away from each other, to avoid bursting senselessly into tears. An
almost inconceivable disaster, yet one for the moment perilously imminent.
Yet neither of them was
thinking of Major Lonsdale nor of anything so grievous as death; they were
thinking of those terrifying little wrinkles round their eyes, and of the
little up-and-down lines that would never disappear, and something inside them both
gave suddenly away, melted, flooding them inside with tears that must not be
shed.
She held out her hand
for his hat and stick. For an instant they both felt a deep constraint, and as
he was getting out of his coat each wondered if the other had noticed it.
Ayling turned about and
stumbled awkwardly over a small hassock on the floor, and they both laughed,
which helped them recover themselves.
"How long has it
really been?" she asked, as she faced him beside the fire.
"Twenty-five
years." He smiled at her, shaking his head. "Twenty-five years!"
"You must feel
the prodigal son!"
"Not until I came
in your door just now, I didn't at all." And then, without in the least
intending to say it, he added, "You were the only person in London I
knew."
It was the first of many
things he had not intended to tell. As it was the first of many afternoons when
they sat before the fire in her pretty drawing-room—that gallant little blaze
that did its best to combat the gloom and chill of London's late winter
rains—and drank their tea and talked, the comfortable, scattering talk of old
friends; although it was not because of the past that they were friends, but
because of the present and their mutual need. They did not speak of loneliness;
it was a word, perhaps, of which they were both afraid.
When they talked of her
husband, of the old house, the old days, she felt herself coming back,
materializing gradually again, out of the past. Ayling said to himself that he
could talk to Bessie Lonsdale of things he had never been able to speak of to
any one else, because they had had so much common experience. For from the
beginning Ayling had had the illusion that Bessie Lonsdale, as well as he, had
been away all those years, and had just come back to London again. He had said
this to her as he was leaving on that first afternoon, and she had smiled and
said, "So I have, just that—I've been away and come back, and I hardly
know where to begin." Later he understood. For once or twice he met there
a few of her friends, people who dropped in to inquire what she had heard from
Peggy; people who talked of how they were missing Peggy, of the time when she
would be coming home, of her approaching wedding, and one and all they
commented upon the emptiness of the flat without Peggy there, and how lonely it
must be for dear Mrs. Lonsdale with Peggy away.
"I seem to be the
only person in London not missing Peggy," he said to her one day. Her
brown-flecked eyes looked at him straight for an instant, and then slowly they
smiled, for she knew that he understood. She had not needed to tell him, for he
had divined it for himself. Just as he had not needed to tell her how much her
being in London had meant to him.
As it was, the incessant
chill and dampness of the weather had done his health no good. His blood was
thin from long years of Indian sun, and he found it a constant effort to
resist. The gloom seemed even worse than the cold, and, although he had thought
that he should never wish for sun again, after India, he did wish for it now,
wished for it until it became a sheer physical need. For the first time in his
life he began to feel that he was getting old. Or was it, he asked himself,
only that he had time now to think of such things? Bessie Lonsdale saw it, for
her eyes were quick and keen, and she had long been in the habit of mothering.
"It's this beastly London," she said. "I know!" And it was
she who made him promise to go away for a week in the country, where he might
have a glimpse at least of the sun. He remembered an inn at Homebury St. Mary,
where he had spent a summer as a child, and it was there, for no reason except
the memory of so much sun, that he planned to go, "by the middle of next
week," he said, "when Peggy will be coming home."
They had been talking of
her return, and he had confessed to the notion that he would feel himself
superfluous, out of place, somehow, when Peggy came home. His confession had
pleased her, she hardly knew why. As for herself, she had had something of the
same thought that when Peggy came there would be—well, a different atmosphere.
She was looking forward
daily now to a letter saying by what train Peggy would return. On Thursday
there arrived, instead, a letter from Lady McCrae, begging that they be allowed
"to keep our dear Peggy for another ten days." The heavy weather had
kept the young people indoors, and a great many excursions which they had
planned had had to be put off on account of it. She said, in her dignified way,
many things vastly pleasing to a mother's heart, and Mrs. Lonsdale could do
nothing but write, giving her consent.
When she had written the
letter and sent it off she began to be curiously depressed, and she wandered
through the flat, conscious at last of just how much she had really missed
Peggy's laughter, her gaiety, and her swift young step. The week before her
loomed longer than all the time she had been away.
That afternoon she told
Ayling her news, but it was not until she had finished telling him that she
remembered that he, too, would be going away. She hadn't known until then how
much his being there had meant.
"I don't
know," she said, "how I shall put in the week! After all, I've been
missing her more than I knew."
It occurred to Ayling
that, standing there before him with Lady McCrae's letter, which she had been
showing him, in her hand, she was exactly like a little girl who was going to
be left all alone.
The idea came to him
suddenly. "Look here, Bessie; come down to Homebury St. Mary with me! It
would do you no end of good."
The quality of their
friendship was clear in the simplicity with which he made the suggestion, and
the absence of self-consciousness with which she heard it made.
"I should love
it!" she said.
"Then come along.
You've nothing to keep you here; the country's just what you need."
She did not answer at
once, but stood looking away from him, a little frown between her eyes. She was
thinking how absurd it would be to object, and how equally absurd it seemed to
say yes. It was so nice to have some one think of her as he
thought of himself, simply, normally, humanly, as Dick Ayling seemed to have
thought of her from the first.
Then abruptly she
accepted his simplification. "I'll go," she said.
"Good! I'll
telephone through for a room for you.... When can you be ready?" he asked.
"To-day—this
afternoon. Let's get away before I discover all the reasons to prevent! I won't
bother about a lot of luggage—my big bag will do."
"Great! I'll ask
about trains."
All at once, like two
children, they became immensely exhilarated at the prospect before them—a
week's holiday!
He went to the telephone
and presently reported: "There's a train at two-forty. Can you make it by
then?"
She looked at the clock
on the mantel. "We'll make it," she said.
He was getting into his
coat. "I'll go on to the club, get my things together, and come back for
you at two-fifteen, then."
He rushed away, both of
them almost forgetting to say good-by, and she went into her bedroom to pack.
When, promptly at
two-fifteen, he rang her bell, she was waiting, hat and gloves on, and called
out, "All ready!" as the taxi-driver followed Ayling up for her
bag....
The spring had come up
to meet them at Homebury St. Mary. So Bessie Lonsdale said to herself when she
woke in her old-fashioned chintz-curtained room. The sun shone in at the
windows, the air was balmy and sweet, and lifting herself on her elbow, she saw
in a little round swale in the garden outside a faint showing of green nestled
into the damp brown earth.
She got up, rang for a
maid, who came, smiling, white-capped, rosy-cheeked. She had coffee and rolls
with rich country cream while she dressed. Her room opened directly into the
garden, and she put on stout boots and a walking-suit and a soft little hat of
green felt, and went out. Ayling, who had evidently risen early, was coming
toward her, swinging a great, freshly whittled staff cut from the woods beyond
the inn. He called to her:
"You see! The
sun does shine at Homebury St. Mary!" And then, as if in
gratitude for so glorious a day, he wished to be fair to the rest of the world,
he added, as he came up, "I wonder if it's shining in London, too."
"London?" she
said. "London? There's no such place!"
"Glad you
came?" he asked.
"Glad!" Her
tone was enough.
"That's a jolly
green hat," he said, and made her a little bow.
"Glad you like
it," she laughed. "And that's a jolly staff."
He showed it off
proudly. "Work of art," he said. "I made one just like it when I
was here the summer I was twelve—I remembered it this morning when I woke up,
and I came out to get this one."
She admired it
critically, particularly the initials of the dark bark left on, but suggested
an improvement about the knob.
"By Jove! you're
right," he admitted, and set to work with his knife.
They were like two
youngsters out of school. All morning they idled out-of-doors, exploring the little
lanes that led off into the buff-colored hills, returning at noon, ravenous, to
lunch in the dining-room of the inn, parting afterward in the corridor, and
going to their own rooms to rest and read. At four Ayling tapped at her door to
say that there was in the sitting-room "an absolutely enormous tea."
That night, before a
beautiful fire in the sitting-room, they caught each other yawning at half past
nine, and at ten they said good-night.
It had been so perfect
that the next day found them following the same routine. And the next day, and
the next. Bessie Lonsdale had not felt for years so much peace and so much
strength. In their morning walks together her strength showed greater than his.
The bracing air exhilarated her, and she felt she could have walked forever in
the lovely rolling hills. Once she had walked on and on, faster and faster, not
noticing how she had quickened her pace, her head up, facing the light wind
blowing in from the sea. And, turning to ask a question of Ayling at her side, his
white face stopped her instantly.
"Oh, I am sorry!
Forgive me," she said.
He smiled, embarrassed,
and waited a moment for breath before he said, "It's just the wind; it's
pretty stiff."
And she had said no
more, because it embarrassed him, but she suited her pace to his after that,
never forgiving herself for her thoughtlessness. And she chose, instead of the
hill roads, the level, winding lanes.
For five perfect spring
days they spent their mornings out-of-doors in the sun, lunched, parted until
tea, met at dinner again, and said good night at a preposterously early hour.
And they could not have said whether they amused or interested or merely
comforted each other. Perhaps they did all three. At any rate, it was an idyll
of its kind, and of more genuine beauty than many less platonic idylls have
been.
On the morning of the
sixth day Bessie Lonsdale went out into the garden as usual, to find the sky
overcast with light, fleecy clouds. But the air was soft, and she wandered
about for half an hour before it occurred to her that perhaps Ayling was
waiting for her inside. She went in to look, but saw him nowhere, and decided
that he was sleeping late. She waited until eleven, and then went out to walk
by herself. But she did not relish the walk because she was uneasy about
Ayling. She was afraid he was ill. She forced herself to go on a little way,
but when she came to the second turn in the road, she faced abruptly about and
came back to the inn. Still Ayling was nowhere about. He was not in the garden;
he was not in the coffee-room. She went to her own room and sat down with a
book, but she could not read. So she went into the corridor, searching for some
one of whom she might inquire. But no one was visible.
Ayling's room opened off
of the little public sitting-room at the end of the corridor. She went on until
she reached the sitting-room, which she entered, and then stood still,
listening for some sound from beyond Ayling's door. The silence seemed to grow
round her; it filled the room, it spread through the house. And then, propelled
by that silence toward the door, she put out her hand and knocked softly. There
was no response. She repeated the knock—twice—and only that pervading silence
answered her. She took hold of the knob and turned it without a sound; the door
gave inward and she stepped inside the room. The bed faced her, and Ayling was
lying there, on his side. Even before she saw his face, her own heart told her
that he was dead.... He lay there quite peacefully, as if he had died in his
sleep.
For an instant Bessie
Lonsdale thought she was going to faint. And then, moved by the force of an
emotion which seemed to take possession of her from the outside, an emotion
which she could not recognize, but which was irresistible and which, as the
silence had propelled her a moment ago, took her backward now, step by step,
noiselessly, out of that room; caused her to close the door after her, and,
still moving backward without a sound, to come to a stop in the middle of the
little sitting-room. For now that strange fear, premonition—she knew not
what—which seemed to have been traveling toward her from a great distance,
seemed suddenly to concentrate itself into a single name, "Peggy!"
... Confused, swirling, the connotations that accompanied the name took possession
of her mind, of her body, her will. Peggy was threatened....
Through this thing that had happened Peggy's happiness might be destroyed! In a
flash she saw the story—the cold facts printed in a newspaper—as they would
undoubtedly be—or told by gossips, glad of a scandal to repeat: She, Peggy's
mother—and Richard Ayling together at a country inn—the sudden and sensational
discovery of Ayling's death.... She could see the stern face of Lady McCrae—the
accusing blue eyes of Andrew McCrae ... and Peggy's stricken face.
She tried to pull
herself together—to think; her thoughts were not reasoning thoughts, but
unrelated, floating, detached....
Suddenly, by some
strange alchemy of her mind, three things stood out clear. They stood out like
the three facts of a simple syllogism.
There was nothing she
could do for Richard Ayling now.... No one knew she was here.... A train for
London passed Homebury St. Mary a little after noon.
All the years of Bessie
Lonsdale's motherhood commanded her to act. Her muscles alone seemed to hear
and obey. She was like a person hypnotized, who had been ordered with great
detail and precision what to do.
Soundlessly, she went
from the room and down the length of the corridor. In her own room she threw
scattered garments into a bag, swept in the things from the dresser, glanced
into the mirror, and was astonished to see that she had on her coat and hat.
Then out through the door that led to the garden, a sharp turn to the right,
and she was off, walking swiftly, with no sensation of touching the earth. A
train whistled in the distance, came into sight. She raced with it, reached the
station just as it drew alongside and came to a stop. The guard took her bag,
and she swung onto the step. It did not seem strange to her that she had reached
the station at precisely the same time as the train. It seemed only natural ...
in accordance with the plan....
At seventeen minutes
past three o'clock Bessie Lonsdale hurried into a telephone-booth in Victoria
Station, called up a friend, and asked her to tea. Then she took a taxi to
within a block of the flat, where she dismissed the taxi, went into a
pastry-shop, bought some cakes, and five minutes later she was taking off her
hat and coat in her own bedroom.
She worked quickly,
automatically, without any sense of exertion, still as if she but obeyed a
hypnotist's command. At four o'clock a leaping fire in the drawing-room grate
flickered cheerily against silver tea-things, against the sheen of newly dusted
mahogany; books lay here and there, carelessly, a late illustrated review open
as if some one had just put it down, and dressed in a soft gown of blue crêpe,
Bessie Lonsdale received her guest. She was not an intimate friend, but a
casual one whom she did not often see. A Mrs. Downey, who loved to talk of
herself and of her own affairs. Bessie Lonsdale did not know why she had chosen
her. Her brain had seemed to work without direction, independent of her will.
She could never have directed it so well.
Even now, as she brought
her in and heard herself saying easy, friendly, commonplace things, she had no
sense of willing herself to say them consciously. They said themselves. She
heard nothing that Mrs. Downey said, yet she answered her. Later, while she was
pouring Mrs. Downey's tea, she remembered a time, over a year ago, when she had
heard Mrs. Downey say, "Two, and no cream." She put in the two lumps,
and was startled to hear her guest exclaim, "My dear, what a memory!"
... She did not know whether Mrs. Downey told her one or many things that
afternoon. Only certain words, parts of sentences, gestures, imprinted
themselves upon her mind, never to be erased. She seemed divided into two
separate selves, neither of them complete—one, the intenser of the two, was at
Homebury St. Mary, looking down upon Ayling's still, dead face; and that self
was filled with pity, with remorse, with a tenderness that hurt. The other self
was here, in a gown of blue crêpe, drinking tea, and possessed of a voice which
she could hear vaguely making the conversation one makes when nothing has
happened, when one has been lonely and a little bored....
All at once something
was going on in the room, a clangor that seemed to waken Bessie Lonsdale out of
the unreality of a dream. It summoned her will to come back to its control.
Mrs. Downey was smiling
and saying in an ordinary tone, "Your telephone."
Bessie Lonsdale rose and
crossed the room, took the receiver from its stand, said, "Yes," and
waited.
A man's voice came over
the wire. "I wish to speak to Mrs. Lonsdale, please."
"I am Mrs.
Lonsdale," she said in a smooth, low voice. Her voice was perfectly smooth
because her will had deserted her again. Only her brain worked, clearly,
independently.
"Ah, Mrs. Lonsdale;
this is Mr. Burke speaking, Mr. Franklin Burke, of the Cosmos Club. I am making
an effort to get into touch with friends of Mr. Richard Ayling, and I am told
by a man named Chedsey, who I believe was at one time in your employ, that Mr.
Ayling is an old friend of your family."
"Yes," she
said, "we are old friends."
"You knew, then, I
presume, that Mr. Ayling had gone away—to the country some days ago."
"Yes," she
said, again, "I knew that he had not been well and that he had gone out of
town for a week.... Is there—anything?" Her heart was beating very loudly
in her ears.
"I dislike to be
the bearer of bad news, Mrs. Lonsdale, but I must tell you that we have
received a telephone message here at the club that—I hope it will not shock you
too much—that Mr. Ayling died sometime to-day, at an inn where he was staying,
at Homebury St. Mary, I believe."
His voice was very
gentle and concerned. She hesitated perceptibly, and his voice came over the
wire, "I'm sorry—very sorry, to tell you in this way—"
She heard herself
speaking: "Naturally, I—it's something of a shock...."
"Indeed I
understand."
Again she caught the
sound of her own voice, as if it belonged to some one else, "I suppose it
was his heart."
"He was known to
have a bad heart?"
"Yes; it has been
weak for years."
"I wonder, Mrs.
Lonsdale, if I may ask a favor of you. You know, of course, that Mr. Ayling had
very few close friends in London; you are, in fact, the only one we have been
able, on this short notice, to find. For that reason I am going to ask that you
let me come to see you this afternoon; you will understand that there are
certain formalities, facts which it will be necessary for us to have, which
only an old friend of Mr. Ayling could give—that we could get in no other
way...."
"I understand,
perfectly."
"Then I may
come?"
"Certainly."
... There was nothing else she could say.
She did not know how she
got rid of her guest, what explanation she made, nor how she happened to be
saying good-by to her at the very moment when the dignified, elderly Mr. Burke
arrived, so that they had to be introduced. Though she must have made some
adequate explanation, since Mrs. Downey's last words were, in the presence of
Mr. Burke, "It's always so hard, I think, to lose one's really old friends."
Mr. Burke came in. He
was very correct, very kind. He begged Mrs. Lonsdale to believe that it was
with the greatest regret that he called upon so sad an errand; that he came
only because it was necessary and she was the only person to whom they could
turn. He added that he had known her husband, Major Lonsdale, in his lifetime,
and hoped that she would consider him, therefore, not so entirely a stranger to
her.
She heard him as one
hears music far away, only the accents and the climaxes coming clear. He asked
her questions, and she was conscious of answering them: How long had she known
Mr. Ayling?—He and her husband had been boyhood friends; she had met him first
at the time of her marriage to Major Lonsdale. Had they kept up the friendship
during all these years?—No, she had heard nothing of Mr. Ayling since her
husband's death; she knew that he was in India; they had renewed the friendship
when he returned to England a short time ago.—Ah, it was probable, then, that
she knew very little about any attachments Mr. Ayling might have had?—Here Mr.
Burke shifted his position, coughed slightly, and said:
"I ask you these
questions, Mrs. Lonsdale, because of a very—may I say—a very unfortunate
element in connection with the case. It appears that there was a woman with Mr.
Ayling at the Homebury St. Mary inn."
Bessie Lonsdale waited,
she did not know for what. Whole minutes seemed to go by with the elderly Mr.
Burke sitting there in his attitude of formal sympathy before his voice began
again.
"I have only been
free to mention this to you, Mrs. Lonsdale, because of the fact that you will
hear of it in any case, since it must come out in the formalities—"
"Formalities?"
Her voice cut sharply into his.
"There will, of
course, be an inquest—an investigation—the usual thing. I have been in
communication with the coroner's office by telephone, and I have promised to
drive down to Homebury St. Mary myself this afternoon. He was away on another
case, and will not reach there himself until six. Meantime we must do what we
can. They will necessarily make an effort to discover the woman."
Bessie Lonsdale must
have given some sort of involuntary cry, the implication of which Mr. Burke
interpreted in his own way, for he changed his tone to say:
"I'm afraid, my
dear Mrs. Lonsdale, that she was a bit of a rotter, whoever she was, for
she—ran."
"Ran?" She
repeated the word.
He nodded.
"Disappeared."
She did not know what
expression it was of hers that caused him to say: "I don't wonder you look
so shocked. I was shocked. Women don't often do that sort of thing...."
She wanted to cry out that that sort of thing didn't often happen to women, but
he was going on. He had risen and was walking slowly up and down before the
smoldering fire, and in his incisive, deliberate, well-bred voice he was
excoriating the woman who had been so cowardly as to desert a dying man. "Even
if she hadn't seriously cared, or if, for that matter, she hadn't cared at all,
it would seem that mere common decency.... It puts, frankly, a very unpleasant
light on the whole affair.... Ayling was a gentleman, and—you will forgive me
for saying so, I'm sure—just the decent sort to be imposed upon, to allow
himself to be led into the most unfortunate affair."
She wanted to stop him,
to cry out, to protest. But his words were like physical blows which stunned
her and made her too weak to speak. She felt that if he went on much longer she
would lose consciousness altogether. Even now she heard only fragments of
words.
Suddenly she heard the
word "publicity." He had stopped before her and was looking down at
her.
"I think, Mrs.
Lonsdale, that the thing we both wish—that is, we at the club, and you, as his
friend—is to do what we can to save any unnecessary scandal in connection with
poor Ayling's death. It is the least we can do for him."
"Yes!" She
grasped frantically at the straw. "Yes, by all means that!"
"You would be
willing to help?"
"Yes, anything! But
what is there I can do?"
He was maddeningly
deliberate. "You are the only person, it appears—at least the only person
available—who has been aware of the condition of Mr. Ayling's heart. You can
say, can you not, with certainty, that he did suffer from a serious affection
of the heart?"
"He came home from
India on account of it."
"Very well, then.
It was also the verdict of the doctor who was called. I think together we may
be able to obviate the necessity of a too public investigation—at any rate, we
shall see. It must be done, of course, before the official investigation
begins. Therefore, if you will come down with me this afternoon, in my
car—"
"Come with you?
Where?"
"To the inn, at
Homebury," he said.
She was trapped ...
trapped.... The realization of it sprang upon her, but too late, for already
she cried out, "Oh, I couldn't—I couldn't do that!"
Mr. Burke was looking
down at her. He loomed above her like the figure of fate.... She was
trapped.... There was no way out, and suddenly she realized that she had risen
and said: "Forgive me! To be sure I will go."
"I
understand," said Mr. Burke, "how one shrinks from that sort of
thing."
She did not know what
she was going to do. She only knew that for this step, at least, she could no
longer resist. Again she had the sensation of speaking and moving
automatically, of decisions making themselves without the effort of her will.
She asked how soon he
wished to go, and he said, consulting his watch, that they ought to start at
once; his car was waiting in the street, since he had planned to go on directly
from her house. She excused herself, and went to her room. She did not change
her dress, but put on a long, warm coat, her hat, her veil, her gloves, and
made sure of her key in her purse. Then she came out and said she was ready to
go. He complimented her, with a smile, on the short time it had taken her, and
she wondered if he had really seen her hesitation of a few moments before. They
went down the stairs together. At the curb a chauffeur stood beside a motor,
into which, with the utmost consideration for her comfort, Mr. Burke handed
her. Then he gave his instructions to the chauffeur, and followed her in.
And there began for
Bessie Lonsdale that fantastic ride in which she felt herself being carried
forward, as if on the effortless wings of fate itself, to the very scene from
which she had fled.
She had no idea, no
dramatization in her mind, of what awaited her or of what she intended to do.
Her imagination refused to focus upon it; and, strangely, she seemed almost to
be resting, leaning back against the tufted cushions, resting against the time
when she should be called upon for her strength. For she only knew that when
the time came to act she would act.
It was curious how she
did not think of Peggy. She was like a lover who has been set a herculean task
to accomplish before he may even think of his beloved.
Beside her, Mr. Burke
seemed to understand that she did not wish to talk. Perhaps he was thinking of other
things; after all, he had not been Richard Ayling's friend; it was only a human
duty he performed.
Long stretches went by
in which she saw nothing on either side, and other stretches in which
everything—houses, trees, objects of all kinds—were exceedingly clear cut and
magnified....
"I'm afraid,"
said Mr. Burke's voice, "that we're running into a storm."
Bessie Lonsdale looked
up, and saw that those fleecy, light-gray clouds which she had seen in the sky
early that morning as she stood waiting for Ayling in the garden of the inn,
and which had been gathering all day, hung now black and menacing just above
her head.
It descended upon them
suddenly; torrents ran in the road. The wind veered, and sent great gusts of
rain into the car. The chauffeur turned and asked if he should stop and put the
curtains up. Mr. Burke said no, to go on, they might run through it, and it was
too violent to last. Meantime he worked with the curtains himself, and she
helped. But it was no use; they were getting drenched, and the wind whipped the
curtains out of their hands. Mr. Burke leaned forward and called to the
chauffeur to ask if there was any place near where they might stop.
"There's an inn
about half a mile farther on. Shall I make it?"
"By all
means."
They ran presently into
the strips of light that shed outward from the lighted windows of the inn. A
half-dozen motors already were lined up outside. They got out and together ran
for the door.
Inside, the small public
room was almost filled. People sat at the tables, ordering things to eat and
drink, and making the best of it. They chose a small corner table, a little
apart from the rest. The landlord bustled up and took their coats to dry before
the kitchen fire. A very gay, very dripping party of six came in, assembled with
much laughter the last two tables remaining unoccupied, and settled next to
them, so that they were no longer in a secluded spot.
In a few moments there
came in, almost blown through the door by a violent gust of wind and rain, a
short, stout, ruddy person, who, when the landlord had relieved him of his hat
and coat, stood looking about for a vacant seat. The landlord came toward the
table where sat Mrs. Lonsdale and Mr. Burke.
"Sorry, sir,"
he said; "it's the only place left."
"May I?" asked
the stranger, and at Mrs. Lonsdale's nod and smile, and Mr. Burke's assent, he
drew out the chair and sat down. The two men spoke naturally of the suddenness
of the storm, of the good fortune of finding a refuge so near.
Bessie Lonsdale was glad
of some one else, glad when she heard the stranger and Mr. Burke fall into the
easy passing conversation of men. It would relieve her of the necessity to
talk. It would give her time to think; for it seemed, dimly, that respite had
been offered her. Into her thoughts broke the voice of Mr. Burke addressing
her:
"How very singular,
Mrs. Lonsdale! This gentleman is Mr Ford, the coroner, also on his way to
Homebury!"
