Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908
contents: 1.A Millionaire’s Proposal
1907 2.A
Substitute Journalist 1907 3.Anna’s
Love Letters 1908 4.Aunt
Caroline’s Silk Dress 1907 5.Aunt Susanna’s Thanksgiving Dinner 1907 6.By Grace of Julius Caesar 1908 7.By
the Rule of Contrary 1908 8.Fair
Exchange and No Robbery 1907 9.Four Winds 1908 10.Marcella’s
Reward 1907 11.Margaret’s
Patient 1908 12.Matthew
Insists on Puffed Sleeves 1908 13.Missy’s Room 1907 14.Ted’s Afternoon Off 1907 15.The
Girl Who Drove the Cows 1908 16.The Doctor’s Sweetheart 1908 17.The
End of the Young Family Feud 1907 18.The
Genesis of the Doughnut Club 1907 19.The
Growing Up of Cornelia 1908 20.The
Old Fellow’s Letter 1907 21.The Parting of the Ways 1907 22.The Promissory Note 1907 23.The Revolt of Mary Isabel 1908 24.The
Twins and a Wedding 1908
1.A Millionaire's
Proposal
Thrush Hill, Oct. 5, 18—.
It is all settled at
last, and in another week I shall have left Thrush Hill. I am a little bit
sorry and a great bit glad. I am going to Montreal to spend the winter with
Alicia.
Alicia—it used to be
plain Alice when she lived at Thrush Hill and made her own dresses and trimmed
her own hats—is my half-sister. She is eight years older than I am. We are both
orphans, and Aunt Elizabeth brought us up here at Thrush Hill, the most
delightful old country place in the world, half smothered in big willows and
poplars, every one of which I have climbed in the early tomboy days of gingham
pinafores and sun-bonnets.
When Alicia was eighteen
she married Roger Gresham, a man of forty. The world said that she married him
for his money. I dare say she did. Alicia was tired of poverty.
I don't blame her. Very
likely I shall do the same thing one of these days, if I get the chance—for I
too am tired of poverty.
When Alicia went to
Montreal she wanted to take me with her, but I wanted to be outdoors, romping
in the hay or running wild in the woods with Jack.
Jack Willoughby—Dr. John
H. Willoughby, it reads on his office door—was the son of our nearest
neighbour. We were chums always, and when he went away to college I was
heartbroken.
The vacations were the
only joy of my life then.
I don't know just when I
began to notice a change in Jack, but when he came home two years ago, a
full-fledged M.D.—a great, tall, broad-shouldered fellow, with the sweetest
moustache, and lovely thick black hair, just made for poking one's fingers
through—I realized it to the full. Jack was grown up. The dear old days of
bird-nesting and nutting and coasting and fishing and general delightful
goings-on were over forever.
I was sorry at first. I
wanted "Jack." "Dr. Willoughby" seemed too distinguished
and far away.
I suppose he found a
change in me, too. I had put on long skirts and wore my hair up. I had also
found out that I had a complexion, and that sunburn was not becoming. I
honestly thought I looked pretty, but Jack surveyed me with decided
disapprobation.
"What have you done
to yourself? You don't look like the same girl. I'd never know you in that
rig-out, with all those flippery-trippery curls all over your head. Why don't
you comb your hair straight back, and let it hang in a braided tail, like you
used to?"
This didn't suit me at
all. When I expect a compliment and get something quite different I always get
snippy. So I said, with what I intended to be crushing dignity, "that I
supposed I wasn't the same girl; I had grown up, and if he didn't like my curls
he needn't look at them. For my part, I thought them infinitely preferable to
that horrid, conceited-looking moustache he had grown."
"I'll shave it off
if it doesn't suit you," said Jack amiably.
Jack is always so
provokingly good-humoured. When you've taken pains and put yourself out—even to
the extent of fibbing about a moustache—to exasperate a person, there is
nothing more annoying than to have him keep perfectly angelic.
But after a while Jack
and I adjusted ourselves to the change in each other and became very good
friends again. It was quite a different friendship from the old, but it was
very pleasant. Yes, it was; I will admit that much.
I was provoked at Jack's
determination to settle down for life in Valleyfield, a horrible, humdrum,
little country village.
"You'll never make
your fortune there, Jack," I said spitefully. "You'll just be a poor,
struggling country doctor all your life, and you'll be grey at forty."
"I don't expect to
make a fortune, Kitty," said Jack quietly. "Do you think that is the
one desirable thing? I shall never be a rich man. But riches are not the only
thing that makes life pleasant."
"Well, I think they
have a good deal to do with it, anyhow," I retorted. "It's all very
well to pretend to despise wealth, but it's generally a case of sour
grapes. I will own up honestly that I'd love to
be rich."
It always seems to make
Jack blue and grumpy when I talk like that. I suppose that is one reason why he
never asked me to settle down in life as a country doctor's wife. Another was,
no doubt, that I always nipped his sentimental sproutings religiously in the
bud.
Three weeks ago Alicia
wrote to me, asking me to spend the winter with her. Her letters always make me
just gasp with longing for the life they describe.
Jack's face, when I told
him about it, was so woebegone that I felt a stab of remorse, even in the
heyday of my delight.
"Do you really mean
it, Kitty? Are you going away to leave me?"
"You won't miss me
much," I said flippantly—I had a creepy, crawly presentiment that a scene
of some kind was threatening—"and I'm awfully tired of Thrush Hill and
country life, Jack. I suppose it is horribly ungrateful of me to say so, but it
is the truth."
"I shall miss
you," he said soberly.
Somehow he had my hands
in his. How did he ever get them? I was sure I had them safely
tucked out of harm's way behind me. "You know, Kitty, that I love you. I
am a poor man—perhaps I may never be anything else—and this may seem to you
very presumptuous. But I cannot let you go like this. Will you be my wife,
dear?"
Wasn't it horribly
straightforward and direct? So like Jack! I tried to pull my hands away, but he
held them fast. There was nothing to do but answer him. That "no" I
had determined to say must be said, but, oh! how woefully it did stick in my
throat!
And I honestly believe
that by the time I got it out it would have been transformed into a
"yes," in spite of me, had it not been for a certain paragraph in
Alicia's letter which came providentially to my mind:
Not to flatter you,
Katherine, you are a beauty, my dear—if your photo is to be trusted. If you
have not discovered that fact before—how should you, indeed, in a place like
Thrush Hill?—you soon will in Montreal. With your face and figure you will make
a sensation.
There is to be a nephew
of the Sinclairs here this winter. He is an American, immensely wealthy, and
will be the catch of the season. A word to the wise, etc. Don't get into any
foolish entanglement down there. I have heard some gossip of you and our old
playfellow, Jack Willoughby. I hope it is nothing but gossip. You can do better
than that, Katherine.
That settled Jack's
fate, if there ever had been any doubt.
"Don't talk like
that, Jack," I said hurriedly. "It is all nonsense. I think a great
deal of you as a friend and—and—all that, you know. But I can never marry
you."
"Are you sure,
Kitty?" said Jack earnestly. "Don't you care for me at all?"
It was horrid of Jack to
ask that question!
"No," I said
miserably, "not—not in that way, Jack. Oh, don't ever say anything like
this to me again."
He let go of my hands
then, white to the lips.
"Oh, don't look
like that, Jack," I entreated.
"I can't help
it," he said in a low voice. "But I won't bother you again, dear. It
was foolish of me to expect—to hope for anything of the sort. You are a
thousand times too good for me, I know."
"Oh, indeed I'm
not, Jack," I protested. "If you knew how horrid I am, really, you'd
be glad and thankful for your escape. Oh, Jack, I wish people never grew
up."
Jack smiled sadly.
"Don't feel badly
over this, Kitty. It isn't your fault. Good night, dear."
He turned my face up and
kissed me squarely on the mouth. He had never kissed me since the summer before
he went away to college. Somehow it didn't seem a bit the same as it used to;
it was—nicer now.
After he went away I
came upstairs and had a good, comfortable howl. Then I buried the whole affair
decently. I am not going to think of it any more.
I shall always have the
highest esteem for Jack, and I hope he will soon find some nice girl who will
make him happy. Mary Carter would jump at him, I know. To be sure, she is as
homely as she can be and live. But, then, Jack is always telling me how little
he cares for beauty, so I have no doubt she will suit him admirably.
As for myself—well, I am
ambitious. I don't suppose my ambition is a very lofty one, but such as it is I
mean to hunt it down. Come. Let me put it down in black and white, once for
all, and see how it looks:
I mean to marry the rich
nephew of the Sinclairs.
There! It is out, and I
feel better. How mercenary and awful it looks written out in cold blood like
that. I wouldn't have Jack or Aunt Elizabeth—dear, unworldly old soul—see it
for the world. But I wouldn't mind Alicia.
Poor dear Jack!
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Montreal, Dec. 16, 18—.
This is a nice way to
keep a journal. But the days when I could write regularly are gone by. That was
when I was at Thrush Hill.
I am having a simply
divine time. How in the world did I ever contrive to live at Thrush Hill?
To be sure, I felt badly
enough that day in October when I left it. When the train left Valleyfield I
just cried like a baby.
Alicia and Roger
welcomed me very heartily, and after the first week of homesickness—I shiver
yet when I think of it—was over, I settled down to my new life as if I had been
born to it.
Alicia has a magnificent
home and everything heart could wish for—jewels, carriages, servants, opera
boxes, and social position. Roger is a model husband apparently. I must also
admit that he is a model brother-in-law.
I could feel Alicia
looking me over critically the moment we met. I trembled with suspense, but I
was soon relieved.
"Do you know,
Katherine, I am glad to see that your photograph didn't flatter you.
Photographs so often do, I am positively surprised at the way you have
developed, my dear; you used to be such a scrawny little brown thing. By the
way, I hope there is nothing between you and Jack Willoughby?"
"No, of course
not," I answered hurriedly. I had intended to tell Alicia all about Jack,
but when it came to the point I couldn't.
"I am glad of
that," said Alicia, with a relieved air. "Of course, I've no doubt
Jack is a good fellow enough. He was a nice boy. But he would not be a suitable
husband for you, Katherine."
I knew that very well.
That was just why I had refused him. But it made me wince to hear Alicia say
it. I instantly froze up—Alicia says dignity is becoming to me—and Jack's name
has never been mentioned between us since.
I made my bow to society
at an "At Home" which Alicia gave for that purpose. She drilled me
well beforehand, and I think I acquitted myself decently. Charlie Vankleek,
whose verdict makes or mars every debutante in his set, has approved of me. He
called me a beauty, and everybody now believes that I am one, and greets me
accordingly.
I met Gus Sinclair at
Mrs. Brompton's dinner. Alicia declares it was a case of love at first sight.
If so, I must confess that it was all on one side.
Mr. Sinclair is
undeniably ugly—even Alicia has to admit that—and can't hold a candle to Jack
in point of looks, for Jack, poor boy, was handsome, if he were nothing else.
But, as Alicia does not fail to remind me, Mr. Sinclair's homeliness is well
gilded.
Apart from his
appearance, I really liked him very much. He is a gentlemanly little fellow—his
head reaches about to my shoulder—cultured and travelled, and can talk
splendidly, which Jack never could.
He took me into dinner
at Mrs. Brompton's, and was very attentive. You may imagine how many angelic
glances I received from the other candidates for his favour.
Since then I have been
having the gayest time imaginable. Dances, dinners, luncheons, afternoon teas,
"functions" to no end, and all delightful.
Aunt Elizabeth writes to
me, but I have never heard a word from Jack. He seems to have forgotten my
existence completely. No doubt he has consoled himself with Mary Carter.
Well, that is all for
the best, but I must say I did not think Jack could have forgotten me so soon
or so absolutely. Of course it does not make the least difference to me.
The Sinclairs and the
Bromptons and the Curries are to dine here tonight. I can see myself reflected
in the long mirror before me, and I really think my appearance will satisfy
even Gus Sinclair's critical eye. I am pale, as usual, I never have any colour.
That used to be one of Jack's grievances. He likes pink and white milkmaidish
girls. My "magnificent pallor" didn't suit him at all.
But, what is more to the
purpose, it suits Gus Sinclair. He admires the statuesque style.
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Montreal, Jan. 20, 18—.
Here it is a whole month
since my last entry. I am sitting here decked out in "gloss of satin and
glimmer of pearls" for Mrs. Currie's dance. These few minutes, after I
emerge from the hands of my maid and before the carriage is announced, are
almost the only ones I ever have to myself.
I am having a good time
still. Somehow, though, it isn't as exciting as it used to be. I'm afraid I'm
very changeable. I believe I must be homesick.
I'd love to get a
glimpse of dear old Thrush Hill and Aunt Elizabeth, and J—but, no! I will not
write that.
Mr. Sinclair has not spoken
yet, but there is no doubt that he soon will. Of course, I shall accept him
when he does, and I coolly told Alicia so when she just as coolly asked me what
I meant to do.
"Certainly, I shall
marry him," I said crossly, for the subject always irritates me.
"Haven't I been laying myself out all winter to catch him? That is the
bold, naked truth, and ugly enough it is. My dearly beloved sister, I mean to
accept Mr. Sinclair, without any hesitation, whenever I get the chance."
"I give you credit
for more sense than to dream of doing anything else," said Alicia in
relieved tones. "Katherine, you are a very lucky girl."
"Because I am going
to marry a rich man for his money?" I said coldly.
Sometimes I get snippy
with Alicia these days.
"No," said my
half-sister in an exasperated way. "Why will you persist in speaking in
that way? You are very provoking. It is not likely I would wish to see you
throw yourself away on a poor man, and I'm sure you must like Gus."
"Oh, yes, I like
him well enough," I said listlessly. "To be sure, I did think once,
in my salad days, that liking wasn't quite all in an affair of this kind. I was
absurd enough to imagine that love had something to do with it."
"Don't talk so
nonsensically," said Alicia sharply. "Love! Well, of course, you
ought to love your husband, and you will. He loves you enough, at all
events."
"Alicia," I
said earnestly, looking her straight in the face and speaking bluntly enough to
have satisfied even Jack's love of straightforwardness, "you married for
money and position, so people say. Are you happy?"
For the first time that
I remembered, Alicia blushed. She was very angry.
"Yes, I did marry
for money," she said sharply, "and I don't regret it. Thank heaven, I
never was a fool."
"Don't be vexed,
Alicia," I entreated. "I only asked because—well, it is no
matter."
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Montreal, Jan. 25, 18—.
It is bedtime, but I am
too excited and happy and miserable to sleep. Jack has been here—dear old Jack!
How glad I was to see him.
His coming was so
unexpected. I was sitting alone in my room this afternoon—I believe I was
moping—when Bessie brought up his card. I gave it one rapturous look and tore
downstairs, passing Alicia in the hall like a whirlwind, and burst into the
drawing-room in a most undignified way.
"Jack!" I cried,
holding out both hands to him in welcome.
There he was, just the
same old Jack, with his splendid big shoulders and his lovely brown eyes. And
his necktie was crooked, too; as soon as I could get my hands free I put them
up and straightened it out for him. How nice and old-timey that was!
"So you are glad to
see me, Kitty?" he said as he squeezed my hands in his big strong paws.
"'Deed and 'deed I
am, Jack. I thought you had forgotten me altogether. And I've been so homesick
and so—so everything," I said incoherently. "And, oh, Jack, I've so
many questions to ask I don't know where to begin. Tell me all the Thrush Hill
and Valleyfield news, tell me everything that has happened since I left. How
many people have you killed off? And, oh, why didn't you come to see me
before?"
"I didn't think I
should be wanted, Kitty," Jack answered quietly. "You seemed to be so
absorbed in your new life that old friends and interests were crowded
out."
"So I was at
first," I answered penitently. "I was dazzled, you know. The glare
was too much for my Thrush Hill brown. But it's different now. How did you
happen to come, Jack?"
"I had to come to
Montreal on business, and I thought it would be too bad if I went back without
coming to see what they had been doing in Vanity Fair to my little
playmate."
"Well, what do you
think they have been doing?" I asked saucily.
I had on a particularly
fetching gown and knew I was looking my best. Jack, however, looked me over
with his head on one side.
"Well, I don't
know, Kitty," he said slowly. "That is a stunning sort of dress you
have on—not so pretty, though, as that old blue muslin you used to wear last
summer—and your hair is pretty good. But you look rather disdainful and, after
all, I believe I prefer Thrush Hill Kitty."
How like Jack that was.
He never thought me really pretty, and he is too honest to pretend he does.
But I didn't care. I
just laughed, and we sat down together and had a long, delightful, chummy talk.
Jack told me all the
Valleyfield gossip, not forgetting to mention that Mary Carter was going to be
married to a minister in June. Jack didn't seem to mind it a bit, so I guess he
couldn't have been particularly interested in Mary.
In due time Alicia
sailed in. I suppose she had found out from Bessie who my caller was, and felt
rather worried over the length of our tête-à-tête.
She greeted Jack very
graciously, but with a certain polite condescension of which she is past
mistress. I am sure Jack felt it, for, as soon as he decently could, he got up
to go. Alicia asked him to remain to dinner.
"We are having a
few friends to dine with us, but it is quite an informal affair," she said
sweetly.
I felt that Jack glanced
at me for the fraction of a second. But I remembered that Gus Sinclair was
coming too, and I did not look at him.
Then he declined
quietly. He had a business engagement, he said.
I suppose Alicia had
noticed that look at me, for she showed her claws.
"Don't forget to
call any time you are in Montreal," she said more sweetly than ever.
"I am sure Katherine will always be glad to see any of her old friends,
although some of her new ones are proving very absorbing—one,
in especial. Don't blush, Katherine, I am sure Mr. Willoughby won't tell any
tales out of school to your old Valleyfield friends."
I was not blushing, and
I was furious. It was really too bad of Alicia, although I don't see why I need
have cared.
Alicia kept her eye on
us both until Jack was fairly gone. Then she remarked in the patronizing tone
which I detest:
"Really, Katherine,
Jack Willoughby has developed into quite a passable-looking fellow, although he
is rather shabby. But I suppose he is poor."
"Yes," I
answered curtly, "he is poor, in everything except youth and manhood and
goodness and truth! But I suppose those don't count for anything."
Whereupon Alicia lifted
her eyebrows and looked me over.
Just at dusk a box
arrived with Jack's compliments. It was full of lovely white carnations, and
must have cost the extravagant fellow more than he has any business to waste on
flowers. I was beast enough to put them on when I went down to listen to
another man's love-making.
This evening I sparkled
and scintillated with unusual brilliancy, for Jack's visit and my consequent
crossing of swords with Alicia had produced a certain elation of spirits. When Gus
Sinclair was leaving he asked if he might see me alone tomorrow afternoon.
I knew what that meant,
and a cold shiver went up and down my backbone. But I looked down at
him—spick-and-span and glossy—his neckties are never crooked—and
said, yes, he might come at three o'clock.
Alicia had noticed our
aside—when did anything ever escape her?—and when he was gone she asked,
significantly, what secret he had been telling me.
"He wants to see me
alone tomorrow afternoon. I suppose you know what that means, Alicia?"
"Ah," purred
Alicia, "I congratulate you, my dear."
"Aren't your
congratulations a little premature?" I asked coldly. "I haven't
accepted him yet."
"But you
will?"
"Oh, certainly.
Isn't it what we've schemed and angled for? I'm very well satisfied."
And so I am. But I wish
it hadn't come so soon after Jack's visit, because I feel rather upset yet. Of
course I like Gus Sinclair very much, and I am sure I shall be very fond of
him.
Well, I must go to bed
now and get my beauty sleep. I don't want to be haggard and hollow-eyed at that
important interview tomorrow—an interview that will decide my destiny.
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Thrush Hill, May 6, 18—.
Well, it did decide it,
but not exactly in the way I anticipated. I can look back on the whole affair
quite calmly now, but I wouldn't live it over again for all the wealth of Ind.
That day when Gus
Sinclair came I was all ready for him. I had put on my very prettiest new gown
to do honour to the occasion, and Alicia smilingly assured me I was looking
very well.
"And so cool
and composed. Will you be able to keep that up? Don't you really feel a little
nervous, Katherine?"
"Not in the
least," I said. "I suppose I ought to be, according to traditions,
but I never felt less flustered in my life."
When Bessie brought up
Gus Sinclair's card Alicia dropped a pecky little kiss on my cheek, and pushed
me toward the door. I went down calmly, although I'll admit that my heart was beating
wildly. Gus Sinclair was plainly nervous, but I was composed enough for both.
You would really have thought that I was in the habit of being proposed to by a
millionaire every day.
"I suppose you know
what I have come to say," he said, standing before me, as I leaned
gracefully back in a big chair, having taken care that the folds of my dress
fell just as they should.
And then he proceeded to
say it in a rather jumbled-up fashion, but very sincerely.
I remember thinking at
the time that he must have composed the speech in his head the night before,
and rehearsed it several times, but was forgetting it in spots.
When he ended with the
self-same question that Jack had asked me three months before at Thrush Hill he
stopped and took my hands.
I looked up at him. His
good, homely face was close to mine, and in his eyes was an unmistakable look
of love and tenderness.
I opened my mouth to say
yes.
And then there came over
me in one rush the most awful realization of the sacrilege I was going to
commit.
I forgot everything
except that I loved Jack Willoughby, and that I could never, never marry
anybody in the world except him.
Then I pulled my hands
away and burst into hysterical, undignified tears.
"I beg your
pardon," said Mr. Sinclair. "I did not mean to startle you. Have I
been too abrupt? Surely you must have known—you must have expected—"
"Yes—yes—I
knew," I cried miserably, "and I intended right up to this very
minute to marry you. I'm so sorry—but I can't—I can't."
"I don't
understand," he said in a bewildered tone. "If you expected it, then
why—why—don't you care for me?"
"No, that's just
it," I sobbed. "I don't love you at all—and I do love somebody else.
But he is poor, and I hate poverty. So I refused him, and I meant to marry you
just because you are rich."
Such a pained look came
over his face. "I did not think this of you," he said in a low tone.
"Oh, I know I have
acted shamefully," I said. "You can't think any worse of me than I do
of myself. How you must despise me!"
"No," he said,
with a grim smile, "if I did it would be easier for me. I might not love
you then. Don't distress yourself, Katherine. I do not deny that I feel greatly
hurt and disappointed, but I am glad you have been true to yourself at last.
Don't cry, dear."
"You're very
good," I answered disconsolately, "but all the same the fact remains
that I have behaved disgracefully to you, and I know you think so. Oh, Mr.
Sinclair, please, please, go away. I feel so miserably ashamed of myself that I
cannot look you in the face."
"I am going,
dear," he said gently. "I know all this must be very painful to you,
but it is not easy for me, either."
"Can you forgive
me?" I said wistfully.
"Yes, my dear,
completely. Do not let yourself be unhappy over this. Remember that I will
always be your friend. Goodbye."
He held out his hand and
gave mine an earnest clasp. Then he went away.
I remained in the drawing-room,
partly because I wanted to finish out my cry, and partly because, miserable
coward that I was, I didn't dare face Alicia. Finally she came in, her face
wreathed with anticipatory smiles. But when her eyes fell on my forlorn,
crumpled self she fairly jumped.
"Katherine, what is
the matter?" she asked sharply. "Didn't Mr. Sinclair—"
"Yes, he did,"
I said desperately. "And I've refused him. There now, Alicia!"
Then I waited for the
storm to burst. It didn't all at once. The shock was too great, and at first
quite paralyzed my half-sister.
"Katherine,"
she gasped, "are you crazy? Have you lost your senses?"
"No, I've just come
to them. It's true enough, Alicia. You can scold all you like. I know I deserve
it, and I won't flinch. I did really intend to take him, but when it came to
the point I couldn't. I didn't love him."
Then, indeed, the storm
burst. I never saw Alicia so angry before, and I never got so roundly abused.
But even Alicia has her limits, and at last she grew calmer.
"You have behaved
disgracefully," she concluded. "I am disgusted with you. You have
encouraged Gus Sinclair markedly right along, and now you throw him over like
this. I never dreamed that you were capable of such unwomanly behaviour."
"That's a hard
word, Alicia," I protested feebly.
She dealt me a withering
glance. "It does not begin to be as hard as your shameful conduct merits.
To think of losing a fortune like that for the sake of sentimental folly! I
didn't think you were such a consummate fool."
"I suppose you
absorbed all the sense of our family," I said drearily. "There now,
Alicia, do leave me alone. I'm down in the very depths already."
"What do you mean
to do now?" said Alicia scornfully. "Go back to Valleyfield and marry
that starving country doctor of yours, I suppose?"
I flared up then; Alicia
might abuse me all she liked, but I wasn't going to hear a word against Jack.
"Yes, I will, if
he'll have me," I said, and I marched out of the room and upstairs, with
my head very high.
Of course I decided to
leave Montreal as soon as I could. But I couldn't get away within a week, and
it was a very unpleasant one. Alicia treated me with icy indifference, and I
knew I should never be reinstated in her good graces.
To my surprise, Roger
took my part. "Let the girl alone," he told Alicia. "If she
doesn't love Sinclair, she was right in refusing him. I, for one, am glad that
she has got enough truth and womanliness in her to keep her from selling
herself."
Then he came to the
library where I was moping, and laid his hand on my head.
"Little girl,"
he said earnestly, "no matter what anyone says to you, never marry a man
for his money or for any other reason on earth except because you love
him."
This comforted me
greatly, and I did not cry myself to sleep that night as usual.
At last I got away. I
had telegraphed to Jack: "Am coming home Wednesday; meet me at
train," and I knew he would be there. How I longed to see him again—dear,
old, badly treated Jack.
I got to Valleyfield
just at dusk. It was a rainy evening, and everything was slush and fog and
gloom. But away up I saw the home light at Thrush Hill, and Jack was waiting
for me on the platform.
"Oh, Jack!" I
said, clinging to him, regardless of appearances. "Oh, I'm so glad to be
back."
"That's right,
Kitty. I knew you wouldn't forget us. How well you are looking!"
"I suppose I ought
to be looking wretched," I said penitently. "I've been behaving very
badly, Jack. Wait till we get away from the crowd and I'll tell you all about
it."
And I did.
I didn't gloss over
anything, but just confessed the whole truth. Jack heard me through in silence,
and then he kissed me.
"Can you forgive
me, Jack, and take me back?" I whispered, cuddling up to him.
And he said—but, on
second thought, I will not write down what he said.
We are to be married in
June.
2.A Substitute
Journalist
Clifford Baxter came
into the sitting-room where Patty was darning stockings and reading a book at
the same time. Patty could do things like that. The stockings were well darned
too, and Patty understood and remembered what she read.
Clifford flung himself
into a chair with a sigh of weariness. "Tired?" queried Patty
sympathetically.
"Yes, rather. I've
been tramping about the wharves all day gathering longshore items. But, Patty,
I've got a chance at last. Tonight as I was leaving the office Mr. Harmer gave
me a real assignment for tomorrow—two of them in fact, but only one of
importance. I'm to go and interview Mr. Keefe on this new railroad bill that's
up before the legislature. He's in town, visiting his old college friend, Mr.
Reid, and he's quite big game. I wouldn't have had the assignment, of course,
if there'd been anyone else to send, but most of the staff will be away all day
tomorrow to see about that mine explosion at Midbury or the teamsters' strike
at Bainsville, and I'm the only one available. Harmer gave me a pretty broad
hint that it was my chance to win my spurs, and that if I worked up a good
article out of it I'd stand a fair show of being taken on permanently next
month when Alsop leaves. There'll be a shuffle all round then, you know.
Everybody on the staff will be pushed up a peg, and that will leave a vacant
space at the foot."
Patty threw down her
darning needle and clapped her hands with delight. Clifford gazed at her
admiringly, thinking that he had the prettiest sister in the world—she was so
bright, so eager, so rosy.
"Oh, Clifford, how
splendid!" she exclaimed. "Just as we'd begun to give up hope too. Oh,
you must get the position! You must hand in a good write-up. Think what it
means to us."
"Yes, I know."
Clifford dropped his head on his hand and stared rather moodily at the lamp.
"But my joy is chastened, Patty. Of course I want to get the permanency,
since it seems to be the only possible thing, but you know my heart isn't
really in newspaper work. The plain truth is I don't like it, although I do my
best. You know Father always said I was a born mechanic. If I only could get a
position somewhere among machinery—that would be my choice. There's one vacant
in the Steel and Iron Works at Bancroft—but of course I've no chance of getting
it."
"I know. It's too
bad," said Patty, returning to her stockings with a sigh. "I wish I
were a boy with a foothold on the Chronicle. I firmly believe that
I'd make a good newspaper woman, if such a thing had ever been heard of in
Aylmer."
"That you would.
You've twice as much knack in that line as I have. You seem to know by instinct
just what to leave out and put in. I never do, and Harmer has to blue-pencil my
copy mercilessly. Well, I'll do my best with this, as it's very necessary I
should get the permanency, for I fear our family purse is growing very slim.
Mother's face has a new wrinkle of worry every day. It hurts me to see
it."
"And me,"
sighed Patty. "I do wish I could find something to do too. If only we both
could get positions, everything would be all right. Mother wouldn't have to
worry so. Don't say anything about this chance to her until you see what comes
of it. She'd only be doubly disappointed if nothing did. What is your other
assignment?"
"Oh, I've got to go
out to Bancroft on the morning train and write up old Mr. Moreland's birthday
celebration. He is a hundred years old, and there's going to be a presentation
and speeches and that sort of thing. Nothing very exciting about it. I'll have
to come back on the three o'clock train and hurry out to catch my politician
before he leaves at five. Take a stroll down to meet my train, Patty. We can go
out as far as Mr. Reid's house together, and the walk will do you good."
The Baxters lived in
Aylmer, a lively little town with two newspapers, the Chronicle and
the Ledger. Between these two was a sharp journalistic rivalry in
the matter of "beats" and "scoops." In the preceding spring
Clifford had been taken on the Chronicle on trial, as a sort
of general handyman. There was no pay attached to the position, but he was
getting training and there was the possibility of a permanency in September if
he proved his mettle. Mr. Baxter had died two years before, and the failure of
the company in which Mrs. Baxter's money was invested had left the little
family dependent on their own resources. Clifford, who had cherished dreams of
a course in mechanical engineering, knew that he must give them up and go to
the first work that offered itself, which he did staunchly and uncomplainingly.
Patty, who hitherto had had no designs on a "career," but had been
sunnily content to be a home girl and Mother's right hand, also realized that
it would be well to look about her for something to do. She was not really
needed so far as the work of the little house went, and the whole burden must
not be allowed to fall on Clifford's eighteen-year-old shoulders. Patty was his
senior by a year, and ready to do her part unflinchingly.
The next afternoon Patty
went down to meet Clifford's train. When it came, no Clifford appeared. Patty
stared about her at the hurrying throngs in bewilderment. Where was Clifford?
Hadn't he come on the train? Surely he must have, for there was no other until
seven o'clock. She must have missed him somehow. Patty waited until everybody
had left the station, then she walked slowly homeward. As the Chronicle office
was on her way, she dropped in to see if Clifford had reported there.
She found nobody in the
editorial offices except the office boy, Larry Brown, who promptly informed her
that not only had Clifford not arrived, but that there was a telegram from him
saying that he had missed his train. Patty gasped in dismay. It was dreadful!
"Where is Mr.
Harmer?" she asked.
"He went home as
soon as the afternoon edition came out. He left before the telegram came. He'll
be furious when he finds out that nobody has gone to interview that foxy old
politician," said Larry, who knew all about Clifford's assignment and its
importance.
"Isn't there anyone
else here to go?" queried Patty desperately.
Larry shook his head.
"No, there isn't a soul in. We're mighty short-handed just now on account
of the explosion and the strike."
Patty went downstairs
and stood for a moment in the hall, rapt in reflection. If she had been at
home, she verily believed she would have sat down and cried. Oh, it was too
bad, too disappointing! Clifford would certainly lose all chance of the
permanency, even if the irate news editor did not discharge him at once. What
could she do? Could she do anything? She must do something.
"If I only could go
in his place," moaned Patty softly to herself.
Then she started. Why
not? Why not go and interview the big man herself? To be sure, she did not know
a great deal about interviewing, still less about railroad bills, and nothing
at all about politics. But if she did her best it might be better than nothing,
and might at least save Clifford his present hold.
With Patty, to decide
was to act. She flew back to the reporters' room, pounced on a pencil and
tablet, and hurried off, her breath coming quickly, and her eyes shining with
excitement. It was quite a long walk out to Mr. Reid's place and Patty was
tired when she got there, but her courage was not a whit abated. She mounted
the steps and rang the bell undauntedly.
"Can I see
Mr.—Mr.—Mr.—" Patty paused for a moment in dismay. She had forgotten the
name. The maid who had come to the door looked her over so superciliously that
Patty flushed with indignation. "The gentleman who is visiting Mr.
Reid," she said crisply. "I can't remember his name, but I've come to
interview him on behalf of the Chronicle. Is he in?"
"If you mean Mr.
Reefer, he is," said the maid quite respectfully. Evidently the Chronicle's
name carried weight in the Reid establishment. "Please come into the
library. I'll go and tell him."
Patty had just time to
seat herself at the table, spread out her paper imposingly, and assume a
businesslike air when Mr. Reefer came in. He was a tall, handsome old man with
white hair, jet-black eyes, and a mouth that made Patty hope she wouldn't
stumble on any questions he wouldn't want to answer. Patty knew she would waste
her breath if she did. A man with a mouth like that would never tell anything
he didn't want to tell.
"Good afternoon.
What can I do for you, madam?" inquired Mr. Reefer with the air and tone
of a man who means to be courteous, but has no time or information to waste.
Patty was almost
overcome by the "Madam." For a moment, she quailed. She couldn't ask
that masculine sphinx questions! Then the thought of her mother's pale,
careworn face flashed across her mind, and all her courage came back with an
inspiriting rush. She bent forward to look eagerly into Mr. Reefer's carved,
granite face, and said with a frank smile:
"I have come to
interview you on behalf of the Chronicle about the railroad
bill. It was my brother who had the assignment, but he has missed his train and
I have come in his place because, you see, it is so important to us. So much
depends on this assignment. Perhaps Mr. Harmer will give Clifford a permanent
place on the staff if he turns in a good article about you. He is only handyman
now. I just couldn't let him miss the chance—he might never have another. And
it means so much to us and Mother."
"Are you a member
of the Chronicle staff yourself?" inquired Mr. Reefer
with a shade more geniality in his tone.
"Oh, no! I've
nothing to do with it, so you won't mind my being inexperienced, will you? I
don't know just what I should ask you, so won't you please just tell me
everything about the bill, and Mr. Harmer can cut out what doesn't
matter?"
Mr. Reefer looked at
Patty for a few moments with a face about as expressive as a graven image.
Perhaps he was thinking about the bill, and perhaps he was thinking what a
bright, vivid, plucky little girl this was with her waiting pencil and her air
that strove to be businesslike, and only succeeded in being eager and hopeful
and anxious.
"I'm not used to being
interviewed myself," he said slowly, "so I don't know very much about
it. We're both green hands together, I imagine. But I'd like to help you out,
so I don't mind telling you what I think about this bill, and its bearing on
certain important interests."
Mr. Reefer proceeded to
tell her, and Patty's pencil flew as she scribbled down his terse, pithy
sentences. She found herself asking questions too, and enjoying it. For the
first time, Patty thought she might rather like politics if she understood them—and
they did not seem so hard to understand when a man like Mr. Reefer explained
them. For half an hour he talked to her, and at the end of that time Patty was
in full possession of his opinion on the famous railroad bill in all its
aspects.
"There now, I'm
talked out," said Mr. Reefer. "You can tell your news editor that you
know as much about the railroad bill as Andrew Reefer knows. I hope you'll
succeed in pleasing him, and that your brother will get the position he wants.
But he shouldn't have missed that train. You tell him that. Boys with important
things to do mustn't miss trains. Perhaps it's just as well he did in this case
though, but tell him not to let it happen again."
Patty went straight
home, wrote up her interview in ship-shape form, and took it down to the Chronicle office.
There she found Mr. Harmer, scowling blackly. The little news editor looked to
be in a rather bad temper, but he nodded not unkindly to Patty. Mr. Harmer knew
the Baxters well and liked them, although he would have sacrificed them all
without a qualm for a "scoop."
"Good evening,
Patty. Take a chair. That brother of yours hasn't turned up yet. The next time
I give him an assignment, he'll manage to be on hand in time to do it."
"Oh," cried
Patty breathlessly, "please, Mr. Harmer, I have the interview here. I
thought perhaps I could do it in Clifford's place, and I went out to Mr. Reid's
and saw Mr. Reefer. He was very kind and—"
"Mr. who?"
fairly shouted Mr. Harmer.
"Mr. Reefer—Mr.
Andrew Reefer. He told me to tell you that this article contained all he knew
or thought about the railroad bill and—"
But Mr. Harmer was no
longer listening. He had snatched the neatly written sheets of Patty's report
and was skimming over them with a practised eye. Then Patty thought he must have
gone crazy. He danced around the office, waving the sheets in the air, and then
he dashed frantically up the stairs to the composing room.
Ten minutes later, he
returned and shook the mystified Patty by the hand.
"Patty, it's the
biggest beat we've ever had! We've scooped not only the Ledger, but
every other newspaper in the country. How did you do it? How did you ever
beguile or bewitch Andrew Reefer into giving you an interview?"
"Why," said
Patty in utter bewilderment, "I just went out to Mr. Reid's and asked for
the gentleman who was visiting there—I'd forgotten his name—and Mr. Reefer came
down and I told him my brother had been detailed to interview him on behalf of
the Chronicle about the bill, and that Clifford had missed his
train, and wouldn't he let me interview him in his place and excuse my
inexperience—and he did."
"It wasn't Andrew
Reefer I told Clifford to interview," laughed Mr. Harmer. "It was
John C. Keefe. I didn't know Reefer was in town, but even if I had I wouldn't
have thought it a particle of use to send a man to him. He has never consented
to be interviewed before on any known subject, and he's been especially
close-mouthed about this bill, although men from all the big papers in the
country have been after him. He is notorious on that score. Why, Patty, it's
the biggest journalistic fish that has ever been landed in this office. Andrew
Reefer's opinion on the bill will have a tremendous influence. We'll run the
interview as a leader in a special edition that is under way already. Of
course, he must have been ready to give the information to the public or
nothing would have induced him to open his mouth. But to think that we should
be the first to get it! Patty, you're a brick!"
Clifford came home on
the seven o'clock train, and Patty was there to meet him, brimful of her story.
But Clifford also had a story to tell and got his word in first.
"Now, Patty, don't
scold until you hear why I missed the train. I met Mr. Peabody of the Steel and
Iron Company at Mr. Moreland's and got into conversation with him. When he
found out who I was, he was greatly interested and said Father had been one of
his best friends when they were at college together. I told him about wanting
to get the position in the company, and he had me go right out to the works and
see about it. And, Patty, I have the place. Goodbye to the grind of newspaper
items and fillers. I tried to get back to the station at Bancroft in time to
catch the train but I couldn't, and it was just as well, for Mr. Keefe was
suddenly summoned home this afternoon, and when the three-thirty train from
town stopped at Bancroft he was on it. I found that out and I got on, going to
the next station with him and getting my interview after all. It's here in my
notebook, and I must hurry up to the office and hand it in. I suppose Mr.
Harmer will be very much vexed until he finds that I have it."
"Oh, no. Mr. Harmer
is in a very good humour," said Patty with dancing eyes. Then she told her
story.
The interview with Mr.
Reefer came out with glaring headlines, and the Chronicle had
its hour of fame and glory. The next day Mr. Harmer sent word to Patty that he
wanted to see her.
"So Clifford is
leaving," he said abruptly when she entered the office. "Well, do you
want his place?"
"Mr. Harmer, are
you joking?" demanded Patty in amazement.
"Not I. That stuff
you handed in was splendidly written—I didn't have to use the pencil more than
once or twice. You have the proper journalist instinct all right. We need a
lady on the staff anyhow, and if you'll take the place it's yours for saying
so, and the permanency next month."
"I'll take
it," said Patty promptly and joyfully.
"Good. Go down to
the Symphony Club rehearsal this afternoon and report it. You've just ten
minutes to get there," and Patty joyfully and promptly departed.
3.Anna's Love Letters
"Are you going to
answer Gilbert's letter tonight, Anna?" asked Alma Williams, standing in
the pantry doorway, tall, fair, and grey-eyed, with the sunset light coming
down over the dark firs, through the window behind her, and making a primrose
nimbus around her shapely head.
Anna, dark, vivid, and
slender, was perched on the edge of the table, idly swinging her slippered foot
at the cat's head. She smiled wickedly at Alma before replying.
"I am not going to
answer it tonight or any other night," she said, twisting her full, red
lips in a way that Alma had learned to dread. Mischief was ripening in Anna's
brain when that twist was out.
"What do you
mean?" asked Alma anxiously.
"Just what I say,
dear," responded Anna, with deceptive meekness. "Poor Gilbert is
gone, and I don't intend to bother my head about him any longer. He was amusing
while he lasted, but of what use is a beau two thousand miles away, Alma?"
Alma was
patient—outwardly. It was never of any avail to show impatience with Anna.
"Anna, you are
talking foolishly. Of course you are going to answer his letter. You are as
good as engaged to him. Wasn't that practically understood when he left?"
"No, no,
dear," and Anna shook her sleek black head with the air of explaining
matters to an obtuse child. "I was the only one who
understood. Gil misunderstood. He thought that I would really wait
for him until he should have made enough money to come home and pay off the
mortgage. I let him think so, because I hated to hurt his little feelings. But
now it's off with the old love and on with a new one for me."
"Anna, you cannot
be in earnest!" exclaimed Alma.
But she was afraid that
Anna was in earnest. Anna had a wretched habit of being in earnest when she
said flippant things.
"You don't mean
that you are not going to write to Gilbert at all—after all you promised?"
Anna placed her elbows
daintily on the top of the rocking chair, dropped her pointed chin in her
hands, and looked at Alma with black demure eyes.
"I—do—mean—just—that,"
she said slowly. "I never mean to marry Gilbert Murray. This is final,
Alma, and you need not scold or coax, because it would be a waste of breath. Gilbert
is safely out of the way, and now I am going to have a good time with a few
other delightful men creatures in Exeter."
Anna nodded decisively,
flashed a smile at Alma, picked up her cat, and went out. At the door she
turned and looked back, with the big black cat snuggled under her chin.
"If you think
Gilbert will feel very badly over his letter not being answered, you might
answer it yourself, Alma," she said teasingly. "There it is"—she
took the letter from the pocket of her ruffled apron and threw it on a chair.
"You may read it if you want to; it isn't really a love letter. I told
Gilbert he wasn't to write silly letters. Come, pussy, I'm going to get ready
for prayer meeting. We've got a nice, new, young, good-looking minister in
Exeter, pussy, and that makes prayer meeting very interesting."
Anna shut the door, her
departing laugh rippling mockingly through the dusk. Alma picked up Gilbert
Murray's letter and went to her room. She wanted to cry, since she could not
shake Anna. Even if she could have shook her, it would only have made her more
perverse. Anna was in earnest; Alma knew that, even while she hoped and
believed that it was but the earnestness of a freak that would pass in time.
Anna had had one like it a year ago, when she had cast Gilbert off for three
months, driving him distracted by flirting with Charlie Moore. Then she had
suddenly repented and taken him back. Alma thought that this whim would run its
course likewise and leave a repentant Anna. But meanwhile everything might be
spoiled. Gilbert might not prove forgiving a second time.
Alma would have given
much if she could only have induced Anna to answer Gilbert's letter, but
coaxing Anna to do anything was a very sure and effective way of preventing her
from doing it.
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Alma and Anna had lived
alone at the old Williams homestead ever since their mother's death four years
before. Exeter matrons thought this hardly proper, since Alma, in spite of her
grave ways, was only twenty-four. The farm was rented, so that Alma's only
responsibilities were the post office which she kept, and that harum-scarum
beauty of an Anna.
The Murray homestead
adjoined theirs. Gilbert Murray had grown up with Alma; they had been friends
ever since she could remember. Alma loved Gilbert with a love which she herself
believed to be purely sisterly, and which nobody else doubted could be, since
she had been at pains to make a match—Exeter matrons' phrasing—between Gil and
Anna, and was manifestly delighted when Gilbert obligingly fell in love with
the latter.
There was a small
mortgage on the Murray place which Mr. Murray senior had not been able to pay
off. Gilbert determined to get rid of it, and his thoughts turned to the west.
His father was an active, hale old man, quite capable of managing the farm in Gilbert's
absence. Alexander MacNair had gone to the west two years previously and got
work on a new railroad. He wrote to Gilbert to come too, promising him plenty
of work and good pay. Gilbert went, but before going he had asked Anna to marry
him.
It was the first
proposal Anna had ever had, and she managed it quite cleverly, from her
standpoint. She told Gilbert that he must wait until he came home again before
settling that, meanwhile, they would be very good
friends—emphasized with a blush—and that he might write to her. She kissed him
goodbye, and Gilbert, honest fellow, was quite satisfied. When an Exeter girl
had allowed so much to be inferred, it was understood to be equivalent to an
engagement. Gilbert had never discerned that Anna was not like the other Exeter
girls, but was a law unto herself.
Alma sat down by her
window and looked out over the lane where the slim wild cherry trees were
bronzing under the autumn frosts. Her lips were very firmly set. Something must
be done. But what?
Alma's heart was set on
this marriage for two reasons. Firstly, if Anna married Gilbert she would be
near her all her life. She could not bear the thought that some day Anna might
leave her and go far away to live. In the second and largest place, she desired
the marriage because Gilbert did. She had always been desirous, even in the
old, childish play-days, that Gilbert should get just exactly what he wanted.
She had always taken a keen, strange delight in furthering his wishes.
Anna's falseness would
surely break his heart, and Alma winced at the thought of his pain.
There was one thing she
could do. Anna's tormenting suggestion had fallen on fertile soil. Alma
balanced pros and cons, admitting the risk. But she would have taken a tenfold
larger risk in the hope of holding secure Anna's place in Gilbert's affections
until Anna herself should come to her senses.
When it grew quite dark
and Anna had gone lilting down the lane on her way to prayer meeting, Alma
lighted her lamp, read Gilbert's letter—and answered it. Her handwriting was
much like Anna's. She signed the letter "A. Williams," and there was
nothing in it that might not have been written by her to Gilbert; but she knew
that Gilbert would believe Anna had written it, and she intended him so to
believe. Alma never did a thing halfway when she did it at all. At first she
wrote rather constrainedly but, reflecting that in any case Anna would have
written a merely friendly letter, she allowed her thoughts to run freely, and
the resulting epistle was an excellent one of its kind. Alma had the gift of
expression and more brains than Exeter people had ever imagined she possessed.
When Gilbert read that letter a fortnight later he was surprised to find that
Anna was so clever. He had always, with a secret regret, thought her much
inferior to Alma in this respect, but that delightful letter, witty, wise,
fanciful, was the letter of a clever woman.
When a year had passed
Alma was still writing to Gilbert the letters signed "A. Williams."
She had ceased to fear being found out, and she took a strange pleasure in the
correspondence for its own sake. At first she had been quakingly afraid of
discovery. When she smuggled the letters addressed in Gilbert's handwriting to
Miss Anna Williams out of the letter packet and hid them from Anna's eyes, she
felt as guilty as if she were breaking all the laws of the land at once. To be
sure, she knew that she would have to confess to Anna some day, when the latter
repented and began to wish she had written to Gilbert, but that was a very different
thing from premature disclosure.
But Anna had as yet
given no sign of such repentance, although Alma looked for it anxiously. Anna
was having the time of her life. She was the acknowledged beauty of five
settlements, and she went forward on her career of conquest quite undisturbed
by the jealousies and heart-burnings she provoked on every side.
One moonlight night she
went for a sleigh-drive with Charlie Moore of East Exeter—and returned to tell
Alma that they were married!
"I knew you would
make a fuss, Alma, because you don't like Charlie, so we just took matters into
our own hands. It was so much more romantic, too. I'd always said I'd never be
married in any of your dull, commonplace ways. You might as well forgive me and
be nice right off, Alma, because you'd have to do it anyway, in time. Well, you
do look surprised!"
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Alma accepted the
situation with an apathy that amazed Anna. The truth was that Alma was stunned
by a thought that had come to her even while Anna was speaking.
"Gilbert will find
out about the letters now, and despise me."
Nothing else, not even
the fact that Anna had married shiftless Charlie Moore, seemed worth while
considering beside this. The fear and shame of it haunted her like a nightmare;
she shrank every morning from the thought of all the mail that was coming that
day, fearing that there would be an angry, puzzled letter from Gilbert. He must
certainly soon hear of Anna's marriage; he would see it in the home paper,
other correspondents in Exeter would write him of it. Alma grew sick at heart
thinking of the complications in front of her.
When Gilbert's letter
came she left it for a whole day before she could summon courage to open it.
But it was a harmless epistle after all; he had not yet heard of Anna's
marriage. Alma had at first no thought of answering it, yet her fingers ached
to do so. Now that Anna was gone, her loneliness was unbearable. She realized
how much Gilbert's letters had meant to her, even when written to another
woman. She could bear her life well enough, she thought, if she only had his
letters to look forward to.
No more letters came
from Gilbert for six weeks. Then came one, alarmed at Anna's silence, anxiously
asking the reason for it; Gilbert had heard no word of the marriage. He was
working in a remote district where newspapers seldom penetrated. He had no
other correspondent in Exeter now; except his mother, and she, not knowing that
he supposed himself engaged to Anna had forgotten to mention it.
Alma answered that
letter. She told herself recklessly that she would keep on writing to him until
he found out. She would lose his friendship anyhow, when that occurred, but
meanwhile she would have the letters a little longer. She could not learn to
live without them until she had to.
The correspondence
slipped back into its old groove. The harassed look which Alma's face had worn,
and which Exeter people had attributed to worry over Anna, disappeared. She did
not even feel lonely, and reproached herself for lack of proper feeling in
missing Anna so little. Besides, to her horror and dismay, she detected in
herself a strange undercurrent of relief at the thought that Gilbert could
never marry Anna now! She could not understand it. Had not that marriage been
her dearest wish for years? Why then should she feel this strange gladness at
the impossibility of its fulfilment? Altogether, Alma feared that her condition
of mind and morals must be sadly askew. Perhaps, she thought mournfully, this
perversion of proper feeling was her punishment for the deception she had
practised. She had deliberately done evil that good might come, and now the
very imaginations of her heart were stained by that evil. Alma cried herself to
sleep many a night in her repentance, but she kept on writing to Gilbert, for
all that.
