Collected Stories by H P
Lovecraft
Gutenberg Project Australia
Contents
39.The Evil Clergyman 40.The
Horror at Martin's Beach 41.The Horror at Red Hook
42.The Hound 43.The
Lurking Fear 44.The Moon Bog 45.The Music of Erich Zann
46.The Other Gods 47.The
Outsider 48.The Picture in the House
49.The Quest of Iranon 50.The
Rats in the Walls 51.The Shunned House
52.The Silver Key 53.The
Statement of Randolph Carter
54.The Strange High
House in the Mist 55.The Street 56.The Temple
57.The Terrible Old Man 58.The
Thing on the Doorstep 59.The Tomb
60.The Transition of
Juan Romero 61.The Tree 62.The Unnamable 63.The White Ship
64.Through the Gates of
the Silver Key 65.What the Moon Brings 66.Polaris
67.The Very Old Folk
"Yes, he lived here—but I don't advise your doing anything.
Your curiosity makes you irresponsible. We never come here at night, and it's
only because of his will that we keep it this way. You know what he did. That
abominable society took charge at last, and we don't know where he is buried.
There was no way the law or anything else could reach the society.
"I hope you won't stay till after dark. And I beg of you to
let that thing on the table—the thing that looks like a match-box—alone. We
don't know what it is, but we suspect it has something to do with what he did.
We even avoid looking at it very steadily."
After a time the man left me alone in the attic room. It was very
dingy and dusty, and only primitively furnished, but it had a neatness which
showed it was not a slum-denizen's quarters. There were shelves full of
theological and classical books, and another bookcase containing treatises on
magic—Paracelsus, Albertus Magnus, Trithemius, Hermes Trismegistus, Borellus,
and others in a strange alphabet whose titles I could not decipher. The
furniture was very plain. There was a door, but it led only into a closet. The
only egress was the aperture in the floor up to which the crude, steep
staircase led. The windows were of bull's-eye pattern, and the black oak beams
bespoke unbelievable antiquity. Plainly, this house was of the Old World. I
seemed to know where I was, but cannot recall what I then knew. Certainly the
town was not London. My impression is of a small seaport.
The small object on the table fascinated me intensely. I seemed to
know what to do with it, for I drew a pocket electric light—or what looked like
one—out of my pocket and nervously tested its flashes. The light was not white
but violet, and seemed less like true light than like some radioactive
bombardment. I recall that I did not regard it as a common flashlight—indeed, I
had a common flashlight in another pocket.
It was getting dark, and the ancient roofs and chimney-pots
outside looked very queer through the bull's-eye window-panes. Finally I
summoned up courage and propped the small object up on the table against a
book—then turned the rays of the peculiar violet light upon it. The light
seemed now to be more like a rain of hail or small violet particles than like a
continuous beam. As the particles struck the glassy surface at the center of
the strange device, they seemed to produce a crackling noise like the
sputtering of a vacuum tube through which sparks are passed. The dark glassy
surface displayed a pinkish glow, and a vague white shape seemed to be taking
form at its center. Then I noticed that I was not alone in the room—and put the
ray—projector back in my pocket.
But the newcomer did not speak—nor did I hear any sound whatever
during all the immediately following moments. Everything was shadowy pantomime,
as if seen at a vast distance through some intervening haze—although on the
other hand the newcomer and all subsequent comers loomed large and close, as if
both near and distant, according to some abnormal geometry.
The newcomer was a thin, dark man of medium height attired in the
clerical garb of the Anglican church. He was apparently about thirty years old,
with a sallow, olive complexion and fairly good features, but an abnormally
high forehead. His black hair was well cut and neatly brushed, and he was
clean-shaven though blue-chinned with a heavy growth of beard. He wore rimless
spectacles with steel bows. His build and lower facial features were like other
clergymen I had seen, but he had a vastly higher forehead, and was darker and
more intelligent-looking—also more subtly and concealedly evil-looking. At the
present moment—having just lighted a faint oil lamp—he looked nervous, and
before I knew it he was casting all his magical books into a fireplace on the
window side of the room (where the wall slanted sharply) which I had not
noticed before. The flames devoured the volumes greedily—leaping up in strange
colors and emitting indescribably hideous odors as the strangely hieroglyphed
leaves and wormy bindings succumbed to the devastating element. All at once I
saw there were others in the room—grave-looking men in clerical costume, one of
whom wore the bands and knee-breeches of a bishop. Though I could hear nothing,
I could see that they were bringing a decision of vast import to the
first-comer. They seemed to hate and fear him at the same time, and he seemed
to return these sentiments. His face set itself into a grim expression, but I
could see his right hand shaking as he tried to grip the back of a chair. The
bishop pointed to the empty case and to the fireplace (where the flames had
died down amidst a charred, non-committal mass), and seemed filled with a
peculiar loathing. The first-comer then gave a wry smile and reached out with
his left hand toward the small object on the table. Everyone then seemed
frightened. The procession of clerics began filing down the steep stairs
through the trapdoor in the floor, turning and making menacing gestures as they
left. The bishop was last to go.
The first-comer now went to a cupboard on the inner side of the
room and extracted a coil of rope. Mounting a chair, he attached one end of the
rope to a hook in the great exposed central beam of black oak, and began making
a noose with the other end. Realizing he was about to hang himself, I started
forward to dissuade or save him. He saw me and ceased his preparations, looking
at me with a kind of triumph which puzzled and disturbed me. He slowly stepped
down from the chair and began gliding toward me with a positively wolfish grin
on his dark, thin-lipped face.
I felt somehow in deadly peril, and drew out the peculiar
ray-projector as a weapon of defense. Why I thought it could help me, I do not
know. I turned it on—full in his face, and saw the sallow features glow first
with violet and then with pinkish light. His expression of wolfish exultation
began to be crowded aside by a look of profound fear—which did not, however,
wholly displace the exultation. He stopped in his tracks—then, flailing his
arms wildly in the air, began to stagger backwards. I saw he was edging toward
the open stair-well in the floor, and tried to shout a warning, but he did not
hear me. In another instant he had lurched backward through the opening and was
lost to view.
I found difficulty in moving toward the stair-well, but when I did
get there I found no crushed body on the floor below. Instead there was a
clatter of people coming up with lanterns, for the spell of phantasmal silence
had broken, and I once more heard sounds and saw figures as normally
tri-dimensional. Something had evidently drawn a crowd to this place. Had there
been a noise I had not heard?
Presently the two people (simple villagers, apparently) farthest
in the lead saw me—and stood paralyzed. One of them shrieked loudly and
reverberantly:
"Ahrrh!...It be'ee, zur? Again?"
Then they all turned and fled frantically. All, that is, but one.
When the crowd was gone I saw the grave-bearded man who had brought me to this
place—standing alone with a lantern. He was gazing at me gaspingly and
fascinatedly, but did not seem afraid. Then he began to ascend the stairs, and
joined me in the attic. He spoke:
"So you didn't let it alone! I'm sorry. I know what has
happened. It happened once before, but the man got frightened and shot himself.
You ought not to have made him come back. You know what he wants. But you
mustn't get frightened like the other man he got. Something very strange and
terrible has happened to you, but it didn't get far enough to hurt your mind
and personality. If you'll keep cool, and accept the need for making certain
radical readjustments in your life, you can keep right on enjoying the world,
and the fruits of your scholarship. But you can't live here—and I don't think
you'll wish to go back to London. I'd advise America.
"You mustn't try anything more with that—thing. Nothing can
be put back now. It would only make matters worse to do—or summon—anything. You
are not as badly off as you might be—but you must get out of here at once and
stay away. You'd better thank Heaven it didn't go further...
"I'm going to prepare you as bluntly as I can. There's been a
certain change—in your personal appearance. He always causes that. But in a new
country you can get used to it. There's a mirror up at the other end of the
room, and I'm going to take you to it. You'll get a shock—though you will see
nothing repulsive."
I was now shaking with a deadly fear, and the bearded man almost
had to hold me up as he walked me across the room to the mirror, the faint lamp
(i.e., that formerly on the table, not the still fainter lantern he had
brought) in his free hand. This is what I saw in the glass:
A thin, dark man of medium stature attired in the clerical garb of
the Anglican church, apparently about thirty, and with rimless, steel—bowed
glasses glistening beneath a sallow, olive forehead of abnormal height.
It was the silent first-comer who had burned his books.
For all the rest of my life, in outward form, I was to be that
man!
40. THE HORROR AT MARTIN'S BEACH
I have never heard an even approximately adequate explanation of
the horror at Martin's Beach. Despite the large number of witnesses, no two
accounts agree; and the testimony taken by local authorities contains the most
amazing discrepancies.
Perhaps this haziness is natural in view of the unheard-of
character of the horror itself, the almost paralytic terror of all who saw it,
and the efforts made by the fashionable Wavecrest Inn to hush it up after the
publicity created by Prof. Ahon's article "Are Hypnotic Powers Confined to
Recognized Humanity?"
Against all these obstacles I am striving to present a coherent
version; for I beheld the hideous occurrence, and believe it should be known in
view of the appalling possibilities it suggests. Martin's Beach is once more
popular as a watering-place, but I shudder when I think of it. Indeed, I cannot
look at the ocean at all now without shuddering.
Fate is not always without a sense of drama and climax, hence the
terrible happening of August 8, 1922, swiftly followed a period of minor and
agreeably wonder-fraught excitement at Martin's Beach. On May 17 the crew of
the fishing smack Alma of Gloucester, under Capt. James P. Orne, killed, after
a battle of nearly forty hours, a marine monster whose size and aspect produced
the greatest possible stir in scientific circles and caused certain Boston
naturalists to take every precaution for its taxidermic preservation.
The object was some fifty feet in length, of roughly cylindrical
shape, and about ten feet in diameter. It was unmistakably a gilled fish in its
major affiliations; but with certain curious modifications such as rudimentary
forelegs and six-toed feet in place of pectoral fins, which prompted the widest
speculation. Its extraordinary mouth, its thick and scaly hide, and its single,
deep-set eye were wonders scarcely less remarkable than its colossal
dimensions; and when the naturalists pronounced it an infant organism, which
could not have been hatched more than a few days, public interest mounted to
extraordinary heights.
Capt. Orne, with typical Yankee shrewdness, obtained a vessel
large enough to hold the object in its hull, and arranged for the exhibition of
his prize. With judicious carpentry he prepared what amounted to an excellent marine
museum, and, sailing south to the wealthy resort district of Martin's Beach,
anchored at the hotel wharf and reaped a harvest of admission fees.
The intrinsic marvelousness of the object, and the importance
which it clearly bore in the minds of many scientific visitors from near and
far, combined to make it the season's sensation. That it was absolutely
unique—unique to a scientifically revolutionary degree—was well understood. The
naturalists had shown plainly that it radically differed from the similarly
immense fish caught off the Florida coast; that, while it was obviously an
inhabitant of almost incredible depths, perhaps thousands of feet, its brain
and principal organs indicated a development startlingly vast, and out of all
proportion to anything hitherto associated with the fish tribe.
On the morning of July 20 the sensation was increased by the loss
of the vessel and its strange treasure. In the storm of the preceding night it
had broken from its moorings and vanished forever from the sight of man,
carrying with it the guard who had slept aboard despite the threatening
weather. Capt. Orne, backed by extensive scientific interests and aided by
large numbers of fishing boats from Gloucester, made a thorough and exhaustive
searching cruise, but with no result other than the prompting of interest and
conversation. By August 7 hope was abandoned, and Capt. Orne had returned to
the Wavecrest Inn to wind up his business affairs at Martin's Beach and confer
with certain of the scientific men who remained there. The horror came on
August 8.
It was in the twilight, when grey sea-birds hovered low near the
shore and a rising moon began to make a glittering path across the waters. The
scene is important to remember, for every impression counts. On the beach were
several strollers and a few late bathers; stragglers from the distant cottage
colony that rose modestly on a green hill to the north, or from the adjacent
cliff-perched Inn whose imposing towers proclaimed its allegiance to wealth and
grandeur.
Well within viewing distance was another set of spectators, the
loungers on the Inn's high-ceiled and lantern-lighted veranda, who appeared to
be enjoying the dance music from the sumptuous ballroom inside. These
spectators, who included Capt. Orne and his group of scientific confreres,
joined the beach group before the horror progressed far; as did many more from
the Inn. Certainly there was no lack of witnesses, confused though their
stories be with fear and doubt of what they saw.
There is no exact record of the time the thing began, although a
majority say that the fairly round moon was "about a foot" above the
low-lying vapors of the horizon. They mention the moon because what they saw
seemed subtly connected with it—a sort of stealthy, deliberate, menacing ripple
which rolled in from the far skyline along the shimmering lane of reflected
moonbeams, yet which seemed to subside before it reached the shore.
Many did not notice this ripple until reminded by later events;
but it seems to have been very marked, differing in height and motion from the
normal waves around it. Some called it cunning and calculating. And as it died
away craftily by the black reefs afar out, there suddenly came belching up out
of the glitter-streaked brine a cry of death; a scream of anguish and despair
that moved pity even while it mocked it.
First to respond to the cry were the two life guards then on duty;
sturdy fellows in white bathing attire, with their calling proclaimed in large
red letters across their chests. Accustomed as they were to rescue work, and to
the screams of the drowning, they could find nothing familiar in the unearthly
ululation; yet with a trained sense of duty they ignored the strangeness and
proceeded to follow their usual course.
Hastily seizing an air-cushion, which with its attached coil of
rope lay always at hand, one of them ran swiftly along the shore to the scene
of the gathering crowd; whence, after whirling it about to gain momentum, he
flung the hollow disc far out in the direction from which the sound had come.
As the cushion disappeared in the waves, the crowd curiously awaited a sight of
the hapless being whose distress had been so great; eager to see the rescue
made by the massive rope.
But that rescue was soon acknowledged to be no swift and easy matter;
for, pull as they might on the rope, the two muscular guards could not move the
object at the other end. Instead, they found that object pulling with equal or
even greater force in the very opposite direction, till in a few seconds they
were dragged off their feet and into the water by the strange power which had
seized on the proffered life-preserver.
One of them, recovering himself, called immediately for help from
the crowd on the shore, to whom he flung the remaining coil of rope; and in a
moment the guards were seconded by all the hardier men, among whom Capt. Orne
was foremost. More than a dozen strong hands were now tugging desperately at
the stout line, yet wholly without avail.
Hard as they tugged, the strange force at the other end tugged
harder; and since neither side relaxed for an instant, the rope became rigid as
steel with the enormous strain. The struggling participants, as well as the
spectators, were by this time consumed with curiosity as to the nature of the
force in the sea. The idea of a drowning man had long been dismissed; and hints
of whales, submarines, monsters, and demons now passed freely around. Where
humanity had first led the rescuers, wonder kept them at their task; and they
hauled with a grim determination to uncover the mystery.
It being decided at last that a whale must have swallowed the
air-cushion, Capt. Orne, as a natural leader, shouted to those on shore that a
boat must be obtained in order to approach, harpoon, and land the unseen
leviathan. Several men at once prepared to scatter in quest of a suitable
craft, while others came to supplant the captain at the straining rope, since
his place was logically with whatever boat party might be formed. His own idea
of the situation was very broad, and by no means limited to whales, since he
had to do with a monster so much stranger. He wondered what might be the acts
and manifestations of an adult of the species of which the fifty-foot creature
had been the merest infant.
And now there developed with appalling suddenness the crucial fact
which changed the entire scene from one of wonder to one of horror, and dazed
with fright the assembled band of toilers and onlookers. Capt. Orne, turning to
leave his post at the rope, found his hands held in their place with
unaccountable strength; and in a moment he realized that he was unable to let
go of the rope. His plight was instantly divined, and as each companion tested
his own situation the same condition was encountered. The fact could not be
denied—every struggler was irresistibly held in some mysterious bondage to the
hempen line which was slowly, hideously, and relentlessly pulling them out to
sea.
Speechless horror ensued; a horror in which the spectators were
petrified to utter inaction and mental chaos. Their complete demoralization is
reflected in the conflicting accounts they give, and the sheepish excuses they
offer for their seemingly callous inertia. I was one of them, and know.
Even the strugglers, after a few frantic screams and futile
groans, succumbed to the paralyzing influence and kept silent and fatalistic in
the face of unknown powers. There they stood in the pallid moonlight, blindly
pulling against a spectral doom and swaying monotonously backward and forward
as the water rose first to their knees, then to their hips. The moon went
partly under a cloud, and in the half-light the line of swaying men resembled
some sinister and gigantic centipede, writhing in the clutch of a terrible
creeping death.
Harder and harder grew the rope, as the tug in both directions increased,
and the strands swelled with the undisturbed soaking of the rising waves.
Slowly the tide advanced, till the sands so lately peopled by laughing children
and whispering lovers were now swallowed by the inexorable flow. The herd of
panic-stricken watchers surged blindly backward as the water crept above their
feet, while the frightful line of strugglers swayed hideously on, half
submerged, and now at a substantial distance from their audience. Silence was
complete.
The crowd, having gained a huddling-place beyond reach of the
tide, stared in mute fascination; without offering a word of advice or
encouragement, or attempting any kind of assistance. There was in the air a
nightmare fear of impending evils such as the world had never before known.
Minutes seemed lengthened into hours, and still that human snake
of swaying torsos was seen above the fast rising tide. Rhythmically it
undulated; slowly, horribly, with the seal of doom upon it. Thicker clouds now
passed over the ascending moon, and the glittering path on the waters faded
nearly out.
Very dimly writhed the serpentine line of nodding heads, with now
and then the livid face of a backward-glancing victim gleaming pale in the
darkness. Faster and faster gathered the clouds, till at length their angry
rifts shot down sharp tongues of febrile flame. Thunders rolled, softly at
first, yet soon increasing to a deafening, maddening intensity. Then came a
culminating crash—a shock whose reverberations seemed to shake land and sea
alike—and on its heels a cloudburst whose drenching violence overpowered the
darkened world as if the heavens themselves had opened to pour forth a
vindictive torrent.
The spectators, instinctively acting despite the absence of
conscious and coherent thought, now retreated up the cliff steps to the hotel
veranda. Rumors had reached the guests inside, so that the refugees found a
state of terror nearly equal to their own. I think a few frightened words were
uttered, but cannot be sure.
Some, who were staying at the Inn, retired in terror to their
rooms; while others remained to watch the fast sinking victims as the line of
bobbing heads showed above the mounting waves in the fitful lightning flashes.
I recall thinking of those heads, and the bulging eyes they must contain; eyes
that might well reflect all the fright, panic, and delirium of a malignant
universe—all the sorrow, sin, and misery, blasted hopes and unfulfilled
desires, fear, loathing and anguish of the ages since time's beginning; eyes
alight with all the soul-racking pain of eternally blazing infernos.
And as I gazed out beyond the heads, my fancy conjured up still
another eye; a single eye, equally alight, yet with a purpose so revolting to
my brain that the vision soon passed. Held in the clutches of an unknown vise,
the line of the damned dragged on; their silent screams and unuttered prayers
known only to the demons of the black waves and the night-wind.
There now burst from the infuriate sky such a mad cataclysm of
satanic sound that even the former crash seemed dwarfed. Amidst a blinding
glare of descending fire the voice of heaven resounded with the blasphemies of
hell, and the mingled agony of all the lost reverberated in one apocalyptic,
planet-rending peal of Cyclopean din. It was the end of the storm, for with uncanny
suddenness the rain ceased and the moon once more cast her pallid beams on a
strangely quieted sea.
There was no line of bobbing heads now. The waters were calm and
deserted, and broken only by the fading ripples of what seemed to be a
whirlpool far out in the path of the moonlight whence the strange cry had first
come. But as I looked along that treacherous lane of silvery sheen, with fancy
fevered and senses overwrought, there trickled upon my ears from some abysmal
sunken waste the faint and sinister echoes of a laugh.
I
Not many weeks ago, on a street corner in the village of Pascoag,
Rhode Island, a tall, heavily built, and wholesome-looking pedestrian furnished
much speculation by a singular lapse of behaviour. He had, it appears, been
descending the hill by the road from Chepachet; and encountering the compact
section, had turned to his left into the main thoroughfare where several modest
business blocks convey a touch of the urban. At this point, without visible
provocation, he committed his astonishing lapse; staring queerly for a second
at the tallest of the buildings before him, and then, with a series of
terrified, hysterical shrieks, breaking into a frantic run which ended in a
stumble and fall at the next crossing. Picked up and dusted off by ready hands,
he was found to be conscious, organically unhurt, and evidently cured of his
sudden nervous attack. He muttered some shamefaced explanations involving a
strain he had undergone, and with downcast glance turned back up the Chepachet
road, trudging out of sight without once looking behind him. It was a strange
incident to befall so large, robust, normal-featured, and capable-looking a
man, and the strangeness was not lessened by the remarks of a bystander who had
recognised him as the boarder of a well-known dairyman on the outskirts of
Chepachet.
He was, it developed, a New York police detective named Thomas F.
Malone, now on a long leave of absence under medical treatment after some disproportionately
arduous work on a gruesome local case which accident had made dramatic. There
had been a collapse of several old brick buildings during a raid in which he
had shared, and something about the wholesale loss of life, both of prisoners
and of his companions, had peculiarly appalled him. As a result, he had
acquired an acute and anomalous horror of any buildings even remotely
suggesting the ones which had fallen in, so that in the end mental specialists
forbade him the sight of such things for an indefinite period. A police surgeon
with relatives in Chepachet had put forward that quaint hamlet of wooden
colonial houses as an ideal spot for the psychological convalescence; and
thither the sufferer had gone, promising never to venture among the brick-lined
streets of larger villages till duly advised by the Woonsocket specialist with
whom he was put in touch. This walk to Pascoag for magazines had been a
mistake, and the patient had paid in fright, bruises, and humiliation for his
disobedience.
So much the gossips of Chepachet and Pascoag knew; and so much,
also, the most learned specialists believed. But Malone had at first told the
specialists much more, ceasing only when he saw that utter incredulity was his
portion. Thereafter he held his peace, protesting not at all when it was
generally agreed that the collapse of certain squalid brick houses in the Red
Hook section of Brooklyn, and the consequent death of many brave officers, had
unseated his nervous equilibrium. He had worked too hard, all said, in trying
to clean up those nests of disorder and violence; certain features were
shocking enough, in all conscience, and the unexpected tragedy was the last
straw. This was a simple explanation which everyone could understand, and
because Malone was not a simple person he perceived that he had better let it
suffice. To hint to unimaginative people of a horror beyond all human
conception—a horror of houses and blocks and cities leprous and cancerous with
evil dragged from elder worlds—would be merely to invite a padded cell instead
of a restful rustication, and Malone was a man of sense despite his mysticism.
He had the Celt's far vision of weird and hidden things, but the logician's
quick eye for the outwardly unconvincing; an amalgam which had led him far
afield in the forty-two years of his life, and set him in strange places for a
Dublin University man born in a Georgian villa near Phoenix Park.
And now, as he reviewed the things he had seen and felt and
apprehended, Malone was content to keep unshared the secret of what could
reduce a dauntless fighter to a quivering neurotic; what could make old brick
slums and seas of dark, subtle faces a thing of nightmare and eldritch portent.
It would not be the first time his sensations had been forced to bide uninterpreted—for
was not his very act of plunging into the polyglot abyss of New York's
underworld a freak beyond sensible explanation? What could he tell the prosaic
of the antique witcheries and grotesque marvels discernible to sensitive eyes
amidst the poison cauldron where all the varied dregs of unwholesome ages mix
their venom and perpetuate their obscene terrors? He had seen the hellish green
flame of secret wonder in this blatant, evasive welter of outward greed and
inward blasphemy, and had smiled gently when all the New-Yorkers he knew
scoffed at his experiment in police work. They had been very witty and cynical,
deriding his fantastic pursuit of unknowable mysteries and assuring him that in
these days New York held nothing but cheapness and vulgarity. One of them had
wagered him a heavy sum that he could not—despite many poignant things to his
credit in the Dublin Review—even write a truly interesting story of New York
low life; and now, looking back, he perceived that cosmic irony had justified the
prophet's words while secretly confuting their flippant meaning. The horror, as
glimpsed at last, could not make a story—for like the book cited by Poe's
German authority, 'es lässt sich nicht lesen—it does not permit itself to be
read.'
II
To Malone the sense of latent mystery in existence was always
present. In youth he had felt the hidden beauty and ecstasy of things, and had
been a poet; but poverty and sorrow and exile had turned his gaze in darker
directions, and he had thrilled at the imputations of evil in the world around.
Daily life had for him come to be a phantasmagoria of macabre shadow-studies;
now glittering and leering with concealed rottenness as in Beardsley's best
manner, now hinting terrors behind the commonest shapes and objects as in the
subtler and less obvious work of Gustave Doré. He would often regard it as
merciful that most persons of high intelligence jeer at the inmost mysteries;
for, he argued, if superior minds were ever placed in fullest contact with the
secrets preserved by ancient and lowly cults, the resultant abnormalities would
soon not only wreck the world, but threaten the very integrity of the universe.
All this reflection was no doubt morbid, but keen logic and a deep sense of
humour ably offset it. Malone was satisfied to let his notions remain as
half-spied and forbidden visions to be lightly played with; and hysteria came
only when duty flung him into a hell of revelation too sudden and insidious to
escape.
He had for some time been detailed to the Butler Street station in
Brooklyn when the Red Hook matter came to his notice. Red Hook is a maze of
hybrid squalor near the ancient waterfront opposite Governor's Island, with
dirty highways climbing the hill from the wharves to that higher ground where
the decayed lengths of Clinton and Court Streets lead off toward the Borough
Hall. Its houses are mostly of brick, dating from the first quarter to the
middle of the nineteenth century, and some of the obscurer alleys and byways
have that alluring antique flavour which conventional reading leads us to call
'Dickensian'. The population is a hopeless tangle and enigma; Syrian, Spanish,
Italian, and Negro elements impinging upon one another, and fragments of
Scandinavian and American belts lying not far distant. It is a babel of sound
and filth, and sends out strange cries to answer the lapping oily waves at its
grimy piers and the monstrous organ litanies of the harbour whistles. Here long
ago a brighter picture dwelt, with clear—eyed mariners on the lower streets and
homes of taste and substance where the larger houses line the hill. One can
trace the relics of this former happiness in the trim shapes of the buildings,
the occasional graceful churches, and the evidences of original art and
background in bits of detail here and there—a worn flight of steps, a battered
doorway, a wormy pair of decorative columns or pilasters, or a fragment of once
green space with bent and rusted iron railing. The houses are generally in
solid blocks, and now and then a many-windowed cupola arises to tell of days
when the households of captains and ship-owners watched the sea.
From this tangle of material and spiritual putrescence the
blasphemies of an hundred dialects assail the sky. Hordes of prowlers reel
shouting and singing along the lanes and thoroughfares, occasional furtive
hands suddenly extinguish lights and pull down curtains, and swarthy,
sin-pitted faces disappear from windows when visitors pick their way through.
Policemen despair of order or reform, and seek rather to erect barriers
protecting the outside world from the contagion. The clang of the patrol is
answered by a kind of spectral silence, and such prisoners as are taken are
never communicative. Visible offences are as varied as the local dialects, and
run the gamut from the smuggling of rum and prohibited aliens through diverse
stages of lawlessness and obscure vice to murder and mutilation in their most
abhorrent guises. That these visible affairs are not more frequent is not to
the neighbourhood's credit, unless the power of concealment be an art demanding
credit. More people enter Red Hook than leave it—or at least, than leave it by
the landward side—and those who are not loquacious are the likeliest to leave.
Malone found in this state of things a faint stench of secrets more
terrible than any of the sins denounced by citizens and bemoaned by priests and
philanthropists. He was conscious, as one who united imagination with
scientific knowledge, that modern people under lawless conditions tend
uncannily to repeat the darkest instinctive patterns of primitive half-ape
savagery in their daily life and ritual observances; and he had often viewed
with an anthropologist's shudder the chanting, cursing processions of
blear-eyed and pockmarked young men which wound their way along in the dark
small hours of morning. One saw groups of these youths incessantly; sometimes
in leering vigils on street corners, sometimes in doorways playing eerily on
cheap instruments of music, sometimes in stupefied dozes or indecent dialogues
around cafeteria tables near Borough Hall, and sometimes in whispering converse
around dingy taxicabs drawn up at the high stoops of crumbling and closely
shuttered old houses. They chilled and fascinated him more than he dared
confess to his associates on the force, for he seemed to see in them some
monstrous thread of secret continuity; some fiendish, cryptical, and ancient
pattern utterly beyond and below the sordid mass of facts and habits and haunts
listed with such conscientious technical care by the police. They must be, he
felt inwardly, the heirs of some shocking and primordial tradition; the sharers
of debased and broken scraps from cults and ceremonies older than mankind.
Their coherence and definiteness suggested it, and it shewed in the singular
suspicion of order which lurked beneath their squalid disorder. He had not read
in vain such treatises as Miss Murray's Witch-Cult in Western Europe; and knew
that up to recent years there had certainly survived among peasants and furtive
folk a frightful and clandestine system of assemblies and orgies descended from
dark religions antedating the Aryan world, and appearing in popular legends as
Black Masses and Witches' Sabbaths. That these hellish vestiges of old
Turanian-Asiatic magic and fertility cults were even now wholly dead he could
not for a moment suppose, and he frequently wondered how much older and how
much blacker than the very worst of the muttered tales some of them might
really be.
III
It was the case of Robert Suydam which took Malone to the heart of
things in Red Hook. Suydam was a lettered recluse of ancient Dutch family,
possessed originally of barely independent means, and inhabiting the spacious
but ill-preserved mansion which his grandfather had built in Flatbush when that
village was little more than a pleasant group of colonial cottages surrounding
the steepled and ivy-clad Reformed Church with its iron-railed yard of
Netherlandish gravestones. In his lonely house, set back from Martense Street
amidst a yard of venerable trees, Suydam had read and brooded for some six
decades except for a period a generation before, when he had sailed for the old
world and remained there out of sight for eight years. He could afford no
servants, and would admit but few visitors to his absolute solitude; eschewing
close friendships and receiving his rare acquaintances in one of the three
ground-floor rooms which he kept in order—a vast, high-ceiled library whose
walls were solidly packed with tattered books of ponderous, archaic, and
vaguely repellent aspect. The growth of the town and its final absorption in
the Brooklyn district had meant nothing to Suydam, and he had come to mean less
and less to the town. Elderly people still pointed him out on the streets, but
to most of the recent population he was merely a queer, corpulent old fellow
whose unkempt white hair, stubbly beard, shiny black clothes, and gold-headed
cane earned him an amused glance and nothing more. Malone did not know him by
sight till duty called him to the case, but had heard of him indirectly as a
really profound authority on mediaeval superstition, and had once idly meant to
look up an out-of-print pamphlet of his on the Kabbalah and the Faustus legend,
which a friend had quoted from memory.
Suydam became a case when his distant and only relatives sought
court pronouncements on his sanity. Their action seemed sudden to the outside
world, but was really undertaken only after prolonged observation and sorrowful
debate. It was based on certain odd changes in his speech and habits; wild
references to impending wonders, and unaccountable hauntings of disreputable
Brooklyn neighbourhoods. He had been growing shabbier and shabbier with the
years, and now prowled about like a veritable mendicant; seen occasionally by
humiliated friends in subway stations, or loitering on the benches around
Borough Hall in conversation with groups of swarthy, evil-looking strangers.
When he spoke it was to babble of unlimited powers almost within his grasp, and
to repeat with knowing leers such mystical words or names as 'Sephiroth',
'Ashmodai', and 'Samaël'. The court action revealed that he was using up his
income and wasting his principal in the purchase of curious tomes imported from
London and Paris, and in the maintenance of a squalid basement flat in the Red
Hook district where he spent nearly every night, receiving odd delegations of
mixed rowdies and foreigners, and apparently conducting some kind of ceremonial
service behind the green blinds of secretive windows. Detectives assigned to
follow him reported strange cries and chants and prancing of feet filtering out
from these nocturnal rites, and shuddered at their peculiar ecstasy and abandon
despite the commonness of weird orgies in that sodden section. When, however,
the matter came to a hearing, Suydam managed to preserve his liberty. Before
the judge his manner grew urbane and reasonable, and he freely admitted the
queerness of demeanour and extravagant cast of language into which he had
fallen through excessive devotion to study and research. He was, he said, engaged
in the investigation of certain details of European tradition which required
the closest contact with foreign groups and their songs and folk dances. The
notion that any low secret society was preying upon him, as hinted by his
relatives, was obviously absurd; and shewed how sadly limited was their
understanding of him and his work. Triumphing with his calm explanations, he
was suffered to depart unhindered; and the paid detectives of the Suydams,
Corlears, and Van Brunts were withdrawn in resigned disgust.
It was here that an alliance of Federal inspectors and police,
Malone with them, entered the case. The law had watched the Suydam action with
interest, and had in many instances been called upon to aid the private
detectives. In this work it developed that Suydam's new associates were among
the blackest and most vicious criminals of Red Hook's devious lanes, and that
at least a third of them were known and repeated offenders in the matter of
thievery, disorder, and the importation of illegal immigrants. Indeed, it would
not have been too much to say that the old scholar's particular circle
coincided almost perfectly with the worst of the organized cliques which
smuggled ashore certain nameless and unclassified Asian dregs wisely turned
back by Ellis Island. In the teeming rookeries of Parker Place—since
renamed—where Suydam had his basement flat, there had grown up a very unusual
colony of unclassified slant-eyed folk who used the Arabic alphabet but were
eloquently repudiated by the great mass of Syrians in and around Atlantic
Avenue. They could all have been deported for lack of credentials, but legalism
is slow-moving, and one does not disturb Red Hook unless publicity forces one
to.
These creatures attended a tumbledown stone church, used
Wednesdays as a dance-hall, which reared its Gothic buttresses near the vilest
part of the waterfront. It was nominally Catholic; but priests throughout
Brooklyn denied the place all standing and authenticity, and policemen agreed
with them when they listened to the noises it emitted at night. Malone used to
fancy he heard terrible cracked bass notes from a hidden organ far underground
when the church stood empty and unlighted, whilst all observers dreaded the
shrieking and drumming which accompanied the visible services. Suydam, when
questioned, said he thought the ritual was some remnant of Nestorian
Christianity tinctured with the Shamanism of Thibet. Most of the people, he
conjectured, were of Mongoloid stock, originating somewhere in or near
Kurdistan—and Malone could not help recalling that Kurdistan is the land of the
Yezidis, last survivors of the Persian devil-worshippers. However this may have
been, the stir of the Suydam investigation made it certain that these
unauthorised newcomers were flooding Red Hook in increasing numbers; entering
through some marine conspiracy unreached by revenue officers and harbour
police, overrunning Parker Place and rapidly spreading up the hill, and
welcomed with curious fraternalism by the other assorted denizens of the region.
Their squat figures and characteristic squinting physiognomies, grotesquely
combined with flashy American clothing, appeared more and more numerously among
the loafers and nomad gangsters of the Borough Hall section; till at length it
was deemed necessary to compute their numbers, ascertain their sources and
occupations, and find if possible a way to round them up and deliver them to
the proper immigration authorities. To this task Malone was assigned by
agreement of Federal and city forces, and as he commenced his canvass of Red
Hook he felt poised upon the brink of nameless terrors, with the shabby,
unkempt figure of Robert Suydam as arch-fiend and adversary.
IV
Police methods are varied and ingenious. Malone, through
unostentatious rambles, carefully casual conversations, well-timed offers of
hip-pocket liquor, and judicious dialogues with frightened prisoners, learned
many isolated facts about the movement whose aspect had become so menacing. The
newcomers were indeed Kurds, but of a dialect obscure and puzzling to exact
philology. Such of them as worked lived mostly as dock-hands and unlicenced
pedlars, though frequently serving in Greek restaurants and tending corner news
stands. Most of them, however, had no visible means of support; and were
obviously connected with underworld pursuits, of which smuggling and
'bootlegging' were the least indescribable. They had come in steamships,
apparently tramp freighters, and had been unloaded by stealth on moonless
nights in rowboats which stole under a certain wharf and followed a hidden
canal to a secret subterranean pool beneath a house. This wharf, canal, and
house Malone could not locate, for the memories of his informants were
exceedingly confused, while their speech was to a great extent beyond even the
ablest interpreters; nor could he gain any real data on the reasons for their
systematic importation. They were reticent about the exact spot from which they
had come, and were never sufficiently off guard to reveal the agencies which
had sought them out and directed their course. Indeed, they developed something
like acute fright when asked the reasons for their presence. Gangsters of other
breeds were equally taciturn, and the most that could be gathered was that some
god or great priesthood had promised them unheard-of powers and supernatural
glories and rulerships in a strange land.
The attendance of both newcomers and old gangsters at Suydam's
closely guarded nocturnal meetings was very regular, and the police soon
learned that the erstwhile recluse had leased additional flats to accommodate
such guests as knew his password; at last occupying three entire houses and
permanently harbouring many of his queer companions. He spent but little time
now at his Flatbush home, apparently going and coming only to obtain and return
books; and his face and manner had attained an appalling pitch of wildness.
Malone twice interviewed him, but was each time brusquely repulsed. He knew
nothing, he said, of any mysterious plots or movements; and had no idea how the
Kurds could have entered or what they wanted. His business was to study
undisturbed the folklore of all the immigrants of the district; a business with
which policemen had no legitimate concern. Malone mentioned his admiration for
Suydam's old brochure on the Kabbalah and other myths, but the old man's
softening was only momentary. He sensed an intrusion, and rebuffed his visitor
in no uncertain way; till Malone withdrew disgusted, and turned to other
channels of information.
What Malone would have unearthed could he have worked continuously
on the case, we shall never know. As it was, a stupid conflict between city and
Federal authority suspended the investigations for several months, during which
the detective was busy with other assignments. But at no time did he lose
interest, or fail to stand amazed at what began to happen to Robert Suydam.
Just at the time when a wave of kidnappings and disappearances spread its
excitement over New York, the unkempt scholar embarked upon a metamorphosis as
startling as it was absurd. One day he was seen near Borough Hall with
clean-shaved face, well-trimmed hair, and tastefully immaculate attire, and on
every day thereafter some obscure improvement was noticed in him. He maintained
his new fastidiousness without interruption, added to it an unwonted sparkle of
eye and crispness of speech, and began little by little to shed the corpulence
which had so long deformed him. Now frequently taken for less than his age, he
acquired an elasticity of step and buoyancy of demeanour to match the new
tradition, and shewed a curious darkening of the hair which somehow did not
suggest dye. As the months passed, he commenced to dress less and less
conservatively, and finally astonished his new friends by renovating and
redecorating his Flatbush mansion, which he threw open in a series of
receptions, summoning all the acquaintances he could remember, and extending a
special welcome to the fully forgiven relatives who had so lately sought his
restraint. Some attended through curiosity, others through duty; but all were
suddenly charmed by the dawning grace and urbanity of the former hermit. He
had, he asserted, accomplished most of his allotted work; and having just
inherited some property from a half—forgotten European friend, was about to
spend his remaining years in a brighter second youth which ease, care, and diet
had made possible to him. Less and less was he seen at Red Hook, and more and
more did he move in the society to which he was born. Policemen noted a
tendency of the gangsters to congregate at the old stone church and dance-hall
instead of at the basement flat in Parker Place, though the latter and its
recent annexes still overflowed with noxious life.
Then two incidents occurred—wide enough apart, but both of intense
interest in the case as Malone envisaged it. One was a quiet announcement in
the Eagle of Robert Suydam's engagement to Miss Cornelia Gerritsen of Bayside,
a young woman of excellent position, and distantly related to the elderly
bridegroom-elect; whilst the other was a raid on the dance-hall church by city
police, after a report that the face of a kidnapped child had been seen for a
second at one of the basement windows. Malone had participated in this raid,
and studied the place with much care when inside. Nothing was found—in fact,
the building was entirely deserted when visited—but the sensitive Celt was
vaguely disturbed by many things about the interior. There were crudely painted
panels he did not like—panels which depicted sacred faces with peculiarly
worldly and sardonic expressions, and which occasionally took liberties that
even a layman's sense of decorum could scarcely countenance. Then, too, he did
not relish the Greek inscription on the wall above the pulpit; an ancient
incantation which he had once stumbled upon in Dublin college days, and which
read, literally translated,
'O friend and companion of night, thou who rejoicest in the baying
of dogs and spilt blood, who wanderest in the midst of shades among the tombs,
who longest for blood and bringest terror to mortals, Gorgo, Mormo, look
favourably on our sacrifices!'
When he read this he shuddered, and thought vaguely of the cracked
bass organ notes he fancied he had heard beneath the church on certain nights.
He shuddered again at the rust around the rim of a metal basin which stood on
the altar, and paused nervously when his nostrils seemed to detect a curious
and ghastly stench from somewhere in the neighbourhood. That organ memory
haunted him, and he explored the basement with particular assiduity before he
left. The place was very hateful to him; yet after all, were the blasphemous
panels and inscriptions more than mere crudities perpetrated by the ignorant?
By the time of Suydam's wedding the kidnapping epidemic had become
a popular newspaper scandal. Most of the victims were young children of the
lowest classes, but the increasing number of disappearances had worked up a
sentiment of the strongest fury. Journals clamoured for action from the police,
and once more the Butler Street Station sent its men over Red Hook for clues,
discoveries, and criminals. Malone was glad to be on the trail again, and took
pride in a raid on one of Suydam's Parker Place houses. There, indeed, no
stolen child was found, despite the tales of screams and the red sash picked up
in the areaway; but the paintings and rough inscriptions on the peeling walls
of most of the rooms, and the primitive chemical laboratory in the attic, all
helped to convince the detective that he was on the track of something
tremendous. The paintings were appalling—hideous monsters of every shape and
size, and parodies on human outlines which cannot be described. The writing was
in red, and varied from Arabic to Greek, Roman, and Hebrew letters. Malone
could not read much of it, but what he did decipher was portentous and
cabbalistic enough. One frequently repeated motto was in a Sort of Hebraised
Hellenistic Greek, and suggested the most terrible daemon-evocations of the
Alexandrian decadence:
'HEL-HELOYM-SOTHER-EMMANVEL-SABAOTH-AGLA-
TETRAGRAMMATON-AGYROS-OTHEOS-ISCHYROS-
ATHANATOS-IEHOVA-VA-ADONAI-SADAY-HOMOVSION-
MESSIAS-ESCHEREHEYE'
Circles and pentagrams loomed on every hand, and told indubitably
of the strange beliefs and aspirations of those who dwelt so squalidly here. In
the cellar, however, the strangest thing was found—a pile of genuine gold
ingots covered carelessly with a piece of burlap, and bearing upon their
shining surfaces the same weird hieroglyphics which also adorned the walls.
During the raid the police encountered only a passive resistance from the
squinting Orientals that swarmed from every door. Finding nothing relevant,
they had to leave all as it was; but the precinct captain wrote Suydam a note
advising him to look closely to the character of his tenants and protégés in
view of the growing public clamour.
V
Then came the June wedding and the great sensation. Flatbush was
gay for the hour about high noon, and pennanted motors thronged the streets
near the old Dutch church where an awning stretched from door to highway. No
local event ever surpassed the Suydam-Gerritsen nuptials in tone and scale, and
the party which escorted bride and groom to the Cunard Pier was, if not exactly
the smartest, at least a solid page from the Social Register. At five o'clock
adieux were waved, and the ponderous liner edged away from the long pier,
slowly turned its nose seaward, discarded its tug, and headed for the widening
water spaces that led to old world wonders. By night the outer harbour was
cleared, and late passengers watched the stars twinkling above an unpolluted
ocean.
Whether the tramp steamer or the scream was first to gain
attention, no one can say. Probably they were simultaneous, but it is of no use
to calculate. The scream came from the Suydam stateroom, and the sailor who
broke down the door could perhaps have told frightful things if he had not
forthwith gone completely mad—as it is, he shrieked more loudly than the first
victims, and thereafter ran simpering about the vessel till caught and put in
irons. The ship's doctor who entered the stateroom and turned on the lights a
moment later did not go mad, but told nobody what he saw till afterward, when
he corresponded with Malone in Chepachet. It was murder—strangulation—but one
need not say that the claw-mark on Mrs. Suydam's throat could not have come
from her husband's or any other human hand, or that upon the white wall there
flickered for an instant in hateful red a legend which, later copied from
memory, seems to have been nothing less than the fearsome Chaldee letters of
the word 'LILITH'. One need not mention these things because they vanished so
quickly—as for Suydam, one could at least bar others from the room until one
knew what to think oneself. The doctor has distinctly assured Malone that he
did not see IT. The open porthole, just before he turned on the lights, was
clouded for a second with a certain phosphorescence, and for a moment there
seemed to echo in the night outside the suggestion of a faint and hellish
tittering; but no real outline met the eye. As proof, the doctor points to his
continued sanity.
Then the tramp steamer claimed all attention. A boat put off, and
a horde of swart, insolent ruffians in officers' dress swarmed aboard the
temporarily halted Cunarder. They wanted Suydam or his body—they had known of
his trip, and for certain reasons were sure he would die. The captain's deck
was almost a pandemonium; for at the instant, between the doctor's report from
the stateroom and the demands of the men from the tramp, not even the wisest
and gravest seaman could think what to do. Suddenly the leader of the visiting
mariners, an Arab with a hatefully negroid mouth, pulled forth a dirty,
crumpled paper and handed it to the captain. It was signed by Robert Suydam,
and bore the following odd message.
Captain and doctor looked at each other, and the latter whispered
something to the former. Finally they nodded rather helplessly and led the way
to the Suydam stateroom. The doctor directed the captain's glance away as he
unlocked the door and admitted the strange seamen, nor did he breathe easily
till they filed out with their burden after an unaccountably long period of
preparation. It was wrapped in bedding from the berths, and the doctor was glad
that the outlines were not very revealing. Somehow the men got the thing over
the side and away to their tramp steamer without uncovering it. The Cunarder
started again, and the doctor and a ship's undertaker sought out the Suydam
stateroorn to perform what last services they could. Once more the physician
was forced to reticence and even to mendacity, for a hellish thing had
happened. When the undertaker asked him why he had drained off all of Mrs.
Suydam's blood, he neglected to affirm that he had not done so; nor did he
point to the vacant bottle-spaces on the rack, or to the odour in the sink
which shewed the hasty disposition of the bottles' original contents. The
pockets of those men—if men they were—had bulged damnably when they left the
ship. Two hours later, and the world knew by radio all that it ought to know of
the horrible affair.
VI
That same June evening, without having heard a word from the sea,
Malone was desperately busy among the alleys of Red Hook. A sudden stir seemed
to permeate the place, and as if apprised by 'grapevine telegraph' of something
singular, the denizens clustered expectantly around the dance-hall church and
the houses in Parker Place. Three children had just disappeared—blue-eyed
Norwegians from the streets toward Gowanus—and there were rumours of a mob
forming among the sturdy Vikings of that section. Malone had for weeks been
urging his colleagues to attempt a general cleanup; and at last, moved by
conditions more obvious to their common sense than the conjectures of a Dublin
dreamer, they had agreed upon a final stroke. The unrest and menace of this
evening had been the deciding factor, and just about midnight a raiding party
recruited from three stations descended upon Parker Place and its environs.
Doors were battered in, stragglers arrested, and candlelighted rooms forced to
disgorge unbelievable throngs of mixed foreigners in figured robes, mitres, and
other inexplicable devices. Much was lost in the melee, for objects were thrown
hastily down unexpected shafts, and betraying odours deadened by the sudden
kindling of pungent incense. But spattered blood was everywhere, and Malone
shuddered whenever he saw a brazier or altar from which the smoke was still
rising.
He wanted to be in several places at once, and decided on Suydam's
basement flat only after a messenger had reported the complete emptiness of the
dilapidated dance-hall church. The flat, he thought, must hold some clue to a
cult of which the occult scholar had so obviously become the centre and leader;
and it was with real expectancy that he ransacked the musty rooms, noted their
vaguely charnel odour, and examined the curious books, instruments, gold
ingots, and glass-stoppered bottles scattered carelessly here and there. Once a
lean, black-and-white cat edged between his feet and tripped him, overturning
at the same time a beaker half full of a red liquid. The shock was severe, and
to this day Malone is not certain of what he saw; but in dreams he still
pictures that cat as it scuttled away with certain monstrous alterations and
peculiarities. Then came the locked cellar door, and the search for something
to break it down. A heavy stool stood near, and its tough seat was more than
enough for the antique panels. A crack formed and enlarged, and the whole door
gave way—but from the other side; whence poured a howling tumult of ice-cold
wind with all the stenches of the bottomless pit, and whence reached a sucking
force not of earth or heaven, which, coiling sentiently about the paralysed
detective, dragged him through the aperture and down unmeasured spaces filled
with whispers and wails, and gusts of mocking laughter.
Of course it was a dream. All the specialists have told him so,
and he has nothing to prove the contrary. Indeed, he would rather have it thus;
for then the sight of old brick slums and dark foreign faces would not eat so
deeply into his soul. But at the time it was all horribly real, and nothing can
ever efface the memory of those nighted crypts, those titan arcades, and those
half-formed shapes of hell that strode gigantically in silence holding
half-eaten things whose still surviving portions screamed for mercy or laughed
with madness. Odours of incense and corruption joined in sickening concert, and
the black air was alive with the cloudy, semi-visible bulk of shapeless
elemental things with eyes. Somewhere dark sticky water was lapping at onyx
piers, and once the shivery tinkle of raucous little bells pealed out to greet
the insane titter of a naked phosphorescent thing which swam into sight,
scrambled ashore, and climbed up to squat leeringly on a carved golden pedestal
in the background.
Avenues of limitless night seemed to radiate in every direction,
till one might fancy that here lay the root of a contagion destined to sicken
and swallow cities, and engulf nations in the foetor of hybrid pestilence. Here
cosmic sin had entered, and festered by unhallowed rites had commenced the
grinning march of death that was to rot us all to fungous abnormalities too
hideous for the grave's holding. Satan here held his Babylonish court, and in
the blood of stainless childhood the leprous limbs of phosphorescent Lilith
were laved. Incubi and succubae howled praise to Hecate, and headless
moon-calves bleated to the Magna Mater. Goats leaped to the sound of thin
accursed flutes, and aegipans chased endlessly after misshapen fauns over rocks
twisted like swollen toads. Moloch and Ashtaroth were not absent; for in this
quintessence of all damnation the bounds of consciousness were let down, and
man's fancy lay open to vistas of every realm of horror and every forbidden
dimension that evil had power to mould. The world and Nature were helpless
against such assaults from unsealed wells of night, nor could any sign or
prayer check the Walpurgis-riot of horror which had come when a sage with the
hateful key had stumbled on a horde with the locked and brimming coffer of
transmitted daemon-lore.
Suddenly a ray of physical light shot through these phantasms, and
Malone heard the sound of oars amidst the blasphemies of things that should be
dead. A boat with a lantern in its prow darted into sight, made fast to an iron
ring in the slimy stone pier, and vomited forth several dark men bearing a long
burden swathed in bedding. They took it to the naked phosphorescent thing on
the carved golden pedestal, and the thing tittered and pawed at the bedding.
Then they unswathed it, and propped upright before the pedestal the gangrenous
corpse of a corpulent old man with stubbly beard and unkempt white hair. The
phosphorescent thing tittered again, and the men produced bottles from their
pockets and anointed its feet with red, whilst they afterward gave the bottles
to the thing to drink from.
All at once, from an arcaded avenue leading endlessly away, there
came the daemoniac rattle and wheeze of a blasphemous organ, choking and
rumbling out the mockeries of hell in a cracked, sardonic bass. In an instant
every moving entity was electrified; and forming at once into a ceremonial
procession, the nightmare horde slithered away in quest of the sound—goat,
satyr, and aegipan, incubus, succubus and lemur, twisted toad and shapeless elemental,
dog-faced howler and silent strutter in darkness—all led by the abominable
naked phosphorescent thing that had squatted on the carved golden throne, and
that now strode insolently bearing in its arms the glassy-eyed corpse of the
corpulent old man. The strange dark men danced in the rear, and the whole
column skipped and leaped with Dionysiac fury. Malone staggered after them a
few steps, delirious and hazy, and doubtful of his place in this or in any
world. Then he turned, faltered, and sank down on the cold damp stone, gasping
and shivering as the daemon organ croaked on, and the howling and drumming and
tinkling of the mad procession grew fainter and fainter.
Vaguely he was conscious of chanted horrors and shocking croakings
afar off. Now and then a wail or whine of ceremonial devotion would float to
him through the black arcade, whilst eventually there rose the dreadful Greek
incantation whose text he had read above the pulpit of that dance-hall church.
As the chant closed, a general shout went up, and hissing sounds
nearly drowned the croaking of the cracked bass organ. Then a gasp as from many
throats, and a babel of barked and bleated words—'Lilith, Great Lilith, behold
the Bridegroom!' More cries, a clamour of rioting, and the sharp, clicking footfalls
of a running figure. The footfalls approached, and Malone raised himself to his
elbow to look.
The luminosity of the crypt, lately diminished, had now slightly
increased; and in that devil-light there appeared the fleeing form of that
which should not flee or feel or breathe—the glassy-eyed, gangrenous corpse of
the corpulent old man, now needing no support, but animated by some infernal
sorcery of the rite just closed. After it raced the naked, tittering,
phosphorescent thing that belonged on the carven pedestal, and still farther
behind panted the dark men, and all the dread crew of sentient loathsomenesses.
The corpse was gaining on its pursuers, and seemed bent on a definite object,
straining with every rotting muscle toward the carved golden pedestal, whose
necromantic importance was evidently so great. Another moment and it had
reached its goal, whilst the trailing throng laboured on with more frantic
speed. But they were too late, for in one final spurt of strength which ripped
tendon from tendon and sent its noisome bulk floundering to the floor in a
state of jellyish dissolution, the staring corpse which had been Robert Suydam
achieved its object and its triumph. The push had been tremendous, but the
force had held out; and as the pusher collapsed to a muddy blotch of corruption
the pedestal he had pushed tottered, tipped, and finally careened from its onyx
base into the thick waters below, sending up a parting gleam of carven gold as
it sank heavily to undreamable gulfs of lower Tartarus. In that instant, too,
the whole scene of horror faded to nothingness before Malone's eyes; and he
fainted amidst a thunderous crash which seemed to blot out all the evil
universe.
VII
Malone's dream, experienced in full before he knew of Suydam's
death and transfer at sea, was curiously supplemented by some odd realities of
the case; though that is no reason why anyone should believe it. The three old
houses in Parker Place, doubtless long rotten with decay in its most insidious
form, collapsed without visible cause while half the raiders and most of the
prisoners were inside; and of both the greater number were instantly killed.
Only in the basements and cellars was there much saving of life, and Malone was
lucky to have been deep below the house of Robert Suydam. For he really was
there, as no one is disposed to deny. They found him unconscious by the edge of
a night-black pool, with a grotesquely horrible jumble of decay and bone,
identifiable through dental work as the body of Suydam, a few feet away. The case
was plain, for it was hither that the smugglers' underground canal led; and the
men who took Suydam from the ship had brought him home. They themselves were
never found, or at least never identified; and the ship's doctor is not yet
satisfied with the simple certitudes of the police.
Suydam was evidently a leader in extensive man-smuggling
operations, for the canal to his house was but one of several subterranean
channels and tunnels in the neighbourhood. There was a tunnel from this house
to a crypt beneath the dance-hall church; a crypt accessible from the church
only through a narrow secret passage in the north wall, and in whose chambers
some singular and terrible things were discovered. The croaking organ was
there, as well as a vast arched chapel with wooden benches and a strangely
figured altar. The walls were lined with small cells, in seventeen of
which—hideous to relate—solitary prisoners in a state of complete idiocy were
found chained, including four mothers with infants of disturbingly strange
appearance. These infants died soon after exposure to the light; a circumstance
which the doctors thought rather merciful. Nobody but Malone, among those who
inspected them, remembered the sombre question of old Delrio: 'An sint unquam
daemones incubi et succubae, et an ex tali congressu proles nasci queat?'
Before the canals were filled up they were thoroughly dredged, and
yielded forth a sensational array of sawed and split bones of all sizes. The
kidnapping epidemic, very clearly, had been traced home; though only two of the
surviving prisoners could by any legal thread be connected with it. These men
are now in prison, since they failed of conviction as accessories in the actual
murders. The carved golden pedestal or throne so often mentioned by Malone as
of primary occult importance was never brought to light, though at one place
under the Suydam house the canal was observed to sink into a well too deep for
dredging. It was choked up at the mouth and cemented over when the cellars of
the new houses were made, but Malone often speculates on what lies beneath. The
police, satisfied that they had shattered a dangerous gang of maniacs and
man-smugglers, turned over to the Federal authorities the unconvicted Kurds,
who before their deportation were conclusively found to belong to the Yezidi
clan of devil-worshippers. The tramp ship and its crew remain an elusive
mystery, though cynical detectives are once more ready to combat its smuggling
and rum-running ventures. Malone thinks these detectives shew a sadly limited
perspective in their lack of wonder at the myriad unexplainable details, and
the suggestive obscurity of the whole case; though he is just as critical of
the newspapers, which saw only a morbid sensation and gloated over a minor
sadist cult which they might have proclaimed a horror from the universe's very
heart. But he is content to rest silent in Chepachet, calming his nervous
system and praying that time may gradually transfer his terrible experience
from the realm of present reality to that of picturesque and semi-mythical
remoteness.
Robert Suydam sleeps beside his bride in Greenwood Cemetery. No
funeral was held over the strangely released bones, and relatives are grateful
for the swift oblivion which overtook the case as a whole. The scholar's
connexion with the Red Hook horrors, indeed, was never emblazoned by legal
proof; since his death forestalled the inquiry he would otherwise have faced.
His own end is not much mentioned, and the Suydams hope that posterity may
recall him only as a gentle recluse who dabbled in harmless magic and folklore.
As for Red Hook—it is always the same. Suydam came and went; a
terror gathered and faded; but the evil spirit of darkness and squalor broods
on amongst the mongrels in the old brick houses, and prowling bands still
parade on unknown errands past windows where lights and twisted faces
unaccountably appear and disappear. Age-old horror is a hydra with a thousand
heads, and the cults of darkness are rooted in blasphemies deeper than the well
of Democritus. The soul of the beast is omnipresent and triumphant, and Red
Hook's legions of blear-eyed, pockmarked youths still chant and curse and howl
as they file from abyss to abyss, none knows whence or whither, pushed on by
blind laws of biology which they may never understand. As of old, more people
enter Red Hook than leave it on the landward side, and there are already
rumours of new canals running underground to certain centres of traffic in
liquor and less mentionable things.
The dance-hall church is now mostly a dance-hall, and queer faces
have appeared at night at the windows. Lately a policeman expressed the belief
that the filled-up crypt has been dug out again, and for no simply explainable
purpose. Who are we to combat poisons older than history and mankind? Apes
danced in Asia to those horrors, and the cancer lurks secure and spreading
where furtiveness hides in rows of decaying brick.
Malone does not shudder without cause—for only the other day an
officer overheard a swarthy squinting hag teaching a small child some whispered
patois in the shadow of an areaway. He listened, and thought it very strange
when he heard her repeat over and over again.
'O friend and companion of night, thou who rejoicest in the baying
of dogs and spilt blood, who wanderest in the midst of shades among the tombs,
who longest for blood and bringest terror to mortals, Gorgo, Mormo, look
favourably on our sacrifices!'
In my tortured ears there sounds unceasingly a nightmare whirring
and flapping, and a faint distant baying as of some gigantic hound. It is not
dream—it is not, I fear, even madness—for too much has already happened to give
me these merciful doubts.
St John is a mangled corpse; I alone know why, and such is my
knowledge that I am about to blow out my brains for fear I shall be mangled in
the same way. Down unlit and illimitable corridors of eldrith phantasy sweeps
the black, shapeless Nemesis that drives me to self-annihilation.
May heaven forgive the folly and morbidity which led us both to so
monstrous a fate! Wearied with the commonplaces of a prosaic world; where even
the joys of romance and adventure soon grow stale, St John and I had followed
enthusiastically every aesthetic and intellectual movement which promised
respite from our devastating ennui. The enigmas of the symbolists and the
ecstasies of the pre-Raphaelites all were ours in their time, but each new mood
was drained too soon, of its diverting novelty and appeal.
Only the somber philosophy of the decadents could help us, and
this we found potent only by increasing gradually the depth and diablism of our
penetrations. Baudelaire and Huysmans were soon exhausted of thrills, till
finally there remained for us only the more direct stimuli of unnatural
personal experiences and adventures. It was this frightful emotional need which
led us eventually to that detestable course which even in my present fear I
mention with shame and timidity—that hideous extremity of human outrage, the
abhorred practice of grave-robbing.
I cannot reveal the details of our shocking expedition, or
catalogue even partly the worst of the trophies adorning the nameless museum
where we jointly dwelt, alone and servantless. Our museum was a blasphemous,
unthinkable place, where with the satanic taste of neurotic virtuosi we had
assembled an universe of terror and a secret room, far, far, underground; where
huge winged daemons carven of basalt and onyx vomited from wide grinning mouths
weird green and orange light, and hidden pneumatic pipes ruffled into
kaleidoscopic dances of death the line of red charnel things hand in hand woven
in voluminous black hangings. Through these pipes came at will the odors our
moods most craved; sometimes the scent of pale funeral lilies; sometimes the
narcotic incense of imagined Eastern shrines of the kingly dead, and
sometimes—how I shudder to recall it!—the frightful, soul-upheaving stenches of
the uncovered-grave.
Around the walls of this repellent chamber were cases of antique
mummies alternating with comely, lifelike bodies perfectly stuffed and cured by
the taxidermist's art, and with headstones snatched from the oldest churchyards
of the world. Niches here and there contained skulls of all shapes, and heads
preserved in various stages of dissolution. There one might find the rotting,
bald pates of famous noblemen, and the flesh and radiantly golden heads of
new-buried children.
Statues and painting there were, all of fiendish subjects and some
executed by St John and myself. A locked portfolio, bound in tanned human skin,
held certain unknown and unnameable drawings which it was rumored Goya had
perpetrated but dared not acknowledge. There were nauseous musical instruments,
stringed, brass, wood-wind, on which St John and I sometimes produced
dissonances of exquisite morbidity and cacodaemoniacal ghastliness; whilst in a
multitude of inlaid ebony cabinets reposed the most incredible and unimaginable
variety of tomb-loot ever assembled by human madness and perversity. It is of
this loot in particular that I destroy it long before I thought of destroying
myself!
The predatory excursions on which we collected our unmentionable
treasures were always artistically memorable events. We were no vulgar ghouls,
but worked only under certain conditions of mood, landscape, environment,
weather, season, and moonlight. These pastimes were to us the most exquisite
form of aesthetic expression, and we gave their details a fastidious technical
care. An inappropriate hour, a jarring lighting effect, or a clumsy
manipulation of the damp sod, would almost totally destroy for us that ecstatic
titillation which followed the exhumation of some ominous, grinning secret of
the earth. Our quest for novel scenes and piquant conditions was feverish and
insatiate—St John was always the leader, and he it was who led the way at last
to that mocking, accursed spot which brought us our hideous and inevitable
doom.
By what malign fatality were we lured to that terrible Holland
churchyard? I think it was the dark rumor and legendry, the tales of one buried
for five centuries, who had himself been a ghoul in his time and had stolen a
potent thing from a mighty sepulchre. I can recall the scene in these final
moments—the pale autumnal moon over the graves, casting long horrible shadows;
the grotesque trees, drooping sullenly to meet the neglected grass and the
crumbling slabs; the vast legions of strangely colossal bats that flew against
the moon; the antique ivied church pointing a huge spectral finger at the livid
sky; the phosphorescent insects that danced like death-fires under the yews in
a distant corner; the odors of mould, vegetation, and less explicable things
that mingled feebly with the night-wind from over far swamps and seas; and,
worst of all, the faint deep-toned baying of some gigantic hound which we could
neither see nor definitely place. As we heard this suggestion of baying we
shuddered, remembering the tales of the peasantry; for he whom we sought had
centuries before been found in this self same spot, torn and mangled by the
claws and teeth of some unspeakable beast.
I remember how we delved in the ghoul's grave with our spades, and
how we thrilled at the picture of ourselves, the grave, the pale watching moon,
the horrible shadows, the grotesque trees, the titanic bats, the antique
church, the dancing death-fires, the sickening odors, the gently moaning
night-wind, and the strange, half-heard directionless baying of whose objective
existence we could scarcely be sure.
Then we struck a substance harder than the damp mould, and beheld
a rotting oblong box crusted with mineral deposits from the long undisturbed
ground. It was incredibly tough and thick, but so old that we finally pried it
open and feasted our eyes on what it held.
Much—amazingly much—was left of the object despite the lapse of
five hundred years. The skeleton, though crushed in places by the jaws of the
thing that had killed it, held together with surprising firmness, and we
gloated over the clean white skull and its long, firm teeth and its eyeless
sockets that once had glowed with a charnel fever like our own. In the coffin
lay an amulet of curious and exotic design, which had apparently been worn
around the sleeper's neck. It was the oddly conventionalised figure of a
crouching winged hound, or sphinx with a semi-canine face, and was exquisitely
carved in antique Oriental fashion from a small piece of green jade. The
expression of its features was repellent in the extreme, savoring at once of
death, bestiality and malevolence. Around the base was an inscription in
characters which neither St John nor I could identify; and on the bottom, like
a maker's seal, was graven a grotesque and formidable skull.
Immediately upon beholding this amulet we knew that we must
possess it; that this treasure alone was our logical pelf from the centuried
grave. Even had its outlines been unfamiliar we would have desired it, but as
we looked more closely we saw that it was not wholly unfamiliar. Alien it
indeed was to all art and literature which sane and balanced readers know, but
we recognized it as the thing hinted of in the forbidden Necronomicon of the
mad Arab Abdul Alhazred; the ghastly soul-symbol of the corpse-eating cult of
inaccessible Leng, in Central Asia. All too well did we trace the sinister
lineaments described by the old Arab daemonologist; lineaments, he wrote, drawn
from some obscure supernatural manifestation of the souls of those who vexed
and gnawed at the dead.
Seizing the green jade object, we gave a last glance at the
bleached and cavern-eyed face of its owner and closed up the grave as we found
it. As we hastened from the abhorrent spot, the stolen amulet in St John's
pocket, we thought we saw the bats descend in a body to the earth we had so
lately rifled, as if seeking for some cursed and unholy nourishment. But the
autumn moon shone weak and pale, and we could not be sure.
So, too, as we sailed the next day away from Holland to our home,
we thought we heard the faint distant baying of some gigantic hound in the
background. But the autumn wind moaned sad and wan, and we could not be sure.
Less than a week after our return to England, strange things began
to happen. We lived as recluses; devoid of friends, alone, and without servants
in a few rooms of an ancient manor-house on a bleak and unfrequented moor; so
that our doors were seldom disturbed by the knock of the visitor.
Now, however, we were troubled by what seemed to be a frequent
fumbling in the night, not only around the doors but around the windows also,
upper as well as lower. Once we fancied that a large, opaque body darkened the
library window when the moon was shining against it, and another time we
thought we heard a whirring or flapping sound not far off. On each occasion
investigation revealed nothing, and we began to ascribe the occurrences to
imagination which still prolonged in our ears the faint far baying we thought
we had heard in the Holland churchyard. The jade amulet now reposed in a niche
in our museum, and sometimes we burned a strangely scented candle before it. We
read much in Alhazred's Necronomicon about its properties, and about the
relation of ghosts' souls to the objects it symbolized; and were disturbed by
what we read.
Then terror came.
On the night of September 24, 19—, I heard a knock at my chamber
door. Fancying it St John's, I bade the knocker enter, but was answered only by
a shrill laugh. There was no one in the corridor. When I aroused St John from
his sleep, he professed entire ignorance of the event, and became as worried as
I. It was the night that the faint, distant baying over the moor became to us a
certain and dreaded reality.
Four days later, whilst we were both in the hidden museum, there
came a low, cautious scratching at the single door which led to the secret
library staircase. Our alarm was now divided, for, besides our fear of the
unknown, we had always entertained a dread that our grisly collection might be
discovered. Extinguishing all lights, we proceeded to the door and threw it
suddenly open; whereupon we felt an unaccountable rush of air, and heard, as if
receding far away, a queer combination of rustling, tittering, and articulate
chatter. Whether we were mad, dreaming, or in our senses, we did not try to
determine. We only realized, with the blackest of apprehensions, that the
apparently disembodied chatter was beyond a doubt in the Dutch language.
After that we lived in growing horror and fascination. Mostly we
held to the theory that we were jointly going mad from our life of unnatural
excitements, but sometimes it pleased us more to dramatize ourselves as the
victims of some creeping and appalling doom. Bizarre manifestations were now
too frequent to count. Our lonely house was seemingly alive with the presence
of some malign being whose nature we could not guess, and every night that
daemoniac baying rolled over the wind-swept moor, always louder and louder. On
October 29 we found in the soft earth underneath the library window a series of
footprints utterly impossible to describe. They were as baffling as the hordes
of great bats which haunted the old manor-house in unprecedented and increasing
numbers.
The horror reached a culmination on November 18, when St John,
walking home after dark from the dismal railway station, was seized by some
frightful carnivorous thing and torn to ribbons. His screams had reached the
house, and I had hastened to the terrible scene in time to hear a whir of wings
and see a vague black cloudy thing silhouetted against the rising moon.
My friend was dying when I spoke to him, and he could not answer
coherently. All he could do was to whisper, "The amulet—that damned thing—"
Then he collapsed, an inert mass of mangled flesh.
I buried him the next midnight in one of our neglected gardens,
and mumbled over his body one of the devilish rituals he had loved in life. And
as I pronounced the last daemoniac sentence I heard afar on the moor the faint
baying of some gigantic hound. The moon was up, but I dared not look at it. And
when I saw on the dim-lighted moor a wide, nebulous shadow sweeping from mound
to mound, I shut my eyes and threw myself face down upon the ground. When I
arose, trembling, I know not how much later, I staggered into the house and
made shocking obeisances before the enshrined amulet of green jade.
Being now afraid to live alone in the ancient house on the moor, I
departed on the following day for London, taking with me the amulet after
destroying by fire and burial the rest of the impious collection in the museum.