The stranger was on his
feet, bowing and acknowledging the introduction of Mr. Burke. Bessie Lonsdale
had the sensation of waters closing over her, yet she, too, was bowing and
acknowledging the introduction of Mr. Burke. She had a vivid impression of
light shining downward upon the red-gray hair of Mr. Ford, as he sat down
again; and of Mr. Burke saying something about "the case," and about
Mrs. Lonsdale being an old friend of the dead man; about her having been good
enough to volunteer to shed whatever light she might have upon the case, and of
their meeting being the "most fortunate coincidence."
Mr. Ford signified that
he, too, looked upon it in that way. They would go on to Homebury together, he
said, when the storm had cleared.
"I suppose,"
he asked, leaning forward a little, confidentially, "that Mrs. Lonsdale
knows of the—peculiar element——"
"The
woman—yes," said Mr. Burke. And Bessie Lonsdale inclined her head and
said, "I know."
"And do you know
who she was?"
She had only to make a
negative sign, for Mr. Burke, with nice consideration, anticipated her reply:
"Unfortunately, Mr.
Ford, no one appears to have the least idea who she might be. Mrs. Lonsdale,
however, has been able to clear up a point which may, I fancy, make the
identity of the woman less important than it might otherwise appear to be. Mrs.
Lonsdale has known for some time of the serious condition of Mr. Ayling's
heart. It was because of it, she tells me, that Mr. Ayling came home from
India. Mrs. Lonsdale's testimony, together with the statement of the physician
who was called, would seem to leave little doubt that it was merely a case of
heart."
Mr. Ford was nodding his
head. "So it would," he said. "Yes, so it would." He
stopped nodding, and sat there an instant, as if he were thinking of something
else. "If that's the case," he broke out, "what a rotter, by Jove!
that woman was!"
"Rotter, I think,"
said Mr. Burke, "was precisely the word I used."
And Bessie Lonsdale
listened for the second time that day while two voices, now, instead of one,
were lifted in excoriation of some woman who seemed to grow, as they talked,
only a shade less real than herself.
She had again the
sensation of the words beating upon her like blows which she was powerless to
resist. She lost, as one does in physical pain, all sense of time....
"However," Mr.
Ford brought down his hand with a kind of judicial finality, "if Mrs.
Lonsdale will come on down with us now—the storm seems to have slackened—we'll
see what can be done." He turned in his chair as if he were preparing to
rise.
At the movement Bessie
Lonsdale seemed to grow rigid in her chair.
"Wait."
Mr. Burke and Mr. Ford
turned, startled by the strangeness of her tone. They waited for her to speak.
"I can't go."
"Can't go?"
They echoed it together. "Why not?"
"Because,"
said she, "I am the woman you have been talking about."
For an instant they sat
perfectly motionless, the three of them. Then slowly Mr. Burke and Mr. Ford
turned their heads and looked at each other, as if to verify what they had
heard. Mr. Burke put out his hand toward Bessie Lonsdale's arm, resting on the
table, and he spoke very gently indeed:
"My dear Mrs.
Lonsdale, this is impossible."
"Impossible,"
she said, passing her hand across her eyes, "impossible?"
"Yes, Mrs.
Lonsdale." He spoke reasonably, as if she were a child. "It couldn't
be you." He turned now to include Mr. Ford, who sat staring at them both.
"I myself gave Mrs. Lonsdale the news of Mr. Ayling's death, over the
telephone. She was at her home, in Cambridge Terrace, quietly having tea with a
friend; the friend was still there when I arrived. You have been at home, in
London, all day."
"No," she
said. "No, Mr. Burke."
"I think,"
said Mr. Ford, also very gently indeed, "that perhaps Mrs. Lonsdale is
trying to shield some one."
Until that instant
Bessie Lonsdale had no plan. She had only known that she could not go with them
to Homebury St. Mary, there to be recognized. But something in the suggestion
of Mr. Ford—in the tone, perhaps, more than the words—caused her to say,
looking from one to the other of these two men so lately strangers to her:
"I wonder—I wonder
if I could make you understand!"
They begged her to
believe that that was the thing they wished most to do.
"I did it"—she
paused, and forced herself to go on—"because of my daughter."
Intent upon her truth,
she did not even see by the shocked expression of their faces the awfulness of
the thing they thought she confessed, and the obviousness of the reason to
which their minds had leaped.
Mr. Burke put out his
hand again and laid it upon her arm, which trembled slightly at his touch.
"Mrs. Lonsdale," he said, and this time he spoke even more gently,
but more urgently, than before, "are you sure you wish to
tell?"
"No," said
Bessie Lonsdale, "but I've got to, don't you see?"
Mr. Ford moved in his
chair, and spoke, guarding his voice, judicially. "Since we have gone so
far, it will be even better, perhaps, for Mrs. Lonsdale to tell it to us
here."
Mr. Burke nodded, and
they looked toward her expectantly.
"Yes, Mrs.
Lonsdale?" said Mr. Ford.
An instant the
brown-flecked eyes appeared to be searching for some human contact which she
seemed vaguely to have lost. And then she began at the beginning—with her
daughter's engagement to young Andrew McCrae, her happiness, her security—and
quietly, with only now and then a slight tension of her body and her voice, she
told it all to them, exactly as it happened, without plea or embellishment. She
had only one stress, and that she tried to make reasonable to them—her child's
security.
And they waited,
attentive and patient, for the motive to emerge, for the beginning of that
complication between her daughter and Richard Ayling, which they believed was
to be the crux of her narrative.
And as her story
progressed their bewilderment increased, for never, it appeared, had Bessie
Lonsdale's daughter so much as heard of the existence of the man who lay dead
at Homebury inn. She seemed even to make a special point of that.
They thought she but put
it off against the time when it should be forced from her lips; but her story
did not halt; she was telling it step by step, accounting for every hour of the
time.
They waited for her to
offer proof of the condition of Ayling's heart. She did not mention it, except
to say, when she came to relating the moment of her discovery, that she had not
thought of it; that even when she opened the door of his room she did not think
directly of his heart; and only when she saw him actually lying there so
peacefully dead did she remember the danger in which he constantly lived. She
seemed to offer it as proof of the suddenness and completeness of her shock,
and in extenuation of the thing she afterward did.
Slowly, gradually, as
they listened, and as the light of her omissions made it clear, it had begun to
dawn upon them that Bessie Lonsdale was telling the whole of the truth. And by
it she sought to disprove something, but not the thing they
thought.
She had paused, at the
point of her flight, to attempt, a little hopelessly, to make her impulse real
to them. She spoke of the inflexible honor of the McCraes, of the great respect
which had for generations attached to their name. Then suddenly, as if she saw
the utter hopelessness of making them understand, she seemed with a gesture to
give up abstractions and obscurities and to find in the depth of her mother's
heart the final simple words:
"Don't you
see?" she said. "I hadn't thought how my being there at the same inn
with Mr. Ayling would look—and then, all at once, it came over me. The whole
thing, how it would look to the world, how it would look to the family of my
daughter's fiancé,—and that it might mean the breaking of the engagement,—the
wreck of her future happiness—don't you see—I didn't think of 'being a
rotter'—I only thought of her!"
They uttered, both of
them, a sudden exclamation, as if they had been struck. By their expressions
one might have thought the woman the accuser and the two men the accused.
"Oh, my dear Mrs.
Lonsdale—!" they both began at once, but she stopped them with a gesture
of her hand.
"I don't blame
you," she said, "I don't blame you. I was a rotter,
to run, but I simply didn't think of myself."
Her tone, her
gentleness, were the final proof. Only the innocent so graciously forgive.
"And now," she
was saying, a great weariness in her voice, "I've told you. Do you want me
to go on? It isn't raining any more."
"Perhaps, Mr.
Ford—" Mr. Burke began. A look passed between them, like a question and an
assent.
"If you, Mr.
Burke," said Mr. Ford, "will come on with me, I think we can let your
man drive Mrs. Lonsdale home. It will not be necessary for her to appear."
Bessie Lonsdale's
thankfulness could find itself no words; it was lost in that first moment in
astonishment. She had not really expected them to believe. It had not even, as
she told it, seemed to her own ears adequate.
"I think,"
said Mr. Burke, seeing her silent so long, "that Mrs. Lonsdale hasn't an
idea of the seriousness of the charge she has escaped."
"Charge?" she
repeated—"Charge?—" and without another word, Bessie Lonsdale fainted
in her chair. And as she lost consciousness she heard, dim and far away, the
voice of Mr. Ford reply: "That—the fact that she hadn't an
idea of it—and that alone, is why she has escaped."
"I'm perfectly
sure," said Peggy Lonsdale, on Saturday afternoon, "that you did let
yourself have a dull time!" She was exploring the flat before she had
taken off her things, and had stopped to sit for a moment on the arm of her
mother's chair. "Anyway, mother dear, you didn't have to think of me! That
must have been a relief!"
She put down her head
and kissed her, and Bessie Lonsdale patted the fragrant young cheek.
"Oh, I thought of
you occasionally," she said.
By WILBUR DANIEL STEELE
from The
Pictorial Review
Among all the memories
of my boyhood in Urkey Island the story of Mary Matheson and the Blake boys
comes back to me now, more than any other, with the sense of a thing seen in a
glass darkly. And the darkness of the glass was my own adolescence.
I know that now, and I'm
sorry. I'm ashamed to find myself suspecting that half of Mary Matheson's
mature beauty in my eyes may have been romance, and half the romance mystery,
and half of that the unsettling discovery that the other sex does not fade at
seventeen and wither quite away at twenty, as had been taken somehow for
granted. I'm glad there is no possibility of meeting her again as she was at
thirty, and so making sure: I shall wish to remember her as the boy of sixteen
saw her that night waiting in the dunes above the wreck of the "India
ship," with Rolldown Nickerson bleating as he fled from the small, queer
casket of polished wood he had flung on the sand, and the bridegroom peering
out of the church window, over the moors in Urkey Village.
The thing began when I
was too young to make much of it yet, a wonder of less than seven days among
all the other bright, fragmentary wonders of a boy's life at six. Mainly I
remember that Mary Matheson was a fool; every one in Urkey Village was saying
that.
I can't tell how long
the Blake boys had been courting her. I came too late to see anything but the
climax of that unbrotherly tournament, and only by grace of the hundredth
chance of luck did I witness even one act of that.
I was coming home one
autumn evening just at dusk, loitering up the cow street from the eastward
where the big boys had been playing "Run, Sheep, Run," and I watching
from the vantage of Aunt Dee Nickerson's hen-house and getting whacked when I
told. And I had come almost to the turning into Drugstore Lane when the sound
of a voice fetched me up, all eyes and ears, against the pickets of the
Matheson place.
It was the voice of my
cousin Duncan, the only father I ever knew. He was constable of Urkey Village,
and there was something in the voice as I heard it in the yard that told you
why.
"Drop it, Joshua!
Drop it, or by heavens——!"
Of Duncan I could see
only the back, large and near. But the faces of the others were plain to my
peep-hole between the pickets, or as plain as might be in the falling dusk. The
sky overhead was still bright, but the blue shadow of the bluff lay all across
that part of the town, and it deepened to a still bluer and cooler mystery
under the apple-tree canopy sheltering the dooryard. I never see that light to
this day, a high gloaming sifted through leaves on turf, without the faintest
memory of a shiver. For that was the first I had even known of anger, the still
and deadly anger of grown men.
My cousin had spoken to
Joshua Blake, and I saw that Joshua held a pistol in his hand, the old,
single-ball dueling weapon that had belonged to his father. His face was white,
and the pallor seemed to refine still further the blade-like features of the
Blake, the aquiline nose, the sloping, patrician forehead, the narrow lip, blue
to the pressure of the teeth.
That was Joshua. Andrew,
his brother, stood facing him three or four paces away. He was the younger of
the two, the less favored, the more sensitive.
He had what no other
Blake had had, a suspicion of freckle on his high, flat cheek. And he had what
no one else in Urkey had then, a brace of gold teeth, the second and third to
the left in the upper jaw, where Lem White's boom had caught him, jibing off
the Head. They showed now as the slowly working lip revealed them, glimmering
with a moist, dull sheen. He, too, was white.
His hands were empty,
hanging down palms forward. But in his eyes there was no look of the
defenseless: only a light of passionate contempt.
And between the two, and
beyond them, as I looked, stood Mary, framed by the white pillars of the
doorway, her hands at her throat and her long eyes dilated with a girl's fright
more precious than exultation. So the three remained in tableau while, as if on
another planet, the dusk deepened from moment to moment: Gramma Pilot, two
yards away, brought supper to her squealing sow; and further off, out on the
waning mirror of the harbor, a conch lowed faintly for some schooner's bait.
"Drop it,
Joshua!" Duncan's voice came loud and clear.
And this time, following
the hush, it seemed to exercise the devil of quietude. I heard Mary's breath
between her lips, and saw Andrew wheel sharply to pick a scale from the
tree-trunk with a thumb-nail. Joshua's eyes went down to the preposterous metal
in his hand; he shivered slightly like a dreamer awakening and thrust it in his
pocket. And then, seeing Duncan turning toward the fence and me, I took the
better part of valor and ran, and saw no more.
There were serious men
in town that night when it was known what a pass the thing had come to; men
that walked and women that talked. It was all Mary's fault. Long ago she ought
to have taken one of them and "sent the other packing." That's what
Miah White said, sitting behind the stove in our kitchen over the shop; that's
what Duncan thought as he paced back and forth, shaking his head. That's what
they were all saying or thinking as they sat or wandered about.
Such are the
difficulties of serious men. And even while it all went on, Mary Matheson had
gone about her choosing in the way that seemed fit to youth. In the warm-lit
publicity of Miss Alma Beedie's birthday-party, shaking off so soon the memory
of that brief glint of pistol-play under the apple-trees, she took a fantastic
vow to marry the one that brought her the wedding-rin—promised with her left
hand on Miss Beedie's album and her right lifted toward the allegorical print
of the Good Shepherd that the one who, first across the Sound to the jeweler's
at Gillyport and back again, fetched her the golden-ring—that he should be her
husband "for better or for worse, till death us do part, and so forth and
so on, Amen!"
And those who were there
remembered afterwards that while Joshua stood his ground and laughed and
clapped with the best of them, his brother Andrew left the house. They said his
face was a sick white, and that he looked back at Mary for an instant from the
doorway with a curious, hurt expression in his eyes, as if to say, "Is it
only a game to you then? And if it's only a game, is it worth the candle?"
They remembered it afterward, I say; long afterward.
They thought he had gone
out for just a moment; that presently he would return to hold up his end of the
gay challenge over the cakes and cordial. But to that party Andrew Blake never
returned. Their first hint of what was afoot they had when Rolldown Nickerson,
the beachcomber, came running in, shining with the wet of the autumn gale that
began that night. He wanted Joshua to look out for his brother. Being innocent
of what had happened at the party, he thought Andrew had gone out of his head.
"Here I come onto
him in the lee of White's wharf putting a compass into the old man's sail-dory,
and I says to him, 'What you up to, Andrew?' And he says with a kind of laugh,
'Oh, taking a little sail for other parts,' says he—like that. Now, just
imagine, Josh, with this here weather coming on—all hell bu'sting loose to the
north'rd!"
They say that there came
a look into Joshua's eyes that none of them had ever seen before. He stood
there for a moment, motionless and silent, and Rolldown, deceived by his
attitude, was at him again.
"You don't realize,
man, or else you'd stop him!"
"Oh, I'll stop him!"
It was hardly above a breath.
"I'll stop him!"
And throwing his greatcoat over his shoulders, Joshua went out.
You may believe that the
house would not hold the party after that. Whispering, giggling, shivering, the
young people trooped down Heman Street to the shore. And there, under the
phantom light of a moon hidden by the drift of storm-clouds, they found Andrew
gone and all they saw of Joshua was a shadow—a shadow in black
frock-clothes—wading away from them over the half-covered flats, deeper and
deeper, to where the Adams sloop rode at her moorings, a shade tailing in the
wind. They called, but he did not answer, and before they could do anything he
had the sail up, and he, too, was gone, into the black heart of the night.
It is lonesome in the
dark for a boy of six when the floor heaves and the bed shivers and over his
head the shingles make a sound in the wind like the souls of all the lost men
in the world. The hours from two till dawn that night I spent under the table
in the kitchen, where Miah White and his brother Lem had come to talk with
Duncan. And among the three of them, all they could say was "My heavens!
My heavens!" I say till dawn; but our kitchen might have given on a city
air-shaft for all the dawn we got.
It is hard to give any
one who has lived always in the shelter of the land an idea of the day that
followed, hour by waiting hour—how folks walked the beaches and did not look at
each other in passing, and how others, climbing the bluff to have a better
sight of the waters beyond the Head, found themselves blinded by the smother at
fifty yards and yet still continued to stare.
Of them all, that day,
Mary Matheson was the only one who kept still. And she was as still as an
image. Standing half-hidden in the untidy nook behind the grocery, she remained
staring out through the harbor mists from dawn till another heavy night came
down, and no one can say whether she would have gone home then had not the
appalled widow, her mother, slipped down between the houses to take her.
She was at home, at any
rate, when Joshua Blake came back.
After all that waiting
and watching, no one saw him land on the battered, black beach, for it was in
the dead hour of the morning; of the three persons who are said to have met him
on his way to Mary's, two were so tardy with their claims that a doubt has been
cast on them. I do believe, tho, that Mother Polly Freeman, the west-end
midwife, saw him and spoke with him in the light thrown from the drug-store
window (where, had I only known enough to be awake, I might have looked down on
them from my bed-room and got some fame of my own).
She says she thought at
first he was a ghost come up from the bottom of the sea, with his clothes
plastered thin to his body, weed in his hair, and his face drawn and creased
like fish-flesh taken too soon out of the pickle. Afterward, when he spoke, she
thought he was crazy.
"I've got it!"
he said, taking hold of her arm. Opening a blue hand he held it out in the
light for her to see the ring that had bitten his palm with the grip.
"See, I've got it, Mother Poll!" She says it was hardly more than a
whisper, like a secret, and that there was a look in his eyes as if he had seen
the Devil face to face.
She meant to run when he
let her go, but when she saw him striding off toward Mary Matheson's her better
wisdom prevailed; following along the lane and taking shelter behind Gramma
Pilot's fence, she waited, watched, and listened, to the enduring gain of
Urkey's sisterhood.
She used to tell it
well, Mother Poll. Remembering her tale now, I think I can see the earth
misting under the trees in the calm dawn, and hear Joshua's fist pounding,
pounding, on the panels of the door.
It must have been queer
for Mother Poll. For while she heard that hollow pounding under the portico,
like the pounding of a heart in some deep bosom of horror—all the while she
could see Mary herself in an upper window—just her face resting on one cold,
still forearm on the sill. And her eyes, Mother Poll says, were enough to make
one pity her.
It was strange that she
was so lazy, not to move or to speak in answer while the summons of the
triumphant lover went on booming through the lower house. He must
have wondered. Perhaps it was then that the first shadow of the ghost of doubt
crept over him, or perhaps it was when, stepping out on the turf, he raised his
eyes and discovered Mary's face in the open window.
He said nothing. But
with a wide, uncontrolled gesture he held up the ring for her to see. After a
moment she opened her lips.
"Where's
Andrew?"
That seemed to be the
last straw: a feverish anger laid hold of him. "Here's the ring! You see
it! Damnation, Mary! You gave your word and I took it, and God knows what I've
been through. Now come! Get your things on and bring your mother if you
like—but to Minister Malden's you go with me now! You hear Mary?
I'll not wait!"
"Where's
Andrew?"
"Andrew? Andrew?
Why the devil do you keep on asking for Andrew? What's Andrew to
you—now?"
"Where is he?"
"Mary, you're a
fool!"
Her voice grew if
anything more monotonous; his, higher and wilder.
"You're a
fool," he cried again, "if you don't know where Andrew is."
"He's gone."
"Gone, yes! And how
you can say it like that, so calm—God!"
"I knew he was
going," she said. "He told Rolldown he was going to other parts. But
I knew it before that—when he turned at the door and looked at me, Joshua. He
said it as plain: 'If that's love,' he said, 'then I'm going
off somewhere and forget it, and never come back to Urkey any more.'"
The deadness went out of
her voice, and it lifted to another note. "Joshua, he's got to come back,
for I can't bear it. I gave you my word, and I'll marry you—when Andrew comes
back to stand at the wedding. He's got to—got to!"
Mother Poll said that
Joshua stared at her—simply stood there and stared up at her in the queer, cold
dawn, his mouth hanging open as if with a kind of horror. Sweat shone on his
face. Turning away without a word by and by he laid an uncertain course for the
gate, and leaving it open behind him went off through the vapors of the cow
street to the east.
As they carried him
along step by step, I think, the feet of the cheated gambler grew heavier and
heavier, his shoulders collapsed, the head, with the memory in it he could
never lose, hung down, and hell received his soul.
It is impossible in so
short a space to tell what the next ten years did to those two. It would have
been easier for Mary Matheson in a city, for in a city there is always the
blankness of the crowd. In a village there is no such blessed thing as a
stranger, the membership committee of the only club is the doctor and the
midwife, and all the houses are made of glass.
In a city public opinion
is mighty, but devious. In a village, especially in an island village, it is as
direct and violent as any "act of God" written down in a ship's
insurance papers. A word carries far over the fences, and where it drops, like
a swelling seed, a dozen words spring up.
"It's a shame,
Milly, a living shame, as sure's you're alive."
"You never said
truer, Belle. As if 'twa'n't enough she should send Andy to his death o'
drownding——"
"Well, I hope she's
satisfied, what she's done for Joshua. I saw him to the post-office last
evening, and the hang-dog look of him——"
"Yes, I saw him,
too. A man can't stand being made a fool of...."
So, in the blue of a
wash-day morning the words went winging back and forth between the blossoming
lines. Or, in a Winter dusk up to the westward, where old Mrs. Paine scuttled
about under the mackerel-twine of her chicken-pen:
"Land alive, it's
all very well to talk Temp'rance, and I'm not denying it'd be a mercy for some
folks—I ain't mentioning no names—not even Miah White's. But, land sakes how
you going to talk Temp'rance to a man bereft and be-fooled like Joshua Blake?
Where's your rime-nor-reason? Where's your argument?"
Or there came Miah White
himself up our outside stair on the darkest evening of our Spring weather, and
one glance at his crimson face was enough to tell what all the Temperance they
had preached to him had come to. Miah turned to the bottle as
another man might to prayer.
"By the Lord!"
he protested thickly. "Something's got to be done!"
"Done? About
what?" I remember my cousin peering curiously at him through the smoke and
spatter of the sausage he was frying.
"About Josh, of
course, and her. I tell you, Dunc, 'tain't right, and I'll not bear
it. I'll not see Josh, same as I seen him this night, standing there in the
dark of the outside beach and staring at the water like a sleep-walker, staring
and staring as if he'd stare right through it and down to the bottom of the sea
where his brother lay, and saying to himself, Who's to pay the bill?
Who's to pay the bill? No, siree! You and I are young fellows, Dunc,
but we ain't so young we can't remember them boys' father, and I guess he done
a thing or two for us, eh?"
"Yes," Duncan
agreed calmly. "But what's to be done?"
"God knows! But
look here, Dunc, you're constable, ain't you?"
Duncan smiled pityingly,
as if to say, "Don't be an idiot, Miah."
"And if you're
constable, and a man owns a bill he won't pay, why then you've something to say
in it, ain't I right? Well, here's a bill to pay, fair and square. All this
wool she'd pull over our eyes about Andrew and the India ship—as if that made
a mite of difference one way or the other! No, siree, Dunc, she give her word
to take the man that fetched the ring—that man's Joshua—the bargain's filled on
his side—and there you are. Now, you're constable. I take it right, Duncan, you
should give that girl a piece of your mind; give her to understand that, India
ship yes, India ship no, she's got a bill to pay and a man's soul to save from
damnation everlasting."
All Duncan could do with
him that night was to smile and shake his head, as much as to say, "You're
a wild one, Miah, sure enough."
About Mary's sullen,
stubborn belief in the "India ship," pretended or real as it may have
been with her, but already growing legendary, I know only in the largest and
mistiest way.
It is true there had
been a ship that looked like an east-going clipper in our waters on that
fateful night. Every one had seen it before dark came on, standing down from
the north and laying a course to weather the Head if possible before the
weather broke. It was Mary's claim that Andrew had pointed it out to her and
spoken of it—in a strange way, a kind of a wistful way, she said. And later
that night, what better for a man on the way to exile than a heaven-sent,
outbound India ship, hove to under the lee of the Head.
Yes, yes, it was
so—it must be so. And when they laughed at her in Urkey
Village and winked sagely at her assumption of faith, then she asked them to
tell her one thing: had any one's eyes seen Andrew's boat go down—actually.
"If Joshua will
answer me, and say that he knows Andrew went down! Or if any
of you will tell me that Andrew's body ever came ashore on any of the islands
or the main!"
It was quite absurd, of
course, but none of them could answer that, none but Miah White, and he only
when he had had a drop out of the bottle and perceived that it weighed not an
ounce in either scale.
Picked out so and written
down, you would think this drama overshadowed all my little world. Naturally it
didn't. You must remember I was a boy, with a thousand other things to do and a
million other things to think of, meals to eat, lessons to hate, stones to
throw, apples to steal, fights to fight. I take my word that by the time I was
nine or ten the whole tragic episode had gone out of my head. Meeting Mary
Matheson on the street, where she came but rarely, she was precisely as
mysterious and precisely as uninteresting as any other grown-up. And if I saw
Joshua Blake (who, pulling himself by the bootstraps out of drink and despair,
had gone into Mr. Dow's law-office and grown as hard as nails)—if I saw him, I
say, my only romantic thought of him was the fact that I had broken his
wood-shed window, and that, with an air of sinister sagacity, he had told
several boys he knew who the culprit was. (A statement, by the way, which I
believed horribly for upward of eighteen months.)
I believe that we knew,
in a dim sort of way, that the two were "engaged," just as we knew,
vaguely, that they never got married. And that was the end of speculation.