The winter passed, and
the spring and summer waned, and Alma's outward life flowed as smoothly as the
currents of the seasons, broken only by vivid eruptions from Anna, who came
over often from East Exeter, glorying in her young matronhood, "to cheer
Alma up." Alma, so said Exeter people, was becoming unsociable and old
maidish. She lost her liking for company, and seldom went anywhere among her
neighbours. Her once frequent visits across the yard to chat with old Mrs.
Murray became few and far between. She could not bear to hear the old lady
talking about Gilbert, and she was afraid that some day she would be told that
he was coming home. Gilbert's home-coming was the nightmare dread that darkened
poor Alma's whole horizon.
000
One October day, two
years after Gilbert's departure, Alma, standing at her window in the reflected
glow of a red maple outside, looked down the lane and saw him striding up it!
She had had no warning of his coming. His last letter, dated three weeks back,
had not hinted at it. Yet there he was—and with him Alma's Nemesis.
She was very calm. Now
that the worst had come, she felt quite strong to meet it. She would tell
Gilbert the truth, and he would go away in anger and never forgive her, but she
deserved it. As she went downstairs, the only thing that really worried her was
the thought of the pain Gilbert would suffer when she told him of Anna's
faithlessness. She had seen his face as he passed under her window, and it was
the face of a blithe man who had not heard any evil tidings. It was left to her
to tell him; surely, she thought apathetically, that was punishment enough for
what she had done.
With her hand on the
doorknob, she paused to wonder what she should say when he asked her why she
had not told him of Anna's marriage when it occurred—why she had still
continued the deception when it had no longer an end to serve. Well, she would
tell him the truth—that it was because she could not bear the thought of giving
up writing to him. It was a humiliating thing to confess, but that did not
matter—nothing mattered now. She opened the door.
Gilbert was standing on
the big round door-stone under the red maple—a tall, handsome young fellow with
a bronzed face and laughing eyes. His exile had improved him. Alma found time
and ability to reflect that she had never known Gilbert was so fine-looking.
He put his arm around
her and kissed her cheek in his frank delight at seeing her again. Alma coldly
asked him in. Her face was still as pale as when she came downstairs, but a
curious little spot of fiery red blossomed out where Gilbert's lips had touched
it.
Gilbert followed her
into the sitting-room and looked about eagerly.
"When did you come
home?" she said slowly. "I did not know you were expected."
"Got homesick, and
just came! I wanted to surprise you all," he answered, laughing. "I
arrived only a few minutes ago. Just took time to hug my mother, and here I am.
Where's Anna?"
The pent-up retribution
of two years descended on Alma's head in the last question of Gilbert's. But
she did not flinch. She stood straight before him, tall and fair and pale, with
the red maple light streaming in through the open door behind her, staining her
light house-dress and mellowing the golden sheen of her hair. Gilbert reflected
that Alma Williams was really a very handsome girl. These two years had
improved her. What splendid big grey eyes she had! He had always wished that
Anna's eyes had not been quite so black.
"Anna is not
here," said Alma. "She is married."
"Married!"
Gilbert sat down
suddenly on a chair and looked at Alma in bewilderment.
"She has been
married for a year," said Alma steadily. "She married Charlie Moore
of East Exeter, and has been living there ever since."
"Then," said
Gilbert, laying hold of the one solid fact that loomed out of the mist of his
confused understanding, "why did she keep on writing letters to me after
she was married?"
"She never wrote to
you at all. It was I that wrote the letters."
Gilbert looked at Alma
doubtfully. Was she crazy? There was something odd about her, now that he noticed,
as she stood rigidly there, with that queer red spot on her face, a strange
fire in her eyes, and that weird reflection from the maple enveloping her like
an immaterial flame.
"I don't
understand," he said helplessly.
Still standing there,
Alma told the whole story, giving full explanations, but no excuses. She told
it clearly and simply, for she had often pictured this scene to herself and
thought out what she must say. Her memory worked automatically, and her tongue
obeyed it promptly. To herself she seemed like a machine, talking mechanically,
while her soul stood on one side and listened.
When she had finished
there was a silence lasting perhaps ten seconds. To Alma it seemed like hours.
Would Gilbert overwhelm her with angry reproaches, or would he simply rise up
and leave her in unutterable contempt? It was the most tragic moment of her
life, and her whole personality was strung up to meet it and withstand it.
"Well, they were
good letters, anyhow," said Gilbert finally; "interesting
letters," he added, as if by way of a meditative afterthought.
It was so anti-climactic
that Alma broke into an hysterical giggle, cut short by a sob. She dropped into
a chair by the table and flung her hands over her face, laughing and sobbing
softly to herself. Gilbert rose and walked to the door, where he stood with his
back to her until she regained her self-control. Then he turned and looked down
at her quizzically.
Alma's hands lay limply
in her lap, and her eyes were cast down, with tears glistening on the long fair
lashes. She felt his gaze on her.
"Can you ever
forgive me, Gilbert?" she said humbly.
"I don't know that
there is much to forgive," he answered. "I have some explanations to
make too and, since we're at it, we might as well get them all over and have
done with them. Two years ago I did honestly think I was in love with Anna—at
least when I was round where she was. She had a taking way with her. But,
somehow, even then, when I wasn't with her she seemed to kind of grow dim and
not count for so awful much after all. I used to wish she was more like
you—quieter, you know, and not so sparkling. When I parted from her that last
night before I went west, I did feel very bad, and she seemed very dear to me,
but it was six weeks from that before her—your—letter came, and in that time
she seemed to have faded out of my thoughts. Honestly, I wasn't thinking much
about her at all. Then came the letter—and it was a splendid one, too. I had
never thought that Anna could write a letter like that, and I was as pleased as
Punch about it. The letters kept coming, and I kept on looking for them more
and more all the time. I fell in love all over again—with the writer of those
letters. I thought it was Anna, but since you wrote the letters, it must have
been with you, Alma. I thought it was because she was growing more womanly that
she could write such letters. That was why I came home. I wanted to get
acquainted all over again, before she grew beyond me altogether—I wanted to
find the real Anna the letters showed me. I—I—didn't expect this. But I don't
care if Anna is married, so long as the girl who wrote those letters isn't.
It's you I love, Alma."
He bent down and put his
arm about her, laying his cheek against hers. The little red spot where his
kiss had fallen was now quite drowned out in the colour that rushed over her
face.
"If you'll marry
me, Alma, I'll forgive you," he said.
A little smile escaped
from the duress of Alma's lips and twitched her dimples.
"I'm willing to do
anything that will win your forgiveness, Gilbert," she said meekly.
4.Aunt Caroline's Silk
Dress
Patty came in from her
walk to the post office with cheeks finely reddened by the crisp air. Carry
surveyed her with pleasure. Of late Patty's cheeks had been entirely too pale
to please Carry, and Patty had not had a very good appetite. Once or twice she
had even complained of a headache. So Carry had sent her to the office for a
walk that night, although the post office trip was usually Carry's own special
constitutional, always very welcome to her after a weary day of sewing on other
people's pretty dresses.
Carry never sewed on
pretty dresses for herself, for the simple reason that she never had any pretty
dresses. Carry was twenty-two—and feeling forty, her last pretty dress had been
when she was a girl of twelve, before her father had died. To be sure, there
was the silk organdie Aunt Kathleen had sent her, but that was fit only for
parties, and Carry never went to any parties.
"Did you get any
mail, Patty?" she asked unexpectantly. There was never much mail for the
Lea girls.
"Yes'm," said
Patty briskly. "Here's the Weekly Advocate, and a patent
medicine almanac with all your dreams expounded, and a letter
for Miss Carry M. Lea. It's postmarked Enfield, and has a suspiciously
matrimonial look. I'm sure it's an invitation to Chris Fairley's wedding. Hurry
up and see, Caddy."
Carry, with a little
flush of excitement on her face, opened her letter. Sure enough, it contained
an invitation "to be present at the marriage of Christine Fairley."
"How jolly!"
exclaimed Patty. "Of course you'll go, Caddy. You'll have a chance to wear
that lovely organdie of yours at last."
"It was sweet of
Chris to invite me," said Carry. "I really didn't expect it."
"Well, I did.
Wasn't she your most intimate friend when she lived in Enderby?"
"Oh, yes, but it is
four years since she left, and some people might forget in four years. But I
might have known Chris wouldn't. Of course I'll go."
"And you'll make up
your organdie?"
"I shall have
to," laughed Carry, forgetting all her troubles for a moment, and feeling
young and joyous over the prospect of a festivity. "I haven't another
thing that would do to wear to a wedding. If I hadn't that blessed organdie I
couldn't go, that's all."
"But you have it,
and it will look lovely made up with a tucked skirt. Tucks are so fashionable
now. And there's that lace of mine you can have for a bertha. I want you to
look just right, you see. Enfield is a big place, and there will be lots of
grandees at the wedding. Let's get the last fashion sheet and pick out a design
right away. Here's one on the very first page that would be nice. You could
wear it to perfection, Caddy you're so tall and slender. It wouldn't suit a
plump and podgy person like myself at all."
Carry liked the pattern,
and they had an animated discussion over it. But, in the end, Carry sighed, and
pushed the sheet away from her, with all the brightness gone out of face.
"It's no use, Patty.
I'd forgotten for a few minutes, but it's all come back now. I can't think of
weddings and new dresses, when the thought of that interest crowds everything
else out. It's due next month—fifty dollars—and I've only ten saved up. I can't
make forty dollars in a month, even if I had any amount of sewing, and you know
hardly anyone wants sewing done just now. I don't know what we shall do. Oh, I
suppose we can rent a couple of rooms in the village and exist in
them. But it breaks my heart to think of leaving our old home."
"Perhaps Mr. Kerr
will let us have more time," suggested Patty, not very hopefully. The
sparkle had gone out of her face too. Patty loved their little home as much as
Carry did.
"You know he won't.
He has been only too anxious for an excuse to foreclose, this long time. He
wants the land the house is on. Oh, if I only hadn't been sick so long in the
summer—just when everybody had sewing to do. I've tried so hard to catch up,
but I couldn't." Carry's voice broke in a sob.
Patty leaned over the
table and patted her sister's glossy dark hair gently.
"You've worked too
hard, dearie. You've just gone to skin and bone. Oh, I know how hard it is! I
can't bear to think of leaving this dear old spot either. If we could only
induce Mr. Kerr to give us a year's grace! I'd be teaching then, and we could
easily pay the interest and some of the principal too. Perhaps he will if we
both go to him and coax very hard. Anyway, don't worry over it till after the
wedding. I want you to go and have a good time. You never have good times,
Carry."
"Neither do
you," said Carry rebelliously. "You never have anything that other
girls have, Patty—not even pretty clothes."
"Deed, and I've
lots of things to be thankful for," said Patty cheerily. "Don't you
fret about me. I'm vain enough to think I've got some brains anyway, and I'm
a-meaning to do something with them too. Now I think I'll go upstairs and study
this evening. It will be warm enough there tonight, and the noise of the
machine rather bothers me."
Patty whisked out, and
Carry knew she should go to her sewing. But she sat a long while at the table
in dismal thought. She was so tired, and so hopeless. It had been such a hard
struggle, and it seemed now as if it would all come to naught. For five years,
ever since her mother's death, Carry had supported herself and Patty by
dressmaking. They had been a hard five years of pinching and economizing and
going without, for Enderby was only a small place, and there were two other
dressmakers. Then there was always the mortgage to devour everything. Carry had
kept it at bay till now, but at last she was conquered. She had had typhoid
fever in the spring and had not been able to work for a long time. Indeed, she
had gone to work before she should. The doctor's bill was yet unpaid, but Dr.
Hamilton had told her to take her time. Carry knew she would not be pressed for
that, and next year Patty would be able to help her. But next year would be too
late. The dear little home would be lost then.
When Carry roused
herself from her sad reflections, she saw a crumpled note lying on the floor.
She picked it up and absently smoothed it out. Seeing Patty's name at the top
she was about to lay it aside without reading it, but the lines were few, and
the sense of them flashed into Carry's brain. The note was an invitation to
Clare Forbes's party! The Lea girls had known that the Forbes girls were going
to give a party, but they had not expected that Patty would be invited. Of
course, Clare Forbes was in Patty's class at school and was always very nice
and friendly with her. But then the Forbes set was not the Lea set.
Carry ran upstairs to
Patty's room. "Patty, you dropped this on the floor. I couldn't help
seeing what it was. Why didn't you tell me Clare had invited you?"
"Because I knew I
couldn't go, and I thought you would feel badly over that. Caddy, I wish you
hadn't seen it."
"Oh, Patty, I do wish
you could go to the party. It was so sweet of Clare to invite you, and perhaps
she will be offended if you don't go—she won't understand. Clare Forbes isn't a
girl whose friendship is to be lightly thrown away when it is offered."
"I know that. But,
Caddy dear, it is impossible. I don't think that I have any foolish pride about
clothes, but you know it is out of the question to think of going to Clare
Forbes's party in my last winter's plaid dress, which is a good two inches too
short and skimpy in proportion. Putting my own feelings aside, it would be an
insult to Clare. There, don't think any more about it."
But Carry did think
about it. She lay awake half the night wondering if there might not be some way
for Patty to go to that party. She knew it was impossible, unless Patty had a
new dress, and how could a new dress be had? Yet she did so want Patty to go.
Patty never had any good times, and she was studying so hard. Then, all at
once, Carry thought of a way by which Patty might have a new dress. She had
been tossing restlessly, but now she lay very still, staring with wide-open
eyes at the moonlit window, with the big willow boughs branching darkly across
it. Yes, it was a way, but could she? Could she? Yes, she
could, and she would. Carry buried her face in her pillow with a sob and a
gulp. But she had decided what must be done, and how it must be done.
"Are you going to
begin on your organdie today?" asked Patty in the morning, before she
started for school.
"I must finish Mrs.
Pidgeon's suit first," Carry answered. "Next week will be time enough
to think about my wedding garments."
She tried to laugh and
failed. Patty thought with a pang that Carry looked horribly pale and
tired—probably she had worried most of the night over the interest. "I'm
so glad she's going to Chris's wedding," thought Patty, as she hurried
down the street. "It will take her out of herself and give her something
nice to think of for ever so long."
Nothing more was said
that week about the organdie, or the wedding, or the Forbes's party. Carry
sewed fiercely, and sat at her machine for hours after Patty had gone to bed.
The night before the party she said to Patty, "Braid your hair tonight,
Patty. You'll want it nice and wavy to go to the Forbes's tomorrow night."
Patty thought that Carry
was actually trying to perpetrate a weak joke, and endeavoured to laugh. But it
was a rather dreary laugh. Patty, after a hard evening's study, felt tired and
discouraged, and she was really dreadfully disappointed about the party,
although she wouldn't have let Carry suspect it for the world.
"You're going, you
know," said Carry, as serious as a judge, although there was a little twinkle
in her eyes.
"In a faded plaid
two inches too short?" Patty smiled as brightly as possible.
"Oh, no. I have a
dress all ready for you." Carry opened the wardrobe door and took out—the
loveliest girlish dress of creamy organdie, with pale pink roses scattered over
it, made with the daintiest of ruffles and tucks, with a bertha of soft creamy
lace, and a girdle of white silk. "This is for you," said Carry.
Patty gazed at the dress
with horror-stricken eyes. "Caroline Lea, that is your organdie! And
you've gone and made it up for me! Carry Lea, what are you going to
wear to the wedding?"
"Nothing. I'm not
going."
"You are—you
must—you shall. I won't take the organdie."
"You'll have to
now, because it's made to fit you. Come, Patty dear, I've set my heart on your
going to that party. You mustn't disappoint me—you can't, for what
good would it do? I can never wear the dress now."
Patty realized that. She
knew she might as well go to the party, but she did not feel much pleasure in
the prospect. Nevertheless, when she was ready for it the next evening, she
couldn't help a little thrill of delight. The dress was so pretty, and dainty,
and becoming.
"You look
sweet," exclaimed Carry admiringly. "There, I hear the Browns'
carriage. Patty, I want you to promise me this—that you'll not let any thought
of me, or my not going to the wedding, spoil your enjoyment this evening. I
gave you the dress that you might have a good time, so don't make my gift of no
effect."
"I'll try,"
promised Patty, flying downstairs, where her next-door neighbours were waiting
for her.
At two o'clock that
night Carry was awakened to see Patty bending over her, flushed and radiant.
Carry sat sleepily up. "I hope you had a good time," she said.
"I had—oh, I
had—but I didn't waken you out of your hard-earned slumbers at this wee sma'
hour to tell you that. Carry, I've thought of a way for you to go to the
wedding. It just came to me at supper. Mrs. Forbes was sitting opposite to me,
and her dress suggested it. You must make over Aunt Caroline's silk
dress."
"Nonsense,"
said Carry, a little crossly; even sweet-tempered people are sometimes cross
when they are wakened up for—as it seemed—nothing.
"It's good plain
sense. Of course, you must make it over and—"
"Patty Lea, you're
crazy. I wouldn't dream of wearing that hideous thing. Bright green silk, with
huge yellow brocade flowers as big as cabbages all over it! I think I see
myself in it."
"Caddy, listen to
me. You know there's enough of that black lace of mother's for the waist, and
the big black lace shawl of Grandmother Lea's will do for the skirt. Make it
over—"
"A plain slip of
the silk," gasped Carry, her quick brain seizing on all the possibilities
of the plan. "Why didn't I think of it before? It will be just the thing,
the greens and yellow will be toned down to a nice shimmer under the black
lace. And I'll make cuffs of black velvet with double puffs above—and just cut
out a wee bit at the throat with a frill of lace and a band of black velvet
ribbon around my neck. Patty Lea, it's an inspiration."
Carry was out of bed by
daylight the next morning and, while Patty still slumbered, she mounted to the
garret, and took Aunt Caroline's silk dress from the chest where it had lain
forgotten for three years. Carry held it up at arm's length, and looked at it
with amusement.
"It is certainly
ugly, but with the lace over it it will look very different. There's enough of
it, anyway, and that skirt is stiff enough to stand alone. Poor Aunt Caroline,
I'm afraid I wasn't particularly grateful for her gift at the time, but I
really am now."
Aunt Caroline, who had
given the dress to Carry three years before, was, an old lady of eighty, the
aunt of Carry's father. She had once possessed a snug farm but in an evil hour
she had been persuaded to deed it to her nephew, Edward Curry, whom she had
brought up. Poor Aunt Caroline had lived to regret this step, for everyone in
Enderby knew that Edward Curry and his wife had repaid her with ingratitude and
greed.
Carry, who was named for
her, was her favourite grandniece and often went to see her, though such visits
were coldly received by the Currys, who always took especial care never to
leave Aunt Caroline alone with any of her relatives. On one occasion, when
Carry was there, Aunt Caroline had brought out this silk dress.
"I'm going to give
this to you, Carry," she said timidly. "It's a good silk, and not so
very old. Mr. Greenley gave it to me for a birthday present fifteen years ago.
Maybe you can make it over for yourself."
Mrs. Edward, who was on
duty at the time, sniffed disagreeably, but she said nothing. The dress was of
no value in her eyes, for the pattern was so ugly and old-fashioned that none
of her smart daughters would have worn it. Had it been otherwise, Aunt Caroline
would probably not have been allowed to give it away.
Carry had thanked Aunt
Caroline sincerely. If she did not care much for the silk, she at least prized
the kindly motive behind the gift. Perhaps she and Patty laughed a little over
it as they packed it away in the garret. It was so very ugly, but Carry thought
it was sweet of Aunt Caroline to have given her something. Poor old Aunt
Caroline had died soon after, and Carry had not thought about the silk dress
again. She had too many other things to think of, this poor worried Carry.
After breakfast Carry
began to rip the skirt breadths apart. Snip, snip, went her scissors, while her
thoughts roamed far afield—now looking forward with renewed pleasure to
Christine's wedding, now dwelling dolefully on the mortgage. Patty, who was
washing the dishes, knew just what her thoughts were by the light and shadow on
her expressive face.
"Why!—what?"
exclaimed Carry suddenly. Patty wheeled about to see Carry staring at the silk
dress like one bewitched. Between the silk and the lining which she had just
ripped apart was a twenty-dollar bill, and beside it a sheet of letter paper
covered with writing in a cramped angular hand, both secured very carefully to
the silk.
"Carry Lea!"
gasped Patty.
With trembling fingers
Carry snipped away the stitches that held the letter, and read it aloud.
"My dear
Caroline," it ran, "I do not know when you will find this letter and
this money, but when you do it belongs to you. I have a hundred dollars which I
always meant to give you because you were named for me. But Edward and his wife
do not know I have it, and I don't want them to find out. They would not let me
give it to you if they knew, so I have thought of this way of getting it to
you. I have sewed five twenty-dollar bills under the lining of this skirt, and
they are all yours, with your Aunt Caroline's best love. You were always a good
girl, Carry, and you've worked hard, and I've given Edward enough. Just take
this money and use it as you like.
"Aunt Caroline
Greenley."
"Carry Lea, are we
both dreaming?" gasped Patty.
With crimson cheeks
Carry ripped the other breadths apart, and there were the other four bills.
Then she slipped down in a little heap on the sofa cushions and began to
cry—happy tears of relief and gladness.
"We can pay the
interest," said Patty, dancing around the room, "and get yourself a
nice new dress for the wedding."
"Indeed I
won't," said Carry, sitting up and laughing through her tears. "I'll
make over this dress and wear it out of gratitude to the memory of dear Aunt
Caroline."
5.Aunt Susanna's
Thanksgiving Dinner
"Here's Aunt
Susanna, girls," said Laura who was sitting by the north window—nothing
but north light does for Laura who is the artist of our talented family.
Each of us has a little
pet new-fledged talent which we are faithfully cultivating in the hope that it
will amount to something and soar highly some day. But it is difficult to
cultivate four talents on our tiny income. If Laura wasn't such a good manager
we never could do it.
Laura's words were a
signal for Kate to hang up her violin and for me to push my pen and portfolio
out of sight. Laura had hidden her brushes and water colors as she spoke. Only
Margaret continued to bend serenely over her Latin grammar. Aunt Susanna frowns
on musical and literary and artistic ambitions but she accords a faint approval
to Margaret's desire for an education. A college course, with a tangible
diploma at the end, and a sensible pedagogic aspiration is something Aunt
Susanna can understand when she tries hard. But she cannot understand messing
with paints, fiddling, or scribbling, and she has only unmeasured contempt for
messers, fiddlers, and scribblers. Time was when we had paid no attention to
Aunt Susanna's views on these points; but ever since she had, on one incautious
day when she was in high good humor, dropped a pale, anemic little hint that
she might send Margaret to college if she were a good girl we had been bending
all our energies towards securing Aunt Susanna's approval. It was not enough
that Aunt Susanna should approve of Margaret; she must approve of the whole
four of us or she would not help Margaret. That is Aunt Susanna's way. Of late
we had been growing a little discouraged. Aunt Susanna had recently read a
magazine article which stated that the higher education of women was ruining
our country and that a woman who was a B.A. couldn't, in the very nature of
things, ever be a housewifely, cookly creature. Consequently, Margaret's chances
looked a little foggy; but we hadn't quite given up hope. A very little thing
might sway Aunt Susanna one way or the other, so that we walked very softly and
tried to mingle serpents' wisdom and doves' harmlessness in practical portions.
When Aunt Susanna came
in Laura was crocheting, Kate was sewing, and I was poring over a recipe book.
That was not deception at all, since we did all these things frequently—much
more frequently, in fact, than we painted or fiddled or wrote. But Aunt Susanna
would never believe it. Nor did she believe it now.
She threw back her
lovely new sealskin cape, looked around the sitting-room and then smiled—a
truly Aunt Susannian smile.
"What a pity you
forgot to wipe that smudge of paint off your nose, Laura," she said sarcastically.
"You don't seem to get on very fast with your lace. How long is it since
you began it? Over three months, isn't it?"
"This is the third
piece of the same pattern I've done in three months, Aunt Susanna," said
Laura presently. Laura is an old duck. She never gets cross and snaps back. I
do; and it's so hard not to with Aunt Susanna sometimes. But I generally manage
it for I'd do anything for Margaret. Laura did not tell Aunt Susanna that she
sold her lace at the Women's Exchange in town and made enough to buy her new
hats. She makes enough out of her water colors to dress herself.
Aunt Susanna took a
second breath and started in again.
"I notice your
violin hasn't quite as much dust on it as the rest of the things in this room,
Kate. It's a pity you stopped playing just as I came in. I don't enjoy fiddling
much but I'd prefer it to seeing anyone using a needle who isn't accustomed to
it."
Kate is really a most
dainty needlewoman and does all the fine sewing in our family. She colored and
said nothing—that being the highest pitch of virtue to which our Katie, like
myself, can attain.
"And there's
Margaret ruining her eyes over books," went on Aunt Susanna severely.
"Will you kindly tell me, Margaret Thorne, what good you ever expect Latin
to do you?"
"Well, you see,
Aunt Susanna," said Margaret gently—Magsie and Laura are birds of a
feather—"I want to be a teacher if I can manage to get through, and I
shall need Latin for that."
All the girls except me
had now got their accustomed rap, but I knew better than to hope I should
escape.
"So you're reading
a recipe book, Agnes? Well, that's better than poring over a novel. I'm afraid
you haven't been at it very long though. People generally don't read recipes
upside down—and besides, you didn't quite cover up your portfolio. I see a
corner of it sticking out. Was genius burning before I came in? It's too bad if
I quenched the flame."
"A cookery book
isn't such a novelty to me as you seem to think, Aunt Susanna," I said, as
meekly as it was possible for me. "Why I'm a real good cook—'if I do say
it as hadn't orter.'"
I am, too.
"Well, I'm glad to
hear it," said Aunt Susanna skeptically, "because that has to do with
my errand her to-day. I'm in a peck of troubles. Firstly, Miranda Mary's mother
has had to go and get sick and Miranda Mary must go home to wait on her.
Secondly, I've just had a telegram from my sister-in-law who has been ordered
west for her health, and I'll have to leave on to-night's train to see her
before she goes. I can't get back until the noon train Thursday, and that is
Thanksgiving, and I've invited Mr. and Mrs. Gilbert to dinner that day. They'll
come on the same train. I'm dreadfully worried. There doesn't seem to be
anything I can do except get on of you girls to go up to the Pinery Thursday
morning and cook the dinner for us. Do you think you can manage it?"
We all felt rather
dismayed, and nobody volunteered with a rush. But as I had just boasted that I
could cook it was plainly my duty to step into the breach, and I did it with
fear and trembling.
"I'll go, Aunt
Susanna," I said.
"And I'll help
you," said Kate.
"Well, I suppose
I'll have to try you," said Aunt Susanna with the air of a woman
determined to make the best of a bad business. "Here is the key of the
kitchen door. You'll find everything in the pantry, turkey and all. The mince
pies are all ready made so you'll only have to warm them up. I want dinner
sharp at twelve for the train is due at 11:50. Mr. and Mrs. Gilbert are very
particular and I do hope you will have things right. Oh, if I could only be
home myself! Why will people get sick at such inconvenient times?"
"Don't worry, Aunt
Susanna," I said comfortingly. "Kate and I will have your
Thanksgiving dinner ready for you in tiptop style."
"Well I'm sure I
hope so. Don't get to mooning over a story, Agnes. I'll lock the library up and
fortunately there are no fiddles at the Pinery. Above all, don't let any of the
McGinnises in. They'll be sure to be prowling around when I'm not home. Don't
give that dog of theirs any scraps either. That is Miranda Mary's one fault.
She will feed that dog in spite of all I can do and I can't walk out of my own
back door without falling over him."
We promise to eschew the
McGinnises and all their works, including the dog, and when Aunt Susanna had gone
we looked at each other with mingled hope and fear.
"Girls, this is the
chance of your lives," said Laura. "If you can only please Aunt
Susanna with this dinner it will convince her that you are good cooks in spite
of your nefarious bent for music and literature. I consider the illness of
Miranda Mary's mother a Providential interposition—that is, if she isn't too
sick."
"It's all very well
for you to be pleased, Lolla," I said dolefully. "But I don't feel
jubilant over the prospect at all. Something will probably go wrong. And then
there's our own nice little Thanksgiving celebration we've planned, and pinched
and economized for weeks to provide. That is half spoiled now."
"Oh, what is that
compared to Margaret's chance of going to college?" exclaimed Kate.
"Cheer up, Aggie. You know we can cook. I feel that it is now or never
with Aunt Susanna."
I cheered up
accordingly. We are not given to pessimism which is fortunate. Ever since
father died four years ago we have struggled on here, content to give up a good
deal just to keep our home and be together. This little gray house—oh, how we
do love it and its apple trees—is ours and we have, as aforesaid, a tiny income
and our ambitions; not very big ambitions but big enough to give zest to our
lives and hope to the future. We've been very happy as a rule. Aunt Susanna has
a big house and lots of money but she isn't as happy as we are. She nags us a
good deal—just as she used to nag father—but we don't mind it very much after
all. Indeed, I sometimes suspect that we really like Aunt Susanna tremendously
if she'd only leave us alone long enough to find it out.
Thursday morning was an
ideal Thanksgiving morning—bright, crisp and sparkling. There had been a white
frost in the night, and the orchard and the white birch wood behind it looked
like fairyland. We were all up early. None of us had slept well, and both Kate
and I had had the most fearful dreams of spoiling Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving
dinner.
"Never mind, dreams
always go by contraries, you know," said Laura cheerfully. "You'd
better go up to the Pinery early and get the fires on, for the house will be
cold. Remember the McGinnises and the dog. Weigh the turkey so that you'll know
exactly how long to cook it. Put the pies in the oven in time to get piping hot—lukewarm
mince pies are an abomination. Be sure—"
"Laura, don't
confuse us with any more cautions," I groaned, "or we shall get
hopelessly fuddled. Come on, Kate, before she has time to."
It wasn't very far up to
the Pinery—just ten minutes' walk, and such a delightful walk on that
delightful morning. We went through the orchard and then through the white
birch wood where the loveliness of the frosted boughs awed us. Beyond that
there was a lane between ranks of young, balsamy, white-misted firs and then an
open pasture field, sere and crispy. Just across it was the Pinery, a lovely
old house with dormer windows in the roof, surrounded by pines that were dark
and glorious against the silvery morning sky.
The McGinnis dog was
sitting on the back-door steps when we arrived. He wagged his tail
ingratiatingly, but we ruthlessly pushed him off, went in and shut the door in
his face. All the little McGinnises were sitting in a row on their fence, and
they whooped derisively. The McGinnis manners are not those which appertain to
the caste of Vere de Vere; but we rather like the urchins—there are eight of
them—and we would probably have gone over to talk to them if we had not had the
fear of Aunt Susanna before our eyes.
We kindled the fires,
weighed the turkey, put it in the oven and prepared the vegetables. Then we set
the dining-room table and decorated it with Aunt Susanna's potted ferns and
dishes of lovely red apples. Everything went so smoothly that we soon forgot to
be nervous. When the turkey was done, we took it out, set it on the back of the
range to keep warm and put the mince pies in. The potatoes, cabbage and turnips
were bubbling away cheerfully, and everything was going as merrily as a
marriage bell. Then, all at once, things happened.
In an evil hour we went
to the yard window and looked out. We saw a quiet scene. The McGinnis dog was
still sitting on his haunches by the steps, just as he had been sitting all the
morning. Down in the McGinnis yard everything wore an unusually peaceful
aspect. Only one McGinnis was in sight—Tony, aged eight, who was perched up on
the edge of the well box, swinging his legs and singing at the top of his
melodious Irish voice. All at once, just as we were looking at him, Tony went
over backward and apparently tumbled head foremost down his father's well.
Kate and I screamed
simultaneously. We tore across the kitchen, flung open the door, plunged down
over Aunt Susanna's yard, scrambled over the fence and flew to the well. Just
as we reached it, Tony's red head appeared as he climbed serenely out over the
box. I don't know whether I felt more relieved or furious. He had merely fallen
on the blank guard inside the box: and there are times when I am tempted to
think he fell on purpose because he saw Kate and me looking out at the window.
At least he didn't seem at all frightened, and grinned most impishly at us.
Kate and I turned on our
heels and marched back in as dignified a manner as was possible under the
circumstances. Half way up Aunt Susanna's yard we forgot dignity and broke into
a run. We had left the door open and the McGinnis dog had disappeared.
Never shall I forget the
sight we saw or the smell we smelled when we burst into that kitchen. There on
the floor was the McGinnis dog and what was left of Aunt Susanna's Thanksgiving
turkey. As for the smell, imagine a commingled odor of scorching turnips and
burning mince pies, and you have it.
The dog fled out with a
guilty yelp. I groaned and snatched the turnips off. Kate threw open the oven
door and dragged out the pies. Pies and turnips were ruined as irretrievably as
the turkey.
"Oh, what shall we
do?" I cried miserably. I knew Margaret's chance of college was gone
forever.
"Do!" Kate was
superb. She didn't lose her wits for a second. "We'll go home and borrow
the girls' dinner. Quick—there's just ten minutes before train time. Throw
those pies and turnips into this basket—the turkey too—we'll carry them with us
to hide them."
I might not be able to
evolve an idea like that on the spur of the moment, but I can at least act up
to it when it is presented. Without a moment's delay we shut the door and ran.
As we went I saw the McGinnis dog licking his chops over in their yard. I have
been ashamed ever since of my feelings toward that dog. They were murderous.
Fortunately I had no time to indulge them.
It is ten minutes walk
from the Pinery to our house, but you can run it in five. Kate and I burst into
the kitchen just as Laura and Margaret were sitting down to dinner. We had
neither time nor breath for explanations. Without a word I grasped the turkey
platter and the turnip tureen. Kate caught one hot mince pie from the oven and
whisked a cold one out of the pantry.
"We've—got—to
have—them," was all she said.
I've always said that
Laura and Magsie would rise to any occasion. They saw us carry their
Thanksgiving dinner off under their very eyes and they never interfered by word
or motion. They didn't even worry us with questions. They realized that
something desperate had happened and that the emergency called for deed not words.
"Aggie,"
gasped Kate behind me as we tore through the birch wood, "the border—of
these pies—is crimped—differently—from Aunt Susanna's."
"She—won't know—the
difference," I panted. "Miranda—Mary—crimps them."
We got back to the
Pinery just as the train whistle blew. We had ten minutes to transfer turkey
and turnips to Aunt Susanna's dishes, hide our own, air the kitchen, and get
back our breath. We accomplished it. When Aunt Susanna and her guests came we
were prepared for them: we were calm—outwardly—and the second mince pie was
getting hot in the oven. It was ready by the time it was needed. Fortunately
our turkey was the same size as Aunt Susanna's, and Laura had cooked a double
supply of turnips, intending to warm them up the next day. Still, all things
considered, Kate and I didn't enjoy that dinner much. We kept thinking of poor
Laura and Magsie at home, dining off potatoes on Thanksgiving!
But at least Aunt
Susanna was satisfied. When Kate and I were washing the dishes she came out
quite beamingly.
"Well, my dears, I
must admit that you made a very good job of the dinner, indeed. The turkey was
done to perfection. As for the mince pies—well, of course Miranda Mary made
them, but she must have had extra good luck with them, for they were excellent
and heated to just the right degree. You didn't give anything to the McGinnis
dog, I hope?"
"No, we didn't give
him anything," said Kate.
Aunt Susanna did not
notice the emphasis.
When we had finished the
dishes we smuggled our platter and tureen out of the house and went home. Laura
and Margaret were busy painting and studying and were just as sweet-tempered as
if we hadn't robbed them of their dinner. But we had to tell them the whole
story before we even took off our hats.
"There is a special
Providence for children and idiots," said Laura gently. We didn't ask her
whether she meant us or Tony McGinnis or both. There are some things better
left in obscurity. I'd have probably said something much sharper than that if
anybody had made off with my Thanksgiving turkey so unceremoniously.
Aunt Susanna came down
the next day and told Margaret that she would send her to college. Also she
commissioned Laura to paint her a water-color for her dining-room and said
she'd pay her five dollars for it.
Kate and I were rather
left out in the cold in this distribution of favors, but when you come to
reflect that Laura and Magsie had really cooked that dinner, it was only just.
Anyway, Aunt Susanna has
never since insinuated that we can't cook, and that is as much as we deserve.
6.By Grace of Julius
Caesar
Melissa sent word on
Monday evening that she thought we had better go round with the subscription
list for cushioning the church pews on Tuesday. I sent back word that I thought
we had better go on Thursday. I had no particular objection to Tuesday, but
Melissa is rather fond of settling things without consulting anyone else, and I
don't believe in always letting her have her own way. Melissa is my cousin and
we have always been good friends, and I am really very fond of her; but there's
no sense in lying down and letting yourself be walked over. We finally
compromised on Wednesday.
I always have a feeling
of dread when I hear of any new church-project for which money will be needed,
because I know perfectly well that Melissa and I will be sent round to collect
for it. People say we seem to be able to get more than anybody else; and they
appear to think that because Melissa is an unencumbered old maid, and I am an
unencumbered widow, we can spare the time without any inconvenience to
ourselves. Well, we have been canvassing for building funds, and socials, and
suppers for years, but it is needed now; at least, I have had enough of it, and
I should think Melissa has, too.
We started out bright
and early on Wednesday morning, for Jersey Cove is a big place and we knew we
should need the whole day. We had to walk because neither of us owned a horse,
and anyway it's more nuisance getting out to open and shut gates than it is
worth while. It was a lovely day then, though promising to be hot, and our
hearts were as light as could be expected, considering the disagreeable
expedition we were on.
I was waiting at my gate
for Melissa when she came, and she looked me over with wonder and disapproval.
I could see she thought I was a fool to dress up in my second best flowered
muslin and my very best hat with the pale pink roses in it to walk about in the
heat and dust; but I wasn't. All my experience in canvassing goes to show that
the better dressed and better looking you are the more money you'll get—that
is, when it's the men you have to tackle, as in this case. If it had been the
women, however, I would have put on the oldest and ugliest things, consistent
with decency, I had. This was what Melissa had done, as it was, and she did
look fearfully prim and dowdy, except for her front hair, which was as soft and
fluffy and elaborate as usual. I never could understand how Melissa always got
it arranged so beautifully.
Nothing particular
happened the first part of the day. Some few growled and wouldn't subscribe
anything, but on the whole we did pretty well. If it had been a missionary
subscription we should have fared worse; but when it was something touching
their own comfort, like cushioning the pews, they came down handsomely. We
reached Daniel Wilson's by noon, and had to have dinner there. We didn't eat
much, although we were hungry enough—Mary Wilson's cooking is a by-word in
Jersey Cove. No wonder Daniel is dyspeptic; but dyspeptic or not, he gave us a
big subscription for our cushions and told us we looked younger than ever.
Daniel is always very complimentary, and they say Mary is jealous.
When we left the
Wilson's Melissa said, with an air of a woman nerving herself to a disagreeable
duty:
"I suppose we might
as well go to Isaac Appleby's now and get it over."
I agreed with her. I had
been dreading that call all day. It isn't a very pleasant thing to go to a man
you have recently refused to marry and ask him for money; and Melissa and I
were both in that predicament.
Isaac was a well-to-do
old bachelor who had never had any notion of getting married until his sister
died in the winter. And then, as soon as the spring planting was over, he began
to look round for a wife. He came to me first and I said "No" good
and hard. I liked Isaac well enough; but I was snug and comfortable, and didn't
feel like pulling up my roots and moving into another lot; besides, Isaac's
courting seemed to me a shade too business-like. I can't get along without a
little romance; it's my nature.
Isaac was disappointed
and said so, but intimated that it wasn't crushing and that the next best would
do very well. The next best was Melissa, and he proposed to her after the decent
interval of a fortnight. Melissa also refused him. I admit I was surprised at
this, for I knew Melissa was rather anxious to marry; but she has always been
down on Isaac Appleby, from principle, because of a family feud on her mother's
side; besides, an old beau of hers, a widower at Kingsbridge, was just
beginning to take notice again, and I suspected Melissa had hopes concerning
him. Finally, I imagine Melissa did not fancy being second choice.
Whatever her reasons
were, she refused poor Isaac, and that finished his matrimonial prospects as
far as Jersey Cove was concerned, for there wasn't another eligible woman in
it—that is, for a man of Isaac's age. I was the only widow, and the other old
maids besides Melissa were all hopelessly old-maiden.
This was all three
months ago, and Isaac had been keeping house for himself ever since. Nobody
knew much about how he got along, for the Appleby house is half a mile from
anywhere, down near the shore at the end of a long lane—the lonesomest place,
as I did not fail to remember when I was considering Isaac's offer.
"I heard Jarvis
Aldrich say Isaac had got a dog lately," said Melissa, when we finally
came in sight of the house—a handsome new one, by the way, put up only ten
years ago. "Jarvis said it was an imported breed. I do hope it isn't
cross."
I have a mortal horror
of dogs, and I followed Melissa into the big farmyard with fear and trembling.
We were halfway across the yard when Melissa shrieked:
"Anne, there's the
dog!"
There was the dog; and
the trouble was that he didn't stay there, but came right down the slope at a
steady, business-like trot. He was a bull-dog and big enough to bite a body
clean in two, and he was the ugliest thing in dogs I had ever seen.
Melissa and I both lost
our heads. We screamed, dropped our parasols, and ran instinctively to the only
refuge that was in sight—a ladder leaning against the old Appleby house. I am
forty-five and something more than plump, so that climbing ladders is not my
favorite form of exercise. But I went up that one with the agility and grace of
sixteen. Melissa followed me, and we found ourselves on the roof—fortunately it
was a flat one—panting and gasping, but safe, unless that diabolical dog could
climb a ladder.
I crept cautiously to
the edge and peered over. The beast was sitting on his haunches at the foot of
the ladder, and it was quite evident he was not short on time. The gleam in his
eye seemed to say:
"I've got you two
unprincipled subscription hunters beautifully treed and it's treed you're going
to stay. That is what I call satisfying."
I reported the state of
the case to Melissa.
"What shall we
do?" I asked.
"Do?" said
Melissa, snappishly. "Why, stay here till Isaac Appleby comes out and
takes that brute away? What else can we do?"
"What if he isn't at
home?" I suggested.
"We'll stay here
till he comes home. Oh, this is a nice predicament. This is what comes of
cushioning churches!"
"It might be
worse," I said comfortingly. "Suppose the roof hadn't been
flat?"
"Call Isaac,"
said Melissa shortly.
I didn't fancy calling
Isaac, but call him I did, and when that failed to bring him Melissa
condescended to call, too; but scream as we might, no Isaac appeared, and that
dog sat there and smiled internally.
"It's no use,"
said Melissa sulkily at last. "Isaac Appleby is dead or away."
Half an hour passed; it
seemed as long as a day. The sun just boiled down on that roof and we were
nearly melted. We were dreadfully thirsty, and the heat made our heads ache,
and I could see my muslin dress fading before my very eyes. As for the roses on
my best hat—but that was too harrowing to think about.
Then we saw a welcome
sight—Isaac Appleby coming through the yard with a hoe over his shoulder. He
had probably been working in his field at the back of the house. I never thought
I should have been so glad to see him.
"Isaac, oh,
Isaac!" I called joyfully, leaning over as far as I dared.
Isaac looked up in
amazement at me and Melissa craning our necks over the edge of the roof. Then
he saw the dog and took in the situation. The creature actually grinned.
"Won't you call off
your dog and let us get down, Isaac?" I said pleadingly.
Isaac stood and
reflected for a moment or two. Then he came slowly forward and, before we
realized what he was going to do, he took that ladder down and laid it on the
ground.
"Isaac Appleby,
what do you mean?" demanded Melissa wrathfully.
Isaac folded his arms
and looked up. It would be hard to say which face was the more determined, his
or the dog's. But Isaac had the advantage in point of looks, I will say that
for him.
"I mean that you
two women will stay up on that roof until one of you agrees to marry me,"
said Isaac solemnly.
I gasped.
"Isaac Appleby, you
can't be in earnest?" I cried incredulously. "You couldn't be so
mean?"
"I am in earnest. I
want a wife, and I am going to have one. You two will stay up there, and Julius
Caesar here will watch you until one of you makes up her mind to take me. You
can settle it between yourselves, and let me know when you have come to a
decision."
And with that Isaac
walked jauntily into his new house.
"The man can't mean
it!" said Melissa. "He is trying to play a joke on us."
"He does mean
it," I said gloomily. "An Appleby never says anything he doesn't
mean. He will keep us here until one of us consents to marry him."
"It won't be me,
then," said Melissa in a calm sort of rage. "I won't marry him if I
have to sit on this roof for the rest of my life. You can take him. It's really
you he wants, anyway; he asked you first."
I always knew that
rankled with Melissa.
I thought the situation
over before I said anything more. We certainly couldn't get off that roof, and
if we could, there was Julius Caesar. The place was out of sight of every other
house in Jersey Cove, and nobody might come near it for a week. To be sure,
when Melissa and I didn't turn up the Covites might get out and search for us;
but that wouldn't be for two or three days anyhow.
Melissa had turned her
back on me and was sitting with her elbows propped up on her knees, looking
gloomily out to sea. I was afraid I couldn't coax her into marrying Isaac. As
for me, I hadn't any real objection to marrying him, after all, for if he was
short of romance he was good-natured and has a fat bank account; but I hated to
be driven into it that way.
"You'd better take
him, Melissa," I said entreatingly. "I've had one husband and that is
enough."
"More than enough
for me, thank you," said Melissa sarcastically.
"Isaac is a fine
man and has a lovely house; and you aren't sure the Kingsbridge man really
means anything," I went on.
"I would
rather," said Melissa, with the same awful calmness, "jump down from
this roof and break my neck, or be devoured piecemeal by that fiend down there
than marry Isaac Appleby."
It didn't seem worth
while to say anything more after that. We sat there in stony silence and the
time dragged by. I was hot, hungry, thirsty, cross; and besides, I felt that I
was in a ridiculous position, which was worse than all the rest. We could see
Isaac sitting in the shade of one of his apple trees in the front orchard
comfortably reading a newspaper. I think if he hadn't aggravated me by doing
that I'd have given in sooner. But as it was, I was determined to be as
stubborn as everybody else. We were four obstinate creatures—Isaac and Melissa
and Julius Caesar and I.
At four o'clock Isaac
got up and went into the house; in a few minutes he came out again with a
basket in one hand and a ball of cord in the other.
"I don't intend to
starve you, of course, ladies," he said politely, "I will throw this
ball up to you and you can then draw up the basket."
I caught the ball, for
Melissa never turned her head. I would have preferred to be scornful, too, and
reject the food altogether; but I was so dreadfully thirsty that I put my pride
in my pocket and hauled the basket up. Besides, I thought it might enable us to
hold out until some loophole of escape presented itself.
Isaac went back into the
house and I unpacked the basket. There was a bottle of milk, some bread and
butter, and a pie. Melissa wouldn't take a morsel of the food, but she was so
thirsty she had to take a drink of milk.
She tried to lift her
veil—and something caught; Melissa gave it a savage twitch, and off came veil
and hat—and all her front hair!
You never saw such a
sight. I'd always suspected Melissa wore a false front, but I'd never had any
proof before.
Melissa pinned on her
hair again and put on her hat and drank the milk, all without a word; but she
was purple. I felt sorry for her.
And I felt sorry for
Isaac when I tried to eat that bread. It was sour and dreadful. As for the pie,
it was hopeless. I tasted it, and then threw it down to Julius Caesar. Julius
Caesar, not being over particular, ate it up. I thought perhaps it would kill
him, for anything might come of eating such a concoction. That pie was a strong
argument for Isaac. I thought a man who had to live on such cookery did indeed
need a wife and might be pardoned for taking desperate measures to get one. I
was dreadfully tired of broiling on the roof anyhow.
But it was the
thunderstorm that decided me. When I saw it coming up, black and quick, from
the northwest, I gave in at once. I had endured a good deal and was prepared to
endure more; but I had paid ten dollars for my hat and I was not going to have
it ruined by a thunderstorm. I called to Isaac and out he came.
"If you will let us
down and promise to dispose of that dog before I come here I will marry you,
Isaac," I said, "but I'll make you sorry for it afterwards,
though."
"I'll take the risk
of that, Anne," he said; "and, of course, I'll sell the dog. I won't
need him when I have you."
Isaac meant to be
complimentary, though you mightn't have thought so if you had seen the face of
that dog.
Isaac ordered Julius
Caesar away and put up the ladder, and turned his back, real considerately,
while we climbed down. We had to go in his house and stay till the shower was
over. I didn't forget the object of our call and I produced our subscription
list at once.
"How much have you
got?" asked Isaac.
"Seventy dollars
and we want a hundred and fifty," I said.
"You may put me
down for the remaining eighty, then," said Isaac calmly.
The Applebys are never
mean where money is concerned, I must say.
Isaac offered to drive
us home when it cleared up, but I said "No." I wanted to settle
Melissa before she got a chance to talk.
On the way home I said
to her:
"I hope you won't
mention this to anyone, Melissa. I don't mind marrying Isaac, but I don't want
people to know how it came about."
"Oh, I won't say
anything about it," said Melissa, laughing a little disagreeably.
"Because," I
said, to clinch the matter, looking significantly at her front hair as I said
it, "I have something to tell, too."
Melissa will hold her
tongue.
7.By the Rule of
Contrary
“Look here,
Burton," said old John Ellis in an ominous tone of voice, "I want to
know if what that old busybody of a Mary Keane came here today gossiping about
is true. If it is—well, I've something to say about the matter! Have you been
courting that niece of Susan Oliver's all summer on the sly?"
Burton Ellis's handsome,
boyish face flushed darkly crimson to the roots of his curly black hair.
Something in the father's tone roused anger and rebellion in the son. He straightened
himself up from the turnip row he was hoeing, looked his father squarely in the
face, and said quietly,
"Not on the sly,
sir, I never do things that way. But I have been going to see Madge Oliver for
some time, and we are engaged. We are thinking of being married this fall, and
we hope you will not object."
Burton's frankness
nearly took away his father's breath. Old John fairly choked with rage.
"You young
fool," he spluttered, bringing down his hoe with such energy that he
sliced off half a dozen of his finest young turnip plants, "have you gone
clean crazy? No, sir, I'll never consent to your marrying an Oliver, and you
needn't have any idea that I will."
"Then I'll marry
her without your consent," retorted Burton angrily, losing the temper he had
been trying to keep.
"Oh, will you
indeed! Well, if you do, out you go, and not a cent of my money or a rod of my
land do you ever get."
"What have you got
against Madge?" asked Burton, forcing himself to speak calmly, for he knew
his father too well to doubt for a minute that he meant and would do just what
he said.
"She's an
Oliver," said old John crustily, "and that's enough." And
considering that he had settled the matter, John Ellis threw down his hoe and
left the field in a towering rage.