But after three nights I heard the baying again, and before a week was over
felt strange eyes upon me whenever it was dark. One evening as I strolled on
Victoria Embankment for some needed air, I saw a black shape obscure one of the
reflections of the lamps in the water. A wind, stronger than the night-wind,
rushed by, and I knew that what had befallen St John must soon befall me.
The next day I carefully wrapped the green jade amulet and sailed
for Holland. What mercy I might gain by returning the thing to its silent,
sleeping owner I knew not; but I felt that I must try any step conceivably
logical. What the hound was, and why it had pursued me, were questions still
vague; but I had first heard the baying in that ancient churchyard, and every
subsequent event including St John's dying whisper had served to connect the
curse with the stealing of the amulet. Accordingly I sank into the nethermost
abysses of despair when, at an inn in Rotterdam, I discovered that thieves had
despoiled me of this sole means of salvation.
The baying was loud that evening, and in the morning I read of a
nameless deed in the vilest quarter of the city. The rabble were in terror, for
upon an evil tenement had fallen a red death beyond the foulest previous crime
of the neighborhood. In a squalid thieves' den an entire family had been torn
to shreds by an unknown thing which left no trace, and those around had heard
all night a faint, deep, insistent note as of a gigantic hound.
So at last I stood again in the unwholesome churchyard where a
pale winter moon cast hideous shadows and leafless trees drooped sullenly to
meet the withered, frosty grass and cracking slabs, and the ivied church
pointed a jeering finger at the unfriendly sky, and the night—wind howled
maniacally from over frozen swamps and frigid seas. The baying was very faint
now, and it ceased altogether as I approached the ancient grave I had once
violated, and frightened away an abnormally large horde of bats which had been
hovering curiously around it.
I know not why I went thither unless to pray, or gibber out insane
pleas and apologies to the calm white thing that lay within; but, whatever my
reason, I attacked the half frozen sod with a desperation partly mine and
partly that of a dominating will outside myself. Excavation was much easier
than I expected, though at one point I encountered a queer interruption; when a
lean vulture darted down out of the cold sky and pecked frantically at the
grave-earth until I killed him with a blow of my spade. Finally I reached the
rotting oblong box and removed the damp nitrous cover. This is the last
rational act I ever performed.
For crouched within that centuried coffin, embraced by a
closepacked nightmare retinue of huge, sinewy, sleeping bats, was the bony
thing my friend and I had robbed; not clean and placid as we had seen it then,
but covered with caked blood and shreds of alien flesh and hair, and leering
sentiently at me with phosphorescent sockets and sharp ensanguined fangs
yawning twistedly in mockery of my inevitable doom. And when it gave from those
grinning jaws a deep, sardonic bay as of some gigantic hound, and I saw that it
held in its gory filthy claw the lost and fateful amulet of green jade, I
merely screamed and ran away idiotically, my screams soon dissolving into peals
of hysterical laughter.
Madness rides the star-wind...claws and teeth sharpened on
centuries of corpses...dripping death astride a bacchanale of bats from
nigh—black ruins of buried temples of Belial...Now, as the baying of that dead
fleshless monstrosity grows louder and louder, and the stealthy whirring and
flapping of those accursed web-wings closer and closer, I shall seek with my
revolver the oblivion which is my only refuge from the unnamed and unnameable.
I. The Shadow On The Chimney
There was thunder in the air on the night I went to the deserted
mansion atop Tempest Mountain to find the lurking fear. I was not alone, for
foolhardiness was not then mixed with that love of the grotesque and the
terrible which has made my career a series of quests for strange horrors in
literature and in life. With me were two faithful and muscular men for whom I
had sent when the time came; men long associated with me in my ghastly
explorations because of their peculiar fitness.
We had started quietly from the village because of the reporters
who still lingered about after the eldritch panic of a month before—the
nightmare creeping death. Later, I thought, they might aid me; but I did not
want them then. Would to God I had let them share the search, that I might not
have had to bear the secret alone so long; to bear it alone for fear the world
would call me mad or go mad itself at the demon implications of the thing. Now
that I am telling it anyway, lest the brooding make me a maniac, I wish I had
never concealed it. For I, and I only, know what manner of fear lurked on that
spectral and desolate mountain.
In a small motor-car we covered the miles of primeval forest and
hill until the wooded ascent checked it. The country bore an aspect more than
usually sinister as we viewed it by night and without the accustomed crowds of
investigators, so that we were often tempted to use the acetylene headlight
despite the attention it might attract. It was not a wholesome landscape after
dark, and I believe I would have noticed its morbidity even had I been ignorant
of the terror that stalked there. Of wild creatures there were none—they are
wise when death leers close. The ancient lightning-scarred trees seemed
unnaturally large and twisted, and the other vegetation unnaturally thick and
feverish, while curious mounds and hummocks in the weedy, fulgurite-pitted
earth reminded me of snakes and dead men's skulls swelled to gigantic
proportions.
Fear had lurked on Tempest Mountain for more than a century. This
I learned at once from newspaper accounts of the catastrophe which first
brought the region to the world's notice. The place is a remote, lonely
elevation in that part of the Catskills where Dutch civilization once feebly
and transiently penetrated, leaving behind as it receded only a few mined
mansions and a degenerate squatter population inhabiting pitiful hamlets on
isolated slopes. Normal beings seldom visited the locality till the state
police were formed, and even now only infrequent troopers patrol it. The fear,
however, is an old tradition throughout the neighboring villages; since it is a
prime topic in the simple discourse of the poor mongrels who sometimes leave
their valleys to trade handwoven baskets for such primitive necessities as they
cannot shoot, raise, or make.
The lurking fear dwelt in the shunned and deserted Martense
mansion, which crowned the high but gradual eminence whose liability to
frequent thunderstorms gave it the name of Tempest Mountain. For over a hundred
years the antique, grove-circled stone house had been the subject of stories
incredibly wild and monstrously hideous; stories of a silent colossal creeping
death which stalked abroad in summer. With whimpering insistence the squatters
told tales of a demon which seized lone wayfarers after dark, either carrying
them off or leaving them in a frightful state of gnawed dismemberment; while
sometimes they whispered of blood trails toward the distant mansion. Some said
the thunder called the lurking fear out of its habitation, while others said
the thunder was its voice.
No one outside the backwoods had believed these varying and
conflicting stories, with their incoherent, extravagant descriptions of the
hall-glimpsed fiend; yet not a farmer or villager doubted that the Martense
mansion was ghoulishly haunted. Local history forbade such a doubt, although no
ghostly evidence was ever found by such investigators as had visited the
building after some especially vivid tale of the squatters. Grandmothers told
strange myths of the Martense spectre; myths concerning the Martense family
itself, its queer hereditary dissimilarity of eyes, its long, unnatural annals,
and the murder which had cursed it.
The terror which brought me to the scene was a sudden and
portentous confirmation of the mountaineers' wildest legends. One summer night,
after a thunderstorm of unprecedented violence, the countryside was aroused by
a squatter stampede which no mere delusion could create. The pitiful throngs of
natives shrieked and whined of the unnamable horror which had descended upon
them, and they were not doubted. They had not seen it, but had heard such cries
from one of their hamlets that they knew a creeping death had come.
In the morning citizens and state troopers followed the shuddering
mountaineers to the place where they said the death had come. Death was indeed
there. The ground under one of the squatter's villages had caved in after a
lightning stroke, destroying several of the malodorous shanties; but upon this
property damage was superimposed an organic devastation which paled it to
insignificance. Of a possible seventy-five natives who had inhabited this spot,
not one living specimen was visible. The disordered earth was covered with
blood and human debris bespeaking too vividly the ravages of demon teeth and
talons; yet no visible trail led away from the carnage. That some hideous
animal must be the cause, everyone quickly agreed; nor did any tongue now
revive the charge that such cryptic deaths formed merely the sordid murders
common in decadent communities. That charge was revived only when about
twenty-five of the estimated population were found missing from the dead; and
even then it was hard to explain the murder of fifty by half that number. But
the fact remained that on a summer night a bolt had come out of the heavens and
left a dead village whose corpses were horribly mangled, chewed, and clawed.
The excited countryside immediately connected the horror with the
haunted Martense mansion, though the localities were over three miles apart.
The troopers were more skeptical; including the mansion only casually in their
investigations, and dropping it altogether when they found it thoroughly
deserted. Country and village people, however I canvassed the place with
infinite care; overturning everything in the house, sounding ponds and brooks,
beating down bushes, and ransacking the nearby forests. All was in vain; the
death that had come had left no trace save destruction itself.
By the second day of the search the affair was fully treated by
the newspapers, whose reporters overran Tempest Mountain. They described it in
much detail, and with many interviews to elucidate the horror's history as told
by local grandams. I followed the accounts languidly at first, for I am a
connoisseur in horrors; but after a week I detected an atmosphere which stirred
me oddly, so that on August 5th, 1921, I registered among the reporters who
crowded the hotel at Lefferts Corners, nearest village to Tempest Mountain and
acknowledged headquarters of the searchers. Three weeks more, and the dispersal
of the reporters left me free to begin a terrible exploration based on the
minute inquiries and surveying with which I had meanwhile busied myself.
So on this summer night, while distant thunder rumbled, I left a
silent motor-car and tramped with two armed companions up the last
mound-covered reaches of Tempest Mountain, casting the beams of an electric
torch on the spectral grey walls that began to appear through giant oaks ahead.
In this morbid night solitude and feeble shifting illumination, the vast
boxlike pile displayed obscure hints of terror which day could not uncover; yet
I did not hesitate, since I had come with fierce resolution to test an idea. I
believed that the thunder called the death-demon out of some fearsome secret
place; and be that demon solid entity or vaporous pestilence, I meant to see
it.
I had thoroughly searched the ruin before, hence knew my plan
well; choosing as the seat of my vigil the old room of Jan Martense, whose
murder looms so great in the rural legends. I felt subtly that the apartment of
this ancient victim was best for my purposes. The chamber, measuring about
twenty feet square, contained like the other rooms some rubbish which had once
been furniture. It lay on the second story, on the southeast corner of the house,
and had an immense east window and narrow south window, both devoid of panes or
shutters. Opposite the large window was an enormous Dutch fireplace with
scriptural tiles representing the prodigal son, and opposite the narrow window
was a spacious bed built into the wall.
As the tree-muffled thunder grew louder, I arranged my plan's
details. First I fastened side by side to the ledge of the large window three
rope ladders which I had brought with me. I knew they reached a suitable spot
on the grass outside, for I had tested them. Then the three of us dragged from
another room a wide four-poster bedstead, crowding it laterally against the
window. Having strewn it with fir boughs, all now rested on it with drawn
automatics, two relaxing while the third watched. From whatever direction the
demon might come, our potential escape was provided. If it came from within the
house, we had the window ladders; if from outside the door and the stairs. We
did not think, judging from precedent, that it would pursue us far even at
worst.
I watched from midnight to one o'clock, when in spite of the
sinister house, the unprotected window, and the approaching thunder and
lightning, I felt singularly drowsy. I was between my two companions, George
Bennett being toward the window and William Tobey toward the fireplace. Bennett
was asleep, having apparently felt the same anomalous drowsiness which affected
me, so I designated Tobey for the next watch although even he was nodding. It
is curious how intently I had been watching the fireplace.
The increasing thunder must have affected my dreams, for in the
brief time I slept there came to me apocalyptic visions. Once I partly awaked,
probably because the sleeper toward the window had restlessly flung an arm
across my chest. I was not sufficiently awake to see whether Tobey was
attending to his duties as sentinel, but felt a distinct anxiety on that score.
Never before had the presence of evil so poignantly oppressed me. Later I must
have dropped asleep again, for it was out of a phantasmal chaos that my mind
leaped when the night grew hideous with shrieks beyond anything in my former
experience or imagination.
In that shrieking the inmost soul of human fear and agony clawed
hopelessly and insanely at the ebony gates of oblivion. I awoke to red madness
and the mockery of diabolism, as farther and farther down inconceivable vistas
that phobic and crystalline anguish retreated and reverberated. There was no
light, but I knew from the empty space at my right that Tobey was gone, God
alone knew whither. Across my chest still lay the heavy arm of the sleeper at
my left.
Then came the devastating stroke of lightning which shook the
whole mountain, lit the darkest crypts of the hoary grove, and splintered the
patriarch of the twisted trees. In the demon flash of a monstrous fireball the
sleeper started up suddenly while the glare from beyond the window threw his
shadow vividly upon the chimney above the fireplace from which my eyes had
never strayed. That I am still alive and sane, is a marvel I cannot fathom. I
cannot fathom it, for the shadow on that chimney was not that of George Bennett
or of any other human creature, but a blasphemous abnormality from hell's
nethermost craters; a nameless, shapeless abomination which no mind could fully
grasp and no pen even partly describe. In another second I was alone in the
accursed mansion, shivering and gibbering. George Bennett and William Tobey had
left no trace, not even of a struggle. They were never heard of again.
II. A Passer In The Storm
For days after that hideous experience in the forest-swathed
mansion I lay nervously exhausted in my hotel room at Lefferts Corners. I do
not remember exactly how I managed to reach the motor-car, start it, and slip
unobserved back to the village; for I retain no distinct impression save of
wild-armed titan trees, demoniac mutterings of thunder, and Charonian shadows
athwart the low mounds that dotted and streaked the region.
As I shivered and brooded on the casting of that brain-blasting
shadow, I knew that I had at last pried out one of earth's supreme horrors—one
of those nameless blights of outer voids whose faint demon scratchings we
sometimes hear on the farthest rim of space, yet from which our own finite
vision has given us a merciful immunity. The shadow I had seen, I hardly dared
to analyse or identify. Something had lain between me and the window that
night, but I shuddered whenever I could not cast off the instinct to classify
it. If it had only snarled, or bayed, or laughed titteringly—even that would have
relieved the abysmal hideousness. But it was so silent. It had rested a heavy
arm or foreleg on my chest...
Obviously it was organic, or had once been organic...Jan Martense,
whose room I had invaded, was buried in the grave-yard near the mansion...I must
find Bennett and Tobey, if they lived...why had it picked them, and left me for
the last?...Drowsiness is so stifling, and dreams are so horrible...
In a short time I realised that I must tell my story to someone or
break down completely. I had already decided not to abandon the quest for the
lurking fear, for in my rash ignorance it seemed to me that uncertainty was
worse than enlightenment, however terrible the latter might prove to be.
Accordingly I resolved in my mind the best course to pursue; whom to select for
my confidences, and how to track down the thing which had obliterated two men
and cast a nightmare shadow.
My chief acquaintances at Lefferts Corners had been the affable
reporters, of whom several had still remained to collect final echoes of the
tragedy. It was from these that I determined to choose a colleague, and the
more I reflected the more my preference inclined toward one Arthur Munroe, a
dark, lean man of about thirty-five, whose education, taste, intelligence, and
temperament all seemed to mark him as one not bound to conventional ideas and
experiences.
On an afternoon in early September, Arthur Munroe listened to my
story. I saw from the beginning that he was both interested and sympathetic,
and when I had finished he analysed and discussed the thing with the greatest
shrewdness and judgement. His advice, moreover, was eminently practical; for he
recommended a postponement of operations at the Martense mansion until we might
become fortified with more detailed historical and geographical data. On his
initiative we combed the countryside for information regarding the terrible
Martense family, and discovered a man who possessed a marvelously illuminating
ancestral diary. We also talked at length with such of the mountain mongrels as
had not fled from the terror and confusion to remoter slopes, and slope again
scanned for dens and caves, but all without result. And yet, as I have said,
vague new fears hovered menacingly over us; as if giant bat-winged gryphons
looked on transcosmic gulfs.
As the afternoon advanced, it became increasingly difficult to
see; and we heard the rumble of a thunderstorm gathering over Tempest Mountain.
This sound in such a locality naturally stirred us, though less than it would
have done at night. As it was, we hoped desperately that the storm would last
until well after dark; and with that hope turned from our aimless hillside
searching toward the nearest inhabited hamlet to gather a body of squatters as
helpers in the investigation. Timid as they were, a few of the younger men were
sufficiently inspired by our protective leadership to promise such help.
We had hardly more than turned, however, when there descended such
a blinding sheet of torrential rain that shelter became imperative. The
extreme, almost nocturnal darkness of the sky caused us to stumble badly, but
guided by the frequent flashes of lightning and by our minute knowledge of the
hamlet we soon reached the least porous cabin of the lot; an heterogeneous
combination of logs and boards whose still existing door and single tiny window
both faced Maple Hill. Barring the door after us against the fury of the wind
and rain, we put in place the crude window shutter which our frequent searches
had taught us where to find. It was dismal sitting there on rickety boxes in
the pitchy darkness, but we smoked pipes and occasionally flashed our pocket
lamps about. Now and then we could see the lightning through cracks in the
wall; the afternoon was so incredibly dark that each flash was extremely vivid.
The stormy vigil reminded me shudderingly of my ghastly night on
Tempest Mountain. My mind turned to that odd question which had kept recurring
ever since the nightmare thing had happened; and again I wondered why the
demon, approaching the three watchers either from the window or the interior,
had begun with the men on each side and left the middle man till the last, when
the titan fireball had scared it away. Why had it not taken its victims in
natural order, with myself second, from whichever direction it had approached?
With what manner of far-reaching tentacles did it prey? Or did it know that I
was the leader, and saved me for a fate worse than that of my companions?
In the midst of these reflections, as if dramatically arranged to
intensify them, there fell nearby a terrific bolt of lightning followed by the
sound of sliding earth. At the same time the wolfish wind rose to demoniac
crescendos of ululation. We were sure that the one tree on Maple Hill had been
struck again, and Munroe rose from his box and went to the tiny window to
ascertain the damage. When he took down the shutter the wind, and rain howled
deafeningly in, so that I could not hear what he said; but I waited while he
leaned out and tried to fathom Nature's pandemonium.
Gradually a calming of the wind and dispersal of the unusual
darkness told of the storm's passing. I had hoped it would last into the night
to help our quest, but a furtive sunbeam from a knothole behind me removed the
likelihood of such a thing. Suggesting to Munroe that we had better get some
light even if more showers came, I unbarred and opened the crude door. The
ground outside was a singular mass of mud and pools, with fresh heaps of earth
from the slight landslide; but I saw nothing to justify the interest which kept
my companion silently leaning out the window. Crossing to where he leaned, I
touched his shoulder; but he did not move. Then, as I playfully shook him and
turned him around, I felt the strangling tendrils of a cancerous horror whose
roots reached into illimitable pasts and fathomless abysms of the night that
broods beyond time.
For Arthur Munroe was dead. And on what remained of his chewed and
gouged head there was no longer a face.
III. What The Red Glare Meant
On the tempest-racked night of November 8, 1921, with a lantern
which cast charnel shadows, I stood digging alone and idiotically in the grave
of Jan Martense. I had begun to dig in the afternoon, because a thunderstorm
was brewing, and now that it was dark and the storm had burst above the
maniacally thick foliage I was glad.
I believe that my mind was partly unhinged by events since August
5th; the demon shadow in the mansion, the general strain and disappointment,
and the thing that occurred at the hamlet in an October storm. After that thing
I had dug a grave for one whose death I could not understand. I knew that
others could not understand either, so let them think Arthur Munroe had
wandered away. They searched, but found nothing. The squatters might have
understood, but I dared not frighten them more. I myself seemed strangely
callous. That shock at the mansion had done something to my brain, and I could
think only of the quest for a horror now grown to cataclysmic stature in my
imagination; a quest which the fate of Arthur Munroe made me vow to keep silent
and solitary.
The scene of my excavations would alone have been enough to
unnerve any ordinary man. Baleful primal trees of unholy size, age, and
grotesqueness leered above me like the pillars of some hellish Druidic temple;
muffling the thunder, hushing the clawing wind, and admitting but little rain.
Beyond the scarred trunks in the background, illumined by faint flashes of
filtered lightning, rose the damp ivied stones of the deserted mansion, while
somewhat nearer was the abandoned Dutch garden whose walks and beds were
polluted by a white, fungous, foetid, over-nourished vegetation that never saw
full daylight. And nearest of all was the graveyard, where deformed trees
tossed insane branches as their roots displaced unhallowed slabs and sucked
venom from what lay below. Now and then, beneath the brown pall of leaves that
rotted and festered in the antediluvian forest darkness, I could trace the
sinister outlines of some of those low mounds which characterized the
lightning-pierced region.
History had led me to this archaic grave. History, indeed, was all
I had after everything else ended in mocking Satanism. I now believed that the
lurking fear was no material being, but a wolf-fanged ghost that rode the
midnight lightning. And I believed, because of the masses of local tradition I
had unearthed in search with Arthur Munroe, that the ghost was that of Jan
Martense, who died in 1762. This is why I was digging idiotically in his grave.
The Martense mansion was built in 1670 by Gerrit Martense, a
wealthy New-Amsterdam merchant who disliked the changing order under British
rule, and had constructed this magnificent domicile on a remote woodland summit
whose untrodden solitude and unusual scenery pleased him. The only substantial
disappointment encountered in this site was that which concerned the prevalence
of violent thunderstorms in summer. When selecting the hill and building his
mansion, Mynheer Martense had laid these frequent natural outbursts to some
peculiarity of the year; but in time he perceived that the locality was
especially liable to such phenomena. At length, having found these storms
injurious to his head, he fitted up a cellar into which he could retreat from
their wildest pandemonium.
Of Gerrit Martense's descendants less is known than of himself;
since they were all reared in hatred of the English civilisation, and trained
to shun such of the colonists as accepted it. Their life was exceedingly
secluded, and people declared that their isolation had made them heavy of
speech and comprehension. In appearance all were marked by a peculiar inherited
dissimilarity of eyes; one generally being blue and the other brown. Their
social contacts grew fewer and fewer, till at last they took to intermarrying
with the numerous menial class about the estate. Many of the crowded family
degenerated, moved across the valley, and merged with the mongrel population
which was later to produce the pitiful squatters. The rest had stuck sullenly
to their ancestral mansion, becoming more and more clannish and taciturn, yet
developing a nervous responsiveness to the frequent thunderstorms.
Most of this information reached the outside world through young
Jan Martense, who from some kind of restlessness joined the colonial army when
news of the Albany Convention reached Tempest Mountain. He was the first of
Gerrit's descendants to see much of the world; and when he returned in 1760
after six years of campaigning, he was hated as an outsider by his father,
uncles, and brothers, in spite of his dissimilar Martense eyes. No longer could
he share the peculiarities and prejudices of the Martenses, while the very
mountain thunderstorms failed to intoxicate him as they had before. Instead,
his surroundings depressed him; and he frequently wrote to a friend in Albany
of plans to leave the paternal roof.
In the spring of 1763 Jonathan Gifford, the Albany friend of Jan
Martense, became worried by his correspondent's silence; especially in view of
the conditions and quarrels at the Martense mansion. Determined to visit Jan in
person, he went into the mountains on horseback. His diary states that he
reached Tempest Mountain on September 20, finding the mansion in great
decrepitude. The sullen, odd-eyed Martenses, whose unclean animal aspect
shocked him, told him in broken gutterals that Jan was dead. He had, they
insisted, been struck by lightning the autumn before; and now lay buried behind
the neglected sunken gardens. They showed the visitor the grave, barren and
devoid of markers. Something in the Martenses' manner gave Gifford a feeling of
repulsion and suspicion, and a week later he returned with spade and mattock to
explore the sepulchral spot. He found what he expected—a skull crushed cruelly
as if by savage blows—so returning to Albany he openly charged the Martenses
with the murder of their kinsman.
Legal evidence was lacking, but the story spread rapidly round the
countryside; and from that time the Martenses were ostracised by the world. No
one would deal with them, and their distant manor was shunned as an accursed
place. Somehow they managed to live on independently by the product of their
estate, for occasional lights glimpsed from far-away hills attested their
continued presence. These lights were seen as late as 1810, but toward the last
they became very infrequent.
Meanwhile there grew up about the mansion and the mountain a body
of diabolic legendry. The place was avoided with doubled assiduousness, and
invested with every whispered myth tradition could supply. It remained
unvisited till 1816, when the continued absence of lights was noticed by the
squatters. At that time a party made investigations, finding the house deserted
and partly in ruins.
There were no skeletons about, so that departure rather than death
was inferred. The clan seemed to have left several years before, and improvised
penthouses showed how numerous it had grown prior to its migration. Its
cultural level had fallen very low, as proved by decaying furniture and
scattered silverware which must have been long abandoned when its owners left.
But though the dreaded Martenses were gone, the fear of the haunted house
continued; and grew very acute when new and strange stories arose among the
mountain decadents. There it stood; deserted, feared, and linked with the
vengeful ghost of Jan Martense. There it still stood on the night I dug in Jan
Martense's grave.
I have described my protracted digging as idiotic, and such it
indeed was in object and method. The coffin of Jan Martense had soon been
unearthed—it now held only dust and nitre—but in my fury to exhume his ghost I
delved irrationally and clumsily down beneath where he had lain. God knows what
I expected to find—I only felt that I was digging in the grave of a man whose
ghost stalked by night.
It is impossible to say what monstrous depth I had attained when my
spade, and soon my feet, broke through the ground beneath. The event, under the
circumstances, was tremendous; for in the existence of a subterranean space
here, my mad theories had terrible confirmation. My slight fall had
extinguished the lantern, but I produced an electric pocket lamp and viewed the
small horizontal tunnel which led away indefinitely in both directions. It was
amply large enough for a man to wriggle through; and though no sane person
would have tried at that time, I forgot danger, reason, and cleanliness in my
single-minded fever to unearth the lurking fear. Choosing the direction toward
the house, I scrambled recklessly into the narrow burrow; squirming ahead
blindly and rapidly, and flashing but seldom the lamp I kept before me.
What language can describe the spectacle of a man lost in
infinitely abysmal earth; pawing, twisting, wheezing; scrambling madly through
sunken convolutions of immemorial blackness without an idea of time, safety,
direction, or definite object? There is something hideous in it, but that is
what I did. I did it for so long that life faded to a far memory, and I became
one with the moles and grubs of nighted depths. Indeed, it was only by accident
that after interminable writhings I jarred my forgotten electric lamp alight,
so that it shone eerily along the burrow of caked loam that stretched and
curved ahead.
I had been scrambling in this way for some time, so that my
battery had burned very low, when the passage suddenly inclined sharply upward,
altering my mode of progress. And as I raised my glance it was without
preparation that I saw glistening in the distance two demoniac reflections of
my expiring lamp; two reflections glowing with a baneful and unmistakable
effulgence, and provoking maddeningly nebulous memories. I stopped
automatically, though lacking the brain to retreat. The eyes approached, yet of
the thing that bore them I could distinguish only a claw. But what a claw! Then
far overhead I heard a faint crashing which I recognized. It was the wild thunder
of the mountain, raised to hysteric fury—I must have been crawling upward for
some time, so that the surface was now quite near. And as the muffled thunder
clattered, those eyes still stared with vacuous viciousness.
Thank God I did not then know what it was, else I should have
died. But I was saved by the very thunder that had summoned it, for after a
hideous wait there burst from the unseen outside sky one of those frequent
mountainward bolts whose aftermath I had noticed here and there as gashes of disturbed
earth and fulgurites of various sizes. With Cyclopean rage it tore through the
soil above that damnable pit, blinding and deafening me, yet not wholly
reducing me to a coma. In the chaos of sliding, shifting earth I clawed and
floundered helplessly till the rain on my head steadied me and I saw that I had
come to the surface in a familiar spot; a steep unforested place on the
southwest slope of the mountain. Recurrent sheet lightnings illumed the tumbled
ground and the remains of the curious low hummock which had stretched down from
the wooded higher slope, but there was nothing in the chaos to show my place of
egress from the lethal catacomb. My brain was as great a chaos as the earth,
and as a distant red glare burst on the landscape from the south I hardly
realised the horror I had been through.
But when two days later the squatters told me what the red glare
meant, I felt more horror than that which the mould-burrow and the claw and
eyes had given; more horror because of the overwhelming implications. In a
hamlet twenty miles away an orgy of fear had followed the bolt which brought me
above ground, and a nameless thing had dropped from an overhanging tree into a
weak-roofed cabin. It had done a deed, but the squatters had fired the cabin in
frenzy before it could escape. It had been doing that deed at the very moment
the earth caved in on the thing with the claw and eyes.
IV. The Horror In The Eyes
There can be nothing normal in the mind of one who, knowing what I
knew of the horrors of Tempest Mountain, would seek alone for the fear that
lurked there. That at least two of the fear's embodiments were destroyed,
formed but a slight guarantee of mental and physical safety in this Acheron of
multiform diabolism; yet I continued my quest with even greater zeal as events
and revelations became more monstrous. When, two days after my frightful crawl
through that crypt of the eyes and claw, I learned that a thing had malignly
hovered twenty miles away at the same instant the eyes were glaring at me, I
experienced virtual convulsions of fright. But that fright was so mixed with
wonder and alluring grotesqueness, that it was almost a pleasant sensation.
Sometimes, in the throes of a nightmare when unseen powers whirl one over the
roofs of strange dead cities toward the grinning chasm of Nis, it is a relief
and even a delight to shriek wildly and throw oneself voluntarily along with
the hideous vortex of dream-doom into whatever bottomless gulf may yawn. And so
it was with the walking nightmare of Tempest Mountain; the discovery that two
monsters had haunted the spot gave me ultimately a mad craving to plunge into
the very earth of the accursed region, and with bare hands dig out the death
that leered from every inch of the poisonous soil.
As soon as possible I visited the grave of Jan Martense and dug
vainly where I had dug before. Some extensive cave-in had obliterated all trace
of the underground passage, while the rain had washed so much earth back into
the excavation that I could not tell how deeply I had dug that other day. I
likewise made a difficult trip to the distant hamlet where the death-creature
had been burnt, and was little repaid for my trouble. In the ashes of the
fateful cabin I found several bones, but apparently none of the monster's. The
squatters said the thing had had only one victim; but in this I judged them
inaccurate, since besides the complete skull of a human being, there was
another bony fragment which seemed certainly to have belonged to a human skull
at some time. Though the rapid drop of the monster had been seen, no one could
say just what the creature was like; those who had glimpsed it called it simply
a devil. Examining the great tree where it had lurked, I could discern no
distinctive marks. I tried to find some trail into the black forest, but on
this occasion could not stand the sight of those morbidly large boles, or of
those vast serpent-like roots that twisted so malevolently before they sank
into the earth.
My next step was to reexamine with microscopic care the deserted
hamlet where death had come most abundantly, and where Arthur Munroe had seen
something he never lived to describe. Though my vain previous searches had been
exceedingly minute, I now had new data to test; for my horrible grave-crawl
convinced me that at least one of the phases of the monstrosity had been an
underground creature. This time, on the 14th of November, my quest concerned
itself mostly with the slopes of Cone Mountain and Maple Hill where they
overlook the unfortunate hamlet, and I gave particular attention to the loose
earth of the landslide region on the latter eminence.
The afternoon of my search brought nothing to light, and dusk came
as I stood on Maple Hill looking down at the hamlet and across the valley to
Tempest Mountain. There had been a gorgeous sunset, and now the moon came up,
nearly full and shedding a silver flood over the plain, the distant
mountainside, and the curious low mounds that rose here and there. It was a
peaceful Arcadian scene, but knowing what it hid I hated it. I hated the
mocking moon, the hypocritical plain, the festering mountain, and those
sinister mounds. Everything seemed to me tainted with a loathsome contagion,
and inspired by a noxious alliance with distorted hidden powers.
Presently, as I gazed abstractedly at the moonlit panorama, my eye
became attracted by something singular in the nature and arrangement of a
certain topographical element. Without having any exact knowledge of geology, I
had from the first been interested in the odd mounds and hummocks of the region.
I had noticed that they were pretty widely distributed around Tempest Mountain,
though less numerous on the plain than near the hilltop itself, where
prehistoric glaciation had doubtless found feebler opposition to its striking
and fantastic caprices. Now, in the light of that low moon which cast long
weird shadows, it struck me forcibly that the various points and lines of the
mound system had a peculiar relation to the summit of Tempest Mountain. That
summit was undeniably a centre from which the lines or rows of points radiated
indefinitely and irregularly, as if the unwholesome Martense mansion had thrown
visible tentacles of terror. The idea of such tentacles gave me an unexplained
thrill, and I stopped to analyse my reason for believing these mounds glacial
phenomena.
The more I analysed the less I believed, and against my newly
opened mind there began to beat grotesque and horrible analogies based on
superficial aspects and upon my experience beneath the earth. Before I knew it
I was uttering frenzied and disjointed words to myself; "My
God!...Molehills...the damned place must be honeycombed...how many...that night
at the mansion...they took Bennett and Tobey first...on each side of
us..."Then I was digging frantically into the mound which had stretched
nearest me; digging desperately, shiveringly, but almost jubilantly; digging
and at last shrieking aloud with some unplaced emotion as I came upon a tunnel
or burrow just like the one through which I had crawled on the other demoniac
night.
After that I recall running, spade in hand; a hideous run across
moon—litten, mound-marked meadows and through diseased, precipitous abysses of
haunted hillside forest; leaping screaming, panting, bounding toward the
terrible Martense mansion. I recall digging unreasonably in all parts of the
brier-choked cellar; digging to find the core and centre of that malignant
universe of mounds. And then I recall how I laughed when I stumbled on the
passageway; the hole at the base of the old chimney, where the thick weeds grew
and cast queer shadows in the light of the lone candle I had happened to have
with me. What still remained down in that hell-hive, lurking and waiting for
the thunder to arouse it, I did not know. Two had been killed; perhaps that had
finished it. But still there remained that burning determination to reach the
innermost secret of the fear, which I had once more come to deem definite,
material, and organic.
My indecisive speculation whether to explore the passage alone and
immediately with my pocket-light or to try to assemble a band of squatters for
the quest, was interrupted after a time by a sudden rush of wind from the
outside which blew out the candle and left me in stark blackness. The moon no
longer shone through the chinks and apertures above me, and with a sense of
fateful alarm I heard the sinister and significant rumble of approaching
thunder. A confusion of associated ideas possessed my brain, leading me to
grope back toward the farthest corner of the cellar. My eyes, however, never
turned away from the horrible opening at the base of the chimney; and I began
to get glimpses of the crumbling bricks and unhealthy weeds as faint glows of
lightning penetrated the weeds outside and illumined the chinks in the upper
wall. Every second I was consumed with a mixture of fear and curiosity. What
would the storm call forth—or was there anything left for it to call? Guided by
a lightning flash I settled myself down behind a dense clump of vegetation,
through which I could see the opening without being seen.
If heaven is merciful, it will some day efface from my
consciousness the sight that I saw, and let me live my last years in peace. I
cannot sleep at night now, and have to take opiates when it thunders. The thing
came abruptly and unannounced; a demon, ratlike scurrying from pits remote and
unimaginable, a hellish panting and stifled grunting, and then from that
opening beneath the chimney a burst of multitudinous and leprous life—a
loathsome night-spawned flood of organic corruption more devastatingly hideous
than the blackest conjurations of mortal madness and morbidity. Seething,
stewing, surging, bubbling like serpents' slime it rolled up and out of that
yawning hole, spreading like a septic contagion and streaming from the cellar
at every point of egress—streaming out to scatter through the accursed midnight
forests and strew fear, madness, and death.
God knows how many there were—there must have been thousands. To
see the stream of them in that faint intermittent lightning was shocking. When
they had thinned out enough to be glimpsed as separate organisms, I saw that
they were dwarfed, deformed hairy devils or apes—monstrous and diabolic
caricatures of the monkey tribe. They were so hideously silent; there was
hardly a squeal when one of the last stragglers turned with the skill of long
practice to make a meal in accustomed fashion on a weaker companion. Others
snapped up what it left and ate with slavering relish. Then, in spite of my
daze of fright and disgust, my morbid curiosity triumphed; and as the last of
the monstrosities oozed up alone from that nether world of unknown nightmare, I
drew my automatic pistol and shot it under cover of the thunder.
Shrieking, slithering, torrential shadows of red viscous madness
chasing one another through endless, ensanguined corridors of purple fulgurous
sky...formless phantasms and kaleidoscopic mutations of a ghoulish, remembered
scene; forests of monstrous over-nourished oaks with serpent roots twisting and
sucking unnamable juices from an earth verminous with millions of cannibal
devils; mound-like tentacles groping from underground nuclei of polypous
perversion... insane lightning over malignant ivied walls and demon arcades
choked with fungous vegetation...Heaven be thanked for the instinct which led
me unconscious to places where men dwell; to the peaceful village that slept
under the calm stars of clearing skies.
I had recovered enough in a week to send to Albany for a gang of
men to blow up the Martense mansion and the entire top of Tempest Mountain with
dynamite, stop up all the discoverable mound-burrows, and destroy certain
over-nourished trees whose very existence seemed an insult to sanity. I could
sleep a little after they had done this, but true rest will never come as long
as I remember that nameless secret of the lurking fear. The thing will haunt
me, for who can say the extermination is complete, and that analogous phenomena
do not exist all over the world? Who can, with my knowledge, think of the
earth's unknown caverns without a nightmare dread of future possibilities? I
cannot see a well or a subway entrance without shuddering...why cannot the
doctors give me something to make me sleep, or truly calm my brain when it
thunders?
What I saw in the glow of flashlight after I shot the unspeakable
straggling object was so simple that almost a minute elapsed before I
understood and went delirious. The object was nauseous; a filthy whitish
gorilla thing with sharp yellow fangs and matted fur. It was the ultimate
product of mammalian degeneration; the frightful outcome of isolated spawning,
multiplication, and cannibal nutrition above and below the ground; the
embodiment of all the snarling and chaos and grinning fear that lurk behind
life. It had looked at me as it died, and its eyes had the same odd quality
that marked those other eyes which had stared at me underground and excited
cloudy recollections. One eye was blue, the other brown. They were the
dissimilar Martense eyes of the old legends, and I knew in one inundating
cataclysm of voiceless horror what had become of that vanished family; the
terrible and thunder-crazed house of Martense.
Somewhere, to what remote and fearsome region I know not, Denys
Barry has gone. I was with him the last night he lived among men, and heard his
screams when the thing came to him; but all the peasants and police in County
Meath could never find him, or the others, though they searched long and far.
And now I shudder when I hear the frogs piping in swamps, or see the moon in
lonely places.
I had known Denys Barry well in America, where he had grown rich,
and had congratulated him when he bought back the old castle by the bog at
sleepy Kilderry. It was from Kilderry that his father had come, and it was
there that he wished to enjoy his wealth among ancestral scenes. Men of his
blood had once ruled over Kilderry and built and dwelt in the castle, but those
days were very remote, so that for generations the castle had been empty and
decaying. After he went to Ireland, Barry wrote me often, and told me how under
his care the gray castle was rising tower by tower to its ancient splendor, how
the ivy was climbing slowly over the restored walls as it had climbed so many
centuries ago, and how the peasants blessed him for bringing back the old days
with his gold from over the sea. But in time there came troubles, and the
peasants ceased to bless him, and fled away instead as from a doom. And then he
sent a letter and asked me to visit him, for he was lonely in the castle with
no one to speak to save the new servants and laborers he had brought from the
North.
The bog was the cause of all these troubles, as Barry told me the
night I came to the castle. I had reached Kilderry in the summer sunset, as the
gold of the sky lighted the green of the hills and groves and the blue of the
bog, where on a far islet a strange olden ruin glistened spectrally. That
sunset was very beautiful, but the peasants at Ballylough had warned me against
it and said that Kilderry had become accursed, so that I almost shuddered to
see the high turrets of the castle gilded with fire. Barry's motor had met me
at the Ballylough station, for Kilderry is off the railway. The villagers had
shunned the car and the driver from the North, but had whispered to me with
pale faces when they saw I was going to Kilderry. And that night, after our
reunion, Barry told me why.
The peasants had gone from Kilderry because Denys Barry was to
drain the great bog. For all his love of Ireland, America had not left him
untouched, and he hated the beautiful wasted space where peat might be cut and
land opened up. The legends and superstitions of Kilderry did not move him, and
he laughed when the peasants first refused to help, and then cursed him and
went away to Ballylough with their few belongings as they saw his determination.
In their place he sent for laborers from the North, and when the servants left
he replaced them likewise. But it was lonely among strangers, so Barry had
asked me to come.
When I heard the fears which had driven the people from Kilderry,
I laughed as loudly as my friend had laughed, for these fears were of the
vaguest, wildest, and most absurd character. They had to do with some
preposterous legend of the bog, and a grim guardian spirit that dwelt in the
strange olden ruin on the far islet I had seen in the sunset. There were tales
of dancing lights in the dark of the moon, and of chill winds when the night
was warm; of wraiths in white hovering over the waters, and of an imagined city
of stone deep down below the swampy surface. But foremost among the weird
fancies, and alone in its absolute unanimity, was that of the curse awaiting
him who should dare to touch or drain the vast reddish morass. There were
secrets, said the peasants, which must not be uncovered; secrets that had lain
hidden since the plague came to the children of Partholan in the fabulous years
beyond history. In the Book of Invaders it is told that these sons of the
Greeks were all buried at Tallaght, but old men in Kilderry said that one city
was overlooked save by its patron moon—goddess; so that only the wooded hills
buried it when the men of Nemed swept down from Scythia in their thirty ships.
Such were the idle tales which had made the villagers leave
Kilderry, and when I heard them I did not wonder that Denys Barry had refused
to listen. He had, however, a great interest in antiquities, and proposed to
explore the bog thoroughly when it was drained. The white ruins on the islet he
had often visited, but though their age was plainly great, and their contour
very little like that of most ruins in Ireland, they were too dilapidated to
tell the days of their glory. Now the work of drainage was ready to begin, and
the laborers from the North were soon to strip the forbidden bog of its green
moss and red heather, and kill the tiny shell-paved streamlets and quiet blue
pools fringed with rushes.
After Barry had told me these things I was very drowsy, for the
travels of the day had been wearying and my host had talked late into the
night. A man-servant showed me to my room, which was in a remote tower
overlooking the village and the plain at the edge of the bog, and the bog
itself; so that I could see from my windows in the moonlight the silent roofs
from which the peasants had fled and which now sheltered the laborers from the
North, and too, the parish church with its antique spire, and far out across
the brooding bog the remote olden ruin on the islet gleaming white and
spectral. Just as I dropped to sleep I fancied I heard faint sounds from the
distance; sounds that were wild and half musical, and stirred me with a weird
excitement which colored my dreams. But when I awaked next morning I felt it
had all been a dream, for the visions I had seen were more wonderful than any
sound of wild pipes in the night. Influenced by the legends that Barry had
related, my mind had in slumber hovered around a stately city in a green
valley, where marble streets and statues, villas and temples, carvings and
inscriptions, all spoke in certain tones the glory that was Greece. When I told
this dream to Barry we had both laughed; but I laughed the louder, because he
was perplexed about his laborers from the North. For the sixth time they had
all overslept, waking very slowly and dazedly, and acting as if they had not
rested, although they were known to have gone early to bed the night before.
That morning and afternoon I wandered alone through the sun-gilded
village and talked now and then with idle laborers, for Barry was busy with the
final plans for beginning his work of drainage. The laborers were not as happy
as they might have been, for most of them seemed uneasy over some dream which
they had had, yet which they tried in vain to remember. I told them of my
dream, but they were not interested till I spoke of the weird sounds I thought
I had heard. Then they looked oddly at me, and said that they seemed to
remember weird sounds, too.
In the evening Barry dined with me and announced that he would
begin the drainage in two days. I was glad, for although I disliked to see the
moss and the heather and the little streams and lakes depart, I had a growing
wish to discern the ancient secrets the deep-matted peat might hide. And that
night my dreams of piping flutes and marble peristyles came to a sudden and
disquieting end; for upon the city in the valley I saw a pestilence descend,
and then a frightful avalanche of wooded slopes that covered the dead bodies in
the streets and left unburied only the temple of Artemis on the high peak,
where the aged moon-priestess Cleis lay cold and silent with a crown of ivory
on her silver head.
I have said that I awaked suddenly and in alarm. For some time I
could not tell whether I was waking or sleeping, for the sound of flutes still
rang shrilly in my ears; but when I saw on the floor the icy moonbeams and the
outlines of a latticed gothic window, I decided I must be awake and in the
castle of Kilderry. Then I heard a clock from some remote landing below strike
the hour of two, and knew I was awake. Yet still there came that monstrous
piping from afar; wild, weird airs that made me think of some dance of fauns on
distant Maenalus. It would not let me sleep, and in impatience I sprang up and
paced the floor. Only by chance did I go to the north window and look out upon
the silent village and the plain at the edge of the bog. I had no wish to gaze
abroad, for I wanted to sleep; but the flutes tormented me, and I had to do or
see something. How could I have suspected the thing I was to behold?
There in the moonlight that flooded the spacious plain was a
spectacle which no mortal, having seen it, could ever forget. To the sound of
reedy pipes that echoed over the bog there glided silently and eerily a mixed
throng of swaying figures, reeling through such a revel as the Sicilians may
have danced to Demeter in the old days under the harvest moon beside the Cyane.
The wide plain, the golden moonlight, the shadowy moving forms, and above all
the shrill monotonous piping, produced an effect which almost paralyzed me; yet
I noted amidst my fear that half of these tireless mechanical dancers were the
laborers whom I had thought asleep, whilst the other half were strange airy
beings in white, half-indeterminate in nature, but suggesting pale wistful
naiads from the haunted fountains of the bog. I do not know how long I gazed at
this sight from the lonely turret window before I dropped suddenly in a
dreamless swoon, out of which the high sun of morning aroused me.
My first impulse on awaking was to communicate all my fears and
observations to Denys Barry, but as I saw the sunlight glowing through the
latticed east window I became sure that there was no reality in what I thought
I had seen. I am given to strange fantasms, yet am never weak enough to believe
in them; so on this occasion contented myself with questioning the laborers,
who slept very late and recalled nothing of the previous night save misty
dreams of shrill sounds. This matter of the spectral piping harassed me
greatly, and I wondered if the crickets of autumn had come before their time to
vex the night and haunt the visions of men. Later in the day I watched Barry in
the library poring over his plans for the great work which was to begin on the
morrow, and for the first time felt a touch of the same kind of fear that had
driven the peasants away. For some unknown reason I dreaded the thought of
disturbing the ancient bog and its sunless secrets, and pictured terrible
sights lying black under the unmeasured depth of age-old peat. That these
secrets should be brought to light seemed injudicious, and I began to wish for
an excuse to leave the castle and the village. I went so far as to talk
casually to Barry on the subject, but did not dare continue after he gave his
resounding laugh. So I was silent when the sun set fulgently over the far
hills, and Kilderry blazed all red and gold in a flame that seemed a portent.
Whether the events of that night were of reality or illusion I
shall never ascertain. Certainly they transcend anything we dream of in nature
and the universe; yet in no normal fashion can I explain those disappearances
which were known to all men after it was over. I retired early and full of
dread, and for a long time could not sleep in the uncanny silence of the tower.
It was very dark, for although the sky was clear the moon was now well in the
wane, and would not rise till the small hours. I thought as I lay there of
Denys Barry, and of what would befall that bog when the day came, and found
myself almost frantic with an impulse to rush out into the night, take Barry's
car, and drive madly to Ballylough out of the menaced lands. But before my
fears could crystallize into action I had fallen asleep, and gazed in dreams
upon the city in the valley, cold and dead under a shroud of hideous shadow.
Probably it was the shrill piping that awaked me, yet that piping
was not what I noticed first when I opened my eyes. I was lying with my back to
the east window overlooking the bog, where the waning moon would rise, and
therefore expected to see light cast on the opposite wall before me; but I had
not looked for such a sight as now appeared. Light indeed glowed on the panels
ahead, but it was not any light that the moon gives. Terrible and piercing was
the shaft of ruddy refulgence that streamed through the gothic window, and the
whole chamber was brilliant with a splendor intense and unearthly. My immediate
actions were peculiar for such a situation, but it is only in tales that a man
does the dramatic and foreseen thing. Instead of looking out across the bog
toward the source of the new light, I kept my eyes from the window in panic fear,
and clumsily drew on my clothing with some dazed idea of escape. I remember
seizing my revolver and hat, but before it was over I had lost them both
without firing the one or donning the other. After a time the fascination of
the red radiance overcame my fright, and I crept to the east window and looked
out whilst the maddening, incessant piping whined and reverberated through the
castle and over all the village.
Over the bog was a deluge of flaring light, scarlet and sinister,
and pouring from the strange olden ruin on the far islet. The aspect of that
ruin I can not describe—I must have been mad, for it seemed to rise majestic
and undecayed, splendid and column-cinctured, the flame—reflecting marble of
its entablature piercing the sky like the apex of a temple on a mountain-top.
Flutes shrieked and drums began to beat, and as I watched in awe and terror I
thought I saw dark saltant forms silhouetted grotesquely against the vision of
marble and effulgence. The effect was titanic—altogether unthinkable—and I
might have stared indefinitely had not the sound of the piping seemed to grow
stronger at my left. Trembling with a terror oddly mixed with ecstasy, I
crossed the circular room to the north window from which I could see the
village and the plain at the edge of the bog. There my eyes dilated again with
a wild wonder as great as if I had not just turned from a scene beyond the pale
of nature, for on the ghastly red-litten plain was moving a procession of
beings in such a manner as none ever saw before save in nightmares.
Half gliding, half floating in the air, the white-clad bog-wraiths
were slowly retreating toward the still waters and the island ruin in fantastic
formations suggesting some ancient and solemn ceremonial dance. Their waving
translucent arms, guided by the detestable piping of those unseen flutes,
beckoned in uncanny rhythm to a throng of lurching laborers who followed
doglike with blind, brainless, floundering steps as if dragged by a clumsy but
resistless demon-will. As the naiads neared the bog, without altering their
course, a new line of stumbling stragglers zigzagged drunkenly out of the
castle from some door far below my window, groped sightlessly across the
courtyard and through the intervening bit of village, and joined the floundering
column of laborers on the plain. Despite their distance below me I at once knew
they were the servants brought from the North, for I recognized the ugly and
unwieldy form of the cook, whose very absurdness had now become unutterably
tragic. The flutes piped horribly, and again I heard the beating of the drums
from the direction of the island ruin. Then silently and gracefully the naiads
reached the water and melted one by one into the ancient bog; while the line of
followers, never checking their speed, splashed awkwardly after them and
vanished amidst a tiny vortex of unwholesome bubbles which I could barely see
in the scarlet light. And as the last pathetic straggler, the fat cook, sank
heavily out of sight in that sullen pool, the flutes and the drums grew silent,
and the blinding red rays from the ruins snapped instantaneously out, leaving
the village of doom lone and desolate in the wan beams of a new-risen moon.
My condition was now one of indescribable chaos. Not knowing
whether I was mad or sane, sleeping or waking, I was saved only by a merciful
numbness. I believe I did ridiculous things such as offering prayers to
Artemis, Latona, Demeter, Persephone, and Plouton. All that I recalled of a
classic youth came to my lips as the horrors of the situation roused my deepest
superstitions. I felt that I had witnessed the death of a whole village, and
knew I was alone in the castle with Denys Barry, whose boldness had brought
down a doom. As I thought of him, new terrors convulsed me, and I fell to the floor;
not fainting, but physically helpless. Then I felt the icy blast from the east
window where the moon had risen, and began to hear the shrieks in the castle
far below me. Soon those shrieks had attained a magnitude and quality which can
not be written of, and which makes me faint as I think of them. All I can say
is that they came from something I had known as a friend.
At some time during this shocking period the cold wind and the
screaming must have roused me, for my next impression is of racing madly
through inky rooms and corridors and out across the courtyard into the hideous
night. They found me at dawn wandering mindless near Ballylough, but what
unhinged me utterly was not any of the horrors I had seen or heard before. What
I muttered about as I came slowly out of the shadows was a pair of fantastic
incidents which occurred in my flight: incidents of no significance, yet which
haunt me unceasingly when I am alone in certain marshy places or in the
moonlight.
As I fled from that accursed castle along the bog's edge I heard a
new sound: common, yet unlike any I had heard before at Kilderry. The stagnant
waters, lately quite devoid of animal life, now teemed with a horde of slimy
enormous frogs which piped shrilly and incessantly in tones strangely out of
keeping with their size. They glistened bloated and green in the moonbeams, and
seemed to gaze up at the fount of light. I followed the gaze of one very fat
and ugly frog, and saw the second of the things which drove my senses away.
Stretching directly from the strange olden ruin on the far islet
to the waning moon, my eyes seemed to trace a beam of faint quivering radiance
having no reflection in the waters of the bog. And upward along that pallid
path my fevered fancy pictured a thin shadow slowly writhing; a vague contorted
shadow struggling as if drawn by unseen demons. Crazed as I was, I saw in that
awful shadow a monstrous resemblance—a nauseous, unbelievable caricature—a
blasphemous effigy of him who had been Denys Barry.
I have examined maps of the city with the greatest care, yet have
never again found the Rue d'Auseil. These maps have not been modern maps alone,
for I know that names change. I have, on the contrary, delved deeply into all
the antiquities of the place, and have personally explored every region, of
whatever name, which could possibly answer to the street I knew as the Rue
d'Auseil. But despite all I have done, it remains an humiliating fact that I
cannot find the house, the street, or even the locality, where, during the last
months of my impoverished life as a student of metaphysics at the university, I
heard the music of Erich Zann.
That my memory is broken, I do not wonder; for my health, physical
and mental, was gravely disturbed throughout the period of my residence in the
Rue d'Auseil, and I recall that I took none of my few acquaintances there. But
that I cannot find the place again is both singular and perplexing; for it was
within a half-hour's walk of the university and was distinguished by peculiarities
which could hardly be forgotten by any one who had been there. I have never met
a person who has seen the Rue d'Auseil.
The Rue d'Auseil lay across a dark river bordered by precipitous
brick blear-windowed warehouses and spanned by a ponderous bridge of dark
stone. It was always shadowy along that river, as if the smoke of neighboring
factories shut out the sun perpetually. The river was also odorous with evil
stenches which I have never smelled elsewhere, and which may some day help me
to find it, since I should recognize them at once. Beyond the bridge were
narrow cobbled streets with rails; and then came the ascent, at first gradual,
but incredibly steep as the Rue d'Auseil was reached.
I have never seen another street as narrow and steep as the Rue
d'Auseil. It was almost a cliff, closed to all vehicles, consisting in several
places of flights of steps, and ending at the top in a lofty ivied wall. Its
paving was irregular, sometimes stone slabs, sometimes cobblestones, and
sometimes bare earth with struggling greenish-grey vegetation. The houses were
tall, peaked-roofed, incredibly old, and crazily leaning backward, forward, and
sidewise. Occasionally an opposite pair, both leaning forward, almost met
across the street like an arch; and certainly they kept most of the light from
the ground below. There were a few overhead bridges from house to house across
the street.
The inhabitants of that street impressed me peculiarly; At first I
thought it was because they were all silent and reticent; but later decided it
was because they were all very old. I do not know how I came to live on such a
street, but I was not myself when I moved there. I had been living in many poor
places, always evicted for want of money; until at last I came upon that tottering
house in the Rue d'Auseil kept by the paralytic Blandot. It was the third house
from the top of the street, and by far the tallest of them all.
My room was on the fifth story; the only inhabited room there,
since the house was almost empty. On the night I arrived I heard strang music
from the peaked garret overhead, and the next day asked old Blandot about it.
He told me it was an old German viol-player, a strange dumb man who signed his
name as Erich Zann, and who played evenings in a cheap theater orchestra;
adding that Zann's desire to play in the night after his return from the
theater was the reason he had chosen this lofty and isolated garret room, whose
single gable window was the only point on the street from which one could look
over the terminating wall at the declivity and panorama beyond.
Thereafter I heard Zann every night, and although he kept me
awake, I was haunted by the weirdness of his music. Knowing little of the art
myself, I was yet certain that none of his harmonies had any relation to music
I had heard before; and concluded that he was a composer of highly original
genius. The longer I listened, the more I was fascinated, until after a week I
resolved to make the old man's acquaintance.
One night as he was returning from his work, I intercepted Zann in
the hallway and told him that I would like to know him and be with him when he
played. He was a small, lean, bent person, with shabby clothes, blue eyes,
grotesque, satyrlike face, and nearly bald head; and at my first words seemed both
angered and frightened. My obvious friendliness, however, finally melted him;
and he grudgingly motioned to me to follow him up the dark, creaking and
rickety attic stairs. His room, one of only two in the steeply pitched garret,
was on the west side, toward the high wall that formed the upper end of the
street. Its size was very great, and seemed the greater because of its
extraordinary barrenness and neglect. Of furniture there was only a narrow iron
bedstead, a dingy wash-stand, a small table, a large bookcase, an iron
music-rack, and three old-fashioned chairs. Sheets of music were piled in
disorder about the floor. The walls were of bare boards, and had probably never
known plaster; whilst the abundance of dust and cobwebs made the place seem
more deserted than inhabited. Evidently Erich Zann's world of beauty lay in
some far cosmos of the imagination.
Motioning me to sit down, the dumb man closed the door, turned the
large wooden bolt, and lighted a candle to augment the one he had brought with
him. He now removed his viol from its motheaten covering, and taking it, seated
himself in the least uncomfortable of the chairs. He did not employ the
music-rack, but, offering no choice and playing from memory, enchanted me for
over an hour with strains I had never heard before; strains which must have
been of his own devising. To describe their exact nature is impossible for one
unversed in music. They were a kind of fugue, with recurrent passages of the
most captivating quality, but to me were notable for the absence of any of the
weird notes I had overheard from my room below on other occasions.
Those haunting notes I had remembered, and had often hummed and
whistled inaccurately to myself, so when the player at length laid down his bow
I asked him if he would render some of them. As I began my request the wrinkled
satyrlike face lost the bored placidity it had possessed during the playing,
and seemed to show the same curious mixture of anger and fright which I had
noticed when first I accosted the old man. For a moment I was inclined to use
persuasion, regarding rather lightly the whims of senility; and even tried to
awaken my host's weirder mood by whistling a few of the strains to which I had
listened the night before. But I did not pursue this course for more than a
moment; for when the dumb musician recognized the whistled air his face grew
suddenly distorted with an expression wholly beyond analysis, and his long,
cold, bony right hand reached out to stop my mouth and silence the crude
imitation. As he did this he further demonstrated his eccentricity by casting a
startled glance toward the lone curtained window, as if fearful of some
intruder—a glance doubly absurd, since the garret stood high and inaccessible
above all the adjacent roofs, this window being the only point on the steep
street, as the concierge had told me, from which one could see over the wall at
the summit.
The old man's glance brought Blandot's remark to my mind, and with
a certain capriciousness I felt a wish to look out over the wide and dizzying
panorama of moonlit roofs and city lights beyond the hilltop, which of all the
dwellers in the Rue d'Auseil only this crabbed musician could see. I moved
toward the window and would have drawn aside the nondescript curtains, when
with a frightened rage even greater than before, the dumb lodger was upon me
again; this time motioning with his head toward the door as he nervously strove
to drag me thither with both hands. Now thoroughly disgusted with my host, I
ordered him to release me, and told him I would go at once. His clutch relaxed,
and as he saw my disgust and offense, his own anger seemed to subside. He
tightened his relaxing grip, but this time in a friendly manner, forcing me
into a chair; then with an appearance of wistfulness crossing to the littered
table, where he wrote many words with a pencil, in the labored French of a
foreigner.
The note which he finally handed me was an appeal for tolerance
and forgiveness. Zann said that he was old, lonely, and afflicted with strange
fears and nervous disorders connected with his music and with other things. He
had enjoyed my listening to his music, and wished I would come again and not
mind his eccentricities. But he could not play to another his weird harmonies,
and could not bear hearing them from another; nor could he bear having anything
in his room touched by another. He had not known until our hallway conversation
that I could overhear his playing in my room, and now asked me if I would
arrange with Blandot to take a lower room where I could not hear him in the
night. He would, he wrote, defray the difference in rent.
As I sat deciphering the execrable French, I felt more lenient
toward the old man. He was a victim of physical and nervous suffering, as was
I; and my metaphysical studies had taught me kindness. In the silence there
came a slight sound from the window—the shutter must have rattled in the night
wind, and for some reason I started almost as violently as did Erich Zann. So
when I had finished reading, I shook my host by the hand, and departed as a
friend.
The next day Blandot gave me a more expensive room on the third
floor, between the apartments of an aged money-lender and the room of a
respectable upholsterer. There was no one on the fourth floor.
It was not long before I found that Zann's eagerness for my
company was not as great as it had seemed while he was persuading me to move
down from the fifth story. He did not ask me to call on him, and when I did
call he appeared uneasy and played listlessly. This was always at night—in the
day he slept and would admit no one. My liking for him did not grow, though the
attic room and the weird music seemed to hold an odd fascination for me. I had
a curious desire to look out of that window, over the wall and down the unseen
slope at the glittering roofs and spires which must lie outspread there. Once I
went up to the garret during theater hours, when Zann was away, but the door
was locked.
What I did succeed in doing was to overhear the nocturnal playing
of the dumb old man. At first I would tip-toe up to my old fifth floor, then I
grew bold enough to climb the last creaking staircase to the peaked garret.
There in the narrow hall, outside the bolted door with the covered keyhole, I
often heard sounds which filled me with an indefinable dread—the dread of vague
wonder and brooding mystery. It was not that the sounds were hideous, for they
were not; but that they held vibrations suggesting nothing on this globe of
earth, and that at certain intervals they assumed a symphonic quality which I could
hardly conceive as produced by one player. Certainly, Erich Zann was a genius
of wild power. As the weeks passed, the playing grew wilder, whilst the old
musician acquired an increasing haggardness and furtiveness pitiful to behold.
He now refused to admit me at any time, and shunned me whenever we met on the
stairs.
Then one night as I listened at the door, I heard the shrieking
viol swell into a chaotic babel of sound; a pandemonium which would have led me
to doubt my own shaking sanity had there not come from behind that barred
portal a piteous proof that the horror was real—the awful, inarticulate cry
which only a mute can utter, and which rises only in moments of the most
terrible fear or anguish. I knocked repeatedly at the door, but received no response.
Afterward I waited in the black hallway, shivering with cold and fear, till I
heard the poor musician's feeble effort to rise from the floor by the aid of a
chair. Believing him just conscious after a fainting fit, I renewed my rapping,
at the same time calling out my name reassuringly. I heard Zann stumble to the
window and close both shutter and sash, then stumble to the door, which he
falteringly unfastened to admit me. This time his delight at having me present
was real; for his distorted face gleamed with relief while he clutched at my
coat as a child clutches at its mother's skirts.
Shaking pathetically, the old man forced me into a chair whilst he
sank into another, beside which his viol and bow lay carelessly on the floor.
He sat for some time inactive, nodding oddly, but having a paradoxical
suggestion of intense and frightened listening. Subsequently he seemed to be
satisfied, and crossing to a chair by the table wrote a brief note, handed it
to me, and returned to the table, where he began to write rapidly and
incessantly. The note implored me in the name of mercy, and for the sake of my
own curiosity, to wait where I was while he prepared a full account in German
of all the marvels and terrors which beset him. I waited, and the dumb man's pencil
flew.
It was perhaps an hour later, while I still waited and while the
old musician's feverishly written sheets still continued to pile up, that I saw
Zann start as from the hint of a horrible shock. Unmistakably he was looking at
the curtained window and listening shudderingly. Then I half fancied I heard a
sound myself; though it was not a horrible sound, but rather an exquisitely low
and infinitely distant musical note, suggesting a player in one of the
neighboring houses, or in some abode beyond the lofty wall over which I had
never been able to look. Upon Zann the effect was terrible, for, dropping his
pencil, suddenly he rose, seized his viol, and commenced to rend the night with
the wildest playing I had ever heard from his bow save when listening at the
barred door.
It would be useless to describe the playing of Erich Zann on that
dreadful night. It was more horrible than anything I had ever overheard,
because I could now see the expression of his face, and could realize that this
time the motive was stark fear. He was trying to make a noise; to ward
something off or drown something out—what, I could not imagine, awesome though
I felt it must be. The playing grew fantastic, dehnous, and hysterical, yet
kept to the last the qualities of supreme genius which I knew this strange old
man possessed. I recognized the air—it was a wild Hungarian dance popular in
the theaters, and I reflected for a moment that this was the first time I had
ever heard Zann play the work of another composer.
Louder and louder, wilder and wilder, mounted the shrieking and
whining of that desperate viol. The player was dripping with an uncanny
perspiration and twisted like a monkey, always looking frantically at the
curtained window. In his frenzied strains I could almost see shadowy satyrs and
bacchanals dancing and whirling insanely through seething abysses of clouds and
smoke and lightning. And then I thought I heard a shriller, steadier note that
was not from the viol; a calm, deliberate, purposeful, mocking note from far away
in the West.
At this juncture the shutter began to rattle in a howling night
wind which had sprung up outside as if in answer to the mad playing within.
Zann's screaming viol now outdid itself emitting sounds I had never thought a
viol could emit. The shutter rattled more loudly, unfastened, and commenced
slamming against the window. Then the glass broke shiveringly under the
persistent impacts, and the chill wind rushed in, making the candles sputter
and rustling the sheets of paper on the table where Zann had begun to write out
his horrible secret. I looked at Zann, and saw that he was past conscious
observation. His blue eyes were bulging, glassy and sightless, and the frantic
playing had become a blind, mechanical, unrecognizable orgy that no pen could
even suggest.
A sudden gust, stronger than the others, caught up the manuscript
and bore it toward the window. I followed the flying sheets in desperation, but
they were gone before I reached the demolished panes. Then I remembered my old
wish to gaze from this window, the only window in the Rue d'Auseil from which
one might see the slope beyond the wall, and the city outspread beneath. It was
very dark, but the city's lights always burned, and I expected to see them
there amidst the rain and wind. Yet when I looked from that highest of all
gable windows, looked while the candles sputtered and the insane viol howled
with the night-wind, I saw no city spread below, and no friendly lights gleamed
from remembered streets, but only the blackness of space illimitable;
unimagined space alive with motion and music, and having no semblance of
anything on earth. And as I stood there looking in terror, the wind blew out
both the candles in that ancient peaked garret, leaving me in savage and
impenetrable darkness with chaos and pandemonium before me, and the demon
madness of that night-baying viol behind me.
I staggered back in the dark, without the means of striking a
light, crashing against the table, overturning a chair, and finally groping my
way to the place where the blackness screamed with shocking music. To save
myself and Erich Zann I could at least try, whatever the powers opposed to me.
Once I thought some chill thing brushed me, and I screamed, but my scream could
not be heard above that hideous viol. Suddenly out of the blackness the madly
sawing bow struck me, and I knew I was close to the player. I felt ahead,
touched the back of Zann's chair, and then found and shook his shoulder in an
effort to bring him to his senses.
He did not respond, and still the viol shrieked on without
slackening. I moved my hand to his head, whose mechanical nodding I was able to
stop, and shouted in his ear that we must both flee from the unknown things of
the night. But he neither answered me nor abated the frenzy of his unutterable
music, while all through the garret strange currents of wind seemed to dance in
the darkness and babel. When my hand touched his ear I shuddered, though I knew
not why—knew not why till I felt the still face; the ice-cold, stiffened,
unbreathing face whose glassy eyes bulged uselessly into the void. And then, by
some miracle, finding the door and the large wooden bolt, I plunged wildly away
from that glassy-eyed thing in the dark, and from the ghoulish howling of that
accursed viol whose fury increased even as I plunged.
Leaping, floating, flying down those endless stairs through the
dark house; racing mindlessly out into the narrow, steep, and ancient street of
steps and tottering houses; clattering down steps and over cobbles to the lower
streets and the putrid canyon-walled river; panting across the great dark
bridge to the broader, healthier streets and boulevards we know; all these are
terrible impressions that linger with me. And I recall that there was no wind,
and that the moon was out, and that all the lights of the city twinkled.
Despite my most careful searches and investigations, I have never
since been able to find the Rue d'Auseil. But I am not wholly sorry; either for
this or for the loss in undreamable abysses of the closely—written sheets which
alone could have explained the music of Erich Zann.
But now they have betaken themselves to unknown Kadath in the cold
waste where no man treads, and are grown stern, having no higher peak whereto
to flee at the coming of men. They are grown stern, and where once they
suffered men to displace them, they now forbid men to come; or coming, to
depart. It is well for men that they know not of Kadath in the cold waste; else
they would seek injudiciously to scale it.
Sometimes when earth's gods are homesick they visit in the still
of the night the peaks where once they dwelt, and weep softly as they try to
play in the olden way on remembered slopes. Men have felt the tears of the gods
on white-capped Thurai, though they have thought it rain; and have heard the
sighs of the gods in the plaintive dawn-winds of Lerion. In cloud-ships the
gods are wont to travel, and wise cotters have legends that keep them from
certain high peaks at night when it is cloudy, for the gods are not lenient as
of old.
In Ulthar, which lies beyond the river Skai, once dwelt an old man
avid to behold the gods of earth; a man deeply learned in the seven cryptical
books of earth, and familiar with the Pnakotic Manuscripts of distant and
frozen Lomar. His name was Barzai the Wise, and the villagers tell of how he
went up a mountain on the night of the strange eclipse.
Barzai knew so much of the gods that he could tell of their
comings and goings, and guessed so many of their secrets that he was deemed
half a god himself. It was he who wisely advised the burgesses of Ulthar when
they passed their remarkable law against the slaying of cats, and who first
told the young priest Atal where it is that black cats go at midnight on St.
John's Eve. Barzai was learned in the lore of the earth's gods, and had gained
a desire to look upon their faces. He believed that his great secret knowledge
of gods could shield him from their wrath, so resolved to go up to the summit
of high and rocky Hatheg-Kla on a night when he knew the gods would be there.
Hatheg-Kla is far in the stony desert beyond Hatheg, for which it
is named, and rises like a rock statue in a silent temple. Around its peak the
mists play always mournfully, for mists are the memories of the gods, and the
gods loved Hatheg-Kla when they dwelt upon it in the old days. Often the gods
of earth visit Hatheg-Kla in their ships of clouds, casting pale vapors over
the slopes as they dance reminiscently on the summit under a clear moon. The
villagers of Hatheg say it is ill to climb the Hatheg-Kla at any time, and
deadly to climb it by night when pale vapors hide the summit and the moon; but
Barzai heeded them not when he came from neighboring Ulthar with the young
priest Atal, who was his disciple. Atal was only the son of an innkeeper, and
was sometimes afraid; but Barzai's father had been a landgrave who dwelt in an
ancient castle, so he had no common superstition in his blood, and only laughed
at the fearful cotters.