Having always been so, the phenomenon needed no more to be dwelt on than the
fact that when the wind was in the east John Dyer thought he was Oliver
Cromwell, or that Minister Malden did not live with his family.
John Dyer had been taken
beyond the power of any planetary wind; Minister Malden (as I have told in
another place) had gone back to live with his family: and I had been away to
Highmarket Academy for two years, before I had sudden and moving reason to take
stock of that long-buried drama.
It was three days after
I had come home for the long vacation, and, being pretty well tired out with
sniffing about the island like a cat returned to the old house, I sprawled at
rest on the "Wreck of the Lillian" stone in the graveyard on Rigg's
Dome.
It was then, as the dusk
crept up from the shadow under the bluff, that I became aware of another
presence among the gravestones and turned my head to peer through the
barberries that hedged the stone, thinking it might be one of the girls. It was
only Mary Matheson. Vaguely disappointed, I should have returned my gaze to the
sea and forgotten her had it not been for two things.
One of them was her
attitude. That made me keep on looking at her, and so looking at her, and
having come unwittingly to a most obscurely unsettled age, I made a discovery.
This was that Mary Matheson, at the remote age of thirty, had a deeper and
fuller beauty than had any of the girls for whose glances I brushed my hair wet
and went to midweek prayer-meeting.
I find it hard to convey
the profound, revolutionary violence of this discovery. It is enough to say
that, along with a sensation of pinkness, there came a feeling of obscure and
unreasoning bitterness against the world.
My eyes had her there, a
figure faintly rose-colored against the deepening background of the sea. She
stood erect and curiously still beside a grave, her hands clenched, her eyes
narrowed. In Urkey they always put up a stone for a man lost at sea; very often
they went further for the comfort of their souls and mounded the outward
likeness of an inward grave. Well, that was Andrew's stone and Andrew's grave.
Some one in the Memorial Day procession last week had laid a wreath of lilacs
under the stone. And now, wandering alone, Mary Matheson had come upon it.
I saw her bend and with
a fierce gesture catch up the symbol of death and fling it behind her on the
grass. Afterward, as she stood there with her breast heaving and her lips
moving as if with pain, I knew I should not be where I was, watching; I knew
that no casual ears of mine should hear the cry that came out of her heart:
"No, No, No!
They're still trying to kill him—still trying to kill him—all of them! But they
sha'n't! They sha'n't!"
I tell you it shook me
and it shamed me. I thought I ought to cough or scuff my feet or something, but
it seemed too late for that. Moreover the play had taken another turn that made
me forget the moralities, quite, and another actor had come quietly upon the
scene.
I can't say whether
Joshua, seeing Mary on her way to the Dome, had followed her, or whether he had
been strolling that way on his own account. He was there, at all events,
watching her from beyond the grave, his head slightly inclined, his hands
clasped behind him, and his feet apart on the turf. The color of dusk lent a
greenish cast to his bloodless face, and the night wind, coming up free over
the naked curve of the Dome and flappin the long black tails of his coat,
seemed but to accentuate the dead weight of his attitude.
When a minute had gone
by I heard his dry voice.
"So, Mary, you're
at it again?"
"But they
sha-n-t!" She seemed to take flame. "It's not right to Andrew nor me.
They do it just to mock me, and I know it, and oh! I don't care, but they
sha'n't, they sha'n't!"
"Mary," said
Joshua, all the smoldering anger of the years coming in his voice, "Mary,
I think it's time you stopped being a fool. We've all had enough of it, Mary.
Andrew is dead."
She turned on him with a
swift, ironical challenge.
"You say it now?
You know now? Perhaps you've just made sure; perhaps you've
seen his body washed up on one of the beaches—just to-day? Or then why so
tardy, Joshua? If you knew, why couldn't you say it in so many
words ten years ago—five years ago? Why?"
"Because——"
"Yes, because?
Because?" There was something incredibly ruthless, tiger-like, about this
shadow-dwelling woman. "Say it now, Joshua; that you know of a certainty
Andrew went down. I dare you again!"
Joshua said it.
"I know of a
certainty Andrew went down that night."
"How do
you know? Did you see him go down? Tell me that!"
For a moment, for more
than a long moment, her question hung unanswered in the air. And as, straining
forward, poised, vibrant, she watched him, she saw the hard, dry mask he had
made for himself through those years grow flabby and white as dough; she saw
the eyes widening and the lips going loose with the memory he had never
uttered.
"Yes," he
cried in a loud voice. "You bring me to it, do you?" The man was
actually shaking. "Yes, then, I saw Andrew go down that night. I heard him
call in the dark. I saw his face on the water. I saw his hand reaching up as
the wave brought him by—reaching up to me. I could almost touch it—but not quite.
If you knew what the sea was that night, and the wind; how lonely, how dark!
God! And here I stand and say it out loud! I couldn't reach his hand—not
quite.... I've told you now, Mary, what I swore I'd never tell.... Damn
you!"
With that curse he turned
unsteadily on his heel and left her. The shadows among the gravestones down
hill laid hands on his broken, shambling figure, and he became a shadow. Once
the shadow stumbled. And as if that distant, awkward act had aroused Mary from
a kind of lethargy, she broke forward a step, reaching out her arms.
"Joshua!" she
called to him, "Joshua, Joshua, come back!"
In the last faint light
from the sky where stars began to come, her face was wet with tears of pity and
repentance; pity for the man who had walled himself in with that memory;
repentance for the sin of her blindness.
"Joshua!" she
called again, but he did not seem to hear.
It was too much for me.
Feeling more shame than I can tell, and with it a new gnawing bitterness of
jealousy, I sneaked out of hiding by the "Lillian" stone and down the
Dome toward the moors.
"Good
Grandmother!" I know I grew redder and redder as I walked. "I hope I
don't have to see her again—the old thing!"
But I did, and that
before many minutes had elapsed. For fetching back into the village by the
ice-house and the back-side track, I was almost in collision with a hurrying
shade in the dark under Dow's willows. It was Mary. I shall not forget the
queer moment of suspense as she peered into my face, nor the touch of her
fingers on my arm, nor the sigh.
"Oh—you're—you're
the Means boy."
An embarrassment,
pathetic only now in memory, came upon her.
"I—I wonder——"
Her confusion grew more painful and her eyes went everywhere in the dark.
"You don't happen to have seen any one—any—you haven't seen Mr. Blake,
have you?"
"No!" I shook
off the hand that still lay, as if forgotten, on my outraged arm. "What
you want of him? He's no good!"
With that shot for
parting I turned and stalked away. Behind me after a moment, I heard her cry of
protest, dismal beyond words.
"Why do you say
that, boy? What do you mean by that?"
Having meant nothing at
all, except that I would have slain him gladly, I kept my bitter peace and held
my way to the westward, leaving her to find her way and her soul in the blind,
black shadows under the willow-trees.
No one who lived in
Urkey Village then will forget the day it was known that Mary Matheson was
going to marry Joshua Blake, at last. An isolated village is like an isolated
person, placid-looking to dullness, but in reality almost idiotically
emotional. More than anything else, when the news had run, it was like the
camp-meeting conversion of a simple soul. First, for the "conviction of
sin," there was the calling-up of all the dark, forgotten history, the
whispered refurbishing of departed gossip, the ghosts of old angers. Then like
the flood of Mercy, the assurance that all was well, having ended well.
Everything was forgiven and forgotten, every one was to live happily ever
after, and there must be a wedding.
Surely a wedding! The
idea that Minister Malden should come quietly to the house and so have it done
without pomp or pageantry—it is laughable to think how that notion fared at the
hands of an aroused village. Flowers there were to be, processions, veils, cakes,
rice, boots, all the properties dear to the heart of the Roman mob. In the
meantime there was to be a vast business of runnings and stitchings, of old
women beating eggs and sifting flour, of schoolgirls writing "MARY
BLAKE" on forbidden walls with stolen chalk. Dear me!
You might think Mary and
Joshua would have rebelled. Curiously, they seemed beyond rebelling. Joshua,
especially, was a changed man. His old, hard mask was gone; the looseness of
his lips had come to stay, and the wideness of his eyes. One could only think
that happiness long-deferred had come under him like a tide of fate on which he
could do no more than drift and smile. He smiled at every one, a nervous,
deprecatory smile; to every proposal he agreed: "All right! Splendid! Let's
have it done—" And one got the sense somehow of the thought running on:
"—right away! Make haste, if you please. Haste! For God's sake,
haste!"
If he were hailed on the
street, especially from behind, his eyes came to the speaker with a jerk, and
sometimes his hand went to his heart. Seeing him so one bright day, and hearing
two old men talking behind me, I learned for the first time that the Blake
boys' father had died of heart-disease. It is odd that it should have come on
Joshua now, quite suddenly, along with his broken mask and his broken secret,
his frightened smile, and his, "All right! Splendid!"—("Make
haste!")
But so it was. And so we
came to the day appointed. We had a dawn as red as blood that morning, and tho
it was clear, there was a feeling of oppression in the air—and another
oppression of people's spirits. For the bride's party had the "hack,"
and Mrs. Dow had spoken for the only other polite conveyance, the Galloway
barge, and what was to come of all the fine, hasty gowns in case it came on for
a gale or rain?
Is it curious that here
and there in that hurrying, waiting afternoon a thought would turn back to
another day when a storm was making and a tall ship standing down to weather
the Head? For if there was a menace of weather to-day, so, too, was there a
ship. We seemed to grow conscious of it by degrees, it drew on so slowly out of
the broad, blue, windless south. For hours, in the early afternoon, it seemed
scarcely to move on the mirroring surface of the sea. Yet it did move, growing
nearer and larger, its huge spread of canvas hanging straight as cerecloth on
the poles, and its wooden flanks, by and by, showing the scars and rime of a
long voyage put behind it.
Yes, it seems to me it
would have been odd, as our eyes went out in the rare leisure moments of that
afternoon and fell upon that presence, worn and strange and solitary within the
immense ring of the horizon, if there had not been somewhere among us some dim
stirring of memory, and of wonder. Not too vivid, perhaps; not strong enough perhaps
to outlast the ship's disappearance. For at about five o'clock the craft, which
had been standing for the Head, wore slowly to port, and laying its course to
fetch around the western side of the island, drifted out of our sight beyond
the rampart of the bluffs.
Why it should have done
that, no man can say. Why, in the face of coming weather, the ship should have
abandoned the clear course around the Head and chosen instead to hazard the
bars and rips that make a good three miles to sea from Pilot's Point in the
west—why this hair-brained maneuver should have been attempted will always
remain a mystery.
But at least that ship
was gone from our sight, and by so much out of our minds. And this was just as
well, perhaps, for our minds had enough to take them up just then with all the
things overlooked, chairs to fetch, plants to borrow, girls' giggling
errands—and in the very midst of this eleventh-hour hub-bub, the sudden advent
of storm.
What a catastrophe that
was! What a voiceless wail went up in that hour from all the bureaus and
washstands in the length of Urkey Village! And how glad I was! With what a
poisonous joy did I give thanks at the window for every wind-driven drop that
spoiled by so much the wedding of a woman nearly twice my age!
The lamps on the street
were yellow blurs, and the wind was full of little splashings and screechings
and blowing of skirts and wraps when I set out alone for Center Church, wishing
heartily I might never get there. That I didn't is the only reason this story
was ever told. Not many got there that night (of the men, that is), or if they
did they were not to stay long, for something bigger than a wedding was afoot.
The first wind I had of
it crossed my path at Heman Street, a huge clattering shadow that turned out to
be Si Pilot's team swinging at a watery gallop toward the back-side track, and
the wagon-body full of men. I saw their faces as they passed under the Heman
Street lamp, James Burke, Fred Burke, Sandy Snow, half a dozen other surfmen
home for the Summer from the Point station, and Captain Cook himself hanging on
to Sandy's shoulder as he struggled to get his Sunday blacks wriggled into his
old, brown oil-cloths. In a wink they were gone, and I, forgetting the stained
lights of Center Church, was gone after them. Nor was I alone. There were a
dozen shades pounding with me; at the cow street we were a score. I heard the
voices of men I couldn't see.
"Aground? Where
to?"
"On the outer bar;
south'rd end of the outer bar they tell me."
The voices came and
went, whipped by the wind.
"What vessel'd you
say? Town craft?"
"No—that
ship."
"What? Not
that—that—India ship!"
"Yep—that India
ship."
"India
ship"—"India ship!" I don't know how it seemed to them, but to
me the sound of that legendary name, borne on the gale, seemed strangely like
the shadow of some one coming cast across a stage.
I'll not use space to
tell how I got across the island; it would be only the confused tale of an hour
that seems but a minute now. I lost the track somewhere short of Si Pilot's
place, and wading the sand to the west came out on the beach, without the
slightest notion of where I was.
I only know it was a
majestic and awful place to be alone; majestic with the weight of wind and the
rolling thunder of water; the more awful because I could not see the water
itself, save for the rare gray ghost of a tongue licking swiftly up the sand to
catch at my feet if I did not spring away in time. Once a mother of waves
struck at me with a huge, dim timber; I dodged it, I can't say how, and floundered
on to the south, wondering as I peered over my shoulder at the dark if already
the ship had broken, and if that thing behind me were one of the ribs come out
of her.
That set me to thinking
of all the doomed men near me clinging to slippery things they couldn't see,
cursing perhaps, or praying their prayers, or perhaps already sliding away,
down and down, into the cold, black caves of the sea. And then the shadows
seemed to be full of shades, and the surf-tongues were near to catching my
inattentive feet.
If the hour across the
island seems a minute, the time I groped along the beach seems nights on end.
And then one of the shades turned solid, and I was in such a case I had almost
bolted before it spoke and I knew it for Rolldown Nickerson, the beachcomber.
He was a good man in
ways. But you must remember his business was a vulture's business, and
something of it was in his soul. It came out in good wrecking weather. On a
night when the bar had caught a fine piece of profit, I give you my word you
could almost see Rolldown's neck growing longer and nakeder with suspense. He
would have made more of his salvaging had he carried a steadier head: in the
rare, golden moments of windfall he sometimes failed to pick and choose. Even
now he was loaded down with a dim collection of junk he had grabbed up in the
dark, things he knew nothing of, empty bottles and seine-floats, rubbish he had
probably passed by a hundred times in his daylight rounds. The saving
circumstance was that he kept dropping them in his ardor for still other
treasures his blind feet stumbled on. I followed in his wake and I know, for
half a dozen times his discards got under my feet and sent me staggering. Once,
moved by some bizarre, thousandth chance of curiosity, I bent and caught one up
in passing.
Often and often since
then I have wondered what would have happened to the history of the world of my
youth if I had not been moved as I was, and bent quite carelessly in passing,
and caught up what I did.
Still occupied with
keeping my guide in eye, I took stock of the thing with idle fingers; in the
blackness my finger-tips were all the eyes I had for so small a thing. It was
about the size of a five-pound butter box, I should say; it seemed as it lay in
my hand a sort of an old and polished casket, a thing done with an exotic
artistry, broad, lacquered surfaces and curves and bits of intricate carving.
And I thought it was empty till I shook it and felt the tiny impact of some
chambered weight. Already the thing had taken my interest. Catching up I
touched Rolldown's arm and shouted in his ear, over the roll of the wind and
surf:
"What you make of
this, Rolldown?"
He took it and felt it
over, dropping half his rubbish in the act. He shook it. It seemed to me I
could see his neck growing longer.
"Got somethin' into
it," he rumbled.
"Yes, I know. Now
let me have it back, Rolldown."
"Somethin'
hefty," he continued, and I noticed he had dropped the rest of his
treasures now and clung to that. "Somethin' hefty—and valu'ble!"
"But it's mine, I
tell you!"
"'Tain't neither!
'Tain't neither!"
He was walking faster
all the while to shake me off, and I to keep with him; our angry voices rose
higher in the gale.
I can't help smiling now
when I think of the innocent pair of us that night, puffing along the sand in
the blind, wet wind, squabbling like two children over that priceless unseen
casket, come up from the waters of the sea.
"It's mine!" I
bawled, "and you give it to me!" And I grabbed at his arm again. But
this time, letting out a squeal, he shook me off and fled inshore, up the face
of the dune, and I not far behind him.
And so, pursued and
pursuing, we came suddenly over a spur of the dunes and saw below us on the
southward beach the drift-fire the life-savers had made. There were many small
figures in the glow, a surf-boat hauled up, I think, and a pearly huddle of
alien men.
But on none of this
could I take my oath; my thoughts had been jerked back too abruptly to all the
other, forgotten drama of that night, the music and the faces in Center Church,
the flowers, the bridegroom, and the bride.
For there on the crest
before me, given in silhouette against the fire-glow, stood the bride.
How she came there, by
what violence or wild stratagem she had got away, what blind path had brought
her, a fugitive, across the island—it was all beyond me. But no matter; there
she stood before me on the dune at Pilot's Point, as still as a lost statue,
tulle and satin, molded by the gale, sheathing her form in low relief like
shining marble, her stone-quiet hands at rest on her unstirring bosom, her face
set toward the invisible sea.... It was queer to see her like that: dim, you
know; just shadowed out in mystery by the light that came a long way through
the streaming darkness and died as it touched her.
Peering at her, the
strangest thought came to me, and it seemed to me she must have been standing
there just so, not for minutes, but for hours and days; yes, standing there all
the length of those ten long years, erect on a seaward dune, unmoved by the
wild, moving elements, broken water, wailing wind, needle-blown sand—as if her
spirit had flown on other business, leaving the quiet clay to wait and watch
there till the tides of fate, turning in their appointed progress, should bring
back the fabled ship of India to find its grave on the bars at Pilot's Point.
She must have been all
ready to go to the church; perhaps she was actually on her way, and it was on
the wind of the cow street that the blown tidings of the "India ship"
came to her ears. I can't tell you how I was moved by the sight of her in the
wistful ruin of bride's-clothes. I can't say what huge, disordered purposes
tumbled through my brain as I stood there trying to cough or stir or by some
such infinitesimal violence let her know that I, Peter Means, was there—that I
understood—that I was stronger than all the men in Urkey Island—that over my
dead body alone should any evil come to her now, forever and ever and ever.
As I tell you, I don't
know what would have happened then, with all my wild, dark projects of defense,
had not the whole house of trance come tumbling about my ears to the tune of a
terrified bleating close at hand. It was Rolldown Nickerson, I saw as I
wheeled; my forgotten enemy, flinging down the precious old brown casket he had
robbed me of, and, still giving vent to that thin, high note of horror,
careening, sliding, and spattering off down the sandslope. And as he vanished
and his wail grew fainter around a shoulder of the dune, another sound came
also to my ears. It was plain that his blind gallop had brought him in
collision with another denizen of the night; the protesting outburst came on
the wind, and it was the voice of Miah White—Miah the prophet, the avenger,
drunk as a lord and mad as one exalted.
There was no time for
thought; I didn't need it to know what he was after. Mary had heard, too, and
knew, too; it was as if she had been awakened from sleep, and her eyes were
"enough to make one pity her," in the old words of Mother Poll.
Seeing them on me, and without so much as a glance at the casket-thing which
the roll of the sand had brought to rest near her feet, I turned and ran at the
best of my legs, down the sand, around the dune's shoulder out of sight, and
fairly into the arms of the angel of vengeance. I can still see the dim gray whites
of his eyes as he glared at me, and smell the abomination of his curse. But I
paid no heed; only made with a struggle to go on.
"This way!" I
panted. "To the north'rd! She's heading to the north'rd. I saw her dress
just there, just now——"
A little was enough to
turn him. As I plunged on, making inland, I heard him trailing me with his
ponderous, grunting flesh. His ardor was greater than mine; as we ran I heard
his thick voice coming nearer and nearer to my ear.
"'She shall come
back,' says I, 'with the hand of iron,' says I."
As always in this
exalted state his phraseology grew Biblical.
"'Thou shalt stay
here,'" I heard him grunting. "'Here to the church thou shalt stay,
Joshua,' says I. 'And she shalt come back with the hand of iron—the hand of iron!'"
"Yes!" I
puffed. "That's right, Miah; only hurry. There!" I cried.
The rain had lessened,
and a rising moon cast a ghost through the wrack, just enough to let us glimpse
a figure topping a rise before us. That it was no one but Rolldown, still
fleeing the mystery and bleating as he fled, made no difference to the blurred
eyes of Miah; he dug his toes into the sand and flung forward in still hotter
chase—after a still-faster-speeding quarry.
I'll tell you where we
caught Rolldown. It was before the church, within the very outpouring of the
colored windows. When Miah discovered who his blowing captive was his rage, for
a moment, was something to remember. Then it passed and left him blank and
dreary with defeat. The beachcomber himself, pale as putty through his
half-grown beard, was beseeching us from the pink penumbra of the Apostle Paul:
"You seen it? You seen what I seen?" but Miah wouldn't hear him, and
mounting the steps and passing dull-footed through the vestry, came into the
veiled light and heavy scent of breath and flowers. Following at his heels I
saw the faces of women turned to our entrance with expectation.
Do you know the awful
sense of a party that has fallen flat? Do you know the desolation of a hope
long deferred—once more deferred?
Joshua was standing in
the farthest corner, beyond the pews where Miss Beedie's Sunday School class
held. Looking across the sea of inquiring and disappointed faces, I saw him
there, motionless, his back turned on all of us. He had been standing so for an
hour, they said, staring out of a window at his own shadow cast on the
churchyard fence.
It was a distressing
moment. When Miah had sunk down in a rear pew and bowed his head in his hands I
really think you could have heard the fall of the proverbial pin. Then, with a
scarcely audible rustle, all the faces became the backs of heads and all the
eyes went to the figure unstirring by the corner window. And after that, with
the same accord, the spell of waiting was broken, whispering ran over the pews,
the inevitable was accepted. Folks got up, shuffling their feet, putting on
their wraps with the familiar, mild contortions, still whispering,
whispering—"What a shame!"—"The idea!"—"I want to
know!"
But some among them must
have been still peeping at Joshua, for the hush that fell was sudden and
complete. Turning, I saw that he had turned from the window at last, showing us
his face.
Now we knew what he had
been doing for himself in that long hour. His face was once more the mask of a
face we had known so many years as Joshua Blake, dry, bitter, self-contained,
the eyes shaded under the lids, the lips as thin as hate. He faced us, but it
was not at us he looked; it was beyond us, over our heads, at the corner where
the door was.
There, framed in the
doorway, stood the tardy bride, a figure as white and stark as pagan stone, and
a look on her face like the awful, tranquil look of a sleep-walker. Neither did
she pay any heed to us, but over our heads she met the eyes of the bridegroom.
So for a long breath they confronted each other, steadily. Then we heard her
speak.
"He's come!"
she said in a clear voice. "Andrew's come back again."
Still she looked at
Joshua. He did not move or reply.
"You
understand?" I tell you, I who stood under it, that it was queer enough to
hear that voice, clear, strong, and yet somehow shattered, passing over our
heads. "You understand, Joshua? Andrew's come back to the wedding, and now
I'll marry you—if you wish."
Even yet Joshua did not
speak, nor did the dry anger of his face change. He came walking, taking his
time, first along the pews at the front, then up the length of the aisle.
Coming down a few steps, Mary waited for him, and there was a kind of a smile
now on her lips.
Joshua halted before
her. Folding his hands behind him he looked her over slowly from head to foot.
"You lie!"
That was all he said.
"Oh, no, Joshua.
I'm not lying. Andrew has come for the wedding."
"You lie," he
repeated in the same impassive tone. "You know I know you lie, Mary, for
you know I know that Andrew is dead."
"Yes, yes—"
She was fumbling to clear a damp fold of her gown from something held in the
crook of her arm. "But I didn't say——"
With that she had the
burden uncovered and held forth in her outstretched hand.
She held it out in the
light where all of us could see—the thing Rolldown had discarded from his
treasures, that I had picked up and been robbed of in the kindly dark—the old
brown casket-thing with the polished surfaces and the bits of intricate and
ghastly carvings that had once let in the light of day and the sound of
words—the old, brown, sea-bitten, sand-scoured skull of Andrew Blake, with the
two gold teeth in the upper jaw dulled by the tarnishing tides that had brought
it up slowly from its bed in the bottom of the sea. And to think that I had carried
it, and felt of it, and not known what it was!
It lay there supine in
the nest of Mary's palm, paying us no heed whatever, but fixing its hollow
regard on the shadows among the rafters. And Joshua, the brother, made no
sound.
His face had gone a curious
color, like the pallor of green things sprouting under a stone. His knees caved
a little under his weight, and as we watched we saw his hands moving over his
own breast, where the heart was, with a strengthless gesture, like a caress.
After what seemed a long while we heard his voice, a whisper of horrible
fascination.
"Turn it over!"
Mary said nothing, nor
did she move to do as he bade. Like some awful play of a cat with a mouse she
held quiet and watched him.
"Mary—do as I say—and
turn it over!"
Her continued,
unanswering silence seemed finally to rouse him. His voice turned shrill.
Drawing on some last hidden reservoir of strength, he cried, "Give it to
me! It's mine!" and made an astonishing dart, both hands clawing for the
relic. But my cousin Duncan was there to step in his way and send him carroming
along the fringe of the crowd.
The queer fellow didn't
stop or turn or try again; sending up all the while the most unearthly cackle
of horror my ears have ever heard, he kept right on through the door and the
packed vestry, clawing his way to the open with that brief gift of vitality.
It was so preposterous
and so ghastly to see him carrying on so, with his white linen and his fine
black wedding-clothes and the gray hair that would have covered a selectman's
head in another year—it was all so absurdly horrible that we simply stood as we
were in the church and wondered and looked at Mary Matheson and saw her face
still rapt and quiet, and still set in that same bedevilled smile, as if she
didn't know that round tears were running in streams down her cheeks.
"Let him go,"
was all she said.
They didn't let him go
for too long a time, for they had seen the stamp of death on the man's face.