Burton hoed away
savagely until his anger had spent itself on the weeds. Give up Madge—dear,
sweet little Madge? Not he! Yet if his father remained of the same mind, their
marriage was out of the question at present. And Burton knew quite well that
his father would remain of the same mind. Old John Ellis had the reputation of
being the most contrary man in Greenwood.
When Burton had finished
his row he left the turnip field and went straight across lots to see Madge and
tell her his dismal story. An hour later Miss Susan Oliver went up the stairs
of her little brown house to Madge's room and found her niece lying on the bed,
her pretty curls tumbled, her soft cheeks flushed crimson, crying as if her
heart would break.
Miss Susan was a tall,
grim, angular spinster who looked like the last person in the world to whom a
love affair might be confided. But never were appearances more deceptive than
in this case. Behind her unprepossessing exterior Miss Susan had a warm,
sympathetic heart filled to the brim with kindly affection for her pretty
niece. She had seen Burton Ellis going moodily across the fields homeward and
guessed that something had gone wrong.
"Now, dearie, what
is the matter?" she said, tenderly patting the brown head.
Madge sobbed out the
whole story disconsolately. Burton's father would not let him marry her because
she was an Oliver. And, oh, what would she do?
"Don't worry,
Madge," said Miss Susan comfortingly. "I'll soon settle old John
Ellis."
"Why, what can you
do?" asked Madge forlornly.
Miss Susan squared her
shoulders and looked amused.
"You'll see. I know
old John Ellis better than he knows himself. He is the most contrary man the
Lord ever made. I went to school with him. I learned how to manage him then,
and I haven't forgotten how. I'm going straight up to interview him."
"Are you sure that
will do any good?" said Madge doubtfully. "If you go to him and take
Burton's and my part, won't it only make him worse?"
"Madge, dear,"
said Miss Susan, busily twisting her scanty, iron-grey hair up into a hard
little knob at the back of her head before Madge's glass, "you just wait.
I'm not young, and I'm not pretty, and I'm not in love, but I've more gumption
than you and Burton have or ever will have. You keep your eyes open and see if
you can learn something. You'll need it if you go up to live with old John
Ellis."
Burton had returned to
the turnip field, but old John Ellis was taking his ease with a rampant
political newspaper on the cool verandah of his house. Looking up from a bitter
editorial to chuckle over a cutting sarcasm contained therein, he saw a tall,
angular figure coming up the lane with aggressiveness written large in every
fold and flutter of shawl and skirt.
"Old Susan Oliver,
as sure as a gun," said old John with another chuckle. "She looks mad
clean through. I suppose she's coming here to blow me up for refusing to let
Burton take that girl of hers. She's been angling and scheming for it for
years, but she will find who she has to deal with. Come on, Miss Susan."
John Ellis laid down his
paper and stood up with a sarcastic smile.
Miss Susan reached the
steps and skimmed undauntedly up them. She did indeed look angry and disturbed.
Without any preliminary greeting she burst out into a tirade that simply took
away her complacent foe's breath.
"Look here, John
Ellis, I want to know what this means. I've discovered that that young upstart
of a son of yours, who ought to be in short trousers yet, has been courting my
niece, Madge Oliver, all summer. He has had the impudence to tell me that he
wants to marry her. I won't have it, I tell you, and you can tell your son so.
Marry my niece indeed! A pretty pass the world is coming to! I'll never consent
to it."
Perhaps if you had
searched Greenwood and all the adjacent districts thoroughly you might have
found a man who was more astonished and taken aback than old John Ellis was at
that moment, but I doubt it. The wind was completely taken out of his sails and
every bit of the Ellis contrariness was roused.
"What have you got
to say against my son?" he fairly shouted in his rage. "Isn't he good
enough for your girl, Susan Oliver, I'd like to know?"
"No, he
isn't," retorted Miss Susan deliberately and unflinchingly. "He's
well enough in his place, but you'll please to remember, John Ellis, that my
niece is an Oliver, and the Olivers don't marry beneath them."
Old John was furious.
"Beneath them indeed! Why, woman, it is condescension in my son to so much
as look at your niece—condescension, that is what it is. You are as poor as
church mice."
"We come of good
family, though," retorted Miss Susan. "You Ellises are nobodies. Your
grandfather was a hired man! And yet you have the presumption to think you're
fit to marry into an old, respectable family like the Olivers. But talking
doesn't signify. I simply won't allow this nonsense to go on. I came here today
to tell you so plump and plain. It's your duty to stop it; if you don't I will,
that's all."
"Oh, will
you?" John Ellis was at a white heat of rage and stubbornness now.
"We'll see, Miss Susan, we'll see. My son shall marry whatever girl he
pleases, and I'll back him up in it—do you hear that? Come here and tell me my
son isn't good enough for your niece indeed! I'll show you he can get her
anyway."
"You've heard what
I've said," was the answer, "and you'd better go by it, that's all. I
shan't stay to bandy words with you, John Ellis. I'm going home to talk to my
niece and tell her her duty plain, and what I want her to do, and she'll do it,
I haven't a fear."
Miss Susan was halfway
down the steps, but John Ellis ran to the railing of the verandah to get the
last word.
"I'll send Burton
down this evening to talk to her and tell her what he wants
her to do, and we'll see whether she'll sooner listen to you than to him,"
he shouted.
Miss Susan deigned no
reply. Old John strode out to the turnip field. Burton saw him coming and
looked for another outburst of wrath, but his father's first words almost took
away his breath.
"See here, Burt, I
take back all I said this afternoon. I want you to marry Madge Oliver now, and
the sooner, the better. That old cat of a Susan had the face to come up and
tell me you weren't good enough for her niece. I told her a few plain truths.
Don't you mind the old crosspatch. I'll back you up."
By this time Burton had
begun hoeing vigorously, to hide the amused twinkle of comprehension in his
eyes. He admired Miss Susan's tactics, but he did not say so.
"All right,
Father," he answered dutifully.
When Miss Susan reached
home she told Madge to bathe her eyes and put on her new pink muslin, because
she guessed Burton would be down that evening.
"Oh, Auntie, how
did you manage it?" cried Madge.
"Madge," said
Miss Susan solemnly, but with dancing eyes, "do you know how to drive a
pig? Just try to make it go in the opposite direction and it will bolt the way
you want it. Remember that, my dear."
8.Fair Exchange and No
Robbery
Katherine Rangely was
packing up. Her chum and roommate, Edith Wilmer, was sitting on the bed
watching her in that calm disinterested fashion peculiarly maddening to a
bewildered packer.
"It does seem too
provoking," said Katherine, as she tugged at an obstinate shawl strap,
"that Ned should be transferred here now, just when I'm going away. The
powers that be might have waited until vacation was over. Ned won't know a soul
here and he'll be horribly lonesome."
"I'll do my best to
befriend him, with your permission," said Edith consolingly.
"Oh, I know. You're
a special Providence, Ede. Ned will be up tonight first thing, of course, and
I'll introduce him. Try to keep the poor fellow amused until I get back. Two
months! Just fancy! And Aunt Elizabeth won't abate one jot or tittle of the
time I promised to stay with her. Harbour Hill is so frightfully dull,
too."
Then the talk drifted
around to Edith's affairs. She was engaged to a certain Sidney Keith, who was a
professor in some college.
"I don't expect to
see much of Sidney this summer," said Edith. "He's writing another
book. He is so terribly addicted to literature."
"How lovely,"
sighed Katherine, who had aspirations in that line herself. "If only Ned
were like him I should be perfectly happy. But Ned is so prosaic. He doesn't
care a rap for poetry, and he laughs when I enthuse. It makes him quite furious
when I talk of taking up writing seriously. He says women writers are an
abomination on the face of the earth. Did you ever hear anything so
ridiculous?"
"He is very
handsome, though," said Edith, with a glance at his photograph on
Katherine's dressing table. "And that is what Sid is not. He is rather
distinguished looking, but as plain as he can possibly be."
Edith sighed. She had a
weakness for handsome men and thought it rather hard that fate should have
allotted her so plain a lover.
"He has lovely
eyes," said Katherine comfortingly, "and handsome men are always
vain. Even Ned is. I have to snub him regularly. But I think you'll like
him."
Edith thought so too
when Ned Ellison appeared that night. He was a handsome off-handed young
fellow, who seemed to admire Katherine immensely, and be a little afraid of her
into the bargain.
"Edith will try to
make Riverton pleasant for you while I am away," she told him in their
good-bye chat. "She is a dear girl—you'll like her, I know. It's really
too bad I have to go away now, but it can't be helped."
"I shall be awfully
lonesome," grumbled Ned. "Don't you forget to write regularly,
Kitty."
"Of course I'll
write, but for pity's sake, Ned, don't call me Kitty. It sounds so childish.
Well, bye-bye, dear boy. I'll be back in two months and then we'll have a
lovely time."
000
When Katherine had been
at Harbour Hill for a week she wondered how upon earth she was going to put in
the remaining seven. Harbour Hill was noted for its beauty, but not every woman
can live by scenery alone.
"Aunt
Elizabeth," said Katherine one day, "does anybody ever die in Harbour
Hill? Because it doesn't seem to me it would be any change for them if they
did."
Aunt Elizabeth's only
reply to this was a shocked look.
To pass the time
Katherine took to collecting seaweeds, and this involved long tramps along the
shore. On one of these occasions she met with an adventure. The place was a
remote spot far up the shore. Katherine had taken off her shoes and stockings,
tucked up her skirt, rolled her sleeves high above her dimpled elbows, and was
deep in the absorbing process of fishing up seaweeds off a craggy headland. She
looked anything but dignified while so employed, but under the circumstances
dignity did not matter.
Presently she heard a
shout from the shore and, turning around in dismay, she beheld a man on the
rocks behind her. He was evidently shouting at her. What on earth could the
creature want?
"Come in," he
called, gesticulating wildly. "You'll be in the bottomless pit in another
moment if you don't look out."
"He certainly must
be a lunatic," said Katherine to herself, "or else he's drunk. What
am I to do?"
"Come in, I tell
you," insisted the stranger. "What in the world do you mean by wading
out to such a place? Why, it's madness."
Katherine's indignation
got the better of her fear.
"I do not think I
am trespassing," she called back as icily as possible.
The stranger did not
seem to be snubbed at all. He came down to the very edge of the rocks where
Katherine could see him plainly. He was dressed in a somewhat well-worn grey
suit and wore spectacles. He did not look like a lunatic, and he did not seem
to be drunk.
"I implore you to
come in," he said earnestly. "You must be standing on the very brink
of the bottomless pit."
He is certainly off his
balance, thought Katherine. He must be some revivalist who has gone insane on
one point. I suppose I'd better go in. He looks quite capable of wading out
here after me if I don't.
She picked her steps
carefully back with her precious specimens. The stranger eyed her severely as
she stepped on the rocks.
"I should think you
would have more sense than to risk your life in that fashion for a handful of
seaweeds," he said.
"I haven't the
faintest idea what you mean," said Miss Rangely. "You don't look
crazy, but you talk as if you were."
"Do you mean to say
you don't know that what the people hereabouts call the Bottomless Pit is
situated right off that point—the most dangerous spot along the whole
coast?"
"No, I
didn't," said Katherine, horrified. She remembered now that Aunt Elizabeth
had warned her to be careful of some bad hole along shore, but she had not been
paying much attention and had supposed it to be in quite another direction.
"I am a stranger here."
"Well, I hardly thought
you'd be foolish enough to be out there if you knew," said the other in
mollified accents. "The place ought not to be left without warning,
anyhow. It is the most careless thing I ever heard of. There is a big hole
right off that point and nobody has ever been able to find the bottom of it. A
person who got into it would never be heard of again. The rocks there form an
eddy that sucks everything right down."
"I am very grateful
to you for calling me in," said Katherine humbly. "I had no idea I
was in such danger."
"You have a very
fine bunch of seaweeds, I see," said the unknown.
But Katherine was in no
mood to converse on seaweeds. She suddenly realized what she must look
like—bare feet, draggled skirts, dripping arms. And this creature whom she had taken
for a lunatic was undoubtedly a gentleman. Oh, if he would only go and give her
a chance to put on her shoes and stockings!
Nothing seemed further
from his intentions. When Katherine had picked up the aforesaid articles and
turned homeward, he walked beside her, still discoursing on seaweeds as
eloquently as if he were commonly accustomed to walking with barefooted young
women. In spite of herself, Katherine couldn't help listening to him, for he
managed to invest seaweeds with an absorbing interest. She finally decided that
as he didn't seem to mind her bare feet, she wouldn't either.
He knew so much about
seaweeds that Katherine felt decidedly amateurish beside him. He looked over
her specimens and pointed out the valuable ones. He explained the best method
of preserving and mounting them, and told her of other and less dangerous
places along the shore where she might get some new varieties.
When they came in sight
of Harbour Hill, Katherine began to wonder what on earth she would do with him.
It wasn't exactly permissible to snub a man who had practically saved your
life, but, on the other hand, the prospect of walking through the principal
street of Harbour Hill barefooted and escorted by a scholarly looking gentleman
discoursing on seaweeds was not to be calmly contemplated.
The unknown cut the
Gordian knot himself. He said that he must really go back or he would be late
for dinner, lifted his hat politely, and departed. Katherine waited until he
was out of sight, then sat down on the sand and put on her shoes and stockings.
"Who on earth can
he be?" she said to herself. "And where have I seen him before? There
was certainly something familiar about his appearance. He is very nice, but he
must have thought me crazy. I wonder if he belongs to Harbour Hill."
The mystery was solved
when she got home and found a letter from Edith awaiting her.
"I see Ned quite
often," wrote the latter, "and I think he is perfectly splendid. You
are a lucky girl, Kate. But oh, do you know that Sidney is actually at Harbour Hill,
too, or at least quite near it? I had a letter from him yesterday. He has gone
down there to spend his vacation, because it is so quiet, and to finish up some
horrid scientific book he is working at. He's boarding at some little farmhouse
up the shore. I've written to him today to hunt you up and consider himself
introduced to you. I think you'll like him, for he's just your style."
Katherine smiled when
Sidney Keith's card was brought up to her that evening and went down to meet
him. Her companion of the morning rose to meet her.
"You!" he
said.
"Yes, me,"
said Miss Rangely cheerfully and ungrammatically. "You didn't expect it,
did you? I was sure I had seen you before—only it wasn't you but your
photograph."
When Professor Keith
went away it was with a cordial invitation to call again. He did not fail to
avail himself of it—in fact, he became a constant visitor at Sycamore Villa.
Katherine wrote all about it to Edith and cultivated Professor Keith with a
dear conscience.
They got on capitally
together. They went on long expeditions up shore after seaweeds, and when
seaweeds were exhausted they began to make a collection of the Harbour Hill
flora. This involved more long, companionable expeditions. Katherine sometimes
wondered when Professor Keith found time to work on his book, but as he made no
reference to the subject, neither did she.
Once in a while, when
she had time to think of them, she wondered how Ned and Edith were getting on.
At first Edith's letters had been full of Ned, but in her last two or three she
had said little about him. Katherine wrote and jokingly asked Edith if she and
Ned had quarreled. Edith wrote back and said, "What nonsense." She
and Ned were as good friends as ever, but he was getting acquainted in Riverton
now and wasn't so dependent on her society, etc.
Katherine sighed and
went on a fern hunt with Professor Keith. It was getting near the end of her
vacation and she had only two weeks more. They were sitting down to rest on the
side of the road when she mentioned this fact inconsequently. The professor
prodded the harmless dust with his cane. Well, he supposed she would find a
return to work pleasant and would doubtless be glad to see her Riverton friends
again.
"I'm dying to see
Edith," said Katherine.
"And Ned?"
suggested Professor Keith.
"Oh yes. Ned, of
course," assented Katherine without enthusiasm. There didn't seem to be
anything more to say. One cannot talk everlastingly about ferns, so they got up
and went home.
Katherine wrote a
particularly affectionate letter to Ned that night. Then she went to bed and
cried.
When Professor Keith
came up to bid Miss Rangely good-bye on the eve of her departure from Harbour
Hill, he looked like a man who was being led to execution without benefit of
clergy. But he kept himself well in hand and talked calmly on impersonal
subjects. After all, it was Katherine who made the first break when she got up
to say good-bye. She was in the middle of some conventional sentence when she
suddenly stopped short, and her voice trailed off in a babyish quiver.
The professor put out
his arm and drew her close to him. His hat dropped under their feet and was
trampled on, but I doubt if Professor Keith knows the difference to this day,
for he was fully absorbed in kissing Katherine's hair. When she became
cognizant of this fact, she drew herself away.
"Oh, Sidney,
don't!—think of Edith! I feel like a traitor."
"Do you think she
would care very much if I—if you—if we—" hesitated the professor.
"Oh, it would break
her heart," cried Katherine with convincing earnestness. "I know it
would—and Ned's too. They must never know."
The professor stooped
and began hunting for his maltreated hat. He was a long time finding it, and
when he did he went softly to the door. With his hand on the knob, he paused
and looked back.
"Good-bye, Miss
Rangely," he said softly.
But Katherine, whose
face was buried in the cushions of the lounge, did not hear him and when she
looked up he was gone.
000
Katharine felt that life
was stale, flat and unprofitable when she alighted at Riverton station in the
dusk of the next evening. She was not expected until a later train and there
was no one to meet her. She walked drearily through the streets to her boarding
house and entered her room unannounced. Edith, who was lying on the bed, sprang
up with a surprised greeting. It was too dark to be sure, but Katherine had an
uncomfortable suspicion that her friend had been crying, and her heart quaked
guiltily. Could Edith have suspected anything?
"Why, we didn't
think you'd be up till the 8:30 train, and Ned and I were going to meet
you."
"I found I could
catch an earlier train, so I took it," said Katherine, as she dropped
listlessly into a chair. "I am tired to death and I have such a headache.
I can't see anyone tonight, not even Ned."
"You poor
dear," said Edith sympathetically, beginning a search for the cologne.
"Lie down on the bed and I'll bathe your poor head. Did you have a good
time at Harbour Hill? And how did you leave Sid? Did he say anything about
coming up?"
"Oh, he was quite
well," said Katherine wearily. "I didn't hear him say if he intended
to come up or not. There, thanks—that will do nicely."
After Edith had gone
down, Katherine tossed about restlessly. She knew Ned had come and she did not
want to see him. But, after all, it was only putting off the evil day, and it
was treating him rather shabbily. She would go down for a minute.
There were two doors to
the parlour, and Katherine went by way of the library one, over which a
portiere was hanging. Her hand was lifted to draw it back when she heard
something that arrested the movement.
A woman was crying in
the room beyond. It was Edith—and what was she saying?
"Oh, Ned, it is all
perfectly dreadful! I couldn't look Catherine in the face when she came home.
I'm so ashamed of myself and I never meant to be so false. We must never let
her suspect for a minute."
"It's pretty rough
on a fellow," said another voice—Ned's voice—in a choked sort of a way.
"Upon my word, Edith, I don't see how I'm going to keep it up."
"You must,"
sobbed Edith. "It would break her heart—and Sidney's too. We must just
make up our minds to forget each other, Ned, and you must marry
Katherine."
Just at this point
Katherine became aware that she was eavesdropping and she went away
noiselessly. She did not look in the least like a person who has received a
mortal blow, and she had forgotten her headache altogether.
When Edith came up half
an hour later, she found the worn-out invalid sitting up and reading a novel.
"How is your
headache, dear?" she asked, carefully keeping her face turned away from
Katherine.
"Oh, it's all
gone," said Miss Rangely cheerfully.
"Why didn't you
come down then? Ned was here."
"Well, Ede, I did
go down, but I thought I wasn't particularly wanted, so I came back."
Edith faced her friend
in dismay, forgetful of swollen lids and tear-stained cheeks.
"Katherine!"
"Don't look so
conscience stricken, my dear child. There is no harm done."
"You heard—"
"Some surprising
speeches. So you and Ned have gone and fallen in love with one another?"
"Oh,
Katherine," sobbed Edith, "we—we—couldn't help it—but it's all over.
Oh, don't be angry with me!"
"Angry? My dear,
I'm delighted."
"Delighted?"
"Yes, you dear
goose. Can't you guess, or must I tell you? Sidney and I did the very same, and
had just such a melancholy parting last night as I suspect you and Ned had
tonight."
"Katherine!"
"Yes, it's quite
true. And of course we made up our minds to sacrifice ourselves on the altar of
duty and all that. But now, thank goodness, there is no need of such wholesale
immolation. So just let's forgive each other."
"Oh," sighed
Edith happily, "it is almost too good to be true."
"It is really
providentially ordered, isn't it?" said Katherine. "Ned and I would
never have got on together in the world, and you and Sidney would have bored
each other to death. As it is, there will be four perfectly happy people
instead of four miserable ones. I'll tell Ned so tomorrow."
9.Four Winds
Alan Douglas threw down
his pen with an impatient exclamation. It was high time his next Sunday's
sermon was written, but he could not concentrate his thoughts on his chosen
text. For one thing he did not like it and had selected it only because Elder Trewin,
in his call of the evening before, had hinted that it was time for a good stiff
doctrinal discourse, such as his predecessor in Rexton, the Rev. Jabez Strong,
had delighted in. Alan hated doctrines—"the soul's staylaces," he
called them—but Elder Trewin was a man to be reckoned with and Alan preached an
occasional sermon to please him.
"It's no use,"
he said wearily. "I could have written a sermon in keeping with that text
in November or midwinter, but now, when the whole world is reawakening in a miracle
of beauty and love, I can't do it. If a northeast rainstorm doesn't set in
before next Sunday, Mr. Trewin will not have his sermon. I shall take as my
text instead, 'The flowers appear on the earth, the time of the singing of
birds has come.'"
He rose and went to his
study window, outside of which a young vine was glowing in soft tender green
tints, its small dainty leaves casting quivering shadows on the opposite wall
where the portrait of Alan's mother hung. She had a fine, strong, sweet face;
the same face, cast in a masculine mould, was repeated in her son, and the
resemblance was striking as he stood in the searching evening sunshine. The
black hair grew around his forehead in the same way; his eyes were steel blue,
like hers, with a similar expression, half brooding, half tender, in their
depths. He had the mobile, smiling mouth of the picture, but his chin was
deeper and squarer, dented with a dimple which, combined with a certain
occasional whimsicality of opinion and glance, had caused Elder Trewin some
qualms of doubt regarding the fitness of this young man for his high and holy
vocation. The Rev. Jabez Strong had never indulged in dimples or jokes; but
then, as Elder Trewin, being a just man, had to admit, the Rev. Jabez Strong
had preached many a time and oft to more empty pews than full ones, while now
the church was crowded to its utmost capacity on Sundays and people came to
hear Mr. Douglas who had not darkened a church door for years. All things
considered, Elder Trewin decided to overlook the dimple. There was sure to be
some drawback in every minister.
Alan from his study
looked down on all the length of the Rexton valley, at the head of which the
manse was situated, and thought that Eden might have looked so in its
innocence, for all the orchards were abloom and the distant hills were
tremulous and aerial in springtime gauzes of pale purple and pearl. But in any
garden, despite its beauty, is an element of tameness and domesticity, and
Alan's eyes, after a moment's delighted gazing, strayed wistfully off to the
north where the hills broke away into a long sloping lowland of pine and fir.
Beyond it stretched the wide expanse of the lake, flashing in the molten gold
and crimson of evening. Its lure was irresistible. Alan had been born and bred
beside a faraway sea and the love of it was strong in his heart—so strong that
he knew he must go back to it sometime. Meanwhile, the great lake, mimicking
the sea in its vast expanse and the storms that often swept over it, was his
comfort and solace. As often as he could he stole away to its wild and lonely
shore, leaving the snug bounds of cultivated home lands behind him with
something like a sense of relief. Down there by the lake was a primitive
wilderness where man was as naught and man-made doctrines had no place. There
one might walk hand in hand with nature and so come very close to God. Many of
Alan's best sermons were written after he had come home, rapt-eyed, from some
long shore tramp where the wilderness had opened its heart to him and the pines
had called to him in their soft, sibilant speech.
With a half guilty
glance at the futile sermon, he took his hat and went out. The sun of the cool
spring evening was swinging low over the lake as he turned into the
unfrequented, deep-rutted road leading to the shore. It was two miles to the
lake, but half way there Alan came to where another road branched off and
struck down through the pines in a northeasterly direction. He had sometimes
wondered where it led but he had never explored it. Now he had a sudden whim to
do so and turned into it. It was even rougher and lonelier than the other;
between the ruts the grasses grew long and thickly; sometimes the pine boughs
met overhead; again, the trees broke away to reveal wonderful glimpses of
gleaming water, purple islets, dark feathery coasts. Still, the road seemed to
lead nowhere and Alan was half repenting the impulse which had led him to
choose it when he suddenly came out from the shadow of the pines and found
himself gazing on a sight which amazed him.
Before him was a small
peninsula running out into the lake and terminating in a long sandy point.
Beyond it was a glorious sweep of sunset water. The peninsula itself seemed
barren and sandy, covered for the most part with scrub firs and spruces, through
which the narrow road wound on to what was the astonishing; feature in the
landscape—a grey and weather-beaten house built almost at the extremity of the
point and shadowed from the western light by a thick plantation of tall pines
behind it.
It was the house which
puzzled Alan. He had never known there was any house near the lake shore—had
never heard mention made of any; yet here was one, and one which was evidently
occupied, for a slender spiral of smoke was curling upward from it on the
chilly spring air. It could not be a fisherman's dwelling, for it was large and
built after a quaint tasteful design. The longer Alan looked at it the more his
wonder grew. The people living here were in the bounds of his congregation. How
then was it that he had never seen or heard of them?
He sauntered slowly down
the road until he saw that it led directly to the house and ended in the yard.
Then he turned off in a narrow path to the shore. He was not far from the house
now and he scanned it observantly as he went past. The barrens swept almost up
to its door in front but at the side, sheltered from the lake winds by the
pines, was a garden where there was a fine show of gay tulips and golden
daffodils. No living creature was visible and, in spite of the blossoming geraniums
and muslin curtains at the windows and the homely spiral of smoke, the place
had a lonely, almost untenanted, look.
When Alan reached the
shore he found that it was of a much more open and less rocky nature than the
part which he had been used to frequent. The beach was of sand and the scrub
barrens dwindled down to it almost insensibly. To right and left fir-fringed
points ran out into the lake, shaping a little cove with the house in its
curve.
Alan walked slowly
towards the left headland, intending to follow the shore around to the other
road. As he passed the point he stopped short in astonishment. The second
surprise and mystery of the evening confronted him.
A little distance away a
girl was standing—a girl who turned a startled face at his unexpected
appearance. Alan Douglas had thought he knew all the girls in Rexton, but this
lithe, glorious creature was a stranger to him. She stood with her hand on the
head of a huge, tawny collie dog; another dog was sitting on his haunches
beside her.
She was tall, with a
great braid of shining chestnut hair, showing ruddy burnished tints where the
sunlight struck it, hanging over her shoulder. The plain dark dress she wore
emphasized the grace and strength of her supple form. Her face was oval and
pale, with straight black brows and a finely cut crimson mouth—a face whose
beauty bore the indefinable stamp of race and breeding mingled with a wild
sweetness, as of a flower growing in some lonely and inaccessible place. None
of the Rexton girls looked like that. Who, in the name of all that was amazing,
could she be?
As the thought crossed
Alan's mind the girl turned, with an air of indifference that might have seemed
slightly overdone to a calmer observer than was the young minister at that
moment and, with a gesture of command to her dogs, walked quickly away into the
scrub spruces. She was so tall that her uncovered head was visible over them as
she followed some winding footpath, and Alan stood like a man rooted to the
ground until he saw her enter the grey house. Then he went homeward in a maze,
all thought of sermons, doctrinal or otherwise, for the moment knocked out of
his head.
She is the most
beautiful woman I ever saw, he thought. How is it possible that I have lived in
Rexton for six months and never heard of her or of that house? Well, I daresay
there's some simple explanation of it all. The place may have been unoccupied
until lately—probably it is the summer residence of people who have only
recently come to it. I'll ask Mrs. Danby. She'll know if anybody will. That
good woman knows everything about everybody in Rexton for three generations
back.
Alan found Isabel King
with his housekeeper when he got home. His greeting was tinged with a slight
constraint. He was not a vain man, but he could not help knowing that Isabel
looked upon him with a favour that had in it much more than professional
interest. Isabel herself showed it with sufficient distinctness. Moreover, he
felt a certain personal dislike of her and of her hard, insistent beauty, which
seemed harder and more insistent than ever contrasted with his recollection of
the girl of the lake shore.
Isabel had a trick of
coming to the manse on plausible errands to Mrs. Danby and lingering until it
was so dark that Alan was in courtesy bound to see her home. The ruse was a
little too patent and amused Alan, although he carefully hid his amusement and
treated Isabel with the fine unvarying deference which his mother had engrained
into him for womanhood—a deference that flattered Isabel even while it annoyed
her with the sense of a barrier which she could not break down or pass. She was
the daughter of the richest man in Rexton and inclined to give herself airs on
that account, but Alan's gentle indifference always brought home to her an
unwelcome feeling of inferiority.
"You've been tiring
yourself out again tramping that lake shore, I suppose," said Mrs. Danby,
who had kept house for three bachelor ministers and consequently felt entitled
to hector them in a somewhat maternal fashion.
"Not tiring myself—resting
and refreshing myself rather," smiled Alan. "I was tired when I went
out but now I feel like a strong man rejoicing to run a race. By the way, Mrs.
Danby, who lives in that quaint old house away down at the very shore? I never
knew of its existence before."
Alan's "by the
way" was not quite so indifferent as he tried to make it. Isabel King,
leaning back posingly among the cushions of the lounge, sat quickly up as he
asked his question.
"Dear me, you don't
mean to say you've never heard of Captain Anthony—Captain Anthony Oliver?"
said Mrs. Danby. "He lives down there at Four Winds, as they call it—he
and his daughter and an old cousin."
Isabel King bent
forward, her brown eyes on Alan's face.
"Did you see Lynde
Oliver?" she asked with suppressed eagerness.
Alan ignored the
question—perhaps he did not hear it.
"Have they lived
there long?" he asked.
"For eighteen
years," said Mrs. Danby placidly. "It's funny you haven't heard them
mentioned. But people don't talk much about the Captain now—he's an old
story—and of course they never go anywhere, not even to church. The Captain is
a rank infidel and they say his daughter is just as bad. To be sure, nobody
knows much about her, but it stands to reason that a girl who's had her
bringing up must be odd, to say no worse of her. It's not really her fault, I
suppose—her wicked old scalawag of a father is to blame for it. She's never
darkened a church or school door in her life and they say she's always been a
regular tomboy—running wild outdoors with dogs, and fishing and shooting like a
man. Nobody ever goes there—the Captain doesn't want visitors. He must have
done something dreadful in his time, if it was only known, when he's so set on
living like a hermit away down on that jumping-off place. Did you see any of
them?"
"I saw Miss Oliver,
I suppose," said Alan briefly. "At least I met a young lady on the
shore. But where did these people come from? Surely more is known of them than
this."
"Precious little.
The truth is, Mr. Douglas, folks don't think the Olivers respectable and don't
want to have anything to do with them. Eighteen years ago Captain Anthony came
from goodness knows where, bought the Four Winds point, and built that house.
He said he'd been a sailor all his life and couldn't live away from the water.
He brought his wife and child and an old cousin of his with him. This Lynde
wasn't more than two years old then. People went to call but they never saw any
of the women and the Captain let them see they weren't wanted. Some of the men
who'd been working round the place saw his wife and said she was sickly but
real handsome and like a lady, but she never seemed to want to see anyone or be
seen herself. There was a story that the Captain had been a smuggler and that
if he was caught he'd be sent to prison. Oh, there were all sorts of yarns,
mostly coming from the men who worked there, for nobody else ever got inside
the house. Well, four years ago his wife disappeared—it wasn't known how or
when. She just wasn't ever seen again, that's all. Whether she died or was
murdered or went away nobody ever knew. There was some talk of an investigation
but nothing came of it. As for the girl, she's always lived there with her
father. She must be a perfect heathen. He never goes anywhere, but there used
to be talk of strangers visiting him—queer sort of characters who came up the
lake in vessels from the American side. I haven't heard any reports of such
these past few years, though—not since his wife disappeared. He keeps a yacht
and goes sailing in it—sometimes he cruises about for weeks—that's about all he
ever does. And now you know as much about the Olivers as I do, Mr.
Douglas."
Alan had listened to
this gossipy narrative with an interest that did not escape Isabel King's
observant eyes. Much of it he mentally dismissed as improbable surmise, but the
basic facts were probably as Mrs. Danby had reported them. He had known that
the girl of the shore could be no commonplace, primly nurtured young woman.
"Has no effort ever
been made to bring these people into touch with the church?" he asked
absently.
"Bless you, yes.
Every minister that's ever been in Rexton has had a try at it. The old cousin
met every one of them at the door and told him nobody was at home. Mr. Strong
was the most persistent—he didn't like being beaten. He went again and again
and finally the Captain sent him word that when he wanted parsons or
pill-dosers he'd send for them, and till he did he'd thank them to mind their
own business. They say Mr. Strong met Lynde once along shore and wanted to know
if she wouldn't come to church, and she laughed in his face and told him she
knew more about God now than he did or ever would. Perhaps the story isn't
true. Or if it was maybe he provoked her into saying it. Mr. Strong wasn't
overly tactful. I believe in judging the poor girl as charitably as possible
and making allowances for her, seeing how she's been brought up. You couldn't
expect her to know how to behave."
Somehow, Alan resented
Mrs. Danby's charity. Then, his sense of humour being strongly developed, he
smiled to think of this commonplace old lady "making allowances" for
the splendid bit of femininity he had seen on the shore. A plump barnyard fowl
might as well have talked of making allowances for a seagull!
Alan walked home with
Isabel King but he was very silent as they went together down the long, dark,
sweet-smelling country road bordered by its white orchards. Isabel put her own
construction on his absent replies to her remarks and presently she asked him,
"Did you think Lynde Oliver handsome?"
The question gave Alan
an annoyance out of all proportion to its significance. He felt an instinctive
reluctance to discuss Lynde Oliver with Isabel King.
"I saw her only for
a moment," he said coldly, "but she impressed me as being a beautiful
woman."
"They tell queer
stories about her—but maybe they're not all true," said Isabel, unable to
keep the sneer of malice out of her voice. At that moment Alan's secret
contempt for her crystallized into pronounced aversion. He made no reply and
they went the rest of the way in silence. At her gate Isabel said, "You
haven't been over to see us very lately, Mr. Douglas."
"My congregation is
a large one and I cannot visit all my people as often as I might wish,"
Alan answered, all the more coldly for the personal note in her tone. "A
minister's time is not his own, you know."
"Shall you be going
to see the Olivers?" asked Isabel bluntly.
"I have not
considered that question. Good-night, Miss King."
On his way back to the
manse Alan did consider the question. Should he make any attempt to establish
friendly relations with the residents of Four Winds? It surprised him to find
how much he wanted to, but he finally concluded that he would not. They were
not adherents of his church and he did not believe that even a minister had any
right to force himself upon people who plainly wished to be let alone.
When he got home,
although it was late, he went to his study and began work on a new text—for
Elder Trewin's seemed utterly out of the question. Even with the new one he did
not get on very well. At last in exasperation he leaned back in his chair.
Why can't I stop
thinking of those Four Winds people? Here, let me put these haunting thoughts
into words and see if that will lay them. That girl had a beautiful face but a
cold one. Would I like to see it lighted up with the warmth of her soul set
free? Yes, frankly, I would. She looked upon me with indifference. Would I like
to see her welcome me as a friend? I have a conviction that I would, although
no doubt everybody in my congregation would look upon her as a most unsuitable
friend for me. Do I believe that she is wild, unwomanly, heathenish, as Mrs.
Danby says? No, I do not, most emphatically. I believe she is a lady in the
truest sense of that much abused word, though she is doubtless unconventional.
Having said all this, I do not see what more there is to be said.
And—I—am—going—to—write—this—sermon.
Alan wrote it, putting
all thought of Lynde Oliver sternly out of his mind for the time being. He had
no notion of falling in love with her. He knew nothing of love and imagined
that it counted for nothing in his life. He admitted that his curiosity was
aflame about the girl, but it never occurred to him that she meant or could
mean anything to him but an attractive enigma which once solved would lose its
attraction. The young women he knew in Rexton, whose simple, pleasant
friendship he valued, had the placid, domestic charm of their own
sweet-breathed, windless orchards. Lynde Oliver had the fascination of the lake
shore—wild, remote, untamed—the lure of the wilderness and the primitive. There
was nothing more personal in his thought of her, and yet when he recalled
Isabel King's sneer he felt an almost personal resentment.
000
During the following
fortnight Alan made many trips to the shore—and he always went by the branch
road to the Four Winds point. He did not attempt to conceal from himself that
he hoped to meet Lynde Oliver again. In this he was unsuccessful. Sometimes he
saw her at a distance along the shore but she always disappeared as soon as
seen. Occasionally as he crossed the point he saw her working in her garden but
he never went very near the house, feeling that he had no right to spy on it or
her in any way. He soon became convinced that she avoided him purposely and the
conviction piqued him. He felt an odd masterful desire to meet her face to face
and make her look at him. Sometimes he called himself a fool and vowed he would
go no more to the Four Winds shore. Yet he inevitably went. He did not find in
the shore the comfort and inspiration he had formerly found. Something had come
between his soul and the soul of the wilderness—something he did not recognize
or formulate—a nameless, haunting longing that shaped itself about the memory
of a cold sweet face and starry, indifferent eyes, grey as the lake at dawn.
Of Captain Anthony he
never got even a glimpse, but he saw the old cousin several times, going and
coming about the yard and its environs. Finally one day he met her, coming up a
path which led to a spring down in a firry hollow. She was carrying two heavy
pails of water and Alan asked permission to help her.
He half expected a
repulse, for the tall, grim old woman had a rather stern and forbidding look,
but after gazing at him a moment in a somewhat scrutinizing manner she said
briefly, "You may, if you like."
Alan took the pails and
followed her, the path not being wide enough for two. She strode on before him
at a rapid, vigorous pace until they came out into the yard by the house. Alan
felt his heart beating foolishly. Would he see Lynde Oliver? Would—
"You may carry the
water there," the old woman said, pointing to a little outhouse near the
pines. "I'm washing—the spring water is softer than the well water. Thank
you"—as Alan set the pails down on a bench—"I'm not so young as I was
and bringing the water so far tires me. Lynde always brings it for me when
she's home."
She stood before him in
the narrow doorway, blocking his exit, and looked at him with keen, deep-set
dark eyes. In spite of her withered aspect and wrinkled face, she was not an
uncomely old woman and there was about her a dignity of carriage and manner
that pleased Alan. It did not occur to him to wonder why it should please him.
If he had hunted that feeling down he might have been surprised to discover
that it had its origin in a curious gratification over the thought that the
woman who lived with Lynde had a certain refinement about her. He preferred her
unsmiling dourness to vulgar garrulity.
"Are you the young
minister up at Rexton?" she asked bluntly.
"Yes."
"I thought so.
Lynde said she had seen you on the shore once. Well"—she cast an uncertain
glance over her shoulder at the house—"I'm much obliged to you."
Alan had an idea that
that was not what she had thought of saying, but as she had turned aside and
was busying herself with the pails, there seemed nothing for him to do but to
go.
"Wait a
moment." She faced him again, and if Alan had been a vain man he might
have thought that admiration looked from her piercing eyes. "What do you
think of us? I suppose they've told you tales of us up there?"—with a
scornful gesture of her hand in the direction of Rexton. "Do you believe
them?"
"I believe no ill
of anyone until I have absolute proof of it," said Alan, smiling—he was
quite unconscious what a winning smile he had, which was the best of
it—"and I never put faith in gossip. Of course you are gossipped about—you
know that."
"Yes, I know
it"—grimly—"and I don't care what they say about the Captain and me.
We are a queer pair—just as queer as they make us out. You can believe what you
like about us, but don't you believe a word they say against Lynde. She's sweet
and good and beautiful. It's not her fault that she never went to church—it's
her father's. Don't you hold that against her."
The fierce yet repressed
energy of her tone prevented Alan from feeling any amusement over her simple
defence of Lynde. Moreover, it sounded unreasonably sweet in his ears.
"I won't," he
promised, "but I don't suppose it would matter much to Miss Oliver if I
did. She did not strike me as a young lady who would worry very much about
other people's opinions."
If his object were to
prolong the conversation about Lynde, he was disappointed, for the old woman
had turned abruptly to her work again and, though Alan lingered for a few
moments longer, she took no further notice of him. But when he had gone she
peered stealthily after him from the door until he was lost to sight among the
pines.
"A well-looking
man," she muttered. "I wish Lynde had been home. I didn't dare ask
him to the house for I knew Anthony was in one of his moods. But it's time
something was done. She's woman grown and this is no life for her. And there's
nobody to do anything but me and I'm not able, even if I knew what to do. I
wonder why she hates men so. Perhaps it's because she never knew any that were
real gentlemen. This man is—but then he's a minister and that makes a wide gulf
between them in another way. I've seen the love of man and woman bridge some
wider gulfs though. But it can't with Lynde, I'm fearing. She's so bitter at
the mere speaking of love and marriage. I can't think why. I'm sure her mother
and Anthony were happy together, and that was all she's ever seen of marriage.
But I thought when she told me of meeting this young man on the shore there was
something in her look I'd never noticed before—as if she'd found something in
herself she'd never known was there. But she'll never make friends with him and
I can't. If the Captain wasn't so queer—"
She stopped abruptly,
for a tall lithe figure was coming up from the shore. Lynde waved her hand as
she drew near.
"Oh, Emily, I've
had such a splendid sail. It was glorious. Bad Emily, you've been carrying
water. Didn't I tell you never to do that when I was away?"
"I didn't have to
do it. That young minister up at Rexton met me and brought it up. He's nice,
Lynde."
Lynde's brow darkened.
She turned and walked away to the house without a word.
On his way home that
night Alan met Isabel King on the main shore road. She carried an armful of
pine boughs and said she wanted the needles for a cushion. Yet the thought came
into Alan's mind that she was spying on him and, although he tried to dismiss
it as unworthy, it continued to lurk there.
For a week he avoided
the shore, but there came a day when its inexplicable lure drew him to it again
irresistibly. It was a warm, windy evening and the air was sweet and resinous,
the lake misty and blue. There was no sign of life about Four Winds and the
shore seemed as lonely and virgin as if human foot had never trodden it. The
Captain's yacht was gone from the little harbour where it was generally
anchored and, though every flutter of wind in the scrub firs made Alan's heart
beat expectantly, he saw nothing of Lynde Oliver. He was on the point of
turning homeward, with an unreasoning sense of disappointment, when one of
Lynde's dogs broke down through the hedge of spruces, barking loudly.
Alan looked for Lynde to
follow, but she did not, and he speedily saw that there was something unusual
about the dog's behaviour. The animal circled around him, still barking
excitedly, then ran off for a short distance, stopped, barked again, and
returned, repeating the manoeuvre. It was plain that he wanted Alan to follow
him, and it occurred to the young minister that the dog's mistress must be in
danger of some kind. Instantly he set off after him; and the dog, with a final
sharp bark of satisfaction, sprang up the low bank into the spruces.
Alan followed him across
the peninsula and then along the further shore, which rapidly grew steep and
high. Half a mile down the cliffs were rocky and precipitous, while the beach
beneath them was heaped with huge boulders. Alan followed the dog along one of
the narrow paths with which the barrens abounded until nearly a mile from Four
Winds. Then the animal halted, ran to the edge of the cliff and barked.
It was an ugly-looking
place where a portion of the soil had evidently broken away recently, and Alan
stepped cautiously out to the brink and looked down. He could not repress an
exclamation of dismay and alarm.
A few feet below him
Lynde Oliver was lying on a mass of mossy soil which was apparently on the
verge of slipping over a sloping shelf of rock, below which was a sheer drop of
thirty feet to the cruel boulders below. The extreme danger of her position was
manifest at a glance; the soil on which she lay was stationary, yet it seemed
as if the slightest motion on her part would send it over the brink.
Lynde lay movelessly;
her face was white, and both fear and appeal were visible in her large dilated
eyes. Yet she was quite calm and a faint smile crossed her pale lips as she saw
the man and the dog.
"Good faithful Pat,
so you did bring help," she said.
"But how can I help
you, Miss Oliver?" said Alan hoarsely. "I cannot reach you—and it
looks as if the slightest touch or jar would send that broken earth over the
brink."
"I fear it would.
You must go back to Four Winds and get a rope."
"And leave you here
alone—in such danger?"
"Pat will stay with
me. Besides, there is nothing else to do. You will find a rope in that little
house where you put the water for Emily. Father and Emily are away. I think I
am quite safe here if I don't move at all."
Alan's own common sense
told him that, as she said, there was nothing else to do and, much as he hated
to leave her alone thus, he realized that he must lose no time in doing it.
"I'll be back as
quickly as possible," he said hurriedly.
Alan had been a noted
runner at college and his muscles had not forgotten their old training. Yet it
seemed to him an age ere he reached Four Winds, secured the rope, and returned.
At every flying step he was haunted by the thought of the girl lying on the
brink of the precipice and the fear that she might slip over it before he could
rescue her. When he reached the scene of the accident he dreaded to look over
the broken edge, but she was lying there safely and she smiled when she saw
him—a brave smile that softened her tense white face into the likeness of a
frightened child's.
"If I drop the rope
down to you, are you strong enough to hold to it while the earth goes and then
draw yourself up the slope hand over hand?" asked Alan anxiously.
"Yes," she
answered fearlessly.
Alan passed down one end
of the rope and then braced himself firmly to hold it, for there was no tree
near enough to be of any assistance. The next moment the full weight of her
body swung from it, for at her first movement the soil beneath her slipped
away. Alan's heart sickened; what if she went with it? Could she cling to the
rope while he drew her up?
Then he saw she was
still safe on the sloping shelf. Carefully and painfully she drew herself to
her knees and, dinging to the rope, crept up the rock hand over hand. When she
came within his reach he grasped her arms and lifted her up into safety beside
him.
"Thank God,"
he said, with whiter lips than her own.
For a few moments Lynde
sat silent on the sod, exhausted with fright and exertion, while her dog fawned
on her in an ecstasy of joy. Finally she looked up into Alan's anxious face and
their eyes met. It was something more than the physical reaction that suddenly
flushed the girl's cheeks. She sprang lithely to her feet.
"Can you walk back
home?" Alan asked.
"Oh, yes, I am all
right now. It was very foolish of me to get into such a predicament. Father and
Emily went down the lake in the yacht this afternoon and I started out for a
ramble. When I came here I saw some junebells growing right out on the ledge
and I crept out to gather them. I should have known better. It broke away under
me and the more I tried to scramble back the faster it slid down, carrying me
with it. I thought it would go right over the brink"—she gave a little
involuntary shudder—"but just at the very edge it stopped. I knew I must
lie very still or it would go right over. It seemed like days. Pat was with me
and I told him to go for help, but I knew there was no one at home—and I was
horribly afraid," she concluded with another shiver. "I never was
afraid in my life before—at least not with that kind of fear."
"You have had a
terrible experience and a narrow escape," said Alan lamely. He could think
of nothing more to say; his usual readiness of utterance seemed to have failed
him.
"You saved my
life," she said, "you and Pat—for doggie must have his share of
credit."
"A much larger share
than mine," said Alan, smiling. "If Pat had not come for me, I would
not have known of your danger. What a magnificent fellow he is!"
"Isn't he?"
she agreed proudly. "And so is Laddie, my other dog. He went with Father
today. I love my dogs more than people." She looked at him with a little
defiance in her eyes. "I suppose you think that terrible."
"I think many dogs
are much more lovable—and worthy of love—than many people," said Alan,
laughing.
How childlike she was in
some ways! That trace of defiance—it was so like a child who expected to be
scolded for some wrong attitude of mind. And yet there were moments when she
looked the tall proud queen. Sometimes, when the path grew narrow, she walked
before him, her hand on the dog's head. Alan liked this, since it left him free
to watch admiringly the swinging grace of her step and the white curves of her
neck beneath the thick braid of hair, which today was wound about her head.
When she dropped back beside him in the wider spaces, he could only have stolen
glances at her profile, delicately, strongly cut, virginal in its soft curves,
childlike in its purity. Once she looked around and caught his glance; again
she flushed, and something strange and exultant stirred in Alan's heart. It was
as if that maiden blush were the involuntary, unconscious admission of some
power he had over her—a power which her hitherto unfettered spirit had never
before felt. The cold indifference he had seen in her face at their first
meeting was gone, and something told him it was gone forever.
When they came in sight
of Four Winds they saw two people walking up the road from the harbour and a
few further steps brought them face to face with Captain Anthony Oliver and his
old housekeeper.
The Captain's appearance
was a fresh surprise to Alan. He had expected to meet a rough, burly sailor,
loud of voice and forbidding of manner. Instead, Captain Anthony was a tall,
well-built man of perhaps fifty. His face, beneath its shock of iron-grey hair,
was handsome but wore a somewhat forbidding expression, and there was something
in it, apart from line or feature, which did not please Alan. He had no time to
analyze this impression, for Lynde said hurriedly, "Father, this is Mr.
Douglas. He has just done me a great service."
She briefly explained
her accident; when she had finished, the Captain turned to Alan and held out
his hand, a frank smile replacing the rather suspicious and contemptuous scowl
which had previously overshadowed it.
"I am much obliged
to you, Mr. Douglas," he said cordially. "You must come up to the
house and let me thank you at leisure. As a rule I'm not very partial to the
cloth, as you may have heard. In this case it is the man, not the minister, I
invite."
The front door of Four
Winds opened directly into a wide, low-ceilinged living room, furnished with
simplicity and good taste. Leaving the two men there, Lynde and the old cousin
vanished, and Alan found himself talking freely with the Captain who could, as
it appeared, talk well on many subjects far removed from Four Winds. He was
evidently a clever, self-educated man, somewhat opinionated and given to
sarcasm; he never made any references to his own past life or experiences, but
Alan discovered him to be surprisingly well read in politics and science.
Sometimes in the pauses of the conversation Alan found the older man looking at
him in a furtive way he did not like, but the Captain was such an improvement
on what he had been led to expect that he was not inclined to be over critical.
At least, this was what he honestly thought. He did not suspect that it was
because this man was Lynde's father that he wished to think as well as possible
of him.
Presently Lynde came in.