Banzai and Atal went out of Hatheg into the stony desert despite
the prayers of peasants, and talked of earth's gods by their campfires at
night. Many days they traveled, and from afar saw lofty Hatheg-Kla with his
aureole of mournful mist. On the thirteenth day they reached the mountain's
lonely base, and Atal spoke of his fears. But Barzai was old and learned and
had no fears, so led the way up the slope that no man had scaled since the time
of Sansu, who is written of with fright in the moldy Pnakotic Manuscripts.
The way was rocky, and made perilous by chasms, cliffs, and
falling stones. Later it grew cold and snowy; and Barzai and Atal often slipped
and fell as they hewed and plodded upward with staves and axes. Finally the air
grew thin, and the sky changed color, and the climbers found it hard to
breathe; but still they toiled up and up, marveling at the strangeness of the
scene and thrilling at the thought of what would happen on the summit when the
moon was out and the pale vapours spread around. For three days they climbed
higher and higher toward the roof of the world; then they camped to wait for
the clouding of the moon.
For four nights no clouds came, and the moon shone down cold
through the thin mournful mist around the silent pinnacle. Then on the fifth
night, which was the night of the full moon, Barzai saw some dense clouds far
to the north, and stayed up with Atal to watch them draw near. Thick and
majestic they sailed, slowly and deliberately onward; ranging themselves round
the peak high above the watchers, and hiding the moon and the summit from view.
For a long hour the watchers gazed, whilst the vapours swirled and the screen
of clouds grew thicker and more restless. Barzai was wise in the lore of
earth's gods, and listened hard for certain sounds, but Atal felt the chill of
the vapours and the awe of the night, and feared much. And when Barzai began to
climb higher and beckon eagerly, it was long before Atal would follow.
So thick were the vapours that the way was hard, and though Atal
followed at last, he could scarce see the gray shape of Barzai on the dim slope
above in the clouded moonlight. Barzai forged very far ahead, and seemed
despite his age to climb more easily than Atal; fearing not the steepness that
began to grow too great for any save a strong and dauntless man, nor pausing at
wide black chasms that Atal could scarce leap. And so they went up wildly over
rocks and gulfs, slipping and stumbling, and sometimes awed at the vastness and
horrible silence of bleak ice pinnacles and mute granite steeps.
Very suddenly Barzai went out of Atal's sight, scaling a hideous
cliff that seemed to bulge outward and block the path for any climber not
inspired of earth's gods. Atal was far below, and planning what he should do
when he reached the place, when curiously he noticed that the light had grown
strong, as if the cloudless peak and moonlit meetingplace of the gods were very
near. And as he scrambled on toward the bulging cliff and litten sky he felt
fears more shocking than any he had known before. Then through the high mists
he heard the voice of Barzai shouting wildly in delight:
"I have heard the gods. I have heard earth's gods singing in
revelry on Hatheg-Kla! The voices of earth's gods are known to Barzai the
Prophet! The mists are thin and the moon is bright, and I shall see the gods
dancing wildly on Hatheg-Kla that they loved in youth. The wisdom of Barzai
hath made him greater than earth's gods, and against his will their spells and
barriers are as naught; Barzai will behold the gods, the proud gods, the secret
gods, the gods of earth who spurn the sight of man!"
Atal could not hear the voices Barzai heard, but he was now close
to the bulging cliff and scanning it for footholds. Then he heard Barzai's
voice grow shriller and louder:
"The mist is very thin, and the moon casts shadows on the slope;
the voices of earth's gods are high and wild, and they fear the coming of
Barzai the Wise, who is greater than they...The moon's light flickers, as
earth's gods dance against it; I shall see the dancing forms of the gods that
leap and howl in the moonlight...The light is dimmer and the gods are
afraid..."
Whilst Barzai was shouting these things Atal felt a spectral
change in all the air, as if the laws of earth were bowing to greater laws; for
though the way was steeper than ever, the upward path was now grown fearsomely
easy, and the bulging cliff proved scarce an obstacle when he reached it and
slid perilously up its convex face. The light of the moon had strangely failed,
and as Atal plunged upward through the mists he heard Barzai the Wise shrieking
in the shadows:
"The moon is dark, and the gods dance in the night; there is
terror in the sky, for upon the moon hath sunk an eclipse foretold in no books
of men or of earth's gods...There is unknown magic on Hatheg-Kla, for the
screams of the frightened gods have turned to laughter, and the slopes of ice
shoot up endlessly into the black heavens whither I am plunging...Hei! Hei! At
last! In the dim light I behold the gods of earth!"
And now Atal, slipping dizzily up over inconceivable steeps, heard
in the dark a loathsome laughing, mixed with such a cry as no man else ever
heard save in the Phlegethon of unrelatable nightmares; a cry wherein
reverberated the horror and anguish of a haunted lifetime packed into one
atrocious moment:
"The other gods! The other gods! The gods of the outer hells
that guard the feeble gods of earth!...Look away...Go back...Do not see! Do not
see! The vengeance of the infinite abysses...That cursed, that damnable
pit...Merciful gods of earth, I am falling into the sky!"
And as Atal shut his eyes and stopped his ears and tried to hump
downward against the frightful pull from unknown heights, there resounded on
Hatheg-Kla that terrible peal of thunder which awaked the good cotters of the
plains and the honest burgesses of Hatheg, Nir and Ulthar, and caused them to
behold through the clouds that strange eclipse of the moon that no book ever
predicted. And when the moon came out at last Atal was safe on the lower snows
of the mountain without sight of earth's gods, or of the other gods.
Now it is told in the moldy Pnakotic Manuscripts that Sansu found
naught but wordless ice and rock when he did climb Hatheg-Kla in the youth of
the world. Yet when the men of Ulthar and Nir and Hatheg crushed their fears
and scaled that haunted steep by day in search of Barzai the Wise, they found
graven in the naked stone of the summit a curious and cyclopean symbol fifty
cubits wide, as if the rock had been riven by some titanic chisel. And the
symbol was like to one that learned men have discerned in those frightful parts
of the Pnakotic Manuscripts which were too ancient to be read. This they found.
Barzai the Wise they never found, nor could the holy priest Atal
ever be persuaded to pray for his soul's repose. Moreover, to this day the
people of Ulthar and Nir and Hatheg fear eclipses, and pray by night when pale
vapors hide the mountain-top and the moon. And above the mists on Hatheg-Kla,
earth's gods sometimes dance reminiscently; for they know they are safe, and
love to come from unknown Kadath in ships of clouds and play in the olden way,
as they did when earth was new and men not given to the climbing of
inaccessible places.
Unhappy is he to whom the memories of childhood bring only fear
and sadness. Wretched is he who looks back upon lone hours in vast and dismal
chambers with brown hangings and maddening rows of antique books, or upon awed
watches in twilight groves of grotesque, gigantic, and vine-encumbered trees
that silently wave twisted branches far aloft. Such a lot the gods gave to
me—to me, the dazed, the disappointed; the barren, the broken. And yet I am
strangely content and cling desperately to those sere memories, when my mind
momentarily threatens to reach beyond to the other.
I know not where I was born, save that the castle was infinitely
old and infinitely horrible, full of dark passages and having high ceilings
where the eye could find only cobwebs and shadows. The stones in the crumbling
corridors seemed always hideously damp, and there was an accursed smell everywhere,
as of the piled-up corpses of dead generations. It was never light, so that I
used sometimes to light candles and gaze steadily at them for relief, nor was
there any sun outdoors, since the terrible trees grew high above the topmost
accessible tower. There was one black tower which reached above the trees into
the unknown outer sky, but that was partly ruined and could not be ascended
save by a well-nigh impossible climb up the sheer wall, stone by stone.
I must have lived years in this place, but I cannot measure the
time. Beings must have cared for my needs, yet I cannot recall any person
except myself, or anything alive but the noiseless rats and bats and spiders. I
think that whoever nursed me must have been shockingly aged, since my first conception
of a living person was that of somebody mockingly like myself, yet distorted,
shrivelled, and decaying like the castle. To me there was nothing grotesque in
the bones and skeletons that strewed some of the stone crypts deep down among
the foundations. I fantastically associated these things with everyday events,
and thought them more natural than the coloured pictures of living beings which
I found in many of the mouldy books. From such books I learned all that I know.
No teacher urged or guided me, and I do not recall hearing any human voice in
all those years—not even my own; for although I had read of speech, I had never
thought to try to speak aloud. My aspect was a matter equally unthought of, for
there were no mirrors in the castle, and I merely regarded myself by instinct
as akin to the youthful figures I saw drawn and painted in the books. I felt
conscious of youth because I remembered so little.
Outside, across the putrid moat and under the dark mute trees, I
would often lie and dream for hours about what I read in the books; and would
longingly picture myself amidst gay crowds in the sunny world beyond the
endless forests. Once I tried to escape from the forest, but as I went farther
from the castle the shade grew denser and the air more filled with brooding
fear; so that I ran frantically back lest I lose my way in a labyrinth of
nighted silence.
So through endless twilights I dreamed and waited, though I knew
not what I waited for. Then in the shadowy solitude my longing for light grew
so frantic that I could rest no more, and I lifted entreating hands to the
single black ruined tower that reached above the forest into the unknown outer
sky. And at last I resolved to scale that tower, fall though I might; since it
were better to glimpse the sky and perish, than to live without ever beholding
day.
In the dank twilight I climbed the worn and aged stone stairs till
I reached the level where they ceased, and thereafter clung perilously to small
footholds leading upward. Ghastly and terrible was that dead, stairless
cylinder of rock; black, ruined, and deserted, and sinister with startled bats
whose wings made no noise. But more ghastly and terrible still was the slowness
of my progress; for climb as I might, the darkness overhead grew no thinner, and
a new chill as of haunted and venerable mould assailed me. I shivered as I
wondered why I did not reach the light, and would have looked down had I dared.
I fancied that night had come suddenly upon me, and vainly groped with one free
hand for a window embrasure, that I might peer out and above, and try to judge
the height I had once attained.
All at once, after an infinity of awesome, sightless, crawling up
that concave and desperate precipice, I felt my head touch a solid thing, and I
knew I must have gained the roof, or at least some kind of floor. In the
darkness I raised my free hand and tested the barrier, finding it stone and
immovable. Then came a deadly circuit of the tower, clinging to whatever holds
the slimy wall could give; till finally my testing hand found the barrier
yielding, and I turned upward again, pushing the slab or door with my head as I
used both hands in my fearful ascent. There was no light revealed above, and as
my hands went higher I knew that my climb was for the nonce ended; since the
slab was the trapdoor of an aperture leading to a level stone surface of
greater circumference than the lower tower, no doubt the floor of some lofty
and capacious observation chamber. I crawled through carefully, and tried to
prevent the heavy slab from falling back into place, but failed in the latter
attempt. As I lay exhausted on the stone floor I heard the eerie echoes of its
fall, hoped when necessary to pry it up again.
Believing I was now at prodigious height, far above the accursed
branches of the wood, I dragged myself up from the floor and fumbled about for
windows, that I might look for the first time upon the sky, and the moon and
stars of which I had read. But on every hand I was disappointed; since all that
I found were vast shelves of marble, bearing odious oblong boxes of disturbing
size. More and more I reflected, and wondered what hoary secrets might abide in
this high apartment so many aeons cut off from the castle below. Then
unexpectedly my hands came upon a doorway, where hung a portal of stone, rough
with strange chiselling. Trying it, I found it locked; but with a supreme burst
of strength I overcame all obstacles and dragged it open inward. As I did so
there came to me the purest ecstasy I have ever known; for shining tranquilly
through an ornate grating of iron, and down a short stone passageway of steps
that ascended from the newly found doorway, was the radiant full moon, which I
had never before seen save in dreams and in vague visions I dared not call
memories.
Fancying now that I had attained the very pinnacle of the castle,
I commenced to rush up the few steps beyond the door; but the sudden veiling of
the moon by a cloud caused me to stumble, and I felt my way more slowly in the
dark. It was still very dark when I reached the grating—which I tried carefully
and found unlocked, but which I did not open for fear of falling from the
amazing height to which I had climbed. Then the moon came out.
Most demoniacal of all shocks is that of the abysmally unexpected
and grotesquely unbelievable. Nothing I had before undergone could compare in
terror with what I now saw; with the bizarre marvels that sight implied. The
sight itself was as simple as it was stupefying, for it was merely this:
instead of a dizzying prospect of treetops seen from a lofty eminence, there
stretched around me on the level through the grating nothing less than the
solid ground, decked and diversified by marble slabs and columns, and
overshadowed by an ancient stone church, whose ruined spire gleamed spectrally
in the moonlight.
Half unconscious, I opened the grating and staggered out upon the
white gravel path that stretched away in two directions. My mind, stunned and
chaotic as it was, still held the frantic craving for light; and not even the
fantastic wonder which had happened could stay my course. I neither knew nor
cared whether my experience was insanity, dreaming, or magic; but was
determined to gaze on brilliance and gaiety at any cost. I knew not who I was
or what I was, or what my surroundings might be; though as I continued to
stumble along I became conscious of a kind of fearsome latent memory that made
my progress not wholly fortuitous. I passed under an arch out of that region of
slabs and columns, and wandered through the open country; sometimes following
the visible road, but sometimes leaving it curiously to tread across meadows
where only occasional ruins bespoke the ancient presence of a forgotten road.
Once I swam across a swift river where crumbling, mossy masonry told of a
bridge long vanished.
Over two hours must have passed before I reached what seemed to be
my goal, a venerable ivied castle in a thickly wooded park, maddeningly
familiar, yet full of perplexing strangeness to me. I saw that the moat was
filled in, and that some of the well-known towers were demolished, whilst new
wings existed to confuse the beholder. But what I observed with chief interest
and delight were the open windows—gorgeously ablaze with light and sending
forth sound of the gayest revelry. Advancing to one of these I looked in and
saw an oddly dressed company indeed; making merry, and speaking brightly to one
another. I had never, seemingly, heard human speech before and could guess only
vaguely what was said. Some of the faces seemed to hold expressions that brought
up incredibly remote recollections, others were utterly alien.
I now stepped through the low window into the brilliantly lighted
room, stepping as I did so from my single bright moment of hope to my blackest
convulsion of despair and realization. The nightmare was quick to come, for as
I entered, there occurred immediately one of the most terrifying demonstrations
I had ever conceived. Scarcely had I crossed the sill when there descended upon
the whole company a sudden and unheralded fear of hideous intensity, distorting
every face and evoking the most horrible screams from nearly every throat.
Flight was universal, and in the clamour and panic several fell in a swoon and
were dragged away by their madly fleeing companions. Many covered their eyes
with their hands, and plunged blindly and awkwardly in their race to escape,
overturning furniture and stumbling against the walls before they managed to
reach one of the many doors.
The cries were shocking; and as I stood in the brilliant apartment
alone and dazed, listening to their vanishing echoes, I trembled at the thought
of what might be lurking near me unseen. At a casual inspection the room seemed
deserted, but when I moved towards one of the alcoves I thought I detected a
presence there—a hint of motion beyond the golden-arched doorway leading to
another and somewhat similar room. As I approached the arch I began to perceive
the presence more clearly; and then, with the first and last sound I ever
uttered—a ghastly ululation that revolted me almost as poignantly as its
noxious cause—I beheld in full, frightful vividness the inconceivable,
indescribable, and unmentionable monstrosity which had by its simple appearance
changed a merry company to a herd of delirious fugitives.
I cannot even hint what it was like, for it was a compound of all
that is unclean, uncanny, unwelcome, abnormal, and detestable. It was the
ghoulish shade of decay, antiquity, and dissolution; the putrid, dripping
eidolon of unwholesome revelation, the awful baring of that which the merciful
earth should always hide. God knows it was not of this world—or no longer of
this world—yet to my horror I saw in its eaten-away and bone-revealing outlines
a leering, abhorrent travesty on the human shape; and in its mouldy,
disintegrating apparel an unspeakable quality that chilled me even more.
I was almost paralysed, but not too much so to make a feeble
effort towards flight; a backward stumble which failed to break the spell in
which the nameless, voiceless monster held me. My eyes bewitched by the glassy
orbs which stared loathsomely into them, refused to close; though they were
mercifully blurred, and showed the terrible object but indistinctly after the
first shock. I tried to raise my hand to shut out the sight, yet so stunned
were my nerves that my arm could not fully obey my will. The attempt, however,
was enough to disturb my balance; so that I had to stagger forward several
steps to avoid falling. As I did so I became suddenly and agonizingly aware of
the nearness of the carrion thing, whose hideous hollow breathing I half
fancied I could hear. Nearly mad, I found myself yet able to throw out a hand
to ward of the foetid apparition which pressed so close; when in one
cataclysmic second of cosmic nightmarishness and hellish accident my fingers
touched the rotting outstretched paw of the monster beneath the golden arch.
I did not shriek, but all the fiendish ghouls that ride the
nightwind shrieked for me as in that same second there crashed down upon my
mind a single fleeting avalanche of soul-annihilating memory. I knew in that
second all that had been; I remembered beyond the frightful castle and the
trees, and recognized the altered edifice in which I now stood; I recognized,
most terrible of all, the unholy abomination that stood leering before me as I
withdrew my sullied fingers from its own.
But in the cosmos there is balm as well as bitterness, and that
balm is nepenthe. In the supreme horror of that second I forgot what had
horrified me, and the burst of black memory vanished in a chaos of echoing
images. In a dream I fled from that haunted and accursed pile, and ran swiftly
and silently in the moonlight. When I returned to the churchyard place of
marble and went down the steps I found the stone trap-door immovable; but I was
not sorry, for I had hated the antique castle and the trees. Now I ride with
the mocking and friendly ghouls on the night-wind, and play by day amongst the
catacombs of Nephren-Ka in the sealed and unknown valley of Hadoth by the Nile.
I know that light is not for me, save that of the moon over the rock tombs of
Neb, nor any gaiety save the unnamed feasts of Nitokris beneath the Great
Pyramid; yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of
alienage.
For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an
outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men. This I
have known ever since I stretched out my fingers to the abomination within that
great gilded frame; stretched out my fingers and touched a cold and unyielding surface
of polished glass.
Most horrible of all sights are the little unpainted wooden houses
remote from travelled ways, usually squatted upon some damp grassy slope or
leaning against some gigantic outcropping of rock. Two hundred years and more
they have leaned or squatted there, while the vines have crawled and the trees
have swelled and spread. They are almost hidden now in lawless luxuriances of
green and guardian shrouds of shadow; but the small-paned windows still stare shockingly,
as if blinking through a lethal stupor which wards off madness by dulling the
memory of unutterable things.
In such houses have dwelt generations of strange people, whose
like the world has never seen. Seized with a gloomy and fanatical belief which
exiled them from their kind, their ancestors sought the wilderness for freedom.
There the scions of a conquering race indeed flourished free from the
restrictions of their fellows, but cowered in an appalling slavery to the
dismal phantasms of their own minds. Divorced from the enlightenment of
civilization, the strength of these Puritans turned into singular channels; and
in their isolation, morbid self-repression, and struggle for life with
relentless Nature, there came to them dark furtive traits from the prehistoric
depths of their cold Northern heritage. By necessity practical and by
philosophy stern, these folks were not beautiful in their sins. Erring as all
mortals must, they were forced by their rigid code to seek concealment above
all else; so that they came to use less and less taste in what they concealed.
Only the silent, sleepy, staring houses in the backwoods can tell all that has
lain hidden since the early days, and they are not communicative, being loath
to shake off the drowsiness which helps them forget. Sometimes one feels that
it would be merciful to tear down these houses, for they must often dream.
It was to a time-battered edifice of this description that I was
driven one afternoon in November, 1896, by a rain of such chilling copiousness
that any shelter was preferable to exposure. I had been travelling for some
time amongst the people of the Miskatonic Valley in quest of certain
genealogical data; and from the remote, devious, and problematical nature of my
course, had deemed it convenient to employ a bicycle despite the lateness of
the season. Now I found myself upon an apparently abandoned road which I had
chosen as the shortest cut to Arkham, overtaken by the storm at a point far
from any town, and confronted with no refuge save the antique and repellent
wooden building which blinked with bleared windows from between two huge
leafless elms near the foot of a rocky hill. Distant though it is from the
remnant of a road, this house none the less impressed me unfavorably the very moment
I espied it. Honest, wholesome structures do not stare at travellers so slyly
and hauntingly, and in my genealogical researches I had encountered legends of
a century before which biased me against places of this kind. Yet the force of
the elements was such as to overcome my scruples, and I did not hesitate to
wheel my machine up the weedy rise to the closed door which seemed at once so
suggestive and secretive.
I had somehow taken it for granted that the house was abandoned,
yet as I approached it I was not so sure, for though the walks were indeed
overgrown with weeds, they seemed to retain their nature a little too well to
argue complete desertion. Therefore instead of trying the door I knocked,
feeling as I did so a trepidation I could scarcely explain. As I waited on the
rough, mossy rock which served as a door-step, I glanced at the neighboring
windows and the panes of the transom above me, and noticed that although old,
rattling, and almost opaque with dirt, they were not broken. The building, then,
must still be inhabited, despite its isolation and general neglect. However, my
rapping evoked no response, so after repeating the summons I tried the rusty
latch and found the door unfastened. Inside was a little vestibule with walls
from which the plaster was falling, and through the doorway came a faint but
peculiarly hateful odor. I entered, carrying my bicycle, and closed the door
behind me. Ahead rose a narrow staircase, flanked by a small door probably
leading to the cellar, while to the left and right were closed doors leading to
rooms on the ground floor.
Leaning my cycle against the wall I opened the door at the left,
and crossed into a small low-ceiled chamber but dimly lighted by its two dusty
windows and furnished in the barest and most primitive possible way. It
appeared to be a kind of sitting-room, for it had a table and several chairs,
and an immense fireplace above which ticked an antique clock on a mantel. Books
and papers were very few, and in the prevailing gloom I could not readily discern
the titles. What interested me was the uniform air of archaism as displayed in
every visible detail. Most of the houses in this region I had found rich in
relics of the past, but here the antiquity was curiously complete; for in all
the room I could not discover a single article of definitely post-revolutionary
date. Had the furnishings been less humble, the place would have been a
collector's paradise.
As I surveyed this quaint apartment, I felt an increase in that
aversion first excited by the bleak exterior of the house. Just what it was
that I feared or loathed, I could by no means define; but something in the
whole atmosphere seemed redolent of unhallowed age, of unpleasant crudeness,
and of secrets which should be forgotten. I felt disinclined to sit down, and
wandered about examining the various articles which I had noticed. The first
object of my curiosity was a book of medium size lying upon the table and
presenting such an antediluvian aspect that I marvelled at beholding it outside
a museum or library. It was bound in leather with metal fittings, and was in an
excellent state of preservation; being altogether an unusual sort of volume to
encounter in an abode so lowly. When I opened it to the title page my wonder
grew even greater, for it proved to be nothing less rare than Pigafetta's
account of the Congo region, written in Latin from the notes of the sailor
Lopex and printed at Frankfurt in 1598. I had often heard of this work, with
its curious illustrations by the brothers De Bry, hence for a moment forgot my
uneasiness in my desire to turn the pages before me. The engravings were indeed
interesting, drawn wholly from imagination and careless descriptions, and
represented negroes with white skins and Caucasian features; nor would I soon
have closed the book had not an exceedingly trivial circumstance upset my tired
nerves and revived my sensation of disquiet. What annoyed me was merely the
persistent way in which the volume tended to fall open of itself at Plate XII,
which represented in gruesome detail a butcher's shop of the cannibal Anziques.
I experienced some shame at my susceptibility to so slight a thing, but the
drawing nevertheless disturbed me, especially in connection with some adjacent
passages descriptive of Anzique gastronomy.
I had turned to a neighboring shelf and was examining its meagre
literary contents—an eighteenth century Bible, a "Pilgrim's Progress"
of like period, illustrated with grotesque woodcuts and printed by the
almanack-maker Isaiah Thomas, the rotting bulk of Cotton Mather's
"Magnalia Christi Americana," and a few other books of evidently
equal age—when my attention was aroused by the unmistakable sound of walking in
the room overhead. At first astonished and startled, considering the lack of
response to my recent knocking at the door, I immediately afterward concluded
that the walker had just awakened from a sound sleep, and listened with less
surprise as the footsteps sounded on the creaking stairs. The tread was heavy,
yet seemed to contain a curious quality of cautiousness; a quality which I
disliked the more because the tread was heavy. When I had entered the room I
had shut the door behind me. Now, after a moment of silence during which the
walker may have been inspecting my bicycle in the hall, I heard a fumbling at
the latch and saw the paneled portal swing open again.
In the doorway stood a person of such singular appearance that I
should have exclaimed aloud but for the restraints of good breeding. Old,
white-bearded, and ragged, my host possessed a countenance and physique which
inspired equal wonder and respect. His height could not have been less than six
feet, and despite a general air of age and poverty he was stout and powerful in
proportion. His face, almost hidden by a long beard which grew high on the
cheeks, seemed abnormally ruddy and less wrinkled than one might expect; while
over a high forehead fell a shock of white hair little thinned by the years.
His blue eyes, though a trifle bloodshot, seemed inexplicably keen and burning.
But for his horrible unkemptness the man would have been as
distinguished-looking as he was impressive. This unkemptness, however, made him
offensive despite his face and figure. Of what his clothing consisted I could
hardly tell, for it seemed to me no more than a mass of tatters surmounting a
pair of high, heavy boots; and his lack of cleanliness surpassed description.
The appearance of this man, and the instinctive fear he inspired,
prepared me for something like enmity; so that I almost shuddered through
surprise and a sense of uncanny incongruity when he motioned me to a chair and
addressed me in a thin, weak voice full of fawning respect and ingratiating
hospitality. His speech was very curious, an extreme form of Yankee dialect I
had thought long extinct; and I studied it closely as he sat down opposite me
for conversation.
"Ketched in the rain, be ye?" he greeted. "Glad ye
was nigh the haouse en' hed the sense ta come right in. I calc'late I was
alseep, else I'd a heerd ye—I ain't as young as I uster be, an' I need a
paowerful sight o' naps naowadays. Trav'lin fur? I hain't seed many folks 'long
this rud sence they tuk off the Arkham stage."
I replied that I was going to Arkham, and apologized for my rude
entry into his domicile, whereupon he continued.
"Glad ta see ye, young Sir—new faces is scurce arount here,
an' I hain't got much ta cheer me up these days. Guess yew hail from Bosting,
don't ye? I never ben thar, but I kin tell a taown man when I see 'im—we hed
one fer deestrick schoolmaster in 'eighty-four, but he quit suddent an' no one
never heerd on 'im sence—" here the old man lapsed into a kind of chuckle,
and made no explanation when I questioned him. He seemed to be in an
aboundingly good humor, yet to possess those eccentricities which one might
guess from his grooming. For some time he rambled on with an almost feverish
geniality, when it struck me to ask him how he came by so rare a book as
Pigafetta's "Regnum Congo."The effect of this volume had not left me,
and I felt a certain hesitancy in speaking of it, but curiosity overmastered
all the vague fears which had steadily accumulated since my first glimpse of
the house. To my relief, the question did not seem an awkward one, for the old
man answered freely and volubly.
"Oh, that Afriky book? Cap'n Ebenezer Holt traded me thet in
'sixty—eight—him as was kilt in the war."Something about the name of
Ebenezer Holt caused me to look up sharply. I had encountered it in my
genealogical work, but not in any record since the Revolution. I wondered if my
host could help me in the task at which I was laboring, and resolved to ask him
about it later on. He continued.
"Ebenezer was on a Salem merchantman for years, an' picked up
a sight o' queer stuff in every port. He got this in London, I guess—he uster
like ter buy things at the shops. I was up ta his haouse onct, on the hill,
tradin' hosses, when I see this book. I relished the picters, so he give it in
on a swap. 'Tis a queer book—here, leave me git on my spectacles—" The old
man fumbled among his rags, producing a pair of dirty and amazingly antique
glasses with small octagonal lenses and steel bows. Donning these, he reached
for the volume on the table and turned the pages lovingly.
"Ebenezer cud read a leetle o' this—'tis Latin—but I can't. I
had two er three schoolmasters read me a bit, and Passon Clark, him they say
got draownded in the pond—kin yew make anything outen it?" I told him that
I could, and translated for his benefit a paragraph near the beginning. If I
erred, he was not scholar enough to correct me; for he seemed childishly
pleased at my English version. His proximity was becoming rather obnoxious, yet
I saw no way to escape without offending him. I was amused at the childish
fondness of this ignorant old man for the pictures in a book he could not read,
and wondered how much better he could read the few books in English which
adorned the room. This revelation of simplicity removed much of the ill-defined
apprehension I had felt, and I smiled as my host rambled on:
"Queer haow picters kin set a body thinkin'. Take this un
here near the front. Hey yew ever seed trees like thet, with big leaves a
floppin' over an' daown? And them men—them can't be niggers—they dew beat all.
Kinder like Injuns, I guess, even ef they be in Afriky. Some o' these here
critters looks like monkeys, or half monkeys an' half men, but I never heerd o'
nothin' like this un."Here he pointed to a fabulous creature of the
artist, which one might describe as a sort of dragon with the head of an
alligator.
"But naow I'll show ye the best un—over here nigh the
middle—"The old man's speech grew a trifle thicker and his eyes assumed a
brighter glow; but his fumbling hands, though seemingly clumsier than before,
were entirely adequate to their mission. The book fell open, almost of its own
accord and as if from frequent consultation at this place, to the repellent
twelfth plate showing a butcher's shop amongst the Anzique cannibals. My sense
of restlessness returned, though I did not exhibit it. The especially bizarre
thing was that the artist had made his Africans look like white men—the limbs
and quarters hanging about the walls of the shop were ghastly, while the
butcher with his axe was hideously incongruous. But my host seemed to relish
the view as much as I disliked it.
"What d'ye think o' this—ain't never see the like hereabouts,
eh? When I see this I telled Eb Holt, 'That's suthin' ta stir ye up an' make
yer blood tickle.' When I read in Scripter about slayin'—like them Midianites
was slew—I kinder think things, but I ain't got no picter of it. Here a body
kin see all they is to it—I s'pose 'tis sinful, but ain't we all born an'
livin' in sin?—Thet feller bein' chopped up gives me a tickle every time I look
at 'im—I hey ta keep lookin' at 'im—see whar the butcher cut off his feet?
Thar's his head on thet bench, with one arm side of it, an' t'other arm's on
the other side o' the meat block."
As the man mumbled on in his shocking ecstasy the expression on
his hairy, spectacled face became indescribable, but his voice sank rather than
mounted. My own sensations can scarcely be recorded. All the terror I had dimly
felt before rushed upon me actively and vividly, and I knew that I loathed the
ancient and abhorrent creature so near me with an infinite intensity. His
madness, or at least his partial perversion, seemed beyond dispute. He was
almost whispering now, with a huskiness more terrible than a scream, and I
trembled as I listened.
"As I says, 'tis queer haow picters sets ye thinkin'. D'ye
know, young Sir, I'm right sot on this un here. Arter I got the book off Eb I
uster look at it a lot, especial when I'd heerd Passon Clark rant o' Sundays in
his big wig. Onct I tried suthin' funny—here, young Sir, don't git skeert—all I
done was ter look at the picter afore I kilt the sheep for market—killin' sheep
was kinder more fun arter lookin' at it—" The tone of the old man now sank
very low, sometimes becoming so faint that his words were hardly audible. I
listened to the rain, and to the rattling of the bleared, small-paned windows,
and marked a rumbling of approaching thunder quite unusual for the season. Once
a terrific flash and peal shook the frail house to its foundations, but the
whisperer seemed not to notice it.
"Killin' sheep was kinder more fun—but d'ye know, 'twan't
quite satisfyin'. Queer haow a cravin' gits a holt on ye—As ye love the
Almighty, young man, don't tell nobody, but I swar ter Gawd thet picter begun
to make me hungry fer victuals I couldn't raise nor buy—here, set still, what's
ailin' ye?—I didn't do nothin', only I wondered haow 'twud be ef I did—They say
meat makes blood an' flesh, an' gives ye new life, so I wondered ef 'twudn't
make a man live longer an' longer ef 'twas more the same—" But the
whisperer never continued. The interruption was not produced by my fright, nor
by the rapidly increasing storm amidst whose fury I was presently to open my
eyes on a smoky solitude of blackened ruins. It was produced by a very simple
though somewhat unusual happening.
The open book lay flat between us, with the picture staring
repulsively upward. As the old man whispered the words "more the
same" a tiny splattering impact was heard, and something showed on the
yellowed paper of the upturned volume. I thought of the rain and of a leaky
roof, but rain is not red. On the butcher's shop of the Anzique cannibals a
small red spattering glistened picturesquely, lending vividness to the horror
of the engraving. The old man saw it, and stopped whispering even before my
expression of horror made it necessary; saw it and glanced quickly toward the floor
of the room he had left an hour before. I followed his glance, and beheld just
above us on the loose plaster of the ancient ceiling a large irregular spot of
wet crimson which seemed to spread even as I viewed it. I did not shriek or
move, but merely shut my eyes. A moment later came the titanic thunderbolt of
thunderbolts; blasting that accursed house of unutterable secrets and bringing
the oblivion which alone saved my mind.
"I am Iranon, and come from Aira, a far city that I recall
only dimly but seek to find again. I am a singer of songs that I learned in the
far city, and my calling is to make beauty with the things remembered of
childhood. My wealth is in little memories and dreams, and in hopes that I sing
in gardens when the moon is tender and the west wind stirs the
lotus-buds."
When the men of Teloth heard these things they whispered to one
another; for though in the granite city there is no laughter or song, the stern
men sometimes look to the Karthian hills in the spring and think of the lutes
of distant Oonai whereof travellers have told. And thinking thus, they bade the
stranger stay and sing in the square before the Tower of Mlin, though they
liked not the colour of his tattered robe, nor the myrrh in his hair, nor his
chaplet of vine-leaves, nor the youth in his golden voice. At evening Iranon
sang, and while he sang an old man prayed and a blind man said he saw a nimbus
over the singer's head. But most of the men of Teloth yawned, and some laughed
and some went to sleep; for Iranon told nothing useful, singing only his
memories, his dreams, and his hopes.
"I remember the twilight, the moon, and soft songs, and the
window where I was rocked to sleep. And through the window was the street where
the golden lights came, and where the shadows danced on houses of marble. I
remember the square of moonlight on the floor, that was not like any other
light, and the visions that danced on the moonbeams when my mother sang to me.
And too, I remember the sun of morning bright above the many-coloured hills in
summer, and the sweetness of flowers borne on the south wind that made the
trees sing.
"Oh Aira, city of marble and beryl, how many are thy
beauties! How I loved the warm and fragrant groves across the hyaline Nithra,
and the falls of the tiny Kra that flowed though the verdant valley! In those
groves and in the vale the children wove wreathes for one another, and at dusk
I dreamed strange dreams under the yath-trees on the mountain as I saw below me
the lights of the city, and the curving Nithra reflecting a ribbon of stars.
"And in the city were the palaces of veined and tinted
marble, with golden domes and painted walls, and green gardens with cerulean
pools and crystal fountains. Often I played in the gardens and waded in the pools,
and lay and dreamed among the pale flowers under the trees. And sometimes at
sunset I would climb the long hilly street to the citadel and the open place,
and look down upon Aira, the magic city of marble and beryl, splendid in a robe
of golden flame.
"Long have I missed thee, Aira, for I was but young when we
went into exile; but my father was thy King and I shall come again to thee, for
it is so decreed of Fate. All through seven lands have I sought thee, and some
day shall I reign over thy groves and gardens, thy streets and palaces, and
sing to men who shall know whereof I sing, and laugh not nor turn away. For I
am Iranon, who was a Prince in Aira."
That night the men of Teloth lodged the stranger in a stable, and
in the morning an archon came to him and told him to go to the shop of Athok
the cobbler, and be apprenticed to him.
"But I am Iranon, a singer of songs, " he said,
"and have no heart for the cobbler's trade."
"All in Teloth must toil," replied the archon, "for
that is the law." Then said Iranon:
"Wherefore do ye toil; is it not that ye may live and be
happy? And if ye toil only that ye may toil more, when shall happiness find
you? Ye toil to live, but is not life made of beauty and song? And if ye suffer
no singers among you, where shall be the fruits of your toil? Toil without song
is like a weary journey without an end. Were not death more pleasing?" But
the archon was sullen and did not understand, and rebuked the stranger.
"Thou art a strange youth, and I like not thy face or thy
voice. The words thou speakest are blasphemy, for the gods of Teloth have said
that toil is good. Our gods have promised us a haven of light beyond death,
where shall be rest without end, and crystal coldness amidst which none shall
vex his mind with thought or his eyes with beauty. Go thou then to Athok the
cobbler or be gone out of the city by sunset. All here must serve, and song is
folly."
So Iranon went out of the stable and walked over the narrow stone
streets between the gloomy square house of granite, seeking something green,
for all was of stone. On the faces of men were frowns, but by the stone
embankment along the sluggish river Zuro sat a young boy with sad eyes gazing
into the waters to spy green budding branches washed down from the hills by the
freshets. And the boy said to him:
"Art thou not indeed he of whom the archons tell, who seekest
a far city in a fair land? I am Romnod, and borne of the blood of Teloth, but
am not old in the ways of the granite city, and yearn daily for the warm groves
and the distant lands of beauty and song. Beyond the Karthian hills lieth
Oonai, the city of lutes and dancing, which men whisper of and say is both
lovely and terrible.Thither would I go were I old enough to find the way, and
thither shouldst thou go and thou wouldst sing and have men listen to thee. Let
us leave the city of Teloth and fare together among the hills of spring. Thou
shalt shew me the ways of travel and I will attend thy songs at evening when
the stars one by one bring dreams to the minds of dreamers. And peradventure it
may be that Oonai the city of lutes and dancing is even the fair Aira thou
seekest, for it is told that thou hast not known Aira since the old days, and a
name often changeth. Let us go to Oonai, O Iranon of the golden head, where men
shall know our longings and welcome us as brothers, nor even laugh or frown at
what we say." And Iranon answered:
"Be it so, small one; if any in this stone place yearn for
beauty he must seek the mountains and beyond, and I would not leave thee to pine
by the sluggish Zuro. But think not that delight and understanding dwell just
across the Karthian hills, or in any spot thou canst find in a day's, or a
year's, or a lustrum's journey. Behold, when I was small like thee I dwelt in
the valley of Narthos by the frigid Xari, where none would listen to my dreams;
and I told myself that when older I would go to Sinara on the southern slope,
and sing to smiling dromedary-men in the marketplace. But when I went to Sinara
I found the dromedary-men all drunken and ribald, and saw that their songs were
not as mine, so I travelled in a barge down the Xari to onyx—walled Jaren. And
the soldiers at Jaren laughed at me and drave me out, so that I wandered to
many cities. I have seen Stethelos that is below the great cataract, and have
gazed on the marsh where Sarnath once stood. I have been to thraa, Ilarnek, and
Kadatheron on the winding river Ai, and have dwelt long in Olathoe in the land
of Lomar. But though I have had listeners sometimes, they have ever been few. and
I know that welcome shall wait me only in Aira, the city of marble and beryl
where my father once ruled as King. So for Aira shall we seek, though it were
well to visit distant and lute-blessed Oonai across the Karthian hills, which
may indeed be Aira, though I think not. Aira's beauty is past imagining, and
none can tell of it without rapture, whilst of Oonai the camel-drivers whisper
leeringly."
At the sunset Iranon and small Romnod went forth from Teloth, and
for long wandered amidst the green hills and cool forests. The way was rough
and obscure, and never did they seem nearer to Oonai the city of lutes and
dancing; but in the dusk as the stars came out Iranon would sing of Aira and
its beauties and Romnod would listen, so that they were both happy after a
fashion. They ate plentifully of fruit and red berries, and marked not the
passing of time, but many years must have slipped away. Small Romnod was now
not so small, and spoke deeply instead of shrilly, though Iranon was always the
same, and decked his golden hair with vines and fragrant resins found in the
woods. So it came to pass that Romnod seemed older than Iranon, though he had
been very small when Iranon had found him watching for green budding branches
in Teloth beside the sluggish stone-banked Zuro.
Then one night when the moon was full the travellers came to a
mountain crest and looked down upon the myriad light of Oonai. Peasants had
told them they were near, and Iranon knew that this was not his native city of
Aira. The lights of Oonai were not like those of Aira; for they were harsh and
glaring, while the lights of Aira shine as softly and magically as shone the
moonlight on the floor by the window where Iranon's mother once rocked him to
sleep with song. But Oonai was a city of lutes and dancing, so Iranon and
Romnod went down the steep slope that they might find men to whom sings and
dreams would bring pleasure. And when they were come into the town they found
rose-wreathed revellers bound from house to house and leaning from windows and balconies,
who listened to the songs of Iranon and tossed him flowers and applauded when
he was done. Then for a moment did Iranon believe he had found those who
thought and felt even as he, though the town was not a hundredth as fair as
Aira.
When dawn came Iranon looked about with dismay, for the domes of
Oonai were not golden in the sun, but grey and dismal. And the men of Oonai
were pale with revelling, and dull with wine, and unlike the radient men of
Aira. But because the people had thrown him blossoms and acclaimed his sings
Iranon stayed on, and with him Romnod, who liked the revelry of the town and
wore in his dark hair roses and myrtle. Often at night Iranon sang to the
revellers, but he was always as before, crowned only in the vine of the mountains
and remembering the marble streets of Aira and the hyaline Nithra. In the
frescoed halls of the Monarch did he sing, upon a crystal dais raised over a
floor that was a mirror, and as he sang, he brought pictures to his hearers
till the floor seemed to reflect old, beautiful, and half-remembered things
instead of the wine-reddened feasters who pelted him with roses. And the King
bade him put away his tattered purple, and clothed him in satin and
cloth-of-gold, with rings of green jade and bracelets of tinted ivory, and
lodged him in a gilded and tapestried chamber on a bed of sweet carven wood
with canopies and coverlets of flower—embroidered silk. Thus dwelt Iranon in
Oonai, the city of lutes and dancing.
It is not known how long Iranon tarried in Oonai, but one day the
King brought to the palace some wild whirling dancers from the Liranian desert,
and dusky flute-players from Drinen in the East, and after that the revellers
threw their roses not so much at Iranon as at the dancers and flute-players.
And day by day that Romnod who had been a small boy in granite Teloth grew
coarser and redder with wine, till he dreamed less and less, and listened with
less delight to the songs of Iranon. But though Iranon was sad he ceased not to
sing, and at evening told again of his dreams of Aira, the city of marble and
beryl. Then one night the reddened and fattened Romnod snorted heavily amidst
the poppied silks of his banquet-couch and died writhing, whilst Iranon, pale
and slender, sang to himself in a far corner. And when Iranon had wept over the
grave of Romnod and strewn it with green branches, such as Romnod used to love,
he put aside his silks and gauds and went forgotten out of Oonai the city of
lutes and dancing clad only in the ragged purple in which he had come, and
garlanded with fresh vines from the mountains.
Into the sunset wandered Iranon, seeking still for his native land
and for men who would understand his songs and dreams. In all the cities of
Cydathria and in the lands beyond the Bnazie desert gay-faced children laughed
at his olden songs and tattered robe of purple; but Iranon stayed ever young,
and wore wreathes upon his golden head whilst he sang of Aira, delight of the
past and hope of the future.
So came he one night to the squallid cot of an antique shepherd,
bent and dirty, who kept flocks on a stony slope above a quicksand marsh. To
this man Iranon spoke, as to so many others:
"Canst thou tell me where I may find Aira, the city of marble
and beryl, where flows the hyaline nithra and where the falls of the tiny Kra
sing to the verdant valleys and hills forested with yath trees?" and the
shepherd, hearing, looked long and strangely at Iranon, as if recalling
something very far away in time, and noted each line of the stranger's face,
and his golden hair, and his crown of vine-leaves. But he was old, and shook
his head as he replied:
"O stranger, I have indeed heard the name of Aira, and the
other names thou hast spoken, but they come to me from afar down the waste of
long years. I heard them in my youth from the lips of a playmate, a beggar's
boy given to strange dreams, who would weave long tales about the moon and the
flowers and the west wind. We used to laugh at him, for we knew him from his
birth though he thought himself a King's son. He was comely, even as thou, but
full of folly and strangeness; and he ran away when small to find those who
would listen gladly to his songs and dreams. How often hath he sung to me of
lands that never were, and things that never can be! Of Aira did he speak much;
of Aira and the river Nithra, and the falls of the tiny Kra. There would he
ever say he once dwelt as a Prince, though here we knew him from his birth. Nor
was there ever a marble city of Aira, or those who could delight in strange
songs, save in the dreams of mine old playmate Iranon who is gone."
And in the twilight, as the stars came out one by one and the moon
cast on the marsh a radiance like that which a child sees quivering on the
floor as he is rocked to sleep at evening, there walked into the lethal
quicksands a very old man in tattered purple, crowned with withered vine-leaves
and gazing ahead as if upon the golden domes of a fair city where dreams are
understood. That night something of youth and beauty died in the elder world.
On 16 July 1923, I moved into Exham Priory after the last workman
had finished his labours. The restoration had been a stupendous task, for
little had remained of the deserted pile but a shell-like ruin; yet because it
had been the seat of my ancestors, I let no expense deter me. The place had not
been inhabited since the reign of James the First, when a tragedy of intensely
hideous, though largely unexplained, nature had struck down the master, five of
his children, and several servants; and driven forth under a cloud of suspicion
and terror the third son, my lineal progenitor and the only survivor of the
abhorred line.
With this sole heir denounced as a murderer, the estate had
reverted to the crown, nor had the accused man made any attempt to exculpate
himself or regain his property. Shaken by some horror greater than that of
conscience or the law, and expressing only a frantic wish to exclude the
ancient edifice from his sight and memory, Walter de la Poer, eleventh Baron
Exham, fled to Virginia and there founded the family which by the next century
had become known as Delapore.
Exham Priory had remained untenanted, though later allotted to the
estates of the Norrys family and much studied because of its peculiarly
composite architecture; an architecture involving Gothic towers resting on a
Saxon or Romanesque substructure, whose foundation in turn was of a still
earlier order or blend of orders—Roman, and even Druidic or native Cymric, if
legends speak truly. This foundation was a very singular thing, being merged on
one side with the solid limestone of the precipice from whose brink the priory
overlooked a desolate valley three miles west of the village of Anchester.
Architects and antiquarians loved to examine this strange relic of
forgotten centuries, but the country folk hated it. They had hated it hundreds
of years before, when my ancestors lived there, and they hated it now, with the
moss and mould of abandonment on it. I had not been a day in Anchester before I
knew I came of an accursed house. And this week workmen have blown up Exham
Priory, and are busy obliterating the traces of its foundations. The bare
statistics of my ancestry I had always known, together with the fact that my
first American forebear had come to the colonies under a strange cloud. Of
details, however, I had been kept wholly ignorant through the policy of
reticence always maintained by the Delapores. Unlike our planter neighbours, we
seldom boasted of crusading ancestors or other mediaeval and Renaissance
heroes; nor was any kind of tradition handed down except what may have been
recorded in the sealed envelope left before the Civil War by every squire to
his eldest son for posthumous opening. The glories we cherished were those
achieved since the migration; the glories of a proud and honourable, if
somewhat reserved and unsocial Virginia line.
During the war our fortunes were extinguished and our whole
existence changed by the burning of Carfax, our home on the banks of the James.
My grandfather, advanced in years, had perished in that incendiary outrage, and
with him the envelope that had bound us all to the past. I can recall that fire
today as I saw it then at the age of seven, with the federal soldiers shouting,
the women screaming, and the negroes howling and praying. My father was in the
army, defending Richmond, and after many formalities my mother and I were
passed through the lines to join him.
When the war ended we all moved north, whence my mother had come;
and I grew to manhood, middle age, and ultimate wealth as a stolid Yankee.
Neither my father nor I ever knew what our hereditary envelope had contained,
and as I merged into the greyness of Massachusetts business life I lost all
interest in the mysteries which evidently lurked far back in my family tree.
Had I suspected their nature, how gladly I would have left Exham Priory to its
moss, bats and cobwebs!
My father died in 1904, but without any message to leave to me, or
to my only child, Alfred, a motherless boy of ten. It was this boy who reversed
the order of family information, for although I could give him only jesting
conjectures about the past, he wrote me of some very interesting ancestral
legends when the late war took him to England in 1917 as an aviation officer.
Apparently the Delapores had a colourful and perhaps sinister history, for a
friend of my son's, Capt. Edward Norrys of the Royal Flying Corps, dwelt near
the family seat at Anchester and related some peasant superstitions which few
novelists could equal for wildness and incredibility. Norrys himself, of
course, did not take them so seriously; but they amused my son and made good
material for his letters to me. It was this legendry which definitely turned my
attention to my transatlantic heritage, and made me resolve to purchase and
restore the family seat which Norrys showed to Alfred in its picturesque
desertion, and offered to get for him at a surprisingly reasonable figure,
since his own uncle was the present owner.
I bought Exham Priory in 1918, but was almost immediately
distracted from my plans of restoration by the return of my son as a maimed
invalid. During the two years that he lived I thought of nothing but his care,
having even placed my business under the direction of partners.
In 1921, as I found myself bereaved and aimless, a retired manufacturer
no longer young, I resolved to divert my remaining years with my new
possession. Visiting Anchester in December, I was entertained by Capt. Norrys,
a plump, amiable young man who had thought much of my son, and secured his
assistance in gathering plans and anecdotes to guide in the coming restoration.
Exham Priory itself I saw without emotion, a jumble of tottering mediaeval
ruins covered with lichens and honeycombed with rooks' nests, perched
perilously upon a precipice, and denuded of floors or other interior features
save the stone walls of the separate towers.
As I gradually recovered the image of the edifice as it had been
when my ancestors left it over three centuries before, I began to hire workmen
for the reconstruction. In every case I was forced to go outside the immediate
locality, for the Anchester villagers had an almost unbelievable fear and
hatred of the place. The sentiment was so great that it was sometimes
communicated to the outside labourers, causing numerous desertions; whilst its
scope appeared to include both the priory and its ancient family.
My son had told me that he was somewhat avoided during his visits
because he was a de la Poer, and I now found myself subtly ostracized for a
like reason until I convinced the peasants how little I knew of my heritage.
Even then they sullenly disliked me, so that I had to collect most of the
village traditions through the mediation of Norrys. What the people could not
forgive, perhaps, was that I had come to restore a symbol so abhorrent to them;
for, rationally or not, they viewed Exham Priory as nothing less than a haunt
of fiends and werewolves.
Piecing together the tales which Norrys collected for me, and
supplementing them with the accounts of several savants who had studied the
ruins, I deduced that Exham Priory stood on the site of a prehistoric temple; a
Druidical or ante-Druidical thing which must have been contemporary with
Stonehenge. That indescribable rites had been celebrated there, few doubted,
and there were unpleasant tales of the transference of these rites into the
Cybele worship which the Romans had introduced.
Inscriptions still visible in the sub-cellar bore such
unmistakable letters as 'DIV...OPS...MAGNA. MAT...', sign of the Magna Mater
whose dark worship was once vainly forbidden to Roman citizens. Anchester had
been the camp of the third Augustan legion, as many remains attest, and it was
said that the temple of Cybele was splendid and thronged with worshippers who
performed nameless ceremonies at the bidding of a Phrygian priest. Tales added
that the fall of the old religion did not end the orgies at the temple, but
that the priests lived on in the new faith without real change. Likewise was it
said that the rites did not vanish with the Roman power, and that certain among
the Saxons added to what remained of the temple, and gave it the essential
outline it subsequently preserved, making it the centre of a cult feared
through half the heptarchy. About 1000 A.D. the place is mentioned in a
chronicle as being a substantial stone priory housing a strange and powerful
monastic order and surrounded by extensive gardens which needed no walls to
exclude a frightened populace. It was never destroyed by the Danes, though
after the Norman Conquest it must have declined tremendously, since there was
no impediment when Henry the Third granted the site to my ancestor, Gilbert de
la Poer, First Baron Exham, in 1261.
Of my family before this date there is no evil report, but
something strange must have happened then. In one chronicle there is a
reference to a de la Poer as "cursed of God in 1307", whilst village
legendry had nothing but evil and frantic fear to tell of the castle that went
up on the foundations of the old temple and priory. The fireside tales were of
the most grisly description, all the ghastlier because of their frightened
reticence and cloudy evasiveness. They represented my ancestors as a race of
hereditary daemons beside whom Gilles de Retz and the Marquis de Sade would
seem the veriest tyros, and hinted whisperingly at their responsibility for the
occasional disappearances of villagers through several generations.
The worst characters, apparently, were the barons and their direct
heirs; at least, most was whispered about these. If of healthier inclinations,
it was said, an heir would early and mysteriously die to make way for another
more typical scion. There seemed to be an inner cult in the family, presided
over by the head of the house, and sometimes closed except to a few members.
Temperament rather than ancestry was evidently the basis of this cult, for it
was entered by several who married into the family. Lady Margaret Trevor from
Cornwall, wife of Godfrey, the second son of the fifth baron, became a
favourite bane of children all over the countryside, and the daemon heroine of
a particularly horrible old ballad not yet extinct near the Welsh border.
Preserved in balladry, too, though not illustrating the same point, is the
hideous tale of Lady Mary de la Poer, who shortly after her marriage to the
Earl of Shrewsfield was killed by him and his mother, both of the slayers being
absolved and blessed by the priest to whom they confessed what they dared not
repeat to the world.
These myths and ballads, typical as they were of crude
superstition, repelled me greatly. Their persistence, and their application to
so long a line of my ancestors, were especially annoying; whilst the
imputations of monstrous habits proved unpleasantly reminiscent of the one
known scandal of my immediate forebears—the case of my cousin, young Randolph
Delapore of Carfax who went among the negroes and became a voodoo priest after
he returned from the Mexican War.
I was much less disturbed by the vaguer tales of wails and
howlings in the barren, windswept valley beneath the limestone cliff; of the
graveyard stenches after the spring rains; of the floundering, squealing white
thing on which Sir John Clave's horse had trod one night in a lonely field; and
of the servant who had gone mad at what he saw in the priory in the full light
of day. These things were hackneyed spectral lore, and I was at that time a
pronounced sceptic. The accounts of vanished peasants were less to be
dismissed, though not especially significant in view of mediaeval custom.
Prying curiosity meant death, and more than one severed head had been publicly
shown on the bastions—now effaced—around Exham Priory.
A few of the tales were exceedingly picturesque, and made me wish
I had learnt more of the comparative mythology in my youth. There was, for
instance, the belief that a legion of bat-winged devils kept Witches' Sabbath
each night at the priory—a legion whose sustenance might explain the
disproportionate abundance of coarse vegetables harvested in the vast gardens.
And, most vivid of all, there was the dramatic epic of the rats—the scampering
army of obscene vermin which had burst forth from the castle three months after
the tragedy that doomed it to desertion—the lean, filthy, ravenous army which
had swept all before it and devoured fowl, cats, dogs, hogs, sheep, and even two
hapless human beings before its fury was spent. Around that unforgettable
rodent army a whole separate cycle of myths revolves, for it scattered among
the village homes and brought curses and horrors in its train.
Such was the lore that assailed me as I pushed to completion, with
an elderly obstinacy, the work of restoring my ancestral home. It must not be
imagined for a moment that these tales formed my principal psychological
environment. On the other hand, I was constantly praised and encouraged by Capt.
Norrys and the antiquarians who surrounded and aided me. When the task was
done, over two years after its commencement, I viewed the great rooms,
wainscoted walls, vaulted ceilings, mullioned windows, and broad staircases
with a pride which fully compensated for the prodigious expense of the
restoration.
Every attribute of the Middle Ages was cunningly reproduced and
the new parts blended perfectly with the original walls and foundations. The
seat of my fathers was complete, and I looked forward to redeeming at last the
local fame of the line which ended in me. I could reside here permanently, and
prove that a de la Poer (for I had adopted again the original spelling of the
name) need not be a fiend. My comfort was perhaps augmented by the fact that,
although Exham Priory was mediaevally fitted, its interior was in truth wholly
new and free from old vermin and old ghosts alike.
As I have said, I moved in on 16 July 1923. My household consisted
of seven servants and nine cats, of which latter species I am particularly
fond. My eldest cat, "Nigger-Man", was seven years old and had come
with me from my home in Bolton, Massachusetts; the others I had accumulated
whilst living with Capt. Norrys' family during the restoration of the priory.
For five days our routine proceeded with the utmost placidity, my
time being spent mostly in the codification of old family data. I had now
obtained some very circumstantial accounts of the final tragedy and flight of
Walter de la Poer, which I conceived to be the probable contents of the
hereditary paper lost in the fire at Carfax. It appeared that my ancestor was
accused with much reason of having killed all the other members of his
household, except four servant confederates, in their sleep, about two weeks
after a shocking discovery which changed his whole demeanour, but which, except
by implication, he disclosed to no one save perhaps the servants who assisted
him and afterwards fled beyond reach.
This deliberate slaughter, which included a father, three
brothers, and two sisters, was largely condoned by the villagers, and so
slackly treated by the law that its perpetrator escaped honoured, unharmed, and
undisguised to Virginia; the general whispered sentiment being that he had
purged the land of an immemorial curse. What discovery had prompted an act so
terrible, I could scarcely even conjecture. Walter de la Poer must have known
for years the sinister tales about his family, so that this material could have
given him no fresh impulse. Had he, then, witnessed some appalling ancient
rite, or stumbled upon some frightful and revealing symbol in the priory or its
vicinity? He was reputed to have been a shy, gentle youth in England. In
Virginia he seemed not so much hard or bitter as harassed and apprehensive. He
was spoken of in the diary of another gentleman adventurer, Francis Harley of
Bellview, as a man of unexampled justice, honour, and delicacy.
On 22 July occurred the first incident which, though lightly
dismissed at the time, takes on a preternatural significance in relation to
later events. It was so simple as to be almost negligible, and could not
possibly have been noticed under the circumstances; for it must be recalled
that since I was in a building practically fresh and new except for the walls,
and surrounded by a well-balanced staff of servitors, apprehension would have
been absurd despite the locality.
What I afterward remembered is merely this—that my old black cat,
whose moods I know so well, was undoubtedly alert and anxious to an extent
wholly out of keeping with his natural character. He roved from room to room,
restless and disturbed, and sniffed constantly about the walls which formed
part of the Gothic structure. I realize how trite this sounds—like the
inevitable dog in the ghost story, which always growls before his master sees
the sheeted figure—yet I cannot consistently suppress it.
The following day a servant complained of restlessness among all
the cats in the house. He came to me in my study, a lofty west room on the
second storey, with groined arches, black oak panelling, and a triple Gothic
window overlooking the limestone cliff and desolate valley; and even as he
spoke I saw the jetty form of Nigger-Man creeping along the west wall and
scratching at the new panels which overlaid the ancient stone.
I told the man that there must be a singular odour or emanation
from the old stonework, imperceptible to human senses, but affecting the
delicate organs of cats even through the new woodwork. This I truly believed,
and when the fellow suggested the presence of mice or rats, I mentioned that
there had been no rats there for three hundred years, and that even the field
mice of the surrounding country could hardly be found in these high walls,
where they had never been known to stray. That afternoon I called on Capt.
Norrys, and he assured me that it would be quite incredible for field mice to
infest the priory in such a sudden and unprecedented fashion.
That night, dispensing as usual with a valet, I retired in the
west tower chamber which I had chosen as my own, reached from the study by a
stone staircase and short gallery—the former partly ancient, the latter
entirely restored. This room was circular, very high, and without wainscoting,
being hung with arras which I had myself chosen in London.
Seeing that Nigger-Man was with me, I shut the heavy Gothic door
and retired by the light of the electric bulbs which so cleverly counterfeited
candles, finally switching off the light and sinking on the carved and canopied
four-poster, with the venerable cat in his accustomed place across my feet. I
did not draw the curtains, but gazed out at the narrow window which I faced.
There was a suspicion of aurora in the sky, and the delicate traceries of the
window were pleasantly silhouetted.
At some time I must have fallen quietly asleep, for I recall a
distinct sense of leaving strange dreams, when the cat started violently from
his placid position. I saw him in the faint auroral glow, head strained
forward, fore feet on my ankles, and hind feet stretched behind. He was looking
intensely at a point on the wall somewhat west of the window, a point which to
my eye had nothing to mark it, but toward which all my attention was now
directed.
And as I watched, I knew that Nigger-Man was not vainly excited.
Whether the arras actually moved I cannot say. I think it did, very slightly.
But what I can swear to is that behind it I heard a low, distinct scurrying as
of rats or mice. In a moment the cat had jumped bodily on the screening
tapestry, bringing the affected section to the floor with his weight, and
exposing a damp, ancient wall of stone; patched here and there by the
restorers, and devoid of any trace of rodent prowlers.
Nigger-Man raced up and down the floor by this part of the wall,
clawing the fallen arras and seemingly trying at times to insert a paw between
the wall and the oaken floor. He found nothing, and after a time returned
wearily to his place across my feet. I had not moved, but I did not sleep again
that night.
In the morning I questioned all the servants, and found that none
of them had noticed anything unusual, save that the cook remembered the actions
of a cat which had rested on her windowsill. This cat had howled at some
unknown hour of the night, awaking the cook in time for her to see him dart
purposefully out of the open door down the stairs. I drowsed away the noontime,
and in the afternoon called again on Capt. Norrys, who became exceedingly
interested in what I told him. The odd incidents—so slight yet so
curious—appealed to his sense of the picturesque and elicited from him a number
of reminiscenses of local ghostly lore. We were genuinely perplexed at the
presence of rats, and Norrys lent me some traps and Paris green, which I had
the servants place in strategic localities when I returned.
I retired early, being very sleepy, but was harassed by dreams of
the most horrible sort. I seemed to be looking down from an immense height upon
a twilit grotto, knee-deep with filth, where a white-bearded daemon swineherd
drove about with his staff a flock of fungous, flabby beasts whose appearance
filled me with unutterable loathing. Then, as the swineherd paused and nodded
over his task, a mighty swarm of rats rained down on the stinking abyss and
fell to devouring beasts and man alike.
From this terrific vision I was abruptly awakened by the motions
of Nigger-Man, who had been sleeping as usual across my feet. This time I did
not have to question the source of his snarls and hisses, and of the fear which
made him sink his claws into my ankle, unconscious of their effect; for on
every side of the chamber the walls were alive with nauseous sound—the veminous
slithering of ravenous, gigantic rats. There was now no aurora to show the
state of the arras—the fallen section of which had been replaced—but I was not
too frightened to switch on the light.
As the bulbs leapt into radiance I saw a hideous shaking all over
the tapestry, causing the somewhat peculiar designs to execute a singular dance
of death. This motion disappeared almost at once, and the sound with it.
Springing out of bed, I poked at the arras with the long handle of a
warming-pan that rested near, and lifted one section to see what lay beneath.
There was nothing but the patched stone wall, and even the cat had lost his
tense realization of abnormal presences. When I examined the circular trap that
had been placed in the room, I found all of the openings sprung, though no
trace remained of what had been caught and had escaped.
Further sleep was out of the question, so lighting a candle, I
opened the door and went out in the gallery towards the stairs to my study,
Nigger-Man following at my heels. Before we had reached the stone steps,
however, the cat darted ahead of me and vanished down the ancient flight. As I
descended the stairs myself, I became suddenly aware of sounds in the great
room below; sounds of a nature which could not be mistaken.
The oak-panelled walls were alive with rats, scampering and
milling whilst Nigger-Man was racing about with the fury of a baffled hunter.
Reaching the bottom, I switched on the light, which did not this time cause the
noise to subside. The rats continued their riot, stampeding with such force and
distinctness that I could finally assign to their motions a definite direction.
These creatures, in numbers apparently inexhaustible, were engaged in one
stupendous migration from inconceivable heights to some depth conceivably or
inconceivably below.
I now heard steps in the corridor, and in another moment two
servants pushed open the massive door. They were searching the house for some unknown
source of disturbance which had thrown all the cats into a snarling panic and
caused them to plunge precipitately down several flights of stairs and squat,
yowling, before the closed door to the sub-cellar. I asked them if they had
heard the rats, but they replied in the negative. And when I turned to call
their attention to the sounds in the panels, I realized that the noise had
ceased.
With the two men, I went down to the door of the sub-cellar, but
found the cats already dispersed. Later I resolved to explore the crypt below,
but for the present I merely made a round of the traps. All were sprung, yet
all were tenantless. Satisfying myself that no one had heard the rats save the
felines and me, I sat in my study till morning, thinking profoundly and
recalling every scrap of legend I had unearthed concerning the building I
inhabited. I slept some in the forenoon, leaning back in the one comfortable
library chair which my mediaeval plan of furnishing could not banish. Later I
telephoned to Capt. Norrys, who came over and helped me explore the sub-cellar.
Absolutely nothing untoward was found, although we could not
repress a thrill at the knowledge that this vault was built by Roman hands.
Every low arch and massive pillar was Roman—not the debased Romanesque of the
bungling Saxons, but the severe and harmonious classicism of the age of the
Caesars; indeed, the walls abounded with inscriptions familiar to the
antiquarians who had repeatedly explored the place—things like "P. GETAE.
PROP...TEMP...DONA..."and "L. PRAEG...VS...PONTIFI...ATYS..."
The reference to Atys made me shiver, for I had read Catullus and
knew something of the hideous rites of the Eastern god, whose worship was so
mixed with that of Cybele. Norrys and I, by the light of lanterns, tried to
interpret the odd and nearly effaced designs on certain irregularly rectangular
blocks of stone generally held to be altars, but could make nothing of them. We
remembered that one pattern, a sort of rayed sun, was held by students to imply
a non-Roman origin suggesting that these altars had merely been adopted by the
Roman priests from some older and perhaps aboriginal temple on the same site.
On one of these blocks were some brown stains which made me wonder. The
largest, in the centre of the room, had certain features on the upper surface
which indicated its connection with fire—probably burnt offerings.
Such were the sights in that crypt before whose door the cats
howled, and where Norrys and I now determined to pass the night. Couches were
brought down by the servants, who were told not to mind any nocturnal actions
of the cats, and Nigger-Man was admitted as much for help as for companionship.
We decided to keep the great oak door—a modern replica with slits for
ventilation—tightly closed; and, with this attended to, we retired with
lanterns still burning to await whatever might occur.
The vault was very deep in the foundations of the priory, and
undoubtedly far down on the face of the beetling limestone cliff overlooking
the waste valley. That it had been the goal of the scuffling and unexplainable
rats I could not doubt, though why, I could not tell. As we lay there
expectantly, I found my vigil occasionally mixed with half-formed dreams from
which the uneasy motions of the cat across my feet would rouse me.
These dreams were not wholesome, but horribly like the one I had
had the night before. I saw again the twilit grotto, and the swineherd with his
unmentionable fungous beasts wallowing in filth, and as I looked at these
things they seemed nearer and more distinct—so distinct that I could almost
observe their features. Then I did observe the flabby features of one of
them—and awakened with such a scream that Nigger-Man started up, whilst Capt.
Norrys, who had not slept, laughed considerably. Norrys might have laughed
more—or perhaps less—had he known what it was that made me scream. But I did
not remember myself till later. Ultimate horror often paralyses memory in a
merciful way.
Norrys waked me when the phenomena began. Out of the same
frightful dream I was called by his gentle shaking and his urging to listen to
the cats. Indeed, there was much to listen to, for beyond the closed door at
the head of the stone steps was a veritable nightmare of feline yelling and
clawing, whilst Nigger-Man, unmindful of his kindred outside, was running
excitedly round the bare stone walls, in which I heard the same babel of
scurrying rats that had troubled me the night before.
An acute terror now rose within me, for here were anomalies which
nothing normal could well explain. These rats, if not the creatures of a
madness which I shared with the cats alone, must be burrowing and sliding in
Roman walls I had thought to be solid limestone blocks...unless perhaps the
action of water through more than seventeen centuries had eaten winding tunnels
which rodent bodies had worn clear and ample...But even so, the spectral horror
was no less; for if these were living vermin why did not Norrys hear their
disgusting commotion? Why did he urge me to watch Nigger-Man and listen to the
cats outside, and why did he guess wildly and vaguely at what could have
aroused them?
By the time I had managed to tell him, as rationally as I could,
what I thought I was hearing, my ears gave me the last fading impression of
scurrying; which had retreated still downward, far underneath this deepest of
sub-cellars till it seemed as if the whole cliff below were riddled with
questing rats. Norrys was not as sceptical as I had anticipated, but instead
seemed profoundly moved. He motioned to me to notice that the cats at the door
had ceased their clamour, as if giving up the rats for lost; whilst Nigger-Man
had a burst of renewed restlessness, and was clawing frantically around the
bottom of the large stone altar in the centre of the room, which was nearer Norrys'
couch than mine.
My fear of the unknown was at this point very great. Something
astounding had occurred, and I saw that Capt. Norrys, a younger, stouter, and
presumably more naturally materialistic man, was affected fully as much as
myself—perhaps because of his lifelong and intimate familiarity with local
legend. We could for the moment do nothing but watch the old black cat as he
pawed with decreasing fervour at the base of the altar, occasionally looking up
and mewing to me in that persuasive manner which he used when he wished me to
perform some favour for him.
Norrys now took a lantern close to the altar and examined the
place where Nigger-Man was pawing; silently kneeling and scraping away the
lichens of the centuries which joined the massive pre-Roman block to the
tessellated floor. He did not find anything, and was about to abandon his
efforts when I noticed a trivial circumstance which made me shudder, even
though it implied nothing more than I had already imagined.
I told him of it, and we both looked at its almost imperceptible
manifestation with the fixedness of fascinated discovery and acknowledgment. It
was only this—that the flame of the lantern set down near the altar was
slightly but certainly flickering from a draught of air which it had not before
received, and which came indubitably from the crevice between floor and altar
where Norrys was scraping away the lichens.
We spent the rest of the night in the brilliantly-lighted study,
nervously discussing what we should do next. The discovery that some vault
deeper than the deepest known masonry of the Romans underlay this accursed
pile, some vault unsuspected by the curious antiquarians of three centuries,
would have been sufficient to excite us without any background of the sinister.
As it was, the fascination became two—fold; and we paused in doubt whether to
abandon our search and quit the priory forever in superstitious caution, or to
gratify our sense of adventure and brave whatever horrors might await us in the
unknown depths.