When they looked for him finally they found him lying in a dead huddle on the
grass by Lem White's gate. I shall never forget the look of him in the
lantern-light, nor the look of them that crowded around and stared down at
him—Duncan, I remember, puzzled—Miah cursing God—and three dazed black men
showing the whites of their eyes, strange negroes being brought in from the
wreck: for the ship was no India ship after all, but a coffee carrier from
Brazil.
But seeing Miah made me
remember that long-forgotten question that the lips of this dead man had put to
the deaf sea and the blind sky.
"Who is to pay the
bill? Who is to pay the bill?"
Well, two of the three
had helped to pay the bill now for a girl's light-hearted word. But I think the
other has paid the most, for she has had longer to meet the reckoning. She
still lives there alone in the house on the cow street. She is an old woman
now, but there's not so much as a line on her face nor a thread of white in her
hair, and that's bad. That's always bad. That's something like the thing that
happened to the Wandering Jew. Yes, I'm quite sure Mary has paid.
But I am near to
forgetting the answer to it all. I hadn't so long to wait as most folks had—no
longer than an hour of that fateful night. For when I got home to our kitchen I
found my cousin Duncan already there, with the lamp lit. I came in softly on
account of the lateness, and that's how I happened to surprise him and glimpse
what he had before he could get it out of sight.
I don't know yet how he
came by it, but there on the kitchen table lay the skull of Andrew Blake. When
I took it, against his protest, and turned it over, I found what Joshua had
meant—a hole as clean and round as a gimlet-bore in the bulge at the back of
the head. And when, remembering the faint, chambered impact I had felt in
shaking the unknown treasure on the beach, I peeped in through the round hole,
I made out the shape of a leaden slug nested loosely between two points of bone
behind the nose—a bullet, I should say, from an old, single-ball dueling
pistol—such a pistol as Joshua Blake had played with in the shadow of
apple-trees on that distant afternoon, and carried in his pocket, no doubt, to
the warm-lit gaiety of Alma Beedie's birthday party....
By ETHEL STORM
from The Ladies'
Home Journal
For two years Claire
René's days had been very much alike. It was a dull routine, full of heavy
tasks, in the tiny crumbling house, in the shrunken garden patch, and
grand'mère—there was always grand'mère to care for. Often in the afternoon
Claire René wandered in the forest for an hour. She was used to the silence of
the tall trees; the silence in the house frightened her. All the people in her
land were gone away; the great noise beyond had taken them. Sometimes the noise
had stopped, but the silence in the house, the silence in the garden, and the
silence of grand'mère never stopped. It was hard for Claire René to understand.
There was no one left in
her land except grand'mère and Jacques. Jacques lived in the forest and cut
wood; in the summer time he shot birds, in the winter time rabbits; Jacques was
a very old man.
Claire René thought
about a great many things when she walked in the forest in the afternoons. She
wondered how old she was. She knew that she had been seven years old when her
three brothers went away a long time before. She would like to have another
birthday, some day, but not until Clément and Fernand and Alphonse came home
again. Then they would laugh as they used to laugh on her birthdays, and catch
her up in their big, strong arms, and kiss her and call her "Dear little
sister." Clément was the biggest and strongest of all; sometimes he would
run off with her on his back into the forest, and the others would follow
running and calling; and then at the end of the chase the three brothers would
make a throne of their brown, firm hands and carry Claire René back to the door
of the tiny house, where grand'mère would be waiting and scolding and smiling
and ruddy of cheek. Grand'mère never scolded any more; she never smiled, and
her cheeks were like dried figs.
Claire René didn't often
let herself think of the day that such a dreadful thing had happened. Many days
after Clément and Fernand and Alphonse had gone away, grand'mère had started to
walk to the nearest town four miles distant. She was gone for hours and hours;
Claire René had watched for her from the doorway until dusk had begun to fall;
the dusk had been a queer color, thick and blue; a terrible noise had filled
the air. Then the child remembered that her three brothers had told her that
they were going away to kill rabbits—like Jacques. At the time she thought it
strange that they had cried about killing rabbits. But when she heard such a
thunder of noise she knew it must be a very great work indeed.
She was just wondering
how there could be so many rabbits in the world, when she saw an old, bent
woman coming through the garden gate. It was grand'mère; Jacques was leading
her; she was making a strange noise in her throat, and her eyes were closed.
Jacques had stayed in the house all the night, looking at grand'mère, lying on
the bed with her eyes closed. In the morning, Claire René had spoken to her,
but she hadn't answered. After days and days she walked from her bed to a chair
by the window. She never again did any more than that; grand'mère was blind—and
she was deaf.
Jacques explained how it
all happened; Claire René didn't listen carefully, but she did understand that
her three brothers were not killing rabbits, but were killing men. She knew
then why they had cried; they were so kind and good, Clément and Fernand and
Alphonse; they would hate to kill men. But Jacques had said they were wicked
men that had to be killed. He said it wouldn't take long, that all the strong
men in France were shooting at them.
Claire René had a great
deal to do after that. She had to bathe and dress grand'mère; she had to cook
the food and scrub the floor and scour the pots and pans. She kept the pans
very bright. Grand'mère might some day open her eyes, and there would be a
great scolding if the pans were not bright. Claire René also tended the garden;
Jacques helped her with the heavy digging. He was very mean about the
vegetables; he made her put most of them in the cellar; and the green things
that wouldn't keep he himself put into jars and tins and locked them in the
closet. When the summer had gone he gave Claire René the keys.
"Ma petite,"
he said, "you learn too fast to eat too little. You must be big and well
when your brothers come back."
All the winter long
Claire René watched for her brothers. Once a telegram had come, brought by a
boy who said he had walked all the miles of the forest. In the memory of Claire
René there lay a hidden fear about telegrams. Years before, grand'mère had
cried for many days when Jacques had brought from the town just such a thin,
crackling envelope. And Claire René knew that after that she had no longer any
young mother or father—only grand'mère and her three brothers.
Grand'mère had enough of
sorrow. The telegram was better hidden in the room of her brothers. Grand'mère
would never find it there; it was far away from her chair by the window, up the
straight, narrow stairs, under the high, peaked gable. Then, too, there was a
comfort in that room for Claire René; it was quiet; the great silence of
downstairs was too big to squeeze up the narrow way. Each day she would stroke
and tend the high white bed; each week she would drag the mass of feather
mattress to the narrow window ledge and air it for the length of a sunny day.
At evening she would
pull and pile high again the snowy layers, as quickly as her tired back could
move, as quickly as her thin, blue fingers could smooth the heavy homespun
sheets and comforters. Quick she must be lest Clément and Fernand and Alphonse
come home before the night fell over their sleeping place. When she placed the
telegram under the first high pillow (Clément's pillow) it made a sound that
frightened her.
In the evenings
grand'mère's chair was pulled to the great hearth fire. Claire René would watch
the flamelight spread over the stonelike face. Sometimes bright sparkles from
the rows of copper pots and pans would lay spots of light on the heavy closed
lids.
Claire René would spring
from her chair and kneel beside the dumb figure. "Grand'mère!" she
would call. "Do you see? Have you the eyes again?"
Then the lights would
shift, and her head would drop over her trembling knees, and she would look
away from the dry, sealed eyes of grand'mère. She never cried; it might make a
noise in the still, whitewashed room to frighten her. Grand'mère might find the
tears when she raised her hands to let them travel over the face of her
grandchild. It was enough that once grand'mère had shivered when her fingers
found the hollows in Claire René's cheeks. After that the child puffed out her
cheeks while the knotted hands made their daily journey. Grand'mère's fingers
would smooth the sunny tangled hair, touch the freckled upturned nose; they
would pause and tremble at the slightest brush from the eyelashes that fringed
the deep, gray eyes.
Claire René would pile
more logs on the fire and wonder what thoughts lay in grand'mère's mind; wonder
whether she knew that they had so much more wood in the shed than they had food
in the larder. She was clever about cooking the roots from the cellar. But grand'mère's
coffee was weaker each day, and only once in a long while did Jacques bring
milk. Then he used to stand and order Claire René to drink it all, but she
would choke and say it was sour and sickened her; only thus could she save
enough for grand'mère's coffee in the morning.
There were many things
to think about, to look at on the winter evenings by the firelight: Clément's
seat by the chimney corner, where he whittled and whistled; Fernand's flute
hanging on the wall; the books of Alphonse on the high shelf over the dresser.
Claire René found that her heart and her eyes would only find comfort if her
fingers were busy. She would tiptoe to the dresser and bring out a basket, once
filled with the socks of her brothers. She would crouch by the fireside, first
stirring the logs to make more light for her work. It was long since the
candles were gone. It was the only joyous moment in the day when she handled
the dried everlastings that filled the basket. Always she must hurry, work more
quickly, select the withered colors with more care. The wreaths for her three
brothers must be beautiful, must be ready on time. Clément and Fernand and
Alphonse must be crowned, given the reward when they came home from killing
wicked men to save La Belle France!
All the months of the
summer before she had watched and tended the flowers. The seeds she had found
in grand'mère's cupboard. Jacques had scolded about the place that had been
given them in the garden patch. But Claire René had stamped her foot and
strong, strange words that belonged to her three brothers when they were angry
came to her lips. Jacques had looked startled and funny and had turned his head
away; in the end he had patted Claire René on her rigid shoulders and she
thought his eyes were just like wet, black beads.
On the other side of the
hearth, away from grand'mère's chair, she twined and wound the wreaths. No one
must know. The Great Day must be soon! And in her heart she
believed that on that day grand'mère would open her eyes.
In the spring Claire
René finished the wreaths. The very day she placed them on the highest shelf in
the dark closet under the stairs there had come a knock at the door. She was
stiff with terror. Jacques never knocked; there was no one else. She clung to a
heavy chair back while the same boy who had come before entered slowly and
placed a second telegram in her numb fingers.
"I am sorry,
mademoiselle," was all he said.
She watched him
disappear through the garden gate; she listened until his steps died in the
forest. Grand'mère stirred in her chair by the window; Claire René thought a
flicker of pain traveled over the worn face; she thought the closed eyes
twitched; Madame Populet stretched out her hands.
Claire René flew up the
straight, narrow stairs; she placed the telegram under Fernand's pillow; she
pressed her fists deep into the feathers; the crackle of paper made her heart
stand still. There were tears starting in her eyes; she held them back.
Grand'mère had enough of sorrow; she must never know of the second telegram in
the house.
Thoughts came crowding
into Claire René's mind. Why not tear up the white-and-blue envelopes or why
not show them to Jacques—in some way throw away the fear that was eating at her
heart? Then the great silence of the house below seemed to creep up the narrow
stairs and lay cold hands on Claire René. Oh, why was it all so lonely! Where
were her three brothers? Why must the telegrams make so great a trembling in
her heart for them, make her kneel and pray that the Holy Mother would hold
them in her arms forever?
Her knees were stiff
when she arose; her eyes were bright, but not with tears; her back was very
straight, her head held high, for was she not a grandchild of Madame Populet? A
sister to Clément and Fernand and Alphonse, and through them, a child of
France! She stood on her toes and dropped three kisses on the pillows of her
brothers. She was big enough to keep the secret of her fear about the
telegrams. It was better so.
She went downstairs
singing. The sound was strange in her throat, but she must finish the song. She
stood behind grand'mère's chair, and laid her hands on the still white head.
When the last, high, treble note fell softly through the room she looked out of
the window into the forest. There were threads of pale green showing on the
tall trees; there were tiny red buds starting from the brown branches of the
pollard willow that swept across the window ledge.
Claire René suddenly
wanted to shout! She did shout! There was spring in the world! There was spring
in her heart, in her feet, in her tingling finger tips.
She danced to the dark
closet under the stairs. There they were, the wreaths, for her three brothers!
The deep golden one for Clément—he was strong and square like a rock; the light
golden one for Fernand—he was pale and slight; the scarlet one for Alphonse—he
was straight and tall like a tree in the forest.
Claire René touched the
three wreaths; they crackled dryly under her touch; she turned away and
shivered. What did they sound like? Oh, yes; the crackling of the thin paper on
the telegrams!
She shut the closet door
softly, and went to kneel beside grand'mère's chair and looked again into the
forest. The buds on the sweeping willows said "Yes"; the pale-green
winding gauze through the tall trees whispered a promise. She stood up and held
out her arms; she had faith in the forest; she believed what it said. Through a
patch of flickering sunlight she thought she saw three forms moving toward the
cottage. It was only the viburnum bushes dipping and swaying in the March wind,
against the sturdy growth of darkened holly.
The noise died away
entirely as the spring advanced. The silence grew greater and greater. There
were few seeds for Claire René to plant in her garden; there was little
strength in her arms to work them. Weeds covered the flower patch of a year
ago. A few straggling everlastings showed their heads above the tangle. Claire
René had plenty of strength to uproot them angrily and throw them into the
overgrown path.
The three wreaths were
still on the shelf in the dark closet under the stair. Their colors were
dimmed, like the hope in their maker's heart; their forms were shrunken, like
the forms of Claire René and grand'mère and Jacques.
Grand'mère lay in her
bed most of the day. Sometimes, when the sun shone and the birds sang, Claire
René would make her aching arms bathe and dress grand'mère and help her into
the chair by the window. Then she would sit beside her and try to run threads
through the bare places in her frocks.
At times she thought of
making frocks for herself out of grand'mère's calico dresses, folded so neatly
in the cupboard. But grand'mère, she argued, would need them for herself when
the Great Day came, when Clément and Fernand and Alphonse would come with
ringing laughter through the forest—laughter that would surely open
grand'mère's eyes—and her ears. When the birds sang and the sun shone Claire
René believed that day would come.
Jacques was always kind.
But he had become a part of the great silence; almost as still as grand'mère he
was. For hours he would sit and look at Claire René bending over her sewing,
over her scrubbing, over the brightening of the pots and pans. Sometimes his
shining black eyes seemed to lie down in his face, to be going away forever
behind his bush of eyebrow.
Then she would start
toward him and call: "Jacques, Jacques!"
He would always answer,
straightening in his chair: "Yes, my little one, be not afraid. Jacques is
ever near."
Claire René would sigh
and go back to her work and wish that she was big enough to go out into the forest
and shoot birds, as Jacques used to do. She was very hungry. She was tired of
eating roots from the garden.
She would like to lie
down and go to sleep for the rest of her life, or die and go to heaven and have
the Holy Mother hold her in her arms and feed her thick yellow milk. Jacques no
longer brought even thin blue milk. There was no coffee in the cupboard, no
sugar, no bread—only hateful roots of the garden.
Claire René no longer
walked in the forest. Sometimes she would lie down on a mossy place and look up
through the tall trees at the patches of blue sky overhead. She wondered
whether the good God still kept His home above, whether He, too, were hungry,
whether the Holy Mother had work to do when her back ached and her fingers
wouldn't move and were thin and bony, like young dead birds that sometimes fell
from nests.
Once, when Claire René
was thinking such thoughts, she saw Jacques come running toward her. His eyes
were bright and shiny, and she had a fear that they might drop out of his head,
as the quick breath dropped out of his mouth.
"Listen, ma
petite!" he cried.
He dropped on the mossy
place beside her and rocked back and forth with his hands clasped about his
shaking knees. Claire René was used to waiting. She waited until Jacques found breath
for speech.
Then he told her how the
"Great Man from America" was coming to save France! How he was
sending a million strong sons before him. How there was hope come to heavy
hearts!
Claire René wanted to
ask a great many questions. But Jacques went right on, talking, talking—about
the right flank and the left flank and the boches and the Americans. Claire
René hoped his tongue would not be too tired to answer one of her questions.
"What is America,
my little one? Why, the greatest country in the world, excepting France. Where
is America, my little one? Why, across the Atlantic Ocean, far from
France."
Claire René sat very
still with her hands in her lap. Jacques was a wise man. He knew a great deal.
All old people were wise; but such strange things made them happy, far-away
things that they couldn't ever touch or see, things out in the big world that
went round and round. She knew that Clément and Fernand and Alphonse were out
in the big world, going round and round; but in her heart she saw them only in
the forest, in the garden patch, by the hearth in the tiny house, asleep in
their high white bed.
In these places she
could still feel their arms about her, hear their laughter, listen for their
step. But out in the world! What were they doing? How could she know? Jacques
made her feel very lonely. Never once did he speak of her three brothers; on
and on he went about the "Great Man from America."
Presently he ceased for
a moment and held Claire René's cold hands against his grizzled cheek.
"But, my little one, why are you cold?"
Claire René looked for a
long time into Jacques' shining eyes; then she whispered: "My
brothers!"
High among the tall
trees of the forest the wind was singing and sighing; beneath on a green moss
bank Jacques gathered Claire René in his arms; he gathered her up like a baby
and rocked her back and forth. He cried and laughed into the bright tangle of
her hair.
"My poor little
one! My poor little one!" he said over and over. Then he released her from
his arms and held her face between his knotted hands. "Now, listen!"
She listened, and even
before Jacques had finished a song began in her heart—so strong and high and
true that it reached up into the treetops and joined in the chorus of the
forest.
The words that came from
the lips of Jacques made a great beating in her ears. Could it be so—what he
was saying—that the "Great Man from America" had come to save all the
Brothers of France? That soon, soon he would send Clément and Fernand and
Alphonse back to the tiny house in the forest? That all the wicked men in the
world would be no more? That the great and terrible noise would cease—forever?
Jacques was very, very
sure that he was right about it; he had read it all in a newspaper; he had
walked miles and miles to hear men talk of nothing else.
Claire René asked where
the great man lived.
"In Paris, ma
petite."
"And what does he
look like—the brave one?"
"He is grave and
quiet, like a king."
"And has he on his
head the crown of gold?"
"No, ma petite, but
he has in his heart the Sons of France."
"And Clément and
Fernand and Alphonse also?"
Claire René waited while
Jacques passed his fingers through her hair. "Yes, ma petite," he
said at last.
Claire René wished that
she had more hands and feet and lips and eyes and more than such a little body
to hold her joy. She made circles of dancing about Jacques on their way back to
the cottage. She said her happiness was so great that she might fly up into the
sky and laugh from the tops of the trees. "Dear Jacques," she said as
they paused at the dried garden patch, "do you think to-morrow they will
come—my brothers?"
Jacques shook his head.
"Do you think one
day from to-morrow?"
Again Jacques shook his
head.
But Claire René was busy
in her thoughts. She turned suddenly and threw her arms about him. "Will
you again walk the miles of the forest for Claire René, will you?"
"But—why—for what
reason, ma petite?"
She would send a letter!
She would herself write to the "Great Man," and tell him about
Clément and Fernand and Alphonse, tell him how good and brave they were, and
about grand'mère and the silence of her eyes and ears, and about—Claire René
looked frightened and clapped her fingers over her mouth.
No! She must forever
keep the secret about the telegrams. Telegrams meant sorrow; there must be only
happiness in the house for the brothers.
Long after twilight had
fallen she pleaded with Jacques about the letter. By the firelight that same
night she would write. Grand'mère had taught her to make the letters of many
words; she knew what to say. In the first light of the day Jacques could be
gone to the post. And then! Yes?
Not until he finally
nodded his head was she satisfied. Then she wondered why so suddenly he had
become heavy with sadness. Why, when she watched him trudge off into the
forest, had he seemed to carry a burden on his bent back?
She thought: "Old
people are like that. Grand'mère is like that; she, too, grows tired with the
end of the day. They had so many long days behind them to remember—grand'mère
and Jacques. And the days ahead of them?"
Claire René was often
puzzled about their days ahead. They were so tired! But they would be soon
happy. And grand'mère would open her eyes to see and her ears to hear when
Clément and Fernand and Alphonse came back again.
Claire René ate only a
mouthful of her cooked roots on that evening. For grand'mère she made a special
brew of dried herbs from the forest and baked a cake from the last bit of brown
flour left in the cupboard. Grand'mère was half the shape she used to be; the
brothers would surely scold when they saw her so gone away.
Claire René piled the
logs high on the fire; she must have light for her work, plenty of light. She
searched the house for paper and envelope and pencil and when she had written
she threw the paper into the fire and wept with a passion much too great for
her years and her body. She had forgotten the words; they wouldn't come. And
who was she to be writing to the "Great Man," a man like a king?
Until the dawn crept
through the windows Claire René lay upon the hearth by the dying fire, sobbing
through her sleep. The first light of day made her remember Jacques. He would
be waiting! He had promised to go, to walk to the post with her letter. She
looked at the dark closet under the stairs. She thought of the three wreaths; if
she could make wreaths, she could make letters! She bounded to her feet; she
seized the last of the paper and the bitten pencil; she struggled with the
letters; she wrote: "Dear Great Man: My brothers——"
A step in the still room
startled her. Grand'mère was coming from her room, fully dressed. Claire René
flew to her side, but Madame Populet stood erect; she walked alone to her chair
by the window. Claire René knelt beside her, and the hands that were laid on
her head had a new firmness in their pressure. And grand'mère was smiling!
Claire René thought:
"She is happy this morning; she feels in the air the gladness. I will make
her a hot brew when I come back from Jacques."
She wrapped a dark cloak
about her shoulders; in her hand was tightly clasped the half-written paper and
the pencil. At the doorway she turned and called: "Good-by, grand'mère.
Good-by."
Madame Populet was still
smiling; her face was turned toward the forest and, through the sweeping willow
over the window, sunbeams laid their fingers on the sightless eyes.
Two hours later Claire
René walked through the forest singing. Her arms were full of scarlet leaves
and branches of holly berries. She wanted to carry all the beautiful things she
saw back to the cottage, to make the place a bower, where she and grand'mère
and Clément and Fernand and Alphonse could kneel and thank the good God that
they were again together.
All the world was kind
on this morning. Jacques had been waiting for her at the door of his wooden
hut. He had helped her with the letter. He had set out straightway to the post.
Claire René had stooped and kissed the feet that had so many miles to go.
Jacques had cried out:
"Ma petite, you hope too far."
But Claire René's mind
and heart were a flood of joy; she had no place for doubt, no time for sorrow.
She came out of the forest and stood looking at the tiny, crumbling house. No
longer was she afraid of the silence. In but a short time her three brothers
would fill the air with laughter; they would carry her on their backs around
the house and into the forest, and grand'mère would stand waiting and
smiling—and perhaps scolding; who could tell?
She pushed her way
through the doorway. The berries and leaves made a tall screen about her; she
could barely see grand'mère in her chair by the window. She laid the branches
on the hearth.
"There!" she
said. "That's good."
Grand'mère was very
quiet in her chair by the window. Her hands were folded over her breast. There
was something between her still fingers.
Claire René looked
again, and then she screamed.
Madame Populet's eyes
were open; they were fixed on the thin blue-and-white envelope clasped in her
hands. Claire René pressed her fingers into her temples; she was afraid to
speak aloud.
She whispered: "The
third telegram!"
Who had brought it? Who
had given it to grand'mère? Why was she so still? Why were her eyes open,
without seeing? Claire René wanted to scream again; but instead, she made her
feet take her to the chair by the window; she made her fingers pull the thin
envelope from between the stiff fingers. Grand'mère's hands were cold. Her
silence was more terrible than any silence Claire René had known before. The
glazed, open eyes looked as if they hurt; she closed the lids with the tips of
her fingers. She had seen dead birds in the forest and she knew that grand'mère
was now like them.
The telegram was better
burned in the fire; there it could bring no more sorrow. She watched the thin
paper curl and smolder among the smoking embers of last night's blaze. She
looked again toward the still figure by the window. If grand'mère was dead, why
did she stay on the earth? Why didn't the Holy Mother send an angel to carry
her away into the heaven of the good God?
Claire René began to
tremble. What if the angels were too tired to come, were as faint and hungry as
she! What, then, would become of grand'mère?
Clément and Fernand and
Alphonse would be very angry to find her so cold and still and dead; they would
be, perhaps, as angry to find her gone away to heaven. But grand'mère had so
much of sorrow here on earth; Claire René thought the room was growing very
dark; she flung her arms above her head and faintly screamed. But there was no
one to hear. She fell on the hearthstone beside the red berries and the red
leaves.
There was scarcely a
breath left in her body when Jacques found her at dusk.
Three days later she
opened her eyes in her little bed beside grand'mère's bed. Grand'mère's bed was
smooth and high and white. Claire René was puzzled.
She called:
"Grand'mère!"
From the outer room the
voice of Jacques replied: "Yes, ma petite; I am here."
He came and put his arms
about her; she laid her head against his rough coat, but her eyes were turned
toward the empty bed. She was trying to remember.
Presently she sat up and
asked: "Did the angel come and take grand'mère and carry her to the Holy
Mother in heaven?"
Jacques crossed his
heart. "Yes, ma petite," he said.
Faintly Claire René
smiled and faintly she questioned: "But, my brothers?"
Jacques turned his
troubled eyes away. She must wait, he said; when she was strong they would talk
of many things. He told her that he had brought food to make her well, and that
on the first warm day he would himself carry her out into the sunshine of the
forest; there she would again run and sing and be like a happy, bright bird.
In the days that
followed Claire René never spoke of grand'mère; she never spoke of her three
brothers. She lay in her bed and stared about the quiet room. The silence was
different, now that grand'mère was gone. Everything was different.
Jacques gave her food
and care, and every day he said: "In only a little time you will be strong
again, ma petite."
But something in his
eyes kept her from speaking about Clément and Fernand and Alphonse. Often she
thought about the telegrams upstairs in the high, white bed. She wondered if
Jacques had found them there. Once she heard him walking on the floor above. He
was there a long time, and when he came down his voice was queer and deep and
his eyes were hidden behind a mist.
He never spoke any more
about the "Great Man from America." Jacques was like grand'mère; he
was old, he was full of sorrow. Claire René was afraid to ask about her letter;
she thought about it each day.
But on the morning she
was carried to Clément's chair by the chimney corner, she felt a great gladness
spring in her heart. Yes; they would come soon—her three brothers. To-morrow
she would be strong enough to walk alone to the dark closet under the stairs
and look again at the three wreaths on the highest shelf.