She had changed her outdoor dress, stained with moss and soil in her fall, for
a soft clinging garment of some pale yellow material, and her long, thick braid
of hair hung over her shoulder. She sat mutely down in a dim corner and took no
part in the conversation except to answer briefly the remarks which Alan
addressed to her. Emily came in and lighted the lamp on the table. She was as
grim and unsmiling as ever, yet she cast a look of satisfaction on Alan as she
passed out. One dog lay down at Lynde's feet, the other sat on his haunches by
her side and laid his head on her lap. Rexton and its quiet round of parish
duties seemed thousands of miles away from Alan, and he wondered a little if
this were not all a dream.
When he went away the
Captain invited him back.
"If you like to
come, that is," he said brusquely, "and always as the man, not the
priest, remember. I don't want you by and by to be slyly slipping in the thin
end of any professional wedges. You'll waste your time if you do. Come as man
to man and you'll be welcome, for I like you—and it's few men I like. But don't
try to talk religion to me."
"I never talk
religion," said Alan emphatically. "I try to live it. I'll not come
to your house as a self-appointed missionary, sir, but I shall certainly act
and speak at all times as my conscience and my reverence for my vocation
demands. If I respect your beliefs, whatever they may be, I shall expect you to
respect mine, Captain Oliver."
"Oh, I won't insult
your God," said the Captain with a faint sneer.
Alan went home in a
tumult of contending feelings. He did not altogether like Captain Anthony—that
was very clear to him, and yet there was something about the man that attracted
him. Intellectually he was a worthy foeman, and Alan had often longed for such
since coming to Rexton. He missed the keen, stimulating debates of his college
days and, now there seemed a chance of renewing them, he was eager to grasp it.
And Lynde—how beautiful she was! What though she shared—as was not unlikely—in
her father's lack of belief? She could not be essentially irreligious—that were
impossible in a true woman. Might not this be his opportunity to help her—to
lead her into dearer light? Alan Douglas was a sincere man, with himself as
well as with others, yet there are some motives that lie, in their first
inception, too deep even for the probe of self-analysis. He had not as yet the
faintest suspicion as to the real source of his interest in Lynde Oliver—in his
sudden forceful desire to be of use and service to her—to rescue her from
spiritual peril as he had that day rescued her from bodily danger.
She must have a lonely,
unsatisfying life, he thought. It is my duty to help her if I can.
It did not then occur to
him that duty in this instance wore a much more pleasing aspect than it had
sometimes worn in his experience.
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Alan did not mean to be
oversoon in going back to Four Winds, but three days later a book came to him
which Captain Anthony had expressed a wish to see. It furnished an excuse for
an earlier call. After that he went often. He always found the Captain
courteous and affable, old Emily grimly cordial, Lynde sometimes remote and
demure, sometimes frankly friendly. Occasionally, when the Captain was away in
his yacht, he went for a walk with her and her dogs along the shore or through
the sweet-smelling pinelands up the lake. He found that she loved books and was
avid for more of them than she could obtain; he was glad to take her several
and discuss them with her. She liked history and travels best. With novels she
had no patience, she said disdainfully. She seldom spoke of herself or her past
life and Alan fancied she avoided any personal reference. But once she said
abruptly, "Why do you never ask me to go to church? I've always been
afraid you would."
"Because I do not
think it would do you any good to go if you didn't want to," said Alan
gravely. "Souls should not be rudely handled any more than bodies."
She looked at him
reflectively, her finger denting her chin in a meditative fashion she had.
"You are not at all
like Mr. Strong. He always scolded me, when he got a chance, for not going to
church. I would have hated him if it had been worthwhile. I told him one day
that I was nearer to God under these pines than I could be in any building
fashioned by human hands. He was very much shocked. But I don't want you to
misunderstand me. Father does not go to church because he does not believe
there is a God. But I know there is. Mother taught me so. I have never gone to
church because Father would not allow me, and I could not go now in Rexton
where the people talk about me so. Oh, I know they do—you know it, too—but I do
not care for them. I know I'm not like other girls. I would like to be but I
can't be—I never can be—now."
There was some strange
passion in her voice that Alan did not quite understand—a bitterness and a
revolt which he took to be against the circumstances that hedged her in.
"Is not some other
life possible for you if your present life does not content you?" he said
gently.
"But it does
content me," said Lynde imperiously. "I want no other—I wish this
life to go on forever—forever, do you understand? If I were sure that it
would—if I were sure that no change would ever come to me, I would be perfectly
content. It is the fear that a change will come that makes me wretched.
Oh!" She shuddered and put her hands over her eyes.
Alan thought she must mean
that when her father died she would be alone in the world. He wanted to comfort
her—reassure her—but he did not know how.
One evening when he went
to Four Winds he found the door open and, seeing the Captain in the living
room, he stepped in unannounced. Captain Anthony was sitting by the table, his
head in his hands; at Alan's entrance he turned upon him a haggard face,
blackened by a furious scowl beneath which blazed eyes full of malevolence.
"What do you want
here?" he said, following up the demand with a string of vile oaths.
Before Alan could summon
his scattered wits, Lynde glided in with a white, appealing face. Wordlessly
she grasped Alan's arm, drew him out, and shut the door.
"Oh, I've been
watching for you," she said breathlessly. "I was afraid you might
come tonight—but I missed you."
"But your
father?" said Alan in amazement. "How have I angered him?"
"Hush. Come into
the garden. I will explain there."
He followed her into the
little enclosure where the red and white roses were now in full blow.
"Father isn't angry
with you," said Lynde in a low shamed voice. "It's just—he takes
strange moods sometimes. Then he seems to hate us all—even me—and he is like
that for days. He seems to suspect and dread everybody as if they were plotting
against him. You—perhaps you think he has been drinking? No, that is not the
trouble. These terrible moods come on without any cause that we know of. Even
Mother could not do anything with him when he was like that. You must go away
now—and do not come back until his dark mood has passed. He will be just as
glad to see you as ever then, and this will not make any difference with him.
Don't come back for a week at least."
"I do not like to
leave you in such trouble, Miss Oliver."
"Oh, it doesn't
matter about me—I have Emily. And there is nothing you could do. Please go at
once. Father knows I am talking to you and that will vex him still more."
Alan, realizing that he
could not help her and that his presence only made matters worse, went away
perplexedly. The following week was a miserable one for him. His duties were
distasteful to him and meeting his people a positive torture. Sometimes Mrs.
Danby looked dubiously at him and seemed on the point of saying something—but
never said it. Isabel King watched him when they met, with bold probing eyes.
In his abstraction he did not notice this any more than he noticed a certain
subtle change which had come over the members of his congregation—as if a
breath of suspicion had blown across them and troubled their confidence and
trust. Once Alan would have been keenly and instantly conscious of this slight
chill; now he was not even aware of it.
When he ventured to go
back to Four Winds he found the Captain on the point of starting off for a
cruise in his yacht. He was urbane and friendly, utterly ignoring the incident
of Alan's last visit and regretting that business compelled him to go down the
lake. Alan saw him off with small regret and turned joyfully to Lynde, who was
walking under the pines with her dogs. She looked pale and tired and her eyes
were still troubled, but she smiled proudly and made no reference to what had
happened.
"I'm going to put
these flowers on Mother's grave," she said, lifting her slender hands
filled with late white roses. "Mother loved flowers and I always keep them
near her when I can. You may come with me if you like."
Alan had known Lynde's
mother was buried under the pines but he had never visited the spot before. The
grave was at the westernmost end of the pine wood, where it gave out on the
lake, a beautiful spot, given over to silence and shadow.
"Mother wished to
be buried here," Lynde said, kneeling to arrange her flowers. "Father
would have taken her anywhere but she said she wanted to be near us and near
the lake she had loved so well. Father buried her himself. He wouldn't have
anyone else do anything for her. I am so glad she is here. It would have been
terrible to have seen her taken far away—my sweet little mother."
"A mother is the
best thing in the world—I realized that when I lost mine," said Alan
gently. "How long is it since your mother died?"
"Three years. Oh, I
thought I should die too when she did. She was very ill—she was never strong,
you know—but I never thought she could die. There was a year then—part of the
time I didn't believe in God at all and the rest I hated Him. I was very wicked
but I was so unhappy. Father had so many dreadful moods and—there was something
else. I used to wish to die."
She bowed her head on
her hands and gazed moodily on the ground. Alan, leaning against a pine tree,
looked down at her. The sunlight fell through the swaying boughs on her glory
of burnished hair and lighted up the curve of cheek and chin against the dark
background of wood brown. All the defiance and wildness had gone from her for
the time and she seemed like a helpless, weary child. He wanted to take her in
his arms and comfort her.
"You must resemble
your mother," he said absently, as if thinking aloud. "You don't look
at all like your father."
Lynde shook her head.
"No, I don't look
like Mother either. She was tiny and dark—she had a sweet little face and
velvet-brown eyes and soft curly dark hair. Oh, I remember her look so well. I
wish I did resemble her. I loved her so—I would have done anything to save her
suffering and trouble. At least, she died in peace."
There was a curious note
of fierce self-gratulation in the girl's voice as she spoke the last sentence.
Again Alan felt the unpleasant impression that there was much in her that he
did not understand—might never understand—although such understanding was
necessary to perfect friendship. She had never spoken so freely of her past
life to him before, yet he felt somehow that something was being kept back in
jealous repression. It must be something connected with her father, Alan thought.
Doubtless, Captain Anthony's past would not bear inspection, and his daughter
knew it and dwelt in the shadow of her knowledge. His heart filled with aching
pity for her; he raged secretly because he was so powerless to help her. Her
girlhood had been blighted, robbed of its meed of happiness and joy. Was she
likewise to miss her womanhood? Alan's hands clenched involuntarily at the
unuttered question.
On his way home that
evening he again met Isabel King. She turned and walked back with him but she
made no reference to Four Winds or its inhabitants. If Alan had troubled
himself to look, he would have seen a malicious glow in her baleful brown eyes.
But the only eyes which had any meaning for him just then were the grey ones of
Lynde Oliver.
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During Alan's next three
visits to Four Winds he saw nothing of Lynde, either in the house or out of it.
This surprised and worried him. There was no apparent difference in Captain
Anthony, who continued to be suave and friendly. Alan always enjoyed his conversations
with the Captain, who was witty, incisive, and pungent; yet he disliked the man
himself more at every visit. If he had been compelled to define his impression,
he would have said the Captain was a charming scoundrel.
But it occurred to him
that Emily was disturbed about something. Sometimes he caught her glance, full
of perplexity and—it almost seemed—distrust. She looked as if she felt hostile
towards him. But Alan dismissed the idea as absurd. She had been friendly from
the first and he had done nothing to excite her disapproval. Lynde's mysterious
absence was a far more perplexing problem. She had not gone away, for when Alan
asked the Captain concerning her, he responded indifferently that she was out
walking. Alan caught a glint of amusement in the older man's eyes as he spoke.
He could have sworn it was malicious amusement.
One evening he went to
Four Winds around the shore. As he turned the headland of the cove, he saw
Lynde and her dogs not a hundred feet away. The moment she saw him she darted up
the bank and disappeared among the firs.
Alan was thunderstruck.
There was no room for doubt that she meant to avoid him. He walked up to the
house in a tumult of mingled feelings which he did not even then understand. He
only realized that he felt bitterly hurt and grieved—puzzled as well. What did
it all mean?
He met Emily in the yard
of Four Winds on her way to the spring and stopped her resolutely.
"Miss Oliver,"
he said bluntly, "is Miss Lynde angry with me? And why?"
Emily looked at him
piercingly.
"Have you no idea
why?" she asked shortly.
"None in the
world."
She looked at him
through and through a moment longer. Then, seeming satisfied with her scrutiny,
she picked up her pail.
"Come down to the
spring with me," she said.
As soon as they were out
of sight of the house, Emily began abruptly.
"If you don't know
why Lynde is acting so, I can't tell you, for I don't know either. I don't even
know if she is angry. I only thought perhaps she was—that you had done or said
something to vex her—plaguing her to go to church maybe. But if you didn't, it
may not be anger at all. I don't understand that girl. She's been different
ever since her mother died. She used to tell me everything before that. You
must go and ask her right out yourself what is wrong. But maybe I can tell you
something. Did you write her a letter a fortnight ago?"
"A letter?
No."
"Well, she got one
then. I thought it came from you—I didn't know who else would be writing to
her. A boy brought it and gave it to her at the door. She's been acting strange
ever since. She cries at night—something Lynde never did before except when her
mother died. And in daytime she roams the shore and woods like one possessed.
You must find out what was in that letter, Mr. Douglas."
"Have you any idea
who the boy was?" Alan asked, feeling somewhat relieved. The mystery was
clearing up, he thought. No doubt it was the old story of some cowardly
anonymous letter. His thoughts flew involuntarily to Isabel King.
Emily shook her head.
"No. He was just a
half-grown fellow with reddish hair and he limped a little."
"Oh, that is the
postmaster's son," said Alan disappointedly. "That puts us further
off the scent than ever. The letter was probably dropped in the box at the
office and there will consequently be no way of tracing the writer."
"Well, I can't tell
you anything more," said Emily. "You'll have to ask Lynde for the
truth."
This Alan was determined
to do whenever he should meet her. He did not go to the house with Emily but
wandered about the shore, watching for Lynde and not seeing her. At length he
went home, a prey to stormy emotions. He realized at last that he loved Lynde
Oliver. He wondered how he could have been so long blind to it. He knew that he
must have loved her ever since he had first seen her. The discovery amazed but
did not shock him. There was no reason why he should not love her—should not
woo and win her for his wife if she cared for him. She was good and sweet and
true. Anything of doubt in her antecedents could not touch her. Probably the
world would look upon Captain Anthony as a somewhat undesirable father-in-law
for a minister, but that aspect of the question did not disturb Alan. As for
the trouble of the letter, he felt sure he would easily be able to clear it
away. Probably some malicious busybody had become aware of his frequent calls
at Four Winds and chose to interfere in his private affairs thus. For the first
time it occurred to him that there had been a certain lack of cordiality among
his people of late. If it were really so, doubtless this was the reason. At any
other time this would have been of moment to him. But now his thoughts were too
wholly taken up with Lynde and the estrangement on her part to attach much
importance to anything else. What she thought mattered incalculably more to
Alan than what all the people in Rexton put together thought. He had the right,
like any other man, to woo the woman of his choice and he would certainly brook
no outside interference in the matter.
After a sleepless night
he went back to Four Winds in the morning. Lynde would not expect him at that
time and he would have more chance of finding her. The result justified his
idea, for he met her by the spring.
Alan felt shocked at the
change in her appearance. She looked as if years of suffering had passed over
her. Her lips were pallid, and hollow circles under her eyes made them appear
unnaturally large. He had last left the girl in the bloom of her youth; he
found her again a woman on whom life had laid its heavy hand.
A burning flood of
colour swept over her face as they met, then receded as quickly, leaving her
whiter than before. Without any waste of words, Alan plunged abruptly into the
subject.
"Miss Oliver, why
have you avoided me so of late? Have I done anything to offend you?"
"No." She
spoke as if the word hurt her, her eyes persistently cast down.
"Then what is the
trouble?"
There was no answer. She
gave an unvoluntary glance around as if seeking some way of escape. There was
none, for the spring was set about with thick young firs and Alan blocked the
only path.
He leaned forward and
took her hands in his.
"Miss Oliver, you
must tell me what the trouble is," he said firmly.
She pulled her hands
away and flung them up to her face, her form shaken by stormy sobs. In distress
he put his arm about her and drew her closer.
"Tell me,
Lynde," he whispered tenderly.
She broke away from him,
saying passionately, "You must not come to Four Winds any more. You must
not have anything more to do with us—any of us. We have done you enough harm
already. But I never thought it could hurt you—oh, I am sorry, sorry!"
"Miss Oliver, I
want to see that letter you received the other evening. Oh"—as she started
with surprise—"I know about it—Emily told me. Who wrote it?"
"There was no name
signed to it," she faltered.
"Just as I thought.
Well, you must let me see it."
"I cannot—I burned
it."
"Then tell me what
was in it. You must. This matter must be cleared up—I am not going to have our
beautiful friendship spoiled by the malice of some coward. What did that letter
say?"
"It said that
everybody in your congregation was talking about your frequent visits here—that
it had made a great scandal—that it was doing you a great deal of injury and
would probably end in your having to leave Rexton."
"That would be a
catastrophe indeed," said Alan drily. "Well, what else?"
"Nothing more—at
least, nothing about you. The rest was about myself—I did not mind it—much. But
I was so sorry to think that I had done you harm. It is not too late to undo
it. You must not come here any more. Then they will forget."
"Perhaps—but I
should not forget. It's a little too late for me. Lynde, you must not let this
venomous letter come between us. I love you, dear—I've loved you ever since I
met you and I want you for my wife."
Alan had not intended to
say that just then, but the words came to his lips in spite of himself. She
looked so sad and appealing and weary that he wanted to have the right to
comfort and protect her.
She turned her eyes full
upon him with no hint of maidenly shyness or shrinking in them. Instead, they
were full of a blank, incredulous horror that swallowed up every other feeling.
There was no mistaking their expression and it struck an icy chill to Alan's
heart. He had certainly not expected a too ready response on her part—he knew
that even if she cared for him he might find it a matter of time to win her
avowal of it—but he certainly had not expected to see such evident abject
dismay as her blanched face betrayed. She put up her hand as if warding a blow.
"Don't—don't,"
she gasped. "You must not say that—you must never say it. Oh, I never
dreamed of this. If I had thought it possible you could—love me, I would never
have been friends with you. Oh, I've made a terrible mistake."
She wrung her hands
piteously together, looking like a soul in torment. Alan could not bear to see
her pain.
"Don't feel such
distress," he implored. "I suppose I've spoken too abruptly—but I'll
be so patient, dear, if you'll only try to care for me a little. Can't you,
dear?"
"I can't marry
you," said Lynde desperately. She leaned against a slim white bole of a
young birch behind her and looked at him wretchedly. "Won't you please go
away and forget me?"
"I can't forget
you," Alan said, smiling a little in spite of his suffering. "You are
the only woman I can ever love—and I can't give you up unless I have to. Won't
you be frank with me, dear? Do you honestly think you can never learn to love
me?"
"It is not
that," said Lynde in a hard, unnatural voice. "I am married
already."
Alan stared at her, not
in the least comprehending the meaning of her words. Everything—pain, hope,
fear, passion—had slipped away from him for a moment, as if he had been stunned
by a physical blow. He could not have heard aright.
"Married?" he
said dully. "Lynde, you cannot mean it?"
"Yes, I do. I was
married three years ago."
"Why was I not told
this?" Alan's voice was stern, although he did not mean it to be so, and
she shrank and shivered. Then she began in a low monotonous tone from which all
feeling of any sort seemed to have utterly faded.
"Three years ago
Mother was very ill—so ill that any shock would kill her, so the doctor Father
brought from the lake told us. A man—a young sea captain—came here to see
Father. His name was Frank Harmon and he had known Father well in the past.
They had sailed together. Father seemed to be afraid of him—I had never seen
him afraid of anybody before. I could not think much about anybody except
Mother then, but I knew I did not quite like Captain Harmon, although he was
very polite to me and I suppose might have been called handsome. One day Father
came to me and told me I must marry Captain Harmon. I laughed at the idea at
first but when I looked at Father's face I did not laugh. It was all white and
drawn. He implored me to marry Captain Harmon. He said if I did not it would
mean shame and disgrace for us all—that Captain Harmon had some hold on him and
would tell what he knew if I did not marry him. I don't know what it was but it
must have been something dreadful. And he said it would kill Mother. I knew it
would, and that was what drove me to consent at last. Oh, I can't tell you what
I suffered. I was only seventeen and there was nobody to advise me. One day
Father and Captain Harmon and I went down the lake to Crosse Harbour and we
were married there. As soon as the ceremony was over, Captain Harmon had to
sail in his vessel. He was going to China. Father and I came back home. Nobody
knew—not even Emily. He said we must not tell Mother until she was better. But
she was never better. She only lived three months more—she lived them happily
and at rest. When I think of that, I am not sorry for what I did. Captain
Harmon said he would be back in the fall to claim me. I waited, sick at heart.
But he did not come—he has never come. We have never heard a word of or about
him since. Sometimes I feel sure he cannot be still living. But never a day
dawns that I don't say to myself, 'Perhaps he will come today'—and, oh—"
She broke down again,
sobbing bitterly. Amid all the daze of his own pain Alan realized that, at any
cost, he must not make it harder for her by showing his suffering. He tried to
speak calmly, wisely, as a disinterested friend.
"Could it not be
discovered whether your—this man—is or is not living? Surely your father could
find out."
Lynde shook her head.
"No, he says he has
no way of doing so. We do not know if Captain Harmon had any relatives or even
where his home was, and it was his own ship in which he sailed. Father would be
glad to think that Frank Harmon was dead, but he does not think he is. He says
he was always a fickle-minded fellow, one fancy driving another out of his
mind. Oh, I can bear my own misery—but to think what I have brought on you! I
never dreamed that you could care for me. I was so lonely and your friendship
was so pleasant—can you ever forgive me?"
"There is nothing
to forgive, as far as you are concerned, Lynde," said Alan steadily.
"You have done me no wrong. I have loved you sincerely and such love can
be nothing but a blessing to me. I only wish that I could help you. It wrings
my heart to think of your position. But I can do nothing—nothing. I must not
even come here any more. You understand that?"
"Yes."
There was an unconscious
revelation in the girl's mournful eyes as she turned them on Alan. It thrilled
him to the core of his being. She loved him. If it were not for that empty
marriage form, he could win her, but the knowledge was only an added mocking
torment. Alan had not known a man could endure such misery and live. A score of
wild questions rushed to his lips but he crushed them back for Lynde's sake and
held out his hand.
"Good-bye,
dear," he said almost steadily, daring to say no more lest he should say
too much.
"Good-bye,"
Lynde answered faintly.
When he had gone she
flung herself down on the moss by the spring and lay there in an utter
abandonment of misery and desolation.
Pain and indignation
struggled for mastery in Alan's stormy soul as he walked homeward. So this was
Captain Anthony's doings! He had sacrificed his daughter to some crime of his
dubious past. Alan never dreamed of blaming Lynde for having kept her marriage
a secret; he put the blame where it belonged—on the Captain's shoulders.
Captain Anthony had never warned him by so much as a hint that Lynde was not
free to be won. It had all probably seemed a good joke to him. Alan thought the
furtive amusement he had so often detected in the Captain's eyes was explained
now.
He found Elder Trewin in
his study when he got home. The good Elder's face was stern and anxious; he had
called on a distasteful errand—to tell the young minister of the scandal his
intimacy with the Four Winds people was making in the congregation and
remonstrate with him concerning it. Alan listened absently, with none of the
resentment he would have felt at the interference a day previously. A man does
not mind a pin-prick when a limb is being wrenched away.
"I can promise you
that my objectionable calls at Four Winds will cease," he said
sarcastically, when the Elder had finished. Elder Trewin got himself away,
feeling snubbed but relieved.
"Took it purty
quiet," he reflected. "Don't believe there was much in the yarns
after all. Isabel King started them and probably she exaggerated a lot. I
suppose he's had some notion like as not of bringing the Captain over to the
church. But that's foolish, for he'd never manage it, and meanwhile was giving
occasion for gossip. It's just as well to stop it. He's a good pastor and he
works hard—too hard, mebbe. He looked real careworn and worried today."
The Rexton gossip soon
ceased with the cessation of the young minister's visits to Four Winds. A month
later it suffered a brief revival when a tall grim-faced old woman, whom a few
recognized as Captain Anthony's housekeeper, was seen to walk down the Rexton
road and enter the manse. She did not stay there long—watchers from a dozen
different windows were agreed upon that—and nobody, not even Mrs. Danby, who
did her best to find out, ever knew why she had called.
Emily looked at Alan
with grim reproach when she was shown into his study, and as soon as they were
alone she began with her usual abruptness, "Mr. Douglas, why have you
given up coming to Four Winds?"
Alan flinched.
"You must ask Lynde
that, Miss Oliver," he said quietly.
"I have asked
her—and she says nothing."
"Then I cannot tell
you."
Anger glowed in Emily's
eyes.
"I thought you were
a gentleman," she said bitterly. "You are not. You are breaking
Lynde's heart. She's gone to a shadow of herself and she's fretting night and
day. You went there and made her like you—oh, I've eyes—and then you left
her."
Alan bent over his desk
and looked the old woman in the face unflinchingly.
"You are mistaken,
Miss Oliver," he said earnestly. "I love Lynde and would be only too
happy if it were possible that I could marry her. I am not to blame for what
has come about—she will tell you that herself if you ask her."
His look and tone
convinced Emily.
"Who is to blame
then? Lynde herself?"
"No, no."
"The Captain
then?"
"Not in the sense
you mean. I can tell you nothing more."
A baffled expression crossed
the old woman's face. "There's a mystery here—there always has been—and
I'm shut out of it. Lynde won't confide in me—in me who'd give my life's blood
to help her. Perhaps I can help her—I could tell you something. Have you
stopped coming to Four Winds—has she made you stop coming—because she's got
such a wicked old scamp for a father? Is that the reason?"
Alan shook his head.
"No, that has
nothing to do with it."
"And you won't come
back?"
"It is not a
question of will. I cannot—must not go."
"Lynde will break
her heart then," said Emily in a tone of despair.
"I think not. She
is too strong and fine for that. Help her all you can with sympathy but don't
torment her with any questions. You may tell her if you like that I advise her
to confide the whole story to you, but if she cannot don't tease her to. Be
very gentle with her."
"You don't need to
tell me that. I'd rather die than hurt her. I came here full of anger against
you—but I see now you are not to blame. You are suffering too—your face tells that.
All the same, I wish you'd never set foot in Four Winds. She wasn't happy
before but she wasn't so miserable as she is now. Oh, I know Anthony is at the
bottom of it all in some way but I won't ask you any more questions since you
don't feel free to answer them. But are you sure that nothing can be done to
clear up the trouble?"
"Too sure,"
said Alan's white lips.
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The autumn dragged away.
Alan found out how much a man may suffer and yet go on living and working. As
for that, his work was all that made life possible for him now and he flung
himself into it with feverish energy, growing so thin and hollow-eyed over it
that even Elder Trewin remonstrated and suggested a vacation—a suggestion at
which Alan merely smiled. A vacation which would take him away from Lynde's
neighbourhood—the thought was not to be entertained.
He never saw Lynde, for
he never went to any part of the shore now; yet he hungered constantly for the
sight of her, the sound of her voice, the glance of her luminous eyes. When he
pictured her eating her heart out in the solitude of Four Winds, he clenched
his hands in despair. As for the possibility of Harmon's return, Alan could
never face it for a moment. When it thrust its ugly presence into his thoughts,
he put it away desperately. The man was dead—or his fickle fancy had veered
elsewhere. Nothing else could explain his absence. But they could never know,
and the uncertainty would forever stand between him and Lynde like a spectre.
But he thought more of Lynde's pain than his own. He would have elected to bear
any suffering if by so doing he could have freed her from the nightmare dread
of Harmon's returning to claim her. That dread had always hung over her and now
it must be intensified to agony by her love for another man. And he could do
nothing—nothing. He groaned aloud in his helplessness.
One evening in late
November Alan flung aside his pen and yielded to the impulse that urged him to
the lake shore. He did not mean to seek Lynde—he would go to a part of the
shore where there would be no likelihood of meeting her. But get away by
himself he must. A November storm was raging and there would be a certain
satisfaction in breasting its buffets and fighting his way through it. Besides,
he knew that Isabel King was in the house and he dreaded meeting her. Since his
conviction that she had written that letter to Lynde, he could not tolerate the
girl and it tasked his self-control to keep from showing his contempt openly.
Perhaps Isabel felt it beneath all his outward courtesy. At least she did not
seek his society as she had formerly done.
It was the second day of
the storm; a wild northeast gale was blowing and cold rain and freezing sleet
fell in frequent showers. Alan shivered as he came out into its full fury on
the lake shore. At first he could not see the water through the driving mist.
Then it cleared away for a moment and he stopped short, aghast at the sight
which met his eyes.
Opposite him was a long
low island known as Philip's Point, dwindling down at its northeastern side to
two long narrow bars of quicksand. Alan's horrified eyes saw a small schooner
sunk between the bars; her hull was entirely under water and in the rigging
clung one solitary figure. So much he saw before the Point was blotted out in a
renewed downpour of sleet.
Without a moment's
hesitation Alan turned and ran for Four Winds, which was only about a quarter
of a mile away around a headland. With the Captain's assistance, something
might be done. Other help could not be obtained before darkness would fall and
then it would be impossible to do anything. He dashed up the steps of Four
Winds and met Emily, who had flung the door open. Behind her was Lynde's pale
face with its alarmed questioning eyes.
"Where is the
Captain?" gasped Alan. "There's a vessel on Philip's Point and one
man at least on her."
"The Captain's away
on a cruise," said Emily blankly. "He went three days ago."
"Then nothing can
be done," said Alan despairingly. "It will be dark long before I can
get to the village."
Lynde stepped out, tying
a shawl around her head.
"Let us go around
to the Point," she said. "Have you matches? No? Emily, get some. We
must light a bonfire at least. And bring Father's glass."
"It is not a fit
night for you to be out," said Alan anxiously. "You are sheltered
here—you don't feel it—but it's a fearful storm down there."
"I am not afraid of
the storm. It will not hurt me. Let us hurry. It is growing dark already."
In silence they breasted
their way to the shore and around the headland. Arriving opposite Philip's
Point, a lull in the sleet permitted them to see the sunken schooner and the
clinging figure. Lynde waved her hand to him and they saw him wave back.
"It won't be
necessary to light a fire now that he has seen us," said Lynde.
"Nothing can be done with village help till morning and that man can never
cling there so long. He will freeze to death, for it is growing colder every
minute. His only chance is to swim ashore if he can swim. The danger will be
when he comes near shore; the undertow of the backwater on the quicksand will
sweep him away and in his probably exhausted condition he may not be able to
make head against it."
"He knows that,
doubtless, and that is why he hasn't attempted to swim ashore before
this," said Alan. "But I'll meet him in the backwater and drag him
in."
"You—you'll risk
your own life," cried Lynde.
"There is a little
risk certainly, but I don't think there is a great one. Anyhow, the attempt
must be made," said Alan quietly.
Suddenly Lynde's
composure forsook her. She wrung her hands.
"I can't let you do
it," she cried wildly. "You might be drowned—there's every risk. You
don't know the force of that backwater. Alan, Alan, don't think of it."
She caught his arm in
her white wet hands and looked into his face with passionate pleading.
Emily, who had said
nothing, now spoke harshly.
"Lynde is right,
Mr. Douglas. You have no right to risk your life for a stranger. My advice is
to go to the village for help, and Lynde and I will make a fire and watch here.
That is all that can be expected of you or us."
Alan paid no heed to
Emily. Very tenderly he loosened Lynde's hold on his arm and looked into her
quivering face.
"You know it is my
duty, Lynde," he said gently. "If anything can be done for that poor
man, I am the only one who can do it. I will come back safe, please God. Be
brave, dear."
Lynde, with a little
moan of resignation, turned away. Old Emily looked on with a face of grim
disapproval as Alan waded out into the surf that boiled and swirled around him
in a mad whirl of foam. The shower of sleet had again slackened, and the wreck
half a mile away, with its solitary figure, was dearly visible. Alan beckoned
to the man to jump overboard and swim ashore, enforcing his appeal by gestures
that commanded haste before the next shower should come. For a few moments it
seemed as if the seaman did not understand or lacked the courage or power to
obey. The next minute he had dropped from the rigging on the crest of a mighty
wave and was being borne onward to the shore.
Speedily the backwater
was reached and the man, sucked down by the swirl of the wave, threw up his
arms and disappeared. Alan dashed in, groping, swimming; it seemed an eternity
before his hand clutched the drowning man and wrenched him from the undertow.
And, with the seaman in his arms, he staggered back through the foam and
dropped his burden on the sand at Lynde's feet. Alan was reeling from
exhaustion and chilled to the marrow, but he thought only of the man he had
rescued. The latter was unconscious and, as Alan bent over him, he heard Lynde
give a choking little cry.
"He is living
still," said Alan. "We must get him up to the house as soon as
possible. How shall we manage it?"
"Lynde and I can go
and bring the Captain's mattress down," said Emily. Now that Alan was safe
she was eager to do all she could. "Then you and I can carry him up to the
house."
"That will be
best," said Alan. "Go quickly."
He did not look at Lynde
or he would have been shocked by the agony on her face. She cast one glance at
the prostrate man and followed Emily. In a short time they returned with the
mattress, and Alan and Emily carried the sailor on it to Four Winds. Lynde
walked behind them, seemingly unconscious of both. She watched the stranger's
face as one fascinated.
At Four Winds they
carried the man to a room where Emily and Alan worked over him, while Lynde
heated water and hunted out stimulants in a mechanical fashion. When Alan came
down she asked no questions but looked at him with the same strained horror on
her face which it had borne ever since Alan had dropped his burden at her feet.
"Is
he—conscious?" asked Lynde, as if she forced herself to ask the question.
"Yes, he has come
back to life. But he is delirious and doesn't realize his surroundings at all.
He thinks he is still on board the vessel. He'll probably come round all right.
Emily is going to watch him and I'll go up to Rexton and send Dr. Ames
down."
"Do you know who
that man you have saved is?" asked Lynde.
"No. I asked him
his name but could not get any sensible answer."
"I can tell you who
he is—he is Frank Harmon."
Alan stared at her.
"Frank Harmon. Your—your—the man you married? Impossible!"
"It is he. Do you
think I could be mistaken?"
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Dr. Ames came to Four
Winds that night and again the next day. He found Harmon delirious in a high
fever.
"It will be several
days before he comes to his senses," he said. "Shall I send you help
to nurse him?"
"It isn't
necessary," said Emily stiffly. "I can look after him—and the Captain
ought to be back tomorrow."
"You've no idea who
he is, I suppose?" asked the doctor.
"No." Emily
was quite sincere. Lynde had not told her, and Emily did not recognize him.
"Well, Mr. Douglas
did a brave thing in rescuing him," said Dr. Ames. "I'll be back
tomorrow."
Harmon remained
delirious for a week. Alan went every day to Four Winds, his interest in a man
he had rescued explaining his visits to the Rexton people. The Captain had
returned and, though not absolutely uncivil, was taciturn and moody. Alan
reflected grimly that Captain Anthony probably owed him a grudge for saving
Harmon's life. He never saw Lynde alone, but her strained, tortured face made
his heart ache. Old Emily only seemed her natural self. She waited on Harmon
and Dr. Ames considered her a paragon of a nurse. Alan thought it was well that
Emily knew nothing more of Harmon than that he was an old friend of Captain
Anthony's. He felt sure that she would have walked out of the sick room and
never reentered it had she guessed that the patient was the man whom, above all
others, Lynde dreaded and feared.
One afternoon when Alan
went to Four Winds Emily met him at the door.
"He's better,"
she announced. "He had a good sleep this afternoon and when he woke he was
quite himself. You'd better go up and see him. I told him all I could but he
wants to see you. Anthony and Lynde are away to Crosse Harbour. Go up and talk
to him."
Harmon turned his head
as the minister approached and held out his hand with a smile.
"You're the
preacher, I reckon. They tell me you were the man who pulled me out of that
hurly-burly. I wasn't hardly worth saving but I'm as grateful to you as if I
was."
"I only—did—what
any man would have done," said Alan, taking the offered hand.
"I don't know about
that. Anyhow, it's not every man could have done it. I'd been hanging in that
rigging all day and most of the night before. There were five more of us but
they dropped off. I knew it was no use to try to swim ashore alone—the
backwater would be too much for me. I must have been a lot of trouble. That old
woman says I've been raving for a week. And, by the way I feel, I fancy I'll be
stretched out here another week before I'll be able to use my pins. Who are
these Olivers anyhow? The old woman wouldn't talk about the family."
"Don't you know
them?" asked Alan in astonishment. "Isn't your name Harmon?"
"That's
right—Harmon—Alfred Harmon, first mate of the schooner, Annie M."
"Alfred! I thought
your name was Frank!"
"Frank was my twin
brother. We were so much alike our own mammy couldn't tell us apart. Did you
know Frank?"
"No. This family
did. Miss Oliver thought you were Frank when she saw you."
"I don't feel much
like myself but I'm not Frank anyway. He's dead, poor chap—got shot in a spat
with Chinese pirates three years ago."
"Dead! Man, are you
speaking the truth? Are you certain?"
"Pop sure. His mate
told me the whole story. Say, preacher, what's the matter? You look as if you
were going to keel over."
Alan hastily drank a
glass of water.
"I—I am all right
now. I haven't been feeling well of late."
"Guess you didn't
do yourself any good going out into that freezing water and dragging me
in."
"I shall thank God
every day of my life that I did do it," said Alan gravely, new light in
his eyes, as Emily entered the room. "Miss Oliver, when will the Captain
and Lynde be back?"
"They said they
would be home by four."
She looked at Alan
curiously.
"I will go and meet
her," he said quickly.
He came upon Lynde,
sitting on a grey boulder under the shadow of an overhanging fir coppice, with
her dogs beside her.
She turned her head
indifferently as Alan's footsteps sounded on the pebbles, and then stood slowly
up.
"Are you looking
for me?" she asked.
"I have some news
for you, Lynde," Alan said.
"Has he—has he come
to himself?" she whispered.
"Yes, he has come
to himself. Lynde, he is not Frank Harmon—he is his twin brother. He says Frank
Harmon was killed three years ago in the China seas."
For a moment Lynde's
great grey eyes stared into Alan's, questioning. Then, as the truth seized on
her comprehension, she sat down on the boulder and put her hands over her face
without a word. Alan walked down to the water's edge to give her time to
recover herself. When he came back he took her hands and said quietly,
"Lynde, do you realize what this means for us—for us? You are free—free to
love me—to be my wife."
Lynde shook her head.
"Oh, that can't be.
I am not fit to be your wife."
"Don't talk
nonsense, dear," he smiled.
"It isn't nonsense.
You are a minister and it would ruin you to marry a girl like me. Think what
the Rexton people would say of it."
"Rexton isn't the
world, dearest. Last week I had a letter from home asking me to go to a church
there. I did not think of accepting then—now I will go—we will both go—and a
new life will begin for you, clear of the shadows of the old."
"That isn't
possible. No, Alan, listen—I love you too well to do you the wrong of marrying
you. It would injure you. There is Father. I love him and he has always been
very kind to me. But—but—there's something wrong—you know it—some crime in his
past—"
"The only man who
knew that is dead."
"We do not know
that he was the only man. I am the daughter of a criminal and I am no fit wife
for Alan Douglas. No, Alan, don't plead, please. I won't think differently—I
never can."
There was a ring of
finality in her tone that struck dismay to Alan's heart. He prepared to entreat
and argue, but before he could utter a word, the boughs behind them parted and
Captain Anthony stepped down from the bank.
"I've been
listening," he announced coolly, "and I think it high time I took a
share in the conversation. You seem to have run up against a snag, Mr. Douglas.
You say Frank Harmon is dead. That's good riddance if it's true. Is it
true?"
"His brother
declares it is."
"Well, then, I'll
help you all I can. I like you, Mr. Douglas, and I happen to be fond of Lynde,
too—though you mayn't believe it. I'm fond of her for her mother's sake and I'd
like to see her happy. I didn't want to give her to Harmon that time three
years ago but I couldn't help myself. He had the upper hand, curse him. It
wasn't for my own sake, though—it was for my wife's. However, that's all over
and done with and I'll do the best I can to atone for it. So you won't marry
your minister because your father was not a good man, Lynde? Well, I don't
suppose he was a very good man—a man who makes his wife's life a hell, even in
a refined way, isn't exactly a saint, to my way of thinking. But that's the
worst that could be said of him and it doesn't entail any indelible disgrace on
his family, I suppose. I am not your father, Lynde."
"Not my
father?" Lynde echoed the words blankly.
"No. Your father
was your mother's first husband. She never told you of him. When I said he made
her life a hell, I said the truth, no more, no less. I had loved your mother
ever since I was a boy, Lynde. But she was far above me in station and I never
dreamed it was possible to win her love. She married James Ashley. He was a
gentleman, so called—and he didn't kick or beat her. Oh no, he just tormented
her refined womanhood to the verge of frenzy, that was all. He died when you
were a baby. And a year later I found out your mother could love me, rough
sailor and all as I was. I married her and brought her here. We had fifteen
years of happiness together. I'm not a good man—but I made your mother happy in
spite of her wrecked health and her dark memories. It was her wish that you
should be known as my daughter, but under the present circumstances I know she
would wish that you should be told the truth. Marry your man, Lynde, and go
away with him. Emily will go with you if you like. I'm going back to the sea.
I've been hankering for it ever since your mother died. I'll go out of your
life. There, don't cry—I hate to see a woman cry. Mr. Douglas, I'll leave you
to dry her tears and I'll go up to the house and have a talk with Harmon."
When Captain Anthony had
disappeared behind the Point, Alan turned to Lynde. She was sobbing softly and
her face was wet with tears. Alan drew her head down on his shoulder.
"Sweetheart, the
dark past is all put by. Our future begins with promise. All is well with us,
dear Lynde."
Like a child, she put
her arms about his neck and their lips met.
10.Marcella's Reward
Dr. Clark shook his head
gravely. "She is not improving as fast as I should like to see," he
said. "In fact—er—she seems to have gone backward the past week. You must
send her to the country, Miss Langley. The heat here is too trying for
her."
Dr. Clark might as well
have said, "You must send her to the moon"—or so Marcella thought
bitterly. Despair filled her heart as she looked at Patty's white face and
transparent hands and listened to the doctor's coolly professional advice.
Patty's illness had already swept away the scant savings of three years.
Marcella had nothing left with which to do anything more for her.
She did not make any
answer to the doctor—she could not. Besides, what could she say, with Patty's
big blue eyes, bigger and bluer than ever in her thin face, looking at her so wistfully?
She dared not say it was impossible. But Aunt Emma had no such scruples. With a
great clatter and racket, that lady fell upon the dishes that held Patty's
almost untasted dinner and whisked them away while her tongue kept time to her
jerky movements.
"Goodness me,
doctor, do you think you're talking to millionaires? Where do you suppose the
money is to come from to send Patty to the country? I can't
afford it, that is certain. I think I do pretty well to give Marcella and Patty
their board free, and I have to work my fingers to the bone to do that.
It's all nonsense about Patty, anyhow. What she ought to do is to make an
effort to get better. She doesn't—she just mopes and pines. She won't eat a
thing I cook for her. How can anyone expect to get better if she doesn't
eat?"
Aunt Emma glared at the
doctor as if she were triumphantly sure that she had propounded an unanswerable
question. A dull red flush rose to Marcella's face.
"Oh, Aunt Emma,
I can't eat!" said Patty wearily. "It isn't because
I won't—indeed, I can't."
"Humph! I suppose
my cooking isn't fancy enough for you—that's the trouble. Well, I haven't the
time to put any frills on it. I think I do pretty well to wait on you at all
with all that work piling up before me. But some people imagine that they were
born to be waited on."
Aunt Emma whirled the
last dish from the table and left the room, slamming the door behind her.
The doctor shrugged his
shoulders. He had become used to Miss Gibson's tirades during Patty's illness.
But Marcella had never got used to them—never, in all the three years she had
lived with her aunt. They flicked on the raw as keenly as ever. This morning it
seemed unbearable. It took every atom of Marcella's self-control to keep her
from voicing her resentful thoughts. It was only for Patty's sake that she was
able to restrain herself. It was only for Patty's sake, too, that she did not,
as soon as the doctor had gone, give way to tears. Instead, she smiled bravely
into the little sister's eyes.
"Let me brush your
hair now, dear, and bathe your face."
"Have you
time?" said Patty anxiously.
"Yes, I think
so."
Patty gave a sigh of
content.
"I'm so glad! Aunt
Emma always hurts me when she brushes my hair—she is in such a hurry. You're so
gentle, Marcella, you don't make my head ache at all. But oh! I'm so tired of
being sick. I wish I could get well faster. Marcy, do you think I can be sent
to the country?"
"I—I don't know,
dear. I'll see if I can think of any way to manage it," said Marcella,
striving to speak hopefully.
Patty drew a long
breath.
"Oh, Marcy, it
would be lovely to see the green fields again, and the woods and brooks, as we
did that summer we spent in the country before Father died. I wish we could
live in the country always. I'm sure I would soon get better if I could go—if
it was only for a little while. It's so hot here—and the factory makes such a
noise—my head seems to go round and round all the time. And Aunt Emma scolds
so."
"You mustn't mind
Aunt Emma, dear," said Marcella. "You know she doesn't really mean
it—it is just a habit she has got into. She was really very good to you when
you were so sick. She sat up night after night with you, and made me go to bed.
There now, dearie, you're fresh and sweet, and I must hurry to the store, or
I'll be late. Try and have a little nap, and I'll bring you home some oranges
tonight."
Marcella dropped a kiss
on Patty's cheek, put on her hat and went out. As soon as she left the house,
she quickened her steps almost to a run. She feared she would be late, and that
meant a ten-cent fine. Ten cents loomed as large as ten dollars now to
Marcella's eyes when every dime meant so much. But fast as she went, her
distracted thoughts went faster. She could not send Patty to the country. There
was no way, think, plan, worry as she might. And if she could not! Marcella
remembered Patty's face and the doctor's look, and her heart sank like lead.
Patty was growing weaker every day instead of stronger, and the weather was
getting hotter. Oh, if Patty were to—to—but Marcella could not complete the
sentence even in thought.
If they were not so
desperately poor! Marcella's bitterness overflowed her soul at the thought.
Everywhere around her were evidences of wealth—wealth often lavishly and
foolishly spent—and she could not get money enough anywhere to save her
sister's life! She almost felt that she hated all those smiling, well-dressed
people who thronged the streets. By the time she reached the store, poor
Marcella's heart was seething with misery and resentment.
Three years before, when
Marcella had been sixteen and Patty nine, their parents had died, leaving them
absolutely alone in the world except for their father's half-sister, Miss
Gibson, who lived in Canning and earned her livelihood washing and mending for
the hands employed in the big factory nearby. She had grudgingly offered the
girls a home, which Marcella had accepted because she must. She obtained a
position in one of the Canning stores at three dollars a week, out of which she
contrived to dress herself and Patty and send the latter to school. Her life
for three years was one of absolute drudgery, yet until now she had never lost
courage, but had struggled bravely on, hoping for better times in the future
when she should get promotion and Patty would be old enough to teach school.
But now Marcella's
courage and hopefulness had gone out like a spent candle. She was late at the
store, and that meant a fine; her head ached, and her feet felt like lead as
she climbed the stairs to her department—a hot, dark, stuffy corner behind the
shirtwaist counter. It was warm and close at any time, but today it was
stifling, and there was already a crowd of customers, for it was the day of a
bargain sale. The heat and noise and chatter got on Marcella's tortured nerves.
She felt that she wanted to scream, but instead she turned calmly to a waiting
customer—a big, handsome, richly dressed woman. Marcella noted with an
ever-increasing bitterness that the woman wore a lace collar the price of which
would have kept Patty in the country for a year.
She was Mrs.
Liddell—Marcella knew her by sight—and she was in a very bad temper because she
had been kept waiting. For the next half hour she badgered and worried Marcella
to the point of distraction. Nothing suited her. Pile after pile, box after
box, of shirtwaists did Marcella take down for her, only to have them flung
aside with sarcastic remarks. Mrs. Liddell seemed to hold Marcella responsible
for the lack of waists that suited her; her tongue grew sharper and sharper and
her comments more trying. Then she mislaid her purse, and was disagreeable
about that until it turned up.
Marcella shut her lips
so tightly that they turned white to keep back the impatient retort that rose
momentarily to her lips. The insolence of some customers was always trying to
the sensitive, high-spirited girl, but today it seemed unbearable. Her head
throbbed fiercely with the pain of the ever-increasing ache, and—what was the
lady on her right saying to a friend?
"Yes, she had
typhoid, you know—a very bad form. She rallied from it, but she was so
exhausted that she couldn't really recover, and the doctor said—"
"Really,"
interrupted Mrs. Liddell's sharp voice, "may I ask you to attend to me, if
you please? No doubt gossip may be very interesting to you, but I am accustomed
to having a clerk pay some small attention to my requirements.
If you cannot attend to your business, I shall go to the floor walker and ask
him to direct me to somebody who can. The laziness and disobligingness of the
girls in this store is really getting beyond endurance."
A passionate answer was
on the point of Marcella's tongue. All her bitterness and suffering and
resentment flashed into her face and eyes. For one moment she was determined to
speak out, to repay Mrs. Liddell's insolence in kind. A retort was ready to her
hand. Everyone knew that Mrs. Liddell, before her marriage to a wealthy man,
had been a working girl. What could be easier than to say contemptuously:
"You should be a judge of a clerk's courtesy and ability, madam. You were
a shop girl yourself once?"
But if she said it, what
would follow? Prompt and instant dismissal. And Patty? The thought of the
little sister quelled the storm in Marcella's soul. For Patty's sake she must
control her temper—and she did. With an effort that left her white and
tremulous she crushed back the hot words and said quietly: "I beg your
pardon, Mrs. Liddell. I did not mean to be inattentive. Let me show you some of
our new lingerie waists, I think you will like them."
But Mrs. Liddell did not
like the new lingerie waists which Marcella brought to her in her trembling
hands. For another half hour she examined and found fault and sneered. Then she
swept away with the scornful remark that she didn't see a thing there that was
fit to wear, and she would go to Markwell Bros. and see if they had anything
worth looking at.
When she had gone,
Marcella leaned against the counter, pale and exhausted. She must have a
breathing spell. Oh, how her head ached! How hot and stifling and horrible
everything was! She longed for the country herself. Oh, if she and Patty could
only go away to some place where there were green clover meadows and cool
breezes and great hills where the air was sweet and pure!
During all this time a
middle-aged woman had been sitting on a stool beside the bargain counter. When
a clerk asked her if she wished to be waited on, she said, "No, I'm just
waiting here for a friend who promised to meet me."
She was tall and gaunt
and grey haired. She had square jaws and cold grey eyes and an aggressive nose,
but there was something attractive in her plain face, a mingling of common
sense and kindliness. She watched Marcella and Mrs. Liddell closely and lost
nothing of all that was said and done on both sides. Now and then she smiled
grimly and nodded.
When Mrs. Liddell had
gone, she rose and leaned over the counter. Marcella opened her burning eyes
and pulled herself wearily together.
"What can I do for
you?" she said.