By morning we had compromised, and decided to go to London to
gather a group of archaeologists and scientific men fit to cope with the
mystery. It should be mentioned that before leaving the sub-cellar we had
vainly tried to move the central altar which we now recognized as the gate to a
new pit of nameless fear. What secret would open the gate, wiser men than we
would have to find.
During many days in London Capt. Norrys and I presented our facts,
conjectures, and legendary anecdotes to five eminent authorities, all men who
could be trusted to respect any family disclosures which future explorations
might develop. We found most of them little disposed to scoff but, instead,
intensely interested and sincerely sympathetic. It is hardly necessary to name
them all, but I may say that they included Sir William Brinton, whose
excavations in the Troad excited most of the world in their day. As we all took
the train for Anchester I felt myself poised on the brink of frightful
revelations, a sensation symbolized by the air of mourning among the many
Americans at the unexpected death of the President on the other side of the
world.
On the evening of 7 August we reached Exham Priory, where the
servants assured me that nothing unusual had occurred. The cats, even old
Nigger-Man, had been perfectly placid, and not a trap in the house had been
sprung. We were to begin exploring on the following day, awaiting which I
assigned well-appointed rooms to all my guests.
I myself retired in my own tower chamber, with Nigger-Man across
my feet. Sleep came quickly, but hideous dreams assailed me. There was a vision
of a Roman feast like that of Trimalchio, with a horror in a covered platter.
Then came that damnable, recurrent thing about the swineherd and his filthy
drove in the twilit grotto. Yet when I awoke it was full daylight, with normal
sounds in the house below. The rats, living or spectral, had not troubled me;
and Nigger-Man was still quietly asleep. On going down, I found that the same
tranquillity had prevailed elsewhere; a condition which one of the assembled
servants—a fellow named Thornton, devoted to the psychic—rather absurdly laid
to the fact that I had now been shown the thing which certain forces had wished
to show me.
All was now ready, and at 11 A.M. our entire group of seven men,
bearing powerful electric searchlights and implements of excavation, went down
to the sub-cellar and bolted the door behind us. Nigger-Man was with us, for
the investigators found no occasion to despise his excitability, and were
indeed anxious that he be present in case of obscure rodent manifestations. We
noted the Roman inscriptions and unknown altar designs only briefly, for three
of the savants had already seen them, and all knew their characteristics. Prime
attention was paid to the momentous central altar, and within an hour Sir
William Brinton had caused it to tilt backward, balanced by some unknown
species of counterweight.
There now lay revealed such a horror as would have overwhelmed us
had we not been prepared. Through a nearly square opening in the tiled floor,
sprawling on a flight of stone steps so prodigiously worn that it was little
more than an inclined plane at the centre, was a ghastly array of human or
semi-human bones. Those which retained their collocation as skeletons showed
attitudes of panic fear, and over all were the marks of rodent gnawing. The
skulls denoted nothing short of utter idiocy, cretinism, or primitive
semi-apedom.
Above the hellishly littered steps arched a descending passage
seemingly chiselled from the solid rock, and conducting a current of air. This
current was not a sudden and noxious rush as from a closed vault, but a cool
breeze with something of freshness in it. We did not pause long, but
shiveringly began to clear a passage down the steps. It was then that Sir
William, examining the hewn walls, made the odd observation that the passage,
according to the direction of the strokes, must have been chiselled from
beneath.
I must be very deliberate now, and choose my words. After
ploughing down a few steps amidst the gnawled bones we saw that there was light
ahead; not any mystic phosphorescence, but a filtered daylight which could not
come except from unknown fissures in the cliff that over—looked the waste
valley. That such fissures had escaped notice from outside was hardly
remarkable, for not only is the valley wholly uninhabited, but the cliff is so
high and beetling that only an aeronaut could study its face in detail. A few
steps more, and our breaths were literally snatched from us by what we saw; so
literally that Thornton, the psychic investigator, actually fainted in the arms
of the dazed men who stood behind him. Norrys, his plump face utterly white and
flabby, simply cried out inarticulately; whilst I think that what I did was to
gasp or hiss, and cover my eyes.
The man behind me—the only one of the party older than I—croaked
the hackneyed "My God!" in the most cracked voice I ever heard. Of
seven cultivated men, only Sir William Brinton retained his composure, a thing
the more to his credit because he led the party and must have seen the sight
first.
It was a twilit grotto of enormous height, stretching away farther
than any eye could see; a subterraneous world of limitless mystery and horrible
suggestion. There were buildings and other architectural remains—in one
terrified glance I saw a weird pattern of tumuli, a savage circle of monoliths,
a low-domed Roman ruin, a sprawling Saxon pile, and an early English edifice of
wood—but all these were dwarfed by the ghoulish spectacle presented by the general
surface of the ground. For yards about the steps extended an insane tangle of
human bones, or bones at least as human as those on the steps. Like a foamy sea
they stretched, some fallen apart, but others wholly or partly articulated as
skeletons; these latter invariably in postures of daemoniac frenzy, either
fighting off some menace or clutching other forms with cannibal intent.
When Dr Trask, the anthropologist, stopped to classify the skulls,
he found a degraded mixture which utterly baffled him. They were mostly lower
than the Piltdown man in the scale of evolution, but in every case definitely
human. Many were of higher grade, and a very few were the skulls of supremely
and sensitively developed types. All the bones were gnawed, mostly by rats, but
somewhat by others of the half-human drove. Mixed with them were many tiny
hones of rats—fallen members of the lethal army which closed the ancient epic.
I wonder that any man among us lived and kept his sanity through
that hideous day of discovery. Not Hoffman nor Huysmans could conceive a scene
more wildly incredible, more frenetically repellent, or more Gothically
grotesque than the twilit grotto through which we seven staggered; each
stumbling on revelation after revelation, and trying to keep for the nonce from
thinking of the events which must have taken place there three hundred, or a
thousand, or two thousand or ten thousand years ago. It was the antechamber of
hell, and poor Thornton fainted again when Trask told him that some of the
skeleton things must have descended as quadrupeds through the last twenty or
more generations.
Horror piled on horror as we began to interpret the architectural
remains. The quadruped things—with their occasional recruits from the biped
class—had been kept in stone pens, out of which they must have broken in their
last delirium of hunger or rat-fear. There had been great herds of them,
evidently fattened on the coarse vegetables whose remains could be found as a
sort of poisonous ensilage at the bottom of the huge stone bins older than
Rome. I knew now why my ancestors had had such excessive gardens—would to
heaven I could forget! The purpose of the herds I did not have to ask.
Sir William, standing with his searchlight in the Roman ruin,
translated aloud the most shocking ritual I have ever known; and told of the
diet of the antediluvian cult which the priests of Cybele found and mingled
with their own. Norrys, used as he was to the trenches, could not walk straight
when he came out of the English building. It was a butcher shop and kitchen—he
had expected that—but it was too much to see familiar English implements in
such a place, and to read familiar English graffiti there, some as recent as
1610. I could not go in that building—that building whose daemon activities were
stopped only by the dagger of my ancestor Walter de la Poer.
What I did venture to enter was the low Saxon building whose oaken
door had fallen, and there I found a terrible row of ten stone cells with rusty
bars. Three had tenants, all skeletons of high grade, and on the bony
forefinger of one I found a seal ring with my own coat-of—arms. Sir William
found a vault with far older cells below the Roman chapel, but these cells were
empty. Below them was a low crypt with cases of formally arranged bones, some of
them bearing terrible parallel inscriptions carved in Latin, Greek, and the
tongue of Phyrgia.
Meanwhile, Dr Trask had opened one of the prehistoric tumuli, and
brought to light skulls which were slightly more human than a gorilla's, and
which bore indescribably ideographic carvings. Through all this horror my cat
stalked unperturbed. Once I saw him monstrously perched atop a mountain of
bones, and wondered at the secrets that might lie behind his yellow eyes.
Having grasped to some slight degree the frightful revelations of
this twilit area—an area so hideously foreshadowed by my recurrent dream—we
turned to that apparently boundless depth of midnight cavern where no ray of
light from the cliff could penetrate. We shall never know what sightless Stygian
worlds yawn beyond the little distance we went, for it was decided that such
secrets are not good for mankind. But there was plenty to engross us close at
hand, for we had not gone far before the searchlights showed that accursed
infinity of pits in which the rats had feasted, and whose sudden lack of
replenishment had driven the ravenous rodent army first to turn on the living
herds of starving things, and then to burst forth from the priory in that
historic orgy of devastation which the peasants will never forget.
God! those carrion black pits of sawed, picked bones and opened
skulls! Those nightmare chasms choked with the pithecanthropoid, Celtic, Roman,
and English bones of countless unhallowed centuries! Some of them were full,
and none can say how deep they had once been. Others were still bottomless to
our searchlights, and peopled by unnamable fancies. What, I thought, of the
hapless rats that stumbled into such traps amidst the blackness of their quests
in this grisly Tartarus?
Once my foot slipped near a horribly yawning brink, and I had a
moment of ecstatic fear. I must have been musing a long time, for I could not
see any of the party but plump Capt. Norrys. Then there came a sound from that
inky, boundless, farther distance that I thought I knew; and I saw my old black
cat dart past me like a winged Egyptian god, straight into the illimitable gulf
of the unknown. But I was not far behind, for there was no doubt after another
second. It was the eldritch scurrying of those fiend-born rats, always questing
for new horrors, and determined to lead me on even unto those grinning caverns
of earth's centre where Nyarlathotep, the mad faceless god, howls blindly in
the darkness to the piping of two amorphous idiot flute—players.
My searchlight expired, but still I ran. I heard voices, and
yowls, and echoes, but above all there gently rose that impious, insidious
scurrying; gently rising, rising, as a stiff bloated corpse gently rises above
an oily river that flows under the endless onyx bridges to a black, putrid sea.
Something bumped into me—something soft and plump. It must have
been the rats; the viscous, gelatinous, ravenous army that feast on the dead
and the living...Why shouldn't rats eat a de la Poer as a de la Poer eats
forbidden things?...The war ate my boy, damn them all...and the Yanks ate
Carfax with flames and burnt Grandsire Delapore and the secret...No, no, I tell
you, I am not that daemon swineherd in the twilit grotto! It was not Edward
Norrys' fat face on that flabby fungous thing! Who says I am a de la Poer? He
lived, but my boy died!...Shall a Norrys hold the land of a de la Poer?...It's
voodoo, I tell you...that spotted snake...Curse you, Thornton, I'll teach you
to faint at what my family do!...'Sblood, thou stinkard, I'll learn ye how to gust...wolde
ye swynke me thilke wys?...Magna Mater! Magna Mater!...Atys...Dia ad aghaidh's
ad aodaun...agus bas dunarch ort! Dhonas 's dholas ort, agus leat-sa!...Ungl
unl... rrlh...chchch...
This is what they say I said when they found me in the blackness
after three hours; found me crouching in the blackness over the plump,
half—eaten body of Capt. Norrys, with my own cat leaping and tearing at my
throat. Now they have blown up Exham Priory, taken my Nigger-Man away from me,
and shut me into this barred room at Hanwell with fearful whispers about my
heredity and experience. Thornton is in the next room, but they prevent me from
talking to him. They are trying, too, to suppress most of the facts concerning
the priory. When I speak of poor Norrys they accuse me of this hideous thing,
but they must know that I did not do it. They must know it was the rats; the
slithering scurrying rats whose scampering will never let me sleep; the daemon
rats that race behind the padding in this room and beckon me down to greater
horrors than I have ever known; the rats they can never hear; the rats, the
rats in the walls.
I
From even the greatest of horrors irony is seldom absent.
Sometimes it enters directly into the composition of the events, while sometimes
it relates only to their fortuitous position among persons and places. The
latter sort is splendidly exemplified by a case in the ancient city of
Providence, where in the late forties Edgar Allan Poe used to sojourn often
during his unsuccessful wooing of the gifted poetess, Mrs. Whitman. Poe
generally stopped at the Mansion House in Benefit Street—the renamed Golden
Ball Inn whose roof has sheltered Washington, Jefferson, and Lafayette—and his
favourite walk led northward along the same street to Mrs. Whitman's home and
the neighbouring hillside churchyard of St. John's whose hidden expanse of
eighteenth-century gravestones had for him a peculiar fascination.
Now the irony is this. In this walk, so many times repeated, the
world's greatest master of the terrible and the bizarre was obliged to pass a
particular house on the eastern side of the street; a dingy, antiquated
structure perched on the abruptly rising side hill, with a great unkept yard
dating from a time when the region was partly open country. It does not appear
that he ever wrote or spoke of it, nor is there any evidence that he even
noticed it. And yet that house, to the two persons in possession of certain
information, equals or outranks in horror the wildest phantasy of the genius
who so often passed it unknowingly, and stands starkly leering as a symbol of
all that is unutterably hideous.
The house was—and for that matter still is—of a kind to attract
the attention of the curious. Originally a farm or semi-farm building, it
followed the average New England colonial lines of the middle eighteenth
century—the prosperous peaked-roof sort, with two stories and dormerless attic,
and with the Georgian doorway and interior paneling dictated by the progress of
taste at that time. It faced south, with one gable end buried to the lower
windows in the eastward rising hill, and the other exposed to the foundations
toward the street. Its construction, over a century and a half ago, had
followed the grading and straightening of the road in that especial vicinity;
for Benefit Street—at first called Back Street—was laid out as a lane winding
amongst the graveyards of the first settlers, and straightened only when the
removal of the bodies to the North Burial Ground made it decently possible to
cut through the old family plots.
At the start, the western wall had lain some twenty feet up a
precipitous lawn from the roadway; but a widening of the street at about the
time of the Revolution sheared off most of the intervening space, exposing the
foundations so that a brick basement wall had to be made, giving the deep
cellar a street frontage with the door and two windows above ground, close to
the new line of public travel. When the sidewalk was laid out a century ago the
last of the intervening space was removed; and Poe in his walks must have seen
only a sheer ascent of dull grey brick flush with the sidewalk and surmounted
at a height of ten feet by the antique shingled bulk of the house proper.
The farm-like grounds extended back very deeply up the hill, al most
to Wheaton Street. The space south of the house, abutting on Benefit Street,
was of course greatly above the existing sidewalk level, forming a terrace
bounded by a high bank wall of damp, mossy stone pierced by a steep flight of
narrow steps which led inward between canyon-like surfaces to the upper region
of mangy lawn, rheumy brick walls, and neglected gardens whose dismantled
cement urns, rusted kettles fallen from tripods of knotty sticks, and similar
paraphernalia set off the weather-beaten front door with its broken fanlight,
rotting Ionic pilasters, and wormy triangular pediment.
What I heard in my youth about the shunned house was merely that
people died there in alarmingly great numbers. That, I was told, was why the
original owners had moved out some twenty years after building the place. It
was plainly unhealthy, perhaps because of the dampness and fungous growth in
the cellar, the general sickish smell, the draughts of the hallways, or the
quality of the well and pump water. These things were bad enough, and these
were all that gained belief among the person whom I knew. Only the notebooks of
my antiquarian uncle, Dr. Elihu Whipple, revealed to me at length the darker,
vaguer surmises which formed an undercurrent of folk-lore among old-time servants
and humble folk, surmises which never travelled far, and which were largely
forgotten when Providence grew to be a metropolis with a shifting modern
population.
The general fact is, that the house was never regarded by the
solid part of the community as in any real sense "haunted."There were
no widespread tales of rattling chains, cold currents of air, extinguished
lights, or faces at the window. Extremists sometimes said the house was
"unlucky," but that is as far as even they went. What was really beyond
dispute is that a frightful proportion of persons died there; or more
accurately, had died there, since after some peculiar happenings over sixty
years ago the building had become deserted through the sheer impossibility of
renting it. These persons were not all cut off suddenly by any one cause;
rather did it seem that their vitality was insidiously sapped, so that each one
died the sooner from whatever tendency to weakness he may have naturally had.
And those who did not die displayed in varying degree a type of anaemia or
consumption, and sometimes a decline of the mental faculties, which spoke ill
for the salubriousness of the building. Neighbouring houses, it must be added,
seemed entirely free from the noxious quality.
This much I knew before my insistent questioning led my uncle to
show me the notes which finally embarked us both on our hideous investigation.
In my childhood the shunned house was vacant, with barren, gnarled and terrible
old trees, long, queerly pale grass and nightmarishly misshapen weeds in the
high terraced yard where birds never lingered. We boys used to overrun the
place, and I can still recall my youthful terror not only at the morbid
strangeness of this sinister vegetation, but at the eldritch atmosphere and
odour of the dilapidated house, whose unlocked front door was often entered in
quest of shudders. The small-paned windows were largely broken, and a nameless
air of desolation hung round the precarious panelling, shaky interior shutters,
peeling wallpaper, falling plaster, rickety staircases, and such fragments of
battered furniture as still remained. The dust and cobwebs added their touch of
the fearful; and brave indeed was the boy who would voluntarily ascend the
ladder to the attic, a vast raftered length lighted only by small blinking
windows in the gable ends, and filled with a massed wreckage of chests, chairs,
and spinning-wheels which infinite years of deposit had shrouded and festooned
into monstrous and hellish shapes.
But after all, the attic was not the most terrible part of the
house. It was the dank, humid cellar which somehow exerted the strongest
repulsion on us, even though it was wholly above ground on the street side,
with only a thin door and window-pierced brick wall to separate it from the
busy sidewalk. We scarcely knew whether to haunt it in spectral fascination, or
to shun it for the sake of our souls and our sanity. For one thing, the bad
odour of the house was strongest there; and for another thing, we did not like
the white fungous growths which occasionally sprang up in rainy summer weather
from the hard earth floor. Those fungi, grotesquely like the vegetation in the
yard outside, were truly horrible in their outlines; detestable parodies of
toadstools and Indian pipes, whose like we had never seen in any other
situation. They rotted quickly, and at one stage became slightly
phosphorescent; so that nocturnal passers-by sometimes spoke of witch—fires
glowing behind the broken panes of the foetor-spreading windows.
We never—even in our wildest Hallowe'en moods—visited this cellar
by night, but in some of our daytime visits could detect the phosphorescence,
especially when the day was dark and wet. There was also a subtler thing we
often thought we detected—a very strange thing which was, however, merely
suggestive at most. I refer to a sort of cloudy whitish pattern on the dirt
floor—a vague, shifting deposit of mould or nitre which we sometimes thought we
could trace amidst the sparse fungous growths near the huge fireplace of the
basement kitchen. Once in a while it struck us that this patch bore an uncanny
resemblance to a doubled-up human figure, though generally no such kinship
existed, and often there was no whitish deposit whatever. On a certain rainy
afternoon when this illusion seemed phenomenally strong, and when, in addition,
I had fancied I glimpsed a kind of thin, yellowish, shimmering exhalation
rising from the nitrous pattern toward the yawning fireplace, I spoke to my
uncle about the matter. He smiled at this odd conceit, but it seemed that his
smile was tinged with reminiscence. Later I heard that a similar notion entered
into some of the wild ancient tales of the common folk—a notion likewise
alluding to ghoulish, wolfish shapes taken by smoke from the great chimney, and
queer contours assumed by certain of the sinuous tree—roots that thrust their
way into the cellar through the loose foundation-stones.
II
Not till my adult years did my uncle set before me the notes and
data which he had collected concerning the shunned house. Dr. Whipple was a
sane, conservative physician of the old school, and for all his interest in the
place was not eager to encourage young thoughts toward the abnormal. His own
view, postulating simply a building and location of markedly unsanitary
qualities, had nothing to do with abnormality; but he realized that the very
picturesqueness which aroused his own interest would in a boy's fanciful mind
take on all manner of gruesome imaginative associations.
The doctor was a bachelor; a white-haired, clean-shaven, old-fashioned
gentleman, and a local historian of note, who had often broken a lance with
such controversial guardians of tradition as Sidney S. Rider and Thomas W.
Bicknell. He lived with one manservant in a Georgian homestead with knocker and
iron-railed steps, balanced eerily on the steep ascent of North Court Street
beside the ancient brick court and colony house where his grandfather—a cousin
of that celebrated privateersman, Capt. Whipple, who burnt His Majesty's armed
schooner Gaspee in 1772—had voted in the legislature on May 4,
1776, for the independence of the Rhode Island Colony. Around him in the damp,
low-ceiled library with the musty white paneling, heavy carved overmantel and
small-paned, vine-shaded windows, were the relics and records of his ancient
family, among which were many dubious allusions to the shunned house in Benefit
Street. That pest spot lies not far distant—for Benefit runs ledgewise just
above the court house along the precipitous hill up which the first settlement
climbed.
When, in the end, my insistent pestering and maturing years evoked
from my uncle the hoarded lore I sought, there lay before me a strange enough
chronicle. Long-winded, statistical, and drearily genealogical as some of the
matter was, there ran through it a continuous thread of brooding, tenacious
horror and preternatural malevolence which impressed me even more than it had
impressed the good doctor. Separate events fitted together uncannily, and
seemingly irrelevant details held mines of hideous possibilities. A new and
burning curiosity grew in me, compared to which my boyish curiosity was feeble
and inchoate. The first revelation led to an exhaustive research, and finally
to that shuddering quest which proved so disastrous to myself and mine. For at
last my uncle insisted on joining the search I had commenced, and after a
certain night in that house he did not come away with me. I am lonely without
that gentle soul whose long years were filled only with honour, virtue, good
taste, benevolence, and learning. I have reared a marble urn to his memory in
St. John's churchyard—the place that Poe loved—the hidden grove of giant
willows on the hill, where tombs and headstones huddle quietly between the
hoary bulk of the church and the houses and bank walls of Benefit Street.
The history of the house, opening amidst a maze of dates, revealed
no trace of the sinister either about its construction or about the prosperous
and honourable family who built it. Yet from the first a taint of calamity,
soon increased to boding significance, was apparent. My uncle's carefully
compiled record began with the building of the structure in 1763, and followed
the theme with an unusual amount of detail. The shunned house, it seems, was
first inhabited by William Harris and his wife Rhoby Dexter, with their
children, Elkanah, born in 1755, Abigail, born in 1757, William, Jr., born in
1759, and Ruth, born in 1761. Harris was a substantial merchant and seaman in
the West India trade, connected with the firm of Obadiah Brown and his nephews.
After Brown's death in 1761, the new firm of Nicholas Brown & Co. made
him master of the brig Prudence, Providence-built, of 120 tons,
thus enabling him to erect the new homestead he had desired ever since his
marriage.
The site he had chosen—a recently straightened part of the new and
fashionable Back Street, which ran along the side of the hill above crowded
Cheapside—was all that could be wished, and the building did justice to the
location. It was the best that moderate means could afford, and Harris hastened
to move in before the birth of a fifth child which the family expected. That
child, a boy, came in December; but was still-born. Nor was any child to be
born alive in that house for a century and a half.
The next April sickness occurred among the children, and Abigail
and Ruth died before the month was over. Dr. Job Ives diagnosed the trouble as
some infantile fever, though others declared it was more of a mere wasting-away
or decline. It seemed, in any event, to be contagious; for Hannah Bowen, one of
the two servants, died of it in the following June. Eli Liddeason, the other
servant, constantly complained of weakness; and would have returned to his
father's farm in Rehoboth but for a sudden attachment for Mehitabel Pierce, who
was hired to succeed Hannah. He died the next year—a sad year indeed, since it
marked the death of William Harris himself, enfeebled as he was by the climate
of Martinique, where his occupation had kept him for considerable periods
during the preceding decade.
The widowed Rhoby Harris never recovered from the shock of her
husband's death, and the passing of her firstborn Elkanah two years later was
the final blow to her reason. In 1768 she fell victim to a mild form of
insanity, and was thereafter confined to the upper part of the house, her elder
maiden sister, Mercy Dexter, having moved in to take charge of the family.
Mercy was a plain, raw-boned woman of great strength, but her health visibly
declined from the time of her advent. She was greatly devoted to her
unfortunate sister, and had an especial affection for her only surviving nephew
William, who from a sturdy infant had become a sickly, spindling lad. In this
year the servant Mehitabel died, and the other servant, Preserved Smith, left
without coherent explanation—or at least, with only some wild tales and a
complaint that he disliked the smell of the place. For a time Mercy could
secure no more help, since the seven deaths and case of madness, all occurring
within five years' space, had begun to set in motion the body of fireside
rumour which later became so bizarre. Ultimately, however, she obtained new
servants from out of town; Ann White, a morose woman from that part of North
Kingstown now set off as the township of Exeter, and a capable Boston man named
Zenas Low.
It was Ann White who first gave definite shape to the sinister
idle talk. Mercy should have known better than to hire anyone from the
Nooseneck Hill country, for that remote bit of backwoods was then, as now, a
seat of the most uncomfortable superstitions. As lately as 1892 an Exeter
community exhumed a dead body and ceremoniously burnt its heart in order to
prevent certain alleged visitations injurious to the public health and peace,
and one may imagine the point of view of the same section in 1768. Ann's tongue
was perniciously active, and within a few months Mercy discharged her, filling
her place with a faithful and amiable Amazon from Newport, Maria Robbins.
Meanwhile poor Rhoby Harris, in her madness, gave voice to dreams
and imaginings of the most hideous sort. At times her screams became
insupportable, and for long periods she would utter shrieking horrors which
necessitated her son's temporary residence with his cousin, Peleg Harris, in
Presbyterian Lane near the new college building. The boy would seem to improve
after these visits, and had Mercy been as wise as she was well-meaning, she
would have let him live permanently with Peleg. Just what Mrs. Harris cried out
in her fits of violence, tradition hesitates to say; or rather, presents such
extravagant accounts that they nullify themselves through sheer absurdity.
Certainly it sounds absurd to hear that a woman educated only in the rudiments
of French often shouted for hours in a coarse and idiomatic form of that
language, or that the same person, alone and guarded, complained wildly of a
staring thing which bit and chewed at her. In 1772 the servant Zenas died, and
when Mrs. Harris heard of it she laughed with a shocking delight utterly
foreign to her. The next year she herself died, and was laid to rest in the
North Burial Ground beside her husband.
Upon the outbreak of trouble with Great Britain in 1775, William
Harris, despite his scant sixteen years and feeble constitution, managed to
enlist in the Army of Observation under General Greene; and from that time on
enjoyed a steady rise in health and prestige.
In 1780, as a Captain in Rhode Island forces in New Jersey under
Colonel Angell, he met and married Phebe Hetfield of Elizabethtown, whom he
brought to Providence upon his honourable discharge in the following year.
The young soldier's return was not a thing of unmitigated
happiness. The house, it is true, was still in good condition; and the street
had been widened and changed in name from Back Street to Benefit Street. But
Mercy Dexter's once robust frame had undergone a sag and curious decay, so that
she was now a stooped and pathetic figure with hollow voice and disconcerting
pallor—qualities shared to a singular degree by the one remaining servant
Maria. In the autumn of 1782 Phebe Harris gave birth to a still-born daughter,
and on the fifteenth of the next May Mercy Dexter took leave of a useful,
austere, and virtuous life.
William Harris, at last thoroughly convinced of the radically
unhealthful nature of his abode, now took steps toward quitting it and closing
it forever. Securing temporary quarters for himself and wife at the newly
opened Golden Ball Inn, he arranged for the building of a new and finer house
in Westminster Street, in the growing part of the town across the Great Bridge.
There, in 1785, his son Dutee was born; and there the family dwelt till the
encroachments of commerce drove them back across the river and over the hill to
Angell Street, in the newer East Side residence district, where the late Archer
Harris built his sumptuous but hideous French-roofed mansion in 1876. William
and Phebe both succumbed to the yellow fever epidemic in 1797, but Dutee was
brought up by his cousin Rathbone Harris, Peleg's son.
Rathbone was a practical man, and rented the Benefit Street house
despite William's wish to keep it vacant. He considered it an obligation to his
ward to make the most of all the boy's property, nor did he concern himself
with the deaths and illnesses which caused so many changes of tenants, or the
steadily growing aversion with which the house was generally regarded. It is
likely that he felt only vexation when, in 1804, the town council ordered him
to fumigate the place with sulphur, tar and gum camphor on account of the
much-discussed deaths of four persons, presumably caused by the then
diminishing fever epidemic. They said the place had a febrile smell.
Dutee himself thought little of the house, for he grew up to be a
privateersman, and served with distinction on the Vigilant under
Capt. Cahoone in the War of 1812. He returned unharmed, married in 1814, and
became a father on that memorable night of September 23, 1815, when a great
gale drove the waters of the bay over half the town, and floated a tall sloop
well up Westminster Street so that its masts almost tapped the Harris windows
in symbolic affirmation that the new boy, Welcome, was a seaman's son.
Welcome did not survive his father, but lived to perish gloriously
at Fredericksburg in 1862. Neither he nor his son Archer knew of the shunned
house as other than a nuisance almost impossible to rent—perhaps on account of
the mustiness and sickly odour of unkempt old age. Indeed, it never was rented
after a series of deaths culminating in 1861, which the excitement of the war
tended to throw into obscurity. Carrington Harris, last of the male line, knew
it only as a deserted and somewhat picturesque center of legend until I told
him my experience. He had meant to tear it down and build an apartment house on
the site, but after my account, decided to let it stand, install plumbing, and
rent it. Nor has he yet had any difficulty in obtaining tenants. The horror has
gone.
III
It may well be imagined how powerfully I was affected by the
annals of the Harrises. In this continuous record there seemed to me to brood a
persistent evil beyond anything in nature as I had known it; an evil clearly
connected with the house and not with the family. This impression was confirmed
by my uncle's less systematic array of miscellaneous data—legends transcribed
from servant gossip, cuttings from the papers, copies of death certificates by
fellow-physicians, and the like. All of this material I cannot hope to give,
for my uncle was a tireless antiquarian and very deeply interested in the
shunned house; but I may refer to several dominant points which earn notice by
their recurrence through many reports from diverse sources. For example, the
servant gossip was practically unanimous in attributing to the fungous and
malodorous cellar of the house a vast supremacy in evil
influence. There had been servants—Ann White especially—who would not use the
cellar kitchen, and at least three well-defined legends bore upon the queer
quasi-human or diabolic outlines assumed by tree-roots and patches of mould in
that region. These latter narratives interested me profoundly, on account of
what I had seen in my boyhood, but I felt that most of the significance had in
each case been largely obscured by additions from the common stock of local
ghost lore.
Ann White, with her Exeter superstition, had promulgated the most
extravagant and at the same time most consistent tale; alleging that there must
lie buried beneath the house one of those vampires—the dead who retain their
bodily form and live on the blood or breath of the living—whose hideous legions
send their preying shapes or spirits abroad by night. To destroy a vampire one
must, the grandmothers say, exhume it and burn its heart, or at least drive a
stake through that organ; and Ann's dogged insistence on a search under the
cellar had been prominent in bringing about her discharge.
Her tales, however, commanded a wide audience, and were the more
readily accepted because the house indeed stood on land once used for burial
purposes. To me their interest depended less on this circumstance than on the
peculiarly appropriate way in which they dove-tailed with certain other
things—the complaint of the departing servant Preserved Smith, who had preceded
Ann and never heard of her, that something "sucked his breath" at
night; the death-certificates of fever victims of 1804, issued by Dr. Chad
Hopkins, and showing the four deceased persons all unaccountably lacking in
blood; and the obscure passages of poor Rhoby Harris's ravings, where she
complained of the sharp teeth of a glassy-eyed, half-visible presence.
Free from unwarranted superstition though I am, these things
produced in me an odd sensation, which was intensified by a pair of widely
separated newspaper cuttings relating to deaths in the shunned house—one from
the Providence Gazette and Country-Journal of April 12, 1815,
and the other from the Daily Transcript and Chronicle of
October 27, 1845—each of which detailed an appallingly grisly circumstance
whose duplication was remarkable. It seems that in both instances the dying
person, in 1815 a gentle old lady named Stafford and in 1845 a school-teacher
of middle age named Eleazar Durfee, became transfigured in a horrible way;
glaring glassily and attempting to bite the throat of the attending physician.
Even more puzzling, though, was the final case which put an end to the renting
of the house—a series of anaemia deaths preceded by progressive madnesses
wherein the patient would craftily attempt the lives of his relatives by
incisions in the neck or wrists.
This was in 1860 and 1861, when my uncle had just begun his medical
practice; and before leaving for the front he heard much of it from his elder
professional colleagues. The really inexplicable thing was the way in which the
victims—ignorant people, for the ill-smelling and widely shunned house could
now be rented to no others—would babble maledictions in French, a language they
could not possibly have studied to any extent. It made one think of poor Rhoby
Harris nearly a century before, and so moved my uncle that he commenced
collecting historical data on the house after listening, some time subsequent
to his return from the war, to the first-hand account of Drs. Chase and
Whitmarsh. Indeed, I could see that my uncle had thought deeply on the subject,
and that he was glad of my own interest—an open-minded and sympathetic interest
which enabled him to discuss with me matters at which others would merely have
laughed. His fancy had not gone so far as mine, but he felt that the place was
rare in its imaginative potentialities, and worthy of note as an inspiration in
the field of the grotesque and macabre.
For my part, I was disposed to take the whole subject with
profound seriousness, and began at once not only to review the evidence, but to
accumulate as much as I could. I talked with the elderly Archer Harris, then
owner of the house, many times before his death in 1916; and obtained from him
and his still surviving maiden sister Alice an authentic corroboration of all
the family data my uncle had collected. When, however, I asked them what
connection with France or its language the house could have, they confessed
themselves as frankly baffled and ignorant as I. Archer knew nothing, and all
that Miss Harris could say was that an old allusion her grandfather, Dutee
Harris, had heard of might have shed a little light. The old seaman, who had
survived his son Welcome's death in battle by two years, had not himself known
the legend; but recalled that his earliest nurse, the ancient Maria Robbins,
seemed darkly aware of something that might have lent a weird significance to
the French ravings of Rhoby Harris, which she had so often heard during the
last days of that hapless woman. Maria had been at the shunned house from 1769
till the removal of the family in 1783, and had seen Mercy Dexter die. Once she
hinted to the child Dutee of a somewhat peculiar circumstance in Mercy's last
moments, but he had soon for gotten all about it save that it was something
peculiar. The granddaughter, moreover, recalled even this much with difficulty.
She and her brother were not so much interested in the house as was Archer's
son Carrington, the present owner, with whom I talked after my experience.
Having exhausted the Harris family of all the information it could
furnish, I turned my attention to early town records and deeds with a zeal more
penetrating than that which my uncle had occasionally shown in the same work.
What I wished was a comprehensive history of the site from its very settlement
in 1636—or even before, if any Narragansett Indian legend could be unearthed to
supply the data. I found, at the start, that the land had been part of a long
strip of the lot granted originally to John Throckmorton; one of many similar
strips beginning at the Town Street beside the river and extending up over the
hill to a line roughly corresponding with the modern Hope Street. The
Throckmorton lot had later, of course, been much subdivided; and I became very
assiduous in tracing that section through which Back or Benefit Street was
later run. It had, a rumour indeed said, been the Throckmorton graveyard; but
as I examined the records more carefully, I found that the graves had all been
transferred at an early date to the North Burial Ground on the Pawtucket West
Road.
Then suddenly I came—by a rare piece of chance, since it was not
in the main body of records and might easily have been missed—upon something
which aroused my keenest eagerness, fitting in as it did with several of the
queerest phases of the affair. It was the record of a lease in 1697, of a small
tract of ground to an Etienne Roulet and wife. At last the French element had
appeared—that, and another deeper element of horror which the name conjured up
from the darkest recesses of my weird and heterogeneous reading—and I
feverishly studied the platting of the locality as it had been before the cutting
through and partial straightening of Back Street between 1747 and 1758. I found
what I had half expected, that where the shunned house now stood, the Roulets
had laid out their graveyard behind a one-story and attic cottage, and that no
record of any transfer of graves existed. The document, indeed, ended in much
confusion; and I was forced to ransack both the Rhode Island Historical Society
and Shepley Library before I could find a local door which the name of Etienne
Roulet would unlock. In the end I did find something; something of such vague
but monstrous import that I set about at once to examine the cellar of the
shunned house itself with a new and excited minuteness.
The Roulets, it seemed, had come in 1696 from East Greenwich, down
the west shore of Narragansett Bay. They were Huguenots from Caude, and had
encountered much opposition before the Providence selectmen allowed them to
settle in the town. Unpopularity had dogged them in East Greenwich, whither
they had come in 1686, after the revocation of the Edict of Nantes, and rumour
said that the cause of dislike extended beyond mere racial and national
prejudice, or the land disputes which involved other French settlers with the
English in rivalries which not even Governor Andros could quell. But their
ardent Protestantism—too ardent, some whispered—and their evident distress when
virtually driven from the village had been granted a haven; and the swarthy
Etienne Roulet, less apt at agriculture than at reading queer books and drawing
queer diagrams, was given a clerical post in the warehouse at Pardon
Tillinghast's wharf, far south in Town Street. There had, however, been a riot
of some sort later on—perhaps forty years later, after old Roulet's death—and
no one seemed to hear of the family after that.
For a century and more, it appeared, the Roulets had been well
remembered and frequently discussed as vivid incidents in the quiet life of a
New England seaport. Etienne's son Paul, a surly fellow whose erratic conduct
had probably provoked the riot which wiped out the family, was particularly a
source of speculation; and though Providence never shared the witchcraft panics
of her Puritan neighbours, it was freely intimated by old wives that his
prayers were neither uttered at the proper time nor directed toward the proper
object. All this had undoubtedly formed the basis of the legend known by old
Maria Robbins. What relation it had to the French ravings of Rhoby Harris and
other inhabitants of the shunned house, imagination or future discovery alone could
determine. I wondered how many of those who had known the legends realized that
additional link with the terrible which my wider reading had given me; that
ominous item in the annals of morbid horror which tells of the creature Jacques
Roulet, of Caude, who in 1598 was condemned to death as a daemoniac but
afterward saved from the stake by the Paris parliament and shut in a madhouse.
He had been found covered with blood and shreds of flesh in a wood, shortly
after the killing and rending of a boy by a pair of wolves. One wolf was seen
to lope away unhurt. Surely a pretty hearthside tale, with a queer significance
as to name and place; but I decided that the Providence gossips could not have
generally known of it. Had they known, the coincidence of names would have
brought some drastic and frightened action—indeed, might not its limited
whispering have precipitated the final riot which erased the Roulets from the
town?
I now visited the accursed place with increased frequency;
studying the unwholesome vegetation of the garden, examining all the walls of
the building, and poring over every inch of the earthen cellar floor. Finally,
with Carrington Harris's permission, I fitted a key to the disused door opening
from the cellar directly upon Benefit Street, preferring to have a more
immediate access to the outside world than the dark stairs, ground floor hall,
and front door could give. There, where morbidity lurked most thickly, I
searched and poked during long afternoons when the sunlight filtered in through
the cobwebbed above—ground door which placed me only a few feet from the placid
sidewalk outside. Nothing new rewarded my efforts—only the same depressing
mustiness and faint suggestions of noxious odours and nitrous outlines on the
floor—and I fancy that many pedestrians must have watched me curiously through
the broken panes.
At length, upon a suggestion of my uncle's, I decided to try the
spot nocturnally; and one stormy midnight ran the beams of an electric torch
over the mouldy floor with its uncanny shapes and distorted,
half-phosphorescent fungi. The place had dispirited me curiously that evening,
and I was almost prepared when I saw—or thought I saw—amidst the whitish
deposits a particularly sharp definition of the "huddled form" I had
suspected from boyhood. Its clearness was astonishing and unprecedented—and as
I watched I seemed to see again the thin, yellowish, shimmering exhalation
which had startled me on that rainy afternoon so many years before.
Above the anthropomorphic patch of mould by the fireplace it rose;
a subtle, sickish, almost luminous vapour which, as it hung trembling in the
dampness, seemed to develop vague and shocking suggestions of form, gradually
trailing off into nebulous decay and passing up into the blackness of the great
chimney with a foetor in its wake. It was truly horrible, and the more so to me
because of what I knew of the spot. Refusing to flee, I watched it fade—and as
I watched I felt that it was in turn watching me greedily with eyes more
imaginable than visible. When I told my uncle about it he was greatly aroused;
and after a tense hour of reflection, arrived at a definite and drastic
decision. Weighing in his mind the importance of the matter, and the
significance of our relation to it, he insisted that we both test—and if
possible destroy—the horror of the house by a joint night or nights of
aggressive vigil in that musty and fungous-cursed cellar.
IV
On Wednesday, June 25, 1919, after a proper notification of
Carrington Harris which did not include surmises as to what we expected to
find, my uncle and I conveyed to the shunned house two camp chairs and a
folding camp cot, together with some scientific mechanism of greater weight and
intricacy. These we placed in the cellar during the day, screening the windows
with paper and planning to return in the evening for our first vigil. We had
locked the door from the cellar to the ground floor; and having a key to the
outside cellar door, we were prepared to leave our expensive and delicate
apparatus—which we had obtained secretly and at great cost—as many days as our
vigil might need to be protracted. It was our design to sit up together till
very late, and then watch singly till dawn in two-hour stretches, myself first
and then my companion; the inactive member resting on the cot.
The natural leadership with which my uncle procured the
instruments from the laboratories of Brown University and the Cranston Street
Armory, and instinctively assumed direction of our venture, was a marvellous
commentary on the potential vitality and resilience of a man of eighty-one.
Elihu Whipple had lived according to the hygienic laws he had preached as a
physician, and but for what happened later would be here in full vigour today.
Only two persons suspect what did happen—Carrington Harris and myself. I had to
tell Harris because he owned the house and deserved to know what had gone out
of it. Then, too, we had spoken to him in advance of our quest; and I felt
after my uncle's going that he would understand and assist me in some vitally necessary
public explanations. He turned very pale, but agreed to help me, and decided
that it would now be safe to rent the house.
To declare that we were not nervous on that rainy night of
watching would be an exaggeration both gross and ridiculous. We were not, as I
have said, in any sense childishly superstitious, but scientific study and
reflection had taught us that the known universe of three dimensions embraces
the merest fraction of the whole cosmos of substance and energy. In this case
an overwhelming preponderance of evidence from numerous authentic sources
pointed to the tenacious existence of certain forces of great power and, so far
as the human point of view is concerned, exceptional malignancy. To say that we
actually believed in vampires or werewolves would be a carelessly inclusive
statement. Rather must it be said that we were not prepared to deny the
possibility of certain unfamiliar and unclassified modifications of vital force
and attenuated matter; existing very infrequently in three-dimensional space
because of its more intimate connection with other spatial units, yet close
enough to the boundary of our own to furnish us occasional manifestations which
we, for lack of a proper vantage-point, may never hope to understand.
In short, it seemed to my uncle and me that an incontrovertible
array of facts pointed to some lingering influence in the shunned house;
traceable to one or another of the ill-favoured French settlers of two
centuries before, and still operative through rare and unknown laws of atomic
and electronic motion. That the family of Roulet had possessed an abnormal
affinity for outer circles of entity—dark spheres which for normal folk hold
only repulsion and terror—their recorded history seemed to prove. Had not,
then, the riots of those bygone seventeen-thirties set moving certain kinetic
patterns in the morbid brain of one or more of them—notably the sinister Paul
Roulet—which obscurely survived the bodies murdered, and continued to function
in some multiple-dimensioned space along the original lines of force determined
by a frantic hatred of the encroaching community?
Such a thing was surely not a physical or biochemical
impossibility in the light of a newer science which includes the theories of
relativity and intra-atomic action. One might easily imagine an alien nucleus
of substance or energy, formless or otherwise, kept alive by imperceptible or
immaterial subtractions from the life-force or bodily tissue and fluids of
other and more palpably living things into which it penetrates and with whose
fabric it sometimes completely merges itself. It might be actively hostile, or
it might be dictated merely by blind motives of self-preservation. In any case
such a monster must of necessity be in our scheme of things an anomaly and an
intruder, whose extirpation forms a primary duty with every man not an enemy to
the world's life, health, and sanity.
What baffled us was our utter ignorance of the aspect in which we
might encounter the thing. No sane person had even seen it, and few had ever
felt it definitely. It might be pure energy—a form ethereal and outside the
realm of substance—or it might be partly material; some unknown and equivocal
mass of plasticity, capable of changing at will to nebulous approximations of
the solid, liquid, gaseous, or tenuously unparticled states. The
anthropomorphic patch of mould on the floor, the form of the yellowish vapour,
and the curvature of the tree-roots in some of the old tales, all argued at
least a remote and reminiscent connection with the human shape; but how
representative or permanent that similarity might be, none could say with any
kind of certainty.
We had devised two weapons to fight it; a large and specially
fitted Crookes tube operated by powerful storage batteries and provided with peculiar
screens and reflectors, in case it proved intangible and opposable only by
vigorously destructive ether radiations, and a pair of military flame-throwers
of the sort used in the World War, in case it proved partly material and
susceptible of mechanical destruction—for like the superstitious Exeter
rustics, we were prepared to burn the thing's heart out if heart existed to
burn. All this aggressive mechanism we set in the cellar in positions carefully
arranged with reference to the cot and chairs, and to the spot before the
fireplace where the mould had taken strange shapes. That suggestive patch, by
the way, was only faintly visible when we placed our furniture and instruments,
and when we returned that evening for the actual vigil. For a moment I half-doubted
that I had ever seen it in the more definitely limned form—but then I thought
of the legends.
Our cellar vigil began at 10 P.M., daylight saving time, and as it
continued we found no promise of pertinent developments. A weak, filtered glow
from the rain-harassed street lamps outside, and a feeble phosphorescence from
the detestable fungi within, showed the dripping stone of the walls, from which
all traces of whitewash had vanished; the dank, foetid and mildew-tainted hard
earth floor with its obscene fungi; the rotting remains of what had been
stools, chairs and tables, and other more shapeless furniture; the heavy planks
and massive beams of the ground floor overhead; the decrepit plank door leading
to bins and chambers beneath other parts of the house; the crumbling stone
staircase with ruined wooden hand-rail; and the crude and cavernous fireplace
of blackened brick where rusted iron fragments revealed the past presence of
hooks, andirons, spit, crane, and a door to the Dutch oven—these things, and
our austere cot and camp chairs, and the heavy and intricate destructive
machinery we had brought.
We had, as in my own former explorations, left the door to the
street unlocked; so that a direct and practical path of escape might lie open
in case of manifestations beyond our power to deal with. It was our idea that
our continued nocturnal presence would call forth whatever malign entity lurked
there; and that being prepared, we could dispose of the thing with one or the
other of our provided means as soon as we had recognised and observed it
sufficiently. How long it might require to evoke and extinguish the thing, we
had no notion. It occurred to us, too, that our venture was far from safe, for
in what strength the thing might appear no one could tell. But we deemed the
game worth the hazard, and embarked on it alone and unhesitatingly; conscious
that the seeking of outside aid would only expose us to ridicule and perhaps
defeat our entire purpose. Such was our frame of mind as we talked—far into the
night, till my uncle's growing drowsiness made me remind him to lie down for
his two-hour sleep.
Something like fear chilled me as I sat there in the small hours
alone—I say alone, for one who sits by a sleeper is indeed alone; perhaps more
alone than he can realise. My uncle breathed heavily, his deep inhalations and
exhalations accompanied by the rain outside, and punctuated by another
nerve-racking sound of distant dripping water within—for the house was
repulsively damp even in dry weather, and in this storm positively swamp-like.
I studied the loose, antique masonry of the walls in the fungous-light and the
feeble rays which stole in from the street through the screened windows; and
once, when the noisome atmosphere of the place seemed about to sicken me, I
opened the door and looked up and down the street, feasting my eyes on familiar
sights and my nostrils on wholesome air. Still nothing occurred to reward my
watching; and I yawned repeatedly, fatigue getting the better of apprehension.
Then the stirring of my uncle in his sleep attracted my notice. He
had turned restlessly on the cot several times during the latter half of the
first hour, but now he was breathing with unusual irregularity, occasionally
heaving a sigh which held more than a few of the qualities of a choking moan. I
turned my electric flashlight on him and found his face averted, so rising and
crossing to the other side of the cot, I again flashed the light to see if he
seemed in any pain. What I saw unnerved me most surprisingly, considering its
relative triviality. It must have been merely the association of an odd
circumstance with the sinister nature of our location and mission, for surely
the circumstance was not in itself frightful or unnatural. It was merely that
my uncle's facial expression, disturbed no doubt by the strange dreams which
our situation prompted, betrayed considerable agitation, and seemed not at all
characteristic of him. His habitual expression was one of kindly and well-bred
calm, whereas now a variety of emotions seemed struggling within him. I think,
on the whole, that it was this variety which chiefly disturbed me. My uncle, as
he gasped and tossed in increasing perturbation and with eyes that had now
started open, seemed not one man but many men, and suggested a curious quality
of alienage from himself.
All at once he commenced to mutter, and I did not like the look of
his mouth and teeth as he spoke. The words were at first indistinguishable, and
then—with a tremendous start—I recognised something about them which filled me
with icy fear till I recalled the breadth of my uncle's education and the
interminable translations he had made from anthropological and antiquarian
articles in the Revue des Deux Mondes. For the venerable Elihu Whipple was
muttering in French, and the few phrases I could distinguish seemed connected
with the darkest myths he had ever adapted from the famous Paris magazine.
Suddenly a perspiration broke out on the sleeper's forehead, and
he leaped abruptly up, half awake. The jumble of French changed to a cry in
English, and the hoarse voice shouted excitedly, "My breath, my
breath!" Then the awakening became complete, and with a subsidence of
facial expression to the normal state my uncle seized my hand and began to
relate a dream whose nucleus of significance I could only surmise with a kind
of awe.
He had, he said, floated off from a very ordinary series of
dream-pictures into a scene whose strangeness was related to nothing he had
ever read. It was of this world, and yet not of it—a shadowy geometrical
confusion in which could be seen elements of familiar things in most unfamiliar
and perturbing combinations. There was a suggestion of queerly disordered
pictures superimposed one upon an other; an arrangement in which the essentials
of time as well as of space seemed dissolved and mixed in the most illogical
fashion. In this kaleidoscopic vortex of phantasmal images were occasional
snap-shots, if one might use the term, of singular clearness but unaccountable
heterogeneity.
Once my uncle thought he lay in a carelessly dug open pit, with a
crowd of angry faces framed by straggling locks and three-cornered hats
frowning down at him. Again he seemed to be in the interior of a house—an old
house, apparently—but the details and inhabitants were constantly changing, and
he could never be certain of the faces or the furniture, or even of the room
itself, since doors and windows seemed in just as great a state of flux as the
more presumably mobile objects. It was queer—damnably queer—and my uncle spoke
almost sheepishly, as if half expecting not to be believed, when he declared
that of the strange faces many had unmistakably borne the features of the
Harris family. And all the while there was a personal sensation of choking, as
if some pervasive presence had spread itself through his body and sought to
possess itself of his vital processes. I shuddered at the thought of those
vital processes, worn as they were by eighty—one years of continuous
functioning, in conflict with unknown forces of which the youngest and
strongest system might well be afraid; but in another moment reflected that
dreams are only dreams, and that these uncomfortable visions could be, at most,
no more than my uncle's reaction to the investigations and expectations which
had lately filled our minds to the exclusion of all else.
Conversation, also, soon tended to dispel my sense of strangeness;
and in time I yielded to my yawns and took my turn at slumber. My uncle seemed
now very wakeful, and welcomed his period of watching even though the nightmare
had aroused him far ahead of his allotted two hours. Sleep seized me quickly,
and I was at once haunted with dreams of the most disturbing kind. I felt, in
my visions, a cosmic and abysmal loneness; with hostility surging from all
sides upon some prison where I lay confined. I seemed bound and gagged, and
taunted by the echoing yells of distant multitudes who thirsted for my blood.
My uncle's face came to me with less pleasant associations than in waking
hours, and I recall many futile struggles and attempts to scream. It was not a
pleasant sleep, and for a second I was not sorry for the echoing shriek which
clove through the barriers of dream and flung me to a sharp and startled
awakeness in which every actual object before my eyes stood out with more than
natural clearness and reality.
V
I had been lying with my face away from my uncle's chair, so that
in this sudden flash of awakening I saw only the door to the street, the more
northerly window, and the wall and floor and ceiling toward the north of the
room, all photographed with morbid vividness on my brain in a light brighter
than the glow of the fungi or the rays from the street outside. It was not a
strong or even a fairly strong light; certainly not nearly strong enough to
read an average book by. But it cast a shadow of myself and the cot on the
floor, and had a yellowish, penetrating force that hinted at things more potent
than luminosity. This I perceived with unhealthy sharpness despite the fact
that two of my other senses were violently assailed. For on my ears rang the
reverberations of that shocking scream, while my nostrils revolted at the
stench which filled the place. My mind, as alert as my senses, recognised the
gravely unusual; and almost automatically I leaped up and turned about to grasp
the destructive instruments which we had left trained on the mouldy spot before
the fireplace. As I turned, I dreaded what I was to see; for the scream had
been in my uncle's voice, and I knew not against what menace I should have to
defend him and myself.
Yet after all, the sight was worse than I had dreaded. There are
horrors beyond horrors, and this was one of those nuclei of all dreamable
hideousness which the cosmos saves to blast an accursed and unhappy few. Out of
the fungous-ridden earth steamed up a vaporous corpse-light, yellow and
diseased, which bubbled and lapped to a gigantic height in vague outlines half
human and half monstrous, through which I could see the chimney and fireplace
beyond. It was all eyes—wolfish and mocking—and the rugose insect-like head
dissolved at the top to a thin stream of mist which curled putridly about and
finally vanished up the chimney. I say that I saw this thing, but it is only in
conscious retrospection that I ever definitely traced its damnable approach to
form. At the time it was to me only a seething dimly phosphorescent cloud of
fungous loathsomeness, enveloping and dissolving to an abhorrent plasticity the
one object to which all my attention was focused. That object was my uncle—the
venerable Elihu Whipple—who with blackening and decaying features leered and
gibbered at me, and reached out dripping claws to rend me in the fury which
this horror had brought.
It was a sense of routine which kept me from going mad. I had
drilled myself in preparation for the crucial moment, and blind training saved
me. Recognising the bubbling evil as no substance reachable by matter or
material chemistry, and therefore ignoring the flame-thrower which loomed on my
left, I threw on the current of the Crookes tube apparatus, and focussed toward
that scene of immortal blasphemousness the strongest ether radiations which
men's art can arouse from the spaces and fluids of nature. There was a bluish
haze and a frenzied sputtering, and the yellowish phosphorescence grew dimmer
to my eyes. But I saw the dimness was only that of contrast, and that the waves
from the machine had no effect whatever.
Then, in the midst of that daemoniac spectacle, I saw a fresh
horror which brought cries to my lips and sent me fumbling and staggering
towards that unlocked door to the quiet street, careless of what abnormal
terrors I loosed upon the world, or what thoughts or judgments of men I brought
down upon my head. In that dim blend of blue and yellow the form of my uncle
had commenced a nauseous liquefaction whose essence eludes all description, and
in which there played across his vanishing face such changes of identity as
only madness can conceive. He was at once a devil and a multitude, a
charnel-house and a pageant. Lit by the mixed and uncertain beams, that
gelatinous face assumed a dozen—a score—a hundred—aspects; grinning, as it sank
to the ground on a body that melted like tallow, in the caricatured likeness of
legions strange and yet not strange.
I saw the features of the Harris line, masculine and feminine,
adult and infantile, and other features old and young, coarse and refined,
familiar and unfamiliar. For a second there flashed a degraded counterfeit of a
miniature of poor Rhoby Harris that I had seen in the School of Design Museum,
and another time I thought I caught the rawboned image of Mercy Dexter as I
recalled her from a painting in Carrington Harris's house. It was frightful
beyond conception; toward the last, when a curious blend of servant and baby
visages flickered close to the fungous floor where a pool of greenish grease
was spreading, it seemed as though the shifting features fought against
themselves, and strove to form contours like those of my uncle's kindly face. I
like to think that he existed at that moment, and that he tried to bid me
farewell. It seems to me I hiccoughed a farewell from my own parched throat as
I lurched out into the street; a thin stream of grease following me through the
door to the rain-drenched sidewalk.
The rest is shadowy and monstrous. There was no one in the soaking
street, and in all the world there was no one I dared tell. I walked aimlessly
south past College Hill and the Athenaeum, down Hopkins Street, and over the
bridge to the business section where tall buildings seemed to guard me as
modern material things guard the world from ancient and unwholesome wonder.
Then the grey dawn unfolded wetly from the east, silhouetting the archaic hill
and its venerable steeples, and beckoning me to the place where my terrible
work was still unfinished. And in the end I went, wet, hatless, and dazed in
the morning light, and entered that awful door in Benefit Street which I had
left ajar, and which still swung cryptically in full sight of the early
householders to whom I dared not speak.
The grease was gone, for the mouldy floor was porous. And in front
of the fireplace was no vestige of the giant doubled-up form in nitre. I looked
at the cot, the chairs, the instruments, my neglected hat, and the yellowed
straw hat of my uncle. Dazedness was uppermost, and I could scarcely recall
what was dream and what was reality. Then thought trickled back, and I knew
that I had witnessed things more horrible than I had dreamed. Sitting down, I
tried to conjecture as nearly as sanity would let me just what had happened,
and how I might end the horror, if indeed it had been real. Matter it seemed
not to be, nor ether, nor anything else conceivable by mortal mind. What, then,
but some exotic emanation; some vampirish vapour such as Exeter rustics tell of
as lurking over certain church yards? This I felt was the clue, and again I
looked at the floor before the fireplace where the mould and nitre had taken
strange forms. In ten minutes my mind was made up, and taking my hat I set out
for home, where I bathed, ate, and gave by telephone an order for a pick-axe, a
spade, a military gas-mask, and six carboys of sulphuric acid, all to be
delivered the next morning at the cellar door of the shunned house in Benefit
Street. After that I tried to sleep; and failing, passed the hours in reading
and in the composition of inane verses to counteract my mood.
At 11 A.M. the next day I commenced digging. It was sunny weather,
and I was glad of that. I was still alone, for as much as I feared the unknown
horror I sought, there was more fear in the thought of telling anybody. Later I
told Harris only through sheer necessity, and because he had heard odd tales
from old people which disposed him ever so little toward belief. As I turned up
the stinking black earth in front of the fireplace, my spade causing a viscous
yellow ichor to ooze from the white fungi which it severed, I trembled at the
dubious thoughts of what I might uncover. Some secrets of inner earth are not
good for mankind, and this seemed to me one of them.
My hand shook perceptibly, but still I delved; after a while
standing in the large hole I had made. With the deepening of the hole, which
was about six feet square, the evil smell increased; and I lost all doubt of my
imminent contact with the hellish thing whose emanations had cursed the house
for over a century and a half. I wondered what it would look like—what its form
and substance would be, and how big it might have waxed through long ages of
life-sucking. At length I climbed out of the hole and dispersed the heaped-up dirt,
then arranging the great carboys of acid around and near two sides, so that
when necessary I might empty them all down the aperture in quick succession.
After that I dumped earth only along the other two sides; working more slowly
and donning my gas-mask as the smell grew. I was nearly unnerved at my
proximity to a nameless thing at the bottom of a pit.
Suddenly my spade struck something softer than earth. I shuddered
and made a motion as if to climb out of the hole, which was now as deep as my
neck. Then courage returned, and I scraped away more dirt in the light of the
electric torch I had provided. The surface I uncovered was fishy and glassy—a
kind of semi-putrid congealed jelly with suggestions of translucency. I scraped
further, and saw that it had form. There was a rift where a part of the
substance was folded over. The exposed area was huge and roughly cylindrical;
like a mammoth soft blue-white stovepipe doubled in two, its largest part some
two feet in diameter. Still more I scraped, and then abruptly I leaped out of
the hole and away from the filthy thing; frantically unstopping and tilting the
heavy carboys, and precipitating their corrosive contents one after another
down that charnel gulf and upon this unthinkable abnormality whose titan elbow
I had seen.
The blinding maelstrom of greenish-yellow vapour which surged
tempestuously up from that hole as the floods of acid descended, will never
leave my memory. All along the hill people tell of the yellow day, when
virulent and horrible fumes arose from the factory waste dumped in the
Providence River, but I know how mistaken they are as to the source. They tell,
too, of the hideous roar which at the same time came from some disordered
water-pipe or gas main underground—but again I could correct them if I dared.
It was unspeakably shocking, and I do not see how I lived through it. I did
faint after emptying the fourth carboy, which I had to handle after the fumes
had begun to penetrate my mask; but when I recovered I saw that the hole was
emitting no fresh vapours.
The two remaining carboys I emptied down without particular
result, and after a time I felt it safe to shovel the earth back into the pit.
It was twilight before I was done, but fear had gone out of the place. The
dampness was less foetid, and all the strange fungi had withered to a kind of
harmless greyish powder which blew ashlike along the floor. One of earth's
nethermost terrors had perished forever; and if there be a hell, it had
received at last the daemon soul of an unhallowed thing. And as I patted down
the last spadeful of mould, I shed the first of many tears with which I have
paid unaffected tribute to my beloved uncle's memory.
The next spring no more pale grass and strange weeds came up in
the shunned house's terraced garden, and shortly afterward Carrington Harris
rented the place. It is still spectral, but its strangeness fascinates me, and
I shall find mixed with my relief a queer regret when it is torn down to make
way for a tawdry shop or vulgar apartment building. The barren old trees in the
yard have begun to bear small, sweet apples, and last year the birds nested in
their gnarled boughs.
He had read much of things as they are, and talked with too many
people. Well-meaning philosophers had taught him to look into the logical
relations of things, and analyse the processes which shaped his thoughts and
fancies. Wonder had gone away, and he had forgotten that all life is only a set
of pictures in the brain, among which there is no difference betwixt those born
of real things and those born of inward dreamings, and no cause to value the
one above the other. Custom had dinned into his ears a superstitious reverence
for that which tangibly and physically exists, and had made him secretly
ashamed to dwell in visions. Wise men told him his simple fancies were inane
and childish, and even more absurd because their actors persist in fancying
them full of meaning and purpose as the blind cosmos grinds aimlessly on from
nothing to something and from something back to nothing again, neither heeding
nor knowing the wishes or existence of the minds that flicker for a second now
and then in the darkness.
They had chained him down to things that are, and had then
explained the workings of those things till mystery had gone out of the world.
When he complained, and longed to escape into twilight realms where magic
moulded all the little vivid fragments and prized associations of his mind into
vistas of breathless expectancy and unquenchable delight, they turned him
instead toward the new-found prodigies of science, bidding him find wonder in
the atom's vortex and mystery in the sky's dimensions. And when he had failed
to find these boons in things whose laws are known and measurable, they told
him he lacked imagination, and was immature because he preferred
dream-illusions to the illusions of our physical creation.
So Carter had tried to do as others did, and pretended that the
common events and emotions of earthy minds were more important than the
fantasies of rare and delicate souls. He did not dissent when they told him
that the animal pain of a stuck pig or dyspeptic ploughman in real life is a
greater thing than the peerless beauty of Narath with its hundred carven gates
and domes of chalcedony, which he dimly remembered from his dreams; and under
their guidance he cultivated a painstaking sense of pity and tragedy.
Once in a while, though, he could not help seeing how shallow,
fickle, and meaningless all human aspirations are, and how emptily our real
impulses contrast with those pompous ideals we profess to hold. Then he would
have recourse to the polite laughter they had taught him to use against the
extravagance and artificiality of dreams; for he saw that the daily life of our
world is every inch as extravagant and artificial, and far less worthy of
respect because of its poverty in beauty and its silly reluctance to admit its
own lack of reason and purpose. In this way he became a kind of humorist, for
he did not see that even humour is empty in a mindless universe devoid of any
true standard of consistency or inconsistency.
In the first days of his bondage he had turned to the gentle
churchly faith endeared to him by the naive trust of his fathers, for thence
stretched mystic avenues which seemed to promise escape from life. Only on
closer view did he mark the starved fancy and beauty, the stale and prosy
triteness, and the owlish gravity and grotesque claims of solid truth which
reigned boresomely and overwhelmingly among most of its professors; or feel to
the full the awkwardness with which it sought to keep alive as literal fact the
outgrown fears and guesses of a primal race confronting the unknown. It wearied
Carter to see how solemnly people tried to make earthly reality out of old
myths which every step of their boasted science confuted, and this misplaced
seriousness killed the attachment he might have kept for the ancient creeds had
they been content to offer the sonorous rites and emotional outlets in their
true guise of ethereal fantasy.
But when he came to study those who had thrown off the old myths,
he found them even more ugly than those who had not. They did not know that
beauty lies in harmony, and that loveliness of life has no standard amidst an
aimless cosmos save only its harmony with the dreams and the feelings which
have gone before and blindly moulded our little spheres out of the rest of
chaos. They did not see that good and evil and beauty and ugliness are only
ornamental fruits of perspective, whose sole value lies in their linkage to
what chance made our fathers think and feel, and whose finer details are
different for every race and culture. Instead, they either denied these things
altogether or transferred them to the crude, vague instincts which they shared
with the beasts and peasants; so that their lives were dragged malodorously out
in pain, ugliness, and disproportion, yet filled with a ludicrous pride at
having escaped from something no more unsound than that which still held them.
They had traded the false gods of fear and blind piety for those of license and
anarchy.
Carter did not taste deeply of these modern freedoms; for their
cheapness and squalor sickened a spirit loving beauty alone while his reason
rebelled at the flimsy logic with which their champions tried to gild brute
impulse with a sacredness stripped from the idols they had discarded. He saw
that most of them, in common with their cast-off priestcraft, could not escape
from the delusion that life has a meaning apart from that which men dream into
it; and could not lay aside the crude notion of ethics and obligations beyond
those of beauty, even when all Nature shrieked of its unconsciousness and
impersonal unmorality in the light of their scientific discoveries. Warped and
bigoted with preconceived illusions of justice, freedom, and consistency, they
cast off the old lore and the old way with the old beliefs; nor ever stopped to
think that that lore and those ways were the sole makers of their present
thoughts and judgments, and the sole guides and standards in a meaningless universe
without fixed aims or stable points of reference. Having lost these artificial
settings, their lives grew void of direction and dramatic interest; till at
length they strove to drown their ennui in bustle and pretended usefulness,
noise and excitement, barbaric display and animal sensation. When these things
palled, disappointed, or grew nauseous through revulsion, they cultivated irony
and bitterness, and found fault with the social order. Never could they realize
that their brute foundations were as shifting and contradictory as the gods of
their elders, and that the satisfaction of one moment is the bane of the next.
Calm, lasting beauty comes only in a dream, and this solace the world had
thrown away when in its worship of the real it threw away the secrets of
childhood and innocence.
Amidst this chaos of hollowness and unrest Carter tried to live as
befitted a man of keen thought and good heritage. With his dreams fading under
the ridicule of the age he could not believe in anything, but the love of harmony
kept him close to the ways of his race and station. He walked impassive through
the cities of men, and sighed because no vista seemed fully real; because every
flash of yellow sunlight on tall roofs and every glimpse of balustraded plazas
in the first lamps of evening served only to remind him of dreams he had once
known, and to make him homesick for ethereal lands he no longer knew how to
find. Travel was only a mockery; and even the Great War stirred him but little,
though he served from the first in the Foreign Legion of France. For a while he
sought friends, but soon grew weary of the crudeness of their emotions, and the
sameness and earthiness of their visions. He felt vaguely glad that all his
relatives were distant and out of touch with him, for they would not have
understood his mental life. That is, none but his grandfather and great-uncle
Christopher could, and they were long dead.
Then he began once more the writing of books, which he had left
off when dreams first failed him. But here, too, was there no satisfaction or
fulfillment; for the touch of earth was upon his mind, and he could not think
of lovely things as he had done of yore. Ironic humor dragged down all the
twilight minarets he reared, and the earthy fear of improbability blasted all
the delicate and amazing flowers in his faery gardens. The convention of
assumed pity spilt mawkishness on his characters, while the myth of an
important reality and significant human events and emotions debased all his
high fantasy into thin—veiled allegory and cheap social satire. His new novels
were successful as his old ones had never been; and because he knew how empty
they must be to please an empty herd, he burned them and ceased his writing.
They were very graceful novels, in which he urbanely laughed at the dreams he
lightly sketched; but he saw that their sophistication had sapped all their
life away.
It was after this that he cultivated deliberate illusion, and
dabbled in the notions of the bizarre and the eccentric as an antidote for the
commonplace. Most of these, however, soon showed their poverty and barrenness;
and he saw that the popular doctrines of occultism are as dry and inflexible as
those of science, yet without even the slender palliative of truth to redeem
them. Gross stupidity, falsehood, and muddled thinking are not dream; and form
no escape from life to a mind trained above their own level. So Carter bought
stranger books and sought out deeper and more terrible men of fantastic
erudition; delving into arcana of consciousness that few have trod, and
learning things about the secret pits of life, legend, and immemorial antiquity
which disturbed him ever afterward. He decided to live on a rarer plane, and
furnished his Boston home to suit his changing moods; one room for each, hung
in appropriate colours, furnished with befitting books and objects, and
provided with sources of the proper sensations of light, heat, sound, taste,
and odour.
Once he heard of a man in the south, who was shunned and feared
for the blasphemous things he read in prehistoric books and clay tablets
smuggled from India and Arabia. Him he visited, living with him and sharing his
studies for seven years, till horror overtook them one midnight in an unknown
and archaic graveyard, and only one emerged where two had entered. Then he went
back to Arkham, the terrible witch-haunted old town of his forefathers in New
England, and had experiences in the dark, amidst the hoary willows and
tottering gambrel roofs, which made him seal forever certain pages in the diary
of a wild-minded ancestor. But these horrors took him only to the edge of
reality, and were not of the true dream country he had known in youth; so that
at fifty he despaired of any rest or contentment in a world grown too busy for
beauty and too shrewd for dreams.
Having perceived at last the hollowness and futility of real
things, Carter spent his days in retirement, and in wistful disjointed memories
of his dream-filled youth. He thought it rather silly that he bothered to keep
on living at all, and got from a South American acquaintance a very curious
liquid to take him to oblivion without suffering. Inertia and force of habit,
however, caused him to defer action; and he lingered indecisively among
thoughts of old times, taking down the strange hangings from his walls and
refitting the house as it was in his early boyhood—purple panes, Victorian
furniture, and all.