Claire René smiled in her
sleep that night; she dreamed of laughter in the house, of strong young arms
about her, of quick steps and bright eyes.
Once she awoke and must
have called out, for Jacques was kneeling beside her bed.
"Poor little
one," he said, "you call, but there is only old Jacques to
come."
Claire René put out her
hand and let it rest on the old man's head. "Dear Jacques," she
whispered, "always I will love you."
The sun was streaming
through the tiny house the next morning. Jacques had left Claire René sitting
in the warm light of the open doorway while he went to bring wood from the
forest. There were no birds singing from the leafless trees, but Claire René
saw a sparrow hopping about on the bright brown earth of the garden patch. She
was wishing she had a great piece of white fat to hang out on a tree for the
bird's winter food; wishing there were crumbs to leave on the window ledge, as
grand'mère used to do.
She was wishing so hard
about so many things that she failed to see three men coming out of the forest.
They were tall and straight and fair, and their eyes were as blue as the sky
above their heads. Their clothes were the color of pale brown sand and on their
heads were jaunty caps of the selfsame color.
Jacques was with them;
he was making a great many motions with his hands. They were all walking very
slowly and talking very fast.
As they neared the house
Jacques pointed to Claire René, and the three strange men held back. Jacques
came slowly forward. The sound of his step on the hard ground interrupted Claire
René's reverie; she looked up and around. She saw the three men standing at
attention beyond the garden gate.
She threw back the heavy
cloak wrapped about her; the thin folds of her calico dress hung limply from
her sunken shoulders, and above the wasted child body the sun spun circles of
gold in her tangled hair. She made a slight quivering start toward Jacques,
which passed into a rigid stare toward the three figures beyond.
She was unaware when
Jacques put a caressing, supporting arm about her and said: "Listen, my
child."
The three men were
coming forward. One of them had a letter in his hand. With kind eyes and bared
heads they stood before the straining gaze of Claire René.
"The letter is for
you, ma petite." Jacques voice was infinitely tender; the added pressure
of his arm made Claire René conscious of his presence; she suddenly clung to
him and buried her face in his coat sleeve. He went on to say: "The letter
is for Claire René—from the 'Great Man from America'!"
The tangled head shook
in the angle of his arm. Claire René was crying.
The tallest of the three
men handed the letter to Jacques; he wiped his eyes and turned his head away.
The others shifted in position and tightly folded their arms across their broad
chests.
Jacques read:
To Mademoiselle Claire
René: The soil of France now
covers the bodies of your three brothers, Clément and Fernand and Alphonse
Populet. The soil of France covers the Croix de Guerre upon their breasts. The
sons of France, and of America, hold forever in their hearts the memory of
their honor. We are all one family now—France and America—and so I send to you
three brothers—not in place of, but in the stead of those others. They come to
give you love and service in the name of America.
Claire René slowly moved
apart from Jacques. She stood alone with head erect and taut arms by her sides.
She hesitated a moment, then came forward and held out her hands.
"Bonjour,
messieurs," she said.
The tallest of the three
men covered her hands with his own. "Little friend," he said, "we
can't make you forget your brothers; we want to help you remember them. We want
to do some of the things for you that they used to do, and we want you to do a
lot of things for us. We are pretty big, it is true, but we need a little girl
like you to sort of keep us in order. We want to take you right along with us
this very day—to a place where we can care for you, and——"
But Claire René slipped
with electric swiftness to Jacques' side; from his sheltering arm she made
declaration: "Never! I stay here with Jacques—always." Then
struggling against emotion she added with finality: "I thank you,
messieurs."
The tall man lingered
with his thoughts a moment before he spoke; he was standing close to Claire
René and made as though to lay his hand upon her hair, but drew back and said
that they were all pretty good cooks and that they were very, very hungry.
At this Claire René
threw a frightened, wistful glance at Jacques.
The tall man interrupted
hastily. He said they had brought food with them, and would she allow them to
prepare it?
Claire René nodded her
head; her eyes looked beyond her questioner—out into the lonely forest.
Jacques presently lifted
her into his arms and carried her within the house. With reverence he placed
her in grand'mère's chair by the window. Her ears were filled with distant
echoes; her sight was blurred; speech had gone from her lips. As through a dark
curtain she saw the figures moving about the room; far away she heard the
clatter and the talk and sometimes laughter.
After a long time
Jacques came and held some steaming coffee to her lips. He made her drink and
drink again; a pink flush crept into her cheeks; shyly she met the glances from
the eyes of those three fair, kind faces. Then her own eyes filled with tears
and she lowered her head.
The tallest of the three
men came behind her chair and spoke gently, close to her ear: "Our great
and good commander, who sent us here, will be very unhappy if you do not come.
You see, he wanted the sister of Clément and Fernand and Alphonse Populet to be
a sister to some of his own boys. It would help us a great deal, you know;
we're pretty lonely too—sometimes."
The collaboration in the
faces of his friends seemed to put an instant end to his effort and, as if an
unspoken command were given, they all sat down and made a prompt finish to the
meal.
With no word on her lips
Claire René watched from Grand'mère's chair by the window. About her, figures
moved like dim marionettes; they cleared the table; they polished the copper
pans; they sat in the chimney corner and puffed blue circles of smoke above
their heads.
Dimly she saw all this,
but clearly she saw the inside of a great man's mind. She, Claire René, had
work to do; she was called—for France!
Long, slanting shadows
from the sinking sun were streaking the wall of the whitewashed room with
slender, forklike fingers. Jacques and the three men were knotted in talk
beside the ruddy fire glow. Claire René braced herself with a sharp sigh. No
soldier ever went into battle with a more self-made courage than hers.
Unseen, unnoticed,
noiselessly she made her pilgrimage across the room. In the dark closet, under
the stairs, she reached for the wreaths. With quick, short breath she gathered
them in her arms. One moment she lowered her head while her lips touched the
faded crackling flowers. The compact was sealed; her sacrifice was ready.
In that attitude she
passed swiftly within the circle about the fireplace. She came like a spirit of
Peace with the wreaths in her arms. Over and above the serenity in her face
there dawned a joyous expectancy. Yes; she could trust les Américains!
On each reverent, bowed
head she placed her wreath; and when she had finished, without tremor in her
voice she said: "My brothers!"
By JOHN T. WHEELWRIGHT
from Scribner's
Magazine
Ralph Tuckerman had
landed that day in Liverpool after a stormy winter voyage, his first across the
Atlantic. The ship had slowly come up the Mersey in a fog, and the special boat
train had dashed through the same dense atmosphere to the home of fogs and
soot, London, and in the whole journey to his hotel the young American had seen
nothing of the mother country but telegraph-poles scudding through opacity on
the railway journey, and in London the loom of buildings and lights dimly red
through the fog.
Although he had no
acquaintances among the millions of dwellers in the city, he did not feel
lonely in the comfortable coffee room of his hotel, where a cannel-coal fire
flickered. The air of the room was surcharged with pungent fumes of the coal
smoke which had blackened the walls and ceilings, and had converted the once
brilliant red of a Turkey carpet into a dingy brown, but the young American
would not have had the air less laden with the characteristic odor of London,
or the carpet and walls less dingy if he had had a magician's wand.
The concept of a hotel
in his native city of Chicago was a steel structure of many stories,
brilliantly lighted and decorated, supplied with a lightning elevator service
running through the polished marble halls which swooned in a tropical
atmosphere of steam heat emanating from silvered radiators. So it was no wonder
that the young man felt more at home in this inn in old London than he had ever
felt in an American caravansary.
The shabby waiter who
had served him at dinner appeared to him to be a true representation of the
serving-man who had eaten most of David Copperfield's chops, and drained the
little boy's half pint of port when he went up to school. It may be that Tuckerman's
age protected him from any such invasion of his viands, but in justice to the
serving-man it seems probable that he would have cut off his right hand rather
than been disrespectful to a guest at dinner.
After the cloth was
removed, Tuckerman ordered a half-pint decanter of port out of regard for the
memory of Dickens, and, sipping it, looked about with admiration at the room
with its dark old panels. Comfortable as he felt, after his dinner, he could
not help regretting that he had not had with him his old friends Mr. and Mrs.
Micawber and Traddles to share his enjoyment—the guests whom Copperfield
entertained when "Mr. Micawber with more shirt collar than usual and a new
ribbon to his eyeglass, Mrs. Micawber with a cap in a whitey-brown paper parcel,
Traddles carrying the parcel and supporting Mrs. Micawber on his arm"
arrived at David's lodgings and were so delightfully entertained. He wished
that he could see "Micawber's face shining through a thin cloud of
delicate fumes of punch," so that at the end of the evening Mr. and Mrs.
Micawber would feel that they could not "have enjoyed a feast more if they
had sold a bed to pay for it."
These cheery spirits
seemed to come back to him from the charming paradise where they live to
delight the world for all time, and it seemed to him that he could distinctly
hear Mr. Micawber saying: "We twa have rin about the brae, And pu'd the
gowans fine," observing as he quoted: "I am not exactly aware what
gowans may be, but I have no doubt that Copperfield and myself would frequently
have taken a pull at them if it had been possible."
His modest modicum of
port would have seemed a poor substitute to the congenial Micawber for the
punch.
Finally he went up to
bed, delighted to be given a bedroom candle in a brass candlestick, and to find
on his arrival there that the plumber had never entered its sacred precincts,
for a hat tub on a rubber cloth awaited the can of hot water, which would be
lugged up to him in the morning; the four-post bedstead with its heavy damask hangings,
the cushioned grandfather's chair by the open fireplace, the huge mahogany
wardrobe and the heavy furniture—all were of the period of 1830. Back to such a
room Mr. Pickwick had tried to find his way on the memorable night when he so
disturbed the old lady whose chamber he had unwittingly invaded.
So impressed was the
young American with his transference to the past that his stem-winding watch
seemed an anachronism when he came to attend to it for the night.
He settled down into the
big armchair by the fire, having taken from his valise three books which he had
selected for his travelling companions: "Baedeker's London Guide,"
"The Pickwick Papers," and "David Copperfield." The latter
was in a cheap American edition which he had bought with his schoolboy's
savings; a tattered volume which he knew almost by heart; which, when he took
it up, opened at that part of David's "Personal History and
Experience" where his aunt tells him of her financial losses, and where he
dreamed his dreams of poverty in all sorts of shapes, and, as he read, this
paragraph flew out at his eye:
"There was an old
Roman bath in those days at the bottom of one of the streets out of the
Strand—it may be there still—in which I have had many a cold plunge. Dressing
myself as quickly as I could, and leaving Peggotty to look after my Aunt, I
tumbled head foremost into it, and then went for a walk to Hampstead. I had a
hope that this brisk treatment might freshen my wits a little."
Ralph's sleep in the old
bed was unquiet. He was transported back into the England of the old coaching
days, and found himself seated on the box-seat of the Ipswich coach, next a
stout, red-faced, elderly coachman, his throat and chest muffled by capacious
shawls, who said to him:
"If ever you are
attacked with the gout, just you marry a widder as had got a good loud woice
with a decent notion of using it, and you will never have the gout agin!"
Then suddenly the film of the smart coach, with passengers inside and out,
faded away, and Ralph found himself drinking hot brandy and water with Mr.
Pickwick, in a room of a very homely description, apparently under the special
patronage of Mr. Weller and other stage coachmen, for there sat the former
smoking with great vehemence. The vision flashed out into darkness.
Then came deep, early
morning sleep from which a sharp knock at his door aroused him, and a valet
entered with a hot-water can and a cup of tea, saying: "Beg pardon, sir,
eight o'clock, sir, thank you, sir."
Ralph's first
inclination was to say "Thank you," but he restrained himself
from this in time to save upsetting the foundations of British social life, and
instead he asked:
"What kind of a
morning is it?"
"Oh, sir, thank
you, sir, if I should say that it is a nasty morning, sir, I should be telling
the truth indeed, foggy and raining, sir, thank you, sir."
All the time he was
quietly taking up Ralph's clothes, which were scattered in convulsions around
the room.
"Shall I not unpack
your box, sir?" asked the valet.
Ralph stopped from
sipping his tea to nod assent, and the man proceeded with the unpacking with a
hand which practice had made perfect.
"This is my first
morning in London," observed Ralph. The valet pretended not to hear him,
being unwilling to engage in any line of conversation which by any chance could
take him out of the station in life to which he had been called.
"What is your
name?" finally asked the American.
"Postlethwaite,
sir, but I answer to the name of 'Enery."
"Well, 'Enery, did
you ever hear of a Roman bath in a little street off the Strand?"
"A Roman bath, sir,
in a little street off the Strand, sir? No, sir, thank you, sir, my word, sir,
the Italians never take baths, sir."
"They used to take
them, 'Enery, and my guide-book says that there is one of theirs to this day in
Strand Lane."
The valet was silent as
he continued his unpacking and arranging of Tuckerman's clothes, and the latter
felt a little uncomfortable as this proceeding went on, for he was conscious of
the inadequacy of his outfit, not only in the eyes of an English servant, but
in his own, for he had purposely travelled "light," intending to
replenish his wardrobe in London; but the well-trained servant treated the
worn-out suits and frayed shirts with the utmost outward respect as he folded
them up and put them away in the clothes-press.
An hour later, on the
top of a 'bus, Ralph sat watching the complicated movement of traffic in the
London streets, directed by the helmeted policemen. It was before the days of
the motor-car, an endless stream of omnibuses, drays, hansoms, and
four-wheelers, even at that early hour in the morning was pouring through the
great artery of the heart of the world. This first ride on a London 'bus and
the sights of the street traffic were inspiring, but familiar to the mind's eye
of the young American. The Thames, alive with barges and steamers, the
smoke-stained buildings, the processions of clerks, the crossing and sweepers,
the smart policemen, the cab-drivers, the draymen, he knew from Leech's
drawings, and he was on his way, marvellous to relate, to the oldest work of
man in the city, in which the water flowed as it had been flowing ever since
London was Londineum.
He got off the 'bus at
Strand Lane and found a little way down the street the building he was looking
for. It was a commonplace brick structure, the exterior giving no hint of its
contents. A notice was posted on the black entrance door, stating the hours at
which the bath was open to visitors. Ralph found out that he had fifteen
minutes to wait before he could plunge head foremost into the pool. He walked
somewhat impatiently up and down the street, finding the waiting unpleasant,
for although it was not raining hard, the mist was cold and disagreeable. After
a few turns, he came up to the door again and there found a young gentleman,
dressed in a long surtout, reading the notice; the stranger turned about as
Ralph approached; his face was smooth-shaven, his eyes large and melancholy,
his whimsical, sensitive mouth was upcurved at the corners, his waving chestnut
hair was longer than was then the fashion, the soft felt hat was pulled down
over his forehead as if to ward off the fog. He swung to and fro with his right
hand a Malacca joint with a chiselled gold head.
He bowed politely to
Ralph, remarking:
"So you, too, are
waiting for a plunge into the waters of the Holywell?"
"You are right,
sir; I guess that we shall find the Roman bath cold this morning."
"You are an
American, are you not?"
"I am, and
therefore, sir, I am a seeker after the curious and ancient things of this
city; it is my first morning in London."
"May I ask how you
found out about this ancient bath? It is but little known, even to old
Londoners. I often come here for a plunge, but I seldom find any other bathers
here."
"Well, sir, I came
across an allusion to it in 'David Copperfield,' just before I retired last
night, and I looked up the locality in my guide-book."
"'David
Copperfield'!" exclaimed the young man with a low whistle, and he started
off upon a walking up and down as if to keep himself warm while waiting.
A moment later the heavy
black door of the bathhouse was opened, and the bath attendant stepped out on
the threshold, looking out into the rain; a dark-haired, heavily built man,
with coarse features, a tight, cruel mouth; if he had not been dressed in
rough, modern working clothes, he might well have been a holdover from the days
of the Roman occupation.
"The admission is
two shillings," announced the attendant as he showed the American into a
dressing-room, and as the latter was paying his fee he saw the other visitor
glide into a dressing-room adjoining his.
The bath was small,
dark, and disappointing in appearance to the man from overseas, to whom the
term "Roman bath" had conveyed an impression of vast vaulted rooms,
and marble-lined swimming-pools. The bath itself was long enough for a plunge,
but too small for a swim, and a hasty diver would be in danger of bumping his
head on the bottom. The bricks at the side were laid edgewise, and the floor of
the bath was of brick covered with cement. At the point where the water from
the Holywell Spring flowed in, Ralph could see the old Roman pavement. The
water in the bath was clear, but it was dark and cold looking.
As Ralph stood at the
edge, reluctant to spring in, he saw the young Englishman dart from his
dressing-room like a graceful sprite and make a beautiful dive into the pool.
His slender body made no splash, but entered the water like a beam of light,
refracting as he swam a stroke under water.
In a trice his face
appeared above the surface, with no ripple or disturbance of the water.
"I feel better
already," he called out. "I passed such a terrible night, almost as
bad as poor Clarence's. How miserable I was last night when I lay down! I need
not go into details. A loss of property; a sudden misfortune had upset my hopes
of a career and of happiness.
"It was difficult
to believe that night, so long to me, could be short for any one else. This
consideration set me thinking, and thinking of an imaginary party where people
were dancing the hours away until that became a dream too, and I heard the
music incessantly playing one tune, and saw Dora incessantly dancing one dance
without taking the least notice of me."
"I too dreamed the
night through," thought Ralph. "And am I dreaming now?"
"I dreamed of poverty
in all sorts of shapes. I seemed to dream without the previous ceremony of
going to sleep. Now I was ragged, now I ran out of my office in a nightgown and
boots, now I was hungrily picking up the crumbs of a poor man's scanty bread,
and, still more or less conscious of my own room, I was always tossing about
like a distressed ship in a sea of bedclothes. But come, my friend, plunge in,
for if you passed any such night as mine, the clear cold water of Holywell
Spring has marvellous healing properties, and it will freshen your wits for
whatever the day may bring for them to puzzle over."
As he spoke he drew
himself up on the opposite side of the bath from Ralph, and watched the latter
as he took a clumsy header, his body striking the water flat, and sending great
splashes over the room. When Ralph, recovering from his rude entrance into the
water, looked for the other bather, he was gone. The cold water did not invite
a protracted immersion, so that Ralph scrambled hastily out of it, and after a
rub with a harsh towel, put on his clothes; then he noticed that the door of
the stranger's cubicle was open; he looked into it to say good-by to his chance
acquaintance, but it was empty, and in the corner he saw the Malacca cane with
the gold head. He picked it up and carefully examined it; the head was of gold
in the form of a face, eyes wide open, spectacles turned up on the forehead.
"Great Cæsar's
ghost!" exclaimed Ralph, "Old Marley!"
The attendant just then
appeared, Ralph handed him the cane, saying: "I found this cane in the
other gentleman's dressing-room." The attendant stared at him and said
gruffly:
"None of your
larks, sir; there wasn't no other gentleman, and that's no cane; its my
cleaning mop that I get under the seats with."
By STEPHEN FRENCH WHITMAN
from Harper's
Magazine
There is sometimes
melancholy in revisiting after years of absence, a place where one was joyous
in the days of youth. That is why sadness stole over me on the evening of my
return to Florence.
To be sure, the physical
beauties of the Italian city were intact. Modernity had not farther encroached
upon the landmarks that had witnessed the birth of a new age, powerful, even
violent, in its individualism. From those relics, indeed—from the massive
palaces, the noble porches, the monuments rising in the public squares—there
still seemed to issue a faint vibration of ancient audacity and force. It was
as if stone and bronze had absorbed into their particles, and stored through
centuries, the great emotions released in Florence during that time of mental
expansion called the Renaissance.
But this integrity of
scene and influence only increased my regrets. Though the familiar setting was
still here, the familiar human figures seemed all departed. I looked in vain
for sobered versions of the faces that had smiled, of old, around tables in
comfortable cafés, in an atmosphere of youthful gaiety, where at any moment one
might be enmeshed in a Florentine prank that Boccaccio could not have bettered.
One such prank rose, all
at once, before my minds eye, and suddenly, in the midst of my pessimism, I
laughed aloud.
I recalled the final
scene of that escapade, which I myself had managed to devise. The old café had
run with a bellow of delight; the victim, ridiculous in his consternation, had
rushed at me howling for vengeance. But the audience, hemming him in, had
danced 'round him singing a ribald little song. The air was full of battered
felt hats, coffee spoons, lumps of sugar, and waving handkerchiefs. Out on the
piazza the old cab-horses had pricked up their ears; the shopkeepers had run to
their doorways; the police had taken notice. It was not every day that the
champion joker among us was caught in such a net as he delighted to spread.
Where were they, all my
jolly young men and women? Maturity, matrimony, perhaps still other acts of
fate, had scattered them. Here and there a grizzled waiter let fall the old
names with a shrug of perplexity, then hastened to answer the call of a rising
generation as cheerful as if it were not doomed, also, to dispersion and
regrets.
Then, too, in returning
I had been so unfortunate as to find Florence on the verge of spring.
The soft evening air was
full of a sweetness exhaled by the surrounding cup of hills. From baskets of
roses, on the steps of porticoes, a fragrance floated up like incense round the
limbs of statues, which were bathed in a golden light by the lamps of the
piazza. Those marble countenances were placid with an eternal youth, beneath
the same stars that had embellished irrevocable nights, that recalled some
excursions into an enchanted world, some romantic gestures the knack for which
was gone.
"After all," I
thought, "it is better not to find one of the old circle. We should make
each other miserable by our reminiscences."
No sooner had I
reflected thus than I found myself face to face with Antonio.
Antonio was scarcely
changed. His dark visage was still vital with intelligence, still keen and
strange from the exercise of an inexhaustible imagination. Yet in his eyes,
which formerly had sparkled with the wit of youth, there was more depth and a
hint of somberness. He had become a celebrated satirist.
"What luck!"
he cried, embracing me with sincere delight. "But to think that I should
have to run into you on the street!"
"I asked for you
everywhere."
"In the old places?
I never go to them. You have not dined? Nor I. Here, let us take this
cab."
He hurried me off to a
restaurant of the suburbs. Under the starry sky we sat down at a table beside a
sunken garden, in which nightingales were trying their voices among the
blossoms, whose perfume had been intensified by dew.
It was an old-time
dinner, at least, that Antonio provided; but, alas! those others were not there
to eke out the illusion of the past. To each name, as I uttered it, Antonio
added an epitaph. This one had gone to bury himself in the Abruzzi hills. That
one had become a professor at Bologna. Others, in vanishing, had left no trace
behind them.
"And Leonello, who
was going to surpass Michael Angelo?"
"Oh," my
friend responded, "Leonello is still here, painting his pictures. Like me,
he could not live long beyond the air of Florence."
Antonio, in fact, could
trace his family back through Florentine history into the Middle Ages.
"Is Leonello the
same?" I pursued. "Always up to some nonsense? But you were not much
behind him in those insane adventures."
"Take that to
yourself," Antonio retorted. "I recall one antic, just before you
left us—" He broke off to meditate. Clicking his tongue against his teeth,
he gazed at me almost with resentment, as if I were responsible for this
depressing work of time. "No!" he exclaimed, looking at me in gloomy
speculation, while, in the depths of his eyes, one seemed to see his
extraordinary intelligence perplexed and baffled. "That war of wit is
surely over. The old days are gone for good. Let us make the best of it."
And he asked me what I had been doing.
I made my confession. In
those years I had become fascinated by psychic phenomena—by the intrusion into
human experience of weird happenings that materialism could not very well
explain. Many of these happenings indicated, at least to my satisfaction, not
only future existences, but also previous ones. I admitted to Antonio that,
since I was in Italy again, I intended to investigate the case of a Perugian
peasant girl who, though she had never been associated with educated persons,
was subject to trances in which she babbled the Greek language of Cleopatra's
time, and accurately described the appearance of pre-Christian Alexandria.
"I am writing a
book on such matters," I concluded. "You, of course, will laugh at
it——"
His somber eyes, which
had been watching me intently, became blank for a time, then suddenly gave
forth a flash.
"I? Laugh because
you have been enthralled by weirdness?" he cried, as one who, all at once,
has been profoundly moved. Yet laugh he did, in loud tones that were almost
wild with strange elation. "Pardon me," he stammered, passing a
trembling hand across his forehead. "You do not know the man that I have
become of late."
What had my words called
to his mind? From that moment everything was changed. The weight of some
mysterious circumstances had descended upon Antonio, overwhelming, as it seemed
to me, the pleasure that he had found in this reunion. Through the rest of the
dinner he was silent, a prey to that dark exultancy, to that uncanny agitation.
This silence persisted
while the cab bore us back into the city.
In the narrow streets a
blaze of light from the open fronts of cook-shops flooded the lower stories of
some palaces which once on a time had housed much fierceness and beauty,
treachery and perverse seductiveness. Knowing Antonio's intimate acquaintance
with those splendid days, I strove to rouse him by congenial allusions. His preoccupation
continued; the historic syllables that issued from my lips were wasted in the
clamor of the street. Yet when I pronounced the name of one of those bygone
belles, Fiammetta Adimari, he repeated slowly, like a man who has found the key
to everything:
"Fiammetta!"
"What is it,
Antonio? Are you in love?"
He gave me a piercing
look and sprang from the cab. We had reached the door of his house.
Antonio's bachelor
apartment was distinguished by handsome austerity. The red-tiled floors
reflected faintly the lights of antique candelabra, which shed their luster
also upon chests quaintly carved, bric-à-brac that museums would have coveted,
and chairs adorned with threadbare coats of arms. Beside the mantelpiece hung a
small oil-painting, as I thought, of Antonio himself, his black hair reaching
to his shoulders, and on his head a hat of the Renaissance.
"No," said he,
giving me another of his strange looks, "it is my ancestor, Antonio di
Manzecca, who died in the year fifteen hundred."