"Nothing. I ain't
looking for to have anything done for me. You need to have something done for
you, I guess, by the looks of you. You seem dead beat out. Aren't you awful
tired? I've been listening to that woman jawing you till I felt like rising up
and giving her a large and wholesome piece of my mind. I don't know how you
kept your patience with her, but I can tell you I admired you for it, and I
made up my mind I'd tell you so."
The kindness and
sympathy in her tone broke Marcella down. Tears rushed to her eyes. She bowed
her head on her hands and said sobbingly, "Oh, I am tired!
But it's not that. I'm—I'm in such trouble."
"I knew you
were," said the other, with a nod of her head. "I could tell that
right off by your face. Do you know what I said to myself? I said, 'That girl
has got somebody at home awful sick.' That's what I said. Was
I right?"
"Yes, indeed you
were," said Marcella.
"I knew
it"—another triumphant nod. "Now, you just tell me all about it.
It'll do you good to talk it over with somebody. Here, I'll pretend I'm looking
at shirtwaists, so that floor walker won't be coming down on you, and I'll be
as hard to please as that other woman was, so's you can take your time. Who's
sick—and what's the matter?"
Marcella told the whole
story, choking back her sobs and forcing herself to speak calmly, having the
fear of the floor walker before her eyes.
"And I can't afford
to send Patty to the country—I can't—and I know she won't get
better if she doesn't go," she concluded.
"Dear, dear, but
that's too bad! Something must be done. Let me see—let me put on my thinking
cap. What is your name?"
"Marcella
Langley."
The older woman dropped
the lingerie waist she was pretending to examine and stared at Marcella.
"You don't say!
Look here, what was your mother's name before she was married?"
"Mary
Carvell."
"Well, I have heard
of coincidences, but this beats all! Mary Carvell! Well, did you ever hear your
mother speak of a girl friend of hers called Josephine Draper?"
"I should think I
did! You don't mean—"
"I do mean
it. I'm Josephine Draper. Your mother and I went to school together, and we
were as much as sisters to each other until she got married. Then she went
away, and after a few years I lost trace of her. I didn't even know she was
dead. Poor Mary! Well, my duty is plain—that's one comfort—my
duty and my pleasure, too. Your sister is coming out to Dalesboro to stay with
me. Yes, and you are too, for the whole summer. You needn't say you're not,
because you are. I've said so. There's room at Fir Cottage for you
both. Yes, Fir Cottage—I guess you've heard your mother speak of that.
There's her old room out there that we always slept in when she came to stay
all night with me. It's all ready for you. What's that? You can't afford to
lose your place here? Bless your heart, child, you won't lose it! The owner of
this store is my nephew, and he'll do considerable to oblige me, as well he
might, seeing as I brought him up. To think that Mary Carvell's daughter has
been in his store for three years, and me never suspecting it! And I might
never have found you out at all if you hadn't been so patient with that woman.
If you'd sassed her back, I'd have thought she deserved it and wouldn't have
blamed you a mite, but I wouldn't have bothered coming to talk to you either.
Well, well well! Poor child, don't cry. You just pick up and go home. I'll make
it all right with Tom. You're pretty near played out yourself, I can see that.
But a summer in Fir Cottage, with plenty of cream and eggs and my cookery,
will soon make another girl of you. Don't you dare to thank me.
It's a privilege to be able to do something for Mary Carvell's girls. I just
loved Mary."
The upshot of the whole
matter was that Marcella and Patty went, two days later, to Dalesboro, where
Miss Draper gave them a hearty welcome to Fir Cottage—a quaint, delightful
little house circled by big Scotch firs and overgrown with vines. Never were
such delightful weeks as those that followed. Patty came rapidly back to health
and strength. As for Marcella, Miss Draper's prophecy was also fulfilled; she
soon looked and felt like another girl. The dismal years of drudgery behind her
were forgotten like a dream, and she lived wholly in the beautiful present, in
the walks and drives, the flowers and grass slopes, and in the pleasant
household duties which she shared with Miss Draper.
"I love
housework," she exclaimed one September day. "I don't like the
thought of going back to the store a bit."
"Well, you're not
going back," calmly said Miss Draper, who had a habit of arranging other
people's business for them that might have been disconcerting had it not been
for her keen insight and hearty good sense. "You're going to stay here
with me—you and Patty. I don't propose to die of lonesomeness losing you, and I
need somebody to help me about the house. I've thought it all out. You are to
call me Aunt Josephine, and Patty is to go to school. I had this scheme in mind
from the first, but I thought I'd wait to see how we got along living in the
same house, and how you liked it here, before I spoke out. No, you needn't
thank me this time either. I'm doing this every bit as much for my sake as
yours. Well, that's all settled. Patty won't object, bless her rosy
cheeks!"
"Oh!" said
Marcella, with eyes shining through her tears. "I'm so happy, dear Miss
Draper—I mean Aunt Josephine. I'll love to stay here—and I will thank
you."
"Fudge!"
remarked Miss Draper, who felt uncomfortably near crying herself. "You
might go out and pick a basket of Golden Gems. I want to make some jelly for
Patty."
11.Margaret's Patient
Margaret paused a moment
at the gate and looked back at the quaint old house under its snowy firs with a
thrill of proprietary affection. It was her home; for the first time in her life
she had a real home, and the long, weary years of poorly paid drudgery were all
behind her. Before her was a prospect of independence and many of the delights
she had always craved; in the immediate future was a trip to Vancouver with
Mrs. Boyd.
For I shall go, of
course, thought Margaret, as she walked briskly down the snowy road. I've
always wanted to see the Rockies, and to go there with Mrs. Boyd will double
the pleasure. She is such a delightful companion.
Margaret Campbell had
been an orphan ever since she could remember. She had been brought up by a
distant relative of her father's—that is, she had been given board, lodging,
some schooling and indifferent clothes for the privilege of working like a
little drudge in the house of the grim cousin who sheltered her. The death of
this cousin flung Margaret on her own resources. A friend had procured her
employment as the "companion" of a rich, eccentric old lady, infirm
of health and temper. Margaret lived with her for five years, and to the young
girl they seemed treble the time. Her employer was fault-finding, peevish,
unreasonable, and many a time Margaret's patience almost failed her—almost, but
not quite. In the end it brought her a more tangible reward than sometimes
falls to the lot of the toiler. Mrs. Constance died, and in her will she left
to Margaret her little up-country cottage and enough money to provide her an
income for the rest of her life.
Margaret took immediate
possession of her little house and, with the aid of a capable old servant, soon
found herself very comfortable. She realized that her days of drudgery were
over, and that henceforth life would be a very different thing from what it had
been. Margaret meant to have "a good time." She had never had any
pleasure and now she was resolved to garner in all she could of the joys of
existence.
"I'm not going to
do a single useful thing for a year," she had told Mrs. Boyd gaily.
"Just think of it—a whole delightful year of vacation, to go and come at
will, to read, travel, dream, rest. After that, I mean to see if I can find
something to do for other folks, but I'm going to have this one golden year.
And the first thing in it is our trip to Vancouver. I'm so glad I have the
chance to go with you. It's a wee bit short notice, but I'll be ready when you
want to start."
Altogether, Margaret
felt pretty well satisfied with life as she tripped blithely down the country
road between the ranks of snow-laden spruces, with the blue sky above and the
crisp, exhilarating air all about. There was only one drawback, but it was a
pretty serious one.
It's so lonely by
spells, Margaret sometimes thought wistfully. All the joys my good fortune has
brought me can't quite fill my heart. There's always one little empty, aching
spot. Oh, if I had somebody of my very own to love and care for, a mother, a
sister, even a cousin. But there's nobody. I haven't a relative in the world,
and there are times when I'd give almost anything to have one. Well, I must try
to be satisfied with friendship, instead.
Margaret's meditations
were interrupted by a brisk footstep behind her, and presently Dr. Forbes came
up.
"Good afternoon,
Miss Campbell. Taking a constitutional?"
"Yes. Isn't it a
lovely day? I suppose you are on your professional rounds. How are all your
patients?"
"Most of them are
doing well. But I'm sorry to say I have a new one and am very much worried
about her. Do you know Freda Martin?"
"The little teacher
in the Primary Department who boards with the Wayes? Yes, I've met her once or
twice. Is she ill?"
"Yes, seriously.
It's typhoid, and she has been going about longer than she should. I don't know
what is to be done with her. It seems she is like yourself in one respect, Miss
Campbell; she is utterly alone in the world. Mrs. Waye is crippled with
rheumatism and can't nurse her, and I fear it will be impossible to get a nurse
in Blythefield. She ought to be taken from the Wayes'. The house is overrun
with children, is right next door to that noisy factory, and in other respects
is a poor place for a sick girl."
"It is too bad, I
am very sorry," said Margaret sympathetically.
Dr. Forbes shot a keen
look at her from his deep-set eyes. "Are you willing to show your sympathy
in a practical form, Miss Campbell?" he said bluntly. "You told me
the other day you meant to begin work for others next year. Why not begin now?
Here's a splendid chance to befriend a friendless girl. Will you take Freda
Martin into your home during her illness?"
"Oh, I
couldn't," cried Margaret blankly. "Why, I'm going away next week.
I'm going with Mrs. Boyd to Vancouver, and my house will be shut up."
"Oh, I did not
know. That settles it, I suppose," said the doctor with a sigh of regret.
"Well, I must see what else I can do for poor Freda. If I had a home of my
own, the problem would be easily solved, but as I'm only a boarder myself, I'm
helpless in that respect. I'm very much afraid she will have a hard time to
pull through, but I'll do the best I can for her. Well, I must run in here and
have a look at Tommy Griggs' eyes. Good morning, Miss Campbell."
Margaret responded
rather absently and walked on with her eyes fixed on the road. Somehow all the
joy had gone out of the day for her, and out of her prospective trip. She
stopped on the little bridge and gazed unseeingly at the ice-bound creek. Did
Dr. Forbes really think she ought to give up her trip in order to take Freda
Martin into her home and probably nurse her as well, since skilled nursing of
any kind was almost unobtainable in Blythefield? No, of course, Dr. Forbes did
not mean anything of the sort. He had not known she intended to go away.
Margaret tried to put the thought out of her mind, but it came insistently
back.
She knew—none
better—what it was to be alone and friendless. Once she had been ill, too, and
left to the ministration of careless servants. Margaret shuddered whenever she
thought of that time. She was very, very sorry for Freda Martin, but she
certainly couldn't give up her plans for her.
"Why, I'd never
have the chance to go with Mrs. Boyd again," she argued with her troublesome
inward promptings.
Altogether, Margaret's
walk was spoiled. But when she went to bed that night, she was firmly resolved
to dismiss all thought of Freda Martin. In the middle of the night she woke up.
It was calm and moonlight and frosty. The world was very still, and Margaret's
heart and conscience spoke to her out of that silence, where all worldly
motives were hushed and shamed. She listened, and knew that in the morning she
must send for Dr. Forbes and tell him to bring his patient to Fir Cottage.
The evening of the next
day found Freda in Margaret's spare room and Margaret herself installed as
nurse, for as Dr. Forbes had feared, he had found it impossible to obtain
anyone else. Margaret had a natural gift for nursing, and she had had a good
deal of experience in sick rooms. She was skilful, gentle and composed, and Dr.
Forbes nodded his head with satisfaction as he watched her.
A week later Mrs. Boyd
left for Vancouver, and Margaret, bending over her delirious patient, could not
even go to the station to see her off. But she thought little about it. All her
hopes were centred on pulling Freda Martin through; and when, after a long,
doubtful fortnight, Dr. Forbes pronounced her on the way to recovery, Margaret
felt as if she had given the gift of life to a fellow creature. "Oh, I am
so glad I stayed," she whispered to herself.
During Freda's
convalescence Margaret learned to love her dearly. She was such a sweet, brave
little creature, full of a fine courage to face the loneliness and trials of
her lot.
"I can never repay
you for your kindness, Miss Campbell," she said wistfully.
"I am more than
repaid already," said Margaret sincerely. "Haven't I found a dear
little friend?"
One day Freda asked
Margaret to write a note for her to a certain school chum.
"She will like to
know I am getting better. You will find her address in my writing desk."
Freda's modest trunk had
been brought to Fir Cottage, and Margaret went to it for the desk. As she
turned over the loose papers in search of the address, her eye was caught by a
name signed to a faded and yellowed letter—Worth Spencer. Her mother's name!
Margaret gave a little
exclamation of astonishment. Could her mother have written that letter? It was
not likely another woman would have that uncommon name. Margaret caught up the
letter and ran to Freda's room.
"Freda, I couldn't
help seeing the name signed to this letter, it is my mother's. To whom was it
written?"
"That is one of my
mother's old letters," said Freda. "She had a sister, my Aunt Worth.
She was a great deal older than Mother. Their parents died when Mother was a
baby. Aunt Worth went to her father's people, while Mother's grandmother took
her. There was not very good feeling between the two families, I think. Mother
said she lost trace of her sister after her sister married, and then, long
after, she saw Aunt Worth's death in the papers."
"Can you tell me
where your mother and her sister lived before they were separated?" asked
Margaret excitedly.
"Ridgetown."
"Then my mother
must have been your mother's sister, and, oh, Freda, Freda, you are my
cousin."
Eventually this was
proved to be the fact. Margaret investigated the matter and discovered beyond a
doubt that she and Freda were cousins. It would be hard to say which of the two
girls was the more delighted.
"Anyhow, we'll
never be parted again," said Margaret happily. "Fir Cottage is your
home henceforth, Freda. Oh, how rich I am. I have got somebody who really
belongs to me. And I owe it all to Dr. Forbes. If he hadn't suggested you
coming here, I should never have found out that we were cousins."
"And I don't think
I should ever have got better at all," whispered Freda, slipping her hand
into Margaret's.
"I think we are
going to be the two happiest girls in the world," said Margaret. "And
Freda, do you know what we are going to do when your summer vacation comes? We
are going to have a trip through the Rockies, yes, indeedy. It would have been
nice going with Mrs. Boyd, but it will be ten times nicer to go with you."
12.Matthew Insists on
Puffed Sleeves
Matthew was having a bad
ten minutes of it. He had come into the kitchen, in the twilight of a cold,
grey December evening, and had sat down in the wood-box corner to take off his
heavy boots, unconscious of the fact that Anne and a bevy of her schoolmates
were having a practice of "The Fairy Queen" in the sitting-room.
Presently they came trooping through the hall and out into the kitchen, laughing
and chattering gaily. They did not see Matthew, who shrank bashfully back into
the shadows beyond the wood-box with a boot in one hand and a bootjack in the
other, and he watched them shyly for the aforesaid ten minutes as they put on
caps and jackets and talked about the dialogue and the concert. Anne stood
among them, bright eyed and animated as they; but Matthew suddenly became
conscious that there was something about her different from her mates. And what
worried Matthew was that the difference impressed him as being something that
should not exist. Anne had a brighter face, and bigger, starrier eyes, and more
delicate features than the others; even shy, unobservant Matthew had learned to
take note of these things; but the difference that disturbed him did not consist
in any of these respects. Then in what did it consist?
Matthew was haunted by
this question long after the girls had gone, arm in arm, down the long,
hard-frozen lane and Anne had betaken herself to her books. He could not refer
it to Marilla, who, he felt, would be quite sure to sniff scornfully and remark
that the only difference she saw between Anne and the other girls was that they
sometimes kept their tongues quiet while Anne never did. This, Matthew felt,
would be no great help.
He had recourse to his
pipe that evening to help him study it out, much to Marilla's disgust. After
two hours of smoking and hard reflection Matthew arrived at a solution of his
problem. Anne was not dressed like the other girls!
The more Matthew thought
about the matter the more he was convinced that Anne never had been dressed
like the other girls—never since she had come to Green Gables. Marilla kept her
clothed in plain, dark dresses, all made after the same unvarying pattern. If
Matthew knew there was such a thing as fashion in dress it is as much as he
did; but he was quite sure that Anne's sleeves did not look at all like the
sleeves the other girls wore. He recalled the cluster of little girls he had
seen around her that evening—all gay in waists of red and blue and pink and
white—and he wondered why Marilla always kept her so plainly and soberly
gowned.
Of course, it must be
all right. Marilla knew best and Marilla was bringing her up. Probably some
wise, inscrutable motive was to be served thereby. But surely it would do no
harm to let the child have one pretty dress—something like Diana Barry always
wore. Matthew decided that he would give her one; that surely could not be
objected to as an unwarranted putting in of his oar. Christmas was only a
fortnight off. A nice new dress would be the very thing for a present. Matthew,
with a sigh of satisfaction, put away his pipe and went to bed, while Marilla
opened all the doors and aired the house.
The very next evening
Matthew betook himself to Carmody to buy the dress, determined to get the worst
over and have done with it. It would be, he felt assured, no trifling ordeal.
There were some things Matthew could buy and prove himself no mean bargainer;
but he knew he would be at the mercy of shopkeepers when it came to buying a
girl's dress.
After much cogitation
Matthew resolved to go to Samuel Lawson's store instead of William Blair's. To
be sure, the Cuthberts always had gone to William Blair's; it was almost as
much a matter of conscience with them as to attend the Presbyterian church and
vote Conservative. But William Blair's two daughters frequently waited on
customers there and Matthew held them in absolute dread. He could contrive to
deal with them when he knew exactly what he wanted and could point it out; but
in such a matter as this, requiring explanation and consultation, Matthew felt
that he must be sure of a man behind the counter. So he would go to Lawson's,
where Samuel or his son would wait on him.
Alas! Matthew did not
know that Samuel, in the recent expansion of his business, had set up a lady
clerk also; she was a niece of his wife's and a very dashing young person
indeed, with a huge, drooping pompadour, big, rolling brown eyes, and a most
extensive and bewildering smile. She was dressed with exceeding smartness and
wore several bangle bracelets that glittered and rattled and tinkled with every
movement of her hands. Matthew was covered with confusion at finding her there
at all; and those bangles completely wrecked his wits at one fell swoop.
"What can I do for
you this evening. Mr. Cuthbert?" Miss Lucilla Harris inquired, briskly and
ingratiatingly, tapping the counter with both hands.
"Have you
any—any—any—well now, say any garden rakes?" stammered Matthew.
Miss Harris looked
somewhat surprised, as well she might, to hear a man inquiring for garden rakes
in the middle of December.
"I believe we have
one or two left over," she said, "but they're upstairs in the
lumber-room. I'll go and see."
During her absence
Matthew collected his scattered senses for another effort.
When Miss Harris
returned with the rake and cheerfully inquired: "Anything else tonight,
Mr. Cuthbert?" Matthew took his courage in both hands and replied:
"Well now, since you suggest it, I might as well—take—that is—look at—buy
some—some hayseed."
Miss Harris had heard
Matthew Cuthbert called odd. She now concluded that he was entirely crazy.
"We only keep
hayseed in the spring," she explained loftily. "We've none on hand
just now."
"Oh,
certainly—certainly—just as you say," stammered unhappy Matthew, seizing
the rake and making for the door. At the threshold he recollected that he had
not paid for it and he turned miserably back. While Miss Harris was counting
out his change he rallied his powers for a final desperate attempt.
"Well now—if it isn't
too much trouble—I might as well—that is—I'd like to look at—at—some
sugar."
"White or
brown?" queried Miss Harris patiently.
"Oh—well
now—brown," said Matthew feebly.
"There's a barrel
of it over there," said Miss Harris, shaking her bangles at it. "It's
the only kind we have."
"I'll—I'll take
twenty pounds of it," said Matthew, with beads of perspiration standing on
his forehead.
Matthew had driven
halfway home before he was his own man again. It had been a gruesome
experience, but it served him right, he thought, for committing the heresy of
going to a strange store. When he reached home he hid the rake in the
tool-house, but the sugar he carried in to Marilla.
"Brown sugar!"
exclaimed Marilla. "Whatever possessed you to get so much? You know I
never use it except for the hired man's porridge or black fruit-cake. Jerry's
gone and I've made my cake long ago. It's not good sugar, either—it's coarse
and dark—William Blair doesn't usually keep sugar like that."
"I—I thought it
might come in handy sometime," said Matthew, making good his escape.
When Matthew came to
think the matter over he decided that a woman was required to cope with the
situation. Marilla was out of the question. Matthew felt sure she would throw
cold water on his project at once. Remained only Mrs. Lynde; for of no other
woman in Avonlea would Matthew have dared to ask advice. To Mrs. Lynde he went
accordingly, and that good lady promptly took the matter out of the harassed
man's hands.
"Pick out a dress
for you to give Anne? To be sure I will. I'm going to Carmody tomorrow and I'll
attend to it. Have you something particular in mind? No? Well, I'll just go by
my own judgment then. I believe a nice rich brown would just suit Anne, and
William Blair has some new gloria in that's real pretty. Perhaps you'd like me
to make it up for her, too, seeing that if Marilla was to make it Anne would
probably get wind of it before the time and spoil the surprise? Well, I'll do
it. No, it isn't a mite of trouble. I like sewing. I'll make it to fit my niece,
Jenny Gillis, for she and Anne are as like as two peas as far as figure
goes."
"Well now, I'm much
obliged," said Matthew, "and—and—I dunno—but I'd like—I think they
make the sleeves different nowadays to what they used to be. If it wouldn't be
asking too much I—I'd like them made in the new way."
"Puffs? Of course.
You needn't worry a speck more about it, Matthew. I'll make it up in the very
latest fashion," said Mrs. Lynde. To herself she added when Matthew had
gone:
"It'll be a real
satisfaction to see that poor child wearing something decent for once. The way
Marilla dresses her is positively ridiculous, that's what, and I've ached to
tell her so plainly a dozen times. I've held my tongue though, for I can see
Marilla doesn't want advice and she thinks she knows more about bringing
children up than I do for all she's an old maid. But that's always the way.
Folks that has brought up children know that there's no hard and fast method in
the world that'll suit every child. But them as never have think it's all as
plain and easy as Rule of Three—just set your three terms down so fashion, and
the sum'll work out correct. But flesh and blood don't come under the head of
arithmetic and that's where Marilla Cuthbert makes her mistake. I suppose she's
trying to cultivate a spirit of humility in Anne by dressing her as she does:
but it's more likely to cultivate envy and discontent. I'm sure the child must
feel the difference between her clothes and the other girls'. But to think of
Matthew taking notice of it! That man is waking up after being asleep for over
sixty years."
Marilla knew all the
following fortnight that Matthew had something on his mind, but what it was she
could not guess, until Christmas Eve, when Mrs. Lynde brought up the new dress.
Marilla behaved pretty well on the whole, although it is very likely she
distrusted Mrs. Lynde's diplomatic explanation that she had made the dress
because Matthew was afraid Anne would find out about it too soon if Marilla
made it.
"So this is what
Matthew has been looking so mysterious over and grinning about to himself for
two weeks, is it?" she said a little stiffly but tolerantly. "I knew
he was up to some foolishness. Well, I must say I don't think Anne needed any
more dresses. I made her three good, warm, serviceable ones this fall, and
anything more is sheer extravagance. There's enough material in those sleeves
alone to make a waist, I declare there is. You'll just pamper Anne's vanity,
Matthew, and she's as vain as a peacock now. Well, I hope she'll be satisfied
at last, for I know she's been hankering after those silly sleeves ever since
they came in, although she never said a word after the first. The puffs have
been getting bigger and more ridiculous right along; they're as big as balloons
now. Next year anybody who wears them will have to go through a door
sideways."
Christmas morning broke
on a beautiful white world. It had been a very mild December and people had
looked forward to a green Christmas; but just enough snow fell softly in the
night to transfigure Avonlea. Anne peeped out from her frosted gable window
with delighted eyes. The firs in the Haunted Wood were all feathery and
wonderful; the birches and wild cherry trees were outlined in pearl; the
ploughed fields were stretches of snowy dimples; and there was a crisp tang in
the air that was glorious. Anne ran downstairs singing until her voice
re-echoed through Green Gables.
"Merry Christmas,
Marilla! Merry Christmas, Matthew! Isn't it a lovely Christmas? I'm so glad
it's white. Any other kind of Christmas doesn't seem real, does it? I don't
like green Christmases. They're not green—they're just nasty
faded browns and greys. What makes people call them green? Why—why—Matthew, is
that for me? Oh, Matthew!"
Matthew had sheepishly
unfolded the dress from its paper swathings and held it out with a deprecatory
glance at Marilla, who feigned to be contemptuously filling the teapot, but
nevertheless watched the scene out of the corner of her eye with a rather
interested air.
Anne took the dress and
looked at it in reverent silence. Oh, how pretty it was—a lovely soft brown
gloria with all the gloss of silk; a skirt with dainty frills and shirrings; a
waist elaborately pin-tucked in the most fashionable way, with a little ruffle
of filmy lace at the neck. But the sleeves—they were the crowning glory! Long
elbow cuffs, and above them two beautiful puffs divided by rows of shirring and
bows of brown silk ribbon.
"That's a Christmas
present for you, Anne," said Matthew shyly. "Why—why—Anne, don't you
like it? Well now—well now."
For Anne's eyes had
suddenly filled with tears.
"Like it!
Oh, Matthew!" Anne laid the dress over a chair and clasped her hands.
"Matthew, it's perfectly exquisite. Oh, I can never thank you enough. Look
at those sleeves! Oh, it seems to me this must be a happy dream."
"Well, well, let us
have breakfast," interrupted Marilla. "I must say, Anne, I don't
think you needed the dress; but since Matthew has got it for you, see that you
take good care of it. There's a hair ribbon Mrs. Lynde left for you. It's
brown, to match the dress. Come now, sit in."
"I don't see how
I'm going to eat breakfast," said Anne rapturously. "Breakfast seems
so commonplace at such an exciting moment. I'd rather feast my eyes on that
dress. I'm so glad that puffed sleeves are still fashionable. It did seem to me
that I'd never get over it if they went out before I had a dress with them. I'd
never have felt quite satisfied, you see. It was lovely of Mrs. Lynde to give
me the ribbon, too. I feel that I ought to be a very good girl indeed. It's at
times like this I'm sorry I'm not a model little girl; and I always resolve
that I will be in future. But somehow it's hard to carry out your resolutions
when irresistible temptations come. Still, I really will make an extra effort after
this."
When the commonplace
breakfast was over Diana appeared, crossing the white log bridge in the hollow,
a gay little figure in her crimson ulster. Anne flew down the slope to meet
her.
"Merry Christmas,
Diana! And oh, it's a wonderful Christmas. I've something splendid to show you.
Matthew has given me the loveliest dress, with such sleeves. I
couldn't even imagine any nicer."
"I've got something
more for you," said Diana breathlessly. "Here—this box. Aunt
Josephine sent us out a big box with ever so many things in it—and this is for
you. I'd have brought it over last night, but it didn't come until after dark,
and I never feel very comfortable coming through the Haunted Wood in the dark
now."
Anne opened the box and
peeped in. First a card with "For the Anne-girl and Merry Christmas,"
written on it; and then, a pair of the daintiest little kid slippers, with
beaded toes and satin bows and glistening buckles.
"Oh," said
Anne, "Diana, this is too much, I must be dreaming."
"I call
it providential," said Diana. "You won't have to borrow Ruby's
slippers now, and that's a blessing, for they're two sizes too big for you, and
it would be awful to hear a fairy shuffling. Josie Pye would be delighted. Mind
you, Rob Wright went home with Gertie Pye from the practice night before last.
Did you ever hear anything equal to that?"
All the Avonlea scholars
were in a fever of excitement that day, for the hall had to be decorated and a
last grand rehearsal held.
The concert came off in
the evening and was a pronounced success. The little hall was crowded; all the
performers did excellently well, but Anne was the bright particular star of the
occasion, as even envy, in the shape of Josie Pye, dared not deny.
"Oh, hasn't it been
a brilliant evening?" sighed Anne, when it was all over and she and Diana
were walking home together under a dark, starry sky.
"Everything went
off very well," said Diana practically. "I guess we must have made as
much as ten dollars. Mind you, Mr. Allan is going to send an account of it to
the Charlottetown papers."
"Oh, Diana, will we
really see our names in print? It makes me thrill to think of it. Your solo was
perfectly elegant, Diana. I felt prouder than you did when it was encored. I
just said to myself, 'It is my dear bosom friend who is so honoured.'"
"Well, your
recitations just brought down the house, Anne. That sad one was simply
splendid."
"Oh, I was so
nervous, Diana. When Mr. Allan called out my name I really cannot tell how I
ever got up on that platform. I felt as if a million eyes were looking at me
and through me, and for one dreadful moment I was sure I couldn't begin at all.
Then I thought of my lovely puffed sleeves and took courage. I knew that I must
live up to those sleeves, Diana. So I started in, and my voice seemed to be coming
from ever so far away. I just felt like a parrot. It's providential that I
practised those recitations so often up in the garret, or I'd never have been
able to get through. Did I groan all right?"
"Yes, indeed, you
groaned lovely," assured Diana.
"I saw old Mrs.
Sloane wiping away tears when I sat down. It was splendid to think I had
touched somebody's heart. It's so romantic to take part in a concert isn't it?
Oh, it's been a very memorable occasion indeed."
"Wasn't the boys'
dialogue fine?" said Diana. "Gilbert Blythe was just splendid. Anne,
I do think it's awful mean the way you treat Gil. Wait till I tell you. When
you ran off the platform after the fairy dialogue one of your roses fell out of
your hair. I saw Gil pick it up and put it in his breast pocket. There now.
You're so romantic that I'm sure you ought to be pleased at that."
"It's nothing to me
what that person does," said Anne loftily. "I simply never waste a
thought on him, Diana."
That night Marilla and
Matthew, who had been out to a concert for the first time in twenty years, sat
for awhile by the kitchen fire after Anne had gone to bed.
"Well now, I guess
our Anne did as well as any of them," said Matthew proudly.
"Yes, she
did," admitted Marilla. "She's a bright child, Matthew. And she
looked real nice, too. I've been kind of opposed to this concert scheme, but I
suppose there's no real harm in it after all. Anyhow, I was proud of Anne
tonight, although I'm not going to tell her so."
"Well now, I was
proud of her and I did tell her so 'fore she went upstairs," said Matthew.
"We must see what we can do for her some of these days, Marilla. I guess
she'll need something more than Avonlea school by and by."
"There's time
enough to think of that," said Marilla. "She's only thirteen in March.
Though tonight it struck me she was growing quite a big girl. Mrs. Lynde made
that dress a mite too long, and it makes Anne look so tall. She's quick to
learn and I guess the best thing we can do for her will be to send her to
Queen's after a spell. But nothing need be said about that for a year or two
yet."
"Well now, it'll do
no harm to be thinking it over off and on," said Matthew. "Things
like that are all the better for lots of thinking over."
13.Missy's Room
Mrs. Falconer and Miss
Bailey walked home together through the fine blue summer afternoon from the
Ladies' Aid meeting at Mrs. Robinson's. They were talking earnestly; that is to
say, Miss Bailey was talking earnestly and volubly, and Mrs. Falconer was
listening. Mrs. Falconer had reduced the practice of listening to a fine art.
She was a thin, wistful-faced mite of a woman, with sad brown eyes, and with
snow-white hair that was a libel on her fifty-five years and girlish step.
Nobody in Lindsay ever felt very well acquainted with Mrs. Falconer, in spite
of the fact that she had lived among them forty years. She kept between her and
her world a fine, baffling reserve which no one had ever been able to penetrate.
It was known that she had had a bitter sorrow in her life, but she never made
any reference to it, and most people in Lindsay had forgotten it. Some foolish
ones even supposed that Mrs. Falconer had forgotten it.
"Well, I do not
know what on earth is to be done with Camilla Clark," said Miss Bailey,
with a prodigious sigh. "I suppose that we will simply have to trust the
whole matter to Providence."
Miss Bailey's tone and
sigh really seemed to intimate to the world at large that Providence was a last
resort and a very dubious one. Not that Miss Bailey meant anything of the sort;
her faith was as substantial as her works, which were many and praiseworthy and
seasonable.
The case of Camilla
Clark was agitating the Ladies' Aid of one of the Lindsay churches. They had
talked about it through the whole of that afternoon session while they sewed
for their missionary box—talked about it, and come to no conclusion.
In the preceding spring
James Clark, one of the hands in the lumber mill at Lindsay, had been killed in
an accident. The shock had proved nearly fatal to his young wife. The next day
Camilla Clark's baby was born dead, and the poor mother hovered for weeks
between life and death. Slowly, very slowly, life won the battle, and Camilla
came back from the valley of the shadow. But she was still an invalid, and
would be so for a long time.
The Clarks had come to
Lindsay only a short time before the accident. They were boarding at Mrs.
Barry's when it happened, and Mrs. Barry had shown every kindness and consideration
to the unhappy young widow. But now the Barrys were very soon to leave Lindsay
for the West, and the question was, what was to be done with Camilla Clark? She
could not go west; she could not even do work of any sort yet in Lindsay; she
had no relatives or friends in the world; and she was absolutely penniless. As
she and her husband had joined the church to which the aforesaid Ladies' Aid
belonged, the members thereof felt themselves bound to take up her case and see
what could be done for her.
The obvious solution was
for some of them to offer her a home until such time as she would be able to go
to work. But there did not seem to be anyone who could offer to do this—unless
it was Mrs. Falconer. The church was small, and the Ladies' Aid smaller. There
were only twelve members in it; four of these were unmarried ladies who
boarded, and so were helpless in the matter; of the remaining eight seven had
large families, or sick husbands, or something else that prevented them from
offering Camilla Clark an asylum. Their excuses were all valid; they were good,
sincere women who would have taken her in if they could, but they could not see
their way clear to do so. However, it was probable they would eventually manage
it in some way if Mrs. Falconer did not rise to the occasion.
Nobody liked to ask Mrs.
Falconer outright to take Camilla Clark in, yet everyone thought she might
offer. She was comfortably off, and though her house was small, there was
nobody to live in it except herself and her husband. But Mrs. Falconer sat
silent through all the discussion of the Ladies' Aid, and never opened her lips
on the subject of Camilla Clark despite the numerous hints which she received.
Miss Bailey made one
more effort as aforesaid. When her despairing reference to Providence brought
forth no results, she wished she dared ask Mrs. Falconer openly to take Camilla
Clark, but somehow she did not dare. There were not many things that could
daunt Miss Bailey, but Mrs. Falconer's reserve and gentle aloofness always could.
When Miss Bailey had
gone on down the village street, Mrs. Falconer paused for a few moments at her
gate, apparently lost in deep thought. She was perfectly well aware of all the
hints that had been thrown out for her benefit that afternoon. She knew that
the Aids, one and all, thought that she ought to take Camilla Clark. But she
had no room to give her—for it was out of the question to think of putting her
in Missy's room.
"I couldn't do such
a thing," she said to herself piteously. "They don't understand—they
can't understand—but I couldn't give her Missy's room. I'm
sorry for poor Camilla, and I wish I could help her. But I can't give her
Missy's room, and I have no other."
The little Falconer
cottage, set back from the road in the green seclusion of an apple orchard and
thick, leafy maples, was a very tiny one. There were just two rooms downstairs
and two upstairs. When Mrs. Falconer entered the kitchen an old-looking man
with long white hair and mild blue eyes looked up with a smile from the bright-coloured
blocks before him.
"Have you been
lonely, Father?" said Mrs. Falconer tenderly.
He shook his head, still
smiling.
"No, not lonely.
These"—pointing to the blocks—"are so pretty. See my house,
Mother."
This man was Mrs.
Falconer's husband. Once he had been one of the smartest, most intelligent men
in Lindsay, and one of the most trusted employees of the railroad company. Then
there had been a train collision. Malcolm Falconer was taken out of the wreck
fearfully injured. He eventually recovered physical health, but he was from
that time forth merely a child in intellect—a harmless, kindly creature, docile
and easily amused.
Mrs. Falconer tried to
dismiss the thought of Camilla Clark from her mind, but it would not be
dismissed. Her conscience reproached her continually. She tried to compromise
with it by saying that she would go down and see Camilla that evening and take
her some nice fresh Irish moss jelly. It was so good for delicate people.
She found Camilla alone
in the Barry sitting-room, and noticed with a feeling that was almost like
self-reproach how thin and frail and white the poor young creature looked. Why,
she seemed little more than a child! Her great dark eyes were far too big for
her wasted face, and her hands were almost transparent.
"I'm not much
better yet," said Camilla tremulously, in response to Mrs. Falconer's
inquiries. "Oh, I'm so slow getting well! And I know—I feel that I'm a
burden to everybody."
"But you mustn't
think that, dear," said Mrs. Falconer, feeling more uncomfortable than
ever. "We are all glad to do all we can for you."
Mrs. Falconer paused
suddenly. She was a very truthful woman and she instantly realized that that
last sentence was not true. She was not doing all she could for Camilla—she
would not be glad, she feared, to do all she could.
"If I were only
well enough to go to work," sighed Camilla. "Mr. Marks says I can
have a place in the shoe factory whenever I'm able to. But it will be so long
yet. Oh, I'm so tired and discouraged!"
She put her hands over
her face and sobbed. Mrs. Falconer caught her breath. What if Missy were
somewhere alone in the world—ill, friendless, with never a soul to offer her a
refuge or a shelter? It was so very, very probable. Before she could check
herself Mrs. Falconer spoke. "My dear, don't cry! I want you to come and
stay with me until you get perfectly well. You won't be a speck of trouble, and
I'll be glad to have you for company."
Mrs. Falconer's Rubicon
was crossed. She could not draw back now if she wanted to. But she was not at
all sure that she did want to. By the time she reached home she was sure she
didn't want to. And yet—to give Missy's room to Camilla! It seemed a great
sacrifice to Mrs. Falconer.
She went up to it the
next morning with firmly set lips to air and dust it. It was just the same as
when Missy had left it long ago. Nothing had ever been moved or changed, but
everything had always been kept beautifully neat and clean. Snow-white muslin
curtains hung before the small square window. In one corner was a little white
bed. Missy's pictures hung on the walls; Missy's books and work-basket were
lying on the square stand; there was a bit of half-finished fancy work, yellow
from age, lying in the basket. On a small bureau before the gilt-framed mirror
were several little girlish knick-knacks and boxes whose contents had never
been disturbed since Missy went away. One of Missy's gay pink ribbons—Missy had
been so fond of pink ribbons—hung over the top of the mirror. On a chair lay
Missy's hat, bright with ribbons and roses, just as Missy had laid it there on
the night before she left her home.
Mrs. Falconer's lips
quivered as she looked about the room, and tears came to her eyes. Oh, how
could she put these things away and bring a stranger here—here, where no one
save herself had entered for fifteen years, here in this room, sacred to
Missy's memory, waiting for her return when she should be weary of wandering?
It almost seemed to the mother's vague fancy, distorted by long, silent
brooding, that her daughter's innocent girlhood had been kept here for her and
would be lost forever if the room were given to another.
"I suppose it's
dreadful foolishness," said Mrs. Falconer, wiping her eyes. "I know
it is, but I can't help it. It just goes to my heart to think of putting these things
away. But I must do it. Camilla is coming here today, and this room must be got
ready for her. Oh, Missy, my poor lost child, it's for your sake I'm doing
this—because you may be suffering somewhere as Camilla is now, and I'd wish the
same kindness to be shown to you."
She opened the window
and put fresh linen on the bed. One by one Missy's little belongings were
removed and packed carefully away. On the gay, foolish little hat with its
faded wreath of roses the mother's tears fell as she put it in a box. She
remembered so plainly the first time Missy had worn it. She could see the
pretty, delicately tinted face, the big shining brown eyes, and the riotous
golden curls under the drooping, lace-edged brim. Oh, where was Missy now? What
roof sheltered her? Did she ever think of her mother and the little white
cottage under the maples, and the low-ceilinged, dim room where she had knelt
to say her childhood's prayer?
Camilla Clark came that
afternoon.
"Oh, it is lovely
here," she said gratefully, looking out into the rustling shade of the
maples. "I'm sure I shall soon get well here. Mrs. Barry was so kind to
me—I shall never forget her kindness—but the house is so close to the factory,
and there was such a whirring of wheels all the time, it seemed to get into my
head and make me wild with nervousness. I'm so weak that sounds like that worry
me. But it is so still and green and peaceful here. It just rests me."
When bedtime came, Mrs.
Falconer took Camilla up to Missy's room. It was not as hard as she had expected
it to be after all. The wrench was over with the putting away of Missy's
things, and it did not hurt the mother to see the frail, girlish Camilla in her
daughter's place.
"What a dear little
room!" said Camilla, glancing around. "It is so white and sweet. Oh,
I know I am going to sleep well here, and dream sweet dreams."
"It was my
daughter's room," said Mrs. Falconer, sitting down on the chintz-covered
seat by the open window.
Camilla looked
surprised.
"I did not know you
had a daughter," she said.
"Yes—I had just the
one child," said Mrs. Falconer dreamily.
For fifteen years she
had never spoken of Missy to a living soul except her husband. But now she felt
a sudden impulse to tell Camilla about her, and about the room.
"Her name was
Isabella, after her father's mother, but we never called her anything but
Missy. That was the little name she gave herself when she began to talk. Oh,
I've missed her so!"
"When did she
die?" asked Camilla softly, sympathy shining, starlike, in her dark eyes.
"She—she didn't
die," said Mrs. Falconer. "She went away. She was a pretty girl and
gay and fond of fun—but such a good girl. Oh, Missy was always a good girl! Her
father and I were so proud of her—too proud, I suppose. She had her little
faults—she was too fond of dress and gaiety, but then she was so young, and we
indulged her. Then Bert Williams came to Lindsay to work in the factory. He was
a handsome fellow, with taking ways about him, but he was drunken and profane,
and nobody knew anything about his past life. He fascinated Missy. He kept
coming to see her until her father forbade him the house. Then our poor,
foolish child used to meet him elsewhere. We found this out afterwards. And at
last she ran away with him, and they were married over at Peterboro and went
there to live, for Bert had got work there. We—we were too hard on Missy. But
her father was so dreadful hurt about it. He'd been so fond and proud of her,
and he felt that she had disgraced him. He disowned her, and sent her word
never to show her face here again, for he'd never forgive her. And I was angry
too. I didn't send her any word at all. Oh, how I've wept over that! If I had
just sent her one little word of forgiveness, everything might have been
different. But Father forbade me to.
"Then in a little
while there was a dreadful trouble. A woman came to Peterboro and claimed to be
Bert Williams's wife—and she was—she proved it. Bert cleared out and was never
seen again in these parts. As soon as we heard about it Father relented, and I
went right down to Peterboro to see Missy and bring her home. But she wasn't
there—she had gone, nobody knew where. I got a letter from her the next week.
She said her heart was broken, and she knew we would never forgive her, and she
couldn't face the disgrace, so she was going away where nobody would ever find
her. We did everything we could to trace her, but we never could. We've never
heard from her since, and it is fifteen years ago. Sometimes I am afraid she is
dead, but then again I feel sure she isn't. Oh, Camilla, if I could only find
my poor child and bring her home!
"This was her room.
And when she went away I made up my mind I would keep it for her just as she
left it, and I have up to now. Nobody has ever been inside the door but myself.
I've always hoped that Missy would come home, and I would lead her up here and
say, 'Missy, here is your room just as you left it, and here is your place in
your mother's heart just as you left it,' But she never came. I'm afraid she
never will."
Mrs. Falconer dropped
her face in her hands and sobbed softly. Camilla came over to her and put her
arms about her.
"I think she
will," she said. "I think—I am sure your love and prayers will bring
Missy home yet. And I understand how good you have been in giving me her
room—oh, I know what it must have cost you! I will pray tonight that God will
bring Missy back to you."
When Mrs. Falconer
returned to the kitchen to close the house for the night, her husband being
already sound asleep; she heard a low, timid knock at the door. Wondering who
it could be so late, she opened it. The light fell on a shrinking, shabby
figure on the step, and on a pale, pinched face in which only a mother could
have recognized the features of her child. Mrs. Falconer gave a cry.
"Missy! Missy!
Missy!"
She caught the poor
wanderer to her heart and drew her in.
"Oh, Missy, Missy,
have you come back at last? Thank God! Oh, thank God!"
"I had to
come back. I was starving for a glimpse of your face and of the old home,
Mother," sobbed Missy. "But I didn't mean you should know—I never
meant to show myself to you. I've been sick, and just as soon as I got better I
came here. I meant to creep home after dark and look at the dear old house, and
perhaps get a glimpse of you and Father through the window if you were still
here. I didn't know if you were. And then I meant to go right away on the night
train. I was under the window and I heard you telling my story to someone. Oh,
Mother, when I knew that you had forgiven me, that you loved me still and had
always kept my room for me, I made up my mind that I'd show myself to
you."
The mother had got her
child into a rocking-chair and removed the shabby hat and cloak. How ill and
worn and faded Missy looked! Yet her face was pure and fine, and there was in
it something sweeter than had ever been there in her beautiful girlhood.
"I'm terribly
changed, am I not, Mother?" said Missy, with a faint smile. "I've had
a hard life—but an honest one, Mother. When I went away I was almost mad with
the disgrace my wilfulness had brought on you and Father and myself. I went as
far as I could get away from you, and I got work in a factory. I've worked
there ever since, just making enough to keep body and soul together. Oh, I've
starved for a word from you—the sight of your face! But I thought Father would
spurn me from his door if I should ever dare to come back."
"Oh, Missy!"
sobbed the mother. "Your poor father is just like a child. He got a
terrible hurt ten years ago, and never got over it. I don't suppose he'll even
know you—he's clean forgot everything. But he forgave you before it happened.
You poor child, you're done right out. You're too weak to be travelling. But
never mind, you're home now, and I'll soon nurse you up. I'll put on the kettle
and get you a good cup of tea first thing. And you're not to do any more
talking till the morning. But, oh, Missy, I can't take you to your own room
after all. Camilla Clark has it, and she'll be asleep by now; we mustn't
disturb her, for she's been real sick. I'll fix up a bed for you on the sofa,
though. Missy, Missy, let us kneel down here and thank God for His mercy!"
Late that night, when
Missy had fallen asleep in her improvised bed, the wakeful mother crept in to
gloat over her.
"Just to
think," she whispered, "if I hadn't taken Camilla Clark in, Missy
wouldn't have heard me telling about the room, and she'd have gone away again
and never have known. Oh, I don't deserve such a blessing when I was so
unwilling to take Camilla! But I know one thing: this is going to be Camilla's
home. There'll be no leaving it even when she does get well. She shall be my
daughter, and I'll love her next to Missy."
14.Ted's Afternoon Off
Ted was up at five that
morning, as usual. He always had to rise early to kindle the fire and go for
the cows, but on this particular morning there was no "had to" about
it. He had awakened at four o'clock and had sprung eagerly to the little garret
window facing the east, to see what sort of a day was being born. Thrilling
with excitement, he saw that it was going to be a glorious day. The sky was all
rosy and golden and clear beyond the sharp-pointed, dark firs on Lee's Hill.
Out to the north the sea was shimmering and sparkling gaily, with little foam
crests here and there ruffled up by the cool morning breeze. Oh, it would be a
splendid day!
And he, Ted Melvin, was
to have a half holiday for the first time since he had come to live in
Brookdale four years ago—a whole afternoon off to go to the Sunday School
picnic at the beach beyond the big hotel. It almost seemed too good to be true!
The Jacksons, with whom
he had lived ever since his mother had died, did not think holidays were
necessities for boys. Hard work and cast-off clothes, and three grudgingly
allowed months of school in the winter, made up Ted's life year in and year
out—his outer life at least. He had an inner life of dreams, but nobody knew or
suspected anything about that. To everybody in Brookdale he was simply Ted Melvin,
a shy, odd-looking little fellow with big dreamy black eyes and a head of thick
tangled curls which could never be made to look tidy and always annoyed Mrs.
Jackson exceedingly.
It was as yet too early
to light the fire or go for the cows. Ted crept softly to a corner in the
garret and took from the wall an old brown fiddle. It had been his father's. He
loved to play on it, and his few rare spare moments were always spent in the
garret corner or the hayloft, with his precious fiddle. It was his one link
with the old life he had lived in a little cottage far away, with a mother who
had loved him and a merry young father who had made wonderful music on the old
brown violin.
Ted pushed open his
garret window and, seating himself on the sill, began to play, with his eyes
fixed on the glowing eastern sky. He played very softly, since Mrs. Jackson had
a pronounced dislike to being wakened by "fiddling at all unearthly
hours."
The music he made was
beautiful and would have astonished anybody who knew enough to know how
wonderful it really was. But there was nobody to hear this little neglected
urchin of all work, and he fiddled away happily, the music floating out of the
garret window, over the treetops and the dew-wet clover fields, until it
mingled with the winds and was lost in the silver skies of the morning.
Ted worked doubly hard
all that forenoon, since there was a double share of work to do if, as Mrs.
Jackson said, he was to be gadding to picnics in the afternoon. But he did it
all cheerily and whistled for joy as he worked.
After dinner Mrs. Ross
came in. Mrs. Ross lived down on the shore road and made a living for herself
and her two children by washing and doing days' work out. She was not a very
cheerful person and generally spoke as if on the point of bursting into tears.
She looked more doleful than ever today, and lost no time in explaining why.
"I've just got word
that my sister over at White Sands is sick with pendikis"—this was the
nearest Mrs. Ross could get to appendicitis—"and has to go to the hospital.
I've got to go right over and see her, Mrs. Jackson, and I've run in to ask if
Ted can go and stay with Jimmy till I get back. There's no one else I can get,
and Amelia is away. I'll be back this evening. I don't like leaving Jimmy
alone."
"Ted's been
promised that he could go to the picnic this afternoon," said Mrs. Jackson
shortly. "Mr. Jackson said he could go, so he'll have to please himself.
If he's willing to stay with Jimmy instead, he can. I don't
care."
"Oh, I've got to
go to the picnic," cried Ted impulsively. "I'm awful sorry for
Jimmy—but I must go to the picnic."
"I s'pose you feel
so," said Mrs. Ross, sighing heavily. "I dunno's I blame you. Picnics
is more cheerful than staying with a poor little lame boy, I don't doubt. Well,
I s'pose I can put Jimmy's supper on the table clost to him, and shut the cat
in with him, and mebbe he'll worry through. He was counting on having you to
fiddle for him, though. Jimmy's crazy about music, and he don't never hear much
of it. Speaking of fiddling, there's a great fiddler stopping at the hotel now.
His name is Blair Milford, and he makes his living fiddling at concerts. I knew
him well when he was a child—I was nurse in his father's family. He was a
taking little chap, and I was real fond of him. Well, I must be getting.
Jimmy'll feel bad at staying alone, but I'll tell him he'll just have to put up
with it."