With the passage of time he became almost glad he had lingered,
for his relics of youth and his cleavage from the world made life and
sophistication seem very distant and unreal; so much so that a touch of magic
and expectancy stole back into his nightly slumbers. For years those slumbers
had known only such twisted reflections of every—day things as the commonest
slumbers know, but now there returned a flicker of something stranger and
wilder; something of vaguely awesome imminence which took the form of tensely
clear pictures from his childhood days, and made him think of little
inconsequential things he had long forgotten. He would often awake calling for
his mother and grandfather, both in their graves a quarter of a century.
Then one night his grandfather reminded him of the key. The grey
old scholar, as vivid as in life, spoke long and earnestly of their ancient
line, and of the strange visions of the delicate and sensitive men who composed
it. He spoke of the flame-eyed Crusader who learnt wild secrets of the Saracens
that held him captive; and of the first Sir Randolph Carter who studied magic
when Elizabeth was queen. He spoke, too, of that Edmund Carter who had just
escaped hanging in the Salem witchcraft, and who had placed in an antique box a
great silver key handed down from his ancestors. Before Carter awaked, the
gentle visitant had told him where to find that box; that carved oak box of
archaic wonder whose grotesque lid no hand had raised for two centuries.
In the dust and shadows of the great attic he found it, remote and
forgotten at the back of a drawer in a tall chest. It was about a foot square,
and its Gothic carvings were so fearful that he did not marvel no person since
Edmund Carter had dared to open it. It gave forth no noise when shaken, but was
mystic with the scent of unremembered spices. That it held a key was indeed
only a dim legend, and Randolph Carter's father had never known such a box
existed. It was bound in rusty iron, and no means was provided for working the
formidable lock. Carter vaguely understood that he would find within it some
key to the lost gate of dreams, but of where and how to use it his grandfather
had told him nothing.
An old servant forced the carven lid, shaking as he did so at the
hideous faces leering from the blackened wood, and at some unplaced
familiarity. Inside, wrapped in a discoloured parchment, was a huge key of
tarnished silver covered with cryptical arabesques; but of any legible
explanation there was none. The parchment was voluminous, and held only the
strange hieroglyphs of an unknown tongue written with an antique reed. Carter
recognized the characters as those he had seen on a certain papyrus scroll
belonging to that terrible scholar of the South who had vanished one midnight
in a nameless cemetery. The man had always shivered when he read this scroll,
and Carter shivered now.
But he cleaned the key, and kept it by him nightly in its aromatic
box of ancient oak. His dreams were meanwhile increasing in vividness, and
though showing him none of the strange cities and incredible gardens of the old
days, were assuming a definite cast whose purpose could not be mistaken. They
were calling him back along the years, and with the mingled wills of all his
fathers were pulling him toward some hidden and ancestral source. Then he knew
he must go into the past and merge himself with old things, and day after day
he thought of the hills to the north where haunted Arkham and the rushing
Miskatonic and the lonely rustic homestead of his people lay.
In the brooding fire of autumn Carter took the old remembered way
past graceful lines of rolling hill and stone-walled meadow, distant vale and
hanging woodland, curving road and nestling farmstead, and the crystal windings
of the Miskatonic, crossed here and there by rustic bridges of wood or stone.
At one bend he saw the group of giant elms among which an ancestor had oddly
vanished a century and a half before, and shuddered as the wind blew meaningly
through them. Then there was the crumbling farmhouse of old Goody Fowler the
witch, with its little evil windows and great roof sloping nearly to the ground
on the north side. He speeded up his car as he passed it, and did not slacken
till he had mounted the hill where his mother and her fathers before her were
born, and where the old white house still looked proudly across the road at the
breathlessly lovely panorama of rocky slope and verdant valley, with the distant
spires of Kingsport on the horizon, and hints of the archaic, dream-laden sea
in the farthest background.
Then came the steeper slope that held the old Carter place he had
not seen in over forty years. Afternoon was far gone when he reached the foot,
and at the bend half way up he paused to scan the outspread countryside golden
and glorified in the slanting floods of magic poured out by a western sun. All
the strangeness and expectancy of his recent dreams seemed present in this
hushed and unearthly landscape, and he thought of the unknown solitudes of
other planets as his eyes traced out the velvet and deserted lawns shining
undulant between their tumbled walls, and clumps of faery forest setting off
far lines of purple hills beyond hills, and the spectral wooded valley dipping
down in shadow to dank hollows where trickling waters crooned and gurgled among
swollen and distorted roots.
Something made him feel that motors did not belong in the realm he
was seeking, so he left his car at the edge of the forest, and putting the
great key in his coat pocket walked on up the hill. Woods now engulfed him
utterly, though he knew the house was on a high knoll that cleared the trees
except to the north. He wondered how it would look, for it had been left vacant
and untended through his neglect since the death of his strange great-uncle
Christopher thirty years before. In his boyhood he had revelled through long
visits there, and had found weird marvels in the woods beyond the orchard.
Shadows thickened around him, for the night was near. Once a gap
in the trees opened up to the right, so that he saw off across leagues of
twilight meadow and spied the old Congregational steeple on Central Hill in
Kingsport; pink with the last flush of day, the panes of the little round
windows blazing with reflected fire. Then, when he was in deep shadow again, he
recalled with a start that the glimpse must have come from childish memory
alone, since the old white church had long been torn down to make room for the
Congregational Hospital. He had read of it with interest, for the paper had
told about some strange burrows or passages found in the rocky hill beneath.
Through his puzzlement a voice piped, and he started again at its
familiarity after long years. Old Benijah Corey had been his Uncle
Christopher's hired man, and was aged even in those far-off times of his
boyhood visits. Now he must be well over a hundred, but that piping voice could
come from no one else. He could distinguish no words, yet the tone was haunting
and unmistakable. To think that "Old Benijy" should still be alive!
"Mister Randy! Mister Randy! Wharbe ye? D'ye want to skeer
yer Aunt Marthy plumb to death? Hain't she tuld ye to keep nigh the place in
the arternoon an' git back afur dark? Randy! Ran...dee!...He's the beatin'est
boy fer runnin' off in the woods I ever see; haff the time a-settin' moonin'
raound that snake-den in the upper timberlot!...Hey yew, Ran...dee!"
Randolph Carter stopped in the pitch darkness and rubbed his hand
across his eyes. Something was queer. He had been somewhere he ought not to be;
had strayed very far away to places where he had not belonged, and was now
inexcusably late. He had not noticed the time on the Kingsport steeple, though
he could easily have made it out with his pocket telescope; but he knew his
lateness was something very strange and unprecedented. He was not sure he had
his little telescope with him, and put his hand in his blouse pocket to see.
No, it was not there, but there was the big silver key he had found in a box
somewhere. Uncle Chris had told him something odd once about an old unopened
box with a key in it, but Aunt Martha had stopped the story abruptly, saying it
was no kind of thing to tell a child whose head was already too full of queer
fancies. He tried to recall just where he had found the key, but something
seemed very confused. He guessed it was in the attic at home in Boston, and
dimly remembered bribing Parks with half his week's allowance to help him open
the box and keep quiet about it; but when he remembered this, the face of Parks
came up very strangely, as if the wrinkles of long years had fallen upon the
brisk little Cockney.
"Ran...dee! Ran...dee! Hi! Hi! Randy!"
A swaying lantern came around the black bend, and old Benijah
pounced on the silent and bewildered form of the pilgrim.
"Durn ye, boy, so thar ye be! Ain't ye got a tongue in yer
head, that ye can't answer a body! I ben callin' this haff hour, an' ye must a
heerd me long ago! Dun't ye know yer Aunt Marthy's all a-fidget over yer bein'
off arter dark? Wait till I tell yer Uncle Chris when he gits hum! Ye'd orta
know these here woods ain't no fitten place to be traipsin' this hour! They's
things abroad what dun't do nobody no good, as my gran'-sir knowed afur me.
Come, Mister Randy, or Hannah wunt keep supper no longer!"
So Randolph Carter was marched up the road where wondering stars
glimmered through high autumn boughs. And dogs barked as the yellow light of
small-paned windows shone out at the farther turn, and the Pleiades twinkled
across the open knoll where a great gambrel roof stood black against the dim
west. Aunt Martha was in the doorway, and did not scold too hard when Benijah
shoved the truant in. She knew Uncle Chris well enough to expect such things of
the Carter blood. Randolph did not show his key, but ate his supper in silence
and protested only when bedtime came. He sometimes dreamed better when awake,
and he wanted to use that key.
In the morning Randolph was up early, and would have run off to
the upper timberlot if Uncle Chris had not caught him and forced him into his
chair by the breakfast table. He looked impatiently around the low-pitched room
with the rag carpet and exposed beams and corner—posts, and smiled only when
the orchard boughs scratched at the leaded panes of the rear window. The trees
and the hills were close to him, and formed the gates of that timeless realm
which was his true country.
Then, when he was free, he felt in his blouse pocket for the key;
and being reassured, skipped off across the orchard to the rise beyond, where
the wooded hill climbed again to heights above even the treeless knoll. The
floor of the forest was mossy and mysterious, and great lichened rocks rose
vaguely here and there in the dim light like Druid monoliths among the swollen
and twisted trunks of a sacred grove. Once in his ascent Randolph crossed a
rushing stream whose falls a little way off sang runic incantations to the
lurking fauns and aegipans and dryads.
Then he came to the strange cave in the forest slope, the dreaded
"snake-den" which country folk shunned, and away from which Benijah
had warned him again and again. It was deep; far deeper than anyone but
Randolph suspected, for the boy had found a fissure in the farthermost black
corner that led to a loftier grotto beyond—a haunting sepulchral place whose
granite walls held a curious illusion of conscious artifice. On this occasion
he crawled in as usual, lighting his way with matches filched from the
sitting-room matchsafe, and edging through the final crevice with an eagerness
hard to explain even to himself. He could not tell why he approached the
farther wall so confidently, or why he instinctively drew forth the great
silver key as he did so. But on he went, and when he danced back to the house
that night he offered no excuses for his lateness, nor heeded in the least the
reproofs he gained for ignoring the noon-tide dinner-horn altogether.
Now it is agreed by all the distant relatives of Randolph Carter
that something occurred to heighten his imagination in his tenth year. His
cousin, Ernest B. Aspinwall, Esq., of Chicago, is fully ten years his senior;
and distinctly recalls a change in the boy after the autumn of 1883. Randolph
had looked on scenes of fantasy that few others can ever have beheld, and
stranger still were some of the qualities which he showed in relation to very
mundane things. He seemed, in fine, to have picked up an odd gift of prophecy;
and reacted unusually to things which, though at the time without meaning, were
later found to justify the singular impressions. In subsequent decades as new
inventions, new names, and new events appeared one by one in the book of
history, people would now and then recall wonderingly how Carter had years
before let fall some careless word of undoubted connection with what was then
far in the future. He did not himself understand these words, or know why
certain things made him feel certain emotions; but fancied that some
unremembered dream must be responsible. It was as early as 1897 that he turned
pale when some traveller mentioned the French town of Belloy-en-Santerre, and
friends remembered it when he was almost mortally wounded there in 1916, while
serving with the Foreign Legion in the Great War.
Carter's relatives talk much of these things because he has lately
disappeared. His little old servant Parks, who for years bore patiently with
his vagaries, last saw him on the morning he drove off alone in his car with a
key he had recently found. Parks had helped him get the key from the old box
containing it, and had felt strangely affected by the grotesque carvings on the
box, and by some other odd quality he could not name. When Carter left, he had
said he was going to visit his old ancestral country around Arkham.
Half way up Elm Mountain, on the way to the ruins of the old
Carter place, they found his motor set carefully by the roadside; and in it was
a box of fragrant wood with carvings that frightened the countrymen who
stumbled on it. The box held only a queer parchment whose characters no
linguist or palaeographer has been able to decipher or identify. Rain had long
effaced any possible footprints, though Boston investigators had something to
say about evidences of disturbances among the fallen timbers of the Carter
place. It was, they averred, as though someone had groped about the ruins at no
distant period. A common white handkerchief found among forest rocks on the
hillside beyond cannot be identified as belonging to the missing man.
There is talk of apportioning Randolph Carter's estate among his
heirs, but I shall stand firmly against this course because I do not believe he
is dead. There are twists of time and space, of vision and reality, which only
a dreamer can divine; and from what I know of Carter I think he has merely
found a way to traverse these mazes. Whether or not he will ever come back, I
cannot say. He wanted the lands of dream he had lost, and yearned for the days
of his childhood. Then he found a key, and I somehow believe he was able to use
it to strange advantage.
I shall ask him when I see him, for I expect to meet him shortly
in a certain dream-city we both used to haunt. It is rumoured in Ulthar, beyond
the River Skai, that a new king reigns on the opal throne of Ilek-Vad, that
fabulous town of turrets atop the hollow cliffs of glass overlooking the
twilight sea wherein the bearded and finny Gnorri build their singular
labyrinths, and I believe I know how to interpret this rumour. Certainly, I
look forward impatiently to the sight of that great silver key, for in its
cryptical arabesques there may stand symbolised all the aims and mysteries of a
blindly impersonal cosmos.
53. THE STATEMENT OF RANDOLPH CARTER
I repeat to you, gentlemen, that your inquisition is fruitless.
Detain me here forever if you will; confine or execute me if you must have a victim
to propitiate the illusion you call justice; but I can say no more than I have
said already. Everything that I can remember, I have told you with perfect
candour. Nothing has been distorted or concealed, and if anything remains
vague, it is only because of the dark cloud which has come over my mind—that
cloud and the nebulous nature of the horrors which brought it upon me.
Again I say, I do not know what has become of Harley Warren,
though I think—almost hope—that he is in peaceful oblivion, if there be
anywhere so blessed a thing. It is true that I have for five years been his
closest friend, and a partial sharer of his terrible researches into the
unknown. I will not deny, though my memory is uncertain and indistinct, that
this witness of yours may have seen us together as he says, on the Gainsville
pike, walking toward Big Cypress Swamp, at half past 11 on that awful night.
That we bore electric lanterns, spades, and a curious coil of wire with
attached instruments, I will even affirm; for these things all played a part in
the single hideous scene which remains burned into my shaken recollection. But
of what followed, and of the reason I was found alone and dazed on the edge of
the swamp next morning, I must insist that I know nothing save what I have told
you over and over again. You say to me that there is nothing in the swamp or
near it which could form the setting of that frightful episode. I reply that I
knew nothing beyond what I saw. Vision or nightmare it may have been—vision or
nightmare I fervently hope it was—yet it is all that my mind retains of what
took place in those shocking hours after we left the sight of men. And why
Harley Warren did not return, he or his shade—or some nameless thing I cannot
describe—alone can tell.
As I have said before, the weird studies of Harley Warren were
well known to me, and to some extent shared by me. Of his vast collection of
strange, rare books on forbidden subjects I have read all that are written in
the languages of which I am master; but these are few as compared with those in
languages I cannot understand. Most, I believe, are in Arabic; and the
fiend-inspired book which brought on the end—the book which he carried in his
pocket out of the world—was written in characters whose like I never saw elsewhere.
Warren would never tell me just what was in that book. As to the nature of our
studies—must I say again that I no longer retain full comprehension? It seems
to me rather merciful that I do not, for they were terrible studies, which I
pursued more through reluctant fascination than through actual inclination.
Warren always dominated me, and sometimes I feared him. I remember how I
shuddered at his facial expression on the night before the awful happening,
when he talked so incessantly of his theory, why certain corpses never decay,
but rest firm and fat in their tombs for a thousand years. But I do not fear
him now, for I suspect that he has known horrors beyond my ken. Now I fear for
him.
Once more I say that I have no clear idea of our object on that night.
Certainly, it had much to do with something in the book which Warren carried
with him—that ancient book in undecipherable characters which had come to him
from India a month before—but I swear I do not know what it was that we
expected to find. Your witness says he saw us at half past 11 on the Gainsville
pike, headed for Big Cypress Swamp. This is probably true, but I have no
distinct memory of it. The picture seared into my soul is of one scene only,
and the hour must have been long after midnight; for a waning crescent moon was
high in the vaporous heavens.
The place was an ancient cemetery; so ancient that I trembled at
the manifold signs of immemorial years. It was in a deep, damp hollow,
overgrown with rank grass, moss, and curious creeping weeds, and filled with a
vague stench which my idle fancy associated absurdly with rotting stone. On
every hand were the signs of neglect and decrepitude, and I seemed haunted by
the notion that Warren and I were the first living creatures to invade a lethal
silence of centuries. Over the valley's rim a wan, waning crescent moon peered
through the noisome vapors that seemed to emanate from unheard of catacombs,
and by its feeble, wavering beams I could distinguish a repellent array of
antique slabs, urns, cenotaphs, and mausoleum facades; all crumbling,
moss-grown, and moisture-stained, and partly concealed by the gross luxuriance
of the unhealthy vegetation.
My first vivid impression of my own presence in this terrible
necropolis concerns the act of pausing with Warren before a certain
half-obliterated sepulcher and of throwing down some burdens which we seemed to
have been carrying. I now observed that I had with me an electric lantern and
two spades, whilst my companion was supplied with a similar lantern and a portable
telephone outfit. No word was uttered, for the spot and the task seemed known
to us; and without delay we seized our spades and commenced to clear away the
grass, weeds, and drifted earth from the flat, archaic mortuary. After
uncovering the entire surface, which consisted of three immense granite slabs,
we stepped back some distance to survey the charnel scene; and Warren appeared
to make some mental calculations. Then he returned to the sepulcher, and using
his spade as a lever, sought to pry up the slab lying nearest to a stony ruin
which may have been a monument in its day. He did not succeed, and motioned to
me to come to his assistance. Finally our combined strength loosened the stone,
which we raised and tipped to one side.
The removal of the slab revealed a black aperture, from which
rushed an effluence of miasmal gases so nauseous that we started back in
horror. After an interval, however, we approached the pit again, and found the
exhalations less unbearable. Our lanterns disclosed the top of a flight of
stone steps, dripping with some detestable ichor of the inner earth, and
bordered by moist walls encrusted with niter. And now for the first time my
memory records verbal discourse, Warren addressing me at length in his mellow
tenor voice; a voice singularly unperturbed by our awesome surroundings.
"I'm sorry to have to ask you to stay on the surface,"
he said, "but it would be a crime to let anyone with your frail nerves go
down there. You can't imagine, even from what you have read and from what I've
told you, the things I shall have to see and do. It's fiendish work, Carter,
and I doubt if any man without ironclad sensibilities could ever see it through
and come up alive and sane. I don't wish to offend you, and Heaven knows I'd be
glad enough to have you with me; but the responsibility is in a certain sense
mine, and I couldn't drag a bundle of nerves like you down to probable death or
madness. I tell you, you can't imagine what the thing is really like! But I
promise to keep you informed over the telephone of every move—you see I've
enough wire here to reach to the center of the earth and back!"
I can still hear, in memory, those coolly spoken words; and I can
still remember my remonstrances. I seemed desperately anxious to accompany my
friend into those sepulchral depths, yet he proved inflexibly obdurate. At one
time he threatened to abandon the expedition if I remained insistent; a threat
which proved effective, since he alone held the key to the thing. All this I
can still remember, though I no longer know what manner of thing we sought.
After he had obtained my reluctant acquiescence in his design, Warren picked up
the reel of wire and adjusted the instruments. At his nod I took one of the
latter and seated myself upon an aged, discolored gravestone close by the newly
uncovered aperture. Then he shook my hand, shouldered the coil of wire, and
disappeared within that indescribable ossuary.
For a minute I kept sight of the glow of his lantern, and heard
the rustle of the wire as he laid it down after him; but the glow soon
disappeared abruptly, as if a turn in the stone staircase had been encountered,
and the sound died away almost as quickly. I was alone, yet bound to the
unknown depths by those magic strands whose insulated surface lay green beneath
the struggling beams of that waning crescent moon.
I constantly consulted my watch by the light of my electric
lantern, and listened with feverish anxiety at the receiver of the telephone;
but for more than a quarter of an hour heard nothing. Then a faint clicking
came from the instrument, and I called down to my friend in a tense voice.
Apprehensive as I was, I was nevertheless unprepared for the words which came
up from that uncanny vault in accents more alarmed and quivering than any I had
heard before from Harley Warren. He who had so calmly left me a little while
previously, now called from below in a shaky whisper more portentous than the
loudest shriek:
"God! If you could see what I am seeing!"
I could not answer. Speechless, I could only wait. Then came the
frenzied tones again:
"Carter, it's terrible—monstrous—unbelievable!"
This time my voice did not fail me, and I poured into the
transmitter a flood of excited questions. Terrified, I continued to repeat,
"Warren, what is it? What is it?"
Once more came the voice of my friend, still hoarse with fear, and
now apparently tinged with despair:
"I can't tell you, Carter! It's too utterly beyond thought—I
dare not tell you—no man could know it and live—Great God! I never dreamed of
this!"
Stillness again, save for my now incoherent torrent of shuddering
inquiry. Then the voice of Warren in a pitch of wilder consternation:
"Carter! for the love of God, put back the slab and get out
of this if you can! Quick!—leave everything else and make for the outside—it's
your only chance! Do as I say, and don't ask me to explain!"
I heard, yet was able only to repeat my frantic questions. Around
me were the tombs and the darkness and the shadows; below me, some peril beyond
the radius of the human imagination. But my friend was in greater danger than
I, and through my fear I felt a vague resentment that he should deem me capable
of deserting him under such circumstances. More clicking, and after a pause a
piteous cry from Warren:
"Beat it! For God's sake, put back the slab and beat it,
Carter!"
Something in the boyish slang of my evidently stricken companion
unleashed my faculties. I formed and shouted a resolution, "Warren, brace
up! I'm coming down!" But at this offer the tone of my auditor changed to
a scream of utter despair:
"Don't! You can't understand! It's too late—and my own fault.
Put back the slab and run—there's nothing else you or anyone can do now!"
The tone changed again, this time acquiring a softer quality, as
of hopeless resignation. Yet it remained tense through anxiety for me.
"Quick—before it's too late!"
I tried not to heed him; tried to break through the paralysis
which held me, and to fulfil my vow to rush down to his aid. But his next
whisper found me still held inert in the chains of stark horror.
"Carter—hurry! It's no use—you must go—better one than
two—the slab—"
A pause, more clicking, then the faint voice of Warren:
"Nearly over now—don't make it harder—cover up those damned
steps and run for your life—you're losing time—so long, Carter—won't see you
again."
Here Warren's whisper swelled into a cry; a cry that gradually
rose to a shriek fraught with all the horror of the ages—
"Curse these hellish things—legions—My God! Beat it! Beat it!
BEAT IT!"
After that was silence. I know not how many interminable eons I
sat stupefied; whispering, muttering, calling, screaming into that telephone.
Over and over again through those eons I whispered and muttered, called,
shouted, and screamed, "Warren! Warren! Answer me—are you there?"
And then there came to me the crowning horror of all—the
unbelievable, unthinkable, almost unmentionable thing. I have said that eons
seemed to elapse after Warren shrieked forth his last despairing warning, and
that only my own cries now broke the hideous silence. But after a while there
was a further clicking in the receiver, and I strained my ears to listen. Again
I called down, "Warren, are you there?" and in answer heard the thing
which has brought this cloud over my mind. I do not try, gentlemen, to account
for that thing—that voice—nor can I venture to describe it in detail, since the
first words took away my consciousness and created a mental blank which reaches
to the time of my awakening in the hospital. Shall I say that the voice was
deep; hollow; gelatinous; remote; unearthly; inhuman; disembodied? What shall I
say? It was the end of my experience, and is the end of my story. I heard it,
and knew no more—heard it as I sat petrified in that unknown cemetery in the
hollow, amidst the crumbling stones and the falling tombs, the rank vegetation
and the miasmal vapors—heard it well up from the innermost depths of that
damnable open sepulcher as I watched amorphous, necrophagous shadows dance
beneath an accursed waning moon.
And this is what it said:
"You fool, Warren is DEAD!"
54. THE STRANGE HIGH HOUSE IN THE MIST
Now north of archaic Kingsport the crags climb lofty and curious,
terrace on terrace, till the northernmost hangs in the sky like a gray frozen
wind-cloud. Alone it is, a bleak point jutting in limitless space, for there
the coast turns sharp where the great Miskatonic pours out of the plains past
Arkham, bringing woodland legends and little quaint memories of New England's
hills. The sea-folk of Kingsport look up at that cliff as other sea-folk look
up at the pole—star, and time the night's watches by the way it hides or shows
the Great Bear, Cassiopeia and the Dragon. Among them it is one with the
firmament, and truly, it is hidden from them when the mist hides the stars or
the sun.
Some of the cliffs they love, as that whose grotesque profile they
call Father Neptune, or that whose pillared steps they term "The
Causeway"; but this one they fear because it is so near the sky. The
Portuguese sailors coming in from a voyage cross themselves when they first see
it, and the old Yankees believe it would be a much graver matter than death to
climb it, if indeed that were possible. Nevertheless there is an ancient house
on that cliff, and at evening men see lights in the small-paned windows.
The ancient house has always been there, and people say One dwells
within who talks with the morning mists that come up from the deep, and perhaps
sees singular things oceanward at those times when the cliff's rim becomes the
rim of all earth, and solemn buoys toll free in the white aether of faery. This
they tell from hearsay, for that forbidding crag is always unvisited, and
natives dislike to train telescopes on it. Summer boarders have indeed scanned
it with jaunty binoculars, but have never seen more than the gray primeval roof,
peaked and shingled, whose eaves come nearly to the gray foundations, and the
dim yellow light of the little windows peeping out from under those eaves in
the dusk. These summer people do not believe that the same One has lived in the
ancient house for hundreds of years, but can not prove their heresy to any real
Kingsporter. Even the Terrible Old Man who talks to leaden pendulums in
bottles, buys groceries with centuried Spanish gold, and keeps stone idols in
the yard of his antediluvian cottage in Water Street can only say these things
were the same when his grandfather was a boy, and that must have been
inconceivable ages ago, when Belcher or Shirley or Pownall or Bernard was
Governor of His Majesty's Province of the Massachusetts-Bay.
Then one summer there came a philosopher into Kingsport. His name
was Thomas Olney, and he taught ponderous things in a college by Narragansett
Bay. With stout wife and romping children he came, and his eyes were weary with
seeing the same things for many years, and thinking the same well-disciplined
thoughts. He looked at the mists from the diadem of Father Neptune, and tried
to walk into their white world of mystery along the titan steps of The
Causeway. Morning after morning he would lie on the cliffs and look over the
world's rim at the cryptical aether beyond, listening to spectral bells and the
wild cries of what might have been gulls. Then, when the mist would lift and
the sea stand out prosy with the smoke of steamers, he would sigh and descend
to the town, where he loved to thread the narrow olden lanes up and down hill,
and study the crazy tottering gables and odd-pillared doorways which had
sheltered so many generations of sturdy sea-folk. And he even talked with the
Terrible Old Man, who was not fond of strangers, and was invited into his
fearsomely archaic cottage where low ceilings and wormy panelling hear the
echoes of disquieting soliloquies in the dark small hours.
Of course it was inevitable that Olney should mark the gray
unvisited cottage in the sky, on that sinister northward crag which is one with
the mists and the firmament. Always over Kingsport it hung, and always its
mystery sounded in whispers through Kingsport's crooked alleys. The Terrible
Old Man wheezed a tale that his father had told him, of lightning that shot one
night up from that peaked cottage to the clouds of higher heaven; and Granny
Orne, whose tiny gambrel-roofed abode in Ship Street is all covered with moss
and ivy, croaked over something her grandmother had heard at second-hand, about
shapes that flapped out of the eastern mists straight into the narrow single
door of that unreachable place—for the door is set close to the edge of the
crag toward the ocean, and glimpsed only from ships at sea.
At length, being avid for new strange things and held back by
neither the Kingsporter's fear nor the summer boarder's usual indolence, Olney
made a very terrible resolve. Despite a conservative training—or because of it,
for humdrum lives breed wistful longings of the unknown—he swore a great oath
to scale that avoided northern cliff and visit the abnormally antique gray
cottage in the sky. Very plausibly his saner self argued that the place must be
tenanted by people who reached it from inland along the easier ridge beside the
Miskatonic's estuary. Probably they traded in Arkham, knowing how little
Kingsport liked their habitation or perhaps being unable to climb down the
cliff on the Kingsport side. Olney walked out along the lesser cliffs to where
the great crag leaped insolently up to consort with celestial things, and
became very sure that no human feet could mount it or descend it on that
beetling southern slope. East and north it rose thousands of feet perpendicular
from the water so only the western side, inland and toward Arkham, remained.
One early morning in August Olney set out to find a path to the
inaccessible pinnacle. He worked northwest along pleasant back roads, past
Hooper's Pond and the old brick powder-house to where the pastures slope up to
the ridge above the Miskatonic and give a lovely vista of Arkham's white
Georgian steeples across leagues of river and meadow. Here he found a shady
road to Arkham, but no trail at all in the seaward direction he wished. Woods
and fields crowded up to the high bank of the river's mouth, and bore not a
sign of man's presence; not even a stone wall or a straying cow, but only the
tall grass and giant trees and tangles of briars that the first Indian might
have seen. As he climbed slowly east, higher and higher above the estuary on
his left and nearer and nearer the sea, he found the way growing in difficulty
till he wondered how ever the dwellers in that disliked place managed to reach
the world outside, and whether they came often to market in Arkham.
Then the trees thinned, and far below him on his right he saw the
hills and antique roofs and spires of Kingsport. Even Central Hill was a dwarf
from this height, and he could just make out the ancient graveyard by the
Congregational Hospital beneath which rumor said some terrible caves or burrows
lurked. Ahead lay sparse grass and scrub blueberry bushes, and beyond them the
naked rock of the crag and the thin peak of the dreaded gray cottage. Now the
ridge narrowed, and Olney grew dizzy at his loneness in the sky, south of him
the frightful precipice above Kingsport, north of him the vertical drop of
nearly a mile to the river's mouth. Suddenly a great chasm opened before him,
ten feet deep, so that he had to let himself down by his hands and drop to a
slanting floor, and then crawl perilously up a natural defile in the opposite
wall. So this was the way the folk of the uncanny house journeyed betwixt earth
and sky!
When he climbed out of the chasm a morning mist was gathering, but
he clearly saw the lofty and unhallowed cottage ahead; walls as gray as the
rock, and high peak standing bold against the milky white of the seaward
vapors. And he perceived that there was no door on this landward end, but only
a couple of small lattice windows with dingy bull's-eye panes leaded in
seventeenth century fashion. All around him was cloud and chaos, and he could
see nothing below the whiteness of illimitable space. He was alone in the sky
with this queer and very disturbing house; and when he sidled around to the
front and saw that the wall stood flush with the cliff's edge, so that the
single narrow door was not to be reached save from the empty aether, he felt a
distinct terror that altitude could not wholly explain. And it was very odd
that shingles so worm-eaten could survive, or bricks so crumbled still form a
standing chimney.
As the mist thickened, Olney crept around to the windows on the
north and west and south sides, trying them but finding them all locked. He was
vaguely glad they were locked, because the more he saw of that house the less
he wished to get in. Then a sound halted him. He heard a lock rattle and a bolt
shoot, and a long creaking follow as if a heavy door were slowly and cautiously
opened. This was on the oceanward side that he could not see, where the narrow
portal opened on blank space thousands of feet in the misty sky above the
waves.
Then there was heavy, deliberate tramping in the cottage, and
Olney heard the windows opening, first on the north side opposite him, and then
on the west just around the corner. Next would come the south windows, under
the great low eaves on the side where he stood; and it must be said that he was
more than uncomfortable as he thought of the detestable house on one side and
the vacancy of upper air on the other. When a fumbling came in the nearer
casements he crept around to the west again, flattening himself against the
wall beside the now opened windows. It was plain that the owner had come home;
but he had not come from the land, nor from any balloon or airship that could
be imagined. Steps sounded again, and Olney edged round to the north; but
before he could find a haven a voice called softly, and he knew he must
confront his host.
Stuck out of the west window was a great black-bearded face whose
eyes were phosphorescent with the imprint of unheard-of sights. But the voice
was gentle, and of a quaint olden kind, so that Olney did not shudder when a
brown hand reached out to help him over the sill and into that low room of
black oak wainscots and carved Tudor furnishings. The man was clad in very
ancient garments, and had about him an unplaceable nimbus of sea-lore and
dreams of tall galleons. Olney does not recall many of the wonders he told, or
even who he was; but says that he was strange and kindly, and filled with the
magic of unfathomed voids of time and space. The small room seemed green with a
dim aqueous light, and Olney saw that the far windows to the east were not
open, but shut against the misty aether with dull panes like the bottoms of old
bottles.
That bearded host seemed young, yet looked out of eyes steeped in
the elder mysteries; and from the tales of marvelous ancient things he related,
it must be guessed that the village folk were right in saying he had communed
with the mists of the sea and the clouds of the sky ever since there was any village
to watch his taciturn dwelling from the plain below. And the day wore on, and
still Olney listened to rumors of old times and far places, and heard how the
kings of Atlantis fought with the slippery blasphemies that wriggled out of
rifts in ocean's floor, and how the pillared and weedy temple of Poseidon is
still glimpsed at midnight by lost ships, who knew by its sight that they are
lost. Years of the Titans were recalled, but the host grew timid when he spoke
of the dim first age of chaos before the gods or even the Elder Ones were born,
and when the other gods came to dance on the peak of Hatheg-Kia in the stony
desert near Ulthar, beyond the River Skai.
It was at this point that there came a knocking on the door; that
ancient door of nail-studded oak beyond which lay only the abyss of white
cloud. Olney started in fright, but the bearded man motioned him to be still,
and tiptoed to the door to look out through a very small peephole. What he saw
he did not like, so pressed his fingers to his lips and tiptoed around to shut
and lock all the windows before returning to the ancient settle beside his
guest. Then Olney saw lingering against the translucent squares of each of the
little dim windows in succession a queer black outline as the caller moved inquisitively
about before leaving; and he was glad his host had not answered the knocking.
For there are strange objects in the great abyss, and the seeker of dreams must
take care not to stir up or meet the wrong ones.
Then the shadows began to gather; first little furtive ones under
the table, and then bolder ones in the dark panelled corners. And the bearded
man made enigmatical gestures of prayer, and lit tall candles in curiously
wrought brass candle-sticks. Frequently he would glance at the door as if he
expected someone, and at length his glance seemed answered by a singular
rapping which must have followed some very ancient and secret code. This time
he did not even glance through the peep-hole, but swung the great oak bar and
shot the bolt, unlatching the heavy door and flinging it wide to the stars and
the mist.
And then to the sound of obscure harmonies there floated into that
room from the deep all the dreams and memories of earth's sunken Mighty Ones.
And golden flames played about weedy locks, so that Olney was dazzled as he did
them homage. Trident-bearing Neptune was there, and sportive tritons and
fantastic nereids, and upon dolphins' backs was balanced a vast crenulate shell
wherein rode the gay and awful form of primal Nodens, Lord of the Great Abyss.
And the conchs of the tritons gave weird blasts, and the nereids made strange
sounds by striking on the grotesque resonant shells of unknown lurkers in black
seacaves. Then hoary Nodens reached forth a wizened hand and helped Olney and
his host into the vast shell, whereat the conchs and the gongs set up a wild
and awesome clamor. And out into the limitless aether reeled that fabulous
train, the noise of whose shouting was lost in the echoes of thunder.
All night in Kingsport they watched that lofty cliff when the
storm and the mists gave them glimpses of it, and when toward the small hours
the little dim windows went dark they whispered of dread and disaster. And
Olney's children and stout wife prayed to the bland proper god of Baptists, and
hoped that the traveller would borrow an umbrella and rubbers unless the rain
stopped by morning. Then dawn swam dripping and mist-wreathed out of the sea,
and the buoys tolled solemn in vortices of white aether. And at noon elfin
horns rang over the ocean as Olney, dry and lightfooted, climbed down from the
cliffs to antique Kingsport with the look of far places in his eyes. He could
not recall what he had dreamed in the skyperched hut of that still nameless
hermit, or say how he had crept down that crag untraversed by other feet. Nor
could he talk of these matters at all save with the Terrible Old Man, who
afterward mumbled queer things in his long white beard; vowing that the man who
came down from that crag was not wholly the man who went up, and that somewhere
under that gray peaked roof, or amidst inconceivable reaches of that sinister
white mist, there lingered still the lost spirit of him who was Thomas Olney.
And ever since that hour, through dull dragging years of grayness
and weariness, the philosopher has labored and eaten and slept and done
uncomplaining the suitable deeds of a citizen. Not any more does he long for
the magic of farther hills, or sigh for secrets that peer like green reefs from
a bottomless sea. The sameness of his days no longer gives him sorrow and
well-disciplined thoughts have grown enough for his imagination. His good wife
waxes stouter and his children older and prosier and more useful, and he never
fails to smile correctly with pride when the occasion calls for it. In his
glance there is not any restless light, and all he ever listens for solemn
bells or far elfin horns it is only at night when old dreams are wandering. He
has never seen Kingsport again, for his family disliked the funny old houses
and complained that the drains were impossibly bad. They have a trim bungalow
now at Bristol Highlands, where no tall crags tower, and the neighbors are
urban and modern.
But in Kingsport strange tales are abroad, and even the Terrible
Old Man admits a thing untold by his grandfather. For now, when the wind sweeps
boisterous out of the north past the high ancient house that is one with the
firmament, there is broken at last that ominous, brooding silence ever before
the bane of Kingsport's maritime cotters. And old folk tell of pleasing voices
heard singing there, and of laughter that swells with joys beyond earth's joys;
and say that at evening the little low windows are brighter than formerly. They
say, too, that the fierce aurora comes oftener to that spot, shining blue in
the north with visions of frozen worlds while the crag and the cottage hang
black and fantastic against wild coruscations. And the mists of the dawn are
thicker, and sailors are not quite so sure that all the muffled seaward ringing
is that of the solemn buoys.
Worst of all, though, is the shrivelling of old fears in the
hearts of Kingsport's young men, who grow prone to listen at night to the north
wind's faint distant sounds. They swear no harm or pain can inhabit that high
peaked cottage, for in the new voices gladness beats, and with them the tinkle
of laughter and music. What tales the sea-mists may bring to that haunted and
northernmost pinnacle they do not know, but they long to extract some hint of
the wonders that knock at the cliff-yawning door when clouds are thickest. And
patriarchs dread lest some day one by one they seek out that inaccessible peak
in the sky, and learn what centuried secrets hide beneath the steep shingled
roof which is part of the rocks and the stars and the ancient fears of
Kingsport. That those venturesome youths will come back they do not doubt, but
they think a light may be gone from their eyes, and a will from their hearts.
And they do not wish quaint Kingsport with its climbing lanes and archaic
gables to drag listless down the years while voice by voice the laughing chorus
grows stronger and wilder in that unknown and terrible eyrie where mists and
the dreams of mists stop to rest on their way from the sea to the skies.
They do not wish the souls of their young men to leave the
pleasant hearths and gambrel-roofed taverns of old Kingsport, nor do they wish
the laughter and song in that high rocky place to grow louder. For as the voice
which has come has brought fresh mists from the sea and from the north fresh
lights, so do they say that still other voices will bring more mists and more
lights, till perhaps the olden gods (whose existence they hint only in whispers
for fear the Congregational parson shall hear} may come out of the deep and
from unknown Kadath in the cold waste and make their dwelling on that evilly
appropriate crag so close to the gentle hills and valleys of quiet, simple
fisher folk. This they do not wish, for to plain people things not of earth are
unwelcome; and besides, the Terrible Old Man often recalls what Olney said about
a knock that the lone dweller feared, and a shape seen black and inquisitive
against the mist through those queer translucent windows of leaded bull's-eyes.
All these things, however, the Elder Ones only may decide; and
meanwhile the morning mist still comes up by that lovely vertiginous peak with
the steep ancient house, that gray, low-eaved house where none is seen but
where evening brings furtive lights while the north wind tells of strange
revels. White and feathery it comes from the deep to its brothers the clouds,
full of dreams of dank pastures and caves of leviathan. And when tales fly
thick in the grottoes of tritons, and conchs in seaweed cities blow wild tunes
learned from the Elder Ones, then great eager vapors flock to heaven laden with
lore; and Kingsport, nestling uneasy in its lesser cliffs below that awesome
hanging sentinel of rock, sees oceanward only a mystic whiteness, as if the
cliff's rim were the rim of all earth, and the solemn bells of the buoys tolled
free in the aether of faery.
Men of strength and honour fashioned that Street: good valiant men
of our blood who had come from the Blessed Isles across the sea. At first it
was but a path trodden by bearers of water from the woodland spring to the
cluster of houses by the beach. Then, as more men came to the growing cluster
of houses and looked about for places to dwell, they built cabins along the
north side, cabins of stout oaken logs with masonry on the side toward the
forest, for many Indians lurked there with fire-arrows. And in a few years
more, men built cabins on the south side of the Street.
Up and down the Street walked grave men in conical hats, who most
of the time carried muskets or fowling pieces. And there were also their
bonneted wives and sober children. In the evening these men with their wives
and children would sit about gigantic hearths and read and speak. Very simple
were the things of which they read and spoke, yet things which gave them
courage and goodness and helped them by day to subdue the forest and till the
fields. And the children would listen and learn of the laws and deeds of old,
and of that dear England which they had never seen or could not remember.
There was war, and thereafter no more Indians troubled the Street.
The men, busy with labour, waxed prosperous and as happy as they knew how to
be. And the children grew up comfortable, and more families came from the
Mother Land to dwell on the Street. And the children's children, and the
newcomers' children, grew up. The town was now a city, and one by one the
cabins gave place to houses—simple, beautiful houses of brick and wood, with
stone steps and iron railings and fanlights over the doors. No flimsy creations
were these houses, for they were made to serve many a generation. Within there
were carven mantels and graceful stairs, and sensible, pleasing furniture,
china, and silver, brought from the Mother Land.
So the Street drank in the dreams of a young people and rejoiced
as its dwellers became more graceful and happy. Where once had been only
strength and honour, taste and learning now abode as well. Books and paintings
and music came to the houses, and the young men went to the university which
rose above the plain to the north. In the place of conical hats and
small-swords, of lace and snowy periwigs, there were cobblestones over which
clattered many a blooded horse and rumbled many a gilded coach; and brick
sidewalks with horse blocks and hitching-posts.
There were in that Street many trees: elms and oaks and maples of
dignity; so that in the summer, the scene was all soft verdure and twittering
bird-song. And behind the houses were walled rose-gardens with hedged paths and
sundials, where at evening the moon and stars would shine bewitchingly while
fragrant blossoms glistened with dew.
So the Street dreamed on, past wars, calamities, and change. Once,
most of the young men went away, and some never came back. That was when they
furled the old flag and put up a new banner of stripes and stars. But though
men talked of great changes, the Street felt them not, for its folk were still
the same, speaking of the old familiar things in the old familiar accounts. And
the trees still sheltered singing birds, and at evening the moon and stars
looked down upon dewy blossoms in the walled rose-gardens.
In time there were no more swords, three-cornered hats, or
periwigs in the Street. How strange seemed the inhabitants with their
walking—sticks, tall beavers, and cropped heads! New sounds came from the
distance—first strange puffings and shrieks from the river a mile away, and
then, many years later, strange puffings and shrieks and rumblings from other
directions. The air was not quite so pure as before, but the spirit of the
place had not changed. The blood and soul of their ancestors had fashioned the
Street. Nor did the spirit change when they tore open the earth to lay down
strange pipes, or when they set up tall posts bearing weird wires. There was so
much ancient lore in that Street, that the past could not easily be forgotten.
Then came days of evil, when many who had known the Street of old
knew it no more, and many knew it who had not known it before, and went away,
for their accents were coarse and strident, and their mien and faces
unpleasing. Their thoughts, too, fought with the wise, just spirit of the
Street, so that the Street pined silently as its houses fell into decay, and
its trees died one by one, and its rose-gardens grew rank with weeds and waste.
But it felt a stir of pride one day when again marched forth young men, some of
whom never came back. These young men were clad in blue.
With the years, worse fortune came to the Street. Its trees were
all gone now, and its rose-gardens were displaced by the backs of cheap, ugly
new buildings on parallel streets. Yet the houses remained, despite the ravages
of the years and the storms and worms, for they had been made to serve many a
generation. New kinds of faces appeared in the Street, swarthy, sinister faces
with furtive eyes and odd features, whose owners spoke unfamiliar words and placed
signs in known and unknown characters upon most of the musty houses. Push-carts
crowded the gutters. A sordid, undefinable stench settled over the place, and
the ancient spirit slept.
Great excitement once came to the Street. War and revolution were
raging across the seas; a dynasty had collapsed, and its degenerate subjects
were flocking with dubious intent to the Western Land. Many of these took
lodgings in the battered houses that had once known the songs of birds and the
scent of roses. Then the Western Land itself awoke and joined the Mother Land
in her titanic struggle for civilization. Over the cities once more floated the
old flag, companioned by the new flag, and by a plainer, yet glorious
tricolour. But not many flags floated over the Street, for therein brooded only
fear and hatred and ignorance. Again young men went forth, but not quite as did
the young men of those other days. Something was lacking. And the sons of those
young men of other days, who did indeed go forth in olive-drab with the true
spirit of their ancestors, went from distant places and knew not the Street and
its ancient spirit.
Over the seas there was a great victory, and in triumph most of
the young men returned. Those who had lacked something lacked it no longer, yet
did fear and hatred and ignorance still brood over the Street; for many had
stayed behind, and many strangers had come from distance places to the ancient
houses. And the young men who had returned dwelt there no longer. Swarthy and
sinister were most of the strangers, yet among them one might find a few faces
like those who fashioned the Street and moulded its spirit. Like and yet
unlike, for there was in the eyes of all a weird, unhealthy glitter as of
greed, ambition, vindictiveness, or misguided zeal. Unrest and treason were
abroad amongst an evil few who plotted to strike the Western Land its death
blow, that they might mount to power over its ruins, even as assassins had
mounted in that unhappy, frozen land from whence most of them had come. And the
heart of that plotting was in the Street, whose crumbling houses teemed with
alien makers of discord and echoed with the plans and speeches of those who
yearned for the appointed day of blood, flame and crime.
Of the various odd assemblages in the Street, the Law said much
but could prove little. With great diligence did men of hidden badges linger
and listen about such places as Petrovitch's Bakery, the squalid Rifkin School
of Modern Economics, the Circle Social Club, and the Liberty Cafe. There
congregated sinister men in great numbers, yet always was their speech guarded
or in a foreign tongue. And still the old houses stood, with their forgotten
lore of nobler, departed centuries; of sturdy Colonial tenants and dewy
rose-gardens in the moonlight. Sometimes a lone poet or traveler would come to
view them, and would try to picture them in their vanished glory; yet of such
travelers and poets there were not many.
The rumour now spread widely that these houses contained the
leaders of a vast band of terrorists, who on a designated day were to launch an
orgy of slaughter for the extermination of America and of all the fine old
traditions which the Street had loved. Handbills and papers fluttered about
filthy gutters; handbills and papers printed in many tongues and in many
characters, yet all bearing messages of crime and rebellion. In these writings
the people were urged to tear down the laws and virtues that our fathers had
exalted, to stamp out the soul of the old America—the soul that was bequeathed
through a thousand and a half years of Anglo-Saxon freedom, justice, and
moderation. It was said that the swart men who dwelt in the Street and
congregated in its rotting edifices were the brains of a hideous revolution,
that at their word of command many millions of brainless, besotted beasts would
stretch forth their noisome talons from the slums of a thousand cities,
burning, slaying, and destroying till the land of our fathers should be no
more. All this was said and repeated, and many looked forward in dread to the fourth
day of July, about which the strange writings hinted much; yet could nothing be
found to place the guilt. None could tell just whose arrest might cut off the
damnable plotting at its source. Many times came bands of blue-coated police to
search the shaky houses, though at last they ceased to come; for they too had
grown tired of law and order, and had abandoned all the city to its fate. Then
men in olive-drab came, bearing muskets, till it seemed as if in its sad sleep
the Street must have some haunting dreams of those other days, when
musketbearing men in conical hats walked along it from the woodland spring to
the cluster of houses by the beach. Yet could no act be performed to check the
impending cataclysm, for the swart, sinister men were old in cunning.
So the Street slept uneasily on, till one night there gathered in
Petrovitch's Bakery, and the Rifkin School of Modern Economics, and the Circle
Social Club, and Liberty Cafe, and in other places as well, vast hordes of men
whose eyes were big with horrible triumph and expectation. Over hidden wires
strange messages traveled, and much was said of still stranger messages yet to
travel; but most of this was not guessed till afterward, when the Western Land
was safe from the peril. The men in olive-drab could not tell what was
happening, or what they ought to do; for the swart, sinister men were skilled
in subtlety and concealment.
And yet the men in olive-drab will always remember that night, and
will speak of the Street as they tell of it to their grandchildren; for many of
them were sent there toward morning on a mission unlike that which they had
expected. It was known that this nest of anarchy was old, and that the houses
were tottering from the ravages of the years and the storms and worms; yet was the
happening of that summer night a surprise because of its very queer uniformity.
It was, indeed, an exceedingly singular happening, though after all, a simple
one. For without warning, in one of the small hours beyond midnight, all the
ravages of the years and the storms and the worms came to a tremendous climax;
and after the crash there was nothing left standing in the Street save two
ancient chimneys and part of a stout brick wall. Nor did anything that had been
alive come alive from the ruins. A poet and a traveler, who came with the
mighty crowd that sought the scene, tell odd stories. The poet says that all
through the hours before dawn he beheld sordid ruins indistinctly in the glare
of the arc-lights; that there loomed above the wreckage another picture wherein
he could describe moonlight and fair houses and elms and oaks and maples of
dignity. And the traveler declares that instead of the place's wonted stench
there lingered a delicate fragrance as of roses in full bloom. But are not the
dreams of poets and the tales of travelers notoriously false?
There be those who say that things and places have souls, and
there be those who say they have not; I dare not say, myself, but I have told
you of the Street.
Manuscript Found On The Coast Of Yucatan
On August 20, 1917, I, Karl Heinrich, Graf von Altberg-Ehrenstein,
Lieutenant-Commander in the Imperial German Navy and in charge of the submarine
U-29, deposit this bottle and record in the Atlantic Ocean at a point to me
unknown but probably about N. Latitude 20 degrees, W. Longitude 35 degrees,
where my ship lies disabled on the ocean floor. I do so because of my desire to
set certain unusual facts before the public; a thing I shall not in all
probability survive to accomplish in person, since the circumstances
surrounding me are as menacing as they are extraordinary, and involve not only
the hopeless crippling of the U-29, but the impairment of my iron German will
in a manner most disastrous.
On the afternoon of June 18, as reported by wireless to the U-61,
bound for Kiel, we torpedoed the British freighter Victory, New York to
Liverpool, in N. Latitude 45 degrees 16 minutes, W. Longitude 28 degrees 34
minutes; permitting the crew to leave in boats in order to obtain a good cinema
view for the admiralty records. The ship sank quite picturesquely, bow first,
the stem rising high out of the water whilst the hull shot down perpendicularly
to the bottom of the sea. Our camera missed nothing, and I regret that so fine
a reel of film should never reach Berlin. After that we sank the lifeboats with
our guns and submerged.
When we rose to the surface about sunset, a seaman's body was
found on the deck, hands gripping the railing in curious fashion. The poor
fellow was young, rather dark, and very handsome; probably an Italian or Greek,
and undoubtedly of the Victory's crew. He had evidently sought refuge on the
very ship which had been forced to destroy his own—one more victim of the
unjust war of aggression which the English pig-dogs are waging upon the
Fatherland. Our men searched him for souvenirs, and found in his coat pocket a
very odd bit of ivory carved to represent a youth's head crowned with laurel.
My fellow-officer, Lieutenant Kienze, believed that the thing was of great age
and artistic value, so took it from the men for himself. How it had ever come
into the possession of a common sailor neither he nor I could imagine.
As the dead man was thrown overboard there occurred two incidents
which created much disturbance amongst the crew. The fellow's eyes had been
closed; but in the dragging of his body to the rail they were jarred open, and
many seemed to entertain a queer delusion that they gazed steadily and
mockingly at Schmidt and Zimmer, who were bent over the corpse. The Boatswain
Muller, an elderly man who would have known better had he not been a
superstitious Alsatian swine, became so excited by this impression that he
watched the body in the water; and swore that after it sank a little it drew
its limbs into a swimming position and sped away to the south under the waves.
Kienze and I did not like these displays of peasant ignorance, and severely
reprimanded the men, particularly Muller.
The next day a very troublesome situation was created by the
indisposition of some of the crew. They were evidently suffering from the
nervous strain of our long voyage, and had had bad dreams. Several seemed quite
dazed and stupid; and after satisfying myself that they were not feigning their
weakness, I excused them from their duties. The sea was rather rough, so we
descended to a depth where the waves were less troublesome. Here we were
comparatively calm, despite a somewhat puzzling southward current which we
could not identify from our oceanographic charts. The moans of the sick men
were decidedly annoying; but since they did not appear to demoralize the rest
of the crew, we did not resort to extreme measures. It was our plan to remain
where we were and intercept the liner Dacia, mentioned in information from
agents in New York.
In the early evening we rose to the surface, and found the sea
less heavy. The smoke of a battleship was on the northern horizon, but our
distance and ability to submerge made us safe. What worried us more was the
talk of Boatswain Muller, which grew wilder as night came on. He was in a
detestably childish state, and babbled of some illusion of dead bodies drifting
past the undersea portholes; bodies which looked at him intensely, and which he
recognized in spite of bloating as having seen dying during some of our
victorious German exploits. And he said that the young man we had found and
tossed overboard was their leader. This was very gruesome and abnormal, so we
confined Muller in irons and had him soundly whipped. The men were not pleased
at his punishment, but discipline was necessary. We also denied the request of
a delegation headed by Seaman Zimmer, that the curious carved ivory head be
cast into the sea.
On June 20, Seaman Bohin and Schmidt, who had been ill the day
before, became violently insane. I regretted that no physician was included in
our complement of officers, since German lives are precious; but the constant
ravings of the two concerning a terrible curse were most subversive of
discipline, so drastic steps were taken. The crew accepted the event in a
sullen fashion, but it seemed to quiet Muller; who thereafter gave us no
trouble. In the evening we released him, and he went about his duties silently.
In the week that followed we were all very nervous, watching for
the Dacia. The tension was aggravated by the disappearance of Muller and
Zimmer, who undoubtedly committed suicide as a result of the fears which had
seemed to harass them, though they were not observed in the act of jumping
overboard. I was rather glad to be rid of Muller, for even his silence had
unfavorably affected the crew. Everyone seemed inclined to be silent now, as
though holding a secret fear. Many were ill, but none made a disturbance.
Lieutenant Kienze chafed under the strain, and was annoyed by the merest
trifle—such as the school of dolphins which gathered about the U-29 in
increasing numbers, and the growing intensity of that southward current which
was not on our chart.
It at length became apparent that we had missed the Dacia
altogether. Such failures are not uncommon, and we were more pleased than
disappointed, since our return to Wilhelmshaven was now in order. At noon June
28 we turned northeastward, and despite some rather comical entanglements with
the unusual masses of dolphins, were soon under way.
The explosion in the engine room at 2 A.M. was wholly a surprise.
No defect in the machinery or carelessness in the men had been noticed, yet
without warning the ship was racked from end to end with a colossal shock.
Lieutenant Kienze hurried to the engine room, finding the fuel-tank and most of
the mechanism shattered, and Engineers Raabe and Schneider instantly killed.
Our situation had suddenly become grave indeed; for though the chemical air
regenerators were intact, and though we could use the devices for raising and
submerging the ship and opening the hatches as long as compressed air and
storage batteries might hold out, we were powerless to propel or guide the
submarine. To seek rescue in the life-boats would be to deliver ourselves into
the hands of enemies unreasonably embittered against our great German nation,
and our wireless had failed ever since the Victory affair to put us in touch
with a fellow U-boat of the Imperial Navy.
From the hour of the accident till July 2 we drifted constantly to
the south, almost without plans and encountering no vessel. Dolphins still
encircled the U-29, a somewhat remarkable circumstance considering the distance
we had covered. On the morning of July 2 we sighted a warship flying American
colors, and the men became very restless in their desire to surrender. Finally
Lieutenant Menze had to shoot a seaman named Traube, who urged this un-German
act with especial violence. This quieted the crew for the time, and we
submerged unseen.
The next afternoon a dense flock of sea-birds appeared from the
south, and the ocean began to heave ominously. Closing our hatches, we awaited
developments until we realized that we must either submerge or be swamped in
the mounting waves. Our air pressure and electricity were diminishing, and we
wished to avoid all unnecessary use of our slender mechanical resources; but in
this case there was no choice. We did not descend far, and when after several
hours the sea was calmer, we decided to return to the surface. Here, however, a
new trouble developed; for the ship failed to respond to our direction in spite
of all that the mechanics could do. As the men grew more frightened at this
undersea imprisonment, some of them began to mutter again about Lieutenant
Kienze's ivory image, but the sight of an automatic pistol calmed them. We kept
the poor devils as busy as we could, tinkering at the machinery even when we
knew it was useless.
Kienze and I usually slept at different times; and it was during
my sleep, about 5 A.M., July 4, that the general mutiny broke loose. The six
remaining pigs of seamen, suspecting that we were lost, had suddenly burst into
a mad fury at our refusal to surrender to the Yankee battleship two days
before, and were in a delirium of cursing and destruction. They roared like the
animals they were, and broke instruments and furniture indiscriminately;
screaming about such nonsense as the curse of the ivory image and the dark dead
youth who looked at them and swam away. Lieutenant Kienze seemed paralyzed and
inefficient, as one might expect of a soft, womanish Rhinelander. I shot all
six men, for it was necessary, and made sure that none remained alive.
We expelled the bodies through the double hatches and were alone
in the U-29. Kienze seemed very nervous, and drank heavily. It was decided that
we remain alive as long as possible, using the large stock of provisions and
chemical supply of oxygen, none of which had suffered from the crazy antics of
those swine-hound seamen. Our compasses, depth gauges, and other delicate
instruments were ruined; so that henceforth our only reckoning would be guess
work, based on our watches, the calendar, and our apparent drift as judged by
any objects we might spy through the portholes or from the conning tower.
Fortunately we had storage batteries still capable of long use, both for interior
lighting and for the searchlight. We often cast a beam around the ship, but saw
only dolphins, swimming parallel to our own drifting course. I was
scientifically interested in those dolphins; for though the ordinary Delphinus
delphis is a cetacean mammal, unable to subsist without air, I watched one of
the swimmers closely for two hours, and did not see him alter his submerged
condition.
With the passage of time Kienze and I decided that we were still
drifting south, meanwhile sinking deeper and deeper. We noted the marine fauna
and flora, and read much on the subject in the books I had carried with me for
spare moments. I could not help observing, however, the inferior scientific
knowledge of my companion. His mind was not Prussian, but given to imaginings
and speculations which have no value. The fact of our coming death affected him
curiously, and he would frequently pray in remorse over the men, women, and
children we had sent to the bottom; forgetting that all things are noble which
serve the German state. After a time he became noticeably unbalanced, gazing
for hours at his ivory image and weaving fanciful stories of the lost and
forgotten things under the sea. Sometimes, as a psychological experiment, I
would lead him on in the wanderings, and listen to his endless poetical
quotations and tales of sunken ships. I was very sorry for him, for I dislike
to see a German suffer; but he was not a good man to die with. For myself I was
proud, knowing how the Fatherland would revere my memory and how my sons would
be taught to be men like me.
On August 9, we espied the ocean floor, and sent a powerful beam
from the searchlight over it. It was a vast undulating plain, mostly covered
with seaweed, and strewn with the shells of small mollusks. Here and there were
slimy objects of puzzling contour, draped with weeds and encrusted with
barnacles, which Kienze declared must be ancient ships lying in their graves.
He was puzzled by one thing, a peak of solid matter, protruding above the
oceanbed nearly four feet at its apex; about two feet thick, with flat sides
and smooth upper surfaces which met at a very obtuse angle. I called the peak a
bit of outcropping rock, but Kienze thought he saw carvings on it. After a
while he began to shudder, and turned away from the scene as if frightened; yet
could give no explanation save that he was overcome with the vastness,
darkness, remoteness, antiquity, and mystery of the oceanic abysses. His mind
was tired, but I am always a German, and was quick to notice two things: that the
U-29 was standing the deep-sea pressure splendidly, and that the peculiar
dolphins were still about us, even at a depth where the existence of high
organisms is considered impossible by most naturalists. That I had previously
overestimated our depth, I was sure; but none the less we must still have been
deep enough to make these phenomena remarkable. Our southward speed, as gauged
by the ocean floor, was about as I had estimated from the organisms passed at
higher levels.
It was at 3:15 PM., August 12, that poor Kienze went wholly mad.
He had been in the conning tower using the searchlight when I saw him bound
into the library compartment where I sat reading, and his face at once betrayed
him. I will repeat here what he said, underlining the words he emphasized:
"He is calling! He is calling! I hear him! We must go!" As he spoke
he took his ivory image from the table, pocketed it, and seized my arm in an
effort to drag me up the companionway to the deck. In a moment I understood
that he meant to open the hatch and plunge with me into the water outside, a
vagary of suicidal and homicidal mania for which I was scarcely prepared. As I
hung back and attempted to soothe him he grew more violent, saying: "Come
now—do not wait until later; it is better to repent and be forgiven than to
defy and be condemned."Then I tried the opposite of the soothing plan, and
told him he was mad—pitifully demented. But he was unmoved, and cried: "If
I am mad, it is mercy. May the gods pity the man who in his callousness can
remain sane to the hideous end! Come and be mad whilst he still calls with
mercy!"
This outburst seemed to relieve a pressure in his brain; for as he
finished he grew much milder, asking me to let him depart alone if I would not
accompany him. My course at once became clear. He was a German, but only a
Rhinelander and a commoner; and he was now a potentially dangerous madman. By
complying with his suicidal request I could immediately free myself from one
who was no longer a companion but a menace. I asked him to give me the ivory
image before he went, but this request brought from him such uncanny laughter
that I did not repeat it. Then I asked him if he wished to leave any keepsake
or lock of hair for his family in Germany in case I should be rescued, but
again he gave me that strange laugh. So as he climbed the ladder I went to the
levers and, allowing proper time-intervals, operated the machinery which sent
him to his death. After I saw that he was no longer in the boat I threw the
searchlight around the water in an effort to obtain a last glimpse of him since
I wished to ascertain whether the water-pressure would flatten him as it
theoretically should, or whether the body would be unaffected, like those
extraordinary dolphins. I did not, however, succeed in finding my late
companion, for the dolphins were massed thickly and obscuringly about the
conning tower.
That evening I regretted that I had not taken the ivory image
surreptitiously from poor Kienze's pocket as he left, for the memory of it
fascinated me. I could not forget the youthful, beautiful head with its leafy
crown, though I am not by nature an artist. I was also sorry that I had no one
with whom to converse. Kienze, though not my mental equal, was much better than
no one. I did not sleep well that night, and wondered exactly when the end
would come. Surely, I had little enough chance of rescue.
The next day I ascended to the conning tower and commenced the
customary searchlight explorations. Northward the view was much the same as it
had been all the four days since we had sighted the bottom, but I perceived
that the drifting of the U-29 was less rapid. As I swung the beam around to the
south, I noticed that the ocean floor ahead fell away in a marked declivity,
and bore curiously regular blocks of stone in certain places, disposed as if in
accordance with definite patterns. The boat did not at once descend to match
the greater ocean depth, so I was soon forced to adjust the searchlight to cast
a sharply downward beam. Owing to the abruptness of the change a wire was
disconnected, which necessitated a delay of many minutes for repairs; but at
length the light streamed on again, flooding the marine valley below me.
I am not given to emotion of any kind, but my amazement was very
great when I saw what lay revealed in that electrical glow. And yet as one
reared in the best Kultur of Prussia, I should not have been amazed, for
geology and tradition alike tell us of great transpositions in oceanic and
continental areas. What I saw was an extended and elaborate array of ruined
edifices; all of magnificent though unclassified architecture, and in various
stages of preservation. Most appeared to be of marble, gleaming whitely in the
rays of the searchlight, and the general plan was of a large city at the bottom
of a narrow valley, with numerous isolated temples and villas on the steep
slopes above. Roofs were fallen and columns were broken, but there still
remained an air of immemorially ancient splendor which nothing could efface.
Confronted at last with the Atlantis I had formerly deemed largely
a myth, I was the most eager of explorers. At the bottom of that valley a river
once had flowed; for as I examined the scene more closely I beheld the remains
of stone and marble bridges and sea-walls, and terraces and embankments once
verdant and beautiful. In my enthusiasm I became nearly as idiotic and
sentimental as poor Kienze, and was very tardy in noticing that the southward
current had ceased at last, allowing the U-29 to settle slowly down upon the
sunken city as an airplane settles upon a town of the upper earth. I was slow,
to, in realizing that the school of unusual dolphins had vanished.
In about two hours the boat rested in a paved plaza close to the
rocky wall of the valley. On one side I could view the entire city as it sloped
from the plaza down to the old river-bank; on the other side, in startling
proximity, I was confronted by the richly ornate and perfectly preserved facade
of a great building, evidently a temple, hollowed from the solid rock. Of the
original workmanship of this titanic thing I can only make conjectures. The
facade, of immense magnitude, apparently covers a continuous hollow recess; for
its windows are many and widely distributed. In the center yawns a great open
door, reached by an impressive flight of steps, and surrounded by exquisite
carvings like the figures of Bacchanals in relief. Foremost of all are the
great columns and frieze, both decorated with sculptures of inexpressible
beauty; obviously portraying idealized pastoral scenes and processions of
priests and priestesses bearing strange ceremonial devices in adoration of a
radiant god. The art is of the most phenomenal perfection, largely Hellenic in
idea, yet strangely individual. It imparts an impression of terrible antiquity,
as though it were the remotest rather than the immediate ancestor of Greek art.
Nor can I doubt that every detail of this massive product was fashioned from
the virgin hillside rock of our planet. It is palpably a part of the valley
wall, though how the vast interior was ever excavated I cannot imagine. Perhaps
a cavern or series of caverns furnished the nucleus. Neither age nor submersion
has corroded the pristine grandeur of this awful fane—for fane indeed it must
be—and today after thousands of years it rests untarnished and inviolate in the
endless night and silence of an ocean-chasm.
I cannot reckon the number of hours I spent in gazing at the
sunken city with its buildings, arches, statues, and bridges, and the colossal
temple with its beauty and mystery. Though I knew that death was near, my
curiosity was consuming; and I threw the searchlight beam about in eager quest.
The shaft of light permitted me to learn many details, but refused to show
anything within the gaping door of the rock-hewn temple; and after a time I
turned off the current, conscious of the need of conserving power. The rays
were now perceptibly dimmer than they had been during the weeks of drifting.
And as if sharpened by the coming deprivation of light, my desire to explore
the watery secrets grew. I, a German, should be the first to tread those
eon—forgotten ways!
I produced and examined a deep-sea diving suit of jointed metal,
and experimented with the portable light and air regenerator. Though I should
have trouble in managing the double hatches alone, I believed I could overcome
all obstacles with my scientific skill and actually walk about the dead city in
person.
On August 16 I effected an exit from the U-29, and laboriously
made my way through the ruined and mud-choked streets to the ancient river. I
found no skeletons or other human remains, but gleaned a wealth of
archeological lore from sculptures and coins. Of this I cannot now speak save
to utter my awe at a culture in the full noon of glory when cave-dwellers
roamed Europe and the Nile flowed unwatched to the sea. Others, guided by this
manuscript if it shall ever be found, must unfold the mysteries at which I can
only hint. I returned to the boat as my electric batteries grew feeble,
resolved to explore the rock temple on the following day.
On the 17th, as my impulse to search out the mystery of the temple
waxed still more insistent, a great disappointment befell me; for I found that
the materials needed to replenish the portable light had perished in the mutiny
of those pigs in July. My rage was unbounded, yet my German sense forbade me to
venture unprepared into an utterly black interior which might prove the lair of
some indescribable marine monster or a labyrinth of passages from whose
windings I could never extricate myself. All I could do was to turn on the
waning searchlight of the U-29, and with its aid walk up the temple steps and
study the exterior carvings. The shaft of light entered the door at an upward
angle, and I peered in to see if I could glimpse anything, but all in vain. Not
even the roof was visible; and though I took a step or two inside after testing
the floor with a staff, I dared not go farther. Moreover, for the first time in
my life I experienced the emotion of dread. I began to realize how some of poor
Kienze's moods had arisen, for as the temple drew me more and more, I feared
its aqueous abysses with a blind and mounting terror. Returning to the
submarine, I turned off the lights and sat thinking in the dark. Electricity
must now be saved for emergencies.
Saturday the 18th I spent in total darkness, tormented by thoughts
and memories that threatened to overcome my German will. Kienze had gone mad
and perished before reaching this sinister remnant of a past unwholesomely
remote, and had advised me to go with him. Was, indeed, Fate preserving my
reason only to draw me irresistibly to an end more horrible and unthinkable
than any man has dreamed of? Clearly, my nerves were sorely taxed, and I must
cast off these impressions of weaker men.
I could not sleep Saturday night, and turned on the lights
regardless of the future. It was annoying that the electricity should not last
out the air and provisions. I revived my thoughts of euthanasia, and examined
my automatic pistol. Toward morning I must have dropped asleep with the lights
on, for I awoke in darkness yesterday afternoon to find the batteries dead. I
struck several matches in succession, and desperately regretted the
improvidence which had caused us long ago to use up the few candles we carried.
After the fading of the last match I dared to waste, I sat very
quietly without a light. As I considered the inevitable end my mind ran over
preceding events, and developed a hitherto dormant impression which would have
caused a weaker and more superstitious man to shudder. The head of the radiant
god in the sculptures on the rock temple is the same as that carven bit of
ivory which the dead sailor brought from the sea and which poor Kienze carried
back into the sea.
I was a little dazed by this coincidence, but did not become
terrified. It is only the inferior thinker who hastens to explain the singular
and the complex by the primitive shortcut of supernaturalism. The coincidence
was strange, but I was too sound a reasoner to connect circumstances which
admit of no logical connection, or to associate in any uncanny fashion the
disastrous events which had led from the Victory affair to my present plight.
Feeling the need of more rest, I took a sedative and secured some more sleep.
My nervous condition was reflected in my dreams, for I seemed to hear the cries
of drowning persons, and to see dead faces pressing against the portholes of
the boat. And among the dead faces was the living, mocking face of the youth
with the ivory image.