I remembered that somewhere
in the hills north of the city there was a dilapidated stronghold called the
Castle of Manzecca. Behind those walls, in the confusion of the Middle Ages,
Antonio's family had developed into a nest of rural tyrants. Those old
steel-clad men of the Manzecca had become what were called
"Signorotti"—lords of a height or two, swooping down to raid passing
convoys, waging petty wars against the neighboring castles, and at times, like
bantams, too arrogant to bear in mind the shortness of their spurs, defying
even Florence. In the end, as I recalled the matter, Florence had chastened the
Manzecca, together with all the other lordlings of that region. The survivors
had come to live in the city, where, through these hundreds of years, many
changes of fortune had befallen them. My friend Antonio was their last
descendant.
"But," I
protested, examining the portrait, "your resemblance to this Antonio of
the Renaissance could not possibly be closer."
Instead of replying, he
sat down, rested his elbow on his knees, and pressed his fists against his
temples. Presently I became aware that he was laughing, very softly, but in
such an unnatural manner that I shivered.
I grew alarmed. It was
true that in our years of separation Antonio's physical appearance had not
greatly changed; but what was the meaning of this mental difference? Was his
mind in danger of some sinister overshadowing? Were these queer manners the
symptoms of an incipient mania? It is proposed that genius is a form of
madness. Was the genius of Antonio, in its phenomenal development, on the point
of losing touch with sanity? As my thoughts leaped from one conjecture to
another, the tiled room took on the chill that pervades a mausoleum. From the
bowl on the table the petals of a dying rose fell in a sudden cascade, like a
dismal portent.
"The Castle of
Manzecca," I ventured, merely to break the silence, "is quite ruined,
I suppose?"
"No, the best part
of it still stands. I have had some rooms restored."
"You own it?"
"I bought it back a
year ago. It is there that I——" He buried his face in his hands.
"Antonio," I
said, "you are in some great trouble."
"It is not
trouble," he answered, in smothered tones. "But why should I hesitate
to make my old friend, whose mind does not reject weirdness, my confidant? I warn
you, however, that it will be a confidence weird enough to make even your
experience in such matters seem tame. Go first to Perugia. Examine the peasant
girl who chatters of ancient Alexandria. Return to my house one week from
to-night, at dusk, and you shall share my secret."
He rose, averted his
face, and went to throw himself upon a couch, or porch-bed, another relic, its
woodwork covered with faded paint and gilt, amid which one might trace the
gallants of the sixteenth century in pursuit of nymphs—an allegory of that
age's longing for the classic past. I left him thus, flat on his back, staring
up at the ceiling, oblivious of my farewell.
Poor Antonio! What a
return to Florence!
A week from that night,
at dusk, I returned. At Perugia I had filled a pocket-book with notes on the
peasant girl's trances. The spell of those strange revelations was yet on me,
but at Antonio's door I felt that I stood on the threshold of a still more
agitating disclosure.
My knock was answered by
Antonio himself, his hat on his head and a motorcoat over his arm. He seemed
burning with impatience.
"You have your
overcoat? Good." And he locked the door on the outside.
We stepped into a
limousine, which whirled us away through the twilight. The weather made one
remember that even in Florence the merging of March and April could be violent.
To-night masses of harsh-looking clouds sped across the sky before an icy wind
from the mountains. A burial-party, assembled at a convent gate, had their
black robes fluttering, their waxen torches blown out.
"Death!"
muttered Antonio, with a sardonic grimace. "And they call it
unconquerable!"
As we paused before a
dwelling-house, two men emerged upon the pavement. They were Leonello, the
artist, and another friend of the old days, named Leonardo. The unusual
occasion constrained our greetings. The newcomers, after pressing my hand,
devoted themselves with grave solicitude to Antonio.
He burst forth at them
like a man whose nervous tension is nearly unendurable:
"Yes, hang it all!
I am quite well. Why the devil will you persist in coddling me?"
Leonello and Leonardo
gave me a mournful look.
We now stopped at
another door, where there joined us two ladies unknown to me. Both were comely,
with delicate features full of sensibility. Neither, I judged, had reached the
age of thirty. In the moment of meeting—a moment notable for a stammering of
incoherent phrases, a darting of sidelong looks at Antonio, a general effect of
furtiveness and excitement—no one remembered to present me to these ladies. However,
while we were arranging ourselves in the limousine I gathered that the name of
one of them was Laura, and that the other's name was Lina. In their faces, on
which the street-lights cast intermittent flashes, I seemed to discern a
struggle between apprehension and avidity for this adventure.
The silence, and the
tension of all forms, continued even when we left the city behind us and found
ourselves speeding northward along a country road.
"Northward. To the
Castle of Manzecca, then?" I asked myself.
The rays from our lamps
revealed the trees all bending toward the south. The wind pressed against our
car, as if to hold us back from the revelation awaiting us ahead, in the midst
of the black night, whence this interminable whistling moan pervaded nature.
Rain dashed against the glass. Through the blurred windows the lights of farms
appeared, to be instantly engulfed by darkness. Then everything vanished except
the illuminated streak of road. We seemed to be fleeing from the known world,
across a span of radiance that trembled over an immeasurable void, into the
supernatural.
The limousine glided to
a standstill.
"Here we abandon
the car."
We entered the kitchen
of a humble farm-house. Strings of garlic hung from the ceiling, and on the
floor lay some valises.
As the ladies departed
into another room, Antonio mastered his emotion and addressed me.
"What we must do,
and what I must ask you to promise, may at first seem to you ridiculous,"
he said. "Yet your acceptance of my conditions is a matter of life or death,
not to any one here present, but to another, whom we are about to visit. What I
require is this: you are to put on, as we shall, the costumes in these valises,
which are after the fashion of the early sixteenth century. Indeed, when our
journey is resumed, there must be about us nothing to suggest the present age.
Moreover, I must have your most earnest promise that when we reach our
destination you will refrain from giving the least hint, by word or action,
that the sixteenth century has passed away. If you feel unable to carry out
this deception, we must leave you here. The slightest blunder would be
fatal."
No sooner had Antonio
uttered these words than he turned in a panic to Leonello and Leonardo.
"Am I wrong to have
brought him?" he demanded, distractedly. "Can I depend on him at
every point? You two, and Laura and Lina, know what it would mean if he should
make a slip."
Much disturbed, I
declared that I wished for nothing better than to return to Florence at once.
But Leonardo restrained me, while Leonello, patting Antonio's shoulder in
reassurance, responded:
"Trust him. You do
his quick wit an injustice."
Finally Antonio, with a
heavy sigh, unlocked the valises.
Hitherto I had
associated masquerade with festive expectations, but nothing could have been
less festive than the atmosphere in which we donned those costumes. They were
rich, accurate, and complete. The wigs of flowing hair were perfectly
deceptive. The fur-trimmed surcoats and the long hose were in fabrics
suggestive of lost weaving arts. Each dagger, buckle, hat-gem, and finger-ring,
was a true antique. Even when the two ladies appeared, in sumptuous Renaissance
dresses, their coiffures as closely in accordance with that period as their
expanded silhouettes, no smile crossed any face.
"Are we all—"
began Antonio. His voice failed him. Muffled in thick cloaks, we faced the
blustery night again.
Behind the farm-house
stood horses, saddled and bridled in an obsolete manner. Our small cavalcade
wound up a hillside path, which, in the darkness, the beasts felt out for
themselves. One became aware of cypress-trees on either hillside, immensely
tall, to judge by the thickness of their trunks. More and more numerous became
these trees, as was evident from the lamentation of their countless branches.
In its groan, the forest voiced to the utmost that melancholy which the
imaginative mind associates with cypresses in Italy, where they seemed always
to raise their funereal grace around the sites of vanished splendors.
We were ascending one of
the hills that lie scattered above Florence toward the mountains, and that were
formerly all covered with these solemn trees.
But the wind grew even
stronger as we neared the summit. Above us loomed a gray bulk. The Castle of
Manzecca reluctantly unveiled itself, bleak, towering, impressive in its
decay—a ruin that was still a fortress, and that time had not injured so much
as had its mortal besiegers; the last of whom had died centuries ago. A gate
swung open. Our horses clattered into a courtyard which abruptly blazed with
torches.
In that dazzle all the
omens of our journey were fulfilled. We found ourselves, as it appeared, not
only in a place embodying another age, but in that other age itself.
The streaming torches
revealed shock-headed servitors of the Renaissance, their black tunics stamped
in vermilion, front and back, with a device of the Manzecca. By the steps
glittered the spear-points of a clump of men-at-arms whose swarthy and rugged
faces remained impassive under flattened helmets. But as we dismounted a
grey-hound came leaping from the castle, and in the doorway hovered an old
maid-servant. To her Antonio ran straightway, his cape whipping out behind him.
"Speak, Nuta! Is
she well?" he demanded.
We followed him into the
castle.
It was a spacious hall,
paved with stone, its limits shadowy, its core illuminated brilliantly with
candles. From the rafters dangled some banners, tattered and queerly designed.
Below these, in the midst of the hall—in a mellow refulgence that she herself
seemed to give forth—there awaited us a woman glorified by youth and happiness,
who pressed her hand to her heart.
She wore a gown of
violet-colored silk, the sleeves puffed at the shoulders, the bodice tight
across the breast and swelling at the waist, the skirt voluminous. On either
side of her bosom, sheer linen, puckered by golden rosettes, mounted to form
behind her neck a little ruff. Over her golden hair, every strand of which had
been drawn back strictly from her brow, a white veil was clasped, behind her
ears, by a band of pearls and amethysts cut in cabuchon.
Still, she was
remarkable less for her costume than for the singularity of her charms.
To what was this
singularity due? To the intense emotions that she seemed to be harboring? Or to
the arrangement of her lovely features, to-day unique, which made one think of
backgrounds composed of brocade and armor, the freshly painted canvases of
Titian and the dazzling newness of statues by Michael Angelo? As she approached
that singularity of hers became still more disquieting, as though the fragrance
that enveloped her were not a woman's chosen perfume, but the very aroma of the
magnificent past.
Antonio regarded her
with his soul in his eyes, then greedily kissed her hands. When the others had
saluted her, each of them as much moved as though she were an image in a
shrine, Antonio said in a hoarse voice to me:
"I present you to
Madonna Fiammetta di Foscone, my affianced bride. Madonna, this gentleman comes
from a distant country to pay you homage."
"He is
welcome," she answered, in a voice that accorded with her peculiar beauty.
And my bewilderment
deepened as I realized that they were speaking not modern Italian, but what I
gathered to be the Italian of the sixteenth century.
I found myself with
Antonio in a tower-room, whither he had brought me on the ladies' retirement to
prepare themselves for supper.
The wind, howling round
the tower, pressed against the narrow windows covered with oiled linen. The
cypress forest, which on all sides descended from our peak into the valleys,
gave forth a continuous moan. Every instant the candle-light threatened to go
out. The very tower seemed to be trembling, like Antonio, in awe of the secret
about to be revealed. For a while my poor friend could say nothing. Seated in
his rich disguise on a bench worn smooth by men whose tombs were crumbling, he
leaned forward beneath the burden of his thoughts, and the long locks of his
wig hung down as if to veil the disorder of his features.
Finally he began:
"In the year
fifteen hundred my family still called this place their home. There were only
two of them left, two brothers, the older bearing the title Lord of Manzecca.
The younger brother was that Antonio di Manzecca whose portrait you saw on the
wall of my apartment in the city. It is to him, as you observed, that I bear so
close a resemblance.
"In a hill-castle
not far away lived another family, the Foscone.
"The Lord of
Foscone, a widower, had only one child left, a daughter seventeen years old.
Her name was Fiammetta. Even in Florence it was said that to the north, amid
the wilderness of cypress-trees, there dwelt a maiden whose beauty surrounded
her with golden rays like a nimbus."
I remembered our
entrance into this castle, my first glimpse of the woman awaiting us in the
middle of the hall, and the glow of light around her that appeared to be a
radiance expanding from her person.
But my friend continued:
"Between the two
castles there was friendly intercourse. It was presumed that the Lord of
Foscone would presently give his daughter in marriage to the Lord of Manzecca.
Fate, however, determined that Fiammetta and Antonio di Manzecca, the younger
brother, should fall in love with each other.
"Need I describe to
you the fervor of that passion in the Italian springtime, at a period of our
history when all the emotions were terrific in their force?
"At night, Antonio
di Manzecca would slip away to the Castle of Foscone. She would be waiting for
him on the platform outside her chamber, above the ramparts, overlooking the
path across the hills. It chanced that by the aid of vines and fissures in the
masonry he could climb the castle wall almost to that platform—almost near
enough, indeed, to touch her finger-tips. Unhappily, there was nothing there to
which she could attach a twisted sheet. So thus they made love—she bending down
toward him, he clutching with toes and hands at the wall, her whispers making
him dizzier than his perilous posture, her tears falling upon his lips through
a space so little, yet greater than the distance between two stars.
"But almost
everything is discovered. Antonio's meetings with Fiammetta became known to his
elder brother.
"One evening
Fiammetta, from the high platform, saw Antonio approaching while it was still
twilight. All at once he was surrounded by servants of his own house, who had
been waiting for him in ambush. Before he could move, half a dozen daggers sank
into his body. Amid the thorns and nettles he sprawled lifeless, under the eyes
of his beloved. As the assassins dragged his body away, there burst from the
platform a prolonged peal of laughter.
"Fiammetta di
Foscone had gone mad."
At that tragedy, at
least, I was not surprised. The Italy of the Renaissance was full of such
episodes—the murderous jealousy of brothers, the obedient cruelty of retainers,
the wreckage of women's sanity by the fall of horrors much more ingeniously
contrived than this. What froze my blood was the anticipation gradually shaping
in my mind. I felt that this was the prelude to something monstrous,
incredible, which I should be forced to believe.
"She had gone
mad," my friend repeated, staring before him. "She had, in other
words, lost contact with what we call reality. To her that state of madness had
become reality, its delusions truth, and everything beyond those delusions
misty, unreal, or non-existent."
His voice died away as
he looked at his hands with an expression of disbelief. He even reached forward
to touch my knee, then sighed:
"You will soon
understand why I am sometimes possessed with the idea that I am dreaming."
And he resumed his tale:
"Antonio di
Manzecca was buried. His elder brother found a wife elsewhere. The Lord of
Foscone married again, and by that marriage had other children. But still his
daughter Fiammetta stood nightly on the platform of the Castle of Foscone,
gazing down at the hill path, waiting for her Antonio to climb the wall and
whisper his love.
"Now she only lived
in that state of ardent expectancy. The days and weeks and months were but one
hour, the hour preceding his last approach to her. Every moment, in her
delusion, she expected him to end that hour by coming to her as young as ever,
to find her as winsome as before. In consequence, time vanished from her
thought. And in vanishing from her thought, time lost its power over her.
"Her father died;
but Fiammetta still kept her vigil, in appearance the same as on the evening of
that tragedy. A new generation of the Foscone grew old in their turn, but
Fiammetta's loveliness was still perfect. In her madness there seemed to be a
sanity surpassing the sanity of other mortals. For by becoming insensible to
time she had attained an earthly immortality, an uncorrupted physical beauty,
in which she constantly looked forward to the delight of loving.
"So she went on and
on——"
The tower shook in
terror of the gale, and we shook with it, in terror of this revelation. My
thoughts turned toward the woman below, who had smiled at us from that aura of
physical resplendency. I felt my hair rising, and heard a voice, my own, cry
out: "No, no!"
"Yes!" Antonio
shouted, fixing his hands upon my arms. We were both standing, and our leaping
shadows on the wall resembled a combat in which one was struggling to force
insanity upon the other. He went on speaking, but his words were drowned in a
screaming of vast forces that clutched at the tower as if in fury because the
normal processes of nature had been defied. Would those forces attain their
revenge? Was the tower about to thunder down upon the Castle of Manzecca,
annihilating her and us, the secret and its possessors? For a moment I would
have welcomed even that escape from thinking.
"Yes," he
repeated, releasing my arms and sitting down limply on the bench. "As you
anticipate, so it turned out."
I was still able to
protest:
"Admitted that this
has happened elsewhere, to a certain degree. In Victorian England there lived a
woman whose love-affair was wrecked and whose mind automatically closed itself
against everything associated with her tragedy, or subsequent to it. In her
madness she, too, protected herself against pain by living in expectation of
the lover's return. Because that expectation was restricted to her girlhood,
she remained a girl in appearance for over fifty years. Fifty years, that is
comprehensible!"
"The principle is
the same," said Antonio, wearily. "Every mental phenomenon has minor
and major examples. But I will tell you the rest.
"The Foscone, also,
finally moved to Florence. Their castle was left in the care of hereditary
servants, devoted and discreet. On that isolated hilltop no chance was afforded
strangers to solve the mystery of the woman who paced the high platform in the
attire of another age. Was there, in the Foscone's concealment of the awesome
fact, a medieval impulse, the ancient instinct of noble houses to defend
themselves against all forms of aggression, including curiosity? Or was it
merely the usual aversion to being identified with abnormality? Some
abnormality is so terrifying that it seals the loosest lips.
"Now and then, to
be sure, some servant's tongue was set wagging by wine, or some heir of the
Foscone confided in his sweetheart. But the rumor, if it went farther, soon
became distorted and incredible, amid the ghost-stories of a hundred Italian
castles, palaces, and villas. I myself found hints in the archives of my
family, yet saw in them only a pretty tale, such as results when romantic
invention is combined with pride of race.
"But I was destined
to sing another tune.
"Not long ago, the
last of the Foscone's modern generation passed away. There came to me an old
woman-servant from the castle. It was Nuta, whom you saw below as we entered.
"Why had she sought
me out? Because, if you please, in the year fifteen hundred one of my family
had brought this thing to pass. It seemed to Nuta, the fact now being subject
to discovery by the executors of the estate, that the care of her charge
devolved upon me.
"At first I
believed that old Nuta was the mad one. In the end, however, I accompanied her
to the castle. At dusk, concealed by the cypresses, I discerned on the platform
a face that seemed to have been transported from another epoch just in order to
pierce my heart with an intolerable longing. I fell in love as one slips into a
vortex, and instantly the rational world was lost beyond a whorl of ecstasy and
fright.
"I regained
Florence with but one thought: how could she be restored to sanity, yet be
maintained in that beauty which had triumphed over centuries? As I entered my
apartment I saw before me the portrait of that other Antonio di Manzecca, whom
I so closely resembled, whom she had loved, whose return she still awaited. I
stood there blinded by a flash of inspiration.
"At midnight my
plan was complete."
As he paused, and the
conclusion became clear to me, I was taken with a kind of stupor.
"A few days
later," he said, "as she stood gazing down through the twilight, a
man emerged from the forest, in face and dress the image of that other Antonio
di Manzecca. At his signal, servants in the old-time livery of the Manzecca
appeared with a ladder, which they leaned against the ramparts. He set foot
upon the platform. Her pallor turned deathlike; her eyes became blank; she
fainted in his arms. When she recovered she was in the Castle of Manzecca.
"That shock had
restored her reason.
"Now everything
around her very artfully suggested the sixteenth century—the furniture, the
most trivial utensils, the costume of the humblest person in the castle. Nuta
attended her. The convalescent was told that she had been ill in consequence of
the attack on her lover, but that he, instead of succumbing, had been spirited
away and stealthily nursed back to health. Again whole, he had returned to
avenge himself on his brother, whom he had killed. Meanwhile her father had
died. Therefore she had been brought from the Castle of Foscone to the Castle
of Manzecca to enjoy the protection of her Antonio, whom she was now free to
marry.
"All this was what
she wanted to believe, so she believed it."
But Antonio's face was
filled with a new distress. He rose, to pace the floor with the gestures of a
man who realizes that he is locked in a cell to which there is no key.
"In the restoration
of her mind," he groaned, "my own peace of mind has been destroyed.
Even this love, the strangest and most thrilling in the world, will never allay
the heartquakes that I have brought upon myself.
"With her
perception of time restored, she will now be subject to time like other
mortals. As year follows year, her youthfulness will merge into maturity, her
maturity into old age, here in this castle, where nothing must ever suggest that
she has attained a century other than her own. For me that means a ceaseless
vigilance and fear. My devotion will always be mingled with forebodings of some
blunder, some unforeseen intrusion of the present, some lightning-like
revelation of the truth to her."
At that he broke down.
"Ah, if that
happened, what horror should I witness?"
The gale sounded like
the hooting of a thousand demons who were preparing for this man a frightful
retribution. Yet even in that moment I envied him.
To her beauty, which had
bewitched me at my first sight of her, was added another allurement—the thought
of a magical flight far beyond the boundaries imprisoning other men. If romance
is a striving toward something at once unique and sympathetic, here was romance
attained. Moreover, in embracing that exquisite personification of the
Renaissance, one might add to love the glamour of a terrible audacity. And the
addition of glamour to love has always been one of the most assiduously
practised arts.
At the bottom of the
winding tower staircase, in the doorway of the hall where she had greeted us,
we paused to compose ourselves.
"At least,"
Antonio besought me, "when in doubt, remain silent."
We entered the hall.
Under a wooden gallery adorned with carved and tinted shields the supper-table
was laid.
They awaited us,
shimmering in their fantastic finery—the ladies Laura and Lina, my old friends
Leonardo and Leonello, and the ineffable Fiammetta di Foscone. The visitors'
cheeks seemed hectic from the excitement of the hour; but her face was flushed,
her eyes shone, for her own reasons. As I approached her my heartbeats
suffocated me. Yes, I would have taken Antonio's place and shouldered all his
terrors! Before me the fair conqueror of time disappeared in a haze, out of
which her voice emerged like a sweet utterance from beyond the tomb.
"You are pleased
with the castle, messere?"
As I was striving to
respond, Antonio said to her, half aside, in that quaint species of Italian
which he had used before:
"He speaks our
language with difficulty, Madonna, and in a dialect. This disability will
embarrass him till he finds himself more at home."
"Then let us
sup," she exclaimed. "For since this new custom of a third meal has
become fashionable in Florence, no doubt you are all expiring of hunger. So
quickly does habit become tyrannous, especially when it involves a
pleasure."
In some manner or other
I seated myself at the table.
The servants bore in, on
silver platters, small chickens garnished with sugar and rose-water, a sort of
galantine, tarts of almonds and honey, caramels of pine-seed. From the gallery
overhead came the tinkle of a rota, a kind of guitar. The musician produced a
whimsical tune suggesting a picnic of lords and ladies in the garden of an
antique villa, where trick fountains, masked by blossoms, drenched the unwary
with streams of water. But in the chimney of the great, cold fireplace behind
my back the wind still growled its threats; the voice of Nature still menaced
these audacious mortals, who were celebrating the humiliation of her laws.
Beyond the candle-light
the beauty of Fiammetta di Foscone became blinding. In her there was no sign of
an unnatural preservation, as, for example, in a flower that has been
sustained, yet subtly altered, by imprisonment in ice. Nor did her countenance
show in the least that glaze of time which changes, without abating, the
fairness of marble goddesses surviving for us from remote ages of esthetic
victory. But wait; she was not an animated statue, nor any product of nature
other than flesh and blood! And the flesh, the glance, the whole person of this
creature from another era, expressed a glorious young womanhood. I was lost in
admiration, pity, and dread. For over this shining miracle hovered the shadow
of disaster. One could not forget the countless menaces surrounding her.
If she should grasp the
truth, if all of a sudden she should realize her disaccordance with the world
of mortals, what would happen to her before our eyes? Would she succumb
instantly? Or would she first shrivel into some appalling monstrosity? This
deception could not last forever. Might it not end to-night?
Did the others have
similar premonitions?
Their smiles seemed
tremulous and wan, their movements constrained and timorous. All their efforts
at gaiety were impeded by the inertia of fear. At every speech the lips of Lina
and Laura quivered, the hands of Leonello and Leonardo were clenched in a
nervous spasm. Antonio controlled himself only by the most heroic efforts.
What a price to pay for
an illusion of happiness that was destined to a ghastly end! Yet I would still
have paid that heavy price exacted from Antonio.
Fiammetta di Foscone
became infected by our nervousness. At one moment her mirth was feverish; at
another, a look of vague uneasiness crossed her face. Was our secret gradually
penetrating to her subconscious mind? Was she to learn the fact, and perish of
it, not because of bungling word or action on our part, but merely from the
unwitting transmission of our thoughts?
The others redoubled
their travesty of merriment. They voiced the gossip of a vanished society; the
politics, fashions, and scandals of old Florence. One heard the names of noble
families long since extinct, accounts of historic escapades related as if they
had happened yesterday. Fiammetta recovered her animation.
Her dewy eyes turned to
Antonio. Her fingers caressed her betrothal-ring, which was like the
wedding-ring of the twentieth century. And in this hall tricked out with lies,
amid these guests and servants who were the embodiment of falsehood, an
oppressing atmosphere of dread was clarified, for a moment, by the strength and
delicacy of her love.
They discussed the
virtues of the Muses, the plagiarisms of Petrarch, the wonders of astrology.
Her uneasiness revived. In a voice more musical than the rota in the gallery,
she asked:
"My dear friends,
would you attribute to some planetary influence a feeling of strangeness that I
receive at times, even from the air? I demand of you whether the air does not
have an unfamiliar smell to-night?"
There was a freezing
moment of silence.
"It is this great
wind," muttered Leonardo, "that has brought us new air from
afar."
"Every place has
its smell," was Leonello's contribution. "It is natural that the
Castle of Manzecca should smell differently from the Castle of Foscone."
Antonio thanked his
friends with an eloquent look.
"True," she
assented, pensively, "every spot, every person, is surrounded by its
especial ether, produced by its peculiar activity. This house, not only in its
smell, but in its tenor of life, and even in its food, differs vastly from my
own house, which, nevertheless, is just across the hills."
Antonio drained his
goblet at a gulp. He got out the words:
"We are provincial,
we Manzecca. Like a race apart."
"All old families,
jealous of their integrity, are the same," ventured Laura, who looked,
nevertheless, as if she were about to faint.