Mrs. Ross sighed herself
away, and Ted flew up to his garret corner with a choking in his throat. He
couldn't go to stay with Jimmy—he couldn't give up the picnic! Why, he had
never been at a picnic; and they were going to drive to the hotel beach in
wagons, and have swings, and games, and ice cream, and a boat sail to Curtain
Island! He had been looking forward to it, waking and dreaming, for a
fortnight. He must go. But poor little Jimmy! It was too bad
for him to be left all alone.
"I wouldn't like it
myself," said Ted miserably, trying to swallow a lump that persisted in
coming up in his throat. "It must be dreadful to have to lie on the sofa
all the time and never be able to run, climb trees or play, or do a single
thing. And Jimmy doesn't like reading much. He'll be dreadful lonesome. I'll be
thinking of him all the time at the picnic—I know I will. I suppose I could go
and stay with him, if I just made up my mind to it."
Making up his mind to it
was a slow and difficult process. But when Ted was finally dressed in his
shabby, "skimpy" Sunday best, he tucked his precious fiddle under his
arm and slipped downstairs. "Please, I think I'll go and stay with
Jimmy," he said to Mrs. Jackson timidly, as he always spoke to her.
"Well, if you're to
waste the afternoon, I s'pose it's better to waste it that way than in going to
a picnic and eating yourself sick," was Mrs. Jackson's ungracious
response.
Ted reached Mrs. Ross's
little house just as that good lady was locking the door on Jimmy and the cat.
"Well, I'm real glad," she said, when Ted told her he had come to
stay. "I'd have worried most awful if I'd had to leave Jimmy all alone.
He's crying in there this minute. Come now, Jimmy, dry up. Here's Ted come to
stop with you after all, and he's brought his fiddle, too."
Jimmy's tears were soon
dried, and he welcomed Ted joyfully. "I've been thinking awful long to
hear you fiddling," said Jimmy, with a sigh of content. "Seems like
the ache ain't never half so bad when I'm listening to music—and when it's your
music, I forget there's any ache at all."
Ted took his violin and
began to play. After all, it was almost as good as a picnic to have a whole
afternoon for his music. The stuffy little room, with its dingy plaster and
shabby furniture, was filled with wonderful harmonies. Once he began, Ted could
play for hours at a stretch and never be conscious of fatigue. Jimmy lay and
listened in rapturous content while Ted's violin sang and laughed and dreamed
and rippled.
There was another
listener besides Jimmy. Outside, on the red sandstone doorstep, a man was
sitting—a tall, well-dressed man with a pale, beautiful face and long, supple
white hands. Motionless, he sat there and listened to the music until at last
it stopped. Then he rose and knocked at the door. Ted, violin in hand, opened
it.
An expression of
amazement flashed into the stranger's face, but he only said, "Is Mrs.
Ross at home?"
"No, sir,"
said Ted shyly. "She went over to White Sands and she won't be back till
night. But Jimmy is here—Jimmy is her little boy. Will you come in?"
"I'm sorry Mrs.
Ross is away," said the stranger, entering. "She was an old nurse of
mine. I must confess I've been sitting on the step out there for some time,
listening to your music. Who taught you to play, my boy?"
"Nobody," said
Ted simply. "I've always been able to play."
"He makes it up
himself out of his own head, sir," said Jimmy eagerly.
"No, I don't make
it—it makes itself—it just comes," said Ted, a dreamy gaze
coming into his big black eyes.
The caller looked at him
closely. "I know a little about music myself," he said. "My name
is Blair Milford and I am a professional violinist. Your playing is wonderful.
What is your name?"
"Ted Melvin."
"Well, Ted, I think
that you have a great talent, and it ought to be cultivated. You should have
competent instruction. Come, you must tell me all about yourself."
Ted told what little he
thought there was to tell. Blair Milford listened and nodded, guessing much
that Ted didn't tell and, indeed, didn't know himself. Then he made Ted play
for him again. "Amazing!" he said softly, under his breath.
Finally he took the
violin and played himself. Ted and Jimmy listened breathlessly. "Oh, if I
could only play like that!" said Ted wistfully.
Blair Milford smiled.
"You will play much better some day if you get the proper training,"
he said. "You have a wonderful talent, my boy, and you should have it
cultivated. It will never in the world do to waste such genius. Yes, that is
the right word," he went on musingly, as if talking to himself,
"'genius.' Nature is always taking us by surprise. This child has what I
have never had and would make any sacrifice for. And yet in him it may come to
naught for lack of opportunity. But it must not, Ted. You must have a musical
training."
"I can't take
lessons, if that is what you mean, sir," said Ted wonderingly. "Mr.
Jackson wouldn't pay for them."
"I think we needn't
worry about the question of payment if you can find time to practise,"
said Blair Milford. "I am to be at the beach for two months yet. For once
I'll take a music pupil. But will you have time to practise?"
"Yes, sir, I'll
make time," said Ted, as soon as he could speak at all for the wonder of
it. "I'll get up at four in the morning and have an hour's practising
before the time for the cows. But I'm afraid it'll be too much trouble for you,
sir, I'm afraid—"
Blair Milford laughed
and put his slim white hand on Ted's curly head. "It isn't much trouble to
train an artist. It is a privilege. Ah, Ted, you have what I once hoped I had,
what I know now I never can have. You don't understand me. You will some
day."
"Ain't he an awful
nice man?" said Jimmy, when Blair Milford had gone. "But what did he
mean by all that talk?"
"I don't know
exactly," said Ted dreamily. "That is, I seem to feel what
he meant but I can't quite put it into words. But, oh, Jimmy, I'm so happy. I'm
to have lessons—I have always longed to have them."
"I guess you're glad
you didn't go to the picnic?" said Jimmy.
"Yes, but I was
glad before, Jimmy, honest I was."
Blair Milford kept his
promise. He interviewed Mr. and Mrs. Jackson and, by means best known to
himself, induced them to consent that Ted should take music lessons every
Saturday afternoon. He was a pupil to delight a teacher's heart and, after
every lesson, Blair Milford looked at him with kindly eyes and murmured,
"Amazing," under his breath. Finally he went again to the Jacksons,
and the next day he said to Ted, "Ted, would you like to come away with
me—live with me—be my boy and have your gift for music thoroughly
cultivated?"
"What do you mean,
sir?" said Ted tremblingly.
"I mean that I want
you—that I must have you, Ted. I've talked to Mr. Jackson, and he has consented
to let you come. You shall be educated, you shall have the best masters in your
art that the world affords, you shall have the career I once dreamed of. Will
you come, Ted?"
Ted drew a long breath.
"Yes, sir," he said. "But it isn't so much because of the
music—it's because I love you, Mr. Milford, and I'm so glad I'm to be always
with you."
15.The Doctor's
Sweetheart
Just because I am an old
woman outwardly it doesn't follow that I am one inwardly. Hearts don't grow
old—or shouldn't. Mine hasn't, I am thankful to say. It bounded like a girl's
with delight when I saw Doctor John and Marcella Barry drive past this
afternoon. If the doctor had been my own son I couldn't have felt more real
pleasure in his happiness. I'm only an old lady who can do little but sit by
her window and knit, but eyes were made for seeing, and I use mine for that
purpose. When I see the good and beautiful things—and a body need never look
for the other kind, you know—the things God planned from the beginning and
brought about in spite of the counter plans and schemes of men, I feel such a
deep joy that I'm glad, even at seventy-five, to be alive in a world where such
things come to pass. And if ever God meant and made two people for each other,
those people were Doctor John and Marcella Barry; and that is what I always
tell folk who come here commenting on the difference in their ages. "Old
enough to be her father," sniffed Mrs. Riddell to me the other day. I
didn't say anything to Mrs. Riddell. I just looked at her. I presume my face
expressed what I felt pretty clearly. How any woman can live for sixty years in
the world, as Mrs. Riddell has, a wife and mother at that, and not get some
realization of the beauty and general satisfactoriness of a real and abiding
love, is something I cannot understand and never shall be able to.
Nobody in Bridgeport
believed that Marcella would ever come back, except Doctor John and me—not even
her Aunt Sara. I've heard people laugh at me when I said I knew she would; but
nobody minds being laughed at when she is sure of a thing and I was sure that
Marcella Barry would come back as that the sun rose and set. I hadn't lived
beside her for eight years to know so little about her as to doubt her. Neither
had Doctor John.
Marcella was only eight
years old when she came to live in Bridgeport. Her father, Chester Barry, had
just died. Her mother, who was a sister of Miss Sara Bryant, my next door
neighbor, had been dead for four years. Marcella's father left her to the
guardianship of his brother, Richard Barry; but Miss Sara pleaded so hard to
have the little girl that the Barrys consented to let Marcella live with her
aunt until she was sixteen. Then, they said, she would have to go back to them,
to be properly educated and take the place of her father's daughter in his world.
For, of course, it is a fact that Miss Sara Bryant's world was and is a very
different one from Chester Barry's world. As to which side the difference
favors, that isn't for me to say. It all depends on your standard of what is
really worth while, you know.
So Marcella came to live
with us in Bridgeport. I say "us" advisedly. She slept and ate in her
aunt's house, but every house in the village was a home to her; for, with all
our little disagreements and diverse opinions, we are really all one big
family, and everybody feels an interest in and a good working affection for
everybody else. Besides, Marcella was one of those children whom everybody
loves at sight, and keeps on loving. One long, steady gaze from those big
grayish-blue black-lashed eyes of hers went right into your heart and stayed
there.
She was a pretty child
and as good as she was pretty. It was the right sort of goodness, too, with
just enough spice of original sin in it to keep it from spoiling by reason of
over-sweetness. She was a frank, loyal, brave little thing, even at eight, and
wouldn't have said or done a mean or false thing to save her life.
She and I were right
good friends from the beginning. She loved me and she loved her Aunt Sara; but
from the very first her best and deepest affection went out to Doctor John
Haven, who lived in the big brick house on the other side of Miss Sara's.
Doctor John was a
Bridgeport boy, and when he got through college he came right home and settled
down here, with his widowed mother. The Bridgeport girls were fluttered, for
eligible young men were scarce in our village; there was considerable setting
of caps, I must say that, although I despise ill-natured gossip; but neither
the caps nor the wearers thereof seemed to make any impression on Doctor John.
Mrs. Riddell said that he was a born old bachelor; I suppose she based her
opinion on the fact that Doctor John was always a quiet, bookish fellow, who
didn't care a button for society, and had never been guilty of a flirtation in
his life. I knew Doctor John's heart far better than Martha Riddell could know
anybody's; and I knew there was nothing of the old bachelor in his nature. He
just had to wait for the right woman, that was all, not being able to content
himself with less as some men can and do. If she never came Doctor John would
never marry; but he wouldn't be an old bachelor for all that.
He was thirty when
Marcella came to Bridgeport—a tall, broad-shouldered man with a mane of thick
brown curls and level, dark hazel eyes. He walked with a little stoop, his
hands clasped behind him; and he had the sweetest, deepest voice. Spoken music,
if ever a voice was. He was kind and brave and gentle, but a little distant and
reserved with most people. Everybody in Bridgeport liked him, but only a very
few ever passed the inner gates of his confidence or were admitted to any share
in his real life. I am proud to say I was one; I think it is something for an
old woman to boast of.
Doctor John was always
fond of children, and they of him. It was natural that he and little Marcella
should take to each other. He had the most to do with bringing her up, for Miss
Sara consulted him in everything. Marcella was not hard to manage for the most
part; but she had a will of her own, and when she did set it up in opposition
to the powers that were, nobody but the doctor could influence her at all; she
never resisted him or disobeyed his wishes.
Marcella was one of
those girls who develop early. I suppose her constant association with us
elderly folks had something to do with it, too. But, at fifteen, she was a
woman, loving, beautiful, and spirited.
And Doctor John loved
her—loved the woman, not the child. I knew it before he did—but not, as I
think, before Marcella did, for those young, straight-gazing eyes of hers were
wonderfully quick to read into other people's hearts. I watched them together
and saw the love growing between them, like a strong, fair, perfect flower,
whose fragrance was to endure for eternity. Miss Sara saw it, too, and was
half-pleased and half-worried; even Miss Sara thought the Doctor too old for
Marcella; and besides, there were the Barrys to be reckoned with. Those Barrys
were the nightmare dread of poor Miss Sara's life.
The time came when
Doctor John's eyes were opened. He looked into his own heart and read there
what life had written for him. As he told me long afterwards, it came to him
with a shock that left him white-lipped. But he was a brave, sensible fellow
and he looked the matter squarely in the face. First of all, he put away to one
side all that the world might say; the thing concerned solely him and Marcella,
and the world had nothing to do with it. That disposed of, he asked himself
soberly if he had a right to try to win Marcella's love. He decided that he had
not; it would be taking an unfair advantage of her youth and inexperience. He
knew that she must soon go to her father's people—she must not go bound by any
ties of his making. Doctor John, for Marcella's sake, gave the decision against
his own heart.
So much did Doctor John
tell me, his old friend and confidant. I said nothing and gave no advice, not
having lived seventy-five years for nothing. I knew that Doctor John's decision
was manly and right and fair; but I also knew it was all nullified by the fact
that Marcella already loved him.
So much I knew; the rest
I was left to suppose. The Doctor and Marcella told me much, but there were
some things too sacred to be told, even to me. So that to this day I don't know
how the doctor found out that Marcella loved him. All I know is that one day,
just a month before her sixteenth birthday, the two came hand in hand to Miss
Sara and me, as we sat on Miss Sara's veranda in the twilight, and told us
simply that they had plighted their troth to each other.
I looked at them
standing there with that wonderful sunrise of life and love on their faces—the
doctor, tall and serious, with a sprinkle of silver in his brown hair and the
smile of a happy man on his lips—Marcella, such a slip of a girl, with her
black hair in a long braid and her lovely face all dewed over with tears and
sunned over with smiles—I, an old woman, looked at them and thanked the good
God for them and their delight.
Miss Sara laughed and
cried and kissed—and forboded what the Barrys would do. Her forebodings proved
only too true. When the doctor wrote to Richard Barry, Marcella's guardian,
asking his consent to their engagement, Richard Barry promptly made trouble—the
very worst kind of trouble. He descended on Bridgeport and completely
overwhelmed poor Miss Sara in his wrath. He laughed at the idea of
countenancing an engagement between a child like Marcella and an obscure
country doctor. And he carried Marcella off with him!
She had to go, of
course. He was her legal guardian and he would listen to no pleadings. He
didn't know anything about Marcella's character, and he thought that a new life
out in the great world would soon blot out her fancy.
After the first outburst
of tears and prayers Marcella took it very calmly, as far as outward eye could
see. She was as cool and dignified and stately as a young queen. On the night
before she went away she came over to say good-bye to me. She did not even shed
any tears, but the look in her eyes told of bitter hurt. "It is goodbye
for five years, Miss Tranquil," she said steadily. "When I am
twenty-one I will come back. That is the only promise I can make. They will not
let me write to John or Aunt Sara and I will do nothing underhanded. But I will
not forget and I will come back."
Richard Barry would not
even let her see Doctor John alone again. She had to bid him good-bye beneath
the cold, contemptuous eyes of the man of the world. So there was just a
hand-clasp and one long deep look between them that was tenderer than any kiss
and more eloquent than any words.
"I will come back
when I am twenty-one," said Marcella. And I saw Richard Barry smile.
So Marcella went away
and in all Bridgeport there were only two people who believed she would ever
return. There is no keeping a secret in Bridgeport, and everybody knew all
about the love affair between Marcella and the doctor and about the promise she
had made. Everybody sympathized with the doctor because everybody believed he
had lost his sweetheart.
"For of course
she'll never come back," said Mrs. Riddell to me. "She's only a child
and she'll soon forget him. She's to be sent to school and taken abroad and
between times she'll live with the Richard Barrys; and they move, as everyone
knows, in the very highest and gayest circles. I'm sorry for the doctor,
though. A man of his age doesn't get over a thing like that in a hurry and he
was perfectly silly over Marcella. But it really serves him right for falling
in love with a child."
There are times when
Martha Riddell gets on my nerves. She's a good-hearted woman, and she means
well; but she rasps—rasps terribly.
Even Miss Sara
exasperated me. But then she had her excuse. The child she loved as her own had
been torn from her and it almost broke her heart. But even so, I thought she
ought to have had a little more faith in Marcella.
"Oh, no, she'll
never come back," sobbed Miss Sara. "Yes, I know she promised. But
they'll wean her away from me. She'll have such a gay, splendid life she'll not
want to come back. Five years is a lifetime at her age. No, don't try to
comfort me, Miss Tranquil, because I won't be comforted!"
When a person has made
up her mind to be miserable you just have to let her be
miserable.
I almost dreaded to see
Doctor John for fear he would be in despair, too, without any confidence in
Marcella. But when he came I saw I needn't have worried. The light had all gone
out of his eyes, but there was a calm, steady patience in them.
"She will come back
to me, Miss Tranquil," he said. "I know what people are saying, but
that does not trouble me. They do not know Marcella as I do. She promised and
she will keep her word—keep it joyously and gladly, too. If I did not know that
I would not wish its fulfilment. When she is free she will turn her back on
that brilliant world and all it offers her and come back to me. My part is to
wait and believe."
So Doctor John waited
and believed. After a little while the excitement died away and people forgot
Marcella. We never heard from or about her, except a paragraph now and then in
the society columns of the city paper the doctor took. We knew she was sent to
school for three years; then the Barrys took her abroad. She was presented at
court. When the doctor read this—he was with me at the time—he put his hand
over his eyes and sat very silent for a long time. I wondered if at last some
momentary doubt had crept into his mind—if he did not fear that Marcella must
have forgotten him. The paper told of her triumph and her beauty and hinted at
a titled match. Was it probable or even possible that she would be faithful to
him after all this?
The doctor must have
guessed my thoughts, for at last he looked up with a smile.
"She will come
back," was all he said. But I saw that the doubt, if doubt it were, had
gone. I watched him as he went away, that tall, gentle, kindly-eyed man, and I
prayed that his trust might not be misplaced; for if it should be it would
break his heart.
Five years seems a long
time in looking forward. But they pass quickly. One day I remembered that it
was Marcella's twenty-first birthday. Only one other person thought of it. Even
Miss Sara did not. Miss Sara remembered Marcella only as a child that had been
loved and lost. Nobody else in Bridgeport thought about her at all. The doctor
came in that evening. He had a rose in his buttonhole and he walked with a step
as light as a boy's.
"She is free
to-day," he said. "We shall soon have her again, Miss Tranquil."
"Do you think she
will be the same?" I said.
I don't know what made
me say it. I hate to be one of those people who throw cold water on other
peoples' hopes. But it slipped out before I thought. I suppose the doubt had
been vaguely troubling me always, under all my faith in Marcella, and now made
itself felt in spite of me.
But the doctor only
laughed.
"How could she be
changed?" he said. "Some women might be—most women would be—but not
Marcella. Dear Miss Tranquil, don't spoil your beautiful record of confidence
by doubting her now. We shall have her again soon—how soon I don't know, for I
don't even know where she is, whether in the old world or the new—but just as
soon as she can come to us."
We said nothing
more—neither of us. But every day the light in the doctor's eyes grew brighter
and deeper and tenderer. He never spoke of Marcella, but I knew she was in his
thoughts every moment. He was much calmer than I was. I trembled when the
postman knocked, jumped when the gate latch clicked, and fairly had a cold
chill if I saw a telegraph boy running down the street.
One evening, a fortnight
later, I went over to see Miss Sara. She was out somewhere, so I sat down in
her little sitting room to wait for her. Presently the doctor came in and we
sat in the soft twilight, talking a little now and then, but silent when we
wanted to be, as becomes real friendship. It was such a beautiful evening.
Outside in Miss Sara's garden the roses were white and red, and sweet with dew;
the honeysuckle at the window sent in delicious breaths now and again; a few
sleepy birds were twittering; between the trees the sky was all pink and
silvery blue and there was an evening star over the elm in my front yard. We
heard somebody come through the door and down the hall. I turned, expecting to
see Miss Sara—and I saw Marcella! She was standing in the doorway, tall and
beautiful, with a ray of sunset light falling athwart her black hair under her
travelling hat. She was looking past me at Doctor John and in her splendid eyes
was the look of the exile who had come home to her own.
"Marcella!" said
the doctor.
I went out by the
dining-room door and shut it behind me, leaving them alone together.
The wedding is to be
next month. Miss Sara is beside herself with delight. The excitement has been
really terrible, and the way people have talked and wondered and exclaimed has
almost worn my patience clean out. I've snubbed more persons in the last ten
days than I ever did in all my life before.
Nothing of this worries
Doctor John or Marcella. They are too happy to care for gossip or outside
curiosity. The Barrys are not coming to the wedding, I understand. They refuse
to forgive Marcella or countenance her folly, as they call it, in any way.
Folly! When I see those two together and realize what they mean to each other I
have some humble, reverent idea of what true wisdom is.
16.The End of the Young
Family Feud
A week before Christmas,
Aunt Jean wrote to Elizabeth, inviting her and Alberta and me to eat our Christmas
dinner at Monkshead. We accepted with delight. Aunt Jean and Uncle Norman were
delightful people, and we knew we should have a jolly time at their house.
Besides, we wanted to see Monkshead, where Father had lived in his boyhood, and
the old Young homestead where he had been born and brought up and where Uncle
William still lived. Father never said much about it, but we knew he loved it
very dearly, and we had always greatly desired to get at least a glimpse of
what Alberta liked to call "our ancestral halls."
Since Monkshead was only
sixty miles away, and Uncle William lived there as aforesaid, it may be
pertinently asked what there was to prevent us from visiting it and the
homestead as often as we wished. We answer promptly: the family feud.
Father and Uncle William
were on bad terms, or rather on no terms at all, and had been ever since we
could remember. After Grandfather Young's death there had been a wretched
quarrel over the property. Father always said that he had been as much to blame
as Uncle William, but Great-aunt Emily told us that Uncle William had been by
far the most to blame, and that he had behaved scandalously to Father.
Moreover, she said that Father had gone to him when cooling-down time came,
apologized for what he had said, and asked Uncle William to be friends again;
and that William, simply turned his back on Father and walked into the house
without saying a word, but, as Great-aunt Emily said, with the Young temper
sticking out of every kink and curve of his figure. Great-aunt Emily is our
aunt on Mother's side, and she does not like any of the Youngs except Father
and Uncle Norman.
This was why we had
never visited Monkshead. We had never seen Uncle William, and we always thought
of him as a sort of ogre when we thought of him at all. When we were children,
our old nurse, Margaret Hannah, used to frighten us into good behaviour by
saying ominously, "If you 'uns aint good your Uncle William'll cotch
you."
What he would do to us
when he "cotched" us she never specified, probably reasoning that the
unknown was always more terrible than the known. My private opinion in those
days was that he would boil us in oil and pick our bones.
Uncle Norman and Aunt
Jean had been living out west for years. Three months before this Christmas
they had come east, bought a house in Monkshead, and settled there. They had
been down to see us, and Father and Mother and the boys had been up to see
them, but we three girls had not; so we were pleasantly excited at the thought
of spending Christmas there.
Christmas morning was
fine, white as a pearl and clear as a diamond. We had to go by the seven
o'clock train, since there was no other before eleven, and we reached Monkshead
at eight-thirty.
When we stepped from the
train the stationmaster asked us if we were the three Miss Youngs. Alberta
pleaded guilty, and he said, "Well, here's a letter for you then."
We took the letter and
went into the waiting room with sundry misgivings. What had happened? Were
Uncle Norman and Aunt Jean quarantined for scarlet fever, or had burglars
raided the pantry and carried off the Christmas supplies? Elizabeth opened and
read the letter aloud. It was from Aunt Jean to the following effect:
Dear
Girls: I am so sorry to
disappoint you, but I cannot help it. Word has come from Streatham that my
sister has met with a serious accident and is in a very critical condition.
Your uncle and I must go to Streatham immediately and are leaving on the eight
o'clock express. I know you have started before this, so there is no use in
telegraphing. We want you to go right to the house and make yourself at home.
You will find the key under the kitchen doorstep, and the dinner in the pantry
all ready to cook. There are two mince pies on the third shelf, and the plum
pudding only needs to be warmed up. You will find a little Christmas
remembrance for each of you on the dining-room table. I hope you will make as
merry as you possibly can and we will have you down again as soon as we come
back.
Your hurried and
affectionate,
Aunt Jean
We looked at each other
somewhat dolefully. But, as Alberta pointed out, we might as well make the best
of it, since there was no way of getting home before the five o'clock train. So
we trailed out to the stationmaster, and asked him limply if he could direct us
to Mr. Norman Young's house.
He was a rather grumpy
individual, very busy with pencil and notebook over some freight; but he
favoured us with his attention long enough to point with his pencil and say
jerkily, "Young's? See that red house on the hill? That's it."
The red house was about
a quarter of a mile from the station, and we saw it plainly. Accordingly, to
the red house we betook ourselves. On nearer view it proved to be a trim,
handsome place, with nice grounds and very fine old trees.
We found the key under
the kitchen doorstep and went in. The fire was black out, and somehow things
wore a more cheerless look than I had expected to find. I may as well admit
that we marched into the dining room first of all, to find our presents.
There were three
parcels, two very small and one pretty big, lying on the table, but when we
came to look for names there were none.
"Evidently Aunt
Jean, in her hurry and excitement, forgot to label them," said Elizabeth.
"Let us open them. We may be able to guess from the contents which belongs
to whom."
I must say we were
surprised when we opened those parcels. "We had known that Aunt Jean's
gifts would be nice, but we had not expected anything like this. There was a
magnificent stone marten collar, a dear little gold watch and pearl chatelaine,
and a gold chain bracelet set with turquoises.
"The collar must be
for you, Elizabeth, because Mary and I have one already, and Aunt Jean knows
it," said Alberta; "the watch must be for you, Mary, because I have
one; and by the process of exhaustion the bracelet must be for me. Well, they
are all perfectly sweet."
Elizabeth put on her
collar and paraded in front of the sideboard mirror. It was so dusty she had to
take her handkerchief and wipe it before she could see herself properly.
Everything in the room was equally dusty. As for the lace curtains, they looked
as if they hadn't been washed for years, and one of them had a long ragged hole
in it. I couldn't help feeling secretly surprised, for Aunt Jean had the
reputation of being a perfect housekeeper. However, I didn't say anything, and
neither did the other girls. Mother had always impressed upon us that it was
the height of bad manners to criticize anything we might not like in a house
where we were guests.
"Well, let's see
about dinner," said Alberta, practically, snapping her bracelet on her
wrist and admiring the effect.
We went to the kitchen,
where Elizabeth proceeded to light the fire, that being one of her specialties,
while Alberta and I explored the pantry. We found the dinner supplies laid out
as Aunt Jean had explained. There was a nice fat turkey all stuffed, and
vegetables galore. The mince pies were in their place, but they were almost the
only things about which that could be truthfully said, for the disorder of that
pantry was enough to give a tidy person nightmares for a month. "I never
in all my life saw—" began Alberta, and then stopped short, evidently
remembering Mother's teaching.
"Where is the plum
pudding?" said I, to turn the conversation into safer channels.
It was nowhere to be
seen, so we concluded it must be in the cellar. But we found the cellar door
padlocked good and fast.
"Never mind,"
said Elizabeth. "You know none of us really likes plum pudding. We only
eat it because it is the proper traditional dessert. The mince pies will suit
us better."
We hurried the turkey
into the oven, and soon everything was going merrily. We had lots of fun
getting up that dinner, and we made ourselves perfectly at home, as Aunt Jean
had commanded. We kindled a fire in the dining room and dusted everything in
sight. We couldn't find anything remotely resembling a duster, so we used our
handkerchiefs. When we got through, the room looked like something, for the
furnishings were really very handsome, but our handkerchiefs—well!
Then we set the table
with all the nice dishes we could find. There was only one long tablecloth in
the sideboard drawer, and there were three holes in it, but we covered them
with dishes and put a little potted palm in the middle for a centrepiece. At
one o'clock dinner was ready for us and we for it. Very nice that table looked,
too, as we sat down to it.
Just as Alberta was
about to spear the turkey with a fork and begin carving, that being one
of her specialties, the kitchen door opened and somebody
walked in. Before we could move, a big, handsome, bewhiskered man in a fur coat
appeared in the dining-room doorway.
I wasn't frightened. He
seemed quite respectable, I thought, and I supposed he was some intimate friend
of Uncle Norman's. I rose politely and said, "Good day."
You never saw such an
expression of amazement as was on that poor man's face. He looked from me to
Alberta and from Alberta to Elizabeth and from Elizabeth to me again as if he
doubted the evidence of his eyes.
"Mr. and Mrs.
Norman Young are not at home," I explained, pitying him. "They went
to Streatham this morning because Mrs. Young's sister is very ill."
"What does all this
mean?" said the big man gruffly. "This isn't Norman Young's house ...
it is mine. I'm William Young. Who are you? And what are you doing here?"
I fell back into my
chair, speechless. My very first impulse was to put up my hand and cover the
gold watch. Alberta had dropped the carving knife and was trying desperately to
get the gold bracelet off under the table. In a flash we had realized our
mistake and its awfulness. As for me, I felt positively frightened; Margaret
Hannah's warnings of old had left an ineffaceable impression.
Elizabeth rose to the
occasion. Rising to the occasion is another of Elizabeth's specialties. Besides,
she was not hampered by the tingling consciousness that she was wearing a gift
that had not been intended for her.
"We have made a
mistake, I fear," she said, with a dignity which I appreciated even in my
panic, "and we are very sorry for it. We were invited to spend Christmas
with Mr. and Mrs. Norman Young. When we got off the train we were given a
letter from them stating that they were summoned away but telling us to go to
their house and make ourselves at home. The stationmaster told us that this was
the house, so we came here. We have never been in Monkshead, so we did not know
the difference. Please pardon us."
I had got off the watch
by this time and laid it on the table, unobserved, as I thought. Alberta, not
having the key of the bracelet, had not been able to get it off, and she sat
there crimson with shame. As for Uncle William, there was positively a twinkle
in his eye. He did not look in the least ogreish.
"Well, it has been
quite a fortunate mistake for me," he said. "I came home expecting to
find a cold house and a raw dinner, and I find this instead. I'm very much
obliged to you."
Alberta rose, went to
the mantel piece, took the key of the bracelet therefrom, and unlocked it. Then
she faced Uncle William. "Mrs. Young told us in her letter that we would
find our Christmas gifts on the table, so we took it for granted that these
things belonged to us," she said desperately. "And now, if you will
kindly tell us where Mr. Norman Young does live, we won't intrude on you any
longer. Come, girls."
Elizabeth and I rose
with a sigh. There was nothing else to be done, of course, but we were
fearfully hungry, and we did not feel enthusiastic over the prospect of going
to another empty house and cooking another dinner.
"Wait a bit,"
said Uncle William. "I think since you have gone to all the trouble of
cooking the dinner it's only fair you should stay and help to eat it. Accidents
seem to be rather fashionable just now. My housekeeper's son broke his leg down
at Weston, and I had to take her there early this morning. Come, introduce
yourselves. To whom am I indebted for this pleasant surprise?"
"We are Elizabeth,
Alberta, and Mary Young of Green Village," I said; and then I looked to
see the ogre creep out if it were ever going to.
But Uncle William merely
looked amazed for the first moment, foolish for the second, and the third he
was himself again.
"Robert's
daughters?" he said, as if it were the most natural thing in the world
that Robert's daughters should be there in his house. "So you are my
nieces? Well, I'm very glad to make your acquaintance. Sit down and we'll have
dinner as soon as I can get my coat off. I want to see if you are as good cooks
as your mother used to be long ago."
We sat down, and so did
Uncle William. Alberta had her chance to show what she could do at carving, for
Uncle William said it was something he never did; he kept a housekeeper just
for that. At first we felt a bit stiff and awkward; but that soon wore off, for
Uncle William was genial, witty, and entertaining. Soon, to our surprise, we
found that we were enjoying ourselves. Uncle William seemed to be, too. When we
had finished he leaned back and looked at us.
"I suppose you've
been brought up to abhor me and all my works?" he said abruptly.
"Not by Father and
Mother," I said frankly. "They never said anything against you.
Margaret Hannah did, though. She brought us up in the way we should go through
fear of you."
Uncle William laughed.
"Margaret Hannah
was a faithful old enemy of mine," he said. "Well, I acted like a
fool—and worse. I've been sorry for it ever since. I was in the wrong. I
couldn't have said this to your father, but I don't mind saying it to you, and
you can tell him if you like."
"He'll be delighted
to hear that you are no longer angry with him," said Alberta. "He has
always longed to be friends with you again, Uncle William. But he thought you
were still bitter against him."
"No—no—nothing but
stubborn pride," said Uncle William. "Now, girls, since you are my
guests I must try to give you a good time. We'll take the double sleigh and
have a jolly drive this afternoon. And about those trinkets there—they are
yours. I did get them for some young friends of mine here, but I'll give them
something else. I want you to have these. That watch looked very nice on your blouse,
Mary, and the bracelet became Alberta's pretty wrist very well. Come and give
your cranky old uncle a hug for them."
Uncle William got his
hugs heartily; then we washed up the dishes and went for our drive. We got back
just in time to catch the evening train home. Uncle William saw us off at the
station, under promise to come back and stay a week with him when his
housekeeper came home.
"One of you will
have to come and stay with me altogether, pretty soon," he said.
"Tell your father he must be prepared to hand over one of his girls to me
as a token of his forgiveness. I'll be down to talk it over with him
shortly."
When we got home and
told our story, Father said, "Thank God!" very softly. There were
tears in his eyes. He did not wait for Uncle William to come down, but went to
Monkshead himself the next day.
In the spring Alberta is
to go and live with Uncle William. She is making a supply of dusters now. And
next Christmas we are going to have a grand family reunion at the old
homestead. Mistakes are not always bad.
17.The Genesis of the
Doughnut Club
When John Henry died
there seemed to be nothing for me to do but pack up and go back east. I didn't
want to do it, but forty-five years of sojourning in this world have taught me
that a body has to do a good many things she doesn't want to do, and that most
of them turn out to be for the best in the long run. But I knew perfectly well
that it wasn't best for me or anybody else that I should go back to live with
William and Susanna, and I couldn't think what Providence was about when things
seemed to point that way.
I wanted to stay in
Carleton. I loved the big, straggling, bustling little town that always reminded
me of a lanky, overgrown schoolboy, all arms and legs, but full to the brim
with enthusiasm and splendid ideas. I knew Carleton was bound to grow into a
magnificent city, and I wanted to be there and see it grow and watch it
develop; and I loved the whole big, breezy golden west, with the rush and
tingle of its young life. And, more than all, I loved my boys, and what I was
going to do without them or they without me was more than I knew, though I
tried to think Providence might know.
But there was no place
in Carleton for me; the only thing to do was to go back east, and I knew that
all the time, even when I was desperately praying that I might find a way to
remain. There's not much comfort, or help either, praying one way and believing
another.
I'd lived down east in
Northfield all my life—until five years ago—lived with my brother William and
his wife. Northfield was a little pinched-up village where everybody knew more
about you than you did about yourself, and you couldn't turn around without
being commented upon. William and Susanna were kind to me, but I was just the
old maid sister, of no importance to anybody, and I never felt as if I were
really living. I was simply vegetating on, and wouldn't be missed by a single
soul if I died. It is a horrible feeling, but I didn't expect it would ever be
any different, and I had made up my mind that when I died I would have the word
"Wasted" carved on my tombstone. It wouldn't be conventional at all,
but I'd been conventional all my life, and I was determined I'd have something
done out of the common even if I had to wait until I was dead to have it.
Then all at once the
letter came from John Henry, my brother out west. He wrote that his wife had
died and he wanted me to go out and keep house for him. I sat right down and
wrote him I'd go and in a week's time I started.
It made quite a
commotion; I had that much satisfaction out of it to begin with. Susanna wasn't
any too well pleased. I was only the old maid sister, but I was a good cook,
and help was scarce in Northfield. All the neighbours shook their heads, and
warned me I wouldn't like it. I was too old to change my ways, and I'd be
dreadfully homesick, and I'd find the west too rough and boisterous. I just
smiled and said nothing.
Well, I came out here to
Carleton, and from the time I got here I was perfectly happy. John Henry had a
little rented house, and he was as poor as a church mouse, being the
ne'er-do-well of our family, and the best loved, as ne'er-do-wells are so apt
to be. He'd nearly died of lonesomeness since his wife's death, and he was so
glad to see me. That was delightful in itself, and I was just in my element
getting that little house fixed up cosy and homelike, and cooking the most
elegant meals. There wasn't much work to do, just for me and him, and I got a
squaw in to wash and scrub. I never thought about Northfield except to thank
goodness I'd escaped from it, and John Henry and I were as happy as a king and
queen.
Then after awhile my
activities began to sprout and branch out, and the direction they took
was boys. Carleton was full of boys, like all the western towns,
overflowing with them as you might say, young fellows just let loose from home
and mother, some of them dying of homesickness and some of them beginning to
run wild and get into risky ways, some of them smart and some of them lazy,
some ugly and some handsome; but all of them boys, lovable, rollicking boys,
with the makings of good men in them if there was anybody to take hold of them
and cut the pattern right, but liable to be spoiled just because there wasn't
anybody.
Well, I did what I
could. It began with John Henry bringing home some of them that worked in his
office to spend the evening now and again, and they told other fellows and
asked leave to bring them in too. And before long it got to be that there never
was an evening there wasn't some of them there, "Aunt-Pattying" me. I
told them from the start I would not be called Miss. When a
woman has been Miss for forty-five years she gets tired of it.
So Aunt Patty it was,
and Aunt Patty it remained, and I loved all those dear boys as if they'd been
my own. They told me all their troubles, and I mothered them and cheered them
up and scolded them, and finally topped off with a jolly good supper; for, talk
as you like, you can't preach much good into a boy if he's got an aching void
in his stomach. Fill that up with tasty victuals, and then you
can do something with his spiritual nature. If a boy is well stuffed with good
things and then won't listen to advice, you might as well stop wasting your
breath on him, because there is something radically wrong with him. Probably
his grandfather had dyspepsia. And a dyspeptic ancestor is worse for a boy than
predestination, in my opinion.
Anyway, most of my boys
took to going to church and Bible class of their own accord, after I'd been
their aunt for awhile. The young minister thought it was all his doings, and I
let him think so to keep him cheered up. He was a nice boy himself, and often
dropped in of an evening too; but I never would let him talk theology until
after supper. His views always seemed so much mellower then, and didn't puzzle
the other boys more than was wholesome for them.
This went on for five
glorious years, the only years of my life I'd ever lived, and then
came, as I thought, the end of everything. John Henry took typhoid and died. At
first that was all I could think of; and when I got so that I could think of
other things, there was, as I have said, nothing for me to do but go back east.
The boys, who had been
as good as gold to me all through my trouble, felt dreadfully bad over this,
and coaxed me hard to stay. They said if I'd start a boarding house I'd have
all the boarders I could accommodate; but I knew it was no use to think of
that, because I wasn't strong enough, and help was so hard to get. No, there
was nothing for it but Northfield and stagnation again, with not a stray boy
anywhere to mother. I looked the dismal prospect square in the face and made up
my mind to it.
But I was determined to
give my boys one good celebration before I went, anyway. It was near
Thanksgiving, and I resolved they should have a dinner that would keep my
memory green for awhile, a real old-fashioned Thanksgiving dinner such as they
used to have at home. I knew it would cost more than I could really afford, but
I shut my eyes to that aspect of the question. I was going back to strict
eastern economy for the rest of my days, and I meant to indulge in one wild,
blissful riot of extravagance before I was cooped up again.
I counted up the boys I
must have, and there were fifteen, including the minister. I invited them a
fortnight ahead to make sure of getting them, though I needn't have worried,
for they all said they would have broken an engagement to dine with the king
for one of my dinners. The minister said he had been feeling so homesick he was
afraid he wouldn't be able to preach a real thankful sermon, but now he was
comfortably sure that his sermon would be overflowing with gratitude.
I just threw myself
heart and soul into the preparations for that dinner. I had three turkeys and
two sucking pigs, and mince pies and pumpkin pies and apple pies, and doughnuts
and fruit cake and cranberry sauce and brown bread, and ever so many other
things to fill up the chinks. The night before Thanksgiving everything was
ready, and I was so tired I could hardly talk to Jimmy Nelson when he dropped
in.
Jimmy had something on
his mind, I saw that. So I said, "'Fess up, Jimmy, and then you'll be able
to enjoy your call."
"I want to ask a
favour of you, Aunt Patty," said Jimmy.
I knew I should have to
grant it; nobody could refuse Jimmy anything, he looked so much like a nice,
clean, pink-and-white little schoolboy whose mother had just scrubbed his face
and told him to be good. At the same time he was one of the wildest young
scamps in Carleton, or had been until a year ago. I'd got him well set on the
road to reformation, and I felt worse about leaving him than any of the rest of
them. I knew he was just at the critical point. With somebody to tide him over
the next half year he'd probably go straight for the rest of his life, but if
he were left to himself he'd likely just slip back to his old set and ways.
"I want you to let
me bring my Uncle Joe to dinner tomorrow," said Jimmy. "The poor old
fellow is stranded here for Thanksgiving, and he hates hotels. May I?"
"Of course," I
said heartily, wondering why Jimmy seemed to think I mightn't want his Uncle
Joe. "Bring him right along."
"Thanks," said
Jimmy. "He'll be more than pleased. Your sublime cookery will delight him.
He adores the west, but he can't endure its cooking. He's always harping on his
mother's pantry and the good old down-east dinners. He's dyspeptic and
pessimistic most of the time, and he's got half a dozen cronies just like
himself. All they think of is railroads and bills of fare."
"Railroads!" I
cried. And then an awful thought assailed me. "Jimmy Nelson, your uncle
isn't—isn't—he can't be Joseph P. Nelson, the rich Joseph P.
Nelson!"
"Oh, he's rich
enough," said Jimmy; getting up and reaching for his hat. "In
dollars, that is. Some ways he's poor enough. Well, I must be going. Thanks
ever so much for letting me bring Uncle Joe."
And that rascal was
gone, leaving me crushed. Joseph Nelson was coming to my house to dinner—Joseph
P. Nelson, the millionaire railroad king, who kept his own chef and was
accustomed to dining with the great ones of the earth!
I was afraid I should
never be able to forgive Jimmy. I couldn't sleep a wink that night, and I
cooked that dinner next day in a terrible state of mind. Every ring that came
at the door made my heart jump,—but in the end Jimmy didn't ring at all, but
just walked in with his uncle in tow. The minute I saw Joseph P. I knew I
needn't be scared of him; he just looked real common. He was little
and thin and kind of bored-looking, with grey hair and whiskers, and his
clothes were next door to downright shabbiness. If it hadn't been for the
thought of that chef, I wouldn't have felt a bit ashamed of my old-fashioned
Thanksgiving spread.
When Joseph P. sat down
to that table he stopped looking bored. All the time the minister was saying
grace that man simply stared at a big plate of doughnuts near my end of the
table, as if he'd never seen anything like them before.
All the boys talked and
laughed while they were eating, but Joseph P. just ate, tucking
away turkey and vegetables and keeping an anxious eye on those doughnuts, as if
he was afraid somebody else would get hold of them before his turn came. I
wished I was sure it was etiquette to tell him not to worry because there were
plenty more in the pantry. By the time he'd been helped three times to mince
pie I gave up feeling bad about the chef. He finished off with the doughnuts,
and I shan't tell how many of them he devoured, because I would not be
believed.
Most of the boys had to
go away soon after dinner. Joseph P. shook hands with me absently and merely
said, "Good afternoon, Miss Porter." I didn't think he seemed at all
grateful for his dinner, but that didn't worry me because it was for my boys
I'd got it up, and not for dyspeptic millionaires whose digestion had been
spoiled by private chefs. And my boys had appreciated it, there wasn't any
doubt about that. Peter Crockett and Tommy Gray stayed to help me wash the
dishes, and we had the jolliest time ever. Afterward we picked the turkey
bones.
But that night I
realized that I was once more a useless, lonely old woman. I cried myself to
sleep, and next morning I hadn't spunk enough to cook myself a dinner. I dined
off some crackers and the remnants of the apple pies, and I was sitting staring
at the crumbs when the bell rang. I wiped away my tears and went to the door.
Joseph P. Nelson was standing there, and he said, without wasting any words—it
was easy to see how that man managed to get railroads built where nobody else
could manage it—that he had called to see me on a little matter of business.
He took just ten minutes
to make it clear to me, and when I saw the whole project I was the happiest
woman in Carleton or out of it. He said he had never eaten such a Thanksgiving
dinner as mine, and that I was the woman he'd been looking for for years. He
said that he had a few business friends who had been brought up on a down-east
farm like himself, and never got over their hankering for old-fashioned
cookery.
"That is something
we can't get here, with all our money," he said. "Now, Miss Porter,
my nephew tells me that you wish to remain in Carleton, if you can find some
way of supporting yourself. I have a proposition to make to you. These aforesaid
friends of mine and I expect to spend most of our time in Carleton for the next
few years. In fact we shall probably make it our home eventually. It's going to
be the city of the west after awhile, and the centre of a
dozen railroads. Well, we mean to equip a small private restaurant for
ourselves and we want you to take charge of it. You won't have to do much
except oversee the business and arrange the bills of fare. We want plain,
substantial old-time meals and cookery. When we have a hankering for doughnuts
and apple pies and cranberry tarts, we want to know just where to get them and
have them the right kind. We're all horribly tired of hotel fare and fancy
fol-de-rols with French names. A place where we could get a dinner such as you
served yesterday would be a boon to us. We'd have started the restaurant long
ago if we could have got a suitable person to take charge of it."
He named the salary the
club would pay and the very sound of it made me feel rich. You may be sure I
didn't take long to decide. That was a year ago, and today the Doughnut Club,
as they call themselves, is a huge success, and the fame of it has gone abroad
in the land, although they are pretty exclusive and keep all their good things
close enough to themselves. Joseph P. took a Scotch peer there to dinner one
day last week. Jimmy Nelson told me afterward that the man said it was the only
satisfying meal he'd had since he left the old country.
As for me, I have my
little house, my very own and no rented one, and all my dear boys, and I'm a
happy old busybody. You see, Providence did answer my prayers in spite of my
lack of faith; but of course He used means, and that Thanksgiving dinner of
mine was the earthly instrument of it all.
18.The Girl Who Drove
the Cows
"I wonder who that
pleasant-looking girl who drives cows down the beech lane every morning and
evening is," said Pauline Palmer, at the tea table of the country
farmhouse where she and her aunt were spending the summer. Mrs. Wallace had
wanted to go to some fashionable watering place, but her husband had bluntly
told her he couldn't afford it. Stay in the city when all her set were out she
would not, and the aforesaid farmhouse had been the compromise.
"I shouldn't
suppose it could make any difference to you who she is," said Mrs. Wallace
impatiently. "I do wish, Pauline, that you were more careful in your
choice of associates. You hobnob with everyone, even that old man who comes
around buying eggs. It is very bad form."
Pauline hid a rather
undutiful smile behind her napkin. Aunt Olivia's snobbish opinions always
amused her.
"You've no idea
what an interesting old man he is," she said. "He can talk more
entertainingly than any other man I know. What is the use of being so
exclusive, Aunt Olivia? You miss so much fun. You wouldn't be so horribly bored
as you are if you fraternized a little with the 'natives,' as you call
them."
"No, thank
you," said Mrs. Wallace disdainfully.
"Well, I am going
to try to get acquainted with that girl," said Pauline resolutely.
"She looks nice and jolly."
"I don't know where
you get your low tastes from," groaned Mrs. Wallace. "I'm sure it
wasn't from your poor mother. What do you suppose the Morgan Knowles would
think if they saw you taking up with some tomboy girl on a farm?"
"I don't see why it
should make a great deal of difference what they would think, since they don't
seem to be aware of my existence, or even of yours, Aunty," said Pauline,
with twinkling eyes. She knew it was her aunt's dearest desire to get in with
the Morgan Knowles' "set"—a desire that seemed as far from being
realized as ever. Mrs. Wallace could never understand why the Morgan Knowles
shut her from their charmed circle. They certainly associated with people much
poorer and of more doubtful worldly station than hers—the Markhams, for
instance, who lived on an unfashionable street and wore quite shabby clothes.
Just before she had left Colchester, Mrs. Wallace had seen Mrs. Knowles and
Mrs. Markham together in the former's automobile. James Wallace and Morgan
Knowles were associated in business dealings; but in spite of Mrs. Wallace's
schemings and aspirations and heart burnings, the association remained a purely
business one and never advanced an inch in the direction of friendship.
As for Pauline, she was
hopelessly devoid of social ambitions and she did not in the least mind the
Morgan Knowles' remote attitude.
"Besides,"
continued Pauline, "she isn't a tomboy at all. She looks like a very
womanly, well-bred sort of girl. Why should you think her a tomboy because she
drives cows? Cows are placid, useful animals—witness this delicious cream which
I am pouring over my blueberries. And they have to be driven. It's an honest
occupation."
"I daresay she is
someone's servant," said Mrs. Wallace contemptuously. "But I suppose
even that wouldn't matter to you, Pauline?"
"Not a mite,"
said Pauline cheerfully. "One of the very nicest girls I ever knew was a
maid Mother had the last year of her dear life. I loved that girl, Aunt Olivia,
and I correspond with her. She writes letters that are ten times more clever
and entertaining than those stupid epistles Clarisse Gray sends me—and Clarisse
Gray is a rich man's daughter and is being educated in Paris."
"You are
incorrigible, Pauline," said Mrs. Wallace hopelessly.
"Mrs. Boyd,"
said Pauline to their landlady, who now made her appearance, "who is that
girl who drives the cows along the beech lane mornings and evenings?"
"Ada Cameron, I
guess," was Mrs. Boyd's response. "She lives with the Embrees down on
the old Embree place just below here. They're pasturing their cows on the upper
farm this summer. Mrs. Embree is her father's half-sister."
"Is she as nice as
she looks?"
"Yes, Ada's a real
nice sensible girl," said Mrs. Boyd. "There is no nonsense about
her."
"That doesn't sound
very encouraging," murmured Pauline, as Mrs. Boyd went out. "I like
people with a little nonsense about them. But I hope better things of Ada, Mrs.
Boyd to the contrary notwithstanding. She has a pair of grey eyes that can't
possibly always look sensible. I think they must mellow occasionally into fun
and jollity and wholesome nonsense. Well, I'm off to the shore. I want to get
that photograph of the Cove this evening, if possible. I've set my heart on
taking first prize at the Amateur Photographers' Exhibition this fall, and if I
can only get that Cove with all its beautiful lights and shadows, it will be
the gem of my collection."