I must be careful how I record my awakening today, for I am
unstrung, and much hallucination is necessarily mixed with fact.
Psychologically my case is most interesting, and I regret that it cannot be
observed scientifically by a competent German authority. Upon opening my eyes
my first sensation was an overmastering desire to visit the rock temple; a
desire which grew every instant, yet which I automatically sought to resist
through some emotion of fear which operated in the reverse direction. Next
there came to me the impression of light amidst the darkness of dead batteries,
and I seemed to see a sort of phosphorescent glow in the water through the
porthole which opened toward the temple. This aroused my curiosity, for I knew
of no deep—sea organism capable of emitting such luminosity.
But before I could investigate there came a third impression which
because of its irrationality caused me to doubt the objectivity of anything my
senses might record. It was an aural delusion; a sensation of rhythmic, melodic
sound as of some wild yet beautiful chant or choral hymn, coming from the
outside through the absolutely sound—proof hull of the U-29. Convinced of my
psychological and nervous abnormallty, I lighted some matches and poured a
stiff dose of sodium bromide solution, which seemed to calm me to the extent of
dispelling the illusion of sound. But the phosphorescence remained, and I had
difficulty in repressing a childish impulse to go to the porthole and seek its
source. It was horribly realistic, and I could soon distinguish by its aid the
familiar objects around me, as well as the empty sodium bromide glass of which
I had had no former visual impression in its present location. This last
circumstance made me ponder, and I crossed the room and touched the glass. It
was indeed in the place where I had seemed to see it. Now I knew that the light
was either real or part of an hallucination so fixed and consistent that I
could not hope to dispel it, so abandoning all resistance I ascended to the
conning tower to look for the luminous agency. Might it not actually be another
U-boat, offering possibilities of rescue?
It is well that the reader accept nothing which follows as
objective truth, for since the events transcend natural law, they are
necessarily the subjective and unreal creations of my overtaxed mind. When I
attained the conning tower I found the sea in general far less luminous than I
had expected. There was no animal or vegetable phosphorescence about, and the
city that sloped down to the river was invisible in blackness. What I did see
was not spectacular, not grotesque or terrifying, yet it removed my last
vestige of trust in my consciousness. For the door and windows of the undersea
temple hewn from the rocky hill were vividly aglow with a flickering radiance,
as from a mighty altar-flame far within.
Later incidents are chaotic. As I stared at the uncannily lighted
door and windows, I became subject to the most extravagant visions—visions so
extravagant that I cannot even relate them. I fancied that I discerned objects
in the temple; objects both stationary and moving; and seemed to hear again the
unreal chant that had floated to me when first I awaked. And over all rose
thoughts and fears which centered in the youth from the sea and the ivory image
whose carving was duplicated on the frieze and columns of the temple before me.
I thought of poor Kienze, and wondered where his body rested with the image he
had carried back into the sea. He had warned me of something, and I had not
heeded—but he was a soft-headed Rhinelander who went mad at troubles a Prussian
could bear with ease.
The rest is very simple. My impulse to visit and enter the temple
has now become an inexplicable and imperious command which ultimately cannot be
denied. My own German will no longer controls my acts, and volition is henceforward
possible only in minor matters. Such madness it was which drove Kienze to his
death, bare-headed and unprotected in the ocean; but I am a Prussian and a man
of sense, and will use to the last what little will I have. When first I saw
that I must go, I prepared my diving suit, helmet, and air regenerator for
instant donning, and immediately commenced to write this hurried chronicle in
the hope that it may some day reach the world. I shall seal the manuscript in a
bottle and entrust it to the sea as I leave the U-29 for ever.
I have no fear, not even from the prophecies of the madman Kienze.
What I have seen cannot be true, and I know that this madness of my own will at
most lead only to suffocation when my air is gone. The light in the temple is a
sheer delusion, and I shall die calmly like a German, in the black and
forgotten depths. This demoniac laughter which I hear as I write comes only
from my own weakening brain. So I will carefully don my suit and walk boldly up
the steps into the primal shrine, that silent secret of unfathomed waters and
uncounted years.
The inhabitants of Kingsport say and think many things about the
Terrible Old Man which generally keep him safe from the attention of gentlemen
like Mr. Ricci and his colleagues, despite the almost certain fact that he
hides a fortune of indefinite magnitude somewhere about his musty and venerable
abode. He is, in truth, a very strange person, believed to have been a captain
of East India clipper ships in his day; so old that no one can remember when he
was young, and so taciturn that few know his real name. Among the gnarled trees
in the front yard of his aged and neglected place he maintains a strange
collection of large stones, oddly grouped and painted so that they resemble the
idols in some obscure Eastern temple. This collection frightens away most of
the small boys who love to taunt the Terrible Old Man about his long white hair
and beard, or to break the small—paned windows of his dwelling with wicked
missiles; but there are other things which frighten the older and more curious
folk who sometimes steal up to the house to peer in through the dusty panes.
These folk say that on a table in a bare room on the ground floor are many
peculiar bottles, in each a small piece of lead suspended pendulum-wise from a
string. And they say that the Terrible Old Man talks to these bottles,
addressing them by such names as Jack, Scar—Face, Long Tom, Spanish Joe,
Peters, and Mate Ellis, and that whenever he speaks to a bottle the little lead
pendulum within makes certain definite vibrations as if in answer.
Those who have watched the tall, lean, Terrible Old Man in these
peculiar conversations, do not watch him again. But Angelo Ricci and Joe Czanek
and Manuel Silva were not of Kingsport blood; they were of that new and
heterogeneous alien stock which lies outside the charmed circle of New England
life and traditions, and they saw in the Terrible Old Man merely a tottering,
almost helpless grey-beard, who could not walk without the aid of his knotted
cane, and whose thin, weak hands shook pitifully. They were really quite sorry
in their way for the lonely, unpopular old fellow, whom everybody shunned, and
at whom all the dogs barked singularly. But business is business, and to a robber
whose soul is in his profession, there is a lure and a challenge about a very
old and very feeble man who has no account at the bank, and who pays for his
few necessities at the village store with Spanish gold and silver minted two
centuries ago.
Messrs. Ricci, Czanek, and Silva selected the night of April 11th
for their call. Mr. Ricci and Mr. Silva were to interview the poor old
gentleman, whilst Mr. Czanek waited for them and their presumable metallic
burden with a covered motor-car in Ship Street, by the gate in the tall rear
wall of their host's grounds. Desire to avoid needless explanations in case of
unexpected police intrusions prompted these plans for a quiet and
unostentatious departure.
As prearranged, the three adventurers started out separately in
order to prevent any evil-minded suspicions afterward. Messrs. Ricci and Silva
met in Water Street by the old man's front gate, and although they did not like
the way the moon shone down upon the painted stones through the budding
branches of the gnarled trees, they had more important things to think about
than mere idle superstition. They feared it might be unpleasant work making the
Terrible Old Man loquacious concerning his hoarded gold and silver, for aged
sea—captains are notably stubborn and perverse. Still, he was very old and very
feeble, and there were two visitors. Messrs. Ricci and Silva were experienced
in the art of making unwilling persons voluble, and the screams of a weak and
exceptionally venerable man can be easily muffled. So they moved up to the one
lighted window and heard the Terrible Old Man talking childishly to his bottles
with pendulums. Then they donned masks and knocked politely at the
weather-stained oaken door.
Waiting seemed very long to Mr. Czanek as he fidgeted restlessly
in the covered motor-car by the Terrible Old Man's back gate in Ship Street. He
was more than ordinarily tender-hearted, and he did not like the hideous
screams he had heard in the ancient house just after the hour appointed for the
deed. Had he not told his colleagues to be as gentle as possible with the
pathetic old sea-captain? Very nervously he watched that narrow oaken gate in
the high and ivy-clad stone wall. Frequently he consulted his watch, and
wondered at the delay. Had the old man died before revealing where his treasure
was hidden, and had a thorough search become necessary? Mr. Czanek did not like
to wait so long in the dark in such a place. Then he sensed a soft tread or
tapping on the walk inside the gate, heard a gentle fumbling at the rusty
latch, and saw the narrow, heavy door swing inward. And in the pallid glow of
the single dim street-lamp he strained his eyes to see what his colleagues had
brought out of that sinister house which loomed so close behind. But when he
looked, he did not see what he had expected; for his colleagues were not there
at all, but only the Terrible Old Man leaning quietly on his knotted cane and
smiling hideously. Mr. Czanek had never before noticed the colour of that man's
eyes; now he saw that they were yellow.
Little things make considerable excitement in little towns, which
is the reason that Kingsport people talked all that spring and summer about the
three unidentifiable bodies, horribly slashed as with many cutlasses, and
horribly mangled as by the tread of many cruel boot-heels, which the tide
washed in. And some people even spoke of things as trivial as the deserted
motor-car found in Ship Street, or certain especially inhuman cries, probably
of a stray animal or migratory bird, heard in the night by wakeful citizens.
But in this idle village gossip the Terrible Old Man took no interest at all.
He was by nature reserved, and when one is aged and feeble, one's reserve is
doubly strong. Besides, so ancient a sea-captain must have witnessed scores of
things much more stirring in the far-off days of his unremembered youth.
I
It is true that I have sent six bullets through the head of my
best friend, and yet I hope to show by this statement that I am not his
murderer. At first I shall be called a madman—madder than the man I shot in his
cell at the Arkham Sanitarium. Later some of my readers will weigh each
statement, correlate it with the known facts, and ask themselves how I could
have believed otherwise than I did after facing the evidence of that
horror—that thing on the doorstep.
Until then I also saw nothing but madness in the wild tales I have
acted on. Even now I ask myself whether I was misled—or whether I am not mad
after all. I do not know—but others have strange things to tell of Edward and
Asenath Derby, and even the stolid police are at their wits' ends to account
for that last terrible visit. They have tried weakly to concoct a theory of a
ghastly jest or warning by discharged servants, yet they know in their hearts
that the truth is something infinitely more terrible and incredible.
So I say that I have not murdered Edward Derby. Rather have I
avenged him, and in so doing purged the earth of a horror whose survival might
have loosed untold terrors on all mankind. There are black zones of shadow
close to our daily paths, and now and then some evil soul breaks a passage
through. When that happens, the man who knows must strike before reckoning the
consequences.
I have known Edward Pickman Derby all his life. Eight years my junior,
he was so precocious that we had much in common from the time he was eight and
I was sixteen. He was the most phenomenal child scholar I have ever known, and
at seven was writing verse of a sombre, fantastic, almost morbid cast which
astonished the tutors surrounding him. Perhaps his private education and
coddled seclusion had something to do with his premature flowering. An only
child, he had organic weaknesses which startled his doting parents and caused
them to keep him closely chained to their side. He was never allowed out
without his nurse, and seldom had a chance to play unconstrainedly with other
children. All this doubtless fostered a strange secretive life in the boy, with
imagination as his one avenue of freedom.
At any rate, his juvenile learning was prodigious and bizarre; and
his facile writings such as to captivate me despite my greater age. About that
time I had leanings toward art of a somewhat grotesque cast, and I found in
this younger child a rare kindred spirit. What lay behind our joint love of
shadows and marvels was, no doubt, the ancient, mouldering, and subtly fearsome
town in which we live—witch-cursed, legend-haunted Arkham, whose huddled,
sagging gambrel roofs and crumbling Georgian balustrades brood out the
centuries beside the darkly muttering Miskatonic.
As time went by I turned to architecture and gave up my design of
illustrating a book of Edward's demoniac poems, yet our comradeship suffered no
lessening. Young Derby's odd genius developed remarkably, and in his eighteenth
year his collected nightmare-lyrics made a real sensation when issued under the
title Azathoth and Other Horrors. He was a close correspondent of the notorious
Baudelairean poet Justin Geoffrey, who wrote The People of the Monolith and
died screaming in a madhouse in 1926 after a visit to a sinister, ill-regarded
village in Hungary.
In self-reliance and practical affairs, however, Derby was greatly
retarded because of his coddled existence. His health had improved, but his
habits of childish dependence were fostered by over-careful parents, so that he
never travelled alone, made independent decisions, or assumed responsibilities.
It was early seen that he would not be equal to a struggle in the business or
professional arena, but the family fortune was so ample that this formed no
tragedy. As he grew to years of manhood he retained a deceptive aspect of
boyishness. Blond and blue-eyed, he had the fresh complexion of a child; and
his attempt to raise a moustache were discernible only with difficulty. His voice
was soft and light, and his unexercised life gave him a juvenile chubbiness
rather than the paunchiness of premature middle age. He was of good height, and
his handsome face would have made him a notable gallant had not his shyness
held him to seclusion and bookishness.
Derby's parents took him abroad every summer, and he was quick to
seize on the surface aspects of European thought and expression. His Poe-like
talents turned more and more toward the decadent, and other artistic
sensitiveness and yearnings were half-aroused in him. We had great discussions
in those days. I had been through Harvard, had studied in a Boston architect's
office, had married, and had finally returned to Arkham to practise my
profession—settling in the family homestead in Saltonstall Street since my
father had moved to Florida for his health. Edward used to call almost every
evening, till I came to regard him as one of the household. He had a
characteristic way of ringing the doorbell or sounding the knocker that grew to
be a veritable code signal, so that after dinner I always listened for the
familiar three brisk strokes followed by two more after a pause. Less
frequently I would visit at his house and note with envy the obscure volumes in
his constantly growing library.
Derby went through Miskatonic University in Arkahm since his
parents would not let him board away from them. He entered at sixteen and
completed his course in three years, majoring in English and French literature
and receiving high marks in everything but mathematics and the sciences. He
mingled very little with the other students, though looking enviously at the
"daring" or "Bohemian" set—whose superficially
"smart" language and meaningless ironic pose he aped, and whose
dubious conduct he wished he dared adopt.
What he did do was to become an almost fanatical devotee of
subterranean magical lore, for which Miskatonic's library was and is famous.
Always a dweller on the surface of phantasy and strangeness, he now delved deep
into the actual runes and riddles left by a fabulous past for the guidance or
puzzlement of posterity. He read things like the frightful Book of Eibon, the
Unaussprechlichen Kulten of von Junzt, and the forbidden Necronomicon of the
mad Arab Abdul Alhazred, though he did not tell his parents he had seen them.
Edward was twenty when my son and only child was born, and seemed pleased when
I named the newcomer Edward Derby Upton after him.
By the time he was twenty-five Edward Derby was a prodigiously
learned man and a fairly well known poet and fantaisiste though his lack of
contacts and responsibilities had slowed down his literary growth by making his
products derivative and over-bookish. I was perhaps his closest friend—finding
him an inexhaustible mine of vital theoretical topics, while he relied on me
for advice in whatever matters he did not wish to refer to his parents. He
remained single—more through shyness, inertia, and parental protectiveness than
through inclination—and moved in society only to the slightest and most
perfunctory extent. When the war came both health and ingrained timidity kept
him at home. I went to Plattsburg for a commission but never got overseas.
So the years wore on. Edward's mother died when he was thirty-four
and for months he was incapacitated by some odd psychological malady. His
father took him to Europe, however, and he managed to pull out of his trouble
without visible effects. Afterward he seemed to feel a sort of grotesque
exhilaration, as if of partial escape from some unseen bondage. He began to
mingle in the more "advanced" college set despite his middle age, and
was present at some extremely wild doings—on one occasion paying heavy
blackmail (which he borrowed of me) to keep his presence at a certain affair
from his father's notice. Some of the whispered rumors about the wild
Miskatonic set were extremely singular. There was even talk of black magic and
of happenings utterly beyond credibility.
II
Edward was thirty-eight when he met Asenath Waite. She was, I
judge, about twenty-three at the time; and was taking a special course in
mediaeval metaphysics at Miskatonic. The daughter of a friend of mine had met
her before—in the Hall School at Kingsport—and had been inclined to shun her
because of her odd reputation. She was dark, smallish, and very good-looking
except for overprotuberant eyes; but something in her expression alienated
extremely sensitive people. It was, however, largely her origin and
conversation which caused average folk to avoid her. She was one of the
Innsmouth Waites, and dark legends have clustered for generations about
crumbling, half-deserted Innsmouth and its people. There are tales of horrible
bargains about the year 1850, and of a strange element "not quite
human" in the ancient families of the run-down fishing port—tales such as
only old—time Yankees can devise and repeat with proper awesomeness.
Asenath's case was aggravated by the fact that she was Ephraim
Waite's daughter—the child of his old age by an unknown wife who always went
veiled. Ephraim lived in a half-decayed mansion in Washington Street,
Innsmouth, and those who had seen the place (Arkham folk avoid going to
Innsmouth whenever they can) declared that the attic windows were always
boarded, and that strange sounds sometimes floated from within as evening drew
on. The old man was known to have been a prodigious magical student in his day,
and legend averred that he could raise or quell storms at sea according to his
whim. I had seen him once or twice in my youth as he came to Arkham to consult
forbidden tomes at the college library, and had hated his wolfish, saturnine
face with its tangle of iron-grey beard. He had died insane—under rather queer
circumstances—just before his daughter (by his will made a nominal ward of the
principal) entered the Hall School, but she had been his morbidly avid pupil
and looked fiendishly like him at times.
The friend whose daughter had gone to school with Asenath Waite
repeated many curious things when the news of Edward's acquaintance with her
began to spread about. Asenath, it seemed, had posed as a kind of magician at
school; and had really seemed able to accomplish some highly baffling marvels.
She professed to be able to raise thunderstorms, though her seeming success was
generally laid to some uncanny knack at prediction. All animals markedly
disliked her, and she could make any dog howl by certain motions of her right
hand. There were times when she displayed snatches of knowledge and language
very singular—and very shocking—for a young girl; when she would frighten her
schoolmates with leers and winks of an inexplicable kind, and would seem to
extract an obscene zestful irony from her present situation.
Most unusual, though, were the well-attested cases of her
influence over other persons. She was, beyond question, a genuine hypnotist. By
gazing peculiarly at a fellow-student she would often give the latter a
distinct feeling of exchanged personality—as if the subject were placed
momentarily in the magician's body and able to stare half across the room at
her real body, whose eyes blazed and protruded with an alien expression.
Asenath often made wild claims about the nature of consciousness and about its
independence of the physical frame—or at least from the life-processes of the
physical frame. Her crowning rage, however, was that she was not a man; since
she believed a male brain had certain unique and far-reaching cosmic powers.
Given a man's brain, she declared, she could not only equal but surpass her
father in mastery of unknown forces.
Edward met Asenath at a gathering of "intelligentsia"
held in one of the students' rooms, and could talk of nothing else when he came
to see me the next day. He had found her full of the interests and erudition
which engrossed him most, and was in addition wildly taken with her appearance.
I had never seen the young woman, and recalled casual references only faintly,
but I knew who she was. It seemed rather regrettable that Derby should become
so upheaved about her; but I said nothing to discourage him, since infatuation
thrives on opposition. He was not, he said, mentioning her to his father.
In the next few weeks I heard of very little but Asenath from
young Derby. Others now remarked Edward's autumnal gallantry, though they
agreed that he did not look even nearly his actual age, or seem at all inappropriate
as an escort for his bizarre divinity. He was only a trifle paunchy despite his
indolence and self-indulgence, and his face was absolutely without lines.
Asenath, on the other hand, had the premature crow's feet which come from the
exercises of an intense will.
About this time Edward brought the girl to call on me, and I at
once saw that his interest was by no means one-sided. She eyed him continually
with an almost predatory air, and I perceived that their intimacy was beyond
untangling. Soon afterward I had a visit from old Mr. Derby, whom I had always
admired and respected. He had heard the tales of his son's new friendship, and
had wormed the whole truth out of "the boy."Edward meant to marry
Asenath, and had even been looking at houses in the suburbs. Knowing my usually
great influence with his son, the father wondered if I could help to break the
ill-advised affair off; but I regretfully expressed my doubts. This time it was
not a question of Edward's weak will but of the woman's strong will. The
perennial child had transferred his dependence from the parental image to a new
and stronger image, and nothing could be done about it.
The wedding was performed a month later—by a justice of the peace,
according to the bride's request. Mr. Derby, at my advice, offered no
opposition, and he, my wife, my son, and I attended the brief ceremony—the
other guests being wild young people from the college. Asenath had bought the
old Crowninshield place in the country at the end of High Street, and they
proposed to settle there after a short trip to Innsmouth, whence three servants
and some books and household goods were to be brought. It was probably not so
much consideration for Edward and his father as a personal wish to be near the
college, its library, and its crowd of "sophisticates," that made
Asenath settle in Arkham instead of returning permanently home.
When Edward called on me after the honeymoon I thought he looked
slightly changed. Asenath had made him get rid of the undeveloped moustache,
but there was more than that. He looked soberer and more thoughtful, his
habitual pout of childish rebelliousness being exchanged for a look almost of
genuine sadness. I was puzzled to decide whether I liked or disliked the
change. Certainly he seemed for the moment more normally adult than ever
before. Perhaps the marriage was a good thing—might not the change of
dependence form a start toward actual neutralisaton, leading ultimately to
responsible independence? He came alone, for Asenath was very busy. She had brought
a vast store of books and apparatus from Innsmouth (Derby shuddered as he spoke
the name), and was finishing the restoration of the Crowninshield house and
grounds.
Her home—in that town—was a rather disgusting place, but certain
objects in it had taught him some surprising things. He was progressing fast in
esoteric lore now that he had Asenath's guidance. Some of the experiments she
proposed were very daring and radical—he did not feel at liberty to describe
them—but he had confidence in her powers and intentions. The three servants
were very queer—an incredibly aged couple who had been with old Ephraim and
referred occasionally to him and to Asenath's dead mother in a cryptic way, and
a swarthy young wench who had marked anomalies of feature and seemed to exude a
perpetual odour of fish.
III
For the next two years I saw less and less of Derby. A fortnight
would sometimes slip by without the familiar three-and-two strokes at the front
door; and when he did call—or when, as happened with increasing infrequency, I
called on him—he was very little disposed to converse on vital topics. He had
become secretive about those occult studies which he used to describe and
discuss so minutely, and preferred not to talk of his wife. She had aged
tremendously since her marriage, till now—oddly enough—she seemed the elder of
the two. Her face held the most concentratedly determined expression I had ever
seen, and her whole aspect seemed to gain a vague, unplaceable repulsiveness.
My wife and son noticed it as much as I, and we all ceased gradually to call on
her—for which, Edward admitted in one of his boyishly tactless moments, she was
unmitigatedly grateful. Occasionally the Derbys would go on long
trips—ostensibly to Europe, though Edward sometimes hinted at obscurer destinations.
It was after the first year that people began talking about the
change in Edward Derby. It was very casual talk, for the change was purely
psychological; but it brought up some interesting points. Now and then, it
seemed Edward was observed to wear an expression and to do things wholly
incompatible with his usual flabby nature. For example—although in the old days
he could not drive a car, he was now seen occasionally to dash into or out of
the old Crowninshield driveway with Asenath's powerful Packard, handling it
like a master, and meeting traffic entanglements with a skill and determination
utterly alien to his accustomed nature. In such cases he seemed always to be
just back from some trip or just starting on one—what sort of trip, no one could
guess, although he mostly favoured the Innsmouth road.
Oddly, the metamorphosis did not seem altogether pleasing. People
said he looked too much like his wife, or like old Ephraim Waite himself, in
these moments—or perhaps these moments seemed unnatural because they were so
rare. Sometimes, hours after starting out in this way, he would return
listlessly sprawled on the rear seat of the car while an obviously hired
chauffeur or mechanic drove. Also, his preponderant aspect on the streets
during his decreasing round of social contacts (including, I may say, his calls
on me) was the old-time indecisive one—its irresponsible childishness even more
marked than in the past. While Asenath's face aged, Edward—aside from those
exceptional occasions—actually relaxed into a kind of exaggerated immaturity,
save when a trace of the new sadness or understanding would flash across it. It
was really very puzzling. Meanwhile the Derbys almost dropped out of the gay
college circle—not through their own disgust, we heard, but because something
about their present studies shocked even the most callous of the other
decadents.
It was in the third year of the marriage that Edward began to hint
openly to me of a certain fear and dissatisfaction. He would let fall remarks
about things "going too far," and would talk darkly about the need of
"gaining his identity."At first I ignored such references, but in
time I began to question him guardedly, remembering what my friend's daughter
had said about Asenath's hypnotic influence over the other girls at school—the
cases where students had thought they were in her body looking across the room
at themselves. This questioning seemed to make him at once alarmed and
grateful, and once he mumbled something about having a serious talk with me later.
About this time old Mr. Derby died, for which I was afterward very thankful.
Edward was badly upset, though by no means disorganized. He had seen
astonishingly little of his parent since his marriage, for Asenath had
concentrated in herself all his vital sense of family linkage. Some called him
callous in his loss—especially since those jaunty and confident moods in the
car began to increase. He now wished to move back into the old family mansion,
but Asenath insisted on staying in the Crowninshield house to which she had
become well adjusted.
Not long afterward my wife heard a curious thing from a friend—one
of the few who had not dropped the Derbys. She had been out to the end of High
Street to call on the couple, and had seen a car shoot briskly out of the drive
with Edward's oddly confident and almost sneering face above the wheel. Ringing
the bell, she had been told by the repulsive wench that Asenath was also out;
but had chanced to look at the house in leaving. There, at one of Edward's
library windows, she had glimpsed a hastily withdrawn face—a face whose
expression of pain, defeat, and wistful hopelessness was poignant beyond
description. It was—incredibly enough in view of its usual domineering
cast—Asenath's; yet the caller had vowed that in that instant the sad, muddled
eyes of poor Edward were gazing out from it.
Edward's calls now grew a trifle more frequent, and his hints
occasionally became concrete. What he said was not to be believed, even in
centuried and legend-haunted Arkham; but he threw out his dark lore with a
sincerity and convincingness which made one fear for his sanity. He talked
about terrible meetings in lonely places, of cyclopean ruins in the heart of
the Maine woods beneath which vast staircases led down to abysses of nighted
secrets, of complex angles that led through invisible walls to other regions of
space and time, and of hideous exchanges of personality that permitted
explorations in remote and forbidden places, on other worlds, and in different
space—time continua.
He would now and then back up certain crazy hints by exhibiting
objects which utterly nonplussed me—elusively coloured and bafflingly textured
objects like nothing ever heard of on earth, whose insane curves and surfaces
answered no conceivable purpose, and followed no conceivable geometry. These
things, he said, came "from outside"; and his wife knew how to get
them. Sometimes—but always in frightened and ambiguous whisper—he would suggest
things about old Ephraim Waite, whom he had seen occasionally at the college
library in the old days. These adumbrations were never specific, but seemed to
revolve around some especially horrible doubt as to whether the old wizard were
really dead—in a spiritual as well as corporeal sense.
At times Derby would halt abruptly in his revelations, and I
wondered whether Asenath could possibly have divined his speech at a distance
and cut him off through some unknown sort of telepathic mesmerism—some power of
the kind she had displayed at school. Certainly, she suspected that he told me
things, for as the weeks passed she tried to stop his visits with words and
glances of a most inexplicable potency. Only with difficulty could he get to
see me, for although he would pretend to be going somewhere else, some
invisible force would generally clog his motions or make him forget his
destination for the time being. His visits usually came when Asenath was
way—"away in her own body," as he once oddly put it. She always found
out later—the servants watched his goings and coming—but evidently she thought
it inexpedient to do anything drastic.
IV
Derby had been married more than three years on that August day
when I got that telegram from Maine. I had not seen him for two months, but had
heard he was away "on business."Asenath was supposed to be with him,
though watchful gossip declared there was someone upstairs in the house behind
the doubly curtained windows. They had watched the purchases made by the
servants. And now the town marshal of Chesuncook had wired of the draggled
madman who stumbled out of the woods with delirious ravings and screamed to me
for protection. It was Edward—and he had been just able to recall his own name
and address.
Chesuncook is close to the wildest, deepest, and least explored
forest belt in Maine, and it took a whole day of feverish jolting through
fantastic and forbidding scenery to get there in a car. I found Derby in a cell
at the town farm, vacillating between frenzy and apathy. He knew me at once,
and began pouring out a meaningless, half-incoherent torrent of words in my
direction.
"Dan, for God's sake! The pit of the shoggoths! Down the six
thousand steps...the abomination of abominations...I never would let her take
me, and then I found myself there—Ia! Shub-Niggurath!—The shape rose up from
the altar, and there were five hundred that howled—The Hooded Thing bleated
'Kamog! Kamog!'—that was old Ephraim's secret name in the coven—I was there,
where she promised she wouldn't take me—A minute before I was locked in the
library, and then I was there where she had gone with my body—in the place of
utter blasphemy, the unholy pit where the black realm begins and the watcher
guards the gate—I saw a shoggoth—it changed shape—I can't stand it—I'll kill
her if she ever sends me there again—I'll kill that entity—her, him, it—I'll
kill it! I'll kill it with my own hands!"
It took me an hour to quiet him, but he subsided at last. The next
day I got him decent clothes in the village, and set out with him for Arkham.
His fury of hysteria was spent, and he was inclined to be silent, though he
began muttering darkly to himself when the car passed through Augusta—as if the
sight of a city aroused unpleasant memories. It was clear that he did not wish
to go home; and considering the fantastic delusions he seemed to have about his
wife—delusions undoubtedly springing from some actual hypnotic ordeal to which
he had been subjected—I thought it would be better if he did not. I would, I
resolved, put him up myself for a time; no matter what unpleasantness it would
make with Asenath. Later I would help him get a divorce, for most assuredly
there were mental factors which made this marriage suicidal for him. When we
struck open country again Derby's muttering faded away, and I let him nod and
drowse on the seat beside me as I drove.
During our sunset dash through Portland the muttering commenced
again, more distinctly than before, and as I listened I caught a stream of
utterly insane drivel about Asenath. The extent to which she had preyed on
Edward's nerves was plain, for he had woven a whole set of hallucinations
around her. His present predicament, he mumbled furtively, was only one of a
long series. She was getting hold of him, and he knew that some day she would
never let go. Even now she probably let him go only when she had to, because
she couldn't hold on long at a time. She constantly took his body and went to
nameless places for nameless rites, leaving him in her body and locking him
upstairs—but sometimes she couldn't hold on, and he would find himself suddenly
in his own body again in some far-off, horrible, and perhaps unknown place.
Sometimes she'd get hold of him again and sometimes she couldn't. Often he was
left stranded somewhere as I had found him—time and again he had to find his
way home from frightful distances, getting somebody to drive the car after he
found it.
The worst thing was that she was holding on to him longer and
longer at a time. She wanted to be a man—to be fully human—that was why she got
hold of him. She had sensed the mixture of fine-wrought brain and weak will in
him. Some day she would crowd him out and disappear with his body—disappear to
become a great magician like her father and leave him marooned in that female
shell that wasn't even quite human. Yes, he knew about the Innsmouth blood now.
There had been traffick with things from the sea—it was horrible...And old
Ephraim—he had known the secret, and when he grew old did a hideous thing to
keep alive—he wanted to live forever—Asenath would succeed—one successful
demonstration had taken place already.
As Derby muttered on I turned to look at him closely, verifying
the impression of change which an earlier scrutiny had given me. Paradoxically,
he seemed in better shape than usual—harder, more normally developed, and
without the trace of sickly flabbiness caused by his indolent habits. It was as
if he had been really active and properly exercised for the first time in his
coddled life, and I judged that Asenath's force must have pushed him into
unwonted channels of motion and alertness. But just now his mind was in a
pitiable state; for he was mumbling wild extravagances about his wife, about
black magic, about old Ephraim, and about some revelation which would convince
even me. He repeated names which I recognized from bygone browsings in
forbidden volumes, and at times made me shudder with a certain thread of
mythological consistency—or convincing coherence—which ran through his
maundering. Again and again he would pause, as if to gather courage for some
final and terrible disclosure.
"Dan, Dan, don't you remember him—wild eyes and the unkempt
beard that never turned white? He glared at me once, and I never forgot it. Now
she glares that way. And I know why! He found it in the Necronomicon—the
formula. I don't dare tell you the page yet, but when I do you can read and
understand. Then you will know what has engulfed me. On, on, on, on—body to
body to body—he means never to die. The life-glow—he knows how to break the
link...it can flicker on a while even when the body is dead. I'll give you
hints and maybe you'll guess. Listen, Dan—do you know why my wife always takes
such pains with that silly backhand writing? Have you ever seen a manuscript of
old Ephraim's? Do you want to know why I shivered when I saw some hasty notes
Asenath had jotted down?
"Asenath—is there such a person? Why did they half-think
there was poison in old Ephraim's stomach? Why do the Gilmans whisper about the
way he shrieked—like a frightened child—when he went mad and Asenath locked him
up in the padded attic room where—the other—had been? Was it old Ephraim's soul
that was locked in? Who locked in whom? Why had he been looking for months for
someone with a fine mind and a weak will?—Why did he curse that his daughter
wasn't a son? Tell me? Daniel Upton—what devilish exchange was perpetrated in
the house of horror where that blasphemous monster had his trusting,
weak-willed half-human child at his mercy? Didn't he make it permanent—as
she'll do in the end with me? Tell me why that thing that calls itself Asenath
writes differently off guard, so that you can't tell its script from—"
Then the thing happened. Derby's voice was rising to a thin treble
scream as he raved, when suddenly it was shut off with an almost mechanical
click. I thought of those other occasions at my home when his confidences had
abruptly ceased—when I had half-fancied that some obscure telepathic wave of
Asenath's mental force was intervening to keep him silent. This, though, was
something altogether different—and, I felt, infinitely more horrible. The face
beside me was twisted almost unrecognizably for a moment, while through the
whole body there passed a shivering motion—as if all the bones, organs,
muscles, nerves, and glands were adjusting themselves to a radically different
posture, set of stresses, and general personality.
Just where the supreme horror lay, I could not for my life tell;
yet there swept over me such a swamping wave of sickness and repulsion—such a
freezing, petrifying sense of utter alienage and abnormality—that my grasp of
the wheel grew feeble and uncertain. The figure beside me seemed less like a
lifelong friend than like some monstrous intrusion from outer space—some
damnable, utterly accursed focus of unknown and malign cosmic forces.
I had faltered only a moment, but before another moment was over
my companion had seized the wheel and forced me to change places with him. The
dusk was now very thick, and the lights of Portland far behind, so I could not
see much of his face. The blaze of his eyes, though, was phenomenal; and I knew
that he must now be in that queerly energized state—so unlike his usual
self—which so many people had noticed. It seemed odd and incredible that
listless Edward Derby—he who could never assert himself, and who had never
learned to drive—should be ordering me about and taking the wheel of my own
car, yet that was precisely what had happened. He did not speak for some time,
and in my inexplicable horror I was glad he did not.
In the lights of Biddeford and Saco I saw his firmly set mouth,
and shivered at the blaze of his eyes. The people were right—he did look
damnably like his wife and like old Ephraim when in these moods. I did not
wonder that the moods were disliked—there was certainly something unnatural in
them, and I felt the sinister element all the more because of the wild ravings
I had been hearing. This man, for all my lifelong knowledge of Edward Pickman
Derby, was a stranger—an intrusion of some sort from the black abyss.
He did not speak until we were on a dark stretch of road, and when
he did his voice seemed utterly unfamiliar. It was deeper, firmer, and more
decisive than I had ever known it to be; while its accent and pronunciation
were altogether changed—though vaguely, remotely, and rather disturbingly
recalling something I could not quite place. There was, I thought, a trace of
very profound and very genuine irony in the timbre—not the flashy,
meaninglessly jaunty pseudo-irony of the callow "sophisticate," which
Derby had habitually affected, but something grim, basic, pervasive, and
potentially evil. I marvelled at the self-possession so soon following the
spell of panic-struck muttering.
"I hope you'll forget my attack back there, Upton," he
was saying. "You know what my nerves are, and I guess you can excuse such
things. I'm enormously grateful, of course, for this lift home.
"And you must forget, too, any crazy things I may have been
saying about my wife—and about things in general. That's what comes from
overstudy in a field like mine. My philosophy is full of bizarre concepts, and
when the mind gets worn out it cooks up all sorts of imaginary concrete
applications. I shall take a rest from now on—you probably won't see me for
some time, and you needn't blame Asenath for it.
"This trip was a bit queer, but it's really very simple.
There are certain Indian relics in the north wood—standing stones, and all
that—which mean a good deal in folklore, and Asenath and I are following that
stuff up. It was a hard search, so I seem to have gone off my head. I must send
somebody for the car when I get home. A month's relaxation will put me on my
feet."
I do not recall just what my own part of the conversation was, for
the baffling alienage of my seatmate filled all my consciousness. With every
moment my feeling of elusive cosmic horror increased, till at length I was in a
virtual delirium of longing for the end of the drive. Derby did not offer to
relinquish the wheel, and I was glad of the speed with which Portsmouth and
Newburyport flashed by.
At the junction where the main highway runs inland and avoids
Innsmouth, I was half-afraid my driver would take the bleak shore road that
goes through that damnable place. He did not, however, but darted rapidly past
Rowley and Ipswich toward our destination. We reached Arkham before midnight,
and found the lights still on at the old Crowninshield house. Derby left the
car with a hasty repetition of his thanks, and I drove home alone with a
curious feeling of relief. It had been a terrible drive—all the more terrible
because I could not quite tell why—and I did not regret Derby's forecast of a
long absence from my company.
V
The next two months were full of rumours. People spoke of seeing
Derby more and more in his new energized state, and Asenath was scarcely ever
in to her callers. I had only one visit from Edward, when he called briefly in
Asenath's car—duly reclaimed from wherever he had left it in Maine—to get some
books he had lent me. He was in his new state, and paused only long enough for
some evasively polite remarks. It was plain that he had nothing to discuss with
me when in this condition—and I noticed that he did not even trouble to give
the old three-and-two signal when ringing the doorbell. As on that evening in
the car, I felt a faint, infinitely deep horror which I could not explain; so
that his swift departure was a prodigious relief.
In mid-September Derby was away for a week, and some of the
decadent college set talked knowingly of the matter—hinting at a meeting with a
notorious cult-leader, lately expelled from England, who had established
headquarters in New York. For my part I could not get that strange ride from
Maine out of my head. The transformation I had witnessed had affected me
profoundly, and I caught myself again and again trying to account for the
thing—and for the extreme horror it had inspired in me.
But the oddest rumours were those about the sobbing in the old
Crowninshield house. The voice seemed to be a woman's, and some of the younger
people thought it sounded like Asenath's. It was heard only at rare intervals,
and would sometimes be choked off as if by force. There was talk of an
investigation, but this was dispelled one day when Asenath appeared in the
streets and chatted in a sprightly way with a large number of
acquaintances—apologizing for her recent absence and speaking incidentally about
the nervous breakdown and hysteria of a guest from Boston. The guest was never
seen, but Asenath's appearance left nothing to be said. And then someone
complicated matters by whispering that the sobs had once or twice been in a
man's voice.
One evening in mid-October, I heard the familiar three-and-two
ring at the front door. Answering it myself, I found Edward on the steps, and
saw in a moment that his personality was the old one which I had not
encountered since the day of his ravings on that terrible ride from Chesuncook.
His face was twitching with a mixture of odd emotions in which fear and triumph
seemed to share dominion, and he looked furtively over his shoulder as I closed
the door behind him.
Following me clumsily to the study, he asked for some whiskey to
steady his nerves. I forbore to question him, but waited till he felt like
beginning whatever he wanted to say. At length he ventured some information in
a choking voice.
"Asenath has gone, Dan. We had a long talk last night while
the servants were out, and I made her promise to stop preying on me. Of course
I had certain—certain occult defences I never told you about. She had to give
in, but got frightfully angry. Just packed up and started for New York—walked
right out to catch the eight-twenty in to Boston. I suppose people will talk,
but I can't help that. You needn't mention that there was any trouble—just say
she's gone on a long research trip.
"She's probably going to stay with one of her horrible groups
of devotees. I hope she'll go west and get a divorce—anyhow, I've made her
promise to keep away and let me alone. It was horrible, Dan—she was stealing my
body—crowding me out—making a prisoner of me. I lay low and pretended to let
her do it, but I had to be on the watch. I could plan if I was careful, for she
can't read my mind literally, or in detail. All she could read of my planning
was a sort of general mood of rebellion—and she always thought I was helpless.
Never thought I could get the best of her...but I had a spell or two that worked."
Derby looked over his shoulder and took some more whiskey.
"I paid off those damned servants this morning when they got
back. They were ugly about it, and asked questions, but they went. They're her
kin—Innsmouth people—and were hand and glove with her. I hope they'll let me
alone—I didn't like the way they laughed when they walked away. I must get as
many of Dad's old servants again as I can. I'll move back home now.
"I suppose you think I'm crazy, Dan—but Arkham history ought
to hint at things that back up what I've told you—and what I'm going to tell
you. You've seen one of the changes, too—in your car after I told you about
Asenath that day coming home from Maine. That was when she got me—drove me out
of my body. The last thing I remember was when I was all worked up trying to
tell you what that she-devil is. Then she got me, and in a flash I was back at
the house—in the library where those damned servants had me locked up—and in
that cursed fiend's body that isn't even human...You know it was she you must
have ridden home with—that preying wolf in my body—You ought to have known the
difference!"
I shuddered as Derby paused. Surely, I had known the
difference—yet could I accept an explanation as insane as this? But my
distracted caller was growing even wilder.
"I had to save myself—I had to, Dan! She'd have got me for
good at Hallowmass—they hold a Sabbat up there beyond Chesuncook, and the
sacrifice would have clinched things. She'd have got me for good—she'd have
been I, and I'd have been she—forever—too late—My body'd have been hers for
good—She'd have been a man, and fully human, just as she wanted to be—I suppose
she'd have put me out of the way—killed her own ex-body with me in it, damn
her, just as she did before—just as she did, or it did before—" Edward's
face was now atrociously distorted, and he bent it uncomfortably close to mine
as his voice fell to a whisper.
"You must know what I hinted in the car—that she isn't
Asenath at all, but really old Ephraim himself. I suspected it a year and a half
ago, and I know it now. Her handwriting shows it when she goes off
guard—sometimes she jots down a note in writing that's just like her father's
manuscripts, stroke for stroke—and sometimes she says things that nobody but an
old man like Ephraim could say. He changed forms with her when he felt death
coming—she was the only one he could find with the right kind of brain and a
weak enough will—he got her body permanently, just as she almost got mine, and
then poisoned the old body he'd put her into. Haven't you seen old Ephraim's
soul glaring out of that she-devil's eyes dozens of times—and out of mine when
she has control of my body?"
The whisperer was panting, and paused for breath. I said nothing;
and when he resumed his voice was nearer normal. This, I reflected, was a case
for the asylum, but I would not be the one to send him there. Perhaps time and
freedom from Asenath would do its work. I could see that he would never wish to
dabble in morbid occultism again.
"I'll tell you more later—I must have a long rest now. I'll
tell you something of the forbidden horrors she led me into—something of the
age-old horrors that even now are festering in out-of-the-way corners with a
few monstrous priests to keep them alive. Some people know things about the
universe that nobody ought to know, and can do things that nobody ought to be
able to do. I've been in it up to my neck, but that's the end. Today I'd burn
that damned Necronomicon and all the rest if I were librarian at Miskatonic.
"But she can't get me now. I must get out of that accursed
house as soon as I can, and settle down at home. You'll help me, I know, if I
need help. Those devilish servants, you know—and if people should get too
inquisitive about Asenath. You see, I can't give them her address...Then there
are certain groups of searchers—certain cults, you know—that might
misunderstand our breaking up...some of them have damnably curious ideas and
methods. I know you'll stand by me if anything happens—even if I have to tell
you a lot that will shock you..."
I had Edward stay and sleep in one of the guest-chambers that
night, and in the morning he seemed calmer. We discussed certain possible
arrangements for his moving back into the Derby mansion, and I hoped he would
lose no time in making the change. He did not call the next evening, but I saw
him frequently during the ensuing weeks. We talked as little as possible about
strange and unpleasant things, but discussed the renovation of the old Derby
house, and the travels which Edward promised to take with my son and me the
following summer.
Of Asenath we said almost nothing, for I saw that the subject was
a peculiarly disturbing one. Gossip, of course, was rife; but that was no
novelty in connection with the strange menage at the old Crowninshield house.
One thing I did not like was what Derby's banker let fall in an over-expansive
mood at the Miskatonic Club—about the cheques Edward was sending regularly to a
Moses and Abigail Sargent and a Eunice Babson in Innsmouth. That looked as if
those evil-faced servants were extorting some kind of tribute from him—yet he
had not mentioned the matter to me.
I wished that the summer—and my son's Harvard vacation—would come,
so that we could get Edward to Europe. He was not, I soon saw, mending as
rapidly as I had hoped he would; for there was something a bit hysterical in
his occasional exhilaration, while his moods of fright and depression were
altogether too frequent. The old Derby house was ready by December, yet Edward
constantly put off moving. Though he hated and seemed to fear the Crowninshield
place, he was at the same time queerly enslaved by it. He could not seem to
begin dismantling things, and invented every kind of excuse to postpone action.
When I pointed this out to him he appeared unaccountably frightened. His
father's old butler—who was there with other reacquired servants—told me one
day that Edward's occasional prowlings about the house, and especially down
cellar, looked odd and unwholesome to him. I wondered if Asenath had been
writing disturbing letters, but the butler said there was no mail which could
have come from her.
VI
It was about Christmas that Derby broke down one evening while
calling on me. I was steering the conversation toward next summer's travels
when he suddenly shrieked and leaped up from his chair with a look of shocking,
uncontrollable fright—a cosmic panic and loathing such as only the nether gulfs
of nightmare could bring to any sane mind.
"My brain! My brain! God, Dan—it's tugging—from
beyond—knocking—clawing—that she-devil—even now—Ephraim—Kamog! Kamog!—The pit
of the shoggoths—Ia! Shub-Niggurath! The Goat with a Thousand Young!...
"The flame—the flame—beyond body, beyond life—in the
earth—oh, God!"
I pulled him back to his chair and poured some wine down his
throat as his frenzy sank to a dull apathy. He did not resist, but kept his
lips moving as if talking to himself. Presently I realized that he was trying
to talk to me, and bent my ear to his mouth to catch the feeble words.
"Again, again—she's trying—I might have known—nothing can
stop that force; not distance nor magic, nor death—it comes and comes, mostly
in the night—I can't leave—it's horrible—oh, God, Dan, if you only knew as I do
just how horrible it is..."
When he had slumped down into a stupor I propped him with pillows
and let normal sleep overtake him. I did not call a doctor, for I knew what
would be said of his sanity, and wished to give nature a chance if I possibly
could. He waked at midnight, and I put him to bed upstairs, but he was gone by
morning. He had let himself quietly out of the house—and his butler, when
called on the wire, said he was at home pacing about the library.
Edward went to pieces rapidly after that. He did not call again,
but I went daily to see him. He would always be sitting in his library, staring
at nothing and having an air of abnormal listening. Sometimes he talked
rationally, but always on trivial topics. Any mention of his trouble, of future
plans, or of Asenath would send him into a frenzy. His butler said he had
frightful seizures at night, during which he might eventually do himself harm.
I had a long talk with his doctor, banker, and lawyer, and finally
took the physician with two specialist colleagues to visit him. The spasms that
resulted from the first questions were violent and pitiable—and that evening a
closed car took his poor struggling body to the Arkham Sanitarium. I was made
his guardian and called on him twice weekly—almost weeping to hear his wild
shrieks, awesome whispers, and dreadful, droning repetitions of such phrases as
"I had to do it—I had to do it—it'll get me—it'll get me—down there—down
there in the dark—Mother! Mother! Dan! Save me—save me—"
How much hope of recovery there was, no one could say, but I tried
my best to be optimistic. Edward must have a home if he emerged, so I
transferred his servants to the Derby mansion, which would surely be his sane
choice. What to do about the Crowninshield place with its complex arrangements
and collections of utterly inexplicable objects I could not decide, so left it
momentarily untouched—telling the Derby household to go over and dust the chief
rooms once a week, and ordering the furnace man to have a fire on those days.
The final nightmare came before Candlemas—heralded, in cruel
irony, by a false gleam of hope. One morning late in January the sanitarium
telephoned to report that Edward's reason had suddenly come back. His
continuous memory, they said, was badly impaired; but sanity itself was
certain. Of course he must remain some time for observation, but there could be
little doubt of the outcome. All going well, he would surely be free in a week.
I hastened over in a flood of delight, but stood bewildered when a
nurse took me to Edward's room. The patient rose to greet me, extending his
hand with a polite smile; but I saw in an instant that he bore the strangely
energized personality which had seemed so foreign to his own nature—the
competent personality I had found so vaguely horrible, and which Edward himself
had once vowed was the intruding soul of his wife. There was the same blazing
vision—so like Asenath's and old Ephraim's—and the same firm mouth; and when he
spoke I could sense the same grim, pervasive irony in his voice—the deep irony
so redolent of potential evil. This was the person who had driven my car through
the night five months before—the person I had not seen since that brief call
when he had forgotten the oldtime doorbell signal and stirred such nebulous
fears in me—and now he filled me with the same dim feeling of blasphemous
alienage and ineffable cosmic hideousness.
He spoke affably of arrangements for release—and there was nothing
for me to do but assent, despite some remarkable gaps in his recent memories.
Yet I felt that something was terribly, inexplicably wrong and abnormal. There
were horrors in this thing that I could not reach. This was a sane person—but
was it indeed the Edward Derby I had known? If not, who or what was it—and
where was Edward? Ought it to be free or confined—or ought it to be extirpated
from the face of the earth? There was a hint of the abysmally sardonic in
everything the creature said—the Asenath-like eyes lent a special and baffling
mockery to certain words about the early liberty earned by an especially close
confinement! I must have behaved very awkwardly, and was glad to beat a
retreat.
All that day and the next I racked my brain over the problem. What
had happened? What sort of mind looked out through those alien eyes in Edward's
face? I could think of nothing but this dimly terrible enigma, and gave up all
efforts to perform my usual work. The second morning the hospital called up to
say that the recovered patient was unchanged, and by evening I was close to a
nervous collapse—a state I admit, though others will vow it coloured my
subsequent vision. I have nothing to say on this point except that no madness
of mine could account for all the evidence.
VII
It was in the night—after that second evening—that stark, utter
horror burst over me and weighted my spirit with a black, clutching panic from
which it can never shake free. It began with a telephone call just before
midnight. I was the only one up, and sleepily took down the receiver in the
library. No one seemed to be on the wire, and I was about to hang up and go to
bed when my ear caught a very faint suspicion of sound at the other end. Was
someone trying under great difficulties to talk? As I listened I thought I
heard a sort of half—liquid bubbling noise—"glub...glub...glub"—which
had an odd suggestion of inarticulate, unintelligible word and syllable divisions.
I called "Who is it?" But the only answer was "glub...
glub...glub-glub."I could only assume that the noise was mechanical; but
fancying that it might be a case of a broken instrument able to receive but not
to send, I added, "I can't hear you. Better hang up and try
Information."Immediately I heard the receiver go on the hook at the other
end.
This, I say, was just about midnight. When the call was traced
afterward it was found to come from the old Crowninshield house, though it was
fully half a week from the housemaid's day to be there. I shall only hint what
was found at that house—the upheaval in a remote cellar storeroom, the tracks,
the dirt, the hastily rifled wardrobe, the baffling marks on the telephone, the
clumsily used stationery, and the detestable stench lingering over everything.
The police, poor fools, have their smug little theories, and are still
searching for those sinister discharged servants—who have dropped out of sight
amidst the present furore. They speak of a ghoulish revenge for things that
were done, and say I was included because I was Edward's best friend and
adviser.
Idiots! Do they fancy those brutish clowns could have forged that
handwriting? Do they fancy they could have brought what later came? Are they
blind to the changes in that body that was Edward's? As for me, I now believe
all that Edward Derby ever told me. There are horrors beyond life's edge that
we do not suspect, and once in a while man's evil prying calls them just within
our range. Ephraim—Asenath—that devil called them in, and they engulfed Edward
as they are engulfing me.
Can I be sure that I am safe? Those powers survive the life of the
physical form. The next day—in the afternoon, when I pulled out of my
prostration and was able to walk and talk coherently—I went to the madhouse and
shot him dead for Edward's and the world's sake, but can I be sure till he is
cremated? They are keeping the body for some silly autopsies by different
doctors—but I say he must be cremated. He must be cremated—he who was not
Edward Derby when I shot him. I shall go mad if he is not, for I may be the
next. But my will is not weak—and I shall not let it be undermined by the
terrors I know are seething around it. One life—Ephraim, Asenath, and
Edward—who now? I will not be driven out of my body...I will not change souls
with that bullet-ridden lich in the madhouse!
But let me try to tell coherently of that final horror. I will not
speak of what the police persistently ignored—the tales of that dwarfed,
grotesque, malodorous thing met by at least three wayfarers in High Street just
before two o'clock, and the nature of the single footprints in certain places.
I will say only that just about two the doorbell and knocker waked me—doorbell
and knocker both, applied alternately and uncertainly in a kind of weak
desperation, and each trying to keep Edward's old signal of three-and-two
strokes.
Roused from sound sleep, my mind leaped into a turmoil. Derby at
the door—and remembering the old code! That new personality had not remembered
it...was Edward suddenly back in his rightful state? Why was he here in such
evident stress and haste? Had he been released ahead of time, or had he
escaped? Perhaps, I thought as I flung on a robe and bounded downstairs, his
return to his own self had brought raving and violence, revoking his discharge
and driving him to a desperate dash for freedom. Whatever had happened, he was
good old Edward again, and I would help him!
When I opened the door into the elm-arched blackness a gust of
insufferably foetid wind almost flung me prostrate. I choked in nausea, and for
a second scarcely saw the dwarfed, humped figure on the steps. The summons had
been Edward's, but who was this foul, stunted parody? Where had Edward had time
to go? His ring had sounded only a second before the door opened.
The caller had on one of Edward's overcoats—its bottom almost
touching the ground, and its sleeves rolled back yet still covering the hands.
On the head was a slouch hat pulled low, while a black silk muffler concealed
the face. As I stepped unsteadily forward, the figure made a semi-liquid sound
like that I had heard over the telephone—"glub...glub..."—and thrust
at me a large, closely written paper impaled on the end of a long pencil. Still
reeling from the morbid and unaccountable foetor, I seized the paper and tried
to read it in the light from the doorway.
Beyond question, it was in Edward's script. But why had he written
when he was close enough to ring—and why was the script so awkward, coarse and
shaky? I could make out nothing in the dim half light, so edged back into the
hall, the dwarf figure clumping mechanically after but pausing on the inner
door's threshold. The odour of this singular messenger was really appalling,
and I hoped (not in vain, thank God!) that my wife would not wake and confront
it.
Then, as I read the paper, I felt my knees give under me and my
vision go black. I was lying on the floor when I came to, that accursed sheet
still clutched in my fear-rigid hand. This is what it said.
"Dan—go to the sanitarium and kill it. Exterminate it. It
isn't Edward Derby any more. She got me—it's Asenath—and she has been dead
three months and a half. I lied when I said she had gone away. I killed her. I
had to. It was sudden, but we were alone and I was in my right body. I saw a candlestick
and smashed her head in. She would have got me for good at Hallowmass.
"I buried her in the farther cellar storeroom under some old
boxes and cleaned up all the traces. The servants suspected next morning, but
they have such secrets that they dare not tell the police. I sent them off, but
God knows what they—and others of the cult—will do.
"I thought for a while I was all right, and then I felt the
tugging at my brain. I knew what it was—I ought to have remembered. A soul like
hers—or Ephraim's—is half detached, and keeps right on after death as long as
the body lasts. She was getting me—making me change bodies with her—seizing my
body and putting me in that corpse of hers buried in the cellar.
"I knew what was coming—that's why I snapped and had to go to
the asylum. Then it came—I found myself choked in the dark—in Asenath's rotting
carcass down there in the cellar under the boxes where I put it. And I knew she
must be in my body at the sanitarium—permanently, for it was after Hallowmass,
and the sacrifice would work even without her being there—sane, and ready for
release as a menace to the world. I was desperate, and in spite of everything I
clawed my way out.
"I'm too far gone to talk—I couldn't manage to telephone—but
I can still write. I'll get fixed up somehow and bring this last word and
warning. Kill that fiend if you value the peace and comfort of the world. See
that it is cremated. If you don't, it will live on and on, body to body
forever, and I can't tell you what it will do. Keep clear of black magic, Dan,
it's the devil's business. Goodbye—you've been a great friend. Tell the police
whatever they'll believe—and I'm damnably sorry to drag all this on you. I'll
be at peace before long—this thing won't hold together much more. Hope you can
read this. And kill that thing—kill it.
Yours—Ed."
It was only afterward that I read the last half of this paper, for
I had fainted at the end of the third paragraph. I fainted again when I saw and
smelled what cluttered up the threshold where the warm air had struck it. The
messenger would not move or have consciousness any more.
The butler, tougher-fibred than I, did not faint at what met him
in the hall in the morning. Instead, he telephoned the police. When they came I
had been taken upstairs to bed, but the—other mass—lay where it had collapsed
in the night. The men put handkerchiefs to their noses.
What they finally found inside Edward's oddly-assorted clothes was
mostly liquescent horror. There were bones, too—and a crushed-in skull. Some
dental work positively identified the skull as Asenath's.
In relating the circumstances which have led to my confinement
within this refuge for the demented, I am aware that my present position will
create a natural doubt of the authenticity of my narrative. It is an
unfortunate fact that the bulk of humanity is too limited in its mental vision
to weigh with patience and intelligence those isolated phenomena, seen and felt
only by a psychologically sensitive few, which lie outside its common
experience. Men of broader intellect know that there is no sharp distinction
betwixt the real and the unreal; that all things appear as they do only by
virtue of the delicate individual physical and mental media through which we
are made conscious of them; but the prosaic materialism of the majority
condemns as madness the flashes of super-sight which penetrate the common veil
of obvious empiricism.
My name is Jervas Dudley, and from earliest childhood I have been
a dreamer and a visionary. Wealthy beyond the necessity of a commercial life,
and temperamentally unfitted for the formal studies and social recreations of
my acquaintances, I have dwelt ever in realms apart from the visible world;
spending my youth and adolescence in ancient and little-known books, and in roaming
the fields and groves of the region near my ancestral home. I do not think that
what I read in these books or saw in these fields and groves was exactly what
other boys read and saw there; but of this I must say little, since detailed
speech would but confirm those cruel slanders upon my intellect which I
sometimes overhear from the whispers of the stealthy attendants around me. It
is sufficient for me to relate events without analysing causes.
I have said that I dwelt apart from the visible world, but I have
not said that I dwelt alone. This no human creature may do; for lacking the
fellowship of the living, he inevitably draws upon the companionship of things
that are not, or are no longer, living. Close by my home there lies a singular
wooded hollow, in whose twilight deeps I spent most of my time; reading,
thinking and dreaming. Down its moss-covered slopes my first steps of infancy
were taken, and around its grotesquely gnarled oak trees my first fancies of
boyhood were woven. Well did I come to know the presiding dryads of those
trees, and often have I watched their wild dances in the struggling beams of
waning moon—but of these things I must not now speak. I will tell only of the
lone tomb in the darkest of the hillside thickets; the deserted tomb of the
Hydes, an old and exalted family whose last direct descendant had been laid
within its black recesses many decades before my birth.
The vault to which I refer is an ancient granite, weathered and
discoloured by the mists and dampness of generations. Excavated back into the
hillside, the structure is visible only at the entrance. The door, a ponderous
and forbidding slab of stone, hangs upon rusted iron hinges, and is
fastened ajar in a queerly sinister way by means of heavy iron
chains and padlocks, according to a gruesome fashion of half a century ago. The
abode of the race whose scions are inurned had once crowned the declivity which
holds the tomb, but had long since fallen victim to the flames which sprang up
from a disastrous stroke of lighting. Of the midnight storm which destroyed
this gloomy mansion, the older inhabitants of the region sometimes speak in
hushed and uneasy voices; alluding to what they call "divine wrath"
in a manner that in later years vaguely increased the always strong fascination
which I felt for the forest-darkened sepulchre. One man only had perished in
the fire. When the last of the Hydes was buried in this place of shade and
stillness, the sad urnful of ashes had come from a distant land; to which the
family had repaired when the mansion burned down. No one remains to lay flowers
before the granite portal, and few care to brave the depressing shadows which
seem to linger strangely about the water-worn stones.
I shall never forget the afternoon when first I stumbled upon the
half-hidden house of the dead. It was in mid-summer, when the alchemy of Nature
transmutes the sylvan landscape to one vivid and almost homogeneous mass of
green; when the senses are well-nigh intoxicated with the surging seas of moist
verdure and the subtly indefinable odours of the soil and the vegetation. In
such surroundings the mind loses its perspective; time and space become trivial
and unreal, and echoes of a forgotten prehistoric past beat insistently upon
the enthralled consciousness. All day I had been wandering through the mystic
groves of the hollow; thinking thoughts I need not discuss, and conversing with
things I need not name. In years a child of ten, I had seen and heard many
wonders unknown to the throng; and was oddly aged in certain respects. When,
upon forcing my way between two savage clumps of briers, I suddenly encountered
the entrance of the vault, I had no knowledge of what I had discovered. The
dark blocks of granite, the door so curiously ajar, and the funereal carvings
above the arch, aroused in me no associations of mournful or terrible
character. Of graves and tombs I knew and imagined much, but had on account of
my peculiar temperament been kept from all personal contact with churchyards
and cemeteries. The strange stone house on the woodland slope was to me only a
source of interest and speculation; and its cold, damp interior, into which I
vainly peered through the aperture so tantalisingly left, contained for me no
hint of death or decay. But in that instant of curiosity was born the madly
unreasoning desire which has brought me to this hell of confinement. Spurred on
by a voice which must have come from the hideous soul of the forest, I resolved
to enter the beckoning gloom in spite of the ponderous chains which barred my passage.
In the waning light of day I alternately rattled the rusty impediments with a
view to throwing wide the stone door, and essayed to squeeze my slight form
through the space already provided; but neither plan met with success. At first
curious, I was not frantic; and when in the thickening twilight I returned to
my home, I had sworn to the hundred gods of the grove that at any cost I
would some day force an entrance to the black chilly depths that seemed calling
out to me. The physician with the iron-grey beard who comes each day to my room
once told a visitor that this decision marked the beginnings of a pitiful
monomania; but I will leave final judgement to my readers when they shall have
learnt all.
The months following my discovery were spent in futile attempts to
force the complicated padlock of the slightly open vault, and in carefully
guarded inquiries regarding the nature and history of the structure. With the
traditionally receptive ears of the small boy, I learned much; though an
habitual secretiveness caused me to tell no one of my information or my
resolve. It is perhaps worth mentioning that I was not at all surprised or
terrified on learning of the nature of the vault. My rather original ideas
regarding life and death had caused me to associate the cold clay with the
breathing body in a vague fashion; and I felt that the great sinister family of
the burned-down mansion was in some way represented within the stone space I
sought to explore. Mumbled tales of the weird rites and godless revels of
bygone years in the ancient hall gave to me a new and potent interest in the
tomb, before whose door I would sit for hours at a time each day. Once I thrust
a candle within the nearly closed entrance, but could see nothing save a flight
of damp stone steps leading downward. The odour of the place repelled yet
bewitched me. I felt I had known it before, in a past remote beyond all
recollection; beyond even my tenancy of the body I now possess.
The year after I first beheld the tomb, I stumbled upon a worm-eaten
translation of Plutarch's Lives in the book-filled attic of my
home. Reading the life of Theseus, I was much impressed by that passage telling
of the great stone beneath which the boyish hero was to find his tokens of
destiny whenever he should become old enough to lift its enormous weight. This
legend had the effect of dispelling my keenest impatience to enter the vault,
for it made me feel that the time was not yet ripe. Later, I told myself, I
should grow to a strength and ingenuity which might enable me to unfasten the
heavily chained door with ease; but until then I would do better by conforming
to what seemed the will of Fate.
Accordingly my watches by the dank portal became less persistent,
and much of my time was spent in other though equally strange pursuits. I would
sometimes rise very quietly in the night, stealing out to walk in those
churchyards and places of burial from which I had been kept by my parents. What
I did there I may not say, for I am not now sure of the reality of certain things;
but I know that on the day after such a nocturnal ramble I would often astonish
those about me with my knowledge of topics almost forgotten for many
generations. It was after a night like this that I shocked the community with a
queer conceit about the burial of the rich and celebrated Squire Brewster, a
maker of local history who was interred in 1711, and whose slate headstone,
bearing a graven skull and crossbones, was slowly crumbling to power. In a
moment of childish imagination I vowed not only that the undertaker, Goodman
Simpson, had stolen the silver-buckled shoes, silken hose, and satin
small-clothes of the deceased before burial; but that the Squire himself, not
fully inanimate, had turned twice in his mound-covered coffin on the day of
interment.
But the idea of entering the tomb never left my thoughts; being
indeed stimulated by the unexpected genealogical discover that my own maternal
ancestry possessed at least a slight link with the supposedly extinct family of
the Hydes. Last of my paternal race, I was likewise the last of this older and
more mysterious line. I began to feel that the tomb was mine, and
to look forward with hot eagerness to the time when I might pass within that
stone door and down those slimy stone steps in the dark. I now formed the habit
of listening very intently at the slightly open portal,
choosing my favourite hours of midnight stillness for the odd vigil. By the
time I came of age, I had made a small clearing in the thicket before the
mould-stained facade of the hillside, allowing the surrounding vegetation to
encircle and overhang the space like the walls and roof of sylvan bower. This
bower was my temple, the fastened door my shrine, and here I would like
outstretched on the mossy ground, thinking strange thoughts and dreaming of
strange dreams.
The night of the first revelation was a sultry one. I must have
fallen asleep from fatigue, for it was with a distinct sense of awakening that
I heard the voices. Of those tones and accents I hesitate to speak;
of their quality I will not speak; but I may say that they
presented certain uncanny differences in vocabulary, pronunciation, and mode of
utterance. Every shade of New England dialect, from the uncouth syllables of
the Puritan colonists to the precise rhetoric of fifty years ago, seemed
represented in that shadowy colloquy, though it was only later that I noticed
the fact. At the time, indeed, my attention was distracted from this matter by
another phenomenon; a phenomenon so fleeting that I could not take oath upon its
reality. I barely fancied that as I awoke, a light had been
hurriedly extinguished within the sunken sepulchre. I do not think I was either
astounded or panic-stricken, but I know that I was greatly and
permanently changed that night. Upon returning home I went
with much directness to a rotting chest in the attic, wherein I found the key
which next day unlocked with ease the barrier I had so long stormed in vain.
It was in the soft glow of late afternoon that I first entered the
vault on the abandoned slope. A spell was upon me, and my heart leaped with an
exultation I can but ill describe. As I closed the door behind me and descended
the dripping steps by the light of my lone candle, I seemed to know the way;
and though the candle sputtered with the stifling reek of the place, I felt
singularly at home in the musty, charnel-house air. Looking about me, I beheld
many marble slabs bearing coffins, or the remains of coffins. Some of these
were sealed and intact, but others had nearly vanished, leaving the silver
handles and plates isolated amidst certain curious heaps of whitish dust. Upon
one plate I read the name of Sir Geoffrey Hyde, who had come from Sussex in
1640 and died here a few years later. In a conspicuous alcove was one fairly
well-preserved and untenanted casket, adorned with a single name which brought
to me both a smile and a shudder. An odd impulse caused me to climb upon the
broad slab, extinguish my candle, and lie down within the vacant box.
In the grey light of dawn I staggered from the vault and locked
the chain of the door behind me. I was no longer a young man, though but
twenty-one winters had chilled my bodily frame. Early-rising villagers who
observed my homeward progress looked at me strangely, and marvelled at the
signs of ribald revelry which they saw in one whose life was known to be sober
and solitary. I did not appear before my parents till after a long and
refreshing sleep.
Henceforward I haunted the tomb each night; seeing, hearing, and
doing things I must never reveal. My speech, always susceptible to
environmental influences, was the first thing to succumb to the change; and my
suddenly acquired archaism of diction was soon remarked upon. Later a queer
boldness and recklessness came into my demeanour, till I unconsciously grew to
possess the bearing of a man of the world despite my lifelong seclusion. My
formerly silent tongue waxed voluble with the easy grace of a Chesterfield or
the godless cynicism of a Rochester. I displayed a peculiar erudition utterly
unlike the fantastic, monkish lore over which I had pored in youth; and covered
the flyleaves of my books with facile impromptu epigrams which brought up
suggestions of Gay, Prior, and the sprightliest of Augustan wits and rimesters.
One morning at breakfast I came close to disaster by declaiming in palpably
liquourish accents an effusion of eighteenth—century Bacchanalian mirth; a bit
of Georgian playfulness never recorded in a book, which ran something like
this:
Come hither, my lads, with your tankards of ale,
And drink to the present before it shall fail;
Pile each on your platter a mountain of beef,
For 'tis eating and drinking that bring us relief:
So fill up your glass,
So life will soon pass;
When you're dead ye'll ne'er drink to your king or your lass!
Anacreon had a red nose, so they say;
But what's a red nose if ye're happy and gay?
Gad split me! I'd rather be red whilst I'm here,
Than white as a lily—and dead half a year!
So Betty, my miss,
Come give me kiss;
In hell there's no innkeeper's daughter like this!
Young Harry, propp'd up just as straight as he's able,
Will soon lose his wig and slip under the table;
But fill up your goblets and pass 'em around—
Better under the table than under the ground!
So revel and chaff
As ye thirstily quaff:
Under six feet of dirt 'tis less easy to laugh!
The fiend strike me blue! I'm scarce able to walk,
And damn me if I can stand upright or talk!
Here, landlord, bid Betty to summon a chair;
I'll try home for a while, for my wife is not there!
So lend me a hand;
I'm not able to stand,
But I'm gay whilst I linger on top of the land!
About this time I conceived my present fear of fire and
thunderstorms. Previously indifferent to such things, I had now an unspeakable
horror of them; and would retire to the innermost recesses of the house whenever
the heavens threatened an electrical display. A favourite haunt of mine during
the day was the ruined cellar of the mansion that had burned down, and in fancy
I would picture the structure as it had been in its prime. On one occasion I
startled a villager by leading him confidently to a shallow sub-cellar, of
whose existence I seemed to know in spite of the fact that it had been unseen
and forgotten for many generations.