"Or maybe,"
mused Fiammetta, "it is because I have been ill that things perplex me,
and sometimes startle me by an effect of strangeness. There are moments when
even the stars look odd to me, and when the countryside, viewed from the tower
above us, is bewildering. In one direction I see woods where I should have
expected meadows; in another direction, fields where I should have expected
woods. But then, I now view the countryside from a tower other than my own, and
see in a new aspect that landscape with which I thought myself so well
acquainted. Does that explain it?"
How touching, how
pitiable, was her expression, half arch, half pleading, and so beautiful!
"Oh, lovely and terrible prodigy!" I thought, "draw back; banish
those thoughts; or, rather, no longer think at all—for you are on the edge of
the abyss!"
Antonio spoke with
difficulty:
"Dearest one, do
not pain me by mentioning that illness of yours. Do not pain yourself by
dwelling on it in your mind. The past with all its misfortunes is gone forever.
Let us live in the present and contemplate a future full of bliss."
A quivering sigh of
assent and relief went round the supper-table. But Fiammetta protested:
"I should not care
to forget the past. It contained too much happiness. The hours at twilight,
when I waited on the platform of the Castle of Foscone, and you clambered up
the wall, are not for oblivion! Do you remember, Antonio, how you once brought
with you a bunch of little damask roses, which you tossed up to me while
clinging to the masonry? Those roses became my treasure. The sweetest one of
them I locked in a tiny silver box which I kept always by me. That box came
with me from the Castle of Foscone. The key is lost; but you shall open it with
your dagger, and learn how I have cherished an emblem of that past which you
ask me to forget."
With a rare smile, she
drew from the bosom of her gown a very small coffer of silver, its chiseling
worn smooth by innumerable caresses. Poor soul! it was in her bosom that she
had cherished this pretty little box, more cruelly fatal than a viper.
Antonio, his jaws
sagging, rose half-way out of his chair, then sank back, speechless and livid.
Unaware, eager, and imperious, Fiammetta demanded:
"A dagger!"
Too late Antonio managed
to put out a shaking hand in protest. Already a fool of a servant had presented
his dirk to her. In a twinkling—before we could stop her—Fiammetta had pried
back the lid.
The silver box, its
oxidized interior as black as ink, contained, in place of the damask rose that
had bloomed in the year fifteen hundred, only a few grains of dust.
There was no sound
except from the wind, which yelled its devilish glee round the castle and in
the chimney of the fireplace.
She had risen to her
feet. In her eyes, peering at the little coffer, bewilderment gave place to
dismay. But in our faces she found a consternation far surpassing hers.
"Only dust?"
Antonio distorted his
mouth in a vain effort to speak. At last, with a frantic oath, he swept the
silver box into the fireplace, where it fell amid the brush-wood and
inflammable rubbish piled ready for lighting under the big logs.
Fiammetta had tried to
stop him. Under her clutching hand, his fur-trimmed sleeve had slipped up,
exposing his forearm. She was staring at his forearm.
"The scar?"
she whispered. "Was it not here, when you raised your arm to shield
yourself against them, that you caught the first knife-thrust? How long does it
take for such a scar to pass entirely away?"
Lina and Laura sank back
in their chairs. Leonello averted his face. Leonardo turned away. Again Antonio
tried to speak. The terror that held us in its grip was communicated to
Fiammetta di Foscone.
Her countenance became
bloodless. Her teeth chattered. She murmured:
"What is happening
to me? I am so cold!"
She sank down, amid
billows of violet-colored silk, between Antonio's arms, before the fireplace.
Her veil, confined by the band of pearls and amethysts, did not seem as white
as her skin.
There was a hysterical
babble of voices:
"She is dead! No,
she has swooned! Bring vinegar! Rub her hands! Light the fire!"
Then ensued a jostling
of guests and servants, who crowded forward to poke a dozen lighted candles at
the brush-wood. In the midst of this confusion Fiammetta sat before the hearth,
her eyes half closed, her head rolling against Antonio's shoulder, her throat,
framed by the little ruff, palpitating like the breast of an expiring dove. She
was in the throes of the emotions that had been at last transferred from our
minds to hers and that she was doubtless on the point of comprehending.
The brush-wood caught
fire. At that flicker her eyelids opened. She leaned forward. Under the
brush-wood, already writhing in flames, was the fragment of a modern Italian
newspaper. One plainly saw the title, part of a head-line, and the date.
Fiammetta di Foscone
read the date.
As Antonio and I,
between us, lifted her into a chair, she kept repeating to herself, in a soft,
incredulous voice, the date. And so badly had our wits been paralyzed by this
catastrophe, that none of us could find one lying word to utter.
Antonio knelt before
her, his arms clasping her knees, his head bowed. He was weeping as if she were
already dead. Her hands slowly stole forth to close around his face and lift it
up.
"Whatever it
is," she breathed, "I still have you."
As she gazed, half
lifeless, but still fairer than an untinted statue, at his face, all at once
her eyes became enormous. Pushing him from her, she stood bolt-upright at one
movement, with a heart-rending scream:
"A stranger!"
That scream was still
resounding from the rafters when we saw her fleeing across the hall, her head
thrown back, her arms outspread, her white veil and violet draperies floating behind
her. Her jewels glittered like the last sparkle of a splendid dream that has
been doomed to swift extinction. She vanished through the doorway leading to
the tower staircase.
"After her!"
some one shouted.
Antonio was first; but
at the doorway he stumbled, and Leonello, who was second, fell over him.
Vaulting their bodies, I gained the circular staircase that ascended to the
tower. I heard Antonio bawling after me:
"She will throw
herself from the roof!"
The staircase was black,
and the wind whistled down its well. At each landing the heavy doors on either
side banged open and shut. From overhead there descended a long wail, maybe her
voice, or maybe one of the countless voices of the storm. As I neared the top,
a door through which I had just passed blew shut with a deafening report. I
emerged upon the roof of the tower in a torrent of rain. The roof was empty.
I peered over the low
battlements. Close below me swayed the tops of cypress-trees; beneath them
everything was lost in the obscurity of the night. Soon, however, the darkness
was lighted by torches which began to dart to and fro among the trees. By those
fitful gleams I made out the crouching backs of men, the livery of the Manzecca
with its black and vermilion device, helmets and sword-hilts, and finally
upturned faces that appeared ruddy in the torch-light, though I knew that in
reality they must be pallid. They called up to me, but the wind whipped their
voices away. I made signs that she was not on the tower. The faces disappeared;
again the torches wandered among the trees. Now and then I heard a shout, the
barking of the greyhound, and a woman—perhaps old Nuta—in hysterics.
I began to descend the
staircase. The last door through which I had passed was so tightly wedged, from
its slamming, that I could not open it. I sat down on the steps to wait till
the others should miss me.
What thoughts!
"Can it be true?
Yes, it has happened, and I have seen the end of it! This will kill Antonio.
But then, none of us will ever be the same again."
I was sure that my hair
had turned white.
And she? A vast wave of
pity and longing swept over me and whirled me away into the depths of despair.
Now, I told myself, they
have found her. And I fell to shuddering again. Now they have brought her in,
unless what they saw, when they found her, scattered them, raving, through the
woods. Now they are trying to soothe Antonio, perhaps to wrench a weapon from
his hand. Now surely they have noticed my absence.
I cannot imagine what
impulse made me rise, at last, and try the door again. At my first touch it
swung open.
Descending the
staircase, I re-entered the hall.
They were all seated at
the supper-table, which was now decorated with flowers, with baskets of fruit,
with plates of bonbons, and with favors in the form of dolls tricked out like
little ladies of the Renaissance. The servants wore tail-coats and white-cotton
gloves. Leonello and Leonardo, Lina and Laura, even Antonio, had on the
evening-dress appropriate to the twentieth century. But my brain reeled indeed
when I saw Fiammetta, her hair done in the last Parisian style, her low-neck
gown the essence of modern chic.
The company looked at me
with tolerant smiles.
"Well,"
exclaimed Antonio, "you have certainly taken your time! We waited ages for
you, then decided that the food was spoiling, and fell to. There is your place,
old fellow. I'll have the relishes brought back."
I dropped into my chair
with a thud. Leonardo, reaching in front of Lina, took the fabric of my antique
costume between thumb and finger.
"Very recherché,"
was his comment. "Do you wear it for a whim?"
"He is soaking
wet," announced Lina, compassionately. "I think he has been looking
at the garden."
"A botanist!"
cried Laura, clapping her hands. "Will you give me some advice, signore?
What is the best preservative for damask roses?"
"Water them with
credulity," Leonello suggested.
And they all burst out
laughing in my face, with the exception of the beautiful Fiammetta.
Antonio, rising and
bowing to me, spoke as follows:
"My friend, the
sixteenth century bequeathed to us Florentines a little of its cheerful cruelty
and something of its pleasure in vendettas. Casting your thoughts into a less
remote past, you may retrieve an impression of your last performance before
your departure from the Florence of our youth. Need I describe that
performance? Its details were conceived and executed with much talent. It made
me, who was its butt, the laughing stock of our circle for a month. Did we
children of Boccaccio impart to you that knack for practical joking? Remember
that the pupil does not always permanently abash his teacher. But come, let us
make a lasting peace now. If after all these years I managed to catch you off
your guard, you will never again catch me so. Let us forget our two chagrins in
drinking to this pleasant night, which, though I fancy the fact has escaped
you, happens to be the First of April."
While I was still trying
to master my feelings, he added:
"I have forgotten
to explain that Lina is the wife of Leonello, our new Michael Angelo, who did
that portrait of me in the wig and costume of the Renaissance. Laura, on the
other hand, is the wife of Leonardo. As for our heroine, Fiammetta, she is the
bride of your unworthy Antonio. She has been so gracious as to marry me between
two of her theatrical seasons; in fact, we are here on our honeymoon. Why the
deuce have you never married? A wife might keep you out of many a laughable
predicament."
Leonello hazarded,
"He is waiting to marry some lady who can describe, in her trances, the
cuisine of Nebuchadnezzar's palace, or the home-life of the Queen of
Sheba."
"Do no such
thing," Antonio implored me. "And hereafter avoid the supernatural
like the plague. May this affair instil into your philosophy of life a little
healthy skepticism. There is no better tonic than laughter for one who has
caught the malaria of psychical research. But even Nuta, my wife's old dresser
at the theater, will tell you that laughter is precious. You have given her
to-night the first out-and-out guffaw that she has enjoyed in years. She says
it cured her of a crick in the neck."
The fair Fiammetta,
however, made a gesture of reproof, then held out her warm hand to me.
"No, Antonio,"
she protested, "you have not been clever, after all, but wicked. The worst
of revenge is this: that it invariably exceeds its object. To what do you owe
this triumph? To his solicitude for you, to his trust in you, which you have
abused. Also, as I suspect, to his pity for Fiammetta di Foscone, which I have
ill repaid. In fine, we owe the success of this trick to the misuse of fine
emotions. That was not the custom of Messer Giovanni Boccaccio." And to
me, "Will you forgive us?"
All the others looked
rather chop-fallen. But Antonio soon recovered. He retorted:
"If you could have
seen what an ass he made of me that time, you would not at this moment be
holding his hand. Look here, old fellow, she has a sister who rather resembles
her, and whose hand I have no objection to your holding as long as you wish. We
will introduce you to-morrow. Ah yes, we will make you forgive us, you rascal,
before we are done with you!"
By BEN AMES WILLIAMS
from Collier's Weekly
When he was sober the
man always insisted that his name was Evans, but in his cups he was accustomed
to declare, in a boastful fashion, that his name was not Evans at all. However,
he never went farther than this, and since none of us were particularly
interested, we were satisfied to call him Evans, or, more often, Bum, for
short. He was the second assistant janitor; and whereas, in some
establishments, a janitor is a man of power and place, it is not so in a
newspaper office. In such institutions, where great men are spoken of
irreverently and by their first names, a janitor is a man of no importance. How
much less, then, his second assistant. It was never a part of Evans's work, for
example, to sweep the floors. There is something lordly in the gesture of the
broom. But the janitor's first assistant attended to that; and Evans's regular
duties were more humble, not unconnected with such things as cuspidors. There
was no man so poor to do him honor; yet he had always a certain loftiness of
bearing. He was tall, rather above the average height, with a long, thin, bony
face like a horse, and an aristocratic stoop about his neck and shoulders. His
hands were slender; he walked in a fashion that you might have called a
shuffle, but which might also have been characterized as a walk of indolent
assurance. His eyes were wash-blue, and his straggling mustache drooped at the
corners.
Sober, he was a silent
man, but when he had drunk he was apt to become mysteriously loquacious. And he
drank whenever the state of his credit permitted. At such times he spoke of his
antecedents in a lordly and condescending fashion which we found amusing.
"You call me Evans," he would say. "That does well enough, to be
sure. Quite so, and all that. Evans! Hah!"
And then he would laugh,
in a barking fashion that with his long, bony countenance always suggested to
me a coughing horse. But when he was pressed for details, the man—though he
might be weaving and blinking with liquor—put a seal upon his lips. He said
there were certain families in one of the Midland Counties of England who would
welcome him home if he chose to go; but he never named them, and he never chose
to go, and we put him down for a liar by the book. All of us except Sheener.
Sheener was a Jewish
newsboy; that is to say, a representative of the only thoroughbred people in
the world. I have known Sheener for a good many years, and he is worth knowing;
also, the true tale of his life might have inspired Scheherazade. A book must
be made of Sheener some day. For the present, it is enough to say that he had
the enterprise which adversity has taught his people; he had the humility which
they have learned by enduring insults they were powerless to resent, and he had
the courage and the heart which were his ancient heritage. And—the man Evans
had captured and enslaved his imagination.
He believed in Evans
from the beginning. This may have been through a native credulity which failed
to manifest itself in his other dealings with the world. I think it more
probable that Evans and his pretensions appealed to the love of romance native
to Sheener. I think he enjoyed believing, as we enjoy lending ourselves to the
illusion of the theatre. Whatever the explanation, a certain alliance developed
between the two; a something like friendship. I was one of those who laughed at
Sheener's credulity, but he told me, in his energetic fashion, that I was
making a mistake.
"You got that guy
wrong," he would say. "He ain't always been a bum. A guy with half an
eye can see that. The way he talks, and the way he walks, and all. There's
class to him, I'm telling you. Class, bo."
"He walks like a
splay-footed walrus, and he talks like a drunken old hound," I told
Sheener. "He's got you buffaloed, that's all."
"Pull in your
horns; you're coming to a bridge," Sheener warned me. "Don't be a
goat all your life. He's a gent; that's what this guy is."
"Then I'm glad I'm
a roughneck," I retorted; and Sheener shook his head.
"That's all
right," he exclaimed. "That's all right. He ain't had it easy, you
know. Scrubbing spittoons is enough to take the polish off any guy. I'm telling
you he's there. Forty ways. You'll see, bo. You'll see."
"I'm waiting,"
I said.
"Keep right
on," Sheener advised me. "Keep right on. The old stuff is there.
It'll show. Take it from me."
I laughed at him.
"If I get you," I said, "you're looking for something along the
line of 'Noblesse Oblige.' What?"
"Cut the
comedy," he retorted. "I'm telling you, the old class is there. You
can't keep a fast horse in a poor man's stable."
"Blood will tell,
eh?"
"Take it from
me," said Sheener.
It will be perceived
that Evans had in Sheener not only a disciple; he had an advocate and a
defender. And Sheener in these rôles was not to be despised. I have said he was
a newsboy; to put it more accurately, he was in his early twenties, with forty
years of experience behind him, and with half the newsboys of the city obeying
his commands and worshiping him like a minor god. He had full charge of our
city circulation and was quite as important, and twice as valuable to the
paper, as any news editor could hope to be. In making a friend of him, Evans
had found an ally in the high places; and it became speedily apparent that
Sheener proposed to be more than a mere friend in name. For instance, I learned
one day that he was drawing Evans's wages for him, and had appointed himself in
some sort a steward for the other.
"That guy wouldn't
ever save a cent," he told me when I questioned him. "I give him
enough to get soused on, and I stick five dollars in the bank for him every
week. I made him buy a new suit of clothes with it last week. Say, you wouldn't
know him if you run into him in his glad rags."
"How does he like
your running his affairs?" I asked.
"Like it?"
Sheener echoed. "He don't have to like it. If he tries to pull anything on
me, I'll poke the old coot in the eye."
I doubt whether this was
actually his method of dominating Evans. It is more likely that he used a
diplomacy which occasionally appeared in his dealings with the world. Certainly
the arrangement presently collapsed, for Sheener confessed to me that he had
given his savings back to Evans. We were minus a second assistant janitor for a
week as a consequence, and when Evans tottered back to the office and would
have gone to work I told him he was through.
He took it meekly
enough, but not Sheener. Sheener came to me with fire in his eye.
"Sa-a-ay," he
demanded, "what's coming off here, anyhow? What do you think you're trying
to pull?"
I asked him what he was
talking about, and he said: "Evans says you've given him the hook."
"That's
right," I admitted. "He's through."
"He is not,"
Sheener told me flatly. "You can't fire that guy."
"Why not?"
"He's got to live,
ain't he?"
I answered, somewhat
glibly, that I did not see the necessity, but the look that sprang at once into
Sheener's eyes made me faintly ashamed of myself, and I went on to urge that
Evans was failing to do his work and could deserve no consideration.
"That's all
right," Sheener told me. "I didn't hear any kicks that his work
wasn't done while he was on this bat."
"Oh, I guess it got
done all right. Some one had to do it. We can't pay him for work that some one
else does."
"Say, don't try to
pull that stuff," Sheener protested. "As long as his work is done,
you ain't got any kick. This guy has got to have a job, or he'll go bust,
quick. It's all that keeps his feet on the ground. If he didn't think he was
earning his living, he'd go on the bum in a minute."
I was somewhat impatient
with Sheener's insistence, but I was also interested in this developing
situation. "Who's going to do his work, anyhow?" I demanded.
For the first time in
our acquaintance I saw Sheener look confused. "That's all right too,"
he told me. "It don't take any skin off your back, long as it's
done."
In the end I
surrendered. Evans kept his job; and Sheener—I once caught him in the act, to
his vast embarrassment—did the janitor's work when Evans was unfit for duty.
Also Sheener loaned him money, small sums that mounted into an interesting
total; and furthermore I know that on one occasion Sheener fought for him.
The man Evans went his
pompous way, accepting Sheener's homage and protection as a matter of right,
and in the course of half a dozen years I left the paper for other work, saw
Sheener seldom, and Evans not at all.
About ten o'clock one
night in early summer I was wandering somewhat aimlessly through the South End
to see what I might see when I encountered Sheener. He was running, and his
dark face was twisted with anxiety. When he saw me he stopped with an
exclamation of relief, and I asked him what the matter was.
"You remember old
Bum Evans?" he asked, and added: "He's sick. I'm looking for a
doctor. The old guy is just about all in."
"You mean to say
you're still looking out for that old tramp?" I demanded.
"Sure, I am,"
he said hotly; "that old boy is there. He's got the stuff. Him and me are
pals." He was hurrying me along the street toward the office of the doctor
he sought. I asked where Evans was. "In my room," he told me. "I
found him on the street. Last night. He was crazy. The D. T.'s. I ain't been
able to get away from him till now. He's asleep. Wait. Here's where the doc
hangs out."
Five minutes later the
doctor and Sheener and I were retracing our steps toward Sheener's lodging, and
presently we crowded into the small room where Evans lay on Sheener's bed. The
man's muddy garments were on the floor; he himself tossed and twisted
feverishly under Sheener's blankets. Sheener and the doctor bent over him,
while I stood by. Evans waked, under the touch of their hands, and waked to
sanity. He was cold sober and desperately sick.
When the doctor had done
what could be done and gone on his way, Sheener sat down on the edge of the bed
and rubbed the old man's head with a tenderness of which I could not have
believed the newsboy capable. Evans's eyes were open; he watched the other, and
at last he said huskily:
"I say, you know,
I'm a bit knocked up."
Sheener reassured him.
"That's all right, bo," he said. "You hit the hay. Sleep's the
dose for you. I ain't going away."
Evans moved his head on
the pillow, as though lie were nodding. "A bit tight, wasn't it,
what?" he asked.
"Say," Sheener
agreed. "You said something, Bum. I thought you'd kick off, sure."
The old man considered
for a little, his lips twitching and shaking. "I say, you know," he
murmured at last. "Can't have that. Potter's Field, and all that sort of
business. Won't do. Sheener, when I do take the jump, you write home for me.
Pass the good word. You'll hear from them."
Sheener said: "Sure
I will. Who'll I write to, Bum?"
Evans, I think, was
unconscious of my presence. He gave Sheener a name; his name. Also, he told him
the name of his lawyer, in one of the Midland cities of England, and added
certain instructions....
When he had drifted into
uneasy sleep Sheener came out into the hall to see me off. I asked him what he
meant to do.
"What am I going to
do?" he repeated. "I'm going to write to this guy's lawyer. Let them
send for him. This ain't no place for him."
"You'll have your
trouble for your pains," I told him. "The old soak is a plain liar;
that's all."
Sheener laughed at me.
"That's all right, bo," he told me. "I know. This guy's the real
cheese. You'll see."
I asked him to let me
know if he heard anything, and he said he would. But within a day or two I
forgot the matter, and would hardly have remembered it if Sheener had not
telephoned me a month later.
"Say, you're a wise
guy, ain't you?" he derided when I answered the phone. I admitted it.
"I got a letter from that lawyer in England," he told me. "This
Evans is the stuff, just like I said. His wife run away with another man, and
he went to the devil fifteen years ago. They've been looking for him ever since
his son grew up."
"Son?" I
asked.
"Son. Sure! Raising
wheat out in Canada somewhere. They give me his address. He's made a pile. I'm
going to write to him."
"What does Bum
say?"
"Him? I ain't told
him. I won't till I'm sure the kid's coming after him." He said again that
I was a wise guy; and I apologized for my wisdom and asked for a share in what
was to come. He promised to keep me posted.
Ten days later he
telephoned me while I was at supper to ask if I could come to his room. I said:
"What's up?"
"The old guy's boy
is coming after him," Sheener said. "He's got the shakes waiting. I
want you to come and help me take care of him."
"When's the boy
coming?"
"Gets in at
midnight to-night," said Sheener.
I promised to make
haste; and half an hour later I joined them in Sheener's room. Sheener let me
in. Evans himself sat in something like a stupor, on a chair by the bed. He was
dressed in a cheap suit of ready-made clothes, to which he lent a certain dignity.
His cheeks were shaven clean, his mustache was trimmed, his thin hair was
plastered down on his bony skull. The man stared straight before him, trembling
and quivering. He did not look toward me when I came in; and Sheener and I sat
down by the table and talked together in undertones.
"The boy's really
coming?" I asked.
Sheener said proudly:
"I'm telling you."
"You heard from
him?"
"Got a wire the day
he got my letter."
"You've told
Bum?"
"I told him right
away. I had to do it. The old boy was sober by then, and crazy for a shot of
booze. That was Monday. He wanted to go out and get pied; but when I told him
about his boy, he begun to cry. And he ain't touched a drop since then."
"You haven't let
him?"
"Sure I'd let him.
But he wouldn't. I always told you the class was there. He says to me: 'I can't
let my boy see me in this state, you know. Have to straighten up a bit. I'll
need new clothes.'"
"I noticed his new
suit."
"Sure,"
Sheener agreed. "I bought it for him."
"Out of his
savings?"
"He ain't been saving
much lately."
"Sheener," I
asked, "how much does he owe you? For money loaned and spent for
him."
Sheener said hotly:
"He don't owe me a cent."
"I know. But how
much have you spent on him?"
"If I hadn't have
give it to him, I'd have blowed it somehow. He needed it."
I guessed at a hundred
dollars, at two hundred. Sheener would not tell me. "I'm telling you, he's
my pal," he said. "I'm not looking for anything out of this."
"If this
millionaire son of his has any decency, he'll make it up to you."
"He don't know a
thing about me," said Sheener, "except my name. I've just wrote as
though I knowed the old guy, here in the house, see. Said he was sick, and
all."
"And the boy gets
in to-night?"
"Midnight,"
said Sheener, and Evans, from his chair, echoed: "Midnight!" Then
asked with a certain stiff anxiety: "Do I look all right, Sheener? Look
all right to see my boy?"
"Say," Sheener
told him. "You look like the Prince of Wales." He went across to
where the other sat and gripped him by the shoulder. "You look like the
king o' the world."
Old Evans brushed at his
coat anxiously; his fingers picked and twisted; and Sheener sat down on the bed
beside him and began to soothe and comfort the man as though he were a child.
The son was to arrive by
way of Montreal, and at eleven o'clock we left Sheener's room for the station.
There was a flower stand on the corner, and Sheener bought a red carnation and
fixed it in the old man's buttonhole. "That's the way the boy'll know
him," he told me. "They ain't seen each other for—since the boy was a
kid."
Evans accepted the
attention querulously; he was trembling and feeble, yet held his head high. We
took the subway, reached the station, sat down for a space in the waiting room.
But Evans was impatient;
he wanted to be out in the train shed, and we went out there and walked up and
down before the gate. I noticed that he was studying Sheener with some
embarrassment in his eyes. Sheener was, of course, an unprepossessing figure.
Lean, swarthy, somewhat flashy of dress, he looked what he was. He was my
friend, of course, and I was able to look beneath the exterior. But it seemed
to me that sight of him distressed Evans.
In the end the old man
said, somewhat furtively: "I say, you know, I want to meet my boy alone.
You won't mind standing back a bit when the train comes in."
"Sure,"
Sheener told him. "We won't get in the way. You'll see. He'll pick you out
in a minute, old man. Leave it to me."
Evans nodded.
"Quite so," he said with some relief. "Quite so, to be
sure."
So we waited. Waited
till the train slid in at the end of the long train shed. Sheener gripped the
old man's arm. "There he comes," he said sharply. "Take a brace,
now. Stand right there, where he'll spot you when he comes out. Right there,
bo."