Pauline, on her return
from the shore, reached the beech lane just as the Embree cows were swinging
down it. Behind them came a tall, brown-haired, brown-faced girl in a neat
print dress. Her hat was hung over her arm, and the low evening sunlight shone
redly over her smooth glossy head. She carried herself with a pretty dignity,
but when her eyes met Pauline's, she looked as if she would smile on the
slightest provocation.
Pauline promptly gave
her the provocation.
"Good evening, Miss
Cameron," she called blithely. "Won't you please stop a few moments
and look me over? I want to see if you think me a likely person for a summer
chum."
Ada Cameron did more
than smile. She laughed outright and went over to the fence where Pauline was
sitting on a stump. She looked down into the merry black eyes of the town girl
she had been half envying for a week and said humorously: "Yes, I think
you very likely, indeed. But it takes two to make a friendship—like a bargain.
If I'm one, you'll have to be the other."
"I'm the other.
Shake," said Pauline, holding out her hand.
That was the beginning
of a friendship that made poor Mrs. Wallace groan outwardly as well as
inwardly. Pauline and Ada found that they liked each other even more than they
had expected to. They walked, rowed, berried and picnicked together. Ada did not
go to Mrs. Boyd's a great deal, for some instinct told her that Mrs. Wallace
did not look favourably on her, but Pauline spent half her time at the little,
brown, orchard-embowered house at the end of the beech lane where the Embrees
lived. She had never met any girl she thought so nice as Ada.
"She is nice every
way," she told the unconvinced Aunt Olivia. "She's clever and well
read. She is sensible and frank. She has a sense of humour and a great deal of
insight into character—witness her liking for your niece! She can talk
interestingly and she can also be silent when silence is becoming. And she has
the finest profile I ever saw. Aunt Olivia, may I ask her to visit me next
winter?"
"No, indeed,"
said Mrs. Wallace, with crushing emphasis. "You surely don't expect to
continue this absurd intimacy past the summer, Pauline?"
"I expect to be
Ada's friend all my life," said Pauline laughingly, but with a little ring
of purpose in her voice. "Oh, Aunty, dear, can't you see that Ada is just
the same girl in cotton print that she would be in silk attire? She is really
far more distinguished looking than any girl in the Knowles' set."
"Pauline!"
said Aunt Olivia, looking as shocked as if Pauline had committed blasphemy.
Pauline laughed again,
but she sighed as she went to her room. Aunt Olivia has the kindest heart in
the world, she thought. What a pity she isn't able to see things as they really
are! My friendship with Ada can't be perfect if I can't invite her to my home.
And she is such a dear girl—the first real friend after my own heart that I've
ever had.
The summer waned, and
August burned itself out.
"I suppose you will
be going back to town next week? I shall miss you dreadfully," said Ada.
The two girls were in
the Embree garden, where Pauline was preparing to take a photograph of Ada
standing among the asters, with a great sheaf of them in her arms. Pauline
wished she could have said: But you must come and visit me in the winter. Since
she could not, she had to content herself with saying: "You won't miss me
any more than I shall miss you. But we'll correspond, and I hope Aunt Olivia
will come to Marwood again next summer."
"I don't think I
shall be here then," said Ada with a sigh. "You see, it is time I was
doing something for myself, Pauline. Aunt Jane and Uncle Robert have always
been very kind to me, but they have a large family and are not very well off.
So I think I'll try for a situation in one of the Remington stores this
fall."
"It's such a pity
you couldn't have gone to the Academy and studied for a teacher's
licence," said Pauline, who knew what Ada's ambitions were.
"I should have
liked that better, of course," said Ada quietly. "But it is not
possible, so I must do my best at the next best thing. Don't let's talk of it.
It might make me feel blueish and I want to look especially pleasant if I'm
going to have my photo taken."
"You couldn't look
anything else," laughed Pauline. "Don't smile too broadly—I want you
to be looking over the asters with a bit of a dream on your face and in your
eyes. If the picture turns out as beautiful as I fondly expect, I mean to put
it in my exhibition collection under the title 'A September Dream.' There,
that's the very expression. When you look like that, you remind me of somebody
I have seen, but I can't remember who it is. All ready now—don't move—there,
dearie, it is all over."
When Pauline went back
to Colchester, she was busy for a month preparing her photographs for the
exhibition, while Aunt Olivia renewed her spinning of all the little social
webs in which she fondly hoped to entangle the Morgan Knowles and other
desirable flies.
When the exhibition was
opened, Pauline Palmer's collection won first prize, and the prettiest picture
in it was one called "A September Dream"—a tall girl with a wistful
face, standing in an old-fashioned garden with her arms full of asters.
The very day after the
exhibition was opened the Morgan Knowles' automobile stopped at the Wallace
door. Mrs. Wallace was out, but it was Pauline whom stately Mrs. Morgan Knowles
asked for. Pauline was at that moment buried in her darkroom developing
photographs, and she ran down just as she was—a fact which would have mortified
Mrs. Wallace exceedingly if she had ever known it. But Mrs. Morgan Knowles did
not seem to mind at all. She liked Pauline's simplicity of manner. It was more
than she had expected from the aunt's rather vulgar affectations.
"I have called to
ask you who the original of the photograph 'A September Dream' in your exhibit
was, Miss Palmer," she said graciously. "The resemblance to a very
dear childhood friend of mine is so startling that I am sure it cannot be
accidental."
"That is a
photograph of Ada Cameron, a friend whom I met this summer up in Marwood,"
said Pauline.
"Ada Cameron! She
must be Ada Frame's daughter, then," exclaimed Mrs. Knowles in excitement.
Then, seeing Pauline's puzzled face, she explained: "Years ago, when I was
a child, I always spent my summers on the farm of my uncle, John Frame. My
cousin, Ada Frame, was the dearest friend I ever had, but after we grew up we
saw nothing of each other, for I went with my parents to Europe for several
years, and Ada married a neighbour's son, Alec Cameron, and went out west. Her
father, who was my only living relative other than my parents, died, and I
never heard anything more of Ada until about eight years ago, when somebody
told me she was dead and had left no family. That part of the report cannot
have been true if this girl is her daughter."
"I believe she
is," said Pauline quickly. "Ada was born out west and lived there
until she was eight years old, when her parents died and she was sent east to
her father's half-sister. And Ada looks like you—she always reminded me of
somebody I had seen, but I never could decide who it was before. Oh, I hope it
is true, for Ada is such a sweet girl, Mrs. Knowles."
"She couldn't be
anything else if she is Ada Frame's daughter," said Mrs. Knowles. "My
husband will investigate the matter at once, and if this girl is Ada's child we
shall hope to find a daughter in her, as we have none of our own."
"What will Aunt
Olivia say!" said Pauline with wickedly dancing eyes when Mrs. Knowles had
gone.
Aunt Olivia was too much
overcome to say anything. That good lady felt rather foolish when it was proved
that the girl she had so despised was Mrs. Morgan Knowles' cousin and was going
to be adopted by her. But to hear Aunt Olivia talk now, you would suppose that
she and not Pauline had discovered Ada.
The latter sought
Pauline out as soon as she came to Colchester, and the summer friendship proved
a life-long one and was, for the Wallaces, the open sesame to the enchanted
ground of the Knowles' "set."
"So everybody
concerned is happy," said Pauline. "Ada is going to college and so am
I, and Aunt Olivia is on the same committee as Mrs. Knowles for the big church
bazaar. What about my 'low tastes' now, Aunt Olivia?"
"Well, who would
ever have supposed that a girl who drove cows to pasture was connected with the
Morgan Knowles?" said poor Aunt Olivia piteously.
19.The Growing Up of
Cornelia
January First.
Aunt Jemima gave me this
diary for a Christmas present. It's just the sort of gift a person named Jemima
would be likely to make.
I can't imagine why Aunt
Jemima thought I should like a diary. Probably she didn't think about it at
all. I suppose it happened to be the first thing she saw when she started out
to do her Christmas duty by me, and so she bought it. I'm sure I'm the last
girl in the world to keep a diary. I'm not a bit sentimental and I never have
time for soul outpourings. It's jollier to be out skating or snowshoeing or
just tramping around. And besides, nothing ever happens to me worth writing in
a diary.
Still, since Aunt Jemima
gave it to me, I'm going to get the good out of it. I don't believe in wasting
even a diary. Father ... it would be easier to write "Dad," but Dad
sounds disrespectful in a diary ... says I have a streak of old Grandmother
Marshall's economical nature in me. So I'm going to write in this book whenever
I have anything that might, by any stretch of imagination, be supposed worth
while.
Jen and Alice and Sue
would have plenty to write about, I dare say. They certainly seem to have jolly
times ... and as for the men ... but there! People say men are interesting.
They may be. But I shall never get well enough acquainted with any of them to
find out.
Mother says it is high
time I gave up my tomboy ways and came "out" too, because I am
eighteen. I coaxed off this winter. It wasn't very hard, because no mother with
three older unmarried girls on her hands would be very anxious to bring out a
fourth. The girls took my part and advised Mother to let me be a child as long
as possible. Mother yielded for this time, but said I must be brought out next
winter or people would talk. Oh, I hate the thought of it! People might talk
about my not being brought out, but they will talk far more about the blunders
I shall make.
The doleful fact is, I'm
too wretchedly shy and awkward to live. It fills my soul with terror to think
of donning long dresses and putting my hair up and going into society. I can't
talk and men frighten me to death. I fall over things as it is, and what will
it be with long dresses? As far back as I can remember it has been my one aim
and object in life to escape company. Oh, if only one need never grow up! If I
could only go back four years and stay there!
Mother laments over it
muchly. She says she doesn't know what she has done to have such a shy,
unpresentable daughter. I know. She married Grandmother
Marshall's son, and Grandmother Marshall was as shy as she was economical.
Mother triumphed over heredity with Jen and Sue and Alice, but it came off best
with me. The other girls are noted for their grace and tact. But I'm the black
sheep and always will be. It wouldn't worry me so much if they'd leave me alone
and stop nagging me. "Oh, for a lodge in some vast wilderness," where
there were no men, no parties, no dinners ... just quantities of dogs and
horses and skating ponds and woods! I need never put on long dresses then, but
just be a jolly little girl forever.
However, I've got one
beautiful year before me yet, and I mean to make the most of it.
000
January Tenth.
It is rather good to
have a diary to pour out your woes in when you feel awfully bad and have no one
to sympathize with you. I've been used to shutting them all up in my soul and
then they sometimes fermented and made trouble.
We had a lot of people
here to dinner tonight, and that made me miserable to begin with. I had to
dress up in a stiff white dress with a sash, and Jen tied two big
white fly-away bows on my hair that kept rasping my neck and tickling my ears
in a most exasperating way. Then an old lady whom I detest tried to make me
talk before everybody, and all I could do was to turn as red as a beet and
stammer: "Yes, ma'am," "no, ma'am." It made Mother furious,
because it is so old-fashioned to say "ma'am." Our old nurse taught
me to say it when I was small, and though it has been pretty well governessed out
of me since then, it's sure to pop up when I get confused and nervous.
Sue ... may it be
accounted unto her for righteousness ... contrived that I should go out to
dinner with old Mr. Grant, because she knew he goes to dinners for the sake of
eating and never talks or wants anybody else to. But when we were crossing the
hall I stepped on Mrs. Burnett's train and something tore. Mrs. Burnett gave me
a furious look and glowered all through dinner. The meal was completely spoiled
for me and I could find no comfort, even in the Nesselrode pudding, which is my
favourite dessert.
It was just when the
pudding came on that I got the most unkindest cut of all. Mrs. Allardyce
remarked that Sidney Elliot was coming home to Stillwater.
Everybody exclaimed and
questioned and seemed delighted. I saw Mother give one quick, involuntary look
at Jen, and then gaze steadfastly at Mr. Grant to atone for it. Jen is
twenty-six, and Stillwater is next door to our place!
As for me, I was so
vexed that I might as well have been eating chips for all the good that
Nesselrode pudding was to me. If Sidney Elliot were coming home everything
would be spoiled. There would be no more ramblings in the Stillwater woods, no
more delightful skating on the Stillwater lake. Stillwater has been the only
place in the world where I could find the full joy of solitude, and now this,
too, was to be taken from me. We had no woods, no lake. I hated Sidney Elliot.
It is ten years since
Sidney Elliot closed Stillwater and went abroad. He has stayed abroad ever
since and nobody has missed him, I'm sure. I remember him dimly as a tall dark
man who used to lounge about alone in his garden and was always reading books.
Sometimes he came into our garden and teased us children. He is said to be a
cynic and to detest society. If this latter item be a fact I almost feel a grim
pity for him. He may detest it, but he will be dragged into it. Rich bachelors
are few and far between in Riverton, and the mammas will hunt him down.
I feel like crying. If
Sidney Elliot comes home I shall be debarred from Stillwater. I have roamed its
demesnes for ten beautiful years, and I'm sure I love them a hundredfold better
than he does, or can. It is flagrantly unfair. Oh, I hate him!
000
January Twentieth.
No, I don't. I believe I
like him. Yet it's almost unbelievable. I've always thought men so detestable.
I'm tingling all over
with the surprise and pleasure of a little unexpected adventure. For the first
time I have something really worth writing in a diary ... and I'm glad I have a
diary to write it in. Blessings on Aunt Jemima! May her shadow never grow less.
This evening I started
out for a last long lingering ramble in my beloved Stillwater woods. The last,
I thought, because I knew Sidney Elliot was expected home next week, and after
that I'd have to be cooped up on our lawn. I dressed myself comfortably for
climbing fences and skimming over snowy wastes. That is, I put on the shortest
old tweed skirt I have and a red jacket with sleeves three years behind the
fashion, but jolly pockets to put your hands in, and a still redder tam. Thus
accoutred, I sallied forth.
It was such a lovely
evening that I couldn't help enjoying myself in spite of my sorrows. The sun
was low and creamy, and the snow was so white and the shadows so slender and
blue. All through the lovely Stillwater woods was a fine frosty stillness. It
was splendid to skim down those long wonderful avenues of crusted snow, with
the mossy grey boles on either hand, and overhead the lacing, leafless boughs,
I just drank in the air and the beauty until my very soul was thrilling, and I
went on and on and on until I was most delightfully lost. That is, I didn't
know just where I was, but the woods weren't so big but that I'd be sure to
come out safely somewhere; and, oh, it was so glorious to be there all alone
and never a creature to worry me.
At last I turned into a
long aisle that seemed to lead right out into the very heart of a deep-red
overflowing winter sunset. At its end I found a fence, and I climbed up on that
fence and sat there, so comfortably, with my back against a big beech and my
feet dangling.
Then I saw him!
I knew it was Sidney
Elliot in a moment. He was just as tall and just as black-eyed; he was still
given to lounging evidently, for he was leaning against the fence a panel away
from me and looking at me with an amused smile. After my first mad impulse to
rush away and bury myself in the wilderness that smile put me at ease. If he
had looked grave or polite I would have been as miserably shy as I've always
been in a man's presence. But it was the smile of a grandfather for a child,
and I just grinned cheerfully back at him.
He ploughed along
through the thick drift that was soft and spongy by the fence and came close up
to me.
"You must be little
Cornelia," he said with another aged smile. "Or rather, you were little
Cornelia. I suppose you are big Cornelia now and want to be treated like a
young lady?"
"Indeed, I
don't," I protested. "I'm not grown up and I don't want to be. You
are Mr. Elliot, I suppose. Nobody expected you till next week. What made you
come so soon?"
"A whim of
mine," he said. "I'm full of whims and crotchets. Old bachelors
always are. But why did you ask that question in a tone which seemed to imply
that you resented my coming so soon, Miss Cornelia?"
"Oh, don't tack the
Miss on," I implored. "Call me Cornelia ... or better still, Nic, as
Dad does. I do resent your coming so soon. I resent your
coming at all. And, oh, it is such a satisfaction to tell you so."
He smiled with his eyes
... a deep, black, velvety smile. But he shook his head sorrowfully.
"I must be getting
very old," he said. "It's a sign of age when a person finds himself
unwelcome and superfluous."
"Your age has
nothing to do with it," I retorted. "It is because Stillwater is the
only place I have to run wild in ... and running wild is all I'm fit for. It's
so lovely and roomy I can lose myself in it. I shall die or go mad if I'm
cooped up on our little pocket handkerchief of a lawn."
"But why should you
be?" he inquired gravely.
I reflected ... and was
surprised.
"After all, I don't
know ... now ... why I should be," I admitted. "I thought you
wouldn't want me prowling about your domains. Besides, I was afraid I'd meet
you ... and I don't like meeting men. I hate to have them around ... I'm so shy
and awkward."
"Do you find me
very dreadful?" he asked.
I reflected again ...
and was again surprised.
"No, I don't. I
don't mind you a bit ... any more than if you were Dad."
"Then you mustn't
consider yourself an exile from Stillwater. The woods are yours to roam in at
will, and if you want to roam them alone you may, and if you'd like a companion
once in a while command me. Let's be good friends, little lass. Shake hands on
it."
I slipped down from the
fence and shook hands with him. I did like him very much ... he was so nice and
unaffected and brotherly ... just as if I'd known him all my life. We walked
down the long white avenue, where everything was growing dusky, and I had told
him all my troubles before we got to the end of it. He was so sympathetic and
agreed with me that it was a pity people had to grow up. He promised to come
over tomorrow and look at Don's leg. Don is one of my dogs, and he has got a
bad leg. I've been doctoring it myself, but it doesn't get any better. Sidney
thinks he can cure it. He says I must call him Sidney if I want him to call me
Nic.
When we got to the lake,
there it lay all gleaming and smooth as glass ... the most tempting thing.
"What a glorious
possible slide," he said. "Let us have it, little lass."
He took my hand and we
ran down the slope and went skimming over the ice. It was glorious.
The house came in sight as we reached the other side. It was big and dark and
silent.
"So the old place
is still standing," said Sidney, looking up at it. In the dusk I thought
his face had a tender, reverent look instead of the rather mocking expression
it had worn all along.
"Haven't you been
there yet?" I asked quickly.
"No. I'm stopping
at the hotel over in Croyden. The house will need some fixing up before it's
fit to live in. I just came down tonight to look at it and took a short cut
through the woods. I'm glad I did. It was worth while to see you come tramping
down that long white avenue when you thought yourself alone with the silence. I
thought I had never seen a child so full of the pure joy of existence. Hold
fast to that, little lass, as long as you can. You'll never find anything to
take its place after it goes. You jolly little child!"
"I'm
eighteen," I said suddenly. I don't know what made me say it.
He laughed and pulled
his coat collar up around his ears.
"Never," he
mocked. "You're about twelve ... stay twelve, and always wear red caps and
jackets, you vivid thing: Good night."
He was off across the
lake, and I came home. Yes, I do like him, even if he is a man.
000
February Twentieth.
I've found out what
diaries are for ... to work off blue moods in, moods that come on without any
reason whatever and therefore can't be confided to any fellow creature. You
scribble away for a while ... and then it's all gone ... and your soul feels
clear as crystal once more.
I always go to Sidney
now in a blue mood that has a real cause. He can cheer me up in five minutes.
But in such a one as this, which is quite unaccountable, there's nothing for it
but a diary.
Sidney has been living
at Stillwater for a month. It seems as if he must have lived there always.
He came to our place the
next day after I met him in the woods. Everybody made a fuss over him, but he
shook them off with an ease I envied and whisked me out to see Don's leg. He
has fixed it up so that it is as good as new now, and the dogs like him almost
better than they like me.
We have had splendid
times since then. We are just the jolliest chums and we tramp about everywhere
together and go skating and snowshoeing and riding. We read a lot of books
together too, and Sidney always explains everything I don't understand. I'm not
a bit shy and I can always find plenty to say to him. He isn't at all like any
other man I know.
Everybody likes him, but
the women seem to be a little afraid of him. They say he is so terribly cynical
and satirical. He goes into society a good bit, although he says it bores him.
He says he only goes because it would bore him worse to stay home alone.
There's only one thing
about Sidney that I hardly like. I think he rather overdoes it in the matter of
treating me as if I were a little girl. Of course, I don't want him to look
upon me as grown up. But there is a medium in all things, and he really needn't
talk as if he thought I was a child of ten and had no earthly interest in
anything but sports and dogs. These are the best things ... I
suppose ... but I understand lots of other things too, only I can't convince
Sidney that I do. I know he is laughing at me when I try to show him I'm not so
childish as he thinks me. He's indulgent and whimsical, just as he would be
with a little girl who was making believe to be grown up. Perhaps next winter,
when I put on long dresses and come out, he'll stop regarding me as a child.
But next winter is so horribly far off.
The day we were fussing
with Don's leg I told Sidney that Mother said I'd have to be grown up next
winter and how I hated it, and I made him promise that when the time came he
would use all his influence to beg me off for another year. He said he would,
because it was a shame to worry children about society. But somehow I've
concluded not to bother making a fuss. I have to come out some time, and I
might as well take the plunge and get it over.
Mrs. Burnett was here
this evening fixing up some arrangements for a charity bazaar she and Jen are
interested in, and she talked most of the time about Sidney ... for Jen's
benefit, I suppose, although Jen and Sid don't get on at all. They fight every
time they meet, so I don't see why Mrs. Burnett should think things.
"I wonder what
he'll do when Mrs. Rennie comes to the Glasgows' next month," said Mrs.
Burnett.
"Why should he do
anything?" asked Jen.
"Oh, well, you know
there was something between them ... an understanding if not an engagement ...
before she married Rennie. They met abroad ... my sister told me all about it
... and Mr. Elliot was quite infatuated with her. She was a very handsome and
fascinating girl. Then she threw him over and married old Jacob Rennie ... for
his millions, of course, for he certainly had nothing else to recommend him.
Amy says Mr. Elliot was never the same man again. But Jacob died obligingly two
years ago and Mrs. Rennie is free now; so I dare say they'll make it up. No
doubt that is why she is coming to Riverton. Well, it would be a very suitable
match."
I'm so glad I never
liked Mrs. Burnett.
I wonder if it is true
that Sidney did care for that horrid woman ... of course she is horrid! Didn't
she marry an old man for his money?... and cares for her still. It is no
business of mine, of course, and it doesn't matter to me at all. But I rather
hope he doesn't ... because it would spoil everything if he got married. He
wouldn't have time to be chums with me then.
I don't know why I feel
so dull tonight. Writing in this diary doesn't seem to have helped me as much
as I thought it would, either. I dare say it's the weather. It must be the
weather. It is a wet, windy night and the rain is thudding against the window.
I hate rainy nights.
I wonder if Mrs. Rennie
is really as handsome as Mrs. Burnett says. I wonder how old she is. I wonder
if she ever cared for Sidney ... no, she didn't. No woman who cared for Sidney
could ever have thrown him over for an old moneybag. I wonder if I shall like
her. No, I won't. I'm sure I shan't like her.
My head is aching and
I'm going to bed.
000
March Tenth.
Mrs. Rennie was here to
dinner tonight. My head was aching again, and Mother said I needn't go down to
dinner if I'd rather not; but a dozen headaches could not have kept me back, or
a dozen men either, even supposing I'd have to talk to them all. I wanted to
see Mrs. Rennie. Nothing has been talked of in Riverton for the last fortnight
but Mrs. Rennie. I've heard of her beauty and charm and costumes until I'm sick
of the subject. Today I spoke to Sidney about her. Before I thought I said
right out, "Mrs. Rennie is to dine with us tonight."
"Yes?" he said
in a quiet voice.
"I'm dying to see
her," I went on recklessly. "I've heard so much about her. They say
she's so beautiful and fascinating. Is she? You ought
to know."
Sidney swung the sled
around and put it in position for another coast.
"Yes, I know
her," he admitted tranquilly. "She is a very handsome woman, and I
suppose most people would consider her fascinating. Come, Nic, get on the sled.
We have just time for one more coast, and then you must go in."
"You were once a
good friend ... a very good friend ... of Mrs. Rennie's, weren't you,
Sid?" I said.
A little mocking gleam
crept into his eyes, and I instantly realized that he was looking upon me as a
rather impertinent child.
"You've been
listening to gossip, Nic," he said. "It's a bad habit, child. Don't
let it grow on you. Come."
I went, feeling crushed
and furious and ashamed.
I knew her at once when
I went down to the drawing-room. There were three other strange women there,
but I knew she was the only one who could be Mrs. Rennie. I felt such a
horrible queer sinking feeling at my heart when I saw her. Oh, she was
beautiful ... I had never seen anyone so beautiful. And Sidney was standing
beside her, talking to her, with a smile on his face, but none in his eyes ...
I noticed that at a glance.
She was so tall and
slender and willowy. Her dress was wonderful, and her bare throat and shoulders
were like pearls. Her hair was pale, pale gold, and her eyes long-lashed and
sweet, and her mouth like a scarlet blossom against her creamy face. I thought
of how I must look beside her ... an awkward little girl in a short skirt with
my hair in a braid and too many hands and feet, and I would have given anything
then to be tall and grown-up and graceful.
I watched her all the
evening and the queer feeling in me somewhere grew worse and worse. I couldn't
eat anything. Sidney took Mrs. Rennie in; they sat opposite to me and talked
all the time.
I was so glad when the
dinner was over and everybody gone. The first thing I did when I escaped to my
room was to go to the glass and look myself over just as critically and
carefully as if I were somebody else. I saw a great rope of dark brown hair ...
a brown skin with red cheeks ... a big red mouth ... a pair of grey eyes. That
was all. And when I thought of that shimmering witch woman with her white skin
and shining hair I wanted to put out the light and cry in the dark. Only I've
never cried since I was a child and broke my last doll, and I've got so out of
the habit that I don't know how to go about it.
000
April Fifth.
Aunt Jemima would not
think I was getting the good out of my diary. A whole month and not a word! But
there was nothing to write, and I've felt too miserable to write if there had
been. I don't know what is the matter with me. I'm just cross and horrid to
everyone, even to poor Sidney.
Mrs. Rennie has been
queening it in Riverton society for the past month. People rave over her and I
admire her horribly, although I don't like her. Mrs. Burnett says that a match
between her and Sidney Elliot is a foregone conclusion.
It's plain to be seen
that Mrs. Rennie loves Sidney. Even I can see that, and I don't know much about
such things. But it puzzles me to know how Sidney regards her. I have never
thought he showed any sign of really caring for her. But then, he isn't the
kind that would.
"Nic, I wonder if
you will ever grow up," he said to me today, laughing, when he caught me
racing over the lawn with the dogs.
"I'm grown up
now," I said crossly. "Why, I'm eighteen and a half and I'm two
inches taller than any of the other girls."
Sidney laughed, as if he
were heartily amused at something.
"You're a blessed
baby," he said, "and the dearest, truest, jolliest little chum ever a
fellow had. I don't know what I'd do without you, Nic. You keep me sane and
wholesome. I'm a tenfold better man for knowing you, little girl."
I was rather pleased. It
was nice to think I was some good to Sidney.
"Are you going to
the Trents' dinner tonight?" I asked.
"Yes," he said
briefly.
"Mrs. Rennie will
be there," I said.
Sidney nodded.
"Do you think her
so very handsome, Sidney?" I said. I had never mentioned Mrs. Rennie to
him since the day we were coasting, and I didn't mean to now. The question just
asked itself.
"Yes, very; but not
as handsome as you will be ten years from now, Nic," said Sidney lightly.
"Do you think I'm
handsome, Sidney?" I cried.
"You will be when
you're grown up," he answered, looking at me critically.
"Will you be going
to Mrs. Greaves' reception after the dinner?" I asked.
"Yes, I suppose
so," said Sidney absently. I could see he wasn't thinking of me at all. I
wondered if he were thinking of Mrs. Rennie.
000
April Sixth.
Oh, something so
wonderful has happened. I can hardly believe it. There are moments when I quake
with the fear that it is all a dream. I wonder if I can really be the same
Cornelia Marshall I was yesterday. No, I'm not the same ...
and the difference is so blessed.
Oh, I'm so happy! My
heart bubbles over with happiness and song. It's so wonderful and lovely to be
a woman and know it and know that other people know it.
You dear diary, you were
made for this moment ... I shall write all about it in you and so fulfil your
destiny. And then I shall put you away and never write anything more in you,
because I shall not need you ... I shall have Sidney.
Last night I was all
alone in the house ... and I was so lonely and miserable. I put my chin on my
hands and I thought ... and thought ... and thought. I imagined Sidney at the
Greaves', talking to Mrs. Rennie with that velvety smile in his eyes. I could
see her, graceful and white, in her trailing, clinging gown, with diamonds
about her smooth neck and in her hair. I suddenly wondered what I would look
like in evening dress with my hair up. I wondered if Sidney would like me in
it.
All at once I got up and
rushed to Sue's room. I lighted the gas, rummaged, and went to work. I piled my
hair on top of my head, pinned it there, and thrust a long silver dagger
through it to hold a couple of pale white roses she had left on her table. Then
I put on her last winter's party dress. It was such a pretty pale yellow thing,
with touches of black lace, and it didn't matter about its being a little
old-fashioned, since it fitted me like a glove. Finally I stepped back and
looked at myself.
I saw a woman in that
glass ... a tall, straight creature with crimson cheeks and glowing eyes ...
and the thought in my mind was so insistent that it said itself aloud:
"Oh, I wish Sidney could see me now!"
At that very moment the
maid knocked at the door to tell me that Mr. Elliot was downstairs asking for
me. I did not hesitate a second. With my heart beating wildly I trailed
downstairs to Sidney.
He was standing by the
fireplace when I went in, and looked very tired. When he heard me he turned his
head and our eyes met.
All at once a terrible
thing happened ... at least, I thought it a terrible thing then. I knew
why I had wanted Sidney to realize that I was no longer a child. It
was because I loved him! I knew it the moment I saw that strange, new
expression leap into his eyes.
"Cornelia," he
said in a stunned sort of voice. "Why ... Nic ... why, little girl ...
you're a woman! How blind I've been! And now I've lost my little chum."
"Oh, no, no,"
I said wildly. I was so miserable and confused I didn't know what I said.
"Never, Sidney. I'd rather be a little girl and have you for a friend ...
I'll always be a little girl! It's all this hateful dress. I'll go and take it
off ... I'll...."
And then I just put my
hands up to my burning face and the tears that would never come before came in
a flood.
All at once I felt
Sidney's arms about me and felt my head drawn to his shoulder.
"Don't cry,
dearest," I heard him say softly. "You can never be a little girl to
me again ... my eyes are opened ... but I didn't want you to be. I want you to
be my big girl ... mine, all mine, forever."
What happened after that
isn't to be written in a diary. I won't even write down the things he said
about how I looked, because it would seem so terribly vain, but I can't help
thinking of them, for I am so happy.
20.The Old Fellow's
Letter
Ruggles and I were down
on the Old Fellow. It doesn't matter why and, since in a story of this kind we
must tell the truth no matter what happens—or else where is the use of writing
a story at all?—I'll have to confess that we had deserved all we got and that
the Old Fellow did no more than his duty by us. Both Ruggles and I see that
now, since we have had time to cool off, but at the moment we were in a fearful
wax at the Old Fellow and were bound to hatch up something to get even with
him.
Of course, the Old
Fellow had another name, just as Ruggles has another name. He is principal of
the Frampton Academy—the Old Fellow, not Ruggles—and his name is George
Osborne. We have to call him Mr. Osborne to his face, but he is the Old Fellow
everywhere else. He is quite old—thirty-six if he's a day, and whatever
possessed Sylvia Grant—but there, I'm getting ahead of my story.
Most of the Cads like
the Old Fellow. Even Ruggles and I like him on the average. The girls are
always a little provoked at him because he is so shy and absent-minded, but
when it comes to the point, they like him too. I heard Emma White say once that
he was "so handsome"; I nearly whooped. Ruggles was mad because he's
gone on Em. For the idea of calling a thin, pale, dark, dreamy-looking chap like
the Old Fellow "handsome" was more than I could stand without
guffawing. Em probably said it to provoke Ruggles; she couldn't really have
thought it. "Micky," the English professor, now—if she had called him
handsome there would have been some sense in it. He is splendid: big six-footer
with magnificent muscles, red cheeks, and curly yellow hair. I can't see how he
can be contented to sit down and teach mushy English literature and poetry and
that sort of thing. It would have been more in keeping with the Old Fellow.
There was a rumour running at large in the Academy that the Old Fellow wrote
poetry, but he ran the mathematics and didn't make such a foozle of it as you
might suppose, either.
Ruggles and I meant to
get square with the Old Fellow, if it took all the term; at least, we said so.
But if Providence hadn't sent Sylvia Grant walking down the street past our
boarding house that afternoon, we should probably have cooled off before we
thought of any working plan of revenge.
Sylvia Grant did go down
the street, however. Ruggles, hanging halfway out of the window as usual, saw
her, and called me to go and look. Of course I went. Sylvia Grant was always
worth looking at. There was no girl in Frampton who could hold a candle to her
when it came to beauty. As for brains, that is another thing altogether. My
private opinion is that Sylvia hadn't any, or she would never have
preferred—but there, I'm getting on too fast again. Ruggles should have written
this story; he can concentrate better.
Sylvia was the Latin
professor's daughter; she wasn't a Cad girl, of course. She was over twenty and
had graduated from it two years ago, but she was in all the social things that
went on in the Academy; and all the unmarried professors, except the Old
Fellow, were in love with her. Micky had it the worst, and we had all made up
our minds that Sylvia would marry Micky. He was so handsome, we didn't see how
she could help it. I tell you, they made a dandy-looking couple when they were
together.
Well, as I said before,
I toddled to the window to have a look at the fair Sylvia. She was all togged
out in some new fall duds, and I guess she'd come out to show them off. They
were brownish, kind of, and she'd a spanking hat on with feathers and things in
it. Her hair was shining under it, all purply-black, and she looked sweet
enough to eat. Then she saw Ruggles and me and she waved her hand and laughed,
and her big blackish-blue eyes sparkled; but she hadn't been laughing before,
or sparkling either.
I'd thought she looked
kind of glum, and I wondered if she and Micky had had a falling out. I rather
suspected it, for at the Senior Prom, three nights before, she had hardly
looked at Micky, but had sat in a corner and talked to the Old Fellow. He
didn't do much talking; he was too shy, and he looked mighty uncomfortable. I
thought it kind of mean of Sylvia to torment him so, when she knew he hated to
have to talk to girls, but when I saw Micky scowling at the corner, I knew she
was doing it to make him jealous. Girls won't stick at anything when they want
to provoke a chap; I know it to my cost, for Jennie Price—but that has nothing
to do with this story.
Just across the square
Sylvia met the Old Fellow and bowed. He lifted his hat and passed on, but after
a few steps he turned and looked back; he caught Sylvia doing the same thing,
so he wheeled and came on, looking mighty foolish. As he passed beneath our
window Ruggles chuckled fiendishly.
"I've thought of
something, Polly," he said—my name is Paul. "Bet you it will make the
Old Fellow squirm. Let's write a letter to Sylvia Grant—a love letter—and sign
the Old Fellow's name to it. She'll give him a fearful snubbing, and we'll be
revenged."
"But who'll write
it?" I said doubtfully. "I can't. You'll have to, Ruggles. You've had
more practice."
Ruggles turned red. I
know he writes to Em White in vacations.
"I'll do my
best," he said, quite meekly. "That is, I'll compose it. But you'll
have to copy it. You can imitate the Old Fellow's handwriting so well."
"But look
here," I said, an uncomfortable idea striking me, "what about Sylvia?
Won't she feel kind of flattish when she finds out he didn't write it? For of
course he'll tell her. We haven't anything against her, you know."
"Oh, Sylvia won't
care," said Ruggles serenely. "She's the sort of girl who can take a
joke. I've seen her eyes shine over tricks we've played on the professors
before now. She'll just laugh. Besides, she doesn't like the Old Fellow a bit.
I know from the way she acts with him. She's always so cool and stiff when he's
about, not a bit like she is with the other professors."
Well, Ruggles wrote the
letter. At first he tried to pass it off on me as his own composition. But I
know a few little things, and one of them is that Ruggles couldn't have made up
that letter any more than he could have written a sonnet. I told him so, and
made him own up. He had a copy of an old letter that had been written to his
sister by her young man. I suppose Ruggles had stolen it, but there is no use
inquiring too closely into these things. Anyhow, that letter just filled the
bill. It was beautifully expressed. Ruggles's sister's young man must have
possessed lots of ability. He was an English professor, something like Micky,
so I suppose he was extra good at it. He started in by telling her how much he
loved her, and what an angel of beauty and goodness he had always thought her;
how unworthy he felt himself of her and how little hope he had that she could
ever care for him; and he wound up by imploring her to tell him if she could
possibly love him a little bit and all that sort of thing.
I copied the letter out
on heliotrope paper in my best imitation of the Old Fellow's handwriting and
signed it, "Yours devotedly and imploringly, George Osborne." Then we
mailed it that very evening.
The next evening the Cad
girls gave a big reception in the Assembly Hall to an Academy alumna who was
visiting the Greek professor's wife. It was the smartest event of the term and
everybody was there—students and faculty and, of course, Sylvia Grant. Sylvia
looked stunning. She was all in white, with a string of pearls about her pretty
round throat and a couple of little pink roses in her black hair. I never saw
her so smiling and bright; but she seemed quieter than usual, and avoided poor
Micky so skilfully that it was really a pleasure to watch her. The Old Fellow
came in late, with his tie all crooked, as it always was; I saw Sylvia blush
and nudged Ruggles to look.
"She's thinking of
the letter," he said.
Ruggles and I never
meant to listen, upon my word we didn't. It was pure accident. We were in
behind the flags and palms in the Modern Languages Room, fixing up a plan how
to get Em and Jennie off for a moonlit stroll in the grounds—these things
require diplomacy I can tell you, for there are always so many other fellows
hanging about—when in came Sylvia Grant and the Old Fellow arm in arm. The room
was quite empty, or they thought it was, and they sat down just on the other
side of the flags. They couldn't see us, but we could see them quite plainly.
Sylvia still looked smiling and happy, not a bit mad as we had expected, but
just kind of shy and radiant. As for the Old Fellow, he looked, as Em White
would say, as Sphinx-like as ever. I'd defy any man alive to tell from the Old
Fellow's expression what he was thinking about or what he felt like at any
time.
Then all at once Sylvia
said softly, with her eyes cast down, "I received your letter, Mr.
Osborne."
Any other man in the
world would have jumped, or said, "My letter!!!" or shown surprise in
some way. But the Old Fellow has a nerve. He looked sideways at Sylvia for a
moment and then he said kind of drily, "Ah, did you?"
"Yes," said
Sylvia, not much above a whisper. "It—it surprised me very much. I never
supposed that you—you cared for me in that way."
"Can you tell me
how I could help caring?" said the Old Fellow in the strangest way. His
voice actually trembled.
"I—I don't think I
would tell you if I knew," said Sylvia, turning her head away. "You
see—I don't want you to help caring."
"Sylvia!"
You never saw such a
transformation as came over the Old Fellow. His eyes just blazed, but his face
went white. He bent forward and took her hand.
"Sylvia, do you
mean that you—you actually care a little for me, dearest? Oh, Sylvia, do you
mean that?"
"Of course I
do," said Sylvia right out. "I've always cared—ever since I was a
little girl coming here to school and breaking my heart over mathematics,
although I hated them, just to be in your class. Why—why—I've treasured up old
geometry exercises you wrote out for me just because you wrote them. But I
thought I could never make you care for me. I was the happiest girl in the
world when your letter came today."
"Sylvia," said
the Old Fellow, "I've loved you for years. But I never dreamed that you
could care for me. I thought it quite useless to tell you of my love—before.
Will you—can you be my wife, darling?"
At this point Ruggles
and I differ as to what came next. He asserts that Sylvia turned square around
and kissed the Old Fellow. But I'm sure she just turned her face and gave him a
look and then he kissed her.
Anyhow, there they both
were, going on at the silliest rate about how much they loved each other and
how the Old Fellow thought she loved Micky and all that sort of thing. It was
awful. I never thought the Old Fellow or Sylvia either could be so spooney.
Ruggles and I would have given anything on earth to be out of that. We knew
we'd no business to be there and we felt as foolish as flatfish. It was a
tremendous relief when the Old Fellow and Sylvia got up at last and trailed
away, both of them looking idiotically happy.
"Well, did you
ever?" said Ruggles.
It was a girl's
exclamation, but nothing else would have expressed his feelings.
"No, I never,"
I said. "To think that Sylvia Grant should be sweet on the Old Fellow when
she could have Micky! It passes comprehension. Did she—did she really promise
to marry him, Ruggles?"
"She did,"
said Ruggles gloomily. "But, I say, isn't that Old Fellow game? Tumbled to
the trick in a jiff; never let on but what he wrote the letter, never will let
on, I bet. Where does the joke come in, Polly, my boy?"
"It's on us,"
I said, "but nobody will know of it if we hold our tongues. We'll have to
hold them anyhow, for Sylvia's sake, since she's been goose enough to go and
fall in love with the Old Fellow. She'd go wild if she ever found out the
letter was a hoax. We have made that match, Ruggles. He'd never have got up
enough spunk to tell her he wanted her, and she'd probably have married Micky
out of spite."
"Well, you know the
Old Fellow isn't a bad sort after all," said Ruggles, "and he's
really awfully gone on her. So it's all right. Let's go and find the
girls."
21.The Parting of The
Ways
Mrs. Longworth crossed
the hotel piazza, descended the steps, and walked out of sight down the shore
road with all the grace of motion that lent distinction to her slightest
movement. Her eyes were very bright, and an unusual flush stained the pallor of
her cheek. Two men who were lounging in one corner of the hotel piazza looked
admiringly after her.
"She is a beautiful
woman," said one.
"Wasn't there some
talk about Mrs. Longworth and Cunningham last winter?" asked the other.
"Yes. They were
much together. Still, there may have been nothing wrong. She was old Judge
Carmody's daughter, you know. Longworth got Carmody under his thumb in money
matters and put the screws on. They say he made Carmody's daughter the price of
the old man's redemption. The girl herself was a mere child, I shall never
forget her face on her wedding day. But she's been plucky since then, I must
say. If she has suffered, she hasn't shown it. I don't suppose Longworth ever
ill-treats her. He isn't that sort. He's simply a grovelling cad—that's all.
Nobody would sympathise much with the poor devil if his wife did run off with
Cunningham."
Meanwhile, Beatrice
Longworth walked quickly down the shore road, her white skirt brushing over the
crisp golden grasses by the way. In a sunny hollow among the sandhills she came
upon Stephen Gordon, sprawled out luxuriously in the warm, sea-smelling
grasses. The youth sprang to his feet at sight of her, and his big brown eyes
kindled to a glow.
Mrs. Longworth smiled to
him. They had been great friends all summer. He was a lanky, overgrown lad of
fifteen or sixteen, odd and shy and dreamy, scarcely possessing a speaking
acquaintance with others at the hotel. But he and Mrs. Longworth had been
congenial from their first meeting. In many ways, he was far older than his
years, but there was a certain inerradicable boyishness about him to which her
heart warmed.
"You are the very
person I was just going in search of. I've news to tell. Sit down."
He spoke eagerly,
patting the big gray boulder beside him with his slim, brown hand. For a moment
Beatrice hesitated. She wanted to be alone just then. But his clever, homely
face was so appealing that she yielded and sat down.
Stephen flung himself
down again contentedly in the grasses at her feet, pillowing his chin in his
palms and looking up at her, adoringly.
"You are so
beautiful, dear lady. I love to look at you. Will you tilt that hat a little
more over the left eye-brow? Yes—so—some day I shall paint you."
His tone and manner were
all simplicity.
"When you are a
great artist," said Beatrice, indulgently.
He nodded.
"Yes, I mean to be
that. I've told you all my dreams, you know. Now for my news. I'm going away
to-morrow. I had a telegram from father to-day."
He drew the message from
his pocket and flourished it up at her.
"I'm to join him in
Europe at once. He is in Rome. Think of it—in Rome! I'm to go on with my art
studies there. And I leave to-morrow."
"I'm glad—and I'm
sorry—and you know which is which," said Beatrice, patting the shaggy
brown head. "I shall miss you dreadfully, Stephen."
"We have been
splendid chums, haven't we?" he said, eagerly.
Suddenly his face
changed. He crept nearer to her, and bowed his head until his lips almost
touched the hem of her dress.
"I'm glad you came
down to-day," he went on in a low, diffident voice. "I want to tell
you something, and I can tell it better here. I couldn't go away without
thanking you. I'll make a mess of it—I can never explain things. But you've
been so much to me—you mean so much to me. You've made me believe in things I
never believed in before. You—you—I know now that there is such a thing as a
good woman, a woman who could make a man better, just because he breathed the
same air with her."
He paused for a moment;
then went on in a still lower tone:
"It's hard when a
fellow can't speak of his mother because he can't say anything good of her,
isn't it? My mother wasn't a good woman. When I was eight years old she went
away with a scoundrel. It broke father's heart. Nobody thought I understood, I
was such a little fellow. But I did. I heard them talking. I knew she had
brought shame and disgrace on herself and us. And I had loved her so! Then,
somehow, as I grew up, it was my misfortune that all the women I had to do with
were mean and base. They were hirelings, and I hated and feared them. There was
an aunt of mine—she tried to be good to me in her way. But she told me a lie,
and I never cared for her after I found it out. And then, father—we loved each
other and were good chums. But he didn't believe in much either. He was bitter,
you know. He said all women were alike. I grew up with that notion. I didn't
care much for anything—nothing seemed worth while. Then I came here and met
you."
He paused again.
Beatrice had listened with a gray look on her face. It would have startled him
had he glanced up, but he did not, and after a moment's silence the halting
boyish voice went on:
"You have changed
everything for me. I was nothing but a clod before. You are not the mother of
my body, but you are of my soul. It was born of you. I shall always love and
reverence you for it. You will always be my ideal. If I ever do anything worth
while it will be because of you. In everything I shall ever attempt I shall try
to do it as if you were to pass judgment upon it. You will be a lifelong
inspiration to me. Oh, I am bungling this! I can't tell you what I feel—you are
so pure, so good, so noble! I shall reverence all women for your sake
henceforth."
"And if," said
Beatrice, in a very low voice, "if I were false to your ideal of me—if I
were to do anything that would destroy your faith in me—something weak or
wicked—"
"But you
couldn't," he interrupted, flinging up his head and looking at her with
his great dog-like eyes, "you couldn't!"
"But if I
could?" she persisted, gently, "and if I did—what then?"
"I should hate
you," he said, passionately. "You would be worse than a murderess.
You would kill every good impulse and belief in me. I would never trust
anything or anybody again—but there," he added, his voice once more
growing tender, "you will never fail me, I feel sure of that."
"Thank you,"
said Beatrice, almost in a whisper. "Thank you," she repeated, after
a moment. She stood up and held out her hand. "I think I must go now.
Good-bye, dear laddie. Write to me from Rome. I shall always be glad to hear
from you wherever you are. And—and—I shall always try to live up to your ideal
of me, Stephen."
He sprang to his feet
and took her hand, lifting it to his lips with boyish reverence. "I know
that," he said, slowly. "Good-bye, my sweet lady."
When Mrs. Longworth
found herself in her room again, she unlocked her desk and took out a letter.
It was addressed to Mr. Maurice Cunningham. She slowly tore it twice across,
laid the fragments on a tray, and touched them with a lighted match. As they
blazed up one line came out in writhing redness across the page: "I will
go away with you as you ask." Then it crumbled into gray ashes.
She drew a long breath
and hid her face in her hands.
22.The Promissory Note
Ernest Duncan swung
himself off the platform of David White's store and walked whistling up the
street. Life seemed good to Ernest just then. Mr. White had given him a rise in
salary that day, and had told him that he was satisfied with him. Mr. White was
not easy to please in the matter of clerks, and it had been with fear and
trembling that Ernest had gone into his store six months before. He had thought
himself fortunate to secure such a chance. His father had died the preceding
year, leaving nothing in the way of worldly goods except the house he had lived
in. For several years before his death he had been unable to do much work, and
the finances of the little family had dwindled steadily. After his father's
death Ernest, who had been going to school and expecting to go to college,
found that he must go to work at once instead to support himself and his
mother.
If George Duncan had not
left much of worldly wealth behind him, he at least bequeathed to his son the
interest of a fine, upright character and a reputation for honesty and
integrity. None knew this better than David White, and it was on this account
that he took Ernest as his clerk, over the heads of several other applicants
who seemed to have a stronger "pull."
"I don't know
anything about you, Ernest," he said bluntly. "You're
only sixteen, and you may not have an ounce of real grit or worth in you. But
it will be a queer thing if your father's son hasn't. I knew him all his life.
A better man never lived nor, before his accident, a smarter one. I'll give his
son a chance, anyhow. If you take after your dad you'll get on all right."
Ernest had not been in
the store very long before Mr. White concluded, with a gratified chuckle, that
he did take after his father. He was hard-working, conscientious, and obliging.
Customers of all sorts, from the rough fishermen who came up from the harbour
to the old Irishwomen from the back country roads, liked him. Mr. White was
satisfied. He was beginning to grow old. This lad had the makings of a good
partner in him by and by. No hurry; he must serves long apprenticeship first
and prove his mettle; no use spoiling him by hinting at future partnerships
before need was. That would all come in due time. David White was a shrewd man.
Ernest was unconscious
of his employer's plans regarding him; but he knew that he stood well with him
and, much to his surprise, he found that he liked the work, and was beginning
to take a personal interest and pleasure in the store. Hence, he went home to
tea on this particular afternoon with buoyant step and smiling eyes. It was a
good world, and he was glad to be alive in it, glad to have work to do and a
dear little mother to work for. Most of the folks who met him smiled in friendly
fashion at the bright-eyed, frank-faced lad. Only old Jacob Patterson scowled
grimly as he passed him, emitting merely a surly grunt in response to Ernest's
greeting. But then, old Jacob Patterson was noted as much for his surliness as
for his miserliness. Nobody had ever heard him speak pleasantly to anyone;
therefore his unfriendliness did not at all dash Ernest's high spirits.
"I'm sorry for
him," the lad thought. "He has no interest in life save accumulating
money. He has no other pleasure or affection or ambition. When he dies I don't
suppose a single regret will follow him. Father died a poor man, but what love
and respect went with him to his grave—aye, and beyond it. Jacob Patterson, I'm
sorry for you. You have chosen the poorer part, and you are a poor man in spite
of your thousands."
Ernest and his mother
lived up on the hill, at the end of the straggling village street. The house
was a small, old-fashioned one, painted white, set in the middle of a small but
beautiful lawn. George Duncan, during the last rather helpless years of his
life, had devoted himself to the cultivation of flowers, shrubs, and trees and,
as a result, his lawn was the prettiest in Conway. Ernest worked hard in his
spare moments to keep it looking as well as in his father's lifetime, for he
loved his little home dearly, and was proud of its beauty.