At last came that which I had long feared. My parents, alarmed at
the altered manner and appearance of their only son, commenced to exert over my
movements a kindly espionage which threatened to result in disaster. I had told
no one of my visits to the tomb, having guarded my secret purpose with
religious zeal since childhood; but now I was forced to exercise care in
threading the mazes of the wooded hollow, that I might throw off a possible
pursuer. My key to the vault I kept suspended from a cord about my neck, its
presence known only to me. I never carried out of the sepulchre any of the
things I came upon whilst within its walls.
One morning as I emerged from the damp tomb and fastened the chain
of the portal with none too steady hand, I beheld in an adjacent thicket the
dreaded face of a watcher. Surely the end was near; for my bower was
discovered, and the objective of my nocturnal journeys revealed. The man did
not accost me, so I hastened home in an effort to overhear what he might report
to my careworn father. Were my sojourns beyond the chained door about to be
proclaimed to the world? Imagine my delighted astonishment on hearing the spy
inform my parent in cautious whisper that I had spent the night in the
bower outside the tomb; my sleep-filmed eyes fixed upon the crevice where
the padlocked portal stood ajar! By what miracle had the watcher been thus
deluded? I was now convinced that a supernatural agency protected me. Made bold
by this heaven-sent circumstance, I began to resume perfect openness in going
to the vault; confident that no one could witness my entrance. For a week I
tasted to the full the joys of that charnel conviviality which I must not
describe, when the thing happened, and I was borne away to
this accursed abode of sorrow and monotony.
I should not have ventured out that night; for the taint of
thunder was in the clouds, and hellish phosphorescence rose from the rank swamp
at the bottom of the hollow. The call of the dead, too, was different. Instead
of the hillside tomb, it was the charred cellar on the crest of the slope whose
presiding daemon beckoned to me with unseen fingers. As I emerged from an
intervening grove upon the plain before the ruin, I beheld in the misty
moonlight a thing I had always vaguely expected. The mansion, gone for a
century, once more reared its stately height to the raptured vision; every
window ablaze with the splendour of many candles. Up the long drive rolled the
coaches of the Boston gentry, whilst on foot came a numerous assemblage of
powdered exquisites from the neighbouring mansions. With this throng I mingled,
though I knew I belonged with the hosts rather than the guests. Inside the hall
were music, laughter, and wine on every hand. Several faces I recognised;
though I should have known them better had they been shrivelled or eaten away
by death and decomposition. Amidst a wild and reckless throng I was the wildest
and most abandoned. Gay blasphemy poured in torrents from my lips, and in my
shocking sallies I heeded no law of God, Man, or Nature. Suddenly a peal of
thunder, resonant even above the din of the swinish revelry, clave the very
roof and laid a hush of fear upon the boisterous company. Red tongues of flame
and searing gusts of heat engulfed the house; and the roysterers, struck with
terror at the descent of a calamity which seemed to transcend the bounds of
unguided Nature, fled shrieking into the night. I alone remained, riveted to my
seat by a grovelling fear which I had never felt before. And then a second
horror took possession of my soul. Burnt alive to ashes, my body dispersed by
the four winds, I might never lie in the tomb of Hydes! Was
not my coffin prepared for me? Had I not a right to rest till eternity amongst
the descendants of Sir Geoffrey Hyde? Aye! I would claim my heritage of death,
even though my soul go seeking through the ages for another corporeal tenement
to represent it on that vacant slab in the alcove of the vault. Jervas
Hyde should never share the sad fate of Palinurus!
As the phantom of the burning house faded, I found myself
screaming and struggling madly in the arms of two men, one of whom was the spy
who had followed me to the tomb. Rain was pouring down in torrents, and upon
the southern horizon were flashes of the lightning that had so lately passed
over our heads. My father, his face lined with sorrow, stood by as I shouted my
demands to be laid within the tomb; frequently admonishing my captors to treat
me as gently as they could. A blackened circle on the floor of the ruined
cellar told of a violent stroke from the heavens; and from this spot a group of
curious villagers with lanterns were prying a small box of antique workmanship
which the thunderbolt had brought to light. Ceasing my futile and now
objectless writhing, I watched the spectators as they viewed the
treasure-trove, and was permitted to share in their discoveries. The box, whose
fastenings were broken by the stroke which had unearthed it, contained many
papers and objects of value; but I had eyes for one thing alone. It was the
porcelain miniature of a young man in a smartly curled bag-wig, and bore the
initials "J.H."The face was such that as I gazed, I might well have
been studying my mirror.
On the following day I was brought to this room with the barred
windows, but I have been kept informed of certain things through an aged and
simple-minded servitor, for whom I bore a fondness in infancy, and who like me
loves the churchyard. What I have dared relate of my experiences within the
vault has brought me only pitying smiles. My father, who visits me frequently,
declares that at no time did I pass the chained portal, and swears that the
rusted padlock had not been touched for fifty years when he examined it. He
even says that all the village knew of my journeys to the tomb, and that I was
often watched as I slept in the bower outside the grim facade, my half-open
eyes fixed on the crevice that leads to the interior. Against these assertions
I have no tangible proof to offer, since my key to the padlock was lost in the
struggle on that night of horrors. The strange things of the past which I
learnt during those nocturnal meetings with the dead he dismisses as the fruits
of my lifelong and omnivorous browsing amongst the ancient volumes of the
family library. Had it not been for my old servant Hiram, I should have by this
time become quite convinced of my madness.
But Hiram, loyal to the last, has held faith in me, and has done
that which impels me to make public at least a part of my story. A week ago he
burst open the lock which chains the door of the tomb perpetually ajar, and
descended with a lantern into the murky depths. On a slab in an alcove he found
an old but empty coffin whose tarnished plate bears the single word "Jervas".
In that coffin and in that vault they have promised me I shall be buried.
60. THE TRANSITION OF JUAN ROMERO
Of the events which took place at the Norton Mine on October
eighteenth and nineteenth, 1894, I have no desire to speak. A sense of duty to
science is all that impels me to recall, in the last years of my life, scenes
and happenings fraught with a terror doubly acute because I cannot wholly
define it. But I believe that before I die I should tell what I know of
the—shall I say transition—of Juan Romero.
My name and origin need not be related to posterity; in fact, I
fancy it is better that they should not be, for when a man suddenly migrates to
the States or the Colonies, he leaves his past behind him. Besides, what I once
was is not in the least relevant to my narrative; save perhaps the fact that
during my service in India I was more at home amongst white-bearded native
teachers than amongst my brother—officers. I had delved not a little into odd
Eastern lore when overtaken by the calamities which brought about my new life
in America's vast West—a life wherein I found it well to accept a name—my
present one—which is very common and carries no meaning.
In the summer and autumn of 1894 I dwelt in the drear expanses of
the Cactus Mountains, employed as a common labourer at the celebrated Norton
Mine, whose discovery by an aged prospector some years before had turned the
surrounding region from a nearly unpeopled waste to a seething cauldron of
sordid life. A cavern of gold, lying deep beneath a mountain lake, had enriched
its venerable finder beyond his wildest dreams, and now formed the seat of
extensive tunneling operations on the part of the corporation to which it had
finally been sold. Additional grottoes had been found, and the yield of yellow
metal was exceedingly great; so that a mighty and heterogeneous army of miners
toiled day and night in the numerous passages and rock hollows. The Superintendent,
a Mr. Arthur, often discussed the singularity of the local geological
formations; speculating on the probable extent of the chain of caves, and
estimating the future of the titanic mining enterprises. He considered the
auriferous cavities the result of the action of water, and believed the last of
them would soon be opened.
It was not long after my arrival and employment that Juan Romero
came to the Norton Mine. One of the large herd of unkempt Mexicans attracted
thither from the neighbouring country, he at first attracted attention only
because of his features; which though plainly of the Red Indian type, were yet
remarkable for their light colour and refined conformation, being vastly unlike
those of the average "greaser" or Piute of the locality. It is
curious that although he differed so widely from the mass of Hispanicised and
tribal Indians, Romero gave not the least impression of Caucasian blood. It was
not the Castilian conquistador or the American pioneer, but the ancient and
noble Aztec, whom imagination called to view when the silent peon would rise in
the early morning and gaze in fascination at the sun as it crept above the
eastern hills, meanwhile stretching out his arms to the orb as if in the
performance of some rite whose nature he did not himself comprehend. But save
for his face, Romero was not in any way suggestive of nobility. Ignorant and
dirty, he was at home amongst the other brown-skinned Mexicans; having come (so
I was afterward told) from the very lowest sort of surroundings. He had been
found as a child in a crude mountain hut, the only survivor of an epidemic
which had stalked lethally by. Near the hut, close to a rather unusual rock
fissure, had lain two skeletons, newly picked by vultures, and presumably
forming the sole remains of his parents. No one recalled their identity, and
they were soon forgotten by the many. Indeed, the crumbling of the adobe hut
and the closing of the rock-fissure by a subsequent avalanche had helped to
efface even the scene from recollection. Reared by a Mexican cattle-thief who
had given him his name, Juan differed little from his fellows.
The attachment which Romero manifested toward me was undoubtedly
commenced through the quaint and ancient Hindoo ring which I wore when not
engaged in active labour. Of its nature, and manner of coming into my
possession, I cannot speak. It was my last link with a chapter of my life
forever closed, and I valued it highly. Soon I observed that the odd-looking
Mexican was likewise interested; eyeing it with an expression that banished all
suspicion of mere covetousness. Its hoary hieroglyphs seemed to stir some faint
recollection in his untutored but active mind, though he could not possibly
have beheld their like before. Within a few weeks after his advent, Romero was
like a faithful servant to me; this notwithstanding the fact that I was myself
but an ordinary miner. Our conversation was necessarily limited. He knew but a
few words of English, while I found my Oxonian Spanish was something quite
different from the patois of the peon of New Spain.
The event which I am about to relate was unheralded by long
premonitions. Though the man Romero had interested me, and though my ring had
affected him peculiarly, I think that neither of us had any expectation of what
was to follow when the great blast was set off. Geological considerations had
dictated an extension of the mine directly downward from the deepest part of
the subterranean area; and the belief of the Superintendent that only solid
rock would be encountered, had led to the placing of a prodigious charge of
dynamite. With this work Romero and I were not connected, wherefore our first
knowledge of extraordinary conditions came from others. The charge, heavier
perhaps than had been estimated, had seemed to shake the entire mountain.
Windows in shanties on the slope outside were shattered by the shock, whilst
miners throughout the nearer passages were knocked from their feet. Jewel Lake,
which lay above the scene of action, heaved as in a tempest. Upon investigation
it was seen that a new abyss yawned indefinitely below the seat of the blast;
an abyss so monstrous that no handy line might fathom it, nor any lamp
illuminate it. Baffled, the excavators sought a conference with the
Superintendent, who ordered great lengths of rope to be taken to the pit, and
spliced and lowered without cessation till a bottom might be discovered.
Shortly afterward the pale-faced workmen apprised the
Superintendent of their failure. Firmly though respectfully, they signified
their refusal to revisit the chasm or indeed to work further in the mine until
it might be sealed. Something beyond their experience was evidently confronting
them, for so far as they could ascertain, the void below was infinite. The
Superintendent did not reproach them. Instead, he pondered deeply, and made
plans for the following day. The night shift did not go on that evening.
At two in the morning a lone coyote on the mountain began to howl
dismally. From somewhere within the works a dog barked an answer; either to the
coyote—or to something else. A storm was gathering around the peaks of the
range, and weirdly shaped clouds scudded horribly across the blurred patch of
celestial light which marked a gibbous moon's attempts to shine through many
layers of cirro-stratus vapours. It was Romero's voice, coming from the bunk
above, that awakened me, a voice excited and tense with some vague expectation
I could not understand:
"Madre de Dios!—el sonido—ese sonido—oiga Vd!—lo oye
Vd?—señor, THAT SOUND!"
I listened, wondering what sound he meant. The coyote, the dog,
the storm, all were audible; the last named now gaining ascendancy as the wind
shrieked more and more frantically. Flashes of lightning were visible through
the bunk-house window. I questioned the nervous Mexican, repeating the sounds I
had heard:
"El coyote—el perro—el viento?"
But Romero did not reply. Then he commenced whispering as in awe:
"El ritmo, señor—el ritmo de la tierra—THAT THROB DOWN IN THE
GROUND!"
And now I also heard; heard and shivered and without knowing why.
Deep, deep, below me was a sound—a rhythm, just as the peon had said—which,
though exceedingly faint, yet dominated even the dog, the coyote, and the
increasing tempest. To seek to describe it was useless—for it was such that no
description is possible. Perhaps it was like the pulsing of the engines far
down in a great liner, as sensed from the deck, yet it was not so mechanical;
not so devoid of the element of the life and consciousness. Of all its
qualities, remoteness in the earth most impressed me. To my mind rushed
fragments of a passage in Joseph Glanvil which Poe has quoted with tremendous
effect:
".....the vastness, profundity, and unsearchableness of His
works, which have a depth in them greater than the well of Democritus."
Suddenly Romero leaped from his bunk, pausing before me to gaze at
the strange ring on my hand, which glistened queerly in every flash of
lightning, and then staring intently in the direction of the mine shaft. I also
rose, and both of us stood motionless for a time, straining our ears as the
uncanny rhythm seemed more and more to take on a vital quality. Then without
apparent volition we began to move toward the door, whose rattling in the gale
held a comforting suggestion of earthly reality. The chanting in the depths—for
such the sound now seemed to be—grew in volume and distinctness; and we felt
irresistibly urged out into the storm and thence to the gaping blackness of the
shaft.
We encountered no living creature, for the men of the night shift
had been released from duty, and were doubtless at the Dry Gulch settlement
pouring sinister rumours into the ear of some drowsy bartender. From the
watchman's cabin, however, gleamed a small square of yellow light like a
guardian eye. I dimly wondered how the rhythmic sound had affected the
watchman; but Romero was moving more swiftly now, and I followed without
pausing.
As we descended the shaft, the sound beneath grew definitely
composite. It struck me as horribly like a sort of Oriental ceremony, with
beating of drums and chanting of many voices. I have, as you are aware, been
much in India. Romero and I moved without material hesitancy through drifts and
down ladders; ever toward the thing that allured us, yet ever with a pitifully
helpless fear and reluctance. At one time I fancied I had gone mad—this was
when, on wondering how our way was lighted in the absence of lamp or candle, I
realized that the ancient ring on my finger was glowing with eerie radiance,
diffusing a pallid lustre through the damp, heavy air around.
It was without warning that Romero, after clambering down one of
the many wide ladders, broke into a run and left me alone. Some new and wild
note in the drumming and chanting, perceptible but slightly to me, had acted on
him in a startling fashion; and with a wild outcry he forged ahead unguided in
the cavern's gloom. I heard his repeated shrieks before me, as he stumbled
awkwardly along the level places and scrambled madly down the rickety ladders.
And frightened as I was, I yet retained enough of my perception to note that
his speech, when articulate, was not of any sort known to me. Harsh but
impressive polysyllables had replaced the customary mixture of bad Spanish and
worse English, and of these, only the oft repeated cry
"Huitzilopotchli" seemed in the least familiar. Later I definitely
placed that word in the works of a great historian—and shuddered when the
association came to me.
The climax of that awful night was composite but fairly brief,
beginning just as I reached the final cavern of the journey. Out of the
darkness immediately ahead burst a final shriek from the Mexican, which was
joined by such a chorus of uncouth sound as I could never hear again and
survive. In that moment it seemed as if all the hidden terrors and
monstrosities of earth had become articulate in an effort to overwhelm the
human race. Simultaneously the light from my ring was extinguished, and I saw a
new light glimmering from lower space but a few yards ahead of me. I had
arrived at the abyss, which was now redly aglow, and which had evidently
swallowed up the unfortunate Romero. Advancing, I peered over the edge of that
chasm which no line could fathom, and which was now a pandemonium of flickering
flame and hideous uproar. At first I beheld nothing but a seething blur of
luminosity; but then shapes, all infinitely distant, began to detach themselves
from the confusion, and I saw—was it Juan Romero?—but God! I dare not tell you
what I saw!..Some power from heaven, coming to my aid, obliterated both sights
and sounds in such a crash as may be heard when two universes collide in space.
Chaos supervened, and I knew the peace of oblivion.
I hardly know how to continue, since conditions so singular are
involved; but I will do my best, not even trying to differentiate betwixt the
real and the apparent. When I awakened, I was safe in my bunk and the red glow
of dawn was visible at the window. Some distance away the lifeless body of Juan
Romero lay upon a table, surrounded by a group of men, including the camp
doctor. The men were discussing the strange death of the Mexican as he lay
asleep; a death seemingly connected in some way with the terrible bolt of
lightning which had struck and shaken the mountain. No direct cause was
evident, and an autopsy failed to show any reason why Romero should not be
living. Snatches of conversation indicated beyond a doubt that neither Romero
nor I had left the bunk-house during the night; that neither of us had been
awake during the frightful storm which had passed over the Cactus range. That
storm, said men who had ventured down the mine shaft, had caused extensive
caving-in, and had completely closed the deep abyss which had created so much
apprehension the day before. When I asked the watchman what sounds he had heard
prior to the mighty thunderbolt; he mentioned a coyote, a dog, and the snarling
mountain wind—nothing more. Nor do I doubt his word.
Upon the resumption of work, Superintendent Arthur called upon
some especially dependable men to make a few investigations around the spot
where the gulf had appeared. Though hardly eager, they obeyed, and a deep
boring was made. Results were very curious. The roof of the void, as seen when
it was open, was not by any means thick; yet now the drills of the
investigators met what appeared to be a limitless extent of solid rock. Finding
nothing else, not even gold, the Superintendent abandoned his attempts; but a
perplexed look occasionally steals over his countenance as he sits thinking at
his desk.
One other thing is curious. Shortly after waking on that morning
after the storm, I noticed the unaccountable absence of my Hindoo ring from my
finger. I had prized it greatly, yet nevertheless felt a sensation of relief at
its disappearance. If one of my fellow-miners appropriated it, he must have
been quite clever in disposing of his booty, for despite advertisements and a
police search, the ring was never seen again. Somehow I doubt if it was stolen
by mortal hands, for many strange things were taught me in India.
My opinion of my whole experience varies from time to time. In
broad daylight, and at most seasons I am apt to think the greater part of it a
mere dream; but sometimes in the autumn, about two in the morning when the
winds and animals howl dismally, there comes from inconceivable depths below a
damnable suggestion of rhythmical throbbing..and I feel that the transition of
Juan Romero was a terrible one indeed.
Many years ago, when the hillside villa was new and resplendent,
there dwelt within it the two sculptors Kalos and Musides. From Lydia to Neapolis
the beauty of their work was praised, and none dared say that the one excelled
the other in skill. The Hermes of Kalos stood in a marble shrine in Corinth,
and the Pallas of Musides surmounted a pillar in Athens near the Parthenon. All
men paid homage to Kalos and Musides, and marvelled that no shadow of artistic
jealousy cooled the warmth of their brotherly friendship.
But though Kalos and Musides dwelt in unbroken harmony, their
natures were not alike. Whilst Musides revelled by night amidst the urban gaieties
of Tegea, Kalos would remain at home; stealing away from the sight of his
slaves into the cool recesses of the olive grove. There he would meditate upon
the visions that filled his mind, and there devise the forms of beauty which
later became immortal in breathing marble. Idle folk, indeed, said that Kalos
conversed with the spirits of the grove, and that his statues were but images
of the fauns and dryads he met there for he patterned his work after no living
model.
So famous were Kalos and Musides, that none wondered when the
Tyrant of Syracuse sent to them deputies to speak of the costly statue of Tyche
which he had planned for his city. Of great size and cunning workmanship must
the statue be, for it was to form a wonder of nations and a goal of travellers.
Exalted beyond thought would be he whose work should gain acceptance, and for
this honor Kalos and Musides were invited to compete. Their brotherly love was
well known, and the crafty Tyrant surmised that each, instead of concealing his
work from the other, would offer aid and advice; this charity producing two
images of unheard of beauty, the lovelier of which would eclipse even the
dreams of poets.
With joy the sculptors hailed the Tyrant's offer, so that in the
days that followed their slaves heard the ceaseless blows of chisels. Not from
each other did Kalos and Musides conceal their work, but the sight was for them
alone. Saving theirs, no eyes beheld the two divine figures released by
skillful blows from the rough blocks that had imprisoned them since the world
began.
At night, as of yore, Musides sought the banquet halls of Tegea
whilst Kalos wandered alone in the olive grove. But as time passed, men
observed a want of gaiety in the once sparkling Musides. It was strange, they
said amongst themselves that depression should thus seize one with so great a
chance to win art's loftiest reward. Many months passed yet in the sour face of
Musides came nothing of the sharp expectancy which the situation should arouse.
Then one day Musides spoke of the illness of Kalos, after which
none marvelled again at his sadness, since the sculptors' attachment was known
to be deep and sacred. Subsequently many went to visit Kalos, and indeed
noticed the pallor of his face; but there was about him a happy serenity which
made his glance more magical than the glance of Musides who was clearly
distracted with anxiety and who pushed aside all the slaves in his eagerness to
feed and wait upon his friend with his own hands. Hidden behind heavy curtains
stood the two unfinished figures of Tyche, little touched of late by the sick
man and his faithful attendant.
As Kalos grew inexplicably weaker and weaker despite the
ministrations of puzzled physicians and of his assiduous friend, he desired to
be carried often to the grove which he so loved. There he would ask to be left
alone, as if wishing to speak with unseen things. Musides ever granted his
requests, though his eyes filled with visible tears at the thought that Kalos
should care more for the fauns and the dryads than for him. At last the end
drew near, and Kalos discoursed of things beyond this life. Musides, weeping,
promised him a sepulchre more lovely than the tomb of Mausolus; but Kalos bade
him speak no more of marble glories. Only one wish now haunted the mind of the
dying man; that twigs from certain olive trees in the grove be buried by his
resting place—close to his head. And one night, sitting alone in the darkness
of the olive grove, Kalos died. Beautiful beyond words was the marble sepulchre
which stricken Musides carved for his beloved friend. None but Kalos himself
could have fashioned such basreliefs, wherein were displayed all the splendours
of Elysium. Nor did Musides fail to bury close to Kalos' head the olive twigs
from the grove.
As the first violence of Musides' grief gave place to resignation,
he labored with diligence upon his figure of Tyche. All honour was now his,
since the Tyrant of Syracuse would have the work of none save him or Kalos. His
task proved a vent for his emotion and he toiled more steadily each day,
shunning the gaieties he once had relished. Meanwhile his evenings were spent
beside the tomb of his friend, where a young olive tree had sprung up near the
sleeper's head. So swift was the growth of this tree, and so strange was its form,
that all who beheld it exclaimed in surprise; and Musides seemed at once
fascinated and repelled.
Three years after the death of Kalos, Musides despatched a
messenger to the Tyrant, and it was whispered in the agora at Tegea that the
mighty statue was finished. By this time the tree by the tomb had attained
amazing proportions, exceeding all other trees of its kind, and sending out a
singularly heavy branch above the apartment in which Musides labored. As many
visitors came to view the prodigious tree, as to admire the art of the
sculptor, so that Musides was seldom alone. But he did not mind his multitude
of guests; indeed, he seemed to dread being alone now that his absorbing work
was done. The bleak mountain wind, sighing through the olive grove and the
tomb-tree, had an uncanny way of forming vaguely articulate sounds.
The sky was dark on the evening that the Tyrant's emissaries came
to Tegea. It was definitely known that they had come to bear away the great
image of Tyche and bring eternal honour to Musides, so their reception by the
proxenoi was of great warmth. As the night wore on a violent storm of wind
broke over the crest of Maenalus, and the men from far Syracuse were glad that
they rested snugly in the town. They talked of their illustrious Tyrant, and of
the splendour of his capital and exulted in the glory of the statue which
Musides had wrought for him. And then the men of Tegea spoke of the goodness of
Musides, and of his heavy grief for his friend and how not even the coming
laurels of art could console him in the absence of Kalos, who might have worn
those laurels instead. Of the tree which grew by the tomb, near the head of
Kalos, they also spoke. The wind shrieked more horribly, and both the
Syracusans and the Arcadians prayed to Aiolos.
In the sunshine of the morning the proxenoi led the Tyrant's
messengers up the slope to the abode of the sculptor, but the night wind had
done strange things. Slaves' cries ascended from a scene of desolation, and no
more amidst the olive grove rose the gleaming colonnades of that vast hall
wherein Musides had dreamed and toiled. Lone and shaken mourned the humble
courts and the lower walls, for upon the sumptuous greater peristyle had fallen
squarely the heavy overhanging bough of the strange new tree, reducing the
stately poem in marble with odd completeness to a mound of unsightly ruins.
Strangers and Tegeans stood aghast, looking from the wreckage to the great,
sinister tree whose aspect was so weirdly human and whose roots reached so
queerly into the sculptured sepulchre of Kalos. And their fear and dismay
increased when they searched the fallen apartment, for of the gentle Musides,
and of the marvellously fashioned image of Tyche, no trace could be discovered.
Amidst such stupendous ruin only chaos dwelt, and the representatives of two
cities left disappointed; Syracusans that they had no statue to bear home,
Tegeans that they had no artist to crown. However, the Syracusans obtained
after a while a very splendid statue in Athens, and the Tegeans consoled
themselves by erecting in the agora a marble temple commemorating the gifts,
virtues, and brotherly piety of Musides.
But the olive grove still stands, as does the tree growing out of
the tomb of Kalos, and the old bee-keeper told me that sometimes the boughs
whisper to one another in the night wind, saying over and over again.
"Oida! Oida!—I know! I know!"
With this friend, Joel Manton, I had often languidly disputed. He
was principal of the East High School, born and bred in Boston and sharing New
England's self-satisfied deafness to the delicate overtones of life. It was his
view that only our normal, objective experiences possess any esthetic
significance, and that it is the province of the artist not so much to rouse
strong emotion by action, ecstasy, and astonishment, as to maintain a placid
interest and appreciation by accurate, detailed transcripts of everyday
affairs. Especially did he object to my preoccupation with the mystical and the
unexplained; for although believing in the supernatural much more fully than I,
he would not admit that it is sufficiently commonplace for literary treatment.
That a mind can find its greatest pleasure in escapes from the daily treadmill,
and in original and dramatic recombinations of images usually thrown by habit
and fatigue into the hackneyed patterns of actual existence, was something
virtually incredible to his clear, practical, and logical intellect. With him
all things and feelings had fixed dimensions, properties, causes, and effects;
and although he vaguely knew that the mind sometimes holds visions and
sensations of far less geometrical, classifiable, and workable nature, he
believed himself justified in drawing an arbitrary line and ruling out of court
all that cannot be experienced and understood by the average citizen. Besides,
he was almost sure that nothing can be really "unnamable." It didn't
sound sensible to him.
Though I well realized the futility of imaginative and
metaphysical arguments against the complacency of an orthodox sun-dweller,
something in the scene of this afternoon colloquy moved me to more than usual
contentiousness. The crumbling slate slabs, the patriarchal trees, and the
centuried gambrel roofs of the witch-haunted old town that stretched around,
all combined to rouse my spirit in defense of my work; and I was soon carrying
my thrusts into the enemy's own country. It was not, indeed, difficult to begin
a counter-attack, for I knew that Joel Manton actually half clung to many
old-wives' superstitions which sophisticated people had long outgrown; beliefs
in the appearance of dying persons at distant places, and in the impressions
left by old faces on the windows through which they had gazed all their lives.
To credit these whisperings of rural grandmothers, I now insisted, argued a
faith in the existence of spectral substances on the earth apart from and
subsequent to their material counterparts. It argued a capability of believing
in phenomena beyond all normal notions; for if a dead man can transmit his
visible or tangible image half across the world, or down the stretch of the
centuries, how can it be absurd to suppose that deserted houses are full of
queer sentient things, or that old graveyards teem with the terrible, unbodied
intelligence of generations? And since spirit, in order to cause all the
manifestations attributed to it, cannot be limited by any of the laws of
matter, why is it extravagant to imagine psychically living dead things in
shapes—or absences of shapes—which must for human spectators be utterly and
appallingly "unnamable"? "Common sense" in reflecting on
these subjects, I assured my friend with some warmth, is merely a stupid
absence of imagination and mental flexibility.
Twilight had now approached, but neither of us felt any wish to
cease speaking. Manton seemed unimpressed by my arguments, and eager to refute
them, having that confidence in his own opinions which had doubtless caused his
success as a teacher; whilst I was too sure of my ground to fear defeat. The
dusk fell, and lights faintly gleamed in some of the distant windows, but we
did not move. Our seat on the tomb was very comfortable, and I knew that my
prosaic friend would not mind the cavernous rift in the ancient, root-disturbed
brickwork close behind us, or the utter blackness of the spot brought by the
intervention of a tottering, deserted seventeenth-century house between us and
the nearest lighted road. There in the dark, upon that riven tomb by the
deserted house, we talked on about the "unnamable" and after my
friend had finished his scoffing I told him of the awful evidence behind the
story at which he had scoffed the most.
My tale had been called The Attic Window, and appeared in the
January, 1922, issue of Whispers. In a good many places, especially the South
and the Pacific coast, they took the magazines off the stands at the complaints
of silly milk-sops; but New England didn't get the thrill and merely shrugged
its shoulders at my extravagance. The thing, it was averred, was biologically
impossible to start with; merely another of those crazy country mutterings
which Cotton Mather had been gullible enough to dump into his chaotic Magnalia
Christi Americana, and so poorly authenticated that even he had not ventured to
name the locality where the horror occurred. And as to the way I amplified the
bare jotting of the old mystic—that was quite impossible, and characteristic of
a flighty and notional scribbler! Mather had indeed told of the thing as being
born, but nobody but a cheap sensationalist would think of having it grow up, look
into people's windows at night, and be hidden in the attic of a house, in flesh
and in spirit, till someone saw it at the window centuries later and couldn't
describe what it was that turned his hair gray. All this was flagrant
trashiness, and my friend Manton was not slow to insist on that fact. Then I
told him what I had found in an old diary kept between 1706 and 1723, unearthed
among family papers not a mile from where we were sitting; that, and the
certain reality of the scars on my ancestor's chest and back which the diary
described. I told him, too, of the fears of others in that region, and how they
were whispered down for generations; and how no mythical madness came to the
boy who in 1793 entered an abandoned house to examine certain traces suspected
to be there.
It had been an eldritch thing—no wonder sensitive students shudder
at the Puritan age in Massachusetts. So little is known of what went on beneath
the surface—so little, yet such a ghastly festering as it bubbles up
putrescently in occasional ghoulish glimpses. The witchcraft terror is a
horrible ray of light on what was stewing in men's crushed brains, but even
that is a trifle. There was no beauty; no freedom—we can see that from the
architectural and household remains, and the poisonous sermons of the cramped
divines. And inside that rusted iron straitjacket lurked gibbering hideousness,
perversion, and diabolism. Here, truly, was the apotheosis of The Unnamable.
Cotton Mather, in that demoniac sixth book which no one should
read after dark, minced no words as he flung forth his anathema. Stern as a
Jewish prophet, and laconically un-amazed as none since his day could be, he
told of the beast that had brought forth what was more than beast but less than
man—the thing with the blemished eye—and of the screaming drunken wretch that
hanged for having such an eye. This much he baldly told, yet without a hint of
what came after. Perhaps he did not know, or perhaps he knew and did not dare
to tell. Others knew, but did not dare to tell—there is no public hint of why
they whispered about the lock on the door to the attic stairs in the house of a
childless, broken, embittered old man who had put up a blank slate slab by an
avoided grave, although one may trace enough evasive legends to curdle the
thinnest blood.
It is all in that ancestral diary I found; all the hushed
innuendoes and furtive tales of things with a blemished eye seen at windows in
the night or in deserted meadows near the woods. Something had caught my
ancestor on a dark valley road, leaving him with marks of horns on his chest
and of apelike claws on his back; and when they looked for prints in the
trampled dust they found the mixed marks of split hooves and vaguely anthropoid
paws. Once a post-rider said he saw an old man chasing and calling to a
frightful loping, nameless thing on Meadow Hill in the thinly moonlit hours
before dawn, and many believed him. Certainly, there was strange talk one night
in 1710 when the childless, broken old man was buried in the crypt behind his
own house in sight of the blank slate slab. They never unlocked that attic
door, but left the whole house as it was, dreaded and deserted. When noises
came from it, they whispered and shivered; and hoped that the lock on that
attic door was strong. Then they stopped hoping when the horror occurred at the
parsonage, leaving not a soul alive or in one piece. With the years the legends
take on a spectral character—I suppose the thing, if it was a living thing,
must have died. The memory had lingered hideously—all the more hideous because
it was so secret.
During this narration my friend Manton had become very silent, and
I saw that my words had impressed him. He did not laugh as I paused, but asked
quite seriously about the boy who went mad in 1793, and who had presumably been
the hero of my fiction. I told him why the boy had gone to that shunned,
deserted house, and remarked that he ought to be interested, since he believed
that windows retained latent images of those who had sat at them. The boy had
gone to look at the windows of that horrible attic, because of tales of things
seen behind them, and had come back screaming maniacally.
Manton remained thoughtful as I said this, but gradually reverted
to his analytical mood. He granted for the sake of argument that some unnatural
monster had really existed, but reminded me that even the most morbid
perversion of nature need not be unnamable or scientifically indescribable. I
admired his clearness and persistence, and added some further revelations I had
collected among the old people. Those later spectral legends, I made plain,
related to monstrous apparitions more frightful than anything organic could be;
apparitions of gigantic bestial forms sometimes visible and sometimes only
tangible, which floated about on moonless nights and haunted the old house, the
crypt behind it, and the grave where a sapling had sprouted beside an illegible
slab. Whether or not such apparitions had ever gored or smothered people to
death, as told in uncorroborated traditions, they had produced a strong and
consistent impression; and were yet darkly feared by very aged natives, though
largely forgotten by the last two generations—perhaps dying for lack of being
thought about. Moreover, so far as esthetic theory was involved, if the psychic
emanations of human creatures be grotesque distortions, what coherent
representation could express or portray so gibbous and infamous a nebulosity as
the specter of a malign, chaotic perversion, itself a morbid blasphemy against
nature? Molded by the dead brain of a hybrid nightmare, would not such a
vaporous terror constitute in all loathsome truth the exquisitely, the
shriekingly unnamable?
The hour must now have grown very late. A singularly noiseless bat
brushed by me, and I believe it touched Manton also, for although I could not
see him I felt him raise his arm. Presently he spoke.
"But is that house with the attic window still standing and
deserted?"
"Yes," I answered, "I have seen it."
"And did you find anything there—in the attic or anywhere
else?"
"There were some bones up under the eaves. They may have been
what that boy saw—if he was sensitive he wouldn't have needed anything in the
window-glass to unhinge him. If they all came from the same object it must have
been an hysterical, delirious monstrosity. It would have been blasphemous to
leave such bones in the world, so I went back with a sack and took them to the
tomb behind the house. There was an opening where I could dump them in. Don't
think I was a fool—you ought to have seen that skull. It had four-inch horns,
but a face and jaw something like yours and mine."
At last I could feel a real shiver run through Manton, who had
moved very near. But his curiosity was undeterred.
"And what about the window-panes?"
"They were all gone. One window had lost its entire frame,
and in all the others there was not a trace of glass in the little diamond
apertures. They were that kind—the old lattice windows that went out of use
before 1700. I don't believe they've had any glass for a hundred years or
more—maybe the boy broke 'em if he got that far; the legend doesn't say."
Manton was reflecting again.
"I'd like to see that house, Carter. Where is it? Glass or no
glass, I must explore it a little. And the tomb where you put those bones, and
the other grave without an inscription—the whole thing must be a bit
terrible."
"You did see it—until it got dark."
My friend was more wrought upon than I had suspected, for at this
touch of harmless theatricalism he started neurotically away from me and
actually cried out with a sort of gulping gasp which released a strain of
previous repression. It was an odd cry, and all the more terrible because it
was answered. For as it was still echoing, I heard a creaking sound through the
pitchy blackness, and knew that a lattice window was opening in that accursed
old house beside us. And because all the other frames were long since fallen, I
knew that it was the grisly glassless frame of that demoniac attic window.
Then came a noxious rush of noisome, frigid air from that same
dreaded direction, followed by a piercing shriek just beside me on that
shocking rifted tomb of man and monster. In another instant I was knocked from
my gruesome bench by the devilish threshing of some unseen entity of titanic
size but undetermined nature; knocked sprawling on the root-clutched mold of
that abhorrent graveyard, while from the tomb came such a stifled uproar of
gasping and whirring that my fancy peopled the rayless gloom with Miltonic
legions of the misshapen damned. There was a vortex of withering, ice-cold
wind, and then the rattle of loose bricks and plaster; but I had mercifully
fainted before I could learn what it meant.
Manton, though smaller than I, is more resilient; for we opened
our eyes at almost the same instant, despite his greater injuries. Our couches
were side by side, and we knew in a few seconds that we were in St. Mary's
Hospital. Attendants were grouped about in tense curiosity, eager to aid our
memory by telling us how we came there, and we soon heard of the farmer who had
found us at noon in a lonely field beyond Meadow Hill, a mile from the old
burying ground, on a spot where an ancient slaughterhouse is reputed to have
stood. Manton had two malignant wounds in the chest, and some less severe cuts
or gougings in the back. I was not so seriously hurt, but was covered with
welts and contusions of the most bewildering character, including the print of
a split hoof. It was plain that Manton knew more than I, but he told nothing to
the puzzled and interested physicians till he had learned what our injuries
were. Then he said we were the victims of a vicious bull—though the animal was
a difficult thing to place and account for.
After the doctors and nurses had left, I whispered an awe struck
question:
"Good God, Manton, but what was it? Those scars—was it like
that?"
And I was too dazed to exult when he whispered back a thing I had
half expected—
"No—it wasn't that way at all. It was everywhere—a gelatin—a
slime yet it had shapes, a thousand shapes of horror beyond all memory. There
were eyes—and a blemish. It was the pit—the maelstrom—the ultimate abomination.
Carter, it was the unnamable!
I am Basil Elton, keeper of the North Point light that my father
and grandfather kept before me. Far from the shore stands the gray lighthouse,
above sunken slimy rocks that are seen when the tide is low, but unseen when
the tide is high. Past that beacon for a century have swept the majestic
barques of the seven seas. In the days of my grandfather there were many; in
the days of my father not so many; and now there are so few that I sometimes
feel strangely alone, as though I were the last man on our planet.
From far shores came those white-sailed argosies of old; from far
Eastern shores where warm suns shine and sweet odors linger about strange
gardens and gay temples. The old captains of the sea came often to my
grandfather and told him of these things which in turn he told to my father,
and my father told to me in the long autumn evenings when the wind howled
eerily from the East. And I have read more of these things, and of many things
besides, in the books men gave me when I was young and filled with wonder.
But more wonderful than the lore of old men and the lore of books
is the secret lore of ocean. Blue, green, gray, white or black; smooth,
ruffled, or mountainous; that ocean is not silent. All my days have I watched
it and listened to it, and I know it well. At first it told to me only the
plain little tales of calm beaches and near ports, but with the years it grew
more friendly and spoke of other things; of things more strange and more
distant in space and time. Sometimes at twilight the gray vapors of the horizon
have parted to grant me glimpses of the ways beyond; and sometimes at night the
deep waters of the sea have grown clear and phosphorescent, to grant me
glimpses of the ways beneath. And these glimpses have been as often of the ways
that were and the ways that might be, as of the ways that are; for ocean is
more ancient than the mountains, and freighted with the memories and the dreams
of Time.
Out of the South it was that the White Ship used to come when the
moon was full and high in the heavens. Out of the South it would glide very
smoothly and silently over the sea. And whether the sea was rough or calm, and
whether the wind was friendly or adverse, it would always glide smoothly and
silently, its sails distant and its long strange tiers of oars moving
rhythmically. One night I espied upon the deck a man, bearded and robed, and he
seemed to beckon me to embark for far unknown shores. Many times afterward I
saw him under the full moon, and ever did he beckon me.
Very brightly did the moon shine on the night I answered the call,
and I walked out over the waters to the White Ship on a bridge of moonbeams.
The man who had beckoned now spoke a welcome to me in a soft language I seemed
to know well, and the hours were filled with soft songs of the oarsmen as we
glided away into a mysterious South, golden with the glow of that full, mellow
moon.
And when the day dawned, rosy and effulgent, I beheld the green
shore of far lands, bright and beautiful, and to me unknown. Up from the sea
rose lordly terraces of verdure, tree-studded, and shewing here and there the
gleaming white roofs and colonnades of strange temples. As we drew nearer the
green shore the bearded man told me of that land, the land of Zar, where dwell
all the dreams and thoughts of beauty that come to men once and then are
forgotten. And when I looked upon the terraces again I saw that what he said
was true, for among the sights before me were many things I had once seen
through the mists beyond the horizon and in the phosphorescent depths of ocean.
There too were forms and fantasies more splendid than any I had ever known; the
visions of young poets who died in want before the world could learn of what
they had seen and dreamed. But we did not set foot upon the sloping meadows of
Zar, for it is told that he who treads them may nevermore return to his native
shore.
As the White Ship sailed silently away from the templed terraces
of Zar, we beheld on the distant horizon ahead the spires of a mighty city; and
the bearded man said to me, "This is Thalarion, the City of a Thousand
Wonders, wherein reside all those mysteries that man has striven in vain to
fathom."And I looked again, at closer range, and saw that the city was
greater than any city I had known or dreamed of before. Into the sky the spires
of its temples reached, so that no man might behold their peaks; and far back
beyond the horizon stretched the grim, gray walls, over which one might spy
only a few roofs, weird and ominous, yet adorned with rich friezes and alluring
sculptures. I yearned mightily to enter this fascinating yet repellent city,
and besought the bearded man to land me at the stone pier by the huge carven
gate Akariel; but he gently denied my wish, saying, "Into Thalarion, the
City of a Thousand Wonders, many have passed but none returned. Therein walk
only daemons and mad things that are no longer men, and the streets are white
with the unburied bones of those who have looked upon the eidolon Lathi, that
reigns over the city."So the White Ship sailed on past the walls of
Thalarion, and followed for many days a southward-flying bird, whose glossy
plumage matched the sky out of which it had appeared.
Then came we to a pleasant coast gay with blossoms of every hue,
where as far inland as we could see basked lovely groves and radiant arbors
beneath a meridian sun. From bowers beyond our view came bursts of song and
snatches of lyric harmony, interspersed with faint laughter so delicious that I
urged the rowers onward in my eagerness to reach the scene. And the bearded man
spoke no word, but watched me as we approached the lily-lined shore. Suddenly a
wind blowing from over the flowery meadows and leafy woods brought a scent at
which I trembled. The wind grew stronger, and the air was filled with the
lethal, charnel odor of plague-stricken towns and uncovered cemeteries. And as
we sailed madly away from that damnable coast the bearded man spoke at last, saying,
"This is Xura, the Land of Pleasures Unattained."
So once more the White Ship followed the bird of heaven, over warm
blessed seas fanned by caressing, aromatic breezes. Day after day and night
after night did we sail, and when the moon was full we would listen to soft
songs of the oarsmen, sweet as on that distant night when we sailed away from
my far native land. And it was by moonlight that we anchored at last in the
harbor of Sona-Nyl, which is guarded by twin headlands of crystal that rise
from the sea and meet in a resplendent arch. This is the Land of Fancy, and we
walked to the verdant shore upon a golden bridge of moonbeams.
In the Land of Sona-Nyl there is neither time nor space, neither
suffering nor death; and there I dwelt for many aeons. Green are the groves and
pastures, bright and fragrant the flowers, blue and musical the streams, clear
and cool the fountains, and stately and gorgeous the temples, castles, and
cities of Sona-Nyl. Of that land there is no bound, for beyond each vista of beauty
rises another more beautiful. Over the countryside and amidst the splendor of
cities can move at will the happy folk, of whom all are gifted with unmarred
grace and unalloyed happiness. For the aeons that I dwelt there I wandered
blissfully through gardens where quaint pagodas peep from pleasing clumps of
bushes, and where the white walks are bordered with delicate blossoms. I
climbed gentle hills from whose summits I could see entrancing panoramas of
loveliness, with steepled towns nestling in verdant valleys, and with the
golden domes of gigantic cities glittering on the infinitely distant horizon.
And I viewed by moonlight the sparkling sea, the crystal headlands, and the
placid harbor wherein lay anchored the White Ship.
It was against the full moon one night in the immemorial year of
Tharp that I saw outlined the beckoning form of the celestial bird, and felt
the first stirrings of unrest. Then I spoke with the bearded man, and told him
of my new yearnings to depart for remote Cathuria, which no man hath seen, but
which all believe to lie beyond the basalt pillars of the West. It is the Land
of Hope, and in it shine the perfect ideals of all that we know elsewhere; or
at least so men relate. But the bearded man said to me, "Beware of those
perilous seas wherein men say Cathuria lies. In Sona-Nyl there is no pain or
death, but who can tell what lies beyond the basalt pillars of the West?"
Natheless at the next full moon I boarded the White Ship, and with the
reluctant bearded man left the happy harbor for untraveled seas.
And the bird of heaven flew before, and led us toward the basalt
pillars of the West, but this time the oarsmen sang no soft songs under the
full moon. In my mind I would often picture the unknown Land of Cathuria with
its splendid groves and palaces, and would wonder what new delights there
awaited me. "Cathuria," I would say to myself, "is the abode of
gods and the land of unnumbered cities of gold. Its forests are of aloe and
sandalwood, even as the fragrant groves of Camorin, and among the trees flutter
gay birds sweet with song. On the green and flowery mountains of Cathuria stand
temples of pink marble, rich with carven and painted glories, and having in
their courtyards cool fountains of silver, where purr with ravishing music the
scented waters that come from the grotto-born river Narg. And the cities of
Cathuria are cinctured with golden walls, and their pavements also are of gold.
In the gardens of these cities are strange orchids, and perfumed lakes whose
beds are of coral and amber. At night the streets and the gardens are lit with
gay lanthorns fashioned from the three—colored shell of the tortoise, and here
resound the soft notes of the singer and the lutanist. And the houses of the
cities of Cathuria are all palaces, each built over a fragrant canal bearing
the waters of the sacred Narg. Of marble and porphyry are the houses, and
roofed with glittering gold that reflects the rays of the sun and enhances the
splendor of the cities as blissful gods view them from the distant peaks.
Fairest of all is the palace of the great monarch Dorieb, whom some say to be a
demi-god and others a god. High is the palace of Dorieb, and many are the
turrets of marble upon its walls. In its wide halls many multitudes assemble,
and here hang the trophies of the ages. And the roof is of pure gold, set upon
tall pillars of ruby and azure, and having such carven figures of gods and
heroes that he who looks up to those heights seems to gaze upon the living
Olympus. And the floor of the palace is of glass, under which flow the
cunningly lighted waters of the Narg, gay with gaudy fish not known beyond the
bounds of lovely Cathuria."
Thus would I speak to myself of Cathuria, but ever would the
bearded man warn me to turn back to the happy shore of Sona-Nyl; for Sona-Nyl
is known of men, while none hath ever beheld Cathuria.
And on the thirty-first day that we followed the bird, we beheld
the basalt pillars of the West. Shrouded in mist they were, so that no man
might peer beyond them or see their summits—which indeed some say reach even to
the heavens. And the bearded man again implored me to turn back, but I heeded
him not; for from the mists beyond the basalt pillars I fancied there came the
notes of singers and lutanists; sweeter than the sweetest songs of Sona-Nyl,
and sounding mine own praises; the praises of me, who had voyaged far from the
full moon and dwelt in the Land of Fancy. So to the sound of melody the White
Ship sailed into the mist betwixt the basalt pillars of the West. And when the
music ceased and the mist lifted, we beheld not the Land of Cathuria, but a
swift-rushing resistless sea, over which our helpless barque was borne toward
some unknown goal. Soon to our ears came the distant thunder of falling waters,
and to our eyes appeared on the far horizon ahead the titanic spray of a
monstrous cataract, wherein the oceans of the world drop down to abysmal
nothingness. Then did the bearded man say to me, with tears on his cheek,
"We have rejected the beautiful Land of Sona-Nyl, which we may never
behold again. The gods are greater than men, and they have conquered."And
I closed my eyes before the crash that I knew would come, shutting out the
sight of the celestial bird which flapped its mocking blue wings over the brink
of the torrent.
Out of that crash came darkness, and I heard the shrieking of men
and of things which were not men. From the East tempestuous winds arose, and
chilled me as I crouched on the slab of damp stone which had risen beneath my
feet. Then as I heard another crash I opened my eyes and beheld myself upon the
platform of that lighthouse whence I had sailed so many aeons ago. In the
darkness below there loomed the vast blurred outlines of a vessel breaking up
on the cruel rocks, and as I glanced out over the waste I saw that the light
had failed for the first time since my grandfather had assumed its care.
And in the later watches of the night, when I went within the
tower, I saw on the wall a calendar which still remained as when I had left it
at the hour I sailed away. With the dawn I descended the tower and looked for
wreckage upon the rocks, but what I found was only this: a strange dead bird
whose hue was as of the azure sky, and a single shattered spar, of a whiteness
greater than that of the wave-tips or of the mountain snow.
And thereafter the ocean told me its secrets no more; and though
many times since has the moon shone full and high in the heavens, the White
Ship from the South came never again.
64. THROUGH THE GATES OF THE SILVER KEY
Chapter One
In a vast room hung with strangely figured arras and carpeted with
Bonkhata rugs of impressive age and workmanship, four men were sitting around a
document-strewn table. From the far corners, where odd tripods of wrought iron
were now and then replenished by an incredibly aged Negro in somber livery,
came the hypnotic fumes of olibanum; while in a deep niche on one side there
ticked a curious, coffin—shaped clock whose dial bore baffling hieroglyphs and
whose four hands did not move in consonance with any time system known on this
planet. It was a singular and disturbing room, but well fitted to the business
then at hand. For there, in the New Orleans home of this continent's greatest
mystic, mathematician and orientalist, there was being settled at last the
estate of a scarcely less great mystic, scholar, author and dreamer who had
vanished from the face of the earth four years before.
Randolph Carter, who had all his life sought to escape from the
tedium and limitations of waking reality in the beckoning vistas of dreams and
fabled avenues of other dimensions, disappeared from the sight of man on the
seventh of October, 1928, at the age of fifty-four. His career had been a
strange and lonely one, and there were those who inferred from his curious
novels many episodes more bizarre than any in his recorded history. His
association with Harley Warren, the South Carolina mystic whose studies in the
primal Naacal language of the Himalayan priests had led to such outrageous
conclusions, had been close. Indeed, it was he who—one mist-mad, terrible night
in an ancient graveyard—had seen Warren descend into a dank and nitrous vault,
never to emerge. Carter lived in Boston, but it was from the wild, haunted
hills behind hoary and witch-accursed Arkham that all his forebears had come. And
it was amid these ancient, cryptically brooding hills that he had ultimately
vanished.
His old servant, Parks—who died early in 1930—had spoken of the
strangely aromatic and hideously carven box he had found in the attic, and of
the indecipherable parchments and queerly figured silver key which that box had
contained: matters of which Carter had also written to others. Carter, he said,
had told him that this key had come down from his ancestors, and that it would
help him to unlock the gates to his lost boyhood, and to strange dimensions and
fantastic realms which he had hitherto visited only in vague, brief, and
elusive dreams. Then one day Carter took the box and its contents and rode away
in his car, never to return.
Later on, people found the car at the side of an old, grass-grown
road in the hills behind crumbling Arkham—the hills where Carter's forebears
had once dwelt, and where the ruined cellar of the great Carter homestead still
gaped to the sky. It was in a grove of tall elms nearby that another of the
Carters had mysteriously vanished in 1781, and not far away was the half-rotted
cottage where Goody Fowler, the witch, had brewed her ominous potions still
earlier. The region had been settled in 1692 by fugitives from the witchcraft
trials in Salem, and even now it bore a name for vaguely ominous things
scarcely to be envisaged. Edmund Carter had fled from the shadow of Gallows
Hill just in time, and the tales of his sorceries were many. Now, it seemed,
his lone descendant had gone somewhere to join him!
In the car they found the hideously carved box of fragrant wood,
and the parchment which no man could read. The silver key was gone—presumably
with Carter. Further than that there was no certain clue. Detectives from
Boston said that the fallen timbers of the old Carter place seemed oddly
disturbed, and somebody found a handkerchief on the rock-ridged, sinisterly
wooded slope behind the ruins near the dreaded cave called the Snake Den.
It was then that the country legends about the Snake Den gained a
new vitality. Farmers whispered of the blasphemous uses to which old Edmund
Carter the wizard had put that horrible grotto, and added later tales about the
fondness which Randolph Carter himself had had for it when a boy. In Carter's
boyhood the venerable gambrel-roofed homestead was still standing and tenanted
by his great-uncle Christopher. He had visited there often, and had talked
singularly about the Snake Den. People remembered what he had said about a deep
fissure and an unknown inner cave beyond, and speculated on the change he had
shown after spending one whole memorable day in the cavern when he was nine.
That was in October, too—and ever after that he had seemed to have a uncanny
knack at prophesying future events.
It had rained late in the night that Carter vanished, and no one
was quite able to trace his footprints from the car. Inside the Snake Den all
was amorphous liquid mud, owing to the copious seepage. Only the ignorant
rustics whispered about the prints they thought they spied where the great elms
overhang the road, and on the sinister hillside near the Snake Den, where the
handkerchief was found. Who could pay attention to whispers that spoke of
stubby little tracks like those which Randolph Carter's square-toed boots made
when he was a small boy? It was as crazy a notion as that other whisper—that
the tracks of old Benijah Corey's peculiar heelless boots had met the stubby
little tracks in the road. Old Benijah had been the Carters' hired man when
Randolph was young; but he had died thirty years ago.
It must have been these whispers plus Carter's own statement to
Parks and others that the queerly arabesqued silver key would help him unlock
the gates of his lost boyhood—which caused a number of mystical students to
declare that the missing man had actually doubled back on the trail of time and
returned through forty-five years to that other October day in 1883 when he had
stayed in the Snake Den as a small boy. When he came out that night, they
argued, he had somehow made the whole trip to 1928 and back; for did he not
thereafter know of things which were to happen later? And yet he had never
spoken of anything to happen after 1928.
One student—an elderly eccentric of Providence, Rhode Island, who
had enjoyed a long and close correspondence with Carter—had a still more
elaborate theory, and believed that Carter had not only returned to boyhood,
but achieved a further liberation, roving at will through the prismatic vistas
of boyhood dream. After a strange vision this man published a tale of Carter's
vanishing in which he hinted that the lost one now reigned as king on the opal
throne of Ilek-Vad, that fabulous town of turrets atop the hollow cliffs of
glass overlooking the twilight sea wherein the bearded and finny Gniorri build
their singular labyrinths.
It was this old man, Ward Phillips, who pleaded most loudly
against the apportionment of Carter's estate to his heirs—all distant
cousins—on the ground that he was still alive in another time—dimension and
might well return some day. Against him was arrayed the legal talent of one of
the cousins, Ernest K. Aspinwall of Chicago, a man ten years Carter's senior,
but keen as a youth in forensic battles. For four years the contest had raged,
but now the time for apportionment had come, and this vast, strange room in New
Orleans was to be the scene of the arrangement.
It was the home of Carter's literary and financial executor—the
distinguished Creole student of mysteries and Eastern antiquities,
Etienne-Laurent de Marigny. Carter had met de Marigny during the war, when they
both served in the French Foreign Legion, and had at once cleaved to him
because of their similar tastes and outlook. When, on a memorable joint
furlough, the learned young Creole had taken the wistful Boston dreamer to
Bayonne, in the south of France, and had shown him certain terrible secrets in
the nighted and immemorial crypts that burrow beneath that brooding,
eon-weighted city, the friendship was forever sealed. Carter's will had named
de Marigny as executor, and now that avid scholar was reluctantly presiding
over the settlement of the estate. It was sad work for him, for like the old
Rhode Islander he did not believe that Carter was dead. But what weight had the
dreams of mystics against the harsh wisdom of the world?
Around the table in that strange room in the old French Quarter
sat the men who claimed an interest in the proceedings. There had been the
usual legal advertisements of the conference in papers wherever Carter's heirs
were thought to live; yet only four now sat listening to the abnormal ticking
of that coffin-shaped clock which told no earthly time, and to the bubbling of
the courtyard fountain beyond half-curtained, fan-lighted windows. As the hours
wore on, the faces of the four were half shrouded in the curling fumes from the
tripods, which, piled recklessly with fuel, seemed to need less and less
attention from the silently gliding and increasingly nervous old Negro.
There was Etienne de Marigny himself—slim, dark, handsome,
mustached, and still young. Aspinwall, representing the heirs, was
white-haired, apoplectic-faced, side-whiskered, and portly. Phillips, the
Providence mystic, was lean, gray, long-nosed, clean-shaven, and
stoop—shouldered. The fourth man was non-committal in age—lean, with a dark,
bearded, singularly immobile face of very regular contour, bound with the
turban of a high-caste Brahman and having night-black, burning, almost irisless
eyes which seemed to gaze out from a vast distance behind the features. He had
announced himself as the Swami Chandraputra, an adept from Benares, with
important information to give; and both de Marigny and Phillips—who had
corresponded with him—had been quick to recognize the genuineness of his
mystical pretensions. His speech had an oddly forced, hollow, metallic quality,
as if the use of English taxed his vocal apparatus; yet his language was as
easy, correct and idiomatic as any native Anglo-Saxon's. In general attire he
was the normal European civilian, but his loose clothes sat peculiarly badly on
him, while his bushy black beard, Eastern turban, and large, white mittens gave
him an air of exotic eccentricity.
De Marigny, fingering the parchment found in Carter's car, was
speaking.
"No, I have not been able to make anything of the parchment.
Mr. Phillips, here, also gives it up. Colonel Churchward declares it is not
Naacal, and it looks nothing at all like the hieroglyphics on that Easter
Island war-club. The carvings on that box, though, do strangely suggest Easter
Island images. The nearest thing I can recall to these parchment
characters—notice how all the letters seem to hang down from horizontal
word-bar—is the writing in a book poor Harley Warren once had. It came from
India while Carter and I were visiting him in 1919, and he never would tell us
anything about it—said it would be better if we didn't know, and hinted that it
might have come originally from some place other than the Earth. He took it
with him in December, when he went down into the vault in that old
graveyard—but neither he nor the book ever came to the surface again. Some time
ago I sent our friend here—the Swami Chandraputra—a memory-sketch of some of
those letters, and also a photostatic copy of the Carter parchment. He believes
he may be able to shed light on them after certain references and
consultations.
"But the key—Carter sent me a photograph of that. Its curious
arabesques were not letters, but seem to have belonged to the same
culture-tradition as the parchment. Carter always spoke of being on the point
of solving the mystery, though he never gave details. Once he grew almost
poetic about the whole business. That antique silver key, he said, would unlock
the successive doors that bar our free march down the mighty corridors of space
and time to the very Border which no man has crossed since Shaddad with his
terrific genius built and concealed in the sands of Arabia Pettraea the
prodigious domes and uncounted minarets of thousand-pillared Irem. Half-starved
dervishes—wrote Carter—and thirst-crazed nomads have returned to tell of that
monumental portal, and of the hand that is sculptured above the keystone of the
arch, but no man has passed and retraced his steps to say that his footprints
on the garnet-strewn sands within bear witness to his visit. The key, he
surmised, was that for which the cyclopean sculptured hand vainly grasps.
"Why Carter didn't take the parchment as well as the key, we
can not say. Perhaps he forgot it—or perhaps he forbore to take it through
recollection of one who had taken a book of like characters into a vault and
never returned. Or perhaps it was really immaterial to what he wished to
do."
As de Marigny paused, old Mr. Phillips spoke a harsh, shrill
voice.
"We can know of Randolph Carter's wandering only what we
dream. I have been to many strange places in dreams, and have heard many
strange and significant things in Ulthar, beyond the River Skai. It does not
appear that the parchment was needed, for certainly Carter reentered the world
of his boyhood dreams, and is now a king in Ilek-Vad."
Mr. Aspinwall grew doubly apoplectic-looking as he sputtered:
"Can't somebody shut the old fool up? We've had enough of these moonings.
The problem is to divide the property, and it's about time we got to it."
For the first time Swami Chandraputra spoke in his queerly alien
voice.
"Gentlemen, there is more to this matter than you think. Mr.
Aspinwall does not do well to laugh at the evidence of dreams. Mr. Phillips has
taken an incomplete view—perhaps because he has not dreamed enough. I, myself,
have done much dreaming. We in India have always done that, just as all the
Carters seem to have done it. You, Mr. Aspinwall, as a maternal cousin, are
naturally not a Carter. My own dreams, and certain other sources of
information, have told me a great deal which you still find obscure. For
example, Randolph Carter forgot that parchment which he couldn't decipher—yet
it would have been well for him had he remembered to take it. You see, I have
really learned pretty much what happened to Carter after he left his car with
the silver key at sunset on that seventh of October, four years ago."
Aspinwall audibly sneered, but the others sat up with heightened
interest. The smoke from the tripods increased, and the crazy ticking of that
coffin-shaped clock seemed to fall into bizarre patterns like the dots and
dashes of some alien and insoluble telegraph message from outer space. The
Hindoo leaned back, half closed his eyes, and continued in that oddly labored
yet idiomatic speech, while before his audience there began to float a picture
of what had happened to Randolph Carter.
Chapter Two
The hills beyond Arkham are full of a strange magic—something,
perhaps, which the old wizard Edmund Carter called down from the stars and up
from the crypts of nether earth when he fled there from Salem in 1692. As soon
as Randolph Carter was back among them he knew that he was close to one of the
gates which a few audacious, abhorred and alien-souled men have blasted through
titan walls betwixt the world and the outside absolute. Here, he felt, and on
this day of the year, he could carry out with success the message he had
deciphered months before from the arabesques of that tarnished and incredibly
ancient silver key. He knew now how it must be rotated, and how it must be held
up to the setting sun, and what syllables of ceremony must be intoned into the
void at the ninth and last turning. In a spot as close to a dark polarity and
induced gate as this, it could not fail in its primary functions. Certainly, he
would rest that night in the lost boyhood for which he had never ceased to
mourn.
He got out of the car with the key in his pocket, walking up-hill
deeper and deeper into the shadowy core of that brooding, haunted countryside
of winding road, vine-grown stone wall, black woodland, gnarled, neglected
orchard, gaping-windowed, deserted farm-house, and nameless nun. At the sunset
hour, when the distant spires of Kingsport gleamed in the ruddy blaze, he took
out the key and made the needed turnings and intonations. Only later did he
realize how soon the ritual had taken effect.
Then in the deepening twilight he had heard a voice out of the
past: Old Benijah Corey, his great-uncle's hired man. Had not old Benijah been
dead for thirty years? Thirty years before when. What was time? Where had he
been? Why was it strange that Benijah should be calling him on this seventh of
October 1883? Was he not out later than Aunt Martha had told him to stay? What
was this key in his blouse pocket, where his little telescope—given him by his
father on his ninth birthday, two months before—ought to be? Had he found it in
the attic at home? Would it unlock the mystic pylon which his sharp eye had
traced amidst the jagged rocks at the back of that inner cave behind the Snake
Den on the hill? That was the place they always coupled with old Edmund Carter
the wizard. People wouldn't go there, and nobody but him had ever noticed or
squirmed through the root-choked fissure to that great black inner chamber with
the pylon. Whose hands had carved that hint of a pylon out of the living rock?
Old Wizard Edmund's—or others that he had conjured up and commanded?
That evening little Randolph ate supper with Uncle Chris and Aunt
Martha in the old gambrel-roofed farm-house.
Next morning he was up early and out through the twisted-boughed
apple orchard to the upper timber lot where the mouth of the Snake Den lurked
black and forbidding amongst grotesque, overnourished oaks. A nameless
expectancy was upon him, and he did not even notice the loss of his
handkerchief as he fumbled in his blouse pocket to see if the queer silver key
was safe. He crawled through the dark orifice with tense, adventurous
assurance, lighting his way with matches taken from the sitting-room. In
another moment he had wriggled through the root—choked fissure at the farther
end, and was in the vast, unknown inner grotto whose ultimate rock wall seemed
half like a monstrous and consciously shapen pylon. Before that dank, dripping
wall he stood silent and awestruck, lighting one match after another as he
gazed. Was that stony bulge above the keystone of the imagined arch really a
gigantic sculptured hand? Then he drew forth the silver key, and made motions
and intonations whose source he could only dimly remember. Was anything
forgotten? He knew only that he wished to cross the barrier to the untrammeled
land of his dreams and the gulfs where all dimensions dissolved in the
absolute.
Chapter Three
What happened then is scarcely to be described in words. It is
full of those paradoxes, contradictions and anomalies which have no place in
waking life, but which fill our more fantastic dreams and are taken as matters
of course till we return to our narrow, rigid, objective world of limited
causation and tri-dimensional logic. As the Hindoo continued his tale, he had
difficulty in avoiding what seemed—even more than the notion of a man
transferred through the years to boyhood—an air of trivial, puerile
extravagance. Mr. Aspinwall, in disgust, gave an apoplectic snort and virtually
stopped listening.
For the rite of the silver key, as practiced by Randolph Carter in
that black, haunted cave within a cave, did not prove unavailing. From the
first gesture and syllable an aura of strange, awesome mutation was apparent—a
sense of incalculable disturbance and confusion in time and space, yet one
which held no hint of what we recognize as motion and duration. Imperceptibly,
such things as age and location ceased to have any significance whatever. The
day before, Randolph Carter had miraculously leaped a gulf of years. Now there
was no distinction between boy and man. There was only the entity Randolph
Carter, with a certain store of images which had lost all connection with
terrestrial scenes and circumstances of acquisition. A moment before, there had
been an inner cave with vague suggestions of a monstrous arch and gigantic
sculptured hand on the farther wall. Now there was neither cave nor absence of
cave; neither wall nor absence of wall. There was only a flux of impressions
not so much visual as cerebral, amidst which the entity that was Randolph Carter
experienced perceptions or registrations of all that his mind revolved on, yet
without any clear consciousness of the way in which he received them.
By the time the rite was over, Carter knew that he was in no
region whose place could be told by Earth's geographers, and in no age whose
date history could fix; for the nature of what was happening was not wholly
unfamiliar to him. There were hints of it in the cryptical Pnakotic fragments,
and a whole chapter in the forbidden Necronomicon of the mad Arab, Abdul
Alhazred, had taken on significance when he had deciphered the designs graven
on the silver key. A gate had been unlocked—not, indeed, the Ultimate Gate, but
one leading from Earth and time to that extension of Earth which is outside
time, and from which in turn the Ultimate Gate leads fearsomely and perilously
to the last Void which is outside all earths, all universes, and all matter.
There would be a Guide—and a very terrible one; a Guide who had
been an entity of Earth millions of years before, when man was undreamed of,
and when forgotten shapes moved on a steaming planet building strange cities
among whose last, crumbling ruins the first mammals were to play. Carter
remembered what the monstrous Necronomicon had vaguely and disconcertingly
adumbrated concerning that Guide:
"And while there are those," the mad Arab had written,
"who have dared to seek glimpses beyond the Veil, and to accept HIM as
guide, they would have been more prudent had they avoided commerce with HIM;
for it is written in the Book of Thoth how terrific is the price of a single
glimpse. Nor may those who pass ever return, for in the vastnesses transcending
our world are shapes of darkness that seize and bind. The Affair that shambleth
about in the night, the evil that defieth the Elder Sign, the Herd that stand
watch at the secret portal each tomb is known to have and that thrive on that
which groweth out of the tenants thereof:—all these Blacknesses are lesser than
HE WHO guardeth the Gateway: HE WHO will guide the rash one beyond all the
worlds into the Abyss of unnamable devourers. For He is 'UMR AT-TAWIL, the Most
Ancient One, which the scribe rendereth as THE PROLONGED OF LIFE."
Memory and imagination shaped dim half-pictures with uncertain
outlines amidst the seething chaos, but Carter knew that they were of memory
and imagination only. Yet he felt that it was not chance which built these
things in his consciousness, but rather some vast reality, ineffable and
undimensioned, which surrounded him and strove to translate itself into the
only symbols he was capable of grasping. For no mind of Earth may grasp the
extensions of shape which interweave in the oblique gulfs outside time and the
dimensions we know.
There floated before Carter a cloudy pageantry of shapes and
scenes which he somehow linked with Earth's primal, eon-forgotten past.
Monstrous living things moved deliberately through vistas of fantastic
handiwork that no sane dream ever held, and landscapes bore incredible
vegetation and cliffs and mountains and masonry of no human pattern. There were
cities under the sea, and denizens thereof; and towers in great deserts where
globes and cylinders and nameless winged entities shot off into space, or
hurtled down out of space. All this Carter grasped, though the images bore no fixed
relation to one another or to him. He himself had no stable form or position,
but only such shifting hints of form and position as his whirling fancy
supplied.
He had wished to find the enchanted regions of his boyhood dreams,
where galleys sail up the river Oukranos past the gilded spires of Thran, and
elephant caravans tramp through perfumed jungles in Kied, beyond forgotten
palaces with veined ivory columns that sleep lovely and unbroken under the
moon. Now, intoxicated with wider visions, he scarcely knew what he sought.
Thoughts of infinite and blasphemous daring rose in his mind, and he knew he
would face the dreaded Guide without fear, asking monstrous and terrible things
of him.
All at once the pageant of impressions seemed to achieve a vague
kind of stabilization. There were great masses of towering stone, carven into
alien and incomprehensible designs and disposed according to the laws of some
unknown, inverse geometry. Light filtered from a sky of no assignable colour in
baffling, contradictory directions, and played almost sentiently over what
seemed to be a curved line of gigantic hieroglyphed pedestals more hexagonal
than otherwise, and surmounted by cloaked, ill-defined shapes.
There was another shape, too, which occupied no pedestal, but which
seemed to glide or float over the cloudy, floor-like lower level. It was not
exactly permanent in outline, but held transient suggestions of something
remotely preceding or paralleling the human form, though half as large again as
an ordinary man. It seemed to be heavily cloaked, like the shapes on the
pedestals, with some neutral-coloured fabric; and Carter could not detect any
eye-holes through which it might gaze. Probably it did not need to gaze, for it
seemed to belong to an order of beings far outside the merely physical in
organization and faculties.