"You'll step back a
bit, eh, what?" Evans asked.
"Don't worry about
us," Sheener told him. "Just you keep your eye skinned for the boy.
Good luck, bo."
We left him standing
there, a tall, gaunt, shaky figure. Sheener and I drew back toward the stairs
that lead to the elevated structure, and watched from that vantage point. The
train stopped, and the passengers came into the station, at first in a trickle
and then in a stream, with porters hurrying before them, baggage laden.
The son was one of the
first. He emerged from the gate, a tall chap, not unlike his father. Stopped
for a moment, casting his eyes about, and saw the flower in the old man's
lapel. Leaped toward him hungrily.
They gripped hands, and
we saw the son drop his hand on the father's shoulder. They stood there, hands
still clasped, while the young man's porter waited in the background. We could
hear the son's eager questions, hear the older man's drawled replies. Saw them
turn at last, and heard the young man say: "Taxi!" The porter caught
up the bag. The taxi stand was at our left, and they came almost directly
toward us.
As they approached,
Sheener stepped forward, a cheap, somewhat disreputable, figure. His hand was
extended toward the younger man. The son saw him, looked at him in some
surprise, looked toward his father inquiringly.
Evans saw Sheener too,
and a red flush crept up his gaunt cheeks. He did not pause, did not take
Sheener's extended hand; instead he looked the newsboy through and through.
Sheener fell back to my
side. They stalked past us, out to the taxi stand.
I moved forward. I would
have halted them, but Sheener caught my arm. I said hotly: "But see here.
He can't throw you like that."
Sheener brushed his
sleeve across his eyes. "Hell," he said huskily. "A gent like
him can't let on that he knows a guy like me."
I looked at Sheener, and
I forgot old Evans and his son. I looked at Sheener, and I caught his elbow and
we turned away.
He had been quite right,
of course, all the time. Blood will always tell. You can't keep a fast horse in
a poor man's stable. And a man is always a man, in any guise.
If you still doubt, do
as I did. Consider Sheener.
By FRANCES GILCHRIST WOOD
from The Pictorial Review
The old mail-sled
running between Haney and Le Beau, in the days when Dakota was still a
Territory, was nearing the end of its hundred-mile route.
It was a desolate
country in those days: geographers still described it as The Great American
Desert, and in looks it certainly deserved the title. Never was there anything
as lonesome as that endless stretch of snow reaching across the world until it
cut into a cold gray sky, excepting the same desert burned to a brown tinder by
the hot wind of Summer.
Nothing but sky and
plain and its voice, the wind, unless you might count a lonely sod shack
blocked against the horizon, miles away from a neighbor, miles from anywhere,
its red-curtained square of window glowing through the early twilight.
There were three men in
the sled; Dan, the mail-carrier, crusty, belligerently Western, the
self-elected guardian of every one on his route; Hillas, a younger man, hardly
more than a boy, living on his pre-emption claim near the upper reaches of the
stage line; the third a stranger from that part of the country vaguely defined
as "the East." He was traveling, had given his name as Smith, and was
as inquisitive about the country as he was reticent about his business there.
Dan plainly disapproved of him.
They had driven the last
cold miles in silence when the stage-driver turned to his neighbor.
"Letter didn't say anything about coming out in the Spring to look over
the country, did it?"
Hillas shook his head.
"It was like all the rest, Dan. Don't want to build a railroad at all
until the country's settled."
"God! Can't they
see the other side of it? What it means to the folks already here to wait for
it?"
The stranger thrust a
suddenly interested profile above the handsome collar of his fur coat. He
looked out over the waste of snow.
"You say there's no
timber here?"
Dan maintained unfriendly
silence and Hillas answered. "Nothing but scrub on the banks of the
creeks. Years of prairie fires have burned out the trees, we think."
"Any
ores—mines?"
The boy shook his head
as he slid farther down in his worn buffalo coat of the plains.
"We're too busy
rustling for something to eat first. And you can't develop mines without
tools."
"Tools?"
"Yes, a railroad
first of all."
Dan shifted the lines
from one fur-mittened hand to the other, swinging the freed numbed arm in
rhythmic beating against his body as he looked along the horizon a bit
anxiously. The stranger shivered visibly.
"It's a
god-forsaken country. Why don't you get out?"
Hillas, following Dan's
glance around the blurred sky-line, answered absently, "Usual answer is,
'Leave? It's all I can do to stay here.'"
Smith regarded him
irritably. "Why should any sane man ever have chosen this frozen
wilderness?"
Hillas closed his eyes
wearily. "We came in the Spring."
"I see!" The
edged voice snapped, "Visionaries!"
Hillas's eyes opened
again, wide, and then the boy was looking beyond the man with the far-seeing
eyes of the plainsman. He spoke under his breath as if he were alone.
"Visionary,
pioneer, American. That was the evolution in the beginning. Perhaps that is
what we are." Suddenly the endurance in his voice went down before a wave
of bitterness. "The first pioneers had to wait, too. How could they stand
it so long!"
The young shoulders
drooped as he thrust stiff fingers deep within the shapeless coat pockets. He
slowly withdrew his right hand holding a parcel wrapped in brown paper. He tore
a three-cornered flap in the cover, looked at the brightly colored contents,
replaced the flap and returned the parcel, his chin a little higher.
Dan watched the northern
sky-line restlessly. "It won't be snow. Look like a blizzard to you,
Hillas?"
The traveler sat up.
"Blizzard?"
"Yes," Dan
drawled in willing contribution to his uneasiness, "the real Dakota
article where blizzards are made. None of your eastern imitations, but a
ninety-mile wind that whets slivers of ice off the frozen drifts all the way
down from the North Pole. Only one good thing about a blizzard—it's over in a
hurry. You get to shelter or you freeze to death."
A gust of wind flung a
powder of snow stingingly against their faces. The traveler withdrew his head
turtlewise within the handsome collar in final condemnation. "No man in
his senses would ever have deliberately come here to live."
Dan turned.
"Wouldn't, eh?"
"No."
"You're
American?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"I was born here.
It's my country."
"Ever read about
your Pilgrim Fathers?"
"Why, of
course."
"Frontiersmen, same
as us. You're living on what they did. We're getting this frontier ready for
those who come after. Want our children to have a better chance than we had.
Our reason's same as theirs. Hillas told you the truth. Country's all right if
we had a railroad."
"Humph!" With
a contemptuous look across the desert. "Where's your freight, your grain,
cattle——"
"West-bound
freight, coal, feed, seed-grain, work, and more neighbors."
"One-sided bargain.
Road that hauls empties one way doesn't pay. No Company would risk a line
through here."
The angles of Dan's jaw
showed white. "Maybe. Ever get a chance to pay your debt to those Pilgrim
pioneers? Ever take it? Think the stock was worth saving?"
He lifted his
whip-handle toward a pin-point of light across the stretch of snow.
"Donovan lives over there and Mis' Donovan. We call them 'old folks' now;
their hair has turned white as these drifts in two years. All they've got is
here. He's a real farmer and a lot of help to the country, but they won't last
long like this."
Dan swung his arm toward
a glimmer nor' by nor'east. "Mis' Clark lives there, a mile back from the
stage road. Clark's down in Yankton earning money to keep them going. She's
alone with her baby holding down the claim." Dan's arm sagged. "We've
had women go crazy out here."
The whip-stock followed
the empty horizon half round the compass to a lighted red square not more than
two miles away. "Mis' Carson died in the Spring. Carson stayed until he
was too poor to get away. There's three children—oldest's Katy, just
eleven." Dan's words failed, but his eyes told. "Somebody will brag
of them as ancestors some day. They'll deserve it if they live through
this."
Dan's jaw squared as he
leveled his whip-handle straight at the traveler. "I've answered your
questions, now you answer mine! We know your opinion of the country—you're not
traveling for pleasure or your health. What are you here for?"
"Business. My
own!"
"There's two kinds
of business out here this time of year. 'Tain't healthy for either of
them." Dan's words were measured and clipped. "You've damned the West
and all that's in it good and plenty. Now I say, damn the people anywhere in
the whole country that won't pay their debts from pioneer to pioneer; that lets
us fight the wilderness barehanded and die fighting; that won't risk——"
A gray film dropped down
over the world, a leaden shroud that was not the coming of twilight. Dan jerked
about, his whip cracked out over the heads of the leaders and they broke into a
quick trot. The shriek of the runners along the frozen snow cut through the
ominous darkness.
"Hillas,"
Dan's voice came sharply, "stand up and look for the light on Clark's
guide-pole about a mile to the right. God help us if it ain't burning."
Hillas struggled up, one
clumsy mitten thatching his eyes from the blinding needles. "I don't see
it, Dan. We can't be more than a mile away. Hadn't you better break toward
it?"
"Got to keep the
track 'til we—see—light!"
The wind tore the words
from his mouth as it struck them in lashing fury. The leaders had disappeared
in a wall of snow but Dan's lash whistled forward in reminding authority. There
was a moment's lull.
"See it,
Hillas?"
"No, Dan."
Tiger-like the storm
leaped again, bandying them about in its paws like captive mice. The horses
swerved before the punishing blows, bunched, backed, tangled. Dan stood up
shouting his orders of menacing appeal above the storm.
Again a breathing space
before the next deadly impact. As it came Hillas shouted, "I see it—there,
Dan! It's a red light. She's in trouble."
Through the whirling
smother and chaos of Dan's cries and the struggling horses the sled lunged out
of the road into unbroken drifts. Again the leaders swung sidewise before the
lashing of a thousand lariats of ice and bunched against the wheel-horses. Dan
swore, prayed, mastered them with far-reaching lash, then the off leader went
down. Dan felt behind him for Hillas and shoved the reins against his arm.
"I'll get him up—or
cut leaders—loose! If I don't—come back—drive to light. Don't—get—out!"
Dan disappeared in the
white fury. There were sounds of a struggle; the sled jerked sharply and stood
still. Slowly it strained forward.
Hillas was standing, one
foot outside on the runner, as they traveled a team's length ahead. He gave a
cry—"Dan! Dan!" and gripped a furry bulk that lumbered up out of the
drift.
"All—right—son."
Dan reached for the reins.
Frantically they fought
their slow way toward the blurred light, staggering on in a fight with the odds
too savage to last. They stopped abruptly as the winded leaders leaned against
a wall interposed between themselves and insatiable fury.
Dan stepped over the
dashboard, groped his way along the tongue between the wheel-horses and reached
the leeway of a shadowy square. "It's the shed, Hillas. Help get the team
in." The exhausted animals crowded into the narrow space without protest.
"Find the
guide-rope to the house, Dan?"
"On the other side,
toward the shack. Where's—Smith?"
"Here, by the shed."
Dan turned toward the
stranger's voice.
"We're going 'round
to the blizzard-line tied from shed to shack. Take hold of it and don't let go.
If you do you'll freeze before we can find you. When the wind comes, turn your
back and wait. Go on when it dies down and never let go the rope. Ready? The
wind's dropped. Here, Hillas, next to me."
Three blurs hugged the
sod walls around to the north-east corner. The forward shadow reached upward to
a swaying rope, lifted the hand of the second who guided the third.
"Hang on to my
belt, too, Hillas. Ready—Smith? Got the rope?"
They crawled forward,
three barely visible figures, six, eight, ten steps. With a shriek the wind
tore at them, beat the breath from their bodies, cut them with stinging
needle-points and threw them aside. Dan reached back to make sure of Hillas who
fumbled through the darkness for the stranger.
Slowly they struggled
ahead, the cold growing more intense; two steps, four, and the mounting fury of
the blizzard reached its zenith. The blurs swayed like battered leaves on a
vine that the wind tore in two at last and flung the living beings wide. Dan,
slinging to the broken rope, rolled over and found Hillas with the frayed end
of the line in his hand, reaching about through the black drifts for the stranger.
Dan crept closer, his mouth at Hillas's ear, shouting, "Quick! Right
behind me if we're to live through it!"
The next moment Hillas
let go the rope. Dan reached madly. "Boy, you can't find him—it'll only be
two instead of one! Hillas! Hillas!"
The storm screamed
louder than the plainsman and began heaping the snow over three obstructions in
its path, two that groped slowly and one that lay still. Dan fumbled at his
belt, unfastened it, slipped the rope through the buckle, knotted it and crept
its full length back toward the boy. A snow-covered something moved forward
guiding another, one arm groping in blind search, reached and touched the man
clinging to the belt.
Beaten and buffeted by
the ceaseless fury that no longer gave quarter, they slowly fought their way
hand-over-hand along the rope, Dan now crawling last. After a frozen eternity
they reached the end of the line fastened man-high against a second haven of
wall. Hillas pushed open the unlocked door, the three men staggered in and fell
panting against the side of the room.
The stage-driver
recovered first, pulled off his mittens, examined his fingers and felt quickly
of nose, ears, and chin. He looked sharply at Hillas and nodded.
Unceremoniously they stripped off the stranger's gloves; reached for a pan,
opened the door, dipped it into the drift and plunged Smith's fingers down in
the snow.
"Your nose is
white, too. Thaw it out."
Abruptly Dan indicated a
bench against the wall where the two men seated would take up less space.
"I'm——" The
stranger's voice was unsteady. "I——," but Dan had turned his back and
his attention to the homesteader.
The eight by ten room
constituted the entire home. A shed roof slanted from eight feet high on the
door and window side to a bit more than five on the other. A bed in one corner
took up most of the space, and the remaining necessities were bestowed with the
compactness of a ship's cabin. The rough boards of the roof and walls had been
hidden by a covering of newspapers, with a row of illustrations pasted picture
height. Cushions and curtains of turkey-red calico brightened the homely shack.
The driver had slipped
off his buffalo coat and was bending over a baby exhaustedly fighting for
breath that whistled shrilly through a closing throat. The mother, scarcely
more than a girl, held her in tensely extended arms.
"How long's she
been this way?"
"She began to choke
up day before yesterday, just after you passed on the down trip."
The driver laid big
finger tips on the restless wrist.
"She always has the
croup when she cuts a tooth, Dan, but this is different. I've used all the
medicines I have—nothing relieves the choking."
The girl lifted heavy
eyelids above blue semicircles of fatigue and the compelling terror back of her
eyes forced a question through dry lips.
"Dan, do you know
what membranous croup is like? Is this it?"
The stage-driver picked
up the lamp and held it close to the child's face, bringing out with
distressing clearness the blue-veined pallor, sunken eyes, and effort of
impeded breathing. He frowned, putting the lamp back quickly.
"Mebbe it is, Mis'
Clark, but don't you be scared. We'll help you a spell."
Dan lifted the red
curtain from the cupboard, found an emptied lard-pail, half filled it with
water and placed it on an oil-stove that stood in the center of the room. He
looked questioningly about the four walls, discovered a cleverly contrived
tool-box beneath the cupboard shelves sorted out a pair of pincers and bits of
iron, laying the latter in a row over the oil blaze. He took down a can of condensed
milk, poured a spoonful of the thick stuff into a cup of water and made room
for it near the bits of heating iron.
He turned to the girl,
opened his lips as if to speak with a face full of pity.
Along the four-foot
space between the end of the bed and the opposite wall the girl walked,
crooning to the sick child she carried. As they watched, the low song died
away, her shoulder rubbed heavily against the boarding, her eyelids dropped and
she stood sound asleep. The next hard-drawn breath of the baby roused her and
she stumbled on, crooning a lullaby.
Smith clutched the
younger man's shoulder. "God, Hillas, look where she's marked the wall
rubbing against it! Do you suppose she's been walking that way for three days
and nights? Why, she's only a child—no older than my own daughter."
Hillas nodded.
"Where are her
people? Where's her husband?"
"Down in Yankton,
Dan told you, working for the Winter. Got to have the money to live."
"Where's the
doctor?"
"Nearest one's in
Haney—four days' trip away by stage."
The traveler stared,
frowningly.
Dan was looking about
the room again and after prodding the gay seat in the corner, lifted the cover
and picked up a folded blanket, shaking out the erstwhile padded cushion. He
hung the blanket over the back of a chair.
"Mis' Clark,
there's nothing but steam will touch membranous croup. We saved my baby that
way last year. Set here and I'll fix things."
He put the steaming
lard-pail on the floor beside the mother and lifted the blanket over the baby's
head. She put up her hand.
"She's so little,
Dan, and weak. How am I going to know if she—if she——"
Dan re-arranged the
blanket tent. "Jest get under with her yourself, Mis' Clark, then you'll
know all that's happening."
With the pincers he
picked up a bit of hot iron and dropped it hissing into the pail, which he
pushed beneath the tent. The room was oppressively quiet, walled in by the
thick sod from the storm. The blanket muffled the sound of the child's
breathing and the girl no longer stumbled against the wall.
Dan lifted the corner of
the blanket and another bit of iron hissed as it struck the water. The older
man leaned toward the younger.
"Stove—fire?"
with a gesture of protest against the inadequate oil blaze.
Hillas whispered,
"Can't afford it. Coal is $9.00 in Haney, $18.00 here."
They sat with heads
thrust forward, listening in the intolerable silence. Dan lifted the blanket,
hearkened a moment, then—"pst!" another bit of iron fell into the
pail. Dan stooped to the tool-chest for a reserve supply when a strangling
cough made him spring to his feet and hurriedly lift the blanket.
The child was beating
the air with tiny fists, fighting for breath. The mother stood rigid, arms out.
"Turn her this
way!" Dan shifted the struggling child, face out. "Now watch out for
the——"
The strangling cough
broke and a horrible something—"It's the membrane! She's too weak—let me
have her!"
Dan snatched the child
and turned it face downward. The blue-faced baby fought in a supreme
effort—again the horrible something—then Dan laid the child, white and
motionless, in her mother's arms. She held the limp body close, her eyes wide
with fear.
"Dan, is—is
she——?"
A faint sobbing breath
of relief fluttered the pale lips that moved in the merest ghost of a smile.
The heavy eyelids half-lifted and the child nestled against its mother's
breast. The girl swayed, shaking with sobs, "Baby—baby!"
She struggled for
self-control and stood up straight and pale. "Dan, I ought to tell you.
When it began to get dark with the storm and time to put up the lantern, I was
afraid to leave the baby. If she strangled when I was gone—with no one to help
her—she would die!"
Her lips quivered as she
drew the child closer. "I didn't go right away but—I did—at last. I
propped her up in bed and ran. If I hadn't——" Her eyes were wide with the
shadowy edge of horror, "If I hadn't—you'd have been lost in the blizzard
and—my baby would have died!"
She stood before the men
as if for judgment, her face wet with unchecked tears. Dan patted her shoulder
dumbly and touched a fresh, livid bruise that ran from the curling hair on her
temple down across cheek and chin.
"Did you get this
then?"
She nodded. "The
storm threw me against the pole when I hoisted the lantern. I thought
I'd—never—get back!"
It was Smith who
translated Dan's look of appeal for the cup of warm milk and held it to the
girl's lips.
"Drink it, Mis'
Clark, you need it."
She made heroic attempts
to swallow, her head drooped lower over the cup and fell against the driver's
rough sleeve. "Poor kid, dead asleep!"
Dan guided her stumbling
feet toward the bed that the traveler sprang to open. She guarded the baby in
the protecting angle of her arm into safety upon the pillow, then fell like a
log beside her. Dan slipped off the felt boots, lifted her feet to the bed and softly
drew covers over mother and child.
"Poor kid, but
she's grit, clear through!"
Dan walked to the
window, looked out at the lessening storm, then at the tiny alarm-clock on the
cupboard. "Be over pretty soon now!" He seated himself by the table,
dropped his head wearily forward on folded arms and was asleep.
The traveler's face had
lost some of its shrewdness. It was as if the white frontier had seized and
shaken him into a new conception of life. He moved restlessly along the bench,
then stepped softly to the side of the bed and straightened the coverlet into
greater nicety while his lips twitched.
With consuming care he
folded the blanket and restored the corner seat to its accustomed appearance of
luxury. He looked about the room, picked up the gray kitten sleeping
contentedly on the floor and settled it on the red cushion with anxious
attention to comfort.
He examined with
curiosity the few books carefully covered in a corner shelf, took down an old
hand-tooled volume and lifted his eyebrows at the ancient coat of arms on the
book plate. He tiptoed across to the bench and pointed to the script beneath
the plate. "Edward Winslow (7) to his dear daughter, Alice (8)."
He motioned toward the
bed. "Her name?"
Hillas nodded. Smith
grinned. "Dan's right. Blood will tell, even to damning the rest of
us."
He sat down on the
bench. "I understand more than I did, Hillas, since—you crawled back after
me—out there. But how can you stand it here? I know you and the Clarks are
people of education and, oh, all the rest; you could make your way
anywhere."
Hillas spoke slowly.
"I think you have to live here to know. It means something to be a
pioneer. You can't be one if you've got it in you to be a quitter. The country
will be all right some day." He reached for his greatcoat, bringing out a
brown-paper parcel. He smiled at it oddly and went on as if talking to himself.
"When the drought
and the hot winds come in the Summer and burn the buffalo grass to a tinder and
the monotony of the plains weighs on you as it does now, there's a common,
low-growing cactus scattered over the prairie that blooms into the gayest red
flower you ever saw.
"It wouldn't count
for much anywhere else, but the pluck of it, without rain for months, dew even.
It's the 'colors of courage.'"
He turned the torn
parcel, showing the bright red within, and looked at the cupboard and window
with shining, tired eyes.
"Up and down the
frontier in these shacks, homes, you'll find things made of turkey-red calico,
cheap, common elsewhere——" He fingered the three-cornered flap, "It's
our 'colors.'" He put the parcel back in his pocket. "I bought two
yards yesterday after—I got a letter at Haney."
Smith sat looking at the
gay curtains before him. The fury of the storm was dying down into fitful
gusts. Dan stirred, looked quickly toward the bed, then the window, and got up
quietly.
"I'll hitch up.
We'll stop at Peterson's and tell her to come over." He closed the door
noiselessly.
The traveler was
frowning intently. Finally he turned toward the boy who sat with his head
leaning back against the wall, eyes closed.
"Hillas," his
very tones were awkward, "they call me a shrewd business man. I am, it's a
selfish job and I'm not reforming now. But twice to-night you—children have
risked your lives, without thought, for a stranger. I've been thinking about
that railroad. Haven't you raised any grain or cattle that could be used for
freight?"
The low answer was
toneless. "Drought killed the crops, prairie fires burned the hay, of
course the cattle starved."
"There's no timber,
ore, nothing that could be used for east-bound shipment?"
The plainsman looked
searchingly into the face of the older man. "There's no timber this side
the Missouri. Across the river, it's reservation—Sioux. We——" He frowned
and stopped.
Smith stood up, his
hands thrust deep in his pockets. "I admitted I was shrewd, Hillas, but
I'm not yellow clear through, not enough to betray this part of the frontier
anyhow. I had a man along here last Fall spying for minerals. That's why I'm
out here now. If you know the location, and we both think you do, I'll put
capital in your way to develop the mines and use what pull I have to get the
road in."
He looked down at the
boy and thrust out a masterful jaw. There was a ring of sincerity no one could
mistake when he spoke again.
"This country's a
desert now, but I'd back the Sahara peopled with your kind. This is on the
square, Hillas, don't tell me you won't believe I'm—American enough to
trust?"
The boy tried to speak.
With stiffened body and clenched hands he struggled for self-control. Finally
in a ragged whisper, "If I try to tell you what—it means—I can't talk! Dan
and I know of outcropping coal over in the Buttes." He nodded in the
direction of the Missouri, "but we haven't had enough money to file mining
claims."
"Know where to dig
for samples under this snow?"
The boy nodded.
"Some in my shack too. I—" His head went down upon the crossed arms.
Smith laid an awkward hand on the heaving shoulders, then rose and crossed the
room to where the girl had stumbled in her vigil. Gently he touched the
darkened streak where her shoulders had rubbed and blurred the newspaper print.
He looked from the relentless white desert outside to the gay bravery within
and bent his head, "Turkey-red—calico!"
There was the sound of
jingling harness and the crunch of runners. The men bundled into fur coats.
"Hillas, the draw
right by the house here," Smith stopped and looked sharply at the
plainsman, then went on with firm carelessness, "This draw ought to strike
a low grade that would come out near the river level. Does Dan know Clark's
address?" Hillas nodded.
They tiptoed out and
closed the door behind them softly. The wind had swept every cloud from the sky
and the light of the Northern stars etched a dazzling world. Dan was checking
up the leaders as Hillas caught him by the shoulder and shook him like a clumsy
bear.
"Dan, you blind old
mole, can you see the headlight of the Overland Freight blazing and thundering
down that draw over the Great Missouri and Eastern?"
Dan stared.
"I knew you
couldn't!" Hillas thumped him with furry fist. "Dan," the wind
might easily have drowned the unsteady voice, "I've told Mr. Smith about
the coal—for freight. He's going to help us get capital for mining and after
that the road."
"Smith! Smith! Well
I'll be—aren't you a claim spotter?"
He turned abruptly and
crunched toward the stage. His passengers followed. Dan paused with his foot on
the runner and looked steadily at the traveler from under lowered, shaggy
brows.
"You're going to
get a road out here?"
"I've told Hillas
I'll put money in your way to mine the coal. Then the railroad will come."
Dan's voice rasped with
tension. "We'll get out the coal. Are you going to see that the road's
built?"
Unconsciously the
traveler held up his right hand, "I am!"
Dan searched his face
sharply. Smith nodded, "I'm making my bet on the people—friend!"
It was a new Dan who
lifted his bronzed face to a white world. His voice was low and very gentle.
"To bring a road here," he swung his whip-handle from Donovan's light
around to Carson's square, sweeping in all that lay behind, "out here to
them—" The pioneer faced the wide desert that reached into a misty space
ablaze with stars, "would be like—playing God!"
The whip thudded softly
into the socket and Dan rolled up on the driver's seat. Two men climbed in
behind him. The long lash swung out over the leaders as Dan headed the old
mail-sled across the drifted right-of-way of the Great Missouri and Eastern.
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