He ran gaily into the
sitting-room.
"Tea ready, lady
mother? I'm hungry as a wolf. Good news gives one an appetite. Mr. White has
raised my salary a couple of dollars per week. We must celebrate the event
somehow this evening. What do you say to a sail on the river and an ice cream
at Taylor's afterwards? When a little woman can't outlive her schoolgirl
hankering for ice cream—why, Mother, what's the matter? Mother, dear!"
Mrs. Duncan had been
standing before the window with her back to the room when Ernest entered. When
she turned he saw that she had been crying.
"Oh, Ernest,"
she said brokenly, "Jacob Patterson has just been here—and he says—he
says—"
"What has that old
miser been saying to trouble you?" demanded Ernest angrily, taking her
hands in his.
"He says he holds
your father's promissory note for nine hundred dollars, overdue for several
years," answered Mrs. Duncan. "Yes—and he showed me the note,
Ernest."
"Father's promissory
note for nine hundred!" exclaimed Ernest in bewilderment. "But Father
paid that note to James Patterson five years ago, Mother—just before his
accident. Didn't you tell me he did?"
"Yes, he did,"
said Mrs. Duncan, "but—"
"Then where is
it?" interrupted Ernest. "Father would keep the receipted note, of
course. We must look among his papers."
"You won't find it
there, Ernest. We—we don't know where the note is. It—it was lost."
"Lost! That is
unfortunate. But you say that Jacob Patterson showed you a promissory note of
Father's still in existence? How can that be? It can't possibly be the note he
paid. And there couldn't have been another note we knew nothing of?"
"I understand how
this note came to be in Jacob Patterson's possession," said Mrs. Duncan
more firmly, "but he laughed in my face when I told him. I must tell you
the whole story, Ernest. But sit down and get your tea first."
"I haven't any
appetite for tea now, Mother," said Ernest soberly. "Let me hear the
whole truth about the matter."
"Seven years ago
your father gave his note to old James Patterson, Jacob's brother," said
Mrs. Duncan. "It was for nine hundred dollars. Two years afterwards the
note fell due and he paid James Patterson the full amount with interest. I
remember the day well. I have only too good reason to. He went up to the
Patterson place in the afternoon with the money. It was a very hot day. James
Patterson receipted the note and gave it to your father. Your father always
remembered that much; he was also sure that he had the note with him when he
left the house. He then went over to see Paul Sinclair. A thunderstorm came up
while he was on the road. Then, as you know, Ernest, just as he turned in at
Paul Sinclair's gate the lightning flash struck and stunned him. It was weeks
before he came to himself at all. He never did come completely to himself
again. When, weeks afterwards, I thought of the note and asked him about it, we
could not find it; and, search as we did, we never found it. Your father could
never remember what he did with it when he left James Patterson's. Neither Mr.
Sinclair nor his wife could recollect seeing anything of it at the time of the
accident. James Patterson had left for California the very morning after, and
he never came back. We did not worry much about the loss of the note then; it
did not seem of much moment, and your father was not in a condition to be
troubled about the matter."
"But, Mother, this
note that Jacob Patterson holds—I don't understand about this."
"I'm coming to
that. I remember distinctly that on the evening when your father came home
after signing the note he said that James Patterson drew up a note and he
signed it, but just as he did so the old man's pet cat, which was sitting on
the table, upset an ink bottle and the ink ran all over the table and stained
one end of the note. Old James Patterson was the fussiest man who ever lived,
and a stickler for neatness. 'Tut, tut,' he said, 'this won't do. Here, I'll
draw up another note and tear this blotted one up.' He did so and your father
signed it. He always supposed James Patterson destroyed the first one, and
certainly he must have intended to, for there never was an honester man. But he
must have neglected to do so for, Ernest, it was that blotted note Jacob
Patterson showed me today. He said he found it among his brother's papers. I
suppose it has been in the desk up at the Patterson place ever since James went
to California. He died last winter and Jacob is his sole heir. Ernest, that
note with the compound interest on it for seven years amounts to over eleven
hundred dollars. How can we pay it?"
"I'm afraid that
this is a very serious business, Mother," said Ernest, rising and pacing
the floor with agitated strides. "We shall have to pay the note if we
cannot find the other—and even if we could, perhaps. Your story of the drawing
up of the second note would not be worth anything as evidence in a court of
law—and we have nothing to hope from Jacob Patterson's clemency. No doubt he
believes that he really holds Father's unpaid note. He is not a dishonest man;
in fact, he rather prides himself on having made all his money honestly. He
will exact every penny of the debt. The first thing to do is to have another
thorough search for the lost note—although I am afraid that it is a forlorn
hope."
A forlorn hope it proved
to be. The note did not turn up. Old Jacob Patterson proved obdurate. He
laughed to scorn the tale of the blotted note and, indeed, Ernest sadly
admitted to himself that it was not a story anybody would be in a hurry to believe.
"There's nothing
for it but to sell our house and pay the debt, Mother," he said at last.
Ernest had grown old in the days that had followed Jacob Patterson's demand.
His boyish face was pale and haggard. "Jacob Patterson will take the case
into the law courts if we don't settle at once. Mr. White offered to lend me
the money on a mortgage on the place, but I could never pay the interest out of
my salary when we have nothing else to live on. I would only get further and
further behind. I'm not afraid of hard work, but I dare not borrow money with
so little prospect of ever being able to repay it. We must sell the place and
rent that little four-roomed cottage of Mr. Percy's down by the river to live
in. Oh, Mother, it half kills me to think of your being turned out of your home
like this!"
It was a bitter thing
for Mrs. Duncan also, but for Ernest's sake she concealed her feelings and
affected cheerfulness. The house and lot were sold, Mr. White being the
purchaser thereof; and Ernest and his mother removed to the little riverside
cottage with such of their household belongings as had not also to be sold to
make up the required sum. Even then, Ernest had to borrow two hundred dollars
from Mr. White, and he foresaw that the repayal of this sum would cost him much
self-denial and privation. It would be necessary to cut their modest expenses
down severely. For himself Ernest did not mind, but it hurt him keenly that his
mother should lack the little luxuries and comforts to which she had been
accustomed. He saw too, in spite of her efforts to hide it, that leaving her
old home was a terrible blow to her. Altogether, Ernest felt bitter and
disheartened; his step lacked spring and his face its smile. He did his work
with dogged faithfulness, but he no longer found pleasure in it. He knew that
his mother secretly pined after her lost home where she had gone as a bride,
and the knowledge rendered him very unhappy.
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Paul Sinclair, his
father's friend and cousin, died that winter, leaving two small children. His
wife had died the previous year. When his business affairs came to be settled
they were found to be sadly involved. There were debts on all sides, and it was
soon only too evident that nothing was left for the little boys. They were
homeless and penniless.
"What will become
of them, poor little fellows?" said Mrs. Duncan pityingly. "We are
their only relatives, Ernest. We must give them a home at least."
"Mother, how can
we!" exclaimed Ernest. "We are so poor. It's as much as we can do to
get along now, and there is that two hundred to pay Mr. White. I'm sorry for
Danny and Frank, but I don't see how we can possibly do anything for
them."
Mrs. Duncan sighed.
"I know it isn't
right to ask you to add to your burden," she said wistfully.
"It is of you I
am thinking, Mother," said Ernest tenderly. "I can't have your burden
added to. You deny yourself too much and work too hard now. What would it be if
you took the care of those children upon yourself?"
"Don't think of me,
Ernest," said Mrs. Duncan eagerly. "I wouldn't mind. I'd be glad to
do anything I could for them, poor little souls. Their father was your father's
best friend, and I feel as if it were our duty to do all we can for them.
They're such little fellows. Who knows how they would be treated if they were
taken by strangers? And they'd most likely be separated, and that would be a
shame. But I leave it for you to decide, Ernest. It is your right, for the
heaviest part will fall on you."
Ernest did not decide at
once. For a week he thought the matter over, weighing pros and cons carefully.
To take the two Sinclair boys meant a double portion of toil and self-denial.
Had he not enough to bear now? But, on the other side, was it not his duty,
nay, his privilege, to help the children if he could? In the end he said to his
mother:
"We'll take the
little fellows, Mother. I'll do the best I can for them. We'll manage a corner
and a crust for them."
So Danny and Frank
Sinclair came to the little cottage. Frank was eight and Danny six, and they
were small and lively and mischievous. They worshipped Mrs. Duncan, and thought
Ernest the finest fellow in the world. When his birthday came around in March,
the two little chaps put their heads together in a grave consultation as to
what they could give him.
"You know he gave
us presents on our birthdays," said Frank. "So we must give him
something."
"I'll div him my
pottet-knife," said Danny, taking the somewhat battered and loose-jointed
affair from his pocket, and gazing at it affectionately.
"I'll give him one
of Papa's books," said Frank. "That pretty one with the red covers
and the gold letters."
A few of Mr. Sinclair's
books had been saved for the boys, and were stored in a little box in their
room. The book Frank referred to was an old History of the Turks,
and its gay cover was probably the best of it, since its contents were of no
particular merit.
On Ernest's birthday
both boys gave him their offerings after breakfast.
"Here's a
pottet-knife for you," said Danny graciously. "It's a bully
pottet-knife. It'll cut real well if you hold it dust the wight way. I'll show
you."
"And here's a book
for you," said Frank. "It's a real pretty book, and I guess it's
pretty interesting reading too. It's all about the Turks."
Ernest accepted both
gifts gravely, and after the children had gone out he and his mother had a
hearty laugh.
"The dear,
kind-hearted little lads!" said Mrs. Duncan. "It must have been a
real sacrifice on Danny's part to give you his beloved 'pottet-knife.' I was
afraid you were going to refuse it at first, and that would have hurt his
little feelings terribly. I don't think the History of the Turks will
keep you up burning the midnight oil. I remember that book of old—I could never
forget that gorgeous cover. Mr. Sinclair lent it to your father once, and he said
it was absolute trash. Why, Ernest, what's the matter?"
Ernest had been turning
the book's leaves over carelessly. Suddenly he sprang to his feet with an
exclamation, his face turning white as marble.
"Mother!" he
gasped, holding out a yellowed slip of paper. "Look! It's the lost
promissory note."
Mother and son looked at
each other for a moment. Then Mrs. Duncan began to laugh and cry together.
"Your father took
that book with him when he went to pay the note," she said. "He
intended to return it to Mr. Sinclair. I remember seeing the gleam of the red
binding in his hand as he went out of the gate. He must have slipped the note
into it and I suppose the book has never been opened since. Oh, Ernest—do you
think—will Jacob Patterson—"
"I don't know,
Mother. I must see Mr. White about this. Don't be too sanguine. This doesn't
prove that the note Jacob Patterson found wasn't a genuine note also, you
know—that is, I don't think it would serve as proof in law. We'll have to leave
it to his sense of justice. If he refuses to refund the money I'm afraid we
can't compel him to do so."
But Jacob Patterson did
not any longer refuse belief to Mrs. Patterson's story of the blotted note. He
was a harsh, miserly man, but he prided himself on his strict honesty; he had been
fairly well acquainted with his brother's business transactions, and knew that
George Duncan had given only one promissory note.
"I'll admit, ma'am,
since the receipted note has turned up, that your story about the blotted one
must be true," he said surlily. "I'll pay your money back. Nobody can
ever say Jacob Patterson cheated. I took what I believed to be my due. Since
I'm convinced it wasn't I'll hand every penny over. Though, mind you, you
couldn't make me do it by law. It's my honesty, ma'am, it's my honesty."
Since Jacob Patterson
was so well satisfied with the fibre of his honesty, neither Mrs. Duncan nor
Ernest was disposed to quarrel with it. Mr. White readily agreed to sell the
old Duncan place back to them, and by spring they were settled again in their
beloved little home. Danny and Frank were with them, of course.
"We can't be too
good to them, Mother," said Ernest. "We really owe all our happiness
to them."
"Yes, but, Ernest,
if you had not consented to take the homeless little lads in their time of need
this wouldn't have come about."
"I've been well
rewarded, Mother," said Ernest quietly, "but, even if nothing of the
sort had happened, I would be glad that I did the best I could for Frank and
Danny. I'm ashamed to think that I was unwilling to do it at first. If it
hadn't been for what you said, I wouldn't have. So it is your unselfishness we
have to thank for it all, Mother dear."
23.The Revolt of Mary
Isabel
"For a woman of
forty, Mary Isabel, you have the least sense of any person I have ever
known," said Louisa Irving.
Louisa had said
something similar in spirit to Mary Isabel almost every day of her life. Mary
Isabel had never resented it, even when it hurt her bitterly. Everybody in
Latimer knew that Louisa Irving ruled her meek little sister with a rod of iron
and wondered why Mary Isabel never rebelled. It simply never occurred to Mary
Isabel to do so; all her life she had given in to Louisa and the thought of
refusing obedience to her sister's Mede-and-Persian decrees never crossed her
mind. Mary Isabel had only one secret from Louisa and she lived in daily dread
that Louisa would discover it. It was a very harmless little secret, but Mary Isabel
felt rightly sure that Louisa would not tolerate it for a moment.
They were sitting
together in the dim living room of their quaint old cottage down by the shore.
The window was open and the sea-breeze blew in, stirring the prim white
curtains fitfully, and ruffling the little rings of dark hair on Mary Isabel's
forehead—rings which always annoyed Louisa. She thought Mary Isabel ought to
brush them straight back, and Mary Isabel did so faithfully a dozen times a
day; and in ten minutes they crept down again, kinking defiance to Louisa, who
might make Mary Isabel submit to her in all things but had no power over
naturally curly hair. Louisa had never had any trouble with her own hair; it
was straight and sleek and mouse-coloured—what there was of it.
Mary Isabel's face was
flushed and her wood-brown eyes looked grieved and pleading. Mary Isabel was
still pretty, and vanity is the last thing to desert a properly constructed
woman.
"I can't wear a
bonnet yet, Louisa," she protested. "Bonnets have gone out for
everybody except really old ladies. I want a hat: one of those pretty, floppy
ones with pale blue forget-me-nots."
Then it was that Louisa
made the remark quoted above.
"I wore a bonnet
before I was forty," she went on ruthlessly, "and so should every decent
woman. It is absurd to be thinking so much of dress at your age, Mary Isabel. I
don't know what sort of a way you'd bedizen yourself out if I'd let you, I'm
sure. It's fortunate you have somebody to keep you from making a fool of
yourself. I'm going to town tomorrow and I'll pick you out a suitable black
bonnet. You'd look nice starring round in leghorn and forget-me-nots, now,
wouldn't you?"
Mary Isabel privately
thought she would, but she gave in, of course, although she did hate bitterly
that unbought, unescapable bonnet.
"Well, do as you
think best, Louisa," she said with a sigh. "I suppose it doesn't
matter much. Nobody cares how I look anyhow. But can't I go to town with you? I
want to pick out my new silk."
"I'm as good a
judge of black silk as you," said Louisa shortly. "It isn't safe to
leave the house alone."
"But I don't want a
black silk," cried Mary Isabel. "I've worn black so long; both my
silk dresses have been black. I want a pretty silver-grey, something like Mrs.
Chester Ford's."
"Did anyone ever
hear such nonsense?" Louisa wanted to know, in genuine amazement.
"Silver-grey silk is the most unserviceable thing in the world. There's
nothing like black for wear and real elegance. No, no, Mary Isabel, don't be
foolish. You must let me choose for you; you know you never had any judgment.
Mother told you so often enough. Now, get your sunbonnet and take a walk to the
shore. You look tired. I'll get the tea."
Louisa's tone was kind
though firm. She Was really good to Mary Isabel as long as Mary Isabel gave her
her own way peaceably. But if she had known Mary Isabel's secret she would
never have permitted those walks to the shore.
Mary Isabel sighed
again, yielded, and went out. Across a green field from the Irving cottage Dr.
Donald Hamilton's big house was hooding itself in the shadows of the thick fir
grove that enabled the doctor to have a garden. There was no shelter at the
cottage, so the Irving "girls" never tried to have a garden. Soon
after Dr. Hamilton had come there to live he had sent a bouquet of early
daffodils over by his housekeeper. Louisa had taken them gingerly in her
extreme fingertips, carried them across the field to the lawn fence, and cast
them over it, under the amused grey eyes of portly Dr. Hamilton, who was
looking out of his office window. Then Louisa had come back to the porch door
and ostentatiously washed her hands.
"I guess that will
settle Donald Hamilton," she told the secretly sorry Mary Isabel
triumphantly, and it did settle him—at least as far as any farther social
advances were concerned.
Dr. Hamilton was an
excellent physician and an equally excellent man. Louisa Irving could not have
picked a flaw in his history or character. Indeed, against Dr. Hamilton himself
she had no grudge, but he was the brother of a man she hated and whose
relatives were consequently taboo in Louisa's eyes. Not that the brother was a
bad man either; he had simply taken the opposite side to the Irvings in a
notable church feud of a dozen years ago, and Louisa had never since held any intercourse
with him or his fellow sinners.
Mary Isabel did not look
at the Hamilton house. She kept her head resolutely turned away as she went
down the shore lane with its wild sweet loneliness of salt-withered grasses and
piping sea-winds. Only when she turned the corner of the fir-wood, which shut
her out from view of the houses, did she look timidly over the line-fence. Dr.
Hamilton was standing there, where the fence ran out to the sandy shingle,
smoking his little black pipe, which he took out and put away when Mary Isabel
came around the firs. Men did things like that instinctively in Mary Isabel's
company. There was something so delicately virginal about her, in spite of her
forty years, that they gave her the reverence they would have paid to a very young,
pure girl.
Dr. Hamilton smiled at
the little troubled face under the big sunbonnet. Mary Isabel had to wear a
sunbonnet. She would never have done it from choice.
"What is the
matter?" asked the doctor, in his big, breezy, old-bachelor voice. He had
another voice for sick-beds and rooms of bereavement, but this one suited best
with the purring of the waves and winds.
"How do you know
that anything is the matter?" Mary Isabel parried demurely.
"By your face. Come
now, tell me what it is."
"It is really
nothing. I have just been foolish, that is all. I wanted a hat with
forget-me-nots and a grey silk, and Louisa says I must have black and a
bonnet."
The doctor looked
indignant but held his peace. He and Mary Isabel had tacitly agreed never to
discuss Louisa, because such discussion would not make for harmony. Mary
Isabel's conscience would not let the doctor say anything uncomplimentary of
Louisa, and the doctor's conscience would not let him say anything
complimentary. So they left her out of the question and talked about the sea
and the boats and poetry and flowers and similar non-combustible subjects.
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These clandestine
meetings had been going on for two months, ever since the day they had just
happened to meet below the firs. It never occurred to Mary Isabel that the
doctor meant anything but friendship; and if it had occurred to the doctor, he
did not think there would be much use in saying so. Mary Isabel was too
hopelessly under Louisa's thumb. She might keep tryst below the firs
occasionally—so long as Louisa didn't know—but to no farther lengths would she
dare go. Besides, the doctor wasn't quite sure that he really wanted anything
more. Mary Isabel was a sweet little woman, but Dr. Hamilton had been a
bachelor so long that it would be very difficult for him to get out of the
habit; so difficult that it was hardly worth while trying when such an obstacle
as Louisa Irving's tyranny loomed in the way. So he never tried to make love to
Mary Isabel, though he probably would have if he had thought it of any use.
This does not sound very romantic, of course, but when a man is fifty, romance,
while it may be present in the fruit, is assuredly absent in blossom.
"I suppose you
won't be going to the induction of my nephew Thursday week?" said the
doctor in the course of the conversation.
"No. Louisa will
not permit it. I had hoped," said Mary Isabel with a sigh, as she braided
some silvery shore-grasses nervously together, "that when old Mr. Moody
went away she would go back to the church here. And I think she would
if—if—"
"If Jim hadn't come
in Mr. Moody's place," finished the doctor with his jolly laugh.
Mary Isabel coloured
prettily. "It is not because he is your nephew, doctor. It is
because—because—"
"Because he is the
nephew of my brother who was on the other side in that ancient church fracas?
Bless you, I understand. What a good hater your sister is! Such a tenacity in
holding bitterness from one generation to another commands admiration of a
certain sort. As for Jim, he's a nice little chap, and he is coming to live
with me until the manse is repaired."
"I am sure you will
find that pleasant," said Mary Isabel primly.
She wondered if the
young minister's advent would make any difference in regard to these
shore-meetings; then decided quickly that it would not; then more quickly still
that it wouldn't matter if it did.
"He will be
company," admitted the doctor, who liked company and found the shore road
rather lonesome. "I had a letter from him today saying that he'd come home
with me from the induction. By the way, they're tearing down the old post
office today. And that reminds me—by Jove, I'd all but forgotten. I promised to
go up and see Mollie Marr this evening; Mollie's nerves are on the rampage
again. I must rush."
With a wave of his hand
the doctor hurried off. Mary Isabel lingered for some time longer, leaning
against the fence, looking dreamily out to sea. The doctor was a very pleasant
companion. If only Louisa would allow neighbourliness! Mary Isabel felt a
faint, impotent resentment. She had never had anything other girls had:
friends, dresses, beaus, and it was all Louisa's fault—Louisa who was going to
make her wear a bonnet for the rest of her life. The more Mary Isabel thought
of that bonnet the more she hated it.
That evening Warren Marr
rode down to the shore cottage on horseback and handed Mary Isabel a letter; a
strange, scrumpled, soiled, yellow letter. When Mary Isabel saw the handwriting
on the envelope she trembled and turned as deadly pale as if she had seen a
ghost:
"Here's a letter
for you," said Warren, grinning. "It's been a long time on the
way—nigh fifteen years. Guess the news'll be rather stale. We found it behind
the old partition when we tore it down today."
"It is my brother
Tom's writing," said Mary Isabel faintly. She went into the room
trembling, holding the letter tightly in her clasped hands. Louisa had gone up
to the village on an errand; Mary Isabel almost wished she were home; she
hardly felt equal to the task of opening Tom's letter alone. Tom had been dead
for ten years and this letter gave her an uncanny sensation; as of a message
from the spirit-land.
Fifteen years, ago
Thomas Irving had gone to California and five years later he had died there.
Mary Isabel, who had idolized her brother, almost grieved herself to death at
the time.
Finally she opened the
letter with ice-cold fingers. It had been written soon after Tom reached
California. The first two pages were filled with descriptions of the country
and his "job."
On the third Tom began
abruptly:
Look here, Mary Isabel,
you are not to let Louisa boss you about as she was doing when I was at home. I
was going to speak to you about it before I came away, but I forgot. Lou is a
fine girl, but she is too domineering, and the more you give in to her the
worse it makes her. You're far too easy-going for your own welfare, Mary
Isabel, and for your own sake I Wish you had more spunk. Don't let Louisa live
your life for you; just you live it yourself. Never mind if there is some
friction at first; Lou will give in when she finds she has to, and you'll both
be the better for it, I want you to be real happy, Mary Isabel, but you won't
be if you don't assert your independence. Giving in the way you do is bad for
both you and Louisa. It will make her a tyrant and you a poor-spirited creature
of no account in the world. Just brace up and stand firm.
When she had read the
letter through Mary Isabel took it to her own room and locked it in her bureau
drawer. Then she sat by her window, looking out into a sea-sunset, and thought it
over. Coming in the strange way it had, the letter seemed a message from the
dead, and Mary Isabel had a superstitious conviction that she must obey it. She
had always had a great respect for Tom's opinion. He was right—oh, she felt
that he was right. What a pity she had not received the letter long ago, before
the shackles of habit had become so firmly riveted. But it was not too late
yet. She would rebel at last and—how had Tom phrased it—oh, yes, assert her
independence. She owed it to Tom; It had been his wish—and he was dead—and she
would do her best to fulfil it.
"I shan't get a
bonnet," thought Mary Isabel determinedly. "Tom wouldn't have liked
me in a bonnet. From this out I'm just going to do exactly as Tom would have
liked me to do, no matter how afraid I am of Louisa. And, oh, I am horribly
afraid of her."
Mary Isabel was every
whit as much afraid the next morning after breakfast but she did not look it,
by reason of the flush on her cheeks and the glint in her brown eyes. She had
put Tom's letter in the bosom of her dress and she pressed her fingertips on it
that the crackle might give her courage.
"Louisa," she
said firmly, "I am going to town with you."
"Nonsense,"
said Louisa shortly.
"You may call it
nonsense if you like, but I am going," said Mary Isabel unquailingly.
"I have made up my mind on that point, Louisa, and nothing you can say
will alter it."
Louisa looked amazed.
Never before had Mary Isabel set her decrees at naught.
"Are you crazy,
Mary Isabel?" she demanded.
"No, I am not crazy.
But I am going to town and I am going to get a silver-grey silk for myself and
a new hat. I will not wear a bonnet and you need never mention it to me again,
Louisa."
"If you are going
to town I shall stay home," said Louisa in a cold, ominous tone that
almost made Mary Isabel quake. If it had not been for that reassuring crackle
of Tom's letter I fear Mary Isabel would have given in. "This house can't
be left alone. If you go, I'll stay."
Louisa honestly thought
that would bring the rebel to terms. Mary Isabel had never gone to town alone
in her life. Louisa did not believe she would dare to go. But Mary Isabel did
not quail. Defiance was not so hard after all, once you had begun.
Mary Isabel went to town
and she went alone. She spent the whole delightful day in the shops, unhampered
by Louisa's scorn and criticism in her examination of all the pretty things
displayed. She selected a hat she felt sure Tom would like—a pretty crumpled
grey straw with forget-me-nots and ribbons. Then she bought a grey silk of a
lovely silvery shade.
When she got back home
she unwrapped her packages and showed her purchases to Louisa. But Louisa
neither looked at them nor spoke to Mary Isabel. Mary Isabel tossed her head
and went to her own room. Her draught of freedom had stimulated her, and she
did not mind Louisa's attitude half as much as she would have expected. She
read Tom's letter over again to fortify herself and then she dressed her hair
in a fashion she had seen that day in town and pulled out all the little curls
on her forehead.
The next day she took
the silver-grey silk to the Latimer dressmaker and picked out a fashionable
design for it. When the silk dress came home, Louisa, who had thawed out
somewhat in the meantime, unbent sufficiently to remark that it fitted very
well.
"I am going to wear
it to the induction tomorrow," Mary Isabel said, boldly to all
appearances, quakingly in reality. She knew that she was throwing down the
gauntlet for good and all. If she could assert and maintain her independence in
this matter Louisa's power would be broken forever.
000
Twelve years before
this, the previously mentioned schism had broken out in the Latimer church. The
minister had sided with the faction which Louisa Irving opposed. She had
promptly ceased going to his church and withdrew all financial support. She
paid to the Marwood church, fifteen miles away, and occasionally she hired a
team and drove over there to service. But she never entered the Latimer church
again nor allowed Mary Isabel to do so. For that matter, Mary Isabel did not
wish to go. She had resented the minister's attitude almost as bitterly as
Louisa. But when Mr. Moody accepted a call elsewhere Mary Isabel hoped that she
and Louisa might return to their old church home. Possibly they might have done
so had not the congregation called the young, newly fledged James Anderson.
Mary Isabel would not have cared for this, but Louisa sternly said that neither
she nor any of hers should ever darken the doors of a church where the nephew
of Martin Hamilton preached. Mary Isabel had regretfully acquiesced at the
time, but now she had made up her mind to go to church and she meant to begin
with the induction service.
Louisa stared at her
sister incredulously.
"Have you taken
complete leave of your senses, Mary Isabel?"
"No. I've just come
to them," retorted Mary Isabel recklessly, gripping a chair-back
desperately so that Louisa should not see how she was trembling. "It is
all foolishness to keep away from church just because of an old grudge. I'm
tired of staying home Sundays or driving fifteen miles to Marwood to hear poor
old Mr. Grattan. Everybody says Mr. Anderson is a splendid young man and an
excellent preacher, and I'm going to attend his services regularly."
Louisa had taken Mary
Isabel's first defiance in icy disdain. Now she lost her temper and raged. The
storm of angry words beat on Mary Isabel like hail, but she fronted it
staunchly. She seemed to hear Tom's voice saying, "Live your own life,
Mary Isabel; don't let Louisa live it for you," and she meant to obey him.
"If you go to that
man's induction I'll never forgive you," Louisa concluded.
Mary Isabel said
nothing. She just primmed up her lips very determinedly, picked up the silk
dress, and carried it to her room.
The next day was fine
and warm. Louisa said no word all the morning. She worked fiercely and slammed
things around noisily. After dinner Mary Isabel went to her room and came down
presently, fine and dainty in her grey silk, with the forget-me-not hat resting
on the soft loose waves of her hair. Louisa was blacking the kitchen stove.
She shot one angry
glance at Mary Isabel, then gave a short, contemptuous laugh, the laugh of an
angry woman who finds herself robbed of all weapons except ridicule.
Mary Isabel flushed and
walked with an unfaltering step out of the house and up the lane. She resented
Louisa's laughter. She was sure there was nothing so very ridiculous about her
appearance. Women far older than she, even in Latimer, wore light dresses and
fashionable hats. Really, Louisa was very disagreeable.
"I have put up with
her ways too long," thought Mary Isabel, with a quick, unwonted rush of
anger. "But I never shall again—no, never, let her be as vexed and
scornful as she pleases."
The induction services
were interesting, and Mary Isabel enjoyed them. Doctor Hamilton was sitting
across from her and once or twice she caught him looking at her admiringly. The
doctor noticed the hat and the grey silk and wondered how Mary Isabel had
managed to get her own way concerning them. What a pretty woman she was!
Really, he had never realized before how very pretty she was. But then, he had
never seen her except in a sunbonnet or with her hair combed primly back.
But when the service was
over Mary Isabel was dismayed to see that the sky had clouded over and looked
very much like rain. Everybody hurried home, and Mary Isabel tripped along the
shore road filled with anxious thoughts about her dress. That kind of silk
always spotted, and her hat would be ruined if it got wet. How foolish she had
been not to bring an umbrella!
She reached her own
doorstep panting just as the first drop of rain fell.
"Thank
goodness," she breathed.
Then she tried to open
the door. It would not open.
She could see Louisa
sitting by the kitchen window, calmly reading.
"Louisa, open the
door quick," she called impatiently.
Louisa never moved a
muscle, although Mary Isabel knew she must have heard.
"Louisa, do you
hear what I say?" she cried, reaching over and tapping on the pane
imperiously. "Open the door at once. It is going to rain—it is raining
now. Be quick."
Louisa might as well
have been a graven image for all the response she gave. Then did Mary Isabel
realize her position. Louisa had locked her out purposely, knowing the rain was
coming. Louisa had no intention of letting her in; she meant to keep her out
until the dress and hat of her rebellion were spoiled. This was Louisa's
revenge.
Mary Isabel turned with
a gasp. What should she do? The padlocked doors of hen-house and well-house and
wood-house: revealed the thoroughness of Louisa's vindictive design. Where
should she go? She would go somewhere. She would not have her lovely new dress
and hat spoiled!
She caught her ruffled
skirts up in her hand and ran across the yard. She climbed the fence into the
field and ran across that. Another drop of rain struck her cheek. She never
glanced back or she would have seen a horrified face peering from the cottage
kitchen window. Louisa had never dreamed that Mary Isabel would seek refuge
over at Dr. Hamilton's.
Dr. Hamilton, who had
driven home from church with the young minister, saw her coming and ran to open
the door for her. Mary Isabel dashed up the verandah steps, breathless,
crimson-cheeked, trembling with pent-up indignation and sense of outrage.
"Louisa locked me
out, Dr. Hamilton," she cried almost hysterically. "She locked me out
on purpose to spoil my dress. I'll never forgive her, I'll never go back to
her, never, never, unless she asks me to. I had to come here. I was not going
to have my dress ruined to please Louisa."
"Of course not—of
course not," said Dr. Hamilton soothingly, drawing her into his big cosy
living room. "You did perfectly right to come here, and you are just in
time. There is the rain now in good earnest."
Mary Isabel sank into a
chair and looked at Dr. Hamilton with tears in her eyes.
"Wasn't it an
unkind, unsisterly thing to do?" she asked piteously. "Oh, I shall
never feel the same towards Louisa again. Tom was right—I didn't tell you about
Tom's letter but I will by and by. I shall not go back to Louisa after her
locking me out. When it stops raining I'll go straight up to my cousin Ella's
and stay with her until I arrange my plans. But one thing is certain, I shall
not go back to Louisa."
"I wouldn't,"
said the doctor recklessly. "Now, don't cry and don't worry. Take off your
hat—you can go to the spare room across the hall, if you like. Jim has gone
upstairs to lie down; he has a bad headache and says he doesn't want any tea.
So I was going to get up a bachelor's snack for myself. My housekeeper is away.
She heard, at church that her mother was ill and went over to Marwood."
When Mary Isabel came
back from the spare room, a little calmer but with traces of tears on her pink
cheeks, the doctor had as good a tea-table spread as any woman could have had.
Mary Isabel thought it was fortunate that the little errand boy, Tommy
Brewster, was there, or she certainly would have been dreadfully embarrassed,
now that the flame of her anger had blown out. But later on, when tea was over
and she and the doctor were left alone, she did not feel embarrassed after all.
Instead, she felt delightfully happy and at home. Dr. Hamilton put one so at
ease.
She told him all about
Tom's letter and her subsequent revolt. Dr. Hamilton never once made the
mistake of smiling. He listened and approved and sympathized.
"So I'm determined
I won't go back," concluded Mary Isabel, "unless she asks me to—and
Louisa will never do that. Ella will be glad enough to have me for a while; she
has five children and can't get any help."
The doctor shrugged his
shoulders. He thought of Mary Isabel as unofficial drudge to Ella Kemble and
her family. Then he looked at the little silvery figure by the window.
"I think I can
suggest a better plan," he said gently and tenderly. "Suppose you
stay here—as my wife. I've always wanted to ask you that but I feared it was no
use because I knew Louisa would oppose it and I did not think you would consent
if she did not. I think," the doctor leaned forward and took Mary Isabel's
fluttering hand in his, "I think we can be very happy here, dear."
Mary Isabel flushed
crimson and her heart beat wildly. She knew now that she loved Dr. Hamilton—and
Tom would have liked it—yes, Tom would. She remembered how Tom hated the
thought of his sisters being old maids.
"I—think—so—too,"
she faltered shyly.
"Then," said
the doctor briskly, "what is the matter with our being married right here
and now?"
"Married!"
"Yes, of course.
Here we are in a state where no licence is required, a minister in the house,
and you all dressed in the most beautiful wedding silk imaginable. You must
see, if you just look at it calmly, how much better it will be than going up to
Mrs. Kemble's and thereby publishing your difference with Louisa to all the
village. I'll give you fifteen minutes to get used to the idea and then I'll
call Jim down."
Mary Isabel put her
hands to her face.
"You—you're like a
whirlwind," she gasped. "You take away my breath."
"Think it
over," said the doctor in a businesslike voice.
Mary Isabel
thought—thought very hard for a few moments.
What would Tom have
said?
Was it probable that Tom
would have approved of such marrying in haste?
Mary Isabel came to the
decision that he would have preferred it to having family jars bruited abroad.
Moreover, Mary Isabel had never liked Ella Kemble very much. Going to her was
only one degree better than going back to Louisa.
At last Mary Isabel took
her hands down from her face. "Well?" said the doctor persuasively as
she did so.
"I will consent on
one condition," said Mary Isabel firmly. "And that is, that you will
let me send word over to Louisa that I am going to be married and that she may
come and see the ceremony if she will. Louisa has behaved very unkindly in this
matter, but after all she is my sister—and she has been good to me in some
ways—and I am not going to give her a chance to say that I got married in
this—this headlong-fashion and never let her know."
"Tommy can take the
word over," said the doctor.
Mary Isabel went to the
doctor's desk and wrote a very brief note.
Dear Louisa:
I am going to be married
to Dr. Hamilton right away. I've seen him often at the shore this summer. I
would like you to be present at the ceremony if you choose.
Mary Isabel.
Tommy ran across the
field with the note.
It had now ceased
raining and the clouds were breaking. Mary Isabel thought that a good omen. She
and the doctor watched Tommy from the window. They saw Louisa come to the door,
take the note, and shut the door in Tommy's face. Ten minutes later she
reappeared, habited in her mackintosh, with her second-best bonnet on.
"She's—coming,"
said Mary Isabel, trembling.
The doctor put his arm
protectingly about the little lady.
Mary Isabel tossed her
head. "Oh, I'm not—I'm only excited. I shall never be afraid of Louisa
again."
Louisa came grimly over
the field, up the verandah steps, and into the room without knocking.
"Mary Isabel,"
she said, glaring at her sister and ignoring the doctor entirely, "did you
mean what you said in that letter?"
"Yes, I did,"
said Mary Isabel firmly.
"You are going to be
married to that man in this shameless, indecent haste?"
"Yes."
"And nothing I can
say will have the least effect on you?"
"Not the
slightest."
"Then," said
Louisa, more grimly than ever, "all I ask of you is to come home and be
married from under your father's roof. Do have that much respect for your
parents' memory, at least."
"Of course I
will," cried Mary Isabel impulsively, softening at once. "Of course
we will—won't we?" she asked, turning prettily to the doctor.
"Just as you
say," he answered gallantly.
Louisa snorted.
"I'll go home and air the parlour," she said. "It's lucky I
baked that fruitcake Monday. You can come when you're ready."
She stalked home across
the field. In a few minutes the doctor and Mary Isabel followed, and behind
them came the young minister, carrying his blue book under his arm, and trying
hard and not altogether successfully to look grave.
24.The Twins and a
Wedding
Sometimes Johnny and I
wonder what would really have happened if we had never started for Cousin
Pamelia's wedding. I think that Ted would have come back some time; but Johnny
says he doesn't believe he ever would, and Johnny ought to know, because
Johnny's a boy. Anyhow, he couldn't have come back for four years. However,
we did start for the wedding and so things came out all right,
and Ted said we were a pair of twin special Providences.
Johnny and I fully
expected to go to Cousin Pamelia's wedding because we had always been such
chums with her. And she did write to Mother to be sure and bring us, but Father
and Mother didn't want to be bothered with us. That is the plain truth of the
matter. They are good parents, as parents go in this world; I don't think we
could have picked out much better, all things considered; but Johnny and I have
always known that they never want to take us with them anywhere if they can get
out of it. Uncle Fred says that it is no wonder, since we are a pair of holy
terrors for getting into mischief and keeping everybody in hot water. But I
think we are pretty good, considering all the temptations we have to be
otherwise. And, of course, twins have just twice as many as ordinary children.
Anyway, Father and
Mother said we would have to stay home with Hannah Jane. This decision came
upon us, as Johnny says, like a bolt from the blue. At first we couldn't
believe they were not joking. Why, we felt that we simply had to
go to Pamelia's wedding. We had never been to a wedding in our lives and we
were just aching to see what it would be like. Besides, we had written a
marriage ode to Pamelia and we wanted to present it to her. Johnny was to
recite it, and he had been practising it out behind the carriage house for a
week. I wrote the most of it. I can write poetry as slick as anything. Johnny
helped me hunt out the rhymes. That is the hardest thing about writing poetry,
it is so difficult to find rhymes. Johnny would find me a rhyme and then I
would write a line to suit it, and we got on swimmingly.
When we realized that
Father and Mother meant what they said we were just too miserable to live. When
I went to bed that night I simply pulled the clothes over my face and howled
quietly. I couldn't help it when I thought of Pamelia's white silk dress and tulle
veil and flower girls and all the rest. Johnny said it was the wedding
dinner he thought about. Boys are like that, you know.
Father and Mother went
away on the early morning train, telling us to be good twins and not bother
Hannah Jane. It would have been more to the point if they had told Hannah Jane
not to bother us. She worries more about our bringing up than Mother does.
I was sitting on the
front doorstep after they had gone when Johnny came around the corner, looking
so mysterious and determined that I knew he had thought of something splendid.
"Sue," said
Johnny impressively, "if you have any real sporting blood in you now is
the time to show it. If you've enough grit we'll get to Pamelia's wedding after
all."
"How?" I said
as soon as I was able to say anything.
"We'll just go.
We'll take the ten o'clock train. It will get to Marsden by eleven-thirty and
that'll be in plenty of time. The wedding isn't until twelve."
"But we've never
been on the train alone, and we've never been to Marsden at all!" I
gasped.
"Oh, of course, if
you're going to hatch up all sorts of difficulties!" said Johnny
scornfully. "I thought you had more spunk!"
"Oh, I have,
Johnny," I said eagerly. "I'm all spunk. And I'll do
anything you'll do. But won't Father and Mother be perfectly savage?"
"Of course. But
we'll be there and they can't send us home again, so we'll see the wedding.
We'll be punished afterwards all right, but we'll have had the fun, don't you
see?"
I saw. I went right
upstairs to dress, trusting everything blindly to Johnny. I put on my best pale
blue shirred silk hat and my blue organdie dress and my high-heeled slippers.
Johnny whistled when he saw me, but he never said a word; there are times when
Johnny is a duck.
We slipped away when
Hannah Jane was feeding the hens.
"I'll buy the
tickets," explained Johnny. "I've got enough money left out of my
last month's allowance because I didn't waste it all on candy as you did.
You'll have to pay me back when you get your next month's jink, remember. I'll
ask the conductor to tell us when we get to Marsden. Uncle Fred's house isn't
far from the station, and we'll be sure to know it by all the cherry trees
round it."
It sounded easy, and
it was easy. We had a jolly ride, and finally the conductor
came along and said, "Here's your jumping-off place, kiddies."
Johnny didn't like being
called a kiddy, but I saw the conductor's eye resting admiringly on my blue
silk hat and I forgave him.
Marsden was a pretty
little village, and away up the road we saw Uncle Fred's place, for it was
fairly smothered in cherry trees all white with lovely bloom. We started for it
as fast as we could go, for we knew we had no time to lose. It is perfectly
dreadful trying to hurry when you have on high-heeled shoes, but I said nothing
and just tore along, for I knew Johnny would have no sympathy for me. We
finally reached the house and turned in at the open gate of the lawn. I thought
everything looked very peaceful and quiet for a wedding to be under way and I
had a sickening idea that it was too late and it was all over.
"Nonsense!"
said Johnny, cross as a bear, because he was really afraid of it too. "I
suppose everybody is inside the house. No, there are two people over there by
that bench. Let us go and ask them if this is the right place, because if it
isn't we have no time to lose."
We ran across the lawn
to the two people. One of them was a young lady, the very prettiest young lady
I had ever seen. She was tall and stately, just like the heroine in a book, and
she had lovely curly brown hair and big blue eyes and the most dazzling
complexion. But she looked very cross and disdainful and I knew the minute I
saw her that she had been quarrelling with the young man. He was standing in
front of her and he was as handsome as a prince. But he looked angry too.
Altogether, you never saw a crosser-looking couple. Just as we came up we heard
the young lady say, "What you ask is ridiculous and impossible, Ted.
I can't get married at two days' notice and I don't mean to
be."
And he said, "Very
well, Una, I am sorry you think so. You would not think so if you really cared
anything for me. It is just as well I have found out you don't. I am going away
in two days' time and I shall not return in a hurry, Una."
"I do not care if
you never return," she said.
That was a fib and well
I knew it. But the young man didn't—men are so stupid at times. He swung around
on one foot without replying and he would have gone in another second if he had
not nearly fallen over Johnny and me.
"Please, sir,"
said Johnny respectfully, but hurriedly. "We're looking for Mr. Frederick
Murray's place. Is this it?"
"No," said the
young man a little gruffly. "This is Mrs. Franklin's place. Frederick
Murray lives at Marsden, ten miles away."
My heart gave a jump and
then stopped beating. I know it did, although Johnny says it is impossible.
"Isn't this
Marsden?" cried Johnny chokily.
"No, this is
Harrowsdeane," said the young man, a little more mildly.
I couldn't help it. I
was tired and warm and so disappointed. I sat right down on the rustic seat
behind me and burst into tears, as the story-books say.
"Oh, don't cry,
dearie," said the young lady in a very different voice from the one she
had used before. She sat down beside me and put her arms around me. "We'll
take you over to Marsden if you've got off at the wrong station."
"But it will be too
late," I sobbed wildly. "The wedding is to be at twelve—and it's
nearly that now—and oh, Johnny, I do think you might try to comfort me!"
For Johnny had stuck his
hands in his pockets and turned his back squarely on me. I thought it so unkind
of him. I didn't know then that it was because he was afraid he was going to
cry right there before everybody, and I felt deserted by all the world.
"Tell me all about
it," said the young lady.
So I told her as well as
I could all about the wedding and how wild we were to see it and why we were
running away to it.
"And now it's all
no use," I wailed. "And we'll be punished when they find out just the
same. I wouldn't mind being punished if we hadn't missed the wedding. We've
never seen a wedding—and Pamelia was to wear a white silk dress—and have flower
girls—and oh, my heart is just broken. I shall never get over this—never—if I
live to be as old as Methuselah."
"What can we do for
them?" said the young lady, looking up at the young man and smiling a
little. She seemed to have forgotten that they had just quarrelled. "I
can't bear to see children disappointed. I remember my own childhood too
well."
"I really don't
know what we can do," said the young man, smiling back, "unless we
get married right here and now for their sakes. If it is a wedding they want to
see and nothing else will do them, that is the only idea I can suggest."
"Nonsense!"
said the young lady. But she said it as if she would rather like to be persuaded
it wasn't nonsense.
I looked up at her.
"Oh, if you have any notion of being married I wish you would right
off," I said eagerly. "Any wedding would do just as well as
Pamelia's. Please do."
The young lady laughed.
"One might just as
well be married at two hours' notice as two days'," she said.
"Una," said
the young man, bending towards her, "will you marry me here and now? Don't
send me away alone to the other side of the world, Una."
"What on earth
would Auntie say?" said Una helplessly.
"Mrs. Franklin
wouldn't object if you told her you were going to be married in a
balloon."
"I don't see how we
could arrange—oh, Ted, it's absurd."
"'Tisn't. It's
highly sensible. I'll go straight to town on my wheel for the licence and ring
and I'll be back in an hour. You can be ready by that time."
For a moment Una
hesitated. Then she said suddenly to me, "What is your name, dearie?"
"Sue Murray,"
I said, "and this is my brother, Johnny. We're twins. We've been twins for
ten years."
"Well, Sue, I'm
going to let you decide for me. This gentleman here, whose name is Theodore
Prentice, has to start for Japan in two days and will have to remain there for
four years. He received his orders only yesterday. He wants me to marry him and
go with him. Now, I shall leave it to you to consent or refuse for me. Shall I
marry him or shall I not?"
"Marry him, of
course," said I promptly. Johnny says she knew I would say that when she
left it to me.
"Very well,"
said Una calmly. "Ted, you may go for the necessaries. Sue, you must be my
bridesmaid and Johnny shall be best man. Come, we'll go into the house and
break the news to Auntie."
I never felt so
interested and excited in my life. It seemed too good to be true. Una and I
went into the house and there we found the sweetest, pinkest, plumpest old lady
asleep in an easy-chair. Una wakened her and said, "Auntie, I'm going to
be married to Mr. Prentice in an hour's time."
That was a most
wonderful old lady! All she said was, "Dear me!" You'd have thought
Una had simply told her she was going out for a walk.
"Ted has gone for
licence and ring and minister," Una went on. "We shall be married out
under the cherry trees and I'll wear my new white organdie. We shall leave for
Japan in two days. These children are Sue and Johnny Murray who have come out
to see a wedding—any wedding. Ted and I are getting married just to
please them."
"Dear me!"
said the old lady again. "This is rather sudden. Still—if you must. Well,
I'll go and see what there is in the house to eat."
She toddled away, smiling,
and Una turned to me. She was laughing, but there were tears in her eyes.
"You blessed
accidents!" she said, with a little tremble in her voice. "If you
hadn't happened just then Ted would have gone away in a rage and I might never
have seen him again. Come now, Sue, and help me dress."
Johnny stayed in the
hall and I went upstairs with Una. We had such an exciting time getting her
dressed. She had the sweetest white organdie you ever saw, all frills and
laces. I'm sure Pamelia's silk couldn't have been half so pretty. But she had
no veil, and I felt rather disappointed about that. Then there was a knock at
the door and Mrs. Franklin came in, with her arms full of something all fine
and misty like a lacy cobweb.
"I've brought you
my wedding veil, dearie," she said. "I wore it forty years ago. And
God bless you, dearie. I can't stop a minute. The boy is killing the chickens
and Bridget is getting ready to broil them. Mrs. Jenner's son across the road
has just gone down to the bakery for a wedding cake."
With that she toddled
off again. She was certainly a wonderful old lady. I just thought of Mother in
her place. Well, Mother would simply have gone wild entirely.
When Una was dressed she
looked as beautiful as a dream. The boy had finished killing the chickens, and
Mrs. Franklin had sent him up with a basket of roses for us, and we had each
the loveliest bouquet. Before long Ted came back with the minister, and the
next thing we knew we were all standing out on the lawn under the cherry trees
and Una and Ted were being married.
I was too happy to
speak. I had never thought of being a bridesmaid in my wildest dreams and here
I was one. How thankful I was that I had put on my blue organdie and my shirred
hat! I wasn't a bit nervous and I don't believe Una was either. Mrs. Franklin
stood at one side with a smudge of flour on her nose, and she had forgotten to
take off her apron. Bridget and the boy watched us from the kitchen garden. It
was all like a beautiful, bewildering dream. But the ceremony was horribly solemn.
I am sure I shall never have the courage to go through with anything of the
sort, but Johnny says I will change my mind when I grow up.
When it was all over I
nudged Johnny and said "Ode" in a fierce whisper. Johnny immediately
stepped out before Una and recited it. Pamelia's name was mentioned three times
and of course he should have put Una in place of it, but he forgot. You can't
remember everything.
"You dear funny
darlings!" said Una, kissing us both. Johnny didn't like that,
but he said he didn't mind it in a bride.
Then we had dinner, and
I thought Mrs. Franklin more wonderful than ever. I couldn't have believed any
woman could have got up such a spread at two hours' notice. Of course, some
credit must be given to Bridget and the boy. Johnny and I were hungry enough by
this time and we enjoyed that repast to the full.
We went home on the
evening train. Ted and Una came to the station with us, and Una said she would
write me when she got to Japan, and Ted said he would be obliged to us forever
and ever.
When we got home we
found Hannah Jane and Father and Mother—who had arrived there an hour before
us—simply distracted. They were so glad to see us safe and sound that they
didn't even scold us, and when Father heard our story he laughed until the tears
came into his eyes.
"Some are born to
luck, some achieve luck, and some have luck thrust upon them," he said.
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