A moment later Carter knew that this was so, for the Shape had
spoken to his mind without sound or language. And though the name it uttered
was a dreaded and terrible one, Randolph Carter did not flinch in fear.
Instead, he spoke back, equally without sound or language, and
made those obeisances which the hideous Necronomicon had taught him to make.
For this shape was nothing less than that which all the world has feared since
Lomar rose out of the sea, and the Children of the Fire Mist came to Earth to
teach the Elder Lore to man. It was indeed the frightful Guide and Guardian of
the Gate—'UMR AT-TAWIL, the ancient one, which the scribe rendereth the
PROLONGED OF LIFE.
The Guide knew, as he knew all things, of Carter's quest and
coming, and that this seeker of dreams and secrets stood before him unafraid.
There was no horror or malignity in what he radiated, and Carter wondered for a
moment whether the mad Arab's terrific blasphemous hints came from envy and a
baffled wish to do what was now about to be done. Or perhaps the Guide reserved
his horror and malignity for those who feared. As the radiations continued,
Carter eventually interpreted them in the form of words.
"I am indeed that Most Ancient One," said the Guide,
"of whom you know. We have awaited you—the Ancient Ones and I. You are
welcome, even though long delayed. You have the key, and have unlocked the
First Gate. Now the Ultimate Gate is ready for your trial. If you fear, you need
not advance. You may still go back unharmed, the way you came. But if you chose
to advance—"
The pause was ominous, but the radiations continued to be
friendly. Carter hesitated not a moment, for a burning curiosity drove him on.
"I will advance," he radiated back, "and I accept
you as my Guide."
At this reply the Guide seemed to make a sign by certain motions
of his robe which may or may not have involved the lifting of an arm or some
homologous member. A second sign followed, and from his well-learned lore
Carter knew that he was at last very close to the Ultimate Gate. The light now
changed to another inexplicable colour, and the shapes on the quasi-hexagonal
pedestals became more clearly defined. As they sat more erect, their outlines
became more like those of men, though Carter knew that they could not be men.
Upon their cloaked heads there now seemed to rest tall, uncertainly coloured
miters, strangely suggestive of those on certain nameless figures chiseled by a
forgotten sculptor along the living cliffs of a high, forbidden mountain in
Tartary; while grasped in certain folds of their swathings were long sceptres
whose carven heads bodied forth a grotesque and archaic mystery.
Carter guessed what they were and whence they came, and Whom they
served; and guessed, too, the price of their service. But he was still content,
for at one mighty venture he was to learn all. Damnation, he reflected, is but
a word bandied about by those whose blindness leads them to condemn all who can
see, even with a single eye. He wondered at the vast conceit of those who had
babbled of the malignant Ancient Ones, as if They could pause from their
everlasting dreams to wreak a wrath on mankind. As well, he might a mammoth
pause to visit frantic vengeance on an angleworm. Now the whole assemblage on
the vaguely hexagonal pillars was greeting him with a gesture of those oddly
carven sceptres and radiating a message which he understood:
"We salute you, Most Ancient One, and you, Randolph Carter,
whose daring has made you one of us."
Carter saw now that one of the pedestals was vacant, and a gesture
of the Most Ancient One told him it was reserved for him. He saw also another
pedestal, taller than the rest, and at the center of the oddly curved
line—neither semicircle nor ellipse, parabola nor hyperbola—which they formed,
This, he guessed, was the Guide's own throne. Moving and rising in a manner
hardly definable, Carter took his seat; and as he did so he saw that the Guide
had seated himself.
Gradually and mistily it became apparent that the Most Ancient One
was holding something—some object clutched in the outflung folds of his robe as
if for the sight, or what answered for sight, of the cloaked Companions. It was
a large sphere, or apparent sphere, of some obscurely iridescent metal, and as the
Guide put it forward a low, pervasive half-impression of sound began to rise
and fall in intervals which seemed to be rhythmic even though they followed no
rhythm of Earth. There was a suggestion of chanting or what human imagination
might interpret as chanting. Presently the quasi-sphere began to grow luminous,
and as it gleamed up into a cold, pulsating light of unassignable colour,
Carter saw that its flickerings conformed to the alien rhythm of the chant.
Then all the mitered, scepter-bearing Shapes on the pedestals commenced a
slight, curious swaying in the same inexplicable rhythm, while nimbuses of
unclassifiable light—resembling that of the quasi-sphere—played around their
shrouded heads.
The Hindoo paused in his tale and looked curiously at the tall,
coffin-shaped clock with the four hands and hieroglyphed dial, whose crazy
ticking followed no known rhythm of Earth.
"You, Mr. de Marigny," he suddenly said to his learned
host, "do not need to be told the particularly alien rhythm to which those
cowled Shapes on the hexagonal pillars chanted and nodded. You are the only one
else—in America—who has had a taste of the Outer Extension. That clock—I
suppose it was sent to you by the Yogi poor Harley Warren used to talk
about—the seer who said that he alone of living men had been to Yian-Ho, the
hidden legacy of eon-old Leng, and had borne certain things away from that
dreadful and forbidden city. I wonder how many of its subtler properties you
know? If my dreams and readings be correct, it was made by those who knew much
of the First Gateway. But let me go on with my tale."
At last, continued the Swami, the swaying and the suggestion of
chanting ceased, the lambent nimbuses around the now drooping and motionless
heads faded, while the cloaked shapes slumped curiously on their pedestals. The
quasi-sphere, however, continued to pulsate with inexplicable light. Carter
felt that the Ancient Ones were sleeping as they had been when he first saw
them, and he wondered out of what cosmic dreams his coming had aroused them.
Slowly there filtered into his mind the truth that this strange chanting ritual
had been one of instruction, and that the Companions had been chanted by the
Most Ancient One into a new and peculiar kind of sleep in order that their
dreams might open the Ultimate Gate to which the silver key was a passport. He
knew that in the profundity of this deep sleep they were contemplating
unplumbed vastnesses of utter and absolute outsideness, and that they were to
accomplish that which his presence had demanded.
The Guide did not share this sleep, but seemed still to be giving
instructions in some subtle, soundless way. Evidently he was implanting images
of those things which he wished the Companions to dream: and Carter knew that
as each of the Ancient Ones pictured the prescribed thought, there would be
born the nucleus of a manifestation visible to his earthly eyes. When the
dreams of all the Shapes had achieved a oneness, that manifestation would
occur, and everything he required be materialized, through concentration. He
had seen such things on Earth—in India, where the combined, projected will of a
circle of adepts can make a thought take tangible substance, and in hoary
Atlaanat, of which few even dare speak.
Just what the Ultimate Gate was, and how it was to be passed,
Carter could not be certain; but a feeling of tense expectancy surged over him.
He was conscious of having a kind of body, and of holding the fateful silver
key in his hand. The masses of towering stone opposite him seemed to possess
the evenness of a wall, toward the centre of which his eyes were irresistibly
drawn. And then suddenly he felt the mental currents of the Most Ancient One
cease to flow forth.
For the first time Carter realized how terrific utter silence,
mental and physical, may be. The earlier moments had never failed to contain
some perceptible rhythm, if only the faint, cryptical pulse of the Earth's
dimensional extension, but now the hush of the abyss seemed to fall upon
everything. Despite his intimations of body, he had no audible breath, and the
glow of 'Umr at-Tawil's quasi-sphere had grown petrifiedly fixed and
unpulsating. A potent nimbus, brighter than those which had played round the
heads of the Shapes, blazed frozenly over the shrouded skull of the terrible
Guide.
A dizziness assailed Carter, and his sense of lost orientation
waxed a thousandfold. The strange lights seemed to hold the quality of the most
impenetrable blacknesses heaped upon blacknesses while about the Ancient Ones,
so close on their pseudo-hexagonal thrones, there hovered an air of the most
stupefying remoteness. Then he felt himself wafted into immeasurable depths,
with waves of perfumed warmth lapping against his face. It was as if he floated
in a torrid, rose-tinctured sea; a sea of drugged wine whose waves broke
foaming against shores of brazen fire. A great fear clutched him as he half saw
that vast expanse of surging sea lapping against its far off coast. But the
moment of silence was broken—the surgings were speaking to him in a language
that was not of physical sound or articulate words.
"The Man of Truth is beyond good and evil," intoned the
voice that was not a voice. 'The Man of Truth has ridden to All-Is-One. The Man
of Truth has learned that Illusion is the One Reality, and that Substance is
the Great Impostor."
And now, in that rise of masonry to which his eyes had been so
irresistibly drawn, there appeared the outline of a titanic arch not unlike
that which he thought he had glimpsed so long ago in that cave within a cave,
on the far, unreal surface of the three-dimensioned Earth. He realized that he
had been using the silver key—moving it in accord with an unlearned and
instinctive ritual closely akin to that which had opened the Inner Gate. That
rose-drunken sea which lapped his cheeks was, he realized, no more or less than
the adamantine mass of the solid wall yielding before his spell, and the vortex
of thought with which the Ancient Ones had aided his spell. Still guided by
instinct and blind determination, he floated forward—and through the Ultimate
Gate.
Chapter Four
Randolph Carter's advance through the cyclopean bulk of masonry
was like a dizzy precipitation through the measureless gulfs between the stars.
From a great distance he felt triumphant, godlike surges of deadly sweetness,
and after that the rustling of great wings, and impressions of sound like the
chirpings and murmurings of objects unknown on Earth or in the solar system.
Glancing backward, he saw not one gate alone but a multiplicity of gates, at
some of which clamoured Forms he strove not to remember.
And then, suddenly, he felt a greater terror than that which any
of the Forms could give—a terror from which he could not flee because it was
connected with himself. Even the First Gateway had taken something of stability
from him, leaving him uncertain about his bodily form and about his
relationship to the mistily defined objects around him, but it had not
disturbed his sense of unity. He had still been Randolph Carter, a fixed point
in the dimensional seething. Now, beyond the Ultimate Gateway, he realized in a
moment of consuming fright that he was not one person, but many persons.
He was in many places at the same time. On Earth, on October 7,
1883, a little boy named Randolph Carter was leaving the Snake Den in the hushed
evening light and running down the rocky slope, and through the twisted-boughed
orchard toward his Uncle Christopher's house in the hills beyond Arkham; yet at
that same moment, which was also somehow in the earthly year of 1928, a vague
shadow not less Randolph Carter was sitting on a pedestal among the Ancient
Ones in Earth's transdimensional extension. Here, too, was a third Randolph
Carter, in the unknown and formless cosmic abyss beyond the Ultimate Gate. And
elsewhere, in a chaos of scenes whose infinite multiplicity and monstrous
diversity brought him close to the brink of madness, were a limitless confusion
of beings which he knew were as much himself as the local manifestation now
beyond the Ultimate Gate.
There were Carters in settings belonging to every known and
suspected age of Earth's history, and to remoter ages of earthly entity
transcending knowledge, suspicion, and credibility; Carters of forms both human
and non-human, vertebrate and invertebrate, conscious and mindless, animal and
vegetable. And more, there were Carters having nothing in common with earthly
life, but moving outrageously amidst backgrounds of other planets and systems
and galaxies and cosmic continua; spores of eternal life drifting from world to
world, universe to universe, yet all equally himself. Some of the glimpses
recalled dreams—both faint and vivid, single and persistent—which he had had
through the long years since he first began to dream; and a few possessed a
haunting, fascinating and almost horrible familiarity which no earthly logic
could explain.
Faced with this realization, Randolph Carter reeled in the clutch
of supreme horror—horror such as had not been hinted even at the climax of that
hideous night when two had ventured into an ancient and abhorred necropolis
under a waning moon and only one had emerged. No death, no doom, no anguish can
arouse the surpassing despair which flows from a loss of identity. Merging with
nothingness is peaceful oblivion; but to be aware of existence and yet to know
that one is no longer a definite being distinguished from other beings—that one
no longer has a self—that is the nameless summit of agony and dread.
He knew that there had been a Randolph Carter of Boston, yet could
not be sure whether he—the fragment or facet of an entity beyond the Ultimate
Gate—had been that one or some other. His self had been annihilated; and yet
he—if indeed there could, in view of that utter nullity of individual
existence, be such a thing as he—was equally aware of being in some
inconceivable way a legion of selves. It was as though his body had been
suddenly transformed into one of those many—limbed and many-headed effigies
sculptured in Indian temples, and he contemplated the aggregation in a
bewildered attempt to discern which was the original and which the additions—if
indeed (supremely monstrous thought!) there were any original as distinguished
from other embodiments.
Then, in the midst of these devastating reflections, Carter's
beyond—the-gate fragment was hurled from what had seemed the nadir of horror to
black, clutching pits of a horror still more profound. This time it was largely
external—a force of personality which at once confronted and surrounded and
pervaded him, and which in addition to its local presence, seemed also to be a part
of himself, and likewise to be co—existent with all time and conterminous with
all space. There was no visual image, yet the sense of entity and the awful
concept of combined localism and identity and infinity lent a paralyzing terror
beyond anything which any Carter-fragment had hitherto deemed capable of
existing.
In the face of that awful wonder, the quasi-Carter forgot the
horror of destroyed individuality. It was an All-in-One and One-in-All of
limitless being and self—not merely a thing of one space-time continuum, but
allied to the ultimate animating essence of existence's whole unbounded
sweep—the last, utter sweep which has no confines and which outreaches fancy
and mathematics alike. It was perhaps that which certain secret cults of Earth
had whispered of as Yog-Sothoth, and which has been a deity under other names;
that which the crustaceans of Yuggoth worship as the Beyond-One, and which the
vaporous brains of the spiral nebulae know by an untranslatable sign—yet in a
flash the Carter-facet realized how slight and fractional all these conceptions
are.
And now the Being was addressing the Carter-facet in prodigious
waves that smote and burned and thundered—a concentration of energy that
blasted its recipient with well-nigh unendurable violence, and that paralleled
in an unearthly rhythm the curious swaying of the Ancient Ones, and the
flickering of the monstrous lights, in that baffling region beyond the First
Gate. It was as though suns and worlds and universes had converged upon one
point whose very position in space they had conspired to annihilate with an
impact of resistless fury. But amidst the greater terror one lesser terror was
diminished; for the searing waves appeared somehow to isolate the
Beyond-the-Gate Carter from his infinity of duplicates—to restore, as it were,
a certain amount of the illusion of identity. After a time the hearer began to
translate the waves into speech-forms known to him, and his sense of horror and
oppression waned. Fright became pure awe, and what had seemed blasphemously
abnormal seemed now only ineffably majestic.
"Randolph Carter," it seemed to say, "my
manifestations on your planet's extension, the Ancient Ones, have sent you as
one who would lately have returned to small lands of dream which he had lost,
yet who with greater freedom has risen to greater and nobler desires and
curiosities. You wished to sail up golden Oukranos, to search out forgotten
ivory cities in orchid-heavy Kied, and to reign on the opal throne of Ilek-Vad,
whose fabulous towers and numberless domes rise mighty toward a single red star
in a firmament alien to your Earth and to all matter. Now, with the passing of
two Gates, you wish loftier things. You would not flee like a child from a
scene disliked to a dream beloved, but would plunge like a man into that last
and inmost of secrets which lies behind all scenes and dreams.
"What you wish, I have found good; and I am ready to grant
that which I have granted eleven times only to beings of your planet—five times
only to those you call men, or those resembling them. I am ready to show you
the Ultimate Mystery, to look on which is to blast a feeble spirit. Yet before
you gaze full at that last and first of secrets you may still wield a free
choice, and return if you will through the two Gates with the Veil still unrent
before our eyes."
Chapter Five
A sudden shutting-off of the waves left Carter in a chilling and
awesome silence full of the spirit of desolation. On every hand pressed the
illimitable vastness of the void; yet the seeker knew that the Being was still
there. After a moment he thought of words whose mental substance he flung into
the abyss: "I accept. I will not retreat."
The waves surged forth again, and Carter knew that the Being had
heard. And now there poured from that limitless Mind a flood of knowledge and
explanation which opened new vistas to the seeker, and prepared him for such a
grasp of the cosmos as he had never hoped to possess. He was told how childish
and limited is the notion of a tri-dimensional world, and what an infinity of
directions there are besides the known directions of up-down, forward-backward,
right-left. He was shown the smallness and tinsel emptiness of the little Earth
gods, with their petty, human interests and connections—their hatreds, rages,
loves and vanities; their craving for praise and sacrifice, and their demands
for faiths contrary to reason and nature.
While most of the impressions translated themselves to Carter as
words there were others to which other senses gave interpretation. Perhaps with
eyes and perhaps with imagination he perceived that he was in a region of
dimensions beyond those conceivable to the eye and brain of man. He saw now, in
the brooding shadows of that which had been first a vortex of power and then an
illimitable void, a sweep of creation that dizzied his senses. From some
inconceivable vantagepoint he looked upon prodigious forms whose multiple
extensions transcended any conception of being, size and boundaries which his
mind had hitherto been able to hold, despite a lifetime of cryptical study. He
began to understand dimly why there could exist at the same time the little boy
Randolph Carter in the Arkham farm-house in 1883, the misty form on the vaguely
hexagonal pillar beyond the First Gate, the fragment now facing the Presence in
the limitless abyss, and all the other Carters his fancy or perception
envisaged.
Then the waves increased in strength and sought to improve his
understanding, reconciling him to the multiform entity of which his present
fragment was an infinitesimal part. They told him that every figure of space is
but the result of the intersection by a plane of some corresponding figure of
one more dimension—as a square is cut from a cube, or a circle from a sphere.
The cube and sphere, of three dimensions, are thus cut from corresponding forms
of four dimensions, which men know only through guesses and dreams; and these
in turn are cut from forms of five dimensions, and so on up to the dizzy and
reachless heights of archetypal infinity. The world of men and of the gods of
men is merely an infinitesimal phase of an infinitesimal thing—the
three-dimensional phase of that small wholeness reached by the First Gate,
where 'Umr at-Tawil dictates dreams to the Ancient Ones. Though men hail it as
reality, and brand thoughts of its many-dimensioned original as unreality, it
is in truth the very opposite. That which we call substance and reality is
shadow and illusion, and that which we call shadow and illusion is substance
and reality.
Time, the waves went on, is motionless, and without beginning or
end. That it has motion and is the cause of change is an illusion. Indeed, it
is itself really an illusion, for except to the narrow sight of beings in
limited dimensions there are no such things as past, present and future. Men
think of time only because of what they call change, yet that too is illusion.
All that was, and is, and is to be, exists simultaneously.
These revelations came with a god-like solemnity which left Carter
unable to doubt. Even though they lay almost beyond his comprehension, he felt
that they must be true in the light of that final cosmic reality which belies
all local perspectives and narrow partial views; and he was familiar enough
with profound speculations to be free from the bondage of local and partial
conceptions. Had his whole quest not been based upon a faith in the unreality
of the local and partial?
After an impressive pause the waves continued, saying that what
the denizens of few-dimensioned zones call change is merely a function of their
consciousness, which views the external world from various cosmic angles. As
the Shapes produced by the cutting of a cone seem to vary with the angles of
cutting—being circle, ellipse, parabola or hyperbola according to that angle,
yet without any change in the cone itself—so do the local aspects of an
unchanged—and endless reality seem to change with the cosmic angle of
regarding. To this variety of angles of consciousness the feeble beings of the
inner worlds are slaves, since with rare exceptions they can not learn to
control them. Only a few students of forbidden things have gained inklings of
this control, and have thereby conquered time and change. But the entities
outside the Gates command all angles, and view the myriad parts of the cosmos
in terms of fragmentary change-involving perspective, or of the changeless
totality beyond perspective, in accordance with their will.
As the waves paused again, Carter began to comprehend, vaguely and
terrifiedly, the ultimate background of that riddle of lost individuality which
had at first so horrified him. His intuition pieced together the fragments of
revelation, and brought him closer and closer to a grasp of the secret. He
understood that much of the frightful revelation would have come upon
him—splitting up his ego amongst myriads of earthly counterparts inside the
First Gate, had not the magic of 'Umr at-Tawil kept it from him in order that
he might use the silver key with precision for the Ultimate Gate's opening.
Anxious for clearer knowledge, he sent out waves of thought, asking more of the
exact relationship between his various facets—the fragment now beyond the
Ultimate Gate, the fragment still on the quasi-hexagonal pedestal beyond the
First Gate, the boy of 1883, the man of 1928, the various ancestral beings who
had formed his heritage and the bulwark of his ego, amid the nameless denizens
of the other eons and other worlds which that first hideous flash ultimate
perception had identified with him. Slowly the waves of the Being surged out in
reply, trying to make plain what was almost beyond the reach of an earthly
mind.
All descended lines of beings of the finite dimensions, continued
the waves, and all stages of growth in each one of these beings, are merely
manifestations of one archetypal and eternal being in the space outside
dimensions. Each local being—son, father, grandfather, and so on—and each stage
of individual being—infant, child, boy, man—is merely one of the infinite
phases of that same archetypal and eternal being, caused by a variation in the
angle of the consciousness-plane which cuts it. Randolph Carter at all ages;
Randolph Carter and all his ancestors, both human and pre-human, terrestrial
and pre-terrestrial; all these were only phases of one ultimate, eternal
"Carter" outside space and time—phantom projections differentiated
only by the angle at which the plane of consciousness happened to cut the
eternal archetype in each case.
A slight change of angle could turn the student of today into the
child of yesterday; could turn Randolph Carter into that wizard, Edmund Carter
who fled from Salem to the hills behind Arkham in 1692, or that Pickman Carter
who in the year 2169 would use strange means in repelling the Mongol hordes
from Australia; could turn a human Carter into one of those earlier entities
which had dwelt in primal Hyperborea and worshipped black, plastic Tsathoggua
after flying down from Kythamil, the double planet that once revolved around
Arcturus; could turn a terrestrial Carter to a remotely ancestral and
doubtfully shaped dweller on Kythamil itself, or a still remoter creature of
trans-galactic Stronti, or a four-dimensioned gaseous consciousness in an older
space-time continuum, or a vegetable brain of the future on a dark, radioactive
comet of inconceivable orbit—so on, in endless cosmic cycle.
The archetype, throbbed the waves, are the people of the Ultimate
Abyss—formless, ineffable, and guessed at only by rare dreamers on the
low-dimensioned worlds. Chief among such was this informing Being
itself...which indeed was Carter's own archetype. The gutless zeal of Carter
and all his forebears for forbidden cosmic secrets was a natural result of
derivation from the Supreme Archetype. On every world all great wizards, all
great thinkers, all great artists, are facets of It.
Almost stunned with awe, and with a kind of terrifying delight,
Randolph Carter's consciousness did homage to that transcendent Entity from
which it was derived. As the waves paused again he pondered in the mighty
silence, thinking of strange tributes, stranger questions, and still stranger
requests. Curious concepts flowed conflictingly through a brain dazed with
unaccustomed vistas and unforeseen disclosures. It occurred to him that, if
these disclosures were literally true, he might bodily visit all those infinitely
distant ages and parts of the universe which he had hitherto known only in
dreams, could he but command the magic to change the angle of his
consciousness-plane. And did not the silver key supply that magic? Had it not
first changed him from a man in 1928 to a boy in 1883, and then to something
quite outside time? Oddly, despite his present apparent absence of body; he
knew that the key was still with him.
While the silence still lasted, Randolph Carter radiated forth the
thoughts and questions which assailed him. He knew that in this ultimate abyss
he was equidistant from every facet of his archetype—human or non-human,
terrestrial or extra-terrestrial, galactic or trans-galactic; and his curiosity
regarding the other phases of his being—especially those phases which were
farthest from an earthly 1928 in time and space, or which had most persistently
haunted his dreams throughout life—was at fever heat He felt that his
archetypal Entity could at will send him bodily to any of these phases of bygone
and distant life by changing his consciousness-plane and despite the marvels he
had undergone he burned for the further marvel of walking in the flesh through
those grotesque and incredible scenes which visions of the night had
fragmentarily brought him.
Without definite intention he was asking the Presence for access
to a dim, fantastic world whose five multi-coloured suns, alien constellations,
dizzily black crags, clawed, tapir-snouted denizens, bizarre metal towers,
unexplained tunnels, and cryptical floating cylinders had intruded again and
again upon his slumbers. That world, he felt vaguely, was in all the
conceivable cosmos the one most freely in touch with others; and he longed to
explore the vistas whose beginnings he had glimpsed, and to embark through
space to those still remoter worlds with which the clawed, snouted denizens
trafficked. There was no time for fear. As at all crises of his strange life,
sheer cosmic curiosity triumphed over everything else.
When the waves resumed their awesome pulsing, Carter knew that his
terrible request was granted. The Being was telling him of the nighted gulfs
through which he would have to pass of the unknown quintuple star in an
unsuspected galaxy around which the alien world revolved, and of the burrowing inner
horrors against which the clawed, snouted race of that world perpetually
fought. It told him, too, of how the angle of his personal consciousness-plane,
and the angle of his consciousness-plane regarding the space-time elements of
the sought—for world, would have to be tilted simultaneously in order to
restore to that world the Carter-facet which had dwelt there.
The Presence wanted him to be sure of his symbols if he wished
ever to return from the remote and alien world he had chosen, and he radiated back
an impatient affirmation; confident that the silver key, which he felt was with
him and which he knew had tilted both world and personal planes in throwing him
back to 1883, contained those symbols which were meant. And now the Being,
grasping his impatience signified its readiness to accomplish the monstrous
precipitation. The waves abruptly ceased, and there supervened a momentary
stillness tense with nameless and dreadful expectancy.
Then, without warning, came a whirring and drumming that swelled
to a terrific thundering. Once again Carter felt himself the focal point of an
intense concentration of energy which smote and hammered and seared unbearably
in the now-familiar rhythm of outer space, and which he could not classify as
either the blasting heat of a blazing star, or the all-petrifying cold of the
ultimate abyss. Bands and rays of colour utterly foreign to any spectrum of our
universe played and wove and interlaced before him, and he was conscious of a
frightful velocity of motion. He caught one fleeting glimpse of a figure
sitting alone upon a cloudy throne more hexagonal than otherwise...
Chapter Six
As the Hindoo paused in his story he saw that de Marigny and
Phillips were watching him absorbedly. Aspinwall pretended to ignore the
narrative and kept his eyes ostentatiously on the papers before him. The
alien-rhythmed ticking of the coffin-shaped clock took on a new and portentous
meaning, while the fumes from the choked, neglected tripods wove themselves
into fantastic and inexplicable shapes, and formed disturbing combinations with
the grotesque figures of the draft-swayed tapestries. The old Negro who had
tended them was gone—perhaps some growing tension had frightened him out of the
house. An almost apologetic hesitancy hampered the speaker as he resumed in his
oddly labored yet idiomatic voice.
"You have found these things of the abyss hard to
believe," he said, "but you will find the tangible and material
things ahead still barer. That is the way of our minds. Marvels are doubly
incredible when brought into three dimensions from the vague regions of
possible dream. I shall not try to tell you much—that would be another and very
different story. I will tell only what you absolutely have to know."
Carter, after that final vortex of alien and polychromatic rhythm,
had found himself in what for a moment he thought was his old insistent dream.
He was, as many a night before, walking amidst throngs of clawed, snouted
beings through the streets of a labyrinth of inexplicably fashioned metal under
a plate of diverse solar colour; and as he looked down he saw that his body was
like those of the others—rugose, partly squamous, and curiously articulated in
a fashion mainly insect-like yet not without a caricaturish resemblance to the
human outline. The silver key was still in his grasp, though held by a
noxious-looking claw.
In another moment the dream-sense vanished, and he felt rather as
one just awakened from a dream. The ultimate abyss—the Being—the entity of
absurd, outlandish race called Randolph Carter on a world of the future not yet
born—some of these things were parts of the persistent recurrent dreams of the
wizard Zkauba on the planet Yaddith. They were too persistent—they interfered
with his duties in weaving spells to keep the frightful Dholes in their
burrows, and became mixed up with his recollections of the myriad real worlds
he had visited in light—beam envelopes. And now they had become quasi-real as
never before. This heavy, material silver key in his right upper claw, exact
image of one he had dreamt about meant no good. He must rest and reflect, and
consult the tablets of Nhing for advice on what to do. Climbing a metal wall in
a lane off the main concourse, he entered his apartment and approached the rack
of tablets.
Seven day-fractions later Zkauba squatted on his prism in awe and
half despair, for the truth had opened up a new and conflicting set of
memories. Nevermore could he know the peace of being one entity. For all time
and space he was two: Zkauba the wizard of Yaddith, disgusted with the thought
of the repellent earth-mammal Carter that he was to be and had been, and
Randolph Carter, of Boston on the Earth, shivering with fright at the clawed,
mantel thing which he had once been, and had become again.
The time units spent on Yaddith, croaked the Swami—whose laboured
voice was beginning to show signs of fatigue—made a tale in themselves which
could not be related in brief compass. There were trips to Stronti and Mthura
and Kath, and other worlds in the twenty-eight galaxies accessible to the
light-beam envelopes of the creatures of Yaddith, and trips back and forth
through eons of time with the aid of the silver key and various other symbols
known to Yaddith's wizards. There were hideous struggles with the bleached
viscous Dholes in the primal tunnels that honeycombed the planet. There were
awed sessions in libraries amongst the massed lore of ten thousand worlds
living and dead. There were tense conferences with other minds of Yaddith,
including that of the Arch-Ancient Buo. Zkauba told no one of what had befallen
his personality, but when the Randolph Carter facet was uppermost he would
study furiously every possible means of returning to the Earth and to human
form, and would desperately practice human speech with the alien throat-organs
so ill adapted to it.
The Carter-facet had soon learned with horror that the silver key
was unable to effect his return to human form. It was, as he deduced too late
from things he remembered, things he dreamed, and things he inferred from the
lore of Yaddith, a product of Hyperborea on Earth; with power over the personal
consciousness-angles of human beings alone. It could, however, change the
planetary angle and send the user at will through time in an unchanged body.
There had been an added spell which gave it limitless powers it otherwise
lacked; but this, too, was a human discovery—peculiar to a spatially
unreachable region, and not to be duplicated by the wizards of Yaddith. It had
been written on the undecipherable parchment in the hideously carven box with
the silver key, and Carter bitterly lamented that he had left it behind. The
now inaccessible Being of the abyss had warned him to be sure of his symbols,
and had doubtless thought he lacked nothing.
As time wore on he strove harder and harder to utilize the
monstrous lore of Yaddith in finding a way back to the abyss and the omnipotent
Entity. With his new knowledge he could have done much toward reading the
cryptic parchment; but that power, under present conditions, was merely ironic.
There were times, however, when the Zkauba-facet was uppermost and when he
strove to erase the conflicting Carter-memories which troubled him.
Thus long spaces of time wore on—ages longer than the brain of man
could grasp, since the beings of Yaddith die only after prolonged cycles. After
many hundreds of revolutions the Carter-facet seemed to gain on the
Zkauba-facet, and would spend vast periods calculating the distance of Yaddith
in space and time from the human Earth that was to be. The figures were staggering
eons of light-years beyond counting but the immemorial lore of Yaddith fitted
Carter to grasp such things. He cultivated the power of dreaming himself
momentarily Earthward, and learned many things about our planet that he had
never known before. But he could not dream the needed formula on the missing
parchment.
Then at last he conceived a wild plan of escape from Yaddith—which
began when he found a drug that would keep his Zkauba-facet always dormant, yet
with out dissolution of the knowledge and memories of Zkauba. He thought that
his calculations would let him perform a voyage with a light-wave envelope such
as no being of Yaddith had ever performed—a bodily voyage through nameless eons
and across incredible galactic reaches to the solar system and the Earth
itself.
Once on Earth, though in the body of a clawed, snouted thing, he
might be able somehow to find and finish deciphering the strangely hieroglyphed
parchment he had left in the car at Arkham; and with its aid—and the
key's—resume his normal terrestrial semblance.
He was not blind to the perils of the attempt. He knew that when
he had brought the planet-angle to the right (a thing impossible to do while
hurtling through space), Yaddith would be a dead world dominated by triumphant
Dholes, and that his escape in the light-wave envelope would be a matter of
grave doubt. Likewise was he aware of how he must achieve suspended animation,
in the manner of an adept, to endure the eon-long flight through fathomless
abysses. He knew, too, that—assuming his voyage succeeded—he must immunize
himself to the bacterial and other earthly conditions hostile to a body from
Yaddith. Furthermore, he must provide a way of feigning human shape on Earth
until he might recover and decipher the parchment and resume that shape in
truth. Otherwise he would probably be discovered and destroyed by the people in
horror as a thing that should not be. And there must be some gold—luckily
obtainable on Yaddith—to tide him over that period of quest.
Slowly Carter's plans went forward. He prepared a light-wave
envelope of abnormal toughness, able to stand both the prodigious
time—transition and the unexampled flight through space. He tested all his
calculations, and sent forth his Earthward dreams again and again, bringing
them as close as possible to 1928. He practiced suspended animation with
marvelous success. He discovered just the bacterial agent he needed, and worked
out the varying gravity-stress to which he must become used. He artfully
fashioned a waxen mask and loose costume enabling him to pass among men as a
human being of a sort, and devised a doubly potent spell with which to hold
back the Dholes at the moment of his starting from the dead, black Yaddith of
the inconceivable future. He took care, too, to assemble a large supply of the
drugs—unobtainable on Earth—which would keep his Zkauba-facet in abeyance till
he might shed the Yaddith body, nor did he neglect a small store of gold for
earthly use.
The starting-day was a time of doubt and apprehension. Carter
climbed up to his envelope-platform, on the pretext of sailing for the triple
star Nython, and crawled into the sheath of shining metal. He had just room to
perform the ritual of the silver key, and as he did so he slowly started the
levitation of his envelope. There was an appalling seething and darkening of
the day, and hideous racking of pain. The cosmos seemed to reel irresponsibly,
and the other constellations danced in a black sky.
All at once Carter felt a new equilibrium. The cold of
interstellar gulfs gnawed at the outside of his envelope, and he could see that
he floated free in space—the metal building from which he had started having
decayed years before. Below him the ground was festering with gigantic Dholes;
and even as he looked, one reared up several hundred feet and leveled a
bleached, viscous end at him. But his spells were effective, and in another
moment he was falling away from Yaddith, unharmed.
Chapter Seven
In that bizarre room in New Orleans, from which the old black
servant had instinctively fled, the odd voice of Swami Chandraputra grew
hoarser still.
"Gentlemen," he continued, "I will not ask you to
believe these things until I have shown you special proof. Accept it, then, as
a myth, when I tell you of the thousands of light-years—thousands of years of
time, and uncounted billions of miles that Randolph Carter hurtled through
space as a nameless, alien entity in a thin envelope of electron-activated
metal. He timed his period of suspended animation with utmost care, planning to
have it end only a few years before the time of landing on the Earth in or near
1928.
"He will never forget that awakening. Remember, gentlemen,
that before that eon-long sleep he had lived consciously for thousands of
terrestrial years amidst the alien and horrible wonders of Yaddith. There was a
hideous gnawing of cold, a cessation of menacing dreams, and a glance through
the eye-plates of the envelope. Stars, clusters, nebulae, on every hand—and at
last their outline bore some kinship to the constellations of Earth that he
knew.
"Some day his descent into the solar system may be told. He
saw Kynath and Yuggoth on the rim, passed close to Neptune and glimpsed the
hellish white fungi that spot it, learned an untellable secret from the
close-glimpsed mists of Jupiter, and saw the horror on one of the satellites,
and gazed at the cyclopean ruins that sprawl over Mars' ruddy disc. When the
Earth drew near he saw it as a thin crescent which swelled alarmingly in size.
He slackened speed, though his sensations of homecoming made him wish to lose
not a moment. I will not try to tell you of these sensations as I learned them
from Carter.
"Well, toward the last Carter hovered about in the Earth's
upper air waiting till daylight came over the Western Hemisphere. He wanted to
land where he had left—near the Snake Den in the hills behind Arkham. If any of
you have been away from home long—and I know one of you has—I leave it to you
how the sight of New England's rolling hills and great elms and gnarled
orchards and ancient stone walls must have affected him.
"He came down at dawn in the lower meadow of the old Carter
place, and was thankful for the silence and solitude. It was autumn, as when he
had left, and the smell of the hills was balm to his soul. He managed to drag
the metal envelope up the slope of the timber lot into the Snake Den, though it
would not go through the weed-choked fissure to the inner cave. It was there
also that he covered his alien body with the human clothing and waxen mask
which would be necessary. He kept the envelope here for over a year, till
certain circumstances made a new hiding-place necessary.
"He walked to Arkham—incidentally practicing the management
of his body in human posture and against terrestrial gravity—and had his gold
changed to money at a bank. He also made some inquiries—posing as a foreigner
ignorant of much English—and found that the year was 1930, only two years after
the goal he had aimed at.
"Of course, his position was horrible. Unable to assert his
identity, forced to live on guard every moment, with certain difficulties
regarding food, and with a need to conserve the alien drug which kept his
Zkauba-facet dormant, he felt that he must act as quickly as possible. Going to
Boston and taking a room in the decaying West End, where he could live cheaply
and inconspicuously, he at once established inquiries concerning Randolph
Carter's estate and effects. It was then that he learned how anxious Mr.
Aspinwall, here, was to have the estate divided, and how valiantly Mr. de
Marigny and Mr. Phillips strove to keep it intact."
The Hindoo bowed, though no expression crossed his dark, tranquil,
and thickly bearded face.
"Indirectly," he continued, "Carter secured a good
copy of the missing parchment and began working on its deciphering. I am glad to
say that I was able to help in all this—for he appealed to me quite early, and
through me came in touch with other mystics throughout the world. I went to
live with him in Boston—a wretched place in Chambers Street. As for the
parchment—I am pleased to help Mr. de Marigny in his perplexity. To him let me
say that the language of those hieroglyphics is not Naacal, but R'lyehian,
which was brought to Earth by the spawn of Cthulhu countless ages ago. It is,
of coarse, a translation—there was an Hyperborean original millions of years
earlier in the primal tongue of Tsath-yo.
"There was more to decipher than Carter had looked for, but
at no time did he give up hope. Early this year he made great strides through a
book he imported from Nepal, and there is no question but that he will win
before long. Unfortunately, however, one handicap has developed—the exhaustion
of the alien drug which keeps the Zkauba-facet dormant. This is not, however,
as great a calamity as was feared. Carter's personality is gaining in the body,
and when Zkauba comes uppermost—for shorter and shorter periods, and now only
when evoked by some unusual excitement—he is generally too dazed to undo any of
Carter's work. He can not find the metal envelope that would take him back to
Yaddith, for although he almost did, once, Carter hid it anew at a time when
the Zkanba-facet was wholly latent. All the harm he has done is to frighten a
few people and create certain nightmare rumors among the Poles and Lithuanians
of Boston's West End. So far, he had never injured the careful disguise
prepared by the Carter-facet, though he sometimes throws it off so that parts
have to be replaced. I have seen what lies beneath—and it is not good to see.
"A month ago Carter saw the advertisement of this meeting, and
knew that he must act quickly to save his estate. He could not wait to decipher
the parchment and resume his human form. Consequently he deputed me to act for
him.
"Gentlemen, I say to you that Randolph Carter is not dead;
that he is temporarily in an anomalous condition, but that within two or three
months at the outside he will be able to appear in proper form and demand the
custody of his estate. I am prepared to offer proof if necessary. Therefore I
beg that you will adjourn this meeting for an indefinite period."
Chapter Eight
De Marigny and Phillips stared at the Hindoo as if hypnotized,
while Aspinwall emitted a series of snorts and bellows. The old attorney's
disgust had by now surged into open rage and he pounded the table with an
apoplectically veined fist. When he spoke, it was in a kind of bark.
"How long is this foolery to be borne? I've listened an hour
to this madman—this faker—and now he has the damned effrontery to say Randolph
Carter is alive—to ask us to postpone the settlement for no good reason! Why
don't you throw the scoundrel out, de Marigny? Do you mean to make us all the
butts of a charlatan or idiot?"
De Marigny quietly raised his hand and spoke softly.
"Let us think slowly and dearly. This has been a very
singular tale, and there are things in it which I, as a mystic not altogether
ignorant, recognize as far from impossible. Furthermore—since 1930 I have
received letters from the Swami which tally with his account."
As he paused, old Mr. Phillips ventured a word.
"Swami Chandraputra spoke of proofs. I, too, recognize much
that is significant in this story, and I have myself had many oddly
corroborative letters from the Swami during the last two years; but some of
these statements are very extreme. Is there not something tangible which can be
shown?"
At last the impassive-faced Swami replied, slowly and hoarsely,
and drawing an object from the pocket of his loose coat as he spoke.
"While none of you here has ever seen the silver key itself,
Messrs. de Marigny and Phillips have seen photographs of it. Does this look
familiar to you?"
He fumblingly laid on the table, with his large, white-mittened
hand, a heavy key of tarnished silver—nearly five inches long, of unknown and
utterly exotic workmanship, and covered from end to end with hieroglyphs of the
most bizarre description. De Marigny and Phillips gasped.
"That's it!" cried de Marigny. "The camera doesn't
lie. I couldn't be mistaken!"
But Aspinwall had already launched a reply.
"Fools! What does it prove? If that's really the key that
belonged to my cousin, it's up to this foreigner—this damned nigger—to explain
how he got it! Randolph Carter vanished with the key four years ago. How do we
know he wasn't robbed and murdered? He was half crazy himself, and in touch
with still crazier people.
"Look here, you nigger—where did you get that key? Did you
kill Randolph Carter?"
The Swami's features, abnormally placid, did not change; but the
remote, irisless black eyes behind them blazed dangerously. He spoke with great
difficulty.
"Please control yourself, Mr. Aspinwall. There is another
form of proof that I could give, but its effect upon everybody would not be
pleasant. Let us be reasonable. Here are some papers obviously written since
1930, and in the unmistakable style of Randolph Carter."
He clumsily drew a long envelope from inside his loose coat and
handed it to the sputtering attorney as de Marigny and Phillips watched with
chaotic thoughts and a dawning feeling of supernal wonder.
"Of course the handwriting is almost illegible—but remember
that Randolph Carter now has no hands well adapted to forming human
script."
Aspinwall looked through the papers hurriedly, and was visibly
perplexed, but he did not change his demeanor. The room was tense with
excitement and nameless dread and the alien rhythm of the coffin—shaped clock
had an utterly diabolic sound to de Marigny and Phillips, though the lawyer
seemed affected not at all.
Aspinwall spoke again. "These look like clever forgeries. If
they aren't, they may mean that Randolph Carter has been brought under the
control of people with no good purpose. There's only one thing to do—have this
faker arrested. De Marigny, will you telephone for the police?"
"Let us wait," answered their host. "I do not think
this case calls for the police. I have a certain idea. Mr. Aspinwall, this
gentleman is a mystic of real attainments. He says he is in the confidence of
Randolph Carter. Will it satisfy you if he can answer certain questions which
could be answered only by one in such confidence? I know Carter, and can ask
such questions. Let me get a book which I think will make a good test."
He turned toward the door to the library, Phillips dazedly
following in a kind of automatic way. Aspinwall remained where he was, studying
closely the Hindoo who confronted him with abnormally impassive face. Suddenly,
as Chandraputra clumsily restored the silver key to his pocket the lawyer
emitted a guttural shout.
"Hey, by Heaven I've got it! This rascal is in disguise. I
don't believe he's an East Indian at all. That face—it isn't a face, but a
mask! I guess his story put that into my head, but it's true. It never moves,
and that turban and beard hide the edges. This fellow's a common crook! He
isn't even a foreigner—I've been watching his language. He's a Yankee of some
sort. And look at those mittens—he knows his fingerprints could be spotted.
Damn you, I'll pull that thing off—"
"Stop!" The hoarse, oddly alien voice of the Swami held
a tone beyond all mere earthly fright "I told you there was another form
of proof which I could give if necessary, and I warned you not to provoke me to
it. This red-faced old meddler is right; I'm not really an East Indian. This
face is a mask, and what it covers is not human. You others have guessed—I felt
that minutes ago. It wouldn't be pleasant if I took that mask off—let it alone.
Ernest, I may as well tell you that I am Randolph Carter."
No one moved. Aspinwall snorted and made vague motions. De Marigny
and Phillips, across the room, watched the workings of the red face and studied
the back of the turbaned figure that confronted him. The clock's abnormal
ticking was hideous and the tripod fumes and swaying arras danced a dance of
death. The half-choking lawyer broke the silence.
"No you don't, you crook—you can't scare me! You've reasons
of your own for not wanting that mask off. Maybe we'd know who you are. Off
with it—"
As he reached forward, the Swami seized his hand with one of his
own clumsily mittened members, evoking a curious cry of mixed pain and
surprise. De Marigny started toward the two, but paused confused as the
pseudo-Hindoo's shout of protest changed to a wholly inexplicable rattling and
buzzing sound. Aspinwall's red face was furious, and with his free hand he made
another lunge at his opponent's bushy beard. This time he succeeded in getting
a hold, and at his frantic tug the whole waxen visage came loose from the
turban and clung to the lawyer's apoplectic fist.
As it did so, Aspinwall uttered a frightful gurgling cry, and
Phillips and de Marigny saw his face convulsed with a wilder, deep and more
hideous epilepsy of stark panic than ever they had seen on human countenance
before. The pseudo-Swami had meanwhile released his other hand and was standing
as if dazed, making buzzing noises of a most abnormal quality. Then the
turbaned figure slumped oddly into a posture scarcely human, and began a
curious, fascinated sort of shuffle toward the coffin-shaped clock that ticked
out its cosmic and abnormal rhythm. His now uncovered face was turned away, and
de Marigny and Phillips could not see what the lawyer's act had disclosed. Then
their attention was turned to Aspinwall, who was sinking ponderously to the
floor. The spell was broken—but when they reached the old man he was dead.
Turning quickly to the shuffling Swami's receding back, de Marigny
saw one of the great white mittens drop listlessly off a dangling arm. The
fumes of the olibanum were thick, and all that could be glimpsed of the
revealed hand was something long and black...Before the Creole could reach the
retreating figure, old Mr. Phillips laid a hand on his shoulder.
"Don't!" he whispered, "We don't know what we're up
against. That other facet, you know—Zkauba, the wizard of Yaddith..."
The turbaned figure had now reached the abnormal clock, and the
watchers saw though the dense fumes a blurred black claw fumbling with the
tall, hieroglyphed door. The fumbling made a queer, clicking sound. Then the
figure entered the coffin-shaped case and pulled the door shut after it.
De Marigny could no longer be restrained, but when he reached and
opened the clock it was empty. The abnormal ticking went on, beating out the
dark, cosmic rhythm which underlies all mystical gate-openings. On the floor
the great white mitten, and the dead man with a bearded mask clutched in his
hand, had nothing further to reveal.
A year passed, and nothing has been heard of Randolph Carter. His
estate is still unsettled. The Boston address from which one "Swami
Chandraputra" sent inquiries to various mystics in 1930-31-32 was indeed
tenanted by a strange Hindoo, but he left shortly before the date of the New
Orleans conference and has never been seen since. He was said to be dark,
expressionless, and bearded, and his landlord thinks the swarthy mask—which was
duly exhibited—looked very much like him. He was never, however, suspected of
any connection with the nightmare apparitions whispered of by local Slavs. The
hills behind Arkham were searched for the "metal envelope," but
nothing of the sort was ever found. However, a clerk in Arkham's First National
Bank does recall a queer turbaned man who cashed an odd bit of gold bullion in
October, 1930.
De Marigny and Phillips scarcely know what to make of the
business. After all, what was proved?
There was a story. There was a key which might have been forged
from one of the pictures Carter had freely distributed in 1928. There were
papers—all indecisive. There was a masked stranger, but who now living saw
behind the mask? Amidst the strain and the olibanum fumes that act of vanishing
in the clock might easily have been a dual hallucination. Hindoos know much of
hypnotism. Reason proclaims the "Swami" a criminal with designs on
Randolph Carter's estate. But the autopsy said that Aspinwall had died of
shock. Was it rage alone which caused it? And some things in that story...
In a vast room hung with strangely figured arras and filled with
olibanum fumes, Etienne Laurent de Marigny often sits listening with vague
sensations to the abnormal rhythm of that hieroglyphed, coffin-shaped clock.
It was in the spectral summer when the moon shone down on the old
garden where I wandered; the spectral summer of narcotic flowers and humid seas
of foliage that bring wild and many-coloured dreams. And as I walked by the
shallow crystal stream I saw unwonted ripples tipped with yellow light, as if
those placid waters were drawn on in resistless currents to strange oceans that
are not in the world. Silent and sparkling, bright and baleful, those
moon-cursed waters hurried I knew not whither; whilst from the embowered banks
white lotos-blossoms fluttered one by one in the opiate night-wind and dropped
despairingly into the stream, swirling away horribly under the arched, carven
bridge, and staring back with the sinister resignation of calm, dead faces.
And as I ran along the shore, crushing sleeping flowers with
heedless feet and maddened ever by the fear of unknown things and the lure of
the dead faces, I saw that the garden had no end under that moon; for where by
day the walls were, there stretched now only new vistas of trees and paths,
flowers and shrubs, stone idols and pagodas, and bendings of the yellow-litten
stream past grassy banks and under grotesque bridges of marble. And the lips of
the dead lotos-faces whispered sadly, and bade me follow, nor did I cease my
steps till the stream became a river, and joined amidst marshes of swaying
reeds and beaches of gleaming sand the shore of a vast and nameless sea.
Upon that sea the hateful moon shone, and over its unvocal waves
weird perfumes breeded. And as I saw therein the lotos-faces vanish, I longed
for nets that I might capture them and learn from them the secrets which the
moon had brought upon the night. But when that moon went over to the west and
the still tide ebbed from the sullen shore, I saw in that light old spires that
the waves almost uncovered, and white columns gay with festoons of green
seaweed. And knowing that to this sunken place all the dead had come, I
trembled and did not wish again to speak with the lotos-faces.
Yet when I saw afar out in the sea a black condor descend from the
sky to seek rest on a vast reef, I would fain have questioned him, and asked
him of those whom I had known when they were alive. This I would have asked him
had he not been so far away, but he was very far, and could not be seen at all
when he drew nigh that gigantic reef.
So I watched the tide go out under that sinking moon, and saw
gleaming the spires, the towers, and the roofs of that dead, dripping city. And
as I watched, my nostrils tried to close against the perfume—conquering stench
of the world's dead; for truly, in this unplaced and forgotten spot had all the
flesh of the churchyards gathered for puffy sea-worms to gnaw and glut upon.
Over these horrors the evil moon now hung very low, but the puffy
worms of the sea need no moon to feed by. And as I watched the ripples that
told of the writhing of worms beneath, I felt a new chill from afar out whither
the condor had flown, as if my flesh had caught a horror before my eyes had
seen it.
Nor had my flesh trembled without cause, for when I raised my eyes
I saw that the waters had ebbed very low, shewing much of the vast reef whose
rim I had seen before. And when I saw that the reef was but the black basalt
crown of a shocking eikon whose monstrous forehead now shown in the dim
moonlight and whose vile hooves must paw the hellish ooze miles below, I
shrieked and shrieked lest the hidden face rise above the waters, and lest the
hidden eyes look at me after the slinking away of that leering and treacherous
yellow moon.
And to escape this relentless thing I plunged gladly and
unhesitantly into the stinking shallows where amidst weedy walls and sunken
streets fat sea-worms feast upon the world's dead.
Into the North Window of my chamber glows the Pole Star with
uncanny light. All through the long hellish hours of blackness it shines there.
And in the autumn of the year, when the winds from the north curse and whine,
and the red-leaved trees of the swamp mutter things to one another in the small
hours of the morning under the horned waning moon, I sit by the casement and
watch that star. Down from the heights reels the glittering Cassiopeia as the
hours wear on, while Charles' Wain lumbers up from behind the vapour-soaked
swamp trees that sway in the night wind. Just before dawn Arcturus winks
ruddily from above the cemetery on the low hillock, and Coma Berenices shimmers
weirdly afar off in the mysterious east; but still the Pole Star leers down
from the same place in the black vault, winking hideously like an insane
watching eye which strives to convey some strange message, yet recalls nothing
save that it once had a message to convey. Sometimes, when it is cloudy, I can
sleep.
Well do I remember the night of the great Aurora, when over the
swamp played the shocking corruscations of the daemon light. After the beam
came clouds, and then I slept.
And it was under a horned waning moon that I saw the city for the
first time. Still and somnolent did it lie, on a strange plateau in a hollow
between strange peaks. Of ghastly marble were its walls and its towers, its
columns, domes, and pavements. In the marble streets were marble pillars, the
upper parts of which were carven into the images of grave bearded men. The air
was warm and stirred not. And overhead, scarce ten degrees from the zenith,
glowed that watching Pole Star. Long did I gaze on the city, but the day came
not. When the red Aldebaran, which blinked low in the sky but never set, had
crawled a quarter of the way around the horizon, I saw light and motion in the
houses and the streets. Forms
strangely robed, but at once noble and familiar, walked abroad and
under the horned waning moon men talked wisdom in a tongue which I understood,
though it was unlike any language which I had ever known. And when the red
Aldebaran had crawled more than half-way around the horizon, there were again
darkness and silence.
When I awaked, I was not as I had been. Upon my memory was graven
the vision of the city, and within my soul had arisen another and vaguer
recollection, of whose nature I was not then certain. Thereafter, on the cloudy
nights when I could not sleep, I saw the city often; sometimes under the hot,
yellow rays of a sun which did not set, but which wheeled low in the horizon.
And on the clear nights the Pole Star leered as never before.
Gradually I came to wonder what might be my place in that city on
the strange plateau betwixt strange peaks. At first content to view the scene
as an all-observant uncorporeal presence, I now desired to define my relation
to it, and to speak my mind amongst the grave men who conversed each day in the
public squares. I said to myself, "This is no dream, for by what means can
I prove the greater reality of that other life in the house of stone and brick
south of the sinister swamp and the cemetery on the low hillock, where the Pole
Star peeps into my north window each night?"
One night as I listened to the discourses in the large square
containing many statues, I felt a change; and perceived that I had at last a
bodily form. Nor was I a stranger in the streets of Olathoe, which lies on the
plateau of Sarkia, betwixt the peaks of Noton and Kadiphonek. It was my friend
Alos who spoke, and his speech was one that pleased my soul, for it was the
speech of a true man and patriot. That night had the news come of Daikos' fall,
and of the advance of the Inutos; squat, hellish yellow fiends who five years
ago had appeared out of the unknown west to ravage the confines of our kingdom,
and to besiege many of our towns. Having taken the fortified places at the foot
of the mountains, their way now lay open to the plateau, unless every citizen
could resist with the strength of ten men. For the squat creatures were mighty
in the arts of war, and knew not the scruples of honour which held back our tall,
grey-eyed men of Lomar from ruthless conquest.
Alos, my friend, was commander of all the forces on the plateau,
and in him lay the last hope of our country. On this occasion he spoke of the
perils to be faced and exhorted the men of Olathoe, bravest of the Lomarians,
to sustain the traditions of their ancestors, who when forced to move southward
from Zobna before the advance of the great ice sheet (even as our descendents
must some day flee from the land of Lomar) valiantly and victoriously swept
aside the hairy, long-armed, cannibal Gnophkehs that stood in their way. To me
Alos denied the warriors part, for I was feeble and given to strange faintings
when subjected to stress and hardships. But my eyes were the keenest in the
city, despite the long hours I gave each day to the study of the Pnakotic
manuscripts and the wisdom of the Zobnarian Fathers; so my friend, desiring not
to doom me to inaction, rewarded me with that duty which was second to nothing
in importance. To the watchtower of Thapnen he sent me, there to serve as the
eyes of our army. Should the Inutos attempt to gain the citadel by the narrow
pass behind the peak Noton and thereby surprise the garrison, I was to give the
signal of fire which would warn the waiting soldiers and save the town from
immediate disaster.
Alone I mounted the tower, for every man of stout body was needed
in the passes below. My brain was sore dazed with excitement and fatigue, for I
had not slept in many days; yet was my purpose firm, for I loved my native land
of Lomar, and the marble city Olathoe that lies betwixt the peaks Noton and
Kadiphonek.
But as I stood in the tower's topmost chamber, I beheld the horned
waning moon, red and sinister, quivering through the vapours that hovered over
the distant valley of Banof. And through an opening in the roof glittered the
pale Pole Star, fluttering as if alive, and leering like a fiend and tempter.
Methought its spirit whispered evil counsel, soothing me to traitorous
somnolence with a damnable rhythmical promise which it repeated over and over:
Slumber, watcher, till the spheres.
Six and twenty thousand years
Have revolv'd, and I return
To the spot where now I burn.
Other stars anon shall rise
To the axis of the skies;
Stars that soothe and stars that bless
With a sweet forgetfulness:
Only when my round is o'er
Shall the past disturb thy door.
Vainly did I struggle with my drowsiness, seeking to connect these
strange words with some lore of the skies which I had learnt from the Pnakotic
manuscripts. My head, heavy and reeling, drooped to my breast, and when next I
looked up it was in a dream, with the Pole Star grinning at me through a window
from over the horrible and swaying trees of a dream swamp. And I am still
dreaming. In my shame and despair I sometimes scream frantically, begging the
dream-creatures around me to waken me ere the Inutos steal up the pass behind
the peak Noton and take the citadel by surprise; but these creatures are
daemons, for they laugh at me and tell me I am not dreaming. They mock me
whilst I sleep, and whilst the squat yellow foe may be creeping silently upon
us. I have failed in my duties and betrayed the marble city of Olathoe; I have
proven false to Alos, my friend and commander. But still these shadows of my
dreams deride me. They say there is no land of Lomar, save in my nocturnal
imaginings that in these realms where the Pole Star shines high, and red
Aldebaran crawls low around the horizon, there has been naught save ice and
snow for thousands of years of years, and never a man save squat, yellow
creatures, blighted by the
cold, called "Esquimaux."
And as I writhe in my guilty agony, frantic to save the city whose
peril every moment grows, and vainly striving to shake off this unnatural dream
of a house of stone and brick south of a sinister swamp and a cemetery on a low
hillock, the Pole Star, evil and monstrous, leers down from the black vault,
winking hideously like an insane watching eye which strives to convey some
message, yet recalls nothing save that it once had a message to convey.
From a letter written to "Melmoth" (Donald Wandrei) on
Thursday, November 3, 1927
It was a flaming sunset or late afternoon in the tiny provincial
town of Pompelo, at the foot of the Pyrenees in Hispania Citerior. The year
must have been in the late republic, for the province was still ruled by a
senatorial proconsul instead of a prætorian legate of Augustus, and the day was
the first before the Kalends of November. The hills rose scarlet and gold to
the north of the little town, and the westering sun shone ruddily and
mystically on the crude new stone and plaster buildings of the dusty forum and
the wooden walls of the circus some distance to the east. Groups of
citizens—broad-browed Roman colonists and coarse-haired Romanised natives, together
with obvious hybrids of the two strains, alike clad in cheap woollen togas—and
sprinklings of helmeted legionaries and coarse-mantled, black-bearded tribesmen
of the circumambient Vascones—all thronged the few paved streets and forum;
moved by some vague and ill-defined uneasiness.
I myself had just alighted from a litter, which the Illyrian
bearers seemed to have brought in some haste from Calagurris, across the Iberus
to the southward. It appeared that I was a provincial quæstor named L. Cælius
Rufus, and that I had been summoned by the proconsul, P. Scribonius Libo, who
had come from Tarraco some days before. The soldiers were the fifth cohort of
the XIIth legion, under the military tribune Sex. Asellius; and the legatus of
the whole region, Cn. Balbutius, had also come from Calagurris, where the
permanent station was.
The cause of the conference was a horror that brooded on the
hills. All the townsfolk were frightened, and had begged the presence of a
cohort from Calagurris. It was the Terrible Season of the autumn, and the wild
people in the mountains were preparing for the frightful ceremonies which only
rumour told of in the towns. They were the very old folk who dwelt higher up in
the hills and spoke a choppy language which the Vascones could not understand.
One seldom saw them; but a few times a year they sent down little yellow,
squint-eyed messengers (who looked like Scythians) to trade with the merchants
by means of gestures, and every spring and autumn they held the infamous rites
on the peaks, their howlings and altar-fires throwing terror into the villages.
Always the same—the night before the Kalends of Maius and the night before the
Kalends of November. Townsfolk would disappear just before these nights, and
would never be heard of again. And there were whispers that the native
shepherds and farmers were not ill-disposed toward the very old folk—that more
than one thatched hut was vacant before midnight on the two hideous Sabbaths.
This year the horror was very great, for the people knew that the
wrath of the very old folk was upon Pompelo. Three months previously five of
the little squint-eyed traders had come down from the hills, and in a market
brawl three of them had been killed. The remaining two had gone back wordlessly
to their mountains—and this autumn not a single villager had disappeared. There
was menace in this immunity. It was not like the very old folk to spare their
victims at the Sabbath. It was too good to be normal, and the villagers were
afraid.
For many nights there had been a hollow drumming on the hills, and
at last the ædile Tib. Annæus Stilpo (half native in blood) had sent to
Balbutius at Calagurris for a cohort to stamp out the Sabbath on the terrible
night. Balbutius had carelessly refused, on the ground that the villagers'
fears were empty, and that the loathsome rites of hill folk were of no concern
to the Roman People unless our own citizens were menaced. I, however, who
seemed to be a close friend of Balbutius, had disagreed with him; averring that
I had studied deeply in the black forbidden lore, and that I believed the very
old folk capable of visiting almost any nameless doom upon the town, which
after all was a Roman settlement and contained a great number of our citizens.
The complaining ædile's own mother Helvia was a pure Roman, the daughter of M.
Helvius Cinna, who had come over with Scipio's army. Accordingly I had sent a
slave—a nimble little Greek called Antipater—to the proconsul with letters, and
Scribonius had heeded my plea and ordered Balbutius to send his fifth cohort,
under Asellius, to Pompelo; entering the hills at dusk on the eve of November's
Kalends and stamping out whatever nameless orgies he might find— bringing such
prisoners as he might take to Tarraco for the next proprætor's court. Balbutius,
however, had protested, so that more correspondence had ensued. I had written
so much to the proconsul that he had become gravely interested, and had
resolved to make a personal inquiry into the horror.
He had at length proceeded to Pompelo with his lictors and
attendants; there hearing enough rumours to be greatly impressed and disturbed,
and standing firmly by his order for the Sabbath's extirpation. Desirous of
conferring with one who had studied the subject, he ordered me to accompany
Asellius' cohort—and Balbutius had also come along to press his adverse advice,
for he honestly believed that drastic military action would stir up a dangerous
sentiment of unrest amongst the Vascones both tribal and settled.
So here we all were in the mystic sunset of the autumn hills—old
Scribonius Libo in his toga prætexta, the golden light glancing on his shiny
bald head and wrinkled hawk face, Balbutius with his gleaming helmet and
breastplate, blue-shaven lips compressed in conscientiously dogged opposition,
young Asellius with his polished greaves and superior sneer, and the curious
throng of townsfolk, legionaries, tribesmen, peasants, lictors, slaves, and
attendants. I myself seemed to wear a common toga, and to have no especially
distinguishing characteristic. And everywhere horror brooded. The town and
country folk scarcely dared speak aloud, and the men of Libo's entourage, who
had been there nearly a week, seemed to have caught something of the nameless
dread. Old Scribonius himself looked very grave, and the sharp voices of us
later comers seemed to hold something of curious inappropriateness, as in a
place of death or the temple of some mystic god.
We entered the prætorium and held grave converse. Balbutius
pressed his objections, and was sustained by Asellius, who appeared to hold all
the natives in extreme contempt while at the same time deeming it inadvisable
to excite them. Both soldiers maintained that we could better afford to
antagonise the minority of colonists and civilised natives by inaction, than to
antagonise a probable majority of tribesmen and cottagers by stamping out the
dread rites.
I, on the other hand, renewed my demand for action, and offered to
accompany the cohort on any expedition it might undertake. I pointed out that
the barbarous Vascones were at best turbulent and uncertain, so that skirmishes
with them were inevitable sooner or later whichever course we might take; that
they had not in the past proved dangerous adversaries to our legions, and that
it would ill become the representatives of the Roman People to suffer
barbarians to interfere with a course which the justice and prestige of the
Republic demanded. That, on the other hand, the successful administration of a
province depended primarily upon the safety and good-will of the civilised
element in whose hands the local machinery of commerce and prosperity reposed,
and in whose veins a large mixture of our own Italian blood coursed. These,
though in numbers they might form a minority, were the stable element whose
constancy might be relied on, and whose cooperation would most firmly bind the
province to the Imperium of the Senate and the Roman People. It was at once a
duty and an advantage to afford them the protection due to Roman citizens; even
(and here I shot a sarcastic look at Balbutius and Asellius) at the expense of
a little trouble and activity, and of a slight interruption of the
draught-playing and cock-fighting at the camp in Calagurris. That the danger to
the town and inhabitants of Pompelo was a real one, I could not from my studies
doubt. I had read many scrolls out of Syria and Ægyptus, and the cryptic towns
of Etruria, and had talked at length with the bloodthirsty priest of Diana
Aricina in his temple in the woods bordering Lacus Nemorensis. There were
shocking dooms that might be called out of the hills on the Sabbaths; dooms
which ought not to exist within the territories of the Roman People; and to
permit orgies of the kind known to prevail at Sabbaths would be but little in
consonance with the customs of those whose forefathers, A. Postumius being
consul, had executed so many Roman citizens for the practice of the
Bacchanalia—a matter kept ever in memory by the Senatus Consultum de
Bacchanalibus, graven upon bronze and set open to every eye. Checked in time,
before the progress of the rites might evoke anything with which the iron of a
Roman pilum might not be able to deal, the Sabbath would not be too much for
the powers of a single cohort. Only participants need be apprehended, and the
sparing of a great number of mere spectators would considerably lessen the
resentment which any of the sympathising country folk might feel. In short,
both principle and policy demanded stern action; and I could not doubt but that
Publius Scribonius, bearing in mind the dignity and obligations of the Roman
People, would adhere to his plan of despatching the cohort, me accompanying,
despite such objections as Balbutius and Asellius—-speaking indeed more like
provincials than Romans—might see fit to offer and multiply.
The slanting sun was now very low, and the whole hushed town
seemed draped in an unreal and malign glamour. Then P. Scribonius the proconsul
signified his approval of my words, and stationed me with the cohort in the
provisional capacity of a centurio primipilus; Balbutius and Asellius
assenting, the former with better grace than the latter. As twilight fell on
the wild autumnal slopes, a measured, hideous beating of strange drums floated
down from afar in terrible rhythm. Some few of the legionarii shewed timidity,
but sharp commands brought them into line, and the whole cohort was soon drawn
up on the open plain east of the circus. Libo himself, as well as Balbutius,
insisted on accompanying the cohort; but great difficulty was suffered in
getting a native guide to point out the paths up the mountain. Finally a young
man named Vercellius, the son of pure Roman parents, agreed to take us at least
past the foothills. We began to march in the new dusk, with the thin silver
sickle of a young moon trembling over the woods on our left. That which
disquieted us most was the fact that the Sabbath was to be held at all. Reports
of the coming cohort must have reached the hills, and even the lack of a final
decision could not make the rumour less alarming—yet there were the sinister drums
as of yore, as if the celebrants had some peculiar reason to be indifferent
whether or not the forces of the Roman People marched against them. The sound
grew louder as we entered a rising gap in the hills, steep wooded banks
enclosing us narrowly on either side, and displaying curiously fantastic
tree-trunks in the light of our bobbing torches. All were afoot save Libo,
Balbutius, Asellius, two or three of the centuriones, and myself, and at length
the way became so steep and narrow that those who had horses were forced to
leave them; a squad of ten men being left to guard them, though robber bands
were not likely to be abroad on such a night of terror. Once in a while it
seemed as though we detected a skulking form in the woods nearby, and after a half-hour's
climb the steepness and narrowness of the way made the advance of so great a
body of men—over 300, all told—exceedingly cumbrous and difficult. Then with
utter and horrifying suddenness we heard a frightful sound from below. It was
from the tethered horses—they had screamed, not neighed, but screamed...and
there was no light down there, nor the sound of any human thing, to shew why
they had done so. At the same moment bonfires blazed out on all the peaks
ahead, so that terror seemed to lurk equally well before and behind us. Looking
for the youth Vercellius, our guide, we found only a crumpled heap weltering in
a pool of blood. In his hand was a short sword snatched from the belt of D.
Vibulanus, a subcenturio, and on his face was such a look of terror that the
stoutest veterans turned pale at the sight. He had killed himself when the
horses screamed... he, who had been born and lived all his life in that region,
and knew what men whispered about the hills. All the torches now began to dim,
and the cries of frightened legionaries mingled with the unceasing screams of
the tethered horses. The air grew perceptibly colder, more suddenly so than is
usual at November's brink, and seemed stirred by terrible undulations which I
could not help connecting with the beating of huge wings. The whole cohort now
remained at a standstill, and as the torches faded I watched what I thought
were fantastic shadows outlined in the sky by the spectral luminosity of the
Via Lactea as it flowed through Perseus, Cassiopeia, Cepheus, and Cygnus. Then
suddenly all the stars were blotted from the sky—even bright Deneb and Vega
ahead, and the lone Altair and Fomalhaut behind us. And as the torches died out
altogether, there remained above the stricken and shrieking cohort only the
noxious and horrible altar-flames on the towering peaks; hellish and red, and
now silhouetting the mad, leaping, and colossal forms of such nameless beasts
as had never a Phrygian priest or Campanian grandam whispered of in the wildest
of furtive tales. And above the nighted screaming of men and horses that
dæmonic drumming rose to louder pitch, whilst an ice-cold wind of shocking
sentience and deliberateness swept down from those forbidden heights and coiled
about each man separately, till all the cohort was struggling and screaming in
the dark, as if acting out the fate of Laocoön and his sons. Only old
Scribonius Libo seemed resigned. He uttered words amidst the screaming, and
they echo still in my ears. "Malitia vetus...malitia vetus est...venit...tandem
venit..." ("Wickedness of old...it is wickedness of
old...happened...happened at last...")
And then I waked. It was the most vivid dream in years, drawing
upon wells of the subconscious long untouched and forgotten. Of the fate of
that cohort no record exists, but the town at least was saved—for encyclopædias
tell of the survival of Pompelo to this day, under the modern Spanish name of
Pompelona...
Yrs for Gothick Supremacy—
C . IVLIVS . VERVS . MAXIMINVS.
THE END
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